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diff --git a/1069-0.txt b/1069-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..3e4893e --- /dev/null +++ b/1069-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,22282 @@ +*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 1069 *** + +Four Short Stories + +By Émile Zola + + +Contents + + NANA + CHAPTER I + CHAPTER II + CHAPTER III + CHAPTER IV + CHAPTER V + CHAPTER VI + CHAPTER VII + CHAPTER VIII + CHAPTER IX + CHAPTER X + CHAPTER XI + CHAPTER XII + CHAPTER XIII + CHAPTER XIV + + THE MILLER’S DAUGHTER + CHAPTER I + CHAPTER II + CHAPTER III + CHAPTER IV + CHAPTER V + + CAPTAIN BURLE + CHAPTER I + CHAPTER II + CHAPTER III + CHAPTER IV + + THE DEATH OF OLIVIER BECAILLE + CHAPTER I + CHAPTER II + CHAPTER III + CHAPTER IV + CHAPTER V + + + + + NANA + + by Émile Zola + + + + + CHAPTER I + + +At nine o’clock in the evening the body of the house at the Theatres +des Variétés was still all but empty. A few individuals, it is true, +were sitting quietly waiting in the balcony and stalls, but these were +lost, as it were, among the ranges of seats whose coverings of cardinal +velvet loomed in the subdued light of the dimly burning luster. A +shadow enveloped the great red splash of the curtain, and not a sound +came from the stage, the unlit footlights, the scattered desks of the +orchestra. It was only high overhead in the third gallery, round the +domed ceiling where nude females and children flew in heavens which had +turned green in the gaslight, that calls and laughter were audible +above a continuous hubbub of voices, and heads in women’s and workmen’s +caps were ranged, row above row, under the wide-vaulted bays with their +gilt-surrounding adornments. Every few seconds an attendant would make +her appearance, bustling along with tickets in her hand and piloting in +front of her a gentleman and a lady, who took their seats, he in his +evening dress, she sitting slim and undulant beside him while her eyes +wandered slowly round the house. + +Two young men appeared in the stalls; they kept standing and looked +about them. + +“Didn’t I say so, Hector?” cried the elder of the two, a tall fellow +with little black mustaches. “We’re too early! You might quite well +have allowed me to finish my cigar.” + +An attendant was passing. + +“Oh, Monsieur Fauchery,” she said familiarly, “it won’t begin for half +an hour yet!” + +“Then why do they advertise for nine o’clock?” muttered Hector, whose +long thin face assumed an expression of vexation. “Only this morning +Clarisse, who’s in the piece, swore that they’d begin at nine o’clock +punctually.” + +For a moment they remained silent and, looking upward, scanned the +shadowy boxes. But the green paper with which these were hung rendered +them more shadowy still. Down below, under the dress circle, the lower +boxes were buried in utter night. In those on the second tier there was +only one stout lady, who was stranded, as it were, on the +velvet-covered balustrade in front of her. On the right hand and on the +left, between lofty pilasters, the stage boxes, bedraped with +long-fringed scalloped hangings, remained untenanted. The house with +its white and gold, relieved by soft green tones, lay only half +disclosed to view, as though full of a fine dust shed from the little +jets of flame in the great glass luster. + +“Did you get your stage box for Lucy?” asked Hector. + +“Yes,” replied his companion, “but I had some trouble to get it. Oh, +there’s no danger of Lucy coming too early!” + +He stifled a slight yawn; then after a pause: + +“You’re in luck’s way, you are, since you haven’t been at a first night +before. The Blonde Venus will be the event of the year. People have +been talking about it for six months. Oh, such music, my dear boy! Such +a sly dog, Bordenave! He knows his business and has kept this for the +exhibition season.” Hector was religiously attentive. He asked a +question. + +“And Nana, the new star who’s going to play Venus, d’you know her?” + +“There you are; you’re beginning again!” cried Fauchery, casting up his +arms. “Ever since this morning people have been dreeing me with Nana. +I’ve met more than twenty people, and it’s Nana here and Nana there! +What do I know? Am I acquainted with all the light ladies in Paris? +Nana is an invention of Bordenave’s! It must be a fine one!” + +He calmed himself, but the emptiness of the house, the dim light of the +luster, the churchlike sense of self-absorption which the place +inspired, full as it was of whispering voices and the sound of doors +banging—all these got on his nerves. + +“No, by Jove,” he said all of a sudden, “one’s hair turns gray here. +I—I’m going out. Perhaps we shall find Bordenave downstairs. He’ll give +us information about things.” + +Downstairs in the great marble-paved entrance hall, where the box +office was, the public were beginning to show themselves. Through the +three open gates might have been observed, passing in, the ardent life +of the boulevards, which were all astir and aflare under the fine April +night. The sound of carriage wheels kept stopping suddenly; carriage +doors were noisily shut again, and people began entering in small +groups, taking their stand before the ticket bureau and climbing the +double flight of stairs at the end of the hall, up which the women +loitered with swaying hips. Under the crude gaslight, round the pale, +naked walls of the entrance hall, which with its scanty First Empire +decorations suggested the peristyle of a toy temple, there was a +flaring display of lofty yellow posters bearing the name of “Nana” in +great black letters. Gentlemen, who seemed to be glued to the entry, +were reading them; others, standing about, were engaged in talk, +barring the doors of the house in so doing, while hard by the box +office a thickset man with an extensive, close-shaven visage was giving +rough answers to such as pressed to engage seats. + +“There’s Bordenave,” said Fauchery as he came down the stairs. But the +manager had already seen him. + +“Ah, ah! You’re a nice fellow!” he shouted at him from a distance. +“That’s the way you give me a notice, is it? Why, I opened my Figaro +this morning—never a word!” + +“Wait a bit,” replied Fauchery. “I certainly must make the acquaintance +of your Nana before talking about her. Besides, I’ve made no promises.” + +Then to put an end to the discussion, he introduced his cousin, M. +Hector de la Faloise, a young man who had come to finish his education +in Paris. The manager took the young man’s measure at a glance. But +Hector returned his scrutiny with deep interest. This, then, was that +Bordenave, that showman of the sex who treated women like a convict +overseer, that clever fellow who was always at full steam over some +advertising dodge, that shouting, spitting, thigh-slapping fellow, that +cynic with the soul of a policeman! Hector was under the impression +that he ought to discover some amiable observation for the occasion. + +“Your theater—” he began in dulcet tones. + +Bordenave interrupted him with a savage phrase, as becomes a man who +dotes on frank situations. + +“Call it my brothel!” + +At this Fauchery laughed approvingly, while La Faloise stopped with his +pretty speech strangled in his throat, feeling very much shocked and +striving to appear as though he enjoyed the phrase. The manager had +dashed off to shake hands with a dramatic critic whose column had +considerable influence. When he returned La Faloise was recovering. He +was afraid of being treated as a provincial if he showed himself too +much nonplused. + +“I have been told,” he began again, longing positively to find +something to say, “that Nana has a delicious voice.” + +“Nana?” cried the manager, shrugging his shoulders. “The voice of a +squirt!” + +The young man made haste to add: + +“Besides being a first-rate comedian!” + +“She? Why she’s a lump! She has no notion what to do with her hands and +feet.” + +La Faloise blushed a little. He had lost his bearings. He stammered: + +“I wouldn’t have missed this first representation tonight for the +world. I was aware that your theater—” + +“Call it my brothel,” Bordenave again interpolated with the frigid +obstinacy of a man convinced. + +Meanwhile Fauchery, with extreme calmness, was looking at the women as +they came in. He went to his cousin’s rescue when he saw him all at sea +and doubtful whether to laugh or to be angry. + +“Do be pleasant to Bordenave—call his theater what he wishes you to, +since it amuses him. And you, my dear fellow, don’t keep us waiting +about for nothing. If your Nana neither sings nor acts you’ll find +you’ve made a blunder, that’s all. It’s what I’m afraid of, if the +truth be told.” + +“A blunder! A blunder!” shouted the manager, and his face grew purple. +“Must a woman know how to act and sing? Oh, my chicken, you’re too +STOOPID. Nana has other good points, by heaven!—something which is as +good as all the other things put together. I’ve smelled it out; it’s +deuced pronounced with her, or I’ve got the scent of an idiot. You’ll +see, you’ll see! She’s only got to come on, and all the house will be +gaping at her.” + +He had held up his big hands which were trembling under the influence +of his eager enthusiasm, and now, having relieved his feelings, he +lowered his voice and grumbled to himself: + +“Yes, she’ll go far! Oh yes, s’elp me, she’ll go far! A skin—oh, what a +skin she’s got!” + +Then as Fauchery began questioning him he consented to enter into a +detailed explanation, couched in phraseology so crude that Hector de la +Faloise felt slightly disgusted. He had been thick with Nana, and he +was anxious to start her on the stage. Well, just about that time he +was in search of a Venus. He—he never let a woman encumber him for any +length of time; he preferred to let the public enjoy the benefit of her +forthwith. But there was a deuce of a row going on in his shop, which +had been turned topsy-turvy by that big damsel’s advent. Rose Mignon, +his star, a comic actress of much subtlety and an adorable singer, was +daily threatening to leave him in the lurch, for she was furious and +guessed the presence of a rival. And as for the bill, good God! What a +noise there had been about it all! It had ended by his deciding to +print the names of the two actresses in the same-sized type. But it +wouldn’t do to bother him. Whenever any of his little women, as he +called them—Simonne or Clarisse, for instance—wouldn’t go the way he +wanted her to he just up with his foot and caught her one in the rear. +Otherwise life was impossible. Oh yes, he sold ’em; HE knew what they +fetched, the wenches! + +“Tut!” he cried, breaking off short. “Mignon and Steiner. Always +together. You know, Steiner’s getting sick of Rose; that’s why the +husband dogs his steps now for fear of his slipping away.” + +On the pavement outside, the row of gas jets flaring on the cornice of +the theater cast a patch of brilliant light. Two small trees, violently +green, stood sharply out against it, and a column gleamed in such vivid +illumination that one could read the notices thereon at a distance, as +though in broad daylight, while the dense night of the boulevard beyond +was dotted with lights above the vague outline of an ever-moving crowd. +Many men did not enter the theater at once but stayed outside to talk +while finishing their cigars under the rays of the line of gas jets, +which shed a sallow pallor on their faces and silhouetted their short +black shadows on the asphalt. Mignon, a very tall, very broad fellow, +with the square-shaped head of a strong man at a fair, was forcing a +passage through the midst of the groups and dragging on his arm the +banker Steiner, an exceedingly small man with a corporation already in +evidence and a round face framed in a setting of beard which was +already growing gray. + +“Well,” said Bordenave to the banker, “you met her yesterday in my +office.” + +“Ah! It was she, was it?” ejaculated Steiner. “I suspected as much. +Only I was coming out as she was going in, and I scarcely caught a +glimpse of her.” + +Mignon was listening with half-closed eyelids and nervously twisting a +great diamond ring round his finger. He had quite understood that Nana +was in question. Then as Bordenave was drawing a portrait of his new +star, which lit a flame in the eyes of the banker, he ended by joining +in the conversation. + +“Oh, let her alone, my dear fellow; she’s a low lot! The public will +show her the door in quick time. Steiner, my laddie, you know that my +wife is waiting for you in her box.” + +He wanted to take possession of him again. But Steiner would not quit +Bordenave. In front of them a stream of people was crowding and +crushing against the ticket office, and there was a din of voices, in +the midst of which the name of Nana sounded with all the melodious +vivacity of its two syllables. The men who stood planted in front of +the notices kept spelling it out loudly; others, in an interrogative +tone, uttered it as they passed; while the women, at once restless and +smiling, repeated it softly with an air of surprise. Nobody knew Nana. +Whence had Nana fallen? And stories and jokes, whispered from ear to +ear, went the round of the crowd. The name was a caress in itself; it +was a pet name, the very familiarity of which suited every lip. Merely +through enunciating it thus, the throng worked itself into a state of +gaiety and became highly good natured. A fever of curiosity urged it +forward, that kind of Parisian curiosity which is as violent as an +access of positive unreason. Everybody wanted to see Nana. A lady had +the flounce of her dress torn off; a man lost his hat. + +“Oh, you’re asking me too many questions about it!” cried Bordenave, +whom a score of men were besieging with their queries. “You’re going to +see her, and I’m off; they want me.” + +He disappeared, enchanted at having fired his public. Mignon shrugged +his shoulders, reminding Steiner that Rose was awaiting him in order to +show him the costume she was about to wear in the first act. + +“By Jove! There’s Lucy out there, getting down from her carriage,” said +La Faloise to Fauchery. + +It was, in fact, Lucy Stewart, a plain little woman, some forty years +old, with a disproportionately long neck, a thin, drawn face, a heavy +mouth, but withal of such brightness, such graciousness of manner, that +she was really very charming. She was bringing with her Caroline Hequet +and her mother—Caroline a woman of a cold type of beauty, the mother a +person of a most worthy demeanor, who looked as if she were stuffed +with straw. + +“You’re coming with us? I’ve kept a place for you,” she said to +Fauchery. “Oh, decidedly not! To see nothing!” he made answer. “I’ve a +stall; I prefer being in the stalls.” + +Lucy grew nettled. Did he not dare show himself in her company? Then, +suddenly restraining herself and skipping to another topic: + +“Why haven’t you told me that you knew Nana?” + +“Nana! I’ve never set eyes on her.” + +“Honor bright? I’ve been told that you’ve been to bed with her.” + +But Mignon, coming in front of them, his finger to his lips, made them +a sign to be silent. And when Lucy questioned him he pointed out a +young man who was passing and murmured: + +“Nana’s fancy man.” + +Everybody looked at him. He was a pretty fellow. Fauchery recognized +him; it was Daguenet, a young man who had run through three hundred +thousand francs in the pursuit of women and who now was dabbling in +stocks, in order from time to time to treat them to bouquets and +dinners. Lucy made the discovery that he had fine eyes. + +“Ah, there’s Blanche!” she cried. “It’s she who told me that you had +been to bed with Nana.” + +Blanche de Sivry, a great fair girl, whose good-looking face showed +signs of growing fat, made her appearance in the company of a spare, +sedulously well-groomed and extremely distinguished man. + +“The Count Xavier de Vandeuvres,” Fauchery whispered in his companion’s +ear. + +The count and the journalist shook hands, while Blanche and Lucy +entered into a brisk, mutual explanation. One of them in blue, the +other in rose-pink, they stood blocking the way with their deeply +flounced skirts, and Nana’s name kept repeating itself so shrilly in +their conversation that people began to listen to them. The Count de +Vandeuvres carried Blanche off. But by this time Nana’s name was +echoing more loudly than ever round the four walls of the entrance hall +amid yearnings sharpened by delay. Why didn’t the play begin? The men +pulled out their watches; late-comers sprang from their conveyances +before these had fairly drawn up; the groups left the sidewalk, where +the passers-by were crossing the now-vacant space of gaslit pavement, +craning their necks, as they did so, in order to get a peep into the +theater. A street boy came up whistling and planted himself before a +notice at the door, then cried out, “Woa, Nana!” in the voice of a +tipsy man and hied on his way with a rolling gait and a shuffling of +his old boots. A laugh had arisen at this. Gentlemen of unimpeachable +appearance repeated: “Nana, woa, Nana!” People were crushing; a dispute +arose at the ticket office, and there was a growing clamor caused by +the hum of voices calling on Nana, demanding Nana in one of those +accesses of silly facetiousness and sheer animalism which pass over +mobs. + +But above all the din the bell that precedes the rise of the curtain +became audible. “They’ve rung; they’ve rung!” The rumor reached the +boulevard, and thereupon followed a stampede, everyone wanting to pass +in, while the servants of the theater increased their forces. Mignon, +with an anxious air, at last got hold of Steiner again, the latter not +having been to see Rose’s costume. At the very first tinkle of the bell +La Faloise had cloven a way through the crowd, pulling Fauchery with +him, so as not to miss the opening scene. But all this eagerness on the +part of the public irritated Lucy Stewart. What brutes were these +people to be pushing women like that! She stayed in the rear of them +all with Caroline Hequet and her mother. The entrance hall was now +empty, while beyond it was still heard the long-drawn rumble of the +boulevard. + +“As though they were always funny, those pieces of theirs!” Lucy kept +repeating as she climbed the stair. + +In the house Fauchery and La Faloise, in front of their stalls, were +gazing about them anew. By this time the house was resplendent. High +jets of gas illumined the great glass chandelier with a rustling of +yellow and rosy flames, which rained down a stream of brilliant light +from dome to floor. The cardinal velvets of the seats were shot with +hues of lake, while all the gilding shone again, the soft green +decorations chastening its effect beneath the too-decided paintings of +the ceiling. The footlights were turned up and with a vivid flood of +brilliance lit up the curtain, the heavy purple drapery of which had +all the richness befitting a palace in a fairy tale and contrasted with +the meanness of the proscenium, where cracks showed the plaster under +the gilding. The place was already warm. At their music stands the +orchestra were tuning their instruments amid a delicate trilling of +flutes, a stifled tooting of horns, a singing of violin notes, which +floated forth amid the increasing uproar of voices. All the spectators +were talking, jostling, settling themselves in a general assault upon +seats; and the hustling rush in the side passages was now so violent +that every door into the house was laboriously admitting the +inexhaustible flood of people. There were signals, rustlings of +fabrics, a continual march past of skirts and head dresses, accentuated +by the black hue of a dress coat or a surtout. Notwithstanding this, +the rows of seats were little by little getting filled up, while here +and there a light toilet stood out from its surroundings, a head with a +delicate profile bent forward under its chignon, where flashed the +lightning of a jewel. In one of the boxes the tip of a bare shoulder +glimmered like snowy silk. Other ladies, sitting at ease, languidly +fanned themselves, following with their gaze the pushing movements of +the crowd, while young gentlemen, standing up in the stalls, their +waistcoats cut very low, gardenias in their buttonholes, pointed their +opera glasses with gloved finger tips. + +It was now that the two cousins began searching for the faces of those +they knew. Mignon and Steiner were together in a lower box, sitting +side by side with their arms leaning for support on the velvet +balustrade. Blanche de Sivry seemed to be in sole possession of a stage +box on the level of the stalls. But La Faloise examined Daguenet before +anyone else, he being in occupation of a stall two rows in front of his +own. Close to him, a very young man, seventeen years old at the +outside, some truant from college, it may be, was straining wide a pair +of fine eyes such as a cherub might have owned. Fauchery smiled when he +looked at him. + +“Who is that lady in the balcony?” La Faloise asked suddenly. “The lady +with a young girl in blue beside her.” + +He pointed out a large woman who was excessively tight-laced, a woman +who had been a blonde and had now become white and yellow of tint, her +broad face, reddened with paint, looking puffy under a rain of little +childish curls. + +“It’s Gaga,” was Fauchery’s simple reply, and as this name seemed to +astound his cousin, he added: + +“You don’t know Gaga? She was the delight of the early years of Louis +Philippe. Nowadays she drags her daughter about with her wherever she +goes.” + +La Faloise never once glanced at the young girl. The sight of Gaga +moved him; his eyes did not leave her again. He still found her very +good looking but he dared not say so. + +Meanwhile the conductor lifted his violin bow and the orchestra +attacked the overture. People still kept coming in; the stir and noise +were on the increase. Among that public, peculiar to first nights and +never subject to change, there were little subsections composed of +intimate friends, who smilingly forgathered again. Old first-nighters, +hat on head, seemed familiar and quite at ease and kept exchanging +salutations. All Paris was there, the Paris of literature, of finance +and of pleasure. There were many journalists, several authors, a number +of stock-exchange people and more courtesans than honest women. It was +a singularly mixed world, composed, as it was, of all the talents and +tarnished by all the vices, a world where the same fatigue and the same +fever played over every face. Fauchery, whom his cousin was +questioning, showed him the boxes devoted to the newspapers and to the +clubs and then named the dramatic critics—a lean, dried-up individual +with thin, spiteful lips and, chief of all, a big fellow with a +good-natured expression, lolling on the shoulder of his neighbor, a +young miss over whom he brooded with tender and paternal eyes. + +But he interrupted himself on seeing La Faloise in the act of bowing to +some persons who occupied the box opposite. He appeared surprised. + +“What?” he queried. “You know the Count Muffat de Beuville?” + +“Oh, for a long time back,” replied Hector. “The Muffats had a property +near us. I often go to their house. The count’s with his wife and his +father-in-law, the Marquis de Chouard.” + +And with some vanity—for he was happy in his cousin’s astonishment—he +entered into particulars. The marquis was a councilor of state; the +count had recently been appointed chamberlain to the empress. Fauchery, +who had caught up his opera glass, looked at the countess, a plump +brunette with a white skin and fine dark eyes. + +“You shall present me to them between the acts,” he ended by saying. “I +have already met the count, but I should like to go to them on their +Tuesdays.” + +Energetic cries of “Hush” came from the upper galleries. The overture +had begun, but people were still coming in. Late arrivals were obliging +whole rows of spectators to rise; the doors of boxes were banging; loud +voices were heard disputing in the passages. And there was no cessation +of the sound of many conversations, a sound similar to the loud +twittering of talkative sparrows at close of day. All was in confusion; +the house was a medley of heads and arms which moved to and fro, their +owners seating themselves or trying to make themselves comfortable or, +on the other hand, excitedly endeavoring to remain standing so as to +take a final look round. The cry of “Sit down, sit down!” came fiercely +from the obscure depths of the pit. A shiver of expectation traversed +the house: at last people were going to make the acquaintance of this +famous Nana with whom Paris had been occupying itself for a whole week! + +Little by little, however, the buzz of talk dwindled softly down among +occasional fresh outbursts of rough speech. And amid this swooning +murmur, these perishing sighs of sound, the orchestra struck up the +small, lively notes of a waltz with a vagabond rhythm bubbling with +roguish laughter. The public were titillated; they were already on the +grin. But the gang of clappers in the foremost rows of the pit +applauded furiously. The curtain rose. + +“By George!” exclaimed La Faloise, still talking away. “There’s a man +with Lucy.” + +He was looking at the stage box on the second tier to his right, the +front of which Caroline and Lucy were occupying. At the back of this +box were observable the worthy countenance of Caroline’s mother and the +side face of a tall young man with a noble head of light hair and an +irreproachable getup. + +“Do look!” La Faloise again insisted. “There’s a man there.” + +Fauchery decided to level his opera glass at the stage box. But he +turned round again directly. + +“Oh, it’s Labordette,” he muttered in a careless voice, as though that +gentle man’s presence ought to strike all the world as though both +natural and immaterial. + +Behind the cousins people shouted “Silence!” They had to cease talking. +A motionless fit now seized the house, and great stretches of heads, +all erect and attentive, sloped away from stalls to topmost gallery. +The first act of the Blonde Venus took place in Olympus, a pasteboard +Olympus, with clouds in the wings and the throne of Jupiter on the +right of the stage. First of all Iris and Ganymede, aided by a troupe +of celestial attendants, sang a chorus while they arranged the seats of +the gods for the council. Once again the prearranged applause of the +clappers alone burst forth; the public, a little out of their depth, +sat waiting. Nevertheless, La Faloise had clapped Clarisse Besnus, one +of Bordenave’s little women, who played Iris in a soft blue dress with +a great scarf of the seven colors of the rainbow looped round her +waist. + +“You know, she draws up her chemise to put that on,” he said to +Fauchery, loud enough to be heard by those around him. “We tried the +trick this morning. It was all up under her arms and round the small of +her back.” + +But a slight rustling movement ran through the house; Rose Mignon had +just come on the stage as Diana. Now though she had neither the face +nor the figure for the part, being thin and dark and of the adorable +type of ugliness peculiar to a Parisian street child, she nonetheless +appeared charming and as though she were a satire on the personage she +represented. Her song at her entrance on the stage was full of lines +quaint enough to make you cry with laughter and of complaints about +Mars, who was getting ready to desert her for the companionship of +Venus. She sang it with a chaste reserve so full of sprightly +suggestiveness that the public warmed amain. The husband and Steiner, +sitting side by side, were laughing complaisantly, and the whole house +broke out in a roar when Prullière, that great favorite, appeared as a +general, a masquerade Mars, decked with an enormous plume and dragging +along a sword, the hilt of which reached to his shoulder. As for him, +he had had enough of Diana; she had been a great deal too coy with him, +he averred. Thereupon Diana promised to keep a sharp eye on him and to +be revenged. The duet ended with a comic yodel which Prullière +delivered very amusingly with the yell of an angry tomcat. He had about +him all the entertaining fatuity of a young leading gentleman whose +love affairs prosper, and he rolled around the most swaggering glances, +which excited shrill feminine laughter in the boxes. + +Then the public cooled again, for the ensuing scenes were found +tiresome. Old Bosc, an imbecile Jupiter with head crushed beneath the +weight of an immense crown, only just succeeded in raising a smile +among his audience when he had a domestic altercation with Juno on the +subject of the cook’s accounts. The march past of the gods, Neptune, +Pluto, Minerva and the rest, was well-nigh spoiling everything. People +grew impatient; there was a restless, slowly growing murmur; the +audience ceased to take an interest in the performance and looked round +at the house. Lucy began laughing with Labordette; the Count de +Vandeuvres was craning his neck in conversation behind Blanche’s sturdy +shoulders, while Fauchery, out of the corners of his eyes, took stock +of the Muffats, of whom the count appeared very serious, as though he +had not understood the allusions, and the countess smiled vaguely, her +eyes lost in reverie. But on a sudden, in this uncomfortable state of +things, the applause of the clapping contingent rattled out with the +regularity of platoon firing. People turned toward the stage. Was it +Nana at last? This Nana made one wait with a vengeance. + +It was a deputation of mortals whom Ganymede and Iris had introduced, +respectable middle-class persons, deceived husbands, all of them, and +they came before the master of the gods to proffer a complaint against +Venus, who was assuredly inflaming their good ladies with an excess of +ardor. The chorus, in quaint, dolorous tones, broken by silences full +of pantomimic admissions, caused great amusement. A neat phrase went +the round of the house: “The cuckolds’ chorus, the cuckolds’ chorus,” +and it “caught on,” for there was an encore. The singers’ heads were +droll; their faces were discovered to be in keeping with the phrase, +especially that of a fat man which was as round as the moon. Meanwhile +Vulcan arrived in a towering rage, demanding back his wife who had +slipped away three days ago. The chorus resumed their plaint, calling +on Vulcan, the god of the cuckolds. Vulcan’s part was played by Fontan, +a comic actor of talent, at once vulgar and original, and he had a role +of the wildest whimsicality and was got up as a village blacksmith, +fiery red wig, bare arms tattooed with arrow-pierced hearts and all the +rest of it. A woman’s voice cried in a very high key, “Oh, isn’t he +ugly?” and all the ladies laughed and applauded. + +Then followed a scene which seemed interminable. Jupiter in the course +of it seemed never to be going to finish assembling the Council of Gods +in order to submit thereto the deceived husband’s requests. And still +no Nana! Was the management keeping Nana for the fall of the curtain +then? So long a period of expectancy had ended by annoying the public. +Their murmurings began again. + +“It’s going badly,” said Mignon radiantly to Steiner. “She’ll get a +pretty reception; you’ll see!” + +At that very moment the clouds at the back of the stage were cloven +apart and Venus appeared. Exceedingly tall, exceedingly strong, for her +eighteen years, Nana, in her goddess’s white tunic and with her light +hair simply flowing unfastened over her shoulders, came down to the +footlights with a quiet certainty of movement and a laugh of greeting +for the public and struck up her grand ditty: + +“When Venus roams at eventide.” + + +From the second verse onward people looked at each other all over the +house. Was this some jest, some wager on Bordenave’s part? Never had a +more tuneless voice been heard or one managed with less art. Her +manager judged of her excellently; she certainly sang like a squirt. +Nay, more, she didn’t even know how to deport herself on the stage: she +thrust her arms in front of her while she swayed her whole body to and +fro in a manner which struck the audience as unbecoming and +disagreeable. Cries of “Oh, oh!” were already rising in the pit and the +cheap places. There was a sound of whistling, too, when a voice in the +stalls, suggestive of a molting cockerel, cried out with great +conviction: + +“That’s very smart!” + +All the house looked round. It was the cherub, the truant from the +boarding-school, who sat with his fine eyes very wide open and his fair +face glowing very hotly at sight of Nana. When he saw everybody turning +toward him he grew extremely red at the thought of having thus +unconsciously spoken aloud. Daguenet, his neighbor, smilingly examined +him; the public laughed, as though disarmed and no longer anxious to +hiss; while the young gentlemen in white gloves, fascinated in their +turn by Nana’s gracious contours, lolled back in their seats and +applauded. + +“That’s it! Well done! Bravo!” + +Nana, in the meantime, seeing the house laughing, began to laugh +herself. The gaiety of all redoubled itself. She was an amusing +creature, all the same, was that fine girl! Her laughter made a love of +a little dimple appear in her chin. She stood there waiting, not bored +in the least, familiar with her audience, falling into step with them +at once, as though she herself were admitting with a wink that she had +not two farthings’ worth of talent but that it did not matter at all, +that, in fact, she had other good points. And then after having made a +sign to the conductor which plainly signified, “Go ahead, old boy!” she +began her second verse: + +“’Tis Venus who at midnight passes—” + + +Still the same acidulated voice, only that now it tickled the public in +the right quarter so deftly that momentarily it caused them to give a +little shiver of pleasure. Nana still smiled her smile: it lit up her +little red mouth and shone in her great eyes, which were of the +clearest blue. When she came to certain rather lively verses a delicate +sense of enjoyment made her tilt her nose, the rosy nostrils of which +lifted and fell, while a bright flush suffused her cheeks. She still +swung herself up and down, for she only knew how to do that. And the +trick was no longer voted ugly; on the contrary, the men raised their +opera glasses. When she came to the end of a verse her voice completely +failed her, and she was well aware that she never would get through +with it. Thereupon, rather than fret herself, she kicked up her leg, +which forthwith was roundly outlined under her diaphanous tunic, bent +sharply backward, so that her bosom was thrown upward and forward, and +stretched her arms out. Applause burst forth on all sides. In the +twinkling of an eye she had turned on her heel and was going up the +stage, presenting the nape of her neck to the spectators’ gaze, a neck +where the red-gold hair showed like some animal’s fell. Then the +plaudits became frantic. + +The close of the act was not so exciting. Vulcan wanted to slap Venus. +The gods held a consultation and decided to go and hold an inquiry on +earth before granting the deceived husband satisfaction. It was then +that Diana surprised a tender conversation between Venus and Mars and +vowed that she would not take her eyes off them during the whole of the +voyage. There was also a scene where Love, played by a little +twelve-year-old chit, answered every question put to her with “Yes, +Mamma! No, Mamma!” in a winy-piny tone, her fingers in her nose. At +last Jupiter, with the severity of a master who is growing cross, shut +Love up in a dark closet, bidding her conjugate the verb “I love” +twenty times. The finale was more appreciated: it was a chorus which +both troupe and orchestra performed with great brilliancy. But the +curtain once down, the clappers tried in vain to obtain a call, while +the whole house was already up and making for the doors. + +The crowd trampled and jostled, jammed, as it were, between the rows of +seats, and in so doing exchanged expressions. One phrase only went +round: + +“It’s idiotic.” A critic was saying that it would be one’s duty to do a +pretty bit of slashing. The piece, however, mattered very little, for +people were talking about Nana before everything else. Fauchery and La +Faloise, being among the earliest to emerge, met Steiner and Mignon in +the passage outside the stalls. In this gaslit gut of a place, which +was as narrow and circumscribed as a gallery in a mine, one was +well-nigh suffocated. They stopped a moment at the foot of the stairs +on the right of the house, protected by the final curve of the +balusters. The audience from the cheap places were coming down the +steps with a continuous tramp of heavy boots; a stream of black dress +coats was passing, while an attendant was making every possible effort +to protect a chair, on which she had piled up coats and cloaks, from +the onward pushing of the crowd. + +“Surely I know her,” cried Steiner, the moment he perceived Fauchery. +“I’m certain I’ve seen her somewhere—at the casino, I imagine, and she +got herself taken up there—she was so drunk.” + +“As for me,” said the journalist, “I don’t quite know where it was. I +am like you; I certainly have come across her.” + +He lowered his voice and asked, laughing: + +“At the Tricons’, perhaps.” + +“Egad, it was in a dirty place,” Mignon declared. He seemed +exasperated. “It’s disgusting that the public give such a reception to +the first trollop that comes by. There’ll soon be no more decent women +on the stage. Yes, I shall end by forbidding Rose to play.” + +Fauchery could not restrain a smile. Meanwhile the downward shuffle of +the heavy shoes on the steps did not cease, and a little man in a +workman’s cap was heard crying in a drawling voice: + +“Oh my, she ain’t no wopper! There’s some pickings there!” + +In the passage two young men, delicately curled and formally +resplendent in turndown collars and the rest, were disputing together. +One of them was repeating the words, “Beastly, beastly!” without +stating any reasons; the other was replying with the words, “Stunning, +stunning!” as though he, too, disdained all argument. + +La Faloise declared her to be quite the thing; only he ventured to +opine that she would be better still if she were to cultivate her +voice. Steiner, who was no longer listening, seemed to awake with a +start. Whatever happens, one must wait, he thought. Perhaps everything +will be spoiled in the following acts. The public had shown +complaisance, but it was certainly not yet taken by storm. Mignon swore +that the piece would never finish, and when Fauchery and La Faloise +left them in order to go up to the foyer he took Steiner’s arm and, +leaning hard against his shoulder, whispered in his ear: + +“You’re going to see my wife’s costume for the second act, old fellow. +It IS just blackguardly.” + +Upstairs in the foyer three glass chandeliers burned with a brilliant +light. The two cousins hesitated an instant before entering, for the +widely opened glazed doors afforded a view right through the gallery—a +view of a surging sea of heads, which two currents, as it were, kept in +a continuous eddying movement. But they entered after all. Five or six +groups of men, talking very loudly and gesticulating, were obstinately +discussing the play amid these violent interruptions; others were +filing round, their heels, as they turned, sounding sharply on the +waxed floor. To right and left, between columns of variegated imitation +marble, women were sitting on benches covered with red velvet and +viewing the passing movement of the crowd with an air of fatigue as +though the heat had rendered them languid. In the lofty mirrors behind +them one saw the reflection of their chignons. At the end of the room, +in front of the bar, a man with a huge corporation was drinking a glass +of fruit syrup. + +But Fauchery, in order to breathe more freely, had gone to the balcony. +La Faloise, who was studying the photographs of actresses hung in +frames alternating with the mirrors between the columns, ended by +following him. They had extinguished the line of gas jets on the facade +of the theater, and it was dark and very cool on the balcony, which +seemed to them unoccupied. Solitary and enveloped in shadow, a young +man was standing, leaning his arms on the stone balustrade, in the +recess to the right. He was smoking a cigarette, of which the burning +end shone redly. Fauchery recognized Daguenet. They shook hands warmly. + +“What are you after there, my dear fellow?” asked the journalist. +“You’re hiding yourself in holes and crannies—you, a man who never +leaves the stalls on a first night!” + +“But I’m smoking, you see,” replied Daguenet. + +Then Fauchery, to put him out of countenance: + +“Well, well! What’s your opinion of the new actress? She’s being +roughly handled enough in the passages.” + +“Bah!” muttered Daguenet. “They’re people whom she’ll have had nothing +to do with!” + +That was the sum of his criticism of Nana’s talent. La Faloise leaned +forward and looked down at the boulevard. Over against them the windows +of a hotel and of a club were brightly lit up, while on the pavement +below a dark mass of customers occupied the tables of the Café de +Madrid. Despite the lateness of the hour the crowd were still crushing +and being crushed; people were advancing with shortened step; a throng +was constantly emerging from the Passage Jouffroy; individuals stood +waiting five or six minutes before they could cross the roadway, to +such a distance did the string of carriages extend. + +“What a moving mass! And what a noise!” La Faloise kept reiterating, +for Paris still astonished him. + +The bell rang for some time; the foyer emptied. There was a hurrying of +people in the passages. The curtain was already up when whole bands of +spectators re-entered the house amid the irritated expressions of those +who were once more in their places. Everyone took his seat again with +an animated look and renewed attention. La Faloise directed his first +glance in Gaga’s direction, but he was dumfounded at seeing by her side +the tall fair man who but recently had been in Lucy’s stage box. + +“What IS that man’s name?” he asked. + +Fauchery failed to observe him. + +“Ah yes, it’s Labordette,” he said at last with the same careless +movement. The scenery of the second act came as a surprise. It +represented a suburban Shrove Tuesday dance at the Boule Noire. +Masqueraders were trolling a catch, the chorus of which was accompanied +with a tapping of their heels. This ’Arryish departure, which nobody +had in the least expected, caused so much amusement that the house +encored the catch. And it was to this entertainment that the divine +band, let astray by Iris, who falsely bragged that he knew the Earth +well, were now come in order to proceed with their inquiry. They had +put on disguises so as to preserve their incognito. Jupiter came on the +stage as King Dagobert, with his breeches inside out and a huge tin +crown on his head. Phoebus appeared as the Postillion of Lonjumeau and +Minerva as a Norman nursemaid. Loud bursts of merriment greeted Mars, +who wore an outrageous uniform, suggestive of an Alpine admiral. But +the shouts of laughter became uproarious when Neptune came in view, +clad in a blouse, a high, bulging workman’s cap on his head, lovelocks +glued to his temples. Shuffling along in slippers, he cried in a thick +brogue. + +“Well, I’m blessed! When ye’re a masher it’ll never do not to let ’em +love yer!” + +There were some shouts of “Oh! Oh!” while the ladies held their fans +one degree higher. Lucy in her stage box laughed so obstreperously that +Caroline Hequet silenced her with a tap of her fan. + +From that moment forth the piece was saved—nay, more, promised a great +success. This carnival of the gods, this dragging in the mud of their +Olympus, this mock at a whole religion, a whole world of poetry, +appeared in the light of a royal entertainment. The fever of +irreverence gained the literary first-night world: legend was trampled +underfoot; ancient images were shattered. Jupiter’s make-up was +capital. Mars was a success. Royalty became a farce and the army a +thing of folly. When Jupiter, grown suddenly amorous of a little +laundress, began to knock off a mad cancan, Simonne, who was playing +the part of the laundress, launched a kick at the master of the +immortals’ nose and addressed him so drolly as “My big daddy!” that an +immoderate fit of laughter shook the whole house. While they were +dancing Phoebus treated Minerva to salad bowls of negus, and Neptune +sat in state among seven or eight women who regaled him with cakes. +Allusions were eagerly caught; indecent meanings were attached to them; +harmless phrases were diverted from their proper significations in the +light of exclamations issuing from the stalls. For a long time past the +theatrical public had not wallowed in folly more irreverent. It rested +them. + +Nevertheless, the action of the piece advanced amid these fooleries. +Vulcan, as an elegant young man clad, down to his gloves, entirely in +yellow and with an eyeglass stuck in his eye, was forever running after +Venus, who at last made her appearance as a fishwife, a kerchief on her +head and her bosom, covered with big gold trinkets, in great evidence. +Nana was so white and plump and looked so natural in a part demanding +wide hips and a voluptuous mouth that she straightway won the whole +house. On her account Rose Mignon was forgotten, though she was made up +as a delicious baby, with a wicker-work burlet on her head and a short +muslin frock and had just sighed forth Diana’s plaints in a sweetly +pretty voice. The other one, the big wench who slapped her thighs and +clucked like a hen, shed round her an odor of life, a sovereign +feminine charm, with which the public grew intoxicated. From the second +act onward everything was permitted her. She might hold herself +awkwardly; she might fail to sing some note in tune; she might forget +her words—it mattered not: she had only to turn and laugh to raise +shouts of applause. When she gave her famous kick from the hip the +stalls were fired, and a glow of passion rose upward, upward, from +gallery to gallery, till it reached the gods. It was a triumph, too, +when she led the dance. She was at home in that: hand on hip, she +enthroned Venus in the gutter by the pavement side. And the music +seemed made for her plebeian voice—shrill, piping music, with +reminiscences of Saint-Cloud Fair, wheezings of clarinets and playful +trills on the part of the little flutes. + +Two numbers were again encored. The opening waltz, that waltz with the +naughty rhythmic beat, had returned and swept the gods with it. Juno, +as a peasant woman, caught Jupiter and his little laundress cleverly +and boxed his ears. Diana, surprising Venus in the act of making an +assignation with Mars, made haste to indicate hour and place to Vulcan, +who cried, “I’ve hit on a plan!” The rest of the act did not seem very +clear. The inquiry ended in a final galop after which Jupiter, +breathless, streaming with perspiration and minus his crown, declared +that the little women of Earth were delicious and that the men were all +to blame. + +The curtain was falling, when certain voices, rising above the storm of +bravos, cried uproariously: + +“All! All!” + +Thereupon the curtain rose again; the artistes reappeared hand in hand. +In the middle of the line Nana and Rose Mignon stood side by side, +bowing and curtsying. The audience applauded; the clappers shouted +acclamations. Then little by little the house emptied. + +“I must go and pay my respects to the Countess Muffat,” said La +Faloise. “Exactly so; you’ll present me,” replied Fauchery; “we’ll go +down afterward.” + +But it was not easy to get to the first-tier boxes. In the passage at +the top of the stairs there was a crush. In order to get forward at all +among the various groups you had to make yourself small and to slide +along, using your elbows in so doing. Leaning under a copper lamp, +where a jet of gas was burning, the bulky critic was sitting in +judgment on the piece in presence of an attentive circle. People in +passing mentioned his name to each other in muttered tones. He had +laughed the whole act through—that was the rumor going the round of the +passages—nevertheless, he was now very severe and spoke of taste and +morals. Farther off the thin-lipped critic was brimming over with a +benevolence which had an unpleasant aftertaste, as of milk turned sour. + +Fauchery glanced along, scrutinizing the boxes through the round +openings in each door. But the Count de Vandeuvres stopped him with a +question, and when he was informed that the two cousins were going to +pay their respects to the Muffats, he pointed out to them box seven, +from which he had just emerged. Then bending down and whispering in the +journalist’s ear: + +“Tell me, my dear fellow,” he said, “this Nana—surely she’s the girl we +saw one evening at the corner of the Rue de Provence?” + +“By Jove, you’re right!” cried Fauchery. “I was saying that I had come +across her!” + +La Faloise presented his cousin to Count Muffat de Beuville, who +appeared very frigid. But on hearing the name Fauchery the countess +raised her head and with a certain reserve complimented the +paragraphist on his articles in the Figaro. Leaning on the +velvet-covered support in front of her, she turned half round with a +pretty movement of the shoulders. They talked for a short time, and the +Universal Exhibition was mentioned. + +“It will be very fine,” said the count, whose square-cut, +regular-featured face retained a certain gravity. + +“I visited the Champ de Mars today and returned thence truly +astonished.” + +“They say that things won’t be ready in time,” La Faloise ventured to +remark. “There’s infinite confusion there—” + +But the count interrupted him in his severe voice: + +“Things will be ready. The emperor desires it.” + +Fauchery gaily recounted how one day, when he had gone down thither in +search of a subject for an article, he had come near spending all his +time in the aquarium, which was then in course of construction. The +countess smiled. Now and again she glanced down at the body of the +house, raising an arm which a white glove covered to the elbow and +fanning herself with languid hand. The house dozed, almost deserted. +Some gentlemen in the stalls had opened out newspapers, and ladies +received visits quite comfortably, as though they were at their own +homes. Only a well-bred whispering was audible under the great +chandelier, the light of which was softened in the fine cloud of dust +raised by the confused movements of the interval. At the different +entrances men were crowding in order to talk to ladies who remained +seated. They stood there motionless for a few seconds, craning forward +somewhat and displaying the great white bosoms of their shirt fronts. + +“We count on you next Tuesday,” said the countess to La Faloise, and +she invited Fauchery, who bowed. + +Not a word was said of the play; Nana’s name was not once mentioned. +The count was so glacially dignified that he might have been supposed +to be taking part at a sitting of the legislature. In order to explain +their presence that evening he remarked simply that his father-in-law +was fond of the theater. The door of the box must have remained open, +for the Marquis de Chouard, who had gone out in order to leave his seat +to the visitors, was back again. He was straightening up his tall, old +figure. His face looked soft and white under a broad-brimmed hat, and +with his restless eyes he followed the movements of the women who +passed. + +The moment the countess had given her invitation Fauchery took his +leave, feeling that to talk about the play would not be quite the +thing. La Faloise was the last to quit the box. He had just noticed the +fair-haired Labordette, comfortably installed in the Count de +Vandeuvres’s stage box and chatting at very close quarters with Blanche +de Sivry. + +“Gad,” he said after rejoining his cousin, “that Labordette knows all +the girls then! He’s with Blanche now.” + +“Doubtless he knows them all,” replied Fauchery quietly. “What d’you +want to be taken for, my friend?” + +The passage was somewhat cleared of people, and Fauchery was just about +to go downstairs when Lucy Stewart called him. She was quite at the +other end of the corridor, at the door of her stage box. They were +getting cooked in there, she said, and she took up the whole corridor +in company with Caroline Hequet and her mother, all three nibbling +burnt almonds. A box opener was chatting maternally with them. Lucy +fell out with the journalist. He was a pretty fellow; to be sure! He +went up to see other women and didn’t even come and ask if they were +thirsty! Then, changing the subject: + +“You know, dear boy, I think Nana very nice.” + +She wanted him to stay in the stage box for the last act, but he made +his escape, promising to catch them at the door afterward. Downstairs +in front of the theater Fauchery and La Faloise lit cigarettes. A great +gathering blocked the sidewalk, a stream of men who had come down from +the theater steps and were inhaling the fresh night air in the +boulevards, where the roar and battle had diminished. + +Meanwhile Mignon had drawn Steiner away to the Café des Variétés. +Seeing Nana’s success, he had set to work to talk enthusiastically +about her, all the while observing the banker out of the corners of his +eyes. He knew him well; twice he had helped him to deceive Rose and +then, the caprice being over, had brought him back to her, faithful and +repentant. In the cafe the too numerous crowd of customers were +squeezing themselves round the marble-topped tables. Several were +standing up, drinking in a great hurry. The tall mirrors reflected this +thronging world of heads to infinity and magnified the narrow room +beyond measure with its three chandeliers, its moleskin-covered seats +and its winding staircase draped with red. Steiner went and seated +himself at a table in the first saloon, which opened full on the +boulevard, its doors having been removed rather early for the time of +year. As Fauchery and La Faloise were passing the banker stopped them. + +“Come and take a bock with us, eh?” they said. + +But he was too preoccupied by an idea; he wanted to have a bouquet +thrown to Nana. At last he called a waiter belonging to the cafe, whom +he familiarly addressed as Auguste. Mignon, who was listening, looked +at him so sharply that he lost countenance and stammered out: + +“Two bouquets, Auguste, and deliver them to the attendant. A bouquet +for each of these ladies! Happy thought, eh?” + +At the other end of the saloon, her shoulders resting against the frame +of a mirror, a girl, some eighteen years of age at the outside, was +leaning motionless in front of her empty glass as though she had been +benumbed by long and fruitless waiting. Under the natural curls of her +beautiful gray-gold hair a virginal face looked out at you with velvety +eyes, which were at once soft and candid. + +She wore a dress of faded green silk and a round hat which blows had +dinted. The cool air of the night made her look very pale. + +“Egad, there’s Satin,” murmured Fauchery when his eye lit upon her. + +La Faloise questioned him. Oh dear, yes, she was a streetwalker—she +didn’t count. But she was such a scandalous sort that people amused +themselves by making her talk. And the journalist, raising his voice: + +“What are you doing there, Satin?” + +“I’m bogging,” replied Satin quietly without changing position. + +The four men were charmed and fell a-laughing. Mignon assured them that +there was no need to hurry; it would take twenty minutes to set up the +scenery for the third act. But the two cousins, having drunk their +beer, wanted to go up into the theater again; the cold was making +itself felt. Then Mignon remained alone with Steiner, put his elbows on +the table and spoke to him at close quarters. + +“It’s an understood thing, eh? We are to go to her house, and I’m to +introduce you. You know the thing’s quite between ourselves—my wife +needn’t know.” + +Once more in their places, Fauchery and La Faloise noticed a pretty, +quietly dressed woman in the second tier of boxes. She was with a +serious-looking gentleman, a chief clerk at the office of the Ministry +of the Interior, whom La Faloise knew, having met him at the Muffats’. +As to Fauchery, he was under the impression that her name was Madame +Robert, a lady of honorable repute who had a lover, only one, and that +always a person of respectability. + +But they had to turn round, for Daguenet was smiling at them. Now that +Nana had had a success he no longer hid himself: indeed, he had just +been scoring triumphs in the passages. By his side was the young truant +schoolboy, who had not quitted his seat, so stupefying was the state of +admiration into which Nana had plunged him. That was it, he thought; +that was the woman! And he blushed as he thought so and dragged his +gloves on and off mechanically. Then since his neighbor had spoken of +Nana, he ventured to question him. + +“Will you pardon me for asking you, sir, but that lady who is acting—do +you know her?” + +“Yes, I do a little,” murmured Daguenet with some surprise and +hesitation. + +“Then you know her address?” + +The question, addressed as it was to him, came so abruptly that he felt +inclined to respond with a box on the ear. + +“No,” he said in a dry tone of voice. + +And with that he turned his back. The fair lad knew that he had just +been guilty of some breach of good manners. He blushed more hotly than +ever and looked scared. + +The traditional three knocks were given, and among the returning +throng, attendants, laden with pelisses and overcoats, bustled about at +a great rate in order to put away people’s things. The clappers +applauded the scenery, which represented a grotto on Mount Etna, +hollowed out in a silver mine and with sides glittering like new money. +In the background Vulcan’s forge glowed like a setting star. Diana, +since the second act, had come to a good understanding with the god, +who was to pretend that he was on a journey, so as to leave the way +clear for Venus and Mars. Then scarcely was Diana alone than Venus made +her appearance. A shiver of delight ran round the house. Nana was nude. +With quiet audacity she appeared in her nakedness, certain of the +sovereign power of her flesh. Some gauze enveloped her, but her rounded +shoulders, her Amazonian bosom, her wide hips, which swayed to and fro +voluptuously, her whole body, in fact, could be divined, nay discerned, +in all its foamlike whiteness of tint beneath the slight fabric she +wore. It was Venus rising from the waves with no veil save her tresses. +And when Nana lifted her arms the golden hairs in her armpits were +observable in the glare of the footlights. There was no applause. +Nobody laughed any more. The men strained forward with serious faces, +sharp features, mouths irritated and parched. A wind seemed to have +passed, a soft, soft wind, laden with a secret menace. Suddenly in the +bouncing child the woman stood discovered, a woman full of restless +suggestion, who brought with her the delirium of sex and opened the +gates of the unknown world of desire. Nana was smiling still, but her +smile was now bitter, as of a devourer of men. + +“By God,” said Fauchery quite simply to La Faloise. + +Mars in the meantime, with his plume of feathers, came hurrying to the +trysting place and found himself between the two goddesses. Then ensued +a passage which Prullière played with great delicacy. Petted by Diana, +who wanted to make a final attack upon his feelings before delivering +him up to Vulcan, wheedled by Venus, whom the presence of her rival +excited, he gave himself up to these tender delights with the beatified +expression of a man in clover. Finally a grand trio brought the scene +to a close, and it was then that an attendant appeared in Lucy +Stewart’s box and threw on the stage two immense bouquets of white +lilacs. There was applause; Nana and Rose Mignon bowed, while Prullière +picked up the bouquets. Many of the occupants of the stalls turned +smilingly toward the ground-floor occupied by Steiner and Mignon. The +banker, his face blood-red, was suffering from little convulsive +twitchings of the chin, as though he had a stoppage in his throat. + +What followed took the house by storm completely. Diana had gone off in +a rage, and directly afterward, Venus, sitting on a moss-clad seat, +called Mars to her. Never yet had a more glowing scene of seduction +been ventured on. Nana, her arms round Prullière’s neck, was drawing +him toward her when Fontan, with comically furious mimicry and an +exaggerated imitation of the face of an outraged husband who surprises +his wife in FLAGRANTE DELICTO, appeared at the back of the grotto. He +was holding the famous net with iron meshes. For an instant he poised +and swung it, as a fisherman does when he is going to make a cast, and +by an ingenious twist Venus and Mars were caught in the snare; the net +wrapped itself round them and held them motionless in the attitude of +happy lovers. + +A murmur of applause swelled and swelled like a growing sigh. There was +some hand clapping, and every opera glass was fixed on Venus. Little by +little Nana had taken possession of the public, and now every man was +her slave. + +A wave of lust had flowed from her as from an excited animal, and its +influence had spread and spread and spread till the whole house was +possessed by it. At that moment her slightest movement blew the flame +of desire: with her little finger she ruled men’s flesh. Backs were +arched and quivered as though unseen violin bows had been drawn across +their muscles; upon men’s shoulders appeared fugitive hairs, which flew +in air, blown by warm and wandering breaths, breathed one knew not from +what feminine mouth. In front of him Fauchery saw the truant schoolboy +half lifted from his seat by passion. Curiosity led him to look at the +Count de Vandeuvres—he was extremely pale, and his lips looked +pinched—at fat Steiner, whose face was purple to the verge of apoplexy; +at Labordette, ogling away with the highly astonished air of a horse +dealer admiring a perfectly shaped mare; at Daguenet, whose ears were +blood-red and twitching with enjoyment. Then a sudden idea made him +glance behind, and he marveled at what he saw in the Muffats’ box. +Behind the countess, who was white and serious as usual, the count was +sitting straight upright, with mouth agape and face mottled with red, +while close by him, in the shadow, the restless eyes of the Marquis de +Chouard had become catlike phosphorescent, full of golden sparkles. The +house was suffocating; people’s very hair grew heavy on their +perspiring heads. For three hours back the breath of the multitude had +filled and heated the atmosphere with a scent of crowded humanity. +Under the swaying glare of the gas the dust clouds in mid-air had grown +constantly denser as they hung motionless beneath the chandelier. The +whole house seemed to be oscillating, to be lapsing toward dizziness in +its fatigue and excitement, full, as it was, of those drowsy midnight +desires which flutter in the recesses of the bed of passion. And Nana, +in front of this languorous public, these fifteen hundred human beings +thronged and smothered in the exhaustion and nervous exasperation which +belong to the close of a spectacle, Nana still triumphed by right of +her marble flesh and that sexual nature of hers, which was strong +enough to destroy the whole crowd of her adorers and yet sustain no +injury. + +The piece drew to a close. In answer to Vulcan’s triumphant summons all +the Olympians defiled before the lovers with ohs and ahs of +stupefaction and gaiety. Jupiter said, “I think it is light conduct on +your part, my son, to summon us to see such a sight as this.” Then a +reaction took place in favor of Venus. The chorus of cuckolds was again +ushered in by Iris and besought the master of the gods not to give +effect to its petition, for since women had lived at home, domestic +life was becoming impossible for the men: the latter preferred being +deceived and happy. That was the moral of the play. Then Venus was set +at liberty, and Vulcan obtained a partial divorce from her. Mars was +reconciled with Diana, and Jove, for the sake of domestic peace, packed +his little laundress off into a constellation. And finally they +extricated Love from his black hole, where instead of conjugating the +verb AMO he had been busy in the manufacture of “dollies.” The curtain +fell on an apotheosis, wherein the cuckolds’ chorus knelt and sang a +hymn of gratitude to Venus, who stood there with smiling lips, her +stature enhanced by her sovereign nudity. + +The audience, already on their feet, were making for the exits. The +authors were mentioned, and amid a thunder of applause there were two +calls before the curtain. The shout of “Nana! Nana!” rang wildly forth. +Then no sooner was the house empty than it grew dark: the footlights +went out; the chandelier was turned down; long strips of gray canvas +slipped from the stage boxes and swathed the gilt ornamentation of the +galleries, and the house, lately so full of heat and noise, lapsed +suddenly into a heavy sleep, while a musty, dusty odor began to pervade +it. In the front of her box stood the Countess Muffat. Very erect and +closely wrapped up in her furs, she stared at the gathering shadows and +waited for the crowd to pass away. + +In the passages the people were jostling the attendants, who hardly +knew what to do among the tumbled heaps of outdoor raiment. Fauchery +and La Faloise had hurried in order to see the crowd pass out. All +along the entrance hall men formed a living hedge, while down the +double staircase came slowly and in regular, complete formation two +interminable throngs of human beings. Steiner, in tow of Mignon, had +left the house among the foremost. The Count de Vandeuvres took his +departure with Blanche de Sivry on his arm. For a moment or two Gaga +and her daughter seemed doubtful how to proceed, but Labordette made +haste to go and fetch them a conveyance, the door whereof he gallantly +shut after them. Nobody saw Daguenet go by. As the truant schoolboy, +registering a mental vow to wait at the stage door, was running with +burning cheeks toward the Passage des Panoramas, of which he found the +gate closed, Satin, standing on the edge of the pavement, moved forward +and brushed him with her skirts, but he in his despair gave her a +savage refusal and vanished amid the crowd, tears of impotent desire in +his eyes. Members of the audience were lighting their cigars and +walking off, humming: + +When Venus roams at eventide. + + +Satin had gone back in front of the Café des Variétés, where Auguste +let her eat the sugar that remained over from the customers’ orders. A +stout man, who came out in a very heated condition, finally carried her +off in the shadow of the boulevard, which was now gradually going to +sleep. + +Still people kept coming downstairs. La Faloise was waiting for +Clarisse; Fauchery had promised to catch up Lucy Stewart with Caroline +Hequet and her mother. They came; they took up a whole corner of the +entrance hall and were laughing very loudly when the Muffats passed by +them with an icy expression. Bordenave had just then opened a little +door and, peeping out, had obtained from Fauchery the formal promise of +an article. He was dripping with perspiration, his face blazed, as +though he were drunk with success. + +“You’re good for two hundred nights,” La Faloise said to him with +civility. “The whole of Paris will visit your theater.” + +But Bordenave grew annoyed and, indicating with a jerk of his chin the +public who filled the entrance hall—a herd of men with parched lips and +ardent eyes, still burning with the enjoyment of Nana—he cried out +violently: + +“Say ‘my brothel,’ you obstinate devil!” + + + + + CHAPTER II + + +At ten o’clock the next morning Nana was still asleep. She occupied the +second floor of a large new house in the Boulevard Haussmann, the +landlord of which let flats to single ladies in order by their means to +dry the paint. A rich merchant from Moscow, who had come to pass a +winter in Paris, had installed her there after paying six months’ rent +in advance. The rooms were too big for her and had never been +completely furnished. The vulgar sumptuosity of gilded consoles and +gilded chairs formed a crude contrast therein to the bric-a-brac of a +secondhand furniture shop—to mahogany round tables, that is to say, and +zinc candelabras, which sought to imitate Florentine bronze. All of +which smacked of the courtesan too early deserted by her first serious +protector and fallen back on shabby lovers, of a precarious first +appearance of a bad start, handicapped by refusals of credit and +threats of eviction. + +Nana was sleeping on her face, hugging in her bare arms a pillow in +which she was burying cheeks grown pale in sleep. The bedroom and the +dressing room were the only two apartments which had been properly +furnished by a neighboring upholsterer. A ray of light, gliding in +under a curtain, rendered visible rosewood furniture and hangings and +chairbacks of figured damask with a pattern of big blue flowers on a +gray ground. But in the soft atmosphere of that slumbering chamber Nana +suddenly awoke with a start, as though surprised to find an empty place +at her side. She looked at the other pillow lying next to hers; there +was the dint of a human head among its flounces: it was still warm. And +groping with one hand, she pressed the knob of an electric bell by her +bed’s head. + +“He’s gone then?” she asked the maid who presented herself. + +“Yes, madame, Monsieur Paul went away not ten minutes back. As Madame +was tired, he did not wish to wake her. But he ordered me to tell +Madame that he would come tomorrow.” + +As she spoke Zoé, the lady’s maid, opened the outer shutter. A flood of +daylight entered. Zoé, a dark brunette with hair in little plaits, had +a long canine face, at once livid and full of seams, a snub nose, thick +lips and two black eyes in continual movement. + +“Tomorrow, tomorrow,” repeated Nana, who was not yet wide awake, “is +tomorrow the day?” + +“Yes, madame, Monsieur Paul has always come on the Wednesday.” + +“No, now I remember,” said the young woman, sitting up. “It’s all +changed. I wanted to tell him so this morning. He would run against the +nigger! We should have a nice to-do!” + +“Madame did not warn me; I couldn’t be aware of it,” murmured Zoé. +“When Madame changes her days she will do well to tell me so that I may +know. Then the old miser is no longer due on the Tuesday?” + +Between themselves they were wont thus gravely to nickname as “old +miser” and “nigger” their two paying visitors, one of whom was a +tradesman of economical tendencies from the Faubourg Saint-Denis, while +the other was a Walachian, a mock count, whose money, paid always at +the most irregular intervals, never looked as though it had been +honestly come by. Daguenet had made Nana give him the days subsequent +to the old miser’s visits, and as the trader had to be at home by eight +o’clock in the morning, the young man would watch for his departure +from Zoés kitchen and would take his place, which was still quite warm, +till ten o’clock. Then he, too, would go about his business. Nana and +he were wont to think it a very comfortable arrangement. + +“So much the worse,” said Nana; “I’ll write to him this afternoon. And +if he doesn’t receive my letter, then tomorrow you will stop him coming +in.” + +In the meantime Zoé was walking softly about the room. She spoke of +yesterday’s great hit. Madame had shown such talent; she sang so well! +Ah! Madame need not fret at all now! + +Nana, her elbow dug into her pillow, only tossed her head in reply. Her +nightdress had slipped down on her shoulders, and her hair, unfastened +and entangled, flowed over them in masses. + +“Without doubt,” she murmured, becoming thoughtful; “but what’s to be +done to gain time? I’m going to have all sorts of bothers today. Now +let’s see, has the porter come upstairs yet this morning?” + +Then both the women talked together seriously. Nana owed three +quarters’ rent; the landlord was talking of seizing the furniture. +Then, too, there was a perfect downpour of creditors; there was a +livery-stable man, a needlewoman, a ladies’ tailor, a charcoal dealer +and others besides, who came every day and settled themselves on a +bench in the little hall. The charcoal dealer especially was a dreadful +fellow—he shouted on the staircase. But Nana’s greatest cause of +distress was her little Louis, a child she had given birth to when she +was sixteen and now left in charge of a nurse in a village in the +neighborhood of Rambouillet. This woman was clamoring for the sum of +three hundred francs before she would consent to give the little Louis +back to her. Nana, since her last visit to the child, had been seized +with a fit of maternal love and was desperate at the thought that she +could not realize a project, which had now become a hobby with her. +This was to pay off the nurse and to place the little man with his +aunt, Mme Lerat, at the Batignolles, whither she could go and see him +as often as she liked. + +Meanwhile the lady’s maid kept hinting that her mistress ought to have +confided her necessities to the old miser. + +“To be sure, I told him everything,” cried Nana, “and he told me in +answer that he had too many big liabilities. He won’t go beyond his +thousand francs a month. The nigger’s beggared just at present; I +expect he’s lost at play. As to that poor Mimi, he stands in great need +of a loan himself; a fall in stocks has cleaned him out—he can’t even +bring me flowers now.” + +She was speaking of Daguenet. In the self-abandonment of her awakening +she had no secrets from Zoé, and the latter, inured to such +confidences, received them with respectful sympathy. Since Madame +condescended to speak to her of her affairs she would permit herself to +say what she thought. Besides, she was very fond of Madame; she had +left Mme Blanche for the express purpose of taking service with her, +and heaven knew Mme Blanche was straining every nerve to have her +again! Situations weren’t lacking; she was pretty well known, but she +would have stayed with Madame even in narrow circumstances, because she +believed in Madame’s future. And she concluded by stating her advice +with precision. When one was young one often did silly things. But this +time it was one’s duty to look alive, for the men only thought of +having their fun. Oh dear, yes! Things would right themselves. Madame +had only to say one word in order to quiet her creditors and find the +money she stood in need of. + +“All that doesn’t help me to three hundred francs,” Nana kept repeating +as she plunged her fingers into the vagrant convolutions of her back +hair. “I must have three hundred francs today, at once! It’s stupid not +to know anyone who’ll give you three hundred francs.” + +She racked her brains. She would have sent Mme Lerat, whom she was +expecting that very morning, to Rambouillet. The counteraction of her +sudden fancy spoiled for her the triumph of last night. Among all those +men who had cheered her, to think that there wasn’t one to bring her +fifteen louis! And then one couldn’t accept money in that way! Dear +heaven, how unfortunate she was! And she kept harking back again to the +subject of her baby—he had blue eyes like a cherub’s; he could lisp +“Mamma” in such a funny voice that you were ready to die of laughing! + +But at this moment the electric bell at the outer door was heard to +ring with its quick and tremulous vibration. Zoé returned, murmuring +with a confidential air: + +“It’s a woman.” + +She had seen this woman a score of times, only she made believe never +to recognize her and to be quite ignorant of the nature of her +relations with ladies in difficulties. + +“She has told me her name—Madame Tricon.” + +“The Tricon,” cried Nana. “Dear me! That’s true. I’d forgotten her. +Show her in.” + +Zoé ushered in a tall old lady who wore ringlets and looked like a +countess who haunts lawyers’ offices. Then she effaced herself, +disappearing noiselessly with the lithe, serpentine movement wherewith +she was wont to withdraw from a room on the arrival of a gentleman. +However, she might have stayed. The Tricon did not even sit down. Only +a brief exchange of words took place. + +“I have someone for you today. Do you care about it?” + +“Yes. How much?” + +“Twenty louis.” + +“At what o’clock?” + +“At three. It’s settled then?” + +“It’s settled.” + +Straightway the Tricon talked of the state of the weather. It was dry +weather, pleasant for walking. She had still four or five persons to +see. And she took her departure after consulting a small memorandum +book. When she was once more alone Nana appeared comforted. A slight +shiver agitated her shoulders, and she wrapped herself softly up again +in her warm bedclothes with the lazy movements of a cat who is +susceptible to cold. Little by little her eyes closed, and she lay +smiling at the thought of dressing Louiset prettily on the following +day, while in the slumber into which she once more sank last night’s +long, feverish dream of endlessly rolling applause returned like a +sustained accompaniment to music and gently soothed her lassitude. + +At eleven o’clock, when Zoé showed Mme Lerat into the room, Nana was +still asleep. But she woke at the noise and cried out at once: + +“It’s you. You’ll go to Rambouillet today?” + +“That’s what I’ve come for,” said the aunt. “There’s a train at twenty +past twelve. I’ve got time to catch it.” + +“No, I shall only have the money by and by,” replied the young woman, +stretching herself and throwing out her bosom. “You’ll have lunch, and +then we’ll see.” + +Zoé brought a dressing jacket. + +“The hairdresser’s here, madame,” she murmured. + +But Nana did not wish to go into the dressing room. And she herself +cried out: + +“Come in, Francis.” + +A well-dressed man pushed open the door and bowed. Just at that moment +Nana was getting out of bed, her bare legs in full view. But she did +not hurry and stretched her hands out so as to let Zoé draw on the +sleeves of the dressing jacket. Francis, on his part, was quite at his +ease and without turning away waited with a sober expression on his +face. + +“Perhaps Madame has not seen the papers. There’s a very nice article in +the Figaro.” + +He had brought the journal. Mme Lerat put on her spectacles and read +the article aloud, standing in front of the window as she did so. She +had the build of a policeman, and she drew herself up to her full +height, while her nostrils seemed to compress themselves whenever she +uttered a gallant epithet. It was a notice by Fauchery, written just +after the performance, and it consisted of a couple of very glowing +columns, full of witty sarcasm about the artist and of broad admiration +for the woman. + +“Excellent!” Francis kept repeating. + +Nana laughed good-humoredly at his chaffing her about her voice! He was +a nice fellow, was that Fauchery, and she would repay him for his +charming style of writing. Mme Lerat, after having reread the notice, +roundly declared that the men all had the devil in their shanks, and +she refused to explain her self further, being fully satisfied with a +brisk allusion of which she alone knew the meaning. Francis finished +turning up and fastening Nana’s hair. He bowed and said: + +“I’ll keep my eye on the evening papers. At half-past five as usual, +eh?” + +“Bring me a pot of pomade and a pound of burnt almonds from +Boissier’s,” Nana cried to him across the drawing room just as he was +shutting the door after him. + +Then the two women, once more alone, recollected that they had not +embraced, and they planted big kisses on each other’s cheeks. The +notice warmed their hearts. Nana, who up till now had been half asleep, +was again seized with the fever of her triumph. Dear, dear, ’twas Rose +Mignon that would be spending a pleasant morning! Her aunt having been +unwilling to go to the theater because, as she averred, sudden emotions +ruined her stomach, Nana set herself to describe the events of the +evening and grew intoxicated at her own recital, as though all Paris +had been shaken to the ground by the applause. Then suddenly +interrupting herself, she asked with a laugh if one would ever have +imagined it all when she used to go traipsing about the Rue de la +Goutte-d’Or. Mme Lerat shook her head. No, no, one never could have +foreseen it! And she began talking in her turn, assuming a serious air +as she did so and calling Nana “daughter.” Wasn’t she a second mother +to her since the first had gone to rejoin Papa and Grandmamma? Nana was +greatly softened and on the verge of tears. But Mme Lerat declared that +the past was the past—oh yes, to be sure, a dirty past with things in +it which it was as well not to stir up every day. She had left off +seeing her niece for a long time because among the family she was +accused of ruining herself along with the little thing. Good God, as +though that were possible! She didn’t ask for confidences; she believed +that Nana had always lived decently, and now it was enough for her to +have found her again in a fine position and to observe her kind +feelings toward her son. Virtue and hard work were still the only +things worth anything in this world. + +“Who is the baby’s father?” she said, interrupting herself, her eyes +lit up with an expression of acute curiosity. + +Nana was taken by surprise and hesitated a moment. + +“A gentleman,” she replied. + +“There now!” rejoined the aunt. “They declared that you had him by a +stonemason who was in the habit of beating you. Indeed, you shall tell +me all about it someday; you know I’m discreet! Tut, tut, I’ll look +after him as though he were a prince’s son.” + +She had retired from business as a florist and was living on her +savings, which she had got together sou by sou, till now they brought +her in an income of six hundred francs a year. Nana promised to rent +some pretty little lodgings for her and to give her a hundred francs a +month besides. At the mention of this sum the aunt forgot herself and +shrieked to her niece, bidding her squeeze their throats, since she had +them in her grasp. She was meaning the men, of course. Then they both +embraced again, but in the midst of her rejoicing Nana’s face, as she +led the talk back to the subject of Louiset, seemed to be overshadowed +by a sudden recollection. + +“Isn’t it a bore I’ve got to go out at three o’clock?” she muttered. +“It IS a nuisance!” + +Just then Zoé came in to say that lunch was on the table. They went +into the dining room, where an old lady was already seated at table. +She had not taken her hat off, and she wore a dark dress of an +indecisive color midway between puce and goose dripping. Nana did not +seem surprised at sight of her. She simply asked her why she hadn’t +come into the bedroom. + +“I heard voices,” replied the old lady. “I thought you had company.” + +Mme Maloir, a respectable-looking and mannerly woman, was Nana’s old +friend, chaperon and companion. Mme Lerat’s presence seemed to fidget +her at first. Afterward, when she became aware that it was Nana’s aunt, +she looked at her with a sweet expression and a die-away smile. In the +meantime Nana, who averred that she was as hungry as a wolf, threw +herself on the radishes and gobbled them up without bread. Mme Lerat +had become ceremonious; she refused the radishes as provocative of +phlegm. By and by when Zoé had brought in the cutlets Nana just chipped +the meat and contented herself with sucking the bones. Now and again +she scrutinized her old friend’s hat out of the corners of her eyes. + +“It’s the new hat I gave you?” she ended by saying. + +“Yes, I made it up,” murmured Mme Maloir, her mouth full of meat. + +The hat was smart to distraction. In front it was greatly exaggerated, +and it was adorned with a lofty feather. Mme Maloir had a mania for +doing up all her hats afresh; she alone knew what really became her, +and with a few stitches she could manufacture a toque out of the most +elegant headgear. Nana, who had bought her this very hat in order not +to be ashamed of her when in her company out of doors, was very near +being vexed. + +“Push it up, at any rate,” she cried. + +“No, thank you,” replied the old lady with dignity. “It doesn’t get in +my way; I can eat very comfortably as it is.” + +After the cutlets came cauliflowers and the remains of a cold chicken. +But at the arrival of each successive dish Nana made a little face, +hesitated, sniffed and left her plateful untouched. She finished her +lunch with the help of preserve. + +Dessert took a long time. Zoé did not remove the cloth before serving +the coffee. Indeed, the ladies simply pushed back their plates before +taking it. They talked continually of yesterday’s charming evening. +Nana kept rolling cigarettes, which she smoked, swinging up and down on +her backward-tilted chair. And as Zoé had remained behind and was +lounging idly against the sideboard, it came about that the company +were favored with her history. She said she was the daughter of a +midwife at Bercy who had failed in business. First of all she had taken +service with a dentist and after that with an insurance agent, but +neither place suited her, and she thereupon enumerated, not without a +certain amount of pride, the names of the ladies with whom she had +served as lady’s maid. Zoé spoke of these ladies as one who had had the +making of their fortunes. It was very certain that without her more +than one would have had some queer tales to tell. Thus one day, when +Mme Blanche was with M. Octave, in came the old gentleman. What did Zoé +do? She made believe to tumble as she crossed the drawing room; the old +boy rushed up to her assistance, flew to the kitchen to fetch her a +glass of water, and M. Octave slipped away. + +“Oh, she’s a good girl, you bet!” said Nana, who was listening to her +with tender interest and a sort of submissive admiration. + +“Now I’ve had my troubles,” began Mme Lerat. And edging up to Mme +Maloir, she imparted to her certain confidential confessions. Both +ladies took lumps of sugar dipped in cognac and sucked them. But Mme +Maloir was wont to listen to other people’s secrets without even +confessing anything concerning herself. People said that she lived on a +mysterious allowance in a room whither no one ever penetrated. + +All of a sudden Nana grew excited. + +“Don’t play with the knives, Aunt. You know it gives me a turn!” + +Without thinking about it Mme Lerat had crossed two knives on the table +in front of her. Notwithstanding this, the young woman defended herself +from the charge of superstition. Thus, if the salt were upset, it meant +nothing, even on a Friday; but when it came to knives, that was too +much of a good thing; that had never proved fallacious. There could be +no doubt that something unpleasant was going to happen to her. She +yawned, and then with an air, of profound boredom: + +“Two o’clock already. I must go out. What a nuisance!” + +The two old ladies looked at one another. The three women shook their +heads without speaking. To be sure, life was not always amusing. Nana +had tilted her chair back anew and lit a cigarette, while the others +sat pursing up their lips discreetly, thinking deeply philosophic +thoughts. + +“While waiting for you to return we’ll play a game of bezique,” said +Mme Maloir after a short silence. “Does Madame play bezique?” + +Certainly Mme Lerat played it, and that to perfection. It was no good +troubling Zoé, who had vanished—a corner of the table would do quite +well. And they pushed back the tablecloth over the dirty plates. But as +Mme Maloir was herself going to take the cards out of a drawer in the +sideboard, Nana remarked that before she sat down to her game it would +be very nice of her if she would write her a letter. It bored Nana to +write letters; besides, she was not sure of her spelling, while her old +friend could turn out the most feeling epistles. She ran to fetch some +good note paper in her bedroom. An inkstand consisting of a bottle of +ink worth about three sous stood untidily on one of the pieces of +furniture, with a pen deep in rust beside it. The letter was for +Daguenet. Mme Maloir herself wrote in her bold English hand, “My +darling little man,” and then she told him not to come tomorrow because +“that could not be” but hastened to add that “she was with him in +thought at every moment of the day, whether she were near or far away.” + +“And I end with ‘a thousand kisses,’” she murmured. + +Mme Lerat had shown her approval of each phrase with an emphatic nod. +Her eyes were sparkling; she loved to find herself in the midst of love +affairs. Nay, she was seized with a desire to add some words of her own +and, assuming a tender look and cooing like a dove, she suggested: + +“A thousand kisses on thy beautiful eyes.” + +“That’s the thing: ‘a thousand kisses on thy beautiful eyes’!” Nana +repeated, while the two old ladies assumed a beatified expression. + +Zoé was rung for and told to take the letter down to a commissionaire. +She had just been talking with the theater messenger, who had brought +her mistress the day’s playbill and rehearsal arrangements, which he +had forgotten in the morning. Nana had this individual ushered in and +got him to take the latter to Daguenet on his return. Then she put +questions to him. Oh yes! M. Bordenave was very pleased; people had +already taken seats for a week to come; Madame had no idea of the +number of people who had been asking her address since morning. When +the man had taken his departure Nana announced that at most she would +only be out half an hour. If there were any visitors Zoé would make +them wait. As she spoke the electric bell sounded. It was a creditor in +the shape of the man of whom she jobbed her carriages. He had settled +himself on the bench in the anteroom, and the fellow was free to +twiddle his thumbs till night—there wasn’t the least hurry now. + +“Come, buck up!” said Nana, still torpid with laziness and yawning and +stretching afresh. “I ought to be there now!” + +Yet she did not budge but kept watching the play of her aunt, who had +just announced four aces. Chin on hand, she grew quite engrossed in it +but gave a violent start on hearing three o’clock strike. + +“Good God!” she cried roughly. + +Then Mme Maloir, who was counting the tricks she had won with her tens +and aces, said cheeringly to her in her soft voice: + +“It would be better, dearie, to give up your expedition at once.” + +“No, be quick about it,” said Mme Lerat, shuffling the cards. “I shall +take the half-past four o’clock train if you’re back here with the +money before four o’clock.” + +“Oh, there’ll be no time lost,” she murmured. + +Ten minutes after Zoé helped her on with a dress and a hat. It didn’t +matter much if she were badly turned out. Just as she was about to go +downstairs there was a new ring at the bell. This time it was the +charcoal dealer. Very well, he might keep the livery-stable keeper +company—it would amuse the fellows. Only, as she dreaded a scene, she +crossed the kitchen and made her escape by the back stairs. She often +went that way and in return had only to lift up her flounces. + +“When one is a good mother anything’s excusable,” said Mme Maloir +sententiously when left alone with Mme Lerat. + +“Four kings,” replied this lady, whom the play greatly excited. + +And they both plunged into an interminable game. + +The table had not been cleared. The smell of lunch and the cigarette +smoke filled the room with an ambient, steamy vapor. The two ladies had +again set to work dipping lumps of sugar in brandy and sucking the +same. For twenty minutes at least they played and sucked simultaneously +when, the electric bell having rung a third time, Zoé bustled into the +room and roughly disturbed them, just as if they had been her own +friends. + +“Look here, that’s another ring. You can’t stay where you are. If many +folks call I must have the whole flat. Now off you go, off you go!” + +Mme Maloir was for finishing the game, but Zoé looked as if she was +going to pounce down on the cards, and so she decided to carry them off +without in any way altering their positions, while Mme Lerat undertook +the removal of the brandy bottle, the glasses and the sugar. Then they +both scudded to the kitchen, where they installed themselves at the +table in an empty space between the dishcloths, which were spread out +to dry, and the bowl still full of dishwater. + +“We said it was three hundred and forty. It’s your turn.” + +“I play hearts.” + +When Zoé returned she found them once again absorbed. After a silence, +as Mme Lerat was shuffling, Mme Maloir asked who it was. + +“Oh, nobody to speak of,” replied the servant carelessly; “a slip of a +lad! I wanted to send him away again, but he’s such a pretty boy with +never a hair on his chin and blue eyes and a girl’s face! So I told him +to wait after all. He’s got an enormous bouquet in his hand, which he +never once consented to put down. One would like to catch him one—a +brat like that who ought to be at school still!” + +Mme Lerat went to fetch a water bottle to mix herself some brandy and +water, the lumps of sugar having rendered her thirsty. Zoé muttered +something to the effect that she really didn’t mind if she drank +something too. Her mouth, she averred, was as bitter as gall. + +“So you put him—?” continued Mme Maloir. + +“Oh yes, I put him in the closet at the end of the room, the little +unfurnished one. There’s only one of my lady’s trunks there and a +table. It’s there I stow the lubbers.” + +And she was putting plenty of sugar in her grog when the electric bell +made her jump. Oh, drat it all! Wouldn’t they let her have a drink in +peace? If they were to have a peal of bells things promised well. +Nevertheless, she ran off to open the door. Returning presently, she +saw Mme Maloir questioning her with a glance. + +“It’s nothing,” she said, “only a bouquet.” + +All three refreshed themselves, nodding to each other in token of +salutation. Then while Zoé was at length busy clearing the table, +bringing the plates out one by one and putting them in the sink, two +other rings followed close upon one another. But they weren’t serious, +for while keeping the kitchen informed of what was going on she twice +repeated her disdainful expression: + +“Nothing, only a bouquet.” + +Notwithstanding which, the old ladies laughed between two of their +tricks when they heard her describe the looks of the creditors in the +anteroom after the flowers had arrived. Madame would find her bouquets +on her toilet table. What a pity it was they cost such a lot and that +you could only get ten sous for them! Oh dear, yes, plenty of money was +wasted! + +“For my part,” said Mme Maloir, “I should be quite content if every day +of my life I got what the men in Paris had spent on flowers for the +women.” + +“Now, you know, you’re not hard to please,” murmured Mme Lerat. “Why, +one would have only just enough to buy thread with. Four queens, my +dear.” + +It was ten minutes to four. Zoé was astonished, could not understand +why her mistress was out so long. Ordinarily when Madame found herself +obliged to go out in the afternoons she got it over in double-quick +time. But Mme Maloir declared that one didn’t always manage things as +one wished. Truly, life was beset with obstacles, averred Mme Lerat. +The best course was to wait. If her niece was long in coming it was +because her occupations detained her; wasn’t it so? Besides, they +weren’t overworked—it was comfortable in the kitchen. And as hearts +were out, Mme Lerat threw down diamonds. + +The bell began again, and when Zoé reappeared she was burning with +excitement. + +“My children, it’s fat Steiner!” she said in the doorway, lowering her +voice as she spoke. “I’ve put HIM in the little sitting room.” + +Thereupon Mme Maloir spoke about the banker to Mme Lerat, who knew no +such gentleman. Was he getting ready to give Rose Mignon the go-by? Zoé +shook her head; she knew a thing or two. But once more she had to go +and open the door. + +“Here’s bothers!” she murmured when she came back. “It’s the nigger! +’Twasn’t any good telling him that my lady’s gone out, and so he’s +settled himself in the bedroom. We only expected him this evening.” + +At a quarter past four Nana was not in yet. What could she be after? It +was silly of her! Two other bouquets were brought round, and Zoé, +growing bored looked to see if there were any coffee left. Yes, the +ladies would willingly finish off the coffee; it would waken them up. +Sitting hunched up on their chairs, they were beginning to fall asleep +through dint of constantly taking their cards between their fingers +with the accustomed movement. The half-hour sounded. Something must +decidedly have happened to Madame. And they began whispering to each +other. + +Suddenly Mme Maloir forgot herself and in a ringing voice announced: +“I’ve the five hundred! Trumps, Major Quint!” + +“Oh, do be quiet!” said Zoé angrily. “What will all those gentlemen +think?” And in the silence which ensued and amid the whispered +muttering of the two old women at strife over their game, the sound of +rapid footsteps ascended from the back stairs. It was Nana at last. +Before she had opened the door her breathlessness became audible. She +bounced abruptly in, looking very red in the face. Her skirt, the +string of which must have been broken, was trailing over the stairs, +and her flounces had just been dipped in a puddle of something +unpleasant which had oozed out on the landing of the first floor, where +the servant girl was a regular slut. + +“Here you are! It’s lucky!” said Mme Lerat, pursing up her lips, for +she was still vexed at Mme Maloir’s “five hundred.” “You may flatter +yourself at the way you keep folks waiting.” + +“Madame isn’t reasonable; indeed, she isn’t!” added Zoé. + +Nana was already harassed, and these reproaches exasperated her. Was +that the way people received her after the worry she had gone through? + +“Will you blooming well leave me alone, eh?” she cried. + +“Hush, ma’am, there are people in there,” said the maid. + +Then in lower tones the young Woman stuttered breathlessly: + +“D’you suppose I’ve been having a good time? Why, there was no end to +it. I should have liked to see you there! I was boiling with rage! I +felt inclined to smack somebody. And never a cab to come home in! +Luckily it’s only a step from here, but never mind that; I did just run +home.” + +“You have the money?” asked the aunt. + +“Dear, dear! That question!” rejoined Nana. + +She had sat herself down on a chair close up against the stove, for her +legs had failed her after so much running, and without stopping to take +breath she drew from behind her stays an envelope in which there were +four hundred-franc notes. They were visible through a large rent she +had torn with savage fingers in order to be sure of the contents. The +three women round about her stared fixedly at the envelope, a big, +crumpled, dirty receptacle, as it lay clasped in her small gloved +hands. + +It was too late now—Mme Lerat would not go to Rambouillet till +tomorrow, and Nana entered into long explanations. + +“There’s company waiting for you,” the lady’s maid repeated. + +But Nana grew excited again. The company might wait: she’d go to them +all in good time when she’d finished. And as her aunt began putting her +hand out for the money: + +“Ah no! Not all of it,” she said. “Three hundred francs for the nurse, +fifty for your journey and expenses, that’s three hundred and fifty. +Fifty francs I keep.” + +The big difficulty was how to find change. There were not ten francs in +the house. But they did not even address themselves to Mme Maloir who, +never having more than a six-sou omnibus fair upon her, was listening +in quite a disinterested manner. At length Zoé went out of the room, +remarking that she would go and look in her box, and she brought back a +hundred francs in hundred-sou pieces. They were counted out on a corner +of the table, and Mme Lerat took her departure at once after having +promised to bring Louiset back with her the following day. + +“You say there’s company there?” continued Nana, still sitting on the +chair and resting herself. + +“Yes, madame, three people.” + +And Zoé mentioned the banker first. Nana made a face. Did that man +Steiner think she was going to let herself be bored because he had +thrown her a bouquet yesterday evening? + +“Besides, I’ve had enough of it,” she declared. “I shan’t receive +today. Go and say you don’t expect me now.” + +“Madame will think the matter over; Madame will receive Monsieur +Steiner,” murmured Zoé gravely, without budging from her place. She was +annoyed to see her mistress on the verge of committing another foolish +mistake. + +Then she mentioned the Walachian, who ought by now to find time hanging +heavy on his hands in the bedroom. Whereupon Nana grew furious and more +obstinate than ever. No, she would see nobody, nobody! Who’d sent her +such a blooming leech of a man? + +“Chuck ’em all out! I—I’m going to play a game of bezique with Madame +Maloir. I prefer doing that.” + +The bell interrupted her remarks. That was the last straw. Another of +the beggars yet! She forbade Zoé to go and open the door, but the +latter had left the kitchen without listening to her, and when she +reappeared she brought back a couple of cards and said authoritatively: + +“I told them that Madame was receiving visitors. The gentlemen are in +the drawing room.” + +Nana had sprung up, raging, but the names of the Marquis de Chouard and +of Count Muffat de Beuville, which were inscribed on the cards, calmed +her down. For a moment or two she remained silent. + +“Who are they?” she asked at last. “You know them?” + +“I know the old fellow,” replied Zoé, discreetly pursing up her lips. + +And her mistress continuing to question her with her eyes, she added +simply: + +“I’ve seen him somewhere.” + +This remark seemed to decide the young woman. Regretfully she left the +kitchen, that asylum of steaming warmth, where you could talk and take +your ease amid the pleasant fumes of the coffeepot which was being kept +warm over a handful of glowing embers. She left Mme Maloir behind her. +That lady was now busy reading her fortune by the cards; she had never +yet taken her hat off, but now in order to be more at her ease she +undid the strings and threw them back over her shoulders. + +In the dressing room, where Zoé rapidly helped her on with a tea gown, +Nana revenged herself for the way in which they were all boring her by +muttering quiet curses upon the male sex. These big words caused the +lady’s maid not a little distress, for she saw with pain that her +mistress was not rising superior to her origin as quickly as she could +have desired. She even made bold to beg Madame to calm herself. + +“You bet,” was Nana’s crude answer; “they’re swine; they glory in that +sort of thing.” + +Nevertheless, she assumed her princesslike manner, as she was wont to +call it. But just when she was turning to go into the drawing room Zoé +held her back and herself introduced the Marquis de Chouard and the +Count Muffat into the dressing room. It was much better so. + +“I regret having kept you waiting, gentlemen,” said the young woman +with studied politeness. + +The two men bowed and seated themselves. A blind of embroidered tulle +kept the little room in twilight. It was the most elegant chamber in +the flat, for it was hung with some light-colored fabric and contained +a cheval glass framed in inlaid wood, a lounge chair and some others +with arms and blue satin upholsteries. On the toilet table the +bouquets—roses, lilacs and hyacinths—appeared like a very ruin of +flowers. Their perfume was strong and penetrating, while through the +dampish air of the place, which was full of the spoiled exhalations of +the washstand, came occasional whiffs of a more pungent scent, the +scent of some grains or dry patchouli ground to fine powder at the +bottom of a cup. And as she gathered herself together and drew up her +dressing jacket, which had been ill fastened, Nana had all the +appearance of having been surprised at her toilet: her skin was still +damp; she smiled and looked quite startled amid her frills and laces. + +“Madame, you will pardon our insistence,” said the Count Muffat +gravely. “We come on a quest. Monsieur and I are members of the +Benevolent Organization of the district.” + +The Marquis de Chouard hastened gallantly to add: + +“When we learned that a great artiste lived in this house we promised +ourselves that we would put the claims of our poor people before her in +a very special manner. Talent is never without a heart.” + +Nana pretended to be modest. She answered them with little assenting +movements of her head, making rapid reflections at the same time. It +must be the old man that had brought the other one: he had such wicked +eyes. And yet the other was not to be trusted either: the veins near +his temples were so queerly puffed up. He might quite well have come by +himself. Ah, now that she thought of it, it was this way: the porter +had given them her name, and they had egged one another on, each with +his own ends in view. + +“Most certainly, gentlemen, you were quite right to come up,” she said +with a very good grace. + +But the electric bell made her tremble again. Another call, and that +Zoé always opening the door! She went on: + +“One is only too happy to be able to give.” + +At bottom she was flattered. + +“Ah, madame,” rejoined the marquis, “if only you knew about it! there’s +such misery! Our district has more than three thousand poor people in +it, and yet it’s one of the richest. You cannot picture to yourself +anything like the present distress—children with no bread, women ill, +utterly without assistance, perishing of the cold!” + +“The poor souls!” cried Nana, very much moved. + +Such was her feeling of compassion that tears flooded her fine eyes. No +longer studying deportment, she leaned forward with a quick movement, +and under her open dressing jacket her neck became visible, while the +bent position of her knees served to outline the rounded contour of the +thigh under the thin fabric of her skirt. A little flush of blood +appeared in the marquis’s cadaverous cheeks. Count Muffat, who was on +the point of speaking, lowered his eyes. The air of that little room +was too hot: it had the close, heavy warmth of a greenhouse. The roses +were withering, and intoxicating odors floated up from the patchouli in +the cup. + +“One would like to be very rich on occasions like this,” added Nana. +“Well, well, we each do what we can. Believe me, gentlemen, if I had +known—” + +She was on the point of being guilty of a silly speech, so melted was +she at heart. But she did not end her sentence and for a moment was +worried at not being able to remember where she had put her fifty +francs on changing her dress. But she recollected at last: they must be +on the corner of her toilet table under an inverted pomatum pot. As she +was in the act of rising the bell sounded for quite a long time. +Capital! Another of them still! It would never end. The count and the +marquis had both risen, too, and the ears of the latter seemed to be +pricked up and, as it were, pointing toward the door; doubtless he knew +that kind of ring. Muffat looked at him; then they averted their gaze +mutually. They felt awkward and once more assumed their frigid bearing, +the one looking square-set and solid with his thick head of hair, the +other drawing back his lean shoulders, over which fell his fringe of +thin white locks. + +“My faith,” said Nana, bringing the ten big silver pieces and quite +determined to laugh about it, “I am going to entrust you with this, +gentlemen. It is for the poor.” + +And the adorable little dimple in her chin became apparent. She assumed +her favorite pose, her amiable baby expression, as she held the pile of +five-franc pieces on her open palm and offered it to the men, as though +she were saying to them, “Now then, who wants some?” The count was the +sharper of the two. He took fifty francs but left one piece behind and, +in order to gain possession of it, had to pick it off the young woman’s +very skin, a moist, supple skin, the touch of which sent a thrill +through him. She was thoroughly merry and did not cease laughing. + +“Come, gentlemen,” she continued. “Another time I hope to give more.” + +The gentlemen no longer had any pretext for staying, and they bowed and +went toward the door. But just as they were about to go out the bell +rang anew. The marquis could not conceal a faint smile, while a frown +made the count look more grave than before. Nana detained them some +seconds so as to give Zoé time to find yet another corner for the +newcomers. She did not relish meetings at her house. Only this time the +whole place must be packed! She was therefore much relieved when she +saw the drawing room empty and asked herself whether Zoé had really +stuffed them into the cupboards. + +“Au revoir, gentlemen,” she said, pausing on the threshold of the +drawing room. + +It was as though she lapped them in her laughing smile and clear, +unclouded glance. The Count Muffat bowed slightly. Despite his great +social experience he felt that he had lost his equilibrium. He needed +air; he was overcome with the dizzy feeling engendered in that dressing +room with a scent of flowers, with a feminine essence which choked him. +And behind his back, the Marquis de Chouard, who was sure that he could +not be seen, made so bold as to wink at Nana, his whole face suddenly +altering its expression as he did so, and his tongue nigh lolling from +his mouth. + +When the young woman re-entered the little room, where Zoé was awaiting +her with letters and visiting cards, she cried out, laughing more +heartily than ever: + +“There are a pair of beggars for you! Why, they’ve got away with my +fifty francs!” + +She wasn’t vexed. It struck her as a joke that MEN should have got +money out of her. All the same, they were swine, for she hadn’t a sou +left. But at sight of the cards and the letters her bad temper +returned. As to the letters, why, she said “pass” to them. They were +from fellows who, after applauding her last night, were now making +their declarations. And as to the callers, they might go about their +business! + +Zoé had stowed them all over the place, and she called attention to the +great capabilities of the flat, every room in which opened on the +corridor. That wasn’t the case at Mme Blanche’s, where people had all +to go through the drawing room. Oh yes, Mme Blanche had had plenty of +bothers over it! + +“You will send them all away,” continued Nana in pursuance of her idea. +“Begin with the nigger.” + +“Oh, as to him, madame, I gave him his marching orders a while ago,” +said Zoé with a grin. “He only wanted to tell Madame that he couldn’t +come to-night.” + +There was vast joy at this announcement, and Nana clapped her hands. He +wasn’t coming, what good luck! She would be free then! And she emitted +sighs of relief, as though she had been let off the most abominable of +tortures. Her first thought was for Daguenet. Poor duck, why, she had +just written to tell him to wait till Thursday! Quick, quick, Mme +Maloir should write a second letter! But Zoé announced that Mme Maloir +had slipped away unnoticed, according to her wont. Whereupon Nana, +after talking of sending someone to him, began to hesitate. She was +very tired. A long night’s sleep—oh, it would be so jolly! The thought +of such a treat overcame her at last. For once in a way she could allow +herself that! + +“I shall go to bed when I come back from the theater,” she murmured +greedily, “and you won’t wake me before noon.” + +Then raising her voice: + +“Now then, gee up! Shove the others downstairs!” + +Zoé did not move. She would never have dreamed of giving her mistress +overt advice, only now she made shift to give Madame the benefit of her +experience when Madame seemed to be running her hot head against a +wall. + +“Monsieur Steiner as well?” she queried curtly. + +“Why, certainly!” replied Nana. “Before all the rest.” + +The maid still waited, in order to give her mistress time for +reflection. Would not Madame be proud to get such a rich gentleman away +from her rival Rose Mignon—a man, moreover, who was known in all the +theaters? + +“Now make haste, my dear,” rejoined Nana, who perfectly understood the +situation, “and tell him he pesters me.” + +But suddenly there was a reversion of feeling. Tomorrow she might want +him. Whereupon she laughed, winked once or twice and with a naughty +little gesture cried out: + +“After all’s said and done, if I want him the best way even now is to +kick him out of doors.” + +Zoé seemed much impressed. Struck with a sudden admiration, she gazed +at her mistress and then went and chucked Steiner out of doors without +further deliberation. + +Meanwhile Nana waited patiently for a second or two in order to give +her time to sweep the place out, as she phrased it. No one would ever +have expected such a siege! She craned her head into the drawing room +and found it empty. The dining room was empty too. But as she continued +her visitation in a calmer frame of mind, feeling certain that nobody +remained behind, she opened the door of a closet and came suddenly upon +a very young man. He was sitting on the top of a trunk, holding a huge +bouquet on his knees and looking exceedingly quiet and extremely well +behaved. + +“Goodness gracious me!” she cried. “There’s one of ’em in there even +now!” The very young man had jumped down at sight of her and was +blushing as red as a poppy. He did not know what to do with his +bouquet, which he kept shifting from one hand to the other, while his +looks betrayed the extreme of emotion. His youth, his embarrassment and +the funny figure he cut in his struggles with his flowers melted Nana’s +heart, and she burst into a pretty peal of laughter. Well, now, the +very children were coming, were they? Men were arriving in long +clothes. So she gave up all airs and graces, became familiar and +maternal, tapped her leg and asked for fun: + +“You want me to wipe your nose; do you, baby?” + +“Yes,” replied the lad in a low, supplicating tone. + +This answer made her merrier than ever. He was seventeen years old, he +said. His name was Georges Hugon. He was at the Variétés last night and +now he had come to see her. + +“These flowers are for me?” + +“Yes.” + +“Then give ’em to me, booby!” + +But as she took the bouquet from him he sprang upon her hands and +kissed them with all the gluttonous eagerness peculiar to his charming +time of life. She had to beat him to make him let go. There was a +dreadful little dribbling customer for you! But as she scolded him she +flushed rosy-red and began smiling. And with that she sent him about +his business, telling him that he might call again. He staggered away; +he could not find the doors. + +Nana went back into her dressing room, where Francis made his +appearance almost simultaneously in order to dress her hair for the +evening. Seated in front of her mirror and bending her head beneath the +hairdresser’s nimble hands, she stayed silently meditative. Presently, +however, Zoé entered, remarking: + +“There’s one of them, madame, who refuses to go.” + +“Very well, he must be left alone,” she answered quietly. + +“If that comes to that they still keep arriving.” + +“Bah! Tell ’em to wait. When they begin to feel too hungry they’ll be +off.” Her humor had changed, and she was now delighted to make people +wait about for nothing. A happy thought struck her as very amusing; she +escaped from beneath Francis’ hands and ran and bolted the doors. They +might now crowd in there as much as they liked; they would probably +refrain from making a hole through the wall. Zoé could come in and out +through the little doorway leading to the kitchen. However, the +electric bell rang more lustily than ever. Every five minutes a clear, +lively little ting-ting recurred as regularly as if it had been +produced by some well-adjusted piece of mechanism. And Nana counted +these rings to while the time away withal. But suddenly she remembered +something. + +“I say, where are my burnt almonds?” + +Francis, too, was forgetting about the burnt almonds. But now he drew a +paper bag from one of the pockets of his frock coat and presented it to +her with the discreet gesture of a man who is offering a lady a +present. Nevertheless, whenever his accounts came to be settled, he +always put the burnt almonds down on his bill. Nana put the bag between +her knees and set to work munching her sweetmeats, turning her head +from time to time under the hairdresser’s gently compelling touch. + +“The deuce,” she murmured after a silence, “there’s a troop for you!” + +Thrice, in quick succession, the bell had sounded. Its summonses became +fast and furious. There were modest tintinnabulations which seemed to +stutter and tremble like a first avowal; there were bold rings which +vibrated under some rough touch and hasty rings which sounded through +the house with shivering rapidity. It was a regular peal, as Zoé said, +a peal loud enough to upset the neighborhood, seeing that a whole mob +of men were jabbing at the ivory button, one after the other. That old +joker Bordenave had really been far too lavish with her address. Why, +the whole of yesterday’s house was coming! + +“By the by, Francis, have you five louis?” said Nana. + +He drew back, looked carefully at her headdress and then quietly +remarked: + +“Five louis, that’s according!” + +“Ah, you know if you want securities . . .” she continued. + +And without finishing her sentence, she indicated the adjoining rooms +with a sweeping gesture. Francis lent the five louis. Zoé, during each +momentary respite, kept coming in to get Madame’s things ready. Soon +she came to dress her while the hairdresser lingered with the intention +of giving some finishing touches to the headdress. But the bell kept +continually disturbing the lady’s maid, who left Madame with her stays +half laced and only one shoe on. Despite her long experience, the maid +was losing her head. After bringing every nook and corner into +requisition and putting men pretty well everywhere, she had been driven +to stow them away in threes and fours, which was a course of procedure +entirely opposed to her principles. So much the worse for them if they +ate each other up! It would afford more room! And Nana, sheltering +behind her carefully bolted door, began laughing at them, declaring +that she could hear them pant. They ought to be looking lovely in there +with their tongues hanging out like a lot of bowwows sitting round on +their behinds. Yesterday’s success was not yet over, and this pack of +men had followed up her scent. + +“Provided they don’t break anything,” she murmured. + +She began to feel some anxiety, for she fancied she felt their hot +breath coming through chinks in the door. But Zoé ushered Labordette +in, and the young woman gave a little shout of relief. He was anxious +to tell her about an account he had settled for her at the justice of +peace’s court. But she did not attend and said: + +“I’ll take you along with me. We’ll have dinner together, and afterward +you shall escort me to the Variétés. I don’t go on before half-past +nine.” + +Good old Labordette, how lucky it was he had come! He was a fellow who +never asked for any favors. He was only the friend of the women, whose +little bits of business he arranged for them. Thus on his way in he had +dismissed the creditors in the anteroom. Indeed, those good folks +really didn’t want to be paid. On the contrary, if they HAD been +pressing for payment it was only for the sake of complimenting Madame +and of personally renewing their offers of service after her grand +success of yesterday. + +“Let’s be off, let’s be off,” said Nana, who was dressed by now. + +But at that moment Zoé came in again, shouting: + +“I refuse to open the door any more. They’re waiting in a crowd all +down the stairs.” + +A crowd all down the stairs! Francis himself, despite the English +stolidity of manner which he was wont to affect, began laughing as he +put up his combs. Nana, who had already taken Labordette’s arm, pushed +him into the kitchen and effected her escape. At last she was delivered +from the men and felt happily conscious that she might now enjoy his +society anywhere without fear of stupid interruptions. + +“You shall see me back to my door,” she said as they went down the +kitchen stairs. “I shall feel safe, in that case. Just fancy, I want to +sleep a whole night quite by myself—yes, a whole night! It’s sort of +infatuation, dear boy!” + + + + + CHAPTER III + + +The Countess Sabine, as it had become customary to call Mme Muffat de +Beuville in order to distinguish her from the count’s mother, who had +died the year before, was wont to receive every Tuesday in her house in +the Rue Miromesnil at the corner of the Rue de Pentièvre. It was a +great square building, and the Muffats had lived in it for a hundred +years or more. On the side of the street its frontage seemed to +slumber, so lofty was it and dark, so sad and convent-like, with its +great outer shutters, which were nearly always closed. And at the back +in a little dark garden some trees had grown up and were straining +toward the sunlight with such long slender branches that their tips +were visible above the roof. + +This particular Tuesday, toward ten o’clock in the evening, there were +scarcely a dozen people in the drawing room. When she was only +expecting intimate friends the countess opened neither the little +drawing room nor the dining room. One felt more at home on such +occasions and chatted round the fire. The drawing room was very large +and very lofty; its four windows looked out upon the garden, from +which, on this rainy evening of the close of April, issued a sensation +of damp despite the great logs burning on the hearth. The sun never +shone down into the room; in the daytime it was dimly lit up by a faint +greenish light, but at night, when the lamps and the chandelier were +burning, it looked merely a serious old chamber with its massive +mahogany First Empire furniture, its hangings and chair coverings of +yellow velvet, stamped with a large design. Entering it, one was in an +atmosphere of cold dignity, of ancient manners, of a vanished age, the +air of which seemed devotional. + +Opposite the armchair, however, in which the count’s mother had died—a +square armchair of formal design and inhospitable padding, which stood +by the hearthside—the Countess Sabine was seated in a deep and cozy +lounge, the red silk upholsteries of which were soft as eider down. It +was the only piece of modern furniture there, a fanciful item +introduced amid the prevailing severity and clashing with it. + +“So we shall have the shah of Persia,” the young woman was saying. + +They were talking of the crowned heads who were coming to Paris for the +exhibition. Several ladies had formed a circle round the hearth, and +Mme du Joncquoy, whose brother, a diplomat, had just fulfilled a +mission in the East, was giving some details about the court of +Nazr-ed-Din. + +“Are you out of sorts, my dear?” asked Mme Chantereau, the wife of an +ironmaster, seeing the countess shivering slightly and growing pale as +she did so. + +“Oh no, not at all,” replied the latter, smiling. “I felt a little +cold. This drawing room takes so long to warm.” + +And with that she raised her melancholy eyes and scanned the walls from +floor to ceiling. Her daughter Estelle, a slight, insignificant-looking +girl of sixteen, the thankless period of life, quitted the large +footstool on which she was sitting and silently came and propped up one +of the logs which had rolled from its place. But Mme de Chezelles, a +convent friend of Sabine’s and her junior by five years, exclaimed: + +“Dear me, I would gladly be possessed of a drawing room such as yours! +At any rate, you are able to receive visitors. They only build boxes +nowadays. Oh, if I were in your place!” + +She ran giddily on and with lively gestures explained how she would +alter the hangings, the seats—everything, in fact. Then she would give +balls to which all Paris should run. Behind her seat her husband, a +magistrate, stood listening with serious air. It was rumored that she +deceived him quite openly, but people pardoned her offense and received +her just the same, because, they said, “she’s not answerable for her +actions.” + +“Oh that Leonide!” the Countess Sabine contented herself by murmuring, +smiling her faint smile the while. + +With a languid movement she eked out the thought that was in her. After +having lived there seventeen years she certainly would not alter her +drawing room now. It would henceforth remain just such as her +mother-in-law had wished to preserve it during her lifetime. Then +returning to the subject of conversation: + +“I have been assured,” she said, “that we shall also have the king of +Prussia and the emperor of Russia.” + +“Yes, some very fine fêtes are promised,” said Mme du Joncquoy. + +The banker Steiner, not long since introduced into this circle by +Leonide de Chezelles, who was acquainted with the whole of Parisian +society, was sitting chatting on a sofa between two of the windows. He +was questioning a deputy, from whom he was endeavoring with much +adroitness to elicit news about a movement on the stock exchange of +which he had his suspicions, while the Count Muffat, standing in front +of them, was silently listening to their talk, looking, as he did so, +even grayer than was his wont. + +Four or five young men formed another group near the door round the +Count Xavier de Vandeuvres, who in a low tone was telling them an +anecdote. It was doubtless a very risky one, for they were choking with +laughter. Companionless in the center of the room, a stout man, a chief +clerk at the Ministry of the Interior, sat heavily in an armchair, +dozing with his eyes open. But when one of the young men appeared to +doubt the truth of the anecdote Vandeuvres raised his voice. + +“You are too much of a skeptic, Foucarmont; you’ll spoil all your +pleasures that way.” + +And he returned to the ladies with a laugh. Last scion of a great +family, of feminine manners and witty tongue, he was at that time +running through a fortune with a rage of life and appetite which +nothing could appease. His racing stable, which was one of the best +known in Paris, cost him a fabulous amount of money; his betting losses +at the Imperial Club amounted monthly to an alarming number of pounds, +while taking one year with another, his mistresses would be always +devouring now a farm, now some acres of arable land or forest, which +amounted, in fact, to quite a respectable slice of his vast estates in +Picardy. + +“I advise you to call other people skeptics! Why, you don’t believe a +thing yourself,” said Leonide, making shift to find him a little space +in which to sit down at her side. + +“It’s you who spoil your own pleasures.” + +“Exactly,” he replied. “I wish to make others benefit by my +experience.” + +But the company imposed silence on him: he was scandalizing M. Venot. +And, the ladies having changed their positions, a little old man of +sixty, with bad teeth and a subtle smile, became visible in the depths +of an easy chair. There he sat as comfortably as in his own house, +listening to everybody’s remarks and making none himself. With a slight +gesture he announced himself by no means scandalized. Vandeuvres once +more assumed his dignified bearing and added gravely: + +“Monsieur Venot is fully aware that I believe what it is one’s duty to +believe.” + +It was an act of faith, and even Leonide appeared satisfied. The young +men at the end of the room no longer laughed; the company were old +fogies, and amusement was not to be found there. A cold breath of wind +had passed over them, and amid the ensuing silence Steiner’s nasal +voice became audible. The deputy’s discreet answers were at last +driving him to desperation. For a second or two the Countess Sabine +looked at the fire; then she resumed the conversation. + +“I saw the king of Prussia at Baden-Baden last year. He’s still full of +vigor for his age.” + +“Count Bismarck is to accompany him,” said Mme du Joncquoy. “Do you +know the count? I lunched with him at my brother’s ages ago, when he +was representative of Prussia in Paris. There’s a man now whose latest +successes I cannot in the least understand.” + +“But why?” asked Mme Chantereau. + +“Good gracious, how am I to explain? He doesn’t please me. His +appearance is boorish and underbred. Besides, so far as I am concerned, +I find him stupid.” + +With that the whole room spoke of Count Bismarck, and opinions differed +considerably. Vandeuvres knew him and assured the company that he was +great in his cups and at play. But when the discussion was at its +height the door was opened, and Hector de la Falois made his +appearance. Fauchery, who followed in his wake, approached the countess +and, bowing: + +“Madame,” he said, “I have not forgotten your extremely kind +invitation.” + +She smiled and made a pretty little speech. The journalist, after +bowing to the count, stood for some moments in the middle of the +drawing room. He only recognized Steiner and accordingly looked rather +out of his element. But Vandeuvres turned and came and shook hands with +him. And forthwith, in his delight at the meeting and with a sudden +desire to be confidential, Fauchery buttonholed him and said in a low +voice: + +“It’s tomorrow. Are you going?” + +“Egad, yes.” + +“At midnight, at her house. + +“I know, I know. I’m going with Blanche.” + +He wanted to escape and return to the ladies in order to urge yet +another reason in M. de Bismarck’s favor. But Fauchery detained him. + +“You never will guess whom she has charged me to invite.” + +And with a slight nod he indicated Count Muffat, who was just then +discussing a knotty point in the budget with Steiner and the deputy. + +“It’s impossible,” said Vandeuvres, stupefaction and merriment in his +tones. “My word on it! I had to swear that I would bring him to her. +Indeed, that’s one of my reasons for coming here.” + +Both laughed silently, and Vandeuvres, hurriedly rejoining the circle +of ladies, cried out: + +“I declare that on the contrary Monsieur de Bismarck is exceedingly +witty. For instance, one evening he said a charmingly epigrammatic +thing in my presence.” + +La Faloise meanwhile had heard the few rapid sentences thus +whisperingly interchanged, and he gazed at Fauchery in hopes of an +explanation which was not vouchsafed him. Of whom were they talking, +and what were they going to do at midnight tomorrow? He did not leave +his cousin’s side again. The latter had gone and seated himself. He was +especially interested by the Countess Sabine. Her name had often been +mentioned in his presence, and he knew that, having been married at the +age of seventeen, she must now be thirty-four and that since her +marriage she had passed a cloistered existence with her husband and her +mother-in-law. In society some spoke of her as a woman of religious +chastity, while others pitied her and recalled to memory her charming +bursts of laughter and the burning glances of her great eyes in the +days prior to her imprisonment in this old town house. Fauchery +scrutinized her and yet hesitated. One of his friends, a captain who +had recently died in Mexico, had, on the very eve of his departure, +made him one of those gross postprandial confessions, of which even the +most prudent among men are occasionally guilty. But of this he only +retained a vague recollection; they had dined not wisely but too well +that evening, and when he saw the countess, in her black dress and with +her quiet smile, seated in that Old World drawing room, he certainly +had his doubts. A lamp which had been placed behind her threw into +clear relief her dark, delicate, plump side face, wherein a certain +heaviness in the contours of the mouth alone indicated a species of +imperious sensuality. + +“What do they want with their Bismarck?” muttered La Faloise, whose +constant pretense it was to be bored in good society. “One’s ready to +kick the bucket here. A pretty idea of yours it was to want to come!” + +Fauchery questioned him abruptly. + +“Now tell me, does the countess admit someone to her embraces?” + +“Oh dear, no, no! My dear fellow!” he stammered, manifestly taken aback +and quite forgetting his pose. “Where d’you think we are?” + +After which he was conscious of a want of up-to-dateness in this +outburst of indignation and, throwing himself back on a great sofa, he +added: + +“Gad! I say no! But I don’t know much about it. There’s a little chap +out there, Foucarmont they call him, who’s to be met with everywhere +and at every turn. One’s seen faster men than that, though, you bet. +However, it doesn’t concern me, and indeed, all I know is that if the +countess indulges in high jinks she’s still pretty sly about it, for +the thing never gets about—nobody talks.” + +Then although Fauchery did not take the trouble to question him, he +told him all he knew about the Muffats. Amid the conversation of the +ladies, which still continued in front of the hearth, they both spoke +in subdued tones, and, seeing them there with their white cravats and +gloves, one might have supposed them to be discussing in chosen +phraseology some really serious topic. Old Mme Muffat then, whom La +Faloise had been well acquainted with, was an insufferable old lady, +always hand in glove with the priests. She had the grand manner, +besides, and an authoritative way of comporting herself, which bent +everybody to her will. As to Muffat, he was an old man’s child; his +father, a general, had been created count by Napoleon I, and naturally +he had found himself in favor after the second of December. He hadn’t +much gaiety of manner either, but he passed for a very honest man of +straightforward intentions and understanding. Add to these a code of +old aristocratic ideas and such a lofty conception of his duties at +court, of his dignities and of his virtues, that he behaved like a god +on wheels. It was the Mamma Muffat who had given him this precious +education with its daily visits to the confessional, its complete +absence of escapades and of all that is meant by youth. He was a +practicing Christian and had attacks of faith of such fiery violence +that they might be likened to accesses of burning fever. Finally, in +order to add a last touch to the picture, La Faloise whispered +something in his cousin’s ear. + +“You don’t say so!” said the latter. + +“On my word of honor, they swore it was true! He was still like that +when he married.” + +Fauchery chuckled as he looked at the count, whose face, with its +fringe of whiskers and absence of mustaches, seemed to have grown +squarer and harder now that he was busy quoting figures to the +writhing, struggling Steiner. + +“My word, he’s got a phiz for it!” murmured Fauchery. “A pretty present +he made his wife! Poor little thing, how he must have bored her! She +knows nothing about anything, I’ll wager!” + +Just then the Countess Sabine was saying something to him. But he did +not hear her, so amusing and extraordinary did he esteem the Muffats’ +case. She repeated the question. + +“Monsieur Fauchery, have you not published a sketch of Monsieur de +Bismarck? You spoke with him once?” + +He got up briskly and approached the circle of ladies, endeavoring to +collect himself and soon with perfect ease of manner finding an answer: + +“Dear me, madame, I assure you I wrote that ‘portrait’ with the help of +biographies which had been published in Germany. I have never seen +Monsieur de Bismarck.” + +He remained beside the countess and, while talking with her, continued +his meditations. She did not look her age; one would have set her down +as being twenty-eight at most, for her eyes, above all, which were +filled with the dark blue shadow of her long eyelashes, retained the +glowing light of youth. Bred in a divided family, so that she used to +spend one month with the Marquis de Chouard, another with the marquise, +she had been married very young, urged on, doubtless, by her father, +whom she embarrassed after her mother’s death. A terrible man was the +marquis, a man about whom strange tales were beginning to be told, and +that despite his lofty piety! Fauchery asked if he should have the +honor of meeting him. Certainly her father was coming, but only very +late; he had so much work on hand! The journalist thought he knew where +the old gentleman passed his evenings and looked grave. But a mole, +which he noticed close to her mouth on the countess’s left cheek, +surprised him. Nana had precisely the same mole. It was curious. Tiny +hairs curled up on it, only they were golden in Nana’s case, black as +jet in this. Ah well, never mind! This woman enjoyed nobody’s embraces. + +“I have always felt a wish to know Queen Augusta,” she said. “They say +she is so good, so devout. Do you think she will accompany the king?” + +“It is not thought that she will, madame,” he replied. + +She had no lovers: the thing was only too apparent. One had only to +look at her there by the side of that daughter of hers, sitting so +insignificant and constrained on her footstool. That sepulchral drawing +room of hers, which exhaled odors suggestive of being in a church, +spoke as plainly as words could of the iron hand, the austere mode of +existence, that weighed her down. There was nothing suggestive of her +own personality in that ancient abode, black with the damps of years. +It was Muffat who made himself felt there, who dominated his +surroundings with his devotional training, his penances and his fasts. +But the sight of the little old gentleman with the black teeth and +subtle smile whom he suddenly discovered in his armchair behind the +group of ladies afforded him a yet more decisive argument. He knew the +personage. It was Theophile Venot, a retired lawyer who had made a +specialty of church cases. He had left off practice with a handsome +fortune and was now leading a sufficiently mysterious existence, for he +was received everywhere, treated with great deference and even somewhat +feared, as though he had been the representative of a mighty force, an +occult power, which was felt to be at his back. Nevertheless, his +behavior was very humble. He was churchwarden at the Madeleine Church +and had simply accepted the post of deputy mayor at the town house of +the Ninth Arrondissement in order, as he said, to have something to do +in his leisure time. Deuce take it, the countess was well guarded; +there was nothing to be done in that quarter. + +“You’re right, it’s enough to make one kick the bucket here,” said +Fauchery to his cousin when he had made good his escape from the circle +of ladies. “We’ll hook it!” + +But Steiner, deserted at last by the Count Muffat and the deputy, came +up in a fury. Drops of perspiration stood on his forehead, and he +grumbled huskily: + +“Gad! Let ’em tell me nothing, if nothing they want to tell me. I shall +find people who will talk.” + +Then he pushed the journalist into a corner and, altering his tone, +said in accents of victory: + +“It’s tomorrow, eh? I’m of the party, my bully!” + +“Indeed!” muttered Fauchery with some astonishment. + +“You didn’t know about it. Oh, I had lots of bother to find her at +home. Besides, Mignon never would leave me alone.” + +“But they’re to be there, are the Mignons.” + +“Yes, she told me so. In fact, she did receive my visit, and she +invited me. Midnight punctually, after the play.” + +The banker was beaming. He winked and added with a peculiar emphasis on +the words: + +“You’ve worked it, eh?” + +“Eh, what?” said Fauchery, pretending not to understand him. “She +wanted to thank me for my article, so she came and called on me.” + +“Yes, yes. You fellows are fortunate. You get rewarded. By the by, who +pays the piper tomorrow?” + +The journalist made a slight outward movement with his arms, as though +he would intimate that no one had ever been able to find out. But +Vandeuvres called to Steiner, who knew M. de Bismarck. Mme du Joncquoy +had almost convinced herself of the truth of her suppositions; she +concluded with these words: + +“He gave me an unpleasant impression. I think his face is evil. But I +am quite willing to believe that he has a deal of wit. It would account +for his successes.” + +“Without doubt,” said the banker with a faint smile. He was a Jew from +Frankfort. + +Meanwhile La Faloise at last made bold to question his cousin. He +followed him up and got inside his guard: + +“There’s supper at a woman’s tomorrow evening? With which of them, eh? +With which of them?” + +Fauchery motioned to him that they were overheard and must respect the +conventions here. The door had just been opened anew, and an old lady +had come in, followed by a young man in whom the journalist recognized +the truant schoolboy, perpetrator of the famous and as yet unforgotten +“trés chic” of the Blonde Venus first night. This lady’s arrival caused +a stir among the company. The Countess Sabine had risen briskly from +her seat in order to go and greet her, and she had taken both her hands +in hers and addressed her as her “dear Madame Hugon.” Seeing that his +cousin viewed this little episode with some curiosity, La Faloise +sought to arouse his interest and in a few brief phrases explained the +position. Mme Hugon, widow of a notary, lived in retirement at Les +Fondettes, an old estate of her family’s in the neighborhood of +Orleans, but she also kept up a small establishment in Paris in a house +belonging to her in the Rue de Richelieu and was now passing some weeks +there in order to settle her youngest son, who was reading the law and +in his “first year.” In old times she had been a dear friend of the +Marquise de Chouard and had assisted at the birth of the countess, who, +prior to her marriage, used to stay at her house for months at a time +and even now was quite familiarly treated by her. + +“I have brought Georges to see you,” said Mme Hugon to Sabine. “He’s +grown, I trust.” + +The young man with his clear eyes and the fair curls which suggested a +girl dressed up as a boy bowed easily to the countess and reminded her +of a bout of battledore and shuttlecock they had had together two years +ago at Les Fondettes. + +“Philippe is not in Paris?” asked Count Muffat. + +“Dear me, no!” replied the old lady. “He is always in garrison at +Bourges.” She had seated herself and began talking with considerable +pride of her eldest son, a great big fellow who, after enlisting in a +fit of waywardness, had of late very rapidly attained the rank of +lieutenant. All the ladies behaved to her with respectful sympathy, and +conversation was resumed in a tone at once more amiable and more +refined. Fauchery, at sight of that respectable Mme Hugon, that +motherly face lit up with such a kindly smile beneath its broad tresses +of white hair, thought how foolish he had been to suspect the Countess +Sabine even for an instant. + +Nevertheless, the big chair with the red silk upholsteries in which the +countess sat had attracted his attention. Its style struck him as +crude, not to say fantastically suggestive, in that dim old drawing +room. Certainly it was not the count who had inveigled thither that +nest of voluptuous idleness. One might have described it as an +experiment, marking the birth of an appetite and of an enjoyment. Then +he forgot where he was, fell into brown study and in thought even +harked back to that vague confidential announcement imparted to him one +evening in the dining room of a restaurant. Impelled by a sort of +sensuous curiosity, he had always wanted an introduction into the +Muffats’ circle, and now that his friend was in Mexico through all +eternity, who could tell what might happen? “We shall see,” he thought. +It was a folly, doubtless, but the idea kept tormenting him; he felt +himself drawn on and his animal nature aroused. The big chair had a +rumpled look—its nether cushions had been tumbled, a fact which now +amused him. + +“Well, shall we be off?” asked La Faloise, mentally vowing that once +outside he would find out the name of the woman with whom people were +going to sup. + +“All in good time,” replied Fauchery. + +But he was no longer in any hurry and excused himself on the score of +the invitation he had been commissioned to give and had as yet not +found a convenient opportunity to mention. The ladies were chatting +about an assumption of the veil, a very touching ceremony by which the +whole of Parisian society had for the last three days been greatly +moved. It was the eldest daughter of the Baronne de Fougeray, who, +under stress of an irresistible vocation, had just entered the +Carmelite Convent. Mme Chantereau, a distant cousin of the Fougerays, +told how the baroness had been obliged to take to her bed the day after +the ceremony, so overdone was she with weeping. + +“I had a very good place,” declared Leonide. “I found it interesting.” + +Nevertheless, Mme Hugon pitied the poor mother. How sad to lose a +daughter in such a way! + +“I am accused of being overreligious,” she said in her quiet, frank +manner, “but that does not prevent me thinking the children very cruel +who obstinately commit such suicide.” + +“Yes, it’s a terrible thing,” murmured the countess, shivering a +little, as became a chilly person, and huddling herself anew in the +depths of her big chair in front of the fire. + +Then the ladies fell into a discussion. But their voices were +discreetly attuned, while light trills of laughter now and again +interrupted the gravity of their talk. The two lamps on the chimney +piece, which had shades of rose-colored lace, cast a feeble light over +them while on scattered pieces of furniture there burned but three +other lamps, so that the great drawing room remained in soft shadow. + +Steiner was getting bored. He was describing to Fauchery an escapade of +that little Mme de Chezelles, whom he simply referred to as Leonide. “A +blackguard woman,” he said, lowering his voice behind the ladies’ +armchairs. Fauchery looked at her as she sat quaintly perched, in her +voluminous ball dress of pale blue satin, on the corner of her +armchair. She looked as slight and impudent as a boy, and he ended by +feeling astonished at seeing her there. People comported themselves +better at Caroline Hequet’s, whose mother had arranged her house on +serious principles. Here was a perfect subject for an article. What a +strange world was this world of Paris! The most rigid circles found +themselves invaded. Evidently that silent Theophile Venot, who +contented himself by smiling and showing his ugly teeth, must have been +a legacy from the late countess. So, too, must have been such ladies of +mature age as Mme Chantereau and Mme du Joncquoy, besides four or five +old gentlemen who sat motionless in corners. The Count Muffat attracted +to the house a series of functionaries, distinguished by the immaculate +personal appearance which was at that time required of the men at the +Tuileries. Among others there was the chief clerk, who still sat +solitary in the middle of the room with his closely shorn cheeks, his +vacant glance and his coat so tight of fit that he could scarce venture +to move. Almost all the young men and certain individuals with +distinguished, aristocratic manners were the Marquis de Chouard’s +contribution to the circle, he having kept touch with the Legitimist +party after making his peace with the empire on his entrance into the +Council of State. There remained Leonide de Chezelles and Steiner, an +ugly little knot against which Mme Hugon’s elderly and amiable serenity +stood out in strange contrast. And Fauchery, having sketched out his +article, named this last group “Countess Sabine’s little clique.” + +“On another occasion,” continued Steiner in still lower tones, “Leonide +got her tenor down to Montauban. She was living in the Château de +Beaurecueil, two leagues farther off, and she used to come in daily in +a carriage and pair in order to visit him at the Lion d’Or, where he +had put up. The carriage used to wait at the door, and Leonide would +stay for hours in the house, while a crowd gathered round and looked at +the horses.” + +There was a pause in the talk, and some solemn moments passed silently +by in the lofty room. Two young men were whispering, but they ceased in +their turn, and the hushed step of Count Muffat was alone audible as he +crossed the floor. The lamps seemed to have paled; the fire was going +out; a stern shadow fell athwart the old friends of the house where +they sat in the chairs they had occupied there for forty years back. It +was as though in a momentary pause of conversation the invited guests +had become suddenly aware that the count’s mother, in all her glacial +stateliness, had returned among them. + +But the Countess Sabine had once more resumed: + +“Well, at last the news of it got about. The young man was likely to +die, and that would explain the poor child’s adoption of the religious +life. Besides, they say that Monsieur de Fougeray would never have +given his consent to the marriage.” + +“They say heaps of other things too,” cried Leonide giddily. + +She fell a-laughing; she refused to talk. Sabine was won over by this +gaiety and put her handkerchief up to her lips. And in the vast and +solemn room their laughter sounded a note which struck Fauchery +strangely, the note of delicate glass breaking. Assuredly here was the +first beginning of the “little rift.” Everyone began talking again. Mme +du Joncquoy demurred; Mme Chantereau knew for certain that a marriage +had been projected but that matters had gone no further; the men even +ventured to give their opinions. For some minutes the conversation was +a babel of opinions, in which the divers elements of the circle, +whether Bonapartist or Legitimist or merely worldly and skeptical, +appeared to jostle one another simultaneously. Estelle had rung to +order wood to be put on the fire; the footman turned up the lamps; the +room seemed to wake from sleep. Fauchery began smiling, as though once +more at his ease. + +“Egad, they become the brides of God when they couldn’t be their +cousin’s,” said Vandeuvres between his teeth. + +The subject bored him, and he had rejoined Fauchery. + +“My dear fellow, have you ever seen a woman who was really loved become +a nun?” + +He did not wait for an answer, for he had had enough of the topic, and +in a hushed voice: + +“Tell me,” he said, “how many of us will there be tomorrow? There’ll be +the Mignons, Steiner, yourself, Blanche and I; who else?” + +“Caroline, I believe, and Simonne and Gaga without doubt. One never +knows exactly, does one? On such occasions one expects the party will +number twenty, and you’re really thirty.” + +Vandeuvres, who was looking at the ladies, passed abruptly to another +subject: + +“She must have been very nice-looking, that Du Joncquoy woman, some +fifteen years ago. Poor Estelle has grown lankier than ever. What a +nice lath to put into a bed!” + +But interrupting himself, he returned to the subject of tomorrow’s +supper. + +“What’s so tiresome of those shows is that it’s always the same set of +women. One wants a novelty. Do try and invent a new girl. By Jove, +happy thought! I’ll go and beseech that stout man to bring the woman he +was trotting about the other evening at the Variétés.” + +He referred to the chief clerk, sound asleep in the middle of the +drawing room. Fauchery, afar off, amused himself by following this +delicate negotiation. Vandeuvres had sat himself down by the stout man, +who still looked very sedate. For some moments they both appeared to be +discussing with much propriety the question before the house, which +was, “How can one discover the exact state of feeling that urges a +young girl to enter into the religious life?” Then the count returned +with the remark: + +“It’s impossible. He swears she’s straight. She’d refuse, and yet I +would have wagered that I once saw her at Laure’s.” + +“Eh, what? You go to Laure’s?” murmured Fauchery with a chuckle. “You +venture your reputation in places like that? I was under the impression +that it was only we poor devils of outsiders who—” + +“Ah, dear boy, one ought to see every side of life.” + +Then they sneered and with sparkling eyes they compared notes about the +table d’hôte in the Rue des Martyrs, where big Laure Piedefer ran a +dinner at three francs a head for little women in difficulties. A nice +hole, where all the little women used to kiss Laure on the lips! And as +the Countess Sabine, who had overheard a stray word or two, turned +toward them, they started back, rubbing shoulders in excited merriment. +They had not noticed that Georges Hugon was close by and that he was +listening to them, blushing so hotly the while that a rosy flush had +spread from his ears to his girlish throat. The infant was full of +shame and of ecstasy. From the moment his mother had turned him loose +in the room he had been hovering in the wake of Mme de Chezelles, the +only woman present who struck him as being the thing. But after all is +said and done, Nana licked her to fits! + +“Yesterday evening,” Mme Hugon was saying, “Georges took me to the +play. Yes, we went to the Variétés, where I certainly had not set foot +for the last ten years. That child adores music. As to me, I wasn’t in +the least amused, but he was so happy! They put extraordinary pieces on +the stage nowadays. Besides, music delights me very little, I confess.” + +“What! You don’t love music, madame?” cried Mme du Joncquoy, lifting +her eyes to heaven. “Is it possible there should be people who don’t +love music?” + +The exclamation of surprise was general. No one had dropped a single +word concerning the performance at the Variétés, at which the good Mme +Hugon had not understood any of the allusions. The ladies knew the +piece but said nothing about it, and with that they plunged into the +realm of sentiment and began discussing the masters in a tone of +refined and ecstatical admiration. Mme du Joncquoy was not fond of any +of them save Weber, while Mme Chantereau stood up for the Italians. The +ladies’ voices had turned soft and languishing, and in front of the +hearth one might have fancied one’s self listening in meditative, +religious retirement to the faint, discreet music of a little chapel. + +“Now let’s see,” murmured Vandeuvres, bringing Fauchery back into the +middle of the drawing room, “notwithstanding it all, we must invent a +woman for tomorrow. Shall we ask Steiner about it?” + +“Oh, when Steiner’s got hold of a woman,” said the journalist, “it’s +because Paris has done with her.” + +Vandeuvres, however, was searching about on every side. + +“Wait a bit,” he continued, “the other day I met Foucarmont with a +charming blonde. I’ll go and tell him to bring her.” + +And he called to Foucarmont. They exchanged a few words rapidly. There +must have been some sort of complication, for both of them, moving +carefully forward and stepping over the dresses of the ladies, went off +in quest of another young man with whom they continued the discussion +in the embrasure of a window. Fauchery was left to himself and had just +decided to proceed to the hearth, where Mme du Joncquoy was announcing +that she never heard Weber played without at the same time seeing +lakes, forests and sunrises over landscapes steeped in dew, when a hand +touched his shoulder and a voice behind him remarked: + +“It’s not civil of you.” + +“What d’you mean?” he asked, turning round and recognizing La Faloise. + +“Why, about that supper tomorrow. You might easily have got me +invited.” + +Fauchery was at length about to state his reasons when Vandeuvres came +back to tell him: + +“It appears it isn’t a girl of Foucarmont’s. It’s that man’s flame out +there. She won’t be able to come. What a piece of bad luck! But all the +same I’ve pressed Foucarmont into the service, and he’s going to try to +get Louise from the Palais-Royal.” + +“Is it not true, Monsieur de Vandeuvres,” asked Mme Chantereau, raising +her voice, “that Wagner’s music was hissed last Sunday?” + +“Oh, frightfully, madame,” he made answer, coming forward with his +usual exquisite politeness. + +Then, as they did not detain him, he moved off and continued whispering +in the journalist’s ear: + +“I’m going to press some more of them. These young fellows must know +some little ladies.” + +With that he was observed to accost men and to engage them in +conversation in his usual amiable and smiling way in every corner of +the drawing room. He mixed with the various groups, said something +confidently to everyone and walked away again with a sly wink and a +secret signal or two. It looked as though he were giving out a +watchword in that easy way of his. The news went round; the place of +meeting was announced, while the ladies’ sentimental dissertations on +music served to conceal the small, feverish rumor of these recruiting +operations. + +“No, do not speak of your Germans,” Mme Chantereau was saying. “Song is +gaiety; song is light. Have you heard Patti in the Barber of Seville?” + +“She was delicious!” murmured Leonide, who strummed none but operatic +airs on her piano. + +Meanwhile the Countess Sabine had rung. When on Tuesdays the number of +visitors was small, tea was handed round the drawing room itself. While +directing a footman to clear a round table the countess followed the +Count de Vandeuvres with her eyes. She still smiled that vague smile +which slightly disclosed her white teeth, and as the count passed she +questioned him. + +“What ARE you plotting, Monsieur de Vandeuvres?” + +“What am I plotting, madame?” he answered quietly. “Nothing at all.” + +“Really! I saw you so busy. Pray, wait, you shall make yourself +useful!” + +She placed an album in his hands and asked him to put it on the piano. +But he found means to inform Fauchery in a low whisper that they would +have Tatan Nene, the most finely developed girl that winter, and Maria +Blond, the same who had just made her first appearance at the +Folies-Dramatiques. Meanwhile La Faloise stopped him at every step in +hopes of receiving an invitation. He ended by offering himself, and +Vandeuvres engaged him in the plot at once; only he made him promise to +bring Clarisse with him, and when La Faloise pretended to scruple about +certain points he quieted him by the remark: + +“Since I invite you that’s enough!” + +Nevertheless, La Faloise would have much liked to know the name of the +hostess. But the countess had recalled Vandeuvres and was questioning +him as to the manner in which the English made tea. He often betook +himself to England, where his horses ran. Then as though he had been +inwardly following up quite a laborious train of thought during his +remarks, he broke in with the question: + +“And the marquis, by the by? Are we not to see him?” + +“Oh, certainly you will! My father made me a formal promise that he +would come,” replied the countess. “But I’m beginning to be anxious. +His duties will have kept him.” + +Vandeuvres smiled a discreet smile. He, too, seemed to have his doubts +as to the exact nature of the Marquis de Chouard’s duties. Indeed, he +had been thinking of a pretty woman whom the marquis occasionally took +into the country with him. Perhaps they could get her too. + +In the meantime Fauchery decided that the moment had come in which to +risk giving Count Muff his invitation. The evening, in fact, was +drawing to a close. + +“Are you serious?” asked Vandeuvres, who thought a joke was intended. + +“Extremely serious. If I don’t execute my commission she’ll tear my +eyes out. It’s a case of landing her fish, you know.” + +“Well then, I’ll help you, dear boy.” + +Eleven o’clock struck. Assisted by her daughter, the countess was +pouring out the tea, and as hardly any guests save intimate friends had +come, the cups and the platefuls of little cakes were being circulated +without ceremony. Even the ladies did not leave their armchairs in +front of the fire and sat sipping their tea and nibbling cakes which +they held between their finger tips. From music the talk had declined +to purveyors. Boissier was the only person for sweetmeats and Catherine +for ices. Mme Chantereau, however, was all for Latinville. Speech grew +more and more indolent, and a sense of lassitude was lulling the room +to sleep. Steiner had once more set himself secretly to undermine the +deputy, whom he held in a state of blockade in the corner of a settee. +M. Venot, whose teeth must have been ruined by sweet things, was eating +little dry cakes, one after the other, with a small nibbling sound +suggestive of a mouse, while the chief clerk, his nose in a teacup, +seemed never to be going to finish its contents. As to the countess, +she went in a leisurely way from one guest to another, never pressing +them, indeed, only pausing a second or two before the gentlemen whom +she viewed with an air of dumb interrogation before she smiled and +passed on. The great fire had flushed all her face, and she looked as +if she were the sister of her daughter, who appeared so withered and +ungainly at her side. When she drew near Fauchery, who was chatting +with her husband and Vandeuvres, she noticed that they grew suddenly +silent; accordingly she did not stop but handed the cup of tea she was +offering to Georges Hugon beyond them. + +“It’s a lady who desires your company at supper,” the journalist gaily +continued, addressing Count Muffat. + +The last-named, whose face had worn its gray look all the evening, +seemed very much surprised. What lady was it? + +“Oh, Nana!” said Vandeuvres, by way of forcing the invitation. + +The count became more grave than before. His eyelids trembled just +perceptibly, while a look of discomfort, such as headache produces, +hovered for a moment athwart his forehead. + +“But I’m not acquainted with that lady,” he murmured. + +“Come, come, you went to her house,” remarked Vandeuvres. + +“What d’you say? I went to her house? Oh yes, the other day, in behalf +of the Benevolent Organization. I had forgotten about it. But, no +matter, I am not acquainted with her, and I cannot accept.” + +He had adopted an icy expression in order to make them understand that +this jest did not appear to him to be in good taste. A man of his +position did not sit down at tables of such women as that. Vandeuvres +protested: it was to be a supper party of dramatic and artistic people, +and talent excused everything. But without listening further to the +arguments urged by Fauchery, who spoke of a dinner where the Prince of +Scots, the son of a queen, had sat down beside an ex-music-hall singer, +the count only emphasized his refusal. In so doing, he allowed himself, +despite his great politeness, to be guilty of an irritated gesture. + +Georges and La Faloise, standing in front of each other drinking their +tea, had overheard the two or three phrases exchanged in their +immediate neighborhood. + +“Jove, it’s at Nana’s then,” murmured La Faloise. “I might have +expected as much!” + +Georges said nothing, but he was all aflame. His fair hair was in +disorder; his blue eyes shone like tapers, so fiercely had the vice, +which for some days past had surrounded him, inflamed and stirred his +blood. At last he was going to plunge into all that he had dreamed of! + +“I don’t know the address,” La Faloise resumed. + +“She lives on a third floor in the Boulevard Haussmann, between the Rue +de l’Arcade and the Rue Pesquier,” said Georges all in a breath. + +And when the other looked at him in much astonishment, he added, +turning very red and fit to sink into the ground with embarrassment and +conceit: + +“I’m of the party. She invited me this morning.” + +But there was a great stir in the drawing room, and Vandeuvres and +Fauchery could not continue pressing the count. The Marquis de Chouard +had just come in, and everyone was anxious to greet him. He had moved +painfully forward, his legs failing under him, and he now stood in the +middle of the room with pallid face and eyes blinking, as though he had +just come out of some dark alley and were blinded by the brightness of +the lamps. + +“I scarcely hoped to see you tonight, Father,” said the countess. “I +should have been anxious till the morning.” + +He looked at her without answering, as a man might who fails to +understand. His nose, which loomed immense on his shorn face, looked +like a swollen pimple, while his lower lip hung down. Seeing him such a +wreck, Mme Hugon, full of kind compassion, said pitying things to him. + +“You work too hard. You ought to rest yourself. At our age we ought to +leave work to the young people.” + +“Work! Ah yes, to be sure, work!” he stammered at last. “Always plenty +of work.” + +He began to pull himself together, straightening up his bent figure and +passing his hand, as was his wont, over his scant gray hair, of which a +few locks strayed behind his ears. + +“At what are you working as late as this?” asked Mme du Joncquoy. “I +thought you were at the financial minister’s reception?” + +But the countess intervened with: + +“My father had to study the question of a projected law.” + +“Yes, a projected law,” he said; “exactly so, a projected law. I shut +myself up for that reason. It refers to work in factories, and I was +anxious for a proper observance of the Lord’s day of rest. It is really +shameful that the government is unwilling to act with vigor in the +matter. Churches are growing empty; we are running headlong to ruin.” + +Vandeuvres had exchanged glances with Fauchery. They both happened to +be behind the marquis, and they were scanning him suspiciously. When +Vandeuvres found an opportunity to take him aside and to speak to him +about the good-looking creature he was in the habit of taking down into +the country, the old man affected extreme surprise. Perhaps someone had +seen him with the Baroness Decker, at whose house at Viroflay he +sometimes spent a day or so. Vandeuvres’s sole vengeance was an abrupt +question: + +“Tell me, where have you been straying to? Your elbow is covered with +cobwebs and plaster.” + +“My elbow,” he muttered, slightly disturbed. “Yes indeed, it’s true. A +speck or two, I must have come in for them on my way down from my +office.” + +Several people were taking their departure. It was close on midnight. +Two footmen were noiselessly removing the empty cups and the plates +with cakes. In front of the hearth the ladies had re-formed and, at the +same time, narrowed their circle and were chatting more carelessly than +before in the languid atmosphere peculiar to the close of a party. The +very room was going to sleep, and slowly creeping shadows were cast by +its walls. It was then Fauchery spoke of departure. Yet he once more +forgot his intention at sight of the Countess Sabine. She was resting +from her cares as hostess, and as she sat in her wonted seat, silent, +her eyes fixed on a log which was turning into embers, her face +appeared so white and so impassable that doubt again possessed him. In +the glow of the fire the small black hairs on the mole at the corner of +her lip became white. It was Nana’s very mole, down to the color of the +hair. He could not refrain from whispering something about it in +Vandeuvres’s ear. Gad, it was true; the other had never noticed it +before. And both men continued this comparison of Nana and the +countess. They discovered a vague resemblance about the chin and the +mouth, but the eyes were not at all alike. Then, too, Nana had a +good-natured expression, while with the countess it was hard to +decide—she might have been a cat, sleeping with claws withdrawn and +paws stirred by a scarce-perceptible nervous quiver. + +“All the same, one could have her,” declared Fauchery. + +Vandeuvres stripped her at a glance. + +“Yes, one could, all the same,” he said. “But I think nothing of the +thighs, you know. Will you bet she has no thighs?” + +He stopped, for Fauchery touched him briskly on the arm and showed him +Estelle, sitting close to them on her footstool. They had raised their +voices without noticing her, and she must have overheard them. +Nevertheless, she continued sitting there stiff and motionless, not a +hair having lifted on her thin neck, which was that of a girl who has +shot up all too quickly. Thereupon they retired three or four paces, +and Vandeuvres vowed that the countess was a very honest woman. Just +then voices were raised in front of the hearth. Mme du Joncquoy was +saying: + +“I was willing to grant you that Monsieur de Bismarck was perhaps a +witty man. Only, if you go as far as to talk of genius—” + +The ladies had come round again to their earliest topic of +conversation. + +“What the deuce! Still Monsieur de Bismarck!” muttered Fauchery. “This +time I make my escape for good and all.” + +“Wait a bit,” said Vandeuvres, “we must have a definite no from the +count.” + +The Count Muffat was talking to his father-in-law and a certain +serious-looking gentleman. Vandeuvres drew him away and renewed the +invitation, backing it up with the information that he was to be at the +supper himself. A man might go anywhere; no one could think of +suspecting evil where at most there could only be curiosity. The count +listened to these arguments with downcast eyes and expressionless face. +Vandeuvres felt him to be hesitating when the Marquis de Chouard +approached with a look of interrogation. And when the latter was +informed of the question in hand and Fauchery had invited him in his +turn, he looked at his son-in-law furtively. There ensued an +embarrassed silence, but both men encouraged one another and would +doubtless have ended by accepting had not Count Muffat perceived M. +Venot’s gaze fixed upon him. The little old man was no longer smiling; +his face was cadaverous, his eyes bright and keen as steel. + +“No,” replied the count directly, in so decisive a tone that further +insistence became impossible. + +Then the marquis refused with even greater severity of expression. He +talked morality. The aristocratic classes ought to set a good example. +Fauchery smiled and shook hands with Vandeuvres. He did not wait for +him and took his departure immediately, for he was due at his newspaper +office. + +“At Nana’s at midnight, eh?” + +La Faloise retired too. Steiner had made his bow to the countess. Other +men followed them, and the same phrase went round—“At midnight, at +Nana’s”—as they went to get their overcoats in the anteroom. Georges, +who could not leave without his mother, had stationed himself at the +door, where he gave the exact address. “Third floor, door on your +left.” Yet before going out Fauchery gave a final glance. Vandeuvres +had again resumed his position among the ladies and was laughing with +Leonide de Chezelles. Count Muffat and the Marquis de Chouard were +joining in the conversation, while the good Mme Hugon was falling +asleep open-eyed. Lost among the petticoats, M. Venot was his own small +self again and smiled as of old. Twelve struck slowly in the great +solemn room. + +“What—what do you mean?” Mme du Joncquoy resumed. “You imagine that +Monsieur de Bismarck will make war on us and beat us! Oh, that’s +unbearable!” + +Indeed, they were laughing round Mme Chantereau, who had just repeated +an assertion she had heard made in Alsace, where her husband owned a +foundry. + +“We have the emperor, fortunately,” said Count Muffat in his grave, +official way. + +It was the last phrase Fauchery was able to catch. He closed the door +after casting one more glance in the direction of the Countess Sabine. +She was talking sedately with the chief clerk and seemed to be +interested in that stout individual’s conversation. Assuredly he must +have been deceiving himself. There was no “little rift” there at all. +It was a pity. + +“You’re not coming down then?” La Faloise shouted up to him from the +entrance hall. + +And out on the pavement, as they separated, they once more repeated: + +“Tomorrow, at Nana’s.” + + + + + CHAPTER IV + + +Since morning Zoé had delivered up the flat to a managing man who had +come from Brebant’s with a staff of helpers and waiters. Brebant was to +supply everything, from the supper, the plates and dishes, the glass, +the linen, the flowers, down to the seats and footstools. Nana could +not have mustered a dozen napkins out of all her cupboards, and not +having had time to get a proper outfit after her new start in life and +scorning to go to the restaurant, she had decided to make the +restaurant come to her. It struck her as being more the thing. She +wanted to celebrate her great success as an actress with a supper which +should set people talking. As her dining room was too small, the +manager had arranged the table in the drawing room, a table with +twenty-five covers, placed somewhat close together. + +“Is everything ready?” asked Nana when she returned at midnight. + +“Oh! I don’t know,” replied Zoé roughly, looking beside herself with +worry. “The Lord be thanked, I don’t bother about anything. They’re +making a fearful mess in the kitchen and all over the flat! I’ve had to +fight my battles too. The other two came again. My eye! I did just +chuck ’em out!” + +She referred, of course, to her employer’s old admirers, the tradesman +and the Walachian, to whom Nana, sure of her future and longing to shed +her skin, as she phrased it, had decided to give the go-by. + +“There are a couple of leeches for you!” she muttered. + +“If they come back threaten to go to the police.” + +Then she called Daguenet and Georges, who had remained behind in the +anteroom, where they were hanging up their overcoats. They had both met +at the stage door in the Passage des Panoramas, and she had brought +them home with her in a cab. As there was nobody there yet, she shouted +to them to come into the dressing room while Zoé was touching up her +toilet. Hurriedly and without changing her dress she had her hair done +up and stuck white roses in her chignon and at her bosom. The little +room was littered with the drawing-room furniture, which the workmen +had been compelled to roll in there, and it was full of a motley +assemblage of round tables, sofas and armchairs, with their legs in air +for the most part. Nana was quite ready when her dress caught on a +castor and tore upward. At this she swore furiously; such things only +happened to her! Ragingly she took off her dress, a very simple affair +of white foulard, of so thin and supple a texture that it clung about +her like a long shift. But she put it on again directly, for she could +not find another to her taste, and with tears in her eyes declared that +she was dressed like a ragpicker. Daguenet and Georges had to patch up +the rent with pins, while Zoé once more arranged her hair. All three +hurried round her, especially the boy, who knelt on the floor with his +hands among her skirts. And at last she calmed down again when Daguenet +assured her it could not be later than a quarter past twelve, seeing +that by dint of scamping her words and skipping her lines she had +effectually shortened the third act of the Blonde Venus. + +“The play’s still far too good for that crowd of idiots,” she said. +“Did you see? There were thousands there tonight. Zoé, my girl, you +will wait in here. Don’t go to bed, I shall want you. By gum, it is +time they came. Here’s company!” + +She ran off while Georges stayed where he was with the skirts of his +coat brushing the floor. He blushed, seeing Daguenet looking at him. +Notwithstanding which, they had conceived a tender regard the one for +the other. They rearranged the bows of their cravats in front of the +big dressing glass and gave each other a mutual dose of the +clothesbrush, for they were all white from their close contact with +Nana. + +“One would think it was sugar,” murmured Georges, giggling like a +greedy little child. + +A footman hired for the evening was ushering the guests into the small +drawing room, a narrow slip of a place in which only four armchairs had +been left in order the better to pack in the company. From the large +drawing room beyond came a sound as of the moving of plates and silver, +while a clear and brilliant ray of light shone from under the door. At +her entrance Nana found Clarisse Besnus, whom La Faloise had brought, +already installed in one of the armchairs. + +“Dear me, you’re the first of ’em!” said Nana, who, now that she was +successful, treated her familiarly. + +“Oh, it’s his doing,” replied Clarisse. “He’s always afraid of not +getting anywhere in time. If I’d taken him at his word I shouldn’t have +waited to take off my paint and my wig.” + +The young man, who now saw Nana for the first time, bowed, paid her a +compliment and spoke of his cousin, hiding his agitation behind an +exaggeration of politeness. But Nana, neither listening to him nor +recognizing his face, shook hands with him and then went briskly toward +Rose Mignon, with whom she at once assumed a most distinguished manner. + +“Ah, how nice of you, my dear madame! I was so anxious to have you +here!” + +“It’s I who am charmed, I assure you,” said Rose with equal amiability. + +“Pray, sit down. Do you require anything?” + +“Thank you, no! Ah yes, I’ve left my fan in my pelisse, Steiner; just +look in the right-hand pocket.” + +Steiner and Mignon had come in behind Rose. The banker turned back and +reappeared with the fan while Mignon embraced Nana fraternally and +forced Rose to do so also. Did they not all belong to the same family +in the theatrical world? Then he winked as though to encourage Steiner, +but the latter was disconcerted by Rose’s clear gaze and contented +himself by kissing Nana’s hand. + +Just then the Count de Vandeuvres made his appearance with Blanche de +Sivry. There was an interchange of profound bows, and Nana with the +utmost ceremony conducted Blanche to an armchair. Meanwhile Vandeuvres +told them laughingly that Fauchery was engaged in a dispute at the foot +of the stairs because the porter had refused to allow Lucy Stewart’s +carriage to come in at the gate. They could hear Lucy telling the +porter he was a dirty blackguard in the anteroom. But when the footman +had opened the door she came forward with her laughing grace of manner, +announced her name herself, took both Nana’s hands in hers and told her +that she had liked her from the very first and considered her talent +splendid. Nana, puffed up by her novel role of hostess, thanked her and +was veritably confused. Nevertheless, from the moment of Fauchery’s +arrival she appeared preoccupied, and directly she could get near him +she asked him in a low voice: + +“Will he come?” + +“No, he did not want to,” was the journalist’s abrupt reply, for he was +taken by surprise, though he had got ready some sort of tale to explain +Count Muffat’s refusal. + +Seeing the young woman’s sudden pallor, he became conscious of his +folly and tried to retract his words. + +“He was unable to; he is taking the countess to the ball at the +Ministry of the Interior tonight.” + +“All right,” murmured Nana, who suspected him of ill will, “you’ll pay +me out for that, my pippin.” + +She turned on her heel, and so did he; they were angry. Just then +Mignon was pushing Steiner up against Nana, and when Fauchery had left +her he said to her in a low voice and with the good-natured cynicism of +a comrade in arms who wishes his friends to be happy: + +“He’s dying of it, you know, only he’s afraid of my wife. Won’t you +protect him?” + +Nana did not appear to understand. She smiled and looked at Rose, the +husband and the banker and finally said to the latter: + +“Monsieur Steiner, you will sit next to me.” + +With that there came from the anteroom a sound of laughter and +whispering and a burst of merry, chattering voices, which sounded as if +a runaway convent were on the premises. And Labordette appeared, towing +five women in his rear, his boarding school, as Lucy Stewart cruelly +phrased it. There was Gaga, majestic in a blue velvet dress which was +too tight for her, and Caroline Hequet, clad as usual in ribbed black +silk, trimmed with Chantilly lace. Léa de Horn came next, terribly +dressed up, as her wont was, and after her the big Tatan Nene, a +good-humored fair girl with the bosom of a wet nurse, at which people +laughed, and finally little Maria Blond, a young damsel of fifteen, as +thin and vicious as a street child, yet on the high road to success, +owing to her recent first appearance at the Folies. Labordette had +brought the whole collection in a single fly, and they were still +laughing at the way they had been squeezed with Maria Blond on her +knees. But on entering the room they pursed up their lips, and all grew +very conventional as they shook hands and exchanged salutations. Gaga +even affected the infantile and lisped through excess of genteel +deportment. Tatan Nene alone transgressed. They had been telling her as +they came along that six absolutely naked Negroes would serve up Nana’s +supper, and she now grew anxious about them and asked to see them. +Labordette called her a goose and besought her to be silent. + +“And Bordenave?” asked Fauchery. + +“Oh, you may imagine how miserable I am,” cried Nana; “he won’t be able +to join us.” + +“Yes,” said Rose Mignon, “his foot caught in a trap door, and he’s got +a fearful sprain. If only you could hear him swearing, with his leg +tied up and laid out on a chair!” + +Thereupon everybody mourned over Bordenave’s absence. No one ever gave +a good supper without Bordenave. Ah well, they would try and do without +him, and they were already talking about other matters when a burly +voice was heard: + +“What, eh, what? Is that the way they’re going to write my obituary +notice?” + +There was a shout, and all heads were turned round, for it was indeed +Bordenave. Huge and fiery-faced, he was standing with his stiff leg in +the doorway, leaning for support on Simonne Cabiroche’s shoulder. +Simonne was for the time being his mistress. This little creature had +had a certain amount of education and could play the piano and talk +English. She was a blonde on a tiny, pretty scale and so delicately +formed that she seemed to bend under Bordenave’s rude weight. Yet she +was smilingly submissive withal. He postured there for some moments, +for he felt that together they formed a tableau. + +“One can’t help liking ye, eh?” he continued. “Zounds, I was afraid I +should get bored, and I said to myself, ‘Here goes.’” + +But he interrupted himself with an oath. + +“Oh, damn!” + +Simonne had taken a step too quickly forward, and his foot had just +felt his full weight. He gave her a rough push, but she, still smiling +away and ducking her pretty head as some animal might that is afraid of +a beating, held him up with all the strength a little plump blonde can +command. Amid all these exclamations there was a rush to his +assistance. Nana and Rose Mignon rolled up an armchair, into which +Bordenave let himself sink, while the other women slid a second one +under his leg. And with that all the actresses present kissed him as a +matter of course. He kept grumbling and gasping. + +“Oh, damn! Oh, damn! Ah well, the stomach’s unhurt, you’ll see.” + +Other guests had arrived by this time, and motion became impossible in +the room. The noise of clinking plates and silver had ceased, and now a +dispute was heard going on in the big drawing room, where the voice of +the manager grumbled angrily. Nana was growing impatient, for she +expected no more invited guests and wondered why they did not bring in +supper. She had just sent Georges to find out what was going on when, +to her great surprise, she noticed the arrival of more guests, both +male and female. She did not know them in the least. Whereupon with +some embarrassment she questioned Bordenave, Mignon and Labordette +about them. They did not know them any more than she did, but when she +turned to the Count de Vandeuvres he seemed suddenly to recollect +himself. They were the young men he had pressed into her service at +Count Muffat’s. Nana thanked him. That was capital, capital! Only they +would all be terribly crowded, and she begged Labordette to go and have +seven more covers set. Scarcely had he left the room than the footman +ushered in three newcomers. Nay, this time the thing was becoming +ridiculous; one certainly could never take them all in. Nana was +beginning to grow angry and in her haughtiest manner announced that +such conduct was scarcely in good taste. But seeing two more arrive, +she began laughing; it was really too funny. So much the worse. People +would have to fit in anyhow! The company were all on their feet save +Gaga and Rose and Bordenave, who alone took up two armchairs. There was +a buzz of voices, people talking in low tones and stifling slight yawns +the while. + +“Now what d’you say, my lass,” asked Bordenave, “to our sitting down at +table as if nothing had happened? We are all here, don’t you think?” + +“Oh yes, we’re all here, I promise you!” she answered laughingly. + +She looked round her but grew suddenly serious, as though she were +surprised at not finding someone. Doubtless there was a guest missing +whom she did not mention. It was a case of waiting. But a minute or two +later the company noticed in their midst a tall gentleman with a fine +face and a beautiful white beard. The most astonishing thing about it +was that nobody had seen him come in; indeed, he must have slipped into +the little drawing room through the bedroom door, which had remained +ajar. Silence reigned, broken only by a sound of whispering. The Count +de Vandeuvres certainly knew who the gentleman was, for they both +exchanged a discreet handgrip, but to the questions which the women +asked him he replied by a smile only. Thereupon Caroline Hequet wagered +in a low voice that it was an English lord who was on the eve of +returning to London to be married. She knew him quite well—she had had +him. And this account of the matter went the round of the ladies +present, Maria Blond alone asserting that, for her part, she recognized +a German ambassador. She could prove it, because he often passed the +night with one of her friends. Among the men his measure was taken in a +few rapid phrases. A real swell, to judge by his looks! Perhaps he +would pay for the supper! Most likely. It looked like it. Bah! Provided +only the supper was a good one! In the end the company remained +undecided. Nay, they were already beginning to forget the old +white-bearded gentleman when the manager opened the door of the large +drawing room. + +“Supper is on the table, madame.” + +Nana had already accepted Steiner’s proffered arm without noticing a +movement on the part of the old gentleman, who started to walk behind +her in solitary state. Thus the march past could not be organized, and +men and women entered anyhow, joking with homely good humor over this +absence of ceremony. A long table stretched from one end to the other +of the great room, which had been entirely cleared of furniture, and +this same table was not long enough, for the plates thereon were +touching one another. Four candelabra, with ten candles apiece, lit up +the supper, and of these one was gorgeous in silver plate with sheaves +of flowers to right and left of it. Everything was luxurious after the +restaurant fashion; the china was ornamented with a gold line and +lacked the customary monogram; the silver had become worn and tarnished +through dint of continual washings; the glass was of the kind that you +can complete an odd set of in any cheap emporium. + +The scene suggested a premature housewarming in an establishment newly +smiled on by fortune and as yet lacking the necessary conveniences. +There was no central luster, and the candelabra, whose tall tapers had +scarcely burned up properly, cast a pale yellow light among the dishes +and stands on which fruit, cakes and preserves alternated +symmetrically. + +“You sit where you like, you know,” said Nana. “It’s more amusing that +way.” + +She remained standing midway down the side of the table. The old +gentleman whom nobody knew had placed himself on her right, while she +kept Steiner on her left hand. Some guests were already sitting down +when the sound of oaths came from the little drawing room. It was +Bordenave. The company had forgotten him, and he was having all the +trouble in the world to raise himself out of his two armchairs, for he +was howling amain and calling for that cat of a Simonne, who had +slipped off with the rest. The women ran in to him, full of pity for +his woes, and Bordenave appeared, supported, nay, almost carried, by +Caroline, Clarisse, Tatan Nene and Maria Blond. And there was much +to-do over his installation at the table. + +“In the middle, facing Nana!” was the cry. “Bordenave in the middle! +He’ll be our president!” + +Thereupon the ladies seated him in the middle. But he needed a second +chair for his leg, and two girls lifted it up and stretched it +carefully out. It wouldn’t matter; he would eat sideways. + +“God blast it all!” he grumbled. “We’re squashed all the same! Ah, my +kittens, Papa recommends himself to your tender care!” + +He had Rose Mignon on his right and Lucy Stewart on his left hand, and +they promised to take good care of him. Everybody was now getting +settled. Count de Vandeuvres placed himself between Lucy and Clarisse; +Fauchery between Rose Mignon and Caroline Hequet. On the other side of +the table Hector de la Faloise had rushed to get next Gaga, and that +despite the calls of Clarisse opposite, while Mignon, who never +deserted Steiner, was only separated from him by Blanche and had Tatan +Nene on his left. Then came Labordette and, finally, at the two ends of +the table were irregular crowding groups of young men and of women, +such as Simonne, Léa de Horn and Maria Blond. It was in this region +that Daguenet and Georges forgathered more warmly than ever while +smilingly gazing at Nana. + +Nevertheless, two people remained standing, and there was much joking +about it. The men offered seats on their knees. Clarisse, who could not +move her elbows, told Vandeuvres that she counted on him to feed her. +And then that Bordenave did just take up space with his chairs! There +was a final effort, and at last everybody was seated, but, as Mignon +loudly remarked, they were confoundedly like herrings in a barrel. + +“Thick asparagus soup à la comtesse, clear soup à la Deslignac,” +murmured the waiters, carrying about platefuls in rear of the guests. + +Bordenave was loudly recommending the thick soup when a shout arose, +followed by protests and indignant exclamations. The door had just +opened, and three late arrivals, a woman and two men, had just come in. +Oh dear, no! There was no space for them! Nana, however, without +leaving her chair, began screwing up her eyes in the effort to find out +whether she knew them. The woman was Louise Violaine, but she had never +seen the men before. + +“This gentleman, my dear,” said Vandeuvres, “is a friend of mine, a +naval officer, Monsieur de Foucarmont by name. I invited him.” + +Foucarmont bowed and seemed very much at ease, for he added: + +“And I took leave to bring one of my friends with me.” + +“Oh, it’s quite right, quite right!” said Nana. “Sit down, pray. Let’s +see, you—Clarisse—push up a little. You’re a good deal spread out down +there. That’s it—where there’s a will—” + +They crowded more tightly than ever, and Foucarmont and Louise were +given a little stretch of table, but the friend had to sit at some +distance from his plate and ate his supper through dint of making a +long arm between his neighbors’ shoulders. The waiters took away the +soup plates and circulated rissoles of young rabbit with truffles and +“niokys” and powdered cheese. Bordenave agitated the whole table with +the announcement that at one moment he had had the idea of bringing +with him Prullière, Fontan and old Bosc. At this Nana looked sedate and +remarked dryly that she would have given them a pretty reception. Had +she wanted colleagues, she would certainly have undertaken to ask them +herself. No, no, she wouldn’t have third-rate play actors. Old Bosc was +always drunk; Prullière was fond of spitting too much, and as to +Fontan, he made himself unbearable in society with his loud voice and +his stupid doings. Then, you know, third-rate play actors were always +out of place when they found themselves in the society of gentlemen +such as those around her. + +“Yes, yes, it’s true,” Mignon declared. + +All round the table the gentlemen in question looked unimpeachable in +the extreme, what with their evening dress and their pale features, the +natural distinction of which was still further refined by fatigue. The +old gentleman was as deliberate in his movements and wore as subtle a +smile as though he were presiding over a diplomatic congress, and +Vandeuvres, with his exquisite politeness toward the ladies next to +him, seemed to be at one of the Countess Muffat’s receptions. That very +morning Nana had been remarking to her aunt that in the matter of men +one could not have done better—they were all either wellborn or +wealthy, in fact, quite the thing. And as to the ladies, they were +behaving admirably. Some of them, such as Blanche, Léa and Louise, had +come in low dresses, but Gaga’s only was perhaps a little too low, the +more so because at her age she would have done well not to show her +neck at all. Now that the company were finally settled the laughter and +the light jests began to fail. Georges was under the impression that he +had assisted at merrier dinner parties among the good folks of Orleans. +There was scarcely any conversation. The men, not being mutually +acquainted, stared at one another, while the women sat quite quiet, and +it was this which especially surprised Georges. He thought them all +smugs—he had been under the impression that everybody would begin +kissing at once. + +The third course, consisting of a Rhine carp à la Chambord and a saddle +of venison à l’anglaise, was being served when Blanche remarked aloud: + +“Lucy, my dear, I met your Ollivier on Sunday. How he’s grown!” + +“Dear me, yes! He’s eighteen,” replied Lucy. “It doesn’t make me feel +any younger. He went back to his school yesterday.” + +Her son Ollivier, whom she was wont to speak of with pride, was a pupil +at the École de Marine. Then ensued a conversation about the young +people, during which all the ladies waxed very tender. Nana described +her own great happiness. Her baby, the little Louis, she said, was now +at the house of her aunt, who brought him round to her every morning at +eleven o’clock, when she would take him into her bed, where he played +with her griffon dog Lulu. It was enough to make one die of laughing to +see them both burying themselves under the clothes at the bottom of the +bed. The company had no idea how cunning Louiset had already become. + +“Oh, yesterday I did just pass a day!” said Rose Mignon in her turn. +“Just imagine, I went to fetch Charles and Henry at their boarding +school, and I had positively to take them to the theater at night. They +jumped; they clapped their little hands: ‘We shall see Mamma act! We +shall see Mamma act!’ Oh, it was a to-do!” + +Mignon smiled complaisantly, his eyes moist with paternal tenderness. + +“And at the play itself,” he continued, “they were so funny! They +behaved as seriously as grown men, devoured Rose with their eyes and +asked me why Mamma had her legs bare like that.” + +The whole table began laughing, and Mignon looked radiant, for his +pride as a father was flattered. He adored his children and had but one +object in life, which was to increase their fortunes by administering +the money gained by Rose at the theater and elsewhere with the +businesslike severity of a faithful steward. When as first fiddle in +the music hall where she used to sing he had married her, they had been +passionately fond of one another. Now they were good friends. There was +an understanding between them: she labored hard to the full extent of +her talent and of her beauty; he had given up his violin in order the +better to watch over her successes as an actress and as a woman. One +could not have found a more homely and united household anywhere! + +“What age is your eldest?” asked Vandeuvres. + +“Henry’s nine,” replied Mignon, “but such a big chap for his years!” + +Then he chaffed Steiner, who was not fond of children, and with quiet +audacity informed him that were he a father, he would make a less +stupid hash of his fortune. While talking he watched the banker over +Blanche’s shoulders to see if it was coming off with Nana. But for some +minutes Rose and Fauchery, who were talking very near him, had been +getting on his nerves. Was Rose going to waste time over such a folly +as that? In that sort of case, by Jove, he blocked the way. And diamond +on finger and with his fine hands in great evidence, he finished +discussing a fillet of venison. + +Elsewhere the conversation about children continued. La Faloise, +rendered very restless by the immediate proximity of Gaga, asked news +of her daughter, whom he had had the pleasure of noticing in her +company at the Variétés. Lili was quite well, but she was still such a +tomboy! He was astonished to learn that Lili was entering on her +nineteenth year. Gaga became even more imposing in his eyes, and when +he endeavored to find out why she had not brought Lili with her: + +“Oh no, no, never!” she said stiffly. “Not three months ago she +positively insisted on leaving her boarding school. I was thinking of +marrying her off at once, but she loves me so that I had to take her +home—oh, so much against my will!” + +Her blue eyelids with their blackened lashes blinked and wavered while +she spoke of the business of settling her young lady. If at her time of +life she hadn’t laid by a sou but was still always working to minister +to men’s pleasures, especially those very young men, whose grandmother +she might well be, it was truly because she considered a good match of +far greater importance than mere savings. And with that she leaned over +La Faloise, who reddened under the huge, naked, plastered shoulder with +which she well-nigh crushed him. + +“You know,” she murmured, “if she fails it won’t be my fault. But +they’re so strange when they’re young!” + +There was a considerable bustle round the table, and the waiters became +very active. After the third course the entrees had made their +appearance; they consisted of pullets à la marechale, fillets of sole +with shallot sauce and escalopes of Strasbourg paté. The manager, who +till then had been having Meursault served, now offered Chambertin and +Leoville. Amid the slight hubbub which the change of plates involved +Georges, who was growing momentarily more astonished, asked Daguenet if +all the ladies present were similarly provided with children, and the +other, who was amused by this question, gave him some further details. +Lucy Stewart was the daughter of a man of English origin who greased +the wheels of the trains at the Gare du Nord; she was thirty-nine years +old and had the face of a horse but was adorable withal and, though +consumptive, never died. In fact, she was the smartest woman there and +represented three princes and a duke. Caroline Hequet, born at +Bordeaux, daughter of a little clerk long since dead of shame, was +lucky enough to be possessed of a mother with a head on her shoulders, +who, after having cursed her, had made it up again at the end of a year +of reflection, being minded, at any rate, to save a fortune for her +daughter. The latter was twenty-five years old and very passionless and +was held to be one of the finest women it is possible to enjoy. Her +price never varied. The mother, a model of orderliness, kept the +accounts and noted down receipts and expenditures with severe +precision. She managed the whole household from some small lodging two +stories above her daughter’s, where, moreover, she had established a +workroom for dressmaking and plain sewing. As to Blanche de Sivry, +whose real name was Jacqueline Bandu, she hailed from a village near +Amiens. Magnificent in person, stupid and untruthful in character, she +gave herself out as the granddaughter of a general and never owned to +her thirty-two summers. The Russians had a great taste for her, owing +to her embonpoint. Then Daguenet added a rapid word or two about the +rest. There was Clarisse Besnus, whom a lady had brought up from +Saint-Aubin-sur-Mer in the capacity of maid while the lady’s husband +had started her in quite another line. There was Simonne Cabiroche, the +daughter of a furniture dealer in the Faubourg Saint-Antoine, who had +been educated in a large boarding school with a view to becoming a +governess. Finally there were Maria Blond and Louise Violaine and Léa +de Horn, who had all shot up to woman’s estate on the pavements of +Paris, not to mention Tatan Nene, who had herded cows in Champagne till +she was twenty. + +Georges listened and looked at these ladies, feeling dizzy and excited +by the coarse recital thus crudely whispered in his ear, while behind +his chair the waiters kept repeating in respectful tones: + +“Pullets à la marechale; fillets of sole with ravigote sauce.” + +“My dear fellow,” said Daguenet, giving him the benefit of his +experience, “don’t take any fish; it’ll do you no good at this time of +night. And be content with Leoville: it’s less treacherous.” + +A heavy warmth floated upward from the candelabras, from the dishes +which were being handed round, from the whole table where thirty-eight +human beings were suffocating. And the waiters forgot themselves and +ran when crossing the carpet, so that it was spotted with grease. +Nevertheless, the supper grew scarce any merrier. The ladies trifled +with their meat, left half of it uneaten. Tatan Nene alone partook +gluttonously of every dish. At that advanced hour of the night hunger +was of the nervous order only, a mere whimsical craving born of an +exasperated stomach. + +At Nana’s side the old gentleman refused every dish offered him; he had +only taken a spoonful of soup, and he now sat in front of his empty +plate, gazing silently about. There was some subdued yawning, and +occasionally eyelids closed and faces became haggard and white. It was +unutterably slow, as it always was, according to Vandeuvres’s dictum. +This sort of supper should be served anyhow if it was to be funny, he +opined. Otherwise when elegantly and conventionally done you might as +well feed in good society, where you were not more bored than here. Had +it not been for Bordenave, who was still bawling away, everybody would +have fallen asleep. That rum old buffer Bordenave, with his leg duly +stretched on its chair, was letting his neighbors, Lucy and Rose, wait +on him as though he were a sultan. They were entirely taken up with +him, and they helped him and pampered him and watched over his glass +and his plate, and yet that did not prevent his complaining. + +“Who’s going to cut up my meat for me? I can’t; the table’s a league +away.” + +Every few seconds Simonne rose and took up a position behind his back +in order to cut his meat and his bread. All the women took a great +interest in the things he ate. The waiters were recalled, and he was +stuffed to suffocation. Simonne having wiped his mouth for him while +Rose and Lucy were changing his plate, her act struck him as very +pretty and, deigning at length to show contentment: + +“There, there, my daughter,” he said, “that’s as it should be. Women +are made for that!” + +There was a slight reawakening, and conversation became general as they +finished discussing some orange sherbet. The hot roast was a fillet +with truffles, and the cold roast a galantine of guinea fowl in jelly. +Nana, annoyed by the want of go displayed by her guests, had begun +talking with the greatest distinctness. + +“You know the Prince of Scots has already had a stage box reserved so +as to see the Blonde Venus when he comes to visit the exhibition.” + +“I very much hope that all the princes will come and see it,” declared +Bordenave with his mouth full. + +“They are expecting the shah of Persia next Sunday,” said Lucy Stewart. +Whereupon Rose Mignon spoke of the shah’s diamonds. He wore a tunic +entirely covered with gems; it was a marvel, a flaming star; it +represented millions. And the ladies, with pale faces and eyes +glittering with covetousness, craned forward and ran over the names of +the other kings, the other emperors, who were shortly expected. All of +them were dreaming of some royal caprice, some night to be paid for by +a fortune. + +“Now tell me, dear boy,” Caroline Hequet asked Vandeuvres, leaning +forward as she did so, “how old’s the emperor of Russia?” + +“Oh, he’s ‘present time,’” replied the count, laughing. “Nothing to be +done in that quarter, I warn you.” + +Nana made pretense of being hurt. The witticism appeared somewhat too +stinging, and there was a murmur of protest. But Blanche gave a +description of the king of Italy, whom she had once seen at Milan. He +was scarcely good looking, and yet that did not prevent him enjoying +all the women. She was put out somewhat when Fauchery assured her that +Victor Emmanuel could not come to the exhibition. Louise Violaine and +Léa favored the emperor of Austria, and all of a sudden little Maria +Blond was heard saying: + +“What an old stick the king of Prussia is! I was at Baden last year, +and one was always meeting him about with Count Bismarck.” + +“Dear me, Bismarck!” Simonne interrupted. “I knew him once, I did. A +charming man.” + +“That’s what I was saying yesterday,” cried Vandeuvres, “but nobody +would believe me.” + +And just as at Countess Sabine’s, there ensued a long discussion about +Bismarck. Vandeuvres repeated the same phrases, and for a moment or two +one was again in the Muffats’ drawing room, the only difference being +that the ladies were changed. Then, just as last night, they passed on +to a discussion on music, after which, Foucarmont having let slip some +mention of the assumption of the veil of which Paris was still talking, +Nana grew quite interested and insisted on details about Mlle de +Fougeray. Oh, the poor child, fancy her burying herself alive like +that! Ah well, when it was a question of vocation! All round the table +the women expressed themselves much touched, and Georges, wearied at +hearing these things a second time discussed, was beginning to ask +Daguenet about Nana’s ways in private life, when the conversation +veered fatefully back to Count Bismarck. Tatan Nene bent toward +Labordette to ask him privily who this Bismarck might be, for she did +not know him. Whereupon Labordette, in cold blood, told her some +portentous anecdotes. This Bismarck, he said, was in the habit of +eating raw meat and when he met a woman near his den would carry her +off thither on his back; at forty years of age he had already had as +many as thirty-two children that way. + +“Thirty-two children at forty!” cried Tatan Nene, stupefied and yet +convinced. “He must be jolly well worn out for his age.” + +There was a burst of merriment, and it dawned on her that she was being +made game of. + +“You sillies! How am I to know if you’re joking?” + +Gaga, meanwhile, had stopped at the exhibition. Like all these ladies, +she was delightedly preparing for the fray. A good season, provincials +and foreigners rushing into Paris! In the long run, perhaps, after the +close of the exhibition she would, if her business had flourished, be +able to retire to a little house at Jouvisy, which she had long had her +eye on. + +“What’s to be done?” she said to La Faloise. “One never gets what one +wants! Oh, if only one were still really loved!” + +Gaga behaved meltingly because she had felt the young man’s knee gently +placed against her own. He was blushing hotly and lisping as elegantly +as ever. She weighed him at a glance. Not a very heavy little +gentleman, to be sure, but then she wasn’t hard to please. La Faloise +obtained her address. + +“Just look there,” murmured Vandeuvres to Clarisse. “I think Gaga’s +doing you out of your Hector.” + +“A good riddance, so far as I’m concerned,” replied the actress. “That +fellow’s an idiot. I’ve already chucked him downstairs three times. You +know, I’m disgusted when dirty little boys run after old women.” + +She broke off and with a little gesture indicated Blanche, who from the +commencement of dinner had remained in a most uncomfortable attitude, +sitting up very markedly, with the intention of displaying her +shoulders to the old distinguished-looking gentleman three seats beyond +her. + +“You’re being left too,” she resumed. + +Vandeuvres smiled his thin smile and made a little movement to signify +he did not care. Assuredly ’twas not he who would ever have prevented +poor, dear Blanche scoring a success. He was more interested by the +spectacle which Steiner was presenting to the table at large. The +banker was noted for his sudden flames. That terrible German Jew who +brewed money, whose hands forged millions, was wont to turn imbecile +whenever he became enamored of a woman. He wanted them all too! Not one +could make her appearance on the stage but he bought her, however +expensive she might be. Vast sums were quoted. Twice had his furious +appetite for courtesans ruined him. The courtesans, as Vandeuvres used +to say, avenged public morality by emptying his moneybags. A big +operation in the saltworks of the Landes had rendered him powerful on +’change, and so for six weeks past the Mignons had been getting a +pretty slice out of those same saltworks. But people were beginning to +lay wagers that the Mignons would not finish their slice, for Nana was +showing her white teeth. Once again Steiner was in the toils, and so +deeply this time that as he sat by Nana’s side he seemed stunned; he +ate without appetite; his lip hung down; his face was mottled. She had +only to name a figure. Nevertheless, she did not hurry but continued +playing with him, breathing her merry laughter into his hairy ear and +enjoying the little convulsive movements which kept traversing his +heavy face. There would always be time enough to patch all that up if +that ninny of a Count Muffat were really to treat her as Joseph did +Potiphar’s wife. + +“Leoville or Chambertin?” murmured a waiter, who came craning forward +between Nana and Steiner just as the latter was addressing her in a low +voice. + +“Eh, what?” he stammered, losing his head. “Whatever you like—I don’t +care.” + +Vandeuvres gently nudged Lucy Stewart, who had a very spiteful tongue +and a very fierce invention when once she was set going. That evening +Mignon was driving her to exasperation. + +“He would gladly be bottleholder, you know,” she remarked to the count. +“He’s in hopes of repeating what he did with little Jonquier. You +remember: Jonquier was Rose’s man, but he was sweet on big Laure. Now +Mignon procured Laure for Jonquier and then came back arm in arm with +him to Rose, as if he were a husband who had been allowed a little +peccadillo. But this time the thing’s going to fail. Nana doesn’t give +up the men who are lent her.” + +“What ails Mignon that he should be looking at his wife in that severe +way?” asked Vandeuvres. + +He leaned forward and saw Rose growing exceedingly amorous toward +Fauchery. This was the explanation of his neighbor’s wrath. He resumed +laughingly: + +“The devil, are you jealous?” + +“Jealous!” said Lucy in a fury. “Good gracious, if Rose is wanting Léon +I give him up willingly—for what he’s worth! That’s to say, for a +bouquet a week and the rest to match! Look here, my dear boy, these +theatrical trollops are all made the same way. Why, Rose cried with +rage when she read Léon’s article on Nana; I know she did. So now, you +understand, she must have an article, too, and she’s gaining it. As for +me, I’m going to chuck Léon downstairs—you’ll see!” + +She paused to say “Leoville” to the waiter standing behind her with his +two bottles and then resumed in lowered tones: + +“I don’t want to shout; it isn’t my style. But she’s a cocky slut all +the same. If I were in her husband’s place I should lead her a lovely +dance. Oh, she won’t be very happy over it. She doesn’t know my +Fauchery: a dirty gent he is, too, palling up with women like that so +as to get on in the world. Oh, a nice lot they are!” + +Vandeuvres did his best to calm her down, but Bordenave, deserted by +Rose and by Lucy, grew angry and cried out that they were letting Papa +perish of hunger and thirst. This produced a fortunate diversion. Yet +the supper was flagging; no one was eating now, though platefuls of +cepes a’ l’italienne and pineapple fritters à la Pompadour were being +mangled. The champagne, however, which had been drunk ever since the +soup course, was beginning little by little to warm the guests into a +state of nervous exaltation. They ended by paying less attention to +decorum than before. The women began leaning on their elbows amid the +disordered table arrangements, while the men, in order to breathe more +easily, pushed their chairs back, and soon the black coats appeared +buried between the light-colored bodices, and bare shoulders, half +turned toward the table, began to gleam as soft as silk. It was too +hot, and the glare of the candles above the table grew ever yellower +and duller. Now and again, when a women bent forward, the back of her +neck glowed golden under a rain of curls, and the glitter of a diamond +clasp lit up a lofty chignon. There was a touch of fire in the passing +jests, in the laughing eyes, in the sudden gleam of white teeth, in the +reflection of the candelabra on the surface of a glass of champagne. +The company joked at the tops of their voices, gesticulated, asked +questions which no one answered and called to one another across the +whole length of the room. But the loudest din was made by the waiters; +they fancied themselves at home in the corridors of their parent +restaurant; they jostled one another and served the ices and the +dessert to an accompaniment of guttural exclamations. + +“My children,” shouted Bordenave, “you know we’re playing tomorrow. Be +careful! Not too much champagne!” + +“As far as I’m concerned,” said Foucarmont, “I’ve drunk every +imaginable kind of wine in all the four quarters of the globe. +Extraordinary liquors some of ’em, containing alcohol enough to kill a +corpse! Well, and what d’you think? Why, it never hurt me a bit. I +can’t make myself drunk. I’ve tried and I can’t.” + +He was very pale, very calm and collected, and he lolled back in his +chair, drinking without cessation. + +“Never mind that,” murmured Louise Violaine. “Leave off; you’ve had +enough. It would be a funny business if I had to look after you the +rest of the night.” + +Such was her state of exaltation that Lucy Stewart’s cheeks were +assuming a red, consumptive flush, while Rose Mignon with moist eyelids +was growing excessively melting. Tatan Nene, greatly astonished at the +thought that she had overeaten herself, was laughing vaguely over her +own stupidity. The others, such as Blanche, Caroline, Simonne and +Maria, were all talking at once and telling each other about their +private affairs—about a dispute with a coachman, a projected picnic and +innumerable complex stories of lovers stolen or restored. Meanwhile a +young man near Georges, having evinced a desire to kiss Léa de Horn, +received a sharp rap, accompanied by a “Look here, you, let me go!” +which was spoken in a tone of fine indignation; and Georges, who was +now very tipsy and greatly excited by the sight of Nana, hesitated +about carrying out a project which he had been gravely maturing. He had +been planning, indeed, to get under the table on all fours and to go +and crouch at Nana’s feet like a little dog. Nobody would have seen +him, and he would have stayed there in the quietest way. But when at +Léa’s urgent request Daguenet had told the young man to sit still, +Georges all at once felt grievously chagrined, as though the reproof +had just been leveled at him. Oh, it was all silly and slow, and there +was nothing worth living for! Daguenet, nevertheless, began chaffing +and obliged him to swallow a big glassful of water, asking him at the +same time what he would do if he were to find himself alone with a +woman, seeing that three glasses of champagne were able to bowl him +over. + +“Why, in Havana,” resumed Foucarmont, “they make a spirit with a +certain wild berry; you think you’re swallowing fire! Well now, one +evening I drank more than a liter of it, and it didn’t hurt me one bit. +Better than that, another time when we were on the coast of Coromandel +some savages gave us I don’t know what sort of a mixture of pepper and +vitriol, and that didn’t hurt me one bit. I can’t make myself drunk.” + +For some moments past La Faloise’s face opposite had excited his +displeasure. He began sneering and giving vent to disagreeable +witticisms. La Faloise, whose brain was in a whirl, was behaving very +restlessly and squeezing up against Gaga. But at length he became the +victim of anxiety; somebody had just taken his handkerchief, and with +drunken obstinacy he demanded it back again, asked his neighbors about +it, stooped down in order to look under the chairs and the guests’ +feet. And when Gaga did her best to quiet him: + +“It’s a nuisance,” he murmured, “my initials and my coronet are worked +in the corner. They may compromise me.” + +“I say, Monsieur Falamoise, Lamafoise, Mafaloise!” shouted Foucarmont, +who thought it exceedingly witty thus to disfigure the young man’s name +ad infinitum. + +But La Faloise grew wroth and talked with a stutter about his ancestry. +He threatened to send a water bottle at Foucarmont’s head, and Count de +Vandeuvres had to interfere in order to assure him that Foucarmont was +a great joker. Indeed, everybody was laughing. This did for the already +flurried young man, who was very glad to resume his seat and to begin +eating with childlike submissiveness when in a loud voice his cousin +ordered him to feed. Gaga had taken him back to her ample side; only +from time to time he cast sly and anxious glances at the guests, for he +ceased not to search for his handkerchief. + +Then Foucarmont, being now in his witty vein, attacked Labordette right +at the other end of the table. Louise Violaine strove to make him hold +his tongue, for, she said, “when he goes nagging at other people like +that it always ends in mischief for me.” He had discovered a witticism +which consisted in addressing Labordette as “Madame,” and it must have +amused him greatly, for he kept on repeating it while Labordette +tranquilly shrugged his shoulders and as constantly replied: + +“Pray hold your tongue, my dear fellow; it’s stupid.” + +But as Foucarmont failed to desist and even became insulting without +his neighbors knowing why, he left off answering him and appealed to +Count Vandeuvres. + +“Make your friend hold his tongue, monsieur. I don’t wish to become +angry.” + +Foucarmont had twice fought duels, and he was in consequence most +politely treated and admitted into every circle. But there was now a +general uprising against him. The table grew merry at his sallies, for +they thought him very witty, but that was no reason why the evening +should be spoiled. Vandeuvres, whose subtle countenance was darkening +visibly, insisted on his restoring Labordette his sex. The other +men—Mignon, Steiner and Bordenave—who were by this time much exalted, +also intervened with shouts which drowned his voice. Only the old +gentleman sitting forgotten next to Nana retained his stately demeanor +and, still smiling in his tired, silent way, watched with lackluster +eyes the untoward finish of the dessert. + +“What do you say to our taking coffee in here, duckie?” said Bordenave. +“We’re very comfortable.” + +Nana did not give an immediate reply. Since the beginning of supper she +had seemed no longer in her own house. All this company had overwhelmed +and bewildered her with their shouts to the waiters, the loudness of +their voices and the way in which they put themselves at their ease, +just as though they were in a restaurant. Forgetting her role of +hostess, she busied herself exclusively with bulky Steiner, who was +verging on apoplexy beside her. She was listening to his proposals and +continually refusing them with shakes of the head and that temptress’s +laughter which is peculiar to a voluptuous blonde. The champagne she +had been drinking had flushed her a rosy-red; her lips were moist; her +eyes sparkled, and the banker’s offers rose with every kittenish +movement of her shoulders, with every little voluptuous lift and fall +of her throat, which occurred when she turned her head. Close by her +ear he kept espying a sweet little satiny corner which drove him crazy. +Occasionally Nana was interrupted, and then, remembering her guests, +she would try and be as pleased as possible in order to show that she +knew how to receive. Toward the end of the supper she was very tipsy. +It made her miserable to think of it, but champagne had a way of +intoxicating her almost directly! Then an exasperating notion struck +her. In behaving thus improperly at her table, these ladies were +showing themselves anxious to do her an ugly turn. Oh yes, she could +see it all distinctly. Lucy had given Foucarmont a wink in order to egg +him on against Labordette, while Rose, Caroline and the others were +doing all they could to stir up the men. Now there was such a din you +couldn’t hear your neighbor speak, and so the story would get about +that you might allow yourself every kind of liberty when you supped at +Nana’s. Very well then! They should see! She might be tipsy, if you +like, but she was still the smartest and most ladylike woman there. + +“Do tell them to serve the coffee here, duckie,” resumed Bordenave. “I +prefer it here because of my leg.” + +But Nana had sprung savagely to her feet after whispering into the +astonished ears of Steiner and the old gentleman: + +“It’s quite right; it’ll teach me to go and invite a dirty lot like +that.” + +Then she pointed to the door of the dining room and added at the top of +her voice: + +“If you want coffee it’s there, you know.” + +The company left the table and crowded toward the dining room without +noticing Nana’s indignant outburst. And soon no one was left in the +drawing room save Bordenave, who advanced cautiously, supporting +himself against the wall and cursing away at the confounded women who +chucked Papa the moment they were chock-full. The waiters behind him +were already busy removing the plates and dishes in obedience to the +loudly voiced orders of the manager. They rushed to and fro, jostled +one another, caused the whole table to vanish, as a pantomime property +might at the sound of the chief scene-shifter’s whistle. The ladies and +gentlemen were to return to the drawing room after drinking their +coffee. + +“By gum, it’s less hot here,” said Gaga with a slight shiver as she +entered the dining room. + +The window here had remained open. Two lamps illuminated the table, +where coffee and liqueurs were set out. There were no chairs, and the +guests drank their coffee standing, while the hubbub the waiters were +making in the next room grew louder and louder. Nana had disappeared, +but nobody fretted about her absence. They did without her excellently +well, and everybody helped himself and rummaged in the drawers of the +sideboard in search of teaspoons, which were lacking. Several groups +were formed; people separated during supper rejoined each other, and +there was an interchange of glances, of meaning laughter and of phrases +which summed up recent situations. + +“Ought not Monsieur Fauchery to come and lunch with us one of these +days, Auguste?” said Rose Mignon. + +Mignon, who was toying with his watch chain, eyed the journalist for a +second or two with his severe glance. Rose was out of her senses. As +became a good manager, he would put a stop to such spendthrift courses. +In return for a notice, well and good, but afterward, decidedly not. +Nevertheless, as he was fully aware of his wife’s wrongheadedness and +as he made it a rule to wink paternally at a folly now and again, when +such was necessary, he answered amiably enough: + +“Certainly, I shall be most happy. Pray come tomorrow, Monsieur +Fauchery.” + +Lucy Stewart heard this invitation given while she was talking with +Steiner and Blanche and, raising her voice, she remarked to the banker: + +“It’s a mania they’ve all of them got. One of them even went so far as +to steal my dog. Now, dear boy, am I to blame if you chuck her?” + +Rose turned round. She was very pale and gazed fixedly at Steiner as +she sipped her coffee. And then all the concentrated anger she felt at +his abandonment of her flamed out in her eyes. She saw more clearly +than Mignon; it was stupid in him to have wished to begin the Jonquier +ruse a second time—those dodgers never succeeded twice running. Well, +so much the worse for him! She would have Fauchery! She had been +getting enamored of him since the beginning of supper, and if Mignon +was not pleased it would teach him greater wisdom! + +“You are not going to fight?” said Vandeuvres, coming over to Lucy +Stewart. + +“No, don’t be afraid of that! Only she must mind and keep quiet, or I +let the cat out of the bag!” + +Then signing imperiously to Fauchery: + +“I’ve got your slippers at home, my little man. I’ll get them taken to +your porter’s lodge for you tomorrow.” + +He wanted to joke about it, but she swept off, looking like a queen. +Clarisse, who had propped herself against a wall in order to drink a +quiet glass of kirsch, was seen to shrug her shoulders. A pleasant +business for a man! Wasn’t it true that the moment two women were +together in the presence of their lovers their first idea was to do one +another out of them? It was a law of nature! As to herself, why, in +heaven’s name, if she had wanted to she would have torn out Gaga’s eyes +on Hector’s account! But la, she despised him! Then as La Faloise +passed by, she contented herself by remarking to him: + +“Listen, my friend, you like ’em well advanced, you do! You don’t want +’em ripe; you want ’em mildewed!” + +La Faloise seemed much annoyed and not a little anxious. Seeing +Clarisse making game of him, he grew suspicious of her. + +“No humbug, I say,” he muttered. “You’ve taken my handkerchief. Well +then, give it back!” + +“He’s dreeing us with that handkerchief of his!” she cried. “Why, you +ass, why should I have taken it from you?” + +“Why should you?” he said suspiciously. “Why, that you may send it to +my people and compromise me.” + +In the meantime Foucarmont was diligently attacking the liqueurs. He +continued to gaze sneeringly at Labordette, who was drinking his coffee +in the midst of the ladies. And occasionally he gave vent to +fragmentary assertions, as thus: “He’s the son of a horse dealer; some +say the illegitimate child of a countess. Never a penny of income, yet +always got twenty-five louis in his pocket! Footboy to the ladies of +the town! A big lubber, who never goes with any of ’em! Never, never, +never!” he repeated, growing furious. “No, by Jove! I must box his +ears.” + +He drained a glass of chartreuse. The chartreuse had not the slightest +effect upon him; it didn’t affect him “even to that extent,” and he +clicked his thumbnail against the edge of his teeth. But suddenly, just +as he was advancing upon Labordette, he grew ashy white and fell down +in a heap in front of the sideboard. He was dead drunk. Louise Violaine +was beside herself. She had been quite right to prophesy that matters +would end badly, and now she would have her work cut out for the +remainder of the night. Gaga reassured her. She examined the officer +with the eye of a woman of experience and declared that there was +nothing much the matter and that the gentleman would sleep like that +for at least a dozen or fifteen hours without any serious consequences. +Foucarmont was carried off. + +“Well, where’s Nana gone to?” asked Vandeuvres. + +Yes, she had certainly flown away somewhere on leaving the table. The +company suddenly recollected her, and everybody asked for her. Steiner, +who for some seconds had been uneasy on her account, asked Vandeuvres +about the old gentleman, for he, too, had disappeared. But the count +reassured him—he had just brought the old gentleman back. He was a +stranger, whose name it was useless to mention. Suffice it to say that +he was a very rich man who was quite pleased to pay for suppers! Then +as Nana was once more being forgotten, Vandeuvres saw Daguenet looking +out of an open door and beckoning to him. And in the bedroom he found +the mistress of the house sitting up, white-lipped and rigid, while +Daguenet and Georges stood gazing at her with an alarmed expression. + +“What IS the matter with you?” he asked in some surprise. + +She neither answered nor turned her head, and he repeated his question. + +“Why, this is what’s the matter with me,” she cried out at length; “I +won’t let them make bloody sport of me!” + +Thereupon she gave vent to any expression that occurred to her. Yes, oh +yes, SHE wasn’t a ninny—she could see clearly enough. They had been +making devilish light of her during supper and saying all sorts of +frightful things to show that they thought nothing of her! A pack of +sluts who weren’t fit to black her boots! Catch her bothering herself +again just to be badgered for it after! She really didn’t know what +kept her from chucking all that dirty lot out of the house! And with +this, rage choked her and her voice broke down in sobs. + +“Come, come, my lass, you’re drunk,” said Vandeuvres, growing familiar. +“You must be reasonable.” + +No, she would give her refusal now; she would stay where she was. + +“I am drunk—it’s quite likely! But I want people to respect me!” + +For a quarter of an hour past Daguenet and Georges had been vainly +beseeching her to return to the drawing room. She was obstinate, +however; her guests might do what they liked; she despised them too +much to come back among them. + +No, she never would, never. They might tear her in pieces before she +would leave her room! + +“I ought to have had my suspicions,” she resumed. + +“It’s that cat of a Rose who’s got the plot up! I’m certain Rose’ll +have stopped that respectable woman coming whom I was expecting +tonight.” + +She referred to Mme Robert. Vandeuvres gave her his word of honor that +Mme Robert had given a spontaneous refusal. He listened and he argued +with much gravity, for he was well accustomed to similar scenes and +knew how women in such a state ought to be treated. But the moment he +tried to take hold of her hands in order to lift her up from her chair +and draw her away with him she struggled free of his clasp, and her +wrath redoubled. Now, just look at that! They would never get her to +believe that Fauchery had not put the Count Muffat off coming! A +regular snake was that Fauchery, an envious sort, a fellow capable of +growing mad against a woman and of destroying her whole happiness. For +she knew this—the count had become madly devoted to her! She could have +had him! + +“Him, my dear, never!” cried Vandeuvres, forgetting himself and +laughing loud. + +“Why not?” she asked, looking serious and slightly sobered. + +“Because he’s thoroughly in the hands of the priests, and if he were +only to touch you with the tips of his fingers he would go and confess +it the day after. Now listen to a bit of good advice. Don’t let the +other man escape you!” + +She was silent and thoughtful for a moment or two. Then she got up and +went and bathed her eyes. Yet when they wanted to take her into the +dining room she still shouted “No!” furiously. Vandeuvres left the +bedroom, smiling and without further pressing her, and the moment he +was gone she had an access of melting tenderness, threw herself into +Daguenet’s arms and cried out: + +“Ah, my sweetie, there’s only you in the world. I love you! YES, I love +you from the bottom of my heart! Oh, it would be too nice if we could +always live together. My God! How unfortunate women are!” + +Then her eye fell upon Georges, who, seeing them kiss, was growing very +red, and she kissed him too. Sweetie could not be jealous of a baby! +She wanted Paul and Georges always to agree, because it would be so +nice for them all three to stay like that, knowing all the time that +they loved one another very much. But an extraordinary noise disturbed +them: someone was snoring in the room. Whereupon after some searching +they perceived Bordenave, who, since taking his coffee, must have +comfortably installed himself there. He was sleeping on two chairs, his +head propped on the edge of the bed and his leg stretched out in front. +Nana thought him so funny with his open mouth and his nose moving with +each successive snore that she was shaken with a mad fit of laughter. +She left the room, followed by Daguenet and Georges, crossed the dining +room, entered the drawing room, her merriment increasing at every step. + +“Oh, my dear, you’ve no idea!” she cried, almost throwing herself into +Rose’s arms. “Come and see it.” + +All the women had to follow her. She took their hands coaxingly and +drew them along with her willy-nilly, accompanying her action with so +frank an outburst of mirth that they all of them began laughing on +trust. The band vanished and returned after standing breathlessly for a +second or two round Bordenave’s lordly, outstretched form. And then +there was a burst of laughter, and when one of them told the rest to be +quiet Bordenave’s distant snorings became audible. + +It was close on four o’clock. In the dining room a card table had just +been set out, at which Vandeuvres, Steiner, Mignon and Labordette had +taken their seats. Behind them Lucy and Caroline stood making bets, +while Blanche, nodding with sleep and dissatisfied about her night, +kept asking Vandeuvres at intervals of five minutes if they weren’t +going soon. In the drawing room there was an attempt at dancing. +Daguenet was at the piano or “chest of drawers,” as Nana called it. She +did not want a “thumper,” for Mimi would play as many waltzes and +polkas as the company desired. But the dance was languishing, and the +ladies were chatting drowsily together in the corners of sofas. +Suddenly, however, there was an outburst of noise. A band of eleven +young men had arrived and were laughing loudly in the anteroom and +crowding to the drawing room. They had just come from the ball at the +Ministry of the Interior and were in evening dress and wore various +unknown orders. Nana was annoyed at this riotous entry, called to the +waiters who still remained in the kitchen and ordered them to throw +these individuals out of doors. She vowed that she had never seen any +of them before. Fauchery, Labordette, Daguenet and the rest of the men +had all come forward in order to enforce respectful behavior toward +their hostess. Big words flew about; arms were outstretched, and for +some seconds a general exchange of fisticuffs was imminent. +Notwithstanding this, however, a little sickly looking light-haired man +kept insistently repeating: + +“Come, come, Nana, you saw us the other evening at Peters’ in the great +red saloon! Pray remember, you invited us.” + +The other evening at Peters’? She did not remember it all. To begin +with, what evening? + +And when the little light-haired man had mentioned the day, which was +Wednesday, she distinctly remembered having supped at Peters’ on the +Wednesday, but she had given no invitation to anyone; she was almost +sure of that. + +“However, suppose you HAVE invited them, my good girl,” murmured +Labordette, who was beginning to have his doubts. “Perhaps you were a +little elevated.” + +Then Nana fell a-laughing. It was quite possible; she really didn’t +know. So then, since these gentlemen were on the spot, they had her +leave to come in. Everything was quietly arranged; several of the +newcomers found friends in the drawing room, and the scene ended in +handshakings. The little sickly looking light-haired man bore one of +the greatest names in France. Furthermore, the eleven announced that +others were to follow them, and, in fact, the door opened every few +moments, and men in white gloves and official garb presented +themselves. They were still coming from the ball at the Ministry. +Fauchery jestingly inquired whether the minister was not coming, too, +but Nana answered in a huff that the minister went to the houses of +people she didn’t care a pin for. What she did not say was that she was +possessed with a hope of seeing Count Muffat enter her room among all +that stream of people. He might quite have reconsidered his decision, +and so while talking to Rose she kept a sharp eye on the door. + +Five o’clock struck. The dancing had ceased, and the cardplayers alone +persisted in their game. Labordette had vacated his seat, and the women +had returned into the drawing room. The air there was heavy with the +somnolence which accompanies a long vigil, and the lamps cast a +wavering light while their burned-out wicks glowed red within their +globes. The ladies had reached that vaguely melancholy hour when they +felt it necessary to tell each other their histories. Blanche de Sivry +spoke of her grandfather, the general, while Clarisse invented a +romantic story about a duke seducing her at her uncle’s house, whither +he used to come for the boar hunting. Both women, looking different +ways, kept shrugging their shoulders and asking themselves how the +deuce the other could tell such whoppers! As to Lucy Stewart, she +quietly confessed to her origin and of her own accord spoke of her +childhood and of the days when her father, the wheel greaser at the +Northern Railway Terminus, used to treat her to an apple puff on +Sundays. + +“Oh, I must tell you about it!” cried the little Maria Blond abruptly. +“Opposite to me there lives a gentleman, a Russian, an awfully rich +man! Well, just fancy, yesterday I received a basket of fruit—oh, it +just was a basket! Enormous peaches, grapes as big as that, simply +wonderful for the time of year! And in the middle of them six +thousand-franc notes! It was the Russian’s doing. Of course I sent the +whole thing back again, but I must say my heart ached a little—when I +thought of the fruit!” + +The ladies looked at one another and pursed up their lips. At her age +little Maria Blond had a pretty cheek! Besides, to think that such +things should happen to trollops like her! Infinite was their contempt +for her among themselves. It was Lucy of whom they were particularly +jealous, for they were beside themselves at the thought of her three +princes. Since Lucy had begun taking a daily morning ride in the Bois +they all had become Amazons, as though a mania possessed them. + +Day was about to dawn, and Nana turned her eyes away from the door, for +she was relinquishing all hope. The company were bored to distraction. +Rose Mignon had refused to sing the “Slipper” and sat huddled up on a +sofa, chatting in a low voice with Fauchery and waiting for Mignon, who +had by now won some fifty louis from Vandeuvres. A fat gentleman with a +decoration and a serious cast of countenance had certainly given a +recitation in Alsatian accents of “Abraham’s Sacrifice,” a piece in +which the Almighty says, “By My blasted Name” when He swears, and Isaac +always answers with a “Yes, Papa!” Nobody, however, understood what it +was all about, and the piece had been voted stupid. People were at +their wits’ end how to make merry and to finish the night with fitting +hilarity. For a moment or two Labordette conceived the idea of +denouncing different women in a whisper to La Faloise, who still went +prowling round each individual lady, looking to see if she were hiding +his handkerchief in her bosom. Soon, as there were still some bottles +of champagne on the sideboard, the young men again fell to drinking. +They shouted to one another; they stirred each other up, but a dreary +species of intoxication, which was stupid enough to drive one to +despair, began to overcome the company beyond hope of recovery. Then +the little fair-haired fellow, the man who bore one of the greatest +names in France and had reached his wit’s end and was desperate at the +thought that he could not hit upon something really funny, conceived a +brilliant notion: he snatched up his bottle of champagne and poured its +contents into the piano. His allies were convulsed with laughter. + +“La now! Why’s he putting champagne into the piano?” asked Tatan Nene +in great astonishment as she caught sight of him. + +“What, my lass, you don’t know why he’s doing that?” replied Labordette +solemnly. “There’s nothing so good as champagne for pianos. It gives +’em tone.” + +“Ah,” murmured Tatan Nene with conviction. + +And when the rest began laughing at her she grew angry. How should she +know? They were always confusing her. + +Decidedly the evening was becoming a big failure. The night threatened +to end in the unloveliest way. In a corner by themselves Maria Blond +and Léa de Horn had begun squabbling at close quarters, the former +accusing the latter of consorting with people of insufficient wealth. +They were getting vastly abusive over it, their chief stumbling block +being the good looks of the men in question. Lucy, who was plain, got +them to hold their tongues. Good looks were nothing, according to her; +good figures were what was wanted. Farther off, on a sofa, an attache +had slipped his arm round Simonne’s waist and was trying to kiss her +neck, but Simonne, sullen and thoroughly out of sorts, pushed him away +at every fresh attempt with cries of “You’re pestering me!” and sound +slaps of the fan across his face. For the matter of that, not one of +the ladies allowed herself to be touched. Did people take them for +light women? Gaga, in the meantime, had once more caught La Faloise and +had almost hoisted him upon her knees while Clarisse was disappearing +from view between two gentlemen, shaking with nervous laughter as women +will when they are tickled. Round about the piano they were still busy +with their little game, for they were suffering from a fit of stupid +imbecility, which caused each man to jostle his fellow in his frantic +desire to empty his bottle into the instrument. It was a simple process +and a charming one. + +“Now then, old boy, drink a glass! Devil take it, he’s a thirsty piano! +Hi! ’Tenshun! Here’s another bottle! You mustn’t lose a drop!” + +Nana’s back was turned, and she did not see them. Emphatically she was +now falling back on the bulky Steiner, who was seated next to her. So +much the worse! It was all on account of that Muffat, who had refused +what was offered him. Sitting there in her white foulard dress, which +was as light and full of folds as a shift, sitting there with drooped +eyelids and cheeks pale with the touch of intoxication from which she +was suffering, she offered herself to him with that quiet expression +which is peculiar to a good-natured courtesan. The roses in her hair +and at her throat had lost their leaves, and their stalks alone +remained. Presently Steiner withdrew his hand quickly from the folds of +her skirt, where he had come in contact with the pins that Georges had +stuck there. Some drops of blood appeared on his fingers, and one fell +on Nana’s dress and stained it. + +“Now the bargain’s struck,” said Nana gravely. + +The day was breaking apace. An uncertain glimmer of light, fraught with +a poignant melancholy, came stealing through the windows. And with that +the guests began to take their departure. It was a most sour and +uncomfortable retreat. Caroline Hequet, annoyed at the loss of her +night, announced that it was high time to be off unless you were +anxious to assist at some pretty scenes. Rose pouted as if her womanly +character had been compromised. It was always so with these girls; they +didn’t know how to behave and were guilty of disgusting conduct when +they made their first appearance in society! And Mignon having cleaned +Vandeuvres out completely, the family took their departure. They did +not trouble about Steiner but renewed their invitation for tomorrow to +Fauchery. Lucy thereupon refused the journalist’s escort home and sent +him back shrilly to his “strolling actress.” At this Rose turned round +immediately and hissed out a “Dirty sow” by way of answer. But Mignon, +who in feminine quarrels was always paternal, for his experience was a +long one and rendered him superior to them, had already pushed her out +of the house, telling her at the same time to have done. Lucy came +downstairs in solitary state behind them. After which Gaga had to carry +off La Faloise, ill, sobbing like a child, calling after Clarisse, who +had long since gone off with her two gentlemen. Simonne, too, had +vanished. Indeed, none remained save Tatan, Léa and Maria, whom +Labordette complaisantly took under his charge. + +“Oh, but I don’t the least bit want to go to bed!” said Nana. “One +ought to find something to do.” + +She looked at the sky through the windowpanes. It was a livid sky, and +sooty clouds were scudding across it. It was six o’clock in the +morning. Over the way, on the opposite side of the Boulevard Haussmann, +the glistening roofs of the still-slumbering houses were sharply +outlined against the twilight sky while along the deserted roadway a +gang of street sweepers passed with a clatter of wooden shoes. As she +viewed Paris thus grimly awakening, she was overcome by tender, girlish +feelings, by a yearning for the country, for idyllic scenes, for things +soft and white. + +“Now guess what you’re to do,” she said, coming back to Steiner. +“You’re going to take me to the Bois de Boulogne, and we’ll drink milk +there.” + +She clapped her hands in childish glee. Without waiting for the +banker’s reply—he naturally consented, though he was really rather +bored and inclined to think of other things—she ran off to throw a +pelisse over her shoulders. In the drawing room there was now no one +with Steiner save the band of young men. These had by this time dropped +the very dregs of their glasses into the piano and were talking of +going, when one of their number ran in triumphantly. He held in his +hands a last remaining bottle, which he had brought back with him from +the pantry. + +“Wait a minute, wait a minute!” he shouted. “Here’s a bottle of +chartreuse; that’ll pick him up! And now, my young friends, let’s hook +it. We’re blooming idiots.” + +In the dressing room Nana was compelled to wake up Zoé, who had dozed +off on a chair. The gas was still alight, and Zoé shivered as she +helped her mistress on with her hat and pelisse. + +“Well, it’s over; I’ve done what you wanted me to,” said Nana, speaking +familiarly to the maid in a sudden burst of expansive confidence and +much relieved at the thought that she had at last made her election. +“You were quite right; the banker’s as good as another.” + +The maid was cross, for she was still heavy with sleep. She grumbled +something to the effect that Madame ought to have come to a decision +the first evening. Then following her into the bedroom, she asked what +she was going to do with “those two,” meaning Bordenave, who was +snoring away as usual, and Georges, who had slipped in slyly, buried +his head in a pillow and, finally falling asleep there, was now +breathing as lightly and regularly as a cherub. Nana in reply told her +that she was to let them sleep on. But seeing Daguenet come into the +room, she again grew tender. He had been watching her from the kitchen +and was looking very wretched. + +“Come, my sweetie, be reasonable,” she said, taking him in her arms and +kissing him with all sorts of little wheedling caresses. “Nothing’s +changed; you know that it’s sweetie whom I always adore! Eh, dear? I +had to do it. Why, I swear to you we shall have even nicer times now. +Come tomorrow, and we’ll arrange about hours. Now be quick, kiss and +hug me as you love me. Oh, tighter, tighter than that!” + +And she escaped and rejoined Steiner, feeling happy and once more +possessed with the idea of drinking milk. In the empty room the Count +de Vandeuvres was left alone with the “decorated” man who had recited +“Abraham’s Sacrifice.” Both seemed glued to the card table; they had +lost count of their whereabouts and never once noticed the broad light +of day without, while Blanche had made bold to put her feet up on a +sofa in order to try and get a little sleep. + +“Oh, Blanche is with them!” cried Nana. “We are going to drink milk, +dear. Do come; you’ll find Vandeuvres here when we return.” + +Blanche got up lazily. This time the banker’s fiery face grew white +with annoyance at the idea of having to take that big wench with him +too. She was certain to bore him. But the two women had already got him +by the arms and were reiterating: + +“We want them to milk the cow before our eyes, you know.” + + + + + CHAPTER V + + +At the Variétés they were giving the thirty-fourth performance of the +Blonde Venus. The first act had just finished, and in the greenroom +Simonne, dressed as the little laundress, was standing in front of a +console table, surmounted by a looking glass and situated between the +two corner doors which opened obliquely on the end of the dressing-room +passage. No one was with her, and she was scrutinizing her face and +rubbing her finger up and down below her eyes with a view to putting +the finishing touches to her make-up. The gas jets on either side of +the mirror flooded her with warm, crude light. + +“Has he arrived?” asked Prullière, entering the room in his Alpine +admiral’s costume, which was set off by a big sword, enormous top boots +and a vast tuft of plumes. + +“Who d’you mean?” said Simonne, taking no notice of him and laughing +into the mirror in order to see how her lips looked. + +“The prince.” + +“I don’t know; I’ve just come down. Oh, he’s certainly due here +tonight; he comes every time!” + +Prullière had drawn near the hearth opposite the console table, where a +coke fire was blazing and two more gas jets were flaring brightly. He +lifted his eyes and looked at the clock and the barometer on his right +hand and on his left. They had gilded sphinxes by way of adornment in +the style of the First Empire. Then he stretched himself out in a huge +armchair with ears, the green velvet of which had been so worn by four +generations of comedians that it looked yellow in places, and there he +stayed, with moveless limbs and vacant eyes, in that weary and resigned +attitude peculiar to actors who are used to long waits before their +turn for going on the stage. + +Old Bosc, too, had just made his appearance. He came in dragging one +foot behind the other and coughing. He was wrapped in an old box coat, +part of which had slipped from his shoulder in such a way as to uncover +the gold-laced cloak of King Dagobert. He put his crown on the piano +and for a moment or two stood moodily stamping his feet. His hands were +trembling slightly with the first beginnings of alcoholism, but he +looked a sterling old fellow for all that, and a long white beard lent +that fiery tippler’s face of his a truly venerable appearance. Then in +the silence of the room, while the shower of hail was whipping the +panes of the great window that looked out on the courtyard, he shook +himself disgustedly. + +“What filthy weather!” he growled. + +Simonne and Prullière did not move. Four or five pictures—a landscape, +a portrait of the actor Vernet—hung yellowing in the hot glare of the +gas, and a bust of Potier, one of the bygone glories of the Variétés, +stood gazing vacant-eyed from its pedestal. But just then there was a +burst of voices outside. It was Fontan, dressed for the second act. He +was a young dandy, and his habiliments, even to his gloves, were +entirely yellow. + +“Now say you don’t know!” he shouted, gesticulating. “Today’s my patron +saint’s day!” + +“What?” asked Simonne, coming up smilingly, as though attracted by the +huge nose and the vast, comic mouth of the man. “D’you answer to the +name of Achille?” + +“Exactly so! And I’m going to get ’em to tell Madame Bron to send up +champagne after the second act.” + +For some seconds a bell had been ringing in the distance. The +long-drawn sound grew fainter, then louder, and when the bell ceased a +shout ran up the stair and down it till it was lost along the passages. +“All on the stage for the second act! All on the stage for the second +act!” The sound drew near, and a little pale-faced man passed by the +greenroom doors, outside each of which he yelled at the top of his +shrill voice, “On the stage for the second act!” + +“The deuce, it’s champagne!” said Prullière without appearing to hear +the din. “You’re prospering!” + +“If I were you I should have it in from the cafe,” old Bosc slowly +announced. He was sitting on a bench covered with green velvet, with +his head against the wall. + +But Simonne said that it was one’s duty to consider Mme Bron’s small +perquisites. She clapped her hands excitedly and devoured Fontan with +her gaze while his long goatlike visage kept up a continuous twitching +of eyes and nose and mouth. + +“Oh, that Fontan!” she murmured. “There’s no one like him, no one like +him!” + +The two greenroom doors stood wide open to the corridor leading to the +wings. And along the yellow wall, which was brightly lit up by a gas +lamp out of view, passed a string of rapidly moving shadows—men in +costume, women with shawls over their scant attire, in a word, the +whole of the characters in the second act, who would shortly make their +appearance as masqeuraders in the ball at the Boule Noire. And at the +end of the corridor became audible a shuffling of feet as these people +clattered down the five wooden steps which led to the stage. As the big +Clarisse went running by Simonne called to her, but she said she would +be back directly. And, indeed, she reappeared almost at once, shivering +in the thin tunic and scarf which she wore as Iris. + +“God bless me!” she said. “It isn’t warm, and I’ve left my furs in my +dressing room!” + +Then as she stood toasting her legs in their warm rose-colored tights +in front of the fireplace she resumed: + +“The prince has arrived.” + +“Oh!” cried the rest with the utmost curiosity. + +“Yes, that’s why I ran down: I wanted to see. He’s in the first stage +box to the right, the same he was in on Thursday. It’s the third time +he’s been this week, eh? That’s Nana; well, she’s in luck’s way! I was +willing to wager he wouldn’t come again.” + +Simonne opened her lips to speak, but her remarks were drowned by a +fresh shout which arose close to the greenroom. In the passage the +callboy was yelling at the top of his shrill voice, “They’ve knocked!” + +“Three times!” said Simonne when she was again able to speak. “It’s +getting exciting. You know, he won’t go to her place; he takes her to +his. And it seems that he has to pay for it too!” + +“Egad! It’s a case of when one ‘has to go out,’” muttered Prullière +wickedly, and he got up to have a last look at the mirror as became a +handsome fellow whom the boxes adored. + +“They’ve knocked! They’ve knocked!” the callboy kept repeating in tones +that died gradually away in the distance as he passed through the +various stories and corridors. + +Fontan thereupon, knowing how it had all gone off on the first occasion +the prince and Nana met, told the two women the whole story while they +in their turn crowded against him and laughed at the tops of their +voices whenever he stooped to whisper certain details in their ears. +Old Bosc had never budged an inch—he was totally indifferent. That sort +of thing no longer interested him now. He was stroking a great +tortoise-shell cat which was lying curled up on the bench. He did so +quite beautifully and ended by taking her in his arms with the tender +good nature becoming a worn-out monarch. The cat arched its back and +then, after a prolonged sniff at the big white beard, the gluey odor of +which doubtless disgusted her, she turned and, curling herself up, went +to sleep again on the bench beside him. Bosc remained grave and +absorbed. + +“That’s all right, but if I were you I should drink the champagne at +the restaurant—its better there,” he said, suddenly addressing Fontan +when he had finished his recital. + +“The curtain’s up!” cried the callboy in cracked and long-drawn accents +“The curtain’s up! The curtain’s up!” + +The shout sounded for some moments, during which there had been a noise +of rapid footsteps. Through the suddenly opened door of the passage +came a burst of music and a far-off murmur of voices, and then the door +shut to again and you could hear its dull thud as it wedged itself into +position once more. + +A heavy, peaceful, atmosphere again pervaded the greenroom, as though +the place were situated a hundred leagues from the house where crowds +were applauding. Simonne and Clarisse were still on the topic of Nana. +There was a girl who never hurried herself! Why, yesterday she had +again come on too late! But there was a silence, for a tall damsel had +just craned her head in at the door and, seeing that she had made a +mistake, had departed to the other end of the passage. It was Satin. +Wearing a hat and a small veil for the nonce she was affecting the +manner of a lady about to pay a call. + +“A pretty trollop!” muttered Prullière, who had been coming across her +for a year past at the Café des Variétés. And at this Simonne told them +how Nana had recognized in Satin an old schoolmate, had taken a vast +fancy to her and was now plaguing Bordenave to let her make a first +appearance on the stage. + +“How d’ye do?” said Fontan, shaking hands with Mignon and Fauchery, who +now came into the room. + +Old Bosc himself gave them the tips of his fingers while the two women +kissed Mignon. + +“A good house this evening?” queried Fauchery. + +“Oh, a splendid one!” replied Prullière. “You should see ’em gaping.” + +“I say, my little dears,” remarked Mignon, “it must be your turn!” + +Oh, all in good time! They were only at the fourth scene as yet, but +Bosc got up in obedience to instinct, as became a rattling old actor +who felt that his cue was coming. At that very moment the callboy was +opening the door. + +“Monsieur Bosc!” he called. “Mademoiselle Simonne!” + +Simonne flung a fur-lined pelisse briskly over her shoulders and went +out. Bosc, without hurrying at all, went and got his crown, which he +settled on his brow with a rap. Then dragging himself unsteadily along +in his greatcoat, he took his departure, grumbling and looking as +annoyed as a man who has been rudely disturbed. + +“You were very amiable in your last notice,” continued Fontan, +addressing Fauchery. “Only why do you say that comedians are vain?” + +“Yes, my little man, why d’you say that?” shouted Mignon, bringing down +his huge hands on the journalist’s slender shoulders with such force as +almost to double him up. + +Prullière and Clarisse refrained from laughing aloud. For some time +past the whole company had been deriving amusement from a comedy which +was going on in the wings. Mignon, rendered frantic by his wife’s +caprice and annoyed at the thought that this man Fauchery brought +nothing but a certain doubtful notoriety to his household, had +conceived the idea of revenging himself on the journalist by +overwhelming him with tokens of friendship. Every evening, therefore, +when he met him behind scenes he would shower friendly slaps on his +back and shoulders, as though fairly carried away by an outburst of +tenderness, and Fauchery, who was a frail, small man in comparison with +such a giant, was fain to take the raps with a strained smile in order +not to quarrel with Rose’s husband. + +“Aha, my buck, you’ve insulted Fontan,” resumed Mignon, who was doing +his best to force the joke. “Stand on guard! One—two—got him right in +the middle of his chest!” + +He lunged and struck the young man with such force that the latter grew +very pale and could not speak for some seconds. With a wink Clarisse +showed the others where Rose Mignon was standing on the threshold of +the greenroom. Rose had witnessed the scene, and she marched straight +up to the journalist, as though she had failed to notice her husband +and, standing on tiptoe, bare-armed and in baby costume, she held her +face up to him with a caressing, infantine pout. + +“Good evening, baby,” said Fauchery, kissing her familiarly. + +Thus he indemnified himself. Mignon, however, did not seem to have +observed this kiss, for everybody kissed his wife at the theater. But +he laughed and gave the journalist a keen little look. The latter would +assurely have to pay for Rose’s bravado. + +In the passage the tightly shutting door opened and closed again, and a +tempest of applause was blown as far as the greenroom. Simonne came in +after her scene. + +“Oh, Father Bosc HAS just scored!” she cried. “The prince was writhing +with laughter and applauded with the rest as though he had been paid +to. I say, do you know the big man sitting beside the prince in the +stage box? A handsome man, with a very sedate expression and splendid +whiskers!” + +“It’s Count Muffat,” replied Fauchery. “I know that the prince, when he +was at the empress’s the day before yesterday, invited him to dinner +for tonight. He’ll have corrupted him afterward!” + +“So that’s Count Muffat! We know his father-in-law, eh, Auguste?” said +Rose, addressing her remark to Mignon. “You know the Marquis de +Chouard, at whose place I went to sing? Well, he’s in the house too. I +noticed him at the back of a box. There’s an old boy for you!” + +Prullière, who had just put on his huge plume of feathers, turned round +and called her. + +“Hi, Rose! Let’s go now!” + +She ran after him, leaving her sentence unfinished. At that moment Mme +Bron, the portress of the theater, passed by the door with an immense +bouquet in her arms. Simonne asked cheerfully if it was for her, but +the porter woman did not vouchsafe an answer and only pointed her chin +toward Nana’s dressing room at the end of the passage. Oh, that Nana! +They were loading her with flowers! Then when Mme Bron returned she +handed a letter to Clarisse, who allowed a smothered oath to escape +her. That beggar La Faloise again! There was a fellow who wouldn’t let +her alone! And when she learned the gentleman in question was waiting +for her at the porter’s lodge she shrieked: + +“Tell him I’m coming down after this act. I’m going to catch him one on +the face.” + +Fontan had rushed forward, shouting: + +“Madame Bron, just listen. Please listen, Madame Bron. I want you to +send up six bottles of champagne between the acts.” + +But the callboy had again made his appearance. He was out of breath, +and in a singsong voice he called out: + +“All to go on the stage! It’s your turn, Monsieur Fontan. Make haste, +make haste!” + +“Yes, yes, I’m going, Father Barillot,” replied Fontan in a flurry. + +And he ran after Mme Bron and continued: + +“You understand, eh? Six bottles of champagne in the greenroom between +the acts. It’s my patron saint’s day, and I’m standing the racket.” + +Simonne and Clarisse had gone off with a great rustling of skirts. +Everybody was swallowed up in the distance, and when the passage door +had banged with its usual hollow sound a fresh hail shower was heard +beating against the windows in the now-silent greenroom. Barillot, a +small, pale-faced ancient, who for thirty years had been a servant in +the theater, had advanced familiarly toward Mignon and had presented +his open snuffbox to him. This proffer of a pinch and its acceptance +allowed him a minute’s rest in his interminable career up and down +stairs and along the dressing-room passage. He certainly had still to +look up Mme Nana, as he called her, but she was one of those who +followed her own sweet will and didn’t care a pin for penalties. Why, +if she chose to be too late she was too late! But he stopped short and +murmured in great surprise: + +“Well, I never! She’s ready; here she is! She must know that the prince +is here.” + +Indeed, Nana appeared in the corridor. She was dressed as a fish hag: +her arms and face were plastered with white paint, and she had a couple +of red dabs under her eyes. Without entering the greenroom she +contented herself by nodding to Mignon and Fauchery. + +“How do? You’re all right?” + +Only Mignon shook her outstretched hand, and she hied royally on her +way, followed by her dresser, who almost trod on her heels while +stooping to adjust the folds of her skirt. In the rear of the dresser +came Satin, closing the procession and trying to look quite the lady, +though she was already bored to death. + +“And Steiner?” asked Mignon sharply. + +“Monsieur Steiner has gone away to the Loiret,” said Barillot, +preparing to return to the neighborhood of the stage. “I expect he’s +gone to buy a country place in those parts.” + +“Ah yes, I know, Nana’s country place.” + +Mignon had grown suddenly serious. Oh, that Steiner! He had promised +Rose a fine house in the old days! Well, well, it wouldn’t do to grow +angry with anybody. Here was a position that would have to be won +again. From fireplace to console table Mignon paced, sunk in thought +yet still unconquered by circumstances. There was no one in the +greenroom now save Fauchery and himself. The journalist was tired and +had flung himself back into the recesses of the big armchair. There he +stayed with half-closed eyes and as quiet as quiet could be, while the +other glanced down at him as he passed. When they were alone Mignon +scorned to slap him at every turn. What good would it have done, since +nobody would have enjoyed the spectacle? He was far too disinterested +to be personally entertained by the farcical scenes in which he figured +as a bantering husband. Glad of this short-lived respite, Fauchery +stretched his feet out languidly toward the fire and let his upturned +eyes wander from the barometer to the clock. In the course of his march +Mignon planted himself in front of Potier’s bust, looked at it without +seeming to see it and then turned back to the window, outside which +yawned the darkling gulf of the courtyard. The rain had ceased, and +there was now a deep silence in the room, which the fierce heat of the +coke fire and the flare of the gas jets rendered still more oppressive. +Not a sound came from the wings: the staircase and the passages were +deadly still. + +That choking sensation of quiet, which behind the scenes immediately +precedes the end of an act, had begun to pervade the empty greenroom. +Indeed, the place seemed to be drowsing off through very breathlessness +amid that faint murmur which the stage gives forth when the whole +troupe are raising the deafening uproar of some grand finale. + +“Oh, the cows!” Bordenave suddenly shouted in his hoarse voice. + +He had only just come up, and he was already howling complaints about +two chorus girls who had nearly fallen flat on the stage because they +were playing the fool together. When his eye lit on Mignon and Fauchery +he called them; he wanted to show them something. The prince had just +notified a desire to compliment Nana in her dressing room during the +next interval. But as he was leading them into the wings the stage +manager passed. + +“Just you find those hags Fernande and Maria!” cried Bordenave +savagely. + +Then calming down and endeavoring to assume the dignified expression +worn by “heavy fathers,” he wiped his face with his pocket handkerchief +and added: + +“I am now going to receive His Highness.” + +The curtain fell amid a long-drawn salvo of applause. Then across the +twilight stage, which was no longer lit up by the footlights, there +followed a disorderly retreat. Actors and supers and chorus made haste +to get back to their dressing rooms while the sceneshifters rapidly +changed the scenery. Simonne and Clarisse, however, had remained “at +the top,” talking together in whispers. On the stage, in an interval +between their lines, they had just settled a little matter. Clarisse, +after viewing the thing in every light, found she preferred not to see +La Faloise, who could never decide to leave her for Gaga, and so +Simonne was simply to go and explain that a woman ought not to be +palled up to in that fashion! At last she agreed to undertake the +mission. + +Then Simonne, in her theatrical laundress’s attire but with furs over +her shoulders, ran down the greasy steps of the narrow, winding stairs +which led between damp walls to the porter’s lodge. This lodge, +situated between the actors’ staircase and that of the management, was +shut in to right and left by large glass partitions and resembled a +huge transparent lantern in which two gas jets were flaring. + +There was a set of pigeonholes in the place in which were piled letters +and newspapers, while on the table various bouquets lay awaiting their +recipients in close proximity to neglected heaps of dirty plates and to +an old pair of stays, the eyelets of which the portress was busy +mending. And in the middle of this untidy, ill-kept storeroom sat four +fashionable, white-gloved society men. They occupied as many ancient +straw-bottomed chairs and, with an expression at once patient and +submissive, kept sharply turning their heads in Mme Bron’s direction +every time she came down from the theater overhead, for on such +occasions she was the bearer of replies. Indeed, she had but now handed +a note to a young man who had hurried out to open it beneath the +gaslight in the vestibule, where he had grown slightly pale on reading +the classic phrase—how often had others read it in that very +place!—“Impossible tonight, my dearie! I’m booked!” La Faloise sat on +one of these chairs at the back of the room, between the table and the +stove. He seemed bent on passing the evening there, and yet he was not +quite happy. Indeed, he kept tucking up his long legs in his endeavors +to escape from a whole litter of black kittens who were gamboling +wildly round them while the mother cat sat bolt upright, staring at him +with yellow eyes. + +“Ah, it’s you, Mademoiselle Simonne! What can I do for you?” asked the +portress. + +Simonne begged her to send La Faloise out to her. But Mme Bron was +unable to comply with her wishes all at once. Under the stairs in a +sort of deep cupboard she kept a little bar, whither the supers were +wont to descend for drinks between the acts, and seeing that just at +that moment there were five or six tall lubbers there who, still +dressed as Boule Noire masqueraders, were dying of thirst and in a +great hurry, she lost her head a bit. A gas jet was flaring in the +cupboard, within which it was possible to descry a tin-covered table +and some shelves garnished with half-emptied bottles. Whenever the door +of this coalhole was opened a violent whiff of alcohol mingled with the +scent of stale cooking in the lodge, as well as with the penetrating +scent of the flowers upon the table. + +“Well now,” continued the portress when she had served the supers, “is +it the little dark chap out there you want?” + +“No, no; don’t be silly!” said Simonne. “It’s the lanky one by the side +of the stove. Your cat’s sniffing at his trouser legs!” + +And with that she carried La Faloise off into the lobby, while the +other gentlemen once more resigned themselves to their fate and to +semisuffocation and the masqueraders drank on the stairs and indulged +in rough horseplay and guttural drunken jests. + +On the stage above Bordenave was wild with the sceneshifters, who +seemed never to have done changing scenes. They appeared to be acting +of set purpose—the prince would certainly have some set piece or other +tumbling on his head. + +“Up with it! Up with it!” shouted the foreman. + +At length the canvas at the back of the stage was raised into position, +and the stage was clear. Mignon, who had kept his eye on Fauchery, +seized this opportunity in order to start his pummeling matches again. +He hugged him in his long arms and cried: + +“Oh, take care! That mast just missed crushing you!” + +And he carried him off and shook him before setting him down again. In +view of the sceneshifters’ exaggerated mirth, Fauchery grew white. His +lips trembled, and he was ready to flare up in anger while Mignon, +shamming good nature, was clapping him on the shoulder with such +affectionate violence as nearly to pulverize him. + +“I value your health, I do!” he kept repeating. “Egad! I should be in a +pretty pickle if anything serious happened to you!” + +But just then a whisper ran through their midst: “The prince! The +prince!” And everybody turned and looked at the little door which +opened out of the main body of the house. At first nothing was visible +save Bordenave’s round back and beefy neck, which bobbed down and +arched up in a series of obsequious obeisances. Then the prince made +his appearance. Largely and strongly built, light of beard and rosy of +hue, he was not lacking in the kind of distinction peculiar to a sturdy +man of pleasure, the square contours of whose limbs are clearly defined +by the irreproachable cut of a frock coat. Behind him walked Count +Muffat and the Marquis de Chouard, but this particular corner of the +theater being dark, the group were lost to view amid huge moving +shadows. + +In order fittingly to address the son of a queen, who would someday +occupy a throne, Bordenave had assumed the tone of a man exhibiting a +bear in the street. In a voice tremulous with false emotion he kept +repeating: + +“If His Highness will have the goodness to follow me—would His Highness +deign to come this way? His Highness will take care!” + +The prince did not hurry in the least. On the contrary, he was greatly +interested and kept pausing in order to look at the sceneshifters’ +maneuvers. A batten had just been lowered, and the group of gaslights +high up among its iron crossbars illuminated the stage with a wide beam +of light. Muffat, who had never yet been behind scenes at a theater, +was even more astonished than the rest. An uneasy feeling of mingled +fear and vague repugnance took possession of him. He looked up into the +heights above him, where more battens, the gas jets on which were +burning low, gleamed like galaxies of little bluish stars amid a chaos +of iron rods, connecting lines of all sizes, hanging stages and +canvases spread out in space, like huge cloths hung out to dry. + +“Lower away!” shouted the foreman unexpectedly. + +And the prince himself had to warn the count, for a canvas was +descending. They were setting the scenery for the third act, which was +the grotto on Mount Etna. Men were busy planting masts in the sockets, +while others went and took frames which were leaning against the walls +of the stage and proceeded to lash them with strong cords to the poles +already in position. At the back of the stage, with a view to producing +the bright rays thrown by Vulcan’s glowing forge, a stand had been +fixed by a limelight man, who was now lighting various burners under +red glasses. The scene was one of confusion, verging to all appearances +on absolute chaos, but every little move had been prearranged. Nay, +amid all the scurry the whistle blower even took a few turns, stepping +short as he did so, in order to rest his legs. + +“His Highness overwhelms me,” said Bordenave, still bowing low. “The +theater is not large, but we do what we can. Now if His Highness deigns +to follow me—” + +Count Muffat was already making for the dressing-room passage. The +really sharp downward slope of the stage had surprised him +disagreeably, and he owed no small part of his present anxiety to a +feeling that its boards were moving under his feet. Through the open +sockets gas was descried burning in the “dock.” Human voices and blasts +of air, as from a vault, came up thence, and, looking down into the +depths of gloom, one became aware of a whole subterranean existence. +But just as the count was going up the stage a small incident occurred +to stop him. Two little women, dressed for the third act, were chatting +by the peephole in the curtain. One of them, straining forward and +widening the hole with her fingers in order the better to observe +things, was scanning the house beyond. + +“I see him,” said she sharply. “Oh, what a mug!” + +Horrified, Bordenave had much ado not to give her a kick. But the +prince smiled and looked pleased and excited by the remark. He gazed +warmly at the little woman who did not care a button for His Highness, +and she, on her part, laughed unblushingly. Bordenave, however, +persuaded the prince to follow him. Muffat was beginning to perspire; +he had taken his hat off. What inconvenienced him most was the stuffy, +dense, overheated air of the place with its strong, haunting smell, a +smell peculiar to this part of a theater, and, as such, compact of the +reek of gas, of the glue used in the manufacture of the scenery, of +dirty dark nooks and corners and of questionably clean chorus girls. In +the passage the air was still more suffocating, and one seemed to +breathe a poisoned atmosphere, which was occasionally relieved by the +acid scents of toilet waters and the perfumes of various soaps +emanating from the dressing rooms. The count lifted his eyes as he +passed and glanced up the staircase, for he was well-nigh startled by +the keen flood of light and warmth which flowed down upon his back and +shoulders. High up above him there was a clicking of ewers and basins, +a sound of laughter and of people calling to one another, a banging of +doors, which in their continual opening and shutting allowed an odor of +womankind to escape—a musky scent of oils and essences mingling with +the natural pungency exhaled from human tresses. He did not stop. Nay, +he hastened his walk: he almost ran, his skin tingling with the breath +of that fiery approach to a world he knew nothing of. + +“A theater’s a curious sight, eh?” said the Marquis de Chouard with the +enchanted expression of a man who once more finds himself amid familiar +surroundings. + +But Bordenave had at length reached Nana’s dressing room at the end of +the passage. He quietly turned the door handle; then, cringing again: + +“If His Highness will have the goodness to enter—” + +They heard the cry of a startled woman and caught sight of Nana as, +stripped to the waist, she slipped behind a curtain while her dresser, +who had been in the act of drying her, stood, towel in air, before +them. + +“Oh, it IS silly to come in that way!” cried Nana from her hiding +place. “Don’t come in; you see you mustn’t come in!” + +Bordenave did not seem to relish this sudden flight. + +“Do stay where you were, my dear. Why, it doesn’t matter,” he said. +“It’s His Highness. Come, come, don’t be childish.” + +And when she still refused to make her appearance—for she was startled +as yet, though she had begun to laugh—he added in peevish, paternal +tones: + +“Good heavens, these gentlemen know perfectly well what a woman looks +like. They won’t eat you.” + +“I’m not so sure of that,” said the prince wittily. + +With that the whole company began laughing in an exaggerated manner in +order to pay him proper court. + +“An exquisitely witty speech—an altogether Parisian speech,” as +Bordenave remarked. + +Nana vouchsafed no further reply, but the curtain began moving. +Doubtless she was making up her mind. Then Count Muffat, with glowing +cheeks, began to take stock of the dressing room. It was a square room +with a very low ceiling, and it was entirely hung with a light-colored +Havana stuff. A curtain of the same material depended from a copper rod +and formed a sort of recess at the end of the room, while two large +windows opened on the courtyard of the theater and were faced, at a +distance of three yards at most, by a leprous-looking wall against +which the panes cast squares of yellow light amid the surrounding +darkness. A large dressing glass faced a white marble toilet table, +which was garnished with a disorderly array of flasks and glass boxes +containing oils, essences and powders. The count went up to the +dressing glass and discovered that he was looking very flushed and had +small drops of perspiration on his forehead. He dropped his eyes and +came and took up a position in front of the toilet table, where the +basin, full of soapy water, the small, scattered, ivory toilet utensils +and the damp sponges, appeared for some moments to absorb his +attention. The feeling of dizziness which he had experienced when he +first visited Nana in the Boulevard Haussmann once more overcame him. +He felt the thick carpet soften under foot, and the gasjets burning by +the dressing table and by the glass seemed to shoot whistling flames +about his temples. For one moment, being afraid of fainting away under +the influence of those feminine odors which he now re-encountered, +intensified by the heat under the low-pitched ceiling, he sat down on +the edge of a softly padded divan between the two windows. But he got +up again almost directly and, returning to the dressing table, seemed +to gaze with vacant eyes into space, for he was thinking of a bouquet +of tuberoses which had once faded in his bedroom and had nearly killed +him in their death. When tuberoses are turning brown they have a human +smell. + +“Make haste!” Bordenave whispered, putting his head in behind the +curtain. + +The prince, however, was listening complaisantly to the Marquis de +Chouard, who had taken up a hare’s-foot on the dressing table and had +begun explaining the way grease paint is put on. In a corner of the +room Satin, with her pure, virginal face, was scanning the gentlemen +keenly, while the dresser, Mme Jules by name, was getting ready Venus’ +tights and tunic. Mme Jules was a woman of no age. She had the +parchment skin and changeless features peculiar to old maids whom no +one ever knew in their younger years. She had indeed shriveled up in +the burning atmosphere of the dressing rooms and amid the most famous +thighs and bosoms in all Paris. She wore everlastingly a faded black +dress, and on her flat and sexless chest a perfect forest of pins +clustered above the spot where her heart should have been. + +“I beg your pardon, gentlemen,” said Nana, drawing aside the curtain, +“but you took me by surprise.” + +They all turned round. She had not clothed herself at all, had, in +fact, only buttoned on a little pair of linen stays which half revealed +her bosom. When the gentlemen had put her to flight she had scarcely +begun undressing and was rapidly taking off her fishwife’s costume. +Through the opening in her drawers behind a corner of her shift was +even now visible. There she stood, bare-armed, bare-shouldered, +bare-breasted, in all the adorable glory of her youth and plump, fair +beauty, but she still held the curtain with one hand, as though ready +to draw it to again upon the slightest provocation. + +“Yes, you took me by surprise! I never shall dare—” she stammered in +pretty, mock confusion, while rosy blushes crossed her neck and +shoulders and smiles of embarrassment played about her lips. + +“Oh, don’t apologize,” cried Bordenave, “since these gentlemen approve +of your good looks!” + +But she still tried the hesitating, innocent, girlish game, and, +shivering as though someone were tickling her, she continued: + +“His Highness does me too great an honor. I beg His Highness will +excuse my receiving him thus—” + +“It is I who am importunate,” said the prince, “but, madame, I could +not resist the desire of complimenting you.” + +Thereupon, in order to reach her dressing table, she walked very +quietly and just as she was through the midst of the gentlemen, who +made way for her to pass. + +She had strongly marked hips, which filled her drawers out roundly, +while with swelling bosom she still continued bowing and smiling her +delicate little smile. Suddenly she seemed to recognize Count Muffat, +and she extended her hand to him as an old friend. Then she scolded him +for not having come to her supper party. His Highness deigned to chaff +Muffat about this, and the latter stammered and thrilled again at the +thought that for one second he had held in his own feverish clasp a +little fresh and perfumed hand. The count had dined excellently at the +prince’s, who, indeed, was a heroic eater and drinker. Both of them +were even a little intoxicated, but they behaved very creditably. To +hide the commotion within him Muffat could only remark about the heat. + +“Good heavens, how hot it is here!” he said. “How do you manage to live +in such a temperature, madame?” + +And conversation was about to ensue on this topic when noisy voices +were heard at the dressing-room door. Bordenave drew back the slide +over a grated peephole of the kind used in convents. Fontan was outside +with Prullière and Bosc, and all three had bottles under their arms and +their hands full of glasses. He began knocking and shouting out that it +was his patron saint’s day and that he was standing champagne round. +Nana consulted the prince with a glance. Eh! Oh dear, yes! His Highness +did not want to be in anyone’s way; he would be only too happy! But +without waiting for permission Fontan came in, repeating in baby +accents: + +“Me not a cad, me pay for champagne!” + +Then all of a sudden he became aware of the prince’s presence of which +he had been totally ignorant. He stopped short and, assuming an air of +farcical solemnity, announced: + +“King Dagobert is in the corridor and is desirous of drinking the +health of His Royal Highness.” + +The prince having made answer with a smile, Fontan’s sally was voted +charming. But the dressing room was too small to accommodate everybody, +and it became necessary to crowd up anyhow, Satin and Mme Jules +standing back against the curtain at the end and the men clustering +closely round the half-naked Nana. The three actors still had on the +costumes they had been wearing in the second act, and while Prullière +took off his Alpine admiral’s cocked hat, the huge plume of which would +have knocked the ceiling, Bosc, in his purple cloak and tinware crown, +steadied himself on his tipsy old legs and greeted the prince as became +a monarch receiving the son of a powerful neighbor. The glasses were +filled, and the company began clinking them together. + +“I drink to Your Highness!” said ancient Bosc royally. + +“To the army!” added Prullière. + +“To Venus!” cried Fontan. + +The prince complaisantly poised his glass, waited quietly, bowed thrice +and murmured: + +“Madame! Admiral! Your Majesty!” + +Then he drank it off. Count Muffat and the Marquis de Chouard had +followed his example. There was no more jesting now—the company were at +court. Actual life was prolonged in the life of the theater, and a sort +of solemn farce was enacted under the hot flare of the gas. Nana, quite +forgetting that she was in her drawers and that a corner of her shift +stuck out behind, became the great lady, the queen of love, in act to +open her most private palace chambers to state dignitaries. In every +sentence she used the words “Royal Highness” and, bowing with the +utmost conviction, treated the masqueraders, Bosc and Prullière, as if +the one were a sovereign and the other his attendant minister. And no +one dreamed of smiling at this strange contrast, this real prince, this +heir to a throne, drinking a petty actor’s champagne and taking his +ease amid a carnival of gods, a masquerade of royalty, in the society +of dressers and courtesans, shabby players and showmen of venal beauty. +Bordenave was simply ravished by the dramatic aspects of the scene and +began dreaming of the receipts which would have accrued had His +Highness only consented thus to appear in the second act of the Blonde +Venus. + +“I say, shall we have our little women down?” he cried, becoming +familiar. + +Nana would not hear of it. But notwithstanding this, she was giving way +herself. Fontan attracted her with his comic make-up. She brushed +against him and, eying him as a woman in the family way might do when +she fancies some unpleasant kind of food, she suddenly became extremely +familiar: + +“Now then, fill up again, ye great brute!” + +Fontan charged the glasses afresh, and the company drank, repeating the +same toasts. + +“To His Highness!” + +“To the army!” + +“To Venus!” + +But with that Nana made a sign and obtained silence. She raised her +glass and cried: + +“No, no! To Fontan! It’s Fontan’s day; to Fontan! To Fontan!” + +Then they clinked glasses a third time and drank Fontan with all the +honors. The prince, who had noticed the young woman devouring the actor +with her eyes, saluted him with a “Monsieur Fontan, I drink to your +success!” This he said with his customary courtesy. + +But meanwhile the tail of his highness’s frock coat was sweeping the +marble of the dressing table. The place, indeed, was like an alcove or +narrow bathroom, full as it was of the steam of hot water and sponges +and of the strong scent of essences which mingled with the tartish, +intoxicating fumes of the champagne. The prince and Count Muffat, +between whom Nana was wedged, had to lift up their hands so as not to +brush against her hips or her breast with every little movement. And +there stood Mme Jules, waiting, cool and rigid as ever, while Satin, +marveling in the depths of her vicious soul to see a prince and two +gentlemen in black coats going after a naked woman in the society of +dressed-up actors, secretly concluded that fashionable people were not +so very particular after all. + +But Father Barillot’s tinkling bell approached along the passage. At +the door of the dressing room he stood amazed when he caught sight of +the three actors still clad in the costumes which they had worn in the +second act. + +“Gentlemen, gentlemen,” he stammered, “do please make haste. They’ve +just rung the bell in the public foyer.” + +“Bah, the public will have to wait!” said Bordenave placidly. + +However, as the bottles were now empty, the comedians went upstairs to +dress after yet another interchange of civilities. Bosc, having dipped +his beard in the champagne, had taken it off, and under his venerable +disguise the drunkard had suddenly reappeared. His was the haggard, +empurpled face of the old actor who has taken to drink. At the foot of +the stairs he was heard remarking to Fontan in his boozy voice: + +“I pulverized him, eh?” + +He was alluding to the prince. + +In Nana’s dressing room none now remained save His Highness, the count +and the marquis. Bordenave had withdrawn with Barillot, whom he advised +not to knock without first letting Madame know. + +“You will excuse me, gentlemen?” asked Nana, again setting to work to +make up her arms and face, of which she was now particularly careful, +owing to her nude appearance in the third act. + +The prince seated himself by the Marquis de Chouard on the divan, and +Count Muffat alone remained standing. In that suffocating heat the two +glasses of champagne they had drunk had increased their intoxication. +Satin, when she saw the gentlemen thus closeting themselves with her +friend, had deemed it discreet to vanish behind the curtain, where she +sat waiting on a trunk, much annoyed at being compelled to remain +motionless, while Mme Jules came and went quietly without word or look. + +“You sang your numbers marvelously,” said the prince. + +And with that they began a conversation, but their sentences were short +and their pauses frequent. Nana, indeed, was not always able to reply. +After rubbing cold cream over her arms and face with the palm of her +hand she laid on the grease paint with the corner of a towel. For one +second only she ceased looking in the glass and smilingly stole a +glance at the prince. + +“His Highness is spoiling me,” she murmured without putting down the +grease paint. + +Her task was a complicated one, and the Marquis de Chouard followed it +with an expression of devout enjoyment. He spoke in his turn. + +“Could not the band accompany you more softly?” he said. “It drowns +your voice, and that’s an unpardonable crime.” + +This time Nana did not turn round. She had taken up the hare’s-foot and +was lightly manipulating it. All her attention was concentrated on this +action, and she bent forward over her toilet table so very far that the +white round contour of her drawers and the little patch of chemise +stood out with the unwonted tension. But she was anxious to prove that +she appreciated the old man’s compliment and therefore made a little +swinging movement with her hips. + +Silence reigned. Mme Jules had noticed a tear in the right leg of her +drawers. She took a pin from over her heart and for a second or so +knelt on the ground, busily at work about Nana’s leg, while the young +woman, without seeming to notice her presence, applied the rice powder, +taking extreme pains as she did so, to avoid putting any on the upper +part of her cheeks. But when the prince remarked that if she were to +come and sing in London all England would want to applaud her, she +laughed amiably and turned round for a moment with her left cheek +looking very white amid a perfect cloud of powder. Then she became +suddenly serious, for she had come to the operation of rouging. And +with her face once more close to the mirror, she dipped her finger in a +jar and began applying the rouge below her eyes and gently spreading it +back toward her temples. The gentlemen maintained a respectful silence. + +Count Muffat, indeed, had not yet opened his lips. He was thinking +perforce of his own youth. The bedroom of his childish days had been +quite cold, and later, when he had reached the age of sixteen and would +give his mother a good-night kiss every evening, he used to carry the +icy feeling of the embrace into the world of dreams. One day in passing +a half-open door he had caught sight of a maidservant washing herself, +and that was the solitary recollection which had in any way troubled +his peace of mind from the days of puberty till the time of marriage. +Afterward he had found his wife strictly obedient to her conjugal +duties but had himself felt a species of religious dislike to them. He +had grown to man’s estate and was now aging, in ignorance of the flesh, +in the humble observance of rigid devotional practices and in obedience +to a rule of life full of precepts and moral laws. And now suddenly he +was dropped down in this actress’s dressing room in the presence of +this undraped courtesan. + +He, who had never seen the Countess Muffat putting on her garters, was +witnessing, amid that wild disarray of jars and basins and that strong, +sweet perfume, the intimate details of a woman’s toilet. His whole +being was in turmoil; he was terrified by the stealthy, all-pervading +influence which for some time past Nana’s presence had been exercising +over him, and he recalled to mind the pious accounts of diabolic +possession which had amused his early years. He was a believer in the +devil, and, in a confused kind of way, Nana was he, with her laughter +and her bosom and her hips, which seemed swollen with many vices. But +he promised himself that he would be strong—nay, he would know how to +defend himself. + +“Well then, it’s agreed,” said the prince, lounging quite comfortably +on the divan. “You will come to London next year, and we shall receive +you so cordially that you will never return to France again. Ah, my +dear Count, you don’t value your pretty women enough. We shall take +them all from you!” + +“That won’t make much odds to him,” murmured the Marquis de Chouard +wickedly, for he occasionally said a risky thing among friends. “The +count is virtue itself.” + +Hearing his virtue mentioned, Nana looked at him so comically that +Muffat felt a keen twinge of annoyance. But directly afterward he was +surprised and angry with himself. Why, in the presence of this +courtesan, should the idea of being virtuous embarrass him? He could +have struck her. But in attempting to take up a brush Nana had just let +it drop on the ground, and as she stooped to pick it up he rushed +forward. Their breath mingled for one moment, and the loosened tresses +of Venus flowed over his hands. But remorse mingled with his enjoyment, +a kind of enjoyment, moreover, peculiar to good Catholics, whom the +fear of hell torments in the midst of their sin. + +At this moment Father Barillot’s voice was heard outside the door. + +“May I give the knocks, madame? The house is growing impatient.” + +“All in good time,” answered Nana quietly. + +She had dipped her paint brush in a pot of kohl, and with the point of +her nose close to the glass and her left eye closed she passed it +delicately along between her eyelashes. Muffat stood behind her, +looking on. He saw her reflection in the mirror, with her rounded +shoulders and her bosom half hidden by a rosy shadow. And despite all +his endeavors he could not turn away his gaze from that face so merry +with dimples and so worn with desire, which the closed eye rendered +more seductive. When she shut her right eye and passed the brush along +it he understood that he belonged to her. + +“They are stamping their feet, madame,” the callboy once more cried. +“They’ll end by smashing the seats. May I give the knocks?” + +“Oh, bother!” said Nana impatiently. “Knock away; I don’t care! If I’m +not ready, well, they’ll have to wait for me!” + +She grew calm again and, turning to the gentlemen, added with a smile: + +“It’s true: we’ve only got a minute left for our talk.” + +Her face and arms were now finished, and with her fingers she put two +large dabs of carmine on her lips. Count Muffat felt more excited than +ever. He was ravished by the perverse transformation wrought by powders +and paints and filled by a lawless yearning for those young painted +charms, for the too-red mouth and the too-white face and the +exaggerated eyes, ringed round with black and burning and dying for +very love. Meanwhile Nana went behind the curtain for a second or two +in order to take off her drawers and slip on Venus’ tights. After +which, with tranquil immodesty, she came out and undid her little linen +stays and held out her arms to Mme Jules, who drew the short-sleeved +tunic over them. + +“Make haste; they’re growing angry!” she muttered. + +The prince with half-closed eyes marked the swelling lines of her bosom +with an air of connoisseurship, while the Marquis de Chouard wagged his +head involuntarily. Muffat gazed at the carpet in order not to see any +more. At length Venus, with only her gauze veil over her shoulders, was +ready to go on the stage. Mme Jules, with vacant, unconcerned eyes and +an expression suggestive of a little elderly wooden doll, still kept +circling round her. With brisk movements she took pins out of the +inexhaustible pincushion over her heart and pinned up Venus’ tunic, but +as she ran over all those plump nude charms with her shriveled hands, +nothing was suggested to her. She was as one whom her sex does not +concern. + +“There!” said the young woman, taking a final look at herself in the +mirror. + +Bordenave was back again. He was anxious and said the third act had +begun. + +“Very well! I’m coming,” replied Nana. “Here’s a pretty fuss! Why, it’s +usually I that waits for the others.” + +The gentlemen left the dressing room, but they did not say good-by, for +the prince had expressed a desire to assist behind the scenes at the +performance of the third act. Left alone, Nana seemed greatly surprised +and looked round her in all directions. + +“Where can she be?” she queried. + +She was searching for Satin. When she had found her again, waiting on +her trunk behind the curtain, Satin quietly replied: + +“Certainly I didn’t want to be in your way with all those men there!” + +And she added further that she was going now. But Nana held her back. +What a silly girl she was! Now that Bordenave had agreed to take her +on! Why, the bargain was to be struck after the play was over! Satin +hesitated. There were too many bothers; she was out of her element! +Nevertheless, she stayed. + +As the prince was coming down the little wooden staircase a strange +sound of smothered oaths and stamping, scuffling feet became audible on +the other side of the theater. The actors waiting for their cues were +being scared by quite a serious episode. For some seconds past Mignon +had been renewing his jokes and smothering Fauchery with caresses. He +had at last invented a little game of a novel kind and had begun +flicking the other’s nose in order, as he phrased it, to keep the flies +off him. This kind of game naturally diverted the actors to any extent. + +But success had suddenly thrown Mignon off his balance. He had launched +forth into extravagant courses and had given the journalist a box on +the ear, an actual, a vigorous, box on the ear. This time he had gone +too far: in the presence of so many spectators it was impossible for +Fauchery to pocket such a blow with laughing equanimity. Whereupon the +two men had desisted from their farce, had sprung at one another’s +throats, their faces livid with hate, and were now rolling over and +over behind a set of side lights, pounding away at each other as though +they weren’t breakable. + +“Monsieur Bordenave, Monsieur Bordenave!” said the stage manager, +coming up in a terrible flutter. + +Bordenave made his excuses to the prince and followed him. When he +recognized Fauchery and Mignon in the men on the floor he gave vent to +an expression of annoyance. They had chosen a nice time, certainly, +with His Highness on the other side of the scenery and all that +houseful of people who might have overheard the row! To make matters +worse, Rose Mignon arrived out of breath at the very moment she was due +on the stage. Vulcan, indeed, was giving her the cue, but Rose stood +rooted to the ground, marveling at sight of her husband and her lover +as they lay wallowing at her feet, strangling one another, kicking, +tearing their hair out and whitening their coats with dust. They barred +the way. A sceneshifter had even stopped Fauchery’s hat just when the +devilish thing was going to bound onto the stage in the middle of the +struggle. Meanwhile Vulcan, who had been gagging away to amuse the +audience, gave Rose her cue a second time. But she stood motionless, +still gazing at the two men. + +“Oh, don’t look at THEM!” Bordenave furiously whispered to her. “Go on +the stage; go on, do! It’s no business of yours! Why, you’re missing +your cue!” + +And with a push from the manager, Rose stepped over the prostrate +bodies and found herself in the flare of the footlights and in the +presence of the audience. She had quite failed to understand why they +were fighting on the floor behind her. Trembling from head to foot and +with a humming in her ears, she came down to the footlights, Diana’s +sweet, amorous smile on her lips, and attacked the opening lines of her +duet with so feeling a voice that the public gave her a veritable +ovation. + +Behind the scenery she could hear the dull thuds caused by the two men. +They had rolled down to the wings, but fortunately the music covered +the noise made by their feet as they kicked against them. + +“By God!” yelled Bordenave in exasperation when at last he had +succeeded in separating them. “Why couldn’t you fight at home? You know +as well as I do that I don’t like this sort of thing. You, Mignon, +you’ll do me the pleasure of staying over here on the prompt side, and +you, Fauchery, if you leave the O.P. side I’ll chuck you out of the +theater. You understand, eh? Prompt side and O.P. side or I forbid Rose +to bring you here at all.” + +When he returned to the prince’s presence the latter asked what was the +matter. + +“Oh, nothing at all,” he murmured quietly. + +Nana was standing wrapped in furs, talking to these gentlemen while +awaiting her cue. As Count Muffat was coming up in order to peep +between two of the wings at the stage, he understood from a sign made +him by the stage manager that he was to step softly. Drowsy warmth was +streaming down from the flies, and in the wings, which were lit by +vivid patches of light, only a few people remained, talking in low +voices or making off on tiptoe. The gasman was at his post amid an +intricate arrangement of cocks; a fireman, leaning against the side +lights, was craning forward, trying to catch a glimpse of things, while +on his seat, high up, the curtain man was watching with resigned +expression, careless of the play, constantly on the alert for the bell +to ring him to his duty among the ropes. And amid the close air and the +shuffling of feet and the sound of whispering, the voices of the actors +on the stage sounded strange, deadened, surprisingly discordant. +Farther off again, above the confused noises of the band, a vast +breathing sound was audible. It was the breath of the house, which +sometimes swelled up till it burst in vague rumors, in laughter, in +applause. Though invisible, the presence of the public could be felt, +even in the silences. + +“There’s something open,” said Nana sharply, and with that she +tightened the folds of her fur cloak. “Do look, Barillot. I bet they’ve +just opened a window. Why, one might catch one’s death of cold here!” + +Barillot swore that he had closed every window himself but suggested +that possibly there were broken panes about. The actors were always +complaining of drafts. Through the heavy warmth of that gaslit region +blasts of cold air were constantly passing—it was a regular influenza +trap, as Fontan phrased it. + +“I should like to see YOU in a low-cut dress,” continued Nana, growing +annoyed. + +“Hush!” murmured Bordenave. + +On the stage Rose rendered a phrase in her duet so cleverly that the +stalls burst into universal applause. Nana was silent at this, and her +face grew grave. Meanwhile the count was venturing down a passage when +Barillot stopped him and said he would make a discovery there. Indeed, +he obtained an oblique back view of the scenery and of the wings which +had been strengthened, as it were, by a thick layer of old posters. +Then he caught sight of a corner of the stage, of the Etna cave +hollowed out in a silver mine and of Vulcan’s forge in the background. +Battens, lowered from above, lit up a sparkling substance which had +been laid on with large dabs of the brush. Side lights with red glasses +and blue were so placed as to produce the appearance of a fiery +brazier, while on the floor of the stage, in the far background, long +lines of gaslight had been laid down in order to throw a wall of dark +rocks into sharp relief. Hard by on a gentle, “practicable” incline, +amid little points of light resembling the illumination lamps scattered +about in the grass on the night of a public holiday, old Mme Drouard, +who played Juno, was sitting dazed and sleepy, waiting for her cue. + +Presently there was a commotion, for Simonne, while listening to a +story Clarisse was telling her, cried out: + +“My! It’s the Tricon!” + +It was indeed the Tricon, wearing the same old curls and looking as +like a litigious great lady as ever. + +When she saw Nana she went straight up to her. + +“No,” said the latter after some rapid phrases had been exchanged, “not +now.” The old lady looked grave. Just then Prullière passed by and +shook hands with her, while two little chorus girls stood gazing at her +with looks of deep emotion. For a moment she seemed to hesitate. Then +she beckoned to Simonne, and the rapid exchange of sentences began +again. + +“Yes,” said Simonne at last. “In half an hour.” + +But as she was going upstairs again to her dressing room, Mme Bron, who +was once more going the rounds with letters, presented one to her. +Bordenave lowered his voice and furiously reproached the portress for +having allowed the Tricon to come in. That woman! And on such an +evening of all others! It made him so angry because His Highness was +there! Mme Bron, who had been thirty years in the theater, replied +quite sourly. How was she to know? she asked. The Tricon did business +with all the ladies—M. le Directeur had met her a score of times +without making remarks. And while Bordenave was muttering oaths the +Tricon stood quietly by, scrutinizing the prince as became a woman who +weighs a man at a glance. A smile lit up her yellow face. Presently she +paced slowly off through the crowd of deeply deferential little women. + +“Immediately, eh?” she queried, turning round again to Simonne. + +Simonne seemed much worried. The letter was from a young man to whom +she had engaged herself for that evening. She gave Mme Bron a scribbled +note in which were the words, “Impossible tonight, darling—I’m booked.” +But she was still apprehensive; the young man might possibly wait for +her in spite of everything. As she was not playing in the third act, +she had a mind to be off at once and accordingly begged Clarisse to go +and see if the man were there. Clarisse was only due on the stage +toward the end of the act, and so she went downstairs while Simonne ran +up for a minute to their common dressing room. + +In Mme Bron’s drinking bar downstairs a super, who was charged with the +part of Pluto, was drinking in solitude amid the folds of a great red +robe diapered with golden flames. The little business plied by the good +portress must have been progressing finely, for the cellarlike hole +under the stairs was wet with emptied heeltaps and water. Clarisse +picked up the tunic of Iris, which was dragging over the greasy steps +behind her, but she halted prudently at the turn in the stairs and was +content simply to crane forward and peer into the lodge. She certainly +had been quick to scent things out! Just fancy! That idiot La Faloise +was still there, sitting on the same old chair between the table and +the stove! He had made pretense of sneaking off in front of Simonne and +had returned after her departure. For the matter of that, the lodge was +still full of gentlemen who sat there gloved, elegant, submissive and +patient as ever. They were all waiting and viewing each other gravely +as they waited. On the table there were now only some dirty plates, Mme +Bron having recently distributed the last of the bouquets. A single +fallen rose was withering on the floor in the neighborhood of the black +cat, who had lain down and curled herself up while the kittens ran wild +races and danced fierce gallops among the gentlemen’s legs. Clarisse +was momentarily inclined to turn La Faloise out. The idiot wasn’t fond +of animals, and that put the finishing touch to him! He was busy +drawing in his legs because the cat was there, and he didn’t want to +touch her. + +“He’ll nip you; take care!” said Pluto, who was a joker, as he went +upstairs, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. + +After that Clarisse gave up the idea of hauling La Faloise over the +coals. She had seen Mme Bron giving the letter to Simonne’s young man, +and he had gone out to read it under the gas light in the lobby. +“Impossible tonight, darling—I’m booked.” And with that he had +peaceably departed, as one who was doubtless used to the formula. He, +at any rate, knew how to conduct himself! Not so the others, the +fellows who sat there doggedly on Mme Bron’s battered straw-bottomed +chairs under the great glazed lantern, where the heat was enough to +roast you and there was an unpleasant odor. What a lot of men it must +have held! Clarisse went upstairs again in disgust, crossed over behind +scenes and nimbly mounted three flights of steps which led to the +dressing rooms, in order to bring Simonne her reply. + +Downstairs the prince had withdrawn from the rest and stood talking to +Nana. He never left her; he stood brooding over her through half-shut +eyelids. Nana did not look at him but, smiling, nodded yes. Suddenly, +however, Count Muffat obeyed an overmastering impulse, and leaving +Bordenave, who was explaining to him the working of the rollers and +windlasses, he came up in order to interrupt their confabulations. Nana +lifted her eyes and smiled at him as she smiled at His Highness. But +she kept her ears open notwithstanding, for she was waiting for her +cue. + +“The third act is the shortest, I believe,” the prince began saying, +for the count’s presence embarrassed him. + +She did not answer; her whole expression altered; she was suddenly +intent on her business. With a rapid movement of the shoulders she had +let her furs slip from her, and Mme Jules, standing behind, had caught +them in her arms. And then after passing her two hands to her hair as +though to make it fast, she went on the stage in all her nudity. + +“Hush, hush!” whispered Bordenave. + +The count and the prince had been taken by surprise. There was profound +silence, and then a deep sigh and the far-off murmur of a multitude +became audible. Every evening when Venus entered in her godlike +nakedness the same effect was produced. Then Muffat was seized with a +desire to see; he put his eye to the peephole. Above and beyond the +glowing arc formed by the footlights the dark body of the house seemed +full of ruddy vapor, and against this neutral-tinted background, where +row upon row of faces struck a pale, uncertain note, Nana stood forth +white and vast, so that the boxes from the balcony to the flies were +blotted from view. He saw her from behind, noted her swelling hips, her +outstretched arms, while down on the floor, on the same level as her +feet, the prompter’s head—an old man’s head with a humble, honest +face—stood on the edge of the stage, looking as though it had been +severed from the body. At certain points in her opening number an +undulating movement seemed to run from her neck to her waist and to die +out in the trailing border of her tunic. When amid a tempest of +applause she had sung her last note she bowed, and the gauze floated +forth round about her limbs, and her hair swept over her waist as she +bent sharply backward. And seeing her thus, as with bending form and +with exaggerated hips she came backing toward the count’s peephole, he +stood upright again, and his face was very white. The stage had +disappeared, and he now saw only the reverse side of the scenery with +its display of old posters pasted up in every direction. On the +practicable slope, among the lines of gas jets, the whole of Olympus +had rejoined the dozing Mme Drouard. They were waiting for the close of +the act. Bosc and Fontan sat on the floor with their knees drawn up to +their chins, and Prullière stretched himself and yawned before going +on. Everybody was worn out; their eyes were red, and they were longing +to go home to sleep. + +Just then Fauchery, who had been prowling about on the O.P. side ever +since Bordenave had forbidden him the other, came and buttonholed the +count in order to keep himself in countenance and offered at the same +time to show him the dressing rooms. An increasing sense of languor had +left Muffat without any power of resistance, and after looking round +for the Marquis de Chouard, who had disappeared, he ended by following +the journalist. He experienced a mingled feeling of relief and anxiety +as he left the wings whence he had been listening to Nana’s songs. + +Fauchery had already preceded him up the staircase, which was closed on +the first and second floors by low-paneled doors. It was one of those +stairways which you find in miserable tenements. Count Muffat had seen +many such during his rounds as member of the Benevolent Organization. +It was bare and dilapidated: there was a wash of yellow paint on its +walls; its steps had been worn by the incessant passage of feet, and +its iron balustrade had grown smooth under the friction of many hands. +On a level with the floor on every stairhead there was a low window +which resembled a deep, square venthole, while in lanterns fastened to +the walls flaring gas jets crudely illuminated the surrounding squalor +and gave out a glowing heat which, as it mounted up the narrow +stairwell, grew ever more intense. + +When he reached the foot of the stairs the count once more felt the hot +breath upon his neck and shoulders. As of old it was laden with the +odor of women, wafted amid floods of light and sound from the dressing +rooms above, and now with every upward step he took the musky scent of +powders and the tart perfume of toilet vinegars heated and bewildered +him more and more. On the first floor two corridors ran backward, +branching sharply off and presenting a set of doors to view which were +painted yellow and numbered with great white numerals in such a way as +to suggest a hotel with a bad reputation. The tiles on the floor had +been many of them unbedded, and the old house being in a state of +subsidence, they stuck up like hummocks. The count dashed recklessly +forward, glanced through a half-open door and saw a very dirty room +which resembled a barber’s shop in a poor part of the town. In was +furnished with two chairs, a mirror and a small table containing a +drawer which had been blackened by the grease from brushes and combs. A +great perspiring fellow with smoking shoulders was changing his linen +there, while in a similar room next door a woman was drawing on her +gloves preparatory to departure. Her hair was damp and out of curl, as +though she had just had a bath. But Fauchery began calling the count, +and the latter was rushing up without delay when a furious “damn!” +burst from the corridor on the right. Mathilde, a little drab of a +miss, had just broken her washhand basin, the soapy water from which +was flowing out to the stairhead. A dressing room door banged noisily. +Two women in their stays skipped across the passage, and another, with +the hem of her shift in her mouth, appeared and immediately vanished +from view. Then followed a sound of laughter, a dispute, the snatch of +a song which was suddenly broken off short. All along the passage naked +gleams, sudden visions of white skin and wan underlinen were observable +through chinks in doorways. Two girls were making very merry, showing +each other their birthmarks. One of them, a very young girl, almost a +child, had drawn her skirts up over her knees in order to sew up a rent +in her drawers, and the dressers, catching sight of the two men, drew +some curtains half to for decency’s sake. The wild stampede which +follows the end of a play had already begun, the grand removal of white +paint and rouge, the reassumption amid clouds of rice powder of +ordinary attire. The strange animal scent came in whiffs of redoubled +intensity through the lines of banging doors. On the third story Muffat +abandoned himself to the feeling of intoxication which was overpowering +him. For the chorus girls’ dressing room was there, and you saw a crowd +of twenty women and a wild display of soaps and flasks of lavender +water. The place resembled the common room in a slum lodging house. As +he passed by he heard fierce sounds of washing behind a closed door and +a perfect storm raging in a washhand basin. And as he was mounting up +to the topmost story of all, curiosity led him to risk one more little +peep through an open loophole. The room was empty, and under the flare +of the gas a solitary chamber pot stood forgotten among a heap of +petticoats trailing on the floor. This room afforded him his ultimate +impression. Upstairs on the fourth floor he was well-nigh suffocated. +All the scents, all the blasts of heat, had found their goal there. The +yellow ceiling looked as if it had been baked, and a lamp burned amid +fumes of russet-colored fog. For some seconds he leaned upon the iron +balustrade which felt warm and damp and well-nigh human to the touch. +And he shut his eyes and drew a long breath and drank in the sexual +atmosphere of the place. Hitherto he had been utterly ignorant of it, +but now it beat full in his face. + +“Do come here,” shouted Fauchery, who had vanished some moments ago. +“You’re being asked for.” + +At the end of the corridor was the dressing room belonging to Clarisse +and Simonne. It was a long, ill-built room under the roof with a garret +ceiling and sloping walls. The light penetrated to it from two deep-set +openings high up in the wall, but at that hour of the night the +dressing room was lit by flaring gas. It was papered with a paper at +seven sous a roll with a pattern of roses twining over green +trelliswork. Two boards, placed near one another and covered with +oilcloth, did duty for dressing tables. They were black with spilled +water, and underneath them was a fine medley of dinted zinc jugs, slop +pails and coarse yellow earthenware crocks. There was an array of fancy +articles in the room—a battered, soiled and well-worn array of chipped +basins, of toothless combs, of all those manifold untidy trifles which, +in their hurry and carelessness, two women will leave scattered about +when they undress and wash together amid purely temporary surroundings, +the dirty aspect of which has ceased to concern them. + +“Do come here,” Fauchery repeated with the good-humored familiarity +which men adopt among their fallen sisters. “Clarisse is wanting to +kiss you.” + +Muffat entered the room at last. But what was his surprise when he +found the Marquis de Chouard snugly enscounced on a chair between the +two dressing tables! The marquis had withdrawn thither some time ago. +He was spreading his feet apart because a pail was leaking and letting +a whitish flood spread over the floor. He was visibly much at his ease, +as became a man who knew all the snug corners, and had grown quite +merry in the close dressing room, where people might have been bathing, +and amid those quietly immodest feminine surroundings which the +uncleanness of the little place rendered at once natural and poignant. + +“D’you go with the old boy?” Simonne asked Clarisse in a whisper. + +“Rather!” replied the latter aloud. + +The dresser, a very ugly and extremely familiar young girl, who was +helping Simonne into her coat, positively writhed with laughter. The +three pushed each other and babbled little phrases which redoubled +their merriment. + +“Come, Clarisse, kiss the gentleman,” said Fauchery. “You know, he’s +got the rhino.” + +And turning to the count: + +“You’ll see, she’s very nice! She’s going to kiss you!” + +But Clarisse was disgusted by the men. She spoke in violent terms of +the dirty lot waiting at the porter’s lodge down below. Besides, she +was in a hurry to go downstairs again; they were making her miss her +last scene. Then as Fauchery blocked up the doorway, she gave Muffat a +couple of kisses on the whiskers, remarking as she did so: + +“It’s not for you, at any rate! It’s for that nuisance Fauchery!” + +And with that she darted off, and the count remained much embarrassed +in his father-in-law’s presence. The blood had rushed to his face. In +Nana’s dressing room, amid all the luxury of hangings and mirrors, he +had not experienced the sharp physical sensation which the shameful +wretchedness of that sorry garret excited within him, redolent as it +was of these two girls’ self-abandonment. Meanwhile the marquis had +hurried in the rear of Simonne, who was making off at the top of her +pace, and he kept whispering in her ear while she shook her head in +token of refusal. Fauchery followed them, laughing. And with that the +count found himself alone with the dresser, who was washing out the +basins. Accordingly he took his departure, too, his legs almost failing +under him. Once more he put up flights of half-dressed women and caused +doors to bang as he advanced. But amid the disorderly, disbanded troops +of girls to be found on each of the four stories, he was only +distinctly aware of a cat, a great tortoise-shell cat, which went +gliding upstairs through the ovenlike place where the air was poisoned +with musk, rubbing its back against the banisters and keeping its tail +exceedingly erect. + +“Yes, to be sure!” said a woman hoarsely. “I thought they’d keep us +back tonight! What a nuisance they are with their calls!” + +The end had come; the curtain had just fallen. There was a veritable +stampede on the staircase—its walls rang with exclamations, and +everyone was in a savage hurry to dress and be off. As Count Muffat +came down the last step or two he saw Nana and the prince passing +slowly along the passage. The young woman halted and lowered her voice +as she said with a smile: + +“All right then—by and by!” + +The prince returned to the stage, where Bordenave was awaiting him. And +left alone with Nana, Muffat gave way to an impulse of anger and +desire. He ran up behind her and, as she was on the point of entering +her dressing room, imprinted a rough kiss on her neck among little +golden hairs curling low down between her shoulders. It was as though +he had returned the kiss that had been given him upstairs. Nana was in +a fury; she lifted her hand, but when she recognized the count she +smiled. + +“Oh, you frightened me,” she said simply. + +And her smile was adorable in its embarrassment and submissiveness, as +though she had despaired of this kiss and were happy to have received +it. But she could do nothing for him either that evening or the day +after. It was a case of waiting. Nay, even if it had been in her power +she would still have let herself be desired. Her glance said as much. +At length she continued: + +“I’m a landowner, you know. Yes, I’m buying a country house near +Orleans, in a part of the world to which you sometimes betake yourself. +Baby told me you did—little Georges Hugon, I mean. You know him? So +come and see me down there.” + +The count was a shy man, and the thought of his roughness had +frightened him; he was ashamed of what he had done and he bowed +ceremoniously, promising at the same time to take advantage of her +invitation. Then he walked off as one who dreams. + +He was rejoining the prince when, passing in front of the foyer, he +heard Satin screaming out: + +“Oh, the dirty old thing! Just you bloody well leave me alone!” + +It was the Marquis de Chouard who was tumbling down over Satin. The +girl had decidedly had enough of the fashionable world! Nana had +certainly introduced her to Bordenave, but the necessity of standing +with sealed lips for fear of allowing some awkward phrase to escape her +had been too much for her feelings, and now she was anxious to regain +her freedom, the more so as she had run against an old flame of hers in +the wings. This was the super, to whom the task of impersonating Pluto +had been entrusted, a pastry cook, who had already treated her to a +whole week of love and flagellation. She was waiting for him, much +irritated at the things the marquis was saying to her, as though she +were one of those theatrical ladies! And so at last she assumed a +highly respectable expression and jerked out this phrase: + +“My husband’s coming! You’ll see.” + +Meanwhile the worn-looking artistes were dropping off one after the +other in their outdoor coats. Groups of men and women were coming down +the little winding staircase, and the outlines of battered hats and +worn-out shawls were visible in the shadows. They looked colorless and +unlovely, as became poor play actors who have got rid of their paint. +On the stage, where the side lights and battens were being +extinguished, the prince was listening to an anecdote Bordenave was +telling him. He was waiting for Nana, and when at length she made her +appearance the stage was dark, and the fireman on duty was finishing +his round, lantern in hand. Bordenave, in order to save His Highness +going about by the Passage des Panoramas, had made them open the +corridor which led from the porter’s lodge to the entrance hall of the +theater. Along this narrow alley little women were racing pell-mell, +for they were delighted to escape from the men who were waiting for +them in the other passage. They went jostling and elbowing along, +casting apprehensive glances behind them and only breathing freely when +they got outside. Fontan, Bosc and Prullière, on the other hand, +retired at a leisurely pace, joking at the figure cut by the serious, +paying admirers who were striding up and down the Galerie des Variétés +at a time when the little dears were escaping along the boulevard with +the men of their hearts. But Clarisse was especially sly. She had her +suspicions about La Faloise, and, as a matter of fact, he was still in +his place in the lodge among the gentlemen obstinately waiting on Mme +Bron’s chairs. They all stretched forward, and with that she passed +brazenly by in the wake of a friend. The gentlemen were blinking in +bewilderment over the wild whirl of petticoats eddying at the foot of +the narrow stairs. It made them desperate to think they had waited so +long, only to see them all flying away like this without being able to +recognize a single one. The litter of little black cats were sleeping +on the oilcloth, nestled against their mother’s belly, and the latter +was stretching her paws out in a state of beatitude while the big +tortoise-shell cat sat at the other end of the table, her tail +stretched out behind her and her yellow eyes solemnly following the +flight of the women. + +“If His Highness will be good enough to come this way,” said Bordenave +at the bottom of the stairs, and he pointed to the passage. + +Some chorus girls were still crowding along it. The prince began +following Nana while Muffat and the marquis walked behind. + +It was a long, narrow passage lying between the theater and the house +next door, a kind of contracted by-lane which had been covered with a +sloping glass roof. Damp oozed from the walls, and the footfall sounded +as hollow on the tiled floor as in an underground vault. It was crowded +with the kind of rubbish usually found in a garret. There was a +workbench on which the porter was wont to plane such parts of the +scenery as required it, besides a pile of wooden barriers which at +night were placed at the doors of the theater for the purpose of +regulating the incoming stream of people. Nana had to pick up her dress +as she passed a hydrant which, through having been carelessly turned +off, was flooding the tiles underfoot. In the entrance hall the company +bowed and said good-by. And when Bordenave was alone he summed up his +opinion of the prince in a shrug of eminently philosophic disdain. + +“He’s a bit of a duffer all the same,” he said to Fauchery without +entering on further explanations, and with that Rose Mignon carried the +journalist off with her husband in order to effect a reconciliation +between them at home. + +Muffat was left alone on the sidewalk. His Highness had handed Nana +quietly into his carriage, and the marquis had slipped off after Satin +and her super. In his excitement he was content to follow this vicious +pair in vague hopes of some stray favor being granted him. Then with +brain on fire Muffat decided to walk home. The struggle within him had +wholly ceased. The ideas and beliefs of the last forty years were being +drowned in a flood of new life. While he was passing along the +boulevards the roll of the last carriages deafened him with the name of +Nana; the gaslights set nude limbs dancing before his eyes—the nude +limbs, the lithe arms, the white shoulders, of Nana. And he felt that +he was hers utterly: he would have abjured everything, sold everything, +to possess her for a single hour that very night. Youth, a lustful +puberty of early manhood, was stirring within him at last, flaming up +suddenly in the chaste heart of the Catholic and amid the dignified +traditions of middle age. + + + + + CHAPTER VI + + +Count Muffat, accompanied by his wife and daughter, had arrived +overnight at Les Fondettes, where Mme Hugon, who was staying there with +only her son Georges, had invited them to come and spend a week. The +house, which had been built at the end of the eighteenth century, stood +in the middle of a huge square enclosure. It was perfectly unadorned, +but the garden possessed magnificent shady trees and a chain of tanks +fed by running spring water. It stood at the side of the road which +leads from Orleans to Paris and with its rich verdure and +high-embowered trees broke the monotony of that flat countryside, where +fields stretched to the horizon’s verge. + +At eleven o’clock, when the second lunch bell had called the whole +household together, Mme Hugon, smiling in her kindly maternal way, gave +Sabine two great kisses, one on each cheek, and said as she did so: + +“You know it’s my custom in the country. Oh, seeing you here makes me +feel twenty years younger. Did you sleep well in your old room?” + +Then without waiting for her reply she turned to Estelle: + +“And this little one, has she had a nap too? Give me a kiss, my child.” + +They had taken their seats in the vast dining room, the windows of +which looked out on the park. But they only occupied one end of the +long table, where they sat somewhat crowded together for company’s +sake. Sabine, in high good spirits, dwelt on various childish memories +which had been stirred up within her—memories of months passed at Les +Fondettes, of long walks, of a tumble into one of the tanks on a summer +evening, of an old romance of chivalry discovered by her on the top of +a cupboard and read during the winter before fires made of vine +branches. And Georges, who had not seen the countess for some months, +thought there was something curious about her. Her face seemed changed, +somehow, while, on the other hand, that stick of an Estelle seemed more +insignificant and dumb and awkward than ever. + +While such simple fare as cutlets and boiled eggs was being discussed +by the company, Mme Hugon, as became a good housekeeper, launched out +into complaints. The butchers, she said, were becoming impossible. She +bought everything at Orleans, and yet they never brought her the pieces +she asked for. Yet, alas, if her guests had nothing worth eating it was +their own fault: they had come too late in the season. + +“There’s no sense in it,” she said. “I’ve been expecting you since +June, and now we’re half through September. You see, it doesn’t look +pretty.” + +And with a movement she pointed to the trees on the grass outside, the +leaves of which were beginning to turn yellow. The day was covered, and +the distance was hidden by a bluish haze which was fraught with a sweet +and melancholy peacefulness. + +“Oh, I’m expecting company,” she continued. “We shall be gayer then! +The first to come will be two gentlemen whom Georges has +invited—Monsieur Fauchery and Monsieur Daguenet; you know them, do you +not? Then we shall have Monsieur de Vandeuvres, who has promised me a +visit these five years past. This time, perhaps, he’ll make up his +mind!” + +“Oh, well and good!” said the countess, laughing. “If we only can get +Monsieur de Vandeuvres! But he’s too much engaged.” + +“And Philippe?” queried Muffat. + +“Philippe has asked for a furlough,” replied the old lady, “but without +doubt you won’t be at Les Fondettes any longer when he arrives.” + +The coffee was served. Paris was now the subject of conversation, and +Steiner’s name was mentioned, at which Mme Hugon gave a little cry. + +“Let me see,” she said; “Monsieur Steiner is that stout man I met at +your house one evening. He’s a banker, is he not? Now there’s a +detestable man for you! Why, he’s gone and bought an actress an estate +about a league from here, over Gumières way, beyond the Choue. The +whole countryside’s scandalized. Did you know about that, my friend?” + +“I knew nothing about it,” replied Muffat. “Ah, then, Steiner’s bought +a country place in the neighborhood!” + +Hearing his mother broach the subject, Georges looked into his coffee +cup, but in his astonishment at the count’s answer he glanced up at him +and stared. Why was he lying so glibly? The count, on his side, noticed +the young fellow’s movement and gave him a suspicious glance. Mme Hugon +continued to go into details: the country place was called La Mignotte. +In order to get there one had to go up the bank of the Choue as far as +Gumières in order to cross the bridge; otherwise one got one’s feet wet +and ran the risk of a ducking. + +“And what is the actress’s name?” asked the countess. + +“Oh, I wasn’t told,” murmured the old lady. “Georges, you were there +the morning the gardener spoke to us about it.” + +Georges appeared to rack his brains. Muffat waited, twirling a teaspoon +between his fingers. Then the countess addressed her husband: + +“Isn’t Monsieur Steiner with that singer at the Variétés, that Nana?” + +“Nana, that’s the name! A horrible woman!” cried Mme Hugon with growing +annoyance. “And they are expecting her at La Mignotte. I’ve heard all +about it from the gardener. Didn’t the gardener say they were expecting +her this evening, Georges?” + +The count gave a little start of astonishment, but Georges replied with +much vivacity: + +“Oh, Mother, the gardener spoke without knowing anything about it. +Directly afterward the coachman said just the opposite. Nobody’s +expected at La Mignotte before the day after tomorrow.” + +He tried hard to assume a natural expression while he slyly watched the +effect of his remarks on the count. The latter was twirling his spoon +again as though reassured. The countess, her eyes fixed dreamily on the +blue distances of the park, seemed to have lost all interest in the +conversation. The shadow of a smile on her lips, she seemed to be +following up a secret thought which had been suddenly awakened within +her. Estelle, on the other hand, sitting stiffly on her chair, had +heard all that had been said about Nana, but her white, virginal face +had not betrayed a trace of emotion. + +“Dear me, dear me! I’ve got no right to grow angry,” murmured Mme Hugon +after a pause, and with a return to her old good humor she added: + +“Everybody’s got a right to live. If we meet this said lady on the road +we shall not bow to her—that’s all!” + +And as they got up from table she once more gently upbraided the +Countess Sabine for having been so long in coming to her that year. But +the countess defended herself and threw the blame of the delays upon +her husband’s shoulders. Twice on the eve of departure, when all the +trunks were locked, he counterordered their journey on the plea of +urgent business. Then he had suddenly decided to start just when the +trip seemed shelved. Thereupon the old lady told them how Georges in +the same way had twice announced his arrival without arriving and had +finally cropped up at Les Fondettes the day before yesterday, when she +was no longer expecting him. They had come down into the garden, and +the two men, walking beside the ladies, were listening to them in +consequential silence. + +“Never mind,” said Mme Hugon, kissing her son’s sunny locks, “Zizi is a +very good boy to come and bury himself in the country with his mother. +He’s a dear Zizi not to forget me!” + +In the afternoon she expressed some anxiety, for Georges, directly +after leaving the table, had complained of a heavy feeling in his head +and now seemed in for an atrocious sick headache. Toward four o’clock +he said he would go upstairs to bed: it was the only remedy. After +sleeping till tomorrow morning he would be perfectly himself again. His +mother was bent on putting him to bed herself, but as she left the room +he ran and locked the door, explaining that he was shutting himself in +so that no one should come and disturb him. Then caressingly he +shouted, “Good night till tomorrow, little Mother!” and promised to +take a nap. But he did not go to bed again and with flushed cheeks and +bright eyes noiselessly put on his clothes. Then he sat on a chair and +waited. When the dinner bell rang he listened for Count Muffat, who was +on his way to the dining room, and ten minutes later, when he was +certain that no one would see him, he slipped from the window to the +ground with the assistance of a rain pipe. His bedroom was situated on +the first floor and looked out upon the rear of the house. He threw +himself among some bushes and got out of the park and then galloped +across the fields with empty stomach and heart beating with excitement. +Night was closing in, and a small fine rain was beginning to fall. + +It was the very evening that Nana was due at La Mignotte. Ever since in +the preceding May Steiner had bought her this country place she had +from time to time been so filled with the desire of taking possession +that she had wept hot tears about, but on each of these occasions +Bordenave had refused to give her even the shortest leave and had +deferred her holiday till September on the plea that he did not intend +putting an understudy in her place, even for one evening, now that the +exhibition was on. Toward the close of August he spoke of October. Nana +was furious and declared that she would be at La Mignotte in the middle +of September. Nay, in order to dare Bordenave, she even invited a crowd +of guests in his very presence. One afternoon in her rooms, as Muffat, +whose advances she still adroitly resisted, was beseeching her with +tremulous emotion to yield to his entreaties, she at length promised to +be kind, but not in Paris, and to him, too, she named the middle of +September. Then on the twelfth she was seized by a desire to be off +forthwith with Zoé as her sole companion. It might be that Bordenave +had got wind of her intentions and was about to discover some means of +detaining her. She was delighted at the notion of putting him in a fix, +and she sent him a doctor’s certificate. When once the idea had entered +her head of being the first to get to La Mignotte and of living there +two days without anybody knowing anything about it, she rushed Zoé +through the operation of packing and finally pushed her into a cab, +where in a sudden burst of extreme contrition she kissed her and begged +her pardon. It was only when they got to the station refreshment room +that she thought of writing Steiner of her movements. She begged him to +wait till the day after tomorrow before rejoining her if he wanted to +find her quite bright and fresh. And then, suddenly conceiving another +project, she wrote a second letter, in which she besought her aunt to +bring little Louis to her at once. It would do Baby so much good! And +how happy they would be together in the shade of the trees! In the +railway carriage between Paris and Orleans she spoke of nothing else; +her eyes were full of tears; she had an unexpected attack of maternal +tenderness and mingled together flowers, birds and child in her every +sentence. + +La Mignotte was more than three leagues away from the station, and Nana +lost a good hour over the hire of a carriage, a huge, dilapidated +calash, which rumbled slowly along to an accompaniment of rattling old +iron. She had at once taken possession of the coachman, a little +taciturn old man whom she overwhelmed with questions. Had he often +passed by La Mignotte? It was behind this hill then? There ought to be +lots of trees there, eh? And the house could one see it at a distance? +The little old man answered with a succession of grunts. Down in the +calash Nana was almost dancing with impatience, while Zoé, in her +annoyance at having left Paris in such a hurry, sat stiffly sulking +beside her. The horse suddenly stopped short, and the young woman +thought they had reached their destination. She put her head out of the +carriage door and asked: + +“Are we there, eh?” + +By way of answer the driver whipped up his horse, which was in the act +of painfully climbing a hill. Nana gazed ecstatically at the vast plain +beneath the gray sky where great clouds were banked up. + +“Oh, do look, Zoé! There’s greenery! Now, is that all wheat? Good lord, +how pretty it is!” + +“One can quite see that Madame doesn’t come from the country,” was the +servant’s prim and tardy rejoinder. “As for me, I knew the country only +too well when I was with my dentist. He had a house at Bougival. No, +it’s cold, too, this evening. It’s damp in these parts.” + +They were driving under the shadow of a wood, and Nana sniffed up the +scent of the leaves as a young dog might. All of a sudden at a turn of +the road she caught sight of the corner of a house among the trees. +Perhaps it was there! And with that she began a conversation with the +driver, who continued shaking his head by way of saying no. Then as +they drove down the other side of the hill he contented himself by +holding out his whip and muttering, “’Tis down there.” + +She got up and stretched herself almost bodily out of the carriage +door. + +“Where is it? Where is it?” she cried with pale cheeks, but as yet she +saw nothing. + +At last she caught sight of a bit of wall. And then followed a +succession of little cries and jumps, the ecstatic behavior of a woman +overcome by a new and vivid sensation. + +“I see it! I see it, Zoé! Look out at the other side. Oh, there’s a +terrace with brick ornaments on the roof! And there’s a hothouse down +there! But the place is immense. Oh, how happy I am! Do look, Zoé! Now, +do look!” + +The carriage had by this time pulled up before the park gates. A side +door was opened, and the gardener, a tall, dry fellow, made his +appearance, cap in hand. Nana made an effort to regain her dignity, for +the driver seemed now to be suppressing a laugh behind his dry, +speechless lips. She refrained from setting off at a run and listened +to the gardener, who was a very talkative fellow. He begged Madame to +excuse the disorder in which she found everything, seeing that he had +only received Madame’s letter that very morning. But despite all his +efforts, she flew off at a tangent and walked so quickly that Zoé could +scarcely follow her. At the end of the avenue she paused for a moment +in order to take the house in at a glance. It was a great pavilion-like +building in the Italian manner, and it was flanked by a smaller +construction, which a rich Englishman, after two years’ residence in +Naples, had caused to be erected and had forthwith become disgusted +with. + +“I’ll take Madame over the house,” said the gardener. + +But she had outrun him entirely, and she shouted back that he was not +to put himself out and that she would go over the house by herself. She +preferred doing that, she said. And without removing her hat she dashed +into the different rooms, calling to Zoé as she did so, shouting her +impressions from one end of each corridor to the other and filling the +empty house, which for long months had been uninhabited, with +exclamations and bursts of laughter. In the first place, there was the +hall. It was a little damp, but that didn’t matter; one wasn’t going to +sleep in it. Then came the drawing room, quite the thing, the drawing +room, with its windows opening on the lawn. Only the red upholsteries +there were hideous; she would alter all that. As to the dining +room-well, it was a lovely dining room, eh? What big blowouts you might +give in Paris if you had a dining room as large as that! As she was +going upstairs to the first floor it occurred to her that she had not +seen the kitchen, and she went down again and indulged in ecstatic +exclamations. Zoé ought to admire the beautiful dimensions of the sink +and the width of the hearth, where you might have roasted a sheep! When +she had gone upstairs again her bedroom especially enchanted her. It +had been hung with delicate rose-colored Louis XVI cretonne by an +Orleans upholsterer. Dear me, yes! One ought to sleep jolly sound in +such a room as that; why, it was a real best bedroom! Then came four or +five guest chambers and then some splendid garrets, which would be +extremely convenient for trunks and boxes. Zoé looked very gruff and +cast a frigid glance into each of the rooms as she lingered in Madame’s +wake. She saw Nana disappearing up the steep garret ladder and said, +“Thanks, I haven’t the least wish to break my legs.” But the sound of a +voice reached her from far away; indeed, it seemed to come whistling +down a chimney. + +“Zoé, Zoé, where are you? Come up, do! You’ve no idea! It’s like +fairyland!” + +Zoé went up, grumbling. On the roof she found her mistress leaning +against the brickwork balustrade and gazing at the valley which spread +out into the silence. The horizon was immeasurably wide, but it was now +covered by masses of gray vapor, and a fierce wind was driving fine +rain before it. Nana had to hold her hat on with both hands to keep it +from being blown away while her petticoats streamed out behind her, +flapping like a flag. + +“Not if I know it!” said Zoé, drawing her head in at once. “Madame will +be blown away. What beastly weather!” + +Madame did not hear what she said. With her head over the balustrade +she was gazing at the grounds beneath. They consisted of seven or eight +acres of land enclosed within a wall. Then the view of the kitchen +garden entirely engrossed her attention. She darted back, jostling the +lady’s maid at the top of the stairs and bursting out: + +“It’s full of cabbages! Oh, such woppers! And lettuces and sorrel and +onions and everything! Come along, make haste!” + +The rain was falling more heavily now, and she opened her white silk +sunshade and ran down the garden walks. + +“Madame will catch cold,” cried Zoé, who had stayed quietly behind +under the awning over the garden door. + +But Madame wanted to see things, and at each new discovery there was a +burst of wonderment. + +“Zoé, here’s spinach! Do come. Oh, look at the artichokes! They are +funny. So they grow in the ground, do they? Now, what can that be? I +don’t know it. Do come, Zoé, perhaps you know.” + +The lady’s maid never budged an inch. Madame must really be raving mad. +For now the rain was coming down in torrents, and the little white silk +sunshade was already dark with it. Nor did it shelter Madame, whose +skirts were wringing wet. But that didn’t put her out in the smallest +degree, and in the pouring rain she visited the kitchen garden and the +orchard, stopping in front of every fruit tree and bending over every +bed of vegetables. Then she ran and looked down the well and lifted up +a frame to see what was underneath it and was lost in the contemplation +of a huge pumpkin. She wanted to go along every single garden walk and +to take immediate possession of all the things she had been wont to +dream of in the old days, when she was a slipshod work-girl on the +Paris pavements. The rain redoubled, but she never heeded it and was +only miserable at the thought that the daylight was fading. She could +not see clearly now and touched things with her fingers to find out +what they were. Suddenly in the twilight she caught sight of a bed of +strawberries, and all that was childish in her awoke. + +“Strawberries! Strawberries! There are some here; I can feel them. A +plate, Zoé! Come and pick strawberries.” + +And dropping her sunshade, Nana crouched down in the mire under the +full force of the downpour. With drenched hands she began gathering the +fruit among the leaves. But Zoé in the meantime brought no plate, and +when the young woman rose to her feet again she was frightened. She +thought she had seen a shadow close to her. + +“It’s some beast!” she screamed. + +But she stood rooted to the path in utter amazement. It was a man, and +she recognized him. + +“Gracious me, it’s Baby! What ARE you doing there, baby?” + +“’Gad, I’ve come—that’s all!” replied Georges. + +Her head swam. + +“You knew I’d come through the gardener telling you? Oh, that poor +child! Why, he’s soaking!” + +“Oh, I’ll explain that to you! The rain caught me on my way here, and +then, as I didn’t wish to go upstream as far as Gumières, I crossed the +Choue and fell into a blessed hole.” + +Nana forgot the strawberries forthwith. She was trembling and full of +pity. That poor dear Zizi in a hole full of water! And she drew him +with her in the direction of the house and spoke of making up a roaring +fire. + +“You know,” he murmured, stopping her among the shadows, “I was in +hiding because I was afraid of being scolded, like in Paris, when I +come and see you and you’re not expecting me.” + +She made no reply but burst out laughing and gave him a kiss on the +forehead. Up till today she had always treated him like a naughty +urchin, never taking his declarations seriously and amusing herself at +his expense as though he were a little man of no consequence whatever. +There was much ado to install him in the house. She absolutely insisted +on the fire being lit in her bedroom, as being the most comfortable +place for his reception. Georges had not surprised Zoé, who was used to +all kinds of encounters, but the gardener, who brought the wood +upstairs, was greatly nonplused at sight of this dripping gentleman to +whom he was certain he had not opened the front door. He was, however, +dismissed, as he was no longer wanted. + +A lamp lit up the room, and the fire burned with a great bright flame. + +“He’ll never get dry, and he’ll catch cold,” said Nana, seeing Georges +beginning to shiver. + +And there were no men’s trousers in her house! She was on the point of +calling the gardener back when an idea struck her. Zoé, who was +unpacking the trunks in the dressing room, brought her mistress a +change of underwear, consisting of a shift and some petticoats with a +dressing jacket. + +“Oh, that’s first rate!” cried the young woman. “Zizi can put ’em all +on. You’re not angry with me, eh? When your clothes are dry you can put +them on again, and then off with you, as fast as fast can be, so as not +to have a scolding from your mamma. Make haste! I’m going to change my +things, too, in the dressing room.” + +Ten minutes afterward, when she reappeared in a tea gown, she clasped +her hands in a perfect ecstasy. + +“Oh, the darling! How sweet he looks dressed like a little woman!” + +He had simply slipped on a long nightgown with an insertion front, a +pair of worked drawers and the dressing jacket, which was a long +cambric garment trimmed with lace. Thus attired and with his delicate +young arms showing and his bright damp hair falling almost to his +shoulders, he looked just like a girl. + +“Why, he’s as slim as I am!” said Nana, putting her arm round his +waist. “Zoé, just come here and see how it suits him. It’s made for +him, eh? All except the bodice part, which is too large. He hasn’t got +as much as I have, poor, dear Zizi!” + +“Oh, to be sure, I’m a bit wanting there,” murmured Georges with a +smile. + +All three grew very merry about it. Nana had set to work buttoning the +dressing jacket from top to bottom so as to make him quite decent. Then +she turned him round as though he were a doll, gave him little thumps, +made the skirt stand well out behind. After which she asked him +questions. Was he comfortable? Did he feel warm? Zounds, yes, he was +comfortable! Nothing fitted more closely and warmly than a woman’s +shift; had he been able, he would always have worn one. He moved round +and about therein, delighted with the fine linen and the soft touch of +that unmanly garment, in the folds of which he thought he discovered +some of Nana’s own warm life. + +Meanwhile Zoé had taken the soaked clothes down to the kitchen in order +to dry them as quickly as possible in front of a vine-branch fire. Then +Georges, as he lounged in an easy chair, ventured to make a confession. + +“I say, are you going to feed this evening? I’m dying of hunger. I +haven’t dined.” + +Nana was vexed. The great silly thing to go sloping off from Mamma’s +with an empty stomach, just to chuck himself into a hole full of water! +But she was as hungry as a hunter too. They certainly must feed! Only +they would have to eat what they could get. Whereupon a round table was +rolled up in front of the fire, and the queerest of dinners was +improvised thereon. Zoé ran down to the gardener’s, he having cooked a +mess of cabbage soup in case Madame should not dine at Orleans before +her arrival. Madame, indeed, had forgotten to tell him what he was to +get ready in the letter she had sent him. Fortunately the cellar was +well furnished. Accordingly they had cabbage soup, followed by a piece +of bacon. Then Nana rummaged in her handbag and found quite a heap of +provisions which she had taken the precaution of stuffing into it. +There was a Strasbourg paté, for instance, and a bag of sweet-meats and +some oranges. So they both ate away like ogres and, while they +satisfied their healthy young appetites, treated one another with easy +good fellowship. Nana kept calling Georges “dear old girl,” a form of +address which struck her as at once tender and familiar. At dessert, in +order not to give Zoé any more trouble, they used the same spoon turn +and turn about while demolishing a pot of preserves they had discovered +at the top of a cupboard. + +“Oh, you dear old girl!” said Nana, pushing back the round table. “I +haven’t made such a good dinner these ten years past!” + +Yet it was growing late, and she wanted to send her boy off for fear he +should be suspected of all sorts of things. But he kept declaring that +he had plenty of time to spare. For the matter of that, his clothes +were not drying well, and Zoé averred that it would take an hour longer +at least, and as she was dropping with sleep after the fatigues of the +journey, they sent her off to bed. After which they were alone in the +silent house. + +It was a very charming evening. The fire was dying out amid glowing +embers, and in the great blue room, where Zoé had made up the bed +before going upstairs, the air felt a little oppressive. Nana, overcome +by the heavy warmth, got up to open the window for a few minutes, and +as she did so she uttered a little cry. + +“Great heavens, how beautiful it is! Look, dear old girl!” + +Georges had come up, and as though the window bar had not been +sufficiently wide, he put his arm round Nana’s waist and rested his +head against her shoulder. The weather had undergone a brisk change: +the skies were clearing, and a full moon lit up the country with its +golden disk of light. A sovereign quiet reigned over the valley. It +seemed wider and larger as it opened on the immense distances of the +plain, where the trees loomed like little shadowy islands amid a +shining and waveless lake. And Nana grew tenderhearted, felt herself a +child again. Most surely she had dreamed of nights like this at an +epoch which she could not recall. Since leaving the train every object +of sensation—the wide countryside, the green things with their pungent +scents, the house, the vegetables—had stirred her to such a degree that +now it seemed to her as if she had left Paris twenty years ago. +Yesterday’s existence was far, far away, and she was full of sensations +of which she had no previous experience. Georges, meanwhile, was giving +her neck little coaxing kisses, and this again added to her sweet +unrest. With hesitating hand she pushed him from her, as though he were +a child whose affectionate advances were fatiguing, and once more she +told him that he ought to take his departure. He did not gainsay her. +All in good time—he would go all in good time! + +But a bird raised its song and again was silent. It was a robin in an +elder tree below the window. + +“Wait one moment,” whispered Georges; “the lamp’s frightening him. I’ll +put it out.” + +And when he came back and took her waist again he added: + +“We’ll relight it in a minute.” + +Then as she listened to the robin and the boy pressed against her side, +Nana remembered. Ah yes, it was in novels that she had got to know all +this! In other days she would have given her heart to have a full moon +and robins and a lad dying of love for her. Great God, she could have +cried, so good and charming did it all seem to her! Beyond a doubt she +had been born to live honestly! So she pushed Georges away again, and +he grew yet bolder. + +“No, let me be. I don’t care about it. It would be very wicked at your +age. Now listen—I’ll always be your mamma.” + +A sudden feeling of shame overcame her. She was blushing exceedingly, +and yet not a soul could see her. The room behind them was full of +black night while the country stretched before them in silence and +lifeless solitude. Never had she known such a sense of shame before. +Little by little she felt her power of resistance ebbing away, and that +despite her embarrassed efforts to the contrary. That disguise of his, +that woman’s shift and that dressing jacket set her laughing again. It +was as though a girl friend were teasing her. + +“Oh, it’s not right; it’s not right!” she stammered after a last +effort. + +And with that, in face of the lovely night, she sank like a young +virgin into the arms of this mere child. The house slept. + +Next morning at Les Fondettes, when the bell rang for lunch, the +dining-room table was no longer too big for the company. Fauchery and +Daguenet had been driven up together in one carriage, and after them +another had arrived with the Count de Vandeuvres, who had followed by +the next train. Georges was the last to come downstairs. He was looking +a little pale, and his eyes were sunken, but in answer to questions he +said that he was much better, though he was still somewhat shaken by +the violence of the attack. Mme Hugon looked into his eyes with an +anxious smile and adjusted his hair which had been carelessly combed +that morning, but he drew back as though embarrassed by this tender +little action. During the meal she chaffed Vandeuvres very pleasantly +and declared that she had expected him for five years past. + +“Well, here you are at last! How have you managed it?” + +Vandeuvres took her remarks with equal pleasantry. He told her that he +had lost a fabulous sum of money at the club yesterday and thereupon +had come away with the intention of ending up in the country. + +“’Pon my word, yes, if only you can find me an heiress in these rustic +parts! There must be delightful women hereabouts.” + +The old lady rendered equal thanks to Daguenet and Fauchery for having +been so good as to accept her son’s invitation, and then to her great +and joyful surprise she saw the Marquis de Chouard enter the room. A +third carriage had brought him. + +“Dear me, you’ve made this your trysting place today!” she cried. +“You’ve passed word round! But what’s happening? For years I’ve never +succeeded in bringing you all together, and now you all drop in at +once. Oh, I certainly don’t complain.” + +Another place was laid. Fauchery found himself next the Countess +Sabine, whose liveliness and gaiety surprised him when he remembered +her drooping, languid state in the austere Rue Miromesnil drawing room. +Daguenet, on the other hand, who was seated on Estelle’s left, seemed +slightly put out by his propinquity to that tall, silent girl. The +angularity of her elbows was disagreeable to him. Muffat and Chouard +had exchanged a sly glance while Vandeuvres continued joking about his +coming marriage. + +“Talking of ladies,” Mme Hugon ended by saying, “I have a new neighbor +whom you probably know.” + +And she mentioned Nana. Vandeuvres affected the liveliest astonishment. + +“Well, that is strange! Nana’s property near here!” + +Fauchery and Daguenet indulged in a similar demonstration while the +Marquis de Chouard discussed the breast of a chicken without appearing +to comprehend their meaning. Not one of the men had smiled. + +“Certainly,” continued the old lady, “and the person in question +arrived at La Mignotte yesterday evening, as I was saying she would. I +got my information from the gardener this morning.” + +At these words the gentlemen could not conceal their very real +surprise. They all looked up. Eh? What? Nana had come down! But they +were only expecting her next day; they were privately under the +impression that they would arrive before her! Georges alone sat looking +at his glass with drooped eyelids and a tired expression. Ever since +the beginning of lunch he had seemed to be sleeping with open eyes and +a vague smile on his lips. + +“Are you still in pain, my Zizi?” asked his mother, who had been gazing +at him throughout the meal. + +He started and blushed as he said that he was very well now, but the +worn-out insatiate expression of a girl who has danced too much did not +fade from his face. + +“What’s the matter with your neck?” resumed Mme Hugon in an alarmed +tone. “It’s all red.” + +He was embarrassed and stammered. He did not know—he had nothing the +matter with his neck. Then drawing his shirt collar up: + +“Ah yes, some insect stung me there!” + +The Marquis de Chouard had cast a sidelong glance at the little red +place. Muffat, too, looked at Georges. The company was finishing lunch +and planning various excursions. Fauchery was growing increasingly +excited with the Countess Sabine’s laughter. As he was passing her a +dish of fruit their hands touched, and for one second she looked at him +with eyes so full of dark meaning that he once more thought of the +secret which had been communicated to him one evening after an +uproarious dinner. Then, too, she was no longer the same woman. +Something was more pronounced than of old, and her gray foulard gown +which fitted loosely over her shoulders added a touch of license to her +delicate, high-strung elegance. + +When they rose from the table Daguenet remained behind with Fauchery in +order to impart to him the following crude witticism about Estelle: “A +nice broomstick that to shove into a man’s hands!” Nevertheless, he +grew serious when the journalist told him the amount she was worth in +the way of dowry. + +“Four hundred thousand francs.” + +“And the mother?” queried Fauchery. “She’s all right, eh?” + +“Oh, SHE’LL work the oracle! But it’s no go, my dear man!” + +“Bah! How are we to know? We must wait and see.” + +It was impossible to go out that day, for the rain was still falling in +heavy showers. Georges had made haste to disappear from the scene and +had double-locked his door. These gentlemen avoided mutual +explanations, though they were none of them deceived as to the reasons +which had brought them together. Vandeuvres, who had had a very bad +time at play, had really conceived the notion of lying fallow for a +season, and he was counting on Nana’s presence in the neighborhood as a +safeguard against excessive boredom. Fauchery had taken advantage of +the holidays granted him by Rose, who just then was extremely busy. He +was thinking of discussing a second notice with Nana, in case country +air should render them reciprocally affectionate. Daguenet, who had +been just a little sulky with her since Steiner had come upon the +scene, was dreaming of resuming the old connection or at least of +snatching some delightful opportunities if occasion offered. As to the +Marquis de Chouard, he was watching for times and seasons. But among +all those men who were busy following in the tracks of Venus—a Venus +with the rouge scarce washed from her cheeks—Muffat was at once the +most ardent and the most tortured by the novel sensations of desire and +fear and anger warring in his anguished members. A formal promise had +been made him; Nana was awaiting him. Why then had she taken her +departure two days sooner than was expected? + +He resolved to betake himself to La Mignotte after dinner that same +evening. At night as the count was leaving the park Georges fled forth +after him. He left him to follow the road to Gumières, crossed the +Choue, rushed into Nana’s presence, breathless, furious and with tears +in his eyes. Ah yes, he understood everything! That old fellow now on +his way to her was coming to keep an appointment! Nana was dumfounded +by this ebullition of jealousy, and, greatly moved by the way things +were turning out, she took him in her arms and comforted him to the +best of her ability. Oh no, he was quite beside the mark; she was +expecting no one. If the gentleman came it would not be her fault. What +a great ninny that Zizi was to be taking on so about nothing at all! By +her child’s soul she swore she loved nobody except her own Georges. And +with that she kissed him and wiped away his tears. + +“Now just listen! You’ll see that it’s all for your sake,” she went on +when he had grown somewhat calmer. “Steiner has arrived—he’s up above +there now. You know, duckie, I can’t turn HIM out of doors.” + +“Yes, I know; I’m not talking of HIM,” whispered the boy. + +“Very well then, I’ve stuck him into the room at the end. I said I was +out of sorts. He’s unpacking his trunk. Since nobody’s seen you, be +quick and run up and hide in my room and wait for me.” + +Georges sprang at her and threw his arms round her neck. It was true +after all! She loved him a little! So they would put the lamp out as +they did yesterday and be in the dark till daytime! Then as the +front-door bell sounded he quietly slipped away. Upstairs in the +bedroom he at once took off his shoes so as not to make any noise and +straightway crouched down behind a curtain and waited soberly. + +Nana welcomed Count Muffat, who, though still shaken with passion, was +now somewhat embarrassed. She had pledged her word to him and would +even have liked to keep it since he struck her as a serious, +practicable lover. But truly, who could have foreseen all that happened +yesterday? There was the voyage and the house she had never set eyes on +before and the arrival of the drenched little lover! How sweet it had +all seemed to her, and how delightful it would be to continue in it! So +much the worse for the gentleman! For three months past she had been +keeping him dangling after her while she affected conventionality in +order the further to inflame him. Well, well! He would have to continue +dangling, and if he didn’t like that he could go! She would sooner have +thrown up everything than have played false to Georges. + +The count had seated himself with all the ceremonious politeness +becoming a country caller. Only his hands were trembling slightly. +Lust, which Nana’s skillful tactics daily exasperated, had at last +wrought terrible havoc in that sanguine, uncontaminated nature. The +grave man, the chamberlain who was wont to tread the state apartments +at the Tuileries with slow and dignified step, was now nightly driven +to plunge his teeth into his bolster, while with sobs of exasperation +he pictured to himself a sensual shape which never changed. But this +time he was determined to make an end of the torture. Coming along the +highroad in the deep quiet of the gloaming, he had meditated a fierce +course of action. And the moment he had finished his opening remarks he +tried to take hold of Nana with both hands. + +“No, no! Take care!” she said simply. She was not vexed; nay, she even +smiled. + +He caught her again, clenching his teeth as he did so. Then as she +struggled to get free he coarsely and crudely reminded her that he had +come to stay the night. Though much embarrassed at this, Nana did not +cease to smile. She took his hands and spoke very familiarly in order +to soften her refusal. + +“Come now, darling, do be quiet! Honor bright, I can’t: Steiner’s +upstairs.” + +But he was beside himself. Never yet had she seen a man in such a +state. She grew frightened and put her hand over his mouth in order to +stifle his cries. Then in lowered tones she besought him to be quiet +and to let her alone. Steiner was coming downstairs. Things were +getting stupid, to be sure! When Steiner entered the room he heard Nana +remarking: + +“I adore the country.” + +She was lounging comfortably back in her deep easy chair, and she +turned round and interrupted herself. + +“It’s Monsieur le Comte Muffat, darling. He saw a light here while he +was strolling past, and he came in to bid us welcome.” + +The two men clasped hands. Muffat, with his face in shadow, stood +silent for a moment or two. Steiner seemed sulky. Then they chatted +about Paris: business there was at a standstill; abominable things had +been happening on ’change. When a quarter of an hour had elapsed Muffat +took his departure, and, as the young woman was seeing him to the door, +he tried without success to make an assignation for the following +night. Steiner went up to bed almost directly afterward, grumbling, as +he did so, at the everlasting little ailments that seemed to afflict +the genus courtesan. The two old boys had been packed off at last! When +she was able to rejoin him Nana found Georges still hiding exemplarily +behind the curtain. The room was dark. He pulled her down onto the +floor as she sat near him, and together they began playfully rolling on +the ground, stopping now and again and smothering their laughter with +kisses whenever they struck their bare feet against some piece of +furniture. Far away, on the road to Gumières, Count Muffat walked +slowly home and, hat in hand, bathed his burning forehead in the +freshness and silence of the night. + +During the days that followed Nana found life adorable. In the lad’s +arms she was once more a girl of fifteen, and under the caressing +influence of this renewed childhood love’s white flower once more +blossomed forth in a nature which had grown hackneyed and disgusted in +the service of the other sex. She would experience sudden fits of +shame, sudden vivid emotions, which left her trembling. She wanted to +laugh and to cry, and she was beset by nervous, maidenly feelings, +mingled with warm desires that made her blush again. Never yet had she +felt anything comparable to this. The country filled her with tender +thoughts. As a little girl she had long wished to dwell in a meadow, +tending a goat, because one day on the talus of the fortifications she +had seen a goat bleating at the end of its tether. Now this estate, +this stretch of land belonging to her, simply swelled her heart to +bursting, so utterly had her old ambition been surpassed. Once again +she tasted the novel sensations experienced by chits of girls, and at +night when she went upstairs, dizzy with her day in the open air and +intoxicated by the scent of green leaves, and rejoined her Zizi behind +the curtain, she fancied herself a schoolgirl enjoying a holiday +escapade. It was an amour, she thought, with a young cousin to whom she +was going to be married. And so she trembled at the slightest noise and +dread lest parents should hear her, while making the delicious +experiments and suffering the voluptuous terrors attendant on a girl’s +first slip from the path of virtue. + +Nana in those days was subject to the fancies a sentimental girl will +indulge in. She would gaze at the moon for hours. One night she had a +mind to go down into the garden with Georges when all the household was +asleep. When there they strolled under the trees, their arms round each +other’s waists, and finally went and laid down in the grass, where the +dew soaked them through and through. On another occasion, after a long +silence up in the bedroom, she fell sobbing on the lad’s neck, +declaring in broken accents that she was afraid of dying. She would +often croon a favorite ballad of Mme Lerat’s, which was full of flowers +and birds. The song would melt her to tears, and she would break off in +order to clasp Georges in a passionate embrace and to extract from him +vows of undying affection. In short she was extremely silly, as she +herself would admit when they both became jolly good fellows again and +sat up smoking cigarettes on the edge of the bed, dangling their bare +legs over it the while and tapping their heels against its wooden side. + +But what utterly melted the young woman’s heart was Louiset’s arrival. +She had an access of maternal affection which was as violent as a mad +fit. She would carry off her boy into the sunshine outside to watch him +kicking about; she would dress him like a little prince and roll with +him in the grass. The moment he arrived she decided that he was to +sleep near her, in the room next hers, where Mme Lerat, whom the +country greatly affected, used to begin snoring the moment her head +touched the pillow. Louiset did not hurt Zizi’s position in the least. +On the contrary, Nana said that she had now two children, and she +treated them with the same wayward tenderness. At night, more than ten +times running, she would leave Zizi to go and see if Louiset were +breathing properly, but on her return she would re-embrace her Zizi and +lavish on him the caresses that had been destined for the child. She +played at being Mamma while he wickedly enjoyed being dandled in the +arms of the great wench and allowed himself to be rocked to and fro +like a baby that is being sent to sleep. It was all so delightful, and +Nana was so charmed with her present existence, that she seriously +proposed to him never to leave the country. They would send all the +other people away, and he, she and the child would live alone. And with +that they would make a thousand plans till daybreak and never once hear +Mme Lerat as she snored vigorously after the fatigues of a day spent in +picking country flowers. + +This charming existence lasted nearly a week. Count Muffat used to come +every evening and go away again with disordered face and burning hands. +One evening he was not even received, as Steiner had been obliged to +run up to Paris. He was told that Madame was not well. Nana grew daily +more disgusted at the notion of deceiving Georges. He was such an +innocent lad, and he had such faith in her! She would have looked on +herself as the lowest of the low had she played him false. Besides, it +would have sickened her to do so! Zoé, who took her part in this affair +in mute disdain, believed that Madame was growing senseless. + +On the sixth day a band of visitors suddenly blundered into Nana’s +idyl. She had, indeed, invited a whole swarm of people under the belief +that none of them would come. And so one fine afternoon she was vastly +astonished and annoyed to see an omnibus full of people pulling up +outside the gate of La Mignotte. + +“It’s us!” cried Mignon, getting down first from the conveyance and +extracting then his sons Henri and Charles. + +Labordette thereupon appeared and began handing out an interminable +file of ladies—Lucy Stewart, Caroline Hequet, Tatan Nene, Maria Blond. +Nana was in hopes that they would end there, when La Faloise sprang +from the step in order to receive Gaga and her daughter Amelie in his +trembling arms. That brought the number up to eleven people. Their +installation proved a laborious undertaking. There were five spare +rooms at La Mignotte, one of which was already occupied by Mme Lerat +and Louiset. The largest was devoted to the Gaga and La Faloise +establishment, and it was decided that Amelie should sleep on a truckle +bed in the dressing room at the side. Mignon and his two sons had the +third room. Labordette the fourth. There thus remained one room which +was transformed into a dormitory with four beds in it for Lucy, +Caroline, Tatan and Maria. As to Steiner, he would sleep on the divan +in the drawing room. At the end of an hour, when everyone was duly +settled, Nana, who had begun by being furious, grew enchanted at the +thought of playing hostess on a grand scale. The ladies complimented +her on La Mignotte. “It’s a stunning property, my dear!” And then, too, +they brought her quite a whiff of Parisian air, and talking all +together with bursts of laughter and exclamation and emphatic little +gestures, they gave her all the petty gossip of the week just past. By +the by, and how about Bordenave? What had he said about her prank? Oh, +nothing much! After bawling about having her brought back by the +police, he had simply put somebody else in her place at night. Little +Violaine was the understudy, and she had even obtained a very pretty +success as the Blonde Venus. Which piece of news made Nana rather +serious. + +It was only four o’clock in the afternoon, and there was some talk of +taking a stroll around. + +“Oh, I haven’t told you,” said Nana, “I was just off to get up potatoes +when you arrived.” + +Thereupon they all wanted to go and dig potatoes without even changing +their dresses first. It was quite a party. The gardener and two helpers +were already in the potato field at the end of the grounds. The ladies +knelt down and began fumbling in the mold with their beringed fingers, +shouting gaily whenever they discovered a potato of exceptional size. +It struck them as so amusing! But Tatan Nene was in a state of triumph! +So many were the potatoes she had gathered in her youth that she forgot +herself entirely and gave the others much good advice, treating them +like geese the while. The gentlemen toiled less strenuously. Mignon +looked every inch the good citizen and father and made his stay in the +country an occasion for completing his boys’ education. Indeed, he +spoke to them of Parmentier! + +Dinner that evening was wildly hilarious. The company ate ravenously. +Nana, in a state of great elevation, had a warm disagreement with her +butler, an individual who had been in service at the bishop’s palace in +Orleans. The ladies smoked over their coffee. An earsplitting noise of +merrymaking issued from the open windows and died out far away under +the serene evening sky while peasants, belated in the lanes, turned and +looked at the flaring rooms. + +“It’s most tiresome that you’re going back the day after tomorrow,” +said Nana. “But never mind, we’ll get up an excursion all the same!” + +They decided to go on the morrow, Sunday, and visit the ruins of the +old Abbey of Chamont, which were some seven kilometers distant. Five +carriages would come out from Orleans, take up the company after lunch +and bring them back to dinner at La Mignotte at about seven. It would +be delightful. + +That evening, as his wont was, Count Muffat mounted the hill to ring at +the outer gate. But the brightly lit windows and the shouts of laughter +astonished him. When, however, he recognized Mignon’s voice, he +understood it all and went off, raging at this new obstacle, driven to +extremities, bent on some violent act. Georges passed through a little +door of which he had the key, slipped along the staircase walls and +went quietly up into Nana’s room. Only he had to wait for her till past +midnight. She appeared at last in a high state of intoxication and more +maternal even than on the previous nights. Whenever she had drunk +anything she became so amorous as to be absurd. Accordingly she now +insisted on his accompanying her to the Abbey of Chamont. But he stood +out against this; he was afraid of being seen. If he were to be seen +driving with her there would be an atrocious scandal. But she burst +into tears and evinced the noisy despair of a slighted woman. And he +thereupon consoled her and formally promised to be one of the party. + +“So you do love me very much,” she blurted out. “Say you love me very +much. Oh, my darling old bear, if I were to die would you feel it very +much? Confess!” + +At Les Fondettes the near neighborhood of Nana had utterly disorganized +the party. Every morning during lunch good Mme Hugon returned to the +subject despite herself, told her guests the news the gardener had +brought her and gave evidence of the absorbing curiosity with which +notorious courtesans are able to inspire even the worthiest old ladies. +Tolerant though she was, she was revolted and maddened by a vague +presentiment of coming ill, which frightened her in the evenings as +thoroughly as if a wild beast had escaped from a menagerie and were +known to be lurking in the countryside. + +She began trying to pick a little quarrel with her guests, whom she +each and all accused of prowling round La Mignotte. Count Vandeuvres +had been seen laughing on the highroad with a golden-haired lady, but +he defended himself against the accusation; he denied that it was Nana, +the fact being that Lucy had been with him and had told him how she had +just turned her third prince out of doors. The Marquis de Chouard used +also to go out every day, but his excuse was doctor’s orders. Toward +Daguenet and Fauchery Mme Hugon behaved unjustly too. The former +especially never left Les Fondettes, for he had given up the idea of +renewing the old connection and was busy paying the most respectful +attentions to Estelle. Fauchery also stayed with the Muffat ladies. On +one occasion only he had met Mignon with an armful of flowers, putting +his sons through a course of botanical instruction in a by-path. The +two men had shaken hands and given each other the news about Rose. She +was perfectly well and happy; they had both received a letter from her +that morning in which she besought them to profit by the fresh country +air for some days longer. Among all her guests the old lady spared only +Count Muffat and Georges. The count, who said he had serious business +in Orleans, could certainly not be running after the bad woman, and as +to Georges, the poor child was at last causing her grave anxiety, +seeing that every evening he was seized with atrocious sick headaches +which kept him to his bed in broad daylight. + +Meanwhile Fauchery had become the Countess Sabine’s faithful attendant +in the absence during each afternoon of Count Muffat. Whenever they +went to the end of the park he carried her campstool and her sunshade. +Besides, he amused her with the original witticisms peculiar to a +second-rate journalist, and in so doing he prompted her to one of those +sudden intimacies which are allowable in the country. She had +apparently consented to it from the first, for she had grown quite a +girl again in the society of a young man whose noisy humor seemed +unlikely to compromise her. But now and again, when for a second or two +they found themselves alone behind the shrubs, their eyes would meet; +they would pause amid their laughter, grow suddenly serious and view +one another darkly, as though they had fathomed and divined their +inmost hearts. + +On Friday a fresh place had to be laid at lunch time. M. Theophile +Venot, whom Mme Hugon remembered to have invited at the Muffats’ last +winter, had just arrived. He sat stooping humbly forward and behaved +with much good nature, as became a man of no account, nor did he seem +to notice the anxious deference with which he was treated. When he had +succeeded in getting the company to forget his presence he sat nibbling +small lumps of sugar during dessert, looking sharply up at Daguenet as +the latter handed Estelle strawberries and listening to Fauchery, who +was making the countess very merry over one of his anecdotes. Whenever +anyone looked at HIM he smiled in his quiet way. When the guests rose +from table he took the count’s arm and drew him into the park. He was +known to have exercised great influence over the latter ever since the +death of his mother. Indeed, singular stories were told about the kind +of dominion which the ex-lawyer enjoyed in that household. Fauchery, +whom his arrival doubtless embarrassed, began explaining to Georges and +Daguenet the origin of the man’s wealth. It was a big lawsuit with the +management of which the Jesuits had entrusted him in days gone by. In +his opinion the worthy man was a terrible fellow despite his gentle, +plump face and at this time of day had his finger in all the intrigues +of the priesthood. The two young men had begun joking at this, for they +thought the little old gentleman had an idiotic expression. The idea of +an unknown Venot, a gigantic Venot, acting for the whole body of the +clergy, struck them in the light of a comical invention. But they were +silenced when, still leaning on the old man’s arm, Count Muffat +reappeared with blanched cheeks and eyes reddened as if by recent +weeping. + +“I bet they’ve been chatting about hell,” muttered Fauchery in a +bantering tone. + +The Countess Sabine overheard the remark. She turned her head slowly, +and their eyes met in that long gaze with which they were accustomed to +sound one another prudently before venturing once for all. + +After the breakfast it was the guests’ custom to betake themselves to a +little flower garden on a terrace overlooking the plain. This Sunday +afternoon was exquisitely mild. There had been signs of rain toward ten +in the morning, but the sky, without ceasing to be covered, had, as it +were, melted into milky fog, which now hung like a cloud of luminous +dust in the golden sunlight. Soon Mme Hugon proposed that they should +step down through a little doorway below the terrace and take a walk on +foot in the direction of Gumières and as far as the Choue. She was fond +of walking and, considering her threescore years, was very active. +Besides, all her guests declared that there was no need to drive. So in +a somewhat straggling order they reached the wooden bridge over the +river. Fauchery and Daguenet headed the column with the Muffat ladies +and were followed by the count and the marquis, walking on either side +of Mme Hugon, while Vandeuvres, looking fashionable and out of his +element on the highroad, marched in the rear, smoking a cigar. M. +Venot, now slackening, now hastening his pace, passed smilingly from +group to group, as though bent on losing no scrap of conversation. + +“To think of poor dear Georges at Orleans!” said Mme Hugon. “He was +anxious to consult old Doctor Tavernier, who never goes out now, on the +subject of his sick headaches. Yes, you were not up, as he went off +before seven o’clock. But it’ll be a change for him all the same.” + +She broke off, exclaiming: + +“Why, what’s making them stop on the bridge?” + +The fact was the ladies and Fauchery and Daguenet were standing +stock-still on the crown of the bridge. They seemed to be hesitating as +though some obstacle or other rendered them uneasy and yet the way lay +clear before them. + +“Go on!” cried the count. + +They never moved and seemed to be watching the approach of something +which the rest had not yet observed. Indeed the road wound considerably +and was bordered by a thick screen of poplar trees. Nevertheless, a +dull sound began to grow momentarily louder, and soon there was a noise +of wheels, mingled with shouts of laughter and the cracking of whips. +Then suddenly five carriages came into view, driving one behind the +other. They were crowded to bursting, and bright with a galaxy of +white, blue and pink costumes. + +“What is it?” said Mme Hugon in some surprise. + +Then her instinct told her, and she felt indignant at such an untoward +invasion of her road. + +“Oh, that woman!” she murmured. “Walk on, pray walk on. Don’t appear to +notice.” + +But it was too late. The five carriages which were taking Nana and her +circle to the ruins of Chamont rolled on to the narrow wooden bridge. +Fauchery, Daguenet and the Muffat ladies were forced to step backward, +while Mme Hugon and the others had also to stop in Indian file along +the roadside. It was a superb ride past! The laughter in the carriages +had ceased, and faces were turned with an expression of curiosity. The +rival parties took stock of each other amid a silence broken only by +the measured trot of the horses. In the first carriage Maria Blond and +Tatan Nene were lolling backward like a pair of duchesses, their skirts +swelling forth over the wheels, and as they passed they cast disdainful +glances at the honest women who were walking afoot. Then came Gaga, +filling up a whole seat and half smothering La Faloise beside her so +that little but his small anxious face was visible. Next followed +Caroline Hequet with Labordette, Lucy Stewart with Mignon and his boys +and at the close of all Nana in a victoria with Steiner and on a +bracket seat in front of her that poor, darling Zizi, with his knees +jammed against her own. + +“It’s the last of them, isn’t it?” the countess placidly asked +Fauchery, pretending at the same time not to recognize Nana. + +The wheel of the victoria came near grazing her, but she did not step +back. The two women had exchanged a deeply significant glance. It was, +in fact, one of those momentary scrutinies which are at once complete +and definite. As to the men, they behaved unexceptionably. Fauchery and +Daguenet looked icy and recognized no one. The marquis, more nervous +than they and afraid of some farcical ebullition on the part of the +ladies, had plucked a blade of grass and was rolling it between his +fingers. Only Vandeuvres, who had stayed somewhat apart from the rest +of the company, winked imperceptibly at Lucy, who smiled at him as she +passed. + +“Be careful!” M. Venot had whispered as he stood behind Count Muffat. + +The latter in extreme agitation gazed after this illusive vision of +Nana while his wife turned slowly round and scrutinized him. Then he +cast his eyes on the ground as though to escape the sound of galloping +hoofs which were sweeping away both his senses and his heart. He could +have cried aloud in his agony, for, seeing Georges among Nana’s skirts, +he understood it all now. A mere child! He was brokenhearted at the +thought that she should have preferred a mere child to him! Steiner was +his equal, but that child! + +Mme Hugon, in the meantime, had not at once recognized Georges. +Crossing the bridge, he was fain to jump into the river, but Nana’s +knees restrained him. Then white as a sheet and icy cold, he sat +rigidly up in his place and looked at no one. It was just possible no +one would notice him. + +“Oh, my God!” said the old lady suddenly. “Georges is with her!” + +The carriages had passed quite through the uncomfortable crowd of +people who recognized and yet gave no sign of recognition. The short +critical encounter seemed to have been going on for ages. And now the +wheels whirled away the carriageloads of girls more gaily than ever. +Toward the fair open country they went, amid the buffetings of the +fresh air of heaven. Bright-colored fabrics fluttered in the wind, and +the merry laughter burst forth anew as the voyagers began jesting and +glancing back at the respectable folks halting with looks of annoyance +at the roadside. Turning round, Nana could see the walking party +hesitating and then returning the way they had come without crossing +the bridge. Mme Hugon was leaning silently on Count Muffat’s arm, and +so sad was her look that no one dared comfort her. + +“I say, did you see Fauchery, dear?” Nana shouted to Lucy, who was +leaning out of the carriage in front. “What a brute he was! He shall +pay out for that. And Paul, too, a fellow I’ve been so kind to! Not a +sign! They’re polite, I’m sure.” + +And with that she gave Steiner a terrible dressing, he having ventured +to suggest that the gentlemen’s attitude had been quite as it should +be. So then they weren’t even worth a bow? The first blackguard that +came by might insult them? Thanks! He was the right sort, too, he was! +It couldn’t be better! One ought always to bow to a woman. + +“Who’s the tall one?” asked Lucy at random, shouting through the noise +of the wheels. + +“It’s the Countess Muffat,” answered Steiner. + +“There now! I suspected as much,” said Nana. “Now, my dear fellow, it’s +all very well her being a countess, for she’s no better than she should +be. Yes, yes, she’s no better that she should be. You know, I’ve got an +eye for such things, I have! And now I know your countess as well as if +I had been at the making of her! I’ll bet you that she’s the mistress +of that viper Fauchery! I tell you, she’s his mistress! Between women +you guess that sort of thing at once!” + +Steiner shrugged his shoulders. Since the previous day his irritation +had been hourly increasing. He had received letters which necessitated +his leaving the following morning, added to which he did not much +appreciate coming down to the country in order to sleep on the +drawing-room divan. + +“And this poor baby boy!” Nana continued, melting suddenly at sight of +Georges’s pale face as he still sat rigid and breathless in front of +her. + +“D’you think Mamma recognized me?” he stammered at last. + +“Oh, most surely she did! Why, she cried out! But it’s my fault. He +didn’t want to come with us; I forced him to. Now listen, Zizi, would +you like me to write to your mamma? She looks such a kind, decent sort +of lady! I’ll tell her that I never saw you before and that it was +Steiner who brought you with him for the first time today.” + +“No, no, don’t write,” said Georges in great anxiety. “I’ll explain it +all myself. Besides, if they bother me about it I shan’t go home +again.” + +But he continued plunged in thought, racking his brains for excuses +against his return home in the evening. The five carriages were rolling +through a flat country along an interminable straight road bordered by +fine trees. The country was bathed in a silvery-gray atmosphere. The +ladies still continued shouting remarks from carriage to carriage +behind the backs of the drivers, who chuckled over their extraordinary +fares. Occasionally one of them would rise to her feet to look at the +landscape and, supporting herself on her neighbor’s shoulder, would +grow extremely excited till a sudden jolt brought her down to the seat +again. Caroline Hequet in the meantime was having a warm discussion +with Labordette. Both of them were agreed that Nana would be selling +her country house before three months were out, and Caroline was urging +Labordette to buy it back for her for as little as it was likely to +fetch. In front of them La Faloise, who was very amorous and could not +get at Gaga’s apoplectic neck, was imprinting kisses on her spine +through her dress, the strained fabric of which was nigh splitting, +while Amelie, perching stiffly on the bracket seat, was bidding them be +quiet, for she was horrified to be sitting idly by, watching her mother +being kissed. In the next carriage Mignon, in order to astonish Lucy, +was making his sons recite a fable by La Fontaine. Henri was prodigious +at this exercise; he could spout you one without pause or hesitation. +But Maria Blond, at the head of the procession, was beginning to feel +extremely bored. She was tired of hoaxing that blockhead of a Tatan +Nene with a story to the effect that the Parisian dairywomen were wont +to fabricate eggs with a mixture of paste and saffron. The distance was +too great: were they never going to get to their destination? And the +question was transmitted from carriage to carriage and finally reached +Nana, who, after questioning her driver, got up and shouted: + +“We’ve not got a quarter of an hour more to go. You see that church +behind the trees down there?” + +Then she continued: + +“Do you know, it appears the owner of the Château de Chamont is an old +lady of Napoleon’s time? Oh, SHE was a merry one! At least, so Joseph +told me, and he heard it from the servants at the bishop’s palace. +There’s no one like it nowadays, and for the matter of that, she’s +become goody-goody.” + +“What’s her name?” asked Lucy. + +“Madame d’Anglars.” + +“Irma d’Anglars—I knew her!” cried Gaga. + +Admiring exclamations burst from the line of carriages and were borne +down the wind as the horses quickened their trot. Heads were stretched +out in Gaga’s direction; Maria Blond and Tatan Nene turned round and +knelt on the seat while they leaned over the carriage hood, and the air +was full of questions and cutting remarks, tempered by a certain +obscure admiration. Gaga had known her! The idea filled them all with +respect for that far-off past. + +“Dear me, I was young then,” continued Gaga. “But never mind, I +remember it all. I saw her pass. They said she was disgusting in her +own house, but, driving in her carriage, she WAS just smart! And the +stunning tales about her! Dirty doings and money flung about like one +o’clock! I don’t wonder at all that she’s got a fine place. Why, she +used to clean out a man’s pockets as soon as look at him. Irma +d’Anglars still in the land of the living! Why, my little pets, she +must be near ninety.” + +At this the ladies became suddenly serious. Ninety years old! The +deuce, there wasn’t one of them, as Lucy loudly declared, who would +live to that age. They were all done for. Besides, Nana said she didn’t +want to make old bones; it wouldn’t be amusing. They were drawing near +their destination, and the conversation was interrupted by the cracking +of whips as the drivers put their horses to their best paces. Yet amid +all the noise Lucy continued talking and, suddenly changing the +subject, urged Nana to come to town with them all to-morrow. The +exhibition was soon to close, and the ladies must really return to +Paris, where the season was surpassing their expectations. But Nana was +obstinate. She loathed Paris; she wouldn’t set foot there yet! + +“Eh, darling, we’ll stay?” she said, giving Georges’s knees a squeeze, +as though Steiner were of no account. + +The carriages had pulled up abruptly, and in some surprise the company +got out on some waste ground at the bottom of a small hill. With his +whip one of the drivers had to point them out the ruins of the old +Abbey of Chamont where they lay hidden among trees. It was a great +sell! The ladies voted them silly. Why, they were only a heap of old +stones with briers growing over them and part of a tumble-down tower. +It really wasn’t worth coming a couple of leagues to see that! Then the +driver pointed out to them the countryseat, the park of which stretched +away from the abbey, and he advised them to take a little path and +follow the walls surrounding it. They would thus make the tour of the +place while the carriages would go and await them in the village +square. It was a delightful walk, and the company agreed to the +proposition. + +“Lord love me, Irma knows how to take care of herself!” said Gaga, +halting before a gate at the corner of the park wall abutting on the +highroad. + +All of them stood silently gazing at the enormous bush which stopped up +the gateway. Then following the little path, they skirted the park +wall, looking up from time to time to admire the trees, whose lofty +branches stretched out over them and formed a dense vault of greenery. +After three minutes or so they found themselves in front of a second +gate. Through this a wide lawn was visible, over which two venerable +oaks cast dark masses of shadow. Three minutes farther on yet another +gate afforded them an extensive view of a great avenue, a perfect +corridor of shadow, at the end of which a bright spot of sunlight +gleamed like a star. They stood in silent, wondering admiration, and +then little by little exclamations burst from their lips. They had been +trying hard to joke about it all with a touch of envy at heart, but +this decidedly and immeasurably impressed them. What a genius that Irma +was! A sight like this gave you a rattling notion of the woman! The +trees stretched away and away, and there were endlessly recurrent +patches of ivy along the wall with glimpses of lofty roofs and screens +of poplars interspersed with dense masses of elms and aspens. Was there +no end to it then? The ladies would have liked to catch sight of the +mansion house, for they were weary of circling on and on, weary of +seeing nothing but leafy recesses through every opening they came to. +They took the rails of the gate in their hands and pressed their faces +against the ironwork. And thus excluded and isolated, a feeling of +respect began to overcome them as they thought of the castle lost to +view in surrounding immensity. Soon, being quite unused to walking, +they grew tired. And the wall did not leave off; at every turn of the +small deserted path the same range of gray stones stretched ahead of +them. Some of them began to despair of ever getting to the end of it +and began talking of returning. But the more their long walk fatigued +them, the more respectful they became, for at each successive step they +were increasingly impressed by the tranquil, lordly dignity of the +domain. + +“It’s getting silly, this is!” said Caroline Hequet, grinding her +teeth. + +Nana silenced her with a shrug. For some moments past she had been +rather pale and extremely serious and had not spoken a single word. +Suddenly the path gave a final turn; the wall ended, and as they came +out on the village square the mansion house stood before them on the +farther side of its grand outer court. All stopped to admire the proud +sweep of the wide steps, the twenty frontage windows, the arrangement +of the three wings, which were built of brick framed by courses of +stone. Henri IV had erewhile inhabited this historic mansion, and his +room, with its great bed hung with Genoa velvet, was still preserved +there. Breathless with admiration, Nana gave a little childish sigh. + +“Great God!” she whispered very quietly to herself. + +But the party were deeply moved when Gaga suddenly announced that Irma +herself was standing yonder in front of the church. She recognized her +perfectly. She was as upright as of old, the hoary campaigner, and that +despite her age, and she still had those eyes which flashed when she +moved in that proud way of hers! Vespers were just over, and for a +second or two Madame stood in the church porch. She was dressed in a +dark brown silk and looked very simple and very tall, her venerable +face reminding one of some old marquise who had survived the horrors of +the Great Revolution. In her right hand a huge Book of Hours shone in +the sunlight, and very slowly she crossed the square, followed some +fifteen paces off by a footman in livery. The church was emptying, and +all the inhabitants of Chamont bowed before her with extreme respect. +An old man even kissed her hand, and a woman wanted to fall on her +knees. Truly this was a potent queen, full of years and honors. She +mounted her flight of steps and vanished from view. + +“That’s what one attains to when one has methodical habits!” said +Mignon with an air of conviction, looking at his sons and improving the +occasion. + +Then everybody said his say. Labordette thought her extraordinarily +well preserved. Maria Blond let slip a foul expression and vexed Lucy, +who declared that one ought to honor gray hairs. All the women, to sum +up, agreed that she was a perfect marvel. Then the company got into +their conveyances again. From Chamont all the way to La Mignotte Nana +remained silent. She had twice turned round to look back at the house, +and now, lulled by the sound of the wheels, she forgot that Steiner was +at her side and that Georges was in front of her. A vision had come up +out of the twilight, and the great lady seemed still to be sweeping by +with all the majesty of a potent queen, full of years and of honors. + +That evening Georges re-entered Les Fondettes in time for dinner. Nana, +who had grown increasingly absent-minded and singular in point of +manner, had sent him to ask his mamma’s forgiveness. It was his plain +duty, she remarked severely, growing suddenly solicitous for the +decencies of family life. She even made him swear not to return for the +night; she was tired, and in showing proper obedience he was doing no +more than his duty. Much bored by this moral discourse, Georges +appeared in his mother’s presence with heavy heart and downcast head. + +Fortunately for him his brother Philippe, a great merry devil of a +military man, had arrived during the day, a fact which greatly +curtailed the scene he was dreading. Mme Hugon was content to look at +him with eyes full of tears while Philippe, who had been put in +possession of the facts, threatened to go and drag him home by the +scruff of the neck if ever he went back into that woman’s society. +Somewhat comforted, Georges began slyly planning how to make his escape +toward two o’clock next day in order to arrange about future meetings +with Nana. + +Nevertheless, at dinnertime the house party at Les Fondettes seemed not +a little embarrassed. Vandeuvres had given notice of departure, for he +was anxious to take Lucy back to Paris with him. He was amused at the +idea of carrying off this girl whom he had known for ten years yet +never desired. The Marquis de Chouard bent over his plate and meditated +on Gaga’s young lady. He could well remember dandling Lili on his knee. +What a way children had of shooting up! This little thing was becoming +extremely plump! But Count Muffat especially was silent and absorbed. +His cheeks glowed, and he had given Georges one long look. Dinner over, +he went upstairs, intending to shut himself in his bedroom, his pretext +being a slight feverish attack. M. Venot had rushed after him, and +upstairs in the bedroom a scene ensued. The count threw himself upon +the bed and strove to stifle a fit of nervous sobbing in the folds of +the pillow while M. Venot, in a soft voice, called him brother and +advised him to implore heaven for mercy. But he heard nothing: there +was a rattle in his throat. Suddenly he sprang off the bed and +stammered: + +“I am going there. I can’t resist any longer.” + +“Very well,” said the old man, “I go with you.” + +As they left the house two shadows were vanishing into the dark depths +of a garden walk, for every evening now Fauchery and the Countess +Sabine left Daguenet to help Estelle make tea. Once on the highroad the +count walked so rapidly that his companion had to run in order to +follow him. Though utterly out of breath, the latter never ceased +showering on him the most conclusive arguments against the temptations +of the flesh. But the other never opened his mouth as he hurried away +into the night. Arrived in front of La Mignotte, he said simply: + +“I can’t resist any longer. Go!” + +“God’s will be done then!” muttered M. Venot. “He uses every method to +assure His final triumph. Your sin will become His weapon.” + +At La Mignotte there was much wrangling during the evening meal. Nana +had found a letter from Bordenave awaiting her, in which he advised +rest, just as though he were anxious to be rid of her. Little Violaine, +he said, was being encored twice nightly. But when Mignon continued +urging her to come away with them on the morrow Nana grew exasperated +and declared that she did not intend taking advice from anybody. In +other ways, too, her behavior at table was ridiculously stuck up. Mme +Lerat having made some sharp little speech or other, she loudly +announced that, God willing, she wasn’t going to let anyone—no, not +even her own aunt—make improper remarks in her presence. After which +she dreed her guests with honorable sentiments. She seemed to be +suffering from a fit of stupid right-mindedness, and she treated them +all to projects of religious education for Louiset and to a complete +scheme of regeneration for herself. When the company began laughing she +gave vent to profound opinions, nodding her head like a grocer’s wife +who knows what she is saying. Nothing but order could lead to fortune! +And so far as she was concerned, she had no wish to die like a beggar! +She set the ladies’ teeth on edge. They burst out in protest. Could +anyone have been converting Nana? No, it was impossible! But she sat +quite still and with absent looks once more plunged into dreamland, +where the vision of an extremely wealthy and greatly courted Nana rose +up before her. + +The household were going upstairs to bed when Muffat put in an +appearance. It was Labordette who caught sight of him in the garden. He +understood it all at once and did him a service, for he got Steiner out +of the way and, taking his hand, led him along the dark corridor as far +as Nana’s bedroom. In affairs of this kind Labordette was wont to +display the most perfect tact and cleverness. Indeed, he seemed +delighted to be making other people happy. Nana showed no surprise; she +was only somewhat annoyed by the excessive heat of Muffat’s pursuit. +Life was a serious affair, was it not? Love was too silly: it led to +nothing. Besides, she had her scruples in view of Zizi’s tender age. +Indeed, she had scarcely behaved quite fairly toward him. Dear me, yes, +she was choosing the proper course again in taking up with an old +fellow. + +“Zoé,” she said to the lady’s maid, who was enchanted at the thought of +leaving the country, “pack the trunks when you get up tomorrow. We are +going back to Paris.” + +And she went to bed with Muffat but experienced no pleasure. + + + + + CHAPTER VII + + +One December evening three months afterward Count Muffat was strolling +in the Passage des Panoramas. The evening was very mild, and owing to a +passing shower, the passage had just become crowded with people. There +was a perfect mob of them, and they thronged slowly and laboriously +along between the shops on either side. Under the windows, white with +reflected light, the pavement was violently illuminated. A perfect +stream of brilliancy emanated from white globes, red lanterns, blue +transparencies, lines of gas jets, gigantic watches and fans, outlined +in flame and burning in the open. And the motley displays in the shops, +the gold ornaments of the jeweler’s, the glass ornaments of the +confectioner’s, the light-colored silks of the modiste’s, seemed to +shine again in the crude light of the reflectors behind the clear +plate-glass windows, while among the bright-colored, disorderly array +of shop signs a huge purple glove loomed in the distance like a +bleeding hand which had been severed from an arm and fastened to a +yellow cuff. + +Count Muffat had slowly returned as far as the boulevard. He glanced +out at the roadway and then came sauntering back along the shopwindows. +The damp and heated atmosphere filled the narrow passage with a slight +luminous mist. Along the flagstones, which had been wet by the +drip-drop of umbrellas, the footsteps of the crowd rang continually, +but there was no sound of voices. Passers-by elbowed him at every turn +and cast inquiring looks at his silent face, which the gaslight +rendered pale. And to escape these curious manifestations the count +posted himself in front of a stationer’s, where with profound attention +contemplated an array of paperweights in the form of glass bowls +containing floating landscapes and flowers. + +He was conscious of nothing: he was thinking of Nana. Why had she lied +to him again? That morning she had written and told him not to trouble +about her in the evening, her excuse being that Louiset was ill and +that she was going to pass the night at her aunt’s in order to nurse +him. But he had felt suspicious and had called at her house, where he +learned from the porter that Madame had just gone off to her theater. +He was astonished at this, for she was not playing in the new piece. +Why then should she have told him this falsehood, and what could she be +doing at the Variétés that evening? Hustled by a passer-by, the count +unconsciously left the paperweights and found himself in front of a +glass case full of toys, where he grew absorbed over an array of +pocketbooks and cigar cases, all of which had the same blue swallow +stamped on one corner. Nana was most certainly not the same woman! In +the early days after his return from the country she used to drive him +wild with delight, as with pussycat caresses she kissed him all round +his face and whiskers and vowed that he was her own dear pet and the +only little man she adored. He was no longer afraid of Georges, whom +his mother kept down at Les Fondettes. There was only fat Steiner to +reckon with, and he believed he was really ousting him, but he did not +dare provoke an explanation on his score. He knew he was once more in +an extraordinary financial scrape and on the verge of being declared +bankrupt on ’change, so much so that he was clinging fiercely to the +shareholders in the Landes Salt Pits and striving to sweat a final +subscription out of them. Whenever he met him at Nana’s she would +explain reasonably enough that she did not wish to turn him out of +doors like a dog after all he had spent on her. Besides, for the last +three months he had been living in such a whirl of sensual excitement +that, beyond the need of possessing her, he had felt no very distinct +impressions. His was a tardy awakening of the fleshly instinct, a +childish greed of enjoyment, which left no room for either vanity or +jealousy. Only one definite feeling could affect him now, and that was +Nana’s decreasing kindness. She no longer kissed him on the beard! It +made him anxious, and as became a man quite ignorant of womankind, he +began asking himself what possible cause of offense he could have given +her. Besides, he was under the impression that he was satisfying all +her desires. And so he harked back again and again to the letter he had +received that morning with its tissue of falsehoods, invented for the +extremely simple purpose of passing an evening at her own theater. The +crowd had pushed him forward again, and he had crossed the passage and +was puzzling his brain in front of the entrance to a restaurant, his +eyes fixed on some plucked larks and on a huge salmon laid out inside +the window. + +At length he seemed to tear himself away from this spectacle. He shook +himself, looked up and noticed that it was close on nine o’clock. Nana +would soon be coming out, and he would make her tell the truth. And +with that he walked on and recalled to memory the evenings he once +passed in that region in the days when he used to meet her at the door +of the theater. + +He knew all the shops, and in the gas-laden air he recognized their +different scents, such, for instance, as the strong savor of Russia +leather, the perfume of vanilla emanating from a chocolate dealer’s +basement, the savor of musk blown in whiffs from the open doors of the +perfumers. But he did not dare linger under the gaze of the pale +shopwomen, who looked placidly at him as though they knew him by sight. +For one instant he seemed to be studying the line of little round +windows above the shops, as though he had never noticed them before +among the medley of signs. Then once again he went up to the boulevard +and stood still a minute or two. A fine rain was now falling, and the +cold feel of it on his hands calmed him. He thought of his wife who was +staying in a country house near Macon, where her friend Mme de +Chezelles had been ailing a good deal since the autumn. The carriages +in the roadway were rolling through a stream of mud. The country, he +thought, must be detestable in such vile weather. But suddenly he +became anxious and re-entered the hot, close passage down which he +strode among the strolling people. A thought struck him: if Nana were +suspicious of his presence there she would be off along the Galerie +Montmartre. + +After that the count kept a sharp lookout at the very door of the +theater, though he did not like this passage end, where he was afraid +of being recognized. It was at the corner between the Galerie des +Variétés and the Galerie Saint-Marc, an equivocal corner full of +obscure little shops. Of these last one was a shoemaker’s, where +customers never seemed to enter. Then there were two or three +upholsterers’, deep in dust, and a smoky, sleepy reading room and +library, the shaded lamps in which cast a green and slumberous light +all the evening through. There was never anyone in this corner save +well-dressed, patient gentlemen, who prowled about the wreckage +peculiar to a stage door, where drunken sceneshifters and ragged chorus +girls congregate. In front of the theater a single gas jet in a +ground-glass globe lit up the doorway. For a moment or two Muffat +thought of questioning Mme Bron; then he grew afraid lest Nana should +get wind of his presence and escape by way of the boulevard. So he went +on the march again and determined to wait till he was turned out at the +closing of the gates, an event which had happened on two previous +occasions. The thought of returning home to his solitary bed simply +wrung his heart with anguish. Every time that golden-haired girls and +men in dirty linen came out and stared at him he returned to his post +in front of the reading room, where, looking in between two +advertisements posted on a windowpane, he was always greeted by the +same sight. It was a little old man, sitting stiff and solitary at the +vast table and holding a green newspaper in his green hands under the +green light of one of the lamps. But shortly before ten o’clock another +gentleman, a tall, good-looking, fair man with well-fitting gloves, was +also walking up and down in front of the stage door. Thereupon at each +successive turn the pair treated each other to a suspicious sidelong +glance. The count walked to the corner of the two galleries, which was +adorned with a high mirror, and when he saw himself therein, looking +grave and elegant, he was both ashamed and nervous. + +Ten o’clock struck, and suddenly it occurred to Muffat that it would be +very easy to find out whether Nana were in her dressing room or not. He +went up the three steps, crossed the little yellow-painted lobby and +slipped into the court by a door which simply shut with a latch. At +that hour of the night the narrow, damp well of a court, with its +pestiferous water closets, its fountain, its back view of the kitchen +stove and the collection of plants with which the portress used to +litter the place, was drenched in dark mist; but the two walls, rising +pierced with windows on either hand, were flaming with light, since the +property room and the firemen’s office were situated on the ground +floor, with the managerial bureau on the left, and on the right and +upstairs the dressing rooms of the company. The mouths of furnaces +seemed to be opening on the outer darkness from top to bottom of this +well. The count had at once marked the light in the windows of the +dressing room on the first floor, and as a man who is comforted and +happy, he forgot where he was and stood gazing upward amid the foul mud +and faint decaying smell peculiar to the premises of this antiquated +Parisian building. Big drops were dripping from a broken waterspout, +and a ray of gaslight slipped from Mme Bron’s window and cast a yellow +glare over a patch of moss-clad pavement, over the base of a wall which +had been rotted by water from a sink, over a whole cornerful of +nameless filth amid which old pails and broken crocks lay in fine +confusion round a spindling tree growing mildewed in its pot. A window +fastening creaked, and the count fled. + +Nana was certainly going to come down. He returned to his post in front +of the reading room; among its slumbering shadows, which seemed only +broken by the glimmer of a night light, the little old man still sat +motionless, his side face sharply outlined against his newspaper. Then +Muffat walked again and this time took a more prolonged turn and, +crossing the large gallery, followed the Galerie des Variétés as far as +that of Feydeau. The last mentioned was cold and deserted and buried in +melancholy shadow. He returned from it, passed by the theater, turned +the corner of the Galerie Saint-Marc and ventured as far as the Galerie +Montmartre, where a sugar-chopping machine in front of a grocer’s +interested him awhile. But when he was taking his third turn he was +seized with such dread lest Nana should escape behind his back that he +lost all self-respect. Thereupon he stationed himself beside the fair +gentleman in front of the very theater. Both exchanged a glance of +fraternal humility with which was mingled a touch of distrust, for it +was possible they might yet turn out to be rivals. Some sceneshifters +who came out smoking their pipes between the acts brushed rudely +against them, but neither one nor the other ventured to complain. Three +big wenches with untidy hair and dirty gowns appeared on the doorstep. +They were munching apples and spitting out the cores, but the two men +bowed their heads and patiently braved their impudent looks and rough +speeches, though they were hustled and, as it were, soiled by these +trollops, who amused themselves by pushing each other down upon them. + +At that very moment Nana descended the three steps. She grew very pale +when she noticed Muffat. + +“Oh, it’s you!” she stammered. + +The sniggering extra ladies were quite frightened when they recognized +her, and they formed in line and stood up, looking as stiff and serious +as servants whom their mistress has caught behaving badly. The tall +fair gentleman had moved away; he was at once reassured and sad at +heart. + +“Well, give me your arm,” Nana continued impatiently. + +They walked quietly off. The count had been getting ready to question +her and now found nothing to say. + +It was she who in rapid tones told a story to the effect that she had +been at her aunt’s as late as eight o’clock, when, seeing Louiset very +much better, she had conceived the idea of going down to the theater +for a few minutes. + +“On some important business?” he queried. + +“Yes, a new piece,” she replied after some slight hesitation. “They +wanted my advice.” + +He knew that she was not speaking the truth, but the warm touch of her +arm as it leaned firmly on his own, left him powerless. He felt neither +anger nor rancor after his long, long wait; his one thought was to keep +her where she was now that he had got hold of her. Tomorrow, and not +before, he would try and find out what she had come to her dressing +room after. But Nana still appeared to hesitate; she was manifestly a +prey to the sort of secret anguish that besets people when they are +trying to regain lost ground and to initiate a plan of action. +Accordingly, as they turned the corner of the Galerie des Variétés, she +stopped in front of the show in a fan seller’s window. + +“I say, that’s pretty,” she whispered; “I mean that mother-of-pearl +mount with the feathers.” + +Then, indifferently: + +“So you’re seeing me home?” + +“Of course,” he said, with some surprise, “since your child’s better.” + +She was sorry she had told him that story. Perhaps Louiset was passing +through another crisis! She talked of returning to the Batignolles. But +when he offered to accompany her she did not insist on going. For a +second or two she was possessed with the kind of white-hot fury which a +woman experiences when she feels herself entrapped and must, +nevertheless, behave prettily. But in the end she grew resigned and +determined to gain time. If only she could get rid of the count toward +midnight everything would happen as she wished. + +“Yes, it’s true; you’re a bachelor tonight,” she murmured. “Your wife +doesn’t return till tomorrow, eh?” + +“Yes,” replied Muffat. It embarrassed him somewhat to hear her talking +familiarly about the countess. + +But she pressed him further, asking at what time the train was due and +wanting to know whether he were going to the station to meet her. She +had begun to walk more slowly than ever, as though the shops interested +her very much. + +“Now do look!” she said, pausing anew before a jeweler’s window, “what +a funny bracelet!” + +She adored the Passage des Panoramas. The tinsel of the ARTICLE DE +PARIS, the false jewelry, the gilded zinc, the cardboard made to look +like leather, had been the passion of her early youth. It remained, and +when she passed the shop-windows she could not tear herself away from +them. It was the same with her today as when she was a ragged, +slouching child who fell into reveries in front of the chocolate +maker’s sweet-stuff shows or stood listening to a musical box in a +neighboring shop or fell into supreme ecstasies over cheap, vulgarly +designed knickknacks, such as nutshell workboxes, ragpickers’ baskets +for holding toothpicks, Vendome columns and Luxor obelisks on which +thermometers were mounted. But that evening she was too much agitated +and looked at things without seeing them. When all was said and done, +it bored her to think she was not free. An obscure revolt raged within +her, and amid it all she felt a wild desire to do something foolish. It +was a great thing gained, forsooth, to be mistress of men of position! +She had been devouring the prince’s substance and Steiner’s, too, with +her childish caprices, and yet she had no notion where her money went. +Even at this time of day her flat in the Boulevard Haussmann was not +entirely furnished. The drawing room alone was finished, and with its +red satin upholsteries and excess of ornamentation and furniture it +struck a decidedly false note. Her creditors, moreover, would now take +to tormenting her more than ever before whenever she had no money on +hand, a fact which caused her constant surprise, seeing that she was +wont to quote her self as a model of economy. For a month past that +thief Steiner had been scarcely able to pay up his thousand francs on +the occasions when she threatened to kick him out of doors in case he +failed to bring them. As to Muffat, he was an idiot: he had no notion +as to what it was usual to give, and she could not, therefore, grow +angry with him on the score of miserliness. Oh, how gladly she would +have turned all these folks off had she not repeated to herself a score +of times daily a whole string of economical maxims! + +One ought to be sensible, Zoé kept saying every morning, and Nana +herself was constantly haunted by the queenly vision seen at Chamont. +It had now become an almost religious memory with her, and through dint +of being ceaselessly recalled it grew even more grandiose. And for +these reasons, though trembling with repressed indignation, she now +hung submissively on the count’s arm as they went from window to window +among the fast-diminishing crowd. The pavement was drying outside, and +a cool wind blew along the gallery, swept the close hot air up beneath +the glass that imprisoned it and shook the colored lanterns and the +lines of gas jets and the giant fan which was flaring away like a set +piece in an illumination. At the door of the restaurant a waiter was +putting out the gas, while the motionless attendants in the empty, +glaring shops looked as though they had dropped off to sleep with their +eyes open. + +“Oh, what a duck!” continued Nana, retracing her steps as far as the +last of the shops in order to go into ecstasies over a porcelain +greyhound standing with raised forepaw in front of a nest hidden among +roses. + +At length they quitted the passage, but she refused the offer of a cab. +It was very pleasant out she said; besides, they were in no hurry, and +it would be charming to return home on foot. When they were in front of +the Café Anglais she had a sudden longing to eat oysters. Indeed, she +said that owing to Louiset’s illness she had tasted nothing since +morning. Muffat dared not oppose her. Yet as he did not in those days +wish to be seen about with her he asked for a private supper room and +hurried to it along the corridors. She followed him with the air of a +woman familiar with the house, and they were on the point of entering a +private room, the door of which a waiter held open, when from a +neighboring saloon, whence issued a perfect tempest of shouts and +laughter, a man rapidly emerged. It was Daguenet. + +“By Jove, it’s Nana!” he cried. + +The count had briskly disappeared into the private room, leaving the +door ajar behind him. But Daguenet winked behind his round shoulders +and added in chaffing tones: + +“The deuce, but you’re doing nicely! You catch ’em in the Tuileries +nowadays!” + +Nana smiled and laid a finger on her lips to beg him to be silent. She +could see he was very much exalted, and yet she was glad to have met +him, for she still felt tenderly toward him, and that despite the nasty +way he had cut her when in the company of fashionable ladies. + +“What are you doing now?” she asked amicably. + +“Becoming respectable. Yes indeed, I’m thinking of getting married.” + +She shrugged her shoulders with a pitying air. But he jokingly +continued to the effect that to be only just gaining enough on ’change +to buy ladies bouquets could scarcely be called an income, provided you +wanted to look respectable too! His three hundred thousand francs had +only lasted him eighteen months! He wanted to be practical, and he was +going to marry a girl with a huge dowry and end off as a PREFET, like +his father before him! Nana still smiled incredulously. She nodded in +the direction of the saloon: “Who are you with in there?” + +“Oh, a whole gang,” he said, forgetting all about his projects under +the influence of returning intoxication. “Just think! Léa is telling us +about her trip in Egypt. Oh, it’s screaming! There’s a bathing story—” + +And he told the story while Nana lingered complaisantly. They had ended +by leaning up against the wall in the corridor, facing one another. Gas +jets were flaring under the low ceiling, and a vague smell of cookery +hung about the folds of the hangings. Now and again, in order to hear +each other’s voices when the din in the saloon became louder than ever, +they had to lean well forward. Every few seconds, however, a waiter +with an armful of dishes found his passage barred and disturbed them. +But they did not cease their talk for that; on the contrary, they stood +close up to the walls and, amid the uproar of the supper party and the +jostlings of the waiters, chatted as quietly as if they were by their +own firesides. + +“Just look at that,” whispered the young man, pointing to the door of +the private room through which Muffat had vanished. + +Both looked. The door was quivering slightly; a breath of air seemed to +be disturbing it, and at last, very, very slowly and without the least +sound, it was shut to. They exchanged a silent chuckle. The count must +be looking charmingly happy all alone in there! + +“By the by,” she asked, “have you read Fauchery’s article about me?” + +“Yes, ‘The Golden Fly,’” replied Daguenet; “I didn’t mention it to you +as I was afraid of paining you.” + +“Paining me—why? His article’s a very long one.” + +She was flattered to think that the Figaro should concern itself about +her person. But failing the explanations of her hairdresser Francis, +who had brought her the paper, she would not have understood that it +was she who was in question. Daguenet scrutinized her slyly, sneering +in his chaffing way. Well, well, since she was pleased, everybody else +ought to be. + +“By your leave!” shouted a waiter, holding a dish of iced cheese in +both hands as he separated them. + +Nana had stepped toward the little saloon where Muffat was waiting. + +“Well, good-by!” continued Daguenet. “Go and find your cuckold again.” + +But she halted afresh. + +“Why d’you call him cuckold?” + +“Because he is a cuckold, by Jove!” + +She came and leaned against the wall again; she was profoundly +interested. + +“Ah!” she said simply. + +“What, d’you mean to say you didn’t know that? Why, my dear girl, his +wife’s Fauchery’s mistress. It probably began in the country. Some time +ago, when I was coming here, Fauchery left me, and I suspect he’s got +an assignation with her at his place tonight. They’ve made up a story +about a journey, I fancy.” + +Overcome with surprise, Nana remained voiceless. + +“I suspected it,” she said at last, slapping her leg. “I guessed it by +merely looking at her on the highroad that day. To think of its being +possible for an honest woman to deceive her husband, and with that +blackguard Fauchery too! He’ll teach her some pretty things!” + +“Oh, it isn’t her trial trip,” muttered Daguenet wickedly. “Perhaps she +knows as much about it as he does.” + +At this Nana gave vent to an indignant exclamation. + +“Indeed she does! What a nice world! It’s too foul!” + +“By your leave!” shouted a waiter, laden with bottles, as he separated +them. + +Daguenet drew her forward again and held her hand for a second or two. +He adopted his crystalline tone of voice, the voice with notes as sweet +as those of a harmonica, which had gained him his success among the +ladies of Nana’s type. + +“Good-by, darling! You know I love you always.” + +She disengaged her hand from his, and while a thunder of shouts and +bravos, which made the door in the saloon tremble again, almost drowned +her words she smilingly remarked: + +“It’s over between us, stupid! But that doesn’t matter. Do come up one +of these days, and we’ll have a chat.” + +Then she became serious again and in the outraged tones of a +respectable woman: + +“So he’s a cuckold, is he?” she cried. “Well, that IS a nuisance, dear +boy. They’ve always sickened me, cuckolds have.” + +When at length she went into the private room she noticed that Muffat +was sitting resignedly on a narrow divan with pale face and twitching +hands. He did not reproach her at all, and she, greatly moved, was +divided between feelings of pity and of contempt. The poor man! To +think of his being so unworthily cheated by a vile wife! She had a good +mind to throw her arms round his neck and comfort him. But it was only +fair all the same! He was a fool with women, and this would teach him a +lesson! Nevertheless, pity overcame her. She did not get rid of him as +she had determined to do after the oysters had been discussed. They +scarcely stayed a quarter of an hour in the Café Anglais, and together +they went into the house in the Boulevard Haussmann. It was then +eleven. Before midnight she would have easily have discovered some +means of getting rid of him kindly. + +In the anteroom, however, she took the precaution of giving Zoé an +order. “You’ll look out for him, and you’ll tell him not to make a +noise if the other man’s still with me.” + +“But where shall I put him, madame?” + +“Keep him in the kitchen. It’s more safe.” + +In the room inside Muffat was already taking off his overcoat. A big +fire was burning on the hearth. It was the same room as of old, with +its rosewood furniture and its hangings and chair coverings of figured +damask with the large blue flowers on a gray background. On two +occasions Nana had thought of having it redone, the first in black +velvet, the second in white satin with bows, but directly Steiner +consented she demanded the money that these changes would cost simply +with a view to pillaging him. She had, indeed, only indulged in a tiger +skin rug for the hearth and a cut-glass hanging lamp. + +“I’m not sleepy; I’m not going to bed,” she said the moment they were +shut in together. + +The count obeyed her submissively, as became a man no longer afraid of +being seen. His one care now was to avoid vexing her. + +“As you will,” he murmured. + +Nevertheless, he took his boots off, too, before seating himself in +front of the fire. One of Nana’s pleasures consisted in undressing +herself in front of the mirror on her wardrobe door, which reflected +her whole height. She would let everything slip off her in turn and +then would stand perfectly naked and gaze and gaze in complete oblivion +of all around her. Passion for her own body, ecstasy over her satin +skin and the supple contours of her shape, would keep her serious, +attentive and absorbed in the love of herself. The hairdresser +frequently found her standing thus and would enter without her once +turning to look at him. Muffat used to grow angry then, but he only +succeeded in astonishing her. What was coming over the man? She was +doing it to please herself, not other people. + +That particular evening she wanted to have a better view of herself, +and she lit the six candles attached to the frame of the mirror. But +while letting her shift slip down she paused. She had been preoccupied +for some moments past, and a question was on her lips. + +“You haven’t read the Figaro article, have you? The paper’s on the +table.” Daguenet’s laugh had recurred to her recollections, and she was +harassed by a doubt. If that Fauchery had slandered her she would be +revenged. + +“They say that it’s about me,” she continued, affecting indifference. +“What’s your notion, eh, darling?” + +And letting go her shift and waiting till Muffat should have done +reading, she stood naked. Muffat was reading slowly Fauchery’s article +entitled “The Golden Fly,” describing the life of a harlot descended +from four or five generations of drunkards and tainted in her blood by +a cumulative inheritance of misery and drink, which in her case has +taken the form of a nervous exaggeration of the sexual instinct. She +has shot up to womanhood in the slums and on the pavements of Paris, +and tall, handsome and as superbly grown as a dunghill plant, she +avenges the beggars and outcasts of whom she is the ultimate product. +With her the rottenness that is allowed to ferment among the populace +is carried upward and rots the aristocracy. She becomes a blind power +of nature, a leaven of destruction, and unwittingly she corrupts and +disorganizes all Paris, churning it between her snow-white thighs as +milk is monthly churned by housewives. And it was at the end of this +article that the comparison with a fly occurred, a fly of sunny hue +which has flown up out of the dung, a fly which sucks in death on the +carrion tolerated by the roadside and then buzzing, dancing and +glittering like a precious stone enters the windows of palaces and +poisons the men within by merely settling on them in her flight. + +Muffat lifted his head; his eyes stared fixedly; he gazed at the fire. + +“Well?” asked Nana. + +But he did not answer. It seemed as though he wanted to read the +article again. A cold, shivering feeling was creeping from his scalp to +his shoulders. This article had been written anyhow. The phrases were +wildly extravagant; the unexpected epigrams and quaint collocations of +words went beyond all bounds. Yet notwithstanding this, he was struck +by what he had read, for it had rudely awakened within him much that +for months past he had not cared to think about. + +He looked up. Nana had grown absorbed in her ecstatic +self-contemplation. She was bending her neck and was looking +attentively in the mirror at a little brown mark above her right +haunch. She was touching it with the tip of her finger and by dint of +bending backward was making it stand out more clearly than ever. +Situated where it was, it doubtless struck her as both quaint and +pretty. After that she studied other parts of her body with an amused +expression and much of the vicious curiosity of a child. The sight of +herself always astonished her, and she would look as surprised and +ecstatic as a young girl who has discovered her puberty. Slowly, +slowly, she spread out her arms in order to give full value to her +figure, which suggested the torso of a plump Venus. She bent herself +this way and that and examined herself before and behind, stooping to +look at the side view of her bosom and at the sweeping contours of her +thighs. And she ended with a strange amusement which consisted of +swinging to right and left, her knees apart and her body swaying from +the waist with the perpetual jogging, twitching movements peculiar to +an oriental dancer in the danse du ventre. + +Muffat sat looking at her. She frightened him. The newspaper had +dropped from his hand. For a moment he saw her as she was, and he +despised himself. Yes, it was just that; she had corrupted his life; he +already felt himself tainted to his very marrow by impurities hitherto +undreamed of. Everything was now destined to rot within him, and in the +twinkling of an eye he understood what this evil entailed. He saw the +ruin brought about by this kind of “leaven”—himself poisoned, his +family destroyed, a bit of the social fabric cracking and crumbling. +And unable to take his eyes from the sight, he sat looking fixedly at +her, striving to inspire himself with loathing for her nakedness. + +Nana no longer moved. With an arm behind her neck, one hand clasped in +the other, and her elbows far apart, she was throwing back her head so +that he could see a foreshortened reflection of her half-closed eyes, +her parted lips, her face clothed with amorous laughter. Her masses of +yellow hair were unknotted behind, and they covered her back with the +fell of a lioness. + +Bending back thus, she displayed her solid Amazonian waist and firm +bosom, where strong muscles moved under the satin texture of the skin. +A delicate line, to which the shoulder and the thigh added their slight +undulations, ran from one of her elbows to her foot, and Muffat’s eyes +followed this tender profile and marked how the outlines of the fair +flesh vanished in golden gleams and how its rounded contours shone like +silk in the candlelight. He thought of his old dread of Woman, of the +Beast of the Scriptures, at once lewd and wild. Nana was all covered +with fine hair; a russet made her body velvety, while the Beast was +apparent in the almost equine development of her flanks, in the fleshy +exuberances and deep hollows of her body, which lent her sex the +mystery and suggestiveness lurking in their shadows. She was, indeed, +that Golden Creature, blind as brute force, whose very odor ruined the +world. Muffat gazed and gazed as a man possessed, till at last, when he +had shut his eyes in order to escape it, the Brute reappeared in the +darkness of the brain, larger, more terrible, more suggestive in its +attitude. Now, he understood, it would remain before his eyes, in his +very flesh, forever. + +But Nana was gathering herself together. A little thrill of tenderness +seemed to have traversed her members. Her eyes were moist; she tried, +as it were, to make herself small, as though she could feel herself +better thus. Then she threw her head and bosom back and, melting, as it +were, in one great bodily caress, she rubbed her cheeks coaxingly, +first against one shoulder, then against the other. Her lustful mouth +breathed desire over her limbs. She put out her lips, kissed herself +long in the neighborhood of her armpit and laughed at the other Nana +who also was kissing herself in the mirror. + +Then Muffat gave a long sigh. This solitary pleasure exasperated him. +Suddenly all his resolutions were swept away as though by a mighty +wind. In a fit of brutal passion he caught Nana to his breast and threw +her down on the carpet. + +“Leave me alone!” she cried. “You’re hurting me!” + +He was conscious of his undoing; he recognized in her stupidity, +vileness and falsehood, and he longed to possess her, poisoned though +she was. + +“Oh, you’re a fool!” she said savagely when he let her get up. + +Nevertheless, she grew calm. He would go now. She slipped on a +nightgown trimmed with lace and came and sat down on the floor in front +of the fire. It was her favorite position. When she again questioned +him about Fauchery’s article Muffat replied vaguely, for he wanted to +avoid a scene. Besides, she declared that she had found a weak spot in +Fauchery. And with that she relapsed into a long silence and reflected +on how to dismiss the count. She would have liked to do it in an +agreeable way, for she was still a good-natured wench, and it bored her +to cause others pain, especially in the present instance where the man +was a cuckold. The mere thought of his being that had ended by rousing +her sympathies! + +“So you expect your wife tomorrow morning?” she said at last. + +Muffat had stretched himself in an armchair. He looked drowsy, and his +limbs were tired. He gave a sign of assent. Nana sat gazing seriously +at him with a dull tumult in her brain. Propped on one leg, among her +slightly rumpled laces she was holding one of her bare feet between her +hands and was turning it mechanically about and about. + +“Have you been married long?” she asked. + +“Nineteen years,” replied the count + +“Ah! And is your wife amiable? Do you get on comfortably together?” + +He was silent. Then with some embarrassment: + +“You know I’ve begged you never to talk of those matters.” + +“Dear me, why’s that?” she cried, beginning to grow vexed directly. +“I’m sure I won’t eat your wife if I DO talk about her. Dear boy, why, +every woman’s worth—” + +But she stopped for fear of saying too much. She contented herself by +assuming a superior expression, since she considered herself extremely +kind. The poor fellow, he needed delicate handling! Besides, she had +been struck by a laughable notion, and she smiled as she looked him +carefully over. + +“I say,” she continued, “I haven’t told you the story about you that +Fauchery’s circulating. There’s a viper, if you like! I don’t bear him +any ill will, because his article may be all right, but he’s a regular +viper all the same.” + +And laughing more gaily than ever, she let go her foot and, crawling +along the floor, came and propped herself against the count’s knees. + +“Now just fancy, he swears you were still like a babe when you married +your wife. You were still like that, eh? Is it true, eh?” + +Her eyes pressed for an answer, and she raised her hands to his +shoulders and began shaking him in order to extract the desired +confession. + +“Without doubt,” he at last made answer gravely. + +Thereupon she again sank down at his feet. She was shaking with +uproarious laughter, and she stuttered and dealt him little slaps. + +“No, it’s too funny! There’s no one like you; you’re a marvel. But, my +poor pet, you must just have been stupid! When a man doesn’t know—oh, +it is so comical! Good heavens, I should have liked to have seen you! +And it came off well, did it? Now tell me something about it! Oh, do, +do tell me!” + +She overwhelmed him with questions, forgetting nothing and requiring +the veriest details. And she laughed such sudden merry peals which +doubled her up with mirth, and her chemise slipped and got turned down +to such an extent, and her skin looked so golden in the light of the +big fire, that little by little the count described to her his bridal +night. He no longer felt at all awkward. He himself began to be amused +at last as he spoke. Only he kept choosing his phrases, for he still +had a certain sense of modesty. The young woman, now thoroughly +interested, asked him about the countess. According to his account, she +had a marvelous figure but was a regular iceberg for all that. + +“Oh, get along with you!” he muttered indolently. “You have no cause to +be jealous.” + +Nana had ceased laughing, and she now resumed her former position and, +with her back to the fire, brought her knees up under her chin with her +clasped hands. Then in a serious tone she declared: + +“It doesn’t pay, dear boy, to look like a ninny with one’s wife the +first night.” + +“Why?” queried the astonished count. + +“Because,” she replied slowly, assuming a doctorial expression. + +And with that she looked as if she were delivering a lecture and shook +her head at him. In the end, however, she condescended to explain +herself more lucidly. + +“Well, look here! I know how it all happens. Yes, dearie, women don’t +like a man to be foolish. They don’t say anything because there’s such +a thing as modesty, you know, but you may be sure they think about it +for a jolly long time to come. And sooner or later, when a man’s been +an ignoramus, they go and make other arrangements. That’s it, my pet.” + +He did not seem to understand. Whereupon she grew more definite still. +She became maternal and taught him his lesson out of sheer goodness of +heart, as a friend might do. Since she had discovered him to be a +cuckold the information had weighed on her spirits; she was madly +anxious to discuss his position with him. + +“Good heavens! I’m talking of things that don’t concern me. I’ve said +what I have because everybody ought to be happy. We’re having a chat, +eh? Well then, you’re to answer me as straight as you can.” + +But she stopped to change her position, for she was burning herself. +“It’s jolly hot, eh? My back’s roasted. Wait a second. I’ll cook my +tummy a bit. That’s what’s good for the aches!” + +And when she had turned round with her breast to the fire and her feet +tucked under her: + +“Let me see,” she said; “you don’t sleep with your wife any longer?” + +“No, I swear to you I don’t,” said Muffat, dreading a scene. + +“And you believe she’s really a stick?” + +He bowed his head in the affirmative. + +“And that’s why you love me? Answer me! I shan’t be angry.” + +He repeated the same movement. + +“Very well then,” she concluded. “I suspected as much! Oh, the poor +pet. Do you know my aunt Lerat? When she comes get her to tell you the +story about the fruiterer who lives opposite her. Just fancy that +man—Damn it, how hot this fire is! I must turn round. I’m going to +roast my left side now.” And as she presented her side to the blaze a +droll idea struck her, and like a good-tempered thing, she made fun of +herself for she was delighted to see that she was looking so plump and +pink in the light of the coal fire. + +“I look like a goose, eh? Yes, that’s it! I’m a goose on the spit, and +I’m turning, turning and cooking in my own juice, eh?” + +And she was once more indulging in a merry fit of laughter when a sound +of voices and slamming doors became audible. Muffat was surprised, and +he questioned her with a look. She grew serious, and an anxious +expression came over her face. It must be Zoé’s cat, a cursed beast +that broke everything. It was half-past twelve o’clock. How long was +she going to bother herself in her cuckold’s behalf? Now that the other +man had come she ought to get him out of the way, and that quickly. + +“What were you saying?” asked the count complaisantly, for he was +charmed to see her so kind to him. + +But in her desire to be rid of him she suddenly changed her mood, +became brutal and did not take care what she was saying. + +“Oh yes! The fruiterer and his wife. Well, my dear fellow, they never +once touched one another! Not the least bit! She was very keen on it, +you understand, but he, the ninny, didn’t know it. He was so green that +he thought her a stick, and so he went elsewhere and took up with +streetwalkers, who treated him to all sorts of nastiness, while she, on +her part, made up for it beautifully with fellows who were a lot slyer +than her greenhorn of a husband. And things always turn out that way +through people not understanding one another. I know it, I do!” + +Muffat was growing pale. At last he was beginning to understand her +allusions, and he wanted to make her keep silence. But she was in full +swing. + +“No, hold your tongue, will you? If you weren’t brutes you would be as +nice with your wives as you are with us, and if your wives weren’t +geese they would take as much pains to keep you as we do to get you. +That’s the way to behave. Yes, my duck, you can put that in your pipe +and smoke it.” + +“Do not talk of honest women,” he said in a hard voice. “You do not +know them.” + +At that Nana rose to her knees. + +“I don’t know them! Why, they aren’t even clean, your honest women +aren’t! They aren’t even clean! I defy you to find me one who would +dare show herself as I am doing. Oh, you make me laugh with your honest +women. Don’t drive me to it; don’t oblige me to tell you things I may +regret afterward.” + +The count, by way of answer, mumbled something insulting. Nana became +quite pale in her turn. For some seconds she looked at him without +speaking. Then in her decisive way: + +“What would you do if your wife were deceiving you?” + +He made a threatening gesture. + +“Well, and if I were to?” + +“Oh, you,” he muttered with a shrug of his shoulders. + +Nana was certainly not spiteful. Since the beginning of the +conversation she had been strongly tempted to throw his cuckold’s +reputation in his teeth, but she had resisted. She would have liked to +confess him quietly on the subject, but he had begun to exasperate her +at last. The matter ought to stop now. + +“Well, then, my dearie,” she continued, “I don’t know what you’re +getting at with me. For two hours past you’ve been worrying my life +out. Now do just go and find your wife, for she’s at it with Fauchery. +Yes, it’s quite correct; they’re in the Rue Taitbout, at the corner of +the Rue de Provence. You see, I’m giving you the address.” + +Then triumphantly, as she saw Muffat stagger to his feet like an ox +under the hammer: + +“If honest women must meddle in our affairs and take our sweethearts +from us—Oh, you bet they’re a nice lot, those honest women!” + +But she was unable to proceed. With a terrible push he had cast her +full length on the floor and, lifting his heel, he seemed on the point +of crushing in her head in order to silence her. For the twinkling of +an eye she felt sickening dread. Blinded with rage, he had begun +beating about the room like a maniac. Then his choking silence and the +struggle with which he was shaken melted her to tears. She felt a +mortal regret and, rolling herself up in front of the fire so as to +roast her right side, she undertook the task of comforting him. + +“I take my oath, darling, I thought you knew it all. Otherwise I +shouldn’t have spoken; you may be sure. But perhaps it isn’t true. I +don’t say anything for certain. I’ve been told it, and people are +talking about it, but what does that prove? Oh, get along! You’re very +silly to grow riled about it. If I were a man I shouldn’t care a rush +for the women! All the women are alike, you see, high or low; they’re +all rowdy and the rest of it.” + +In a fit of self-abnegation she was severe on womankind, for she wished +thus to lessen the cruelty of her blow. But he did not listen to her or +hear what she said. With fumbling movements he had put on his boots and +his overcoat. For a moment longer he raved round, and then in a final +outburst, finding himself near the door, he rushed from the room. Nana +was very much annoyed. + +“Well, well! A prosperous trip to you!” she continued aloud, though she +was now alone. “He’s polite, too, that fellow is, when he’s spoken to! +And I had to defend myself at that! Well, I was the first to get back +my temper and I made plenty of excuses, I’m thinking! Besides, he had +been getting on my nerves!” + +Nevertheless, she was not happy and sat scratching her legs with both +hands. Then she took high ground: + +“Tut, tut, it isn’t my fault if he is a cuckold!” + +And toasted on every side and as hot as a roast bird, she went and +buried herself under the bedclothes after ringing for Zoé to usher in +the other man, who was waiting in the kitchen. + +Once outside, Muffat began walking at a furious pace. A fresh shower +had just fallen, and he kept slipping on the greasy pavement. When he +looked mechanically up into the sky he saw ragged, soot-colored clouds +scudding in front of the moon. At this hour of the night passers-by +were becoming few and far between in the Boulevard Haussmann. He +skirted the enclosures round the opera house in his search for +darkness, and as he went along he kept mumbling inconsequent phrases. +That girl had been lying. She had invented her story out of sheer +stupidity and cruelty. He ought to have crushed her head when he had it +under his heel. After all was said and done, the business was too +shameful. Never would he see her; never would he touch her again, or if +he did he would be miserably weak. And with that he breathed hard, as +though he were free once more. Oh, that naked, cruel monster, roasting +away like any goose and slavering over everything that he had respected +for forty years back. The moon had come out, and the empty street was +bathed in white light. He felt afraid, and he burst into a great fit of +sobbing, for he had grown suddenly hopeless and maddened as though he +had sunk into a fathomless void. + +“My God!” he stuttered out. “It’s finished! There’s nothing left now!” + +Along the boulevards belated people were hurrying. He tried hard to be +calm, and as the story told him by that courtesan kept recurring to his +burning consciousness, he wanted to reason the matter out. The countess +was coming up from Mme de Chezelles’s country house tomorrow morning. +Yet nothing, in fact, could have prevented her from returning to Paris +the night before and passing it with that man. He now began recalling +to mind certain details of their stay at Les Fondettes. One evening, +for instance, he had surprised Sabine in the shade of some trees, when +she was so much agitated as to be unable to answer his questions. The +man had been present; why should she not be with him now? The more he +thought about it the more possible the whole story became, and he ended +by thinking it natural and even inevitable. While he was in his shirt +sleeves in the house of a harlot his wife was undressing in her lover’s +room. Nothing could be simpler or more logical! Reasoning in this way, +he forced himself to keep cool. He felt as if there were a great +downward movement in the direction of fleshly madness, a movement +which, as it grew, was overcoming the whole world round about him. Warm +images pursued him in imagination. A naked Nana suddenly evoked a naked +Sabine. At this vision, which seemed to bring them together in +shameless relationship and under the influence of the same lusts, he +literally stumbled, and in the road a cab nearly ran over him. Some +women who had come out of a cafe jostled him amid loud laughter. Then a +fit of weeping once more overcame him, despite all his efforts to the +contrary, and, not wishing to shed tears in the presence of others, he +plunged into a dark and empty street. It was the Rue Rossini, and along +its silent length he wept like a child. + +“It’s over with us,” he said in hollow tones. “There’s nothing left us +now, nothing left us now!” + +He wept so violently that he had to lean up against a door as he buried +his face in his wet hands. A noise of footsteps drove him away. He felt +a shame and a fear which made him fly before people’s faces with the +restless step of a bird of darkness. When passers-by met him on the +pavement he did his best to look and walk in a leisurely way, for he +fancied they were reading his secret in the very swing of his +shoulders. He had followed the Rue de la Grange Bateliere as far as the +Rue du Faubourg Montmartre, where the brilliant lamplight surprised +him, and he retraced his steps. For nearly an hour he traversed the +district thus, choosing always the darkest corners. Doubtless there was +some goal whither his steps were patiently, instinctively, leading him +through a labyrinth of endless turnings. At length he lifted his eyes +up it a street corner. He had reached his destination, the point where +the Rue Taitbout and the Rue de la Provence met. He had taken an hour +amid his painful mental sufferings to arrive at a place he could have +reached in five minutes. One morning a month ago he remembered going up +to Fauchery’s rooms to thank him for a notice of a ball at the +Tuileries, in which the journalist had mentioned him. The flat was +between the ground floor and the first story and had a row of small +square windows which were half hidden by the colossal signboard +belonging to a shop. The last window on the left was bisected by a +brilliant band of lamplight coming from between the half-closed +curtains. And he remained absorbed and expectant, with his gaze fixed +on this shining streak. + +The moon had disappeared in an inky sky, whence an icy drizzle was +falling. Two o’clock struck at the Trinite. The Rue de Provence and the +Rue Taitbout lay in shadow, bestarred at intervals by bright splashes +of light from the gas lamps, which in the distance were merged in +yellow mist. Muffat did not move from where he was standing. That was +the room. He remembered it now: it had hangings of red “andrinople,” +and a Louis XIII bed stood at one end of it. The lamp must be standing +on the chimney piece to the right. Without doubt they had gone to bed, +for no shadows passed across the window, and the bright streak gleamed +as motionless as the light of a night lamp. With his eyes still +uplifted he began forming a plan; he would ring the bell, go upstairs +despite the porter’s remonstrances, break the doors in with a push of +his shoulder and fall upon them in the very bed without giving them +time to unlace their arms. For one moment the thought that he had no +weapon upon him gave him pause, but directly afterward he decided to +throttle them. He returned to the consideration of his project, and he +perfected it while waiting for some sign, some indication, which should +bring certainty with it. + +Had a woman’s shadow only shown itself at that moment he would have +rung. But the thought that perhaps he was deceiving himself froze him. +How could he be certain? Doubts began to return. His wife could not be +with that man. It was monstrous and impossible. Nevertheless, he stayed +where he was and was gradually overcome by a species of torpor which +merged into sheer feebleness while he waited long, and the fixity of +his gaze induced hallucinations. + +A shower was falling. Two policemen were approaching, and he was forced +to leave the doorway where he had taken shelter. When these were lost +to view in the Rue de Provence he returned to his post, wet and +shivering. The luminous streak still traversed the window, and this +time he was going away for good when a shadow crossed it. It moved so +quickly that he thought he had deceived himself. But first one and then +another black thing followed quickly after it, and there was a regular +commotion in the room. Riveted anew to the pavement, he experienced an +intolerable burning sensation in his inside as he waited to find out +the meaning of it all. Outlines of arms and legs flitted after one +another, and an enormous hand traveled about with the silhouette of a +water jug. He distinguished nothing clearly, but he thought he +recognized a woman’s headdress. And he disputed the point with himself; +it might well have been Sabine’s hair, only the neck did not seem +sufficiently slim. At that hour of the night he had lost the power of +recognition and of action. In this terrible agony of uncertainty his +inside caused him such acute suffering that he pressed against the door +in order to calm himself, shivering like a man in rags, as he did so. +Then seeing that despite everything he could not turn his eyes away +from the window, his anger changed into a fit of moralizing. He fancied +himself a deputy; he was haranguing an assembly, loudly denouncing +debauchery, prophesying national ruin. And he reconstructed Fauchery’s +article on the poisoned fly, and he came before the house and declared +that morals such as these, which could only be paralleled in the days +of the later Roman Empire, rendered society an impossibility; that did +him good. But the shadows had meanwhile disappeared. Doubtless they had +gone to bed again, and, still watching, he continued waiting where he +was. + +Three o’clock struck, then four, but he could not take his departure. +When showers fell he buried himself in a corner of the doorway, his +legs splashed with wet. Nobody passed by now, and occasionally his eyes +would close, as though scorched by the streak of light, which he kept +watching obstinately, fixedly, with idiotic persistence. On two +subsequent occasions the shadows flitted about, repeating the same +gestures and agitating the silhouette of the same gigantic jug, and +twice quiet was re-established, and the night lamp again glowed +discreetly out. These shadows only increased his uncertainty. Then, +too, a sudden idea soothed his brain while it postponed the decisive +moment. After all, he had only to wait for the woman when she left the +house. He could quite easily recognize Sabine. Nothing could be +simpler, and there would be no scandal, and he would be sure of things +one way or the other. It was only necessary to stay where he was. Among +all the confused feelings which had been agitating him he now merely +felt a dull need of certain knowledge. But sheer weariness and vacancy +began lulling him to sleep under his doorway, and by way of distraction +he tried to reckon up how long he would have to wait. Sabine was to be +at the station toward nine o’clock; that meant about four hours and a +half more. He was very patient; he would even have been content not to +move again, and he found a certain charm in fancying that his night +vigil would last through eternity. + +Suddenly the streak of light was gone. This extremely simple event was +to him an unforeseen catastrophe, at once troublesome and disagreeable. +Evidently they had just put the lamp out and were going to sleep. It +was reasonable enough at that hour, but he was irritated thereat, for +now the darkened window ceased to interest him. He watched it for a +quarter of an hour longer and then grew tired and, leaving the doorway, +took a turn upon the pavement. Until five o’clock he walked to and fro, +looking upward from time to time. The window seemed a dead thing, and +now and then he asked himself if he had not dreamed that shadows had +been dancing up there behind the panes. An intolerable sense of fatigue +weighed him down, a dull, heavy feeling, under the influence of which +he forgot what he was waiting for at that particular street corner. He +kept stumbling on the pavement and starting into wakefulness with the +icy shudder of a man who does not know where he is. Nothing seemed to +justify the painful anxiety he was inflicting on himself. Since those +people were asleep—well then, let them sleep! What good could it do +mixing in their affairs? It was very dark; no one would ever know +anything about this night’s doings. And with that every sentiment +within him, down to curiosity itself, took flight before the longing to +have done with it all and to find relief somewhere. The cold was +increasing, and the street was becoming insufferable. Twice he walked +away and slowly returned, dragging one foot behind the other, only to +walk farther away next time. It was all over; nothing was left him now, +and so he went down the whole length of the boulevard and did not +return. + +His was a melancholy progress through the streets. He walked slowly, +never changing his pace and simply keeping along the walls of the +houses. + +His boot heels re-echoed, and he saw nothing but his shadow moving at +his side. As he neared each successive gaslight it grew taller and +immediately afterward diminished. But this lulled him and occupied him +mechanically. He never knew afterward where he had been; it seemed as +if he had dragged himself round and round in a circle for hours. One +reminiscence only was very distinctly retained by him. Without his +being able to explain how it came about he found himself with his face +pressed close against the gate at the end of the Passage des Panoramas +and his two hands grasping the bars. He did not shake them but, his +whole heart swelling with emotion, he simply tried to look into the +passage. But he could make nothing out clearly, for shadows flooded the +whole length of the deserted gallery, and the wind, blowing hard down +the Rue Saint-Marc, puffed in his face with the damp breath of a +cellar. For a time he tried doggedly to see into the place, and then, +awakening from his dream, he was filled with astonishment and asked +himself what he could possibly be seeking for at that hour and in that +position, for he had pressed against the railings so fiercely that they +had left their mark on his face. Then he went on tramp once more. He +was hopeless, and his heart was full of infinite sorrow, for he felt, +amid all those shadows, that he was evermore betrayed and alone. + +Day broke at last. It was the murky dawn that follows winter nights and +looks so melancholy from muddy Paris pavements. Muffat had returned +into the wide streets, which were then in course of construction on +either side of the new opera house. Soaked by the rain and cut up by +cart wheels, the chalky soil had become a lake of liquid mire. But he +never looked to see where he was stepping and walked on and on, +slipping and regaining his footing as he went. The awakening of Paris, +with its gangs of sweepers and early workmen trooping to their +destinations, added to his troubles as day brightened. People stared at +him in surprise as he went by with scared look and soaked hat and muddy +clothes. For a long while he sought refuge against palings and among +scaffoldings, his desolate brain haunted by the single remaining +thought that he was very miserable. + +Then he thought of God. The sudden idea of divine help, of superhuman +consolation, surprised him, as though it were something unforeseen and +extraordinary. The image of M. Venot was evoked thereby, and he saw his +little plump face and ruined teeth. Assuredly M. Venot, whom for months +he had been avoiding and thereby rendering miserable, would be +delighted were he to go and knock at his door and fall weeping into his +arms. In the old days God had been always so merciful toward him. At +the least sorrow, the slightest obstacle on the path of life, he had +been wont to enter a church, where, kneeling down, he would humble his +littleness in the presence of Omnipotence. And he had been used to go +forth thence, fortified by prayer, fully prepared to give up the good +things of this world, possessed by the single yearning for eternal +salvation. But at present he only practiced by fits and starts, when +the terror of hell came upon him. All kinds of weak inclinations had +overcome him, and the thought of Nana disturbed his devotions. And now +the thought of God astonished him. Why had he not thought of God +before, in the hour of that terrible agony when his feeble humanity was +breaking up in ruin? + +Meanwhile with slow and painful steps he sought for a church. But he +had lost his bearings; the early hour had changed the face of the +streets. Soon, however, as he turned the corner of the Rue de la +Chaussée-d’Antin, he noticed a tower looming vaguely in the fog at the +end of the Trinite Church. The white statues overlooking the bare +garden seemed like so many chilly Venuses among the yellow foliage of a +park. Under the porch he stood and panted a little, for the ascent of +the wide steps had tired him. Then he went in. The church was very +cold, for its heating apparatus had been fireless since the previous +evening, and its lofty, vaulted aisles were full of a fine damp vapor +which had come filtering through the windows. The aisles were deep in +shadow; not a soul was in the church, and the only sound audible amid +the unlovely darkness was that made by the old shoes of some verger or +other who was dragging himself about in sulky semiwakefulness. Muffat, +however, after knocking forlornly against an untidy collection of +chairs, sank on his knees with bursting heart and propped himself +against the rails in front of a little chapel close by a font. He +clasped his hands and began searching within himself for suitable +prayers, while his whole being yearned toward a transport. But only his +lips kept stammering empty words; his heart and brain were far away, +and with them he returned to the outer world and began his long, +unresting march through the streets, as though lashed forward by +implacable necessity. And he kept repeating, “O my God, come to my +assistance! O my God, abandon not Thy creature, who delivers himself up +to Thy justice! O my God, I adore Thee: Thou wilt not leave me to +perish under the buffetings of mine enemies!” Nothing answered: the +shadows and the cold weighed upon him, and the noise of the old shoes +continued in the distance and prevented him praying. Nothing, indeed, +save that tiresome noise was audible in the deserted church, where the +matutinal sweeping was unknown before the early masses had somewhat +warmed the air of the place. After that he rose to his feet with the +help of a chair, his knees cracking under him as he did so. God was not +yet there. And why should he weep in M. Venot’s arms? The man could do +nothing. + +And then mechanically he returned to Nana’s house. Outside he slipped, +and he felt the tears welling to his eyes again, but he was not angry +with his lot—he was only feeble and ill. Yes, he was too tired; the +rain had wet him too much; he was nipped with cold, but the idea of +going back to his great dark house in the Rue Miromesnil froze his +heart. The house door at Nana’s was not open as yet, and he had to wait +till the porter made his appearance. He smiled as he went upstairs, for +he already felt penetrated by the soft warmth of that cozy retreat, +where he would be able to stretch his limbs and go to sleep. + +When Zoé opened the door to him she gave a start of most uneasy +astonishment. Madame had been taken ill with an atrocious sick +headache, and she hadn’t closed her eyes all night. Still, she could +quite go and see whether Madame had gone to sleep for good. And with +that she slipped into the bedroom while he sank back into one of the +armchairs in the drawing room. But almost at that very moment Nana +appeared. She had jumped out of bed and had scarce had time to slip on +a petticoat. Her feet were bare, her hair in wild disorder, her +nightgown all crumpled. + +“What! You here again?” she cried with a red flush on her cheeks. + +Up she rushed, stung by sudden indignation, in order herself to thrust +him out of doors. But when she saw him in such sorry plight—nay, so +utterly done for—she felt infinite pity. + +“Well, you are a pretty sight, my dear fellow!” she continued more +gently. “But what’s the matter? You’ve spotted them, eh? And it’s given +you the hump?” + +He did not answer; he looked like a broken-down animal. Nevertheless, +she came to the conclusion that he still lacked proofs, and to hearten +him up the said: + +“You see now? I was on the wrong tack. Your wife’s an honest woman, on +my word of honor! And now, my little friend, you must go home to bed. +You want it badly.” + +He did not stir. + +“Now then, be off! I can’t keep you here. But perhaps you won’t presume +to stay at such a time as this?” + +“Yes, let’s go to bed,” he stammered. + +She repressed a violent gesture, for her patience was deserting her. +Was the man going crazy? + +“Come, be off!” she repeated. + +“No.” + +But she flared up in exasperation, in utter rebellion. + +“It’s sickening! Don’t you understand I’m jolly tired of your company? +Go and find your wife, who’s making a cuckold of you. Yes, she’s making +a cuckold of you. I say so—yes, I do now. There, you’ve got the sack! +Will you leave me or will you not?” + +Muffat’s eyes filled with tears. He clasped his hands together. + +“Oh, let’s go to bed!” + +At this Nana suddenly lost all control over herself and was choked by +nervous sobs. She was being taken advantage of when all was said and +done! What had these stories to do with her? She certainly had used all +manner of delicate methods in order to teach him his lesson gently. And +now he was for making her pay the damages! No, thank you! She was +kindhearted, but not to that extent. + +“The devil, but I’ve had enough of this!” she swore, bringing her fist +down on the furniture. “Yes, yes, I wanted to be faithful—it was all I +could do to be that! Yet if I spoke the word I could be rich tomorrow, +my dear fellow!” + +He looked up in surprise. Never once had he thought of the monetary +question. If she only expressed a desire he would realize it at once; +his whole fortune was at her service. + +“No, it’s too late now,” she replied furiously. “I like men who give +without being asked. No, if you were to offer me a million for a single +interview I should say no! It’s over between us; I’ve got other fish to +fry there! So be off or I shan’t answer for the consequences. I shall +do something dreadful!” + +She advanced threateningly toward him, and while she was raving, as +became a good courtesan who, though driven to desperation, was yet +firmly convinced of her rights and her superiority over tiresome, +honest folks, the door opened suddenly and Steiner presented himself. +That proved the finishing touch. She shrieked aloud: + +“Well, I never. Here’s the other one!” + +Bewildered by her piercing outcry, Steiner stopped short. Muffat’s +unexpected presence annoyed him, for he feared an explanation and had +been doing his best to avoid it these three months past. With blinking +eyes he stood first on one leg, then on the other, looking embarrassed +the while and avoiding the count’s gaze. He was out of breath, and as +became a man who had rushed across Paris with good news, only to find +himself involved in unforeseen trouble, his face was flushed and +distorted. + +“Que veux-tu, toi?” asked Nana roughly, using the second person +singular in open mockery of the count. + +“What—what do I—” he stammered. “I’ve got it for you—you know what.” + +“Eh?” + +He hesitated. The day before yesterday she had given him to understand +that if he could not find her a thousand francs to pay a bill with she +would not receive him any more. For two days he had been loafing about +the town in quest of the money and had at last made the sum up that +very morning. + +“The thousand francs!” he ended by declaring as he drew an envelope +from his pocket. + +Nana had not remembered. + +“The thousand francs!” she cried. “D’you think I’m begging alms? Now +look here, that’s what I value your thousand francs at!” + +And snatching the envelope, she threw it full in his face. As became a +prudent Hebrew, he picked it up slowly and painfully and then looked at +the young woman with a dull expression of face. Muffat and he exchanged +a despairing glance, while she put her arms akimbo in order to shout +more loudly than before. + +“Come now, will you soon have done insulting me? I’m glad you’ve come, +too, dear boy, because now you see the clearance’ll be quite complete. +Now then, gee up! Out you go!” + +Then as they did not hurry in the least, for they were paralyzed: + +“D’you mean to say I’m acting like a fool, eh? It’s likely enough! But +you’ve bored me too much! And, hang it all, I’ve had enough of +swelldom! If I die of what I’m doing—well, it’s my fancy!” + +They sought to calm her; they begged her to listen to reason. + +“Now then, once, twice, thrice! Won’t you go? Very well! Look there! +I’ve got company.” + +And with a brisk movement she flung wide the bedroom door. Whereupon in +the middle of the tumbled bed the two men caught sight of Fontan. He +had not expected to be shown off in this situation; nevertheless, he +took things very easily, for he was used to sudden surprises on the +stage. Indeed, after the first shock he even hit upon a grimace +calculated to tide him honorably over his difficulty; he “turned +rabbit,” as he phrased it, and stuck out his lips and wrinkled up his +nose, so as completely to transform the lower half of his face. His +base, satyrlike head seemed to exude incontinence. It was this man +Fontan then whom Nana had been to fetch at the Varieties every day for +a week past, for she was smitten with that fierce sort of passion which +the grimacing ugliness of a low comedian is wont to inspire in the +genus courtesan. + +“There!” she said, pointing him out with tragic gesture. + +Muffat, who hitherto had pocketed everything, rebelled at this affront. + +“Bitch!” he stammered. + +But Nana, who was once more in the bedroom, came back in order to have +the last word. + +“How am I a bitch? What about your wife?” + +And she was off and, slamming the door with a bang, she noisily pushed +to the bolt. Left alone, the two men gazed at one another in silence. +Zoé had just come into the room, but she did not drive them out. Nay, +she spoke to them in the most sensible manner. As became a woman with a +head on her shoulders, she decided that Madame’s conduct was rather too +much of a good thing. But she defended her, nonetheless: this union +with the play actor couldn’t last; the madness must be allowed to pass +off! The two men retired without uttering a sound. On the pavement +outside they shook hands silently, as though swayed by a mutual sense +of fraternity. Then they turned their backs on one another and went +crawling off in opposite directions. + +When at last Muffat entered his town house in the Rue Miromesnil his +wife was just arriving. The two met on the great staircase, whose walls +exhaled an icy chill. They lifted up their eyes and beheld one another. +The count still wore his muddy clothes, and his pale, bewildered face +betrayed the prodigal returning from his debauch. The countess looked +as though she were utterly fagged out by a night in the train. She was +dropping with sleep, but her hair had been brushed anyhow, and her eyes +were deeply sunken. + + + + + CHAPTER VIII + + +We are in a little set of lodgings on the fourth floor in the Rue Veron +at Montmartre. Nana and Fontan have invited a few friends to cut their +Twelfth-Night cake with them. They are giving their housewarming, +though they have been only three days settled. + +They had no fixed intention of keeping house together, but the whole +thing had come about suddenly in the first glow of the honeymoon. After +her grand blowup, when she had turned the count and the banker so +vigorously out of doors, Nana felt the world crumbling about her feet. +She estimated the situation at a glance; the creditors would swoop down +on her anteroom, would mix themselves up with her love affairs and +threaten to sell her little all unless she continued to act sensibly. +Then, too, there would be no end of disputes and carking anxieties if +she attempted to save her furniture from their clutches. And so she +preferred giving up everything. Besides, the flat in the Boulevard +Haussmann was plaguing her to death. It was so stupid with its great +gilded rooms! In her access of tenderness for Fontan she began dreaming +of a pretty little bright chamber. Indeed, she returned to the old +ideals of the florist days, when her highest ambition was to have a +rosewood cupboard with a plate-glass door and a bed hung with blue +“reps.” In the course of two days she sold what she could smuggle out +of the house in the way of knickknacks and jewelry and then +disappeared, taking with her ten thousand francs and never even warning +the porter’s wife. It was a plunge into the dark, a merry spree; never +a trace was left behind. In this way she would prevent the men from +coming dangling after her. Fontain was very nice. He did not say no to +anything but just let her do as she liked. Nay, he even displayed an +admirable spirit of comradeship. He had, on his part, nearly seven +thousand francs, and despite the fact that people accused him of +stinginess, he consented to add them to the young woman’s ten thousand. +The sum struck them as a solid foundation on which to begin +housekeeping. And so they started away, drawing from their common +hoard, in order to hire and furnish the two rooms in the Rue Veron, and +sharing everything together like old friends. In the early days it was +really delicious. + +On Twelfth Night Mme Lerat and Louiset were the first to arrive. As +Fontan had not yet come home, the old lady ventured to give expression +to her fears, for she trembled to see her niece renouncing the chance +of wealth. + +“Oh, Aunt, I love him so dearly!” cried Nana, pressing her hands to her +heart with the prettiest of gestures. + +This phrase produced an extraordinary effect on Mme Lerat, and tears +came into her eyes. + +“That’s true,” she said with an air of conviction. “Love before all +things!” + +And with that she went into raptures over the prettiness of the rooms. +Nana took her to see the bedroom, the parlor and the very kitchen. +Gracious goodness, it wasn’t a vast place, but then, they had painted +it afresh and put up new wallpapers. Besides, the sun shone merrily +into it during the daytime. + +Thereupon Mme Lerat detained the young woman in the bedroom, while +Louiset installed himself behind the charwoman in the kitchen in order +to watch a chicken being roasted. If, said Mme Lerat, she permitted +herself to say what was in her mind, it was because Zoé had just been +at her house. Zoé had stayed courageously in the breach because she was +devoted to her mistress. Madame would pay her later on; she was in no +anxiety about that! And amid the breakup of the Boulevard Haussmann +establishment it was she who showed the creditors a bold front; it was +she who conducted a dignified retreat, saving what she could from the +wreck and telling everyone that her mistress was traveling. She never +once gave them her address. Nay, through fear of being followed, she +even deprived herself of the pleasure of calling on Madame. +Nevertheless, that same morning she had run round to Mme Lerat’s +because matters were taking a new turn. The evening before creditors in +the persons of the upholsterer, the charcoal merchant and the laundress +had put in an appearance and had offered to give Madame an extension of +time. Nay, they had even proposed to advance Madame a very considerable +amount if only Madame would return to her flat and conduct herself like +a sensible person. The aunt repeated Zoé’s words. Without doubt there +was a gentleman behind it all. + +“I’ll never consent!” declared Nana in great disgust. “Ah, they’re a +pretty lot those tradesmen! Do they think I’m to be sold so that they +can get their bills paid? Why, look here, I’d rather die of hunger than +deceive Fontan.” + +“That’s what I said,” averred Mme Lerat. “‘My niece,’ I said, ‘is too +noble-hearted!’” + +Nana, however, was much vexed to learn that La Mignotte was being sold +and that Labordette was buying it for Caroline Hequet at an absurdly +low price. It made her angry with that clique. Oh, they were a regular +cheap lot, in spite of their airs and graces! Yes, by Jove, she was +worth more than the whole lot of them! + +“They can have their little joke out,” she concluded, “but money will +never give them true happiness! Besides, you know, Aunt, I don’t even +know now whether all that set are alive or not. I’m much too happy.” + +At that very moment Mme Maloir entered, wearing one of those hats of +which she alone understood the shape. It was delightful meeting again. +Mme Maloir explained that magnificence frightened her and that NOW, +from time to time, she would come back for her game of bezique. A +second visit was paid to the different rooms in the lodgings, and in +the kitchen Nana talked of economy in the presence of the charwoman, +who was basting the fowl, and said that a servant would have cost too +much and that she was herself desirous of looking after things. Louiset +was gazing beatifically at the roasting process. + +But presently there was a loud outburst of voices. Fontan had come in +with Bosc and Prullière, and the company could now sit down to table. +The soup had been already served when Nana for the third time showed +off the lodgings. + +“Ah, dear children, how comfortable you are here!” Bosc kept repeating, +simply for the sake of pleasing the chums who were standing the dinner. +At bottom the subject of the “nook,” as he called it, nowise touched +him. + +In the bedroom he harped still more vigorously on the amiable note. +Ordinarily he was wont to treat women like cattle, and the idea of a +man bothering himself about one of the dirty brutes excited within him +the only angry feelings of which, in his comprehensive, drunken disdain +of the universe, he was still capable. + +“Ah, ah, the villains,” he continued with a wink, “they’ve done this on +the sly. Well, you were certainly right. It will be charming, and, by +heaven, we’ll come and see you!” + +But when Louiset arrived on the scene astride upon a broomstick, +Prullière chuckled spitefully and remarked: + +“Well, I never! You’ve got a baby already?” + +This struck everybody as very droll, and Mme Lerat and Mme Maloir shook +with laughter. Nana, far from being vexed, laughed tenderly and said +that unfortunately this was not the case. She would very much have +liked it, both for the little one’s sake and for her own, but perhaps +one would arrive all the same. Fontan, in his role of honest citizen, +took Louiset in his arms and began playing with him and lisping. + +“Never mind! It loves its daddy! Call me ‘Papa,’ you little +blackguard!” + +“Papa, Papa!” stammered the child. + +The company overwhelmed him with caresses, but Bosc was bored and +talked of sitting down to table. That was the only serious business in +life. Nana asked her guests’ permission to put Louiset’s chair next her +own. The dinner was very merry, but Bosc suffered from the near +neighborhood of the child, from whom he had to defend his plate. Mme +Lerat bored him too. She was in a melting mood and kept whispering to +him all sorts of mysterious things about gentlemen of the first fashion +who were still running after Nana. Twice he had to push away her knee, +for she was positively invading him in her gushing, tearful mood. +Prullière behaved with great incivility toward Mme Maloir and did not +once help her to anything. He was entirely taken up with Nana and +looked annoyed at seeing her with Fontan. Besides, the turtle doves +were kissing so excessively as to be becoming positive bores. Contrary +to all known rules, they had elected to sit side by side. + +“Devil take it! Why don’t you eat? You’ve got plenty of time ahead of +you!” Bosc kept repeating with his mouth full. “Wait till we are gone!” + +But Nana could not restrain herself. She was in a perfect ecstasy of +love. Her face was as full of blushes as an innocent young girl’s, and +her looks and her laughter seemed to overflow with tenderness. Gazing +on Fontan, she overwhelmed him with pet names—“my doggie, my old bear, +my kitten”—and whenever he passed her the water or the salt she bent +forward and kissed him at random on lips, eyes, nose or ear. Then if +she met with reproof she would return to the attack with the cleverest +maneuvers and with infinite submissiveness and the supple cunning of a +beaten cat would catch hold of his hand when no one was looking, in +order to kiss it again. It seemed she must be touching something +belonging to him. As to Fontan, he gave himself airs and let himself be +adored with the utmost condescension. His great nose sniffed with +entirely sensual content; his goat face, with its quaint, monstrous +ugliness, positively glowed in the sunlight of devoted adoration +lavished upon him by that superb woman who was so fair and so plump of +limb. Occasionally he gave a kiss in return, as became a man who is +having all the enjoyment and is yet willing to behave prettily. + +“Well, you’re growing maddening!” cried Prullière. “Get away from her, +you fellow there!” + +And he dismissed Fontan and changed covers, in order to take his place +at Nana’s side. The company shouted and applauded at this and gave vent +to some stiffish epigrammatic witticisms. Fontan counterfeited despair +and assumed the quaint expression of Vulcan crying for Venus. +Straightway Prullière became very gallant, but Nana, whose foot he was +groping for under the table, caught him a slap to make him keep quiet. +No, no, she was certainly not going to become his mistress. A month ago +she had begun to take a fancy to him because of his good looks, but now +she detested him. If he pinched her again under pretense of picking up +her napkin, she would throw her glass in his face! + +Nevertheless, the evening passed off well. The company had naturally +begun talking about the Variétés. Wasn’t that cad of a Bordenave going +to go off the hooks after all? His nasty diseases kept reappearing and +causing him such suffering that you couldn’t come within six yards of +him nowadays. The day before during rehearsal he had been incessantly +yelling at Simonne. There was a fellow whom the theatrical people +wouldn’t shed many tears over. Nana announced that if he were to ask +her to take another part she would jolly well send him to the +rightabout. Moreover, she began talking of leaving the stage; the +theater was not to compare with her home. Fontan, who was not in the +present piece or in that which was then being rehearsed, also talked +big about the joy of being entirely at liberty and of passing his +evenings with his feet on the fender in the society of his little pet. +And at this the rest exclaimed delightedly, treating their entertainers +as lucky people and pretending to envy their felicity. + +The Twelfth-Night cake had been cut and handed round. The bean had +fallen to the lot of Mme Lerat, who popped it into Bosc’s glass. +Whereupon there were shouts of “The king drinks! The king drinks!” Nana +took advantage of this outburst of merriment and went and put her arms +round Fontan’s neck again, kissing him and whispering in his ear. But +Prullière, laughing angrily, as became a pretty man, declared that they +were not playing the game. Louiset, meanwhile, slept soundly on two +chairs. It was nearing one o’clock when the company separated, shouting +au revoir as they went downstairs. + +For three weeks the existence of the pair of lovers was really +charming. Nana fancied she was returning to those early days when her +first silk dress had caused her infinite delight. She went out little +and affected a life of solitude and simplicity. One morning early, when +she had gone down to buy fish IN PROPRIA PERSONA in La Rouchefoucauld +Market, she was vastly surprised to meet her old hair dresser Francis +face to face. His getup was as scrupulously careful as ever: he wore +the finest linen, and his frock coat was beyond reproach; in fact, Nana +felt ashamed that he should see her in the street with a dressing +jacket and disordered hair and down-at-heel shoes. But he had the tact, +if possible, to intensify his politeness toward her. He did not permit +himself a single inquiry and affected to believe that Madame was at +present on her travels. Ah, but Madame had rendered many persons +unhappy when she decided to travel! All the world had suffered loss. +The young woman, however, ended by asking him questions, for a sudden +fit of curiosity had made her forget her previous embarrassment. Seeing +that the crowd was jostling them, she pushed him into a doorway and, +still holding her little basket in one hand, stood chatting in front of +him. What were people saying about her high jinks? Good heavens! The +ladies to whom he went said this and that and all sorts of things. In +fact, she had made a great noise and was enjoying a real boom: And +Steiner? M. Steiner was in a very bad way, would make an ugly finish if +he couldn’t hit on some new commercial operation. And Daguenet? Oh, HE +was getting on swimmingly. M. Daguenet was settling down. Nana, under +the exciting influence of various recollections, was just opening her +mouth with a view to a further examination when she felt it would be +awkward to utter Muffat’s name. Thereupon Francis smiled and spoke +instead of her. As to Monsieur le Comte, it was all a great pity, so +sad had been his sufferings since Madame’s departure. + +He had been like a soul in pain—you might have met him wherever Madame +was likely to be found. At last M. Mignon had come across him and had +taken him home to his own place. This piece of news caused Nana to +laugh a good deal. But her laughter was not of the easiest kind. + +“Ah, he’s with Rose now,” she said. “Well then, you must know, Francis, +I’ve done with him! Oh, the canting thing! It’s learned some pretty +habits—can’t even go fasting for a week now! And to think that he used +to swear he wouldn’t have any woman after me!” + +She was raging inwardly. + +“My leavings, if you please!” she continued. “A pretty Johnnie for Rose +to go and treat herself to! Oh, I understand it all now: she wanted to +have her revenge because I got that brute of a Steiner away from her. +Ain’t it sly to get a man to come to her when I’ve chucked him out of +doors?” + +“M. Mignon doesn’t tell that tale,” said the hairdresser. “According to +his account, it was Monsieur le Comte who chucked you out. Yes, and in +a pretty disgusting way too—with a kick on the bottom!” + +Nana became suddenly very pale. + +“Eh, what?” she cried. “With a kick on my bottom? He’s going too far, +he is! Look here, my little friend, it was I who threw him downstairs, +the cuckold, for he is a cuckold, I must inform you. His countess is +making him one with every man she meets—yes, even with that +good-for-nothing of a Fauchery. And that Mignon, who goes loafing about +the pavement in behalf of his harridan of a wife, whom nobody wants +because she’s so lean! What a foul lot! What a foul lot!” + +She was choking, and she paused for breath + +“Oh, that’s what they say, is it? Very well, my little Francis, I’ll go +and look ’em up, I will. Shall you and I go to them at once? Yes, I’ll +go, and we’ll see whether they will have the cheek to go telling about +kicks on the bottom. Kick’s! I never took one from anybody! And +nobody’s ever going to strike me—d’ye see?—for I’d smash the man who +laid a finger on me!” + +Nevertheless, the storm subsided at last. After all, they might jolly +well what they liked! She looked upon them as so much filth underfoot! +It would have soiled her to bother about people like that. She had a +conscience of her own, she had! And Francis, seeing her thus giving +herself away, what with her housewife’s costume and all, became +familiar and, at parting, made so bold as to give her some good advice. +It was wrong of her to be sacrificing everything for the sake of an +infatuation; such infatuations ruined existence. She listened to him +with bowed head while he spoke to her with a pained expression, as +became a connoisseur who could not bear to see so fine a girl making +such a hash of things. + +“Well, that’s my affair,” she said at last “Thanks all the same, dear +boy.” She shook his hand, which despite his perfect dress was always a +little greasy, and then went off to buy her fish. During the day that +story about the kick on the bottom occupied her thoughts. She even +spoke about it to Fontan and again posed as a sturdy woman who was not +going to stand the slightest flick from anybody. Fontan, as became a +philosophic spirit, declared that all men of fashion were beasts whom +it was one’s duty to despise. And from that moment forth Nana was full +of very real disdain. + +That same evening they went to the Bouffes-Parisiens Theatre to see a +little woman of Fontan’s acquaintance make her debut in a part of some +ten lines. It was close on one o’clock when they once more trudged up +the heights of Montmartre. They had purchased a cake, a “mocha,” in the +Rue de la Chaussée-d’Antin, and they ate it in bed, seeing that the +night was not warm and it was not worth while lighting a fire. Sitting +up side by side, with the bedclothes pulled up in front and the pillows +piled up behind, they supped and talked about the little woman. Nana +thought her plain and lacking in style. Fontan, lying on his stomach, +passed up the pieces of cake which had been put between the candle and +the matches on the edge of the night table. But they ended by +quarreling. + +“Oh, just to think of it!” cried Nana. “She’s got eyes like gimlet +holes, and her hair’s the color of tow.” + +“Hold your tongue, do!” said Fontan. “She has a superb head of hair and +such fire in her looks! It’s lovely the way you women always tear each +other to pieces!” + +He looked annoyed. + +“Come now, we’ve had enough of it!” he said at last in savage tones. +“You know I don’t like being bored. Let’s go to sleep, or things’ll +take a nasty turn.” + +And he blew out the candle, but Nana was furious and went on talking. +She was not going to be spoken to in that voice; she was accustomed to +being treated with respect! As he did not vouchsafe any further answer, +she was silenced, but she could not go to sleep and lay tossing to and +fro. + +“Great God, have you done moving about?” cried he suddenly, giving a +brisk jump upward. + +“It isn’t my fault if there are crumbs in the bed,” she said curtly. + +In fact, there were crumbs in the bed. She felt them down to her +middle; she was everywhere devoured by them. One single crumb was +scorching her and making her scratch herself till she bled. Besides, +when one eats a cake isn’t it usual to shake out the bedclothes +afterward? Fontan, white with rage, had relit the candle, and they both +got up and, barefooted and in their night dresses, they turned down the +clothes and swept up the crumbs on the sheet with their hands. Fontan +went to bed again, shivering, and told her to go to the devil when she +advised him to wipe the soles of his feet carefully. And in the end she +came back to her old position, but scarce had she stretched herself out +than she danced again. There were fresh crumbs in the bed! + +“By Jove, it was sure to happen!” she cried. “You’ve brought them back +again under your feet. I can’t go on like this! No, I tell you, I can’t +go on like this!” + +And with that she was on the point of stepping over him in order to +jump out of bed again, when Fontan in his longing for sleep grew +desperate and dealt her a ringing box on the ear. The blow was so smart +that Nana suddenly found herself lying down again with her head on the +pillow. + +She lay half stunned. + +“Oh!” she ejaculated simply, sighing a child’s big sigh. + +For a second or two he threatened her with a second slap, asking her at +the same time if she meant to move again. Then he put out the light, +settled himself squarely on his back and in a trice was snoring. But +she buried her face in the pillow and began sobbing quietly to herself. +It was cowardly of him to take advantage of his superior strength! She +had experienced very real terror all the same, so terrible had that +quaint mask of Fontan’s become. And her anger began dwindling down as +though the blow had calmed her. She began to feel respect toward him +and accordingly squeezed herself against the wall in order to leave him +as much room as possible. She even ended by going to sleep, her cheek +tingling, her eyes full of tears and feeling so deliciously depressed +and wearied and submissive that she no longer noticed the crumbs. When +she woke up in the morning she was holding Fontain in her naked arms +and pressing him tightly against her breast. He would never begin it +again, eh? Never again? She loved him too dearly. Why, it was even nice +to be beaten if he struck the blow! + +After that night a new life began. For a mere trifle—a yes, a no—Fontan +would deal her a blow. She grew accustomed to it and pocketed +everything. Sometimes she shed tears and threatened him, but he would +pin her up against the wall and talk of strangling her, which had the +effect of rendering her extremely obedient. As often as not, she sank +down on a chair and sobbed for five minutes on end. But afterward she +would forget all about it, grow very merry, fill the little lodgings +with the sound of song and laughter and the rapid rustle of skirts. The +worst of it was that Fontan was now in the habit of disappearing for +the whole day and never returning home before midnight, for he was +going to cafes and meeting his old friends again. Nana bore with +everything. She was tremulous and caressing, her only fear being that +she might never see him again if she reproached him. But on certain +days, when she had neither Mme Maloir nor her aunt and Louiset with +her, she grew mortally dull. Thus one Sunday, when she was bargaining +for some pigeons at La Rochefoucauld Market, she was delighted to meet +Satin, who, in her turn, was busy purchasing a bunch of radishes. Since +the evening when the prince had drunk Fontan’s champagne they had lost +sight of one another. + +“What? It’s you! D’you live in our parts?” said Satin, astounded at +seeing her in the street at that hour of the morning and in slippers +too. “Oh, my poor, dear girl, you’re really ruined then!” + +Nana knitted her brows as a sign that she was to hold her tongue, for +they were surrounded by other women who wore dressing gowns and were +without linen, while their disheveled tresses were white with fluff. In +the morning, when the man picked up overnight had been newly dismissed, +all the courtesans of the quarter were wont to come marketing here, +their eyes heavy with sleep, their feet in old down-at-heel shoes and +themselves full of the weariness and ill humor entailed by a night of +boredom. From the four converging streets they came down into the +market, looking still rather young in some cases and very pale and +charming in their utter unconstraint; in others, hideous and old with +bloated faces and peeling skin. The latter did not the least mind being +seen thus outside working hours, and not one of them deigned to smile +when the passers-by on the sidewalk turned round to look at them. +Indeed, they were all very full of business and wore a disdainful +expression, as became good housewives for whom men had ceased to exist. +Just as Satin, for instance, was paying for her bunch of radishes a +young man, who might have been a shop-boy going late to his work, threw +her a passing greeting: + +“Good morning, duckie.” + +She straightened herself up at once and with the dignified manner +becoming an offended queen remarked: + +“What’s up with that swine there?” + +Then she fancied she recognized him. Three days ago toward midnight, as +the was coming back alone from the boulevards, she had talked to him at +the corner of the Rue Labruyère for nearly half an hour, with a view to +persuading him to come home with her. But this recollection only +angered her the more. + +“Fancy they’re brutes enough to shout things to you in broad daylight!” +she continued. “When one’s out on business one ought to be respectfully +treated, eh?” + +Nana had ended by buying her pigeons, although she certainly had her +doubts of their freshness. After which Satin wanted to show her where +she lived in the Rue Rochefoucauld close by. And the moment they were +alone Nana told her of her passion for Fontan. Arrived in front of the +house, the girl stopped with her bundle of radishes under her arm and +listened eagerly to a final detail which the other imparted to her. +Nana fibbed away and vowed that it was she who had turned Count Muffat +out of doors with a perfect hail of kicks on the posterior. + +“Oh how smart!” Satin repeated. “How very smart! Kicks, eh? And he +never said a word, did he? What a blooming coward! I wish I’d been +there to see his ugly mug! My dear girl, you were quite right. A pin +for the coin! When I’M on with a mash I starve for it! You’ll come and +see me, eh? You promise? It’s the left-hand door. Knock three knocks, +for there’s a whole heap of damned squints about.” + +After that whenever Nana grew too weary of life she went down and saw +Satin. She was always sure of finding her, for the girl never went out +before six in the evening. Satin occupied a couple of rooms which a +chemist had furnished for her in order to save her from the clutches of +the police, but in little more than a twelvemonth she had broken the +furniture, knocked in the chairs, dirtied the curtains, and that in a +manner so furiously filthy and untidy that the lodgings seemed as +though inhabited by a pack of mad cats. On the mornings when she grew +disgusted with herself and thought about cleaning up a bit, chair rails +and strips of curtain would come off in her hands during her struggle +with superincumbent dirt. On such days the place was fouler than ever, +and it was impossible to enter it, owing to the things which had fallen +down across the doorway. At length she ended by leaving her house +severely alone. When the lamp was lit the cupboard with plate-glass +doors, the clock and what remained of the curtains still served to +impose on the men. Besides, for six months past her landlord had been +threatening to evict her. Well then, for whom should she be keeping the +furniture nice? For him more than anyone else, perhaps! And so whenever +she got up in a merry mood she would shout “Gee up!” and give the sides +of the cupboard and the chest of drawers such a tremendous kick that +they cracked again. + +Nana nearly always found her in bed. Even on the days when Satin went +out to do her marketing she felt so tired on her return upstairs that +she flung herself down on the bed and went to sleep again. During the +day she dragged herself about and dozed off on chairs. Indeed, she did +not emerge from this languid condition till the evening drew on and the +gas was lit outside. Nana felt very comfortable at Satin’s, sitting +doing nothing on the untidy bed, while basins stood about on the floor +at her feet and petticoats which had been bemired last night hung over +the backs of armchairs and stained them with mud. They had long gossips +together and were endlessly confidential, while Satin lay on her +stomach in her nightgown, waving her legs above her head and smoking +cigarettes as she listened. Sometimes on such afternoons as they had +troubles to retail they treated themselves to absinthe in order, as +they termed it, “to forget.” Satin did not go downstairs or put on a +petticoat but simply went and leaned over the banisters and shouted her +order to the portress’s little girl, a chit of ten, who when she +brought up the absinthe in a glass would look furtively at the lady’s +bare legs. Every conversation led up to one subject—the beastliness of +the men. Nana was overpowering on the subject of Fontan. She could not +say a dozen words without lapsing into endless repetitions of his +sayings and his doings. But Satin, like a good-natured girl, would +listen unwearyingly to everlasting accounts of how Nana had watched for +him at the window, how they had fallen out over a burnt dish of hash +and how they had made it up in bed after hours of silent sulking. In +her desire to be always talking about these things Nana had got to tell +of every slap that he dealt her. Last week he had given her a swollen +eye; nay, the night before he had given her such a box on the ear as to +throw her across the night table, and all because he could not find his +slippers. And the other woman did not evince any astonishment but blew +out cigarette smoke and only paused a moment to remark that, for her +part, she always ducked under, which sent the gentleman pretty nearly +sprawling. Both of them settled down with a will to these anecdotes +about blows; they grew supremely happy and excited over these same +idiotic doings about which they told one another a hundred times or +more, while they gave themselves up to the soft and pleasing sense of +weariness which was sure to follow the drubbings they talked of. It was +the delight of rediscussing Fontan’s blows and of explaining his works +and his ways, down to the very manner in which he took off his boots, +which brought Nana back daily to Satin’s place. The latter, moreover, +used to end by growing sympathetic in her turn and would cite even more +violent cases, as, for instance, that of a pastry cook who had left her +for dead on the floor. Yet she loved him, in spite of it all! Then came +the days on which Nana cried and declared that things could not go on +as they were doing. Satin would escort her back to her own door and +would linger an hour out in the street to see that he did not murder +her. And the next day the two women would rejoice over the +reconciliation the whole afternoon through. Yet though they did not say +so, they preferred the days when threshings were, so to speak, in the +air, for then their comfortable indignation was all the stronger. + +They became inseparable. Yet Satin never went to Nana’s, Fontan having +announced that he would have no trollops in his house. They used to go +out together, and thus it was that Satin one day took her friend to see +another woman. This woman turned out to be that very Mme Robert who had +interested Nana and inspired her with a certain respect ever since she +had refused to come to her supper. Mme Robert lived in the Rue Mosnier, +a silent, new street in the Quartier de l’Europe, where there were no +shops, and the handsome houses with their small, limited flats were +peopled by ladies. It was five o’clock, and along the silent pavements +in the quiet, aristocratic shelter of the tall white houses were drawn +up the broughams of stock-exchange people and merchants, while men +walked hastily about, looking up at the windows, where women in +dressing jackets seemed to be awaiting them. At first Nana refused to +go up, remarking with some constraint that she had not the pleasure of +the lady’s acquaintance. But Satin would take no refusal. She was only +desirous of paying a civil call, for Mme Robert, whom she had met in a +restaurant the day before, had made herself extremely agreeable and had +got her to promise to come and see her. And at last Nana consented. At +the top of the stairs a little drowsy maid informed them that Madame +had not come home yet, but she ushered them into the drawing room +notwithstanding and left them there. + +“The deuce, it’s a smart show!” whispered Satin. It was a stiff, +middle-class room, hung with dark-colored fabrics, and suggested the +conventional taste of a Parisian shopkeeper who has retired on his +fortune. Nana was struck and did her best to make merry about it. But +Satin showed annoyance and spoke up for Mme Robert’s strict adherence +to the proprieties. She was always to be met in the society of elderly, +grave-looking men, on whose arms she leaned. At present she had a +retired chocolate seller in tow, a serious soul. Whenever he came to +see her he was so charmed by the solid, handsome way in which the house +was arranged that he had himself announced and addressed its mistress +as “dear child.” + +“Look, here she is!” continued Satin, pointing to a photograph which +stood in front of the clock. Nana scrutinized the portrait for a second +or so. It represented a very dark brunette with a longish face and lips +pursed up in a discreet smile. “A thoroughly fashionable lady,” one +might have said of the likeness, “but one who is rather more reserved +than the rest.” + +“It’s strange,” murmured Nana at length, “but I’ve certainly seen that +face somewhere. Where, I don’t remember. But it can’t have been in a +pretty place—oh no, I’m sure it wasn’t in a pretty place.” + +And turning toward her friend, she added, “So she’s made you promise to +come and see her? What does she want with you?” + +“What does she want with me? ’Gad! To talk, I expect—to be with me a +bit. It’s her politeness.” + +Nana looked steadily at Satin. “Tut, tut,” she said softly. After all, +it didn’t matter to her! Yet seeing that the lady was keeping them +waiting, she declared that she would not stay longer, and accordingly +they both took their departure. + +The next day Fontan informed Nana that he was not coming home to +dinner, and she went down early to find Satin with a view to treating +her at a restaurant. The choice of the restaurant involved infinite +debate. Satin proposed various brewery bars, which Nana thought +detestable, and at last persuaded her to dine at Laure’s. This was a +table d’hôte in the Rue des Martyrs, where the dinner cost three +francs. + +Tired of waiting for the dinner hour and not knowing what to do out in +the street, the pair went up to Laure’s twenty minutes too early. The +three dining rooms there were still empty, and they sat down at a table +in the very saloon where Laure Piedefer was enthroned on a high bench +behind a bar. This Laure was a lady of some fifty summers, whose +swelling contours were tightly laced by belts and corsets. Women kept +entering in quick procession, and each, in passing, craned upward so as +to overtop the saucers raised on the counter and kissed Laure on the +mouth with tender familiarity, while the monstrous creature tried, with +tears in her eyes, to divide her attentions among them in such a way as +to make no one jealous. On the other hand, the servant who waited on +the ladies was a tall, lean woman. She seemed wasted with disease, and +her eyes were ringed with dark lines and glowed with somber fire. Very +rapidly the three saloons filled up. There were some hundred customers, +and they had seated themselves wherever they could find vacant places. +The majority were nearing the age of forty: their flesh was puffy and +so bloated by vice as almost to hide the outlines of their flaccid +mouths. But amid all these gross bosoms and figures some slim, pretty +girls were observable. These still wore a modest expression despite +their impudent gestures, for they were only beginners in their art, who +had started life in the ballrooms of the slums and had been brought to +Laure’s by some customer or other. Here the tribe of bloated women, +excited by the sweet scent of their youth, jostled one another and, +while treating them to dainties, formed a perfect court round them, +much as old amorous bachelors might have done. As to the men, they were +not numerous. There were ten or fifteen of them at the outside, and if +we except four tall fellows who had come to see the sight and were +cracking jokes and taking things easy, they behaved humbly enough amid +this whelming flood of petticoats. + +“I say, their stew’s very good, ain’t it?” said Satin. + +Nana nodded with much satisfaction. It was the old substantial dinner +you get in a country hotel and consisted of vol-au-vent à la +financière, fowl boiled in rice, beans with a sauce and vanilla creams, +iced and flavored with burnt sugar. The ladies made an especial +onslaught on the boiled fowl and rice: their stays seemed about to +burst; they wiped their lips with slow, luxurious movements. At first +Nana had been afraid of meeting old friends who might have asked her +silly questions, but she grew calm at last, for she recognized no one +she knew among that extremely motley throng, where faded dresses and +lamentable hats contrasted strangely with handsome costumes, the +wearers of which fraternized in vice with their shabbier neighbors. She +was momentarily interested, however, at the sight of a young man with +short curly hair and insolent face who kept a whole tableful of vastly +fat women breathlessly attentive to his slightest caprice. But when the +young man began to laugh his bosom swelled. + +“Good lack, it’s a woman!” + +She let a little cry escape as she spoke, and Satin, who was stuffing +herself with boiled fowl, lifted up her head and whispered: + +“Oh yes! I know her. A smart lot, eh? They do just fight for her.” + +Nana pouted disgustingly. She could not understand the thing as yet. +Nevertheless, she remarked in her sensible tone that there was no +disputing about tastes or colors, for you never could tell what you +yourself might one day have a liking for. So she ate her cream with an +air of philosophy, though she was perfectly well aware that Satin with +her great blue virginal eyes was throwing the neighboring tables into a +state of great excitement. There was one woman in particular, a +powerful, fair-haired person who sat close to her and made herself +extremely agreeable. She seemed all aglow with affection and pushed +toward the girl so eagerly that Nana was on the point of interfering. + +But at that very moment a woman who was entering the room gave her a +shock of surprise. Indeed, she had recognized Mme Robert. The latter, +looking, as was her wont, like a pretty brown mouse, nodded familiarly +to the tall, lean serving maid and came and leaned upon Laure’s +counter. Then both women exchanged a long kiss. Nana thought such an +attention on the part of a woman so distinguished looking very amusing, +the more so because Mme Robert had quite altered her usual modest +expression. On the contrary, her eye roved about the saloon as she kept +up a whispered conversation. Laure had resumed her seat and once more +settled herself down with all the majesty of an old image of Vice, +whose face has been worn and polished by the kisses of the faithful. +Above the range of loaded plates she sat enthroned in all the opulence +which a hotelkeeper enjoys after forty years of activity, and as she +sat there she swayed her bloated following of large women, in +comparison with the biggest of whom she seemed monstrous. + +But Mme Robert had caught sight of Satin, and leaving Laure, she ran up +and behaved charmingly, telling her how much she regretted not having +been at home the day before. When Satin, however, who was ravished at +this treatment, insisted on finding room for her at the table, she +vowed she had already dined. She had simply come up to look about her. +As she stood talking behind her new friend’s chair she leaned lightly +on her shoulders and in a smiling, coaxing manner remarked: + +“Now when shall I see you? If you were free—” + +Nana unluckily failed to hear more. The conversation vexed her, and she +was dying to tell this honest lady a few home truths. But the sight of +a troop of new arrivals paralyzed her. It was composed of smart, +fashionably dressed women who were wearing their diamonds. Under the +influence of perverse impulse they had made up a party to come to +Laure’s—whom, by the by, they all treated with great familiarity—to eat +the three-franc dinner while flashing their jewels of great price in +the jealous and astonished eyes of poor, bedraggled prostitutes. The +moment they entered, talking and laughing in their shrill, clear tones +and seeming to bring sunshine with them from the outside world, Nana +turned her head rapidly away. Much to her annoyance she had recognized +Lucy Stewart and Maria Blond among them, and for nearly five minutes, +during which the ladies chatted with Laure before passing into the +saloon beyond, she kept her head down and seemed deeply occupied in +rolling bread pills on the cloth in front of her. But when at length +she was able to look round, what was her astonishment to observe the +chair next to hers vacant! Satin had vanished. + +“Gracious, where can she be?” she loudly ejaculated. + +The sturdy, fair woman who had been overwhelming Satin with civil +attentions laughed ill-temperedly, and when Nana, whom the laugh +irritated, looked threatening she remarked in a soft, drawling way: + +“It’s certainly not me that’s done you this turn; it’s the other one!” + +Thereupon Nana understood that they would most likely make game of her +and so said nothing more. She even kept her seat for some moments, as +she did not wish to show how angry she felt. She could hear Lucy +Stewart laughing at the end of the next saloon, where she was treating +a whole table of little women who had come from the public balls at +Montmartre and La Chapelle. It was very hot; the servant was carrying +away piles of dirty plates with a strong scent of boiled fowl and rice, +while the four gentlemen had ended by regaling quite half a dozen +couples with capital wine in the hope of making them tipsy and hearing +some pretty stiffish things. What at present most exasperated Nana was +the thought of paying for Satin’s dinner. There was a wench for you, +who allowed herself to be amused and then made off with never a +thank-you in company with the first petticoat that came by! Without +doubt it was only a matter of three francs, but she felt it was hard +lines all the same—her way of doing it was too disgusting. +Nevertheless, she paid up, throwing the six francs at Laure, whom at +the moment she despised more than the mud in the street. In the Rue des +Martyrs Nana felt her bitterness increasing. She was certainly not +going to run after Satin! It was a nice filthy business for one to be +poking one’s nose into! But her evening was spoiled, and she walked +slowly up again toward Montmartre, raging against Mme Robert in +particular. Gracious goodness, that woman had a fine cheek to go +playing the lady—yes, the lady in the dustbin! She now felt sure she +had met her at the Papillon, a wretched public-house ball in the Rue +des Poissonniers, where men conquered her scruples for thirty sous. And +to think a thing like that got hold of important functionaries with her +modest looks! And to think she refused suppers to which one did her the +honor of inviting her because, forsooth, she was playing the virtuous +game! Oh yes, she’d get virtued! It was always those conceited prudes +who went the most fearful lengths in low corners nobody knew anything +about. + +Revolving these matters, Nana at length reached her home in the Rue +Veron and was taken aback on observing a light in the window. Fontan +had come home in a sulk, for he, too, had been deserted by the friend +who had been dining with him. He listened coldly to her explanations +while she trembled lest he should strike her. It scared her to find him +at home, seeing that she had not expected him before one in the +morning, and she told him a fib and confessed that she had certainly +spent six francs, but in Mme Maloir’s society. He was not ruffled, +however, and he handed her a letter which, though addressed to her, he +had quietly opened. It was a letter from Georges, who was still a +prisoner at Les Fondettes and comforted himself weekly with the +composition of glowing pages. Nana loved to be written to, especially +when the letters were full of grand, loverlike expressions with a +sprinkling of vows. She used to read them to everybody. Fontan was +familiar with the style employed by Georges and appreciated it. But +that evening she was so afraid of a scene that she affected complete +indifference, skimming through the letter with a sulky expression and +flinging it aside as soon as read. Fontan had begun beating a tattoo on +a windowpane; the thought of going to bed so early bored him, and yet +he did not know how to employ his evening. He turned briskly round: + +“Suppose we answer that young vagabond at once,” he said. + +It was the custom for him to write the letters in reply. He was wont to +vie with the other in point of style. Then, too, he used to be +delighted when Nana, grown enthusiastic after the letter had been read +over aloud, would kiss him with the announcement that nobody but he +could “say things like that.” Thus their latent affections would be +stirred, and they would end with mutual adoration. + +“As you will,” she replied. “I’ll make tea, and we’ll go to bed after.” + +Thereupon Fontan installed himself at the table on which pen, ink and +paper were at the same time grandly displayed. He curved his arm; he +drew a long face. + +“My heart’s own,” he began aloud. + +And for more than an hour he applied himself to his task, polishing +here, weighing a phrase there, while he sat with his head between his +hands and laughed inwardly whenever he hit upon a peculiarly tender +expression. Nana had already consumed two cups of tea in silence, when +at last he read out the letter in the level voice and with the two or +three emphatic gestures peculiar to such performances on the stage. It +was five pages long, and he spoke therein of “the delicious hours +passed at La Mignotte, those hours of which the memory lingered like +subtle perfume.” He vowed “eternal fidelity to that springtide of love” +and ended by declaring that his sole wish was to “recommence that happy +time if, indeed, happiness can recommence.” + +“I say that out of politeness, y’know,” he explained. “The moment it +becomes laughable—eh, what! I think she’s felt it, she has!” + +He glowed with triumph. But Nana was unskillful; she still suspected an +outbreak and now was mistaken enough not to fling her arms round his +neck in a burst of admiration. She thought the letter a respectable +performance, nothing more. Thereupon he was much annoyed. If his letter +did not please her she might write another! And so instead of bursting +out in loverlike speeches and exchanging kisses, as their wont was, +they sat coldly facing one another at the table. Nevertheless, she +poured him out a cup of tea. + +“Here’s a filthy mess,” he cried after dipping his lips in the mixture. +“You’ve put salt in it, you have!” + +Nana was unlucky enough to shrug her shoulders, and at that he grew +furious. + +“Aha! Things are taking a wrong turn tonight!” + +And with that the quarrel began. It was only ten by the clock, and this +was a way of killing time. So he lashed himself into a rage and threw +in Nana’s teeth a whole string of insults and all kinds of accusations +which followed one another so closely that she had no time to defend +herself. She was dirty; she was stupid; she had knocked about in all +sorts of low places! After that he waxed frantic over the money +question. Did he spend six francs when he dined out? No, somebody was +treating him to a dinner; otherwise he would have eaten his ordinary +meal at home. And to think of spending them on that old procuress of a +Maloir, a jade he would chuck out of the house tomorrow! Yes, by jingo, +they would get into a nice mess if he and she were to go throwing six +francs out of the window every day! + +“Now to begin with, I want your accounts,” he shouted. “Let’s see; hand +over the money! Now where do we stand?” + +All his sordid avaricious instincts came to the surface. Nana was cowed +and scared, and she made haste to fetch their remaining cash out of the +desk and to bring it him. Up to that time the key had lain on this +common treasury, from which they had drawn as freely as they wished. + +“How’s this?” he said when he had counted up the money. “There are +scarcely seven thousand francs remaining out of seventeen thousand, and +we’ve only been together three months. The thing’s impossible.” + +He rushed forward, gave the desk a savage shake and brought the drawer +forward in order to ransack it in the light of the lamp. But it +actually contained only six thousand eight hundred and odd francs. +Thereupon the tempest burst forth. + +“Ten thousand francs in three months!” he yelled. “By God! What have +you done with it all? Eh? Answer! It all goes to your jade of an aunt, +eh? Or you’re keeping men; that’s plain! Will you answer?” + +“Oh well, if you must get in a rage!” said Nana. “Why, the +calculation’s easily made! You haven’t allowed for the furniture; +besides, I’ve had to buy linen. Money goes quickly when one’s settling +in a new place.” + +But while requiring explanations he refused to listen to them. + +“Yes, it goes a deal too quickly!” he rejoined more calmly. “And look +here, little girl, I’ve had enough of this mutual housekeeping. You +know those seven thousand francs are mine. Yes, and as I’ve got ’em, I +shall keep ’em! Hang it, the moment you become wasteful I get anxious +not to be ruined. To each man his own.” + +And he pocketed the money in a lordly way while Nana gazed at him, +dumfounded. He continued speaking complaisantly: + +“You must understand I’m not such a fool as to keep aunts and likewise +children who don’t belong to me. You were pleased to spend your own +money—well, that’s your affair! But my money—no, that’s sacred! When in +the future you cook a leg of mutton I’ll pay for half of it. We’ll +settle up tonight—there!” + +Straightway Nana rebelled. She could not help shouting: + +“Come, I say, it’s you who’ve run through my ten thousand francs. It’s +a dirty trick, I tell you!” + +But he did not stop to discuss matters further, for he dealt her a +random box on the ear across the table, remarking as he did so: + +“Let’s have that again!” + +She let him have it again despite his blow. Whereupon he fell upon her +and kicked and cuffed her heartily. Soon he had reduced her to such a +state that she ended, as her wont was, by undressing and going to bed +in a flood of tears. + +He was out of breath and was going to bed, in his turn, when he noticed +the letter he had written to Georges lying on the table. Whereupon he +folded it up carefully and, turning toward the bed, remarked in +threatening accents: + +“It’s very well written, and I’m going to post it myself because I +don’t like women’s fancies. Now don’t go moaning any more; it puts my +teeth on edge.” + +Nana, who was crying and gasping, thereupon held her breath. When he +was in bed she choked with emotion and threw herself upon his breast +with a wild burst of sobs. Their scuffles always ended thus, for she +trembled at the thought of losing him and, like a coward, wanted always +to feel that he belonged entirely to her, despite everything. Twice he +pushed her magnificently away, but the warm embrace of this woman who +was begging for mercy with great, tearful eyes, as some faithful brute +might do, finally aroused desire. And he became royally condescending +without, however, lowering his dignity before any of her advances. In +fact, he let himself be caressed and taken by force, as became a man +whose forgiveness is worth the trouble of winning. Then he was seized +with anxiety, fearing that Nana was playing a part with a view to +regaining possession of the treasury key. The light had been +extinguished when he felt it necessary to reaffirm his will and +pleasure. + +“You must know, my girl, that this is really very serious and that I +keep the money.” + +Nana, who was falling asleep with her arms round his neck, uttered a +sublime sentiment. + +“Yes, you need fear nothing! I’ll work for both of us!” + +But from that evening onward their life in common became more and more +difficult. From one week’s end to the other the noise of slaps filled +the air and resembled the ticking of a clock by which they regulated +their existence. Through dint of being much beaten Nana became as +pliable as fine linen; her skin grew delicate and pink and white and so +soft to the touch and clear to the view that she may be said to have +grown more good looking than ever. Prullière, moreover, began running +after her like a madman, coming in when Fontan was away and pushing her +into corners in order to snatch an embrace. But she used to struggle +out of his grasp, full of indignation and blushing with shame. It +disgusted her to think of him wanting to deceive a friend. Prullière +would thereupon begin sneering with a wrathful expression. Why, she was +growing jolly stupid nowadays! How could she take up with such an ape? +For, indeed, Fontan was a regular ape with that great swingeing nose of +his. Oh, he had an ugly mug! Besides, the man knocked her about too! + +“It’s possible I like him as he is,” she one day made answer in the +quiet voice peculiar to a woman who confesses to an abominable taste. + +Bosc contented himself by dining with them as often as possible. He +shrugged his shoulders behind Prullière’s back—a pretty fellow, to be +sure, but a frivolous! Bosc had on more than one occasion assisted at +domestic scenes, and at dessert, when Fontan slapped Nana, he went on +chewing solemnly, for the thing struck him as being quite in the course +of nature. In order to give some return for his dinner he used always +to go into ecstasies over their happiness. He declared himself a +philosopher who had given up everything, glory included. At times +Prullière and Fontan lolled back in their chairs, losing count of time +in front of the empty table, while with theatrical gestures and +intonation they discussed their former successes till two in the +morning. But he would sit by, lost in thought, finishing the brandy +bottle in silence and only occasionally emitting a little contemptuous +sniff. Where was Talma’s tradition? Nowhere. Very well, let them leave +him jolly well alone! It was too stupid to go on as they were doing! + +One evening he found Nana in tears. She took off her dressing jacket in +order to show him her back and her arms, which were black and blue. He +looked at her skin without being tempted to abuse the opportunity, as +that ass of a Prullière would have been. Then, sententiously: + +“My dear girl, where there are women there are sure to be ructions. It +was Napoleon who said that, I think. Wash yourself with salt water. +Salt water’s the very thing for those little knocks. Tut, tut, you’ll +get others as bad, but don’t complain so long as no bones are broken. +I’m inviting myself to dinner, you know; I’ve spotted a leg of mutton.” + +But Mme Lerat had less philosophy. Every time Nana showed her a fresh +bruise on the white skin she screamed aloud. They were killing her +niece; things couldn’t go on as they were doing. As a matter of fact, +Fontan had turned Mme Lerat out of doors and had declared that he would +not have her at his house in the future, and ever since that day, when +he returned home and she happened to be there, she had to make off +through the kitchen, which was a horrible humiliation to her. +Accordingly she never ceased inveighing against that brutal individual. +She especially blamed his ill breeding, pursing up her lips, as she did +so, like a highly respectable lady whom nobody could possibly +remonstrate with on the subject of good manners. + +“Oh, you notice it at once,” she used to tell Nana; “he hasn’t the +barest notion of the very smallest proprieties. His mother must have +been common! Don’t deny it—the thing’s obvious! I don’t speak on my own +account, though a person of my years has a right to respectful +treatment, but YOU—how do YOU manage to put up with his bad manners? +For though I don’t want to flatter myself, I’ve always taught you how +to behave, and among our own people you always enjoyed the best +possible advice. We were all very well bred in our family, weren’t we +now?” + +Nana used never to protest but would listen with bowed head. + +“Then, too,” continued the aunt, “you’ve only known perfect gentlemen +hitherto. We were talking of that very topic with Zoé at my place +yesterday evening. She can’t understand it any more than I can. ‘How is +it,’ she said, ‘that Madame, who used to have that perfect gentleman, +Monsieur le Comte, at her beck and call’—for between you and me, it +seems you drove him silly—‘how is it that Madame lets herself be made +into mincemeat by that clown of a fellow?’ I remarked at the time that +you might put up with the beatings but that I would never have allowed +him to be lacking in proper respect. In fact, there isn’t a word to be +said for him. I wouldn’t have his portrait in my room even! And you +ruin yourself for such a bird as that; yes, you ruin yourself, my +darling; you toil and you moil, when there are so many others and such +rich men, too, some of them even connected with the government! Ah +well, it’s not I who ought to be telling you this, of course! But all +the same, when next he tries any of his dirty tricks on I should cut +him short with a ‘Monsieur, what d’you take me for?’ You know how to +say it in that grand way of yours! It would downright cripple him.” + +Thereupon Nana burst into sobs and stammered out: + +“Oh, Aunt, I love him!” + +The fact of the matter was that Mme Lerat was beginning to feel anxious +at the painful way her niece doled out the sparse, occasional francs +destined to pay for little Louis’s board and lodging. Doubtless she was +willing to make sacrifices and to keep the child by her whatever might +happen while waiting for more prosperous times, but the thought that +Fontan was preventing her and the brat and its mother from swimming in +a sea of gold made her so savage that she was ready to deny the very +existence of true love. Accordingly she ended up with the following +severe remarks: + +“Now listen, some fine day when he’s taken the skin off your back, +you’ll come and knock at my door, and I’ll open it to you.” + +Soon money began to engross Nana’s whole attention. Fontan had caused +the seven thousand francs to vanish away. Without doubt they were quite +safe; indeed, she would never have dared ask him questions about them, +for she was wont to be blushingly diffident with that bird, as Mme +Lerat called him. She trembled lest he should think her capable of +quarreling with him about halfpence. He had certainly promised to +subscribe toward their common household expenses, and in the early days +he had given out three francs every morning. But he was as exacting as +a boarder; he wanted everything for his three francs—butter, meat, +early fruit and early vegetables—and if she ventured to make an +observation, if she hinted that you could not have everything in the +market for three francs, he flew into a temper and treated her as a +useless, wasteful woman, a confounded donkey whom the tradespeople were +robbing. Moreover, he was always ready to threaten that he would take +lodgings somewhere else. At the end of a month on certain mornings he +had forgotten to deposit the three francs on the chest of drawers, and +she had ventured to ask for them in a timid, roundabout way. Whereupon +there had been such bitter disputes and he had seized every pretext to +render her life so miserable that she had found it best no longer to +count upon him. Whenever, however, he had omitted to leave behind the +three one-franc pieces and found a dinner awaiting him all the same, he +grew as merry as a sandboy, kissed Nana gallantly and waltzed with the +chairs. And she was so charmed by this conduct that she at length got +to hope that nothing would be found on the chest of drawers, despite +the difficulty she experienced in making both ends meet. One day she +even returned him his three francs, telling him a tale to the effect +that she still had yesterday’s money. As he had given her nothing then, +he hesitated for some moments, as though he dreaded a lecture. But she +gazed at him with her loving eyes and hugged him in such utter +self-surrender that he pocketed the money again with that little +convulsive twitch or the fingers peculiar to a miser when he regains +possession of that which has been well-nigh lost. From that day forth +he never troubled himself about money again or inquired whence it came. +But when there were potatoes on the table he looked intoxicated with +delight and would laugh and smack his lips before her turkeys and legs +of mutton, though of course this did not prevent his dealing Nana +sundry sharp smacks, as though to keep his hand in amid all his +happiness. + +Nana had indeed found means to provide for all needs, and the place on +certain days overflowed with good things. Twice a week, regularly, Bosc +had indigestion. One evening as Mme Lerat was withdrawing from the +scene in high dudgeon because she had noticed a copious dinner she was +not destined to eat in process of preparation, she could not prevent +herself asking brutally who paid for it all. Nana was taken by +surprise; she grew foolish and began crying. + +“Ah, that’s a pretty business,” said the aunt, who had divined her +meaning. + +Nana had resigned herself to it for the sake of enjoying peace in her +own home. Then, too, the Tricon was to blame. She had come across her +in the Rue de Laval one fine day when Fontan had gone out raging about +a dish of cod. She had accordingly consented to the proposals made her +by the Tricon, who happened just then to be in difficulty. As Fontan +never came in before six o’clock, she made arrangements for her +afternoons and used to bring back forty francs, sixty francs, sometimes +more. She might have made it a matter of ten and fifteen louis had she +been able to maintain her former position, but as matters stood she was +very glad thus to earn enough to keep the pot boiling. At night she +used to forget all her sorrows when Bosc sat there bursting with dinner +and Fontan leaned on his elbows and with an expression of lofty +superiority becoming a man who is loved for his own sake allowed her to +kiss him on the eyelids. + +In due course Nana’s very adoration of her darling, her dear old duck, +which was all the more passionately blind, seeing that now she paid for +everything, plunged her back into the muddiest depths of her calling. +She roamed the streets and loitered on the pavement in quest of a +five-franc piece, just as when she was a slipshod baggage years ago. +One Sunday at La Rochefoucauld Market she had made her peace with Satin +after having flown at her with furious reproaches about Mme Robert. But +Satin had been content to answer that when one didn’t like a thing +there was no reason why one should want to disgust others with it. And +Nana, who was by way of being wide-minded, had accepted the philosophic +view that you never can tell where your tastes will lead you and had +forgiven her. Her curiosity was even excited, and she began questioning +her about obscure vices and was astounded to be adding to her +information at her time of life and with her knowledge. She burst out +laughing and gave vent to various expressions of surprise. It struck +her as so queer, and yet she was a little shocked by it, for she was +really quite the philistine outside the pale of her own habits. So she +went back to Laure’s and fed there when Fontan was dining out. She +derived much amusement from the stories and the amours and the +jealousies which inflamed the female customers without hindering their +appetites in the slightest degree. Nevertheless, she still was not +quite in it, as she herself phrased it. The vast Laure, meltingly +maternal as ever, used often to invite her to pass a day or two at her +Asnièries Villa, a country house containing seven spare bedrooms. But +she used to refuse; she was afraid. Satin, however, swore she was +mistaken about it, that gentlemen from Paris swung you in swings and +played tonneau with you, and so she promised to come at some future +time when it would be possible for her to leave town. + +At that time Nana was much tormented by circumstances and not at all +festively inclined. She needed money, and when the Tricon did not want +her, which too often happened, she had no notion where to bestow her +charms. Then began a series of wild descents upon the Parisian +pavement, plunges into the baser sort of vice, whose votaries prowl in +muddy bystreets under the restless flicker of gas lamps. Nana went back +to the public-house balls in the suburbs, where she had kicked up her +heels in the early ill-shod days. She revisited the dark corners on the +outer boulevards, where when she was fifteen years old men used to hug +her while her father was looking for her in order to give her a hiding. +Both the women would speed along, visiting all the ballrooms and +restaurants in a quarter and climbing innumerable staircases which were +wet with spittle and spilled beer, or they would stroll quietly about, +going up streets and planting themselves in front of carriage gates. +Satin, who had served her apprenticeship in the Quartier Latin, used to +take Nana to Bullier’s and the public houses in the Boulevard +Saint-Michel. But the vacations were drawing on, and the Quarter looked +too starved. Eventually they always returned to the principal +boulevards, for it was there they ran the best chance of getting what +they wanted. From the heights of Montmartre to the observatory plateau +they scoured the whole town in the way we have been describing. They +were out on rainy evenings, when their boots got worn down, and on hot +evenings, when their linen clung to their skins. There were long +periods of waiting and endless periods of walking; there were jostlings +and disputes and the nameless, brutal caresses of the stray passer-by +who was taken by them to some miserable furnished room and came +swearing down the greasy stairs afterward. + +The summer was drawing to a close, a stormy summer of burning nights. +The pair used to start out together after dinner, toward nine o’clock. +On the pavements of the Rue Notre Dame de la Lorette two long files of +women scudded along with tucked-up skirts and bent heads, keeping close +to the shops but never once glancing at the displays in the shopwindows +as they hurried busily down toward the boulevards. This was the hungry +exodus from the Quartier Breda which took place nightly when the street +lamps had just been lit. Nana and Satin used to skirt the church and +then march off along the Rue le Peletier. When they were some hundred +yards from the Café Riche and had fairly reached their scene of +operations they would shake out the skirts of their dresses, which up +till that moment they had been holding carefully up, and begin sweeping +the pavements, regardless of dust. With much swaying of the hips they +strolled delicately along, slackening their pace when they crossed the +bright light thrown from one of the great cafes. With shoulders thrown +back, shrill and noisy laughter and many backward glances at the men +who turned to look at them, they marched about and were completely in +their element. In the shadow of night their artificially whitened +faces, their rouged lips and their darkened eyelids became as charming +and suggestive as if the inmates of a make-believe trumpery oriental +bazaar had been sent forth into the open street. Till eleven at night +they sauntered gaily along among the rudely jostling crowds, contenting +themselves with an occasional “dirty ass!” hurled after the clumsy +people whose boot heels had torn a flounce or two from their dresses. +Little familiar salutations would pass between them and the cafe +waiters, and at times they would stop and chat in front of a small +table and accept of drinks, which they consumed with much deliberation, +as became people not sorry to sit down for a bit while waiting for the +theaters to empty. But as night advanced, if they had not made one or +two trips in the direction of the Rue la Rochefoucauld, they became +abject strumpets, and their hunt for men grew more ferocious than ever. +Beneath the trees in the darkening and fast-emptying boulevards fierce +bargainings took place, accompanied by oaths and blows. Respectable +family parties—fathers, mothers and daughters—who were used to such +scenes, would pass quietly by the while without quickening their pace. +Afterward, when they had walked from the opera to the GYMNASE some +half-score times and in the deepening night men were rapidly dropping +off homeward for good and all, Nana and Satin kept to the sidewalk in +the Rue du Faubourg Montmartre. There up till two o’clock in the +morning restaurants, bars and ham-and-beef shops were brightly lit up, +while a noisy mob of women hung obstinately round the doors of the +cafes. This suburb was the only corner of night Paris which was still +alight and still alive, the only market still open to nocturnal +bargains. These last were openly struck between group and group and +from one end of the street to the other, just as in the wide and open +corridor of a disorderly house. On such evenings as the pair came home +without having had any success they used to wrangle together. The Rue +Notre Dame de la Lorette stretched dark and deserted in front of them. +Here and there the crawling shadow of a woman was discernible, for the +Quarter was going home and going home late, and poor creatures, +exasperated at a night of fruitless loitering, were unwilling to give +up the chase and would still stand, disputing in hoarse voices with any +strayed reveler they could catch at the corner of the Rue Breda or the +Rue Fontaine. + +Nevertheless, some windfalls came in their way now and then in the +shape of louis picked up in the society of elegant gentlemen, who +slipped their decorations into their pockets as they went upstairs with +them. Satin had an especially keen scent for these. On rainy evenings, +when the dripping city exhaled an unpleasant odor suggestive of a great +untidy bed, she knew that the soft weather and the fetid reek of the +town’s holes and corners were sure to send the men mad. And so she +watched the best dressed among them, for she knew by their pale eyes +what their state was. On such nights it was as though a fit of fleshly +madness were passing over Paris. The girl was rather nervous certainly, +for the most modish gentlemen were always the most obscene. All the +varnish would crack off a man, and the brute beast would show itself, +exacting, monstrous in lust, a past master in corruption. But besides +being nervous, that trollop of a Satin was lacking in respect. She +would blurt out awful things in front of dignified gentlemen in +carriages and assure them that their coachmen were better bred than +they because they behaved respectfully toward the women and did not +half kill them with their diabolical tricks and suggestions. The way in +which smart people sprawled head over heels into all the cesspools of +vice still caused Nana some surprise, for she had a few prejudices +remaining, though Satin was rapidly destroying them. + +“Well then,” she used to say when talking seriously about the matter, +“there’s no such thing as virtue left, is there?” + +From one end of the social ladder to the other everybody was on the +loose! Good gracious! Some nice things ought to be going on in Paris +between nine o’clock in the evening and three in the morning! And with +that she began making very merry and declaring that if one could only +have looked into every room one would have seen some funny sights—the +little people going it head over ears and a good lot of swells, too, +playing the swine rather harder than the rest. Oh, she was finishing +her education! + +One evening when she came to call for Satin she recognized the Marquis +de Chouard. He was coming downstairs with quaking legs; his face was +ashen white, and he leaned heavily on the banisters. She pretended to +be blowing her nose. Upstairs she found Satin amid indescribable filth. +No household work had been done for a week; her bed was disgusting, and +ewers and basins were standing about in all directions. Nana expressed +surprise at her knowing the marquis. Oh yes, she knew him! He had jolly +well bored her confectioner and her when they were together. At present +he used to come back now and then, but he nearly bothered her life out, +going sniffing into all the dirty corners—yes, even into her slippers! + +“Yes, dear girl, my slippers! Oh, he’s the dirtiest old beast, always +wanting one to do things!” + +The sincerity of these low debauches rendered Nana especially uneasy. +Seeing the courtesans around her slowly dying of it every day, she +recalled to mind the comedy of pleasure she had taken part in when she +was in the heyday of success. Moreover, Satin inspired her with an +awful fear of the police. She was full of anecdotes about them. +Formerly she had been the mistress of a plain-clothes man, had +consented to this in order to be left in peace, and on two occasions he +had prevented her from being put “on the lists.” But at present she was +in a great fright, for if she were to be nabbed again there was a clear +case against her. You had only to listen to her! For the sake of +perquisites the police used to take up as many women as possible. They +laid hold of everybody and quieted you with a slap if you shouted, for +they were sure of being defended in their actions and rewarded, even +when they had taken a virtuous girl among the rest. In the summer they +would swoop upon the boulevard in parties of twelve or fifteen, +surround a whole long reach of sidewalk and fish up as many as thirty +women in an evening. Satin, however, knew the likely places, and the +moment she saw a plain-clothes man heaving in sight she took to her +heels, while the long lines of women on the pavements scattered in +consternation and fled through the surrounding crowd. The dread of the +law and of the magistracy was such that certain women would stand as +though paralyzed in the doorways of the cafes while the raid was +sweeping the avenue without. But Satin was even more afraid of being +denounced, for her pastry cook had proved blackguard enough to threaten +to sell her when she had left him. Yes, that was a fake by which men +lived on their mistresses! Then, too, there were the dirty women who +delivered you up out of sheer treachery if you were prettier than they! +Nana listened to these recitals and felt her terrors growing upon her. +She had always trembled before the law, that unknown power, that form +of revenge practiced by men able and willing to crush her in the +certain absence of all defenders. Saint-Lazare she pictured as a grave, +a dark hole, in which they buried live women after they had cut off +their hair. She admitted that it was only necessary to leave Fontan and +seek powerful protectors. But as matters stood it was in vain that +Satin talked to her of certain lists of women’s names, which it was the +duty of the plainclothes men to consult, and of certain photographs +accompanying the lists, the originals of which were on no account to be +touched. The reassurance did not make her tremble the less, and she +still saw herself hustled and dragged along and finally subjected to +the official medical inspection. The thought of the official armchair +filled her with shame and anguish, for had she not bade it defiance a +score of times? + +Now it so happened that one evening toward the close of September, as +she was walking with Satin in the Boulevard Poissonnière, the latter +suddenly began tearing along at a terrible pace. And when Nana asked +her what she meant thereby: + +“It’s the plain-clothes men!” whispered Satin. “Off with you! Off with +you!” A wild stampede took place amid the surging crowd. Skirts +streamed out behind and were torn. There were blows and shrieks. A +woman fell down. The crowd of bystanders stood hilariously watching +this rough police raid while the plain-clothes men rapidly narrowed +their circle. Meanwhile Nana had lost Satin. Her legs were failing her, +and she would have been taken up for a certainty had not a man caught +her by the arm and led her away in front of the angry police. It was +Prullière, and he had just recognized her. Without saying a word he +turned down the Rue Rougemont with her. It was just then quite +deserted, and she was able to regain breath there, but at first her +faintness and exhaustion were such that he had to support her. She did +not even thank him. + +“Look here,” he said, “you must recover a bit. Come up to my rooms.” + +He lodged in the Rue Bergère close by. But she straightened herself up +at once. + +“No, I don’t want to.” + +Thereupon he waxed coarse and rejoined: + +“Why don’t you want to, eh? Why, everybody visits my rooms.” + +“Because I don’t.” + +In her opinion that explained everything. She was too fond of Fontan to +betray him with one of his friends. The other people ceased to count +the moment there was no pleasure in the business, and necessity +compelled her to it. In view of her idiotic obstinacy Prullière, as +became a pretty fellow whose vanity had been wounded, did a cowardly +thing. + +“Very well, do as you like!” he cried. “Only I don’t side with you, my +dear. You must get out of the scrape by yourself.” + +And with that he left her. Terrors got hold of her again, and scurrying +past shops and turning white whenever a man drew nigh, she fetched an +immense compass before reaching Montmartre. + +On the morrow, while still suffering from the shock of last night’s +terrors, Nana went to her aunt’s and at the foot of a small empty +street in the Batignolles found herself face to face with Labordette. +At first they both appeared embarrassed, for with his usual +complaisance he was busy on a secret errand. Nevertheless, he was the +first to regain his self-possession and to announce himself fortunate +in meeting her. Yes, certainly, everybody was still wondering at Nana’s +total eclipse. People were asking for her, and old friends were pining. +And with that he grew quite paternal and ended by sermonizing. + +“Frankly speaking, between you and me, my dear, the thing’s getting +stupid. One can understand a mash, but to go to that extent, to be +trampled on like that and to get nothing but knocks! Are you playing up +for the ‘Virtue Prizes’ then?” + +She listened to him with an embarrassed expression. But when he told +her about Rose, who was triumphantly enjoying her conquest of Count +Muffat, a flame came into her eyes. + +“Oh, if I wanted to—” she muttered. + +As became an obliging friend, he at once offered to act as intercessor. +But she refused his help, and he thereupon attacked her in an opposite +quarter. + +He informed her that Bordenave was busy mounting a play of Fauchery’s +containing a splendid part for her. + +“What, a play with a part!” she cried in amazement. “But he’s in it and +he’s told me nothing about it!” + +She did not mention Fontan by name. However, she grew calm again +directly and declared that she would never go on the stage again. +Labordette doubtless remained unconvinced, for he continued with +smiling insistence. + +“You know, you need fear nothing with me. I get your Muffat ready for +you, and you go on the stage again, and I bring him to you like a +little dog!” + +“No!” she cried decisively. + +And she left him. Her heroic conduct made her tenderly pitiful toward +herself. No blackguard of a man would ever have sacrificed himself like +that without trumpeting the fact abroad. Nevertheless, she was struck +by one thing: Labordette had given her exactly the same advice as +Francis had given her. That evening when Fontan came home she +questioned him about Fauchery’s piece. The former had been back at the +Variétés for two months past. Why then had he not told her about the +part? + +“What part?” he said in his ill-humored tone. “The grand lady’s part, +maybe? The deuce, you believe you’ve got talent then! Why, such a part +would utterly do for you, my girl! You’re meant for comic +business—there’s no denying it!” + +She was dreadfully wounded. All that evening he kept chaffing her, +calling her Mlle Mars. But the harder he hit the more bravely she +suffered, for she derived a certain bitter satisfaction from this +heroic devotion of hers, which rendered her very great and very loving +in her own eyes. Ever since she had gone with other men in order to +supply his wants her love for him had increased, and the fatigues and +disgusts encountered outside only added to the flame. He was fast +becoming a sort of pet vice for which she paid, a necessity of +existence it was impossible to do without, seeing that blows only +stimulated her desires. He, on his part, seeing what a good tame thing +she had become, ended by abusing his privileges. She was getting on his +nerves, and he began to conceive so fierce a loathing for her that he +forgot to keep count of his real interests. When Bosc made his +customary remarks to him he cried out in exasperation, for which there +was no apparent cause, that he had had enough of her and of her good +dinners and that he would shortly chuck her out of doors if only for +the sake of making another woman a present of his seven thousand +francs. Indeed, that was how their liaison ended. + +One evening Nana came in toward eleven o’clock and found the door +bolted. She tapped once—there was no answer; twice—still no answer. +Meanwhile she saw light under the door, and Fontan inside did not +trouble to move. She rapped again unwearyingly; she called him and +began to get annoyed. At length Fontan’s voice became audible; he spoke +slowly and rather unctuously and uttered but this one word. + +“MERDE!” + +She beat on the door with her fists. + +“MERDE!” + +She banged hard enough to smash in the woodwork. + +“MERDE!” + +And for upward of a quarter of an hour the same foul expression +buffeted her, answering like a jeering echo to every blow wherewith she +shook the door. At length, seeing that she was not growing tired, he +opened sharply, planted himself on the threshold, folded his arms and +said in the same cold, brutal voice: + +“By God, have you done yet? What d’you want? Are you going to let us +sleep in peace, eh? You can quite see I’ve got company tonight.” + +He was certainly not alone, for Nana perceived the little woman from +the Bouffes with the untidy tow hair and the gimlet-hole eyes, standing +enjoying herself in her shift among the furniture she had paid for. But +Fontan stepped out on the landing. He looked terrible, and he spread +out and crooked his great fingers as if they were pincers. + +“Hook it or I’ll strangle you!” + +Whereupon Nana burst into a nervous fit of sobbing. She was frightened +and she made off. This time it was she that was being kicked out of +doors. And in her fury the thought of Muffat suddenly occurred to her. +Ah, to be sure, Fontan, of all men, ought never to have done her such a +turn! + +When she was out in the street her first thought was to go and sleep +with Satin, provided the girl had no one with her. She met her in front +of her house, for she, too, had been turned out of doors by her +landlord. He had just had a padlock affixed to her door—quite +illegally, of course, seeing that she had her own furniture. She swore +and talked of having him up before the commissary of police. In the +meantime, as midnight was striking, they had to begin thinking of +finding a bed. And Satin, deeming it unwise to let the plain-clothes +men into her secrets, ended by taking Nana to a woman who kept a little +hotel in the Rue de Laval. Here they were assigned a narrow room on the +first floor, the window of which opened on the courtyard. Satin +remarked: + +“I should gladly have gone to Mme Robert’s. There’s always a corner +there for me. But with you it’s out of the question. She’s getting +absurdly jealous; she beat me the other night.” + +When they had shut themselves in, Nana, who had not yet relieved her +feelings, burst into tears and again and again recounted Fontan’s dirty +behavior. Satin listened complaisantly, comforted her, grew even more +angry than she in denunciation of the male sex. + +“Oh, the pigs, the pigs! Look here, we’ll have nothing more to do with +them!” + +Then she helped Nana to undress with all the small, busy attentions, +becoming a humble little friend. She kept saying coaxingly: + +“Let’s go to bed as fast as we can, pet. We shall be better off there! +Oh, how silly you are to get crusty about things! I tell you, they’re +dirty brutes. Don’t think any more about ’em. I—I love you very much. +Don’t cry, and oblige your own little darling girl.” + +And once in bed, she forthwith took Nana in her arms and soothed and +comforted her. She refused to hear Fontan’s name mentioned again, and +each time it recurred to her friend’s lips she stopped it with a kiss. +Her lips pouted in pretty indignation; her hair lay loose about her, +and her face glowed with tenderness and childlike beauty. Little by +little her soft embrace compelled Nana to dry her tears. She was +touched and replied to Satin’s caresses. When two o’clock struck the +candle was still burning, and a sound of soft, smothered laughter and +lovers’ talk was audible in the room. + +But suddenly a loud noise came up from the lower floors of the hotel, +and Satin, with next to nothing on, got up and listened intently. + +“The police!” she said, growing very pale. + +“Oh, blast our bad luck! We’re bloody well done for!” + +Often had she told stories about the raids on hotel made by the +plainclothes men. But that particular night neither of them had +suspected anything when they took shelter in the Rue de Laval. At the +sound of the word “police” Nana lost her head. She jumped out of bed +and ran across the room with the scared look of a madwoman about to +jump out of the window. Luckily, however, the little courtyard was +roofed with glass, which was covered with an iron-wire grating at the +level of the girls’ bedroom. At sight of this she ceased to hesitate; +she stepped over the window prop, and with her chemise flying and her +legs bared to the night air she vanished in the gloom. + +“Stop! Stop!” said Satin in a great fright. “You’ll kill yourself.” + +Then as they began hammering at the door, she shut the window like a +good-natured girl and threw her friend’s clothes down into a cupboard. +She was already resigned to her fate and comforted herself with the +thought that, after all, if she were to be put on the official list she +would no longer be so “beastly frightened” as of yore. So she pretended +to be heavy with sleep. She yawned; she palavered and ended by opening +the door to a tall, burly fellow with an unkempt beard, who said to +her: + +“Show your hands! You’ve got no needle pricks on them: you don’t work. +Now then, dress!” + +“But I’m not a dressmaker; I’m a burnisher,” Satin brazenly declared. + +Nevertheless, she dressed with much docility, knowing that argument was +out of the question. Cries were ringing through the hotel; a girl was +clinging to doorposts and refusing to budge an inch. Another girl, in +bed with a lover, who was answering for her legality, was acting the +honest woman who had been grossly insulted and spoke of bringing an +action against the prefect of police. For close on an hour there was a +noise of heavy shoes on the stairs, of fists hammering on doors, of +shrill disputes terminating in sobs, of petticoats rustling along the +walls, of all the sounds, in fact, attendant on the sudden awakening +and scared departure of a flock of women as they were roughly packed +off by three plain-clothes men, headed by a little oily-mannered, +fair-haired commissary of police. After they had gone the hotel +relapsed into deep silence. + +Nobody had betrayed her; Nana was saved. Shivering and half dead with +fear, she came groping back into the room. Her bare feet were cut and +bleeding, for they had been torn by the grating. For a long while she +remained sitting on the edge of the bed, listening and listening. +Toward morning, however, she went to sleep again, and at eight o’clock, +when she woke up, she escaped from the hotel and ran to her aunt’s. +When Mme Lerat, who happened just then to be drinking her morning +coffee with Zoé, beheld her bedraggled plight and haggard face, she +took note of the hour and at once understood the state of the case. + +“It’s come to it, eh?” she cried. “I certainly told you that he would +take the skin off your back one of these days. Well, well, come in; +you’ll always find a kind welcome here.” + +Zoé had risen from her chair and was muttering with respectful +familiarity: + +“Madame is restored to us at last. I was waiting for Madame.” + +But Mme Lerat insisted on Nana’s going and kissing Louiset at once, +because, she said, the child took delight in his mother’s nice ways. +Louiset, a sickly child with poor blood, was still asleep, and when +Nana bent over his white, scrofulous face, the memory of all she had +undergone during the last few months brought a choking lump into her +throat. + +“Oh, my poor little one, my poor little one!” she gasped, bursting into +a final fit of sobbing. + + + + + CHAPTER IX + + +The Petite Duchesse was being rehearsed at the Variétés. The first act +had just been carefully gone through, and the second was about to +begin. Seated in old armchairs in front of the stage, Fauchery and +Bordenave were discussing various points while the prompter, Father +Cossard, a little humpbacked man perched on a straw-bottomed chair, was +turning over the pages of the manuscript, a pencil between his lips. + +“Well, what are they waiting for?” cried Bordenave on a sudden, tapping +the floor savagely with his heavy cane. “Barillot, why don’t they +begin?” + +“It’s Monsieur Bosc that has disappeared,” replied Barillot, who was +acting as second stage manager.’ + +Then there arose a tempest, and everybody shouted for Bosc while +Bordenave swore. + +“Always the same thing, by God! It’s all very well ringing for ’em: +they’re always where they’ve no business to be. And then they grumble +when they’re kept till after four o’clock.” + +But Bosc just then came in with supreme tranquillity. + +“Eh? What? What do they want me for? Oh, it’s my turn! You ought to +have said so. All right! Simonne gives the cue: ‘Here are the guests,’ +and I come in. Which way must I come in?” + +“Through the door, of course,” cried Fauchery in great exasperation. + +“Yes, but where is the door?” + +At this Bordenave fell upon Barillot and once more set to work swearing +and hammering the boards with his cane. + +“By God! I said a chair was to be put there to stand for the door, and +every day we have to get it done again. Barillot! Where’s Barillot? +Another of ’em! Why, they’re all going!” + +Nevertheless, Barillot came and planted the chair down in person, +mutely weathering the storm as he did so. And the rehearsal began +again. Simonne, in her hat and furs, began moving about like a +maidservant busy arranging furniture. She paused to say: + +“I’m not warm, you know, so I keep my hands in my muff.” + +Then changing her voice, she greeted Bosc with a little cry: + +“La, it’s Monsieur le Comte. You’re the first to come, Monsieur le +Comte, and Madame will be delighted.” + +Bosc had muddy trousers and a huge yellow overcoat, round the collar of +which a tremendous comforter was wound. On his head he wore an old hat, +and he kept his hands in his pockets. He did not act but dragged +himself along, remarking in a hollow voice: + +“Don’t disturb your mistress, Isabelle; I want to take her by +surprise.” + +The rehearsal took its course. Bordenave knitted his brows. He had +slipped down low in his armchair and was listening with an air of +fatigue. Fauchery was nervous and kept shifting about in his seat. +Every few minutes he itched with the desire to interrupt, but he +restrained himself. He heard a whispering in the dark and empty house +behind him. + +“Is she there?” he asked, leaning over toward Bordenave. + +The latter nodded affirmatively. Before accepting the part of +Geraldine, which he was offering her, Nana had been anxious to see the +piece, for she hesitated to play a courtesan’s part a second time. She, +in fact, aspired to an honest woman’s part. Accordingly she was hiding +in the shadows of a corner box in company with Labordette, who was +managing matters for her with Bordenave. Fauchery glanced in her +direction and then once more set himself to follow the rehearsal. + +Only the front of the stage was lit up. A flaring gas burner on a +support, which was fed by a pipe from the footlights, burned in front +of a reflector and cast its full brightness over the immediate +foreground. It looked like a big yellow eye glaring through the +surrounding semiobscurity, where it flamed in a doubtful, melancholy +way. Cossard was holding up his manuscript against the slender stem of +this arrangement. He wanted to see more clearly, and in the flood of +light his hump was sharply outlined. As to Bordenave and Fauchery, they +were already drowned in shadow. It was only in the heart of this +enormous structure, on a few square yards of stage, that a faint glow +suggested the light cast by some lantern nailed up in a railway +station. It made the actors look like eccentric phantoms and set their +shadows dancing after them. The remainder of the stage was full of mist +and suggested a house in process of being pulled down, a church nave in +utter ruin. It was littered with ladders, with set pieces and with +scenery, of which the faded painting suggested heaped-up rubbish. +Hanging high in air, the scenes had the appearance of great ragged +clouts suspended from the rafters of some vast old-clothes shop, while +above these again a ray of bright sunlight fell from a window and clove +the shadow round the flies with a bar of gold. + +Meanwhile actors were chatting at the back of the stage while awaiting +their cues. Little by little they had raised their voices. + +“Confound it, will you be silent?” howled Bordenave, raging up and down +in his chair. “I can’t hear a word. Go outside if you want to talk; WE +are at work. Barillot, if there’s any more talking I clap on fines all +round!” + +They were silent for a second or two. They were sitting in a little +group on a bench and some rustic chairs in the corner of a scenic +garden, which was standing ready to be put in position as it would be +used in the opening act the same evening. In the middle of this group +Fontan and Prullière were listening to Rose Mignon, to whom the manager +of the Folies-Dramatique Theatre had been making magnificent offers. +But a voice was heard shouting: + +“The duchess! Saint-Firmin! The duchess and Saint-Firmin are wanted!” + +Only when the call was repeated did Prullière remember that he was +Saint-Firmin! Rose, who was playing the Duchess Helene, was already +waiting to go on with him while old Bosc slowly returned to his seat, +dragging one foot after the other over the sonorous and deserted +boards. Clarisse offered him a place on the bench beside her. + +“What’s he bawling like that for?” she said in allusion to Bordenave. +“Things will be getting rosy soon! A piece can’t be put on nowadays +without its getting on his nerves.” + +Bosc shrugged his shoulders; he was above such storms. Fontan +whispered: + +“He’s afraid of a fiasco. The piece strikes me as idiotic.” + +Then he turned to Clarisse and again referred to what Rose had been +telling them: + +“D’you believe in the offers of the Folies people, eh? Three hundred +francs an evening for a hundred nights! Why not a country house into +the bargain? If his wife were to be given three hundred francs Mignon +would chuck my friend Bordenave and do it jolly sharp too!” + +Clarisse was a believer in the three hundred francs. That man Fontan +was always picking holes in his friends’ successes! Just then Simonne +interrupted her. She was shivering with cold. Indeed, they were all +buttoned up to the ears and had comforters on, and they looked up at +the ray of sunlight which shone brightly above them but did not +penetrate the cold gloom of the theater. In the streets outside there +was a frost under a November sky. + +“And there’s no fire in the greenroom!” said Simonne. “It’s disgusting; +he IS just becoming a skinflint! I want to be off; I don’t want to get +seedy.” + +“Silence, I say!” Bordenave once more thundered. + +Then for a minute or so a confused murmur alone was audible as the +actors went on repeating their parts. There was scarcely any +appropriate action, and they spoke in even tones so as not to tire +themselves. Nevertheless, when they did emphasize a particular shade of +meaning they cast a glance at the house, which lay before them like a +yawning gulf. It was suffused with vague, ambient shadow, which +resembled the fine dust floating pent in some high, windowless loft. +The deserted house, whose sole illumination was the twilight radiance +of the stage, seemed to slumber in melancholy and mysterious +effacement. Near the ceiling dense night smothered the frescoes, while +from the several tiers of stage boxes on either hand huge widths of +gray canvas stretched down to protect the neighboring hangings. In +fact, there was no end to these coverings; bands of canvas had been +thrown over the velvet-covered ledges in front of the various galleries +which they shrouded thickly. Their pale hue stained the surrounding +shadows, and of the general decorations of the house only the dark +recesses of the boxes were distinguishable. These served to outline the +framework of the several stories, where the seats were so many stains +of red velvet turned black. The chandelier had been let down as far as +it would go, and it so filled the region of the stalls with its +pendants as to suggest a flitting and to set one thinking that the +public had started on a journey from which they would never return. + +Just about then Rose, as the little duchess who has been misled into +the society of a courtesan, came to the footlights, lifted up her hands +and pouted adorably at the dark and empty theater, which was as sad as +a house of mourning. + +“Good heavens, what queer people!” she said, emphasizing the phrase and +confident that it would have its effect. + +Far back in the corner box in which she was hiding Nana sat enveloped +in a great shawl. She was listening to the play and devouring Rose with +her eyes. Turning toward Labordette, she asked him in a low tone: + +“You are sure he’ll come?” + +“Quite sure. Without doubt he’ll come with Mignon, so as to have an +excuse for coming. As soon as he makes his appearance you’ll go up into +Mathilde’s dressing room, and I’ll bring him to you there.” + +They were talking of Count Muffat. Labordette had arranged this +interview with him on neutral ground. He had had a serious talk with +Bordenave, whose affairs had been gravely damaged by two successive +failures. Accordingly Bordenave had hastened to lend him his theater +and to offer Nana a part, for he was anxious to win the count’s favor +and hoped to be able to borrow from him. + +“And this part of Geraldine, what d’you thing of it?” continued +Labordette. + +But Nana sat motionless and vouchsafed no reply. After the first act, +in which the author showed how the Duc de Beaurivage played his wife +false with the blonde Geraldine, a comic-opera celebrity, the second +act witnessed the Duchess Helene’s arrival at the house of the actress +on the occasion of a masked ball being given by the latter. The duchess +has come to find out by what magical process ladies of that sort +conquer and retain their husbands’ affections. A cousin, the handsome +Oscar de Saint-Firmin, introduces her and hopes to be able to debauch +her. And her first lesson causes her great surprise, for she hears +Geraldine swearing like a hodman at the duke, who suffers with most +ecstatic submissiveness. The episode causes her to cry out, “Dear me, +if that’s the way one ought to talk to the men!” Geraldine had scarce +any other scene in the act save this one. As to the duchess, she is +very soon punished for her curiosity, for an old buck, the Baron de +Tardiveau, takes her for a courtesan and becomes very gallant, while on +her other side Beaurivage sits on a lounging chair and makes his peace +with Geraldine by dint of kisses and caresses. As this last lady’s part +had not yet been assigned to anyone, Father Cossard had got up to read +it, and he was now figuring away in Bosc’s arms and emphasizing it +despite himself. At this point, while the rehearsal was dragging +monotonously on, Fauchery suddenly jumped from his chair. He had +restrained himself up to that moment, but now his nerves got the better +of him. + +“That’s not it!” he cried. + +The actors paused awkwardly enough while Fontan sneered and asked in +his most contemptuous voice: + +“Eh? What’s not it? Who’s not doing it right?” + +“Nobody is! You’re quite wrong, quite wrong!” continued Fauchery, and, +gesticulating wildly, he came striding over the stage and began himself +to act the scene. + +“Now look here, you Fontan, do please comprehend the way Tardiveau gets +packed off. You must lean forward like this in order to catch hold of +the duchess. And then you, Rose, must change your position like that +but not too soon—only when you hear the kiss.” + +He broke off and in the heat of explanation shouted to Cossard: + +“Geraldine, give the kiss! Loudly, so that it may be heard!” + +Father Cossard turned toward Bosc and smacked his lips vigorously. + +“Good! That’s the kiss,” said Fauchery triumphantly. “Once more; let’s +have it once more. Now you see, Rose, I’ve had time to move, and then I +give a little cry—so: ‘Oh, she’s given him a kiss.’ But before I do +that, Tardiveau must go up the stage. D’you hear, Fontan? You go up. +Come, let’s try it again, all together.” + +The actors continued the scene again, but Fontan played his part with +such an ill grace that they made no sort of progress. Twice Fauchery +had to repeat his explanation, each time acting it out with more warmth +than before. The actors listened to him with melancholy faces, gazed +momentarily at one another, as though he had asked them to walk on +their heads, and then awkwardly essayed the passage, only to pull up +short directly afterward, looking as stiff as puppets whose strings +have just been snapped. + +“No, it beats me; I can’t understand it,” said Fontan at length, +speaking in the insolent manner peculiar to him. + +Bordenave had never once opened his lips. He had slipped quite down in +his armchair, so that only the top of his hat was now visible in the +doubtful flicker of the gaslight on the stand. His cane had fallen from +his grasp and lay slantwise across his waistcoat. Indeed, he seemed to +be asleep. But suddenly he sat bolt upright. + +“It’s idiotic, my boy,” he announced quietly to Fauchery. + +“What d’you mean, idiotic?” cried the author, growing very pale. “It’s +you that are the idiot, my dear boy!” + +Bordenave began to get angry at once. He repeated the word “idiotic” +and, seeking a more forcible expression, hit upon “imbecile” and +“damned foolish.” The public would hiss, and the act would never be +finished! And when Fauchery, without, indeed, being very deeply wounded +by these big phrases, which always recurred when a new piece was being +put on, grew savage and called the other a brute, Bordenave went beyond +all bounds, brandished his cane in the air, snorted like a bull and +shouted: + +“Good God! Why the hell can’t you shut up? We’ve lost a quarter of an +hour over this folly. Yes, folly! There’s no sense in it. And it’s so +simple, after all’s said and done! You, Fontan, mustn’t move. You, +Rose, must make your little movement, just that, no more; d’ye see? And +then you come down. Now then, let’s get it done this journey. Give the +kiss, Cossard.” + +Then ensued confusion. The scene went no better than before. Bordenave, +in his turn, showed them how to act it about as gracefully as an +elephant might have done, while Fauchery sneered and shrugged +pityingly. After that Fontan put his word in, and even Bosc made so +bold as to give advice. Rose, thoroughly tired out, had ended by +sitting down on the chair which indicated the door. No one knew where +they had got to, and by way of finish to it all Simonne made a +premature entry, under the impression that her cue had been given her, +and arrived amid the confusion. This so enraged Bordenave that he +whirled his stick round in a terrific manner and caught her a sounding +thwack to the rearward. At rehearsal he used frequently to drub his +former mistress. Simonne ran away, and this furious outcry followed +her: + +“Take that, and, by God, if I’m annoyed again I shut the whole shop up +at once!” + +Fauchery pushed his hat down over his forehead and pretended to be +going to leave the theater. But he stopped at the top of the stage and +came down again when he saw Bordenave perspiringly resuming his seat. +Then he, too, took up his old position in the other armchair. For some +seconds they sat motionless side by side while oppressive silence +reigned in the shadowy house. The actors waited for nearly two minutes. +They were all heavy with exhaustion and felt as though they had +performed an overwhelming task. + +“Well, let’s go on,” said Bordenave at last. He spoke in his usual +voice and was perfectly calm. + +“Yes, let’s go on,” Fauchery repeated. “We’ll arrange the scene +tomorrow.” + +And with that they dragged on again and rehearsed their parts with as +much listlessness and as fine an indifference as ever. During the +dispute between manager and author Fontan and the rest had been taking +things very comfortably on the rustic bench and seats at the back of +the stage, where they had been chuckling, grumbling and saying fiercely +cutting things. But when Simonne came back, still smarting from her +blow and choking with sobs, they grew melodramatic and declared that +had they been in her place they would have strangled the swine. She +began wiping her eyes and nodding approval. It was all over between +them, she said. She was leaving him, especially as Steiner had offered +to give her a grand start in life only the day before. Clarisse was +much astonished at this, for the banker was quite ruined, but Prullière +began laughing and reminded them of the neat manner in which that +confounded Israelite had puffed himself alongside of Rose in order to +get his Landes saltworks afloat on ’change. Just at that time he was +airing a new project, namely, a tunnel under the Bosporus. Simonne +listened with the greatest interest to this fresh piece of information. + +As to Clarisse, she had been raging for a week past. Just fancy, that +beast La Faloise, whom she had succeeded in chucking into Gaga’s +venerable embrace, was coming into the fortune of a very rich uncle! It +was just her luck; she had always been destined to make things cozy for +other people. Then, too, that pig Bordenave had once more given her a +mere scrap of a part, a paltry fifty lines, just as if she could not +have played Geraldine! She was yearning for that role and hoping that +Nana would refuse it. + +“Well, and what about me?” said Prullière with much bitterness. “I +haven’t got more than two hundred lines. I wanted to give the part up. +It’s too bad to make me play that fellow Saint-Firmin; why, it’s a +regular failure! And then what a style it’s written in, my dears! It’ll +fall dead flat, you may be sure.” + +But just then Simonne, who had been chatting with Father Barillot, came +back breathless and announced: + +“By the by, talking of Nana, she’s in the house.” + +“Where, where?” asked Clarisse briskly, getting up to look for her. + +The news spread at once, and everyone craned forward. The rehearsal +was, as it were, momentarily interrupted. But Bordenave emerged from +his quiescent condition, shouting: + +“What’s up, eh? Finish the act, I say. And be quiet out there; it’s +unbearable!” + +Nana was still following the piece from the corner box. Twice +Labordette showed an inclination to chat, but she grew impatient and +nudged him to make him keep silent. The second act was drawing to a +close, when two shadows loomed at the back of the theater. They were +creeping softly down, avoiding all noise, and Nana recognized Mignon +and Count Muffat. They came forward and silently shook hands with +Bordenave. + +“Ah, there they are,” she murmured with a sigh of relief. + +Rose Mignon delivered the last sentences of the act. Thereupon +Bordenave said that it was necessary to go through the second again +before beginning the third. With that he left off attending to the +rehearsal and greeted the count with looks of exaggerated politeness, +while Fauchery pretended to be entirely engrossed with his actors, who +now grouped themselves round him. Mignon stood whistling carelessly, +with his hands behind his back and his eyes fixed complacently on his +wife, who seemed rather nervous. + +“Well, shall we go upstairs?” Labordette asked Nana. “I’ll install you +in the dressing room and come down again and fetch him.” + +Nana forthwith left the corner box. She had to grope her way along the +passage outside the stalls, but Bordenave guessed where she was as she +passed along in the dark and caught her up at the end of the corridor +passing behind the scenes, a narrow tunnel where the gas burned day and +night. Here, in order to bluff her into a bargain, he plunged into a +discussion of the courtesan’s part. + +“What a part it is, eh? What a wicked little part! It’s made for you. +Come and rehearse tomorrow.” + +Nana was frigid. She wanted to know what the third act was like. + +“Oh, it’s superb, the third act is! The duchess plays the courtesan in +her own house and this disgusts Beaurivage and makes him amend his way. +Then there’s an awfully funny QUID PRO QUO, when Tardiveau arrives and +is under the impression that he’s at an opera dancer’s house.” + +“And what does Geraldine do in it all?” interrupted Nana. + +“Geraldine?” repeated Bordenave in some embarrassment. “She has a +scene—not a very long one, but a great success. It’s made for you, I +assure you! Will you sign?” + +She looked steadily at him and at length made answer: + +“We’ll see about that all in good time.” + +And she rejoined Labordette, who was waiting for her on the stairs. +Everybody in the theater had recognized her, and there was now much +whispering, especially between Prullière, who was scandalized at her +return, and Clarisse who was very desirous of the part. As to Fontan, +he looked coldly on, pretending unconcern, for he did not think it +becoming to round on a woman he had loved. Deep down in his heart, +though, his old love had turned to hate, and he nursed the fiercest +rancor against her in return for the constant devotion, the personal +beauty, the life in common, of which his perverse and monstrous tastes +had made him tire. + +In the meantime, when Labordette reappeared and went up to the count, +Rose Mignon, whose suspicions Nana’s presence had excited, understood +it all forthwith. Muffat was bothering her to death, but she was beside +herself at the thought of being left like this. She broke the silence +which she usually maintained on such subjects in her husband’s society +and said bluntly: + +“You see what’s going on? My word, if she tries the Steiner trick on +again I’ll tear her eyes out!” + +Tranquilly and haughtily Mignon shrugged his shoulders, as became a man +from whom nothing could be hidden. + +“Do be quiet,” he muttered. “Do me the favor of being quiet, won’t +you?” + +He knew what to rely on now. He had drained his Muffat dry, and he knew +that at a sign from Nana he was ready to lie down and be a carpet under +her feet. There is no fighting against passions such as that. +Accordingly, as he knew what men were, he thought of nothing but how to +turn the situation to the best possible account. + +It would be necessary to wait on the course of events. And he waited on +them. + +“Rose, it’s your turn!” shouted Bordenave. “The second act’s being +begun again.” + +“Off with you then,” continued Mignon, “and let me arrange matters.” + +Then he began bantering, despite all his troubles, and was pleased to +congratulate Fauchery on his piece. A very strong piece! Only why was +his great lady so chaste? It wasn’t natural! With that he sneered and +asked who had sat for the portrait of the Duke of Beaurivage, +Geraldine’s wornout roue. Fauchery smiled; he was far from annoyed. But +Bordenave glanced in Muffat’s direction and looked vexed, and Mignon +was struck at this and became serious again. + +“Let’s begin, for God’s sake!” yelled the manager. “Now then, Barillot! +Eh? What? Isn’t Bosc there? Is he bloody well making game of me now?” + +Bosc, however, made his appearance quietly enough, and the rehearsal +began again just as Labordette was taking the count away with him. The +latter was tremulous at the thought of seeing Nana once more. After the +rupture had taken place between them there had been a great void in his +life. He was idle and fancied himself about to suffer through the +sudden change his habits had undergone, and accordingly he had let them +take him to see Rose. Besides, his brain had been in such a whirl that +he had striven to forget everything and had strenuously kept from +seeking out Nana while avoiding an explanation with the countess. He +thought, indeed, that he owed his dignity such a measure of +forgetfulness. But mysterious forces were at work within, and Nana +began slowly to reconquer him. First came thoughts of her, then fleshly +cravings and finally a new set of exclusive, tender, well-nigh paternal +feelings. + +The abominable events attendant on their last interview were gradually +effacing themselves. He no longer saw Fontan; he no longer heard the +stinging taunt about his wife’s adultery with which Nana cast him out +of doors. These things were as words whose memory vanished. Yet deep +down in his heart there was a poignant smart which wrung him with such +increasing pain that it nigh choked him. Childish ideas would occur to +him; he imagined that she would never have betrayed him if he had +really loved her, and he blamed himself for this. His anguish was +becoming unbearable; he was really very wretched. His was the pain of +an old wound rather than the blind, present desire which puts up with +everything for the sake of immediate possession. He felt a jealous +passion for the woman and was haunted by longings for her and her +alone, her hair, her mouth, her body. When he remembered the sound of +her voice a shiver ran through him; he longed for her as a miser might +have done, with refinements of desire beggaring description. He was, in +fact, so dolorously possessed by his passion that when Labordette had +begun to broach the subject of an assignation he had thrown himself +into his arms in obedience to irresistible impulse. Directly afterward +he had, of course, been ashamed of an act of self-abandonment which +could not but seem very ridiculous in a man of his position; but +Labordette was one who knew when to see and when not to see things, and +he gave a further proof of his tact when he left the count at the foot +of the stairs and without effort let slip only these simple words: + +“The right-hand passage on the second floor. The door’s not shut.” + +Muffat was alone in that silent corner of the house. As he passed +before the players’ waiting room, he had peeped through the open doors +and noticed the utter dilapidation of the vast chamber, which looked +shamefully stained and worn in broad daylight. But what surprised him +most as he emerged from the darkness and confusion of the stage was the +pure, clear light and deep quiet at present pervading the lofty +staircase, which one evening when he had seen it before had been bathed +in gas fumes and loud with the footsteps of women scampering over the +different floors. He felt that the dressing rooms were empty, the +corridors deserted; not a soul was there; not a sound broke the +stillness, while through the square windows on the level of the stairs +the pale November sunlight filtered and cast yellow patches of light, +full of dancing dust, amid the dead, peaceful air which seemed to +descend from the regions above. + +He was glad of this calm and the silence, and he went slowly up, trying +to regain breath as he went, for his heart was thumping, and he was +afraid lest he might behave childishly and give way to sighs and tears. +Accordingly on the first-floor landing he leaned up against a wall—for +he was sure of not being observed—and pressed his handkerchief to his +mouth and gazed at the warped steps, the iron balustrade bright with +the friction of many hands, the scraped paint on the walls—all the +squalor, in fact, which that house of tolerance so crudely displayed at +the pale afternoon hour when courtesans are asleep. When he reached the +second floor he had to step over a big yellow cat which was lying +curled up on a step. With half-closed eyes this cat was keeping +solitary watch over the house, where the close and now frozen odors +which the women nightly left behind them had rendered him somnolent. + +In the right-hand corridor the door of the dressing room had, indeed, +not been closed entirely. Nana was waiting. That little Mathilde, a +drab of a young girl, kept her dressing room in a filthy state. Chipped +jugs stood about anyhow; the dressing table was greasy, and there was a +chair covered with red stains, which looked as if someone had bled over +the straw. The paper pasted on walls and ceiling was splashed from top +to bottom with spots of soapy water and this smelled so disagreeably of +lavender scent turned sour that Nana opened the window and for some +moments stayed leaning on the sill, breathing the fresh air and craning +forward to catch sight of Mme Bron underneath. She could hear her broom +wildly at work on the mildewed pantiles of the narrow court which was +buried in shadow. A canary, whose cage hung on a shutter, was trilling +away piercingly. The sound of carriages in the boulevard and +neighboring streets was no longer audible, and the quiet and the wide +expanse of sleeping sunlight suggested the country. Looking farther +afield, her eye fell on the small buildings and glass roofs of the +galleries in the passage and, beyond these, on the tall houses in the +Rue Vivienne, the backs of which rose silent and apparently deserted +over against her. There was a succession of terrace roofs close by, and +on one of these a photographer had perched a big cagelike construction +of blue glass. It was all very gay, and Nana was becoming absorbed in +contemplation, when it struck her someone had knocked at the door. + +She turned round and shouted: + +“Come in!” + +At sight of the count she shut the window, for it was not warm, and +there was no need for the eavesdropping Mme Bron to listen. The pair +gazed at one another gravely. Then as the count still kept standing +stiffly in front of her, looking ready to choke with emotion, she burst +out laughing and said: + +“Well! So you’re here again, you silly big beast!” + +The tumult going on within him was so great that he seemed a man frozen +to ice. He addressed Nana as “madame” and esteemed himself happy to see +her again. Thereupon she became more familiar than ever in order to +bounce matters through. + +“Don’t do it in the dignified way! You wanted to see me, didn’t you? +But you didn’t intend us to stand looking at one another like a couple +of chinaware dogs. We’ve both been in the wrong—Oh, I certainly forgive +you!” + +And herewith they agreed not to talk of that affair again, Muffat +nodding his assent as Nana spoke. He was calmer now but as yet could +find nothing to say, though a thousand things rose tumultuously to his +lips. Surprised at his apparent coldness, she began acting a part with +much vigor. + +“Come,” she continued with a faint smile, “you’re a sensible man! Now +that we’ve made our peace let’s shake hands and be good friends in +future.” + +“What? Good friends?” he murmured in sudden anxiety. + +“Yes; it’s idiotic, perhaps, but I should like you to think well of me. +We’ve had our little explanation out, and if we meet again we shan’t, +at any rate look like a pair of boobies.” + +He tried to interrupt her with a movement of the hand. + +“Let me finish! There’s not a man, you understand, able to accuse me of +doing him a blackguardly turn; well, and it struck me as horrid to +begin in your case. We all have our sense of honor, dear boy.” + +“But that’s not my meaning!” he shouted violently. “Sit down—listen to +me!” And as though he were afraid of seeing her take her departure, he +pushed her down on the solitary chair in the room. Then he paced about +in growing agitation. The little dressing room was airless and full of +sunlight, and no sound from the outside world disturbed its pleasant, +peaceful, dampish atmosphere. In the pauses of conversation the +shrillings of the canary were alone audible and suggested the distant +piping of a flute. + +“Listen,” he said, planting himself in front of her, “I’ve come to +possess myself of you again. Yes, I want to begin again. You know that +well; then why do you talk to me as you do? Answer me; tell me you +consent.” + +Her head was bent, and she was scratching the blood-red straw of the +seat underneath her. Seeing him so anxious, she did not hurry to +answer. But at last she lifted up her face. It had assumed a grave +expression, and into the beautiful eyes she had succeeded in infusing a +look of sadness. + +“Oh, it’s impossible, little man. Never, never, will I live with you +again.” + +“Why?” he stuttered, and his face seemed contracted in unspeakable +suffering. + +“Why? Hang it all, because—It’s impossible; that’s about it. I don’t +want to.” + +He looked ardently at her for some seconds longer. Then his legs curved +under him and he fell on the floor. In a bored voice she added this +simple advice: + +“Ah, don’t be a baby!” + +But he was one already. Dropping at her feet, he had put his arms round +her waist and was hugging her closely, pressing his face hard against +her knees. When he felt her thus—when he once more divined the presence +of her velvety limbs beneath the thin fabric of her dress—he was +suddenly convulsed and trembled, as it were, with fever, while madly, +savagely, he pressed his face against her knees as though he had been +anxious to force through her flesh. The old chair creaked, and beneath +the low ceiling, where the air was pungent with stale perfumes, +smothered sobs of desire were audible. + +“Well, and after?” Nana began saying, letting him do as he would. “All +this doesn’t help you a bit, seeing that the thing’s impossible. Good +God, what a child you are!” + +His energy subsided, but he still stayed on the floor, nor did he relax +his hold of her as he said in a broken voice: + +“Do at least listen to what I came to offer you. I’ve already seen a +town house close to the Parc Monceau—I would gladly realize your +smallest wish. In order to have you all to myself, I would give my +whole fortune. Yes, that would be my only condition, that I should have +you all to myself! Do you understand? And if you were to consent to be +mine only, oh, then I should want you to be the loveliest, the richest, +woman on earth. I should give you carriages and diamonds and dresses!” + +At each successive offer Nana shook her head proudly. Then seeing that +he still continued them, that he even spoke of settling money on +her—for he was at loss what to lay at her feet—she apparently lost +patience. + +“Come, come, have you done bargaining with me? I’m a good sort, and I +don’t mind giving in to you for a minute or two, as your feelings are +making you so ill, but I’ve had enough of it now, haven’t I? So let me +get up. You’re tiring me.” + +She extricated herself from his clasp, and once on her feet: + +“No, no, no!” she said. “I don’t want to!” + +With that he gathered himself up painfully and feebly dropped into a +chair, in which he leaned back with his face in his hands. Nana began +pacing up and down in her turn. For a second or two she looked at the +stained wallpaper, the greasy toilet table, the whole dirty little room +as it basked in the pale sunlight. Then she paused in front of the +count and spoke with quiet directness. + +“It’s strange how rich men fancy they can have everything for their +money. Well, and if I don’t want to consent—what then? I don’t care a +pin for your presents! You might give me Paris, and yet I should say +no! Always no! Look here, it’s scarcely clean in this room, yet I +should think it very nice if I wanted to live in it with you. But one’s +fit to kick the bucket in your palaces if one isn’t in love. Ah, as to +money, my poor pet, I can lay my hands on that if I want to, but I tell +you, I trample on it; I spit on it!” + +And with that she assumed a disgusted expression. Then she became +sentimental and added in a melancholy tone: + +“I know of something worth more than money. Oh, if only someone were to +give me what I long for!” + +He slowly lifted his head, and there was a gleam of hope in his eyes. + +“Oh, you can’t give it me,” she continued; “it doesn’t depend on you, +and that’s the reason I’m talking to you about it. Yes, we’re having a +chat, so I may as well mention to you that I should like to play the +part of the respectable woman in that show of theirs.” + +“What respectable woman?” he muttered in astonishment. + +“Why, their Duchess Helene! If they think I’m going to play Geraldine, +a part with nothing in it, a scene and nothing besides—if they think +that! Besides, that isn’t the reason. The fact is I’ve had enough of +courtesans. Why, there’s no end to ’em! They’ll be fancying I’ve got +’em on the brain; to be sure they will! Besides, when all’s said and +done, it’s annoying, for I can quite see they seem to think me +uneducated. Well, my boy, they’re jolly well in the dark about it, I +can tell you! When I want to be a perfect lady, why then I am a swell, +and no mistake! Just look at this.” + +And she withdrew as far as the window and then came swelling back with +the mincing gait and circumspect air of a portly hen that fears to +dirty her claws. As to Muffat, he followed her movements with eyes +still wet with tears. He was stupefied by this sudden transition from +anguish to comedy. She walked about for a moment or two in order the +more thoroughly to show off her paces, and as she walked she smiled +subtlely, closed her eyes demurely and managed her skirts with great +dexterity. Then she posted herself in front of him again. + +“I guess I’ve hit it, eh?” + +“Oh, thoroughly,” he stammered with a broken voice and a troubled +expression. + +“I tell you I’ve got hold of the honest woman! I’ve tried at my own +place. Nobody’s got my little knack of looking like a duchess who don’t +care a damn for the men. Did you notice it when I passed in front of +you? Why, the thing’s in my blood! Besides, I want to play the part of +an honest woman. I dream about it day and night—I’m miserable about it. +I must have the part, d’you hear?” + +And with that she grew serious, speaking in a hard voice and looking +deeply moved, for she was really tortured by her stupid, tiresome wish. +Muffat, still smarting from her late refusals, sat on without appearing +to grasp her meaning. There was a silence during which the very flies +abstained from buzzing through the quiet, empty place. + +“Now, look here,” she resumed bluntly, “you’re to get them to give me +the part.” + +He was dumfounded, and with a despairing gesture: + +“Oh, it’s impossible! You yourself were saying just now that it didn’t +depend on me.” + +She interrupted him with a shrug of the shoulders. + +“You’ll just go down, and you’ll tell Bordenave you want the part. Now +don’t be such a silly! Bordenave wants money—well, you’ll lend him +some, since you can afford to make ducks and drakes of it.” + +And as he still struggled to refuse her, she grew angry. + +“Very well, I understand; you’re afraid of making Rose angry. I didn’t +mention the woman when you were crying down on the floor—I should have +had too much to say about it all. Yes, to be sure, when one has sworn +to love a woman forever one doesn’t usually take up with the first +creature that comes by directly after. Oh, that’s where the shoe +pinches, I remember! Well, dear boy, there’s nothing very savory in the +Mignon’s leavings! Oughtn’t you to have broken it off with that dirty +lot before coming and squirming on my knees?” + +He protested vaguely and at last was able to get out a phrase. + +“Oh, I don’t care a jot for Rose; I’ll give her up at once.” + +Nana seemed satisfied on this point. She continued: + +“Well then, what’s bothering you? Bordenave’s master here. You’ll tell +me there’s Fauchery after Bordenave—” + +She had sunk her voice, for she was coming to the delicate part of the +matter. Muffat sat silent, his eyes fixed on the ground. He had +remained voluntarily ignorant of Fauchery’s assiduous attentions to the +countess, and time had lulled his suspicions and set him hoping that he +had been deceiving himself during that fearful night passed in a +doorway of the Rue Taitbout. But he still felt a dull, angry repugnance +to the man. + +“Well, what then? Fauchery isn’t the devil!” Nana repeated, feeling her +way cautiously and trying to find out how matters stood between husband +and lover. “One can get over his soft side. I promise you, he’s a good +sort at bottom! So it’s a bargain, eh? You’ll tell him that it’s for my +sake?” + +The idea of taking such a step disgusted the count. + +“No, no! Never!” he cried. + +She paused, and this sentence was on the verge of utterance: + +“Fauchery can refuse you nothing.” + +But she felt that by way of argument it was rather too much of a good +thing. So she only smiled a queer smile which spoke as plainly as +words. Muffat had raised his eyes to her and now once more lowered +them, looking pale and full of embarrassment. + +“Ah, you’re not good natured,” she muttered at last. + +“I cannot,” he said with a voice and a look of the utmost anguish. +“I’ll do whatever you like, but not that, dear love! Oh, I beg you not +to insist on that!” + +Thereupon she wasted no more time in discussion but took his head +between her small hands, pushed it back a little, bent down and glued +her mouth to his in a long, long kiss. He shivered violently; he +trembled beneath her touch; his eyes were closed, and he was beside +himself. She lifted him to his feet. + +“Go,” said she simply. + +He walked off, making toward the door. But as he passed out she took +him in her arms again, became meek and coaxing, lifted her face to his +and rubbed her cheek against his waistcoat, much as a cat might have +done. + +“Where’s the fine house?” she whispered in laughing embarrassment, like +a little girl who returns to the pleasant things she has previously +refused. + +“In the Avenue de Villiers.” + +“And there are carriages there?” + +“Yes.” + +“Lace? Diamonds?” + +“Yes.” + +“Oh, how good you are, my old pet! You know it was all jealousy just +now! And this time I solemnly promise you it won’t be like the first, +for now you understand what’s due to a woman. You give all, don’t you? +Well then, I don’t want anybody but you! Why, look here, there’s some +more for you! There and there AND there!” + +When she had pushed him from the room after firing his blood with a +rain of kisses on hands and on face, she panted awhile. Good heavens, +what an unpleasant smell there was in that slut Mathilde’s dressing +room! It was warm, if you will, with the tranquil warmth peculiar to +rooms in the south when the winter sun shines into them, but really, it +smelled far too strong of stale lavender water, not to mention other +less cleanly things! She opened the window and, again leaning on the +window sill, began watching the glass roof of the passage below in +order to kill time. + +Muffat went staggering downstairs. His head was swimming. What should +he say? How should he broach the matter which, moreover, did not +concern him? He heard sounds of quarreling as he reached the stage. The +second act was being finished, and Prullière was beside himself with +wrath, owing to an attempt on Fauchery’s part to cut short one of his +speeches. + +“Cut it all out then,” he was shouting. “I should prefer that! Just +fancy, I haven’t two hundred lines, and they’re still cutting me down. +No, by Jove, I’ve had enough of it; I give the part up.” + +He took a little crumpled manuscript book out of his pocket and +fingered its leaves feverishly, as though he were just about to throw +it on Cossard’s lap. His pale face was convulsed by outraged vanity; +his lips were drawn and thin, his eyes flamed; he was quite unable to +conceal the struggle that was going on inside him. To think that he, +Prullière, the idol of the public, should play a part of only two +hundred lines! + +“Why not make me bring in letters on a tray?” he continued bitterly. + +“Come, come, Prullière, behave decently,” said Bordenave, who was +anxious to treat him tenderly because of his influence over the boxes. +“Don’t begin making a fuss. We’ll find some points. Eh, Fauchery, +you’ll add some points? In the third act it would even be possible to +lengthen a scene out.” + +“Well then, I want the last speech of all,” the comedian declared. “I +certainly deserve to have it.” + +Fauchery’s silence seemed to give consent, and Prullière, still greatly +agitated and discontented despite everything, put his part back into +his pocket. Bosc and Fontan had appeared profoundly indifferent during +the course of this explanation. Let each man fight for his own hand, +they reflected; the present dispute had nothing to do with them; they +had no interest therein! All the actors clustered round Fauchery and +began questioning him and fishing for praise, while Mignon listened to +the last of Prullière’s complaints without, however, losing sight of +Count Muffat, whose return he had been on the watch for. + +Entering in the half-light, the count had paused at the back of the +stage, for he hesitated to interrupt the quarrel. But Bordenave caught +sight of him and ran forward. + +“Aren’t they a pretty lot?” he muttered. “You can have no idea what +I’ve got to undergo with that lot, Monsieur le Comte. Each man’s vainer +than his neighbor, and they’re wretched players all the same, a scabby +lot, always mixed up in some dirty business or other! Oh, they’d be +delighted if I were to come to smash. But I beg pardon—I’m getting +beside myself.” + +He ceased speaking, and silence reigned while Muffat sought how to +broach his announcement gently. But he failed and, in order to get out +of his difficulty the more quickly, ended by an abrupt announcement: + +“Nana wants the duchess’s part.” + +Bordenave gave a start and shouted: + +“Come now, it’s sheer madness!” + +Then looking at the count and finding him so pale and so shaken, he was +calm at once. + +“Devil take it!” he said simply. + +And with that there ensued a fresh silence. At bottom he didn’t care a +pin about it. That great thing Nana playing the duchess might possibly +prove amusing! Besides, now that this had happened he had Muffat well +in his grasp. Accordingly he was not long in coming to a decision, and +so he turned round and called out: + +“Fauchery!” + +The count had been on the point of stopping him. But Fauchery did not +hear him, for he had been pinned against the curtain by Fontan and was +being compelled to listen patiently to the comedian’s reading of the +part of Tardiveau. Fontan imagined Tardiveau to be a native of +Marseilles with a dialect, and he imitated the dialect. He was +repeating whole speeches. Was that right? Was this the thing? +Apparently he was only submitting ideas to Fauchery of which he was +himself uncertain, but as the author seemed cold and raised various +objections, he grew angry at once. + +Oh, very well, the moment the spirit of the part escaped him it would +be better for all concerned that he shouldn’t act it at all! + +“Fauchery!” shouted Bordenave once more. + +Thereupon the young man ran off, delighted to escape from the actor, +who was wounded not a little by his prompt retreat. + +“Don’t let’s stay here,” continued Bordenave. “Come this way, +gentlemen.” + +In order to escape from curious listeners he led them into the property +room behind the scenes, while Mignon watched their disappearance in +some surprise. They went down a few steps and entered a square room, +whose two windows opened upon the courtyard. A faint light stole +through the dirty panes and hung wanly under the low ceiling. In +pigeonholes and shelves, which filled the whole place up, lay a +collection of the most varied kind of bric-a-brac. Indeed, it suggested +an old-clothes shop in the Rue de Lappe in process of selling off, so +indescribable was the hotchpotch of plates, gilt pasteboard cups, old +red umbrellas, Italian jars, clocks in all styles, platters and +inkpots, firearms and squirts, which lay chipped and broken and in +unrecognizable heaps under a layer of dust an inch deep. An unendurable +odor of old iron, rags and damp cardboard emanated from the various +piles, where the débris of forgotten dramas had been collecting for +half a century. + +“Come in,” Bordenave repeated. “We shall be alone, at any rate.” + +The count was extremely embarrassed, and he contrived to let the +manager risk his proposal for him. Fauchery was astonished. + +“Eh? What?” he asked. + +“Just this,” said Bordenave finally. “An idea has occurred to us. Now +whatever you do, don’t jump! It’s most serious. What do you think of +Nana for the duchess’s part?” + +The author was bewildered; then he burst out with: + +“Ah no, no! You’re joking, aren’t you? People would laugh far too +much.” + +“Well, and it’s a point gained already if they do laugh! Just reflect, +my dear boy. The idea pleases Monsieur le Comte very much.” + +In order to keep himself in countenance Muffat had just picked out of +the dust on a neighboring shelf an object which he did not seem to +recognize. It was an eggcup, and its stem had been mended with plaster. +He kept hold of it unconsciously and came forward, muttering: + +“Yes, yes, it would be capital.” + +Fauchery turned toward him with a brisk, impatient gesture. The count +had nothing to do with his piece, and he said decisively: + +“Never! Let Nana play the courtesan as much as she likes, but a +lady—No, by Jove!” + +“You are mistaken, I assure you,” rejoined the count, growing bolder. +“This very minute she has been playing the part of a pure woman for my +benefit.” + +“Where?” queried Fauchery with growing surprise. + +“Upstairs in a dressing room. Yes, she has, indeed, and with such +distinction! She’s got a way of glancing at you as she goes by +you—something like this, you know!” + +And eggcup in hand, he endeavored to imitate Nana, quite forgetting his +dignity in his frantic desire to convince the others. Fauchery gazed at +him in a state of stupefaction. He understood it all now, and his anger +had ceased. The count felt that he was looking at him mockingly and +pityingly, and he paused with a slight blush on his face. + +“Egad, it’s quite possible!” muttered the author complaisantly. +“Perhaps she would do very well, only the part’s been assigned. We +can’t take it away from Rose.” + +“Oh, if that’s all the trouble,” said Bordenave, “I’ll undertake to +arrange matters.” + +But presently, seeing them both against him and guessing that Bordenave +had some secret interest at stake, the young man thought to avoid +aquiescence by redoubling the violence of his refusal. The consultation +was on the verge of being broken up. + +“Oh, dear! No, no! Even if the part were unassigned I should never give +it her! There, is that plain? Do let me alone; I have no wish to ruin +my play!” + +He lapsed into silent embarrassment. Bordenave, deeming himself DE +TROP, went away, but the count remained with bowed head. He raised it +with an effort and said in a breaking voice: + +“Supposing, my dear fellow, I were to ask this of you as a favor?” + +“I cannot, I cannot,” Fauchery kept repeating as he writhed to get +free. + +Muffat’s voice became harder. + +“I pray and beseech you for it! I want it!” + +And with that he fixed his eyes on him. The young man read menaces in +that darkling gaze and suddenly gave way with a splutter of confused +phrases: + +“Do what you like—I don’t care a pin about it. Yes, yes, you’re abusing +your power, but you’ll see, you’ll see!” + +At this the embarrassment of both increased. Fauchery was leaning up +against a set of shelves and was tapping nervously on the ground with +his foot. Muffat seemed busy examining the eggcup, which he was still +turning round and about. + +“It’s an eggcup,” Bordenave obligingly came and remarked. + +“Yes, to be sure! It’s an eggcup,” the count repeated. + +“Excuse me, you’re covered with dust,” continued the manager, putting +the thing back on a shelf. “If one had to dust every day there’d be no +end to it, you understand. But it’s hardly clean here—a filthy mess, +eh? Yet you may believe me or not when I tell you there’s money in it. +Now look, just look at all that!” + +He walked Muffat round in front of the pigeonholes and shelves and in +the greenish light which filtered through the courtyard, told him the +names of different properties, for he was anxious to interest him in +his marine-stores inventory, as he jocosely termed it. + +Presently, when they had returned into Fauchery’s neighborhood, he said +carelessly enough: + +“Listen, since we’re all of one mind, we’ll finish the matter at once. +Here’s Mignon, just when he’s wanted.” + +For some little time past Mignon had been prowling in the adjoining +passage, and the very moment Bordenave began talking of a modification +of their agreement he burst into wrathful protest. It was infamous—they +wanted to spoil his wife’s career—he’d go to law about it! Bordenave, +meanwhile, was extremely calm and full of reasons. He did not think the +part worthy of Rose, and he preferred to reserve her for an operetta, +which was to be put on after the Petite Duchesse. But when her husband +still continued shouting he suddenly offered to cancel their +arrangement in view of the offers which the Folies-Dramatiques had been +making the singer. At this Mignon was momentarily put out, so without +denying the truth of these offers he loudly professed a vast disdain +for money. His wife, he said, had been engaged to play the Duchess +Helene, and she would play the part even if he, Mignon, were to be +ruined over it. His dignity, his honor, were at stake! Starting from +this basis, the discussion grew interminable. The manager, however, +always returned to the following argument: since the Folies had offered +Rose three hundred francs a night during a hundred performances, and +since she only made a hundred and fifty with him, she would be the +gainer by fifteen thousand francs the moment he let her depart. The +husband, on his part, did not desert the artist’s position. What would +people say if they saw his wife deprived of her part? Why, that she was +not equal to it; that it had been deemed necessary to find a substitute +for her! And this would do great harm to Rose’s reputation as an +artist; nay, it would diminish it. Oh no, no! Glory before gain! Then +without a word of warning he pointed out a possible arrangement: Rose, +according to the terms of her agreement, was pledged to pay a forfeit +of ten thousand francs in case she gave up the part. Very well then, +let them give her ten thousand francs, and she would go to the +Folies-Dramatiques. Bordenave was utterly dumfounded while Mignon, who +had never once taken his eyes off the count, tranquilly awaited +results. + +“Then everything can be settled,” murmured Muffat in tones of relief; +“we can come to an understanding.” + +“The deuce, no! That would be too stupid!” cried Bordenave, mastered by +his commercial instincts. “Ten thousand francs to let Rose go! Why, +people would make game of me!” + +But the count, with a multiplicity of nods, bade him accept. He +hesitated, and at last with much grumbling and infinite regret over the +ten thousand francs which, by the by, were not destined to come out of +his own pocket he bluntly continued: + +“After all, I consent. At any rate, I shall have you off my hands.” + +For a quarter of an hour past Fontan had been listening in the +courtyard. Such had been his curiosity that he had come down and posted +himself there, but the moment he understood the state of the case he +went upstairs again and enjoyed the treat of telling Rose. Dear me! +They were just haggling in her behalf! He dinned his words into her +ears; she ran off to the property room. They were silent as she +entered. She looked at the four men. Muffat hung his head; Fauchery +answered her questioning glance with a despairing shrug of the +shoulders; as to Mignon, he was busy discussing the terms of the +agreement with Bordenave. + +“What’s up?” she demanded curtly. + +“Nothing,” said her husband. “Bordenave here is giving ten thousand +francs in order to get you to give up your part.” + +She grew tremulous with anger and very pale, and she clenched her +little fists. For some moments she stared at him, her whole nature in +revolt. Ordinarily in matters of business she was wont to trust +everything obediently to her husband, leaving him to sign agreements +with managers and lovers. Now she could but cry: + +“Oh, come, you’re too base for anything!” + +The words fell like a lash. Then she sped away, and Mignon, in utter +astonishment, ran after her. What next? Was she going mad? He began +explaining to her in low tones that ten thousand francs from one party +and fifteen thousand from the other came to twenty-five thousand. A +splendid deal! Muffat was getting rid of her in every sense of the +word; it was a pretty trick to have plucked him of this last feather! +But Rose in her anger vouchsafed no answer. Whereupon Mignon in disdain +left her to her feminine spite and, turning to Bordenave, who was once +more on the stage with Fauchery and Muffat, said: + +“We’ll sign tomorrow morning. Have the money in readiness.” + +At this moment Nana, to whom Labordette had brought the news, came down +to the stage in triumph. She was quite the honest woman now and wore a +most distinguished expression in order to overwhelm her friends and +prove to the idiots that when she chose she could give them all points +in the matter of smartness. But she nearly got into trouble, for at the +sight of her Rose darted forward, choking with rage and stuttering: + +“Yes, you, I’ll pay you out! Things can’t go on like this; d’you +understand?” Nana forgot herself in face of this brisk attack and was +going to put her arms akimbo and give her what for. But she controlled +herself and, looking like a marquise who is afraid of treading on an +orange peel, fluted in still more silvery tones. + +“Eh, what?” said she. “You’re mad, my dear!” + +And with that she continued in her graceful affectation while Rose took +her departure, followed by Mignon, who now refused to recognize her. +Clarisse was enraptured, having just obtained the part of Geraldine +from Bordenave. Fauchery, on the other hand, was gloomy; he shifted +from one foot to the other; he could not decide whether to leave the +theater or no. His piece was bedeviled, and he was seeking how best to +save it. But Nana came up, took him by both hands and, drawing him +toward her, asked whether he thought her so very atrocious after all. +She wasn’t going to eat his play—not she! Then she made him laugh and +gave him to understand that he would be foolish to be angry with her, +in view of his relationship to the Muffats. If, she said, her memory +failed her she would take her lines from the prompter. The house, too, +would be packed in such a way as to ensure applause. Besides, he was +mistaken about her, and he would soon see how she would rattle through +her part. By and by it was arranged that the author should make a few +changes in the role of the duchess so as to extend that of Prullière. +The last-named personage was enraptured. Indeed, amid all the joy which +Nana now quite naturally diffused, Fontan alone remained unmoved. In +the middle of the yellow lamplight, against which the sharp outline of +his goatlike profile shone out with great distinctness, he stood +showing off his figure and affecting the pose of one who has been +cruelly abandoned. Nana went quietly up and shook hands with him. + +“How are you getting on?” + +“Oh, pretty fairly. And how are you?” + +“Very well, thank you.” + +That was all. They seemed to have only parted at the doors of the +theater the day before. Meanwhile the players were waiting about, but +Bordenave said that the third act would not be rehearsed. And so it +chanced that old Bosc went grumbling away at the proper time, whereas +usually the company were needlessly detained and lost whole afternoons +in consequence. Everyone went off. Down on the pavement they were +blinded by the broad daylight and stood blinking their eyes in a dazed +sort of way, as became people who had passed three hours squabbling +with tight-strung nerves in the depths of a cellar. The count, with +racked limbs and vacant brain, got into a conveyance with Nana, while +Labordette took Fauchery off and comforted him. + +A month later the first night of the Petite Duchesse proved supremely +disastrous to Nana. She was atrociously bad and displayed such +pretentions toward high comedy that the public grew mirthful. They did +not hiss—they were too amused. From a stage box Rose Mignon kept +greeting her rival’s successive entrances with a shrill laugh, which +set the whole house off. It was the beginning of her revenge. +Accordingly, when at night Nana, greatly chagrined, found herself alone +with Muffat, she said furiously: + +“What a conspiracy, eh? It’s all owing to jealousy. Oh, if they only +knew how I despise ’em! What do I want them for nowadays? Look here! +I’ll bet a hundred louis that I’ll bring all those who made fun today +and make ’em lick the ground at my feet! Yes, I’ll fine-lady your Paris +for you, I will!” + + + + + CHAPTER X + + +Thereupon Nana became a smart woman, mistress of all that is foolish +and filthy in man, marquise in the ranks of her calling. It was a +sudden but decisive start, a plunge into the garish day of gallant +notoriety and mad expenditure and that daredevil wastefulness peculiar +to beauty. She at once became queen among the most expensive of her +kind. Her photographs were displayed in shopwindows, and she was +mentioned in the papers. When she drove in her carriage along the +boulevards the people would turn and tell one another who that was with +all the unction of a nation saluting its sovereign, while the object of +their adoration lolled easily back in her diaphanous dresses and smiled +gaily under the rain of little golden curls which ran riot above the +blue of her made-up eyes and the red of her painted lips. And the +wonder of wonders was that the great creature, who was so awkward on +the stage, so very absurd the moment she sought to act the chaste +woman, was able without effort to assume the role of an enchantress in +the outer world. Her movements were lithe as a serpent’s, and the +studied and yet seemingly involuntary carelessness with which she +dressed was really exquisite in its elegance. There was a nervous +distinction in all she did which suggested a wellborn Persian cat; she +was an aristocrat in vice and proudly and rebelliously trampled upon a +prostrate Paris like a sovereign whom none dare disobey. She set the +fashion, and great ladies imitated her. + +Nana’s fine house was situated at the corner of the Rue Cardinet, in +the Avenue de Villiers. The avenue was part of the luxurious quarter at +that time springing up in the vague district which had once been the +Plaine Monceau. The house had been built by a young painter, who was +intoxicated by a first success, and had been perforce resold almost as +soon as it was habitable. It was in the palatial Renaissance manner and +had fantastic interior arrangements which consisted of modern +conveniences framed in a setting of somewhat artificial originality. +Count Muffat had bought the house ready furnished and full of hosts of +beautiful objects—lovely Eastern hangings, old credences, huge chairs +of the Louis XIII epoch. And thus Nana had come into artistic +surroundings of the choicest kind and of the most extravagantly various +dates. But since the studio, which occupied the central portion of the +house, could not be of any use to her, she had upset existing +arrangements, establishing a small drawing room on the first floor, +next to her bedroom and dressing room, and leaving a conservatory, a +large drawing room and a dining room to look after themselves +underneath. She astonished the architect with her ideas, for, as became +a Parisian workgirl who understands the elegancies of life by instinct, +she had suddenly developed a very pretty taste for every species of +luxurious refinement. Indeed, she did not spoil her house overmuch; +nay, she even added to the richness of the furniture, save here and +there, where certain traces of tender foolishness and vulgar +magnificence betrayed the ex-flower seller who had been wont to dream +in front of shopwindows in the arcades. + +A carpet was spread on the steps beneath the great awning over the +front door in the court, and the moment you entered the hall you were +greeted by a perfume as of violets and a soft, warm atmosphere which +thick hangings helped to produce. A window, whose yellow-and +rose-colored panes suggested the warm pallor of human flesh, gave light +to the wide staircase, at the foot of which a Negro in carved wood held +out a silver tray full of visiting cards and four white marble women, +with bosoms displayed, raised lamps in their uplifted hands. Bronzes +and Chinese vases full of flowers, divans covered with old Persian +rugs, armchairs upholstered in old tapestry, furnished the entrance +hall, adorned the stairheads and gave the first-floor landing the +appearance of an anteroom. Here men’s overcoats and hats were always in +evidence, and there were thick hangings which deadened every sound. It +seemed a place apart: on entering it you might have fancied yourself in +a chapel, whose very air was thrilling with devotion, whose very +silence and seclusion were fraught with mystery. + +Nana only opened the large and somewhat too-sumptuous Louis XVI drawing +room on those gala nights when she received society from the Tuileries +or strangers of distinction. Ordinarily she only came downstairs at +mealtimes, and she would feel rather lost on such days as she lunched +by herself in the lofty dining room with its Gobelin tapestry and its +monumental sideboard, adorned with old porcelain and marvelous pieces +of ancient plate. She used to go upstairs again as quickly as possible, +for her home was on the first floor, in the three rooms, the bed, +dressing and small drawing room above described. Twice already she had +done the bedchamber up anew: on the first occasion in mauve satin, on +the second in blue silk under lace. But she had not been satisfied with +this; it had struck her as “nohowish,” and she was still unsuccessfully +seeking for new colors and designs. On the elaborately upholstered bed, +which was as low as a sofa, there were twenty thousand francs’ worth of +POINT DE VENISE lace. The furniture was lacquered blue and white under +designs in silver filigree, and everywhere lay such numbers of white +bearskins that they hid the carpet. This was a luxurious caprice on +Nana’s part, she having never been able to break herself of the habit +of sitting on the floor to take her stockings off. Next door to the +bedroom the little saloon was full of an amusing medley of exquisitely +artistic objects. Against the hangings of pale rose-colored silk—a +faded Turkish rose color, embroidered with gold thread—a whole world of +them stood sharply outlined. They were from every land and in every +possible style. There were Italian cabinets, Spanish and Portuguese +coffers, models of Chinese pagodas, a Japanese screen of precious +workmanship, besides china, bronzes, embroidered silks, hangings of the +finest needlework. Armchairs wide as beds and sofas deep as alcoves +suggested voluptuous idleness and the somnolent life of the seraglio. +The prevailing tone of the room was old gold blended with green and +red, and nothing it contained too forcibly indicated the presence of +the courtesan save the luxuriousness of the seats. Only two “biscuit” +statuettes, a woman in her shift, hunting for fleas, and another with +nothing at all on, walking on her hands and waving her feet in the air, +sufficed to sully the room with a note of stupid originality. + +Through a door, which was nearly always ajar, the dressing room was +visible. It was all in marble and glass with a white bath, silver jugs +and basins and crystal and ivory appointments. A drawn curtain filled +the place with a clear twilight which seemed to slumber in the warm +scent of violets, that suggestive perfume peculiar to Nana wherewith +the whole house, from the roof to the very courtyard, was penetrated. + +The furnishing of the house was a most important undertaking. Nana +certainly had Zoé with her, that girl so devoted to her fortunes. For +months she had been tranquilly awaiting this abrupt, new departure, as +became a woman who was certain of her powers of prescience, and now she +was triumphant; she was mistress of the house and was putting by a +round sum while serving Madame as honestly as possible. But a solitary +lady’s maid was no longer sufficient. A butler, a coachman, a porter +and a cook were wanted. Besides, it was necessary to fill the stables. +It was then that Labordette made himself most useful. He undertook to +perform all sorts of errands which bored the count; he made a +comfortable job of the purchase of horses; he visited the +coachbuilders; he guided the young woman in her choice of things. She +was to be met with at the shops, leaning on his arm. Labordette even +got in the servants—Charles, a great, tall coachman, who had been in +service with the Duc de Corbreuse; Julien, a little, smiling, +much-becurled butler, and a married couple, of whom the wife Victorine +became cook while the husband Francois was taken on as porter and +footman. The last mentioned in powder and breeches wore Nana’s livery, +which was a sky-blue one adorned with silver lace, and he received +visitors in the hall. The whole thing was princely in the correctness +of its style. + +At the end of two months the house was set going. The cost had been +more than three hundred thousand francs. There were eight horses in the +stables, and five carriages in the coach houses, and of these five one +was a landau with silver embellishments, which for the moment occupied +the attention of all Paris. And amid this great wealth Nana began +settling down and making her nest. After the third representation of +the Petite Duchesse she had quitted the theater, leaving Bordenave to +struggle on against a bankruptcy which, despite the count’s money, was +imminent. Nevertheless, she was still bitter about her failure. It +added to that other bitterness, the lesson Fontan had given her, a +shameful lesson for which she held all men responsible. Accordingly she +now declared herself very firm and quite proof against sudden +infatuations, but thoughts of vengeance took no hold of her volatile +brain. What did maintain a hold on it in the hours when she was not +indignant was an ever-wakeful lust of expenditure, added to a natural +contempt for the man who paid and to a perpetual passion for +consumption and waste, which took pride in the ruin of her lovers. + +At starting Nana put the count on a proper footing and clearly mapped +out the conditions of their relationship. The count gave twelve +thousand francs monthly, presents excepted, and demanded nothing in +return save absolute fidelity. She swore fidelity but insisted also on +being treated with the utmost consideration, on enjoying complete +liberty as mistress of the house and on having her every wish +respected. For instance, she was to receive her friends every day, and +he was to come only at stated times. In a word, he was to repose a +blind confidence in her in everything. And when he was seized with +jealous anxiety and hesitated to grant what she wanted, she stood on +her dignity and threatened to give him back all he had given or even +swore by little Louiset to perform what she promised. This was to +suffice him. There was no love where mutual esteem was wanting. At the +end of the first month Muffat respected her. + +But she desired and obtained still more. Soon she began to influence +him, as became a good-natured courtesan. When he came to her in a moody +condition she cheered him up, confessed him and then gave him good +advice. Little by little she interested herself in the annoyances of +his home life, in his wife, in his daughter, in his love affairs and +financial difficulties; she was very sensible, very fair and +right-minded. On one occasion only did she let anger get the better of +her, and that was when he confided to her that doubtless Daguenet was +going to ask for his daughter Estelle in marriage. When the count began +making himself notorious Daguenet had thought it a wise move to break +off with Nana. He had treated her like a base hussy and had sworn to +snatch his future father-in-law out of the creature’s clutches. In +return Nana abused her old Mimi in a charming fashion. He was a +renegade who had devoured his fortune in the company of vile women; he +had no moral sense. True, he did not let them pay him money, but he +profited by that of others and only repaid them at rare intervals with +a bouquet or a dinner. And when the count seemed inclined to find +excuses for these failings she bluntly informed him that Daguenet had +enjoyed her favors, and she added disgusting particulars. Muffat had +grown ashen-pale. There was no question of the young man now. This +would teach him to be lacking in gratitude! + +Meanwhile the house had not been entirely furnished, when one evening +after she had lavished the most energetic promises of fidelity on +Muffat Nana kept the Count Xavier de Vandeuvres for the night. For the +last fortnight he had been paying her assiduous court, visiting her and +sending presents of flowers, and now she gave way not so much out of +sudden infatuation as to prove that she was a free woman. The idea of +gain followed later when, the day after, Vandeuvres helped her to pay a +bill which she did not wish to mention to the other man. From +Vandeuvres she would certainly derive from eight to ten thousand francs +a month, and this would prove very useful as pocket money. In those +days he was finishing the last of his fortune in an access of burning, +feverish folly. His horses and Lucy had devoured three of his farms, +and at one gulp Nana was going to swallow his last château, near +Amiens. He seemed in a hurry to sweep everything away, down to the +ruins of the old tower built by a Vandeuvres under Philip Augustus. He +was mad for ruin and thought it a great thing to leave the last golden +bezants of his coat of arms in the grasp of this courtesan, whom the +world of Paris desired. He, too, accepted Nana’s conditions, leaving +her entire freedom of action and claiming her caresses only on certain +days. He was not even naively impassioned enough to require her to make +vows. Muffat suspected nothing. As to Vandeuvres, he knew things would +take place for a certainty, but he never made the least allusion to +them and pretended total ignorance, while his lips wore the subtle +smile of the skeptical man of pleasure who does not seek the +impossible, provided he can have his day and that Paris is aware of it. + +From that time forth Nana’s house was really properly appointed. The +staff of servants was complete in the stable, in the kitchen and in my +lady’s chamber. Zoé organized everything and passed successfully +through the most unforeseen difficulties. The household moved as easily +as the scenery in a theater and was regulated like a grand +administrative concern. Indeed, it worked with such precision that +during the early months there were no jars and no derangements. Madame, +however, pained Zoé extremely with her imprudent acts, her sudden fits +of unwisdom, her mad bravado. Still the lady’s maid grew gradually +lenient, for she had noticed that she made increased profits in seasons +of wanton waste when Madame had committed a folly which must be made up +for. It was then that the presents began raining on her, and she fished +up many a louis out of the troubled waters. + +One morning when Muffat had not yet left the bedroom Zoé ushered a +gentleman into the dressing room, where Nana was changing her +underwear. He was trembling violently. + +“Good gracious! It’s Zizi!” said the young woman in great astonishment. + +It was, indeed, Georges. But when he saw her in her shift, with her +golden hair over her bare shoulders, he threw his arms round her neck +and round her waist and kissed her in all directions. She began +struggling to get free, for she was frightened, and in smothered tones +she stammered: + +“Do leave off! He’s there! Oh, it’s silly of you! And you, Zoé, are you +out of your senses? Take him away and keep him downstairs; I’ll try and +come down.” + +Zoé had to push him in front of her. When Nana was able to rejoin them +in the drawing room downstairs she scolded them both, and Zoé pursed up +her lips and took her departure with a vexed expression, remarking that +she had only been anxious to give Madame a pleasure. Georges was so +glad to see Nana again and gazed at her with such delight that his fine +eyes began filling with tears. The miserable days were over now; his +mother believed him to have grown reasonable and had allowed him to +leave Les Fondettes. Accordingly, the moment he had reached the +terminus, he had got a conveyance in order the more quickly to come and +kiss his sweet darling. He spoke of living at her side in future, as he +used to do down in the country when he waited for her, barefooted, in +the bedroom at La Mignotte. And as he told her about himself, he let +his fingers creep forward, for he longed to touch her after that cruel +year of separation. Then he got possession of her hands, felt about the +wide sleeves of her dressing jacket, traveled up as far as her +shoulders. + +“You still love your baby?” he asked in his child voice. + +“Oh, I certainly love him!” answered Nana, briskly getting out of his +clutches. “But you come popping in without warning. You know, my little +man, I’m not my own mistress; you must be good!” + +Georges, when he got out of his cab, had been so dizzy with the feeling +that his long desire was at last about to be satisfied that he had not +even noticed what sort of house he was entering. But now he became +conscious of a change in the things around him. He examined the +sumptuous dining room with its lofty decorated ceiling, its Gobelin +hangings, its buffet blazing with plate. + +“Yes, yes!” he remarked sadly. + +And with that she made him understand that he was never to come in the +mornings but between four and six in the afternoon, if he cared to. +That was her reception time. Then as he looked at her with suppliant, +questioning eyes and craved no boon at all, she, in her turn, kissed +him on the forehead in the most amiable way. + +“Be very good,” she whispered. “I’ll do all I can.” + +But the truth was that this remark now meant nothing. She thought +Georges very nice and would have liked him as a companion, but as +nothing else. Nevertheless, when he arrived daily at four o’clock he +seemed so wretched that she was often fain to be as compliant as of old +and would hide him in cupboards and constantly allow him to pick up the +crumbs from Beauty’s table. He hardly ever left the house now and +became as much one of its inmates as the little dog Bijou. Together +they nestled among Mistress’s skirts and enjoyed a little of her at a +time, even when she was with another man, while doles of sugar and +stray caresses not seldom fell to their share in her hours of +loneliness and boredom. + +Doubtless Mme Hugon found out that the lad had again returned to that +wicked woman’s arms, for she hurried up to Paris and came and sought +aid from her other son, the Lieutenant Philippe, who was then in +garrison at Vincennes. Georges, who was hiding from his elder brother, +was seized with despairing apprehension, for he feared the latter might +adopt violent tactics, and as his tenderness for Nana was so nervously +expansive that he could not keep anything from her, he soon began +talking of nothing but his big brother, a great, strong fellow, who was +capable of all kinds of things. + +“You know,” he explained, “Mamma won’t come to you while she can send +my brother. Oh, she’ll certainly send Philippe to fetch me.” + +The first time he said this Nana was deeply wounded. She said frigidly: + +“Gracious me, I should like to see him come! For all that he’s a +lieutenant in the army, Francois will chuck him out in double-quick +time!” + +Soon, as the lad kept returning to the subject of his brother, she +ended by taking a certain interest in Philippe, and in a week’s time +she knew him from head to foot—knew him as very tall and very strong +and merry and somewhat rough. She learned intimate details, too, and +found out that he had hair on his arms and a birthmark on his shoulder. +So thoroughly did she learn her lesson that one day, when she was full +of the image of the man who was to be turned out of doors by her +orders, she cried out: + +“I say, Zizi, your brother’s not coming. He’s a base deserter!” + +The next day, when Georges and Nana were alone together, Francois came +upstairs to ask whether Madame would receive Lieutenant Philippe Hugon. +Georges grew extremely white and murmured: + +“I suspected it; Mamma was talking about it this morning.” + +And he besought the young woman to send down word that she could not +see visitors. But she was already on her feet and seemed all aflame as +she said: + +“Why should I not see him? He would think me afraid. Dear me, we’ll +have a good laugh! Just leave the gentleman in the drawing room for a +quarter of an hour, Francois; afterward bring him up to me.” + +She did not sit down again but began pacing feverishly to and fro +between the fireplace and a Venetian mirror hanging above an Italian +chest. And each time she reached the latter she glanced at the glass +and tried the effect of a smile, while Georges sat nervously on a sofa, +trembling at the thought of the coming scene. As she walked up and down +she kept jerking out such little phrases as: + +“It will calm the fellow down if he has to wait a quarter of an hour. +Besides, if he thinks he’s calling on a tottie the drawing room will +stun him! Yes, yes, have a good look at everything, my fine fellow! It +isn’t imitation, and it’ll teach you to respect the lady who owns it. +Respect’s what men need to feel! The quarter of an hour’s gone by, eh? +No? Only ten minutes? Oh, we’ve got plenty of time.” + +She did not stay where she was, however. At the end of the quarter of +an hour she sent Georges away after making him solemnly promise not to +listen at the door, as such conduct would scarcely look proper in case +the servants saw him. As he went into her bedroom Zizi ventured in a +choking sort of way to remark: + +“It’s my brother, you know—” + +“Don’t you fear,” she said with much dignity; “if he’s polite I’ll be +polite.” + +Francois ushered in Philippe Hugon, who wore morning dress. Georges +began crossing on tiptoe on the other side of the room, for he was +anxious to obey the young woman. But the sound of voices retained him, +and he hesitated in such anguish of mind that his knees gave way under +him. He began imagining that a dread catastrophe would befall, that +blows would be struck, that something abominable would happen, which +would make Nana everlastingly odious to him. And so he could not +withstand the temptation to come back and put his ear against the door. +He heard very ill, for the thick portières deadened every sound, but he +managed to catch certain words spoken by Philippe, stern phrases in +which such terms as “mere child,” “family,” “honor,” were distinctly +audible. He was so anxious about his darling’s possible answers that +his heart beat violently and filled his head with a confused, buzzing +noise. She was sure to give vent to a “Dirty blackguard!” or to a +“Leave me bloody well alone! I’m in my own house!” But nothing +happened—not a breath came from her direction. Nana seemed dead in +there! Soon even his brother’s voice grew gentler, and he could not +make it out at all, when a strange murmuring sound finally stupefied +him. Nana was sobbing! For a moment or two he was the prey of +contending feelings and knew not whether to run away or to fall upon +Philippe. But just then Zoé came into the room, and he withdrew from +the door, ashamed at being thus surprised. + +She began quietly to put some linen away in a cupboard while he stood +mute and motionless, pressing his forehead against a windowpane. He was +tortured by uncertainty. After a short silence the woman asked: + +“It’s your brother that’s with Madame?” + +“Yes,” replied the lad in a choking voice. + +There was a fresh silence. + +“And it makes you anxious, doesn’t it, Monsieur Georges?” + +“Yes,” he rejoined in the same painful, suffering tone. + +Zoé was in no hurry. She folded up some lace and said slowly: + +“You’re wrong; Madame will manage it all.” + +And then the conversation ended; they said not another word. Still she +did not leave the room. A long quarter of an hour passed, and she +turned round again without seeming to notice the look of exasperation +overspreading the lad’s face, which was already white with the effects +of uncertainty and constraint. He was casting sidelong glances in the +direction of the drawing room. + +Maybe Nana was still crying. The other must have grown savage and have +dealt her blows. Thus when Zoé finally took her departure he ran to the +door and once more pressed his ear against it. He was thunderstruck; +his head swam, for he heard a brisk outburst of gaiety, tender, +whispering voices and the smothered giggles of a woman who is being +tickled. Besides, almost directly afterward, Nana conducted Philippe to +the head of the stairs, and there was an exchange of cordial and +familiar phrases. + +When Georges again ventured into the drawing room the young woman was +standing before the mirror, looking at herself. + +“Well?” he asked in utter bewilderment. + +“Well, what?” she said without turning round. Then negligently: + +“What did you mean? He’s very nice, is your brother!” + +“So it’s all right, is it?” + +“Oh, certainly it’s all right! Goodness me, what’s come over you? One +would have thought we were going to fight!” + +Georges still failed to understand. + +“I thought I heard—that is, you didn’t cry?” he stammered out. + +“Me cry!” she exclaimed, looking fixedly at him. “Why, you’re dreaming! +What makes you think I cried?” + +Thereupon the lad was treated to a distressing scene for having +disobeyed and played Paul Pry behind the door. She sulked, and he +returned with coaxing submissiveness to the old subject, for he wished +to know all about it. + +“And my brother then?” + +“Your brother saw where he was at once. You know, I might have been a +tottie, in which case his interference would have been accounted for by +your age and the family honor! Oh yes, I understand those kinds of +feelings! But a single glance was enough for him, and he behaved like a +well-bred man at once. So don’t be anxious any longer. It’s all +over—he’s gone to quiet your mamma!” + +And she went on laughingly: + +“For that matter, you’ll see your brother here. I’ve invited him, and +he’s going to return.” + +“Oh, he’s going to return,” said the lad, growing white. He added +nothing, and they ceased talking of Philippe. She began dressing to go +out, and he watched her with his great, sad eyes. Doubtless he was very +glad that matters had got settled, for he would have preferred death to +a rupture of their connection, but deep down in his heart there was a +silent anguish, a profound sense of pain, which he had no experience of +and dared not talk about. How Philippe quieted their mother’s fears he +never knew, but three days later she returned to Les Fondettes, +apparently satisfied. On the evening of her return, at Nana’s house, he +trembled when Francois announced the lieutenant, but the latter jested +gaily and treated him like a young rascal, whose escapade he had +favored as something not likely to have any consequences. The lad’s +heart was sore within him; he scarcely dared move and blushed girlishly +at the least word that was spoken to him. He had not lived much in +Philippe’s society; he was ten years his junior, and he feared him as +he would a father, from whom stories about women are concealed. +Accordingly he experienced an uneasy sense of shame when he saw him so +free in Nana’s company and heard him laugh uproariously, as became a +man who was plunging into a life of pleasure with the gusto born of +magnificent health. Nevertheless, when his brother shortly began to +present himself every day, Georges ended by getting somewhat used to it +all. Nana was radiant. + +This, her latest installation, had been involving all the riotous waste +attendant on the life of gallantry, and now her housewarming was being +defiantly celebrated in a grand mansion positively overflowing with +males and with furniture. + +One afternoon when the Hugons were there Count Muffat arrived out of +hours. But when Zoé told him that Madame was with friends he refused to +come in and took his departure discreetly, as became a gallant +gentleman. When he made his appearance again in the evening Nana +received him with the frigid indignation of a grossly affronted woman. + +“Sir,” she said, “I have given you no cause why you should insult me. +You must understand this: when I am at home to visitors, I beg you to +make your appearance just like other people.” + +The count simply gaped in astonishment. “But, my dear—” he endeavored +to explain. + +“Perhaps it was because I had visitors! Yes, there were men here, but +what d’you suppose I was doing with those men? You only advertise a +woman’s affairs when you act the discreet lover, and I don’t want to be +advertised; I don’t!” + +He obtained his pardon with difficulty, but at bottom he was enchanted. +It was with scenes such as these that she kept him in unquestioning and +docile submission. She had long since succeeded in imposing Georges on +him as a young vagabond who, she declared, amused her. She made him +dine with Philippe, and the count behaved with great amiability. When +they rose from table he took the young man on one side and asked news +of his mother. From that time forth the young Hugons, Vandeuvres and +Muffat were openly about the house and shook hands as guests and +intimates might have done. It was a more convenient arrangement than +the previous one. Muffat alone still abstained discreetly from +too-frequent visits, thus adhering to the ceremonious policy of an +ordinary strange caller. At night when Nana was sitting on her +bearskins drawing off her stockings, he would talk amicably about the +other three gentlemen and lay especial stress on Philippe, who was +loyalty itself. + +“It’s very true; they’re nice,” Nana would say as she lingered on the +floor to change her shift. “Only, you know, they see what I am. One +word about it and I should chuck ’em all out of doors for you!” + +Nevertheless, despite her luxurious life and her group of courtiers, +Nana was nearly bored to death. She had men for every minute of the +night, and money overflowed even among the brushes and combs in the +drawers of her dressing table. But all this had ceased to satisfy her; +she felt that there was a void somewhere or other, an empty place +provocative of yawns. Her life dragged on, devoid of occupation, and +successive days only brought back the same monotonous hours. Tomorrow +had ceased to be; she lived like a bird: sure of her food and ready to +perch and roost on any branch which she came to. This certainty of food +and drink left her lolling effortless for whole days, lulled her to +sleep in conventual idleness and submission as though she were the +prisoner of her trade. Never going out except to drive, she was losing +her walking powers. She reverted to low childish tastes, would kiss +Bijou from morning to night and kill time with stupid pleasures while +waiting for the man whose caresses she tolerated with an appearance of +complaisant lassitude. Amid this species of self-abandonment she now +took no thought about anything save her personal beauty; her sole care +was to look after herself, to wash and to perfume her limbs, as became +one who was proud of being able to undress at any moment and in face of +anybody without having to blush for her imperfections. + +At ten in the morning Nana would get up. Bijou, the Scotch griffon dog, +used to lick her face and wake her, and then would ensue a game of play +lasting some five minutes, during which the dog would race about over +her arms and legs and cause Count Muffat much distress. Bijou was the +first little male he had ever been jealous of. It was not at all +proper, he thought, that an animal should go poking its nose under the +bedclothes like that! After this Nana would proceed to her dressing +room, where she took a bath. Toward eleven o’clock Francois would come +and do up her hair before beginning the elaborate manipulations of the +afternoon. + +At breakfast, as she hated feeding alone, she nearly always had Mme +Maloir at table with her. This lady would arrive from unknown regions +in the morning, wearing her extravagantly quaint hats, and would return +at night to that mysterious existence of hers, about which no one ever +troubled. But the hardest to bear were the two or three hours between +lunch and the toilet. On ordinary occasions she proposed a game of +bezique to her old friend; on others she would read the Figaro, in +which the theatrical echoes and the fashionable news interested her. +Sometimes she even opened a book, for she fancied herself in literary +matters. Her toilet kept her till close on five o’clock, and then only +she would wake from her daylong drowse and drive out or receive a whole +mob of men at her own house. She would often dine abroad and always go +to bed very late, only to rise again on the morrow with the same +languor as before and to begin another day, differing in nothing from +its predecessor. + +The great distraction was to go to the Batignolles and see her little +Louis at her aunt’s. For a fortnight at a time she forgot all about +him, and then would follow an access of maternal love, and she would +hurry off on foot with all the modesty and tenderness becoming a good +mother. On such occasions she would be the bearer of snuff for her aunt +and of oranges and biscuits for the child, the kind of presents one +takes to a hospital. Or again she would drive up in her landau on her +return from the Bois, decked in costumes, the resplendence of which +greatly excited the dwellers in the solitary street. Since her niece’s +magnificent elevation Mme Lerat had been puffed up with vanity. She +rarely presented herself in the Avenue de Villiers, for she was pleased +to remark that it wasn’t her place to do so, but she enjoyed triumphs +in her own street. She was delighted when the young woman arrived in +dresses that had cost four or five thousand francs and would be +occupied during the whole of the next day in showing off her presents +and in citing prices which quite stupefied the neighbors. As often as +not, Nana kept Sunday free for the sake of “her family,” and on such +occasions, if Muffat invited her, she would refuse with the smile of a +good little shopwoman. It was impossible, she would answer; she was +dining at her aunt’s; she was going to see Baby. Moreover, that poor +little man Louiset was always ill. He was almost three years old, +growing quite a great boy! But he had had an eczema on the back of his +neck, and now concretions were forming in his ears, which pointed, it +was feared, to decay of the bones of the skull. When she saw how pale +he looked, with his spoiled blood and his flabby flesh all out in +yellow patches, she would become serious, but her principal feeling +would be one of astonishment. What could be the matter with the little +love that he should grow so weakly? She, his mother, was so strong and +well! + +On the days when her child did not engross attention Nana would again +sink back into the noisy monotony of her existence, with its drives in +the Bois, first nights at the theater, dinners and suppers at the +Maison-d’Or or the Café Anglais, not to mention all the places of +public resort, all the spectacles to which crowds rushed—Mabille, the +reviews, the races. But whatever happened she still felt that stupid, +idle void, which caused her, as it were, to suffer internal cramps. +Despite the incessant infatuations that possessed her heart, she would +stretch out her arms with a gesture of immense weariness the moment she +was left alone. Solitude rendered her low spirited at once, for it +brought her face to face with the emptiness and boredom within her. +Extremely gay by nature and profession, she became dismal in solitude +and would sum up her life in the following ejaculation, which recurred +incessantly between her yawns: + +“Oh, how the men bother me!” + +One afternoon as she was returning home from a concert, Nana, on the +sidewalk in the Rue Montmartre, noticed a woman trotting along in +down-at-the-heel boots, dirty petticoats and a hat utterly ruined by +the rain. She recognized her suddenly. + +“Stop, Charles!” she shouted to the coachman and began calling: “Satin, +Satin!” + +Passers-by turned their heads; the whole street stared. Satin had drawn +near and was still further soiling herself against the carriage wheels. + +“Do get in, my dear girl,” said Nana tranquilly, disdaining the +onlookers. + +And with that she picked her up and carried her off, though she was in +disgusting contrast to her light blue landau and her dress of +pearl-gray silk trimmed with Chantilly, while the street smiled at the +coachman’s loftily dignified demeanor. + +From that day forth Nana had a passion to occupy her thoughts. Satin +became her vicious foible. Washed and dressed and duly installed in the +house in the Avenue de Villiers, during three days the girl talked of +Saint-Lazare and the annoyances the sisters had caused her and how +those dirty police people had put her down on the official list. Nana +grew indignant and comforted her and vowed she would get her name taken +off, even though she herself should have to go and find out the +minister of the interior. Meanwhile there was no sort of hurry: nobody +would come and search for her at Nana’s—that was certain. And thereupon +the two women began to pass tender afternoons together, making +numberless endearing little speeches and mingling their kisses with +laughter. The same little sport, which the arrival of the plainclothes +men had interrupted in the Rue de Laval, was beginning again in a +jocular sort of spirit. One fine evening, however, it became serious, +and Nana, who had been so disgusted at Laure’s, now understood what it +meant. She was upset and enraged by it, the more so because Satin +disappeared on the morning of the fourth day. No one had seen her go +out. She had, indeed, slipped away in her new dress, seized by a +longing for air, full of sentimental regret for her old street +existence. + +That day there was such a terrible storm in the house that all the +servants hung their heads in sheepish silence. Nana had come near +beating Francois for not throwing himself across the door through which +Satin escaped. She did her best, however, to control herself, and +talked of Satin as a dirty swine. Oh, it would teach her to pick filthy +things like that out of the gutter! + +When Madame shut herself up in her room in the afternoon Zoé heard her +sobbing. In the evening she suddenly asked for her carriage and had +herself driven to Laure’s. It had occurred to her that she would find +Satin at the table d’hôte in the Rue des Martyrs. She was not going +there for the sake of seeing her again but in order to catch her one in +the face! As a matter of fact Satin was dining at a little table with +Mme Robert. Seeing Nana, she began to laugh, but the former, though +wounded to the quick, did not make a scene. On the contrary, she was +very sweet and very compliant. She paid for champagne made five or six +tablefuls tipsy and then carried off Satin when Mme Robert was in the +closets. Not till they were in the carriage did she make a mordant +attack on her, threatening to kill her if she did it again. + +After that day the same little business began again continually. On +twenty different occasions Nana, tragically furious, as only a jilted +woman can be ran off in pursuit of this sluttish creature, whose +flights were prompted by the boredom she suffered amid the comforts of +her new home. Nana began to talk of boxing Mme Robert’s ears; one day +she even meditated a duel; there was one woman too many, she said. + +In these latter times, whenever she dined at Laure’s, she donned her +diamonds and occasionally brought with her Louise Violaine, Maria Blond +and Tatan Nene, all of them ablaze with finery; and while the sordid +feast was progressing in the three saloons and the yellow gaslight +flared overhead, these four resplendent ladies would demean themselves +with a vengeance, for it was their delight to dazzle the little local +courtesans and to carry them off when dinner was over. On days such as +these Laure, sleek and tight-laced as ever would kiss everyone with an +air of expanded maternity. Yet notwithstanding all these circumstances +Satin’s blue eyes and pure virginal face remained as calm as +heretofore; torn, beaten and pestered by the two women, she would +simply remark that it was a funny business, and they would have done +far better to make it up at once. It did no good to slap her; she +couldn’t cut herself in two, however much she wanted to be nice to +everybody. It was Nana who finally carried her off in triumph, so +assiduously had she loaded Satin with kindnesses and presents. In order +to be revenged, however, Mme Robert wrote abominable, anonymous letters +to her rival’s lovers. + +For some time past Count Muffat had appeared suspicious, and one +morning, with considerable show of feeling, he laid before Nana an +anonymous letter, where in the very first sentences she read that she +was accused of deceiving the count with Vandeuvres and the young +Hugons. + +“It’s false! It’s false!” she loudly exclaimed in accents of +extraordinary candor. + +“You swear?” asked Muffat, already willing to be comforted. + +“I’ll swear by whatever you like—yes, by the head of my child!” + +But the letter was long. Soon her connection with Satin was described +in the broadest and most ignoble terms. When she had done reading she +smiled. + +“Now I know who it comes from,” she remarked simply. + +And as Muffat wanted her denial to the charges therein contained, she +resumed quietly enough: + +“That’s a matter which doesn’t concern you, dear old pet. How can it +hurt you?” + +She did not deny anything. He used some horrified expressions. +Thereupon she shrugged her shoulders. Where had he been all this time? +Why, it was done everywhere! And she mentioned her friends and swore +that fashionable ladies went in for it. In fact, to hear her speak, +nothing could be commoner or more natural. But a lie was a lie, and so +a moment ago he had seen how angry she grew in the matter of Vandeuvres +and the young Hugons! Oh, if that had been true he would have been +justified in throttling her! But what was the good of lying to him +about a matter of no consequence? And with that she repeated her +previous expression: + +“Come now, how can it hurt you?” + +Then as the scene still continued, she closed it with a rough speech: + +“Besides, dear boy, if the thing doesn’t suit you it’s very simple: the +house door’s open! There now, you must take me as you find me!” + +He hung his head, for the young woman’s vows of fidelity made him happy +at bottom. She, however, now knew her power over him and ceased to +consider his feelings. And from that time forth Satin was openly +installed in the house on the same footing as the gentlemen. Vandeuvres +had not needed anonymous letters in order to understand how matters +stood, and accordingly he joked and tried to pick jealous quarrels with +Satin. Philippe and Georges, on their parts, treated her like a jolly +good fellow, shaking hands with her and cracking the riskiest jokes +imaginable. + +Nana had an adventure one evening when this slut of a girl had given +her the go-by and she had gone to dine in the Rue des Martyrs without +being able to catch her. While she was dining by herself Daguenet had +appeared on the scene, for although he had reformed, he still +occasionally dropped in under the influence of his old vicious +inclinations. He hoped of course that no one would meet him in these +black recesses, dedicated to the town’s lowest depravity. Accordingly +even Nana’s presence seemed to embarrass him at the outset. But he was +not the man to run away and, coming forward with a smile, he asked if +Madame would be so kind as to allow him to dine at her table. Noticing +his jocular tone, Nana assumed her magnificently frigid demeanor and +icily replied: + +“Sit down where you please, sir. We are in a public place.” + +Thus begun, the conversation proved amusing. But at dessert Nana, bored +and burning for a triumph, put her elbows on the table and began in the +old familiar way: + +“Well, what about your marriage, my lad? Is it getting on all right?” + +“Not much,” Daguenet averred. + +As a matter of fact, just when he was about to venture on his request +at the Muffats’, he had met with such a cold reception from the count +that he had prudently refrained. The business struck him as a failure. +Nana fixed her clear eyes on him; she was sitting, leaning her chin on +her hand, and there was an ironical curve about her lips. + +“Oh yes! I’m a baggage,” she resumed slowly. “Oh yes, the future +father-in-law will have to be dragged from between my claws! Dear me, +dear me, for a fellow with NOUS, you’re jolly stupid! What! D’you mean +to say you’re going to tell your tales to a man who adores me and tells +me everything? Now just listen: you shall marry if I wish it, my little +man!” + +For a minute or two he had felt the truth of this, and now he began +scheming out a method of submission. Nevertheless, he still talked +jokingly, not wishing the matter to grow serious, and after he had put +on his gloves he demanded the hand of Mlle Estelle de Beuville in the +strict regulation manner. Nana ended by laughing, as though she had +been tickled. Oh, that Mimi! It was impossible to bear him a grudge! +Daguenet’s great successes with ladies of her class were due to the +sweetness of his voice, a voice of such musical purity and pliancy as +to have won him among courtesans the sobriquet of “Velvet-Mouth.” Every +woman would give way to him when he lulled her with his sonorous +caresses. He knew this power and rocked Nana to sleep with endless +words, telling her all kinds of idiotic anecdotes. When they left the +table d’hôte she was blushing rosy-red; she trembled as she hung on his +arm; he had reconquered her. As it was very fine, she sent her carriage +away and walked with him as far as his own place, where she went +upstairs with him naturally enough. Two hours later, as she was +dressing again, she said: + +“So you hold to this marriage of yours, Mimi?” + +“Egad,” he muttered, “it’s the best thing I could possibly do after +all! You know I’m stony broke.” + +She summoned him to button her boots, and after a pause: + +“Good heavens! I’ve no objection. I’ll shove you on! She’s as dry as a +lath, is that little thing, but since it suits your game—oh, I’m +agreeable: I’ll run the thing through for you.” + +Then with bosom still uncovered, she began laughing: + +“Only what will you give me?” + +He had caught her in his arms and was kissing her on the shoulders in a +perfect access of gratitude while she quivered with excitement and +struggled merrily and threw herself backward in her efforts to be free. + +“Oh, I know,” she cried, excited by the contest. “Listen to what I want +in the way of commission. On your wedding day you shall make me a +present of your innocence. Before your wife, d’you understand?” + +“That’s it! That’s it!” he said, laughing even louder than Nana. + +The bargain amused them—they thought the whole business very good, +indeed. + +Now as it happened, there was a dinner at Nana’s next day. For the +matter of that, it was the customary Thursday dinner, and Muffat, +Vandeuvres, the young Hugons and Satin were present. The count arrived +early. He stood in need of eighty thousand francs wherewith to free the +young woman from two or three debts and to give her a set of sapphires +she was dying to possess. As he had already seriously lessened his +capital, he was in search of a lender, for he did not dare to sell +another property. With the advice of Nana herself he had addressed +himself to Labordette, but the latter, deeming it too heavy an +undertaking, had mentioned it to the hairdresser Francis, who willingly +busied himself in such affairs in order to oblige his lady clients. The +count put himself into the hands of these gentlemen but expressed a +formal desire not to appear in the matter, and they both undertook to +keep in hand the bill for a hundred thousand francs which he was to +sign, excusing themselves at the same time for charging a matter of +twenty thousand francs interest and loudly denouncing the blackguard +usurers to whom, they declared, it had been necessary to have recourse. +When Muffat had himself announced, Francis was putting the last touches +to Nana’s coiffure. Labordette also was sitting familiarly in the +dressing room, as became a friend of no consequence. Seeing the count, +he discreetly placed a thick bundle of bank notes among the powders and +pomades, and the bill was signed on the marble-topped dressing table. +Nana was anxious to keep Labordette to dinner, but he declined—he was +taking a rich foreigner about Paris. Muffat, however, led him aside and +begged him to go to Becker, the jeweler, and bring him back thence the +set of sapphires, which he wanted to present the young woman by way of +surprise that very evening. Labordette willingly undertook the +commission, and half an hour later Julien handed the jewel case +mysteriously to the count. + +During dinnertime Nana was nervous. The sight of the eighty thousand +francs had excited her. To think all that money was to go to +tradespeople! It was a disgusting thought. After soup had been served +she grew sentimental, and in the splendid dining room, glittering with +plate and glass, she talked of the bliss of poverty. The men were in +evening dress, Nana in a gown of white embroidered satin, while Satin +made a more modest appearance in black silk with a simple gold heart at +her throat, which was a present from her kind friend. Julien and +Francois waited behind the guests and were assisted in this by Zoé. All +three looked most dignified. + +“It’s certain I had far greater fun when I hadn’t a cent!” Nana +repeated. + +She had placed Muffat on her right hand and Vandeuvres on her left, but +she scarcely looked at them, so taken up was she with Satin, who sat in +state between Philippe and Georges on the opposite side of the table. + +“Eh, duckie?” she kept saying at every turn. “How we did use to laugh +in those days when we went to Mother Josse’s school in the Rue +Polonceau!” + +When the roast was being served the two women plunged into a world of +reminiscences. They used to have regular chattering fits of this kind +when a sudden desire to stir the muddy depths of their childhood would +possess them. These fits always occurred when men were present: it was +as though they had given way to a burning desire to treat them to the +dunghill on which they had grown to woman’s estate. The gentlemen paled +visibly and looked embarrassed. The young Hugons did their best to +laugh, while Vandeuvres nervously toyed with his beard and Muffat +redoubled his gravity. + +“You remember Victor?” said Nana. “There was a wicked little fellow for +you! Why, he used to take the little girls into cellars!” + +“I remember him perfectly,” replied Satin. “I recollect the big +courtyard at your place very well. There was a portress there with a +broom!” + +“Mother Boche—she’s dead.” + +“And I can still picture your shop. Your mother was a great fatty. One +evening when we were playing your father came in drunk. Oh, so drunk!” + +At this point Vandeuvres tried to intercept the ladies’ reminiscences +and to effect a diversion, + +“I say, my dear, I should be very glad to have some more truffles. +They’re simply perfect. Yesterday I had some at the house of the Duc de +Corbreuse, which did not come up to them at all.” + +“The truffles, Julien!” said Nana roughly. + +Then returning to the subject: + +“By Jove, yes, Dad hadn’t any sense! And then what a smash there was! +You should have seen it—down, down, down we went, starving away all the +time. I can tell you I’ve had to bear pretty well everything and it’s a +miracle I didn’t kick the bucket over it, like Daddy and Mamma.” + +This time Muffat, who was playing with his knife in a state of infinite +exasperation, made so bold as to intervene. + +“What you’re telling us isn’t very cheerful.” + +“Eh, what? Not cheerful!” she cried with a withering glance. “I believe +you; it isn’t cheerful! Somebody had to earn a living for us dear boy. +Oh yes, you know, I’m the right sort; I don’t mince matters. Mamma was +a laundress; Daddy used to get drunk, and he died of it! There! If it +doesn’t suit you—if you’re ashamed of my family—” + +They all protested. What was she after now? They had every sort of +respect for her family! But she went on: + +“If you’re ashamed of my family you’ll please leave me, because I’m not +one of those women who deny their father and mother. You must take me +and them together, d’you understand?” + +They took her as required; they accepted the dad, the mamma, the past; +in fact, whatever she chose. With their eyes fixed on the tablecloth, +the four now sat shrinking and insignificant while Nana, in a transport +of omnipotence, trampled on them in the old muddy boots worn long since +in the Rue de la Goutte-d’Or. She was determined not to lay down the +cudgels just yet. It was all very fine to bring her fortunes, to build +her palaces; she would never leave off regretting the time when she +munched apples! Oh, what bosh that stupid thing money was! It was made +for the tradespeople! Finally her outburst ended in a sentimentally +expressed desire for a simple, openhearted existence, to be passed in +an atmosphere of universal benevolence. + +When she got to this point she noticed Julien waiting idly by. + +“Well, what’s the matter? Hand the champagne then!” she said. “Why +d’you stand staring at me like a goose?” + +During this scene the servants had never once smiled. They apparently +heard nothing, and the more their mistress let herself down, the more +majestic they became. Julien set to work to pour out the champagne and +did so without mishap, but Francois, who was handing round the fruit, +was so unfortunate as to tilt the fruit dish too low, and the apples, +the pears and the grapes rolled on the table. + +“You bloody clumsy lot!” cried Nana. + +The footman was mistaken enough to try and explain that the fruit had +not been firmly piled up. Zoé had disarranged it by taking out some +oranges. + +“Then it’s Zoé that’s the goose!” said Nana. + +“Madame—” murmured the lady’s maid in an injured tone. + +Straightway Madame rose to her feet, and in a sharp voice and with +royally authoritative gesture: + +“We’ve had enough of this, haven’t we? Leave the room, all of you! We +don’t want you any longer!” + +This summary procedure calmed her down, and she was forthwith all +sweetness and amiability. The dessert proved charming, and the +gentlemen grew quite merry waiting on themselves. But Satin, having +peeled a pear, came and ate it behind her darling, leaning on her +shoulder the while and whispering sundry little remarks in her ear, at +which they both laughed very loudly. By and by she wanted to share her +last piece of pear with Nana and presented it to her between her teeth. +Whereupon there was a great nibbling of lips, and the pear was finished +amid kisses. At this there was a burst of comic protest from the +gentlemen, Philippe shouting to them to take it easy and Vandeuvres +asking if one ought to leave the room. Georges, meanwhile, had come and +put his arm round Satin’s waist and had brought her back to her seat. + +“How silly of you!” said Nana. “You’re making her blush, the poor, +darling duck. Never mind, dear girl, let them chaff. It’s our own +little private affair.” + +And turning to Muffat, who was watching them with his serious +expression: + +“Isn’t it, my friend?” + +“Yes, certainly,” he murmured with a slow nod of approval. + +He no longer protested now. And so amid that company of gentlemen with +the great names and the old, upright traditions, the two women sat face +to face, exchanging tender glances, conquering, reigning, in tranquil +defiance of the laws of sex, in open contempt for the male portion of +the community. The gentlemen burst into applause. + +The company went upstairs to take coffee in the little drawing room, +where a couple of lamps cast a soft glow over the rosy hangings and the +lacquer and old gold of the knickknacks. At that hour of the evening +the light played discreetly over coffers, bronzes and china, lighting +up silver or ivory inlaid work, bringing into view the polished +contours of a carved stick and gleaming over a panel with glossy silky +reflections. The fire, which had been burning since the afternoon, was +dying out in glowing embers. It was very warm—the air behind the +curtains and hangings was languid with warmth. The room was full of +Nana’s intimate existence: a pair of gloves, a fallen handkerchief, an +open book, lay scattered about, and their owner seemed present in +careless attire with that well-known odor of violets and that species +of untidiness which became her in her character of good-natured +courtesan and had such a charming effect among all those rich +surroundings. The very armchairs, which were as wide as beds, and the +sofas, which were as deep as alcoves, invited to slumber oblivious of +the flight of time and to tender whispers in shadowy corners. + +Satin went and lolled back in the depths of a sofa near the fireplace. +She had lit a cigarette, but Vandeuvres began amusing himself by +pretending to be ferociously jealous. Nay, he even threatened to send +her his seconds if she still persisted in keeping Nana from her duty. +Philippe and Georges joined him and teased her and badgered her so +mercilessly that at last she shouted out: + +“Darling! Darling! Do make ’em keep quiet! They’re still after me!” + +“Now then, let her be,” said Nana seriously. “I won’t have her +tormented; you know that quite well. And you, my pet, why d’you always +go mixing yourself up with them when they’ve got so little sense?” + +Satin, blushing all over and putting out her tongue, went into the +dressing room, through the widely open door of which you caught a +glimpse of pale marbles gleaming in the milky light of a gas flame in a +globe of rough glass. After that Nana talked to the four men as +charmingly as hostess could. During the day she had read a novel which +was at that time making a good deal of noise. It was the history of a +courtesan, and Nana was very indignant, declaring the whole thing to be +untrue and expressing angry dislike to that kind of monstrous +literature which pretends to paint from nature. “Just as though one +could describe everything,” she said. Just as though a novel ought not +to be written so that the reader may while away an hour pleasantly! In +the matter of books and of plays Nana had very decided opinions: she +wanted tender and noble productions, things that would set her dreaming +and would elevate her soul. Then allusion being made in the course of +conversation to the troubles agitating Paris, the incendiary articles +in the papers, the incipient popular disturbances which followed the +calls to arms nightly raised at public meetings, she waxed wroth with +the Republicans. What on earth did those dirty people who never washed +really want? Were folks not happy? Had not the emperor done everything +for the people? A nice filthy lot of people! She knew ’em; she could +talk about ’em, and, quite forgetting the respect which at dinner she +had just been insisting should be paid to her humble circle in the Rue +de la Goutte-d’Or, she began blackguarding her own class with all the +terror and disgust peculiar to a woman who had risen successfully above +it. That very afternoon she had read in the Figaro an account of the +proceedings at a public meeting which had verged on the comic. Owing to +the slang words that had been used and to the piggish behavior of a +drunken man who had got himself chucked, she was laughing at those +proceedings still. + +“Oh, those drunkards!” she said with a disgusted air. “No, look you +here, their republic would be a great misfortune for everybody! Oh, may +God preserve us the emperor as long as possible!” + +“God will hear your prayer, my dear,” Muffat replied gravely. “To be +sure, the emperor stands firm.” + +He liked her to express such excellent views. Both, indeed, understood +one another in political matters. Vandeuvres and Philippe Hugon +likewise indulged in endless jokes against the “cads,” the quarrelsome +set who scuttled off the moment they clapped eyes on a bayonet. But +Georges that evening remained pale and somber. + +“What can be the matter with that baby?” asked Nana, noticing his +troubled appearance. + +“With me? Nothing—I am listening,” he muttered. + +But he was really suffering. On rising from table he had heard Philippe +joking with the young woman, and now it was Philippe, and not himself, +who sat beside her. His heart, he knew not why, swelled to bursting. He +could not bear to see them so close together; such vile thoughts +oppressed him that shame mingled with his anguish. He who laughed at +Satin, who had accepted Steiner and Muffat and all the rest, felt +outraged and murderous at the thought that Philippe might someday touch +that woman. + +“Here, take Bijou,” she said to comfort him, and she passed him the +little dog which had gone to sleep on her dress. + +And with that Georges grew happy again, for with the beast still warm +from her lap in his arms, he held, as it were, part of her. + +Allusion had been made to a considerable loss which Vandeuvres had last +night sustained at the Imperial Club. Muffat, who did not play, +expressed great astonishment, but Vandeuvres smilingly alluded to his +imminent ruin, about which Paris was already talking. The kind of death +you chose did not much matter, he averred; the great thing was to die +handsomely. For some time past Nana had noticed that he was nervous and +had a sharp downward droop of the mouth and a fitful gleam in the +depths of his clear eyes. But he retained his haughty aristocratic +manner and the delicate elegance of his impoverished race, and as yet +these strange manifestations were only, so to speak, momentary fits of +vertigo overcoming a brain already sapped by play and by debauchery. +One night as he lay beside her he had frightened her with a dreadful +story. He had told her he contemplated shutting himself up in his +stable and setting fire to himself and his horses at such time as he +should have devoured all his substance. His only hope at that period +was a horse, Lusignan by name, which he was training for the Prix de +Paris. He was living on this horse, which was the sole stay of his +shaken credit, and whenever Nana grew exacting he would put her off +till June and to the probability of Lusignan’s winning. + +“Bah! He may very likely lose,” she said merrily, “since he’s going to +clear them all out at the races.” + +By way of reply he contented himself by smiling a thin, mysterious +smile. Then carelessly: + +“By the by, I’ve taken the liberty of giving your name to my outsider, +the filly. Nana, Nana—that sounds well. You’re not vexed?” + +“Vexed, why?” she said in a state of inward ecstasy. + +The conversation continued, and same mention was made of an execution +shortly to take place. The young woman said she was burning to go to it +when Satin appeared at the dressing-room door and called her in tones +of entreaty. She got up at once and left the gentlemen lolling lazily +about, while they finished their cigars and discussed the grave +question as to how far a murderer subject to chronic alcoholism is +responsible for his act. In the dressing room Zoé sat helpless on a +chair, crying her heart out, while Satin vainly endeavored to console +her. + +“What’s the matter?” said Nana in surprise. + +“Oh, darling, do speak to her!” said Satin. “I’ve been trying to make +her listen to reason for the last twenty minutes. She’s crying because +you called her a goose.” + +“Yes, madame, it’s very hard—very hard,” stuttered Zoé, choked by a +fresh fit of sobbing. + +This sad sight melted the young woman’s heart at once. She spoke +kindly, and when the other woman still refused to grow calm she sank +down in front of her and took her round the waist with truly cordial +familiarity: + +“But, you silly, I said ‘goose’ just as I might have said anything +else. How shall I explain? I was in a passion—it was wrong of me; now +calm down.” + +“I who love Madame so,” stuttered Zoé; “after all I’ve done for +Madame.” + +Thereupon Nana kissed the lady’s maid and, wishing to show her she +wasn’t vexed, gave her a dress she had worn three times. Their quarrels +always ended up in the giving of presents! Zoé plugged her handkerchief +into her eyes. She carried the dress off over her arm and added before +leaving that they were very sad in the kitchen and that Julien and +Francois had been unable to eat, so entirely had Madame’s anger taken +away their appetites. Thereupon Madame sent them a louis as a pledge of +reconciliation. She suffered too much if people around her were +sorrowful. + +Nana was returning to the drawing room, happy in the thought that she +had patched up a disagreement which was rendering her quietly +apprehensive of the morrow, when Satin came and whispered vehemently in +her ear. She was full of complaint, threatened to be off if those men +still went on teasing her and kept insisting that her darling should +turn them all out of doors for that night, at any rate. It would be a +lesson to them. And then it would be so nice to be alone, both of them! +Nana, with a return of anxiety, declared it to be impossible. Thereupon +the other shouted at her like a violent child and tried hard to +overrule her. + +“I wish it, d’you see? Send ’em away or I’m off!” + +And she went back into the drawing room, stretched herself out in the +recesses of a divan, which stood in the background near the window, and +lay waiting, silent and deathlike, with her great eyes fixed upon Nana. + +The gentlemen were deciding against the new criminological theories. +Granted that lovely invention of irresponsibility in certain +pathological cases, and criminals ceased to exist and sick people alone +remained. The young woman, expressing approval with an occasional nod, +was busy considering how best to dismiss the count. The others would +soon be going, but he would assuredly prove obstinate. In fact, when +Philippe got up to withdraw, Georges followed him at once—he seemed +only anxious not to leave his brother behind. Vandeuvres lingered some +minutes longer, feeling his way, as it were, and waiting to find out +if, by any chance, some important business would oblige Muffat to cede +him his place. Soon, however, when he saw the count deliberately taking +up his quarters for the night, he desisted from his purpose and said +good-by, as became a man of tact. But on his way to the door, he +noticed Satin staring fixedly at Nana, as usual. Doubtless he +understood what this meant, for he seemed amused and came and shook +hands with her. + +“We’re not angry, eh?” he whispered. “Pray pardon me. You’re the nicer +attraction of the two, on my honor!” + +Satin deigned no reply. Nor did she take her eyes off Nana and the +count, who were now alone. Muffat, ceasing to be ceremonious, had come +to sit beside the young woman. He took her fingers and began kissing +them. Whereupon Nana, seeking to change the current of his thoughts, +asked him if his daughter Estelle were better. The previous night he +had been complaining of the child’s melancholy behavior—he could not +even spend a day happily at his own house, with his wife always out and +his daughter icily silent. + +In family matters of this kind Nana was always full of good advice, and +when Muffat abandoned all his usual self-control under the influence of +mental and physical relaxation and once more launched out into his +former plaints, she remembered the promise she had made. + +“Suppose you were to marry her?” she said. And with that she ventured +to talk of Daguenet. At the mere mention of the name the count was +filled with disgust. “Never,” he said after what she had told him! + +She pretended great surprise and then burst out laughing and put her +arm round his neck. + +“Oh, the jealous man! To think of it! Just argue it out a little. Why, +they slandered me to you—I was furious. At present I should be ever so +sorry if—” + +But over Muffat’s shoulder she met Satin’s gaze. And she left him +anxiously and in a grave voice continued: + +“This marriage must come off, my friend; I don’t want to prevent your +daughter’s happiness. The young man’s most charming; you could not +possibly find a better sort.” + +And she launched into extraordinary praise of Daguenet. The count had +again taken her hands; he no longer refused now; he would see about it, +he said, they would talk the matter over. By and by, when he spoke of +going to bed, she sank her voice and excused herself. It was +impossible; she was not well. If he loved her at all he would not +insist! Nevertheless, he was obstinate; he refused to go away, and she +was beginning to give in when she met Satin’s eyes once more. Then she +grew inflexible. No, the thing was out of the question! The count, +deeply moved and with a look of suffering, had risen and was going in +quest of his hat. But in the doorway he remembered the set of +sapphires; he could feel the case in his pocket. He had been wanting to +hide it at the bottom of the bed so that when she entered it before him +she should feel it against her legs. Since dinnertime he had been +meditating this little surprise like a schoolboy, and now, in trouble +and anguish of heart at being thus dismissed, he gave her the case +without further ceremony. + +“What is it?” she queried. “Sapphires? Dear me! Oh yes, it’s that set. +How sweet you are! But I say, my darling, d’you believe it’s the same +one? In the shopwindow it made a much greater show.” + +That was all the thanks he got, and she let him go away. He noticed +Satin stretched out silent and expectant, and with that he gazed at +both women and without further insistence submitted to his fate and +went downstairs. The hall door had not yet closed when Satin caught +Nana round the waist and danced and sang. Then she ran to the window. + +“Oh, just look at the figure he cuts down in the street!” The two women +leaned upon the wrought-iron window rail in the shadow of the curtains. +One o’clock struck. The Avenue de Villiers was deserted, and its double +file of gas lamps stretched away into the darkness of the damp March +night through which great gusts of wind kept sweeping, laden with rain. +There were vague stretches of land on either side of the road which +looked like gulfs of shadow, while scaffoldings round mansions in +process of construction loomed upward under the dark sky. They laughed +uncontrollably as they watched Muffat’s rounded back and glistening +shadow disappearing along the wet sidewalk into the glacial, desolate +plains of new Paris. But Nana silenced Satin. + +“Take care; there are the police!” + +Thereupon they smothered their laughter and gazed in secret fear at two +dark figures walking with measured tread on the opposite side of the +avenue. Amid all her luxurious surroundings, amid all the royal +splendors of the woman whom all must obey, Nana still stood in horror +of the police and did not like to hear them mentioned any oftener than +death. She felt distinctly unwell when a policeman looked up at her +house. One never knew what such people might do! They might easily take +them for loose women if they heard them laughing at that hour of the +night. Satin, with a little shudder, had squeezed herself up against +Nana. Nevertheless, the pair stayed where they were and were soon +interested in the approach of a lantern, the light of which danced over +the puddles in the road. It was an old ragpicker woman who was busy +raking in the gutters. Satin recognized her. + +“Dear me,” she exclaimed, “it’s Queen Pomare with her wickerwork +shawl!” + +And while a gust of wind lashed the fine rain in their faces she told +her beloved the story of Queen Pomare. Oh, she had been a splendid girl +once upon a time: all Paris had talked of her beauty. And such devilish +go and such cheek! Why, she led the men about like dogs, and great +people stood blubbering on her stairs! Now she was in the habit of +getting tipsy, and the women round about would make her drink absinthe +for the sake of a laugh, after which the street boys would throw stones +at her and chase her. In fact, it was a regular smashup; the queen had +tumbled into the mud! Nana listened, feeling cold all over. + +“You shall see,” added Satin. + +She whistled a man’s whistle, and the ragpicker, who was then below the +window, lifted her head and showed herself by the yellow flare of her +lantern. Framed among rags, a perfect bundle of them, a face looked out +from under a tattered kerchief—a blue, seamed face with a toothless, +cavernous mouth and fiery bruises where the eyes should be. And Nana, +seeing the frightful old woman, the wanton drowned in drink, had a +sudden fit of recollection and saw far back amid the shadows of +consciousness the vision of Chamont—Irma d’Anglars, the old harlot +crowned with years and honors, ascending the steps in front of her +château amid abjectly reverential villagers. Then as Satin whistled +again, making game of the old hag, who could not see her: + +“Do leave off; there are the police!” she murmured in changed tones. +“In with us, quick, my pet!” + +The measured steps were returning, and they shut the window. Turning +round again, shivering, and with the damp of night on her hair, Nana +was momentarily astounded at sight of her drawing room. It seemed as +though she had forgotten it and were entering an unknown chamber. So +warm, so full of perfume, was the air she encountered that she +experienced a sense of delighted surprise. The heaped-up wealth of the +place, the Old World furniture, the fabrics of silk and gold, the +ivory, the bronzes, were slumbering in the rosy light of the lamps, +while from the whole of the silent house a rich feeling of great luxury +ascended, the luxury of the solemn reception rooms, of the comfortable, +ample dining room, of the vast retired staircase, with their soft +carpets and seats. Her individuality, with its longing for domination +and enjoyment and its desire to possess everything that she might +destroy everything, was suddenly increased. Never before had she felt +so profoundly the puissance of her sex. She gazed slowly round and +remarked with an expression of grave philosophy: + +“Ah well, all the same, one’s jolly well right to profit by things when +one’s young!” + +But now Satin was rolling on the bearskins in the bedroom and calling +her. + +“Oh, do come! Do come!” + +Nana undressed in the dressing room, and in order to be quicker about +it she took her thick fell of blonde hair in both hands and began +shaking it above the silver wash hand basin, while a downward hail of +long hairpins rang a little chime on the shining metal. + + + + + CHAPTER XI + + +One Sunday the race for the Grand Prix de Paris was being run in the +Bois de Boulogne beneath skies rendered sultry by the first heats of +June. The sun that morning had risen amid a mist of dun-colored dust, +but toward eleven o’clock, just when the carriages were reaching the +Longchamps course, a southerly wind had swept away the clouds; long +streamers of gray vapor were disappearing across the sky, and gaps +showing an intense blue beyond were spreading from one end of the +horizon to the other. In the bright bursts of sunlight which alternated +with the clouds the whole scene shone again, from the field which was +gradually filling with a crowd of carriages, horsemen and pedestrians, +to the still-vacant course, where the judge’s box stood, together with +the posts and the masts for signaling numbers, and thence on to the +five symmetrical stands of brickwork and timber, rising gallery upon +gallery in the middle of the weighing enclosure opposite. Beyond these, +bathed in the light of noon, lay the vast level plain, bordered with +little trees and shut in to the westward by the wooded heights of +Saint-Cloud and the Suresnes, which, in their turn, were dominated by +the severe outlines of Mont-Valerien. + +Nana, as excited as if the Grand Prix were going to make her fortune, +wanted to take up a position by the railing next the winning post. She +had arrived very early—she was, in fact, one of the first to come—in a +landau adorned with silver and drawn, à la Daumont, by four splendid +white horses. This landau was a present from Count Muffat. When she had +made her appearance at the entrance to the field with two postilions +jogging blithely on the near horses and two footmen perching motionless +behind the carriage, the people had rushed to look as though a queen +were passing. She sported the blue and white colors of the Vandeuvres +stable, and her dress was remarkable. It consisted of a little blue +silk bodice and tunic, which fitted closely to the body and bulged out +enormously behind her waist, thereby bringing her lower limbs into bold +relief in such a manner as to be extremely noticeable in that epoch of +voluminous skirts. Then there was a white satin dress with white satin +sleeves and a sash worn crosswise over the shoulders, the whole +ornamented with silver guipure which shone in the sun. In addition to +this, in order to be still more like a jockey, she had stuck a blue +toque with a white feather jauntily upon her chignon, the fair tresses +from which flowed down beyond her shoulders and resembled an enormous +russet pigtail. + +Twelve struck. The public would have to wait more than three hours for +the Grand Prix to be run. When the landau had drawn up beside the +barriers Nana settled herself comfortably down as though she were in +her own house. A whim had prompted her to bring Bijou and Louiset with +her, and the dog crouched among her skirts, shivering with cold despite +the heat of the day, while amid a bedizenment of ribbons and laces the +child’s poor little face looked waxen and dumb and white in the open +air. Meanwhile the young woman, without troubling about the people near +her, talked at the top of her voice with Georges and Philippe Hugon, +who were seated opposite on the front seat among such a mountain of +bouquets of white roses and blue myosotis that they were buried up to +their shoulders. + +“Well then,” she was saying, “as he bored me to death, I showed him the +door. And now it’s two days that he’s been sulking.” + +She was talking of Muffat, but she took care not to confess to the +young men the real reason for this first quarrel, which was that one +evening he had found a man’s hat in her bedroom. She had indeed brought +home a passer-by out of sheer ennui—a silly infatuation. + +“You have no idea how funny he is,” she continued, growing merry over +the particulars she was giving. “He’s a regular bigot at bottom, so he +says his prayers every evening. Yes, he does. He’s under the impression +I notice nothing because I go to bed first so as not to be in his way, +but I watch him out of the corner of my eye. Oh, he jaws away, and then +he crosses himself when he turns round to step over me and get to the +inside of the bed.” + +“Jove, it’s sly,” muttered Philippe. “That’s what happens before, but +afterward, what then?” + +She laughed merrily. + +“Yes, just so, before and after! When I’m going to sleep I hear him +jawing away again. But the biggest bore of all is that we can’t argue +about anything now without his growing ‘pi.’ I’ve always been +religious. Yes, chaff as much as you like; that won’t prevent me +believing what I do believe! Only he’s too much of a nuisance: he +blubbers; he talks about remorse. The day before yesterday, for +instance, he had a regular fit of it after our usual row, and I wasn’t +the least bit reassured when all was over.” + +But she broke off, crying out: + +“Just look at the Mignons arriving. Dear me, they’ve brought the +children! Oh, how those little chaps are dressed up!” + +The Mignons were in a landau of severe hue; there was something +substantially luxurious about their turnout, suggesting rich retired +tradespeople. Rose was in a gray silk gown trimmed with red knots and +with puffs; she was smiling happily at the joyous behavior of Henri and +Charles, who sat on the front seat, looking awkward in their +ill-fitting collegians’ tunics. But when the landau had drawn up by the +rails and she perceived Nana sitting in triumph among her bouquets, +with her four horses and her liveries, she pursed up her lips, sat bolt +upright and turned her head away. Mignon, on the other hand, looking +the picture of freshness and gaiety, waved her a salutation. He made it +a matter of principle to keep out of feminine disagreements. + +“By the by,” Nana resumed, “d’you know a little old man who’s very +clean and neat and has bad teeth—a Monsieur Venot? He came to see me +this morning.” + +“Monsieur Venot?” said Georges in great astonishment. “It’s impossible! +Why, the man’s a Jesuit!” + +“Precisely; I spotted that. Oh, you have no idea what our conversation +was like! It was just funny! He spoke to me about the count, about his +divided house, and begged me to restore a family its happiness. He was +very polite and very smiling for the matter of that. Then I answered to +the effect that I wanted nothing better, and I undertook to reconcile +the count and his wife. You know it’s not humbug. I should be delighted +to see them all happy again, the poor things! Besides, it would be a +relief to me for there are days—yes, there are days—when he bores me to +death.” + +The weariness of the last months escaped her in this heartfelt +outburst. Moreover, the count appeared to be in big money difficulties; +he was anxious and it seemed likely that the bill which Labordette had +put his name to would not be met. + +“Dear me, the countess is down yonder,” said Georges, letting his gaze +wander over the stands. + +“Where, where?” cried Nana. “What eyes that baby’s got! Hold my +sunshade, Philippe.” + +But with a quick forward dart Georges had outstripped his brother. It +enchanted him to be holding the blue silk sunshade with its silver +fringe. Nana was scanning the scene through a huge pair of field +glasses. + +“Ah yes! I see her,” she said at length. “In the right-hand stand, near +a pillar, eh? She’s in mauve, and her daughter in white by her side. +Dear me, there’s Daguenet going to bow to them.” + +Thereupon Philippe talked of Daguenet’s approaching marriage with that +lath of an Estelle. It was a settled matter—the banns were being +published. At first the countess had opposed it, but the count, they +said, had insisted. Nana smiled. + +“I know, I know,” she murmured. “So much the better for Paul. He’s a +nice boy—he deserves it.” + +And leaning toward Louiset: + +“You’re enjoying yourself, eh? What a grave face!” + +The child never smiled. With a very old expression he was gazing at all +those crowds, as though the sight of them filled him with melancholy +reflections. Bijou, chased from the skirts of the young woman who was +moving about a great deal, had come to nestle, shivering, against the +little fellow. + +Meanwhile the field was filling up. Carriages, a compact, interminable +file of them, were continually arriving through the Porte de la +Cascade. There were big omnibuses such as the Pauline, which had +started from the Boulevard des Italiens, freighted with its fifty +passengers, and was now going to draw up to the right of the stands. +Then there were dogcarts, victorias, landaus, all superbly well turned +out, mingled with lamentable cabs which jolted along behind sorry old +hacks, and four-in-hands, sending along their four horses, and mail +coaches, where the masters sat on the seats above and left the servants +to take care of the hampers of champagne inside, and “spiders,” the +immense wheels of which were a flash of glittering steel, and light +tandems, which looked as delicately formed as the works of a clock and +slipped along amid a peal of little bells. Every few seconds an +equestrian rode by, and a swarm of people on foot rushed in a scared +way among the carriages. On the green the far-off rolling sound which +issued from the avenues in the Bois died out suddenly in dull +rustlings, and now nothing was audible save the hubbub of the +ever-increasing crowds and cries and calls and the crackings of whips +in the open. When the sun, amid bursts of wind, reappeared at the edge +of a cloud, a long ray of golden light ran across the field, lit up the +harness and the varnished coach panels and touched the ladies’ dresses +with fire, while amid the dusty radiance the coachmen, high up on their +boxes, flamed beside their great whips. + +Labordette was getting out of an open carriage where Gaga, Clarisse and +Blanche de Sivry had kept a place for him. As he was hurrying to cross +the course and enter the weighing enclosure Nana got Georges to call +him. Then when he came up: + +“What’s the betting on me?” she asked laughingly. + +She referred to the filly Nana, the Nana who had let herself be +shamefully beaten in the race for the Prix de Diane and had not even +been placed in April and May last when she ran for the Prix des Cars +and the Grande Poule des Produits, both of which had been gained by +Lusignan, the other horse in the Vandeuvres stable. Lusignan had all at +once become prime favorite, and since yesterday he had been currently +taken at two to one. + +“Always fifty to one against,” replied Labordette. + +“The deuce! I’m not worth much,” rejoined Nana, amused by the jest. “I +don’t back myself then; no, by jingo! I don’t put a single louis on +myself.” + +Labordette went off again in a great hurry, but she recalled him. She +wanted some advice. Since he kept in touch with the world of trainers +and jockeys he had special information about various stables. His +prognostications had come true a score of times already, and people +called him the “King of Tipsters.” + +“Let’s see, what horses ought I to choose?” said the young woman. +“What’s the betting on the Englishman?” + +“Spirit? Three to one against. Valerio II, the same. As to the others, +they’re laying twenty-five to one against Cosinus, forty to one against +Hazard, thirty to one against Bourn, thirty-five to one against +Pichenette, ten to one against Frangipane.” + +“No, I don’t bet on the Englishman, I don’t. I’m a patriot. Perhaps +Valerio II would do, eh? The Duc de Corbreuse was beaming a little +while ago. Well, no, after all! Fifty louis on Lusignan; what do you +say to that?” + +Labordette looked at her with a singular expression. She leaned forward +and asked him questions in a low voice, for she was aware that +Vandeuvres commissioned him to arrange matters with the bookmakers so +as to be able to bet the more easily. Supposing him to have got to know +something, he might quite well tell it her. But without entering into +explanations Labordette persuaded her to trust to his sagacity. He +would put on her fifty louis for her as he might think best, and she +would not repent of his arrangement. + +“All the horses you like!” she cried gaily, letting him take his +departure, “but no Nana; she’s a jade!” + +There was a burst of uproarious laughter in the carriage. The young men +thought her sally very amusing, while Louiset in his ignorance lifted +his pale eyes to his mother’s face, for her loud exclamations surprised +him. However, there was no escape for Labordette as yet. Rose Mignon +had made a sign to him and was now giving him her commands while he +wrote figures in a notebook. Then Clarisse and Gaga called him back in +order to change their bets, for they had heard things said in the +crowd, and now they didn’t want to have anything more to do with +Valerio II and were choosing Lusignan. He wrote down their wishes with +an impassible expression and at length managed to escape. He could be +seen disappearing between two of the stands on the other side of the +course. + +Carriages were still arriving. They were by this time drawn up five +rows deep, and a dense mass of them spread along the barriers, +checkered by the light coats of white horses. Beyond them other +carriages stood about in comparative isolation, looking as though they +had stuck fast in the grass. Wheels and harness were here, there and +everywhere, according as the conveyances to which they belonged were +side by side, at an angle, across and across or head to head. Over such +spaces of turf as still remained unoccupied cavaliers kept trotting, +and black groups of pedestrians moved continually. The scene resembled +the field where a fair is being held, and above it all, amid the +confused motley of the crowd, the drinking booths raised their gray +canvas roofs which gleamed white in the sunshine. But a veritable +tumult, a mob, an eddy of hats, surged round the several bookmakers, +who stood in open carriages gesticulating like itinerant dentists while +their odds were pasted up on tall boards beside them. + +“All the same, it’s stupid not to know on what horse one’s betting,” +Nana was remarking. “I really must risk some louis in person.” + +She had stood up to select a bookmaker with a decent expression of face +but forgot what she wanted on perceiving a perfect crowd of her +acquaintance. Besides the Mignons, besides Gaga, Clarisse and Blanche, +there were present, to the right and left, behind and in the middle of +the mass of carriages now hemming in her landau, the following ladies: +Tatan Nene and Maria Blond in a victoria, Caroline Hequet with her +mother and two gentlemen in an open carriage, Louise Violaine quite +alone, driving a little basket chaise decked with orange and green +ribbons, the colors of the Mechain stables, and finally, Léa de Horn on +the lofty seat of a mail coach, where a band of young men were making a +great din. Farther off, in a HUIT RESSORTS of aristocratic appearance, +Lucy Stewart, in a very simple black silk dress, sat, looking +distinguished beside a tall young man in the uniform of a naval cadet. +But what most astounded Nana was the arrival of Simonne in a tandem +which Steiner was driving, while a footman sat motionless, with folded +arms, behind them. She looked dazzling in white satin striped with +yellow and was covered with diamonds from waist to hat. The banker, on +his part, was handling a tremendous whip and sending along his two +horses, which were harnessed tandemwise, the leader being a little +warm-colored chestnut with a mouselike trot, the shaft horse a big +brown bay, a stepper, with a fine action. + +“Deuce take it!” said Nana. “So that thief Steiner has cleared the +Bourse again, has he? I say, isn’t Simonne a swell! It’s too much of a +good thing; he’ll get into the clutches of the law!” + +Nevertheless, she exchanged greetings at a distance. Indeed, she kept +waving her hand and smiling, turning round and forgetting no one in her +desire to be seen by everybody. At the same time she continued +chatting. + +“It’s her son Lucy’s got in tow! He’s charming in his uniform. That’s +why she’s looking so grand, of course! You know she’s afraid of him and +that she passes herself off as an actress. Poor young man, I pity him +all the same! He seems quite unsuspicious.” + +“Bah,” muttered Philippe, laughing, “she’ll be able to find him an +heiress in the country when she likes.” + +Nana was silent, for she had just noticed the Tricon amid the thick of +the carriages. Having arrived in a cab, whence she could not see +anything, the Tricon had quietly mounted the coach box. And there, +straightening up her tall figure, with her noble face enshrined in its +long curls, she dominated the crowd as though enthroned amid her +feminine subjects. All the latter smiled discreetly at her while she, +in her superiority, pretended not to know them. She wasn’t there for +business purposes: she was watching the races for the love of the +thing, as became a frantic gambler with a passion for horseflesh. + +“Dear me, there’s that idiot La Faloise!” said Georges suddenly. + +It was a surprise to them all. Nana did not recognize her La Faloise, +for since he had come into his inheritance he had grown extraordinarily +up to date. He wore a low collar and was clad in a cloth of delicate +hue which fitted close to his meager shoulders. His hair was in little +bandeaux, and he affected a weary kind of swagger, a soft tone of voice +and slang words and phrases which he did not take the trouble to +finish. + +“But he’s quite the thing!” declared Nana in perfect enchantment. + +Gaga and Clarisse had called La Faloise and were throwing themselves at +him in their efforts to regain his allegiance, but he left them +immediately, rolling off in a chaffing, disdainful manner. Nana dazzled +him. He rushed up to her and stood on the carriage step, and when she +twitted him about Gaga he murmured: + +“Oh dear, no! We’ve seen the last of the old lot! Mustn’t play her off +on me any more. And then, you know, it’s you now, Juliet mine!” + +He had put his hand to his heart. Nana laughed a good deal at this +exceedingly sudden out-of-door declaration. She continued: + +“I say, that’s not what I’m after. You’re making me forget that I want +to lay wagers. Georges, you see that bookmaker down there, a great +red-faced man with curly hair? He’s got a dirty blackguard expression +which I like. You’re to go and choose—Oh, I say, what can one choose?” + +“I’m not a patriotic soul—oh dear, no!” La Faloise blurted out. “I’m +all for the Englishman. It will be ripping if the Englishman gains! The +French may go to Jericho!” + +Nana was scandalized. Presently the merits of the several horses began +to be discussed, and La Faloise, wishing to be thought very much in the +swim, spoke of them all as sorry jades. Frangipane, Baron Verdier’s +horse, was by The Truth out of Lenore. A big bay horse he was, who +would certainly have stood a chance if they hadn’t let him get +foundered during training. As to Valerio II from the Corbreuse stable, +he wasn’t ready yet; he’d had the colic in April. Oh yes, they were +keeping that dark, but he was sure of it, on his honor! In the end he +advised Nana to choose Hazard, the most defective of the lot, a horse +nobody would have anything to do with. Hazard, by jingo—such superb +lines and such an action! That horse was going to astonish the people. + +“No,” said Nana, “I’m going to put ten louis on Lusignan and five on +Boum.” + +La Faloise burst forth at once: + +“But, my dear girl, Boum’s all rot! Don’t choose him! Gasc himself is +chucking up backing his own horse. And your Lusignan—never! Why, it’s +all humbug! By Lamb and Princess—just think! By Lamb and Princess—no, +by Jove! All too short in the legs!” + +He was choking. Philippe pointed out that, notwithstanding this, +Lusignan had won the Prix des Cars and the Grande Poule des Produits. +But the other ran on again. What did that prove? Nothing at all. On the +contrary, one ought to distrust him. And besides, Gresham rode +Lusignan; well then, let them jolly well dry up! Gresham had bad luck; +he would never get to the post. + +And from one end of the field to the other the discussion raging in +Nana’s landau seemed to spread and increase. Voices were raised in a +scream; the passion for gambling filled the air, set faces glowing and +arms waving excitedly, while the bookmakers, perched on their +conveyances, shouted odds and jotted down amounts right furiously. Yet +these were only the small fry of the betting world; the big bets were +made in the weighing enclosure. Here, then, raged the keen contest of +people with light purses who risked their five-franc pieces and +displayed infinite covetousness for the sake of a possible gain of a +few louis. In a word, the battle would be between Spirit and Lusignan. +Englishmen, plainly recognizable as such, were strolling about among +the various groups. They were quite at home; their faces were fiery +with excitement; they were afready triumphant. Bramah, a horse +belonging to Lord Reading, had gained the Grand Prix the previous year, +and this had been a defeat over which hearts were still bleeding. This +year it would be terrible if France were beaten anew. Accordingly all +the ladies were wild with national pride. The Vandeuvres stable became +the rampart of their honor, and Lusignan was pushed and defended and +applauded exceedingly. Gaga, Blanche, Caroline and the rest betted on +Lusignan. Lucy Stewart abstained from this on account of her son, but +it was bruited abroad that Rose Mignon had commissioned Labordette to +risk two hundred louis for her. The Tricon, as she sat alone next her +driver, waited till the last moment. Very cool, indeed, amid all these +disputes, very far above the ever-increasing uproar in which horses’ +names kept recurring and lively Parisian phrases mingled with guttural +English exclamations, she sat listening and taking notes majestically. + +“And Nana?” said Georges. “Does no one want her?” + +Indeed, nobody was asking for the filly; she was not even being +mentioned. The outsider of the Vandeuvres’s stud was swamped by +Lusignan’s popularity. But La Faloise flung his arms up, crying: + +“I’ve an inspiration. I’ll bet a louis on Nana.” + +“Bravo! I bet a couple,” said Georges. + +“And I three,” added Philippe. + +And they mounted up and up, bidding against one another good-humoredly +and naming prices as though they had been haggling over Nana at an +auction. La Faloise said he would cover her with gold. Besides, +everybody was to be made to back her; they would go and pick up +backers. But as the three young men were darting off to propagandize, +Nana shouted after them: + +“You know I don’t want to have anything to do with her; I don’t for the +world! Georges, ten louis on Lusignan and five on Valerio II.” + +Meanwhile they had started fairly off, and she watched them gaily as +they slipped between wheels, ducked under horses’ heads and scoured the +whole field. The moment they recognized anyone in a carriage they +rushed up and urged Nana’s claims. And there were great bursts of +laughter among the crowd when sometimes they turned back, triumphantly +signaling amounts with their fingers, while the young woman stood and +waved her sunshade. Nevertheless, they made poor enough work of it. +Some men let themselves be persuaded; Steiner, for instance, ventured +three louis, for the sight of Nana stirred him. But the women refused +point-blank. “Thanks,” they said; “to lose for a certainty!” Besides, +they were in no hurry to work for the benefit of a dirty wench who was +overwhelming them all with her four white horses, her postilions and +her outrageous assumption of side. Gaga and Clarisse looked exceedingly +prim and asked La Faloise whether he was jolly well making fun of them. +When Georges boldly presented himself before the Mignons’ carriage Rose +turned her head away in the most marked manner and did not answer him. +One must be a pretty foul sort to let one’s name be given to a horse! +Mignon, on the contrary, followed the young man’s movements with a look +of amusement and declared that the women always brought luck. + +“Well?” queried Nana when the young men returned after a prolonged +visit to the bookmakers. + +“The odds are forty to one against you,” said La Faloise. + +“What’s that? Forty to one!” she cried, astounded. “They were fifty to +one against me. What’s happened?” + +Labordette had just then reappeared. The course was being cleared, and +the pealing of a bell announced the first race. Amid the expectant +murmur of the bystanders she questioned him about this sudden rise in +her value. But he replied evasively; doubtless a demand for her had +arisen. She had to content herself with this explanation. Moreover, +Labordette announced with a preoccupied expression that Vandeuvres was +coming if he could get away. + +The race was ending unnoticed; people were all waiting for the Grand +Prix to be run—when a storm burst over the Hippodrome. For some minutes +past the sun had disappeared, and a wan twilight had darkened over the +multitude. Then the wind rose, and there ensued a sudden deluge. Huge +drops, perfect sheets of water, fell. There was a momentary confusion, +and people shouted and joked and swore, while those on foot scampered +madly off to find refuge under the canvas of the drinking booths. In +the carriages the women did their best to shelter themselves, grasping +their sunshades with both hands, while the bewildered footmen ran to +the hoods. But the shower was already nearly over, and the sun began +shining brilliantly through escaping clouds of fine rain. A blue cleft +opened in the stormy mass, which was blown off over the Bois, and the +skies seemed to smile again and to set the women laughing in a +reassured manner, while amid the snorting of horses and the disarray +and agitation of the drenched multitude that was shaking itself dry a +broad flush of golden light lit up the field, still dripping and +glittering with crystal drops. + +“Oh, that poor, dear Louiset!” said Nana. “Are you very drenched, my +darling?” + +The little thing silently allowed his hands to be wiped. The young +woman had taken out her handkerchief. Then she dabbed it over Bijou, +who was trembling more violently than ever. It would not matter in the +least; there were a few drops on the white satin of her dress, but she +didn’t care a pin for them. The bouquets, refreshed by the rain, glowed +like snow, and she smelled one ecstatically, drenching her lips in it +as though it were wet with dew. + +Meanwhile the burst of rain had suddenly filled the stands. Nana looked +at them through her field glasses. At that distance you could only +distinguish a compact, confused mass of people, heaped up, as it were, +on the ascending ranges of steps, a dark background relieved by light +dots which were human faces. The sunlight filtered in through openings +near the roof at each end of the stand and detached and illumined +portions of the seated multitude, where the ladies’ dresses seemed to +lose their distinguishing colors. But Nana was especially amused by the +ladies whom the shower had driven from the rows of chairs ranged on the +sand at the base of the stands. As courtesans were absolutely forbidden +to enter the enclosure, she began making exceedingly bitter remarks +about all the fashionable women therein assembled. She thought them +fearfully dressed up, and such guys! + +There was a rumor that the empress was entering the little central +stand, a pavilion built like a chalet, with a wide balcony furnished +with red armchairs. + +“Why, there he is!” said Georges. “I didn’t think he was on duty this +week.” + +The stiff and solemn form of the Count Muffat had appeared behind the +empress. Thereupon the young men jested and were sorry that Satin +wasn’t there to go and dig him in the ribs. But Nana’s field glass +focused the head of the Prince of Scots in the imperial stand. + +“Gracious, it’s Charles!” she cried. + +She thought him stouter than formerly. In eighteen months he had +broadened, and with that she entered into particulars. Oh yes, he was a +big, solidly built fellow! + +All round her in the ladies’ carriages they were whispering that the +count had given her up. It was quite a long story. Since he had been +making himself noticeable, the Tuileries had grown scandalized at the +chamberlain’s conduct. Whereupon, in order to retain his position, he +had recently broken it off with Nana. La Faloise bluntly reported this +account of matters to the young woman and, addressing her as his +Juliet, again offered himself. But she laughed merrily and remarked: + +“It’s idiotic! You won’t know him; I’ve only to say, ‘Come here,’ for +him to chuck up everything.” + +For some seconds past she had been examining the Countess Sabine and +Estelle. Daguenet was still at their side. Fauchery had just arrived +and was disturbing the people round him in his desire to make his bow +to them. He, too, stayed smilingly beside them. After that Nana pointed +with disdainful action at the stands and continued: + +“Then, you know, those people don’t fetch me any longer now! I know ’em +too well. You should see ’em behind scenes. No more honor! It’s all up +with honor! Filth belowstairs, filth abovestairs, filth everywhere. +That’s why I won’t be bothered about ’em!” + +And with a comprehensive gesture she took in everybody, from the grooms +leading the horses on to the course to the sovereign lady busy chatting +with with Charles, a prince and a dirty fellow to boot. + +“Bravo, Nana! Awfully smart, Nana!” cried La Faloise enthusiastically. + +The tolling of a bell was lost in the wind; the races continued. The +Prix d’Ispahan had just been run for and Berlingot, a horse belonging +to the Mechain stable, had won. Nana recalled Labordette in order to +obtain news of the hundred louis, but he burst out laughing and refused +to let her know the horses he had chosen for her, so as not to disturb +the luck, as he phrased it. Her money was well placed; she would see +that all in good time. And when she confessed her bets to him and told +him how she had put ten louis on Lusignan and five on Valerio II, he +shrugged his shoulders, as who should say that women did stupid things +whatever happened. His action surprised her; she was quite at sea. + +Just then the field grew more animated than before. Open-air lunches +were arranged in the interval before the Grand Prix. There was much +eating and more drinking in all directions, on the grass, on the high +seats of the four-in-hands and mail coaches, in the victorias, the +broughams, the landaus. There was a universal spread of cold viands and +a fine disorderly display of champagne baskets which footmen kept +handing down out of the coach boots. Corks came out with feeble pops, +which the wind drowned. There was an interchange of jests, and the +sound of breaking glasses imparted a note of discord to the high-strung +gaiety of the scene. Gaga and Clarisse, together with Blanche, were +making a serious repast, for they were eating sandwiches on the +carriage rug with which they had been covering their knees. Louise +Violaine had got down from her basket carriage and had joined Caroline +Hequet. On the turf at their feet some gentlemen had instituted a +drinking bar, whither Tatan, Maria, Simonne and the rest came to +refresh themselves, while high in air and close at hand bottles were +being emptied on Léa de Horn’s mail coach, and, with infinite bravado +and gesticulation, a whole band were making themselves tipsy in the +sunshine, above the heads of the crowd. Soon, however, there was an +especially large crowd by Nana’s landau. She had risen to her feet and +had set herself to pour out glasses of champagne for the men who came +to pay her their respects. Francois, one of the footmen, was passing up +the bottles while La Faloise, trying hard to imitate a coster’s +accents, kept pattering away: + +“’Ere y’re, given away, given away! There’s some for everybody!” + +“Do be still, dear boy,” Nana ended by saying. “We look like a set of +tumblers.” + +She thought him very droll and was greatly entertained. At one moment +she conceived the idea of sending Georges with a glass of champagne to +Rose Mignon, who was affecting temperance. Henri and Charles were bored +to distraction; they would have been glad of some champagne, the poor +little fellows. But Georges drank the glassful, for he feared an +argument. Then Nana remembered Louiset, who was sitting forgotten +behind her. Maybe he was thirsty, and she forced him to take a drop or +two of wine, which made him cough dreadfully. + +“’Ere y’are, ’ere y’are, gemmen!” La Faloise reiterated. “It don’t cost +two sous; it don’t cost one. We give it away.” + +But Nana broke in with an exclamation: + +“Gracious, there’s Bordenave down there! Call him. Oh, run, please, +please do!” + +It was indeed Bordenave. He was strolling about with his hands behind +his back, wearing a hat that looked rusty in the sunlight and a greasy +frock coat that was glossy at the seams. It was Bordenave shattered by +bankruptcy, yet furious despite all reverses, a Bordenave who flaunted +his misery among all the fine folks with the hardihood becoming a man +ever ready to take Dame Fortune by storm. + +“The deuce, how smart we are!” he said when Nana extended her hand to +him like the good-natured wench she was. + +Presently, after emptying a glass of champagne, he gave vent to the +following profoundly regretful phrase: + +“Ah, if only I were a woman! But, by God, that’s nothing! Would you +like to go on the stage again? I’ve a notion: I’ll hire the Gaîté, and +we’ll gobble up Paris between us. You certainly owe it me, eh?” + +And he lingered, grumbling, beside her, though glad to see her again; +for, he said, that confounded Nana was balm to his feelings. Yes, it +was balm to them merely to exist in her presence! She was his daughter; +she was blood of his blood! + +The circle increased, for now La Faloise was filling glasses, and +Georges and Philippe were picking up friends. A stealthy impulse was +gradually bringing in the whole field. Nana would fling everyone a +laughing smile or an amusing phrase. The groups of tipplers were +drawing near, and all the champagne scattered over the place was moving +in her direction. Soon there was only one noisy crowd, and that was +round her landau, where she queened it among outstretched glasses, her +yellow hair floating on the breeze and her snowy face bathed in the +sunshine. Then by way of a finishing touch and to make the other women, +who were mad at her triumph, simply perish of envy, she lifted a +brimming glass on high and assumed her old pose as Venus Victrix. + +But somebody touched her shoulder, and she was surprised, on turning +round, to see Mignon on the seat. She vanished from view an instant and +sat herself down beside him, for he had come to communicate a matter of +importance. Mignon had everywhere declared that it was ridiculous of +his wife to bear Nana a grudge; he thought her attitude stupid and +useless. + +“Look here, my dear,” he whispered. “Be careful: don’t madden Rose too +much. You understand, I think it best to warn you. Yes, she’s got a +weapon in store, and as she’s never forgiven you the Petite Duchesse +business—” + +“A weapon,” said Nana; “what’s that blooming well got to do with me?” + +“Just listen: it’s a letter she must have found in Fauchery’s pocket, a +letter written to that screw Fauchery by the Countess Muffat. And, by +Jove, it’s clear the whole story’s in it. Well then, Rose wants to send +the letter to the count so as to be revenged on him and on you.” + +“What the deuce has that got to do with me?” Nana repeated. “It’s a +funny business. So the whole story about Fauchery’s in it! Very well, +so much the better; the woman has been exasperating me! We shall have a +good laugh!” + +“No, I don’t wish it,” Mignon briskly rejoined. “There’ll be a pretty +scandal! Besides, we’ve got nothing to gain.” + +He paused, fearing lest he should say too much, while she loudly +averred that she was most certainly not going to get a chaste woman +into trouble. + +But when he still insisted on his refusal she looked steadily at him. +Doubtless he was afraid of seeing Fauchery again introduced into his +family in case he broke with the countess. While avenging her own +wrongs, Rose was anxious for that to happen, since she still felt a +kindness toward the journalist. And Nana waxed meditative and thought +of M. Venot’s call, and a plan began to take shape in her brain, while +Mignon was doing his best to talk her over. + +“Let’s suppose that Rose sends the letter, eh? There’s food for +scandal: you’re mixed up in the business, and people say you’re the +cause of it all. Then to begin with, the count separates from his +wife.” + +“Why should he?” she said. “On the contrary—” + +She broke off, in her turn. There was no need for her to think aloud. +So in order to be rid of Mignon she looked as though she entered into +his view of the case, and when he advised her to give Rose some proof +of her submission—to pay her a short visit on the racecourse, for +instance, where everybody would see her—she replied that she would see +about it, that she would think the matter over. + +A commotion caused her to stand up again. On the course the horses were +coming in amid a sudden blast of wind. The prize given by the city of +Paris had just been run for, and Cornemuse had gained it. Now the Grand +Prix was about to be run, and the fever of the crowd increased, and +they were tortured by anxiety and stamped and swayed as though they +wanted to make the minutes fly faster. At this ultimate moment the +betting world was surprised and startled by the continued shortening of +the odds against Nana, the outsider of the Vandeuvres stables. +Gentlemen kept returning every few moments with a new quotation: the +betting was thirty to one against Nana; it was twenty-five to one +against Nana, then twenty to one, then fifteen to one. No one could +understand it. A filly beaten on all the racecourses! A filly which +that same morning no single sportsman would take at fifty to one +against! What did this sudden madness betoken? Some laughed at it and +spoke of the pretty doing awaiting the duffers who were being taken in +by the joke. Others looked serious and uneasy and sniffed out something +ugly under it all. Perhaps there was a “deal” in the offing. Allusion +was made to well-known stories about the robberies which are winked at +on racecourses, but on this occasion the great name of Vandeuvres put a +stop to all such accusations, and the skeptics in the end prevailed +when they prophesied that Nana would come in last of all. + +“Who’s riding Nana?” queried La Faloise. + +Just then the real Nana reappeared, whereat the gentlemen lent his +question an indecent meaning and burst into an uproarious fit of +laughter. Nana bowed. + +“Price is up,” she replied. + +And with that the discussion began again. Price was an English +celebrity. Why had Vandeuvres got this jockey to come over, seeing that +Gresham ordinarily rode Nana? Besides, they were astonished to see him +confiding Lusignan to this man Gresham, who, according to La Faloise, +never got a place. But all these remarks were swallowed up in jokes, +contradictions and an extraordinarily noisy confusion of opinions. In +order to kill time the company once more set themselves to drain +bottles of champagne. Presently a whisper ran round, and the different +groups opened outward. It was Vandeuvres. Nana affected vexation. + +“Dear me, you’re a nice fellow to come at this time of day! Why, I’m +burning to see the enclosure.” + +“Well, come along then,” he said; “there’s still time. You’ll take a +stroll round with me. I just happen to have a permit for a lady about +me.” + +And he led her off on his arm while she enjoyed the jealous glances +with which Lucy, Caroline and the others followed her. The young Hugons +and La Faloise remained in the landau behind her retreating figure and +continued to do the honors of her champagne. She shouted to them that +she would return immediately. + +But Vandeuvres caught sight of Labordette and called him, and there was +an interchange of brief sentences. + +“You’ve scraped everything up?” + +“Yes.” + +“To what amount?” + +“Fifteen hundred louis—pretty well all over the place.” + +As Nana was visibly listening, and that with much curiosity, they held +their tongues. Vandeuvres was very nervous, and he had those same clear +eyes, shot with little flames, which so frightened her the night he +spoke of burning himself and his horses together. As they crossed over +the course she spoke low and familiarly. + +“I say, do explain this to me. Why are the odds on your filly +changing?” + +He trembled, and this sentence escaped him: + +“Ah, they’re talking, are they? What a set those betting men are! When +I’ve got the favorite they all throw themselves upon him, and there’s +no chance for me. After that, when an outsider’s asked for, they give +tongue and yell as though they were being skinned.” + +“You ought to tell me what’s going to happen—I’ve made my bets,” she +rejoined. “Has Nana a chance?” + +A sudden, unreasonable burst of anger overpowered him. + +“Won’t you deuced well let me be, eh? Every horse has a chance. The +odds are shortening because, by Jove, people have taken the horse. Who, +I don’t know. I should prefer leaving you if you must needs badger me +with your idiotic questions.” + +Such a tone was not germane either to his temperament or his habits, +and Nana was rather surprised than wounded. Besides, he was ashamed of +himself directly afterward, and when she begged him in a dry voice to +behave politely he apologized. For some time past he had suffered from +such sudden changes of temper. No one in the Paris of pleasure or of +society was ignorant of the fact that he was playing his last trump +card today. If his horses did not win, if, moreover, they lost him the +considerable sums wagered upon them, it would mean utter disaster and +collapse for him, and the bulwark of his credit and the lofty +appearance which, though undermined, he still kept up, would come +ruining noisily down. Moreover, no one was ignorant of the fact that +Nana was the devouring siren who had finished him off, who had been the +last to attack his crumbling fortunes and to sweep up what remained of +them. Stories were told of wild whims and fancies, of gold scattered to +the four winds, of a visit to Baden-Baden, where she had not left him +enough to pay the hotel bill, of a handful of diamonds cast on the fire +during an evening of drunkenness in order to see whether they would +burn like coal. Little by little her great limbs and her coarse, +plebeian way of laughing had gained complete mastery over this elegant, +degenerate son of an ancient race. At that time he was risking his all, +for he had been so utterly overpowered by his taste for ordure and +stupidity as to have even lost the vigor of his skepticism. A week +before Nana had made him promise her a château on the Norman coast +between Havre and Trouville, and now he was staking the very +foundations of his honor on the fulfillment of his word. Only she was +getting on his nerves, and he could have beaten her, so stupid did he +feel her to be. + +The man at the gate, not daring to stop the woman hanging on the +count’s arm, had allowed them to enter the enclosure. Nana, greatly +puffed up at the thought that at last she was setting foot on the +forbidden ground, put on her best behavior and walked slowly by the +ladies seated at the foot of the stands. On ten rows of chairs the +toilets were densely massed, and in the blithe open air their bright +colors mingled harmoniously. Chairs were scattered about, and as people +met one another friendly circles were formed, just as though the +company had been sitting under the trees in a public garden. Children +had been allowed to go free and were running from group to group, while +over head the stands rose tier above crowded tier and the light-colored +dresses therein faded into the delicate shadows of the timberwork. Nana +stared at all these ladies. She stared steadily and markedly at the +Countess Sabine. After which, as she was passing in front of the +imperial stand, the sight of Muffat, looming in all his official +stiffness by the side of the empress, made her very merry. + +“Oh, how silly he looks!” she said at the top of her voice to +Vandeuvres. She was anxious to pay everything a visit. This small +parklike region, with its green lawns and groups of trees, rather +charmed her than otherwise. A vendor of ices had set up a large buffet +near the entrance gates, and beneath a rustic thatched roof a dense +throng of people were shouting and gesticulating. This was the ring. +Close by were some empty stalls, and Nana was disappointed at +discovering only a gendarme’s horse there. Then there was the paddock, +a small course some hundred meters in circumference, where a stable +help was walking about Valerio II in his horsecloths. And, oh, what a +lot of men on the graveled sidewalks, all of them with their tickets +forming an orange-colored patch in their bottonholes! And what a +continual parade of people in the open galleries of the grandstands! +The scene interested her for a moment or two, but truly, it was not +worth while getting the spleen because they didn’t admit you inside +here. + +Daguenet and Fauchery passed by and bowed to her. She made them a sign, +and they had to come up. Thereupon she made hay of the weighing-in +enclosure. But she broke off abruptly: + +“Dear me, there’s the Marquis de Chouard! How old he’s growing! That +old man’s killing himself! Is he still as mad about it as ever?” + +Thereupon Daguenet described the old man’s last brilliant stroke. The +story dated from the day before yesterday, and no one knew it as yet. +After dangling about for months he had bought her daughter Amelie from +Gaga for thirty thousand francs, they said. + +“Good gracious! That’s a nice business!” cried Nana in disgust. “Go in +for the regular thing, please! But now that I come to think of it, that +must be Lili down there on the grass with a lady in a brougham. I +recognized the face. The old boy will have brought her out.” + +Vandeuvres was not listening; he was impatient and longed to get rid of +her. But Fauchery having remarked at parting that if she had not seen +the bookmakers she had seen nothing, the count was obliged to take her +to them in spite of his obvious repugnance. And she was perfectly happy +at once; that truly was a curious sight, she said! + +Amid lawns bordered by young horse-chestnut trees there was a round +open enclosure, where, forming a vast circle under the shadow of the +tender green leaves, a dense line of bookmakers was waiting for betting +men, as though they had been hucksters at a fair. In order to overtop +and command the surrounding crowd they had taken up positions on wooden +benches, and they were advertising their prices on the trees beside +them. They had an ever-vigilant glance, and they booked wagers in +answer to a single sign, a mere wink, so rapidly that certain curious +onlookers watched them openmouthed, without being able to understand it +all. Confusion reigned; prices were shouted, and any unexpected change +in a quotation was received with something like tumult. Occasionally +scouts entered the place at a run and redoubled the uproar as they +stopped at the entrance to the rotunda and, at the tops of their +voices, announced departures and arrivals. In this place, where the +gambling fever was pulsing in the sunshine, such announcements were +sure to raise a prolonged muttering sound. + +“They ARE funny!” murmured Nana, greatly entertained. + +“Their features look as if they had been put on the wrong way. Just you +see that big fellow there; I shouldn’t care to meet him all alone in +the middle of a wood.” + +But Vandeuvres pointed her out a bookmaker, once a shopman in a fancy +repository, who had made three million francs in two years. He was +slight of build, delicate and fair, and people all round him treated +him with great respect. They smiled when they addressed him, while +others took up positions close by in order to catch a glimpse of him. + +They were at length leaving the ring when Vandeuvres nodded slightly to +another bookmaker, who thereupon ventured to call him. It was one of +his former coachmen, an enormous fellow with the shoulders of an ox and +a high color. Now that he was trying his fortunes at race meetings on +the strength of some mysteriously obtained capital, the count was doing +his utmost to push him, confiding to him his secret bets and treating +him on all occasions as a servant to whom one shows one’s true +character. Yet despite this protection, the man had in rapid succession +lost very heavy sums, and today he, too, was playing his last card. +There was blood in his eyes; he looked fit to drop with apoplexy. + +“Well, Marechal,” queried the count in the lowest of voices, “to what +amount have you laid odds?” + +“To five thousand louis, Monsieur le Comte,” replied the bookmaker, +likewise lowering his voice. “A pretty job, eh? I’ll confess to you +that I’ve increased the odds; I’ve made it three to one.” + +Vandeuvres looked very much put out. + +“No, no, I don’t want you to do that. Put it at two to one again +directly. I shan’t tell you any more, Marechal.” + +“Oh, how can it hurt, Monsieur le Comte, at this time o’ day?” rejoined +the other with the humble smile befitting an accomplice. “I had to +attract the people so as to lay your two thousand louis.” + +At this Vandeuvres silenced him. But as he was going off Marechal +remembered something and was sorry he had not questioned him about the +shortening of the odds on the filly. It would be a nice business for +him if the filly stood a chance, seeing that he had just laid fifty to +one about her in two hundreds. + +Nana, though she did not understand a word of what the count was +whispering, dared not, however, ask for new explanations. He seemed +more nervous than before and abruptly handed her over to Labordette, +whom they came upon in front of the weighing-in room. + +“You’ll take her back,” he said. “I’ve got something on hand. Au +revoir!” + +And he entered the room, which was narrow and low-pitched and half +filled with a great pair of scales. It was like a waiting room in a +suburban station, and Nana was again hugely disillusioned, for she had +been picturing to herself something on a very vast scale, a monumental +machine, in fact, for weighing horses. Dear me, they only weighed the +jockeys! Then it wasn’t worth while making such a fuss with their +weighing! In the scale a jockey with an idiotic expression was waiting, +harness on knee, till a stout man in a frock coat should have done +verifying his weight. At the door a stable help was holding a horse, +Cosinus, round which a silent and deeply interested throng was +clustering. + +The course was about to be cleared. Labordette hurried Nana but +retraced his steps in order to show her a little man talking with +Vandeuvres at some distance from the rest. + +“Dear me, there’s Price!” he said. + +“Ah yes, the man who’s mounting me,” she murmured laughingly. + +And she declared him to be exquisitely ugly. All jockeys struck her as +looking idiotic, doubtless, she said, because they were prevented from +growing bigger. This particular jockey was a man of forty, and with his +long, thin, deeply furrowed, hard, dead countenance, he looked like an +old shriveled-up child. His body was knotty and so reduced in size that +his blue jacket with its white sleeves looked as if it had been thrown +over a lay figure. + +“No,” she resumed as she walked away, “he would never make me very +happy, you know.” + +A mob of people were still crowding the course, the turf of which had +been wet and trampled on till it had grown black. In front of the two +telegraphs, which hung very high up on their cast-iron pillars, the +crowd were jostling together with upturned faces, uproariously greeting +the numbers of the different horses as an electric wire in connection +with the weighing room made them appear. Gentlemen were pointing at +programs: Pichenette had been scratched by his owner, and this caused +some noise. However, Nana did not do more than cross over the course on +Labordette’s arm. The bell hanging on the flagstaff was ringing +persistently to warn people to leave the course. + +“Ah, my little dears,” she said as she got up into her landau again, +“their enclosure’s all humbug!” + +She was welcomed with acclamation; people around her clapped their +hands. + +“Bravo, Nana! Nana’s ours again!” + +What idiots they were, to be sure! Did they think she was the sort to +cut old friends? She had come back just at the auspicious moment. Now +then, ’tenshun! The race was beginning! And the champagne was +accordingly forgotten, and everyone left off drinking. + +But Nana was astonished to find Gaga in her carriage, sitting with +Bijou and Louiset on her knees. Gaga had indeed decided on this course +of action in order to be near La Faloise, but she told Nana that she +had been anxious to kiss Baby. She adored children. + +“By the by, what about Lili?” asked Nana. “That’s certainly she over +there in that old fellow’s brougham. They’ve just told me something +very nice!” + +Gaga had adopted a lachrymose expression. + +“My dear, it’s made me ill,” she said dolorously. “Yesterday I had to +keep my bed, I cried so, and today I didn’t think I should be able to +come. You know what my opinions were, don’t you? I didn’t desire that +kind of thing at all. I had her educated in a convent with a view to a +good marriage. And then to think of the strict advice she had and the +constant watching! Well, my dear, it was she who wished it. We had such +a scene—tears—disagreeable speeches! It even got to such a point that I +caught her a box on the ear. She was too much bored by existence, she +said; she wanted to get out of it. By and by, when she began to say, +‘’Tisn’t you, after all, who’ve got the right to prevent me,’ I said to +her: ‘you’re a miserable wretch; you’re bringing dishonor upon us. +Begone!’ And it was done. I consented to arrange about it. But my last +hope’s blooming well blasted, and, oh, I used to dream about such nice +things!” + +The noise of a quarrel caused them to rise. It was Georges in the act +of defending Vandeuvres against certain vague rumors which were +circulating among the various groups. + +“Why should you say that he’s laying off his own horse?” the young man +was exclaiming. “Yesterday in the Salon des Courses he took the odds on +Lusignan for a thousand louis.” + +“Yes, I was there,” said Philippe in affirmation of this. “And he +didn’t put a single louis on Nana. If the betting’s ten to one against +Nana he’s got nothing to win there. It’s absurd to imagine people are +so calculating. Where would his interest come in?” + +Labordette was listening with a quiet expression. Shrugging his +shoulders, he said: + +“Oh, leave them alone; they must have their say. The count has again +laid at least as much as five hundred louis on Lusignan, and if he’s +wanted Nana to run to a hundred louis it’s because an owner ought +always to look as if he believes in his horses.” + +“Oh, bosh! What the deuce does that matter to us?” shouted La Faloise +with a wave of his arms. “Spirit’s going to win! Down with +France—bravo, England!” + +A long shiver ran through the crowd, while a fresh peal from the bell +announced the arrival of the horses upon the racecourse. At this Nana +got up and stood on one of the seats of her carriage so as to obtain a +better view, and in so doing she trampled the bouquets of roses and +myosotis underfoot. With a sweeping glance she took in the wide, vast +horizon. At this last feverish moment the course was empty and closed +by gray barriers, between the posts of which stood a line of policemen. +The strip of grass which lay muddy in front of her grew brighter as it +stretched away and turned into a tender green carpet in the distance. +In the middle landscape, as she lowered her eyes, she saw the field +swarming with vast numbers of people, some on tiptoe, others perched on +carriages, and all heaving and jostling in sudden passionate +excitement. + +Horses were neighing; tent canvases flapped, while equestrians urged +their hacks forward amid a crowd of pedestrians rushing to get places +along the barriers. When Nana turned in the direction of the stands on +the other side the faces seemed diminished, and the dense masses of +heads were only a confused and motley array, filling gangways, steps +and terraces and looming in deep, dark, serried lines against the sky. +And beyond these again she over looked the plain surrounding the +course. Behind the ivy-clad mill to the right, meadows, dotted over +with great patches of umbrageous wood, stretched away into the +distance, while opposite to her, as far as the Seine flowing at the +foot of a hill, the avenues of the park intersected one another, filled +at that moment with long, motionless files of waiting carriages; and in +the direction of Boulogne, on the left, the landscape widened anew and +opened out toward the blue distances of Meudon through an avenue of +paulownias, whose rosy, leafless tops were one stain of brilliant lake +color. People were still arriving, and a long procession of human ants +kept coming along the narrow ribbon of road which crossed the distance, +while very far away, on the Paris side, the nonpaying public, herding +like sheep among the wood, loomed in a moving line of little dark spots +under the trees on the skirts of the Bois. + +Suddenly a cheering influence warmed the hundred thousand souls who +covered this part of the plain like insects swarming madly under the +vast expanse of heaven. The sun, which had been hidden for about a +quarter of an hour, made his appearance again and shone out amid a +perfect sea of light. And everything flamed afresh: the women’s +sunshades turned into countless golden targets above the heads of the +crowd. The sun was applauded, saluted with bursts of laughter. And +people stretched their arms out as though to brush apart the clouds. + +Meanwhile a solitary police officer advanced down the middle of the +deserted racecourse, while higher up, on the left, a man appeared with +a red flag in his hand. + +“It’s the starter, the Baron de Mauriac,” said Labordette in reply to a +question from Nana. All round the young woman exclamations were +bursting from the men who were pressing to her very carriage step. They +kept up a disconnected conversation, jerking out phrases under the +immediate influence of passing impressions. Indeed, Philippe and +Georges, Bordenave and La Faloise, could not be quiet. + +“Don’t shove! Let me see! Ah, the judge is getting into his box. D’you +say it’s Monsieur de Souvigny? You must have good eyesight—eh?—to be +able to tell what half a head is out of a fakement like that! Do hold +your tongue—the banner’s going up. Here they are—’tenshun! Cosinus is +the first!” + +A red and yellow banner was flapping in mid-air at the top of a mast. +The horses came on the course one by one; they were led by stableboys, +and the jockeys were sitting idle-handed in the saddles, the sunlight +making them look like bright dabs of color. After Cosinus appeared +Hazard and Boum. Presently a murmur of approval greeted Spirit, a +magnificent big brown bay, the harsh citron color and black of whose +jockey were cheerlessly Britannic. Valerio II scored a success as he +came in; he was small and very lively, and his colors were soft green +bordered with pink. The two Vandeuvres horses were slow to make their +appearance, but at last, in Frangipane’s rear, the blue and white +showed themselves. But Lusignan, a very dark bay of irreproachable +shape, was almost forgotten amid the astonishment caused by Nana. +People had not seen her looking like this before, for now the sudden +sunlight was dyeing the chestnut filly the brilliant color of a girl’s +red-gold hair. She was shining in the light like a new gold coin; her +chest was deep; her head and neck tapered lightly from the delicate, +high-strung line of her long back. + +“Gracious, she’s got my hair!” cried Nana in an ecstasy. “You bet you +know I’m proud of it!” + +The men clambered up on the landau, and Bordenave narrowly escaped +putting his foot on Louiset, whom his mother had forgotten. He took him +up with an outburst of paternal grumbling and hoisted him on his +shoulder, muttering at the same time: + +“The poor little brat, he must be in it too! Wait a bit, I’ll show you +Mamma. Eh? Look at Mummy out there.” + +And as Bijou was scratching his legs, he took charge of him, too, while +Nana, rejoicing in the brute that bore her name, glanced round at the +other women to see how they took it. They were all raging madly. Just +then on the summit of her cab the Tricon, who had not moved till that +moment, began waving her hand and giving her bookmaker her orders above +the heads of the crowd. Her instinct had at last prompted her; she was +backing Nana. + +La Faloise meanwhile was making an insufferable noise. He was getting +wild over Frangipane. + +“I’ve an inspiration,” he kept shouting. “Just look at Frangipane. What +an action, eh? I back Frangipane at eight to one. Who’ll take me?” + +“Do keep quiet now,” said Labordette at last. “You’ll be sorry for it +if you do.” + +“Frangipane’s a screw,” Philippe declared. “He’s been utterly blown +upon already. You’ll see the canter.” + +The horses had gone up to the right, and they now started for the +preliminary canter, passing in loose order before the stands. Thereupon +there was a passionate fresh burst of talk, and people all spoke at +once. + +“Lusignan’s too long in the back, but he’s very fit. Not a cent, I tell +you, on Valerio II; he’s nervous—gallops with his head up—it’s a bad +sign. Jove! Burne’s riding Spirit. I tell you, he’s got no shoulders. A +well-made shoulder—that’s the whole secret. No, decidedly, Spirit’s too +quiet. Now listen, Nana, I saw her after the Grande Poule des Produits, +and she was dripping and draggled, and her sides were trembling like +one o’clock. I lay twenty louis she isn’t placed! Oh, shut up! He’s +boring us with his Frangipane. There’s no time to make a bet now; +there, they’re off!” + +Almost in tears, La Faloise was struggling to find a bookmaker. He had +to be reasoned with. Everyone craned forward, but the first go-off was +bad, the starter, who looked in the distance like a slim dash of +blackness, not having lowered his flag. The horses came back to their +places after galloping a moment or two. There were two more false +starts. At length the starter got the horses together and sent them +away with such address as to elicit shouts of applause. + +“Splendid! No, it was mere chance! Never mind—it’s done it!” + +The outcries were smothered by the anxiety which tortured every breast. +The betting stopped now, and the game was being played on the vast +course itself. Silence reigned at the outset, as though everyone were +holding his breath. White faces and trembling forms were stretched +forward in all directions. At first Hazard and Cosinus made the running +at the head of the rest; Valerio II followed close by, and the field +came on in a confused mass behind. When they passed in front of the +stands, thundering over the ground in their course like a sudden +stormwind, the mass was already some fourteen lengths in extent. +Frangipane was last, and Nana was slightly behind Lusignan and Spirit. + +“Egad!” muttered Labordette, “how the Englishman is pulling it off out +there!” + +The whole carriageload again burst out with phrases and exclamations. +Everyone rose on tiptoe and followed the bright splashes of color which +were the jockeys as they rushed through the sunlight. + +At the rise Valerio II took the lead, while Cosinus and Hazard lost +ground, and Lusignan and Spirit were running neck and neck with Nana +still behind them. + +“By jingo, the Englishman’s gained! It’s palpable!” said Bordenave. +“Lusignan’s in difficulties, and Valerio II can’t stay.” + +“Well, it will be a pretty biz if the Englishman wins!” cried Philippe +in an access of patriotic grief. + +A feeling of anguish was beginning to choke all that crowded multitude. +Another defeat! And with that a strange ardent prayer, which was almost +religious, went up for Lusignan, while people heaped abuse on Spirit +and his dismal mute of a jockey. Among the crowd scattered over the +grass the wind of excitement put up whole groups of people and set +their boot soles flashing in air as they ran. Horsemen crossed the +green at a furious gallop. And Nana, who was slowly revolving on her +own axis, saw beneath her a surging waste of beasts and men, a sea of +heads swayed and stirred all round the course by the whirlwind of the +race, which clove the horizon with the bright lightning flash of the +jockeys. She had been following their movement from behind while the +cruppers sped away and the legs seemed to grow longer as they raced and +then diminished till they looked slender as strands of hair. Now the +horses were running at the end of the course, and she caught a side +view of them looking minute and delicate of outline against the green +distances of the Bois. Then suddenly they vanished behind a great clump +of trees growing in the middle of the Hippodrome. + +“Don’t talk about it!” cried Georges, who was still full of hope. “It +isn’t over yet. The Englishman’s touched.” + +But La Faloise was again seized with contempt for his country and grew +positively outrageous in his applause of Spirit. Bravo! That was right! +France needed it! Spirit first and Frangipane second—that would be a +nasty one for his native land! He exasperated Labordette, who +threatened seriously to throw him off the carriage. + +“Let’s see how many minutes they’ll be about it,” said Bordenave +peaceably, for though holding up Louiset, he had taken out his watch. + +One after the other the horses reappeared from behind the clump of +trees. There was stupefaction; a long murmur arose among the crowd. +Valerio II was still leading, but Spirit was gaining on him, and behind +him Lusignan had slackened while another horse was taking his place. +People could not make this out all at once; they were confused about +the colors. Then there was a burst of exclamations. + +“But it’s Nana! Nana? Get along! I tell you Lusignan hasn’t budged. +Dear me, yes, it’s Nana. You can certainly recognize her by her golden +color. D’you see her now? She’s blazing away. Bravo, Nana! What a +ripper she is! Bah, it doesn’t matter a bit: she’s making the running +for Lusignan!” + +For some seconds this was everybody’s opinion. But little by little the +filly kept gaining and gaining, spurting hard all the while. Thereupon +a vast wave of feeling passed over the crowd, and the tail of horses in +the rear ceased to interest. A supreme struggle was beginning between +Spirit, Nana, Lusignan and Valerio II. They were pointed out; people +estimated what ground they had gained or lost in disconnected, gasping +phrases. And Nana, who had mounted up on the coach box, as though some +power had lifted her thither, stood white and trembling and so deeply +moved as not to be able to speak. At her side Labordette smiled as of +old. + +“The Englishman’s in trouble, eh?” said Philippe joyously. “He’s going +badly.” + +“In any case, it’s all up with Lusignan,” shouted La Faloise. “Valerio +II is coming forward. Look, there they are all four together.” + +The same phrase was in every mouth. + +“What a rush, my dears! By God, what a rush!” + +The squad of horses was now passing in front of them like a flash of +lightning. Their approach was perceptible—the breath of it was as a +distant muttering which increased at every second. The whole crowd had +thrown themselves impetuously against the barriers, and a deep clamor +issued from innumerable chests before the advance of the horses and +drew nearer and nearer like the sound of a foaming tide. It was the +last fierce outburst of colossal partisanship; a hundred thousand +spectators were possessed by a single passion, burning with the same +gambler’s lust, as they gazed after the beasts, whose galloping feet +were sweeping millions with them. The crowd pushed and crushed—fists +were clenched; people gaped, openmouthed; every man was fighting for +himself; every man with voice and gesture was madly speeding the horse +of his choice. And the cry of all this multitude, a wild beast’s cry +despite the garb of civilization, grew ever more distinct: + +“Here they come! Here they come! Here they come!” + +But Nana was still gaining ground, and now Valerio II was distanced, +and she was heading the race, with Spirit two or three necks behind. +The rolling thunder of voices had increased. They were coming in; a +storm of oaths greeted them from the landau. + +“Gee up, Lusignan, you great coward! The Englishman’s stunning! Do it +again, old boy; do it again! Oh, that Valerio! It’s sickening! Oh, the +carcass! My ten louis damned well lost! Nana’s the only one! Bravo, +Nana! Bravo!” + +And without being aware of it Nana, upon her seat, had begun jerking +her hips and waist as though she were racing herself. She kept striking +her side—she fancied it was a help to the filly. With each stroke she +sighed with fatigue and said in low, anguished tones: + +“Go it, go it!” + +Then a splendid sight was witnessed. Price, rising in his stirrups and +brandishing his whip, flogged Nana with an arm of iron. The old +shriveled-up child with his long, hard, dead face seemed to breath +flame. And in a fit of furious audacity and triumphant will he put his +heart into the filly, held her up, lifted her forward, drenched in +foam, with eyes of blood. The whole rush of horses passed with a roar +of thunder: it took away people’s breaths; it swept the air with it +while the judge sat frigidly waiting, his eye adjusted to its task. +Then there was an immense re-echoing burst of acclamation. With a +supreme effort Price had just flung Nana past the post, thus beating +Spirit by a head. + +There was an uproar as of a rising tide. “Nana! Nana! Nana!” The cry +rolled up and swelled with the violence of a tempest, till little by +little it filled the distance, the depths of the Bois as far as Mont +Valerien, the meadows of Longchamps and the Plaine de Boulogne. In all +parts of the field the wildest enthusiasm declared itself. “Vive Nana! +Vive la France! Down with England!” The women waved their sunshades; +men leaped and spun round, vociferating as they did so, while others +with shouts of nervous laughter threw their hats in the air. And from +the other side of the course the enclosure made answer; the people on +the stands were stirred, though nothing was distinctly visible save a +tremulous motion of the air, as though an invisible flame were burning +in a brazier above the living mass of gesticulating arms and little +wildly moving faces, where the eyes and gaping mouths looked like black +dots. The noise did not cease but swelled up and recommenced in the +recesses of faraway avenues and among the people encamped under the +trees, till it spread on and on and attained its climax in the imperial +stand, where the empress herself had applauded. “Nana! Nana! Nana!” The +cry rose heavenward in the glorious sunlight, whose golden rain beat +fiercely on the dizzy heads of the multitude. + +Then Nana, looming large on the seat of her landau, fancied that it was +she whom they were applauding. For a moment or two she had stood devoid +of motion, stupefied by her triumph, gazing at the course as it was +invaded by so dense a flood of people that the turf became invisible +beneath the sea of black hats. By and by, when this crowd had become +somewhat less disorderly and a lane had been formed as far as the exit +and Nana was again applauded as she went off with Price hanging +lifelessly and vacantly over her neck, she smacked her thigh +energetically, lost all self-possession, triumphed in crude phrases: + +“Oh, by God, it’s me; it’s me. Oh, by God, what luck!” + +And, scarce knowing how to give expression to her overwhelming joy, she +hugged and kissed Louiset, whom she now discovered high in the air on +Bordenave’s shoulder. + +“Three minutes and fourteen seconds,” said the latter as he put his +watch back in his pocket. + +Nana kept hearing her name; the whole plain was echoing it back to her. +Her people were applauding her while she towered above them in the +sunlight, in the splendor of her starry hair and white-and-sky-blue +dress. Labordette, as he made off, had just announced to her a gain of +two thousand louis, for he had put her fifty on Nana at forty to one. +But the money stirred her less than this unforeseen victory, the fame +of which made her queen of Paris. All the other ladies were losers. +With a raging movement Rose Mignon had snapped her sunshade, and +Caroline Hequet and Clarisse and Simonne—nay, Lucy Stewart herself, +despite the presence of her son—were swearing low in their exasperation +at that great wench’s luck, while the Tricon, who had made the sign of +the cross at both start and finish, straightened up her tall form above +them, went into an ecstasy over her intuition and damned Nana +admiringly as became an experienced matron. + +Meanwhile round the landau the crush of men increased. The band of +Nana’s immediate followers had made a fierce uproar, and now Georges, +choking with emotion, continued shouting all by himself in breaking +tones. As the champagne had given out, Philippe, taking the footmen +with him, had run to the wine bars. Nana’s court was growing and +growing, and her present triumph caused many loiterers to join her. +Indeed, that movement which had made her carriage a center of +attraction to the whole field was now ending in an apotheosis, and +Queen Venus was enthroned amid suddenly maddened subjects. Bordenave, +behind her, was muttering oaths, for he yearned to her as a father. +Steiner himself had been reconquered—he had deserted Simonne and had +hoisted himself upon one of Nana’s carriage steps. When the champagne +had arrived, when she lifted her brimming glass, such applause burst +forth, and “Nana! Nana! Nana!” was so loudly repeated that the crowd +looked round in astonishment for the filly, nor could any tell whether +it was the horse or the woman that filled all hearts. + +While this was going on Mignon came hastening up in defiance of Rose’s +terrible frown. That confounded girl simply maddened him, and he wanted +to kiss her. Then after imprinting a paternal salute on both her +cheeks: + +“What bothers me,” he said, “is that now Rose is certainly going to +send the letter. She’s raging, too, fearfully.” + +“So much the better! It’ll do my business for me!” Nana let slip. + +But noting his utter astonishment, she hastily continued: + +“No, no, what am I saying? Indeed, I don’t rightly know what I’m saying +now! I’m drunk.” + +And drunk, indeed, drunk with joy, drunk with sunshine, she still +raised her glass on high and applauded herself. + +“To Nana! To Nana!” she cried amid a redoubled uproar of laughter and +bravoes, which little by little overspread the whole Hippodrome. + +The races were ending, and the Prix Vaublanc was run for. Carriages +began driving off one by one. Meanwhile, amid much disputing, the name +of Vandeuvres was again mentioned. It was quite evident now: for two +years past Vandeuvres had been preparing his final stroke and had +accordingly told Gresham to hold Nana in, while he had only brought +Lusignan forward in order to make play for the filly. The losers were +vexed; the winners shrugged their shoulders. After all, wasn’t the +thing permissible? An owner was free to run his stud in his own way. +Many others had done as he had! In fact, the majority thought +Vandeuvres had displayed great skill in raking in all he could get +about Nana through the agency of friends, a course of action which +explained the sudden shortening of the odds. People spoke of his having +laid two thousand louis on the horse, which, supposing the odds to be +thirty to one against, gave him twelve hundred thousand francs, an +amount so vast as to inspire respect and to excuse everything. + +But other rumors of a very serious nature were being whispered about: +they issued in the first instance from the enclosure, and the men who +returned thence were full of exact particulars. Voices were raised; an +atrocious scandal began to be openly canvassed. That poor fellow +Vandeuvres was done for; he had spoiled his splendid hit with a piece +of flat stupidity, an idiotic robbery, for he had commissioned +Marechal, a shady bookmaker, to lay two thousand louis on his account +against Lusignan, in order thereby to get back his thousand and odd +openly wagered louis. It was a miserable business, and it proved to be +the last rift necessary to the utter breakup of his fortune. The +bookmaker being thus warned that the favorite would not win, had +realized some sixty thousand francs over the horse. Only Labordette, +for lack of exact and detailed instructions, had just then gone to him +to put two hundred louis on Nana, which the bookmaker, in his ignorance +of the stroke actually intended, was still quoting at fifty to one +against. Cleared of one hundred thousand francs over the filly and a +loser to the tune of forty thousand, Marechal, who felt the world +crumbling under his feet, had suddenly divined the situation when he +saw the count and Labordette talking together in front of the enclosure +just after the race was over. Furious, as became an ex-coachman of the +count’s, and brutally frank as only a cheated man can be, he had just +made a frightful scene in public, had told the whole story in atrocious +terms and had thrown everyone into angry excitement. It was further +stated that the stewards were about to meet. + +Nana, whom Philippe and Georges were whisperingly putting in possession +of the facts, gave vent to a series of reflections and yet ceased not +to laugh and drink. After all, it was quite likely; she remembered such +things, and then that Marechal had a dirty, hangdog look. Nevertheless, +she was still rather doubtful when Labordette appeared. He was very +white. + +“Well?” she asked in a low voice. + +“Bloody well smashed up!” he replied simply. + +And he shrugged his shoulders. That Vandeuvres was a mere child! She +made a bored little gesture. + +That evening at the Bal Mabille Nana obtained a colossal success. When +toward ten o’clock she made her appearance, the uproar was afready +formidable. That classic night of madness had brought together all that +was young and pleasure loving, and now this smart world was wallowing +in the coarseness and imbecility of the servants’ hall. There was a +fierce crush under the festoons of gas lamps, and men in evening coats +and women in outrageous low-necked old toilets, which they did not mind +soiling, were howling and surging to and fro under the maddening +influence of a vast drunken fit. At a distance of thirty paces the +brass instruments of the orchestra were inaudible. Nobody was dancing. +Stupid witticisms, repeated no one knew why, were going the round of +the various groups. People were straining after wit without succeeding +in being funny. Seven women, imprisoned in the cloakroom, were crying +to be set free. A shallot had been found, put up to auction and knocked +down at two louis. Just then Nana arrived, still wearing her +blue-and-white racecourse costume, and amid a thunder of applause the +shallot was presented to her. People caught hold of her in her own +despite, and three gentlemen bore her triumphantly into the garden, +across ruined grassplots and ravaged masses of greenery. As the +bandstand presented an obstacle to her advance, it was taken by storm, +and chairs and music stands were smashed. A paternal police organized +the disorder. + +It was only on Tuesday that Nana recovered from the excitements of +victory. That morning she was chatting with Mme Lerat, the old lady +having come in to bring her news of Louiset, whom the open air had +upset. A long story, which was occupying the attention of all Paris, +interested her beyond measure. Vandeuvres, after being warned off all +racecourses and posted at the Cercle Imperial on the very evening after +the disaster, had set fire to his stable on the morrow and had burned +himself and his horses to death. + +“He certainly told me he was going to,” the young woman kept saying. +“That man was a regular maniac! Oh, how they did frighten me when they +told me about it yesterday evening! You see, he might easily have +murdered me some fine night. And besides, oughtn’t he to have given me +a hint about his horse? I should at any rate have made my fortune! He +said to Labordette that if I knew about the matter I would immediately +inform my hairdresser and a whole lot of other men. How polite, eh? Oh +dear, no, I certainly can’t grieve much for him.” + +After some reflection she had grown very angry. Just then Labordette +came in; he had seen about her bets and was now the bearer of some +forty thousand francs. This only added to her bad temper, for she ought +to have gained a million. Labordette, who during the whole of this +episode had been pretending entire innocence, abandoned Vandeuvres in +decisive terms. Those old families, he opined, were worn out and apt to +make a stupid ending. + +“Oh dear no!” said Nana. “It isn’t stupid to burn oneself in one’s +stable as he did. For my part, I think he made a dashing finish; but, +oh, you know, I’m not defending that story about him and Marechal. It’s +too silly. Just to think that Blanche has had the cheek to want to lay +the blame of it on me! I said to her: ‘Did I tell him to steal?’ Don’t +you think one can ask a man for money without urging him to commit +crime? If he had said to me, ‘I’ve got nothing left,’ I should have +said to him, ‘All right, let’s part.’ And the matter wouldn’t have gone +further.” + +“Just so,” said the aunt gravely “When men are obstinate about a thing, +so much the worse for them!” + +“But as to the merry little finish up, oh, that was awfully smart!” +continued Nana. “It appears to have been terrible enough to give you +the shudders! He sent everybody away and boxed himself up in the place +with a lot of petroleum. And it blazed! You should have seen it! Just +think, a great big affair, almost all made of wood and stuffed with hay +and straw! The flames simply towered up, and the finest part of the +business was that the horses didn’t want to be roasted. They could be +heard plunging, throwing themselves against the doors, crying aloud +just like human beings. Yes, people haven’t got rid of the horror of it +yet.” + +Labordette let a low, incredulous whistle escape him. For his part, he +did not believe in the death of Vandeuvres. Somebody had sworn he had +seen him escaping through a window. He had set fire to his stable in a +fit of aberration, but when it had begun to grow too warm it must have +sobered him. A man so besotted about the women and so utterly worn out +could not possibly die so pluckily. + +Nana listened in her disillusionment and could only remark: + +“Oh, the poor wretch, it was so beautiful!” + + + + + CHAPTER XII + + +Toward one in the morning, in the great bed of the Venice point +draperies, Nana and the count lay still awake. He had returned to her +that evening after a three days sulking fit. The room, which was dimly +illumined by a lamp, seemed to slumber amid a warm, damp odor of love, +while the furniture, with its white lacquer and silver incrustations, +loomed vague and wan through the gloom. A curtain had been drawn to, so +that the bed lay flooded with shadow. A sigh became audible; then a +kiss broke the silence, and Nana, slipping off the coverlet, sat for a +moment or two, barelegged, on the edge of the bed. The count let his +head fall back on the pillow and remained in darkness. + +“Dearest, you believe in the good God, don’t you?” she queried after +some moments’ reflection. Her face was serious; she had been overcome +by pious terrors on quitting her lover’s arms. + +Since morning, indeed, she had been complaining of feeling +uncomfortable, and all her stupid notions, as she phrased it, notions +about death and hell, were secretly torturing her. From time to time +she had nights such as these, during which childish fears and atrocious +fancies would thrill her with waking nightmares. She continued: + +“I say, d’you think I shall go to heaven?” + +And with that she shivered, while the count, in his surprise at her +putting such singular questions at such a moment, felt his old +religious remorse returning upon him. Then with her chemise slipping +from her shoulders and her hair unpinned, she again threw herself upon +his breast, sobbing and clinging to him as she did so. + +“I’m afraid of dying! I’m afraid of dying!” He had all the trouble in +the world to disengage himself. Indeed, he was himself afraid of giving +in to the sudden madness of this woman clinging to his body in her +dread of the Invisible. Such dread is contagious, and he reasoned with +her. Her conduct was perfect—she had only to conduct herself well in +order one day to merit pardon. But she shook her head. Doubtless she +was doing no one any harm; nay, she was even in the constant habit of +wearing a medal of the Virgin, which she showed to him as it hung by a +red thread between her breasts. Only it had been foreordained that all +unmarried women who held conversation with men would go to hell. Scraps +of her catechism recurred to her remembrance. Ah, if one only knew for +certain, but, alas, one was sure of nothing; nobody ever brought back +any information, and then, truly, it would be stupid to bother oneself +about things if the priests were talking foolishness all the time. +Nevertheless, she religiously kissed her medal, which was still warm +from contact with her skin, as though by way of charm against death, +the idea of which filled her with icy horror. Muffat was obliged to +accompany her into the dressing room, for she shook at the idea of +being alone there for one moment, even though she had left the door +open. When he had lain down again she still roamed about the room, +visiting its several corners and starting and shivering at the +slightest noise. A mirror stopped her, and as of old she lapsed into +obvious contemplation of her nakedness. But the sight of her breast, +her waist and her thighs only doubled her terror, and she ended by +feeling with both hands very slowly over the bones of her face. + +“You’re ugly when you’re dead,” she said in deliberate tones. + +And she pressed her cheeks, enlarging her eyes and pushing down her +jaw, in order to see how she would look. Thus disfigured, she turned +toward the count. + +“Do look! My head’ll be quite small, it will!” + +At this he grew vexed. + +“You’re mad; come to bed!” + +He fancied he saw her in a grave, emaciated by a century of sleep, and +he joined his hands and stammered a prayer. It was some time ago that +the religious sense had reconquered him, and now his daily access of +faith had again assumed the apoplectic intensity which was wont to +leave him well-nigh stunned. The joints of his fingers used to crack, +and he would repeat without cease these words only: “My God, my God, my +God!” It was the cry of his impotence, the cry of that sin against +which, though his damnation was certain, he felt powerless to strive. +When Nana returned she found him hidden beneath the bedclothes; he was +haggard; he had dug his nails into his bosom, and his eyes stared +upward as though in search of heaven. And with that she started to weep +again. Then they both embraced, and their teeth chattered they knew not +why, as the same imbecile obsession over-mastered them. They had +already passed a similar night, but on this occasion the thing was +utterly idiotic, as Nana declared when she ceased to be frightened. She +suspected something, and this caused her to question the count in a +prudent sort of way. It might be that Rose Mignon had sent the famous +letter! But that was not the case; it was sheer fright, nothing more, +for he was still ignorant whether he was a cuckold or no. + +Two days later, after a fresh disappearance, Muffat presented himself +in the morning, a time of day at which he never came. He was livid; his +eyes were red and his whole man still shaken by a great internal +struggle. But Zoé, being scared herself, did not notice his troubled +state. She had run to meet him and now began crying: + +“Oh, monsieur, do come in! Madame nearly died yesterday evening!” + +And when he asked for particulars: + +“Something it’s impossible to believe has happened—a miscarriage, +monsieur.” + +Nana had been in the family way for the past three months. For long she +had simply thought herself out of sorts, and Dr Boutarel had himself +been in doubt. But when afterward he made her a decisive announcement, +she felt so bored thereby that she did all she possibly could to +disguise her condition. Her nervous terrors, her dark humors, sprang to +some extent from this unfortunate state of things, the secret of which +she kept very shamefacedly, as became a courtesan mother who is obliged +to conceal her plight. The thing struck her as a ridiculous accident, +which made her appear small in her own eyes and would, had it been +known, have led people to chaff her. + +“A poor joke, eh?” she said. “Bad luck, too, certainly.” + +She was necessarily very sharp set when she thought her last hour had +come. There was no end to her surprise, too; her sexual economy seemed +to her to have got out of order; it produced children then even when +one did not want them and when one employed it for quite other +purposes! Nature drove her to exasperation; this appearance of serious +motherhood in a career of pleasure, this gift of life amid all the +deaths she was spreading around, exasperated her. Why could one not +dispose of oneself as fancy dictated, without all this fuss? And whence +had this brat come? She could not even suggest a father. Ah, dear +heaven, the man who made him would have a splendid notion had he kept +him in his own hands, for nobody asked for him; he was in everybody’s +way, and he would certainly not have much happiness in life! + +Meanwhile Zoé described the catastrophe. + +“Madame was seized with colic toward four o’clock. When she didn’t come +back out of the dressing room I went in and found her lying stretched +on the floor in a faint. Yes, monsieur, on the floor in a pool of +blood, as though she had been murdered. Then I understood, you see. I +was furious; Madame might quite well have confided her trouble to me. +As it happened, Monsieur Georges was there, and he helped me to lift +her up, and directly a miscarriage was mentioned he felt ill in his +turn! Oh, it’s true I’ve had the hump since yesterday!” + +In fact, the house seemed utterly upset. All the servants were +galloping upstairs, downstairs and through the rooms. Georges had +passed the night on an armchair in the drawing room. It was he who had +announced the news to Madame’s friends at that hour of the evening when +Madame was in the habit of receiving. He had still been very pale, and +he had told his story very feelingly, and as though stupefied. Steiner, +La Faloise, Philippe and others, besides, had presented themselves, and +at the end of the lad’s first phrase they burst into exclamations. The +thing was impossible! It must be a farce! After which they grew serious +and gazed with an embarrassed expression at her bedroom door. They +shook their heads; it was no laughing matter. + +Till midnight a dozen gentlemen had stood talking in low voices in +front of the fireplace. All were friends; all were deeply exercised by +the same idea of paternity. They seemed to be mutually excusing +themselves, and they looked as confused as if they had done something +clumsy. Eventually, however, they put a bold face on the matter. It had +nothing to do with them: the fault was hers! What a stunner that Nana +was, eh? One would never have believed her capable of such a fake! And +with that they departed one by one, walking on tiptoe, as though in a +chamber of death where you cannot laugh. + +“Come up all the same, monsieur,” said Zoé to Muffat. “Madame is much +better and will see you. We are expecting the doctor, who promised to +come back this morning.” + +The lady’s maid had persuaded Georges to go back home to sleep, and +upstairs in the drawing room only Satin remained. She lay stretched on +a divan, smoking a cigarette and scanning the ceiling. Amid the +household scare which had followed the accident she had been white with +rage, had shrugged her shoulders violently and had made ferocious +remarks. Accordingly, when Zoé was passing in front of her and telling +Monsieur that poor, dear Madame had suffered a great deal: + +“That’s right; it’ll teach him!” said Satin curtly. + +They turned round in surprise, but she had not moved a muscle; her eyes +were still turned toward the ceiling, and her cigarette was still +wedged tightly between her lips. + +“Dear me, you’re charming, you are!” said Zoé. + +But Satin sat up, looked savagely at the count and once more hurled her +remark at him. + +“That’s right; it’ll teach him!” + +And she lay down again and blew forth a thin jet of smoke, as though +she had no interest in present events and were resolved not to meddle +in any of them. No, it was all too silly! + +Zoé, however, introduced Muffat into the bedroom, where a scent of +ether lingered amid warm, heavy silence, scarce broken by the dull roll +of occasional carriages in the Avenue de Villiers. Nana, looking very +white on her pillow, was lying awake with wide-open, meditative eyes. +She smiled when she saw the count but did not move. + +“Ah, dear pet!” she slowly murmured. “I really thought I should never +see you again.” + +Then as he leaned forward to kiss her on the hair, she grew tender +toward him and spoke frankly about the child, as though he were its +father. + +“I never dared tell you; I felt so happy about it! Oh, I used to dream +about it; I should have liked to be worthy of you! And now there’s +nothing left. Ah well, perhaps that’s best. I don’t want to bring a +stumbling block into your life.” + +Astounded by this story of paternity, he began stammering vague +phrases. He had taken a chair and had sat down by the bed, leaning one +arm on the coverlet. Then the young woman noticed his wild expression, +the blood reddening his eyes, the fever that set his lips aquiver. + +“What’s the matter then?” she asked. “You’re ill too.” + +“No,” he answered with extreme difficulty. + +She gazed at him with a profound expression. Then she signed to Zoé to +retire, for the latter was lingering round arranging the medicine +bottles. And when they were alone she drew him down to her and again +asked: + +“What’s the matter with you, darling? The tears are ready to burst from +your eyes—I can see that quite well. Well now, speak out; you’ve come +to tell me something.” + +“No, no, I swear I haven’t,” he blurted out. But he was choking with +suffering, and this sickroom, into which he had suddenly entered +unawares, so worked on his feelings that he burst out sobbing and +buried his face in the bedclothes to smother the violence of his grief. +Nana understood. Rose Mignon had most assuredly decided to send the +letter. She let him weep for some moments, and he was shaken by +convulsions so fierce that the bed trembled under her. At length in +accents of motherly compassion she queried: + +“You’ve had bothers at your home?” + +He nodded affirmatively. She paused anew, and then very low: + +“Then you know all?” + +He nodded assent. And a heavy silence fell over the chamber of +suffering. The night before, on his return from a party given by the +empress, he had received the letter Sabine had written her lover. After +an atrocious night passed in the meditation of vengeance he had gone +out in the morning in order to resist a longing which prompted him to +kill his wife. Outside, under a sudden, sweet influence of a fine June +morning, he had lost the thread of his thoughts and had come to Nana’s, +as he always came at terrible moments in his life. There only he gave +way to his misery, for he felt a cowardly joy at the thought that she +would console him. + +“Now look here, be calm!” the young woman continued, becoming at the +same time extremely kind. “I’ve known it a long time, but it was +certainly not I that would have opened your eyes. You remember you had +your doubts last year, but then things arranged themselves, owing to my +prudence. In fact, you wanted proofs. The deuce, you’ve got one today, +and I know it’s hard lines. Nevertheless, you must look at the matter +quietly: you’re not dishonored because it’s happened.” + +He had left off weeping. A sense of shame restrained him from saying +what he wanted to, although he had long ago slipped into the most +intimate confessions about his household. She had to encourage him. +Dear me, she was a woman; she could understand everything. When in a +dull voice he exclaimed: + +“You’re ill. What’s the good of tiring you? It was stupid of me to have +come. I’m going—” + +“No,” she answered briskly enough. “Stay! Perhaps I shall be able to +give you some good advice. Only don’t make me talk too much; the +medical man’s forbidden it.” + +He had ended by rising, and he was now walking up and down the room. +Then she questioned him: + +“Now what are you going to do? + +“I’m going to box the man’s ears—by heavens, yes!” + +She pursed up her lips disapprovingly. + +“That’s not very wise. And about your wife?” + +“I shall go to law; I’ve proofs.” + +“Not at all wise, my dear boy. It’s stupid even. You know I shall never +let you do that!” + +And in her feeble voice she showed him decisively how useless and +scandalous a duel and a trial would be. He would be a nine days’ +newspaper sensation; his whole existence would be at stake, his peace +of mind, his high situation at court, the honor of his name, and all +for what? That he might have the laughers against him. + +“What will it matter?” he cried. “I shall have had my revenge.” + +“My pet,” she said, “in a business of that kind one never has one’s +revenge if one doesn’t take it directly.” + +He paused and stammered. He was certainly no poltroon, but he felt that +she was right. An uneasy feeling was growing momentarily stronger +within him, a poor, shameful feeling which softened his anger now that +it was at its hottest. Moreover, in her frank desire to tell him +everything, she dealt him a fresh blow. + +“And d’you want to know what’s annoying you, dearest? Why, that you are +deceiving your wife yourself. You don’t sleep away from home for +nothing, eh? Your wife must have her suspicions. Well then, how can you +blame her? She’ll tell you that you’ve set her the example, and that’ll +shut you up. There, now, that’s why you’re stamping about here instead +of being at home murdering both of ’em.” + +Muffat had again sunk down on the chair; he was overwhelmed by these +home thrusts. She broke off and took breath, and then in a low voice: + +“Oh, I’m a wreck! Do help me sit up a bit. I keep slipping down, and my +head’s too low.” + +When he had helped her she sighed and felt more comfortable. And with +that she harked back to the subject. What a pretty sight a divorce suit +would be! Couldn’t he imagine the advocate of the countess amusing +Paris with his remarks about Nana? Everything would have come out—her +fiasco at the Variétés, her house, her manner of life. Oh dear, no! She +had no wish for all that amount of advertising. Some dirty women might, +perhaps, have driven him to it for the sake of getting a thundering big +advertisement, but she—she desired his happiness before all else. She +had drawn him down toward her and, after passing her arm around his +neck, was nursing his head close to hers on the edge of the pillow. And +with that she whispered softly: + +“Listen, my pet, you shall make it up with your wife.” + +But he rebelled at this. It could never be! His heart was nigh breaking +at the thought; it was too shameful. Nevertheless, she kept tenderly +insisting. + +“You shall make it up with your wife. Come, come, you don’t want to +hear all the world saying that I’ve tempted you away from your home? I +should have too vile a reputation! What would people think of me? Only +swear that you’ll always love me, because the moment you go with +another woman—” + +Tears choked her utterance, and he intervened with kisses and said: + +“You’re beside yourself; it’s impossible!” + +“Yes, yes,” she rejoined, “you must. But I’ll be reasonable. After all, +she’s your wife, and it isn’t as if you were to play me false with the +firstcomer.” + +And she continued in this strain, giving him the most excellent advice. +She even spoke of God, and the count thought he was listening to M. +Venot, when that old gentleman endeavored to sermonize him out of the +grasp of sin. Nana, however, did not speak of breaking it off entirely: +she preached indulgent good nature and suggested that, as became a +dear, nice old fellow, he should divide his attentions between his wife +and his mistress, so that they would all enjoy a quiet life, devoid of +any kind of annoyance, something, in fact, in the nature of a happy +slumber amid the inevitable miseries of existence. Their life would be +nowise changed: he would still be the little man of her heart. Only he +would come to her a bit less often and would give the countess the +nights not passed with her. She had got to the end of her strength and +left off, speaking under her breath: + +“After that I shall feel I’ve done a good action, and you’ll love me +all the more.” + +Silence reigned. She had closed her eyes and lay wan upon her pillow. +The count was patiently listening to her, not wishing her to tire +herself. A whole minute went by before she reopened her eyes and +murmured: + +“Besides, how about the money? Where would you get the money from if +you must grow angry and go to law? Labordette came for the bill +yesterday. As for me, I’m out of everything; I have nothing to put on +now.” + +Then she shut her eyes again and looked like one dead. A shadow of deep +anguish had passed over Muffat’s brow. Under the present stroke he had +since yesterday forgotten the money troubles from which he knew not how +to escape. Despite formal promises to the contrary, the bill for a +hundred thousand francs had been put in circulation after being once +renewed, and Labordette, pretending to be very miserable about it, +threw all the blame on Francis, declaring that he would never again mix +himself up in such a matter with an uneducated man. It was necessary to +pay, for the count would never have allowed his signature to be +protested. Then in addition to Nana’s novel demands, his home expenses +were extraordinarily confused. On their return from Les Fondettes the +countess had suddenly manifested a taste for luxury, a longing for +worldly pleasures, which was devouring their fortune. Her ruinous +caprices began to be talked about. Their whole household management was +altered, and five hundred thousand francs were squandered in utterly +transforming the old house in the Rue Miromesnil. Then there were +extravagantly magnificent gowns and large sums disappeared, squandered +or perhaps given away, without her ever dreaming of accounting for +them. Twice Muffat ventured to mention this, for he was anxious to know +how the money went, but on these occasions she had smiled and gazed at +him with so singular an expression that he dared not interrogate her +further for fear of a too-unmistakable answer. If he were taking +Daguenet as son-in-law as a gift from Nana it was chiefly with the hope +of being able to reduce Estelle’s dower to two hundred thousand francs +and of then being free to make any arrangements he chose about the +remainder with a young man who was still rejoicing in this unexpected +match. + +Nevertheless, for the last week, under the immediate necessity of +finding Labordette’s hundred thousand francs, Muffat had been able to +hit on but one expedient, from which he recoiled. This was that he +should sell the Bordes, a magnificent property valued at half a +million, which an uncle had recently left the countess. However, her +signature was necessary, and she herself, according to the terms of the +deed, could not alienate the property without the count’s +authorization. The day before he had indeed resolved to talk to his +wife about this signature. And now everything was ruined; at such a +moment he would never accept of such a compromise. This reflection +added bitterness to the frightful disgrace of the adultery. He fully +understood what Nana was asking for, since in that ever-growing +self-abandonment which prompted him to put her in possession of all his +secrets, he had complained to her of his position and had confided to +her the tiresome difficulty he was in with regard to the signature of +the countess. + +Nana, however, did not seem to insist. She did not open her eyes again, +and, seeing her so pale, he grew frightened and made her inhale a +little ether. She gave a sigh and without mentioning Daguenet asked him +some questions. + +“When is the marriage?” + +“We sign the contract on Tuesday, in five days’ time,” he replied. + +Then still keeping her eyelids closed, as though she were speaking from +the darkness and silence of her brain: + +“Well then, pet, see to what you’ve got to do. As far as I’m concerned, +I want everybody to be happy and comfortable.” + +He took her hand and soothed her. Yes, he would see about it; the +important thing now was for her to rest. And the revolt within him +ceased, for this warm and slumberous sickroom, with its all-pervading +scent of ether, had ended by lulling him into a mere longing for +happiness and peace. All his manhood, erewhile maddened by wrong, had +departed out of him in the neighborhood of that warm bed and that +suffering woman, whom he was nursing under the influence of her +feverish heat and of remembered delights. He leaned over her and +pressed her in a close embrace, while despite her unmoved features her +lips wore a delicate, victorious smile. But Dr Boutarel made his +appearance. + +“Well, and how’s this dear child?” he said familiarly to Muffat, whom +he treated as her husband. “The deuce, but we’ve made her talk!” + +The doctor was a good-looking man and still young. He had a superb +practice among the gay world, and being very merry by nature and ready +to laugh and joke in the friendliest way with the demimonde ladies with +whom, however, he never went farther, he charged very high fees and got +them paid with the greatest punctuality. Moreover, he would put himself +out to visit them on the most trivial occasions, and Nana, who was +always trembling at the fear of death, would send and fetch him two or +three times a week and would anxiously confide to him little infantile +ills which he would cure to an accompaniment of amusing gossip and +harebrained anecdotes. The ladies all adored him. But this time the +little ill was serious. + +Muffat withdrew, deeply moved. Seeing his poor Nana so very weak, his +sole feeling was now one of tenderness. As he was leaving the room she +motioned him back and gave him her forehead to kiss. In a low voice and +with a playfully threatening look she said: + +“You know what I’ve allowed you to do. Go back to your wife, or it’s +all over and I shall grow angry!” + +The Countess Sabine had been anxious that her daughter’s wedding +contract should be signed on a Tuesday in order that the renovated +house, where the paint was still scarcely dry, might be reopened with a +grand entertainment. Five hundred invitations had been issued to people +in all kinds of sets. On the morning of the great day the upholsterers +were still nailing up hangings, and toward nine at night, just when the +lusters were going to be lit, the architect, accompanied by the eager +and interested countess, was given his final orders. + +It was one of those spring festivities which have a delicate charm of +their own. Owing to the warmth of the June nights, it had become +possible to open the two doors of the great drawing room and to extend +the dancing floor to the sanded paths of the garden. When the first +guests arrived and were welcomed at the door by the count and the +countess they were positively dazzled. One had only to recall to mind +the drawing room of the past, through which flitted the icy, ghostly +presence of the Countess Muffat, that antique room full of an +atmosphere of religious austerity with its massive First Empire +mahogany furniture, its yellow velvet hangings, its moldy ceiling +through which the damp had soaked. Now from the very threshold of the +entrance hall mosaics set off with gold were glittering under the +lights of lofty candelabras, while the marble staircase unfurled, as it +were, a delicately chiseled balustrade. Then, too, the drawing room +looked splendid; it was hung with Genoa velvet, and a huge decorative +design by Boucher covered the ceiling, a design for which the architect +had paid a hundred thousand francs at the sale of the Château de +Dampierre. The lusters and the crystal ornaments lit up a luxurious +display of mirrors and precious furniture. It seemed as though Sabine’s +long chair, that solitary red silk chair, whose soft contours were so +marked in the old days, had grown and spread till it filled the whole +great house with voluptuous idleness and a sense of tense enjoyment not +less fierce and hot than a fire which has been long in burning up. + +People were already dancing. The band, which had been located in the +garden, in front of one of the open windows, was playing a waltz, the +supple rhythm of which came softly into the house through the +intervening night air. And the garden seemed to spread away and away, +bathed in transparent shadow and lit by Venetian lamps, while in a +purple tent pitched on the edge of a lawn a table for refreshments had +been established. The waltz, which was none other than the quaint, +vulgar one in the Blonde Venus, with its laughing, blackguard lilt, +penetrated the old hotel with sonorous waves of sound and sent a +feverish thrill along its walls. It was as though some fleshly wind had +come up out of the common street and were sweeping the relics of a +vanished epoch out of the proud old dwelling, bearing away the Muffats’ +past, the age of honor and religious faith which had long slumbered +beneath the lofty ceilings. + +Meanwhile near the hearth, in their accustomed places, the old friends +of the count’s mother were taking refuge. They felt out of their +element—they were dazzled and they formed a little group amid the +slowly invading mob. Mme du Joncquoy, unable to recognize the various +rooms, had come in through the dining saloon. Mme Chantereau was gazing +with a stupefied expression at the garden, which struck her as immense. +Presently there was a sound of low voices, and the corner gave vent to +all sorts of bitter reflections. + +“I declare,” murmured Mme Chantereau, “just fancy if the countess were +to return to life. Why, can you not imagine her coming in among all +these crowds of people! And then there’s all this gilding and this +uproar! It’s scandalous!” + +“Sabine’s out of her senses,” replied Mme du Joncquoy. “Did you see her +at the door? Look, you can catch sight of her here; she’s wearing all +her diamonds.” + +For a moment or two they stood up in order to take a distant view of +the count and countess. Sabine was in a white dress trimmed with +marvelous English point lace. She was triumphant in beauty; she looked +young and gay, and there was a touch of intoxication in her continual +smile. Beside her stood Muffat, looking aged and a little pale, but he, +too, was smiling in his calm and worthy fashion. + +“And just to think that he was once master,” continued Mme Chantereau, +“and that not a single rout seat would have come in without his +permission! Ah well, she’s changed all that; it’s her house now. D’you +remember when she did not want to do her drawing room up again? She’s +done up the entire house.” + +But the ladies grew silent, for Mme de Chezelles was entering the room, +followed by a band of young men. She was going into ecstasies and +marking her approval with a succession of little exclamations. + +“Oh, it’s delicious, exquisite! What taste!” And she shouted back to +her followers: + +“Didn’t I say so? There’s nothing equal to these old places when one +takes them in hand. They become dazzling! It’s quite in the grand +seventeenth-century style. Well, NOW she can receive.” + +The two old ladies had again sat down and with lowered tones began +talking about the marriage, which was causing astonishment to a good +many people. Estelle had just passed by them. She was in a pink silk +gown and was as pale, flat, silent and virginal as ever. She had +accepted Daguenet very quietly and now evinced neither joy nor sadness, +for she was still as cold and white as on those winter evenings when +she used to put logs on the fire. This whole fête given in her honor, +these lights and flowers and tunes, left her quite unmoved. + +“An adventurer,” Mme du Joncquoy was saying. “For my part, I’ve never +seen him.” + +“Take care, here he is,” whispered Mme Chantereau. + +Daguenet, who had caught sight of Mme Hugon and her sons, had eagerly +offered her his arm. He laughed and was effusively affectionate toward +her, as though she had had a hand in his sudden good fortune. + +“Thank you,” she said, sitting down near the fireplace. “You see, it’s +my old corner.” + +“You know him?” queried Mme du Joncquoy, when Daguenet had gone. +“Certainly I do—a charming young man. Georges is very fond of him. Oh, +they’re a most respected family.” + +And the good lady defended him against the mute hostility which was +apparent to her. His father, held in high esteem by Louis Philippe, had +been a PREFET up to the time of his death. The son had been a little +dissipated, perhaps; they said he was ruined, but in any case, one of +his uncles, who was a great landowner, was bound to leave him his +fortune. The ladies, however, shook their heads, while Mme Hugon, +herself somewhat embarrassed, kept harking back to the extreme +respectability of his family. She was very much fatigued and complained +of her feet. For some months she had been occupying her house in the +Rue Richelieu, having, as she said, a whole lot of things on hand. A +look of sorrow overshadowed her smiling, motherly face. + +“Never mind,” Mme Chantereau concluded. “Estelle could have aimed at +something much better.” + +There was a flourish. A quadrille was about to begin, and the crowd +flowed back to the sides of the drawing room in order to leave the +floor clear. Bright dresses flitted by and mingled together amid the +dark evening coats, while the intense light set jewels flashing and +white plumes quivering and lilacs and roses gleaming and flowering amid +the sea of many heads. It was already very warm, and a penetrating +perfume was exhaled from light tulles and crumpled silks and satins, +from which bare shoulders glimmered white, while the orchestra played +its lively airs. Through open doors ranges of seated ladies were +visible in the background of adjoining rooms; they flashed a discreet +smile; their eyes glowed, and they made pretty mouths as the breath of +their fans caressed their faces. And guests still kept arriving, and a +footman announced their names while gentlemen advanced slowly amid the +surrounding groups, striving to find places for ladies, who hung with +difficulty on their arms, and stretching forward in quest of some +far-off vacant armchair. The house kept filling, and crinolined skirts +got jammed together with a little rustling sound. There were corners +where an amalgam of laces, bunches and puffs would completely bar the +way, while all the other ladies stood waiting, politely resigned and +imperturbably graceful, as became people who were made to take part in +these dazzling crushes. Meanwhile across the garden couples, who had +been glad to escape from the close air of the great drawing room, were +wandering away under the roseate gleam of the Venetian lamps, and +shadowy dresses kept flitting along the edge of the lawn, as though in +rhythmic time to the music of the quadrille, which sounded sweet and +distant behind the trees. + +Steiner had just met with Foucarmont and La Faloise, who were drinking +a glass of champagne in front of the buffet. + +“It’s beastly smart,” said La Faloise as he took a survey of the purple +tent, which was supported by gilded lances. “You might fancy yourself +at the Gingerbread Fair. That’s it—the Gingerbread Fair!” + +In these days he continually affected a bantering tone, posing as the +young man who has abused every mortal thing and now finds nothing worth +taking seriously. + +“How surprised poor Vandeuvres would be if he were to come back,” +murmured Foucarmont. “You remember how he simply nearly died of boredom +in front of the fire in there. Egad, it was no laughing matter.” + +“Vandeuvres—oh, let him be. He’s a gone coon!” La Faloise disdainfully +rejoined. “He jolly well choused himself, he did, if he thought he +could make us sit up with his roast-meat story! Not a soul mentions it +now. Blotted out, done for, buried—that’s what’s the matter with +Vandeuvres! Here’s to the next man!” + +Then as Steiner shook hands with him: + +“You know Nana’s just arrived. Oh, my boys, it was a state entry. It +was too brilliant for anything! First of all she kissed the countess. +Then when the children came up she gave them her blessing and said to +Daguenet, ‘Listen, Paul, if you go running after the girls you’ll have +to answer for it to me.’ What, d’you mean to say you didn’t see that? +Oh, it WAS smart. A success, if you like!” + +The other two listened to him, openmouthed, and at last burst out +laughing. He was enchanted and thought himself in his best vein. + +“You thought it had really happened, eh? Confound it, since Nana’s made +the match! Anyway, she’s one of the family.” + +The young Hugons were passing, and Philippe silenced him. And with that +they chatted about the marriage from the male point of view. Georges +was vexed with La Faloise for telling an anecdote. Certainly Nana had +fubbed off on Muffat one of her old flames as son-in-law; only it was +not true that she had been to bed with Daguenet as lately as yesterday. +Foucarmont made bold to shrug his shoulders. Could anyone ever tell +when Nana was in bed with anyone? But Georges grew excited and answered +with an “I can tell, sir!” which set them all laughing. In a word, as +Steiner put it, it was all a very funny kettle of fish! + +The buffet was gradually invaded by the crowd, and, still keeping +together, they vacated their positions there. La Faloise stared +brazenly at the women as though he believed himself to be Mabille. At +the end of a garden walk the little band was surprised to find M. Venot +busily conferring with Daguenet, and with that they indulged in some +facile pleasantries which made them very merry. He was confessing him, +giving him advice about the bridal night! Presently they returned in +front of one of the drawing-room doors, within which a polka was +sending the couples whirling to and fro till they seemed to leave a +wake behind them among the crowd of men who remained standing about. In +the slight puffs of air which came from outside the tapers flared up +brilliantly, and when a dress floated by in time to the rat-tat of the +measure, a little gust of wind cooled the sparkling heat which streamed +down from the lusters. + +“Egad, they’re not cold in there!” muttered La Faloise. + +They blinked after emerging from the mysterious shadows of the garden. +Then they pointed out to one another the Marquis de Chouard where he +stood apart, his tall figure towering over the bare shoulders which +surrounded him. His face was pale and very stern, and beneath its crown +of scant white hair it wore an expression of lofty dignity. Scandalized +by Count Muffat’s conduct, he had publicly broken off all intercourse +with him and was by way of never again setting foot in the house. If he +had consented to put in an appearance that evening it was because his +granddaughter had begged him to. But he disapproved of her marriage and +had inveighed indignantly against the way in which the government +classes were being disorganized by the shameful compromises engendered +by modern debauchery. + +“Ah, it’s the end of all things,” Mme du Joncquoy whispered in Mme +Chantereau’s ear as she sat near the fireplace. “That bad woman has +bewitched the unfortunate man. And to think we once knew him such a +true believer, such a noblehearted gentleman!” + +“It appears he is ruining himself,” continued Mme Chantereau. “My +husband has had a bill of his in his hands. At present he’s living in +that house in the Avenue de Villiers; all Paris is talking about it. +Good heavens! I don’t make excuses for Sabine, but you must admit that +he gives her infinite cause of complaint, and, dear me, if she throws +money out of the window, too—” + +“She does not only throw money,” interrupted the other. “In fact, +between them, there’s no knowing where they’ll stop; they’ll end in the +mire, my dear.” + +But just then a soft voice interrupted them. It was M. Venot, and he +had come and seated himself behind them, as though anxious to disappear +from view. Bending forward, he murmured: + +“Why despair? God manifests Himself when all seems lost.” + +He was assisting peacefully at the downfall of the house which he +erewhile governed. Since his stay at Les Fondettes he had been allowing +the madness to increase, for he was very clearly aware of his own +powerlessness. He had, indeed, accepted the whole position—the count’s +wild passion for Nana, Fauchery’s presence, even Estelle’s marriage +with Daguenet. What did these things matter? He even became more supple +and mysterious, for he nursed a hope of being able to gain the same +mastery over the young as over the disunited couple, and he knew that +great disorders lead to great conversions. Providence would have its +opportunity. + +“Our friend,” he continued in a low voice, “is always animated by the +best religious sentiments. He has given me the sweetest proofs of +this.” + +“Well,” said Mme du Joncquoy, “he ought first to have made it up with +his wife.” + +“Doubtless. At this moment I have hopes that the reconciliation will be +shortly effected.” + +Whereupon the two old ladies questioned him. + +But he grew very humble again. “Heaven,” he said, “must be left to +act.” His whole desire in bringing the count and the countess together +again was to avoid a public scandal, for religion tolerated many faults +when the proprieties were respected. + +“In fact,” resumed Mme du Joncquoy, “you ought to have prevented this +union with an adventurer.” + +The little old gentleman assumed an expression of profound +astonishment. “You deceive yourself. Monsieur Daguenet is a young man +of the greatest merit. I am acquainted with his thoughts; he is anxious +to live down the errors of his youth. Estelle will bring him back to +the path of virtue, be sure of that.” + +“Oh, Estelle!” Mme Chantereau murmured disdainfully. “I believe the +dear young thing to be incapable of willing anything; she is so +insignificant!” + +This opinion caused M. Venot to smile. However, he went into no +explanations about the young bride and, shutting his eyes, as though to +avoid seeming to take any further interest in the matter, he once more +lost himself in his corner behind the petticoats. Mme Hugon, though +weary and absent-minded, had caught some phrases of the conversation, +and she now intervened and summed up in her tolerant way by remarking +to the Marquis de Chouard, who just then bowed to her: + +“These ladies are too severe. Existence is so bitter for every one of +us! Ought we not to forgive others much, my friend, if we wish to merit +forgiveness ourselves?” + +For some seconds the marquis appeared embarrassed, for he was afraid of +allusions. But the good lady wore so sad a smile that he recovered +almost at once and remarked: + +“No, there is no forgiveness for certain faults. It is by reason of +this kind of accommodating spirit that a society sinks into the abyss +of ruin.” + +The ball had grown still more animated. A fresh quadrille was imparting +a slight swaying motion to the drawing-room floor, as though the old +dwelling had been shaken by the impulse of the dance. Now and again +amid the wan confusion of heads a woman’s face with shining eyes and +parted lips stood sharply out as it was whirled away by the dance, the +light of the lusters gleaming on the white skin. Mme du Joncquoy +declared that the present proceedings were senseless. It was madness to +crowd five hundred people into a room which would scarcely contain two +hundred. In fact, why not sign the wedding contract on the Place du +Carrousel? This was the outcome of the new code of manners, said Mme +Chantereau. In old times these solemnities took place in the bosom of +the family, but today one must have a mob of people; the whole street +must be allowed to enter quite freely, and there must be a great crush, +or else the evening seems a chilly affair. People now advertised their +luxury and introduced the mere foam on the wave of Parisian society +into their houses, and accordingly it was only too natural if illicit +proceedings such as they had been discussing afterward polluted the +hearth. The ladies complained that they could not recognize more than +fifty people. Where did all this crowd spring from? Young girls with +low necks were making a great display of their shoulders. A woman had a +golden dagger stuck in her chignon, while a bodice thickly embroidered +with jet beads clothed her in what looked like a coat of mail. People’s +eyes kept following another lady smilingly, so singularly marked were +her clinging skirts. All the luxuriant splendor of the departing winter +was there—the overtolerant world of pleasure, the scratch gathering a +hostess can get together after a first introduction, the sort of +society, in fact, in which great names and great shames jostle together +in the same fierce quest of enjoyment. The heat was increasing, and +amid the overcrowded rooms the quadrille unrolled the cadenced symmetry +of its figures. + +“Very smart—the countess!” La Faloise continued at the garden door. +“She’s ten years younger than her daughter. By the by, Foucarmont, you +must decide on a point. Vandeuvres once bet that she had no thighs.” + +This affectation of cynicism bored the other gentlemen, and Foucarmont +contented himself by saying: + +“Ask your cousin, dear boy. Here he is.” + +“Jove, it’s a happy thought!” cried La Faloise. “I bet ten louis she +has thighs.” + +Fauchery did indeed come up. As became a constant inmate of the house, +he had gone round by the dining room in order to avoid the crowded +doors. Rose had taken him up again at the beginning of the winter, and +he was now dividing himself between the singer and the countess, but he +was extremely fatigued and did not know how to get rid of one of them. +Sabine flattered his vanity, but Rose amused him more than she. +Besides, the passion Rose felt was a real one: her tenderness for him +was marked by a conjugal fidelity which drove Mignon to despair. + +“Listen, we want some information,” said La Faloise as he squeezed his +cousin’s arm. “You see that lady in white silk?” + +Ever since his inheritance had given him a kind of insolent dash of +manner he had affected to chaff Fauchery, for he had an old grudge to +satisfy and wanted to be revenged for much bygone raillery, dating from +the days when he was just fresh from his native province. + +“Yes, that lady with the lace.” + +The journalist stood on tiptoe, for as yet he did not understand. + +“The countess?” he said at last. + +“Exactly, my good friend. I’ve bet ten louis—now, has she thighs?” + +And he fell a-laughing, for he was delighted to have succeeded in +snubbing a fellow who had once come heavily down on him for asking +whether the countess slept with anyone. But Fauchery, without showing +the very slightest astonishment, looked fixedly at him. + +“Get along, you idiot!” he said finally as he shrugged his shoulders. + +Then he shook hands with the other gentlemen, while La Faloise, in his +discomfiture, felt rather uncertain whether he had said something +funny. The men chatted. Since the races the banker and Foucarmont had +formed part of the set in the Avenue de Villiers. Nana was going on +much better, and every evening the count came and asked how she did. +Meanwhile Fauchery, though he listened, seemed preoccupied, for during +a quarrel that morning Rose had roundly confessed to the sending of the +letter. Oh yes, he might present himself at his great lady’s house; he +would be well received! After long hesitation he had come despite +everything—out of sheer courage. But La Faloise’s imbecile pleasantry +had upset him in spite of his apparent tranquillity. + +“What’s the matter?” asked Philippe. “You seem in trouble.” + +“I do? Not at all. I’ve been working: that’s why I came so late.” + +Then coldly, in one of those heroic moods which, although unnoticed, +are wont to solve the vulgar tragedies of existence: + +“All the same, I haven’t made my bow to our hosts. One must be civil.” + +He even ventured on a joke, for he turned to La Faloise and said: + +“Eh, you idiot?” + +And with that he pushed his way through the crowd. The valet’s full +voice was no longer shouting out names, but close to the door the count +and countess were still talking, for they were detained by ladies +coming in. At length he joined them, while the gentlemen who were still +on the garden steps stood on tiptoe so as to watch the scene. Nana, +they thought, must have been chattering. + +“The count hasn’t noticed him,” muttered Georges. “Look out! He’s +turning round; there, it’s done!” + +The band had again taken up the waltz in the Blonde Venus. Fauchery had +begun by bowing to the countess, who was still smiling in ecstatic +serenity. After which he had stood motionless a moment, waiting very +calmly behind the count’s back. That evening the count’s deportment was +one of lofty gravity: he held his head high, as became the official and +the great dignitary. And when at last he lowered his gaze in the +direction of the journalist he seemed still further to emphasize the +majesty of his attitude. For some seconds the two men looked at one +another. It was Fauchery who first stretched out his hand. Muffat gave +him his. Their hands remained clasped, and the Countess Sabine with +downcast eyes stood smiling before them, while the waltz continually +beat out its mocking, vagabond rhythm. + +“But the thing’s going on wheels!” said Steiner. + +“Are their hands glued together?” asked Foucarmont, surprised at this +prolonged clasp. A memory he could not forget brought a faint glow to +Fanchery’s pale cheeks, and in his mind’s eye he saw the property room +bathed in greenish twilight and filled with dusty bric-a-brac. And +Muffat was there, eggcup in hand, making a clever use of his +suspicions. At this moment Muffat was no longer suspicious, and the +last vestige of his dignity was crumbling in ruin. Fauchery’s fears +were assuaged, and when he saw the frank gaiety of the countess he was +seized with a desire to laugh. The thing struck him as comic. + +“Aha, here she is at last!” cried La Faloise, who did not abandon a +jest when he thought it a good one. “D’you see Nana coming in over +there?” + +“Hold your tongue, do, you idiot!” muttered Philippe. + +“But I tell you, it is Nana! They’re playing her waltz for her, by +Jove! She’s making her entry. And she takes part in the reconciliation, +the devil she does! What? You don’t see her? She’s squeezing all three +of ’em to her heart—my cousin Fauchery, my lady cousin and her husband, +and she’s calling ’em her dear kitties. Oh, those family scenes give me +a turn!” + +Estelle had come up, and Fauchery complimented her while she stood +stiffly up in her rose-colored dress, gazing at him with the astonished +look of a silent child and constantly glancing aside at her father and +mother. Daguenet, too, exchanged a hearty shake of the hand with the +journalist. Together they made up a smiling group, while M. Venot came +gliding in behind them. He gloated over them with a beatified +expression and seemed to envelop them in his pious sweetness, for he +rejoiced in these last instances of self-abandonment which were +preparing the means of grace. + +But the waltz still beat out its swinging, laughing, voluptuous +measure; it was like a shrill continuation of the life of pleasure +which was beating against the old house like a rising tide. The band +blew louder trills from their little flutes; their violins sent forth +more swooning notes. Beneath the Genoa velvet hangings, the gilding and +the paintings, the lusters exhaled a living heat and a great glow of +sunlight, while the crowd of guests, multiplied in the surrounding +mirrors, seemed to grow and increase as the murmur of many voices rose +ever louder. The couples who whirled round the drawing room, arm about +waist, amid the smiles of the seated ladies, still further accentuated +the quaking of the floors. In the garden a dull, fiery glow fell from +the Venetian lanterns and threw a distant reflection of flame over the +dark shadows moving in search of a breath of air about the walks at its +farther end. And this trembling of walls and this red glow of light +seemed to betoken a great ultimate conflagration in which the fabric of +an ancient honor was cracking and burning on every side. The shy early +beginnings of gaiety, of which Fauchery one April evening had heard the +vocal expression in the sound of breaking glass, had little by little +grown bolder, wilder, till they had burst forth in this festival. Now +the rift was growing; it was crannying the house and announcing +approaching downfall. Among drunkards in the slums it is black misery, +an empty cupboard, which put an end to ruined families; it is the +madness of drink which empties the wretched beds. Here the waltz tune +was sounding the knell of an old race amid the suddenly ignited ruins +of accumulated wealth, while Nana, although unseen, stretched her lithe +limbs above the dancers’ heads and sent corruption through their caste, +drenching the hot air with the ferment of her exhalations and the +vagabond lilt of the music. + +On the evening after the celebration of the church marriage Count +Muffat made his appearance in his wife’s bedroom, where he had not +entered for the last two years. At first, in her great surprise, the +countess drew back from him. But she was still smiling the intoxicated +smile which she now always wore. He began stammering in extreme +embarrassment; whereupon she gave him a short moral lecture. However, +neither of them risked a decisive explanation. It was religion, they +pretended, which required this process of mutual forgiveness, and they +agreed by a tacit understanding to retain their freedom. Before going +to bed, seeing that the countess still appeared to hesitate, they had a +business conversation, and the count was the first to speak of selling +the Bordes. She consented at once. They both stood in great want of +money, and they would share and share alike. This completed the +reconciliation, and Muffat, remorseful though he was, felt veritably +relieved. + +That very day, as Nana was dozing toward two in the afternoon, Zoé made +so bold as to knock at her bedroom door. The curtains were drawn to, +and a hot breath of wind kept blowing through a window into the fresh +twilight stillness within. During these last days the young woman had +been getting up and about again, but she was still somewhat weak. She +opened her eyes and asked: + +“Who is it?” + +Zoé was about to reply, but Daguenet pushed by her and announced +himself in person. Nana forthwith propped herself up on her pillow and, +dismissing the lady’s maid: + +“What! Is that you?” she cried. “On the day of your marriage? What can +be the matter?” + +Taken aback by the darkness, he stood still in the middle of the room. +However, he grew used to it and came forward at last. He was in evening +dress and wore a white cravat and gloves. + +“Yes, to be sure, it’s me!” he said. “You don’t remember?” + +No, she remembered nothing, and in his chaffing way he had to offer +himself frankly to her. + +“Come now, here’s your commission. I’ve brought you the handsel of my +innocence!” + +And with that, as he was now by the bedside, she caught him in her bare +arms and shook with merry laughter and almost cried, she thought it so +pretty of him. + +“Oh, that Mimi, how funny he is! He’s thought of it after all! And to +think I didn’t remember it any longer! So you’ve slipped off; you’re +just out of church. Yes, certainly, you’ve got a scent of incense about +you. But kiss me, kiss me! Oh, harder than that, Mimi dear! Bah! +Perhaps it’s for the last time.” + +In the dim room, where a vague odor of ether still lingered, their +tender laughter died away suddenly. The heavy, warm breeze swelled the +window curtains, and children’s voices were audible in the avenue +without. Then the lateness of the hour tore them asunder and set them +joking again. Daguenet took his departure with his wife directly after +the breakfast. + + + + + CHAPTER XIII + + +Toward the end of September Count Muffat, who was to dine at Nana’s +that evening, came at nightfall to inform her of a summons to the +Tuileries. The lamps in the house had not been lit yet, and the +servants were laughing uproariously in the kitchen regions as he softly +mounted the stairs, where the tall windows gleamed in warm shadow. The +door of the drawing room up-stairs opened noiselessly. A faint pink +glow was dying out on the ceiling of the room, and the red hangings, +the deep divans, the lacquered furniture, with their medley of +embroidered fabrics and bronzes and china, were already sleeping under +a slowly creeping flood of shadows, which drowned nooks and corners and +blotted out the gleam of ivory and the glint of gold. And there in the +darkness, on the white surface of a wide, outspread petticoat, which +alone remained clearly visible, he saw Nana lying stretched in the arms +of Georges. Denial in any shape or form was impossible. He gave a +choking cry and stood gaping at them. + +Nana had bounded up, and now she pushed him into the bedroom in order +to give the lad time to escape. + +“Come in,” she murmured with reeling senses, “I’ll explain.” + +She was exasperated at being thus surprised. Never before had she given +way like this in her own house, in her own drawing room, when the doors +were open. It was a long story: Georges and she had had a disagreement; +he had been mad with jealousy of Philippe, and he had sobbed so +bitterly on her bosom that she had yielded to him, not knowing how else +to calm him and really very full of pity for him at heart. And on this +solitary occasion, when she had been stupid enough to forget herself +thus with a little rascal who could not even now bring her bouquets of +violets, so short did his mother keep him—on this solitary occasion the +count turned up and came straight down on them. ’Gad, she had very bad +luck! That was what one got if one was a good-natured wench! + +Meanwhile in the bedroom, into which she had pushed Muffat, the +darkness was complete. Whereupon after some groping she rang furiously +and asked for a lamp. It was Julien’s fault too! If there had been a +lamp in the drawing room the whole affair would not have happened. It +was the stupid nightfall which had got the better of her heart. + +“I beseech you to be reasonable, my pet,” she said when Zoé had brought +in the lights. + +The count, with his hands on his knees, was sitting gazing at the +floor. He was stupefied by what he had just seen. He did not cry out in +anger. He only trembled, as though overtaken by some horror which was +freezing him. This dumb misery touched the young woman, and she tried +to comfort him. + +“Well, yes, I’ve done wrong. It’s very bad what I did. You see I’m +sorry for my fault. It makes me grieve very much because it annoys you. +Come now, be nice, too, and forgive me.” + +She had crouched down at his feet and was striving to catch his eye +with a look of tender submission. She was fain to know whether he was +very vexed with her. Presently, as he gave a long sigh and seemed to +recover himself, she grew more coaxing and with grave kindness of +manner added a final reason: + +“You see, dearie, you must try and understand how it is: I can’t refuse +it to my poor friends.” + +The count consented to give way and only insisted that Georges should +be dismissed once for all. But all his illusions had vanished, and he +no longer believed in her sworn fidelity. Next day Nana would deceive +him anew, and he only remained her miserable possessor in obedience to +a cowardly necessity and to terror at the thought of living without +her. + +This was the epoch in her existence when Nana flared upon Paris with +redoubled splendor. She loomed larger than heretofore on the horizon of +vice and swayed the town with her impudently flaunted splendor and that +contempt of money which made her openly squander fortunes. Her house +had become a sort of glowing smithy, where her continual desires were +the flames and the slightest breath from her lips changed gold into +fine ashes, which the wind hourly swept away. Never had eye beheld such +a rage of expenditure. The great house seemed to have been built over a +gulf in which men—their worldly possessions, their fortunes, their very +names—were swallowed up without leaving even a handful of dust behind +them. This courtesan, who had the tastes of a parrot and gobbled up +radishes and burnt almonds and pecked at the meat upon her plate, had +monthly table bills amounting to five thousand francs. The wildest +waste went on in the kitchen: the place, metaphorically speaking was +one great river which stove in cask upon cask of wine and swept great +bills with it, swollen by three or four successive manipulators. +Victorine and Francois reigned supreme in the kitchen, whither they +invited friends. In addition to these there was quite a little tribe of +cousins, who were cockered up in their homes with cold meats and strong +soup. Julien made the trades-people give him commissions, and the +glaziers never put up a pane of glass at a cost of a franc and a half +but he had a franc put down to himself. Charles devoured the horses’ +oats and doubled the amount of their provender, reselling at the back +door what came in at the carriage gate, while amid the general pillage, +the sack of the town after the storm, Zoé, by dint of cleverness, +succeeded in saving appearances and covering the thefts of all in order +the better to slur over and make good her own. But the household waste +was worse than the household dishonesty. Yesterday’s food was thrown +into the gutter, and the collection of provisions in the house was such +that the servants grew disgusted with it. The glass was all sticky with +sugar, and the gas burners flared and flared till the rooms seemed +ready to explode. Then, too, there were instances of negligence and +mischief and sheer accident—of everything, in fact, which can hasten +the ruin of a house devoured by so many mouths. Upstairs in Madame’s +quarters destruction raged more fiercely still. Dresses, which cost ten +thousand francs and had been twice worn, were sold by Zoé; jewels +vanished as though they had crumbled deep down in their drawers; stupid +purchases were made; every novelty of the day was brought and left to +lie forgotten in some corner the morning after or swept up by +ragpickers in the street. She could not see any very expensive object +without wanting to possess it, and so she constantly surrounded herself +with the wrecks of bouquets and costly knickknacks and was the happier +the more her passing fancy cost. Nothing remained intact in her hands; +she broke everything, and this object withered, and that grew dirty in +the clasp of her lithe white fingers. A perfect heap of nameless +débris, of twisted shreds and muddy rags, followed her and marked her +passage. Then amid this utter squandering of pocket money cropped up a +question about the big bills and their settlement. Twenty thousand +francs were due to the modiste, thirty thousand to the linen draper, +twelve thousand to the bootmaker. Her stable devoured fifty thousand +for her, and in six months she ran up a bill of a hundred and twenty +thousand francs at her ladies’ tailor. Though she had not enlarged her +scheme of expenditure, which Labordette reckoned at four hundred +thousand francs on an average, she ran up that same year to a million. +She was herself stupefied by the amount and was unable to tell whither +such a sum could have gone. Heaps upon heaps of men, barrowfuls of +gold, failed to stop up the hole, which, amid this ruinous luxury, +continually gaped under the floor of her house. + +Meanwhile Nana had cherished her latest caprice. Once more exercised by +the notion that her room needed redoing, she fancied she had hit on +something at last. The room should be done in velvet of the color of +tea roses, with silver buttons and golden cords, tassels and fringes, +and the hangings should be caught up to the ceiling after the manner of +a tent. This arrangement ought to be both rich and tender, she thought, +and would form a splendid background to her blonde vermeil-tinted skin. +However, the bedroom was only designed to serve as a setting to the +bed, which was to be a dazzling affair, a prodigy. Nana meditated a bed +such as had never before existed; it was to be a throne, an altar, +whither Paris was to come in order to adore her sovereign nudity. It +was to be all in gold and silver beaten work—it should suggest a great +piece of jewelry with its golden roses climbing on a trelliswork of +silver. On the headboard a band of Loves should peep forth laughing +from amid the flowers, as though they were watching the voluptuous +dalliance within the shadow of the bed curtains. Nana had applied to +Labordette who had brought two goldsmiths to see her. They were already +busy with the designs. The bed would cost fifty thousand francs, and +Muffat was to give it her as a New Year’s present. + +What most astonished the young woman was that she was endlessly short +of money amid a river of gold, the tide of which almost enveloped her. +On certain days she was at her wit’s end for want of ridiculously small +sums—sums of only a few louis. She was driven to borrow from Zoé, or +she scraped up cash as well as she could on her own account. But before +resignedly adopting extreme measures she tried her friends and in a +joking sort of way got the men to give her all they had about them, +even down to their coppers. For the last three months she had been +emptying Philippe’s pockets especially, and now on days of passionate +enjoyment he never came away but he left his purse behind him. Soon she +grew bolder and asked him for loans of two hundred francs, three +hundred francs—never more than that—wherewith to pay the interest of +bills or to stave off outrageous debts. And Philippe, who in July had +been appointed paymaster to his regiment, would bring the money the day +after, apologizing at the same time for not being rich, seeing that +good Mamma Hugon now treated her sons with singular financial severity. +At the close of three months these little oft-renewed loans mounted up +to a sum of ten thousand francs. The captain still laughed his +hearty-sounding laugh, but he was growing visibly thinner, and +sometimes he seemed absent-minded, and a shade of suffering would pass +over his face. But one look from Nana’s eyes would transfigure him in a +sort of sensual ecstasy. She had a very coaxing way with him and would +intoxicate him with furtive kisses and yield herself to him in sudden +fits of self-abandonment, which tied him to her apron strings the +moment he was able to escape from his military duties. + +One evening, Nana having announced that her name, too, was Thérèse and +that her fête day was the fifteenth of October, the gentlemen all sent +her presents. Captain Philippe brought his himself; it was an old +comfit dish in Dresden china, and it had a gold mount. He found her +alone in her dressing room. She had just emerged from the bath, had +nothing on save a great red-and-white flannel bathing wrap and was very +busy examining her presents, which were ranged on a table. She had +already broken a rock-crystal flask in her attempts to unstopper it. + +“Oh, you’re too nice!” she said. “What is it? Let’s have a peep! What a +baby you are to spend your pennies in little fakements like that!” + +She scolded him, seeing that he was not rich, but at heart she was +delighted to see him spending his whole substance for her. Indeed, this +was the only proof of love which had power to touch her. Meanwhile she +was fiddling away at the comfit dish, opening it and shutting it in her +desire to see how it was made. + +“Take care,” he murmured, “it’s brittle.” + +But she shrugged her shoulders. Did he think her as clumsy as a street +porter? And all of a sudden the hinge came off between her fingers and +the lid fell and was broken. She was stupefied and remained gazing at +the fragments as she cried: + +“Oh, it’s smashed!” + +Then she burst out laughing. The fragments lying on the floor tickled +her fancy. Her merriment was of the nervous kind, the stupid, spiteful +laughter of a child who delights in destruction. Philippe had a little +fit of disgust, for the wretched girl did not know what anguish this +curio had cost him. Seeing him thoroughly upset, she tried to contain +herself. + +“Gracious me, it isn’t my fault! It was cracked; those old things +barely hold together. Besides, it was the cover! Didn’t you see the +bound it gave?” + +And she once more burst into uproarious mirth. + +But though he made an effort to the contrary, tears appeared in the +young man’s eyes, and with that she flung her arms tenderly round his +neck. + +“How silly you are! You know I love you all the same. If one never +broke anything the tradesmen would never sell anything. All that sort +of thing’s made to be broken. Now look at this fan; it’s only held +together with glue!” + +She had snatched up a fan and was dragging at the blades so that the +silk was torn in two. This seemed to excite her, and in order to show +that she scorned the other presents, the moment she had ruined his she +treated herself to a general massacre, rapping each successive object +and proving clearly that not one was solid in that she had broken them +all. There was a lurid glow in her vacant eyes, and her lips, slightly +drawn back, displayed her white teeth. Soon, when everything was in +fragments, she laughed cheerily again and with flushed cheeks beat on +the table with the flat of her hands, lisping like a naughty little +girl: + +“All over! Got no more! Got no more!” + +Then Philippe was overcome by the same mad excitement, and, pushing her +down, he merrily kissed her bosom. She abandoned herself to him and +clung to his shoulders with such gleeful energy that she could not +remember having enjoyed herself so much for an age past. Without +letting go of him she said caressingly: + +“I say, dearie, you ought certainly to bring me ten louis tomorrow. +It’s a bore, but there’s the baker’s bill worrying me awfully.” + +He had grown pale. Then imprinting a final kiss on her forehead, he +said simply: + +“I’ll try.” + +Silence reigned. She was dressing, and he stood pressing his forehead +against the windowpanes. A minute passed, and he returned to her and +deliberately continued: + +“Nana, you ought to marry me.” + +This notion straightway so tickled the young woman that she was unable +to finish tying on her petticoats. + +“My poor pet, you’re ill! D’you offer me your hand because I ask you +for ten louis? No, never! I’m too fond of you. Good gracious, what a +silly question!” + +And as Zoé entered in order to put her boots on, they ceased talking of +the matter. The lady’s maid at once espied the presents lying broken in +pieces on the table. She asked if she should put these things away, +and, Madame having bidden her get rid of them, she carried the whole +collection off in the folds of her dress. In the kitchen a sorting-out +process began, and Madame’s débris were shared among the servants. + +That day Georges had slipped into the house despite Nana’s orders to +the contrary. Francois had certainly seen him pass, but the servants +had now got to laugh among themselves at their good lady’s embarrassing +situations. He had just slipped as far as the little drawing room when +his brother’s voice stopped him, and, as one powerless to tear himself +from the door, he overheard everything that went on within, the kisses, +the offer of marriage. A feeling of horror froze him, and he went away +in a state bordering on imbecility, feeling as though there were a +great void in his brain. It was only in his own room above his mother’s +flat in the Rue Richelieu that his heart broke in a storm of furious +sobs. This time there could be no doubt about the state of things; a +horrible picture of Nana in Philippe’s arms kept rising before his +mind’s eye. It struck him in the light of an incest. When he fancied +himself calm again the remembrance of it all would return, and in fresh +access of raging jealousy he would throw himself on the bed, biting the +coverlet, shouting infamous accusations which maddened him the more. +Thus the day passed. In order to stay shut up in his room he spoke of +having a sick headache. But the night proved more terrible still; a +murder fever shook him amid continual nightmares. Had his brother lived +in the house, he would have gone and killed him with the stab of a +knife. When day returned he tried to reason things out. It was he who +ought to die, and he determined to throw himself out of the window when +an omnibus was passing. Nevertheless, he went out toward ten o’clock +and traversed Paris, wandered up and down on the bridges and at the +last moment felt an unconquerable desire to see Nana once more. With +one word, perhaps, she would save him. And three o’clock was striking +when he entered the house in the Avenue de Villiers. + +Toward noon a frightful piece of news had simply crushed Mme Hugon. +Philippe had been in prison since the evening of the previous day, +accused of having stolen twelve thousand francs from the chest of his +regiment. For the last three months he had been withdrawing small sums +therefrom in the hope of being able to repay them, while he had covered +the deficit with false money. Thanks to the negligence of the +administrative committee, this fraud had been constantly successful. +The old lady, humbled utterly by her child’s crime, had at once cried +out in anger against Nana. She knew Philippe’s connection with her, and +her melancholy had been the result of this miserable state of things +which kept her in Paris in constant dread of some final catastrophe. +But she had never looked forward to such shame as this, and now she +blamed herself for refusing him money, as though such refusal had made +her accessory to his act. She sank down on an armchair; her legs were +seized with paralysis, and she felt herself to be useless, incapable of +action and destined to stay where she was till she died. But the sudden +thought of Georges comforted her. Georges was still left her; he would +be able to act, perhaps to save them. Thereupon, without seeking aid of +anyone else—for she wished to keep these matters shrouded in the bosom +of her family—she dragged herself up to the next story, her mind +possessed by the idea that she still had someone to love about her. But +upstairs she found an empty room. The porter told her that M. Georges +had gone out at an early hour. The room was haunted by the ghost of yet +another calamity; the bed with its gnawed bedclothes bore witness to +someone’s anguish, and a chair which lay amid a heap of clothes on the +ground looked like something dead. Georges must be at that woman’s +house, and so with dry eyes and feet that had regained their strength +Mme Hugon went downstairs. She wanted her sons; she was starting to +reclaim them. + +Since morning Nana had been much worried. First of all it was the +baker, who at nine o’clock had turned up, bill in hand. It was a +wretched story. He had supplied her with bread to the amount of a +hundred and thirty-three francs, and despite her royal housekeeping she +could not pay it. In his irritation at being put off he had presented +himself a score of times since the day he had refused further credit, +and the servants were now espousing his cause. Francois kept saying +that Madame would never pay him unless he made a fine scene; Charles +talked of going upstairs, too, in order to get an old unpaid straw bill +settled, while Victorine advised them to wait till some gentleman was +with her, when they would get the money out of her by suddenly asking +for it in the middle of conversation. The kitchen was in a savage mood: +the tradesmen were all kept posted in the course events were taking, +and there were gossiping consultations, lasting three or four hours on +a stretch, during which Madame was stripped, plucked and talked over +with the wrathful eagerness peculiar to an idle, overprosperous +servants’ hall. Julien, the house steward, alone pretended to defend +his mistress. She was quite the thing, whatever they might say! And +when the others accused him of sleeping with her he laughed fatuously, +thereby driving the cook to distraction, for she would have liked to be +a man in order to “spit on such women’s backsides,” so utterly would +they have disgusted her. Francois, without informing Madame of it, had +wickedly posted the baker in the hall, and when she came downstairs at +lunch time she found herself face to face with him. Taking the bill, +she told him to return toward three o’clock, whereupon, with many foul +expressions, he departed, vowing that he would have things properly +settled and get his money by hook or by crook. + +Nana made a very bad lunch, for the scene had annoyed her. Next time +the man would have to be definitely got rid of. A dozen times she had +put his money aside for him, but it had as constantly melted away, +sometimes in the purchase of flowers, at others in the shape of a +subscription got up for the benefit of an old gendarme. Besides, she +was counting on Philippe and was astonished not to see him make his +appearance with his two hundred francs. It was regular bad luck, seeing +that the day before yesterday she had again given Satin an outfit, a +perfect trousseau this time, some twelve hundred francs’ worth of +dresses and linen, and now she had not a louis remaining. + +Toward two o’clock, when Nana was beginning to be anxious, Labordette +presented himself. He brought with him the designs for the bed, and +this caused a diversion, a joyful interlude which made the young woman +forget all her troubles. She clapped her hands and danced about. After +which, her heart bursting wish curiosity, she leaned over a table in +the drawing room and examined the designs, which Labordette proceeded +to explain to her. + +“You see,” he said, “this is the body of the bed. In the middle here +there’s a bunch of roses in full bloom, and then comes a garland of +buds and flowers. The leaves are to be in yellow and the roses in +red-gold. And here’s the grand design for the bed’s head; Cupids +dancing in a ring on a silver trelliswork.” + +But Nana interrupted him, for she was beside herself with ecstasy. + +“Oh, how funny that little one is, that one in the corner, with his +behind in the air! Isn’t he now? And what a sly laugh! They’ve all got +such dirty, wicked eyes! You know, dear boy, I shall never dare play +any silly tricks before THEM!” + +Her pride was flattered beyond measure. The goldsmiths had declared +that no queen anywhere slept in such a bed. However, a difficulty +presented itself. Labordette showed her two designs for the footboard, +one of which reproduced the pattern on the sides, while the other, a +subject by itself, represented Night wrapped in her veil and discovered +by a faun in all her splendid nudity. He added that if she chose this +last subject the goldsmiths intended making Night in her own likeness. +This idea, the taste of which was rather risky, made her grow white +with pleasure, and she pictured herself as a silver statuette, symbolic +of the warm, voluptuous delights of darkness. + +“Of course you will only sit for the head and shoulders,” said +Labordette. + +She looked quietly at him. + +“Why? The moment a work of art’s in question I don’t mind the sculptor +that takes my likeness a blooming bit!” + +Of course it must be understood that she was choosing the subject. But +at this he interposed. + +“Wait a moment; it’s six thousand francs extra.” + +“It’s all the same to me, by Jove!” she cried, bursting into a laugh. +“Hasn’t my little rough got the rhino?” + +Nowadays among her intimates she always spoke thus of Count Muffat, and +the gentlemen had ceased to inquire after him otherwise. + +“Did you see your little rough last night?” they used to say. + +“Dear me, I expected to find the little rough here!” + +It was a simple familiarity enough, which, nevertheless, she did not as +yet venture on in his presence. + +Labordette began rolling up the designs as he gave the final +explanations. The goldsmiths, he said, were undertaking to deliver the +bed in two months’ time, toward the twenty-fifth of December, and next +week a sculptor would come to make a model for the Night. As she +accompanied him to the door Nana remembered the baker and briskly +inquired: + +“By the by, you wouldn’t be having ten louis about you?” + +Labordette made it a solemn rule, which stood him in good stead, never +to lend women money. He used always to make the same reply. + +“No, my girl, I’m short. But would you like me to go to your little +rough?” + +She refused; it was useless. Two days before she had succeeded in +getting five thousand francs out of the count. However, she soon +regretted her discreet conduct, for the moment Labordette had gone the +baker reappeared, though it was barely half-past two, and with many +loud oaths roughly settled himself on a bench in the hall. The young +woman listened to him from the first floor. She was pale, and it caused +her especial pain to hear the servants’ secret rejoicings swelling up +louder and louder till they even reached her ears. Down in the kitchen +they were dying of laughter. The coachman was staring across from the +other side of the court; Francois was crossing the hall without any +apparent reason. Then he hurried off to report progress, after sneering +knowingly at the baker. They didn’t care a damn for Madame; the walls +were echoing to their laughter, and she felt that she was deserted on +all hands and despised by the servants’ hall, the inmates of which were +watching her every movement and liberally bespattering her with the +filthiest of chaff. Thereupon she abandoned the intention of borrowing +the hundred and thirty-three francs from Zoé; she already owed the maid +money, and she was too proud to risk a refusal now. Such a burst of +feeling stirred her that she went back into her room, loudly remarking: + +“Come, come, my girl, don’t count on anyone but yourself. Your body’s +your own property, and it’s better to make use of it than to let +yourself be insulted.” + +And without even summoning Zoé she dressed herself with feverish haste +in order to run round to the Tricon’s. In hours of great embarrassment +this was her last resource. Much sought after and constantly solicited +by the old lady, she would refuse or resign herself according to her +needs, and on these increasingly frequent occasions when both ends +would not meet in her royally conducted establishment, she was sure to +find twenty-five louis awaiting her at the other’s house. She used to +betake herself to the Tricon’s with the ease born of use, just as the +poor go to the pawnshop. + +But as she left her own chamber Nana came suddenly upon Georges +standing in the middle of the drawing room. Not noticing his waxen +pallor and the somber fire in his wide eyes, she gave a sigh of relief. + +“Ah, you’ve come from your brother.” + +“No,” said the lad, growing yet paler. + +At this she gave a despairing shrug. What did he want? Why was he +barring her way? She was in a hurry—yes, she was. Then returning to +where he stood: + +“You’ve no money, have you?” + +“No.” + +“That’s true. How silly of me! Never a stiver; not even their omnibus +fares Mamma doesn’t wish it! Oh, what a set of men!” + +And she escaped. But he held her back; he wanted to speak to her. She +was fairly under way and again declared she had no time, but he stopped +her with a word. + +“Listen, I know you’re going to marry my brother.” + +Gracious! The thing was too funny! And she let herself down into a +chair in order to laugh at her ease. + +“Yes,” continued the lad, “and I don’t wish it. It’s I you’re going to +marry. That’s why I’ve come.” + +“Eh, what? You too?” she cried. “Why, it’s a family disease, is it? No, +never! What a fancy, to be sure! Have I ever asked you to do anything +so nasty? Neither one nor t’other of you! No, never!” + +The lad’s face brightened. Perhaps he had been deceiving himself! He +continued: + +“Then swear to me that you don’t go to bed with my brother.” + +“Oh, you’re beginning to bore me now!” said Nana, who had risen with +renewed impatience. “It’s amusing for a little while, but when I tell +you I’m in a hurry—I go to bed with your brother if it pleases me. Are +you keeping me—are you paymaster here that you insist on my making a +report? Yes, I go to bed with your brother.” + +He had caught hold of her arm and squeezed it hard enough to break it +as he stuttered: + +“Don’t say that! Don’t say that!” + +With a slight blow she disengaged herself from his grasp. + +“He’s maltreating me now! Here’s a young ruffian for you! My chicken, +you’ll leave this jolly sharp. I used to keep you about out of +niceness. Yes, I did! You may stare! Did you think I was going to be +your mamma till I died? I’ve got better things to do than to bring up +brats.” + +He listened to her stark with anguish, yet in utter submission. Her +every word cut him to the heart so sharply that he felt he should die. +She did not so much as notice his suffering and continued delightedly +to revenge herself on him for the annoyance of the morning. + +“It’s like your brother; he’s another pretty Johnny, he is! He promised +me two hundred francs. Oh, dear me; yes, I can wait for ’em. It isn’t +his money I care for! I’ve not got enough to pay for hair oil. Yes, +he’s leaving me in a jolly fix! Look here, d’you want to know how +matters stand? Here goes then: it’s all owing to your brother that I’m +going out to earn twenty-five louis with another man.” + +At these words his head spun, and he barred her egress. He cried; he +besought her not to go, clasping his hands together and blurting out: + +“Oh no! Oh no!” + +“I want to, I do,” she said. “Have you the money?” + +No, he had not got the money. He would have given his life to have the +money! Never before had he felt so miserable, so useless, so very +childish. All his wretched being was shaken with weeping and gave proof +of such heavy suffering that at last she noticed it and grew kind. She +pushed him away softly. + +“Come, my pet, let me pass; I must. Be reasonable. You’re a baby boy, +and it was very nice for a week, but nowadays I must look after my own +affairs. Just think it over a bit. Now your brother’s a man; what I’m +saying doesn’t apply to him. Oh, please do me a favor; it’s no good +telling him all this. He needn’t know where I’m going. I always let out +too much when I’m in a rage.” + +She began laughing. Then taking him in her arms and kissing him on the +forehead: + +“Good-by, baby,” she said; “it’s over, quite over between us; d’you +understand? And now I’m off!” + +And she left him, and he stood in the middle of the drawing room. Her +last words rang like the knell of a tocsin in his ears: “It’s over, +quite over!” And he thought the ground was opening beneath his feet. +There was a void in his brain from which the man awaiting Nana had +disappeared. Philippe alone remained there in the young woman’s bare +embrace forever and ever. She did not deny it: she loved him, since she +wanted to spare him the pain of her infidelity. It was over, quite +over. He breathed heavily and gazed round the room, suffocating beneath +a crushing weight. Memories kept recurring to him one after the +other—memories of merry nights at La Mignotte, of amorous hours during +which he had fancied himself her child, of pleasures stolen in this +very room. And now these things would never, never recur! He was too +small; he had not grown up quickly enough; Philippe was supplanting him +because he was a bearded man. So then this was the end; he could not go +on living. His vicious passion had become transformed into an infinite +tenderness, a sensual adoration, in which his whole being was merged. +Then, too, how was he to forget it all if his brother remained—his +brother, blood of his blood, a second self, whose enjoyment drove him +mad with jealousy? It was the end of all things; he wanted to die. + +All the doors remained open, as the servants noisily scattered over the +house after seeing Madame make her exit on foot. Downstairs on the +bench in the hall the baker was laughing with Charles and Francois. Zoé +came running across the drawing room and seemed surprised at sight of +Georges. She asked him if he were waiting for Madame. Yes, he was +waiting for her; he had for-gotten to give her an answer to a question. +And when he was alone he set to work and searched. Finding nothing else +to suit his purpose, he took up in the dressing room a pair of very +sharply pointed scissors with which Nana had a mania for ceaselessly +trimming herself, either by polishing her skin or cutting off little +hairs. Then for a whole hour he waited patiently, his hand in his +pocket and his fingers tightly clasped round the scissors. + +“Here’s Madame,” said Zoé, returning. She must have espied her through +the bedroom window. + +There was a sound of people racing through the house, and laughter died +away and doors were shut. Georges heard Nana paying the baker and +speaking in the curtest way. Then she came upstairs. + +“What, you’re here still!” she said as she noticed him. “Aha! We’re +going to grow angry, my good man!” + +He followed her as she walked toward her bedroom. + +“Nana, will you marry me?” + +She shrugged her shoulders. It was too stupid; she refused to answer +any more and conceived the idea of slamming the door in his face. + +“Nana, will you marry me?” + +She slammed the door. He opened it with one hand while he brought the +other and the scissors out of his pocket. And with one great stab he +simply buried them in his breast. + +Nana, meanwhile, had felt conscious that something dreadful would +happen, and she had turned round. When she saw him stab himself she was +seized with indignation. + +“Oh, what a fool he is! What a fool! And with my scissors! Will you +leave off, you naughty little rogue? Oh, my God! Oh, my God!” + +She was scared. Sinking on his knees, the boy had just given himself a +second stab, which sent him down at full length on the carpet. He +blocked the threshold of the bedroom. With that Nana lost her head +utterly and screamed with all her might, for she dared not step over +his body, which shut her in and prevented her from running to seek +assistance. + +“Zoé! Zoé! Come at once. Make him leave off. It’s getting stupid—a +child like that! He’s killing himself now! And in my place too! Did you +ever see the like of it?” + +He was frightening her. He was all white, and his eyes were shut. There +was scarcely any bleeding—only a little blood, a tiny stain which was +oozing down into his waistcoat. She was making up her mind to step over +the body when an apparition sent her starting back. An old lady was +advancing through the drawing-room door, which remained wide open +opposite. And in her terror she recognized Mme Hugon but could not +explain her presence. Still wearing her gloves and hat, Nana kept +edging backward, and her terror grew so great that she sought to defend +herself, and in a shaky voice: + +“Madame,” she cried, “it isn’t I; I swear to you it isn’t. He wanted to +marry me, and I said no, and he’s killed himself!” + +Slowly Mme Hugon drew near—she was in black, and her face showed pale +under her white hair. In the carriage, as she drove thither, the +thought of Georges had vanished and that of Philippe’s misdoing had +again taken complete possession of her. It might be that this woman +could afford explanations to the judges which would touch them, and so +she conceived the project of begging her to bear witness in her son’s +favor. Downstairs the doors of the house stood open, but as she mounted +to the first floor her sick feet failed her, and she was hesitating as +to which way to go when suddenly horror-stricken cries directed her. +Then upstairs she found a man lying on the floor with bloodstained +shirt. It was Georges—it was her other child. + +Nana, in idiotic tones, kept saying: + +“He wanted to marry me, and I said no, and he’s killed himself.” + +Uttering no cry, Mme Hugon stooped down. Yes, it was the other one; it +was Georges. The one was brought to dishonor, the other murdered! It +caused her no surprise, for her whole life was ruined. Kneeling on the +carpet, utterly forgetting where she was, noticing no one else, she +gazed fixedly at her boy’s face and listened with her hand on his +heart. Then she gave a feeble sigh—she had felt the heart beating. And +with that she lifted her head and scrutinized the room and the woman +and seemed to remember. A fire glowed forth in her vacant eyes, and she +looked so great and terrible in her silence that Nana trembled as she +continued to defend herself above the body that divided them. + +“I swear it, madame! If his brother were here he could explain it to +you.” + +“His brother has robbed—he is in prison,” said the mother in a hard +voice. + +Nana felt a choking sensation. Why, what was the reason of it all? The +other had turned thief now! They were mad in that family! She ceased +struggling in self-defense; she seemed no longer mistress in her own +house and allowed Mme Hugon to give what orders she liked. The servants +had at last hurried up, and the old lady insisted on their carrying the +fainting Georges down to her carriage. She preferred killing him rather +than letting him remain in that house. With an air of stupefaction Nana +watched the retreating servants as they supported poor, dear Zizi by +his legs and shoulders. The mother walked behind them in a state of +collapse; she supported herself against the furniture; she felt as if +all she held dear had vanished in the void. On the landing a sob +escaped her; she turned and twice ejaculated: + +“Oh, but you’ve done us infinite harm! You’ve done us infinite harm!” + +That was all. In her stupefaction Nana had sat down; she still wore her +gloves and her hat. The house once more lapsed into heavy silence; the +carriage had driven away, and she sat motionless, not knowing what to +do next, her head swimming after all she had gone through. A quarter of +an hour later Count Muffat found her thus, but at sight of him she +relieved her feelings in an overflowing current of talk. She told him +all about the sad incident, repeated the same details twenty times +over, picked up the bloodstained scissors in order to imitate Zizi’s +gesture when he stabbed himself. And above all she nursed the idea of +proving her own innocence. + +“Look you here, dearie, is it my fault? If you were the judge would you +condemn me? I certainly didn’t tell Philippe to meddle with the till +any more than I urged that wretched boy to kill himself. I’ve been most +unfortunate throughout it all. They come and do stupid things in my +place; they make me miserable; they treat me like a hussy.” + +And she burst into tears. A fit of nervous expansiveness rendered her +soft and doleful, and her immense distress melted her utterly. + +“And you, too, look as if you weren’t satisfied. Now do just ask Zoé if +I’m at all mixed up in it. Zoé, do speak: explain to Monsieur—” + +The lady’s maid, having brought a towel and a basin of water out of the +dressing room, had for some moments past been rubbing the carpet in +order to remove the bloodstains before they dried. + +“Oh, monsieur,” she declared, “Madame is utterly miserable!” + +Muffat was still stupefied; the tragedy had frozen him, and his +imagination was full of the mother weeping for her sons. He knew her +greatness of heart and pictured her in her widow’s weeds, withering +solitarily away at Les Fondettes. But Nana grew ever more despondent, +for now the memory of Zizi lying stretched on the floor, with a red +hole in his shirt, almost drove her senseless. + +“He used to be such a darling, so sweet and caressing. Oh, you know, my +pet—I’m sorry if it vexes you—I loved that baby! I can’t help saying +so; the words must out. Besides, now it ought not to hurt you at all. +He’s gone. You’ve got what you wanted; you’re quite certain never to +surprise us again.” + +And this last reflection tortured her with such regret that he ended by +turning comforter. Well, well, he said, she ought to be brave; she was +quite right; it wasn’t her fault! But she checked her lamentations of +her own accord in order to say: + +“Listen, you must run round and bring me news of him. At once! I wish +it!” + +He took his hat and went to get news of Georges. When he returned after +some three quarters of an hour he saw Nana leaning anxiously out of a +window, and he shouted up to her from the pavement that the lad was not +dead and that they even hoped to bring him through. At this she +immediately exchanged grief for excess of joy and began to sing and +dance and vote existence delightful. Zoé, meanwhile, was still +dissatisfied with her washing. She kept looking at the stain, and every +time she passed it she repeated: + +“You know it’s not gone yet, madame.” + +As a matter of fact, the pale red stain kept reappearing on one of the +white roses in the carpet pattern. It was as though, on the very +threshold of the room, a splash of blood were barring the doorway. + +“Bah!” said the joyous Nana. “That’ll be rubbed out under people’s +feet.” + +After the following day Count Muffat had likewise forgotten the +incident. For a moment or two, when in the cab which drove him to the +Rue Richelieu, he had busily sworn never to return to that woman’s +house. Heaven was warning him; the misfortunes of Philippe and Georges +were, he opined, prophetic of his proper ruin. But neither the sight of +Mme Hugon in tears nor that of the boy burning with fever had been +strong enough to make him keep his vow, and the short-lived horror of +the situation had only left behind it a sense of secret delight at the +thought that he was now well quit of a rival, the charm of whose youth +had always exasperated him. His passion had by this time grown +exclusive; it was, indeed, the passion of a man who has had no youth. +He loved Nana as one who yearned to be her sole possessor, to listen to +her, to touch her, to be breathed on by her. His was now a supersensual +tenderness, verging on pure sentiment; it was an anxious affection and +as such was jealous of the past and apt at times to dream of a day of +redemption and pardon received, when both should kneel before God the +Father. Every day religion kept regaining its influence over him. He +again became a practicing Christian; he confessed himself and +communicated, while a ceaseless struggle raged within him, and remorse +redoubled the joys of sin and of repentance. Afterward, when his +director gave him leave to spend his passion, he had made a habit of +this daily perdition and would redeem the same by ecstasies of faith, +which were full of pious humility. Very naively he offered heaven, by +way of expiatory anguish, the abominable torment from which he was +suffering. This torment grew and increased, and he would climb his +Calvary with the deep and solemn feelings of a believer, though steeped +in a harlot’s fierce sensuality. That which made his agony most +poignant was this woman’s continued faithlessness. He could not share +her with others, nor did he understand her imbecile caprices. Undying, +unchanging love was what he wished for. However, she had sworn, and he +paid her as having done so. But he felt that she was untruthful, +incapable of common fidelity, apt to yield to friends, to stray +passers-by, like a good-natured animal, born to live minus a shift. + +One morning when he saw Foucarmont emerging from her bedroom at an +unusual hour, he made a scene about it. But in her weariness of his +jealousy she grew angry directly. On several occasions ere that she had +behaved rather prettily. Thus the evening when he surprised her with +Georges she was the first to regain her temper and to confess herself +in the wrong. She had loaded him with caresses and dosed him with soft +speeches in order to make him swallow the business. But he had ended by +boring her to death with his obstinate refusals to understand the +feminine nature, and now she was brutal. + +“Very well, yes! I’ve slept with Foucarmont. What then? That’s +flattened you out a bit, my little rough, hasn’t it?” + +It was the first time she had thrown “my little rough” in his teeth. +The frank directness of her avowal took his breath away, and when he +began clenching his fists she marched up to him and looked him full in +the face. + +“We’ve had enough of this, eh? If it doesn’t suit you you’ll do me the +pleasure of leaving the house. I don’t want you to go yelling in my +place. Just you get it into your noodle that I mean to be quite free. +When a man pleases me I go to bed with him. Yes, I do—that’s my way! +And you must make up your mind directly. Yes or no! If it’s no, out you +may walk!” + +She had gone and opened the door, but he did not leave. That was her +way now of binding him more closely to her. For no reason whatever, at +the slightest approach to a quarrel she would tell him he might stop or +go as he liked, and she would accompany her permission with a flood of +odious reflections. She said she could always find better than he; she +had only too many from whom to choose; men in any quantity could be +picked up in the street, and men a good deal smarter, too, whose blood +boiled in their veins. At this he would hang his head and wait for +those gentler moods when she wanted money. She would then become +affectionate, and he would forget it all, one night of tender dalliance +making up for the tortures of a whole week. His reconciliation with his +wife had rendered his home unbearable. Fauchery, having again fallen +under Rose’s dominion, the countess was running madly after other +loves. She was entering on the forties, that restless, feverish time in +the life of women, and ever hysterically nervous, she now filled her +mansion with the maddening whirl of her fashionable life. Estelle, +since her marriage, had seen nothing of her father; the undeveloped, +insignificant girl had suddenly become a woman of iron will, so +imperious withal that Daguenet trembled in her presence. In these days +he accompanied her to mass: he was converted, and he raged against his +father-in-law for ruining them with a courtesan. M. Venot alone still +remained kindly inclined toward the count, for he was biding his time. +He had even succeeded in getting into Nana’s immediate circle. In fact, +he frequented both houses, where you encountered his continual smile +behind doors. So Muffat, wretched at home, driven out by ennui and +shame, still preferred to live in the Avenue de Villiers, even though +he was abused there. + +Soon there was but one question between Nana and the count, and that +was “money.” One day after having formally promised her ten thousand +francs he had dared keep his appointment empty handed. For two days +past she had been surfeiting him with love, and such a breach of faith, +such a waste of caresses, made her ragingly abusive. She was white with +fury. + +“So you’ve not got the money, eh? Then go back where you came from, my +little rough, and look sharp about it! There’s a bloody fool for you! +He wanted to kiss me again! Mark my words—no money, no nothing!” + +He explained matters; he would be sure to have the money the day after +tomorrow. But she interrupted him violently: + +“And my bills! They’ll sell me up while Monsieur’s playing the fool. +Now then, look at yourself. D’ye think I love you for your figure? A +man with a mug like yours has to pay the women who are kind enough to +put up with him. By God, if you don’t bring me that ten thousand francs +tonight you shan’t even have the tip of my little finger to suck. I +mean it! I shall send you back to your wife!” + +At night he brought the ten thousand francs. Nana put up her lips, and +he took a long kiss which consoled him for the whole day of anguish. +What annoyed the young woman was to have him continually tied to her +apron strings. She complained to M. Venot, begging him to take her +little rough off to the countess. Was their reconciliation good for +nothing then? She was sorry she had mixed herself up in it, since +despite everything he was always at her heels. On the days when, out of +anger, she forgot her own interest, she swore to play him such a dirty +trick that he would never again be able to set foot in her place. But +when she slapped her leg and yelled at him she might quite as well have +spat in his face too: he would still have stayed and even thanked her. +Then the rows about money matters kept continually recurring. She +demanded money savagely; she rowed him over wretched little amounts; +she was odiously stingy with every minute of her time; she kept +fiercely informing him that she slept with him for his money, not for +any other reasons, and that she did not enjoy it a bit, that, in fact, +she loved another and was awfully unfortunate in needing an idiot of +his sort! They did not even want him at court now, and there was some +talk of requiring him to send in his resignation. The empress had said, +“He is too disgusting.” It was true enough. So Nana repeated the phrase +by way of closure to all their quarrels. + +“Look here! You disgust me!” + +Nowadays she no longer minded her p’s and q’s; she had regained the +most perfect freedom. + +Every day she did her round of the lake, beginning acquaintanceships +which ended elsewhere. Here was the happy hunting ground par +excellence, where courtesans of the first water spread their nets in +open daylight and flaunted themselves amid the tolerating smiles and +brilliant luxury of Paris. Duchesses pointed her out to one another +with a passing look—rich shopkeepers’ wives copied the fashion of her +hats. Sometimes her landau, in its haste to get by, stopped a file of +puissant turnouts, wherein sat plutocrats able to buy up all Europe or +Cabinet ministers with plump fingers tight-pressed to the throat of +France. She belonged to this Bois society, occupied a prominent place +in it, was known in every capital and asked about by every foreigner. +The splendors of this crowd were enhanced by the madness of her +profligacy as though it were the very crown, the darling passion, of +the nation. Then there were unions of a night, continual passages of +desire, which she lost count of the morning after, and these sent her +touring through the grand restaurants and on fine days, as often as +not, to “Madrid.” The staffs of all the embassies visited her, and she, +Lucy Stewart, Caroline Hequet and Maria Blond would dine in the society +of gentlemen who murdered the French language and paid to be amused, +engaging them by the evening with orders to be funny and yet proving so +blase and so worn out that they never even touched them. This the +ladies called “going on a spree,” and they would return home happy at +having been despised and would finish the night in the arms of the +lovers of their choice. + +When she did not actually throw the men at his head Count Muffat +pretended not to know about all this. However, he suffered not a little +from the lesser indignities of their daily life. The mansion in the +Avenue de Villiers was becoming a hell, a house full of mad people, in +which every hour of the day wild disorders led to hateful +complications. Nana even fought with her servants. One moment she would +be very nice with Charles, the coachman. When she stopped at a +restaurant she would send him out beer by the waiter and would talk +with him from the inside of her carriage when he slanged the cabbies at +a block in the traffic, for then he struck her as funny and cheered her +up. Then the next moment she called him a fool for no earthly reason. +She was always squabbling over the straw, the bran or the oats; in +spite of her love for animals she thought her horses ate too much. +Accordingly one day when she was settling up she accused the man of +robbing her. At this Charles got in a rage and called her a whore right +out; his horses, he said, were distinctly better than she was, for they +did not sleep with everybody. She answered him in the same strain, and +the count had to separate them and give the coachman the sack. This was +the beginning of a rebellion among the servants. When her diamonds had +been stolen Victorine and Francois left. Julien himself disappeared, +and the tale ran that the master had given him a big bribe and had +begged him to go, because he slept with the mistress. Every week there +were new faces in the servants’ hall. Never was there such a mess; the +house was like a passage down which the scum of the registry offices +galloped, destroying everything in their path. Zoé alone kept her +place; she always looked clean, and her only anxiety was how to +organize this riot until she had got enough together to set up on her +own account in fulfillment of a plan she had been hatching for some +time past. + +These, again, were only the anxieties he could own to. The count put up +with the stupidity of Mme Maloir, playing bezique with her in spite of +her musty smell. He put up with Mme Lerat and her encumbrances, with +Louiset and the mournful complaints peculiar to a child who is being +eaten up with the rottenness inherited from some unknown father. But he +spent hours worse than these. One evening he had heard Nana angrily +telling her maid that a man pretending to be rich had just swindled +her—a handsome man calling himself an American and owning gold mines in +his own country, a beast who had gone off while she was asleep without +giving her a copper and had even taken a packet of cigarette papers +with him. The count had turned very pale and had gone downstairs again +on tiptoe so as not to hear more. But later he had to hear all. Nana, +having been smitten with a baritone in a music hall and having been +thrown over by him, wanted to commit suicide during a fit of +sentimental melancholia. She swallowed a glass of water in which she +had soaked a box of matches. This made her terribly sick but did not +kill her. The count had to nurse her and to listen to the whole story +of her passion, her tearful protests and her oaths never to take to any +man again. In her contempt for those swine, as she called them, she +could not, however, keep her heart free, for she always had some +sweetheart round her, and her exhausted body inclined to +incomprehensible fancies and perverse tastes. As Zoé designedly relaxed +her efforts the service of the house had got to such a pitch that +Muffat did not dare to push open a door, to pull a curtain or to +unclose a cupboard. The bells did not ring; men lounged about +everywhere and at every moment knocked up against one another. He had +now to cough before entering a room, having almost caught the girl +hanging round Francis’ neck one evening that he had just gone out of +the dressing room for two minutes to tell the coachman to put the +horses to, while her hairdresser was finishing her hair. She gave +herself up suddenly behind his back; she took her pleasure in every +corner, quickly, with the first man she met. Whether she was in her +chemise or in full dress did not matter. She would come back to the +count red all over, happy at having cheated him. As for him, he was +plagued to death; it was an abominable infliction! + +In his jealous anguish the unhappy man was comparatively at peace when +he left Nana and Satin alone together. He would have willingly urged +her on to this vice, to keep the men off her. But all was spoiled in +this direction too. Nana deceived Satin as she deceived the count, +going mad over some monstrous fancy or other and picking up girls at +the street corners. Coming back in her carriage, she would suddenly be +taken with a little slut that she saw on the pavement; her senses would +be captivated, her imagination excited. She would take the little slut +in with her, pay her and send her away again. Then, disguised as a man, +she would go to infamous houses and look on at scenes of debauch to +while away hours of boredom. And Satin, angry at being thrown over +every moment, would turn the house topsy-turvy with the most awful +scenes. She had at last acquired a complete ascendancy over Nana, who +now respected her. Muffat even thought of an alliance between them. +When he dared not say anything he let Satin loose. Twice she had +compelled her darling to take up with him again, while he showed +himself obliging and effaced himself in her favor at the least sign. +But this good understanding lasted no time, for Satin, too, was a +little cracked. On certain days she would very nearly go mad and would +smash everything, wearing herself out in tempest of love and anger, but +pretty all the time. Zoé must have excited her, for the maid took her +into corners as if she wanted to tell her about her great design of +which she as yet spoke to no one. + +At times, however, Count Muffat was still singularly revolted. He who +had tolerated Satin for months, who had at last shut his eyes to the +unknown herd of men that scampered so quickly through Nana’s bedroom, +became terribly enraged at being deceived by one of his own set or even +by an acquaintance. When she confessed her relations with Foucarmont he +suffered so acutely, he thought the treachery of the young man so base, +that he wished to insult him and fight a duel. As he did not know where +to find seconds for such an affair, he went to Labordette. The latter, +astonished, could not help laughing. + +“A duel about Nana? But, my dear sir, all Paris would be laughing at +you. Men do not fight for Nana; it would be ridiculous.” + +The count grew very pale and made a violent gesture. + +“Then I shall slap his face in the open street.” + +For an hour Labordette had to argue with him. A blow would make the +affair odious; that evening everyone would know the real reason of the +meeting; it would be in all the papers. And Labordette always finished +with the same expression: + +“It is impossible; it would be ridiculous.” + +Each time Muffat heard these words they seemed sharp and keen as a +stab. He could not even fight for the woman he loved; people would have +burst out laughing. Never before had he felt more bitterly the misery +of his love, the contrast between his heavy heart and the absurdity of +this life of pleasure in which it was now lost. This was his last +rebellion; he allowed Labordette to convince him, and he was present +afterward at the procession of his friends, who lived there as if at +home. + +Nana in a few months finished them up greedily, one after the other. +The growing needs entailed by her luxurious way of life only added fuel +to her desires, and she finished a man up at one mouthful. First she +had Foucarmont, who did not last a fortnight. He was thinking of +leaving the navy, having saved about thirty thousand francs in his ten +years of service, which he wished to invest in the United States. His +instincts, which were prudential, even miserly, were conquered; he gave +her everything, even his signature to notes of hand, which pledged his +future. When Nana had done with him he was penniless. But then she +proved very kind; she advised him to return to his ship. What was the +good of getting angry? Since he had no money their relations were no +longer possible. He ought to understand that and to be reasonable. A +ruined man fell from her hands like a ripe fruit, to rot on the ground +by himself. + +Then Nana took up with Steiner without disgust but without love. She +called him a dirty Jew; she seemed to be paying back an old grudge, of +which she had no distinct recollection. He was fat; he was stupid, and +she got him down and took two bites at a time in order the quicker to +do for this Prussian. As for him, he had thrown Simonne over. His +Bosphorous scheme was getting shaky, and Nana hastened the downfall by +wild expenses. For a month he struggled on, doing miracles of finance. +He filled Europe with posters, advertisements and prospectuses of a +colossal scheme and obtained money from the most distant climes. All +these savings, the pounds of speculators and the pence of the poor, +were swallowed up in the Avenue de Villiers. Again he was partner in an +ironworks in Alsace, where in a small provincial town workmen, +blackened with coal dust and soaked with sweat, day and night strained +their sinews and heard their bones crack to satisfy Nana’s pleasures. +Like a huge fire she devoured all the fruits of stock-exchange +swindling and the profits of labor. This time she did for Steiner; she +brought him to the ground, sucked him dry to the core, left him so +cleaned out that he was unable to invent a new roguery. When his bank +failed he stammered and trembled at the idea of prosecution. His +bankruptcy had just been published, and the simple mention of money +flurried him and threw him into a childish embarrassment. And this was +he who had played with millions. One evening at Nana’s he began to cry +and asked her for a loan of a hundred francs wherewith to pay his +maidservant. And Nana, much affected and amused at the end of this +terrible old man who had squeezed Paris for twenty years, brought it to +him and said: + +“I say, I’m giving it you because it seems so funny! But listen to me, +my boy, you are too old for me to keep. You must find something else to +do.” + +Then Nana started on La Faloise at once. He had for some time been +longing for the honor of being ruined by her in order to put the +finishing stroke on his smartness. He needed a woman to launch him +properly; it was the one thing still lacking. In two months all Paris +would be talking of him, and he would see his name in the papers. Six +weeks were enough. His inheritance was in landed estate, houses, +fields, woods and farms. He had to sell all, one after the other, as +quickly as he could. At every mouthful Nana swallowed an acre. The +foliage trembling in the sunshine, the wide fields of ripe grain, the +vineyards so golden in September, the tall grass in which the cows +stood knee-deep, all passed through her hands as if engulfed by an +abyss. Even fishing rights, a stone quarry and three mills disappeared. +Nana passed over them like an invading army or one of those swarms of +locusts whose flight scours a whole province. The ground was burned up +where her little foot had rested. Farm by farm, field by field, she ate +up the man’s patrimony very prettily and quite inattentively, just as +she would have eaten a box of sweet-meats flung into her lap between +mealtimes. There was no harm in it all; they were only sweets! But at +last one evening there only remained a single little wood. She +swallowed it up disdainfully, as it was hardly worth the trouble +opening one’s mouth for. La Faloise laughed idiotically and sucked the +top of his stick. His debts were crushing him; he was not worth a +hundred francs a year, and he saw that he would be compelled to go back +into the country and live with his maniacal uncle. But that did not +matter; he had achieved smartness; the Figaro had printed his name +twice. And with his meager neck sticking up between the turndown points +of his collar and his figure squeezed into all too short a coat, he +would swagger about, uttering his parrotlike exclamations and affecting +a solemn listlessness suggestive of an emotionless marionette. He so +annoyed Nana that she ended by beating him. + +Meanwhile Fauchery had returned, his cousin having brought him. Poor +Fauchery had now set up housekeeping. After having thrown over the +countess he had fallen into Rose’s hands, and she treated him as a +lawful wife would have done. Mignon was simply Madame’s major-domo. +Installed as master of the house, the journalist lied to Rose and took +all sorts of precautions when he deceived her. He was as scrupulous as +a good husband, for he really wanted to settle down at last. Nana’s +triumph consisted in possessing and in ruining a newspaper that he had +started with a friend’s capital. She did not proclaim her triumph; on +the contrary, she delighted in treating him as a man who had to be +circumspect, and when she spoke of Rose it was as “poor Rose.” The +newspaper kept her in flowers for two months. She took all the +provincial subscriptions; in fact, she took everything, from the column +of news and gossip down to the dramatic notes. Then the editorial staff +having been turned topsy-turvy and the management completely +disorganized, she satisfied a fanciful caprice and had a winter garden +constructed in a corner of her house: that carried off all the type. +But then it was no joke after all! When in his delight at the whole +business Mignon came to see if he could not saddle Fauchery on her +altogether, she asked him if he took her for a fool. A penniless fellow +living by his articles and his plays—not if she knew it! That sort of +foolishness might be all very well for a clever woman like her poor, +dear Rose! She grew distrustful: she feared some treachery on Mignon’s +part, for he was quite capable of preaching to his wife, and so she +gave Fauchery his CONGÉ as he now only paid her in fame. + +But she always recollected him kindly. They had both enjoyed themselves +so much at the expense of that fool of à La Faloise! They would never +have thought of seeing each other again if the delight of fooling such +a perfect idiot had not egged them on! It seemed an awfully good joke +to kiss each other under his very nose. They cut a regular dash with +his coin; they would send him off full speed to the other end of Paris +in order to be alone and then when he came back, they would crack jokes +and make allusions he could not understand. One day, urged by the +journalist, she bet that she would smack his face, and that she did the +very same evening and went on to harder blows, for she thought it a +good joke and was glad of the opportunity of showing how cowardly men +were. She called him her “slapjack” and would tell him to come and have +his smack! The smacks made her hands red, for as yet she was not up to +the trick. La Faloise laughed in his idiotic, languid way, though his +eyes were full of tears. He was delighted at such familiarity; he +thought it simply stunning. + +One night when he had received sundry cuffs and was greatly excited: + +“Now, d’you know,” he said, “you ought to marry me. We should be as +jolly as grigs together, eh?” + +This was no empty suggestion. Seized with a desire to astonish Paris, +he had been slyly projecting this marriage. “Nana’s husband! Wouldn’t +that sound smart, eh?” Rather a stunning apotheosis that! But Nana gave +him a fine snubbing. + +“Me marry you! Lovely! If such an idea had been tormenting me I should +have found a husband a long time ago! And he’d have been a man worth +twenty of you, my pippin! I’ve had a heap of proposals. Why, look here, +just reckon ’em up with me: Philippe, Georges, Foucarmont, Steiner—that +makes four, without counting the others you don’t know. It’s a chorus +they all sing. I can’t be nice, but they forthwith begin yelling, ‘Will +you marry me? Will you marry me?’” + +She lashed herself up and then burst out in fine indignation: + +“Oh dear, no! I don’t want to! D’you think I’m built that way? Just +look at me a bit! Why, I shouldn’t be Nana any longer if I fastened a +man on behind! And, besides, it’s too foul!” + +And she spat and hiccuped with disgust, as though she had seen all the +dirt in the world spread out beneath her. + +One evening La Faloise vanished, and a week later it became known that +he was in the country with an uncle whose mania was botany. He was +pasting his specimens for him and stood a chance of marrying a very +plain, pious cousin. Nana shed no tears for him. She simply said to the +count: + +“Eh, little rough, another rival less! You’re chortling today. But he +was becoming serious! He wanted to marry me.” + +He waxed pale, and she flung her arms round his neck and hung there, +laughing, while she emphasized every little cruel speech with a caress. + +“You can’t marry Nana! Isn’t that what’s fetching you, eh? When they’re +all bothering me with their marriages you’re raging in your corner. It +isn’t possible; you must wait till your wife kicks the bucket. Oh, if +she were only to do that, how you’d come rushing round! How you’d fling +yourself on the ground and make your offer with all the grand +accompaniments—sighs and tears and vows! Wouldn’t it be nice, darling, +eh?” + +Her voice had become soft, and she was chaffing him in a ferociously +wheedling manner. He was deeply moved and began blushing as he paid her +back her kisses. Then she cried: + +“By God, to think I should have guessed! He’s thought about it; he’s +waiting for his wife to go off the hooks! Well, well, that’s the +finishing touch! Why, he’s even a bigger rascal than the others!” + +Muffat had resigned himself to “the others.” Nowadays he was trusting +to the last relics of his personal dignity in order to remain +“Monsieur” among the servants and intimates of the house, the man, in +fact, who because he gave most was the official lover. And his passion +grew fiercer. He kept his position because he paid for it, buying even +smiles at a high price. He was even robbed and he never got his money’s +worth, but a disease seemed to be gnawing his vitals from which he +could not prevent himself suffering. Whenever he entered Nana’s bedroom +he was simply content to open the windows for a second or two in order +to get rid of the odors the others left behind them, the essential +smells of fair-haired men and dark, the smoke of cigars, of which the +pungency choked him. This bedroom was becoming a veritable +thoroughfare, so continually were boots wiped on its threshold. Yet +never a man among them was stopped by the bloodstain barring the door. +Zoé was still preoccupied by this stain; it was a simple mania with +her, for she was a clean girl, and it horrified her to see it always +there. Despite everything her eyes would wander in its direction, and +she now never entered Madame’s room without remarking: + +“It’s strange that don’t go. All the same, plenty of folk come in this +way.” + +Nana kept receiving the best news from Georges, who was by that time +already convalescent in his mother’s keeping at Les Fondettes, and she +used always to make the same reply. + +“Oh, hang it, time’s all that’s wanted. It’s apt to grow paler as feet +cross it.” + +As a matter of fact, each of the gentlemen, whether Foucarmont, +Steiner, La Faloise or Fauchery, had borne away some of it on their +bootsoles. And Muffat, whom the bloodstain preoccupied as much as it +did Zoé, kept studying it in his own despite, as though in its gradual +rosy disappearance he would read the number of men that passed. He +secretly dreaded it and always stepped over it out of a vivid fear of +crushing some live thing, some naked limb lying on the floor. + +But in the bedroom within he would grow dizzy and intoxicated and would +forget everything—the mob of men which constantly crossed it, the sign +of mourning which barred its door. Outside, in the open air of the +street, he would weep occasionally out of sheer shame and disgust and +would vow never to enter the room again. And the moment the portière +had closed behind him he was under the old influence once more and felt +his whole being melting in the damp warm air of the place, felt his +flesh penetrated by a perfume, felt himself overborne by a voluptuous +yearning for self-annihilation. Pious and habituated to ecstatic +experiences in sumptuous chapels, he there re-encountered precisely the +same mystical sensations as when he knelt under some painted window and +gave way to the intoxication of organ music and incense. Woman swayed +him as jealously and despotically as the God of wrath, terrifying him, +granting him moments of delight, which were like spasms in their +keenness, in return for hours filled with frightful, tormenting visions +of hell and eternal tortures. In Nana’s presence, as in church, the +same stammering accents were his, the same prayers and the same fits of +despair—nay, the same paroxysms of humility peculiar to an accursed +creature who is crushed down in the mire from whence he has sprung. His +fleshly desires, his spiritual needs, were confounded together and +seemed to spring from the obscure depths of his being and to bear but +one blossom on the tree of his existence. He abandoned himself to the +power of love and of faith, those twin levers which move the world. And +despite all the struggles of his reason this bedroom of Nana’s always +filled him with madness, and he would sink shuddering under the +almighty dominion of sex, just as he would swoon before the vast +unknown of heaven. + +Then when she felt how humble he was Nana grew tyrannously triumphant. +The rage for debasing things was inborn in her. It did not suffice her +to destroy them; she must soil them too. Her delicate hands left +abominable traces and themselves decomposed whatever they had broken. +And he in his imbecile condition lent himself to this sort of sport, +for he was possessed by vaguely remembered stories of saints who were +devoured by vermin and in turn devoured their own excrements. When once +she had him fast in her room and the doors were shut, she treated +herself to a man’s infamy. At first they joked together, and she would +deal him light blows and impose quaint tasks on him, making him lisp +like a child and repeat tags of sentences. + +“Say as I do: ’tonfound it! Ickle man damn vell don’t tare about it!” + +He would prove so docile as to reproduce her very accent. + +“’Tonfound it! Ickle man damn vell don’t tare about it!” + +Or again she would play bear, walking on all fours on her rugs when she +had only her chemise on and turning round with a growl as though she +wanted to eat him. She would even nibble his calves for the fun of the +thing. Then, getting up again: + +“It’s your turn now; try it a bit. I bet you don’t play bear like me.” + +It was still charming enough. As bear she amused him with her white +skin and her fell of ruddy hair. He used to laugh and go down on all +fours, too, and growl and bite her calves, while she ran from him with +an affectation of terror. + +“Are we beasts, eh?” she would end by saying. “You’ve no notion how +ugly you are, my pet! Just think if they were to see you like that at +the Tuileries!” + +But ere long these little games were spoiled. It was not cruelty in her +case, for she was still a good-natured girl; it was as though a passing +wind of madness were blowing ever more strongly in the shut-up bedroom. +A storm of lust disordered their brains, plunged them into the +delirious imaginations of the flesh. The old pious terrors of their +sleepless nights were now transforming themselves into a thirst for +bestiality, a furious longing to walk on all fours, to growl and to +bite. One day when he was playing bear she pushed him so roughly that +he fell against a piece of furniture, and when she saw the lump on his +forehead she burst into involuntary laughter. After that her +experiments on La Faloise having whetted her appetite, she treated him +like an animal, threshing him and chasing him to an accompaniment of +kicks. + +“Gee up! Gee up! You’re a horse. Hoi! Gee up! Won’t you hurry up, you +dirty screw?” + +At other times he was a dog. She would throw her scented handkerchief +to the far end of the room, and he had to run and pick it up with his +teeth, dragging himself along on hands and knees. + +“Fetch it, Caesar! Look here, I’ll give you what for if you don’t look +sharp! Well done, Caesar! Good dog! Nice old fellow! Now behave +pretty!” + +And he loved his abasement and delighted in being a brute beast. He +longed to sink still further and would cry: + +“Hit harder. On, on! I’m wild! Hit away!” + +She was seized with a whim and insisted on his coming to her one night +clad in his magnificent chamberlain’s costume. Then how she did laugh +and make fun of him when she had him there in all his glory, with the +sword and the cocked hat and the white breeches and the full-bottomed +coat of red cloth laced with gold and the symbolic key hanging on its +left-hand skirt. This key made her especially merry and urged her to a +wildly fanciful and extremely filthy discussion of it. Laughing without +cease and carried away by her irreverence for pomp and by the joy of +debasing him in the official dignity of his costume, she shook him, +pinched him, shouted, “Oh, get along with ye, Chamberlain!” and ended +by an accompaniment of swinging kicks behind. Oh, those kicks! How +heartily she rained them on the Tuileries and the majesty of the +imperial court, throning on high above an abject and trembling people. +That’s what she thought of society! That was her revenge! It was an +affair of unconscious hereditary spite; it had come to her in her +blood. Then when once the chamberlain was undressed and his coat lay +spread on the ground she shrieked, “Jump!” And he jumped. She shrieked, +“Spit!” And he spat. With a shriek she bade him walk on the gold, on +the eagles, on the decorations, and he walked on them. Hi tiddly hi ti! +Nothing was left; everything was going to pieces. She smashed a +chamberlain just as she smashed a flask or a comfit box, and she made +filth of him, reduced him to a heap of mud at a street corner. + +Meanwhile the goldsmiths had failed to keep their promise, and the bed +was not delivered till one day about the middle of January. Muffat was +just then in Normandy, whither he had gone to sell a last stray shred +of property, but Nana demanded four thousand francs forthwith. He was +not due in Paris till the day after tomorrow, but when his business was +once finished he hastened his return and without even paying a flying +visit in the Rue Miromesnil came direct to the Avenue de Villiers. Ten +o’clock was striking. As he had a key of a little door opening on the +Rue Cardinet, he went up unhindered. In the drawing room upstairs Zoé, +who was polishing the bronzes, stood dumfounded at sight of him, and +not knowing how to stop him, she began with much circumlocution, +informing him that M. Venot, looking utterly beside himself, had been +searching for him since yesterday and that he had already come twice to +beg her to send Monsieur to his house if Monsieur arrived at Madame’s +before going home. Muffat listened to her without in the least +understanding the meaning of her recital; then he noticed her agitation +and was seized by a sudden fit of jealousy of which he no longer +believed himself capable. He threw himself against the bedroom door, +for he heard the sound of laughter within. The door gave; its two flaps +flew asunder, while Zoé withdrew, shrugging her shoulders. So much the +worse for Madame! As Madame was bidding good-by to her wits, she might +arrange matters for herself. + +And on the threshold Muffat uttered a cry at the sight that was +presented to his view. + +“My God! My God!” + +The renovated bedroom was resplendent in all its royal luxury. Silver +buttons gleamed like bright stars on the tea-rose velvet of the +hangings. These last were of that pink flesh tint which the skies +assume on fine evenings, when Venus lights her fires on the horizon +against the clear background of fading daylight. The golden cords and +tassels hanging in corners and the gold lace-work surrounding the +panels were like little flames of ruddy strands of loosened hair, and +they half covered the wide nakedness of the room while they emphasized +its pale, voluptuous tone. Then over against him there was the gold and +silver bed, which shone in all the fresh splendor of its chiseled +workmanship, a throne this of sufficient extent for Nana to display the +outstretched glory of her naked limbs, an altar of Byzantine +sumptuousness, worthy of the almighty puissance of Nana’s sex, which at +this very hour lay nudely displayed there in the religious immodesty +befitting an idol of all men’s worship. And close by, beneath the snowy +reflections of her bosom and amid the triumph of the goddess, lay +wallowing a shameful, decrepit thing, a comic and lamentable ruin, the +Marquis de Chouard in his nightshirt. + +The count had clasped his hands together and, shaken by a paroxysmal +shuddering, he kept crying: + +“My God! My God!” + +It was for the Marquis de Chouard, then, that the golden roses +flourished on the side panels, those bunches of golden roses blooming +among the golden leaves; it was for him that the Cupids leaned forth +with amorous, roguish laughter from their tumbling ring on the silver +trelliswork. And it was for him that the faun at his feet discovered +the nymph sleeping, tired with dalliance, the figure of Night copied +down to the exaggerated thighs—which caused her to be recognizable of +all—from Nana’s renowned nudity. Cast there like the rag of something +human which has been spoiled and dissolved by sixty years of +debauchery, he suggested the charnelhouse amid the glory of the woman’s +dazzling contours. Seeing the door open, he had risen up, smitten with +sudden terror as became an infirm old man. This last night of passion +had rendered him imbecile; he was entering on his second childhood; +and, his speech failing him, he remained in an attitude of flight, +half-paralyzed, stammering, shivering, his nightshirt half up his +skeleton shape, and one leg outside the clothes, a livid leg, covered +with gray hair. Despite her vexation Nana could not keep from laughing. + +“Do lie down! Stuff yourself into the bed,” she said, pulling him back +and burying him under the coverlet, as though he were some filthy thing +she could not show anyone. + +Then she sprang up to shut the door again. She was decidedly never +lucky with her little rough. He was always coming when least wanted. +And why had he gone to fetch money in Normandy? The old man had brought +her the four thousand francs, and she had let him have his will of her. +She pushed back the two flaps of the door and shouted: + +“So much the worse for you! It’s your fault. Is that the way to come +into a room? I’ve had enough of this sort of thing. Ta ta!” + +Muffat remained standing before the closed door, thunderstruck by what +he had just seen. His shuddering fit increased. It mounted from his +feet to his heart and brain. Then like a tree shaken by a mighty wind, +he swayed to and fro and dropped on his knees, all his muscles giving +way under him. And with hands despairingly outstretched he stammered: + +“This is more than I can bear, my God! More than I can bear!” + +He had accepted every situation but he could do so no longer. He had +come to the end of his strength and was plunged in the dark void where +man and his reason are together overthrown. In an extravagant access of +faith he raised his hands ever higher and higher, searching for heaven, +calling on God. + +“Oh no, I do not desire it! Oh, come to me, my God! Succor me; nay, let +me die sooner! Oh no, not that man, my God! It is over; take me, carry +me away, that I may not see, that I may not feel any longer! Oh, I +belong to you, my God! Our Father which art in heaven—” + +And burning with faith, he continued his supplication, and an ardent +prayer escaped from his lips. But someone touched him on the shoulder. +He lifted his eyes; it was M. Venot. He was surprised to find him +praying before that closed door. Then as though God Himself had +responded to his appeal, the count flung his arms round the little old +gentleman’s neck. At last he could weep, and he burst out sobbing and +repeated: + +“My brother, my brother.” + +All his suffering humanity found comfort in that cry. He drenched M. +Venot’s face with tears; he kissed him, uttering fragmentary +ejaculations. + +“Oh, my brother, how I am suffering! You only are left me, my brother. +Take me away forever—oh, for mercy’s sake, take me away!” + +Then M. Venot pressed him to his bosom and called him “brother” also. +But he had a fresh blow in store for him. Since yesterday he had been +searching for him in order to inform him that the Countess Sabine, in a +supreme fit of moral aberration, had but now taken flight with the +manager of one of the departments in a large, fancy emporium. It was a +fearful scandal, and all Paris was already talking about it. Seeing him +under the influence of such religious exaltation, Venot felt the +opportunity to be favorable and at once told him of the meanly tragic +shipwreck of his house. The count was not touched thereby. His wife had +gone? That meant nothing to him; they would see what would happen later +on. And again he was seized with anguish, and gazing with a look of +terror at the door, the walls, the ceiling, he continued pouring forth +his single supplication: + +“Take me away! I cannot bear it any longer! Take me away!” + +M. Venot took him away as though he had been a child. From that day +forth Muffat belonged to him entirely; he again became strictly +attentive to the duties of religion; his life was utterly blasted. He +had resigned his position as chamberlain out of respect for the +outraged modesty of the Tuileries, and soon Estelle, his daughter, +brought an action against him for the recovery of a sum of sixty +thousand francs, a legacy left her by an aunt to which she ought to +have succeeded at the time of her marriage. Ruined and living narrowly +on the remains of his great fortune, he let himself be gradually +devoured by the countess, who ate up the husks Nana had rejected. +Sabine was indeed ruined by the example of promiscuity set her by her +husband’s intercourse with the wanton. She was prone to every excess +and proved the ultimate ruin and destruction of his very hearth. After +sundry adventures she had returned home, and he had taken her back in a +spirit of Christian resignation and forgiveness. She haunted him as his +living disgrace, but he grew more and more indifferent and at last +ceased suffering from these distresses. Heaven took him out of his +wife’s hands in order to restore him to the arms of God, and so the +voluptuous pleasures he had enjoyed with Nana were prolonged in +religious ecstasies, accompanied by the old stammering utterances, the +old prayers and despairs, the old fits of humility which befit an +accursed creature who is crushed beneath the mire whence he sprang. In +the recesses of churches, his knees chilled by the pavement, he would +once more experience the delights of the past, and his muscles would +twitch, and his brain would whirl deliciously, and the satisfaction of +the obscure necessities of his existence would be the same as of old. + +On the evening of the final rupture Mignon presented himself at the +house in the Avenue de Villiers. He was growing accustomed to Fauchery +and was beginning at last to find the presence of his wife’s husband +infinitely advantageous to him. He would leave all the little household +cares to the journalist and would trust him in the active +superintendence of all their affairs. Nay, he devoted the money gained +by his dramatic successes to the daily expenditure of the family, and +as, on his part, Fauchery behaved sensibly, avoiding ridiculous +jealousy and proving not less pliant than Mignon himself whenever Rose +found her opportunity, the mutual understanding between the two men +constantly improved. In fact, they were happy in a partnership which +was so fertile in all kinds of amenities, and they settled down side by +side and adopted a family arrangement which no longer proved a +stumbling block. The whole thing was conducted according to rule; it +suited admirably, and each man vied with the other in his efforts for +the common happiness. That very evening Mignon had come by Fauchery’s +advice to see if he could not steal Nana’s lady’s maid from her, the +journalist having formed a high opinion of the woman’s extraordinary +intelligence. Rose was in despair; for a month past she had been +falling into the hands of inexperienced girls who were causing her +continual embarrassment. When Zoé received him at the door he forthwith +pushed her into the dining room. But at his opening sentence she +smiled. The thing was impossible, she said, for she was leaving Madame +and establishing herself on her own account. And she added with an +expression of discreet vanity that she was daily receiving offers, that +the ladies were fighting for her and that Mme Blanche would give a pile +of gold to have her back. + +Zoé was taking the Tricon’s establishment. It was an old project and +had been long brooded over. It was her ambition to make her fortune +thereby, and she was investing all her savings in it. She was full of +great ideas and meditated increasing the business and hiring a house +and combining all the delights within its walls. It was with this in +view that she had tried to entice Satin, a little pig at that moment +dying in hospital, so terribly had she done for herself. + +Mignon still insisted with his offer and spoke of the risks run in the +commercial life, but Zoé, without entering into explanations about the +exact nature of her establishment, smiled a pinched smile, as though +she had just put a sweetmeat in her mouth, and was content to remark: + +“Oh, luxuries always pay. You see, I’ve been with others quite long +enough, and now I want others to be with me.” + +And a fierce look set her lip curling. At last she would be “Madame,” +and for the sake of earning a few louis all those women whose slops she +had emptied during the last fifteen years would prostrate themselves +before her. + +Mignon wished to be announced, and Zoé left him for a moment after +remarking that Madame had passed a miserable day. He had only been at +the house once before, and he did not know it at all. The dining room +with its Gobelin tapestry, its sideboard and its plate filled him with +astonishment. He opened the doors familiarly and visited the drawing +room and the winter garden, returning thence into the hall. This +overwhelming luxury, this gilded furniture, these silks and velvets, +gradually filled him with such a feeling of admiration that it set his +heart beating. When Zoé came down to fetch him she offered to show him +the other rooms, the dressing room, that is to say, and the bedroom. In +the latter Mignon’s feelings overcame him; he was carried away by them; +they filled him with tender enthusiasm. + +That damned Nana was simply stupefying him, and yet he thought he knew +a thing or two. Amid the downfall of the house and the servants’ wild, +wasteful race to destruction, massed-up riches still filled every +gaping hole and overtopped every ruined wall. And Mignon, as he viewed +this lordly monument of wealth, began recalling to mind the various +great works he had seen. Near Marseilles they had shown him an +aqueduct, the stone arches of which bestrode an abyss, a Cyclopean work +which cost millions of money and ten years of intense labor. At +Cherbourg he had seen the new harbor with its enormous works, where +hundreds of men sweated in the sun while cranes filled the sea with +huge squares of rock and built up a wall where a workman now and again +remained crushed into bloody pulp. But all that now struck him as +insignificant. Nana excited him far more. Viewing the fruit of her +labors, he once more experienced the feelings of respect that had +overcome him one festal evening in a sugar refiner’s château. This +château had been erected for the refiner, and its palatial proportions +and royal splendor had been paid for by a single material—sugar. It was +with something quite different, with a little laughable folly, a little +delicate nudity—it was with this shameful trifle, which is so powerful +as to move the universe, that she alone, without workmen, without the +inventions of engineers, had shaken Paris to its foundations and had +built up a fortune on the bodies of dead men. + +“Oh, by God, what an implement!” + +Mignon let the words escape him in his ecstasy, for he felt a return of +personal gratitude. + +Nana had gradually lapsed into a most mournful condition. To begin +with, the meeting of the marquis and the count had given her a severe +fit of feverish nervousness, which verged at times on laughter. Then +the thought of this old man going away half dead in a cab and of her +poor rough, whom she would never set eyes on again now that she had +driven him so wild, brought on what looked like the beginnings of +melancholia. After that she grew vexed to hear about Satin’s illness. +The girl had disappeared about a fortnight ago and was now ready to die +at Lariboisière, to such a damnable state had Mme Robert reduced her. +When she ordered the horses to be put to in order that she might have a +last sight of this vile little wretch Zoé had just quietly given her a +week’s notice. The announcement drove her to desperation at once! It +seemed to her she was losing a member of her own family. Great heavens! +What was to become of her when left alone? And she besought Zoé to +stay, and the latter, much flattered by Madame’s despair, ended by +kissing her to show that she was not going away in anger. No, she had +positively to go: the heart could have no voice in matters of business. + +But that day was one of annoyances. Nana was thoroughly disgusted and +gave up the idea of going out. She was dragging herself wearily about +the little drawing room when Labordette came up to tell her of a +splendid chance of buying magnificent lace and in the course of his +remarks casually let slip the information that Georges was dead. The +announcement froze her. + +“Zizi dead!” she cried. + +And involuntarily her eyes sought the pink stain on the carpet, but it +had vanished at last; passing footsteps had worn it away. Meanwhile +Labordette entered into particulars. It was not exactly known how he +died. Some spoke of a wound reopening, others of suicide. The lad had +plunged, they said, into a tank at Les Fondettes. Nana kept repeating: + +“Dead! Dead!” + +She had been choking with grief since morning, and now she burst out +sobbing and thus sought relief. Hers was an infinite sorrow: it +overwhelmed her with its depth and immensity. Labordette wanted to +comfort her as touching Georges, but she silenced him with a gesture +and blurted out: + +“It isn’t only he; it’s everything, everything. I’m very wretched. Oh +yes, I know! They’ll again be saying I’m a hussy. To think of the +mother mourning down there and of the poor man who was groaning in +front of my door this morning and of all the other people that are now +ruined after running through all they had with me! That’s it; punish +Nana; punish the beastly thing! Oh, I’ve got a broad back! I can hear +them as if I were actually there! ‘That dirty wench who lies with +everybody and cleans out some and drives others to death and causes a +whole heap of people pain!’” + +She was obliged to pause, for tears choked her utterance, and in her +anguish she flung herself athwart a divan and buried her face in a +cushion. The miseries she felt to be around her, miseries of which she +was the cause, overwhelmed her with a warm, continuous stream of +self-pitying tears, and her voice failed as she uttered a little girl’s +broken plaint: + +“Oh, I’m wretched! Oh, I’m wretched! I can’t go on like this: it’s +choking me. It’s too hard to be misunderstood and to see them all +siding against you because they’re stronger. However, when you’ve got +nothing to reproach yourself with and your conscious is clear, why, +then I say, ‘I won’t have it! I won’t have it!’” + +In her anger she began rebeling against circumstances, and getting up, +she dried her eyes, and walked about in much agitation. + +“I won’t have it! They can say what they like, but it’s not my fault! +Am I a bad lot, eh? I give away all I’ve got; I wouldn’t crush a fly! +It’s they who are bad! Yes, it’s they! I never wanted to be horrid to +them. And they came dangling after me, and today they’re kicking the +bucket and begging and going to ruin on purpose.” + +Then she paused in front of Labordette and tapped his shoulders. + +“Look here,” she said, “you were there all along; now speak the truth: +did I urge them on? Weren’t there always a dozen of ’em squabbling who +could invent the dirtiest trick? They used to disgust me, they did! I +did all I knew not to copy them: I was afraid to. Look here, I’ll give +you a single instance: they all wanted to marry me! A pretty notion, +eh? Yes, dear boy, I could have been countess or baroness a dozen times +over and more, if I’d consented. Well now, I refused because I was +reasonable. Oh yes, I saved ’em some crimes and other foul acts! They’d +have stolen, murdered, killed father and mother. I had only to say one +word, and I didn’t say it. You see what I’ve got for it today. There’s +Daguenet, for instance; I married that chap off! I made a position for +the beggarly fellow after keeping him gratis for weeks! And I met him +yesterday, and he looks the other way! Oh, get along, you swine! I’m +less dirty than you!” + +She had begun pacing about again, and now she brought her fist +violently down on a round table. + +“By God it isn’t fair! Society’s all wrong. They come down on the women +when it’s the men who want you to do things. Yes, I can tell you this +now: when I used to go with them—see? I didn’t enjoy it; no, I didn’t +enjoy it one bit. It bored me, on my honor. Well then, I ask you +whether I’ve got anything to do with it! Yes, they bored me to death! +If it hadn’t been for them and what they made of me, dear boy, I should +be in a convent saying my prayers to the good God, for I’ve always had +my share of religion. Dash it, after all, if they have dropped their +money and their lives over it, what do I care? It’s their fault. I’ve +had nothing to do with it!” + +“Certainly not,” said Labordette with conviction. + +Zoé ushered in Mignon, and Nana received him smilingly. She had cried a +good deal, but it was all over now. Still glowing with enthusiasm, he +complimented her on her installation, but she let him see that she had +had enough of her mansion and that now she had other projects and would +sell everything up one of these days. Then as he excused himself for +calling on the ground that he had come about a benefit performance in +aid of old Bose, who was tied to his armchair by paralysis, she +expressed extreme pity and took two boxes. Meanwhile Zoé announced that +the carriage was waiting for Madame, and she asked for her hat and as +she tied the strings told them about poor, dear Satin’s mishap, adding: + +“I’m going to the hospital. Nobody ever loved me as she did. Oh, +they’re quite right when they accuse the men of heartlessness! Who +knows? Perhaps I shan’t see her alive. Never mind, I shall ask to see +her: I want to give her a kiss.” + +Labordette and Mignon smiled, and as Nana was no longer melancholy she +smiled too. Those two fellows didn’t count; they could enter into her +feelings. And they both stood and admired her in silent abstraction +while she finished buttoning her gloves. She alone kept her feet amid +the heaped-up riches of her mansion, while a whole generation of men +lay stricken down before her. Like those antique monsters whose +redoubtable domains were covered with skeletons, she rested her feet on +human skulls. She was ringed round with catastrophes. There was the +furious immolation of Vandeuvres; the melancholy state of Foucarmont, +who was lost in the China seas; the smashup of Steiner, who now had to +live like an honest man; the satisfied idiocy of La Faloise, and the +tragic shipwreck of the Muffats. Finally there was the white corpse of +Georges, over which Philippe was now watching, for he had come out of +prison but yesterday. She had finished her labor of ruin and death. The +fly that had flown up from the ordure of the slums, bringing with it +the leaven of social rottenness, had poisoned all these men by merely +alighting on them. It was well done—it was just. She had avenged the +beggars and the wastrels from whose caste she issued. And while, +metaphorically speaking, her sex rose in a halo of glory and beamed +over prostrate victims like a mounting sun shining brightly over a +field of carnage, the actual woman remained as unconscious as a +splendid animal, and in her ignorance of her mission was the +good-natured courtesan to the last. She was still big; she was still +plump; her health was excellent, her spirits capital. But this went for +nothing now, for her house struck her as ridiculous. It was too small; +it was full of furniture which got in her way. It was a wretched +business, and the long and the short of the matter was she would have +to make a fresh start. In fact, she was meditating something much +better, and so she went off to kiss Satin for the last time. She was in +all her finery and looked clean and solid and as brand new as if she +had never seen service before. + + + + + CHAPTER XIV + + +Nana suddenly disappeared. It was a fresh plunge, an escapade, a flight +into barbarous regions. Before her departure she had treated herself to +a new sensation: she had held a sale and had made a clean sweep of +everything—house, furniture, jewelry, nay, even dresses and linen. +Prices were cited—the five days’ sale produced more than six hundred +thousand francs. For the last time Paris had seen her in a fairy piece. +It was called Melusine, and it played at the Theatre de la Gaîté, which +the penniless Bordenave had taken out of sheer audacity. Here she again +found herself in company with Prullière and Fontan. Her part was simply +spectacular, but it was the great attraction of the piece, consisting, +as it did, of three POSES PLASTIQUES, each of which represented the +same dumb and puissant fairy. Then one fine morning amid his grand +success, when Bordenave, who was mad after advertisement, kept firing +the Parisian imagination with colossal posters, it became known that +she must have started for Cairo the previous day. She had simply had a +few words with her manager. Something had been said which did not +please her; the whole thing was the caprice of a woman who is too rich +to let herself be annoyed. Besides, she had indulged an old +infatuation, for she had long meditated visiting the Turks. + +Months passed—she began to be forgotten. When her name was mentioned +among the ladies and gentlemen, the strangest stories were told, and +everybody gave the most contradictory and at the same time prodigious +information. She had made a conquest of the viceroy; she was reigning, +in the recesses of a palace, over two hundred slaves whose heads she +now and then cut off for the sake of a little amusement. No, not at +all! She had ruined herself with a great big nigger! A filthy passion +this, which had left her wallowing without a chemise to her back in the +crapulous debauchery of Cairo. A fortnight later much astonishment was +produced when someone swore to having met her in Russia. A legend began +to be formed: she was the mistress of a prince, and her diamonds were +mentioned. All the women were soon acquainted with them from the +current descriptions, but nobody could cite the precise source of all +this information. There were finger rings, earrings, bracelets, a +REVIERE of phenomenal width, a queenly diadem surmounted by a central +brilliant the size of one’s thumb. In the retirement of those faraway +countries she began to gleam forth as mysteriously as a gem-laden idol. +People now mentioned her without laughing, for they were full of +meditative respect for this fortune acquired among the barbarians. + +One evening in July toward eight o’clock, Lucy, while getting out of +her carriage in the Rue du Faubourg Saint-Honore, noticed Caroline +Hequet, who had come out on foot to order something at a neighboring +tradesman’s. Lucy called her and at once burst out with: + +“Have you dined? Are you disengaged? Oh, then come with me, my dear. +Nana’s back.” + +The other got in at once, and Lucy continued: + +“And you know, my dear, she may be dead while we’re gossiping.” + +“Dead! What an idea!” cried Caroline in stupefaction. “And where is +she? And what’s it of?” + +“At the Grand Hotel, of smallpox. Oh, it’s a long story!” + +Lucy had bidden her coachman drive fast, and while the horses trotted +rapidly along the Rue Royale and the boulevards, she told what had +happened to Nana in jerky, breathless sentences. + +“You can’t imagine it. Nana plumps down out of Russia. I don’t know +why—some dispute with her prince. She leaves her traps at the station; +she lands at her aunt’s—you remember the old thing. Well, and then she +finds her baby dying of smallpox. The baby dies next day, and she has a +row with the aunt about some money she ought to have sent, of which the +other one has never seen a sou. Seems the child died of that: in fact, +it was neglected and badly cared for. Very well; Nana slopes, goes to a +hotel, then meets Mignon just as she was thinking of her traps. She has +all sorts of queer feelings, shivers, wants to be sick, and Mignon +takes her back to her place and promises to look after her affairs. +Isn’t it odd, eh? Doesn’t it all happen pat? But this is the best part +of the story: Rose finds out about Nana’s illness and gets indignant at +the idea of her being alone in furnished apartments. So she rushes off, +crying, to look after her. You remember how they used to detest one +another—like regular furies! Well then, my dear, Rose has had Nana +transported to the Grand Hotel, so that she should, at any rate, die in +a smart place, and now she’s already passed three nights there and is +free to die of it after. It’s Labordette who told me all about it. +Accordingly I wanted to see for myself—” + +“Yes, yes,” interrupted Caroline in great excitement “We’ll go up to +her.” + +They had arrived at their destination. On the boulevard the coachman +had had to rein in his horses amid a block of carriages and people on +foot. During the day the Corps Legislatif had voted for war, and now a +crowd was streaming down all the streets, flowing along all the +pavements, invading the middle of the roadway. Beyond the Madeleine the +sun had set behind a blood-red cloud, which cast a reflection as of a +great fire and set the lofty windows flaming. Twilight was falling, and +the hour was oppressively melancholy, for now the avenues were +darkening away into the distance but were not as yet dotted over by the +bright sparks of the gas lamps. And among the marching crowds distant +voices swelled and grew ever louder, and eyes gleamed from pale faces, +while a great spreading wind of anguish and stupor set every head +whirling. + +“Here’s Mignon,” said Lucy. “He’ll give us news.” + +Mignon was standing under the vast porch of the Grand Hotel. He looked +nervous and was gazing at the crowd. After Lucy’s first few questions +he grew impatient and cried out: + +“How should I know? These last two days I haven’t been able to tear +Rose away from up there. It’s getting stupid, when all’s said, for her +to be risking her life like that! She’ll be charming if she gets over +it, with holes in her face! It’ll suit us to a tee!” + +The idea that Rose might lose her beauty was exasperating him. He was +giving up Nana in the most downright fashion, and he could not in the +least understand these stupid feminine devotions. But Fauchery was +crossing the boulevard, and he, too, came up anxiously and asked for +news. The two men egged each other on. They addressed one another +familiarly in these days. + +“Always the same business, my sonny,” declared Mignon. “You ought to go +upstairs; you would force her to follow you.” + +“Come now, you’re kind, you are!” said the journalist. “Why don’t you +go upstairs yourself?” + +Then as Lucy began asking for Nana’s number, they besought her to make +Rose come down; otherwise they would end by getting angry. + +Nevertheless, Lucy and Caroline did not go up at once. They had caught +sight of Fontan strolling about with his hands in his pockets and +greatly amused by the quaint expressions of the mob. When he became +aware that Nana was lying ill upstairs he affected sentiment and +remarked: + +“The poor girl! I’ll go and shake her by the hand. What’s the matter +with her, eh?” + +“Smallpox,” replied Mignon. + +The actor had already taken a step or two in the direction of the +court, but he came back and simply murmured with a shiver: + +“Oh, damn it!” + +The smallpox was no joke. Fontan had been near having it when he was +five years old, while Mignon gave them an account of one of his nieces +who had died of it. As to Fauchery, he could speak of it from personal +experience, for he still bore marks of it in the shape of three little +lumps at the base of his nose, which he showed them. And when Mignon +again egged him on to the ascent, on the pretext that you never had it +twice, he violently combated this theory and with infinite abuse of the +doctors instanced various cases. But Lucy and Caroline interrupted +them, for the growing multitude filled them with astonishment. + +“Just look! Just look what a lot of people!” The night was deepening, +and in the distance the gas lamps were being lit one by one. Meanwhile +interested spectators became visible at windows, while under the trees +the human flood grew every minute more dense, till it ran in one +enormous stream from the Madeleine to the Bastille. Carriages rolled +slowly along. A roaring sound went up from this compact and as yet +inarticulate mass. Each member of it had come out, impelled by the +desire to form a crowd, and was now trampling along, steeping himself +in the pervading fever. But a great movement caused the mob to flow +asunder. Among the jostling, scattering groups a band of men in +workmen’s caps and white blouses had come in sight, uttering a +rhythmical cry which suggested the beat of hammers upon an anvil. + +“To Ber-lin! To Ber-lin! To Ber-lin!” And the crowd stared in gloomy +distrust yet felt themselves already possessed and inspired by heroic +imaginings, as though a military band were passing. + +“Oh yes, go and get your throats cut!” muttered Mignon, overcome by an +access of philosophy. + +But Fontan thought it very fine, indeed, and spoke of enlisting. When +the enemy was on the frontier all citizens ought to rise up in defense +of the fatherland! And with that he assumed an attitude suggestive of +Bonaparte at Austerlitz. + +“Look here, are you coming up with us?” Lucy asked him. + +“Oh dear, no! To catch something horrid?” he said. + +On a bench in front of the Grand Hotel a man sat hiding his face in a +handkerchief. On arriving Fauchery had indicated him to Mignon with a +wink of the eye. Well, he was still there; yes, he was always there. +And the journalist detained the two women also in order to point him +out to them. When the man lifted his head they recognized him; an +exclamation escaped them. It was the Count Muffat, and he was giving an +upward glance at one of the windows. + +“You know, he’s been waiting there since this morning,” Mignon informed +them. “I saw him at six o’clock, and he hasn’t moved since. Directly +Labordette spoke about it he came there with his handkerchief up to his +face. Every half-hour he comes dragging himself to where we’re standing +to ask if the person upstairs is doing better, and then he goes back +and sits down. Hang it, that room isn’t healthy! It’s all very well +being fond of people, but one doesn’t want to kick the bucket.” + +The count sat with uplifted eyes and did not seem conscious of what was +going on around him. Doubtless he was ignorant of the declaration of +war, and he neither felt nor saw the crowd. + +“Look, here he comes!” said Fauchery. “Now you’ll see.” + +The count had, in fact, quitted his bench and was entering the lofty +porch. But the porter, who was getting to know his face at last, did +not give him time to put his question. He said sharply: + +“She’s dead, monsieur, this very minute.” + +Nana dead! It was a blow to them all. Without a word Muffat had gone +back to the bench, his face still buried in his handkerchief. The +others burst into exclamations, but they were cut short, for a fresh +band passed by, howling, “À BERLIN! À BERLIN! À BERLIN!” Nana dead! +Hang it, and such a fine girl too! Mignon sighed and looked relieved, +for at last Rose would come down. A chill fell on the company. Fontan, +meditating a tragic role, had assumed a look of woe and was drawing +down the corners of his mouth and rolling his eyes askance, while +Fauchery chewed his cigar nervously, for despite his cheap journalistic +chaff he was really touched. Nevertheless, the two women continued to +give vent to their feelings of surprise. The last time Lucy had seen +her was at the Gaîté; Blanche, too, had seen her in Melusine. Oh, how +stunning it was, my dear, when she appeared in the depths of the +crystal grot! The gentlemen remembered the occasion perfectly. Fontan +had played the Prince Cocorico. And their memories once stirred up, +they launched into interminable particulars. How ripping she looked +with that rich coloring of hers in the crystal grot! Didn’t she, now? +She didn’t say a word: the authors had even deprived her of a line or +two, because it was superfluous. No, never a word! It was grander that +way, and she drove her public wild by simply showing herself. You +wouldn’t find another body like hers! Such shoulders as she had, and +such legs and such a figure! Strange that she should be dead! You know, +above her tights she had nothing on but a golden girdle which hardly +concealed her behind and in front. All round her the grotto, which was +entirely of glass, shone like day. Cascades of diamonds were flowing +down; strings of brilliant pearls glistened among the stalactites in +the vault overhead, and amid the transparent atmosphere and flowing +fountain water, which was crossed by a wide ray of electric light, she +gleamed like the sun with that flamelike skin and hair of hers. Paris +would always picture her thus—would see her shining high up among +crystal glass like the good God Himself. No, it was too stupid to let +herself die under such conditions! She must be looking pretty by this +time in that room up there! + +“And what a lot of pleasures bloody well wasted!” said Mignon in +melancholy tones, as became a man who did not like to see good and +useful things lost. + +He sounded Lucy and Caroline in order to find out if they were going up +after all. Of course they were going up; their curiosity had increased. +Just then Blanche arrived, out of breath and much exasperated at the +way the crowds were blocking the pavement, and when she heard the news +there was a fresh outburst of exclamations, and with a great rustling +of skirts the ladies moved toward the staircase. Mignon followed them, +crying out: + +“Tell Rose that I’m waiting for her. She’ll come at once, eh?” + +“They do not exactly know whether the contagion is to be feared at the +beginning or near the end,” Fontan was explaining to Fauchery. “A +medical I know was assuring me that the hours immediately following +death are particularly dangerous. There are miasmatic exhalations then. +Ah, but I do regret this sudden ending; I should have been so glad to +shake hands with her for the last time. + +“What good would it do you now?” said the journalist. + +“Yes, what good?” the two others repeated. + +The crowd was still on the increase. In the bright light thrown from +shop-windows and beneath the wavering glare of the gas two living +streams were distinguishable as they flowed along the pavement, +innumerable hats apparently drifting on their surface. At that hour the +popular fever was gaining ground rapidly, and people were flinging +themselves in the wake of the bands of men in blouses. A constant +forward movement seemed to sweep the roadway, and the cry kept +recurring; obstinately, abruptly, there rang from thousands of throats: + +“À BERLIN! À BERLIN! À BERLIN!” + +The room on the fourth floor upstairs cost twelve francs a day, since +Rose had wanted something decent and yet not luxurious, for +sumptuousness is not necessary when one is suffering. Hung with Louis +XIII cretonne, which was adorned with a pattern of large flowers, the +room was furnished with the mahogany commonly found in hotels. On the +floor there was a red carpet variegated with black foliage. Heavy +silence reigned save for an occasional whispering sound caused by +voices in the corridor. + +“I assure you we’re lost. The waiter told us to turn to the right. What +a barrack of a house!” + +“Wait a bit; we must have a look. Room number 401; room number 401!” + +“Oh, it’s this way: 405, 403. We ought to be there. Ah, at last, 401! +This way! Hush now, hush!” + +The voices were silent. Then there was a slight coughing and a moment +or so of mental preparation. Then the door opened slowly, and Lucy +entered, followed by Caroline and Blanche. But they stopped directly; +there were already five women in the room; Gaga was lying back in the +solitary armchair, which was a red velvet Voltaire. In front of the +fireplace Simonne and Clarisse were now standing talking to Léa de +Horn, who was seated, while by the bed, to the left of the door, Rose +Mignon, perched on the edge of a chest, sat gazing fixedly at the body +where it lay hidden in the shadow of the curtains. All the others had +their hats and gloves on and looked as if they were paying a call: she +alone sat there with bare hands and untidy hair and cheeks rendered +pale by three nights of watching. She felt stupid in the face of this +sudden death, and her eyes were swollen with weeping. A shaded lamp +standing on the corner of the chest of drawers threw a bright flood of +light over Gaga. + +“What a sad misfortune, is it not?” whispered Lucy as she shook hands +with Rose. “We wanted to bid her good-by.” + +And she turned round and tried to catch sight of her, but the lamp was +too far off, and she did not dare bring it nearer. On the bed lay +stretched a gray mass, but only the ruddy chignon was distinguishable +and a pale blotch which might be the face. Lucy added: + +“I never saw her since that time at the Gaîté, when she was at the end +of the grotto.” + +At this Rose awoke from her stupor and smiled as she said: + +“Ah, she’s changed; she’s changed.” + +Then she once more lapsed into contemplation and neither moved nor +spoke. Perhaps they would be able to look at her presently! And with +that the three women joined the others in front of the fireplace. +Simonne and Clarisse were discussing the dead woman’s diamonds in low +tones. Well, did they really exist—those diamonds? Nobody had seen +them; it must be a bit of humbug. But Léa de Horn knew someone who knew +all about them. Oh, they were monster stones! Besides, they weren’t +all; she had brought back lots of other precious property from +Russia—embroidered stuffs, for instance, valuable knickknacks, a gold +dinner service, nay, even furniture. “Yes, my dear, fifty-two boxes, +enormous cases some of them, three truckloads of them!” They were all +lying at the station. “Wasn’t it hard lines, eh?—to die without even +having time to unpack one’s traps?” Then she had a lot of tin, +besides—something like a million! Lucy asked who was going to inherit +it all. Oh, distant relations—the aunt, without doubt! It would be a +pretty surprise for that old body. She knew nothing about it yet, for +the sick woman had obstinately refused to let them warn her, for she +still owed her a grudge over her little boy’s death. Thereupon they +were all moved to pity about the little boy, and they remembered seeing +him at the races. Oh, it was a wretchedly sickly baby; it looked so old +and so sad. In fact, it was one of those poor brats who never asked to +be born! + +“He’s happier under the ground,” said Blanche. + +“Bah, and so’s she!” added Caroline. “Life isn’t so funny!” + +In that gloomy room melancholy ideas began to take possession of their +imaginations. They felt frightened. It was silly to stand talking so +long, but a longing to see her kept them rooted to the spot. It was +very hot—the lamp glass threw a round, moonlike patch of light upon the +ceiling, but the rest of the room was drowned in steamy darkness. Under +the bed a deep plate full of phenol exhaled an insipid smell. And every +few moments tiny gusts of wind swelled the window curtains. The window +opened on the boulevard, whence rose a dull roaring sound. + +“Did she suffer much?” asked Lucy, who was absorbed in contemplation of +the clock, the design of which represented the three Graces as nude +young women, smiling like opera dancers. + +Gaga seemed to wake up. + +“My word, yes! I was present when she died. I promise you it was not at +all pleasant to see. Why, she was taken with a shuddering fit—” + +But she was unable to proceed with her explanation, for a cry arose +outside: + +“À BERLIN! À BERLIN! À BERLIN!” + +And Lucy, who felt suffocated, flung wide the window and leaned upon +the sill. It was pleasant there; the air came fresh from the starry +sky. Opposite her the windows were all aglow with light, and the gas +sent dancing reflections over the gilt lettering of the shop signs. + +Beneath these, again, a most amusing scene presented itself. The +streams of people were discernible rolling torrentwise along the +sidewalks and in the roadway, where there was a confused procession of +carriages. Everywhere there were vast moving shadows in which lanterns +and lampposts gleamed like sparks. But the band which now came roaring +by carried torches, and a red glow streamed down from the direction of +the Madeleine, crossed the mob like a trail of fire and spread out over +the heads in the distance like a vivid reflection of a burning house. +Lucy called Blanche and Caroline, forgetting where she was and +shouting: + +“Do come! You get a capital view from this window!” + +They all three leaned out, greatly interested. The trees got in their +way, and occasionally the torches disappeared under the foliage. They +tried to catch a glimpse of the men of their own party below, but a +protruding balcony hid the door, and they could only make out Count +Muffat, who looked like a dark parcel thrown down on the bench where he +sat. He was still burying his face in his handkerchief. A carriage had +stopped in front, and yet another woman hurried up, in whom Lucy +recognized Maria Blond. She was not alone; a stout man got down after +her. + +“It’s that thief of a Steiner,” said Caroline. “How is it they haven’t +sent him back to Cologne yet? I want to see how he looks when he comes +in.” + +They turned round, but when after the lapse of ten minutes Maria Blond +appeared, she was alone. She had twice mistaken the staircase. And when +Lucy, in some astonishment, questioned her: + +“What, he?” she said. “My dear, don’t you go fancying that he’ll come +upstairs! It’s a great wonder he’s escorted me as far as the door. +There are nearly a dozen of them smoking cigars.” + +As a matter of fact, all the gentlemen were meeting downstairs. They +had come strolling thither in order to have a look at the boulevards, +and they hailed one another and commented loudly on that poor girl’s +death. Then they began discussing politics and strategy. Bordenave, +Daguenet, Labordette, Prullière and others, besides, had swollen the +group, and now they were all listening to Fontan, who was explaining +his plan for taking Berlin within a week. + +Meanwhile Maria Blond was touched as she stood by the bedside and +murmured, as the others had done before her: + +“Poor pet! The last time I saw her was in the grotto at the Gaîté.” + +“Ah, she’s changed; she’s changed!” Rose Mignon repeated with a smile +of gloomiest dejection. + +Two more women arrived. These were Tatan Nene and Louise Violaine. They +had been wandering about the Grand Hotel for twenty minutes past, +bandied from waiter to waiter, and had ascended and descended more than +thirty flights of stairs amid a perfect stampede of travelers who were +hurrying to leave Paris amid the panic caused by the war and the +excitement on the boulevards. Accordingly they just dropped down on +chairs when they came in, for they were too tired to think about the +dead. At that moment a loud noise came from the room next door, where +people were pushing trunks about and striking against furniture to an +accompaniment of strident, outlandish syllables. It was a young +Austrian couple, and Gaga told how during her agony the neighbors had +played a game of catch as catch can and how, as only an unused door +divided the two rooms, they had heard them laughing and kissing when +one or the other was caught. + +“Come, it’s time we were off,” said Clarisse. “We shan’t bring her to +life again. Are you coming, Simonne?” + +They all looked at the bed out of the corners of their eyes, but they +did not budge an inch. Nevertheless, they began getting ready and gave +their skirts various little pats. Lucy was again leaning out of window. +She was alone now, and a sorrowful feeling began little by little to +overpower her, as though an intense wave of melancholy had mounted up +from the howling mob. Torches still kept passing, shaking out clouds of +sparks, and far away in the distance the various bands stretched into +the shadows, surging unquietly to and fro like flocks being driven to +the slaughterhouse at night. A dizzy feeling emanated from these +confused masses as the human flood rolled them along—a dizzy feeling, a +sense of terror and all the pity of the massacres to come. The people +were going wild; their voices broke; they were drunk with a fever of +excitement which sent them rushing toward the unknown “out there” +beyond the dark wall of the horizon. + +“À BERLIN! À BERLIN! À BERLIN!” + +Lucy turned round. She leaned her back against the window, and her face +was very pale. + +“Good God! What’s to become of us?” + +The ladies shook their heads. They were serious and very anxious about +the turn events were taking. + +“For my part,” said Caroline Hequet in her decisive way, “I start for +London the day after tomorrow. Mamma’s already over there getting a +house ready for me. I’m certainly not going to let myself be massacred +in Paris.” + +Her mother, as became a prudent woman, had invested all her daughters’ +money in foreign lands. One never knows how a war may end! But Maria +Blond grew vexed at this. She was a patriot and spoke of following the +army. + +“There’s a coward for you! Yes, if they wanted me I should put on man’s +clothes just to have a good shot at those pigs of Prussians! And if we +all die after? What of that? Our wretched skins aren’t so valuable!” + +Blanche de Sivry was exasperated. + +“Please don’t speak ill of the Prussians! They are just like other men, +and they’re not always running after the women, like your Frenchmen. +They’ve just expelled the little Prussian who was with me. He was an +awfully rich fellow and so gentle: he couldn’t have hurt a soul. It’s +disgraceful; I’m ruined by it. And, you know, you mustn’t say a word or +I go and find him out in Germany!” + +After that, while the two were at loggerheads, Gaga began murmuring in +dolorous tones: + +“It’s all over with me; my luck’s always bad. It’s only a week ago that +I finished paying for my little house at Juvisy. Ah, God knows what +trouble it cost me! I had to go to Lili for help! And now here’s the +war declared, and the Prussians’ll come and they’ll burn everything. +How am I to begin again at my time of life, I should like to know?” + +“Bah!” said Clarisse. “I don’t care a damn about it. I shall always +find what I want.” + +“Certainly you will,” added Simonne. “It’ll be a joke. Perhaps, after +all, it’ll be good biz.” + +And her smile hinted what she thought. Tatan Nene and Louise Violaine +were of her opinion. The former told them that she had enjoyed the most +roaring jolly good times with soldiers. Oh, they were good fellows and +would have done any mortal thing for the girls. But as the ladies had +raised their voices unduly Rose Mignon, still sitting on the chest by +the bed, silenced them with a softly whispered “Hush!” They stood quite +still at this and glanced obliquely toward the dead woman, as though +this request for silence had emanated from the very shadows of the +curtains. In the heavy, peaceful stillness which ensued, a void, +deathly stillness which made them conscious of the stiff dead body +lying stretched close by them, the cries of the mob burst forth: + +“À BERLIN! À BERLIN! À BERLIN!” + +But soon they forgot. Léa de Horn, who had a political salon where +former ministers of Louis Philippe were wont to indulge in delicate +epigrams, shrugged her shoulders and continued the conversation in a +low tone: + +“What a mistake this war is! What a bloodthirsty piece of stupidity!” + +At this Lucy forthwith took up the cudgels for the empire. She had been +the mistress of a prince of the imperial house, and its defense became +a point of family honor with her. + +“Do leave them alone, my dear. We couldn’t let ourselves be further +insulted! Why, this war concerns the honor of France. Oh, you know I +don’t say that because of the prince. He WAS just mean! Just imagine, +at night when he was going to bed he hid his gold in his boots, and +when we played at bezique he used beans, because one day I pounced down +on the stakes for fun. But that doesn’t prevent my being fair. The +emperor was right.” + +Léa shook her head with an air of superiority, as became a woman who +was repeating the opinions of important personages. Then raising her +voice: + +“This is the end of all things. They’re out of their minds at the +Tuileries. France ought to have driven them out yesterday. Don’t you +see?” + +They all violently interrupted her. What was up with her? Was she mad +about the emperor? Were people not happy? Was business doing badly? +Paris would never enjoy itself so thoroughly again. + +Gaga was beside herself; she woke up and was very indignant. + +“Be quiet! It’s idiotic! You don’t know what you’re saying. I—I’ve seen +Louis Philippe’s reign: it was full of beggars and misers, my dear. And +then came ’48! Oh, it was a pretty disgusting business was their +republic! After February I was simply dying of starvation—yes, I, Gaga. +Oh, if only you’d been through it all you would go down on your knees +before the emperor, for he’s been a father to us; yes, a father to us.” + +She had to be soothed but continued with pious fervor: + +“O my God, do Thy best to give the emperor the victory. Preserve the +empire to us!” + +They all repeated this aspiration, and Blanche confessed that she +burned candles for the emperor. Caroline had been smitten by him and +for two whole months had walked where he was likely to pass but had +failed to attract his attention. And with that the others burst forth +into furious denunciations of the Republicans and talked of +exterminating them on the frontiers so that Napoleon III, after having +beaten the enemy, might reign peacefully amid universal enjoyment. + +“That dirty Bismarck—there’s another cad for you!” Maria Blond +remarked. + +“To think that I should have known him!” cried Simonne. “If only I +could have foreseen, I’m the one that would have put some poison in his +glass.” + +But Blanche, on whose heart the expulsion of her Prussian still +weighed, ventured to defend Bismarck. Perhaps he wasn’t such a bad +sort. To every man his trade! + +“You know,” she added, “he adores women.” + +“What the hell has that got to do with us?” said Clarisse. “We don’t +want to cuddle him, eh?” + +“There’s always too many men of that sort!” declared Louise Violaine +gravely. “It’s better to do without ’em than to mix oneself up with +such monsters!” + +And the discussion continued, and they stripped Bismarck, and, in her +Bonapartist zeal, each of them gave him a sounding kick, while Tatan +Nene kept saying: + +“Bismarck! Why, they’ve simply driven me crazy with the chap! Oh, I +hate him! I didn’t know that there Bismarck! One can’t know everybody.” + +“Never mind,” said Léa de Horn by way of conclusion, “that Bismarck +will give us a jolly good threshing.” + +But she could not continue. The ladies were all down on her at once. +Eh, what? A threshing? It was Bismarck they were going to escort home +with blows from the butt ends of their muskets. What was this bad +Frenchwoman going to say next? + +“Hush,” whispered Rose, for so much noise hurt her. + +The cold influence of the corpse once more overcame them, and they all +paused together. They were embarrassed; the dead woman was before them +again; a dull thread of coming ill possessed them. On the boulevard the +cry was passing, hoarse and wild: + +“À BERLIN! À BERLIN! À BERLIN!” + +Presently, when they were making up their minds to go, a voice was +heard calling from the passage: + +“Rose! Rose!” + +Gaga opened the door in astonishment and disappeared for a moment. When +she returned: + +“My dear,” she said, “it’s Fauchery. He’s out there at the end of the +corridor. He won’t come any further, and he’s beside himself because +you still stay near that body.” + +Mignon had at last succeeded in urging the journalist upstairs. Lucy, +who was still at the window, leaned out and caught sight of the +gentlemen out on the pavement. They were looking up, making energetic +signals to her. Mignon was shaking his fists in exasperation, and +Steiner, Fontan, Bordenave and the rest were stretching out their arms +with looks of anxious reproach, while Daguenet simply stood smoking a +cigar with his hands behind his back, so as not to compromise himself. + +“It’s true, dear,” said Lucy, leaving the window open; “I promised to +make you come down. They’re all calling us now.” + +Rose slowly and painfully left the chest. + +“I’m coming down; I’m coming down,” she whispered. “It’s very certain +she no longer needs me. They’re going to send in a Sister of Mercy.” + +And she turned round, searching for her hat and shawl. Mechanically she +filled a basin of water on the toilet table and while washing her hands +and face continued: + +“I don’t know! It’s been a great blow to me. We used scarcely to be +nice to one another. Ah well! You see I’m quite silly over it now. Oh! +I’ve got all sorts of strange ideas—I want to die myself—I feel the end +of the world’s coming. Yes, I need air.” + +The corpse was beginning to poison the atmosphere of the room. And +after long heedlessness there ensued a panic. + +“Let’s be off; let’s be off, my little pets!” Gaga kept saying. “It +isn’t wholesome here.” + +They went briskly out, casting a last glance at the bed as they passed +it. But while Lucy, Blanche and Caroline still remained behind, Rose +gave a final look round, for she wanted to leave the room in order. She +drew a curtain across the window, and then it occurred to her that the +lamp was not the proper thing and that a taper should take its place. +So she lit one of the copper candelabra on the chimney piece and placed +it on the night table beside the corpse. A brilliant light suddenly +illumined the dead woman’s face. The women were horror-struck. They +shuddered and escaped. + +“Ah, she’s changed; she’s changed!” murmured Rose Mignon, who was the +last to remain. + +She went away; she shut the door. Nana was left alone with upturned +face in the light cast by the candle. She was fruit of the charnel +house, a heap of matter and blood, a shovelful of corrupted flesh +thrown down on the pillow. The pustules had invaded the whole of the +face, so that each touched its neighbor. Fading and sunken, they had +assumed the grayish hue of mud; and on that formless pulp, where the +features had ceased to be traceable, they already resembled some +decaying damp from the grave. One eye, the left eye, had completely +foundered among bubbling purulence, and the other, which remained half +open, looked like a deep, black, ruinous hole. The nose was still +suppurating. Quite a reddish crush was peeling from one of the cheeks +and invading the mouth, which it distorted into a horrible grin. And +over this loathsome and grotesque mask of death the hair, the beautiful +hair, still blazed like sunlight and flowed downward in rippling gold. +Venus was rotting. It seemed as though the poison she had assimilated +in the gutters and on the carrion tolerated by the roadside, the leaven +with which she had poisoned a whole people, had but now remounted to +her face and turned it to corruption. + +The room was empty. A great despairing breath came up from the +boulevard and swelled the curtain. + +“À BERLIN! À BERLIN! À BERLIN!” + + + + + THE MILLER’S DAUGHTER + + + + + CHAPTER I + THE BETROTHAL + + +Père Merlier’s mill, one beautiful summer evening, was arranged for a +grand fête. In the courtyard were three tables, placed end to end, +which awaited the guests. Everyone knew that Francoise, Merlier’s +daughter, was that night to be betrothed to Dominique, a young man who +was accused of idleness but whom the fair sex for three leagues around +gazed at with sparkling eyes, such a fine appearance had he. + +Père Merlier’s mill was pleasing to look upon. It stood exactly in the +center of Rocreuse, where the highway made an elbow. The village had +but one street, with two rows of huts, a row on each side of the road; +but at the elbow meadows spread out, and huge trees which lined the +banks of the Morelle covered the extremity of the valley with lordly +shade. There was not, in all Lorraine, a corner of nature more +adorable. To the right and to the left thick woods, centenarian +forests, towered up from gentle slopes, filling the horizon with a sea +of verdure, while toward the south the plain stretched away, of +marvelous fertility, displaying as far as the eye could reach patches +of ground divided by green hedges. But what constituted the special +charm of Rocreuse was the coolness of that cut of verdure in the most +sultry days of July and August. The Morelle descended from the forests +of Gagny and seemed to have gathered the cold from the foliage beneath +which it flowed for leagues; it brought with it the murmuring sounds, +the icy and concentrated shade of the woods. And it was not the sole +source of coolness: all sorts of flowing streams gurgled through the +forest; at each step springs bubbled up; one felt, on following the +narrow pathways, that there must exist subterranean lakes which pierced +through beneath the moss and availed themselves of the smallest +crevices at the feet of trees or between the rocks to burst forth in +crystalline fountains. The whispering voices of these brooks were so +numerous and so loud that they drowned the song of the bullfinches. It +was like some enchanted park with cascades falling from every portion. + +Below the meadows were damp. Gigantic chestnut trees cast dark shadows. +On the borders of the meadows long hedges of poplars exhibited in lines +their rustling branches. Two avenues of enormous plane trees stretched +across the fields toward the ancient Château de Gagny, then a mass of +ruins. In this constantly watered district the grass grew to an +extraordinary height. It resembled a garden between two wooded hills, a +natural garden, of which the meadows were the lawns, the giant trees +marking the colossal flower beds. When the sun’s rays at noon poured +straight downward the shadows assumed a bluish tint; scorched grass +slept in the heat, while an icy shiver passed beneath the foliage. + +And there it was that Père Merlier’s mill enlivened with its ticktack a +corner of wild verdure. The structure, built of plaster and planks, +seemed as old as the world. It dipped partially in the Morelle, which +rounded at that point into a transparent basin. A sluice had been made, +and the water fell from a height of several meters upon the mill wheel, +which cracked as it turned, with the asthmatic cough of a faithful +servant grown old in the house. When Père Merlier was advised to change +it he shook his head, saying that a new wheel would be lazier and would +not so well understand the work, and he mended the old one with +whatever he could put his hands on: cask staves, rusty iron, zinc and +lead. The wheel appeared gayer than ever for it, with its profile grown +odd, all plumed with grass and moss. When the water beat upon it with +its silvery flood it was covered with pearls; its strange carcass wore +a sparkling attire of necklaces of mother-of-pearl. + +The part of the mill which dipped in the Morelle had the air of a +barbaric arch stranded there. A full half of the structure was built on +piles. The water flowed beneath the floor, and deep places were there, +renowned throughout the district for the enormous eels and crayfish +caught in them. Below the fall the basin was as clear as a mirror, and +when the wheel did not cover it with foam schools of huge fish could be +seen swimming with the slowness of a squadron. Broken steps led down to +the river near a stake to which a boat was moored. A wooden gallery +passed above the wheel. Windows opened, pierced irregularly. It was a +pell-mell of corners, of little walls, of constructions added too late, +of beams and of roofs, which gave the mill the aspect of an old, +dismantled citadel. But ivy had grown; all sorts of clinging plants +stopped the too-wide chinks and threw a green cloak over the ancient +building. The young ladies who passed by sketched Père Merlier’s mill +in their albums. + +On the side facing the highway the structure was more solid. A stone +gateway opened upon the wide courtyard, which was bordered to the right +and to the left by sheds and stables. Beside a well an immense elm +covered half the courtyard with its shadow. In the background the +building displayed the four windows of its second story, surmounted by +a pigeon house. Père Merlier’s sole vanity was to have this front +plastered every ten years. It had just received a new coating and +dazzled the village when the sun shone on it at noon. + +For twenty years Père Merlier had been mayor of Rocreuse. He was +esteemed for the fortune he had acquired. His wealth was estimated at +something like eighty thousand francs, amassed sou by sou. When he +married Madeleine Guillard, who brought him the mill as her dowry, he +possessed only his two arms. But Madeleine never repented of her +choice, so briskly did he manage the business. Now his wife was dead, +and he remained a widower with his daughter Francoise. Certainly he +might have rested, allowed the mill wheel to slumber in the moss, but +that would have been too dull for him, and in his eyes the building +would have seemed dead. He toiled on for pleasure. + +Père Merlier was a tall old man with a long, still face, who never +laughed but who possessed, notwithstanding, a very gay heart. He had +been chosen mayor because of his money and also on account of the +imposing air he could assume during a marriage ceremony. + +Francoise Merlier was just eighteen. She did not pass for one of the +handsome girls of the district, as she was not robust. Up to her +fifteenth year she had been even ugly. + +The Rocreuse people had not been able to understand why the daughter of +Père and Mere Merlier, both of whom had always enjoyed excellent +health, grew ill and with an air of regret. But at fifteen, though yet +delicate, her little face became one of the prettiest in the world. She +had black hair, black eyes, and was as rosy as a peach; her lips +constantly wore a smile; there were dimples in her cheeks, and her fair +forehead seemed crowned with sunlight. Although not considered robust +in the district, she was far from thin; the idea was simply that she +could not lift a sack of grain, but she would become plump as she grew +older—she would eventually be as round and dainty as a quail. Her +father’s long periods of silence had made her thoughtful very young. If +she smiled constantly it was to please others. By nature she was +serious. + +Of course all the young men of the district paid court to her, more on +account of her ecus than her pretty ways. At last she made a choice +which scandalized the community. + +On the opposite bank of the Morelle lived a tall youth named Dominique +Penquer. He did not belong to Rocreuse. Ten years before he had arrived +from Belgium as the heir of his uncle, who had left him a small +property upon the very border of the forest of Gagny, just opposite the +mill, a few gunshots distant. He had come to sell this property, he +said, and return home. But the district charmed him, it appeared, for +he did not quit it. He was seen cultivating his little field, gathering +a few vegetables upon which he subsisted. He fished and hunted; many +times the forest guards nearly caught him and were on the point of +drawing up procès-verbaux against him. This free existence, the +resources of which the peasants could not clearly discover, at length +gave him a bad reputation. He was vaguely styled a poacher. At any +rate, he was lazy, for he was often found asleep on the grass when he +should have been at work. The hut he inhabited beneath the last trees +on the edge of the forest did not seem at all like the dwelling of an +honest young fellow. If he had had dealings with the wolves of the +ruins of Gagny the old women would not have been the least bit +surprised. Nevertheless, the young girls sometimes risked defending +him, for this doubtful man was superb; supple and tall as a poplar, he +had a very white skin, with flaxen hair and beard which gleamed like +gold in the sun. + +One fine morning Francoise declared to Père Merlier that she loved +Dominique and would never wed any other man. + +It may well be imagined what a blow this was to Père Merlier. He said +nothing, according to his custom, but his face grew thoughtful and his +internal gaiety no longer sparkled in his eyes. He looked gruff for a +week. Francoise also was exceedingly grave. What tormented Père Merlier +was to find out how this rogue of a poacher had managed to fascinate +his daughter. Dominique had never visited the mill. The miller watched +and saw the gallant on the other side of the Morelle, stretched out +upon the grass and feigning to be asleep. Francoise could see him from +her chamber window. Everything was plain: they had fallen in love by +casting sheep’s eyes at each other over the mill wheel. + +Another week went by. Francoise became more and more grave. Père +Merlier still said nothing. Then one evening he himself silently +brought in Dominique. Francoise at that moment was setting the table. +She did not seem astonished; she contented herself with putting on an +additional plate, knife and fork, but the little dimples were again +seen in her cheeks, and her smile reappeared. That morning Père Merlier +had sought out Dominique in his hut on the border of the wood. + +There the two men had talked for three hours with doors and windows +closed. What was the purport of their conversation no one ever knew. +Certain it was, however, that Père Merlier, on taking his departure, +already called Dominique his son-in-law. Without doubt the old man had +found the youth he had gone to seek a worthy youth in the lazy fellow +who stretched himself out upon the grass to make the girls fall in love +with him. + +All Rocreuse clamored. The women at the doors had plenty to say on the +subject of the folly of Père Merlier, who had thus introduced a +reprobate into his house. The miller let people talk on. Perhaps he +remembered his own marriage. He was without a sou when he wedded +Madeleine and her mill; this, however, had not prevented him from +making a good husband. Besides, Dominique cut short the gossip by going +so vigorously to work that all the district was amazed. The miller’s +assistant had just been drawn to serve as a soldier, and Dominique +would not suffer another to be engaged. He carried the sacks, drove the +cart, fought with the old mill wheel when it refused to turn, and all +this with such good will that people came to see him out of curiosity. +Père Merlier had his silent laugh. He was excessively proud of having +formed a correct estimate of this youth. There is nothing like love to +give courage to young folks. Amid all these heavy labors Francoise and +Dominique adored each other. They did not indulge in lovers’ talks, but +there was a smiling gentleness in their glances. + +Up to that time Père Merlier had not spoken a single word on the +subject of marriage, and they respected this silence, awaiting the old +man’s will. Finally one day toward the middle of July he caused three +tables to be placed in the courtyard, beneath the great elm, and +invited his friends of Rocreuse to come in the evening and drink a +glass of wine with him. + +When the courtyard was full and all had their glasses in their hands, +Père Merlier raised his very high and said: + +“I have the pleasure to announce to you that Francoise will wed this +young fellow here in a month, on Saint Louis’s Day.” + +Then they drank noisily. Everybody smiled. But Père Merlier, again +lifting his voice, exclaimed: + +“Dominique, embrace your fiancee. It is your right.” + +They embraced, blushing to the tips of their ears, while all the guests +laughed joyously. It was a genuine fête. They emptied a small cask of +wine. Then when all were gone but intimate friends the conversation was +carried on without noise. The night had fallen, a starry and cloudless +night. Dominique and Francoise, seated side by side on a bench, said +nothing. + +An old peasant spoke of the war the emperor had declared against +Prussia. All the village lads had already departed. On the preceding +day troops had again passed through the place. There was going to be +hard fighting. + +“Bah!” said Père Merlier with the selfishness of a happy man. +“Dominique is a foreigner; he will not go to the war. And if the +Prussians come here he will be on hand to defend his wife!” + +The idea that the Prussians might come there seemed a good joke. They +were going to receive a sound whipping, and the affair would soon be +over. + +“I have afready seen them; I have already seen them,” repeated the old +peasant in a hollow voice. + +There was silence. Then they drank again. Francoise and Dominique had +heard nothing; they had gently taken each other by the hand behind the +bench, so that nobody could see them, and it seemed so delightful that +they remained where they were, their eyes plunged into the depths of +the shadows. + +What a warm and superb night it was! The village slumbered on both +edges of the white highway in infantile quietude. From time to time was +heard the crowing of some chanticleer aroused too soon. From the huge +wood near by came long breaths, which passed over the roofs like +caresses. The meadows, with their dark shadows, assumed a mysterious +and dreamy majesty, while all the springs, all the flowing waters which +gurgled in the darkness, seemed to be the cool and rhythmical +respiration of the sleeping country. Occasionally the ancient mill +wheel, lost in a doze, appeared to dream like those old watchdogs that +bark while snoring; it cracked; it talked to itself, rocked by the fall +of the Morelle, the surface of which gave forth the musical and +continuous sound of an organ pipe. Never had more profound peace +descended upon a happier corner of nature. + + + + + CHAPTER II + THE ATTACK ON THE MILL + + +A month later, on the day preceding that of Saint Louis, Rocreuse was +in a state of terror. The Prussians had beaten the emperor and were +advancing by forced marches toward the village. For a week past people +who hurried along the highway had been announcing them thus: “They are +at Lormiere—they are at Novelles!” And on hearing that they were +drawing near so rapidly, Rocreuse every morning expected to see them +descend from the wood of Gagny. They did not come, however, and that +increased the fright. They would surely fall upon the village during +the night and slaughter everybody. + +That morning, a little before sunrise, there was an alarm. The +inhabitants were awakened by the loud tramp of men on the highway. The +women were already on their knees, making the sign of the cross, when +some of the people, peering cautiously through the partially opened +windows, recognized the red pantaloons. It was a French detachment. The +captain immediately asked for the mayor of the district and remained at +the mill after having talked with Père Merlier. + +The sun rose gaily that morning. It would be hot at noon. Over the wood +floated a golden brightness, while in the distance white vapors arose +from the meadows. The neat and pretty village awoke amid the fresh air, +and the country, with its river and its springs, had the moist +sweetness of a bouquet. But that beautiful day caused nobody to smile. +The captain was seen to take a turn around the mill, examine the +neighboring houses, pass to the other side of the Morelle and from +there study the district with a field glass; Père Merlier, who +accompanied him, seemed to be giving him explanations. Then the captain +posted soldiers behind the walls, behind the trees and in the ditches. +The main body of the detachment encamped in the courtyard of the mill. +Was there going to be a battle? When Père Merlier returned he was +questioned. He nodded his head without speaking. Yes, there was going +to be a battle! + +Francoise and Dominique were in the courtyard; they looked at him. At +last he took his pipe from his mouth and said: + +“Ah, my poor young ones, you cannot get married tomorrow!” + +Dominique, his lips pressed together, with an angry frown on his +forehead, at times raised himself on tiptoe and fixed his eyes upon the +wood of Gagny, as if he wished to see the Prussians arrive. Francoise, +very pale and serious, came and went, furnishing the soldiers with what +they needed. The troops were making soup in a corner of the courtyard; +they joked while waiting for it to get ready. + +The captain was delighted. He had visited the chambers and the huge +hall of the mill which looked out upon the river. Now, seated beside +the well, he was conversing with Père Merlier. + +“Your mill is a real fortress,” he said. “We can hold it without +difficulty until evening. The bandits are late. They ought to be here.” + +The miller was grave. He saw his mill burning like a torch, but he +uttered no complaint, thinking such a course useless. He merely said: + +“You had better hide the boat behind the wheel; there is a place there +just fit for that purpose. Perhaps it will be useful to have the boat.” + +The captain gave the requisite order. This officer was a handsome man +of forty; he was tall and had an amiable countenance. The sight of +Francoise and Dominique seemed to please him. He contemplated them as +if he had forgotten the coming struggle. He followed Francoise with his +eyes, and his look told plainly that he thought her charming. Then +turning toward Dominique, he asked suddenly: + +“Why are you not in the army, my good fellow?” + +“I am a foreigner,” answered the young man. + +The captain evidently did not attach much weight to this reason. He +winked his eye and smiled. Francoise was more agreeable company than a +cannon. On seeing him smile, Dominique added: + +“I am a foreigner, but I can put a ball in an apple at five hundred +meters. There is my hunting gun behind you.” + +“You may have use for it,” responded the captain dryly. + +Francoise had approached, somewhat agitated. Without heeding the +strangers present Dominique took and grasped in his the two hands she +extended to him, as if to put herself under his protection. The captain +smiled again but said not a word. He remained seated, his sword across +his knees and his eyes plunged into space, lost in a reverie. + +It was already ten o’clock. The heat had become very great. A heavy +silence prevailed. In the courtyard, in the shadows of the sheds, the +soldiers had begun to eat their soup. Not a sound came from the +village; all its inhabitants had barricaded the doors and windows of +their houses. A dog, alone upon the highway, howled. From the +neighboring forests and meadows, swooning in the heat, came a prolonged +and distant voice made up of all the scattered breaths. A cuckoo sang. +Then the silence grew more intense. + +Suddenly in that slumbering air a shot was heard. The captain leaped +briskly to his feet; the soldiers left their plates of soup, yet half +full. In a few seconds everybody was at the post of duty; from bottom +to top the mill was occupied. Meanwhile the captain, who had gone out +upon the road, had discovered nothing; to the right and to the left the +highway stretched out, empty and white. A second shot was heard, and +still nothing visible, not even a shadow. But as he was returning the +captain perceived in the direction of Gagny, between two trees, a light +puff of smoke whirling away like thistledown. The wood was calm and +peaceful. + +“The bandits have thrown themselves into the forest,” he muttered. +“They know we are here.” + +Then the firing continued, growing more and more vigorous, between the +French soldiers posted around the mill and the Prussians hidden behind +the trees. The balls whistled above the Morelle without damaging either +side. The fusillade was irregular, the shots coming from every bush, +and still only the little puffs of smoke, tossed gently by the breeze, +were seen. This lasted nearly two hours. The officer hummed a tune with +an air of indifference. Francoise and Dominique, who had remained in +the courtyard, raised themselves on tiptoe and looked over a low wall. +They were particularly interested in a little soldier posted on the +shore of the Morelle, behind the remains of an old bateau; he stretched +himself out flat on the ground, watched, fired and then glided into a +ditch a trifle farther back to reload his gun; and his movements were +so droll, so tricky and so supple, that they smiled as they looked at +him. He must have perceived the head of a Prussian, for he arose +quickly and brought his weapon to his shoulder, but before he could +fire he uttered a cry, fell and rolled into the ditch, where for an +instant his legs twitched convulsively like the claws of a chicken just +killed. The little soldier had received a ball full in the breast. He +was the first man slain. Instinctively Francoise seized Dominique’s +hand and clasped it with a nervous contraction. + +“Move away,” said the captain. “You are within range of the balls.” + +At that moment a sharp little thud was heard in the old elm, and a +fragment of a branch came whirling down. But the two young folks did +not stir; they were nailed to the spot by anxiety to see what was going +on. On the edge of the wood a Prussian had suddenly come out from +behind a tree as from a theater stage entrance, beating the air with +his hands and falling backward. Nothing further moved; the two corpses +seemed asleep in the broad sunlight; not a living soul was seen in the +scorching country. Even the crack of the fusillade had ceased. The +Morelle alone whispered in its clear tones. + +Père Merlier looked at the captain with an air of surprise, as if to +ask him if the struggle was over. + +“They are getting ready for something worse,” muttered the officer. +“Don’t trust appearances. Move away from there.” + +He had not finished speaking when there was a terrible discharge of +musketry. The great elm was riddled, and a host of leaves shot into the +air. The Prussians had happily fired too high. Dominique dragged, +almost carried, Francoise away, while Père Merlier followed them, +shouting: + +“Go down into the cellar; the walls are solid!” + +But they did not heed him; they entered the huge hall where ten +soldiers were waiting in silence, watching through the chinks in the +closed window shutters. The captain was alone in the courtyard, +crouching behind the little wall, while the furious discharges +continued. Without, the soldiers he had posted gave ground only foot by +foot. However, they re-entered one by one, crawling, when the enemy had +dislodged them from their hiding places. Their orders were to gain time +and not show themselves, that the Prussians might remain in ignorance +as to what force was before them. Another hour went by. As a sergeant +arrived, saying that but two or three more men remained without, the +captain glanced at his watch, muttering: + +“Half-past two o’clock. We must hold the position four hours longer.” + +He caused the great gate of the courtyard to be closed, and every +preparation was made for an energetic resistance. As the Prussians were +on the opposite side of the Morelle, an immediate assault was not to be +feared. There was a bridge two kilometers away, but they evidently were +not aware of its existence, and it was hardly likely that they would +attempt to ford the river. The officer, therefore, simply ordered the +highway to be watched. Every effort would be made in the direction of +the country. + +Again the fusillade had ceased. The mill seemed dead beneath the +glowing sun. Not a shutter was open; no sound came from the interior. +At length, little by little, the Prussians showed themselves at the +edge of the forest of Gagny. They stretched their necks and grew bold. +In the mill several soldiers had already raised their guns to their +shoulders, but the captain cried: + +“No, no; wait. Let them come nearer.” + +They were exceedingly prudent, gazing at the mill with a suspicious +air. The silent and somber old structure with its curtains of ivy +filled them with uneasiness. Nevertheless, they advanced. When fifty of +them were in the opposite meadow the officer uttered the single word: + +“Fire!” + +A crash was heard; isolated shots followed. Francoise, all of a +tremble, had mechanically put her hands to her ears. Dominique, behind +the soldiers, looked on; when the smoke had somewhat lifted he saw +three Prussians stretched upon their backs in the center of the meadow. +The others had thrown themselves behind the willows and poplars. Then +the siege began. + +For more than an hour the mill was riddled with balls. They dashed +against the old walls like hail. When they struck the stones they were +heard to flatten and fall into the water. They buried themselves in the +wood with a hollow sound. Occasionally a sharp crack announced that the +mill wheel had been hit. The soldiers in the interior were careful of +their shots; they fired only when they could take aim. From time to +time the captain consulted his watch. As a ball broke a shutter and +plowed into the ceiling he said to himself: + +“Four o’clock. We shall never be able to hold out!” + +Little by little the terrible fusillade weakened the old mill. A +shutter fell into the water, pierced like a bit of lace, and it was +necessary to replace it with a mattress. Père Merlier constantly +exposed himself to ascertain the extent of the damage done to his poor +wheel, the cracking of which made his heart ache. All would be over +with it this time; never could he repair it. Dominique had implored +Francoise to withdraw, but she refused to leave him; she was seated +behind a huge oaken clothespress, which protected her. A ball, however, +struck the clothespress, the sides of which gave forth a hollow sound. +Then Dominique placed himself in front of Francoise. He had not yet +fired a shot; he held his gun in his hand but was unable to approach +the windows, which were altogether occupied by the soldiers. At each +discharge the floor shook. + +“Attention! Attention!” suddenly cried the captain. + +He had just seen a great dark mass emerge from the wood. Immediately a +formidable platoon fire opened. It was like a waterspout passing over +the mill. Another shutter was shattered, and through the gaping opening +of the window the balls entered. Two soldiers rolled upon the floor. +One of them lay like a stone; they pushed the body against the wall +because it was in the way. The other twisted in agony, begging his +comrades to finish him, but they paid no attention to him. The balls +entered in a constant stream; each man took care of himself and strove +to find a loophole through which to return the fire. A third soldier +was hit; he uttered not a word; he fell on the edge of a table, with +eyes fixed and haggard. Opposite these dead men Francoise, stricken +with horror, had mechanically pushed away her chair to sit on the floor +against the wall; she thought she would take up less room there and not +be in so much danger. Meanwhile the soldiers had collected all the +mattresses of the household and partially stopped up the windows with +them. The hall was filled with wrecks, with broken weapons and +demolished furniture. + +“Five o’clock,” said the captain. “Keep up your courage! They are about +to try to cross the river!” + +At that moment Francoise uttered a cry. A ball which had ricocheted had +grazed her forehead. Several drops of blood appeared. Dominique stared +at her; then, approaching the window, he fired his first shot. Once +started, he did not stop. He loaded and fired without heeding what was +passing around him, but from time to time he glanced at Francoise. He +was very deliberate and aimed with care. The Prussians, keeping beside +the poplars, attempted the passage of the Morelle, as the captain had +predicted, but as soon as a man strove to cross he fell, shot in the +head by Dominique. The captain, who had his eyes on the young man, was +amazed. He complimented him, saying that he should be glad to have many +such skillful marksmen. Dominique did not hear him. A ball cut his +shoulder; another wounded his arm, but he continued to fire. + +There were two more dead men. The mangled mattresses no longer stopped +the windows. The last discharge seemed as if it would have carried away +the mill. The position had ceased to be tenable. Nevertheless, the +captain said firmly: + +“Hold your ground for half an hour more!” + +Now he counted the minutes. He had promised his chiefs to hold the +enemy in check there until evening, and he would not give an inch +before the hour he had fixed on for the retreat. He preserved his +amiable air and smiled upon Francoise to reassure her. He had picked up +the gun of a dead soldier and himself was firing. + +Only four soldiers remained in the hall. The Prussians appeared in a +body on the other side of the Morelle, and it was clear that they +intended speedily to cross the river. A few minutes more elapsed. The +stubborn captain would not order the retreat. Just then a sergeant +hastened to him and said: + +“They are upon the highway; they will take us in the rear!” + +The Prussians must have found the bridge. The captain pulled out his +watch and looked at it. + +“Five minutes longer,” he said. “They cannot get here before that +time!” + +Then at six o’clock exactly he at last consented to lead his men out +through a little door which opened into a lane. From there they threw +themselves into a ditch; they gained the forest of Sauval. Before +taking his departure the captain bowed very politely to Père Merlier +and made his excuses, adding: + +“Amuse them! We will return!” + +Dominique was now alone in the hall. He was still firing, hearing +nothing, understanding nothing. He felt only the need of defending +Francoise. He had not the least suspicion in the world that the +soldiers had retreated. He aimed and killed his man at every shot. +Suddenly there was a loud noise. The Prussians had entered the +courtyard from behind. Dominique fired a last; shot, and they fell upon +him while his gun was yet smoking. + +Four men held him. Others vociferated around him in a frightful +language. They were ready to slaughter him on the spot. Francoise, with +a supplicating look, had cast herself before him. But an officer +entered and ordered the prisoner to be delivered up to him. After +exchanging a few words in German with the soldiers he turned toward +Dominique and said to him roughly in very good French: + +“You will be shot in two hours!” + + + + + CHAPTER III + THE FLIGHT + + +It was a settled rule of the German staff that every Frenchman, not +belonging to the regular army, taken with arms in his hands should be +shot. The militia companies themselves were not recognized as +belligerents. By thus making terrible examples of the peasants who +defended their homes, the Germans hoped to prevent the levy en masse, +which they feared. + +The officer, a tall, lean man of fifty, briefly questioned Dominique. +Although he spoke remarkably pure French he had a stiffness altogether +Prussian. + +“Do you belong to this district?” he asked. + +“No; I am a Belgian,” answered the young man. + +“Why then did you take up arms? The fighting did not concern you!” + +Dominique made no reply. At that moment the officer saw Francoise who +was standing by, very pale, listening; upon her white forehead her +slight wound had put a red bar. He looked at the young folks, one after +the other, seemed to understand matters and contented himself with +adding: + +“You do not deny having fired, do you?” + +“I fired as often as I could!” responded Dominique tranquilly. + +This confession was useless, for he was black with powder, covered with +sweat and stained with a few drops of blood which had flowed from the +scratch on his shoulder. + +“Very well,” said the officer. “You will be shot in two hours!” + +Francoise did not cry out. She clasped her hands and raised them with a +gesture of mute despair. The officer noticed this gesture. Two soldiers +had taken Dominique to a neighboring apartment, where they were to keep +watch over him. The young girl had fallen upon a chair, totally +overcome; she could not weep; she was suffocating. The officer had +continued to examine her. At last he spoke to her. + +“Is that young man your brother?” he demanded. + +She shook her head negatively. The German stood stiffly on his feet +with out a smile. Then after a short silence he again asked: + +“Has he lived long in the district?” + +She nodded affirmatively. + +“In that case, he ought to be thoroughly acquainted with the +neighboring forests.” + +This time she spoke. + +“He is thoroughly acquainted with them, monsieur,” she said, looking at +him with considerable surprise. + +He said nothing further to her but turned upon his heel, demanding that +the mayor of the village should be brought to him. But Francoise had +arisen with a slight blush on her countenance; thinking that she had +seized the aim of the officer’s questions, she had recovered hope. She +herself ran to find her father. + +Père Merlier, as soon as the firing had ceased, had quickly descended +to the wooden gallery to examine his wheel. He adored his daughter; he +had a solid friendship for Dominique, his future son-in-law, but his +wheel also held a large place in his heart. Since the two young ones, +as he called them, had come safe and sound out of the fight, he thought +of his other tenderness, which had suffered greatly. Bent over the huge +wooden carcass, he was studying its wounds with a sad air. Five buckets +were shattered to pieces; the central framework was riddled. He thrust +his fingers in the bullet holes to measure their depth; he thought how +he could repair all these injuries. Francoise found him already +stopping up the clefts with rubbish and moss. + +“Father,” she said, “you are wanted.” + +And she wept at last as she told him what she had just heard. Père +Merlier tossed his head. People were not shot in such a summary +fashion. The matter must be looked after. He re-entered the mill with +his silent and tranquil air. When the officer demanded of him +provisions for his men he replied that the inhabitants of Rocreuse were +not accustomed to be treated roughly and that nothing would be obtained +from them if violence were employed. He would see to everything but on +condition that he was not interfered with. The officer at first seemed +irritated by his calm tone; then he gave way before the old man’s short +and clear words. He even called him back and asked him: + +“What is the name of that wood opposite?” + +“The forest of Sauval.” + +“What is its extent?” + +The miller looked at him fixedly. + +“I do not know,” he answered. + +And he went away. An hour later the contribution of war in provisions +and money, demanded by the officer, was in the courtyard of the mill. +Night came on. Francoise watched with anxiety the movements of the +soldiers. She hung about the room in which Dominique was imprisoned. +Toward seven o’clock she experienced a poignant emotion. She saw the +officer enter the prisoner’s apartment and for a quarter of an hour +heard their voices in loud conversation. For an instant the officer +reappeared upon the threshold to give an order in German, which she did +not understand, but when twelve men ranged themselves in the courtyard, +their guns on their shoulders, she trembled and felt as if about to +faint. All then was over: the execution was going to take place. The +twelve men stood there ten minutes, Dominique’s voice continuing to be +raised in a tone of violent refusal. Finally the officer came out, +saying, as he roughly shut the door: + +“Very well; reflect. I give you until tomorrow morning.” + +And with a gesture he ordered the twelve men to break ranks. Francoise +was stupefied. Père Merlier, who had been smoking his pipe and looking +at the platoon simply with an air of curiosity, took her by the arm +with paternal gentleness. He led her to her chamber. + +“Be calm,” he said, “and try to sleep. Tomorrow, when it is light, we +will see what can be done.” + +As he withdrew he prudently locked her in. It was his opinion that +women were good for nothing and that they spoiled everything when they +took a hand in a serious affair. But Francoise did not retire. She sat +for a long while upon the side of her bed, listening to the noises of +the house. The German soldiers encamped in the courtyard sang and +laughed; they must have been eating and drinking until eleven o’clock, +for the racket did not cease an instant. In the mill itself heavy +footsteps resounded from time to time, without doubt those of the +sentinels who were being relieved. But she was interested most by the +sounds she could distinguish in the apartment beneath her chamber. Many +times she stretched herself out at full length and put her ear to the +floor. That apartment was the one in which Dominique was confined. He +must have been walking back and forth from the window to the wall, for +she long heard the regular cadence of his steps. Then deep silence +ensued; he had doubtless seated himself. Finally every noise ceased and +all was as if asleep. When slumber appeared to her to have settled on +the house she opened her window as gently as possible and leaned her +elbows on the sill. + +Without, the night had a warm serenity. The slender crescent of the +moon, which was sinking behind the forest of Sauval, lit up the country +with the glimmer of a night lamp. The lengthened shadows of the tall +trees barred the meadows with black, while the grass in uncovered spots +assumed the softness of greenish velvet. But Francoise did not pause to +admire the mysterious charms of the night. She examined the country, +searching for the sentinels whom the Germans had posted obliquely. She +clearly saw their shadows extending like the rounds of a ladder along +the Morelle. Only one was before the mill, on the other shore of the +river, beside a willow, the branches of which dipped in the water. +Francoise saw him plainly. He was a tall man and was standing +motionless, his face turned toward the sky with the dreamy air of a +shepherd. + +When she had carefully inspected the locality she again seated herself +on her bed. She remained there an hour, deeply absorbed. Then she +listened once more: there was not a sound in the mill. She returned to +the window and glanced out, but doubtless one of the horns of the moon, +which was still visible behind the trees, made her uneasy, for she +resumed her waiting attitude. At last she thought the proper time had +come. The night was as black as jet; she could no longer see the +sentinel opposite; the country spread out like a pool of ink. She +strained her ear for an instant and made her decision. Passing near the +window was an iron ladder, the bars fastened to the wall, which mounted +from the wheel to the garret and formerly enabled the millers to reach +certain machinery; afterward the mechanism had been altered, and for a +long while the ladder had been hidden under the thick ivy which covered +that side of the mill. + +Francoise bravely climbed out of her window and grasped one of the bars +of the ladder. She began to descend. Her skirts embarrassed her +greatly. Suddenly a stone was detached from the wall and fell into the +Morelle with a loud splash. She stopped with an icy shiver of fear. +Then she realized that the waterfall with its continuous roar would +drown every noise she might make, and she descended more courageously, +feeling the ivy with her foot, assuring herself that the rounds were +firm. When she was at the height of the chamber which served as +Dominique’s prison she paused. An unforeseen difficulty nearly caused +her to lose all her courage: the window of the chamber was not directly +below that of her apartment. She hung off from the ladder, but when she +stretched out her arm her hand encountered only the wall. Must she, +then, ascend without pushing her plan to completion? Her arms were +fatigued; the murmur of the Morelle beneath her commenced to make her +dizzy. Then she tore from the wall little fragments of plaster and +threw them against Dominique’s window. He did not hear; he was +doubtless asleep. She crumbled more plaster from the wall, scraping the +skin off her fingers. She was utterly exhausted; she felt herself +falling backward, when Dominique at last softly opened the window. + +“It is I!” she murmured. “Catch me quickly; I’m falling!” + +It was the first time that she had addressed him familiarly. Leaning +out, he seized her and drew her into the chamber. There she gave vent +to a flood of tears, stifling her sobs that she might not be heard. +Then by a supreme effort she calmed herself. + +“Are you guarded?” she asked in a low voice. + +Dominique, still stupefied at seeing her thus, nodded his head +affirmatively, pointing to the door. On the other side they heard +someone snoring; the sentinel, yielding to sleep, had thrown himself on +the floor against the door, arguing that by disposing himself thus the +prisoner could not escape. + +“You must fly,” resumed Francoise excitedly. “I have come to beg you to +do so and to bid you farewell.” + +But he did not seem to hear her. He repeated: + +“What? Is it you; is it you? Oh, what fear you caused me! You might +have killed yourself!” + +He seized her hands; he kissed them. + +“How I love you, Francoise!” he murmured. “You are as courageous as +good. I had only one dread: that I should die without seeing you again. +But you are here, and now they can shoot me. When I have passed a +quarter of an hour with you I shall be ready.” + +Little by little he had drawn her to him, and she leaned her head upon +his shoulder. The danger made them dearer to each other. They forgot +everything in that warm clasp. + +“Ah, Francoise,” resumed Dominique in a caressing voice, “this is Saint +Louis’s Day, the day, so long awaited, of our marriage. Nothing has +been able to separate us, since we are both here alone, faithful to the +appointment. Is not this our wedding morning?” + +“Yes, yes,” she repeated, “it is our wedding morning.” + +They tremblingly exchanged a kiss. But all at once she disengaged +herself from Dominique’s arms; she remembered the terrible reality. + +“You must fly; you must fly,” she whispered. “There is not a minute to +be lost!” + +And as he stretched out his arms in the darkness to clasp her again, +she said tenderly: + +“Oh, I implore you to listen to me! If you die I shall die also! In an +hour it will be light. I want you to go at once.” + +Then rapidly she explained her plan. The iron ladder descended to the +mill wheel; there he could climb down the buckets and get into the boat +which was hidden away in a nook. Afterward it would be easy for him to +reach the other bank of the river and escape. + +“But what of the sentinels?” he asked. + +“There is only one, opposite, at the foot of the first willow.” + +“What if he should see me and attempt to give an alarm?” + +Francoise shivered. She placed in his hand a knife she had brought with +her. There was a brief silence. + +“What is to become of your father and yourself?” resumed Dominique. +“No, I cannot fly! When I am gone those soldiers will, perhaps, +massacre you both! You do not know them. They offered me my life if I +would consent to guide them through the forest of Sauval. When they +discover my escape they will be capable of anything!” + +The young girl did not stop to argue. She said simply in reply to all +the reasons he advanced: + +“Out of love for me, fly! If you love me, Dominique, do not remain here +another moment!” + +Then she promised to climb back to her chamber. No one would know that +she had helped him. She finally threw her arms around him to convince +him with an embrace, with a burst of extraordinary love. He was +vanquished. He asked but one more question: + +“Can you swear to me that your father knows what you have done and that +he advises me to fly?” + +“My father sent me!” answered Francoise boldly. + +She told a falsehood. At that moment she had only one immense need: to +know that he was safe, to escape from the abominable thought that the +sun would be the signal for his death. When he was far away every +misfortune might fall upon her; that would seem delightful to her from +the moment he was secure. The selfishness of her tenderness desired +that he should live before everything. + +“Very well,” said Dominique; “I will do what you wish.” + +They said nothing more. Dominique reopened the window. But suddenly a +sound froze them. The door was shaken, and they thought that it was +about to be opened. Evidently a patrol had heard their voices. Standing +locked in each other’s arms, they waited in unspeakable anguish. The +door was shaken a second time, but it did not open. They uttered low +sighs of relief; they comprehended that the soldier who was asleep +against the door must have turned over. In fact, silence succeeded; the +snoring was resumed. + +Dominique exacted that Francoise should ascend to her chamber before he +departed. He clasped her in his arms and bade her a mute adieu. Then he +aided her to seize the ladder and clung to it in his turn. But he +refused to descend a single round until convinced that she was in her +apartment. When Francoise had entered her window she let fall in a +voice as light as a breath: + +“Au revoir, my love!” + +She leaned her elbows on the sill and strove to follow Dominique with +her eyes. The night was yet very dark. She searched for the sentinel +but could not see him; the willow alone made a pale stain in the midst +of the gloom. For an instant she heard the sound produced by +Dominique’s body in passing along the ivy. Then the wheel cracked, and +there was a slight agitation in the water which told her that the young +man had found the boat. A moment afterward she distinguished the somber +silhouette of the bateau on the gray surface of the Morelle. Terrible +anguish seized upon her. Each instant she thought she heard the +sentinel’s cry of alarm; the smallest sounds scattered through the +gloom seemed to her the hurried tread of soldiers, the clatter of +weapons, the charging of guns. Nevertheless, the seconds elapsed and +the country maintained its profound peace. Dominique must have reached +the other side of the river. Francoise saw nothing more. The silence +was majestic. She heard a shuffling of feet, a hoarse cry and the +hollow fall of a body. Afterward the silence grew deeper. Then as if +she had felt Death pass by, she stood, chilled through and through, +staring into the thick night. + + + + + CHAPTER IV + A TERRIBLE EXPERIENCE + + +At dawn a clamor of voices shook the mill. Père Merlier opened the door +of Francoise’s chamber. She went down into the courtyard, pale and very +calm. But there she could not repress a shiver as she saw the corpse of +a Prussian soldier stretched out on a cloak beside the well. + +Around the body troops gesticulated, uttering cries of fury. Many of +them shook their fists at the village. Meanwhile the officer had +summoned Père Merlier as the mayor of the commune. + +“Look!” he said to him in a voice almost choking with anger. “There +lies one of our men who was found assassinated upon the bank of the +river. We must make a terrible example, and I count on you to aid us in +discovering the murderer.” + +“As you choose,” answered the miller with his usual stoicism, “but you +will find it no easy task.” + +The officer stooped and drew aside a part of the cloak which hid the +face of the dead man. Then appeared a horrible wound. The sentinel had +been struck in the throat, and the weapon had remained in the cut. It +was a kitchen knife with a black handle. + +“Examine that knife,” said the officer to Père Merlier; “perhaps it +will help us in our search.” + +The old man gave a start but recovered control of himself immediately. +He replied without moving a muscle of his face: + +“Everybody in the district has similar knives. Doubtless your man was +weary of fighting and put an end to his own life. It looks like it!” + +“Mind what you say!” cried the officer furiously. “I do not know what +prevents me from setting fire to the four corners of the village!” + +Happily in his rage he did not notice the deep trouble pictured on +Francoise’s countenance. She had been forced to sit down on a stone +bench near the well. Despite herself her eyes were fixed upon the +corpse stretched our on the ground almost at her feet. It was that of a +tall and handsome man who resembled Dominique, with flaxen hair and +blue eyes. This resemblance made her heart ache. She thought that +perhaps the dead soldier had left behind him in Germany a sweetheart +who would weep her eyes out for him. She recognized her knife in the +throat of the murdered man. She had killed him. + +The officer was talking of striking Rocreuse with terrible measures, +when soldiers came running to him. Dominique’s escape had just been +discovered. It caused an extreme agitation. The officer went to the +apartment in which the prisoner had been confined, looked out of the +window which had remained open, understood everything and returned, +exasperated. + +Père Merlier seemed greatly vexed by Dominique’s flight. + +“The imbecile!” he muttered. “He has ruined all!” + +Francoise heard him and was overcome with anguish. But the miller did +not suspect her of complicity in the affair. He tossed his head, saying +to her in an undertone: + +“We are in a nice scrape!” + +“It was that wretch who assassinated the soldier! I am sure of it!” +cried the officer. “He has undoubtedly reached the forest. But he must +be found for us or the village shall pay for him!” + +Turning to the miller, he said: + +“See here, you ought to know where he is hidden!” + +Père Merlier laughed silently, pointing to the wide stretch of wooden +hills. + +“Do you expect to find a man in there?” he said. + +“Oh, there must be nooks there with which you are acquainted. I will +give you ten men. You must guide them.” + +“As you please. But it will take a week to search all the wood in the +vicinity.” + +The old man’s tranquillity enraged the officer. In fact, the latter +comprehended the asburdity of this search. At that moment he saw +Francoise, pale and trembling, on the bench. The anxious attitude of +the young girl struck him. He was silent for an instant, during which +he in turn examined the miller and his daughter. + +At length he demanded roughly of the old man: + +“Is not that fellow your child’s lover?” + +Père Merlier grew livid and seemed about to hurl himself upon the +officer to strangle him. He stiffened himself but made no answer. +Francoise buried her face in her hands. + +“Yes, that’s it!” continued the Prussian. “And you or your daughter +helped him to escape! One of you is his accomplice! For the last time, +will you give him up to us?” + +The miller uttered not a word. He turned away and looked into space +with an air of indifference, as if the officer had not addressed him. +This brought the latter’s rage to a head. + +“Very well!” he shouted. “You shall be shot in his place!” + +And he again ordered out the platoon of execution. Père Merlier +remained as stoical as ever. He hardly even shrugged his shoulders; all +this drama appeared to him in bad taste. Without doubt he did not +believe that they would shoot a man so lightly. But when the platoon +drew up before him he said gravely: + +“So it is serious, is it? Go on with your bloody work then! If you must +have a victim I will do as well as another!” + +But Francoise started up, terrified, stammering: + +“In pity, monsieur, do no harm to my father! Kill me in his stead! I +aided Dominique to fly! I alone am guilty!” + +“Hush, my child!” cried Père Merlier. “Why do you tell an untruth? She +passed the night locked in her chamber, monsieur. She tells a +falsehood, I assure you!” + +“No, I do not tell a falsehood!” resumed the young girl ardently. “I +climbed out of my window and went down the iron ladder; I urged +Dominique to fly. This is the truth, the whole truth!” + +The old man became very pale. He saw clearly in her eyes that she did +not lie, and her story terrified him. Ah, these children with their +hearts, how they spoil everything! Then he grew angry and exclaimed: + +“She is mad; do not heed her. She tells you stupid tales. Come, finish +your work!” + +She still protested. She knelt, clasping her hands. The officer +tranquilly watched this dolorous struggle. + +“MON DIEU!” he said at last. “I take your father because I have not the +other. Find the fugitive and the old man shall be set at liberty!” + +She gazed at him with staring eyes, astonished at the atrocity of the +proposition. + +“How horrible!” she murmured. “Where do you think I can find Dominique +at this hour? He has departed; I know no more about him.” + +“Come, make your choice—him or your father.” + +“Oh, MON DIEU! How can I choose? If I knew where Dominique was I could +not choose! You are cutting my heart. I would rather die at once. Yes, +it would be the sooner over. Kill me, I implore you, kill me!” + +This scene of despair and tears finally made the officer impatient. He +cried out: + +“Enough! I will be merciful. I consent to give you two hours. If in +that time your lover is not here your father will be shot in his +place!” + +He caused Père Merlier to be taken to the chamber which had served as +Dominique’s prison. The old man demanded tobacco and began to smoke. +Upon his impassible face not the slightest emotion was visible. But +when alone, as he smoked, he shed two big tears which ran slowly down +his cheeks. His poor, dear child, how she was suffering! + +Francoise remained in the middle of the courtyard. Prussian soldiers +passed, laughing. Some of them spoke to her, uttered jokes she could +not understand. She stared at the door through which her father had +disappeared. With a slow movement she put her hand to her forehead, as +if to prevent it from bursting. + +The officer turned upon his heel, saying: + +“You have two hours. Try to utilize them.” + +She had two hours. This phrase buzzed in her ears. Then mechanically +she quitted the courtyard; she walked straight ahead. Where should she +go?—what should she do? She did not even try to make a decision because +she well understood the inutility of her efforts. However, she wished +to see Dominique. They could have an understanding together; they +might, perhaps, find an expedient. And amid the confusion of her +thoughts she went down to the shore of the Morelle, which she crossed +below the sluice at a spot where there were huge stones. Her feet led +her beneath the first willow, in the corner of the meadow. As she +stooped she saw a pool of blood which made her turn pale. It was there +the murder had been committed. She followed the track of Dominique in +the trodden grass; he must have run, for she perceived a line of long +footprints stretching across the meadow. Then farther on she lost these +traces. But in a neighboring field she thought she found them again. +The new trail conducted her to the edge of the forest, where every +indication was effaced. + +Francoise, nevertheless, plunged beneath the trees. It solaced her to +be alone. She sat down for an instant, but at the thought that time was +passing she leaped to her feet. How long had it been since she left the +mill? Five minutes?—half an hour? She had lost all conception of time. +Perhaps Dominique had concealed himself in a copse she knew of, where +they had one afternoon eaten filberts together. She hastened to the +copse, searched it. Only a blackbird flew away, uttering its soft, sad +note. Then she thought he might have taken refuge in a hollow of the +rocks, where it had sometimes been his custom to lie in wait for game, +but the hollow of the rocks was empty. What good was it to hunt for +him? She would never find him, but little by little the desire to +discover him took entire possession of her, and she hastened her steps. +The idea that he might have climbed a tree suddenly occurred to her. +She advanced with uplifted eyes, and that he might be made aware of her +presence she called him every fifteen or twenty steps. Cuckoos +answered; a breath of wind which passed through the branches made her +believe that he was there and was descending. Once she even imagined +she saw him; she stopped, almost choked, and wished to fly. What was +she to say to him? Had she come to take him back to be shot? Oh no, she +would not tell him what had happened. She would cry out to him to +escape, not to remain in the neighborhood. Then the thought that her +father was waiting for her gave her a sharp pain. She fell upon the +turf, weeping, crying aloud: + +“MON DIEU! MON DIEU! Why am I here?” + +She was mad to have come. And as if seized with fear, she ran; she +sought to leave the forest. Three times she deceived herself; she +thought she never again would find the mill, when she entered a meadow +just opposite Rocreuse. As soon as she saw the village she paused. Was +she going to return alone? She was still hesitating when a voice softly +called: + +“Francoise! Francoise!” + +And she saw Dominique, who had raised his head above the edge of a +ditch. Just God! She had found him! Did heaven wish his death? She +restrained a cry; she let herself glide into the ditch. + +“Are you searching for me?” asked the young man. + +“Yes,” she answered, her brain in a whirl, not knowing what she said. + +“What has happened?” + +She lowered her eyes, stammered: + +“Nothing. I was uneasy; I wanted to see you.” + +Then, reassured, he explained to her that he had resolved not to go +away. He was doubtful about the safety of herself and her father. Those +Prussian wretches were fully capable of taking vengeance upon women and +old men. But everything was getting on well. He added with a laugh: + +“Our wedding will take place in a week—I am sure of it.” + +Then as she remained overwhelmed, he grew grave again and said: + +“But what ails you? You are concealing something from me!” + +“No; I swear it to you. I am out of breath from running.” + +He embraced her, saying that it was imprudent for them to be talking, +and he wished to climb out of the ditch to return to the forest. She +restrained him. She trembled. + +“Listen,” she said: “it would, perhaps, be wise for you to remain where +you are. No one is searching for you; you have nothing to fear.” + +“Francoise, you are concealing something from me,” he repeated. + +Again she swore that she was hiding nothing. She had simply wished to +know that he was near her. And she stammered forth still further +reasons. She seemed so strange to him that he now could not be induced +to flee. Besides, he had faith in the return of the French. Troops had +been seen in the direction of Sauval. + +“Ah, let them hurry; let them get here as soon as possible,” she +murmured fervently. + +At that moment eleven o’clock sounded from the belfry of Rocreuse. The +strokes were clear and distinct. She arose with a terrified look; two +hours had passed since she quitted the mill. + +“Hear me,” she said rapidly: “if we have need of you I will wave my +handkerchief from my chamber window.” + +And she departed on a run, while Dominique, very uneasy, stretched +himself out upon the edge of the ditch to watch the mill. As she was +about to enter Rocreuse, Francoise met an old beggar, Père Bontemps, +who knew everybody in the district. He bowed to her; he had just seen +the miller in the midst of the Prussians; then, making the sign of the +cross and muttering broken words, he went on his way. + +“The two hours have passed,” said the officer when Francoise appeared. + +Père Merlier was there, seated upon the bench beside the well. He was +smoking. The young girl again begged, wept, sank on her knees. She +wished to gain time. The hope of seeing the French return had increased +in her, and while lamenting she thought she heard in the distance, the +measured tramp of an army. Oh, if they would come, if they would +deliver them all? + +“Listen, monsieur,” she said: “an hour, another hour; you can grant us +another hour!” + +But the officer remained inflexible. He even ordered two men to seize +her and take her away, that they might quietly proceed with the +execution of the old man. Then a frightful struggle took place in +Francoise’s heart. She could not allow her father to be thus +assassinated. No, no; she would die rather with Dominique. She was +running toward her chamber when Dominique himself entered the +courtyard. + +The officer and the soldiers uttered a shout of triumph. But the young +man, calmly, with a somewhat severe look, went up to Francoise, as if +she had been the only person present. + +“You did wrong,” he said. “Why did you not bring me back? It remained +for Père Bontemps to tell me everything. But I am here!” + + + + + CHAPTER V + THE RETURN OF THE FRENCH + + +It was three o’clock in the afternoon. Great black clouds, the trail of +some neighboring storm, had slowly filled the sky. The yellow heavens, +the brass covered uniforms, had changed the valley of Rocreuse, so gay +in the sunlight, into a den of cutthroats full of sinister gloom. The +Prussian officer had contented himself with causing Dominique to be +imprisoned without announcing what fate he reserved for him. Since noon +Francoise had been torn by terrible anguish. Despite her father’s +entreaties she would not quit the courtyard. She was awaiting the +French. But the hours sped on; night was approaching, and she suffered +the more as all the time gained did not seem to be likely to change the +frightful denouement. + +About three o’clock the Prussians made their preparations for +departure. For an instant past the officer had, as on the previous day, +shut himself up with Dominique. Francoise realized that the young man’s +life was in balance. She clasped her hands; she prayed. Père Merlier, +beside her, maintained silence and the rigid attitude of an old peasant +who does not struggle against fate. + +“Oh, MON DIEU! Oh, MON DIEU!” murmured Francoise. “They are going to +kill him!” + +The miller drew her to him and took her on his knees as if she had been +a child. + +At that moment the officer came out, while behind him two men brought +Dominique. + +“Never! Never!” cried the latter. “I am ready to die!” + +“Think well,” resumed the officer. “The service you refuse me another +will render us. I am generous: I offer you your life. I want you simply +to guide us through the forest to Montredon. There must be pathways +leading there.” + +Dominique was silent. + +“So you persist in your infatuation, do you?” + +“Kill me and end all this!” replied the young man. + +Francoise, her hands clasped, supplicated him from afar. She had +forgotten everything; she would have advised him to commit an act of +cowardice. But Père Merlier seized her hands that the Prussians might +not see her wild gestures. + +“He is right,” he whispered: “it is better to die!” + +The platoon of execution was there. The officer awaited a sign of +weakness on Dominique’s part. He still expected to conquer him. No one +spoke. In the distance violent crashes of thunder were heard. +Oppressive heat weighed upon the country. But suddenly, amid the +silence, a cry broke forth: + +“The French! The French!” + +Yes, the French were at hand. Upon the Sauval highway, at the edge of +the wood, the line of red pantaloons could be distinguished. In the +mill there was an extraordinary agitation. The Prussian soldiers ran +hither and thither with guttural exclamations. Not a shot had yet been +fired. + +“The French! The French!” cried Francoise, clapping her hands. + +She was wild with joy. She escaped from her father’s grasp; she laughed +and tossed her arms in the air. At last they had come and come in time, +since Dominique was still alive! + +A terrible platoon fire, which burst upon her ears like a clap of +thunder, caused her to turn. The officer muttered between his teeth: + +“Before everything, let us settle this affair!” + +And with his own hand pushing Dominique against the wall of a shed he +ordered his men to fire. When Francoise looked Dominique lay upon the +ground with blood streaming from his neck and shoulders. + +She did not weep; she stood stupefied. Her eyes grew fixed, and she sat +down under the shed, a few paces from the body. She stared at it, +wringing her hands. The Prussians had seized Père Merlier as a hostage. + +It was a stirring combat. The officer had rapidly posted his men, +comprehending that he could not beat a retreat without being cut to +pieces. Hence he would fight to the last. Now the Prussians defended +the mill, and the French attacked it. The fusillade began with unusual +violence. For half an hour it did not cease. Then a hollow sound was +heard, and a ball broke a main branch of the old elm. The French had +cannon. A battery, stationed just above the ditch in which Dominique +had hidden himself, swept the wide street of Rocreuse. The struggle +could not last long. + +Ah, the poor mill! Balls pierced it in every part. Half of the roof was +carried away. Two walls were battered down. But it was on the side of +the Morelle that the destruction was most lamentable. The ivy, torn +from the tottering edifice, hung like rags; the river was encumbered +with wrecks of all kinds, and through a breach was visible Francoise’s +chamber with its bed, the white curtains of which were carefully +closed. Shot followed shot; the old wheel received two balls and gave +vent to an agonizing groan; the buckets were borne off by the current; +the framework was crushed. The soul of the gay mill had left it! + +Then the French began the assault. There was a furious fight with +swords and bayonets. Beneath the rust-colored sky the valley was choked +with the dead. The broad meadows had a wild look with their tall, +isolated trees and their hedges of poplars which stained them with +shade. To the right and to the left the forests were like the walls of +an ancient ampitheater which enclosed the fighting gladiators, while +the springs, the fountains and the flowing brooks seemed to sob amid +the panic of the country. + +Beneath the shed Francoise still sat near Dominique’s body; she had not +moved. Père Merlier had received a slight wound. The Prussians were +exterminated, but the ruined mill was on fire in a dozen places. The +French rushed into the courtyard, headed by their captain. It was his +first success of the war. His face beamed with triumph. He waved his +sword, shouting: + +“Victory! Victory!” + +On seeing the wounded miller, who was endeavoring to comfort Francoise, +and noticing the body of Dominique, his joyous look changed to one of +sadness. Then he knelt beside the young man and, tearing open his +blouse, put his hand to his heart. + +“Thank God!” he cried. “It is yet beating! Send for the surgeon!” + +At the captain’s words Francoise leaped to her feet. + +“There is hope!” she cried. “Oh, tell me there is hope!” + +At that moment the surgeon appeared. He made a hasty examination and +said: + +“The young man is severely hurt, but life is not extinct; he can be +saved!” By the surgeon’s orders Dominique was transported to a +neighboring cottage, where he was placed in bed. His wounds were +dressed; restoratives were administered, and he soon recovered +consciousness. When he opened his eyes he saw Francoise sitting beside +him and through the open window caught sight of Père Merlier talking +with the French captain. He passed his hand over his forehead with a +bewildered air and said: + +“They did not kill me after all!” + +“No,” replied Francoise. “The French came, and their surgeon saved +you.” + +Père Merlier turned and said through the window: + +“No talking yet, my young ones!” + +In due time Dominique was entirely restored, and when peace again +blessed the land he wedded his beloved Francoise. + +The mill was rebuilt, and Père Merlier had a new wheel upon which to +bestow whatever tenderness was not engrossed by his daughter and her +husband. + + + + + CAPTAIN BURLE + + + + + CHAPTER I + THE SWINDLE + + +It was nine o’clock. The little town of Vauchamp, dark and silent, had +just retired to bed amid a chilly November rain. In the Rue des +Recollets, one of the narrowest and most deserted streets of the +district of Saint-Jean, a single window was still alight on the third +floor of an old house, from whose damaged gutters torrents of water +were falling into the street. Mme Burle was sitting up before a meager +fire of vine stocks, while her little grandson Charles pored over his +lessons by the pale light of a lamp. + +The apartment, rented at one hundred and sixty francs per annum, +consisted of four large rooms which it was absolutely impossible to +keep warm during the winter. Mme Burle slept in the largest chamber, +her son Captain and Quartermaster Burle occupying a somewhat smaller +one overlooking the street, while little Charles had his iron cot at +the farther end of a spacious drawing room with mildewed hangings, +which was never used. The few pieces of furniture belonging to the +captain and his mother, furniture of the massive style of the First +Empire, dented and worn by continuous transit from one garrison town to +another, almost disappeared from view beneath the lofty ceilings whence +darkness fell. The flooring of red-colored tiles was cold and hard to +the feet; before the chairs there were merely a few threadbare little +rugs of poverty-stricken aspect, and athwart this desert all the winds +of heaven blew through the disjointed doors and windows. + +Near the fireplace sat Mme Burle, leaning back in her old yellow velvet +armchair and watching the last vine branch smoke, with that stolid, +blank stare of the aged who live within themselves. She would sit thus +for whole days together, with her tall figure, her long stern face and +her thin lips that never smiled. The widow of a colonel who had died +just as he was on the point of becoming a general, the mother of a +captain whom she had followed even in his campaigns, she had acquired a +military stiffness of bearing and formed for herself a code of honor, +duty and patriotism which kept her rigid, desiccated, as it were, by +the stern application of discipline. She seldom, if ever, complained. +When her son had become a widower after five years of married life she +had undertaken the education of little Charles as a matter of course, +performing her duties with the severity of a sergeant drilling +recruits. She watched over the child, never tolerating the slightest +waywardness or irregularity, but compelling him to sit up till midnight +when his exercises were not finished, and sitting up herself until he +had completed them. Under such implacable despotism Charles, whose +constitution was delicate, grew up pale and thin, with beautiful eyes, +inordinately large and clear, shining in his white, pinched face. + +During the long hours of silence Mme Burle dwelt continuously upon one +and the same idea: she had been disappointed in her son. This thought +sufficed to occupy her mind, and under its influence she would live her +whole life over again, from the birth of her son, whom she had pictured +rising amid glory to the highest rank, till she came down to mean and +narrow garrison life, the dull, monotonous existence of nowadays, that +stranding in the post of a quartermaster, from which Burle would never +rise and in which he seemed to sink more and more heavily. And yet his +first efforts had filled her with pride, and she had hoped to see her +dreams realized. Burle had only just left Saint-Cyr when he +distinguished himself at the battle of Solferino, where he had captured +a whole battery of the enemy’s artillery with merely a handful of men. +For this feat he had won the cross; the papers had recorded his +heroism, and he had become known as one of the bravest soldiers in the +army. But gradually the hero had grown stout, embedded in flesh, +timorous, lazy and satisfied. In 1870, still a captain, he had been +made a prisoner in the first encounter, and he returned from Germany +quite furious, swearing that he would never be caught fighting again, +for it was too absurd. Being prevented from leaving the army, as he was +incapable of embracing any other profession, he applied for and +obtained the position of captain quartermaster, “a kennel,” as he +called it, “in which he would be left to kick the bucket in peace.” +That day Mme Burle experienced a great internal disruption. She felt +that it was all over, and she ever afterward preserved a rigid attitude +with tightened lips. + +A blast of wind shook the Rue des Recollets and drove the rain angrily +against the windowpanes. The old lady lifted her eyes from the smoking +vine roots now dying out, to make sure that Charles was not falling +asleep over his Latin exercise. This lad, twelve years of age, had +become the old lady’s supreme hope, the one human being in whom she +centered her obstinate yearning for glory. At first she had hated him +with all the loathing she had felt for his mother, a weak and pretty +young lacemaker whom the captain had been foolish enough to marry when +he found out that she would not listen to his passionate addresses on +any other condition. Later on, when the mother had died and the father +had begun to wallow in vice, Mme Burle dreamed again in presence of +that little ailing child whom she found it so hard to rear. She wanted +to see him robust, so that he might grow into the hero that Burle had +declined to be, and for all her cold ruggedness she watched him +anxiously, feeling his limbs and instilling courage into his soul. By +degrees, blinded by her passionate desires, she imagined that she had +at last found the man of the family. The boy, whose temperament was of +a gentle, dreamy character, had a physical horror of soldiering, but as +he lived in mortal dread of his grandmother and was extremely shy and +submissive, he would echo all she said and resignedly express his +intention of entering the army when he grew up. + +Mme Burle observed that the exercise was not progressing. In fact, +little Charles, overcome by the deafening noise of the storm, was +dozing, albeit his pen was between his fingers and his eyes were +staring at the paper. The old lady at once struck the edge of the table +with her bony hand; whereupon the lad started, opened his dictionary +and hurriedly began to turn over the leaves. Then, still preserving +silence, his grandmother drew the vine roots together on the hearth and +unsuccessfully attempted to rekindle the fire. + +At the time when she had still believed in her son she had sacrificed +her small income, which he had squandered in pursuits she dared not +investigate. Even now he drained the household; all its resources went +to the streets, and it was through him that she lived in penury, with +empty rooms and cold kitchen. She never spoke to him of all those +things, for with her sense of discipline he remained the master. Only +at times she shuddered at the sudden fear that Burle might someday +commit some foolish misdeed which would prevent Charles from entering +the army. + +She was rising up to fetch a fresh piece of wood in the kitchen when a +fearful hurricane fell upon the house, making the doors rattle, tearing +off a shutter and whirling the water in the broken gutters like a spout +against the window. In the midst of the uproar a ring at the bell +startled the old lady. Who could it be at such an hour and in such +weather? Burle never returned till after midnight, if he came home at +all. However, she went to the door. An officer stood before her, +dripping with rain and swearing savagely. + +“Hell and thunder!” he growled. “What cursed weather!” + +It was Major Laguitte, a brave old soldier who had served under Colonel +Burle during Mme Burle’s palmy days. He had started in life as a +drummer boy and, thanks to his courage rather than his intellect, had +attained to the command of a battalion, when a painful infirmity—the +contraction of the muscles of one of his thighs, due to a wound—obliged +him to accept the post of major. He was slightly lame, but it would +have been imprudent to tell him so, as he refused to own it. + +“What, you, Major?” said Mme Burle with growing astonishment. + +“Yes, thunder,” grumbled Laguitte, “and I must be confoundedly fond of +you to roam the streets on such a night as this. One would think twice +before sending even a parson out.” + +He shook himself, and little rivulets fell from his huge boots onto the +floor. Then he looked round him. + +“I particularly want to see Burle. Is the lazy beggar already in bed?” + +“No, he is not in yet,” said the old woman in her harsh voice. + +The major looked furious, and, raising his voice, he shouted: “What, +not at home? But in that case they hoaxed me at the cafe, Melanie’s +establishment, you know. I went there, and a maid grinned at me, saying +that the captain had gone home to bed. Curse the girl! I suspected as +much and felt like pulling her ears!” + +After this outburst he became somewhat calmer, stamping about the room +in an undecided way, withal seeming greatly disturbed. Mme Burle looked +at him attentively. + +“Is it the captain personally whom you want to see?” she said at last. + +“Yes,” he answered. + +“Can I not tell him what you have to say?” + +“No.” + +She did not insist but remained standing without taking her eyes off +the major, who did not seem able to make up his mind to leave. Finally +in a fresh burst of rage he exclaimed with an oath: “It can’t be +helped. As I am here you may as well know—after all, it is, perhaps, +best.” + +He sat down before the chimney piece, stretching out his muddy boots as +if a bright fire had been burning. Mme Burle was about to resume her +own seat when she remarked that Charles, overcome by fatigue, had +dropped his head between the open pages of his dictionary. The arrival +of the major had at first interested him, but, seeing that he remained +unnoticed, he had been unable to struggle against his sleepiness. His +grandmother turned toward the table to slap his frail little hands, +whitening in the lamplight, when Laguitte stopped her. + +“No—no!” he said. “Let the poor little man sleep. I haven’t got +anything funny to say. There’s no need for him to hear me.” + +The old lady sat down in her armchair; deep silence reigned, and they +looked at one another. + +“Well, yes,” said the major at last, punctuating his words with an +angry motion of his chin, “he has been and done it; that hound Burle +has been and done it!” + +Not a muscle of Mme Burle’s face moved, but she became livid, and her +figure stiffened. Then the major continued: “I had my doubts. I had +intended mentioning the subject to you. Burle was spending too much +money, and he had an idiotic look which I did not fancy. Thunder and +lightning! What a fool a man must be to behave so filthily!” + +Then he thumped his knee furiously with his clenched fist and seemed to +choke with indignation. The old woman put the straightforward question: + +“He has stolen?” + +“You can’t have an idea of it. You see, I never examined his accounts; +I approved and signed them. You know how those things are managed. +However, just before the inspection—as the colonel is a crotchety old +maniac—I said to Burle: ‘I say, old man, look to your accounts; I am +answerable, you know,’ and then I felt perfectly secure. Well, about a +month ago, as he seemed queer and some nasty stories were circulating, +I peered a little closer into the books and pottered over the entries. +I thought everything looked straight and very well kept—” + +At this point he stopped, convulsed by such a fit of rage that he had +to relieve himself by a volley of appalling oaths. Finally he resumed: +“It isn’t the swindle that angers me; it is his disgusting behavior to +me. He has gammoned me, Madame Burle. By God! Does he take me for an +old fool?” + +“So he stole?” the mother again questioned. + +“This evening,” continued the major more quietly, “I had just finished +my dinner when Gagneux came in—you know Gagneux, the butcher at the +corner of the Place aux Herbes? Another dirty beast who got the meat +contract and makes our men eat all the diseased cow flesh in the +neighborhood! Well, I received him like a dog, and then he let it all +out—blurted out the whole thing, and a pretty mess it is! It appears +that Burle only paid him in driblets and had got himself into a +muddle—a confusion of figures which the devil himself couldn’t +disentangle. In short, Burle owes the butcher two thousand francs, and +Gagneux threatens that he’ll inform the colonel if he is not paid. To +make matters worse, Burle, just to blind me, handed me every week a +forged receipt which he had squarely signed with Gagneux’s name. To +think he did that to me, his old friend! Ah, curse him!” + +With increasing profanity the major rose to his feet, shook his fist at +the ceiling and then fell back in his chair. Mme Burle again repeated: +“He has stolen. It was inevitable.” + +Then without a word of judgment or condemnation she added simply: “Two +thousand francs—we have not got them. There are barely thirty francs in +the house.” + +“I expected as much,” said Laguitte. “And do you know where all the +money goes? Why, Melanie gets it—yes, Melanie, a creature who has +turned Burle into a perfect fool. Ah, those women! Those fiendish +women! I always said they would do for him! I cannot conceive what he +is made of! He is only five years younger than I am, and yet he is as +mad as ever. What a woman hunter he is!” + +Another long silence followed. Outside the rain was increasing in +violence, and throughout the sleepy little town one could hear the +crashing of slates and chimney pots as they were dashed by the blast +onto the pavements of the streets. + +“Come,” suddenly said the major, rising, “my stopping here won’t mend +matters. I have warned you—and now I’m off.” + +“What is to be done? To whom can we apply?” muttered the old woman +drearily. + +“Don’t give way—we must consider. If I only had the two thousand +francs—but you know that I am not rich.” + +The major stopped short in confusion. This old bachelor, wifeless and +childless, spent his pay in drink and gambled away at ecarte whatever +money his cognac and absinthe left in his pocket. Despite that, +however, he was scrupulously honest from a sense of discipline. + +“Never mind,” he added as he reached the threshold. “I’ll begin by +stirring him up. I shall move heaven and earth! What! Burle, Colonel +Burle’s son, condemned for theft! That cannot be! I would sooner burn +down the town. Now, thunder and lightning, don’t worry; it is far more +annoying for me than for you.” + +He shook the old lady’s hand roughly and vanished into the shadows of +the staircase, while she held the lamp aloft to light the way. When she +returned and replaced the lamp on the table she stood for a moment +motionless in front of Charles, who was still asleep with his face +lying on the dictionary. His pale cheeks and long fair hair made him +look like a girl, and she gazed at him dreamily, a shade of tenderness +passing over her harsh countenance. But it was only a passing emotion; +her features regained their look of cold, obstinate determination, and, +giving the youngster a sharp rap on his little hand, she said: + +“Charles—your lessons.” + +The boy awoke, dazed and shivering, and again rapidly turned over the +leaves. At the same moment Major Laguitte, slamming the house door +behind him, received on his head a quantity of water falling from the +gutters above, whereupon he began to swear in so loud a voice that he +could be heard above the storm. And after that no sound broke upon the +pelting downpour save the slight rustle of the boy’s pen traveling over +the paper. Mme Burle had resumed her seat near the chimney piece, still +rigid, with her eyes fixed on the dead embers, preserving, indeed, her +habitual attitude and absorbed in her one idea. + + + + + CHAPTER II + THE CAFE + + +The Café de Paris, kept by Melanie Cartier, a widow, was situated on +the Place du Palais, a large irregular square planted with meager, +dusty elm trees. The place was so well known in Vauchamp that it was +customary to say, “Are you coming to Melanie’s?” At the farther end of +the first room, which was a spacious one, there was another called “the +divan,” a narrow apartment having sham leather benches placed against +the walls, while at each corner there stood a marble-topped table. The +widow, deserting her seat in the front room, where she left her little +servant Phrosine, spent her evenings in the inner apartment, +ministering to a few customers, the usual frequenters of the place, +those who were currently styled “the gentlemen of the divan.” When a +man belonged to that set it was as if he had a label on his back; he +was spoken of with smiles of mingled contempt and envy. + +Mme Cartier had become a widow when she was five and twenty. Her +husband, a wheelwright, who on the death of an uncle had amazed +Vauchamp by taking the Café de Paris, had one fine day brought her back +with him from Montpellier, where he was wont to repair twice a year to +purchase liqueurs. As he was stocking his establishment he selected, +together with divers beverages, a woman of the sort he wanted—of an +engaging aspect and apt to stimulate the trade of the house. It was +never known where he had picked her up, but he married her after trying +her in the cafe during six months or so. Opinions were divided in +Vauchamp as to her merits, some folks declaring that she was superb, +while others asserted that she looked like a drum-major. She was a tall +woman with large features and coarse hair falling low over her +forehead. However, everyone agreed that she knew very well how to fool +the sterner sex. She had fine eyes and was wont to fix them with a bold +stare on the gentlemen of the divan, who colored and became like wax in +her hands. She also had the reputation of possessing a wonderfully fine +figure, and southerners appreciate a statuesque style of beauty. + +Cartier had died in a singular way. Rumor hinted at a conjugal quarrel, +a kick, producing some internal tumor. Whatever may have been the +truth, Melanie found herself encumbered with the cafe, which was far +from doing a prosperous business. Her husband had wasted his uncle’s +inheritance in drinking his own absinthe and wearing out the cloth of +his own billiard table. For a while it was believed that the widow +would have to sell out, but she liked the life and the establishment +just as it was. If she could secure a few customers the bigger room +might remain deserted. So she limited herself to repapering the divan +in white and gold and recovering the benches. She began by entertaining +a chemist. Then a vermicelli maker, a lawyer and a retired magistrate +put in an appearance; and thus it was that the cafe remained open, +although the waiter did not receive twenty orders a day. No objections +were raised by the authorities, as appearances were kept up; and, +indeed, it was not deemed advisable to interfere, for some respectable +folks might have been worried. + +Of an evening five or six well-to-do citizens would enter the front +room and play at dominoes there. Although Cartier was dead and the Café +de Paris had got a queer name, they saw nothing and kept up their old +habits. In course of time, the waiter having nothing to do, Melanie +dismissed him and made Phrosine light the solitary gas burner in the +corner where the domino players congregated. Occasionally a party of +young men, attracted by the gossip that circulated through the town, +would come in, wildly excited and laughing loudly and awkwardly. But +they were received there with icy dignity. As a rule they did not even +see the widow, and even if she happened to be present she treated them +with withering disdain, so that they withdrew, stammering and confused. +Melanie was too astute to indulge in any compromising whims. While the +front room remained obscure, save in the corner where the few townsfolk +rattled their dominoes, she personally waited on the gentlemen of the +divan, showing herself amiable without being free, merely venturing in +moments of familiarity to lean on the shoulder of one or another of +them, the better to watch a skillfully played game of ecarte. + +One evening the gentlemen of the divan, who had ended by tolerating +each other’s presence, experienced a disagreeable surprise on finding +Captain Burle at home there. He had casually entered the cafe that same +morning to get a glass of vermouth, so it seemed, and he had found +Melanie there. They had conversed, and in the evening when he returned +Phrosine immediately showed him to the inner room. + +Two days later Burle reigned there supreme; still he had not frightened +the chemist, the vermicelli maker, the lawyer or the retired magistrate +away. The captain, who was short and dumpy, worshiped tall, plump +women. In his regiment he had been nicknamed “Petticoat Burle” on +account of his constant philandering. Whenever the officers, and even +the privates, met some monstrous-looking creature, some giantess puffed +out with fat, whether she were in velvet or in rags, they would +invariably exclaim, “There goes one to Petticoat Burle’s taste!” Thus +Melanie, with her opulent presence, quite conquered him. He was +lost—quite wrecked. In less than a fortnight he had fallen to vacuous +imbecility. With much the expression of a whipped hound in the tiny +sunken eyes which lighted up his bloated face, he was incessantly +watching the widow in mute adoration before her masculine features and +stubby hair. For fear that he might be dismissed, he put up with the +presence of the other gentlemen of the divan and spent his pay in the +place down to the last copper. A sergeant reviewed the situation in one +sentence: “Petticoat Burle is done for; he’s a buried man!” + +It was nearly ten o’clock when Major Laguitte furiously flung the door +of the cafe open. For a moment those inside could see the deluged +square transformed into a dark sea of liquid mud, bubbling under the +terrible downpour. The major, now soaked to the skin and leaving a +stream behind him, strode up to the small counter where Phrosine was +reading a novel. + +“You little wretch,” he yelled, “you have dared to gammon an officer; +you deserve—” + +And then he lifted his hand as if to deal a blow such as would have +felled an ox. The little maid shrank back, terrified, while the amazed +domino players looked, openmouthed. However, the major did not linger +there—he pushed the divan door open and appeared before Melanie and +Burle just as the widow was playfully making the captain sip his grog +in small spoonfuls, as if she were feeding a pet canary. Only the +ex-magistrate and the chemist had come that evening, and they had +retired early in a melancholy frame of mind. Then Melanie, being in +want of three hundred francs for the morrow, had taken advantage of the +opportunity to cajole the captain. + +“Come.” she said, “open your mouth; ain’t it nice, you greedy +piggy-wiggy?” + +Burle, flushing scarlet, with glazed eyes and sunken figure, was +sucking the spoon with an air of intense enjoyment. + +“Good heavens!” roared the major from the threshold. “You now play +tricks on me, do you? I’m sent to the roundabout and told that you +never came here, and yet all the while here you are, addling your silly +brains.” + +Burle shuddered, pushing the grog away, while Melanie stepped angrily +in front of him as if to shield him with her portly figure, but +Laguitte looked at her with that quiet, resolute expression well known +to women who are familiar with bodily chastisement. + +“Leave us,” he said curtly. + +She hesitated for the space of a second. She almost felt the gust of +the expected blow, and then, white with rage, she joined Phrosine in +the outer room. + +When the two men were alone Major Laguitte walked up to Burle, looked +at him and, slightly stooping, yelled into his face these two words: +“You pig!” + +The captain, quite dazed, endeavored to retort, but he had not time to +do so. + +“Silence!” resumed the major. “You have bamboozled a friend. You palmed +off on me a lot of forged receipts which might have sent both of us to +the gallows. Do you call that proper behavior? Is that the sort of +trick to play a friend of thirty years’ standing?” + +Burle, who had fallen back in his chair, was livid; his limbs shook as +if with ague. Meanwhile the major, striding up and down and striking +the tables wildly with his fists, continued: “So you have become a +thief like the veriest scribbling cur of a clerk, and all for the sake +of that creature here! If at least you had stolen for your mother’s +sake it would have been honorable! But, curse it, to play tricks and +bring the money into this shanty is what I cannot understand! Tell +me—what are you made of at your age to go to the dogs as you are going +all for the sake of a creature like a grenadier!” + +“YOU gamble—” stammered the captain. + +“Yes, I do—curse it!” thundered the major, lashed into still greater +fury by this remark. “And I am a pitiful rogue to do so, because it +swallows up all my pay and doesn’t redound to the honor of the French +army. However, I don’t steal. Kill yourself, if it pleases you; starve +your mother and the boy, but respect the regimental cashbox and don’t +drag your friends down with you.” + +He stopped. Burle was sitting there with fixed eyes and a stupid air. +Nothing was heard for a moment save the clatter of the major’s heels. + +“And not a single copper,” he continued aggressively. “Can you picture +yourself between two gendarmes, eh?” + +He then grew a little calmer, caught hold of Burle’s wrists and forced +him to rise. + +“Come!” he said gruffly. “Something must be done at once, for I cannot +go to bed with this affair on my mind—I have an idea.” + +In the front room Melanie and Phrosine were talking eagerly in low +voices. When the widow saw the two men leaving the divan she moved +toward Burle and said coaxingly: “What, are you going already, +Captain?” + +“Yes, he’s going,” brutally answered Laguitte, “and I don’t intend to +let him set foot here again.” + +The little maid felt frightened and pulled her mistress back by the +skirt of her dress; in doing so she imprudently murmured the word +“drunkard” and thereby brought down the slap which the major’s hand had +been itching to deal for some time past. Both women having stooped, +however, the blow only fell on Phrosine’s back hair, flattening her cap +and breaking her comb. The domino players were indignant. + +“Let’s cut it,” shouted Laguitte, and he pushed Burle on the pavement. +“If I remained I should smash everyone in the place.” + +To cross the square they had to wade up to their ankles in mud. The +rain, driven by the wind, poured off their faces. The captain walked on +in silence, while the major kept on reproaching him with his cowardice +and its disastrous consequences. Wasn’t it sweet weather for tramping +the streets? If he hadn’t been such an idiot they would both be warmly +tucked in bed instead of paddling about in the mud. Then he spoke of +Gagneux—a scoundrel whose diseased meat had on three separate occasions +made the whole regiment ill. In a week, however, the contract would +come to an end, and the fiend himself would not get it renewed. + +“It rests with me,” the major grumbled. “I can select whomsoever I +choose, and I’d rather cut off my right arm than put that poisoner in +the way of earning another copper.” + +Just then he slipped into a gutter and, half choked by a string of +oaths, he gasped: + +“You understand—I am going to rout up Gagneux. You must stop outside +while I go in. I must know what the rascal is up to and if he’ll dare +to carry out his threat of informing the colonel tomorrow. A +butcher—curse him! The idea of compromising oneself with a butcher! Ah, +you aren’t over-proud, and I shall never forgive you for all this.” + +They had now reached the Place aux Herbes. Gagneux’s house was quite +dark, but Laguitte knocked so loudly that he was eventually admitted. +Burle remained alone in the dense obscurity and did not even attempt to +seek any shelter. He stood at a corner of the market under the pelting +rain, his head filled with a loud buzzing noise which prevented him +from thinking. He did not feel impatient, for he was unconscious of the +flight of time. He stood there looking at the house, which, with its +closed door and windows, seemed quite lifeless. When at the end of an +hour the major came out again it appeared to the captain as if he had +only just gone in. + +Laguitte was so grimly mute that Burle did not venture to question him. +For a moment they sought each other, groping about in the dark; then +they resumed their walk through the somber streets, where the water +rolled as in the bed of a torrent. They moved on in silence side by +side, the major being so abstracted that he even forgot to swear. +However, as they again crossed the Place du Palais, at the sight of the +Café de Paris, which was still lit up, he dropped his hand on Burle’s +shoulder and said, “If you ever re-enter that hole I—” + +“No fear!” answered the captain without letting his friend finish his +sentence. + +Then he stretched out his hand. + +“No, no,” said Laguitte, “I’ll see you home; I’ll at least make sure +that you’ll sleep in your bed tonight.” + +They went on, and as they ascended the Rue des Recollets they slackened +their pace. When the captain’s door was reached and Burle had taken out +his latchkey he ventured to ask: + +“Well?” + +“Well,” answered the major gruffly, “I am as dirty a rogue as you are. +Yes! I have done a scurrilous thing. The fiend take you! Our soldiers +will eat carrion for three months longer.” + +Then he explained that Gagneux, the disgusting Gagneux, had a horribly +level head and that he had persuaded him—the major—to strike a bargain. +He would refrain from informing the colonel, and he would even make a +present of the two thousand francs and replace the forged receipts by +genuine ones, on condition that the major bound himself to renew the +meat contract. It was a settled thing. + +“Ah,” continued Laguitte, “calculate what profits the brute must make +out of the meat to part with such a sum as two thousand francs.” + +Burle, choking with emotion, grasped his old friend’s hands, stammering +confused words of thanks. The vileness of the action committed for his +sake brought tears into his eyes. + +“I never did such a thing before,” growled Laguitte, “but I was driven +to it. Curse it, to think that I haven’t those two thousand francs in +my drawer! It is enough to make one hate cards. It is my own fault. I +am not worth much; only, mark my words, don’t begin again, for, curse +it—I shan’t.” + +The captain embraced him, and when he had entered the house the major +stood a moment before the closed door to make certain that he had gone +upstairs to bed. Then as midnight was striking and the rain was still +belaboring the dark town, he slowly turned homeward. The thought of his +men almost broke his heart, and, stopping short, he said aloud in a +voice full of compassion: + +“Poor devils! what a lot of cow beef they’ll have to swallow for those +two thousand francs!” + + + + + CHAPTER III + AGAIN? + + +The regiment was altogether nonplused: Petticoat Burle had quarreled +with Melanie. When a week had elapsed it became a proved and undeniable +fact; the captain no longer set foot inside the Café de Paris, where +the chemist, it was averred, once more reigned in his stead, to the +profound sorrow of the retired magistrate. An even more incredible +statement was that Captain Burle led the life of a recluse in the Rue +des Recollets. He was becoming a reformed character; he spent his +evenings at his own fireside, hearing little Charles repeat his +lessons. His mother, who had never breathed a word to him of his +manipulations with Gagneux, maintained her old severity of demeanor as +she sat opposite to him in her armchair, but her looks seemed to imply +that she believed him reclaimed. + +A fortnight later Major Laguitte came one evening to invite himself to +dinner. He felt some awkwardness at the prospect of meeting Burle +again, not on his own account but because he dreaded awakening painful +memories. However, as the captain was mending his ways he wished to +shake hands and break a crust with him. He thought this would please +his old friend. + +When Laguitte arrived Burle was in his room, so it was the old lady who +received the major. The latter, after announcing that he had come to +have a plate of soup with them, added, lowering his voice: + +“Well, how goes it?” + +“It is all right,” answered the old lady. + +“Nothing queer?” + +“Absolutely nothing. Never away—in bed at nine—and looking quite +happy.” + +“Ah, confound it,” replied the major, “I knew very well he only wanted +a shaking. He has some heart left, the dog!” + +When Burle appeared he almost crushed the major’s hands in his grasp, +and standing before the fire, waiting for the dinner, they conversed +peacefully, honestly, together, extolling the charms of home life. The +captain vowed he wouldn’t exchange his home for a kingdom and declared +that when he had removed his braces, put on his slippers and settled +himself in his armchair, no king was fit to hold a candle to him. The +major assented and examined him. At all events his virtuous conduct had +not made him any thinner; he still looked bloated; his eyes were +bleared, and his mouth was heavy. He seemed to be half asleep as he +repeated mechanically: “Home life! There’s nothing like home life, +nothing in the world!” + +“No doubt,” said the major; “still, one mustn’t exaggerate—take a +little exercise and come to the cafe now and then.” + +“To the cafe, why?” asked Burle. “Do I lack anything here? No, no, I +remain at home.” + +When Charles had laid his books aside Laguitte was surprised to see a +maid come in to lay the cloth. + +“So you keep a servant now,” he remarked to Mme Burle. + +“I had to get one,” she answered with a sigh. “My legs are not what +they used to be, and the household was going to rack and ruin. +Fortunately Cabrol let me have his daughter. You know old Cabrol, who +sweeps the market? He did not know what to do with Rose—I am teaching +her how to work.” + +Just then the girl left the room. + +“How old is she?” asked the major. + +“Barely seventeen. She is stupid and dirty, but I only give her ten +francs a month, and she eats nothing but soup.” + +When Rose returned with an armful of plates Laguitte, though he did not +care about women, began to scrutinize her and was amazed at seeing so +ugly a creature. She was very short, very dark and slightly deformed, +with a face like an ape’s: a flat nose, a huge mouth and narrow +greenish eyes. Her broad back and long arms gave her an appearance of +great strength. + +“What a snout!” said Laguitte, laughing, when the maid had again left +the room to fetch the cruets. + +“Never mind,” said Burle carelessly, “she is very obliging and does all +one asks her. She suits us well enough as a scullion.” + +The dinner was very pleasant. It consisted of boiled beef and mutton +hash. Charles was encouraged to relate some stories of his school, and +Mme Burle repeatedly asked him the same question: “Don’t you want to be +a soldier?” A faint smile hovered over the child’s wan lips as he +answered with the frightened obedience of a trained dog, “Oh yes, +Grandmother.” Captain Burle, with his elbows on the table, was +masticating slowly with an absent-minded expression. The big room was +getting warmer; the single lamp placed on the table left the corners in +vague gloom. There was a certain amount of heavy comfort, the familiar +intimacy of penurious people who do not change their plates at every +course but become joyously excited at the unexpected appearance of a +bowl of whipped egg cream at the close of the meal. + +Rose, whose heavy tread shook the floor as she paced round the table, +had not yet opened her mouth. At last she stopped behind the captain’s +chair and asked in a gruff voice: “Cheese, sir?” + +Burle started. “What, eh? Oh yes—cheese. Hold the plate tight.” + +He cut a piece of Gruyere, the girl watching him the while with her +narrow eyes. Laguitte laughed; Rose’s unparalleled ugliness amused him +immensely. He whispered in the captain’s ear, “She is ripping! There +never was such a nose and such a mouth! You ought to send her to the +colonel’s someday as a curiosity. It would amuse him to see her.” + +More and more struck by this phenomenal ugliness, the major felt a +paternal desire to examine the girl more closely. + +“Come here,” he said, “I want some cheese too.” + +She brought the plate, and Laguitte, sticking the knife in the Gruyere, +stared at her, grinning the while because he discovered that she had +one nostril broader than the other. Rose gravely allowed herself to be +looked at, waiting till the gentleman had done laughing. + +She removed the cloth and disappeared. Burle immediately went to sleep +in the chimney corner while the major and Mme Burle began to chat. +Charles had returned to his exercises. Quietude fell from the loft +ceiling; the quietude of a middle-class household gathered in concord +around their fireside. At nine o’clock Burle woke up, yawned and +announced that he was going off to bed; he apologized but declared that +he could not keep his eyes open. Half an hour later, when the major +took his leave, Mme Burle vainly called for Rose to light him +downstairs; the girl must have gone up to her room; she was, indeed, a +regular hen, snoring the round of the clock without waking. + +“No need to disturb anybody,” said Laguitte on the landing; “my legs +are not much better than yours, but if I get hold of the banisters I +shan’t break any bones. Now, my dear lady, I leave you happy; your +troubles are ended at last. I watched Burle closely, and I’ll take my +oath that he’s guileless as a child. Dash it—after all, it was high +time for Petticoat Burle to reform; he was going downhill fast.” + +The major went away fully satisfied with the house and its inmates; the +walls were of glass and could harbor no equivocal conduct. What +particularly delighted him in his friend’s return to virtue was that it +absolved him from the obligation of verifying the accounts. Nothing was +more distasteful to him than the inspection of a number of ledgers, and +as long as Burle kept steady, he—Laguitte—could smoke his pipe in peace +and sign the books in all confidence. However, he continued to keep one +eye open for a little while longer and found the receipts genuine, the +entries correct, the columns admirably balanced. A month later he +contented himself with glancing at the receipts and running his eye +over the totals. Then one morning, without the slightest suspicion of +there being anything wrong, simply because he had lit a second pipe and +had nothing to do, he carelessly added up a row of figures and fancied +that he detected an error of thirteen francs. The balance seemed +perfectly correct, and yet he was not mistaken; the total outlay was +thirteen francs more than the various sums for which receipts were +furnished. It looked queer, but he said nothing to Burle, just making +up his mind to examine the next accounts closely. On the following week +he detected a fresh error of nineteen francs, and then, suddenly +becoming alarmed, he shut himself up with the books and spent a +wretched morning poring over them, perspiring, swearing and feeling as +if his very skull were bursting with the figures. At every page he +discovered thefts of a few francs—the most miserable petty thefts—ten, +eight, eleven francs, latterly, three and four; and, indeed, there was +one column showing that Burle had pilfered just one franc and a half. +For two months, however, he had been steadily robbing the cashbox, and +by comparing dates the major found to his disgust that the famous +lesson respecting Gagneux had only kept him straight for one week! This +last discovery infuriated Laguitte, who struck the books with his +clenched fists, yelling through a shower of oaths: + +“This is more abominable still! At least there was some pluck about +those forged receipts of Gagneux. But this time he is as contemptible +as a cook charging twopence extra for her cabbages. Powers of hell! To +pilfer a franc and a half and clap it in his pocket! Hasn’t the brute +got any pride then? Couldn’t he run away with the safe or play the fool +with actresses?” + +The pitiful meanness of these pilferings revolted the major, and, +moreover, he was enraged at having been duped a second time, deceived +by the simple, stupid dodge of falsified additions. He rose at last and +paced his office for a whole hour, growling aloud. + +“This gives me his measure. Even if I were to thresh him to a jelly +every morning he would still drop a couple of coins into his pocket +every afternoon. But where can he spend it all? He is never seen +abroad; he goes to bed at nine, and everything looks so clean and +proper over there. Can the brute have vices that nobody knows of?” + +He returned to the desk, added up the subtracted money and found a +total of five hundred and forty-five francs. Where was this deficiency +to come from? The inspection was close at hand, and if the crotchety +colonel should take it into his head to examine a single page, the +murder would be out and Burle would be done for. + +This idea froze the major, who left off cursing, picturing Mme Burle +erect and despairing, and at the same time he felt his heart swell with +personal grief and shame. + +“Well,” he muttered, “I must first of all look into the rogue’s +business; I will act afterward.” + +As he walked over to Burle’s office he caught sight of a skirt +vanishing through the doorway. Fancying that he had a clue to the +mystery, he slipped up quietly and listened and speedily recognized +Melanie’s shrill voice. She was complaining of the gentlemen of the +divan. She had signed a promissory note which she was unable to meet; +the bailiffs were in the house, and all her goods would be sold. The +captain, however, barely replied to her. He alleged that he had no +money, whereupon she burst into tears and began to coax him. But her +blandishments were apparently ineffectual, for Burle’s husky voice +could be heard repeating, “Impossible! Impossible!” And finally the +widow withdrew in a towering passion. The major, amazed at the turn +affairs were taking, waited a few moments longer before entering the +office, where Burle had remained alone. He found him very calm, and +despite his furious inclination to call him names he also remained +calm, determined to begin by finding out the exact truth. + +The office certainly did not look like a swindler’s den. A cane-seated +chair, covered with an honest leather cushion, stood before the +captain’s desk, and in a corner there was the locked safe. Summer was +coming on, and the song of a canary sounded through the open window. +The apartment was very neat and tidy, redolent of old papers, and +altogether its appearance inspired one with confidence. + +“Wasn’t it Melanie who was leaving here as I came along?” asked +Laguitte. + +Burle shrugged his shoulders. + +“Yes,” he mumbled. “She has been dunning me for two hundred francs, but +she can’t screw ten out of me—not even tenpence.” + +“Indeed!” said the major, just to try him. “I heard that you had made +up with her.” + +“I? Certainly not. I have done with the likes of her for good.” + +Laguitte went away, feeling greatly perplexed. Where had the five +hundred and forty-five francs gone? Had the idiot taken to drinking or +gambling? He decided to pay Burle a surprise visit that very evening at +his own house, and maybe by questioning his mother he might learn +something. However, during the afternoon his leg became very painful; +latterly he had been feeling in ill-health, and he had to use a stick +so as not to limp too outrageously. This stick grieved him sorely, and +he declared with angry despair that he was now no better than a +pensioner. However, toward the evening, making a strong effort, he +pulled himself out of his armchair and, leaning heavily on his stick, +dragged himself through the darkness to the Rue des Recollets, which he +reached about nine o’clock. The street door was still unlocked, and on +going up he stood panting on the third landing, when he heard voices on +the upper floor. One of these voices was Burle’s, so he fancied, and +out of curiosity he ascended another flight of stairs. Then at the end +of a passage on the left he saw a ray of light coming from a door which +stood ajar. As the creaking of his boots resounded, this door was +sharply closed, and he found himself in the dark. + +“Some cook going to bed!” he muttered angrily. “I’m a fool.” + +All the same he groped his way as gently as possible to the door and +listened. Two people were talking in the room, and he stood aghast, for +it was Burle and that fright Rose! Then he listened, and the +conversation he heard left him no doubt of the awful truth. For a +moment he lifted his stick as if to beat down the door. Then he +shuddered and, staggering back, leaned against the wall. His legs were +trembling under him, while in the darkness of the staircase he +brandished his stick as if it had been a saber. + +What was to be done? After his first moment of passion there had come +thoughts of the poor old lady below. And these made him hesitate. It +was all over with the captain now; when a man sank as low as that he +was hardly worth the few shovelfuls of earth that are thrown over +carrion to prevent them from polluting the atmosphere. Whatever might +be said of Burle, however much one might try to shame him, he would +assuredly begin the next day. Ah, heavens, to think of it! The money! +The honor of the army! The name of Burle, that respected name, dragged +through the mire! By all that was holy this could and should not be! + +Presently the major softened. If he had only possessed five hundred and +forty-five francs! But he had not got such an amount. On the previous +day he had drunk too much cognac, just like a mere sub, and had lost +shockingly at cards. It served him right—he ought to have known better! +And if he was so lame he richly deserved it too; by rights, in fact, +his leg ought to be much worse. + +At last he crept downstairs and rang at the bell of Mme Burle’s flat. +Five minutes elapsed, and then the old lady appeared. + +“I beg your pardon for keeping you waiting,” she said; “I thought that +dormouse Rose was still about. I must go and shake her.” + +But the major detained her. + +“Where is Burle?” he asked. + +“Oh, he has been snoring since nine o’clock. Would you like to knock at +his door?” + +“No, no, I only wanted to have a chat with you.” + +In the parlor Charles sat at his usual place, having just finished his +exercises. He looked terrified, and his poor little white hands were +tremulous. In point of fact, his grandmother, before sending him to +bed, was wont to read some martial stories aloud so as to develop the +latent family heroism in his bosom. That night she had selected the +episode of the Vengeur, the man-of-war freighted with dying heroes and +sinking into the sea. The child, while listening, had become almost +hysterical, and his head was racked as with some ghastly nightmare. + +Mme Burle asked the major to let her finish the perusal. “Long live the +republic!” She solemnly closed the volume. Charles was as white as a +sheet. + +“You see,” said the old lady, “the duty of every French soldier is to +die for his country.” + +“Yes, Grandmother.” + +Then the lad kissed her on the forehead and, shivering with fear, went +to bed in his big room, where the faintest creak of the paneling threw +him into a cold sweat. + +The major had listened with a grave face. Yes, by heavens! Honor was +honor, and he would never permit that wretched Burle to disgrace the +old woman and the boy! As the lad was so devoted to the military +profession, it was necessary that he should be able to enter Saint-Cyr +with his head erect. + +When Mme Burle took up the lamp to show the major out, she passed the +door of the captain’s room, and stopped short, surprised to see the key +outside, which was a most unusual occurrence. + +“Do go in,” she said to Laguitte; “it is bad for him to sleep so much.” + +And before he could interpose she had opened the door and stood +transfixed on finding the room empty. Laguitte turned crimson and +looked so foolish that she suddenly understood everything, enlightened +by the sudden recollection of several little incidents to which she had +previously attached no importance. + +“You knew it—you knew it!” she stammered. “Why was I not told? Oh, my +God, to think of it! Ah, he has been stealing again—I feel it!” + +She remained erect, white and rigid. Then she added in a harsh voice: + +“Look you—I wish he were dead!” + +Laguitte caught hold of both her hands, which for a moment he kept +tightly clasped in his own. Then he left her hurriedly, for he felt a +lump rising in his throat and tears coming to his eyes. Ah, by all the +powers, this time his mind was quite made up. + + + + + CHAPTER IV + INSPECTION + + +The regimental inspection was to take place at the end of the month. +The major had ten days before him. On the very next morning, however, +he crawled, limping, as far as the Café de Paris, where he ordered some +beer. Melanie grew pale when she saw him enter, and it was with a +lively recollection of a certain slap that Phrosine hastened to serve +him. The major seemed very calm, however; he called for a second chair +to rest his bad leg upon and drank his beer quietly like any other +thirsty man. He had sat there for about an hour when he saw two +officers crossing the Place du Palais—Morandot, who commanded one of +the battalions of the regiment, and Captain Doucet. Thereupon he +excitedly waved his cane and shouted: “Come in and have a glass of beer +with me!” + +The officers dared not refuse, but when the maid had brought the beer +Morandot said to the major: “So you patronize this place now?” + +“Yes—the beer is good.” + +Captain Doucet winked and asked archly: “Do you belong to the divan, +Major?” + +Laguitte chuckled but did not answer. Then the others began to chaff +him about Melanie, and he took their remarks good-naturedly, simply +shrugging his shoulders. The widow was undoubtedly a fine woman, +however much people might talk. Some of those who disparaged her would, +in reality, be only too pleased to win her good graces. Then turning to +the little counter and assuming an engaging air, he shouted: + +“Three more glasses, madame.” + +Melanie was so taken aback that she rose and brought the beer herself. +The major detained her at the table and forgot himself so far as to +softly pat the hand which she had carelessly placed on the back of a +chair. Used as she was to alternate brutality and flattery, she +immediately became confident, believing in a sudden whim of gallantry +on the part of the “old wreck,” as she was wont to style the major when +talking with Phrosine. Doucet and Morandot looked at each other in +surprise. Was the major actually stepping into Petticoat Burle’s shoes? +The regiment would be convulsed if that were the case. + +Suddenly, however, Laguitte, who kept his eye on the square, gave a +start. + +“Hallo, there’s Burle!” he exclaimed. + +“Yes, it is his time,” explained Phrosine. “The captain passes every +afternoon on his way from the office.” + +In spite of his lameness the major had risen to his feet, pushing aside +the chairs as he called out: “Burle! I say—come along and have a +glass.” + +The captain, quite aghast and unable to understand why Laguitte was at +the widow’s, advanced mechanically. He was so perplexed that he again +hesitated at the door. + +“Another glass of beer,” ordered the major, and then turning to Burle, +he added, “What’s the matter with you? Come in. Are you afraid of being +eaten alive?” + +The captain took a seat, and an awkward pause followed. Melanie, who +brought the beer with trembling hands, dreaded some scene which might +result in the closing of her establishment. The major’s gallantry made +her uneasy, and she endeavored to slip away, but he invited her to +drink with them, and before she could refuse he had ordered Phrosine to +bring a liqueur glass of anisette, doing so with as much coolness as if +he had been master of the house. Melanie was thus compelled to sit down +between the captain and Laguitte, who exclaimed aggressively: “I WILL +have ladies respected. We are French officers! Let us drink Madame’s +health!” + +Burle, with his eyes fixed on his glass, smiled in an embarrassed way. +The two officers, shocked at the proceedings, had already tried to get +off. Fortunately the cafe was deserted, save that the domino players +were having their afternoon game. At every fresh oath which came from +the major they glanced around, scandalized by such an unusual accession +of customers and ready to threaten Melanie that they would leave her +for the Café de la Gare if the soldiery was going to invade her place +like flies that buzzed about, attracted by the stickiness of the tables +which Phrosine scoured only on Saturdays. She was now reclining behind +the counter, already reading a novel again. + +“How’s this—you are not drinking with Madame?” roughly said the major +to Burle. “Be civil at least!” + +Then as Doucet and Morandot were again preparing to leave, he stopped +them. + +“Why can’t you wait? We’ll go together. It is only this brute who never +knows how to behave himself.” + +The two officers looked surprised at the major’s sudden bad temper. +Melanie attempted to restore peace and with a light laugh placed her +hands on the arms of both men. However, Laguitte disengaged himself. + +“No,” he roared, “leave me alone. Why does he refuse to chink glasses +with you? I shall not allow you to be insulted—do you hear? I am quite +sick of him.” + +Burle, paling under the insult, turned slightly and said to Morandot, +“What does this mean? He calls me in here to insult me. Is he drunk?” + +With a wild oath the major rose on his trembling legs and struck the +captain’s cheek with his open hand. Melanie dived and thus escaped one +half of the smack. An appalling uproar ensued. Phrosine screamed behind +the counter as if she herself had received the blow; the domino players +also entrenched themselves behind their table in fear lest the soldiers +should draw their swords and massacre them. However, Doucet and +Morandot pinioned the captain to prevent him from springing at the +major’s throat and forcibly let him to the door. When they got him +outside they succeeded in quieting him a little by repeating that +Laguitte was quite in the wrong. They would lay the affair before the +colonel, having witnessed it, and the colonel would give his decision. +As soon as they had got Burle away they returned to the cafe where they +found Laguitte in reality greatly disturbed, with tears in his eyes but +affecting stolid indifference and slowly finishing his beer. + +“Listen, Major,” began Morandot, “that was very wrong on your part. The +captain is your inferior in rank, and you know that he won’t be allowed +to fight you.” + +“That remains to be seen,” answered the major. + +“But how has he offended you? He never uttered a word. Two old comrades +too; it is absurd.” + +The major made a vague gesture. “No matter. He annoyed me.” + +He could never be made to say anything else. Nothing more as to his +motive was ever known. All the same, the scandal was a terrible one. +The regiment was inclined to believe that Melanie, incensed by the +captain’s defection, had contrived to entrap the major, telling him +some abominable stories and prevailing upon him to insult and strike +Burle publicly. Who would have thought it of that old fogy Laguitte, +who professed to be a woman hater? they said. So he, too, had been +caught at last. Despite the general indignation against Melanie, this +adventure made her very conspicuous, and her establishment soon drove a +flourishing business. + +On the following day the colonel summoned the major and the captain +into his presence. He censured them sternly, accusing them of +disgracing their uniform by frequenting unseemly haunts. What +resolution had they come to, he asked, as he could not authorize them +to fight? This same question had occupied the whole regiment for the +last twenty-four hours. Apologies were unacceptable on account of the +blow, but as Laguitte was almost unable to stand, it was hoped that, +should the colonel insist upon it, some reconciliation might be patched +up. + +“Come,” said the colonel, “will you accept me as arbitrator?” + +“I beg your pardon, Colonel,” interrupted the major; “I have brought +you my resignation. Here it is. That settles everything. Please name +the day for the duel.” + +Burle looked at Laguitte in amazement, and the colonel thought it his +duty to protest. + +“This is a most serious step, Major,” he began. “Two years more and you +would be entitled to your full pension.” + +But again did Laguitte cut him short, saying gruffly, “That is my own +affair.” + +“Oh, certainly! Well, I will send in your resignation, and as soon as +it is accepted I will fix a day for the duel.” + +The unexpected turn that events had taken startled the regiment. What +possessed that lunatic major to persist in cutting the throat of his +old comrade Burle? The officers again discussed Melanie; they even +began to dream of her. There must surely be something wonderful about +her since she had completely fascinated two such tough old veterans and +brought them to a deadly feud. Morandot, having met Laguitte, did not +disguise his concern. If he—the major—was not killed, what would he +live upon? He had no fortune, and the pension to which his cross of the +Legion of Honor entitled him, with the half of a full regimental +pension which he would obtain on resigning, would barely find him in +bread. While Morandot was thus speaking Laguitte simply stared before +him with his round eyes, persevering in the dumb obstinacy born of his +narrow mind; and when his companion tried to question him regarding his +hatred for Burle, he simply made the same vague gesture as before and +once again repeated: + +“He annoyed me; so much the worse.” + +Every morning at mess and at the canteen the first words were: “Has the +acceptance of the major’s resignation arrived?” The duel was +impatiently expected and ardently discussed. The majority believed that +Laguitte would be run through the body in three seconds, for it was +madness for a man to fight with a paralyzed leg which did not even +allow him to stand upright. A few, however, shook their heads. Laguitte +had never been a marvel of intellect, that was true; for the last +twenty years, indeed, he had been held up as an example of stupidity, +but there had been a time when he was known as the best fencer of the +regiment, and although he had begun as a drummer he had won his +epaulets as the commander of a battalion by the sanguine bravery of a +man who is quite unconscious of danger. On the other hand, Burle fenced +indifferently and passed for a poltroon. However, they would soon know +what to think. + +Meanwhile the excitement became more and more intense as the acceptance +of Laguitte’s resignation was so long in coming. The major was +unmistakably the most anxious and upset of everybody. A week had passed +by, and the general inspection would commence two days later. Nothing, +however, had come as yet. He shuddered at the thought that he had, +perhaps, struck his old friend and sent in his resignation all in vain, +without delaying the exposure for a single minute. He had in reality +reasoned thus: If he himself were killed he would not have the worry of +witnessing the scandal, and if he killed Burle, as he expected to do, +the affair would undoubtedly be hushed up. Thus he would save the honor +of the army, and the little chap would be able to get in at Saint-Cyr. +Ah, why wouldn’t those wretched scribblers at the War Office hurry up a +bit? The major could not keep still but was forever wandering about +before the post office, stopping the estafettes and questioning the +colonel’s orderly to find out if the acceptance had arrived. He lost +his sleep and, careless as to people’s remarks, he leaned more and more +heavily on his stick, hobbling about with no attempt to steady his +gait. + +On the day before that fixed for the inspection he was, as usual, on +his way to the colonel’s quarters when he paused, startled, to see Mme +Burle (who was taking Charles to school) a few paces ahead of him. He +had not met her since the scene at the Café de Paris, for she had +remained in seclusion at home. Unmanned at thus meeting her, he stepped +down to leave the whole sidewalk free. Neither he nor the old lady +bowed, and the little boy lifted his large inquisitive eyes in mute +surprise. Mme Burle, cold and erect, brushed past the major without the +least sign of emotion or recognition. When she had passed he looked +after her with an expression of stupefied compassion. + +“Confound it, I am no longer a man,” he growled, dashing away a tear. + +When he arrived at the colonel’s quarters a captain in attendance +greeted him with the words: “It’s all right at last. The papers have +come.” + +“Ah!” murmured Laguitte, growing very pale. + +And again he beheld the old lady walking on, relentlessly rigid and +holding the little boy’s hand. What! He had longed so eagerly for those +papers for eight days past, and now when the scraps had come he felt +his brain on fire and his heart lacerated. + +The duel took place on the morrow, in the barrack yard behind a low +wall. The air was keen, the sun shining brightly. Laguitte had almost +to be carried to the ground; one of his seconds supported him on one +side, while on the other he leaned heavily, on his stick. Burle looked +half asleep; his face was puffy with unhealthy fat, as if he had spent +a night of debauchery. Not a word was spoken. They were all anxious to +have it over. + +Captain Doucet crossed the swords of the two adversaries and then drew +back, saying: “Set to, gentlemen.” + +Burle was the first to attack; he wanted to test Laguitte’s strength +and ascertain what he had to expect. For the last ten days the +encounter had seemed to him a ghastly nightmare which he could not +fathom. At times a hideous suspicion assailed him, but he put it aside +with terror, for it meant death, and he refused to believe that a +friend could play him such a trick, even to set things right. Besides, +Laguitte’s leg reasssured him; he would prick the major on the +shoulder, and then all would be over. + +During well-nigh a couple of minutes the swords clashed, and then the +captain lunged, but the major, recovering his old suppleness of wrist, +parried in a masterly style, and if he had returned the attack Burle +would have been pierced through. The captain now fell back; he was +livid, for he felt that he was at the mercy of the man who had just +spared him. At last he understood that this was an execution. + +Laguitte, squarely poised on his infirm legs and seemingly turned to +stone, stood waiting. The two men looked at each other fixedly. In +Burle’s blurred eyes there arose a supplication—a prayer for pardon. He +knew why he was going to die, and like a child he promised not to +transgress again. But the major’s eyes remained implacable; honor had +spoken, and he silenced his emotion and his pity. + +“Let it end,” he muttered between his teeth. + +Then it was he who attacked. Like a flash of lightning his sword +flamed, flying from right to left, and then with a resistless thrust it +pierced the breast of the captain, who fell like a log without even a +groan. + +Laguitte had released his hold upon his sword and stood gazing at that +poor old rascal Burle, who was stretched upon his back with his fat +stomach bulging out. + +“Oh, my God! My God!” repeated the major furiously and despairingly, +and then he began to swear. + +They led him away, and, both his legs failing him, he had to be +supported on either side, for he could not even use his stick. + +Two months later the ex-major was crawling slowly along in the sunlight +down a lonely street of Vauchamp, when he again found himself face to +face with Mme Burle and little Charles. They were both in deep +mourning. He tried to avoid them, but he now only walked with +difficulty, and they advanced straight upon him without hurrying or +slackening their steps. Charles still had the same gentle, girlish, +frightened face, and Mme Burle retained her stern, rigid demeanor, +looking even harsher than ever. + +As Laguitte shrank into the corner of a doorway to leave the whole +street to them, she abruptly stopped in front of him and stretched out +her hand. He hesitated and then took it and pressed it, but he trembled +so violently that he made the old lady’s arm shake. They exchanged +glances in silence. + +“Charles,” said the boy’s grandmother at last, “shake hands with the +major.” The boy obeyed without understanding. The major, who was very +pale, barely ventured to touch the child’s frail fingers; then, feeling +that he ought to speak, he stammered out: “You still intend to send him +to Saint-Cyr?” + +“Of course, when he is old enough,” answered Mme Burle. + +But during the following week Charles was carried off by typhoid fever. +One evening his grandmother had again read him the story of the Vengeur +to make him bold, and in the night he had become delirious. The poor +little fellow died of fright. + + + + + THE DEATH OF OLIVIER BECAILLE + + + + + CHAPTER I + MY PASSING + + +It was on a Saturday, at six in the morning, that I died after a three +days’ illness. My wife was searching a trunk for some linen, and when +she rose and turned she saw me rigid, with open eyes and silent pulses. +She ran to me, fancying that I had fainted, touched my hands and bent +over me. Then she suddenly grew alarmed, burst into tears and +stammered: + +“My God, my God! He is dead!” + +I heard everything, but the sounds seemed to come from a great +distance. My left eye still detected a faint glimmer, a whitish light +in which all objects melted, but my right eye was quite bereft of +sight. It was the coma of my whole being, as if a thunderbolt had +struck me. My will was annihilated; not a fiber of flesh obeyed my +bidding. And yet amid the impotency of my inert limbs my thoughts +subsisted, sluggish and lazy, still perfectly clear. + +My poor Marguerite was crying; she had dropped on her knees beside the +bed, repeating in heart-rending tones: + +“He is dead! My God, he is dead!” + +Was this strange state of torpor, this immobility of the flesh, really +death, although the functions of the intellect were not arrested? Was +my soul only lingering for a brief space before it soared away forever? +From my childhood upward I had been subject to hysterical attacks, and +twice in early youth I had nearly succumbed to nervous fevers. By +degrees all those who surrounded me had got accustomed to consider me +an invalid and to see me sickly. So much so that I myself had forbidden +my wife to call in a doctor when I had taken to my bed on the day of +our arrival at the cheap lodginghouse of the Rue Dauphine in Paris. A +little rest would soon set me right again; it was only the fatigue of +the journey which had caused my intolerable weariness. And yet I was +conscious of having felt singularly uneasy. We had left our province +somewhat abruptly; we were very poor and had barely enough money to +support ourselves till I drew my first month’s salary in the office +where I had obtained a situation. And now a sudden seizure was carrying +me off! + +Was it really death? I had pictured to myself a darker night, a deeper +silence. As a little child I had already felt afraid to die. Being weak +and compassionately petted by everyone, I had concluded that I had not +long to live, that I should soon be buried, and the thought of the cold +earth filled me with a dread I could not master—a dread which haunted +me day and night. As I grew older the same terror pursued me. +Sometimes, after long hours spent in reasoning with myself, I thought +that I had conquered my fear. I reflected, “After all, what does it +matter? One dies and all is over. It is the common fate; nothing could +be better or easier.” + +I then prided myself on being able to look death boldly in the face, +but suddenly a shiver froze my blood, and my dizzy anguish returned, as +if a giant hand had swung me over a dark abyss. It was some vision of +the earth returning and setting reason at naught. How often at night +did I start up in bed, not knowing what cold breath had swept over my +slumbers but clasping my despairing hands and moaning, “Must I die?” In +those moments an icy horror would stop my pulses while an appalling +vision of dissolution rose before me. It was with difficulty that I +could get to sleep again. Indeed, sleep alarmed me; it so closely +resembled death. If I closed my eyes they might never open again—I +might slumber on forever. + +I cannot tell if others have endured the same torture; I only know that +my own life was made a torment by it. Death ever rose between me and +all I loved; I can remember how the thought of it poisoned the happiest +moments I spent with Marguerite. During the first months of our married +life, when she lay sleeping by my side and I dreamed of a fair future +for her and with her, the foreboding of some fatal separation dashed my +hopes aside and embittered my delights. Perhaps we should be parted on +the morrow—nay, perhaps in an hour’s time. Then utter discouragement +assailed me; I wondered what the bliss of being united availed me if it +were to end in so cruel a disruption. + +My morbid imagination reveled in scenes of mourning. I speculated as to +who would be the first to depart, Marguerite or I. Either alternative +caused me harrowing grief, and tears rose to my eyes at the thought of +our shattered lives. At the happiest periods of my existence I often +became a prey to grim dejection such as nobody could understand but +which was caused by the thought of impending nihility. When I was most +successful I was to general wonder most depressed. The fatal question, +“What avails it?” rang like a knell in my ears. But the sharpest sting +of this torment was that it came with a secret sense of shame, which +rendered me unable to confide my thoughts to another. Husband and wife +lying side by side in the darkened room may quiver with the same +shudder and yet remain mute, for people do not mention death any more +than they pronounce certain obscene words. Fear makes it nameless. + +I was musing thus while my dear Marguerite knelt sobbing at my feet. It +grieved me sorely to be unable to comfort her by telling her that I +suffered no pain. If death were merely the annihilation of the flesh it +had been foolish of me to harbor so much dread. I experienced a selfish +kind of restfulness in which all my cares were forgotten. My memory had +become extraordinarily vivid. My whole life passed before me rapidly +like a play in which I no longer acted a part; it was a curious and +enjoyable sensation—I seemed to hear a far-off voice relating my own +history. + +I saw in particular a certain spot in the country near Guerande, on the +way to Piriac. The road turns sharply, and some scattered pine trees +carelessly dot a rocky slope. When I was seven years old I used to pass +through those pines with my father as far as a crumbling old house, +where Marguerite’s parents gave me pancakes. They were salt gatherers +and earned a scanty livelihood by working the adjacent salt marshes. +Then I remembered the school at Nantes, where I had grown up, leading a +monotonous life within its ancient walls and yearning for the broad +horizon of Guerande and the salt marshes stretching to the limitless +sea widening under the sky. + +Next came a blank—my father was dead. I entered the hospital as clerk +to the managing board and led a dreary life with one solitary +diversion: my Sunday visits to the old house on Piriac road. The +saltworks were doing badly; poverty reigned in the land, and +Marguerite’s parents were nearly penniless. Marguerite, when merely a +child, had been fond of me because I trundled her about in a +wheelbarrow, but on the morning when I asked her in marriage she shrank +from me with a frightened gesture, and I realized that she thought me +hideous. Her parents, however, consented at once; they looked upon my +offer as a godsend, and the daughter submissively acquiesced. When she +became accustomed to the idea of marrying me she did not seem to +dislike it so much. On our wedding day at Guerande the rain fell in +torrents, and when we got home my bride had to take off her dress, +which was soaked through, and sit in her petticoats. + +That was all the youth I ever had. We did not remain long in our +province. One day I found my wife in tears. She was miserable; life was +so dull; she wanted to get away. Six months later I had saved a little +money by taking in extra work after office hours, and through the +influence of a friend of my father’s I obtained a petty appointment in +Paris. I started off to settle there with the dear little woman so that +she might cry no more. During the night, which we spent in the +third-class railway carriage, the seats being very hard, I took her in +my arms in order that she might sleep. + +That was the past, and now I had just died on the narrow couch of a +Paris lodginghouse, and my wife was crouching on the floor, crying +bitterly. The white light before my left eye was growing dim, but I +remembered the room perfectly. On the left there was a chest of +drawers, on the right a mantelpiece surmounted by a damaged clock +without a pendulum, the hands of which marked ten minutes past ten. The +window overlooked the Rue Dauphine, a long, dark street. All Paris +seemed to pass below, and the noise was so great that the window shook. + +We knew nobody in the city; we had hurried our departure, but I was not +expected at the office till the following Monday. Since I had taken to +my bed I had wondered at my imprisonment in this narrow room into which +we had tumbled after a railway journey of fifteen hours, followed by a +hurried, confusing transit through the noisy streets. My wife had +nursed me with smiling tenderness, but I knew that she was anxious. She +would walk to the window, glance out and return to the bedside, looking +very pale and startled by the sight of the busy thoroughfare, the +aspect of the vast city of which she did not know a single stone and +which deafened her with its continuous roar. What would happen to her +if I never woke up again—alone, friendless and unknowing as she was? + +Marguerite had caught hold of one of my hands which lay passive on the +coverlet, and, covering it with kisses, she repeated wildly: “Olivier, +answer me. Oh, my God, he is dead, dead!” + +So death was not complete annihilation. I could hear and think. I had +been uselessly alarmed all those years. I had not dropped into utter +vacancy as I had anticipated. I could not picture the disappearance of +my being, the suppression of all that I had been, without the +possibility of renewed existence. I had been wont to shudder whenever +in any book or newspaper I came across a date of a hundred years hence. +A date at which I should no longer be alive, a future which I should +never see, filled me with unspeakable uneasiness. Was I not the whole +world, and would not the universe crumble away when I was no more? + +To dream of life had been a cherished vision, but this could not +possibly be death. I should assuredly awake presently. Yes, in a few +moments I would lean over, take Marguerite in my arms and dry her +tears. I would rest a little while longer before going to my office, +and then a new life would begin, brighter than the last. However, I did +not feel impatient; the commotion had been too strong. It was wrong of +Marguerite to give way like that when I had not even the strength to +turn my head on the pillow and smile at her. The next time that she +moaned out, “He is dead! Dead!” I would embrace her and murmur softly +so as not to startle her: “No, my darling, I was only asleep. You see, +I am alive, and I love you.” + + + + + CHAPTER II + FUNERAL PREPARATIONS + + +Marguerite’s cries had attracted attention, for all at once the door +was opened and a voice exclaimed: “What is the matter, neighbor? Is he +worse?” + +I recognized the voice; it was that of an elderly woman, Mme Gabin, who +occupied a room on the same floor. She had been most obliging since our +arrival and had evidently become interested in our concerns. On her own +side she had lost no time in telling us her history. A stern landlord +had sold her furniture during the previous winter to pay himself his +rent, and since then she had resided at the lodginghouse in the Rue +Dauphine with her daughter Dede, a child of ten. They both cut and +pinked lamp shades, and between them they earned at the utmost only two +francs a day. + +“Heavens! Is it all over?” cried Mme Gabin, looking at me. + +I realized that she was drawing nearer. She examined me, touched me +and, turning to Marguerite, murmured compassionately: “Poor girl! Poor +girl!” + +My wife, wearied out, was sobbing like a child. Mme Gabin lifted her, +placed her in a dilapidated armchair near the fireplace and proceeded +to comfort her. + +“Indeed, you’ll do yourself harm if you go on like this, my dear. It’s +no reason because your husband is gone that you should kill yourself +with weeping. Sure enough, when I lost Gabin I was just like you. I +remained three days without swallowing a morsel of food. But that +didn’t help me—on the contrary, it pulled me down. Come, for the Lord’s +sake, be sensible!” + +By degrees Marguerite grew calmer; she was exhausted, and it was only +at intervals that she gave way to a fresh flow of tears. Meanwhile the +old woman had taken possession of the room with a sort of rough +authority. + +“Don’t worry yourself,” she said as she bustled about. “Neighbors must +help each other. Luckily Dede has just gone to take the work home. Ah, +I see your trunks are not yet all unpacked, but I suppose there is some +linen in the chest of drawers, isn’t there?” + +I heard her pull a drawer open; she must have taken out a napkin which +she spread on the little table at the bedside. She then struck a match, +which made me think that she was lighting one of the candles on the +mantelpiece and placing it near me as a religious rite. I could follow +her movements in the room and divine all her actions. + +“Poor gentleman,” she muttered. “Luckily I heard you sobbing, poor +dear!” Suddenly the vague light which my left eye had detected +vanished. Mme Gabin had just closed my eyelids, but I had not felt her +finger on my face. When I understood this I felt chilled. + +The door had opened again, and Dede, the child of ten, now rushed in, +calling out in her shrill voice: “Mother, Mother! Ah, I knew you would +be here! Look here, there’s the money—three francs and four sous. I +took back three dozen lamp shades.” + +“Hush, hush! Hold your tongue,” vainly repeated the mother, who, as the +little girl chattered on, must have pointed to the bed, for I guessed +that the child felt perplexed and was backing toward the door. + +“Is the gentleman asleep?” she whispered. + +“Yes, yes—go and play,” said Mme Gabin. + +But the child did not go. She was, no doubt, staring at me with widely +opened eyes, startled and vaguely comprehending. Suddenly she seemed +convulsed with terror and ran out, upsetting a chair. + +“He is dead, Mother; he is dead!” she gasped. + +Profound silence followed. Marguerite, lying back in the armchair, had +left off crying. Mme Gabin was still rummaging about the room and +talking under her breath. + +“Children know everything nowadays. Look at that girl. Heaven knows how +carefully she’s brought up! When I send her on an errand or take the +shades back I calculate the time to a minute so that she can’t loiter +about, but for all that she learns everything. She saw at a glance what +had happened here—and yet I never showed her but one corpse, that of +her uncle Francois, and she was then only four years old. Ah well, +there are no children left—it can’t be helped.” + +She paused and without any transition passed to another subject. + +“I say, dearie, we must think of the formalities—there’s the +declaration at the municipal offices to be made and the seeing about +the funeral. You are not in a fit state to attend to business. What do +you say if I look in at Monsieur Simoneau’s to find out if he’s at +home?” + +Marguerite did not reply. It seemed to me that I watched her from afar +and at times changed into a subtle flame hovering above the room, while +a stranger lay heavy and unconscious on my bed. I wished that +Marguerite had declined the assistance of Simoneau. I had seen him +three or four times during my brief illness, for he occupied a room +close to ours and had been civil and neighborly. Mme Gabin had told us +that he was merely making a short stay in Paris, having come to collect +some old debts due to his father, who had settled in the country and +recently died. He was a tall, strong, handsome young man, and I hated +him, perhaps on account of his healthy appearance. On the previous +evening he had come in to make inquiries, and I had much disliked +seeing him at Marguerite’s side; she had looked so fair and pretty, and +he had gazed so intently into her face when she smilingly thanked him +for his kindness. + +“Ah, here is Monsieur Simoneau,” said Mme Gabin, introducing him. + +He gently pushed the door ajar, and as soon as Marguerite saw him enter +she burst into a flood of tears. The presence of a friend, of the only +person she knew in Paris besides the old woman, recalled her +bereavement. I could not see the young man, but in the darkness that +encompassed me I conjured up his appearance. I pictured him distinctly, +grave and sad at finding poor Marguerite in such distress. How lovely +she must have looked with her golden hair unbound, her pale face and +her dear little baby hands burning with fever! + +“I am at your disposal, madame,” he said softly. “Pray allow me to +manage everything.” + +She only answered him with broken words, but as the young man was +leaving, accompanied by Mme Gabin, I heard the latter mention money. +These things were always expensive, she said, and she feared that the +poor little body hadn’t a farthing—anyhow, he might ask her. But +Simoneau silenced the old woman; he did not want to have the widow +worried; he was going to the municipal office and to the undertaker’s. + +When silence reigned once more I wondered if my nightmare would last +much longer. I was certainly alive, for I was conscious of passing +incidents, and I began to realize my condition. I must have fallen into +one of those cataleptic states that I had read of. As a child I had +suffered from syncopes which had lasted several hours, but surely my +heart would beat anew, my blood circulate and my muscles relax. Yes, I +should wake up and comfort Marguerite, and, reasoning thus, I tried to +be patient. + +Time passed. Mme Gabin had brought in some breakfast, but Marguerite +refused to taste any food. Later on the afternoon waned. Through the +open window I heard the rising clamor of the Rue Dauphine. By and by a +slight ringing of the brass candlestick on the marble-topped table made +me think that a fresh candle had been lighted. At last Simoneau +returned. + +“Well?” whispered the old woman. + +“It is all settled,” he answered; “the funeral is ordered for tomorrow +at eleven. There is nothing for you to do, and you needn’t talk of +these things before the poor lady.” + +Nevertheless, Mme Gabin remarked: “The doctor of the dead hasn’t come +yet.” + +Simoneau took a seat beside Marguerite and after a few words of +encouragement remained silent. The funeral was to take place at eleven! +Those words rang in my brain like a passing bell. And the doctor +coming—the doctor of the dead, as Mme Gabin had called him. HE could +not possibly fail to find out that I was only in a state of lethargy; +he would do whatever might be necessary to rouse me, so I longed for +his arrival with feverish anxiety. + +The day was drawing to a close. Mme Gabin, anxious to waste no time, +had brought in her lamp shades and summoned Dede without asking +Marguerite’s permission. “To tell the truth,” she observed, “I do not +like to leave children too long alone.” + +“Come in, I say,” she whispered to the little girl; “come in, and don’t +be frightened. Only don’t look toward the bed or you’ll catch it.” + +She thought it decorous to forbid Dede to look at me, but I was +convinced that the child was furtively glancing at the corner where I +lay, for every now and then I heard her mother rap her knuckles and +repeat angrily: “Get on with your work or you shall leave the room, and +the gentleman will come during the night and pull you by the feet.” + +The mother and daughter had sat down at our table. I could plainly hear +the click of their scissors as they clipped the lamp shades, which no +doubt required very delicate manipulation, for they did not work +rapidly. I counted the shades one by one as they were laid aside, while +my anxiety grew more and more intense. + +The clicking of the scissors was the only noise in the room, so I +concluded that Marguerite had been overcome by fatigue and was dozing. +Twice Simoneau rose, and the torturing thought flashed through me that +he might be taking advantage of her slumbers to touch her hair with his +lips. I hardly knew the man and yet felt sure that he loved my wife. At +last little Dede began to giggle, and her laugh exasperated me. + +“Why are you sniggering, you idiot?” asked her mother. “Do you want to +be turned out on the landing? Come, out with it; what makes you laugh +so?” + +The child stammered: she had not laughed; she had only coughed, but I +felt certain she had seen Simoneau bending over Marguerite and had felt +amused. + +The lamp had been lit when a knock was heard at the door. + +“It must be the doctor at last,” said the old woman. + +It was the doctor; he did not apologize for coming so late, for he had +no doubt ascended many flights of stairs during the day. The room being +but imperfectly lighted by the lamp, he inquired: “Is the body here?” + +“Yes, it is,” answered Simoneau. + +Marguerite had risen, trembling violently. Mme Gabin dismissed Dede, +saying it was useless that a child should be present, and then she +tried to lead my wife to the window, to spare her the sight of what was +about to take place. + +The doctor quickly approached the bed. I guessed that he was bored, +tired and impatient. Had he touched my wrist? Had he placed his hand on +my heart? I could not tell, but I fancied that he had only carelessly +bent over me. + +“Shall I bring the lamp so that you may see better?” asked Simoneau +obligingly. + +“No it is not necessary,” quietly answered the doctor. + +Not necessary! That man held my life in his hands, and he did not think +it worth while to proceed to a careful examination! I was not dead! I +wanted to cry out that I was not dead! + +“At what o’clock did he die?” asked the doctor. + +“At six this morning,” volunteered Simoneau. + +A feeling of frenzy and rebellion rose within me, bound as I was in +seemingly iron chains. Oh, for the power of uttering one word, of +moving a single limb! + +“This close weather is unhealthy,” resumed the doctor; “nothing is more +trying than these early spring days.” + +And then he moved away. It was like my life departing. Screams, sobs +and insults were choking me, struggling in my convulsed throat, in +which even my breath was arrested. The wretch! Turned into a mere +machine by professional habits, he only came to a deathbed to +accomplish a perfunctory formality; he knew nothing; his science was a +lie, since he could not at a glance distinguish life from death—and now +he was going—going! + +“Good night, sir,” said Simoneau. + +There came a moment’s silence; the doctor was probably bowing to +Marguerite, who had turned while Mme Gabin was fastening the window. He +left the room, and I heard his footsteps descending the stairs. + +It was all over; I was condemned. My last hope had vanished with that +man. If I did not wake before eleven on the morrow I should be buried +alive. The horror of that thought was so great that I lost all +consciousness of my surroundings—’twas something like a fainting fit in +death. The last sound I heard was the clicking of the scissors handled +by Mme Gabin and Dede. The funeral vigil had begun; nobody spoke. + +Marguerite had refused to retire to rest in the neighbor’s room. She +remained reclining in her armchair, with her beautiful face pale, her +eyes closed and her long lashes wet with tears, while before her in the +gloom Simoneau sat silently watching her. + + + + + CHAPTER III + THE PROCESSION + + +I cannot describe my agony during the morning of the following day. I +remember it as a hideous dream in which my impressions were so ghastly +and so confused that I could not formulate them. The persistent +yearning for a sudden awakening increased my torture, and as the hour +for the funeral drew nearer my anguish became more poignant still. + +It was only at daybreak that I had recovered a fuller consciousness of +what was going on around me. The creaking of hinges startled me out of +my stupor. Mme Gabin had just opened the window. It must have been +about seven o’clock, for I heard the cries of hawkers in the street, +the shrill voice of a girl offering groundsel and the hoarse voice of a +man shouting “Carrots!” The clamorous awakening of Paris pacified me at +first. I could not believe that I should be laid under the sod in the +midst of so much life; and, besides, a sudden thought helped to calm +me. It had just occurred to me that I had witnessed a case similar to +my own when I was employed at the hospital of Guerande. A man had been +sleeping twenty-eight hours, the doctors hesitating in presence of his +apparent lifelessness, when suddenly he had sat up in bed and was +almost at once able to rise. I myself had already been asleep for some +twenty-five hours; if I awoke at ten I should still be in time. + +I endeavored to ascertain who was in the room and what was going on +there. Dede must have been playing on the landing, for once when the +door opened I heard her shrill childish laughter outside. Simoneau must +have retired, for nothing indicated his presence. Mme Gabin’s slipshod +tread was still audible over the floor. At last she spoke. + +“Come, my dear,” she said. “It is wrong of you not to take it while it +is hot. It would cheer you up.” + +She was addressing Marguerite, and a slow trickling sound as of +something filtering indicated that she had been making some coffee. + +“I don’t mind owning,” she continued, “that I needed it. At my age +sitting up IS trying. The night seems so dreary when there is a +misfortune in the house. DO have a cup of coffee, my dear—just a drop.” + +She persuaded Marguerite to taste it. + +“Isn’t it nice and hot?” she continued, “and doesn’t it set one up? Ah, +you’ll be wanting all your strength presently for what you’ve got to go +through today. Now if you were sensible you’d step into my room and +just wait there.” + +“No, I want to stay here,” said Marguerite resolutely. + +Her voice, which I had not heard since the previous evening, touched me +strangely. It was changed, broken as by tears. To feel my dear wife +near me was a last consolation. I knew that her eyes were fastened on +me and that she was weeping with all the anguish of her heart. + +The minutes flew by. An inexplicable noise sounded from beyond the +door. It seemed as if some people were bringing a bulky piece of +furniture upstairs and knocking against the walls as they did so. +Suddenly I understood, as I heard Marguerite begin to sob; it was the +coffin. + +“You are too early,” said Mme Gabin crossly. “Put it behind the bed.” + +What o’clock was it? Nine, perhaps. So the coffin had come. Amid the +opaque night around me I could see it plainly, quite new, with roughly +planed boards. Heavens! Was this the end then? Was I to be borne off in +that box which I realized was lying at my feet? + +However, I had one supreme joy. Marguerite, in spite of her weakness, +insisted upon discharging all the last offices. Assisted by the old +woman, she dressed me with all the tenderness of a wife and a sister. +Once more I felt myself in her arms as she clothed me in various +garments. She paused at times, overcome by grief; she clasped me +convulsively, and her tears rained on my face. Oh, how I longed to +return her embrace and cry, “I live!” And yet I was lying there +powerless, motionless, inert! + +“You are foolish,” suddenly said Mme Gabin; “it is all wasted.” + +“Never mind,” answered Marguerite, sobbing. “I want him to wear his +very best things.” + +I understood that she was dressing me in the clothes I had worn on my +wedding day. I had kept them carefully for great occasions. When she +had finished she fell back exhausted in the armchair. + +Simoneau now spoke; he had probably just entered the room. + +“They are below,” he whispered. + +“Well, it ain’t any too soon,” answered Mme Gabin, also lowering her +voice. “Tell them to come up and get it over.” + +“But I dread the despair of the poor little wife.” + +The old woman seemed to reflect and presently resumed: “Listen to me, +Monsieur Simoneau. You must take her off to my room. I wouldn’t have +her stop here. It is for her own good. When she is out of the way we’ll +get it done in a jiffy.” + +These words pierced my heart, and my anguish was intense when I +realized that a struggle was actually taking place. Simoneau had walked +up to Marguerite, imploring her to leave the room. + +“Do, for pity’s sake, come with me!” he pleaded. “Spare yourself +useless pain.” + +“No, no!” she cried. “I will remain till the last minute. Remember that +I have only him in the world, and when he is gone I shall be all +alone!” + +From the bedside Mme Gabin was prompting the young man. + +“Don’t parley—take hold of her, carry her off in your arms.” + +Was Simoneau about to lay his hands on Marguerite and bear her away? +She screamed. I wildly endeavored to rise, but the springs of my limbs +were broken. I remained rigid, unable to lift my eyelids to see what +was going on. The struggle continued, and my wife clung to the +furniture, repeating, “Oh, don’t, don’t! Have mercy! Let me go! I will +not—” + +He must have lifted her in his stalwart arms, for I heard her moaning +like a child. He bore her away; her sobs were lost in the distance, and +I fancied I saw them both—he, tall and strong, pressing her to his +breast; she, fainting, powerless and conquered, following him wherever +he listed. + +“Drat it all! What a to-do!” muttered Mme Gabin. “Now for the tug of +war, as the coast is clear at last.” + +In my jealous madness I looked upon this incident as a monstrous +outrage. I had not been able to see Marguerite for twenty-four hours, +but at least I had still heard her voice. Now even this was denied me; +she had been torn away; a man had eloped with her even before I was +laid under the sod. He was alone with her on the other side of the +wall, comforting her—embracing her, perhaps! + +But the door opened once more, and heavy footsteps shook the floor. + +“Quick, make haste,” repeated Mme Gabin. “Get it done before the lady +comes back.” + +She was speaking to some strangers, who merely answered her with +uncouth grunts. + +“You understand,” she went on, “I am not a relation; I’m only a +neighbor. I have no interest in the matter. It is out of pure good +nature that I have mixed myself up in their affairs. And I ain’t +overcheerful, I can tell you. Yes, yes, I sat up the whole blessed +night—it was pretty cold, too, about four o’clock. That’s a fact. Well, +I have always been a fool—I’m too soft-hearted.” + +The coffin had been dragged into the center of the room. As I had not +awakened I was condemned. All clearness departed from my ideas; +everything seemed to revolve in a black haze, and I experienced such +utter lassitude that it seemed almost a relief to leave off hoping. + +“They haven’t spared the material,” said one of the undertaker’s men in +a gruff voice. “The box is too long.” + +“He’ll have all the more room,” said the other, laughing. + +I was not heavy, and they chuckled over it since they had three flights +of stairs to descend. As they were seizing me by the shoulders and feet +I heard Mme Gabin fly into a violent passion. + +“You cursed little brat,” she screamed, “what do you mean by poking +your nose where you’re not wanted? Look here, I’ll teach you to spy and +pry.” + +Dede had slipped her tousled head through the doorway to see how the +gentleman was being put into the box. Two ringing slaps resounded, +however, by an explosion of sobs. And as soon as the mother returned +she began to gossip about her daughter for the benefit of the two men +who were settling me in the coffin. + +“She is only ten, you know. She is not a bad girl, but she is +frightfully inquisitive. I do not beat her often; only I WILL be +obeyed.” + +“Oh,” said one of the men, “all kids are alike. Whenever there is a +corpse lying about they always want to see it.” + +I was commodiously stretched out, and I might have thought myself still +in bed, had it not been that my left arm felt a trifle cramped from +being squeezed against a board. The men had been right. I was pretty +comfortable inside on account of my diminutive stature. + +“Stop!” suddenly exclaimed Mme Gabin. “I promised his wife to put a +pillow under his head.” + +The men, who were in a hurry, stuffed in the pillow roughly. One of +them, who had mislaid his hammer, began to swear. He had left the tool +below and went to fetch it, dropping the lid, and when two sharp blows +of the hammer drove in the first nail, a shock ran through my being—I +had ceased to live. The nails then entered in rapid succession with a +rhythmical cadence. It was as if some packers had been closing a case +of dried fruit with easy dexterity. After that such sounds as reached +me were deadened and strangely prolonged, as if the deal coffin had +been changed into a huge musical box. The last words spoken in the room +of the Rue Dauphine—at least the last ones that I heard distinctly—were +uttered by Mme Gabin. + +“Mind the staircase,” she said; “the banister of the second flight +isn’t safe, so be careful.” + +While I was being carried down I experienced a sensation similar to +that of pitching as when one is on board a ship in a rough sea. +However, from that moment my impressions became more and more vague. I +remember that the only distinct thought that still possessed me was an +imbecile, impulsive curiosity as to the road by which I should be taken +to the cemetery. I was not acquainted with a single street of Paris, +and I was ignorant of the position of the large burial grounds (though +of course I had occasionally heard their names), and yet every effort +of my mind was directed toward ascertaining whether we were turning to +the right or to the left. Meanwhile the jolting of the hearse over the +paving stones, the rumbling of passing vehicles, the steps of the foot +passengers, all created a confused clamor, intensified by the +acoustical properties of the coffin. + +At first I followed our course pretty closely; then came a halt. I was +again lifted and carried about, and I concluded that we were in church, +but when the funeral procession once more moved onward I lost all +consciousness of the road we took. A ringing of bells informed me that +we were passing another church, and then the softer and easier progress +of the wheels indicated that we were skirting a garden or park. I was +like a victim being taken to the gallows, awaiting in stupor a +deathblow that never came. + +At last they stopped and pulled me out of the hearse. The business +proceeded rapidly. The noises had ceased; I knew that I was in a +deserted space amid avenues of trees and with the broad sky over my +head. No doubt a few persons followed the bier, some of the inhabitants +of the lodginghouse, perhaps—Simoneau and others, for instance—for +faint whisperings reached my ear. Then I heard a psalm chanted and some +Latin words mumbled by a priest, and afterward I suddenly felt myself +sinking, while the ropes rubbing against the edges of the coffin +elicited lugubrious sounds, as if a bow were being drawn across the +strings of a cracked violoncello. It was the end. On the left side of +my head I felt a violent shock like that produced by the bursting of a +bomb, with another under my feet and a third more violent still on my +chest. So forcible, indeed, was this last one that I thought the lid +was cleft atwain. I fainted from it. + + + + + CHAPTER IV + THE NAIL + + +It is impossible for me to say how long my swoon lasted. Eternity is +not of longer duration than one second spent in nihility. I was no +more. It was slowly and confusedly that I regained some degree of +consciousness. I was still asleep, but I began to dream; a nightmare +started into shape amid the blackness of my horizon, a nightmare +compounded of a strange fancy which in other days had haunted my morbid +imagination whenever with my propensity for dwelling upon hideous +thoughts I had conjured up catastrophes. + +Thus I dreamed that my wife was expecting me somewhere—at Guerande, I +believe—and that I was going to join her by rail. As we passed through +a tunnel a deafening roll thundered over our head, and a sudden +subsidence blocked up both issues of the tunnel, leaving our train +intact in the center. We were walled up by blocks of rock in the heart +of a mountain. Then a long and fearful agony commenced. No assistance +could possibly reach us; even with powerful engines and incessant labor +it would take a month to clear the tunnel. We were prisoners there with +no outlet, and so our death was only a question of time. + +My fancy had often dwelt on that hideous drama and had constantly +varied the details and touches. My actors were men, women and children; +their number increased to hundreds, and they were ever furnishing me +with new incidents. There were some provisions in the train, but these +were soon exhausted, and the hungry passengers, if they did not +actually devour human flesh, at least fought furiously over the last +piece of bread. Sometimes an aged man was driven back with blows and +slowly perished; a mother struggled like a she-wolf to keep three or +four mouthfuls for her child. In my own compartment a bride and +bridegroom were dying, clasped in each other’s arms in mute despair. + +The line was free along the whole length of the train, and people came +and went, prowling round the carriages like beasts of prey in search of +carrion. All classes were mingled together. A millionaire, a high +functionary, it was said, wept on a workman’s shoulder. The lamps had +been extinguished from the first, and the engine fire was nearly out. +To pass from one carriage to another it was necessary to grope about, +and thus, too, one slowly reached the engine, recognizable by its +enormous barrel, its cold, motionless flanks, its useless strength, its +grim silence, in the overwhelming night. Nothing could be more +appalling than this train entombed alive with its passengers perishing +one by one. + +I gloated over the ghastliness of each detail; howls resounded through +the vault; somebody whom one could not see, whose vicinity was not even +suspected, would suddenly drop upon another’s shoulder. But what +affected me most of all was the cold and the want of air. I have never +felt so chilled; a mantle of snow seemed to enwrap me; heavy moisture +rained upon my skull; I was gasping; the rocky vault seemed to crush my +chest; the whole mountain was seemingly weighing upon me. + +Suddenly a cry of deliverance sounded. For some time past we fancied +that we could hear a dull sound, and we tried to hope that men were at +work and that help was coming, but it came not thus. One of the +passengers, however, had discovered an air shaft in the tunnel, and, +crowding round, we all saw this shaft, above which we could discern a +blue patch about the size of a wafer. That blue patch filled us with +rapture, for it was the sky. We stretched ourselves and stood on +tiptoes to breathe more freely. Then we distinguished some black specks +moving about, specks that must surely be workmen about to deliver us. A +furious clamor arose. The cry “Saved! Saved!” burst from every mouth, +while trembling arms were uplifted toward the tiny azure patch above. + +That roar of voices aroused me. Where was I? In the tunnel, of course. +I was lying at full length; hard walls were pressing against my ribs. +Then I attempted to rise and struck my head roughly. Was it the rock +closing in on all sides? The blue speck had vanished—aye, the sky had +disappeared and I was still suffocating, shivering, with chattering +teeth. + +All at once I remembered. Intense horror raised my hair on end. I felt +the hideous truth freeze me from head to foot like ice. I had shaken +off the long coma which for many hours had stricken me with corpselike +rigidity. Yes, I could move; my hands could feel the boards of my +coffin; my lips parted; words came to me, and instinctively I called +out Marguerite’s name. It was a scream I raised. In that deal box my +voice took so hoarse and weird a sound that it terrified me. Oh, my +God, was this thing true? I was able to walk, speak, cry out that I was +living, and yet my voice could not be heard; I was entombed under the +earth. + +I made a desperate effort to remain calm and reflect. Was there no +means of getting out? Then my dream began afresh in my troubled brain. +The fanciful air shaft with the blue bit of sky overhead was mingled +with the real grave in which I was lying. I stared at the darkness with +widely opened eyes; perhaps I might discover a hole, a slit, a glimmer +of light, but only sparks of fire flitted through that night, with rays +that broadened and then faded away. I was in a somber abyss again. With +returning lucidity I struggled against these fatal visions. Indeed, I +should need all my reason if I meant to try to save myself. + +The most immediate peril lay in an increasing sense of suffocation. If +I had been able to live so long without air it was owing to suspended +animation, which had changed all the normal conditions of my existence, +but now that my heart beat and my lungs breathed I should die, +asphyxiated, if I did not promptly liberate myself. I also suffered +from cold and dreaded lest I should succumb to the mortal numbness of +those who fall asleep in the snow, never to wake again. Still, while +unceasingly realizing the necessity of remaining calm, I felt maddening +blasts sweep through my brain, and to quiet my senses I exhorted myself +to patience, trying to remember the circumstances of my burial. +Probably the ground had been bought for five years, and this would be +against my chances of self-deliverance, for I remembered having noticed +at Nantes that in the trenches of the common graves one end of the last +lowered coffins protruded into the next open cavity, in which case I +should only have had to break through one plank. But if I were in a +separate hole, filled up above me with earth, the obstacles would prove +too great. Had I not been told that the dead were buried six feet deep +in Paris? How was I to get through the enormous mass of soil above me? +Even if I succeeded in slitting the lid of my bier open the mold would +drift in like fine sand and fill my mouth and eyes. That would be death +again, a ghastly death, like drowning in mud. + +However, I began to feel the planks carefully. The coffin was roomy, +and I found that I was able to move my arms with tolerable ease. On +both sides the roughly planed boards were stout and resistive. I +slipped my arm onto my chest to raise it over my head. There I +discovered in the top plank a knot in the wood which yielded slightly +at my pressure. Working laboriously, I finally succeeded in driving out +this knot, and on passing my finger through the hole I found that the +earth was wet and clayey. But that availed me little. I even regretted +having removed the knot, vaguely dreading the irruption of the mold. A +second experiment occupied me for a while. I tapped all over the coffin +to ascertain if perhaps there were any vacuum outside. But the sound +was everywhere the same. At last, as I was slightly kicking the foot of +the coffin, I fancied that it gave out a clearer echoing noise, but +that might merely be produced by the sonority of the wood. + +At any rate, I began to press against the boards with my arms and my +closed fists. In the same way, too, I used my knees, my back and my +feet without eliciting even a creak from the wood. I strained with all +my strength, indeed, with so desperate an effort of my whole frame, +that my bruised bones seemed breaking. But nothing moved, and I became +insane. + +Until that moment I had held delirium at bay. I had mastered the +intoxicating rage which was mounting to my head like the fumes of +alcohol; I had silenced my screams, for I feared that if I again cried +out aloud I should be undone. But now I yelled; I shouted; unearthly +howls which I could not repress came from my relaxed throat. I called +for help in a voice that I did not recognize, growing wilder with each +fresh appeal and crying out that I would not die. I also tore at the +wood with my nails; I writhed with the contortions of a caged wolf. I +do not know how long this fit of madness lasted, but I can still feel +the relentless hardness of the box that imprisoned me; I can still hear +the storm of shrieks and sobs with which I filled it; a remaining +glimmer of reason made me try to stop, but I could not do so. + +Great exhaustion followed. I lay waiting for death in a state of +somnolent pain. The coffin was like stone, which no effort could break, +and the conviction that I was powerless left me unnerved, without +courage to make any fresh attempts. Another suffering—hunger—was +presently added to cold and want of air. The torture soon became +intolerable. With my finger I tried to pull small pinches of earth +through the hole of the dislodged knot, and I swallowed them eagerly, +only increasing my torment. Tempted by my flesh, I bit my arms and +sucked my skin with a fiendish desire to drive my teeth in, but I was +afraid of drawing blood. + +Then I ardently longed for death. All my life long I had trembled at +the thought of dissolution, but I had come to yearn for it, to crave +for an everlasting night that could never be dark enough. How childish +it had been of me to dread the long, dreamless sleep, the eternity of +silence and gloom! Death was kind, for in suppressing life it put an +end to suffering. Oh, to sleep like the stones, to be no more! + +With groping hands I still continued feeling the wood, and suddenly I +pricked my left thumb. That slight pain roused me from my growing +numbness. I felt again and found a nail—a nail which the undertaker’s +men had driven in crookedly and which had not caught in the lower wood. +It was long and very sharp; the head was secured to the lid, but it +moved. Henceforth I had but one idea—to possess myself of that nail—and +I slipped my right hand across my body and began to shake it. I made +but little progress, however; it was a difficult job, for my hands soon +tired, and I had to use them alternately. The left one, too, was of +little use on account of the nail’s awkward position. + +While I was obstinately persevering a plan dawned on my mind. That nail +meant salvation, and I must have it. But should I get it in time? +Hunger was torturing me; my brain was swimming; my limbs were losing +their strength; my mind was becoming confused. I had sucked the drops +that trickled from my punctured finger, and suddenly I bit my arm and +drank my own blood! Thereupon, spurred on by pain, revived by the +tepid, acrid liquor that moistened my lips, I tore desperately at the +nail and at last I wrenched it off! + +I then believed in success. My plan was a simple one; I pushed the +point of the nail into the lid, dragging it along as far as I could in +a straight line and working it so as to make a slit in the wood. My +fingers stiffened, but I doggedly persevered, and when I fancied that I +had sufficiently cut into the board I turned on my stomach and, lifting +myself on my knees and elbows thrust the whole strength of my back +against the lid. But although it creaked it did not yield; the notched +line was not deep enough. I had to resume my old position—which I only +managed to do with infinite trouble—and work afresh. At last after +another supreme effort the lid was cleft from end to end. + +I was not saved as yet, but my heart beat with renewed hope. I had +ceased pushing and remained motionless, lest a sudden fall of earth +should bury me. I intended to use the lid as a screen and, thus +protected, to open a sort of shaft in the clayey soil. Unfortunately I +was assailed by unexpected difficulties. Some heavy clods of earth +weighed upon the boards and made them unmanageable; I foresaw that I +should never reach the surface in that way, for the mass of soil was +already bending my spine and crushing my face. + +Once more I stopped, affrighted; then suddenly, while I was stretching +my legs, trying to find something firm against which I might rest my +feet, I felt the end board of the coffin yielding. I at once gave a +desperate kick with my heels in the faint hope that there might be a +freshly dug grave in that direction. + +It was so. My feet abruptly forced their way into space. An open grave +was there; I had only a slight partition of earth to displace, and soon +I rolled into the cavity. I was saved! + +I remained for a time lying on my back in the open grave, with my eyes +raised to heaven. It was dark; the stars were shining in a sky of +velvety blueness. Now and then the rising breeze wafted a springlike +freshness, a perfume of foliage, upon me. I was saved! I could breathe; +I felt warm, and I wept and I stammered, with my arms prayerfully +extended toward the starry sky. O God, how sweet seemed life! + + + + + CHAPTER V + MY RESURRECTION + + +My first impulse was to find the custodian of the cemetery and ask him +to have me conducted home, but various thoughts that came to me +restrained me from following that course. My return would create +general alarm; why should I hurry now that I was master of the +situation? I felt my limbs; I had only an insignificant wound on my +left arm, where I had bitten myself, and a slight feverishness lent me +unhoped-for strength. I should no doubt be able to walk unaided. + +Still I lingered; all sorts of dim visions confused my mind. I had felt +beside me in the open grave some sextons’ tools which had been left +there, and I conceived a sudden desire to repair the damage I had done, +to close up the hole through which I had crept, so as to conceal all +traces of my resurrection. I do not believe that I had any positive +motive in doing so. I only deemed it useless to proclaim my adventure +aloud, feeling ashamed to find myself alive when the whole world +thought me dead. In half an hour every trace of my escape was +obliterated, and then I climbed out of the hole. + +The night was splendid, and deep silence reigned in the cemetery; the +black trees threw motionless shadows over the white tombs. When I +endeavored to ascertain my bearings I noticed that one half of the sky +was ruddy, as if lit by a huge conflagration; Paris lay in that +direction, and I moved toward it, following a long avenue amid the +darkness of the branches. + +However, after I had gone some fifty yards I was compelled to stop, +feeling faint and weary. I then sat down on a stone bench and for the +first time looked at myself. I was fully attired with the exception +that I had no hat. I blessed my beloved Marguerite for the pious +thought which had prompted her to dress me in my best clothes—those +which I had worn at our wedding. That remembrance of my wife brought me +to my feet again. I longed to see her without delay. + +At the farther end of the avenue I had taken a wall arrested my +progress. However, I climbed to the top of a monument, reached the +summit of the wall and then dropped over the other side. Although +roughly shaken by the fall, I managed to walk for a few minutes along a +broad deserted street skirting the cemetery. I had no notion as to +where I might be, but with the reiteration of monomania I kept saying +to myself that I was going toward Paris and that I should find the Rue +Dauphine somehow or other. Several people passed me but, seized with +sudden distrust, I would not stop them and ask my way. I have since +realized that I was then in a burning fever and already nearly +delirious. Finally, just as I reached a large thoroughfare, I became +giddy and fell heavily upon the pavement. + +Here there is a blank in my life. For three whole weeks I remained +unconscious. When I awoke at last I found myself in a strange room. A +man who was nursing me told me quietly that he had picked me up one +morning on the Boulevard Montparnasse and had brought me to his house. +He was an old doctor who had given up practicing. + +When I attempted to thank him he sharply answered that my case had +seemed a curious one and that he had wished to study it. Moreover, +during the first days of my convalescence he would not allow me to ask +a single question, and later on he never put one to me. For eight days +longer I remained in bed, feeling very weak and not even trying to +remember, for memory was a weariness and a pain. I felt half ashamed +and half afraid. As soon as I could leave the house I would go and find +out whatever I wanted to know. Possibly in the delirium of fever a name +had escaped me; however, the doctor never alluded to anything I may +have said. His charity was not only generous; it was discreet. + +The summer had come at last, and one warm June morning I was permitted +to take a short walk. The sun was shining with that joyous brightness +which imparts renewed youth to the streets of old Paris. I went along +slowly, questioning the passers-by at every crossing I came to and +asking the way to Rue Dauphine. When I reached the street I had some +difficulty in recognizing the lodginghouse where we had alighted on our +arrival in the capital. A childish terror made me hesitate. If I +appeared suddenly before Marguerite the shock might kill her. It might +be wiser to begin by revealing myself to our neighbor Mme Gabin; still +I shrank from taking a third party into confidence. I seemed unable to +arrive at a resolution, and yet in my innermost heart I felt a great +void, like that left by some sacrifice long since consummated. + +The building looked quite yellow in the sunshine. I had just recognized +it by a shabby eating house on the ground floor, where we had ordered +our meals, having them sent up to us. Then I raised my eyes to the last +window of the third floor on the left-hand side, and as I looked at it +a young woman with tumbled hair, wearing a loose dressing gown, +appeared and leaned her elbows on the sill. A young man followed and +printed a kiss upon her neck. It was not Marguerite. Still I felt no +surprise. It seemed to me that I had dreamed all this with other +things, too, which I was to learn presently. + +For a moment I remained in the street, uncertain whether I had better +go upstairs and question the lovers, who were still laughing in the +sunshine. However, I decided to enter the little restaurant below. When +I started on my walk the old doctor had placed a five-franc piece in my +hand. No doubt I was changed beyond recognition, for my beard had grown +during the brain fever, and my face was wrinkled and haggard. As I took +a seat at a small table I saw Mme Gabin come in carrying a cup; she +wished to buy a penny-worth of coffee. Standing in front of the +counter, she began to gossip with the landlady of the establishment. + +“Well,” asked the latter, “so the poor little woman of the third floor +has made up her mind at last, eh?” + +“How could she help herself?” answered Mme Gabin. “It was the very best +thing for her to do. Monsieur Simoneau showed her so much kindness. You +see, he had finished his business in Paris to his satisfaction, for he +has inherited a pot of money. Well, he offered to take her away with +him to his own part of the country and place her with an aunt of his, +who wants a housekeeper and companion.” + +The landlady laughed archly. I buried my face in a newspaper which I +picked off the table. My lips were white and my hands shook. + +“It will end in a marriage, of course,” resumed Mme Gabin. “The little +widow mourned for her husband very properly, and the young man was +extremely well behaved. Well, they left last night—and, after all, they +were free to please themselves.” + +Just then the side door of the restaurant, communicating with the +passage of the house, opened, and Dede appeared. + +“Mother, ain’t you coming?” she cried. “I’m waiting, you know; do be +quick.” + +“Presently,” said the mother testily. “Don’t bother.” + +The girl stood listening to the two women with the precocious +shrewdness of a child born and reared amid the streets of Paris. + +“When all is said and done,” explained Mme Gabin, “the dear departed +did not come up to Monsieur Simoneau. I didn’t fancy him overmuch; he +was a puny sort of a man, a poor, fretful fellow, and he hadn’t a penny +to bless himself with. No, candidly, he wasn’t the kind of husband for +a young and healthy wife, whereas Monsieur Simoneau is rich, you know, +and as strong as a Turk.” + +“Oh yes!” interrupted Dede. “I saw him once when he was washing—his +door was open. His arms are so hairy!” + +“Get along with you,” screamed the old woman, shoving the girl out of +the restaurant. “You are always poking your nose where it has no +business to be.” + +Then she concluded with these words: “Look here, to my mind the other +one did quite right to take himself off. It was fine luck for the +little woman!” + +When I found myself in the street again I walked along slowly with +trembling limbs. And yet I was not suffering much; I think I smiled +once at my shadow in the sun. It was quite true. I WAS very puny. It +had been a queer notion of mine to marry Marguerite. I recalled her +weariness at Guerande, her impatience, her dull, monotonous life. The +dear creature had been very good to me, but I had never been a real +lover; she had mourned for me as a sister for her brother, not +otherwise. Why should I again disturb her life? A dead man is not +jealous. + +When I lifted my eyelids I saw the garden of the Luxembourg before me. +I entered it and took a seat in the sun, dreaming with a sense of +infinite restfulness. The thought of Marguerite stirred me softly. I +pictured her in the provinces, beloved, petted and very happy. She had +grown handsomer, and she was the mother of three boys and two girls. It +was all right. I had behaved like an honest man in dying, and I would +not commit the cruel folly of coming to life again. + +Since then I have traveled a good deal. I have been a little +everywhere. I am an ordinary man who has toiled and eaten like anybody +else. Death no longer frightens me, but it does not seem to care for me +now that I have no motive in living, and I sometimes fear that I have +been forgotten upon earth. + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 1069 *** |
