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diff --git a/old/10905-0.txt b/old/10905-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..7ec2348 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/10905-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,20039 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Phantom Fortune, A Novel, by M. E. Braddon + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Phantom Fortune, A Novel + +Author: M. E. Braddon + +Release Date: February 1, 2004 [EBook #10905] +[Last updated: August 4, 2013] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PHANTOM FORTUNE, A NOVEL *** + + + + +Produced by Jonathan Ingram and PG Distributed Proofreaders + + + + +PHANTOM FORTUNE + + +A Novel + + +BY THE AUTHOR OF "LADY AUDLEY'S SECRET," "VIXEN," ETC. ETC. ETC. + + + + +CONTENTS + +I. PENELOPE +II. ULYSSES +III. ON THE WRONG ROAD +IV. THE LAST STAGE +V. FORTY YEARS AFTER +VI. MAULEVRIER'S HUMBLE FRIEND +VII. IN THE SUMMER MORNING +VIII. THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON +IX. A CRY IN THE DARKNESS +X. 'O BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET' +XI. 'IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID' +XII. 'THE GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST' +XIII. 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED ALL SHALL FADE' +XIV. 'NOT YET' +XV. 'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE' +XVI. 'HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE' +XVII. 'AND THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY' +XVIII. 'AND COME AGEN, BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY' +XIX. THE OLD MAN ON THE FELL +XX. LADY MAULEVRIER'S LETTER-BAG +XXI. ON THE DARK BROW OF HELVELLYN +XXII. WISER THAN LESBIA +XXIII. 'A YOUNG LAMB'S HEART AMONG THE FULL-GROWN FLOCKS' +XXIV. 'NOW NOTHING LEFT TO LOVE OR HATE' +XXV. CARTE BLANCHE +XXVI. 'PROUD CAN I NEVER BE OF WHAT I HATE' +XXVII. LESBIA CROSSES PICCADILLY +XXVIII. 'CLUBS, DIAMONDS, HEARTS, IN WILD DISORDER SEEN' +XXIX. 'SWIFT, SUBTLE POST, CARRIER OF GRISLY CARE' +XXX. 'ROSES CHOKED AMONG THORNS AND THISTLES' +XXXI. 'KIND IS MY LOVE TO-DAY, TO-MORROW KIND' +XXXII. WAYS AND MEANS +XXXIII. BY SPECIAL LICENCE +XXXIV. 'OUR LOVE WAS NEW, AND THEN BUT IN THE SPRING' +XXXV. 'ALL FANCY, PRIDE, AND FICKLE MAIDENHOOD' +XXXVI. A RASTAQUOUÈRE +XXXVII. LORD HARTFIELD REFUSES A FORTUNE +XXXVIII. ON BOARD THE 'CAYMAN' +XXXIX. IN STORM AND DARKNESS +XL. A NOTE OF ALARM +XLI. PRIVILEGED INFORMATION +XLII. 'SHALL IT BE?' +XLIII. 'ALAS, FOR SORROW IS ALL THE END OF THIS' +XLIV. 'OH, SAD KISSED MOUTH, HOW SORROWFUL IT IS!' +XLV. 'THAT FELL ARREST WITHOUT ALL BAIL' +XLVI. THE DAY OF RECKONING + +[Illustration: H. French, del.) (T. Symmons, sc. "The old man sat looking +at Mary in silence for some moments."--Page 171.] + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +PENELOPE. + + +People dined earlier forty years ago than they do now. Even that salt of +the earth, the elect of society, represented by that little great world +which lies between the narrow circle bounded by Bryanstone Square on the +north and by Birdcage Walk on the south, did not consider seven o'clock +too early an hour for a dinner party which was to be followed by routs, +drums, concerts, conversazione, as the case might be. It was seven +o'clock on a lovely June evening, and the Park was already deserted, and +carriages were rolling swiftly along all the Westend squares, carrying +rank, fashion, wealth, and beauty, political influence, and intellectual +power, to the particular circle in which each was destined to illumine +upon that particular evening. + +Stateliest among London squares, Grosvenor--in some wise a wonder to the +universe as newly lighted with gas--grave Grosvenor, with its heavy old +Georgian houses and pompous porticoes, sparkled and shone, not alone +with the novel splendour of gas, but with the light of many wax candles, +clustering flower-like in silver branches and girandoles, multiplying +their flame in numerous mirrors; and of all the houses in that stately +square none had a more imposing aspect than Lord Denyer's dark red brick +mansion, with stone dressings, and the massive grandeur of an Egyptian +mausoleum. + +Lord Denyer was an important personage in the political and diplomatic +world. He had been ambassador at Constantinople and at Paris, and had +now retired on his laurels, an influence still, but no longer an active +power in the machine of government. At his house gathered all that was +most brilliant in London society. To be seen at Lady Denyer's evening +parties was the guinea stamp of social distinction; to dine with Lord +Denyer was an opening in life, almost as valuable as University honours, +and more difficult of attainment. + +It was during the quarter of an hour before dinner that a group of +persons, mostly personages, congregated round Lord Denyer's +chimney-piece, naturally trending towards the social hearth, albeit it +was the season for roses and lilies rather than of fires, and the hum of +the city was floating in upon the breath of the warm June evening +through the five tall windows which opened upon Lord Denyer's balcony. + +The ten or twelve persons assembled seemed only a sprinkling in the large +lofty room, furnished sparsely with amber satin sofas, a pair of Florentine +marble tables, and half an acre or so of looking glass. Voluminous amber +draperies shrouded the windows, and deadened the sound of rolling wheels, +and the voices and footfalls of western London. The drawing rooms of those +days were neither artistic nor picturesque--neither Early English nor Low +Dutch, nor Renaissance, nor Anglo-Japanese. A stately commonplace +distinguished the reception rooms of the great world. Upholstery stagnated +at a dead level of fluted legs, gilding, plate glass, and amber satin. + +Lady Denyer stood a little way in advance of the group on the hearthrug, +fanning herself, with her eye on the door, while she listened languidly +to the remarks of a youthful diplomatist, a sprig of a lordly tree, upon +the last _début_ at Her Majesty's Theatre. + +'My own idea was that she screamed,' said her ladyship. 'But the new +Rosinas generally do scream. Why do we have a new Rosina every year, +whom nobody ever hears of afterwards? What becomes of them? Do they die, +or do they set up as singing mistresses in second-rate watering-places?' +hazarded her ladyship, with her eye always on the door. + +She was a large woman in amethyst satin, and a gauze turban with a +diamond aigrette, a splendid jewel, which would not have misbeseemed the +head-gear of an Indian prince. Lady Denyer was one of the last women who +wore a turban, and that Oriental head-dress became her bold and massive +features. + +Infinitely bored by the whiskerless attaché, who had entered upon a +disquisition on the genius of Rossini as compared with this new man +Meyerbeer, her ladyship made believe to hear, while she listened +intently to the confidential murmurs of the group on the hearthrug, the +little knot of personages clustered round Lord Denyer. + +'Indian mail in this morning,' said one--'nothing else talked of at the +club. Very flagrant case! A good deal worse than Warren Hastings. +Quite clear there must be a public inquiry--House of Lords--criminal +prosecution.' + +'I was told on very good authority, that he has been recalled, and is +now on his passage home,' said another man. + +Lord Denyer shrugged his shoulders, pursed up his lips, and looked +ineffably wise, a way he had when he knew very little about the subject +under discussion. + +'How will _she_ take it, do you think?' inquired Colonel Madison, of the +Life Guards, a man about town, and an inveterate gossip, who knew +everybody, and everybody's family history, down to the peccadilloes of +people's great grandmothers. + +'You will have an opportunity of judging,' replied his lordship, coolly. +'She's to be here this evening.' + +'But do you think she'll show?' asked the Colonel. 'The mail must have +brought the news to her, as well as to other people--supposing she knew +nothing about it beforehand. She must know that the storm has burst. Do +you think she'll----' + +'Come out in the thunder and lightning?' interrupted Lord Denver; 'I'm +sure she will. She has the pride of Lucifer and the courage of a lion. +Five to one in ponies that she is here before the clock strikes seven!' + +'I think you are right. I knew her mother, Constance Talmash. Pluck was +a family characteristic of the Talmashes. Wicked as devils, and brave as +lions. Old Talmash, the grandfather, shot his valet in a paroxysm of +_delirium tremens_,' said Colonel Madison. 'She's a splendid woman, and +she won't flinch. I'd rather back her than bet against her.' + +'Lady Maulevrier!' announced the groom of the chambers; and Lady Denyer +moved at least three paces forward to meet her guest. + +The lady who entered, with slow and stately movements and proudly +balanced head, might have served for a model as Juno or the Empress +Livia. She was still in the bloom of youth, at most seven-and-twenty, +but she had all the calm assurance of middle-age. No dowager, hardened +by the varied experiences of a quarter of a century in the great world, +could have faced society with more perfect coolness and self-possession. +She was beautiful, and she let the world see that she was conscious of +her beauty, and the power that went along with it. She was clever, and +she used her cleverness with unfailing tact and unscrupulous audacity. +She had won her place in the world as an acknowledged beauty, and one of +the leaders of fashion. Two years ago she had been the glory and delight +of Anglo-Indian society in the city of Madras, ruling that remote and +limited kingdom with a despotic power. Then all of a sudden she was +ordered, or she ordered her physician to order her, an immediate +departure from that perilous climate, and she came back to England with +her three-year-old son, two Ayahs, and four European servants, leaving +her husband, Lord Maulevrier, Governor of the Madras Presidency, to +finish the term of his service in an enforced widowhood. + +She returned to be the delight of London society. She threw open the +family mansion in Curzon Street to the very best people, but to those +only. She went out a great deal, but she was never seen at a second-rate +party. She had not a single doubtful acquaintance upon her visiting +list. She spent half of every year at the family seat in Scotland, was a +miracle of goodness to the poor of her parish, and taught her boy his +alphabet. + +Lord Denyer came forward while his wife and Lady Maulevrier were shaking +hands, and greeted her with more than his usual cordiality. Colonel +Madison watched for the privilege of a recognising nod from the +divinity. Sir Jasper Paulet, a legal luminary of the first brilliancy, +likely to be employed for the Crown if there should be an inquiry into +Lord Maulevrier's conduct out yonder, came to press Lady Maulevrier's +hand and murmur a tender welcome. + +She accepted their friendliness as a matter of course, and not by the +faintest extra quiver of the tremulous stars which glittered in a +circlet above her raven hair did she betray her consciousness of the +cloud that darkened her husband's reputation. Never had she appeared +gayer, or more completely satisfied with herself and the world in which +she lived. She was ready to talk about anything and everything--the +newly-wedded queen, and the fortunate Prince, whose existence among us +had all the charm of novelty--of Lord Melbourne's declining health--and +Sir Robert Peel's sliding scale--mesmerism--the Oxford Tracts--the +latest balloon ascent--the opera--Macready's last production at Drury +lane--Bulwer's new novel--that clever little comic paper, just +struggling into popularity--what do you call the thing--_Punch?_--yes, +_Punch, or the London Charivari_--a much more respectable paper than its +Parisian prototype. + +Seated next Lord Denyer, who was an excellent listener, Lady +Maulevrier's vivacity never flagged throughout the dinner, happily not +so long as a modern banquet, albeit more ponderous and not less +expensive. From the turtle to the pines and strawberries, Lady +Maulevrier held her host or her right-hand neighbour in interested +conversation. She always knew the particular subjects likely to interest +particular people, and was a good listener as well as a good talker. Her +right-hand neighbour was Sir Jasper Paulet, who had been allotted to the +pompous wife of a court physician, a lady who had begun her married life +in the outer darkness of Guildford Street, Bloomsbury, with a household +consisting of a maid-of-all-work and a boy in buttons, with an +occasional interregnum of charwoman; and for whom all the length and +breadth of Harley Street was now much too small. + +Sir Jasper was only decently civil to this haughty matron, who on the +strength of a card for a ball or a concert at the palace once in a +season affected to be on the most intimate terms with Royalty, and knew +everything that happened, and every fluctuation of opinion in that +charmed circle. The great lawyer's left ear was listening greedily for +any word of meaning that might fall from the lips of Lady Maulevrier; +but no such word fell. She talked delightfully, with a touch-and-go +vivacity which is the highest form of dinner-table talk, not dwelling +with a heavy hand upon any one subject, but glancing from theme to theme +with airy lightness. But not one word did she say about the governor of +Madras; and at this juncture of affairs it would have been the worst +possible taste to inquire too closely after his lordship's welfare. + +So the dinner wore on to its stately close, and just as the solemn +procession of flunkeys, long as the shadowy line of the kings in +'Macbeth,' filed off with the empty ice-dishes, Lady Maulevrier said +something which was as if a shell had exploded in the middle of the +table. + +'Perhaps you are surprised to see me in such good spirits,' she said, +beaming upon her host, and speaking in those clear, perfectly finished +syllables which are heard further than the louder accents of less +polished speakers, 'but you will not wonder when I let you into the +secret. Maulevrier is on his way home.' + +'Indeed!' said Lord Denyer, with the most benignant smile he could +command at such short notice. He felt that the muscles round his eyes +and the corners of his mouth were betraying too much of his real +sentiments. 'You must be very glad.' + +'I am gladder than I can say,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gaily. 'That +horried climate--a sky like molten copper--an atmosphere that tastes of +red-hot sand--that flat barren coast never suited him. His term of +office would expire in little more than a year, but I hardly think he +could have lived out the year. However, I am happy to say the mail that +came in to-day--I suppose you know the mail is in?' (Lord Denyer +bowed)--'brought me a letter from his Lordship, telling me that he has +sent in his resignation, and taken his passage by the next big ship that +leaves Madras. I imagine he will be home in October.' + +'If he have a favourable passage,' said Lord Denyer. 'Favoured by your +good wishes the winds and the waves ought to deal gently with him.' + +'Ah, we have done with the old days of Greek story, when Neptune was +open to feminine influence,' sighed her ladyship. 'My poor Ulysses has +no goddess of wisdom to look after him.' + +'Perhaps not, but he has the most charming of Penelopes waiting for him +at home.' + +'A Penelope who goes to dinners, and takes life pleasantly in his +absence. That is a new order of things, is it not?' said her ladyship, +laughingly. 'I hope my poor Ulysses will not come home thoroughly broken +in health, but that our Sutherlandshire breezes will set him up again.' + +'Rather an ordeal after India, I should think,' said Lord Denyer. + +'It is his native air. He will revel in it.' + +'Delicious country, no doubt,' assented his lordship, who was no +sportsman, and who detested Scotland, grouse moors, deer forests, salmon +rivers included. + +His only idea of a winter residence was Florence or Capri, and of the +two he preferred Capri. The island was at that time little frequented by +Englishmen. It had hardly been fashionable since the time of Tiberius, +but Lord Denyer went there, accompanied by his French chef, and a dozen +other servants, and roughed it in a native hotel; while Lady Denyer +wintered at the family seat among the hills near Bath, and gave herself +over to Low Church devotion, and works of benevolence. She made herself +a terror to the neighbourhood by the strictness of her ideas all through +the autumn and winter; and in the spring she went up to London, put on +her turban and her diamonds, and plunged into the vortex of West-End +society, where she revolved among other jewelled matrons for the season, +telling herself and her intimates that this sacrifice of inclination was +due to his lordship's position. Lady Denyer was not the less +serious-minded because she was seen at every aristocratic resort, and +wore low gowns with very short sleeves, and a great display of mottled +arm and dimpled elbow. + +Now came her ladyship's smiling signal for the withdrawal of that fairer +half of the assembly which was supposed to be indifferent to Lord +Denyer's famous port and Madeira. She had been throwing out her gracious +signals unperceived for at least five minutes before Lady Maulevrier +responded, so entirely was that lady absorbed in her conversation with +Lord Denyer; but she caught the look at last, and rose, as if moved by +the same machinery which impelled her hostess, and then, graceful as a +swan sailing with the current, she drifted down the room to the distant +door, and headed the stately procession of matronly velvet and diamonds, +herself at once the most regal and the most graceful figure in that bevy +of fair woman. + +In the drawing-room nobody could be gayer than Lady Maulevrier, as she +marked the time of Signor Paponizzi's saltarello, exquisitely performed +on the Signor's famed Amati violin--or talked of the latest +scandal--always excepting that latest scandal of all which involved her +own husband--in subdued murmurs with one of her intimates. In the +dining-room the men drew closer together over their wine, and tore Lord +Maulevrier's character to rags. Yea, they rent him with their teeth and +gnawed the flesh from his bones, until there was not so much left of him +as the dogs left of Jezebel. + +He had been a scamp from his cradle, a spendthrift at Eton and Oxford, a +blackleg in his manhood. False to men, false to women. Clever? Yes, +undoubtedly, just as Satan is clever, and as unscrupulous as that very +Satan. This was what his friends said of him over their wine. And now he +was rumoured to have sold the British forces in the Carnatic provinces +to one of the native Princes. Yes, to have taken gold, gold to an amount +which Clive in his most rapacious moments never dreamt of, for his +countrymen's blood. Tidings of dark transactions between the Governor +and the native Princes had reached the ears of the Government, tidings +so vague, so incredible, that the Government might naturally be slow to +believe, still slower to act. There were whispers of a woman's +influence, a beautiful Ranee, a creature as fascinating and as +unscrupulous as Cleopatra. The scandal had been growing for months past, +but it was only in the letters received to-day that the rumour had taken +a tangible shape, and now it was currently reported that Lord Maulevrier +had been recalled, and would have to answer at the bar of the House of +Lords for his misdemeanours, which were of a much darker colour than +those acts for which Warren Hastings had been called to account fifty +years before. + +Yet in the face of all this, Lady Maulevrier bore herself as proudly as +if her husband's name were spotless, and talked of his return with all +the ardour of a fond and trusting wife. + +'One of the finest bits of acting I ever saw in my life,' said the court +physician. 'Mademoiselle Mars never did anything better.' + +'Do you really think it was acting?' inquired Lord Denyer, affecting a +youthful candour and trustfulness which at his age, and with his +experience, he could hardly be supposed to possess. + +'I know it,' replied the doctor. 'I watched her while she was talking of +Maulevrier, and I saw just one bead of perspiration break out on her +upper lip--an unmistakable sign of the mental struggle.' + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +ULYSSES. + + +October was ending drearily with north-east winds, dust, drifting dead +leaves, and a steel-grey sky; and the Dolphin Hotel at Southampton was +glorified by the presence of Lady Maulevrier and suite. Her ladyship's +suite was on this occasion limited to three servants--her French maid, a +footman, and a kind of factotum, a man of no distinct and arbitrary +signification in her ladyship's household, neither butler nor steward, +but that privileged being, an old and trusted servant, and a person who +was supposed to enjoy more of Lady Maulevrier's confidence than any +other member of her establishment. + +This James Steadman had been valet to her ladyship's father, Lord +Peverill, during the declining years of that nobleman. The narrow limits +of a sick room had brought the master and servant into a closer +companionship than is common to that relation. Lady Diana Angersthorpe +was a devoted daughter, and in her attendance upon the Earl during the +last three years of his life--a life which closed more than a year +before her own marriage--she saw a great deal of James Steadman, and +learned to trust him as servants are not often trusted. He was not more +than twenty years of age at the beginning of his service, but he was a +man of extraordinary gravity, much in advance of his years; a man of +shrewd common-sense and clear, sharp intellect. Not a reading man, or a +man in any way superior to his station and belongings, but a man who +could think quickly, and understand quickly, and who always seemed to +think rightly. Prompt in action, yet steady as a rock, and to all +appearance recognising no earthly interest, no human tie, beyond or +above the interests of his master. As a nurse Steadman showed himself +invaluable. Lord Peverill left him a hundred pounds in acknowledgment of +his services, which was something for Lord Peverill, who had very little +ready cash wherewith to endow his only daughter. After his death the +title and the estates went to a distant cousin; Lady Diana Angersthorpe +was taken in hand by her aunt, the Dowager Marchioness of Carrisbrook; +and James Steadman would have had to find employment among strangers, if +Lady Diana had not pleaded so urgently with her aunt as to secure him a +somewhat insignificant post in her ladyship's establishment. + +'If ever I have a house of my own, you shall have a better place in it, +Steadman,' said Lady Diana. + +She kept her word, and on her marriage with Lord Maulevrier, which +happened about eighteen months afterwards, Steadman passed into that +nobleman's service. He was a member of her ladyship's bodyguard, and his +employment seemed to consist chiefly in poking fires, cutting the leaves +of books and newspapers, superintending the footman's attendance upon +her ladyship's household pets, and conveying her sentiments to the other +servants. He was in a manner Lady Maulevrier's mouthpiece, and although +treated with a respect that verged upon awe, he was not a favourite with +the household. + +And now the house in Mayfair was given over to the charge of caretakers. +All the other servants had been despatched by coach to her ladyship's +favourite retreat in Westmoreland, within a few miles of the Laureate's +home at Rydal Mount, and James Steadman was charged with the whole +responsibility of her ladyship's travelling arrangements. + +Penelope had come to Southampton to wait for Ulysses, whose ship had +been due for more than a week, and whose white sails might be expected +above the horizon at any moment. James Steadman spent a good deal of his +time waiting about at the docks for the earliest news of Greene's ship, +the _Hypermnestra_; while Lady Maulevrier waited patiently in her +sitting-room at the Dolphin, whose three long French windows commanded a +full view of the High Street, with all those various distractions +afforded by the chief thoroughfare of a provincial town. Her ladyship +was provided with a large box of books, from Ebers' in Bond Street, a +basket of fancy work, and her favourite Blenheim spaniel, Lalla Rookh; +but even these sources of amusement did not prevent the involuntary +expression of weariness in occasional yawns, and frequent pacings up and +down the room, where the formal hotel furniture had a comfortless and +chilly look. + +Fellside, her ladyship's place in Westmoreland, was the pleasure house +which, among all her possessions, she most valued; but it had hitherto +been reserved for summer occupation, or for perhaps two or three weeks +at Easter, when the spring was exceptionally fine. The sudden +determination to spend the coming winter in the house near Grasmere was +considered a curious freak of Lady Maulevrier's, and she was constrained +to explain her motives to her friends. + +'His lordship is out of health,' she said, 'and wants perfect rest and +retirement. Now, Fellside is the only place we have in which he is +likely to get perfect rest. Anywhere else we should have to entertain. +Fellside is out of the world. There is no one to be entertained.' + +'Except your neighbour, Wordsworth. I suppose you see him sometimes?' + +'Dear simple-minded old soul, he gives nobody any trouble,' said her +ladyship. + +'But is not Westmoreland very cold in winter?' asked her friend. + +Lady Maulevrier smiled benignly, as at an inoffensive ignorance. + +'So sheltered,' she murmured. 'We are at the base of the Fell. Loughrigg +rises up like a cyclopean wall between us and the wind.' + +'But when the wind is in the other direction?' + +'We have Nabb Scar. You do not know how we are girdled and defended by +hills.' + +'Very pleasant,' agreed the friend; 'but for my own part I would rather +winter in the south.' + +Those terrible rumours which had first come upon the world of London +last June, had been growing darker and more defined ever since, but +still Lady Maulevrier made believe to ignore them; and she acted her +part of unconsciousness with such consummate skill that nobody in her +circle could be sure where the acting began and where the ignorance left +off. The astute Lord Denyer declared that she was a wonderful woman, and +knew more about the real state of the case than anybody else. + +Meanwhile it was said by those who were supposed to be well-informed +that a mass of evidence was accumulating against Lord Maulevrier. The +India House, it was rumoured, was busy with the secret investigation of +his case, prior to that public inquiry which was to come on during the +next session. His private fortune would be made answerable for his +misdemeanours--his life, said the alarmists, might pay the penalty of +his treason. On all sides it was agreed that the case against Lord +Maulevrier was black as Erebus; and still Lady Maulevrier looked society +in the face with an unshaken courage, and was ready with smiles and +gracious words for all comers. + +But now came a harder trial, which was to receive the man who had +disgraced her, lowered her pride to the dust, degraded the name she +bore. She had married him, not loving him--nay, plucking another love +out of her heart in order that she might give herself to him. She had +married him for position and fortune; and now by his follies, by his +extravagance, and by that greed of gold which is inevitable in the +spendthrift and profligate, he had gone near to cheat her out of both +name and fortune. Yet she so commanded herself as to receive him with a +friendly air when he arrived at the Dolphin, on a dull grey autumn +afternoon, after she had waited for him nearly a fortnight. + +James Steadman ushered in his lordship, a frail attenuated looking +figure, of middle height, wrapped in a furred cloak, yet shivering, a +pale sickly face, light auburn whiskers, light blue eyes, full and +large, but with no intellectual power in them. Lady Maulevrier was +sitting by the fire, in a melancholy attitude, with the Blenheim spaniel +on her lap. Her son was at Hastings with his nurses. She had nothing +nearer and dearer than the spaniel. + +She rose and went over to her husband, and let him kiss her. It would +have been too much to say that she kissed him; but she submitted her +lips unresistingly to his, and then they sat down on opposite sides of +the hearth. + +'A wretched afternoon,' said his lordship, shivering, and drawing his +chair closer to the fire. Steadman had taken away his fur-lined cloak. +'I had really underrated the disagreeableness of the English climate. It +is abominable!' + +'To-day is not a fair sample,' answered her ladyship, trying to be +cheerful; 'we have had some pleasant autumn days.' + +'I detest autumn!' exclaimed Lord Maulevrier, 'a season of dead leaves, +damp, and dreariness. I should like to get away to Montpellier or Nice +as soon as we can.' + +Her ladyship gave him a scathing look, half-scornful, half-incredulous. + +'You surely would not dream of leaving the country,' she said, 'under +present circumstances. So long as you are here to answer all charges no +one will interfere with your liberty; but if you were to cross the +Channel--' + +'My slanderers might insinuate that I was running away,' interrupted +Maulevrier, 'although the very fact of my return ought to prove to every +one that I am able to meet and face this cabal.' + +'Is it a cabal?' asked her ladyship, looking at him with a gaze that +searched his soul. 'Can you meet their charges? Can you live down this +hideous accusation, and hold up your head as a man of honour?' + +The sensualist's blue eyes nervously shunned that look of earnest +interrogation. His lips answered the wife's spoken question with a lie, +a lie made manifest by the expression of his countenance. + +'I am not afraid,' he said. + +His wife answered not a word. She was assured that the charges were +true, and that the battered rake who shivered over the fire had neither +courage nor ability to face his accusers. She saw the whole fabric of +her life in ruins, her son the penniless successor to a tarnished name. +There was silence for some minutes. Lady Maulevrier sat with lowered +eyelids looking at the fire, deep in painful thought. Two perpendicular +wrinkles upon her broad white forehead--so calm, so unclouded in +society--told of gnawing cares. Then she stole a look at her husband, +as he reclined in his arm-chair, his head lying back against the +cushions in listless repose, his eyes looking vacantly at the window, +whence he could see only the rain-blurred fronts of opposite houses, +blank, dull windows, grey slated roofs, against a leaden sky. + +He had been a handsome man, and he was handsome still, albeit premature +decay, the result of an evil life, was distinctly marked in his faded +face. The dull, yellow tint of the complexion, the tarnished dimness of +the large blue eyes, the discontented droop of the lips, the languor of +the attitude, the pallid transparency of the wasted hands, all told of a +life worn threadbare, energies exhausted, chances thrown away, a mind +abandoned to despair. + +'You look very ill,' said his wife, after that long blank interval, +which marked so unnatural an apathy between husband and wife meeting +after so long a severance. + +'I am very ill. I have been worried to death--surrounded by rogues and +liars--the victim of a most infernal conspiracy.' He spoke hurriedly, +growing whiter and more tremulous as he went on. + +'Don't talk about it. You agitate yourself to no purpose,' said Lady +Maulevrier, with a tranquillity which seemed heartless yet which might +be the result of suppressed feeling. 'If you are to face this scandal +firmly and boldly next January, you must try to recover physical +strength in the meanwhile. Mental energy may come with better health.' + +'I shall never be any better,' said Lord Maulevrier, testily; 'that +infernal climate has shattered my constitution.' + +'Two or three months of perfect rest and good nursing will make a new +man of you. I have arranged that we shall go straight from here to +Fellside. No one can plague you there with that disguised impertinence +called sympathy. You can give all your thoughts to the ordeal before +you, and be ready to meet your accusers. Fortunately, you have no Burke +against you.' + +'Fellside? You think of going to Fellside?' + +'Yes. You know how fond I am of that place. I little thought when you +settled it upon me--a cottage in Westmoreland with fifty acres of garden +and meadow--so utterly insignificant--that I should ever like it better +than any of your places.' + +'A charming retreat in summer; but we have never wintered there? What +put it into your head to go there at such a season as this? Why, I +daresay the snow is on the tops of the hills already.' + +'It is the only place I know where you will not be watched and talked +about,' replied Lady Maulevrier. 'You will be out of the eye of the +world. I should think that consideration would weigh more with you than +two or three degrees of the thermometer.' + +'I detest cold,' said the Earl, 'and in my weak health----' + +'We will take care of you,' answered her ladyship; and in the discussion +which followed she bore herself so firmly that her husband was fain to +give way. + +How could a disgraced and ruined man, broken in health and spirits, +contest the mere details of life with a high-spirited woman ten years +his junior? + +The Earl wanted to go to London, and remain there at least a week, but +this her ladyship strenuously opposed. He must see his lawyer, he urged; +there were steps to be taken which could be taken only under legal +advice--counsel to be retained. If this lying invention of Satan were +really destined to take the form of a public trial, he must be prepared +to fight his foes on their own ground. + +'You can make all your preparations at Fellside,' answered his wife, +resolutely. 'I have seen Messrs. Rigby and Rider, and your own +particular ally, Rigby, will go to you at Fellside whenever you want +him.' + +'That is not like my being on the spot,' said his lordship, nervously, +evidently much disconcerted by her ladyship's firmness, but too feeble +in mind and body for a prolonged contest. + +'I ought to be on the spot. I am not without influence; I have friends, +men in power.' + +'Surely you are not going to appeal to friendship in order to vindicate +your honour. These charges are true or false. If they are false your own +manhood, your own rectitude, can face them and trample upon them, +unaided by back-stairs influence. If they are true, no one can help +you.' + +'I think you, at least, ought to know that they are as false as hell,' +retorted the Earl, with an attempt to maintain his dignity. + +'I have acted as if I so believed,' replied his wife. 'I have lived as +if there were no such slanders in the air. I have steadily ignored every +report, every insinuation--have held my head as high as if I knew you +were immaculate.' + +'I expected as much from you,' answered the Earl, coolly. 'If I had not +known you were a woman of sense I should not have married you.' + +This was his utmost expression of gratitude. His next remarks had +reference solely to his own comfort. Where were his rooms? at what hour +were they to dine? And hereupon he rang for his valet, a German Swiss, +and a servant out of a thousand. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +ON THE WRONG ROAD. + + +Lord and Lady Maulevrier left Southampton next morning, posting. They +took two servants in the rumble, Steadman and the footman. Steadman was +to valet his lordship, the footman to be useful in all emergencies of +the journey. The maid and the valet were to travel by heavy coach, with +the luggage--her ladyship dispensing with all personal attendance during +the journey. + +The first day took them to Rugby, whither they travelled across country +by Wallingford and Oxford. The second day took them to Lichfield. Lord +Maulevrier was out of health and feeble, and grumbled a good deal about +the fatigue of the journey, the badness of the weather, which was dull +and cold, east winds all day, and a light frost morning and night. As +they progressed northward the sky looked grayer, the air became more +biting. His lordship insisted upon the stages being shortened. He lay in +bed at his hotel till noon, and was seldom ready to start till two +o'clock. He could see no reason for haste; the winter would be long +enough in all conscience at Fellside. He complained of mysterious aches +and pains, described himself in the presence of hotel-keepers and +headwaiters as a mass of maladies. He was nervous, irritable, intensely +disagreeable. Lady Maulevrier bore his humours with unwavering patience, +and won golden opinions from all sorts of people by her devotion to a +husband whose blighted name was the common talk of England. Everybody, +even in distant provincial towns, had heard of the scandal against the +Governor of Madras; and everybody looked at the sallow, faded +Anglo-Indian with morbid curiosity. His lordship, sensitive on all +points touching his own ease and comfort, was keenly conscious of this +unflattering inquisitiveness. + +The journey, protracted by Lord Maulevrier's languor and ill-health, +dragged its slow length along for nearly a fortnight; until it seemed to +Lady Maulevrier as if they had been travelling upon those dismal, flat, +unpicturesque roads for months. Each day was so horribly like yesterday. +The same hedgerows and flat fields, and passing glimpse of river or +canal. The same absence of all beauty in the landscape--the same formal +hotel rooms, and smirking landladies--and so on till they came to +Lancaster, after which the country became more interesting--hills arose +in the background. Even the smoky manufacturing towns through which +they passed without stopping, were less abominable than the level +monotony of the Midland counties. + +But now as they drew nearer the hills the weather grew colder, snow was +spoken of, and when they got into Westmoreland the mountain-peaks +gleamed whitely against a lead-coloured sky. + +'You ought not to have brought me here in such weather,' complained the +Earl, shivering in his sables, as he sat in his corner of the travelling +chariot, looking discontentedly at the gloomy landscape. 'What is to +become of us if we are caught in a snowstorm?' + +'We shall have no snow worth talking about before we are safely housed +at Fellside, and then we can defy the elements,' said Lady Maulevrier, +coolly. + +They slept that night at Oxenholme, and started next morning, under a +clean, bright sky, intending to take luncheon at Windermere, and to be +at home by nightfall. + +But by the time they got to Windermere the sky had changed to a dark +grey, and the people at the hotel prophesied a heavy fall before night, +and urged the Earl and Countess to go no further that day. The latter +part of the road to Fellside was rough and hilly. If there should be a +snowstorm the horses would never be able to drag the carriage up the +steepest bit of the way. Here, however, Lord Maulevrier's obstinacy came +into play. He would not endure another night at an hotel so near his own +house. He was sick to death of travelling, and wanted to be at rest +among comfortable surroundings. + +'It was murder to bring me here,' he said to his wife. 'If I had gone to +Hastings I should have been a new man by this time. As it is I am a +great deal worse than when I landed.' + +Everyone at the hotel noticed his lordship's white and haggard looks. He +had been known there as a young man in the bloom of health and strength, +and his decay was particularly obvious to these people. + +'I saw death in his face,' the landlord said, afterwards. + +Every one, even her ladyship's firmness and good sense, gave way before +the invalid's impatience. At three in the afternoon they left the hotel, +with four horses, to make the remaining nineteen miles of the way in one +stage. They had not been on the road half an hour before the snow began +to fall thickly, whitening everything around them, except the lake, +which showed a dark leaden surface at the bottom of the slope along the +edge of which they were travelling. Too sullen for speech, Lord +Maulevrier sat back in his corner, with his sable cloak drawn up to his +chin, his travelling cap covering head and ears, his eyes contemplating +the whitening world with a weary anger. His wife watched the landscape +as long as she could, but the snow soon began to darken all the air, +and she could see nothing save that blank blinding fall. + +Half-way to Fellside there was a point where two roads met, one leading +towards Grasmere, the other towards the village of Great Langdale, a +cluster of humble habitations in the heart of the hills. When the horses +had struggled as far as this point, the snow was six inches deep on the +road, and made a thick curtain around them as it fell. By this time the +Earl had dozed off to sleep. + +He woke an hour after, let down the window, which let in a snow-laden +gust, and tried to pierce the gloom without. + +'As black as Erebus!' he exclaimed, 'but we ought to be close at home by +this time. Yes, thank God, there are the lights.' + +The carriage drew up a minute afterwards, and Steadman came to the door. + +'Very sorry, my lord. The horses must have taken a wrong turn after we +crossed the bridge. And now the men say they can't go back to Fellside +unless we can get fresh horses; and I'm afraid there's no chance of that +here.' + +'Here!' exclaimed the Earl, 'what do you mean by here? Where the devil +are we?' + +'Great Langdale, my lord.' + +A door opened and let out a flood of light--the red light of a wood +fire, the pale flame of a candle--upon the snowy darkness, revealing the +panelled hall of a neat little rustic inn: an eight-day clock ticking in +the corner, a black and white sheep-dog coming out at his master's heels +to investigate the travellers. To the right of the door showed the light +of a window, sheltered by a red curtain, behind which the chiefs of the +village were enjoying their evening. + +'Have you any post-horses?' asked the Earl, discontentedly, as the +landlord stood on the threshold, shading the candle with his hand. 'No, +sir. We don't keep post-horses.' + +'Of course not. I knew as much before I asked,' said the Earl. + +'We are fixed in this dismal hole for the night, I suppose. How far are +we from Fellside?' + +'Seven miles,' answered the landlord. 'I beg your pardon, my lord; I +didn't know it was your lordship,' he added, hurriedly. 'We're in sore +trouble, and it makes a man daft-like; but if there's anything we can +do----' + +'Is there no hope of getting on, Steadman?' asked the Earl, cutting +short these civilities. + +'Not with these horses, my lord.' + +'And you hear we can't get any others. Is there any farmer about here +who could lend us a pair of carriage horses?' + +The landlord knew of no such person. + +'Then we must stop here till to-morrow morning. What infernal fools +those post-boys must be,' protested Lord Maulevrier. + +James Steadman apologised for the postilions, explaining that when they +came to the critical point of their journey, where the road branched off +to the Langdales, the snow was falling so thickly, the whole country was +so hidden in all-pervading whiteness, that even he, who knew the way so +well, could give no help to the drivers. He could only trust to the +instinct of local postilions and local horses; and instinct had proved +wrong. + +The travellers alighted, and were ushered into a not +uncomfortable-looking parlour; very low as to the ceiling, very +old-fashioned as to the furniture, but spotlessly clean, and enlivened +by a good fire, to which his lordship drew near, shivering and muttering +discontentedly to himself. + +'We might be worse off,' said her ladyship, looking round the bright +little room, which pleased her better than many a state apartment in the +large hotels at which they had stopped. + +'Hardly, unless we were out on the moor,' grumbled her husband. 'I am +sick to death of this ill-advised, unreasonable journey. I am at a loss +to imagine your motive in bringing me here. You must have had a motive.' + +'I had,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with a freezing look. 'I wanted to +get you out of the way. I told you that plainly enough at Southampton.' + +'I don't see why I should be hurried away and hidden,' said Lord +Maulevrier. 'I must face my accusers, sooner or later.' + +'Of course. The day of reckoning must come. But in the meantime have you +no delicacy? Do you want to be pointed at everywhere?' + +'All I know is that I am very ill,' answered her husband, 'and that this +wretched journey has made me twenty years older.' + +'We shall be safe at home before noon to-morrow, and you can have Horton +to set you right again. You know you always believed in his skill.' + +'Horton is a clever fellow enough, as country doctors go; but at +Hastings I could have had the best physicians in London to see me,' +grumbled his lordship. + +The rustic maid-servant came in to lay the table, assisted by her +ladyship's footman, who looked a good deal too tall for the room. + +'I shan't dine,' said the Earl. 'I am a great deal too ill and cold. +Light a fire in my room, girl, and send Steadman to me'--this to the +footman, who hastened to obey. 'You can send me up a basin of soup +presently. I shall go to bed at once.' + +He left the room without another word to his wife, who sat by the hearth +staring thoughtfully at the cheery wood fire. Presently she looked up, +and saw that the man and maid were going on with their preparations for +dinner. + +'I do not care about dining alone,' said her ladyship. 'We lunched at +Windermere, and I have no appetite. You can clear away those things, and +bring me some tea.' + +When the table furniture had been cleared, and a neat little tea-tray +set upon the white cloth, Lady Maulevrier drew her chair to the table, +and took out her pocket-book, from which she produced a letter. This she +read more than once, meditating profoundly upon its contents. + +'I am very sorry he has come home,' wrote her correspondent, 'and yet if +he had stayed in India there must have been an investigation on the +spot. A public inquiry is inevitable, and the knowledge of his arrival +in the country will precipitate matters. From all I hear I much fear +that there is no chance of the result being favourable to him. You have +asked me to write the unvarnished truth, to be brutal even, remember. +His delinquencies are painfully notorious, and I apprehend that the last +sixpence he owns will be answerable. His landed estate I am told can +also be confiscated, in the event of an impeachment at the bar of the +House of Lords, as in the Warren Hastings case. But as yet nobody seems +clear as to the form which the investigation will take. In reply to your +inquiry as to what would have happened if his lordship had died on the +passage home, I believe I am justified in saying the scandal would have +been allowed to die with him. He has contrived to provoke powerful +animosities both in the Cabinet and at the India House, and there is, I +fear, an intention to pursue the inquiry to the bitter end.' + +Assurances of the writer's sympathy followed these harsh truths. But to +this polite commonplace her ladyship paid no attention. Her mind was +intent on hard facts, the dismal probabilities of the near future. + +'If he had died upon the passage home!' she repeated. 'Would to God that +he had so died, and that my son's name and fortune could be saved.' + +The innocent child who had never given her an hour's care; the one +creature she loved with all the strength of her proud nature--his future +was to be blighted by his father's misdoings--overshadowed by shame and +dishonour in the very dawn of life. It was a wicked wish--an unnatural +wish to find room in a woman's breast; but the wish was there. Would to +God he had died before the ship touched an English port. + +But he was living, and would have to face his accusers--and she, his +wife, must give him all the help she could. + +She sat long by the waning fire. She took nothing but a cup of tea, +although the landlady had sent in substantial accompaniments to the +tea-tray in the shape of broiled ham, new-laid eggs, and hot cakes, +arguing that a traveller on such a night must be hungry, albeit +disinclined for a ceremonious dinner. She had been sitting for nearly +an hour in almost the same attitude, when there came a knock at the +door, and, on being bidden to enter, the landlady came in, with some +logs in her apron, under pretence of replenishing the fire. + +'I was afraid your fire must be getting low, and that you'd be amost +starved, my lady,' she said, as she put on the logs, and swept up the +ashes on the hearth. 'Such a dreadful night. So early in the year, too. +I'm thinking we shall have a gay hard winter.' + +'That does not always follow,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'Has Steadman come +downstairs?' + +'Yes, my lady. He told me to tell your ladyship that his lordship is +pretty comfortable, and hopes to pass a good night.' + +'I am glad to hear it. You can give me another room, I suppose. It would +be better for his lordship not to be disturbed, as he is very much out +of health.' + +'There is another room, my lady, but it's very small.' + +'I don't mind how small, if it is clean and airy.' + +'Yes, my lady. I am thankful to say you won't find dirt or stuffiness +anywhere in this house. His lordship do look mortal badly,' added the +landlady, shaking her head dolefully; 'and I remember him such a fine +young gentleman, when he used to come down the Rothay with the otter +hounds, running along the bank--joomping in and out of the beck--up to +his knees in the water--and now to see him, so white and mashiated, and +broken-down like, in the very prime of life, all along of living out in +a hot country, among blackamoors, which is used to it--poor, ignorant +creatures--and never knew no better. It must be a hard trial for you, my +lady.' + +'It is a hard trial.' + +'Ah! we all have our trials, rich and poor,' sighed the woman, who +desired nothing better than to be allowed to unbosom her woes to the +grand looking lady in the fur-bordered cloth pelisse, with beautiful +dark hair piled up in clustering masses above a broad white forehead, +and slender white hands on which diamonds flashed and glittered in the +firelight, an unaccustomed figure by that rustic hearth. + +'We all have our trials--high and low.' + +'That reminds me,' said Lady Maulevrier, looking up at her, 'your +husband said you were in trouble. What did that mean?' + +'Sickness in the house, my lady. A brother of mine that went to America +to make his fortune, and seemed to be doing so well for the first five +or six years, and wrote home such beautiful letters, and then left off +writing all at once, and we made sure as he was dead, and never got a +word from him for ten years, and just three weeks ago he drops in upon +us as we was sitting over our tea between the lights, looking as white +as a ghost. I gave a shriek when I saw him, for I was regular scared +out of my senses. "Robert's ghost!" I cried; but it was Robert himself, +come home to us to die. And he's lying upstairs now, with so little life +in him that I expect every breath to be his last.' + +'What is his complaint?' + +'Apathy, my lady. Dear, dear, that's not it. I never do remember the +doctor's foreign names.' + +'Atrophy,' perhaps. + +'Yes, my lady, that was it. Happen such crack-jaw words come easy to a +scholar like your ladyship.' + +'Does the doctor give no hope?' + +'Well, no, my lady. He don't go so far as to say there's no hope, though +Robert has been badly so long. It all depends, he says, upon the +rallying power of the constitution. The lungs are not gone, and the +heart is not diseased. If there's rallying power, Robert will come +round, and if there isn't he'll sink. But the doctor says nature will +have to make an effort. But I have my own idea about the case,' added +the landlady, with a sigh. + +'What is your idea?' + +'That our Robert was marked for death when he came into this house, and +that he meant what he said when he spoke of coming home to die. Things +had gone against him for the last ten years in America. He married and +took his wife out to a farm in the Bush, and thought to make a good +thing out of farming with the bit of brass he'd saved at heeam. But +America isn't Gert Langdale, you see, my lady, and his knowledge stood +him in no stead in the Bush; and first he lost his money, and he fashed +himself terrible about that, and then he lost a child or two, and then +he lost his wife, and he came back to us a broken-hearted man, with no +wish to live. The doctor may call it atrophy, but I will call it what +the Scripture calls it, a broken and a wounded spirit.' + +'Who is your doctor?' + +'Mr. Evans, of Ambleside.' + +'That little half-blind old man!' exclaimed her ladyship. 'Surely you +have no confidence in him?' + +'Not much, my lady. But I don't believe all the doctors in London could +do anything for Robert. Good nursing will bring him round if anything +can; and he gets that, I can assure your ladyship. He's my only brother, +the only kith and kin that's left to me, and he and I were gay fond of +each other when he was young. You may be sure I don't spare any trouble, +and my good man thinks the best of his larder or his celler hardly good +enough for Robert.' + +'I am sure you are kind good people,' replied her ladyship gently; 'but +I should have thought Mr. Horton, of Grasmere, could have done more than +old Evans. However, you know best. I hope his lordship is not going to +add to your cares by being laid up here, but he looked very ill this +evening.' + +'He did, my lady, mortal bad.' + +'However, we must hope for the best. Steadman is a splendid servant in +illness. He nursed my father for years. Will you tell him to come to me, +if you please? I want to hear what he thinks of his lordship, and to +discuss the chances of our getting home early to-morrow.' + +The landlady retired, and summoned Mr. Steadman, who was enjoying his +modest glass of grog in front of the kitchen fire. He had taught himself +to dispense with the consolations of tobacco, lest he should at any time +make himself obnoxious to her ladyship. + +Steadman was closeted with Lady Maulevrier for the next half-hour, +during which his lordship's condition was gravely discussed. When he +left the sitting-room he told the landlord to be sure and feed the +post-horses well, and make them comfortable for the night, so that they +might be ready for the drive to Fellside early next morning. + +'Do you think his lordship will be well enough to travel?' asked the +landlord. + +'He has made up his mind to get home--ill or well,' answered Steadman. +'He has wasted about a week by his dawdling ways on the road; and now +he's in a fever to get to Fellside.' + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THE LAST STAGE. + + +The post-horses--which had been well fed, but accommodated somewhat +poorly in stable and barn--were quite ready to go on next morning; but +Lord Maulevrier was not able to leave his room, where her ladyship +remained in close attendance upon him. The hills and valleys were white +with snow, but there was none falling, and Mr. Evans, the elderly +surgeon from Ambleside, rode over to Great Langdale on his elderly cob +to look at Robert Haswell, and was called in to see Lord Maulevrier. Her +ladyship had spoken lightly of his skill on the previous evening, but +any doctor is better than none, so this feeble little personage was +allowed to feel his lordship's pulse, and look at his lordship's tongue. + +His opinion, never too decidedly given, was a little more hazy than +usual on this occasion, perhaps because of a certain awfulness, to +unaccustomed eyes, in Lady Maulevrier's proud bearing. He said that his +lordship was low, very low, and that the pulse was more irregular than +he liked, but he committed himself no further than this, and went away, +promising to send such pills and potions as were appropriate to the +patient's condition. + +A boy rode the same pony over to Langdale later in the afternoon with +the promised medicines. + +Throughout the short winter day, which seemed terribly long in the +stillness and solitude of Great Langdale, Lady Maulevrier kept watch in +the sick-room, Steadman going in and out in constant attendance upon his +master--save for one half-hour only, which her ladyship passed in the +parlour below, in conversation with the landlady, a very serious +conversation, as indicated by Mrs. Smithson's grave and somewhat +troubled looks when she left her ladyship; but a good deal of her +trouble may have been caused by her anxiety about her brother, who was +pronounced by the doctor to be 'much the same.' + +At eleven o'clock that night a mounted messenger was sent off to +Ambleside in hot haste to fetch Mr. Evans, who came to the inn to find +Lady Maulevrier kneeling beside her husband's bed, while Steadman stood +with a troubled countenance at a respectful distance. + +The room was dimly lighted by a pair of candles burning on a table near +the window, and at some distance from the old four-post bedstead, +shaded by dark moreen curtains. The surgeon looked round the room, and +then fumbled in his pockets for his spectacles, without the aid of which +the outside world presented itself to him under a blurred and uncertain +aspect. + +He put on his spectacles, and moved towards the bed; but the first +glance in that direction showed him what had happened. The outline of +the rigid figure under the coverlet looked like a sculptured effigy upon +a tomb. A sheet was drawn over the face of death. + +'You are too late to be of any use, Mr. Evans,' murmured Steadman, +laying his hand upon the doctor's sleeve and drawing him away towards +the door. + +They went softly on to the landing, off which opened the door of that +other sick-room where the landlady's brother was lying. + +'When did this happen?' + +'A quarter of an hour after the messenger rode off to fetch you,' +answered Steadman. 'His lordship lay all the afternoon in a heavy sleep, +and we thought he was going on well; but after dark there was a +difficulty in his breathing which alarmed her ladyship, and she insisted +upon you being sent for. The messenger had hardly been gone a quarter of +an hour when his lordship woke suddenly, muttered to himself in a +curious way, gave just one long drawn sigh, and--and all was over. It +was a terrible shock for her ladyship.' + +'Indeed it must have been,' murmured the village doctor. 'It is a great +surprise to me. I knew Lord Maulevrier was low, very low, the pulse +feeble and intermittent; but I had no fear of anything of this kind. It +is very sudden.' + +'Yes, it is awfully sudden,' said Steadman, and then he murmured in the +doctor's ear, 'You will give the necessary certificate, I hope, with as +little trouble to her ladyship as possible. This is a dreadful blow, and +she----' + +'She shall not be troubled. The body will be removed to-morrow, I +suppose.' + +'Yes. He must be buried from his own house. I sent a second messenger to +Ambleside for the undertaker. He will be here very soon, no doubt, and +if the shell is ready by noon to-morrow, the body can be removed then. I +have arranged to get her ladyship away to-night.' + +'So late? After midnight?' + +'Why not? She cannot stay in this small house--so near the dead. There +is a moon, and there is no snow falling, and we are within seven miles +of Fellside.' + +The doctor had nothing further to say against the arrangement, although +such a drive seemed to him a somewhat wild and reckless proceeding. Mr. +Steadman's grave, self-possessed manner answered all doubts. Mr. Evans +filled in the certificate for the undertaker, drank a glass of hot +brandy and water, and remounted his nag, in nowise relishing his +midnight ride, but consoling himself with the reflection that he would +be handsomely paid for his trouble. + +An hour later Lady Maulevrier's travelling carriage stood ready in the +stable yard, in the deep shadow of wall and gables. It was at Steadman's +order that the carriage waited for her ladyship at an obscure side door, +rather than in front of the inn. An east wind was blowing keenly along +the mountain road, and the careful Steadman was anxious his mistress +should not be exposed to that chilly blast. + +There was some delay, and the four horses jingled their bits +impatiently, and then the door of the inn opened, a feeble light gleamed +in the narrow passage within, Steadman stood ready to assist her +ladyship, there was a bustle, a confusion of dark figures on the +threshold, a huddled mass of cloaks and fur wraps was lifted into the +carriage, the door was clapped to, the horses went clattering out of the +yard, turned sharply into the snowy road, and started at a swinging pace +towards the dark sullen bulk of Loughrigg Fell. + +The moon was shining upon Elterwater in the valley yonder--the mountain +ridges, the deep gorges below those sullen heights, looked back where +the shadow of night enfolded them, but all along the snow-white road the +silver light shone full and clear, and the mountain way looked like a +path through fairyland. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +FORTY YEARS AFTER. + + +'What a horrid day!' said Lady Mary, throwing down her book with a yawn, +and looking out of the deep bay window into a world of mountain and lake +which was clouded over by a dense veil of rain and dull grey mist; such +rain as one sees only in a lake district, a curtain of gloom which shuts +off sky and distance, and narrows the world to one solitary dwelling, +suspended amidst cloud and water, like another ark in a new deluge. + +Rain--such rain as makes out-of-door exercise impossible--was always an +affliction to Lady Mary Haselden. Her delight was in open air and +sunshine--fishing in the lake and rivers--sitting in some sheltered +hollow of the hills more fitting for an eagle's nest than for the +occupation of a young lady, trying to paint those ever-varying, +unpaintable mountain peaks, which change their hues with every change of +the sky--swimming, riding, roving far and wide over hill and +heather--pleasures all more or less masculine in their nature, and which +were a subject of regret with Lady Maulevrier. + +Lady Lesbia was of a different temper. She loved ease and elegance, the +gracious luxuries of life. She loved art and music, but not to labour +hard at either. She played and sang a little--excellently within that +narrow compass which she had allotted to herself--played Mendelssohn's +'Lieder' with finished touch and faultless phrasing, sang Heine's +ballads with consummate expression. She painted not at all. Why should +anyone draw or paint indifferently, she asked, when Providence has +furnished the world with so many great painters in the past and present? +She could not understand Mary's ardent desire to do the thing +herself,--to be able with her own pencil and her own brush to reproduce +the lakes and valleys, the wild brown hills she loved so passionately. +Lesbia did not care two straws for the lovely lake district amidst which +she had been reared,--every pike and force, every beck and gill whereof +was distinctly dear to her younger sister. She thought it a very hard +thing to have spent so much of her life at Fellside, a trial that would +have hardly been endurable if it were not for grandmother. Grandmother +and Lesbia adored each other. Lesbia was the one person for whom Lady +Maulevrier's stateliness was subjugated by perfect love. To all the rest +of the world the Countess was marble, but to Lesbia she was wax. Lesbia +could mould her as she pleased; but happily Lesbia was not the kind of +young person to take advantage of this privilege; she was thoroughly +ductile or docile, and had no desire, at present, which ran counter to +her grandmother. + +Lesbia was a beauty. In her nineteenth year she was a curious +reproduction in face and figure, expression and carriage, of that Lady +Diana Angersthorpe who five and forty years ago fluttered the dove-cots +of St. James's and Mayfair by her brilliant beauty and her keen +intelligence. There in the panelled drawing-room at Fellside hung +Harlow's portrait of Lady Diana in her zenith, in a short-waisted, white +satin frock, with large puffed gauze sleeves, through which the perfect +arm showed dimly. Standing under that picture Lady Lesbia looked as if +she had stepped out of the canvas. She was to be painted by Millais next +year. Lady Maulevrier said, when she had been introduced, and society +was beginning to talk about her: for Lady Maulevrier made up her mind +five or six years ago that Lesbia should be the reigning beauty of her +season. To this end she had educated and trained her, furnishing her +with all those graces best calculated to please and astonish society. +She was too clever a woman not to discover Lesbia's shallowness and lack +of all great gifts, save that one peerless dower of perfect beauty. She +knew exactly what Lesbia could be trained to do; and to this end Lesbia +had been educated; and to this end Lady Maulevrier brought down to +Fellside the most accomplished of Hanoverian governesses, who had +learned French in Paris, and had toiled in the educational mill with +profit to herself and her pupils for a quarter of a century. To this +lady the Countess entrusted the education of her granddaughters' minds, +while for their physical training she provided another teacher in the +person of a clever little Parisian dancing mistress, who had set up at +the West-End of London as a teacher of dancing and calisthenics, and had +utterly failed to find pupils enough to pay her rent and keep her modest +_pot-au-feu_ going. Mademoiselle Thiebart was very glad to exchange the +uncertainties of a first floor in North Audley Street for the comfort +and security of Fellside Manor, with a salary of one hundred and fifty +pounds a year. + +Both Fräulein and Mademoiselle had been quick to discover that Lady +Lesbia was the apple of her grandmother's eye, while Lady Mary was +comparatively an outsider. + +So it came about that Mary's education was in somewise a mere picking-up +of the crumbs which fell from Lesbia's table, and that she was allowed +in a general way to run wild. She was much quicker at any intellectual +exercise than Lesbia. She learned the lessons that were given her at +railroad speed, and rattled off her exercises with a slap-dash +penmanship which horrified the neat and niggling Fräulein, and then +rushed off to the lake or mountain, and by this means grew browner and +browner, and more indelibly freckled day by day, thus widening the gulf +between herself and her beauty sister. + +But it is not to be supposed that because Lesbia was beautiful, Mary was +plain. This is very far from the truth. Mary had splendid hazel eyes, +with a dancing light in them when she smiled, ruddy auburn hair, white +teeth, a deeply-dimpled chin, and a vivacity and archness of expression, +which served only in her present state of tutelage for the subjugation +of old women and shepherd boys. Mary had been taught to believe that her +chances of future promotion were of the smallest; that nobody would ever +talk of her, or think of her by-and-by when she in her turn would make +her appearance in London society, and that it would be a very happy +thing for her if she were so fortunate as to attract the attention of a +fashionable physician, a Canon of Westminster or St. Paul's, or a +barrister in good practice. + +Mary turned up her pert little nose at this humdrum lot. + +'I would much rather spend all my life among these dear hills than marry +a nobody in London,' she said, fearless of that grand old lady at whose +frown so many people shivered. 'If you don't think people will like me +and admire me--a little--you had better save yourself the trouble of +taking me to London. I don't want to play second fiddle to my sister.' + +'You are a very impertinent person, and deserve to be taken at your +word,' replied my lady, scowling at her; 'but I have no doubt before you +are twenty you will tell another story.' + +'Oh!' said Mary, now just turned seventeen, 'then I am not to come out +till I am twenty.' + +'That will be soon enough,' answered the Countess. 'It will take you as +long to get rid of those odious freckles. And no doubt by that time +Lesbia will have made a brilliant marriage.' + +And now on this rainy July morning these two girls, neither of whom had +any serious employment for her life, or any serious purpose in living, +wasted the hours, each in her own fashion. + +Lesbia reclined upon a cushioned seat in the deep embrasure of a Tudor +window, her _pose_ perfection--it was one of many such attitudes which +Mademoiselle had taught her, and which by assiduous training had become +a second nature. Poor Mademoiselle, having finished her mission and +taught Lesbia all she could teach, had now departed to a new and far +less luxurious situation in a finishing school at Passy; but Fräulein +Müller was still retained, as watch-dog and duenna. + +Lesbia's pale blue morning gown harmonised exquisitely with a complexion +of lilies and roses, violet eyes, and golden-brown hair. Her features +were distinguished by that perfect chiselling which gave such a haughty +grace to her grandmother's countenance, even at sixty-seven years of +age--a loveliness which, like the sculptured marble it resembles, is +unalterable by time. Lesbia was reading Keats. It was her habit to read +the poets, carefully and deliberately, taking up one at a time, and duly +laying a volume aside when she found herself mistress of its contents. +She had no passion for poetry, but it was an elegant leisurely kind of +reading which suited her languid temperament. Moreover, her grandmother +had told her that an easy familiarity with the great poets is of all +knowledge that which best qualifies a woman to shine in conversation, +without offending the superior sex by any assumption of scholarship. + +Mary was a very different class of reader; capricious, omniverous, +tearing out the hearts of books, roaming from flower to flower in the +fields of literature, loving old and new, romance and reality, novels, +travels, plays, poetry, and never dwelling long on any one theme. +Perhaps if Mary had lived in the bosom of a particularly sympathetic +family she might have been reckoned almost a genius, so much of poetry +and originality was there in her free unconventional character; but +hitherto it had been Mary's mission in life to be snubbed, whereby she +had acquired a very poor opinion of her own talents. + +'Oh,' she cried with a desperate yawn, while Lesbia smiled her languid +smile over Endymion, 'how I wished something would happen--anything to +stir us out of this statuesque, sleeping-beauty state of being. I verily +believe the spiders are all asleep in the ivy, and the mice behind the +wainscot, and the horses in the stable.' + +'What could happen?' asked Lesbia, with a gentle elevation of pencilled +brows. 'Are not these lovely lines-- + + "And coverlids gold-tinted like the peach, + Or ripe October's faded marigolds, + Fell sleek about him in a thousand folds." + +Faded marigolds! Is not that intensely sweet?' + +'Very well for your sleepy Keats, but I don't suppose you would have +noticed the passage if marigolds were not in fashion,' said Mary, with a +touch of scorn. 'What could happen? Why a hundred things--an earthquake, +flood, or fire. What could happen, do you say, Lesbia? Why Maulevrier +might come home unexpectedly, and charm us out of this death-in-life.' + +'He would occasion a good deal of unpleasantness if he did,' answered +Lesbia, coldly. 'You know how angry he has made grandmother.' + +'Because he keeps race-horses which have an unlucky knack of losing,' +said Mary, dubiously. 'I suppose if his horses won, grandmother would +rather approve?' + +'Not at all. That would make hardly any difference, except that he would +not ruin himself quite so quickly. Grandmother says that a young man +who goes on the turf is sure to be ruined sooner or later. And then +Maulevrier's habits are altogether wild and foolish. It is very hard +upon grandmother, who has such noble ambition for all of us.' + +'Not for me,' answered Mary smiling. 'Her views about me are very +humble. She considers that I shall be most fortunate if a doctor or a +lawyer condescend to like me well enough to make me an offer. He might +make me the offer without liking me, for the sake of hearing himself and +his wife announced as Mr. and Lady Mary Snooks at dinner parties. That +would be too horrid! But I daresay such things have happened.' + +'Don't talk nonsense, Mary,' said Lesbia, loftily. 'There is no reason +why you should not make a really good marriage, if you follow +grandmother's advice and don't affect eccentricity.' + +'I don't affect eccentricity, but I'm afraid I really am eccentric,' +murmured Mary, meekly, 'for I like so many things I ought not to like, +and detest so many things which I ought to admire.' + +'I daresay you will have tamed down a little before you are presented,' +said Lesbia, carelessly. + +She could not even affect a profound interest in anyone but herself. She +had a narrowness of mental vision which prevented her looking beyond the +limited circle of her own pleasures, her own desires, her own dreams and +hopes. She was one of those strictly correct young women who was not +likely to do much harm in the world but who was just as unlikely to do +any good. Mary sighed, and went back to her book, a bulky volume of +travels, and tried to lose herself in the sandy wastes of Africa, and to +be deeply interested in the sources of the Congo, not, in her heart of +hearts, caring a straw whether that far-away river comes from the +mountains of the moon, or from the moon itself. To-day she could not pin +her mind to pages which might have interested her at another time. Her +thoughts were with Lord Maulevrier, that fondly-loved only brother, just +seven years her senior, who had taken to race-horses and bad ways, and +seemed to be trying his hardest to dissipate the splendid fortune which +his grandmother, the dowager Countess, had nursed so judiciously during +his long minority. Maulevrier and Mary had always been what the young +man called 'no end of chums.' + +He called her his own brown-eyed Molly, much to the annoyance of Lady +Maulevrier and Lesbia; and Mary's life was all gladness when Maulevrier +was at Fellside. She devoted herself wholly to his amusements, rode and +drove with him, followed on her pony when he went otter hunting, and +very often abandoned the pony to the care of some stray mountain youth +in order to join the hunters, and go leaping from stone to stone on the +margin of the stream, and occasionally, in moments of wild excitement, +when the hounds were in full cry, splashing in and out of the water, +like a naiad in a neat little hunting-habit. + +Mary looked after Maulevrier's stable when he was away, and had supreme +command of a kennel of fox-terriers which cost her brother more money +than the Countess would have cared to know; for in the wide area of Lady +Maulevrier's ambition there was no room for two hundred guinea +fox-terriers, were they never so perfect. + +Altogether Mary's life was a different life when her brother was at +home; and in his absence the best part of her days were spent in +thinking about him and fulfilling the duties of her position as his +representative in stable and kennel, and among certain rustics in the +district, chiefly of the sporting type, who were Maulevrier's chosen +allies or _protégés_. + +Never, perhaps, had two girls of patrician lineage lived a more secluded +life than Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters. They had known no pleasures +beyond the narrow sphere of home and home friends. They had never +travelled--they had seen hardly anything of the outside world. They had +never been to London or Paris, or to any city larger than York; and +their visits to that centre of dissipation had been of the briefest, a +mere flash of mild gaiety, a horticultural show or an oratorio, and back +by express train, closely guarded by governess and footmen, to Fellside. +In the autumn, when the leaves were falling in the wooded grounds of +Fellside, the young ladies were sent, still under guardianship of +governesses and footmen, to some quiet seaside resort between Alnwick +and Edinburgh, where Mary lived the wild free life she loved, roaming +about the beach, boating, shrimping, seaweed-gathering, making hard work +for the governesses and footmen who had been sent in charge of her. + +Lady Maulevrier never accompanied her granddaughters on these occasions. +She was a vigorous old woman, straight as a dart, slim as a girl, active +in her degree as any young athlete among those hills, and she declared +that she never felt the need of change of air. The sodden shrubberies, +the falling leaves, did her no harm. Never within the memory of this +generation had she left Fellside. Her love of this mountain retreat was +a kind of _culte_. She had come here broken spirited, perhaps broken +hearted, bringing her dead husband from the little inn at Great Langdale +forty years ago, and she had hardly left the spot since that day. + +In those days Fellside House was a very different kind of dwelling from +the gracious modern Tudor mansion which now crowned and beautified the +hill-side above Grasmere Lake. It was then an old rambling stone house, +with queer little rooms and inconvenient passages, low ceilings, +thatched gables, and all manner of strange nooks and corners. Lady +Maulevrier was of too strictly conservative a temper to think of +pulling down an old house which had been in her husband's family for +generations. She left the original cottage undisturbed, and built her +new house at right angles with it, connecting the two with a wide +passage below and a handsome corridor above, so that access should be +perfect in the event of her requiring the accommodation of the old +quaint, low ceiled rooms for her family or her guests. During forty +years no such necessity had ever arisen; but the old house, known as the +south wing, was still left intact, the original furniture undisturbed, +although the only occupants of the building were her ladyship's faithful +old house-steward, James Steadman, and his elderly wife. + +The house which Lady Maulevrier had built for herself and her +grandchildren had not been created all at once, though the nucleus +dating forty years back was a handsome building. She had added more +rooms as necessity or fancy dictated, now a library with bedrooms over +it, now a music room for Lady Lesbia and her grand piano--anon a +billiard-room, as an agreeable surprise for Maulevrier when he came home +after a tour in America. Thus the house had grown into a long low pile +of Tudor masonry--steep gables, heavily mullioned casements, grey stone +walls, curtained with the rich growth of passion-flower, magnolia, +clematis, myrtle and roses--and all those flowers which thrive and +flourish in that mild and sheltered spot. + +The views from those mullioned casements were perfect. Switzerland could +give hardly any more exquisite picture than that lake shut in by hills, +grand and bold in their varied outlines, so rich in their colouring that +the eye, dazzled with beauty, forgot to calculate the actual height of +those craggy peaks and headlands, the mind forgot to despise them +because they were not so lofty as Mont Blanc or the Matterhorn. The +velvet sward of the hill sloped steeply downward from Lady Maulevrier's +drawing-room windows to the road beside the lake, and this road was so +hidden by the wooded screen which bounded her ladyship's grounds that +the lake seemed to lie in the green heart of her gardens, a lovely, +placid lake on summer days, reflecting the emerald hue of the +surrounding hills, and looking like a smooth green meadow, which invited +the foot passenger to cross it. + +The house was approached by a winding carriage drive that led up and up +and up from the road beside the lake, so screened and sheltered by +shrubberies and pine woods, that the stranger knew not whither he was +going, till he came upon an opening in the wood, and the stately Italian +garden in front of a massive stone porch, through which he entered a +spacious oak-panelled hall, and anon, descending a step or two, he found +himself in Lady Maulevrier's drawing-room, and face to face with that +divine view of the everlasting hills, the lake shining below him, +bathed in sunlight. + +Or if it were the stranger's evil fate to come in wet weather, he saw +only a rain-blotted landscape--the blurred outlines of grey mountain +peaks, scowling at him from the other side of a grey pool. But if the +picture without were depressing, the picture within was always good to +look upon, for those oak-panelled or tapestried rooms, communicating by +richly-curtained doorways from drawing room to library, from library to +billiard room, were as perfect as wealth and taste could make them. Lady +Maulevrier argued that as there was but one house among all the +possessions of her race which she cared to inhabit, she had a right to +make that house beautiful, and she had spared nothing upon the +beautification of Fellside; and yet she had spent much less than would +have been squandered by any pleasure-loving dowager, restlessly roving +from Piccadilly to the Engadine, from Pontresina to Nice or Monaco, +winding up with Easter in Paris, and then back to Piccadilly. Her +ladyship's friends wondered that she could care to bury herself alive in +Westmoreland, and expatiated on the eccentricity of such a life; nay, +those who had never seen Fellside argued that Lady Maulevrier had taken +in her old age to hoarding, and that she pigged at a cottage in the Lake +district, in order to swell a fortune which young Maulevrier would set +about squandering as soon as she was in her coffin. But here they were +wrong. It was not in Lady Maulevrier's nature to lead a sordid life in +order to save money. Yet in these quiet years that were gone--starting +with that golden nucleus which her husband was supposed to have brought +home from India, obtained no one knows how, the Countess had amassed one +of the largest fortunes possessed by any dowager in the peerage. She had +it, and she held it, with a grasp that nothing but death could loosen; +nay, that all-foreseeing mind of hers might contrive to cheat grim death +itself, and to scheme a way for protecting this wealth, even when she +who had gathered and garnered it should be mouldering in her grave. The +entailed estates belonged to Maulevrier, were he never such a fool or +spendthrift; but this fortune of the dowager's was her own, to dispose +of as she pleased, and not a penny of it was likely to go to the young +Earl. + +Lady Maulevrier's pride and hopes were concentrated upon her +granddaughter Lesbia. She should be the inheritress of this noble +fortune--she should spread and widen the power of the Maulevrier race. +Lesbia's son should link the family name with the name of his father; +and if by any hazard of fate the present Earl should die young and +childless, the old Countess's interest should be strained to the +uttermost to obtain the title for Lesbia's offspring. Why should she not +be Countess of Maulevrier in her own right? But in order to make this +future possible the most important factor in the sum was yet to be +found in the person of a husband for Lady Lesbia--a husband worthy of +peerless beauty and exceptional wealth, a husband whose own fortune +should be so important as to make him above suspicion. That was Lady +Maulevrier's scheme--to wed wealth to wealth--to double or quadruple the +fortune she had built up in the long slow years of her widowhood, and +thus to make her granddaughter one of the greatest ladies in the land; +for it need hardly be said that the man who was to wed Lady Lesbia must +be her equal in wealth and lineage, if not her superior. + +Lady Maulevrier was not a miser. She was liberal and benevolent to all +who came within the circle of her life. Wealth for its own sake she +valued not a jot. But she lived in an age in which wealth is power, and +ambition was her ruling passion. As she had been ambitious for her +husband in the days that were gone, she was now ambitious for her +granddaughter. Time had intensified the keen eagerness of her mind. She +had been disappointed, cruelly, bitterly, in the ambition of her youth. +She had been made to drink the cup of shame and humiliation. But to this +ambition of her old age she held with even greater tenacity. God help +her if she should be disappointed here! + +It is not to be supposed that so astute a schemer as Lady Maulevrier had +not surveyed the marriage market in order to discover that fortunate +youth who should be deemed worthy to become the winner of Lesbia's hand. +Years ago, when Lesbia was still in the nursery, the dowager had made +herself informed of the age, weight, and colours of every likely runner +in the matrimonial stakes; or, in plainer words, had kept herself, by +her correspondence with a few intimate friends, and her close study of +the fashionable newspapers, thoroughly acquainted with the characters +and exploits, the dispositions and antecedents, of those half-dozen +elder sons, among whom she hoped to find Lesbia's lord and master. She +knew her peerage by heart, and she knew the family history of every +house recorded therein; the sins and weaknesses, the follies and losses +of bygone years; the taints, mental and physical; the lateral branches +and intermarriages; the runaway wives and unfaithful husbands; idiot +sons or scrofulous daughters. She knew everything that was to be known +about that aristocratic world into which she had been born sixty-seven +years ago; and the sum-total of her knowledge was that there was one man +whom she desired for her granddaughter's husband--one man, and one only, +and into whose hands, when earth and sky should fade from her glazing +eyes, she could be content to resign the sceptre of power. + +There were no doubt half-a-dozen, or more, in the list of elder sons, +who were fairly eligible. But this young man was the Achilles in the +rank and file of chivalry, and her soul yearned to have him and no other +for her darling. + +Her soul yearned to him with a tenderness which was not all on Lesbia's +account. Forty-nine years ago she had fondly loved his father--loved him +and had been fain to renounce him; for Ronald Hollister, afterwards Earl +of Hartfield, was then a younger son, and the two families had agreed +that marriage between paupers was an impudent flying in the face of +Providence, which must be put down with an iron hand. Lord Hartfield +sent his son to Turkey in the diplomatic service; and the old dowager +Lady Carrisbrook whisked her niece off to London, and kept her there, +under watch and ward, till Lord Maulevrier proposed and was accepted by +her. There should be no foolishness, no clandestine correspondence. The +iron hand crushed two young hearts, and secured a brilliant future for +the bodies which survived. + +Fifteen years later Ronald's elder brother died unmarried. He abandoned +that career of vagrant diplomacy which had taken him all over Europe, +and as far as Washington, and re-appeared in London, the most elegant +man of his era, but thoroughly _blasé_. There were rumours of an unhappy +attachment in the Faubourg Saint Germain; of a tragedy at Petersburg. +Society protested that Lord Hartfield would die a bachelor, as his +brother died before him. The Hollisters are not a marrying family, said +society. But six or seven years after his return to England Lord +Hartfield married Lady Florence Ilmington, a beauty in her first season, +and a very sweet but somewhat prudish young person. The marriage +resulted in the birth of an heir, whose appearance upon this mortal +stage was followed within a year by his father's exit. Hence the +Hartfield property, always a fine estate, had been nursed and fattened +during a long minority, and the present Lord Hartfield was reputed one +of the richest young men of his time. He was also spoken of as a +superior person, inheriting all his father's intellectual gifts, and +having the reputation of being singularly free from the vices of +profligate youth. He was neither prig nor pedant, and he was very +popular in the best society; but he was not ashamed to let it be seen +that his ambition soared higher than the fashionable world of turf and +stable, cards and pigeon matches. + +Though not of the gay world, nor in it, Lady Maulevrier had contrived to +keep herself thoroughly _en rapport_ with society. Her few chosen +friends, with whom she corresponded on terms of perfect confidence, were +among the best people in London--not the circulators of club-house +canards, the pickers-up of second-hand gossip from the society papers, +but actors in the comedy of high life, arbiters of fashion and taste, +born and bred in the purple. + +Last season Lord Hartfield's absence had cast a cloud over the +matrimonial horizon. He had been a traveller for more than a +year--Patagonia, Peru, the Pyramids, Japan, the North Pole--society +cared not where--the fact that he was gone was all-sufficient. Bachelors +a shade less eligible came to the front in his absence and became first +favourites. Lady Maulevrier, well informed in advance, had deferred +Lesbia's presentation till next season, when she was told Lord Hartfield +would certainly re-appear. His plans had been made for return before +Christmas; and it would seem that his scheme of life was laid down with +as much precision as if he had been a prince of the blood royal. Thus it +happened, to Lesbia's intense disgust, that her _début_ was deferred +till the verge of her twentieth birthday. It would never do, Lady +Maulevrier told herself, for the edge to be taken off the effect which +Lesbia's beauty was to make on society during Lord Hartfield's absence. +He must be there, on the spot, to see this star rise gently and slowly +above society's horizon, and to mark how everybody bowed down and +worshipped the new light. + +'I shall be an old woman before I appear in society,' said Lesbia, +petulantly; 'and I shall be like a wild woman of the woods; for I have +seen nothing, and know nothing of the civilised world.' + +'You will be ever so much more attractive than the young women I hear +of, who have seen and known a great deal too much,' answered the +dowager; and as her granddaughter knew that Lady Maulevrier's word was a +law that altered not, there were no more idle repinings. + +Her ladyship gave no reason for the postponement of Lesbia's +presentation. She was far too diplomatic to breathe a word of her ideas +with regard to Lord Hartfield. Anything like a matrimonial scheme would +have been revolting to Lesbia, who had grand, but not sordid views about +matrimony. She thought it her mission to appear and to conquer. A crowd +of suitors would sigh around her, like the loves and graces round that +fair Belinda whose story she had read so often; and it would be her part +to choose the most worthy. The days are gone when a girl would so much +as look at such a fribble as Sir Plume. Her virgin fancy demands the +Tennysonian ideal, the grave and knightly Arthur. + +But when Lesbia thought of the most worthy, it was always of the +worthiest in her own particular sphere; and he of course would be titled +and wealthy, and altogether fitted to be her husband. He would take her +by the hand and lead her to a higher seat on the dais, and place upon +her head, or at least upon her letter-paper and the panels of her +carriage, a coronet in which the strawberry leaves should stand out more +prominently than in her brother's emblazonment. Lesbia's mind could not +conceive an ignoble marriage, or the possibility of the most worthy +happening to be found in a lower circle than her own. + +And now it was the end of July, and the season which should have been +glorified by Lady Lesbia's _début_ was over and done with. She had read +in the society papers of all the balls, and birthdays, and race +meetings, and regattas, and cricket matches, and gowns, and parasols, +and bonnets--what this beauty wore on such an occasion, and how that +other beauty looked on another occasion--and she felt as she read like a +spell-bound princess in a fairy tale, mewed up in a battlemented tower, +and deprived of her legitimate share in all the pleasures of earth. She +had no patience with Mary--that wild, unkempt, ungraceful creature, who +could be as happy as summer days are long, racing about the hills with +her bamboo alpenstock, rioting with a pack of fox-terriers, practising +long losers, rowing on the lake, doing all things unbecoming Lady +Maulevrier's granddaughter. + +That long rainy day dragged its slow length to a close; and then came fine +days, in which Molly and her fox-terriers went wandering over the sunlit +hills, skipping and dancing across the mountain streamlets--gills, as they +were called in this particular world--almost as gaily as the shadows of +fleecy cloudlets dancing up yonder in the windy sky. Molly spent half her +days among the hills, stealing off from governess and grandmother and the +stately beauty sister, and sometimes hardly being missed by them, so ill +did her young exuberance harmonise with their calmer life. + +'One can tell when Mary is at home by a perpetual banging of doors,' +said Lesbia, which was a sisterly exaggeration founded upon fact, for +Molly was given to impetuous rushing in and out of rooms when that eager +spirit of hers impelled the light lithe body upon some new expedition. +Nor is the society of fox-terriers conducive to repose or stateliness of +movement; and Maulevrier's terriers, although strictly forbidden the +house, were for ever breaking bonds and leaping in upon Molly's +retirement at all unreasonable hours. She and they were enchanted to get +away from the beautiful luxurious rooms, and to go roving by hill-side +and force, away to Easedale Tarn, to bask for hours on the grassy margin +of the deep still water, or to row round and round the mountain lake in +a rotten boat. It was here, or in some kindred spot, that Molly got +through most of her reading--here that she read Shakespeare, Byron, and +Shelley, and Wordsworth--dwelling lingeringly and lovingly upon every +line in which that good old man spoke of her native land. Sometimes she +climbed to higher ground, and felt herself ever so much nearer heaven +upon the crest of Silver Howe, or upon the rugged stony steep of Dolly +Waggon pike, half way up the dark brow of Helvellyn; sometimes she +disappeared for hours, and climbed to the summit of the hill, and +wandered in perilous pathways on Striding Edge, or by the dark still +water of the Red Tarn. This had been her life ever since she had been +old enough to have an independent existence; and the hills and the +lakes, and the books of her own choosing, had done a great deal more in +ripening her mind than Fräulein Müller and that admirable series of +educational works which has been provided for the tuition of modern +youth. Grammars and geographies, primers and elementary works of all +kinds, were Mary's detestation; but she loved books that touched her +heart and filled her mind with thoughts wide and deep enough to reach +into the infinite of time and space, the mystery of mind and matter, +life and death. + +Nothing occurred to break the placid monotony of life at Fellside for +three long days after that rainy morning; and then came an event which, +although commonplace enough in itself, marked the beginning of a new era +in the existence of Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters. + +It was evening, and the two girls were dawdling about on the sloping +lawn before the drawing-room windows, where Lady Maulevrier read the +newspapers in her own particular chair by one of those broad Tudor +windows, according to her infallible custom. Remote as her life had been +from the busy world, her ladyship had never allowed her knowledge of +public life and the bent of modern thought to fall into arrear. She took +a keen interest in politics, in progress of all kinds. She was a staunch +Conservative, and looked upon every Liberal politician as her personal +enemy; but she took care to keep herself informed of everything that was +being said or done in the enemy's camp. She had an intense respect for +Lord Bacon's maxim: Knowledge is power. It was a kind of power secondary +to the power of wealth, perhaps; but wealth unprotected by wisdom would +soon dwindle into poverty. + +Lady Lesbia sauntered about the lawn, looking very elegant in her +cream-coloured Indian silk gown, very listless, very tired of her lovely +surroundings. Neither lake nor mountain possessed any charm for her. She +had had too much of them. Mary roamed about with a swifter footstep, +looking at the roses, plucking off a dead leaf, or a cankered bud here +and there. Presently she tore across the lawn to the shrubbery which +screened the lawn and flower gardens from the winding carriage drive +sunk many feet below, and disappeared in a thicket of arbutus and Irish +yew. + +'What terribly hoydenish manners!' murmured Lesbia, with a languid shrug +of her shoulders, as she strolled back to the drawing-room. + +She cared very little for the newspapers, for politics not at all; but +anything was better than everlasting contemplation of the blue still +water, and the rugged crest of Helm Crag. + +'What was the matter with Mary that she rushed off like a mad woman?' +inquired Lady Maulevrier, looking up from the _Times_. + +'I haven't the least idea. Mary's movements are quite beyond the limits +of my comprehension. Perhaps she has gone after a bird's-nest.' + +Mary was intent upon no bird's-nest. Her quick ear had caught the sound +of manly voices in the winding drive under the pine wood; and surely, +yes, surely one was a clear and familiar voice, which heralded the +coming of happiness. In such a moment she seemed to have wings. She +became unconscious that she touched the earth; she went skimming +bird-like over the lawn, and in and out, with fluttering muslin frock, +among arbutus and bay, yew and laurel, till she stood poised lightly on +the top of the wooded bank which bordered the steep ascent to Lady +Maulevrier's gate, looking down at two figures which were sauntering up +the drive. + +They were both young men, both tall, broad-shouldered, manly, walking +with the easy swinging movement of men accustomed to active exercise. +One, the handsomer of the two in Mary's eyes, since she thought him +simply perfection, was fair-haired, blue-eyed, the typical Saxon. This +was Lord Maulevrier. The other was dark, bronzed by foreign travel, +perhaps, with black hair, cut very close to an intelligent-looking head, +bared to the evening breeze. + +'Hulloa!' cried Maulevrier. 'There's Molly. How d'ye do, old girl?' + +The two men looked up, and Molly looked down. Delight at her brother's +return so filled her heart and mind that there was no room left for +embarrassment at the appearance of a stranger. + +'O, Maulevrier, I am so glad! I have been pining for you. Why didn't you +write to say you were coming? It would have been something to look +forward to.' + +'Couldn't. Never knew from day to day what I was going to be up to; +besides, I knew I should find you at home.' + +'Of course. We are always at home,' said Mary; 'go up to the house as +fast as ever you can. I'll go and tell grandmother.' + +'And tell them to get us some dinner,' said Maulevrier. + +Mary's fluttering figure dipped and was gone, vanishing in the dark +labyrinth of shrubs. The two young men sauntered up to the house. + +'We needn't hurry,' said Maulevrier to his companion, whom he had not +taken the trouble to introduce to his sister. 'We shall have to wait for +our dinner.' + +'And we shall have to change our dusty clothes,' added the other; 'I +hope that man will bring our portmanteaux in time.' + +'Oh, we needn't dress. We can spend the evening in my den, if you +like!' + +Mary flew across the lawn again, and bounded up the steps of the +verandah--a picturesque Swiss verandah which made a covered promenade in +front of the house. + +'Mary, may I ask the meaning of this excitement,' inquired her ladyship, +as the breathless girl stood before her. + +'Maulevrier has come home.' + +'At last?' + +'And he has brought a friend.' + +'Indeed! He might have done me the honour to inquire if his friend's +visit would be agreeable. What kind of person?' + +'I have no idea. I didn't look at him. Maulevrier is looking so well. +They will be here in a minute. May I order dinner for them?' + +'Of course, they must have dinner,' said her ladyship, resignedly, as if +the whole thing were an infliction; and Mary ran out and interviewed the +butler, begging that all things might be made particularly comfortable +for the travellers. It was nine o'clock, and the servants were enjoying +their eventide repose. + +Having given her orders, Mary went back to the drawing-room, impatiently +expectant of her brother's arrival, for which event Lesbia and her +grandmother waited with perfect tranquillity, the dowager calmly +continuing the perusal of her _Times_, while Lesbia sat at her piano in +a shadowy corner, and played one of Mendelssohn's softest Lieder. To +these dreamy strains Maulevrier and his friend presently entered. + +'How d'ye do, grandmother? how do, Lesbia? This is my very good friend +and Canadian travelling companion, Jack Hammond--Lady Maulevrier, Lady +Lesbia.' + +'Very glad to see you, Mr. Hammond,' said the dowager, in a tone so +purely conventional that it might mean anything. 'Hammond? I ought to +remember your family--the Hammonds of----' + +'Of nowhere,' answered the stranger in the easiest tone; 'I spring from +a race of nobodies, of whose existence your ladyship is not likely to +have heard.' + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +MAULEVRIER'S HUMBLE FRIEND. + + +That faint interest which Lady Lesbia had felt in the advent of a +stranger dwindled to nothing after Mr. Hammond's frank avowal of his +insignificance. At the very beginning of her career, with the world +waiting to be conquered by her, a high-born beauty could not be expected +to feel any interest in nobodies. Lesbia shook hands with her brother, +honoured the stranger with a stately bend of her beautiful throat, and +then withdrew herself from their society altogether as it were, and +began to explore her basket of crewels, at a distant table, by the soft +light of a shaded lamp, while Maulevrier answered his grandmother's +questions, and Mary stood watching him, hanging on his words, as if +unconscious of any other presence. + +Mr. Hammond went over to the window and looked out at the view. The moon +was rising above the amphitheatre of hills, and her rays were silvering +the placid bosom of the lake. Lights were dotted here and there about +the valley, telling of village life. The Prince of Wales's hotel yonder +sparkled with its many lights, like a castle in a fairy tale. The +stranger had looked upon many a grander scene, but on none more lovely. +Here were lake and mountain in little, without the snow-peaks and awful +inaccessible regions of solitude and peril; homely hills that one might +climb, placid English vales in which English poets have lived and died. + +'Hammond and I mean to spend a month or six weeks with you, if you can +make us comfortable,' said Maulevrier. + +'I am delighted to hear that you can contemplate staying a month +anywhere,' replied her ladyship. 'Your usual habits are as restless as +if your life were a disease. It shall not be my fault if you and Mr. +Hammond are uncomfortable at Fellside.' + +There was courtesy, but no cordiality in the reply. If Mr. Hammond was a +sensitive man, touchily conscious of his own obscurity, he must have +felt that he was not wanted at Fellside--that he was an excrescence, +matter in the wrong place. + +Nobody had presented the stranger to Lady Mary. It never entered into +Maulevrier's mind to be ceremonious about his sister Molly. She was so +much a part of himself that it seemed as if anyone who knew him must +needs know her. Molly sat a little way from the window by which Mr. +Hammond was standing, and looked at him doubtfully, wonderingly, with +not altogether a friendly eye, as he stood with his profile turned to +her, and his eyes upon the landscape. She was inclined to be jealous of +her brother's friend, who would most likely deprive her of much of that +beloved society. Hitherto she had been Maulevrier's chosen companion, at +Fellside--indeed, his sole companion after the dismissal of his tutor. +Now this brown, bearded stranger would usurp her privileges--those two +young men would go roaming over the hills, fishing, otter-hunting, going +to distant wrestling matches and leaving her at home. It was a hard +thing, and she was prepared to detest the interloper. Even to-night she +would be a loser by his presence. Under ordinary circumstances she would +have gone to the dining-room with Maulevrier, and sat by him and waited +upon him as he ate. But she dared not intrude herself upon a meal that +was to be shared with a stranger. + +She looked at John Hammond critically, eager to find fault with his +appearence; but unluckily for her present humour there was not much room +for fault-finding. + +He was tall, broad-shouldered, well-built. His enemies would hardly deny +that he was good-looking--nay, even handsome. The massive regular +features were irreproachable. He was more sunburnt than a gentleman +ought to be, Mary thought. She told herself that his good looks were of +a vulgar quality, like those of Charles Ford, the champion wrestler, +whom she saw at the sports the other day. Why did Maulevrier pick up a +companion who was evidently not of his own sphere? Hoydenish, +plain-spoken, frank and affectionate as Mary Haselden was, she knew that +she belonged to a race apart, that there were circles beneath circles, +below her own world, circles which hers could never touch, and she +supposed Mr. Hammond to be some waif from one of those nethermost +worlds--a village doctor's son, perhaps, or even a tradesman's--sent to +the University by some benevolent busybody, and placed at a disadvantage +ever afterwards, an unfortunate anomaly, suspended between two worlds +like Mahomet's coffin. + +The butler announced that his lordship's dinner was served. + +'Come along, Molly,' said Maulevrier; 'come and tell me about the +terriers, while I eat my dinner.' + +Mary hesitated, glanced doubtfully at her grandmother, who made no sign, +and then slipped out of the room, hanging fondly on her brother's arm, +and almost forgetting that there was any such person as Mr. Hammond in +existence. + +When these three were gone Lady Lesbia expressed herself strongly upon +Maulevrier's folly in bringing such a person as Mr. Hammond to Fellside. + +'What are we to do with him, grandmother?' she said, pettishly. 'Is he +to live with us, and be one of us, a person of whose belongings we know +positively nothing, who owns that his people are common?' + +'My dear, he is your brother's friend, and we have the right to suppose +he is a gentleman.' + +'Not on that account,' said Lesbia, more sharply than her wont. 'Didn't +he make a friend, or almost a friend of Jack Howell, the huntsman, and +of Ford, the wrestler. I have no confidence in Maulevrier's ideas of +fitness.' + +'We shall find out all about this Mr. Hamleigh--no Hammond--in a day or +two,' replied her ladyship, placidly; 'and in the meantime we must +tolerate him, and be grateful to him if he reconcile Maulevrier to +remaining at Fellside for the next six weeks.' + +Lesbia was silent. She did not consider Maulevrier's presence at +Fellside an unmitigated advantage, or, indeed, his presence anywhere. +Those two were not sympathetic. Maulevrier made fun of his elder +sister's perfections, chaffed her intolerably about the great man she +was going to captivate, in her first season, the great houses in which +she was going to reign. Lesbia despised him for that neglect of all his +opportunities of culture which had left him, after the most orthodox and +costly curriculum, almost as ignorant as a ploughboy. She despised a man +whose only delight was in horse and hound, gun and fishing-tackle. Molly +would have cared very little for the guns or the fishing-tackle perhaps +in the abstract; but she cared for everything that interested +Maulevrier, even to the bagful of rats which were let loose in the +stable-yard sometimes, for the education of a particularly game +fox-terrier. + +There was plenty of talk and laughter at the dinner-table, while the +Countess and Lady Lesbia conversed gravely and languidly in the +dimly-lighted drawing-room. The dinner was excellent, and both +travellers were ravenous. They had eaten nothing since breakfast, and +had driven from Windermere on the top of the coach in the keen evening +air. When the sharp edge of the appetite was blunted, Maulevrier began +to talk of his adventures since he and Molly had last met. He had not +being dissipating in London all the time--or, indeed, any great part of +the time of his absence from Fellside; but Molly had been left in +Cimmerian, darkness as to his proceedings. He never wrote a letter if he +could possibly avoid doing so. If it became a vital necessity to him to +communicate with anyone he telegraphed, or, in his own language, 'wired' +to that person; but to sit down at a desk and labour with pen and ink +was not within his capacities or his views of his mission in life. + +'If a fellow is to write letters he might as well be a clerk in an +office,' he said, 'and sit on a high stool.' + +Thus it happened that when Maulevrier was away from Fellside, no fair +_châtelaine_ of the Middle Ages could be more ignorant of the movements +or whereabouts of her crusader knight than Mary was of her brother's +goings on. She could but pray for him with fond and faithful prayer, and +wait and hope for his return. And now he told her that things had gone +badly with him at Epsom, and worse at Ascot, that he had been, as he +expressed it, 'up a tree,' and that he had gone off to the Black Forest +directly the Ascot week was over, and at Rippoldsau he had met his old +friend and fellow traveller, Hammond, and they had gone for a walking +tour together among the homely villages, the watchmakers, the timber +cutters, the pretty peasant girls. They had danced at fairs--and shot at +village sports--and had altogether enjoyed the thing. Hammond, who was +something of an artist, had sketched a good deal. Maulevrier had done +nothing but smoke his German pipe and enjoy himself. + +'I was glad to find myself in a world where a horse was an exception and +not the rule,' he said. + +'Oh, how I should love to see the Black Forest!' cried Mary, who knew +the first part of Faust by heart, albeit she had never been given +permission to read it, 'the gnomes and the witches--der Freischütz--all +that is lovely. Of course, you went up the Brocken?' + +'Of course,' answered Mr. Hammond; 'Mephistopheles was our _valet de +place_, and we went up among a company of witches riding on +broomsticks.' And then quoted, + + 'Seh' die Bäume hinter Bäumen, + Wie sie schnell vorüberrücken, + Und die Klippen, die sich bücken, + Und die langen Felsennasen, + Wie sie schnarchen, wie sie blasen!' + +This was the first time he had addressed himself directly to Mary, who +sat close to her brother's side, and never took her eyes from his face, +ready to pour out his wine or to change his plate, for the serving-men +had been dismissed at the beginning of this unceremonious meal. + +Mary looked at the stranger almost as superciliously as Lesbia might +have done. She was not inclined to be friendly to her brother's friend. + +'Do you read German?' she inquired, with a touch of surprise. + +'You had better ask him what language he does not read or speak,' said +her brother. 'Hammond is an admirable Crichton, my dear--by-the-by, who +was admirable Crichton?--knows everything, can twist your little head +the right way upon any subject.' + +'Oh,' thought Mary, 'highly cultivated, is he? Very proper in a man who +was educated on charity to have worked his hardest at the University.' + +She was not prepared to think very kindly of young men who had been +successful in their college career, since poor Maulevrier had made such +a dismal failure of his, had been gated and sent down, and ploughed, and +had everything ignominious done to him that could be done, which +ignominy had involved an expenditure of money that Lady Maulevrier +bemoaned and lamented until this day. Because her brother had not been +virtuous, Mary grudged virtuous young men their triumphs and their +honours. Great, raw-boned fellows, who have taken their degrees at +Scotch Universities, come to Oxford and Cambridge and sweep the board, +Maulevrier had told her, when his own failures demanded explanation. +Perhaps this Mr. Hammond had graduated north of the Tweed, and had come +southward to rob the native. Mary was not any more inclined to be civil +to him because he was a linguist. He had a pleasant manner, frank and +easy, a good voice, a cheery laugh. But she had not yet made up her mind +that he was a gentleman. + +'If some benevolent old person were to take a fancy to Charles Ford, the +wrestler, and send him to a Scotch University, I daresay he would turn +out just as fine a fellow,' she thought, Ford being somewhat of a +favourite as a local hero. + +The two young men went off to the billiard-room after they had dined. It +was half-past ten by this time, and, of course, Mary did not go with +them. She bade her brother good-night at the dining-room door. + +'Good-night, Molly; be sure you are up early to show me the dogs,' said +Maulevrier, after an affectionate kiss. + +'Good-night, Lady Mary,' said Mr. Hammond, holding out his hand, albeit +she had no idea of shaking hands with him. + +She allowed her hand to rest for an instant in that strong, friendly +grasp. She had not risen to giving a couple of fingers to a person whom +she considered her inferior; but she was inclined to snub Mr. Hammond as +rather a presuming young man. + +'Well, Jack, what do you think of my beauty sister?' asked his lordship, +as he chose his cue from the well-filled rack. + +The lamps were lighted, the table uncovered and ready, Carambole in his +place, albeit it was months since any player had entered the room. +Everything which concerned Maulevrier's comfort or pleasure was done as +if by magic at Fellside; and Mary was the household fairy whose +influence secured this happy state of things. + +'What can any man think except that she is as lovely as the finest of +Reynold's portraits, as that Lady Diana Beauclerk of Colonel Aldridge's, +or the Kitty Fisher, or any example you please to name of womanly +loveliness?' + +'Glad to hear it,' answered Maulevrier, chalking his cue; 'can't say I +admire her myself--not my style, don't you know. Too much of my lady +Di--too little of poor Kitty. But still, of course, it always pleases a +fellow to know that his people are admired; and I know that my +grandmother has views, grand views,' smiling down at his cue. 'Shall I +break?' and he began with the usual miss in baulk. + +'Thank you,' said Mr. Hammond, beginning to play. 'Matrimonial views, of +course. Very natural that her ladyship should expect such a lovely +creature to make a great match. Is there no one in view? Has there been +no family conclave--no secret treaty? Is the young lady fancy free?' + +'Perfectly. She has been buried alive here; except parsons and a few +decent people whom she is allowed to meet now and then at the houses +about here, she has seen nothing of the world. My grandmother has kept +Lesbia as close as a nun. She is not so fond of Molly, and that young +person has wild ways of her own, and gives everybody the slip. +By-the-by, how do you like my little Moll?' + +The adjective was hardly accurate about a young lady who measured five +feet six, but Maulevrier had not yet grown out of the ideas belonging to +that period when Mary was really his little sister, a girl of twelve, +with long hair and short petticoats. + +Mr. Hammond was slow to reply. Mary had not made a very strong +impression upon him. Dazzled by her sister's pure and classical beauty, +he had no eyes for Mary's homelier charms. She seemed to him a frank, +affectionate girl, not too well-mannered; and that was all he thought of +her. + +'I'm afraid Lady Mary does not like me,' he said, after his shot, which +gave him time for reflection. + +'Oh, Molly is rather _farouche_ in her manners; never would train fine, +don't you know. Her ladyship lectured till she was tired, and now Mary +runs wild, and I suppose will be left at grass till six months before +her presentation, and then they'll put her on the pillar-reins a bit to +give her a better mouth. Good shot, by Jove!' + +John Hammond was used to his lordship's style of conversation, and +understood his friend at all times. Maulevrier was not an intellectual +companion, and the distance was wide between the two men; but his +lordship's gaiety, good-nature, and acuteness made amends for all +shortcomings in culture. And then Mr. Hammond may have been one of those +good Conservatives who do not expect very much intellectual power in an +hereditary legislator. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +IN THE SUMMER MORNING. + + +John Hammond loved the wild freshness of morning, and was always eager +to explore a new locality; so he was up at five o'clock next morning, +and out of doors before six. He left the sophisticated beauty of the +Fellside gardens below him, and climbed higher and higher up the Fell, +till he was able to command a bird's-eye view of the lake and village, +and just under his feet, as it were, Lady Maulevrier's favourite abode. +He was provided with a landscape glass which he always carried in his +rambles, and with the aid of this he could see every stone of the +building. + +The house, added to at her ladyship's pleasure, and without regard to +cost, covered a considerable extent of ground. The new part consisted of +a straight range of about a hundred and twenty feet, facing the lake, +and commandingly placed on the crest of a steepish slope; the old +buildings, at right angles with the new, made a quadrangle, the third +and fourth sides of which were formed by the dead walls of servants' +rooms and coach-houses, which had no windows upon this inner enclosed +side. The old buildings were low and irregular, one portion of the roof +thatched, another tiled. In the quadrangle there was an old-fashioned +garden, with geometrical flower-beds, a yew tree hedge, and a stone +sun-dial in the centre. A peacock stalked about in the morning light, +and greeted the newly risen sun with a discordant scream. Presently a +man came out of a half glass door under a verandah which shaded one side +of the quadrangle, and strolled about the garden, stopping here and +there to cut a dead rose, or trim a geranium, a stoutly-built broad +shouldered man, with gray hair and beard, the image of well-fed +respectability. + +Mr. Hammond wondered a little at the man's leisurely movements as he +sauntered about, whistling to the peacock. It was not the manner of a +servant who had duties to perform--rather that of a gentleman living at +ease, and hardly knowing how to get rid of his time. + +"Some superior functionary, I suppose," thought Hammond, "the +house-steward, perhaps." + +He rambled a long way over the hill, and came back to Fellside by a path +of his own discovering, which brought him to a wooden gate leading into +the stable-yard, just in time to meet Maulevrier and Lady Mary emerging +from the kennel, where his lordship had been inspecting the terriers. + +'Angelina is bully about the muzzle,' said Maulevrier; 'we shall have to +give her away.' + +'Oh, don't,' cried Mary. 'She is a most perfect darling, and laughs so +deliciously whenever she sees me.' + +Angelina was in Lady Mary's arms at this moment; a beautifully marked +little creature, all thew and sinew, palpitating with suppressed +emotions, and grinning to her heart's content. + +Lady Mary looked very fresh and bright in her neat tailor gown, kilted +kirtle, and tight-fitting bodice, with neat little brass buttons. It was +a gown of Maulevrier's ordering, made at his own tailor's. Her splendid +chestnut hair was uncovered, the short crisp curls about her forehead +dancing in the morning air. Her large, bright, brown eyes were dancing, +too, with delight at having her brother home again. + +She shook hands with Mr. Hammond more graciously than last night; but +still with a carelessness which was not complimentary, looking at him +absently, as if she hardly knew that he was there, and hugging Angelina +all the time. + +Hammond told his friend about his ramble over the hills, yonder, up +above that homely bench called 'Rest, and be Thankful,' on the crest of +Loughrigg Fell. He was beginning to learn the names of the hills +already. Yonder darkling brow, rugged, gloomy looking, was Nab Scar; +yonder green slope of sunny pasture, stretching wide its two arms as if +to enfold the valley, was Fairfield; and here, close on the left, as he +faced the lake, were Silver Howe and Helm Crag, with that stony +excrescence on the summit of the latter known as the 'Lion and the +Lamb.' Lady Maulevrier's house stood within a circle of mountain peaks +and long fells, which walled in the deep, placid, fertile valley. + +'If you are not too tired to see the gardens, we might show them to you +before breakfast,' said Maulevrier. 'We have three-quarters of an hour +to the good.' + +'Half an hour for a stroll, and a quarter to make myself presentable +after my long walk,' said Hammond, who did not wish to face the dowager +and Lady Lesbia in disordered apparel. Lady Mary was such an obvious +Tomboy that he might be pardoned for leaving her out of the question. + +They set out upon an exploration of the gardens, Mary clinging to her +brother's arm, as if she wanted to make sure of him, and still carrying +Angelina. + +The gardens were as other gardens, but passing beautiful. The sloping +lawns and richly-timbered banks, winding shrubberies, broad terraces cut +on the side of the hill, gave infinite variety. All that wealth and +taste and labour could do to make those grounds beautiful had been +done--the rarest conifers, the loveliest flowering shrubs grew and +flourished there, and the flowers bloomed as they bloom only in +Lakeland, where every cottage garden can show a wealth of luxurious +bloom, unknown in more exposed and arid districts. Mary was very proud +of those gardens. She had loved them and worked in them from her +babyhood, trotting about on chubby legs after some chosen old gardener, +carrying a few weeds or withered leaves in her pinafore, and fancying +herself useful. + +'I help 'oo, doesn't I, Teeven?' she used to say to the gray-headed old +gardener, who first taught her to distinguish flowers from weeds. + +'I shall never learn as much out of these horrid books as poor old +Stevens taught me,' she said afterwards, when the gray head was at rest +under the sod, and governesses, botany manuals, and hard words from the +Greek were the order of the day. + +Nine o'clock was the breakfast hour at Fellside. There were no family +prayers. Lady Maulevrier did not pretend to be pious, and she put no +restraints of piety upon other people. She went to Church on Sunday +mornings for the sake of example; but she read all the newest scientific +books, subscribed to the Anthropological Society, and thought as the +newest scientific people think. She rarely communicated her opinions +among her own sex; but now and then, in strictly masculine and superior +society, she had been heard to express herself freely upon the nebular +hypothesis and the doctrine of evolution. + +'After all, what does it matter?' she said, finally, with her grand air; +'I have only to marry my granddaughters creditably, and prevent my +grandson going to the dogs, and then my mission on this insignificant +planet will be accomplished. What new form that particular modification +of molecules which you call Lady Maulevrier may take afterwards is +hidden in the great mystery of material life.' + +There was no family prayer, therefore, at Fellside. The sisters had been +properly educated in their religious duties, had been taught the +Anglican faith carefully and well by their governess, Fräulein Müller, +who had become a staunch Anglican before entering the families of the +English nobility, and by the kind Vicar of Grasmere, who took a warm +interest in the orphan girls. Their grandmother had given them to +understand that they might be as religious as they liked. She would be +no let or hindrance to their piety; but they must ask her no awkward +questions. + +'I have read a great deal and thought a great deal, and my ideas are +still in a state of transition,' she told Lesbia; and Lesbia, who was +somewhat automatic in her piety, had no desire to know more. + +Lady Maulevrier seldom appeared in the forenoon. She was an early riser, +being too vivid and highly strung a creature, even at sixty-seven years +of age, to give way to sloth. She rose at seven, summer and winter, but +she spent the early part of the day in her own rooms, reading, writing, +giving orders to her housekeeper, and occasionally interviewing +Steadman, who, without any onerous duties, was certainly the most +influential person in the house. People in the village talked of him, +and envied him so good a berth. He had a gentleman's house to live in, +and to all appearance lived as a gentleman. This tranquil retirement, +free from care or labour, was a rich reward for the faithful service of +his youth. And it was known by the better informed among the Grasmere +people that Mr. Steadman was saving money, and had shares in the +North-Western Railway. These facts had oozed out, of themselves, as it +were. He was not a communicative man, and rarely wasted half an hour at +the snug little inn near St. Oswald's Church, amidst the cluster of +habitations that was once called Kirktown. He was an unsociable man, +people said, and thought himself better than Grasmere folk, the +lodging-house keepers, and guides, and wrestlers, and the honest +friendly souls who were the outcome of that band of Norwegian exiles +which found a home in these peaceful vales. + +Miss Müller, more commonly known as Fräulein, officiated at breakfast. +She never appeared at the board when Lady Maulevrier was present, but in +her ladyship's absence Miss Müller was guardian of the proprieties. She +was a stout, kindly creature, and by no means a formidable dragon. When +the gong sounded, John Hammond went into the dining-room, where he found +Miss Müller seated alone in front of the urn. + +He bowed, quick to read 'governess' or 'companion' in the lady's +appearance; and she bowed. + +'I hope you have had a nice walk,' she said. 'I saw you from my bedroom +window.' + +'Did you? Then I suppose yours is one of the few windows which look into +that curious old quadrangle?' + +'No, there are no windows looking into the quadrangle. Those that were +in the original plan of the house were walled up at her ladyship's +orders, to keep out the cold winds which sweep down from the hills in +winter and early spring, when the edge of Loughrigg Fell is white with +snow. My window looks into the gardens, and I saw you there with his +lordship and Lady Mary.' + +Lady Lesbia came in at this moment, and saluted Mr. Hammond with a +haughty inclination of her beautiful head. She looked lovelier in her +simple morning gown of pale blue cambric than in her more elaborate +toilette of last evening; such purity of complexion, such lustrous eyes; +the untarnished beauty of youth, breathing the delicate freshness of a +newly-opened flower. She might be as scornful as she pleased, yet John +Hammond could not withhold his admiration. He was inclined to admire a +woman who kept him at a distance; for the general bent of young women +now-a-days is otherwise. + +Maulevrier and Mary came in, and everyone sat down to breakfast. Lady +Lesbia unbent a little presently, and smiled upon the stranger. There +was a relief in a stranger's presence. He talked of new things, places +and people she had never seen. She brightened and became quite friendly, +deigned to invite the expression of Mr. Hammond's opinions upon music +and art, and after breakfast allowed him to follow her into the +drawing-room, and to linger there fascinated for half an hour, looking +over her newest books, and her last batch of music, but looking most of +all at her, while Maulevrier and Mary were loafing on the lawn outside. + +'What are you going to do with yourself this morning?' asked Maulevrier, +appearing suddenly at the window. + +'Anything you like,' answered Hammond. 'Stay, there is one pilgrimage I +am eager to make. I must see Wordsworth's grave, and Wordsworth's +house.' + +'You shall see them both, but they are in opposite directions--one at +your elbow, the other a four mile walk. Which will you see first? We'll +toss for it,' taking a shilling from a pocketful of loose cash, always +ready for moments of hesitation. 'Heads, house; tails, grave. Tails it +is. Come and have a smoke, and see the poet's grave. The splendour of +the monument, the exquisite neatness with which it is kept, will astound +you, considering that we live in a period of Wordsworth worship.' + +Hammond hesitated, and looked at Lady Lesbia. + +'Aren't you coming?' called Maulevrier from the lawn. 'It was a fair +offer. I've got my cigarette case.' + +'Yes, I'm coming,' answered the other, with a disappointed air. + +He had hoped that Lesbia would offer to show him the poet's grave. He +could not abandon that hope without a struggle. + +'Will you come with us, Lady Lesbia? We'll suppress the cigarettes!' + +'Thanks, no,' she said, becoming suddenly frigid. 'I am going to +practice.' + +'Do you never walk in the morning--on such a lovely morning as this?' + +'Not very often.' + +She had re-entered those frozen regions from which his attentions had +lured him for a little while. She had reminded herself of the inferior +social position of this person, in whose conversation she had allowed +herself to be interested. + +'_Filons_!' cried Maulevrier from below, and they went. + +Mary would have very much liked to go with them, but she did not want to +be intrusive; so she went off to the kennels to see the terriers eat +their morning and only meal of dog biscuit. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. + + +The two young men strolled through the village, Maulevrier pausing to +exchange greetings with almost everyone he met, and so to the rustic +churchyard, above the beck. + +The beck was swollen with late rains, and was brawling merrily over its +stony bed; the churchyard grass was deep and cool and shadowy under the +clustering branches. The poet's tomb was disappointing in its unlovely +simplicity, its stern, slatey hue. The plainest granite cross would have +satisfied Mr. Hammond, or a cross in pure white marble, with a +sculptured lamb at the base. Surely the lamb, emblem at once pastoral +and sacred, ought to enter into any monument to Wordsworth; but that +gray headstone, with its catalogue of dates, those stern iron +railings--were these fit memorials of one whose soul so loved nature's +loveliness? + +After Mr. Hammond had seen the little old, old church, and the medallion +portrait inside, had seen all that Maulevrier could show him, in fact, +the two young men went back to the place of graves, and sat on the low +parapet above the beck, smoking their cigarettes, and talking with that +perfect unreserve which can only obtain between men who are old and +tried friends. They talked, as it was only natural they should talk, of +that household at Fellside, where all things were new to John Hammond. + +'You like my sister Lesbia?' said Maulevrier. + +'Like her! well, yes. The difficulty with most men must be not to +worship her.' + +'Ah, she's not my style. And she's beastly proud.' + +'A little _hauteur_ gives piquancy to her beauty; I admire a grand +woman.' + +'So do I in a picture. Titian's Queen of Cyprus, or any party of that +kind; but for flesh and blood I like humility--a woman who knows she is +human, and not infallible, and only just a little better than you or me. +When I choose a wife, she will be no such example of cultivated +perfection as my sister Lesbia. I want no goddess, but a nice little +womanly woman, to jog along the rough and tumble road of life with me.' + +'Lady Maulevrier's influence, no doubt, has in a great measure +determined the bent of your sister's character: and from what you have +told me about her ladyship, I should think a fixed idea of her own +superiority would be inevitable in any girl trained by her.' + +'Yes, she is a proud woman--a proud, hard woman--and she has steeped +Lesbia's mind in all her own pet ideas and prejudices. Yet, God knows, +we have little reason to hold our heads high,' said Maulevrier, with a +gloomy look. + +John Hammond did not reply to this remark: perhaps there was some +difficulty for a man situated as he was in finding a fit reply. He +smoked in silence, looking down at the pure swift waters of the Rotha +tumbling over the crags and boulders below. + +'Doesn't somebody say there is always a skeleton in the cupboard, and +the nobler and more ancient the race the bigger the skeleton?' said +Maulevrier, with a philosophical air. + +'Yes, your family secret is an attribute of a fine old race. The +Pelopidæ, for instance--in their case it was not a single skeleton, but +a whole charnel house. I don't think your skeleton need trouble you, +Maulevrier. It belongs to the remote past.' + +'Those things never belong to the past,' said the young man. 'If it were +any other kind of taint--profligacy--madness, even--the story of a duel +that went very near murder--a runaway wife--a rebellious son--a cruel +husband. I have heard such stories hinted at in the records of families. +But our story means disgrace. I seldom see strangers putting their heads +together at the club without fancying they are telling each other about +my grandfather, and pointing me out as the grandson and heir of a +thief.' + +'Why use unduly hard words?' + +'Why should I stoop to sophistication with you, my friend. Dishonesty +is dishonesty all the world over; and to plunder Rajahs on a large scale +is no less vile than to pick a pocket on Ludgate Hill.' + +'Nothing was ever proved against your grandfather.' + +'No, he died in the nick of time, and the inquiry was squashed, thanks +to the Angersthorpe interest, and my grandmother's cleverness. But if he +had lived a few weeks longer England would have rung with the story of +his profligacy and dishonour. Some people say he committed suicide in +order to escape the inquiry; but I have heard my mother emphatically +deny this. My father told her that he had often talked with the people +who kept the little inn where his father died, and they were clear +enough in their assertion that the death was a natural death--the sudden +collapse of an exhausted constitution.' + +'Was it on account of this scandal that your father spent the best part +of his life away from England?' Hammond asked, feeling that it was a +relief to Maulevrier to talk about this secret burden of his. + +The young Earl was light-hearted and frivolous by nature, yet even he +had his graver moments; and upon this subject of the old Maulevrier +scandal he was peculiarly sensitive, perhaps all the more so because his +grandmother had never allowed him to speak to her about it, had never +satisfied his curiosity upon any details of that painful story. + +'I have very little doubt it was so--though I wasn't old enough when he +died to hear as much from his own lips. My father went straight from the +University to Vienna, where he began his career in the diplomatic +service, and where he soon afterwards married a dowerless English girl +of good family. He went to Rio as first secretary, and died of fever +within seven years of his marriage, leaving a widow and three babies, +the youngest in long clothes. Mother and babies all came over to +England, and were at once established at Fellside. I can remember the +voyage--and I can remember my poor mother who never recovered the blow +of my father's death, and who died in yonder house, after five years of +broken health and broken spirits. We had no one but the dowager to look +to as children--hardly another friend in the world. She did what she +liked with us; she kept the girls as close as nuns, so _they_ have never +heard a hint of the old history; no breach of scandal has reached +_their_ ears. But she could not shut me up in a country house for ever, +though she did succeed in keeping me away from a public school. The time +came when I had to go to the University, and there I heard all that had +been said about Lord Maulevrier. The men who told me about the old +scandal in a friendly way pretended not to believe it; but one night, +when I had got into a row at a wine-party with a tailor's son, he told +me that if his father was a snip my grandfather was a thief, and so he +thought himself the better bred of the two. I smashed his nose for him, +but as it was a decided pug before the row began, that hardly squared +the matter.' + +'Did you ever hear the exact story?' + +'I have heard a dozen stories; and if only a quarter of them are true my +grandfather was a scoundrel. It seems that he was immensely popular for +the first year or so of his government, gave more splendid +entertainments than had been given at Madras for half a century before +his time, lavished his wealth upon his favourites. Then arose a rumour +that the governor was insolvent and harassed by his creditors, and then +a new source of wealth seemed to be at his command; he was more +reckless, more princely than ever; and then, little by little, there +arose the suspicion that he was trafficking in English interests, +selling his influence to petty princes, winking at those mysterious +crimes by which rightful heirs are pushed aside to make room for +usurpers. Lastly it became notorious that he was the slave of a wicked +woman, false wife, suspected murderess, whose husband, a native prince, +disappeared from the scene just when his existence became perilous to +the governor's reputation. According to one version of the story, the +scandal of this Rajah's mysterious disappearance, followed not long +after by the Ranee's equally mysterious death, was the immediate cause +of my grandfather's recall. How much, or how little of this story--or +other dark stories of the same kind--is true, whether my grandfather was +a consummate scoundrel, or the victim of a baseless slander,--whether he +left India a rich man or a poor man, is known to no mortal except Lady +Maulevrier, and compared with her the Theban Sphinx was a communicative +individual.' + +'Let the dead bury their dead,' said Hammond. 'Neither you nor your +sisters can be the worse for this ancient slander. No doubt every part +of the story has been distorted and exaggerated in the telling; and a +great deal of it may be pure invention, evolved from the inner +consciousness of the slanderer. God forbid that any whisper of scandal +should ever reach Lady Lesbia's ears.' + +He ignored poor Mary. It was to him as if there were no such person. Her +feeble light was extinguished by the radiance of her sister's beauty; +her very individuality was annihilated. + +'As for you, dear old fellow,' he said, with warm affection, 'no one +will ever think the worse of you on account of your grandfather's +peccadilloes.' + +'Yes, they will. Hereditary genius is one of our modern crazes. When a +man's grandfather was a rogue, there must be a taint in his blood. +People don't believe in spontaneous generation, moral or physical, +now-a-days. Typhoid breeds typhoid, and typhus breeds typhus, just as +dog breeds dog; and who will believe that a cheat and a liar can be the +father of honest men?' + +'In that case, knowing what kind of man the grandson is, I will never +believe that the grandfather was a rogue,' said Hammond, heartily. + +Maulevrier put out his hand without a word, and it was warmly grasped by +his friend. + +'As for her ladyship, I respect and honour her as a woman who has led a +life of self-sacrifice, and has worn her pride as an armour,' continued +Hammond. + +'Yes, I believe the dowager's character is rather fine,' said +Maulevrier; 'but she and I have never hit our horses very well together. +She would have liked such a fellow as you for a grandson, Jack--a man +who took high honours at Oxford, and could hold his own against all +comers. Such a grandson would have gratified her pride, and would have +repaid her for the trouble she had taken in nursing the Maulevrier +estate; for however poor a property it was when her husband went to +India there is no doubt that it is a very fine estate now, and that the +dowager has been the making of it.' + +The two young men strolled up to Easedale Tarn before they went back to +Fellside, where Lady Maulevrier received them with a stately +graciousness, and where Lady Lesbia unbent considerably at luncheon, and +condescended to an animated conversation with her brother's friend. It +was such a new thing to have a stranger at the family board, a man whose +information was well abreast with the march of progress, who could talk +eloquently upon every subject which people care to talk about. In this +new and animated society Lesbia seemed like an enchanted princess +suddenly awakened from a spell-bound slumber. Molly looked at her sister +with absolute astonishment. Never had she seen her so bright, so +beautiful--no longer a picture or a statue, but a woman warm with the +glow of life. + +'No wonder Mr. Hammond admires her,' thought poor Molly, who was quite +acute enough to see the stranger's keen appreciation of her sister's +charms, and positive indifference towards herself. + +There are some things which women find out by instinct, just as the +needle turns towards the magnet. Shut a girl up in a tower till she is +eighteen years old, and on the day of her release introduce her to the +first man her eyes have ever looked upon, and she will know at a glance +whether he admires her. + +After luncheon the four young people started for Rydal Mount; with +Fräulein as chaperon and watch-dog. The girls were both good walkers. +Lady Lesbia even, though she looked like a hot-house flower, had been +trained to active habits, could walk and ride, and play tennis, and +climb a hill as became a mountain-bred damsel. Molly, feeling that her +conversational powers were not appreciated by her brother's friend, took +half a dozen dogs for company, and with three fox-terriers, a little +Yorkshire dog, a colley and an otter-hound, was at no loss for society +on the road, more especially as Maulevrier gave her most of his company, +and entertained her with an account of his Black Forest adventures, and +all the fine things he had said to the fair-haired, blue-eyed Baden +girls, who had sold him photographs or wild strawberries, or had +awakened the echoes of the hills with the music of their rustic flutes. + +Fräulein was perfectly aware that her mission upon this particular +afternoon was not to let Lady Lesbia out of her sight for an instant, to +hear every word the young lady said, and every word Mr. Hammond +addressed to her. She had received no specific instructions from Lady +Maulevrier. They were not necessary, for the Fräulein knew her +ladyship's intentions with regard to her elder granddaughter,--knew +them, at least, so far as that Lesbia was intended to make a brilliant +marriage; and she knew, therefore, that the presence of this handsome +and altogether attractive young man was to the last degree obnoxious to +the dowager. She was obliged to be civil to him for her nephew's sake, +and she was too wise to let Lesbia imagine him dangerous: but the fact +that he was dangerous was obvious, and it was Fräulein's duty to protect +her employer's interests. + +Everybody knew Lord Maulevrier, so there was no difficulty about getting +admission to Wordsworth's garden and Wordsworth's house, and after Mr. +Hammond and his companions had explored these, they went back to the +shores of the little lake, and climbed that rocky eminence upon which +the poet used to sit, above the placid waters of silvery Rydal. It is a +lovely spot, and that narrow lake, so poor a thing were magnitude the +gauge of beauty, had a soft and pensive loveliness in the clear +afternoon light. + +'Poor Wordsworth' sighed Lesbia, as she stood on the grassy crag looking +down on the shining water, broken in the foreground by fringes of +rushes, and the rich luxuriance of water-lilies. 'Is it not pitiable to +think of the years he spent in this monotonous place, without any +society worth speaking of, with only the shabbiest collection of books, +with hardly any interest in life except the sky, and the hills, and the +peasantry?' + +'I think Wordsworth's was an essentially happy life, in spite of his +narrow range,' answered Hammond. 'You, with your ardent youth and vivid +desire for a life of action, cannot imagine the calm blisses of reverie +and constant communion with nature. Wordsworth had a thousand companions +you and I would never dream of; for him every flower that grows was an +individual existence--almost a soul.' + +'It was a mild kind of lunacy, an everlasting opium dream without the +opium; but I am grateful to him for living such a life, since it has +bequeathed us some exquisite poetry,' said Lesbia, who had been too +carefully cultured to fleer or flout at Wordsworth. + +'I do believe there's an otter just under that bank,' cried Molly, who +had been watching the obvious excitement of her bandy-legged hound; and +she rushed down to the brink of the water, leaping lightly from stone to +stone, and inciting the hound to business. + +'Let him alone, can't you?' roared Maulevrier; 'leave him in peace till +he's wanted. If you disturb him now he'll desert his holt, and we may +have a blank day. The hounds are to be out to-morrow.' + +'I may go with you?' asked Mary, eagerly. + +'Well, yes, I suppose you'll want to be in it.' Molly and her brother +went on an exploring ramble along the edge of the water towards +Ambleside, leaving John Hammond in Lesbia's company, but closely guarded +by Miss Müller. These three went to look at Nab Cottage, where poor +Hartley Coleridge ended his brief and clouded days; and they had gone +some way upon their homeward walk before they were rejoined by +Maulevrier and Mary, the damsel's kilted skirt considerably the worse +for mud and mire. + +'What would grandmother say if she were to see you!' exclaimed Lesbia, +looking contemptuously at the muddy petticoat. + +'I am not going to let her see me, so she will say nothing,' cried Mary, +and then she called to the dogs, 'Ammon, Agag, Angelina;' and the three +fox terriers flew along the road, falling over themselves in the +swiftness of their flight, darting, and leaping, and scrambling over +each other, and offering the spectators the most intense example of +joyous animal life. + +The colley was far up on the hill-side, and the otter-hound was still +hunting the water, but the terriers never went out of Mary's sight. They +looked to her to take the initiative in all their sports. + +They were back at Fellside in time for a very late tea. Lady Maulevrier +was waiting for them in the drawing-room. + +'Oh, grandmother, why did you not take your tea!' exclaimed Lesbia, +looking really distressed. 'It is six o'clock.' + +'I am used to have you at home to hand me my cup,' replied the dowager, +with a touch of reproachfulness. + +'I am so sorry,' said Lesbia, sitting down before the tea-table, and +beginning her accustomed duty. 'Indeed, dear grandmother, I had no idea +it was so late; but it was such a lovely afternoon, and Mr. Hammond is +so interested in everything connected with Wordsworth--' + +She was looking her loveliest at this moment, all that was softest in +her nature called forth by her desire to please her grandmother, whom +she really loved. She hung over Lady Maulevrier's chair, attending to +her small wants, and seeming scarcely to remember the existence of +anyone else. In this phase of her character she seemed to Mr. Hammond +the perfection of womanly grace. + +Mary had rushed off to her room to change her muddy gown, and came in +presently, dressed for dinner, looking the picture of innocence. + +John Hammond received his tea-cup from Lesbia's hand, and lingered in +the drawing-room talking to the dowager and her granddaughters till it +was time to dress. Lady Maulevrier found herself favourably impressed by +him in spite of her prejudices. It was very provoking of Maulevrier to +have brought such a man to Fellside. His very merits were objectionable. +She tried with exquisite art to draw him into some revealment as to his +family and antecedents: but he evaded every attempt of that kind. It was +too evident that he was a self-made man, whose intellect and good looks +were his only fortune. It was criminal in Maulevrier to have brought +such a person to Fellside. Her ladyship began to think seriously of +sending the two girls to St. Bees or Tynemouth for change of air, in +charge of Fräulein. But any sudden proceeding of that kind would +inevitably awaken Lesbia's suspicions; and there is nothing so fatal to +a woman's peace as this idea of danger. No, the peril must be faced. She +could only hope that Maulevrier would soon tire of Fellside. A week's +Westmoreland weather--gray skies and long rainy days, would send these +young men away. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A CRY IN THE DARKNESS. + + +The peril had to be faced, for the weather did not favour Lady +Maulevrier's hopes. Westmoreland skies forgot to shed their accustomed +showers. Westmoreland hills seemed to have lost their power of drawing +down the rain. That August was a lovely month, and the young people at +Fellside revelled in ideal weather. Maulevrier took his friend +everywhere--by hill and stream and force and gill--to all those chosen +spots which make the glory of the Lake country--on Windermere and +Thirlmere, away through the bleak pass of Kirkstone to Ullswater--on +driving excursions, and on boating excursions, and pedestrian rambles, +which latter the homely-minded Hammond seemed to like best of all, for +he was a splendid walker, and loved the freedom of a mountain ramble, +the liberty to pause and loiter and waste an hour at will, without being +accountable to anybody's coachman, or responsible for the well-being of +anybody's horses. + +On some occasions the two girls and Miss Müller were of the party, and +then it seemed to John Hammond as if nothing were needed to complete the +glory of earth and sky. There were other days--rougher journeys--when +the men went alone, and there were days when Lady Mary stole away from +her books and music, and all those studies which she was supposed still +to be pursuing--no longer closely supervised by her governess, but on +parole, as it were--and went with her brother and his friend across the +hills and far away. Those were happy days for Mary, for it was always +delight to her to be with Maulevrier; yet she had a profound conviction +of John Hammond's indifference, kind and courteous as he was in all his +dealings with her, and a sense of her own inferiority, of her own humble +charms and little power to please, which was so acute as to be almost +pain. One day this keen sense of humiliation broke from her unawares in +her talk with her brother, as they two sat on a broad heathy slope face +to face with one of the Langdale pikes, and with a deep valley at their +feet, while John Hammond was climbing from rock to rock in the gorge on +their right, exploring the beauties of Dungeon Ghyll. + +'I wonder whether he thinks me very ugly?' said Mary, with her hands +clasped upon her knees, her eyes fixed on Wetherlam, upon whose steep +brow a craggy mass of brown rock clothed with crimson heather stood out +from the velvety green of the hill-side. + +'Who thinks you ugly?' + +'Mr. Hammond. I'm sure he does. I am so sunburnt and so horrid!' + +'But you are not ugly. Why, Molly, what are you dreaming about?' + +'Oh, yes, I am ugly. I may not seem so to you, perhaps, because you are +used to me, but I know he must think me very plain compared with Lesbia, +whom he admires so much.' + +'Yes, he admires Lesbia. There is no doubt of that.' + +'And I know he thinks me plain,' said Molly, contemplating Wetherlam +with sorrowful eyes, as if the sequence were inevitable. + +'My dearest girl, what nonsense! Plain, forsooth? Ugly, quotha? Why, +there are not a finer pair of eyes in Westmoreland than my Molly's, or a +prettier smile, or whiter teeth.' + +'But all the rest is horrid,' said Mary, intensely in earnest. 'I am +sunburnt, freckled, and altogether odious--like a haymaker or a market +woman. Grandmother has said so often enough, and I know it is the truth. +I can see it in Mr. Hammond's manner.' + +'What! freckles and sunburn, and the haymaker, and all that?' cried +Maulevrier, laughing. 'What an expressive manner Jack's must be, if it +can convey all that--like Lord Burleigh's nod, by Jove. Why, what a +goose you are, Mary. Jack thinks you a very nice girl, and a very pretty +girl, I'll be bound; but aren't you clever enough to understand that +when a man is over head and ears in love with one woman, he is apt to +seem just a little indifferent to all the other women in the world? and +there is no doubt Jack is desperately in love with Lesbia.' + +'You ought not to let him be in love with her,' protested Mary. 'You +know it can only lead to his unhappiness. You must know what grandmother +is, and how she has made up her mind that Lesbia is to marry some great +person. You ought not to have brought Mr. Hammond here. It is like +letting him into a trap.' + +'Do you think it was wrong?' asked her brother, smiling at her +earnestness. 'I should be very sorry if poor Jack should come to grief. +But still, if Lesbia likes him--which I think she does--we ought to be +able to talk over the dowager.' + +'Never,' cried Mary. 'Grandmother would never give way. You have no idea +how ambitious she is. Why, once when Lesbia was in a poetical mood, and +said she would marry the man she liked best in the world, if he were a +pauper, her ladyship flew into a terrible passion, and told her she +would renounce her, that she would curse her, if she were to marry +beneath her, or marry without her grandmother's consent.' + +'Hard lines for Hammond,' said Maulevrier, rather lightly. 'Then I +suppose we must give up the idea of a match between him and Lesbia.' + +'You ought not to have brought him here,' retorted Mary. 'You had better +invent some plan for sending him away. If he stay it will be only to +break his heart.' + +'Dear child, men's hearts do not break so easily. I have fancied that +mine was broken more than once in my life, yet it is sound enough, I +assure you.' + +'Oh!' sighed Mary, 'but you are not like him; wounds do not go so deep +with you.' + +The subject of their conversation came out of the rocky cleft in the +hills as Mary spoke. She saw his hat appearing out of the gorge, and +then the man himself emerged, a tall well-built figure, clad in brown +tweed, coming towards them, with sketch-book and colour-box in his +pocket. He had been making what he called memoranda of the waterfall, a +stone or two here, a cluster of ferns there, or a tree torn up by the +roots, and yet green and living, hanging across the torrent, a rude +natural bridge. + +This round by the Langdale Pikes and Dungeon Ghyll was one of their best +days; or, at least, Molly and her brother thought so; for to those two +the presence of Lesbia and her chaperon was always a restraint. + +Mary could walk twice as far as her elder sister, and revelled in +hill-side paths and all manner of rough places. They ordered their +luncheon at the inn below the waterfall, and had it carried up on to the +furzy slope in front of Wetherlam, where they could eat and drink and be +merry to the music of the force as it came down from the hills behind +them, while the lights and shadows came and went upon yonder rugged +brow, now gray in the shadow, now ruddy in the sunshine. + +Mary was as gay as a bird during that rough and ready luncheon. No one +would have suspected her uneasiness about John Hammond's peril or her +own plainness. She might let her real self appear to her brother, who +had been her trusted friend and father confessor from her babyhood; but +she was too thorough a woman to let Mr. Hammond discover the depth of +her sympathy, the tenderness of her compassion for his woes. Later, as +they were walking home across the hills, by Great Langdale and Little +Langdale, and Fox Howe and Loughrigg Fell, she fell behind a few paces +with Maulevrier, and said to him very earnestly-- + +'You won't tell, will you, dear?' + +'Tell what?' he asked, staring at her. + +'Don't tell Mr. Hammond what I said about his thinking me ugly. He might +want to apologise to me, and that would be too humiliating. I was very +childish to say such a silly thing.' + +'Undoubtedly you were.' + +'And you won't tell him?' + +'Tell him anything that would degrade my Mary? Assail her dignity by so +much as a breath? Sooner would I have this tongue torn out with red-hot +pincers.' + +On the next day, and the next, sunshine and summer skies still +prevailed; but Mr. Hammond did not seem to care for rambling far afield. +He preferred loitering about in the village, rowing on the lake, reading +in the garden, and playing lawn tennis. He had only inclination for +those amusements which kept him within a stone's throw of Fellside: and +Mary knew that this disposition had arisen in his mind since Lesbia had +withdrawn herself from all share in their excursions. Lesbia had not +been rude to her brother or her brother's friend; she had declined their +invitations with smiles and sweetness; but there was always some +reason--a new song to be practised, a new book to be read, a letter to +be written--why she should not go for drives or walks or steamboat trips +with Maulevrier and his friend. + +So Mr. Hammond suddenly found out that he had seen all that was worth +seeing in the Lake country, and that there was nothing so enjoyable as +the placid idleness of Fellside; and at Fellside Lady Lesbia could not +always avoid him without a too-marked intention, so he tasted the +sweetness of her society to a much greater extent than was good for his +peace, if the case were indeed as hopeless as Lady Mary declared. He +strolled about the grounds with her; he drank the sweet melody of her +voice in Heine's tenderest ballads; he read to her on the sunlit lawn in +the lazy afternoon hours; he played billiards with her; he was her +faithful attendant at afternoon tea; he gave himself up to the study of +her character, which, to his charmed eyes, seemed the perfection of pure +and placid womanhood. There might, perhaps, be some lack of passion and +of force in this nature, a marked absence of that impulsive feeling +which is a charm in some women: but this want was atoned for by +sweetness of character, and Mr. Hammond argued that in these calm +natures there is often an unsuspected depth, a latent force, a grandeur +of soul, which only reveals itself in the great ordeals of life. + +So John Hammond hung about the luxurious drawing-room at Fellside in a +manner which his friend Maulevrier ridiculed as unmanly. + +'I had no idea you were such a tame cat,' he said: 'if when we were +salmon fishing in Canada anybody had told me you could loll about a +drawing-room all day listening to a girl squalling and reading novels, I +shouldn't have believed a word of it.' + +'We had plenty of roughing on the shores of the St. Lawrence,' answered +Hammond. 'Summer idleness in a drawing-room is an agreeable variety.' + +It is not to be supposed that John Hammond's state of mind could long +remain unperceived by the keen eyes of the dowager. She saw the gradual +dawning of his love, she saw the glow of its meridian. She was pleased +to behold this proof of Lesbia's power over the heart of man. So would +she conquer the man foredoomed to be her husband when the coming time +should bring them together. But agreeable as the fact of this first +conquest might be, as an evidence of Lesbia's supremacy among women, the +situation was not without its peril; and Lady Maulevrier felt that she +could no longer defer the duty of warning her granddaughter. She had +wished, if possible, to treat the thing lightly to the very last, so +that Lesbia should never know there had been danger. She had told her, a +few days ago, that those drives, and walks with the two young men were +undignified, even although guarded by the Fräulein's substantial +presence. + +'You are making yourself too much a companion to Maulevrier and his +friend,' said the dowager. 'If you do not take care you will grow like +Mary.' + +'I would do anything in the world to avoid _that_,' replied Lesbia. 'Our +walks and drives have been very pleasant. Mr. Hammond is extremely +clever, and can talk about everything.' + +Her colour heightened ever so little as she spoke of him, an indication +duly observed by Lady Maulevrier. + +'No doubt the man is clever; all adventurers are clever; and you have +sense enough to see that this man is an adventurer--a mere sponge and +toady of Maulevrier's.' + +'There is nothing of the sponge or the toady in his manner,' protested +Lady Lesbia, with a still deeper blush, the warm glow of angry feeling. + +'My dear child, what do you know of such people--or of the atmosphere in +which they are generated? The sponge and toady of to-day is not the +clumsy fawning wretch you have read about in old-fashioned novels. He +can flatter adroitly, and feed upon his friends, and yet maintain a show +of manhood and independence. I'll wager Mr. Hammond's trip to Canada did +not cost him sixpence, and that he hardly opened his purse all the time +he was in Germany.' + +'If my brother wants the company of a friend who is much poorer than +himself, he must pay for it,' argued Lesbia. 'I think Maulevrier is +lucky to have such a companion as Mr. Hammond.' + +Yet, even while she so argued, Lady Lesbia felt in some manner +humiliated by the idea that this man who so palpably worshipped her was +too poor to pay his own travelling expenses. + +Poets and philosophers may say what they will about the grandeur of +plain living and high thinking; but a young woman thinks better of the +plain liver who is not compelled to plainness by want of cash. The idea +of narrow means, of dependence upon the capricious generosity of a +wealthy friend is not without its humiliating influence. Lesbia was +barely civil to Mr. Hammond that evening when he praised her singing; +and she refused to join in a four game proposed by Maulevrier, albeit +she and Mr. Hammond had beaten Mary and Maulevrier the evening before, +with much exultant hilarity. + +Hammond had been at Fellside nearly a month, and Maulevrier was +beginning to talk about a move further northward. There was a grouse +moor in Argyleshire which the two young men talked about as belonging to +some unnamed friend of the Earl's, which they had thought of shooting +over before the grouse season was ended. + +'Lord Hartfield has property in Argyleshire,' said the dowager, when +they talked of these shootings. 'Do you know his estate, Mr. Hammond?' + +'Hammond knows that there is such a place, I daresay,' replied +Maulevrier, replying for his friend. + +'But you do not know Lord Hartfield, perhaps,' said her ladyship, not +arrogantly, but still in a tone which implied her conviction that John +Hammond would not be hand-in-glove with earls, in Scotland or elsewhere. + +'Oh, yes! I know him by sight--every one in Argyleshire knows him by +sight.' + +'Naturally. A young man in his position must be widely known. Is he +popular?' + +'Fairly so.' + +'His father and I were friends many years ago,' said Lady Maulevrier, +with a faint sigh. 'Have you ever heard if he resembles his father?' + +'I believe not. I am told he is like his mother's family.' + +'Then he ought to be handsome. Lady Florence Ilmington was a famous +beauty.' + +They were sitting in the drawing-room after dinner, the room dimly +lighted by darkly-shaded lamps, the windows wide open to the summer sky +and moonlit lake. In that subdued light Lady Maulevrier looked a woman +in the prime of life. The classical modelling of her features and the +delicacy of her complexion were unimpaired by time, while those traces +of thought and care which gave age to her face in the broad light of day +were invisible at night. John Hammond contemplated that refined and +placid countenance with profound admiration. He remembered how her +ladyship's grandson had compared her with the Sphinx; and it seemed to +him to-night, as he studied her proud and tranquil beauty, that there +was indeed something of the mysterious, the unreadable in that +countenance, and that beneath its heroic calm there might be the ashes +of tragic passion, the traces of a life-long struggle with fate. That +such a woman, so beautiful, so gifted, so well fitted to shine and +govern in the great world, should have been content to live a long life +of absolute seclusion in this remote valley was in itself a social +mystery which must needs set an observant young man wondering. It was +all very well to say that Lady Maulevrier loved a country life, that she +had made Fellside her earthly Paradise, and had no desire beyond it. The +fact remained that it was not in Lady Maulevrier's temperament to be +satisfied with such an existence; that falcon eye was never meant to +gaze for ever upon one narrow range of mountain and lake; that lip was +made to speak among the great ones of the world. + +Lady Maulevrier was particularly gracious to her grandson's friend this +evening. Maulevrier spoke so decisively about a speedy migration +northward, seemed so inclined to regret the time wasted since the +twelfth of the month, that she thought the danger was past, and she +could afford to be civil. She really liked the young man, had no doubt +in her own mind that he was a gentleman in the highest and broadest +sense of the word, but not in the sense which made him an eligible +husband for either of her granddaughters. + +Lesbia was in a pensive mood this evening. She sat in the verandah, +looking dreamily at the lake, and at Fairfield yonder, a broad green +slope, silvered with moonlight, and seeming to stretch far away into +unfathomable distance. + +If one could but take one's lover by the hand and go wandering over +those mystic moonlit slopes into some new unreal world where it would +not matter whether a man were rich or poor, high-born or low-born, where +there should be no such things as rank and state to be won or lost! +Lesbia felt to-night as if she would like to live out her life in +dreamland. Reality was too hard, too much set round by difficulties and +sacrifices. + +While Lesbia was losing herself in that dream-world, Lady Maulevrier +unbent considerably to John Hammond, and talked to him with more +appearance of interest in his actual self, and in his own affairs, than +she had manifested, hitherto although she had been uniformly courteous. + +She asked him his plans for the future--had he chosen a profession? + +He told her that he had not. He meant to devote himself to literature +and politics. + +'Is not that rather vague?' inquired her ladyship. + +'Everything is vague at first.' + +'But literature now--as an amusement, no doubt, it is delightful--but as +a profession--does literature ever pay?' + +'There have been such cases.' + +'Yes, I suppose so. Walter Scott, Gibbon, Macaulay, Froude, those made +money no doubt. But there is a suspicion of hopelessness in the idea of +a young man starting in life intending to earn his bread by literature. +One remembers Chatterton. I should have thought that in your case the +law or the church would have been better. In the latter Maulevrier might +have been useful to you. He is patron of three or four livings.' + +'You are too good even to think of such a thing,' said Hammond; 'but I +have set my heart upon a political career. I must swim or sink in that +sea.' + +Lady Maulevrier looked at him with a compassionate smile Poor young man! +No doubt he thought himself a genius, and that doors which had remained +shut to everybody else would turn on their hinges directly he knocked at +them. She was sincerely sorry for him. Young, clever, enthusiastic, and +doomed to bitterest disappointment. + +'You have parents, perhaps, who are ambitious for you--a mother who +thinks her son a heaven-born statesman!' said her ladyship, kindly. + +'Alas, no! that incentive to ambition is wanting in my case. I have +neither father nor mother living.' + +'That is very sad. No doubt that fact has been a bond of sympathy +between you and Maulevrier?' + +'I believe it has.' + +'Well, I hope Providence will smile upon your path.' + +'Come what may, I shall never forget the happy weeks I have spent at +Fellside,' said Hammond, 'or your ladyship's gracious hospitality.' + +He took up the beautiful hand, white to transparency, showing the +delicate tracing of blue veins, and pressed his lips upon it in +chivalrous worship of age and womanly dignity. + +Lady Maulevrier smiled upon him with her calm, grave smile. She would +have liked to say, 'You shall be welcome again at Fellside,' but she +felt that the man was dangerous. Not while Lesbia remained single could +she court his company. If Maulevrier brought him she must tolerate his +presence, but she would do nothing to invite that danger. + +There was no music that evening. Maulevrier and Mary were playing +billiards; Fräulein Müller was sitting in her corner working at a +high-art counterpane. Lesbia came in from the verandah presently, and +sat on a low stool by her grandmother's arm-chair, and talked to her in +soft, cooing accents, inaudible to John Hammond, who sat a little way +off turning the leaves of the _Contemporary Review_: and this went on +till eleven o'clock, the regular hour for retiring, when Mary came in +from the billiard-room, and told Mr. Hammond that Maulevrier was waiting +for a smoke and a talk. Then candles were lighted, and the ladies all +departed, leaving John Hammond and his friend with the house to +themselves. + +They played a fifty game, and smoked and talked till the stroke of +midnight, by which time it seemed as if there were not another creature +awake in the house. Maulevrier put out the lamps in the billiard-room, +and then they went softly up the shadowy staircase, and parted in the +gallery, the Earl going one way, and his friend the other. + +The house was large and roomy, spread over a good deal of ground, Lady +Maulevrier having insisted upon there being only two stories. The +servants' rooms were all in a side wing, corresponding with those older +buildings which had been given over to Steadman and his wife, and among +the villagers of Grasmere enjoyed the reputation of being haunted. A +wide panelled corridor extended from one end of the house to the other. +It was lighted from the roof, and served as a gallery for the display of +a small and choice collection of modern art, which her ladyship had +acquired during her long residence at Fellside. Here, too, in Sheraton +cabinets, were those treasures of old English china which Lady +Maulevrier had inherited from past generations. + +Her ladyship's rooms were situated at the southern end of this corridor, +her bed-chamber being at the extreme end of the house, with windows +commanding two magnificent views, one across the lake and the village of +Grasmere to the green slopes of Fairfield, the other along the valley +towards Rydal Water. This and the adjoining boudoir were the prettiest +rooms in the house, and no one wondered that her ladyship should spend +so much of her life in the luxurious seclusion of her own apartments. + +John Hammond went to his room, which was on the same side of the house +as her ladyship's; but he was in no disposition for sleep. He opened the +casement, and stood looking out upon the moonlit lake and the quiet +village, where one solitary light shone like a faint star in a cottage +window, amidst that little cluster of houses by the old church, once +known as Kirktown. Beyond the village rose gentle slopes, crowned with +foliage, and above those wooded crests appeared the grand outline of the +hills, surrounding and guarding Easedale's lovely valley, as the hills +surrounded Jerusalem of old. + +He looked at that delicious landscape with eyes that hardly saw its +beauty. The image of a lovely face came between him and all the glory of +earth and sky. + +'I think she likes me,' he was saying to himself. 'There was a look in +her eyes to-night that told me the time was come when----' + +The thought died unfinished in his brain. Through the silent house, +across the placid lake, there rang a wild, shrill cry that froze the +blood in his veins, or seemed so to freeze it--a shriek of agony, and in +a woman's voice. It rang out from an open window near his own. The sound +seemed close to his ear. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +'O BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' + + +Only for an instant did John Hammond stand motionless after hearing that +unearthly shriek. In the next moment he rushed into the corridor, +expecting to hear the sound repeated, to find himself face to face with +some midnight robber, whose presence had caused that wild cry of alarm. +But in the corridor all was silent as the grave. No open door suggested +the entrance of an intruder. The dimly-burning lamps showed only the +long empty gallery. He stood still for a few moments listening for +voices, footsteps, the rustle of garments: but there was nothing. + +Nothing? Yes, a groan, a long-drawn moaning sound, as of infinite pain. +This time there was no doubt as to the direction from which the sound +came. It came from Lady Maulevrier's room. The door was ajar, and he +could see the faint light of the night-lamp within. That fearful cry had +come from her ladyship's room. She was in peril or pain of some kind. + +Convinced of this one fact, Mr. Hammond had not an instant's hesitation. +He pushed open the door without compunction, and entered the room, +prepared to behold some terrible scene. + +But all was quiet as death itself. No midnight burglar had violated the +sanctity of Lady Maulevrier's apartment. The soft, steady light of the +night-lamp shone on the face of the sleeper. Yes, all was quiet in the +room, but not in that sleeper's soul. The broad white brow was painfully +contracted, the lips drawn down and distorted, the delicate hand, half +hidden by the deep Valenciennes ruffle, clutched the coverlet with +convulsive force. Sigh after sigh burst from the agitated breast. John +Hammond gazed upon the sleeper in an agony of apprehension, uncertain +what to do. Was this dreaming only; or was it some kind of seizure which +called for medical aid? At her ladyship's age the idea of paralysis was +not too improbable for belief. If this was a dream, then indeed the +visions of Lady Maulevrier's head upon her bed were more terrible than +the dreams of common mortals. + +In any case Mr. Hammond felt that it was his duty to send some attendant +to Lady Maulevrier, some member of the household who was familiar with +her ladyship's habits, her own maid if that person could be unearthed +easily. He knew that the servants slept in a separate wing; but he +thought it more than likely that her ladyship's personal attendant +occupied a room near her mistress. + +He went back to the corridor and looked round him in doubt, for a moment +or two. + +Close against her ladyship's door there was a swing door, covered with +red cloth, which seemed to communicate with the old part of the house. +John Hammond pushed this door, and it yielded to his hand, revealing a +lamp-lit passage, narrow, old-fashioned, and low. He thought it likely +that Lady Maulevrier's maid might occupy a room in this half-deserted +wing. As he pushed open the door he saw an elderly man coming towards +him, with a candle in his hand, and with the appearance of having +huddled on his clothes hastily. + +'You heard that scream?' said Hammond. + +'Yes. It was her ladyship, I suppose. Nightmare. She is subject to +nightmare.' + +'It is very dreadful. Her whole countenance was convulsed just now, when +I went into her room to see what was wrong. I was almost afraid of a fit +of some kind. Ought not her maid to go to her?' + +'She wants no assistance,' the man answered, coolly. 'It was only a +dream. It is not the first time I have been awakened by a shriek like +that. It is a kind of nightmare, no doubt; and it passes off in a few +minutes, and leaves her sleeping calmly.' + +He went to her ladyship's door, pushed it open a little way, and looked +in. 'Yes, she is sleeping as quietly as an infant,' he said, shutting +the door softly as he spoke. + +'I am very glad; but surely she ought to have her maid near her at +night, if she is subject to those attacks.' + +'It is no attack, I tell you. It is nothing but a dream,' answered +Steadman impatiently. + +'Yet you were frightened, just as I was, or you would not have got up +and dressed,' said Hammond, looking at the man suspiciously. + +He had heard of this old servant Steadman, who was supposed to enjoy +more of her ladyship's confidence than any one else in the household; +but he had never spoken to the man before that night. + +'Yes, I came. It was my duty to come, knowing her ladyship's habits. I +am a light sleeper, and that scream woke me instantly. If her ladyship's +maid were wanted I should call her. I am a kind of watch-dog, you see, +sir.' + +'You seem to be a very faithful dog.' + +'I have been in her ladyship's service more than forty years. I have +reason to be faithful. I know her ladyship's habits better than any one +in the house. I know that she had a great deal of trouble in her early +life, and I believe the memory of it comes back upon her sometimes in +her dreams, and gets the better of her.' + +'If it was memory that wrung that agonised shriek from her just now, her +recollections of the past must be very terrible.' + +'Ah, sir, there is a skeleton in every house,' answered James Steadman, +gravely. + +This was exactly what Maulevrier had said under the yew trees which +Wordsworth planted. + +'Good-night, sir,' said Steadman. + +'Good-night. You are sure that Lady Maulevrier may be left safely--that +there is no fear of illness of any kind?' + +'No, sir. It was only a bad dream. Good-night, sir.' + +Steadman went back to his own quarters. Mr. Hammond heard him draw the +bolts of the swing door, thus cutting off all communication with the +corridor. + +The eight-day clock on the staircase struck two as Mr. Hammond returned +to his room, even less inclined for sleep than when he left it. Strange, +that nocturnal disturbance of a mind which seemed so tranquil in the +day. Or was that tranquillity only a mask which her ladyship wore before +the world: and was the bitter memory of events which happened forty +years ago still a source of anguish to that highly strung nature? + +'There are some minds which cannot forget,' John Hammond said to +himself, as he meditated upon her ladyship's character and history. 'The +story of her husband's crime may still be fresh in her memory, though it +is only a tradition for the outside world. His crime may have involved +some deep wrong done to herself, some outrage against her love and faith +as a wife. One of the stories Maulevrier spoke of the other day was of a +wicked woman's influence upon the governor--a much more likely story +than that of any traffic in British interests or British honour, which +would have been almost impossible for a man in Lord Maulevrier's +position. If the scandal was of a darker kind--a guilty wife--the +mysterious disappearance of a husband--the horror of the thing may have +made a deeper impression on Lady Maulevrier than even her nearest and +dearest dream of: and that superb calm which she wears like a royal +mantle may be maintained at the cost of struggles which tear her +heart-strings. And then at night, when the will is dormant, when the +nervous system is no longer ruled by the power of waking intelligence, +the old familiar agony returns, the hated images flash back upon the +brain, and in proportion to the fineness of the temperament is the +intensity of the dreamer's pain.' + +And then he went on to reflect upon the long monotonous years spent in +that lonely house, shut in from the world by those everlasting hills. +Albeit the house was an ideal house, set in a landscape of infinite +beauty, the monotony must be none the less oppressive for a mind +burdened with dark memories, weighed down by sorrows which could seek no +relief from sympathy, which could never become familiarised by +discussion. + +'I wonder that a woman of Lady Maulevrier's intellect should not have +better known how to treat her own malady,' thought Hammond. + +Mr. Hammond inquired after her ladyship's health next morning, and was +told she was perfectly well. + +'Grandmother is in capital spirits,' said Lady Lesbia. 'She is pleased +with the contents of yesterday's _Globe_. Lord Denyer, the son of one of +her oldest friends, has been making a great speech at Liverpool in the +Conservative interest, and her ladyship thinks we shall have a change of +parties before long.' + +'A general shuffle of the cards,' said Maulevrier, looking up from his +breakfast. 'I'm sure I hope so. I'm no politician, but I like a row.' + +'I hope you are a Conservative, Mr. Hammond,' said Lesbia. + +'I had hoped you would have known that ever so long ago, Lady Lesbia.' + +Lesbia blushed at his tone, which was almost a reproach. + +'I suppose I ought to have understood from the general tenor of your +conversation,' she said; 'but I am terribly stupid about politics. I +take so little interest in them. I am always hearing that we are being +badly governed--that the men who legislate for us are stupid or wicked; +yet the world seems to go on somehow, and we are no worse.' + +'It is just the same with sport,' said Maulevrier. 'Every rainy spring +we are told that all the young birds have been drowned, or that the +grouse-disease has decimated the fathers and mothers, and that we shall +have nothing to shoot; but when August comes the birds are there all the +same.' + +'It is the nature of mankind to complain,' said Hammond. 'Cain and Abel +were the first farmers, and you see one of them grumbled.' + +They were rather lively at breakfast that morning--Maulevrier's last +breakfast but one--for he had announced his determination of going to +Scotland next day. Other fellows would shoot all the birds if he dawdled +any longer. Mary was in deep despondency at the idea of his departure, +yet she laughed and talked with the rest. And perhaps Lesbia felt a +little moved at the thought of losing Mr. Hammond. Maulevrier would come +back to Mary, but John Hammond was hardly likely to return. Their +parting would be for ever. + +'You needn't sit quite in my pocket, Molly,' said Maulevrier to his +younger sister. + +'I like to make the most of you, now you are going away,' sighed Mary. +'Oh, dear, how dull we shall all be when you are gone.' + +'Not a bit of it! You will have some fox-hunting, perhaps, before the +snow is on the hills.' + +At the very mention of fox-hounds Lady Mary's bright young face +crimsoned, and Maulevrier began to laugh in a provoking way, with +side-long glances at his younger sister. + +'Did you ever hear of Molly's fox-hunting, by-the-by, Hammond?' he +asked. + +Mary tried to put her hand before his lips, but it was useless. + +'Why shouldn't I tell?' he exclaimed. 'It was quite a heroic adventure. +You must know our fox-hunting here is rather a peculiar +institution,--very good in its way, but strictly local. No horse could +live among our hills, so we hunt on foot, and as the pace is good, and +the work hard, nobody who starts with the hounds is likely to be in at +the death, except the huntsmen. We are all mad for the sport, and off we +go, over the hills and far away, picking up a fresh field as we go. The +ploughman leaves his plough, and the shepherd leaves his flock, and the +farmer leaves his thrashing, to follow us; in every field we cross we +get fresh blood, while those who join us at the start fall off by +degrees. Well, it happened one day late in October, when there were long +ridges of snow on Helvellyn, and patches of white on Fairfield, Mistress +Mary here must needs take her bamboo staff and start for the Striding +Edge. It was just the day upon which she might have met her death easily +on that perilous point, but happily something occurred to divert her +juvenile fancy, for scarcely had she got to the bottom of Dolly Waggon +Pike--you know Dolly----' + +'Intimately,' said Hammond, with a nod. + +'Scarcely had she neared the base of Dolly Waggon when she heard the +huntsman's horn and the hounds at full cry, streaming along towards +Dunmail Raise. Off flew Molly, all among the butcher boys, and farmers' +men, and rosy-cheeked squireens of the district--racing over the rugged +fields--clambering over the low stone walls--up hill, down +hill--shouting when the others shouted--never losing sight of the waving +sterns--winding and doubling, and still going upward and upward, till +she stood, panting and puffing like a young grampus, on the top of Seat +Sandal, still all among the butcher boys and the farmer's men, and the +guides and the red-cheeked squireens, her frock torn to ribbons, her hat +lost in a ditch, her hair streaming down her back, and every inch of +her, from her nose downwards, splashed and spattered with mire and clay. +What a spectacle for gods and men, guides and butcher boys. And there +she stood with the sun going down beyond Coniston Old Man, and a +seven-mile walk between her and Fellside. + +'Poor Lady Mary!' said Hammond, looking at her very kindly: but Mary did +not see that friendly glance, which betokened sympathy rather than +scorn. She sat silent and very red, with drooping eyelids, thinking her +brother horribly cruel for thus publishing her foolishness. + +'Poor, indeed!' exclaimed Maulevrier. 'She came crawling home after +dark, footsore and draggled, looking like a beggar girl, and as evil +fate would have it, her ladyship, who so seldom goes out, must needs +have been taking afternoon tea at the Vicarage upon that particular +occasion, and was driving up the avenue as Mary crawled to the gate. The +storm that followed may be more easily imagined than described.' + +'It was years and years ago,' expostulated Mary, looking very angry. +'Grandmother needn't have made such a fuss about it.' + +'Ah, but in those days she still had hopes of civilising you,' answered +Maulevrier. 'Since then she has abandoned all endeavour in that +direction, and has given you over to your own devices--and me. Since +then you have become a chartered libertine. You have letters of mark.' + +'I don't care what you call me,' said Mary. 'I only know that I am very +happy when you are at home, and very miserable when you are away.' + +'It is hardly kind of you to say that, Lady Mary,' remonstrated Fräulein +Müller, who, up to this point, had been busily engaged with muffins and +gooseberry jam. + +'Oh, I don't mean that any one is unkind to me or uses me badly,' said +Mary. 'I only mean that my life is empty when Maulevrier is away, and +that I am always longing for him to come back again.' + +'I thought you adored the hills, and the lake, and the villagers, and +your pony, and Maulevrier's dogs,' said, Lesbia faintly contemptuous. + +'Yes, but one wants something human to love,' answered Mary, making it +very obvious that there was no warmth of affection between herself and +the feminine members of her family. + +She had not thought of the significance of her speech. She was very +angry with Maulevrier for having held her up to ridicule before Mr. +Hammond, who already despised her, as she believed, and whose contempt +was more galling than it need have been, considering that he was a mere +casual visitor who would go away and return no more. Never till his +coming had she felt her deficiencies; but in his presence she writhed +under the sense of her unworthiness, and had an almost agonising +consciousness of all those faults which her grandmother had told her +about so often with not the slightest effect. In those days she had not +cared what Lady Maulevrier or any one else might say of her, or think of +her. She lived her life, and defied fortune. She was worse than her +reputation. To-day she felt it a bitter thing that she had grown to the +age of womanhood lacking all those graces and accomplishments which made +her sister adorable, and which might make even a plain woman charming. + +Never till John Hammond's coming had she felt a pang of envy in the +contemplation of Lesbia's beauty or Lesbia's grace; but now she had so +keen a sense of the difference between herself and her sister that she +began to fear that this cruel pain must indeed be that lowest of all +vices. Even the difference in their gowns was a source of humiliation to +her how. Lesbia was looking her loveliest this morning, in a gown that +was all lace and soft Madras muslin, flowing, cloud-like; while Mary's +tailor gown, with its trim tight bodice, horn buttons, and kilted skirt, +seemed to cry aloud that it had been made for a Tomboy. And this tailor +gown was a costume to which Mary had condemned herself by her own folly. +Only a year ago, moved by an artistic admiration for Lesbia's delicate +breakfast gowns, Mary had told her grandmother that she would like to +have something of the same kind, whereupon the dowager, who did not take +the faintest interest in Mary's toilet, but who had a stern sense of +justice, replied-- + +'I do not think Lesbia's frocks and your habits will agree, but you can +have some pretty morning gowns if you like;' and the order had been +given for a confection in muslin and lace for Lady Mary. + +Mary came down to breakfast one bright June morning, in the new frock, +feeling very proud of herself, and looking very pretty. + +'Fine feathers make fine birds,' said Fräulein Müller. 'I should hardly +have known you.' + +'I wish you would always dress like that,' said Lesbia; 'you really look +like a young lady;' and Mary danced about on the lawn, feeling +sylph-like, and quite in love with her own elegance, when a sudden +uplifting of canine voices in the distance had sent her flying to see +what was the matter with the terrier pack. + +In the kennel there was riot and confusion. Ahab was demolishing +Angelina, Absalom had Agamemnon in a deadly grip. Dog-whip in hand, Mary +rushed to the rescue, and laid about her, like the knights of old, +utterly forgetful of her frock. She soon succeeded in restoring order, +but the Madras muslin, the Breton lace had perished in the conflict. She +left the kennel panting, and in rags and tatters, some of the muslin and +lace hanging about her in strips a yard long, but the greater part +remaining in the possession of the terriers, who had mauled and munched +her finery to their hearts' content, while she was reading the Riot Act. + +She went back to the house, bowed down by shame and confusion, and +marched straight to the dowager's morning-room. + +'Look what the terriers have done to me, grandmother,' she said, with a +sob. 'It is all my own fault, of course. I ought not to have gone near +them in that stupid muslin. Please forgive me for being so foolish. I am +not fit to have pretty frocks.' + +'I think, my dear, you can now have no doubt that the tailor gowns are +fittest for you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with crushing placidity. 'We +have tried the experiment of dressing you like Lesbia, and you see it +does not answer. Tell Kibble to throw your new gown in the rag-bag, and +please let me hear no more about it.' + +After this dismal failure Mary could not feel herself ill-used in +having to wear tailor gowns all the year round. She was allowed cotton +frocks for very warm weather, and she had pretty gowns for evening wear; +but her usual attire was cloth or linsey woolsey, made by the local +tailor. Sometimes Maulevrier ordered her a gown or a coat from his own +man in Conduit Street, and then she felt herself smart and fashionable. +And even the local tailor contrived to make her gowns prettily, having a +great appreciation of her straight willowy figure, and deeming it a +privilege to work for her, so that hitherto Mary had felt very well +content with her cloth and linsey. But now that John Hammond so +obviously admired Lesbia's delicate raiment, poor Mary began to think +her woollen gowns odious. + +After breakfast Mary and Maulevrier went straight off to the kennels. +His lordship had numerous instructions to give on this last day, and his +lieutenant had to receive and register his orders. Lesbia went to the +garden with her book and with Fräulein--the inevitable Fräulein as +Hammond thought her--in close attendance. + +It was a lovely morning, sultry, summer-like, albeit September had just +begun. The tennis lawn, which had been levelled on one side of the +house, was surrounded on three sides by shrubberies planted forty years +ago, in the beginning of Lady Maulevrier's widowhood. All loveliest +trees grew there in perfection, sheltered by the mighty wall of the +mountain, fed by the mists from the lake. Larch and mountain ash, and +Lawsonian cyprus,--deodara and magnolia, arbutus, and silver broom, +acacia and lilac, flourished here in that rich beauty which made every +cottage garden in the happy district a little paradise; and here in a +semi-circular recess at one end of the lawn were rustic chairs and +tables and an umbrella tent. This was Lady Lesbia's chosen retreat on +summer mornings, and a favourite place for afternoon tea. + +Mr. Hammond followed the two ladies to their bower. + +'This is to be my last morning,' he said, looking at Lesbia. 'Will you +think me a great bore if I spend it with you?' + +'We shall think it very nice of you,' answered Lesbia, without a vestige +of emotion; 'especially if you will read to us.' + +'I will do any thing to make myself useful. What shall I read?' + +'Anything you like. What do you say to Tennyson?' + +'That he is a noble poet, a teacher of all good; but too philosophical +for my present mood. May I read you some of Heine's ballads, those songs +which you sing so exquisitely, or rather some you do not sing, and which +will be fresher to you. My German is far from perfect, but I am told it +is passable, and Fräulein Müller can throw her scissors at me when my +accent is too dreadful.' + +'You speak German beautifully,' said Fräulein. 'I wonder where you +learned it?' + +'I have been a good deal in Germany, and I had a Hanoverian valet who +was quite a gentleman, and spoke admirably. I think I learned more from +him than from grammars or dictionaries. I'll go and fetch Heine.' + +'What a very agreeable person Mr. Hammond is,' said Fräulein, when he +was gone. 'We shall quite miss him.' + +'Yes, I have no doubt we shall miss him,' said Lesbia, again without the +faintest emotion. + +The governess began to think that the ordeal of an agreeable young man's +presence at Fellside had been passed in safety, and that her pupil was +unscathed. She had kept a close watch on the two, as in duty bound. She +knew that Hammond was in love with Lesbia; but she thought Lesbia was +heart-whole. + +Mr. Hammond came back with a shabby little book in his hand and +established himself comfortably in one of the two Beaconsfield chairs. + +He opened his book at that group of short poems called Heimkehr, and +read here and there, as fancy led him. Sometimes the strain was a +love-song, brief, passionate as the cry of a soul in pain; sometimes the +verses were bitter and cynical; sometimes full of tenderest simplicity, +telling of childhood, and youth and purity; sometimes dark with hidden +meanings, grim, awful, cold with the chilling breath of the +charnel-house. Sometimes Lesbia's heart beat a little faster as Mr. +Hammond read, for it seemed as if it was he who was speaking to her, and +not the dead poet. + +An hour or more passed in this way. Fräulein Müller was charmed at +hearing some of her favourite poems, asking now for this little bit, and +anon for another, and expatiating upon the merits of German poets in +general, and Heine in particular, in the pauses of the lecture. She was +quite carried away by her delight in the poet, and was so entirely +uplifted to the ideal world that, when a footman came with a message +from Lady Maulevrier requesting her presence, she tripped gaily off at +once, without a thought of danger in leaving those two together on the +lawn. She had been a faithful watch-dog up to this point; but she was +now lulled into a false sense of security by the idea that the time of +peril was all but ended. + +So she left them; but could she have looked back two minutes afterwards +she would have perceived the unwisdom of that act. + +No sooner had the Fräulein turned the corner of the shrubbery than +Hammond laid aside his book and drew nearer Lesbia, who sat looking +downward, with her eyes upon the delicate piece of fancy work which had +occupied her fingers all the morning. + +'Lesbia, this is my last day at Fellside, and you and I may never have a +minute alone together again while I am here. Will you come for a little +walk with me on the Fell? There is something I must say to you before I +go.' + +Lesbia's delicate cheek grew a shade more pale. Instinct told her what +was coming, though never mortal man had spoken to her of love. Nor until +now had Mr. Hammond ever addressed her by her Christian name without +the ceremonious prefix. There was a deeper tone in his voice, a graver +look in his eyes, than she had ever noticed before. + +She rose, and took up her sunshade, and went with him meekly through the +cultivated shrubbery of ornamental timber to the rougher pathway that +wound through a copse of Scotch fir, which formed the outer boundary of +Lady Maulevrier's domain. Beyond the fir trees rose the grassy slope of +the hill, on the brow of which sheep were feeding. Deep down in the +hollow below the lawns and shrubberries of Fellside the placid bosom of +the lake shone like an emerald floor in the sunlight, reflecting the +verdure of the hill, and the white sheep dotted about here and there. + +There was not a breath in the air around them as those two sauntered +slowly side by side in the pine wood, not a cloud in the dazzling blue +sky above; and for a little time they too were silent, as if bound by a +spell which neither dared to break. Then at last Hammond spoke. + +'Lesbia, you know that I love you,' he began, in his low, grave voice, +tremulous with feeling. 'No words I can say to-day can tell you of my +love more plainly than my heart has been telling you in every hour of +this happy, happy time that you and I have spent together. I love you as +I never hoped to love, fervently, completely, believing that the +perfection of earthly bliss will be mine if I can but win you. Dearest, +is there such a sweet hope for me; are you indeed my own, as I am yours, +heart and soul, and mind and being, till the last throb of life in this +poor clay?' + +He tried to take her hand, but she drew herself away from him with a +frightened look. She was very pale, and there was infinite distress in +the dark violet eyes, which looked entreatingly, deprecatingly at her +lover. + +'I dare not answer as you would like me to answer,' she faltered, after +a painful pause. 'I am not my own mistress. My grandmother has brought +me up, devoted herself to me almost, and she has her own views, her own +plans. I dare not frustrate them!' + +'She would like to marry you to a man of rank and fortune--a man who +will choose you, perhaps, because other people admire you, rather than +because he himself loves you as you ought to be loved; who will choose +you because you are altogether the best and most perfect thing of your +year; just as he would buy a yearling at Newmarket or Doncaster. Her +ladyship means you to make a great alliance--coronets, not hearts, are +the counters for her game; but, Lesbia, would you, in the bloom and +freshness of youth--you with the pulses of youth throbbing at your +heart--lend yourself to the calculations of age which has lived its life +and forgotten the very meaning of love? Would you submit to be played as +a card in the game of a dowager's ambition? Trust me, dearest, in the +crisis of a woman's life there is one only counsellor she should listen +to, and that counsellor is her own heart. If you love me--as I dare to +hope you do--trust in me, hold by me, and leave the rest to Heaven. I +know that I can make your life happy.' + +'You frighten me by your impetuosity,' said Lesbia. 'Surely you forget +how short a time we have known each other.' + +'An age. All my life before the day I saw you is a dead, dull blank as +compared with the magical hours I have spent with you.' + +'I do not even know who and what you are.' + +'First, I am a gentleman, or I should not be your brother's friend. A +poor gentleman, if you like, with only my own right arm to hew my +pathway through the wood of life to the temple of fortune; but trust me, +only trust me, Lesbia, and I will so hew my path as to reach that +temple. Look at me, love. Do I look like a man born to fail?' + +She looked up at him shyly, with eyes that were dim with tears. He +looked like a demi-god, tall, straight as the pine trunks amongst which +he was standing, a frame formed for strength and activity, a face +instinct with mental power, dark eyes that glowed with the fire of +intellect and passion. The sunlight gave an almost unearthly radiance to +the clear dark of his complexion, the curly brown hair cut close to the +finely shaped head, the broad brow and boldly modelled features. + +Lesbia felt in her heart that such a man must be destined for success, +born to be a conqueror in all strifes, a victor upon every field. + +'Have I the thews and sinews of a man doomed to be beaten in the +battle?' he asked her. 'No, dearest; Heaven meant me to succeed; and +with you to fight for I shall not be beaten by adverse fortune. Can you +not trust Providence and me?' + +'I cannot disobey my grandmother. If she will consent----' + +'She will not consent. You must defy Lady Maulevrier, Lesbia, if you +mean to reward my love. But I will promise you this much, darling, that +if you will be my wife--with your brother's consent--which I am sure of +before I ask for it, within one year of our marriage I will find means +of reconciling her ladyship to the match, and winning her entire +forgiveness for you and me.' + +'You are talking of impossibilities,' said Lesbia, frowning. 'Why do you +talk to me as if I were a child? I know hardly anything of the world, +but I do know the woman who has reared and educated me. My grandmother +would never forgive me if I married a poor man. I should be an outcast.' + +'We would be outcasts together--happy outcasts. Besides, we should not +always be poor. I tell you I am predestined to conquer fate.' + +'But we should have to begin from the beginning.' + +'Yes, we should have to begin from the beginning, as Adam and Eve did +when they left Paradise.' + +'We are not told in the Bible that they had any happiness after that. It +seems to have been all trouble and weariness, and toil and death, after +the angel with the flaming sword drove them out of Eden.' + +'They were together, and they must have been happy. Oh, Lesbia, if you +do not feel that you can face poverty and the world's contempt by my +side, and for my sake, you do not love me. Love never calculates so +nicely; love never fears the future; and yet you do love me, Lesbia,' he +said, trying to fold her in his arms; but again she drew herself away +from him--this time with a look almost of horror--and stood facing him, +clinging to one of the pine trunks, like a scared wood-nymph. + +'You have no right to say that,' she said. + +'I have the divine right of my own deep love--of heart which cries out +to heart. Do you think there is no magnetic power in true love which can +divine the answering love in another? Lesbia, call me an insolent +coxcomb if you like, but I know you love me, and that you and I may be +utterly happy together. Oh, why--why do you shrink from me, my beloved; +why withhold yourself from my arms! Oh, love, let me hold you to my +heart--let me seal our betrothal with a kiss!' + +'Betrothal--no, no; not for the world,' cried Lesbia. 'Lady Maulevrier +would cast me off for ever; she would curse me.' + +'What would the curse of an ambitious woman weigh against my love? And I +tell you that her anger would be only a passing tempest. She would +forgive you.' + +'Never--you don't know her.' + +'I tell you she would forgive you, and all would be well with us before +we had been married a year. Why cannot you believe me, Lesbia?' + +'Because I cannot believe impossibilities, even from your lips,' she +answered sullenly. + +She stood before him with downcast eyes, the tears streaming down her +pale cheeks, exquisitively lovely in her agitation and sorrow. Yes, she +did love him; her heart was beating passionately; she was longing to +throw herself on his breast, to be folded upon that manly heart, in +trust in that brave, bright look which seemed to defy fortune. Yes, he +was a man born to conquer; he was handsome, intellectual, powerful in +all mental and physical gifts. A man of men. But he was, by his own +admission, a very obscure and insignificant person, and he had no money. +Life with him meant a long fight with adverse circumstances; life for +his wife must mean patience, submission, long waiting upon destiny, and +perhaps with old age and grey hairs the tardy turning of Fortune's +wheel. And was she for this to resign the kingdom that had been +promised to her, the giddy heights which she was born to scale, the +triumphs and delights and victories of the great world? Yes, Lesbia +loved this fortuneless knight; but she loved herself and her prospects +of promotion still better. + +'Oh, Lesbia, can you not be brave for my sake--trustful for my sake? God +will be good to us if we are true to each other.' + +'God will not be good to me if I disobey my grandmother. I owe her too +much; ingratitude in me would be doubly base. I will speak to her. I +will tell her all you have said, and if she gives me the faintest +encouragement----' + +'She will not; that is a foregone conclusion. Tell her all, if you like; +but let us be prepared for the answer. When she denies the right of your +heart to choose its own mate, then rise up in the might of your +womanhood and defy her. Tell her, "I love him, and be he rich or poor, I +will share his fate;" tell her boldly, bravely, nobly, as a true woman +should; and if she be adamant still, proclaim your right to disobey her +worldly wisdom rather than the voice of your own heart. And then come to +me, darling, and be my own, and the world which you and I will face +together shall not be a bad world. I will answer for that. No trouble +shall come near you. No humiliation shall ever touch you. Only believe +in me.' + +'I can believe in you, but not in the impossible,' answered Lesbia, with +measured accents. + +The voice was silver-sweet, but passing cold. Just then there was a +rustling among the pine branches, and Lesbia looked round with a +startled air. + +'Is there any one listening?' she exclaimed. 'What was that?' + +'Only the breath of heaven. Oh, Lesbia, if you were but a little less +wise, a little more trustful. Do not be a dumb idol. Say that you love +me, or do not love me. If you can look me in the face and say the last, +I will leave you without another word. I will take my sentence and go.' + +But this was just what Lesbia could not do. She could not deny her love; +and yet she could not sacrifice all things for her love. She lifted the +heavy lids which veiled those lovely eyes, and looked up at him +imploringly. + +'Give me time to breathe, time to think,' she said. + +'And then will you answer me plainly, truthfully, without a shadow of +reserve, remembering that the fate of two lives hangs on your words.' + +'I will.' + +'Let it be so, then. I'll go for a ramble over the hills, and return in +time for afternoon tea. I shall look for you on the tennis lawn at +half-past four.' + +He took her in his arms, and this time she yielded herself to him, and +the beautiful head rested for a few moments upon his breast, and the +soft eyes looked up at him in confiding fondness. He bent and kissed her +once only, but a kiss that meant for life and death. In the next moment +he was gone, leaving her alone among the pine trees. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +'IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' + + +Lady Maulevrier rarely appeared at luncheon. She took some slight +refection in her morning-room, among her books and papers, and in the +society of her canine favourites, whose company suited her better at +certain hours than the noisier companionship of her grandchildren. She +was a studious woman, loving the silent life of books better than the +inane chatter of everyday humanity. She was a woman who thought much and +read much, and who lived more in the past than the present. She lived +also in the future, counting much upon the splendid career of her +beautiful granddaughter, which should be in a manner a lengthening out, +a renewal of her own life. She looked forward to the day when Lesbia +should reign supreme in the great world, a famous beauty and leader of +fashion, her every act and word inspired and directed by her +grandmother, who would be the shadow behind the throne. It was +possible--nay, probable--that in those days Lady Maulevrier would +herself re-appear in society, establish her salon, and draw around her +closing years all that is wittiest, best, and wisest in the great world. + +Her ladyship was reposing in her low reading-chair, with a volume of +Tyndall on the book-stand before her, when the door was opened softly +and Lesbia came gliding in, and seated herself without a word on the +hassock at her grandmother's feet. Lady Maulevrier passed her hand +caressingly over the girl's soft brown hair, without looking up from her +book. + +'You are a late visitor,' she said; 'why did you not come to me after +breakfast?' + +'It was such a lovely morning, we went straight from the breakfast table +to the garden; I did not think you wanted me.' + +'I did not want you; but I am always glad to see my pet. What were you +doing in the garden all the morning? I did not hear you playing tennis.' + +Lady Maulevrier had already interrogated the German governess upon this +very subject, but she had her own reasons for wishing to hear Lesbia's +account. + +'No, it was too warm for tennis. Fräulein and I sat and worked, and Mr. +Hammond read to us.' + +'What did he read?' + +'Heine's ballads. He reads German beautifully. + +'Indeed! I daresay he was at school in Germany. There are cheap schools +there to which middle-class people send their boys.' + +This was like a thrust from a rusty knife. + +'Mr. Hammond was at Oxford,' Lesbia said, reproachfully; and then, after +a longish pause, she clasped her hands upon the arm of Lady Maulevrier's +chair, and said, in a pleading voice, 'Grandmother, Mr. Hammond has +asked me to marry him.' + +'Indeed! Only that? And pray, did he tell you what are his means of +maintaining Lord Maulevrier's sister in the position to which her birth +entitles her?' inquired the dowager, with crushing calmness. + +'He is not rich; indeed, I believe, he is poor; but he is brave and +clever, and he is full of confidence in his power to conquer fortune.' + +'No doubt; that is your true adventurer's style. He confides implicitly +in his own talents, and in somebody else's banker. Mr. Hammond would +make a tremendous figure in the world, I daresay, and while he was +making it your brother would have to keep him. Well, my dear Lesbia, I +hope you gave this gentleman the answer his insolence deserved; or that +you did better, and referred him to me. I should be glad to give him my +opinion of his conduct--a person admitted to this house as your +brother's hanger-on--tolerated only on your brother's account; such a +person, nameless, penniless, friendless (except for Maulevrier's too +facile patronage), to dare to lift his eyes to my granddaughter! It is +ineffable insolence!' + +Lesbia crouched by her grandmother's chair, her face hidden from Lady +Maulevrier's falcon eye. Every word uttered by her ladyship stung like +the knotted cords of a knout. She knew not whether to be most ashamed of +her lover or of herself--of her lover for his obscure position, his +hopeless poverty; of herself for her folly in loving such a man. And she +did love him, and would fain have pleaded his cause, had she not been +cowed by the authority that had ruled her all her life. + +'Lesbia, if I thought you had been silly enough, degraded enough, to +give this young man encouragement, to have justified his audacity of +to-day by any act or word of yours, I should despise, I should detest +you,' said Lady Maulevrier, sternly. 'What could be more contemptible, +more hateful in a girl reared as you have been than to give +encouragement to the first comer--to listen greedily to the first +adventurer who had the insolence to make love to you, to be eager to +throw yourself into the arms of the first man who asked you. That my +granddaughter, a girl reared and taught and watched and guarded by me, +should have no more dignity, no more modesty, or womanly feeling, than a +barmaid at an inn!' + +Lesbia began to cry. + +'I don't see why a barmaid should not be a good woman, or why it +should be a crime to fall in love,' she said, in a voice broken by sobs. +'You need not speak to me so unkindly. I am not going to marry Mr. +Hammond.' + +'Oh, you are not? that is very good of you. I am deeply grateful for +such an assurance.' + +'But I like him better than anyone I ever saw in my life before.' + +'You have seen so many people. You have had such a wide area for +choice.' + +'No; I know I have been kept like a nun in a convent: but I don't think +when I go into the world I shall ever see anyone I should like better +than Mr. Hammond.' + +'Wait till you have seen the world before you make up your mind about +that. And now, Lesbia, leave off talking and thinking like a child; look +me in the face and listen to me, for I am going to speak seriously; and +with me, when I am in earnest, what is said once is said for ever.' + +Lady Maulevrier grasped her granddaughter's arm with long slender +fingers which held it as tightly as the grasp of a vice. She drew the +girl's slim figure round till they were face to face, looking into each +other's eyes, the dowager's eagle countenance lit up with impassioned +feeling, severe, awful as the face of one of the fatal sisters, the +avengers of blood, the harbingers of doom. + +'Lesbia, I think I have been good to you, and kind to you,' she said. + +'You have been all that is kind and dear,' faltered Lesbia. + +'Then give me measure for measure. My life has been a hard one, child; +hard and lonely, and loveless and joyless. My son, to whom I devoted +myself in the vigour of youth and in the prime of life, never loved me, +never repaid me for my love. He spent his days far away from me, when +his presence would have gladdened my difficult life. He died in a +strange land. Of his three children, you are the one I took into my +heart. I did my duty to the others; I lavished my love upon you. Do not +give me cursing instead of blessing. Do not give me a stone instead of +bread. I have built every hope of happiness or pleasure in this world +upon you and your obedience. Obey me, be true to me, and I will make you +a queen, and I will sit in the shadow of your throne. I will toil for +you, and be wise for you. You shall have only to shine, and dazzle, and +enjoy the glory of life. My beautiful darling, for pity's sake do not +give yourself over to folly.' + +'Did not you marry for love, grandmother?' + +'No, Lesbia. Lord Maulevrier and I got on very well together, but ours +was no love-match.' + +'Does nobody in our rank ever marry for love? are all marriages a mere +exchange and barter?' + +'No, there are love-matches now and then, which often turn out badly. +But, my darling, I am not asking you to marry for rank or for money. I +am only asking you to wait till you find your mate among the noblest in +the land. He may be the handsomest and most accomplished of men, a man +born to win women's hearts; and you may love him as fervently as ever a +village girl loved her first lover. I am not going to sacrifice you, or +to barter you, dearest. I mean to marry you to the best and noblest +young man of his day. You shall never be asked to stoop to the unworthy, +not even if worthlessness wore strawberry leaves in his cap, and owned +the greatest estate in the land.' + +'And if--instead of waiting for this King Arthur of yours--I were to do +as Iseult did--as Guinevere did--choose for myself----' + +'Iseult and Guinevere were wantons. I wonder that you can name them in +comparison with yourself.' + +'If I were to marry a good and honourable man who has his place to make +in the world, would you never forgive me?' + +'You mean Mr. Hammond? You may just as well speak plainly,' said Lady +Maulevrier, freezingly. 'If you were capable of such idiocy as that, +Lesbia, I would pluck you out of my heart like a foul weed. I would +never look upon you, or hear your name spoken, or think of you again as +long as I lived. My life would not last very long after that blow. Old +age cannot bear such shocks. Oh, Lesbia, I have been father and mother +to you; do not bring my grey hairs in sorrow to the grave.' + +Lesbia gave a deep sigh, and brushed the tears from her cheeks. Yes, the +very idea of such a marriage was foolishness. Just now, in the pine +wood, carried away by the force of her lover's passion, by her own +softer feelings, it had seemed to her as if she could count the world +well lost for his sake; but now, at Lady Maulevrier's feet, she became +again true to her training, and the world was too much to lose. + +'What can I do, grandmother?' she asked, submissively, despairingly. 'He +loves me, and I love him. How can I tell him that he and I can never be +anything to each other in this world?' + +'Refer him to me. I will give him his answer.' + +'No, no; that will not do. I have promised to answer him myself. He has +gone for a walk on the hills, and will come back at four o'clock for my +answer.' + +'Sit down at that table, and write as I dictate.' + +'But a letter will be so formal.' + +'It is the only way in which you can answer him. When he comes back from +his walk you will have left Fellside. I shall send you off to St. Bees +with Fräulein. You must never look upon that man's face again.' + +Lesbia brushed away a few more tears, and obeyed. She had been too well +trained to attempt resistance. Defiance was out of the question. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +'THE GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' + + +The sky was still cloudless when John Hammond strolled slowly up the +leafy avenue at Fellside. He had been across the valley and up the hill +to Easedale Tarn, and then by rough untrodden ways, across a chaos of +rock and heather, into a second valley, long, narrow, and sterile, known +as Far Easedale, a desolate gorge, a rugged cleft in the heart of the +mountains. The walk had been long and laborious; but only in such +clambering and toiling, such expenditure of muscular force and latent +heat, could the man's restless soul endure those long hours of suspense. + +'How will she answer me? Oh, my God! how will she answer?' he said +within himself, as he walked up the romantic winding road, which made so +picturesque an approach to Lady Maulevrier's domain, 'Is my idol gold or +clay? How will she come through the crucible? Oh, dearest, sweetest, +loveliest, only be true to the instinct of your womanhood, and my cup +will be full of bliss, and all my days will flow as sweetly as the +burden of a song. But if you prove heartless, if you love the world's +wealth better than you love me--ah! then all is over, and you and I are +lost to each other for ever. I have made up my mind.' + +His face settled into an expression of indomitable determination, as of +a man who would die rather than be false to his own purpose. There was +no glow of hope in his heart. He had no deep faith in the girl he loved; +indeed in his heart of hearts he knew that this being to whom he had +trusted his hopes of bliss was no heroine. She was a lovely, loveable +girl, nothing more. How would she greet him when they met presently on +the tennis lawn? With tears and entreaties, and pretty little +deprecating speeches, irresolution, timidity, vacillation, perhaps; +hardly with heroic resolve to act and dare for his sake. + +There was no one on the tennis lawn when he went there, though the hour +was close at hand at which Lesbia had promised to give him his answer. +He sat down in one of the low chairs, glad to rest after his long ramble +having had no refreshment but a bottle of soda-water and a biscuit at +the cottage by Easedale Tarn. He waited, calmly as to outward seeming, +but with a heavy heart. + +'If it were Mary now whom I loved, I should have little fear of the +issue,' he thought, weighing his sweetheart's character, as he weighed +his chances of success. 'That young termagant would defy the world for +her lover.' + +He sat in the summer silence for nearly half-an-hour, and still there +was no sign of Lady Lesbia. Her satin-lined workbasket, with the work +thrown carelessly across it, was still on the rustic table, just as she +had left it when they went to the pine wood. Waiting was weary work when +the bliss of a lifetime trembled in the balance; and yet he did not want +to be impatient. She might find it difficult to get away from her +family, perhaps. She was closely watched and guarded, as the most +precious thing at Fellside. + +At last the clock struck five, and Hammond could endure delay no longer. +He went round by the flower garden to the terrace before the +drawing-room windows, and through an open window to the drawing-room. + +Lady Maulevrier was in her accustomed seat, with her own particular +little table, magazines, books, newspapers at her side. Lady Mary was +pouring out the tea, a most unusual thing; and Maulevrier was sitting on +a stool at her feet, with his knees up to his chin, very warm and dusty, +eating pound cake. + +'Where the mischief have you been hiding yourself all day, Jack?' he +called out as Hammond appeared, looking round the room as he entered, +with eager, interrogating eyes, for that one figure which was absent. + +'I have been for a walk.' + +'You might have had the civility to announce your design, and Molly and +I would have shared your peregrinations.' + +'I am sorry that I lost the privilege of your company.' + +'I suppose you lost your luncheon, which was of more importance,' said +Maulevrier. + +'Will you have some tea?' asked Mary, who looked more womanly than usual +in a cream-coloured surah gown--one of her Sunday gowns. + +She had a faint hope that by this essentially feminine apparel she might +lessen the prejudicial effect of Maulevrier's cruel story about the +fox-hunt. + +Mr. Hammond answered absently, hardly looking at Mary, and quite +unconscious of her pretty gown. + +'Thanks, yes,' he said, taking the cup and saucer, and looking at the +door by which he momently expected Lady Lesbia's entrance, and then, as +the door did not open, he looked down at Mary, very busy with china +teapots and a brass kettle which hissed and throbbed over a spirit lamp. + +'Won't you have some cake,' she asked, looking up at him gently, grieved +at the distress and disappointment in his face. 'I am sure you must be +dreadfully hungry.' + +'Not in the least, thanks. How came you to be entrusted with those +sacred vessels, Lady Mary? What has become of Fräulein and your sister?' + +'They have rushed off to St. Bees. Grandmother thought Lesbia looking +pale and out of spirits, and packed her off to the seaside at a minute's +notice.' + +'What! She has left Fellside?' asked Hammond, paling suddenly, as if a +man had struck him. 'Lady Maulevrier, do I understand that Lady Lesbia +has gone away?' + +He asked the question in an authoritative tone, with the air of a man +who had a right to be answered. The dowager wondered at his surpassing +insolence. + +'My granddaughter has gone to the seaside with her governess,' she said, +haughtily. + +'At a minute's notice?' + +'At a minute's notice. I am not in the habit of hesitating about any +step which I consider necessary for my grandchildren's welfare.' + +She looked him full in the face, with those falcon eyes of hers; and he +gave her back a look as resolute, and every whit as full of courage and +of pride. + +'Well,' he said, after a very perceptible pause, 'no doubt your ladyship +has done wisely, and I must submit to your jurisdiction. But I had asked +Lady Lesbia a question, and I had been promised an answer.' + +'Your question has been answered by Lady Lesbia. She left a note for +you,' replied Lady Maulevrier. + +'Thanks,' answered Mr. Hammond, briefly, and he hurried from the room +without another word. + +The letter was on the table in his bedroom. He had little hope of any +good waiting for him in a letter so written. The dowager and the world +had triumphed over a girl's dawning love, no doubt. + +This was Lesbia's letter: + + 'Dear Mr. Hammond,--Lady Maulevrier desires me to say that the + proposal which you honoured me by making this morning is one which I + cannot possibly accept, and that any idea of an engagement between + you and me could result only in misery and humiliation to both. She + thinks it best, under these circumstances, that we should not again + meet, and I shall therefore have left Fellside before you receive + this letter. + + 'With all good wishes, very faithfully yours, + + 'LESBIA HASELDEN.' + +'Very faithfully mine--faithful to her false training, to the worldly +mind that rules her; faithful to the gods of this world--Belial and +Mammon, and the Moloch Fashion. Poor cowardly soul! She loves me, and +owns as much, yet weakly flies from me, afraid to trust the strong arm +and the brave heart of the man who loves her, preferring the glittering +shams of the world to the reality of true and honest love. Well, child, +I have weighed you in the balance and found you wanting. Would to God it +had been otherwise! If you had been brave and bold for love's sake, +where is that pure and perfect chrysolite for which I would have +bartered you?' + +He flung himself into a chair, and sat with his head bowed upon his +folded arms, and his eyes not innocent of tears. What would he not have +given to find truth and courage and scorn of the world's wealth in that +heart which he had tried to win. Did he think her altogether heartless +because she so glibly renounced him? No, he was too just for that. He +called her only half-hearted. She was like the cat in the adage, +'Letting I dare not, wait upon I would.' But he told himself with one +deep sigh of resignation that she was lost to him for ever. + +'I have tried her, and found her not worth the winning,' he said. + +The house, even the lovely landscape smiling under his windows, the +pastoral valley, smooth lake and willowy island, seemed hateful to him. +He felt himself hemmed round by those green hills, by yonder brown and +rugged wall of Nabb Scar, stifled for want of breathing space. The +landscape was lovely enough, but it was like a beautiful grave. He +longed to get away from it. + +'Another man would follow her to St. Bees,' he said. 'I will not.' + +He flung a few things into a Gladstone bag, sat down, and wrote a brief +note to Maulevrier, asking him to make his excuses to her ladyship. He +had made up his mind to go to Keswick that afternoon, and would rejoin +his friend to-morrow, at Carlisle. This done, he rang for Maulevrier's +valet, and asked that person to look after his luggage and bring it on +to Scotland with his master's things; and then, without a word of adieu +to anyone, John Hammond went out of the house, with the Gladstone bag in +his hand, and shook the dust of Fellside off his feet. + +He ordered a fly at the Prince of Wales's Hotel, and drove to Keswick, +whence he went on to the Lodore. The gloom and spaciousness of +Derwentwater, grey in the gathering dusk, suited his humour better than +the emerald prettiness of Grasmere--the roar of the waterfall made music +in his ear. He dined in a private room, and spent the evening roaming on +the shores of the lake, and at eleven o'clock went back to his hotel and +sat late into the night reading Heine, and thinking of the girl who had +refused him. + +Mr. Hammond's letter was delivered to Lord Maulevrier five minutes +before dinner, as he sat in the drawing-room with her ladyship and Mary. +Poor Mary had put on another pretty gown for dinner, still bent upon +effacing Mr. Hammond's image of her as a tousled, frantic creature in +torn and muddy raiment. She sat watching the door, just as Hammond had +watched it three hours ago. + +'So,' said Maulevrier, 'your ladyship has succeeded in driving my friend +away. Hammond has left Fellside, and begs me to convey to you his +compliments and his grateful acknowledgment of all your kindness.' + +'I hope I have not been uncivil to him,' answered Lady Maulevrier +coldly. 'As you had both made up your minds to go to-morrow, it can +matter very little that he should go to-day.' + +Mary looked down at the ribbon and lace on her prettiest frock, and +thought that it mattered a great deal to her. Yet, if he had stayed, +would he have seen her frock or her? With his bodily eyes, perhaps, but +not with the eyes of his mind. Those eyes saw only Lesbia. + +'No, perhaps it hardly matters,' answered Maulevrier, with suppressed +anger. 'The man is not worth talking about or thinking about. What is +he? Only the best, truest, bravest fellow I ever knew.' + +'There are shepherds and guides in Grasmere of whom we could say almost +as much,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'yet you would scarcely expect me to +encourage one of them to pay his addresses to your sister? Pray spare us +all nonsense-talk, Maulevrier. This business is very well ended. You +ought never to have brought Mr. Hammond here.' + +'I am sure of that now. I am very sorry I did bring him.' + +'Oh, the man will not die for love. A disappointment of that kind is +good for a young man in his position. It will preserve him from more +vulgar entanglements, and perhaps from the folly of a too early +marriage.' + +'That is a mighty philosophical way of looking at the matter.' + +'It is the only true way. I hope when you are my age you will have +learnt to look at everything in a philosophical spirit.' + +'Well, Lady Maulevrier, you have had it all your own way,' said the +young man, walking up and down the room in an angry mood. 'I hope you +will never be sorry for having come between two people who loved each +other, and might have made each other happy.' + +'I shall never be sorry for having saved my granddaughter from an +imprudent marriage. Give me your arm, Maulevrier, and let me hear no +more about Mr. Hammond. We have all had quite enough of him,' said her +ladyship, as the butler announced dinner. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED ALL SHALL FADE.' + + +Fräulein Müller and her charge returned from St. Bees after a sojourn of +about three weeks upon that quiet shore: but Lady Lesbia did not appear +to be improved in health or spirits by the revivifying breezes of the +ocean. + +'It is a dull, horrid place, and I was bored to death there!' she said, +when Mary asked how she had enjoyed herself. 'There was no question of +enjoyment. Grandmother took it into her head that I was looking ill, and +sent me to the sea; but I should have been just as well at Fellside.' + +This meant that between Lesbia and that distinctly inferior being, her +younger sister, there was to be no confidence. Mary had watched the +life-drama acted under her eyes too closely not to know all about it, +and was not inclined to be so put off. + +That pale perturbed countenance of John Hammond's, those eager inquiring +eyes looking to the door which opened not, had haunted Mary's waking +thoughts, had even mingled with the tangled web of her dreams. Oh, how +could any woman scorn such love? To be so loved, and by such a man, +seemed to Mary the perfection of earthly bliss. She had never been +educated up to those wider and loftier views of life, which teach a +woman that houses and lands, place and power, are the supreme good. + +'I can't understand how you could treat that noble-minded man so badly,' +she exclaimed one day, when she and Lesbia were alone in the library, +and after she had sat for ever so long, staring out of the window, +meditating upon her sister's cruelty. + +'Of whom are you speaking, pray?' + +'As if you didn't know! Of Mr. Hammond.' + +'And pray, how do you know that he is noble-minded, or that I treated +him badly?' + +'Well, as to his being noble-minded, that jumps to the eyes, as French +books say. As for your treatment of him, I was looking on all the time, +and I know how unkind you were, and I heard him talking to you in the +fir-copse that day.' + +'You were listening' cried Lesbia indignantly. + +'I was not listening! I was passing by. And if people choose to carry on +their love affairs out of doors they must expect to be overheard. I +heard him pleading to you, telling you how he would work for you, fight +the battle of life for you, asking you to be trustful and brave for his +sake. But you have a heart of stone. You and grandmother both have +hearts of stone. I think she must have taken out your heart when you +were little, and put a stone in its place.' + +'Really,' said Lesbia, trying to carry things with a high hand, albeit +her very human heart was beating passionately all the time, 'I think you +ought to be very grateful to me--and grandmother--for refusing Mr. +Hammond.' + +'Why grateful?' + +'Because it leaves you a chance of getting him for yourself; and +everybody can see that you are over head and ears in love with him. That +jumps to the eyes, as you say.' + +Mary turned crimson, trembled with rage, looked at her sister as if she +would kill her, for a moment or so, and finally burst into tears. + +'That is not true, and it is shameful for you to say such a thing,' she +cried. + +'Why, what a virago you are, Mary. Well, I'm very glad it is not true. +Mr. Hammond is--yes, I will be quite candid with you--he is the only man +I am ever likely to admire for his own sake. He is good, brave, clever, +all that you think him. But you and I do not live in a world in which +girls are free to follow their own inclinations. I should break Lady +Maulevrier's heart if I were to make a foolish marriage; and I owe her +too much to set her wishes at naught, or to make her declining years +unhappy. I must obey her, at any cost to my own feelings. Please never +mention Mr. Hammond's name. I'm sure I've had quite enough unhappiness +about him.' + +'I see,' said Mary, bitterly. 'It is your own pain you think of, not +his. He may suffer, so long as you are not worried.' + +'You are an impertinent chit,' retorted Lesbia, 'and you know nothing +about it.' + +After this there was no more said about Mr. Hammond; but Mary did not +forget him. She wrote long letters to her brother, who was still in +Scotland, shooting, deer-stalking, fishing, killing something or other +daily, in the most approved fashion of an Englishman taking his +pleasure. Maulevrier occasionally repaid her with a telegram; but he was +not a good correspondent. He declared that life was too short for +letter-writing. + +Summer was gone; the lake was no longer a shining emerald floor, dotted +with the reflection of the flock upon the verdant slopes above it, but +dull and grey of hue, and broken by white-edged wavelets. Patches of +snow gleamed on the misty heights of Helvellyn, and the autumn winds +howled and shrieked around Fellside in the evenings, when all the +shutters were shut, and the outside world seemed little more than an +idea: that mystic hour when the sheep are slumbering under the starry +sky, and when, as the Westmoreland peasant believes, the fairies help +the housewife at her spinning-wheel. + +Those October evenings were very long and weary for Lesbia and her +sister. Lady Maulevrier read and mused in her low chair beside the fire, +with her books piled upon her own particular table, and lighted by her +own particular lamp. She talked very little, but she was always gracious +to her granddaughters and their governess, and she liked them to be with +her in the evening. Lesbia played or sang, or sat at work at her +basket-table, which occupied the other side of the fireplace; and +Fräulein and Mary had the rest of the room to themselves, as it were, +those two places by the hearth being sacred, as if dedicated to +household gods. Mary read immensely in those long evenings, devouring +volume after volume, feeding her imagination with every kind of +nutriment, good, bad, and indifferent. Fräulein Müller knitted a woollen +shawl, which seemed to have neither beginning, middle, nor end, and was +always ready for conversation, but there were times when silence brooded +over the scene for long intervals, and when every sound of the light +wood-ashes dropping on the tiled hearth was distinctly audible. + +This state of things went on for about three weeks after Lesbia's return +from St. Bees, Lady Maulevrier watchful of her granddaughter all the +time, though saying nothing. She saw that Lesbia was not happy, not as +she had been in the time before the coming of John Hammond. She had +never been particularly gay or light-hearted, never gifted with the wild +spirits and buoyancy which make girlhood so lovely a season to some +natures, a time of dance and song and joyousness, a morning of life +steeped in the beauty and gladness of the universe. She had never been +gay as young lambs and foals and fawns and kittens and puppy dogs are +gay, by reason of the well-spring of delight within them, needing no +stimulus from the outside world. She had been just a little inclined to +murmur at the dulness of her life at Fellside; yet she had borne herself +with a placid sweetness which had been Lady Maulevrier's delight. But +now there was a marked change in her manner. She was not the less +submissive and dutiful in her bearing to her grandmother, whom she both +loved and feared; but there were moments of fretfulness and impatience +which she could not conceal. She was captious and sullen in her manner +to Mary and the Fräulein. She would not walk or drive with them, or +share in any of their amusements. Sometimes of an evening that studious +silence of the drawing-room was suddenly broken by Lesbia's weary sigh, +breathed unawares as she bent over her work. + +Lady Maulevrier saw, too, that Lesbia's cheek was paler than of old, her +eyes less bright. There was a heavy look that told of broken slumbers, +there was a pinched look in that oval check. Good heavens! if her beauty +were to pale and wane, before society had bowed down and worshipped it; +if this fair flower were to fade untimely; if this prize rose in the +garden of beauty were to wither and decay before it won the prize. + +Her ladyship was a woman of action, and no sooner did this fear shape +itself in her mind than she took steps to prevent the evil her thoughts +foreshadowed. + +Among those friends of her youth and allies of her house with whom she +had always maintained an affectionate correspondence was Lady Kirkbank, +the fashionable wife of a sporting baronet, owner of a castle in +Scotland, a place in Yorkshire, a villa at Cannes, and a fine house in +Arlington Street, with an income large enough for their enjoyment. When +Lady Diana Angersthorpe shone forth in the West End world as the +acknowledged belle of the season, the star of Georgina Lorimer was +beginning to wane. She was the eldest daughter of Colonel Lorimer, a man +of good old family, and a fine soldier, who had fought shoulder to +shoulder with Gough and Lawrence, and who had contrived to make a figure +in society with very small means. Georgina's sisters had all married +well. It was a case of necessity, the Colonel told them; they must +either marry or gravitate ultimately to the workhouse. So the Miss +Lorimers made the best use of their youth and freshness, and 'no good +offer refused' was the guiding rule of their young lives. Lucy married +an East India merchant, and set up a fine house in Porchester Terrace. +Maud married wealth personified in the person of a leading member of the +Tallow Chandlers' Company, and had her town house and country house, and +as fine a set of diamonds as a duchess. + +But Georgina, the eldest, trifled with her chances, and her +twenty-seventh birthday beheld her pouring out her father's tea in a +small furnished house in a street off Portland Place, which the Colonel +had hired on his return from India, and which he declared himself unable +to maintain another year. + +'Directly the season is over I shall give up housekeeping and take a +lodging at Bath,' said Colonel Lorimer. 'If you don't like Bath all the +year round you can stay with your sisters.' + +'That is the last thing I am likely to do,' answered Georgina; 'my +sisters were barely endurable when they were single and poor. They are +quite intolerable now they are married and rich. I would sooner live in +the monkey-house at the Zoological than stay with either Lucy or Maud.' + +'That's rank envy,' retorted her father 'You can't forgive them for +having done so much better than you.' + +'I can't forgive them for having married snobs. When I marry I shall +marry a gentleman.' + +'When!' echoed the parent, with a sneering laugh. 'Hadn't you better say +"if"?' + +At this period Georgina's waning good looks were in some measure +counterbalanced by the cumulative effects of half a dozen seasons in +good society, which had given style to her person, ease to her manners, +and sharpness to her tongue. Nobody in society said sharper or more +unpleasant things than Miss Lorimer, and by virtue of this gift she got +invited about a great deal more than she might have done had she been +distinguished for sweetness of speech and manner. Georgie Lorimer's +presence at a dinner table gave just that pungent flavour which is like +the faint suspicion of garlic in a fricassee or of tarragon in a salad. + +Now in this very season, when Colonel Lorimer was inclined to speak of +his daughter, as Sainte Beuve wrote of Musset, as a young woman with a +very brilliant past, a lucky turn of events gave Georgina a fresh start +in life, which may be called a new departure. Lady Diana Angersthorpe, +the belle of the season, took a fancy to her, was charmed with her sharp +tongue and acute sense of the ridiculous. The two became fast friends, +and were seen everywhere together. The best men all flocked round the +beauty, and all talked to the beauty's companion: and before the season +was over, Sir George Kirkbank, who had half made up his mind to +propose to Lady Diana, found himself engaged to that uncommonly jolly +girl, Lady Diana's friend. Georgina spent August and September with Lady +Di, at the Marchioness of Carisbroke's delightful villa in the Isle of +Wight, and Sir George kept his yacht at Cowes all the time, and was in +constant attendance upon his fiancée. It was George and Georgie +everywhere. In October Colonel Lorimer had the profound pleasure of +giving away his daughter, before the altar in St. George's, Hanover +Square, and it may be said of him that nothing in his relations with +that young lady became him better than his manner of parting with her. + +So the needy Colonel's daughter became Lady Kirkbank, and in the +following spring Diana Angersthorpe was married at the same St. George's +to the Earl of Maulevrier. The friends were divided by distance and by +circumstance as the years rolled on; but friendship was steadily +maintained; and a regular correspondence with Lady Kirkbank, whose pen +was as sharp as her tongue, was one of the means by which Lady +Maulevrier had kept herself thoroughly posted in all those small events, +unrecorded by newspapers, which make up the secret history of society. + +It was of her old friend Georgie that her ladyship thought in her +present anxiety. Lady Kirkbank had more than once suggested that Lady +Maulevrier's granddaughters should vary the monotony of Fellside by a +visit to her place near Doncaster, or her castle north of Aberdeen; but +her ladyship had evaded these friendly suggestions, being very jealous +of any strange influence upon Lesbia's life. Now, however, there had +come a time when Lesbia must have a complete change of scenery and +surroundings, lest she should pine and dwindle in sullen submission to +fate, or else defy the world and elope with John Hammond. + +Now, therefore, Lady Maulevrier decided to accept Lady Kirkbank's +hospitality. She told her friend the whole story with perfect frankness, +and her letter was immediately answered by a telegram. + +'I start for Scotland to-morrow, will break my journey by staying a +night at Fellside, and will take Lady Lesbia on to Kirkbank with me next +day, if she can be ready to go.' + +'She shall be ready,' said Lady Maulevrier. + +She told Lesbia that she had accepted an invitation for her, and that +she was to go to Kirkbank Castle the day after to-morrow. She was +prepared for unwillingness, resistance even; but Lesbia received the +news with evident pleasure. + +'I shall be very glad to go,' she said, 'this place is so dull. Of +course I shall be sorry to leave you, grandmother, and I wish you would +go with me; but any change will be a relief. I think if I had to stay +here all the winter, counting the days and the hours, I should go out of +my mind.' + +The tears came into her eyes, but she wiped them away hurriedly, ashamed +of her emotion. + +'My dearest child, I am so sorry for you,' murmured Lady Maulevrier. +'But believe me the day will come when you will be very glad that you +conquered the first foolish inclination of your girlish heart.' + +'Yes, I daresay, when I am eighty,' Lesbia answered, impatiently. She +had made up her mind to submit to the inevitable. She had loved John +Hammond--had been as near breaking her heart for him as it was in her +nature to break her heart for anybody; but she wanted to make a great +marriage, to be renowned and admired. She had been reared and trained +for that; and she was not going to belie her training. + +A visitor from the great London world was so rare an event that there +was naturally a little excitement in the idea of Lady Kirkbank's +arrival. The handsomest and most spacious of the spare bedrooms was +prepared for the occasion. The housekeeper was told that the dinner must +be perfect. There must be nothing old-fashioned or ponderous; there must +be mind as well as matter in everything. Rarely did Lady Maulevrier look +at a bill of fare; but on this particular morning she went carefully +through the menu, and corrected it with her own hand. + +A pair of post-horses brought Lady Kirkbank and her maid from Windermere +station, in time for afternoon tea, and the friends who had only met +twice within the last forty years, embraced each other on the threshold +of Lady Maulevrier's morning-room. + +'My dearest Di,' cried Lady Kirkbank, 'what a delight to see you again +after such ages; and what a too lovely spot you have chosen for your +retreat from the world, the flesh, and the devil. If I could be a +recluse anywhere, it would be amongst just such delicious surroundings.' + +Without, twilight shades were gathering; within, there was only the +light of a fire and a shaded lamp upon the tea table; there was just +light enough for the two women to see each other's faces, and the change +which time had wrought there. + +Never did womanhood in advanced years offer a more striking contrast +than that presented by the woman of fashion and the recluse. Lady +Maulevrier was almost as handsome in the winter of her days as she had +been when life was in its spring. The tall, slim figure, erect as a +dart, the delicately chiselled features and alabaster complexion, the +soft silvery hair, the perfect hand, whiter and more transparent than +the hand of girlhood, the stately movements and bearing, all combined to +make Lady Maulevrier a queen among women. Her brocade gown of a deep +shade of red, with a border of dark sable on cuffs and collar, suggested +a portrait by Velasquez. She wore no ornaments except the fine old +Brazilian diamonds which flashed and sparkled upon her slender fingers. + +If Lady Maulevrier looked like a picture in the Escurial, Lady Kirkbank +resembled a caricature in _La Vie Parisienne_. Everything she wore was +in the very latest fashion of the Parisian _demi-monde_, that +exaggerated elegance of a fashion plate which only the most exquisite of +women could redeem from vulgarity. Plush, brocade, peacock's feathers, +golden bangles, mousquetaire gloves, a bonnet of purple plumage set off +by ornaments of filagree gold, an infantine little muff of lace and wild +flowers, buttercups and daisies; and hair, eyebrows and complexion as +artificial as the flowers on the muff. + +All that art could do to obliterate the traces of age had been done for +Georgina Kirkbank. But seventy years are not to be obliterated easily, +and the crow's feet showed through the bloom de Ninon, and the eyes +under the painted arches were glassy and haggard, the carnation lips had +a withered look. Age was made all the more palpable by the artifice +which would have disguised it. + +Lady Maulevrier suffered an absolute shock at beholding the friend of +her youth. She had not accustomed herself to the idea that women in +society could raddle their cheeks, stain their lips, and play tricks +before high heaven with their eyebrows and eyelashes. In her own youth +painted faces had been the ghastly privilege of a class of womankind of +which the women of society were supposed to know nothing. Persons who +showed their ankles and rouged their cheeks were to be seen of an +afternoon in Bond Street; but Lady Diana Angersthorpe had been taught to +pass them by as if she saw them not, to behold without seeing these +creatures outside the pale. And now she saw her own dearest friend, a +person distinctly within the pale, plastered with bismuth and stained +with carmine, and wearing hair of a colour so obviously false and +inharmonious, that child-like faith could hardly accept it as reality. +Forty years ago Lady Kirkbank's long ringlets had been darkest glossiest +brown, to-day she wore a tousled fringe of bright yellow, piquantly +contrasting with Vandyke brown eyebrows. + +It took Lady Maulevrier some moments to get over the shock. She drew a +chair to the fire and established her friend in it, and then, with a +little gasp, she said: + +'I am charmed to see you again, Georgie!' + +'You darling, I was sure you would be glad. But you must find me awfully +changed--awfully.' + +For worlds Lady Maulevrier could not have denied this truth. Happily +Lady Kirkbank did not wait for an answer. + +'Society is so wearing, and George and I never seem to get an interval +of quiet. Kirkbank is to be full of men next week. Your granddaughter +will have a good time.' + +'There will be a few women, of course?' + +'Oh, yes, there's no avoiding that; only one doesn't reckon them. Sir +George only counts his guns. We expect a splendid season. I shall send +you some birds of my own shooting.' + +'You shoot!' exclaimed Lady Maulevrier, amazed. + +'Shoot! I should think I do. What else is there to amuse one in +Scotland, after the salmon fishing is over? I have never missed a season +for the last thirty years, unless we have been abroad.' + +'Please, don't innoculate Lesbia with your love of sport.' + +'What! you wouldn't like her to shoot? Well, perhaps you are right. It +is hardly the thing for a pretty girl with her fortune to make. It +spoils the delicacy of the skin. But I'm afraid she'll find Kirkbank +dull if she doesn't go out with the guns. She can meet us with the rest +of the women at luncheon. We have some capital picnic luncheons on the +moor, I can assure you.' + +'I know she will enjoy herself with you. She has been accustomed to a +very quiet life here.' + +'It is a lovely spot; but I own I cannot understand how you can have +lived here exclusively during all these years--you who used to be all +life and fire, loving change, action, political and diplomatic society, +to dance upon the crest of the wave, as it were. Your whole nature must +have suffered some curious change.' + +Their close intimacy of the past warranted freedom of speech in the +present. + +'My nature did undergo a change, and a severe one,' answered Lady +Maulevrier, gloomily. + +'It was that horrid--and I daresay unfortunate scandal about his +lordship; and then the sad shock of his death,' murmured Lady Kirkbank, +sympathetically. 'Most women, with your youth and beauty, would have +forgotten the scandal and the husband in a twelvemonth, and would have +made a second marriage more brilliant than the first. But no Indian +widow who ever performed suttee was more worthy of praise than you, or +even that person of Ephesus, whose story I have heard somewhere. Indeed, +I have always spoken of your life as a long suttee. But you mean to +re-appear in society next season, I hope, when you present your +granddaughter?' + +'I shall certainly go up to London to present her, and possibly I may +spend the season in town; but I shall feel like Rip Van Winkle.' + +'No, no, you won't, my dear Di. You have kept yourself _au courant_, I +know. Even my silly gossiping letters may have been of _some_ use.' + +'They have been most valuable. Let me give you another cup of tea,' said +Lady Maulevrier, who had been officiating at her own exquisite +tea-table, an arrangement of inlaid woods, antique silver, and modern +china, which her friend pronounced a perfect poem. + +Indeed, the whole room was poetic, Lady Kirkbank declared, and there are +many highly praised scenes which less deserve the epithet. The dark red +walls and cedar dado, the stamped velvet curtains, of an indescribable +shade between silver-grey and olive, the Sheraton furniture, the +parqueterie floor and Persian prayer-rugs, the deep yet brilliant hues +of crackle porcelain and Chinese cloisonné enamel, the artistic +fireplace, with dog-stove, low brass fender, and ingle-nook recessed +under the high mantelpiece, all combined to form a luxurious and +harmonious whole. + +Lady Kirkbank admired the _tout ensemble_ in the fitful light of the +fire, the dim grey of deepening twilight. + +'There never was a more delicious cell!' she exclaimed, 'but still I +should feel it a prison, if I had to spend six weeks in the year in it. +I never stay more than six weeks anywhere out of London; and I always +find six weeks more than enough. The first fortnight is rapture, the +third and fourth weeks are calm content, the fifth is weariness, the +sixth a fever to be gone. I once tried a seventh week at Pontresina, and +I hated the place so intensely that I dared not go back there for the +next three years. But now tell me. Diana, have you really performed +suttee, have you buried yourself alive in this sweet spot deliberately, +or has the love of retirement grown upon you, and have you become a kind +of lotus-eater?' + +'I believe I have become a kind of lotus-eater. My retirement here has +been no sentimental sacrifice to Lord Maulevrier's memory.' + +'I am glad to hear that; for I really think the worst possible use a +woman can make of her life is in wasting it on lamentation for a dead +and gone husband. Life is odiously short at the best, and it is mere +imbecility to fritter away any of our scanty portion upon the dead, who +can never be any the better for our tears.' + +'My motive in living at Fellside was not reverence for the dead. And now +let us talk of the gay world, of which you know all the secrets. Have +you heard anything more about Lord Hartfield?' + +'Ah, there is a subject in which you have reason to be interested. I +have not forgotten the romance of your youth--that first season in which +Ronald Hollister used to haunt every place at which you appeared. Do you +remember that wet afternoon at the Chiswick flower-show, when you and he +and I took shelter in the orange house, and you two made love to each +other most audaciously in an atmosphere of orange-blossoms that almost +stifled me? Yes, those were glorious days!' + +'A short summer of gladness, a brief dream,' sighed Lady Maulevrier. 'Is +young Lord Hartfield like his father?' + +'No, he takes after the Ilmingtons; but still there is a look of your +old sweetheart--yes, I think there is an expression. I have not seen him +for nearly a year. He is still abroad, roaming about somewhere in search +of adventures. These young men who belong to the Geographical and the +Alpine Club are hardly ever at home.' + +'But though they may be sometimes lost to society, they are all the +more worthy of society's esteem when they do appear,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'I think there must be an ennobling influence in Alpine +travel, or in the vast solitudes of the Dark Continent. A man finds +himself face to face with unsophisticated nature, and with the grandest +forces of the universe. Professor Tyndall writes delightfully of his +Alpine experiences; his mind seems to have ripened in the solitude and +untainted air of the Alps. And I believe Lord Hartfield is a young man +of very high character and of considerable cultivation, is he not?' + +'He is a splendid young fellow. I never heard a word to his +disparagement, even from those people who pretend to know something bad +about everybody. What a husband he would make for one of your girls!' + +'Admirable! But those perfect arrangements, which seem predestined by +heaven itself, are so rarely realised on earth,' answered the dowager, +lightly. + +She was not going to show her cards, even to an old friend. + +'Well, it would be very sweet if they were to meet next season and fall +in love with each other,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'He is enormously rich, and +I daresay your girls will not be portionless.' + +'Lesbia may take a modest place among heiresses,' answered Lady +Maulevrier. 'I have lived so quietly during the last forty years that I +could hardly help saving money.' + +'How nice!' sighed Georgie. 'I never saved sixpence in my life, and am +always in debt.' + +'The little fortune I have saved is much too small for division. Lesbia +will therefore have all I can leave her. Mary has the usual provision as +a daughter of the Maulevrier house.' + +'And I suppose Lesbia has that provision also?' + +'Of course.' + +'Lucky Lesbia. I only wish Hartfield were coming to us for the shooting. +I would engage he should fall in love with her. Kirkbank is a splendid +place for match-making. But the fact is I am not very intimate with him. +He is almost always travelling, and when he is at home he is not in our +set. And now, my dear Diana, tell me more about yourself, and your own +life in this delicious place.' + +'There is so little to tell. The books I have read, the theories of +literature and art and science which I have adopted and dismissed, +learnt and forgotten--those are the history of my life. The ideas of the +outside world reach me here only in books and newspapers; but you who +have been living in the world must have so much to say. Let me be the +listener.' + +Lady Kirkbank desired nothing better. She rattled on for three-quarters +of an hour about her doings in the great world, her social triumphs, the +wonderful things she had done for Sir George, who seemed to be as a +puppet in her hands, the princes and princelings she had entertained, +the songs she had composed, the comedy she had written, for private +representation only, albeit the Haymarket manager was dying to produce +it, the scathing witticisms with which she had withered her social +enemies. She would have gone on much longer, but for the gong, which +reminded her that it was time to dress for dinner. + +Half-an-hour later Lady Kirkbank was in the drawing-room, where Mary had +retired to the most shadowy corner, anxious to escape the gaze of the +fashionable visitor. + +But Lady Kirkbank was not inclined to take much notice of Mary. Lesbia's +brilliant beauty, the exquisite Greek head, the faultless complexion, +the deep, violet eyes, caught Georgina Kirkbank's eye the moment she had +entered the room, and she saw that this girl and no other must be the +beauty, the beloved and chosen grandchild. + +'How do you do, my dear?' she said, taking Lesbia's hand, and then, as +if with a gush of warm feeling, suddenly drawing the girl towards her +and kissing her on both cheeks. 'I am going to be desperately fond of +you, and I hope you will soon contrive to like me--just a little.' + +'I feel sure that I shall like you very much,' Lesbia answered sweetly. +'I am prepared to love you as grandmother's old friend.' + +'Oh, my dear, to think that I should ever be the old friend of anybody's +grandmother!' sighed Lady Kirkbank, with unaffected regret. 'When I was +your age I used to think all old people odious. It never occurred to me +that I should live to be one of them.' + +'Then you had no dear grandmother whom you loved,' said Lesbia, 'or you +would have liked old people for her sake.' + +'No, my love, I had no grandparents. I had a father, and he was +all-sufficient--anything beyond him in the ancestral line would have +been a burden laid upon me greater than I could bear, as the poet says.' + +Dinner was announced, and Mary came shyly out of her corner, blushing +deeply. + +'And this is Lady Mary, I suppose?' said Lady Kirkbank, in an off-hand +way, 'How do you do, my dear? I am going to steal your sister.' + +'I am very glad,' faltered Mary. 'I mean I am glad that Lesbia should +enjoy herself.' + +'And some fine day, when Lesbia is married and a great lady, I shall ask +you to come to Scotland,' said Lady Kirkbank, condescendingly, and then +she murmured in her friend's ear, as they went to the dining-room, +'Quite an English girl. Very fresh and frank and nice,' which was great +praise for such a second-rate young person as Lady Mary. + +'What do you think of Lesbia?' asked Lady Maulevrier, in the same +undertone. + +'She is simply adorable. Your letters prepared me to expect beauty, but +not such beauty. My dear, I thought the progress of the human race was +all in a downward line since our time; but your granddaughter is as +handsome as you were in your first season, and that is going very far.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +'NOT YET.' + + +Lady Kirkbank carried off Lesbia early next day, the girl radiant at the +idea of seeing life under new conditions. She had a few minutes' serious +talk with her grandmother before she went. + +'Lesbia, you are going into the world,' said Lady Maulevrier; 'yes, even +a country house is the world in little. You will have many admirers +instead of one; but I think, I believe, that you will be true to me and +to yourself.' + +'You need not fear, grandmother. I have been an idiot; but--but it was +only a passing folly, and I shall never be so weak again.' + +Lesbia's scornful lips and kindling eyes gave intensity to her speech. +It was evident that she despised herself for that one touch of womanly +softness which had made her as ready to fall in love with her first +wooer as any peasant girl in Grasmere Vale. + +'I am delighted to hear you speak thus, dearest,' said Lady Maulevrier. +'And if Mr. Hamilton--Hammond, I mean--should have the audacity to +follow you to Kirkbank, and to intrude himself upon you there--perhaps +to persecute you with clandestine addresses----' + +'I do not believe he would do anything clandestine,' said Lesbia, +drawing herself up. 'He is quite above that.' + +'My dear child, we know absolutely nothing about him. He has his way to +make in the world unaided by family or connections. He is +clever--daring. Such a man cannot help being an adventurer; and an +adventurer is capable of anything. I warn you to beware of him.' + +'I don't suppose I shall ever see his face again,' retorted Lesbia, +irritably. + +She had made up her mind that her life was not to be spoiled, her +brilliant future sacrificed, for the sake of John Hammond; but the wound +which she had suffered in renouncing him was still fresh, her feelings +were still sore. Any contemptuous mention of him stung her to the quick. + +'I hope not. And you will beware of other adventurers, Lesbia, men of a +worse stamp than Mr. Hammond, more experienced in ruse and iniquity, men +steeped to the lips in worldly knowledge, men who look upon women as +mere counters in the game of life. The world thinks that I am rich, and +you will no doubt take rank as an heiress. You will therefore be a mark +for every spendthrift, noble or otherwise, who wants to restore his +broken fortunes by a wealthy marriage. And now, my dearest, good-bye. +Half my heart goes with you. Nothing could induce me to part with you, +even for a few weeks, except the conviction that it is for your good.' + +'But we shall not be parted next year, I hope, grandmother,' said +Lesbia, affectionately. 'You said something about presenting me, and +then leaving me in Lady Kirkbank's care for the season. I should not +like that at all. I want you to go everywhere with me, to teach me all +the mysteries of the great world. You have always promised me that it +should be so.' + +'And I have always intended that it should be so. I hope that it will be +so,' answered her grandmother, with a sigh; 'but I am an old woman, +Lesbia, and I am rooted to this place.' + +'But why should you be rooted here? What charm can keep you here, when +you are so fitted to shine in society? You are old in nothing but years, +and not even old in years in comparison with women whom we hear of, +going everywhere and mixing in every fashionable amusement. You are full +of fire and energy, and as active as a girl. Why should you not enjoy a +London season, grandmother?' pleaded Lesbia, nestling her head lovingly +against Lady Maulevrier's shoulder. + +'I should enjoy it, dearest, with you. It would be a renewal of my youth +to see you shine and conquer. I should be as proud as if the glory were +all my own. Yes, dear, I hope that I shall be a spectator of your +triumphs. But do not let us plan the future. Life is so full of changes. +Remember what Horace says----' + +'Horace is a bore,' said Lesbia. 'I hate a poet who is always harping +upon change and death.' + +The carriage, which was to take the travellers to Windermere Station, +was announced at this moment, and Lesbia and her grandmother gave each +other the farewell embrace. + +'You like Lady Kirkbank, I hope?' said Lady Maulevrier, as they went +towards the hall, where that lady was waiting for them, with Lady Mary +and Fräulein Müller in attendance upon her. + +'She seems very kind, but I should like her better if she did not +paint--or if she painted better.' + +'My dear child I'm afraid it is the fashion of the day, just as it was +in Pope's time, and we ought to think nothing about it.' + +'Well, I suppose I shall get hardened in time.' + +'My dearest Lesbia,' shrieked Lady Kirkbank from below, 'remember we +have to catch a train.' + +Lesbia hurried downstairs, followed by Lady Maulevrier, who had to bid +her friend adieu. The luggage had been sent on in a cart, Lesbia's +trunks and dress baskets forming no small item. She was so well +furnished with pretty gowns of all kinds that there had been no +difficulty in getting her ready for this sudden visit. Her maid was on +the box beside the coachman. Lady Kirkbank's attendant, a Frenchwoman of +five-and-thirty, who looked as if she had graduated at Mabille, was to +occupy the back seat of the landau. + +Lady Mary looked after her sister longingly, as the carriage drove down +the hill. She was going into a new world, to see all kinds of +people--clever people--distinguished people--musical, artistic, +political people--hunting and shooting people--while Mary was to stay at +home all the winter among the old familiar faces. Dearly as she loved +these hills and vales her heart sank a little at the thought of those +long lonely months, days and evenings that would be all alike, and which +must be spent without sympathetic companionship. And there would be +dreary days on which the weather would keep her a prisoner in her +luxurious gaol, when the mountains, and the rugged paths beside the +mountain streams, would be inaccessible, when she would be restricted to +Fräulein's phlegmatic society, that lady being stout and lazy, fond of +her meals, and given to afternoon slumbers. Lesbia and Mary were not by +any means sympathetic; yet, after all, blood is thicker than water; and +Lesbia was intelligent, and could talk of the things Mary loved, which +was better than total dumbness, even if she generally took an +antagonistic view of them. + +'I shall miss her dreadfully,' thought Mary, as she strolled listlessly +in the gardens, where the leaves where falling and the flowers fading. + +'I wonder if she will see Mr. Hammond at Lady Kirkbank's?' mused Mary. +'If he were anything like a lover he would find out all about her visit, +and seize the opportunity of her being away from grandmother. But then +if he had been much of a lover he would have followed her to St. Bees.' + +Lady Maulevrier sorely missed her favourite grandchild. In a life spent +in such profound seclusion, so remote from the busy interests of the +world, this beloved companionship had become a necessity to her. She had +concentrated her affections upon Lesbia, and the girl's absence made a +fearful blank. But her ladyship's dignity was not compromised by any +outward signs of trouble or loss. + +She spent her mornings in her own room, reading and writing and musing +at her leisure; she drove or walked every fine afternoon, sometimes +alone, sometimes attended by Mary, who hated these stately drives and +walks. She dined _tête-à -tête_ with Mary, except on those rare occasions +when there were visitors--the Vicar and his wife, or some wandering star +from other worlds. Mary lived in profound awe of her grandmother, but +was of far too frank a nature to be able to adapt her speech or her +manners to her ladyship's idea of feminine perfection. She was silent +and shy under those falcon eyes; but she was still the same Mary, the +girl to whom pretence or simulation of any kind was impossible. + +Letters came almost every day from Kirkbank Castle, letters from Lesbia +describing the bright gay life she was living at that hospitable abode, +the excursions, the rides, the picnic luncheons after the morning's +sport, the dinner parties, the dances. + +'It is the most delightful house you can imagine,' wrote Lesbia; 'and +Lady Kirkbank is an admirable hostess. I have quite forgiven her for +wearing false eyebrows; for after all, you know, one must _have_ +eyebrows; they are a necessity; but why does she not have the two arches +alike? They are _never_ a pair, and I really think that French maid of +hers does it on purpose. + +'By-the-bye, Lady Kirkbank is going to write to you to beseech you to +let me go to Cannes and Monte Carlo with her. Sir George insists upon +it. He says they both like young society, and will be horribly vexed if +I refuse to go with them. And Lady Kirkbank thinks my chest is just a +little weak--I almost broke down the other night in that lovely little +song of Jensen's--and that a winter in the south is just what I want. +But, of course, dear grandmother, I won't ask you to let me be away so +long if you think you will miss me.' + +'If I think I shall miss her!' repeated Lady Maulevrier. 'Has the girl +no heart, that she can ask such a question? But can I wonder at that? Of +what account was I or my love to her father, although I sacrificed +myself for his good name? Can I expect that she should be of a different +clay?' + +And then, meditating upon the events of the summer that was gone, Lady +Maulevrier thought-- + +She renounced her first lover at my bidding; she renounces her love for +me at the bidding of the world. Or was it not rather self-interest, the +fear of making a bad marriage, which influenced her in her renunciation +of Mr. Hammond. It was not obedience to me, it was not love for me which +made her give him up. It was the selfishness engrained in her race. +Well, I have heaped my love upon her, because she is fair and sweet, and +reminds me of my own youth. I must let her go, and try to be happy in +the knowledge that she is enjoying her life far away from me.' + +Lady Maulevrier wrote her consent to the extension of Lesbia's visit, +and by return of post came a letter from Lesbia which seemed brimming +over with love, and which comforted the grandmother's wounded heart. + +'Lady Kirkbank and I are both agreed, dearest, that you must join us at +Cannes,' wrote Lesbia. 'At your age it is very wrong of you to spend a +winter in our horrible climate. You can travel with Steadman and your +maid. Lady Kirkbank will secure you a charming suite of rooms at the +hotel, or she would like it still better if you would stay at her own +villa. Do consent to this plan, dear grandmother, and then we shall not +be parted for a long winter. Of course Mary would be quite happy at home +running wild.' + +Lady Maulevrier sighed as she read this letter, sighed again, and +heavily, as she put it back into the envelope. Alas, how many and many a +year had gone, long, monotonous, colourless years, since she had seen +that bright southern world which she was now urged to revisit. In fancy +she saw it again to-day, the tideless sea of deepest sapphire blue, the +little wavelets breaking on a yellow beach, the white triangular sails, +the woods full of asphodel and great purple and white lilies, the +atmosphere steeped in warmth and light and perfume, the glare of white +houses in the sun, the red and yellow blinds, the pots of green and +orange and crimson clay, with oleanders abloom, the wonderful glow of +colour everywhere and upon all things. And then as the eyes of the mind +recalled these vivid images her bodily eyes looked out upon the +rain-blotted scene, the mountains rising in a dark and dismal circle +round that sombre pool below, walling her in from the outer world. + +'I am at the bottom of a grave,' she said to herself. 'I am in a living +tomb, from which there is no escape. Forty years! Forty years of +patience and hope, for what? For dreams which may never be realised; for +descendants who may never give me the price of my labours. Yes, I should +like to go to my dear one. I should like to revisit the South of France, +to go on to Italy. I should feel young again amidst that eternal, +unchangeable loveliness. I should forget all I have suffered. But it +cannot be. Not yet, not yet!' + +Presently with a smile of concentrated bitterness she repeated the words +'Not yet!' + +'Surely at my age it must be folly to dream of the future; and yet I +feel as if there were half a century of life in me, as if I had lost +nothing in either mental or bodily vigour since I came here forty years +ago.' + +She rose as she said these words, and began to pace the room, with +quiet, firm step, erect, stately, beautiful in her advanced years as she +had been in her bloom and freshness, only with another kind of +beauty--an empress among women. The boast that she had made to herself +was no idle boast. At sixty-seven years of age her physical powers +showed no signs of decay, her mental qualities were at their best and +brightest. Long years of thought and study had ripened and widened her +mind. She was a woman fit to be the friend and counsellor of statesmen, +the companion and confidant of her sovereign: and yet fate willed that +she should be buried alive in a Westmoreland valley, seeing the same +hills and streams, the same rustic faces, from year's end to year's end. +Surely it was a hard fate, a heavy penance, albeit self-imposed. + +Lesbia went straight from Scotland to Paris with Sir George and Lady +Kirkbank. Here they stayed at the Bristol for just two days, during +which her hostess went all over the fashionable quarter buying clothes +for the Cannes campaign, and assisting Lesbia to spend the hundred +pounds which her grandmother had sent her for the replenishment of her +well-provided wardrobe. It is astonishing how little way a hundred +pounds goes among the dressmakers, corset-makers, and shoemakers of +Lutetia. + +'I had no notion that clothes were so dear,' said Lesbia, when she saw +how little she had got for her money. + +'My dear, you have two gowns which are absolutely _chien_,' replied Lady +Kirkbank, 'and you have a corset which gives you a figure, which you +must forgive me for saying you never had before.' + +Lady Kirkbank had to explain that _chien_ as applied to a gown or bonnet +was the same thing as _chic_, only a little more so. + +'I hope my gowns will always be _chien_,' said Lesbia meekly. + +Next evening they were dining at Cannes, with the blue sea in front of +their windows, dining at a table all abloom with orange flowers, tea +roses, mignonette, waxen camellias, and pale Parma violets, while Lady +Maulevrier and Mary dined _tête-à -tête_ at Fellside, with the feathery +snow flakes falling outside, and the world whitening all around them. + +Next day the world was all white, and Mary's beloved hills were +inaccessible. + +Who could tell how long they might be covered; the winding tracks +hidden; the narrow forces looking like black water or molten iron +against that glittering whiteness? Mary could only walk along the road +by Loughrigg to the bench called 'Rest and be thankful,' from which she +looked with longing eyes across towards the Langdale Pikes, and to the +sharp cone-shaped peak, known as Coniston Old Man, just visible above +the nearer hills. Fräulein Müller suggested that it was in just such +weather as this that a well brought up young lady, a young lady with +_Vernunft_ and _Anstand_, should devote herself to the improvement of +her mind. + +'Let us read German this _abscheulich_ afternoon,' said the Fräulein. +'Suppose we go on with the "Sorrows of Werther."' + +'Werther was a fool,' cried Mary; 'any book but that.' + +'Will you choose your own book?' + +'Let me read Heine.' + +Fräulein looked doubtful. There were things in Heine--an all-pervading +tone--which rendered him hardly an appropriate poet for 'the young +person.' But Fräulein compromised the matter by letting Mary read Atta +Troll, the exact bearing of which neither of them understood. + +'How beautifully Mr. Hammond read Heine that morning!' said Mary, +breaking off suddenly from a perfectly automatic reading. + +'You did not hear him, did you? You were not there,' said the Fräulein. + +'I was not _there_, but I heard him. I--I was sitting on the bank among +the pine trees.' + +'Why did you not come and sit with us? It would have been more ladylike +than to hide yourself behind the trees.' + +Mary blushed crimson. + +'I had been in the kennels with Maulevrier; I was not fit to be seen,' +she said. + +'Hardly a ladylike admission,' replied the Fräulein, who felt that with +Lady Mary her chief duty was to reprove. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' + + +It was afternoon. The white hills yonder and all the length of the +valley were touched here and there with gleams of wintry sunlight, and +Lady Maulevrier was taking her solitary walk on the terrace in front of +her house, a stately figure wrapped in a furred mantle, tall, erect, +moving with measured pace up and down the smooth gravel path. Now and +then at the end of the walk the dowager stopped for a minute or so, and +stood as if in deep thought, with her eyes dreamily contemplating the +landscape. An intense melancholy shadowed her face, as she thus gazed +with brooding eyes on the naked monotony of those wintry hills. So had +she looked in many and many a winter, and it seemed to her that her life +was of a piece with those bleak hills, where in the dismal winter time +nothing living trod. She stood gazing at the sinking sun, a fiery ball +shining at the end of a long gallery of crag and rock, like a lamp at +the end of a corridor; and as she gazed the red round orb dropped +suddenly behind the edge of a crag, as if she had been an enchantress +and had dismissed it with a wave of her wand. + +'O Lord, how long, how long?' she said. 'How many times have I seen that +sun go down from this spot, in winter and summer, in spring and autumn! +And now that the one being I loved and cared for is far away, I feel all +the weariness and emptiness of my life.' + +As she turned to resume her walk she heard the muffled sound of wheels +in the road below, that road which was completely hidden by foliage in +summer, but which was now visible here and there between the leafless +trees. A carriage with a pair of horses was coming along the road from +Ambleside. + +Lady Maulevrier stood and watched until the carriage drew up at the +lodge gate, and then, when the gate had been opened, slowly ascended the +winding drive to the house. + +She expected no visitor; indeed, there was no one likely to come to her +from the direction of Ambleside. Her heart began to beat heavily, with +the apprehension of coming evil. What kind of evil she knew not. Bad +news about her granddaughter, perhaps, or about Maulevrier. And yet that +could hardly be. Evil tidings of that kind would have reached her by +telegram. + +Perhaps it was Maulevrier himself. His movements were generally erratic. + +Lady Maulevrier hurried back to the house. She went through the +conservatory, where the warm whiteness of azalia, and spirea, and arum +lilies contrasted curiously with the cold white snow out of doors, to +the hall, where a stranger was standing talking to the butler. + +He was a man of foreign appearance, wearing a cloak lined with sables, +and a sable cap, which he removed as Lady Maulevrier approached. He was +thin and small, with a clear olive complexion, olive inclining to pale +bronze, sleek raven hair, and black almond-shaped eyes. At the first +glance Lady Maulevrier knew that he was an Oriental. Her heart sank +within her, and seemed to grow chill as death at sight of him. Anything +associated with India was horrible to her. + +The stranger came forward to meet her, bowing deferentially. He had +those lithe, gliding movements which she remembered of old, when she had +seen princes and dignitaries of the East creeping shoeless to her +husband's feet. + +'Will your ladyship do me the honour to grant me an interview?' he said +in very good English. 'I have travelled from London expressly for that +privilege.' + +'Then I fear you have wasted your time, sir, whatever your mission may +be,' the dowager answered, haughtily. 'However, I am willing to hear +anything you may have to say, if you will be good enough to come this +way.' + +She moved towards the library, the butler preceding her to open the +door, and the stranger followed her into the spacious room, where coals +and logs were heaped high upon the wide dog stove, deeply recessed +beneath the old English mantelpiece. + +It was one of the handsomest rooms of the house, furnished with oak +bookcases about seven feet high, above which vases of Oriental ware and +varied colouring stood boldly out against the dark oak wall. Richly +bound books in infinite variety testified to the wealth and taste of the +owner; while one side of the room was absorbed by a wide Gothic window, +beyond which appeared the panorama of lake and mountain, beautiful in +every season. A tawny velvet curtain divided this room from the +drawing-room; but there was also a strong oak door behind the curtain, +which was generally closed in cold weather. + +Lady Maulevrier went over to this door, and took the precaution to draw +the bolt, before she seated herself in her arm-chair by the hearth. She +had her own particular chair in all the rooms she occupied--a chair +which was sacred as a throne. + +She drew off her sealskin gloves, and motioned with a slender white hand +to the stranger to be seated. + +'To whom have I the honour of speaking?' she asked, looking; him through +and through with an unflinching gaze, as she would have looked at Death +himself, had the grim skeleton figure come to beckon her. + +He handed her a visiting card on which was engraved-- + +'Louis Asoph, Rajah of Bisnagar.' + +'If my memory does not deceive me as to the history of modern India, the +territory from which you take your title has been absorbed into the +English dominion?' said Lady Maulevrier. + +'It was trafficked away forty-three years ago, stolen, filched from my +father! but so long as I have power to think and to act I will maintain +my claim to that land; yes, if only by the empty mockery of a name on a +visiting card. It is a duty I owe to myself as a man, which I owe still +more to my murdered father.' + +'Have you come all the way from London, and in such weather, only to +tell me this story?' + +She had twisted his card between her fingers as she listened to him, and +now, with an action at once careless and contemptuous, she flung it upon +the burning logs. Slight as the action was it was eloquent of scorn for +the man. + +'No, Lady Maulevrier, my mention of this story, with which you are no +doubt perfectly familiar, is only a preliminary. I have come to claim my +own, and to appeal to you as a woman of honour to do me justice. Nay, I +will say as a woman of common honesty; since there is no nice point of +honour in question, only the plain laws of mine and thine, which I +believe are the same among all nations and creeds. I come to you, Lady +Maulevrier, to ask you to restore to me the wealth which your husband +stole from my father.' + +'You come to my house, to me, an old woman, helpless, defenceless, in +the absence of my grandson, the present Earl, to insult me, and insult +the dead,' said Lady Maulevrier, white as statuary marble, and as cold +and calm. 'You come to rake up old lies, and to fling them in the face +of a solitary woman, old enough to be your mother. Do you think that is +a noble thing to do? Even in your barbarous Eastern code of morals and +manners is _that_ the act of a gentleman?' + +'We are no barbarians in the East, Lady Maulevrier. I come from the +cradle of civilisation, the original fount of learning. We were +scholars and gentleman, priests and soldiers, two thousand years before +your British ancestors ran wild in their woods, and sacrificed to their +unknown gods or rocky altars reeking with human blood! I know the errand +upon which I have come is not a pleasant one, either for you or for me; +but I come to you strong in the right of a son to claim the heritage +which was stolen from him by an infamous mother and her more infamous +paramour----' + +'I will not hear another word!' cried Lady Maulevrier, starting to her +feet, livid with passion. 'Do not dare to pronounce that name in my +hearing--the name of that abominable woman who brought disgrace and +dishonour upon my husband and his race.' + +'And who brought your husband the wealth of my murdered father,' +answered the Indian, defiantly. 'Do not ignore that fact, Lady +Maulevrier. What has become of that fortune--two hundred thousand pounds +in money and jewels. It was known to have passed into Lord Maulevrier's +possession after my father was put away by his paid instruments. + +'How dare you bring that vile charge against the dead?' + +'There are men living in India who know the truth of that charge: men +who were at Bisnagar when my father, sick and heartbroken, was shut up +in his deserted harem, hemmed in by spies and traitors, men with murder +in their faces. There are those who know tint he was strangled by one of +those wretches, that a grave was dug for him under the marble floor of +his zenana, a grave in which his bones were found less than a year ago, +in my presence, and fitly entombed at my bidding. He was said to have +disappeared of his own free will--to have left his palace under cover of +night, and sought refuge from possible treachery in another province; +but there were those, and not a few, who knew the real history of his +disappearance--who knew, and at the time were ready to testify in any +court of justice, that he had been got rid of by the Ranee's agents, and +at Lord Maulevrier's instigation, and that his possessions in money and +jewels had been conveyed in the palankins that carried the Ranee and her +women to his lordship's summer retreat near Madras. The Ranee died at +that retreat six months after her husband's murder, not without +suspicion of poison, and the wealth which she carried with her when she +left Bisnagar passed into his lordship's possession. Had your husband +lived, Lady Maulevrier, this story must have been brought to light. +There were too many people in Madras interested in sifting the facts. +There must have been a public inquiry. It was a happy thing for you and +your race that Lord Maulevrier died before that inquiry had been +instituted, and that many animosities died with him. Lucky too for you +that I was a helpless infant at the time, and that the Mahratta +adventurer to whom my father's territory had been transferred in the +shuffling of cards at the end of the war was deeply concerned in hushing +up the story.' + +'And pray, why have you nursed your wrath in all these years? Why do +you intrude on me after nearly half a century, with this legend of +rapine and murder?' + +'Because for nearly half a century I have been kept in profound +ignorance of my father's fate--in ignorance of my race. Lord +Maulevrier's jealousy banished me from my mother's arms shortly after my +father's death. I was sent to the South of France under the care of an +ayah. My first memories are of a monastery near Marseilles, where I was +reared and educated by a Jesuit community, where I was baptised and +brought up in the Roman Catholic faith. By the influence of the Jesuit +Fathers I was placed in a house of commerce at Marseilles. Funds to +provide for my education and establishment in life, under very modest +conditions, were sent periodically by an agent at Madras. It was known +that I was of East Indian birth, but little more was known about me. It +was only when years had gone by and I was a merchant on my own account +and could afford to go to India on a voyage of discovery--yes, as much a +voyage of discovery as that of Vasco de Gama or of Drake--that I got +from the Madras agent the clue which enabled me, at the cost of infinite +patience and infinite labour, to unravel the mystery of my birth. There +is no need to enter now upon the details of that story. I have +overwhelming documentary evidence--a cloud of witnesses--to convince the +most sceptical as to who and what I am. The documents are some of them +in my valise, at your ladyship's service. Others are at my hotel in +London, ready for the inspection of your ladyship's lawyers. I do not +think you will desire to invite a public inquiry, or force me to recover +my birthright in a court of justice. I believe that you will take a +broader and nobler view of the case, and that you will restore to the +wronged and abandoned son the fortune stolen from his murdered father.' + +'How dare you come to me with this tissue of lies? How dare you look me +in the face and charge my dead husband with treachery and dishonour? I +believe neither in your story nor in you, and I defy you to the proof of +this vile charge against the dead!' + +'In other words you mean that you will keep the money and jewels which +Lord Maulevrier stole from my father?' + +'I deny the fact that any such jewels or money ever passed into his +lordship's possession. That vile woman, your mother, whose infamy cast a +dark cloud over Lord Maulevrier's honour, may have robbed her husband, +may have emptied the public treasury. But not a rupee or a jewel +belonging to her ever came into my possession. I will not bear the +burden of her crimes. Her existence spoiled my life--banished me from +India, a widow in all but the name, and more desolate than many widows.' + +'Lord Maulevrier was known to leave India carrying with him two large +chests--supposed to contain books--but actually containing treasure. A +man who was in the Governor's confidence, and who had been the +go-between in his intrigues, confessed on his death-bed that he had +assisted in removing the treasure. Now, Lady Maulevrier, since your +husband died immediately after his arrival in England, and before he +could have had any opportunity of converting or making away with the +valuables so appropriated, it stands to reason that those valuables must +have passed into your possession, and it is from your honour and good +feeling that I claim their restitution. If you deny the claim so +advanced, there remains but one course open to me, and that is to make +my wrongs public, and claim my right from the law of the land.' + +'And do you suppose that any English judge or English jury would believe +so wild a story--or countenance so vile an accusation against the +defenceless?' demanded Lady Maulevrier, standing up before him, tall, +stately, with flashing eye and scornful lip, the image of proud +defiance. 'Bring forward your claim, produce your documents, your +witnesses, your death-bed confessions. I defy you to injure my dead +husband or me by your wild lies, your foul charges! Go to an English +lawyer, and see what an English law court will do for you--and your +claim. I will hear no more of either.' + +She rang the bell once, twice, thrice, with passionate hand, and a +servant flew to answer that impatient summons. + +'Show this gentlemen to his carriage,' she said, imperiously. + +The gentleman who called himself Louis Asoph bowed, and retired without +another word. + +As the door closed upon him, Lady Maulevrier stood, with clenched hands +and frowning brow, staring into vacancy. Her right arm was outstretched, +as if she would have waved the intruder away. Suddenly, a strange +numbness crept over that uplifted arm, and it fell to her side. From her +shoulder down to her foot, that proud form grew cold and feelingless and +dead, and she, who had so long carried herself as a queen among women, +sank in a senseless heap upon the floor. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +'HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' + + +Lady Mary and the Fräulein had been sitting in the drawing-room all this +time waiting for Lady Maulevrier to come to tea. They heard her come in +from the garden; and then the footman told them that she was in the +library with a stranger. Not even the muffled sound of voices penetrated +the heavy velvet curtain and the thick oak door. It was only by the loud +ringing of the bell and the sound of footsteps in the hall that Lady +Mary knew of the guest's departure. She went to the door between the +two rooms, and was surprised to find it bolted. + +'Grandmamma, won't you come to tea?' she asked timidly, knocking on the +oaken panel, but there was no reply. + +She knocked again, and louder. Still no reply. + +'Perhaps her ladyship is going to take tea in her own room,' she said, +afraid to be officious. + +Attendance upon her grandmother at afternoon tea had been one of +Lesbia's particular duties; but Mary felt that she was an unwelcome +substitute for Lesbia. She wanted to get a little nearer her +grandmother's heart if she could; but she knew that her attentions were +endured rather than liked. + +She went into the hall, where the footman on duty was staring at the +light snowflakes dancing past the window, perhaps wishing he were a +snowflake himself, and enjoying himself in that white whirligig. + +'Is her ladyship having tea in the morning-room?' asked Mary. + +The footman gave a little start, as if awakened out of a kind of trance. +The sheer vacuity of his mind might naturally slide into mesmeric sleep. + +He told Lady Mary that her ladyship had not left the library, and Mary +went in timidly, wondering why her grandmother had not joined them in +the drawing-room when the stranger was gone. + +The sky was dark outside the wide windows, white hills and valleys +shrouded in the shades of night. The library was only lighted by the +glow of the logs on the hearth, and in that ruddy light the spacious +room looked empty. Mary was turning to go away, thinking the footman had +been mistaken, when her eye suddenly lighted upon a dark figure lying on +the ground. And then she heard an awful stertorous breathing, and knew +that her grandmother was lying there, stricken and helpless. + +Mary shrieked aloud, with a cry that pierced curtains and doors, and +brought Fräulein and half-a-dozen servants to her help. One of the men +brought a lamp, and among them they lifted the smitten figure. Oh, God! +how ghastly the face looked in the lamplight!--the features drawn to one +side, the skin livid. + +'Her ladyship has had a stroke,' said the butler. + +'Is she dying?' faltered Mary, white as ashes. 'Oh, grandmother, dear +grandmother, don't look at us like that!' + +One of the servants rushed off to the stables to send for the doctor. Of +course, being an indoor man, he no more thought of going out himself +into the snowy night on such an errand than Noah thought of going out of +the ark to explore the face of the waters in person. + +They carried Lady Maulevrier to her bed and laid her there, like a +figure carved out of stone. She was not unconscious. Her eyes were +open, and she moaned every now and then as if in bodily or mental pain. +Once she tried to speak, but had no power to shape a syllable aright, +and ended with a shuddering sigh. Once she lifted her left arm and waved +it in the air, as if waving some one off in fear or anger. The right +arm, indeed the whole of the right side, was lifeless, motionless as a +stone. It was a piteous sight to see the beautiful features drawn and +distorted, the lips so accustomed to command mouthing the broken +syllables of an unknown tongue. Lady Mary sat beside the bed with +clasped hands, praying dumbly, with her eyes fixed on her grandmother's +altered face. + +Mr. Horton came, as soon as his stout mountain pony could bring him. He +did not seem surprised at her ladyship's condition, and accepted the +situation with professional calmness. + +'A marked case of hemiplegia,' he said, when he had observed the +symptoms. + +'Will she die?' asked Mary. + +'Oh, dear, no! She will want great care for a little while, but we shall +bring her round easily. A splendid constitution, a noble frame; but I +think she has overworked her brain a little, reading Huxley and Darwin, +and the German physiologists upon whom Huxley and Darwin have built +themselves. Metaphysics too. Schopenhauer, and the rest of them. A +wonderful woman! Very few brains could hold what hers has had poured +into it in the last thirty years. The conducting nerves between the +brain and the spinal marrow have been overworked: too much activity, too +constant a strain. Even the rails and sleepers on the railroad wear out, +don't you know, if there's excessive traffic.' + +Mr. Horton had known Mary from her childhood, had given her Gregory's +powder, and seen her safely through measles and other infantine +ailments, so he was quite at home with her, and at Fellside generally. +Lady Maulevrier had given him a good deal of her confidence during those +thirty years in which he had practised as his father's partner and +successor at Grasmere. He used to tell people that he owed the best part +of his education to her ladyship, who condescended to talk to him of the +new books she read, and generally gave him a volume to put in his pocket +when he was leaving her. + +'Don't be downhearted, Lady Mary,' he said; 'I shall come in two or +three times a day and see how things are going on, and if I see the +slightest difficulty in the case I'll telegraph for Jenner.' + +Mary and the Fräulein sat up with the invalid all that night. Lady +Maulevrier's maid was also in attendance, and one of the menservants +slept in his clothes on a couch in the corridor, ready for any +emergency. But the night passed peacefully, the patient slept a good +deal, and next day there was evident improvement. The stroke which had +prostrated the body, which reduced the vigorous, active frame to an +awful statue--like stillness--a quietude as of death of itself--had not +overclouded the intellect. Lady Maulevrier lay on her bed in her +luxurious room, with wide Tudor windows commanding half the circle of +the hills, and was still the ruling spirit of the house, albeit +powerless to move that slender hand, the lightest wave of which had been +as potent to command in her little world as royal sign-manual or sceptre +in the great world outside. + +Now there remained only one thing unimpaired by that awful shock which +had laid the stately frame low, and that was the will and sovereign +force of the woman's nature. Voice was altered, speech was confused and +difficult; but the strength of will, the supreme power of mind, seemed +undiminished. + +When Lady Maulevrier was asked if Lesbia should be telegraphed for, she +replied no, not unless she was in danger of sudden death. + +'I should like to see her before I go,' she said, labouring to pronounce +the words. + +'Dear grandmother,' said Mary, tenderly, 'Mr. Horton says there is no +danger.' + +'Then do not send for her; do not even tell her what has happened; not +yet.' + +'But she will miss your letters.' + +'True. You must write twice a week at my dictation. You must tell her +that I have hurt my hand, that I am well but cannot use a pen. I would +not spoil her pleasure for the world.' + +'Dear grandmother, how unselfish you are! And Maulevrier, shall he be +sent for? He is not so far away,' said Mary, hoping her grandmother +would say yes. + +What a relief, what an unspeakable solace Maulevrier's presence would be +in that dreary house, smitten to a sudden and awful stillness, as if by +the Angel of Death! + +'No, I do not want Maulevrier!' answered her ladyship impatiently. + +'May I sit here and read to you, grandmother?' Mary asked, timidly. 'Mr. +Horton said you were to be kept very quiet, and that we were not to let +you talk, or talk much to you, but that we might read to you if you +like.' + +'I do not wish to be read to. I have my thoughts for company,' said Lady +Maulevrier. + +Mary felt that this implied a wish to be alone. She bent over the +invalid's pillow and kissed the pale cheek, feeling as if she were +taking a liberty in venturing so much. She would hardly have done it had +Lesbia been at home; but she had a feeling that in Lesbia's absence Lady +Maulevrier must want somebody's love--even hers. And then she crept +away, leaving Halcott the maid in attendance, sitting at her work at the +window furthest from the bed. + +'Alone with my thoughts,' mused Lady Maulevrier, looking out at the +panorama of wintry hills, white, ghost-like against an iron sky. +'Pleasant thoughts, truly! Walled in by the hills--walled in and hemmed +round for ever. This place has always felt like a grave: and now I know +that it _is_ my grave.' + +Fräulein, and Lady Mary, and the maid Halcott, a sedate personage of +forty summers, had all been instructed by the doctor that Lady +Maulevrier was to be kept profoundly quiet. She must not talk much, +since speech was likely to be a painful effort with her for some little +time; she must not be talked to much by anyone, least of all must she be +spoken to upon any agitating topic. Life must be made as smooth and easy +for her as for a new-born infant. No rough breath from the outer world +must come near her. She was to see no one but her maid and her +granddaughter. Mr. Horton, a plain family man, took it for granted that +the granddaughter was dear to her heart, and likely to exercise a +soothing influence. Thus it happened that although Lady Maulevrier asked +repeatedly that James Steadman should be brought to her, she was not +allowed to see him. She whose will had been paramount in that house, +whose word had been law, was now treated as a little child, while the +will was still as strong, the mind as keen as ever. + +'She would talk to him of business,' said Mr. Horton, when he was told +of her ladyship's desire to see Steadman, 'and that cannot be allowed, +not for some little time at least.' + +'She is very angry with us for refusing to obey her,' said Lady Mary. + +'Naturally, but it is for her own welfare she is disobeyed. She can have +nothing to say to Steadman which will not keep till she is better. This +establishment goes by clockwork.' + +Mary wished it was a little less like clockwork. Since Lady Maulevrier +had been lying upstairs--the voice which had once ruled over the house +muffled almost to dumbness--the monotony of life at Fellside had seemed +all the more oppressive. The servants crept about with stealthier tread. +Mary dared not touch either piano or billiard balls, and was naturally +seized with a longing to touch both. The house had a darkened look, as +if the shadow of doom overhung it. + +During this regimen of perfect quiet Lady Maulevrier was not allowed to +see the newspapers; and Mary was warned that in reading to her +grandmother she was to avoid all exciting topics. Thus it happened that +the account of a terrible collision between the Scotch express and a +luggage train, a little way beyond Preston, an accident in which seven +people were killed and about thirty seriously hurt, was not made known +to her ladyship; and yet that fact would have been of intense interest +and significance to her, since one of those passengers whose injuries +were fatal bore the name of Louis Asoph. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +'AND THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' + + +The wintry weeks glided smoothly by in a dull monotony, and now Lady +Maulevrier, still helpless, still compelled to lie on her bed or her +invalid couch, motionless as marble, had at least recovered her power of +speech, was allowed to read and to talk, and to hear what was going on +in that metropolitan world which she seemed unlikely ever to behold +again. + +Lady Lesbia was still at Cannes, whence she wrote of her pleasures and +her triumphs, of flowers and sapphire sea, and azure sky, of all things +which were not in the grey bleak mountain world that hemmed in Fellside. +She was meeting many of the people whom she was to meet again next +season in the London world. She had made an informal _début_ in a very +select circle, a circle in which everybody was more or less _chic_, or +_chien_, or _zinc_, and she was tasting all the sweets of success. But +in none of her letters was there any mention of Lord Hartfield. He was +not in the little great world by the blue tideless sea. + +There was no talk of Lesbia's return. She was to stay till the carnival; +she was to stay till the week before Easter. Lady Kirkbank insisted upon +it; and both Lesbia and Lady Kirkbank upbraided Lady Maulevrier for her +cruelty in not joining them at Cannes. + +So Lady Maulevrier had to resign herself to that solitude which had +become almost the habit of her life, and to the society of Mary and the +Fräulein. Mary was eager to be of use, to sit with her grandmother, to +read to her, to write for her. The warm young heart was deeply moved by +the spectacle of this stately woman stricken into helplessness, chained +to her couch, immured within four walls. To Mary, who so loved the hills +and the streams, the sun and the wind, this imprisonment seemed +unspeakable woe. In her pity for such a martyrdom she would have done +anything to give pleasure or solace to her grandmother. Unhappily there +was very little Mary could do to increase the invalid's sum of pleasure. +Lady Maulevrier was a woman of strong feeling, not capable of loving +many people. She had concentrated her affection upon Lesbia: and she +could not open her heart to Mary all at once because Lesbia was out of +the way. + +'If I had a dog I loved, and he were to die, I would never have another +in his place,' Lady Maulevrier said once; and that speech was the +keynote of her character. + +She was very courteous to Mary, and seemed grateful for her attentions; +but she did not cultivate the girl's society. Mary wrote all her letters +in a fine bold hand, and with a rapid pen; but when the letter-writing +was over Lady Maulevrier always dismissed her. + +'My dear, you want to be out in the air, riding your pony, or +scampering about with your dogs,' she said, kindly. 'It would be a +cruelty to keep you indoors.' + +'No, indeed, dear grandmother, I should like to stay. May I stop and +read to you?' + +'No, thank you, Mary. I hate being read to. I like to devour a book. +Reading aloud is such slow work. + +'But I am afraid you must sometimes feel lonely,' faltered Mary. + +'Lonely,' echoed the dowager, with a sigh. 'I have been lonely for the +last forty years--I have been lonely all my life. Those I loved never +gave me back love for love--never--not even your sister. See how lightly +she cuts the link that bound her to me. How happy she is among +strangers! Yes, there was one who loved me truly, and fate parted us. +Does fate part all true lovers, I wonder?' + +'You parted Lesbia and Mr. Hammond,' said Mary, impetuously. 'I am sure +they loved each other truly.' + +'The old and the worldly-wise are Fate, Mary,' answered the dowager, not +angry at this daring reproach. 'I know your sister; and I know she is +not the kind of woman to be happy in an ignoble life--to bear poverty +and deprivation. If it had been you, now, whom Mr. Hammond had chosen, I +might have taken the subject into my consideration.' + +Mary flamed crimson. + +'Mr. Hammond never gave me a thought,' she said, 'unless it was to think +me contemptible. He is worlds too good for such a Tomboy. Maulevrier +told him about the fox-hunt, and they both laughed at me--at least I +have no doubt Mr. Hammond laughed, though I was too much ashamed to look +at him.' + +'Poor Mary, you are beginning to find out that a young lady ought to be +ladylike,' said Lady Maulevrier; 'and now, my dear, you may go. I was +only joking with you. Mr. Hammond would be no match for any +granddaughter of mine. He is nobody, and has neither friends nor +interest. If he had gone into the church Maulevrier could have helped +him; but I daresay his ideas are too broad for the church; and he will +have to starve at the bar, where nobody can help him. I hope you will +bear this in mind, Mary, if Maulevrier should ever bring him here +again.' + +'He is never likely to come back again. He suffered too much; he was +treated too badly in this house.' + +'Lady Mary, be good enough to remember to whom you are speaking,' said +her ladyship, with a frown. 'And now please go, and tell some one to +send Steadman to me.' + +Mary retired without a word, gave Lady Maulevrier's message to a footman +in the corridor, slipped off to her room, put on her sealskin hat and +jacket, took her staff and went out for a long ramble. The hills and +valleys were still white. It had been a long, cold winter, and spring +was still far off--February had only just begun. + +Lady Maulevrier's couch had been wheeled into the morning-room--that +luxurious room which was furnished with all things needful to her quiet +life, her books, her favourite colours, her favourite flowers, every +detail studiously arranged for her pleasure and comfort. She was wheeled +into this room every day at noon. When the day was bright and sunny her +couch was placed near the window: and when the day was dull and grey the +couch was drawn close to the low hearth, which flashed and glittered +with brightly coloured tiles and artistic brass. + +To-day the sky was dull, and the velvet couch stood beside the hearth. +Halcott sat at work in the adjoining bed-chamber, and came in every now +and then to replenish the fire: a footman was always on duty in the +corridor. A spring bell stood among the elegant trifles upon her +ladyship's table; and the lightest touch of her left hand upon the bell +brought her attendants to her side. She resolutely refused to have any +one sitting with her all day long. Solitude was a necessity of her +being, she told Mr. Horton, when he recommended that she should have +some one always in attendance upon her. + +As the weeks wore on her features had been restored to their proud, calm +beauty, her articulation was almost as clear as of old: yet, now and +then, there would be a sudden faltering, the tongue and lips would +refuse their office, or she would forget a word, or use a wrong word +unconsciously. But there was no recovery of power or movement on that +side of the body which had been stricken. The paralysed limbs were still +motionless, lifeless as marble; and it was clear that Mr. Horton had +begun to lose heart about his patient. There was nothing obscure in the +case, but the patient's importance made the treatment a serious matter, +and the surgeon begged to be allowed to summon Sir William Jenner. + +This, however, Lady Maulevrier refused. + +'I don't want any fuss made about me,' she said. 'I am content to trust +myself to your skill, and I beg that no other doctor may be summoned.' + +Mr. Horton understood his patient's feelings on this point. She had a +sense of humiliation in her helplessness, and, like some wounded animal +that crawls to its covert to die, she would fain have hidden her misery +from the eye of strangers. She had allowed no one, not even Maulevrier, +to be informed of the nature of her illness. + +'It will be time enough for him to know all about me when he comes +here,' she said. 'I shall be obliged to see him whenever he does come.' + +Maulevrier had spent Christmas and New Year in Paris, Mr. Hammond still +his companion. Her ladyship commented upon this with a touch of scorn. + +'Mr. Hammond is like the Umbra you were reading about the other day in +Lord Lytton's "Last Days of Pompeii,"' she said to Mary. 'It must be +very nice for him to go about the world with a friend who franks him +everywhere.' + +'But we don't know that Maulevrier franks him,' protested Mary, +blushing. 'We have no right to suppose that Mr. Hammond does not pay his +own expenses.' + +'My dear child, is it possible for a young man who has no private means +to go gadding about the world on equal terms with a spendthrift like +Maulevrier--to pay for Moors in Scotland and apartments at the Bristol?' + +'But they are not staying at the Bristol,' exclaimed Mary. 'They are +staying at an old-established French hotel on the left side of +the Seine. They are going about amongst the students and the workmen, +dining at popular restaurants, hearing people talk. Maulevrier says it +is delightfully amusing--ever so much better than the beaten track of +life in Anglo-American Paris.' + +'I daresay they are leading a Bohemian life, and will get into trouble +before they have done,' said her ladyship, gloomily. 'Maulevrier is +as wild as a hawk.' + +'He is the dearest boy in the world,' exclaimed Mary. + +She was deeply grateful for her brother's condescension in writing her a +letter of two pages long, letting her into the secrets of his life. She +felt as if Mr. Hammond were ever so much nearer to her now she knew +where he was, and how he was amusing himself. + +'Hammond is such a queer fellow,' wrote Maulevrier, 'the strangest +things interest him. He sits and talks to the workmen for hours; he +pokes his nose into all sorts of places--hospitals, workshops, +poverty-stricken dens--and people are always civil to him. He is what +Lesbia calls _sympatico_. Ah! what a mistake Lesbia and my grandmother +made when they rejected Hammond! What a pearl above price they threw +away! But, you see, neither my lady nor Lesbia could appreciate a gem, +unless it was richly set.' + +And now Lady Maulevrier lay on her couch by the fire, waiting for James +Steadman. She had seen him several times since the day of her seizure, +but never alone. There was an idea that Steadman must necessarily talk +to her of business matters, or cause her mind to trouble itself about +business matters; so there had been a well-intentioned conspiracy in the +house to keep him out of her way; but now she was much better, and her +desire to see Steadman need no longer be thwarted. + +He came at her bidding, and stood a little way within the door, tall, +erect, square-shouldered, resolute-looking, with a quiet force of +character expressed in every feature. He was very much the same man that +he had been forty years ago, when he went with her ladyship to +Southampton, and accompanied his master and mistress on that tedious +journey which was destined to be Lord Maulevrier's last earthly +pilgrimage. Time had done little to Steadman in those forty years, +except to whiten his hair and beard, and imprint some thoughtful lines +upon his sagacious forehead. Time had done something for him mentally, +insomuch as he had read a great many books and cultivated his mind in +the monotonous quiet of Fellside. Altogether he was a superior man for +the passage of those forty years. + +He had married within the time, choosing for himself the buxom daughter +of a lodgekeeper, whose wife had long been laid at rest in Grasmere +churchyard. The buxom girl had grown into a bulky matron, but she was a +colourless personage, and her existence made hardly any difference in +James Steadman's life. She had brought him no children, and their +fireside was lonely; but Steadman seemed to be one of those +self-contained personages to whom a solitary life is no affliction. + +'I hope I see you in better health, my lady,' he said, standing straight +and square, like a soldier on parade. + +'I am better, thank you, Steadman; better, but a poor lifeless log +chained to this sofa. I sent for you because the time has come when I +must talk to you upon a matter of business. You heard, I suppose, that a +stranger called upon me just before I had my attack?' + +'Yes, my lady.' + +'Did you hear who and what he was?' + +'Only that he was a foreigner, my lady.' + +'He is of Indian birth. He claims to be the son of the Ranee of +Bisnagar.' + +'He could do you no harm, my lady, if he were twenty times her son.' + +'I hope not. Now, I want to ask you a question. Among those trunks and +cases and packages of Lord Maulevrier's which were sent here by heavy +coach, after they were landed at Southampton, do you remember two cases +of books?' + +'There are two large cases among the luggage, my lady; very heavy cases, +iron clamped. I should not be surprised if they were full of books.' + +'Have they never been opened?' + +'Not to my knowledge.' + +'Are they locked?' + +'Yes, my lady. There are two padlocks on each chest.' + +'And are the keys in your possession?' + +'No, my lady.' + +'Where are the cases?' + +'In the Oak Room, with the rest of the Indian luggage.' + +'Let them remain there. No doubt those cases contain the books of which +I have been told. You have not heard that the person calling himself +Rajah of Bisnagar has been here since my illness, have you?' + +'No, my lady; I am sure he has not been here.' + +Lady Maulevrier gave him a scrutinising look. + +'He might have come, and my people might have kept the knowledge from +me, out of consideration for my infirmity,' she said. 'I should be very +angry if it were so. I should hate to be treated like a child.' + +'You shall not be so treated, my lady, while I am in this house; but I +know there is no member of the household who would presume so to treat +you.' + +'They might do it out of kindness; but I should loathe such kindness,' +said Lady Maulevrier, impatiently. 'Though I have been smitten down, +though I lie here like a log, I have a mind to think and to plan; and I +am not afraid to meet danger, face to face. Are you telling me the +truth, Steadman? Have there been no visits concealed from me, no letters +kept from me since I have been ill?' + +'I am telling you nothing but the truth, my lady. No letter has been +kept from you; no visitor has been to this house whose coming you have +not been told of.' + +'Then I am content,' said her ladyship, with a sigh of relief. + +After this there followed some conversation upon business matters. James +Steadman was trusted with the entire management of the dowager's income, +the investment of her savings. His honesty was above all suspicion. He +was a man of simple habits, his wants few. He had saved money in every +year of his service; and for a man of his station was rich enough to be +unassailable by the tempter. + +He had reconciled his mind to the monotonous course of life at Fellside +in the beginning of things; and, as the years glided smoothly by, his +character and wants and inclinations had, as it were, moulded themselves +to fit that life. He had easy duties, a comfortable home, supreme +authority in the household. He was looked up to and made much of in the +village whenever he condescended to appear there; and by the rareness of +his visits to the Inn or the Reading-room, and his unwillingness to +accept hospitality from the tradesmen of Grasmere and Ambleside, he +maintained his dignity and exaggerated his importance. He had his books +and his newspapers, his evening leisure, which no one ever dared to +disturb. He had the old wing of the house for his exclusive occupation; +and no one ventured to intrude upon him in his privacy. There was a bell +in the corridor which communicated with his rooms, and by this bell he +was always summoned. There were servants who had been ten years at +Fellside, and who had never crossed the threshold of the red cloth door +which was the only communication between the new house and the old one. +Steadman's wife performed all household duties of cooking and cleaning +in the south wing, where she and her husband took all their meals, and +lived entirely apart from the other servants, an exclusiveness which was +secretly resented by the establishment. + +'Mr. Steadman may be a very superior man,' said the butler 'and I know +that in his own estimation the Premier isn't in it compared with him; +but I never was fond of people who set themselves upon pinnacles, and +I'm not fond of the Steadmans.' + +'Mrs. Steadman's plain and homely enough,' replied the housekeeper, 'and +I know she'd like to be more sociable, and drop into my room for a cup +of tea now and then; but Steadman do so keep her under his thumb: and +because he's a misanthrope she's obliged to sit and mope alone.' + +If Steadman wanted to drive, there was a dogcart and horse at his +disposal; but he did not often leave Fellside. He seemed in his humble +way to model his life upon Lady Maulevrier's secluded habits. It was +growing dusk when Steadman left his mistress, and she lay for some time +looking at the landscape over which twilight shadows were stealing, and +thinking of her own life. Over that life, too, the shadows of evening +were creeping. She had begun to realise the fact that she was an old +woman; that for her all personal interest in life was nearly over. She +had never felt her age while her activity was unimpaired. She had been +obliged to remind herself very often that the afternoon and evening of +life had slipped away unawares in that tranquil retirement, and that the +night was at hand. + +For her the close of earthly life meant actual night. No new dawn, no +mysterious after-life shone upon her with magical gleams of an unknown +light upon the other side of the dark river. She had accepted the +Materialist's bitter and barren creed, and had taught herself that this +little life was all. She had learned to scorn the idea of a great +Artificer outside the universe, a mighty spirit riding amidst the +clouds, and ruling the course of nature and the fate of man. She had +schooled herself to think that the idea of a blind, unconscious Nature, +working automatically through infinite time and space, was ever so much +grander than the old-world notion of a personal God, a Being of infinite +power and inexhaustible beneficence, mighty to devise and direct the +universe, with knowledge reaching to the farthest confines of space, +with ear to listen to the prayer of His lowest creatures. Her belief +stopped short even of the Deist's faith in an Almighty Will. She saw in +creation nothing but the inevitable development of material laws; and it +seemed to her that there was quite as much hope of a heavenly world +after death for the infusoria in the pool as for man in his pride and +power. + +She read her Bible as diligently as she read her Shakespeare, and the +words of the Royal Preacher in some measure embodied her own dreary +creed. And now, in the darkening winter day, she watched the gloomy +shadows creep over the rugged breast of Nabb Scar, and she thought how +there was a time for all things, and that her day of hope and ambition +was past. + +Of late years she had lived for Lesbia, looking forward to the day when +she was to introduce this beloved grandchild to the great world of +London; and now that hope was gone for ever. + +What could a helpless cripple do for a fashionable beauty? What good +would it be for her to be conveyed to London, and to lie on a couch in +Mayfair, while Lesbia rode in the Row and went to three or four parties +every night with a more active chaperon? + +She had hoped to go everywhere with her darling, to glory in all her +successes, to shield her from all possibility of failure. And now Lesbia +must stand or fall alone. + +It was a hard thing; but perhaps the hardest part of it was that Lesbia +seemed so very well able to get on without her. The girl wrote in the +highest spirits; and although her letters were most affectionately +worded, they were all about self. That note was dominant in every +strain. Her triumphs, her admirers, her bonnets, her gowns. She had had +more money from her grandmother, and more gowns from Paris. + +'You have no idea how the people dress in this place,' she wrote. 'I +should have been quite out in the cold without my three new frocks from +Worth. The little Princess bonnets I wear are the rage. Worth +recommended me to adopt special flowers and colours; so I have worn +nothing but primroses since I have been here, and my little primrose +bonnets are to be seen everywhere, sometimes on hideous old women. Lady +Kirkbank hopes you will be able to go to London directly after Easter. +She says I must be presented at the May drawing-room--that is +imperative. People have begun to talk about me; and unless I make my +_début_ while their interest is fresh I shall be a failure. There is an +American beauty here, and I believe she and I are considered rivals, and +young men lay wagers about us, as to which will look best at a ball, or +a regatta, what colours we shall wear, and so on. It is immense fun. I +only wish you were here to enjoy it. The American girl is a most +insolent person, but I have had the pleasure of crushing her on several +occasions in the calmest way. In the description of the concert in last +week's newspaper I was called _l'Anglais de marbre_. I certainly had the +decency to hold my tongue while Faure was singing. Miss Bolsover's voice +was heard ever so many times above the music. According to our English +ideas she has most revolting manners, and the money she spends on her +clothes would make your hair stand on end. Now do, dearest grandmother, +make all your arrangements for beginning the campaign directly after +Easter. You must take a house in the very choicest quarter--Lady +Kirkbank suggests Grosvenor-place--and it _must_ be a large house, for +of course you will give a ball. Lady K. says we might have Lord +Porlock's house--poor Lady Porlock and her baby died a few weeks ago, +and he has gone to Sweden quite broken-hearted. It is one of the new +houses, exquisitely furnished, and Lady K. thinks you might have it for +a song. Will you get Steadman to write to his lordship's steward, and +see what can be done? + +'I hope the dear hand is better. You have never told me how you hurt +it. It is very sweet of Mary to write me such long letters, and quite a +pleasant surprise to find she can spell; but I want to see your own dear +hand once more.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' + + +Those winter months were unutterably dreary for Lady Mary Haselden. She +felt weighed down by a sense of death and woe near at hand. The horror +of that dreadful moment in which she found her grandmother lying +senseless on the ground, the terror of that distorted countenance, those +starting eyes, that stertorous breathing, was not easily banished from a +vivid girlish imagination; seeing how few distractions there were to +divert Mary's thoughts, and how the sun sank and rose again upon the +same inevitable surroundings, to the same monotonous routine. + +Her grandmother was kinder than she had been in days gone by, less +inclined to find fault; but Mary knew that her society gave Lady +Maulevrier very little pleasure, that she could do hardly anything +towards filling the gap made by Lesbia's absence. There was no one to +scold her, no one to quarrel with her. Fräulein Müller lectured her +mildly from time to time; but that stout German was too lazy to put any +force or fire into her lectures. Her reproofs were like the fall of +waterdrops on a stone, and infinite ages would have been needed to cause +any positive impression. + +February came to an end without sign or token from the outer world to +disturb the even tenor of life at Fellside. Mary read, and read, and +read, till she felt she was made up of the contents of books, crammed +with other people's ideas. She read history, or natural science, or +travels, or German poetry in the morning, and novels or English poetry +in the evening. She had pledged herself to devote her morning indoor +hours to instructive literature, and to accomplish some portion of study +in every day. She was carrying on her education on parole, as before +stated; and she was too honourable to do less than was expected from +her. + +March came in with its most leonine aspect, howling and blustering; +north-east winds shrieking along the gorges and wailing from height to +height. + +'I wonder the lion and the lamb are not blown into the lake,' said Mary, +looking at Helm Crag from the library window. + +She scampered about the gardens in the very teeth of those bitter +blasts, and took her shivering terriers for runs on the green slopes of +the Fell. The snow had gradually melted from the tides of the lowermost +range of hills, but the mountain peaks were still white and ghostly, +the ground was still hard and slippery in the early mornings. Mary had +to take her walks alone in this bleak weather. Fräulein had a convenient +bronchial affection which forbade her to venture so much as the point of +her nose outside the house in an east wind, and which justified her in +occasionally taking her breakfast in bed. She spent her days for the +most part in her arm-chair, drawn close to the fireplace, which she +still insisted upon calling the oven, knitting diligently, or reading +the _Rundschau_. Even music, which had once been her strong point, was +neglected in this trying weather. It was such a cold journey from the +oven to the piano. + +Mary played a good deal in her desultory manner, now that she had the +drawing-room all to herself, and no fear of Lady Maulevrier's critical +ear or Lesbia's superior smile. The Fräulein was pleased to hear her +pupil ramble on with her favourite bits from Raff, and Hensel, and +Schubert, and Mendelssohn, and Mozart, and was very well content to let +her play just what she liked, and to escape the trouble of training her +to that exquisite perfection into which Lady Lesbia had been drilled. +Lesbia was not a genius, and the training process had been quite as hard +for the governess as for the pupil. + +Thus the slow days wore on till the first week in March, and on one +bleak bitter afternoon, when Fräulein Müller stuck to the oven even a +little closer than usual, Mary felt she must go out, in the face of the +east wind, which was tossing the leafless branches in the valley below +until the trees looked like an angry crowd, hurling its arms in the air, +fighting, struggling, writhing. She must leave that dreary house for a +little while, were it even to be lashed and bruised and broken by that +fierce wind. So she told Fräulein that she really must have her +constitutional; and after a feeble remonstrance Fräulein let her go, and +subsided luxuriously into the pillowed depth of her arm-chair. + +There had been a hard frost, and all the mountain ways were perilous, so +Mary set out upon a steady tramp along the road leading towards the +Langdales. The wind seemed to assail her from every side, but she had +accustomed herself to defy the elements, and she only hugged her +sealskin jacket closer to her, and quickened her pace, chirruping and +whistling to Ahab and Ariadne, the two fox-terriers which she had +selected for the privilege of a walk. + +The terriers raced along the road, and Mary, seeing that she had the +road all to herself, raced after them. A light snow-shower, large +feathery flakes flying wide apart, fell from the steel-grey sky; but +Mary minded the snow no more than she minded the wind. She raced on, the +terriers scampering, rushing, flying before her, until, just where the +road took a curve, she almost ran into a horse, which was stepping along +at a tremendous pace, with a light, high dogcart behind him. + +'Hi!' cried the driver, 'where are you coming, young woman? Have you +never seen a horse till to-day?' + +Some one beside the driver leapt out, and ran to see if Mary was hurt. +The horse had swerved to one side, reared a little, and then spun on for +a few yards, leaving her standing in the middle of the road. + +'Why, it's Molly!' cried the driver, who was no less distinguished a +whip than Lord Maulevrier, and who had recognised the terriers. + +'I hope you are not hurt,' said the gentleman who had alighted, +Maulevrier's friend and shadow, John Hammond. + +Mary was covered with confusion by her exploit, and could hardly answer +Mr. Hammond's very simple question. + +She looked up at him piteously, trying to speak, and he took alarm at +her scared expression. + +'I am sure you are hurt,' he said earnestly, 'the horse must have struck +you, or the shaft perhaps, which was worse. Is it your shoulder that is +hurt, or your chest? Lean on me, if you feel faint or giddy. Maulevrier, +you had better drive your sister home, and get her looked after.' + +'Indeed, I am not hurt; not the least little bit,' gasped Mary, who had +recovered her senses by this time. 'I was only frightened, and it was +such a surprise to see you and Maulevrier.' + +A surprise--yes--a surprise which had set her heart throbbing so +violently as to render her speechless. Had horse or shaft-point struck +her ever so, she would have hardly been more tremulous than she felt at +this moment. Never had she hoped to see him again. He had set his all +upon one cast--loved, wooed, and lost her sister. Why should he ever +come again? What was there at Fellside worth coming for? And then she +remembered what her grandmother thought of him. He was a hanger-on, a +sponge, a led captain. He was Maulevrier's Umbra, and must go where his +patron went. It was a hard thing so to think of him, and Mary's heart +sank at the thought that Lady Maulevrier's worldly wisdom might have +reckoned aright. + +'It was very foolish of me to run into the horse,' said Mary, while Mr. +Hammond stood waiting for her to recover herself. + +'It was very foolish of Maulevrier to run into you. If he didn't drive +at such a break-neck pace it wouldn't have happened.' + +Umbra was very plain-spoken, at any rate. + +'There's rank ingratitude,' cried Maulevrier, who had turned back, and +was looking down at them from his elevated perch. 'After my coming all +the way round by Langdale to oblige you with a view of Elterwater. +Molly's all safe and sound. She wouldn't have minded if I'd run over +her. Come along, child, get up beside me, Hammond will take the back +seat.' + +This was easier said than done, for the back of the dogcart was piled +with Gladstone bags, fishing rods, and hat-boxes; but Umbra was ready +to oblige. He handed Mary up to the seat by the driver, and clambered up +at the back, when he hooked himself on somehow among the luggage. + +'Dear Maulevrier, how delicious of you to come!' said Mary, when they +were rattling on towards Fellside; 'I hope you are going to stay for +ages.' + +'Well, I dare say, if you make yourself very agreeable, I may stay till +after Easter.' + +Mary's countenance fell. + +'Easter is in three weeks,' she said, despondingly. + +'And isn't three weeks an age, at such a place as Fellside? I don't know +that I should have come at all on this side of the August sports, only +as the grandmother was ill, I thought it a duty to come and see her. A +fellow mayn't care much for ancestors when they're well, you know; but +when a poor old lady is down on her luck, her people ought to look after +her. So, here I am; and as I knew I should be moped to death here----' + +'Thank you for the compliment,' said Mary. + +'I brought Hammond along with me. Of course, I knew Lesbia was safe out +of the way,' added Maulevrier in an undertone. + +'It is very obliging of Mr. Hammond always to go where you wish,' +returned Mary, who could not help a bitter feeling when she remembered +her grandmother's cruel suggestion. 'Has he no tastes or inclinations of +his own?' + +'Yes, he has, plenty of them, and much loftier tastes than mine, I can +tell you. But he's kind enough to let me hang on to him, and to put up +with my frivolity. There never were two men more different than he and I +are; and I suppose that's why we get on so well together. When we were +in Paris he was always up to his eyes in serious work--lectures, public +libraries, workmen's syndicates, Mary Anne, the International--heaven +knows what, making himself master of the political situation in France; +while I was _rigolant_ and _chaloupant_ at the Bal Bullier.' + +It was generous of Maulevrier to speak of his hanger-on thus; and no +doubt the society of a well-informed earnest young man was a great good +for Maulevrier, a good far above the price of those pounds, shillings, +and pence which the Earl might spend for his dependent's benefit; but +when a girl of Mary's ardent temper has made a hero of a man, it galls +her to think that her hero's dignity should be sacrificed, his honour +impeached, were it by the merest tittle. + +Maulevrier made a good many inquiries about his grandmother, and seemed +really full of kindness and sympathy; but it was with a feeling of +profound awe, nay, of involuntary reluctance and shrinking, that he +presently entered her ladyship's sitting-room, ushered in by Mary, who +had been to her grandmother beforehand to announce the grandson's +arrival. + +The young man had hardly ever been in a sick room before. He half +expected to see Lady Maulevrier in bed, with a crowd of medicine bottles +and a cut orange on a table by her side, and a sick nurse of the +ancient-crone species cowering over the fire. It was an infinite relief +to him to find his grandmother lying on a sofa by the fire in her pretty +morning room. A little tea-table was drawn close up to her sofa, and she +was taking her afternoon tea. It was rather painful to see her lifting +her tea-cup slowly and carefully with her left hand, but that was all. +The dark eyes still flashed with the old eagle glance, the lines of the +lips were as proud and firm as ever. All sign of contraction or +distortion had passed away. In hours of calm her ladyship's beauty was +unimpaired; but with any strong emotion there came a convulsive working +of the features, and the face was momentarily drawn and distorted, as it +had been at the time of the seizure. + +Maulevrier's presence had not an unduly agitating effect on her +ladyship. She received him with tranquil graciousness, and thanked him +for his coming. + +'I hope you have spent your winter profitably in Paris,' she said. +'There is a great deal to be learnt there if you go into the right +circles.' + +Maulevrier told her that he had found much to learn, and that he had +gone into circles where almost everything was new to him. Whereupon his +grandmother questioned him about certain noble families in the Faubourg +Saint Germain who had been known to her in her own day of power, and +whose movements she had observed from a distance since that time; but +here she found her grandson dark. He had not happened to meet any of the +people she spoke about: the plain truth being that he had lived +altogether as a Bohemian, and had not used one of the letters of +introduction that had been given to him. + +'Your friend Mr. Hammond is with you, I am told,' said Lady Maulevrier, +not altogether with delight. + +'Yes, I made him come; but he is quite safe. He will bolt like a shot at +the least hint of Lesbia's return. He doesn't want to meet that young +lady again, I can assure you.' + +'Pray don't talk in that injured tone. Mr. Hammond is a gentlemanlike +person, very well informed, very agreeable. I have never denied that. +But you could not expect me to allow my granddaughter to throw herself +away upon the first adventurer who made her an offer.' + +'Hammond is not an adventurer.' + +'Very well, I will not call him so, if the term offends you. But Mr. +Hammond is--Mr. Hammond, and I cannot allow Lesbia to marry Mr. Hammond +or Mr. Anybody, and I am very sorry you have brought him here again. +There is Mary, a silly, romantic girl. I am very much afraid he has made +an impression upon her. She colours absurdly when she talks of him, and +flew into a passion with me the other day when I ventured to hint that +he is not a Rothschild, and that his society must be expensive to you.' + +'His society does not cost me anything. Hammond is the soul of +independence. He worked as a blacksmith in Canada for three months, just +to see what life was like in a wild district. There never was such a +fellow to rough it. And as for Molly, well, now, really, if he happened +to take a fancy to her, and if she happened to like him, I wouldn't bosh +the business, if I were you, grandmother. Take my word for it, Molly +might do worse.' + +'Of course. She might marry a chimney sweep. There is no answering for a +girl of her erratic nature. She is silly enough and romantic enough for +anything; but I shall not countenance her if she wants to throw herself +away on a person without prospects or connections; and I look to you, +Maulevrier, to take care of her, now that I am a wretched log chained to +this room.' + +'You may rely upon me, grandmother, Molly shall come to no harm, if I +can help it.' + +'Thank you,' said her ladyship, touching her bell twice. + +The two clear silvery strokes were a summons for Halcott, the maid, who +appeared immediately. + +'Tell Mrs. Power to get his lordship's room ready immediately, and to +give Mr. Hammond the room he had last summer,' said Lady Maulevrier, +with a sigh of resignation. + +While Maulevrier was with his grandmother John Hammond was smoking a +solitary cigar on the terrace, contemplating the mountain landscape in +its cold March greyness, and wondering very much to find himself again +at Fellside. He had gone forth from that house full of passionate +indignation, shaking off the dust from his feet, sternly resolved never +again to cross the threshold of that fateful cave, where he had met his +cold-hearted Circe. And now, because Circe was safe out of the way, he +had come back to the cavern; and he was feeling all the pain that a man +feels who beholds again the scene of a great past sorrow. + +Was this the old love and the old pain again, he wondered, or was it +only the sharp thrust of a bitter memory? He had believed himself cured +of his useless love--a great and noble love, wasted on a smaller nature +than his own. He had thought that because his eyes were opened, and he +understood the character of the girl he loved, his cure must needs be +complete. Yet now, face to face with the well-remembered landscape, +looking down upon that dull grey lake which he had seen smiling in the +sunshine, he began to doubt the completeness of his cure. He recalled +the lovely face, the graceful form, the sweet, low voice--the perfection +of gracious womanhood, manner, dress, movements, tones, smiles, all +faultless; and in the absence of that one figure, it seemed to him as if +he had come back to a tenantless, dismantled house, where there was +nothing that made life worth living. + +The red sun went down--a fierce and lurid face that seemed to scowl +through the grey--and Mr. Hammond felt that it was time to arouse +himself from gloomy meditation and go in and dress for dinner. +Maulevrier's valet was to arrive by the coach with the heavier part of +the luggage, and Maulevrier's valet did that very small portion of +valeting which was ever required by Mr. Hammond. A man who has worked at +a forge in the backwoods is not likely to be finicking in his ways, or +dependent upon servants for looking after his raiment. + +Despite Mr. Hammond's gloomy memories of past joys and disillusions, he +contrived to make himself very agreeable, by-and-by, at dinner, and in +the drawing-room after dinner, and the evening was altogether gay and +sprightly. Maulevrier was in high spirits, full of his Parisian +experiences, and talking slang as glibly as a student of the Quartier +Latin. He would talk nothing but French, protesting that he had almost +forgotten his native tongue, and his French was the language of +Larchey's Dictionary of Argot, in which nothing is called by its right +name. Mary was enchanted with this new vocabulary, and wanted to have +every word explained to her; but Maulevrier confessed that there was a +good deal that was unexplainable. + +The evening was much livelier than those summer evenings when the +dowager and Lady Lesbia were present. There was something less of +refinement, perhaps, and Fräulein remonstrated now and then about some +small violation of the unwritten laws of 'Anstand,' but there was more +mirth. Maulevrier felt for the first time as if he were master at +Fellside. They all went to the billiard room soon after dinner, and +Fräulein and Mary sat by the fire looking on, while the two young men +played. In such an evening there was no time for bitter memories: and +John Hammond was surprised to find how little he had missed that +enchantress whose absence had made the house seem desolate to him when +he re-entered it. + +He was tired with his journey and the varying emotions of the day, for +it was not without strong emotion that he had consented to return to +Fellside--and he slept soundly for the earlier part of the night. But he +had trained himself long ago to do with a very moderate portion of +sleep, and he was up and dressed while the dawn was still slowly +creeping along the edges of the hills. He went quietly down to the hall, +took one of the bamboos from a collection of canes and mountain sticks, +and set out upon a morning ramble over the snowy slopes. The snow +showers of yesterday had only sprinkled the greensward upon the lower +ground, but in the upper regions the winter snows still lingered, giving +an Alpine character to the landscape. + +John Hammond was too experienced a mountaineer to be deterred by a +little snow. He went up Silver Howe, and from the rugged breast of the +mountain saw the sun leap up from amidst a chaos of hill and crag, in +all his majesty, while the grey mists of night slowly floated up from +the valley that had lain hidden below them, and Grasmere Lake sparkled +and flashed in the light of the newly-risen sun. + +The church clock was striking eight as Hammond came at a brisk pace down +to the valley. There was still an hour before breakfast, so he took a +circuitous path to Fellside, and descended upon the house from the Fell, +as he had done that summer morning when he saw James Steadman sauntering +about in his garden. + +Within about a quarter of a mile of Lady Maulevrier's shrubberies Mr. +Hammond encountered a pedestrian, who, like himself, was evidently +taking a constitutional ramble in the morning air, but on a much less +extended scale, for this person did not look capable of going far +afield. + +He was an old man, something under middle height, but looking as if he +had once been taller; for his shoulders were much bent, and his head was +sunk on his chest. His whole form looked wasted and shrunken, and John +Hammond thought he had never seen so old a man--or at any rate any man +who was so deeply marked with all the signs of extreme age; and yet in +the backwoods of America he had met ancient settlers who remembered +Franklin, and who had been boys when the battle of Bunker's Hill was +fresh in the memory of their fathers and mothers. + +The little old man was clad in a thick grey overcoat of some shaggy kind +of cloth which looked like homespun. He wore a felt hat, and carried a +thick oak stick, and there was nothing in his appearance to indicate +that he belonged to any higher grade than that of the shepherds and +guides with whom Hammond had made himself familiar during his previous +visit. And yet there was something distinctive about the man, Hammond +thought, something wild and uncanny, which made him unlike any of those +hale and hearty-looking dalesmen on whom old age sate so lightly. No, +John Hammond could not fancy this man, with his pallid countenance and +pale crafty eyes, to be of the same race as those rugged and +honest-looking descendants of the Norsemen. + +Perhaps it was the man's exceeding age, for John Hammond made up his +mind that he must be a centenarian, which gave him so strange and unholy +an air. He had the aspect of a man who had been buried and brought back +to life again. + +So might look one of those Indian Fakirs who have the power to suspend life +by some mysterious process, and to lie in the darkness of the grave for a +given period, and then at their own will to resume the functions of the +living. His long white hair fell upon the collar of his grey coat, and +would have given him a patriarchal appearance had the face possessed the +dignity of age: but it was a countenance without dignity, a face deeply +scored with the lines of evil passions and guilty memories--the face of +the vulture, with a touch of the ferret--altogether a most unpleasant +face, Mr. Hammond thought. + +And yet there was a kind of fascination about that bent and shrunken +figure, those feeble movements, and shuffling gait. John Hammond turned +to look after the old man when he had passed him, and stood to watch him +as he went slowly up the Fell, plant his crutch stick upon the ground +before every footstep, as if it were a third leg, and more serviceable +than either of the other two. + +Mr. Hammond watched him for two or three minutes, but, as the old man's +movements had an automatic regularity, the occupation soon palled, and +he turned and walked toward Fellside. A few yards nearer the grounds he +met James Steadman, walking briskly, and smoking his morning pipe. + +'You are out early this morning,' said Hammond, by way of civility. + +'I am always pretty early, sir. I like a mouthful of morning air.' + +'So do I. By-the-bye, can you tell me anything about a queer-looking old +man I passed just now a little higher up the Fell? Such an old, old man, +with long white hair.' + +'Yes, sir. I believe I know him.' + +'Who is he? Does he live in Grasmere?' + +Steadman looked puzzled. + +'Well, you see, sir, your description might apply to a good many; but if +it's the man I think you mean he lives in one of the cottages behind the +church. Old Barlow, they call him.' + +'There can't be two such men--he must be at least a century old. If any +one told me he were a hundred and twenty I shouldn't be inclined to +doubt the fact. I never saw such a shrivelled, wrinkled visage, +bloodless, too, as if the poor old wretch never felt your fresh mountain +air upon his hollow cheeks. A dreadful face. It will haunt me for a +month.' + +'It must be old Barlow,' replied Steadman. 'Good day, sir.' + +He walked on with his swinging step, and at such a pace that he was up +the side of the Fell and close upon old Barlow's heels when Hammond +turned to look after him five minutes later. + +'There's a man who shows few traces of age, at any rate,' thought +Hammond. 'Yet her ladyship told me that he is over seventy.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE OLD MAN ON THE FELL. + + +Having made up his mind to stay at Fellside until after Easter, +Maulevrier settled down very quietly--for him. He rode a good deal, +fished a little, looked after his dogs, played billiards, made a devout +appearance in the big square pew at St. Oswald's on Sunday mornings, and +behaved altogether as a reformed character. Even his grandmother was +fain to admit that Maulevrier was improved, and that Mr. Hammond's +influence upon him must be exercised for good and not for evil. + +'I plunged awfully last year, and the year before that,' said +Maulevrier, sitting at tea in her ladyship's morning room one afternoon +about a week after his return, when she had expressed her gracious +desire that the two young men should take tea with her. + +Mary was in charge of the tea-pot and brass kettle, and looked as +radiant and as fresh as a summer morning. A regular Gainsborough girl, +Hammond called her, when he praised her to her brother; a true English +beauty, unsophisticated, a little rustic, but full of youthful +sweetness. + +'You see, I didn't know what a racing stable meant,' continued +Maulevrier, mildly apologetic--'in fact, I thought it was an easy way +for a nobleman to make as good a living as your City swells, with their +soft goods or their Brummagem ware, a respectable trade for a gentleman +to engage in. And it was only when I was half ruined that I began to +understand the business; and as soon as I did understand it I made up my +mind to get out of it; and I am happy to say that I sold the very last +of my stud in February, and Tony Lumpkin is his own man again. So you +may welcome the prodigal grandson, and order the fatted calf to be +slain, grandmother!' + +Lady Maulevrier stretched out her left hand to him, and the young man +bent over it and kissed it affectionately. He felt really touched by her +misfortunes, and was fonder of her than he had ever been before. She had +been somewhat hard with him in his boyhood, but she had always cared for +his dignity and protected his interests: and, after all, she was a noble +old woman, a grandmother of whom a man might be justly proud. He thought +of the painted harridans, the bare-shouldered skeletons, whom some of +his young friends were obliged to own in the same capacity, and he was +thankful that he could reverence his father's mother. + +'That is the best news I have heard for a long time, Maulevrier,' said +her ladyship graciously; 'better medicine for my nerves than any of Mr. +Horton's preparations. If Mr. Hammond's advice has influenced you to get +rid of your stable I am deeply grateful to Mr. Hammond.' + +Hammond smiled as he sipped his tea, sitting close to Mary's tray, ready +to fly to her assistance on the instant should the brazen kettle become +troublesome. It had a threatening way of hissing and bubbling over its +spirit lamp. + +'Oh, you have no idea what a fellow Hammond is to lecture,' answered +Maulevrier. 'He is a tremendous Radical, and he thinks that every young +man in my position ought to be a reformer, and devote the greater part +of his time and trouble to turning out the dirty corners of the world, +upsetting those poor dear families who like to pig together in one room, +ordering all the children off to school, marrying the fathers and +mothers, thrusting himself between free labour and free beer, and +interfering with the liberty of the subject in every direction.' + +'All that may sound like Radicalism, but I think it is the true +Conservatism, and that every young man ought to do as much, if he wants +this timeworn old country to maintain its power and prosperity,' +answered Lady Maulevrier, with an approving glance at John Hammond's +thoughtful face. + +'Right you are, grandmother,' returned Maulevrier, 'and I believe +Hammond calls himself a Conservative, and means to vote with the +Conservatives.' + +Means to vote! An idle phrase, surely, thought her ladyship, where the +young man's chance of getting into Parliament was so remote. + +That afternoon tea in Lady Maulevrier's room was almost as cheerful as +the tea-drinkings in the drawing-room, unrestrained by her ladyship's +presence. She was pleased with her grandson's conduct, and was therefore +inclined to be friendly to his friend. She could see an improvement in +Mary, too. The girl was more feminine, more subdued, graver, sweeter; +more like that ideal woman of Wordsworth's, whose image embodies all +that is purest and fairest in womanhood. + +Mary had not forgotten that unlucky story about the fox-hunt, and ever +since Hammond's return she had been as it were on her best behaviour, +refraining from her races with the terriers, and holding herself aloof +from Maulevrier's masculine pursuits. She sheltered herself a good deal +under the Fräulein's substantial wing, and took care never to intrude +herself upon the amusements of her brother and his friend. She was not +one of those young women who think a brother's presence an excuse for a +perpetual _tête-à -tête_ with a young man. Yet when Maulevrier came in +quest of her, and entreated her to join them in a ramble, she was not +too prudish to refuse the pleasure she so thoroughly enjoyed. But +afternoon tea was her privileged hour--the time at which she wore her +prettiest frock, and forgot to regret her inferiority to Lesbia in all +the graces of womanhood. + +One afternoon, when they had all three walked to Easedale Tarn, and were +coming back by the side of the force, picking their way among the grey +stones and the narrow threads of silvery water, it suddenly occurred to +Hammond to ask Mary about that queer old man he had seen on the Fell +nearly a fortnight before. He had often thought of making the inquiry +when he was away from Mary, but had always forgotten the thing when he +was with her. Indeed, Mary had a wonderful knack of making him forget +everything but herself. + +'You seem to know every creature in Grasmere, down to the two-year-old +babies,' said Hammond, Mary having just stopped to converse with an +infantine group, straggling and struggling over the boulders. 'Pray, do +you happen to know a man called Barlow, a very old man?' + +'Old Sam Barlow,' exclaimed Mary; 'why, of course I know him.' + +She said it as if he were a near relative, and the question palpably +absurd. + +'He is an old man, a hundred, at least, I should think,' said Hammond. + +'Poor old Sam, not much on the wrong side of eighty. I go to see him +every week, and take him his week's tobacco, poor old dear. It is his +only comfort.' + +'Is it?' asked Hammond. 'I should have doubted his having so humanising +a taste as tobacco. He looks too evil a creature ever to have yielded to +the softening influence of a pipe.' + +'An evil creature! What, old Sam? Why he is the most genial old thing, +and as cheery--loves to hear the newspaper read to him--the murders and +railway accidents. He doesn't care for politics. Everybody likes old Sam +Barlow.' + +'I fancy the Grasmere idea of reverend and amiable age must be strictly +local. I can only say that I never saw a more unholy countenance.' + +'You must have been dreaming when you saw him,' said Mary. 'Where did +you meet him?' + +'On the Fell, about a quarter of a mile from the shrubbery gate.' + +'_Did_ you? I shouldn't have thought he could have got so far. I've a +good mind to take you to see him, this very afternoon, before we go +home.' + +'Do,' exclaimed Hammond, 'I should like it immensely. I thought him a +hateful-looking old person; but there was something so thoroughly +uncanny about him that he exercised an absolute fascination upon me: he +magnetised me, I think, as the green-eyed cat magnetises the bird. I +have been positively longing to see him again. He is a kind of human +monster, and I hope some one will have a big bottle made ready for him +and preserve him in spirits when he dies.' + +'What a horrid idea! No, sir, dear old Barlow shall lie beside the +Rotha, under the trees Wordsworth planted. He is such a man as +Wordsworth would have loved.' + +Mr. Hammond shrugged his shoulders, and said no more. Mary's little +vehement ways, her enthusiasm, her love of that valley, which might be +called her native place, albeit her eyes had opened upon heaven's light +far away, her humility, were all very delightful in their way. She was +not a perfect beauty, like Lesbia; but she was a fresh, pure-minded +English girl, frank as the day, and if he had had a brother he would +have recommended that brother to choose just such a girl for his wife. + +Mr. Samuel Barlow occupied a little old cottage, which seemed to consist +chiefly of a gable end and a chimney stack, in that cluster of dwellings +behind St. Oswald's church, which was once known as the Kirk Town. +Visitors went downstairs to get to Mr. Barlow's ground-floor, for the +influence of time and advancing civilisation had raised the pathway in +front of Mr. Barlow's cottage until his parlour had become of a +cellar-like aspect. Yet it was a very nice little parlour when one got +down to it, and it enjoyed winter and summer a perpetual twilight, since +the light that crept through the leaded casement was tempered by a +screen of flowerpots, which were old Barlow's particular care. There +were no finer geraniums in all Grasmere than Barlow's, no bigger +carnations or picotees, asters or arums. + +It was about five o'clock in the March afternoon, when Mary ushered John +Hammond into Mr. Barlow's dwelling, and, in the dim glow of a cheery +little fire and the faint light that filtered through the screen of +geranium leaves, the visitor looked for a moment or so doubtfully at the +owner of the cottage. But only for a moment. Those bright blue eyes and +apple cheeks, that benevolent expression, bore no likeness to the +strange old man he had seen on the Fell. Mr. Barlow was toothless and +nut-cracker like of outline; he was thin and shrunken, and bent with the +burden of long years, but his healthy visage had none of those deep +lines, those cross markings and hollows which made the pallid +countenance of that other old man as ghastly as would be the abstract +idea of life's last stage embodied by the bitter pencil of a Hogarth. + +'I have brought a gentleman from London to see you, Sam,' said Mary. 'He +fancied he met you on the Fell the other morning.' + +Barlow rose and quavered a cheery welcome, but protested against the +idea of his having got so far as the Fell. + +'With my blessed rheumatics, you know it isn't in me, Lady Mary. I shall +never get no further than the churchyard; but I likes to sit on the wall +hard by Wordsworth's tomb in a warm afternoon, and to see the folks pass +over the bridge; and I can potter about looking after my flowers, I can. +But it would be a dull life, now the poor old missus is gone and the +bairns all out at service, if it wasn't for some one dropping in to have +a chat, or read me a bit of the news sometimes. And there isn't anybody +in Grasmere, gentle or simple, that's kinder to me than you, Lady Mary. +Lord bless you, I do look forward to my newspaper. Any more of them +dreadful smashes?' + +'No, Sam, thank Heaven, there have been no railway accidents.' + +'Ah, we shall have 'em in August and September,' said the old man, +cheerily. 'They're bound to come then. There's a time for all things, +as Solomon says. When the season comes t'smashes all coom. And no more +of these mysterious murders, I suppose, which baffle t'police and keep +me awake o' nights thinking of 'em.' + +'Surely you do not take delight in murder, Mr. Barlow?' said Hammond. + +'No, sir, I do not wish my fellow-creatures to mak' awa' wi' each other; +but if there is a murder going in the papers I like to get the benefit +of it. I like to sit in front of my fire of an evening and wonder about +it while I smoke my pipe, and fancy I can see the murderer hiding in a +garret in an out-of-the-way alley, or as a stowaway on board a gert +ship, or as a miner deep down in a coalpit, and never thinking that even +there t'police can track him. Did you ever hear tell o' Mr. de Quincey, +sir?' + +'I believe I have read every line he ever wrote.' + +'Ah, you should have heard him talk about murders. It would have made +you dream queer dreams, just as he did. He lived for years in the white +cottage that Wordsworth once lived in, just behind the street yonder--a +nice, neat, lile gentleman, in a houseful of books. I've had many a talk +with him when I was a young man.' + +'And how old may you be now, Mr. Barlow?' + +'Getting on for eighty four, sir.' + +'But you are not the oldest man in Grasmere, I should say, by twenty +years?' + +'I don't think there's many much older than me, sir.' + +'The man I saw on the Fell looked at least a hundred. I wish you could +tell me who he is; I feel a morbid curiosity about him.' + +He went on to describe the old man in the grey coat, as minutely as he +could, dwelling on every characteristic of that singular-looking old +person; but Samuel Barlow could not identify the description with any +one in Grasmere. Yet a man of that age, seen walking on the hill-side at +eight in the morning, could hardly have come from far afield. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +LADY MAULEVRIER'S LETTER-BAG. + + +Although Maulevrier had assured his grandmother that John Hammond would +take flight at the first warning of Lesbia's return, Lady Maulevrier's +dread of any meeting between her granddaughter and that ineligible lover +determined her in making such arrangements as should banish Lesbia from +Fellside, so long as there seemed the slightest danger of such a +meeting. She knew that Lesbia had loved her fortuneless suitor; and she +did not know that the wound was cured, even by a season in the +little-great world of Cannes. Now that she, the ruler of that +household, was a helpless captive in her own apartments, she felt that +Lesbia at Fellside would be her own mistress, and hemmed round with the +dangers that beset richly-dowered beauty and inexperienced youth. + +John Hammond might be playing a very deep game, perhaps assisted by +Maulevrier. He might ostensibly leave Fellside before Lesbia's return, +yet lurk in the neighbourhood, and contrive to meet her every day. If +Maulevrier encouraged this folly, they might be married and over the +border, before her ladyship--fettered, impotent as she was--could +interfere. + +Lady Maulevrier felt that Georgie Kirkbank was her strong rock. So long +as Lesbia was under that astute veteran's wing there could be no danger. +In that embodied essence of worldliness and diplomacy, there was an +ever-present defence from all temptations that spring from romance and +youthful impulses. It was a bitter thing, perhaps, to steep a young and +pure soul in such an atmosphere, to harden a fresh young nature in the +fiery crucible of fashionable life; but Lady Maulevrier believed that +the end would sanctify the means. Lesbia, once married to a worthy man, +such a man as Lord Hartfield, for instance, would soon rise to a higher +level than that Belgravian swamp over which the malarian vapours of +falsehood, and slander, and self-seeking, and prurient imaginings hang +dense and thick. She would rise to the loftier table-land of that really +great world which governs and admonishes the ruck of mankind by examples +of noble deeds and noble thoughts; the world of statesmen, and soldiers, +and thinkers, and reformers; the salt wherewithal society is salted. + +But while Lesbia was treading the tortuous mazes of fashion, it was well +for her to be guided and guarded by such an old campaigner as Lady +Kirkbank, a woman who, in the language of her friends, 'knew the ropes.' + +Lesbia's last letter had been to the effect that she was to go back to +London with the Kirkbanks directly after Easter, and that directly they +arrived she would set off with her maid for Fellside, to spend a week or +a fortnight with her dearest grandmother, before going back to Arlington +Street for the May campaign. + +'And then, dearest, I hope you will make up your mind to spend the +season in London,' wrote Lesbia. 'I shall expect to hear that you have +secured Lord Porlock's house. How dreadfully slow your poor dear hand is +to recover! I am afraid Horton is not treating the case cleverly. Why do +you not send for Mr. Erichsen? It is a shock to my nerves every time I +receive a letter in Mary's masculine hand, instead of in your lovely +Italian penmanship. Strange--isn't it?--how much better the women of +your time write than the girls of the present day! Lady Kirkbank +receives letters from stylish girls in a hand that would disgrace a +housemaid.' + +Lady Maulevrier allowed a post to go by before she answered this letter, +while she deliberated upon the best and wisest manner of arranging her +granddaughter's future. It was an agony to her not to be able to write +with her own hand, to be obliged to so shape every sentence that Mary +might learn nothing which she ought not to know. It was impossible with +such an amanuensis to write confidentially to Lady Kirkbank. The letters +to Lesbia were of less consequence; for Lesbia, albeit so intensely +beloved, was not in her grandmother's confidence, least of all about +those schemes and dreams which concerned her own fate. + +However, the letters had to be written, so Mary was told to open her +desk and begin. + +The letter to Lesbia ran thus:-- + + 'My dearest Child, + + 'This is a world in which our brightest day-dreams generally end in + mere dreaming. For years past I have cherished the hope of + presenting you to your sovereign, to whom I was presented six and + forty years ago, when she was so fair and girlish a creature that + she seemed to me more like a queen in a fairy tale than the actual + ruler of a great country. I have beguiled my monotonous days with + thoughts of the time when I should return to the great world, full + of pride and delight in showing old friends what a sweet flower I + had reared in my mountain home; but, alas, Lesbia, it may not be. + + 'Fate has willed otherwise. The maimed hand does not recover, + although Horton is very clever, and thoroughly understands my case. + I am not ill, I am not in danger; so you need feel no anxiety about + me; but I am a cripple; and I am likely to remain a cripple for + months; so the idea of a London season this year is hopeless. + + 'Now, as you have in a manner made your _début_ at Cannes, it would + never do to bury you here for another year. You complained of the + dullness last summer; but you would find Fellside much duller now + that you have tasted the elixir of life. No, my dear love, it will + be well for you to be presented, as Lady Kirkbank proposes, at the + first drawing-room after Easter; and Lady Kirkbank will have to + present you. She will be pleased to do this, I know, for her letters + are full of enthusiasm about you. And, after all, I do not think you + will lose by the exchange. Clever as I think myself, I fear I should + find myself sorely at fault in the society of to-day. All things are + changed: opinions, manners, creeds, morals even. Acts that were + crimes in my day are now venial errors--opinions that were + scandalous are now the mark of "advanced thought." I should be too + formal for this easy-going age, should be ridiculed as old-fashioned + and narrow-minded, should put you to the blush a dozen times a day + by my prejudices and opinions. + + 'It is very good of you to think of travelling so long a distance to + see me; and I should love to look at your sweet face, and hear you + describe your new experiences; but I could not allow you to travel + with only the protection of a maid; and there are many reasons why I + think it better to defer the meeting till the end of the season, + when Lady Kirkbank will bring my treasure back to me, eager to tell + me the history of all the hearts she has broken.' + +The dowager's letter to Lady Kirkbank was brief and business-like. She +could only hope that her old friend Georgie, whose acuteness she knew of +old, would divine her feelings and her wishes, without being explicitly +told what they were. + + 'My dear Georgie, + + 'I am too ill to leave this house; indeed I doubt if I shall ever + leave it till I am taken away in my coffin; but please say nothing + to alarm Lesbia. Indeed, there is no ground for fear, as I am not + dangerously ill, and may drag out an imprisonment of long years + before the coffin comes to fetch me. There are reasons, which you + will understand, why Lesbia should not come here till after the + season; so please keep her in Arlington Street, and occupy her mind + as much as you can with the preparations for her first campaign. I + give you _carte blanche_. If Carson is still in business I should + like her to make my girl's gowns; but you must please yourself in + this matter, as it is quite possible that Carson is a little behind + the times. + + 'I must ask you to present my darling, and to deal with her exactly + as if she were a daughter of your own. I think you know all my views + and hopes about her; and I feel that I can trust to your friendship + in this my day of need. The dream of my life has been to launch her + myself, and direct her every step in the mazes of town life; but + that dream is over. I have kept age and infirmity at a distance, + have even forgotten that the years were going by; and now I find + myself an old woman all at once, and my golden dream has vanished.' + +Lady Kirkbank's reply came by return of post, and happily this gushing +epistle had not to be submitted to Mary's eye. + + 'My dearest Di, + + 'My heart positively bleeds for you. What is the matter with your + hand, that you talk of being a life-long prisoner to your room? Pray + send for Paget or Erichsen, and have yourself put right at once. No + doubt that local simpleton is making a mess of your case. Perhaps + while he is dabbing with lint and lotions the real remedy is the + knife. I am sure amputation would be less melancholy than the + despondent state of feeling which you are now suffering. If any limb + of mine went wrong, I should say to the surgeon, "Cut it off, and + patch up the stump in your best style; I give you a fortnight, and + at the end of that time I expect to be going to parties again." Life + is not long enough for dawdling surgery. + + 'As regards Lesbia, I can only say that I adore her, and I am + enchanted at the idea that I am to run her myself. I intend her to + be _the_ beauty of the season--not _one of the loveliest + debutantes_, or any rot of that kind--but just the girl whom + everybody will be crazy about. There shall be a mob wherever she + appears, Di, I promise you that. There is no one in London who can + work a thing of that kind better than your humble servant. And when + once the girl is the talk of the town, all the rest is easy. She can + choose for herself among the very best men in society. Offers will + pour in as thickly as circulars from undertakers and mourning + warehouses after a death. + + 'Lesbia is so cool-headed and sensible that I have not the least + doubt of her success. With an impulsive or romantic girl there is + always the fear of a _fiasco_. But this sweet child of yours has + been well brought up, and knows her own value. She behaved like a + queen here, where I need not tell you society is just a little + mixed; though, of course, we only cultivate our own set. Your heart + would swell with pride if you could see the way she puts down men + who are not quite good style; and the ease with which she crushes + those odious American girls, with their fine complexions and loud + manners. + + 'Be assured that I shall guard her as the apple of my eye, and that + the detrimental who circumvents me will be a very Satan of schemers. + + 'I can but smile at your mention of Carson, whose gowns used to fit + us so well in our girlish days, and whose bills seem moderate + compared with the exorbitant accounts I get now. + + 'Carson has long been forgotten, my dear soul, gone with the snows + of last year. A long procession of fashionable French dressmakers + has passed across the stage since her time, like the phantom kings + in Macbeth; and now the last rage is to have our gowns made by an + Englishman who works for the Princess, and who gives himself most + insufferable airs, or an Irishwoman who is employed by all the best + actresses. It is to the latter, Kate Kearney, I shall entrust our + sweet Lesbia's toilettes.' + +The same post brought a loving letter from Lesbia, full of regret at not +being allowed to go down to Fellside, and yet full of delight at the +prospect of her first season. + + 'Lady Kirkbank and I have been discussing my court dress,' she wrote, + 'and we have decided upon a white cut-velvet train, with a border of + ostrich feathers, over a satin petticoat embroidered with seed + pearl. It will be expensive, but we know you will not mind that. + Lady Kirkbank takes the idea from the costume Buckingham wore at the + Louvre the first time he met Anne of Austria. Isn't that clever of + her? She is not a deep thinker like you; is horribly ignorant of + science, metaphysics, poetry even. She asked me one day who Plato + was, and whether he took his name from the battle of Platoea; and + she says she never could understand why people make a fuss about + Shakespeare; but she has read all the secret histories and memoirs + that ever were written, and knows all the ins and outs of court life + and high life for the last three hundred years; and there is not a + person in the peerage whose family history she has not at her + fingers' ends, except my grandfather. When I asked her to tell me + all about Lord Maulevrier and his achievements as Governor of + Madras, she had not a word to say. So, perhaps, she draws upon her + invention a little in talking about other people, and felt herself + restrained when she came to speak of my grandfather.' + +This passage in Lesbia's letter affected Lady Maulevrier as if a +scorpion had wriggled from underneath the sheet of paper. She folded the +letter, and laid it in the satin-lined box on her table, with a deep +sigh. + +'Yes, she is in the world now, and she will ask questions. I have never +warned her against pronouncing her grandfather's name. There are some +who will not be so kind as Georgie Kirkbank; some, perhaps, who will +delight in humiliating her, and who will tell her the worst that can be +told. My only hope is that she will make a great marriage, and speedily. +Once the wife of a man with a high place in the world, worldlings will +be too wise to wound her by telling her that her grandfather was an +unconvicted felon.' + +The die was cast. Lady Maulevrier might dread the hazard of evil +tongues, of slanderous memories; but she could not recall her consent to +Lesbia's _début_. The girl was already launched; she had been seen and +admired. The next stage in her career must be to be wooed and won by a +worthy wooer. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +ON THE DARK BROW OF HELVELLYN. + + +While these plans were being settled, and while Lesbia's future was the +all-absorbing subject of Lady Maulevrier's thoughts, Mary contrived to +be happier than she had ever been in her life before. It was happiness +that grew and strengthened with every day; and yet there was no obvious +reason for this deep joy. Her life ran in the same familiar groove. She +walked and rode on the old pathways; she rowed on the lake she had known +from babyhood; she visited her cottagers, and taught in the village +school, just the same as of old. The change was only that she was no +longer alone; and of late the solitude of her life, the ever-present +consciousness that nobody shared her pleasures or sympathised with her +upon any point, had weighed upon her like an actual burden. Now she had +Maulevrier, who was always kind, who understood and shared almost all +her tastes, and Maulevrier's friend, who, although not given to saying +smooth things, seemed warmly interested in her pursuits and opinions. He +encouraged her to talk, although he generally took the opposite side in +every argument; and she no longer felt oppressed or irritated by the +idea that he despised her. + +Indeed, although he never flattered or even praised her, Mr. Hammond let +her see that he liked her society. She had gone out of her way to avoid +him, very fearful lest he should think her bold or masculine; but he had +taken pains to frustrate all her efforts in that direction; he had +refused to go upon excursions which she could not share. 'Lady Mary must +come with us,' he said, when they were planning a morning's ramble. Thus +it happened that Mary was his guide and companion in all his walks, and +roamed with him bamboo in hand, over every one of those mountainous +paths she knew and loved so well. Distance was as nothing to +them--sometimes a boat helped them, and they went over wintry Windermere +to climb the picturesque heights above Bowness. Sometimes they took +ponies, and a groom, and left their steeds to perform the wilder part of +the way on foot. In this wise John Hammond saw all that was to be seen +within a day's journey of Grasmere, except the top of Helvellyn. +Maulevrier had shirked the expedition, had always put off Mary and Mr. +Hammond when they proposed it. The season was not advanced enough--the +rugged pathway by the Tongue Ghyll would be as slippery as glass--no +pony could get up there in such weather. + +'We have not had any frost to speak of for the last fortnight,' pleaded +Mary, who was particularly anxious to do the honours of Helvellyn, as +the real lion of the neighbourhood. + +'What a simpleton you are, Molly!' cried Maulevrier. 'Do you suppose +because there is no frost in your grandmother's garden--and if you were +to ask Staples about his peaches he would tell you a very different +story--that there's a tropical atmosphere on Dolly Waggon Pike? Why, I'd +wager the ice on Grisdale Tarn is thick enough for skating. Helvellyn +won't run away, child. You and Hammond can dance the Highland +Schottische on Striding Edge in June, if you like.' + +'Mr. Hammond won't be here in June,' said Mary. + +'Who knows?--the train service is pretty fair between London and +Windermere. Hammond and I would think nothing of putting ourselves in +the mail on a Friday night, and coming down to spend Saturday and Sunday +with you--if you are good.' + +There came a sunny morning soon after Easter which seemed mild enough +for June; and when Hammond suggested that this was the very day for +Helvellyn, Maulevrier had not a word to say against the truth of that +proposition. The weather had been exceptionally warm for the last week, +and they had played tennis and sat in the garden just as if it had been +actually summer. Patches of snow might still linger on the crests of the +hills--but the approach to those bleak heights could hardly be glacial. + +Mary clasped her hands delightedly. + +'Dear old Maulevrier!' she exclaimed, 'you are always good to me. And +now I shall be able to show you the Red Tarn, the highest pool of water +in England,' she said, turning to Hammond. 'And you will see Windermere +winding like a silvery serpent between the hills, and Grasmere shining +like a jewel in the depth of the valley, and the sea glittering like a +line of white light between the edges of earth and heaven, and the dark +Scotch hills like couchant lions far away to the north.' + +'That is to say these things are all supposed to be on view from the top +of the mountain; but as a peculiar and altogether exceptional state of +the atmosphere is essential to their being seen, I need not tell you +that they are rarely visible,' said Maulevrier. 'You are talking to old +mountaineers, Molly. Hammond has done Cotapaxi and had his little +clamber on the equatorial Andes, and I--well, child, I have done my +Righi, and I have always found the boasted panorama enveloped in dense +fog.' + +'It won't be foggy to-day,' said Mary. 'Shall we do the whole thing on +foot, or shall I order the ponies?' + +Mr. Hammond inquired the distance up and down, and being told that it +involved only a matter of eight miles, decided upon walking. + +'I'll walk, and lead your pony,' he said to Mary, but Mary declared +herself quite capable of going on foot, so the ponies were dispensed +with as a possible encumbrance. + +This was planned and discussed in the garden before breakfast. Fräulein +was told that Mary was going for a long walk with her brother and Mr. +Hammond; a walk which might last over the usual luncheon hour; so +Fräulein was not to wait luncheon. Mary went to her grandmother's room +to pay her duty visit. There were no letters for her to write that +morning, so she was perfectly free. + +The three pedestrians started an hour after breakfast, in light marching +order. The two young men wore their Argyleshire shooting +clothes--homespun knickerbockers and jackets, thick-ribbed hose knitted +by Highland lasses in Inverness. They carried a couple of hunting flasks +filled with claret, and a couple of sandwich boxes, and that was all. +Mary wore her substantial tailor-gown of olive tweed, and a little toque +to match, with a silver mounted grouse-claw for her only ornament. + +It was a delicious morning, the air fresh and sweet, the sun comfortably +warm, a little too warm, perhaps, presently, when they had trodden the +narrow path by the Tongue Ghyll, and were beginning to wind slowly +upwards over rough boulders and last year's bracken, tough and brown and +tangled, towards that rugged wall of earth and stone tufted with rank +grasses, which calls itself Dolly Waggon Pike. Here they all came to a +stand-still, and wiped the dews of honest labour from their foreheads; +and here Maulevrier flung himself down upon a big boulder, with the +soles of his stout shooting boots in running water, and took out his +cigar case. + +'How do you like it?' he asked his friend, when he had lighted his +cigarette. 'I hope you are enjoying yourself.' + +'I never was happier in my life,' answered Hammond. + +He was standing on higher ground, with Mary at his elbow, pointing out +and expatiating upon the details of the prospect. There were the +lakes--Grasmere, a disk of shining blue; Rydal, a patch of silver; and +Windermere winding amidst a labyrinth of wooded hills. + +'Aren't you tired?' asked Maulevrier. + +'Not a whit.' + +'Oh, I forgot you had done Cotapaxi, or as much of Cotapaxi as living +mortal ever has done. That makes a difference. I am going home.' + +'Oh, Maulevrier!' exclaimed Mary, piteously. + +'I am going home. You two can go to the top. You are both hardened +mountaineers, and I am not in it with either of you. When I rashly +consented to a pedestrian ascent of Helvellyn I had forgotten what the +gentleman was like; and as to Dolly Waggon I had actually forgotten her +existence. But now I see the lady--as steep as the side of a house, and +as stony--no, naught but herself can be her parallel in stoniness. No, +Molly, I will go no further.' + +'But we shall go down on the other side,' urged Mary. 'It is a little +steeper on the Cumberland side, but not nearly so far.' + +'A little steeper! I Can anything be steeper than Dolly Waggon? Yes, you +are right. It is steeper on the Cumberland side. I remember coming down +a sheer descent, like an exaggerated sugar-loaf; but I was on a pony, +and it was the brute's look-out. I will not go down the Cumberland side +on my own legs. No, Molly, not even for you. But if you and Hammond want +to go to the top, there is nothing to prevent you. He is a skilled +mountaineer. I'll trust you with him.' + +Mary blushed, and made no reply. Of all things in the world she least +wanted to abandon the expedition. Yet to climb Helvellyn alone with her +brother's friend would no doubt be a terrible violation of those laws of +maidenly propriety which Fräulein was always expounding. If Mary were to +do this thing, which she longed to do, she must hazard a lecture from +her governess, and probably a biting reproof from her grandmother. + +'Will you trust yourself with me, Lady Mary?' asked Hammond, looking at +her with a gaze so earnest--so much more earnest than the occasion +required--that her blushes deepened and her eyelids fell. 'I have done a +good deal of climbing in my day, and I am not afraid of anything +Helvellyn can do to me. I promise to take great care of you if you will +come.' + +How could she refuse? How could she for one moment pretend that she did +not trust him, that her heart did not yearn to go with him. She would +have climbed the shingly steep of Cotapaxi with him--or crossed the +great Sahara with him--and feared nothing. Her trust in him was +infinite--as infinite as her reverence and love. + +'I am afraid Fräulein would make a fuss,' she faltered, after a pause. + +'Hang Fräulein,' cried Maulevrier, puffing at his cigarette, and kicking +about the stones in the clear running water. 'I'll square it with +Fräulein. I'll give her a pint of fiz with her lunch, and make her see +everything in a rosy hue. The good soul is fond of her Heidseck. You +will be back by afternoon tea. Why should there be any fuss about the +matter? Hammond wants to see the Red Tarn, and you are dying to show him +the way. Go, and joy go with you both. Climbing a stony hill is a form +of pleasure to which I have not yet risen. I shall stroll home at my +leisure, and spend the afternoon on the billiard-room sofa reading +Mudie's last contribution to the comforts of home.' + +'What a Sybarite,' said Hammond. 'Come, Lady Mary, we mustn't loiter, if +we are to be back at Fellside by five o'clock.' + +Mary looked at her brother doubtfully, and he gave her a little nod +which seemed to say, 'Go, by all means;' so she dug the end of her staff +into Dolly's rugged breast, and mounted cheerily, stepping lightly from +boulder to boulder. + +The sun was not so warm as it had been ten minutes ago, when Maulevrier +flung himself down to rest. The sky had clouded over a little, and a +cooler wind was blowing across the breast of the hill. Fairfield yonder, +that long smooth slope of verdure which a little while ago looked +emerald green in the sunlight, now wore a soft and shadowy hue. All the +world was greyer and dimmer in a moment, as it were, and Coniston Lake +in its distant valley disappeared beneath a veil of mist, while the +shimmering sea-line upon the verge of the horizon melted and vanished +among the clouds that overhung it. The weather changes very quickly in +this part of the world. Sharp drops of rain came spitting at Hammond and +Mary as they climbed the crest of the Pike, and stopped, somewhat +breathless, to look back at Maulevrier. He was trudging blithely down +the winding way, and seemed to have done wonders while they had been +doing very little. + +'How fast he is going!' said Mary. + +'Easy is the descent of Avernus. He is going down-hill, and we are going +upwards. That makes all the difference in life, you see,' answered +Hammond. + +Mary looked at him with divine compassion. She thought that for him the +hill of life would be harder than Helvellyn. He was brave, honest, +clever; but her grandmother had impressed upon her that modern +civilisation hardly has room for a young man who wants to get on in the +world, without either fortune or powerful connexions. He had better go +to Australia and keep sheep, than attempt the impossible at home. + +The rain was a passing shower, hardly worth speaking of, but the glory +of the day was over. The sky was grey, and there were dark clouds +creeping up from the sea-line. Silvery Windermere had taken a leaden +hue; and now they turned their last fond look upon the Westmoreland +valley, and set their faces steadily towards Cumberland, and the fine +grassy plateau on the top of the hill. + +All this was not done in a flash. It took them some time to scale +Dolly's stubborn breast, and it took them another hour to reach Seat +Sandal; and by the time they came to the iron gate in the fence, which +at this point divides the two counties, the atmosphere had thickened +ominously, and dark wreaths of fog were floating about and around them, +whirled here and there by a boisterous wind which shrieked and roared at +them with savage fury, as if it were the voice of some Titan monarch of +the mountain protesting against this intrusion upon his domain. + +'I'm afraid you won't see the Scottish hills,' shouted Mary, holding on +her little cloth hat. + +She was obliged to shout at the top of her voice, though she was close +to Mr. Hammond's elbow, for that shrill screaming wind would have +drowned the voice of a stentor. + +'Never mind the view,' replied Hammond in the same fortissimo, 'but I +really wish I hadn't brought you up here. If this fog should get any +worse, it may be dangerous.' + +'The fog is sure to get worse,' said Mary, in a brief lull of the +hurly-burly, 'but there is no danger. I know every inch of the hill, and +I am not a bit afraid. I can guide you, if you will trust me.' + +'My bravest of girls,' he exclaimed, looking down at her. 'Trust you! +Yes, I would trust my life to you--my soul--my honour--secure in your +purity and good faith.' + +Never had eyes of living man or woman looked down upon her with such +tenderness, such fervent love. She looked up at him; looked with eyes +which, at first bewildered, then grew bold, and lost themselves, as it +were, in the dark grey depths of the eyes they met. The savage wind, +hustling and howling, blew her nearer to him, as a reed is blown against +a rock. Dark grey mists were rising round them like a sea; but had that +ever-thickening, ever-darkening vapour been the sea itself, and death +inevitable, Mary Haselden would have hardly cared. For in this moment +the one precious gift for which her soul had long been yearning had been +freely given to her. She knew all at once, that she was fondly loved by +that one man whom she had chosen for her idol and her hero. + +What matter that he was fortuneless, a nobody, with but the poorest +chances of success in the world? What if he must needs, only to win the +bare means of existence, go to Australia and keep sheep, or to the Bed +River valley and grow corn? What if he must labour, as the peasants +laboured on the sides of this rude hill? Gladly would she go with him to +a strange country, and keep his log cabin, and work for him, and share +his toilsome life, rough or smooth. No loss of social rank could lessen +her pride in him, her belief in him. + +They were standing side by side a little way from the edge of the sheer +descent, below which the Bed Tarn showed black in a basin scooped out of +the naked hill, like water held in the hollow of a giant's hand. + +'Look,' cried Mary, pointing downward, 'you must see the Red Tarn, the +highest water in England?' + +But just at this moment there came a blast which shook even Hammond's +strong frame, and with a cry of fear he snatched Mary in his arms and +carried her away from the edge of the hill. He folded her in his arms +and held her there, thirty yards away from the precipice, safely +sheltered against his breast, while the wind raved round them, blowing +her hair from the broad, white brow, and showing him that noble forehead +in all its power and beauty; while the darkness deepened round them so +that they could see hardly anything except each other's eyes. + +'My love, my own dear love,' he murmured fondly; 'I will trust you with +my life. Will you accept the trust? I am hardly worthy; for less than a +year ago I offered myself to your sister, and I thought she was the only +woman in this wide world who could make me happy. And when she refused +me I was in despair, Mary; and I left Fellside in the full belief that I +had done with life and happiness. And then I came back, only to oblige +Maulevrier, and determined to be utterly miserable at Fellside. I was +miserable for the first two hours. Memories of dead and gone joys and +disappointed hopes were very bitter. And I tried honestly to keep up my +feeling of wretchedness for the first few days. But it was no use, +Molly. There was a genial spirit in the place, a laughing fairy who +would not let me be sad; and I found myself becoming most unromantically +happy, eating my breakfast with a hearty appetite, thinking my cup of +afternoon tea nectar for love of the dear hand that gave it. And so, and +so, till the new love, the purer and better love, grew and grew into a +mighty tree, which was as an oak to an orchid, compared with that +passion flower of earlier growth. Mary, will you trust your life to me, +as I trust mine to you. I say to you almost in the words I spoke last +year to Lesbia,' and here his tone grew grave almost to solemnity, +'trust me, and I will make your life free from the shadow of care--trust +me, for I have a brave spirit and a strong arm to fight the battle of +life--trust me, and I will win for you the position you have a right to +occupy--trust me, and you shall never repent your trust.' + +She looked up at him with eyes which told of infinite faith, child-like, +unquestioning faith. + +'I will trust you in all things, and for ever,' she said. 'I am not +afraid to face evil fortune. I do not care how poor you are--how hard +our lives may be--if--if you are sure you love me.' + +'Sure! There is not a beat of my heart or a thought of my mind that does +not belong to you. I am yours to the very depths of my soul. My innocent +love, my clear-eyed, clear-souled angel! I have studied you and watched +you and thought of you, and sounded the depths of your lovely nature, +and the result is that you are for me earth's one woman. I will have no +other, Mary, no other love, no other wife.' + +'Lady Maulevrier will be dreadfully angry,' faltered Mary. + +'Are you afraid of her anger?' + +'No; I am afraid of nothing, for your sake.' + +He lifted her hand to his lips, and kissed it reverently, and there was +a touch of chivalry in that reverential kiss. His eyes clouded with +tears as he looked down into the trustful face. The fog had darkened to +a denser blackness, and it was almost as if they were engulfed in sudden +night. + +'If we are never to find our way down the hill; if this were to be the +last hour of our lives, Mary, would you be content?' + +'Quite content,' she answered, simply. 'I think I have lived long +enough, if you really love me--if you are not making fun.' + +'What, Molly, do you still doubt? Is it strange that I love you?' + +'Very strange. I am so different from Lesbia.' + +'Yes, very different, and the difference is your highest charm. And now, +love, we had better go down whichever side of the hill is easiest, for +this fog is rather appalling. I forgive the wind, because it blew you +against my heart just now, and that is where I want you to dwell for +ever!' + +'Don't be frightened,' said Mary. 'I know every step of the way.' + +So, leaning on her lover, and yet guiding him, slowly, step by step, +groping their way through the darkness, Lady Mary led Mr. Hammond down +the winding track along which the ponies and the guides travel so often +in the summer season. And soon they began to descend out of that canopy +of fog which enveloped the brow of Helvellyn, and to see the whole world +smiling beneath them, a world of green pastures and sheepfolds, with a +white homestead here and there amidst the fields, looking so human and +so comfortable after that gloomy mountain top, round which the tempest +howled so outrageously. Beyond those pastures stretched the dark waters +of Thirlmere, looking like a broad river. + +The descent was passing steep, but Hammond's strong arm and steady +steps made Mary's progress very easy, while she had in no wise +exaggerated her familiarity with the windings and twistings of the +track. Yet as they had need to travel very slowly so long as the fog +still surrounded them, the journey downward lasted a considerable time, +and it was past five when they arrived at the little roadside inn at the +foot of the hill. + +Here Mr. Hammond insisted that Mary should rest at least long enough to +take a cup of tea. She was very white and tired. She had been profoundly +agitated, and looked on the point of fainting, although she protested +that she was quite ready to walk on. + +'You are not going to walk another step,' said Hammond. 'While you are +taking your tea I will get you a carriage.' + +'Indeed, I had rather hurry on at once,' urged Mary. 'We are so late +already.' + +'You will get home all the sooner if you obey me. It is your duty to +obey me now,' said Hammond, in a lowered voice. + +She smiled at him, but it was a weak, wan little smile, for that descent +in the wind and the fog had quite exhausted her. Mr. Hammond took her +into a snug little parlour where there was a cheerful fire, and saw her +comfortably seated in an arm chair by the hearth, before he went to look +after a carriage. + +There was no such thing as a conveyance to be had, but the Windermere +coach would pass in about half an hour, and for this they must wait. It +would take them back to Grasmere sooner than they could get there on +foot, in Mary's exhausted condition. + +The tea-tray was brought in presently, and Hammond poured out the tea +and waited upon Lady Mary. It was a reversal of the usual formula but it +was very pleasant to Mary to sit with her feet on the low brass fender +and be waited upon by her lover. That fog on the brow of Helvellyn--that +piercing wind--had chilled her to the bone, and there was unspeakable +comfort in the glow and warmth of the fire, in the refreshment of a good +cup of tea. + +'Mary, you are my own property now, remember,' said Hammond, watching +her tenderly as she sipped her tea. + +She glanced up at him shyly, now and then, with eyes full of innocent +wonder. It was so strange to her, as strange as sweet, to know that he +loved her; such a marvellous thing that she had pledged herself to be +his wife. + +'You are my very own--mine to guard and cherish, mine to think and work +for,' he went on, 'and you will have to trust me, sweet one, even if the +beginning of things is not altogether free from trouble.' + +'I am not afraid of trouble.' + +'Bravely spoken! First and foremost, then, you will have to announce +your engagement to Lady Maulevrier. She will take it ill, no doubt; will +do her utmost to persuade you to give me up. Have you courage and +resolution, do you think, to stand against her arguments? Can you hold +to your purpose bravely, and cry, no surrender?' + +'There shall be no surrender,' answered Mary, 'I promise you that. No +doubt grandmother will be very angry. But she has never cared for me +very much. It will not hurt her for me to make a bad match, as it would +have done in Lesbia's case. She has had no day-dreams--no grand ambition +about me!' + +'So much the better, my wayside flower! When you have said all that is +sweet and dutiful to her, and have let her know at the same time that +you mean to be my wife, come weal come woe, I will see her, and will +have my say. I will not promise her a grand career for my darling: but I +will pledge myself that nothing of that kind which the world calls +evil--no penury, or shabbiness of surroundings--shall ever touch Mary +Haselden after she is Mary Hammond. I can promise at least so much as +that.' + +'It is more than enough,' said Mary. 'I have told you that I would +gladly share poverty with you.' + +'Sweet! it is good of you to say as much, but I would not take you at +your word. You don't know what poverty is.' + +'Do you think I am a coward, or self-indulgent? You are wrong, Jack. May +I call you Jack, as Maulevrier does?' + +'May you?' + +The question evoked such a gush of tenderness that he was fain to kneel +beside her chair and kiss the little hand holding the cup, before he +considered he had answered properly. + +'You are wrong, Jack. I do know what poverty means. I have studied the +ways of the poor, tried to console them, and help them a little in their +troubles; and I know there is no pain that want of money can bring which +I would not share willingly with you. Do you suppose my happiness is +dependent on a fine house and powdered footmen? I should like to go to +the Red River with you, and wear cotton gowns, and tuck up my sleeves +and clean our cottage.' + +'Very pretty sport, dear, for a summer day; but my Mary shall have a +sweeter life, and shall occasionally walk in silk attire.' + +That tea-drinking by the fireside in the inn parlour was the most +delicious thing within John Hammond's experience. Mary was a bewitching +compound of earnestness and simplicity, so humble, so confiding, so +perplexed and astounded at her own bliss. + +'Confess, now, in the summer, when you were in love with Lesbia, you +thought me a horrid kind of girl,' she said, presently, when they were +standing side by side at the window, waiting for the coach. + +'Never, Mary. My crime is to have thought very little about you in those +days. I was so dazzled by Lesbia's beauty, so charmed by her +accomplishments and girlish graces, that I forgot to take notice of +anything else in the world. If I thought of you at all it was as +another Maulevrier--a younger Maulevrier in petticoats, very gay, and +good-humoured, and nice.' + +'But when you saw me rushing about with the terriers--I must have seemed +utterly horrid.' + +'Why, dearest? There is nothing essentially horrible in terriers, or in a +bright lively girl running races with them. You made a very pretty +picture in the sunlight, with your hat hanging on your shoulder, and +your curly brown hair and dancing hazel eyes. If I had not been deep in +love with Lesbia's peerless complexion and Grecian features, I should +have looked below the surface of that Gainsborough picture, and +discovered what treasures of goodness, and courage, and truth and purity +those frank brown eyes and that wide forehead betokened. I was sowing my +wild oats last summer, Mary, and they brought me a crop of sorrow. But I +am wiser now--wiser and happier. + +'But if you were to see Lesbia again would not the old love revive?' + +'The old love is dead, Mary. There is nothing left of it but a handful +of ashes, which I scatter thus to the four winds,' with a wave of his +hand towards the open casement. 'The new love absorbs and masters my +being. If Lesbia were to re-appear at Fellside this evening, I could +offer her my hand in all brotherly frankness, and ask her to accept me +as a brother. Here comes the coach. We shall be at Fellside just in time +for dinner.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +WISER THAN LESBIA. + + +Lady Mary and Mr. Hammond were back at Fellside at a quarter before +eight, by which time the stars were shining on pine woods and Fell. They +managed to be in the drawing-room when dinner was announced, after the +hastiest of toilets; yet her lover thought Mary had never looked +prettier than she looked that night, in her limp white cashmere gown, +and with her brown hair brushed into a large loose knot on the top of +her head. There had been great uneasiness about them at Fellside when +evening began to draw in, and the expected hour of their return had gone +by. Scouts had been sent in quest of them, but in the wrong direction. + +'I did not think you would be such idiots as to come down the north side +of the hill in a tempest,' said Maulevrier; 'we could see the clouds +racing over the crest of Seat Sandal, and knew it was blowing pretty +hard up there, though it was calm enough down here.' + +'Blowing pretty hard;' echoed Hammond, 'I don't think I was ever out in +a worse gale; and yet I have been across the Bay of Biscay when the +waves struck the side of the steamer like battering rams, and when the +whole surface of the sea was white with seething foam.' + +'It was a most imprudent thing to go up Helvellyn in such weather,' said +Fräulein Müller, shaking her head gloomily as she ate her fish. + +Mary felt that the Fräulein's manner boded ill. There was a storm +brewing. A scolding was inevitable. Mary felt quite capable of doing +battle with the Fräulein; but her feelings were altogether different +when she thought of facing that stern old lady upstairs, and of the +confession she had to make. It was not that her courage faltered. So far +as resolutions went she was as firm as a rock. But she felt that there +was a terrible ordeal to be gone through; and it seemed a mockery to be +sitting there and pretending to eat her dinner and take things lightly, +with that ordeal before her. + +'We did not go up the hill in bad weather, Miss Müller,' said Mr. +Hammond. 'The sun was shining and the sky was blue when we started. We +could not foresee darkness and storm at the top of the hill. That was +the fortune of war.' + +'I am very sorry Lady Mary had not more good sense,' replied Fräulein +with unabated gloom; but on this Maulevrier took up the cudgels. + +'If there was any want of sense in the business, that's my look-out, +Fräulein,' he said, glaring angrily at the governess. 'It was I who +advised Hammond and Lady Mary to climb the hill. And here they are, safe +and sound after their journey. I see no reason why there should be any +fuss about it.' + +'People have different ways of looking at things, replied Fräulein, +plodding steadily on with her dinner. Mary rose directly the dessert had +been handed round, and marched out of the room: like a warrior going to +a battle in which the chances of defeat were strong. Fräulein Müller +shuffled after her. + +'Will you be kind enough to go to her ladyship's room at once, Lady +Mary,' she said. 'She wants to speak to you.' + +'And I want to speak to her,' said Mary. + +She ran quickly upstairs and arrived in the morning room, a little out +of breath. The room was lighted by one low moderator lamp, under a dark +red velvet shade, and there was the glow of the wood fire, which gave a +more cheerful light than the lamp. Lady Maulevrier was lying on her +couch in a loose brocade tea-gown, with old Brussels collar and ruffles. +She was as well dressed in her day of affliction and helplessness as she +had been in her day of strength; for she knew the value of surroundings, +and that her stateliness and power were in some manner dependent on +details of this kind. The one hand which she could use glittered with +diamonds, as she waved it with a little imperious gesture towards the +chair on which she desired Lady Mary to seat herself; and Mary sat down +meekly, knowing that this chair represented the felon's dock. + +'Mary,' began her grandmother, with freezing gravity, 'I have been +surprised and shocked by your conduct to-day. Yes, surprised at such +conduct even in you.' + +'I do not think I have done anything very wrong, grandmother.' + +'Not wrong! You have done nothing wrong? You have done something +absolutely outrageous. You, my granddaughter, well born, well bred, +reared under my roof, to go up Helvellyn and lose yourself in a fog +alone with a young man. You could hardly have done worse if you were a +Cockney tourist,' concluded her ladyship, with ineffable disgust. + +'I could not help the fog,' said Mary, quietly. The battle had to be +fought, and she was not going to flinch. 'I had no intention of going up +Helvellyn alone with Mr. Hammond. Maulevrier was to have gone with us; +but when we got to Dolly Waggon he was tired, and would not go any +further. He told me to go on with Mr. Hammond.' + +'_He_ told you! Maulevrier!--a young man who has spent some of the best +hours of his youth in the company of jockeys and trainers--who hasn't +the faintest idea of the fitness of things. You allow Maulevrier to be +your guide in a matter in which your own instinct should have guided +you--your womanly instinct! But you have always been an unwomanly girl. +You have put me to shame many a time by your hoydenish tricks; but I +bore with you, believing that your madcap follies were at least +harmless. To-day you have gone a step too far, and have been guilty of +absolute impropriety, which I shall be very slow to pardon.' + +'Perhaps you will be still more angry when you know all, grandmother,' +said Mary. + +Lady Maulevrier flashed her dark eyes at the girl with a look which +would have almost killed a nervous subject; but Mary faced her +steadfastly, very pale, but as resolute as her ladyship. + +'When I know all! What more is there for me to know?' + +'Only that while we were on the top of Helvellyn, in the fog and the +wind, Mr. Hammond asked me to be his wife.' + +'I am not surprised to hear it,' retorted her ladyship, with a harsh +laugh. 'A girl who could act so boldly and flirtingly was a natural mark +for an adventurer. Mr. Hammond no doubt has been told that you will have +a little money by-and-by, and thinks he might do worse than marry you. +And seeing how you have flung yourself at his head, he naturally +concludes that you will not be too proud to accept your sister's +leavings.' + +'There is nothing gained by making cruel speeches, grandmother,' said +Mary, firmly. 'I have promised to be John Hammond's wife, and there is +nothing you nor anyone else can say which will make me alter my mind. I +wish to act dutifully to you, if I can, and I hope you will be good to +me and consent to this marriage. But if you will not consent, I shall +marry him all the same. I shall be full of sorrow at having to disobey +you, but I have promised, and I will keep my promise.' + +'You will act in open rebellion against me--against the kinswoman who +has reared you, and educated you, and cared for you in all these years!' + +'But you have never loved me,' answered Mary, sadly. 'Perhaps if you had +given me some portion of that affection which you lavished on my sister +I might be willing to sacrifice this new deep love for your sake--to lay +down my broken heart as a sacrifice on the altar of gratitude. But you +never loved me. You have tolerated me, endured my presence as a +disagreeable necessity of your life, because I am my father's daughter. +You and Lesbia have been all the world to each other; and I have stood +aloof, outside your charmed circle, almost a stranger to you. Can you +wonder, grandmother, recalling this, that I am unwilling to surrender +the love that has been given me to-day--the true heart of a brave and +good man!' + +Lady Maulevrier looked at her for some moments in scornful wonderment; +looked at her with a slow, deliberate smile. + +'Poor child!' she said; 'poor ignorant, inexperienced baby! For what a +Will-o-the-wisp are you ready to sacrifice my regard, and all the +privileges of your position as my granddaughter! No doubt this Mr. +Hammond has said all manner of fine things to you; but can you be weak +enough to believe that he who half a year ago was sighing and dying at +the feet of your sister can have one spark of genuine regard for you? +The thing is not in nature; it is an obvious absurdity. But it is easy +enough to understand that Mr. Hammond without a penny in his pocket, and +with his way to make in the world, would be very glad to secure Lady +Mary Haselden and her five hundred a year, and to have Lord Maulevrier +for his brother in-law?' + +'Have I really five hundred a year? Shall I have five hundred a year +when I marry?' asked Mary, suddenly radiant. + +'Yes; if you marry with your brother's consent.' + +'I am so glad--for his sake. He could hardly starve if I had five +hundred a year. He need not be obliged to emigrate.' + +'Has he been offering you the prospect of emigration as an additional +inducement?' + +'Oh, no, he does not say that he is very poor, but since you say he is +penniless I thought we might be obliged to emigrate. But as I have five +hundred a year--' + +'You will stay at home, and set up a lodging-house, I suppose,' sneered +Lady Maulevrier. + +'I will do anything my husband pleases. We can live in a humble way in +some quiet part of London, while Mr. Hammond works at literature or +politics. I am not afraid of poverty or trouble, I am willing to endure +both for his sake.' + +'You are a fool!' said her grandmother sternly. 'And I have nothing more +to say to you. Go away, and send Maulevrier to me.' + +Mary did not obey immediately. She went over to her grandmother's couch +and knelt by her side, and kissed the poor maimed hand which lay on the +velvet cushion. + +'Dear grandmother,' she said gently. 'I am very sorry to rebel against +you. But this is a question of life or death with me. I am not like +Lesbia. I cannot barter love and truth for worldly advantage--for pride +of race. Do not think me so weak or so vain as to be won by a few fine +speeches from an adventurer. Mr. Hammond is no adventurer, he has made +no fine speeches--but, I will tell you a secret, grandmother. I have +liked and admired him from the first time he came here. I have looked up +to him and reverenced him; and I must be a very foolish girl if my +judgment is so poor that I can respect a worthless man.' + +'You _are_ a very foolish girl,' answered Lady Maulevrier, more kindly +than she had spoken before, 'but you have been very good and dutiful to +me since I have been ill, and I don't wish to forget that. I never said +that Mr. Hammond was worthless; but I say that he is no fit husband for +you. If you were as yielding and obedient as Lesbia it would be all the +better for you; for then I should provide for your establishment in life +in a becoming manner. But as you are wilful, and bent upon taking your +own way--well--my dear, you must take the consequence; and when you are +a struggling wife and mother, old before your time, weighed down with +the weary burden of petty cares, do not say, "My grandmother might have +saved me from this martyrdom."' + +'I will run the risk, grandmother. I will be answerable for my own +fate.' + +'So be it, Mary. And now send Maulevrier to me.' + +Mary went down to the billiard room, where she found her brother and her +lover engaged in a hundred game. + +'Take my cue and beat him if you can, Molly,' said Maulevrier, when he +had heard Mary's message. 'I'm fifteen ahead of him, for he has been +falling asleep over his shots. I suppose I am going to get a lecture.' + +'I don't think so,' said Mary. + +'Well, my dearest, how did you fare in the encounter?' asked Hammond, +directly Maulevrier was gone. + +'Oh, it was dreadful! I made the most rebellious speeches to poor +grandmother, and then I remembered her affliction, and I asked her to +forgive me, and just at the last she was ever so much kinder, and I +think that she will let me marry you, now she knows I have made up my +mind to be your wife--in spite of Fate.' + +'My bravest and best.' + +'And do you know, Jack'--she blushed tremendously as she uttered this +familiar name--'I have made a discovery!' + +'Indeed!' + +'I find that I am to have five hundred a year when I am married. It is +not much. But I suppose it will help, won't it? We can't exactly starve +if we have five hundred a year. Let me see. It is more than a pound a +day. A sovereign ought to go a long way in a small house; and, of +course, we shall begin in a very wee house, like De Quincey's cottage +over there, only in London.' + +'Yes, dear, there are plenty of such cottages in London. In Mayfair, for +instance, or Belgravia.' + +'Now, you are laughing at my rustic ignorance. But the five hundred +pounds will be a help, won't it?' + +'Yes, dear, a great help.' + +'I'm so glad.' + +She had chalked her cue while she was talking, but after taking her aim, +she dropped her arm irresolutely. + +'Do you know I'm afraid I can't play to-night,' she said. 'Helvellyn +and the fog and the wind have quite spoilt my nerve. Shall we +go to the drawing-room, and see if Fräulein has recovered from her +gloomy fit?' + +'I would rather stay here, where we are free to talk; but I'll do +whatever you like best.' + +Mary preferred the drawing-room. It was very sweet to be alone with her +lover, but she was weighed down with confusion in his presence. The +novelty, the wonderment of her position overpowered her. She yearned for +the shelter of Fräulein Müller's wing, albeit the company of that most +prosaic person was certain death to romance. + +Miss Müller was in her accustomed seat by the fire, knitting her +customary muffler. She had appropriated Lady Maulevrier's place, much to +Mary's disgust. It irked the girl to see that stout, clumsy figure in +the chair which had been filled by her grandmother's imperial form. The +very room seemed vulgarised by the change. + +Fräulein looked up with a surprised air when Mary and Hammond entered +together, the girl smiling and happy. She had expected that Mary would +have left her ladyship's room in tears, and would have retired to her +own apartment to hide her swollen eyelids and humiliated aspect. But +here she was, after the fiery ordeal of an interview with her offended +grandmother, not in the least crestfallen. + +'Are we not to have any tea to-night?' asked Mary, looking round the +room. + +'I think you are unconscious of the progress of time, Lady Mary,' +answered Fräulein, stiffly. 'The tea has been brought in and taken out +again.' + +'Then it must be brought again, if Lady Mary wants some,' said Hammond, +ringing the bell in the coolest manner. + +Fräulein felt that things were coming to a pretty pass, if Maulevrier's +humble friend was going to give orders in the house. Quiet and +commonplace as the Hanoverian was, she had her ambition, and that was to +grasp the household sceptre which Lady Maulevrier must needs in some +wise resign, now that she was a prisoner to her rooms. But so far +Fräulein had met with but small success in this endeavour. Her +ladyship's authority still ruled the house. Her ladyship's keen +intellect took cognisance even of trifles: and it was only in the most +insignificant details that Fräulein felt herself a power. + +'Well, your ladyship, what's the row?' said Maulevrier marching into his +grandmother's room with a free and easy air. He was prepared for a +skirmish, and he meant to take the bull by the horns. + +'I suppose you know what has happened to-day?' said her ladyship. + +'Molly and Hammond's expedition, yes, of course. I went part of the way +with them, but I was out of training, got pumped out after a couple of +miles, and wasn't such a fool as to go to the top.' + +'Do you know that Mr. Hammond made Mary an offer, while they were on the +hill, and that she accepted him?' + +'A queer place for a proposal, wasn't it? The wind blowing great guns +all the time. I should have chosen a more tranquil spot.' + +'Maulevrier, cannot you be serious? Do you forget that this business of +to-day must affect your sister's welfare for the rest of her life?' + +'No, I do not. I will be as serious as a judge after he has put on the +black cap,' said Maulevrier, seating himself near his grandmother's +couch, and altering his tone altogether. 'Seriously I am very glad that +Hammond has asked Mary to be his wife, and still more glad that she is +tremendously in love with him. I told you some time ago not to put your +spoke in that wheel. There could not be a happier or a better marriage +for Mary.' + +'You must have rather a poor opinion, of your sister's attractions, +personal or otherwise, if you consider a penniless young man--of no +family--good enough for her.' + +'I do not consider my sister a piece of merchandise to be sold to the +highest bidder. Granted that Hammond is poor and a nobody. He is an +honourable man, highly gifted, brave as a lion, and he is my dearest +friend. Can you wonder that I rejoice at my sister's having won him for +her adoring lover?' + +'Can he really care for her, after having loved Lesbia?' + +'That was the desire of the eye, this is the love of the heart. I know +that he loves Mary ever so much better than he loved Lesbia. I can +assure your ladyship that I am not such a fool as I look. I am very fond +of my sister Mary, and I have not been blind to her interests. I tell +you on my honour that she ought to be very happy as John Hammond's +wife.' + +'I am obliged to believe what you say about his character,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'And I am willing to admit that the husband's character has +a great deal to do with the wife's happiness, from a moral point of +view; but still there are material questions to be considered. Has your +friend any means of supporting a wife?' + +'Yes, he has means; quite sufficient means for Mary's views, which are +very simple.' + +'You mean to say he would keep her in decent poverty? Cannot you be +explicit, Maulevrier, and say what means the man has, whether an income +or none? If you cannot tell me I must question Mr. Hammond himself.' + +'Pray do not do that,' exclaimed her grandson urgently. 'Do not take all +the flavour of romance out of Molly's love story, by going into pounds, +shillings, and pence. She is very young. You would hardly wish her to +marry immediately?' + +'Not for the next year, at the very least.' + +'Then why enter upon this sordid question of ways and means. Make +Hammond and Mary happy by consenting to their engagement, and trust the +rest to Providence, and to me. Take my word for it, Hammond is not a +beggar, and he is a man likely to make his mark in the world. If a year +hence his income is not enough to allow of his marrying, I will double +Mary's allowance out of my own purse. Hammond's friendship has steadied +me, and saved me a good deal more than five hundred a year.' + +'I can quite believe that. I believe Mr. Hammond is a worthy man, and +that his influence has been very good for you; but that does not make +him a good match for Mary. However, you seem to have settled the +business among you, and I suppose I must submit. You had better all +drink tea with me to morrow afternoon; and I will receive your friend as +Mary's future husband.' + +'That is the best and kindest of grandmothers.' + +'But I should like to know more of his antecedents and his relations.' + +'His antecedents are altogether creditable. He took honours at the +University; he has been liked and respected everywhere. He is an orphan, +and it is better not to talk to him of his family. He is sensitive on +that point, like most men who stand alone in the world.' + +'Well, I will hold my peace. You have taken this business into your +hands, Maulevrier; and you must be responsible for the result.' + +Maulevrier left his grandmother soon after this, and went downstairs, +whistling for very joyousness. Finding the billiard-room deserted he +repaired to the drawing-room, where he found Mary playing scraps of +melody to her lover at the shadowy end of the room, while Fräulein sat +by the fire weaving her web as steadily as one of the Fatal Sisters, and +with a brow prophetic of evil. + +Maulevrier crept up to the piano, and came stealthily behind the lovers. + +'Bless you, my children,' he said, hovering over them with outspread +hands. 'I am the dove coming back to the ark. I am the bearer of happy +tidings. Lady Maulevrier consents to your acquiring the legal right to +make each other miserable for the rest of your lives.' + +'God bless you, Maulevrier,' said Hammond, clasping him by the hand. + +'Only as this sister of mine is hardly out of the nursery you will have +to wait for her at least a year. So says the dowager, whose word is like +the law of the Medes and Persians, and altereth not.' + +'I would wait for her twice seven years, as Jacob waited, and toil for +her, as Jacob toiled,' answered Hammond, 'but I should like to call her +my own to-morrow, if it were possible.' + +Nothing could be happier or gayer than the tea-drinking in Lady +Maulevrier's room on the following afternoon. Her ladyship having once +given way upon a point knew how to make her concession gracefully. She +extended her hand to Mr. Hammond as frankly as if he had been her own +particular choice. + +'I cannot refuse my granddaughter to her brother's dearest friend,' she +said, 'but I think you are two most imprudent young people.' + +'Providence takes care of imprudent lovers, just as it does of the birds +in their nests,' answered Hammond, smiling. + +'Just as much and no more, I fear. Providence does not keep off the cat +or the tax-gatherer.' + +'Birds must take care of their nests, and husbands must work for their +homes,' argued Hammond. 'Heaven gives sweet air and sunlight, and a +beautiful world to live in.' + +'I think,' said Lady Maulevrier, looking at him critically, 'you are +just the kind of person who ought to emigrate. You have ideas that would +do for the Bush or the Yosemite Valley, but which are too primitive for +an over-crowded country.' + +'No, Lady Maulevrier, I am not going to steal your granddaughter. When +she is my wife she shall live within call. I know she loves her native +land, and I don't think either of us would care to put an ocean between +us and rugged old Helvellyn.' + +'Of course having made idiots of yourselves up there in the fog and the +storm you are going to worship the mountain for ever afterwards,' said +her ladyship laughing. + +Never had she seemed gayer or brighter. Perhaps in her heart of hearts +she rejoiced at getting Mary engaged, even to so humble a suitor as +fortuneless John Hammond. Ever since the visit of the so-called Rajah +she had lived as Damocles lived, with the sword of destiny--the avenging +sword--hanging over her by the finest hair. Every time she heard +carriage wheels in the drive--every time the hall-door bell rang a +little louder than usual, her heart seemed to stop beating and her whole +being to hang suspended on a thread. If the thread were to snap, there +would come darkness and death. The blow that had paralysed one side of +her body must needs, if repeated, bring total extinction. She who +believed in no after life saw in her maimed and wasting arm the +beginning of death. She who recognised only the life of the body felt +that one half of her was already dead. But months had gone by, and Louis +Asoph had made no sign. She began to hope that his boasted documents and +witnesses were altogether mythical. And yet the engines of the law are +slow to put in motion. He might be working up his case, line upon line, +with some hard-headed London lawyer; arranging and marshalling his +facts; preparing his witnesses; waiting for affidavits from India; +working slowly but surely, underground like the mole; and all at once, +in an hour, his case might be before the law courts. His story and the +story of Lord Maulevrier's infamy might be town talk again; as it had +been forty years ago, when the true story of that crime had been happily +unknown. + +Yes, with the present fear of this Louis Asoph's revelations, of a new +scandal, if not a calamity, Lady Maulevrier felt that it was a good +thing to have her younger granddaughter's future in some measure +secured. John Hammond had said of himself to Lesbia that he was not the +kind of man to fail, and looking at him critically to-day Lady +Maulevrier saw the stamp of power and dauntless courage in his +countenance and bearing. It is the inner mind of a man which moulds the +lines of his face and figure; and a man's character may be read in the +way he walks and holds himself, the action of his hand, his smile, his +frown, his general outlook, as clearly as in any phrenological +development. John Hammond had a noble outlook: bold, without impudence +or self-assertion; self-possessed, without vanity. Yes, assuredly a man +to wrestle with difficulty, and to conquer fate. + +When that little tea-drinking was over and Maulevrier and his friend +were going away to dress for dinner, Lady Maulevrier detained Mary for a +minute or two by her couch. She took her by the hand with unaccustomed +tenderness. + +'My child, I congratulate you,' she said. 'Last night I thought you a +fool, but I begin to think that you are wiser than Lesbia. You have won +the heart of a noble young man.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +'A YOUNG LAMB'S HEART AMONG THE FULL-GROWN FLOCKS.' + + +For three most happy days Mary rejoiced in her lover's society, +Maulevrier was with them everywhere, by brookside and fell, on the lake, +in the gardens, in the billiard-room, playing propriety with admirable +patience. But this could not last for ever. A man who has to win name +and fortune and a home for his young wife cannot spend all his days in +the primrose path. Fortunes and reputations are not made in dawdling +beside a mountain stream, or watching the play of sunlight and shadow on +a green hill-side; unless, indeed, one were a new Wordsworth, and even +then fortune and renown are not quickly made. + +And again, Maulevrier, who had been a marvel of good-nature and +contentment for the last eight weeks, was beginning to be tired of this +lovely Lakeland. Just when Lakeland was daily developing into new +beauty, Maulevrier began to feel an itching for London, where he had a +comfortable nest in the Albany, and which was to his mind a metropolis +expressly created as a centre or starting point for Newmarket, Epsom, +Ascot and Goodwood. + +So there came a morning upon which Mary had to say good-bye to those two +companions who had so blest and gladdened her life. It was a bright +sunshiny morning, and all the world looked gay; which seemed very unkind +of Nature, Mary thought. And yet, even in the sadness of this parting, +she had much reason to be glad. As she stood with her lover in the +library, in the three minutes of _tête-à -tête_ stolen from the +argus-eyed Fräulein, folded in his arms, looking up at his manly face, +it seemed to her that the mere knowledge that she belonged to him and +was beloved by him ought to sustain and console her even in long years +of severance. Yes, even if he were one of the knights of old, going to +the Holy Land on a crusade full of peril and uncertainty. Even then a +woman ought to be brave, having such a lover. + +But her parting was to be only for a few months. Maulevrier promised to +come back to Fellside for the August sports, and Hammond was to come +with him. Three months--or a little more--and they were to meet again. + +Yet in spite of these arguments for courage, Mary's face blanched and +her eyes grew unutterably sad as she looked up at her lover. + +'You will take care of yourself, Jack, for my sake, won't you, dear?' +she murmured. 'If you should be ill while you are in London! If you +should die--' + +'Life is very uncertain, love, but I don't feel like sickness or death +just at present,' answered Hammond cheerily. 'Indeed, I feel that the +present is full of sweetness, and the future full of hope. Don't +suppose, dear, that I am not grieved at this good-bye; but before we +are a year older I hope the time will have come when there will be no +more farewells for you and me. I shall be a very exacting husband, +Molly. I shall want to spend all the days and hours of my life with you; +to have not a fancy or a pursuit in which you cannot share, or with +which you cannot sympathise. I hope you will not grow tired of me!' + +'Tired!' + +Then came silence, and a long farewell kiss, and then the voice of +Maulevrier shouting in the hall, just in time to warn the lovers, before +Miss Müller opened the door and exclaimed, + +'Oh, Mr. Hammond, we have been looking for you _everywhere_. The luggage +is all in the carriage, and Maulevrier says there is only just time to +get to Windermere!' + +In another minute or so the carriage was driving down the hill; and Mary +stood in the porch looking after the travellers. + +'It seems as if it is my fate to stand here and see everybody drive +away,' she said to herself. + +And then she looked round at the lovely gardens, bright with spring +flowers, the trees glorious with their young, fresh foliage, and the +vast panorama of hill and dale, and felt that it was a wicked thing to +murmur in the midst of such a world. And she remembered the great +unhoped-for bliss that had come to her within the last four days, and +the cloud upon her brow vanished, as she clasped her hands in child-like +joyousness. + +'God bless you, dear old Helvellyn,' she exclaimed, looking up at the +sombre crest of the mountain. 'Perhaps if it had not been for you he +would have never proposed.' + +But she was obliged to dismiss this idea instantly; for to suppose John +Hammond's avowal of his love an accident, the mere impulse of a weak +moment, would be despair. Had he not told her how she had grown nearer +and nearer to his heart, day by day, and hour by hour, until she had +become part of his life? He had told her this--he, in whom she believed +as in the very spirit of truth. + +She wandered about the gardens for an hour after the carriage had +started for Windermere, revisiting every spot where she and her lover +had walked together within the last three days, living over again the +rapture of those hours, repeating to herself his words, recalling his +looks, with the fatuity of a first girlish love. And yet amidst the +silliness inseparable from love's young dream, there was a depth of true +womanly feeling, thoughtful, unselfish, forecasting a future which was +not to travel always along the primrose path of dalliance--a future in +which the roses were not always to be thornless. + +John Hammond was going to London to work for a position in the world, to +strive and labour among the seething mass of strugglers, all pressing +onward for the same goal--independence, wealth, renown. Little as Mary +know of the world by experience, she had at least heard the wiseacres +talk; and that which she had heard was calculated to depress rather than +to inspire industrious youth. She had heard how the professions were all +over-crowded: how a mighty army of young men were walking the hospitals, +all intent on feeling the pulses and picking the pockets of the rising +generation: how at the Bar men were growing old and grey before they saw +their first brief: how competitors were elbowing and hustling each other +upon every road, thronging at every gate. And while masculine youth +strove and wrestled for places in the race, aunts and sisters and +cousins were pressing into the same arena, doing their best to crowd out +the uncles and the brothers and the nephews. + +'Poor Jack,' sighed Mary, 'at the worst we can go to the Red River +country and grow corn.' + +This was her favourite fancy, that she and her lover should find their +first dwelling in the new world, live as humbly as the peasants lived +round Grasmere, and patiently wait upon fortune. And yet that would not +be happiness, unless Maulevrier were to come and stay with them every +autumn. Nothing could reconcile Mary to being separated from Maulevrier +for any lengthened period. + +There were hours in which she was more hopeful, and defied the +wiseacres. Clever young men had succeeded in the past--clever men whose +hair was not yet grey had come to the front in the present. Granted that +these were the exceptional men, the fine flower of humanity. Did she not +know that John Hammond was as far above average youth as Helvellyn was +above yonder mound in her grandmother's shrubbery? + +Yes, he would succeed in literature, in politics, in whatever career he +had chosen for himself. He was a man to do the thing he set himself to +do, were it ever so difficult. To doubt his success would be to doubt +his truth and his honesty; for he had sworn to her he would make her +life bright and happy, and that evil days should never come to her; and +he was not the man to promise that which he was not able to perform. + +The house seemed terribly dull now that the two young men were gone. +There was an oppressive silence in the rooms which had lately resounded +with Maulevrier's frank, boyish laughter, and with his friend's deep, +manly tones--a silence broken only by the click of Fräulein Müller's +needles. + +The Fräulein was not disposed to be sympathetic or agreeable about Lady +Mary's engagement. Firstly, she had not been consulted about it. The +thing had been done, she considered, in an underhand manner; and Lady +Maulevrier, who had begun by strenuously opposing the match, had been +talked over in a way that proved the latent weakness of that great +lady's character. Secondly, Miss Müller, having herself for some reason +missed such joys as are involved in being wooed and won, was disposed to +look sourly upon all love affairs, and to take a despondent view of all +matrimonial engagements. + +She did not say anything openly uncivil to Mary Haselden; but she let +the damsel see that she pitied her and despised her infatuated +condition; and this was so unpleasant that Mary was fain to fall back +upon the society of ponies and terriers, and to take up her pilgrim's +staff and go wandering over the hills, carrying her happy thoughts into +solitary places, and sitting for hours in a heathery hollow, steeped in +a sea of summer light, and trying to paint the mountain side and the +rush of the waterfall. Her sketch-book was an excuse for hours of +solitude, for the indulgence of an endless day-dream. + +Sometimes she went among her humble friends in the Grasmere cottages, or +in the villages of Great and Little Langdale; and she had now a new +interest in these visits, for she had made up her mind that it was her +solemn duty to learn housekeeping--not such housekeeping as might have +been learnt at Fellside, supposing she had mustered the courage to ask +the dignified upper-servants in that establishment to instruct her; but +such domestic arts as are needed in the dwellings of the poor. The art +of making a very little money go a great way; the art of giving grace, +neatness, prettiness to the smallest rooms and the shabbiest furniture; +the art of packing all the ugly appliances and baser necessities of +daily life, the pots and kettles and brooms and pails, into the +narrowest compass, and hiding them from the æsthetic eye. Mary thought +that if she began by learning the homely devices of the villagers--the +very A B C of cookery and housewifery--she might gradually enlarge upon +this simple basis to suit an income of from five to seven hundred a +year. The house-mothers from whom she sought information were puzzled at +this sudden curiosity about domestic matters. They looked upon the thing +as a freak of girlhood which drifted into eccentricity, from sheer +idleness; yet they were not the less ready to teach Mary anything she +desired to learn. They told her those secret arts by which coppers and +brasses are made things of beauty, and meet adornment for an old oak +mantelshelf. They allowed her to look on at the milking of the cow, and +at the churning of the butter; and at bread making, and cake making, and +pie and pudding making; and some pleasant hours were spent in the +acquirement of this useful knowledge. Mary did not neglect the invalid +during this new phase of her existence. Lady Maulevrier was a lover of +routine, and she liked her granddaughter to go to her at the same hour +every day. From eleven to twelve was the time for Mary's duty as +amanuensis. Sometimes there were no letters to be written. Sometimes +there were several; but her ladyship rarely allowed the task to go +beyond the stroke of noon. At noon Mary was free, and free till five +o'clock, when she was generally in attendance, ready to give Lady +Maulevrier her afternoon tea, and sit and talk with her, and tell her +any scraps of local news which she had gathered in the day. + +There were days on which her ladyship preferred to take her tea alone, +and Mary was left free to follow her own devices till dinner-time. + +'I do not feel equal even to your society to-day, my dear,' her ladyship +would say; 'go and enjoy yourself with your dogs and your tennis;' +forgetting that there was very seldom anybody on the premises with whom +Lady Mary could play tennis. + +But in these lonely days of Mary Haselden's life there was one crowning +bliss which was almost enough to sweeten solitude, and take away the +sting of separation; and that was the delight of expecting and receiving +her lover's letters. Busily as Mr. Hammond must be engaged in fighting +the battle of life, he was in no way wanting in his duty as a lover. He +wrote to Mary every other day; but though his letters were long, they +told her hardly anything of himself or his occupation. He wrote about +pictures, books, music, such things as he knew must be interesting to +her; but of his own struggles not a word. + +'Poor fellow,' thought Mary. 'He is afraid to sadden me by telling me +how hard the struggle is.' + +Her own letters to her betrothed were simple outpourings of girlish +love, breathing that too flattering-sweet idolatry which an innocent +girl gives to her first lover. Mary wrote as if she herself were of the +least possible value among created things. + +With one of Mr. Hammond's earlier letters came the engagement ring; no +half-hoop of brilliants or sapphires, rubies or emeralds, no gorgeous +triple circlet of red, white, and green; but only a massive band of dead +gold, on the inside of which was engraved this posy--'For ever.' + +Mary thought it the loveliest ring she had ever seen in her life. + +May was half over and the last patch of snow had vanished from the crest +of Helvellyn, from Eagle's Crag and Raven's Crag, and Coniston Old Man. +Spring--slow to come along these shadowy gorges--had come in real +earnest now, spring that was almost summer; and Lady Maulevrier's +gardens were as lovely as dreamland. But it was an unpeopled paradise. +Mary had the grounds all to herself, except at those stated times when +the Fräulein, who was growing lazier and larger day by day in her +leisurely and placid existence, took her morning and afternoon +constitutional on the terrace in front of the drawing-room, or solemnly +perambulated the shrubberies. + +On fine days Mary lived in the garden, save when she was far afield +learning the domestic arts from the cottagers. She read French and +German, and worked conscientiously at her intellectual education, as +well as at domestic economy. For she told herself that accomplishments +and culture might be useful to her in her married life. She might be +able to increase her husband's means by giving lessons abroad, or taking +pupils at home. She was ready to do anything. She would teach the +stupidest children, or scrub floors, or bake bread. There was no service +she would deem degrading for his sake. She meant when she married to +drop her courtesy title. She would not be Lady Mary Hammond, a poor +sprig of nobility, but plain Mrs. Hammond, a working man's wife. + +Lesbia's presentation was over, and had realised all Lady Kirkbank's +expectations. The Society papers were unanimous in pronouncing Lord +Maulevrier's sister the prettiest _débutante_ of the season. They +praised her classical features, the admirable poise of her head, her +peerless complexion. They described her dress at the drawing-room; they +described her 'frocks' in the Park and at Sandown. They expatiated on +the impression she had made at great assemblies. They hinted at even +Royal admiration. All this, frivolous fribble though it might be, Lady +Maulevrier read with delight, and she was still more gratified by +Lesbia's own account of her successes. But as the season advanced +Lesbia's letters to her grandmother grew briefer--mere hurried scrawls +dashed off while the carriage was at the door, or while her maid was +brushing her hair. Lady Maulevrier divined, with the keen instinct of +love, that she counted for very little in Lesbia's life, now that the +whirligig of society, the fret and fever of fashion, had begun. + +One afternoon in May, at that hour when Hyde Park is fullest, and the +carriages move slowly in triple rank along the Lady's Mile, and the +mounted constables jog up and down with a business-like air which sets +every one on the alert for the advent of the Princess of Wales, just at +that hour when Lesbia sat in Lady Kirkbank's barouche, and distributed +gracious bows and enthralling smiles to her numerous acquaintance, Mary +rode slowly down the Fell, after a rambling ride on the safest and most +venerable of mountain ponies. The pony was grey, and Mary was grey, for +she wore a neat little homespun habit made by the local tailor, and a +neat little felt hat with a ptarmigan's feather. + +All was very quiet at Fellside as she went in at the stable gate. There +was not an underling stirring in the large old stable-yard which had +remained almost unaltered for a century and a half; for Lady Maulevrier, +whilst spending thousands on the new part of the house, had deemed the +existing stables good enough for her stud. They were spacious old +stables, built as solidly as a Norman castle, and with all the virtues +and all the vices of their age. + +Mary looked round her with a sigh. The stillness of the place was +oppressive, and within doors she knew there would be the same stillness, +made still more oppressive by the society of the Fräulein, who grew +duller and duller every day, as it seemed to Mary. + +She took her pony into the dusky old stable, where four other ponies +began rattling their halters in the gloom, by way of greeting. A bundle +of purple tares lay ready in a corner for Mary to feed her favourites; +and for the next ten minutes or so she was happily employed going from +stall to stall, and gratifying that inordinate appetite for green meat +which seems natural to all horses. + +Not a groom or stable-boy appeared while she was in the stable; and she +was just going away, when her attention was caught by a flood of +sunshine streaming into an old disused harness-room at the end of the +stable--a room with one small window facing the Fell. + +Whence could that glow of western light come? Assuredly not from the +low-latticed window which faced eastward, and was generally obscured by +a screen of cobwebs. The room was only used as a storehouse for lumber, +and it was nobody's business to clean the window. + +Mary looked in, curious to solve the riddle. A door which she had often +noticed, but never seen opened, now stood wide open, and the old +quadrangular garden, which was James Steadman's particular care, smiled +at her in the golden evening light. Seen thus, this little old Dutch +garden seemed to Mary the prettiest thing she had ever looked upon. +There were beds of tulips and hyacinths, ranunculus, narcissus, +tuberose, making a blaze of colour against the old box borders, a foot +high. The crumbling old brick walls of the outbuildings, and that +dungeon-like wall which formed the back of the new house, were clothed +with clematis and wistaria, woodbine and magnolia. All that loving +labour could do had been done day by day for the last forty years to +make this confined space a thing of beauty. Mary went out of the dark +stable into the sunny garden, and looked round her, full of admiration +for James Steadman's work. + +'If ever Jack and I can afford to have a garden, I hope we shall be able +to make it like this,' she thought. 'It is such a comfort to know that +so small a garden can be pretty: for of course any garden we could +afford must be small.' + +Lady Mary had no idea that this quadrangle was spacious as compared with +the narrow strip allotted to many a suburban villa calling itself 'an +eligible residence.' + +In the centre of the garden there was an old sundial, with a stone bench +at the base, and, as she came upon an opening in the circular yew tree +hedge which environed this sundial, and from which the flower beds +radiated in a geometrical pattern, Lady Mary was surprised to see an old +man--a very old man--sitting on this bench, and basking in the low light +of the westering sun. + +His figure was shrunken and bent, and he sat with his chin resting on +the handle of a crutched stick, and his head leaning forward. His long +white hair fell in thin straggling locks over the collar of his coat. He +had an old-fashioned, mummyfied aspect, and Mary thought he must be +very, very old. + +Very, very old! In a flash there came back upon her the memory of John +Hammond's curiosity about a hoary and withered old man whom he had met +on the Fell in the early morning. She remembered how she had taken him +to see old Sam Barlow, and how he had protested that Sam in no wise +resembled the strange-looking old man of the Fell. And now here, close +to the Fell, was a face and figure which in every detail resembled that +ancient stranger whom Hammond had described so graphically. + +It was very strange. Could this person be the same her lover had seen +two months ago? And, if so, had he been living at Fellside all the time; +or was he only an occasional visitor of Steadman's? + +While she stood for a few moments meditating thus, the old man raised +his head and looked up at her, with eyes that burned like red-hot coals +under his shaggy white brows. The look scared her. There was something +awful in it, like the gaze of an evil spirit, a soul in torment, and she +began to move away, with side-long steps, her eyes riveted on that +uncanny countenance. + +'Don't go,' said the man, with an authoritative air, rattling his bony +fingers upon the bench. 'Sit down here by my side, and talk to me. Don't +be frightened, child. You wouldn't, if you knew what they say of me +indoors.' He made a motion of his head towards the windows of the old +wing--'"Harmless," they say, "quite harmless. Let him alone, he's +harmless." A tiger with his claws cut and his teeth drawn--an old, +grey-bearded tiger, ghastly and grim, but harmless--a cobra with the +poison-bag plucked out of his jaw! The venom grows again, child--the +snake's venom--but youth never comes back. Old, and helpless, and +harmless!' + +Again Mary tried to move away, but those evil eyes held her as if she +were a bird riveted by the gaze of a serpent. + +'Why do you shrink away?' asked the old man, frowning at her. 'Sit down +here, and let me talk to you. I am accustomed to be obeyed.' + +Old and feeble and shrunken as he was, there was a power in his tone of +command which Mary was unable to resist. She felt very sure that he was +imbecile or mad. She knew that madmen are apt to imagine themselves +great personages, and to take upon themselves, with a wonderful power of +impersonation, the dignity and authority of their imaginary rank; and +she supposed that it must be thus with this strange old man. She +struggled against her sense of terror. After all there could be no real +danger, in the broad daylight, within the precincts of her own home, +within call of the household. + +She seated herself on the bench by the unknown, willing to humour him a +little; and he turned himself about slowly, as if every bone in his body +were stiff with age, and looked at her with a deliberate scrutiny. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +'NOW NOTHING LEFT TO LOVE OR HATE.' + + +The old man sat looking at Mary in silence for some moments; not a great +space of time, perhaps, as marked by the shadow on the dial behind them, +but to Mary that gaze was unpleasantly prolonged. He looked at her as if +he could read every pulsation in every fibre of her brain, and knew +exactly what it meant. + +'Who are you?' he asked, at last. + +'My name is Mary Haselden.' + +'Haselden,' he repeated musingly, 'I have heard that name before.' + +And then he resumed his former attitude, his chin resting on the handle +of his crutch-stick, his eyes bent upon the gravel path, their unholy +brightness hidden under the penthouse brows. + +'Haselden,' he murmured, and repeated the name over and over again, +slowly, dreamily, with a troubled tone, like some one trying to work out +a difficult problem. 'Haselden--when? where?' + +And then with a profound sigh he muttered, 'Harmless, quite harmless. +You may trust him anywhere. Memory a blank, a blank, a blank, my lord!' + +His head sank lower upon his breast, and again he sighed, the sigh of a +spirit in torment, Mary thought. Her vivid imagination was already +interested, her quick sympathies were awakened. + +She looked at him wonderingly, compassionately. So old, so infirm, and +with a mind astray; and yet there were indications in his speech and +manner that told of reason struggling against madness, like the light +behind storm-clouds. He had tones that spoke of a keen sensitiveness to +pain, not the lunatic's imbecile placidity. She observed him intently, +trying to make out what manner of man he was. + +He did not belong to the peasant class: of that she felt assured. The +shrunken, tapering hand had never worked at peasant's work. The profile +turned towards her was delicate to effeminacy. The man's clothes were +shabby and old-fashioned, but they were a gentleman's garments, the +cloth of a finer texture than she had ever seen worn by her brother. The +coat, with its velvet collar, was of an old-world fashion. She +remembered having seen just such a coat in an engraved portrait of Count +d'Orsay, a print nearly fifty years old. No Dalesman born and bred ever +wore such a coat; no tailor in the Dales could have made it. + +The old man looked up after a long pause, during which Mary felt afraid +to move. He looked at her again with inquiring eyes, as if her presence +there had only just become known to him. + +'Who are you?' he asked again. + +'I told you my name just now. I am Mary Haselden.' + +'Haselden--that is a name I knew--once. Mary? I think my mother's name +was Mary. Yes, yes, I remember that. You have a sweet face, Mary--like +my mother's. She had brown eyes, like yours, and auburn hair. You don't +recollect her, perhaps?' + +'Alas! poor maniac,' thought Mary, 'you have lost all count of time. +Fifty years to you in the confusion of your distraught brain, are but as +yesterday.' + +'No, of course not, of course not,' he muttered; 'how should she +recollect my mother, who died while I was a boy? Impossible. That must +be half a century ago.' + +'Good evening to you,' said Mary, rising with a great effort, so strong +was her feeling of being spellbound by the uncanny old man, 'I must go +indoors now.' + +He stretched out his withered old hand, small, semi-transparent, with +the blue veins showing darkly under the parchment-coloured skin, and +grasped Mary's arm. + +'Don't go,' he pleaded. 'I like your face, child; I like your voice--I +like to have you here. What do you mean by going indoors? Where do you +live?' + +'There,' said Mary, pointing to the dead wall which faced them. 'In the +new part of Fellside House. I suppose you are staying in the old part +with James Steadman.' + +She had made up her mind that this crazy old man must be a relation of +Steadman's to whom he gave hospitality either with or without her +ladyship's consent. All powerful as Lady Maulevrier had ever been in her +own house, it was just possible that now, when she was a prisoner in her +own rooms, certain small liberties might be taken, even by so faithful a +servant as Steadman. + +'Staying with James Steadman,' repeated the old man in a meditative +tone. 'Yes, I stay with Steadman. A good servant, a worthy person. It is +only for a little while. I shall be leaving Westmoreland next week. And +you live in that house, do you?' pointing to the dead wall. 'Whose +house?' + +'Lady Maulevrier's. I am Lady Maulevrier's granddaughter.' + +'Lady Mau-lev-rier.' He repeated the name in syllables. 'A good name--an +old title--as old as the conquest. A Norman race those Maulevriers. And +you are Lady Maulevrier's granddaughter! You should be proud. The +Maulevriers were always a proud race.' + +'Then I am no true Maulevrier,' answered Mary gaily. + +She was beginning to feel more at her ease with the old man. He was +evidently mad, as mad as a March hare; but his madness seemed only the +harmless lunacy of extreme old age. He had flashes of reason, too. Mary +began to feel a friendly interest in him. To youth in its flush of life +and vigour there seems something so unspeakably sad and pitiable in +feebleness and age--the brief weak remnant of life, the wreck of body +and mind, sunning itself in the declining rays of a sun that is so soon +to shine upon its grave. + +'What, are you not proud?' asked the old man. + +'Not at all. I have been taught to consider myself a very insignificant +person; and I am going to marry a poor man. It would not become me to be +proud.' + +'But you ought not to do that,' said the old man. 'You ought not to +marry a poor man. Poverty is a bad thing, my dear. You are a pretty +girl, and ought to marry a man with a handsome fortune. Poor men have no +pleasure in this world--they might just as well be dead. I am poor, as +you see. You can tell by this threadbare coat'--he looked down at the +sleeve from which the nap was worn in places--'I am as poor as a church +mouse.' + +'But you have kind friends, I dare say,' Mary said, soothingly. 'You are +well taken care of, I am sure.' + +'Yes, I am well taken care of--very well taken care of. How long is it, +I wonder--how many weeks, or months, or years, since they have taken +care of me? It seems a long, long time; but it is all like a dream--a +long dream. Once I used to try and wake myself. I used to try and +struggle out of that weary dream. But that was ages ago. I am satisfied +now--I am quite content now--so long as the weather is warm, and I can +sit out here in the sun.' + +'It is growing chilly now,' said Mary, 'and I think you ought to go +indoors. I know that I must go.' + +'Yes, I must go in now--I am getting shivery,' answered the old man, +meekly. 'But I want to see you again, Mary--I like your face--and I like +your voice. It strikes a chord here,' touching his breast, 'which has +long been silent. Let me see you again, child. When can I see you +again?' + +'Do you sit here every afternoon when it is fine?' + +'Yes, every day--all day long sometimes when the sun is warm.' + +'Then I will come here to see you.' + +'You must keep it a secret, then,' said the old man, with a crafty look. +'If you don't they will shut me up in the house, perhaps. They don't +like me to see people, for fear I should talk. I have heard Steadman say +so. Yet what should I talk about, heaven help me? Steadman says my +memory is quite gone, and that I am childish and harmless--childish and +harmless. I have heard him say that. You'll come again, won't you, and +you'll keep it a secret?' + +Mary deliberated for a few minutes. + +'I don't like secrets,' she said, 'there is generally something +dishonourable in them. But this would be an innocent secret, wouldn't +it? Well, I'll come to see you somehow, poor old man; and if Steadman +sees me here I will make everything right with him.' + +'He mustn't see you here,' said the old man. 'If he does he will shut me +up in my own rooms again, as he did once, years and years ago.' + +'But you have not been here long, have you?' Mary asked, wonderingly. + +'A hundred years, at least. That's what it seems to me sometimes. And +yet there are times when it seems only a dream. Be sure you come again +to-morrow.' + +'Yes, I promise you to come; good-night.' + +'Good-night.' + +Mary went back to the stable. The door was still open, but how could she +be sure that it would be open to-morrow? There was no other access that +she knew of to the quadrangle, except through the old part of the house, +and that was at times inaccessible to her. + +She found a key--a big old rusty key--in the inside of the door, so she +shut and locked it, and put the key in her pocket. The door she supposed +had been left open by accident; at any rate this key made her mistress +of the situation. If any question should arise as to her conduct she +could have an explanation with Steadman; but she had pledged her word to +the poor mad old man, and she meant to keep her promise, if possible. + +As she left the stable she saw Steadman riding towards the gate on his +grey cob. She passed him as she went back to the house. + +Next day, and the day after that, and for many days, Mary used her key, +and went into the quadrangle at sundown to sit for half an hour or so +with the strange old man, who seemed to take an intense pleasure in her +company. The weather was growing warmer as May wore on towards June, and +this evening hour, between six and seven, was deliciously bright and +balmy. The seat by the sundial was screened on every side by the clipped +yew hedge, dense and tall, surrounding the circular, gravelled space, in +the centre of which stood the old granite dial, with its octagonal +pedestal and moss-grown steps. There, as in a closely-shaded arbour, +Lady Mary and her old friend were alone and unobserved. The yew-tree +boundary was at least eight feet high, and Mary and her companion could +hardly have been seen even from the upper windows of the low, old house. + +Mary had fallen into the habit of going for her walk or her ride at five +o'clock every day, when she was not in attendance on Lady Maulevrier, +and after her walk or ride she slipped through the stable, and joined +her ancient friend. Stables and courtyard were generally empty at this +hour, the men only appearing at the sound of a big bell, which summoned +them from their snuggery when they were wanted. Most of Lady +Maulevrier's servants had arrived at that respectable stage of long +service in which fidelity is counted as a substitute for hard work. + +The old man was not particularly conversational, and was apt to repeat +the same things over and over again, with a sublime unconsciousness of +being prosy; but he liked to hear Mary talk, and he listened with +seeming intelligence. He questioned her about the world outside his +cloistered life--the wars and rumours of wars--and, although the names +of the questions and the men of the day seemed utterly strange to him, +and he had to have them repeated to him again and again, he seemed to +take an intelligent interest in the stirring facts of the time, and +listened intently when Mary gave him a synopsis of her last newspaper +reading. + +When the news was exhausted, Mary hit upon a more childish form of +amusement, and that was to tell the story of any novel or poem she had +been lately reading. This was so successful that in this manner Mary +related the stories of most of Shakespeare's plays; of Byron's Bride of +Abydos, and Corsair; of Keats's Lamia; of Tennyson's Idylls; and of a +heterogenous collection of poetry and romance, in all of which stories +the old man took a vivid interest. + +'You are better to me than the sunshine,' he told Mary one day when she +was leaving him. 'The world grows darker when you leave me.' + +Once at this parting moment he took both her hands, and drew her nearer +to him, peering into her face in the clear evening light. + +'You are like my mother,' he said. 'Yes, you are very like her. And who +else is it that you are like? There is some one else, I know. Yes, some +one else! I remember! It is a face in a picture--a picture at Maulevrier +Castle.' + +'What do you know of Maulevrier Castle?' asked Mary, wonderingly. + +Maulevrier was the family seat in Herefordshire, which had not been +occupied by the elder branch for the last forty years. Lady Maulevrier +had let it during her son's minority to a younger branch of the family, +a branch which had intermarried with the world of successful commerce, +and was richer than the heads of the house. This occupation of +Maulevrier Castle had continued to the present time, and was likely +still to continue, Maulevrier having no desire to set up housekeeping in +a feudal castle in the marches. + +'How came you to know Maulevrier Castle?' repeated Mary. + +'I was there once. There is a picture by Lely, a portrait of a Lady +Maulevrier in Charles the Second's time. The face is yours, my love. I +have heard of such hereditary faces. My mother was proud of resembling +that portrait.' + +'What did your mother know of Maulevrier Castle?' + +The old man did not answer. He had lapsed into that dream-like +condition into which he often sank, when his brain was not stimulated to +attention and coherency by his interest in Mary's narrations. + +Mary concluded that this man had once been a servant in the Maulevrier +household, perhaps at the place in Herefordshire, and that all his old +memories ran in one groove--the house of Maulevrier. + +The freedom of her intercourse with him was undisturbed for about three +weeks; and at the end of that time she came face to face with James +Steadman as she emerged from the circle of greenery. + +'You here, Lady Mary?' he exclaimed with an angry look. + +'Yes, I have been sitting talking to that poor old man,' Mary answered, +cheerily, concluding that Steadman's look of vexation arose from his +being detected in the act of harbouring a contraband relation. 'He is a +very interesting character. A relation of yours, I suppose?' + +'Yes, he is a relation,' replied Steadman. 'He is very old, and his mind +has long been gone. Her ladyship is kind enough to allow me to give him +a home in her house. He is quite harmless, and he is in nobody's way.' + +'Of course not, poor soul. He is only a burden to himself. He talks as +if his life had been very weary. Has he been long in that sad state?' + +'Yes, a long time.' + +Steadman's manner to Lady Mary was curt at the best of times. She had +always stood somewhat in awe of him, as a person delegated with +authority by her grandmother, a servant who was much more than a +servant. But to-day his manner was more abrupt than usual. + +'He spoke of Maulevrier Castle just now,' said Mary, determined not to +be put down too easily. 'Was he once in service there?' + +'He was. Pray how did you find your way into this garden, Lady Mary?' + +'I came through the stable. As it is my grandmother's garden I suppose I +did not take an unwarrantable liberty in coming,' said Mary, drawing +herself up, and ready for battle. + +'It is Lady Maulevrier's wish that this garden should be reserved for my +use,' answered Steadman. 'Her ladyship knows that my uncle walks here of +an afternoon, and that, owing to his age and infirmities, he can go +nowhere else; and if only on that account, it is well that the garden +should be kept private. Lunatics are rather dangerous company, Lady +Mary, and I advise you to give them a wide berth wherever you may meet +them.' + +'I am not afraid of your uncle,' said Mary, resolutely. 'You said +yourself just now that he is quite harmless: and I am really interested +in him, poor old creature. He likes me to sit with him a little of an +afternoon and to talk to him; and if you have no objection I should like +to do so, whenever the weather is fine enough for the poor old man to be +out in the garden at this hour.' + +'I have a very great objection, Lady Mary, and that objection is chiefly +in your interest,' answered Steadman, firmly. 'No one who is not +experienced in the ways of lunatics can imagine the danger of any +association with them--their consummate craftiness, their capacity for +crime. Every madman is harmless up to a certain point--mild, +inoffensive, perhaps, up to the very moment in which he commits some +appalling crime. And then people cry out upon the want of prudence, the +want of common-sense which allowed such an act to be possible. No, Lady +Mary, I understand the benevolence of your motive, but I cannot permit +you to run such a risk.' + +'I am convinced that the poor old creature is perfectly harmless,' said +Mary, with suppressed indignation. 'I shall certainly ask Lady +Maulevrier to speak to you on the subject. Perhaps her influence may +induce you to be a little more considerate to your unhappy relation.' + +'Lady Mary, I beg you not to say a word to Lady Maulevrier on this +subject. You will do me the greatest injury if you speak of that man. I +entreat you--' + +But Mary was gone. She passed Steadman with her head held high and her +eyes sparkling with anger. All that was generous, compassionate, womanly +in her nature was up in arms against her grandmother's steward. Of all +other things, Mary Haselden most detested cruelty; and she could see in +Steadman's opposition to her wish nothing but the most cold-hearted +cruelty to a poor dependent on his charity. + +She went in at the stable door, shut and locked it, and put the key in +her pocket as usual. But she had little hope that this mode of access +would be left open to her. She knew enough of James Steadman's +character, from hearsay rather than from experience, to feel sure that +he would not easily give way. She was not surprised, therefore, on +returning from her ride on the following afternoon, to find the disused +harness-room half filled with trusses of straw, and the door of +communication completely blocked. It would be impossible for her to +remove that barricade without assistance; and then, how could she be +sure that the door itself was not nailed up, or secured in some way? + +It was a delicious sunny afternoon, and she could picture the lonely old +man sitting in his circle of greenery beside the dial, which for him had +registered so many dreary and solitary hours, waiting for the little ray +of social sunlight which her presence shed over his monotonous life. He +had told her that she was like the sunshine to him--better than +sunshine--and she had promised not to forsake him. She pictured him +waiting, with his hand clasped upon his crutch-stick, his chin resting +upon his hands, his eyes poring on the ground, as she had seen him for +the first time. And as the stable clock chimed the quarters he would +begin to think himself abandoned, forgotten; if, indeed, he took any +count of the passage of time, of which she was not sure. His mind seemed +to have sunk into a condition which was between dreaming and waking, a +state to which the outside world seemed only half real--a phase of being +in which there was neither past nor future, only the insufferable +monotony of an everlasting _now_. + +Pity is so near akin to love that Mary, in her deep compassion for this +lonely, joyless, loveless existence, felt a regard which was almost +affection for this strange old man, whose very name was unknown to her. +True that there was much in his countenance and manner which was +sinister and repellant. He was a being calculated to inspire fear rather +than love; but the fact that he had courted her presence and looked to +her for consolation had touched Mary's heart, and she had become +reconciled to all that was forbidding and disagreeable in the lunatic +physiognomy. Was he not the victim of a visitation which entitled him to +respect as well as to pity? + +For some days Mary held her peace, remembering Steadman's vehement +entreaty that she should not speak of this subject to her grandmother. +She was silent, but the image of the old man haunted her at all times +and seasons. She saw him even in her dreams--those happy dreams of the +girl who loves and is beloved, and before whom the pathway of the future +smiles like a vision of Paradise. She heard him calling to her with a +piteous cry of distress, and on waking from this troubled dream she +fancied that he must be dying, and that this sound in her dreams was one +of those ghostly warnings which give notice of death. She was so unhappy +about him, altogether so distressed at being compelled to break her +word, that she could not prevent her thoughts from dwelling upon him, +not even after she had poured out all her trouble to John Hammond in a +long letter, in which her garden adventures and her little skirmish with +Steadman were graphically described. + +To her intense discomfiture Hammond replied that he thoroughly approved +of Steadman's conduct in the matter. However agreeable Mary's society +might be to the lunatic, Mary's life was far too precious to be put +within the possibility of peril by any such _tête-à -têtes_. If the +person was the same old man whom Hammond had seen on the Fell, he was a +most sinister-looking creature, of whom any evil act might be fairly +anticipated. In a word Mr. Hammond took Steadman's view of the matter, +and entreated his dearest Mary to be careful, and not to allow her warm +heart to place her in circumstances of peril. + +This was most disappointing to Mary, who expected her lover to agree +with her upon every point; and if he had been at Fellside the +difference of opinion might have given rise to their first quarrel. But +as she had a few hours' leisure for reflection before the post went out, +she had time to get over her anger, and to remember that promise of +obedience given, half in jest, half in earnest, at the little inn beyond +Dunmail Raise. So she wrote submissively enough, only with just a touch +of reproach at Jack's want of compassion for a poor old man who had such +strong claims upon everybody's pity. + +The image of the poor old man was not to be banished from her thoughts, +and on that very afternoon, when her letter was dispatched, Mary went on +a visit of exploration to the stables, to see if by any chance Mr. +Steadman's plans for isolating his unhappy relative might be +circumvented. + +She went all over the stables--into loose boxes, harness and saddle +rooms, sheds for wood, and sheds for roots, but she found no door +opening into the quadrangle, save that door by which she had entered, +and which was securely defended by a barricade of straw that had been +doubled by a fresh delivery of trusses since she first saw it. But while +she was prowling about the sweet-scented stable, much disappointed at +the result of her investigations, she stumbled against a ladder which +led to an open trap-door. Mary mounted the ladder, and found herself +amidst the dusty atmosphere of a large hayloft, half in shadow, half in +the hot bright sunlight. A large shutter was open in the sloping roof, +the roof that sloped towards the quadrangle, an open patch admitting +light and air. Mary, light and active as a squirrel, sprang upon a truss +of hay, and in another moment had swung herself in the opening of the +shutter, and was standing with her feet on the wooden ledge at the +bottom of the massive frame, and her figure supported against the slope +of thick thatched roof. Perched, or half suspended, thus, she was just +high enough to look over the top of the yew-tree hedge into the circle +round the sundial. + +Yes, there was the unhappy victim of fate, and man's inhumanity to man. +There sat the shrunken figure, with drooping head, and melancholy +attitude--the bent shoulders of feeble old age, the patriarchal locks so +appealing to pity. There he sat with eyes poring upon the ground just as +she had seen him the first time. And while she had sat with him and +talked with him he had seemed to awaken out of that dull despondency, +gleams of pleasure had lighted up his wrinkled face--he had grown +animated, a sentient living instead of a corpse alive. It was very hard +that this little interval of life, these stray gleams of gladness should +be denied to the poor old creature, at the behest of James Steadman. + +Mary would have felt less angrily upon the subject had she believed in +Steadman's supreme carefulness of her own safety; but in this she did +not believe. She looked upon the house-steward's prudence as a +hypocritical pretence, an affectation of fidelity and wisdom, by which +he contrived to gratify the evil tendencies of his own hard and cruel +nature. For some reasons of his own, perhaps constrained thereto by +necessity, he had given the old man an asylum for his age and infirmity: +but while thus giving him shelter he considered him a burden, and from +mere perversity of mind refused him all such consolations as were +possible to his afflicted state, mewed him up as a prisoner, cut him off +from the companionship of his fellow-men. + +Two years ago, before Mary emerged from her Tomboyhood, she would have +thought very little of letting herself out of the loft window and +clambering down the side of the stable, which was well furnished with +those projections in the way of gutters, drain-pipes, and century-old +ivy, which make such a descent easy. Two years ago Mary's light figure +would have swung itself down among the ivy leaves, and she would have +gloried in the thought of circumventing James Steadman so easily. But +now Mary was a young lady--a young lady engaged to be married, and +impressed with the responsibilities of her position, deeply sensible of +a new dignity, for the preservation of which she was in a manner +answerable to her lover. + +'What would _he_ think of me if I went scrambling down the ivy?' she +asked herself; 'and after he has approved of Steadman's heartless +restrictions, it would be rank rebellion against him if I were to do it. +Poor old man, "Thou art so near and yet so far," as Lesbia's song says.' + +She blew a kiss on the tips of her fingers towards that sad solitary +figure, and then dropped back into the dusty duskiness of the loft. But +although her new ideas upon the subject of 'Anstand'--or good +behaviour--prevented her getting the better of Steadman by foul means, +she was all the more intent upon having her own way by fair means, now +that the impression of the old man's sadness and solitude had been +renewed by the sight of the drooping figure by the sundial. + +She went back to the house, and walked straight to her grandmother's +room. Lady Maulevrier's couch had been placed in front of the open +window, from which she was watching the westward-sloping sun above the +long line of hills, dark Helvellyn, rugged Nabb Scarr, and verdant +Fairfield, with its two giant arms stretched out to enfold and shelter +the smiling valley. + +'Heavens! child, what an object you are;' exclaimed her ladyship, as +Mary drew near. 'Why, your gown is all over dust, and your hair is--why +your hair is sprinkled with hay and clover. I thought you had learnt to +be tidy, since your engagement. What have you been doing with yourself?' + +'I have been up in the hayloft,' answered Mary, frankly; and, intent on +one idea, she said impetuously, 'Dear grandmother, I want you to do me a +favour--a very great favour. There is a poor old man, a relation of +Steadman's, who lives with him, out of his mind, but quite harmless, and +he is so sad and lonely, so dreadfully sad, and he likes me to sit with +him in the garden, and tell him stories, and recite verses to him, poor +soul, just as if he were a child, don't you know, and it is such a +pleasure to me to be a little comfort to him in his lonely wretched +life, and James Steadman says I mustn't go near him, because he may +change at any moment into a dangerous lunatic, and do me some kind of +harm, and I am not a bit afraid, and I'm sure he won't do anything of +the kind, and, please grandmother, tell Steadman, that I am to be +allowed to go and sit with his poor old prisoner half an hour every +afternoon.' + +Carried along the current of her own impetuous thoughts, Mary had talked +very fast, and had not once looked at her grandmother while she was +speaking. But now at the end of her speech her eyes sought Lady +Maulevrier's face in gentle entreaty, and she recoiled involuntarily at +the sight she saw there. + +The classic features were distorted almost as they had been in the worst +period of the paralytic seizure. Lady Maulevrier was ghastly pale, and +her eyes glared with an awful fire as they gazed at Mary. Her whole +frame was convulsed, and she, the cripple, whose right limbs lay numbed +and motionless upon the couch, made a struggling motion as she raised +herself a little with the left arm, as if, by very force of angry will, +she would have lifted herself up erect before the girl who had offended +her. + +For a few moments her lips moved dumbly; and there was something +unspeakably awful in those convulsed features, that livid countenance, +and those voiceless syllables trembling upon the white dry lips. + +At last speech came. + +'Girl, you were created to torment me;' she exclaimed. + +'Dear grandmother, what harm have I done?' faltered Mary. + +'What harm? You are a spy. Your very existence is a torment and a +danger. Would to God that you were married. Yes, married to a +chimney-sweep, even--and out of my way.' + +'If that is your only difficulty,' said Mary, haughtily, 'I dare say Mr. +Hammond would be kind enough to marry me to-morrow, and take me out of +your ladyship's way.' + +Lady Maulevrier's head sank back upon her pillows, those velvet and +satin pillows, rich with delicate point lace and crewel-work adornment, +the labour of Mary and Fräulein, pillows which could not bring peace to +the weary head, or deaden the tortures of memory. The pale face +recovered its wonted calm, the heavy lips drooped over the weary eyes, +and for a few moments there was silence in the room. + +Then Lady Maulevrier raised her eyelids, and looked at her granddaughter +imploringly, pathetically. + +'Forgive me, Mary,' she said. 'I don't know what I was saying just now; +but whatever it was, forgive and forget it. I am a wretched old woman, +heart sick, heart sore, worn out by pain and weariness. There are times +when I am beside myself; moments when I am not much saner than +Steadman's lunatic uncle. This is one of my worst days, and you came +bouncing in upon me, and tortured my nerves by your breathless torrent +of words. Pray forgive me, if I said anything rude.' + +'If,' thought Mary: but she tried to be charitable, and to believe that +Lady Maulevrier's attack upon her was a new phase of hysteria, so she +murmured meekly, 'There is nothing for me to forgive, grandmother, and I +am very sorry I disturbed you.' + +She was going to leave the room, thinking that her absence would be a +relief to the invalid, when Lady Maulevrier called her back. + +'You were asking me something--something about that old man of +Steadman's,' she said with a weary air, half indifference, half the +lassitude natural to an invalid who sinks under the burden of monotonous +days. 'What was it all about? I forget.' + +Mary repeated her request, but this time in measured tones. + +'My dear, I am sure that Steadman was only properly prudent.' answered +Lady Maulevrier, 'and that it would never do for me to interfere in this +matter. It stands to reason that he must know his old kinsman's +temperament much better than you can, after your half-hour interviews +with him in the garden. Pray how long have these garden scenes been +going on, by-the-by?' asked her ladyship, with a searching look at +Mary's downcast face. + +The girl had not altogether recovered from the rude shock of her +grandmother's late attack. + +'About three weeks,' faltered Mary. 'But it is more than a week now +since I was in the garden. It was quite by accident that I first went +there. Perhaps I ought to explain.' + +And Mary, not being gainsayed, went on to describe that first afternoon +when she had seen the old man brooding in the sun. She drew quite a +pathetic picture of his joyless solitude, whilst all nature around and +about him was looking so glad in the spring sunshine. There was a long +silence, a silence of some minutes, when she had done; and Lady +Maulevrier lay with lowered eyelids, deep in thought. Mary began to hope +that she had touched her grandmother's heart, and that her request would +be granted: but she was soon undeceived. + +'I am sorry to be obliged to refuse you a favour, Mary, but I must stand +by Steadman,' said her ladyship. 'When I gave Steadman permission to +shelter his aged kinsman in my house, I made it a condition that the old +man should be kept in the strictest care by himself and his wife, and +that nobody in this establishment should be troubled by him. This +condition has been so scrupulously adhered to that the old man's +existence is known to no one in this house except you and me; and you +have discovered the fact only by accident. I must beg you to keep this +secret to yourself. Steadman has particular reasons for wishing to +conceal the fact of his uncle's residence here. The old man is not +actually a lunatic. If he were we should be violating the law by keeping +him here. He is only imbecile from extreme old age; the body has +outlived the mind, that is all. But should any officious functionary +come down upon Fellside, this imbecility might be called madness, and +the poor old creature whom you regard so compassionately, and whose case +you think so pitiable here, would be carried off to a pauper lunatic +asylum, which I can assure you would be a much worse imprisonment than +Fellside Manor.' + +'Yes, indeed, grandmother,' exclaimed Mary, whose vivid imagination +conjured up a vision of padded cells, strait-waist-coats, +murderously-inclined keepers, chains, handcuffs, and bread and water +diet, 'now I understand why the poor old soul has been kept so +close--why nobody knows of his existence. I beg Steadman's pardon with +all my heart. He is a much better fellow than I thought him.' + +'Steadman is a thoroughly good fellow, and as true as steel,' said her +ladyship. 'No one can know that so well as the mistress he has served +faithfully for nearly half a century. I hope, Mary, you have not been +chattering to Fräulein or any one else about your discovery.' + +'No, grandmother, I have not said a word to a mortal, but----' + +'Oh, there is a "but," is there? I understand. You have not been so +reticent in your letters to Mr. Hammond.' + +'I tell him all that happens to me. There is very little to write about +at Fellside; yet I contrive to send him volumes. I often wonder what +poor girls did in the days of Miss Austen's novels, when letters cost a +shilling or eighteen pence for postage, and had to be paid for by the +recipient. It must have been such a terrible check upon affection.' + +'And upon twaddle,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'Well you told Mr. Hammond +about Steadman's old uncle. What did he say?' + +'He thoroughly approved Steadman's conduct in forbidding me to go and +see him,' answered Mary. 'I couldn't help thinking it rather unkind of +him; but, of course, I feel that he must be right,' concluded Mary, as +much as to say that her lover was necessarily infallible. + +'I always thought Mr. Hammond a sensible young man, and I am glad to +find that his conduct does not belie my good opinion,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'And now, my dear, you had better go and make yourself +decent before dinner. I am very weary this afternoon, and even our +little talk has exhausted me.' + +'Yes, dear grandmother, I am going this instant. But let me ask one +question: What is the poor old man's name?' + +'His name!' said her ladyship, looking at Mary with a puzzled air, like +a person whose thoughts are far away. 'His name--oh, Steadman, I +suppose, like his nephew's; but if I ever heard the name I have +forgotten it, and I don't know whether the kinship is on the father's or +the mother's side. Steadman asked my permission to give shelter to a +helpless old relative, and I gave it. That is really all I remember.' + +'Only one other question,' pleaded Mary, who was brimful of curiosity +upon this particular subject. 'Has he been at Fellside very long?' + +'Oh, I really don't know; a year, or two, or three, perhaps. Life in +this house is all of a piece. I hardly keep count of time.' + +'There is one thing that puzzles me very much,' said Mary, still +lingering near her grandmother's couch, the balmy evening air caressing +her as she leaned against the embrasure of the wide Tudor window, the +sun drawing nearer to the edge of the hills, an orb of yellow flame, +soon to change to a gigantic disk of lurid fire. 'I thought from the old +man's talk that he, too, must be an old servant in our family. He talked +of Maulevrier Castle, and said that I reminded him of a picture by Lely, +a portrait of a Lady Maulevrier. + +'It is quite possible that he may have been in service there, though I +do not remember to have heard anything about it,' answered her ladyship, +carelessly. 'The Steadmans come from that part of the country, and +theirs is a hereditary service. Good-night, Mary, I am utterly weary. +Look at that glorious light yonder, that mighty world of fire and flame, +without which our little world would be dark and dreary. I often think +of that speech of Macbeth's, "I 'gin to be aweary of the sun." There +comes a time, Mary, when even the sun is a burden.' + +'Only for such a man as Macbeth,' said Mary, 'a man steeped in crime. +Who can wonder that he wanted to hide himself from the sun? But, dear +grandmother, there ought to be plenty of happiness left for you, even if +your recovery is slow to come. You are so clever, you have such +resources in your own mind and memory, and you have your grandchildren, +who love you dearly,' added Mary, tenderly. + +Her nature was so full of pity that an entirely new affection had grown +up in her mind for Lady Maulevrier since that terrible evening of the +paralytic stroke. + +'Yes, and whose love, as exemplified by Lesbia, is shown in a hurried +scrap of a letter scrawled once a week--a bone thrown to a hungry dog,' +said her ladyship, bitterly. + +'Lesbia is so lovely, and she is so surrounded by flatterers and +admirers,' murmured Mary, excusingly. + +'Oh, my dear, if she had a heart she would not forget me, even in the +midst of her flatterers. Good-night again, Mary. Don't try to console +me. For some natures consolations and soothing suggestions are like +flowers thrown upon a granite tomb. They do just as much and just as +little good to the heart that lies under the stone. Good-night.' + +Mary stooped to kiss her grandmother's forehead, and found it cold as +marble. She murmured a loving good-night, and left the mistress of +Fellside in her loneliness. + +A footman would come in and light the lamps, and draw the velvet +curtains, presently, and shut out the later glories of sunset. And then +the butler himself would come and arrange the little dinner table by her +ladyship's couch, and would himself preside over the invalid's simple +dinner, which would be served exquisitely, with all that is daintiest +and most costly in Salviati glass and antique silver. Yet better the +dinner of herbs, and love and peace withal, than the choicest fare or +the most perfect service. + +Before the coming of the servants and the lamps there was a pause of +silence and loneliness, an interval during which Lady Maulevrier lay +gazing at the declining orb, the lower rim of which now rested on the +edge of the hill. It seemed to grow larger and more dazzling as she +looked at it. + +Suddenly she clasped her left hand across her eyes, and said aloud-- + +'Oh, what a hateful life! Almost half a century of lies and hypocricies +and prevarications and meannesses! For what? For the glory of an empty +name; and for a fortune that may slip from my dead hand to become the +prey of rogues and adventurers. Who can forecast the future?' + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +CARTE BLANCHE. + + +Lady Kirkbank's house in Arlington Street was known to half fashionable +London as one of the pleasantest houses in town; and it was known by +repute only, to the other half of fashionable London, as a house whose +threshold was not to be crossed by persons with any regard for their own +dignity and reputation. It was not that Lady Kirkbank had ever actually +forfeited her right to be considered an honest woman and a faithful +wife. People who talked of the lady and her set with a contemptuous +shrug of the shoulders and a dubious elevation of the eyebrows were +ready, when hard pushed in argument, to admit that they knew of no +actual harm in Lady Kirkbank, no overt bad behaviour. + +'But--well,' said the punctilious half of society, the Pejinks and +Pernickitys, the Picksomes and Unco-Goods, 'Lady Kirkbank is--Lady +Kirkbank; and I would not allow my girls to visit her, don't you know.' +'Lady Kirkbank is received, certainly,' said a severe dowager. 'She +goes to very good houses. She gets tickets for the Royal enclosure. She +is always at private views, and privileged shows of all kinds; and she +contrives to squeeze herself in at a State ball or a concert about once +in two years; but any one who can consider Lady Kirkbank good style must +have a very curious idea of what a lady ought to be.' 'Lady Kirkbank is +a warm-hearted, nice creature,' said a diplomatist of high rank, and one +of her particular friends, 'but her manners are decidedly--continental!' + +About Sir George, society, adverse or friendly, was without strong +opinions. His friends, the men who shot over his Scotch moor, and filled +the spare rooms in his villa at Cannes, and loaded his drag for Sandown +or Epsom, and sponged upon him all the year round, talked of him as 'an +inoffensive old party,' 'a cheery soul,' 'a genial old boy,' and in like +terms of approval. That half of society which did not visit in Arlington +Street, in whose nostrils the semi-aristocratic, semi-artistic, +altogether Bohemian little dinners, the suppers after the play, the +small hours devoted to Nap or Poker, had an odour as of sulphur, the +reek of Tophet--even this half of the great world was fain to admit that +Sir George was harmless. He had never had an idea beyond the realms of +sport; he had never had a will of his own outside his stable. To shoot +pigeons at Hurlington or Monaco, to keep half a dozen leather-platers, +and attend every race from the Craven to the Leger, to hunt four days a +week, when he was allowed to spend a winter in England, and to saunter +and sleep away all the hours which could not be given to sport, +comprised Sir George's idea of existence. He had never troubled himself +to consider whether there might not possibly be a better way of getting +rid of one's life. He was as God had made him, and was perfectly +satisfied with himself and the universe; save at such times as when a +favourite horse went lame, or his banker wrote to tell him that his +account was overdrawn. + +Sir George had no children; he had never had a serious care in his life. +He never thought, he never read. Lady Kirkbank declared that she had +never seen him with a book in his hands since their marriage. + +'I don't believe he would know at which end to begin,' she said. + +What was the specific charge which the very particular people brought +against Lady Kirkbank? Such charges rarely _are_ specific. The idea that +the lady belonged to the fast and furious section of society, the +Bohemia of the upper ten, was an idea in the air. Everybody knew it. No +one could quite adequately explain it. + +From thirty to fifty Lady Kirkbank had been known as a flirty matron. +Wherever she went, a train of men went with her; men young and +middle-aged and elderly; handsome youths from the public offices; War, +Admiralty, Foreign Office, Somerset House young men; attractive men of +mature years, with grey moustachios, military, diplomatic, horsey, what +you will, but always agreeable. At home, abroad, Lady Kirkbank was never +without her court; but the court was entirely masculine. In those days +the fair Georgie did not scruple to say that she hated women, and that +girls were her particular abomination. But as the years rolled on Lady +Kirkbank began to find it very difficult to muster her little court, to +keep her train in attendance upon her. 'The birds were wild,' Sir George +said. Her young adorers found their official duties more oppressive than +hitherto; her elderly swains had threatenings of gout or rheumatism +which prevented their flocking round her as of old at race meeting or +polo match. They were loyal enough in keeping their engagements at the +dinner table, for Lady Kirkbank's cook was one of the best in London; +and the invited guests were rarely missing at the little suppers after +opera or play: but Georgia's box was no longer crowded with men who +dropped in between the acts to see what she thought of the singer or the +piece, and her swains were no longer contented to sit behind her chair +all the evening, seeing an empty corner of the stage across Georgia's +ivory shoulder, and hearing the voices of invisible actors in the brief +pauses of Georgie's subdued babble. + +At fifty-five, Georgina Kirkbank told herself sadly enough that her day, +as a bright particular star, all-sufficient in her own radiance, was +gone. She could not live without her masculine circle, men who could +bring her all the news, the gossip of the clubs; where everything seemed +to become known as quickly as if each club had its own Asmodeus, +unroofing all the housetops of the West End for inspection every night. +She could not live without her courtiers; and to keep them about her she +knew that she must make her house pleasant. It was not enough to give +good dinners, elegant little suppers washed down by choicest wines; she +must also provide fair faces to smile upon the feast, and bright eyes to +sparkle in the subdued light of low shaded lamps, and many candles +twinkling under coloured shades. + +'I am an old woman now,' Lady Kirkbank said to herself with a sigh, 'and +my own attractions won't keep my friends about me. _C'est trop connu +ça_.' + +And now the house in Arlington Street in which feminine guests had been +as one in ten, opened its doors to the young and the fair. Pretty +widows, lively girls, young wives who were not too absurdly devoted to +their husbands, actresses of high standing and good looks, these began +to be welcomed effusively in Arlington Street. Lady Kirkbank began to +hunt for beauties to adorn her rooms, as she had hitherto hunted lions +to roar at her parties. She prided herself on being the first to +discover this or that new beauty. That lovely girl from Scotland with +the large eyes--that sweet young creature from Ireland with the long +eyelashes. She was always inventing new divinities. But even this +change of plan, this more feminine line of politics failed to reconcile +the strict and the stern, the Queen Charlotte-ish elderly ladies, and +the impeccable matrons, to Lady Kirkbank and her set. The girls who were +launched by Lady Kirkbank never took high rank in society. When they +made good marriages it was generally to be observed that they dropped +Lady Kirkbank soon afterwards. It was not their fault, these ingrates +pleaded piteously; but Edward, or Henry, or Theodore, as the case might +be, had a most cruel prejudice against dear Lady Kirkbank, and the young +wives were obliged to obey. + +Others there were, however, the loyal few, who having won the prize +matrimonial in Lady Kirkbank's happy hunting grounds, remained true to +their friend ever afterwards, and defended her character against every +onslaught. + +When Lady Maulevrier told her grandson that she had entrusted Lady +Kirkbank with the duty of introducing Lesbia to society, Maulevrier +shrugged his shoulders and held his peace. He knew no actual harm in the +matter. Lady Kirkbank's was rather a fast set; and had he been allowed +to choose it was not to Lady Kirkbank that he would have delegated his +grandmother's duty. In Maulevrier's own phrase it was 'not good enough' +for Lesbia. But it was not in his power to interfere. He was not told of +the plan until everything had been settled. The thing was accomplished; +and against accomplished facts Maulevrier was the last to protest. + +His friend John Hammond had not been silent. He knew nothing of Lady +Kirkbank personally; but he knew the position which she held in London +society, and he urged his friend strongly to enlighten Lady Maulevrier +as to the kind of circle into which she was about to entrust her young +granddaughter, a girl brought up in the Arcadia of England. + +'Not for worlds would I undertake such a task,' said Maulevrier. 'Her +ladyship never had any opinion of my wisdom, and this Lady Kirkbank is a +friend of her own youth. She would cut up rough if I were to say a word +against an old friend. Besides what's the odds, if you come to think of +it? all society is fast nowadays, or at any rate all society worth +living in. And then again, Lesbia is just one of those cool-headed girls +who would keep herself head uppermost in a maelstrom. She knows on which +side her bread is buttered. Look how easily she chucked you up because +she did not think you good enough. She'll make use of this Lady +Kirkbank, who is a good soul, I am told, and will make the best match of +the season.' + +And now the season had begun, and Lady Lesbia Haselden was circulating +with other aristocratic atoms in the social vortex, with her head +apparently uppermost. + +'Old Lady K--has nobbled a real beauty, this time,' said one of the +Arlington Street set to his friend as they lolled on the railings in the +park, 'a long way above any of those plain-headed ones she tried to palm +off upon us last year: the South American girl with the big eyes and a +complexion like a toad, the Forfarshire girl with freckles and +unsophisticated carrots. "Those lovely Spanish eyes," said Lady K----, +"that Titianesque auburn hair!" But it didn't answer. Both the girls +were plain, and they have gone back to their native obscurity spinsters +still. But this is a real thorough-bred one--blood, form, pace, all +there.' + +'Who is she?' drawled his friend. + +'Lord Maulevrier's sister, Lady Lesbia Haselden. Has money, too, I +believe; rich grandmother; old lady buried alive in Westmoreland; horrid +old miser.' + +'I shouldn't mind marrying a miser's granddaughter,' said the other. 'So +nice to know that some wretched old idiot has scraped and hoarded +through a lifetime of deprivation and self-denial, in order that one may +spend his money when he is under the sod.' + +Lady Lesbia was accepted everywhere, or almost everywhere, as the beauty +of the season. There were six or seven other girls who aspired to the +same proud position, who were asserted by their own particular friends +to have won it; just as there are generally four or five horses which +claim to be first favourites; but the betting was all in favour of Lady +Lesbia. + +Lady Kirkbank told her that she was turning everyone's head, and Lesbia +was quite willing to believe her. But was Lesbia's own head quite steady +in this whirlpool? That was a question which she did not take the +trouble to ask herself. + +Her heart was tranquil enough, cold as marble. No shield and safeguard +so secure against the fire of new love as an old love hardly cold. +Lesbia told herself that her heart was a sepulchre, an urn which held a +handful of ashes, the ashes of her passion for John Hammond. It was a +fire quite burned out, she thought; but that extinguished flame had left +death-like coldness. + +This was Lesbia's own diagnosis of her case: but the real truth was that +among the herd of men she had met, almost all of them ready to fall down +and worship her, there was not one who had caught her fancy. Her nature +was shallow enough to be passing fickle; the passion which she had taken +for love was little more than a girl's fancy; but the man who had power +to awaken that fancy as John Hammond had done had not yet appeared in +Lady Kirkbank's circle. + +'What a cold-hearted creature you must be,' said Georgie. 'You don't +seem to admire any of my favourite men.' + +'They are very nice,' Lesbia answered languidly; 'but they are all +alike. They say the same things--wear the same clothes--sit in the same +attitude. One would think they were all drilled in a body every morning +before they go out. Mr. Nightshade, the actor, who came to supper the +other night, is the only man I have seen who has a spark of +originality.' + +'You are right,' answered Lady Kirkbank, 'there is an appalling sameness +in men: only it is odd you should find it out so soon. I never +discovered it till I was an old woman. How I envy Cleopatra her Cæsar +and her Antony. No mistaking one of those for the other. Mary Stuart +too, what marked varieties of character she had an opportunity of +studying in Rizzio and Chastelard, Darnley and Bothwell. Ah, child, that +is what it is to _live_.' + +'Mary is very interesting,' sighed Lesbia; 'but I fear she was not a +correct person.' + +'My love, what correct person ever is interesting? History draws a misty +halo round a sinner of that kind, till one almost believes her a saint. +I think Mary Stuart, Froude's Mary, simply perfect.' + +Lesbia had begun by blushing at Lady Kirkbank's opinions; but she was +now used to the audacity of the lady's sentiments, and the almost +infantile candour with which she gave utterance to them. Lady Kirkbank +liked to make her friends laugh. It was all she could do now in order to +be admired. And there is nothing like audacity for making people laugh +nowadays. Lady Kirkbank was a close student of all those delightful +books of French memoirs which bring the tittle-tattle of the Regency and +the scandals of Louis the Fifteenth's reign so vividly before us: and +she had unconsciously founded her manners and her ways of thinking and +talking upon that easy-going but elegant age. She did not want to seem +better than women who had been so altogether charming. She fortified the +frivolity of historical Parisian manners by a dash of the British +sporting character. She drove, shot, jumped over five-barred gates, +contrived on the verge of seventy to be as active us a young woman; and +she flattered herself that the mixture of wit, audacity, sport, and +good-nature was full of fascination. + +However this might be, it is certain that a good many people liked her, +chiefly perhaps because she was good-natured, and a little on account of +that admirable cook. + +To Lesbia, who had been weary to loathing of her old life amidst the +hills and waterfalls of Westmoreland, this new life was one perpetual +round of pleasure. She flung herself with all her heart and mind into +the amusement of the moment; she knew neither weariness nor satiety. To +ride in the park in the morning, to go to a luncheon party, a garden +party, to drive in the park for half an hour after the garden party, to +rush home and dress for the fourth or fifth time, and then off to a +dinner, and from dinner to drum, and from drum to big ball, at which +rumour said the Prince and Princess were to be present; and so, from +eleven o'clock in the morning till four or five o'clock next morning, +the giddy whirl went on; and every hour was so occupied by pleasure +engagements that it was difficult to squeeze in an occasional morning +for shopping--necessary to go to the shops sometimes, or one would not +know how many things one really wants--or for an indispensable interview +with the dressmaker. Those mornings at the shops were hardly the least +agreeable of Lesbia's hours. To a girl brought up in one perpetual +_tête-à -tête_ with green hill-sides and silvery watercourses, the West +End shops were as gardens of Eden, as Aladdin Caves, as anything, +everything that is rapturous and intoxicating. Lesbia, the clear-headed, +the cold-hearted, fairly lost her senses when she went into one of those +exquisite shops, where a confusion of brocades and satins lay about in +dazzling masses of richest colour, with here and there a bunch of +lilies, a cluster of roses, a tortoise-shell fan, an ostrich feather, or +a flounce of peerless Point d'Alençon flung carelessly athwart the sheen +of a wine-dark velvet or golden-hued satin. + +Lady Maulevrier had said Lesbia was to have _carte blanche_; so Lesbia +bought everything she wanted, or fancied she wanted, or that the +shop-people thought she must want, or that Lady Kirkbank happened to +admire. The shop-people were so obliging, and so deeply obliged by +Lesbia's patronage. She was exactly the kind of customer they liked to +serve. She flitted about their showrooms like a beautiful butterfly +hovering over a flower-bed--her eye caught by every novelty. She never +asked the price of anything; and Lady Kirkbank informed them, in +confidence, that she was a great heiress, with a millionaire grandmother +who indulged her every whim. Other high born young ladies, shopping upon +fixed allowances, and sorely perplexed to make both ends meet, looked +with eyes of envy upon this girl. + +And then came the visit to the dressmaker. It happened after all that +Kate Kearney was not intrusted with Lady Lesbia's frocks. Miss Kearney +was the fashion, and could pick and choose her customers; and as she was +a young lady of good business aptitudes, she had a liking for ready +money, or at least half-yearly settlements; and, finding that Lady +Kirkbank was much more willing to give new orders than to pay old +accounts, she had respectfully informed her ladyship that a pressure of +business would prevent her executing any further demands from Arlington +Street, while the necessity of posting her ledger obliged her to request +the favour of an immediate cheque. + +The little skirmish--per letter--occurred while Lady Kirkbank was at +Cannes, and Miss Kearney's conduct was stigmatised as insolent and +ungrateful, since had not she, Lady Kirkbank by the mere fact of her +patronage, given this young person her chief claim to fashion? + +'I shall drop her,' said Georgie, 'and go back to poor old Seraphine, +who is worth a cartload of such Irish adventuresses.' + +So to Madame Seraphine, of Clanricarde Place, Lady Lesbia was taken as +a lamb to the slaughter-house. + +Seraphine had made Lady Kirkbank's clothes, off and on for the last +thirty years. Seraphine and Georgia had grown old together. Lady +Kirkbank was always dropping Seraphine and taking her up again, +quarrelling and making friends with her. They wrote each other little +notes, in which Lady Kirkbank called the dressmaker her _cher ange_--her +_bonne chatte_, her _chère vielle sotte_--and all manner of affectionate +names--and in which Seraphine occasionally threatened the lady with the +dire engines of the law, if money were not forthcoming before Saturday +evening. + +Lady Kirkbank within those thirty years had paid Seraphine many +thousands; but she had never once got herself out of the dear creature's +debt. All her payments were payments on account. A hundred pounds; or +fifty--or an occasional cheque for two hundred and fifty, when Sir +George had been lucky at Newmarket and Doncaster. But the rolling +nucleus of debt went rolling on, growing bigger every year until the +payments on account needed to be larger or more numerous than of old to +keep Seraphine in good humour. + +Seraphine was a woman of genius and versatility and had more than one +art at her fingers' ends--those skinny and claw-shaped fingers, the +nails whereof were not always clean. She took charge of her customer's +figures, and made their corsets, and lectured them if they allowed +nature to get the upper hand. + +'If Madame's waist gets one quarter of an inch thicker it must be that I +renounce to make her gowns,' she would tell a ponderous matron, with +cool insolence, and the matron would stand abashed before the little +sallow, hooked-nosed, keen eyed Jewess, like a child before a severe +mother. + +'Oh, Seraphine, do you really think that I am stouter?' the customer +would ask feebly, panting in her tightened corset. + +'Is it that I think so? Why that jumps to the eyes. Madame had always +that little air of Rubens, even in the flower of her youth--but now--it +is a Rubens of the Faubourg du Temple.' + +And horrified at the idea of her vulgarised charms the meek matron would +consent to encase herself in one of Seraphine's severest corsets, called +in bitterest mockery _à la santé_--at five guineas--in order that the +dressmaker might measure her for a forty-guinea gown. + +'A plain satin gown, my dear, with an eighteenpenny frilling round the +neck and sleeves, and not so much trimming as would go round my little +finger. It is positive robbery,' the matron told her friends afterwards, +not the less proud of her skin-tight high shouldered sleeves and the +peerless flow of her train. + +Seraphine was an artist in complexions, and it was she who provided her +middle-aged and elderly customers with the lilies and roses of youth. +Lady Kirkbank's town complexion was superintended by Seraphine, +sometimes even manipulated by those harpy-like claws. The eyebrows of +which Lesbia complained were only eyebrows _de province_--eyebrows _de +voyage_. In London Georgie was much more particular; and Seraphine was +often in Arlington Street with her little morocco bag of washes and +creams, and brushes and sponges, to prepare Lady Kirkbank for some great +party, and to instruct Lady Kirkbank's maid. At such times Georgie was +all affection for the little dressmaker. + +'_Ma chatte_, you have made me positively adorable,' she would say, +peering at her reflection in the ivory hand-mirror, a dazzling image of +rouge and bismuth, carmined lips, diamonds, and frizzy yellow hair; 'I +verily believe I look under thirty--but do not you think this gown is a +thought too _décolletée--un peu trop de peau, hein?_' + +'Not for you, Lady Kirkbank, with your fine shoulders. Shoulders are of +no age--_les épaules sont la vraie fontaine de jouvence pour les jolies +femmes._' + +'You are such a witty creature, Seraphine, Fifine. You ought to be a +descendant of that wicked old Madame du Deffand. Rilboche, give Madame +some more chartreuse.' + +And Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker would chink their liqueur glasses +in amity before the lady gathered up her satin train and allowed her +peerless shoulders to be muffled in a plush mantle to go down to her +carriage, fortified by that last glass of green chartreuse. + +There were always the finest chartreuse and curaçoa in a liqueur cabinet +on Lady Kirkbank's dressing-table. The cabinet formed a companion to the +dressing-case, which contained all those creamy and rose-hued cosmetics, +powders, brushes, and medicaments, which were necessary for the +manufacture of Georgie's complexion. The third bottle in the liqueur +case held cognac, and this, as Rilboche the maid knew, was oftenest +replenished. Yet nobody could accuse Lady Kirkbank of intemperate +habits. The liqueur box only supplied the peg that was occasionally +wanted to screw the superior mind to concert pitch. + +'One must always be at concert pitch in society, don't you know, my +dear,' said Georgie to her young protégée. + +Thus it happened that, Miss Kearney having behaved badly, Lesbia was +carried off to dear old Seraphine, and delivered over to that modern +witch, as a sacrifice tied to the horns of the altar. + +Clanricarde Place is a little nook of Queen Anne houses--genuine Queen +Anne, be it understood--between Piccadilly and St. James's Palace, and +hardly five minutes' walk from Arlington Street. It is a quiet little +_cul de sac_ in the very heart of the fashionable world; and here of an +afternoon might be seen the carriages of Madame Seraphine's customers, +blocking the whole of the carriage way, and choking up the narrow +entrance to the street, which widened considerably at the inner end. + +Madame Seraphine's house was at the end, a narrow house, with tall +old-fashioned windows curtained with amber satin. It was a small, dark +house, and exhaled occasional odours of garlic and main sewer; but the +staircase was a gem in old oak, and the furniture in the triple +telescopic drawing rooms, dwindling to a closet at the end, was genuine +Louis Seize. + +Seraphine herself was the only shabby thing in the house--a wizened +little woman, with a wicked old Jewish face, and one shoulder higher +than the other, dressed in a shiny black moire gown, years after moires +had been exploded, and with a rag of old lace upon her sleek black +hair--raven black hair, and the only good thing about her appearance. + +One ornament, and one only, had Seraphine ever been guilty of wearing, +and that was an old-fashioned half-hoop ring of Brazilian diamonds, +brilliants of the first water. This ring she called her yard measure; +and she was in the habit of using it as her Standard of purity, and +comparing it with any diamonds which her customers submitted to her +inspection. For the clever little dressmaker had a feeling heart for a +lady in difficulties, and was in the habit of lending money on good +security, and on terms that were almost reasonable as compared with the +usurious rates one reads of in the newspapers. + +Lesbia's first sensation upon having this accomplished person presented +to her was one of shrinking and disgust. There was something sinister in +the sallow face, the small shrewd eyes, and long hooked nose, the +crooked figure, and claw-shaped hands. But when Madame Seraphine began +to talk about gowns, and bade her acolytes--smartly-dressed young women +with pleasing countenances--bring forth marvels of brocade and satin, +embroideries, stamped velvets, bullion fringes, and ostrich feather +flouncings, Lesbia became interested, and forgot the unholy aspect of +the high priestess. + +Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker discussed Lesbia's charms as calmly as +if she had been out of the room. + +'What do you think of her figure?' asked Lady Kirkbank. + +'One cannot criticise what does not exist,' replied the dressmaker, in +French. 'The young lady has no figure. She has evidently been brought up +in the country.' + +And then with rapid bird-like movements, and with her head on one side, +Seraphine measured Lesbia's waist and bust, muttering little argotic +expressions _sotto voce_ as she did so. + +'Waist three inches too large, shoulders six inches too narrow,' she +said decisively, and she dictated some figures to one of the damsels, +who wrote them down in an order-book. + +'What does that mean?' asked Lesbia, not at all approving of such +cavalier treatment. + +'Only that Seraphine will make your corsets the right size,' answered +Lady Kirkbank. + +'What? Three inches too small for my waist, and six too wide for my +shoulders?' + +'My love, you must have a figure,' replied Lady Kirkbank, conclusively. +'It is not what you are, but what you ought to be that has to be +considered.' + +So Lesbia, the cool-headed, who was also the weak-minded, consented to +have her figure adjusted to the regulation mark of absolute beauty, as +understood by Madame Seraphine. It was only when her complexion came +under discussion, and Seraphine ventured to suggest that she would be +all the better for a little accentuation of her eyebrows and darkening +of her lashes, that Lesbia made a stand. + +'What would my grandmother think of me if she heard I painted?' she +asked, indignantly. + +Lady Kirkbank laughed at her _naïveté_. + +'My dear child, your grandmother is just half a century behind the age,' +she said. 'I hope you are not going to allow your life in London to be +regulated by an oracle at Grasmere?' + +'I am not going to paint my face,' replied Lesbia, firmly. + +'Well, perhaps you are right. The eyebrows are a little weak and +undecided, Seraphine, as you say, and the lashes would be all the better +for your famous cosmetic; but after all there is a charm in what the +painters call "sincerity," and any little errors of detail will prove +the genuineness of Lady Lesbia's beauty. One _may_ be too artistic.' + +And Lady Kirkbank gave a complacent glance at her own image in one of +the Marie Antoinette mirrors, pleased with the general effect of arched +brows, darkened eyelids, and a daisy bonnet. The fair Georgie generally +affected field-flowers and other simplicities, which would have been +becoming to a beauty of eighteen. + +'One is obliged to smother one's self in satin and velvet for balls and +dinners,' said Lady Kirkbank, when she discussed the great question of +gowns; 'but I know I always look my best in my cotton frock and straw +hat.' + +That first visit to Seraphine's den--den as terrible, did one but know +it, as that antediluvian hyena-cave at Torquay, where the threshold is +worn by the bodies of beasts dragged across it, and the ground paved +with their bones--that first visit was a serious business. Later +interviews might be mere frivolities, half-an-hour wasted in looking at +new fashions, an order given carelessly on the spur of the moment; but +upon this occasion Lady Kirkbank had to arm her young _protégée_ for the +coming campaign, and the question was to the last degree serious. + +The chaperon and the dressmaker put their heads together, looked at +fashion plates, talked solemnly of Worth and his compeers, of the gowns +that were being worn by Bernhardt, and Pierson, and Croisette, and other +stars of the Parisian stage; and then Lady Kirkbank gave her orders, +Lesbia listening and assenting. + +Nothing was said about prices; but Lesbia had a vague idea that some of +the things would be rather expensive, and she ventured to ask Lady +Kirkbank if she were not ordering too many gowns. + +'My dear, Lady Maulevrier said you were to have _carte blanche_,' +replied Georgie, solemnly. 'Your dear grandmother is as rich as Croesus, +and she is generosity itself; and how should I ever forgive myself if I +allowed you to appear in society in an inadequate style. You have to +take a high place, the very highest place, Lesbia; and you must be +dressed in accordance with that position.' + +Lesbia said no more. After all it was Lady Kirkbank's business and not +hers. See had been entrusted to Lady Kirkbank as to a person who +thoroughly knew the great world, and she must submit to be governed by +the wisdom and experience of her chaperon. If the bills were heavy, that +would be Lady Kirkbank's affair; and no doubt dear grandmother was rich +enough to afford anything Lesbia wanted. She had been told that she was +to take rank among heiresses. + +Lady Maulevrier had given her granddaughter some old-fashioned +ornaments, topaz, amethysts, turquoise--jewels that had belonged to dead +and gone Talmashes and Angersthorpes--to be reset. This entailed a visit +to a Bond Street jeweller, and in the dazzling glass-cases on the +counter of the Bond Street establishment Lesbia saw a good many things +which she felt were real necessities to her new phase of existence, and +these, with Lady Kirkbank's approval, she ordered. They were not +important matters. Half-a-dozen gold bangles of real oriental +workmanship, three or four jewelled arrows, flies and beetles, and +caterpillars, to pin on her laces and flowers, a diamond clasp for her +pearl necklace, a dear little gold hunter to wear when she rode in the +park, a diamond butterfly to light up that old-fashioned amethyst +_parure_ which the jeweller was to reset with an artistic admixture of +brilliants. + +'I am sure you would not like the effect without diamonds,' said the +jeweller. 'Your amethysts are very fine, but they are dark and heavy in +tone, and want a good deal of lighting-up, especially for the present +fashion of half-lighted rooms. If you will allow me to use my own +discretion, and mix in a few brilliants, I shall be able to produce a +really artistic _parure_; otherwise I would not recommend you to touch +them. The present setting is clumsy and inelegant; but I really do not +know that I could improve upon it, without an admixture of brilliants.' + +'Will the diamonds add very much to the expense?' Lesbia inquired, +timidly. + +'My dear child, you are perfectly safe in leaving the matter in Mr. +Cabochon's hands,' interposed Lady Kirkbank, who had particular reasons +for wishing to be on good terms with the head of the establishment. 'Your +dear grandmother gave you the amethysts to be reset; and of course she +would wish it to be done in an artistic manner. Otherwise, as Mr. +Cabochon judiciously says, why have the stones reset at all? Better wear +them in all their present hideousness.' + +Of course, after this Lesbia consented to the amethysts being dealt with +according to Mr. Cabochon's taste. + +'Which is simply perfect,' interjected Lady Kirkbank. + +And now Lesbia's campaign began in real earnest--a life of pleasure, a +life of utter selfishness and self-indulgence, which would go far to +pervert the strongest mind, tarnish the purest nature. To dress and be +admired--that was what Lesbia's life meant from morning till night. She +had no higher or nobler aim. Even on Sunday mornings at the fashionable +church, where the women sat on one side of the nave and the men on the +other, where divinest music was as a pair of wings, on which the +enraptured soul flew heavenward--even here Lesbia thought more of her +bonnet and gloves--the _chic_ or non-_chic_ of her whole costume, than +of the service. She might kneel gracefully, with her bent head, just +revealing the ivory whiteness of a lovely throat, between the edge of +her lace frilling and the flowers in her bonnet. She might look the +fairest image of devotion; but how could a woman pray whose heart was a +milliner's shop, whose highest ambition was to be prettier and better +dressed than other women? + +The season was six weeks old. It was Ascot week, the crowning glory of +the year, and Lesbia and her chaperon had secured tickets for the Royal +enclosure--or it may be said rather that Lesbia had secured them--for +the Master of the Royal Buckhounds might have omitted poor old Lady +Kirkbank's familiar name from his list if it had not been for that +lovely girl who went everywhere under the veteran's wing. + +Six weeks, and Lesbia's appearance in society had been one perpetual +triumph; but as yet nothing serious had happened. She had had no offers. +Half a dozen men had tried their hardest to propose to her--had sat out +dances, had waylaid her in conservatories and in back drawing-rooms, in +lobbies while she waited for her carriage--had looked at her piteously +with tenderest declarations trembling on their lips; but she had +contrived to keep them at bay, to strike them dumb by her coldness, or +confound them by her coquetry; for all these were ineligibles, whom Lady +Lesbia Haselden did not want to have the trouble of refusing. + +Lady Kirkbank was in no haste to marry her _protégée_--nay, it was much +more to her interest that Lesbia should remain single for three or four +seasons, and that she, Lady Kirkbank, might have the advantage of close +association with the young beauty, and the privilege of spending Lady +Maulevrier's money. But she would have liked to be able to inform +Lesbia's grandmother of some tremendous conquest--the subjugation of a +worthy victim. This herd of nobodies--younger sons with courtesy titles +and empty pockets, ruined Guardsmen, briefless barristers--what was the +use of telling Lady Maulevrier about such barren victories? Lady +Kirkbank therefore contented herself with expatiating upon Lesbia's +triumphs in a general way: how graciously the Princess spoke to her and +about her; how she had been asked to sit on the dais at the ball at +Marlborough House, and had danced in the Royal quadrille. + +'Has Lesbia happened to meet Lord Hartfield?' Lady Maulevrier asked, +incidentally, in one of her letters. + +No. Lord Hartfield was in London, for he had made a great speech in the +Lords on a question of vital interest; but he was not going into +society, or at any rate into society of a frivolous kind. He had given +himself up to politics, as so many young men did nowadays, which was +altogether horrid of them. His name had appeared in the list of guests +at one or two cabinet dinners; but the world of polo matches and +afternoon teas, dances and drums, private theatricals, and Orleans House +suppers, knew him not. As a competitor on the fashionable race-course, +Lord Hartfield was, in common parlance, out of the running. + +And now on this glorious June day, this Thursday of Thursdays, the Ascot +Cup day, for the first time since Lesbia's début, Lady Kirkbank had +occasion to smile upon an admirer whose pretensions were worthy of the +highest consideration. + +Mr. Smithson, of Park Lane, and Rood Hall, near Henley, and Formosa, +Cowes, and Le Bouge, Deauville, and a good many other places too +numerous to mention, was reputed to be one of the richest commoners in +England. He was a man of that uncertain period of life which enemies +call middle age, and friends call youth. That he would never see a +five-and-thirtieth birthday again was certain; but whether he had passed +the Rubicon of forty was open to doubt. It is possible that he was +enjoying those few golden years between thirty-five and forty, which for +the wealthy bachelor constitute verily the prime and summer-tide of +life. Wisdom has come, experience has been bought, taste has been +cultivated, the man has educated himself to the uttermost in the great +school of daily life. He knows his world thoroughly, whatever that world +is, and he knows how to enjoy every gift and every advantage which +Providence has bestowed upon him. + +Mr. Smithson was a great authority on the Stock Exchange, though he had +ceased for the last three or four years to frequent the 'House,' or to +be seen in the purlieus of Throgmorton Street. Indeed he had an air of +hardly knowing his way to the City, of being acquainted with that part +of London only by hearsay. He complained that his horses shied at +passing Temple Bar. And yet a few years ago Mr. Smithson's city +operations had been on a very extensive scale: It was in the rise and +fall of commodities rather than of stocks and shares that Horace +Smithson had made his money. He had exercised occult influences upon the +trade of the great city, of the world itself, whereof that city is in a +manner the keystone. Iron had risen or fallen at his beck. At the breath +of his nostrils cochineal had gone up in the market at an almost magical +rate, as if the whole civilised world had become suddenly intent upon +dyeing its garments red, nay, as if even the naked savages of the Gold +Coast and the tribes of Central Africa were bent on staining their dusky +skins with the bodies of the female coccus. + +Favoured by a hint from Smithson, his particular friends followed his +lead, and rushed into the markets to buy all the cochineal that could be +had; to buy at any price, since the market was rising hourly. And then, +all in a moment, as the sky clouds over on a summer day, there came a +dulness in the cochineal market, and the female coccus was being sold at +an enormous sacrifice. And anon it leaked out that Mr. Smithson had +grown tired of cochineal, and had been selling for the last week or two; +and it was noised abroad that this rise and fall in cocci had brought +Mr. Smithson seventy thousand pounds. + +Mr. Smithson was said to have commenced life in a very humble capacity. +There were some who declared he was the very youth who stooped to pick +up a pin in a Parisian banker's courtyard, after his services as clerk +had just been rejected by the firm, and who was thereupon recognised as +a youth worthy of favour and taken into the banker's office. But this +touching incident of the pin was too ancient a tradition to fit Mr. +Smithson, still under forty. + +Some there were who remembered him eighteen years ago as an adventurer +in the great wilderness of London, penniless, friendless, a +Jack-of-all-trades, living as the birds of the air live, and with as +little certainty of future maintenance. And then Mr. Smithson +disappeared for a space--he went under, as his friends called it; to +re-appear fifteen years later as Smithson the millionaire. He had been +in Peru, Mexico, California. He had traded in hides, in diamonds, in +silver, in stocks and shares. And now he was the great Smithson, whose +voice was the voice of an oracle, who was supposed to be able to make +the fortunes of other men by a word, or a wink, a nod, or a little look +across the crowd, and whom all the men and women in London +society--short of that exclusive circle which does _not_ open its ranks +to Smithsons--were ready to cherish and admire. + +Mr. Smithson had been in Petersburg, Paris, Vienna, all over civilised +Europe during the last five weeks, whether on business or on pleasure +bent, nobody knew. He affected to be an elegant idler; but it was said +by the initiated that wherever Smithson went the markets rose or fell, +and hides, iron, copper, or tin, felt the influence of his presence. + +He came back to London in time for the Cup Day, and in time to fall +desperately in love with Lesbia, whom he met for the first time in the +Royal enclosure. + +She was dressed in white, purest ivory white, from top to toe--radiant, +dazzling, under an immense sunshade fringed with creamy marabouts. Her +complexion--untouched by Seraphine--her dark and glossy hair, her large +violet eyes, luminous, dark almost to blackness, were all set off and +accentuated by the absence of colour in her costume. Even the cluster of +exotics on her shoulder were of the same pure tint, gardenias and lilies +of the valley. + +Mr. Smithson was formally presented to the new beauty, and received with +a cool contempt which riveted his chains. He was so accustomed to be run +after by women, that it was a new sensation to meet one who was not in +the least impressed by his superior merits. + +'I don't suppose the girl knows who I am,' he said to himself, for +although he had a very good idea of his intrinsic worth, he knew that +his wealth ranked first among his merits. + +But on after occasions when Lesbia had been told all that could be told +to the advantage of Mr. Smithson, she accepted his homage with the same +indifference, and treated him with less favour than she accorded to the +ruined guardsmen and younger sons who were dying for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +'PROUD CAN I NEVER BE OF WHAT I HATE.' + + +It was a Saturday afternoon, and even in that great world which has no +occupation in life except to amuse itself, whose days are all holidays, +there is a sort of exceptional flavour, a kind of extra excitement on +Saturday afternoons, distinguished by polo matches at Hurlingham, just +as Saturday evenings are by the production of new plays at fashionable +theatres. There was a great military polo match for this particular +Saturday--Lancers against Dragoons. It was a lovely June afternoon, and +Hurlingham would be at its best. The cool greensward, the branching +trees, the flowing river, would afford an unspeakable relief after the +block of carriages in Bond Street and the heated air of London, where +even the parks felt baked and arid; and to Hurlingham Lady Kirkbank +drove directly after luncheon. + +Lesbia leaned back in the barouche listening calmly, while her chaperon +expatiated upon the wealth and possessions of Horace Smithson. It was +now ten days since the meeting at Ascot, and Mr. Smithson had contrived +to see a great deal of Lesbia in that short time. He was invited almost +everywhere, and he had haunted her at afternoon and evening parties; he +had supped in Arlington Street after the opera; he had played cards with +Lesbia, and had enjoyed the felicity of winning her money. His +admiration was obvious, and there was a seriousness in his manner of +pursuing her which showed that, in Lady Kirkbank's unromantic +phraseology, 'the man meant business.' + +'Smithson is caught at last, and I am glad of it,' said Georgie. + +'The creature is an abominable flirt, and has broken more hearts than +any man in London. He was all but the death of one of the dearest girls +I know.' + +'Mr. Smithson breaks hearts!' exclaimed Lesbia, languidly. 'I should not +have thought that was in his line. Mr. Smithson is not an Adonis, nor +are his manners particularly fascinating.' + +'My child how fresh you are! Do you suppose it is the handsome men or +the fascinating men for whom women break their hearts in society? It is +the rich men they all want to marry--men like Smithson, who can give +them diamonds, and yachts, and a hunting stud, and half a dozen fine +houses. Those are the prizes--the blue ribbons of the matrimonial +race-course--men like Smithson, who pretend to admire all the pretty +women, who dangle, and dangle, and keep off other offers, and give ten +guinea bouquets, and then at the end of the season are off to Hombourg +or the Scotch moors, without a word. Do you think that kind of treatment +is not hard enough to break a penniless girl's heart? She sees the +golden prize within her grasp, as she believes; she thinks that she and +poverty have parted company for ever; she imagines herself mistress of +town house and country houses, yachts and stables; and then one fine +morning the gentleman is off and away! Do not you think that is enough +to break a girl's heart?' + +'I can imagine that a girl steeped to the lips in poverty might be willing +to marry Mr. Smithson's houses and yachts,' answered Lesbia, in her low +sweet voice, with a faint sneer even amidst the sweetness, 'but, I think +it must have been a happy release for any one to be let off the +sacrifice at the last moment.' + +'Poor Belle Trinder did not think so.' + +'Who was Belle Trinder?' + +'An Essex parson's daughter whom I took under my wing five years ago--a +splendid girl, large and fair, and just a trifle coarse--not to be +spoken of in the same day with you, dearest; but still a decidedly +handsome creature. And she took remarkably well. She was a very lively +girl, "never ran mute," Sir George used to say. Sir George was very fond +of her. She amused him, poor girl, with her rather brainless rattle.' + +'And Mr. Smithson admired her?' + +'Followed her about everywhere, sent her whole flower gardens in the way +of bouquets and Japanese baskets, and floral _parures_ for her gowns, +and opera boxes and concert tickets. Their names were always coupled. +People used to call them Bel and the Dragon. The poor child made up her +mind she was to be Mrs. Smithson. She used to talk of what she would do +for her own people--the poor old father, buried alive in a damp +parsonage, and struggling every winter with chronic bronchitis; the four +younger sisters pining in dulness and penury; the mother who hardly knew +what it was to rest from the continual worries of daily life.' + +'Poor things!' sighed Lesbia, gazing admiringly at the handle of her +last new sunshade. + +'Belle used to talk of what she would do for them all,' pursued Lady +Kirkbank. 'Father should go every year to the villa at Monte Carlo; +mother and the girls should have a month in Park Lane every season, and +their autumn holiday at one of Mr. Smithson's country houses. I knew the +world well enough to be sure that this kind of thing would never answer +with a man like Smithson. It is only one man in a thousand--the modern +Arthur, the modern Quixote--who will marry a whole family. I told Belle +as much, but she laughed. She felt so secure of her power over the man. +"He will do anything I ask him," she said.' + +'Miss Trinder must be an extraordinary young person,' observed Lesbia, +scornfully. 'The man had not proposed, had he?' + +'No; the actual proposal hung fire, but Belle thought it was a settled +thing all the same. Everybody talked to her as if she were engaged to +Smithson, and those poor, ignorant vicarage girls used to write her long +letters of congratulation, envying her good fortune, speculating about +what she would do when she was married. The girl was too open and candid +for London society--talked too much, "gave the view before she was sure +of her fox," Sir George said. All this silly talk came to Smithson's +ears, and one morning we read in the Post that Mr. Smithson had started +the day before for Algiers, where he was to stay at the house of the +English Consul, and hunt lions. We waited all day, hoping for some +letter of explanation, some friendly farewell which would mean _à +revoir_. But there was nothing, and then poor Belle gave way altogether. +She shut herself up in her room, and went out of one hysterical fit into +another. I never heard a girl sob so terribly. She was not fit to be +seen for a week, and then she went home to her father's parsonage in the +flat swampy country on the borders of Suffolk, and eat her heart, as +Byron calls it. And the worst of it was that she had no actual +justification for considering herself jilted. She had talked, and other +people had talked, and among them they had settled the business. But +Smithson had said hardly anything. He had only flirted to his heart's +content, and had spent a few hundreds upon flowers, gloves, fans, and +opera tickets, which perhaps would not have been accepted by a girl with +a strong sense of her own dignity.' + +'I should think not, indeed,' interjected Lesbia. + +'But which poor Belle was only too delighted to get.' + +'Miss Trinder must be very bad style,' said Lesbia, with languid scorn, +'and Mr. Smithson is an execrable person. Did she die?' + +'No, my dear, she is alive poor soul!' + +'You said she broke her heart.' + +'"The heart may break, yet brokenly live on,"' quoted Lady Kirkbank. +'The disappointed young women don't all die. They take to district +visiting, or rational dressing, or china painting, or an ambulance +brigade. The lucky ones marry well-to-do widowers with large families, +and so slip into a comfortable groove by the time they are +five-and-thirty. Poor Belle is still single, still buried in the damp +parsonage, where she paints plates and teacups, and wears out my old +gowns, just as she is wearing out her own life, poor creature!' + +'The idea of any one wanting to marry Mr. Smithson,' said Lesbia. 'It +seems too dreadful.' + +'A case of real destitution, you think. Wait till you have seen +Smithson's house in Park Lane--his team, his yacht, his orchid houses in +Berkshire.' + +Lesbia sighed. Her knowledge of London society was only seven weeks old; +and yet already the day of disenchantment had begun! She was having her +eyes opened to the stern realities of life. A year ago when her +appearance in the great world was still only a dream of the future, she +had pictured to herself the crowd of suitors who would come to woo, and +she had resolved to choose the worthiest. + +What would he be like, that worthiest among the wooers, that King Arthur +among her knights? + +First and foremost, he would be of rank higher than her own--a duke, a +marquis, or one of the first and oldest among earls. Title and lofty +lineage were indispensable. It would be a fall, a failure, a +disappointment, were she to marry a commoner, however distinguished. + +The worthy one must be noble, therefore, and of the old nobility. He +must be young, handsome, intellectual. He must stand out from among his +peers by his gifts of mind and person. He must have won distinction in +the arena of politics or diplomacy, arms or letters. He must be +'somebody.' + +She had been seven weeks in society, and this modern Arthur had not +appeared. So far as she had been able to discover, there was no such +person. The dukes and marquises were mostly men of advanced years. The +young unmarried nobility were given over to sport, play, and +foolishness. She had heard of only one man who at all corresponded with +her ideal, and he was Lord Hartfield. But Lord Hartfield had given +himself up to politics, and was no doubt a prig. Lady Kirkbank spoke of +him with contempt, as an intolerable person. But then Lord Hartfield was +not in Lady Kirkbank's set. He belonged to that serious circle to which +Lady Kirkbank's house appeared about as reputable a place of gathering +as a booth on a race-course. + +And now Lady Kirkbank told Lesbia that this Mr. Smithson, a nobody with +a great fortune, was a man whose addresses she, the sister of Lord +Maulevrier, ought to welcome. Mr. Smithson, who claimed to be a lineal +descendant of that Sir Michael Carrington, standard-bearer to Coeur de +Lion in the Holy Land, whose descendants changed their name to Smith +during the Wars of the Roses. Mr. Smithson bodily proclaimed himself a +scion of this good old county family, and bore on his plate and his +coach panels the elephant's head and the three demi-griffins of the +Hertfordshire Smiths, who only smiled and shrugged their shoulders when +they were complimented upon the splendid surroundings of their cousin. +Who could tell? Some lateral branch of the standard-bearer's family tree +might have borne this illustrious twig. + +Lady Kirkbank and all Lady Kirkbank's friends seemed to have conspired +to teach Lesbia Haselden one lesson, and that lesson meant that money +was the first prize in the great game of life. Money ranked before +everything--before titles, before noble lineage, genius, fame, beauty, +courage, honour. Money was Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. +Mr. Smithson, whose antecedents were as cloudy as those of Aphrodite, +was a greater man than a peer whose broad acres only brought him two per +cent., or half of whose farms were tenantless, and his fields growing +cockle instead of barley. + +Yes, one by one, Lady Lesbia's illusions were reft from her. A year ago +she had fancied beauty all-powerful, a gift which must ensure to its +possessor dominion over all the kingdoms of the earth. Rank, intellect, +fame would bow down before that magical diadem. And, behold, she had +been shining upon London society for seven weeks, and only empty heads +and empty pockets had bowed down--the frivolous, the ineligible,--and +Mr. Smithson. + +Another illusion which had been dispelled was Lesbia's comfortable idea +of her own expectations. Her grandmother had told her that she might +take rank among heiresses; and she had held herself accordingly, deeming +that her place was among the wealthiest. And now, since Mr. Smithson's +appearance upon the scene, Lady Kirkbank had informed her young friend +with noble candour that Lady Maulevrier's fortune, however large it +might seem at Grasmere, would be a poor thing in London; and that Lady +Maulevrier's ideas about money were as old-fashioned as her notions +about morals. + +'Life is about six times as expensive as it was in your grandmother's +time.' said Lady Kirkbank, as the carriage rolled softly along the +shabby road between Knightsbridge and Fulham. 'It is the pace that +kills. Society, which used to jog along comfortably, like the old +Brighton stage, at ten miles an hour, now goes as fast as the Brighton +express. In my mother's time poor Lord Byron was held up to the +execration of respectable people as the type of cynical profligacy; in +my own time people talked about Lord Waterford; but, my dear, the young +men now are all Byrons and Waterfords, without the genius of the one or +the generosity of the other. We are all going at steeplechase rate. +Social success without money is impossible. The rich Americans, the +successful Jews, will crowd us out unless we keep pace with them. Ah, +Lesbia, my dear girl, there would be a great future before you if you +could only make up your mind to accept Mr. Smithson.' + +'How do you know that he means to propose to me?' asked Lesbia, +mockingly. 'Perhaps he is only going to behave as he did to Miss +Trinder.' + +'Lady Lesbia Haselden is a very different person from a country parson's +daughter,' answered her chaperon; 'Smithson told me all about it +afterwards. He was really taken with Belle's fine figure and good +complexion; but one of her particular friends told him of her foolish +talk about her sisters, and how well she meant to get them married when +she was Mrs. Smithson. This disgusted him. He went down to Essex, +reconnoitered the parsonage, saw one of the sisters hanging out cuffs +and collars in the orchard--another feeding the fowls--both in shabby +gowns and country-made boots; one of them with red hair and freckles. +The mother was bargaining for fish with a hawker at the kitchen door. +And these were the people he was expected to import into Park Lane, +under ceilings painted by Leighton. These were the people he was to +exhibit on board his yacht, to cart about on his drag. "I had half made +up my mind to marry the girl, but I would sooner have hung myself than +marry her mother and sisters so I took the first train for Dover, en +route for Algiers," said Smithson, and upon my word I could hardly blame +the man,' concluded Lady Kirkbank. + +They were driving up the narrow avenue to the gates of Hurlingham by +this time. Lesbia shook out her frock and looked at her gloves, +tan-coloured mousquetaires, reaching up to the elbow, and embroidered to +match her frock. + +To-day she was a study in brown and gold. Brown satin petticoat +embroidered with marsh marigolds; little bronze shoes, with marsh +marigolds tied on the latchets; brown stockings with marsh marigold +clocks; tunic brown foulard smothered with quillings of soft brown lace; +Princess bonnet of brown straw, with a wreath of marsh marigold and a +neat little buckle of brown diamonds; parasol brown satin, with an +immense bunch of marsh marigolds on the top; fan to match parasol. + +The seats in front of the field were nearly all full when Lady Kirkbank +and Lesbia left their carriage; but their interests had been protected +by a gentleman who had turned down two chairs and sat between them on +guard. This was Mr. Smithson. + +'I have been sitting here for an hour keeping your chairs,' he said, as +he rose to greet them. 'You have no idea what work I have had, and how +ferociously all the women have looked at me.' + +The match was going on. The Lancers were scuffling for the ball, and +affording a fine display of hog-maned ponies and close-cropped young men +in ideal boots. But Lesbia cared very little about the match. She was +looking along the serried ranks of youth and beauty to see if anybody's +frock was smarter than her own. + +No. She could see nothing she liked so well as her brown satin and +buttercups. She sat down in a perfectly contented frame of mind, pleased +with herself and with Seraphine--pleased even with Mr. Smithson, who had +shown himself devoted by his patient attendance upon the empty chairs. + +After the match was over the two ladies and their attendant strolled +about the gardens. Other men came and fluttered round Lesbia, and women +and girls exchanged endearing smiles and pretty little words of greeting +with her, and envied her the brown frock and buttercups and Mr. Smithson +at her chariot wheel. And then they went to the lawn in front of the +club-house, which was so crowded that even Mr. Smithson found it +difficult to get a tea-table, and would hardly have succeeded so soon as +he did if it had not been for the assistance of a couple of Lesbia's +devoted Guardsmen, who ran to and fro and badgered the waiters. + +After much skirmishing they were seated at a rustic table, the blue +river gleaming and glancing in the distance, the good old trees +spreading their broad shadows over the grass, the company crowding and +chattering and laughing--an animated picture of pretty faces, smart +gowns, big parasols, Japanese fans. + +Lesbia poured out the tea with the prettiest air of domesticity. + +'Can you really pour out tea?' gasped a callow lieutenant, gazing upon +her with goggling, enraptured eyes. 'I did not think you could do +anything so earthly.' + +'I can, and drink it too,' answered Lesbia, laughing. 'I adore tea. +Cream and sugar?' + +'I--I beg your pardon--how many?' murmured the youth, who had lost +himself in gazing, and no longer understood plain English. + +Mr. Smithson frowned at the intruder, and contrived to absorb Lesbia's +attention for the rest of the afternoon. He had a good deal more to say +for himself than her military admirers, and was altogether more amusing. +He had a little cynical air which Lesbia's recent education had taught +her to enjoy. He depreciated all her female friends--abused their gowns +and bonnets, and gave her to understand, between the lines, as it were, +that she was the only woman in London worth thinking about. + +She looked at him curiously, wondering how Belle Trinder had been able +to resign herself to the idea of marrying him. + +He was not absolutely bad looking--but he was in all things unlike a +girl's ideal lover. He was short and stout, with a pale complexion, and +sunken faded eyes, as of a man who had spent the greater part of his +life by candle light, and had pored much over ledgers and bank books, +share lists and prospectuses. He dressed well, or allowed himself to be +dressed by the most correct of tailors--the Prince's tailor--but he +never attempted to lead the fashion in his garments. He had no +originality. Such sublime flights as that of the man who revived +corduroy, or of that daring genius who resuscitated the half-forgotten +Inverness coat, were unknown to him. He could only follow the lead of +the highest. He had small feet, of which he was intensely proud, podgy +white hands on which he wore the most exquisite rings. He changed his +rings every day, like a Roman Emperor; was reported to have summer and +winter rings--onyx and the coolest looking intaglios set in filagree for +warm weather--fiery rubies and diamonds in massive bands of dull gold +for winter. He was said to devote half-an-hour every morning to the +treatment of his nails, which were perfect. All the inkstains of his +youth had been obliterated, and those nails which had once been bitten +to the quick during the throes of financial study were now things of +beauty. + +Lady Lesbia surveyed Mr. Smithson critically, and shuddered at the +thought that this person was the best substitute which the season had +yet offered her for her ideal knight. She thought of John Hammond, the +tall, strong figure, straight and square; the head so proudly carried on +a neck which would have graced a Greek arena. The straight, clearly-cut +features, the flashing eyes, bright with youth and hope and the promise +of all good things. Yes, there was indeed a man--a man in all the +nobility of manhood, as God made him, an Adam before the Fall. + +Ah, if John Hammond had only possessed a quarter of Mr. Smithson's +wealth how gladly would Lesbia have defied the world and married him. +But to defy the world upon nothing a year was out of the question. + +'Why didn't he go on the Stock Exchange and make his fortune?' thought +Lesbia, pettishly, 'instead of talking vaguely about politics and +literature.' + +She felt angry with her rejected lover for having come to her +empty-handed. She had seen no man in London who was, or who seemed to +her, his equal. And yet she did not repent of having rejected him. The +more she knew of the world and the more she knew of herself the more +deeply was she convinced that poverty was an evil thing, and that she +was not the right kind of person to endure it. + +She was inwardly making these comparisons as they strolled back to the +carriage, while Mr. Smithson and Lady Kirkbank talked confidentially at +her side. + +'Do you know that Lady Kirkbank has promised and vowed three things for +you?' said Mr. Smithson. + +'Indeed! I thought I was past the age at which one can be compromised by +other people's promises. Pray what are those three things?' + +'First, that you will come to breakfast in Park Lane with Lady Kirkbank +next Wednesday morning. I say Wednesday because that will give me time +to ask some nice people to meet you; secondly, that you will honour me +by occupying my box at the Lyceum some evening next week; and thirdly, +that you will allow me to drive you down to the Orleans for supper after +the play. The drive only takes an hour, and the moonlight nights are +delicious at this time of the year.' + +'I am in Lady Kirkbank's hands,' answered Lesbia, laughing. 'I am her +goods, her chattels; she takes me wherever she likes.' + +'But would you refuse to do me this honour if you were a free agent?' + +'I can't tell. I hardly know what it is to be a free agent. At Grasmere +I did whatever my grandmother told me; in London I obey Lady Kirkbank. I +was transferred from one master to another. Why should we breakfast in +Park Lane instead of in Arlington Street? What is the use of crossing +Piccadilly to eat our breakfast?' + +This was a cool-headed style of treatment to which Mr. Smithson was not +accustomed, and which charmed him accordingly. Young women usually threw +themselves at his head, as it were; but here was a girl who talked to +him as indifferently as if he were a tradesman offering his wares. + +'What a dreadfully practical person you are!' he exclaimed. 'What is the +use of crossing Piccadilly? Well, in the first place, you will make me +ineffably happy. But perhaps that doesn't count. In the second place, I +shall be able to show you some rather good pictures of the French +school--' + +'I hate the French school!' interjected Lesbia. 'Tricky, flashy, chalky, +shallow, smelling of the footlights and the studio.' + +'Well, sink the pictures. You will meet some very charming people, +belonging to that artist world which is not to be met everywhere.' + +'I will go to Park Lane to meet your people, if Lady Kirkbank likes to +take me,' said Lesbia; and with this answer Mr. Smithson was bound to be +content. + +'My pet, if you had made it the study of your life how to treat that man +you could not do it better,' said Lady Kirkbank, when they were driving +along the dusty road between dusty hedges and dusty trees, past that +last remnant of country which was daily being debased into London. +'Upon my word, Lesbia, I begin to think you must be a genius.' + +'Did you see any gowns you liked better than mine?' asked Lesbia, +reclining reposefully, with her little bronze shoes upon the opposite +cushion. + +'Not one--Seraphine has surpassed herself.' + +'You are always saying that. One would suppose you were a sleeping +partner in the firm. But I really think this brown and buttercups is +rather nice. I saw that odious American girl just now--Miss--Miss +Milwaukee, that mop-stick girl people raved about at Cannes. She was in +pale blue and cream colour, a milk and water mixture, and looked +positively plain.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +LESBIA CROSSES PICCADILLY. + + +Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia drove across Piccadilly at eleven o'clock +on Wednesday morning to breakfast with Mr. Smithson, and although Lesbia +had questioned whether it was worth while crossing Piccadilly to eat +one's breakfast, she had subsequently considered it worth while ordering +a new gown from Seraphine for the occasion; or, it may be, rather that +the breakfast made a plausible excuse for a new gown, the pleasure of +ordering which was one of those joys of a London life that had not yet +lost their savour. + +The gown, devised especially for the early morning, was simplicity +itself--rusticity, even. It was a Dresden shepherdess gown, made of a +soft flowered stuff, with roses and forget-me-nots on a creamy ground. +There was a great deal of creamy lace, and innumerable yards of palest +azure and palest rose ribbon in the confection, and there was a +coquettish little hat, the regular Dresden hat, with a wreath of +rosebuds. + +'Dresden china incarnate!' exclaimed Smithson, as he welcomed Lady +Lesbia on the threshold of his marble hall, under the glass marquise +which sheltered arrivals at his door. 'Why do you make yourself so +lovely? I shall want to keep you in one of my Louis Seize cabinets, with +the rest of my Dresden!' + +Lady Kirkbank had considered the occasion suitable for one of her +favourite cotton frocks and rustic hats--a Leghorn hat, with clusters of +dog-roses and honeysuckle, and a trail of the same hedge-flowers to +fasten her muslin fichu. + +Mr. Smithson's house in Park Lane was simply perfect. It is wonderful +what good use a _parvenu_ can make of his money nowadays, and how rarely +he disgraces himself by any marked offences against good taste. There +are so many people at hand to teach the _parvenu_ how to furnish his +house, or how to choose his stud. If he go wrong it must be by sheer +perversity, an arrogant insistence upon being governed by his own +ignorant inclinations. + +Mr. Smithson was too good a tactician to go wrong in this way. He had +taken the trouble to study the market before he went out to buy his +goods. He knew that taste and knowledge were to be bought just as easily +as chairs and tables, and he went to the right shop. He employed a +clever Scotchman, an artist in domestic furniture, to plan his house, +and make drawings for the decoration and furniture of every room--and +for six months he gave himself up to the task of furnishing. + +Money was spent like water. Painters, decorators, cabinet-makers had a +merry time of it. Royal Academicians were impressed into the service by +large offers, and the final result of Mr. MacWalter's taste and Mr. +Smithson's bullion was a palace in the style of the Italian Renaissance, +frescoed ceilings, painted panels, a staircase of sculptured marble, as +beautiful as a dream, a conservatory as exquisite as a jewel casket by +Benvenuto Cellini, a picture gallery which was the admiration of all +London, and of the enlightened foreigner, and of the inquiring American. +This was the house which Lesbia had been brought to see, and through +which she walked with the calmly critical air of a person who had seen +so many palaces that one more or less could make no difference. + +In vain did Mr. Smithson peruse her countenance in the hope of seeing +that she was impressed by the splendour of his surroundings, and by the +power of the man who commanded such splendour. Lesbia was as cold as the +Italian sculptor's Reading Girl in an alcove of Mr. Smithson's picture +gallery; and the stockbroker felt very much as Aladdin might have done +if the fair Badroulbadour had shown herself indifferent to the hall of +the jewelled windows, in that magical palace which sprang into being in +a single night. + +Lesbia had been impressed by that story of poor Belle Trinder and by +Lady Kirkbank's broad assertion that half the young women in London were +running after Mr. Smithson; and she had made up her mind to treat the +man with supreme scorn. She did not want his houses or his yachts. +Nothing could induce her to marry such a man, she told herself; but her +vanity fed upon the idea of his subjugation, and her pride was gratified +by the sense of her power over him. + +The guests were few and choice. There was Mr. Meander, the poet, one of +the leading lights in that new sect which prides itself upon the +cultivation of abstract beauty, and occasionally touches the verge of +concrete ugliness. There were a newspaper man--the editor of a +fashionable journal--and a middle-aged man of letters, playwright, +critic, humourist, a man whose society was in demand everywhere, and who +said sharp things with the most supreme good-nature. The only ladies +whose society Mr. Smithson had deemed worthy the occasion were a +fashionable actress, with her younger sister, the younger a pretty copy +of the elder, both dressed picturesquely in flowing cashmere gowns of +faint sea-green, with old lace fichus, leghorn hats, and a general +limpness and simplicity of style which suited their cast of feature and +delicate colouring. Lesbia wondered to see how good an effect could be +produced by a costume which could have cost so little. Mr. Nightshade, +the famous tragedian, had been also asked to grace the feast, but the +early hour made the invitation a mockery. It was not to be supposed that +a man who went to bed at daybreak would get up again before the sun was +in the zenith, for the sake of Mr. Smithson's society, or Mr. Smithson's +Strasbourg pie, for the manufacture whereof a particular breed of geese +were supposed to be set apart, like sacred birds in Egypt, while a +particular vineyard in the Gironde was supposed to be devoted wholly and +solely to the production of Mr. Smithson's claret. It was a cabinet +wine, like those rare vintages of the Rhineland which are reserved +exclusively for German princes. + +Breakfast was served in Mr. Smithson's smallest dining-room--there were +three apartments given up to feasting, beginning with a spacious +banqueting-room for great dinners, and dwindling down to this snuggery, +which held about a dozen comfortably, with ample room and verge enough +for the attendants. The walls were old gold silk, the curtains a tawny +velvet of deeper tone, the cabinets and buffet of dark Italian walnut, +inlaid with lapis-lazuli and amber. The fireplace was a masterpiece of +cabinet work, with high narrow shelves, and curious recesses holding +priceless jars of Oriental enamel. The deep hearth was filled with arum +lilies and azalias, like a font at Easter. + +Lady Kirkbank, who pretended to adore genius, was affectionately +effusive to Miss Fitzherbert, the popular actress, but she rather +ignored the sister. Lesbia was less cordial, and was not enchanted at +finding that Miss Fitzherbert shone and sparkled at the breakfast table +by the gaiety of her spirits and the brightness of her conversation. +There was something frank and joyous, almost to childishness, in the +actress's manner, which was full of fascination; and Lesbia felt herself +at a disadvantage almost for the first time since she had been in +London. + +The editor, the wit, the poet, the actress, had a language of their own; +and Lesbia felt herself out in the cold, unable to catch the ball as it +glanced past her, not quick enough to follow the wit that evoked those +ripples of silvery laughter from the two fair-haired, pale-faced girls +in sea-green cashmere. She felt as an Englishman may feel who has made +himself master of academical French, and who takes up one of Zola's +novels, or goes into artistic society, and finds that there is another +French, a complete and copious language, of which he knows not a word. + +Lesbia began to think that she had a great deal to learn. She began to +wonder even whether, in the event of her having made rather too free use +of Lady Maulevrier's _carte blanche_, it might not be well to make a new +departure in the art of dressing, and to wear untrimmed cashmere gowns, +and rags of limp lace. + +After breakfast they all went to look at Mr. Smithson's picture gallery. +His pictures were, as he had told Lesbia, chiefly of the French school, +and there may have been a remote period--say, in the time of good Queen +Charlotte--when such pictures would hardly have been exhibited to young +ladies. His pictures were Mr. Smithson's own unaided choice. Here the +individual taste of the man stood revealed. + +There were two or three Geromes; and in the place of honour at the end +of the gallery there was a grand Delaroche, Anne Boleyn's last letter to +the king, the hapless girl-queen sitting at a table in her gloomy cell +in the Tower, a shaft of golden light from the narrow window streaming +on the fair, disordered hair, the face bleached with unutterable woe, a +sublime image of despair and self-abandonment. + +The larger pictures were historical, classic, grand; but the smaller +pictures--the lively little bits of colour dotted in here and +there--were of that new school which Mr. Smithson affected. They were of +that school which is called Impressionist, in which ballet dancers and +jockeys, burlesque actresses, masked balls, and all the humours of the +side scenes are represented with the sublime audacity of an art which +disdains finish, and relies on _chic, fougue, chien, flou, élan_, the +inspiration of the moment. Lesbia blushed as she looked at the ballet +girls, the maskers in their scanty raiment, the _demi-mondaines_ lolling +out of their opera boxes, and half out of their gowns, with false smiles +and frizzled hair. And then there came the works of that other school +which lavishes the finish of a Meissonier on the most meretricious +compositions. A woman in a velvet gown warming her dainty little feet on +a gilded fender, in a boudoir all aglow with colour and lamplight; a +cavalier in satin raiment buckling his sword-belt before a Venetian +mirror; a pair of lovers kissing in a sunlit corridor; a girl in a +hansom cab; a milliner's shop; and so on, and so on. + +Then came the classical subjects of the last new school. Weak imitations +of Alma Tadema. Nero admiring his mother's corpse; Claudius interrupting +Messalina's marriage with her lover Silus; Clodius disguised among the +women of Cæsar's household; Pyrrha's grotto. Lady Kirkbank expatiated +upon all the pictures, and generally made unlucky guesses at the +subjects of them. Classical literature was not her strong point. + +Mr. Meander, the poet, discovered that all the beautiful heads were +like Miss Fitzherbert. 'It is the same line,' he exclaimed, 'the line of +lilies and flowing waters--the gracious ineffable upward returning +ripple of the true _retroussé_ nose, the divine _flou_, the loveliness +which has lain dormant for centuries--nay, was at one period of debased +art scorned and trampled under foot by the porcine multitude, as akin to +the pug and the turn-up, until discovered and enshrined on the altar of +the Beautiful by the Boticelli Revivalists.' + +Miss Fitzherbert simpered, and accepted these remarks as mere statements +of obvious fact. She was accustomed to hear of Boticelli and the early +Italian painters in connection with her own charms of face and figure. + +Lesbia, whose faultless features were of the aquiline type, regarded the +bard's rhapsody as insufferable twaddle, and began to think Mr. Smithson +almost a wit when he made fun of the bard. + +Smithson was enchanted when she laughed at his jokelets, even although +she did not scruple to tell him that she thought his favourite pictures +detestable, and looked with the eye of indifference on a collection of +jade that was worth a small fortune. + +Mr. Meander fell into another rhapsody over those classic cups and +shallow little bowls of absinthe-coloured jade. + +'Here if you like, are colour and beauty,' he murmured, caressing one of +the little cups with the roseate tips of his supple fingers. 'These, +dearest Smithson, are worth all the rest of your collection; worth +vanloads of your cloisonné enamels, your dragon-jars in blood-colour and +blue. This cloudy indefinable substance, not crudely transparent nor yet +distinctly opaque, a something which touches the boundary line of two +worlds--the real and the ideal. And then the colour! Great heaven, can +anything be lovelier than this shadowy tint which is neither yellow nor +green; faint, faint as the dawn of newly-awakened day? After the siege +of blood-bedabbled Delhi, Baron Rothschild sent a special agent to India +to buy him a little jade tea-pot which had been the joy of Eastern +Kings. Only a tea-pot. Yet Rothschild deemed it worth a voyage from +England to India. That is what the love of the beautiful means, in Jew +or Gentile,' concluded the bard, smiling on the company, as they +gathered round the Florentine table on which the jade specimens were set +out, Lady Kirkbank looking at the little cups and basins as if she +thought they were going to do something, after all this fuss had been +made about them. It seemed hardly credible that any reasonable being +could have given thirty guineas for one of those bits of greenish-yellow +clouded glass, unless the thing had some peculiar property of expansion +or contraction. + +After this breakfast in Park Lane Lady Lesbia and her admirer met daily. +He went to all her parties; he sat out waltzes with her, in +conservatories, and on staircases; for Horace Smithson was much too +shrewd a man to enter himself in the race for dancing men, handicapped +by his forty years and his fourteen stone. He contrived to amuse Lesbia +by his conversation, which was essentially mundane, depreciating people +whom all the rest of the world admired, or pretended to admire, telling +her of the secret springs by which the society she saw around her was +moved. He was judicious in his revelations of hidden evil, and careful +to say nothing which should offend Lady Lesbia's modesty; yet he +contrived in a very short time to teach her that the world in which she +lived was an utterly corrupt world, whose high priest was Satan; that +all lofty aspirations and noble sentiments were out of place in society; +and that the worst among the people she met were the people who laid any +claim to being better than their neighbours. + +'That's why I adore Lady Kirkbank,' he said, confidentially. 'The dear +soul never pretends to be any better than the rest of us. She gambles, +and we all know she gambles; she pegs, and we all know she pegs; and she +makes rather a boast of being up to her eyes in debt. No humbug about +dear old Georgie.' + +Lesbia had seen enough of her chaperon by this time to know that Mr. +Smithson's description of the lady was correct, and, this being so, she +supposed that the facts and traits of character which he told her about +in other people were also true. She thus adopted the Smithsonian, or +fashionable-pessimist view of society in general, and resigned herself +to the idea that the world was a very wicked world, as well as a very +pleasant world, that the wickedest people were generally the +pleasantest, and that it did not much matter. + +The fact that Mr. Smithson was at Lesbia Haselden's feet was obvious to +everybody. + +Lesbia, who had at first treated him with supreme hauteur, had grown +more civil as she began to understand the place he held in the world, +and how much social influence goes along with unlimited wealth. She was +civil, but she had quite made up her mind that nothing could ever induce +her to become Horace Smithson's wife. That offer which had hung fire in +the case of poor Belle Trinder, was not too long delayed on this +occasion. Mr. Smithson called in Arlington Street about ten days after +the breakfast in Park Lane, before luncheon, and before Lady Kirkbank +had left her room. He brought tickets for a _matinée d'invitation_ in +Belgrave Square, at which a new and wonderful Russian pianiste was to +make a kind of semi-official _début_, before an audience of critics and +distinguished amateurs, and the elect of the musical world. They were +tickets which money could not buy, and were thus a meet offering for +Lady Lesbia, and a plausible excuse for an early call. + +Mr. Smithson succeeded in seeing Lesbia alone, and then and there, with +very little circumlocution, asked her to be his wife. + +Her social education had advanced considerably since that summer day in +the pine-wood, when John Hammond had wooed her with passionate wooing. +Mr. Smithson was a much less ardent suitor, and made his offer with the +air of a man who expects to be accepted. + +Lesbia's beautiful head bent a little, like a lily on its stalk, and a +faint blush deepened the pale rose tint of her complexion. Her reply was +courteous and conventional. She was flattered, she was grateful for Mr. +Smithson's high opinion of her; but she was deeply grieved if anything +in her manner had given him reason to think that he was more to her than +a friend, an old friend of dear Lady Kirkbank's, whom she was naturally +predisposed to like, as Lady Kirkbank's friend. + +Horace Smithson turned pale as death, but if he was angry, he gave no +utterance to his angry feelings. He only asked if Lady Lesbia's answer +was final--and on being told that it was so, he dismissed the subject in +the easiest manner, and with a gentlemanlike placidity which very much +astonished the lady. + +'You say that you regard me as your friend,' he said. 'Do not withdraw +that privilege from me because I have asked for a higher place in your +esteem. Forget all I have said this morning. Be assured I shall never +offend you by repeating it.' + +'You are more than good,' murmured Lesbia, who had expected a wild +outbreak of despair or fury, rather than this friendly calm. + +'I hope that you and Lady Kirkbank will go and hear Madame Metzikoff +this afternoon,' pursued Mr. Smithson, returning to the subject of the +_matinée_. 'The duchess's rooms are lovely; but no doubt you know them.' + +Lesbia blushed, and confessed that the Duchess of Lostwithiel was one of +those select few who were not on Lady Kirkbank's visiting list. + +'There are people Lady Kirkbank cannot get on with,' she said. 'Perhaps +she will hardly like to go to the duchess's, as she does not visit her.' + +'Oh, but this affair counts for nothing. We go to hear Metzikoff, not to +bow down to the duchess. All the people in town who care for music will +be there, and you who play so divinely must enjoy fine professional +playing.' + +'I worship a really great player,' said Lesbia, 'and if I can drag Lady +Kirkbank to the house of the enemy, we will be there.' + +On this Mr. Smithson discreetly murmured '_au revoir_,' took up his hat +and cane, and departed, without, in Sir George's parlance, having turned +a hair. + +'Refusal number one,' he said to himself, as he went downstairs, with +his leisurely catlike pace, that velvet step by which he had gradually +crept into society. 'We may have to go through refusal number two and +number three; but she means to have me. She is a very clever girl for a +countrybred one; and she knows that it is worth her while to be Lady +Lesbia Smithson.' + +This soliloquy may be taken to prove that Horace Smithson knew Lesbia +Haselden better than she knew herself. She had refused him in all good +faith; but even to-day, after he had left her, she fell into a day-dream +in which Mr. Smithson's houses and yachts, drags and hunters, formed the +shifting pictures in a dissolving view of society; and Lesbia wondered +if there were any other young woman in London who would refuse such an +offer as that which she had quietly rejected half-an-hour ago. + +Lady Kirkbank surprised her while she was still absorbed in this dreamy +review of the position. It is just possible that the fair Georgie may +have had notice of Mr. Smithson's morning visit, and may have kept out +of the way on purpose, for she was not a person of lazy habits, and was +generally ready for her nine o'clock breakfast and her morning stroll in +the park, however late she might have been out overnight. + +'Mr. Smithson has been here, I understand,' said Lady Kirkbank, settling +herself in an arm-chair by the open window, after she had kissed her +_protégée_. 'Rilboche passed him on the stairs.' + +'Rilboche is always passing people on the stairs,' answered Lesbia +rather pettishly. 'I think she must spend her life on the landing, +listening for arrivals and departures.' + +'I had a kind of vague idea that Smithson would call to-day. He was so +fussy about those tickets for the Metzikoff recital. I hate pianoforte +recitals, and I detest that starched old duchess, but I suppose I shall +have to take you there--or poor Smithson will be miserable,' said Lady +Kirkbank, watching Lesbia keenly over the top of the newspaper. + +She expected Lesbia to confide in her, to announce herself blushingly as +the betrothed of one of the richest commoners in England. But Lesbia sat +gazing dreamily across the flowers in the balcony at the house over the +way, and said never a word; so Lady Kirkbank's curiosity burst into +speech. + +'Well, my dear, has he proposed? There was something in his manner last +night when he put on your wraps that made me think the crisis was near.' + +'The crisis is come and is past, and Mr. Smithson and I are just as good +friends as ever.' + +'What!' screamed Lady Kirkbank. 'Do you mean to tell me that you have +refused him?' + +'Certainly. You know I never meant to do anything else. Did you think I +was like Miss Trinder, bent upon marrying town and country houses, +stables and diamonds?' + +'I did not think you were a fool,' cried Lady Kirkbank, almost beside +herself with vexation, for it had been borne in upon her, as the +Methodists sometimes say, that if Mr. Smithson should prosper in his +wooing it would be better for her, Lady Kirkbank, who would have a claim +upon his kindness ever after. 'What can be your motive in refusing one +of the very best matches of the season--or of ever so many seasons? You +think, perhaps, you will marry a duke, if you wait long enough for his +Grace to appear; but the number of marrying dukes is rather small, Lady +Lesbia, and I don't think any of those would care to marry Lord +Maulevrier's granddaughter.' + +Lesbia started to her feet, pale as ashes. + +'Why do you fling my grandfather's name in my face--and with that +diabolical sneer?' she exclaimed. 'When I have asked you about him you +have always evaded my questions. Why should a man of the highest rank +shrink from marrying Lord Maulevrier's granddaughter? My grandfather +was a distinguished man--Governor of Madras. Such posts are not given to +nobodies. How can you dare to speak as if it were a disgrace to me to +belong to him?' + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +'CLUBS, DIAMONDS, HEARTS, IN WILD DISORDER SEEN.' + + +Lady Kirkbank had considerable difficulty in smoothing Lesbia's ruffled +plumage. She did all in her power to undo the effect of her rash +words--declared that she had been carried away by temper--she had spoken +she knew not what--words of no meaning. Of course Lesbia's grandfather +had been a great man--Governor of Madras; altogether an important and +celebrated person--and Lady Kirkbank had meant nothing, could have meant +nothing to his disparagement. + +'My dearest girl, I was beside myself, and talked sheer nonsense,' said +Georgie. 'But you know really now, dearest, any woman of the world would +be provoked at your foolish refusal of that dear good Smithson. Only +think of that too lovely house in Park Lane, a palace in the style of +the Italian Renaissance--such a house is in itself equivalent to a +peerage--and there is no doubt Smithson will be offered a peerage before +he is much older. I have heard it confidently asserted that when the +present Ministry retires Smithson will be made a Peer. You have no idea +what a useful man he is, or what henchman's service he has done the +Ministry in financial matters. And then there is his villa at +Deauville--you don't know Deauville--a positively perfect place, the +villa, I mean, built by the Duke de Morny in the golden days of the +Empire--and another at Cowes, and his palace in Berkshire, a manor, my +love, with a glorious old Tudor manor-house; and he has a _pied à terre_ +in Paris, in the Faubourg, a ground-floor furnished in the Pompeian +style, half-a-dozen rooms opening one out of the other, and surrounding +a small garden, with a fountain in the middle. Some of the greatest +people in Paris occupy the upper part of the house, and their rooms of +course are splendid; but Smithson's ground-floor is the gem of the +Faubourg. However, I suppose there is no use in talking any more; for +there is the gong for luncheon.' + +Lesbia was in no humour for luncheon. + +'I would rather have a cup of tea in my own room,' she said. 'This +Smithson business has given me an abominable headache.' + +'But you will go to hear Metzikoff?' + +'No, thanks. You detest the Duchess of Lostwithiel, and you don't care +for pianoforte recitals. Why should I drag you there?' + +'But, my dearest Lesbia, I am not such a selfish wretch as to keep you +at home, when I know you are passionately fond of good music. Forget all +about your headache, and let me see how that lovely little Catherine of +Aragon bonnet suits you. I'm so glad I happened to see it in Seraphine's +hands yesterday, just as she was going to send it to Lady Fonvielle, who +gives herself such intolerable airs on the strength of a pretty face, +and always wants to get the _primeures_ in bonnets and things.' + +'Another new bonnet!' replied Lesbia. 'What an infinity of things I seem +to be having from Seraphine. I'm afraid I must owe her a good deal of +money.' + +This was a vague way of speaking about actual facts. Lady Lesbia might +have spoken with more certainty. Her wardrobes and old-fashioned hanging +closets and chests of drawers in Arlington Street were crammed to +overflowing with finery; and then there were all the things that she had +grown tired of, or had thought unbecoming, and had given away to Kibble, +her own maid, or to Rilboche, who had in a great measure superseded +Kibble on all important occasions; for how could a Westmoreland girl +know how to dress a young lady for London balls and drawing-rooms? + +'If you had only accepted Mr. Smithson it would not matter how much +money you owed people,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'You had better come down to +lunch. A glass of Heidseck will bring you up to concert pitch.' + +Champagne was Lady Kirkbank's idea of a universal panacea; and she had +gradually succeeded in teaching Lesbia to believe in the sovereign power +of Heidseck as a restorative for shattered nerves. At Fellside Lesbia +had drunk only water; but then at Fellside she had never known that +feeling of exhaustion and prostration which follows days and nights +spent in society, the wear and tear of a mind forever on the alert, and +brilliant spirits which are more often forced than real. For her chief +stimulant Lesbia had recourse to the teapot; but there were occasions +when she found that something more than tea was needed to maintain that +indispensable vivacity of manner which Lady Kirkbank called concert +pitch. + +To-day she allowed herself to be persuaded. She went down to luncheon, +and took a couple of glasses of dry champagne with her cutlet, and, thus +restored, was equal to putting on the new bonnet, which was so becoming +that her spirits revived as she contemplated the effect in her glass. So +Lady Kirkbank carried her off to the musical _matinée_, beaming and +radiant, having forgotten all about that dark hint of evil glancing at +the name of her long dead grandfather. + +The duchess was not on view when Lady Kirkbank and her _protégée_ +arrived, and a good many people belonging to Georgie's own particular +set were scattered like flowers among those real music-lovers who had +come solely to hear the new pianiste. The music-lovers were mostly dowdy +in their attire, and seemed a race apart. Among them were several young +women of the Blessed Damozel school, who wore flowing garments of +sap-green or ochre, or puffed raiment of Venetian red, and among whom +the cartwheel hat, the Elizabethan sleeve, and the Toby frill were +conspicuous. + +There were very few men except the musical critics in this select +assemblage, and Lesbia began to think that it was going to be very +dreary. She had lived in such an atmosphere of masculine adulation while +under Lady Kirkbank's wing that it was a new thing to find herself in a +room where there were none to love and very few to praise her. She felt +out in the cold, as it were. Those ungloved critics, with their shabby +coats and dubious shirts, snuffy, smoky, everything they ought not to +be, seemed to her a race of barbarians. + +Finding herself thus cold and lonely in the midst of the duchess's +splendour of peacock-blue velvet and peacock-feather decoration, Lesbia +was almost glad when in the middle of Madame Metzikoff's opening +gondolied--airy, fairy music, executed with surpassing delicacy--Mr. +Smithson crept gently into the _fauteuil_ just behind hers, and leant +over the back of the chair to whisper an inquiry as to her opinion of +the pianist's style. + +'She is exquisite,' Lesbia murmured softly, but the whispered question +and the murmured answer, low as they were, provoked indignant looks from +a brace of damsels in Venetian red, who shook their Toby frills with an +outraged air. + +Lesbia felt that Mr. Smithson's presence was hardly correct. It would +have been 'better form' if he had stayed away; and yet she was glad to +have him here. At the worst he was some one--nay, according to Lady +Kirkbank, he was the only one amongst all her admirers whose offer was +worth having. All Lesbia's other conquests had counted as barren honour; +but if she could have brought herself to accept Mr. Smithson she would +have secured the very best match of the season. + +To marry a plain Mr. Smithson--a man who had made his money in iron--in +cochineal--on the Stock Exchange--had seemed to her absolute +degradation, the surrender of all her lofty hopes, her golden dreams. +But Lady Kirkbank had put the question in a new light when she said that +Smithson would be offered a peerage. Smithson the peer would be +altogether a different person from Smithson the commoner. + +But was Lady Kirkbank sure of her facts, or truthful in her statement? +Lesbia's experience of her chaperon's somewhat loose notions of truth +and exactitude made her doubtful upon this point. + +Be this as it might she was inclined to be civil to Smithson, albeit she +was inwardly surprised and offended at his taking her refusal so calmly. + +'You see that I am determined not to lose the privilege of your society, +because I have been foolish!' he said presently, in the pause after the +first part of the recital. 'I hope you will consider me as much your +friend to-day as I was yesterday.' + +'Quite as much,' she answered sweetly, and then they talked of Raff, and +Rubenstein, and Henselt, and all the composers about whom it is the +correct thing to discourse nowadays. + +Before they left Belgrave Square Lady Kirkbank had offered Mr. Smithson +Sir George's place in her box at the Gaiety that evening, and had +invited him to supper in Arlington Street afterwards. + +It was Sarah Bernhardt's first season in London--the +never-to-be-forgotten season of the Comédie Française. + +'I should love of all things to be there,' said Mr. Smithson, meekly. He +had a couple of stalls in the third row for the whole of the season. +'But how can I be sure that I shall not be turning Sir George out of +doors?' + +'Sir George can never sit out a serious play. He only cares for Chaumont +or Judie. The Demi-monde is much too prosy for him.' + +'The Demi-monde is one of the finest plays in the French language,' said +Smithson. 'You know it, of course, Lady Lesbia?' + +'Alas! no. At Fellside I was not allowed to read French plays or novels: +or only a novel now and then, which my grandmother selected for me.' + +'And now you read everything, I suppose,--including Zola?' + +'The books are lying about, and I dip into them sometimes while I am +having my hair brushed,' answered Lesbia, lightly. + +'I believe that is the only time ladies devote to literature during the +season,' said Mr. Smithson. 'Well, I envy you the delight of seeing the +Demi-monde without knowing what it is all about beforehand.' + +'I daresay there are a good many people who would not take their girls +to see a play by Dumas,' said Lady Kirkbank, 'but I make a point of +letting _my_ girls see everything. It widens their minds and awakens +their intelligence.' + +'And does away with a good many silly prejudices,' replied Mr. +Smithson. + +Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia were due at a Kensington garden-party after the +recital, and from the garden-party, for which any hour sufficed, they +went to show themselves in the Park, then back to Arlington Street to +dress for the play. Then a hurried dinner, and they were in their places +at the theatre in time for the rising of the curtain. + +'If it were an English play we would not care for being punctual,' said +Lady Kirkbank; 'but I should hate to lose a word of Dumas. In his plays +every speech tells.' + +There were Royalties present, and the house was good; but not so full as +it had been on some other nights, for the English public had been told +that Sarah Bernhardt was the person to admire, and had been flocking +sheep-like after that golden-haired enchantress, whereby many of these +sheep--fighting greedily for Sarah's nights, and ignoring all other +talent--lost some of the finest acting on the French stage, notably that +of Croizette, Delaunay and Febvre, in this very Demi-monde. Lesbia, who, +in spite of her affectations, was still fresh enough to be charmed with +fine acting and a powerful play, was enthralled by the stage, so wrapt +in the scene that she was quite unaware of her brother's presence in a +stall just below Lady Kirkbank's box. He too had a stall at the Gaiety. +He had come in very late, when the play was half over. Lesbia was +surprised when he presented himself at the door of the box, after the +fourth act. + +Maulevrier and his sister had met very seldom since the young lady's +_début_. The young Earl did not go to many parties, and the society he +cultivated was chiefly masculine; and as he neither played polo nor shot +pigeons his masculine pursuits did not bring him in his sister's way. +Lady Kirkbank had asked him to her house with that wide and general +invitation which is so easily evaded. He had promised to go, and he had +not gone. And thus Lesbia and he had pursued their several ways, only +crossing each other's paths now and then at a race meeting or in a +theatre. + +'How d'ye do, Lady Kirkbank?--how d'ye do, Lesbia? Just caught sight of +you from below as the curtain was going down,' said Maulevrier, shaking +hands with the ladies and saluting Mr. Smithson with a somewhat +supercilious nod. 'Rather surprised to see you and Lesbia here to-night, +Lady Kirkbank. Isn't the Demi-monde rather strong meat for babes, eh? +Not _exactly_ the play one would take a young lady to see.' + +'Why should a young lady be forbidden to see a fine play, because there +are some hard and bitter truths told in it?' asked Lady Kirkbank. +'Lesbia sees Madame d'Ange and all her sisterhood in the Park and about +London every day of her life. Why should not she see them on the stage, +and hear their history, and understand how cruel their fate is, and +learn to pity them, if she can? I really think this play is a lesson in +Christian charity; and I should like to see that Oliver man strangled, +though Delaunay plays the part divinely. What a voice! What a manner! +How polished! How perfect! And they tell me he is going to leave the +stage in a year or two. What will the world do without him?' + +Maulevrier did not attempt to suggest a solution of this difficulty. He +was watching Mr. Smithson as he leant against the back of Lesbia's chair +and talked to her. The two seemed very familiar, laughingly discussing +the play and the actors. Smithson knew, or pretended to know, all about +the latter. He told Lesbia who made Croizette's gowns--the upholsterer +who furnished that lovely house of hers in the Bois--the sums paid for +her horses, her pictures, her diamonds. It seemed to Lesbia, when she +had heard all, that Croizette was a much-to-be-envied person. + +Mr. Smithson had unpublished _bon-mots_ of Dumas at his finger ends; he +knew Daudet, and Sarcey, and Sardou, and seemed to be thoroughly at home +in Parisian artistic society. Lesbia began to think that he would hardly +be so despicable a person as she had at first supposed. No wonder he and +his wealth had turned poor Belle Trinder's head. How could a rural +vicar's daughter, accustomed to poverty, help being dazzled by such +magnificence? + +Maulevrier stayed in the box only a short time, and refused Lady +Kirkbank's invitation to supper. She did not urge the point, as she had +surprised one or two very unfriendly glances at Mr. Smithson in +Maulevrier's honest eyes. She did not want an antagonistic brother to +interfere with her plans. She had made up her mind to 'run' Lesbia +according to her own ideas, and any counter influence might be fatal. +So, when Maulevrier said he was due at the Marlborough after the play +she let him go. + +'I might as well be at Fellside and you in London, for anything I see of +you,' said Lesbia. + +'You are up to your eyes in engagements, and I don't suppose you want to +see any more of me.' Maulevrier answered, bluntly. 'But I'll call to-morrow +morning, if I am likely to find you at home. I've some news for you.' + +'Then I'll stay at home on purpose to see you. News is always +delightful. Is it good news, by-the-bye?' + +'Very good; at least, I think so.' + +'What is it about?' + +'Oh! that's a long story, and the curtain is just going up. The news is +about Mary.' + +'About Mary!' exclaimed Lesbia, elevating her eyebrows. 'What news can +there possibly be about Mary?' + +'Such news as there generally is about every nice jolly girl, at least +once in her life.' + +'You don't mean that she is engaged--to a curate?' + +'No, not to a curate. There goes the curtain. "I'll see you later," as +the Yankee President used to say when people bothered him, and he didn't +like to say no.' + +Engaged: Mary engaged! The idea of such an altogether unexpected event +distracted Lesbia's mind all through the last act of the Demi-monde. She +hardly knew what the actors were talking about. Mary, her younger +sister! Mary, a good looking girl enough, but by no means a beauty, and +with manners utterly unformed. That Mary should be engaged to be +married, while she, Lesbia, was still free, seemed an obvious absurdity. + +And yet the fact was, on reflection, easily to be accounted for. These +unattractive girls are generally the first to bind themselves with the +vows of betrothal. Lady Kirkbank had told her of many such cases. The +poor creatures know that their chances will be few, and therefore +gratefully welcome the first wooer. + +'But who can the man be?' thought Lesbia. 'Mary has been kept as +secluded as a cloistered nun. There are so few families we have ever +been allowed to mix with. The man must be a curate, who has taken +advantage of grandmother's illness to force his way into the family +circle at Fellside--and who has made love to Mary in some of her lonely +rambles over the hills, I daresay. It is really very wrong to allow a +girl to roam about in that way.' + +Sir George and a couple of his horsey friends were waiting for supper +when Lady Kirkbank and her party arrived in Arlington Street. The +dining-room looked a picture of comfort. The oval table, the low lamps, +the clusters of candles under coloured shades, the great Oriental bowl +of wild flowers--eglantine, honeysuckle, foxglove, all the sweet hedge +flowers of midsummer, made a central mass of colour and brightness +against the subdued and even sombre tones of walls and curtains. The +room was old, the furniture old. Nothing had been altered since the time +of Sir George's great grandfather; and the whirligig of time had just +now made the old things precious. Yes, those chairs and tables and +sideboards and bookcases and wine-coolers against which Georgie's soul +had revolted in the early years of her wedded life were now things of +beauty, and Georgie's friends envied her the possession of indisputable +Chippendale furniture. + +Mr. Mostyn, a distinguished owner of race-horses, with his pretty wife, +made up the party. The gentleman was full of his entries for Liverpool +and Chester, and discoursed mysteriously with Sir George and the horsey +bachelors all supper time. The lady had lately taken up science as a new +form of excitement, not incompatible with frocks, bonnets, Hurlingham, +the Ranelagh, and Sandown. She raved about Huxley and Tyndall, and was +perpetually coming down upon her friends with awful facts about the sun, +and startling propositions about latent heat, or spontaneous generation. +She knew all about gases, and would hardly accept a glass of water +without explaining what it was made of. Drawn by Mr. Smithson for +Lesbia's amusement, the scientific matron was undoubtedly 'good fun.' +The racing men were full of talk. Lesbia and Lady Kirkbank raved about +the play they had just been seeing, and praised Delaunay with an +enthusiasm which was calculated to make the rest of mankind burst with +envy. + +'Do you know you are making me positively wretched by your talk about +that man?' said Colonel Delville, one of Sir George's racing friends, +and an ancient adorer of the fair Georgie's. 'No, I tell you there was +never anything offered higher than five to four on the mare,' +interjectionally, to Sir George. 'There was a day when I thought I was +your idea of an attractive man. Yes, George, a clear case of roping,' +again interjectionally. 'And to hear you raving about this play-acting +fellow--it is too humiliating.' + +Lady Kirkbank simpered, and then sighed. + +'We are getting old together,' she murmured. 'I have come to an age when +one can only admire the charm of manner in the abstract--the Beautiful +for the sake of the Beautiful. I think if I were lying in my grave, the +music of Delaunay's voice would thrill me, under six feet of London +clay. Will no one take any more wine? No. Then we may as well go into +the next room and begin our little Nap.' + +The adjoining room was Sir George's snuggery; and it was here that the +cosy little round games after supper were always played. Sir George was +not a studious person. He never read, and he never wrote, except an +occasional cheque on account, for an importunate tradesman. His +correspondence was conducted by the telegraph or telephone; and the +room, therefore, was absorbed neither by books nor writing desks. It was +furnished solely with a view to comfort. There was a round table in the +centre, under a large moderator lamp which gave an exceptionally +brilliant light. A divan covered with dark brown velvet occupied three +sides of the room. A few choice pieces of old blue Oriental ware in the +corners enlivened the dark brown walls. Three or four easy chairs stood +about near the broad, old-fashioned fireplace, which had been improved +with a modern-antique brass grate and a blue and white tiled hearth. + +'There isn't a room in my house that looks half as comfortable as this +den of yours, George,' said Mr. Smithson, as he seated himself by +Lesbia's side at the card table. + +They had agreed to be partners. 'Partners at cards, even if we are not +to be partners for life,' Smithson had whispered, tenderly; and Lesbia's +only reply had been a modest lowering of lovely eyelids, and a faint, +faint blush. Lesbia's blushes were growing fainter every day. + +'That is because everything in your house is so confoundedly handsome +and expensive,' retorted Sir George, who did not very much care about +being called George, _tout court_, by a person of Mr. Smithson's obscure +antecedents, but who had to endure the familiarity for reasons known +only to himself and Mr. Smithson. 'No man can expect to be comfortable +in a house in which every room has cost a small fortune. My wife +re-arranged this den half-a-dozen years ago when we took to sittin' here +of an evenin'. She picked up the chairs and the blue pots at Bonham's, +had everythin' covered with brown velvet--nice subdued tone, suit old +people--hung up that yaller curtain, just for a bit of colour, and here +we are.' + +'It's the cosiest room in town,' said Colonel Delville, whereupon Mrs. +Mostyn, while counters were being distributed, explained to the company +on scientific principles _why_ the room was comfortable, expatiating +upon the effect of yellow and brown upon the retina, and some curious +facts relating to the optic machinery of water-fleas, as lately +discovered by a great naturalist. + +Unfortunately for science, the game had now begun, and the players were +curiously indifferent as to the visual organs of water-fleas. + +The game went on merrily till the pearly lights of dawn began to creep +through the chinks of Lady Kirkbank's yellow curtain. Everybody seemed +gay, yet everybody could not be winning. Fortune had not smiled upon +Lesbia's cards, or on those of her partner. The Smithson and Haselden +firm had come to grief. Lesbia's little ivory purse had been emptied of +its three or four half-sovereigns, and Mr. Smithson had been +capitalising a losing concern for the last two hours. And the play had +been fast and furious, although nominally for small stakes. + +'I am afraid to think of how much I must owe you,' said Lesbia, when Mr. +Smithson bade her good night. + +'Oh, nothing worth speaking of--sixteen or seventeen pounds, at most.' + +Lesbia felt cold and creepy, and hardly knew whether it was the chill of +new-born day, or the sense of owing money to Horace Smithson. Those +three or four half-sovereigns to-night were the end of her last +remittance from Lady Maulevrier. She had had a great many remittances +from that generous grandmother; and the money had all gone, somehow. It +was gone, and yet she had paid for hardly anything. She had accounts +with all Lady Kirkbank's tradesmen. The money had melted away--it had +oozed out of her pockets--at cards, on the race-course, in reckless +gifts to servants and people, at fancy fairs, for trifles bought here +and there by the way-side, as it were, for the sake of buying. If she +had been suddenly asked for an account of her stewardship she could not +have told what she had done with half of the money. And now she must ask +for twenty pounds more, and immediately, to pay Mr. Smithson. + +She went up to her room in the clear early light, and stood like a +statue, with fixed thoughtful eyes, while Kibble took off her finery, +the pretty pale yellow gown which set off her dark brown hair, her +violet eyes. For the first time in her life she felt the keen pang of +anxiety about money matters--the necessity to think of ways and means. +She had no idea how much money she had received from her grandmother +since she had begun her career in Scotland last autumn. The cheques had +been sent her as she asked for them; sometimes even before she asked for +them; and she had kept no account. She thought her grandmother was so +rich that expenditure could not matter. She supposed that she was +drawing upon an inexhaustible supply. And now Lady Kirkbank had told her +that Lady Maulevrier was not rich, as the world reckons nowadays. The +savings of a dowager countess even in forty years of seclusion could be +but a small fund to draw upon for the expenses of life at high pressure. + +'The sums people spend nowadays are positively appalling,' said Lady +Kirkbank. 'A man with five or six thousand a year is an absolute pauper. +I'm sure our existence is only genteel beggary, and yet we spend over +ten thousand.' + +Enlightened thus by the lips of the worldly-wise, Lesbia thought +ruefully of the bills which her grandmother would have to pay for her at +the end of the season, bills of the amount whereof she could not even +make an approximate guess. Seraphine's charges had never been discussed +in her hearing--but Lady Kirkbank had admitted that the creature was +dear. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +'SWIFT SUBTLE POST, CARRIER OF GRISLY CARE.' + + +Maulevrier called in Arlington Street before twelve o'clock next day, +and found Lesbia just returning from her early ride, looking as fresh +and fair as if there had been no such thing as Nap or late hours in the +story of her life. She was reposing in a large easy chair by the open +window, in habit and hat, just as she had come from the Row, where she +had been laughing and chatting with Mr. Smithson, who jogged demurely by +her side on his short-legged hunter, dropping out envenomed little jokes +about the passers by. People who saw him riding by her side upon this +particular morning fancied there was something more than usual in the +gentleman's manner, and made up their minds that Lady Lesbia Haselden +was to be mistress of the fine house in Park Lane. Mr. Smithson had +fluttered and fluttered for the last five seasons; but this time the +flutterer was caught. + +In her newly-awakened anxiety about money matters, Lesbia had forgotten +Mary's engagement: but the sight of Maulevrier recalled the fact. + +'Come over here and sit down,' she said, 'and tell me this nonsense +about Mary. I am expiring with curiosity. The thing is too absurd.' + +'Why absurd?' asked Maulevrier, sitting where she bade him, and +studiously perusing the name in his hat, as if it were a revelation. + +'Oh, for a thousand reasons,' answered Lesbia, switching the flowers in +the balcony with her light little whip. 'First and foremost it is absurd +to think of any one so buried alive as poor Mary is finding an admirer; +and secondly--well--I don't want to be rude to my own sister--but Mary +is not particularly attractive.' + +'Mary is the dearest girl in the world.' + +'Very likely. I only said that she is not particularly attractive.' + +'And do you think there is no attraction in goodness, in freshness and +innocence, candour, generosity--?' + +'I don't know. But I think that if Mary's nose had been a thought +longer, and if she had kept her skin free from freckles she would have +been almost pretty.' + +'Do you really? Luckily for Mary the man who is going to marry her +thinks her lovely.' + +'I suppose he likes freckles. I once heard a man say he did. He said +they were so original--so much character about them. And, pray, who is +the man?' + +'Your old adorer, and my dear friend, John Hammond.' + +Lesbia turned as pale as death--pale with rage and mortification. It was +not jealousy, this pang which rent her shallow soul. She had ceased to +care for John Hammond. The whirlpool of society had spun that first +fancy out of her giddy brain. But that a man who had loved the highest, +who had worshipped her, the peerless, the beautiful, should calmly +transfer his affections to her younger sister, was to the last degree +exasperating. + +'Your friend Mr. Hammond must be a fickle fool,' she exclaimed, 'who +does not know his own mind from day to day.' + +'Oh, but it was more than a day after you rejected him that he engaged +himself to Molly. It was all my doing, and I am proud of my work. I took +the poor fellow back to Fellside last March, bruised and broken by your +cruel treatment, heartsore and depressed. I gave him over to Molly, and +Molly cured him. Unconsciously, innocently, she won that noble heart. +Ah, Lesbia, you don't know what a heart it is which you so nearly +broke.' + +'Girls in our rank of life can't afford to marry noble hearts,' said +Lesbia, scornfully. 'Do you mean to tell me that Lady Maulevrier +consented to the engagement?' + +'She cut up rather rough at first; but Molly held her own like a young +lioness--and the grandmother gave way. You see she has a fixed idea that +Molly is a very second-rate sort of person compared with you, and that a +husband who was not nearly good enough for you might pass muster for +Molly; and so she gave way, and there isn't a happier young woman in +the three kingdoms than Mary Haselden.' + +'What are they to live upon?' asked Lesbia, with an incredulous air. + +'Mary will have her five hundred a year. And Hammond is a very clever +fellow. You may be sure he will make his mark in the world.' + +'And how are they to live while he is making his mark? Five hundred a +year won't do more than pay for Mary's frocks, if she goes into +society.' + +'Perhaps they will live without society.' + +'In some horrid little hovel in one of those narrow streets off +Ecclestone Square,' suggested Lesbia, shudderingly. 'It is too dreadful +to think of--a young woman dooming herself to life-long penury, just +because she is so foolish as to fall in love.' + +'Your days for falling in love are over, I suppose, Lesbia?' said +Maulevrier, contemplating his sister with keen scrutiny. + +The beautiful face, so perfect in line and colour, curiously recalled +that other face at Fellside; the dowager's face, with its look of marble +coldness, and the half-expressed pain under that outward calm. Here was +the face of one who had not yet known pain or passion. Here was the cold +perfection of beauty with unawakened heart. + +'I don't know; I am too busy to think of such things.' + +'You have done with love; and you have begun to think of marriage, of +establishing yourself properly. People tell me you are going to marry +Mr. Smithson.' + +'People tell you more about me than I know about myself.' + +'Come now, Lesbia, I have a right to know the truth upon this point. +Your brother--your only brother--should be the first person to be told.' + +'When I am engaged, I have no doubt you will be the first person, or the +second person,' answered Lesbia, lightly. 'Lady Kirkbank, living on the +premises, is likely to be the first.' + +'Then you are not engaged to Smithson?' + +'Didn't I tell you so just now? Mr. Smithson did me the honour to make +me an offer yesterday, at about this hour; and I did myself the honour +to reject him.' + +'And yet you were whispering together in the box last night, and you +were riding in the Row with him this morning. I just met a fellow who +saw you together. Do you think it is right, Lesbia, to play fast and +loose with the man--to encourage him, if you don't mean to marry him?' + +'How can you accuse me of encouraging a person whom I flatly refused +yesterday morning? If Mr. Smithson likes my society as a friend, must I +needs deny him my friendship, ask Lady Kirkbank to shut her door against +him? Mr. Smithson is very pleasant as an acquaintance; and although I +don't want to marry him, there's no reason I should snub him.' + +'Smithson is not a man to be trifled with. You will find yourself +entangled in a web which you won't easily break through.' + +'I am not afraid of webs. By-the-bye, is it true that Mr. Smithson is +likely to get a peerage?' + +'I have heard people say as much. Smithson has spent no end of money on +electioneering, and is a power in the House, though he very rarely +speaks. His Berkshire estate gives him a good deal of influence in that +county; at the last general election he subscribed twenty thou to the +Conservative cause; for, like most men who have risen from nothing, your +friend Smithson is a fine old Tory. He was specially elected at the +Carlton six years ago, and has made himself uncommonly useful to his +party. He is supposed to be great on financial questions, and comes out +tremendously on colonial railways or drainage schemes, about which the +House in general is in profound ignorance. On those occasions Smithson +scores high. A man with immense wealth has always chances. No doubt, if +you were to marry him, the peerage would be easily managed. Smithson's +money, backed by the Maulevrier influence, would go a long way. My +grandmother would move heaven and earth in a case of that kind. You had +better take pity on Smithson.' + +Lesbia laughed. That idea of a possible peerage elevated Smithson in her +eyes. She knew nothing of his political career, as she lived in a set +which ignored politics altogether. Mr. Smithson had never talked to her +of his parliamentary duties; and it was a new thing for her to hear that +he had some kind of influence in public affairs. + +'Suppose I were inclined to accept him, would you like him as a +brother-in-law?' she asked lightly. 'I thought from your manner last +night that you rather disliked him.' + +'I don't quite like him or any of his breed, the newly rich, who go +about in society swelling with the sense of their own importance, +perspiring gold, as it were. And one has always a faint suspicion of men +who have got rich very quickly, an idea that there must be some kind of +juggling. Not in the case of a great contractor, perhaps, who can point +to a viaduct and docks and railways, and say, "I built that, and that, +and that. These are the sources of my wealth." But a man who gets +enormously rich by mere ciphering! Where can his money come from, except +out of other people's pockets? I know nothing against your Mr. Smithson, +but I always suspect that class of men,' concluded Maulevrier shaking +his head significantly. + +Lesbia was not much influenced by her brother's notions, she had never +been taught to think him an oracle. On the contrary, she had been told +that his life hitherto had been all foolishness. + +'When are Mary and Mr. Hammond to be married?' she asked, 'Grandmother +says they must wait a year. Mary is much too young--and so on, and so +forth. But I see no reason for waiting.' + +'Surely there are reasons--financial reasons. Mr. Hammond cannot be in a +position to begin housekeeping.' + +'Oh, they will risk all that. Molly is a daring girl. He proposed to her +on the top of Helvellyn, in a storm of wind and rain.' + +'And she never wrote me a word about it. How very unsisterly!' + +'She is as wild as a hawk, and I daresay she was too shy to tell you +anything about it.' + +'Pray when did it all occur?' + +'Just before I came to London.' + +'Two months ago. How absurd for me to be in ignorance all this time! +Well, I hope Mary will be sensible, and not marry till Mr. Hammond is +able to give her a decent home. It would be so dreadful to have a sister +muddling in poverty, and clamouring for one's cast-off gowns.' + +Maulevrier laughed at this gloomy suggestion. + +'It is not easy to foretell the future,' he said, 'but I think I may +venture to promise that Molly will never wear your cast-off gowns.' + +'Oh, you think she would be too proud. You don't know, perhaps, how +poverty--genteel poverty--lowers one's pride. I have heard stories from +Lady Kirkbank that would make your hair stand on end. I am beginning to +know the world.' + +'I am glad of that. If you are to live in the world it is better that +you should know what it is made of. But if I had a voice or a choice in +the matter I had rather my sisters stayed at Grasmere, and remained +ignorant of the world and all its ways.' + +'While you enjoy your life in London. That is just like the selfishness +of a man. Under the pretence of keeping his sisters or his wife secure +from all possible contact with evil, he buries them alive in a country +house, while he has all the wickedness for his own share in London. Oh, +I am beginning to understand the creatures.' + +'I am afraid you are beginning to be wise. Remember that knowledge of +evil was the prelude to the Fall. Well, good-bye.' + +'Won't you stay to lunch?' + +'No, thanks, I never lunch--frightful waste of time. I shall drop in at +the _Haute Gomme_ and take a cup of tea later on.' + +The _Haute Gomme_ was a new club in Piccadilly, which Maulevrier and +some of his friends affected. + +Lesbia went towards the drawing-room door with her brother, and just as +he reached the door she laid her hand caressingly upon his shoulder. He +turned and stared at her, somewhat surprised, for he and she had never +been given to demonstrations of affection. + +'Maulevrier, I want you to do me a favour,' she said, in a low voice, +blushing a little, for the thing she was going to ask was a new thing +for her to ask, and she had a deep sense of shame in making her demand. +'I--I lost money at Nap last night. Only seventeen pounds. Mr. Smithson +and I were partners, and he paid my losses. I want to pay him +immediately, and----' + +'And you are too hard up to do it. I'll write you a cheque this +instant,' said Maulevrier goodnaturedly; but while he was writing the +cheque he took occasion to remonstrate with Lesbia on the foolishness of +card playing. + +'I am obliged to do as Lady Kirkbank does,' she answered feebly. 'If I +were to refuse to play it would be a kind of reproach to her.' + +'I don't think that would kill Lady Kirkbank,' replied Maulevrier, with +a touch of scorn. 'She has had to endure a good many implied reproaches +in her day, and they don't seem to have hurt her very much. I wish to +heaven my grandmother had chosen any one else in London for your +chaperon.' + +'I'm afraid Lady Kirkbank's is rather a rowdy set,' answered Lesbia, +coolly; 'and I sometimes feel as if I had thrown myself away. We go +almost everywhere--at least, there are only just a few houses to which +we are not asked. But those few make all the difference. It is so +humiliating to feel that one is not in quite the best society. However, +Lady Kirkbank is a dear, good old thing, and I am not going to grumble +about her.' + +'I've made the cheque for five-and-twenty. You can cash it at your +milliner's,' said Maulevrier. 'I should not like Smithson to know that +you had been obliged to ask me for the money.' + +'_Apropos_ to Mr. Smithson, do you know if he is in quite the best +society?' asked Lesbia. + +'I don't know what you mean by quite the best. A man of Smithson's +wealth can generally poke his nose in anywhere, if he knows how to +behave himself. But of course there are people with whom money and fine +houses have no weight. The Conservatives are all civil to Smithson +because he comes down handsomely at General Elections, and is useful to +them in other ways. I believe that Smithson's wife, if she were a +thorough-bred one, could go into any society she liked, and make her +house one of the most popular in London. Perhaps that is what you really +wanted to ask. + +'No, it wasn't,' answered Lesbia, carelessly; 'I was only talking for +the sake of talking. A thousand thanks for the cheque, you best of +brothers.' + +'It is not worth talking about; but, Lesbia, don't play cards any more. +Believe me, it is not good form.' + +'Well, I'll try to keep out of it in future. It is horrid to see one's +sovereigns melting away; but there's a delightful excitement in +winning.' + +'No doubt,' answered Maulevrier, with a remorseful sigh. + +He spoke as a reformed plunger, and with many a bitter experience of the +race-course and the card-room. Even now, though he had steadied himself +wonderfully, he could not get on without a little mild gambling--half-crown +pool, whist with half-guinea points--but when he condescended to such small +stakes he felt that he had settled down into a respectable middle-aged +player, and had a right to rebuke the follies of youth. + +Lesbia flew to the piano and sang one of her little German ballads +directly Maulevrier was gone. She felt as if a burden had been lifted +from her soul, now that she was able to pay Mr. Smithson without waiting +to ask Lady Maulevrier for the money. And as she sang she meditated upon +Maulevrier's remarks about Smithson. He knew nothing to the man's +discredit, except that he had grown rich in a short space of time. +Surely no man ought to be blamed for that. And he thought that Mr. +Smithson's wife might make her house the most popular in London. Lesbia, +in her mind's eye, beheld an imaginary Lady Lesbia Smithson giving +dances in that magnificent mansion, entertaining Royal personages. And +the doorways would be festooned with roses, as she had seen them the +other night at a ball in Grosvenor Square; but the house in Grosvenor +Square was a hovel compared with the Smithsonian Palace. + +Lesbia was beginning to be a little tired of Lady Kirkbank and her +surroundings. Life taken _prestissimo_ is apt to pall. Lesbia sighed as +she finished her little song. She was beginning to look upon her +existence as a problem which had been given to her to solve, and the +solution just at present was all dark. + +As she rose from the piano a footman came in with two letters on a +salver--bulky letters, such packages as Lesbia had never seen before. +She wondered what they could be. She opened the thickest envelope first. +It was Seraphine's bill--such a bill, page after page on creamy Bath +post, written in an elegant Italian hand by one of Seraphine's young +women. + +Lesbia looked at it aghast with horror. The total at the foot of the +first page was appalling, ever so much more than she could have supposed +the whole amount of her indebtedness; but the total went on increasing +at the foot of every page, until at sight of the final figures Lesbia +gave a wild shriek, like a wretched creature who has received a telegram +announcing bitterest loss. + +The final total was twelve hundred and ninety-three pounds seventeen and +sixpence! + +Thirteen hundred pounds for clothes in eight weeks! + +No, the thing was a cheat, a mistake. They had sent her somebody else's +bill. She had not had half these things. + +She read the first page, her heart beating violently as she pored over +the figures, her eyes dim and clouded with the trouble of her brain. + +Yes, there was her court dress. The description was too minute to be +mistaken; and the court dress, with feathers, and shoes, and gloves, and +fan, came to a hundred and thirty pounds. Then followed innumerable +items. The very simplest of her gowns cost five-and-twenty +pounds--frocks about which Seraphine had talked so carelessly, as if two +or three more or less could make no difference. Bonnets and hats, at +five or seven guineas apiece, swelled the account. Parasols and fans +were of fabulous price, as it seemed to Lesbia; and the shoes and +stockings to match her various gowns occurred again and again between +the more important items, like the refrain of an old ballad. All the +useless and unnessary things which she had ordered, because she thought +them pretty or because she was told they were fashionable, rose up +against her in the figures of the bill, like the record of forgotten +sins at the Day of Judgment. + +She sank into a chair, pallid with consternation, and sat with the bill +in her lap, turning the pages listlessly, and staring at the figures. + +'It cannot be so much,' she cried to herself. 'It must be added up +wrong;' and then she feebly tried to cast up a column; but arithmetic +not being one of those accomplishments which Lady Maulevrier deemed +necessary to a patrician beauty's success in life, Lesbia's education +had been somewhat neglected upon this point, and she flung the bill from +her in a rage, unable to hold the figures in her brain. + +She opened the second envelope, her jeweller's account. At the very +first item she gave another scream, fainter than the first, for her mind +was getting hardened against such shocks. + +'To re-setting a suite of amethysts, with forty-four finest Brazilian +brilliants, three hundred and fifteen pounds.' + +Then followed the trifles she had bought at different visits to the +shop--casual purchases, bought on the impulse of the moment. These +swelled the account to a little over eight hundred pounds. Lesbia sat +like a statue, numbed by despair, appalled at the idea of owing over two +thousand pounds. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +'ROSES CHOKED AMONG THORNS AND THISTLES.' + + +Lady Lesbia ate no luncheon that day. She went to her own room and had a +cup of tea to steady her nerves, and sent to ask Lady Kirkbank to go to +her as soon as she had finished luncheon. Lady Kirkbank's luncheon was a +serious business, a substantial leisurely meal with which she fortified +herself for the day's work. It enabled her to endure all the fatigues of +visits and park, and to be airily indifferent to the charms of dinner; +for Lady Kirkbank was not one of those matrons who with advanced years +take to _gourmandise_ as a kind of fine art. She gave good dinners, +because she knew people would not come to Arlington Street to eat bad +ones; but she was not a person who lived only to dine. At luncheon she +gave her healthy appetite full scope, and ate like a ploughman. + +She found Lesbia in her white muslin dressing-gown, with cheeks as pale +as the gown she wore. She was sitting in an easy chair, with a low +tea-table at her side, and the two bills were in the tray among the +tea-things. + +'Have you any idea how much I owe Seraphine and Cabochon?' she asked, +looking up despairingly at Lady Kirkbank. + +'What, have they sent in their bills already?' + +'Already! I wish they had sent them before. I should have known how +deeply I was getting into debt.' + +'Are they very heavy?' + +'They are dreadful! I owe over two thousand pounds. How can I tell Lady +Maulevrier that? Two thousand one hundred pounds! It is awful.' + +'There are women in London who would think very little of owing twice as +much,' said Lady Kirkbank, in a comforting tone, though the fact, +seriously considered, could hardly afford comfort. 'Your grandmother +said you were to have _carte blanche_. She may think that you have been +just a little extravagant; but she can hardly be angry with you for +having taken her at her word. Two thousand pounds! Yes, it certainly is +rather stiff.' + +'Seraphine is a cheat!' exclaimed Lesbia, angrily. 'Her prices are +positively exorbitant!' + +'My dear child, you must not say that. Seraphine is positively moderate +in comparison with the new people.' + +'And Mr. Cabochon, too. The idea of his charging me three hundred +guineas for re-setting those stupid old amethysts.' + +'My dear, you _would_ have diamonds mixed with them,' said Lady +Kirkbank, reproachfully. + +Lesbia turned away her head with an impatient sigh. She remembered +perfectly that it was Lady Kirkbank who had persuaded her to order the +diamond setting; but there was no use in talking about it now. The thing +was done. She was two thousand pounds in debt--two thousand pounds to +these two people only--and there were ever so many shops at which she +had accounts--glovers, bootmakers, habit-makers, the tailor who made her +Newmarket coats and cloth gowns, the stationer who supplied her with +note-paper of every variety, monogrammed, floral; sporting, illuminated +with this or that device, the follies of the passing hour, hatched by +penniless Invention in a garret, pandering to the vanities of the idle. + +'I must write to my grandmother by this afternoon's post,' said Lesbia, +with a heavy sigh. + +'Impossible. We have to be at the Ranelagh by four o'clock. Smithson +and some other men are to meet us there. I have promised to drive Mrs. +Mostyn down. You had better begin to dress.' + +'But I ought to write to-day. I had better ask for this money at once, +and have done with it. Two thousand pounds! I feel as if I were a thief. +You say my grandmother is not a rich woman?' + +'Not rich as the world goes nowadays. Nobody is rich now, except your +commercial magnates, like Smithson. Great peers, unless their money is +in London ground-rents, are great paupers. To own land is to be +destitute. I don't suppose two thousand pounds will break your +grandmother's bank; but of course it is a large sum to ask for at the +end of two months; especially as she sent you a good deal of money while +we were at Cannes. If you were engaged--about to make a really good +match--you could ask for the money as a matter of course; but as it is, +although you have been tremendously admired, from a practical point of +view you are a failure.' + +A failure. It was a hard word, but Lesbia felt it was true. She, the +reigning beauty, the cynosure of every eye, had made no conquest worth +talking about, except Mr. Smithson. + +'Don't tell your grandmother anything about the bills for a week or +two,' said Lady Kirkbank, soothingly. 'The creatures can wait for their +money. Give yourself time to think.' + +'I will,' answered Lesbia, dolefully. + +'And now make haste, and get ready for the Ranelagh. My love, your eyes +are dreadfully heavy. You _must_ use a little belladonna. I'll send +Rilboche to you.' + +And for the first time in her life, Lesbia, too depressed to argue the +point, consented to have her eyes doctored by Rilboche. + +She was gay enough at the Ranelagh, and looked her loveliest at a dinner +party that evening, and went to three parties after the dinner, and went +home in the faint light of early morning, after sitting out a late waltz +in a balcony with Mr. Smithson, a balcony banked round with hot-house +flowers which were beginning to droop a little in the chilly morning +air, just as beauty drooped under the searching eye of day. + +Lesbia put the bills in her desk, and gave herself time to think, as +Lady Kirkbank advised her. But the thinking progress resulted in very +little good. All the thought of which she was capable would not reduce +the totals of those two dreadful accounts. And every day brought some +fresh bill. The stationer, the bootmaker, the glover, the perfumer, +people who had courted Lady Lesbia's custom with an air which implied +that the honour of serving fashionable beauty was the first +consideration, and the question of payment quite a minor point--these +now began to ask for their money in the most prosaic way. Every straw +added to Lesbia's burden; and her heart grew heavier with every post. + +'One can see the season is waning when these people begin to pester +with their accounts,' said Lady Kirkbank, who always talked of tradesmen +as if they were her natural enemies. + +Lesbia accepted this explanation of the avalanche of bills, and never +suspected Lady Kirkbank's influence in the matter. It happened, however, +that the chaperon, having her own reasons for wishing to bring Mr. +Smithson's suit to a successful issue, had told Seraphine and the other +people to send in their bills immediately. Lady Lesbia would be leaving +London in a week or so, she informed these purveyors, and would like to +settle everything before she went away. + +Mr. Smithson appeared in Arlington Street almost every day, and was full +of schemes for new pleasures--or pleasures as nearly new as the world of +fashion can afford. He was particularly desirous that Sir George and +Lady Kirkbank, with Lady Lesbia, should stay at his Berkshire place +during the Henley week. He had a large steam launch, and the regatta was +a kind of carnival for his intimate friends, who were not too proud to +riot and batten upon the parvenu's luxurious hospitality, albeit they +were apt to talk somewhat slightingly of his antecedents. + +Lady Kirkbank felt that this invitation was a turning point, and that if +Lesbia went to stay at Rood Hall, her acceptance of Mr. Smithson was a +certainty. She would see him at his place in Berkshire in the most +flattering aspect; his surroundings as lord of the manor, and owner of +one of the finest old places in the county, would lend dignity to his +insignificance. Lesbia at first expressed a strong disinclination to go +to Rood Hall. There would be a most unpleasant feeling in stopping at +the house of a man whom she had refused, she told Lady Kirkbank. + +'My dear, Mr. Smithson has forgiven you,' answered her chaperon. 'He is +the soul of good nature.' + +'One would think he was accustomed to be refused,' said Lesbia. 'I don't +want to go to Rood Hall, but I don't want to spoil your Henley week. +Could not I run down to Grasmere for a week, with Kibble to take care of +me, and see dear grandmother? I could tell her about those dreadful +bills.' + +'Bury yourself at Grasmere in the height of the season! Not to be +thought of! Besides, Lady Maulevrier objected before to the idea of your +travelling alone with Kibble. No! if you can't make up your mind to go +to Rood Hall, George and I must make up our minds to stay away. But it +will be rather hard lines; for that Henley week is quite the jolliest +thing in the summer.' + +'Then I'll go,' said Lesbia, with a resigned air. 'Not for worlds would +I deprive you and Sir George of a pleasure.' + +In her heart of hearts she rather wished to see Rood Hall. She was +curious to behold the extent and magnitude of Mr. Smithson's +possessions. She had seen his Italian villa in Park Lane, the perfection +of modern art, modern skill, modern taste, reviving the old eternally +beautiful forms, recreating the Pitti Palace--the homes of the +Medici--the halls of dead and gone Doges--and now she was told that Rood +Hall--a genuine old English manor-house, in perfect preservation--was +even more interesting than the villa in Park Lane. At Rood Hall there +were ideal stables and farm, hot-houses without number, rose gardens, +lawns, the river, and a deer park. + +So the invitation was accepted, and Mr. Smithson immediately laid +himself at Lesbia's feet, as it were, with regard to all other +invitations for the Henley festival. Whom should he ask to meet +her?--whom would she have? + +'You are very good,' she said, 'but I have really no wish to be +consulted. I am not a royal personage, remember. I could not presume to +dictate.' + +'But I wish you to dictate. I wish you to be imperious in the expression +of your wishes.' + +'Lady Kirkbank has a better right than I, if anybody is to be +consulted,' said Lesbia, modestly. + +'Lady Kirkbank is an old dear, who gets on delightfully with everybody. +But you are more sensitive. Your comfort might be marred by an obnoxious +presence. I will ask nobody whom you do not like--who is not thoroughly +_simpatico_. Have you no particular friends of your own choosing whom +you would like me to ask?' + +Lesbia confessed that she had no such friends. She liked everybody +tolerably; but she had not a talent for friendship. Perhaps it was +because in the London season one was too busy to make friends. + +'I can fancy two girls getting quite attached to each other, out of the +season,' she said, 'but in May and June life is all a rush and a +scramble----' + +'And one has no time to gather wayside flowers of friendship,' +interjected Mr. Smithson. 'Still, if there are no people for whom you +have an especial liking, there _must_ be people whom you detest.' + +Lesbia owned that it was so. Detestation came of itself, naturally. + +'Then let me be sure I do not ask any of your pet aversions,' said Mr. +Smithson. 'You met Mr. Plantagenet Parsons, the theatrical critic, at my +house. Shall we have him?' + +'I like all amusing people.' + +'And Horace Meander, the poet. Shall we have him? He is brimful of +conceits and affectations, but he's a tremendous joke.' + +'Mr. Meander is charming.' + +'Suppose we ask Mostyn and his wife? Her scraps of science are rather +good fun.' + +'I haven't the faintest objection to the Mostyns,' replied Lesbia. 'But +who are "we"?' + +'We are you and I, for the nonce. The invitations will be issued +ostensibly by me, but they will really emanate from you.' + +'I am to be the shadow behind the throne,' said Lesbia. 'How +delightful!' + +'I would rather you were the sovereign ruler, on the throne,' answered +Smithson, tenderly. 'That throne shall be empty till you fill it.' + +'Please go on with your list of people,' said Lesbia, checking this gush +of sentiment. + +She began to feel somehow that she was drifting from all her moorings, +that in accepting this invitation to Rood Hall she was allowing herself +to be ensnared into an alliance about which she was still doubtful. If +anything better had appeared in the prospect of her life--if any +worthier suitor had come forward, she would have whistled Mr. Smithson +down the wind; but no worthier suitor had offered himself. It was +Smithson or nothing. If she did not accept Smithson, she would go back +to Fellside heavily burdened with debt, and an obvious failure. She +would have run the gauntlet of a London season without definite result; +and this, to a young woman so impressed with her own transcendent +merits, was a most humiliating state of things. + +Other people's names were suggested by Mr. Smithson and approved by +Lesbia, and a house party of about fourteen in all was made up. Mr. +Smithson's steam launch would comfortably accommodate that number. He +had a couple of barges for chance visitors, and kept an open table on +board them during the regatta. + +The visit arranged, the next question was gowns. Lesbia had gowns enough +to have stocked a draper's shop; but then, as she and Lady Kirkbank +deplored, the difficulty was that she had worn them all, some as many as +three or four times. They were doubtless all marked and known. Some of +them had been described in the society papers. At Henley she would be +expected to wear something distinctly new, to introduce some new fashion +of gown or hat or parasol. No matter how ugly the new thing might be, so +long as it was startling; no matter how eccentric, provided it was +original. + +'What am I to do?' asked Lesbia, despairingly. + +'There is only one thing that can be done. We must go instantly to +Seraphine and insist upon her inventing something. If she has no idea +ready she must telegraph Worth and get him to send something over. Your +old things will do very well for Rood Hall. You have no end of pretty +gowns for morning and evening; but you must be original on the race +days. Your gowns will be in all the papers.' + +'But I shall be only getting deeper into debt,' said Lesbia, with a +sigh. + +'That can't be helped. If you go into society you must be properly +dressed. We'll go to Clanricarde Place directly after luncheon, and see +what that old harpy has to show us.' + +Lesbia had a rather uncomfortable feeling about facing the fair +Seraphine, without being able to give her a cheque upon account of that +dreadful bill. She had quite accepted Lady Kirkbank's idea that bills +never need be discharged in full, and that the true system of finance +was to give an occasional cheque on account, as a sop to Cerberus. True, +that while Cerberus fattened on the sops the bill seemed always growing; +and the final crash, when Cerberus grew savage and sops could be no more +accepted, was too awful to be thought about. + +Lesbia entered Seraphine's Louis-seize drawing-room with a faint +expectation of unpleasantness; but after a little whispering between +Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker, the latter came to Lesbia smiling +graciously, and seemingly full of eagerness for new orders. + +'Miladi says you want something of the most original--_tant soit peu +risqué_--for 'Enley,' she said. 'Let us see now,' and she tapped her +forehead with a gold thimble which nobody had ever seen her use, but +which looked respectable. 'There is ze dresses that Chaumont wear in zis +new play, _Une Faute dans le Passé_. Yes, zere is the watare dress--a +boating party at Bougival, a toilet of the most new, striking, +_écrasant_, what you English call a "screamer."' + +'What a genius you are, Fifine,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, rapturously. +'The _Faute dans le Passé_ was only produced last week. No one will have +thought of copying Chaumont's gowns yet awhile. The idea is an +inspiration.' + +'What is the boating costume like?' asked Lady Lesbia, faintly. + +'An exquisite combination of simplicity with _élan_,' answered the +dressmaker. 'A skin-tight indigo silk Jersey bodice, closely studded +with dark blue beads, a flounced petticoat of indigo and amber foulard, +an amber scarf drawn tightly round the hips, and a dark blue toque with +a large bunch of amber poppies. Tan-coloured mousquetaire gloves, and +Hessian boots of tan-coloured kid.' + +'Hessian boots!' ejaculated Lesbia. + +'But, yes, Miladi. The petticoat is somewhat short, you comprehend, to +escape the damp of the deck, and, after all, Hessians are much less +indelicate than silk stockings, legs _à cru_, as one may say.' + +'Lesbia, you will look enchanting in yellow Hessians,' said Lady +Kirkbank, 'Let the dress be put in hand instantly, Seraphine.' + +Lesbia was inclined to remonstrate. She did not admire the description +of the costume, she would rather have something less outrageous. + +'Outrageous! It is only original,' exclaimed her chaperon. 'If Chaumont +wears it you may be sure it is perfect.' + +'But on the stage, by gaslight, in the midst of unrealities,' argued +Lesbia. 'That makes such a difference.' + +'My dear, there is no difference nowadays between the stage and the +drawing-room. Whatever Chaumont wears you may wear. And now let us think +of the second day. I think as your first costume is to be nautical, and +rather masculine, your second should be somewhat languishing and +_vaporeux_. Creamy Indian muslin, wild flowers, a large Leghorn hat.' + +'And what will Miladi herself wear?' asked the French woman of Lady +Kirkbank. 'She must have something of new.' + +'No, at my age, it doesn't matter. I shall wear one of my cotton frocks, +and my Dunstable hat.' + +Lesbia shuddered, for Lady Kirkbank in her cotton frock was a spectacle +at which youth laughed and age blushed. But after all it did not matter +to Lesbia. She would have liked a less rowdy chaperon; but as a foil to +her own fresh young beauty Lady Kirkbank was admirable. + +They drove down to Rood Hall early next week, Sir George conveying them +in his drag, with a change of horses at Maidenhead. The weather was +peerless; the country exquisite, approached from London. How different +that river landscape looks to the eyes of the traveller returning from +the wild West of England, the wooded gorges of Cornwall and Devon, the +Tamar and the Dart. Then how small and poor and mean seems silvery +Thames, gliding peacefully between his willowy bank, singing his lullaby +to the whispering sedges; a poor little river, a flat commonplace +landscape, says the traveller, fresh from moorland and tor, from the +rocky shore of the Atlantic, the deep clefts of the great, red hills. + +To Lesbia's eyes the placid stream and the green pastures, breathing +odours of meadow-sweet and clover, seemed passing lovely. She was +pleased with her own hat and parasol too, which made her graciously +disposed towards the landscape; and the last packet of gloves from North +Audley Street fitted without a wrinkle. The glovemaker was beginning to +understand her hand, which was a study for a sculptor, but which had its +little peculiarities. + +Nor was she ill-disposed to Mr. Smithson, who had come up to town by an +early train, in order to lunch in Arlington Street and go back by coach, +seated just behind Lady Lesbia, who had the box seat beside Sir George. + +The drive was delightful. It was a few minutes after five when the coach +drove past the picturesque old gate-house into Mr. Smithson's Park, and +Rood Hall lay on the low ground in front of them, with its back to the +river. It was an old red brick house in the Tudor style, with an +advanced porch, and four projecting wings, three stories high, with +picturesque spire roofs overtopping the main building. Around the house +ran a boldly-carved stone parapet, bearing the herons and bulrushes +which were the cognisance of the noble race for which the mansion was +built. Numerous projecting mullioned windows broke up the line of the +park front. Lesbia was fain to own that Rood Hall was even better than +Park Lane. In London Mr. Smithson had created a palace; but it was a new +palace, which still had a faint flavour of bricks and mortar, and which +was apt to remind the spectator of that wonderful erection of Aladdin, +the famous Parvenu of Eastern story. Here, in Berkshire, Mr. Smithson +had dropped into a nest which had been kept warm for him for three +centuries, aired and beautified by generations of a noble race which had +obligingly decayed and dwindled in order to make room for Mr. Smithson. +Here the Parvenu had bought a home mellowed by the slow growth of years, +touched into poetic beauty by the chastening fingers of time. His artist +friends told him that every brick in the red walls was 'precious,' a +mystery of colour which only a painter could fitly understand and value. +Here he had bought associations, he had bought history. He had bought +the dust of Elizabeth's senators, the bones of her court beauties. The +coffins in the Mausoleum yonder in the ferny depths of the Park, the +village church just outside the gates--these had all gone with the +property. + +Lesbia went up the grand staircase, through the long corridors, in a +dream of wonder. Brought up at Fellside, in that new part of the +Westmoreland house which had been built by her grandmother and had no +history, she felt thrilled by the sober splendour of this fine old +manorial mansion. All was sound and substantial, as if created +yesterday, so well preserved had been the goods and chattels of the +noble race; and yet all wore such unmistakeable marks of age. The deep +rich colouring of the wainscot, the faded hues of the tapestry, the +draperies of costliest velvet and brocade, were all sobered by the +passing of years. + +Mr. Smithson had shown his good taste in having kept all things as Sir +Hubert Heronville, the last of his race, had left them; and the +Heronvilles had been one of those grand old Tory races which change +nothing of the past. + +Lady Lesbia's bedroom was the State chamber, which had been occupied by +kings and queens in days of yore. That grandiose four-poster, with the +carved ebony columns, cut velvet curtains, and plumes of ostrich +feathers, had been built for Elizabeth, when she deigned to include Rood +Hall in one of her royal progresses. Charles the First had rested his +weary head upon those very pillows, before he went on to the Inn at +Uxbridge, where he was to be lodged less luxuriously. James the Second +had stayed there when Duke of York, with Mistress Anne Hyde, before he +acknowledged his marriage to the multitude; and Anne's daughter had +occupied the same room as Queen of England forty years later; and now +the Royal Chamber, with adjacent dressing-room, and oratory, and +spacious boudoir all in the same suite, was reserved for Lady Lesbia +Haselden. + +'I'm afraid you are spoiling me,' she told Mr. Smithson, when he asked +if she approved of the rooms that had been allotted to her. 'I feel +quite ashamed of myself among the ghosts of dead and gone queens.' + +'Why so? Surely the Royalty of beauty has as divine a right as that of +an anointed sovereign.' + +'I hope the Royal personages don't walk,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, in +her girlish tone; 'this is just the house in which one would expect +ghosts.' + +Whereupon Mrs. Mostyn hastened to enlighten the company upon the real +causes of ghost-seeing, which she had lately studied in Carpenter's +'Mental Physiology,' and favoured them with a diluted version of the +views of that authority. + +This was at afternoon tea in the library, where the brass-wired +bookcases, filled with mighty folios and handsome octavos in old +bindings, looked as if they had not been opened for a century. The +literature of past ages furnished the room, and made a delightful +background. The literature of the present lay about on the tables, and +testified that the highest intellectual flight of the inhabitants of +Rood Hall was a dip into the _Contemporary_ or the _Nineteenth Century_, +or the perusal of the last new scandal in the shape of Reminiscences or +Autobiography. One large round table was consecrated to Mudie, another +to Rolandi. On the one side you had Mrs. Oliphant, on the other Zola, +exemplifying the genius of the two nations. + +After tea Mr. Smithson's visitors, most of whom had arrived in Sir +George's drag, explored the grounds. These were lovely beyond expression +in the low afternoon light. Cedars of Lebanon spread their broad shadows +on the velvet lawn, yews and Wellingtonias of mighty growth made an +atmosphere of gloom in some parts of the grounds. One great feature was +the Ladies' Garden, a spot apart, a great square garden surrounded with +a laurel wall, eight feet high, containing a rose garden, where the +choicest specimens grew and flourished, while in the centre there was a +circular fish-pond with a fountain. There was a Lavender Walk too, +another feature of the grounds at Rood Hall, an avenue of tall lavender +bushes, much affected by the stately dames of old. + +Modern manners preferred the river terrace, as a pleasant place on which +to loiter after dinner, to watch the boats flashing by in the evening +light, or the sun going down behind a fringe of willows on the opposite +bank. This Italian terrace, with its statues, and carved vases filled +with roses, fuchsias, and geraniums, was the great point of rendezvous +at Rood Hall--an ideal spot whereon to linger in the deepening twilight, +from which to gaze upon the moonlit river later on in the night. + +The windows of the drawing-room, and music-room, and ballroom opened on +to this terrace, and the royal wing--the tower-shaped wing now devoted +to Lady Lesbia, looked upon the terrace and the river. + +'Lovely as your house is altogether, I think this river view is the +best part of it,' said Lady Lesbia, as she strolled with Mr. Smithson on +the terrace after dinner, dressed in Indian muslin which was almost as +poetical as a vapour, and with a cloud of delicate lace wrapped round +her head. 'I think I shall spend half of my life at my boudoir window, +gloating over that delicious landscape.' + +Horace Meander, the poet, was discoursing to a select group upon that +peculiar quality of willows which causes them to shiver, and quiver, and +throw little lights and shadows on the river, and on the subtle, +ineffable beauty of twilight, which perhaps, however utterly beautiful +in the abstract, would have been more agreeable to him personally if he +had not been surrounded by a cloud of gnats, which refused to be +buffeted off his laurel-crowned head. + +While Mr. Meander poetised in his usual eloquent style, Mrs. Mostyn, as +a still newer light, discoursed as eloquently to little a knot of women, +imparting valuable information upon the anatomical structure and +individual peculiarities of those various insects which are the pests of +a summer evening. + +'You don't like gnats!' exclaimed the lady; 'how very extraordinary. Do +you know I have spent days and weeks upon the study of their habits and +dear little ways. They are the most interesting creatures--far superior +to _us_ in intellect. Do you know that they fight, and that they have +tribes which are life-long enemies--like those dreadful Corsicans--and +that they make little sepulchres in the bark of trees, and bury each +other--alive, if they can; and they hold vestries, and have burial +boards. They are most absorbing creatures, if you only give yourself up +to the study of them; but it is no use to be half-hearted in a study of +that kind. I went without so much as a cup of tea for twenty-four hours, +watching my gnats, for fear the opening of the door should startle them. +Another time I shall make the nursery governess watch for me.' + +'How interesting, how noble of you,' exclaimed the other ladies; and +then they began to talk about bonnets, and about Mr. Smithson, to +speculate how much money this house and all his other houses had cost +him, and to wonder if he was really rich, or if he were only one of +those great financial windbags which so often explode and leave the +world aghast, marvelling at the ease with which it has been deluded. + +They wondered, too, whether Lady Lesbia Haselden meant to marry him. + +'Of course she does, my dear,' answered Mrs. Mostyn, decisively. + +'You don't suppose that after having studied the habits of _gnats_ I +cannot read such a poor shallow creature as a silly vain girl. Of course +Lady Lesbia means to marry Mr. Smithson's fine houses; and she is only +amusing herself and swelling her own importance by letting him dangle in +a kind of suspense which is not suspense; for he knows as well as she +does that she means to have him.' + +The next day was given up, first to seeing the house, an amusement which +lasted very well for an hour or so after breakfast, and then to +wandering in a desultory manner, to rowing and canoeing, and a little +sailing, and a good deal of screaming and pretty timidity upon the blue +bright river; to gathering wild flowers and ferns in rustic lanes, and +to an _al fresco_ luncheon in the wood at Medmenham, and then dinner, +and then music, an evening spent half within and half without the +music-room, cigarettes sparkling, like glowworms on the terrace, tall +talk from Mr. Meander, long quotations from his own muse and that of +Rossetti, a little Shelley, a little Keats, a good deal of Swinburne. +The festivities were late on this second evening, as Mr. Smithson had +invited a good many people from the neighbourhood, but the house party +were not the less early on the following morning, which was the first +Henley day. + +It was a peerless morning, and all the brasswork of Mr. Smithson's +launch sparkled and shone in the sun, as she lay in front of the +terrace. A wooden pier, a portable construction, was thrown out from the +terrace steps, to enable the company to go on board the launch without +the possibility of wet feet or damaged raiment. + +Lesbia's Chaumount costume was a success. The women praised it, the men +stared and admired. The dark-blue silken jersey, sparkling with closely +studded indigo beads, fitted the slim graceful figure as a serpent's +scales fit the serpent. The coquettish little blue silk toque, the +careless cluster of gold-coloured poppies, against the glossy brown +hair, the large sunshade of old gold satin lined with indigo, the +flounced petticoat of softest Indian silk, the dainty little +tan-coloured boots with high heels and pointed toes, were all perfect +after their fashion; and Mr. Smithson felt that the liege lady of his +life, the woman he meant to marry willy nilly, would be the belle of the +race-course. Nor was he disappointed. Everybody in London had heard of +Lady Lesbia Haselden. Her photograph was in all the West-End windows, +was enshrined in the albums of South Kensington and Clapham, Maida Vale +and Haverstock Hill. People whose circles were far remote from Lady +Lesbia's circle, were as familiar with her beauty as if they had known +her from her cradle. And all these outsiders wanted to see her in the +flesh, just as they always thirst to behold Royal personages. So when it +became known that the beautiful Lady Lesbia Haselden was on board Mr. +Smithson's launch, all the people in the small boats, or on neighbouring +barges, made it their business to have a good look at her. The launch +was almost mobbed by those inquisitive little boats in the intervals +between the races. + +'What are the people all staring and hustling one another for?' asked +Lesbia, innocently. She had seen the same hustling and whispering and +staring in the hall at the opera, when she was waiting for her carriage; +but she chose to affect unconsciousness. 'What do they all want?' + +'I think they want to see you,' said Mr. Smithson, who was sitting by +her side. 'A very natural desire.' + +Lesbia laughed, and lowered the big yellow sunshade, so as to hide +herself altogether from the starers. + +'How silly!' she exclaimed. 'It is all the fault of those horrid +photographers: they vulgarise everything and everybody. I will never be +photographed again.' + +'Oh yes, you will, and in that frock. It's the prettiest thing I've seen +for a long time. Why do you hide yourself from those poor wretches, who +keep rowing backwards and forwards in an obviously aimless way, just to +get a peep at you _en passant_? What happiness for us who live near you, +and can gaze when we will, without all those absurd manoeuvres. There +goes the signal--and now for a hard-fought race.' + +Lesbia pretended to be interested in the racing--she pretended to be +gay, but her heart was as heavy as lead. The burden of debt, which had +been growing ever since Seraphine sent in her bill, was weighing her +down to the dust. + +She owed three thousand pounds. It seemed incredible that she should owe +so much, that a girl's frivolous fancies and extravagances could amount +to such a sum within so short a span. But thoughtless purchases, +ignorant orders, had run on from week to week, and the main result was +an indebtedness of close upon three thousand pounds. + +Three thousand pounds! The sum was continually sounding in her ears like +the cry of a screech owl. The very ripple of the river flowing so +peacefully under the blue summer sky seemed to repeat the words. Three +thousand pounds! 'Is it much?' she wondered, having no standard of +comparison. 'Is it very much more than my grandmother will expect me to +have spent in the time? Will it trouble her to have to pay those bills? +Will she be very angry?' + +These were questions which Lesbia kept asking herself, in every pause of +her frivolous existence; in such a pause as this, for instance, while +the people round her were standing breathless, open-mouthed, gazing +after the boats. She did not care a straw for the boats, who won, or who +lost the race. It was all a hollow mockery. Indeed it seemed just now +that the only real thing in life was those accursed bills, which would +have to be paid somehow. + +She had told Lady Maulevrier nothing about them as yet. She had allowed +herself to be advised by Lady Kirkbank, and she had taken time to think. +But thought had given her no help. The days were gliding onward, and +Lady Maulevrier would have to be told. + +She meditated perplexedly about her grandmother's income. She had never +heard the extent of it, but had taken for granted that Lady Maulevrier +was rich. Would three thousand pounds make a great inroad on that +income? Would it be a year's income?--half a year's? Lesbia had no idea. +Life at Fellside was carried on in an elegant manner--with considerable +luxury in house and garden--a luxury of flowers, a lavish expenditure of +labour. Yet the expenditure of Lady Maulevrier's existence, spent always +on the same spot, must be as nothing to the money spent in such a life +as Lady Kirkbank's, which involved the keeping up of three or four +houses, and costly journeys to and fro, and incessant change of attire. + +No doubt Lady Maulevrier had saved money; yes, she must have saved +thousands during her long seclusion, Lesbia argued. Her grandmother had +told her that she was to look upon herself as an heiress. This could +only mean that Lady Maulevrier had a fortune to leave her; and this +being so, what could it matter if she had anticipated some of her +portion? And yet there was in her heart of hearts a terrible fear of +that stern dowager, of the cold scorn in those splendid eyes when she +should stand revealed in all her foolishness, her selfish, mindless, +vain extravagances. She, who had never been reproved, shrank with a +sickly dread from the idea of reproof. And to be told that her career as +a fashionable beauty had been a failure! That would be the bitterest +pang of all. + +Soon came luncheon, and Heidseck, and then an afternoon which was gayer +than the morning had been, inasmuch as every one babbled and laughed +more after luncheon. And then there was five o'clock tea on deck, under +the striped Japanese awning, to the jingle of banjos, enlivened by the +wit of black-faced minstrels, amidst wherries and canoes and gondolas, +and ponderous houseboats, and snorting launches, crowding the sides of +the sunlit river, in full view of the crowd yonder in front of the Red +Lion, and here on this nearer bank, and all along either shore, fringing +the green meadows with a gaudy border of smartly-dressed humanity. + +It was a gay scene, and Lesbia gave herself up to the amusement of the +hour, and talked and chaffed as she had learned to talk and chaff in one +brief season, holding her own against all comers. + +Rood Hall looked lovely when they went back to it in the gloaming, an +Elizabethan pile crowned with towers. The four wings with their conical +roofs, the massive projecting windows, grey stone, ruddy brickwork, +lattices reflecting the sunlight, Italian terrace and blue river in the +foreground, cedars and yews at the back, all made a splendid picture of +an English ancestral home. + +'Nice old place, isn't it?' asked Mr. Smithson, seeing Lesbia's +admiring gaze as the launch neared the terrace. They two were standing +in the bows, apart from all the rest. + +'Nice! it is simply perfect.' + +'Oh no, it isn't. There is one thing wanted yet.' + +'What is that?' + +'A wife. You are the only person who can make any house of mine perfect. +Will you?' He took her hand, which she did not withdraw from his grasp. +He bent his head and kissed the little hand in its soft Swedish glove. + +'Will you, Lesbia?' he repeated earnestly; and she answered softly, +'Yes.' + +That one brief syllable was more like a sigh than a spoken word, and it +seemed to her as if in the utterance of that syllable the three thousand +pounds had been paid. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +'KIND IS MY LOVE TO-DAY, TO-MORROW KIND.' + + +While Lady Lesbia was draining the cup of London folly and London care +to the dregs, Lady Mary was leading her usual quiet life beside the +glassy lake, where the green hill-sides and sheep walks were reflected +in all their summer verdure under the cloudless azure of a summer sky. A +monotonous life--passing dull as seen from the outside--and yet Mary was +very happy, happy even in her solitude, with the grave deep joy of a +satisfied heart, a mind at rest. All life had taken a new colour since +her engagement to John Hammond. A sense of new duties, an awakening +earnestness had given a graver tone to her character. Her spirits were +less wild, yet not less joyous than of old. The joy was holier, deeper. + +Her lover's letters were the chief delight of her lonely days. To read +them again and again, and ponder upon them, and then to pour out all her +heart and mind in answering them. These were pleasures enough for her +young life. Hammond's letters were such as any woman might be proud to +receive. They were not love-letters only. He wrote as friend to friend; +not descending from the proud pinnacle of masculine intelligence to the +lower level of feminine silliness; not writing down to a simple country +girl's capacity; but writing fully and fervently, as if there were no +subject too lofty or too grave for the understanding of his betrothed. +He wrote as one sure of being sympathised with, wrote as to his second +self: and Mary showed herself not unworthy of the honour thus rendered +to her intellect. + +There was one world which had newly opened to Mary since her +engagement, and that was the world of politics. Hammond had told her +that his ambition was to succeed as a politician--to do some good in his +day as one of the governing body; and of late she had made it her +business to learn how England and the world outside England were +governed. + +She had no natural leaning to the study of political economy. Instead, +she had always imagined any question relating to the government of her +country to be inherently dry-as-dust and uninviting. But had John +Hammond devoted his days to the study of Coptic manuscripts, or the +arrow-headed inscriptions upon Assyrian tablets, she would have toiled +her hardest in the endeavour to make herself a Coptic scholar, or an +adept in the cuneiform characters. If he had been a student of Chinese, +she would not have been discomfited by such a trifle as the fifty +thousand characters in the Chinese alphabet. + +And so, as he was to make his name in the arena of public life, she set +herself to acquire a proper understanding of the science of politics; +and to this end she gorged herself with English history,--Hume, Hallam, +Green, Justin McCarthy, Palgrave, Lecky, from the days of Witenagemote +to the Reform Bill; the Repeal of the Corn Laws, the Disestablishment of +the Irish Church, Ballot, Trade Unionism, and unreciprocated Free Trade. +No question was deep enough to repel her; for was not her lover +interested in the dryest thereof; and what concerned him and his welfare +must needs be full of interest for her. + +To this end she read the debates religiously day by day; and she one day +ventured shyly to suggest that she should read them aloud to Lady +Maulevrier. + +'Would it not be a little rest for you if I were to read your Times +aloud to you every afternoon, grandmother?' she asked. 'You read so many +books, French, English, and German, and I think your eyes must get a +little tired sometimes.' + +Mary ventured the remark with some timidity, for those falcon eyes were +fixed upon her all the time, bright and clear and steady as the eyes of +youth. It seemed almost an impertinence to suggest that such eyes could +know weariness. + +'No, Mary, my sight holds out wonderfully for an old woman,' replied +her ladyship, gently. 'The new theory of the last oculist whose book I +dipped into--a very amusing and interesting book, by-the-bye--is that +the sight improves and strengthens by constant use, and that an +agricultural labourer, who hardly uses his eyes at all, has rarely in +the decline of life so good a sight as the watchmaker or the student. I +have read immensely all my life, and find myself no worse for that +indulgence. But you may read the debates to me if you like, my dear, for +if my eyes are strong, I myself am very tired. Sick to death, Mary, sick +to death.' + +The splendid eyes turned from Mary, and looked away to the blue sky, to +the hills in their ineffable beauty of colour and light--shifting, +changing with every moment of the summer day. Intense weariness, a +settled despair, were expressed in that look--tearless, yet sadder than +all tears. + +'It must be very monotonous, very sad for you,' murmured Mary, her own +eyes brimming over with tears. 'But it will not be always so, dear +grandmother. I hope a time will come when you will be able to go about +again, to resume your old life.' + +'I do not hope, Mary. No, child, I feel and know that time will never +come. My strength is ebbing slowly day by day. If I live for another +year, live to see Lesbia married, and you, too, perhaps--well, I shall +die at peace. At peace, no; not----' she faltered, and the thin, +semi-transparent hand was pressed upon her brow. 'What will be said of +me when I am dead?' + +Mary feared that her grandmother's mind was wandering. She came and +knelt beside the couch, laid and her head against the satin pillows, +tenderly, caressingly. + +'Dear grandmother, pray be calm,' she murmured. + +'Mary, do not look at me like that, as if you would read my heart. There +are hearts that must not be looked into. Mine is like a charnel-house. +Monotonous, yes; my life has been monotonous. No conventual gloom was +ever deeper than the gloom of Fellside. My boy did nothing to lighten it +for me, and his son followed in his father's footsteps. You and Lesbia +have been my only consolation. Lesbia! I was so proud of her beauty, so +proud and fond of her, because she was like me, and recalled my own +youth. And see how easily she forgets me. She has gone into a new world, +in which my age and my infirmities have no part; and I am as nothing to +her.' + +Mary changed from red to pale, so painful was her embarrassment. What +could she say in defence of her sister? How could she deny that Lesbia +was an ingrate, when those rare and hurried letters, so careless in +their tone, expressing the selfishness of the writer in every syllable, +told but too plainly of forgetfulness and ingratitude? + +'Dear grandmother, Lesbia has so much to do--her life is so full of +engagements,' she faltered feebly. + +'Yes, she goes from party to party--she gives herself up heart and mind +and soul to pleasures which she ought to consider only as the trivial +means to great ends; and she forgets the woman who reared her, and cared +for her, and watched over her from her infancy, and who tried to inspire +her with a noble ambition.--Yes, read to me, child, read. Give me new +thoughts, if you can, for my brain is weary with grinding the old ones. +There was a grand debate in the Lords last night, and Lord Hartfield +spoke. Let me hear his speech. You can read what was said by the man +before him; never mind the rest.' + +Mary read Lord Somebody's speech, which was passing dull, but which +prepared the ground for a magnificent and exhaustive reply from Lord +Hartfield. The question was an important one, affecting the well-being +of the masses, and Lord Hartfield spoke with an eloquence which rose in +force and fire as he wound himself like a serpent into the heart of his +subject--beginning quietly, soberly, with no opening flashes of +rhetoric, but rising gradually to the topmost heights of oratory. + +'What a speech!' cried Lady Maulevrier, delighted, her cheeks glowing, +her eyes kindling; 'what a noble fellow the speaker must be! Oh, Mary, I +must tell you a secret. I loved that man's father. Yes, my dear, I loved +him fondly, dearly, truly, as you love that young man of yours; and he +was the only man I ever really loved. Fate parted us. But I have never +forgotten him--never, Mary, never. At this moment I have but to close my +eyes and I can see his face--see him looking at me as he looked the last +time we met. He was a younger son, poor, his future quite hopeless in +those days; but it was not my fault we were parted. I would have married +him--yes, wedded poverty, just as you are going to marry this Mr. +Hammond; but my people would not let me; and I was too young, too +helpless, to make a good fight. Oh, Mary, if I had only fought hard +enough, what a happy woman I might have been, and how good a wife.' + +'You were a good wife to my grandfather, I am sure,' faltered Mary, by +way of saying something consolatory. + +A dark frown came over Lady Maulevrier's face, which had softened to +deepest tenderness just before. + +'A good wife to Maulevrier,' she said, in a mocking tone. Well, yes, as +good a wife as such a husband deserved. 'I was better than Cæsar's +wife, Mary, for no breath of suspicion ever rested upon my name. But if +I had married Ronald Hollister, I should have been a happy woman; and +that I have never been since I parted from him.' + +'You have never seen the present Lord Hartfield, I think?' + +'Never; but I have watched his career, I have thought of him. His father +died while he was an infant, and he was brought up in seclusion by a +widowed mother, who kept him tied to her apron-strings till he went to +Oxford. She idolised him, and I am told she taught herself Latin and +Greek, mathematics even, in order to help him in his boyish studies, +and, later on, read Greek plays and Latin poetry with him, till she +became an exceptional classic for a woman. She was her son's companion +and friend, sympathised with his tastes, his pleasures, his friendships; +devoted every hour of her life, every thought of her mind to his +welfare, his interests, walked with him, rode with him, travelled half +over Europe, yachted with him. Her friends all declared that the lad +would grow up an odious milksop; but I am told that there never was a +manlier man than Lord Hartfield. From his boyhood he was his mother's +protector, helped to administer her affairs, acquired a premature sense +of responsibility, and escaped almost all those vices which make young +men detestable. His mother died within a few months of his majority. He +was broken-hearted at losing her, and left Europe immediately after her +death. From that time he has been a great traveller. But I suppose now +that he has taken his seat in the House of Lords, and has spoken a good +many times, he means to settle down and take his place among the +foremost men of his day. I am told that he is worthy to take such a +place.' + +'You must feel warmly interested in watching his career,' said Mary, +sympathetically. + +'I am interested in everything that concerns him. I will tell you +another secret, Mary. I think I am getting into my dotage, my dear, or I +should hardly talk to you like this,' said Lady Maulevrier, with a touch +of bitterness. + +Mary was sitting on a stool by the sofa, close to the invalid's pillow. +She clasped her grandmother's hand and kissed it fondly. + +'Dear grandmother, I think you are talking to me like this to-day +because you are beginning to care for me a little,' she said, tenderly. + +'Oh, my dear, you are very good, very sweet and forgiving to care for me +at all, after my neglect of you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with a +sigh. 'I have kept you out in the cold so long, Mary. Lesbia--well, +Lesbia has been a kind of infatuation for me, and like all infatuations +mine has ended in disappointment and bitterness. Ambition has been the +bane of my life, Mary; and when I could no longer be ambitious for +myself--when my own existence had become a mere death in life, I began +to dream and to scheme for the aggrandisement of my granddaughter. +Lesbia's beauty, Lesbia's elegance seemed to make success certain--and +so I dreamt my dream--which may never be fulfilled.' + +'What was your dream, grandmother? May I know all about it?' + +'That was the secret I spoke of just now. Yes, Mary, you may know, for I +fear the dream will never be realised. I wanted my Lesbia to become Lord +Hartfield's wife. I would have brought them together myself, could I +have but gone to London; but, failing that, I fancied Lady Kirkbank +would have divined my wishes without being told them, and would have +introduced Hartfield to Lesbia; and now the London season is drawing to +a close, and Hartfield and Lesbia have never met. He hardly goes +anywhere, I am told. He devotes himself exclusively to politics; and he +is not in Lady Kirkbank's set. A terrible disappointment to me, Mary!' + +'It is a pity,' said Mary. 'Lesbia is so lovely. If Lord Hartfield were +fancy-free he ought to fall in love with her, could they but meet. I +thought that in London all fashionable people knew each other, and were +continually meeting.' + +'It used to be so in my day, Mary. Almack's was a common ground, even if +there had been no other. But now there are circles and circles, I +believe, rings that touch occasionally, but never break and mingle. I am +afraid poor Georgie's set is not quite so nice as I could have wished. +Yet Lesbia writes as if she were in raptures with her chaperon, and with +all the people she meets. And then Georgie tells me that this Mr. +Smithson whom Lesbia has refused is a very important personage, a +millionaire, and very likely to be made a peer.' + +'A new peer,' said Mary, making a wry face. 'One would rather have an +old commoner. I always fancy a newly-made peer must be like a +newly-built house, glaring, and staring, and arid and uncongenial.' + +'_C'est selon_,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'One would not despise a Chatham +or a Wellington because of the newness of his title; but a man who has +only money to recommend him----' + +Lady Maulevrier left her sentence unfinished, save by a shrug; while +Mary made another wry face. She had that grand contempt for sordid +wealth which is common to young people who have never known the want of +money. + +'I hope Lesbia will marry some one better than Mr. Smithson,' she said. + +'I hope so too, dear; and yet do you know I have an idea that Lesbia +means to accept Mr. Smithson, or she would hardly have consented to go +to his house for the Henley week. Here is a letter from Georgie Kirkbank +which you will have to answer for me to-morrow--a letter full of +raptures about Mr. Smithson's place in Berkshire, Rood Hall. I remember +the house well. I was there nearly fifty years ago, when the Heronvilles +owned it; and now the Heronvilles are all dead or ruined, and this city +person is master of the fine old mansion. It is a strange world, Mary.' + +From that time forward Mary and her grandmother were on more +confidential terms, and when, two days later, Fellside was startled into +life by the unexpected arrival of Lord Maulevrier and Mr. Hammond, the +dowager seemed almost as pleased as her granddaughter at the arrival of +the young men. + +As for Mary, she was almost beside herself with joy when she heard their +voices from the lawn, and, rushing to the shrubbery, saw them walk up +the hill, as she had seen them on that first evening nearly a year ago, +when John Hammond came as a stranger to Fellside. + +She tried to take her joy soberly, though her eyes were dancing with +delight, as she went to the porch to meet them. + +'What extraordinary young men you are,' she said, as she emerged +breathless from her lover's embrace. 'The idea of your descending upon +us without a moment's notice. Why did you not write or telegraph, that +your rooms might be ready?' + +'Am I to understand that all the spare rooms at Fellside are kept as +damp as at the bottom of the lake?' asked Maulevrier. 'I did not +think any preparation was necessary; but we can go back if we're +not wanted, can't we, Jack?' + +'You darling,' cried Mary, hanging affectionately upon her brother's +arm. 'You _know_ I was only joking, you _know_ how enraptured I am to +have you.' + +'To have _me_, only me,' said Maulevrier. 'Jack doesn't count, I +suppose?' + +'You know how glad I am, and that I want to hide my gladness,' answered +Mary, radiant and blushing like the rich red roses in the porch. 'You +men are so vain. And now come and see grandmother, she will be cheered +by your arrival. She has been so good to me just lately, so sweet.' + +'She might have been good and sweet to you all your life,' said Hammond. +'I am not prepared to be grateful to her at a moment's notice for any +crumbs of affection she may throw you.' + +'Oh but you must be grateful, sir; and you must love her and pity her,' +retorted Mary. 'Think how sadly she has suffered. We cannot be too kind +to her, or too fond of her, poor dear.' + +'Mary is right,' said Hammond, half in jest and half in earnest. 'What +wonderful instincts these young women have.' + +'Come and see her ladyship; and then you must have dinner, just as you +had that first evening,' said Mary. 'We'll act that first evening over +again, Jack; only you can't fall in love with Lesbia, as she isn't +here.' + +'I don't think I surrendered that first evening, Mary. Though I thought +your sister the loveliest girl I had ever seen.' + +'And what did you think of me, sir? Tell me that,' said Mary. + +'Shall I tell you the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the +truth?' + +'Of course.' + +'Then I freely confess that I did not think about you at all. You were +there--a pretty, innocent, bright young maiden, with big brown eyes and +auburn hair; but I thought no more about you than I did about the +Gainsborough on the wall, which you very much resemble.' + +'That is most humiliating,' said Mary, pouting a little in the midst of +her bliss. + +'No, dearest, it is only natural,' answered Hammond. 'I believe if all +the happy lovers in this world could be questioned, at least half of +them would confess to having thought very little about each other at +first meeting. They meet, and touch hands, and part again, and never +guess the mystery of the future, which wraps them round like a cloud, +never say of each other. There is my fate; and then they meet again, and +again, as hazard wills, and never know that they are drifting to their +doom.' + +Mary rang bells and gave orders, just as she had done in that summer +gloaming a year ago. The young men had arrived just at the same hour, on +the stroke of nine, when the eight o'clock dinner was over and done +with; for a _tête-à -tête_ meal with Fräulein Müller was not a feast to +be prolonged on account of its felicity. Perhaps they had so contrived +as to arrive exactly at this hour. + +Lady Maulevrier received them both with extreme cordiality. But the +young men saw a change for the worse in the invalid since the spring. +The face was thinner, the eyes too bright, the flush upon the hollow +cheek had a hectic tinge, the voice was feebler. Hammond was reminded of +a falcon or an eagle pining and wasting in a cage. + +'I am very glad to see you, Mr. Hammond,' said Lady Maulevrier, giving +him her hand, and addressing him with unwonted cordiality. 'It was a +happy thought that brought you and Maulevrier here. When an old woman is +as near the grave as I am her relatives ought to look after her. I shall +be glad to have a little private conversation with you to-morrow, Mr. +Hammond, if you can spare me a few minutes.' + +'As many hours, if your ladyship pleases,' said Hammond. 'My time is +entirely at your service.' + +'Oh, no, you will want to be roaming about the hills with Mary, +discussing your plans for the future. I shall not encroach too much on +your time. But I am very glad you are here.' + +'We shall only trespass on you for a few days,' said Maulevrier, 'just a +flying visit.' + +'How is it that you are not both at Henley?' asked Mary. 'I thought all +the world was at Henley.' + +'Who is Henley? what is Henley?' demanded Maulevrier, pretending +ignorance. + +'I believe Maulevrier has lost so much money backing his college boat +on previous occasions that he is glad to run away from the regatta this +year,' said Hammond. + +'I have a sister there,' replied his friend. 'That's an all-sufficient +explanation. When a fellow's women-kind take to going to races and +regattas it is high time for _him_ to stop away.' + +'Have you seen Lesbia lately?' asked his grandmother. + +'About ten days ago.' + +'And did she seem happy?' + +Maulevrier shrugged his shoulders. + +'She was vacillating between the refusal or the acceptance of a million +of money and four or five fine houses. I don't know whether that +condition of mind means happiness. I should call it an intermediate +state.' + +'Why do you make silly jokes about serious questions? Do you think +Lesbia means to accept this Mr. Smithson?' + +'All London thinks so.' + +'And is he a good man?' + +'Good for a hundred thousand pounds at half an hour's notice.' + +'Is he worthy of your sister?' + +Maulevrier paused, looked at his grandmother with a curious expression, +and then replied-- + +'I think he is--quite.' + +'Then I am content that she should marry him,' said Lady Maulevrier, +'although he is a nobody.' + +'Oh, but he is a very important nobody, a nobody who can get a peerage +next year, backed by the Maulevrier influence, which I suppose would +count for something.' + +'Most of my friends are dead,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'but there are a +few survivors of the past who might help me.' + +'I don't think there'll be any difficulty or doubt about the peerage. +Smithson stumped up very handsomely at the last General Election, and +the Conservatives are not strong enough to be ungrateful. "These have +no master."' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +WAYS AND MEANS. + + +The three days that followed were among the happiest days of Mary +Haselden's young life. Lady Maulevrier had become strangely indulgent. A +softening influence of some kind had worked upon that haughty spirit, +and it seemed as if her whole nature was changed--or it might be, Mary +thought, that this softer side of her character had always been turned +to Lesbia, while to Mary herself it was altogether new. Lesbia had been +the peach on the sunny southern wall, ripening and reddening in a flood +of sunshine; Mary had been the stunted fruit growing in a north-east +corner, hidden among leaves, blown upon by cold winds green and hard and +sour for lack of the warm bright light. And now Mary felt the sunshine, +and grew glad and gay in those glowing beams. + +'Dear grandmother, I believe you are beginning to love me,' she said, +bending over to arrange the invalid's pillows in the July morning, the +fresh mountain air blowing in upon old and young from the great open +window, like a caress. + +'I am beginning to know you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gently. + +'I think it is the magic of love, Mary, that has sweetened and softened +your nature, and endeared you to me. I think you have grown ever so much +sweeter a girl since your engagement. Or it may be that you were the +same always, and it was I who was blind. Lesbia was all in all to me. +All in all--and now I am nothing to her,' she murmured, to herself +rather than to Mary. + +'I am so proud to think that you see an improvement in me since my +engagement,' said Mary, modestly. 'I have tried very hard to improve +myself, so that I might be more worthy of him.' + +'You are worthy, Mary, worthy of the best and the highest: and I believe +that, although you are making what the world calls a very bad match, you +are marrying wisely. You are wedding yourself to a life of obscurity; +but what does that matter, if it be a happy life? I have known what it +is to pursue the phantom fortune, and to find youth and hope and +happiness vanish from the pathway which I followed.' + +'Dear grandmother, I wish you had been able to marry the man of your +choice,' answered Mary, tenderly. + +She was ready to weep over that wasted life of her grandmother's; to +weep for that forced parting of true lovers, albeit the tragedy was half +a century old. + +'I should have been a happier woman and a better woman if fate had been +kind to me, Mary,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gravely; 'and now that I am +daily drawing nearer the land of shadows, I will not stand in the way of +faithful lovers. I have a fancy, Mary, that I have not many months to +live.' + +'Only an invalid's fancy,' said Mary, stooping down to kiss the pale +forehead, so full of thought and care; 'only a morbid fancy, nursed in +the monotony of this quiet room. Maulevrier and Jack and I must find +some way of amusing you.' + +'You will never amuse me out of that conviction, my dear. I can see the +shadows lengthening and the sands running out. There are but a few +grains left in the glass, Mary; and while those last I should like to +see you and Mr. Hammond married. I should like to feel that your fate is +settled before I go. God knows what confusion and trouble may follow my +death.' + +This was said with a sharp ring of despair. + +'I am not going to leave you, grandmother,' said Mary. + +'Not even for the man you love? You are a good girl, Mary. Lesbia has +forsaken me for a lesser temptation.' + +'Grandmother, that is hardly fair. It was your own wish to have Lesbia +presented this season,' remonstrated Mary, loyal to the absent. + +'True, my dear. I saw she was very tired of her life here, and I thought +it was better. But I'm sorely afraid London has spoiled her. No, Mary, +you can stay with me to the end, if you like. There is room enough for +you and your husband under this roof. I like this Mr. Hammond. His is +the only face that ever recalled the face of the dead. Yes, I like him; +and although I know nothing about him except what Maulevrier tells +me--and that is of the scantiest--still I feel, somehow, that I can +trust him. Send your lover to me, Mary. I want to have a serious talk +with him.' + +Mary ran off to obey, fluttered, blushing, and trembling. This idea of +marriage in the immediate future was to be the last degree startling. A +year had seemed a very long time; and she had been told that she and her +lover must wait a year at the very least; so that vision of marriage had +seemed afar off in the dim shadowland of the future. She had been told +nothing by her lover of where she was to live, or what her life was to +be like when she was his wife. And now she was told that they were to be +married almost immediately, that they were to live in the house where +she had been reared, in that familiar land of hills and waters, that +they were to roam about the dales and mountains together, they two, as +man and wife. The whole thing was wonderful, bewildering, impossible +almost. + +This was on the first morning after Mr. Hammond's arrival. Maulevrier +had gone off to hunt the Rotha for otters, and was up to his waist in +the water, no doubt, by this time. Hammond was strolling up and down the +terrace in front of the house, looking at the green expanse of +Fairfield, the dark bulk of Seat Sandal, the nearer crests of Helm Crag +and Silver Howe. + +'You are to come to her ladyship directly, please,' said Mary, going up +to him. + +He took both her hands, drew her nearer to him, smiling down at her. +They had been sitting side by side at the breakfast table half-an-hour +ago, he waiting upon her as she poured out the tea; yet by his tender +greeting and the delight in his face it might have been supposed they +had not met for weeks. Such are the sweet inanities of love. + +'What does her ladyship want with me, darling? and why are you +blushing?' he asked. + +'I--I think she is going to talk about--our--marriage,' faltered Mary. + +'"Why, I will talk to her upon this theme until mine eyelids can no +longer wag,"' quoted Hammond. 'Take me to her, Mary. I hope her ladyship +is growing sensible.' + +'She is very kind, very sweet. She has changed so much of late.' + +Mary went with him to the door of her ladyship's sitting-room, and there +left him to go in alone. She went to the library--that room over which a +gloomy shadow seemed to have hung ever since that awful winter afternoon +when Mary found Lady Maulevrier lying on the floor in the twilight. But +it was a noble room, and in her studious hours Mary loved to sit here, +walled round with books, and able to consult or dip into as many volumes +as she liked. To-day, however, her mind was not attuned to study. She +sat with a volume of Macaulay open before her: but her thoughts were not +with the author. She was wondering what those two were saying in the +room overhead, and finding all attempts at reading futile, she let her +head sink back upon the cushion of her deep luxurious chair, and sat +with her dreamy eyes fixed on the summer landscape and her thoughts with +her lover. + +Lady Maulevrier looked very wan and tired in the bright morning light, +when Mr. Hammond seated himself beside her sofa. The change in her +appearance since the spring was more marked to-day than it had seemed to +him last night in the dim lamplight. Yes, there was need here for a +speedy settlement of all earthly matters. The traveller was nearing the +mysterious end of the journey. The summons might come at any hour. + +'Mr. Hammond, I feel a confidence in your integrity, your goodness of +heart, and high principle which I never thought I could feel for a man +of whom I know so little,' began Lady Maulevrier, gravely. 'All I know +of you or your antecedents is what my grandson has told me--and I must +say that the information so given has been very meagre. And yet I +believe in you--and yet I am going to trust you, wholly, blindly, +implicitly--and I am going to give you my granddaughter, ever so much +sooner than I intended to give her to you. Soon, very soon, if you will +have her!' + +'I will have her to-morrow, if there is time to get a special licence,' +exclaimed Hammond, bending down to kiss the dowager's hand, radiant with +delight. + +'You shall marry her very soon, if you like, marry her by special +licence, in this room. I should like to see your wedding. I have a +strange impatience to behold one of my granddaughters happily married, +to know that her future is secure, that come weal, come woe, she is safe +in the protection of a brave true man. I am not scared by the idea of a +little poverty. That is often the best education for youth. But while +you and I are alone we may as well talk about ways and means. Perhaps +you may hardly feel prepared to take upon yourself the burden of a wife +this year.' + +'As well this year as next. I am not afraid.' + +'Young men are so rash. However, as long as I live your responsibilities +will be only nominal. This house will be Mary's home, and yours whenever +you are able to occupy it. Of course I should not like to interfere with +your professional efforts--but if you are cultivating literature,--why +books can be written at Fellside better than in London. This lakeland of +ours has been the nursery of deathless writers. But I feel that my days +are numbered--and when I am dead--well death is always a cause of change +and trouble of some kind, and Mary will profit very little by my death. +The bulk of my fortune is left to Lesbia. I have taught her to consider +herself my heiress; and it would be unjust to alter my will.' + +'Pray do not dream of such a thing--there is no need--Mary will be rich +enough,' exclaimed Hammond, hastily. + +'With five hundred a year and the fruits of your industry,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'Yes, yes, with modest aspirations and simple habits, people +can live happily, honourably, on a few hundreds a year. And if you +really mean to devote yourself to literature, and do not mind burying +yourself alive in this lake district until you have made your name as a +writer, why the problem of ways and means will be easily solved.' + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, I am not afraid of ways and means. That is the +last question which need trouble you. I told Lesbia when I offered +myself to her nearly a year ago, that if she would trust me, if she +would cleave to me, poverty should never touch her, sordid care should +never come near her dwelling. But she could not believe me. She was like +Thomas the twin. I could show her no palpable security for my +promise--and she would not believe for the promise' sake. Mary trusted +me; and Mary shall not regret her confidence.' + +'Ah! it was different with Lesbia,' sighed Lady Maulevrier. 'I taught +her to be ambitious. She had been schooled to set a high price upon +herself. I know she cared for you--very much, even. But she could not +face poverty; or, if you like, I will say that she could not face an +obscure existence--sacrifice her ambition, a justifiable ambition in one +so lovely, at the bidding of her first wooer. And then, again, she was +told that if she married you, she would for ever forfeit my regard. You +must not blame her for obeying me.' + +'I do not blame her; for I have won the peerless pearl--the jewel above +all price--a perfect woman. And now, dear Lady Maulevrier, give me but +your consent, and I am off to York this afternoon, to interview the +Archbishop, and get the special licence, which will allow me to wed my +darling here by your couch to-morrow afternoon.' + +'I have no objection to your getting the licence immediately; but you +must let me write a cheque before you go. A special licence is +expensive--I believe it costs fifty pounds.' + +'If it cost a thousand I should not think it dear. But I have a notion +that I shall be able to get the licence--cheap. You have made me wild +with happiness.' + +'But you must not refuse my cheque.' + +'Indeed I must, Lady Maulevrier. I am not quite such a pauper as you +think me.' + +'But fifty pounds and the expenses of the journey; an outlay altogether +unexpected on your part. I begin to fear that you are very reckless. A +spendthrift shall never marry my granddaughter, with my consent.' + +'I have never yet spent above half my income.' + +Lady Maulevrier looked at him in wonderment and perplexity. Had the +young man gone suddenly out of his mind, overwhelmed by the greatness of +his bliss? + +'But I thought you were poor,' she faltered. + +'It has pleased you to think so, dear Lady Maulevrier; but I have more +than enough for all my wants, and I shall be able to provide a fitting +home for my Mary, when you can spare her to preside over her own +establishment.' + +'Establishment' seemed rather a big word, but Lady Maulevrier supposed +that in this case it meant a cook and housemaid, with perhaps later on a +boy in buttons, to break windows and block the pantry sink with missing +teaspoons. + +'Well, Mr. Hammond, this is quite an agreeable surprise,' she said, +after a brief silence. 'I really thought you were poor--as poor as a +young man of gentlemanlike habits could be, and yet exist. Perhaps you +will wonder why, thinking this, I brought myself to consent to your +marriage with my granddaughter.' + +'It was a great proof of your confidence in me, or in Providence,' +replied Hammond, smiling. + +'It was no such thing. I was governed by a sentiment--a memory. It was +my love for the dead which softened my heart towards you, John Hammond.' + +'Indeed!' he murmured, softly. + +'There was but one man in this world I ever fondly loved--the love of my +youth--my dearest and best, in the days when my heart was fresh and +innocent and unambitious. That man was Ronald Hollister, afterwards Lord +Hartfield. And yours is the only face that ever recalled his to my mind. +It is but a vague likeness--a look now and then; but slight as that +likeness is it has been enough to make my heart yearn towards you, as +the heart of a mother to her son.' + +John Hammond knelt beside the sofa, and bent his handsome face over the +pale face on the pillow, imprinting such a kiss as a son might have +given. His eyes were full of tears. + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, think that it is the spirit of the dead which +blesses you for your fidelity to old memories,' he said, tenderly. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +BY SPECIAL LICENCE. + + +After that interview with John Hammond all the arrangements for the +marriage were planned by Lady Maulevrier with a calm and business-like +capacity which seemed extraordinary in one so frail and helpless. For a +little while after Hammond left her she remained lost in a reverie, +deeply affected by the speech and manner of her granddaughter's lover, +as he gave her that first kiss of duty and affection, the affection of +one who in that act declared the allegiance of a close and holy bond. + +Yes, she told herself, this marriage, humble as it might be, was +altogether satisfactory. Her own feeling towards the man of her +granddaughter's choice was one of instinctive affection. Her heart had +yearned to him from the beginning of their acquaintance; but she had +schooled herself to hide all indications of her liking for him, she had +made every effort to keep him at a distance, deeming his very merits a +source of danger in a household where there were two fresh +impressionable girls. + +And despite all her caution and care he had succeeded in winning one of +those girls: and she was glad, very glad, that he had so succeeded in +baffling her prudence. And now it was agreeable to discover that he was +not quite such a pauper as she had supposed him to be. + +Her heart felt lighter than it had been for some time when she set about +planning the wedding. + +The first step in the business was to send for James Steadman. He came +immediately, grave and quiet as of old, and stood with his serious eyes +bent upon the face of his mistress, awaiting her instructions. + +'Lady Mary is going to be married to Mr. Hammond, by special licence, in +this room, to-morrow afternoon, if it can be managed so soon,' said Lady +Maulevrier. + +'I am very glad to hear it, my lady,' answered Steadman, without the +faintest indication of surprise. + +'Why are you so--particularly glad?' asked his mistress, looking at him +sharply. + +'Because Lady Mary's presence in this house is a source of danger +to--your arrangements. She is very energetic and enterprising--very +shrewd--and--well, she is a woman--so I suppose there can be no harm in +saying she is somewhat inquisitive. Things will be much safer here when +Lady Mary is gone!' + +'But she will not be gone--she is not going away--except for a very +brief honeymoon. I cannot possibly do without her. She has become +necessary to my life, Steadman; and there is so little left of that life +now, that there is no need for me to sacrifice the last gleams of +sunshine. The girl is very sweet, and loving, and true. I was not half +fond enough of her in the past; but she has made herself very dear to me +of late. There are many things in this life, Steadman, which we only +find out too late.' + +'But, surely, my lady, Lady Mary will leave Fellside to go to a home of +her own after her marriage.' + +'No, I tell you, Steadman,' his mistress answered, with a touch of +impatience; 'Lady Mary and her husband will make this house their home +so long as I am here. It will not be long.' + +'God grant it may be very long before you cease to be mistress here,' +answered Steadman, with real feeling; and then in a lower tone he went +on: 'Pardon me, my lady, for the suggestion, but do you think it wise to +have Mr. Hammond here as a resident?' + +'Why should it not be wise? Mr. Hammond is a gentleman.' + +'True, my lady; but any accident, such as that which brought Lady Mary +into the old garden----' + +'No such accident need occur--it must not occur, Steadman,' exclaimed +Lady Maulevrier, with kindling eyes. She who had so long ruled supreme +was not inclined to have any desire of hers questioned. 'There must have +been gross carelessness that day--carelessness on your part, or that +stable door would never have been left open. The key ought to have been +in your possession. It ought not to have been in the power of the +stableman to open that door. As to Mr. Hammond's presence at Fellside, I +cannot see any danger--any reason why harm should come of it, more than +of Lord Maulevrier's presence here in the past.' + +'The two gentlemen are so different, my lady,' said Steadman, with a +gloomy brow. 'His lordship is so light-hearted and careless, his mind +taken up with his horses, guns, dogs, fishing, shooting, and all kinds +of sport. He is not a gentleman to take much notice of anything out of +his own line. But this Mr. Hammond is different--a very thoughtful +gentleman, an inquiring mind, as one would say.' + +'Steadman, you are getting cowardly in your old age. The danger--such a +risk as you hint at, must be growing less and less every day. After +forty years of security----' + +'Security' echoed Steadman, with a monosyllabic laugh which expressed +intense bitterness. 'Say forty years during which I have felt myself +upon the edge of a precipice every day and every hour. Security! But +perhaps you are right, my lady, I am growing old and nervous, a feebler +man than I was a few years ago, feebler in body and mind. Let Mr. +Hammond make his home here, if it pleases your ladyship to have him. So +long as I am well and able to get about there can be no danger of +anything awkward happening.' + +Lady Maulevrier looked alarmed. + +'But you have no expectation of falling ill, I hope, Steadman; you have +no premonition of any malady?' + +'No, my lady, none--except the malady of old age. I feel that I am not +the man I once was, that is all. My brain is getting woolly, and my +sight is clouded now and then. And if I were to fall ill suddenly----' + +'Oh, it would be terrible, it would be a dire calamity! There is your +wife, certainly, to look after things, but----' + +'My wife would do her best, my lady. She is a faithful creature, but she +is not--yes, without any unkindness I must say that Mrs. Steadman is not +a genius!' + +'Oh, Steadman, you must not fail me! I am horror-stricken at the mere +idea,' exclaimed Lady Maulevrier. 'After forty years--great God! it +would be terrible. Lesbia, Mary, Maulevrier! the great, malignant, +babbling world outside these doors. I am hemmed round with perils. For +God's sake preserve your strength. Take care of your health. You are my +strong rock. If you feel that there is anything amiss with you, or that +your strength is failing, consult Mr. Horton--neglect no precaution. The +safety of this house, of the family honour, hangs upon you.' + +'Pray do not agitate yourself, my lady,' entreated Steadman. 'I was +wrong to trouble you with my fears. I shall not fail you, be sure. +Although I am getting old, I shall hold out to the end.' + +'The end cannot be very far off,' said Lady Maulevrier, gloomily. + +'I thought that forty years ago, my lady. But you are right--the end +must be near now. Yes, it must be near. And now, my lady, your orders +about the wedding.' + +'It will take place to-morrow, as I told you, in this room. You will go +to the Vicar and ask him to officiate. His two daughters will no doubt +consent to be Lady Mary's bridesmaids. You will make the request in my +name. Perhaps the Vicar will call this afternoon and talk matters over +with me. Lady Mary and her husband will go to Cumberland for a brief +honeymoon--a week at most--and then they will come back to Fellside. +Tell Mrs. Power to prepare the east wing for them. She will make one of +the rooms into a boudoir for Lady Mary; and let everything be as bright +and pretty as good taste can make it. She can telegraph to London for +any new furniture that may be wanted to complete her arrangements. And +now send Lady Mary to me.' + +Mary came, fresh from the pine-wood, where she had been walking with her +lover; her lover of to-day, her husband to-morrow. He had told her how +he was to start for York directly after luncheon, and to come back by +the earliest train next day, and how they two were to be married +to-morrow afternoon. + +'It is more wonderful than any dream that I ever dreamt.' exclaimed +Mary. 'But how can it be? I have not even a wedding gown.' + +'A fig for wedding gowns! It is Mary I am to wed, not her gown. Were you +clad like patient Grisel I should be content. Besides you have no end of +pretty gowns. And you are to be dressed for travelling, remember; for I +am going to carry you off to Lodore directly we are married, and you +will have to clamber up the rocky bed of the waterfall to see the sun +set behind the Borrowdale hills in your wedding gown. It had better be +one of those neat little tailor gowns which become you so well.' + +'I will wear whatever you tell me,' answered Mary. 'I shall always dress +to please you, and not the outside world.' + +'Will you, my Griselda. Some day you shall be dressed as Grisel was-- + + "In a cloth of gold that brighte shone, + With a coroune of many a riche stone." + +'Yes, you darling, when you are Lord Chancellor; and till that day comes +I will wear tailor gowns, linsey-wolsey, anything you like,' cried Mary, +laughing. + +She ran to her grandmother's room, ineffably content, without a thought +of trousseau or finery; but then Mary Haselden was one of those few +young women for whom life is not a question of fashionable raiment. + +'Mary, I am going to send you off upon your honeymoon to-morrow +afternoon,' said Lady Maulevrier, smiling at the bright, happy face +which was bent over her. 'Will you come back and nurse a fretful old +woman when the honeymoon is over?' + +'The honeymoon will never be over,' answered Mary, joyously. 'Our wedded +life is to be one long honeymoon. But I will come back in a very few +days, and take care of you. I am not going to let you do without me, now +that you have learnt to love me.' + +'And will you be content to stay with me when your husband has gone to +London?' + +'Yes, but I shall try to prevent his going very often, or staying very +long. I shall try to wind myself into his heart, so that there will be +an aching void there when we are parted.' + +Lady Maulevrier proceeded to tell Mary all her arrangements. Three +handsome rooms in the east wing, a bedroom, dressing-room, and boudoir, +were to be made ready for the newly-married couple. Fräulein Müller was +to be dismissed with a retiring pension, in order that Lady Mary and her +husband might feel themselves master and mistress in the lower part of +the house. + +'And if your husband really means to devote himself to literature, he +can have no better workshop than the library I have put together,' said +Lady Maulevrier. + +'And no better adviser and guide than you, dear grandmother, you who +have read everything that has been written worth reading during the last +half century.' + +'I have read a great deal, Mary, but I hardly know if I am any wiser on +that account,' answered Lady Maulevrier. 'After all, however much of +other people's wisdom we may devour, it is in ourselves that we are +thus, or thus. Our past follies rise up against us at the end of life; +and we see how little our book-learning has helped us to stand against +foolish impulses, against evil passions. "Be good," Mary, "and let who +will be wise," as the poet says. A faithful heart is your only anchor in +the stormy seas of life. My dear, I am so glad you are going to be +married.' + +'It is very sudden,' said Mary. + +'Very sudden; yet in your case that does not much matter. You have quite +made up your mind about Mr. Hammond, I believe.' + +'Made up my mind! I began to worship him the first night he came here.' + +'Foolish child. Well, there is no need to wait for settlements. You have +only your allowance as Lord Maulevrier's daughter--a first charge on the +estate, which cannot be made away with or anticipated, and of which no +husband can deprive you.' + +'He shall have every sixpence of it,' murmured Mary. + +'And Mr. Hammond, though he tells me he is better off than I supposed, +can have nothing to settle. So there will be nothing forfeited by a +marriage without settlements.' + +Mary could not enter upon the question. It was even of less importance +than the wedding gown. + +The gong sounded for luncheon. + +'Steadman's dogcart is to take Mr. Hammond to the station at half-past +two,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'so you had better go and give him his +luncheon.' + +Mary needed no second bidding. She flew downstairs, and met her lover in +the hall. + +What a happy luncheon it was! Fräulein 'mounched, and mounched, and +mounched,' like the sailor's wife eating chestnuts: but those two lovers +lunched upon moonshine, upon each other's little words and little looks, +upon their own ineffable bliss. They sat side by side, and helped each +other to the nicest things on the table, but neither could eat, and +they got considerably mixed in their way of eating, taking chutnee with +strawberry cream, and currant jelly with asparagus. What did it matter? +Everything tasted of bliss. + +'You have had absolutely nothing to eat,' said Mary, piteously, as the +dogcart came grinding round upon the dry gravel. + +'Oh, I have done splendidly--thanks. I have just had a macaroon and some +of that capital gorgonzola. God bless you, dearest, and _à revoir, à +revoir_ to-morrow.' + +'And to-morrow I shall be Mary Hammond,' cried Mary, clasping her hands. +'Isn't it capital fun?' + +They were in the porch alone. The servants were all at dinner, save the +groom with the cart. Miss Müller was still munching at the well-spread +table in the dining-room. + +John Hammond folded his sweetheart in his arms for one brief embrace; +there was no time for loitering. In another moment he was springing into +the cart. A shake of the reins, and he was driving slowly down the steep +avenue. + +'Life is full of partings,' Mary said to herself, as she watched the +last glimpse of the dogcart between the trees down in the road below, +'but this one is to be very short, thank God.' + +She wondered what she should do with herself for the rest of the +afternoon, and finally, finding that she was not wanted by her +grandmother until afternoon tea, she set out upon a round of visits to +her favourite cottagers, to bid them a long farewell as a spinster. + +'You'll be away a long time, I suppose, Lady Mary?' said one of her +humble friends; 'you'll be going to Switzerland or Italy, or some of +those foreign parts where great ladies and gentlemen travel for their +honeymoons?' + +But Mary declared that she would be absent a week at longest. She was +coming back to take care of her invalid grandmother; and she was not +going to marry a great gentleman, but a man who would have to work for +his living. + +She went back to Fellside, and read the _Times_, and poured out Lady +Maulevrier's tea, and sat on her low stool by the sofa, and the old and +the young woman were as happy and confidential together as if they had +been always the nearest and dearest to each other. Her ladyship had seen +Miss Müller, and had informed that excellent person that her services at +Fellside would no longer be required after Lady Mary's marriage; but +that her devotion to her duties during the last fourteen years should be +rewarded by a pension which, together with her savings, would enable her +to spend the rest of her days in repose. Miss Müller was duly grateful, +and owned to a tender longing for the _Heimath_, and declared herself +ready to retire from her post whenever her ladyship pleased. + +'I shall go back to Germany directly I leave you, and I shall live and +die there, unless I am wanted by one of my old pupils. But should Lady +Lesbia or Lady Mary need my services for their daughters, in days to +come, they can command me. For no one else will I abandon the +Fatherland.' + +The Fräulein thus easily disposed of, Lady Mary felt that matrimony +would verily mean independence. And yet she was prepared to regard her +husband as her master. She meant to obey him in all meekness and +reverence of spirit. + +She spent the rest of the afternoon and the whole of the evening in her +grandmother's sitting-room, dining _tête-à -tête_ with the invalid for +the first time since her illness. Lady Maulevrier talked much of Mary's +future, and of Lesbia's; but it was evident that she was full of +uneasiness upon the latter subject. + +'I don't know what Lesbia is going to do with her life,' she said, with +a sigh. 'Her letters tell me of nothing but gowns and parties; and +Georgina Kirkbank can only expatiate upon Mr. Smithson's wealth, and the +grand position he is going to occupy by-and-by. I should like to see +both my granddaughters married before I die--yes, I should like to see +Lesbia's fate secure, if she were to be only Lady Lesbia Smithson.' + +'She cannot fail to make a good match, grandmother,' said Mary. + +'I am beginning to lose faith in her future,' answered Lady Maulevrier. +'There seems to be a fatality about the career of particularly +attractive girls. They are too confident of their power to succeed in +life. They trifle with fortune, fascinate the wrong people, and keep the +right people at arm's length. I think if I had been Lesbia's guide in +society her first season would have counted for more than it is likely +to count for under Lady Kirkbank's management. I should have awakened +Lesbia from the dream of dress and dancing--the mere butterfly life of a +girl who never looks beyond the present moment. But now go and give +orders about your packing, Mary. It is past ten, and Clara had better +pack your trunks early to-morrow morning.' + +Clara was a modest Easedale damsel, who had been promoted to be Lady +Mary's personal attendant, when the more mature Kibble had gone away +with Lady Lesbia. Mary required very little waiting upon, but she was +not the less glad to have a neat little smiling maiden devoted to her +service, ready to keep her rooms neat and trim, to go on errands to the +cottagers, to arrange the flowers in the old china bowls, and to make +herself generally useful. + +It seemed a strange thing to have to furnish a trousseau from the +wardrobe of everyday life--a trousseau in which nothing, except +half-a-dozen pairs of gloves, a pair of boots, and a few odds and ends +of lace and ribbons would be actually new. Mary thought very little of +the matter, but the position of things struck her maid as altogether +extraordinary and unnatural. + +'You should have seen the things Miss Freeman had, Lady Mary,' exclaimed +the damsel, 'the daughter of that cotton-spinning gentleman from +Manchester, who lives at The Gables--you should have seen her new gowns +and things when she was married. Mrs. Freeman's maid keeps company with +my brother James--he's in the stables at Freeman's, you know, Lady +Mary--and she asked me in to look at the trousseau two days before the +wedding. I never saw such beautiful dresses--such hats--such +bonnets--such jackets and mantles. It was like going into one of those +grand shops at York, and having all the things in the shop pulled out +for one to look at--such silks and satins--and trimmed--ah! how those +dresses was trimmed. The mystery was how the young lady could ever get +herself into them, or sit down when she'd got one of them on.' + +'Instruments of torture, Clara. I should hate such gowns, even if I were +going to marry a rich man, as I suppose Miss Freeman was.' + +'Not a bit of it, Lady Mary. She was only going to marry a Bolton doctor +with a small practice; but her maid told me she was determined she'd get +all she could out of her pa, in case he should lose all his money and go +bankrupt. They said that trousseau cost two thousand pounds.' + +'Well, Clara, I'd rather have my tailor gowns, in which I can scramble +about the ghylls and crags just as I like.' There was a pale yellow +Indian silk, smothered with soft yellow lace, which would serve for a +wedding gown; for indifferent as Mary was to the great clothes question, +she wanted to look in some wise as a bride. A neat chocolate-coloured +cloth, almost new from the tailor's hands, with a little cloth toque to +match, would do for the wedding journey. All the details of Mary's +wardrobe were the perfection of neatness. She had grown very neat and +careful in her habits since her engagement, anxious to be industrious +and frugal in all things--a really handy housewife for a hard-worked +bread-winner. And now she was told that Mr. Hammond was not so poor as +she had thought. She would not be obliged to stint herself, and manage, +as she had supposed when she went about among the cottagers, taking +lessons in household economy. It was almost a disappointment. + +She and Clara finished the packing that night, Mary being much too +excited for the possibility of sleep. There was not much to pack, only +one roomy American trunk--a trunk which held everything--a Gladstone bag +for things that might possibly be wanted in a hurry, and a handsome +dressing-bag, Maulevrier's last birthday gift to his sister. + +Mary had received no gifts from her lover, save the plain gold +engagement ring, and a few new books sent straight from the publishers. +Clara took care to inform her young mistress that Miss Freeman's +sweetheart had sent her all manner of splendid presents, scent bottles, +photograph albums, glove boxes, and other things of beauty, albeit his +means were supposed to be _nil_. It was evident that Clara disapproved +of Mr. Hammond's conduct in this matter, and even suspected him of +meanness. + +'He did ought to have sent you his photograph, Lady Mary,' said Clara, +with a reproachful air. + +'I daresay he would have done so, Clara, but he has been photographed +only once in his life.' + +'Lawk a mercy, Lady Mary! Why most young gentlemen have themselves +photographed in every new place they go to; and as Mr. Hammond has been +a traveller, like his lordship, I made sure he'd have been photographed +in knickerbockers and every other kind of attitude.' + +Mary had not refrained from asking for her lover's portrait; and he had +told her that he had carefully abstained from having his countenance +reproduced in any manner since his fifteenth year, when he had been +photographed at his mother's desire. + +'The present fashion of photographs staring out of every stationer's +window makes a man's face public property,' he told Mary. 'I don't want +every street Arab in London to recognise me.' + +'But you are not a public man,' said Mary. 'Your photograph would not be +in all the windows; although, in my humble opinion, you are a very +handsome man.' + +Hammond blushed, laughed, and turned the conversation, and Mary had to +exist without any picture of her lover. + +'Millais shall paint me in his grand Reynolds manner by-and-by,' he told +Mary. + +'Millais! Oh, Jack! When will you and I be able to give a thousand or so +for a portrait?' + +'Ah, when, indeed? But we may as well enjoy our day-dreams, like +Alnaschar, without smashing our basket of crockery.' + +And now Mary, who had managed to exist without the picture, was to have +the original. He was to be all her own--her master, her lord, her love, +after to-morrow--unto eternity, in life, and in the grave, and in the +dim hereafter beyond the grave, they two were to be one. In heaven there +was to be no marrying or giving in marriage, Mary was told; but her own +heart cried aloud to her that the happily wedded must remain linked in +heaven. God would not part the blessed souls of true lovers. + +A short sleep, broken by happy dreams, and it was morning, Mary's +wedding morning, fairest of summer days, July in all her beauty. Mary +went to her grandmother's room, and waited upon her at breakfast. + +Lady Maulevrier was in excellent spirits. + +'Everything is arranged, Mary. I have had a telegram from Hammond, who +has got the licence, and will come at half-past one. At three the Vicar +will come to marry you, his daughters, Katie and Laura, acting as your +bridesmaids.' + +'Bridesmaids!' exclaimed Mary. 'I forgot all about bridesmaids. Am I +really to have any?' + +'You will have two girls of your own age to bear you company, at any +rate. I have asked dear old Horton to be present; and he, Fräulein, and +Maulevrier will complete the party. It will not be a brilliant wedding, +Mary, or a costly ceremonial, except for the licence.' + +'And poor Jack will have to pay for that,' said Mary, with a long face. + +'Poor Jack refused to let me pay for it,' answered Lady Maulevrier. 'He +is vastly independent, and I fear somewhat reckless.' + +'I like him for his independence; but he mustn't be reckless,' said +Mary, severely. + +He was to be the master in all things! and yet she was to exercise a +restraining influence, she was to guard him against his own weaknesses, +his too generous impulses. Her voice was to be the voice of prudence. +This is how Mary understood the marriage tie. + +Under ordinary conditions Mary would have been in the avenue, lying in +wait for her lover, eager to get the very first glimpse of him when he +arrived, to see him before he had brushed the dust of the journey from +his raiment. But to-day she hung back. She stayed in her grandmother's +room and sat beside the sofa, shy, and even a little downcast. This +lover who was so soon to be transformed into a husband was a formidable +personage. She dare not rush forth to greet him. Perhaps he had changed +his mind by this time, and was sorry he had ever asked her to marry him. +Perhaps he thought he was being hustled into a marriage. He had been +told that he was to wait at least a year. And now, all in a moment, he +was sent off to get a special licence. How could she be quite sure that +he liked this kind of treatment? + +If there is any faith to be placed in the human countenance, Mr. Hammond +was in no wise an unwilling bridegroom; for his face beamed with happy +light as he came into the room presently, followed by an elderly man +with grey hair and whiskers, and in a strictly professional frock coat, +whom the butler announced as Mr. Dorncliffe. Lady Maulevrier looked +startled, somewhat offended even at this intrusion, and she gave Mr. +Dorncliffe a very haughty salutation, which was almost more crushing +than no salutation at all. + +Mary stood up by her grandmother's sofa, and looked rather frightened. + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier,' said Hammond, 'I ventured to telegraph to my +lawyer to meet me at York last night, and come on here with me this +morning. He has prepared a settlement, which I should like you to hear +him read, and which he will explain to you, if necessary, while Molly +and I go for a stroll in the grounds.' + +He had never called her Molly before. He put his arm round her with a +proud air of possession, even under her grandmother's eyes. And she +nestled close up to his side, forgetting everything but the delight of +belonging to him. + +They went downstairs, and through the billiard room to the terrace, and +from the terrace to the tennis lawn, where John Hammond sat reading +Heine nearly a year ago, just before he proposed to Lesbia. + +'Do you remember that day?' asked Mary, looking at him, solemnly. + +'I remember every day and every hour we have spent together since I began +to love you,' answered Hammond. + +'Ah, but this was before you began to love me,' said Mary, with a +piteous little grimace. 'This was while you were loving Lesbia as hard +as ever you could. Don't you remember the day you proposed to her--a +lovely summer day like this, the lake just as blue, the sun shining upon +Fairfield just as it is shining now, and you sat there reading +Heine--those sweet, sweet verses, that seemed made of sighs and tears; +and every now and then you paused and looked up at Lesbia, and there was +more love in your eyes than in all Heine's poetry, though that brims +over with love.' + +'But how did you know all this, Molly? You were not here.' + +'I was not very far off. I was behind those bushes, watching and +listening. I knew you were in love with Lesbia, and I thought you +despised me, and I was very, very wretched; and I listened afterwards +when you proposed to her there--behind the pine trees--and I hated her +for refusing you, and I am afraid I hated you for proposing to her.' + +'When I ought to have been proposing to my Molly, blind fool that I +was,' said Hammond, smiling tenderly at her, smiling, though his eyes +were dim with tears. 'My own sweet love, it was a terrible mistake, a +mistake that might have cost me the happiness of a lifetime. But Fate +was very good to me, and let me have my Mary after all. And now let us +sit down under the old red beech and talk till it is time to go and get +ready for our wedding. I suppose one ought to brush one's hair and wash +one's hands for that kind of thing, even when the function is not on a +ceremonious scale.' + +Mary laughed. + +'I have a prettier gown than this to be married in, although it isn't a +wedding gown,' she said. + +'Oh, by-the-by, I have something for you,' said her lover, 'something in +the way of ornaments, but I don't suppose you'd care to wear them +to-day. I'll run and get them.' + +He went back to the house, leaving Mary sitting on the rustic bench +under the fine old copper beech, a tree that had been standing long +before Lady Maulevrier enlarged the old stone house into a stately +villa. He returned in a few minutes, bringing a morocco bag about the +size of those usually carried by lawyers or lawyers' clerks. + +'I don't think I have given you anything since we were engaged, Mary,' +he said, as he seated himself by her side. + +Mary blushed, remembering how Clara, the maid, had remarked upon this +fact. + +'You gave me my ring,' she said, looking down at the massive band of +gold, 'and you have given me ever so many delightful books.' + +'Those were very humble gifts, Molly: but to-day I have brought you a +wedding present.' + +He opened the bag and took out a red morocco case, and then half-a-dozen +more red morocco cases of various shapes and sizes. The first looked +new, but the others were old-fashioned and passing shabby, as if they +had been knocking about brokers' shops for the last quarter of a +century. + +'There is my wedding gift, Mary,' he said, handing her the new case. + +It contained an exquisitely painted miniature of a very beautiful woman, +in a large oval locket set with sapphires. + +'You have asked me for my portrait, dearest,' he said. 'I give you my +mother's rather than my own, because I loved her as I never thought to +love again, till I knew you. I should like you to wear that locket +sometimes, Mary, as a kind of link between the love of the past and the +love of the present. Were my mother living, she would welcome and +cherish my bride and my wife. She is dead, and you and she can never +meet on earth: but I should like you to be familiar with the face which +was once the light of my life.' + +Mary's eyes filled with tears as she gazed at the face in the miniature. +It was the portrait of a woman of about thirty--a face of exquisite +refinement, of calm and pensive beauty. + +'I shall treasure this picture always, above all things,' she said: but +'why did you have it set so splendidly, Jack? No gems were needed to +give your mother's portrait value in my eyes.' + +'I know that, dearest, but I wanted to make the locket worth wearing. +And now for the other cases. The locket is your lover's free gift, and +is yours to keep and to bequeath to your children. These are heirlooms, +and yours only during your husband's lifetime.' + +He opened one of the largest cases, and on a bed of black velvet Mary +beheld a magnificent diamond necklace, with a large pendant. He opened +another and displayed a set of sprays for the hair. Another contained +earrings, another bracelets, the last a tiara. + +'What are they for?' gasped Mary. + +'For my wife to wear.' + +'Oh, but I could never wear such things,' she exclaimed, with an idea +that these must be stage jewellery. 'They are paste, of course--very +beautiful for people who like that kind of thing--but I don't.' + +She felt deeply shocked at this evidence of bad taste on the part of her +lover. How the things flashed in the sunshine--but so did the crystal +drops in the old Venetian girandoles. + +'No, Molly, they are not paste; they are Brazilian diamonds, and, as +Maulevrier would say, they are as good as they make them. They are +heirlooms, Molly. My dear mother wore them in her summer-tide of wedded +happiness. My grandmother wore them for thirty years before her; my +great grandmother wore them at the Court of Queen Charlotte, and they +were worn at the Court of Queen Anne. They are nearly two hundred years +old; and those central stones in the tiara came out of a cap worn by the +Great Mogul, and are the largest table diamonds known. They are +historic, Mary.' + +'Why, they must be worth a fortune.' + +'They are valued at something over seventy thousand pounds.' + +'But why don't you sell them?' exclaimed Mary, opening her eyes wide +with surprise, 'they would give you a handsome income.' + +'They are not mine to sell, Molly. Did not I tell you that they are +heirlooms? They are the family jewels of the Countesses of Hartfield.' + +'Then what are you?' + +'Ronald Hollister, Earl of Hartfield, and your adoring lover!' + +Mary gave a cry of surprise, a cry of distress even. + +'Oh, that is too dreadful!' she exclaimed; 'grandmother will be so +unhappy. She had set her heart upon Lesbia marrying Lord Hartfield, the +son of the man _she_ loved.' + +'I got wind of her wish more than a year ago,' said Hartfield, 'from +your brother; and he and I hatched a little plot between us. He told me +Lesbia was not worthy of his friend's devotion--told me that she was +vain and ambitious--that she had been educated to be so. I determined to +come and try my fate. I would try to win her as plain John Hammond. If +she was a true woman, I told myself, vanity and ambition would be blown +to the four winds, provided I could win her love. I came, I saw her; and +to see was to love her. God knows I tried honestly to win her; but I +had sworn to myself that I would woo her as John Hammond, and I did not +waver in my resolution--no, not when a word would have turned the scale. +She liked me, I think, a little; but she did not like the notion of an +obscure life as the wife of a hardworking professional man. The pomps +and vanities of this world had it against love or liking, and she gave +me up. I thank God that the pomps and vanities prevailed; for this happy +chance gave me Mary, my sweet Wordsworthian damsel, found, like the +violet or the celandine, by the wayside, in Wordsworth's own country.' + +'And you are Lord Hartfield!' exclaimed Mary, still lost in wonder, and +with no elation at this change in the aspect of her life. 'I always knew +you were a great man. But poor grandmother! It will be a dreadful +disappointment to her.' + +'I think not. I think she has learned my Molly's value; rather late, as +I learned it; and I believe she will be glad that one of her +granddaughters should marry the son of her first lover. Let us go to +her, love, and see if she is reconciled to the idea, and whether the +settlement is ready for execution. Dorncliffe and his clerk were working +at it half through the night.' + +'What is the good of a settlement?' asked Mary. 'I'm sure I don't want +one.' + +'Lady Hartfield must not be dependent upon her husband's whim or +pleasure for her milliner's bill or her private charities,' answered her +lover, smiling at her eagerness to repudiate anything business-like. + +'But I would rather be dependent on your pleasure. I shall never have +any milliner's bills; and I am sure you would never deny me money for +charity.' + +'You shall not have to ask me for it, except when you have exceeded your +pin-money. I hope you will do that now and then, just to afford me the +pleasure of doing you a favour.' + +'Hartfield,' repeated Mary, to herself, as they went towards the house; +'shall I have to call you Hartfield? I don't like the name nearly so +well as Jack.' + +'You shall call me Jack for old sake's sake,' said Hartfield, tenderly. + +'How did you think of such a name as Jack?' + +'Rather an effort of genius, wasn't it. Well, first and foremost I was +christened Ronald John--all the Hollisters are christened John--name of +the founder of the race; and, secondly, Maulevrier and I were always +plain Mr. Morland and Mr. Hammond in our travels, and always called each +other Jack and Jim.' + +'How nice!' said Mary; 'would you very much mind our being plain Mr. and +Mrs. Hammond, while we are on our honeymoon trip?' + +'I should like it of all things.' + +'So should I. People will not take so much notice of us, and we can do +what we like, and go where we like.' + +'Delightful! We'll even disguise ourselves as Cook's tourists, if you +like. I would not mind.' + +They were at the door of Lady Maulevrier's sitting room by this time. +They went in, and were greeted with smiles. + +'Let me look at the Countess of Hartfield that is to be in half an +hour,' said her ladyship. 'Oh, Mary, Mary, what a blind idiot I have +been, and what a lucky girl you are! I told you once that you were wiser +than Lesbia, but I little thought how much wiser you had been.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +'OUR LOVE WAS NEW, AND THEN BUT IN THE SPRING.' + + +Henley Regatta was over. It had passed like a tale that is told; like +Epsom and Ascot, and all the other glories of the London season. Happy +those for whom the glory of Henley, the grace of Ascot, the fever of +Epsom, are not as weary as a twice-told tale, bringing with them only +bitterest memories of youth that has fled, of hopes that have withered, +of day-dreams that have never been realised. There are some to whom that +mad hastening from pleasure to pleasure, that rush from scene to scene +of excitement, that eager crowding into one day and night of gaieties +which might fairly relieve the placid monotony of a month's domesticity, +a month's professional work--some there are to whom this Vanity Fair is +as a treadmill or the turning of a crank, the felon's deepest +humiliation, purposeless, unprofitable, labour. + +The regatta was over, and Lady Kirkbank and her charge hastened back to +Arlington Street. Theirs was the very first departure; albeit Mr. +Smithson pleaded hard for a prolongation of their visit. The weather was +exceptionally lovely, he urged. Water picnics were delightful just +now--the banks were alive with the colour of innumerable wild flowers, +as beautiful and more poetical than the gorgeous flora of the Amazon or +the Paraguay river. And Lady Lesbia had developed a genius for punting; +and leaning against her pole, with her hair flying loose and sleeves +rolled up above the elbow, she was a subject for canvas or marble, +Millais or Adams Acton. + +'When we are in Italy I will have her modelled, just in that attitude, +and that dress,' said Mr. Smithson. 'She will make a lovely companion +for my Reading Girl: one all repose and reverie, the other all life and +action. Dear Lady Kirkbank, you really must stay for another week at +least. Why go back to the smoke and sultriness of town? Here we can +almost live on the water; and I will send to London for some people to +make music for us in the evenings, or if you miss your little game at +"Nap," we will play for an hour or so every night. It shall not be my +fault if my house is not pleasant for you.' + +'Your house is charming, and I shall be here only too often in the days +to come; you will have more than enough of me _then_, I promise you,' +replied Georgie, with her girlish laugh, 'but we must not stop a day +longer now. People would begin to talk. Besides, we have engagements for +every hour of the week that is coming, and for a fortnight after; and +then I suppose I ought to take Lesbia to the North to see her +grandmother, and to discuss all the preparations and arrangements for +this very serious event in which you and Lesbia are to be the chief +performers.' + +'I shall be very glad to go to Grasmere myself, and to make the +acquaintance of my future grandmother-in-law,' said Mr. Smithson. + +'You will be charmed with her. She belongs to the old school--something +of a fossil, perhaps, but a very dignified fossil. She has grown old in +a rustic seclusion, and knows less of _our_ world than a mother abbess; +but she has read immensely, and is wonderfully clever. I am bound to +tell you that she has very lofty ideas about her granddaughter; and I +believe she will only be reconciled to Lesbia's marriage with a commoner +by the notion that you are sure of a peerage. I ventured to hint as much +in my letter to Lady Maulevrier yesterday.' + +A shade of sullenness crept over Horace Smithson's visage. + +'I should hope that such settlements as I am in a position to make will +convince Lady Maulevrier that I am a respectable suitor for her +granddaughter, ex peerage,' he said, somewhat haughtily. + +'My dear Smithson, did I not tell you that poor Lady Maulevrier is a +century behind the times,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, with an aggrieved +look. 'If she were one of _us_, of course she would know that wealth is +the paramount consideration, and that you are quite the best match of +the season. But she is dreadfully _arriérée_, poor dear thing; and she +must have amused herself with the day-dream of seeing Lesbia a duchess, +or something of that kind. I shall tell her that Lesbia can be one of +the queens of society without having strawberry leaves on her coach +panels, and that my dear friend Horace Smithson is a much better match +than a seedy duke. So don't look cross, my dear fellow; in me you have a +friend who will never desert you.' + +'Thanks,' said Smithson, inwardly resolving that, so soon as this +little transaction of his marriage were over, he would see as little of +Georgie Kirkbank and her cotton frocks and schoolgirl hats as bare +civility would allow. + +He had promised her that she should be the richer by a neat little +bundle of fat and flourishing railway stock when his happiness was +secured, and he was not going to break his promise. But he did not mean +to give George and Georgie free quarters at Rood Hall, or at Cowes, or +Deauville; and he meant to withdraw his wife altogether from Lady +Kirkbank's pinchbeck set. + +What were Lesbia's feelings in the early morning after the last day of +the regatta, as she slowly paced the lavender walk in the Ladies' +Garden, alone?--for happily Mr. Smithson was not so early a riser as the +Grasmere-bred damsel, and she had this fresh morning hour to herself. Of +what was she thinking as she paced slowly up and down the broad gravel +walk, between two rows of tall old bushes, on which masses of purple +blossom stood up from the pale grey foliage, silvery where the summer +breeze touched it? + +Well, she was thinking first what a grand old place Rood Hall was, and +that it was in a manner hers henceforward. She was to be mistress of +this house, and of other houses, each after its fashion as perfect as +Rood Hall. She was to have illimitable money at her command, to spend +and give away as she liked. She, who yesterday had been tortured by the +idea of owing a paltry three thousand pounds, was henceforward to count +her thousands by the hundred. Her senses reeled before that dazzling +vision of figures with rows of ciphers after them, one cipher more or +less meaning the difference between thousands and millions. Everybody +had agreed in assuring her that Mr. Smithson was inordinately rich. +Everybody had considered it his or her business to give her information +about the gentleman's income; clearly implying thereby that in the +opinion of society Mr. Smithson's merits as a suitor were a question of +so much bullion. + +Could she doubt--she who had learned in one short season to know what +the world was made of and what it most valued--could she, steeped to the +lips in the wisdom of Lady Kirkbank's set, doubt for an instant that she +was making a better match in the eye of society, than if she had married +a man of the highest lineage in all England, a peer of the highest rank, +without large means? She knew that money was power, that a man might +begin life as a pot-boy or a greengrocer, a knacker or a dust +contractor, and climb to the topmost pinnacles, were he only rich +enough. She knew that society would eat such a man's dinners and dance +at his wife's balls, and pretend to think him an altogether exceptional +man, make believe to admire him for his own sake, to think his wife most +brilliant among women, if he were only rich enough. And could she doubt +that society would bow down to her as Lady Lesbia Smithson? She had +learned a great deal in her single season, and she knew how society was +influenced and governed, almost as well as Sir Robert Walpole knew how +human nature could be moulded and directed at the will of a shrewd +diplomatist. She knew that in the fashionable world every man and every +woman, every child even, has his or her price, and may be bought and +sold at pleasure. She had her price, she, Lesbia, the pearl of Grasmere; +and the price having been fairly bidden she had surrendered to the +bidder. + +'I suppose I always meant to marry him,' she thought, pausing in her +promenade to gaze across the verdant landscape, a fertile vale, against +a background of low hills. All the landscape, to the edge of those +hills, belonged to Mr. Smithson. 'Yes, I must have meant to give way at +last, or I should hardly have tolerated his attentions. It would have +been a pity to refuse such a place as this; and, he is quite +gentlemanlike; and as I have done with all romantic ideas, I do not see +why I should not learn to like him very much.' + +She dismissed the idea of Smithson lightly, with this conclusion, which +she believed very virtuous; and then as she resumed her walk her +thoughts reverted to the Park Lane Palace. + +'I hardly know whether I like it,' she mused languidly; 'beautiful as it +is, it is only a reproduction of bygone splendour, and it is painfully +excruciating now. For my own part I would much rather have the shabbiest +old house which had belonged to one's ancestors, which had come to one +as a heritage, by divine right as it were, instead of being bought with +newly made money. To my mind it would rank higher. Yet I doubt if +anybody nowadays sets a pin's value upon ancestors. People ask, Who is +he? but they only mean, How much has he? And provided a person is not +absolutely in trade, not actually engaged in selling soap, or matches, +or mustard, society doesn't care a straw how his money has been made. +The only secondary question is, How long will it last? And that is of +course important.' + +Musing thus, wordly wisdom personified, the maiden looked up and saw her +lover entering at the light little iron gate which gave entrance to this +feminine Eden. She went to meet him, looking all simplicity and +freshness in her white morning gown and neat little Dunstable hat. It +seemed to him as he gazed at her almost as if this delicate, sylph-like +beauty were some wild white flower of the woods personified. + +She gave him her hand graciously, but he drew her to his breast and +kissed her, with the air of a man who was exercising an indisputable +right. She supposed that it was his right, and she submitted, but +released herself as quickly as possible. + +'My dearest, how lovely you look in this morning light,' he exclaimed, +'while all the other women are upstairs making up their faces to meet +the sun, and we shall see every shade of bismuth by-and-by, from pale +mauve to purple.' + +'It is very uncivil of you to say such a thing of your guests,' +exclaimed Lesbia. + +'But they all indulge in bismuth--you must be quite aware of that. They +call the stuff by different names--Blanc Rosati, Crême de l'Imperatrice, +Milk of Beauty, Perline, Opaline, Ivorine--but it means bismuth all the +same. Expose your fashionable beauty to the fumes of sewer-gas, and that +dazzling whiteness would turn to a dull brown hue, or even black. Thank +heaven, my Lesbia wears real lilies and roses. Have you been here long?' + +'About half an hour' + +'I only wish I had known. I should not have dawdled so long over my +dressing.' + +'I am very glad you did not know,' Lesbia answered coolly. 'Do you +suppose I never want to be alone? Life in London is perpetual turmoil; +one's eyes grow weary with ever-moving crowds, one's ears ache +with trying to distinguish one voice among the buzz of voices.' + +'Then why go back to town? Why go back to the turmoil and the treadmill? +It is only a kind of treadmill, after all, though we choose to call it +pleasure. Stay here, Lesbia, and let us live upon the river, and among +the flowers,' urged Smithson, with as romantic an air as if he had never +heard of contango, or bulling and bearing; and yet only half an hour +ago, while his valet was shaving him, he was debating within himself +whether he should be bear or bull in his influence upon certain stock. + +It was supposed that he never went near the city, that he had shaken the +dust of Lombard Street and the House off his shoes, that his fortune was +made, and he had no further need of speculation. Yet the proverb holds +good with the stock-jobber. 'He who has once drunk will drink again.' Of +that fountain there is no satiety. + +'Stay and hear the last of the nightingales,' he murmured; 'we are famous +for our nightingales.' + +'I wonder you don't order a _fricassée_ of their tongues, like that +loathsome person in Roman history.' + +'I hope I shall never resemble any loathsome person. Why can you not +stay?' + +'Why, because it is not etiquette, Lady Kirkbank says.' + +'Lady Kirkbank, eh? _la belle farce_, Lady Kirkbank standing out for +etiquette.' + +'Don't laugh at my chaperon, sir. Upon what rock can a poor girl lean if +you undermine her faith in her chaperon, sir.' + +'I hope you will have a better guardian before you are a month older. I +mean to be a very strong rock, Lesbia. You do not know how firmly I +shall stand between you and all the perils of society. You have been but +poorly guarded hitherto.' + +'You talk as if you mean to be an abominable tyrant,' said Lesbia. 'If +you don't take care I shall change my mind, and recall my promise.' + +'Not on that account, Lesbia: every woman likes a man who stands up for +his own. It is only your invertebrate husband whose wife drifts into the +divorce court. I mean to keep and hold the prize I have won. When is it +to be, dearest--our wedding day?' + +'Not for ages, I hope--some time next summer, at the earliest.' + +'You would not be so cruel as to keep me waiting a year?' + +'Why not?' + +'You would not ask that if you loved me.' + +'You are asking too much,' said Lesbia, with a flash of defiance. 'There +has been nothing said about love yet. You asked me to be your wife, and +I said yes--meaning that at some remote period such a thing might be.' + +She knew that the man was her slave--slave to her beauty, slave to her +superior rank--and she was determined not to lessen the weight of his +chain by so much as a feather. + +'Did not that promise imply something like love?' he asked, earnestly. + +'Perhaps it implied a little gratitude for your devotion, which I have +neither courted nor encouraged; a little respect for your talents, your +perseverance--a little admiration for your wonderful success in life. +Perhaps love may follow these sentiments, naturally, easily, if you are +very patient; but if you talk about our being married before next year, +you will simply make me hate you.' + +'Then I will say very little, except to remind you that there is no +earthly reason why we should not be married next month. October and +November are the best months for Rome, and I heard you say last night +you were pining to see Rome.' + +'What then--cannot Lady Kirkbank take me to Rome?' + +'And introduce you to the rowdiest people in the city,' cried Mr. +Smithson. 'Lesbia, I adore you. It is the dream of my life to be your +husband; but if you are going to spend a winter in Italy with Lady +Kirkbank, I renounce my right, I surrender my hope. You will not be the +wife of my dreams after that.' + +'Do you assert a right to control my life during our engagement?' + +'Some little right; above all, the privilege of choosing your friends. +And that is one reason why I most fervently desire our marriage should +not be delayed. You would find it difficult, impossible perhaps, to get +out of Lady Kirkbank's claws while you are single; but once my wife, +that amiable old person can be made to keep her distance.' + +'Lady Kirkbank's claws! What a horrible way in which to speak of a +friend. I thought you adored Lady Kirkbank.' + +'So I do. We all adore her, but not as a guide for youth. As a specimen +of the elderly female of the latter half of the nineteenth century, she +is perfect. Such gush, such juvenility, such broad views, such an utter +absence of starch; but as a lamp for the footsteps of girlhood--no, +_there_ we must pause.' + +'You are very ungrateful. Do you know that poor Lady Kirkbank has been +most strenuous in your behalf?' + +'Oh, yes, I know that.' + +'And you are not grateful?' + +'I intend to be very grateful, so grateful as to entirely satisfy Lady +Kirkbank.' + +'You are horribly cynical. That reminds me, there was a poor girl whom +Lady Kirkbank had under her wing one season--a Miss Trinder, to whom I +am told you behaved shamefully.' + +'There was a parson's daughter who threw herself at my head in a most +audacious way, and who behaved so badly, egged on by Lady Kirkbank, that +I had to take refuge in flight. Do you suppose I am the kind of man to +marry the first adventurous damsel who takes a fancy to my town house, +and thinks it would be a happy hunting ground for a herd of brothers and +sisters? Miss Trinder was shocking bad style, and her designs were +transparent from the very beginning! I let her flirt as much as she +liked; and when she began to be seriously sentimental I took wing for +the East.' + +'Was she pretty?' asked Lesbia, not displeased at this contemptuous +summing up of poor Belle Trinder's story. + +'If you admire the Flemish type, as illustrated by Rubens, she was +lovely. A complexion of lilies and roses--cabbage roses, _bien entendu_, +which were apt to deepen into peonies after champagne and mayonaise at +Ascot or Sandown--a figure--oh--well--a tremendous figure--hair of an +auburn that touched perilously on the confines of red--large, +serviceable feet, and an appetite--the appetite of a ploughman's +daughter reared upon short commons.' + +'You are very cruel to a girl who evidently admired you.' + +'A fig for her admiration! She wanted to live in my house and spend my +money.' + +'There goes the gong,' exclaimed Lesbia; 'pray let us go to breakfast. +You are hideously cynical, and I am wofully tired of you.' + +And as they strolled back to the house, by lavender walk and rose +garden, and across the dewy lawn, Lesbia questioned herself as to +whether she was one whit better or more dignified than Isabella Trinder. +She wore her rue with a difference, that was all. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +'ALL FANCY, PRIDE, AND FICKLE MAIDENHOOD.' + + +The return to Arlington Street meant a return to the ceaseless whirl of +gaiety. Even at Rood Hall life had been as near an approach to perpetual +motion as one could hope for in this world; but the excitement and the +hurrying and scampering in Berkshire had a rustic flavour; there were +moments that were almost repose, a breathing space between the blue +river and the blue sky, in a world that seemed made of green fields and +hanging woods, the plashing of waters, and the song of the lark. But in +London the very atmosphere was charged with hurry and agitation; the +freshness was gone from the verdure of the parks; the glory of the +rhododendrons had faded; the Green Park below Lady Kirkbank's mansion +was baked and rusty; the towers of the Houses of Parliament yonder were +dimly seen in a mist of heat. London air tasted of smoke and dust, +vibrated with the incessant roll of carriages, and the trampling of +multitudinous feet. + +There are women of rank who can take the London season quietly, and live +their own lives in the midst of the whirl and the riot--women for whom +that squirrel-like circulation round and round the fashionable wheel has +no charm--women who only receive people they like, only go into society +that is congenial. But Lady Kirkbank was not one of these. The advance +of age made her only more keen in the pursuit of pleasure. She would +have abandoned herself to despair had the glass over the mantelpiece in +her boudoir ceased to be choked and littered with cards--had her book of +engagements shown a blank page. Happily there were plenty of people--if +not all of them the best people--who wanted Sir George and Lady Kirkbank +at their parties. The gentleman was sporting and harmless, the lady was +good-natured, and just sufficiently eccentric to be amusing without +degenerating into a bore. And this year she was asked almost everywhere, +for the sake of the beauty who went under her wing. Lesbia had been as a +pearl of price to her chaperon, from a social point of view; and now +that she was engaged to Horace Smithson she was likely to be even more +valuable. + +Mr. Smithson had promised Lady Kirkbank, sportively as it were, and upon +the impulse of the moment, as he would have offered to wager a dozen of +gloves, that were he so happy as to win her _protégée's_ hand he would +find her an investment for, say, a thousand, which would bring her in +twenty per cent.; nay, more, he would also find the thousand, which +would have been the initial difficulty on poor Georgie's part. But this +little matter was in Georgie's mind a detail, compared with the +advantages to accrue to her indirectly from Lesbia's union with one of +the richest men in London. + +Lady Kirkbank had brought about many good matches, and had been too +often rewarded with base ingratitude upon the part of her _protégées_, +after marriage; but there was a touch of Arcady in the good soul's +nature, and she was always trustful. She told herself that Lesbia would +not be ungrateful, would not basely kick down the ladder by which she +had mounted to heights empyrean, would not cruelly shelve the friend who +had pioneered her to high fortune. She counted upon making the house in +Park Lane as her own house, upon being the prime mover of all Lesbia's +hospitalities, the supervisor of her visiting list, the shadow behind +the throne. + +There were balls and parties nightly, dinners, luncheons, +garden-parties; and yet there was a sense of waning in the glory of the +world--everybody felt that the fag-end of the season was approaching. +All the really great entertainments were over--the Cabinet dinners, the +Reception at the Foreign Office, the last of the State balls and +concerts. Some of the best people had already left town; and senators +were beginning to complain that they saw no prospect of early +deliverance. There was Goodwood still to look forward to; and after +Goodwood the Deluge--or rather Cowes Regatta, about which Lady +Kirkbank's set were already talking. + +Lady Lesbia was to be at Cowes for the Regatta week. That was a settled +thing. Mr. Smithson's schooner-yacht, the Cayman, was to be her hotel. +It was to be Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia's yacht for the nonce; and +Mr. Smithson was to live on shore at his villa, and at that aristocratic +club to which, by Maulevrier's influence, and on the score of his +approaching marriage with an earl's daughter, he had been just selected. +He would be only Lady Kirkbank's visitor on board the Cayman. The severe +etiquette of the situation would therefore not be infringed; and yet Mr. +Smithson would have the happiness of seeing his betrothed sole and +sovereign mistress of his yacht, and of spending the long summer days at +her feet. Even to Lady Lesbia this idea of the yacht was not without its +charm. She had never been on board such a yacht as the Cayman; she was a +good sailor, as testified by many an excursion, in hired sailing boats, +at Tynemouth, and St. Bees; and she knew that she would be the queen of +the hour. She accepted Mr. Smithson's invitation for the Cowes week more +graciously than she was wont to receive his attentions, and was pleased +to say that the whole thing would be rather enjoyable. + +'It will be simple enchantment,' exclaimed the more enthusiastic +Georgie Kirkbank. 'There is nothing so rapturous as life on board a +yacht; there is a flavour of adventure, a _sansgêne_, a--in short +everything in the world that I like. I shall wear my cotton frocks, and +give myself up to enjoyment, lie on the deck and look up at the blue +sky, too deliciously idle even to read the last horrid thing of Zola's.' + +But the Cowes Regatta was nearly three weeks ahead; and in the meantime +there was Goodwood, and the ravelled threads of the London season had to +be wound up. And by this time it was known everywhere that the affair +between Mr. Smithson and Maulevrier's sister was really on. 'It's as +settled a business as the entries and bets for next year's Derby,' said +one lounger to another in the smoking-room of the Haute Gomme. 'Play or +pay, don't you know.' + +Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia had both written to Lady Maulevrier, Lesbia +writing somewhat coldly, very briefly, and in a half defiant tone, to +the effect that she had accepted Mr. Smithson's offer, and that she +hoped her grandmother would be pleased with a match which everybody +supposed to be extremely advantageous. She was going to Grasmere +immediately after the Cowes week to see her dear grandmother, and to be +assured of her approval. In the meanwhile she was awfully busy; there +were callers driving up to the door at that very moment, and her brain +was racked by the apprehension that she might not get her new gown in +time for the Bachelor's Ball, which was to be quite one of the nicest +things of the year, so dearest grandmother must excuse a hurried letter, +etc., etc., etc. + +Georgie Kirkbank was more effusive, more lengthy. She expatiated upon +the stupendous alliance which her sweetest Lesbia was about to make; and +took credit to herself for having guided Lesbia's footsteps in the right +way. + +'Smithson is a most difficult person,' she wrote. 'The least error of +taste on your dear girl's part would have _froisséd_ him. Men with that +immense wealth are always suspicious, ready to imagine mercenary +motives, on their guard against being trapped. But Lesbia had _me_ at +her back, and she managed him perfectly. He is positively her slave; and +you will be able to twist him round your little finger in the matter of +settlements. You may do what you like with him, for the ground has been +thoroughly prepared by _me_.' + +Lady Maulevrier's reply was not enthusiastic. She had no doubt Mr. +Smithson was a very good match, according to the modern estimate of +matrimonial alliances, in which money seemed to be the Alpha and Omega. +But she had cherished views of another kind. She had hoped to see her +dear granddaughter wear one of those noble and historic names which are +a badge of distinction for all time. She had hoped to see her enter one +of those grand old families which are a kind of royalty. And that Lesbia +should marry a man whose sole distinction consisted of an immense +fortune amassed heaven knows how, was a terrible blow to her pride. + +'But it is not the first,' wrote Lady Maulevrier. 'My pride has received +crushing blows in days past, and I ought to be humbled to the dust. But +there is a stubborn resistance in some natures which stands firm against +every shock. You and Lesbia will both be surprised to hear that Mary, +from whom I expected so little, has made a really great match. She was +married yesterday afternoon in my morning room, by special licence, to +the Earl of Hartfield, the lover of her choice, whom we at Fellside have +all known as plain John Hammond. He is an admirable young man, and sure +to make a great figure in the world, as no doubt you know better than I +do, for you are in the way of hearing all about him. His courtship of +Mary is quite an idyll; and the happy issue of this romantic love-affair +has cheered and comforted me more than anything that has happened since +Lesbia left me.' + +This letter, written in Fräulein's niggling little hand, Lady Kirkbank +handed to Lesbia, who read it through in silence; but when she came to +that part of the letter which told of her sister's marriage, her cheek +grew ashy pale, her brow contracted, and she started to her feet and +stared at Lady Kirkbank with wild, dilated eyes, as if she had been +stung by an adder. + +'A strange mystification, wasn't it?' said Lady Kirkbank, almost +frightened at the awful look in Lesbia's face, which was even worse than +Belle Trinder's expression when she read the announcement of Mr. +Smithson's flight. + +'Strange mystification! It was base treachery--a vile and wicked lie!' +cried Lesbia, furiously. 'What right had he to come to us under false +colours, to pretend to be poor, a nobody--with only the vaguest hope of +making a decent position in the future?--and to offer himself under such +impossible conditions to a girl brought up as I had been--a girl +educated by one of the proudest and most ambitious of women--to force me +to renounce everything except him? How could he suppose that any girl, +so placed, could decide in his favour? If he had loved me he would have +told me the truth--he would not have made it impossible for me to accept +him.' + +'I believe he is a very high flown young man,' said Lady Kirkbank, +soothingly; 'he was never in _my_ set, you know, dear. And I suppose he +had some old Minerva-press idea that he would find a girl who would +marry him for his own sake. And your sister, no doubt, eager to marry +_anybody_, poor child, for the sake of getting away from that very +lovely dungeon of Lady Maulevrier's, snapped at the chance; and by a +mere fluke she becomes a countess.' + +Lesbia ignored these consolatory remarks. She was pacing the room like +a tigress, her delicate cambric handkerchief grasped between her two +hands, and torn and rent by the convulsive action of her fingers. She +could have thrown herself from the balcony on to the spikes of the area +railings, she could have dashed herself against yonder big plate-glass +window looking towards the Green Park, like a bird which shatters his +little life against the glass barrier which he mistakes for the open +sky. She could have flung herself down on the floor and grovelled, and +torn her hair--she could have done anything mad, wicked, desperate, in +the wild rage of this moment. + +'Loved me!' she exclaimed; 'he never loved me. If he had he would have +told me the truth. What, when I was in his arms, my head upon his +breast, my whole being surrendered to him, adoring him, what more could +he want? He must have known that this meant real love. And why should he +put it upon me to fight so hard a fight--to brave my grandmother's +anger--to be cursed by her--to face poverty for his sake? I never +professed to be a heroine. He knew that I was a woman, with all a +woman's weakness, a woman's fear of trial and difficulty in the future. +It was a cowardly thing to use me so.' + +'It was,' said Lady Kirkbank, in the same soothing tone; 'but if you +liked this Hammond-Hartfield creature a little in those old days, I +know you have outlived that liking long ago.' + +'Of course; but it is a hard thing to know one has been fooled, cheated, +weighed in the balance and found wanting,' said Lesbia, scornfully. + +She was taming down a little by this time, ashamed of that outbreak of +violent passion, feeling that she had revealed too much to Lady +Kirkbank. + +'It was a caddish thing to do,' said Georgie; 'and this Hartfield is +just what I always thought him--an insufferable prig. However, my +sweetest girl, there is really nothing to lament in the matter. Your +sister has made a good alliance, which will score high in your favour +by-and-by, and you are going to marry a man who is three times as rich +as Lord Hartfield.' + +'Rich, yes; and nothing but rich; while Lord Hartfield is a man of the +very highest standing, belongs to the flower of English nobility. Rich, +yes; Mr. Smithson is rich; but, as Lady Maulevrier says, he has made his +money heaven knows how.' + +'Mr. Smithson has not made his money heaven knows how,' answered Lady +Kirkbank, indignantly. 'He has made it in cochineal, in iron, in +gunpowder, in coal, in all kinds of commodities. Everybody in the City +knows how he has made his money, and that he has a genius for turning +everything into gold. If the gold changes back into one of the baser +metals, it is only when Mr. Smithson has made all he wanted to make. And +now he has quite done with the City. The House is the only business of +his life; and he is becoming a power in the House. You have every reason +to be proud of your choice, Lesbia.' + +'I will try to be proud of it,' said Lesbia, resolutely. 'I will not be +scorned and trampled upon by Mary.' + +'She seemed a harmless kind of girl,' said Lady Kirkbank, as if she had +been talking of a housemaid. + +'She is a designing minx,' exclaimed Lesbia, 'and has set her cap at +that man from the very beginning.' + +'But she could not have known that he was Lord Hartfield.' + +'No; but he was a man; and that was enough for her.' + +From this time forward there was a change in Lady Lesbia's style and +manner--a change very much for the worse, as old-fashioned people +thought; but to the taste of some among Lady Kirkbank's set, the change +was an improvement. She was gayer than of old, gay with a reckless +vivacity, intensely eager for action and excitement, for cards and +racing, and all the strongest stimulants of fashionable life. Most +people ascribed this increased vivacity, this electric manner, to the +fact of her engagement to Horace Smithson. She was giddy with her +triumph, dazzled by a vision of the gold which was soon to be hers. + +'Egad, if I saw myself in a fair way of being able to write cheques upon +such an account as Smithson's I should be as wild as Lady Lesbia,' said +one of the damsel's military admirers at the Rag. 'And I believe the +young lady was slightly dipped.' + +'Who told you that?' asked his friend. + +'A mother of mine,' answered the youth, with an apologetic air, as if he +hardly cared to own such a humdrum relationship. 'Seraphine, the +dressmaker, was complaining--wanted to see the colour of Lady Lesbia +Haselden's money--vulgar curiosity--asked my old mother if she thought +the account was safe, and so on. That's how I came to know all about +it.' + +'Well, she'll be able to pay Seraphine next season.' + +Lord Maulevrier came back to London directly after his sister's wedding. +The event, which came off so quietly, so happily, filled him with +unqualified joy. He had hoped from the very first that his Molly would +win the cup, even while Lesbia was making all the running, as he said +afterwards. And Molly had won, and was the wife of one of the best young +men in England. Maulevrier, albeit unused to the melting-mood, shed a +tear or two for very joy as the sister he loved and the friend of his +boyhood and youth stood side by side in the quiet room at Grasmere, and +spoke the solemn words that made them one for ever. + +The first news he heard after his return to town was of Lesbia's +engagement, which was common talk at the clubs. The visitors at Rood +Hall had come back to London full of the event, and were proud of giving +a detailed account of the affair to outsiders. + +They all talked patronisingly of Smithson, and seemed to think it +rather a wonderful fact that he did not drop his aspirates or eat peas +with a knife. + +'A man of stirling metal,' said the gossips, 'who can hold his own with +many a fellow born in the purple.' + +Maulevrier called in Arlington Street, but Lady Kirkbank and her +_protégée_ were out; and it was at a cricket match at the Orleans Club +that the brother and sister met for the first time after Lord +Hartfield's wedding, which by this time had been in all the papers; a +very simple announcement: + +'On the 29th inst., at Grasmere, by the Reverend Douglass Brooke, the +Earl of Hartfield to Mary, younger daughter of the ninth Earl of +Maulevrier.' + +Lesbia was the centre of a rather noisy little court, in which Mr. +Smithson was conspicuous by his superior reserve. + +He did not exert himself as a lover, paid no compliments, was not +sentimental. The pearl was won, and he wore it very quietly; but +wherever Lesbia went he went; she was hardly ever out of his sight. + +Maulevrier received the coolest possible greeting. Lesbia turned pale +with anger at sight of him, for his presence reminded her of the most +humiliating passage in her life; but the big red satin sunshade +concealed that pale angry look, and nothing in Lesbia's manner betrayed +emotion. + +'Where have you been hiding yourself all this time, and why were you not +at Henley?' she asked. + +'I have been at Grasmere.' + +'Oh, you were a witness of that most romantic marriage. The Lady of +Lyons reversed, the gardener's son turning out to be an earl. Was it +excruciatingly funny?' + +'It was one of the most solemn weddings I ever saw.' + +'Solemn! what, with my Tomboy sister as bride! Impossible!' + +'Your sister ceased to be a Tomboy when she fell in love. She is a sweet +and womanly woman, and will make an adorable wife to the finest fellow I +know. I hear I am to congratulate you, Lesbia, upon your engagement with +Mr. Smithson.' + +'If you think _I_ am the person to be congratulated, you are at liberty +to do so. My engagement is a fact.' + +'Oh, of course, Mr. Smithson is the winner. But as I hope you intend to +be happy, I wish you joy. I am told Smithson is a really excellent +fellow when one gets to know him; and I shall make it my business to be +better acquainted with him.' + +Smithson was standing just out of hearing, watching the bowling. +Maulevrier went over to him and shook hands, their acquaintance hitherto +having been of the slightest, and very shy upon his lordship's part; but +now Smithson could see that Maulevrier meant to be cordial. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +A RASTAQUOUÈRE. + + +There was a dinner party in one of the new houses in Grosvenor Place +that evening, to which Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia had been bidden. The new +house belonged to a new man, who was supposed to have made millions out +of railways, and other gigantic achievements in the engineering line; +and the new man and his wife were friends of Mr. Smithson, and had made +the simple Georgie's acquaintance only within the last three weeks. + +'Of course they are stupid, my dear,' she remarked, in response to some +slighting remark of Lesbia's, 'but I am always willing to know rich +people. One drops in for so many good things; and they never want any +return in kind. It is quite enough for them to be allowed to spend their +money _upon us._' + +The house was gorgeous in all the glory of the very latest fashions in +upholstery; hall Algerian; dining-room Pompeian; drawing-room Early +Italian; music-room Louis Quatorze; billiard-room mediæval English. The +dinner was as magnificent as dinner can be made. Three-fourths of the +guests were the _haute gomme_ of the financial world, and perspired +gold. The other third belonged to a class which Mr. Smithson described +somewhat contemptuously as the shake-back nobility. An Irish peer, a +younger son of a ducal house that had run to seed, a political agitator, +a grass widow whose titled husband was governor of an obscure colony, an +ancient dowager with hair which was too luxuriant to be anything but a +wig, and diamonds which were so large as to suggest paste. + +Lesbia sat by her affianced at the glittering table, lighted with +clusters of wax candles, which shone upon a level _parterre_ of tea +roses, gardenias, and gloire de Malmaison carnations; from which rose at +intervals groups of silver-gilt dolphins, supporting shallow golden +dishes piled with peaches, grapes, and all the costliest produce of +Covent Garden. + +Conversation was not particularly brilliant, nor had the guests an +elated air. The thermometer was near eighty, and at this period of the +season everybody was tired of this kind of dinner, and would gladly have +foregone the greatest achievements of culinary art, in favour of a +chicken and a salad, eaten under green leaves, in a garden at Wargrave +or Henley, within sound of the rippling river. + +On Lesbia's right hand there was a portly personage of Jewish type, dark +to swarthiness, and somewhat oily, whose every word suggested bullion. +He and Mr. Smithson were evidently acquaintances of long standing, and +Mr. Smithson presented him to Lesbia, whereupon he joined in their +conversation now and then. + +His talk was of the usual standard. He had seen everything worth seeing +in London and in Paris, between which cities he seemed to oscillate with +such frequency that he might be said to live in both places at once. He +had his stall at Covent Garden, and his stall at the Grand Opera. He was +a subscriber at the Theatre Français. He had seen all the races at +Longchamps and Chantilly, as well as at Sandown and Ascot. But every now +and then he and Mr. Smithson drifted from the customary talk about +operas and races, pictures and French novels, to the wider world of +commerce and speculation, mines, waterworks, and foreign loans--and +Lesbia leant back in her chair, and fanned herself languidly, with +half-closed eyelids, while two or three courses went round, she giving +the little supercilious look at each _entrée_ offered to her, to be +observed on such occasions, as if the thing offered were particularly +nasty. + +She wondered how long the two men were going to prose about mines and +shares, in those subdued half-mysterious voices, telling each other +occult facts in half-expressed phrases, utterly dark to the outside +world; but, while she was languidly wondering, a change in her lover's +manner startled her into keenest curiosity. + +'Montesma is in Paris,' said Mr. Sampayo, the dark gentleman; 'I dined +last week with him at the Continental.' + +Mr. Smithson's complexion faded curiously, and a leaden darkness came +over his countenance, as of a man whose heart and lungs suddenly refuse +their office. But in a few moments he was smiling feebly. + +'Indeed! I thought he was played out years ago.' + +'A man of that kind is never played out. Don Gomez de Montesma is as +clever as Satan, as handsome as Apollo, and he bears one of the oldest +names in Castile. Such a man will always come to the front. _C'est un +rastaquouère mais rastaquouère de bon genre_. You knew him intimately +_là bas_, I believe?' + +'In Cuba; yes, we were pretty good friends once.' + +'And were useful to each other, no doubt,' said Mr. Sampayo, pleasantly. +'Was that Argentiferous Copper Company in sixty-four yours or his?' + +'There were a good many people concerned in it.' + +'No doubt; it takes a good many people to work that kind of thing, but I +fancy you and Montesma were about the only two who came out of it +pleasantly. And he and you did a little in the shipping line, didn't +you--African produce? However, that's an old song. You have had so many +good things since then.' + +'Did Montesma talk of coming to London?' + +'He did not talk about it; but he would hardly go back to the tropics +without having a look round on both sides of the Channel. He was always +fond of society, pretty women, dancing, and amusements of all kinds. I +have no doubt we shall see him here before the end of the season.' + +Mr. Smithson pursued the subject no further. He turned to Lesbia, who had +been curiously interested in this little bit of conversation--interested +first because Smithson had seemed agitated by the mention of the +Spaniard's name; secondly, because of the description of the man, which +had a romantic sound. The very word tropic suggested a romance. And +Lesbia, whose mind was jaded by the monotony of a London season, the +threadbare fabric of society conversation, kindled at any image which +appealed to her fancy. + +Clever as Satan, handsome as Apollo, scion of an old Castilian family, +fresh from the tropics. Her imagination dwelt upon the ideas which these +words had conjured up. + +Three days after this she was at the opera with her chaperon, her lover +in attendance as usual. The opera was "Faust," with Nillson as +Marguerite. After the performance they were to drive down to Twickenham +on Mr. Smithson's drag, and to dance and sup at the Orleans. The last +ball of the season was on this evening; and Lesbia had been persuaded +that it was to be a particular _recherché_ ball, and that only the very +nicest people were to be present. At any rate, the drive under the light +of a July moon would be delicious; and if they did not like the people +they found there they could eat their supper and come away immediately +after, as Lady Kirkbank remarked philosophically. + +The opera was nearly over--that grand scene of Valentine's death was +on--and Lesbia was listening breathlessly to every note, watching every +look of the actors, when there came a modest little knock at the door of +her box. She darted an angry glance round, and shrugged her shoulders +vexatiously. What Goth had dared to knock during that thrilling scene? + +Mr. Smithson rose and crept to the door and quietly opened it. + +A dark, handsome man, who was a total stranger to Lesbia, glided in, +shaking hands with Smithson as he entered. + +Till this moment Lesbia's whole being had been absorbed in the +scene--that bitter anathema of the brother, the sister's cry of anguish +and shame. Where else is there tragedy so human, so enthralling--grief +that so wrings the spectator's heart? It needed a Goethe and a Gounod to +produce this masterpiece. + +In an instant, in a flash, Lesbia's interest in the stage was gone. Her +first glance at the stranger told her who he was. The olive tint, the +eyes of deepest black, the grand form of the head and perfect chiselling +of the features could belong only to that scion of an old Castilian race +whom she had heard described the other evening--'clever as Satan, +handsome as Apollo.' + +Yes, this must be the man, Don Gomez de Montesma. There was nothing in +Mr. Smithson's manner to indicate that the Spaniard was an unwelcome +guest. On the contrary, Smithson received him with a cordiality which in +a man of naturally reserved manner seemed almost rapture. The curtain +fell, and he presented Don Gomez to Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia; +whereupon dear Georgie began to gush, after her wont, and to ask a good +many questions in a manner that was too girlish to seem impertinent. + +'How perfectly you speak English!' she exclaimed. 'You must have lived +in England a good deal.' + +'On the contrary, it is my misfortune to have lived here very little, +but I have known a good many English and Americans in Cuba and in +Paris.' + +'In Cuba! Do you really come from Cuba? I have always fancied that Cuba +must be an altogether charming place to live in--like Biarritz or Pau, +don't you know, only further away. Do please tell me where it is, and +what kind of a place.' + +Geographically, Lady Kirkbank's mind was a blank. It was quite a +revelation to her to find that Cuba was an island. + +'It must be a lovely spot!' exclaimed the fervid creature. 'Let me see, +now, what do we get from Cuba?--cigars--and--and tobacco. I suppose in +Cuba everybody smokes?' + +'Men, women, and children.' + +'How delicious! Would that I were a Cuban! And the natives, are they +nice?' + +'There are no aborigines. The Indians whom Columbus found soon perished +off the face of the island. European civilisation generally has that +effect. But one of our most benevolent captain-generals provided us with +an imported population of niggers.' + +'How delightful. I have always longed to live among a slave population, +dear submissive black things dressed in coral necklaces and feathers, +instead of the horrid over-fed wretches we have to wait upon us. And if +the aborigines were not wanted it was just as well for them to die out, +don't you know,' prattled Lady Kirkbank. + +'It was very accommodating of them, no doubt. Yet we could employ half a +million of them, if we had them, in draining our swamps. Agriculture +suffered by the loss of Indian labour.' + +'I suppose they were like the creatures in Pizarro, poor dear yellow +things with brass bracelets,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'I remember seeing +Macready as Rolla when I was quite a little thing.' + +And now the curtain rose for the last act. + +'Do you care about staying for the end?' asked Mr. Smithson of Lesbia. +'It will make us rather late at the Orleans.' + +'Never mind how late we are,' said Lesbia, imperiously. 'I have always +been cheated out of this last act for some stupid party. Imagine losing +Gounod and Nillson for the sake of struggling through the mob on a +stifling staircase, and being elbowed by inane young men, with gardenias +in their coats.' + +Lady Lesbia had a pretty little way of always opposing any suggestion of +her sweetheart. She was resolved to treat him as badly as a future +husband could be treated. In consenting to marry him she had done him a +favour which was a great deal more than such a person had any right to +expect. + +She leant forward to watch and listen, with her elbow resting on the +velvet cushion--her head upon her hand, and she seemed absorbed in the +scene. But this was mere outward seeming. All the enchantment of music +and acting was over. She only heard and saw vaguely, as if it were a +shadowy scene enacted ever so far away. Every now and then her eyes +glanced involuntarily toward Don Gomez, who stood leaning against the +back of the box, pale, languid, graceful, poetic, an altogether +different type of manhood from that with which she had of late been +satiated. + +Those deep dark eyes of his had a dreamy look. They gazed across the +dazzling house, into space, above Lady Lesbia's head. They seemed to see +nothing; and they certainly were not looking at her. + +Don Gomez was the first man she ever remembered to have been presented +to her who did not favour her with a good deal of hard staring, more or +less discreetly managed, during the first ten minutes of their +acquaintance. On him her beauty fell flat. He evidently failed to +recognise her supreme loveliness. It might be that she was the wrong +type for Cuba. Every nation has its own Venus; and that far away spot +beyond the torrid zone might have a somewhat barbarous idea of beauty. +At any rate, Don Gomez was apparently unimpressed. And yet Lesbia +flattered herself that she was looking her best to-night, and that her +costume was a success. She wore a white satin gown, short in the skirt, +for the luxury of freedom in waltzing, and made with Quaker-like +simplicity, the bodice high to the throat, fitting her like a sheath. + +Her only ornaments were a garland of scarlet poppies wreathed from +throat to shoulder, and a large diamond heart which Mr. Smithson had +lately given her; 'a bullock's heart,' as Lady Kirkbank called it. + +When the curtain fell, and not till then, she rose and allowed herself +to be clad in a brown velvet Newmarket, which completely covered her +short satin gown. She had a little brown velvet toque to match the +Newmarket, and thus attired she would be able to take her seat on the +drag which was waiting on the quietest side of Covent Garden. + +'Why should not you go with us, Don Gomez?' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, in +a gush of hospitality. 'The drive will be charming--not equal to your +tropical Cuba--but intensely nice. And the gardens will be something too +sweet on such a night as this. I knew them when the dear Duc d'Aumale +was there. Ay de mi, such a man!' + +Lady Kirkbank sighed, with the air of having known his Altesse Royale +intimately. + +'I should be charmed,' said Don Gomez, 'if I thought my friend Smithson +wanted me. Would you really like to have me, Smithson?' + +'I should be enchanted.' + +'And there is room on the drag?' + +'Room enough for half-a-dozen. I am only taking Sir George Kirkbank and +Colonel Delville--whom we are to pick up at the Haute Gomme--and Mr. and +Mrs. Mostyn, who are in the stalls.' + +'A nice snug little party,' exclaimed that charming optimist, Lady +Kirkbank. 'I hate a crowd on a drag. The way some of the members of the +Four-in-hand Club load their coaches on parade reminds me of a +Beanfeast!' + +They found Lady Kirkbank's footman and one of Mr. Smithson's grooms +waiting in the hall of the opera house. The groom to conduct them to the +spot where the drag was waiting; the footman to carry wraps and take his +mistress's final orders. There was a Bohemian flavour in the little walk +to the great fruit garden, which was odorous of bruised peaches and +stale salads as they passed it. Waggon-loads of cabbages and other +garden stuff were standing about by the old church; the roadway was +littered with the refuse of the market; and the air was faint and heavy +with the scent of herbs and flowers. + +Lesbia mounted lightly to her place of honour on the box-seat; and Lady +Kirkbank was hoisted up after her. Mr. and Mrs. Mostyn followed; and +then Don Gomez took his seat by Lady Kirkbank's side and behind Lesbia, +a vantage point from which he could talk to her as much as he liked. Mr. +Smithson seated himself a minute afterwards, and drove off by King +Street and Leicester Square and on to Piccadilly, steering cleverly +through the traffic of cabs and carriages, which was at its apogee just +now, when all the theatres were disgorging their crowds. Piccadilly was +quieter, yet there were plenty of carriages, late people going to +parties and early people going home, horses slipping and sliding on +stones or wood, half the roadway up, and luminous with lanterns. They +stopped in front of the Haute Gomme, where they picked up Sir George +Kirkbank and Colonel Delville, a big man with a patriarchal head, +supposed to be one of the finest whist players in London, and to make a +handsome income by his play. He had ridden in the Balaclava charge, was +a favourite everywhere, and, albeit no genius, was much cleverer than +his friend and school-fellow, George Kirkbank. They had been at Eton +together, had both made love to the lively Georgie, and had been +inseparables for the last thirty years. + +'Couldn't get on without Delville,' said Sir George; 'dooced smart +fellow, sir. Knows the ropes; and does all the thinking for both of us.' + +And now they were fairly started, and the team fell into a rattling +pace, with the road pretty clear before them. Hyde Park was one +umbrageous darkness, edged by long lines of golden light. Coolness and +silence enfolded all things in the summer midnight, and Lesbia, not +prone to romance, sank into a dreamy state of mind, as she leaned back +in her seat and watched the shadowy trees glide by, the long vista of +lamps and verdure in front of her. She was glad that no one talked to +her, for talk of any kind must have broken the spell. Don Gomez sat like +a statue in his place behind her. From Lady Kirkbank, the loquacious, +came a gentle sound of snoring, a subdued, ladylike snore, breathed +softly at intervals, like a sigh. Mr. Smithson had his team, and his own +thoughts, too, for occupation,--thoughts which to-night were not +altogether pleasant. + +At the back of the coach Mrs. Mostyn was descanting on the evolution of +the nautilus, and the relationship of protoplasm and humanity, to +Colonel Delville, who sat smiling placidly behind an immense cigar, and +accepted the most stupendous facts and the most appalling theories with +a friendly little nod of his handsome head. + +Mr. Mostyn frankly slept, as it was his custom to do upon all convenient +occasions. He called it recuperating. + +'Frank ought to be delightfully fresh, for he recuperated all the way +down,' said his wife, when they alighted in the dewy garden at +Twickenham, in front of the lamp-lit portico. + +'I wouldn't have minded his recuperating if he hadn't snored so +abominably,' remarked Colonel Delville. + +It was nearly one o'clock, and the ball had thinned a little, which made +it all the better for those who remained. Mr. Smithson's orders had been +given two days ago, and the very best of the waiters had been told off +for his especial service. The ladies went upstairs to take off their +wrappings and mufflings, and Lesbia emerged dazzling from her brown +velvet Newmarket, while Lady Kirkbank, bending closely over the +looking-glass, like a witch over a caldron, repaired her complexion with +cotton wool. + +They went through the conservatory to the octagon dining-room, where the +supper was ready, a special supper, on a table by a window, a table +laden with exotics and brilliant with glass and silver. The supper was, +of course, perfect in its way. Mr. Smithson's _chef_ had been down to +see about it, and Mr. Smithson's own particular champagne and the claret +grown in his own particular _clos_ in the Gironde, had been sent down +for the feast. No common cuisine, no common wine could be good enough; +and yet there was a day when the cheapest gargote in Belleville or +Montmartre was good enough for Mr. Smithson. There had been days on +which he did not dine at all, and when the fumes of a _gibelotte_ +steaming from a workman's restaurant made his mouth water. + +The supper was all life and gaiety. Everyone was hungry and thirsty, and +freshened by the drive, except Lesbia. She was singularly silent, ate +hardly anything, but drank three or four glasses of champagne. + +Don Gomez was not a great talker. He had the air of a prince of the +blood royal, who expects other people to talk and to keep him amused. +But the little he said was to the point. He had a fine baritone, very +low and subdued, and had a languor which was almost insolent, but not +without its charm. There was an air of originality about the manner and +the man. + +He was the typical _rastaquouère_, a man of finished manners, and +unknown antecedents, a foreigner, apparently rich, obviously +accomplished, but with that indefinable air which bespeaks the +adventurer; and which gives society as fair a warning as if the man wore +a placard on his shoulder with the word _cave_. + +But to Lesbia this Spaniard was the first really interesting man she had +met since she saw John Hammond; and her interest in him was much more +vivid than her interest in Hammond had been at the beginning of their +acquaintance. That pale face, with its tint of old ivory, those thin, +finely-cut lips, indicative of diabolical craft, could she but read +aright, those unfathomable eyes, touched her fancy as it had never yet +been touched, awoke within her that latent vein of romance, +self-abnegation, supreme foolishness, which lurks in the nature of every +woman, be she chaste as ice and pure as snow. + +The supper was long. It was past two o'clock, and the ballroom was +thinly occupied, when Mr. Smithson's party went there. + +'You won't dance to-night, I suppose?' said Smithson, as Lesbia and he +went slowly down the room arm in arm. It was in a pause between two +waltzes. The wide window at the end was opened to the summer night, and +the room was delightfully cool. 'You must be horribly tired?' + +'I am not in the least tired, and I mean to waltz, if anyone will ask +me,' replied Lesbia, decisively. + +'I ought to have asked you to dance, and then it would have been the +other way,' said Smithson, with a touch of acrimony. 'Surely you have +dancing enough in town, and you might be obliging for once in a way, +and come and sit with me in the garden, and listen to the nightingales.' + +'There are no nightingales after June. There is the Manola,' as the band +struck up, 'my very favourite waltz.' + +Don Gomez was at her elbow at this moment + +'May I have the honour of this waltz with you, Lady Lesbia?' he asked; +and then with a serio-comic glance at his stoutish friend, 'I don't +think Smithson waltzes?' + +'I have been told that nobody can waltz who has been born on this side +of the Pyrenees,' answered Lesbia, withdrawing her arm from her lover's, +and slipping, it through the Spaniard's, with the air of a slave who +obeys a master. + +Smithson looked daggers, and retired to a corner of the room glowering. +Were a man twenty-two times millionaire, like the Parisian Rothschild, +he could not find armour against the poisoned arrows of jealousy. Don +Gomez possessed many of those accomplishments which make men dangerous, +but as a dancer he was _hors ligne_; and Horace Smithson knew that there +is no surer road to a girl's fancy than the magic circle of a waltz. + +Those two were floating round the room in the old slow legato step, +which recalled to Smithson the picture of a still more spacious room in +an island under the Southern Cross--the blue water of the bay shining +yonder under the starlight of the tropics, fire-flies gleaming and +flashing in the foliage beyond the open windows, fire-flies flashing +amidst the gauzy draperies of the dancers, and this same Gomez revolving +with the same slow languid grace, his arm encircling the _svelte_ figure +of a woman whose southern beauty outshone Lesbia's blonde English +loveliness as the tropical stars outshine the lamps that light our +colder skies. Yes, every detail of the scene flashed back into his mind, +as if a curtain had been suddenly plucked back from a long-hidden +picture. The Cuban's tall slim figure, the head gently bent towards his +partner's head, as at this moment, and those dark eyes looking up at +him, intoxicated with that nameless, indefinable fascination which it is +the lot of some men to exercise. + +'He robbed me of _her_!' thought Smithson, gloomily. 'Will he rob me of +this one too? Surely not! Havana is Havana--and this one is not a +Creole. If I cannot trust that lovely piece of marble, there is no woman +on earth to be trusted.' + +He turned his back upon the dancers, and went out into the garden. His +soul was wrung with jealousy, yet he could watch no longer. There was +too much pain--there were too many bitter memories of shame, and loss, +and ignominy evoked by that infernal picture. If he had been free he +would have asserted his authority as Lesbia's future husband; he would +have taken her away from the Orleans; he would have told her plainly and +frankly that Don Gomez was no fit person for her to know; and he would +have so planned that they two should never meet again. But Horace +Smithson was not free. He was bound hand and foot by those fetters which +the chain of past events had forged--stern facts which the man himself +may forget, or try to forget, but which other people never forget. There +is generally some dark spot in the history of such men as Smithson--men +who climb the giddiest heights of this world with that desperate +rapidity which implies many a perilous leap from crag to crag, many a +moraine skimmed over, and many an awful gulf spanned by a hair-breadth +bridge. Mr. Smithson's history was not without such spots; and the +darkest of all had relation to his career in Cuba. The story had been +known by very few--perhaps completely known only by one man; and that +man was Gomez de Montesma. + +For the last fifteen years the most fervent desire of Horace Smithson's +heart had been the hope that tropical nature, in any one of her various +disagreeable forms, would be obliging enough to make an end of Gomez. +But the forces of nature had not worked on Mr. Smithson's side. No +loathsome leprosy had eaten his enemy's flesh; neither cayman nor +crocodile, neither Juba snake nor poisonous spider had marked him for +its prey. The tropical sun had left him unsmitten. He had lived and he +had prospered; and he was here, like a guilty conscience incarnate, to +spoil Horace Smithson's peace. + +'I must be diplomatic,' Smithson said to himself, as he walked up and +down an avenue of Irish yews, in a solitary part of the grounds, smoking +his cigarette, and hearing the music swell and sink in the distance. 'I +will give her a hint as to that man's character, and I will keep them +apart as much as I can. But if he forces himself upon me there is no +help for it. I cannot afford to be uncivil to him.' + +'Cannot afford' in this instance meant 'dare not,' and Horace Smithson's +thoughts as he paced the yew-tree walk were full of gloom. + +During that long meditation he made up his mind on one point, namely, +that, let him suffer what pangs he might, he must not betray his +jealousy. To do that would be to lower himself in Lesbia's eyes, and to +play into his rival's hand; for a jealous man is almost always +contemptible in the sight of his mistress. He would carry himself as if +he were sure of her fidelity; and this very confidence, with a woman of +honour, a girl reared as Lesbia had been reared, would render it +impossible for her to betray him. He would show himself high-minded, +confident, generous, chivalrous, even; and he would trust to chance for +the issue. Chance was Mr. Smithson's only idea of Divinity; and Chance +had hitherto been kind to him. There had been dark hours in his life, +but the darkness had not lasted long; and the lucky accidents of his +career had been of a nature to beguile him into the belief that among +the favourites of Destiny he stood first and foremost. + +While Mr. Smithson mused thus, alone and in the darkness, Montesma and +Lady Lesbia were wandering arm in arm in another and lovelier part of +the grounds, where golden lights were scattered like Cuban fire-flies +among the foliage of seringa and magnolia, arbutus and rhododendron, +while at intervals a sudden flush of rosier light was shed over garden +and river, as if by enchantment, surprising a couple here and there in +the midst of a flirtation which had begun in darkness. + +The grounds were lovely in the balmy atmosphere of a July night, the +river gliding with mysterious motion under the stars, great masses of +gloom darkening the stream with an almost awful look where the woods of +Petersham and Ham House cast their dense shadows on the water. Don Gomez +and his companion wandered by the river side to a spot where a group of +magnolias sheltered them from the open lawn, and where there were some +rustic chairs close to the balustrade which protected the parapet. In +this spot, which was a kind of island, divided from the rest of the +grounds by the intervening road, they found themselves quite alone, and +in the midst of a summer stillness which was broken only by the low, +lazy ripple of the tide running seawards. The lights of Richmond looked +far away, and the little town with its variety of levels had an Italian +air in the distance. + +From the ballroom, faint and fitful, came the music of a waltz. + +'I'm afraid I've brought you too far,' said Don Gomez. + +'On the contrary, it is a relief to get away from the lights and the +people. How delicious this river is! I was brought up on the shores of a +lake; but after all a lake is horribly tame. Its limits are always +staring one in the face. There is no room for one's imagination to +wander. Now a river like this suggests an infinity of possibilities, +drifting on and on and on into undiscovered regions, by ever-varying +shores. I feel to-night as if I should like to step into that little +boat yonder,' pointing to a light skiff bobbing gently up and down with +the tide, at the bottom of a flight of steps, 'and let the stream take +me wherever it chose.' + +'If I could but go with you,' said Gomez, in that deep and musical tone +which made the commonest words seem melody, 'I would ask for neither +compass nor rudder. What could it matter whither the boat took me? There +is no place under the stars which would not be a paradise--with you.' + +'Please don't make a dreamy aspiration the occasion for a compliment,' +exclaimed Lesbia, lightly. 'What I said was so silly that I don't wonder +you thought it right to say something just a little sillier. But +moonlight and running water have a curious effect upon me; and I, who am +the most prosaic among women, become ridiculously sentimental.' + +'I cannot believe that you are prosaic.' + +'I assure you it is perfectly true. I am of the earth, earthy; a woman +of the world, in my first season, ambitious, fond of pleasure, vain, +proud, exacting, all those things which I am told a woman ought not to +be.' + +'You pain me when you so slander yourself; and I shall make it the +business of my life to find out how much truth there is in that +self-slander. For my own part I do not believe a word of it; but as it +is rude to contradict a lady I will only say that I reserve my opinion.' + +'Are you to stay long in England?' asked Lesbia. + +She was leaning against the stone balustrade in a careless attitude, as +of one who was weary, her elbow on the stone slab, and her head thrown +back against her arm. The white satin gown, moulded to her figure, had a +statuesque air, and she looked like a marble statue in the dim light, +every line of the graceful form expressive of repose. + +'That will depend. I am not particularly fond of London. A very little +of your English Babylon satisfies me, in a general way; but there are +conditions which might make England enchanting. Where do you go at the +end of the season?' + +'First to Goodwood, and then to Cowes. Mr. Smithson is so kind as to +place his yacht at Lady Kirkbank's disposal, and I am to be her guest on +board the Cayman, just as I am in Arlington Street.' + +'The Cayman! That name is a reminiscence of Mr. Smithson's South +American travels.' + +'No doubt! Was he long in South America?' + +'Three or four years.' + +'But not in Cuba all that time, I suppose?' + +'He had business relations with Cuba all that time, and oscillated +between our island and the main. He was rather fortunate in his little +adventures with us--made almost as much money as General Tacon, of +blessed memory. But I dare say Smithson has told you all his adventures +in that part of the world.' + +'No, he very rarely talks about his travels: and I am not particularly +interested in commercial speculations. There is always so much to think +of and talk about in the business of the moment. Are you fond of Cuba?' + +'Not passionately. I always feel as if I were an exile there, and yet +one of my ancestors was with Columbus when he discovered the island, and +my race were among the earliest settlers. My family has given three +Captain-generals to Cuba: but I cannot forget that I belong to an older +world, and have forfeited that which ought to have been a brilliant +place in Europe for the luxurious obscurity of a colony.' + +'But you must be attached to a place in which your family have lived for +so many generations?' + +'I like the stars and the sea, the mountains and savannas, the tropical +vegetation, and the dreamy, half-oriental life; but at best it is a kind +of stagnation, and after a residence of a few months in the island of my +birth I generally spread my wings for the wider world of the old +continent or the new.' + +'You must have travelled so much,' said Lesbia, with a sigh. 'I have +been nowhere and seen nothing. I feel like a child who has been shut up +in a nursery all its life, and knows of no world beyond four walls.' + +'Not to travel is not to live,' said Don Gomez. + +'I am to be in Italy next November, I believe,' said Lesbia, not caring +to own that this Italian trip was to be her honeymoon. + +'Italy!' exclaimed the Spaniard, contemptuously. 'Once the finishing +school of the English nobility; now the happy hunting-ground of the +Cockney tourist and the prosperous Yankee. All the poetry of Italy has +been dried up, and the whole country vulgarised. If you want romance in +the old world go to Spain; in the new, try Peru or Brazil, Mexico or +California.' + +'I am afraid I am not adventurous enough to go so far.' + +'No: women cling to beaten tracks.' + +'We obey our masters,' answered Lesbia, meekly. + +'Ah, I forgot. You are to have a master--and soon. I heard as much +before I saw you to-night.' + +Lesbia half rose, as if to leave this cool retreat above the rippling +tide. + +'Yes, it is all settled,' she said; 'and now I think I must go back. +Lady Kirkbank will be wondering what has become of me.' + +'Let her wonder a little longer,' said Don Gomez. 'Why should we hurry +away from this delightful spot? Why break the spell of--the river? Life +has so few moments of perfect contentment. If this is one with you--as +it is with me--let us make the most of it. Lady Lesbia, do you see those +weeds yonder, drifting with the tide, drifting side by side, touching as +they drift? They have met heaven knows how, and will part heaven knows +where, on their way to the sea; but they let themselves go with the +tide. We have met like those poor weeds. Don't let us part till the tide +parts us.' + +Lesbia gave a little sigh, and submitted. She had talked of women +obeying their masters; and the implication was that she meant to obey +Mr. Smithson. But there is a fate in these things; and the man who was +to be her master, whose lightest breath was to sway her, whose lightest +look was to rule her, was here at her side in the silence of the summer +night. + +They talked long, but of indifferent subjects; and their talk might have +been heard by every member of the Orleans Club, and no harm done. Yet +words and phrases count for very little in such a case. It is the tone, +it is the melody of a voice, it is the magic of the hour that tells. + +The tide came, in the person of Mr. Smithson, and parted these two weeds +that were drifting towards the great mysterious ocean of fate. + +'I have been hunting for you everywhere,' he said, cheerfully. 'If you +want another waltz, Lady Lesbia, you had better take the next. I believe +it is to be the last. At any rate our party are clamouring to be driven +home. I found poor Lady Kirkbank fast asleep in a corner of the +drawing-room.' + +'Will you give me that last waltz?' asked Don Gomez. + +Lady Lesbia felt that the long-suffering Smithson had endured enough. +Womanly instinct constrained her to refuse that final waltz: but it +seemed to her as if she were making a tremendous sacrifice in so doing. +And yet she had waltzed to her heart's content during the season that +was waning, and knew all the waltzes played by all the fashionable +bands. She gave a little sigh, as she said-- + +'No, I must not indulge myself. I must go and take care of Lady +Kirkbank.' + +Mr. Smithson offered his arm, and she took it and went away with him, +leaving Don Gomez to follow at his leisure. There would be some delay no +doubt before the drag started. The lamps had gone out among the foliage, +and the stars were waning a little, and there was a faint cold light +creeping over the garden which meant the advent of morning. Don Gomez +strolled towards the lighted house, smoking a cigarette. + +'She is very lovely, and she is--well--not quite spoiled by her +_entourage_, and they tell me she is an heiress--sure to inherit a +fine fortune from some ancient grandmother, buried alive in +Westmoreland,' he mused. 'What a splendid opportunity it would be if--if +the business could be arranged on the square. But as it is--well--as it +is there is the chance of an adventure; and when did a Montesma ever +avoid an adventure, although there were dagger or poison lurking in the +background? And here there is neither poison nor steel, only a lovely +woman, and an infatuated stockbroker, about whom I know enough to +disgrace and ruin an archbishop. Poor Smithson! How very unlucky that I +should happen to come across your pathway in the heyday of your latest +love affair. We have had our little adventures in that line already, and +we have measured swords together, metaphorically, before to-night. When +it comes to a question of actual swords my Smithson declines. _Pas si +bête._' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +LORD HARTFIELD REFUSES A FORTUNE. + + +A honeymoon among lakes and mountains, amidst the gorgeous confusion of +Borrowdale, in a little world of wild, strange loveliness, shut in and +isolated from the prosaic outer world by the vast and towering masses of +Skiddaw and Blencathara--a world of one's own, as it were, a world +steeped in romance and poetry, dear to the souls of poets. There are +many such honeymoons every summer; indeed, the mountain paths, the +waterfalls and lakes swarm with happy lovers; and this land of hills and +waters seems to have been made expressly for honeymoon travellers; yet +never went truer lovers wandering by lake and torrent, by hill and +valley, than those two whose brief honeymoon was now drawing to a close. + +It was altogether a magical time for Mary, this dawn of a new life. The +immensity of her happiness almost frightened her. She could hardly +believe in it, or trust in its continuance. + +'Am I really, really, really your wife?' she asked on their last day, +bending down to speak to her husband, as he led her pony up the rough +ways of Skiddaw. 'It is all so dreadfully like a dream.' + +'Thank God, it is the very truth,' answered Lord Hartfield, looking +fondly at the fresh young face, brightened by the summer wind, which +faintly stirred the auburn hair under the neat little hat. + +'And am I actually a Countess? I don't care about it one little bit, you +know, except as a stupendous joke. If you were to tell me that you had +been only making fun of poor grandmother and me, and that those diamonds +are glass, and you only plain John Hammond, it wouldn't make the +faintest difference. Indeed, it would be a weight off my mind. It is an +awfully oppressive thing to be a Countess.' + +'I'm sorry I cannot relieve you of the burden. The law of the land has +made you Lady Hartfield; and I hope you are preparing your mind for the +duties of your position.' + +'It is very dreadful,' sighed Mary. 'If her ladyship were as well and as +active as she was when first you came to Fellside, she could have helped +me; but now there will be no one, except you. And you will help me, +won't you Jack?' + +'With all my heart.' + +'My own true Jack,' with a little fervent squeeze of his sunburnt hand. +'In society I suppose I shall have to call you Hartfield. "Hartfield, +please ring the bell." "Give me a footstool, Hartfield." How odd it +sounds. I shall be blurting out the old dear name.' + +'I don't think it will much matter. It will pass for one of Lady +Hartfield's little ways. Every woman is supposed to have little ways, +don't you know. One has a little way of dropping her friends; another +has a little way of not paying her dressmaker; another's little way is +to take too much champagne. I hope Lady Hartfield's little way will be +her devotion to her husband.' + +'I'm afraid I shall end by being a nuisance to you, for I shall love you +ridiculously,' answered Mary, gaily; 'and from what you have told me +about society, it seems to me that there can be nothing so unfashionable +as an affectionate wife. Will you mind my being quite out of fashion, +Jack?' + +'I should very much object to your being in the fashion.' + +'Then I am happy. I don't think it is in my nature to become a woman of +fashion; although I have cured myself, for your sake, of being a hoyden. +I had so schooled myself for what I thought our new life was to be; so +trained myself to be a managing economical wife, that I feel quite at +sea now that I am to be mistress of a house in Grosvenor Square and a +place in Kent. Still, I will bear with it all; yes, even endure the +weight of those diamonds for your sake.' + +She laughed, and he laughed. They were quite alone among the +hills--hardy mountaineers both--and they could be as foolish as they +liked. She rested her head upon his shoulder, and he and she and the +pony made one as they climbed the hill, close together. + +'Our last day,' sighed Mary, as they went down again, after a couple of +blissful hours in that wild world between earth and sky. 'I shall be +glad to go back to poor grandmother, who must be sadly lonely; but it is +so sweet to be quite alone with you.' + +They left the Lodore Hotel in an open carriage, after luncheon next day, +and posted to Fellside, where they arrived just in time to assist at +Lady Maulevrier's afternoon tea. She received them both with warm +affection, and made Hartfield sit close beside her sofa; and every now +and then, in the pauses of their talk, she laid her wasted and too +delicate fingers upon the young man's strong brown hand, with a +caressing gesture. + +'You can never know how sweet it is to me to be able to love you,' she +said tenderly. 'You can never know how my heart yearned to you from the +very first, and how hard it was to keep myself in check and not be too +kind to you. Oh, Hartfield, you should have told me the truth. You +should not have come here under false colours.' + +'Should I not, Lady Maulevrier? It was my only chance of being loved +for my own sake; or, at least of knowing that I was so loved. If I had +come with my rank and my fortune in my hand, as it were--one of the good +matches of the year--what security could I ever have felt in the +disinterested love of the girl who chose me? As plain John Hammond I +wooed and was rejected; as plain John Hammond I wooed and won; and the +prize which I so won is a pearl above price. Not for worlds, were the +last year to be lived over again, would I have one day of my life +altered.' + +'Well, I suppose I ought to be satisfied. I wanted you for Lesbia, and I +have got you for Mary. Best of all, I have got you for myself. Ronald +Hollister's son is mine; he is of my kin; he belongs to me; he will not +forsake me in life; he will be near me, God grant, when I die.' + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, as far as in me lies, I will be to you as a son,' +said Lord Hartfield, very solemnly, stooping to kiss her hand. + +Mary came away from her tea-table to embrace her grandmother. + +'It makes me so happy to have won a little of your regard,' she +murmured, 'and to know that I have married a man whom you can love.' + +'Of course you have heard of Lesbia's engagement?' Lady Maulevrier said +presently, when they were taking their tea. + +'Maulevrier wrote to us about it.' + +'To us.' How nice it sounded, thought Mary, as if they were a firm, and +a letter written to one was written to both. + +'And do you know this Mr. Smithson?' + +'Not intimately. I have met him at the Carlton.' + +'I am told that he is very much esteemed by your party, and that he is +very likely to get a peerage when this Ministry goes out of office.' + +'That is not improbable. Peerages are to be had if a man is rich enough; +and Smithson is supposed to be inordinately rich.' + +'I hope he has character as well as money,' said Lady Maulevrier, +gravely. 'But do you think a man can become inordinately rich in a short +time, with unblemished honour?' + +'We are told that nothing is impossible,' answered Hartfield. 'Faith can +remove a mountain; only one does not often see it done. However, I +believe Mr. Smithson's character is fairly good as millionaires go. We +do not inquire too closely into these things nowadays.' + +Lady Maulevrier sighed and held her peace. She remembered the day when +she had protested vehemently, passionately, against Lesbia's marriage +with a poor man. And now she had an unhappy feeling about Mr. Smithson's +wealth, a doubt, a dread that all might not be well with those millions, +that some portion of that golden tide might flow from impure sources. +She had lived remote from the world, but she had read the papers +diligently, and she knew how often the splendour of commercial wealth +has been suddenly obscured behind a black cloud of obloquy. She could +not rejoice heartily at the idea of Lesbia's engagement. + +'I am to see the man early in August,' she said, as if she were talking +of a butler. 'I hope I may like him. Lady Kirkbank tells me it is a +brilliant marriage, and I must take her word. What can _I_ do for my +granddaughter--a useless log--a prisoner in two rooms?' + +'It is very hard,' murmured Mary, tenderly, 'but I do not see any reason +why Lesbia should not be happy. She likes a brilliant life; and Mr. +Smithson can give her as much gaiety and variety as she can possibly +desire. And, after all, yachts, and horses, and villas, and diamonds +_are_ nice things.' + +'They are the things for which half the world is ready to cheat or +murder the other half,' said Lady Maulevrier, bitterly. She had told +herself long ago that wealth was power, and she had sacrificed many +things, her own peace, her own conscience among them, in order that her +children and grandchildren should be rich; and, knowing this, she felt +it ill became her to be scrupulous, and to inquire too closely as to +the sources of Mr. Smithson's wealth. He was rich, and the world had no +fault to find with him. He had attended the last _levée_. He went into +reputable society. And he could give Lesbia all those things which the +world calls good. + +Fräulein Müller had packed her heavy old German trunks, and had gone +back to the _Heimath_, laden with presents of all kinds from Lady +Maulevrier; so Mary and her husband felt as if Fellside was really their +own. They dined with her ladyship, and left her for the night an hour +after dinner; and then they went down to the gardens, and roamed about +in the twilight, and talked, and talked, and talked, as only true lovers +can talk, be they Strephon and Daphne in life's glad morning, or +grey-haired Darby and Joan; and lastly they went down to the lake, and +rowed about in the moonlight, and talked of King Arthur's death, and of +that mystic sword, Excalibur, 'wrought by the lonely maiden of the +lake.' + +They spent three happy days in wandering about the neighbourhood, +revisiting in the delicious freedom of their wedded life those spots +which they had seen together, when Mary was still in bondage, and the +eye of propriety, as represented by Miss Müller, was always upon her. +Now they were free to go where they pleased--to linger where they +liked--they belonged to each other, and were under no other dominion. + +The dogcart, James Steadman's dogcart, which he had rarely used during +the last six months, was put in requisition and Lord Hartfield drove his +wife about the country. They went to the Langdale Pikes, and to Dungeon +Ghyll; and, standing beside the waterfall, Mary told her husband how +miserable she had felt on that very spot a little less than a year ago, +when she believed that he thought her plain and altogether horrid. +Whereupon he had to console her with many kisses and sweet words, for +the bygone pain on her part, the neglect on his. + +'I was a wretch,' he said, 'blind, besotted, imbecile.' + +'No, no, no. Lesbia is very lovely--and I could not expect you would +care for me till she was gone away. How glad I am that she went,' added +Mary, naïvely. + +The sky, which had been cloudless all day, began to darken as Lord +Hartfield drove back to Fellside, and Mary drew a little closer to the +driver's elbow, as if for shelter from an impending tempest. + +'You have your waterproof, of course,' he said, looking down at her, as +the first big drops of a thunder shower dashed upon the splash-board. +'No young woman in the Lake country would think of being without a +waterproof.' + +Mary was duly provided, and with the help of the groom put herself into +a snug little tartan Inverness, while Hartfield sent the cart spinning +along twelve miles an hour. + +They were at Fellside before the storm developed its full power, but the +sky was leaden, the landscape dull and blotted, the atmosphere heavy and +stifling. The thunder grumbled hoarsely, far away yonder in the wild +gorges of Borrowdale; and Mary and her husband made up their minds that +the tempest would come before midnight. + +Lady Maulevrier was suffering from the condition of the atmosphere. She +had gone to bed, prostrate with a neuralgic headache, and had given +orders that no one but her maid should go near her. So Lord Hartfield +and his wife dined by themselves, in the room where Mary had eaten so +many uninteresting dinners _tête-à -tête_ with Fräulein; and in spite of +the storm which howled, pelted, and lightened every now and then, Mary +felt as if she were in Paradise. + +There was no chance of going out after dinner. The lake looked like a +pool of ink, the mountains were monsters of dark and threatening aspect, +the rain rattled against the windows, and ran from the verandah in +miniature water-spouts. There was nothing to do but stay in doors, in +the sultry, dusky house. + +'Let us go to my boudoir,' said Mary. 'Let me enjoy the full privilege +of having a boudoir--my very own room. Wasn't it too good of grandmother +to have it made so smart for me?' + +'Nothing can be too good for my Mary,' answered her husband, still in +the doting stage, 'but it was very nice of her ladyship--and the room is +charming.' + +Delightful as the new boudoir might be, they dawdled in the picture +gallery, that long corridor on which all the upper rooms opened, and at +one end of which was the door of Lady Maulevrier's bedroom, at right +angles with that red-cloth door, which was never opened, except to give +egress or ingress to James Steadman, who kept the key of it, as if the +old part of Fellside House had been an enchanted castle. Lord Hartfield +had not forgotten that summer midnight last year, when his meditations +were disturbed by a woman's piercing cry. He thought of it this evening, +as Mary and he lowered their voices on drawing near Lady Maulevrier's +door. She was asleep within there now, perhaps, that strange old woman; +and at any moment an awful shriek, as of a soul in mortal agony, might +startle them in the midst of their bliss. + +The lamps were lighted below; but this upper part of the house was +wrapped in the dull grey twilight of a stormy evening. A single lamp +burned dimly at the further end of the corridor, and all the rest was +shadow. + +Mary and her husband walked up and down, talking in subdued tones. He +was explaining the necessity of his being in London next week, and +promising to come back to Fellside directly his business at the House +was over. + +'It will be delightful to read your speeches,' said Mary; 'but I am +silly and selfish enough to wish you were a country squire, with no +business in London. And yet I don't wish that either, for I am intensely +proud of you.' + +'And some day, before we are much older, you will sit in your robes in +the peeress's gallery.' + +'Oh, I couldn't,' cried Mary. 'I should make a fool of myself, somehow. +I should look like a housemaid in borrowed plumes. Remember, I have no +_Anstand_--I have been told so all my life.' + +'You will be one of the prettiest peeresses who ever sat in that +gallery, and the purest, and truest, and dearest,' protested her +lover-husband. + +'Oh, if I am good enough for you, I am satisfied. I married _you_, and +not the House of Lords. But I am afraid your friends will all say, +"Hartfield, why in heaven's name did you marry that uncultivated +person?" Look!' + +She stopped suddenly, with her hand on her husband's arm. It was growing +momentarily darker in the corridor. They were at the end near the lamp, +and that other end by Lady Maulevrier's door was in deeper darkness, yet +not too dark for Lord Hartfield to see what it was to which Mary +pointed. + +The red-cloth door was open, and a faint glimmer of light showed within. +A man was standing in the corridor, a small, shrunken figure, bent and +old. + +'It is Steadman's uncle,' said Mary. 'Do let me go and speak to him, +poor, poor old man.' + +'The madman!' exclaimed Hartfield. 'No, Mary; go to your room at once. +I'll get him back to his own den.' + +'But he is not mad--at any rate, he is quite harmless. Let me just say a +few words to him. Surely I am safe with you.' + +Lord Hartfield was not inclined to dispute that argument; indeed, he +felt himself strong enough to protect his wife from all the lunatics in +Bedlam. He went towards the end of the corridor, keeping Mary well +behind him; but Mary did not mean to lose the opportunity of renewing +her acquaintance with Steadman's uncle. + +'I hope you are better, poor old soul,' she murmured, gently, lovingly +almost, nestling at her husband's side. + +'What, is it you?' cried the old man, tremulous with joy. 'Oh, +I have been looking for you--looking--looking--waiting, waiting for +you. I have been hoping for you every hour and every minute. Why didn't +you come to me, cruel girl?' + +'I tried with all my might,' said Mary, 'but people blocked up the door +in the stables, and they wouldn't let me go to you; and I have been +rather busy for the last fortnight,' added Mary, blushing in the +darkness, 'I--I--am married to this gentleman.' + +'Married! Ah, that is a good thing. He will take care of you, if he is +an honest man.' + +'I thought he was an honest man, but he has turned out to be an earl,' +answered Mary, proudly. 'My husband is Lord Hartfield.' +'Hartfield--Hartfield,' the old man repeated, feebly. 'Surely I have +heard that name before.' + +There was no violence in his manner, nothing but imbecility; so Lord +Hartfield made up his mind that Mary was right, and that the old man was +quite harmless, worthy of all compassion and kindly treatment. + +This was the same old man whom he had met on the Fell in the bleak March +morning. There was no doubt in his mind about that, although he could +hardly see the man's face in the shadowy corridor. + +'Come,' said the man, 'come with me, my dear. You forgot me, but I have +not forgotten you. I mean to leave you my fortune. Come with me, and +I'll show you your legacy. It is all for you--every rupee--every jewel.' + +This word rupee startled Lord Hartfield. It had a strange sound from the +lips of a Westmoreland peasant. + +'Come, child, come!' said the man impatiently. 'Come and see what I have +left you in my will. I make a new will every day, but I leave everything +to you--every will is in your favour. But if you are married you had +better have your legacy at once. Your husband is strong enough to take +care of you and your fortune.' + +'Poor old man,' whispered Mary; 'pray let us humour him.' + +It was the usual madman's fancy, no doubt. Boundless wealth, exalted +rank, sanctity, power--these things all belong to the lunatic. He is the +lord of creation, and, fed by such fancies, he enjoys flashes of wild +happiness in the midst of his woe. + +'Come, come, both of you,' said the old man, eagerly, breathless with +impatience. + +He led the way across the sacred threshold, looking back, beckoning to +them with his wasted old hand, and Mary for the first time in her life +entered that house which had seemed to her from her very childhood as a +temple of silence and mystery. The passage was dimly lighted by a little +lamp on a bracket. The old man crept along stealthily, looking back, +with a face full of cunning, till he came to a broad landing, from which +an old staircase, with massive oak banisters, led down to the square +hall below. The ceilings were low, the passages were narrow. All things +in the house were curiously different from that spacious mansion which +Lady Maulevrier had built for herself. + +A door on the landing stood ajar. The old man pushed it open and went +in, followed by Mary and her husband. + +They both expected to see a room humble almost to poverty--an iron +bedstead, perhaps, and such furniture as the under servants in a +nobleman's household are privileged to enjoy. Both were alike surprised +at the luxury of the apartment they entered, and which was evidently +reserved exclusively for Steadman's uncle. + +It was a sitting-room. The furniture was old-fashioned, but almost as +handsome as any in Lady Maulevrier's apartments. There was a large sofa +of most comfortable shape, covered with dark red velvet, and furnished +with pillows and foot rugs, which would have satisfied a Sybarite of the +first water. Beside the sofa stood a hookah, with all appliances in the +Oriental fashion; and half a dozen long cherry-wood pipes neatly +arranged above the mantelpiece showed that Mr. Steadman's uncle was a +smoker of a luxurious type. + +In the centre of the room stood a large writing table, with a case of +pigeon-holes at the back, a table which would not have disgraced a Prime +Minister's study. A pair of wax candles, in tall silver candlesticks, +lighted this table, which was littered with papers, in a wild confusion +that too plainly indicated the condition of the owner's mind. The oak +floor was covered with Persian prayer rugs, old and faded, but of the +richest quality. The window curtains were dark red velvet; and through +an open doorway Mary and her husband saw a corresponding luxury in the +arrangements of the adjoining bedroom. + +The whole thing seemed wild and strange as a fairy tale. The weird and +wizened old man, grinning and nodding his head at them. The handsome +room, rich with dark, subdued colour, in the dim light of four wax +candles, two on the table, two on the mantelpiece. The perfume of +stephanotis and tea-roses, blended faintly with the all-pervading odour +of latakia and Turkish attar. All was alike strange, bearing in mind +that this old man was a recipient of Lady Maulevrier's charity, a +hanger-on upon a confidential servant, who might be supposed to be +generously treated if he had the run of his teeth and the shelter of a +decent garret. Verily, there was something regal in such hospitality as +this, accorded to a pauper lunatic. + +Where was Steadman, the alert, the watchful, all this time? Mary +wondered. They had met no one. The house was as mute as if it were under +the spell of a magician. It was like that awful chamber in the Arabian +story, where the young man found the magic horse, and started on his +fatal journey. Mary felt as if here, too, there must be peril; here, +too, fate was working. + +The old man went to the writing table, pushed aside the papers, and then +stooped down and turned a mysterious handle or winch under the +knee-hole, and the writing-desk moved slowly on one side, while the +pigeon-holes sank, and a deep well full of secret drawers was laid open. + +From one of these secret drawers the old man took a bunch of keys, +nodding, chuckling, muttering to himself as he groped for them with +tremulous hand. + +'Steadman is uncommonly clever--thinks he knows everything--but he +doesn't know the trick of this table. I could hide a regiment of Sepoys +in this table, my dear. Well, well, perhaps not Sepoys--too big, too +big--but I could hide all the State papers of the Presidency. There are +drawers enough for that.' + +Hartfield watched him intently, with thoughtful brow. There was a +mystery here, a mystery of the deepest dye; and it was for him--it must +needs be his task, welcome or unwelcome, to unravel it. + +This was the Maulevrier skeleton. + +'Now, come with me,' said the old man, clutching Mary's wrist, and +drawing her towards the half-open door leading into the bedroom. + +She had a feeling of shrinking, for there was something uncanny about +the old man, something that might be life or death, might belong to this +world or the next; but she had no fear. In the first place, she was +courageous by nature, and in the second her husband was with her, a +tower of strength, and she could know no fear while he was at her side. + +The strange old man led the way across his bedroom to an inner chamber, +oak pannelled, with very little furniture, but holding much treasure in +the shape of trunks, portmanteaux--all very old and dusty--and two large +wooden cases, banded with iron. + +Before one of these cases the man knelt down, and applied a key to the +padlock which fastened it. He gave the candle to Lord Hartfield to hold, +and then opened the box. It seemed to be full of books, which he began +to remove, heaping them on the floor beside him; and it was not till he +had cleared away a layer of dingy volumes that he came to a large metal +strong box, so heavy that he could not lift it out of the chest. + +Slowly, tremulously, and with quickened breathing, he unlocked the box +where it was, and raised the lid. + +'Look,' he said eagerly, 'this is her legacy--this is my little girl's +legacy.' + +Lord Hartfield bent down and looked at the old man's treasure, by the +wavering light of the candle; Mary looking over his shoulder, breathless +with wonder. + +The strong box was divided into compartments. One, and the largest, was +filled with rouleaux of coin, packed as closely as possible. The others +contained jewels, set and unset--diamonds, emeralds, rubies, +sapphires--which flashed back the flickering flame of the candle with +glintings of rainbow light. + +'These are all for her--all--all,' exclaimed the old man. 'They are +worth a prince's ransom. Those rouleaux are all gold; those gems are +priceless. They were the dowry of a princess. But they are hers +now--yes, my dear, they are yours--because you spoke sweetly, and smiled +prettily, and were very good to a lonely old man--and because you have +my mother's face, dear, a smile that recalls the days of my youth. Lift +out the box and take it away with you, if you are strong enough,--you, +you,' he said, touching Lord Hartfield. 'Hide it somewhere--keep it from +_her_. Let no one know--no one except your wife and you must be in the +secret.' + +'My dear sir, it is out of the question--impossible that my wife or I +should accept one of those coins--or the smallest of those jewels.' + +'Why not, in the devil's name?' + +'First and foremost, we do not know how you came in possession of them; +secondly, we do not know who you are.' + +'They came to me fairly enough--bequeathed to me by one who had the +right to leave them. Would you have had all that gold left for an +adventurer to wallow in?' + +'You must keep your treasure, sir, however it may have come to you,' +answered Lord Hartfield firmly. 'My wife cannot take upon herself the +burden of a single gold coin--least of all from a stranger. Remember, +sir, to us your possession of this wealth--nay, your whole existence--is +a mystery.' + +'You want to know who I am?' said the old man drawing himself up, with a +sudden _hauteur_ which was not without dignity, despite his shrunken +form and grotesque appearence. 'Well, sir. I am----' + +He checked himself abruptly, and looked round the room with a scared +expression. + +'No, no, no,' he muttered; 'caution, caution! They have not done with me +yet; she warned me--they are lying in wait; I mustn't walk into their +trap.' And then turning to Lord Hartfield, he said, haughtily, 'I shall +not condescend to tell you who I am, sir. You must know that I am a +gentleman, and that is enough for you. There is my gift to your +wife'--pointing to the chest--'take it or leave it.' + +'I shall leave it, sir, with all due respect.' + +A frightful change came over the old man's face at this determined +refusal. His eyes glowered at Lord Hartfield under the heavy scowling +brows; his bloodless lips worked convulsively. + +'Do you take me for a thief?' he exclaimed. 'Are you afraid to touch my +gold--that gold for which men and women sell their souls, blast their +lives with shame, and pain, and dishonour, all the world over? Do you +stand aloof from it--refuse to touch it, as if it were infected? And +you, too, girl! Have you no sense? Are you an idiot?' + +'I can do nothing against my husband's wish,' Mary answered, quietly; +'and, indeed, there is no need for us to take your money. We are rich +without it. Please leave that chest to a hospital. It will be ever so +much better than giving it to us.' + +'You told me you were going to marry a poor man?' + +'I know. But he cheated me, and turned out to be a rich man. He was a +horrid impostor,' said Mary, drawing closer to her husband, and smiling +up at him. + +The old man flung down the lid of his strong box, which shut with a +sonorous clang. He locked it, and put the key in his pocket. + +'I have done with you.' he said. 'You can go your ways, both of you. +Fools, fools, fools! The world is peopled with rogues and fools; and, by +heaven, I would rather have to do with the rogues!' + +He flung himself into an arm-chair, one of the few objects of furniture +in the room, and left them to find their way back alone. + +'Good-night, sir,' said Lord Hartfield; but the old man made no reply. +He sat frowning sullenly. + +'Good-night, sir,' said Mary, in her gentle voice, breathing infinite +pity. + +'Good-night, child,' he growled. 'I am sorry you have married an ass.' + +This was more than Mary could stand, and she was about to reply with +some acrimony, when her husband put his hand upon her lips and hurried +her away. + +On the landing they met Mrs. Steadman, a stout, commonplace person, who +always had the same half-frightened look, as of one who lived in the +shadow of an abiding terror, obviously cowed and brow-beaten by her +husband, according to the Fellside household. + +At sight of Lord Hartfield and his wife she looked a little more +frightened than usual. + +'Goodness gracious, Lady Mary! how ever did you come here?' she gasped, +not yet having quite realised the fact that Mary had been promoted. + +'We came to please Steadman's uncle--he brought us in here,' Mary +answered, quietly. + +'But where did you find him?' + +'In the corridor--just by her ladyship's room.' + +'Then he must have taken the key out of Steadman's pocket, or Steadman +must have left it about somewhere,' muttered Mrs. Steadman, as if +explaining the matter to herself, rather than to Mary. 'My poor husband +is not the man he was. And so you met him in the corridor, and he +brought you in here. Poor old gentleman! He gets madder and madder every +day.' + +'There is method in his madness,' said Lord Hartfield. 'He talked very +much like sanity just now. Has your husband had the charge of him long?' + +Mrs. Steadman answered somewhat confusedly. + +'A goodish time, sir. I can't quite exactly say--time passes so quiet in +a place like this. One hardly keeps count of the years.' + +'Forty years, perhaps?' + +Mrs. Steadman blenched under Lord Hartfield's steadfast look--a look +which questioned more searchingly than his words. + +'Forty years,' she repeated, with a faint laugh. 'Oh, dear no, sir, not +a quarter as long. It isn't so many years, after all, since Steadman's +poor old uncle went a little queer in his head; and Steadman, having +such a quiet home here, and plenty of spare room, made bold to ask her +ladyship if he might give the poor old man a home, where he would be in +nobody's way.' + +'And the poor old man seems to have a very luxurious home,' answered +Lord Hartfield. 'Pray when and where did Mr. Steadman's uncle learn to +smoke a hookah?' + +Simple as the question was, it proved too much for Mrs. Steadman. She +only shook her head, and faltered some unintelligible reply. + +'Where is your husband?' asked Lord Hartfield; 'I should like to have a +little talk with him, if he is disengaged.' + +'He is not very well, my lord,' answered Mrs. Steadman. 'He has been +ailing off and on for the last six months, but I couldn't get him to see +the doctor, or to tell her ladyship that he was in bad health. And about +a week ago he broke down altogether, and fell into a kind of drowsy +state. He keeps about, and he does his work pretty much the same as +usual, but I can see that it's too much for him. If you like to come +downstairs I can let you through the lower door into the hall; and if he +should have woke up since I have left him he'll be at your lordship's +service. But I'd rather not wake him out of his sleep.' + +'There is no occasion. What I have to say will keep till to-morrow.' + +Lord Hartfield and his wife followed Mrs. Steadman downstairs to the low +dark hall, where an old eight-day clock ticked with hoarse and solemn +beat, and a fine stag's head over each doorway gave evidence of some +former Haselden's sporting tastes. The door of a small panelled parlour +stood half-way open; and within the room Lord Hartfield saw James +Steadman asleep in an arm-chair by the fire, which burned as brightly as +if it had been Christmas time. + +'He was so chilly and shivery this afternoon that I was obliged to light +a fire,' said Mrs. Steadman. + +'He seems to be sleeping heavily,' said Hartfield. 'Don't awaken him. +I'll see him to-morrow morning before I go to London.' + +'He sleeps half the day just as heavy as that, my lord,' said the wife, +with a troubled air. 'I don't think it can be right.' + +'I don't think so either,' answered Lord Hartfield. 'You had better call +in the doctor.' + +'I will, my lord, to-morrow morning. James will be angry with me, I +daresay; but I must take upon myself to do it without his leave.' + +She led the way along a passage corresponding with the one above, and +unlocked a door opening into a lobby near the billiard-room. + +'Come, Molly, see if you can beat me at a fifty game,' said Lord +Hartfield, with the air of a man who wants to shake off the impression +of some dominant idea. + +'Of course you will annihilate me, but it will be a relief to play,' +answered Mary. 'That strange old man has given me a shock. Everything +about his surroundings is so different from what I expected. And how +could an uncle of Steadman's come by all that money--and those +jewels--if they were jewels, and not bits of glass which the poor old +thing has chopped up, in order to delude himself with an imaginary +treasure?' + +'I do not think they are bits of glass, Molly.' + +'They sparkled tremendously--almost as much as my--our--the family +diamonds,' said Mary, puzzled how to describe that property which she +held in right of her position as countess regnant; 'but if they are real +jewels, and all those rouleaux real money, how could Steadman's uncle +become possessed of such wealth?' + +'How, indeed?' said Lord Hartfield, choosing his cue + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +ON BOARD THE 'CAYMAN.' + + +Goodwood had come and gone, a brief bright season of loss and gain, fine +gowns, flirtation, lobster en mayonaise, champagne, sunshine, dust, +glare, babble of many voices, successes, failures, triumphs, +humiliations. A very pretty picture to contemplate from the outside, +this little world in holiday clothes, framed in greenery! but just on +the Brocken, where the nicest girl among the dancers had the unpleasant +peculiarity of dropping a little red mouse out of her mouth--so too here +under different forms there were red mice dropping about among the +company. Here a hint of coming insolvency; there a whisper of a +threatened divorce suit, staved off for a while, compromises, family +secrets, little difficulties everywhere; betrothed couples smilingly +accepting congratulations, who should never have been affianced were +truth and honour the rule of life; forsaken wives pretending to think +their husbands models of fidelity; jovial creatures with ruin staring in +their faces; households divided and shamming union; almost everybody +living above his or her means; and the knowledge that nobody is any +better or any happier than his neighbour society's only fountain of +consolation. + +Lady Lesbia's gowns and parasols had been admired, her engagement had +furnished an infinity of gossip, and the fact of Montesma's constant +attendance upon her had given zest to the situation, just that flavour +of peril and fatality which the soul of society loveth. + +'Is she going to marry them both?' asked an ancient dowager of the +ever-young type. + +'No, dear Lady Sevenoaks, she can only marry one, don't you know; but +the other is nice to go about with; and I believe it is the other she +really likes.' + +'It is always the other that a woman likes,' answered the dowager; 'I am +madly in love with this Peruvian--no, I think you said Cuban--myself. I +wish some good-natured creature would present him to me. If you know +anybody who knows him, tell them to bring him to my next +afternoon--Saturday. But why does--_chose_--_machin_--Smithson allow +such a handsome hanger-on? After marriage I could understand that he +might not be able to help himself; but before marriage a man generally +has some kind of authority.' + +The world wondered a little, just as Lady Sevenoaks wondered, at +Smithson's complacency in allowing a man so attractive as Montesma to be +so much in the society of his future wife, yet even the censorious could +but admit that the Cuban's manner offered no ground for offence. He +came to Goodwood 'on his own hook,' as society put it: and every man who +wears a decent coat and is not a welsher has a right to enjoy the +prettiest race-course in England. He spent a considerable part of the +day in Lesbia's company; but since she was the centre of a little crowd +all the time, there could be no offence in this. He was a stranger, +knowing very few people, and having nothing to do but to amuse himself. +Smithson was an old and familiar friend, and was in a measure bound to +give him hospitality. + +Mr. Smithson had recognised that obligation, but in a somewhat sparing +manner. There were a dozen unoccupied bedchambers in the Park Lane +Renaissance villa; but Smithson did not invite his Cuban acquaintance to +shift his quarters from the Bristol to Park Lane. He was civil to Don +Gomez: but anyone who had taken the trouble to watch and study the +conduct and social relations of these two men would have seen that his +civility was a forced civility, and that he endured the Spaniard's +society under constraint of some kind. + +And now all the world was flocking to Cowes for the regatta, and Lesbia +and her chaperon were established on board Mr. Smithson's yacht, the +_Cayman_; and the captain of the _Cayman_ and all her crew were +delivered over to Lesbia to be her slaves and to obey her lightest +breath. The _Cayman_ was to lie at anchor off Cowes for the regatta +week; and then she was to sail for Hyde, and lie at anchor there for +another regatta week; and she was to be a floating hotel for Lady Lesbia +so long as the young lady would condescend to occupy her. + +The captain was an altogether exceptional captain, and the crew were a +picked crew, ruddy faced, sandy whiskered for the most part, Englishmen +all, honest, hardy fellows from between the Nore and the Wash, talking +in an honest provincial patois, dashed with sea slang. They were the +very pink and pattern of cleanliness, and the _Cayman_ herself from stem +to stern was dazzling and spotless to an almost painful degree. + +Not content with the existing arrangements of the yacht, which were at +once elegant and luxurious, Mr. Smithson had sent down a Bond Street +upholsterer to refit the saloon and Lady Lesbia's cabin. The dark velvet +and morocco which suited a masculine occupant would not have harmonised +with girlhood and beauty; and Mr. Smithson's saloon, as originally +designed, had something of the air of a _tabagie_. The Bond Street man +stripped away all the velvet and morocco, plucked up the Turkey carpet, +draped the scuttle-ports with pale yellow cretonne garnished with orange +pompons, subdued the glare of the skylight by a blind of oriental silk, +covered the divans with Persian saddlebags, the floor with a delicate +Indian matting, and furnished the saloon with all that was most feminine +in the way of bamboo chairs and tea-tables, Japanese screens and fans +of gorgeous colouring. Here and there against the fluted yellow drapery +he fastened a large Rhodes plate; and the thing was done. Lady Lesbia's +cabin was all bamboo and embroidered India muslin. An oval glass, framed +in Dresden biscuit, adorned the side, a large white bearskin covered the +floor. The berth was pretty enough for the cradle of a duchess's first +baby. Even Lesbia, spoiled by much indulgence and unlimited credit, gave +a little cry of pleasure at sight of the nest that had been made ready +for her. + +'Really, Mr. Smithson is immensely kind!' she exclaimed. + +'Smithson is always kind,' answered Lady Kirkbank, 'and you don't half +enough appreciate him. He has given me his very own cabin--such a dear +little den! There are his cigar boxes and everything lovely on the +shelves, and his own particular dressing-case put open for me to +use--all the backs of all the brushes _repoussé_ silver, and all the +scent-bottles filled expressly for me. If the yacht would only stand +quite still, I should think it more delicious than the best house I ever +stayed in: only I don't altogether enjoy that little way it has of +gurgling up and down perpetually.' + +Mr. Smithson's chief butler, a German Swiss, and a treasure of +intelligence, had come down to take the domestic arrangements of the +yacht into his control. The Park Lane _chef_ was also on board, Mr. +Smithson's steward acting as his subordinate. This great man grumbled +sorely at the smallness of his surroundings; for the most luxurious +yacht was a poor substitute for the spacious kitchens and storerooms and +stillrooms of the London mansion. There was a cabin for Lady Kirkbank's +Rilboche and Lady Lesbia's Kibble, where the two might squabble at their +leisure; in a word, everything had been done that forethought could do +to make the yacht as perfect a place of sojourn as any floating +habitation, from Noah's Ark to the Orient steamers, had ever been made. + +It was between four and five upon a delicious July afternoon that Lady +Kirkbank and her charge came on board. The maids and the luggage had +been sent a day in advance, so that everything might be in its place, +and the empty boxes all stowed away, before the ladies arrived. They had +nothing to do but walk on board and fling themselves into the low +luxurious chairs ready for them on the deck, a little wearied by the +heat and dust of a railway journey, and with that delicious sense of +languid indifference to all the cares of life which seems to be in the +very atmosphere of a perfect summer afternoon. + +A striped awning covered the deck, and great baskets of roses--pink, and +red, and yellow--were placed about here and there. Tea was ready on a +low table, a swinging brass kettle hissing merrily, with an air of +supreme homeliness. + +Mr. Smithson had accompanied his _fiancée_ from town, and now sat +reading the _Globe_, and meekly waiting for his tea, while Lesbia took a +languid survey of the shore and the flotilla of boats, little and big, +and while Lady Kirkbank rhapsodised about the yacht, praising +everything, and calling everything by a wrong name. He was to be their +guest all day, and every day. They were to have enough of him, as Lesbia +had observed to her chaperon, with a spice of discontent, not quite so +delighted with the arrangement as her faithful swain. To him the idea +was rapture. + +'You have contrived somehow to keep me very much at a distance +hitherto,' he told Lesbia, 'and I feel sometimes as if we were almost +strangers; but a yacht is the best place in the world to bring two +people together, and a week at Cowes will make us nearer to each other +and more to each other than three months in London;' and Lesbia had said +nothing, inwardly revolting at the idea of becoming any nearer and +dearer to this man whom she had pledged herself to marry. She was to be +his wife--yes, some day--and it was his desire the some day should be +soon: but in the interval her dearest privilege was the power to keep +him at a distance. + +And yet she could not make up her mind to break with him, to say +honestly, 'I never liked you much, and now we are engaged I find myself +liking you less and less every day. Save me from the irrevocable +wickedness of a loveless marriage. Forgive me, and let me go.' No, this +she could not bring herself to say. She did not like Mr. Smithson, but +she valued the position he was able to give her. She wanted to be +mistress of that infinite wealth--she could not renounce that right to +which she fancied she had been born, her right to be one of the Queens +of Society: and the only man who had offered to crown her as queen, to +find her a palace and a court, was Horace Smithson. Without Mr. Smithson +her first season would have resulted in dire failure. She might perhaps +have endured that failure, and been content to abide the chances of a +second season, had it not been for Mary's triumph. But for Mary to be a +Countess, and for Lesbia to remain Lesbia Haselden, a nobody, dependent +upon the caprices of a grandmother whose means might after all be but +limited--no, such a concatenation as that was not to be endured. Lesbia +told herself that she could not go back to Fellside to remain there +indefinitely, a spinster and a dependent. She had learnt the true value +of money; she had found out what the world was like; and it seemed to +her that some such person as Mr. Smithson was essential to her +existence, just as a butler is a necessity in a house. One may not like +the man, but the post must be filled. + +Again, if she were to throw over Mr. Smithson, and speculate upon her +chances of next year, what hope had she of doing better in her second +season than in her first? The horizon was blank. There was no great +_parti_ likely to offer himself for competition. She had seen all that +the market could produce. Wealthy bachelors, high-born lovers, could not +drop from the moon. Lesbia, schooled by Lady Kirkbank, knew her peerage +by heart; and she knew that, having missed Lord Hartfield, there was +really no one in the Blue Book worth waiting for. Thus, caring only for +those things which wealth can buy, she had made up her mind that she +could not do without Horace Smithson's money; and she must therefore +needs resign herself to the disagreeable necessity of taking Smithson +and his money together. The great auctioneer Fate would not divide the +lot. + +She told herself that for her a loveless marriage was, after all, no +prodigious sacrifice. She had found out that heart made but a small +figure in the sum of her life. She could do without love. A year ago she +had fancied herself in love with John Hammond. In her seclusion at St. +Bees, in the long, dull August days, sauntering up and down by the edge +of the sea, in the melancholy sunset hour, she thought that her heart +was broken, that life was worthless without the man she loved. She had +thought and felt all this, but not strongly enough to urge her to any +great effort, not keenly enough to make her burst her chains. She had +preferred to suffer this loss than to sacrifice her chances of future +aggrandisement. And now she looked back and remembered those sunset +walks by the sea, and all her thoughts and feelings in those silent +summer hours; and she smiled at herself, half in scorn, half in pity, +for her own weakness. How easily she had learned to do without him who +at that hour seemed the better part of her existence. A good deal of +gaiety and praise, a little mild flirtation at Kirkbank Castle, and lo! +the image of her first lover began to grow dim and blurred, like a faded +photograph. A season at Cannes, and she was cured. A week in London, and +that first love was a thing of the past, a dream from which the dreamer +awaketh, forgetting the things that he has dreamt. + +Remembering all this she told herself that she had no heart, that love +or no love was a question of very little moment, and that the personal +qualities of the man whom she chose for a husband mattered nothing to +her, provided that his lands and houses and social status came up to her +standard of merit. She had seen Mr. Smithson's houses and lands; and she +was distinctly assured that he would in due course be raised to the +peerage. She had, therefore, every reason to be satisfied. + +Having thus reasoned out the circumstances of her new life, she accepted +her fate with a languid grace, which harmonised with her delicate and +patrician beauty. Nobody could have for a moment supposed from her +manner that she loved Horace Smithson; but nobody had the right to +think that she detested him. She accepted all his attentions as a thing +of course. The flowers which he strewed beneath her footsteps, the +pearls which he melted in her wine--metaphorically speaking--were just +'good enough' and no more. This afternoon, when Mr. Smithson asked her +how she liked the arrangements of the saloon and cabin, she said she +thought they would do very nicely. 'They would do.' Nothing more. + +'It is dreadfully small, of course,' she said, 'when one is accustomed +to rooms: but it is rather amusing to be in a sort of doll's house, and +on deck it is really very nice.' + +This was the most Mr. Smithson had for his pains, and he seemed to be +content therewith. If a man will marry the prettiest girl of the year he +must be satisfied with such scant civility as conscious perfection may +give him. We know that Aphrodite was not altogether the most comfortable +wife, and that Helen was a cause of trouble. + +Mr. Smithson sat in a bamboo chair beside his mistress, and looked +ineffably happy when she handed him a cup of tea. Sky and sea were one +exquisite azure--the colours of the boats glancing in the sunshine as if +they had been jewels; here an emerald rudder, there a gunwale painted +with liquid rubies. White sails, white frocks, white ducks made vivid +patches of light against the blue. The landscape yonder shone and +sparkled as if it had been incandescent. All the world of land and sky +and sea was steeped in sunshine. A day on which to do nothing, read +nothing, think nothing, only to exist. + +While they sat basking in the balmy atmosphere, looking lazily at that +bright, almost insupportable picture of blue sea under blue sky, there +came the dip of oars, making music, and a sound of coolness with every +plash of water. + +'How good it is of somebody to row about, just to give us that nice +soothing sound,' murmured Lesbia. + +Lady Kirkbank, with her dear old head thrown back upon the cushion of +her luxurious chair, and her dear little cornflower hat just a thought +on one side, was sleeping the sleep of the just, and unconsciously +revealing the little golden arrangements which gave variety to her front +teeth. + +The soothing sound came nearer and nearer, close under the _Cayman's_ +quarter, and then a brown hand clasped the man-ropes, and a light slim +figure swung itself upon deck, while the boat bobbed and splashed below. + +It was Montesma, who had not been expected till the racing, which was +not to begin for two days. A faint, faint rose bloom flushed Lady +Lesbia's cheek at sight of him; and Mr. Smithson gave a little look of +vexation, just one rapid contraction of the eyebrows, which resumed +their conventional placidity the next instant. + +'So good of you,' he murmured. 'I really did not expect you till the +beginning of the week.' + +'London is simply insupportable in this weather--most of all for a man +born in the Havanas. My soul thirsted for blue water. So I said to +myself, This good Smithson is at Cowes; he will give me the run of his +yacht and a room at his villa. Why not go to Cowes at once?' + +'The room is at your service. I have only two or three of my people at +Formosa, but just enough to look after a bachelor friend.' + +'I want very little service, my dear fellow,' answered Montesma, +pleasantly. 'A man who has crossed the Cordilleras and camped in the +primeval forest on the shores of the Amazon, learns to help himself. So +this is the _Cayman_? _Muy deleitoso, mi amigo_. A floating Paradise in +little. If the ark had been like this, I don't think any of the +passengers would have wanted the flood to dry up.' + +He shook hands with Lady Lesbia as he spoke, and with Lady Kirkbank, who +looked at him as if he were part of her dream, and then he sank into the +chair on Lesbia's left hand, with the air of being established for the +rest of the day. + +'I have left my portmanteaux at the end of the pier,' he said lazily. 'I +dare say one of your fellows will be good enough to take them to Formosa +for me?' + +Mr. Smithson gave the necessary order. All the beauty had gone out of the +sea and the sky for him, all the contentment from his mind; and yet he +was in no position to rebel against Fate--in no position to say directly +or indirectly, 'Don Gomez de Montesma, I don't want you here, and I must +request you to transfer yourself elsewhither.' + +Lesbia's feelings were curiously different. The very sight of that +nervous brown hand upon the rope just now had sent a strange thrill +through her veins. She who believed herself heartless could scarce trust +herself to speak for the vehement throbbing of her heart. A sense of joy +too deep for words possessed her as she reclined in her low chair, with +drooping eyelids, yet feeling the fire of those dark southern eyes upon +her face, scorching her like an actual flame. + +'Lady Lesbia, may I have a cup of tea?' he asked; not because he wanted +the tea, but only for the cruel delight of seeing if she were able to +give it to him calmly. + +Her hands shook, fluttered, wandered helplessly, as she poured out that +cup of tea and handed it to Montesma, a feminine office which she had +performed placidly enough for Mr. Smithson. The Spaniard took the cup +from her with a quiet smile, a subtle look which seemed to explore the +inmost depth of her consciousness. + +Yes, this man was verily her master. She knew it, and he know it, as +that look of his told her. Vain to play her part of languid +indifference--vain to struggle against her bondage. In heart and spirit +she was at his feet, an odalisque, recognising and bowing down to her +sultan. + +Happily for the general peace, Mr. Smithson had been looking away +seaward, with a somewhat troubled brow, while that little cup and saucer +episode was being enacted. And in the next minute Lesbia had recovered +her self-command, and resumed that graceful languor which was one of her +charms. She was weak, but she was not altogether foolish; and she had no +idea of succumbing to this new influence--of yielding herself up to this +conqueror, who seemed to take her life into his hand as if it were a bit +of thistledown. Her agitation of those first few minutes was due to the +suddenness of his appearance--the reaction from dulness to delight. She +had been told that he was not to be at Cowes till Monday, and lo! he was +here at her side, just as she was thinking how empty and dreary life was +without him. + +He dropped into his place so naturally and easily, made himself so +thoroughly at home and so agreeable to every one, that it was almost +impossible for Horace Smithson to resent his audacity! Mr. Smithson's +vitals might be devoured by the gnawing of the green-eyed monster, but +however fierce that gnawing were, he did not want to seem jealous. +Montesma was there as the very incarnation of some experiences in Mr. +Smithson's past career, and he dared not object to the man's presence. + +And so the summer day wore on. They had the yacht all to themselves that +evening, for the racing yachts were fulfilling engagements in other +waters, and the gay company of pleasure-seekers had not yet fully +assembled. They were dropping in one by one, all the evening, and Cowes +roads grew fuller of life with every hour of the summer night. + +Mr. Smithson and his guests dined in the saloon, a snug little party of +four, and sat long over dessert, deep into the dusk; and they talked of +all things under heaven, things frivolous, things grave, but most of all +about that fair, strange world in far-off southern waters, the sunny +islands of the Caribbean Sea, and the dreamy, luxurious life of that +tropical clime, half Spanish, half Oriental, wholly independent of +European conventionalities. Lesbia listened, enchanted by the picture. +What were Park Lane palaces, and Berkshire manors, the petty splendours +of the architect and the upholsterer, weighed against a world in which +all nature is on a grander scale? Mr. Smithson might give her fine +houses and costly upholstery; but only the Tropic of Cancer could give +her larger and brighter stars, a world of richer colouring, a land of +perpetual summer, nights luminous with fire-flies, gardens in which the +fern and the cactus were as forest trees, and where humming-birds +flashed among the foliage like living flowers; nay, where the flowers +themselves took the forms of the animal world and seemed instinct with +life and motion. + +'Yes,' said Mr. Smithson, with his gentlemanlike drawl, 'Spanish America +and the West Indies are delightful places to talk about. There are so +many things one leaves out of the picture--thieves, niggers, jiggers, +snakes, mosquitoes, yellow Jack, creeping, crawling creatures of all +kinds. I always feel very glad I have been to South America.' + +'Why?' + +'In order that I may never go there again,' replied Mr. Smithson. + +'I was beginning to hope you would take me there some day,' said Lesbia. + +'Never again, no, not even for your sake. No man should ever leave +Europe after he is five-and-thirty; indeed, I doubt if after that age he +should venture beyond the Mediterranean. That is the sea of +civilisation. Anything outside it means barbarism.' + +'I hope we are going to travel by-and-by,' said Lesbia; 'I have been +mewed up in Grasmere half my life, and if you are going to confine me to +the shores of the Mediterranean, which is, after all, only a larger +lake, for the other half of my life, my existence will be a dull piece +of work after all. I agree with what Don Gomez said the other night: +"Not to travel is not to live."' + +They went on deck presently and sat in the summer darkness, lighted only +by the stars, and by the lights of the yachts, and the faintly gleaming +windows of the lighted town, sat long and late, in a state of ineffable +repose. Lady Kirkbank, fortified by the produce of Mr. Smithson's +particular _clos_, and by a couple of glasses of green Chartreuse, slept +profoundly. She had not enjoyed herself so much for the last three +months. She had been stretched on Society's rack, and she had been +ground in Society's mill; and neither mind nor body had been her own to +do what she liked withal. She had toiled early and late, and had spared +herself in no wise. And now the trouble was over for a space. Here were +rest and respite. She had done her duty as a chaperon, had provided her +charge with the very best thing the matrimonial market offered. She had +paid her creditors something on account all round, and had left them +appeased and trustful, if not content. Sir George had gone oft alone to +drink the waters at Spa, and to fortify himself for Scotland and the +grouse season. She was her own mistress, and she could fold her hands +and take her rest, eat and drink and sleep and be merry, all at Mr. +Smithson's expense. + +The yachts came flocking in next day, like a flight of white-winged sea +birds, and Mr. Smithson had enough to do receiving visitors upon the +_Cayman_. He was fully occupied; but Montesma had nothing to do, except +to amuse Lady Lesbia and her chaperon, and in this onerous task he +succeeded admirably. Lesbia found that it was too warm to be on the deck +when there were perspiring people, whose breath must be ninety by the +thermometer, perpetually coming on board; so she and Lady Kirkbank sat +in the saloon, and had the more distinguished guests brought down to +them as to a Court; and the shrewder of the guests were quick to divine +that no company beyond that of Don Gomez de Montesma was really wanted +in that rose-scented saloon. + +The Spaniard taught Lady Kirkbank _monte_, which delighted her, and +which she vowed she would introduce at her supper parties in the half +season of November, when she should be in London for a week or two, as a +bird of passage, flitting southwards. He began to teach Lesbia Spanish, +a language for which she had taken a sudden fancy; and it is curious +what tender accents, what hidden meanings even a grammar can take from +such a teacher. Spanish came easily enough to a learner who had been +thoroughly drilled in French and Italian, and who had been taught the +rudiments of Latin; so by the end of a lesson, which went on at +intervals all day, the pupil was able to lisp a passage of Don Quixote +in the sweetest Castilian, very sweet to the ear of Don Gomez--a kind of +baby language, precious as the first half-formed syllables of infancy to +mothers. + +Montesma had nothing to do but to amuse himself and his companions all +day in the saloon, amidst odours of roses and peaches, in a shadowy +coolness made by striped silken blinds; but Mr. Smithson was not so much +his own master. That innumerable company of friends which are the +portion of the rich man given to hospitality would not let the owner of +the _Cayman_ go scot-free. + +At a place like Cowes, on the eve of the regatta week, the freelances of +society expect to find entertainment; and Mr. Smithson had to maintain +his character for princely hospitalities at the sacrifice of his +feelings as a lover. Every ripple of Lesbia's silvery laughter, every +deep tone of Montesma's voice, from the cabin below, sent a pang to his +jealous soul; and yet he had to smile, and to order more champagne cup, +and to be lavish of his best cigars, albeit insisting that his friends +should smoke their cigars in the bows well to leeward, so that no foul +breathings of tobacco should pollute his Cleopatra galley. + +Cleopatra was very happy meanwhile, sublimely indifferent even to the +odours of tobacco. She had her Antony at her feet, looking up at her, +as she recited her lesson, with darkly luminous eyes, obviously +worshipping her, obviously intent on winning her without counting the +cost. When had a Montesma ever counted the cost to himself or +others--the cost in gold, in honour, in human life? The records of Cuba +in the palmy days of the slave trade would tell how lightly they held +the last; and for honour, well, the private hells of island and main +could tell their tale of specially printed playing cards, in which the +swords or stars on the back of each card had a secret language of their +own, and were as finger-posts for the initiated player. + +Mr. Smithson had business on shore, and was fain to leave the yacht for +an hour or two before dinner. He invited Don Gomez to go with him, but +the offer was graciously declined. + +'Amigo, I don't care even to look at land in such weather. It is so +detestably dry,' he pleaded. 'It is only the sound of the sea gurgling +against the hull that reconciles one to existence. Go, and be happy at +your club, and send off those occult telegrams of yours, dearest. I +shall not leave the _Cayman_ till bed-time.' + +He looked as fresh and cool as if utterly unaffected by the heat, which +to a Cuban must have been a merely lukewarm condition of the atmosphere. +But he affected to be prostrate, and Smithson could not insist. He had +his cards to play in a game which required extremest caution, and there +were no friendly indicators on the backs of his kings and aces. He was +feeling his way in the dark, and did not know how much mischief Montesma +was prepared to do. + +When the owner of the yacht was gone Don Gomez proposed an adjournment +to the deck for afternoon tea, and the trio sat under the awning, +tea-drinking and gossiping for the next hour. Lady Kirkbank told the +steward to say not at home to everybody, just as if she had a street +door. + +'There is a good deal of the _dolce far niente_ about this,' said +Montesma, presently; 'but don't you think we have been anchored in sight +of that shabby little town quite long enough, and that it would be +rather nice to spread our wings and sail round the island before the +racing begins?' + +'It would be exquisite,' said Lesbia. 'I am very tired of inaction, +though I dearly love learning Spanish,' she added, with a lovely smile, +and a look that was half submissive, half mutinous. 'But I have really +been beginning to wonder whether this boat can move.' + +'You will see that she can, and at a smart pace, too, if I sail her. +Shall we circumnavigate the island? We can set sail after dinner.' + +'Will Mr. Smithson consent, do you think?' + +'Why does Smithson exist, except to obey you?' + +'I don't know if Lady Kirkbank would quite like it,' said Lesbia, +looking at her chaperon, who was waving a big Japanese fan, slowly, +unsteadily, and with a somewhat drunken air, the while she slid into +dreamland. + +'Quite like what?' she murmured, drowsily. + +'A little sail.' + +'I should dearly love it, if it didn't make me sea-sick.' + +'Sea-sick on a glassy lake like this! Impossible,' said Montesma. 'I +consider the thing settled. We set sail after dinner.' + +Mr. Smithson came back to the yacht just in time to dress for dinner. +Don Gomez excused himself from putting on his dress suit. He was going +to sail the yacht himself, and he was dressed for his work, +picturesquely, in white duck trousers, white silk shirt, and black +velvet shooting jacket. He dined with the permission of the ladies, in +this costume, in which he looked so much handsomer than in the livery of +polite life. He had a red scarf tied round his waist, and when at his +work by-and-by, he wore a little red silk cap, just stuck lightly on his +dark hair. The dinner to-day was all animation and even excitement, very +different from the languorous calm of yesterday. Lesbia seemed a new +creature. She talked and laughed and flashed and sparkled as she had +never yet done within Mr. Smithson's experience. He contemplated the +transformation with wonder not unmixed with suspicion. Never for him had +she been so brilliant--never in response to his glances had her violet +eyes thus kindled, had her smile been so entrancingly sweet. He watched +Montesma, but in him he could find no fault. Even jealousy could hardly +take objection to the Spaniard's manner to Lady Lesbia. There was not a +look, not a word that hinted at a private understanding between them, or +which seemed to convey deeper meanings than the common language of +society. No, there was no ground for fault-finding; and yet Smithson was +miserable. He knew this man of old, and knew his influence over women. + +Mr. Smithson handed over the management of the yacht without a murmer, +albeit he pretended to be able to sail her himself, and was in the habit +of taking the command for a couple of hours on a sunny afternoon, much +to the amusement of skipper and crew. But Montesma was a sailor born and +bred--the salt keen breath of the sea had been the first breath in his +nostrils--he had managed his light felucca before he was twelve years +old, had sailed every inch of the Caribbean Sea, and northward to the +furthermost of the Bahamas before he was fifteen. He had lived more on +the water than on the land in that wild boyhood of his; a boyhood in +which books and professors had played but small part. Montesma's school +had been the world, and beautiful women his only professors. He had +learnt arithmetic from the transactions of bubble companies; modern +languages from the lips of the women who loved him. He was a crack shot, +a perfect swordsman, a reckless horseman, and a dancer in whom dancing +almost rose to genius. Beyond these limits he was as ignorant as dirt; +but he had a cleverness which served as a substitute for book learning, +and he seldom failed in impressing the people he met with the idea that +he, Gomez de Montesma, was no ordinary man. + +Directly after dinner the preparations for an immediate start began; +very much to the disgust of skipper and crew, who were not in the habit +of working after dinner; but Montesma cared nothing for the short +answers of the captain, or the black look of the men. + +Lesbia wanted to learn all about everything--the name of every sail, of +every rope. She stood near the helmsman, a slim graceful figure in a +white gown of some soft material, with never a jewel or a flower to +relieve that statuesque simplicity. She wore no hat, and the rich +chesnut hair was rolled in a loose knot at the back of the small +Greek-looking head. Montesma came to her every now and then to explain +what was being done; and by-and-by, when the canvas was all up, and the +yacht was skimming over the water, like a giant swan borne by the +current of some vast strong river, he came and stayed by her side, and +they two sat making little baby sentences in Spanish, he as teacher and +she as pupil, with no one near them but the sailors. + +The owner of the _Cayman_ had disappeared mysteriously a quarter of an +hour after the sails were unfurled, and Lady Kirkbank had tottered down +to the saloon. + +'I am not going--cabin,' she faltered, when Lesbia remonstrated with +her, 'only--going--saloon--sofa--lie down--little--Smithson take +care--you,' not perceiving that Smithson had vanished, 'shall be--quite +close.' + +So Lesbia and Don Gomez were alone under the summer stars, murmuring +little bits of Spanish. + +'It is the only true way of learning a language,' he said; 'grammars are +a delusion.' + +It was a very delightful and easy way of learning, at any rate. Lesbia +reclined in her bamboo chair, and fanned herself indolently, and watched +the shadowy shores of the island, cliff and hill, down and wooded crest, +flitting past her like dream-pictures, and her lips slowly shaped the +words of that soft lisping language--so simple, so musical--a language +made for lovers and for song, one would think. It was wonderful what +rapid progress Lesbia made. + +She heard a church clock on the island striking, and asked Don Gomez the +hour. + +'Ten,' he said. + +'Ten! Surely it must be later. It was past eight before we began dinner, +and we have been sailing for ever so long. Captain, kindly tell me the +time,' she called to the skipper, who was lolling over the gunwale near +the foremast smoking a meditative pipe. + +'Twelve o'clock, my lady.' + +'Heavens, can I possibly have been sitting here so long. I should like +to stay on deck all night and watch the sailing; but I must really go +and take care of poor Lady Kirkbank. I am afraid she is not very well.' + +'She had a somewhat distracted air when she went below, but I daresay +she will sleep off her troubles. If I were you I should leave her to +herself.' + +'Impossible! What can have become of Mr. Smithson?' + +'I have a shrewd suspicion that it is with Smithson as with poor Lady +Kirkbank.' + +'Do you mean that he is ill?' + +'Precisely.' + +'What, on a calm summer night, sailing over a sea of glass. The owner of +a yacht!' + +'Rather ignominious for poor Smithson, isn't it? But men who own yachts +are only mortal, and are sometimes wretched sailors. Smithson is feeble +on that point, as I know of old.' + +'Then wasn't it rather cruel of us to sail his yacht?' + +'Yachts are meant for sailing, and again, sea-sickness is supposed to be +a wholesome exercise.' + +'Good-night.' + +'Good-night,' both good nights in Spanish, and with a touch of +tenderness which the words could hardly have expressed in English. + +'Must you really go?' pleaded Montesma, holding her hand just a thought +longer than he had ever held it before. + +'Ah, the little more, and how much it is,' says the poet. + +'Really and truly.' + +'I am so sorry. I wish you could have stayed on deck all night.' + +'So do I, with all my heart. This calm sea under the starlit sky is like +a dream of heaven.' + +'It is very nice, but if you stayed I think I could promise you +considerable variety. We shall have a tempest before morning.' + +'Of all things in the world I should love to see a thunderstorm at sea.' + +'Be on the alert then, and Captain Parkes and I will try to oblige you.' + +'At any rate you have made it impossible for me to sleep. I shall stay +with Lady Kirkbank in the saloon. Good-night, again.' + +'Good-night.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +IN STORM AND DARKNESS. + + +Lesbia found Lady Kirkbank prostrate on a low divan in the saloon, +sleepless, and very cross. The atmosphere reeked with red lavender, +sal-volatile, eau de Cologne, and brandy, which latter remedy poor +Georgie had taken freely in her agonies. Kibble, the faithful Grasmere +girl, sat by the divan, fanning the sufferer with a large Japanese fan. +Rilboche had naturally, as a Frenchwoman, succumbed utterly to her own +feelings, and was moaning in her berth, wailing out every now and then +that she would never have taken service with Miladi had she suspected +her to be capable of such cruelty as to take her to live for weeks upon +the sea. + +If this was the state of affairs now while the ocean was only gently +stirred, what would it be by-and-by if the tempest should really come? + +'What can you be thinking of, staying on deck all night with those men?' +exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, peevishly. 'It is hardly respectable.' + +She would have been still more inclined to object had she known that +Lesbia's companion had been 'that man' rather than 'those men.' + +'What do you mean by all night?' Lesbia retorted, contemptuously; 'it is +only just twelve.' + +'Only twelve. I thought we were close upon daylight. I have suffered an +eternity of agony.' + +'I am very sorry you should be ill; but really the sea has been so +deliciously calm.' + +'I believe I should have suffered less if it had been diabolically +rough. Oh, that monotonous flip-flap of the water, that slow heaving of +the boat! Nothing could be worse.' + +'I am glad to hear you say that, for Don Gomez says we are likely to +have a tempest.' + +'A tempest!' shrieked Georgie. 'Then let him stop the boat this instant +and put me on shore. Tell him to land me anywhere--on the Needles even. +I could stop at the lighthouse till morning. A storm at sea will be +simply my death.' + +'Dear Lady Kirkbank, I was only joking,' said Lesbia, who did not want +to be worried by her chaperon's nervous apprehensions: 'so far the night +is lovely.' + +'Give me a spoonful more brandy, my good creature,'--to Kibble. 'Lesbia, +you ought never to have brought me into this miserable state. I +consented to staying on board the yacht; but I never consented to +sailing on her.' + +'You will soon be well, dear Lady Kirkbank; and you will have such an +appetite for breakfast to-morrow morning.' + +'Where shall we be at breakfast time?' + +'Off St. Catherine's Point, I believe--just half way round the island.' + +'If we are not at the bottom of the sea,' groaned Georgie. + +They were now in the open Channel, and the boat dipped and rose to +larger billows than had encountered her course before. Lady Kirkbank lay +in a state of collapse, in which life seemed only sustainable by +occasional teaspoonfuls of cognac gently tilted down her throat by the +patient Kibble. + +Lesbia went to her cabin, but with no intention of remaining there. She +was firmly convinced that the storm would come, and she meant to be on +deck while it was raging. What harm could thunder or lightning, hail or +rain, do to her while he was by to protect her? He would be busy sailing +the boat, perhaps, but still he would have a moment now and then in +which to think of her and care for her. + +Yes, the storm was coming. There was a livid look upon the waters, and +the atmosphere was heavy with heat; the sky to windward black as a +funeral pall. Lesbia was almost fearless, yet she felt a thrill of awe +as she looked into that dense blackness. To leeward the stars were still +visible; but that gigantic mass of cloud came creeping slowly, solemnly +over the sky, while the shadow flitted fast across the water, swallowing +up that ghastly electric glare. + +Lesbia wrapped herself in a white cashmere _sortie de bal_ and stole up +the companion. Montesma was working at the ropes with his own hands, +calling directions to the sailors to shorten and take in the canvas, +urging them to increased efforts by working at the ropes with his own +hands, springing up the rigging and on deck, flashing backwards and +forwards amidst the rigging like a being of supernatural power. He had +taken off his jacket, and was clad from top to toe in white, save for +that streak of scarlet which tightly girdled his waist. His tall +flexible form, perfect in line as a Greek statue of Hermes, stood out +against the background of black night. His voice, with its tones of +brief imperious command, the proud carriage of his head, the easy grace +of his rapid movements, all proclaimed the man born to rule over his +fellow-men. And it is these master spirits, these born rulers, whom +women instinctively recognise as their sovereign lords, and for whom +women count no sacrifice too costly. + +In the midst of his activity Montesma suddenly saw that white-robed +figure standing at the top of the companion, and flew to her side. The +boat was pitching heavily, dipping into the trough of the sea at an +angle of forty-five degrees, as it seemed to Lesbia. + +'You ought not to be here,' said Montesma; 'it is much rougher than I +expected.' + +'I am not afraid,' she answered; 'but I will go back to my cabin if I am +in your way.' + +'In my way' (with deepest tenderness): 'yes, you are in my way, for I +shall think of nothing else now you are here. But I believe we have done +all that need be done to the yacht, and I can take care of you till the +storm is over.' + +He put his arm round her as the stem dipped, and led her towards the +stern, guiding her footsteps, supporting her as her light figure swayed +against him with the motion of the boat. A vivid flash of lightning +showed him her face as they stood for an instant leaning against each +other, his arm encircling her. Ah, what deep feeling in that +countenance, once so passionless; what a new light in those eyes. It was +like the awakening of a long dormant soul. + +He took the helm from the captain and stood steering the vessel, and +calling out his orders, with Lesbia close beside him, holding her with +his disengaged arm, drawing her near him as the vessel pitched +violently, drawing her nearer still when they shipped a sea, and a great +fountain of spray enfolded them both in a dense cloud of salt water. + +The thunder roared and rattled, as if it began and ended close beside +them. Forked lightnings zigzagged amidst the rigging. Sheet lightning +enwrapped those two in a luminous atmosphere, revealing faces that were +pale with passion, lips that trembled with emotion. There were but scant +opportunity for speech, and neither of these two felt the need of words. +To be together, bound nearer to each other than they had ever been yet, +than they might ever be again, in the midst of thunder and lightning and +dense clouds of spray. This was enough. Once when the _Cayman_ pitched +with exceptional fury, when the thunder crashed and roared loudest, +Lesbia found her head lying on Montesma's breast and his arms round her, +his lips upon her face. She did not wrench herself from that forbidden +embrace. She let those lips kiss hers as never mortal man had kissed her +before. But an instant later, when Montesma's attention was distracted +by his duties as steersman, and he let her go, she slipped away in the +darkness, and melted from his sight and touch like a modern Undine. He +dared not leave the helm and follow her then. He sent one of the sailors +below a little later, to make sure that she was safe in her cabin; but +he saw her no more that night. + +The storm abated soon after daybreak, and the morning was lovely; but +Don Gomez and Lady Lesbia did not meet again till the church bells on +the island were ringing for morning service, and then the lady was safe +under the wing of her chaperon, with her affianced husband in +attendance upon her at the breakfast table in the saloon. + +She received Montesma with the faintest inclination of the head, and she +carefully avoided all occasion of speech with him during the leisurely, +long spun-out meal. She was as white as her muslin gown, and her eyes +told of a sleepless night. She talked a little, very little to Lady +Kirkbank and Mr. Smithson; to the Spaniard not at all. And yet Montesma +was in no manner dashed by this appearance of deep offence. So might +Francesca have looked the morning after that little scene over the book; +yet she sacrificed her salvation for her lover all the same. It was a +familiar stage upon the journey which Montesma knew by heart. Here the +inclination of the road was so many degrees more or less; for this hill +you are commanded to put on an extra horse; at this stage it is +forbidden to go more than eight miles an hour, and so on, and so on. +Montesma knew every inch of the ground. He put on a melancholy look, and +talked very little. He had been on deck all night, and so there was an +excuse for his being quiet. + +Lady Kirkbank related her impressions of the storm, and talked enough +for four. She had suffered the pangs of purgatory, but her natural +cheeriness asserted itself, and she made no moaning about past agonies +which had exercised a really delightful influence on her appetite. Mr. +Smithson also was cheerful. He had paid his annual tribute to Neptune, +and might hope to go scot-free for the rest of the season. + +'If I had stayed on deck I must have had my finger in the pie; so I +thought it better to go below and get a good night's rest in the +steward's cabin,' he said, not caring to confess his sufferings as +frankly as Lady Kirkbank admitted hers. + +After breakfast, which was prolonged till noon, Montesma asked Smithson +to smoke a cigarette on deck with him. + +'I want to talk to you on a rather serious matter,' he said. + +Lesbia heard the words, and looked up with a frightened glance. Could he +mean to attempt anything desperate? Was he going to confess the fatal +truth to Horace Smithson, to tell her affianced lover that she was +untrue to her bond, that she loved him, Montesma, as fondly as he loved +her, that their two souls had mingled like two flames fanned by the same +current, and thence had risen to a conflagration which must end in ruin, +if she were not set free to follow where her heart had gone, free to +belong to that man whom her spirit chose for lord and master. Her heart +leapt at the hope that Montesma was going to do this, that he was strong +enough to break her bonds for her, powerful and rich enough to secure +her a brilliant future. Yet this last consideration, which hitherto had +been paramount, seemed now of but little moment. To be with _him_, to +belong to _him_, would be enough for bliss. Albeit that in such a +choice she forfeited all that she had ever possessed or hoped for of +earthly prosperity. Adventurer, beggar, whatever he might be, she chose +him, and loved him with all the strength of a weak soul newly awakened +to passionate feeling. + +Unhappily for Lesbia Haselden, Montesma was not at all the kind of man +to take so direct and open a course as that which she imagined possible. + +His business with Mr. Smithson was of quite a different kind. + +'Smithson, do you know that you have an utterly incompetent crew?' he +said, gravely, when they two were standing aft, lighting their +cigarettes. + +'Indeed I do not. The men are all experienced sailors, and the captain +ranks high among yachtsmen.' + +'English yachtsmen are not particularly good judges of sailors. I tell +you your skipper is no sailor, and his men are fools. If it had not been +for me the _Cayman_ would have gone to pieces on the rocks last night, +and if you are to cross to St. Malo, as you talked of doing, for the +regatta there, you had better sack these men and let me get you a South +American crew. I know of a fellow who is in London just now--the captain +of a Rio steamer, who'll send you a crew of picked men, if you give me +authority to telegraph to him.' + +'I don't like foreign sailors,' said Smithson, looking perplexed and +worried; 'and I have perfect confidence in Wilkinson.' + +'Which is as much as to say that you consider me a liar! Go to the +bottom your own way, _mon ami: ce n'est pas mon affaire,_' said +Montesma, turning on his heel, and leaving his friend to his own +devices. + +Had he pressed the point, Smithson would have suspected him of some evil +motive, and would have been resolute in his resistance; but as he said +no more about it, Smithson began to feel uncomfortable. + +He was no sailor himself, knew absolutely nothing about the navigation +of his yacht, though he sometimes pretended to sail her; and he had no +power to judge of his skipper's capacity or his men's seamanship. He had +engaged the captain wholly on the strength of the man's reputation, +guaranteed by certain certificates which seemed to mean a great deal. +But after all such certificates might mean very little--such a +reputation might be no real guarantee. The sailors had been engaged by +the captain, and their ruddy faces and thoroughly British appearence, +the exquisite cleanliness which they maintained in every detail of the +yacht, had seemed to Mr. Smithson the perfection of seamanship. + +But it was not the less true that the cleanest of yachts, with deck of +spotless whiteness, sails of unsullied purity, brasses shining and +sparkling like gold fresh from the goldsmith's, might be spiked upon a +rock, or might founder on a sand-bank, or heel over under too much +canvas. Mr. Smithson was inclined to suspect any proposition of +Montesma's; yet he was not the less disturbed in mind by the assertion. + +The day wore on, and the yacht sailed merrily over a summer sea. Mr. +Smithson fidgeted about the deck uneasily, watching every movement of +the sailors. No boat could be sailing better, as it seemed to him; but +in such weather and over such waters any boat must needs go easily. It +was in the blackness of night, amidst the fury of the storm, that +Montesma's opinion had been formed. Smithson began to think that his +friend was right. The sailors had honest countenances, but they looked +horribly stupid. Could men with such vacuous grins, such an air of +imbecile good-nature, be capable of acting wisely in any terrible +crisis?--could they have nerve and readiness, quickness, decision, all +those grand qualites which are needed by the seaman who has to contend +with the fury of the elements? + +Mr. Smithson and his guests had breakfasted too late for the possibility +of luncheon. They were in Cowes Roads by one o'clock. A fleet of yachts +had arrived during their absence, and the scene was full of life and +gaiety. Lady Lesbia held a _levée_ at the afternoon tea, and had a crowd +of her old admirers around her--adorers whose presence in no wise +disturbed Horace Smithson's peace. He would have been content that his +wife should go through life with a herd of such worshippers following in +her footsteps. He knew the aimless innocence, the almost infantine +simplicity of the typical Johnnie, Chappie, _Muscadin, Petit Creve, +Gommeux_--call him by what name you will. From these he feared no evil. +But in that one follower who gave no outward token of his worship he +dreaded peril. It was Montesma he watched, while dragoons with +close-cropped hair, and imbecile youths with heads rigid in four-inch +collars, were hanging about Lady Lesbia's low bamboo chair, and +administering obsequiously to the small necessities of the tea-table. + +It was while this tea-table business was going on that Mr. Smithson took +the opportunity of setting his mind at rest, were it possible, as to the +merits of Captain Wilkinson. Among his visitors this afternoon there was +the owner of three or four racing yachts--a man renowned for his +victories, at home and abroad. + +'I think you knew something of my captain, Wilkinson, before I engaged +him,' said Smithson, with assumed carelessness. + +'I know every skipper on board every boat in the squadron,' answered his +friend. 'A good fellow, Wilkinson--thoroughly honest fellow.' + +'Honest; oh yes, I know all about that. But how about his seamanship? +His certificates were wonderfully good, but they are not everything. + +'Everything, my dear fellow,' cried the other; 'they are next to +nothing. But I believe Wilkinson is a tolerable sailor.' + +This was not encouraging. + +'He has never been unlucky, I believe.' + +'My dear Smithson, you are a great authority in the City, but you are +not very well up in the records of the yachting world, or you would know +that your Captain Wilkinson was skipper on the _Orinoco_ when she ran +aground on the Chesil Bank, coming home from Cherbourg Regatta, fifteen +lives lost, and the yacht, in less than half an hour, ground to powder. +That was rather a bad case, I remember; for though it was a tempestuous +night, the accident would never have happened if Wilkinson had not +mistaken the lights. So you see his Trinity House papers didn't prevent +his going wrong.' + +Good heavens! This was the strongest confirmation of Montesma's charge. +The man was a stupid man, an incapable man, a man to whose intelligence +and care human life should never be trusted. A fig for his honesty! What +would honesty be worth in a hurricane off the Chesil Beach? What would +honesty serve a ship spitted on the Jailors off Jersey? Montesma was +right. If the _Cayman_ was to make a trip to St. Malo she must be +navigated by competent men. Horace Smithson hated foreign sailors, +copper-faced ruffians, with flashing black eyes which seemed to threaten +murder, did you but say a rough word to them; sleek, raven-haired +scoundrels, with bowie-knives in their girdles, ready for mutiny. But, +after all, life is worth too much to be risked for a prejudice, a +sentiment. + +Perhaps that St. Malo business might be avoided; and then there need be +no change in captain or crew. The yacht must be safe enough lying at +anchor in the roadstead. By-and-by, when the visitors had departed, and +Mr. Smithson was reposefully enjoying his tea by Lady Lesbia's side, he +approached the subject. + +'Do you really care about crossing to St. Malo after this--really prefer +the idea to Ryde?' + +'Infinitely,' exclaimed Lesbia, quickly. 'Ryde would only be Cowes ever +again--a lesser Cowes; and I thought when you first proposed it that the +plan was rather stupid, though I did not want to be uncivil and say so. +But I was delighted with Don Gomez de Montesma's amendment, substituting +St. Malo for Ryde. In the first place the trip across will be +delicious'--Lady Kirkbank gave a faint groan--'and in the second place I +am dying to see Brittany.' + +'I doubt if you will highly appreciate St. Malo. It is a town of many +and various smells.' + +'But I want to smell those foreign smells of which one hears much. At +least it is an experience. We need not be on shore any longer than we +like. And I want to see that fine rocky coast, and Chateaubriand's tomb +on the what's-its-name. So nice to be buried in that way.' + +'Then you have set your heart on going to St. Malo, and would not like +any change in our plan?' + +'Any change will be simply detestable,' answered Lesbia, all the more +decidedly since she suspected a desire for change on the part of Mr. +Smithson. + +She was in no amiable humour this afternoon. All her nerves seemed +strained to their utmost tension. She was irritated, tremulous with +nervous excitement, inclined to hate everybody, Horace Smithson most of +all. In her cabin a little later on, when she was changing her gown for +dinner, and Kibble was somewhat slow and clumsy in the lacing of the +bodice, she wrenched herself from the girl's hands, flung herself into a +chair, and burst into a flood of passionate tears. + +'O God! that I were on one of those islands in the Caribbean Sea--an +island where Europeans never come--where I might lie down among the +poisonous tropical flowers, and sleep the rest of my days away. I am +sick to death of my life here; of the yacht, the people--everything.' + +'This air is too relaxing, Lady Lesbia,' the girl murmured, soothingly; +'and you didn't have your natural rest last night. Shall I get you a +nice strong cup of tea?' + +'Tea! no. I have been living upon tea for the last twenty-four hours. I +have eaten nothing. My mouth is parched and burning. Oh, Kibble!' +flinging her head upon the girl's buxom arm, and letting it rest there, +'what a happy creature you are--not a care--not a care.' + +'I'm sure you can't have any cares, Lady Lesbia,' said Kibble, with an +incredulous smile, trying to smooth the disordered hair, anxious to make +haste with the unfinished toilet, for it was within a few minutes of +eight. + +'I am full of care. I am in debt--horribly in debt--getting deeper and +deeper every day--and I am going to sell myself to the only man who can +pay my debts and give me fine houses, and finery like this,' plucking at +the _crêpe de chine_ gown, with its flossy fringe, its delicate lace, a +marvel of artistic expenditure; a garment which looked simplicity +itself, and yet was so cleverly contrived as to cost five-and-thirty +guineas. The greatest effects in it required to be studied with a +microscope. + +'But surely, dear Lady Lesbia, you won't marry Mr. Smithson, if you +don't love him?' + +'Do you suppose love has anything to do with marriages in society?' + +'Oh, Lady Lesbia, it would be so unkind to him, so cruel to yourself.' + +'Cruel to myself. Yes, I am cruel to myself. I had the chance of +happiness a year ago, and I lost it. I have the chance of happiness +now--yes, of consummate bliss--and haven't the courage to snatch at it. +Take off this horrid gown, Kibble; my head is splitting: I shan't go to +dinner.' + +'Oh, Lady Lesbia, you are treading on the pearl embroidery,' +remonstrated poor Kibble, as Lesbia kicked the new gown from under her +feet. + +'What does it matter!' she exclaimed with a bitter little laugh. 'It has +not been paid for--perhaps it never will be.' + +The dinner was silent and gloomy. It was as if a star had been suddenly +blotted out of the sky. Smithson, ordinarily so hospitable, had been too +much disturbed in mind to ask any of his friends to stay to dinner; so +there were only Lady Kirkbank, who was too tired to be lively, and +Montesma, who was inclined to be thoughtful. Lesbia's absence, and the +idea that she was ill, gave the feast almost a funereal air. + +After dinner Smithson and Montesma sat on deck, smoking their cigars, +and lazily watching the lights on sea, and the lights on shore; these +brilliant in the foreground, those dim in the distance. + +'You can telegraph to your Rio Janeiro friend to-morrow morning, if you +like,' said Smithson, presently, 'and tell him to send a first-rate +skipper and crew. Lady Lesbia has made up her mind to see St. Malo +Regatta, and with such a sacred charge I can't be too careful.' + +'I'll wire before eight o'clock to-morrow,' answered Montesma, 'You have +decided wisely. Your respectable English Wilkinson is an excellent +man--but nothing would surprise me less than his reducing your _Cayman_ +to matchwood in the next gale.' + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +A NOTE OF ALARM. + + +That strange scene in the old house at Fellside made a profound +impression upon Lord Hartfield. He tried to disguise his trouble, and +did all in his power to seem gay and at perfect ease in his wife's +company; but his mind was full of anxiety, and Mary loved him too well +to be for a moment in doubt as to his feelings. + +'There is something wrong, Jack,' she said, while they were breakfasting +at a table in the verandah, with the lake and the bills in front of them +and the sweet morning air around them. 'You try to talk and to be +lively, but there is a little perpendicular wrinkle in your forehead +which I know as well as the letters of the alphabet, and that little +line means worry. I used to see it in the old days, when you were +breaking your heart for Lesbia. Why cannot you be frank and confide in +me. It is your duty, sir, as my husband.' + +'Is it my duty to halve my burdens as well as my joys? How do I know if +those girlish shoulders are strong enough to bear the weight of them?' + +'I can bear anything you can bear, and I won't be cheated out of my +share in your worries. If you were obliged to have a tooth out, I would +have one out too, for company.' + +'I hope the dentist would be too conscientious to allow that.' + +'Tell me your trouble, Hartfield,' she said, earnestly, leaning across +the table, bringing her grave intelligent face near to him. + +They were quite alone, he and she. The servants had done their +ministering. Behind them there was the empty dining-room, in front of +them the sunlit panorama of lake and hill. There could not be a safer +place for telling secrets. + +'Tell me what it is that worries you,' Mary pleaded again. + +'I will, dear. After all perfect trust is the best; nay, it is your due, +for you are brave enough and true enough to be trusted with secrets that +mean life and death. In a word, then, Mary, the cause of my trouble is +that old man we saw the other night.' + +'Steadman's uncle?' + +'Do you really believe that he is Steadman's uncle?' + +'My grandmother told me so,' answered Mary, reddening to the roots of +her hair. + +To this girl, who was the soul of truth, there was deepest shame in the +idea that her kinswoman, the woman whom of all the world she most owed +reverence and honour, could be deemed capable of falsehood. + +'Do you think my grandmother would tell me an untruth?' + +'I do not believe that man is a poor dependent, an old servant's +kinsman, sheltered and cared for in this house for charity's sake. +Forgive me, Mary, if I doubt the word of one you love; but there are +positions in life in which a man must judge for himself. Would Mr. +Steadman's kinsman be lodged as that old man is lodged; would he talk as +that old man talks; and last and greatest perplexity of all, would he +possess a treasure of gold and jewels which must be worth many +thousands?' + +'But you cannot know for certain that those things are valuable; they +may be rubbish that this poor old man has scraped together and hoarded +for years, glass jewels bought at country fairs. Those rouleaux may +contain lead or coppers.' + +'I do not think so, Mary. The stones had all the brilliancy of valuable +gems, and then there were others in the finest filagree +settings--goldsmith's work which bore the stamp of an Eastern world. +Take my word for it, that treasure came from India; and it must have +been brought to England by Lord Maulevrier. It may have existed all +these years without your grandmother's knowledge. That is quite +possible; but it seems to me impossible that such wealth should be +within the knowledge and the power of a pauper lunatic.' + +'But if that unhappy old man is not a relation of Steadman's supported +here by my grandmother's benevolence, who can he be, and why is he +here?' asked Mary. + +'Oh, Molly dear, these are two questions which I cannot answer, and +which yet ought to be answered somehow. Since that night I have felt as +if there were a dark cloud lowering over this house--a cloud almost as +terrible in its menace of danger as the forshadowing of fate in a Greek +legend. For your sake, for the honour of your race, for my own +self-respect as your husband, I feel that this mystery ought to be +solved, and all dark things made light before your grandmother's death. +When she is gone the master-key to the past will be lost.' + +'But she will be spared for many years, I hope, spared to sympathise +with my happiness, and with Lesbia's.' + +My dearest girl, we cannot hope that. The thread of her life is worn +very thin. It may snap at any moment. You cannot look seriously in your +grandmother's face, and yet delude yourself with the hope that she has +years of life before her.' + +'It will be very hard to part, just as she has begun to care for me,' +said Mary, with her eyes full of tears. + +'All such partings are hard, and your grandmother's life has been so +lonely and joyless that the memory of it must always have a touch of +pain. One cannot say of her as we can of the happy; she has lived her +life--all things have been given to her, and she falls asleep at the +close of a long and glorious day. For some reason which I cannot +understand, Lady Maulevrier's life has been a prolonged sacrifice.' + +'She has always given us to understand that she was fond of Fellside, +and that this secluded life suited her,' said Mary, meditatively. + +'I cannot help doubting her sincerity on that point. Lady Maulevrier is +too clever a woman, and forgive me, dear, if I add too worldly a woman, +to be content to live out of the world. The bird must have chafed its +breast against the bars of the cage many and many a time when you +thought that all was peace. Be sure, Mary, that your grandmother had a +powerful motive for spending all her days in this place, and I can but +think that the old man we saw the other night had some part in that +motive. Do you remember telling me of her ladyship's vehement anger when +she heard you had made the acquaintance of her pensioner?' + +'Yes, she was very angry,' Mary answered, with a troubled look. 'I +never saw her so angry--she was almost beside herself--said the harshest +things to me--talked as if I had done some dreadful mischief.' + +'Would she have been so moved, do you think, unless there was some fatal +secret involved in that man's presence here?' + +'I hardly know what to think. Tell me everything. What is it that you +fear?--what is it that you suspect?' + +'To tell you my fears and suspicions is to tell you a family secret that +has been kept from you out of kindness all the years of your life--and I +hardly think I could bring myself to that if I did not know what the +world is, and how many good-natured friends Lady Hartfield will meet in +society, by-and-by, ready to tell her, by hints and innuendoes, that her +grandfather, the Governor of Madras, came back to England under a cloud +of disgrace.' + +'My poor grandfather! How dreadful!' exclaimed Mary, pale with pity and +shame. 'Did he deserve his disgrace, poor unhappy creature--or was he +the victim of false accusation?' + +'I can hardly tell you that, Mary, any more than I can tell whether +Warren Hastings deserved the abuse that was wreaked upon him at one +time, or the acquittal that gave the lie to his slanderers in after +years. The events occurred forty years ago--the story was only half +known then, and like all such stories formed the basis for every kind of +exaggeration and perversion.' + +'Does Maulevrier know?' faltered Mary. + +'Maulevrier knows all that is known by the general public, and no more.' + +'And you have married the granddaughter of a disgraced man,' said Mary, +with a piteous look. 'Did you know--when you married me?' + +'As much as I know now, dear love. If you had been Jonathan Wild's +granddaughter you would have been just as dear to me. I married _you_, +dearest; I love _you_; I believe in _you_. All the grandfathers in +Christendom would not shake my faith by one tittle.' + +She threw herself into his arms, and sobbed upon his breast. But sweet +as this assurance of his love was to her, she was not the less stricken +by shame at the thought of possible infamy in the past, a shameful +memory for ever brooding over her name in the present. + +'Society never forgets a scandal,' she said; 'I have heard Maulevrier +say that.' + +'Society has a long memory for other people's sins, but it only avenges +its own wrongs. Give the wicked fairy Society a bad dinner, or leave her +out of your invitation list for a ball, and she will twit you with the +crimes or the misfortunes of a remote ancestor--she will go about +talking of your grandfather the leper, or your great aunt who ran away +with her footman. But so long as the wicked fairy gets all she wants out +of you, she cares not a straw for the misdeeds of past generations.' + +He spoke lightly, laughingly almost, and then he ordered the dogcart to +be brought round immediately, and he drove Mary across the hills towards +Langdale, to bring the colour back to her blanched cheeks. He brought +her home in time to give her grandmother an hour for letter-writing +before luncheon, while he walked up and down the terrace below Lady +Maulevrier's windows, meditating the course he was to take. + +He was to leave Westmoreland next day to take his place in the House of +Lords during the last important debate of the session. He made up his +mind that before he left he would seek an interview with Lady +Maulevrier, and boldly ask her to explain the mystery of that old man's +presence at Fellside. He was her kinsman by marriage, and he had sworn +to honour her and to care for her as a son; and as a son he would urge +her to confide in him, to unburden her conscience of any dark secret, +and to make the crooked things straight, before she was called away. + +While he was forecasting this interview, meeting imaginary objections, +arguing points which might have to be argued, a servant came out to him +with an ochre envelope on a little silver tray--that unpleasant-looking +envelope which seems always a presage of trouble, great or small. + +'Lord Maulevrier, Albany, to Lord Hartfield, Fellside, Grasmere. + +'For God's sake come to me at once. I am in great trouble; not on my own +account, but about a relation.' + +A relation--except his grandmother and his two sisters Maulevrier had no +relations for whom he cared a straw. This message must have relation to +Lesbia. Was she ill--dying, the victim of some fatal accident, runaway +horses, boat upset, train smashed? There was something; and Maulevrier +appealed to his nearest and best friend. There was no withstanding such +an appeal. It must be answered, and immediately. + +Lord Hartfield went into the library and wrote his reply message, which +consisted of six words. + +'Going to you by first train.' + +The next train left Windermere at three. There was just time to get a +fresh horse put in the dogcart, and a Gladstone bag packed. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +PRIVILEGED INFORMATION. + + +Lord Hartfield did not arrive at Euston Square until near eleven o'clock +at night. A hansom deposited him at the entrance to the Albany just as +the clock of St. James's Church chimed the hour. He found only +Maulevrier's valet. His lordship had waited indoors all the evening, and +had only gone out a quarter of an hour ago. He had gone to the +Cerberus, and begged that Lord Hartfield would be kind enough to follow +him there. + +Lord Hartfield was not fond of the Cerberus, and indeed deemed that +lively place of rendezvous a very dangerous sphere for his friend +Maulevrier; but in the face of Maulevrier's telegram there was no time +to be lost, so he walked across Piccadilly and down St. James's Street +to the fashionable little club, where the men were dropping in after the +theatres and dinners, and where sheafs of bank notes were being +exchanged for those various coloured counters which represented divers +values, from the respectable 'pony' to the modest 'chip.' + +Maulevrier was in the first room Hartfield looked into, standing behind +some men who were playing. + +'That's something like friendship,' he exclaimed, when he saw Lord +Hartfield, and then he hooked his arm through his friend's, and led him +off to the dining room. + +'Come and have some supper, old fellow,' he said, 'and I can tell you my +troubles while you are eating it. James, bring us a grill, and a +lobster, and a bottle of Mumms, number 27, you know.' + +'Yes, my lord.' + +'Sorry to find you in this den, Maulevrier,' said Lord Hartfield. + +'Haven't touched a card. Haven't done half an hour's punting this +season. But it's a kind of habit with me to wander in here now and then. +I know so many of the members. One poor devil lost nine thousand one +night last week. Rather rough upon him, wasn't it? All ready money at +this shop, don't you know.' + +'Thank God, I know nothing about it. And now, Maulevrier, what is wrong, +and with whom?' + +'Everything is wrong, and with my sister Lesbia.' + +'Good heavens! what do you mean?' + +'Only this, that there is a fellow after her whose very name means ruin +to women--a Spanish-American adventurer--reckless, handsome, a gambler, +seducer, duellist, dare-devil. The man she is to marry seems to have +neither nous nor spunk to defend her. Everybody at Goodwood saw the game +that was being played, everybody at Cowes is watching the cards, betting +on the result. Yes, great God, the men at the Squadron Club are staking +their money upon my sister's character--even monkeys that she bolts with +Montesma--five to three against the marriage with Smithson ever coming +off.' + +'Is this true?' + +'It is as true as your marriage with Molly, as true as your loyalty to +me. I was told of it all this morning at the Haute Gomme by a man I can +rely upon, a really good fellow, who would not leave me in the dark +about my sister's danger when all the smoking-rooms in Pall Mall were +sniggering about it. My first impulse was to take the train for Cowes; +but then I knew if I went alone I should let my temper get the better of +me. I should knock somebody down--throw somebody out of the window--make +a devil of a scene. And this would be fatal for Lesbia. I wanted your +counsel, your cool head, your steady common-sense. "Not a step forward +without Jack," I said to myself, so I bolted off and sent that telegram. +It relieved my feeling a little, but I've had a wretched day.' + +'Waiter, bring me a Bradshaw, or an A B C,' said Lord Hartfield. + +He had eaten nothing but a biscuit since breakfast, but he was ready to +go off at once, supperless, if there were a train to carry him. +Unluckily there was no train. The mail had started. Nothing till seven +o'clock next morning. + +'Eat your supper, old fellow,' said Maulevrier. 'After all, the danger +may not be so desperate as I fancied this morning. Slander is the +favourite amusement of the age we live in. We must allow a margin for +exaggeration.' + +'A very liberal margin,' answered Hartfield. 'No doubt the man who +warned you meant honestly, but this scandal may have grown out of the +merest trifles. The feebleness of the Masher's brain is only exceeded by +the foulness of the Masher's tongue. I daresay this rumour about Lady +Lesbia has its beginning and end among the Masher species.' + +'I hope so, but--I have seen those two together--I met them at Victoria +one evening after Goodwood. Old Kirkbank was shuffling on ahead, +carrying Smithson with her, absorbing his attention by fussification +about her carriage. Lesbia and that Cuban devil were in the rear. They +looked as if they had all the world to themselves. Faust and Marguerite +in the garden were not in it for the expression of intense absorbing +feeling compared with those two. I'm not an intellectual party, but I +know something of human nature, and I know when a man and woman are in +love with each other. It is one of the things that never has been, that +never can be hidden.' + +'And you say this Montesma is a dangerous man?' + +'Deadly.' + +'Well, we must lose no time. When we are on the spot it will be easy to +find out the truth; and it will be your duty, if there be danger, to +warn Lesbia and her future husband. + +'I would much rather shoot the Cuban,' said Maulevrier. 'I never knew +much good come of a warning in such a case: it generally precipitates +matters. If I could play _écarté_ with him at the club, find him +sporting an extra king, throw my cards in his face, and accept his +challenge for an exchange of shots on the sands beyond Cherbourg--there +would be something like satisfaction.' + +'You say the man is a gambler?' + +'Report says something worse of him. Report says he is a cheat.' + +'We must not be dependent upon society gossip,' replied Lord Hartfield. +'I have an idea, Maulevrier. The more we know about this man--Montesma, +I think you called him----' + +'Gomez de Montesma.' + +'The more fully we are acquainted with Don Gomez de Montesma's +antecedents the better we shall be able to cope with him, if we come to +handy-grips. It's too late to start for Cowes, but it is not too late to +do something. Fitzpatrick, the political-economist, spent a quarter of a +century in South America. He is a very old friend--knew my father--and I +can venture to knock at his door after midnight--all the more as I know +he is a night-worker. He is very likely to enlighten us about your Cuban +hidalgo.' + +'You shall finish your supper before I let you stir. After that you may +do what you like. I was always a child in your hands, Jack, whether it +was climbing a mountain or crossing the Horse-shoe Fall. I consider the +business in your hands now. I'll go with you wherever you like, and do +what you tell me. When you want me to kick anybody, or fight anybody, +you can give me the office and I'll do it. I know that Lesbia's +interests are safe in your hands. You once cared very much for her. You +are her brother-in-law now, and, next to me, you are her natural +protector, taking into account that her future husband is a cad and +doesn't score.' + +'Meet me at Waterloo at ten minutes to seven to-morrow morning, and +we'll go down to Cowes together. I'm off to find Fitzpatrick. Good +night.' + +So they parted. Lord Hartfield walked across the Park to Great George +Street, where Mr. Fitzpatrick had chambers of a semi-official character, +on the first floor of a solemn-looking old house, spacious, gloomy +without and within, walls sombre with the subdued colouring of +decorations half a century old. + +The lighted windows of those first-floor rooms told Lord Hartfield that +he was not too late. He rang the bell, which was answered with the +briefest delay by a sleepy-looking clerk, who had been taking shorthand +notes for Mr. Fitzpatrick's great book upon 'Protection _versus_ Free +Trade.' The clerk looked sleepy, but his employer had as brisk an air as +if he were just beginning the day; although he had been working without +intermission since nine o'clock that evening, and had done a long day's +work before dinner. He was walking up and down the spacious unluxurious +room, half office, half library, smoking a cigar. Upon a large table in +the centre of the room stood two powerful reading lamps with green +shades, illuminating a chaotic mass of books and pamphlets, heaped and +scattered all over the table, save just on that spot between the two +lamps, which accommodated Mr. Fitzpatrick's blotting pad and inkpot, a +pewter inkpot which held about a pint. + +'How d'ye do, Hartfield? Glad you've looked me up at last,' said the +Irishman, as if a midnight call were the most natural thing in the +world. 'Just come from the House?' + +'No; I've just come from Westmoreland. I thought I should find you among +those everlasting books of yours, late as it is. Can I have a few words +alone with you?' + +'Certainly. Morgan, you can go away for a bit.' + +'Home, sir?' + +'Home--well--yes, I suppose it's late. You look sleepy. I should have +been glad to finish the chapter on Beetroot Sugar to-night--but it may +stand over for the morning. Be sure you're early.' + +'Yes, sir,' the clerk responded with a faint sigh. + +He was paid handsomely for late hours, liberally rewarded for his +shorthand services; and yet he wished the great Fitzpatrick had not been +quite so industrious. + +'Now, my dear Hartfield, what can I do for you?' asked Fitzpatrick, when +the clerk had gone. 'I can see by your face that you've something +serious in hand. Can I help you?' + +'You can, I believe, in a very material way. You were five-and-twenty +years in Spanish America?' + +'Rather more than less.' + +'Here, there, and everywhere?' + +'Yes; there is _not_ a city in South America that I have not lived +in--for something between a day and a year.' + +'You know something about most men of any mark in that part of the +world, I conclude?' + +'It was my business to know men of all kinds. I had my mission from the +Spanish Government. I was engaged to examine the condition of commerce +throughout the colony, the working of protection as against free trade, +and so on. Strange, by-the-bye, that Cuba, the last place to foster the +slave trade, was of all spots of the earth the first to carry free-trade +principles into practical effect, long before they were recognised in +any European country.' + +'Strange to me that you should speak of Cuba so soon after my coming +in,' answered Lord Hartfield. 'I am here to ask you to help me to find +out the antecedents of a man who hails from that island.' + +'I ought to know something about him, whoever he is,' replied Mr. +Fitzpatrick, briskly. 'I spent six months in Cuba not very long before +my return to England. Cuba is one of my freshest memories; and I have a +pretty tight memory for facts, names and figures. Never could remember +two lines of poetry in my life.' + +'Did you ever hear of, or meet with, a man called Montesma--Gomez de +Montesma?' + +'Couldn't have stopped a month in Havana without hearing something about +that gentleman,' answered Fitzpatrick, 'I hope he isn't a friend of +yours, and that you have not lent him money?' + +'Neither; but I want to know all you can tell me about him.' + +'You shall have it in black and white, out of my Cuban note-book,' +replied the other, unlocking a drawer in the official table; 'I always +take notes of anything worth recording, on the spot. A man is a fool who +trusts to memory, where personal character is at stake. Montesma is as +well known at Havana as the Morro Fort or the Tacon Theatre. I have +heard stories enough about him to fill a big volume; but all the facts +recorded there'--striking the morocco cover of the note-book--'have been +thoroughly sifted; I can vouch for them.' + +He looked at the index, found the page, and handed the book to Lord +Hartfield. + +'Read for yourself,' he said, quietly. + +Lord Hartfield read three or four pages of plain statement as to various +adventures by sea and land in which Gomez de Montesma had figured, and +the reputation which he bore in Cuba and on the Main. + +'You can vouch for this?' he said at last, after a long silence. + +'For every syllable.' + +'The story of his marriage?' + +'Gospel truth: I knew the lady.' + +'And the rest?' + +'All true.' + +'A thousand thanks. I know now upon what ground I stand. I have to save +an innocent, high-bred girl from the clutches of a consummate +scoundrel.' + +'Shoot him, and shoot her, too, if there's no better way of saving her. +It will be an act of mercy,' said Mr. Fitzpatrick, without hesitation. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +'SHALL IT BE?' + + +While Lord Hartfield sat in his friend's office in Great George Street +reading the life story of Gomez de Montesma, told with the cruel +precision and the unvarnished language of a criminal indictment, the +hero of that history was gliding round the spacious ballroom of the +Cowes Club, with Lady Lesbia Haselden's dark-brown head almost reclining +on his shoulder, her violet eyes looking up at his every now and then, +shyly, entrancingly, as he bent his head to talk to her. + +The Squadron Ball was in full swing between midnight and the first hour +of morning. The flowers had not lost their freshness, the odours of dust +and feverish human breath had not yet polluted the atmosphere. The +windows were open to the purple night, the purple sea. The stars seemed +to be close outside the verandah, shining on purpose for the dancers; +and these two--the man tall, pale, dark, with flashing eyes and short, +sleek raven hair, small head, noble bearing; the girl divinely lovely in +her marble purity of complexion, her classical grace of form--these two +were, as every one avowed and acknowledged, the handsomest couple in the +room. + +'We're none of us in it compared with them,' said a young naval +commander to his partner, whereupon the young lady looked somewhat +sourly, and replied that Lady Lesbia's features were undeniably regular +and her complexion good, but that she was wanting in soul. + +'Is she?' asked the sailor, incredulously, 'Look at her now. What do you +call that, if it isn't soul?' + +'I call it simply disgraceful,' answered his partner, sharply turning +away her head. + +Lesbia was looking up at the Spaniard, her lips faintly parted, all her +face listening eagerly as she caught some whispered word, breathed among +the soft ripples of her hair, from lips that almost touched her brow. +People cannot go on waltzing for ten minutes in a dead silence, like +automatic dancers. There must be conversation. Only it is better that +the lips should do most of the talking. When the eyes have so much to +say society is apt to be censorious. + +Mr. Smithson was smoking a cigarette on the lawn with a sporting peer. A +man to whom tobacco is a necessity cannot be always on guard; but it is +quite possible that in the present state of Lady Lesbia's feelings +Smithson would have had no restraining influence had he been ever so +watchful. To what act in the passion drama had her love come to-night as +she floated round the room, with her head inclined towards her lover's +breast, the strong pulsation of his heart sounding in her ear, like the +rhythmical beat of the basses yonder in Waldteufel's last waltz? Was +there still the uncertainty as to the _dénouement_ which marks the third +act of a good play? or was there the dread foreboding, the sense of +impending doom which should stir the spectators with pity and terror as +the fourth act hurries to its passionate close? Who could tell? She had +been full of life and energy to-day on board the yacht during the +racing, in which she seemed to take an ardent interest. The _Cayman_ had +followed the racers for three hours through a freshening sea, much to +Lady Kirkbank's disgust, and Lesbia had been the soul of the party. +The same yesterday. The yacht had only got back to Cowes in time for the +ball, and all had been hurry and excitement while the ladies dressed and +crossed to the club, the spray dashing over their opera mantles, poor +Lady Kirkbank's complexion yellow with _mal de mer_, in spite of a +double coating of _Blanc de Fedora_, the last fashionable cosmetic. + +To-night Lesbia was curiously silent, depressed even, as it seemed to +those who were interested in observing her; and all the world is +interested in a famous beauty. She was very pale, even her lips were +colourless, and the large violet eyes and firmly pencilled brows alone +gave colour to her face. She looked like a marble statue, the eyes and +eyebrows accentuated with touches of colour. Those lovely eyes had a +heavy look, as of trouble, weariness; nay, absolute distress. + +Never had she looked less brilliant than to-night; never had she looked +more beautiful. It was the loveliness of a newly-awakened soul. The +wonderful Pandora-casket of life, with its infinite evil, its little +good, had given up its secret. She knew what passionate love really +means. She knew what such love mostly means--self-sacrifice, surrender +of the world's wealth, severance from friends, the breaking of all old +ties. To love as she loved means the crossing of a river more fatal than +the Rubicon, the casting of a die more desperate than that which Cæsar +flung upon the board when he took up arms against the Republic. + +The river was not yet crossed, but her feet were on the margin, wet with +the ripple of the stream. The fatal die was not yet cast, but the +dice-box was in her hand ready for the throw. Lesbia and Montesma danced +together--not too often, three waltzes out of sixteen--but when they +were so waltzing they were the cynosure of the room. That betting of +which Maulevrier had heard was rife to-night, and the odds upon the +Cuban had gone up. It was nine to four now that those two would be over +the border before the week was out. + +Mr. Smithson was not neglectful of his affianced. He took her into the +supper-room, where she drank some Moselle cup, but ate nothing. He sat +out three or four waltzes with her on the lawn, listening to the murmer +of the sea, and talking very little. + +'You are looking wretchedly ill to-night, Lesbia,' he said, after a +dismal silence. + +'I am sorry that I should put you to shame by my bad looks,' she +answered, with that keen acidity of tone which indicates irritated +nerves. + +'You know that I don't mean anything of the kind; you are always lovely, +always the loveliest everywhere; but I don't like to see you so ghastly +pale.' + +'I suppose I am over-fatigued: that I have done too much in London and +here. Life in Westmoreland was very different,' she added, with a sigh, +and a touch of wonder that the Lesbia Haselden, whose methodical life +had never been stirred by a ruffle of passion, could have been the same +flesh and blood--yes, verily, the same woman, whose heart throbbed so +vehemently to-night, whose brain seemed on fire. + +'Are you sure there is nothing the matter?' he asked, with a faint +quiver in his voice. + +'What should there be the matter?' + +'Who can say? God knows that I know no cause for evil. I am honest +enough, and faithful enough, Lesbia. But your face to-night is like a +presage of calamity, like the dull, livid sky that goes before a +thunderstorm.' + +'I hope there is no thunderbolt coming,' she answered, lightly. 'What +very tall talk about a headache, for really that is all that ails me. +Hark, they have begun "My Queen." I am engaged for this waltz.' + +'I am sorry for that.' + +'So am I. I would ever so much rather have stayed out here.' + +Two hours later, in the steely morning light, when sea and land and sky +had a metallic look as if lit by electricity, Lady Lesbia stood with her +chaperon and her affianced husband on the landing stage belonging to the +club, ready to step into the boat in which six swarthy seamen in red +shirts and caps were to row them back to the yacht. Mr. Smithson drew +the warm _sortie de bal_, with its gold-coloured satin lining and white +fox border, closer round Lesbia's slender form. + +'You are shivering,' he said; 'you ought to have warmer wraps. + +'This is warm enough for St. Petersburg. I am only tired--very tired.' + +'The _Cayman_ will rock you to sleep.' + +Don Gomez was standing close by, waiting for his host. The two men were +to walk up the hill to Formosa, a village with a classic portico, +delightfully situated above the town. + +'What time are we to come to breakfast? asked Mr. Smithson. + +'Not too early, in mercy's name. Two o'clock in the afternoon, three, +four;--why not make it five--combine breakfast with afternoon tea,' +exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, with a tremendous yawn. 'I never was so +thoroughly fagged; I feel as if I had been beaten with sticks, +basti--what's its name.' + +She was leaning all her weight upon Mr. Smithson, as he handed her down +the steps and into the boat. Her normal weight was not a trifle, and +this morning she was heavy with champagne and sleep. Carefully as +Smithson supported her she gave a lurch at the bottom of the steps, and +plunged ponderously into the boat, which dipped and careened under her, +whereat she shrieked, and implored Mr. Smithson to save her. + +All this occupied some minutes, and gave Lesbia and the Cuban just +time for a few words that had to be said somehow. + +'Good-night,' said Montesma, as they clasped hands; 'good-night;' and +then in a lower voice he said, 'Well, have you decided at last? Shall it +be?' + +She looked at him for a moment or so, pale in the starlight, and then +murmured an almost inaudible syllable. + +'Yes.' + +He bent quickly and pressed his lips upon her gloved hand, and when Mr. +Smithson looked round they two were standing apart, Montesma in a +listless attitude, as if tired of waiting for his host. + +It was Smithson who handed Lesbia into the boat and arranged her wraps, +and hung over her tenderly as he performed those small offices. + +'Now really,' he asked, just before the boat put off, 'when are we to be +with you to-morrow?' + +'Lady Kirkbank says not till afternoon tea, but I think you may come a +few hours earlier. I am not at all sleepy.' + +'You look as if you needed sleep badly,' answered Smithson. 'I'm afraid +you are not half careful enough of yourself. Good-night.' + +The boat was gliding off, the oars dipping, as he spoke. How swiftly it +shot from his ken, flashing in and out among the yachts, where the lamps +were burning dimly in that clear radiance of new-born day. + +Montesma gave a tremendous yawn as he took out his cigar-case, and he +and Mr. Smithson did not say twenty words between them during the walk +to Formosa, where servants were sitting up, lamps burning, a great +silver tray, with brandy, soda, liqueurs, coffee, in readiness. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +'ALAS, FOR SORROW IS ALL THE END OF THIS' + + +Lady Kirkbank retired to her cabin directly she got on board the +_Cayman_. + +'Good-night, child! I am more than half asleep,' she said; 'and I think +if there were to be an earthquake an hour hence I should hardly hear it. +Go to your berth directly, Lesbia; you look positively awful. I have +seen girls look bad after balls before now, but I never saw such a +spectre as you look this morning.' + +Poor Georgie's own complexion left something to be desired. The _Blanc +de Fedora_ had been a brilliant success for the first two hours: after +that the warm room began to tell upon it, and there came a greasiness, +then a streakiness, and now all that was left of an alabaster skin was a +livid patch of purplish paint here and there, upon a crow's-foot ground. +The eyebrows, too, had given in, and narrow lines of Vandyke brown +meandered down Lady Kirkbank's cheeks. The frizzy hair had gone +altogether wrong, and had a wild look, suggestive of the witches in +Macbeth, and the scraggy neck and poor old shoulders showed every year +of their age in the ghastly morning light. + +Lesbia waited in the saloon till Lady Kirkbank had bolted herself into +her cabin, and then she went up to the deck wrapped in her satin-lined, +fur-bordered cloak, and coiled herself in a bamboo arm-chair, and +nestled her bare head into a Turkish pillow, and tried to sleep, there +with the cool morning breeze blowing upon her burning forehead, and the +plish-plash of seawater soothing her ear. + +There were only three or four sailors on deck, weird, almost +diabolical-looking creatures, Lesbia thought, in striped shirts, with +bare arms, of a shining bronze complexion, flashing black eyes, sleek +raven hair, a sinister look. What species of men they were--Mestizoes, +Coolies, Yucatekes--she knew not, but she felt that they were something +wild and strange, and their presence filled her with a vague fear. _He_, +whose influence now ruled her life, had told her that these men were +born mariners, and that she was twenty times safer with them than when +the yacht had been under the control of those honest, grinning +red-whiskered English Jack Tars. But she liked the English sailors best, +all the same; and she shrank from the faintest contact with these +tawny-visaged strangers, plucking away the train of her gown as they +passed her chair, lest they should brush against her drapery. + +On deck this morning, with only those dark faces near, she had a sense +of loneliness, of helplessness, of abandonment even. Unbidden the image +of her home at Grasmere flashed into her mind--all things so calm, so +perfectly ordered, such a sense of safety, of home--no peril, no +temptation, no fever--only peace: and she had grown sick to death of +peace. She had prayed for tempest: and the tempest had come. + +There was a heavenly quiet in the air in the early summer morning, only +the creaking of a spar, the scream of a seagull now and then. How pale +the lamps were growing on board the yachts. Paler still, yellow, and +dim, and blurred yonder in the town. The eastward facing windows were +golden with the rising sun. Yes, this was morning. The yachts were +moving away yonder, majestical, swan-like, white sails shining against +the blue. + +She closed her eyes, and tried to sleep; but sleep would not come. She +was always listening--listening for the dip of oars, listening for a +snatch of melody from a mellow baritone whose every accent she knew so +well. + +It came at last, the sound her soul longed for. She lay among her +cushions with closed eyes, listening, drinking in those rich ripe notes +as they came nearer and nearer, to the measure of dipping oars, _'La +donna e mobile--'_ + +Nearer and nearer, until the little boat ground against the hull. She +lifted her heavy eyelids as Montesma leapt over the gunwale, almost into +her arms. He was at her side, kneeling by her low chair, kissing the +little hands, chill with the freshness of morning. + +'My own, my very own,' he murmured, passionately. + +He cared no more for those copper-faced Helots yonder than if they had +been made of wood. He had fate in his own hands now, as it seemed to +him. He went to the skipper and gave him some orders in Spanish, and +then the sails were unfurled, the _Cayman_ spread her broad white wings, +and moved off among those other yachts which were gliding, gliding, +gliding out to sea, melting from Cowes Roads like a vision that fadeth +with the broad light of morning. + +When the sails were up and the yacht was running merrily through the +water, Montesma went back to Lady Lesbia, and they two sat side by side, +gilded and glorified in the vivid lights of sunrise, talking as they had +never talked before, her head upon his shoulder, a smile of ineffable +peace upon her lips, as of a weary child that has found rest. + +They were sailing for Havre, and at Havre they were to be married by the +English chaplain, and from Havre they were to sail for the Havana, and +to live there ever afterwards in a fairy-tale dream of bliss, broken +only by an annual visit to Paris, just to buy gowns and bonnets. +Surrendered were all Lesbia's ambitious hopes--forgotten--gone; her +desire to reign princess paramount in the kingdom of fashion--her thirst +to be wealthiest among the wealthy--gone--forgotten. Her dreams now were +of the _dolce far niente_ of a tropical climate, a boudoir giving on the +Caribbean sea, cigarettes, coffee, nights spent in a foreign opera +house, the languid, reposeful existence of a Spanish dama--with him, +with him. It was for his sake that she had modified all her ideas of +life. To be with him she would have been content to dwell in the tents +of the Patagonians, on the wild and snow-clad Pampas. A love which was +strong enough to make her sacrifice duty, the world, her fair fame as a +well-bred woman, was a love that recked but little of the paths along +which her lover's hand was to lead. For him, to be with him, she +renounced the world. The rest did not count. + +The summer hours glided past them. The _Cayman_ was far out at sea; all +the other yachts had vanished, and they were alone amidst the blue, +with only a solitary three-master yonder, on the edge of the horizon. +More than once Lesbia had talked of going below to change her ball gown +for the attire of everyday life; but each time her lover had detained +her a little longer, had pleaded for a few more words. Lady Kirkbank +would be astir presently, and there would be no more solitude for them +till they were married, and could shake her off altogether. So Lesbia +stayed, and those two drank the cup of bliss, hushed by the monotonous +sing-song of the sea, the rhythm of the swinging sails. But now it was +broad morning. The hour when society, however late it may keep its +revels overnight, is apt to awaken, were it only to call for a cup of +strong tea and to turn again on the pillow of lassitude, after that +refreshment, like the sluggard of Holy Writ. At ten o'clock the sun sent +his golden arrows across the silken coverlet of her berth and awakened +Lady Kirkbank, who opened her eyes and looked about languidly. The +little cabin was heaving itself up and down in a curious way; Mr. +Smithson's cigar-cases were sloping as if they were going to fall upon +Lady Kirkbank's couch, and the looking-glass, with all its dainty +appliances, was making an angle of forty-five degrees. There was more +swirling and washing of water against the hull than ever Georgie +Kirkbank had heard in Cowes Roads. + +'Mercy on me! this horrid thing must be moving,' she exclaimed to the +empty air. 'It must have broken loose in the night.' + +She had no confidence in those savage-looking sailors, and she had a +vision of the yacht drifting at the mercy of winds and waves, drifting +for days, weeks, and months; drifting to the German Ocean, drifting to +the North Pole. Mr. Smithson and Montesma on shore--no one on board to +exercise authority over those fearful men. + +Perhaps they had mutinied, and were carrying off the yacht as their +booty, with Lesbia and her chaperon, and all their gowns. + +'I am almost glad that harpy Seraphine has my diamonds,' thought poor +Georgie, 'or I should have had them with me on board this hateful boat.' + +And then she rapped vehemently against the panel of the cabin, and +screamed for Rilboche, whose den was adjacent. + +Rilboche, who detested the sea, made her appearance after some delay, +looking even greener than her mistress, who, in rising from her berth, +already began to suffer the agonies of sea-sickness. + +'What does this mean?' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank; 'and where are we +going?' + +'That's what I should like to know, my lady. But I daresay Lady Lesbia +and Mr. Montesma can tell you. They are both on deck.' + +'Montesma! Why, we left him on shore!' + +'Yes, my lady, but he came on board at five o'clock this morning. I +looked at my watch when I heard him land, and he and Lady Lesbia have +been sitting on deck ever since.' + +'And now it is ten. Five hours on deck--impossible!' + +'Time doesn't seem long when one is happy, my lady,' murmured Rilboche, +in her own language. + +'Help me to dress this instant,' screamed her mistress: 'that dreadful +Spaniard is eloping with us.' + +Despite the hideous depression of that malady which strikes down Kaiser +and beggar with the same rough hand, Lady Kirkbank contrived to get +herself dressed decently, and to stagger up the companion to that part +of the deck where the Persian carpet was spread, and the bamboo chairs +and tables were set out under the striped awning. Lesbia and her lover +were sitting together, he giving her a first lesson in the art of +smoking a cigarette. He had told her playfully that every man, woman, +and child in Cuba was a smoker, and she had besought him to let her +begin, and now, with infinite coquetry, was taking her first lesson. + +'You shameless minx!' exclaimed Georgie, pale with anger. + +'Where is Smithson--my poor, good Smithson?' + +'Fast asleep in his bed at Formosa, I hope, dear Lady Kirkbank,' the +Cuban answered, with perfect _sang froid_. 'Smithson is out of it, as +you idiomatic English say. I hope, Lady Kirkbank, you will be as kind to +me as you have been to Smithson; and depend upon it I shall make Lady +Lesbia as good a husband as ever Smithson could have done.' + +'You!' exclaimed the matron, contemptuously. 'You!--a foreigner, an +adventurer, who may be as poor as Job, for anything I know about you.' + +'Job was once rather comfortably off, Lady Kirkbank; and I can answer +for it that Montesma's wife will know none of the pangs of poverty.' + +'If you were a beggar I would not care,' said Lesbia, drawing nearer to +him. + +They had both risen at Lady Kirkbank's approach, and were standing side +by side, confronting her. Lesbia had shrunk from the idea of poverty +with John Hammond; yet, for this man's sake, she was ready to face +penury, ruin, disgrace, anything. + +'Do you mean to tell me that Lord Maulevrier's sister, a young lady +under my charge, answerable to me for her conduct, is capable of jilting +the man to whom she has solemnly bound herself, in order to marry you?' +demanded Lady Kirkbank, turning to Montesma. + +'Yes; that is what I am going to do,' answered Lesbia, boldly. 'It would +be a greater sin to keep my promise than to break it. I never liked that +man, and you know it. You badgered me into accepting him, against my own +better judgment. You drifted me so deeply into debt that I was willing +to marry a man I loathed in order to get my debts paid. _This_ is what +you did for the girl placed under your charge. But, thank God, I have +released myself from your clutches. I am going far away to a new world, +where the memory of my old life cannot follow me. People may be angry or +pleased! I do not care. I shall be the wife of the man I have chosen out +of all the world for my husband--the man God made to be my master.' + +'You are----' gasped Lady Kirkbank. 'I can't say what you are. I never +in my life felt so tempted to use improper language.' + +'Dear Lady Kirkbank, be reasonable,' pleaded Montesma; 'you can have no +interest in seeing Lesbia married to a man she dislikes.' + +Georgia reddened a little, remembering that she was interested to the +amount of some thousands in the Smithson and Haselden alliance; but she +took a higher ground than mercenary considerations. + +'I am interested in doing the very best for a young lady who has been +entrusted to my care, the granddaughter of an old friend,' she answered, +with dignity. 'I have no objection to you in the abstract, Don Gomez. +You have always been vastly civil, I am sure----' + +'Stand by us in our day of need, Lady Kirkbank, and you will find me the +staunchest friend you ever had.' + +'I am bound in honour to consider Mr. Smithson, Lesbia,' said Lady +Kirkbank. 'I wonder that a decently-brought up girl can behave so +abominably.' + +'It would be more abominable to marry a man I detest. I have made up my +mind, Lady Kirkbank. We shall be at Havre to-morrow morning, and we +shall be married to-morrow--shall we not, Gomez?' + +She let her head sink upon his breast, and his arm enfold her. Thus +sheltered, she felt safe, thus and thus only. She had thrown her cap +over the mills; snapped her fingers at society; cared not a jot what the +world might think or say of her. This man would she marry and no other; +this man's fortune would she follow for good or evil. He had that kind +of influence with women which is almost 'possession.' It smells of +brimstone. + +'Come, my dear good soul,' said Montesma, smiling at the angry matron, +'why not take things quietly? You have had a good many girls under your +wing; and you must know that youth and maturity see life from a +different standpoint. In your eyes my old friend Smithson is an +admirable match. You measure him by his houses, his stable, his banker's +book; but Lesbia would rather marry the man she loves, and take the +risks of his fate. I am not a pauper, Lady Kirkbank, and the home to +which I shall take my love is pretty enough for a princess of the blood +royal, and for her sake I shall grow richer yet,' he added, with his +eyes kindling; 'and if you care to pay us a visit next February in our +Parisian apartment I will promise you as pleasant a nest as you can wish +to occupy.' + +'How do I know that you will ever bring her back to Europe?' said Lady +Kirkbank, piteously. 'How do I know that you will not bury her alive in +your savage country, among blackamoors, like those horrid sailors, over +there--kill her, perhaps, when you are tired of her?' + +At these words of Lady Kirkbank's, flung out at random, Montesma +blanched, and his deep black eye met hers with a strangely sinister +look. + +'Yes,' she cried, hysterically--'kill her, kill her! You look as if you +could do it.' + +Lesbia nestled closer to her lover's heart. + +'How dare you say such things to him,' she cried, angrily. '_I_ trust +him, don't you see; trust him with my whole heart, with all my soul. I +shall be his wife to-morrow, for good or evil.' + +'Very much for evil, I'm afraid,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'Perhaps you will +be kind enough to come to your cabin and take off that ball gown, and +make yourself just a little less disreputable in outward appearance, +while I get a cup of tea.' + +Lesbia obeyed, and went down to her cabin, where Kibble was waiting with +a fresh white muslin frock and all its belongings, laid out ready for +her mistress, sorely perplexed at the turn which affairs were taking. +She had never liked Horace Smithson, although he had given her tips +which were almost a provision for her old age; but she had thought it a +good thing that her mistress, who was frightfully extravagant, should +marry a millionaire; and now they were sailing over the sea with a lot +of coloured sailors, and the millionaire was left on shore. + +Lady Kirkbank went into the saloon, where breakfast was laid ready, and +where the steward was in attendance with that air of being absolutely +unconscious of any domestic disturbance, which is the mark of a +well-trained servant. + +Lesbia appeared in something less than an hour, newly dressed and fresh +looking, in her pure white gown, her brown hair bound in a coronet round +her small Greek head. She sat down by Lady Kirkbank's side, and tried to +coax her into good humour. + +'Why can't you take things pleasantly, dear?' she pleaded. 'Do now, like +a good soul. You heard him say he was well off, and that he will take me +to Paris next winter, and you can come to us there on your way from +Cannes, and stay with us till Easter. It will be so nice when the Prince +and all the best people are in Paris. We shall only stay in Cuba till +the fuss about my running away is all over, and people have forgotten, +don't you know. As for Mr. Smithson, why should I have any more +compunction about jilting him than he had about that poor Miss Trinder? +By-the-bye, I want you to send him back all his presents for me. They +are almost all in Arlington Street. I brought nothing with me except my +engagement ring,' looking down at the half-hoop of diamonds, and pulling +it off her fingers as she talked. 'I had a kind of presentiment----' + +'You mean that you had made up your mind to throw him over.' + +'No. But I felt there were breakers ahead. It might have come to +throwing myself into the sea. Perhaps you would have liked that better +than what has happened.' + +'I don't know, I'm sure. The whole thing is disgraceful. London will +ring with the scandal. What am I to say to Lady Maulevrier, to your +brother? And pray how do you propose to get married at Havre? You cannot +be married in a French town by merely holding up your finger. There are +no registry offices. I am sure I have no idea how the thing is done.' + +'Don Gomez has arranged all that--everything has been thought +of--everything has been planned. A steamer will take us to St. Thomas, +and another steamer will take us on to Cuba.' + +'But the marriage--the licence?' + +'I tell you everything has been provided for. Please take this ring and +send it to Mr. Smithson when you go back to England.' + +'Send it to him yourself. I will have nothing to do with it.' + +'How dreadfully disagreeable you are,' said Lesbia, pouting, 'just +because I am marrying to please myself, instead of to please you. It is +frightfully selfish of you.' + +Montesma came in at this moment. He, too, had dressed himself freshly, +and was looking his handsomest, in that buccaneer style of costume which +he wore when he sailed the yacht. He and Lesbia breakfasted at their +ease, while Lady Kirkbank reclined in her bamboo arm-chair, feeling very +unhappy in her mind and far from well. Neptune and she could not +accommodate themselves. + +After a leisurely breakfast, enlivened by talk and laughter, the cabin +windows open, the sun shining, the freshening breeze blowing in, Lesbia +and Don Gomez went on deck, and he reclined at her feet while she read +to him from the pages of her favourite Keats, read languidly, lazily, +yet exquisitely, for she had been taught to read as well as to sing. The +poetry seemed to have been written on purpose for them; and the sky and +the atmosphere around them seemed to have been made for the poetry. And +so, with intervals of strolling on the deck, and an hour or so dawdled +away at luncheon, and a leisurely afternoon tea, the day wore on to +sunset, and they went back to Keats, while Lady Kirkbank sulked and +slept in a corner of the saloon. + +'This is the happiest day of my life,' Lesbia murmured, in a pause of +their reading, when they had dropped Endymion's love to talk of their +own. + +'But not of mine, my angel. I shall be happier still when we are far +away on broader waters, beyond the reach of all who can part us.' + +'Can any one part us, Gomez, now that we have pledged ourselves to each +other?' she asked, incredulously. + +'Ah, love, such pledges are sometimes broken. All women are not +lion-hearted. While the sea is smooth and the ship runs fair, all is +easy enough; but when tempest and peril come--that is the test, Lesbia. +Will you stand by me in the tempest, love?' + +'You know that I will,' she answered, with her hand locked in his two +hands, clasped as with a life-long clasp. + +She could not imagine any severe ordeal to be gone through. If +Maulevrier heard of her elopement in time for pursuit, there would be a +fuss, perhaps--an angry bother raging and fuming. But what of that? She +was her own mistress. Maulevrier could not prevent her marrying +whomsoever she pleased. + +'Swear that you will hold to me against all the world,' he said, +passionately, turning his head to look across the stern of the vessel. + +'Against all the world,' she answered, softly. + +'I believe your courage will be tested before long,' he said; and then +he cried to the skipper, 'Crowd on all sail, Tomaso. That boat is +chasing us.' + +Lesbia sprang to her feet, looking as he looked to a spot of vivid white +on the horizon. Montesma had snatched up a glass and was watching that +distant spot. + +'It is a steam-yacht,' he said. 'They will catch us.' + +He was right. Although the _Cayman_ strained every timber so that her +keel cut through the water like a boomerang, wind and steam beat wind +without steam. In less than an hour the steam-yacht was beside the +_Cayman_, and Lord Maulevrier and Lord Hartfield had boarded Mr. +Smithson's deck. + +'I have come to take you and Lady Kirkbank back to Cowes, Lesbia,' said +Maulevrier. 'I'm not going to make any undue fuss about this little +escapade of yours, provided you go back with Hartfield and me at once, +and pledge yourself never to hold any further communication with Don +Gomez de Montesma.' + +The Spaniard was standing close by, silent, white as death, but ready to +make a good fight. That pallor of the clear olive skin was not from want +of pluck; but there was the deadly knowledge of the ground he stood +upon, the doubt that any woman, least of all such a woman as Lady Lesbia +Haselden, could be true to him if his character and antecedents were +revealed to her. And how much or how little these two men could tell her +about himself or his past life was the question which the next few +minutes would solve. + +'I am not going back with you,' answered Lesbia. 'I am going to Havre +with Don Gomez de Montesma. We are to be married there as soon as we +arrive.' + +'To be married--at Havre,' cried Maulevrier. 'An appropriate place. A +sailor has a wife in every port, don't you know.' + +'We had better go down to the cabin,' said Hartfield, laying his hand +upon his friend's shoulder. 'If Lady Lesbia will be good enough to come +with us we can tell her all that we have to tell quietly there.' + +Lord Hartfield's tone was unmistakeable. Everything was known. + +'You can talk at your ease here,' said Montesma, facing the two men with +a diabolical recklessness and insolence of manner. 'Not one of these +fellows on board knows a dozen sentences of English.' + +'I would rather talk below, if it is all the same to you, Señor; and I +should be glad to speak to Lady Lesbia alone.' + +'That you shall not do unless she desires it,' answered Montesma. + +'No, he shall hear all that you have to say. He shall hear how I answer +you,' said Lesbia. + +Lord Hartfield shrugged his shoulders. + +'As you please,' he said. 'It will make the disclosure a little more +painful than it need have been; but that cannot be helped.' + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +'OH, SAD KISSED MOUTH, HOW SORROWFUL IT IS!' + + +They all went down to the saloon, where Lady Kirkbank sat, looking the +image of despair, which changed to delighted surprise at sight of Lord +Hartfield and his friend. + +'Did you give your consent to my sister's elopement with this man, Lady +Kirkbank?' Maulevrier asked, brusquely. + +'I give my consent! Good gracious! no. He has eloped with me ever so +much more than with your sister. She knew all about it, I've no doubt: +but the wretch ran away with me in my sleep.' + +'I am glad, for your own self-respect, that you had no hand in this +disgraceful business,' replied Maulevrier; and then turning to Lord +Hartfield, he said, 'Hartfield, will you tell my sister who and what +this man is? Will you make her understand what kind of pitfall she has +escaped? Upon my soul, I cannot speak of it.' + +'I recognise no right of Lord Hartfield's to interfere with my actions, +and I will hear nothing that he may have to say,' said Lesbia, standing +by her lover's side, with head erect and eyes dark with anger. + +'Your sister's husband has the strongest right to control your actions, +Lady Lesbia, when the family honour is at stake,' answered Hartfield, +with grave authority. 'Accept me at least as a member of your family, if +you will not accept me as your disinterested and devoted friend.' + +'Friend!' echoed Lesbia, scornfully. 'You might have been my friend +once. Your friendship then would have been of some value to me, if you +had told me the truth, instead of approaching me with a lie upon your +lips. You talk of honour, Lord Hartfield; you, who came to my +grandmother's house as an impostor, under a false name!' + +'I went there as a man standing on his own merits, assuming no rank save +that which God gave him among his fellow-men, claiming to be possessed +of no fortune except intellect and industry. If I could not win a wife +with such credentials, it were better for me never to marry at all, Lady +Lesbia. But we have no time to speak of the past. I am here as your +brother's friend, here to save you.' + +'To part me from the man to whom I have given my heart. That you cannot +do. Gomez, why do you not speak? Tell him, tell him!' cried Lesbia, with +a voice strangled by sobs; 'tell him that I am to be your wife +to-morrow, at Havre. Your wife!' + +'Dear Lady Lesbia, that cannot be,' said Lord Hartfield, sorrowfully, +pitying her in her helplessness, as he might have pitied a young bird in +the fowler's net. 'I am assured upon undeniable authority that Señor +Montesma has a wife living at Cuba; and even were this not so--were he +free to marry you--his character and antecedents would for ever forbid +such a marriage.' + +'A wife! No, no, no!' shrieked Lesbia, looking wildly from one to the +other. 'It is a lie--a lie, invented by my brother, who always hated +me--by you, who fooled and deceived me! It is a lie, an infamous +invention! Don Gomez, speak to them: for pity's sake answer them! Don't +you see that they are driving me mad?' + +She flung herself into his arms, she buried her dishevelled head upon +his breast; she clung to him with hands that writhed convulsively in her +agony. + +Maulevrier sprang across the cabin and wrenched her from her lover's +grasp. + +'You shall not pollute her with your touch,' he cried; 'you have +poisoned her mind already. Scoundrel, seducer, slave-dealer! Do you +hear, Lesbia? Shall I tell you what this man is--what trade he followed +yonder, on his native island--this Spanish hidalgo--this +all-accomplished gentleman--lineal descendant of the Cid--fine flower +of Andalusian chivalry? It was not enough for him to cheat at cards, to +float bubble companies, bogus lotteries. His profligate extravagance, +his love of sybarite luxury, required a larger resource than the petty +schemes which enrich smaller men. A slave ship, which could earn nearly +twenty thousand pounds on every voyage, and which could make two runs in +a year--that was the trade for Don Gomez de Montesma, and he carried it +on merrily for six or seven years, till the British cruisers got too +keen for him, and the good old game was played out. You see that scar +upon the hidalgo's forehead, Lesbia--a token of knightly prowess, you +think, perhaps. No, my girl, that is the mark of an English cutlass in a +scuffle on board a slaver. A merry trade, Lesbia--the living cargo +stowed close under hatches have rather a bad time of it now and +then--short rations of food and water, yellow Jack. They die like rotten +sheep sometimes--bad then for the dealer. But if he can land the bulk of +his human wares safe and sound the profits are enormous. The +Captain-General takes his capitation fee, the blackies are drafted off +to the sugar plantations, and everybody is satisfied; but I think, +Lesbia, that your British prejudices would go against marriage with a +slave-trader, were he ever so free to make you his wife, which this +particular dealer in blackamoors is not.' + +'Is this true, this part of their vile story?' demanded Lesbia, looking +at her lover, who stood apart from them all now, his arms folded, his +face deadly pale, the lower lip quivering under the grinding of his +strong white teeth. + +'There is some truth in it,' he answered, hoarsely. 'Everybody in Cuba +had a finger in the African trade, before your British philanthropy +spoiled it. Mr. Smithson made sixty thousand pounds in that line. It was +the foundation of his fortune. And yet he had his misfortunes in running +his cargo--a ship burnt, a freight roasted alive. There are some very +black stories in Cuba against poor Smithson. He will never go there +again.' + +'Mr. Smithson may be a scoundrel; indeed, I believe he is a pretty bad +specimen in that line,' said Lord Hartfield. 'But I doubt if there is +any story that can be told of him quite so bad as the history of your +marriage, and the events that went before it. I have been told the story +of the beautiful Octoroon, who loved and trusted you, who shared your +good and evil fortunes for the most desperate years of your life, was +almost accepted as your wife, and whose strangled corpse was found in +the harbour while the bells were ringing for your marriage with a rich +planter's heiress--the lady who, no doubt, now patiently awaits your +return to her native island.' + +'She will wait a long time,' said Montesma, 'or fare ill if I go back to +her. Lesbia, his lordship's story of the Octoroon is a fable--an +invention of my Cuban enemies, who hate us old Spaniards with a +poisonous hatred. But this much is true. I am a married man--bound, +fettered by a tie which I abhor. Our Havre marriage would have been +bigamy on my part, a delusion on yours. I could not have taken you to +Cuba. I had planned our life in a fairer, more civilised world. I am +rich enough to have surrounded you with all that makes life worth +living. I would have given you love as true and as deep as ever man gave +to woman. All that would have been wanting would have been the legality +of the tie: and as law never yet made a marriage happy which lacked the +elements of bliss, our lawless union need not have missed happiness. +Lesbia, you said that you would hold by me, come what might. The worst +has come, love; but it leaves me not the less your true lover.' + +She looked at him with wild despairing eyes, and then, with a hoarse +strange cry, rushed from the cabin, and up the companion, with a +desperate swiftness which seemed like the flight of a bird. Montesma, +Hartfield, Maulevrier, all followed her, heedless of everything except +the dire necessity of arresting her flight. Each in his own mind had +divined her purpose. + +They were not too late. It was Hartfield's strong arm that caught her, +held her as in a vice, dragged her away from the edge of the deck, just +where there was a space open to the waves. Another instant and she would +have flung herself overboard. She fell back into Lord Hartfield's arms, +with a wild choking cry: 'Let me go! Let me go!' Another moment, and a +flood of crimson stained his shirt-front, as she lay upon his breast, +with closed eyelids and blood-bedabbled lips, in blessed +unconsciousness. + +They carried her on to the steam-yacht, and down to the cabin, where +there was ample accommodation and some luxury, although not the elegance +of Bond Street upholstery. Rilboche, Lady Kirkbank, Kibble, luggage of +all kinds were transferred from one yacht to the other, even to the +vellum bound Keats which lay face downwards on the deck, just where +Lesbia had flung it when the _Cayman_ was boarded. The crew of the +steam-yacht _Philomel_ helped in the transfer: there were plenty of +hands, and the work was done quickly; while the Meztizoes, Yucatekes, +Caribs, or whatever they were, looked on and grinned; and while Montesma +stood leaning against the mast, with folded arms and sombre brow, a +cigarette between his lips. + +When the women and all their belongings were on board the _Philomel_, +Lord Hartfield addressed himself to Montesma. + +'If you consider yourself entitled to call me to account for this +evening's work you know where to find me,' he said. + +Montesma shrugged his shoulders, and threw away his cigarette with a +contemptuous gesture. + +_'Ce n'est pas la peine,'_ he said; 'I am a dead shot, and +should be pretty sure to send a bullet through you if you gave me +the chance; but I should not be any nearer winning her if I killed +you: and it is she and she only that I want. You may think me an +adventurer--swindler--gambler--slave-dealer--what you will--but I love her +as I never thought to love a woman, and I should have been true as steel, +if she had been plucky enough to trust me. But, as I told her an hour ago, +women have not lion hearts. They can talk tall while the sky is clear and +the sun shines, but at the first crack of thunder--_va te promener_.' + +'If you have killed her--' began Hartfield. + +'Killed her! No. Some small bloodvessel burst in the agitation of that +terrible scene. She will be well in a week, and she will forget me. But +I shall not forget her. She is the one flower that has sprung on the +barren plain of my life. She was my Picciola.' + +He turned his back on Lord Hartfield and walked to the other end of the +deck. Something in his face, in the vibration of his deep voice, +convinced Hartfield of his truth. A bad man undoubtedly--steeped to the +lips in evil--and yet so far true that he had passionately, deeply, +devotedly loved this one woman. + +It was the dead of night when Lesbia recovered consciousness, and even +then she lay silent, taking no heed of those around her, in a state of +utter prostration. Kibble nursed her carefully, tenderly, all through +the night; Maulevrier hardly left the cabin, and Lady Kirkbank, always +more or less a victim to the agonies of sea-sickness, still found time +to utter lamentations and wailings over the ruin of her protégée's +fortune. + +'Never had a girl such a chance,' she moaned. 'Quite the best match in +society. The house in Park Lane alone cost a fortune. Her diamonds would +have been the finest in London.' + +'They would have been stained with the blood of the niggers he traded in +out yonder,' answered Maulevrier. 'Do you think I would have let my +sister marry a slave-dealer?' + +'I don't believe a syllable of it,' protested Lady Kirkbank, dabbing her +brow with a handkerchief steeped in eau de Cologne. 'A vile fabrication +of Montesma's, who wanted to blacken poor Smithson's character in order +to extenuate his own crimes.' + +'Well, we won't go into that question,' said Maulevrier wearily. 'The +Smithson match is off, anyhow; and it matters very little to us whether +he made most money out of niggers or bubble companies, or lotteries or +gaming hells.' + +'I am convinced that Smithson made his fortune in a thoroughly +gentlemanlike manner,' argued Lady Kirkbank. 'Look at the people who +visit him, and the houses he goes to. And I don't see why the match need +be off. I'm sure, if Lesbia plays her cards properly, he will look over +this--this--little escapade.' + +Maulevrier contemplated the worldly old face with infinite scorn. + +'Does she look like a girl who will play her cards in your fashion?' he +asked, pointing to his sister, whose white face upon the pillow seemed +like a mask cut out of marble. 'Upon my soul, Lady Kirkbank, I consider +my sister's elopement with this Spanish adventurer, with whom she was +over head and ears in love, a far more respectable act than her +engagement to Smithson, for whom she cared not a straw.' + +'Well, I hope if you so approve of her conduct you will help her to pay +her dressmaker, and the rest of them,' retorted Lady Kirkbank. 'She has +been plunging rather deeply, I believe, under the impression that +Smithson would pay all her bills when she was married. Your grandmother +may not quite like the budget.' + +'I will do all I can for her,' answered Maulevrier. 'I would do a great +deal to save her from the degradation to which your teaching has brought +her.' + +Lady Kirkbank looked at him for a moment or so with reproachful eyes, +and then shrugged her shoulders contemptuously. + +'If I ever expected gratitude from people I might feel the +injustice--the insolence--of your last remark,' she said; 'but as I +never do expect gratitude, I am not disappointed in this case. And now I +think if there is a cabin which I can have to myself I should like to +retire to it,' she added. 'My cares are thrown away here.' + +There was a cabin at Lady Kirkbank's disposal. It had been already +appropriated by Rilboche, and smelt of cognac; but Rilboche resigned her +berth to her mistress, and laid herself meekly on the floor for the rest +of the voyage. + +They were in Cowes Roads at eight o'clock next morning, and Lord +Hartfield went on shore for a doctor, whom he brought back before nine, +and who pronounced Lady Lesbia to be in a very weak and prostrate +condition, and forbade her being moved within the next two days. Happily +Lord Hartfield had borrowed the _Philomel_ and her crew from a friend +who had given him _carte blanche_ as to the use he made of her, and who +freely left her at his disposal so long as he and his party should need +the accommodation. Lesbia could nowhere be better off than on the yacht, +where she was away from the gossip and tittle-tattle of the town. + +The roadstead was quiet enough now. All the racing yachts had melted +away like a dream, and most of the pleasure yachts were off to Ryde. +Lady Lesbia lay in her curtained cabin, with Kibble keeping watch beside +her bed, while Maulevrier came in every half-hour to see how she +was--sitting by her a little now and then, and talking of indifferent +things in a low kind voice, which was full of comfort. + +She seemed grateful for his kindness, and smiled at him once in a way, +with a piteous little smile; but she had the air of one in whom the +mainspring of life is broken. The pallid face and heavy violet eyes, +the semi-transparent hands which lay so listlessly upon the crimson +coverlet, conveyed an impression of supreme despair. Hartfield, looking +down at her for the last time when he came to say good-bye before +leaving for London, was reminded of the story of one whose life had been +thus rudely broken, who had loved as foolishly and even more fondly, and +for whom the world held nothing when that tie was severed. + + 'She looked on many a face with vacant eye, + On many a token without knowing what; + She saw them watch her, without asking why, + And recked not who around her pillow sat.' + +But Lesbia Haselden belonged to a wider and more sophisticated world +than that of the daughter of the Grecian Isle, and for her existence +offered wider horizons. It might be prophesied that for her the dark +ending of a girlish dream would not be a life-long despair. The +passionate love had been at fever point; the passionate grief must have +its fever too, and burn itself out. + +'Do all you can to cheer her,' said Lord Hartfield to Maulevrier, 'and +bring her to Fellside as soon as ever she is strong enough to bear the +journey. You and Kibble, with your own man, will be able to do all that +is necessary.' + +'Quite able.' + +'That's right. I must be in the House for the expected division +to-night, and I shall go back to Grasmere to-morrow morning. Poor Mary +is horribly lonely.' + +Lord Hartfield went off in the boat to catch the Southampton steamer; +and Maulevrier was now sole custodian of the yacht and of his sister. He +and the doctor had agreed to keep her on board, in the fresh sea air, +till she was equal to the fatigue of the journey to Grasmere. There was +nothing to be gained by taking her on to the island or by carrying her +to London. The yacht was well found, provided with all things needful +for comfort, and Lesbia could be nowhere better off until she was safe +in her old home:--that home she had left so gaily, in the freshness of +her youthful inexperience, nearly a year ago, and to which she would +return so battered and broken, so deeply degraded by the knowledge of +evil. + +Lady Kirkbank had started for London on the previous day. + +'I am evidently not wanted _here_,' she said, with an offended air; 'and +I must have everything at Kirkbank ready for a house full of people +before the twelfth of August, so the sooner I get to Scotland the +better. I shall make a _détour_ in order to go and see Lady Maulevrier +on my way down. It is due to myself that I should let her know that _I_ +am entirely blameless in this most uncomfortable business.' + +'You can tell her ladyship what you please,' answered Maulevrier, +bluntly. 'I shall not gainsay you, so long as you do not slander my +sister; but as long as I live I shall regret that I, knowing something +of London society, did not interfere to prevent Lesbia being given over +to your keeping.' + +'If I had known the kind of girl she is I would have had nothing to do +with her,' retorted Lady Kirkbank with exasperation; and so they parted. + +The _Philomel_ had been lying off Cowes three days before Mr. Smithson +appeared upon the scene. He had got wind somehow from a sailor, who had +talked with one of the foreign crew, of the destination of the _Cayman_, +and he had crossed from Southampton to Havre on the steamer _Wolf_ +during that night in which Lesbia had been carried back to Cowes on the +_Philomel_. + +He was at Havre when the _Cayman_ arrived, with Montesma and his +tawny-visaged crew on board, no one else. + +'You may examine every corner of your ship,' Montesma cried, scornfully, +when Smithson came on board and swore that Lesbia must be hidden +somewhere in the vessel. 'The bird has flown: she will shelter in +neither your nest nor in mine, Smithson. You have lost her--and so have +I. We may as well be friends in misfortune.' + +He was haggard, livid with grief and anger. He looked ten years older +than he had looked the other night at the ball, when his dash and +swagger, and handsome Spanish head had been the admiration of the room. + +Smithson was very angry, but he was not a fighting man. He had enjoyed +various opportunities for distinguishing himself in that line in the +island of Cuba; but he had always avoided such opportunities. So now, +after a good deal of bluster and violent language, which Montesma took +as lightly as if it had been the whistling of the wind in the shrouds, +poor Smithson calmed down, and allowed Gomez de Montesma to leave the +yacht, with his portmanteaux, unharmed. He meant to take the first +steamer for the Spanish Main, he told Smithson. He had had quite enough +of Europe. + +'I daresay it will end in your marrying her,' he said, at the last +moment. 'If you do, be kind to her.' + +His voice faltered, choked by a sob, at those last words. After all, it +is possible for a man without principle, without morality, to begin to +make love to a woman in a mere spirit of adventure, in sheer devilry, +and to be rather hard hit at the last. + +Horace Smithson sailed his yacht back to Cowes without loss of time, and +sent his card to Lord Maulevrier on board the _Philomel_. His lordship +replied that he would wait upon Mr. Smithson that afternoon at four +o'clock, and at that hour Maulevrier again boarded the _Cayman_; but +this time very quietly, as an expected guest. + +The interview that followed was very painful. Mr. Smithson was willing +that this unhappy episode in the life of his betrothed, this folly into +which she had been beguiled by a man of infinite treachery, a man of +all other men fatal to women, should be forgotten, should be as if it +had never been. + +'It was her very innocence which made her a victim to that scoundrel,' +said Smithson, 'her girlish simplicity and Lady Kirkbank's folly. But I +love your sister too well to sacrifice her lightly, Lord Maulevrier; and +if she can forget this midsummer madness, why, so can I.' + +'She cannot forget, Mr. Smithson,' answered Maulevrier, gravely. 'She +has done you a great wrong by listening to your false friend's +addresses; but she did you a still greater wrong when she accepted you +as her husband without one spark of love for you. She and you are both +happy in having escaped the degradation, the deep misery of a loveless +union. I am glad--yes, glad even of this shameful escapade with +Montesma--though it has dragged her good name through the gutter,--glad +of the catastrophe that has saved her from such a marriage. You are very +generous in your willingness to forget my sister's folly. Let your +forgetfulness go a step further, and forget that you ever met her.' + +'That cannot be, Lord Maulevrier. She has ruined my life.' + +'Not at all. An affair of a season,' answered Maulevrier, lightly. 'Next +year I shall hear of you as the accepted husband of some new beauty. A +man of Mr. Smithson's wealth--and good nature--need not languish in +single blessedness.' + +With this civil speech Lord Maulevrier went back to the _Philomel's_ +gig, and this was his last meeting with Mr. Smithson, until they met a +year later in the beaten tracks of society. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +'THAT FELL ARREST, WITHOUT ALL BAIL.' + + +It was the beginning of August before Lesbia was pronounced equal to the +fatigue of a long journey; and even then it was but the shadow of her +former self which returned to Fellside, the pale spectre of joys +departed, of trust deceived. + +Maulevrier had been very good to her, patient, unselfish as a woman, in +his ministering to the broken-hearted girl. That broken heart would be +whole again, no doubt, in the future, as many other broken hearts have +been; but the grief, the despair, the sense of hopelessness and +aimlessness in life were very real in the present. If the picturesque +seclusion of Fellside had seemed dull and joyless to Lesbia in days gone +by, it was much duller to her now. She was shocked at the change in her +grandmother, and she showed a good deal of feeling and affection in her +intercourse with the invalid; but once out of her presence Lady +Maulevrier was forgotten, and Lesbia's thoughts drifted back into the +old current. They dwelt obstinately, unceasingly upon Montesma, the man +whose influence had awakened the slumbering soul from its torpor, had +stirred the deeps of a passionate nature. + +Slave-dealer, gambler, adventurer, liar--his name blackened by the +suspicion of a still darker crime. She shuddered at the thought of the +villain from whose snare she had been rescued: and yet, his image as he +had been to her in the brief golden time when she believed him noble, +and chivalrous, and true, haunted her lonely days, mixed itself with her +troubled dreams, came between her and every other thought. + +Everybody was good to her. That pale and joyless face, that look of +patient, hopeless suffering which she tried to disguise every now and +then with a faint forced smile, and silvery little ripple of society +laughter, seemed unconsciously to implore pity and pardon. Lady +Maulevrier uttered no word of reproach. 'My dearest, Fate has not been +kind to you,' she said, gently, after telling Lesbia of Lady Kirkbank's +visit. 'The handsomest women are seldom the happiest. Destiny seems to +have a grudge against them. And if things have gone amiss it is I who am +most to blame. I ought never to have entrusted you with such a woman as +Georgina Kirkbank. But you will be happier next season, I hope, dearest. +You can live with Mary and Hartfield. They will take care of you.' + +Lesbia shuddered. + +'Do you think I am going back to the society treadmill?' she exclaimed. +'No, I have done with the world. I shall end my days here, or in a +convent.' + +'You think so now, dear, but you will change your mind by-and-by. A +fancy that has lasted only a few weeks cannot alter your life. It will +pass as other dreams have passed. At your age you have the future before +you.' + +'No, it is the past that is always before me,' answered Lesbia. 'My +future is a blank.' + +The bills came pouring in; dressmaker, milliner, glover, bootmaker, +tailor, stationer, perfumer; awful bills which made Lady Maulevrier's +blood run cold, so degrading was their story of selfish self-indulgence, +of senseless extravagance. But she paid them all without a word. She +took upon her shoulders the chief burden of Lesbia's wrongdoing. It was +her indulgence, her weak preference which had fostered her +granddaughter's selfishness, trained her to vanity and worldly pride. +The result was ignominious, humiliating, bitter beyond all common +bitterness; but the cup was of her own brewing, and she drank it without +a murmur. + +Parliament was prorogued; the season was over; and Lord Hartfield was +established at Fellside for the autumn--he and his wife utterly happy in +their affection for each other, but not without care as to their +surroundings, which were full of trouble. First there was Lesbia's +sorrow. Granted that it was a grief which would inevitably wear itself +out, as other such griefs have done from time immemorial; but still the +sorrow was there, at their doors. Next, there was the state of Lady +Maulevrier's health, which gave her old medical adviser the gravest +fears. At Lord Hartfield's earnest desire a famous doctor was summoned +from London; but the great man could only confirm Mr. Horton's verdict. +The thread of life was wearing thinner every day. It might snap at any +hour. In the meantime the only regime was repose of body and mind, an +all-pervading calm, the avoidance of all exciting topics. One moment of +violent agitation might prove fatal. + +Knowing this, how could Lord Hartfield call her ladyship to account for +the presence of that mysterious old man under Steadman's charge?--how +venture to touch upon a topic which, by Mary's showing, had exercised a +most disturbing influence upon her ladyship's mind on that solitary +occasion when the girl ventured to approach the subject? + +He felt that any attempt at an explanation was impossible. It was not +for him to precipitate Lady Maulevrier's end by prying into her secrets. +Granted that shame and dishonour of some kind were involved in the +existence of that strange old man, he, Lord Hartfield, must endure his +portion in that shame--must be content to leave the dark riddle +unsolved. + +He resigned himself to this state of things, and tried to forget the +cloud that hung over the house of Haselden; but the sense of a mystery, +a fatal family secret, which must come to light sooner or later--since +all such secrets are known at last--known, sifted, and bandied about +from lip to lip, and published in a thousand different newspapers, and +cried aloud in the streets--the sense of such a secret, the dread of +such a revelation weighed upon him heavily. + +Maulevrier, the restless, was off to Argyleshire for the grouse shooting +as soon as he had deposited Lady Lesbia comfortably at Fellside. + +'I should only be in your way if I stopped,' he said, 'for you and Molly +have hardly got over the honeymoon stage yet, though you put on the airs +of Darby and Joan. I shall be back in a week or ten days.' + +'In Lady Maulevrier's state of health I don't think you ought to stay +away very long,' said Hartfield. + +'Poor Lady Maulevrier! She never cared much for me, don't you know. But +I suppose it would seem unkind if I were to be out of the way when the +end comes. The end! Good heavens! how coolly I talk of it; and a year +ago I thought she was as immortal as Fairfield yonder.' + +He went away, his spirits dashed by that awful thought of death, and +Lord and Lady Hartfield had the house to themselves, since Lesbia hardly +counted. She seldom left her own rooms, except to sit with her +grandmother for an hour. She lay on her sofa--or sat in a low arm-chair +by the window, reading Keats or Shelley--or only dreaming--dreaming over +the brief golden time of her life, with its fond delusions, its false +brightness. Mr. Horton went to see her every day--felt the feeble little +pulse which seemed hardly to have force enough to beat--urged her to +struggle against apathy and inertia, to walk a little, to go for a long +drive every day, to live in the open air--to which instructions she paid +not the slightest attention. The desire for life was gone. Disappointed +in her ambition, betrayed in her love, humiliated, duped, degraded--a +social failure. What had she to live for? She felt as if it would have +been a good thing, quite the best thing that could happen, if she could +turn her face to the wall and die. All that past season, its triumphs, +its pleasures, its varieties, was like a garish dream, a horror to look +back upon, hateful to remember. + +In vain did Mary and Hartfield urge Lesbia to join in their simple +pleasures, their walks and rides and drives, and boating excursions. She +always refused. + +'You know I never cared much for roaming about these everlasting hills,' +she told Mary. 'I never had your passion for Lakeland. It is very good +of you to wish to have me, but it is quite impossible. I have hardly +strength enough for a little walk in the garden.' + +'You would have more strength if you went out more,' pleaded Mary, +almost with tears. 'Mr. Horton says sun and wind are the best doctors +for you. Lesbia, you frighten me sometimes. You are just letting +yourself fade away.' + +'If you knew how I hate the world and the sky, Mary, you wouldn't urge +me to go out of doors,' Lesbia answered, moodily. 'Indoors I can read, +and get away from my own thoughts somehow, for a little while. But out +yonder, face to face with the hills and the lake--the scenes I have +known all my life--I feel a heart-sickness that is worse than death. It +maddens me to see that old, old picture of mountain and water, the same +for ever and ever, no matter what hearts are breaking.' + +Mary crept close beside her sister's couch, put her arm round her neck, +laid her cheek--rich in the ruddy bloom of health--against Lesbia's +pallid and sunken cheek, and comforted her as much as she could with +tender murmurs and loving kisses. Other comfort, she could give none. +All the wisdom in the world will not cure a girl's heart-sickness when +she has flung away the treasures of her love upon a worthless object. + +And so the days went by, peacefully, but sadly; for the shadow of doom +hung heavily over the house upon the Fell. Nobody who looked upon Lady +Maulevrier could doubt that her days were numbered, that the oil was +waxing low in the lamp of life. The end, the awful, mysterious end, was +drawing near; and she who was called was making no such preparations as +the Christian makes to answer the dread summons. As she had lived, she +meant to die--an avowed unbeliever. More than once Mary had taken +courage, and had talked to her grandmother of the world beyond, the +blessed hope of re-union with the friends we have lost, in a new and +brighter life, only to be met by the sceptic's cynical smile, the +materialist's barren creed. + +'My dearest, we know nothing except the immutable laws of material life. +All the rest is a dream--a beautiful dream, if you like--a consolation +to that kind of temperament which can take comfort from dreams; but for +anyone who has read much, and thought much, and kept as far as possible +on a level with the scientific intellect of the age--for such an one, +Mary, these old fables are too idle. I shall die as I have lived, the +victim of an inscrutable destiny, working blindly, evil to some, good to +others. Ah! love, life has begun very fairly for you. May the fates be +kind always to my gentle and loving girl!' + +There was more talk between them on this dark mystery of life and death. +Mary brought out her poor little arguments, glorified by the light of +perfect faith; but they were of no avail against opinions which had been +the gradual growth of a long and joyless life. Time had attuned Lady +Maulevrier's mind to the gospel of Schopenhauer and the Pessimists, and +she was contented to see the mystery of life as they had seen it. She +had no fear, but she had some anxiety as to the things that were to +happen after she was gone. She had taken upon herself a heavy burden, +and she had not yet come to the end of the road where her burden might +be laid quietly down, her task accomplished. If she fell by the wayside +under her load the consequences for the survivors might be full of +trouble. + +Her anxieties were increased by the fact that her faithful servant and +adviser, James Steadman, was no longer the man he had been. The change +in him was painfully evident--memory failing, energy gone. He came to +his mistress's room every morning, received her orders, answered her +questions; but Lady Maulevrier felt that he went through the old duties +in a mechanical way, and that his dull brain but half understood their +importance. + +One evening at dusk, just as Hartfield and Mary were leaving Lady +Maulevrier's room, after dinner, an appalling shriek ran through the +house--a cry almost as terrible as that which Lord Hartfield heard in +the summer midnight just a year ago. But this time the sound came from +the old part of the house. + +'Something has happened,' exclaimed Hartfield, rushing to the door of +communication. + +It was bolted inside. He knocked vehemently; but there was no answer. He +ran downstairs, followed by Mary, breathless, in an agony of fear. Just +as they approached the lower door, leading to the old house, it was +flung open, and Steadman's wife stood before them pale with terror. + +'The doctor,' she cried; 'send for Mr. Horton, somebody, for God's sake. +Oh, my lord,' with a sudden burst of sobbing, 'I'm afraid he's dead.' + +'Mary, despatch some one for Horton,' said Lord Hartfield. Keeping his +wife back with one hand, he closed the door against her, and then +followed Mrs. Steadman through the long low corridor to her husband's +sitting-room. + +James Steadman was lying upon his back upon the hearth, near the spot +were Lord Hartfield had seen him sleeping in his arm-chair a month ago. + +One look at the distorted face, dark with injected blood, the dreadful +glassy glare of the eyes, the foam-stained lips, told that all was over. +The faithful servant had died at his post. Whatever his charge had been, +his term of service was ended. There was a vacancy in Lady Maulevrier's +household. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +THE DAY OF RECKONING. + + +Lord Hartfield stayed with the frightened wife while she knelt beside +that awful figure on the hearth, wringing her hands with piteous +bewailings and lamentations over the unconscious clay. He had always +been a good husband to her, she murmured; hard and stern perhaps, but a +good man. And she had obeyed him without a question. Whatever he did or +said she had counted right. + +'We have not had a happy life, though there are many who have envied us +her ladyship's favour,' she said in the midst of her lamentations. 'No +one knows where the shoe pinches but those who have to wear it. Poor +James! Early and late, early and late, studying her ladyship's +interests, caring and thinking, in order to keep trouble away from her. +Always on the watch, always on the listen. That's what wore him out, poor +fellow!' + +'My good soul, your husband was an old man,' argued Lord Hartfield, in +a consolatory tone, 'and the end must come to all of us somehow.' + +'He might have lived to be a much older man if he had had less worry,' +said the wife, bending her face to kiss the cold dead brow. 'His days +were full of care. We should have been happier in the poorest cottage in +Grasmere than we ever were in this big grand house.' + +Thus, in broken fragments of speech, Mrs. Steadman lamented over her +dead, while the heavy pendulum of the eight-day clock in the hall +sounded the slowly-passing moments, until the coming of the doctor broke +upon the quiet of the house, with the noise of opening doors and +approaching footsteps. + +James Steadman was dead. Medicine could do nothing for that lifeless +clay, lying on the hearth by which he had sat on so many winter nights, +for so many years of faithful unquestioning service. There was nothing +to be done for that stiffening form, save the last offices for the dead; +and Lord Hartfield left Mr. Horton to arrange with the weeping woman as +to the doing of these. He was anxious to go to Lady Maulevrier, to break +to her, as gently as might be, the news of her servant's death. + +And what of that strange old man in the upper rooms? Who was to attend +upon him, now that the caretaker was laid low? + +While Lord Hartfield lingered on the threshold of the door that led from +the old house to the new, pondering this question, there came the sound +of wheels on the carriage drive, and then a loud ring at the hall door. + +It was Maulevrier, just arrived from Scotland, smelling of autumn rain +and cool fresh air. + +'Dreadfully bored on the moors,' he said, as they shook hands. 'No +birds--nobody to talk to--couldn't stand it any longer. How are the +sisters? Lesbia better? Why, man alive, how queer you look! Nothing +amiss, I hope?' + +'Yes, there is something very much amiss. Steadman is dead.' + +'Steadman! Her ladyship's right hand. That's rather bad. But you will +drop into his stewardship. She'll trust your long head, I know. Much +better that she should look to her granddaughter's husband for advice in +all business matters than to a servant. When did it happen?' + +'Half an hour ago. I was just going to Lady Maulevrier's room when you +rang the bell. Take off your Inverness, and come with me.' + +'The poor grandmother,' muttered Maulevrier. 'I'm afraid it will be a +blow.' + +He had much less cause for fear than Lord Hartfield, who knew of deep +and secret reasons why Steadman's death should be a calamity of dire +import for his mistress. Maulevrier had been told nothing of that scene +with the strange old man--the hidden treasures--the Anglo-Indian +phrases--which had filled Lord Hartfield's mind with the darkest doubts. + +If that half-lunatic old man, described by Lady Maulevrier as a kinsman +of Steadman's, were verily the person Lord Hartfield believed, his +presence under that roof, unguarded by a trust-worthy attendant, was +fraught with danger. It would be for Lady Maulevrier, helpless, a +prisoner to her sofa, at death's door, to face that danger. The very +thought of it might kill her. And yet it was imperative that the truth +should be told her without delay. + +The two young men went to her ladyship's sitting room. She was alone, a +volume of her favourite Schopenhauer open before her, under the light of +the shaded reading-lamp. Sorry comfort in the hour of trouble! + +Maulevrier went over to her and kissed her; and then dropped silently +into a chair near at hand, his face in shadow. Hartfield seated himself +nearer the sofa, and nearer the lamp. + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, I have come to tell you some very bad news--' + +'Lesbia?' exclaimed her ladyship, with a frightened look. + +'No, there is nothing wrong with Lesbia. It is about your old servant +Steadman.' + +'Dead?' faltered Lady Maulevrier, ashy pale, as she looked at him in the +lamplight. + +He bent his head affirmatively. + +'Yes. He was seized with apoplexy--fell from his chair to the hearth, +and never spoke or stirred again.' + +Lady Maulevrier uttered no word of sorrow or surprise. She lay, looking +straight before her into vacancy, the pale attenuated features rigid as +if they had been marble. What was to be done--what must be told--whom +could she trust? Those were the questions repeating themselves in her +mind as she stared into space. And no answer came to them. + +No answer came, except the opening of the door opposite her couch. The +handle turned slowly, hesitatingly, as if moved by feeble fingers; and +then the door was pushed slowly open, and an old man came with shuffling +footsteps towards the one lighted spot in the middle of the room. + +It was the old man Lord Hartfield had last seen gloating over his +treasury of gold and jewels--the man whom Maulevrier had never +seen--whose existence for forty years had been hidden from every +creature in that house, except Lady Maulevrier and the Steadmans, until +Mary found her way into the old garden. + +He came close up to the little table in front of Lady Maulevrier's +couch, and looked down at her, a strange, uncanny being, withered and +bent, with pale, faded eyes in which there was a glimmer of unholy +light. + +'Good-evening to you, Lady Maulevrier,' he said in a mocking voice. 'I +shouldn't have known you if we had met anywhere else. I think, of the +two of us, you are more changed than I.' + +She looked up at him, her features quivering, her haughty head drawn +back; as a bird shrinks from the gaze of a snake, recoiling, but too +fascinated to fly. Her eyes met his with a look of unutterable horror. +For some moments she was speechless, and then, looking at Lord +Hartfield, she said, piteously-- + +'Why did you let him come here? He ought to be taken care of--shut up. +It is Steadman's old uncle--a lunatic--I sheltered. Why is he allowed to +come to my room?' + +'I am Lord Maulevrier,' said the old man, drawing himself up and +planting his crutch stick upon the floor; 'I am Lord Maulevrier, and this +woman is my wife. Yes, I am mad sometimes, but not always. I have my bad +fits, but not often. But I never forget who and what I am, Algernon, +Earl of Maulevrier, Governor of Madras.' + +'Lady Maulevrier, is this horrible thing true?' cried her grandson, +vehemently. + +'He is mad, Maulevrier. Don't you see that he is mad?' she exclaimed, +looking from Hartfield to her grandson, and then with a look of loathing +and horror at her accuser. + +'I tell you, young man, I am Maulevrier,' said the accuser; 'there is no +one else who has a right to be called by that name, while I live. They +have shut me up--she and her accomplice--denied my name--hidden me from +the world. He is dead, and she lies there--stricken for her sins.' + +'My grandfather died at the inn at Great Langdale, faltered Maulevrier. + +'Your grandfather was brought to this house--ill--out of his wits. All +cloud and darkness here,' said the old man, touching his forehead. 'How +long has it been? Who can tell? A weary time--long, dark nights, full of +ghosts. Yes, I have seen him--the Rajah, that copper-faced scoundrel, +seen him as she told me he looked when she gave the signal to her slaves +to strangle him, there in the hall, where the grave was dug ready for +the traitor's carcass. She too--yes, she has haunted me, calling upon me +to give up her treasure, to restore her son.' + +'Yes,' cried the paralytic woman, suddenly lifted out of herself, as it +were, in a paroxysm of fury, every feature convulsed, every nerve +strained to its utmost tension; 'yes, this is Lord Maulevrier. You have +heard the truth, and from his own lips. You, his only son's only son. +You his granddaughter's husband. You hear him avow himself the +instigator of a diabolical murder; you hear him confess how his +paramour's husband was strangled at his false wife's bidding, in his own +palace, buried under the Moorish pavement in the hall of many arches. +You hear how he inherited the Rajah's treasures from a mistress who +died strangely, swiftly, conveniently, as soon so he had wearied of her, +and a new favourite had begun to exercise her influence. Such things are +done in the East--dynasties annihilated, kingdoms overthrown, poison or +bowstring used at will, to gratify a profligate's passion, or pay for a +spendthrift's extravagances. Such things were done when that man was +Governor of Madras as were never done by an Englishman in India before +his time. He went there fettered by no prejudices--he was more Mussulman +than the Mussulmen themselves--a deeper, darker traitor. And it was to +hide such crimes as these--to interpose the great peacemaker Death +between him and the Government which was resolved upon punishing him--to +save the honour, the fortune of my son, and the children who were to +come after him, the name of a noble race, a name that was ever stainless +until he defiled it--it was for this great end I took steps to hide that +feeble, useless life of his from the world he had offended; it was for +this end that I caused a peasant to be buried in the vault of the +Maulevriers, with all the pomp and ceremony that befits the funeral of +one of England's oldest earls. I screened him from his enemies--I saved +him from the ignominy of a public trial--from the execration of his +countrymen. His only punishment was to eat his heart under this roof, in +luxurious seclusion, his comfort studied, his whims gratified so far as +they could be by the most faithful of servants. A light penance for the +dark infamies of his life in India, I think. His mind was all but gone +when he came here, but he had his rational intervals, and in these the +burden of his lonely life may have weighed heavily upon him. But it was +not such a heavy burden as I have borne--I, his gaoler, I who have +devoted my existence to the one task of guarding the family honour.' + +He, whom she thus acknowledged as her husband, had sunk exhausted into a +chair near her. He took out his gold snuff-box, and refreshed himself +with a leisurely pinch of snuff, looking about him curiously all the +while, with a senile grin. That flash of passion which for a few minutes +had restored him to the full possession of his reason had burnt itself +out, and his mind had relapsed into the condition in which it had been +when he talked to Mary in the garden. + +'My pipe, Steadman,' he said, looking towards the door; 'bring me my +pipe,' and then, impatiently, 'What has become of Steadman? He has been +getting inattentive--very inattentive.' + +He got up, and moved slowly to the door, leaning on his crutch-stick, +his head sunk upon his breast, muttering to himself as he went; and thus +he vanished from them, like the spectre of some terrible ancestor which +had returned from the grave to announce the coming of calamity to a +doomed race. His grandson looked after him, with an expression of +intense displeasure. + +'And so, Lady Maulevrier,' he exclaimed, turning to his grandmother, 'I +have borne a title that never belonged to me, and enjoyed the possession +of another man's estates all this time, thanks to your pretty little +plot. A very respectable position for your grandson to occupy, upon my +life!' + +Lord Hartfield lifted his hand with a warning gesture. + +'Spare her,' he said. 'She is in no condition to endure your +reproaches.' + +Spare her--yes. Fate had not spared her. The beautiful face--beautiful +even in age and decay--changed suddenly as she looked at them--the mouth +became distorted, the eyes fixed: and then the heavy head fell back upon +the pillow--the paralysed form, wholly paralysed now, lay like a thing +of stone. It never moved again. Consciousness was blotted out for ever +in that moment. The feeble pulses of heart and brain throbbed with +gradually diminishing power for a night and a day; and in the twilight +of that dreadful day of nothingness the last glimmer of the light died +in the lamp, and Lady Maulevrier and the burden of her sin were beyond +the veil. + +Viscount Haselden, _alias_ Lord Maulevrier, held a long consultation +with Lord Hartfield on the night of his grandmother's death, as to what +steps ought to be taken in relation to the real Earl of Maulevrier: and +it was only at the end of a serious and earnest discussion that both +young men came to the decision that Lady Maulevrier's secret ought to be +kept faithfully to the end. Assuredly no good purpose could be achieved +by letting the world know of old Lord Maulevrier's existence. A +half-lunatic octogenarian could gain nothing by being restored to rights +and possessions which he had most justly forfeited. All that justice +demanded was that the closing years of his life should be made as +comfortable as care and wealth could make them; and Hartfield and +Haselden took immediate steps to this end. But their first act was to +send the old earl's treasure chest under safe convoy to the India House, +with a letter explaining how this long-hidden wealth, brought from India +by Lord Maulevrier, had been discovered among other effects in a +lumber-room at Lady Maulevrier's country house. The money so delivered +up might possibly have formed part of his lordship's private fortune; +but, in the absence of any knowledge as to its origin, his grandson, the +present Lord Maulevrier, preferred to deliver it up to the authorities +of the India House, to be dealt with as they might think fit. + +The old earl made no further attempt to assert himself. He seemed +content to remain in his own rooms as of old, to potter about the +garden, where his solitude was as complete as that of a hermit's cell. +The only moan be made was for James Steadman, whose services he missed +sorely. Lord Hartfield replaced that devoted servant by a clever +Austrian valet, a new importation from Vienna, who understood very +little English, a trained attendant upon mental invalids, and who was +quite capable of dealing with old Lord Maulevrier. + +Lord Hartfield went a step farther; and within a week of those two +funerals of servant and mistress, which cast a gloom over the peaceful +valley of Grasmere, he brought down a famous mad-doctor to diagnose his +lordship's case. There was but little risk in so doing, he argued with +his friend, and it was their duty so to do. If the old man should assert +himself to the doctor as Lord Maulevrier, the declaration would pass as +a symptom of his lunacy. But it happened that the physician arrived at +Fellside on one of Lord Maulevrier's bad days, and the patient never +emerged from the feeblest phase of imbecility. + +'Brain quite gone,' pronounced the doctor, 'bodily health very poor. +Take him to the South of France for the winter--Hyères, or any quiet +place. He can't last long.' + +To Hyères the old man was taken, with Mrs. Steadman as nurse, and the +Austrian valet as body-servant and keeper. Mary, for whom, in his +brighter hours he showed a warm affection, went with him under her +husband's wing. + +Lord Hartfield rented a chateau on the slope of an olive-clad hill, +where he and his young wife, whose health was somewhat delicate at this +time, spent a winter in peaceful seclusion; while Lesbia and her brother +travelled together in Italy. The old man's strength improved in that +lovely climate. He lived to see the roses and orange blossoms of the +early spring, and died in his arm-chair suddenly, without a pang, while +Mary sat at his feet reading to him: a quiet end of an evil and troubled +life. And now he whom the world had known as Lord Maulevrier was verily +the earl, and could hear himself called by his title once more without a +touch of shame. + +The secret of Lady Maulevrier's sin had been so faithfully kept by the +two young men that neither of her granddaughters knew the true story of +that mysterious person whom Mary had first heard of as James Steadman's +uncle. She and Lesbia both knew that there were painful circumstances of +some kind connected with this man's existence, his hidden life in the +old house at Fellside; but they were both content to learn no more. +Respect for their grandmother's memory, sorrowful affection for the +dead, prevailed over natural curiosity. + +Early in February Maulevrier sent decorators and upholsterers into the +old house in Curzon Street, which was ready before the middle of May to +receive his lordship and his young wife, the girlish daughter of a +Florentine nobleman, a gazelle-eyed Italian, with a voice whose every +tone was music, and with the gentlest, shyest, most engaging manners of +any girl in Florence. Lady Lesbia, strangely subdued and changed by the +griefs and humiliations of her last campaign, had been her brother's +counsellor and confidante throughout his wooing of his fair Italian +bride. She was to spend the season under her brother's roof, to help to +initiate young Lady Maulevrier in the mysterious rites of London +society, and to warn her of those rocks and shoals which had wrecked her +own fortunes. + +The month of May brought a son and heir to Lord Hartfield; and it was +not till after his birth that Mary, Countess of Hartfield, was presented +to her sovereign, and began her career as a matron of rank and standing, +very much overpowered by the weight of her honours, and looking forward +with delight to the end of the season and a flight to Argyleshire with +her husband and baby. + + +THE END. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Phantom Fortune, A Novel, by M. E. 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Braddon + +Release Date: February 1, 2004 [EBook #10905] +[Last updated: August 4, 2013] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK PHANTOM FORTUNE, A NOVEL *** + + + + +Produced by Jonathan Ingram and PG Distributed Proofreaders + + + + + +</pre> + + + + +<h1>PHANTOM FORTUNE</h1> +<br> + +<h2>A Novel</h2> + + +<h2>BY THE AUTHOR OF "LADY AUDLEY'S SECRET," "VIXEN," ETC. ETC. ETC.</h2> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CONTENTS"></a><h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<!-- Autogenerated TOC. Modify or delete as required. --> +<a href="#CHAPTER_I">I. PENELOPE</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_II">II. ULYSSES</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_III">III. ON THE WRONG ROAD</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IV">IV. THE LAST STAGE</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_V">V. FORTY YEARS AFTER</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VI">VI. MAULEVRIER'S HUMBLE FRIEND</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VII">VII. IN THE SUMMER MORNING</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_VIII">VIII. THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_IX">IX. A CRY IN THE DARKNESS</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_X">X. 'O BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XI">XI. 'IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XII">XII. 'THE GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIII">XIII. 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED ALL SHALL FADE'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIV">XIV. 'NOT YET'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XV">XV. 'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVI">XVI. 'HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVII">XVII. 'AND THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XVIII">XVIII. 'AND COME AGEN, BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XIX">XIX. THE OLD MAN ON THE FELL</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XX">XX. LADY MAULEVRIER'S LETTER-BAG</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXI">XXI. ON THE DARK BROW OF HELVELLYN</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXII">XXII. WISER THAN LESBIA</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIII">XXIII. 'A YOUNG LAMB'S HEART AMONG THE FULL-GROWN FLOCKS'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIV">XXIV. 'NOW NOTHING LEFT TO LOVE OR HATE'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXV">XXV. CARTE BLANCHE</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVI">XXVI. 'PROUD CAN I NEVER BE OF WHAT I HATE'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVII">XXVII. LESBIA CROSSES PICCADILLY</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXVIII">XXVIII. 'CLUBS, DIAMONDS, HEARTS, IN WILD DISORDER SEEN'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXIX">XXIX. 'SWIFT, SUBTLE POST, CARRIER OF GRISLY CARE'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXX">XXX. 'ROSES CHOKED AMONG THORNS AND THISTLES'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXI">XXXI. 'KIND IS MY LOVE TO-DAY, TO-MORROW KIND'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXII">XXXII. WAYS AND MEANS</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIII">XXXIII. BY SPECIAL LICENCE</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIV">XXXIV. 'OUR LOVE WAS NEW, AND THEN BUT IN THE SPRING'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXV">XXXV. 'ALL FANCY, PRIDE, AND FICKLE MAIDENHOOD'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVI">XXXVI. A RASTAQUOUÈRE</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVII">XXXVII. LORD HARTFIELD REFUSES A FORTUNE</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXVIII">XXXVIII. ON BOARD THE 'CAYMAN'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XXXIX">XXXIX. IN STORM AND DARKNESS</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XL">XL. A NOTE OF ALARM</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLI">XLI. PRIVILEGED INFORMATION</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLII">XLII. 'SHALL IT BE?'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLIII">XLIII. 'ALAS, FOR SORROW IS ALL THE END OF THIS'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLIV">XLIV. 'OH, SAD KISSED MOUTH, HOW SORROWFUL IT IS!'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLV">XLV. 'THAT FELL ARREST WITHOUT ALL BAIL'</a><br> +<a href="#CHAPTER_XLVI">XLVI. THE DAY OF RECKONING</a><br> +<!-- End Autogenerated TOC. --> + +<br> +<br> + +<a name="image-1"><!-- Image 1 --></a> +<center> +<img src="images/001.jpg" height="378" width="300" +alt="H. French, Del.) (T. Symmons, Sc 'the Old Man Sat Looking at Mary in Silence for Some Moments.'"> +</center> + +<h5>H. French, del.) (T. Symmons, sc "The old man sat looking +at Mary in silence for some moments."</h5> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_I"></a><h2>CHAPTER I.</h2> +<h3>PENELOPE.</h3> + +<br> + +<p>People dined earlier forty years ago than they do now. Even that salt of +the earth, the elect of society, represented by that little great world +which lies between the narrow circle bounded by Bryanstone Square on the +north and by Birdcage Walk on the south, did not consider seven o'clock +too early an hour for a dinner party which was to be followed by routs, +drums, concerts, conversazione, as the case might be. It was seven +o'clock on a lovely June evening, and the Park was already deserted, and +carriages were rolling swiftly along all the Westend squares, carrying +rank, fashion, wealth, and beauty, political influence, and intellectual +power, to the particular circle in which each was destined to illumine +upon that particular evening.</p> + +<p>Stateliest among London squares, Grosvenor—in some wise a wonder to the +universe as newly lighted with gas—grave Grosvenor, with its heavy old +Georgian houses and pompous porticoes, sparkled and shone, not alone +with the novel splendour of gas, but with the light of many wax candles, +clustering flower-like in silver branches and girandoles, multiplying +their flame in numerous mirrors; and of all the houses in that stately +square none had a more imposing aspect than Lord Denyer's dark red brick +mansion, with stone dressings, and the massive grandeur of an Egyptian +mausoleum.</p> + +<p>Lord Denyer was an important personage in the political and diplomatic +world. He had been ambassador at Constantinople and at Paris, and had +now retired on his laurels, an influence still, but no longer an active +power in the machine of government. At his house gathered all that was +most brilliant in London society. To be seen at Lady Denyer's evening +parties was the guinea stamp of social distinction; to dine with Lord +Denyer was an opening in life, almost as valuable as University honours, +and more difficult of attainment.</p> + +<p>It was during the quarter of an hour before dinner that a group of +persons, mostly personages, congregated round Lord Denyer's +chimney-piece, naturally trending towards the social hearth, albeit it +was the season for roses and lilies rather than of fires, and the hum of +the city was floating in upon the breath of the warm June evening +through the five tall windows which opened upon Lord Denyer's balcony.</p> + +<p>The ten or twelve persons assembled seemed only a sprinkling in the large +lofty room, furnished sparsely with amber satin sofas, a pair of Florentine +marble tables, and half an acre or so of looking glass. Voluminous amber +draperies shrouded the windows, and deadened the sound of rolling wheels, +and the voices and footfalls of western London. The drawing rooms of those +days were neither artistic nor picturesque—neither Early English nor Low +Dutch, nor Renaissance, nor Anglo-Japanese. A stately commonplace +distinguished the reception rooms of the great world. Upholstery stagnated +at a dead level of fluted legs, gilding, plate glass, and amber satin.</p> + +<p>Lady Denyer stood a little way in advance of the group on the hearthrug, +fanning herself, with her eye on the door, while she listened languidly +to the remarks of a youthful diplomatist, a sprig of a lordly tree, upon +the last <i>début</i> at Her Majesty's Theatre.</p> + +<p>'My own idea was that she screamed,' said her ladyship. 'But the new +Rosinas generally do scream. Why do we have a new Rosina every year, +whom nobody ever hears of afterwards? What becomes of them? Do they die, +or do they set up as singing mistresses in second-rate watering-places?' +hazarded her ladyship, with her eye always on the door.</p> + +<p>She was a large woman in amethyst satin, and a gauze turban with a +diamond aigrette, a splendid jewel, which would not have misbeseemed the +head-gear of an Indian prince. Lady Denyer was one of the last women who +wore a turban, and that Oriental head-dress became her bold and massive +features.</p> + +<p>Infinitely bored by the whiskerless attaché, who had entered upon a +disquisition on the genius of Rossini as compared with this new man +Meyerbeer, her ladyship made believe to hear, while she listened +intently to the confidential murmurs of the group on the hearthrug, the +little knot of personages clustered round Lord Denyer. + +'Indian mail in this morning,' said one—'nothing else talked of at the club. Very +flagrant case! A good deal worse than Warren Hastings. Quite clear there +must be a public inquiry—House of Lords—criminal prosecution.'</p> + +<p>'I was told on very good authority, that he has been recalled, and is +now on his passage home,' said another man.</p> + +<p>Lord Denyer shrugged his shoulders, pursed up his lips, and looked +ineffably wise, a way he had when he knew very little about the subject +under discussion.</p> + +<p>'How will <i>she</i> take it, do you think?' inquired Colonel Madison, of the +Life Guards, a man about town, and an inveterate gossip, who knew +everybody, and everybody's family history, down to the peccadilloes of +people's great grandmothers.</p> + +<p>'You will have an opportunity of judging,' replied his lordship, coolly. +'She's to be here this evening.'</p> + +<p>'But do you think she'll show?' asked the Colonel. 'The mail must have +brought the news to her, as well as to other people—supposing she knew +nothing about it beforehand. She must know that the storm has burst. Do +you think she'll----'</p> + +<p>'Come out in the thunder and lightning?' interrupted Lord Denver; 'I'm +sure she will. She has the pride of Lucifer and the courage of a lion. +Five to one in ponies that she is here before the clock strikes seven!'</p> + +<p>'I think you are right. I knew her mother, Constance Talmash. Pluck was +a family characteristic of the Talmashes. Wicked as devils, and brave as +lions. Old Talmash, the grandfather, shot his valet in a paroxysm of +<i>delirium tremens</i>,' said Colonel Madison. 'She's a splendid woman, and +she won't flinch. I'd rather back her than bet against her.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Maulevrier!' announced the groom of the chambers; and Lady Denyer +moved at least three paces forward to meet her guest.</p> + +<p>The lady who entered, with slow and stately movements and proudly +balanced head, might have served for a model as Juno or the Empress +Livia. She was still in the bloom of youth, at most seven-and-twenty, +but she had all the calm assurance of middle-age. No dowager, hardened +by the varied experiences of a quarter of a century in the great world, +could have faced society with more perfect coolness and self-possession. +She was beautiful, and she let the world see that she was conscious of +her beauty, and the power that went along with it. She was clever, and +she used her cleverness with unfailing tact and unscrupulous audacity. +She had won her place in the world as an acknowledged beauty, and one of +the leaders of fashion. Two years ago she had been the glory and delight +of Anglo-Indian society in the city of Madras, ruling that remote and +limited kingdom with a despotic power. Then all of a sudden she was +ordered, or she ordered her physician to order her, an immediate +departure from that perilous climate, and she came back to England with +her three-year-old son, two Ayahs, and four European servants, leaving +her husband, Lord Maulevrier, Governor of the Madras Presidency, to +finish the term of his service in an enforced widowhood.</p> + +<p>She returned to be the delight of London society. She threw open the +family mansion in Curzon Street to the very best people, but to those +only. She went out a great deal, but she was never seen at a second-rate +party. She had not a single doubtful acquaintance upon her visiting +list. She spent half of every year at the family seat in Scotland, was a +miracle of goodness to the poor of her parish, and taught her boy his +alphabet.</p> + +<p>Lord Denyer came forward while his wife and Lady Maulevrier were shaking +hands, and greeted her with more than his usual cordiality. Colonel +Madison watched for the privilege of a recognising nod from the +divinity. Sir Jasper Paulet, a legal luminary of the first brilliancy, +likely to be employed for the Crown if there should be an inquiry into +Lord Maulevrier's conduct out yonder, came to press Lady Maulevrier's +hand and murmur a tender welcome.</p> + +<p>She accepted their friendliness as a matter of course, and not by the +faintest extra quiver of the tremulous stars which glittered in a +circlet above her raven hair did she betray her consciousness of the +cloud that darkened her husband's reputation. Never had she appeared +gayer, or more completely satisfied with herself and the world in which +she lived. She was ready to talk about anything and everything—the +newly-wedded queen, and the fortunate Prince, whose existence among us +had all the charm of novelty—of Lord Melbourne's declining health—and +Sir Robert Peel's sliding scale—mesmerism—the Oxford Tracts—the +latest balloon ascent—the opera—Macready's last production at Drury +lane—Bulwer's new novel—that clever little comic paper, just +struggling into popularity—what do you call the thing—<i>Punch?</i>—yes, +<i>Punch, or the London Charivari</i>—a much more respectable paper than its +Parisian prototype.</p> + +<p>Seated next Lord Denyer, who was an excellent listener, Lady +Maulevrier's vivacity never flagged throughout the dinner, happily not +so long as a modern banquet, albeit more ponderous and not less +expensive. From the turtle to the pines and strawberries, Lady +Maulevrier held her host or her right-hand neighbour in interested +conversation. She always knew the particular subjects likely to interest +particular people, and was a good listener as well as a good talker. Her +right-hand neighbour was Sir Jasper Paulet, who had been allotted to the +pompous wife of a court physician, a lady who had begun her married life +in the outer darkness of Guildford Street, Bloomsbury, with a household +consisting of a maid-of-all-work and a boy in buttons, with an +occasional interregnum of charwoman; and for whom all the length and +breadth of Harley Street was now much too small.</p> + +<p>Sir Jasper was only decently civil to this haughty matron, who on the +strength of a card for a ball or a concert at the palace once in a +season affected to be on the most intimate terms with Royalty, and knew +everything that happened, and every fluctuation of opinion in that +charmed circle. The great lawyer's left ear was listening greedily for +any word of meaning that might fall from the lips of Lady Maulevrier; +but no such word fell. She talked delightfully, with a touch-and-go +vivacity which is the highest form of dinner-table talk, not dwelling +with a heavy hand upon any one subject, but glancing from theme to theme +with airy lightness. But not one word did she say about the governor of +Madras; and at this juncture of affairs it would have been the worst +possible taste to inquire too closely after his lordship's welfare.</p> + +<p>So the dinner wore on to its stately close, and just as the solemn +procession of flunkeys, long as the shadowy line of the kings in +'Macbeth,' filed off with the empty ice-dishes, Lady Maulevrier said +something which was as if a shell had exploded in the middle of the +table.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps you are surprised to see me in such good spirits,' she said, +beaming upon her host, and speaking in those clear, perfectly finished +syllables which are heard further than the louder accents of less +polished speakers, 'but you will not wonder when I let you into the +secret. Maulevrier is on his way home.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed!' said Lord Denyer, with the most benignant smile he could +command at such short notice. He felt that the muscles round his eyes +and the corners of his mouth were betraying too much of his real +sentiments. 'You must be very glad.'</p> + +<p>'I am gladder than I can say,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gaily. 'That +horried climate—a sky like molten copper—an atmosphere that tastes of +red-hot sand—that flat barren coast never suited him. His term of +office would expire in little more than a year, but I hardly think he +could have lived out the year. However, I am happy to say the mail that +came in to-day—I suppose you know the mail is in?' (Lord Denyer +bowed)—'brought me a letter from his Lordship, telling me that he has +sent in his resignation, and taken his passage by the next big ship that +leaves Madras. I imagine he will be home in October.'</p> + +<p>'If he have a favourable passage,' said Lord Denyer. 'Favoured by your +good wishes the winds and the waves ought to deal gently with him.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, we have done with the old days of Greek story, when Neptune was +open to feminine influence,' sighed her ladyship. 'My poor Ulysses has +no goddess of wisdom to look after him.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps not, but he has the most charming of Penelopes waiting for him +at home.'</p> + +<p>'A Penelope who goes to dinners, and takes life pleasantly in his +absence. That is a new order of things, is it not?' said her ladyship, +laughingly. 'I hope my poor Ulysses will not come home thoroughly broken +in health, but that our Sutherlandshire breezes will set him up again.'</p> + +<p>'Rather an ordeal after India, I should think,' said Lord Denyer.</p> + +<p>'It is his native air. He will revel in it.'</p> + +<p>'Delicious country, no doubt,' assented his lordship, who was no +sportsman, and who detested Scotland, grouse moors, deer forests, salmon +rivers included.</p> + +<p>His only idea of a winter residence was Florence or Capri, and of the +two he preferred Capri. The island was at that time little frequented by +Englishmen. It had hardly been fashionable since the time of Tiberius, +but Lord Denyer went there, accompanied by his French chef, and a dozen +other servants, and roughed it in a native hotel; while Lady Denyer +wintered at the family seat among the hills near Bath, and gave herself +over to Low Church devotion, and works of benevolence. She made herself +a terror to the neighbourhood by the strictness of her ideas all through +the autumn and winter; and in the spring she went up to London, put on +her turban and her diamonds, and plunged into the vortex of West-End +society, where she revolved among other jewelled matrons for the season, +telling herself and her intimates that this sacrifice of inclination was +due to his lordship's position. Lady Denyer was not the less +serious-minded because she was seen at every aristocratic resort, and +wore low gowns with very short sleeves, and a great display of mottled +arm and dimpled elbow.</p> + +<p>Now came her ladyship's smiling signal for the withdrawal of that fairer +half of the assembly which was supposed to be indifferent to Lord +Denyer's famous port and Madeira. She had been throwing out her gracious +signals unperceived for at least five minutes before Lady Maulevrier +responded, so entirely was that lady absorbed in her conversation with +Lord Denyer; but she caught the look at last, and rose, as if moved by +the same machinery which impelled her hostess, and then, graceful as a +swan sailing with the current, she drifted down the room to the distant +door, and headed the stately procession of matronly velvet and diamonds, +herself at once the most regal and the most graceful figure in that bevy +of fair woman.</p> + +<p>In the drawing-room nobody could be gayer than Lady Maulevrier, as she +marked the time of Signor Paponizzi's saltarello, exquisitely performed +on the Signor's famed Amati violin—or talked of the latest +scandal—always excepting that latest scandal of all which involved her +own husband—in subdued murmurs with one of her intimates. In the +dining-room the men drew closer together over their wine, and tore Lord +Maulevrier's character to rags. Yea, they rent him with their teeth and +gnawed the flesh from his bones, until there was not so much left of him +as the dogs left of Jezebel.</p> + +<p>He had been a scamp from his cradle, a spendthrift at Eton and Oxford, a +blackleg in his manhood. False to men, false to women. Clever? Yes, +undoubtedly, just as Satan is clever, and as unscrupulous as that very +Satan. This was what his friends said of him over their wine. And now he +was rumoured to have sold the British forces in the Carnatic provinces +to one of the native Princes. Yes, to have taken gold, gold to an amount +which Clive in his most rapacious moments never dreamt of, for his +countrymen's blood. Tidings of dark transactions between the Governor +and the native Princes had reached the ears of the Government, tidings +so vague, so incredible, that the Government might naturally be slow to +believe, still slower to act. There were whispers of a woman's +influence, a beautiful Ranee, a creature as fascinating and as +unscrupulous as Cleopatra. The scandal had been growing for months past, +but it was only in the letters received to-day that the rumour had taken +a tangible shape, and now it was currently reported that Lord Maulevrier +had been recalled, and would have to answer at the bar of the House of +Lords for his misdemeanours, which were of a much darker colour than +those acts for which Warren Hastings had been called to account fifty +years before.</p> + +<p>Yet in the face of all this, Lady Maulevrier bore herself as proudly as +if her husband's name were spotless, and talked of his return with all +the ardour of a fond and trusting wife.</p> + +<p>'One of the finest bits of acting I ever saw in my life,' said the court +physician. 'Mademoiselle Mars never did anything better.'</p> + +<p>'Do you really think it was acting?' inquired Lord Denyer, affecting a +youthful candour and trustfulness which at his age, and with his +experience, he could hardly be supposed to possess.</p> + +<p>'I know it,' replied the doctor. 'I watched her while she was talking of +Maulevrier, and I saw just one bead of perspiration break out on her +upper lip—an unmistakable sign of the mental struggle.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_II"></a><h2>CHAPTER II.</h2> +<h3>ULYSSES.</h3> +<br> + +<p>October was ending drearily with north-east winds, dust, drifting dead +leaves, and a steel-grey sky; and the Dolphin Hotel at Southampton was +glorified by the presence of Lady Maulevrier and suite. Her ladyship's +suite was on this occasion limited to three servants—her French maid, a +footman, and a kind of factotum, a man of no distinct and arbitrary +signification in her ladyship's household, neither butler nor steward, +but that privileged being, an old and trusted servant, and a person who +was supposed to enjoy more of Lady Maulevrier's confidence than any +other member of her establishment.</p> + +<p>This James Steadman had been valet to her ladyship's father, Lord +Peverill, during the declining years of that nobleman. The narrow limits +of a sick room had brought the master and servant into a closer +companionship than is common to that relation. Lady Diana Angersthorpe +was a devoted daughter, and in her attendance upon the Earl during the +last three years of his life—a life which closed more than a year +before her own marriage—she saw a great deal of James Steadman, and +learned to trust him as servants are not often trusted. He was not more +than twenty years of age at the beginning of his service, but he was a +man of extraordinary gravity, much in advance of his years; a man of +shrewd common-sense and clear, sharp intellect. Not a reading man, or a +man in any way superior to his station and belongings, but a man who +could think quickly, and understand quickly, and who always seemed to +think rightly. Prompt in action, yet steady as a rock, and to all +appearance recognising no earthly interest, no human tie, beyond or +above the interests of his master. As a nurse Steadman showed himself +invaluable. Lord Peverill left him a hundred pounds in acknowledgment of +his services, which was something for Lord Peverill, who had very little +ready cash wherewith to endow his only daughter. After his death the +title and the estates went to a distant cousin; Lady Diana Angersthorpe +was taken in hand by her aunt, the Dowager Marchioness of Carrisbrook; +and James Steadman would have had to find employment among strangers, if +Lady Diana had not pleaded so urgently with her aunt as to secure him a +somewhat insignificant post in her ladyship's establishment.</p> + +<p>'If ever I have a house of my own, you shall have a better place in it, +Steadman,' said Lady Diana.</p> + +<p>She kept her word, and on her marriage with Lord Maulevrier, which +happened about eighteen months afterwards, Steadman passed into that +nobleman's service. He was a member of her ladyship's bodyguard, and his +employment seemed to consist chiefly in poking fires, cutting the leaves +of books and newspapers, superintending the footman's attendance upon +her ladyship's household pets, and conveying her sentiments to the other +servants. He was in a manner Lady Maulevrier's mouthpiece, and although +treated with a respect that verged upon awe, he was not a favourite with +the household.</p> + +<p>And now the house in Mayfair was given over to the charge of caretakers. +All the other servants had been despatched by coach to her ladyship's +favourite retreat in Westmoreland, within a few miles of the Laureate's +home at Rydal Mount, and James Steadman was charged with the whole +responsibility of her ladyship's travelling arrangements.</p> + +<p>Penelope had come to Southampton to wait for Ulysses, whose ship had +been due for more than a week, and whose white sails might be expected +above the horizon at any moment. James Steadman spent a good deal of his +time waiting about at the docks for the earliest news of Greene's ship, +the <i>Hypermnestra</i>; while Lady Maulevrier waited patiently in her +sitting-room at the Dolphin, whose three long French windows commanded a +full view of the High Street, with all those various distractions +afforded by the chief thoroughfare of a provincial town. Her ladyship +was provided with a large box of books, from Ebers' in Bond Street, a +basket of fancy work, and her favourite Blenheim spaniel, Lalla Rookh; +but even these sources of amusement did not prevent the involuntary +expression of weariness in occasional yawns, and frequent pacings up and +down the room, where the formal hotel furniture had a comfortless and +chilly look.</p> + +<p>Fellside, her ladyship's place in Westmoreland, was the pleasure house +which, among all her possessions, she most valued; but it had hitherto +been reserved for summer occupation, or for perhaps two or three weeks +at Easter, when the spring was exceptionally fine. The sudden +determination to spend the coming winter in the house near Grasmere was +considered a curious freak of Lady Maulevrier's, and she was constrained +to explain her motives to her friends.</p> + +<p>'His lordship is out of health,' she said, 'and wants perfect rest and +retirement. Now, Fellside is the only place we have in which he is +likely to get perfect rest. Anywhere else we should have to entertain. +Fellside is out of the world. There is no one to be entertained.'</p> + +<p>'Except your neighbour, Wordsworth. I suppose you see him sometimes?'</p> + +<p>'Dear simple-minded old soul, he gives nobody any trouble,' said her +ladyship.</p> + +<p>'But is not Westmoreland very cold in winter?' asked her friend.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier smiled benignly, as at an inoffensive ignorance.</p> + +<p>'So sheltered,' she murmured. 'We are at the base of the Fell. Loughrigg +rises up like a cyclopean wall between us and the wind.'</p> + +<p>'But when the wind is in the other direction?'</p> + +<p>'We have Nabb Scar. You do not know how we are girdled and defended by +hills.'</p> + +<p>'Very pleasant,' agreed the friend; 'but for my own part I would rather +winter in the south.'</p> + +<p>Those terrible rumours which had first come upon the world of London +last June, had been growing darker and more defined ever since, but +still Lady Maulevrier made believe to ignore them; and she acted her +part of unconsciousness with such consummate skill that nobody in her +circle could be sure where the acting began and where the ignorance left +off. The astute Lord Denyer declared that she was a wonderful woman, and +knew more about the real state of the case than anybody else.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile it was said by those who were supposed to be well-informed +that a mass of evidence was accumulating against Lord Maulevrier. The +India House, it was rumoured, was busy with the secret investigation of +his case, prior to that public inquiry which was to come on during the +next session. His private fortune would be made answerable for his +misdemeanours—his life, said the alarmists, might pay the penalty of +his treason. On all sides it was agreed that the case against Lord +Maulevrier was black as Erebus; and still Lady Maulevrier looked society +in the face with an unshaken courage, and was ready with smiles and +gracious words for all comers.</p> + +<p>But now came a harder trial, which was to receive the man who had +disgraced her, lowered her pride to the dust, degraded the name she +bore. She had married him, not loving him—nay, plucking another love +out of her heart in order that she might give herself to him. She had +married him for position and fortune; and now by his follies, by his +extravagance, and by that greed of gold which is inevitable in the +spendthrift and profligate, he had gone near to cheat her out of both +name and fortune. Yet she so commanded herself as to receive him with a +friendly air when he arrived at the Dolphin, on a dull grey autumn +afternoon, after she had waited for him nearly a fortnight.</p> + +<p>James Steadman ushered in his lordship, a frail attenuated looking +figure, of middle height, wrapped in a furred cloak, yet shivering, a +pale sickly face, light auburn whiskers, light blue eyes, full and +large, but with no intellectual power in them. Lady Maulevrier was +sitting by the fire, in a melancholy attitude, with the Blenheim spaniel +on her lap. Her son was at Hastings with his nurses. She had nothing +nearer and dearer than the spaniel.</p> + +<p>She rose and went over to her husband, and let him kiss her. It would +have been too much to say that she kissed him; but she submitted her +lips unresistingly to his, and then they sat down on opposite sides of +the hearth.</p> + +<p>'A wretched afternoon,' said his lordship, shivering, and drawing his +chair closer to the fire. Steadman had taken away his fur-lined cloak. +'I had really underrated the disagreeableness of the English climate. It +is abominable!'</p> + +<p>'To-day is not a fair sample,' answered her ladyship, trying to be +cheerful; 'we have had some pleasant autumn days.'</p> + +<p>'I detest autumn!' exclaimed Lord Maulevrier, 'a season of dead leaves, +damp, and dreariness. I should like to get away to Montpellier or Nice +as soon as we can.'</p> + +<p>Her ladyship gave him a scathing look, half-scornful, half-incredulous.</p> + +<p>'You surely would not dream of leaving the country,' she said, 'under +present circumstances. So long as you are here to answer all charges no +one will interfere with your liberty; but if you were to cross the +Channel—'</p> + +<p>'My slanderers might insinuate that I was running away,' interrupted +Maulevrier, 'although the very fact of my return ought to prove to every +one that I am able to meet and face this cabal.'</p> + +<p>'Is it a cabal?' asked her ladyship, looking at him with a gaze that +searched his soul. 'Can you meet their charges? Can you live down this +hideous accusation, and hold up your head as a man of honour?'</p> + +<p>The sensualist's blue eyes nervously shunned that look of earnest +interrogation. His lips answered the wife's spoken question with a lie, +a lie made manifest by the expression of his countenance.</p> + +<p>'I am not afraid,' he said.</p> + +<p>His wife answered not a word. She was assured that the charges were +true, and that the battered rake who shivered over the fire had neither +courage nor ability to face his accusers. She saw the whole fabric of +her life in ruins, her son the penniless successor to a tarnished name. +There was silence for some minutes. Lady Maulevrier sat with lowered +eyelids looking at the fire, deep in painful thought. Two perpendicular +wrinkles upon her broad white forehead—so calm, so unclouded in +society—told of gnawing cares. Then she stole a look at her husband, +as he reclined in his arm-chair, his head lying back against the +cushions in listless repose, his eyes looking vacantly at the window, +whence he could see only the rain-blurred fronts of opposite houses, +blank, dull windows, grey slated roofs, against a leaden sky.</p> + +<p>He had been a handsome man, and he was handsome still, albeit premature +decay, the result of an evil life, was distinctly marked in his faded +face. The dull, yellow tint of the complexion, the tarnished dimness of +the large blue eyes, the discontented droop of the lips, the languor of +the attitude, the pallid transparency of the wasted hands, all told of a +life worn threadbare, energies exhausted, chances thrown away, a mind +abandoned to despair.</p> + +<p>'You look very ill,' said his wife, after that long blank interval, +which marked so unnatural an apathy between husband and wife meeting +after so long a severance.</p> + +<p>'I am very ill. I have been worried to death—surrounded by rogues and +liars—the victim of a most infernal conspiracy.' He spoke hurriedly, +growing whiter and more tremulous as he went on.</p> + +<p>'Don't talk about it. You agitate yourself to no purpose,' said Lady +Maulevrier, with a tranquillity which seemed heartless yet which might +be the result of suppressed feeling. 'If you are to face this scandal +firmly and boldly next January, you must try to recover physical +strength in the meanwhile. Mental energy may come with better health.'</p> + +<p>'I shall never be any better,' said Lord Maulevrier, testily; 'that +infernal climate has shattered my constitution.'</p> + +<p>'Two or three months of perfect rest and good nursing will make a new +man of you. I have arranged that we shall go straight from here to +Fellside. No one can plague you there with that disguised impertinence +called sympathy. You can give all your thoughts to the ordeal before +you, and be ready to meet your accusers. Fortunately, you have no Burke +against you.'</p> + +<p>'Fellside? You think of going to Fellside?'</p> + +<p>'Yes. You know how fond I am of that place. I little thought when you +settled it upon me—a cottage in Westmoreland with fifty acres of garden +and meadow—so utterly insignificant—that I should ever like it better +than any of your places.'</p> + +<p>'A charming retreat in summer; but we have never wintered there? What +put it into your head to go there at such a season as this? Why, I +daresay the snow is on the tops of the hills already.'</p> + +<p>'It is the only place I know where you will not be watched and talked +about,' replied Lady Maulevrier. 'You will be out of the eye of the +world. I should think that consideration would weigh more with you than +two or three degrees of the thermometer.'</p> + +<p>'I detest cold,' said the Earl, 'and in my weak health----'</p> + +<p>'We will take care of you,' answered her ladyship; and in the discussion +which followed she bore herself so firmly that her husband was fain to +give way.</p> + +<p>How could a disgraced and ruined man, broken in health and spirits, +contest the mere details of life with a high-spirited woman ten years +his junior?</p> + +<p>The Earl wanted to go to London, and remain there at least a week, but +this her ladyship strenuously opposed. He must see his lawyer, he urged; +there were steps to be taken which could be taken only under legal +advice—counsel to be retained. If this lying invention of Satan were +really destined to take the form of a public trial, he must be prepared +to fight his foes on their own ground.</p> + +<p>'You can make all your preparations at Fellside,' answered his wife, +resolutely. 'I have seen Messrs. Rigby and Rider, and your own +particular ally, Rigby, will go to you at Fellside whenever you want +him.'</p> + +<p>'That is not like my being on the spot,' said his lordship, nervously, +evidently much disconcerted by her ladyship's firmness, but too feeble +in mind and body for a prolonged contest.</p> + +<p>'I ought to be on the spot. I am not without influence; I have friends, +men in power.'</p> + +<p>'Surely you are not going to appeal to friendship in order to vindicate +your honour. These charges are true or false. If they are false your own +manhood, your own rectitude, can face them and trample upon them, +unaided by back-stairs influence. If they are true, no one can help +you.'</p> + +<p>'I think you, at least, ought to know that they are as false as hell,' +retorted the Earl, with an attempt to maintain his dignity.</p> + +<p>'I have acted as if I so believed,' replied his wife. 'I have lived as +if there were no such slanders in the air. I have steadily ignored every +report, every insinuation—have held my head as high as if I knew you +were immaculate.'</p> + +<p>'I expected as much from you,' answered the Earl, coolly. 'If I had not +known you were a woman of sense I should not have married you.'</p> + +<p>This was his utmost expression of gratitude. His next remarks had +reference solely to his own comfort. Where were his rooms? at what hour +were they to dine? And hereupon he rang for his valet, a German Swiss, +and a servant out of a thousand.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_III"></a><h2>CHAPTER III.</h2> +<h3>ON THE WRONG ROAD.</h3> + +<br> + +<p>Lord and Lady Maulevrier left Southampton next morning, posting. They +took two servants in the rumble, Steadman and the footman. Steadman was +to valet his lordship, the footman to be useful in all emergencies of +the journey. The maid and the valet were to travel by heavy coach, with +the luggage—her ladyship dispensing with all personal attendance during +the journey.</p> + +<p>The first day took them to Rugby, whither they travelled across country +by Wallingford and Oxford. The second day took them to Lichfield. Lord +Maulevrier was out of health and feeble, and grumbled a good deal about +the fatigue of the journey, the badness of the weather, which was dull +and cold, east winds all day, and a light frost morning and night. As +they progressed northward the sky looked grayer, the air became more +biting. His lordship insisted upon the stages being shortened. He lay in +bed at his hotel till noon, and was seldom ready to start till two +o'clock. He could see no reason for haste; the winter would be long +enough in all conscience at Fellside. He complained of mysterious aches +and pains, described himself in the presence of hotel-keepers and +headwaiters as a mass of maladies. He was nervous, irritable, intensely +disagreeable. Lady Maulevrier bore his humours with unwavering patience, +and won golden opinions from all sorts of people by her devotion to a +husband whose blighted name was the common talk of England. Everybody, +even in distant provincial towns, had heard of the scandal against the +Governor of Madras; and everybody looked at the sallow, faded +Anglo-Indian with morbid curiosity. His lordship, sensitive on all +points touching his own ease and comfort, was keenly conscious of this +unflattering inquisitiveness.</p> + +<p>The journey, protracted by Lord Maulevrier's languor and ill-health, +dragged its slow length along for nearly a fortnight; until it seemed to +Lady Maulevrier as if they had been travelling upon those dismal, flat, +unpicturesque roads for months. Each day was so horribly like yesterday. +The same hedgerows and flat fields, and passing glimpse of river or +canal. The same absence of all beauty in the landscape—the same formal +hotel rooms, and smirking landladies—and so on till they came to +Lancaster, after which the country became more interesting—hills arose +in the background. Even the smoky manufacturing towns through which +they passed without stopping, were less abominable than the level +monotony of the Midland counties.</p> + +<p>But now as they drew nearer the hills the weather grew colder, snow was +spoken of, and when they got into Westmoreland the mountain-peaks +gleamed whitely against a lead-coloured sky.</p> + +<p>'You ought not to have brought me here in such weather,' complained the +Earl, shivering in his sables, as he sat in his corner of the travelling +chariot, looking discontentedly at the gloomy landscape. 'What is to +become of us if we are caught in a snowstorm?'</p> + +<p>'We shall have no snow worth talking about before we are safely housed +at Fellside, and then we can defy the elements,' said Lady Maulevrier, +coolly.</p> + +<p>They slept that night at Oxenholme, and started next morning, under a +clean, bright sky, intending to take luncheon at Windermere, and to be +at home by nightfall.</p> + +<p>But by the time they got to Windermere the sky had changed to a dark +grey, and the people at the hotel prophesied a heavy fall before night, +and urged the Earl and Countess to go no further that day. The latter +part of the road to Fellside was rough and hilly. If there should be a +snowstorm the horses would never be able to drag the carriage up the +steepest bit of the way. Here, however, Lord Maulevrier's obstinacy came +into play. He would not endure another night at an hotel so near his own +house. He was sick to death of travelling, and wanted to be at rest +among comfortable surroundings.</p> + +<p>'It was murder to bring me here,' he said to his wife. 'If I had gone to +Hastings I should have been a new man by this time. As it is I am a +great deal worse than when I landed.'</p> + +<p>Everyone at the hotel noticed his lordship's white and haggard looks. He +had been known there as a young man in the bloom of health and strength, +and his decay was particularly obvious to these people.</p> + +<p>'I saw death in his face,' the landlord said, afterwards.</p> + +<p>Every one, even her ladyship's firmness and good sense, gave way before +the invalid's impatience. At three in the afternoon they left the hotel, +with four horses, to make the remaining nineteen miles of the way in one +stage. They had not been on the road half an hour before the snow began +to fall thickly, whitening everything around them, except the lake, +which showed a dark leaden surface at the bottom of the slope along the +edge of which they were travelling. Too sullen for speech, Lord +Maulevrier sat back in his corner, with his sable cloak drawn up to his +chin, his travelling cap covering head and ears, his eyes contemplating +the whitening world with a weary anger. His wife watched the landscape +as long as she could, but the snow soon began to darken all the air, +and she could see nothing save that blank blinding fall.</p> + +<p>Half-way to Fellside there was a point where two roads met, one leading +towards Grasmere, the other towards the village of Great Langdale, a +cluster of humble habitations in the heart of the hills. When the horses +had struggled as far as this point, the snow was six inches deep on the +road, and made a thick curtain around them as it fell. By this time the +Earl had dozed off to sleep.</p> + +<p>He woke an hour after, let down the window, which let in a snow-laden +gust, and tried to pierce the gloom without.</p> + +<p>'As black as Erebus!' he exclaimed, 'but we ought to be close at home by +this time. Yes, thank God, there are the lights.'</p> + +<p>The carriage drew up a minute afterwards, and Steadman came to the door.</p> + +<p>'Very sorry, my lord. The horses must have taken a wrong turn after we +crossed the bridge. And now the men say they can't go back to Fellside +unless we can get fresh horses; and I'm afraid there's no chance of that +here.'</p> + +<p>'Here!' exclaimed the Earl, 'what do you mean by here? Where the devil +are we?'</p> + +<p>'Great Langdale, my lord.'</p> + +<p>A door opened and let out a flood of light—the red light of a wood +fire, the pale flame of a candle—upon the snowy darkness, revealing the +panelled hall of a neat little rustic inn: an eight-day clock ticking in +the corner, a black and white sheep-dog coming out at his master's heels +to investigate the travellers. To the right of the door showed the light +of a window, sheltered by a red curtain, behind which the chiefs of the +village were enjoying their evening.</p> + +<p>'Have you any post-horses?' asked the Earl, discontentedly, as the +landlord stood on the threshold, shading the candle with his hand. 'No, +sir. We don't keep post-horses.'</p> + +<p>'Of course not. I knew as much before I asked,' said the Earl.</p> + +<p>'We are fixed in this dismal hole for the night, I suppose. How far are +we from Fellside?'</p> + +<p>'Seven miles,' answered the landlord. 'I beg your pardon, my lord; I +didn't know it was your lordship,' he added, hurriedly. 'We're in sore +trouble, and it makes a man daft-like; but if there's anything we can +do----'</p> + +<p>'Is there no hope of getting on, Steadman?' asked the Earl, cutting +short these civilities.</p> + +<p>'Not with these horses, my lord.'</p> + +<p>'And you hear we can't get any others. Is there any farmer about here +who could lend us a pair of carriage horses?'</p> + +<p>The landlord knew of no such person.</p> + +<p>'Then we must stop here till to-morrow morning. What infernal fools +those post-boys must be,' protested Lord Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>James Steadman apologised for the postilions, explaining that when they +came to the critical point of their journey, where the road branched off +to the Langdales, the snow was falling so thickly, the whole country was +so hidden in all-pervading whiteness, that even he, who knew the way so +well, could give no help to the drivers. He could only trust to the +instinct of local postilions and local horses; and instinct had proved +wrong.</p> + +<p>The travellers alighted, and were ushered into a not +uncomfortable-looking parlour; very low as to the ceiling, very +old-fashioned as to the furniture, but spotlessly clean, and enlivened +by a good fire, to which his lordship drew near, shivering and muttering +discontentedly to himself.</p> + +<p>'We might be worse off,' said her ladyship, looking round the bright +little room, which pleased her better than many a state apartment in the +large hotels at which they had stopped.</p> + +<p>'Hardly, unless we were out on the moor,' grumbled her husband. 'I am +sick to death of this ill-advised, unreasonable journey. I am at a loss +to imagine your motive in bringing me here. You must have had a motive.'</p> + +<p>'I had,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with a freezing look. 'I wanted to +get you out of the way. I told you that plainly enough at Southampton.'</p> + +<p>'I don't see why I should be hurried away and hidden,' said Lord +Maulevrier. 'I must face my accusers, sooner or later.'</p> + +<p>'Of course. The day of reckoning must come. But in the meantime have you +no delicacy? Do you want to be pointed at everywhere?'</p> + +<p>'All I know is that I am very ill,' answered her husband, 'and that this +wretched journey has made me twenty years older.'</p> + +<p>'We shall be safe at home before noon to-morrow, and you can have Horton +to set you right again. You know you always believed in his skill.'</p> + +<p>'Horton is a clever fellow enough, as country doctors go; but at +Hastings I could have had the best physicians in London to see me,' +grumbled his lordship.</p> + +<p>The rustic maid-servant came in to lay the table, assisted by her +ladyship's footman, who looked a good deal too tall for the room.</p> + +<p>'I shan't dine,' said the Earl. 'I am a great deal too ill and cold. +Light a fire in my room, girl, and send Steadman to me'—this to the +footman, who hastened to obey. 'You can send me up a basin of soup +presently. I shall go to bed at once.'</p> + +<p>He left the room without another word to his wife, who sat by the hearth +staring thoughtfully at the cheery wood fire. Presently she looked up, +and saw that the man and maid were going on with their preparations for +dinner.</p> + +<p>'I do not care about dining alone,' said her ladyship. 'We lunched at +Windermere, and I have no appetite. You can clear away those things, and +bring me some tea.'</p> + +<p>When the table furniture had been cleared, and a neat little tea-tray +set upon the white cloth, Lady Maulevrier drew her chair to the table, +and took out her pocket-book, from which she produced a letter. This she +read more than once, meditating profoundly upon its contents.</p> + +<p>'I am very sorry he has come home,' wrote her correspondent, 'and yet if +he had stayed in India there must have been an investigation on the +spot. A public inquiry is inevitable, and the knowledge of his arrival +in the country will precipitate matters. From all I hear I much fear +that there is no chance of the result being favourable to him. You have +asked me to write the unvarnished truth, to be brutal even, remember. +His delinquencies are painfully notorious, and I apprehend that the last +sixpence he owns will be answerable. His landed estate I am told can +also be confiscated, in the event of an impeachment at the bar of the +House of Lords, as in the Warren Hastings case. But as yet nobody seems +clear as to the form which the investigation will take. In reply to your +inquiry as to what would have happened if his lordship had died on the +passage home, I believe I am justified in saying the scandal would have +been allowed to die with him. He has contrived to provoke powerful +animosities both in the Cabinet and at the India House, and there is, I +fear, an intention to pursue the inquiry to the bitter end.'</p> + +<p>Assurances of the writer's sympathy followed these harsh truths. But to +this polite commonplace her ladyship paid no attention. Her mind was +intent on hard facts, the dismal probabilities of the near future.</p> + +<p>'If he had died upon the passage home!' she repeated. 'Would to God that +he had so died, and that my son's name and fortune could be saved.'</p> + +<p>The innocent child who had never given her an hour's care; the one +creature she loved with all the strength of her proud nature—his future +was to be blighted by his father's misdoings—overshadowed by shame and +dishonour in the very dawn of life. It was a wicked wish—an unnatural +wish to find room in a woman's breast; but the wish was there. Would to +God he had died before the ship touched an English port.</p> + +<p>But he was living, and would have to face his accusers—and she, his +wife, must give him all the help she could.</p> + +<p>She sat long by the waning fire. She took nothing but a cup of tea, +although the landlady had sent in substantial accompaniments to the +tea-tray in the shape of broiled ham, new-laid eggs, and hot cakes, +arguing that a traveller on such a night must be hungry, albeit +disinclined for a ceremonious dinner. She had been sitting for nearly +an hour in almost the same attitude, when there came a knock at the +door, and, on being bidden to enter, the landlady came in, with some +logs in her apron, under pretence of replenishing the fire.</p> + +<p>'I was afraid your fire must be getting low, and that you'd be amost +starved, my lady,' she said, as she put on the logs, and swept up the +ashes on the hearth. 'Such a dreadful night. So early in the year, too. +I'm thinking we shall have a gay hard winter.'</p> + +<p>'That does not always follow,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'Has Steadman come +downstairs?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, my lady. He told me to tell your ladyship that his lordship is +pretty comfortable, and hopes to pass a good night.'</p> + +<p>'I am glad to hear it. You can give me another room, I suppose. It would +be better for his lordship not to be disturbed, as he is very much out +of health.'</p> + +<p>'There is another room, my lady, but it's very small.'</p> + +<p>'I don't mind how small, if it is clean and airy.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, my lady. I am thankful to say you won't find dirt or stuffiness +anywhere in this house. His lordship do look mortal badly,' added the +landlady, shaking her head dolefully; 'and I remember him such a fine +young gentleman, when he used to come down the Rothay with the otter +hounds, running along the bank—joomping in and out of the beck—up to +his knees in the water—and now to see him, so white and mashiated, and +broken-down like, in the very prime of life, all along of living out in +a hot country, among blackamoors, which is used to it—poor, ignorant +creatures—and never knew no better. It must be a hard trial for you, my +lady.'</p> + +<p>'It is a hard trial.'</p> + +<p>'Ah! we all have our trials, rich and poor,' sighed the woman, who +desired nothing better than to be allowed to unbosom her woes to the +grand looking lady in the fur-bordered cloth pelisse, with beautiful +dark hair piled up in clustering masses above a broad white forehead, +and slender white hands on which diamonds flashed and glittered in the +firelight, an unaccustomed figure by that rustic hearth.</p> + +<p>'We all have our trials—high and low.'</p> + +<p>'That reminds me,' said Lady Maulevrier, looking up at her, 'your +husband said you were in trouble. What did that mean?'</p> + +<p>'Sickness in the house, my lady. A brother of mine that went to America +to make his fortune, and seemed to be doing so well for the first five +or six years, and wrote home such beautiful letters, and then left off +writing all at once, and we made sure as he was dead, and never got a +word from him for ten years, and just three weeks ago he drops in upon +us as we was sitting over our tea between the lights, looking as white +as a ghost. I gave a shriek when I saw him, for I was regular scared +out of my senses. "Robert's ghost!" I cried; but it was Robert himself, +come home to us to die. And he's lying upstairs now, with so little life +in him that I expect every breath to be his last.'</p> + +<p>'What is his complaint?'</p> + +<p>'Apathy, my lady. Dear, dear, that's not it. I never do remember the +doctor's foreign names.'</p> + +<p>'Atrophy,' perhaps.</p> + +<p>'Yes, my lady, that was it. Happen such crack-jaw words come easy to a +scholar like your ladyship.'</p> + +<p>'Does the doctor give no hope?'</p> + +<p>'Well, no, my lady. He don't go so far as to say there's no hope, though +Robert has been badly so long. It all depends, he says, upon the +rallying power of the constitution. The lungs are not gone, and the +heart is not diseased. If there's rallying power, Robert will come +round, and if there isn't he'll sink. But the doctor says nature will +have to make an effort. But I have my own idea about the case,' added +the landlady, with a sigh.</p> + +<p>'What is your idea?'</p> + +<p>'That our Robert was marked for death when he came into this house, and +that he meant what he said when he spoke of coming home to die. Things +had gone against him for the last ten years in America. He married and +took his wife out to a farm in the Bush, and thought to make a good +thing out of farming with the bit of brass he'd saved at heeam. But +America isn't Gert Langdale, you see, my lady, and his knowledge stood +him in no stead in the Bush; and first he lost his money, and he fashed +himself terrible about that, and then he lost a child or two, and then +he lost his wife, and he came back to us a broken-hearted man, with no +wish to live. The doctor may call it atrophy, but I will call it what +the Scripture calls it, a broken and a wounded spirit.'</p> + +<p>'Who is your doctor?'</p> + +<p>'Mr. Evans, of Ambleside.'</p> + +<p>'That little half-blind old man!' exclaimed her ladyship. 'Surely you +have no confidence in him?'</p> + +<p>'Not much, my lady. But I don't believe all the doctors in London could +do anything for Robert. Good nursing will bring him round if anything +can; and he gets that, I can assure your ladyship. He's my only brother, +the only kith and kin that's left to me, and he and I were gay fond of +each other when he was young. You may be sure I don't spare any trouble, +and my good man thinks the best of his larder or his celler hardly good +enough for Robert.'</p> + +<p>'I am sure you are kind good people,' replied her ladyship gently; 'but +I should have thought Mr. Horton, of Grasmere, could have done more than +old Evans. However, you know best. I hope his lordship is not going to +add to your cares by being laid up here, but he looked very ill this +evening.'</p> + +<p>'He did, my lady, mortal bad.'</p> + +<p>'However, we must hope for the best. Steadman is a splendid servant in +illness. He nursed my father for years. Will you tell him to come to me, +if you please? I want to hear what he thinks of his lordship, and to +discuss the chances of our getting home early to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>The landlady retired, and summoned Mr. Steadman, who was enjoying his +modest glass of grog in front of the kitchen fire. He had taught himself +to dispense with the consolations of tobacco, lest he should at any time +make himself obnoxious to her ladyship.</p> + +<p>Steadman was closeted with Lady Maulevrier for the next half-hour, +during which his lordship's condition was gravely discussed. When he +left the sitting-room he told the landlord to be sure and feed the +post-horses well, and make them comfortable for the night, so that they +might be ready for the drive to Fellside early next morning.</p> + +<p>'Do you think his lordship will be well enough to travel?' asked the +landlord.</p> + +<p>'He has made up his mind to get home—ill or well,' answered Steadman. +'He has wasted about a week by his dawdling ways on the road; and now +he's in a fever to get to Fellside.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_IV"></a><h2>CHAPTER IV.</h2> +<h3>THE LAST STAGE.</h3> +<br> + +<p>The post-horses—which had been well fed, but accommodated somewhat +poorly in stable and barn—were quite ready to go on next morning; but +Lord Maulevrier was not able to leave his room, where her ladyship +remained in close attendance upon him. The hills and valleys were white +with snow, but there was none falling, and Mr. Evans, the elderly +surgeon from Ambleside, rode over to Great Langdale on his elderly cob +to look at Robert Haswell, and was called in to see Lord Maulevrier. Her +ladyship had spoken lightly of his skill on the previous evening, but +any doctor is better than none, so this feeble little personage was +allowed to feel his lordship's pulse, and look at his lordship's tongue.</p> + +<p>His opinion, never too decidedly given, was a little more hazy than +usual on this occasion, perhaps because of a certain awfulness, to +unaccustomed eyes, in Lady Maulevrier's proud bearing. He said that his +lordship was low, very low, and that the pulse was more irregular than +he liked, but he committed himself no further than this, and went away, +promising to send such pills and potions as were appropriate to the +patient's condition.</p> + +<p>A boy rode the same pony over to Langdale later in the afternoon with +the promised medicines.</p> + +<p>Throughout the short winter day, which seemed terribly long in the +stillness and solitude of Great Langdale, Lady Maulevrier kept watch in +the sick-room, Steadman going in and out in constant attendance upon his +master—save for one half-hour only, which her ladyship passed in the +parlour below, in conversation with the landlady, a very serious +conversation, as indicated by Mrs. Smithson's grave and somewhat +troubled looks when she left her ladyship; but a good deal of her +trouble may have been caused by her anxiety about her brother, who was +pronounced by the doctor to be 'much the same.'</p> + +<p>At eleven o'clock that night a mounted messenger was sent off to +Ambleside in hot haste to fetch Mr. Evans, who came to the inn to find +Lady Maulevrier kneeling beside her husband's bed, while Steadman stood +with a troubled countenance at a respectful distance.</p> + +<p>The room was dimly lighted by a pair of candles burning on a table near +the window, and at some distance from the old four-post bedstead, +shaded by dark moreen curtains. The surgeon looked round the room, and +then fumbled in his pockets for his spectacles, without the aid of which +the outside world presented itself to him under a blurred and uncertain +aspect.</p> + +<p>He put on his spectacles, and moved towards the bed; but the first +glance in that direction showed him what had happened. The outline of +the rigid figure under the coverlet looked like a sculptured effigy upon +a tomb. A sheet was drawn over the face of death.</p> + +<p>'You are too late to be of any use, Mr. Evans,' murmured Steadman, +laying his hand upon the doctor's sleeve and drawing him away towards +the door.</p> + +<p>They went softly on to the landing, off which opened the door of that +other sick-room where the landlady's brother was lying.</p> + +<p>'When did this happen?'</p> + +<p>'A quarter of an hour after the messenger rode off to fetch you,' +answered Steadman. 'His lordship lay all the afternoon in a heavy sleep, +and we thought he was going on well; but after dark there was a +difficulty in his breathing which alarmed her ladyship, and she insisted +upon you being sent for. The messenger had hardly been gone a quarter of +an hour when his lordship woke suddenly, muttered to himself in a +curious way, gave just one long drawn sigh, and—and all was over. It +was a terrible shock for her ladyship.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed it must have been,' murmured the village doctor. 'It is a great +surprise to me. I knew Lord Maulevrier was low, very low, the pulse +feeble and intermittent; but I had no fear of anything of this kind. It +is very sudden.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, it is awfully sudden,' said Steadman, and then he murmured in the +doctor's ear, 'You will give the necessary certificate, I hope, with as +little trouble to her ladyship as possible. This is a dreadful blow, and +she----'</p> + +<p>'She shall not be troubled. The body will be removed to-morrow, I +suppose.'</p> + +<p>'Yes. He must be buried from his own house. I sent a second messenger to +Ambleside for the undertaker. He will be here very soon, no doubt, and +if the shell is ready by noon to-morrow, the body can be removed then. I +have arranged to get her ladyship away to-night.'</p> + +<p>'So late? After midnight?'</p> + +<p>'Why not? She cannot stay in this small house—so near the dead. There +is a moon, and there is no snow falling, and we are within seven miles +of Fellside.'</p> + +<p>The doctor had nothing further to say against the arrangement, although +such a drive seemed to him a somewhat wild and reckless proceeding. Mr. +Steadman's grave, self-possessed manner answered all doubts. Mr. Evans +filled in the certificate for the undertaker, drank a glass of hot +brandy and water, and remounted his nag, in nowise relishing his +midnight ride, but consoling himself with the reflection that he would +be handsomely paid for his trouble.</p> + +<p>An hour later Lady Maulevrier's travelling carriage stood ready in the +stable yard, in the deep shadow of wall and gables. It was at Steadman's +order that the carriage waited for her ladyship at an obscure side door, +rather than in front of the inn. An east wind was blowing keenly along +the mountain road, and the careful Steadman was anxious his mistress +should not be exposed to that chilly blast.</p> + +<p>There was some delay, and the four horses jingled their bits +impatiently, and then the door of the inn opened, a feeble light gleamed +in the narrow passage within, Steadman stood ready to assist her +ladyship, there was a bustle, a confusion of dark figures on the +threshold, a huddled mass of cloaks and fur wraps was lifted into the +carriage, the door was clapped to, the horses went clattering out of the +yard, turned sharply into the snowy road, and started at a swinging pace +towards the dark sullen bulk of Loughrigg Fell.</p> + +<p>The moon was shining upon Elterwater in the valley yonder—the mountain +ridges, the deep gorges below those sullen heights, looked back where +the shadow of night enfolded them, but all along the snow-white road the +silver light shone full and clear, and the mountain way looked like a +path through fairyland.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_V"></a><h2>CHAPTER V.</h2> + +<h3>FORTY YEARS AFTER.</h3> +<br> + +<p>'What a horrid day!' said Lady Mary, throwing down her book with a yawn, +and looking out of the deep bay window into a world of mountain and lake +which was clouded over by a dense veil of rain and dull grey mist; such +rain as one sees only in a lake district, a curtain of gloom which shuts +off sky and distance, and narrows the world to one solitary dwelling, +suspended amidst cloud and water, like another ark in a new deluge.</p> + +<p>Rain—such rain as makes out-of-door exercise impossible—was always an +affliction to Lady Mary Haselden. Her delight was in open air and +sunshine—fishing in the lake and rivers—sitting in some sheltered +hollow of the hills more fitting for an eagle's nest than for the +occupation of a young lady, trying to paint those ever-varying, +unpaintable mountain peaks, which change their hues with every change of +the sky—swimming, riding, roving far and wide over hill and +heather—pleasures all more or less masculine in their nature, and which +were a subject of regret with Lady Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia was of a different temper. She loved ease and elegance, the +gracious luxuries of life. She loved art and music, but not to labour +hard at either. She played and sang a little—excellently within that +narrow compass which she had allotted to herself—played Mendelssohn's +'Lieder' with finished touch and faultless phrasing, sang Heine's +ballads with consummate expression. She painted not at all. Why should +anyone draw or paint indifferently, she asked, when Providence has +furnished the world with so many great painters in the past and present? +She could not understand Mary's ardent desire to do the thing +herself,—to be able with her own pencil and her own brush to reproduce +the lakes and valleys, the wild brown hills she loved so passionately. +Lesbia did not care two straws for the lovely lake district amidst which +she had been reared,—every pike and force, every beck and gill whereof +was distinctly dear to her younger sister. She thought it a very hard +thing to have spent so much of her life at Fellside, a trial that would +have hardly been endurable if it were not for grandmother. Grandmother +and Lesbia adored each other. Lesbia was the one person for whom Lady +Maulevrier's stateliness was subjugated by perfect love. To all the rest +of the world the Countess was marble, but to Lesbia she was wax. Lesbia +could mould her as she pleased; but happily Lesbia was not the kind of +young person to take advantage of this privilege; she was thoroughly +ductile or docile, and had no desire, at present, which ran counter to +her grandmother.</p> + +<p>Lesbia was a beauty. In her nineteenth year she was a curious +reproduction in face and figure, expression and carriage, of that Lady +Diana Angersthorpe who five and forty years ago fluttered the dove-cots +of St. James's and Mayfair by her brilliant beauty and her keen +intelligence. There in the panelled drawing-room at Fellside hung +Harlow's portrait of Lady Diana in her zenith, in a short-waisted, white +satin frock, with large puffed gauze sleeves, through which the perfect +arm showed dimly. Standing under that picture Lady Lesbia looked as if +she had stepped out of the canvas. She was to be painted by Millais next +year. Lady Maulevrier said, when she had been introduced, and society +was beginning to talk about her: for Lady Maulevrier made up her mind +five or six years ago that Lesbia should be the reigning beauty of her +season. To this end she had educated and trained her, furnishing her +with all those graces best calculated to please and astonish society. +She was too clever a woman not to discover Lesbia's shallowness and lack +of all great gifts, save that one peerless dower of perfect beauty. She +knew exactly what Lesbia could be trained to do; and to this end Lesbia +had been educated; and to this end Lady Maulevrier brought down to +Fellside the most accomplished of Hanoverian governesses, who had +learned French in Paris, and had toiled in the educational mill with +profit to herself and her pupils for a quarter of a century. To this +lady the Countess entrusted the education of her granddaughters' minds, +while for their physical training she provided another teacher in the +person of a clever little Parisian dancing mistress, who had set up at +the West-End of London as a teacher of dancing and calisthenics, and had +utterly failed to find pupils enough to pay her rent and keep her modest +<i>pot-au-feu</i> going. Mademoiselle Thiebart was very glad to exchange the +uncertainties of a first floor in North Audley Street for the comfort +and security of Fellside Manor, with a salary of one hundred and fifty +pounds a year.</p> + +<p>Both Fräulein and Mademoiselle had been quick to discover that Lady +Lesbia was the apple of her grandmother's eye, while Lady Mary was +comparatively an outsider.</p> + +<p>So it came about that Mary's education was in somewise a mere picking-up +of the crumbs which fell from Lesbia's table, and that she was allowed +in a general way to run wild. She was much quicker at any intellectual +exercise than Lesbia. She learned the lessons that were given her at +railroad speed, and rattled off her exercises with a slap-dash +penmanship which horrified the neat and niggling Fräulein, and then +rushed off to the lake or mountain, and by this means grew browner and +browner, and more indelibly freckled day by day, thus widening the gulf +between herself and her beauty sister.</p> + +<p>But it is not to be supposed that because Lesbia was beautiful, Mary was +plain. This is very far from the truth. Mary had splendid hazel eyes, +with a dancing light in them when she smiled, ruddy auburn hair, white +teeth, a deeply-dimpled chin, and a vivacity and archness of expression, +which served only in her present state of tutelage for the subjugation +of old women and shepherd boys. Mary had been taught to believe that her +chances of future promotion were of the smallest; that nobody would ever +talk of her, or think of her by-and-by when she in her turn would make +her appearance in London society, and that it would be a very happy +thing for her if she were so fortunate as to attract the attention of a +fashionable physician, a Canon of Westminster or St. Paul's, or a +barrister in good practice.</p> + +<p>Mary turned up her pert little nose at this humdrum lot.</p> + +<p>'I would much rather spend all my life among these dear hills than marry +a nobody in London,' she said, fearless of that grand old lady at whose +frown so many people shivered. 'If you don't think people will like me +and admire me—a little—you had better save yourself the trouble of +taking me to London. I don't want to play second fiddle to my sister.'</p> + +<p>'You are a very impertinent person, and deserve to be taken at your +word,' replied my lady, scowling at her; 'but I have no doubt before you +are twenty you will tell another story.'</p> + +<p>'Oh!' said Mary, now just turned seventeen, 'then I am not to come out +till I am twenty.'</p> + +<p>'That will be soon enough,' answered the Countess. 'It will take you as +long to get rid of those odious freckles. And no doubt by that time +Lesbia will have made a brilliant marriage.'</p> + +<p>And now on this rainy July morning these two girls, neither of whom had +any serious employment for her life, or any serious purpose in living, +wasted the hours, each in her own fashion.</p> + +<p>Lesbia reclined upon a cushioned seat in the deep embrasure of a Tudor +window, her <i>pose</i> perfection—it was one of many such attitudes which +Mademoiselle had taught her, and which by assiduous training had become +a second nature. Poor Mademoiselle, having finished her mission and +taught Lesbia all she could teach, had now departed to a new and far +less luxurious situation in a finishing school at Passy; but Fräulein +Müller was still retained, as watch-dog and duenna.</p> + +<p>Lesbia's pale blue morning gown harmonised exquisitely with a complexion +of lilies and roses, violet eyes, and golden-brown hair. Her features +were distinguished by that perfect chiselling which gave such a haughty +grace to her grandmother's countenance, even at sixty-seven years of +age—a loveliness which, like the sculptured marble it resembles, is +unalterable by time. Lesbia was reading Keats. It was her habit to read +the poets, carefully and deliberately, taking up one at a time, and duly +laying a volume aside when she found herself mistress of its contents. +She had no passion for poetry, but it was an elegant leisurely kind of +reading which suited her languid temperament. Moreover, her grandmother +had told her that an easy familiarity with the great poets is of all +knowledge that which best qualifies a woman to shine in conversation, +without offending the superior sex by any assumption of scholarship.</p> + +<p>Mary was a very different class of reader; capricious, omniverous, +tearing out the hearts of books, roaming from flower to flower in the +fields of literature, loving old and new, romance and reality, novels, +travels, plays, poetry, and never dwelling long on any one theme. +Perhaps if Mary had lived in the bosom of a particularly sympathetic +family she might have been reckoned almost a genius, so much of poetry +and originality was there in her free unconventional character; but +hitherto it had been Mary's mission in life to be snubbed, whereby she +had acquired a very poor opinion of her own talents.</p> + +<p>'Oh,' she cried with a desperate yawn, while Lesbia smiled her languid +smile over Endymion, 'how I wished something would happen—anything to +stir us out of this statuesque, sleeping-beauty state of being. I verily +believe the spiders are all asleep in the ivy, and the mice behind the +wainscot, and the horses in the stable.'</p> + +<p>'What could happen?' asked Lesbia, with a gentle elevation of pencilled +brows. 'Are not these lovely lines—</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">"And coverlids gold-tinted like the peach,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Or ripe October's faded marigolds,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Fell sleek about him in a thousand folds."</span><br> + +<p>Faded marigolds! Is not that intensely sweet?'</p> + +<p>'Very well for your sleepy Keats, but I don't suppose you would have +noticed the passage if marigolds were not in fashion,' said Mary, with a +touch of scorn. 'What could happen? Why a hundred things—an earthquake, +flood, or fire. What could happen, do you say, Lesbia? Why Maulevrier +might come home unexpectedly, and charm us out of this death-in-life.'</p> + +<p>'He would occasion a good deal of unpleasantness if he did,' answered +Lesbia, coldly. 'You know how angry he has made grandmother.'</p> + +<p>'Because he keeps race-horses which have an unlucky knack of losing,' +said Mary, dubiously. 'I suppose if his horses won, grandmother would +rather approve?'</p> + +<p>'Not at all. That would make hardly any difference, except that he would +not ruin himself quite so quickly. Grandmother says that a young man +who goes on the turf is sure to be ruined sooner or later. And then +Maulevrier's habits are altogether wild and foolish. It is very hard +upon grandmother, who has such noble ambition for all of us.'</p> + +<p>'Not for me,' answered Mary smiling. 'Her views about me are very +humble. She considers that I shall be most fortunate if a doctor or a +lawyer condescend to like me well enough to make me an offer. He might +make me the offer without liking me, for the sake of hearing himself and +his wife announced as Mr. and Lady Mary Snooks at dinner parties. That +would be too horrid! But I daresay such things have happened.'</p> + +<p>'Don't talk nonsense, Mary,' said Lesbia, loftily. 'There is no reason +why you should not make a really good marriage, if you follow +grandmother's advice and don't affect eccentricity.'</p> + +<p>'I don't affect eccentricity, but I'm afraid I really am eccentric,' +murmured Mary, meekly, 'for I like so many things I ought not to like, +and detest so many things which I ought to admire.'</p> + +<p>'I daresay you will have tamed down a little before you are presented,' +said Lesbia, carelessly.</p> + +<p>She could not even affect a profound interest in anyone but herself. She +had a narrowness of mental vision which prevented her looking beyond the +limited circle of her own pleasures, her own desires, her own dreams and +hopes. She was one of those strictly correct young women who was not +likely to do much harm in the world but who was just as unlikely to do +any good. Mary sighed, and went back to her book, a bulky volume of +travels, and tried to lose herself in the sandy wastes of Africa, and to +be deeply interested in the sources of the Congo, not, in her heart of +hearts, caring a straw whether that far-away river comes from the +mountains of the moon, or from the moon itself. To-day she could not pin +her mind to pages which might have interested her at another time. Her +thoughts were with Lord Maulevrier, that fondly-loved only brother, just +seven years her senior, who had taken to race-horses and bad ways, and +seemed to be trying his hardest to dissipate the splendid fortune which +his grandmother, the dowager Countess, had nursed so judiciously during +his long minority. Maulevrier and Mary had always been what the young +man called 'no end of chums.'</p> + +<p>He called her his own brown-eyed Molly, much to the annoyance of Lady +Maulevrier and Lesbia; and Mary's life was all gladness when Maulevrier +was at Fellside. She devoted herself wholly to his amusements, rode and +drove with him, followed on her pony when he went otter hunting, and +very often abandoned the pony to the care of some stray mountain youth +in order to join the hunters, and go leaping from stone to stone on the +margin of the stream, and occasionally, in moments of wild excitement, +when the hounds were in full cry, splashing in and out of the water, +like a naiad in a neat little hunting-habit.</p> + +<p>Mary looked after Maulevrier's stable when he was away, and had supreme +command of a kennel of fox-terriers which cost her brother more money +than the Countess would have cared to know; for in the wide area of Lady +Maulevrier's ambition there was no room for two hundred guinea +fox-terriers, were they never so perfect.</p> + +<p>Altogether Mary's life was a different life when her brother was at +home; and in his absence the best part of her days were spent in +thinking about him and fulfilling the duties of her position as his +representative in stable and kennel, and among certain rustics in the +district, chiefly of the sporting type, who were Maulevrier's chosen +allies or <i>protégés</i>.</p> + +<p>Never, perhaps, had two girls of patrician lineage lived a more secluded +life than Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters. They had known no pleasures +beyond the narrow sphere of home and home friends. They had never +travelled—they had seen hardly anything of the outside world. They had +never been to London or Paris, or to any city larger than York; and +their visits to that centre of dissipation had been of the briefest, a +mere flash of mild gaiety, a horticultural show or an oratorio, and back +by express train, closely guarded by governess and footmen, to Fellside. +In the autumn, when the leaves were falling in the wooded grounds of +Fellside, the young ladies were sent, still under guardianship of +governesses and footmen, to some quiet seaside resort between Alnwick +and Edinburgh, where Mary lived the wild free life she loved, roaming +about the beach, boating, shrimping, seaweed-gathering, making hard work +for the governesses and footmen who had been sent in charge of her.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier never accompanied her granddaughters on these occasions. +She was a vigorous old woman, straight as a dart, slim as a girl, active +in her degree as any young athlete among those hills, and she declared +that she never felt the need of change of air. The sodden shrubberies, +the falling leaves, did her no harm. Never within the memory of this +generation had she left Fellside. Her love of this mountain retreat was +a kind of <i>culte</i>. She had come here broken spirited, perhaps broken +hearted, bringing her dead husband from the little inn at Great Langdale +forty years ago, and she had hardly left the spot since that day.</p> + +<p>In those days Fellside House was a very different kind of dwelling from +the gracious modern Tudor mansion which now crowned and beautified the +hill-side above Grasmere Lake. It was then an old rambling stone house, +with queer little rooms and inconvenient passages, low ceilings, +thatched gables, and all manner of strange nooks and corners. Lady +Maulevrier was of too strictly conservative a temper to think of +pulling down an old house which had been in her husband's family for +generations. She left the original cottage undisturbed, and built her +new house at right angles with it, connecting the two with a wide +passage below and a handsome corridor above, so that access should be +perfect in the event of her requiring the accommodation of the old +quaint, low ceiled rooms for her family or her guests. During forty +years no such necessity had ever arisen; but the old house, known as the +south wing, was still left intact, the original furniture undisturbed, +although the only occupants of the building were her ladyship's faithful +old house-steward, James Steadman, and his elderly wife.</p> + +<p>The house which Lady Maulevrier had built for herself and her +grandchildren had not been created all at once, though the nucleus +dating forty years back was a handsome building. She had added more +rooms as necessity or fancy dictated, now a library with bedrooms over +it, now a music room for Lady Lesbia and her grand piano—anon a +billiard-room, as an agreeable surprise for Maulevrier when he came home +after a tour in America. Thus the house had grown into a long low pile +of Tudor masonry—steep gables, heavily mullioned casements, grey stone +walls, curtained with the rich growth of passion-flower, magnolia, +clematis, myrtle and roses—and all those flowers which thrive and +flourish in that mild and sheltered spot.</p> + +<p>The views from those mullioned casements were perfect. Switzerland could +give hardly any more exquisite picture than that lake shut in by hills, +grand and bold in their varied outlines, so rich in their colouring that +the eye, dazzled with beauty, forgot to calculate the actual height of +those craggy peaks and headlands, the mind forgot to despise them +because they were not so lofty as Mont Blanc or the Matterhorn. The +velvet sward of the hill sloped steeply downward from Lady Maulevrier's +drawing-room windows to the road beside the lake, and this road was so +hidden by the wooded screen which bounded her ladyship's grounds that +the lake seemed to lie in the green heart of her gardens, a lovely, +placid lake on summer days, reflecting the emerald hue of the +surrounding hills, and looking like a smooth green meadow, which invited +the foot passenger to cross it.</p> + +<p>The house was approached by a winding carriage drive that led up and up +and up from the road beside the lake, so screened and sheltered by +shrubberies and pine woods, that the stranger knew not whither he was +going, till he came upon an opening in the wood, and the stately Italian +garden in front of a massive stone porch, through which he entered a +spacious oak-panelled hall, and anon, descending a step or two, he found +himself in Lady Maulevrier's drawing-room, and face to face with that +divine view of the everlasting hills, the lake shining below him, +bathed in sunlight.</p> + +<p>Or if it were the stranger's evil fate to come in wet weather, he saw +only a rain-blotted landscape—the blurred outlines of grey mountain +peaks, scowling at him from the other side of a grey pool. But if the +picture without were depressing, the picture within was always good to +look upon, for those oak-panelled or tapestried rooms, communicating by +richly-curtained doorways from drawing room to library, from library to +billiard room, were as perfect as wealth and taste could make them. Lady +Maulevrier argued that as there was but one house among all the +possessions of her race which she cared to inhabit, she had a right to +make that house beautiful, and she had spared nothing upon the +beautification of Fellside; and yet she had spent much less than would +have been squandered by any pleasure-loving dowager, restlessly roving +from Piccadilly to the Engadine, from Pontresina to Nice or Monaco, +winding up with Easter in Paris, and then back to Piccadilly. Her +ladyship's friends wondered that she could care to bury herself alive in +Westmoreland, and expatiated on the eccentricity of such a life; nay, +those who had never seen Fellside argued that Lady Maulevrier had taken +in her old age to hoarding, and that she pigged at a cottage in the Lake +district, in order to swell a fortune which young Maulevrier would set +about squandering as soon as she was in her coffin. But here they were +wrong. It was not in Lady Maulevrier's nature to lead a sordid life in +order to save money. Yet in these quiet years that were gone—starting +with that golden nucleus which her husband was supposed to have brought +home from India, obtained no one knows how, the Countess had amassed one +of the largest fortunes possessed by any dowager in the peerage. She had +it, and she held it, with a grasp that nothing but death could loosen; +nay, that all-foreseeing mind of hers might contrive to cheat grim death +itself, and to scheme a way for protecting this wealth, even when she +who had gathered and garnered it should be mouldering in her grave. The +entailed estates belonged to Maulevrier, were he never such a fool or +spendthrift; but this fortune of the dowager's was her own, to dispose +of as she pleased, and not a penny of it was likely to go to the young +Earl.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier's pride and hopes were concentrated upon her +granddaughter Lesbia. She should be the inheritress of this noble +fortune—she should spread and widen the power of the Maulevrier race. +Lesbia's son should link the family name with the name of his father; +and if by any hazard of fate the present Earl should die young and +childless, the old Countess's interest should be strained to the +uttermost to obtain the title for Lesbia's offspring. Why should she not +be Countess of Maulevrier in her own right? But in order to make this +future possible the most important factor in the sum was yet to be +found in the person of a husband for Lady Lesbia—a husband worthy of +peerless beauty and exceptional wealth, a husband whose own fortune +should be so important as to make him above suspicion. That was Lady +Maulevrier's scheme—to wed wealth to wealth—to double or quadruple the +fortune she had built up in the long slow years of her widowhood, and +thus to make her granddaughter one of the greatest ladies in the land; +for it need hardly be said that the man who was to wed Lady Lesbia must +be her equal in wealth and lineage, if not her superior.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier was not a miser. She was liberal and benevolent to all +who came within the circle of her life. Wealth for its own sake she +valued not a jot. But she lived in an age in which wealth is power, and +ambition was her ruling passion. As she had been ambitious for her +husband in the days that were gone, she was now ambitious for her +granddaughter. Time had intensified the keen eagerness of her mind. She +had been disappointed, cruelly, bitterly, in the ambition of her youth. +She had been made to drink the cup of shame and humiliation. But to this +ambition of her old age she held with even greater tenacity. God help +her if she should be disappointed here!</p> + +<p>It is not to be supposed that so astute a schemer as Lady Maulevrier had +not surveyed the marriage market in order to discover that fortunate +youth who should be deemed worthy to become the winner of Lesbia's hand. +Years ago, when Lesbia was still in the nursery, the dowager had made +herself informed of the age, weight, and colours of every likely runner +in the matrimonial stakes; or, in plainer words, had kept herself, by +her correspondence with a few intimate friends, and her close study of +the fashionable newspapers, thoroughly acquainted with the characters +and exploits, the dispositions and antecedents, of those half-dozen +elder sons, among whom she hoped to find Lesbia's lord and master. She +knew her peerage by heart, and she knew the family history of every +house recorded therein; the sins and weaknesses, the follies and losses +of bygone years; the taints, mental and physical; the lateral branches +and intermarriages; the runaway wives and unfaithful husbands; idiot +sons or scrofulous daughters. She knew everything that was to be known +about that aristocratic world into which she had been born sixty-seven +years ago; and the sum-total of her knowledge was that there was one man +whom she desired for her granddaughter's husband—one man, and one only, +and into whose hands, when earth and sky should fade from her glazing +eyes, she could be content to resign the sceptre of power.</p> + +<p>There were no doubt half-a-dozen, or more, in the list of elder sons, +who were fairly eligible. But this young man was the Achilles in the +rank and file of chivalry, and her soul yearned to have him and no other +for her darling.</p> + +<p>Her soul yearned to him with a tenderness which was not all on Lesbia's +account. Forty-nine years ago she had fondly loved his father—loved him +and had been fain to renounce him; for Ronald Hollister, afterwards Earl +of Hartfield, was then a younger son, and the two families had agreed +that marriage between paupers was an impudent flying in the face of +Providence, which must be put down with an iron hand. Lord Hartfield +sent his son to Turkey in the diplomatic service; and the old dowager +Lady Carrisbrook whisked her niece off to London, and kept her there, +under watch and ward, till Lord Maulevrier proposed and was accepted by +her. There should be no foolishness, no clandestine correspondence. The +iron hand crushed two young hearts, and secured a brilliant future for +the bodies which survived.</p> + +<p>Fifteen years later Ronald's elder brother died unmarried. He abandoned +that career of vagrant diplomacy which had taken him all over Europe, +and as far as Washington, and re-appeared in London, the most elegant +man of his era, but thoroughly <i>blasé</i>. There were rumours of an unhappy +attachment in the Faubourg Saint Germain; of a tragedy at Petersburg. +Society protested that Lord Hartfield would die a bachelor, as his +brother died before him. The Hollisters are not a marrying family, said +society. But six or seven years after his return to England Lord +Hartfield married Lady Florence Ilmington, a beauty in her first season, +and a very sweet but somewhat prudish young person. The marriage +resulted in the birth of an heir, whose appearance upon this mortal +stage was followed within a year by his father's exit. Hence the +Hartfield property, always a fine estate, had been nursed and fattened +during a long minority, and the present Lord Hartfield was reputed one +of the richest young men of his time. He was also spoken of as a +superior person, inheriting all his father's intellectual gifts, and +having the reputation of being singularly free from the vices of +profligate youth. He was neither prig nor pedant, and he was very +popular in the best society; but he was not ashamed to let it be seen +that his ambition soared higher than the fashionable world of turf and +stable, cards and pigeon matches.</p> + +<p>Though not of the gay world, nor in it, Lady Maulevrier had contrived to +keep herself thoroughly <i>en rapport</i> with society. Her few chosen +friends, with whom she corresponded on terms of perfect confidence, were +among the best people in London—not the circulators of club-house +canards, the pickers-up of second-hand gossip from the society papers, +but actors in the comedy of high life, arbiters of fashion and taste, +born and bred in the purple.</p> + +<p>Last season Lord Hartfield's absence had cast a cloud over the +matrimonial horizon. He had been a traveller for more than a +year—Patagonia, Peru, the Pyramids, Japan, the North Pole—society +cared not where—the fact that he was gone was all-sufficient. Bachelors +a shade less eligible came to the front in his absence and became first +favourites. Lady Maulevrier, well informed in advance, had deferred +Lesbia's presentation till next season, when she was told Lord Hartfield +would certainly re-appear. His plans had been made for return before +Christmas; and it would seem that his scheme of life was laid down with +as much precision as if he had been a prince of the blood royal. Thus it +happened, to Lesbia's intense disgust, that her <i>début</i> was deferred +till the verge of her twentieth birthday. It would never do, Lady +Maulevrier told herself, for the edge to be taken off the effect which +Lesbia's beauty was to make on society during Lord Hartfield's absence. +He must be there, on the spot, to see this star rise gently and slowly +above society's horizon, and to mark how everybody bowed down and +worshipped the new light.</p> + +<p>'I shall be an old woman before I appear in society,' said Lesbia, +petulantly; 'and I shall be like a wild woman of the woods; for I have +seen nothing, and know nothing of the civilised world.'</p> + +<p>'You will be ever so much more attractive than the young women I hear +of, who have seen and known a great deal too much,' answered the +dowager; and as her granddaughter knew that Lady Maulevrier's word was a +law that altered not, there were no more idle repinings.</p> + +<p>Her ladyship gave no reason for the postponement of Lesbia's +presentation. She was far too diplomatic to breathe a word of her ideas +with regard to Lord Hartfield. Anything like a matrimonial scheme would +have been revolting to Lesbia, who had grand, but not sordid views about +matrimony. She thought it her mission to appear and to conquer. A crowd +of suitors would sigh around her, like the loves and graces round that +fair Belinda whose story she had read so often; and it would be her part +to choose the most worthy. The days are gone when a girl would so much +as look at such a fribble as Sir Plume. Her virgin fancy demands the +Tennysonian ideal, the grave and knightly Arthur.</p> + +<p>But when Lesbia thought of the most worthy, it was always of the +worthiest in her own particular sphere; and he of course would be titled +and wealthy, and altogether fitted to be her husband. He would take her +by the hand and lead her to a higher seat on the dais, and place upon +her head, or at least upon her letter-paper and the panels of her +carriage, a coronet in which the strawberry leaves should stand out more +prominently than in her brother's emblazonment. Lesbia's mind could not +conceive an ignoble marriage, or the possibility of the most worthy +happening to be found in a lower circle than her own.</p> + +<p>And now it was the end of July, and the season which should have been +glorified by Lady Lesbia's <i>début</i> was over and done with. She had read +in the society papers of all the balls, and birthdays, and race +meetings, and regattas, and cricket matches, and gowns, and parasols, +and bonnets—what this beauty wore on such an occasion, and how that +other beauty looked on another occasion—and she felt as she read like a +spell-bound princess in a fairy tale, mewed up in a battlemented tower, +and deprived of her legitimate share in all the pleasures of earth. She +had no patience with Mary—that wild, unkempt, ungraceful creature, who +could be as happy as summer days are long, racing about the hills with +her bamboo alpenstock, rioting with a pack of fox-terriers, practising +long losers, rowing on the lake, doing all things unbecoming Lady +Maulevrier's granddaughter.</p> + +<p>That long rainy day dragged its slow length to a close; and then came fine +days, in which Molly and her fox-terriers went wandering over the sunlit +hills, skipping and dancing across the mountain streamlets—gills, as they +were called in this particular world—almost as gaily as the shadows of +fleecy cloudlets dancing up yonder in the windy sky. Molly spent half her +days among the hills, stealing off from governess and grandmother and the +stately beauty sister, and sometimes hardly being missed by them, so ill +did her young exuberance harmonise with their calmer life.</p> + +<p>'One can tell when Mary is at home by a perpetual banging of doors,' +said Lesbia, which was a sisterly exaggeration founded upon fact, for +Molly was given to impetuous rushing in and out of rooms when that eager +spirit of hers impelled the light lithe body upon some new expedition. +Nor is the society of fox-terriers conducive to repose or stateliness of +movement; and Maulevrier's terriers, although strictly forbidden the +house, were for ever breaking bonds and leaping in upon Molly's +retirement at all unreasonable hours. She and they were enchanted to get +away from the beautiful luxurious rooms, and to go roving by hill-side +and force, away to Easedale Tarn, to bask for hours on the grassy margin +of the deep still water, or to row round and round the mountain lake in +a rotten boat. It was here, or in some kindred spot, that Molly got +through most of her reading—here that she read Shakespeare, Byron, and +Shelley, and Wordsworth—dwelling lingeringly and lovingly upon every +line in which that good old man spoke of her native land. Sometimes she +climbed to higher ground, and felt herself ever so much nearer heaven +upon the crest of Silver Howe, or upon the rugged stony steep of Dolly +Waggon pike, half way up the dark brow of Helvellyn; sometimes she +disappeared for hours, and climbed to the summit of the hill, and +wandered in perilous pathways on Striding Edge, or by the dark still +water of the Red Tarn. This had been her life ever since she had been +old enough to have an independent existence; and the hills and the +lakes, and the books of her own choosing, had done a great deal more in +ripening her mind than Fräulein Müller and that admirable series of +educational works which has been provided for the tuition of modern +youth. Grammars and geographies, primers and elementary works of all +kinds, were Mary's detestation; but she loved books that touched her +heart and filled her mind with thoughts wide and deep enough to reach +into the infinite of time and space, the mystery of mind and matter, +life and death.</p> + +<p>Nothing occurred to break the placid monotony of life at Fellside for +three long days after that rainy morning; and then came an event which, +although commonplace enough in itself, marked the beginning of a new era +in the existence of Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters.</p> + +<p>It was evening, and the two girls were dawdling about on the sloping +lawn before the drawing-room windows, where Lady Maulevrier read the +newspapers in her own particular chair by one of those broad Tudor +windows, according to her infallible custom. Remote as her life bad been +from the busy world, her ladyship had never allowed her knowledge of +public life and the bent of modern thought to fall into arrear. She took +a keen interest in politics, in progress of all kinds. She was a staunch +Conservative, and looked upon every Liberal politician as her personal +enemy; but she took care to keep herself informed of everything that was +being said or done in the enemy's camp. She had an intense respect for +Lord Bacon's maxim: Knowledge is power. It was a kind of power secondary +to the power of wealth, perhaps; but wealth unprotected by wisdom would +soon dwindle into poverty.</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia sauntered about the lawn, looking very elegant in her +cream-coloured Indian silk gown, very listless, very tired of her lovely +surroundings. Neither lake nor mountain possessed any charm for her. She +had had too much of them. Mary roamed about with a swifter footstep, +looking at the roses, plucking off a dead leaf, or a cankered bud here +and there. Presently she tore across the lawn to the shrubbery which +screened the lawn and flower gardens from the winding carriage drive +sunk many feet below, and disappeared in a thicket of arbutus and Irish +yew.</p> + +<p>'What terribly hoydenish manners!' murmured Lesbia, with a languid shrug +of her shoulders, as she strolled back to the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>She cared very little for the newspapers, for politics not at all; but +anything was better than everlasting contemplation of the blue still +water, and the rugged crest of Helm Crag.</p> + +<p>'What was the matter with Mary that she rushed off like a mad woman?' +inquired Lady Maulevrier, looking up from the <i>Times</i>.</p> + +<p>'I haven't the least idea. Mary's movements are quite beyond the limits +of my comprehension. Perhaps she has gone after a bird's-nest.'</p> + +<p>Mary was intent upon no bird's-nest. Her quick ear had caught the sound +of manly voices in the winding drive under the pine wood; and surely, +yes, surely one was a clear and familiar voice, which heralded the +coming of happiness. In such a moment she seemed to have wings. She +became unconscious that she touched the earth; she went skimming +bird-like over the lawn, and in and out, with fluttering muslin frock, +among arbutus and bay, yew and laurel, till she stood poised lightly on +the top of the wooded bank which bordered the steep ascent to Lady +Maulevrier's gate, looking down at two figures which were sauntering up +the drive.</p> + +<p>They were both young men, both tall, broad-shouldered, manly, walking +with the easy swinging movement of men accustomed to active exercise. +One, the handsomer of the two in Mary's eyes, since she thought him +simply perfection, was fair-haired, blue-eyed, the typical Saxon. This +was Lord Maulevrier. The other was dark, bronzed by foreign travel, +perhaps, with black hair, cut very close to an intelligent-looking head, +bared to the evening breeze.</p> + +<p>'Hulloa!' cried Maulevrier. 'There's Molly. How d'ye do, old girl?'</p> + +<p>The two men looked up, and Molly looked down. Delight at her brother's +return so filled her heart and mind that there was no room left for +embarrassment at the appearance of a stranger.</p> + +<p>'O, Maulevrier, I am so glad! I have been pining for you. Why didn't you +write to say you were coming? It would have been something to look +forward to.'</p> + +<p>'Couldn't. Never knew from day to day what I was going to be up to; +besides, I knew I should find you at home.'</p> + +<p>'Of course. We are always at home,' said Mary; 'go up to the house as +fast as ever you can. I'll go and tell grandmother.'</p> + +<p>'And tell them to get us some dinner,' said Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>Mary's fluttering figure dipped and was gone, vanishing in the dark +labyrinth of shrubs. The two young men sauntered up to the house.</p> + +<p>'We needn't hurry,' said Maulevrier to his companion, whom he had not +taken the trouble to introduce to his sister. 'We shall have to wait for +our dinner.'</p> + +<p>'And we shall have to change our dusty clothes,' added the other; 'I +hope that man will bring our portmanteaux in time.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, we needn't dress. We can spend the evening in my den, if you +like!'</p> + +<p>Mary flew across the lawn again, and bounded up the steps of the +verandah—a picturesque Swiss verandah which made a covered promenade in +front of the house.</p> + +<p>'Mary, may I ask the meaning of this excitement,' inquired her ladyship, +as the breathless girl stood before her.</p> + +<p>'Maulevrier has come home.'</p> + +<p>'At last?'</p> + +<p>'And he has brought a friend.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed! He might have done me the honour to inquire if his friend's +visit would be agreeable. What kind of person?'</p> + +<p>'I have no idea. I didn't look at him. Maulevrier is looking so well. +They will be here in a minute. May I order dinner for them?'</p> + +<p>'Of course, they must have dinner,' said her ladyship, resignedly, as if +the whole thing were an infliction; and Mary ran out and interviewed the +butler, begging that all things might be made particularly comfortable +for the travellers. It was nine o'clock, and the servants were enjoying +their eventide repose.</p> + +<p>Having given her orders, Mary went back to the drawing-room, impatiently +expectant of her brother's arrival, for which event Lesbia and her +grandmother waited with perfect tranquillity, the dowager calmly +continuing the perusal of her <i>Times</i>, while Lesbia sat at her piano in +a shadowy corner, and played one of Mendelssohn's softest Lieder. To +these dreamy strains Maulevrier and his friend presently entered.</p> + +<p>'How d'ye do, grandmother? how do, Lesbia? This is my very good friend +and Canadian travelling companion, Jack Hammond—Lady Maulevrier, Lady +Lesbia.'</p> + +<p>'Very glad to see you, Mr. Hammond,' said the dowager, in a tone so +purely conventional that it might mean anything. 'Hammond? I ought to +remember your family—the Hammonds of----'</p> + +<p>'Of nowhere,' answered the stranger in the easiest tone; 'I spring from +a race of nobodies, of whose existence your ladyship is not likely to +have heard.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_VI"></a><h2>CHAPTER VI.</h2> + +<h3>MAULEVRIER'S HUMBLE FRIEND.</h3> +<br> + +<p>That faint interest which Lady Lesbia had felt in the advent of a +stranger dwindled to nothing after Mr. Hammond's frank avowal of his +insignificance. At the very beginning of her career, with the world +waiting to be conquered by her, a high-born beauty could not be expected +to feel any interest in nobodies. Lesbia shook hands with her brother, +honoured the stranger with a stately bend of her beautiful throat, and +then withdrew herself from their society altogether as it were, and +began to explore her basket of crewels, at a distant table, by the soft +light of a shaded lamp, while Maulevrier answered his grandmother's +questions, and Mary stood watching him, hanging on his words, as if +unconscious of any other presence.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond went over to the window and looked out at the view. The moon +was rising above the amphitheatre of hills, and her rays were silvering +the placid bosom of the lake. Lights were dotted here and there about +the valley, telling of village life. The Prince of Wales's hotel yonder +sparkled with its many lights, like a castle in a fairy tale. The +stranger had looked upon many a grander scene, but on none more lovely. +Here were lake and mountain in little, without the snow-peaks and awful +inaccessible regions of solitude and peril; homely hills that one might +climb, placid English vales in which English poets have lived and died.</p> + +<p>'Hammond and I mean to spend a month or six weeks with you, if you can +make us comfortable,' said Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'I am delighted to hear that you can contemplate staying a month +anywhere,' replied her ladyship. 'Your usual habits are as restless as +if your life were a disease. It shall not be my fault if you and Mr. +Hammond are uncomfortable at Fellside.'</p> + +<p>There was courtesy, but no cordiality in the reply. If Mr. Hammond was a +sensitive man, touchily conscious of his own obscurity, he must have +felt that he was not wanted at Fellside—that he was an excrescence, +matter in the wrong place.</p> + +<p>Nobody had presented the stranger to Lady Mary. It never entered into +Maulevrier's mind to be ceremonious about his sister Molly. She was so +much a part of himself that it seemed as if anyone who knew him must +needs know her. Molly sat a little way from the window by which Mr. +Hammond was standing, and looked at him doubtfully, wonderingly, with +not altogether a friendly eye, as he stood with his profile turned to +her, and his eyes upon the landscape. She was inclined to be jealous of +her brother's friend, who would most likely deprive her of much of that +beloved society. Hitherto she had been Maulevrier's chosen companion, at +Fellside—indeed, his sole companion after the dismissal of his tutor. +Now this brown, bearded stranger would usurp her privileges—those two +young men would go roaming over the hills, fishing, otter-hunting, going +to distant wrestling matches and leaving her at home. It was a hard +thing, and she was prepared to detest the interloper. Even to-night she +would be a loser by his presence. Under ordinary circumstances she would +have gone to the dining-room with Maulevrier, and sat by him and waited +upon him as he ate. But she dared not intrude herself upon a meal that +was to be shared with a stranger.</p> + +<p>She looked at John Hammond critically, eager to find fault with his +appearence; but unluckily for her present humour there was not much room +for fault-finding.</p> + +<p>He was tall, broad-shouldered, well-built. His enemies would hardly deny +that he was good-looking—nay, even handsome. The massive regular +features were irreproachable. He was more sunburnt than a gentleman +ought to be, Mary thought. She told herself that his good looks were of +a vulgar quality, like those of Charles Ford, the champion wrestler, +whom she saw at the sports the other day. Why did Maulevrier pick up a +companion who was evidently not of his own sphere? Hoydenish, +plain-spoken, frank and affectionate as Mary Haselden was, she knew that +she belonged to a race apart, that there were circles beneath circles, +below her own world, circles which hers could never touch, and she +supposed Mr. Hammond to be some waif from one of those nethermost +worlds—a village doctor's son, perhaps, or even a tradesman's—sent to +the University by some benevolent busybody, and placed at a disadvantage +ever afterwards, an unfortunate anomaly, suspended between two worlds +like Mahomet's coffin.</p> + +<p>The butler announced that his lordship's dinner was served.</p> + +<p>'Come along, Molly,' said Maulevrier; 'come and tell me about the +terriers, while I eat my dinner.'</p> + +<p>Mary hesitated, glanced doubtfully at her grandmother, who made no sign, +and then slipped out of the room, hanging fondly on her brother's arm, +and almost forgetting that there was any such person as Mr. Hammond in +existence.</p> + +<p>When these three were gone Lady Lesbia expressed herself strongly upon +Maulevrier's folly in bringing such a person as Mr. Hammond to Fellside.</p> + +<p>'What are we to do with him, grandmother?' she said, pettishly. 'Is he +to live with us, and be one of us, a person of whose belongings we know +positively nothing, who owns that his people are common?'</p> + +<p>'My dear, he is your brother's friend, and we have the right to suppose +he is a gentleman.'</p> + +<p>'Not on that account,' said Lesbia, more sharply than her wont. 'Didn't +he make a friend, or almost a friend of Jack Howell, the huntsman, and +of Ford, the wrestler. I have no confidence in Maulevrier's ideas of +fitness.'</p> + +<p>'We shall find out all about this Mr. Hamleigh—no Hammond—in a day or +two,' replied her ladyship, placidly; 'and in the meantime we must +tolerate him, and be grateful to him if he reconcile Maulevrier to +remaining at Fellside for the next six weeks.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia was silent. She did not consider Maulevrier's presence at +Fellside an unmitigated advantage, or, indeed, his presence anywhere. +Those two were not sympathetic. Maulevrier made fun of his elder +sister's perfections, chaffed her intolerably about the great man she +was going to captivate, in her first season, the great houses in which +she was going to reign. Lesbia despised him for that neglect of all his +opportunities of culture which had left him, after the most orthodox and +costly curriculum, almost as ignorant as a ploughboy. She despised a man +whose only delight was in horse and hound, gun and fishing-tackle. Molly +would have cared very little for the guns or the fishing-tackle perhaps +in the abstract; but she cared for everything that interested +Maulevrier, even to the bagful of rats which were let loose in the +stable-yard sometimes, for the education of a particularly game +fox-terrier.</p> + +<p>There was plenty of talk and laughter at the dinner-table, while the +Countess and Lady Lesbia conversed gravely and languidly in the +dimly-lighted drawing-room. The dinner was excellent, and both +travellers were ravenous. They had eaten nothing since breakfast, and +had driven from Windermere on the top of the coach in the keen evening +air. When the sharp edge of the appetite was blunted, Maulevrier began +to talk of his adventures since he and Molly had last met. He had not +being dissipating in London all the time—or, indeed, any great part of +the time of his absence from Fellside; but Molly had been left in +Cimmerian, darkness as to his proceedings. He never wrote a letter if he +could possibly avoid doing so. If it became a vital necessity to him to +communicate with anyone he telegraphed, or, in his own language, 'wired' +to that person; but to sit down at a desk and labour with pen and ink +was not within his capacities or his views of his mission in life.</p> + +<p>'If a fellow is to write letters he might as well be a clerk in an +office,' he said, 'and sit on a high stool.'</p> + +<p>Thus it happened that when Maulevrier was away from Fellside, no fair +<i>châtelaine</i> of the Middle Ages could be more ignorant of the movements +or whereabouts of her crusader knight than Mary was of her brother's +goings on. She could but pray for him with fond and faithful prayer, and +wait and hope for his return. And now he told her that things had gone +badly with him at Epsom, and worse at Ascot, that he had been, as he +expressed it, 'up a tree,' and that he had gone off to the Black Forest +directly the Ascot week was over, and at Rippoldsau he had met his old +friend and fellow traveller, Hammond, and they had gone for a walking +tour together among the homely villages, the watchmakers, the timber +cutters, the pretty peasant girls. They had danced at fairs—and shot at +village sports—and had altogether enjoyed the thing. Hammond, who was +something of an artist, had sketched a good deal. Maulevrier had done +nothing but smoke his German pipe and enjoy himself.</p> + +<p>'I was glad to find myself in a world where a horse was an exception and +not the rule,' he said.</p> + +<p>'Oh, how I should love to see the Black Forest!' cried Mary, who knew +the first part of Faust by heart, albeit she had never been given +permission to read it, 'the gnomes and the witches—der Freischütz—all +that is lovely. Of course, you went up the Brocken?'</p> + +<p>'Of course,' answered Mr. Hammond; 'Mephistopheles was our <i>valet de +place</i>, and we went up among a company of witches riding on +broomsticks.' And then quoted,</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'Seh' die Bäume hinter Bäumen,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Wie sie schnell vorüberrücken,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Und die Klippen, die sich bücken,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Und die langen Felsennasen,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Wie sie schnarchen, wie sie blasen!'</span><br> + +<p>This was the first time he had addressed himself directly to Mary, who +sat close to her brother's side, and never took her eyes from his face, +ready to pour out his wine or to change his plate, for the serving-men +had been dismissed at the beginning of this unceremonious meal.</p> + +<p>Mary looked at the stranger almost as superciliously as Lesbia might +have done. She was not inclined to be friendly to her brother's friend.</p> + +<p>'Do you read German?' she inquired, with a touch of surprise.</p> + +<p>'You had better ask him what language he does not read or speak,' said +her brother. 'Hammond is an admirable Crichton, my dear—by-the-by, who +was admirable Crichton?—knows everything, can twist your little head +the right way upon any subject.'</p> + +<p>'Oh,' thought Mary, 'highly cultivated, is he? Very proper in a man who +was educated on charity to have worked his hardest at the University.'</p> + +<p>She was not prepared to think very kindly of young men who had been +successful in their college career, since poor Maulevrier had made such +a dismal failure of his, had been gated and sent down, and ploughed, and +had everything ignominious done to him that could be done, which +ignominy had involved an expenditure of money that Lady Maulevrier +bemoaned and lamented until this day. Because her brother had not been +virtuous, Mary grudged virtuous young men their triumphs and their +honours. Great, raw-boned fellows, who have taken their degrees at +Scotch Universities, come to Oxford and Cambridge and sweep the board, +Maulevrier had told her, when his own failures demanded explanation. +Perhaps this Mr. Hammond had graduated north of the Tweed, and had come +southward to rob the native. Mary was not any more inclined to be civil +to him because he was a linguist. He had a pleasant manner, frank and +easy, a good voice, a cheery laugh. But she had not yet made up her mind +that he was a gentleman.</p> + +<p>'If some benevolent old person were to take a fancy to Charles Ford, the +wrestler, and send him to a Scotch University, I daresay he would turn +out just as fine a fellow,' she thought, Ford being somewhat of a +favourite as a local hero.</p> + +<p>The two young men went off to the billiard-room after they had dined. It +was half-past ten by this time, and, of course, Mary did not go with +them. She bade her brother good-night at the dining-room door.</p> + +<p>'Good-night, Molly; be sure you are up early to show me the dogs,' said +Maulevrier, after an affectionate kiss.</p> + +<p>'Good-night, Lady Mary,' said Mr. Hammond, holding out his hand, albeit +she had no idea of shaking hands with him.</p> + +<p>She allowed her hand to rest for an instant in that strong, friendly +grasp. She had not risen to giving a couple of fingers to a person whom +she considered her inferior; but she was inclined to snub Mr. Hammond as +rather a presuming young man.</p> + +<p>'Well, Jack, what do you think of my beauty sister?' asked his lordship, +as he chose his cue from the well-filled rack.</p> + +<p>The lamps were lighted, the table uncovered and ready, Carambole in his +place, albeit it was months since any player had entered the room. +Everything which concerned Maulevrier's comfort or pleasure was done as +if by magic at Fellside; and Mary was the household fairy whose +influence secured this happy state of things.</p> + +<p>'What can any man think except that she is as lovely as the finest of +Reynold's portraits, as that Lady Diana Beauclerk of Colonel Aldridge's, +or the Kitty Fisher, or any example you please to name of womanly +loveliness?'</p> + +<p>'Glad to hear it,' answered Maulevrier, chalking his cue; 'can't say I +admire her myself—not my style, don't you know. Too much of my lady +Di—too little of poor Kitty. But still, of course, it always pleases a +fellow to know that his people are admired; and I know that my +grandmother has views, grand views,' smiling down at his cue. 'Shall I +break?' and he began with the usual miss in baulk.</p> + +<p>'Thank you,' said Mr. Hammond, beginning to play. 'Matrimonial views, of +course. Very natural that her ladyship should expect such a lovely +creature to make a great match. Is there no one in view? Has there been +no family conclave—no secret treaty? Is the young lady fancy free?'</p> + +<p>'Perfectly. She has been buried alive here; except parsons and a few +decent people whom she is allowed to meet now and then at the houses +about here, she has seen nothing of the world. My grandmother has kept +Lesbia as close as a nun. She is not so fond of Molly, and that young +person has wild ways of her own, and gives everybody the slip. +By-the-by, how do you like my little Moll?'</p> + +<p>The adjective was hardly accurate about a young lady who measured five +feet six, but Maulevrier had not yet grown out of the ideas belonging to +that period when Mary was really his little sister, a girl of twelve, +with long hair and short petticoats.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond was slow to reply. Mary had not made a very strong +impression upon him. Dazzled by her sister's pure and classical beauty, +he had no eyes for Mary's homelier charms. She seemed to him a frank, +affectionate girl, not too well-mannered; and that was all he thought of +her.</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid Lady Mary does not like me,' he said, after his shot, which +gave him time for reflection.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Molly is rather <i>farouche</i> in her manners; never would train fine, +don't you know. Her ladyship lectured till she was tired, and now Mary +runs wild, and I suppose will be left at grass till six months before +her presentation, and then they'll put her on the pillar-reins a bit to +give her a better mouth. Good shot, by Jove!'</p> + +<p>John Hammond was used to his lordship's style of conversation, and +understood his friend at all times. Maulevrier was not an intellectual +companion, and the distance was wide between the two men; but his +lordship's gaiety, good-nature, and acuteness made amends for all +shortcomings in culture. And then Mr. Hammond may have been one of those +good Conservatives who do not expect very much intellectual power in an +hereditary legislator.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_VII"></a><h2>CHAPTER VII.</h2> + +<h3>IN THE SUMMER MORNING.</h3> +<br> + +<p>John Hammond loved the wild freshness of morning, and was always eager +to explore a new locality; so he was up at five o'clock next morning, +and out of doors before six. He left the sophisticated beauty of the +Fellside gardens below him, and climbed higher and higher up the Fell, +till he was able to command a bird's-eye view of the lake and village, +and just under his feet, as it were, Lady Maulevrier's favourite abode. +He was provided with a landscape glass which he always carried in his +rambles, and with the aid of this he could see every stone of the +building.</p> + +<p>The house, added to at her ladyship's pleasure, and without regard to +cost, covered a considerable extent of ground. The new part consisted of +a straight range of about a hundred and twenty feet, facing the lake, +and commandingly placed on the crest of a steepish slope; the old +buildings, at right angles with the new, made a quadrangle, the third +and fourth sides of which were formed by the dead walls of servants' +rooms and coach-houses, which had no windows upon this inner enclosed +side. The old buildings were low and irregular, one portion of the roof +thatched, another tiled. In the quadrangle there was an old-fashioned +garden, with geometrical flower-beds, a yew tree hedge, and a stone +sun-dial in the centre. A peacock stalked about in the morning light, +and greeted the newly risen sun with a discordant scream. Presently a +man came out of a half glass door under a verandah which shaded one side +of the quadrangle, and strolled about the garden, stopping here and +there to cut a dead rose, or trim a geranium, a stoutly-built broad +shouldered man, with gray hair and beard, the image of well-fed +respectability.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond wondered a little at the man's leisurely movements as he +sauntered about, whistling to the peacock. It was not the manner of a +servant who had duties to perform—rather that of a gentleman living at +ease, and hardly knowing how to get rid of his time.</p> + +<p>"Some superior functionary, I suppose," thought Hammond, "the +house-steward, perhaps."</p> + +<p>He rambled a long way over the hill, and came back to Fellside by a path +of his own discovering, which brought him to a wooden gate leading into +the stable-yard, just in time to meet Maulevrier and Lady Mary emerging +from the kennel, where his lordship had been inspecting the terriers.</p> + +<p>'Angelina is bully about the muzzle,' said Maulevrier; 'we shall have to +give her away.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, don't,' cried Mary. 'She is a most perfect darling, and laughs so +deliciously whenever she sees me.'</p> + +<p>Angelina was in Lady Mary's arms at this moment; a beautifully marked +little creature, all thew and sinew, palpitating with suppressed +emotions, and grinning to her heart's content.</p> + +<p>Lady Mary looked very fresh and bright in her neat tailor gown, kilted +kirtle, and tight-fitting bodice, with neat little brass buttons. It was +a gown of Maulevrier's ordering, made at his own tailor's. Her splendid +chestnut hair was uncovered, the short crisp curls about her forehead +dancing in the morning air. Her large, bright, brown eyes were dancing, +too, with delight at having her brother home again.</p> + +<p>She shook hands with Mr. Hammond more graciously than last night; but +still with a carelessness which was not complimentary, looking at him +absently, as if she hardly knew that he was there, and hugging Angelina +all the time.</p> + +<p>Hammond told his friend about his ramble over the hills, yonder, up +above that homely bench called 'Rest, and be Thankful,' on the crest of +Loughrigg Fell. He was beginning to learn the names of the hills +already. Yonder darkling brow, rugged, gloomy looking, was Nab Scar; +yonder green slope of sunny pasture, stretching wide its two arms as if +to enfold the valley, was Fairfield; and here, close on the left, as he +faced the lake, were Silver Howe and Helm Crag, with that stony +excrescence on the summit of the latter known as the 'Lion and the +Lamb.' Lady Maulevrier's house stood within a circle of mountain peaks +and long fells, which walled in the deep, placid, fertile valley.</p> + +<p>'If you are not too tired to see the gardens, we might show them to you +before breakfast,' said Maulevrier. 'We have three-quarters of an hour +to the good.'</p> + +<p>'Half an hour for a stroll, and a quarter to make myself presentable +after my long walk,' said Hammond, who did not wish to face the dowager +and Lady Lesbia in disordered apparel. Lady Mary was such an obvious +Tomboy that he might be pardoned for leaving her out of the question.</p> + +<p>They set out upon an exploration of the gardens, Mary clinging to her +brother's arm, as if she wanted to make sure of him, and still carrying +Angelina.</p> + +<p>The gardens were as other gardens, but passing beautiful. The sloping +lawns and richly-timbered banks, winding shrubberies, broad terraces cut +on the side of the hill, gave infinite variety. All that wealth and +taste and labour could do to make those grounds beautiful had been +done—the rarest conifers, the loveliest flowering shrubs grew and +flourished there, and the flowers bloomed as they bloom only in +Lakeland, where every cottage garden can show a wealth of luxurious +bloom, unknown in more exposed and arid districts. Mary was very proud +of those gardens. She had loved them and worked in them from her +babyhood, trotting about on chubby legs after some chosen old gardener, +carrying a few weeds or withered leaves in her pinafore, and fancying +herself useful.</p> + +<p>'I help 'oo, doesn't I, Teeven?' she used to say to the gray-headed old +gardener, who first taught her to distinguish flowers from weeds.</p> + +<p>'I shall never learn as much out of these horrid books as poor old +Stevens taught me,' she said afterwards, when the gray head was at rest +under the sod, and governesses, botany manuals, and hard words from the +Greek were the order of the day.</p> + +<p>Nine o'clock was the breakfast hour at Fellside. There were no family +prayers. Lady Maulevrier did not pretend to be pious, and she put no +restraints of piety upon other people. She went to Church on Sunday +mornings for the sake of example; but she read all the newest scientific +books, subscribed to the Anthropological Society, and thought as the +newest scientific people think. She rarely communicated her opinions +among her own sex; but now and then, in strictly masculine and superior +society, she had been heard to express herself freely upon the nebular +hypothesis and the doctrine of evolution.</p> + +<p>'After all, what does it matter?' she said, finally, with her grand air; +'I have only to marry my granddaughters creditably, and prevent my +grandson going to the dogs, and then my mission on this insignificant +planet will be accomplished. What new form that particular modification +of molecules which you call Lady Maulevrier may take afterwards is +hidden in the great mystery of material life.'</p> + +<p>There was no family prayer, therefore, at Fellside. The sisters had been +properly educated in their religious duties, had been taught the +Anglican faith carefully and well by their governess, Fräulein Müller, +who had become a staunch Anglican before entering the families of the +English nobility, and by the kind Vicar of Grasmere, who took a warm +interest in the orphan girls. Their grandmother had given them to +understand that they might be as religious as they liked. She would be +no let or hindrance to their piety; but they must ask her no awkward +questions.</p> + +<p>'I have read a great deal and thought a great deal, and my ideas are +still in a state of transition,' she told Lesbia; and Lesbia, who was +somewhat automatic in her piety, had no desire to know more.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier seldom appeared in the forenoon. She was an early riser, +being too vivid and highly strung a creature, even at sixty-seven years +of age, to give way to sloth. She rose at seven, summer and winter, but +she spent the early part of the day in her own rooms, reading, writing, +giving orders to her housekeeper, and occasionally interviewing +Steadman, who, without any onerous duties, was certainly the most +influential person in the house. People in the village talked of him, +and envied him so good a berth. He had a gentleman's house to live in, +and to all appearance lived as a gentleman. This tranquil retirement, +free from care or labour, was a rich reward for the faithful service of +his youth. And it was known by the better informed among the Grasmere +people that Mr. Steadman was saving money, and had shares in the +North-Western Railway. These facts had oozed out, of themselves, as it +were. He was not a communicative man, and rarely wasted half an hour at +the snug little inn near St. Oswald's Church, amidst the cluster of +habitations that was once called Kirktown. He was an unsociable man, +people said, and thought himself better than Grasmere folk, the +lodging-house keepers, and guides, and wrestlers, and the honest +friendly souls who were the outcome of that band of Norwegian exiles +which found a home in these peaceful vales.</p> + +<p>Miss Müller, more commonly known as Fräulein, officiated at breakfast. +She never appeared at the board when Lady Maulevrier was present, but in +her ladyship's absence Miss Müller was guardian of the proprieties. She +was a stout, kindly creature, and by no means a formidable dragon. When +the gong sounded, John Hammond went into the dining-room, where he found +Miss Müller seated alone in front of the urn.</p> + +<p>He bowed, quick to read 'governess' or 'companion' in the lady's +appearance; and she bowed.</p> + +<p>'I hope you have had a nice walk,' she said. 'I saw you from my bedroom +window.'</p> + +<p>'Did you? Then I suppose yours is one of the few windows which look into +that curious old quadrangle?'</p> + +<p>'No, there are no windows looking into the quadrangle. Those that were +in the original plan of the house were walled up at her ladyship's +orders, to keep out the cold winds which sweep down from the hills in +winter and early spring, when the edge of Loughrigg Fell is white with +snow. My window looks into the gardens, and I saw you there with his +lordship and Lady Mary.'</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia came in at this moment, and saluted Mr. Hammond with a +haughty inclination of her beautiful head. She looked lovelier in her +simple morning gown of pale blue cambric than in her more elaborate +toilette of last evening; such purity of complexion, such lustrous eyes; +the untarnished beauty of youth, breathing the delicate freshness of a +newly-opened flower. She might be as scornful as she pleased, yet John +Hammond could not withhold his admiration. He was inclined to admire a +woman who kept him at a distance; for the general bent of young women +now-a-days is otherwise.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier and Mary came in, and everyone sat down to breakfast. Lady +Lesbia unbent a little presently, and smiled upon the stranger. There +was a relief in a stranger's presence. He talked of new things, places +and people she had never seen. She brightened and became quite friendly, +deigned to invite the expression of Mr. Hammond's opinions upon music +and art, and after breakfast allowed him to follow her into the +drawing-room, and to linger there fascinated for half an hour, looking +over her newest books, and her last batch of music, but looking most of +all at her, while Maulevrier and Mary were loafing on the lawn outside.</p> + +<p>'What are you going to do with yourself this morning?' asked Maulevrier, +appearing suddenly at the window.</p> + +<p>'Anything you like,' answered Hammond. 'Stay, there is one pilgrimage I +am eager to make. I must see Wordsworth's grave, and Wordsworth's +house.'</p> + +<p>'You shall see them both, but they are in opposite directions—one at +your elbow, the other a four mile walk. Which will you see first? We'll +toss for it,' taking a shilling from a pocketful of loose cash, always +ready for moments of hesitation. 'Heads, house; tails, grave. Tails it +is. Come and have a smoke, and see the poet's grave. The splendour of +the monument, the exquisite neatness with which it is kept, will astound +you, considering that we live in a period of Wordsworth worship.'</p> + +<p>Hammond hesitated, and looked at Lady Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'Aren't you coming?' called Maulevrier from the lawn. 'It was a fair +offer. I've got my cigarette case.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I'm coming,' answered the other, with a disappointed air.</p> + +<p>He had hoped that Lesbia would offer to show him the poet's grave. He +could not abandon that hope without a struggle.</p> + +<p>'Will you come with us, Lady Lesbia? We'll suppress the cigarettes!'</p> + +<p>'Thanks, no,' she said, becoming suddenly frigid. 'I am going to +practice.'</p> + +<p>'Do you never walk in the morning—on such a lovely morning as this?'</p> + +<p>'Not very often.'</p> + +<p>She had re-entered those frozen regions from which his attentions had +lured him for a little while. She had reminded herself of the inferior +social position of this person, in whose conversation she had allowed +herself to be interested.</p> + +<p>'<i>Filons</i>!' cried Maulevrier from below, and they went.</p> + +<p>Mary would have very much liked to go with them, but she did not want to +be intrusive; so she went off to the kennels to see the terriers eat +their morning and only meal of dog biscuit.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_VIII"></a><h2>CHAPTER VIII.</h2> + +<h3>THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON.</h3> +<br> + +<p>The two young men strolled through the village, Maulevrier pausing to +exchange greetings with almost everyone he met, and so to the rustic +churchyard, above the beck.</p> + +<p>The beck was swollen with late rains, and was brawling merrily over its +stony bed; the churchyard grass was deep and cool and shadowy under the +clustering branches. The poet's tomb was disappointing in its unlovely +simplicity, its stern, slatey hue. The plainest granite cross would have +satisfied Mr. Hammond, or a cross in pure white marble, with a +sculptured lamb at the base. Surely the lamb, emblem at once pastoral +and sacred, ought to enter into any monument to Wordsworth; but that +gray headstone, with its catalogue of dates, those stern iron +railings—were these fit memorials of one whose soul so loved nature's +loveliness?</p> + +<p>After Mr. Hammond had seen the little old, old church, and the medallion +portrait inside, had seen all that Maulevrier could show him, in fact, +the two young men went back to the place of graves, and sat on the low +parapet above the beck, smoking their cigarettes, and talking with that +perfect unreserve which can only obtain between men who are old and +tried friends. They talked, as it was only natural they should talk, of +that household at Fellside, where all things were new to John Hammond.</p> + +<p>'You like my sister Lesbia?' said Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'Like her! well, yes. The difficulty with most men must be not to +worship her.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, she's not my style. And she's beastly proud.'</p> + +<p>'A little <i>hauteur</i> gives piquancy to her beauty; I admire a grand +woman.'</p> + +<p>'So do I in a picture. Titian's Queen of Cyprus, or any party of that +kind; but for flesh and blood I like humility—a woman who knows she is +human, and not infallible, and only just a little better than you or me. +When I choose a wife, she will be no such example of cultivated +perfection as my sister Lesbia. I want no goddess, but a nice little +womanly woman, to jog along the rough and tumble road of life with me.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Maulevrier's influence, no doubt, has in a great measure +determined the bent of your sister's character: and from what you have +told me about her ladyship, I should think a fixed idea of her own +superiority would be inevitable in any girl trained by her.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, she is a proud woman—a proud, hard woman—and she has steeped +Lesbia's mind in all her own pet ideas and prejudices. Yet, God knows, +we have little reason to hold our heads high,' said Maulevrier, with a +gloomy look.</p> + +<p>John Hammond did not reply to this remark: perhaps there was some +difficulty for a man situated as he was in finding a fit reply. He +smoked in silence, looking down at the pure swift waters of the Rotha +tumbling over the crags and boulders below.</p> + +<p>'Doesn't somebody say there is always a skeleton in the cupboard, and +the nobler and more ancient the race the bigger the skeleton?' said +Maulevrier, with a philosophical air.</p> + +<p>'Yes, your family secret is an attribute of a fine old race. The +Pelopidæ, for instance—in their case it was not a single skeleton, but +a whole charnel house. I don't think your skeleton need trouble you, +Maulevrier. It belongs to the remote past.'</p> + +<p>'Those things never belong to the past,' said the young man. 'If it were +any other kind of taint—profligacy—madness, even—the story of a duel +that went very near murder—a runaway wife—a rebellious son—a cruel +husband. I have heard such stories hinted at in the records of families. +But our story means disgrace. I seldom see strangers putting their heads +together at the club without fancying they are telling each other about +my grandfather, and pointing me out as the grandson and heir of a +thief.'</p> + +<p>'Why use unduly hard words?'</p> + +<p>'Why should I stoop to sophistication with you, my friend. Dishonesty +is dishonesty all the world over; and to plunder Rajahs on a large scale +is no less vile than to pick a pocket on Ludgate Hill.'</p> + +<p>'Nothing was ever proved against your grandfather.'</p> + +<p>'No, he died in the nick of time, and the inquiry was squashed, thanks +to the Angersthorpe interest, and my grandmother's cleverness. But if he +had lived a few weeks longer England would have rung with the story of +his profligacy and dishonour. Some people say he committed suicide in +order to escape the inquiry; but I have heard my mother emphatically +deny this. My father told her that he had often talked with the people +who kept the little inn where his father died, and they were clear +enough in their assertion that the death was a natural death—the sudden +collapse of an exhausted constitution.'</p> + +<p>'Was it on account of this scandal that your father spent the best part +of his life away from England?' Hammond asked, feeling that it was a +relief to Maulevrier to talk about this secret burden of his.</p> + +<p>The young Earl was light-hearted and frivolous by nature, yet even he +had his graver moments; and upon this subject of the old Maulevrier +scandal he was peculiarly sensitive, perhaps all the more so because his +grandmother had never allowed him to speak to her about it, had never +satisfied his curiosity upon any details of that painful story.</p> + +<p>'I have very little doubt it was so—though I wasn't old enough when he +died to hear as much from his own lips. My father went straight from the +University to Vienna, where he began his career in the diplomatic +service, and where he soon afterwards married a dowerless English girl +of good family. He went to Rio as first secretary, and died of fever +within seven years of his marriage, leaving a widow and three babies, +the youngest in long clothes. Mother and babies all came over to +England, and were at once established at Fellside. I can remember the +voyage—and I can remember my poor mother who never recovered the blow +of my father's death, and who died in yonder house, after five years of +broken health and broken spirits. We had no one but the dowager to look +to as children—hardly another friend in the world. She did what she +liked with us; she kept the girls as close as nuns, so <i>they</i> have never +heard a hint of the old history; no breach of scandal has reached +<i>their</i> ears. But she could not shut me up in a country house for ever, +though she did succeed in keeping me away from a public school. The time +came when I had to go to the University, and there I heard all that had +been said about Lord Maulevrier. The men who told me about the old +scandal in a friendly way pretended not to believe it; but one night, +when I had got into a row at a wine-party with a tailor's son, he told +me that if his father was a snip my grandfather was a thief, and so he +thought himself the better bred of the two. I smashed his nose for him, +but as it was a decided pug before the row began, that hardly squared +the matter.'</p> + +<p>'Did you ever hear the exact story?'</p> + +<p>'I have heard a dozen stories; and if only a quarter of them are true my +grandfather was a scoundrel. It seems that he was immensely popular for +the first year or so of his government, gave more splendid +entertainments than had been given at Madras for half a century before +his time, lavished his wealth upon his favourites. Then arose a rumour +that the governor was insolvent and harassed by his creditors, and then +a new source of wealth seemed to be at his command; he was more +reckless, more princely than ever; and then, little by little, there +arose the suspicion that he was trafficking in English interests, +selling his influence to petty princes, winking at those mysterious +crimes by which rightful heirs are pushed aside to make room for +usurpers. Lastly it became notorious that he was the slave of a wicked +woman, false wife, suspected murderess, whose husband, a native prince, +disappeared from the scene just when his existence became perilous to +the governor's reputation. According to one version of the story, the +scandal of this Rajah's mysterious disappearance, followed not long +after by the Ranee's equally mysterious death, was the immediate cause +of my grandfather's recall. How much, or how little of this story—or +other dark stories of the same kind—is true, whether my grandfather was +a consummate scoundrel, or the victim of a baseless slander,—whether he +left India a rich man or a poor man, is known to no mortal except Lady +Maulevrier, and compared with her the Theban Sphinx was a communicative +individual.'</p> + +<p>'Let the dead bury their dead,' said Hammond. 'Neither you nor your +sisters can be the worse for this ancient slander. No doubt every part +of the story has been distorted and exaggerated in the telling; and a +great deal of it may be pure invention, evolved from the inner +consciousness of the slanderer. God forbid that any whisper of scandal +should ever reach Lady Lesbia's ears.'</p> + +<p>He ignored poor Mary. It was to him as if there were no such person. Her +feeble light was extinguished by the radiance of her sister's beauty; +her very individuality was annihilated.</p> + +<p>'As for you, dear old fellow,' he said, with warm affection, 'no one +will ever think the worse of you on account of your grandfather's +peccadilloes.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, they will. Hereditary genius is one of our modern crazes. When a +man's grandfather was a rogue, there must be a taint in his blood. +People don't believe in spontaneous generation, moral or physical, +now-a-days. Typhoid breeds typhoid, and typhus breeds typhus, just as +dog breeds dog; and who will believe that a cheat and a liar can be the +father of honest men?'</p> + +<p>'In that case, knowing what kind of man the grandson is, I will never +believe that the grandfather was a rogue,' said Hammond, heartily.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier put out his hand without a word, and it was warmly grasped by +his friend.</p> + +<p>'As for her ladyship, I respect and honour her as a woman who has led a +life of self-sacrifice, and has worn her pride as an armour,' continued +Hammond.</p> + +<p>'Yes, I believe the dowager's character is rather fine,' said +Maulevrier; 'but she and I have never hit our horses very well together. +She would have liked such a fellow as you for a grandson, Jack—a man +who took high honours at Oxford, and could hold his own against all +comers. Such a grandson would have gratified her pride, and would have +repaid her for the trouble she had taken in nursing the Maulevrier +estate; for however poor a property it was when her husband went to +India there is no doubt that it is a very fine estate now, and that the +dowager has been the making of it.'</p> + +<p>The two young men strolled up to Easedale Tarn before they went back to +Fellside, where Lady Maulevrier received them with a stately +graciousness, and where Lady Lesbia unbent considerably at luncheon, and +condescended to an animated conversation with her brother's friend. It +was such a new thing to have a stranger at the family board, a man whose +information was well abreast with the march of progress, who could talk +eloquently upon every subject which people care to talk about. In this +new and animated society Lesbia seemed like an enchanted princess +suddenly awakened from a spell-bound slumber. Molly looked at her sister +with absolute astonishment. Never had she seen her so bright, so +beautiful—no longer a picture or a statue, but a woman warm with the +glow of life.</p> + +<p>'No wonder Mr. Hammond admires her,' thought poor Molly, who was quite +acute enough to see the stranger's keen appreciation of her sister's +charms, and positive indifference towards herself.</p> + +<p>There are some things which women find out by instinct, just as the +needle turns towards the magnet. Shut a girl up in a tower till she is +eighteen years old, and on the day of her release introduce her to the +first man her eyes have ever looked upon, and she will know at a glance +whether he admires her.</p> + +<p>After luncheon the four young people started for Rydal Mount; with +Fräulein as chaperon and watch-dog. The girls were both good walkers. +Lady Lesbia even, though she looked like a hot-house flower, had been +trained to active habits, could walk and ride, and play tennis, and +climb a hill as became a mountain-bred damsel. Molly, feeling that her +conversational powers were not appreciated by her brother's friend, took +half a dozen dogs for company, and with three fox-terriers, a little +Yorkshire dog, a colley and an otter-hound, was at no loss for society +on the road, more especially as Maulevrier gave her most of his company, +and entertained her with an account of his Black Forest adventures, and +all the fine things he had said to the fair-haired, blue-eyed Baden +girls, who had sold him photographs or wild strawberries, or had +awakened the echoes of the hills with the music of their rustic flutes.</p> + +<p>Fräulein was perfectly aware that her mission upon this particular +afternoon was not to let Lady Lesbia out of her sight for an instant, to +hear every word the young lady said, and every word Mr. Hammond +addressed to her. She had received no specific instructions from Lady +Maulevrier. They were not necessary, for the Fräulein knew her +ladyship's intentions with regard to her elder granddaughter,—knew +them, at least, so far as that Lesbia was intended to make a brilliant +marriage; and she knew, therefore, that the presence of this handsome +and altogether attractive young man was to the last degree obnoxious to +the dowager. She was obliged to be civil to him for her nephew's sake, +and she was too wise to let Lesbia imagine him dangerous: but the fact +that he was dangerous was obvious, and it was Fräulein's duty to protect +her employer's interests.</p> + +<p>Everybody knew Lord Maulevrier, so there was no difficulty about getting +admission to Wordsworth's garden and Wordsworth's house, and after Mr. +Hammond and his companions had explored these, they went back to the +shores of the little lake, and climbed that rocky eminence upon which +the poet used to sit, above the placid waters of silvery Rydal. It is a +lovely spot, and that narrow lake, so poor a thing were magnitude the +gauge of beauty, had a soft and pensive loveliness in the clear +afternoon light.</p> + +<p>'Poor Wordsworth' sighed Lesbia, as she stood on the grassy crag looking +down on the shining water, broken in the foreground by fringes of +rushes, and the rich luxuriance of water-lilies. 'Is it not pitiable to +think of the years he spent in this monotonous place, without any +society worth speaking of, with only the shabbiest collection of books, +with hardly any interest in life except the sky, and the hills, and the +peasantry?'</p> + +<p>'I think Wordsworth's was an essentially happy life, in spite of his +narrow range,' answered Hammond. 'You, with your ardent youth and vivid +desire for a life of action, cannot imagine the calm blisses of reverie +and constant communion with nature. Wordsworth had a thousand companions +you and I would never dream of; for him every flower that grows was an +individual existence—almost a soul.'</p> + +<p>'It was a mild kind of lunacy, an everlasting opium dream without the +opium; but I am grateful to him for living such a life, since it has +bequeathed us some exquisite poetry,' said Lesbia, who had been too +carefully cultured to fleer or flout at Wordsworth.</p> + +<p>'I do believe there's an otter just under that bank,' cried Molly, who +had been watching the obvious excitement of her bandy-legged hound; and +she rushed down to the brink of the water, leaping lightly from stone to +stone, and inciting the hound to business.</p> + +<p>'Let him alone, can't you?' roared Maulevrier; 'leave him in peace till +he's wanted. If you disturb him now he'll desert his holt, and we may +have a blank day. The hounds are to be out to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>'I may go with you?' asked Mary, eagerly.</p> + +<p>'Well, yes, I suppose you'll want to be in it.' Molly and her brother +went on an exploring ramble along the edge of the water towards +Ambleside, leaving John Hammond in Lesbia's company, but closely guarded +by Miss Müller. These three went to look at Nab Cottage, where poor +Hartley Coleridge ended his brief and clouded days; and they had gone +some way upon their homeward walk before they were rejoined by +Maulevrier and Mary, the damsel's kilted skirt considerably the worse +for mud and mire.</p> + +<p>'What would grandmother say if she were to see you!' exclaimed Lesbia, +looking contemptuously at the muddy petticoat.</p> + +<p>'I am not going to let her see me, so she will say nothing,' cried Mary, +and then she called to the dogs, 'Ammon, Agag, Angelina;' and the three +fox terriers flew along the road, falling over themselves in the +swiftness of their flight, darting, and leaping, and scrambling over +each other, and offering the spectators the most intense example of +joyous animal life.</p> + +<p>The colley was far up on the hill-side, and the otter-hound was still +hunting the water, but the terriers never went out of Mary's sight. They +looked to her to take the initiative in all their sports.</p> + +<p>They were back at Fellside in time for a very late tea. Lady Maulevrier +was waiting for them in the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>'Oh, grandmother, why did you not take your tea!' exclaimed Lesbia, +looking really distressed. 'It is six o'clock.'</p> + +<p>'I am used to have you at home to hand me my cup,' replied the dowager, +with a touch of reproachfulness.</p> + +<p>'I am so sorry,' said Lesbia, sitting down before the tea-table, and +beginning her accustomed duty. 'Indeed, dear grandmother, I had no idea +it was so late; but it was such a lovely afternoon, and Mr. Hammond is +so interested in everything connected with Wordsworth—'</p> + +<p>She was looking her loveliest at this moment, all that was softest in +her nature called forth by her desire to please her grandmother, whom +she really loved. She hung over Lady Maulevrier's chair, attending to +her small wants, and seeming scarcely to remember the existence of +anyone else. In this phase of her character she seemed to Mr. Hammond +the perfection of womanly grace.</p> + +<p>Mary had rushed off to her room to change her muddy gown, and came in +presently, dressed for dinner, looking the picture of innocence.</p> + +<p>John Hammond received his tea-cup from Lesbia's hand, and lingered in +the drawing-room talking to the dowager and her granddaughters till it +was time to dress. Lady Maulevrier found herself favourably impressed by +him in spite of her prejudices. It was very provoking of Maulevrier to +have brought such a man to Fellside. His very merits were objectionable. +She tried with exquisite art to draw him into some revealment as to his +family and antecedents: but he evaded every attempt of that kind. It was +too evident that he was a self-made man, whose intellect and good looks +were his only fortune. It was criminal in Maulevrier to have brought +such a person to Fellside. Her ladyship began to think seriously of +sending the two girls to St. Bees or Tynemouth for change of air, in +charge of Fräulein. But any sudden proceeding of that kind would +inevitably awaken Lesbia's suspicions; and there is nothing so fatal to +a woman's peace as this idea of danger. No, the peril must be faced. She +could only hope that Maulevrier would soon tire of Fellside. A week's +Westmoreland weather—gray skies and long rainy days, would send these +young men away.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_IX"></a><h2>CHAPTER IX.</h2> + +<h3>A CRY IN THE DARKNESS.</h3> +<br> + +<p>The peril had to be faced, for the weather did not favour Lady +Maulevrier's hopes. Westmoreland skies forgot to shed their accustomed +showers. Westmoreland hills seemed to have lost their power of drawing +down the rain. That August was a lovely month, and the young people at +Fellside revelled in ideal weather. Maulevrier took his friend +everywhere—by hill and stream and force and gill—to all those chosen +spots which make the glory of the Lake country—on Windermere and +Thirlmere, away through the bleak pass of Kirkstone to Ullswater—on +driving excursions, and on boating excursions, and pedestrian rambles, +which latter the homely-minded Hammond seemed to like best of all, for +he was a splendid walker, and loved the freedom of a mountain ramble, +the liberty to pause and loiter and waste an hour at will, without being +accountable to anybody's coachman, or responsible for the well-being of +anybody's horses.</p> + +<p>On some occasions the two girls and Miss Müller were of the party, and +then it seemed to John Hammond as if nothing were needed to complete the +glory of earth and sky. There were other days—rougher journeys—when +the men went alone, and there were days when Lady Mary stole away from +her books and music, and all those studies which she was supposed still +to be pursuing—no longer closely supervised by her governess, but on +parole, as it were—and went with her brother and his friend across the +hills and far away. Those were happy days for Mary, for it was always +delight to her to be with Maulevrier; yet she had a profound conviction +of John Hammond's indifference, kind and courteous as he was in all his +dealings with her, and a sense of her own inferiority, of her own humble +charms and little power to please, which was so acute as to be almost +pain. One day this keen sense of humiliation broke from her unawares in +her talk with her brother, as they two sat on a broad heathy slope face +to face with one of the Langdale pikes, and with a deep valley at their +feet, while John Hammond was climbing from rock to rock in the gorge on +their right, exploring the beauties of Dungeon Ghyll.</p> + +<p>'I wonder whether he thinks me very ugly?' said Mary, with her hands +clasped upon her knees, her eyes fixed on Wetherlam, upon whose steep +brow a craggy mass of brown rock clothed with crimson heather stood out +from the velvety green of the hill-side.</p> + +<p>'Who thinks you ugly?'</p> + +<p>'Mr. Hammond. I'm sure he does. I am so sunburnt and so horrid!'</p> + +<p>'But you are not ugly. Why, Molly, what are you dreaming about?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, yes, I am ugly. I may not seem so to you, perhaps, because you are +used to me, but I know he must think me very plain compared with Lesbia, +whom he admires so much.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, he admires Lesbia. There is no doubt of that.'</p> + +<p>'And I know he thinks me plain,' said Molly, contemplating Wetherlam +with sorrowful eyes, as if the sequence were inevitable.</p> + +<p>'My dearest girl, what nonsense! Plain, forsooth? Ugly, quotha? Why, +there are not a finer pair of eyes in Westmoreland than my Molly's, or a +prettier smile, or whiter teeth.'</p> + +<p>'But all the rest is horrid,' said Mary, intensely in earnest. 'I am +sunburnt, freckled, and altogether odious—like a haymaker or a market +woman. Grandmother has said so often enough, and I know it is the truth. +I can see it in Mr. Hammond's manner.'</p> + +<p>'What! freckles and sunburn, and the haymaker, and all that?' cried +Maulevrier, laughing. 'What an expressive manner Jack's must be, if it +can convey all that—like Lord Burleigh's nod, by Jove. Why, what a +goose you are, Mary. Jack thinks you a very nice girl, and a very pretty +girl, I'll be bound; but aren't you clever enough to understand that +when a man is over head and ears in love with one woman, he is apt to +seem just a little indifferent to all the other women in the world? and +there is no doubt Jack is desperately in love with Lesbia.'</p> + +<p>'You ought not to let him be in love with her,' protested Mary. 'You +know it can only lead to his unhappiness. You must know what grandmother +is, and how she has made up her mind that Lesbia is to marry some great +person. You ought not to have brought Mr. Hammond here. It is like +letting him into a trap.'</p> + +<p>'Do you think it was wrong?' asked her brother, smiling at her +earnestness. 'I should be very sorry if poor Jack should come to grief. +But still, if Lesbia likes him—which I think she does—we ought to be +able to talk over the dowager.'</p> + +<p>'Never,' cried Mary. 'Grandmother would never give way. You have no idea +how ambitious she is. Why, once when Lesbia was in a poetical mood, and +said she would marry the man she liked best in the world, if he were a +pauper, her ladyship flew into a terrible passion, and told her she +would renounce her, that she would curse her, if she were to marry +beneath her, or marry without her grandmother's consent.'</p> + +<p>'Hard lines for Hammond,' said Maulevrier, rather lightly. 'Then I +suppose we must give up the idea of a match between him and Lesbia.'</p> + +<p>'You ought not to have brought him here,' retorted Mary. 'You had better +invent some plan for sending him away. If he stay it will be only to +break his heart.'</p> + +<p>'Dear child, men's hearts do not break so easily. I have fancied that +mine was broken more than once in my life, yet it is sound enough, I +assure you.'</p> + +<p>'Oh!' sighed Mary, 'but you are not like him; wounds do not go so deep +with you.'</p> + +<p>The subject of their conversation came out of the rocky cleft in the +hills as Mary spoke. She saw his hat appearing out of the gorge, and +then the man himself emerged, a tall well-built figure, clad in brown +tweed, coming towards them, with sketch-book and colour-box in his +pocket. He had been making what he called memoranda of the waterfall, a +stone or two here, a cluster of ferns there, or a tree torn up by the +roots, and yet green and living, hanging across the torrent, a rude +natural bridge.</p> + +<p>This round by the Langdale Pikes and Dungeon Ghyll was one of their best +days; or, at least, Molly and her brother thought so; for to those two +the presence of Lesbia and her chaperon was always a restraint.</p> + +<p>Mary could walk twice as far as her elder sister, and revelled in +hill-side paths and all manner of rough places. They ordered their +luncheon at the inn below the waterfall, and had it carried up on to the +furzy slope in front of Wetherlam, where they could eat and drink and be +merry to the music of the force as it came down from the hills behind +them, while the lights and shadows came and went upon yonder rugged +brow, now gray in the shadow, now ruddy in the sunshine.</p> + +<p>Mary was as gay as a bird during that rough and ready luncheon. No one +would have suspected her uneasiness about John Hammond's peril or her +own plainness. She might let her real self appear to her brother, who +had been her trusted friend and father confessor from her babyhood; but +she was too thorough a woman to let Mr. Hammond discover the depth of +her sympathy, the tenderness of her compassion for his woes. Later, as +they were walking home across the hills, by Great Langdale and Little +Langdale, and Fox Howe and Loughrigg Fell, she fell behind a few paces +with Maulevrier, and said to him very earnestly—</p> + +<p>'You won't tell, will you, dear?'</p> + +<p>'Tell what?' he asked, staring at her.</p> + +<p>'Don't tell Mr. Hammond what I said about his thinking me ugly. He might +want to apologise to me, and that would be too humiliating. I was very +childish to say such a silly thing.'</p> + +<p>'Undoubtedly you were.'</p> + +<p>'And you won't tell him?'</p> + +<p>'Tell him anything that would degrade my Mary? Assail her dignity by so +much as a breath? Sooner would I have this tongue torn out with red-hot +pincers.'</p> + +<p>On the next day, and the next, sunshine and summer skies still +prevailed; but Mr. Hammond did not seem to care for rambling far afield. +He preferred loitering about in the village, rowing on the lake, reading +in the garden, and playing lawn tennis. He had only inclination for +those amusements which kept him within a stone's throw of Fellside: and +Mary knew that this disposition had arisen in his mind since Lesbia had +withdrawn herself from all share in their excursions. Lesbia had not +been rude to her brother or her brother's friend; she had declined their +invitations with smiles and sweetness; but there was always some +reason—a new song to be practised, a new book to be read, a letter to +be written—why she should not go for drives or walks or steamboat trips +with Maulevrier and his friend.</p> + +<p>So Mr. Hammond suddenly found out that he had seen all that was worth +seeing in the Lake country, and that there was nothing so enjoyable as +the placid idleness of Fellside; and at Fellside Lady Lesbia could not +always avoid him without a too-marked intention, so he tasted the +sweetness of her society to a much greater extent than was good for his +peace, if the case were indeed as hopeless as Lady Mary declared. He +strolled about the grounds with her; he drank the sweet melody of her +voice in Heine's tenderest ballads; he read to her on the sunlit lawn in +the lazy afternoon hours; he played billiards with her; he was her +faithful attendant at afternoon tea; he gave himself up to the study of +her character, which, to his charmed eyes, seemed the perfection of pure +and placid womanhood. There might, perhaps, be some lack of passion and +of force in this nature, a marked absence of that impulsive feeling +which is a charm in some women: but this want was atoned for by +sweetness of character, and Mr. Hammond argued that in these calm +natures there is often an unsuspected depth, a latent force, a grandeur +of soul, which only reveals itself in the great ordeals of life.</p> + +<p>So John Hammond hung about the luxurious drawing-room at Fellside in a +manner which his friend Maulevrier ridiculed as unmanly.</p> + +<p>'I had no idea you were such a tame cat,' he said: 'if when we were +salmon fishing in Canada anybody had told me you could loll about a +drawing-room all day listening to a girl squalling and reading novels, I +shouldn't have believed a word of it.'</p> + +<p>'We had plenty of roughing on the shores of the St. Lawrence,' answered +Hammond. 'Summer idleness in a drawing-room is an agreeable variety.'</p> + +<p>It is not to be supposed that John Hammond's state of mind could long +remain unperceived by the keen eyes of the dowager. She saw the gradual +dawning of his love, she saw the glow of its meridian. She was pleased +to behold this proof of Lesbia's power over the heart of man. So would +she conquer the man foredoomed to be her husband when the coming time +should bring them together. But agreeable as the fact of this first +conquest might be, as an evidence of Lesbia's supremacy among women, the +situation was not without its peril; and Lady Maulevrier felt that she +could no longer defer the duty of warning her granddaughter. She had +wished, if possible, to treat the thing lightly to the very last, so +that Lesbia should never know there had been danger. She had told her, a +few days ago, that those drives, and walks with the two young men were +undignified, even although guarded by the Fräulein's substantial +presence.</p> + +<p>'You are making yourself too much a companion to Maulevrier and his +friend,' said the dowager. 'If you do not take care you will grow like +Mary.'</p> + +<p>'I would do anything in the world to avoid <i>that</i>,' replied Lesbia. 'Our +walks and drives have been very pleasant. Mr. Hammond is extremely +clever, and can talk about everything.'</p> + +<p>Her colour heightened ever so little as she spoke of him, an indication +duly observed by Lady Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'No doubt the man is clever; all adventurers are clever; and you have +sense enough to see that this man is an adventurer—a mere sponge and +toady of Maulevrier's.'</p> + +<p>'There is nothing of the sponge or the toady in his manner,' protested +Lady Lesbia, with a still deeper blush, the warm glow of angry feeling.</p> + +<p>'My dear child, what do you know of such people—or of the atmosphere in +which they are generated? The sponge and toady of to-day is not the +clumsy fawning wretch you have read about in old-fashioned novels. He +can flatter adroitly, and feed upon his friends, and yet maintain a show +of manhood and independence. I'll wager Mr. Hammond's trip to Canada did +not cost him sixpence, and that he hardly opened his purse all the time +he was in Germany.'</p> + +<p>'If my brother wants the company of a friend who is much poorer than +himself, he must pay for it,' argued Lesbia. 'I think Maulevrier is +lucky to have such a companion as Mr. Hammond.'</p> + +<p>Yet, even while she so argued, Lady Lesbia felt in some manner +humiliated by the idea that this man who so palpably worshipped her was +too poor to pay his own travelling expenses.</p> + +<p>Poets and philosophers may say what they will about the grandeur of +plain living and high thinking; but a young woman thinks better of the +plain liver who is not compelled to plainness by want of cash. The idea +of narrow means, of dependence upon the capricious generosity of a +wealthy friend is not without its humiliating influence. Lesbia was +barely civil to Mr. Hammond that evening when he praised her singing; +and she refused to join in a four game proposed by Maulevrier, albeit +she and Mr. Hammond had beaten Mary and Maulevrier the evening before, +with much exultant hilarity.</p> + +<p>Hammond had been at Fellside nearly a month, and Maulevrier was +beginning to talk about a move further northward. There was a grouse +moor in Argyleshire which the two young men talked about as belonging to +some unnamed friend of the Earl's, which they had thought of shooting +over before the grouse season was ended.</p> + +<p>'Lord Hartfield has property in Argyleshire,' said the dowager, when +they talked of these shootings. 'Do you know his estate, Mr. Hammond?'</p> + +<p>'Hammond knows that there is such a place, I daresay,' replied +Maulevrier, replying for his friend.</p> + +<p>'But you do not know Lord Hartfield, perhaps,' said her ladyship, not +arrogantly, but still in a tone which implied her conviction that John +Hammond would not be hand-in-glove with earls, in Scotland or elsewhere.</p> + +<p>'Oh, yes! I know him by sight—every one in Argyleshire knows him by +sight.'</p> + +<p>'Naturally. A young man in his position must be widely known. Is he +popular?'</p> + +<p>'Fairly so.'</p> + +<p>'His father and I were friends many years ago,' said Lady Maulevrier, +with a faint sigh. 'Have you ever heard if he resembles his father?'</p> + +<p>'I believe not. I am told he is like his mother's family.'</p> + +<p>'Then he ought to be handsome. Lady Florence Ilmington was a famous +beauty.'</p> + +<p>They were sitting in the drawing-room after dinner, the room dimly +lighted by darkly-shaded lamps, the windows wide open to the summer sky +and moonlit lake. In that subdued light Lady Maulevrier looked a woman +in the prime of life. The classical modelling of her features and the +delicacy of her complexion were unimpaired by time, while those traces +of thought and care which gave age to her face in the broad light of day +were invisible at night. John Hammond contemplated that refined and +placid countenance with profound admiration. He remembered how her +ladyship's grandson had compared her with the Sphinx; and it seemed to +him to-night, as he studied her proud and tranquil beauty, that there +was indeed something of the mysterious, the unreadable in that +countenance, and that beneath its heroic calm there might be the ashes +of tragic passion, the traces of a life-long struggle with fate. That +such a woman, so beautiful, so gifted, so well fitted to shine and +govern in the great world, should have been content to live a long life +of absolute seclusion in this remote valley was in itself a social +mystery which must needs set an observant young man wondering. It was +all very well to say that Lady Maulevrier loved a country life, that she +had made Fellside her earthly Paradise, and had no desire beyond it. The +fact remained that it was not in Lady Maulevrier's temperament to be +satisfied with such an existence; that falcon eye was never meant to +gaze for ever upon one narrow range of mountain and lake; that lip was +made to speak among the great ones of the world.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier was particularly gracious to her grandson's friend this +evening. Maulevrier spoke so decisively about a speedy migration +northward, seemed so inclined to regret the time wasted since the +twelfth of the month, that she thought the danger was past, and she +could afford to be civil. She really liked the young man, had no doubt +in her own mind that he was a gentleman in the highest and broadest +sense of the word, but not in the sense which made him an eligible +husband for either of her granddaughters.</p> + +<p>Lesbia was in a pensive mood this evening. She sat in the verandah, +looking dreamily at the lake, and at Fairfield yonder, a broad green +slope, silvered with moonlight, and seeming to stretch far away into +unfathomable distance.</p> + +<p>If one could but take one's lover by the hand and go wandering over +those mystic moonlit slopes into some new unreal world where it would +not matter whether a man were rich or poor, high-born or low-born, where +there should be no such things as rank and state to be won or lost! +Lesbia felt to-night as if she would like to live out her life in +dreamland. Reality was too hard, too much set round by difficulties and +sacrifices.</p> + +<p>While Lesbia was losing herself in that dream-world, Lady Maulevrier +unbent considerably to John Hammond, and talked to him with more +appearance of interest in his actual self, and in his own affairs, than +she had manifested, hitherto although she had been uniformly courteous.</p> + +<p>She asked him his plans for the future—had he chosen a profession?</p> + +<p>He told her that he had not. He meant to devote himself to literature +and politics.</p> + +<p>'Is not that rather vague?' inquired her ladyship.</p> + +<p>'Everything is vague at first.'</p> + +<p>'But literature now—as an amusement, no doubt, it is delightful—but as +a profession—does literature ever pay?'</p> + +<p>'There have been such cases.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I suppose so. Walter Scott, Gibbon, Macaulay, Froude, those made +money no doubt. But there is a suspicion of hopelessness in the idea of +a young man starting in life intending to earn his bread by literature. +One remembers Chatterton. I should have thought that in your case the +law or the church would have been better. In the latter Maulevrier might +have been useful to you. He is patron of three or four livings.'</p> + +<p>'You are too good even to think of such a thing,' said Hammond; 'but I +have set my heart upon a political career. I must swim or sink in that +sea.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier looked at him with a compassionate smile Poor young man! +No doubt he thought himself a genius, and that doors which had remained +shut to everybody else would turn on their hinges directly he knocked at +them. She was sincerely sorry for him. Young, clever, enthusiastic, and +doomed to bitterest disappointment.</p> + +<p>'You have parents, perhaps, who are ambitious for you—a mother who +thinks her son a heaven-born statesman!' said her ladyship, kindly.</p> + +<p>'Alas, no! that incentive to ambition is wanting in my case. I have +neither father nor mother living.'</p> + +<p>'That is very sad. No doubt that fact has been a bond of sympathy +between you and Maulevrier?'</p> + +<p>'I believe it has.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I hope Providence will smile upon your path.'</p> + +<p>'Come what may, I shall never forget the happy weeks I have spent at +Fellside,' said Hammond, 'or your ladyship's gracious hospitality.'</p> + +<p>He took up the beautiful hand, white to transparency, showing the +delicate tracing of blue veins, and pressed his lips upon it in +chivalrous worship of age and womanly dignity.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier smiled upon him with her calm, grave smile. She would +have liked to say, 'You shall be welcome again at Fellside,' but she +felt that the man was dangerous. Not while Lesbia remained single could +she court his company. If Maulevrier brought him she must tolerate his +presence, but she would do nothing to invite that danger.</p> + +<p>There was no music that evening. Maulevrier and Mary were playing +billiards; Fräulein Müller was sitting in her corner working at a +high-art counterpane. Lesbia came in from the verandah presently, and +sat on a low stool by her grandmother's arm-chair, and talked to her in +soft, cooing accents, inaudible to John Hammond, who sat a little way +off turning the leaves of the <i>Contemporary Review</i>: and this went on +till eleven o'clock, the regular hour for retiring, when Mary came in +from the billiard-room, and told Mr. Hammond that Maulevrier was waiting +for a smoke and a talk. Then candles were lighted, and the ladies all +departed, leaving John Hammond and his friend with the house to +themselves.</p> + +<p>They played a fifty game, and smoked and talked till the stroke of +midnight, by which time it seemed as if there were not another creature +awake in the house. Maulevrier put out the lamps in the billiard-room, +and then they went softly up the shadowy staircase, and parted in the +gallery, the Earl going one way, and his friend the other.</p> + +<p>The house was large and roomy, spread over a good deal of ground, Lady +Maulevrier having insisted upon there being only two stories. The +servants' rooms were all in a side wing, corresponding with those older +buildings which had been given over to Steadman and his wife, and among +the villagers of Grasmere enjoyed the reputation of being haunted. A +wide panelled corridor extended from one end of the house to the other. +It was lighted from the roof, and served as a gallery for the display of +a small and choice collection of modern art, which her ladyship had +acquired during her long residence at Fellside. Here, too, in Sheraton +cabinets, were those treasures of old English china which Lady +Maulevrier had inherited from past generations.</p> + +<p>Her ladyship's rooms were situated at the southern end of this corridor, +her bed-chamber being at the extreme end of the house, with windows +commanding two magnificent views, one across the lake and the village of +Grasmere to the green slopes of Fairfield, the other along the valley +towards Rydal Water. This and the adjoining boudoir were the prettiest +rooms in the house, and no one wondered that her ladyship should spend +so much of her life in the luxurious seclusion of her own apartments.</p> + +<p>John Hammond went to his room, which was on the same side of the house +as her ladyship's; but he was in no disposition for sleep. He opened the +casement, and stood looking out upon the moonlit lake and the quiet +village, where one solitary light shone like a faint star in a cottage +window, amidst that little cluster of houses by the old church, once +known as Kirktown. Beyond the village rose gentle slopes, crowned with +foliage, and above those wooded crests appeared the grand outline of the +hills, surrounding and guarding Easedale's lovely valley, as the hills +surrounded Jerusalem of old.</p> + +<p>He looked at that delicious landscape with eyes that hardly saw its +beauty. The image of a lovely face came between him and all the glory of +earth and sky.</p> + +<p>'I think she likes me,' he was saying to himself. 'There was a look in +her eyes to-night that told me the time was come when----'</p> + +<p>The thought died unfinished in his brain. Through the silent house, +across the placid lake, there rang a wild, shrill cry that froze the +blood in his veins, or seemed so to freeze it—a shriek of agony, and in +a woman's voice. It rang out from an open window near his own. The sound +seemed close to his ear.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_X"></a><h2>CHAPTER X.</h2> + +<h3>'O BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Only for an instant did John Hammond stand motionless after hearing that +unearthly shriek. In the next moment he rushed into the corridor, +expecting to hear the sound repeated, to find himself face to face with +some midnight robber, whose presence had caused that wild cry of alarm. +But in the corridor all was silent as the grave. No open door suggested +the entrance of an intruder. The dimly-burning lamps showed only the +long empty gallery. He stood still for a few moments listening for +voices, footsteps, the rustle of garments: but there was nothing.</p> + +<p>Nothing? Yes, a groan, a long-drawn moaning sound, as of infinite pain. +This time there was no doubt as to the direction from which the sound +came. It came from Lady Maulevrier's room. The door was ajar, and he +could see the faint light of the night-lamp within. That fearful cry had +come from her ladyship's room. She was in peril or pain of some kind.</p> + +<p>Convinced of this one fact, Mr. Hammond had not an instant's hesitation. +He pushed open the door without compunction, and entered the room, +prepared to behold some terrible scene.</p> + +<p>But all was quiet as death itself. No midnight burglar had violated the +sanctity of Lady Maulevrier's apartment. The soft, steady light of the +night-lamp shone on the face of the sleeper. Yes, all was quiet in the +room, but not in that sleeper's soul. The broad white brow was painfully +contracted, the lips drawn down and distorted, the delicate hand, half +hidden by the deep Valenciennes ruffle, clutched the coverlet with +convulsive force. Sigh after sigh burst from the agitated breast. John +Hammond gazed upon the sleeper in an agony of apprehension, uncertain +what to do. Was this dreaming only; or was it some kind of seizure which +called for medical aid? At her ladyship's age the idea of paralysis was +not too improbable for belief. If this was a dream, then indeed the +visions of Lady Maulevrier's head upon her bed were more terrible than +the dreams of common mortals.</p> + +<p>In any case Mr. Hammond felt that it was his duty to send some attendant +to Lady Maulevrier, some member of the household who was familiar with +her ladyship's habits, her own maid if that person could be unearthed +easily. He knew that the servants slept in a separate wing; but he +thought it more than likely that her ladyship's personal attendant +occupied a room near her mistress.</p> + +<p>He went back to the corridor and looked round him in doubt, for a moment +or two.</p> + +<p>Close against her ladyship's door there was a swing door, covered with +red cloth, which seemed to communicate with the old part of the house. +John Hammond pushed this door, and it yielded to his hand, revealing a +lamp-lit passage, narrow, old-fashioned, and low. He thought it likely +that Lady Maulevrier's maid might occupy a room in this half-deserted +wing. As he pushed open the door he saw an elderly man coming towards +him, with a candle in his hand, and with the appearance of having +huddled on his clothes hastily.</p> + +<p>'You heard that scream?' said Hammond.</p> + +<p>'Yes. It was her ladyship, I suppose. Nightmare. She is subject to +nightmare.'</p> + +<p>'It is very dreadful. Her whole countenance was convulsed just now, when +I went into her room to see what was wrong. I was almost afraid of a fit +of some kind. Ought not her maid to go to her?'</p> + +<p>'She wants no assistance,' the man answered, coolly. 'It was only a +dream. It is not the first time I have been awakened by a shriek like +that. It is a kind of nightmare, no doubt; and it passes off in a few +minutes, and leaves her sleeping calmly.'</p> + +<p>He went to her ladyship's door, pushed it open a little way, and looked +in. 'Yes, she is sleeping as quietly as an infant,' he said, shutting +the door softly as he spoke.</p> + +<p>'I am very glad; but surely she ought to have her maid near her at +night, if she is subject to those attacks.'</p> + +<p>'It is no attack, I tell you. It is nothing but a dream,' answered +Steadman impatiently.</p> + +<p>'Yet you were frightened, just as I was, or you would not have got up +and dressed,' said Hammond, looking at the man suspiciously.</p> + +<p>He had heard of this old servant Steadman, who was supposed to enjoy +more of her ladyship's confidence than any one else in the household; +but he had never spoken to the man before that night.</p> + +<p>'Yes, I came. It was my duty to come, knowing her ladyship's habits. I +am a light sleeper, and that scream woke me instantly. If her ladyship's +maid were wanted I should call her. I am a kind of watch-dog, you see, +sir.'</p> + +<p>'You seem to be a very faithful dog.'</p> + +<p>'I have been in her ladyship's service more than forty years. I have +reason to be faithful. I know her ladyship's habits better than any one +in the house. I know that she had a great deal of trouble in her early +life, and I believe the memory of it comes back upon her sometimes in +her dreams, and gets the better of her.'</p> + +<p>'If it was memory that wrung that agonised shriek from her just now, her +recollections of the past must be very terrible.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, sir, there is a skeleton in every house,' answered James Steadman, +gravely.</p> + +<p>This was exactly what Maulevrier had said under the yew trees which +Wordsworth planted.</p> + +<p>'Good-night, sir,' said Steadman.</p> + +<p>'Good-night. You are sure that Lady Maulevrier may be left safely—that +there is no fear of illness of any kind?'</p> + +<p>'No, sir. It was only a bad dream. Good-night, sir.'</p> + +<p>Steadman went back to his own quarters. Mr. Hammond heard him draw the +bolts of the swing door, thus cutting off all communication with the +corridor.</p> + +<p>The eight-day clock on the staircase struck two as Mr. Hammond returned +to his room, even less inclined for sleep than when he left it. Strange, +that nocturnal disturbance of a mind which seemed so tranquil in the +day. Or was that tranquillity only a mask which her ladyship wore before +the world: and was the bitter memory of events which happened forty +years ago still a source of anguish to that highly strung nature?</p> + +<p>'There are some minds which cannot forget,' John Hammond said to +himself, as he meditated upon her ladyship's character and history. 'The +story of her husband's crime may still be fresh in her memory, though it +is only a tradition for the outside world. His crime may have involved +some deep wrong done to herself, some outrage against her love and faith +as a wife. One of the stories Maulevrier spoke of the other day was of a +wicked woman's influence upon the governor—a much more likely story +than that of any traffic in British interests or British honour, which +would have been almost impossible for a man in Lord Maulevrier's +position. If the scandal was of a darker kind—a guilty wife—the +mysterious disappearance of a husband—the horror of the thing may have +made a deeper impression on Lady Maulevrier than even her nearest and +dearest dream of: and that superb calm which she wears like a royal +mantle may be maintained at the cost of struggles which tear her +heart-strings. And then at night, when the will is dormant, when the +nervous system is no longer ruled by the power of waking intelligence, +the old familiar agony returns, the hated images flash back upon the +brain, and in proportion to the fineness of the temperament is the +intensity of the dreamer's pain.'</p> + +<p>And then he went on to reflect upon the long monotonous years spent in +that lonely house, shut in from the world by those everlasting hills. +Albeit the house was an ideal house, set in a landscape of infinite +beauty, the monotony must be none the less oppressive for a mind +burdened with dark memories, weighed down by sorrows which could seek no +relief from sympathy, which could never become familiarised by +discussion.</p> + +<p>'I wonder that a woman of Lady Maulevrier's intellect should not have +better known how to treat her own malady,' thought Hammond.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond inquired after her ladyship's health next morning, and was +told she was perfectly well.</p> + +<p>'Grandmother is in capital spirits,' said Lady Lesbia. 'She is pleased +with the contents of yesterday's <i>Globe</i>. Lord Denyer, the son of one of +her oldest friends, has been making a great speech at Liverpool in the +Conservative interest, and her ladyship thinks we shall have a change of +parties before long.'</p> + +<p>'A general shuffle of the cards,' said Maulevrier, looking up from his +breakfast. 'I'm sure I hope so. I'm no politician, but I like a row.'</p> + +<p>'I hope you are a Conservative, Mr. Hammond,' said Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'I had hoped you would have known that ever so long ago, Lady Lesbia.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia blushed at his tone, which was almost a reproach.</p> + +<p>'I suppose I ought to have understood from the general tenor of your +conversation,' she said; 'but I am terribly stupid about politics. I +take so little interest in them. I am always hearing that we are being +badly governed—that the men who legislate for us are stupid or wicked; +yet the world seems to go on somehow, and we are no worse.'</p> + +<p>'It is just the same with sport,' said Maulevrier. 'Every rainy spring +we are told that all the young birds have been drowned, or that the +grouse-disease has decimated the fathers and mothers, and that we shall +have nothing to shoot; but when August comes the birds are there all the +same.'</p> + +<p>'It is the nature of mankind to complain,' said Hammond. 'Cain and Abel +were the first farmers, and you see one of them grumbled.'</p> + +<p>They were rather lively at breakfast that morning—Maulevrier's last +breakfast but one—for he had announced his determination of going to +Scotland next day. Other fellows would shoot all the birds if he dawdled +any longer. Mary was in deep despondency at the idea of his departure, +yet she laughed and talked with the rest. And perhaps Lesbia felt a +little moved at the thought of losing Mr. Hammond. Maulevrier would come +back to Mary, but John Hammond was hardly likely to return. Their +parting would be for ever.</p> + +<p>'You needn't sit quite in my pocket, Molly,' said Maulevrier to his +younger sister.</p> + +<p>'I like to make the most of you, now you are going away,' sighed Mary. +'Oh, dear, how dull we shall all be when you are gone.'</p> + +<p>'Not a bit of it! You will have some fox-hunting, perhaps, before the +snow is on the hills.'</p> + +<p>At the very mention of fox-hounds Lady Mary's bright young face +crimsoned, and Maulevrier began to laugh in a provoking way, with +side-long glances at his younger sister.</p> + +<p>'Did you ever hear of Molly's fox-hunting, by-the-by, Hammond?' he +asked.</p> + +<p>Mary tried to put her hand before his lips, but it was useless.</p> + +<p>'Why shouldn't I tell?' he exclaimed. 'It was quite a heroic adventure. +You must know our fox-hunting here is rather a peculiar +institution,—very good in its way, but strictly local. No horse could +live among our hills, so we hunt on foot, and as the pace is good, and +the work hard, nobody who starts with the hounds is likely to be in at +the death, except the huntsmen. We are all mad for the sport, and off we +go, over the hills and far away, picking up a fresh field as we go. The +ploughman leaves his plough, and the shepherd leaves his flock, and the +farmer leaves his thrashing, to follow us; in every field we cross we +get fresh blood, while those who join us at the start fall off by +degrees. Well, it happened one day late in October, when there were long +ridges of snow on Helvellyn, and patches of white on Fairfield, Mistress +Mary here must needs take her bamboo staff and start for the Striding +Edge. It was just the day upon which she might have met her death easily +on that perilous point, but happily something occurred to divert her +juvenile fancy, for scarcely had she got to the bottom of Dolly Waggon +Pike—you know Dolly----'</p> + +<p>'Intimately,' said Hammond, with a nod.</p> + +<p>'Scarcely had she neared the base of Dolly Waggon when she heard the +huntsman's horn and the hounds at full cry, streaming along towards +Dunmail Raise. Off flew Molly, all among the butcher boys, and farmers' +men, and rosy-cheeked squireens of the district—racing over the rugged +fields—clambering over the low stone walls—up hill, down +hill—shouting when the others shouted—never losing sight of the waving +sterns—winding and doubling, and still going upward and upward, till +she stood, panting and puffing like a young grampus, on the top of Seat +Sandal, still all among the butcher boys and the farmer's men, and the +guides and the red-cheeked squireens, her frock torn to ribbons, her hat +lost in a ditch, her hair streaming down her back, and every inch of +her, from her nose downwards, splashed and spattered with mire and clay. +What a spectacle for gods and men, guides and butcher boys. And there +she stood with the sun going down beyond Coniston Old Man, and a +seven-mile walk between her and Fellside.</p> + +<p>'Poor Lady Mary!' said Hammond, looking at her very kindly: but Mary did +not see that friendly glance, which betokened sympathy rather than +scorn. She sat silent and very red, with drooping eyelids, thinking her +brother horribly cruel for thus publishing her foolishness.</p> + +<p>'Poor, indeed!' exclaimed Maulevrier. 'She came crawling home after +dark, footsore and draggled, looking like a beggar girl, and as evil +fate would have it, her ladyship, who so seldom goes out, must needs +have been taking afternoon tea at the Vicarage upon that particular +occasion, and was driving up the avenue as Mary crawled to the gate. The +storm that followed may be more easily imagined than described.'</p> + +<p>'It was years and years ago,' expostulated Mary, looking very angry. +'Grandmother needn't have made such a fuss about it.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, but in those days she still had hopes of civilising you,' answered +Maulevrier. 'Since then she has abandoned all endeavour in that +direction, and has given you over to your own devices—and me. Since +then you have become a chartered libertine. You have letters of mark.'</p> + +<p>'I don't care what you call me,' said Mary. 'I only know that I am very +happy when you are at home, and very miserable when you are away.'</p> + +<p>'It is hardly kind of you to say that, Lady Mary,' remonstrated Fräulein +Müller, who, up to this point, had been busily engaged with muffins and +gooseberry jam.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I don't mean that any one is unkind to me or uses me badly,' said +Mary. 'I only mean that my life is empty when Maulevrier is away, and +that I am always longing for him to come back again.'</p> + +<p>'I thought you adored the hills, and the lake, and the villagers, and +your pony, and Maulevrier's dogs,' said, Lesbia faintly contemptuous.</p> + +<p>'Yes, but one wants something human to love,' answered Mary, making it +very obvious that there was no warmth of affection between herself and +the feminine members of her family.</p> + +<p>She had not thought of the significance of her speech. She was very +angry with Maulevrier for having held her up to ridicule before Mr. +Hammond, who already despised her, as she believed, and whose contempt +was more galling than it need have been, considering that he was a mere +casual visitor who would go away and return no more. Never till his +coming had she felt her deficiencies; but in his presence she writhed +under the sense of her unworthiness, and had an almost agonising +consciousness of all those faults which her grandmother had told her +about so often with not the slightest effect. In those days she had not +cared what Lady Maulevrier or any one else might say of her, or think of +her. She lived her life, and defied fortune. She was worse than her +reputation. To-day she felt it a bitter thing that she had grown to the +age of womanhood lacking all those graces and accomplishments which made +her sister adorable, and which might make even a plain woman charming.</p> + +<p>Never till John Hammond's coming had she felt a pang of envy in the +contemplation of Lesbia's beauty or Lesbia's grace; but now she had so +keen a sense of the difference between herself and her sister that she +began to fear that this cruel pain must indeed be that lowest of all +vices. Even the difference in their gowns was a source of humiliation to +her how. Lesbia was looking her loveliest this morning, in a gown that +was all lace and soft Madras muslin, flowing, cloud-like; while Mary's +tailor gown, with its trim tight bodice, horn buttons, and kilted skirt, +seemed to cry aloud that it had been made for a Tomboy. And this tailor +gown was a costume to which Mary had condemned herself by her own folly. +Only a year ago, moved by an artistic admiration for Lesbia's delicate +breakfast gowns, Mary had told her grandmother that she would like to +have something of the same kind, whereupon the dowager, who did not take +the faintest interest in Mary's toilet, but who had a stern sense of +justice, replied—</p> + +<p>'I do not think Lesbia's frocks and your habits will agree, but you can +have some pretty morning gowns if you like;' and the order had been +given for a confection in muslin and lace for Lady Mary.</p> + +<p>Mary came down to breakfast one bright June morning, in the new frock, +feeling very proud of herself, and looking very pretty.</p> + +<p>'Fine feathers make fine birds,' said Fräulein Müller. 'I should hardly +have known you.'</p> + +<p>'I wish you would always dress like that,' said Lesbia; 'you really look +like a young lady;' and Mary danced about on the lawn, feeling +sylph-like, and quite in love with her own elegance, when a sudden +uplifting of canine voices in the distance had sent her flying to see +what was the matter with the terrier pack.</p> + +<p>In the kennel there was riot and confusion. Ahab was demolishing +Angelina, Absalom had Agamemnon in a deadly grip. Dog-whip in hand, Mary +rushed to the rescue, and laid about her, like the knights of old, +utterly forgetful of her frock. She soon succeeded in restoring order, +but the Madras muslin, the Breton lace had perished in the conflict. She +left the kennel panting, and in rags and tatters, some of the muslin and +lace hanging about her in strips a yard long, but the greater part +remaining in the possession of the terriers, who had mauled and munched +her finery to their hearts' content, while she was reading the Riot Act.</p> + +<p>She went back to the house, bowed down by shame and confusion, and +marched straight to the dowager's morning-room.</p> + +<p>'Look what the terriers have done to me, grandmother,' she said, with a +sob. 'It is all my own fault, of course. I ought not to have gone near +them in that stupid muslin. Please forgive me for being so foolish. I am +not fit to have pretty frocks.'</p> + +<p>'I think, my dear, you can now have no doubt that the tailor gowns are +fittest for you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with crushing placidity. 'We +have tried the experiment of dressing you like Lesbia, and you see it +does not answer. Tell Kibble to throw your new gown in the rag-bag, and +please let me hear no more about it.'</p> + +<p>After this dismal failure Mary could not feel herself ill-used in +having to wear tailor gowns all the year round. She was allowed cotton +frocks for very warm weather, and she had pretty gowns for evening wear; +but her usual attire was cloth or linsey woolsey, made by the local +tailor. Sometimes Maulevrier ordered her a gown or a coat from his own +man in Conduit Street, and then she felt herself smart and fashionable. +And even the local tailor contrived to make her gowns prettily, having a +great appreciation of her straight willowy figure, and deeming it a +privilege to work for her, so that hitherto Mary had felt very well +content with her cloth and linsey. But now that John Hammond so +obviously admired Lesbia's delicate raiment, poor Mary began to think +her woollen gowns odious.</p> + +<p>After breakfast Mary and Maulevrier went straight off to the kennels. +His lordship had numerous instructions to give on this last day, and his +lieutenant had to receive and register his orders. Lesbia went to the +garden with her book and with Fräulein—the inevitable Fräulein as +Hammond thought her—in close attendance.</p> + +<p>It was a lovely morning, sultry, summer-like, albeit September had just +begun. The tennis lawn, which had been levelled on one side of the +house, was surrounded on three sides by shrubberies planted forty years +ago, in the beginning of Lady Maulevrier's widowhood. All loveliest +trees grew there in perfection, sheltered by the mighty wall of the +mountain, fed by the mists from the lake. Larch and mountain ash, and +Lawsonian cyprus,—deodara and magnolia, arbutus, and silver broom, +acacia and lilac, flourished here in that rich beauty which made every +cottage garden in the happy district a little paradise; and here in a +semi-circular recess at one end of the lawn were rustic chairs and +tables and an umbrella tent. This was Lady Lesbia's chosen retreat on +summer mornings, and a favourite place for afternoon tea.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond followed the two ladies to their bower.</p> + +<p>'This is to be my last morning,' he said, looking at Lesbia. 'Will you +think me a great bore if I spend it with you?'</p> + +<p>'We shall think it very nice of you,' answered Lesbia, without a vestige +of emotion; 'especially if you will read to us.'</p> + +<p>'I will do any thing to make myself useful. What shall I read?'</p> + +<p>'Anything you like. What do you say to Tennyson?'</p> + +<p>'That he is a noble poet, a teacher of all good; but too philosophical +for my present mood. May I read you some of Heine's ballads, those songs +which you sing so exquisitely, or rather some you do not sing, and which +will be fresher to you. My German is far from perfect, but I am told it +is passable, and Fräulein Müller can throw her scissors at me when my +accent is too dreadful.'</p> + +<p>'You speak German beautifully,' said Fräulein. 'I wonder where you +learned it?'</p> + +<p>'I have been a good deal in Germany, and I had a Hanoverian valet who +was quite a gentleman, and spoke admirably. I think I learned more from +him than from grammars or dictionaries. I'll go and fetch Heine.'</p> + +<p>'What a very agreeable person Mr. Hammond is,' said Fräulein, when he +was gone. 'We shall quite miss him.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I have no doubt we shall miss him,' said Lesbia, again without the +faintest emotion.</p> + +<p>The governess began to think that the ordeal of an agreeable young man's +presence at Fellside had been passed in safety, and that her pupil was +unscathed. She had kept a close watch on the two, as in duty bound. She +knew that Hammond was in love with Lesbia; but she thought Lesbia was +heart-whole.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond came back with a shabby little book in his hand and +established himself comfortably in one of the two Beaconsfield chairs.</p> + +<p>He opened his book at that group of short poems called Heimkehr, and +read here and there, as fancy led him. Sometimes the strain was a +love-song, brief, passionate as the cry of a soul in pain; sometimes the +verses were bitter and cynical; sometimes full of tenderest simplicity, +telling of childhood, and youth and purity; sometimes dark with hidden +meanings, grim, awful, cold with the chilling breath of the +charnel-house. Sometimes Lesbia's heart beat a little faster as Mr. +Hammond read, for it seemed as if it was he who was speaking to her, and +not the dead poet.</p> + +<p>An hour or more passed in this way. Fräulein Müller was charmed at +hearing some of her favourite poems, asking now for this little bit, and +anon for another, and expatiating upon the merits of German poets in +general, and Heine in particular, in the pauses of the lecture. She was +quite carried away by her delight in the poet, and was so entirely +uplifted to the ideal world that, when a footman came with a message +from Lady Maulevrier requesting her presence, she tripped gaily off at +once, without a thought of danger in leaving those two together on the +lawn. She had been a faithful watch-dog up to this point; but she was +now lulled into a false sense of security by the idea that the time of +peril was all but ended.</p> + +<p>So she left them; but could she have looked back two minutes afterwards +she would have perceived the unwisdom of that act.</p> + +<p>No sooner had the Fräulein turned the corner of the shrubbery than +Hammond laid aside his book and drew nearer Lesbia, who sat looking +downward, with her eyes upon the delicate piece of fancy work which had +occupied her fingers all the morning.</p> + +<p>'Lesbia, this is my last day at Fellside, and you and I may never have a +minute alone together again while I am here. Will you come for a little +walk with me on the Fell? There is something I must say to you before I +go.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia's delicate cheek grew a shade more pale. Instinct told her what +was coming, though never mortal man had spoken to her of love. Nor until +now had Mr. Hammond ever addressed her by her Christian name without +the ceremonious prefix. There was a deeper tone in his voice, a graver +look in his eyes, than she had ever noticed before.</p> + +<p>She rose, and took up her sunshade, and went with him meekly through the +cultivated shrubbery of ornamental timber to the rougher pathway that +wound through a copse of Scotch fir, which formed the outer boundary of +Lady Maulevrier's domain. Beyond the fir trees rose the grassy slope of +the hill, on the brow of which sheep were feeding. Deep down in the +hollow below the lawns and shrubberries of Fellside the placid bosom of +the lake shone like an emerald floor in the sunlight, reflecting the +verdure of the hill, and the white sheep dotted about here and there.</p> + +<p>There was not a breath in the air around them as those two sauntered +slowly side by side in the pine wood, not a cloud in the dazzling blue +sky above; and for a little time they too were silent, as if bound by a +spell which neither dared to break. Then at last Hammond spoke.</p> + +<p>'Lesbia, you know that I love you,' he began, in his low, grave voice, +tremulous with feeling. 'No words I can say to-day can tell you of my +love more plainly than my heart has been telling you in every hour of +this happy, happy time that you and I have spent together. I love you as +I never hoped to love, fervently, completely, believing that the +perfection of earthly bliss will be mine if I can but win you. Dearest, +is there such a sweet hope for me; are you indeed my own, as I am yours, +heart and soul, and mind and being, till the last throb of life in this +poor clay?'</p> + +<p>He tried to take her hand, but she drew herself away from him with a +frightened look. She was very pale, and there was infinite distress in +the dark violet eyes, which looked entreatingly, deprecatingly at her +lover.</p> + +<p>'I dare not answer as you would like me to answer,' she faltered, after +a painful pause. 'I am not my own mistress. My grandmother has brought +me up, devoted herself to me almost, and she has her own views, her own +plans. I dare not frustrate them!'</p> + +<p>'She would like to marry you to a man of rank and fortune—a man who +will choose you, perhaps, because other people admire you, rather than +because he himself loves you as you ought to be loved; who will choose +you because you are altogether the best and most perfect thing of your +year; just as he would buy a yearling at Newmarket or Doncaster. Her +ladyship means you to make a great alliance—coronets, not hearts, are +the counters for her game; but, Lesbia, would you, in the bloom and +freshness of youth—you with the pulses of youth throbbing at your +heart—lend yourself to the calculations of age which has lived its life +and forgotten the very meaning of love? Would you submit to be played as +a card in the game of a dowager's ambition? Trust me, dearest, in the +crisis of a woman's life there is one only counsellor she should listen +to, and that counsellor is her own heart. If you love me—as I dare to +hope you do—trust in me, hold by me, and leave the rest to Heaven. I +know that I can make your life happy.'</p> + +<p>'You frighten me by your impetuosity,' said Lesbia. 'Surely you forget +how short a time we have known each other.'</p> + +<p>'An age. All my life before the day I saw you is a dead, dull blank as +compared with the magical hours I have spent with you.'</p> + +<p>'I do not even know who and what you are.'</p> + +<p>'First, I am a gentleman, or I should not be your brother's friend. A +poor gentleman, if you like, with only my own right arm to hew my +pathway through the wood of life to the temple of fortune; but trust me, +only trust me, Lesbia, and I will so hew my path as to reach that +temple. Look at me, love. Do I look like a man born to fail?'</p> + +<p>She looked up at him shyly, with eyes that were dim with tears. He +looked like a demi-god, tall, straight as the pine trunks amongst which +he was standing, a frame formed for strength and activity, a face +instinct with mental power, dark eyes that glowed with the fire of +intellect and passion. The sunlight gave an almost unearthly radiance to +the clear dark of his complexion, the curly brown hair cut close to the +finely shaped head, the broad brow and boldly modelled features.</p> + +<p>Lesbia felt in her heart that such a man must be destined for success, +born to be a conqueror in all strifes, a victor upon every field.</p> + +<p>'Have I the thews and sinews of a man doomed to be beaten in the +battle?' he asked her. 'No, dearest; Heaven meant me to succeed; and +with you to fight for I shall not be beaten by adverse fortune. Can you +not trust Providence and me?'</p> + +<p>'I cannot disobey my grandmother. If she will consent----'</p> + +<p>'She will not consent. You must defy Lady Maulevrier, Lesbia, if you +mean to reward my love. But I will promise you this much, darling, that +if you will be my wife—with your brother's consent—which I am sure of +before I ask for it, within one year of our marriage I will find means +of reconciling her ladyship to the match, and winning her entire +forgiveness for you and me.'</p> + +<p>'You are talking of impossibilities,' said Lesbia, frowning. 'Why do you +talk to me as if I were a child? I know hardly anything of the world, +but I do know the woman who has reared and educated me. My grandmother +would never forgive me if I married a poor man. I should be an outcast.'</p> + +<p>'We would be outcasts together—happy outcasts. Besides, we should not +always be poor. I tell you I am predestined to conquer fate.'</p> + +<p>'But we should have to begin from the beginning.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, we should have to begin from the beginning, as Adam and Eve did +when they left Paradise.'</p> + +<p>'We are not told in the Bible that they had any happiness after that. It +seems to have been all trouble and weariness, and toil and death, after +the angel with the flaming sword drove them out of Eden.'</p> + +<p>'They were together, and they must have been happy. Oh, Lesbia, if you +do not feel that you can face poverty and the world's contempt by my +side, and for my sake, you do not love me. Love never calculates so +nicely; love never fears the future; and yet you do love me, Lesbia,' he +said, trying to fold her in his arms; but again she drew herself away +from him—this time with a look almost of horror—and stood facing him, +clinging to one of the pine trunks, like a scared wood-nymph.</p> + +<p>'You have no right to say that,' she said.</p> + +<p>'I have the divine right of my own deep love—of heart which cries out +to heart. Do you think there is no magnetic power in true love which can +divine the answering love in another? Lesbia, call me an insolent +coxcomb if you like, but I know you love me, and that you and I may be +utterly happy together. Oh, why—why do you shrink from me, my beloved; +why withhold yourself from my arms! Oh, love, let me hold you to my +heart—let me seal our betrothal with a kiss!'</p> + +<p>'Betrothal—no, no; not for the world,' cried Lesbia. 'Lady Maulevrier +would cast me off for ever; she would curse me.'</p> + +<p>'What would the curse of an ambitious woman weigh against my love? And I +tell you that her anger would be only a passing tempest. She would +forgive you.'</p> + +<p>'Never—you don't know her.'</p> + +<p>'I tell you she would forgive you, and all would be well with us before +we had been married a year. Why cannot you believe me, Lesbia?'</p> + +<p>'Because I cannot believe impossibilities, even from your lips,' she +answered sullenly.</p> + +<p>She stood before him with downcast eyes, the tears streaming down her +pale cheeks, exquisitively lovely in her agitation and sorrow. Yes, she +did love him; her heart was beating passionately; she was longing to +throw herself on his breast, to be folded upon that manly heart, in +trust in that brave, bright look which seemed to defy fortune. Yes, he +was a man born to conquer; he was handsome, intellectual, powerful in +all mental and physical gifts. A man of men. But he was, by his own +admission, a very obscure and insignificant person, and he had no money. +Life with him meant a long fight with adverse circumstances; life for +his wife must mean patience, submission, long waiting upon destiny, and +perhaps with old age and grey hairs the tardy turning of Fortune's +wheel. And was she for this to resign the kingdom that had been +promised to her, the giddy heights which she was born to scale, the +triumphs and delights and victories of the great world? Yes, Lesbia +loved this fortuneless knight; but she loved herself and her prospects +of promotion still better.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Lesbia, can you not be brave for my sake—trustful for my sake? God +will be good to us if we are true to each other.'</p> + +<p>'God will not be good to me if I disobey my grandmother. I owe her too +much; ingratitude in me would be doubly base. I will speak to her. I +will tell her all you have said, and if she gives me the faintest +encouragement----'</p> + +<p>'She will not; that is a foregone conclusion. Tell her all, if you like; +but let us be prepared for the answer. When she denies the right of your +heart to choose its own mate, then rise up in the might of your +womanhood and defy her. Tell her, "I love him, and be he rich or poor, I +will share his fate;" tell her boldly, bravely, nobly, as a true woman +should; and if she be adamant still, proclaim your right to disobey her +worldly wisdom rather than the voice of your own heart. And then come to +me, darling, and be my own, and the world which you and I will face +together shall not be a bad world. I will answer for that. No trouble +shall come near you. No humiliation shall ever touch you. Only believe +in me.'</p> + +<p>'I can believe in you, but not in the impossible,' answered Lesbia, with +measured accents.</p> + +<p>The voice was silver-sweet, but passing cold. Just then there was a +rustling among the pine branches, and Lesbia looked round with a +startled air.</p> + +<p>'Is there any one listening?' she exclaimed. 'What was that?'</p> + +<p>'Only the breath of heaven. Oh, Lesbia, if you were but a little less +wise, a little more trustful. Do not be a dumb idol. Say that you love +me, or do not love me. If you can look me in the face and say the last, +I will leave you without another word. I will take my sentence and go.'</p> + +<p>But this was just what Lesbia could not do. She could not deny her love; +and yet she could not sacrifice all things for her love. She lifted the +heavy lids which veiled those lovely eyes, and looked up at him +imploringly.</p> + +<p>'Give me time to breathe, time to think,' she said.</p> + +<p>'And then will you answer me plainly, truthfully, without a shadow of +reserve, remembering that the fate of two lives hangs on your words.'</p> + +<p>'I will.'</p> + +<p>'Let it be so, then. I'll go for a ramble over the hills, and return in +time for afternoon tea. I shall look for you on the tennis lawn at +half-past four.'</p> + +<p>He took her in his arms, and this time she yielded herself to him, and +the beautiful head rested for a few moments upon his breast, and the +soft eyes looked up at him in confiding fondness. He bent and kissed her +once only, but a kiss that meant for life and death. In the next moment +he was gone, leaving her alone among the pine trees.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XI"></a><h2>CHAPTER XI.</h2> + +<h3>'IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier rarely appeared at luncheon. She took some slight +refection in her morning-room, among her books and papers, and in the +society of her canine favourites, whose company suited her better at +certain hours than the noisier companionship of her grandchildren. She +was a studious woman, loving the silent life of books better than the +inane chatter of everyday humanity. She was a woman who thought much and +read much, and who lived more in the past than the present. She lived +also in the future, counting much upon the splendid career of her +beautiful granddaughter, which should be in a manner a lengthening out, +a renewal of her own life. She looked forward to the day when Lesbia +should reign supreme in the great world, a famous beauty and leader of +fashion, her every act and word inspired and directed by her +grandmother, who would be the shadow behind the throne. It was +possible—nay, probable—that in those days Lady Maulevrier would +herself re-appear in society, establish her salon, and draw around her +closing years all that is wittiest, best, and wisest in the great world.</p> + +<p>Her ladyship was reposing in her low reading-chair, with a volume of +Tyndall on the book-stand before her, when the door was opened softly +and Lesbia came gliding in, and seated herself without a word on the +hassock at her grandmother's feet. Lady Maulevrier passed her hand +caressingly over the girl's soft brown hair, without looking up from her +book.</p> + +<p>'You are a late visitor,' she said; 'why did you not come to me after +breakfast?'</p> + +<p>'It was such a lovely morning, we went straight from the breakfast table +to the garden; I did not think you wanted me.'</p> + +<p>'I did not want you; but I am always glad to see my pet. What were you +doing in the garden all the morning? I did not hear you playing tennis.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier had already interrogated the German governess upon this +very subject, but she had her own reasons for wishing to hear Lesbia's +account.</p> + +<p>'No, it was too warm for tennis. Fräulein and I sat and worked, and Mr. +Hammond read to us.'</p> + +<p>'What did he read?'</p> + +<p>'Heine's ballads. He reads German beautifully.</p> + +<p>'Indeed! I daresay he was at school in Germany. There are cheap schools +there to which middle-class people send their boys.'</p> + +<p>This was like a thrust from a rusty knife.</p> + +<p>'Mr. Hammond was at Oxford,' Lesbia said, reproachfully; and then, after +a longish pause, she clasped her hands upon the arm of Lady Maulevrier's +chair, and said, in a pleading voice, 'Grandmother, Mr. Hammond has +asked me to marry him.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed! Only that? And pray, did he tell you what are his means of +maintaining Lord Maulevrier's sister in the position to which her birth +entitles her?' inquired the dowager, with crushing calmness.</p> + +<p>'He is not rich; indeed, I believe, he is poor; but he is brave and +clever, and he is full of confidence in his power to conquer fortune.'</p> + +<p>'No doubt; that is your true adventurer's style. He confides implicitly +in his own talents, and in somebody else's banker. Mr. Hammond would +make a tremendous figure in the world, I daresay, and while he was +making it your brother would have to keep him. Well, my dear Lesbia, I +hope you gave this gentleman the answer his insolence deserved; or that +you did better, and referred him to me. I should be glad to give him my +opinion of his conduct—a person admitted to this house as your +brother's hanger-on—tolerated only on your brother's account; such a +person, nameless, penniless, friendless (except for Maulevrier's too +facile patronage), to dare to lift his eyes to my granddaughter! It is +ineffable insolence!'</p> + +<p>Lesbia crouched by her grandmother's chair, her face hidden from Lady +Maulevrier's falcon eye. Every word uttered by her ladyship stung like +the knotted cords of a knout. She knew not whether to be most ashamed of +her lover or of herself—of her lover for his obscure position, his +hopeless poverty; of herself for her folly in loving such a man. And she +did love him, and would fain have pleaded his cause, had she not been +cowed by the authority that had ruled her all her life.</p> + +<p>'Lesbia, if I thought you had been silly enough, degraded enough, to +give this young man encouragement, to have justified his audacity of +to-day by any act or word of yours, I should despise, I should detest +you,' said Lady Maulevrier, sternly. 'What could be more contemptible, +more hateful in a girl reared as you have been than to give +encouragement to the first comer—to listen greedily to the first +adventurer who had the insolence to make love to you, to be eager to +throw yourself into the arms of the first man who asked you. That my +granddaughter, a girl reared and taught and watched and guarded by me, +should have no more dignity, no more modesty, or womanly feeling, than a +barmaid at an inn!'</p> + +<p>Lesbia began to cry.</p> + +<p>'I don't see why a barmaid should not be a good woman, or why it +should be a crime to fall in love,' she said, in a voice broken by sobs. +'You need not speak to me so unkindly. I am not going to marry Mr. +Hammond.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, you are not? that is very good of you. I am deeply grateful for +such an assurance.'</p> + +<p>'But I like him better than anyone I ever saw in my life before.'</p> + +<p>'You have seen so many people. You have had such a wide area for +choice.'</p> + +<p>'No; I know I have been kept like a nun in a convent: but I don't think +when I go into the world I shall ever see anyone I should like better +than Mr. Hammond.'</p> + +<p>'Wait till you have seen the world before you make up your mind about +that. And now, Lesbia, leave off talking and thinking like a child; look +me in the face and listen to me, for I am going to speak seriously; and +with me, when I am in earnest, what is said once is said for ever.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier grasped her granddaughter's arm with long slender +fingers which held it as tightly as the grasp of a vice. She drew the +girl's slim figure round till they were face to face, looking into each +other's eyes, the dowager's eagle countenance lit up with impassioned +feeling, severe, awful as the face of one of the fatal sisters, the +avengers of blood, the harbingers of doom.</p> + +<p>'Lesbia, I think I have been good to you, and kind to you,' she said.</p> + +<p>'You have been all that is kind and dear,' faltered Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'Then give me measure for measure. My life has been a hard one, child; +hard and lonely, and loveless and joyless. My son, to whom I devoted +myself in the vigour of youth and in the prime of life, never loved me, +never repaid me for my love. He spent his days far away from me, when +his presence would have gladdened my difficult life. He died in a +strange land. Of his three children, you are the one I took into my +heart. I did my duty to the others; I lavished my love upon you. Do not +give me cursing instead of blessing. Do not give me a stone instead of +bread. I have built every hope of happiness or pleasure in this world +upon you and your obedience. Obey me, be true to me, and I will make you +a queen, and I will sit in the shadow of your throne. I will toil for +you, and be wise for you. You shall have only to shine, and dazzle, and +enjoy the glory of life. My beautiful darling, for pity's sake do not +give yourself over to folly.'</p> + +<p>'Did not you marry for love, grandmother?'</p> + +<p>'No, Lesbia. Lord Maulevrier and I got on very well together, but ours +was no love-match.'</p> + +<p>'Does nobody in our rank ever marry for love? are all marriages a mere +exchange and barter?'</p> + +<p>'No, there are love-matches now and then, which often turn out badly. +But, my darling, I am not asking you to marry for rank or for money. I +am only asking you to wait till you find your mate among the noblest in +the land. He may be the handsomest and most accomplished of men, a man +born to win women's hearts; and you may love him as fervently as ever a +village girl loved her first lover. I am not going to sacrifice you, or +to barter you, dearest. I mean to marry you to the best and noblest +young man of his day. You shall never be asked to stoop to the unworthy, +not even if worthlessness wore strawberry leaves in his cap, and owned +the greatest estate in the land.'</p> + +<p>'And if—instead of waiting for this King Arthur of yours—I were to do +as Iseult did—as Guinevere did—choose for myself----'</p> + +<p>'Iseult and Guinevere were wantons. I wonder that you can name them in +comparison with yourself.'</p> + +<p>'If I were to marry a good and honourable man who has his place to make +in the world, would you never forgive me?'</p> + +<p>'You mean Mr. Hammond? You may just as well speak plainly,' said Lady +Maulevrier, freezingly. 'If you were capable of such idiocy as that, +Lesbia, I would pluck you out of my heart like a foul weed. I would +never look upon you, or hear your name spoken, or think of you again as +long as I lived. My life would not last very long after that blow. Old +age cannot bear such shocks. Oh, Lesbia, I have been father and mother +to you; do not bring my grey hairs in sorrow to the grave.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia gave a deep sigh, and brushed the tears from her cheeks. Yes, the +very idea of such a marriage was foolishness. Just now, in the pine +wood, carried away by the force of her lover's passion, by her own +softer feelings, it had seemed to her as if she could count the world +well lost for his sake; but now, at Lady Maulevrier's feet, she became +again true to her training, and the world was too much to lose.</p> + +<p>'What can I do, grandmother?' she asked, submissively, despairingly. 'He +loves me, and I love him. How can I tell him that he and I can never be +anything to each other in this world?'</p> + +<p>'Refer him to me. I will give him his answer.'</p> + +<p>'No, no; that will not do. I have promised to answer him myself. He has +gone for a walk on the hills, and will come back at four o'clock for my +answer.'</p> + +<p>'Sit down at that table, and write as I dictate.'</p> + +<p>'But a letter will be so formal.'</p> + +<p>'It is the only way in which you can answer him. When he comes back from +his walk you will have left Fellside. I shall send you off to St. Bees +with Fräulein. You must never look upon that man's face again.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia brushed away a few more tears, and obeyed. She had been too well +trained to attempt resistance. Defiance was out of the question.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XII.</h2> + +<h3>'THE GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>The sky was still cloudless when John Hammond strolled slowly up the +leafy avenue at Fellside. He had been across the valley and up the hill +to Easedale Tarn, and then by rough untrodden ways, across a chaos of +rock and heather, into a second valley, long, narrow, and sterile, known +as Far Easedale, a desolate gorge, a rugged cleft in the heart of the +mountains. The walk had been long and laborious; but only in such +clambering and toiling, such expenditure of muscular force and latent +heat, could the man's restless soul endure those long hours of suspense.</p> + +<p>'How will she answer me? Oh, my God! how will she answer?' he said +within himself, as he walked up the romantic winding road, which made so +picturesque an approach to Lady Maulevrier's domain, 'Is my idol gold or +clay? How will she come through the crucible? Oh, dearest, sweetest, +loveliest, only be true to the instinct of your womanhood, and my cup +will be full of bliss, and all my days will flow as sweetly as the +burden of a song. But if you prove heartless, if you love the world's +wealth better than you love me—ah! then all is over, and you and I are +lost to each other for ever. I have made up my mind.'</p> + +<p>His face settled into an expression of indomitable determination, as of +a man who would die rather than be false to his own purpose. There was +no glow of hope in his heart. He had no deep faith in the girl he loved; +indeed in his heart of hearts he knew that this being to whom he had +trusted his hopes of bliss was no heroine. She was a lovely, loveable +girl, nothing more. How would she greet him when they met presently on +the tennis lawn? With tears and entreaties, and pretty little +deprecating speeches, irresolution, timidity, vacillation, perhaps; +hardly with heroic resolve to act and dare for his sake.</p> + +<p>There was no one on the tennis lawn when he went there, though the hour +was close at hand at which Lesbia had promised to give him his answer. +He sat down in one of the low chairs, glad to rest after his long ramble +having had no refreshment but a bottle of soda-water and a biscuit at +the cottage by Easedale Tarn. He waited, calmly as to outward seeming, +but with a heavy heart.</p> + +<p>'If it were Mary now whom I loved, I should have little fear of the +issue,' he thought, weighing his sweetheart's character, as he weighed +his chances of success. 'That young termagant would defy the world for +her lover.'</p> + +<p>He sat in the summer silence for nearly half-an-hour, and still there +was no sign of Lady Lesbia. Her satin-lined workbasket, with the work +thrown carelessly across it, was still on the rustic table, just as she +had left it when they went to the pine wood. Waiting was weary work when +the bliss of a lifetime trembled in the balance; and yet he did not want +to be impatient. She might find it difficult to get away from her +family, perhaps. She was closely watched and guarded, as the most +precious thing at Fellside.</p> + +<p>At last the clock struck five, and Hammond could endure delay no longer. +He went round by the flower garden to the terrace before the +drawing-room windows, and through an open window to the drawing-room.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier was in her accustomed seat, with her own particular +little table, magazines, books, newspapers at her side. Lady Mary was +pouring out the tea, a most unusual thing; and Maulevrier was sitting on +a stool at her feet, with his knees up to his chin, very warm and dusty, +eating pound cake.</p> + +<p>'Where the mischief have you been hiding yourself all day, Jack?' he +called out as Hammond appeared, looking round the room as he entered, +with eager, interrogating eyes, for that one figure which was absent.</p> + +<p>'I have been for a walk.'</p> + +<p>'You might have had the civility to announce your design, and Molly and +I would have shared your peregrinations.'</p> + +<p>'I am sorry that I lost the privilege of your company.'</p> + +<p>'I suppose you lost your luncheon, which was of more importance,' said +Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'Will you have some tea?' asked Mary, who looked more womanly than usual +in a cream-coloured surah gown—one of her Sunday gowns.</p> + +<p>She had a faint hope that by this essentially feminine apparel she might +lessen the prejudicial effect of Maulevrier's cruel story about the +fox-hunt.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond answered absently, hardly looking at Mary, and quite +unconscious of her pretty gown.</p> + +<p>'Thanks, yes,' he said, taking the cup and saucer, and looking at the +door by which he momently expected Lady Lesbia's entrance, and then, as +the door did not open, he looked down at Mary, very busy with china +teapots and a brass kettle which hissed and throbbed over a spirit lamp.</p> + +<p>'Won't you have some cake,' she asked, looking up at him gently, grieved +at the distress and disappointment in his face. 'I am sure you must be +dreadfully hungry.'</p> + +<p>'Not in the least, thanks. How came you to be entrusted with those +sacred vessels, Lady Mary? What has become of Fräulein and your sister?'</p> + +<p>'They have rushed off to St. Bees. Grandmother thought Lesbia looking +pale and out of spirits, and packed her off to the seaside at a minute's +notice.'</p> + +<p>'What! She has left Fellside?' asked Hammond, paling suddenly, as if a +man had struck him. 'Lady Maulevrier, do I understand that Lady Lesbia +has gone away?'</p> + +<p>He asked the question in an authoritative tone, with the air of a man +who had a right to be answered. The dowager wondered at his surpassing +insolence.</p> + +<p>'My granddaughter has gone to the seaside with her governess,' she said, +haughtily.</p> + +<p>'At a minute's notice?'</p> + +<p>'At a minute's notice. I am not in the habit of hesitating about any +step which I consider necessary for my grandchildren's welfare.'</p> + +<p>She looked him full in the face, with those falcon eyes of hers; and he +gave her back a look as resolute, and every whit as full of courage and +of pride.</p> + +<p>'Well,' he said, after a very perceptible pause, 'no doubt your ladyship +has done wisely, and I must submit to your jurisdiction. But I had asked +Lady Lesbia a question, and I had been promised an answer.'</p> + +<p>'Your question has been answered by Lady Lesbia. She left a note for +you,' replied Lady Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'Thanks,' answered Mr. Hammond, briefly, and he hurried from the room +without another word.</p> + +<p>The letter was on the table in his bedroom. He had little hope of any +good waiting for him in a letter so written. The dowager and the world +had triumphed over a girl's dawning love, no doubt.</p> + +<p>This was Lesbia's letter:</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'Dear Mr. Hammond,—Lady Maulevrier desires me to say that the</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">proposal which you honoured me by making this morning is one which I</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">cannot possibly accept, and that any idea of an engagement between</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">you and me could result only in misery and humiliation to both. She</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">thinks it best, under these circumstances, that we should not again</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">meet, and I shall therefore have left Fellside before you receive</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">this letter.</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'With all good wishes, very faithfully yours,</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'LESBIA HASELDEN.'</span><br> + +<p>'Very faithfully mine—faithful to her false training, to the worldly +mind that rules her; faithful to the gods of this world—Belial and +Mammon, and the Moloch Fashion. Poor cowardly soul! She loves me, and +owns as much, yet weakly flies from me, afraid to trust the strong arm +and the brave heart of the man who loves her, preferring the glittering +shams of the world to the reality of true and honest love. Well, child, +I have weighed you in the balance and found you wanting. Would to God it +had been otherwise! If you had been brave and bold for love's sake, +where is that pure and perfect chrysolite for which I would have +bartered you?'</p> + +<p>He flung himself into a chair, and sat with his head bowed upon his +folded arms, and his eyes not innocent of tears. What would he not have +given to find truth and courage and scorn of the world's wealth in that +heart which he had tried to win. Did he think her altogether heartless +because she so glibly renounced him? No, he was too just for that. He +called her only half-hearted. She was like the cat in the adage, +'Letting I dare not, wait upon I would.' But he told himself with one +deep sigh of resignation that she was lost to him for ever.</p> + +<p>'I have tried her, and found her not worth the winning,' he said.</p> + +<p>The house, even the lovely landscape smiling under his windows, the +pastoral valley, smooth lake and willowy island, seemed hateful to him. +He felt himself hemmed round by those green hills, by yonder brown and +rugged wall of Nabb Scar, stifled for want of breathing space. The +landscape was lovely enough, but it was like a beautiful grave. He +longed to get away from it.</p> + +<p>'Another man would follow her to St. Bees,' he said. 'I will not.'</p> + +<p>He flung a few things into a Gladstone bag, sat down, and wrote a brief +note to Maulevrier, asking him to make his excuses to her ladyship. He +had made up his mind to go to Keswick that afternoon, and would rejoin +his friend to-morrow, at Carlisle. This done, he rang for Maulevrier's +valet, and asked that person to look after his luggage and bring it on +to Scotland with his master's things; and then, without a word of adieu +to anyone, John Hammond went out of the house, with the Gladstone bag in +his hand, and shook the dust of Fellside off his feet.</p> + +<p>He ordered a fly at the Prince of Wales's Hotel, and drove to Keswick, +whence he went on to the Lodore. The gloom and spaciousness of +Derwentwater, grey in the gathering dusk, suited his humour better than +the emerald prettiness of Grasmere—the roar of the waterfall made music +in his ear. He dined in a private room, and spent the evening roaming on +the shores of the lake, and at eleven o'clock went back to his hotel and +sat late into the night reading Heine, and thinking of the girl who had +refused him.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond's letter was delivered to Lord Maulevrier five minutes +before dinner, as he sat in the drawing-room with her ladyship and Mary. +Poor Mary had put on another pretty gown for dinner, still bent upon +effacing Mr. Hammond's image of her as a tousled, frantic creature in +torn and muddy raiment. She sat watching the door, just as Hammond had +watched it three hours ago.</p> + +<p>'So,' said Maulevrier, 'your ladyship has succeeded in driving my friend +away. Hammond has left Fellside, and begs me to convey to you his +compliments and his grateful acknowledgment of all your kindness.'</p> + +<p>'I hope I have not been uncivil to him,' answered Lady Maulevrier +coldly. 'As you had both made up your minds to go to-morrow, it can +matter very little that he should go to-day.'</p> + +<p>Mary looked down at the ribbon and lace on her prettiest frock, and +thought that it mattered a great deal to her. Yet, if he had stayed, +would he have seen her frock or her? With his bodily eyes, perhaps, but +not with the eyes of his mind. Those eyes saw only Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'No, perhaps it hardly matters,' answered Maulevrier, with suppressed +anger. 'The man is not worth talking about or thinking about. What is +he? Only the best, truest, bravest fellow I ever knew.'</p> + +<p>'There are shepherds and guides in Grasmere of whom we could say almost +as much,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'yet you would scarcely expect me to +encourage one of them to pay his addresses to your sister? Pray spare us +all nonsense-talk, Maulevrier. This business is very well ended. You +ought never to have brought Mr. Hammond here.'</p> + +<p>'I am sure of that now. I am very sorry I did bring him.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, the man will not die for love. A disappointment of that kind is +good for a young man in his position. It will preserve him from more +vulgar entanglements, and perhaps from the folly of a too early +marriage.'</p> + +<p>'That is a mighty philosophical way of looking at the matter.'</p> + +<p>'It is the only true way. I hope when you are my age you will have +learnt to look at everything in a philosophical spirit.'</p> + +<p>'Well, Lady Maulevrier, you have had it all your own way,' said the +young man, walking up and down the room in an angry mood. 'I hope you +will never be sorry for having come between two people who loved each +other, and might have made each other happy.'</p> + +<p>'I shall never be sorry for having saved my granddaughter from an +imprudent marriage. Give me your arm, Maulevrier, and let me hear no +more about Mr. Hammond. We have all had quite enough of him,' said her +ladyship, as the butler announced dinner.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XIII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XIII.</h2> + +<h3>'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED ALL SHALL FADE.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Fräulein Müller and her charge returned from St. Bees after a sojourn of +about three weeks upon that quiet shore: but Lady Lesbia did not appear +to be improved in health or spirits by the revivifying breezes of the +ocean.</p> + +<p>'It is a dull, horrid place, and I was bored to death there!' she said, +when Mary asked how she had enjoyed herself. 'There was no question of +enjoyment. Grandmother took it into her head that I was looking ill, and +sent me to the sea; but I should have been just as well at Fellside.'</p> + +<p>This meant that between Lesbia and that distinctly inferior being, her +younger sister, there was to be no confidence. Mary had watched the +life-drama acted under her eyes too closely not to know all about it, +and was not inclined to be so put off.</p> + +<p>That pale perturbed countenance of John Hammond's, those eager inquiring +eyes looking to the door which opened not, had haunted Mary's waking +thoughts, had even mingled with the tangled web of her dreams. Oh, how +could any woman scorn such love? To be so loved, and by such a man, +seemed to Mary the perfection of earthly bliss. She had never been +educated up to those wider and loftier views of life, which teach a +woman that houses and lands, place and power, are the supreme good.</p> + +<p>'I can't understand how you could treat that noble-minded man so badly,' +she exclaimed one day, when she and Lesbia were alone in the library, +and after she had sat for ever so long, staring out of the window, +meditating upon her sister's cruelty.</p> + +<p>'Of whom are you speaking, pray?'</p> + +<p>'As if you didn't know! Of Mr. Hammond.'</p> + +<p>'And pray, how do you know that he is noble-minded, or that I treated +him badly?'</p> + +<p>'Well, as to his being noble-minded, that jumps to the eyes, as French +books say. As for your treatment of him, I was looking on all the time, +and I know how unkind you were, and I heard him talking to you in the +fir-copse that day.'</p> + +<p>'You were listening' cried Lesbia indignantly.</p> + +<p>'I was not listening! I was passing by. And if people choose to carry on +their love affairs out of doors they must expect to be overheard. I +heard him pleading to you, telling you how he would work for you, fight +the battle of life for you, asking you to be trustful and brave for his +sake. But you have a heart of stone. You and grandmother both have +hearts of stone. I think she must have taken out your heart when you +were little, and put a stone in its place.'</p> + +<p>'Really,' said Lesbia, trying to carry things with a high hand, albeit +her very human heart was beating passionately all the time, 'I think you +ought to be very grateful to me—and grandmother—for refusing Mr. +Hammond.'</p> + +<p>'Why grateful?'</p> + +<p>'Because it leaves you a chance of getting him for yourself; and +everybody can see that you are over head and ears in love with him. That +jumps to the eyes, as you say.'</p> + +<p>Mary turned crimson, trembled with rage, looked at her sister as if she +would kill her, for a moment or so, and finally burst into tears.</p> + +<p>'That is not true, and it is shameful for you to say such a thing,' she +cried.</p> + +<p>'Why, what a virago you are, Mary. Well, I'm very glad it is not true. +Mr. Hammond is—yes, I will be quite candid with you—he is the only man +I am ever likely to admire for his own sake. He is good, brave, clever, +all that you think him. But you and I do not live in a world in which +girls are free to follow their own inclinations. I should break Lady +Maulevrier's heart if I were to make a foolish marriage; and I owe her +too much to set her wishes at naught, or to make her declining years +unhappy. I must obey her, at any cost to my own feelings. Please never +mention Mr. Hammond's name. I'm sure I've had quite enough unhappiness +about him.'</p> + +<p>'I see,' said Mary, bitterly. 'It is your own pain you think of, not +his. He may suffer, so long as you are not worried.'</p> + +<p>'You are an impertinent chit,' retorted Lesbia, 'and you know nothing +about it.'</p> + +<p>After this there was no more said about Mr. Hammond; but Mary did not +forget him. She wrote long letters to her brother, who was still in +Scotland, shooting, deer-stalking, fishing, killing something or other +daily, in the most approved fashion of an Englishman taking his +pleasure. Maulevrier occasionally repaid her with a telegram; but he was +not a good correspondent. He declared that life was too short for +letter-writing.</p> + +<p>Summer was gone; the lake was no longer a shining emerald floor, dotted +with the reflection of the flock upon the verdant slopes above it, but +dull and grey of hue, and broken by white-edged wavelets. Patches of +snow gleamed on the misty heights of Helvellyn, and the autumn winds +howled and shrieked around Fellside in the evenings, when all the +shutters were shut, and the outside world seemed little more than an +idea: that mystic hour when the sheep are slumbering under the starry +sky, and when, as the Westmoreland peasant believes, the fairies help +the housewife at her spinning-wheel.</p> + +<p>Those October evenings were very long and weary for Lesbia and her +sister. Lady Maulevrier read and mused in her low chair beside the fire, +with her books piled upon her own particular table, and lighted by her +own particular lamp. She talked very little, but she was always gracious +to her granddaughters and their governess, and she liked them to be with +her in the evening. Lesbia played or sang, or sat at work at her +basket-table, which occupied the other side of the fireplace; and +Fräulein and Mary had the rest of the room to themselves, as it were, +those two places by the hearth being sacred, as if dedicated to +household gods. Mary read immensely in those long evenings, devouring +volume after volume, feeding her imagination with every kind of +nutriment, good, bad, and indifferent. Fräulein Müller knitted a woollen +shawl, which seemed to have neither beginning, middle, nor end, and was +always ready for conversation, but there were times when silence brooded +over the scene for long intervals, and when every sound of the light +wood-ashes dropping on the tiled hearth was distinctly audible.</p> + +<p>This state of things went on for about three weeks after Lesbia's return +from St. Bees, Lady Maulevrier watchful of her granddaughter all the +time, though saying nothing. She saw that Lesbia was not happy, not as +she had been in the time before the coming of John Hammond. She had +never been particularly gay or light-hearted, never gifted with the wild +spirits and buoyancy which make girlhood so lovely a season to some +natures, a time of dance and song and joyousness, a morning of life +steeped in the beauty and gladness of the universe. She had never been +gay as young lambs and foals and fawns and kittens and puppy dogs are +gay, by reason of the well-spring of delight within them, needing no +stimulus from the outside world. She had been just a little inclined to +murmur at the dulness of her life at Fellside; yet she had borne herself +with a placid sweetness which had been Lady Maulevrier's delight. But +now there was a marked change in her manner. She was not the less +submissive and dutiful in her bearing to her grandmother, whom she both +loved and feared; but there were moments of fretfulness and impatience +which she could not conceal. She was captious and sullen in her manner +to Mary and the Fräulein. She would not walk or drive with them, or +share in any of their amusements. Sometimes of an evening that studious +silence of the drawing-room was suddenly broken by Lesbia's weary sigh, +breathed unawares as she bent over her work.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier saw, too, that Lesbia's cheek was paler than of old, her +eyes less bright. There was a heavy look that told of broken slumbers, +there was a pinched look in that oval check. Good heavens! if her beauty +were to pale and wane, before society had bowed down and worshipped it; +if this fair flower were to fade untimely; if this prize rose in the +garden of beauty were to wither and decay before it won the prize.</p> + +<p>Her ladyship was a woman of action, and no sooner did this fear shape +itself in her mind than she took steps to prevent the evil her thoughts +foreshadowed.</p> + +<p>Among those friends of her youth and allies of her house with whom she +had always maintained an affectionate correspondence was Lady Kirkbank, +the fashionable wife of a sporting baronet, owner of a castle in +Scotland, a place in Yorkshire, a villa at Cannes, and a fine house in +Arlington Street, with an income large enough for their enjoyment. When +Lady Diana Angersthorpe shone forth in the West End world as the +acknowledged belle of the season, the star of Georgina Lorimer was +beginning to wane. She was the eldest daughter of Colonel Lorimer, a man +of good old family, and a fine soldier, who had fought shoulder to +shoulder with Gough and Lawrence, and who had contrived to make a figure +in society with very small means. Georgina's sisters had all married +well. It was a case of necessity, the Colonel told them; they must +either marry or gravitate ultimately to the workhouse. So the Miss +Lorimers made the best use of their youth and freshness, and 'no good +offer refused' was the guiding rule of their young lives. Lucy married +an East India merchant, and set up a fine house in Porchester Terrace. +Maud married wealth personified in the person of a leading member of the +Tallow Chandlers' Company, and had her town house and country house, and +as fine a set of diamonds as a duchess.</p> + +<p>But Georgina, the eldest, trifled with her chances, and her +twenty-seventh birthday beheld her pouring out her father's tea in a +small furnished house in a street off Portland Place, which the Colonel +had hired on his return from India, and which he declared himself unable +to maintain another year.</p> + +<p>'Directly the season is over I shall give up housekeeping and take a +lodging at Bath,' said Colonel Lorimer. 'If you don't like Bath all the +year round you can stay with your sisters.'</p> + +<p>'That is the last thing I am likely to do,' answered Georgina; 'my +sisters were barely endurable when they were single and poor. They are +quite intolerable now they are married and rich. I would sooner live in +the monkey-house at the Zoological than stay with either Lucy or Maud.'</p> + +<p>'That's rank envy,' retorted her father 'You can't forgive them for +having done so much better than you.'</p> + +<p>'I can't forgive them for having married snobs. When I marry I shall +marry a gentleman.'</p> + +<p>'When!' echoed the parent, with a sneering laugh. 'Hadn't you better say +"if"?'</p> + +<p>At this period Georgina's waning good looks were in some measure +counterbalanced by the cumulative effects of half a dozen seasons in +good society, which had given style to her person, ease to her manners, +and sharpness to her tongue. Nobody in society said sharper or more +unpleasant things than Miss Lorimer, and by virtue of this gift she got +invited about a great deal more than she might have done had she been +distinguished for sweetness of speech and manner. Georgie Lorimer's +presence at a dinner table gave just that pungent flavour which is like +the faint suspicion of garlic in a fricassee or of tarragon in a salad.</p> + +<p>Now in this very season, when Colonel Lorimer was inclined to speak of +his daughter, as Sainte Beuve wrote of Musset, as a young woman with a +very brilliant past, a lucky turn of events gave Georgina a fresh start +in life, which may be called a new departure. Lady Diana Angersthorpe, +the belle of the season, took a fancy to her, was charmed with her sharp +tongue and acute sense of the ridiculous. The two became fast friends, +and were seen everywhere together. The best men all flocked round the +beauty, and all talked to the beauty's companion: and before the season +was over, Sir George Kirkbank, who had half made up his mind to +propose to Lady Diana, found himself engaged to that uncommonly jolly +girl, Lady Diana's friend. Georgina spent August and September with Lady +Di, at the Marchioness of Carisbroke's delightful villa in the Isle of +Wight, and Sir George kept his yacht at Cowes all the time, and was in +constant attendance upon his fiancée. It was George and Georgie +everywhere. In October Colonel Lorimer had the profound pleasure of +giving away his daughter, before the altar in St. George's, Hanover +Square, and it may be said of him that nothing in his relations with +that young lady became him better than his manner of parting with her.</p> + +<p>So the needy Colonel's daughter became Lady Kirkbank, and in the +following spring Diana Angersthorpe was married at the same St. George's +to the Earl of Maulevrier. The friends were divided by distance and by +circumstance as the years rolled on; but friendship was steadily +maintained; and a regular correspondence with Lady Kirkbank, whose pen +was as sharp as her tongue, was one of the means by which Lady +Maulevrier had kept herself thoroughly posted in all those small events, +unrecorded by newspapers, which make up the secret history of society.</p> + +<p>It was of her old friend Georgie that her ladyship thought in her +present anxiety. Lady Kirkbank had more than once suggested that Lady +Maulevrier's granddaughters should vary the monotony of Fellside by a +visit to her place near Doncaster, or her castle north of Aberdeen; but +her ladyship had evaded these friendly suggestions, being very jealous +of any strange influence upon Lesbia's life. Now, however, there had +come a time when Lesbia must have a complete change of scenery and +surroundings, lest she should pine and dwindle in sullen submission to +fate, or else defy the world and elope with John Hammond.</p> + +<p>Now, therefore, Lady Maulevrier decided to accept Lady Kirkbank's +hospitality. She told her friend the whole story with perfect frankness, +and her letter was immediately answered by a telegram.</p> + +<p>'I start for Scotland to-morrow, will break my journey by staying a +night at Fellside, and will take Lady Lesbia on to Kirkbank with me next +day, if she can be ready to go.'</p> + +<p>'She shall be ready,' said Lady Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>She told Lesbia that she had accepted an invitation for her, and that +she was to go to Kirkbank Castle the day after to-morrow. She was +prepared for unwillingness, resistance even; but Lesbia received the +news with evident pleasure.</p> + +<p>'I shall be very glad to go,' she said, 'this place is so dull. Of +course I shall be sorry to leave you, grandmother, and I wish you would +go with me; but any change will be a relief. I think if I had to stay +here all the winter, counting the days and the hours, I should go out of +my mind.'</p> + +<p>The tears came into her eyes, but she wiped them away hurriedly, ashamed +of her emotion.</p> + +<p>'My dearest child, I am so sorry for you,' murmured Lady Maulevrier. +'But believe me the day will come when you will be very glad that you +conquered the first foolish inclination of your girlish heart.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I daresay, when I am eighty,' Lesbia answered, impatiently. She +had made up her mind to submit to the inevitable. She had loved John +Hammond—had been as near breaking her heart for him as it was in her +nature to break her heart for anybody; but she wanted to make a great +marriage, to be renowned and admired. She had been reared and trained +for that; and she was not going to belie her training.</p> + +<p>A visitor from the great London world was so rare an event that there +was naturally a little excitement in the idea of Lady Kirkbank's +arrival. The handsomest and most spacious of the spare bedrooms was +prepared for the occasion. The housekeeper was told that the dinner must +be perfect. There must be nothing old-fashioned or ponderous; there must +be mind as well as matter in everything. Rarely did Lady Maulevrier look +at a bill of fare; but on this particular morning she went carefully +through the menu, and corrected it with her own hand.</p> + +<p>A pair of post-horses brought Lady Kirkbank and her maid from Windermere +station, in time for afternoon tea, and the friends who had only met +twice within the last forty years, embraced each other on the threshold +of Lady Maulevrier's morning-room.</p> + +<p>'My dearest Di,' cried Lady Kirkbank, 'what a delight to see you again +after such ages; and what a too lovely spot you have chosen for your +retreat from the world, the flesh, and the devil. If I could be a +recluse anywhere, it would be amongst just such delicious surroundings.'</p> + +<p>Without, twilight shades were gathering; within, there was only the +light of a fire and a shaded lamp upon the tea table; there was just +light enough for the two women to see each other's faces, and the change +which time had wrought there.</p> + +<p>Never did womanhood in advanced years offer a more striking contrast +than that presented by the woman of fashion and the recluse. Lady +Maulevrier was almost as handsome in the winter of her days as she had +been when life was in its spring. The tall, slim figure, erect as a +dart, the delicately chiselled features and alabaster complexion, the +soft silvery hair, the perfect hand, whiter and more transparent than +the hand of girlhood, the stately movements and bearing, all combined to +make Lady Maulevrier a queen among women. Her brocade gown of a deep +shade of red, with a border of dark sable on cuffs and collar, suggested +a portrait by Velasquez. She wore no ornaments except the fine old +Brazilian diamonds which flashed and sparkled upon her slender fingers.</p> + +<p>If Lady Maulevrier looked like a picture in the Escurial, Lady Kirkbank +resembled a caricature in <i>La Vie Parisienne</i>. Everything she wore was +in the very latest fashion of the Parisian <i>demi-monde</i>, that +exaggerated elegance of a fashion plate which only the most exquisite of +women could redeem from vulgarity. Plush, brocade, peacock's feathers, +golden bangles, mousquetaire gloves, a bonnet of purple plumage set off +by ornaments of filagree gold, an infantine little muff of lace and wild +flowers, buttercups and daisies; and hair, eyebrows and complexion as +artificial as the flowers on the muff.</p> + +<p>All that art could do to obliterate the traces of age had been done for +Georgina Kirkbank. But seventy years are not to be obliterated easily, +and the crow's feet showed through the bloom de Ninon, and the eyes +under the painted arches were glassy and haggard, the carnation lips had +a withered look. Age was made all the more palpable by the artifice +which would have disguised it.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier suffered an absolute shock at beholding the friend of +her youth. She had not accustomed herself to the idea that women in +society could raddle their cheeks, stain their lips, and play tricks +before high heaven with their eyebrows and eyelashes. In her own youth +painted faces had been the ghastly privilege of a class of womankind of +which the women of society were supposed to know nothing. Persons who +showed their ankles and rouged their cheeks were to be seen of an +afternoon in Bond Street; but Lady Diana Angersthorpe had been taught to +pass them by as if she saw them not, to behold without seeing these +creatures outside the pale. And now she saw her own dearest friend, a +person distinctly within the pale, plastered with bismuth and stained +with carmine, and wearing hair of a colour so obviously false and +inharmonious, that child-like faith could hardly accept it as reality. +Forty years ago Lady Kirkbank's long ringlets had been darkest glossiest +brown, to-day she wore a tousled fringe of bright yellow, piquantly +contrasting with Vandyke brown eyebrows.</p> + +<p>It took Lady Maulevrier some moments to get over the shock. She drew a +chair to the fire and established her friend in it, and then, with a +little gasp, she said:</p> + +<p>'I am charmed to see you again, Georgie!'</p> + +<p>'You darling, I was sure you would be glad. But you must find me awfully +changed—awfully.'</p> + +<p>For worlds Lady Maulevrier could not have denied this truth. Happily +Lady Kirkbank did not wait for an answer.</p> + +<p>'Society is so wearing, and George and I never seem to get an interval +of quiet. Kirkbank is to be full of men next week. Your granddaughter +will have a good time.'</p> + +<p>'There will be a few women, of course?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, yes, there's no avoiding that; only one doesn't reckon them. Sir +George only counts his guns. We expect a splendid season. I shall send +you some birds of my own shooting.'</p> + +<p>'You shoot!' exclaimed Lady Maulevrier, amazed.</p> + +<p>'Shoot! I should think I do. What else is there to amuse one in +Scotland, after the salmon fishing is over? I have never missed a season +for the last thirty years, unless we have been abroad.'</p> + +<p>'Please, don't innoculate Lesbia with your love of sport.'</p> + +<p>'What! you wouldn't like her to shoot? Well, perhaps you are right. It +is hardly the thing for a pretty girl with her fortune to make. It +spoils the delicacy of the skin. But I'm afraid she'll find Kirkbank +dull if she doesn't go out with the guns. She can meet us with the rest +of the women at luncheon. We have some capital picnic luncheons on the +moor, I can assure you.'</p> + +<p>'I know she will enjoy herself with you. She has been accustomed to a +very quiet life here.'</p> + +<p>'It is a lovely spot; but I own I cannot understand how you can have +lived here exclusively during all these years—you who used to be all +life and fire, loving change, action, political and diplomatic society, +to dance upon the crest of the wave, as it were. Your whole nature must +have suffered some curious change.'</p> + +<p>Their close intimacy of the past warranted freedom of speech in the +present.</p> + +<p>'My nature did undergo a change, and a severe one,' answered Lady +Maulevrier, gloomily.</p> + +<p>'It was that horrid—and I daresay unfortunate scandal about his +lordship; and then the sad shock of his death,' murmured Lady Kirkbank, +sympathetically. 'Most women, with your youth and beauty, would have +forgotten the scandal and the husband in a twelvemonth, and would have +made a second marriage more brilliant than the first. But no Indian +widow who ever performed suttee was more worthy of praise than you, or +even that person of Ephesus, whose story I have heard somewhere. Indeed, +I have always spoken of your life as a long suttee. But you mean to +re-appear in society next season, I hope, when you present your +granddaughter?'</p> + +<p>'I shall certainly go up to London to present her, and possibly I may +spend the season in town; but I shall feel like Rip Van Winkle.'</p> + +<p>'No, no, you won't, my dear Di. You have kept yourself <i>au courant</i>, I +know. Even my silly gossiping letters may have been of <i>some</i> use.'</p> + +<p>'They have been most valuable. Let me give you another cup of tea,' said +Lady Maulevrier, who had been officiating at her own exquisite +tea-table, an arrangement of inlaid woods, antique silver, and modern +china, which her friend pronounced a perfect poem.</p> + +<p>Indeed, the whole room was poetic, Lady Kirkbank declared, and there are +many highly praised scenes which less deserve the epithet. The dark red +walls and cedar dado, the stamped velvet curtains, of an indescribable +shade between silver-grey and olive, the Sheraton furniture, the +parqueterie floor and Persian prayer-rugs, the deep yet brilliant hues +of crackle porcelain and Chinese cloisonné enamel, the artistic +fireplace, with dog-stove, low brass fender, and ingle-nook recessed +under the high mantelpiece, all combined to form a luxurious and +harmonious whole.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank admired the <i>tout ensemble</i> in the fitful light of the +fire, the dim grey of deepening twilight.</p> + +<p>'There never was a more delicious cell!' she exclaimed, 'but still I +should feel it a prison, if I had to spend six weeks in the year in it. +I never stay more than six weeks anywhere out of London; and I always +find six weeks more than enough. The first fortnight is rapture, the +third and fourth weeks are calm content, the fifth is weariness, the +sixth a fever to be gone. I once tried a seventh week at Pontresina, and +I hated the place so intensely that I dared not go back there for the +next three years. But now tell me. Diana, have you really performed +suttee, have you buried yourself alive in this sweet spot deliberately, +or has the love of retirement grown upon you, and have you become a kind +of lotus-eater?'</p> + +<p>'I believe I have become a kind of lotus-eater. My retirement here has +been no sentimental sacrifice to Lord Maulevrier's memory.'</p> + +<p>'I am glad to hear that; for I really think the worst possible use a +woman can make of her life is in wasting it on lamentation for a dead +and gone husband. Life is odiously short at the best, and it is mere +imbecility to fritter away any of our scanty portion upon the dead, who +can never be any the better for our tears.'</p> + +<p>'My motive in living at Fellside was not reverence for the dead. And now +let us talk of the gay world, of which you know all the secrets. Have +you heard anything more about Lord Hartfield?'</p> + +<p>'Ah, there is a subject in which you have reason to be interested. I +have not forgotten the romance of your youth—that first season in which +Ronald Hollister used to haunt every place at which you appeared. Do you +remember that wet afternoon at the Chiswick flower-show, when you and he +and I took shelter in the orange house, and you two made love to each +other most audaciously in an atmosphere of orange-blossoms that almost +stifled me? Yes, those were glorious days!'</p> + +<p>'A short summer of gladness, a brief dream,' sighed Lady Maulevrier. 'Is +young Lord Hartfield like his father?'</p> + +<p>'No, he takes after the Ilmingtons; but still there is a look of your +old sweetheart—yes, I think there is an expression. I have not seen him +for nearly a year. He is still abroad, roaming about somewhere in search +of adventures. These young men who belong to the Geographical and the +Alpine Club are hardly ever at home.'</p> + +<p>'But though they may be sometimes lost to society, they are all the +more worthy of society's esteem when they do appear,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'I think there must be an ennobling influence in Alpine +travel, or in the vast solitudes of the Dark Continent. A man finds +himself face to face with unsophisticated nature, and with the grandest +forces of the universe. Professor Tyndall writes delightfully of his +Alpine experiences; his mind seems to have ripened in the solitude and +untainted air of the Alps. And I believe Lord Hartfield is a young man +of very high character and of considerable cultivation, is he not?'</p> + +<p>'He is a splendid young fellow. I never heard a word to his +disparagement, even from those people who pretend to know something bad +about everybody. What a husband he would make for one of your girls!'</p> + +<p>'Admirable! But those perfect arrangements, which seem predestined by +heaven itself, are so rarely realised on earth,' answered the dowager, +lightly.</p> + +<p>She was not going to show her cards, even to an old friend.</p> + +<p>'Well, it would be very sweet if they were to meet next season and fall +in love with each other,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'He is enormously rich, and +I daresay your girls will not be portionless.'</p> + +<p>'Lesbia may take a modest place among heiresses,' answered Lady +Maulevrier. 'I have lived so quietly during the last forty years that I +could hardly help saving money.'</p> + +<p>'How nice!' sighed Georgie. 'I never saved sixpence in my life, and am +always in debt.'</p> + +<p>'The little fortune I have saved is much too small for division. Lesbia +will therefore have all I can leave her. Mary has the usual provision as +a daughter of the Maulevrier house.'</p> + +<p>'And I suppose Lesbia has that provision also?'</p> + +<p>'Of course.'</p> + +<p>'Lucky Lesbia. I only wish Hartfield were coming to us for the shooting. +I would engage he should fall in love with her. Kirkbank is a splendid +place for match-making. But the fact is I am not very intimate with him. +He is almost always travelling, and when he is at home he is not in our +set. And now, my dear Diana, tell me more about yourself, and your own +life in this delicious place.'</p> + +<p>'There is so little to tell. The books I have read, the theories of +literature and art and science which I have adopted and dismissed, +learnt and forgotten—those are the history of my life. The ideas of the +outside world reach me here only in books and newspapers; but you who +have been living in the world must have so much to say. Let me be the +listener.'</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank desired nothing better. She rattled on for three-quarters +of an hour about her doings in the great world, her social triumphs, the +wonderful things she had done for Sir George, who seemed to be as a +puppet in her hands, the princes and princelings she had entertained, +the songs she had composed, the comedy she had written, for private +representation only, albeit the Haymarket manager was dying to produce +it, the scathing witticisms with which she had withered her social +enemies. She would have gone on much longer, but for the gong, which +reminded her that it was time to dress for dinner.</p> + +<p>Half-an-hour later Lady Kirkbank was in the drawing-room, where Mary had +retired to the most shadowy corner, anxious to escape the gaze of the +fashionable visitor.</p> + +<p>But Lady Kirkbank was not inclined to take much notice of Mary. Lesbia's +brilliant beauty, the exquisite Greek head, the faultless complexion, +the deep, violet eyes, caught Georgina Kirkbank's eye the moment she had +entered the room, and she saw that this girl and no other must be the +beauty, the beloved and chosen grandchild.</p> + +<p>'How do you do, my dear?' she said, taking Lesbia's hand, and then, as +if with a gush of warm feeling, suddenly drawing the girl towards her +and kissing her on both cheeks. 'I am going to be desperately fond of +you, and I hope you will soon contrive to like me—just a little.'</p> + +<p>'I feel sure that I shall like you very much,' Lesbia answered sweetly. +'I am prepared to love you as grandmother's old friend.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, my dear, to think that I should ever be the old friend of anybody's +grandmother!' sighed Lady Kirkbank, with unaffected regret. 'When I was +your age I used to think all old people odious. It never occurred to me +that I should live to be one of them.'</p> + +<p>'Then you had no dear grandmother whom you loved,' said Lesbia, 'or you +would have liked old people for her sake.'</p> + +<p>'No, my love, I had no grandparents. I had a father, and he was +all-sufficient—anything beyond him in the ancestral line would have +been a burden laid upon me greater than I could bear, as the poet says.'</p> + +<p>Dinner was announced, and Mary came shyly out of her corner, blushing +deeply.</p> + +<p>'And this is Lady Mary, I suppose?' said Lady Kirkbank, in an off-hand +way, 'How do you do, my dear? I am going to steal your sister.'</p> + +<p>'I am very glad,' faltered Mary. 'I mean I am glad that Lesbia should +enjoy herself.'</p> + +<p>'And some fine day, when Lesbia is married and a great lady, I shall ask +you to come to Scotland,' said Lady Kirkbank, condescendingly, and then +she murmured in her friend's ear, as they went to the dining-room, +'Quite an English girl. Very fresh and frank and nice,' which was great +praise for such a second-rate young person as Lady Mary.</p> + +<p>'What do you think of Lesbia?' asked Lady Maulevrier, in the same +undertone.</p> + +<p>'She is simply adorable. Your letters prepared me to expect beauty, but +not such beauty. My dear, I thought the progress of the human race was +all in a downward line since our time; but your granddaughter is as +handsome as you were in your first season, and that is going very far.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XIV"></a><h2>CHAPTER XIV.</h2> + +<h3>'NOT YET.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank carried off Lesbia early next day, the girl radiant at the +idea of seeing life under new conditions. She had a few minutes' serious +talk with her grandmother before she went.</p> + +<p>'Lesbia, you are going into the world,' said Lady Maulevrier; 'yes, even +a country house is the world in little. You will have many admirers +instead of one; but I think, I believe, that you will be true to me and +to yourself.'</p> + +<p>'You need not fear, grandmother. I have been an idiot; but—but it was +only a passing folly, and I shall never be so weak again.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia's scornful lips and kindling eyes gave intensity to her speech. +It was evident that she despised herself for that one touch of womanly +softness which had made her as ready to fall in love with her first +wooer as any peasant girl in Grasmere Vale.</p> + +<p>'I am delighted to hear you speak thus, dearest,' said Lady Maulevrier. +'And if Mr. Hamilton—Hammond, I mean—should have the audacity to +follow you to Kirkbank, and to intrude himself upon you there—perhaps +to persecute you with clandestine addresses----'</p> + +<p>'I do not believe he would do anything clandestine,' said Lesbia, +drawing herself up. 'He is quite above that.'</p> + +<p>'My dear child, we know absolutely nothing about him. He has his way to +make in the world unaided by family or connections. He is +clever—daring. Such a man cannot help being an adventurer; and an +adventurer is capable of anything. I warn you to beware of him.'</p> + +<p>'I don't suppose I shall ever see his face again,' retorted Lesbia, +irritably.</p> + +<p>She had made up her mind that her life was not to be spoiled, her +brilliant future sacrificed, for the sake of John Hammond; but the wound +which she had suffered in renouncing him was still fresh, her feelings +were still sore. Any contemptuous mention of him stung her to the quick.</p> + +<p>'I hope not. And you will beware of other adventurers, Lesbia, men of a +worse stamp than Mr. Hammond, more experienced in ruse and iniquity, men +steeped to the lips in worldly knowledge, men who look upon women as +mere counters in the game of life. The world thinks that I am rich, and +you will no doubt take rank as an heiress. You will therefore be a mark +for every spendthrift, noble or otherwise, who wants to restore his +broken fortunes by a wealthy marriage. And now, my dearest, good-bye. +Half my heart goes with you. Nothing could induce me to part with you, +even for a few weeks, except the conviction that it is for your good.'</p> + +<p>'But we shall not be parted next year, I hope, grandmother,' said +Lesbia, affectionately. 'You said something about presenting me, and +then leaving me in Lady Kirkbank's care for the season. I should not +like that at all. I want you to go everywhere with me, to teach me all +the mysteries of the great world. You have always promised me that it +should be so.'</p> + +<p>'And I have always intended that it should be so. I hope that it will be +so,' answered her grandmother, with a sigh; 'but I am an old woman, +Lesbia, and I am rooted to this place.'</p> + +<p>'But why should you be rooted here? What charm can keep you here, when +you are so fitted to shine in society? You are old in nothing but years, +and not even old in years in comparison with women whom we hear of, +going everywhere and mixing in every fashionable amusement. You are full +of fire and energy, and as active as a girl. Why should you not enjoy a +London season, grandmother?' pleaded Lesbia, nestling her head lovingly +against Lady Maulevrier's shoulder.</p> + +<p>'I should enjoy it, dearest, with you. It would be a renewal of my youth +to see you shine and conquer. I should be as proud as if the glory were +all my own. Yes, dear, I hope that I shall be a spectator of your +triumphs. But do not let us plan the future. Life is so full of changes. +Remember what Horace says----'</p> + +<p>'Horace is a bore,' said Lesbia. 'I hate a poet who is always harping +upon change and death.'</p> + +<p>The carriage, which was to take the travellers to Windermere Station, +was announced at this moment, and Lesbia and her grandmother gave each +other the farewell embrace.</p> + +<p>'You like Lady Kirkbank, I hope?' said Lady Maulevrier, as they went +towards the hall, where that lady was waiting for them, with Lady Mary +and Fräulein Müller in attendance upon her.</p> + +<p>'She seems very kind, but I should like her better if she did not +paint—or if she painted better.'</p> + +<p>'My dear child I'm afraid it is the fashion of the day, just as it was +in Pope's time, and we ought to think nothing about it.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I suppose I shall get hardened in time.'</p> + +<p>'My dearest Lesbia,' shrieked Lady Kirkbank from below, 'remember we +have to catch a train.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia hurried downstairs, followed by Lady Maulevrier, who had to bid +her friend adieu. The luggage had been sent on in a cart, Lesbia's +trunks and dress baskets forming no small item. She was so well +furnished with pretty gowns of all kinds that there had been no +difficulty in getting her ready for this sudden visit. Her maid was on +the box beside the coachman. Lady Kirkbank's attendant, a Frenchwoman of +five-and-thirty, who looked as if she had graduated at Mabille, was to +occupy the back seat of the landau.</p> + +<p>Lady Mary looked after her sister longingly, as the carriage drove down +the hill. She was going into a new world, to see all kinds of +people—clever people—distinguished people—musical, artistic, +political people—hunting and shooting people—while Mary was to stay at +home all the winter among the old familiar faces. Dearly as she loved +these hills and vales her heart sank a little at the thought of those +long lonely months, days and evenings that would be all alike, and which +must be spent without sympathetic companionship. And there would be +dreary days on which the weather would keep her a prisoner in her +luxurious gaol, when the mountains, and the rugged paths beside the +mountain streams, would be inaccessible, when she would be restricted to +Fräulein's phlegmatic society, that lady being stout and lazy, fond of +her meals, and given to afternoon slumbers. Lesbia and Mary were not by +any means sympathetic; yet, after all, blood is thicker than water; and +Lesbia was intelligent, and could talk of the things Mary loved, which +was better than total dumbness, even if she generally took an +antagonistic view of them.</p> + +<p>'I shall miss her dreadfully,' thought Mary, as she strolled listlessly +in the gardens, where the leaves where falling and the flowers fading.</p> + +<p>'I wonder if she will see Mr. Hammond at Lady Kirkbank's?' mused Mary. +'If he were anything like a lover he would find out all about her visit, +and seize the opportunity of her being away from grandmother. But then +if he had been much of a lover he would have followed her to St. Bees.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier sorely missed her favourite grandchild. In a life spent +in such profound seclusion, so remote from the busy interests of the +world, this beloved companionship had become a necessity to her. She had +concentrated her affections upon Lesbia, and the girl's absence made a +fearful blank. But her ladyship's dignity was not compromised by any +outward signs of trouble or loss.</p> + +<p>She spent her mornings in her own room, reading and writing and musing +at her leisure; she drove or walked every fine afternoon, sometimes +alone, sometimes attended by Mary, who hated these stately drives and +walks. She dined <i>tête-à -tête</i> with Mary, except on those rare occasions +when there were visitors—the Vicar and his wife, or some wandering star +from other worlds. Mary lived in profound awe of her grandmother, but +was of far too frank a nature to be able to adapt her speech or her +manners to her ladyship's idea of feminine perfection. She was silent +and shy under those falcon eyes; but she was still the same Mary, the +girl to whom pretence or simulation of any kind was impossible.</p> + +<p>Letters came almost every day from Kirkbank Castle, letters from Lesbia +describing the bright gay life she was living at that hospitable abode, +the excursions, the rides, the picnic luncheons after the morning's +sport, the dinner parties, the dances.</p> + +<p>'It is the most delightful house you can imagine,' wrote Lesbia; 'and +Lady Kirkbank is an admirable hostess. I have quite forgiven her for +wearing false eyebrows; for after all, you know, one must <i>have</i> +eyebrows; they are a necessity; but why does she not have the two arches +alike? They are <i>never</i> a pair, and I really think that French maid of +hers does it on purpose.</p> + +<p>'By-the-bye, Lady Kirkbank is going to write to you to beseech you to +let me go to Cannes and Monte Carlo with her. Sir George insists upon +it. He says they both like young society, and will be horribly vexed if +I refuse to go with them. And Lady Kirkbank thinks my chest is just a +little weak—I almost broke down the other night in that lovely little +song of Jensen's—and that a winter in the south is just what I want. +But, of course, dear grandmother, I won't ask you to let me be away so +long if you think you will miss me.'</p> + +<p>'If I think I shall miss her!' repeated Lady Maulevrier. 'Has the girl +no heart, that she can ask such a question? But can I wonder at that? Of +what account was I or my love to her father, although I sacrificed +myself for his good name? Can I expect that she should be of a different +clay?'</p> + +<p>And then, meditating upon the events of the summer that was gone, Lady +Maulevrier thought—</p> + +<p>She renounced her first lover at my bidding; she renounces her love for +me at the bidding of the world. Or was it not rather self-interest, the +fear of making a bad marriage, which influenced her in her renunciation +of Mr. Hammond. It was not obedience to me, it was not love for me which +made her give him up. It was the selfishness engrained in her race. +Well, I have heaped my love upon her, because she is fair and sweet, and +reminds me of my own youth. I must let her go, and try to be happy in +the knowledge that she is enjoying her life far away from me.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier wrote her consent to the extension of Lesbia's visit, +and by return of post came a letter from Lesbia which seemed brimming +over with love, and which comforted the grandmother's wounded heart.</p> + +<p>'Lady Kirkbank and I are both agreed, dearest, that you must join us at +Cannes,' wrote Lesbia. 'At your age it is very wrong of you to spend a +winter in our horrible climate. You can travel with Steadman and your +maid. Lady Kirkbank will secure you a charming suite of rooms at the +hotel, or she would like it still better if you would stay at her own +villa. Do consent to this plan, dear grandmother, and then we shall not +be parted for a long winter. Of course Mary would be quite happy at home +running wild.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier sighed as she read this letter, sighed again, and +heavily, as she put it back into the envelope. Alas, how many and many a +year had gone, long, monotonous, colourless years, since she had seen +that bright southern world which she was now urged to revisit. In fancy +she saw it again to-day, the tideless sea of deepest sapphire blue, the +little wavelets breaking on a yellow beach, the white triangular sails, +the woods full of asphodel and great purple and white lilies, the +atmosphere steeped in warmth and light and perfume, the glare of white +houses in the sun, the red and yellow blinds, the pots of green and +orange and crimson clay, with oleanders abloom, the wonderful glow of +colour everywhere and upon all things. And then as the eyes of the mind +recalled these vivid images her bodily eyes looked out upon the +rain-blotted scene, the mountains rising in a dark and dismal circle +round that sombre pool below, walling her in from the outer world.</p> + +<p>'I am at the bottom of a grave,' she said to herself. 'I am in a living +tomb, from which there is no escape. Forty years! Forty years of +patience and hope, for what? For dreams which may never be realised; for +descendants who may never give me the price of my labours. Yes, I should +like to go to my dear one. I should like to revisit the South of France, +to go on to Italy. I should feel young again amidst that eternal, +unchangeable loveliness. I should forget all I have suffered. But it +cannot be. Not yet, not yet!'</p> + +<p>Presently with a smile of concentrated bitterness she repeated the words +'Not yet!'</p> + +<p>'Surely at my age it must be folly to dream of the future; and yet I +feel as if there were half a century of life in me, as if I had lost +nothing in either mental or bodily vigour since I came here forty years +ago.'</p> + +<p>She rose as she said these words, and began to pace the room, with +quiet, firm step, erect, stately, beautiful in her advanced years as she +had been in her bloom and freshness, only with another kind of +beauty—an empress among women. The boast that she had made to herself +was no idle boast. At sixty-seven years of age her physical powers +showed no signs of decay, her mental qualities were at their best and +brightest. Long years of thought and study had ripened and widened her +mind. She was a woman fit to be the friend and counsellor of statesmen, +the companion and confidant of her sovereign: and yet fate willed that +she should be buried alive in a Westmoreland valley, seeing the same +hills and streams, the same rustic faces, from year's end to year's end. +Surely it was a hard fate, a heavy penance, albeit self-imposed.</p> + +<p>Lesbia went straight from Scotland to Paris with Sir George and Lady +Kirkbank. Here they stayed at the Bristol for just two days, during +which her hostess went all over the fashionable quarter buying clothes +for the Cannes campaign, and assisting Lesbia to spend the hundred +pounds which her grandmother had sent her for the replenishment of her +well-provided wardrobe. It is astonishing how little way a hundred +pounds goes among the dressmakers, corset-makers, and shoemakers of +Lutetia.</p> + +<p>'I had no notion that clothes were so dear,' said Lesbia, when she saw +how little she had got for her money.</p> + +<p>'My dear, you have two gowns which are absolutely <i>chien</i>,' replied Lady +Kirkbank, 'and you have a corset which gives you a figure, which you +must forgive me for saying you never had before.'</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank had to explain that <i>chien</i> as applied to a gown or bonnet +was the same thing as <i>chic</i>, only a little more so.</p> + +<p>'I hope my gowns will always be <i>chien</i>,' said Lesbia meekly.</p> + +<p>Next evening they were dining at Cannes, with the blue sea in front of +their windows, dining at a table all abloom with orange flowers, tea +roses, mignonette, waxen camellias, and pale Parma violets, while Lady +Maulevrier and Mary dined <i>tête-à -tête</i> at Fellside, with the feathery +snow flakes falling outside, and the world whitening all around them.</p> + +<p>Next day the world was all white, and Mary's beloved hills were +inaccessible.</p> + +<p>Who could tell how long they might be covered; the winding tracks +hidden; the narrow forces looking like black water or molten iron +against that glittering whiteness? Mary could only walk along the road +by Loughrigg to the bench called 'Rest and be thankful,' from which she +looked with longing eyes across towards the Langdale Pikes, and to the +sharp cone-shaped peak, known as Coniston Old Man, just visible above +the nearer hills. Fräulein Müller suggested that it was in just such +weather as this that a well brought up young lady, a young lady with +<i>Vernunft</i> and <i>Anstand</i>, should devote herself to the improvement of +her mind.</p> + +<p>'Let us read German this <i>abscheulich</i> afternoon,' said the Fräulein. +'Suppose we go on with the "Sorrows of Werther."'</p> + +<p>'Werther was a fool,' cried Mary; 'any book but that.'</p> + +<p>'Will you choose your own book?'</p> + +<p>'Let me read Heine.'</p> + +<p>Fräulein looked doubtful. There were things in Heine—an all-pervading +tone—which rendered him hardly an appropriate poet for 'the young +person.' But Fräulein compromised the matter by letting Mary read Atta +Troll, the exact bearing of which neither of them understood.</p> + +<p>'How beautifully Mr. Hammond read Heine that morning!' said Mary, +breaking off suddenly from a perfectly automatic reading.</p> + +<p>'You did not hear him, did you? You were not there,' said the Fräulein.</p> + +<p>'I was not <i>there</i>, but I heard him. I—I was sitting on the bank among +the pine trees.'</p> + +<p>'Why did you not come and sit with us? It would have been more ladylike +than to hide yourself behind the trees.'</p> + +<p>Mary blushed crimson.</p> + +<p>'I had been in the kennels with Maulevrier; I was not fit to be seen,' +she said.</p> + +<p>'Hardly a ladylike admission,' replied the Fräulein, who felt that with +Lady Mary her chief duty was to reprove.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XV"></a><h2>CHAPTER XV.</h2> + +<h3>'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>It was afternoon. The white hills yonder and all the length of the +valley were touched here and there with gleams of wintry sunlight, and +Lady Maulevrier was taking her solitary walk on the terrace in front of +her house, a stately figure wrapped in a furred mantle, tall, erect, +moving with measured pace up and down the smooth gravel path. Now and +then at the end of the walk the dowager stopped for a minute or so, and +stood as if in deep thought, with her eyes dreamily contemplating the +landscape. An intense melancholy shadowed her face, as she thus gazed +with brooding eyes on the naked monotony of those wintry hills. So had +she looked in many and many a winter, and it seemed to her that her life +was of a piece with those bleak hills, where in the dismal winter time +nothing living trod. She stood gazing at the sinking sun, a fiery ball +shining at the end of a long gallery of crag and rock, like a lamp at +the end of a corridor; and as she gazed the red round orb dropped +suddenly behind the edge of a crag, as if she had been an enchantress +and had dismissed it with a wave of her wand.</p> + +<p>'O Lord, how long, how long?' she said. 'How many times have I seen that +sun go down from this spot, in winter and summer, in spring and autumn! +And now that the one being I loved and cared for is far away, I feel all +the weariness and emptiness of my life.'</p> + +<p>As she turned to resume her walk she heard the muffled sound of wheels +in the road below, that road which was completely hidden by foliage in +summer, but which was now visible here and there between the leafless +trees. A carriage with a pair of horses was coming along the road from +Ambleside.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier stood and watched until the carriage drew up at the +lodge gate, and then, when the gate had been opened, slowly ascended the +winding drive to the house.</p> + +<p>She expected no visitor; indeed, there was no one likely to come to her +from the direction of Ambleside. Her heart began to beat heavily, with +the apprehension of coming evil. What kind of evil she knew not. Bad +news about her granddaughter, perhaps, or about Maulevrier. And yet that +could hardly be. Evil tidings of that kind would have reached her by +telegram.</p> + +<p>Perhaps it was Maulevrier himself. His movements were generally erratic.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier hurried back to the house. She went through the +conservatory, where the warm whiteness of azalia, and spirea, and arum +lilies contrasted curiously with the cold white snow out of doors, to +the hall, where a stranger was standing talking to the butler.</p> + +<p>He was a man of foreign appearance, wearing a cloak lined with sables, +and a sable cap, which he removed as Lady Maulevrier approached. He was +thin and small, with a clear olive complexion, olive inclining to pale +bronze, sleek raven hair, and black almond-shaped eyes. At the first +glance Lady Maulevrier knew that he was an Oriental. Her heart sank +within her, and seemed to grow chill as death at sight of him. Anything +associated with India was horrible to her.</p> + +<p>The stranger came forward to meet her, bowing deferentially. He had +those lithe, gliding movements which she remembered of old, when she had +seen princes and dignitaries of the East creeping shoeless to her +husband's feet.</p> + +<p>'Will your ladyship do me the honour to grant me an interview?' he said +in very good English. 'I have travelled from London expressly for that +privilege.'</p> + +<p>'Then I fear you have wasted your time, sir, whatever your mission may +be,' the dowager answered, haughtily. 'However, I am willing to hear +anything you may have to say, if you will be good enough to come this +way.'</p> + +<p>She moved towards the library, the butler preceding her to open the +door, and the stranger followed her into the spacious room, where coals +and logs were heaped high upon the wide dog stove, deeply recessed +beneath the old English mantelpiece.</p> + +<p>It was one of the handsomest rooms of the house, furnished with oak +bookcases about seven feet high, above which vases of Oriental ware and +varied colouring stood boldly out against the dark oak wall. Richly +bound books in infinite variety testified to the wealth and taste of the +owner; while one side of the room was absorbed by a wide Gothic window, +beyond which appeared the panorama of lake and mountain, beautiful in +every season. A tawny velvet curtain divided this room from the +drawing-room; but there was also a strong oak door behind the curtain, +which was generally closed in cold weather.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier went over to this door, and took the precaution to draw +the bolt, before she seated herself in her arm-chair by the hearth. She +had her own particular chair in all the rooms she occupied—a chair +which was sacred as a throne.</p> + +<p>She drew off her sealskin gloves, and motioned with a slender white hand +to the stranger to be seated.</p> + +<p>'To whom have I the honour of speaking?' she asked, looking; him through +and through with an unflinching gaze, as she would have looked at Death +himself, had the grim skeleton figure come to beckon her.</p> + +<p>He handed her a visiting card on which was engraved—</p> + +<p>'Louis Asoph, Rajah of Bisnagar.'</p> + +<p>'If my memory does not deceive me as to the history of modern India, the +territory from which you take your title has been absorbed into the +English dominion?' said Lady Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'It was trafficked away forty-three years ago, stolen, filched from my +father! but so long as I have power to think and to act I will maintain +my claim to that land; yes, if only by the empty mockery of a name on a +visiting card. It is a duty I owe to myself as a man, which I owe still +more to my murdered father.'</p> + +<p>'Have you come all the way from London, and in such weather, only to +tell me this story?'</p> + +<p>She had twisted his card between her fingers as she listened to him, and +now, with an action at once careless and contemptuous, she flung it upon +the burning logs. Slight as the action was it was eloquent of scorn for +the man.</p> + +<p>'No, Lady Maulevrier, my mention of this story, with which you are no +doubt perfectly familiar, is only a preliminary. I have come to claim my +own, and to appeal to you as a woman of honour to do me justice. Nay, I +will say as a woman of common honesty; since there is no nice point of +honour in question, only the plain laws of mine and thine, which I +believe are the same among all nations and creeds. I come to you, Lady +Maulevrier, to ask you to restore to me the wealth which your husband +stole from my father.'</p> + +<p>'You come to my house, to me, an old woman, helpless, defenceless, in +the absence of my grandson, the present Earl, to insult me, and insult +the dead,' said Lady Maulevrier, white as statuary marble, and as cold +and calm. 'You come to rake up old lies, and to fling them in the face +of a solitary woman, old enough to be your mother. Do you think that is +a noble thing to do? Even in your barbarous Eastern code of morals and +manners is <i>that</i> the act of a gentleman?'</p> + +<p>'We are no barbarians in the East, Lady Maulevrier. I come from the +cradle of civilisation, the original fount of learning. We were +scholars and gentleman, priests and soldiers, two thousand years before +your British ancestors ran wild in their woods, and sacrificed to their +unknown gods or rocky altars reeking with human blood! I know the errand +upon which I have come is not a pleasant one, either for you or for me; +but I come to you strong in the right of a son to claim the heritage +which was stolen from him by an infamous mother and her more infamous +paramour----'</p> + +<p>'I will not hear another word!' cried Lady Maulevrier, starting to her +feet, livid with passion. 'Do not dare to pronounce that name in my +hearing—the name of that abominable woman who brought disgrace and +dishonour upon my husband and his race.'</p> + +<p>'And who brought your husband the wealth of my murdered father,' +answered the Indian, defiantly. 'Do not ignore that fact, Lady +Maulevrier. What has become of that fortune—two hundred thousand pounds +in money and jewels. It was known to have passed into Lord Maulevrier's +possession after my father was put away by his paid instruments.</p> + +<p>'How dare you bring that vile charge against the dead?'</p> + +<p>'There are men living in India who know the truth of that charge: men +who were at Bisnagar when my father, sick and heartbroken, was shut up +in his deserted harem, hemmed in by spies and traitors, men with murder +in their faces. There are those who know tint he was strangled by one of +those wretches, that a grave was dug for him under the marble floor of +his zenana, a grave in which his bones were found less than a year ago, +in my presence, and fitly entombed at my bidding. He was said to have +disappeared of his own free will—to have left his palace under cover of +night, and sought refuge from possible treachery in another province; +but there were those, and not a few, who knew the real history of his +disappearance—who knew, and at the time were ready to testify in any +court of justice, that he had been got rid of by the Ranee's agents, and +at Lord Maulevrier's instigation, and that his possessions in money and +jewels had been conveyed in the palankins that carried the Ranee and her +women to his lordship's summer retreat near Madras. The Ranee died at +that retreat six months after her husband's murder, not without +suspicion of poison, and the wealth which she carried with her when she +left Bisnagar passed into his lordship's possession. Had your husband +lived, Lady Maulevrier, this story must have been brought to light. +There were too many people in Madras interested in sifting the facts. +There must have been a public inquiry. It was a happy thing for you and +your race that Lord Maulevrier died before that inquiry had been +instituted, and that many animosities died with him. Lucky too for you +that I was a helpless infant at the time, and that the Mahratta +adventurer to whom my father's territory had been transferred in the +shuffling of cards at the end of the war was deeply concerned in hushing +up the story.'</p> + +<p>'And pray, why have you nursed your wrath in all these years? Why do +you intrude on me after nearly half a century, with this legend of +rapine and murder?'</p> + +<p>'Because for nearly half a century I have been kept in profound +ignorance of my father's fate—in ignorance of my race. Lord +Maulevrier's jealousy banished me from my mother's arms shortly after my +father's death. I was sent to the South of France under the care of an +ayah. My first memories are of a monastery near Marseilles, where I was +reared and educated by a Jesuit community, where I was baptised and +brought up in the Roman Catholic faith. By the influence of the Jesuit +Fathers I was placed in a house of commerce at Marseilles. Funds to +provide for my education and establishment in life, under very modest +conditions, were sent periodically by an agent at Madras. It was known +that I was of East Indian birth, but little more was known about me. It +was only when years had gone by and I was a merchant on my own account +and could afford to go to India on a voyage of discovery—yes, as much a +voyage of discovery as that of Vasco de Gama or of Drake—that I got +from the Madras agent the clue which enabled me, at the cost of infinite +patience and infinite labour, to unravel the mystery of my birth. There +is no need to enter now upon the details of that story. I have +overwhelming documentary evidence—a cloud of witnesses—to convince the +most sceptical as to who and what I am. The documents are some of them +in my valise, at your ladyship's service. Others are at my hotel in +London, ready for the inspection of your ladyship's lawyers. I do not +think you will desire to invite a public inquiry, or force me to recover +my birthright in a court of justice. I believe that you will take a +broader and nobler view of the case, and that you will restore to the +wronged and abandoned son the fortune stolen from his murdered father.'</p> + +<p>'How dare you come to me with this tissue of lies? How dare you look me +in the face and charge my dead husband with treachery and dishonour? I +believe neither in your story nor in you, and I defy you to the proof of +this vile charge against the dead!'</p> + +<p>'In other words you mean that you will keep the money and jewels which +Lord Maulevrier stole from my father?'</p> + +<p>'I deny the fact that any such jewels or money ever passed into his +lordship's possession. That vile woman, your mother, whose infamy cast a +dark cloud over Lord Maulevrier's honour, may have robbed her husband, +may have emptied the public treasury. But not a rupee or a jewel +belonging to her ever came into my possession. I will not bear the +burden of her crimes. Her existence spoiled my life—banished me from +India, a widow in all but the name, and more desolate than many widows.'</p> + +<p>'Lord Maulevrier was known to leave India carrying with him two large +chests—supposed to contain books—but actually containing treasure. A +man who was in the Governor's confidence, and who had been the +go-between in his intrigues, confessed on his death-bed that he had +assisted in removing the treasure. Now, Lady Maulevrier, since your +husband died immediately after his arrival in England, and before he +could have had any opportunity of converting or making away with the +valuables so appropriated, it stands to reason that those valuables must +have passed into your possession, and it is from your honour and good +feeling that I claim their restitution. If you deny the claim so +advanced, there remains but one course open to me, and that is to make +my wrongs public, and claim my right from the law of the land.'</p> + +<p>'And do you suppose that any English judge or English jury would believe +so wild a story—or countenance so vile an accusation against the +defenceless?' demanded Lady Maulevrier, standing up before him, tall, +stately, with flashing eye and scornful lip, the image of proud +defiance. 'Bring forward your claim, produce your documents, your +witnesses, your death-bed confessions. I defy you to injure my dead +husband or me by your wild lies, your foul charges! Go to an English +lawyer, and see what an English law court will do for you—and your +claim. I will hear no more of either.'</p> + +<p>She rang the bell once, twice, thrice, with passionate hand, and a +servant flew to answer that impatient summons.</p> + +<p>'Show this gentlemen to his carriage,' she said, imperiously.</p> + +<p>The gentleman who called himself Louis Asoph bowed, and retired without +another word.</p> + +<p>As the door closed upon him, Lady Maulevrier stood, with clenched hands +and frowning brow, staring into vacancy. Her right arm was outstretched, +as if she would have waved the intruder away. Suddenly, a strange +numbness crept over that uplifted arm, and it fell to her side. From her +shoulder down to her foot, that proud form grew cold and feelingless and +dead, and she, who had so long carried herself as a queen among women, +sank in a senseless heap upon the floor.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XVI"></a><h2>CHAPTER XVI.</h2> + +<h3>'HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lady Mary and the Fräulein had been sitting in the drawing-room all this +time waiting for Lady Maulevrier to come to tea. They heard her come in +from the garden; and then the footman told them that she was in the +library with a stranger. Not even the muffled sound of voices penetrated +the heavy velvet curtain and the thick oak door. It was only by the loud +ringing of the bell and the sound of footsteps in the hall that Lady +Mary knew of the guest's departure. She went to the door between the +two rooms, and was surprised to find it bolted.</p> + +<p>'Grandmamma, won't you come to tea?' she asked timidly, knocking on the +oaken panel, but there was no reply.</p> + +<p>She knocked again, and louder. Still no reply.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps her ladyship is going to take tea in her own room,' she said, +afraid to be officious.</p> + +<p>Attendance upon her grandmother at afternoon tea had been one of +Lesbia's particular duties; but Mary felt that she was an unwelcome +substitute for Lesbia. She wanted to get a little nearer her +grandmother's heart if she could; but she knew that her attentions were +endured rather than liked.</p> + +<p>She went into the hall, where the footman on duty was staring at the +light snowflakes dancing past the window, perhaps wishing he were a +snowflake himself, and enjoying himself in that white whirligig.</p> + +<p>'Is her ladyship having tea in the morning-room?' asked Mary.</p> + +<p>The footman gave a little start, as if awakened out of a kind of trance. +The sheer vacuity of his mind might naturally slide into mesmeric sleep.</p> + +<p>He told Lady Mary that her ladyship had not left the library, and Mary +went in timidly, wondering why her grandmother had not joined them in +the drawing-room when the stranger was gone.</p> + +<p>The sky was dark outside the wide windows, white hills and valleys +shrouded in the shades of night. The library was only lighted by the +glow of the logs on the hearth, and in that ruddy light the spacious +room looked empty. Mary was turning to go away, thinking the footman had +been mistaken, when her eye suddenly lighted upon a dark figure lying on +the ground. And then she heard an awful stertorous breathing, and knew +that her grandmother was lying there, stricken and helpless.</p> + +<p>Mary shrieked aloud, with a cry that pierced curtains and doors, and +brought Fräulein and half-a-dozen servants to her help. One of the men +brought a lamp, and among them they lifted the smitten figure. Oh, God! +how ghastly the face looked in the lamplight!--the features drawn to one +side, the skin livid.</p> + +<p>'Her ladyship has had a stroke,' said the butler.</p> + +<p>'Is she dying?' faltered Mary, white as ashes. 'Oh, grandmother, dear +grandmother, don't look at us like that!'</p> + +<p>One of the servants rushed off to the stables to send for the doctor. Of +course, being an indoor man, he no more thought of going out himself +into the snowy night on such an errand than Noah thought of going out of +the ark to explore the face of the waters in person.</p> + +<p>They carried Lady Maulevrier to her bed and laid her there, like a +figure carved out of stone. She was not unconscious. Her eyes were +open, and she moaned every now and then as if in bodily or mental pain. +Once she tried to speak, but had no power to shape a syllable aright, +and ended with a shuddering sigh. Once she lifted her left arm and waved +it in the air, as if waving some one off in fear or anger. The right +arm, indeed the whole of the right side, was lifeless, motionless as a +stone. It was a piteous sight to see the beautiful features drawn and +distorted, the lips so accustomed to command mouthing the broken +syllables of an unknown tongue. Lady Mary sat beside the bed with +clasped hands, praying dumbly, with her eyes fixed on her grandmother's +altered face.</p> + +<p>Mr. Horton came, as soon as his stout mountain pony could bring him. He +did not seem surprised at her ladyship's condition, and accepted the +situation with professional calmness.</p> + +<p>'A marked case of hemiplegia,' he said, when he had observed the +symptoms.</p> + +<p>'Will she die?' asked Mary.</p> + +<p>'Oh, dear, no! She will want great care for a little while, but we shall +bring her round easily. A splendid constitution, a noble frame; but I +think she has overworked her brain a little, reading Huxley and Darwin, +and the German physiologists upon whom Huxley and Darwin have built +themselves. Metaphysics too. Schopenhauer, and the rest of them. A +wonderful woman! Very few brains could hold what hers has had poured +into it in the last thirty years. The conducting nerves between the +brain and the spinal marrow have been overworked: too much activity, too +constant a strain. Even the rails and sleepers on the railroad wear out, +don't you know, if there's excessive traffic.'</p> + +<p>Mr. Horton had known Mary from her childhood, had given her Gregory's +powder, and seen her safely through measles and other infantine +ailments, so he was quite at home with her, and at Fellside generally. +Lady Maulevrier had given him a good deal of her confidence during those +thirty years in which he had practised as his father's partner and +successor at Grasmere. He used to tell people that he owed the best part +of his education to her ladyship, who condescended to talk to him of the +new books she read, and generally gave him a volume to put in his pocket +when he was leaving her.</p> + +<p>'Don't be downhearted, Lady Mary,' he said; 'I shall come in two or +three times a day and see how things are going on, and if I see the +slightest difficulty in the case I'll telegraph for Jenner.'</p> + +<p>Mary and the Fräulein sat up with the invalid all that night. Lady +Maulevrier's maid was also in attendance, and one of the menservants +slept in his clothes on a couch in the corridor, ready for any +emergency. But the night passed peacefully, the patient slept a good +deal, and next day there was evident improvement. The stroke which had +prostrated the body, which reduced the vigorous, active frame to an +awful statue—like stillness—a quietude as of death of itself—had not +overclouded the intellect. Lady Maulevrier lay on her bed in her +luxurious room, with wide Tudor windows commanding half the circle of +the hills, and was still the ruling spirit of the house, albeit +powerless to move that slender hand, the lightest wave of which had been +as potent to command in her little world as royal sign-manual or sceptre +in the great world outside.</p> + +<p>Now there remained only one thing unimpaired by that awful shock which +had laid the stately frame low, and that was the will and sovereign +force of the woman's nature. Voice was altered, speech was confused and +difficult; but the strength of will, the supreme power of mind, seemed +undiminished.</p> + +<p>When Lady Maulevrier was asked if Lesbia should be telegraphed for, she +replied no, not unless she was in danger of sudden death.</p> + +<p>'I should like to see her before I go,' she said, labouring to pronounce +the words.</p> + +<p>'Dear grandmother,' said Mary, tenderly, 'Mr. Horton says there is no +danger.'</p> + +<p>'Then do not send for her; do not even tell her what has happened; not +yet.'</p> + +<p>'But she will miss your letters.'</p> + +<p>'True. You must write twice a week at my dictation. You must tell her +that I have hurt my hand, that I am well but cannot use a pen. I would +not spoil her pleasure for the world.'</p> + +<p>'Dear grandmother, how unselfish you are! And Maulevrier, shall he be +sent for? He is not so far away,' said Mary, hoping her grandmother +would say yes.</p> + +<p>What a relief, what an unspeakable solace Maulevrier's presence would be +in that dreary house, smitten to a sudden and awful stillness, as if by +the Angel of Death!</p> + +<p>'No, I do not want Maulevrier!' answered her ladyship impatiently.</p> + +<p>'May I sit here and read to you, grandmother?' Mary asked, timidly. 'Mr. +Horton said you were to be kept very quiet, and that we were not to let +you talk, or talk much to you, but that we might read to you if you +like.'</p> + +<p>'I do not wish to be read to. I have my thoughts for company,' said Lady +Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>Mary felt that this implied a wish to be alone. She bent over the +invalid's pillow and kissed the pale cheek, feeling as if she were +taking a liberty in venturing so much. She would hardly have done it had +Lesbia been at home; but she bad a feeling that in Lesbia's absence Lady +Maulevrier must want somebody's love—even hers. And then she crept +away, leaving Halcott the maid in attendance, sitting at her work at the +window furthest from the bed.</p> + +<p>'Alone with my thoughts,' mused Lady Maulevrier, looking out at the +panorama of wintry hills, white, ghost-like against an iron sky. +'Pleasant thoughts, truly! Walled in by the hills—walled in and hemmed +round for ever. This place has always felt like a grave: and now I know +that it <i>is</i> my grave.'</p> + +<p>Fräulein, and Lady Mary, and the maid Halcott, a sedate personage of +forty summers, had all been instructed by the doctor that Lady +Maulevrier was to be kept profoundly quiet. She must not talk much, +since speech was likely to be a painful effort with her for some little +time; she must not be talked to much by anyone, least of all must she be +spoken to upon any agitating topic. Life must be made as smooth and easy +for her as for a new-born infant. No rough breath from the outer world +must come near her. She was to see no one but her maid and her +granddaughter. Mr. Horton, a plain family man, took it for granted that +the granddaughter was dear to her heart, and likely to exercise a +soothing influence. Thus it happened that although Lady Maulevrier asked +repeatedly that James Steadman should be brought to her, she was not +allowed to see him. She whose will had been paramount in that house, +whose word had been law, was now treated as a little child, while the +will was still as strong, the mind as keen as ever.</p> + +<p>'She would talk to him of business,' said Mr. Horton, when he was told +of her ladyship's desire to see Steadman, 'and that cannot be allowed, +not for some little time at least.'</p> + +<p>'She is very angry with us for refusing to obey her,' said Lady Mary.</p> + +<p>'Naturally, but it is for her own welfare she is disobeyed. She can have +nothing to say to Steadman which will not keep till she is better. This +establishment goes by clockwork.'</p> + +<p>Mary wished it was a little less like clockwork. Since Lady Maulevrier +had been lying upstairs—the voice which had once ruled over the house +muffled almost to dumbness—the monotony of life at Fellside had seemed +all the more oppressive. The servants crept about with stealthier tread. +Mary dared not touch either piano or billiard balls, and was naturally +seized with a longing to touch both. The house had a darkened look, as +if the shadow of doom overhung it.</p> + +<p>During this regimen of perfect quiet Lady Maulevrier was not allowed to +see the newspapers; and Mary was warned that in reading to her +grandmother she was to avoid all exciting topics. Thus it happened that +the account of a terrible collision between the Scotch express and a +luggage train, a little way beyond Preston, an accident in which seven +people were killed and about thirty seriously hurt, was not made known +to her ladyship; and yet that fact would have been of intense interest +and significance to her, since one of those passengers whose injuries +were fatal bore the name of Louis Asoph.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XVII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XVII.</h2> + +<h3>'AND THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>The wintry weeks glided smoothly by in a dull monotony, and now Lady +Maulevrier, still helpless, still compelled to lie on her bed or her +invalid couch, motionless as marble, had at least recovered her power of +speech, was allowed to read and to talk, and to hear what was going on +in that metropolitan world which she seemed unlikely ever to behold +again.</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia was still at Cannes, whence she wrote of her pleasures and +her triumphs, of flowers and sapphire sea, and azure sky, of all things +which were not in the grey bleak mountain world that hemmed in Fellside. +She was meeting many of the people whom she was to meet again next +season in the London world. She had made an informal <i>début</i> in a very +select circle, a circle in which everybody was more or less <i>chic</i>, or +<i>chien</i>, or <i>zinc</i>, and she was tasting all the sweets of success. But +in none of her letters was there any mention of Lord Hartfield. He was +not in the little great world by the blue tideless sea.</p> + +<p>There was no talk of Lesbia's return. She was to stay till the carnival; +she was to stay till the week before Easter. Lady Kirkbank insisted upon +it; and both Lesbia and Lady Kirkbank upbraided Lady Maulevrier for her +cruelty in not joining them at Cannes.</p> + +<p>So Lady Maulevrier had to resign herself to that solitude which had +become almost the habit of her life, and to the society of Mary and the +Fräulein. Mary was eager to be of use, to sit with her grandmother, to +read to her, to write for her. The warm young heart was deeply moved by +the spectacle of this stately woman stricken into helplessness, chained +to her couch, immured within four walls. To Mary, who so loved the hills +and the streams, the sun and the wind, this imprisonment seemed +unspeakable woe. In her pity for such a martyrdom she would have done +anything to give pleasure or solace to her grandmother. Unhappily there +was very little Mary could do to increase the invalid's sum of pleasure. +Lady Maulevrier was a woman of strong feeling, not capable of loving +many people. She had concentrated her affection upon Lesbia: and she +could not open her heart to Mary all at once because Lesbia was out of +the way.</p> + +<p>'If I had a dog I loved, and he were to die, I would never have another +in his place,' Lady Maulevrier said once; and that speech was the +keynote of her character.</p> + +<p>She was very courteous to Mary, and seemed grateful for her attentions; +but she did not cultivate the girl's society. Mary wrote all her letters +in a fine bold hand, and with a rapid pen; but when the letter-writing +was over Lady Maulevrier always dismissed her.</p> + +<p>'My dear, you want to be out in the air, riding your pony, or +scampering about with your dogs,' she said, kindly. 'It would be a +cruelty to keep you indoors.'</p> + +<p>'No, indeed, dear grandmother, I should like to stay. May I stop and +read to you?'</p> + +<p>'No, thank you, Mary. I hate being read to. I like to devour a book. +Reading aloud is such slow work.</p> + +<p>'But I am afraid you must sometimes feel lonely,' faltered Mary.</p> + +<p>'Lonely,' echoed the dowager, with a sigh. 'I have been lonely for the +last forty years—I have been lonely all my life. Those I loved never +gave me back love for love—never—not even your sister. See how lightly +she cuts the link that bound her to me. How happy she is among +strangers! Yes, there was one who loved me truly, and fate parted us. +Does fate part all true lovers, I wonder?'</p> + +<p>'You parted Lesbia and Mr. Hammond,' said Mary, impetuously. 'I am sure +they loved each other truly.'</p> + +<p>'The old and the worldly-wise are Fate, Mary,' answered the dowager, not +angry at this daring reproach. 'I know your sister; and I know she is +not the kind of woman to be happy in an ignoble life—to bear poverty +and deprivation. If it had been you, now, whom Mr. Hammond had chosen, I +might have taken the subject into my consideration.'</p> + +<p>Mary flamed crimson.</p> + +<p>'Mr. Hammond never gave me a thought,' she said, 'unless it was to think +me contemptible. He is worlds too good for such a Tomboy. Maulevrier +told him about the fox-hunt, and they both laughed at me—at least I +have no doubt Mr. Hammond laughed, though I was too much ashamed to look +at him.'</p> + +<p>'Poor Mary, you are beginning to find out that a young lady ought to be +ladylike,' said Lady Maulevrier; 'and now, my dear, you may go. I was +only joking with you. Mr. Hammond would be no match for any +granddaughter of mine. He is nobody, and has neither friends nor +interest. If he had gone into the church Maulevrier could have helped +him; but I daresay his ideas are too broad for the church; and he will +have to starve at the bar, where nobody can help him. I hope you will +bear this in mind, Mary, if Maulevrier should ever bring him here +again.'</p> + +<p>'He is never likely to come back again. He suffered too much; he was +treated too badly in this house.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Mary, be good enough to remember to whom you are speaking,' said +her ladyship, with a frown. 'And now please go, and tell some one to +send Steadman to me.'</p> + +<p>Mary retired without a word, gave Lady Maulevrier's message to a footman +in the corridor, slipped off to her room, put on her sealskin hat and +jacket, took her staff and went out for a long ramble. The hills and +valleys were still white. It had been a long, cold winter, and spring +was still far off—February had only just begun.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier's couch had been wheeled into the morning-room—that +luxurious room which was furnished with all things needful to her quiet +life, her books, her favourite colours, her favourite flowers, every +detail studiously arranged for her pleasure and comfort. She was wheeled +into this room every day at noon. When the day was bright and sunny her +couch was placed near the window: and when the day was dull and grey the +couch was drawn close to the low hearth, which flashed and glittered +with brightly coloured tiles and artistic brass.</p> + +<p>To-day the sky was dull, and the velvet couch stood beside the hearth. +Halcott sat at work in the adjoining bed-chamber, and came in every now +and then to replenish the fire: a footman was always on duty in the +corridor. A spring bell stood among the elegant trifles upon her +ladyship's table; and the lightest touch of her left hand upon the bell +brought her attendants to her side. She resolutely refused to have any +one sitting with her all day long. Solitude was a necessity of her +being, she told Mr. Horton, when he recommended that she should have +some one always in attendance upon her.</p> + +<p>As the weeks wore on her features had been restored to their proud, calm +beauty, her articulation was almost as clear as of old: yet, now and +then, there would be a sudden faltering, the tongue and lips would +refuse their office, or she would forget a word, or use a wrong word +unconsciously. But there was no recovery of power or movement on that +side of the body which had been stricken. The paralysed limbs were still +motionless, lifeless as marble; and it was clear that Mr. Horton had +begun to lose heart about his patient. There was nothing obscure in the +case, but the patient's importance made the treatment a serious matter, +and the surgeon begged to be allowed to summon Sir William Jenner.</p> + +<p>This, however, Lady Maulevrier refused.</p> + +<p>'I don't want any fuss made about me,' she said. 'I am content to trust +myself to your skill, and I beg that no other doctor may be summoned.'</p> + +<p>Mr. Horton understood his patient's feelings on this point. She had a +sense of humiliation in her helplessness, and, like some wounded animal +that crawls to its covert to die, she would fain have hidden her misery +from the eye of strangers. She had allowed no one, not even Maulevrier, +to be informed of the nature of her illness.</p> + +<p>'It will be time enough for him to know all about me when he comes +here,' she said. 'I shall be obliged to see him whenever he does come.'</p> + +<p>Maulevrier had spent Christmas and New Year in Paris, Mr. Hammond still +his companion. Her ladyship commented upon this with a touch of scorn.</p> + +<p>'Mr. Hammond is like the Umbra you were reading about the other day in +Lord Lytton's "Last Days of Pompeii,"' she said to Mary. 'It must be +very nice for him to go about the world with a friend who franks him +everywhere.'</p> + +<p>'But we don't know that Maulevrier franks him,' protested Mary, +blushing. 'We have no right to suppose that Mr. Hammond does not pay his +own expenses.'</p> + +<p>'My dear child, is it possible for a young man who has no private means +to go gadding about the world on equal terms with a spendthrift like +Maulevrier—to pay for Moors in Scotland and apartments at the Bristol?'</p> + +<p>'But they are not staying at the Bristol,' exclaimed Mary. +'They are staying at an old-established French hotel on the left side of +the Seine. They are going about amongst the students and the workmen, +dining at popular restaurants, hearing people talk. Maulevrier says it +is delightfully amusing—ever so much better than the beaten track of +life in Anglo-American Paris.'</p> + +<p>'I daresay they are leading a Bohemian life, and will get into trouble +before they have done,' said her ladyship, gloomily. +'Maulevrier is as wild as a hawk.'</p> + +<p>'He is the dearest boy in the world,' exclaimed Mary.</p> + +<p>She was deeply grateful for her brother's condescension in writing her a +letter of two pages long, letting her into the secrets of his life. She +felt as if Mr. Hammond were ever so much nearer to her now she knew +where he was, and how he was amusing himself.</p> + +<p>'Hammond is such a queer fellow,' wrote Maulevrier, 'the strangest +things interest him. He sits and talks to the workmen for hours; he +pokes his nose into all sorts of places—hospitals, workshops, +poverty-stricken dens—and people are always civil to him. He is what +Lesbia calls <i>sympatico</i>. Ah! what a mistake Lesbia and my grandmother +made when they rejected Hammond! What a pearl above price they threw +away! But, you see, neither my lady nor Lesbia could appreciate a gem, +unless it was richly set.'</p> + +<p>And now Lady Maulevrier lay on her couch by the fire, waiting for James +Steadman. She had seen him several times since the day of her seizure, +but never alone. There was an idea that Steadman must necessarily talk +to her of business matters, or cause her mind to trouble itself about +business matters; so there had been a well-intentioned conspiracy in the +house to keep him out of her way; but now she was much better, and her +desire to see Steadman need no longer be thwarted.</p> + +<p>He came at her bidding, and stood a little way within the door, tall, +erect, square-shouldered, resolute-looking, with a quiet force of +character expressed in every feature. He was very much the same man that +he had been forty years ago, when he went with her ladyship to +Southampton, and accompanied his master and mistress on that tedious +journey which was destined to be Lord Maulevrier's last earthly +pilgrimage. Time had done little to Steadman in those forty years, +except to whiten his hair and beard, and imprint some thoughtful lines +upon his sagacious forehead. Time had done something for him mentally, +insomuch as he had read a great many books and cultivated his mind in +the monotonous quiet of Fellside. Altogether he was a superior man for +the passage of those forty years.</p> + +<p>He had married within the time, choosing for himself the buxom daughter +of a lodgekeeper, whose wife had long been laid at rest in Grasmere +churchyard. The buxom girl had grown into a bulky matron, but she was a +colourless personage, and her existence made hardly any difference in +James Steadman's life. She had brought him no children, and their +fireside was lonely; but Steadman seemed to be one of those +self-contained personages to whom a solitary life is no affliction.</p> + +<p>'I hope I see you in better health, my lady,' he said, standing straight +and square, like a soldier on parade.</p> + +<p>'I am better, thank you, Steadman; better, but a poor lifeless log +chained to this sofa. I sent for you because the time has come when I +must talk to you upon a matter of business. You heard, I suppose, that a +stranger called upon me just before I had my attack?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, my lady.'</p> + +<p>'Did you hear who and what he was?'</p> + +<p>'Only that he was a foreigner, my lady.'</p> + +<p>'He is of Indian birth. He claims to be the son of the Ranee of +Bisnagar.'</p> + +<p>'He could do you no harm, my lady, if he were twenty times her son.'</p> + +<p>'I hope not. Now, I want to ask you a question. Among those trunks and +cases and packages of Lord Maulevrier's which were sent here by heavy +coach, after they were landed at Southampton, do you remember two cases +of books?'</p> + +<p>'There are two large cases among the luggage, my lady; very heavy cases, +iron clamped. I should not be surprised if they were full of books.'</p> + +<p>'Have they never been opened?'</p> + +<p>'Not to my knowledge.'</p> + +<p>'Are they locked?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, my lady. There are two padlocks on each chest.'</p> + +<p>'And are the keys in your possession?'</p> + +<p>'No, my lady.'</p> + +<p>'Where are the cases?'</p> + +<p>'In the Oak Room, with the rest of the Indian luggage.'</p> + +<p>'Let them remain there. No doubt those cases contain the books of which +I have been told. You have not heard that the person calling himself +Rajah of Bisnagar has been here since my illness, have you?'</p> + +<p>'No, my lady; I am sure he has not been here.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier gave him a scrutinising look.</p> + +<p>'He might have come, and my people might have kept the knowledge from +me, out of consideration for my infirmity,' she said. 'I should be very +angry if it were so. I should hate to be treated like a child.'</p> + +<p>'You shall not be so treated, my lady, while I am in this house; but I +know there is no member of the household who would presume so to treat +you.'</p> + +<p>'They might do it out of kindness; but I should loathe such kindness,' +said Lady Maulevrier, impatiently. 'Though I have been smitten down, +though I lie here like a log, I have a mind to think and to plan; and I +am not afraid to meet danger, face to face. Are you telling me the +truth, Steadman? Have there been no visits concealed from me, no letters +kept from me since I have been ill?'</p> + +<p>'I am telling you nothing but the truth, my lady. No letter has been +kept from you; no visitor has been to this house whose coming you have +not been told of.'</p> + +<p>'Then I am content,' said her ladyship, with a sigh of relief.</p> + +<p>After this there followed some conversation upon business matters. James +Steadman was trusted with the entire management of the dowager's income, +the investment of her savings. His honesty was above all suspicion. He +was a man of simple habits, his wants few. He had saved money in every +year of his service; and for a man of his station was rich enough to be +unassailable by the tempter.</p> + +<p>He had reconciled his mind to the monotonous course of life at Fellside +in the beginning of things; and, as the years glided smoothly by, his +character and wants and inclinations had, as it were, moulded themselves +to fit that life. He had easy duties, a comfortable home, supreme +authority in the household. He was looked up to and made much of in the +village whenever he condescended to appear there; and by the rareness of +his visits to the Inn or the Reading-room, and his unwillingness to +accept hospitality from the tradesmen of Grasmere and Ambleside, he +maintained his dignity and exaggerated his importance. He had his books +and his newspapers, his evening leisure, which no one ever dared to +disturb. He had the old wing of the house for his exclusive occupation; +and no one ventured to intrude upon him in his privacy. There was a bell +in the corridor which communicated with his rooms, and by this bell he +was always summoned. There were servants who had been ten years at +Fellside, and who had never crossed the threshold of the red cloth door +which was the only communication between the new house and the old one. +Steadman's wife performed all household duties of cooking and cleaning +in the south wing, where she and her husband took all their meals, and +lived entirely apart from the other servants, an exclusiveness which was +secretly resented by the establishment.</p> + +<p>'Mr. Steadman may be a very superior man,' said the butler 'and I know +that in his own estimation the Premier isn't in it compared with him; +but I never was fond of people who set themselves upon pinnacles, and +I'm not fond of the Steadmans.'</p> + +<p>'Mrs. Steadman's plain and homely enough,' replied the housekeeper, 'and +I know she'd like to be more sociable, and drop into my room for a cup +of tea now and then; but Steadman do so keep her under his thumb: and +because he's a misanthrope she's obliged to sit and mope alone.'</p> + +<p>If Steadman wanted to drive, there was a dogcart and horse at his +disposal; but he did not often leave Fellside. He seemed in his humble +way to model his life upon Lady Maulevrier's secluded habits. It was +growing dusk when Steadman left his mistress, and she lay for some time +looking at the landscape over which twilight shadows were stealing, and +thinking of her own life. Over that life, too, the shadows of evening +were creeping. She had begun to realise the fact that she was an old +woman; that for her all personal interest in life was nearly over. She +had never felt her age while her activity was unimpaired. She had been +obliged to remind herself very often that the afternoon and evening of +life had slipped away unawares in that tranquil retirement, and that the +night was at hand.</p> + +<p>For her the close of earthly life meant actual night. No new dawn, no +mysterious after-life shone upon her with magical gleams of an unknown +light upon the other side of the dark river. She had accepted the +Materialist's bitter and barren creed, and had taught herself that this +little life was all. She had learned to scorn the idea of a great +Artificer outside the universe, a mighty spirit riding amidst the +clouds, and ruling the course of nature and the fate of man. She had +schooled herself to think that the idea of a blind, unconscious Nature, +working automatically through infinite time and space, was ever so much +grander than the old-world notion of a personal God, a Being of infinite +power and inexhaustible beneficence, mighty to devise and direct the +universe, with knowledge reaching to the farthest confines of space, +with ear to listen to the prayer of His lowest creatures. Her belief +stopped short even of the Deist's faith in an Almighty Will. She saw in +creation nothing but the inevitable development of material laws; and it +seemed to her that there was quite as much hope of a heavenly world +after death for the infusoria in the pool as for man in his pride and +power.</p> + +<p>She read her Bible as diligently as she read her Shakespeare, and the +words of the Royal Preacher in some measure embodied her own dreary +creed. And now, in the darkening winter day, she watched the gloomy +shadows creep over the rugged breast of Nabb Scar, and she thought how +there was a time for all things, and that her day of hope and ambition +was past.</p> + +<p>Of late years she had lived for Lesbia, looking forward to the day when +she was to introduce this beloved grandchild to the great world of +London; and now that hope was gone for ever.</p> + +<p>What could a helpless cripple do for a fashionable beauty? What good +would it be for her to be conveyed to London, and to lie on a couch in +Mayfair, while Lesbia rode in the Row and went to three or four parties +every night with a more active chaperon?</p> + +<p>She had hoped to go everywhere with her darling, to glory in all her +successes, to shield her from all possibility of failure. And now Lesbia +must stand or fall alone.</p> + +<p>It was a hard thing; but perhaps the hardest part of it was that Lesbia +seemed so very well able to get on without her. The girl wrote in the +highest spirits; and although her letters were most affectionately +worded, they were all about self. That note was dominant in every +strain. Her triumphs, her admirers, her bonnets, her gowns. She had had +more money from her grandmother, and more gowns from Paris.</p> + +<p>'You have no idea how the people dress in this place,' she wrote. 'I +should have been quite out in the cold without my three new frocks from +Worth. The little Princess bonnets I wear are the rage. Worth +recommended me to adopt special flowers and colours; so I have worn +nothing but primroses since I have been here, and my little primrose +bonnets are to be seen everywhere, sometimes on hideous old women. Lady +Kirkbank hopes you will be able to go to London directly after Easter. +She says I must be presented at the May drawing-room—that is +imperative. People have begun to talk about me; and unless I make my +<i>début</i> while their interest is fresh I shall be a failure. There is an +American beauty here, and I believe she and I are considered rivals, and +young men lay wagers about us, as to which will look best at a ball, or +a regatta, what colours we shall wear, and so on. It is immense fun. I +only wish you were here to enjoy it. The American girl is a most +insolent person, but I have had the pleasure of crushing her on several +occasions in the calmest way. In the description of the concert in last +week's newspaper I was called <i>l'Anglais de marbre</i>. I certainly had the +decency to hold my tongue while Faure was singing. Miss Bolsover's voice +was heard ever so many times above the music. According to our English +ideas she has most revolting manners, and the money she spends on her +clothes would make your hair stand on end. Now do, dearest grandmother, +make all your arrangements for beginning the campaign directly after +Easter. You must take a house in the very choicest quarter—Lady +Kirkbank suggests Grosvenor-place—and it <i>must</i> be a large house, for +of course you will give a ball. Lady K. says we might have Lord +Porlock's house—poor Lady Porlock and her baby died a few weeks ago, +and he has gone to Sweden quite broken-hearted. It is one of the new +houses, exquisitely furnished, and Lady K. thinks you might have it for +a song. Will you get Steadman to write to his lordship's steward, and +see what can be done?</p> + +<p>'I hope the dear hand is better. You have never told me how you hurt +it. It is very sweet of Mary to write me such long letters, and quite a +pleasant surprise to find she can spell; but I want to see your own dear +hand once more.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XVIII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XVIII.</h2> + +<h3>'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Those winter months were unutterably dreary for Lady Mary Haselden. She +felt weighed down by a sense of death and woe near at hand. The horror +of that dreadful moment in which she found her grandmother lying +senseless on the ground, the terror of that distorted countenance, those +starting eyes, that stertorous breathing, was not easily banished from a +vivid girlish imagination; seeing how few distractions there were to +divert Mary's thoughts, and how the sun sank and rose again upon the +same inevitable surroundings, to the same monotonous routine.</p> + +<p>Her grandmother was kinder than she had been in days gone by, less +inclined to find fault; but Mary knew that her society gave Lady +Maulevrier very little pleasure, that she could do hardly anything +towards filling the gap made by Lesbia's absence. There was no one to +scold her, no one to quarrel with her. Fräulein Müller lectured her +mildly from time to time; but that stout German was too lazy to put any +force or fire into her lectures. Her reproofs were like the fall of +waterdrops on a stone, and infinite ages would have been needed to cause +any positive impression.</p> + +<p>February came to an end without sign or token from the outer world to +disturb the even tenor of life at Fellside. Mary read, and read, and +read, till she felt she was made up of the contents of books, crammed +with other people's ideas. She read history, or natural science, or +travels, or German poetry in the morning, and novels or English poetry +in the evening. She had pledged herself to devote her morning indoor +hours to instructive literature, and to accomplish some portion of study +in every day. She was carrying on her education on parole, as before +stated; and she was too honourable to do less than was expected from +her.</p> + +<p>March came in with its most leonine aspect, howling and blustering; +north-east winds shrieking along the gorges and wailing from height to +height.</p> + +<p>'I wonder the lion and the lamb are not blown into the lake,' said Mary, +looking at Helm Crag from the library window.</p> + +<p>She scampered about the gardens in the very teeth of those bitter +blasts, and took her shivering terriers for runs on the green slopes of +the Fell. The snow had gradually melted from the tides of the lowermost +range of hills, but the mountain peaks were still white and ghostly, +the ground was still hard and slippery in the early mornings. Mary had +to take her walks alone in this bleak weather. Fräulein had a convenient +bronchial affection which forbade her to venture so much as the point of +her nose outside the house in an east wind, and which justified her in +occasionally taking her breakfast in bed. She spent her days for the +most part in her arm-chair, drawn close to the fireplace, which she +still insisted upon calling the oven, knitting diligently, or reading +the <i>Rundschau</i>. Even music, which had once been her strong point, was +neglected in this trying weather. It was such a cold journey from the +oven to the piano.</p> + +<p>Mary played a good deal in her desultory manner, now that she had the +drawing-room all to herself, and no fear of Lady Maulevrier's critical +ear or Lesbia's superior smile. The Fräulein was pleased to hear her +pupil ramble on with her favourite bits from Raff, and Hensel, and +Schubert, and Mendelssohn, and Mozart, and was very well content to let +her play just what she liked, and to escape the trouble of training her +to that exquisite perfection into which Lady Lesbia had been drilled. +Lesbia was not a genius, and the training process had been quite as hard +for the governess as for the pupil.</p> + +<p>Thus the slow days wore on till the first week in March, and on one +bleak bitter afternoon, when Fräulein Müller stuck to the oven even a +little closer than usual, Mary felt she must go out, in the face of the +east wind, which was tossing the leafless branches in the valley below +until the trees looked like an angry crowd, hurling its arms in the air, +fighting, struggling, writhing. She must leave that dreary house for a +little while, were it even to be lashed and bruised and broken by that +fierce wind. So she told Fräulein that she really must have her +constitutional; and after a feeble remonstrance Fräulein let her go, and +subsided luxuriously into the pillowed depth of her arm-chair.</p> + +<p>There had been a hard frost, and all the mountain ways were perilous, so +Mary set out upon a steady tramp along the road leading towards the +Langdales. The wind seemed to assail her from every side, but she had +accustomed herself to defy the elements, and she only hugged her +sealskin jacket closer to her, and quickened her pace, chirruping and +whistling to Ahab and Ariadne, the two fox-terriers which she had +selected for the privilege of a walk.</p> + +<p>The terriers raced along the road, and Mary, seeing that she had the +road all to herself, raced after them. A light snow-shower, large +feathery flakes flying wide apart, fell from the steel-grey sky; but +Mary minded the snow no more than she minded the wind. She raced on, the +terriers scampering, rushing, flying before her, until, just where the +road took a curve, she almost ran into a horse, which was stepping along +at a tremendous pace, with a light, high dogcart behind him.</p> + +<p>'Hi!' cried the driver, 'where are you coming, young woman? Have you +never seen a horse till to-day?'</p> + +<p>Some one beside the driver leapt out, and ran to see if Mary was hurt. +The horse had swerved to one side, reared a little, and then spun on for +a few yards, leaving her standing in the middle of the road.</p> + +<p>'Why, it's Molly!' cried the driver, who was no less distinguished a +whip than Lord Maulevrier, and who had recognised the terriers.</p> + +<p>'I hope you are not hurt,' said the gentleman who had alighted, +Maulevrier's friend and shadow, John Hammond.</p> + +<p>Mary was covered with confusion by her exploit, and could hardly answer +Mr. Hammond's very simple question.</p> + +<p>She looked up at him piteously, trying to speak, and he took alarm at +her scared expression.</p> + +<p>'I am sure you are hurt,' he said earnestly, 'the horse must have struck +you, or the shaft perhaps, which was worse. Is it your shoulder that is +hurt, or your chest? Lean on me, if you feel faint or giddy. Maulevrier, +you had better drive your sister home, and get her looked after.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed, I am not hurt; not the least little bit,' gasped Mary, who had +recovered her senses by this time. 'I was only frightened, and it was +such a surprise to see you and Maulevrier.'</p> + +<p>A surprise—yes—a surprise which had set her heart throbbing so +violently as to render her speechless. Had horse or shaft-point struck +her ever so, she would have hardly been more tremulous than she felt at +this moment. Never had she hoped to see him again. He had set his all +upon one cast—loved, wooed, and lost her sister. Why should he ever +come again? What was there at Fellside worth coming for? And then she +remembered what her grandmother thought of him. He was a hanger-on, a +sponge, a led captain. He was Maulevrier's Umbra, and must go where his +patron went. It was a hard thing so to think of him, and Mary's heart +sank at the thought that Lady Maulevrier's worldly wisdom might have +reckoned aright.</p> + +<p>'It was very foolish of me to run into the horse,' said Mary, while Mr. +Hammond stood waiting for her to recover herself.</p> + +<p>'It was very foolish of Maulevrier to run into you. If he didn't drive +at such a break-neck pace it wouldn't have happened.'</p> + +<p>Umbra was very plain-spoken, at any rate.</p> + +<p>'There's rank ingratitude,' cried Maulevrier, who had turned back, and +was looking down at them from his elevated perch. 'After my coming all +the way round by Langdale to oblige you with a view of Elterwater. +Molly's all safe and sound. She wouldn't have minded if I'd run over +her. Come along, child, get up beside me, Hammond will take the back +seat.'</p> + +<p>This was easier said than done, for the back of the dogcart was piled +with Gladstone bags, fishing rods, and hat-boxes; but Umbra was ready +to oblige. He handed Mary up to the seat by the driver, and clambered up +at the back, when he hooked himself on somehow among the luggage.</p> + +<p>'Dear Maulevrier, how delicious of you to come!' said Mary, when they +were rattling on towards Fellside; 'I hope you are going to stay for +ages.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I dare say, if you make yourself very agreeable, I may stay till +after Easter.'</p> + +<p>Mary's countenance fell.</p> + +<p>'Easter is in three weeks,' she said, despondingly.</p> + +<p>'And isn't three weeks an age, at such a place as Fellside? I don't know +that I should have come at all on this side of the August sports, only +as the grandmother was ill, I thought it a duty to come and see her. A +fellow mayn't care much for ancestors when they're well, you know; but +when a poor old lady is down on her luck, her people ought to look after +her. So, here I am; and as I knew I should be moped to death here----'</p> + +<p>'Thank you for the compliment,' said Mary.</p> + +<p>'I brought Hammond along with me. Of course, I knew Lesbia was safe out +of the way,' added Maulevrier in an undertone.</p> + +<p>'It is very obliging of Mr. Hammond always to go where you wish,' +returned Mary, who could not help a bitter feeling when she remembered +her grandmother's cruel suggestion. 'Has he no tastes or inclinations of +his own?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, he has, plenty of them, and much loftier tastes than mine, I can +tell you. But he's kind enough to let me hang on to him, and to put up +with my frivolity. There never were two men more different than he and I +are; and I suppose that's why we get on so well together. When we were +in Paris he was always up to his eyes in serious work—lectures, public +libraries, workmen's syndicates, Mary Anne, the International—heaven +knows what, making himself master of the political situation in France; +while I was <i>rigolant</i> and <i>chaloupant</i> at the Bal Bullier.'</p> + +<p>It was generous of Maulevrier to speak of his hanger-on thus; and no +doubt the society of a well-informed earnest young man was a great good +for Maulevrier, a good far above the price of those pounds, shillings, +and pence which the Earl might spend for his dependent's benefit; but +when a girl of Mary's ardent temper has made a hero of a man, it galls +her to think that her hero's dignity should be sacrificed, his honour +impeached, were it by the merest tittle.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier made a good many inquiries about his grandmother, and seemed +really full of kindness and sympathy; but it was with a feeling of +profound awe, nay, of involuntary reluctance and shrinking, that he +presently entered her ladyship's sitting-room, ushered in by Mary, who +had been to her grandmother beforehand to announce the grandson's +arrival.</p> + +<p>The young man had hardly ever been in a sick room before. He half +expected to see Lady Maulevrier in bed, with a crowd of medicine bottles +and a cut orange on a table by her side, and a sick nurse of the +ancient-crone species cowering over the fire. It was an infinite relief +to him to find his grandmother lying on a sofa by the fire in her pretty +morning room. A little tea-table was drawn close up to her sofa, and she +was taking her afternoon tea. It was rather painful to see her lifting +her tea-cup slowly and carefully with her left hand, but that was all. +The dark eyes still flashed with the old eagle glance, the lines of the +lips were as proud and firm as ever. All sign of contraction or +distortion had passed away. In hours of calm her ladyship's beauty was +unimpaired; but with any strong emotion there came a convulsive working +of the features, and the face was momentarily drawn and distorted, as it +had been at the time of the seizure.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier's presence had not an unduly agitating effect on her +ladyship. She received him with tranquil graciousness, and thanked him +for his coming.</p> + +<p>'I hope you have spent your winter profitably in Paris,' she said. +'There is a great deal to be learnt there if you go into the right +circles.'</p> + +<p>Maulevrier told her that he had found much to learn, and that he had +gone into circles where almost everything was new to him. Whereupon his +grandmother questioned him about certain noble families in the Faubourg +Saint Germain who had been known to her in her own day of power, and +whose movements she had observed from a distance since that time; but +here she found her grandson dark. He had not happened to meet any of the +people she spoke about: the plain truth being that he had lived +altogether as a Bohemian, and had not used one of the letters of +introduction that had been given to him.</p> + +<p>'Your friend Mr. Hammond is with you, I am told,' said Lady Maulevrier, +not altogether with delight.</p> + +<p>'Yes, I made him come; but he is quite safe. He will bolt like a shot at +the least hint of Lesbia's return. He doesn't want to meet that young +lady again, I can assure you.'</p> + +<p>'Pray don't talk in that injured tone. Mr. Hammond is a gentlemanlike +person, very well informed, very agreeable. I have never denied that. +But you could not expect me to allow my granddaughter to throw herself +away upon the first adventurer who made her an offer.'</p> + +<p>'Hammond is not an adventurer.'</p> + +<p>'Very well, I will not call him so, if the term offends you. But Mr. +Hammond is—Mr. Hammond, and I cannot allow Lesbia to marry Mr. Hammond +or Mr. Anybody, and I am very sorry you have brought him here again. +There is Mary, a silly, romantic girl. I am very much afraid he has made +an impression upon her. She colours absurdly when she talks of him, and +flew into a passion with me the other day when I ventured to hint that +he is not a Rothschild, and that his society must be expensive to you.'</p> + +<p>'His society does not cost me anything. Hammond is the soul of +independence. He worked as a blacksmith in Canada for three months, just +to see what life was like in a wild district. There never was such a +fellow to rough it. And as for Molly, well, now, really, if he happened +to take a fancy to her, and if she happened to like him, I wouldn't bosh +the business, if I were you, grandmother. Take my word for it, Molly +might do worse.'</p> + +<p>'Of course. She might marry a chimney sweep. There is no answering for a +girl of her erratic nature. She is silly enough and romantic enough for +anything; but I shall not countenance her if she wants to throw herself +away on a person without prospects or connections; and I look to you, +Maulevrier, to take care of her, now that I am a wretched log chained to +this room.'</p> + +<p>'You may rely upon me, grandmother, Molly shall come to no harm, if I +can help it.'</p> + +<p>'Thank you,' said her ladyship, touching her bell twice.</p> + +<p>The two clear silvery strokes were a summons for Halcott, the maid, who +appeared immediately.</p> + +<p>'Tell Mrs. Power to get his lordship's room ready immediately, and to +give Mr. Hammond the room he had last summer,' said Lady Maulevrier, +with a sigh of resignation.</p> + +<p>While Maulevrier was with his grandmother John Hammond was smoking a +solitary cigar on the terrace, contemplating the mountain landscape in +its cold March greyness, and wondering very much to find himself again +at Fellside. He had gone forth from that house full of passionate +indignation, shaking off the dust from his feet, sternly resolved never +again to cross the threshold of that fateful cave, where he had met his +cold-hearted Circe. And now, because Circe was safe out of the way, he +had come back to the cavern; and he was feeling all the pain that a man +feels who beholds again the scene of a great past sorrow.</p> + +<p>Was this the old love and the old pain again, he wondered, or was it +only the sharp thrust of a bitter memory? He had believed himself cured +of his useless love—a great and noble love, wasted on a smaller nature +than his own. He had thought that because his eyes were opened, and he +understood the character of the girl he loved, his cure must needs be +complete. Yet now, face to face with the well-remembered landscape, +looking down upon that dull grey lake which he had seen smiling in the +sunshine, he began to doubt the completeness of his cure. He recalled +the lovely face, the graceful form, the sweet, low voice—the perfection +of gracious womanhood, manner, dress, movements, tones, smiles, all +faultless; and in the absence of that one figure, it seemed to him as if +he had come back to a tenantless, dismantled house, where there was +nothing that made life worth living.</p> + +<p>The red sun went down—a fierce and lurid face that seemed to scowl +through the grey—and Mr. Hammond felt that it was time to arouse +himself from gloomy meditation and go in and dress for dinner. +Maulevrier's valet was to arrive by the coach with the heavier part of +the luggage, and Maulevrier's valet did that very small portion of +valeting which was ever required by Mr. Hammond. A man who has worked at +a forge in the backwoods is not likely to be finicking in his ways, or +dependent upon servants for looking after his raiment.</p> + +<p>Despite Mr. Hammond's gloomy memories of past joys and disillusions, he +contrived to make himself very agreeable, by-and-by, at dinner, and in +the drawing-room after dinner, and the evening was altogether gay and +sprightly. Maulevrier was in high spirits, full of his Parisian +experiences, and talking slang as glibly as a student of the Quartier +Latin. He would talk nothing but French, protesting that he had almost +forgotten his native tongue, and his French was the language of +Larchey's Dictionary of Argot, in which nothing is called by its right +name. Mary was enchanted with this new vocabulary, and wanted to have +every word explained to her; but Maulevrier confessed that there was a +good deal that was unexplainable.</p> + +<p>The evening was much livelier than those summer evenings when the +dowager and Lady Lesbia were present. There was something less of +refinement, perhaps, and Fräulein remonstrated now and then about some +small violation of the unwritten laws of 'Anstand,' but there was more +mirth. Maulevrier felt for the first time as if he were master at +Fellside. They all went to the billiard room soon after dinner, and +Fräulein and Mary sat by the fire looking on, while the two young men +played. In such an evening there was no time for bitter memories: and +John Hammond was surprised to find how little he had missed that +enchantress whose absence had made the house seem desolate to him when +he re-entered it.</p> + +<p>He was tired with his journey and the varying emotions of the day, for +it was not without strong emotion that he had consented to return to +Fellside—and he slept soundly for the earlier part of the night. But he +had trained himself long ago to do with a very moderate portion of +sleep, and he was up and dressed while the dawn was still slowly +creeping along the edges of the hills. He went quietly down to the hall, +took one of the bamboos from a collection of canes and mountain sticks, +and set out upon a morning ramble over the snowy slopes. The snow +showers of yesterday had only sprinkled the greensward upon the lower +ground, but in the upper regions the winter snows still lingered, giving +an Alpine character to the landscape.</p> + +<p>John Hammond was too experienced a mountaineer to be deterred by a +little snow. He went up Silver Howe, and from the rugged breast of the +mountain saw the sun leap up from amidst a chaos of hill and crag, in +all his majesty, while the grey mists of night slowly floated up from +the valley that had lain hidden below them, and Grasmere Lake sparkled +and flashed in the light of the newly-risen sun.</p> + +<p>The church clock was striking eight as Hammond came at a brisk pace down +to the valley. There was still an hour before breakfast, so he took a +circuitous path to Fellside, and descended upon the house from the Fell, +as he had done that summer morning when he saw James Steadman sauntering +about in his garden.</p> + +<p>Within about a quarter of a mile of Lady Maulevrier's shrubberies Mr. +Hammond encountered a pedestrian, who, like himself, was evidently +taking a constitutional ramble in the morning air, but on a much less +extended scale, for this person did not look capable of going far +afield.</p> + +<p>He was an old man, something under middle height, but looking as if he +had once been taller; for his shoulders were much bent, and his head was +sunk on his chest. His whole form looked wasted and shrunken, and John +Hammond thought he had never seen so old a man—or at any rate any man +who was so deeply marked with all the signs of extreme age; and yet in +the backwoods of America he had met ancient settlers who remembered +Franklin, and who had been boys when the battle of Bunker's Hill was +fresh in the memory of their fathers and mothers.</p> + +<p>The little old man was clad in a thick grey overcoat of some shaggy kind +of cloth which looked like homespun. He wore a felt hat, and carried a +thick oak stick, and there was nothing in his appearance to indicate +that he belonged to any higher grade than that of the shepherds and +guides with whom Hammond had made himself familiar during his previous +visit. And yet there was something distinctive about the man, Hammond +thought, something wild and uncanny, which made him unlike any of those +hale and hearty-looking dalesmen on whom old age sate so lightly. No, +John Hammond could not fancy this man, with his pallid countenance and +pale crafty eyes, to be of the same race as those rugged and +honest-looking descendants of the Norsemen.</p> + +<p>Perhaps it was the man's exceeding age, for John Hammond made up his +mind that he must be a centenarian, which gave him so strange and unholy +an air. He had the aspect of a man who had been buried and brought back +to life again.</p> + +<p>So might look one of those Indian Fakirs who have the power to suspend life +by some mysterious process, and to lie in the darkness of the grave for a +given period, and then at their own will to resume the functions of the +living. His long white hair fell upon the collar of his grey coat, and +would have given him a patriarchal appearance had the face possessed the +dignity of age: but it was a countenance without dignity, a face deeply +scored with the lines of evil passions and guilty memories—the face of +the vulture, with a touch of the ferret—altogether a most unpleasant +face, Mr. Hammond thought.</p> + +<p>And yet there was a kind of fascination about that bent and shrunken +figure, those feeble movements, and shuffling gait. John Hammond turned +to look after the old man when he had passed him, and stood to watch him +as he went slowly up the Fell, plant his crutch stick upon the ground +before every footstep, as if it were a third leg, and more serviceable +than either of the other two.</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond watched him for two or three minutes, but, as the old man's +movements had an automatic regularity, the occupation soon palled, and +he turned and walked toward Fellside. A few yards nearer the grounds he +met James Steadman, walking briskly, and smoking his morning pipe.</p> + +<p>'You are out early this morning,' said Hammond, by way of civility.</p> + +<p>'I am always pretty early, sir. I like a mouthful of morning air.'</p> + +<p>'So do I. By-the-bye, can you tell me anything about a queer-looking old +man I passed just now a little higher up the Fell? Such an old, old man, +with long white hair.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir. I believe I know him.'</p> + +<p>'Who is he? Does he live in Grasmere?'</p> + +<p>Steadman looked puzzled.</p> + +<p>'Well, you see, sir, your description might apply to a good many; but if +it's the man I think you mean he lives in one of the cottages behind the +church. Old Barlow, they call him.'</p> + +<p>'There can't be two such men—he must be at least a century old. If any +one told me he were a hundred and twenty I shouldn't be inclined to +doubt the fact. I never saw such a shrivelled, wrinkled visage, +bloodless, too, as if the poor old wretch never felt your fresh mountain +air upon his hollow cheeks. A dreadful face. It will haunt me for a +month.'</p> + +<p>'It must be old Barlow,' replied Steadman. 'Good day, sir.'</p> + +<p>He walked on with his swinging step, and at such a pace that he was up +the side of the Fell and close upon old Barlow's heels when Hammond +turned to look after him five minutes later.</p> + +<p>'There's a man who shows few traces of age, at any rate,' thought +Hammond. 'Yet her ladyship told me that he is over seventy.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XIX"></a><h2>CHAPTER XIX.</h2> + +<h3>THE OLD MAN ON THE FELL.</h3> +<br> + +<p>Having made up his mind to stay at Fellside until after Easter, +Maulevrier settled down very quietly—for him. He rode a good deal, +fished a little, looked after his dogs, played billiards, made a devout +appearance in the big square pew at St. Oswald's on Sunday mornings, and +behaved altogether as a reformed character. Even his grandmother was +fain to admit that Maulevrier was improved, and that Mr. Hammond's +influence upon him must be exercised for good and not for evil.</p> + +<p>'I plunged awfully last year, and the year before that,' said +Maulevrier, sitting at tea in her ladyship's morning room one afternoon +about a week after his return, when she had expressed her gracious +desire that the two young men should take tea with her.</p> + +<p>Mary was in charge of the tea-pot and brass kettle, and looked as +radiant and as fresh as a summer morning. A regular Gainsborough girl, +Hammond called her, when he praised her to her brother; a true English +beauty, unsophisticated, a little rustic, but full of youthful +sweetness.</p> + +<p>'You see, I didn't know what a racing stable meant,' continued +Maulevrier, mildly apologetic—'in fact, I thought it was an easy way +for a nobleman to make as good a living as your City swells, with their +soft goods or their Brummagem ware, a respectable trade for a gentleman +to engage in. And it was only when I was half ruined that I began to +understand the business; and as soon as I did understand it I made up my +mind to get out of it; and I am happy to say that I sold the very last +of my stud in February, and Tony Lumpkin is his own man again. So you +may welcome the prodigal grandson, and order the fatted calf to be +slain, grandmother!'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier stretched out her left hand to him, and the young man +bent over it and kissed it affectionately. He felt really touched by her +misfortunes, and was fonder of her than he had ever been before. She had +been somewhat hard with him in his boyhood, but she had always cared for +his dignity and protected his interests: and, after all, she was a noble +old woman, a grandmother of whom a man might be justly proud. He thought +of the painted harridans, the bare-shouldered skeletons, whom some of +his young friends were obliged to own in the same capacity, and he was +thankful that he could reverence his father's mother.</p> + +<p>'That is the best news I have heard for a long time, Maulevrier,' said +her ladyship graciously; 'better medicine for my nerves than any of Mr. +Horton's preparations. If Mr. Hammond's advice has influenced you to get +rid of your stable I am deeply grateful to Mr. Hammond.'</p> + +<p>Hammond smiled as he sipped his tea, sitting close to Mary's tray, ready +to fly to her assistance on the instant should the brazen kettle become +troublesome. It had a threatening way of hissing and bubbling over its +spirit lamp.</p> + +<p>'Oh, you have no idea what a fellow Hammond is to lecture,' answered +Maulevrier. 'He is a tremendous Radical, and he thinks that every young +man in my position ought to be a reformer, and devote the greater part +of his time and trouble to turning out the dirty corners of the world, +upsetting those poor dear families who like to pig together in one room, +ordering all the children off to school, marrying the fathers and +mothers, thrusting himself between free labour and free beer, and +interfering with the liberty of the subject in every direction.'</p> + +<p>'All that may sound like Radicalism, but I think it is the true +Conservatism, and that every young man ought to do as much, if he wants +this timeworn old country to maintain its power and prosperity,' +answered Lady Maulevrier, with an approving glance at John Hammond's +thoughtful face.</p> + +<p>'Right you are, grandmother,' returned Maulevrier, 'and I believe +Hammond calls himself a Conservative, and means to vote with the +Conservatives.'</p> + +<p>Means to vote! An idle phrase, surely, thought her ladyship, where the +young man's chance of getting into Parliament was so remote.</p> + +<p>That afternoon tea in Lady Maulevrier's room was almost as cheerful as +the tea-drinkings in the drawing-room, unrestrained by her ladyship's +presence. She was pleased with her grandson's conduct, and was therefore +inclined to be friendly to his friend. She could see an improvement in +Mary, too. The girl was more feminine, more subdued, graver, sweeter; +more like that ideal woman of Wordsworth's, whose image embodies all +that is purest and fairest in womanhood.</p> + +<p>Mary had not forgotten that unlucky story about the fox-hunt, and ever +since Hammond's return she had been as it were on her best behaviour, +refraining from her races with the terriers, and holding herself aloof +from Maulevrier's masculine pursuits. She sheltered herself a good deal +under the Fräulein's substantial wing, and took care never to intrude +herself upon the amusements of her brother and his friend. She was not +one of those young women who think a brother's presence an excuse for a +perpetual <i>tête-à -tête</i> with a young man. Yet when Maulevrier came in +quest of her, and entreated her to join them in a ramble, she was not +too prudish to refuse the pleasure she so thoroughly enjoyed. But +afternoon tea was her privileged hour—the time at which she wore her +prettiest frock, and forgot to regret her inferiority to Lesbia in all +the graces of womanhood.</p> + +<p>One afternoon, when they had all three walked to Easedale Tarn, and were +coming back by the side of the force, picking their way among the grey +stones and the narrow threads of silvery water, it suddenly occurred to +Hammond to ask Mary about that queer old man he had seen on the Fell +nearly a fortnight before. He had often thought of making the inquiry +when he was away from Mary, but had always forgotten the thing when he +was with her. Indeed, Mary had a wonderful knack of making him forget +everything but herself.</p> + +<p>'You seem to know every creature in Grasmere, down to the two-year-old +babies,' said Hammond, Mary having just stopped to converse with an +infantine group, straggling and struggling over the boulders. 'Pray, do +you happen to know a man called Barlow, a very old man?'</p> + +<p>'Old Sam Barlow,' exclaimed Mary; 'why, of course I know him.'</p> + +<p>She said it as if he were a near relative, and the question palpably +absurd.</p> + +<p>'He is an old man, a hundred, at least, I should think,' said Hammond.</p> + +<p>'Poor old Sam, not much on the wrong side of eighty. I go to see him +every week, and take him his week's tobacco, poor old dear. It is his +only comfort.'</p> + +<p>'Is it?' asked Hammond. 'I should have doubted his having so humanising +a taste as tobacco. He looks too evil a creature ever to have yielded to +the softening influence of a pipe.'</p> + +<p>'An evil creature! What, old Sam? Why he is the most genial old thing, +and as cheery—loves to hear the newspaper read to him—the murders and +railway accidents. He doesn't care for politics. Everybody likes old Sam +Barlow.'</p> + +<p>'I fancy the Grasmere idea of reverend and amiable age must be strictly +local. I can only say that I never saw a more unholy countenance.'</p> + +<p>'You must have been dreaming when you saw him,' said Mary. 'Where did +you meet him?'</p> + +<p>'On the Fell, about a quarter of a mile from the shrubbery gate.'</p> + +<p>'<i>Did</i> you? I shouldn't have thought he could have got so far. I've a +good mind to take you to see him, this very afternoon, before we go +home.'</p> + +<p>'Do,' exclaimed Hammond, 'I should like it immensely. I thought him a +hateful-looking old person; but there was something so thoroughly +uncanny about him that he exercised an absolute fascination upon me: he +magnetised me, I think, as the green-eyed cat magnetises the bird. I +have been positively longing to see him again. He is a kind of human +monster, and I hope some one will have a big bottle made ready for him +and preserve him in spirits when he dies.'</p> + +<p>'What a horrid idea! No, sir, dear old Barlow shall lie beside the +Rotha, under the trees Wordsworth planted. He is such a man as +Wordsworth would have loved.'</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond shrugged his shoulders, and said no more. Mary's little +vehement ways, her enthusiasm, her love of that valley, which might be +called her native place, albeit her eyes had opened upon heaven's light +far away, her humility, were all very delightful in their way. She was +not a perfect beauty, like Lesbia; but she was a fresh, pure-minded +English girl, frank as the day, and if he had had a brother he would +have recommended that brother to choose just such a girl for his wife.</p> + +<p>Mr. Samuel Barlow occupied a little old cottage, which seemed to consist +chiefly of a gable end and a chimney stack, in that cluster of dwellings +behind St. Oswald's church, which was once known as the Kirk Town. +Visitors went downstairs to get to Mr. Barlow's ground-floor, for the +influence of time and advancing civilisation had raised the pathway in +front of Mr. Barlow's cottage until his parlour had become of a +cellar-like aspect. Yet it was a very nice little parlour when one got +down to it, and it enjoyed winter and summer a perpetual twilight, since +the light that crept through the leaded casement was tempered by a +screen of flowerpots, which were old Barlow's particular care. There +were no finer geraniums in all Grasmere than Barlow's, no bigger +carnations or picotees, asters or arums.</p> + +<p>It was about five o'clock in the March afternoon, when Mary ushered John +Hammond into Mr. Barlow's dwelling, and, in the dim glow of a cheery +little fire and the faint light that filtered through the screen of +geranium leaves, the visitor looked for a moment or so doubtfully at the +owner of the cottage. But only for a moment. Those bright blue eyes and +apple cheeks, that benevolent expression, bore no likeness to the +strange old man he had seen on the Fell. Mr. Barlow was toothless and +nut-cracker like of outline; he was thin and shrunken, and bent with the +burden of long years, but his healthy visage had none of those deep +lines, those cross markings and hollows which made the pallid +countenance of that other old man as ghastly as would be the abstract +idea of life's last stage embodied by the bitter pencil of a Hogarth.</p> + +<p>'I have brought a gentleman from London to see you, Sam,' said Mary. 'He +fancied he met you on the Fell the other morning.'</p> + +<p>Barlow rose and quavered a cheery welcome, but protested against the +idea of his having got so far as the Fell.</p> + +<p>'With my blessed rheumatics, you know it isn't in me, Lady Mary. I shall +never get no further than the churchyard; but I likes to sit on the wall +hard by Wordsworth's tomb in a warm afternoon, and to see the folks pass +over the bridge; and I can potter about looking after my flowers, I can. +But it would be a dull life, now the poor old missus is gone and the +bairns all out at service, if it wasn't for some one dropping in to have +a chat, or read me a bit of the news sometimes. And there isn't anybody +in Grasmere, gentle or simple, that's kinder to me than you, Lady Mary. +Lord bless you, I do look forward to my newspaper. Any more of them +dreadful smashes?'</p> + +<p>'No, Sam, thank Heaven, there have been no railway accidents.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, we shall have 'em in August and September,' said the old man, +cheerily. 'They're bound to come then. There's a time for all things, +as Solomon says. When the season comes t'smashes all coom. And no more +of these mysterious murders, I suppose, which baffle t'police and keep +me awake o' nights thinking of 'em.'</p> + +<p>'Surely you do not take delight in murder, Mr. Barlow?' said Hammond.</p> + +<p>'No, sir, I do not wish my fellow-creatures to mak' awa' wi' each other; +but if there is a murder going in the papers I like to get the benefit +of it. I like to sit in front of my fire of an evening and wonder about +it while I smoke my pipe, and fancy I can see the murderer hiding in a +garret in an out-of-the-way alley, or as a stowaway on board a gert +ship, or as a miner deep down in a coalpit, and never thinking that even +there t'police can track him. Did you ever hear tell o' Mr. de Quincey, +sir?'</p> + +<p>'I believe I have read every line he ever wrote.'</p> + +<p>'Ah, you should have heard him talk about murders. It would have made +you dream queer dreams, just as he did. He lived for years in the white +cottage that Wordsworth once lived in, just behind the street yonder—a +nice, neat, lile gentleman, in a houseful of books. I've had many a talk +with him when I was a young man.'</p> + +<p>'And how old may you be now, Mr. Barlow?'</p> + +<p>'Getting on for eighty four, sir.'</p> + +<p>'But you are not the oldest man in Grasmere, I should say, by twenty +years?'</p> + +<p>'I don't think there's many much older than me, sir.'</p> + +<p>'The man I saw on the Fell looked at least a hundred. I wish you could +tell me who he is; I feel a morbid curiosity about him.'</p> + +<p>He went on to describe the old man in the grey coat, as minutely as he +could, dwelling on every characteristic of that singular-looking old +person; but Samuel Barlow could not identify the description with any +one in Grasmere. Yet a man of that age, seen walking on the hill-side at +eight in the morning, could hardly have come from far afield.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XX"></a><h2>CHAPTER XX.</h2> + +<h3>LADY MAULEVRIER'S LETTER-BAG.</h3> +<br> + +<p>Although Maulevrier had assured his grandmother that John Hammond would +take flight at the first warning of Lesbia's return, Lady Maulevrier's +dread of any meeting between her granddaughter and that ineligible lover +determined her in making such arrangements as should banish Lesbia from +Fellside, so long as there seemed the slightest danger of such a +meeting. She knew that Lesbia had loved her fortuneless suitor; and she +did not know that the wound was cured, even by a season in the +little-great world of Cannes. Now that she, the ruler of that +household, was a helpless captive in her own apartments, she felt that +Lesbia at Fellside would be her own mistress, and hemmed round with the +dangers that beset richly-dowered beauty and inexperienced youth.</p> + +<p>John Hammond might be playing a very deep game, perhaps assisted by +Maulevrier. He might ostensibly leave Fellside before Lesbia's return, +yet lurk in the neighbourhood, and contrive to meet her every day. If +Maulevrier encouraged this folly, they might be married and over the +border, before her ladyship—fettered, impotent as she was—could +interfere.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier felt that Georgie Kirkbank was her strong rock. So long +as Lesbia was under that astute veteran's wing there could be no danger. +In that embodied essence of worldliness and diplomacy, there was an +ever-present defence from all temptations that spring from romance and +youthful impulses. It was a bitter thing, perhaps, to steep a young and +pure soul in such an atmosphere, to harden a fresh young nature in the +fiery crucible of fashionable life; but Lady Maulevrier believed that +the end would sanctify the means. Lesbia, once married to a worthy man, +such a man as Lord Hartfield, for instance, would soon rise to a higher +level than that Belgravian swamp over which the malarian vapours of +falsehood, and slander, and self-seeking, and prurient imaginings hang +dense and thick. She would rise to the loftier table-land of that really +great world which governs and admonishes the ruck of mankind by examples +of noble deeds and noble thoughts; the world of statesmen, and soldiers, +and thinkers, and reformers; the salt wherewithal society is salted.</p> + +<p>But while Lesbia was treading the tortuous mazes of fashion, it was well +for her to be guided and guarded by such an old campaigner as Lady +Kirkbank, a woman who, in the language of her friends, 'knew the ropes.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia's last letter had been to the effect that she was to go back to +London with the Kirkbanks directly after Easter, and that directly they +arrived she would set off with her maid for Fellside, to spend a week or +a fortnight with her dearest grandmother, before going back to Arlington +Street for the May campaign.</p> + +<p>'And then, dearest, I hope you will make up your mind to spend the +season in London,' wrote Lesbia. 'I shall expect to hear that you have +secured Lord Porlock's house. How dreadfully slow your poor dear hand is +to recover! I am afraid Horton is not treating the case cleverly. Why do +you not send for Mr. Erichsen? It is a shock to my nerves every time I +receive a letter in Mary's masculine hand, instead of in your lovely +Italian penmanship. Strange—isn't it?—how much better the women of +your time write than the girls of the present day! Lady Kirkbank +receives letters from stylish girls in a hand that would disgrace a +housemaid.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier allowed a post to go by before she answered this letter, +while she deliberated upon the best and wisest manner of arranging her +granddaughter's future. It was an agony to her not to be able to write +with her own hand, to be obliged to so shape every sentence that Mary +might learn nothing which she ought not to know. It was impossible with +such an amanuensis to write confidentially to Lady Kirkbank. The letters +to Lesbia were of less consequence; for Lesbia, albeit so intensely +beloved, was not in her grandmother's confidence, least of all about +those schemes and dreams which concerned her own fate.</p> + +<p>However, the letters had to be written, so Mary was told to open her +desk and begin.</p> + +<p>The letter to Lesbia ran thus:—</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'My dearest Child,</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'This is a world in which our brightest day-dreams generally end in</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">mere dreaming. For years past I have cherished the hope of</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">presenting you to your sovereign, to whom I was presented six and</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">forty years ago, when she was so fair and girlish a creature that</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">she seemed to me more like a queen in a fairy tale than the actual</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">ruler of a great country. I have beguiled my monotonous days with</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">thoughts of the time when I should return to the great world, full</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">of pride and delight in showing old friends what a sweet flower I</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">had reared in my mountain home; but, alas, Lesbia, it may not be.</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'Fate has willed otherwise. The maimed hand does not recover,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">although Horton is very clever, and thoroughly understands my case.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">I am not ill, I am not in danger; so you need feel no anxiety about</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">me; but I am a cripple; and I am likely to remain a cripple for</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">months; so the idea of a London season this year is hopeless.</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'Now, as you have in a manner made your <i>début</i> at Cannes, it would</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">never do to bury you here for another year. You complained of the</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">dullness last summer; but you would find Fellside much duller now</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">that you have tasted the elixir of life. No, my dear love, it will</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">be well for you to be presented, as Lady Kirkbank proposes, at the</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">first drawing-room after Easter; and Lady Kirkbank will have to</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">present you. She will be pleased to do this, I know, for her letters</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">are full of enthusiasm about you. And, after all, I do not think you</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">will lose by the exchange. Clever as I think myself, I fear I should</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">find myself sorely at fault in the society of to-day. All things are</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">changed: opinions, manners, creeds, morals even. Acts that were</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">crimes in my day are now venial errors—opinions that were</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">scandalous are now the mark of "advanced thought." I should be too</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">formal for this easy-going age, should be ridiculed as old-fashioned</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">and narrow-minded, should put you to the blush a dozen times a day</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">by my prejudices and opinions.</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'It is very good of you to think of travelling so long a distance to</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">see me; and I should love to look at your sweet face, and hear you</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">describe your new experiences; but I could not allow you to travel</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">with only the protection of a maid; and there are many reasons why I</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">think it better to defer the meeting till the end of the season,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">when Lady Kirkbank will bring my treasure back to me, eager to tell</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">me the history of all the hearts she has broken.'</span><br> + +<p>The dowager's letter to Lady Kirkbank was brief and business-like. She +could only hope that her old friend Georgie, whose acuteness she knew of +old, would divine her feelings and her wishes, without being explicitly +told what they were.</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'My dear Georgie,</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'I am too ill to leave this house; indeed I doubt if I shall ever</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">leave it till I am taken away in my coffin; but please say nothing</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">to alarm Lesbia. Indeed, there is no ground for fear, as I am not</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">dangerously ill, and may drag out an imprisonment of long years</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">before the coffin comes to fetch me. There are reasons, which you</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">will understand, why Lesbia should not come here till after the</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">season; so please keep her in Arlington Street, and occupy her mind</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">as much as you can with the preparations for her first campaign. I</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">give you <i>carte blanche</i>. If Carson is still in business I should</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">like her to make my girl's gowns; but you must please yourself in</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">this matter, as it is quite possible that Carson is a little behind</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">the times.</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'I must ask you to present my darling, and to deal with her exactly</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">as if she were a daughter of your own. I think you know all my views</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">and hopes about her; and I feel that I can trust to your friendship</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">in this my day of need. The dream of my life has been to launch her</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">myself, and direct her every step in the mazes of town life; but</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">that dream is over. I have kept age and infirmity at a distance,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">have even forgotten that the years were going by; and now I find</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">myself an old woman all at once, and my golden dream has vanished.'</span><br> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank's reply came by return of post, and happily this gushing +epistle had not to be submitted to Mary's eye.</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'My dearest Di,</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'My heart positively bleeds for you. What is the matter with your</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">hand, that you talk of being a life-long prisoner to your room? Pray</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">send for Paget or Erichsen, and have yourself put right at once. No</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">doubt that local simpleton is making a mess of your case. Perhaps</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">while he is dabbing with lint and lotions the real remedy is the</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">knife. I am sure amputation would be less melancholy than the</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">despondent state of feeling which you are now suffering. If any limb</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">of mine went wrong, I should say to the surgeon, "Cut it off, and</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">patch up the stump in your best style; I give you a fortnight, and</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">at the end of that time I expect to be going to parties again." Life</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">is not long enough for dawdling surgery.</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'As regards Lesbia, I can only say that I adore her, and I am</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">enchanted at the idea that I am to run her myself. I intend her to</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">be <i>the</i> beauty of the season—not <i>one of the loveliest</i></span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;"><i>debutantes</i>, or any rot of that kind—but just the girl whom</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">everybody will be crazy about. There shall be a mob wherever she</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">appears, Di, I promise you that. There is no one in London who can</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">work a thing of that kind better than your humble servant. And when</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">once the girl is the talk of the town, all the rest is easy. She can</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">choose for herself among the very best men in society. Offers will</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">pour in as thickly as circulars from undertakers and mourning</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">warehouses after a death.</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'Lesbia is so cool-headed and sensible that I have not the least</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">doubt of her success. With an impulsive or romantic girl there is</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">always the fear of a <i>fiasco</i>. But this sweet child of yours has</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">been well brought up, and knows her own value. She behaved like a</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">queen here, where I need not tell you society is just a little</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">mixed; though, of course, we only cultivate our own set. Your heart</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">would swell with pride if you could see the way she puts down men</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">who are not quite good style; and the ease with which she crushes</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">those odious American girls, with their fine complexions and loud</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">manners.</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'Be assured that I shall guard her as the apple of my eye, and that</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">the detrimental who circumvents me will be a very Satan of schemers.</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'I can but smile at your mention of Carson, whose gowns used to fit</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">us so well in our girlish days, and whose bills seem moderate</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">compared with the exorbitant accounts I get now.</span><br> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'Carson has long been forgotten, my dear soul, gone with the snows</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">of last year. A long procession of fashionable French dressmakers</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">has passed across the stage since her time, like the phantom kings</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">in Macbeth; and now the last rage is to have our gowns made by an</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Englishman who works for the Princess, and who gives himself most</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">insufferable airs, or an Irishwoman who is employed by all the best</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">actresses. It is to the latter, Kate Kearney, I shall entrust our</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">sweet Lesbia's toilettes.'</span><br> + +<p>The same post brought a loving letter from Lesbia, full of regret at not +being allowed to go down to Fellside, and yet full of delight at the +prospect of her first season.</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'Lady Kirkbank and I have been discussing my court dress,' she wrote,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'and we have decided upon a white cut-velvet train, with a border of</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">ostrich feathers, over a satin petticoat embroidered with seed</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">pearl. It will be expensive, but we know you will not mind that.</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Lady Kirkbank takes the idea from the costume Buckingham wore at the</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Louvre the first time he met Anne of Austria. Isn't that clever of</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">her? She is not a deep thinker like you; is horribly ignorant of</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">science, metaphysics, poetry even. She asked me one day who Plato</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">was, and whether he took his name from the battle of Platoea; and</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">she says she never could understand why people make a fuss about</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Shakespeare; but she has read all the secret histories and memoirs</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">that ever were written, and knows all the ins and outs of court life</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">and high life for the last three hundred years; and there is not a</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">person in the peerage whose family history she has not at her</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">fingers' ends, except my grandfather. When I asked her to tell me</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">all about Lord Maulevrier and his achievements as Governor of</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Madras, she had not a word to say. So, perhaps, she draws upon her</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">invention a little in talking about other people, and felt herself</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">restrained when she came to speak of my grandfather.'</span><br> + +<p>This passage in Lesbia's letter affected Lady Maulevrier as if a +scorpion had wriggled from underneath the sheet of paper. She folded the +letter, and laid it in the satin-lined box on her table, with a deep +sigh.</p> + +<p>'Yes, she is in the world now, and she will ask questions. I have never +warned her against pronouncing her grandfather's name. There are some +who will not be so kind as Georgie Kirkbank; some, perhaps, who will +delight in humiliating her, and who will tell her the worst that can be +told. My only hope is that she will make a great marriage, and speedily. +Once the wife of a man with a high place in the world, worldlings will +be too wise to wound her by telling her that her grandfather was an +unconvicted felon.'</p> + +<p>The die was cast. Lady Maulevrier might dread the hazard of evil +tongues, of slanderous memories; but she could not recall her consent to +Lesbia's <i>début</i>. The girl was already launched; she had been seen and +admired. The next stage in her career must be to be wooed and won by a +worthy wooer.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXI"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXI.</h2> + +<h3>ON THE DARK BROW OF HELVELLYN.</h3> +<br> + +<p>While these plans were being settled, and while Lesbia's future was the +all-absorbing subject of Lady Maulevrier's thoughts, Mary contrived to +be happier than she had ever been in her life before. It was happiness +that grew and strengthened with every day; and yet there was no obvious +reason for this deep joy. Her life ran in the same familiar groove. She +walked and rode on the old pathways; she rowed on the lake she had known +from babyhood; she visited her cottagers, and taught in the village +school, just the same as of old. The change was only that she was no +longer alone; and of late the solitude of her life, the ever-present +consciousness that nobody shared her pleasures or sympathised with her +upon any point, had weighed upon her like an actual burden. Now she had +Maulevrier, who was always kind, who understood and shared almost all +her tastes, and Maulevrier's friend, who, although not given to saying +smooth things, seemed warmly interested in her pursuits and opinions. He +encouraged her to talk, although he generally took the opposite side in +every argument; and she no longer felt oppressed or irritated by the +idea that he despised her.</p> + +<p>Indeed, although he never flattered or even praised her, Mr. Hammond let +her see that he liked her society. She had gone out of her way to avoid +him, very fearful lest he should think her bold or masculine; but he had +taken pains to frustrate all her efforts in that direction; he had +refused to go upon excursions which she could not share. 'Lady Mary must +come with us,' he said, when they were planning a morning's ramble. Thus +it happened that Mary was his guide and companion in all his walks, and +roamed with him bamboo in hand, over every one of those mountainous +paths she knew and loved so well. Distance was as nothing to +them—sometimes a boat helped them, and they went over wintry Windermere +to climb the picturesque heights above Bowness. Sometimes they took +ponies, and a groom, and left their steeds to perform the wilder part of +the way on foot. In this wise John Hammond saw all that was to be seen +within a day's journey of Grasmere, except the top of Helvellyn. +Maulevrier had shirked the expedition, had always put off Mary and Mr. +Hammond when they proposed it. The season was not advanced enough—the +rugged pathway by the Tongue Ghyll would be as slippery as glass—no +pony could get up there in such weather.</p> + +<p>'We have not had any frost to speak of for the last fortnight,' pleaded +Mary, who was particularly anxious to do the honours of Helvellyn, as +the real lion of the neighbourhood.</p> + +<p>'What a simpleton you are, Molly!' cried Maulevrier. 'Do you suppose +because there is no frost in your grandmother's garden—and if you were +to ask Staples about his peaches he would tell you a very different +story—that there's a tropical atmosphere on Dolly Waggon Pike? Why, I'd +wager the ice on Grisdale Tarn is thick enough for skating. Helvellyn +won't run away, child. You and Hammond can dance the Highland +Schottische on Striding Edge in June, if you like.'</p> + +<p>'Mr. Hammond won't be here in June,' said Mary.</p> + +<p>'Who knows?—the train service is pretty fair between London and +Windermere. Hammond and I would think nothing of putting ourselves in +the mail on a Friday night, and coming down to spend Saturday and Sunday +with you—if you are good.'</p> + +<p>There came a sunny morning soon after Easter which seemed mild enough +for June; and when Hammond suggested that this was the very day for +Helvellyn, Maulevrier had not a word to say against the truth of that +proposition. The weather had been exceptionally warm for the last week, +and they had played tennis and sat in the garden just as if it had been +actually summer. Patches of snow might still linger on the crests of the +hills—but the approach to those bleak heights could hardly be glacial.</p> + +<p>Mary clasped her hands delightedly.</p> + +<p>'Dear old Maulevrier!' she exclaimed, 'you are always good to me. And +now I shall be able to show you the Red Tarn, the highest pool of water +in England,' she said, turning to Hammond. 'And you will see Windermere +winding like a silvery serpent between the hills, and Grasmere shining +like a jewel in the depth of the valley, and the sea glittering like a +line of white light between the edges of earth and heaven, and the dark +Scotch hills like couchant lions far away to the north.'</p> + +<p>'That is to say these things are all supposed to be on view from the top +of the mountain; but as a peculiar and altogether exceptional state of +the atmosphere is essential to their being seen, I need not tell you +that they are rarely visible,' said Maulevrier. 'You are talking to old +mountaineers, Molly. Hammond has done Cotapaxi and had his little +clamber on the equatorial Andes, and I—well, child, I have done my +Righi, and I have always found the boasted panorama enveloped in dense +fog.'</p> + +<p>'It won't be foggy to-day,' said Mary. 'Shall we do the whole thing on +foot, or shall I order the ponies?'</p> + +<p>Mr. Hammond inquired the distance up and down, and being told that it +involved only a matter of eight miles, decided upon walking.</p> + +<p>'I'll walk, and lead your pony,' he said to Mary, but Mary declared +herself quite capable of going on foot, so the ponies were dispensed +with as a possible encumbrance.</p> + +<p>This was planned and discussed in the garden before breakfast. Fräulein +was told that Mary was going for a long walk with her brother and Mr. +Hammond; a walk which might last over the usual luncheon hour; so +Fräulein was not to wait luncheon. Mary went to her grandmother's room +to pay her duty visit. There were no letters for her to write that +morning, so she was perfectly free.</p> + +<p>The three pedestrians started an hour after breakfast, in light marching +order. The two young men wore their Argyleshire shooting +clothes—homespun knickerbockers and jackets, thick-ribbed hose knitted +by Highland lasses in Inverness. They carried a couple of hunting flasks +filled with claret, and a couple of sandwich boxes, and that was all. +Mary wore her substantial tailor-gown of olive tweed, and a little toque +to match, with a silver mounted grouse-claw for her only ornament.</p> + +<p>It was a delicious morning, the air fresh and sweet, the sun comfortably +warm, a little too warm, perhaps, presently, when they had trodden the +narrow path by the Tongue Ghyll, and were beginning to wind slowly +upwards over rough boulders and last year's bracken, tough and brown and +tangled, towards that rugged wall of earth and stone tufted with rank +grasses, which calls itself Dolly Waggon Pike. Here they all came to a +stand-still, and wiped the dews of honest labour from their foreheads; +and here Maulevrier flung himself down upon a big boulder, with the +soles of his stout shooting boots in running water, and took out his +cigar case.</p> + +<p>'How do you like it?' he asked his friend, when he had lighted his +cigarette. 'I hope you are enjoying yourself.'</p> + +<p>'I never was happier in my life,' answered Hammond.</p> + +<p>He was standing on higher ground, with Mary at his elbow, pointing out +and expatiating upon the details of the prospect. There were the +lakes—Grasmere, a disk of shining blue; Rydal, a patch of silver; and +Windermere winding amidst a labyrinth of wooded hills.</p> + +<p>'Aren't you tired?' asked Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'Not a whit.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I forgot you had done Cotapaxi, or as much of Cotapaxi as living +mortal ever has done. That makes a difference. I am going home.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Maulevrier!' exclaimed Mary, piteously.</p> + +<p>'I am going home. You two can go to the top. You are both hardened +mountaineers, and I am not in it with either of you. When I rashly +consented to a pedestrian ascent of Helvellyn I had forgotten what the +gentleman was like; and as to Dolly Waggon I had actually forgotten her +existence. But now I see the lady—as steep as the side of a house, and +as stony—no, naught but herself can be her parallel in stoniness. No, +Molly, I will go no further.'</p> + +<p>'But we shall go down on the other side,' urged Mary. 'It is a little +steeper on the Cumberland side, but not nearly so far.'</p> + +<p>'A little steeper! I Can anything be steeper than Dolly Waggon? Yes, you +are right. It is steeper on the Cumberland side. I remember coming down +a sheer descent, like an exaggerated sugar-loaf; but I was on a pony, +and it was the brute's look-out. I will not go down the Cumberland side +on my own legs. No, Molly, not even for you. But if you and Hammond want +to go to the top, there is nothing to prevent you. He is a skilled +mountaineer. I'll trust you with him.'</p> + +<p>Mary blushed, and made no reply. Of all things in the world she least +wanted to abandon the expedition. Yet to climb Helvellyn alone with her +brother's friend would no doubt be a terrible violation of those laws of +maidenly propriety which Fräulein was always expounding. If Mary were to +do this thing, which she longed to do, she must hazard a lecture from +her governess, and probably a biting reproof from her grandmother.</p> + +<p>'Will you trust yourself with me, Lady Mary?' asked Hammond, looking at +her with a gaze so earnest—so much more earnest than the occasion +required—that her blushes deepened and her eyelids fell. 'I have done a +good deal of climbing in my day, and I am not afraid of anything +Helvellyn can do to me. I promise to take great care of you if you will +come.'</p> + +<p>How could she refuse? How could she for one moment pretend that she did +not trust him, that her heart did not yearn to go with him. She would +have climbed the shingly steep of Cotapaxi with him—or crossed the +great Sahara with him—and feared nothing. Her trust in him was +infinite—as infinite as her reverence and love.</p> + +<p>'I am afraid Fräulein would make a fuss,' she faltered, after a pause.</p> + +<p>'Hang Fräulein,' cried Maulevrier, puffing at his cigarette, and kicking +about the stones in the clear running water. 'I'll square it with +Fräulein. I'll give her a pint of fiz with her lunch, and make her see +everything in a rosy hue. The good soul is fond of her Heidseck. You +will be back by afternoon tea. Why should there be any fuss about the +matter? Hammond wants to see the Red Tarn, and you are dying to show him +the way. Go, and joy go with you both. Climbing a stony hill is a form +of pleasure to which I have not yet risen. I shall stroll home at my +leisure, and spend the afternoon on the billiard-room sofa reading +Mudie's last contribution to the comforts of home.'</p> + +<p>'What a Sybarite,' said Hammond. 'Come, Lady Mary, we mustn't loiter, if +we are to be back at Fellside by five o'clock.'</p> + +<p>Mary looked at her brother doubtfully, and he gave her a little nod +which seemed to say, 'Go, by all means;' so she dug the end of her staff +into Dolly's rugged breast, and mounted cheerily, stepping lightly from +boulder to boulder.</p> + +<p>The sun was not so warm as it had been ten minutes ago, when Maulevrier +flung himself down to rest. The sky had clouded over a little, and a +cooler wind was blowing across the breast of the hill. Fairfield yonder, +that long smooth slope of verdure which a little while ago looked +emerald green in the sunlight, now wore a soft and shadowy hue. All the +world was greyer and dimmer in a moment, as it were, and Coniston Lake +in its distant valley disappeared beneath a veil of mist, while the +shimmering sea-line upon the verge of the horizon melted and vanished +among the clouds that overhung it. The weather changes very quickly in +this part of the world. Sharp drops of rain came spitting at Hammond and +Mary as they climbed the crest of the Pike, and stopped, somewhat +breathless, to look back at Maulevrier. He was trudging blithely down +the winding way, and seemed to have done wonders while they had been +doing very little.</p> + +<p>'How fast he is going!' said Mary.</p> + +<p>'Easy is the descent of Avernus. He is going down-hill, and we are going +upwards. That makes all the difference in life, you see,' answered +Hammond.</p> + +<p>Mary looked at him with divine compassion. She thought that for him the +hill of life would be harder than Helvellyn. He was brave, honest, +clever; but her grandmother had impressed upon her that modern +civilisation hardly has room for a young man who wants to get on in the +world, without either fortune or powerful connexions. He had better go +to Australia and keep sheep, than attempt the impossible at home.</p> + +<p>The rain was a passing shower, hardly worth speaking of, but the glory +of the day was over. The sky was grey, and there were dark clouds +creeping up from the sea-line. Silvery Windermere had taken a leaden +hue; and now they turned their last fond look upon the Westmoreland +valley, and set their faces steadily towards Cumberland, and the fine +grassy plateau on the top of the hill.</p> + +<p>All this was not done in a flash. It took them some time to scale +Dolly's stubborn breast, and it took them another hour to reach Seat +Sandal; and by the time they came to the iron gate in the fence, which +at this point divides the two counties, the atmosphere had thickened +ominously, and dark wreaths of fog were floating about and around them, +whirled here and there by a boisterous wind which shrieked and roared at +them with savage fury, as if it were the voice of some Titan monarch of +the mountain protesting against this intrusion upon his domain.</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid you won't see the Scottish hills,' shouted Mary, holding on +her little cloth hat.</p> + +<p>She was obliged to shout at the top of her voice, though she was close +to Mr. Hammond's elbow, for that shrill screaming wind would have +drowned the voice of a stentor.</p> + +<p>'Never mind the view,' replied Hammond in the same fortissimo, 'but I +really wish I hadn't brought you up here. If this fog should get any +worse, it may be dangerous.'</p> + +<p>'The fog is sure to get worse,' said Mary, in a brief lull of the +hurly-burly, 'but there is no danger. I know every inch of the hill, and +I am not a bit afraid. I can guide you, if you will trust me.'</p> + +<p>'My bravest of girls,' he exclaimed, looking down at her. 'Trust you! +Yes, I would trust my life to you—my soul—my honour—secure in your +purity and good faith.'</p> + +<p>Never had eyes of living man or woman looked down upon her with such +tenderness, such fervent love. She looked up at him; looked with eyes +which, at first bewildered, then grew bold, and lost themselves, as it +were, in the dark grey depths of the eyes they met. The savage wind, +hustling and howling, blew her nearer to him, as a reed is blown against +a rock. Dark grey mists were rising round them like a sea; but had that +ever-thickening, ever-darkening vapour been the sea itself, and death +inevitable, Mary Haselden would have hardly cared. For in this moment +the one precious gift for which her soul had long been yearning had been +freely given to her. She knew all at once, that she was fondly loved by +that one man whom she had chosen for her idol and her hero.</p> + +<p>What matter that he was fortuneless, a nobody, with but the poorest +chances of success in the world? What if he must needs, only to win the +bare means of existence, go to Australia and keep sheep, or to the Bed +River valley and grow corn? What if he must labour, as the peasants +laboured on the sides of this rude hill? Gladly would she go with him to +a strange country, and keep his log cabin, and work for him, and share +his toilsome life, rough or smooth. No loss of social rank could lessen +her pride in him, her belief in him.</p> + +<p>They were standing side by side a little way from the edge of the sheer +descent, below which the Bed Tarn showed black in a basin scooped out of +the naked hill, like water held in the hollow of a giant's hand.</p> + +<p>'Look,' cried Mary, pointing downward, 'you must see the Red Tarn, the +highest water in England?'</p> + +<p>But just at this moment there came a blast which shook even Hammond's +strong frame, and with a cry of fear he snatched Mary in his arms and +carried her away from the edge of the hill. He folded her in his arms +and held her there, thirty yards away from the precipice, safely +sheltered against his breast, while the wind raved round them, blowing +her hair from the broad, white brow, and showing him that noble forehead +in all its power and beauty; while the darkness deepened round them so +that they could see hardly anything except each other's eyes.</p> + +<p>'My love, my own dear love,' he murmured fondly; 'I will trust you with +my life. Will you accept the trust? I am hardly worthy; for less than a +year ago I offered myself to your sister, and I thought she was the only +woman in this wide world who could make me happy. And when she refused +me I was in despair, Mary; and I left Fellside in the full belief that I +had done with life and happiness. And then I came back, only to oblige +Maulevrier, and determined to be utterly miserable at Fellside. I was +miserable for the first two hours. Memories of dead and gone joys and +disappointed hopes were very bitter. And I tried honestly to keep up my +feeling of wretchedness for the first few days. But it was no use, +Molly. There was a genial spirit in the place, a laughing fairy who +would not let me be sad; and I found myself becoming most unromantically +happy, eating my breakfast with a hearty appetite, thinking my cup of +afternoon tea nectar for love of the dear hand that gave it. And so, and +so, till the new love, the purer and better love, grew and grew into a +mighty tree, which was as an oak to an orchid, compared with that +passion flower of earlier growth. Mary, will you trust your life to me, +as I trust mine to you. I say to you almost in the words I spoke last +year to Lesbia,' and here his tone grew grave almost to solemnity, +'trust me, and I will make your life free from the shadow of care—trust +me, for I have a brave spirit and a strong arm to fight the battle of +life—trust me, and I will win for you the position you have a right to +occupy—trust me, and you shall never repent your trust.'</p> + +<p>She looked up at him with eyes which told of infinite faith, child-like, +unquestioning faith.</p> + +<p>'I will trust you in all things, and for ever,' she said. 'I am not +afraid to face evil fortune. I do not care how poor you are—how hard +our lives may be—if—if you are sure you love me.'</p> + +<p>'Sure! There is not a beat of my heart or a thought of my mind that does +not belong to you. I am yours to the very depths of my soul. My innocent +love, my clear-eyed, clear-souled angel! I have studied you and watched +you and thought of you, and sounded the depths of your lovely nature, +and the result is that you are for me earth's one woman. I will have no +other, Mary, no other love, no other wife.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Maulevrier will be dreadfully angry,' faltered Mary.</p> + +<p>'Are you afraid of her anger?'</p> + +<p>'No; I am afraid of nothing, for your sake.'</p> + +<p>He lifted her hand to his lips, and kissed it reverently, and there was +a touch of chivalry in that reverential kiss. His eyes clouded with +tears as he looked down into the trustful face. The fog had darkened to +a denser blackness, and it was almost as if they were engulfed in sudden +night.</p> + +<p>'If we are never to find our way down the hill; if this were to be the +last hour of our lives, Mary, would you be content?'</p> + +<p>'Quite content,' she answered, simply. 'I think I have lived long +enough, if you really love me—if you are not making fun.'</p> + +<p>'What, Molly, do you still doubt? Is it strange that I love you?'</p> + +<p>'Very strange. I am so different from Lesbia.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, very different, and the difference is your highest charm. And now, +love, we had better go down whichever side of the hill is easiest, for +this fog is rather appalling. I forgive the wind, because it blew you +against my heart just now, and that is where I want you to dwell for +ever!'</p> + +<p>'Don't be frightened,' said Mary. 'I know every step of the way.'</p> + +<p>So, leaning on her lover, and yet guiding him, slowly, step by step, +groping their way through the darkness, Lady Mary led Mr. Hammond down +the winding track along which the ponies and the guides travel so often +in the summer season. And soon they began to descend out of that canopy +of fog which enveloped the brow of Helvellyn, and to see the whole world +smiling beneath them, a world of green pastures and sheepfolds, with a +white homestead here and there amidst the fields, looking so human and +so comfortable after that gloomy mountain top, round which the tempest +howled so outrageously. Beyond those pastures stretched the dark waters +of Thirlmere, looking like a broad river.</p> + +<p>The descent was passing steep, but Hammond's strong arm and steady +steps made Mary's progress very easy, while she had in no wise +exaggerated her familiarity with the windings and twistings of the +track. Yet as they had need to travel very slowly so long as the fog +still surrounded them, the journey downward lasted a considerable time, +and it was past five when they arrived at the little roadside inn at the +foot of the hill.</p> + +<p>Here Mr. Hammond insisted that Mary should rest at least long enough to +take a cup of tea. She was very white and tired. She had been profoundly +agitated, and looked on the point of fainting, although she protested +that she was quite ready to walk on.</p> + +<p>'You are not going to walk another step,' said Hammond. 'While you are +taking your tea I will get you a carriage.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed, I had rather hurry on at once,' urged Mary. 'We are so late +already.'</p> + +<p>'You will get home all the sooner if you obey me. It is your duty to +obey me now,' said Hammond, in a lowered voice.</p> + +<p>She smiled at him, but it was a weak, wan little smile, for that descent +in the wind and the fog had quite exhausted her. Mr. Hammond took her +into a snug little parlour where there was a cheerful fire, and saw her +comfortably seated in an arm chair by the hearth, before he went to look +after a carriage.</p> + +<p>There was no such thing as a conveyance to be had, but the Windermere +coach would pass in about half an hour, and for this they must wait. It +would take them back to Grasmere sooner than they could get there on +foot, in Mary's exhausted condition.</p> + +<p>The tea-tray was brought in presently, and Hammond poured out the tea +and waited upon Lady Mary. It was a reversal of the usual formula but it +was very pleasant to Mary to sit with her feet on the low brass fender +and be waited upon by her lover. That fog on the brow of Helvellyn—that +piercing wind—had chilled her to the bone, and there was unspeakable +comfort in the glow and warmth of the fire, in the refreshment of a good +cup of tea.</p> + +<p>'Mary, you are my own property now, remember,' said Hammond, watching +her tenderly as she sipped her tea.</p> + +<p>She glanced up at him shyly, now and then, with eyes full of innocent +wonder. It was so strange to her, as strange as sweet, to know that he +loved her; such a marvellous thing that she had pledged herself to be +his wife.</p> + +<p>'You are my very own—mine to guard and cherish, mine to think and work +for,' he went on, 'and you will have to trust me, sweet one, even if the +beginning of things is not altogether free from trouble.'</p> + +<p>'I am not afraid of trouble.'</p> + +<p>'Bravely spoken! First and foremost, then, you will have to announce +your engagement to Lady Maulevrier. She will take it ill, no doubt; will +do her utmost to persuade you to give me up. Have you courage and +resolution, do you think, to stand against her arguments? Can you hold +to your purpose bravely, and cry, no surrender?'</p> + +<p>'There shall be no surrender,' answered Mary, 'I promise you that. No +doubt grandmother will be very angry. But she has never cared for me +very much. It will not hurt her for me to make a bad match, as it would +have done in Lesbia's case. She has had no day-dreams—no grand ambition +about me!'</p> + +<p>'So much the better, my wayside flower! When you have said all that is +sweet and dutiful to her, and have let her know at the same time that +you mean to be my wife, come weal come woe, I will see her, and will +have my say. I will not promise her a grand career for my darling: but I +will pledge myself that nothing of that kind which the world calls +evil—no penury, or shabbiness of surroundings—shall ever touch Mary +Haselden after she is Mary Hammond. I can promise at least so much as +that.'</p> + +<p>'It is more than enough,' said Mary. 'I have told you that I would +gladly share poverty with you.'</p> + +<p>'Sweet! it is good of you to say as much, but I would not take you at +your word. You don't know what poverty is.'</p> + +<p>'Do you think I am a coward, or self-indulgent? You are wrong, Jack. May +I call you Jack, as Maulevrier does?'</p> + +<p>'May you?'</p> + +<p>The question evoked such a gush of tenderness that he was fain to kneel +beside her chair and kiss the little hand holding the cup, before he +considered he had answered properly.</p> + +<p>'You are wrong, Jack. I do know what poverty means. I have studied the +ways of the poor, tried to console them, and help them a little in their +troubles; and I know there is no pain that want of money can bring which +I would not share willingly with you. Do you suppose my happiness is +dependent on a fine house and powdered footmen? I should like to go to +the Red River with you, and wear cotton gowns, and tuck up my sleeves +and clean our cottage.'</p> + +<p>'Very pretty sport, dear, for a summer day; but my Mary shall have a +sweeter life, and shall occasionally walk in silk attire.'</p> + +<p>That tea-drinking by the fireside in the inn parlour was the most +delicious thing within John Hammond's experience. Mary was a bewitching +compound of earnestness and simplicity, so humble, so confiding, so +perplexed and astounded at her own bliss.</p> + +<p>'Confess, now, in the summer, when you were in love with Lesbia, you +thought me a horrid kind of girl,' she said, presently, when they were +standing side by side at the window, waiting for the coach.</p> + +<p>'Never, Mary. My crime is to have thought very little about you in those +days. I was so dazzled by Lesbia's beauty, so charmed by her +accomplishments and girlish graces, that I forgot to take notice of +anything else in the world. If I thought of you at all it was as +another Maulevrier—a younger Maulevrier in petticoats, very gay, and +good-humoured, and nice.'</p> + +<p>'But when you saw me rushing about with the terriers—I must have seemed +utterly horrid.'</p> + +<p>'Why, dearest? There is nothing essentially horrible in terriers, or in a +bright lively girl running races with them. You made a very pretty +picture in the sunlight, with your hat hanging on your shoulder, and +your curly brown hair and dancing hazel eyes. If I had not been deep in +love with Lesbia's peerless complexion and Grecian features, I should +have looked below the surface of that Gainsborough picture, and +discovered what treasures of goodness, and courage, and truth and purity +those frank brown eyes and that wide forehead betokened. I was sowing my +wild oats last summer, Mary, and they brought me a crop of sorrow. But I +am wiser now—wiser and happier.</p> + +<p>'But if you were to see Lesbia again would not the old love revive?'</p> + +<p>'The old love is dead, Mary. There is nothing left of it but a handful +of ashes, which I scatter thus to the four winds,' with a wave of his +hand towards the open casement. 'The new love absorbs and masters my +being. If Lesbia were to re-appear at Fellside this evening, I could +offer her my hand in all brotherly frankness, and ask her to accept me +as a brother. Here comes the coach. We shall be at Fellside just in time +for dinner.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXII.</h2> + +<h3>WISER THAN LESBIA.</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lady Mary and Mr. Hammond were back at Fellside at a quarter before +eight, by which time the stars were shining on pine woods and Fell. They +managed to be in the drawing-room when dinner was announced, after the +hastiest of toilets; yet her lover thought Mary had never looked +prettier than she looked that night, in her limp white cashmere gown, +and with her brown hair brushed into a large loose knot on the top of +her head. There had been great uneasiness about them at Fellside when +evening began to draw in, and the expected hour of their return had gone +by. Scouts had been sent in quest of them, but in the wrong direction.</p> + +<p>'I did not think you would be such idiots as to come down the north side +of the hill in a tempest,' said Maulevrier; 'we could see the clouds +racing over the crest of Seat Sandal, and knew it was blowing pretty +hard up there, though it was calm enough down here.'</p> + +<p>'Blowing pretty hard;' echoed Hammond, 'I don't think I was ever out in +a worse gale; and yet I have been across the Bay of Biscay when the +waves struck the side of the steamer like battering rams, and when the +whole surface of the sea was white with seething foam.'</p> + +<p>'It was a most imprudent thing to go up Helvellyn in such weather,' said +Fräulein Müller, shaking her head gloomily as she ate her fish.</p> + +<p>Mary felt that the Fräulein's manner boded ill. There was a storm +brewing. A scolding was inevitable. Mary felt quite capable of doing +battle with the Fräulein; but her feelings were altogether different +when she thought of facing that stern old lady upstairs, and of the +confession she had to make. It was not that her courage faltered. So far +as resolutions went she was as firm as a rock. But she felt that there +was a terrible ordeal to be gone through; and it seemed a mockery to be +sitting there and pretending to eat her dinner and take things lightly, +with that ordeal before her.</p> + +<p>'We did not go up the hill in bad weather, Miss Müller,' said Mr. +Hammond. 'The sun was shining and the sky was blue when we started. We +could not foresee darkness and storm at the top of the hill. That was +the fortune of war.'</p> + +<p>'I am very sorry Lady Mary had not more good sense,' replied Fräulein +with unabated gloom; but on this Maulevrier took up the cudgels.</p> + +<p>'If there was any want of sense in the business, that's my look-out, +Fräulein,' he said, glaring angrily at the governess. 'It was I who +advised Hammond and Lady Mary to climb the hill. And here they are, safe +and sound after their journey. I see no reason why there should be any +fuss about it.'</p> + +<p>'People have different ways of looking at things, replied Fräulein, +plodding steadily on with her dinner. Mary rose directly the dessert had +been handed round, and marched out of the room: like a warrior going to +a battle in which the chances of defeat were strong. Fräulein Müller +shuffled after her.</p> + +<p>'Will you be kind enough to go to her ladyship's room at once, Lady +Mary,' she said. 'She wants to speak to you.'</p> + +<p>'And I want to speak to her,' said Mary.</p> + +<p>She ran quickly upstairs and arrived in the morning room, a little out +of breath. The room was lighted by one low moderator lamp, under a dark +red velvet shade, and there was the glow of the wood fire, which gave a +more cheerful light than the lamp. Lady Maulevrier was lying on her +couch in a loose brocade tea-gown, with old Brussels collar and ruffles. +She was as well dressed in her day of affliction and helplessness as she +had been in her day of strength; for she knew the value of surroundings, +and that her stateliness and power were in some manner dependent on +details of this kind. The one hand which she could use glittered with +diamonds, as she waved it with a little imperious gesture towards the +chair on which she desired Lady Mary to seat herself; and Mary sat down +meekly, knowing that this chair represented the felon's dock.</p> + +<p>'Mary,' began her grandmother, with freezing gravity, 'I have been +surprised and shocked by your conduct to-day. Yes, surprised at such +conduct even in you.'</p> + +<p>'I do not think I have done anything very wrong, grandmother.'</p> + +<p>'Not wrong! You have done nothing wrong? You have done something +absolutely outrageous. You, my granddaughter, well born, well bred, +reared under my roof, to go up Helvellyn and lose yourself in a fog +alone with a young man. You could hardly have done worse if you were a +Cockney tourist,' concluded her ladyship, with ineffable disgust.</p> + +<p>'I could not help the fog,' said Mary, quietly. The battle had to be +fought, and she was not going to flinch. 'I had no intention of going up +Helvellyn alone with Mr. Hammond. Maulevrier was to have gone with us; +but when we got to Dolly Waggon he was tired, and would not go any +further. He told me to go on with Mr. Hammond.'</p> + +<p>'<i>He</i> told you! Maulevrier!--a young man who has spent some of the best +hours of his youth in the company of jockeys and trainers—who hasn't +the faintest idea of the fitness of things. You allow Maulevrier to be +your guide in a matter in which your own instinct should have guided +you—your womanly instinct! But you have always been an unwomanly girl. +You have put me to shame many a time by your hoydenish tricks; but I +bore with you, believing that your madcap follies were at least +harmless. To-day you have gone a step too far, and have been guilty of +absolute impropriety, which I shall be very slow to pardon.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps you will be still more angry when you know all, grandmother,' +said Mary.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier flashed her dark eyes at the girl with a look which +would have almost killed a nervous subject; but Mary faced her +steadfastly, very pale, but as resolute as her ladyship.</p> + +<p>'When I know all! What more is there for me to know?'</p> + +<p>'Only that while we were on the top of Helvellyn, in the fog and the +wind, Mr. Hammond asked me to be his wife.'</p> + +<p>'I am not surprised to hear it,' retorted her ladyship, with a harsh +laugh. 'A girl who could act so boldly and flirtingly was a natural mark +for an adventurer. Mr. Hammond no doubt has been told that you will have +a little money by-and-by, and thinks he might do worse than marry you. +And seeing how you have flung yourself at his head, he naturally +concludes that you will not be too proud to accept your sister's +leavings.'</p> + +<p>'There is nothing gained by making cruel speeches, grandmother,' said +Mary, firmly. 'I have promised to be John Hammond's wife, and there is +nothing you nor anyone else can say which will make me alter my mind. I +wish to act dutifully to you, if I can, and I hope you will be good to +me and consent to this marriage. But if you will not consent, I shall +marry him all the same. I shall be full of sorrow at having to disobey +you, but I have promised, and I will keep my promise.'</p> + +<p>'You will act in open rebellion against me—against the kinswoman who +has reared you, and educated you, and cared for you in all these years!'</p> + +<p>'But you have never loved me,' answered Mary, sadly. 'Perhaps if you had +given me some portion of that affection which you lavished on my sister +I might be willing to sacrifice this new deep love for your sake—to lay +down my broken heart as a sacrifice on the altar of gratitude. But you +never loved me. You have tolerated me, endured my presence as a +disagreeable necessity of your life, because I am my father's daughter. +You and Lesbia have been all the world to each other; and I have stood +aloof, outside your charmed circle, almost a stranger to you. Can you +wonder, grandmother, recalling this, that I am unwilling to surrender +the love that has been given me to-day—the true heart of a brave and +good man!'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier looked at her for some moments in scornful wonderment; +looked at her with a slow, deliberate smile.</p> + +<p>'Poor child!' she said; 'poor ignorant, inexperienced baby! For what a +Will-o-the-wisp are you ready to sacrifice my regard, and all the +privileges of your position as my granddaughter! No doubt this Mr. +Hammond has said all manner of fine things to you; but can you be weak +enough to believe that he who half a year ago was sighing and dying at +the feet of your sister can have one spark of genuine regard for you? +The thing is not in nature; it is an obvious absurdity. But it is easy +enough to understand that Mr. Hammond without a penny in his pocket, and +with his way to make in the world, would be very glad to secure Lady +Mary Haselden and her five hundred a year, and to have Lord Maulevrier +for his brother in-law?'</p> + +<p>'Have I really five hundred a year? Shall I have five hundred a year +when I marry?' asked Mary, suddenly radiant.</p> + +<p>'Yes; if you marry with your brother's consent.'</p> + +<p>'I am so glad—for his sake. He could hardly starve if I had five +hundred a year. He need not be obliged to emigrate.'</p> + +<p>'Has he been offering you the prospect of emigration as an additional +inducement?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, no, he does not say that he is very poor, but since you say he is +penniless I thought we might be obliged to emigrate. But as I have five +hundred a year—'</p> + +<p>'You will stay at home, and set up a lodging-house, I suppose,' sneered +Lady Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'I will do anything my husband pleases. We can live in a humble way in +some quiet part of London, while Mr. Hammond works at literature or +politics. I am not afraid of poverty or trouble, I am willing to endure +both for his sake.'</p> + +<p>'You are a fool!' said her grandmother sternly. 'And I have nothing more +to say to you. Go away, and send Maulevrier to me.'</p> + +<p>Mary did not obey immediately. She went over to her grandmother's couch +and knelt by her side, and kissed the poor maimed hand which lay on the +velvet cushion.</p> + +<p>'Dear grandmother,' she said gently. 'I am very sorry to rebel against +you. But this is a question of life or death with me. I am not like +Lesbia. I cannot barter love and truth for worldly advantage—for pride +of race. Do not think me so weak or so vain as to be won by a few fine +speeches from an adventurer. Mr. Hammond is no adventurer, he has made +no fine speeches—but, I will tell you a secret, grandmother. I have +liked and admired him from the first time he came here. I have looked up +to him and reverenced him; and I must be a very foolish girl if my +judgment is so poor that I can respect a worthless man.'</p> + +<p>'You <i>are</i> a very foolish girl,' answered Lady Maulevrier, more kindly +than she had spoken before, 'but you have been very good and dutiful to +me since I have been ill, and I don't wish to forget that. I never said +that Mr. Hammond was worthless; but I say that he is no fit husband for +you. If you were as yielding and obedient as Lesbia it would be all the +better for you; for then I should provide for your establishment in life +in a becoming manner. But as you are wilful, and bent upon taking your +own way—well—my dear, you must take the consequence; and when you are +a struggling wife and mother, old before your time, weighed down with +the weary burden of petty cares, do not say, "My grandmother might have +saved me from this martyrdom."'</p> + +<p>'I will run the risk, grandmother. I will be answerable for my own +fate.'</p> + +<p>'So be it, Mary. And now send Maulevrier to me.'</p> + +<p>Mary went down to the billiard room, where she found her brother and her +lover engaged in a hundred game.</p> + +<p>'Take my cue and beat him if you can, Molly,' said Maulevrier, when he +had heard Mary's message. 'I'm fifteen ahead of him, for he has been +falling asleep over his shots. I suppose I am going to get a lecture.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think so,' said Mary.</p> + +<p>'Well, my dearest, how did you fare in the encounter?' asked Hammond, +directly Maulevrier was gone.</p> + +<p>'Oh, it was dreadful! I made the most rebellious speeches to poor +grandmother, and then I remembered her affliction, and I asked her to +forgive me, and just at the last she was ever so much kinder, and I +think that she will let me marry you, now she knows I have made up my +mind to be your wife—in spite of Fate.'</p> + +<p>'My bravest and best.'</p> + +<p>'And do you know, Jack'—she blushed tremendously as she uttered this +familiar name—'I have made a discovery!'</p> + +<p>'Indeed!'</p> + +<p>'I find that I am to have five hundred a year when I am married. It is +not much. But I suppose it will help, won't it? We can't exactly starve +if we have five hundred a year. Let me see. It is more than a pound a +day. A sovereign ought to go a long way in a small house; and, of +course, we shall begin in a very wee house, like De Quincey's cottage +over there, only in London.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, dear, there are plenty of such cottages in London. In Mayfair, for +instance, or Belgravia.'</p> + +<p>'Now, you are laughing at my rustic ignorance. But the five hundred +pounds will be a help, won't it?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, dear, a great help.'</p> + +<p>'I'm so glad.'</p> + +<p>She had chalked her cue while she was talking, but after taking her aim, +she dropped her arm irresolutely.</p> + +<p>'Do you know I'm afraid I can't play to-night,' she said.'Helvellyn and the fog and the wind have quite spoilt my nerve. Shall we +go to the drawing-room, and see if Fräulein has recovered from her +gloomy fit?'</p> + +<p>'I would rather stay here, where we are free to talk; but I'll do +whatever you like best.'</p> + +<p>Mary preferred the drawing-room. It was very sweet to be alone with her +lover, but she was weighed down with confusion in his presence. The +novelty, the wonderment of her position overpowered her. She yearned for +the shelter of Fräulein Müller's wing, albeit the company of that most +prosaic person was certain death to romance.</p> + +<p>Miss Müller was in her accustomed seat by the fire, knitting her +customary muffler. She had appropriated Lady Maulevrier's place, much to +Mary's disgust. It irked the girl to see that stout, clumsy figure in +the chair which had been filled by her grandmother's imperial form. The +very room seemed vulgarised by the change.</p> + +<p>Fräulein looked up with a surprised air when Mary and Hammond entered +together, the girl smiling and happy. She had expected that Mary would +have left her ladyship's room in tears, and would have retired to her +own apartment to hide her swollen eyelids and humiliated aspect. But +here she was, after the fiery ordeal of an interview with her offended +grandmother, not in the least crestfallen.</p> + +<p>'Are we not to have any tea to-night?' asked Mary, looking round the +room.</p> + +<p>'I think you are unconscious of the progress of time, Lady Mary,' +answered Fräulein, stiffly. 'The tea has been brought in and taken out +again.'</p> + +<p>'Then it must be brought again, if Lady Mary wants some,' said Hammond, +ringing the bell in the coolest manner.</p> + +<p>Fräulein felt that things were coming to a pretty pass, if Maulevrier's +humble friend was going to give orders in the house. Quiet and +commonplace as the Hanoverian was, she had her ambition, and that was to +grasp the household sceptre which Lady Maulevrier must needs in some +wise resign, now that she was a prisoner to her rooms. But so far +Fräulein had met with but small success in this endeavour. Her +ladyship's authority still ruled the house. Her ladyship's keen +intellect took cognisance even of trifles: and it was only in the most +insignificant details that Fräulein felt herself a power.</p> + +<p>'Well, your ladyship, what's the row?' said Maulevrier marching into his +grandmother's room with a free and easy air. He was prepared for a +skirmish, and he meant to take the bull by the horns.</p> + +<p>'I suppose you know what has happened to-day?' said her ladyship.</p> + +<p>'Molly and Hammond's expedition, yes, of course. I went part of the way +with them, but I was out of training, got pumped out after a couple of +miles, and wasn't such a fool as to go to the top.'</p> + +<p>'Do you know that Mr. Hammond made Mary an offer, while they were on the +hill, and that she accepted him?'</p> + +<p>'A queer place for a proposal, wasn't it? The wind blowing great guns +all the time. I should have chosen a more tranquil spot.'</p> + +<p>'Maulevrier, cannot you be serious? Do you forget that this business of +to-day must affect your sister's welfare for the rest of her life?'</p> + +<p>'No, I do not. I will be as serious as a judge after he has put on the +black cap,' said Maulevrier, seating himself near his grandmother's +couch, and altering his tone altogether. 'Seriously I am very glad that +Hammond has asked Mary to be his wife, and still more glad that she is +tremendously in love with him. I told you some time ago not to put your +spoke in that wheel. There could not be a happier or a better marriage +for Mary.'</p> + +<p>'You must have rather a poor opinion, of your sister's attractions, +personal or otherwise, if you consider a penniless young man—of no +family—good enough for her.'</p> + +<p>'I do not consider my sister a piece of merchandise to be sold to the +highest bidder. Granted that Hammond is poor and a nobody. He is an +honourable man, highly gifted, brave as a lion, and he is my dearest +friend. Can you wonder that I rejoice at my sister's having won him for +her adoring lover?'</p> + +<p>'Can he really care for her, after having loved Lesbia?'</p> + +<p>'That was the desire of the eye, this is the love of the heart. I know +that he loves Mary ever so much better than he loved Lesbia. I can +assure your ladyship that I am not such a fool as I look. I am very fond +of my sister Mary, and I have not been blind to her interests. I tell +you on my honour that she ought to be very happy as John Hammond's +wife.'</p> + +<p>'I am obliged to believe what you say about his character,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'And I am willing to admit that the husband's character has +a great deal to do with the wife's happiness, from a moral point of +view; but still there are material questions to be considered. Has your +friend any means of supporting a wife?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, he has means; quite sufficient means for Mary's views, which are +very simple.'</p> + +<p>'You mean to say he would keep her in decent poverty? Cannot you be +explicit, Maulevrier, and say what means the man has, whether an income +or none? If you cannot tell me I must question Mr. Hammond himself.'</p> + +<p>'Pray do not do that,' exclaimed her grandson urgently. 'Do not take all +the flavour of romance out of Molly's love story, by going into pounds, +shillings, and pence. She is very young. You would hardly wish her to +marry immediately?'</p> + +<p>'Not for the next year, at the very least.'</p> + +<p>'Then why enter upon this sordid question of ways and means. Make +Hammond and Mary happy by consenting to their engagement, and trust the +rest to Providence, and to me. Take my word for it, Hammond is not a +beggar, and he is a man likely to make his mark in the world. If a year +hence his income is not enough to allow of his marrying, I will double +Mary's allowance out of my own purse. Hammond's friendship has steadied +me, and saved me a good deal more than five hundred a year.'</p> + +<p>'I can quite believe that. I believe Mr. Hammond is a worthy man, and +that his influence has been very good for you; but that does not make +him a good match for Mary. However, you seem to have settled the +business among you, and I suppose I must submit. You had better all +drink tea with me to morrow afternoon; and I will receive your friend as +Mary's future husband.'</p> + +<p>'That is the best and kindest of grandmothers.'</p> + +<p>'But I should like to know more of his antecedents and his relations.'</p> + +<p>'His antecedents are altogether creditable. He took honours at the +University; he has been liked and respected everywhere. He is an orphan, +and it is better not to talk to him of his family. He is sensitive on +that point, like most men who stand alone in the world.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I will hold my peace. You have taken this business into your +hands, Maulevrier; and you must be responsible for the result.'</p> + +<p>Maulevrier left his grandmother soon after this, and went downstairs, +whistling for very joyousness. Finding the billiard-room deserted he +repaired to the drawing-room, where he found Mary playing scraps of +melody to her lover at the shadowy end of the room, while Fräulein sat +by the fire weaving her web as steadily as one of the Fatal Sisters, and +with a brow prophetic of evil.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier crept up to the piano, and came stealthily behind the lovers.</p> + +<p>'Bless you, my children,' he said, hovering over them with outspread +hands. 'I am the dove coming back to the ark. I am the bearer of happy +tidings. Lady Maulevrier consents to your acquiring the legal right to +make each other miserable for the rest of your lives.'</p> + +<p>'God bless you, Maulevrier,' said Hammond, clasping him by the hand.</p> + +<p>'Only as this sister of mine is hardly out of the nursery you will have +to wait for her at least a year. So says the dowager, whose word is like +the law of the Medes and Persians, and altereth not.'</p> + +<p>'I would wait for her twice seven years, as Jacob waited, and toil for +her, as Jacob toiled,' answered Hammond, 'but I should like to call her +my own to-morrow, if it were possible.'</p> + +<p>Nothing could be happier or gayer than the tea-drinking in Lady +Maulevrier's room on the following afternoon. Her ladyship having once +given way upon a point knew how to make her concession gracefully. She +extended her hand to Mr. Hammond as frankly as if he had been her own +particular choice.</p> + +<p>'I cannot refuse my granddaughter to her brother's dearest friend,' she +said, 'but I think you are two most imprudent young people.'</p> + +<p>'Providence takes care of imprudent lovers, just as it does of the birds +in their nests,' answered Hammond, smiling.</p> + +<p>'Just as much and no more, I fear. Providence does not keep off the cat +or the tax-gatherer.'</p> + +<p>'Birds must take care of their nests, and husbands must work for their +homes,' argued Hammond. 'Heaven gives sweet air and sunlight, and a +beautiful world to live in.'</p> + +<p>'I think,' said Lady Maulevrier, looking at him critically, 'you are +just the kind of person who ought to emigrate. You have ideas that would +do for the Bush or the Yosemite Valley, but which are too primitive for +an over-crowded country.'</p> + +<p>'No, Lady Maulevrier, I am not going to steal your granddaughter. When +she is my wife she shall live within call. I know she loves her native +land, and I don't think either of us would care to put an ocean between +us and rugged old Helvellyn.'</p> + +<p>'Of course having made idiots of yourselves up there in the fog and the +storm you are going to worship the mountain for ever afterwards,' said +her ladyship laughing.</p> + +<p>Never had she seemed gayer or brighter. Perhaps in her heart of hearts +she rejoiced at getting Mary engaged, even to so humble a suitor as +fortuneless John Hammond. Ever since the visit of the so-called Rajah +she had lived as Damocles lived, with the sword of destiny—the avenging +sword—hanging over her by the finest hair. Every time she heard +carriage wheels in the drive—every time the hall-door bell rang a +little louder than usual, her heart seemed to stop beating and her whole +being to hang suspended on a thread. If the thread were to snap, there +would come darkness and death. The blow that had paralysed one side of +her body must needs, if repeated, bring total extinction. She who +believed in no after life saw in her maimed and wasting arm the +beginning of death. She who recognised only the life of the body felt +that one half of her was already dead. But months had gone by, and Louis +Asoph had made no sign. She began to hope that his boasted documents and +witnesses were altogether mythical. And yet the engines of the law are +slow to put in motion. He might be working up his case, line upon line, +with some hard-headed London lawyer; arranging and marshalling his +facts; preparing his witnesses; waiting for affidavits from India; +working slowly but surely, underground like the mole; and all at once, +in an hour, his case might be before the law courts. His story and the +story of Lord Maulevrier's infamy might be town talk again; as it had +been forty years ago, when the true story of that crime had been happily +unknown.</p> + +<p>Yes, with the present fear of this Louis Asoph's revelations, of a new +scandal, if not a calamity, Lady Maulevrier felt that it was a good +thing to have her younger granddaughter's future in some measure +secured. John Hammond had said of himself to Lesbia that he was not the +kind of man to fail, and looking at him critically to-day Lady +Maulevrier saw the stamp of power and dauntless courage in his +countenance and bearing. It is the inner mind of a man which moulds the +lines of his face and figure; and a man's character may be read in the +way he walks and holds himself, the action of his hand, his smile, his +frown, his general outlook, as clearly as in any phrenological +development. John Hammond had a noble outlook: bold, without impudence +or self-assertion; self-possessed, without vanity. Yes, assuredly a man +to wrestle with difficulty, and to conquer fate.</p> + +<p>When that little tea-drinking was over and Maulevrier and his friend +were going away to dress for dinner, Lady Maulevrier detained Mary for a +minute or two by her couch. She took her by the hand with unaccustomed +tenderness.</p> + +<p>'My child, I congratulate you,' she said. 'Last night I thought you a +fool, but I begin to think that you are wiser than Lesbia. You have won +the heart of a noble young man.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXIII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXIII.</h2> + +<h3>'A YOUNG LAMB'S HEART AMONG THE FULL-GROWN FLOCKS.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>For three most happy days Mary rejoiced in her lover's society, +Maulevrier was with them everywhere, by brookside and fell, on the lake, +in the gardens, in the billiard-room, playing propriety with admirable +patience. But this could not last for ever. A man who has to win name +and fortune and a home for his young wife cannot spend all his days in +the primrose path. Fortunes and reputations are not made in dawdling +beside a mountain stream, or watching the play of sunlight and shadow on +a green hill-side; unless, indeed, one were a new Wordsworth, and even +then fortune and renown are not quickly made.</p> + +<p>And again, Maulevrier, who had been a marvel of good-nature and +contentment for the last eight weeks, was beginning to be tired of this +lovely Lakeland. Just when Lakeland was daily developing into new +beauty, Maulevrier began to feel an itching for London, where he had a +comfortable nest in the Albany, and which was to his mind a metropolis +expressly created as a centre or starting point for Newmarket, Epsom, +Ascot and Goodwood.</p> + +<p>So there came a morning upon which Mary had to say good-bye to those two +companions who had so blest and gladdened her life. It was a bright +sunshiny morning, and all the world looked gay; which seemed very unkind +of Nature, Mary thought. And yet, even in the sadness of this parting, +she had much reason to be glad. As she stood with her lover in the +library, in the three minutes of <i>tête-à -tête</i> stolen from the +argus-eyed Fräulein, folded in his arms, looking up at his manly face, +it seemed to her that the mere knowledge that she belonged to him and +was beloved by him ought to sustain and console her even in long years +of severance. Yes, even if he were one of the knights of old, going to +the Holy Land on a crusade full of peril and uncertainty. Even then a +woman ought to be brave, having such a lover.</p> + +<p>But her parting was to be only for a few months. Maulevrier promised to +come back to Fellside for the August sports, and Hammond was to come +with him. Three months—or a little more—and they were to meet again.</p> + +<p>Yet in spite of these arguments for courage, Mary's face blanched and +her eyes grew unutterably sad as she looked up at her lover.</p> + +<p>'You will take care of yourself, Jack, for my sake, won't you, dear?' +she murmured. 'If you should be ill while you are in London! If you +should die—'</p> + +<p>'Life is very uncertain, love, but I don't feel like sickness or death +just at present,' answered Hammond cheerily. 'Indeed, I feel that the +present is full of sweetness, and the future full of hope. Don't +suppose, dear, that I am not grieved at this good-bye; but before we +are a year older I hope the time will have come when there will be no +more farewells for you and me. I shall be a very exacting husband, +Molly. I shall want to spend all the days and hours of my life with you; +to have not a fancy or a pursuit in which you cannot share, or with +which you cannot sympathise. I hope you will not grow tired of me!'</p> + +<p>'Tired!'</p> + +<p>Then came silence, and a long farewell kiss, and then the voice of +Maulevrier shouting in the hall, just in time to warn the lovers, before +Miss Müller opened the door and exclaimed,</p> + +<p>'Oh, Mr. Hammond, we have been looking for you <i>everywhere</i>. The luggage +is all in the carriage, and Maulevrier says there is only just time to +get to Windermere!'</p> + +<p>In another minute or so the carriage was driving down the hill; and Mary +stood in the porch looking after the travellers.</p> + +<p>'It seems as if it is my fate to stand here and see everybody drive +away,' she said to herself.</p> + +<p>And then she looked round at the lovely gardens, bright with spring +flowers, the trees glorious with their young, fresh foliage, and the +vast panorama of hill and dale, and felt that it was a wicked thing to +murmur in the midst of such a world. And she remembered the great +unhoped-for bliss that had come to her within the last four days, and +the cloud upon her brow vanished, as she clasped her hands in child-like +joyousness.</p> + +<p>'God bless you, dear old Helvellyn,' she exclaimed, looking up at the +sombre crest of the mountain. 'Perhaps if it had not been for you he +would have never proposed.'</p> + +<p>But she was obliged to dismiss this idea instantly; for to suppose John +Hammond's avowal of his love an accident, the mere impulse of a weak +moment, would be despair. Had he not told her how she had grown nearer +and nearer to his heart, day by day, and hour by hour, until she had +become part of his life? He had told her this—he, in whom she believed +as in the very spirit of truth.</p> + +<p>She wandered about the gardens for an hour after the carriage had +started for Windermere, revisiting every spot where she and her lover +had walked together within the last three days, living over again the +rapture of those hours, repeating to herself his words, recalling his +looks, with the fatuity of a first girlish love. And yet amidst the +silliness inseparable from love's young dream, there was a depth of true +womanly feeling, thoughtful, unselfish, forecasting a future which was +not to travel always along the primrose path of dalliance—a future in +which the roses were not always to be thornless.</p> + +<p>John Hammond was going to London to work for a position in the world, to +strive and labour among the seething mass of strugglers, all pressing +onward for the same goal—independence, wealth, renown. Little as Mary +know of the world by experience, she had at least heard the wiseacres +talk; and that which she had heard was calculated to depress rather than +to inspire industrious youth. She had heard how the professions were all +over-crowded: how a mighty army of young men were walking the hospitals, +all intent on feeling the pulses and picking the pockets of the rising +generation: how at the Bar men were growing old and grey before they saw +their first brief: how competitors were elbowing and hustling each other +upon every road, thronging at every gate. And while masculine youth +strove and wrestled for places in the race, aunts and sisters and +cousins were pressing into the same arena, doing their best to crowd out +the uncles and the brothers and the nephews.</p> + +<p>'Poor Jack,' sighed Mary, 'at the worst we can go to the Red River +country and grow corn.'</p> + +<p>This was her favourite fancy, that she and her lover should find their +first dwelling in the new world, live as humbly as the peasants lived +round Grasmere, and patiently wait upon fortune. And yet that would not +be happiness, unless Maulevrier were to come and stay with them every +autumn. Nothing could reconcile Mary to being separated from Maulevrier +for any lengthened period.</p> + +<p>There were hours in which she was more hopeful, and defied the +wiseacres. Clever young men had succeeded in the past—clever men whose +hair was not yet grey had come to the front in the present. Granted that +these were the exceptional men, the fine flower of humanity. Did she not +know that John Hammond was as far above average youth as Helvellyn was +above yonder mound in her grandmother's shrubbery?</p> + +<p>Yes, he would succeed in literature, in politics, in whatever career he +had chosen for himself. He was a man to do the thing he set himself to +do, were it ever so difficult. To doubt his success would be to doubt +his truth and his honesty; for he had sworn to her he would make her +life bright and happy, and that evil days should never come to her; and +he was not the man to promise that which he was not able to perform.</p> + +<p>The house seemed terribly dull now that the two young men were gone. +There was an oppressive silence in the rooms which had lately resounded +with Maulevrier's frank, boyish laughter, and with his friend's deep, +manly tones—a silence broken only by the click of Fräulein Müller's +needles.</p> + +<p>The Fräulein was not disposed to be sympathetic or agreeable about Lady +Mary's engagement. Firstly, she had not been consulted about it. The +thing had been done, she considered, in an underhand manner; and Lady +Maulevrier, who had begun by strenuously opposing the match, had been +talked over in a way that proved the latent weakness of that great +lady's character. Secondly, Miss Müller, having herself for some reason +missed such joys as are involved in being wooed and won, was disposed to +look sourly upon all love affairs, and to take a despondent view of all +matrimonial engagements.</p> + +<p>She did not say anything openly uncivil to Mary Haselden; but she let +the damsel see that she pitied her and despised her infatuated +condition; and this was so unpleasant that Mary was fain to fall back +upon the society of ponies and terriers, and to take up her pilgrim's +staff and go wandering over the hills, carrying her happy thoughts into +solitary places, and sitting for hours in a heathery hollow, steeped in +a sea of summer light, and trying to paint the mountain side and the +rush of the waterfall. Her sketch-book was an excuse for hours of +solitude, for the indulgence of an endless day-dream.</p> + +<p>Sometimes she went among her humble friends in the Grasmere cottages, or +in the villages of Great and Little Langdale; and she had now a new +interest in these visits, for she had made up her mind that it was her +solemn duty to learn housekeeping—not such housekeeping as might have +been learnt at Fellside, supposing she had mustered the courage to ask +the dignified upper-servants in that establishment to instruct her; but +such domestic arts as are needed in the dwellings of the poor. The art +of making a very little money go a great way; the art of giving grace, +neatness, prettiness to the smallest rooms and the shabbiest furniture; +the art of packing all the ugly appliances and baser necessities of +daily life, the pots and kettles and brooms and pails, into the +narrowest compass, and hiding them from the æsthetic eye. Mary thought +that if she began by learning the homely devices of the villagers—the +very A B C of cookery and housewifery—she might gradually enlarge upon +this simple basis to suit an income of from five to seven hundred a +year. The house-mothers from whom she sought information were puzzled at +this sudden curiosity about domestic matters. They looked upon the thing +as a freak of girlhood which drifted into eccentricity, from sheer +idleness; yet they were not the less ready to teach Mary anything she +desired to learn. They told her those secret arts by which coppers and +brasses are made things of beauty, and meet adornment for an old oak +mantelshelf. They allowed her to look on at the milking of the cow, and +at the churning of the butter; and at bread making, and cake making, and +pie and pudding making; and some pleasant hours were spent in the +acquirement of this useful knowledge. Mary did not neglect the invalid +during this new phase of her existence. Lady Maulevrier was a lover of +routine, and she liked her granddaughter to go to her at the same hour +every day. From eleven to twelve was the time for Mary's duty as +amanuensis. Sometimes there were no letters to be written. Sometimes +there were several; but her ladyship rarely allowed the task to go +beyond the stroke of noon. At noon Mary was free, and free till five +o'clock, when she was generally in attendance, ready to give Lady +Maulevrier her afternoon tea, and sit and talk with her, and tell her +any scraps of local news which she had gathered in the day.</p> + +<p>There were days on which her ladyship preferred to take her tea alone, +and Mary was left free to follow her own devices till dinner-time.</p> + +<p>'I do not feel equal even to your society to-day, my dear,' her ladyship +would say; 'go and enjoy yourself with your dogs and your tennis;' +forgetting that there was very seldom anybody on the premises with whom +Lady Mary could play tennis.</p> + +<p>But in these lonely days of Mary Haselden's life there was one crowning +bliss which was almost enough to sweeten solitude, and take away the +sting of separation; and that was the delight of expecting and receiving +her lover's letters. Busily as Mr. Hammond must be engaged in fighting +the battle of life, he was in no way wanting in his duty as a lover. He +wrote to Mary every other day; but though his letters were long, they +told her hardly anything of himself or his occupation. He wrote about +pictures, books, music, such things as he knew must be interesting to +her; but of his own struggles not a word.</p> + +<p>'Poor fellow,' thought Mary. 'He is afraid to sadden me by telling me +how hard the struggle is.'</p> + +<p>Her own letters to her betrothed were simple outpourings of girlish +love, breathing that too flattering-sweet idolatry which an innocent +girl gives to her first lover. Mary wrote as if she herself were of the +least possible value among created things.</p> + +<p>With one of Mr. Hammond's earlier letters came the engagement ring; no +half-hoop of brilliants or sapphires, rubies or emeralds, no gorgeous +triple circlet of red, white, and green; but only a massive band of dead +gold, on the inside of which was engraved this posy—'For ever.'</p> + +<p>Mary thought it the loveliest ring she had ever seen in her life.</p> + +<p>May was half over and the last patch of snow had vanished from the crest +of Helvellyn, from Eagle's Crag and Raven's Crag, and Coniston Old Man. +Spring—slow to come along these shadowy gorges—had come in real +earnest now, spring that was almost summer; and Lady Maulevrier's +gardens were as lovely as dreamland. But it was an unpeopled paradise. +Mary had the grounds all to herself, except at those stated times when +the Fräulein, who was growing lazier and larger day by day in her +leisurely and placid existence, took her morning and afternoon +constitutional on the terrace in front of the drawing-room, or solemnly +perambulated the shrubberies.</p> + +<p>On fine days Mary lived in the garden, save when she was far afield +learning the domestic arts from the cottagers. She read French and +German, and worked conscientiously at her intellectual education, as +well as at domestic economy. For she told herself that accomplishments +and culture might be useful to her in her married life. She might be +able to increase her husband's means by giving lessons abroad, or taking +pupils at home. She was ready to do anything. She would teach the +stupidest children, or scrub floors, or bake bread. There was no service +she would deem degrading for his sake. She meant when she married to +drop her courtesy title. She would not be Lady Mary Hammond, a poor +sprig of nobility, but plain Mrs. Hammond, a working man's wife.</p> + +<p>Lesbia's presentation was over, and had realised all Lady Kirkbank's +expectations. The Society papers were unanimous in pronouncing Lord +Maulevrier's sister the prettiest <i>débutante</i> of the season. They +praised her classical features, the admirable poise of her head, her +peerless complexion. They described her dress at the drawing-room; they +described her 'frocks' in the Park and at Sandown. They expatiated on +the impression she had made at great assemblies. They hinted at even +Royal admiration. All this, frivolous fribble though it might be, Lady +Maulevrier read with delight, and she was still more gratified by +Lesbia's own account of her successes. But as the season advanced +Lesbia's letters to her grandmother grew briefer—mere hurried scrawls +dashed off while the carriage was at the door, or while her maid was +brushing her hair. Lady Maulevrier divined, with the keen instinct of +love, that she counted for very little in Lesbia's life, now that the +whirligig of society, the fret and fever of fashion, had begun.</p> + +<p>One afternoon in May, at that hour when Hyde Park is fullest, and the +carriages move slowly in triple rank along the Lady's Mile, and the +mounted constables jog up and down with a business-like air which sets +every one on the alert for the advent of the Princess of Wales, just at +that hour when Lesbia sat in Lady Kirkbank's barouche, and distributed +gracious bows and enthralling smiles to her numerous acquaintance, Mary +rode slowly down the Fell, after a rambling ride on the safest and most +venerable of mountain ponies. The pony was grey, and Mary was grey, for +she wore a neat little homespun habit made by the local tailor, and a +neat little felt hat with a ptarmigan's feather.</p> + +<p>All was very quiet at Fellside as she went in at the stable gate. There +was not an underling stirring in the large old stable-yard which had +remained almost unaltered for a century and a half; for Lady Maulevrier, +whilst spending thousands on the new part of the house, had deemed the +existing stables good enough for her stud. They were spacious old +stables, built as solidly as a Norman castle, and with all the virtues +and all the vices of their age.</p> + +<p>Mary looked round her with a sigh. The stillness of the place was +oppressive, and within doors she knew there would be the same stillness, +made still more oppressive by the society of the Fräulein, who grew +duller and duller every day, as it seemed to Mary.</p> + +<p>She took her pony into the dusky old stable, where four other ponies +began rattling their halters in the gloom, by way of greeting. A bundle +of purple tares lay ready in a corner for Mary to feed her favourites; +and for the next ten minutes or so she was happily employed going from +stall to stall, and gratifying that inordinate appetite for green meat +which seems natural to all horses.</p> + +<p>Not a groom or stable-boy appeared while she was in the stable; and she +was just going away, when her attention was caught by a flood of +sunshine streaming into an old disused harness-room at the end of the +stable—a room with one small window facing the Fell.</p> + +<p>Whence could that glow of western light come? Assuredly not from the +low-latticed window which faced eastward, and was generally obscured by +a screen of cobwebs. The room was only used as a storehouse for lumber, +and it was nobody's business to clean the window.</p> + +<p>Mary looked in, curious to solve the riddle. A door which she had often +noticed, but never seen opened, now stood wide open, and the old +quadrangular garden, which was James Steadman's particular care, smiled +at her in the golden evening light. Seen thus, this little old Dutch +garden seemed to Mary the prettiest thing she had ever looked upon. +There were beds of tulips and hyacinths, ranunculus, narcissus, +tuberose, making a blaze of colour against the old box borders, a foot +high. The crumbling old brick walls of the outbuildings, and that +dungeon-like wall which formed the back of the new house, were clothed +with clematis and wistaria, woodbine and magnolia. All that loving +labour could do had been done day by day for the last forty years to +make this confined space a thing of beauty. Mary went out of the dark +stable into the sunny garden, and looked round her, full of admiration +for James Steadman's work.</p> + +<p>'If ever Jack and I can afford to have a garden, I hope we shall be able +to make it like this,' she thought. 'It is such a comfort to know that +so small a garden can be pretty: for of course any garden we could +afford must be small.'</p> + +<p>Lady Mary had no idea that this quadrangle was spacious as compared with +the narrow strip allotted to many a suburban villa calling itself 'an +eligible residence.'</p> + +<p>In the centre of the garden there was an old sundial, with a stone bench +at the base, and, as she came upon an opening in the circular yew tree +hedge which environed this sundial, and from which the flower beds +radiated in a geometrical pattern, Lady Mary was surprised to see an old +man—a very old man—sitting on this bench, and basking in the low light +of the westering sun.</p> + +<p>His figure was shrunken and bent, and he sat with his chin resting on +the handle of a crutched stick, and his head leaning forward. His long +white hair fell in thin straggling locks over the collar of his coat. He +had an old-fashioned, mummyfied aspect, and Mary thought he must be +very, very old.</p> + +<p>Very, very old! In a flash there came back upon her the memory of John +Hammond's curiosity about a hoary and withered old man whom he had met +on the Fell in the early morning. She remembered how she had taken him +to see old Sam Barlow, and how he had protested that Sam in no wise +resembled the strange-looking old man of the Fell. And now here, close +to the Fell, was a face and figure which in every detail resembled that +ancient stranger whom Hammond had described so graphically.</p> + +<p>It was very strange. Could this person be the same her lover had seen +two months ago? And, if so, had he been living at Fellside all the time; +or was he only an occasional visitor of Steadman's?</p> + +<p>While she stood for a few moments meditating thus, the old man raised +his head and looked up at her, with eyes that burned like red-hot coals +under his shaggy white brows. The look scared her. There was something +awful in it, like the gaze of an evil spirit, a soul in torment, and she +began to move away, with side-long steps, her eyes riveted on that +uncanny countenance.</p> + +<p>'Don't go,' said the man, with an authoritative air, rattling his bony +fingers upon the bench. 'Sit down here by my side, and talk to me. Don't +be frightened, child. You wouldn't, if you knew what they say of me +indoors.' He made a motion of his head towards the windows of the old +wing—'"Harmless," they say, "quite harmless. Let him alone, he's +harmless." A tiger with his claws cut and his teeth drawn—an old, +grey-bearded tiger, ghastly and grim, but harmless—a cobra with the +poison-bag plucked out of his jaw! The venom grows again, child—the +snake's venom—but youth never comes back. Old, and helpless, and +harmless!'</p> + +<p>Again Mary tried to move away, but those evil eyes held her as if she +were a bird riveted by the gaze of a serpent.</p> + +<p>'Why do you shrink away?' asked the old man, frowning at her. 'Sit down +here, and let me talk to you. I am accustomed to be obeyed.'</p> + +<p>Old and feeble and shrunken as he was, there was a power in his tone of +command which Mary was unable to resist. She felt very sure that he was +imbecile or mad. She knew that madmen are apt to imagine themselves +great personages, and to take upon themselves, with a wonderful power of +impersonation, the dignity and authority of their imaginary rank; and +she supposed that it must be thus with this strange old man. She +struggled against her sense of terror. After all there could be no real +danger, in the broad daylight, within the precincts of her own home, +within call of the household.</p> + +<p>She seated herself on the bench by the unknown, willing to humour him a +little; and he turned himself about slowly, as if every bone in his body +were stiff with age, and looked at her with a deliberate scrutiny.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXIV"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXIV.</h2> + +<h3>'NOW NOTHING LEFT TO LOVE OR HATE.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>The old man sat looking at Mary in silence for some moments; not a great +space of time, perhaps, as marked by the shadow on the dial behind them, +but to Mary that gaze was unpleasantly prolonged. He looked at her as if +he could read every pulsation in every fibre of her brain, and knew +exactly what it meant.</p> + +<p>'Who are you?' he asked, at last.</p> + +<p>'My name is Mary Haselden.'</p> + +<p>'Haselden,' he repeated musingly, 'I have heard that name before.'</p> + +<p>And then he resumed his former attitude, his chin resting on the handle +of his crutch-stick, his eyes bent upon the gravel path, their unholy +brightness hidden under the penthouse brows.</p> + +<p>'Haselden,' he murmured, and repeated the name over and over again, +slowly, dreamily, with a troubled tone, like some one trying to work out +a difficult problem. 'Haselden—when? where?'</p> + +<p>And then with a profound sigh he muttered, 'Harmless, quite harmless. +You may trust him anywhere. Memory a blank, a blank, a blank, my lord!'</p> + +<p>His head sank lower upon his breast, and again he sighed, the sigh of a +spirit in torment, Mary thought. Her vivid imagination was already +interested, her quick sympathies were awakened.</p> + +<p>She looked at him wonderingly, compassionately. So old, so infirm, and +with a mind astray; and yet there were indications in his speech and +manner that told of reason struggling against madness, like the light +behind storm-clouds. He had tones that spoke of a keen sensitiveness to +pain, not the lunatic's imbecile placidity. She observed him intently, +trying to make out what manner of man he was.</p> + +<p>He did not belong to the peasant class: of that she felt assured. The +shrunken, tapering hand had never worked at peasant's work. The profile +turned towards her was delicate to effeminacy. The man's clothes were +shabby and old-fashioned, but they were a gentleman's garments, the +cloth of a finer texture than she had ever seen worn by her brother. The +coat, with its velvet collar, was of an old-world fashion. She +remembered having seen just such a coat in an engraved portrait of Count +d'Orsay, a print nearly fifty years old. No Dalesman born and bred ever +wore such a coat; no tailor in the Dales could have made it.</p> + +<p>The old man looked up after a long pause, during which Mary felt afraid +to move. He looked at her again with inquiring eyes, as if her presence +there had only just become known to him.</p> + +<p>'Who are you?' he asked again.</p> + +<p>'I told you my name just now. I am Mary Haselden.'</p> + +<p>'Haselden—that is a name I knew—once. Mary? I think my mother's name +was Mary. Yes, yes, I remember that. You have a sweet face, Mary—like +my mother's. She had brown eyes, like yours, and auburn hair. You don't +recollect her, perhaps?'</p> + +<p>'Alas! poor maniac,' thought Mary, 'you have lost all count of time. +Fifty years to you in the confusion of your distraught brain, are but as +yesterday.'</p> + +<p>'No, of course not, of course not,' he muttered; 'how should she +recollect my mother, who died while I was a boy? Impossible. That must +be half a century ago.'</p> + +<p>'Good evening to you,' said Mary, rising with a great effort, so strong +was her feeling of being spellbound by the uncanny old man, 'I must go +indoors now.'</p> + +<p>He stretched out his withered old hand, small, semi-transparent, with +the blue veins showing darkly under the parchment-coloured skin, and +grasped Mary's arm.</p> + +<p>'Don't go,' he pleaded. 'I like your face, child; I like your voice—I +like to have you here. What do you mean by going indoors? Where do you +live?'</p> + +<p>'There,' said Mary, pointing to the dead wall which faced them. 'In the +new part of Fellside House. I suppose you are staying in the old part +with James Steadman.'</p> + +<p>She had made up her mind that this crazy old man must be a relation of +Steadman's to whom he gave hospitality either with or without her +ladyship's consent. All powerful as Lady Maulevrier had ever been in her +own house, it was just possible that now, when she was a prisoner in her +own rooms, certain small liberties might be taken, even by so faithful a +servant as Steadman.</p> + +<p>'Staying with James Steadman,' repeated the old man in a meditative +tone. 'Yes, I stay with Steadman. A good servant, a worthy person. It is +only for a little while. I shall be leaving Westmoreland next week. And +you live in that house, do you?' pointing to the dead wall. 'Whose +house?'</p> + +<p>'Lady Maulevrier's. I am Lady Maulevrier's granddaughter.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Mau-lev-rier.' He repeated the name in syllables. 'A good name—an +old title—as old as the conquest. A Norman race those Maulevriers. And +you are Lady Maulevrier's granddaughter! You should be proud. The +Maulevriers were always a proud race.'</p> + +<p>'Then I am no true Maulevrier,' answered Mary gaily.</p> + +<p>She was beginning to feel more at her ease with the old man. He was +evidently mad, as mad as a March hare; but his madness seemed only the +harmless lunacy of extreme old age. He had flashes of reason, too. Mary +began to feel a friendly interest in him. To youth in its flush of life +and vigour there seems something so unspeakably sad and pitiable in +feebleness and age—the brief weak remnant of life, the wreck of body +and mind, sunning itself in the declining rays of a sun that is so soon +to shine upon its grave.</p> + +<p>'What, are you not proud?' asked the old man.</p> + +<p>'Not at all. I have been taught to consider myself a very insignificant +person; and I am going to marry a poor man. It would not become me to be +proud.'</p> + +<p>'But you ought not to do that,' said the old man. 'You ought not to +marry a poor man. Poverty is a bad thing, my dear. You are a pretty +girl, and ought to marry a man with a handsome fortune. Poor men have no +pleasure in this world—they might just as well be dead. I am poor, as +you see. You can tell by this threadbare coat'—he looked down at the +sleeve from which the nap was worn in places—'I am as poor as a church +mouse.'</p> + +<p>'But you have kind friends, I dare say,' Mary said, soothingly. 'You are +well taken care of, I am sure.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I am well taken care of—very well taken care of. How long is it, +I wonder—how many weeks, or months, or years, since they have taken +care of me? It seems a long, long time; but it is all like a dream—a +long dream. Once I used to try and wake myself. I used to try and +struggle out of that weary dream. But that was ages ago. I am satisfied +now—I am quite content now—so long as the weather is warm, and I can +sit out here in the sun.'</p> + +<p>'It is growing chilly now,' said Mary, 'and I think you ought to go +indoors. I know that I must go.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I must go in now—I am getting shivery,' answered the old man, +meekly. 'But I want to see you again, Mary—I like your face—and I like +your voice. It strikes a chord here,' touching his breast, 'which has +long been silent. Let me see you again, child. When can I see you +again?'</p> + +<p>'Do you sit here every afternoon when it is fine?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, every day—all day long sometimes when the sun is warm.'</p> + +<p>'Then I will come here to see you.'</p> + +<p>'You must keep it a secret, then,' said the old man, with a crafty look. +'If you don't they will shut me up in the house, perhaps. They don't +like me to see people, for fear I should talk. I have heard Steadman say +so. Yet what should I talk about, heaven help me? Steadman says my +memory is quite gone, and that I am childish and harmless—childish and +harmless. I have heard him say that. You'll come again, won't you, and +you'll keep it a secret?'</p> + +<p>Mary deliberated for a few minutes.</p> + +<p>'I don't like secrets,' she said, 'there is generally something +dishonourable in them. But this would be an innocent secret, wouldn't +it? Well, I'll come to see you somehow, poor old man; and if Steadman +sees me here I will make everything right with him.'</p> + +<p>'He mustn't see you here,' said the old man. 'If he does he will shut me +up in my own rooms again, as he did once, years and years ago.'</p> + +<p>'But you have not been here long, have you?' Mary asked, wonderingly.</p> + +<p>'A hundred years, at least. That's what it seems to me sometimes. And +yet there are times when it seems only a dream. Be sure you come again +to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, I promise you to come; good-night.'</p> + +<p>'Good-night.'</p> + +<p>Mary went back to the stable. The door was still open, but how could she +be sure that it would be open to-morrow? There was no other access that +she knew of to the quadrangle, except through the old part of the house, +and that was at times inaccessible to her.</p> + +<p>She found a key—a big old rusty key—in the inside of the door, so she +shut and locked it, and put the key in her pocket. The door she supposed +had been left open by accident; at any rate this key made her mistress +of the situation. If any question should arise as to her conduct she +could have an explanation with Steadman; but she had pledged her word to +the poor mad old man, and she meant to keep her promise, if possible.</p> + +<p>As she left the stable she saw Steadman riding towards the gate on his +grey cob. She passed him as she went back to the house.</p> + +<p>Next day, and the day after that, and for many days, Mary used her key, +and went into the quadrangle at sundown to sit for half an hour or so +with the strange old man, who seemed to take an intense pleasure in her +company. The weather was growing warmer as May wore on towards June, and +this evening hour, between six and seven, was deliciously bright and +balmy. The seat by the sundial was screened on every side by the clipped +yew hedge, dense and tall, surrounding the circular, gravelled space, in +the centre of which stood the old granite dial, with its octagonal +pedestal and moss-grown steps. There, as in a closely-shaded arbour, +Lady Mary and her old friend were alone and unobserved. The yew-tree +boundary was at least eight feet high, and Mary and her companion could +hardly have been seen even from the upper windows of the low, old house.</p> + +<p>Mary had fallen into the habit of going for her walk or her ride at five +o'clock every day, when she was not in attendance on Lady Maulevrier, +and after her walk or ride she slipped through the stable, and joined +her ancient friend. Stables and courtyard were generally empty at this +hour, the men only appearing at the sound of a big bell, which summoned +them from their snuggery when they were wanted. Most of Lady +Maulevrier's servants had arrived at that respectable stage of long +service in which fidelity is counted as a substitute for hard work.</p> + +<p>The old man was not particularly conversational, and was apt to repeat +the same things over and over again, with a sublime unconsciousness of +being prosy; but he liked to hear Mary talk, and he listened with +seeming intelligence. He questioned her about the world outside his +cloistered life—the wars and rumours of wars—and, although the names +of the questions and the men of the day seemed utterly strange to him, +and he had to have them repeated to him again and again, he seemed to +take an intelligent interest in the stirring facts of the time, and +listened intently when Mary gave him a synopsis of her last newspaper +reading.</p> + +<p>When the news was exhausted, Mary hit upon a more childish form of +amusement, and that was to tell the story of any novel or poem she had +been lately reading. This was so successful that in this manner Mary +related the stories of most of Shakespeare's plays; of Byron's Bride of +Abydos, and Corsair; of Keats's Lamia; of Tennyson's Idylls; and of a +heterogenous collection of poetry and romance, in all of which stories +the old man took a vivid interest.</p> + +<p>'You are better to me than the sunshine,' he told Mary one day when she +was leaving him. 'The world grows darker when you leave me.'</p> + +<p>Once at this parting moment he took both her hands, and drew her nearer +to him, peering into her face in the clear evening light.</p> + +<p>'You are like my mother,' he said. 'Yes, you are very like her. And who +else is it that you are like? There is some one else, I know. Yes, some +one else! I remember! It is a face in a picture—a picture at Maulevrier +Castle.'</p> + +<p>'What do you know of Maulevrier Castle?' asked Mary, wonderingly.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier was the family seat in Herefordshire, which had not been +occupied by the elder branch for the last forty years. Lady Maulevrier +had let it during her son's minority to a younger branch of the family, +a branch which had intermarried with the world of successful commerce, +and was richer than the heads of the house. This occupation of +Maulevrier Castle had continued to the present time, and was likely +still to continue, Maulevrier having no desire to set up housekeeping in +a feudal castle in the marches.</p> + +<p>'How came you to know Maulevrier Castle?' repeated Mary.</p> + +<p>'I was there once. There is a picture by Lely, a portrait of a Lady +Maulevrier in Charles the Second's time. The face is yours, my love. I +have heard of such hereditary faces. My mother was proud of resembling +that portrait.'</p> + +<p>'What did your mother know of Maulevrier Castle?'</p> + +<p>The old man did not answer. He had lapsed into that dream-like +condition into which he often sank, when his brain was not stimulated to +attention and coherency by his interest in Mary's narrations.</p> + +<p>Mary concluded that this man had once been a servant in the Maulevrier +household, perhaps at the place in Herefordshire, and that all his old +memories ran in one groove—the house of Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>The freedom of her intercourse with him was undisturbed for about three +weeks; and at the end of that time she came face to face with James +Steadman as she emerged from the circle of greenery.</p> + +<p>'You here, Lady Mary?' he exclaimed with an angry look.</p> + +<p>'Yes, I have been sitting talking to that poor old man,' Mary answered, +cheerily, concluding that Steadman's look of vexation arose from his +being detected in the act of harbouring a contraband relation. 'He is a +very interesting character. A relation of yours, I suppose?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, he is a relation,' replied Steadman. 'He is very old, and his mind +has long been gone. Her ladyship is kind enough to allow me to give him +a home in her house. He is quite harmless, and he is in nobody's way.'</p> + +<p>'Of course not, poor soul. He is only a burden to himself. He talks as +if his life had been very weary. Has he been long in that sad state?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, a long time.'</p> + +<p>Steadman's manner to Lady Mary was curt at the best of times. She had +always stood somewhat in awe of him, as a person delegated with +authority by her grandmother, a servant who was much more than a +servant. But to-day his manner was more abrupt than usual.</p> + +<p>'He spoke of Maulevrier Castle just now,' said Mary, determined not to +be put down too easily. 'Was he once in service there?'</p> + +<p>'He was. Pray how did you find your way into this garden, Lady Mary?'</p> + +<p>'I came through the stable. As it is my grandmother's garden I suppose I +did not take an unwarrantable liberty in coming,' said Mary, drawing +herself up, and ready for battle.</p> + +<p>'It is Lady Maulevrier's wish that this garden should be reserved for my +use,' answered Steadman. 'Her ladyship knows that my uncle walks here of +an afternoon, and that, owing to his age and infirmities, he can go +nowhere else; and if only on that account, it is well that the garden +should be kept private. Lunatics are rather dangerous company, Lady +Mary, and I advise you to give them a wide berth wherever you may meet +them.'</p> + +<p>'I am not afraid of your uncle,' said Mary, resolutely. 'You said +yourself just now that he is quite harmless: and I am really interested +in him, poor old creature. He likes me to sit with him a little of an +afternoon and to talk to him; and if you have no objection I should like +to do so, whenever the weather is fine enough for the poor old man to be +out in the garden at this hour.'</p> + +<p>'I have a very great objection, Lady Mary, and that objection is chiefly +in your interest,' answered Steadman, firmly. 'No one who is not +experienced in the ways of lunatics can imagine the danger of any +association with them—their consummate craftiness, their capacity for +crime. Every madman is harmless up to a certain point—mild, +inoffensive, perhaps, up to the very moment in which he commits some +appalling crime. And then people cry out upon the want of prudence, the +want of common-sense which allowed such an act to be possible. No, Lady +Mary, I understand the benevolence of your motive, but I cannot permit +you to run such a risk.'</p> + +<p>'I am convinced that the poor old creature is perfectly harmless,' said +Mary, with suppressed indignation. 'I shall certainly ask Lady +Maulevrier to speak to you on the subject. Perhaps her influence may +induce you to be a little more considerate to your unhappy relation.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Mary, I beg you not to say a word to Lady Maulevrier on this +subject. You will do me the greatest injury if you speak of that man. I +entreat you—'</p> + +<p>But Mary was gone. She passed Steadman with her head held high and her +eyes sparkling with anger. All that was generous, compassionate, womanly +in her nature was up in arms against her grandmother's steward. Of all +other things, Mary Haselden most detested cruelty; and she could see in +Steadman's opposition to her wish nothing but the most cold-hearted +cruelty to a poor dependent on his charity.</p> + +<p>She went in at the stable door, shut and locked it, and put the key in +her pocket as usual. But she had little hope that this mode of access +would be left open to her. She knew enough of James Steadman's +character, from hearsay rather than from experience, to feel sure that +he would not easily give way. She was not surprised, therefore, on +returning from her ride on the following afternoon, to find the disused +harness-room half filled with trusses of straw, and the door of +communication completely blocked. It would be impossible for her to +remove that barricade without assistance; and then, how could she be +sure that the door itself was not nailed up, or secured in some way?</p> + +<p>It was a delicious sunny afternoon, and she could picture the lonely old +man sitting in his circle of greenery beside the dial, which for him had +registered so many dreary and solitary hours, waiting for the little ray +of social sunlight which her presence shed over his monotonous life. He +had told her that she was like the sunshine to him—better than +sunshine—and she had promised not to forsake him. She pictured him +waiting, with his hand clasped upon his crutch-stick, his chin resting +upon his hands, his eyes poring on the ground, as she had seen him for +the first time. And as the stable clock chimed the quarters he would +begin to think himself abandoned, forgotten; if, indeed, he took any +count of the passage of time, of which she was not sure. His mind seemed +to have sunk into a condition which was between dreaming and waking, a +state to which the outside world seemed only half real—a phase of being +in which there was neither past nor future, only the insufferable +monotony of an everlasting <i>now</i>.</p> + +<p>Pity is so near akin to love that Mary, in her deep compassion for this +lonely, joyless, loveless existence, felt a regard which was almost +affection for this strange old man, whose very name was unknown to her. +True that there was much in his countenance and manner which was +sinister and repellant. He was a being calculated to inspire fear rather +than love; but the fact that he had courted her presence and looked to +her for consolation had touched Mary's heart, and she had become +reconciled to all that was forbidding and disagreeable in the lunatic +physiognomy. Was he not the victim of a visitation which entitled him to +respect as well as to pity?</p> + +<p>For some days Mary held her peace, remembering Steadman's vehement +entreaty that she should not speak of this subject to her grandmother. +She was silent, but the image of the old man haunted her at all times +and seasons. She saw him even in her dreams—those happy dreams of the +girl who loves and is beloved, and before whom the pathway of the future +smiles like a vision of Paradise. She heard him calling to her with a +piteous cry of distress, and on waking from this troubled dream she +fancied that he must be dying, and that this sound in her dreams was one +of those ghostly warnings which give notice of death. She was so unhappy +about him, altogether so distressed at being compelled to break her +word, that she could not prevent her thoughts from dwelling upon him, +not even after she had poured out all her trouble to John Hammond in a +long letter, in which her garden adventures and her little skirmish with +Steadman were graphically described.</p> + +<p>To her intense discomfiture Hammond replied that he thoroughly approved +of Steadman's conduct in the matter. However agreeable Mary's society +might be to the lunatic, Mary's life was far too precious to be put +within the possibility of peril by any such <i>tête-à -têtes</i>. If the +person was the same old man whom Hammond had seen on the Fell, he was a +most sinister-looking creature, of whom any evil act might be fairly +anticipated. In a word Mr. Hammond took Steadman's view of the matter, +and entreated his dearest Mary to be careful, and not to allow her warm +heart to place her in circumstances of peril.</p> + +<p>This was most disappointing to Mary, who expected her lover to agree +with her upon every point; and if he had been at Fellside the +difference of opinion might have given rise to their first quarrel. But +as she had a few hours' leisure for reflection before the post went out, +she had time to get over her anger, and to remember that promise of +obedience given, half in jest, half in earnest, at the little inn beyond +Dunmail Raise. So she wrote submissively enough, only with just a touch +of reproach at Jack's want of compassion for a poor old man who had such +strong claims upon everybody's pity.</p> + +<p>The image of the poor old man was not to be banished from her thoughts, +and on that very afternoon, when her letter was dispatched, Mary went on +a visit of exploration to the stables, to see if by any chance Mr. +Steadman's plans for isolating his unhappy relative might be +circumvented.</p> + +<p>She went all over the stables—into loose boxes, harness and saddle +rooms, sheds for wood, and sheds for roots, but she found no door +opening into the quadrangle, save that door by which she had entered, +and which was securely defended by a barricade of straw that had been +doubled by a fresh delivery of trusses since she first saw it. But while +she was prowling about the sweet-scented stable, much disappointed at +the result of her investigations, she stumbled against a ladder which +led to an open trap-door. Mary mounted the ladder, and found herself +amidst the dusty atmosphere of a large hayloft, half in shadow, half in +the hot bright sunlight. A large shutter was open in the sloping roof, +the roof that sloped towards the quadrangle, an open patch admitting +light and air. Mary, light and active as a squirrel, sprang upon a truss +of hay, and in another moment had swung herself in the opening of the +shutter, and was standing with her feet on the wooden ledge at the +bottom of the massive frame, and her figure supported against the slope +of thick thatched roof. Perched, or half suspended, thus, she was just +high enough to look over the top of the yew-tree hedge into the circle +round the sundial.</p> + +<p>Yes, there was the unhappy victim of fate, and man's inhumanity to man. +There sat the shrunken figure, with drooping head, and melancholy +attitude—the bent shoulders of feeble old age, the patriarchal locks so +appealing to pity. There he sat with eyes poring upon the ground just as +she had seen him the first time. And while she had sat with him and +talked with him he had seemed to awaken out of that dull despondency, +gleams of pleasure had lighted up his wrinkled face—he had grown +animated, a sentient living instead of a corpse alive. It was very hard +that this little interval of life, these stray gleams of gladness should +be denied to the poor old creature, at the behest of James Steadman.</p> + +<p>Mary would have felt less angrily upon the subject had she believed in +Steadman's supreme carefulness of her own safety; but in this she did +not believe. She looked upon the house-steward's prudence as a +hypocritical pretence, an affectation of fidelity and wisdom, by which +he contrived to gratify the evil tendencies of his own hard and cruel +nature. For some reasons of his own, perhaps constrained thereto by +necessity, he had given the old man an asylum for his age and infirmity: +but while thus giving him shelter he considered him a burden, and from +mere perversity of mind refused him all such consolations as were +possible to his afflicted state, mewed him up as a prisoner, cut him off +from the companionship of his fellow-men.</p> + +<p>Two years ago, before Mary emerged from her Tomboyhood, she would have +thought very little of letting herself out of the loft window and +clambering down the side of the stable, which was well furnished with +those projections in the way of gutters, drain-pipes, and century-old +ivy, which make such a descent easy. Two years ago Mary's light figure +would have swung itself down among the ivy leaves, and she would have +gloried in the thought of circumventing James Steadman so easily. But +now Mary was a young lady—a young lady engaged to be married, and +impressed with the responsibilities of her position, deeply sensible of +a new dignity, for the preservation of which she was in a manner +answerable to her lover.</p> + +<p>'What would <i>he</i> think of me if I went scrambling down the ivy?' she +asked herself; 'and after he has approved of Steadman's heartless +restrictions, it would be rank rebellion against him if I were to do it. +Poor old man, "Thou art so near and yet so far," as Lesbia's song says.'</p> + +<p>She blew a kiss on the tips of her fingers towards that sad solitary +figure, and then dropped back into the dusty duskiness of the loft. But +although her new ideas upon the subject of 'Anstand'—or good +behaviour—prevented her getting the better of Steadman by foul means, +she was all the more intent upon having her own way by fair means, now +that the impression of the old man's sadness and solitude had been +renewed by the sight of the drooping figure by the sundial.</p> + +<p>She went back to the house, and walked straight to her grandmother's +room. Lady Maulevrier's couch had been placed in front of the open +window, from which she was watching the westward-sloping sun above the +long line of hills, dark Helvellyn, rugged Nabb Scarr, and verdant +Fairfield, with its two giant arms stretched out to enfold and shelter +the smiling valley.</p> + +<p>'Heavens! child, what an object you are;' exclaimed her ladyship, as +Mary drew near. 'Why, your gown is all over dust, and your hair is—why +your hair is sprinkled with hay and clover. I thought you had learnt to +be tidy, since your engagement. What have you been doing with yourself?'</p> + +<p>'I have been up in the hayloft,' answered Mary, frankly; and, intent on +one idea, she said impetuously, 'Dear grandmother, I want you to do me a +favour—a very great favour. There is a poor old man, a relation of +Steadman's, who lives with him, out of his mind, but quite harmless, and +he is so sad and lonely, so dreadfully sad, and he likes me to sit with +him in the garden, and tell him stories, and recite verses to him, poor +soul, just as if he were a child, don't you know, and it is such a +pleasure to me to be a little comfort to him in his lonely wretched +life, and James Steadman says I mustn't go near him, because he may +change at any moment into a dangerous lunatic, and do me some kind of +harm, and I am not a bit afraid, and I'm sure he won't do anything of +the kind, and, please grandmother, tell Steadman, that I am to be +allowed to go and sit with his poor old prisoner half an hour every +afternoon.'</p> + +<p>Carried along the current of her own impetuous thoughts, Mary had talked +very fast, and had not once looked at her grandmother while she was +speaking. But now at the end of her speech her eyes sought Lady +Maulevrier's face in gentle entreaty, and she recoiled involuntarily at +the sight she saw there.</p> + +<p>The classic features were distorted almost as they had been in the worst +period of the paralytic seizure. Lady Maulevrier was ghastly pale, and +her eyes glared with an awful fire as they gazed at Mary. Her whole +frame was convulsed, and she, the cripple, whose right limbs lay numbed +and motionless upon the couch, made a struggling motion as she raised +herself a little with the left arm, as if, by very force of angry will, +she would have lifted herself up erect before the girl who had offended +her.</p> + +<p>For a few moments her lips moved dumbly; and there was something +unspeakably awful in those convulsed features, that livid countenance, +and those voiceless syllables trembling upon the white dry lips.</p> + +<p>At last speech came.</p> + +<p>'Girl, you were created to torment me;' she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>'Dear grandmother, what harm have I done?' faltered Mary.</p> + +<p>'What harm? You are a spy. Your very existence is a torment and a +danger. Would to God that you were married. Yes, married to a +chimney-sweep, even—and out of my way.'</p> + +<p>'If that is your only difficulty,' said Mary, haughtily, 'I dare say Mr. +Hammond would be kind enough to marry me to-morrow, and take me out of +your ladyship's way.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier's head sank back upon her pillows, those velvet and +satin pillows, rich with delicate point lace and crewel-work adornment, +the labour of Mary and Fräulein, pillows which could not bring peace to +the weary head, or deaden the tortures of memory. The pale face +recovered its wonted calm, the heavy lips drooped over the weary eyes, +and for a few moments there was silence in the room.</p> + +<p>Then Lady Maulevrier raised her eyelids, and looked at her granddaughter +imploringly, pathetically.</p> + +<p>'Forgive me, Mary,' she said. 'I don't know what I was saying just now; +but whatever it was, forgive and forget it. I am a wretched old woman, +heart sick, heart sore, worn out by pain and weariness. There are times +when I am beside myself; moments when I am not much saner than +Steadman's lunatic uncle. This is one of my worst days, and you came +bouncing in upon me, and tortured my nerves by your breathless torrent +of words. Pray forgive me, if I said anything rude.'</p> + +<p>'If,' thought Mary: but she tried to be charitable, and to believe that +Lady Maulevrier's attack upon her was a new phase of hysteria, so she +murmured meekly, 'There is nothing for me to forgive, grandmother, and I +am very sorry I disturbed you.'</p> + +<p>She was going to leave the room, thinking that her absence would be a +relief to the invalid, when Lady Maulevrier called her back.</p> + +<p>'You were asking me something—something about that old man of +Steadman's,' she said with a weary air, half indifference, half the +lassitude natural to an invalid who sinks under the burden of monotonous +days. 'What was it all about? I forget.'</p> + +<p>Mary repeated her request, but this time in measured tones.</p> + +<p>'My dear, I am sure that Steadman was only properly prudent.' answered +Lady Maulevrier, 'and that it would never do for me to interfere in this +matter. It stands to reason that he must know his old kinsman's +temperament much better than you can, after your half-hour interviews +with him in the garden. Pray how long have these garden scenes been +going on, by-the-by?' asked her ladyship, with a searching look at +Mary's downcast face.</p> + +<p>The girl had not altogether recovered from the rude shock of her +grandmother's late attack.</p> + +<p>'About three weeks,' faltered Mary. 'But it is more than a week now +since I was in the garden. It was quite by accident that I first went +there. Perhaps I ought to explain.'</p> + +<p>And Mary, not being gainsayed, went on to describe that first afternoon +when she had seen the old man brooding in the sun. She drew quite a +pathetic picture of his joyless solitude, whilst all nature around and +about him was looking so glad in the spring sunshine. There was a long +silence, a silence of some minutes, when she had done; and Lady +Maulevrier lay with lowered eyelids, deep in thought. Mary began to hope +that she had touched her grandmother's heart, and that her request would +be granted: but she was soon undeceived.</p> + +<p>'I am sorry to be obliged to refuse you a favour, Mary, but I must stand +by Steadman,' said her ladyship. 'When I gave Steadman permission to +shelter his aged kinsman in my house, I made it a condition that the old +man should be kept in the strictest care by himself and his wife, and +that nobody in this establishment should be troubled by him. This +condition has been so scrupulously adhered to that the old man's +existence is known to no one in this house except you and me; and you +have discovered the fact only by accident. I must beg you to keep this +secret to yourself. Steadman has particular reasons for wishing to +conceal the fact of his uncle's residence here. The old man is not +actually a lunatic. If he were we should be violating the law by keeping +him here. He is only imbecile from extreme old age; the body has +outlived the mind, that is all. But should any officious functionary +come down upon Fellside, this imbecility might be called madness, and +the poor old creature whom you regard so compassionately, and whose case +you think so pitiable here, would be carried off to a pauper lunatic +asylum, which I can assure you would be a much worse imprisonment than +Fellside Manor.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, indeed, grandmother,' exclaimed Mary, whose vivid imagination +conjured up a vision of padded cells, strait-waist-coats, +murderously-inclined keepers, chains, handcuffs, and bread and water +diet, 'now I understand why the poor old soul has been kept so +close—why nobody knows of his existence. I beg Steadman's pardon with +all my heart. He is a much better fellow than I thought him.'</p> + +<p>'Steadman is a thoroughly good fellow, and as true as steel,' said her +ladyship. 'No one can know that so well as the mistress he has served +faithfully for nearly half a century. I hope, Mary, you have not been +chattering to Fräulein or any one else about your discovery.'</p> + +<p>'No, grandmother, I have not said a word to a mortal, but----'</p> + +<p>'Oh, there is a "but," is there? I understand. You have not been so +reticent in your letters to Mr. Hammond.'</p> + +<p>'I tell him all that happens to me. There is very little to write about +at Fellside; yet I contrive to send him volumes. I often wonder what +poor girls did in the days of Miss Austen's novels, when letters cost a +shilling or eighteen pence for postage, and had to be paid for by the +recipient. It must have been such a terrible check upon affection.'</p> + +<p>'And upon twaddle,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'Well you told Mr. Hammond +about Steadman's old uncle. What did he say?'</p> + +<p>'He thoroughly approved Steadman's conduct in forbidding me to go and +see him,' answered Mary. 'I couldn't help thinking it rather unkind of +him; but, of course, I feel that he must be right,' concluded Mary, as +much as to say that her lover was necessarily infallible.</p> + +<p>'I always thought Mr. Hammond a sensible young man, and I am glad to +find that his conduct does not belie my good opinion,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'And now, my dear, you had better go and make yourself +decent before dinner. I am very weary this afternoon, and even our +little talk has exhausted me.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, dear grandmother, I am going this instant. But let me ask one +question: What is the poor old man's name?'</p> + +<p>'His name!' said her ladyship, looking at Mary with a puzzled air, like +a person whose thoughts are far away. 'His name—oh, Steadman, I +suppose, like his nephew's; but if I ever heard the name I have +forgotten it, and I don't know whether the kinship is on the father's or +the mother's side. Steadman asked my permission to give shelter to a +helpless old relative, and I gave it. That is really all I remember.'</p> + +<p>'Only one other question,' pleaded Mary, who was brimful of curiosity +upon this particular subject. 'Has he been at Fellside very long?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I really don't know; a year, or two, or three, perhaps. Life in +this house is all of a piece. I hardly keep count of time.'</p> + +<p>'There is one thing that puzzles me very much,' said Mary, still +lingering near her grandmother's couch, the balmy evening air caressing +her as she leaned against the embrasure of the wide Tudor window, the +sun drawing nearer to the edge of the hills, an orb of yellow flame, +soon to change to a gigantic disk of lurid fire. 'I thought from the old +man's talk that he, too, must be an old servant in our family. He talked +of Maulevrier Castle, and said that I reminded him of a picture by Lely, +a portrait of a Lady Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'It is quite possible that he may have been in service there, though I +do not remember to have heard anything about it,' answered her ladyship, +carelessly. 'The Steadmans come from that part of the country, and +theirs is a hereditary service. Good-night, Mary, I am utterly weary. +Look at that glorious light yonder, that mighty world of fire and flame, +without which our little world would be dark and dreary. I often think +of that speech of Macbeth's, "I 'gin to be aweary of the sun." There +comes a time, Mary, when even the sun is a burden.'</p> + +<p>'Only for such a man as Macbeth,' said Mary, 'a man steeped in crime. +Who can wonder that he wanted to hide himself from the sun? But, dear +grandmother, there ought to be plenty of happiness left for you, even if +your recovery is slow to come. You are so clever, you have such +resources in your own mind and memory, and you have your grandchildren, +who love you dearly,' added Mary, tenderly.</p> + +<p>Her nature was so full of pity that an entirely new affection had grown +up in her mind for Lady Maulevrier since that terrible evening of the +paralytic stroke.</p> + +<p>'Yes, and whose love, as exemplified by Lesbia, is shown in a hurried +scrap of a letter scrawled once a week—a bone thrown to a hungry dog,' +said her ladyship, bitterly.</p> + +<p>'Lesbia is so lovely, and she is so surrounded by flatterers and +admirers,' murmured Mary, excusingly.</p> + +<p>'Oh, my dear, if she had a heart she would not forget me, even in the +midst of her flatterers. Good-night again, Mary. Don't try to console +me. For some natures consolations and soothing suggestions are like +flowers thrown upon a granite tomb. They do just as much and just as +little good to the heart that lies under the stone. Good-night.'</p> + +<p>Mary stooped to kiss her grandmother's forehead, and found it cold as +marble. She murmured a loving good-night, and left the mistress of +Fellside in her loneliness.</p> + +<p>A footman would come in and light the lamps, and draw the velvet +curtains, presently, and shut out the later glories of sunset. And then +the butler himself would come and arrange the little dinner table by her +ladyship's couch, and would himself preside over the invalid's simple +dinner, which would be served exquisitely, with all that is daintiest +and most costly in Salviati glass and antique silver. Yet better the +dinner of herbs, and love and peace withal, than the choicest fare or +the most perfect service.</p> + +<p>Before the coming of the servants and the lamps there was a pause of +silence and loneliness, an interval during which Lady Maulevrier lay +gazing at the declining orb, the lower rim of which now rested on the +edge of the hill. It seemed to grow larger and more dazzling as she +looked at it.</p> + +<p>Suddenly she clasped her left hand across her eyes, and said aloud—</p> + +<p>'Oh, what a hateful life! Almost half a century of lies and hypocricies +and prevarications and meannesses! For what? For the glory of an empty +name; and for a fortune that may slip from my dead hand to become the +prey of rogues and adventurers. Who can forecast the future?'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXV"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXV.</h2> + +<h3>CARTE BLANCHE.</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank's house in Arlington Street was known to half fashionable +London as one of the pleasantest houses in town; and it was known by +repute only, to the other half of fashionable London, as a house whose +threshold was not to be crossed by persons with any regard for their own +dignity and reputation. It was not that Lady Kirkbank had ever actually +forfeited her right to be considered an honest woman and a faithful +wife. People who talked of the lady and her set with a contemptuous +shrug of the shoulders and a dubious elevation of the eyebrows were +ready, when hard pushed in argument, to admit that they knew of no +actual harm in Lady Kirkbank, no overt bad behaviour.</p> + +<p>'But—well,' said the punctilious half of society, the Pejinks and +Pernickitys, the Picksomes and Unco-Goods, 'Lady Kirkbank is—Lady +Kirkbank; and I would not allow my girls to visit her, don't you know.' +'Lady Kirkbank is received, certainly,' said a severe dowager. 'She +goes to very good houses. She gets tickets for the Royal enclosure. She +is always at private views, and privileged shows of all kinds; and she +contrives to squeeze herself in at a State ball or a concert about once +in two years; but any one who can consider Lady Kirkbank good style must +have a very curious idea of what a lady ought to be.' 'Lady Kirkbank is +a warm-hearted, nice creature,' said a diplomatist of high rank, and one +of her particular friends, 'but her manners are decidedly—continental!'</p> + +<p>About Sir George, society, adverse or friendly, was without strong +opinions. His friends, the men who shot over his Scotch moor, and filled +the spare rooms in his villa at Cannes, and loaded his drag for Sandown +or Epsom, and sponged upon him all the year round, talked of him as 'an +inoffensive old party,' 'a cheery soul,' 'a genial old boy,' and in like +terms of approval. That half of society which did not visit in Arlington +Street, in whose nostrils the semi-aristocratic, semi-artistic, +altogether Bohemian little dinners, the suppers after the play, the +small hours devoted to Nap or Poker, had an odour as of sulphur, the +reek of Tophet—even this half of the great world was fain to admit that +Sir George was harmless. He had never had an idea beyond the realms of +sport; he had never had a will of his own outside his stable. To shoot +pigeons at Hurlington or Monaco, to keep half a dozen leather-platers, +and attend every race from the Craven to the Leger, to hunt four days a +week, when he was allowed to spend a winter in England, and to saunter +and sleep away all the hours which could not be given to sport, +comprised Sir George's idea of existence. He had never troubled himself +to consider whether there might not possibly be a better way of getting +rid of one's life. He was as God had made him, and was perfectly +satisfied with himself and the universe; save at such times as when a +favourite horse went lame, or his banker wrote to tell him that his +account was overdrawn.</p> + +<p>Sir George had no children; he had never had a serious care in his life. +He never thought, he never read. Lady Kirkbank declared that she had +never seen him with a book in his hands since their marriage.</p> + +<p>'I don't believe he would know at which end to begin,' she said.</p> + +<p>What was the specific charge which the very particular people brought +against Lady Kirkbank? Such charges rarely <i>are</i> specific. The idea that +the lady belonged to the fast and furious section of society, the +Bohemia of the upper ten, was an idea in the air. Everybody knew it. No +one could quite adequately explain it.</p> + +<p>From thirty to fifty Lady Kirkbank had been known as a flirty matron. +Wherever she went, a train of men went with her; men young and +middle-aged and elderly; handsome youths from the public offices; War, +Admiralty, Foreign Office, Somerset House young men; attractive men of +mature years, with grey moustachios, military, diplomatic, horsey, what +you will, but always agreeable. At home, abroad, Lady Kirkbank was never +without her court; but the court was entirely masculine. In those days +the fair Georgie did not scruple to say that she hated women, and that +girls were her particular abomination. But as the years rolled on Lady +Kirkbank began to find it very difficult to muster her little court, to +keep her train in attendance upon her. 'The birds were wild,' Sir George +said. Her young adorers found their official duties more oppressive than +hitherto; her elderly swains had threatenings of gout or rheumatism +which prevented their flocking round her as of old at race meeting or +polo match. They were loyal enough in keeping their engagements at the +dinner table, for Lady Kirkbank's cook was one of the best in London; +and the invited guests were rarely missing at the little suppers after +opera or play: but Georgia's box was no longer crowded with men who +dropped in between the acts to see what she thought of the singer or the +piece, and her swains were no longer contented to sit behind her chair +all the evening, seeing an empty corner of the stage across Georgia's +ivory shoulder, and hearing the voices of invisible actors in the brief +pauses of Georgie's subdued babble.</p> + +<p>At fifty-five, Georgina Kirkbank told herself sadly enough that her day, +as a bright particular star, all-sufficient in her own radiance, was +gone. She could not live without her masculine circle, men who could +bring her all the news, the gossip of the clubs; where everything seemed +to become known as quickly as if each club had its own Asmodeus, +unroofing all the housetops of the West End for inspection every night. +She could not live without her courtiers; and to keep them about her she +knew that she must make her house pleasant. It was not enough to give +good dinners, elegant little suppers washed down by choicest wines; she +must also provide fair faces to smile upon the feast, and bright eyes to +sparkle in the subdued light of low shaded lamps, and many candles +twinkling under coloured shades.</p> + +<p>'I am an old woman now,' Lady Kirkbank said to herself with a sigh, 'and +my own attractions won't keep my friends about me. <i>C'est trop connu +ça</i>.'</p> + +<p>And now the house in Arlington Street in which feminine guests had been +as one in ten, opened its doors to the young and the fair. Pretty +widows, lively girls, young wives who were not too absurdly devoted to +their husbands, actresses of high standing and good looks, these began +to be welcomed effusively in Arlington Street. Lady Kirkbank began to +hunt for beauties to adorn her rooms, as she had hitherto hunted lions +to roar at her parties. She prided herself on being the first to +discover this or that new beauty. That lovely girl from Scotland with +the large eyes—that sweet young creature from Ireland with the long +eyelashes. She was always inventing new divinities. But even this +change of plan, this more feminine line of politics failed to reconcile +the strict and the stern, the Queen Charlotte-ish elderly ladies, and +the impeccable matrons, to Lady Kirkbank and her set. The girls who were +launched by Lady Kirkbank never took high rank in society. When they +made good marriages it was generally to be observed that they dropped +Lady Kirkbank soon afterwards. It was not their fault, these ingrates +pleaded piteously; but Edward, or Henry, or Theodore, as the case might +be, had a most cruel prejudice against dear Lady Kirkbank, and the young +wives were obliged to obey.</p> + +<p>Others there were, however, the loyal few, who having won the prize +matrimonial in Lady Kirkbank's happy hunting grounds, remained true to +their friend ever afterwards, and defended her character against every +onslaught.</p> + +<p>When Lady Maulevrier told her grandson that she had entrusted Lady +Kirkbank with the duty of introducing Lesbia to society, Maulevrier +shrugged his shoulders and held his peace. He knew no actual harm in the +matter. Lady Kirkbank's was rather a fast set; and had he been allowed +to choose it was not to Lady Kirkbank that he would have delegated his +grandmother's duty. In Maulevrier's own phrase it was 'not good enough' +for Lesbia. But it was not in his power to interfere. He was not told of +the plan until everything had been settled. The thing was accomplished; +and against accomplished facts Maulevrier was the last to protest.</p> + +<p>His friend John Hammond had not been silent. He knew nothing of Lady +Kirkbank personally; but he knew the position which she held in London +society, and he urged his friend strongly to enlighten Lady Maulevrier +as to the kind of circle into which she was about to entrust her young +granddaughter, a girl brought up in the Arcadia of England.</p> + +<p>'Not for worlds would I undertake such a task,' said Maulevrier. 'Her +ladyship never had any opinion of my wisdom, and this Lady Kirkbank is a +friend of her own youth. She would cut up rough if I were to say a word +against an old friend. Besides what's the odds, if you come to think of +it? all society is fast nowadays, or at any rate all society worth +living in. And then again, Lesbia is just one of those cool-headed girls +who would keep herself head uppermost in a maelstrom. She knows on which +side her bread is buttered. Look how easily she chucked you up because +she did not think you good enough. She'll make use of this Lady +Kirkbank, who is a good soul, I am told, and will make the best match of +the season.'</p> + +<p>And now the season had begun, and Lady Lesbia Haselden was circulating +with other aristocratic atoms in the social vortex, with her head +apparently uppermost.</p> + +<p>'Old Lady K—has nobbled a real beauty, this time,' said one of the +Arlington Street set to his friend as they lolled on the railings in the +park, 'a long way above any of those plain-headed ones she tried to palm +off upon us last year: the South American girl with the big eyes and a +complexion like a toad, the Forfarshire girl with freckles and +unsophisticated carrots. "Those lovely Spanish eyes," said Lady K----, +"that Titianesque auburn hair!" But it didn't answer. Both the girls +were plain, and they have gone back to their native obscurity spinsters +still. But this is a real thorough-bred one—blood, form, pace, all +there.'</p> + +<p>'Who is she?' drawled his friend.</p> + +<p>'Lord Maulevrier's sister, Lady Lesbia Haselden. Has money, too, I +believe; rich grandmother; old lady buried alive in Westmoreland; horrid +old miser.'</p> + +<p>'I shouldn't mind marrying a miser's granddaughter,' said the other. 'So +nice to know that some wretched old idiot has scraped and hoarded +through a lifetime of deprivation and self-denial, in order that one may +spend his money when he is under the sod.'</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia was accepted everywhere, or almost everywhere, as the beauty +of the season. There were six or seven other girls who aspired to the +same proud position, who were asserted by their own particular friends +to have won it; just as there are generally four or five horses which +claim to be first favourites; but the betting was all in favour of Lady +Lesbia.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank told her that she was turning everyone's head, and Lesbia +was quite willing to believe her. But was Lesbia's own head quite steady +in this whirlpool? That was a question which she did not take the +trouble to ask herself.</p> + +<p>Her heart was tranquil enough, cold as marble. No shield and safeguard +so secure against the fire of new love as an old love hardly cold. +Lesbia told herself that her heart was a sepulchre, an urn which held a +handful of ashes, the ashes of her passion for John Hammond. It was a +fire quite burned out, she thought; but that extinguished flame had left +death-like coldness.</p> + +<p>This was Lesbia's own diagnosis of her case: but the real truth was that +among the herd of men she had met, almost all of them ready to fall down +and worship her, there was not one who had caught her fancy. Her nature +was shallow enough to be passing fickle; the passion which she had taken +for love was little more than a girl's fancy; but the man who had power +to awaken that fancy as John Hammond had done had not yet appeared in +Lady Kirkbank's circle.</p> + +<p>'What a cold-hearted creature you must be,' said Georgie. 'You don't +seem to admire any of my favourite men.'</p> + +<p>'They are very nice,' Lesbia answered languidly; 'but they are all +alike. They say the same things—wear the same clothes—sit in the same +attitude. One would think they were all drilled in a body every morning +before they go out. Mr. Nightshade, the actor, who came to supper the +other night, is the only man I have seen who has a spark of +originality.'</p> + +<p>'You are right,' answered Lady Kirkbank, 'there is an appalling sameness +in men: only it is odd you should find it out so soon. I never +discovered it till I was an old woman. How I envy Cleopatra her Cæsar +and her Antony. No mistaking one of those for the other. Mary Stuart +too, what marked varieties of character she had an opportunity of +studying in Rizzio and Chastelard, Darnley and Bothwell. Ah, child, that +is what it is to <i>live</i>.'</p> + +<p>'Mary is very interesting,' sighed Lesbia; 'but I fear she was not a +correct person.'</p> + +<p>'My love, what correct person ever is interesting? History draws a misty +halo round a sinner of that kind, till one almost believes her a saint. +I think Mary Stuart, Froude's Mary, simply perfect.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia had begun by blushing at Lady Kirkbank's opinions; but she was +now used to the audacity of the lady's sentiments, and the almost +infantile candour with which she gave utterance to them. Lady Kirkbank +liked to make her friends laugh. It was all she could do now in order to +be admired. And there is nothing like audacity for making people laugh +nowadays. Lady Kirkbank was a close student of all those delightful +books of French memoirs which bring the tittle-tattle of the Regency and +the scandals of Louis the Fifteenth's reign so vividly before us: and +she had unconsciously founded her manners and her ways of thinking and +talking upon that easy-going but elegant age. She did not want to seem +better than women who had been so altogether charming. She fortified the +frivolity of historical Parisian manners by a dash of the British +sporting character. She drove, shot, jumped over five-barred gates, +contrived on the verge of seventy to be as active us a young woman; and +she flattered herself that the mixture of wit, audacity, sport, and +good-nature was full of fascination.</p> + +<p>However this might be, it is certain that a good many people liked her, +chiefly perhaps because she was good-natured, and a little on account of +that admirable cook.</p> + +<p>To Lesbia, who had been weary to loathing of her old life amidst the +hills and waterfalls of Westmoreland, this new life was one perpetual +round of pleasure. She flung herself with all her heart and mind into +the amusement of the moment; she knew neither weariness nor satiety. To +ride in the park in the morning, to go to a luncheon party, a garden +party, to drive in the park for half an hour after the garden party, to +rush home and dress for the fourth or fifth time, and then off to a +dinner, and from dinner to drum, and from drum to big ball, at which +rumour said the Prince and Princess were to be present; and so, from +eleven o'clock in the morning till four or five o'clock next morning, +the giddy whirl went on; and every hour was so occupied by pleasure +engagements that it was difficult to squeeze in an occasional morning +for shopping—necessary to go to the shops sometimes, or one would not +know how many things one really wants—or for an indispensable interview +with the dressmaker. Those mornings at the shops were hardly the least +agreeable of Lesbia's hours. To a girl brought up in one perpetual +<i>tête-à -tête</i> with green hill-sides and silvery watercourses, the West +End shops were as gardens of Eden, as Aladdin Caves, as anything, +everything that is rapturous and intoxicating. Lesbia, the clear-headed, +the cold-hearted, fairly lost her senses when she went into one of those +exquisite shops, where a confusion of brocades and satins lay about in +dazzling masses of richest colour, with here and there a bunch of +lilies, a cluster of roses, a tortoise-shell fan, an ostrich feather, or +a flounce of peerless Point d'Alençon flung carelessly athwart the sheen +of a wine-dark velvet or golden-hued satin.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier had said Lesbia was to have <i>carte blanche</i>; so Lesbia +bought everything she wanted, or fancied she wanted, or that the +shop-people thought she must want, or that Lady Kirkbank happened to +admire. The shop-people were so obliging, and so deeply obliged by +Lesbia's patronage. She was exactly the kind of customer they liked to +serve. She flitted about their showrooms like a beautiful butterfly +hovering over a flower-bed—her eye caught by every novelty. She never +asked the price of anything; and Lady Kirkbank informed them, in +confidence, that she was a great heiress, with a millionaire grandmother +who indulged her every whim. Other high born young ladies, shopping upon +fixed allowances, and sorely perplexed to make both ends meet, looked +with eyes of envy upon this girl.</p> + +<p>And then came the visit to the dressmaker. It happened after all that +Kate Kearney was not intrusted with Lady Lesbia's frocks. Miss Kearney +was the fashion, and could pick and choose her customers; and as she was +a young lady of good business aptitudes, she had a liking for ready +money, or at least half-yearly settlements; and, finding that Lady +Kirkbank was much more willing to give new orders than to pay old +accounts, she had respectfully informed her ladyship that a pressure of +business would prevent her executing any further demands from Arlington +Street, while the necessity of posting her ledger obliged her to request +the favour of an immediate cheque.</p> + +<p>The little skirmish—per letter—occurred while Lady Kirkbank was at +Cannes, and Miss Kearney's conduct was stigmatised as insolent and +ungrateful, since had not she, Lady Kirkbank by the mere fact of her +patronage, given this young person her chief claim to fashion?</p> + +<p>'I shall drop her,' said Georgie, 'and go back to poor old Seraphine, +who is worth a cartload of such Irish adventuresses.'</p> + +<p>So to Madame Seraphine, of Clanricarde Place, Lady Lesbia was taken as +a lamb to the slaughter-house.</p> + +<p>Seraphine had made Lady Kirkbank's clothes, off and on for the last +thirty years. Seraphine and Georgia had grown old together. Lady +Kirkbank was always dropping Seraphine and taking her up again, +quarrelling and making friends with her. They wrote each other little +notes, in which Lady Kirkbank called the dressmaker her <i>cher ange</i>—her +<i>bonne chatte</i>, her <i>chère vielle sotte</i>—and all manner of affectionate +names—and in which Seraphine occasionally threatened the lady with the +dire engines of the law, if money were not forthcoming before Saturday +evening.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank within those thirty years had paid Seraphine many +thousands; but she had never once got herself out of the dear creature's +debt. All her payments were payments on account. A hundred pounds; or +fifty—or an occasional cheque for two hundred and fifty, when Sir +George had been lucky at Newmarket and Doncaster. But the rolling +nucleus of debt went rolling on, growing bigger every year until the +payments on account needed to be larger or more numerous than of old to +keep Seraphine in good humour.</p> + +<p>Seraphine was a woman of genius and versatility and had more than one +art at her fingers' ends—those skinny and claw-shaped fingers, the +nails whereof were not always clean. She took charge of her customer's +figures, and made their corsets, and lectured them if they allowed +nature to get the upper hand.</p> + +<p>'If Madame's waist gets one quarter of an inch thicker it must be that I +renounce to make her gowns,' she would tell a ponderous matron, with +cool insolence, and the matron would stand abashed before the little +sallow, hooked-nosed, keen eyed Jewess, like a child before a severe +mother.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Seraphine, do you really think that I am stouter?' the customer +would ask feebly, panting in her tightened corset.</p> + +<p>'Is it that I think so? Why that jumps to the eyes. Madame had always +that little air of Rubens, even in the flower of her youth—but now—it +is a Rubens of the Faubourg du Temple.'</p> + +<p>And horrified at the idea of her vulgarised charms the meek matron would +consent to encase herself in one of Seraphine's severest corsets, called +in bitterest mockery <i>à la santé</i>—at five guineas—in order that the +dressmaker might measure her for a forty-guinea gown.</p> + +<p>'A plain satin gown, my dear, with an eighteenpenny frilling round the +neck and sleeves, and not so much trimming as would go round my little +finger. It is positive robbery,' the matron told her friends afterwards, +not the less proud of her skin-tight high shouldered sleeves and the +peerless flow of her train.</p> + +<p>Seraphine was an artist in complexions, and it was she who provided her +middle-aged and elderly customers with the lilies and roses of youth. +Lady Kirkbank's town complexion was superintended by Seraphine, +sometimes even manipulated by those harpy-like claws. The eyebrows of +which Lesbia complained were only eyebrows <i>de province</i>—eyebrows <i>de +voyage</i>. In London Georgie was much more particular; and Seraphine was +often in Arlington Street with her little morocco bag of washes and +creams, and brushes and sponges, to prepare Lady Kirkbank for some great +party, and to instruct Lady Kirkbank's maid. At such times Georgie was +all affection for the little dressmaker.</p> + +<p>'<i>Ma chatte</i>, you have made me positively adorable,' she would say, +peering at her reflection in the ivory hand-mirror, a dazzling image of +rouge and bismuth, carmined lips, diamonds, and frizzy yellow hair; 'I +verily believe I look under thirty—but do not you think this gown is a +thought too <i>décolletée—un peu trop de peau, hein?</i>'</p> + +<p>'Not for you, Lady Kirkbank, with your fine shoulders. Shoulders are of +no age—<i>les épaules sont la vraie fontaine de jouvence pour les jolies +femmes.</i>'</p> + +<p>'You are such a witty creature, Seraphine, Fifine. You ought to be a +descendant of that wicked old Madame du Deffand. Rilboche, give Madame +some more chartreuse.'</p> + +<p>And Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker would chink their liqueur glasses +in amity before the lady gathered up her satin train and allowed her +peerless shoulders to be muffled in a plush mantle to go down to her +carriage, fortified by that last glass of green chartreuse.</p> + +<p>There were always the finest chartreuse and curaçoa in a liqueur cabinet +on Lady Kirkbank's dressing-table. The cabinet formed a companion to the +dressing-case, which contained all those creamy and rose-hued cosmetics, +powders, brushes, and medicaments, which were necessary for the +manufacture of Georgie's complexion. The third bottle in the liqueur +case held cognac, and this, as Rilboche the maid knew, was oftenest +replenished. Yet nobody could accuse Lady Kirkbank of intemperate +habits. The liqueur box only supplied the peg that was occasionally +wanted to screw the superior mind to concert pitch.</p> + +<p>'One must always be at concert pitch in society, don't you know, my +dear,' said Georgie to her young protégée.</p> + +<p>Thus it happened that, Miss Kearney having behaved badly, Lesbia was +carried off to dear old Seraphine, and delivered over to that modern +witch, as a sacrifice tied to the horns of the altar.</p> + +<p>Clanricarde Place is a little nook of Queen Anne houses—genuine Queen +Anne, be it understood—between Piccadilly and St. James's Palace, and +hardly five minutes' walk from Arlington Street. It is a quiet little +<i>cul de sac</i> in the very heart of the fashionable world; and here of an +afternoon might be seen the carriages of Madame Seraphine's customers, +blocking the whole of the carriage way, and choking up the narrow +entrance to the street, which widened considerably at the inner end.</p> + +<p>Madame Seraphine's house was at the end, a narrow house, with tall +old-fashioned windows curtained with amber satin. It was a small, dark +house, and exhaled occasional odours of garlic and main sewer; but the +staircase was a gem in old oak, and the furniture in the triple +telescopic drawing rooms, dwindling to a closet at the end, was genuine +Louis Seize.</p> + +<p>Seraphine herself was the only shabby thing in the house—a wizened +little woman, with a wicked old Jewish face, and one shoulder higher +than the other, dressed in a shiny black moire gown, years after moires +had been exploded, and with a rag of old lace upon her sleek black +hair—raven black hair, and the only good thing about her appearance.</p> + +<p>One ornament, and one only, had Seraphine ever been guilty of wearing, +and that was an old-fashioned half-hoop ring of Brazilian diamonds, +brilliants of the first water. This ring she called her yard measure; +and she was in the habit of using it as her Standard of purity, and +comparing it with any diamonds which her customers submitted to her +inspection. For the clever little dressmaker had a feeling heart for a +lady in difficulties, and was in the habit of lending money on good +security, and on terms that were almost reasonable as compared with the +usurious rates one reads of in the newspapers.</p> + +<p>Lesbia's first sensation upon having this accomplished person presented +to her was one of shrinking and disgust. There was something sinister in +the sallow face, the small shrewd eyes, and long hooked nose, the +crooked figure, and claw-shaped hands. But when Madame Seraphine began +to talk about gowns, and bade her acolytes—smartly-dressed young women +with pleasing countenances—bring forth marvels of brocade and satin, +embroideries, stamped velvets, bullion fringes, and ostrich feather +flouncings, Lesbia became interested, and forgot the unholy aspect of +the high priestess.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker discussed Lesbia's charms as calmly as +if she had been out of the room.</p> + +<p>'What do you think of her figure?' asked Lady Kirkbank.</p> + +<p>'One cannot criticise what does not exist,' replied the dressmaker, in +French. 'The young lady has no figure. She has evidently been brought up +in the country.'</p> + +<p>And then with rapid bird-like movements, and with her head on one side, +Seraphine measured Lesbia's waist and bust, muttering little argotic +expressions <i>sotto voce</i> as she did so.</p> + +<p>'Waist three inches too large, shoulders six inches too narrow,' she +said decisively, and she dictated some figures to one of the damsels, +who wrote them down in an order-book.</p> + +<p>'What does that mean?' asked Lesbia, not at all approving of such +cavalier treatment.</p> + +<p>'Only that Seraphine will make your corsets the right size,' answered +Lady Kirkbank.</p> + +<p>'What? Three inches too small for my waist, and six too wide for my +shoulders?'</p> + +<p>'My love, you must have a figure,' replied Lady Kirkbank, conclusively. +'It is not what you are, but what you ought to be that has to be +considered.'</p> + +<p>So Lesbia, the cool-headed, who was also the weak-minded, consented to +have her figure adjusted to the regulation mark of absolute beauty, as +understood by Madame Seraphine. It was only when her complexion came +under discussion, and Seraphine ventured to suggest that she would be +all the better for a little accentuation of her eyebrows and darkening +of her lashes, that Lesbia made a stand.</p> + +<p>'What would my grandmother think of me if she heard I painted?' she +asked, indignantly.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank laughed at her <i>naïveté</i>.</p> + +<p>'My dear child, your grandmother is just half a century behind the age,' +she said. 'I hope you are not going to allow your life in London to be +regulated by an oracle at Grasmere?'</p> + +<p>'I am not going to paint my face,' replied Lesbia, firmly.</p> + +<p>'Well, perhaps you are right. The eyebrows are a little weak and +undecided, Seraphine, as you say, and the lashes would be all the better +for your famous cosmetic; but after all there is a charm in what the +painters call "sincerity," and any little errors of detail will prove +the genuineness of Lady Lesbia's beauty. One <i>may</i> be too artistic.'</p> + +<p>And Lady Kirkbank gave a complacent glance at her own image in one of +the Marie Antoinette mirrors, pleased with the general effect of arched +brows, darkened eyelids, and a daisy bonnet. The fair Georgie generally +affected field-flowers and other simplicities, which would have been +becoming to a beauty of eighteen.</p> + +<p>'One is obliged to smother one's self in satin and velvet for balls and +dinners,' said Lady Kirkbank, when she discussed the great question of +gowns; 'but I know I always look my best in my cotton frock and straw +hat.'</p> + +<p>That first visit to Seraphine's den—den as terrible, did one but know +it, as that antediluvian hyena-cave at Torquay, where the threshold is +worn by the bodies of beasts dragged across it, and the ground paved +with their bones—that first visit was a serious business. Later +interviews might be mere frivolities, half-an-hour wasted in looking at +new fashions, an order given carelessly on the spur of the moment; but +upon this occasion Lady Kirkbank had to arm her young <i>protégée</i> for the +coming campaign, and the question was to the last degree serious.</p> + +<p>The chaperon and the dressmaker put their heads together, looked at +fashion plates, talked solemnly of Worth and his compeers, of the gowns +that were being worn by Bernhardt, and Pierson, and Croisette, and other +stars of the Parisian stage; and then Lady Kirkbank gave her orders, +Lesbia listening and assenting.</p> + +<p>Nothing was said about prices; but Lesbia had a vague idea that some of +the things would be rather expensive, and she ventured to ask Lady +Kirkbank if she were not ordering too many gowns.</p> + +<p>'My dear, Lady Maulevrier said you were to have <i>carte blanche</i>,' +replied Georgie, solemnly. 'Your dear grandmother is as rich as Croesus, +and she is generosity itself; and how should I ever forgive myself if I +allowed you to appear in society in an inadequate style. You have to +take a high place, the very highest place, Lesbia; and you must be +dressed in accordance with that position.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia said no more. After all it was Lady Kirkbank's business and not +hers. See had been entrusted to Lady Kirkbank as to a person who +thoroughly knew the great world, and she must submit to be governed by +the wisdom and experience of her chaperon. If the bills were heavy, that +would be Lady Kirkbank's affair; and no doubt dear grandmother was rich +enough to afford anything Lesbia wanted. She had been told that she was +to take rank among heiresses.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier had given her granddaughter some old-fashioned +ornaments, topaz, amethysts, turquoise—jewels that had belonged to dead +and gone Talmashes and Angersthorpes—to be reset. This entailed a visit +to a Bond Street jeweller, and in the dazzling glass-cases on the +counter of the Bond Street establishment Lesbia saw a good many things +which she felt were real necessities to her new phase of existence, and +these, with Lady Kirkbank's approval, she ordered. They were not +important matters. Half-a-dozen gold bangles of real oriental +workmanship, three or four jewelled arrows, flies and beetles, and +caterpillars, to pin on her laces and flowers, a diamond clasp for her +pearl necklace, a dear little gold hunter to wear when she rode in the +park, a diamond butterfly to light up that old-fashioned amethyst +<i>parure</i> which the jeweller was to reset with an artistic admixture of +brilliants.</p> + +<p>'I am sure you would not like the effect without diamonds,' said the +jeweller. 'Your amethysts are very fine, but they are dark and heavy in +tone, and want a good deal of lighting-up, especially for the present +fashion of half-lighted rooms. If you will allow me to use my own +discretion, and mix in a few brilliants, I shall be able to produce a +really artistic <i>parure</i>; otherwise I would not recommend you to touch +them. The present setting is clumsy and inelegant; but I really do not +know that I could improve upon it, without an admixture of brilliants.'</p> + +<p>'Will the diamonds add very much to the expense?' Lesbia inquired, +timidly.</p> + +<p>'My dear child, you are perfectly safe in leaving the matter in Mr. +Cabochon's hands,' interposed Lady Kirkbank, who had particular reasons +for wishing to be on good terms with the head of the establishment. 'Your +dear grandmother gave you the amethysts to be reset; and of course she +would wish it to be done in an artistic manner. Otherwise, as Mr. +Cabochon judiciously says, why have the stones reset at all? Better wear +them in all their present hideousness.'</p> + +<p>Of course, after this Lesbia consented to the amethysts being dealt with +according to Mr. Cabochon's taste.</p> + +<p>'Which is simply perfect,' interjected Lady Kirkbank.</p> + +<p>And now Lesbia's campaign began in real earnest—a life of pleasure, a +life of utter selfishness and self-indulgence, which would go far to +pervert the strongest mind, tarnish the purest nature. To dress and be +admired—that was what Lesbia's life meant from morning till night. She +had no higher or nobler aim. Even on Sunday mornings at the fashionable +church, where the women sat on one side of the nave and the men on the +other, where divinest music was as a pair of wings, on which the +enraptured soul flew heavenward—even here Lesbia thought more of her +bonnet and gloves—the <i>chic</i> or non-<i>chic</i> of her whole costume, than +of the service. She might kneel gracefully, with her bent head, just +revealing the ivory whiteness of a lovely throat, between the edge of +her lace frilling and the flowers in her bonnet. She might look the +fairest image of devotion; but how could a woman pray whose heart was a +milliner's shop, whose highest ambition was to be prettier and better +dressed than other women?</p> + +<p>The season was six weeks old. It was Ascot week, the crowning glory of +the year, and Lesbia and her chaperon had secured tickets for the Royal +enclosure—or it may be said rather that Lesbia had secured them—for +the Master of the Royal Buckhounds might have omitted poor old Lady +Kirkbank's familiar name from his list if it had not been for that +lovely girl who went everywhere under the veteran's wing.</p> + +<p>Six weeks, and Lesbia's appearance in society had been one perpetual +triumph; but as yet nothing serious had happened. She had had no offers. +Half a dozen men had tried their hardest to propose to her—had sat out +dances, had waylaid her in conservatories and in back drawing-rooms, in +lobbies while she waited for her carriage—had looked at her piteously +with tenderest declarations trembling on their lips; but she had +contrived to keep them at bay, to strike them dumb by her coldness, or +confound them by her coquetry; for all these were ineligibles, whom Lady +Lesbia Haselden did not want to have the trouble of refusing.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank was in no haste to marry her <i>protégée</i>—nay, it was much +more to her interest that Lesbia should remain single for three or four +seasons, and that she, Lady Kirkbank, might have the advantage of close +association with the young beauty, and the privilege of spending Lady +Maulevrier's money. But she would have liked to be able to inform +Lesbia's grandmother of some tremendous conquest—the subjugation of a +worthy victim. This herd of nobodies—younger sons with courtesy titles +and empty pockets, ruined Guardsmen, briefless barristers—what was the +use of telling Lady Maulevrier about such barren victories? Lady +Kirkbank therefore contented herself with expatiating upon Lesbia's +triumphs in a general way: how graciously the Princess spoke to her and +about her; how she had been asked to sit on the dais at the ball at +Marlborough House, and had danced in the Royal quadrille.</p> + +<p>'Has Lesbia happened to meet Lord Hartfield?' Lady Maulevrier asked, +incidentally, in one of her letters.</p> + +<p>No. Lord Hartfield was in London, for he had made a great speech in the +Lords on a question of vital interest; but he was not going into +society, or at any rate into society of a frivolous kind. He had given +himself up to politics, as so many young men did nowadays, which was +altogether horrid of them. His name had appeared in the list of guests +at one or two cabinet dinners; but the world of polo matches and +afternoon teas, dances and drums, private theatricals, and Orleans House +suppers, knew him not. As a competitor on the fashionable race-course, +Lord Hartfield was, in common parlance, out of the running.</p> + +<p>And now on this glorious June day, this Thursday of Thursdays, the Ascot +Cup day, for the first time since Lesbia's début, Lady Kirkbank had +occasion to smile upon an admirer whose pretensions were worthy of the +highest consideration.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson, of Park Lane, and Rood Hall, near Henley, and Formosa, +Cowes, and Le Bouge, Deauville, and a good many other places too +numerous to mention, was reputed to be one of the richest commoners in +England. He was a man of that uncertain period of life which enemies +call middle age, and friends call youth. That he would never see a +five-and-thirtieth birthday again was certain; but whether he had passed +the Rubicon of forty was open to doubt. It is possible that he was +enjoying those few golden years between thirty-five and forty, which for +the wealthy bachelor constitute verily the prime and summer-tide of +life. Wisdom has come, experience has been bought, taste has been +cultivated, the man has educated himself to the uttermost in the great +school of daily life. He knows his world thoroughly, whatever that world +is, and he knows how to enjoy every gift and every advantage which +Providence has bestowed upon him.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson was a great authority on the Stock Exchange, though he had +ceased for the last three or four years to frequent the 'House,' or to +be seen in the purlieus of Throgmorton Street. Indeed he had an air of +hardly knowing his way to the City, of being acquainted with that part +of London only by hearsay. He complained that his horses shied at +passing Temple Bar. And yet a few years ago Mr. Smithson's city +operations had been on a very extensive scale: It was in the rise and +fall of commodities rather than of stocks and shares that Horace +Smithson had made his money. He had exercised occult influences upon the +trade of the great city, of the world itself, whereof that city is in a +manner the keystone. Iron had risen or fallen at his beck. At the breath +of his nostrils cochineal had gone up in the market at an almost magical +rate, as if the whole civilised world had become suddenly intent upon +dyeing its garments red, nay, as if even the naked savages of the Gold +Coast and the tribes of Central Africa were bent on staining their dusky +skins with the bodies of the female coccus.</p> + +<p>Favoured by a hint from Smithson, his particular friends followed his +lead, and rushed into the markets to buy all the cochineal that could be +had; to buy at any price, since the market was rising hourly. And then, +all in a moment, as the sky clouds over on a summer day, there came a +dulness in the cochineal market, and the female coccus was being sold at +an enormous sacrifice. And anon it leaked out that Mr. Smithson had +grown tired of cochineal, and had been selling for the last week or two; +and it was noised abroad that this rise and fall in cocci had brought +Mr. Smithson seventy thousand pounds.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson was said to have commenced life in a very humble capacity. +There were some who declared he was the very youth who stooped to pick +up a pin in a Parisian banker's courtyard, after his services as clerk +had just been rejected by the firm, and who was thereupon recognised as +a youth worthy of favour and taken into the banker's office. But this +touching incident of the pin was too ancient a tradition to fit Mr. +Smithson, still under forty.</p> + +<p>Some there were who remembered him eighteen years ago as an adventurer +in the great wilderness of London, penniless, friendless, a +Jack-of-all-trades, living as the birds of the air live, and with as +little certainty of future maintenance. And then Mr. Smithson +disappeared for a space—he went under, as his friends called it; to +re-appear fifteen years later as Smithson the millionaire. He had been +in Peru, Mexico, California. He had traded in hides, in diamonds, in +silver, in stocks and shares. And now he was the great Smithson, whose +voice was the voice of an oracle, who was supposed to be able to make +the fortunes of other men by a word, or a wink, a nod, or a little look +across the crowd, and whom all the men and women in London +society—short of that exclusive circle which does <i>not</i> open its ranks +to Smithsons—were ready to cherish and admire.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson had been in Petersburg, Paris, Vienna, all over civilised +Europe during the last five weeks, whether on business or on pleasure +bent, nobody knew. He affected to be an elegant idler; but it was said +by the initiated that wherever Smithson went the markets rose or fell, +and hides, iron, copper, or tin, felt the influence of his presence.</p> + +<p>He came back to London in time for the Cup Day, and in time to fall +desperately in love with Lesbia, whom he met for the first time in the +Royal enclosure.</p> + +<p>She was dressed in white, purest ivory white, from top to toe—radiant, +dazzling, under an immense sunshade fringed with creamy marabouts. Her +complexion—untouched by Seraphine—her dark and glossy hair, her large +violet eyes, luminous, dark almost to blackness, were all set off and +accentuated by the absence of colour in her costume. Even the cluster of +exotics on her shoulder were of the same pure tint, gardenias and lilies +of the valley.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson was formally presented to the new beauty, and received with +a cool contempt which riveted his chains. He was so accustomed to be run +after by women, that it was a new sensation to meet one who was not in +the least impressed by his superior merits.</p> + +<p>'I don't suppose the girl knows who I am,' he said to himself, for +although he had a very good idea of his intrinsic worth, he knew that +his wealth ranked first among his merits.</p> + +<p>But on after occasions when Lesbia had been told all that could be told +to the advantage of Mr. Smithson, she accepted his homage with the same +indifference, and treated him with less favour than she accorded to the +ruined guardsmen and younger sons who were dying for her.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXVI"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXVI.</h2> + +<h3>'PROUD CAN I NEVER BE OF WHAT I HATE.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>It was a Saturday afternoon, and even in that great world which has no +occupation in life except to amuse itself, whose days are all holidays, +there is a sort of exceptional flavour, a kind of extra excitement on +Saturday afternoons, distinguished by polo matches at Hurlingham, just +as Saturday evenings are by the production of new plays at fashionable +theatres. There was a great military polo match for this particular +Saturday—Lancers against Dragoons. It was a lovely June afternoon, and +Hurlingham would be at its best. The cool greensward, the branching +trees, the flowing river, would afford an unspeakable relief after the +block of carriages in Bond Street and the heated air of London, where +even the parks felt baked and arid; and to Hurlingham Lady Kirkbank +drove directly after luncheon.</p> + +<p>Lesbia leaned back in the barouche listening calmly, while her chaperon +expatiated upon the wealth and possessions of Horace Smithson. It was +now ten days since the meeting at Ascot, and Mr. Smithson had contrived +to see a great deal of Lesbia in that short time. He was invited almost +everywhere, and he had haunted her at afternoon and evening parties; he +had supped in Arlington Street after the opera; he had played cards with +Lesbia, and had enjoyed the felicity of winning her money. His +admiration was obvious, and there was a seriousness in his manner of +pursuing her which showed that, in Lady Kirkbank's unromantic +phraseology, 'the man meant business.'</p> + +<p>'Smithson is caught at last, and I am glad of it,' said Georgie.</p> + +<p>'The creature is an abominable flirt, and has broken more hearts than +any man in London. He was all but the death of one of the dearest girls +I know.'</p> + +<p>'Mr. Smithson breaks hearts!' exclaimed Lesbia, languidly. 'I should not +have thought that was in his line. Mr. Smithson is not an Adonis, nor +are his manners particularly fascinating.'</p> + +<p>'My child how fresh you are! Do you suppose it is the handsome men or +the fascinating men for whom women break their hearts in society? It is +the rich men they all want to marry—men like Smithson, who can give +them diamonds, and yachts, and a hunting stud, and half a dozen fine +houses. Those are the prizes—the blue ribbons of the matrimonial +race-course—men like Smithson, who pretend to admire all the pretty +women, who dangle, and dangle, and keep off other offers, and give ten +guinea bouquets, and then at the end of the season are off to Hombourg +or the Scotch moors, without a word. Do you think that kind of treatment +is not hard enough to break a penniless girl's heart? She sees the +golden prize within her grasp, as she believes; she thinks that she and +poverty have parted company for ever; she imagines herself mistress of +town house and country houses, yachts and stables; and then one fine +morning the gentleman is off and away! Do not you think that is enough +to break a girl's heart?'</p> + +<p>'I can imagine that a girl steeped to the lips in poverty might be willing +to marry Mr. Smithson's houses and yachts,' answered Lesbia, in her low +sweet voice, with a faint sneer even amidst the sweetness, 'but, I think +it must have been a happy release for any one to be let off the +sacrifice at the last moment.'</p> + +<p>'Poor Belle Trinder did not think so.'</p> + +<p>'Who was Belle Trinder?'</p> + +<p>'An Essex parson's daughter whom I took under my wing five years ago—a +splendid girl, large and fair, and just a trifle coarse—not to be +spoken of in the same day with you, dearest; but still a decidedly +handsome creature. And she took remarkably well. She was a very lively +girl, "never ran mute," Sir George used to say. Sir George was very fond +of her. She amused him, poor girl, with her rather brainless rattle.'</p> + +<p>'And Mr. Smithson admired her?'</p> + +<p>'Followed her about everywhere, sent her whole flower gardens in the way +of bouquets and Japanese baskets, and floral <i>parures</i> for her gowns, +and opera boxes and concert tickets. Their names were always coupled. +People used to call them Bel and the Dragon. The poor child made up her +mind she was to be Mrs. Smithson. She used to talk of what she would do +for her own people—the poor old father, buried alive in a damp +parsonage, and struggling every winter with chronic bronchitis; the four +younger sisters pining in dulness and penury; the mother who hardly knew +what it was to rest from the continual worries of daily life.'</p> + +<p>'Poor things!' sighed Lesbia, gazing admiringly at the handle of her +last new sunshade.</p> + +<p>'Belle used to talk of what she would do for them all,' pursued Lady +Kirkbank. 'Father should go every year to the villa at Monte Carlo; +mother and the girls should have a month in Park Lane every season, and +their autumn holiday at one of Mr. Smithson's country houses. I knew the +world well enough to be sure that this kind of thing would never answer +with a man like Smithson. It is only one man in a thousand—the modern +Arthur, the modern Quixote—who will marry a whole family. I told Belle +as much, but she laughed. She felt so secure of her power over the man. +"He will do anything I ask him," she said.'</p> + +<p>'Miss Trinder must be an extraordinary young person,' observed Lesbia, +scornfully. 'The man had not proposed, had he?'</p> + +<p>'No; the actual proposal hung fire, but Belle thought it was a settled +thing all the same. Everybody talked to her as if she were engaged to +Smithson, and those poor, ignorant vicarage girls used to write her long +letters of congratulation, envying her good fortune, speculating about +what she would do when she was married. The girl was too open and candid +for London society—talked too much, "gave the view before she was sure +of her fox," Sir George said. All this silly talk came to Smithson's +ears, and one morning we read in the Post that Mr. Smithson had started +the day before for Algiers, where he was to stay at the house of the +English Consul, and hunt lions. We waited all day, hoping for some +letter of explanation, some friendly farewell which would mean <i>à +revoir</i>. But there was nothing, and then poor Belle gave way altogether. +She shut herself up in her room, and went out of one hysterical fit into +another. I never heard a girl sob so terribly. She was not fit to be +seen for a week, and then she went home to her father's parsonage in the +flat swampy country on the borders of Suffolk, and eat her heart, as +Byron calls it. And the worst of it was that she had no actual +justification for considering herself jilted. She had talked, and other +people had talked, and among them they had settled the business. But +Smithson had said hardly anything. He had only flirted to his heart's +content, and had spent a few hundreds upon flowers, gloves, fans, and +opera tickets, which perhaps would not have been accepted by a girl with +a strong sense of her own dignity.'</p> + +<p>'I should think not, indeed,' interjected Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'But which poor Belle was only too delighted to get.'</p> + +<p>'Miss Trinder must be very bad style,' said Lesbia, with languid scorn, +'and Mr. Smithson is an execrable person. Did she die?'</p> + +<p>'No, my dear, she is alive poor soul!'</p> + +<p>'You said she broke her heart.'</p> + +<p>'"The heart may break, yet brokenly live on,"' quoted Lady Kirkbank. +'The disappointed young women don't all die. They take to district +visiting, or rational dressing, or china painting, or an ambulance +brigade. The lucky ones marry well-to-do widowers with large families, +and so slip into a comfortable groove by the time they are +five-and-thirty. Poor Belle is still single, still buried in the damp +parsonage, where she paints plates and teacups, and wears out my old +gowns, just as she is wearing out her own life, poor creature!'</p> + +<p>'The idea of any one wanting to marry Mr. Smithson,' said Lesbia. 'It +seems too dreadful.'</p> + +<p>'A case of real destitution, you think. Wait till you have seen +Smithson's house in Park Lane—his team, his yacht, his orchid houses in +Berkshire.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia sighed. Her knowledge of London society was only seven weeks old; +and yet already the day of disenchantment had begun! She was having her +eyes opened to the stern realities of life. A year ago when her +appearance in the great world was still only a dream of the future, she +had pictured to herself the crowd of suitors who would come to woo, and +she had resolved to choose the worthiest.</p> + +<p>What would he be like, that worthiest among the wooers, that King Arthur +among her knights?</p> + +<p>First and foremost, he would be of rank higher than her own—a duke, a +marquis, or one of the first and oldest among earls. Title and lofty +lineage were indispensable. It would be a fall, a failure, a +disappointment, were she to marry a commoner, however distinguished.</p> + +<p>The worthy one must be noble, therefore, and of the old nobility. He +must be young, handsome, intellectual. He must stand out from among his +peers by his gifts of mind and person. He must have won distinction in +the arena of politics or diplomacy, arms or letters. He must be +'somebody.'</p> + +<p>She had been seven weeks in society, and this modern Arthur had not +appeared. So far as she had been able to discover, there was no such +person. The dukes and marquises were mostly men of advanced years. The +young unmarried nobility were given over to sport, play, and +foolishness. She had heard of only one man who at all corresponded with +her ideal, and he was Lord Hartfield. But Lord Hartfield had given +himself up to politics, and was no doubt a prig. Lady Kirkbank spoke of +him with contempt, as an intolerable person. But then Lord Hartfield was +not in Lady Kirkbank's set. He belonged to that serious circle to which +Lady Kirkbank's house appeared about as reputable a place of gathering +as a booth on a race-course.</p> + +<p>And now Lady Kirkbank told Lesbia that this Mr. Smithson, a nobody with +a great fortune, was a man whose addresses she, the sister of Lord +Maulevrier, ought to welcome. Mr. Smithson, who claimed to be a lineal +descendant of that Sir Michael Carrington, standard-bearer to Coeur de +Lion in the Holy Land, whose descendants changed their name to Smith +during the Wars of the Roses. Mr. Smithson bodily proclaimed himself a +scion of this good old county family, and bore on his plate and his +coach panels the elephant's head and the three demi-griffins of the +Hertfordshire Smiths, who only smiled and shrugged their shoulders when +they were complimented upon the splendid surroundings of their cousin. +Who could tell? Some lateral branch of the standard-bearer's family tree +might have borne this illustrious twig.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank and all Lady Kirkbank's friends seemed to have conspired +to teach Lesbia Haselden one lesson, and that lesson meant that money +was the first prize in the great game of life. Money ranked before +everything—before titles, before noble lineage, genius, fame, beauty, +courage, honour. Money was Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. +Mr. Smithson, whose antecedents were as cloudy as those of Aphrodite, +was a greater man than a peer whose broad acres only brought him two per +cent., or half of whose farms were tenantless, and his fields growing +cockle instead of barley.</p> + +<p>Yes, one by one, Lady Lesbia's illusions were reft from her. A year ago +she had fancied beauty all-powerful, a gift which must ensure to its +possessor dominion over all the kingdoms of the earth. Rank, intellect, +fame would bow down before that magical diadem. And, behold, she had +been shining upon London society for seven weeks, and only empty heads +and empty pockets had bowed down—the frivolous, the ineligible,—and +Mr. Smithson.</p> + +<p>Another illusion which had been dispelled was Lesbia's comfortable idea +of her own expectations. Her grandmother had told her that she might +take rank among heiresses; and she had held herself accordingly, deeming +that her place was among the wealthiest. And now, since Mr. Smithson's +appearance upon the scene, Lady Kirkbank had informed her young friend +with noble candour that Lady Maulevrier's fortune, however large it +might seem at Grasmere, would be a poor thing in London; and that Lady +Maulevrier's ideas about money were as old-fashioned as her notions +about morals.</p> + +<p>'Life is about six times as expensive as it was in your grandmother's +time.' said Lady Kirkbank, as the carriage rolled softly along the +shabby road between Knightsbridge and Fulham. 'It is the pace that +kills. Society, which used to jog along comfortably, like the old +Brighton stage, at ten miles an hour, now goes as fast as the Brighton +express. In my mother's time poor Lord Byron was held up to the +execration of respectable people as the type of cynical profligacy; in +my own time people talked about Lord Waterford; but, my dear, the young +men now are all Byrons and Waterfords, without the genius of the one or +the generosity of the other. We are all going at steeplechase rate. +Social success without money is impossible. The rich Americans, the +successful Jews, will crowd us out unless we keep pace with them. Ah, +Lesbia, my dear girl, there would be a great future before you if you +could only make up your mind to accept Mr. Smithson.'</p> + +<p>'How do you know that he means to propose to me?' asked Lesbia, +mockingly. 'Perhaps he is only going to behave as he did to Miss +Trinder.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Lesbia Haselden is a very different person from a country parson's +daughter,' answered her chaperon; 'Smithson told me all about it +afterwards. He was really taken with Belle's fine figure and good +complexion; but one of her particular friends told him of her foolish +talk about her sisters, and how well she meant to get them married when +she was Mrs. Smithson. This disgusted him. He went down to Essex, +reconnoitered the parsonage, saw one of the sisters hanging out cuffs +and collars in the orchard—another feeding the fowls—both in shabby +gowns and country-made boots; one of them with red hair and freckles. +The mother was bargaining for fish with a hawker at the kitchen door. +And these were the people he was expected to import into Park Lane, +under ceilings painted by Leighton. These were the people he was to +exhibit on board his yacht, to cart about on his drag. "I had half made +up my mind to marry the girl, but I would sooner have hung myself than +marry her mother and sisters so I took the first train for Dover, en +route for Algiers," said Smithson, and upon my word I could hardly blame +the man,' concluded Lady Kirkbank.</p> + +<p>They were driving up the narrow avenue to the gates of Hurlingham by +this time. Lesbia shook out her frock and looked at her gloves, +tan-coloured mousquetaires, reaching up to the elbow, and embroidered to +match her frock.</p> + +<p>To-day she was a study in brown and gold. Brown satin petticoat +embroidered with marsh marigolds; little bronze shoes, with marsh +marigolds tied on the latchets; brown stockings with marsh marigold +clocks; tunic brown foulard smothered with quillings of soft brown lace; +Princess bonnet of brown straw, with a wreath of marsh marigold and a +neat little buckle of brown diamonds; parasol brown satin, with an +immense bunch of marsh marigolds on the top; fan to match parasol.</p> + +<p>The seats in front of the field were nearly all full when Lady Kirkbank +and Lesbia left their carriage; but their interests had been protected +by a gentleman who had turned down two chairs and sat between them on +guard. This was Mr. Smithson.</p> + +<p>'I have been sitting here for an hour keeping your chairs,' he said, as +he rose to greet them. 'You have no idea what work I have had, and how +ferociously all the women have looked at me.'</p> + +<p>The match was going on. The Lancers were scuffling for the ball, and +affording a fine display of hog-maned ponies and close-cropped young men +in ideal boots. But Lesbia cared very little about the match. She was +looking along the serried ranks of youth and beauty to see if anybody's +frock was smarter than her own.</p> + +<p>No. She could see nothing she liked so well as her brown satin and +buttercups. She sat down in a perfectly contented frame of mind, pleased +with herself and with Seraphine—pleased even with Mr. Smithson, who had +shown himself devoted by his patient attendance upon the empty chairs.</p> + +<p>After the match was over the two ladies and their attendant strolled +about the gardens. Other men came and fluttered round Lesbia, and women +and girls exchanged endearing smiles and pretty little words of greeting +with her, and envied her the brown frock and buttercups and Mr. Smithson +at her chariot wheel. And then they went to the lawn in front of the +club-house, which was so crowded that even Mr. Smithson found it +difficult to get a tea-table, and would hardly have succeeded so soon as +he did if it had not been for the assistance of a couple of Lesbia's +devoted Guardsmen, who ran to and fro and badgered the waiters.</p> + +<p>After much skirmishing they were seated at a rustic table, the blue +river gleaming and glancing in the distance, the good old trees +spreading their broad shadows over the grass, the company crowding and +chattering and laughing—an animated picture of pretty faces, smart +gowns, big parasols, Japanese fans.</p> + +<p>Lesbia poured out the tea with the prettiest air of domesticity.</p> + +<p>'Can you really pour out tea?' gasped a callow lieutenant, gazing upon +her with goggling, enraptured eyes. 'I did not think you could do +anything so earthly.'</p> + +<p>'I can, and drink it too,' answered Lesbia, laughing. 'I adore tea. +Cream and sugar?'</p> + +<p>'I—I beg your pardon—how many?' murmured the youth, who had lost +himself in gazing, and no longer understood plain English.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson frowned at the intruder, and contrived to absorb Lesbia's +attention for the rest of the afternoon. He had a good deal more to say +for himself than her military admirers, and was altogether more amusing. +He had a little cynical air which Lesbia's recent education had taught +her to enjoy. He depreciated all her female friends—abused their gowns +and bonnets, and gave her to understand, between the lines, as it were, +that she was the only woman in London worth thinking about.</p> + +<p>She looked at him curiously, wondering how Belle Trinder had been able +to resign herself to the idea of marrying him.</p> + +<p>He was not absolutely bad looking—but he was in all things unlike a +girl's ideal lover. He was short and stout, with a pale complexion, and +sunken faded eyes, as of a man who had spent the greater part of his +life by candle light, and had pored much over ledgers and bank books, +share lists and prospectuses. He dressed well, or allowed himself to be +dressed by the most correct of tailors—the Prince's tailor—but he +never attempted to lead the fashion in his garments. He had no +originality. Such sublime flights as that of the man who revived +corduroy, or of that daring genius who resuscitated the half-forgotten +Inverness coat, were unknown to him. He could only follow the lead of +the highest. He had small feet, of which he was intensely proud, podgy +white hands on which he wore the most exquisite rings. He changed his +rings every day, like a Roman Emperor; was reported to have summer and +winter rings—onyx and the coolest looking intaglios set in filagree for +warm weather—fiery rubies and diamonds in massive bands of dull gold +for winter. He was said to devote half-an-hour every morning to the +treatment of his nails, which were perfect. All the inkstains of his +youth had been obliterated, and those nails which had once been bitten +to the quick during the throes of financial study were now things of +beauty.</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia surveyed Mr. Smithson critically, and shuddered at the +thought that this person was the best substitute which the season had +yet offered her for her ideal knight. She thought of John Hammond, the +tall, strong figure, straight and square; the head so proudly carried on +a neck which would have graced a Greek arena. The straight, clearly-cut +features, the flashing eyes, bright with youth and hope and the promise +of all good things. Yes, there was indeed a man—a man in all the +nobility of manhood, as God made him, an Adam before the Fall.</p> + +<p>Ah, if John Hammond had only possessed a quarter of Mr. Smithson's +wealth how gladly would Lesbia have defied the world and married him. +But to defy the world upon nothing a year was out of the question.</p> + +<p>'Why didn't he go on the Stock Exchange and make his fortune?' thought +Lesbia, pettishly, 'instead of talking vaguely about politics and +literature.'</p> + +<p>She felt angry with her rejected lover for having come to her +empty-handed. She had seen no man in London who was, or who seemed to +her, his equal. And yet she did not repent of having rejected him. The +more she knew of the world and the more she knew of herself the more +deeply was she convinced that poverty was an evil thing, and that she +was not the right kind of person to endure it.</p> + +<p>She was inwardly making these comparisons as they strolled back to the +carriage, while Mr. Smithson and Lady Kirkbank talked confidentially at +her side.</p> + +<p>'Do you know that Lady Kirkbank has promised and vowed three things for +you?' said Mr. Smithson.</p> + +<p>'Indeed! I thought I was past the age at which one can be compromised by +other people's promises. Pray what are those three things?'</p> + +<p>'First, that you will come to breakfast in Park Lane with Lady Kirkbank +next Wednesday morning. I say Wednesday because that will give me time +to ask some nice people to meet you; secondly, that you will honour me +by occupying my box at the Lyceum some evening next week; and thirdly, +that you will allow me to drive you down to the Orleans for supper after +the play. The drive only takes an hour, and the moonlight nights are +delicious at this time of the year.'</p> + +<p>'I am in Lady Kirkbank's hands,' answered Lesbia, laughing. 'I am her +goods, her chattels; she takes me wherever she likes.'</p> + +<p>'But would you refuse to do me this honour if you were a free agent?'</p> + +<p>'I can't tell. I hardly know what it is to be a free agent. At Grasmere +I did whatever my grandmother told me; in London I obey Lady Kirkbank. I +was transferred from one master to another. Why should we breakfast in +Park Lane instead of in Arlington Street? What is the use of crossing +Piccadilly to eat our breakfast?'</p> + +<p>This was a cool-headed style of treatment to which Mr. Smithson was not +accustomed, and which charmed him accordingly. Young women usually threw +themselves at his head, as it were; but here was a girl who talked to +him as indifferently as if he were a tradesman offering his wares.</p> + +<p>'What a dreadfully practical person you are!' he exclaimed. 'What is the +use of crossing Piccadilly? Well, in the first place, you will make me +ineffably happy. But perhaps that doesn't count. In the second place, I +shall be able to show you some rather good pictures of the French +school—'</p> + +<p>'I hate the French school!' interjected Lesbia. 'Tricky, flashy, chalky, +shallow, smelling of the footlights and the studio.'</p> + +<p>'Well, sink the pictures. You will meet some very charming people, +belonging to that artist world which is not to be met everywhere.'</p> + +<p>'I will go to Park Lane to meet your people, if Lady Kirkbank likes to +take me,' said Lesbia; and with this answer Mr. Smithson was bound to be +content.</p> + +<p>'My pet, if you had made it the study of your life how to treat that man +you could not do it better,' said Lady Kirkbank, when they were driving +along the dusty road between dusty hedges and dusty trees, past that +last remnant of country which was daily being debased into London. +'Upon my word, Lesbia, I begin to think you must be a genius.'</p> + +<p>'Did you see any gowns you liked better than mine?' asked Lesbia, +reclining reposefully, with her little bronze shoes upon the opposite +cushion.</p> + +<p>'Not one—Seraphine has surpassed herself.'</p> + +<p>'You are always saying that. One would suppose you were a sleeping +partner in the firm. But I really think this brown and buttercups is +rather nice. I saw that odious American girl just now—Miss—Miss +Milwaukee, that mop-stick girl people raved about at Cannes. She was in +pale blue and cream colour, a milk and water mixture, and looked +positively plain.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXVII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXVII.</h2> + +<h3>LESBIA CROSSES PICCADILLY.</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia drove across Piccadilly at eleven o'clock +on Wednesday morning to breakfast with Mr. Smithson, and although Lesbia +had questioned whether it was worth while crossing Piccadilly to eat +one's breakfast, she had subsequently considered it worth while ordering +a new gown from Seraphine for the occasion; or, it may be, rather that +the breakfast made a plausible excuse for a new gown, the pleasure of +ordering which was one of those joys of a London life that had not yet +lost their savour.</p> + +<p>The gown, devised especially for the early morning, was simplicity +itself—rusticity, even. It was a Dresden shepherdess gown, made of a +soft flowered stuff, with roses and forget-me-nots on a creamy ground. +There was a great deal of creamy lace, and innumerable yards of palest +azure and palest rose ribbon in the confection, and there was a +coquettish little hat, the regular Dresden hat, with a wreath of +rosebuds.</p> + +<p>'Dresden china incarnate!' exclaimed Smithson, as he welcomed Lady +Lesbia on the threshold of his marble hall, under the glass marquise +which sheltered arrivals at his door. 'Why do you make yourself so +lovely? I shall want to keep you in one of my Louis Seize cabinets, with +the rest of my Dresden!'</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank had considered the occasion suitable for one of her +favourite cotton frocks and rustic hats—a Leghorn hat, with clusters of +dog-roses and honeysuckle, and a trail of the same hedge-flowers to +fasten her muslin fichu.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson's house in Park Lane was simply perfect. It is wonderful +what good use a <i>parvenu</i> can make of his money nowadays, and how rarely +he disgraces himself by any marked offences against good taste. There +are so many people at hand to teach the <i>parvenu</i> how to furnish his +house, or how to choose his stud. If he go wrong it must be by sheer +perversity, an arrogant insistence upon being governed by his own +ignorant inclinations.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson was too good a tactician to go wrong in this way. He had +taken the trouble to study the market before he went out to buy his +goods. He knew that taste and knowledge were to be bought just as easily +as chairs and tables, and he went to the right shop. He employed a +clever Scotchman, an artist in domestic furniture, to plan his house, +and make drawings for the decoration and furniture of every room—and +for six months he gave himself up to the task of furnishing.</p> + +<p>Money was spent like water. Painters, decorators, cabinet-makers had a +merry time of it. Royal Academicians were impressed into the service by +large offers, and the final result of Mr. MacWalter's taste and Mr. +Smithson's bullion was a palace in the style of the Italian Renaissance, +frescoed ceilings, painted panels, a staircase of sculptured marble, as +beautiful as a dream, a conservatory as exquisite as a jewel casket by +Benvenuto Cellini, a picture gallery which was the admiration of all +London, and of the enlightened foreigner, and of the inquiring American. +This was the house which Lesbia had been brought to see, and through +which she walked with the calmly critical air of a person who had seen +so many palaces that one more or less could make no difference.</p> + +<p>In vain did Mr. Smithson peruse her countenance in the hope of seeing +that she was impressed by the splendour of his surroundings, and by the +power of the man who commanded such splendour. Lesbia was as cold as the +Italian sculptor's Reading Girl in an alcove of Mr. Smithson's picture +gallery; and the stockbroker felt very much as Aladdin might have done +if the fair Badroulbadour had shown herself indifferent to the hall of +the jewelled windows, in that magical palace which sprang into being in +a single night.</p> + +<p>Lesbia had been impressed by that story of poor Belle Trinder and by +Lady Kirkbank's broad assertion that half the young women in London were +running after Mr. Smithson; and she had made up her mind to treat the +man with supreme scorn. She did not want his houses or his yachts. +Nothing could induce her to marry such a man, she told herself; but her +vanity fed upon the idea of his subjugation, and her pride was gratified +by the sense of her power over him.</p> + +<p>The guests were few and choice. There was Mr. Meander, the poet, one of +the leading lights in that new sect which prides itself upon the +cultivation of abstract beauty, and occasionally touches the verge of +concrete ugliness. There were a newspaper man—the editor of a +fashionable journal—and a middle-aged man of letters, playwright, +critic, humourist, a man whose society was in demand everywhere, and who +said sharp things with the most supreme good-nature. The only ladies +whose society Mr. Smithson had deemed worthy the occasion were a +fashionable actress, with her younger sister, the younger a pretty copy +of the elder, both dressed picturesquely in flowing cashmere gowns of +faint sea-green, with old lace fichus, leghorn hats, and a general +limpness and simplicity of style which suited their cast of feature and +delicate colouring. Lesbia wondered to see how good an effect could be +produced by a costume which could have cost so little. Mr. Nightshade, +the famous tragedian, had been also asked to grace the feast, but the +early hour made the invitation a mockery. It was not to be supposed that +a man who went to bed at daybreak would get up again before the sun was +in the zenith, for the sake of Mr. Smithson's society, or Mr. Smithson's +Strasbourg pie, for the manufacture whereof a particular breed of geese +were supposed to be set apart, like sacred birds in Egypt, while a +particular vineyard in the Gironde was supposed to be devoted wholly and +solely to the production of Mr. Smithson's claret. It was a cabinet +wine, like those rare vintages of the Rhineland which are reserved +exclusively for German princes.</p> + +<p>Breakfast was served in Mr. Smithson's smallest dining-room—there were +three apartments given up to feasting, beginning with a spacious +banqueting-room for great dinners, and dwindling down to this snuggery, +which held about a dozen comfortably, with ample room and verge enough +for the attendants. The walls were old gold silk, the curtains a tawny +velvet of deeper tone, the cabinets and buffet of dark Italian walnut, +inlaid with lapis-lazuli and amber. The fireplace was a masterpiece of +cabinet work, with high narrow shelves, and curious recesses holding +priceless jars of Oriental enamel. The deep hearth was filled with arum +lilies and azalias, like a font at Easter.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank, who pretended to adore genius, was affectionately +effusive to Miss Fitzherbert, the popular actress, but she rather +ignored the sister. Lesbia was less cordial, and was not enchanted at +finding that Miss Fitzherbert shone and sparkled at the breakfast table +by the gaiety of her spirits and the brightness of her conversation. +There was something frank and joyous, almost to childishness, in the +actress's manner, which was full of fascination; and Lesbia felt herself +at a disadvantage almost for the first time since she had been in +London.</p> + +<p>The editor, the wit, the poet, the actress, had a language of their own; +and Lesbia felt herself out in the cold, unable to catch the ball as it +glanced past her, not quick enough to follow the wit that evoked those +ripples of silvery laughter from the two fair-haired, pale-faced girls +in sea-green cashmere. She felt as an Englishman may feel who has made +himself master of academical French, and who takes up one of Zola's +novels, or goes into artistic society, and finds that there is another +French, a complete and copious language, of which he knows not a word.</p> + +<p>Lesbia began to think that she had a great deal to learn. She began to +wonder even whether, in the event of her having made rather too free use +of Lady Maulevrier's <i>carte blanche</i>, it might not be well to make a new +departure in the art of dressing, and to wear untrimmed cashmere gowns, +and rags of limp lace.</p> + +<p>After breakfast they all went to look at Mr. Smithson's picture gallery. +His pictures were, as he had told Lesbia, chiefly of the French school, +and there may have been a remote period—say, in the time of good Queen +Charlotte—when such pictures would hardly have been exhibited to young +ladies. His pictures were Mr. Smithson's own unaided choice. Here the +individual taste of the man stood revealed.</p> + +<p>There were two or three Geromes; and in the place of honour at the end +of the gallery there was a grand Delaroche, Anne Boleyn's last letter to +the king, the hapless girl-queen sitting at a table in her gloomy cell +in the Tower, a shaft of golden light from the narrow window streaming +on the fair, disordered hair, the face bleached with unutterable woe, a +sublime image of despair and self-abandonment.</p> + +<p>The larger pictures were historical, classic, grand; but the smaller +pictures—the lively little bits of colour dotted in here and +there—were of that new school which Mr. Smithson affected. They were of +that school which is called Impressionist, in which ballet dancers and +jockeys, burlesque actresses, masked balls, and all the humours of the +side scenes are represented with the sublime audacity of an art which +disdains finish, and relies on <i>chic, fougue, chien, flou, élan</i>, the +inspiration of the moment. Lesbia blushed as she looked at the ballet +girls, the maskers in their scanty raiment, the <i>demi-mondaines</i> lolling +out of their opera boxes, and half out of their gowns, with false smiles +and frizzled hair. And then there came the works of that other school +which lavishes the finish of a Meissonier on the most meretricious +compositions. A woman in a velvet gown warming her dainty little feet on +a gilded fender, in a boudoir all aglow with colour and lamplight; a +cavalier in satin raiment buckling his sword-belt before a Venetian +mirror; a pair of lovers kissing in a sunlit corridor; a girl in a +hansom cab; a milliner's shop; and so on, and so on.</p> + +<p>Then came the classical subjects of the last new school. Weak imitations +of Alma Tadema. Nero admiring his mother's corpse; Claudius interrupting +Messalina's marriage with her lover Silus; Clodius disguised among the +women of Cæsar's household; Pyrrha's grotto. Lady Kirkbank expatiated +upon all the pictures, and generally made unlucky guesses at the +subjects of them. Classical literature was not her strong point.</p> + +<p>Mr. Meander, the poet, discovered that all the beautiful heads were +like Miss Fitzherbert. 'It is the same line,' he exclaimed, 'the line of +lilies and flowing waters—the gracious ineffable upward returning +ripple of the true <i>retroussé</i> nose, the divine <i>flou</i>, the loveliness +which has lain dormant for centuries—nay, was at one period of debased +art scorned and trampled under foot by the porcine multitude, as akin to +the pug and the turn-up, until discovered and enshrined on the altar of +the Beautiful by the Boticelli Revivalists.'</p> + +<p>Miss Fitzherbert simpered, and accepted these remarks as mere statements +of obvious fact. She was accustomed to hear of Boticelli and the early +Italian painters in connection with her own charms of face and figure.</p> + +<p>Lesbia, whose faultless features were of the aquiline type, regarded the +bard's rhapsody as insufferable twaddle, and began to think Mr. Smithson +almost a wit when he made fun of the bard.</p> + +<p>Smithson was enchanted when she laughed at his jokelets, even although +she did not scruple to tell him that she thought his favourite pictures +detestable, and looked with the eye of indifference on a collection of +jade that was worth a small fortune.</p> + +<p>Mr. Meander fell into another rhapsody over those classic cups and +shallow little bowls of absinthe-coloured jade.</p> + +<p>'Here if you like, are colour and beauty,' he murmured, caressing one of +the little cups with the roseate tips of his supple fingers. 'These, +dearest Smithson, are worth all the rest of your collection; worth +vanloads of your cloisonné enamels, your dragon-jars in blood-colour and +blue. This cloudy indefinable substance, not crudely transparent nor yet +distinctly opaque, a something which touches the boundary line of two +worlds—the real and the ideal. And then the colour! Great heaven, can +anything be lovelier than this shadowy tint which is neither yellow nor +green; faint, faint as the dawn of newly-awakened day? After the siege +of blood-bedabbled Delhi, Baron Rothschild sent a special agent to India +to buy him a little jade tea-pot which had been the joy of Eastern +Kings. Only a tea-pot. Yet Rothschild deemed it worth a voyage from +England to India. That is what the love of the beautiful means, in Jew +or Gentile,' concluded the bard, smiling on the company, as they +gathered round the Florentine table on which the jade specimens were set +out, Lady Kirkbank looking at the little cups and basins as if she +thought they were going to do something, after all this fuss had been +made about them. It seemed hardly credible that any reasonable being +could have given thirty guineas for one of those bits of greenish-yellow +clouded glass, unless the thing had some peculiar property of expansion +or contraction.</p> + +<p>After this breakfast in Park Lane Lady Lesbia and her admirer met daily. +He went to all her parties; he sat out waltzes with her, in +conservatories, and on staircases; for Horace Smithson was much too +shrewd a man to enter himself in the race for dancing men, handicapped +by his forty years and his fourteen stone. He contrived to amuse Lesbia +by his conversation, which was essentially mundane, depreciating people +whom all the rest of the world admired, or pretended to admire, telling +her of the secret springs by which the society she saw around her was +moved. He was judicious in his revelations of hidden evil, and careful +to say nothing which should offend Lady Lesbia's modesty; yet he +contrived in a very short time to teach her that the world in which she +lived was an utterly corrupt world, whose high priest was Satan; that +all lofty aspirations and noble sentiments were out of place in society; +and that the worst among the people she met were the people who laid any +claim to being better than their neighbours.</p> + +<p>'That's why I adore Lady Kirkbank,' he said, confidentially. 'The dear +soul never pretends to be any better than the rest of us. She gambles, +and we all know she gambles; she pegs, and we all know she pegs; and she +makes rather a boast of being up to her eyes in debt. No humbug about +dear old Georgie.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia had seen enough of her chaperon by this time to know that Mr. +Smithson's description of the lady was correct, and, this being so, she +supposed that the facts and traits of character which he told her about +in other people were also true. She thus adopted the Smithsonian, or +fashionable-pessimist view of society in general, and resigned herself +to the idea that the world was a very wicked world, as well as a very +pleasant world, that the wickedest people were generally the +pleasantest, and that it did not much matter.</p> + +<p>The fact that Mr. Smithson was at Lesbia Haselden's feet was obvious to +everybody.</p> + +<p>Lesbia, who had at first treated him with supreme hauteur, had grown +more civil as she began to understand the place he held in the world, +and how much social influence goes along with unlimited wealth. She was +civil, but she had quite made up her mind that nothing could ever induce +her to become Horace Smithson's wife. That offer which had hung fire in +the case of poor Belle Trinder, was not too long delayed on this +occasion. Mr. Smithson called in Arlington Street about ten days after +the breakfast in Park Lane, before luncheon, and before Lady Kirkbank +had left her room. He brought tickets for a <i>matinée d'invitation</i> in +Belgrave Square, at which a new and wonderful Russian pianiste was to +make a kind of semi-official <i>début</i>, before an audience of critics and +distinguished amateurs, and the elect of the musical world. They were +tickets which money could not buy, and were thus a meet offering for +Lady Lesbia, and a plausible excuse for an early call.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson succeeded in seeing Lesbia alone, and then and there, with +very little circumlocution, asked her to be his wife.</p> + +<p>Her social education had advanced considerably since that summer day in +the pine-wood, when John Hammond had wooed her with passionate wooing. +Mr. Smithson was a much less ardent suitor, and made his offer with the +air of a man who expects to be accepted.</p> + +<p>Lesbia's beautiful head bent a little, like a lily on its stalk, and a +faint blush deepened the pale rose tint of her complexion. Her reply was +courteous and conventional. She was flattered, she was grateful for Mr. +Smithson's high opinion of her; but she was deeply grieved if anything +in her manner had given him reason to think that he was more to her than +a friend, an old friend of dear Lady Kirkbank's, whom she was naturally +predisposed to like, as Lady Kirkbank's friend.</p> + +<p>Horace Smithson turned pale as death, but if he was angry, he gave no +utterance to his angry feelings. He only asked if Lady Lesbia's answer +was final—and on being told that it was so, he dismissed the subject in +the easiest manner, and with a gentlemanlike placidity which very much +astonished the lady.</p> + +<p>'You say that you regard me as your friend,' he said. 'Do not withdraw +that privilege from me because I have asked for a higher place in your +esteem. Forget all I have said this morning. Be assured I shall never +offend you by repeating it.'</p> + +<p>'You are more than good,' murmured Lesbia, who had expected a wild +outbreak of despair or fury, rather than this friendly calm.</p> + +<p>'I hope that you and Lady Kirkbank will go and hear Madame Metzikoff +this afternoon,' pursued Mr. Smithson, returning to the subject of the +<i>matinée</i>. 'The duchess's rooms are lovely; but no doubt you know them.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia blushed, and confessed that the Duchess of Lostwithiel was one of +those select few who were not on Lady Kirkbank's visiting list.</p> + +<p>'There are people Lady Kirkbank cannot get on with,' she said. 'Perhaps +she will hardly like to go to the duchess's, as she does not visit her.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, but this affair counts for nothing. We go to hear Metzikoff, not to +bow down to the duchess. All the people in town who care for music will +be there, and you who play so divinely must enjoy fine professional +playing.'</p> + +<p>'I worship a really great player,' said Lesbia, 'and if I can drag Lady +Kirkbank to the house of the enemy, we will be there.'</p> + +<p>On this Mr. Smithson discreetly murmured '<i>au revoir</i>,' took up his hat +and cane, and departed, without, in Sir George's parlance, having turned +a hair.</p> + +<p>'Refusal number one,' he said to himself, as he went downstairs, with +his leisurely catlike pace, that velvet step by which he had gradually +crept into society. 'We may have to go through refusal number two and +number three; but she means to have me. She is a very clever girl for a +countrybred one; and she knows that it is worth her while to be Lady +Lesbia Smithson.'</p> + +<p>This soliloquy may be taken to prove that Horace Smithson knew Lesbia +Haselden better than she knew herself. She had refused him in all good +faith; but even to-day, after he had left her, she fell into a day-dream +in which Mr. Smithson's houses and yachts, drags and hunters, formed the +shifting pictures in a dissolving view of society; and Lesbia wondered +if there were any other young woman in London who would refuse such an +offer as that which she had quietly rejected half-an-hour ago.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank surprised her while she was still absorbed in this dreamy +review of the position. It is just possible that the fair Georgie may +have had notice of Mr. Smithson's morning visit, and may have kept out +of the way on purpose, for she was not a person of lazy habits, and was +generally ready for her nine o'clock breakfast and her morning stroll in +the park, however late she might have been out overnight.</p> + +<p>'Mr. Smithson has been here, I understand,' said Lady Kirkbank, settling +herself in an arm-chair by the open window, after she had kissed her +<i>protégée</i>. 'Rilboche passed him on the stairs.'</p> + +<p>'Rilboche is always passing people on the stairs,' answered Lesbia +rather pettishly. 'I think she must spend her life on the landing, +listening for arrivals and departures.'</p> + +<p>'I had a kind of vague idea that Smithson would call to-day. He was so +fussy about those tickets for the Metzikoff recital. I hate pianoforte +recitals, and I detest that starched old duchess, but I suppose I shall +have to take you there—or poor Smithson will be miserable,' said Lady +Kirkbank, watching Lesbia keenly over the top of the newspaper.</p> + +<p>She expected Lesbia to confide in her, to announce herself blushingly as +the betrothed of one of the richest commoners in England. But Lesbia sat +gazing dreamily across the flowers in the balcony at the house over the +way, and said never a word; so Lady Kirkbank's curiosity burst into +speech.</p> + +<p>'Well, my dear, has he proposed? There was something in his manner last +night when he put on your wraps that made me think the crisis was near.'</p> + +<p>'The crisis is come and is past, and Mr. Smithson and I are just as good +friends as ever.'</p> + +<p>'What!' screamed Lady Kirkbank. 'Do you mean to tell me that you have +refused him?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly. You know I never meant to do anything else. Did you think I +was like Miss Trinder, bent upon marrying town and country houses, +stables and diamonds?'</p> + +<p>'I did not think you were a fool,' cried Lady Kirkbank, almost beside +herself with vexation, for it had been borne in upon her, as the +Methodists sometimes say, that if Mr. Smithson should prosper in his +wooing it would be better for her, Lady Kirkbank, who would have a claim +upon his kindness ever after. 'What can be your motive in refusing one +of the very best matches of the season—or of ever so many seasons? You +think, perhaps, you will marry a duke, if you wait long enough for his +Grace to appear; but the number of marrying dukes is rather small, Lady +Lesbia, and I don't think any of those would care to marry Lord +Maulevrier's granddaughter.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia started to her feet, pale as ashes.</p> + +<p>'Why do you fling my grandfather's name in my face—and with that +diabolical sneer?' she exclaimed. 'When I have asked you about him you +have always evaded my questions. Why should a man of the highest rank +shrink from marrying Lord Maulevrier's granddaughter? My grandfather +was a distinguished man—Governor of Madras. Such posts are not given to +nobodies. How can you dare to speak as if it were a disgrace to me to +belong to him?'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXVIII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXVIII.</h2> + +<h3>'CLUBS, DIAMONDS, HEARTS, IN WILD DISORDER SEEN.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank had considerable difficulty in smoothing Lesbia's ruffled +plumage. She did all in her power to undo the effect of her rash +words—declared that she had been carried away by temper—she had spoken +she knew not what—words of no meaning. Of course Lesbia's grandfather +had been a great man—Governor of Madras; altogether an important and +celebrated person—and Lady Kirkbank had meant nothing, could have meant +nothing to his disparagement.</p> + +<p>'My dearest girl, I was beside myself, and talked sheer nonsense,' said +Georgie. 'But you know really now, dearest, any woman of the world would +be provoked at your foolish refusal of that dear good Smithson. Only +think of that too lovely house in Park Lane, a palace in the style of +the Italian Renaissance—such a house is in itself equivalent to a +peerage—and there is no doubt Smithson will be offered a peerage before +he is much older. I have heard it confidently asserted that when the +present Ministry retires Smithson will be made a Peer. You have no idea +what a useful man he is, or what henchman's service he has done the +Ministry in financial matters. And then there is his villa at +Deauville—you don't know Deauville—a positively perfect place, the +villa, I mean, built by the Duke de Morny in the golden days of the +Empire—and another at Cowes, and his palace in Berkshire, a manor, my +love, with a glorious old Tudor manor-house; and he has a <i>pied à terre</i> +in Paris, in the Faubourg, a ground-floor furnished in the Pompeian +style, half-a-dozen rooms opening one out of the other, and surrounding +a small garden, with a fountain in the middle. Some of the greatest +people in Paris occupy the upper part of the house, and their rooms of +course are splendid; but Smithson's ground-floor is the gem of the +Faubourg. However, I suppose there is no use in talking any more; for +there is the gong for luncheon.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia was in no humour for luncheon.</p> + +<p>'I would rather have a cup of tea in my own room,' she said. 'This +Smithson business has given me an abominable headache.'</p> + +<p>'But you will go to hear Metzikoff?'</p> + +<p>'No, thanks. You detest the Duchess of Lostwithiel, and you don't care +for pianoforte recitals. Why should I drag you there?'</p> + +<p>'But, my dearest Lesbia, I am not such a selfish wretch as to keep you +at home, when I know you are passionately fond of good music. Forget all +about your headache, and let me see how that lovely little Catherine of +Aragon bonnet suits you. I'm so glad I happened to see it in Seraphine's +hands yesterday, just as she was going to send it to Lady Fonvielle, who +gives herself such intolerable airs on the strength of a pretty face, +and always wants to get the <i>primeures</i> in bonnets and things.'</p> + +<p>'Another new bonnet!' replied Lesbia. 'What an infinity of things I seem +to be having from Seraphine. I'm afraid I must owe her a good deal of +money.'</p> + +<p>This was a vague way of speaking about actual facts. Lady Lesbia might +have spoken with more certainty. Her wardrobes and old-fashioned hanging +closets and chests of drawers in Arlington Street were crammed to +overflowing with finery; and then there were all the things that she had +grown tired of, or had thought unbecoming, and had given away to Kibble, +her own maid, or to Rilboche, who had in a great measure superseded +Kibble on all important occasions; for how could a Westmoreland girl +know how to dress a young lady for London balls and drawing-rooms?</p> + +<p>'If you had only accepted Mr. Smithson it would not matter how much +money you owed people,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'You had better come down to +lunch. A glass of Heidseck will bring you up to concert pitch.'</p> + +<p>Champagne was Lady Kirkbank's idea of a universal panacea; and she had +gradually succeeded in teaching Lesbia to believe in the sovereign power +of Heidseck as a restorative for shattered nerves. At Fellside Lesbia +had drunk only water; but then at Fellside she had never known that +feeling of exhaustion and prostration which follows days and nights +spent in society, the wear and tear of a mind forever on the alert, and +brilliant spirits which are more often forced than real. For her chief +stimulant Lesbia had recourse to the teapot; but there were occasions +when she found that something more than tea was needed to maintain that +indispensable vivacity of manner which Lady Kirkbank called concert +pitch.</p> + +<p>To-day she allowed herself to be persuaded. She went down to luncheon, +and took a couple of glasses of dry champagne with her cutlet, and, thus +restored, was equal to putting on the new bonnet, which was so becoming +that her spirits revived as she contemplated the effect in her glass. So +Lady Kirkbank carried her off to the musical <i>matinée</i>, beaming and +radiant, having forgotten all about that dark hint of evil glancing at +the name of her long dead grandfather.</p> + +<p>The duchess was not on view when Lady Kirkbank and her <i>protégée</i> +arrived, and a good many people belonging to Georgie's own particular +set were scattered like flowers among those real music-lovers who had +come solely to hear the new pianiste. The music-lovers were mostly dowdy +in their attire, and seemed a race apart. Among them were several young +women of the Blessed Damozel school, who wore flowing garments of +sap-green or ochre, or puffed raiment of Venetian red, and among whom +the cartwheel hat, the Elizabethan sleeve, and the Toby frill were +conspicuous.</p> + +<p>There were very few men except the musical critics in this select +assemblage, and Lesbia began to think that it was going to be very +dreary. She had lived in such an atmosphere of masculine adulation while +under Lady Kirkbank's wing that it was a new thing to find herself in a +room where there were none to love and very few to praise her. She felt +out in the cold, as it were. Those ungloved critics, with their shabby +coats and dubious shirts, snuffy, smoky, everything they ought not to +be, seemed to her a race of barbarians.</p> + +<p>Finding herself thus cold and lonely in the midst of the duchess's +splendour of peacock-blue velvet and peacock-feather decoration, Lesbia +was almost glad when in the middle of Madame Metzikoff's opening +gondolied—airy, fairy music, executed with surpassing delicacy—Mr. +Smithson crept gently into the <i>fauteuil</i> just behind hers, and leant +over the back of the chair to whisper an inquiry as to her opinion of +the pianist's style.</p> + +<p>'She is exquisite,' Lesbia murmured softly, but the whispered question +and the murmured answer, low as they were, provoked indignant looks from +a brace of damsels in Venetian red, who shook their Toby frills with an +outraged air.</p> + +<p>Lesbia felt that Mr. Smithson's presence was hardly correct. It would +have been 'better form' if he had stayed away; and yet she was glad to +have him here. At the worst he was some one—nay, according to Lady +Kirkbank, he was the only one amongst all her admirers whose offer was +worth having. All Lesbia's other conquests had counted as barren honour; +but if she could have brought herself to accept Mr. Smithson she would +have secured the very best match of the season.</p> + +<p>To marry a plain Mr. Smithson—a man who had made his money in iron—in +cochineal—on the Stock Exchange—had seemed to her absolute +degradation, the surrender of all her lofty hopes, her golden dreams. +But Lady Kirkbank had put the question in a new light when she said that +Smithson would be offered a peerage. Smithson the peer would be +altogether a different person from Smithson the commoner.</p> + +<p>But was Lady Kirkbank sure of her facts, or truthful in her statement? +Lesbia's experience of her chaperon's somewhat loose notions of truth +and exactitude made her doubtful upon this point.</p> + +<p>Be this as it might she was inclined to be civil to Smithson, albeit she +was inwardly surprised and offended at his taking her refusal so calmly.</p> + +<p>'You see that I am determined not to lose the privilege of your society, +because I have been foolish!' he said presently, in the pause after the +first part of the recital. 'I hope you will consider me as much your +friend to-day as I was yesterday.'</p> + +<p>'Quite as much,' she answered sweetly, and then they talked of Raff, and +Rubenstein, and Henselt, and all the composers about whom it is the +correct thing to discourse nowadays.</p> + +<p>Before they left Belgrave Square Lady Kirkbank had offered Mr. Smithson +Sir George's place in her box at the Gaiety that evening, and had +invited him to supper in Arlington Street afterwards.</p> + +<p>It was Sarah Bernhardt's first season in London—the +never-to-be-forgotten season of the Comédie Française.</p> + +<p>'I should love of all things to be there,' said Mr. Smithson, meekly. He +had a couple of stalls in the third row for the whole of the season. +'But how can I be sure that I shall not be turning Sir George out of +doors?'</p> + +<p>'Sir George can never sit out a serious play. He only cares for Chaumont +or Judie. The Demi-monde is much too prosy for him.'</p> + +<p>'The Demi-monde is one of the finest plays in the French language,' said +Smithson. 'You know it, of course, Lady Lesbia?'</p> + +<p>'Alas! no. At Fellside I was not allowed to read French plays or novels: +or only a novel now and then, which my grandmother selected for me.'</p> + +<p>'And now you read everything, I suppose,—including Zola?'</p> + +<p>'The books are lying about, and I dip into them sometimes while I am +having my hair brushed,' answered Lesbia, lightly.</p> + +<p>'I believe that is the only time ladies devote to literature during the +season,' said Mr. Smithson. 'Well, I envy you the delight of seeing the +Demi-monde without knowing what it is all about beforehand.'</p> + +<p>'I daresay there are a good many people who would not take their girls +to see a play by Dumas,' said Lady Kirkbank, 'but I make a point of +letting <i>my</i> girls see everything. It widens their minds and awakens +their intelligence.'</p> + +<p>'And does away with a good many silly prejudices,' replied Mr. +Smithson.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia were due at a Kensington garden-party after the +recital, and from the garden-party, for which any hour sufficed, they +went to show themselves in the Park, then back to Arlington Street to +dress for the play. Then a hurried dinner, and they were in their places +at the theatre in time for the rising of the curtain.</p> + +<p>'If it were an English play we would not care for being punctual,' said +Lady Kirkbank; 'but I should hate to lose a word of Dumas. In his plays +every speech tells.'</p> + +<p>There were Royalties present, and the house was good; but not so full as +it had been on some other nights, for the English public had been told +that Sarah Bernhardt was the person to admire, and had been flocking +sheep-like after that golden-haired enchantress, whereby many of these +sheep—fighting greedily for Sarah's nights, and ignoring all other +talent—lost some of the finest acting on the French stage, notably that +of Croizette, Delaunay and Febvre, in this very Demi-monde. Lesbia, who, +in spite of her affectations, was still fresh enough to be charmed with +fine acting and a powerful play, was enthralled by the stage, so wrapt +in the scene that she was quite unaware of her brother's presence in a +stall just below Lady Kirkbank's box. He too had a stall at the Gaiety. +He had come in very late, when the play was half over. Lesbia was +surprised when he presented himself at the door of the box, after the +fourth act.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier and his sister had met very seldom since the young lady's +<i>début</i>. The young Earl did not go to many parties, and the society he +cultivated was chiefly masculine; and as he neither played polo nor shot +pigeons his masculine pursuits did not bring him in his sister's way. +Lady Kirkbank had asked him to her house with that wide and general +invitation which is so easily evaded. He had promised to go, and he had +not gone. And thus Lesbia and he had pursued their several ways, only +crossing each other's paths now and then at a race meeting or in a +theatre.</p> + +<p>'How d'ye do, Lady Kirkbank?—how d'ye do, Lesbia? Just caught sight of +you from below as the curtain was going down,' said Maulevrier, shaking +hands with the ladies and saluting Mr. Smithson with a somewhat +supercilious nod. 'Rather surprised to see you and Lesbia here to-night, +Lady Kirkbank. Isn't the Demi-monde rather strong meat for babes, eh? +Not <i>exactly</i> the play one would take a young lady to see.'</p> + +<p>'Why should a young lady be forbidden to see a fine play, because there +are some hard and bitter truths told in it?' asked Lady Kirkbank. +'Lesbia sees Madame d'Ange and all her sisterhood in the Park and about +London every day of her life. Why should not she see them on the stage, +and hear their history, and understand how cruel their fate is, and +learn to pity them, if she can? I really think this play is a lesson in +Christian charity; and I should like to see that Oliver man strangled, +though Delaunay plays the part divinely. What a voice! What a manner! +How polished! How perfect! And they tell me he is going to leave the +stage in a year or two. What will the world do without him?'</p> + +<p>Maulevrier did not attempt to suggest a solution of this difficulty. He +was watching Mr. Smithson as he leant against the back of Lesbia's chair +and talked to her. The two seemed very familiar, laughingly discussing +the play and the actors. Smithson knew, or pretended to know, all about +the latter. He told Lesbia who made Croizette's gowns—the upholsterer +who furnished that lovely house of hers in the Bois—the sums paid for +her horses, her pictures, her diamonds. It seemed to Lesbia, when she +had heard all, that Croizette was a much-to-be-envied person.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson had unpublished <i>bon-mots</i> of Dumas at his finger ends; he +knew Daudet, and Sarcey, and Sardou, and seemed to be thoroughly at home +in Parisian artistic society. Lesbia began to think that he would hardly +be so despicable a person as she had at first supposed. No wonder he and +his wealth had turned poor Belle Trinder's head. How could a rural +vicar's daughter, accustomed to poverty, help being dazzled by such +magnificence?</p> + +<p>Maulevrier stayed in the box only a short time, and refused Lady +Kirkbank's invitation to supper. She did not urge the point, as she had +surprised one or two very unfriendly glances at Mr. Smithson in +Maulevrier's honest eyes. She did not want an antagonistic brother to +interfere with her plans. She had made up her mind to 'run' Lesbia +according to her own ideas, and any counter influence might be fatal. +So, when Maulevrier said he was due at the Marlborough after the play +she let him go.</p> + +<p>'I might as well be at Fellside and you in London, for anything I see of +you,' said Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'You are up to your eyes in engagements, and I don't suppose you want to +see any more of me.' Maulevrier answered, bluntly. +'But I'll call to-morrow morning, if I am likely to find you at home. +I've some news for you.'</p> + +<p>'Then I'll stay at home on purpose to see you. News is always +delightful. Is it good news, by-the-bye?'</p> + +<p>'Very good; at least, I think so.'</p> + +<p>'What is it about?'</p> + +<p>'Oh! that's a long story, and the curtain is just going up. The news is +about Mary.'</p> + +<p>'About Mary!' exclaimed Lesbia, elevating her eyebrows. 'What news can +there possibly be about Mary?'</p> + +<p>'Such news as there generally is about every nice jolly girl, at least +once in her life.'</p> + +<p>'You don't mean that she is engaged—to a curate?'</p> + +<p>'No, not to a curate. There goes the curtain. "I'll see you later," as +the Yankee President used to say when people bothered him, and he didn't +like to say no.'</p> + +<p>Engaged: Mary engaged! The idea of such an altogether unexpected event +distracted Lesbia's mind all through the last act of the Demi-monde. She +hardly knew what the actors were talking about. Mary, her younger +sister! Mary, a good looking girl enough, but by no means a beauty, and +with manners utterly unformed. That Mary should be engaged to be +married, while she, Lesbia, was still free, seemed an obvious absurdity.</p> + +<p>And yet the fact was, on reflection, easily to be accounted for. These +unattractive girls are generally the first to bind themselves with the +vows of betrothal. Lady Kirkbank had told her of many such cases. The +poor creatures know that their chances will be few, and therefore +gratefully welcome the first wooer.</p> + +<p>'But who can the man be?' thought Lesbia. 'Mary has been kept as +secluded as a cloistered nun. There are so few families we have ever +been allowed to mix with. The man must be a curate, who has taken +advantage of grandmother's illness to force his way into the family +circle at Fellside—and who has made love to Mary in some of her lonely +rambles over the hills, I daresay. It is really very wrong to allow a +girl to roam about in that way.'</p> + +<p>Sir George and a couple of his horsey friends were waiting for supper +when Lady Kirkbank and her party arrived in Arlington Street. The +dining-room looked a picture of comfort. The oval table, the low lamps, +the clusters of candles under coloured shades, the great Oriental bowl +of wild flowers—eglantine, honeysuckle, foxglove, all the sweet hedge +flowers of midsummer, made a central mass of colour and brightness +against the subdued and even sombre tones of walls and curtains. The +room was old, the furniture old. Nothing had been altered since the time +of Sir George's great grandfather; and the whirligig of time had just +now made the old things precious. Yes, those chairs and tables and +sideboards and bookcases and wine-coolers against which Georgie's soul +had revolted in the early years of her wedded life were now things of +beauty, and Georgie's friends envied her the possession of indisputable +Chippendale furniture.</p> + +<p>Mr. Mostyn, a distinguished owner of race-horses, with his pretty wife, +made up the party. The gentleman was full of his entries for Liverpool +and Chester, and discoursed mysteriously with Sir George and the horsey +bachelors all supper time. The lady had lately taken up science as a new +form of excitement, not incompatible with frocks, bonnets, Hurlingham, +the Ranelagh, and Sandown. She raved about Huxley and Tyndall, and was +perpetually coming down upon her friends with awful facts about the sun, +and startling propositions about latent heat, or spontaneous generation. +She knew all about gases, and would hardly accept a glass of water +without explaining what it was made of. Drawn by Mr. Smithson for +Lesbia's amusement, the scientific matron was undoubtedly 'good fun.' +The racing men were full of talk. Lesbia and Lady Kirkbank raved about +the play they had just been seeing, and praised Delaunay with an +enthusiasm which was calculated to make the rest of mankind burst with +envy.</p> + +<p>'Do you know you are making me positively wretched by your talk about +that man?' said Colonel Delville, one of Sir George's racing friends, +and an ancient adorer of the fair Georgie's. 'No, I tell you there was +never anything offered higher than five to four on the mare,' +interjectionally, to Sir George. 'There was a day when I thought I was +your idea of an attractive man. Yes, George, a clear case of roping,' +again interjectionally. 'And to hear you raving about this play-acting +fellow—it is too humiliating.'</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank simpered, and then sighed.</p> + +<p>'We are getting old together,' she murmured. 'I have come to an age when +one can only admire the charm of manner in the abstract—the Beautiful +for the sake of the Beautiful. I think if I were lying in my grave, the +music of Delaunay's voice would thrill me, under six feet of London +clay. Will no one take any more wine? No. Then we may as well go into +the next room and begin our little Nap.'</p> + +<p>The adjoining room was Sir George's snuggery; and it was here that the +cosy little round games after supper were always played. Sir George was +not a studious person. He never read, and he never wrote, except an +occasional cheque on account, for an importunate tradesman. His +correspondence was conducted by the telegraph or telephone; and the +room, therefore, was absorbed neither by books nor writing desks. It was +furnished solely with a view to comfort. There was a round table in the +centre, under a large moderator lamp which gave an exceptionally +brilliant light. A divan covered with dark brown velvet occupied three +sides of the room. A few choice pieces of old blue Oriental ware in the +corners enlivened the dark brown walls. Three or four easy chairs stood +about near the broad, old-fashioned fireplace, which had been improved +with a modern-antique brass grate and a blue and white tiled hearth.</p> + +<p>'There isn't a room in my house that looks half as comfortable as this +den of yours, George,' said Mr. Smithson, as he seated himself by +Lesbia's side at the card table.</p> + +<p>They had agreed to be partners. 'Partners at cards, even if we are not +to be partners for life,' Smithson had whispered, tenderly; and Lesbia's +only reply had been a modest lowering of lovely eyelids, and a faint, +faint blush. Lesbia's blushes were growing fainter every day.</p> + +<p>'That is because everything in your house is so confoundedly handsome +and expensive,' retorted Sir George, who did not very much care about +being called George, <i>tout court</i>, by a person of Mr. Smithson's obscure +antecedents, but who had to endure the familiarity for reasons known +only to himself and Mr. Smithson. 'No man can expect to be comfortable +in a house in which every room has cost a small fortune. My wife +re-arranged this den half-a-dozen years ago when we took to sittin' here +of an evenin'. She picked up the chairs and the blue pots at Bonham's, +had everythin' covered with brown velvet—nice subdued tone, suit old +people—hung up that yaller curtain, just for a bit of colour, and here +we are.'</p> + +<p>'It's the cosiest room in town,' said Colonel Delville, whereupon Mrs. +Mostyn, while counters were being distributed, explained to the company +on scientific principles <i>why</i> the room was comfortable, expatiating +upon the effect of yellow and brown upon the retina, and some curious +facts relating to the optic machinery of water-fleas, as lately +discovered by a great naturalist.</p> + +<p>Unfortunately for science, the game had now begun, and the players were +curiously indifferent as to the visual organs of water-fleas.</p> + +<p>The game went on merrily till the pearly lights of dawn began to creep +through the chinks of Lady Kirkbank's yellow curtain. Everybody seemed +gay, yet everybody could not be winning. Fortune had not smiled upon +Lesbia's cards, or on those of her partner. The Smithson and Haselden +firm had come to grief. Lesbia's little ivory purse had been emptied of +its three or four half-sovereigns, and Mr. Smithson had been +capitalising a losing concern for the last two hours. And the play had +been fast and furious, although nominally for small stakes.</p> + +<p>'I am afraid to think of how much I must owe you,' said Lesbia, when Mr. +Smithson bade her good night.</p> + +<p>'Oh, nothing worth speaking of—sixteen or seventeen pounds, at most.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia felt cold and creepy, and hardly knew whether it was the chill of +new-born day, or the sense of owing money to Horace Smithson. Those +three or four half-sovereigns to-night were the end of her last +remittance from Lady Maulevrier. She had had a great many remittances +from that generous grandmother; and the money had all gone, somehow. It +was gone, and yet she had paid for hardly anything. She had accounts +with all Lady Kirkbank's tradesmen. The money had melted away—it had +oozed out of her pockets—at cards, on the race-course, in reckless +gifts to servants and people, at fancy fairs, for trifles bought here +and there by the way-side, as it were, for the sake of buying. If she +had been suddenly asked for an account of her stewardship she could not +have told what she had done with half of the money. And now she must ask +for twenty pounds more, and immediately, to pay Mr. Smithson.</p> + +<p>She went up to her room in the clear early light, and stood like a +statue, with fixed thoughtful eyes, while Kibble took off her finery, +the pretty pale yellow gown which set off her dark brown hair, her +violet eyes. For the first time in her life she felt the keen pang of +anxiety about money matters—the necessity to think of ways and means. +She had no idea how much money she had received from her grandmother +since she had begun her career in Scotland last autumn. The cheques had +been sent her as she asked for them; sometimes even before she asked for +them; and she had kept no account. She thought her grandmother was so +rich that expenditure could not matter. She supposed that she was +drawing upon an inexhaustible supply. And now Lady Kirkbank had told her +that Lady Maulevrier was not rich, as the world reckons nowadays. The +savings of a dowager countess even in forty years of seclusion could be +but a small fund to draw upon for the expenses of life at high pressure.</p> + +<p>'The sums people spend nowadays are positively appalling,' said Lady +Kirkbank. 'A man with five or six thousand a year is an absolute pauper. +I'm sure our existence is only genteel beggary, and yet we spend over +ten thousand.'</p> + +<p>Enlightened thus by the lips of the worldly-wise, Lesbia thought +ruefully of the bills which her grandmother would have to pay for her at +the end of the season, bills of the amount whereof she could not even +make an approximate guess. Seraphine's charges had never been discussed +in her hearing—but Lady Kirkbank had admitted that the creature was +dear.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXIX"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXIX.</h2> + +<h3>'SWIFT SUBTLE POST, CARRIER OF GRISLY CARE.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Maulevrier called in Arlington Street before twelve o'clock next day, +and found Lesbia just returning from her early ride, looking as fresh +and fair as if there had been no such thing as Nap or late hours in the +story of her life. She was reposing in a large easy chair by the open +window, in habit and hat, just as she had come from the Row, where she +had been laughing and chatting with Mr. Smithson, who jogged demurely by +her side on his short-legged hunter, dropping out envenomed little jokes +about the passers by. People who saw him riding by her side upon this +particular morning fancied there was something more than usual in the +gentleman's manner, and made up their minds that Lady Lesbia Haselden +was to be mistress of the fine house in Park Lane. Mr. Smithson had +fluttered and fluttered for the last five seasons; but this time the +flutterer was caught.</p> + +<p>In her newly-awakened anxiety about money matters, Lesbia had forgotten +Mary's engagement: but the sight of Maulevrier recalled the fact.</p> + +<p>'Come over here and sit down,' she said, 'and tell me this nonsense +about Mary. I am expiring with curiosity. The thing is too absurd.'</p> + +<p>'Why absurd?' asked Maulevrier, sitting where she bade him, and +studiously perusing the name in his hat, as if it were a revelation.</p> + +<p>'Oh, for a thousand reasons,' answered Lesbia, switching the flowers in +the balcony with her light little whip. 'First and foremost it is absurd +to think of any one so buried alive as poor Mary is finding an admirer; +and secondly—well—I don't want to be rude to my own sister—but Mary +is not particularly attractive.'</p> + +<p>'Mary is the dearest girl in the world.'</p> + +<p>'Very likely. I only said that she is not particularly attractive.'</p> + +<p>'And do you think there is no attraction in goodness, in freshness and +innocence, candour, generosity—?'</p> + +<p>'I don't know. But I think that if Mary's nose had been a thought +longer, and if she had kept her skin free from freckles she would have +been almost pretty.'</p> + +<p>'Do you really? Luckily for Mary the man who is going to marry her +thinks her lovely.'</p> + +<p>'I suppose he likes freckles. I once heard a man say he did. He said +they were so original—so much character about them. And, pray, who is +the man?'</p> + +<p>'Your old adorer, and my dear friend, John Hammond.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia turned as pale as death—pale with rage and mortification. It was +not jealousy, this pang which rent her shallow soul. She had ceased to +care for John Hammond. The whirlpool of society had spun that first +fancy out of her giddy brain. But that a man who had loved the highest, +who had worshipped her, the peerless, the beautiful, should calmly +transfer his affections to her younger sister, was to the last degree +exasperating.</p> + +<p>'Your friend Mr. Hammond must be a fickle fool,' she exclaimed, 'who +does not know his own mind from day to day.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, but it was more than a day after you rejected him that he engaged +himself to Molly. It was all my doing, and I am proud of my work. I took +the poor fellow back to Fellside last March, bruised and broken by your +cruel treatment, heartsore and depressed. I gave him over to Molly, and +Molly cured him. Unconsciously, innocently, she won that noble heart. +Ah, Lesbia, you don't know what a heart it is which you so nearly +broke.'</p> + +<p>'Girls in our rank of life can't afford to marry noble hearts,' said +Lesbia, scornfully. 'Do you mean to tell me that Lady Maulevrier +consented to the engagement?'</p> + +<p>'She cut up rather rough at first; but Molly held her own like a young +lioness—and the grandmother gave way. You see she has a fixed idea that +Molly is a very second-rate sort of person compared with you, and that a +husband who was not nearly good enough for you might pass muster for +Molly; and so she gave way, and there isn't a happier young woman in +the three kingdoms than Mary Haselden.'</p> + +<p>'What are they to live upon?' asked Lesbia, with an incredulous air.</p> + +<p>'Mary will have her five hundred a year. And Hammond is a very clever +fellow. You may be sure he will make his mark in the world.'</p> + +<p>'And how are they to live while he is making his mark? Five hundred a +year won't do more than pay for Mary's frocks, if she goes into +society.'</p> + +<p>'Perhaps they will live without society.'</p> + +<p>'In some horrid little hovel in one of those narrow streets off +Ecclestone Square,' suggested Lesbia, shudderingly. 'It is too dreadful +to think of—a young woman dooming herself to life-long penury, just +because she is so foolish as to fall in love.'</p> + +<p>'Your days for falling in love are over, I suppose, Lesbia?' said +Maulevrier, contemplating his sister with keen scrutiny.</p> + +<p>The beautiful face, so perfect in line and colour, curiously recalled +that other face at Fellside; the dowager's face, with its look of marble +coldness, and the half-expressed pain under that outward calm. Here was +the face of one who had not yet known pain or passion. Here was the cold +perfection of beauty with unawakened heart.</p> + +<p>'I don't know; I am too busy to think of such things.'</p> + +<p>'You have done with love; and you have begun to think of marriage, of +establishing yourself properly. People tell me you are going to marry +Mr. Smithson.'</p> + +<p>'People tell you more about me than I know about myself.'</p> + +<p>'Come now, Lesbia, I have a right to know the truth upon this point. +Your brother—your only brother—should be the first person to be told.'</p> + +<p>'When I am engaged, I have no doubt you will be the first person, or the +second person,' answered Lesbia, lightly. 'Lady Kirkbank, living on the +premises, is likely to be the first.'</p> + +<p>'Then you are not engaged to Smithson?'</p> + +<p>'Didn't I tell you so just now? Mr. Smithson did me the honour to make +me an offer yesterday, at about this hour; and I did myself the honour +to reject him.'</p> + +<p>'And yet you were whispering together in the box last night, and you +were riding in the Row with him this morning. I just met a fellow who +saw you together. Do you think it is right, Lesbia, to play fast and +loose with the man—to encourage him, if you don't mean to marry him?'</p> + +<p>'How can you accuse me of encouraging a person whom I flatly refused +yesterday morning? If Mr. Smithson likes my society as a friend, must I +needs deny him my friendship, ask Lady Kirkbank to shut her door against +him? Mr. Smithson is very pleasant as an acquaintance; and although I +don't want to marry him, there's no reason I should snub him.'</p> + +<p>'Smithson is not a man to be trifled with. You will find yourself +entangled in a web which you won't easily break through.'</p> + +<p>'I am not afraid of webs. By-the-bye, is it true that Mr. Smithson is +likely to get a peerage?'</p> + +<p>'I have heard people say as much. Smithson has spent no end of money on +electioneering, and is a power in the House, though he very rarely +speaks. His Berkshire estate gives him a good deal of influence in that +county; at the last general election he subscribed twenty thou to the +Conservative cause; for, like most men who have risen from nothing, your +friend Smithson is a fine old Tory. He was specially elected at the +Carlton six years ago, and has made himself uncommonly useful to his +party. He is supposed to be great on financial questions, and comes out +tremendously on colonial railways or drainage schemes, about which the +House in general is in profound ignorance. On those occasions Smithson +scores high. A man with immense wealth has always chances. No doubt, if +you were to marry him, the peerage would be easily managed. Smithson's +money, backed by the Maulevrier influence, would go a long way. My +grandmother would move heaven and earth in a case of that kind. You had +better take pity on Smithson.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia laughed. That idea of a possible peerage elevated Smithson in her +eyes. She knew nothing of his political career, as she lived in a set +which ignored politics altogether. Mr. Smithson had never talked to her +of his parliamentary duties; and it was a new thing for her to hear that +he had some kind of influence in public affairs.</p> + +<p>'Suppose I were inclined to accept him, would you like him as a +brother-in-law?' she asked lightly. 'I thought from your manner last +night that you rather disliked him.'</p> + +<p>'I don't quite like him or any of his breed, the newly rich, who go +about in society swelling with the sense of their own importance, +perspiring gold, as it were. And one has always a faint suspicion of men +who have got rich very quickly, an idea that there must be some kind of +juggling. Not in the case of a great contractor, perhaps, who can point +to a viaduct and docks and railways, and say, "I built that, and that, +and that. These are the sources of my wealth." But a man who gets +enormously rich by mere ciphering! Where can his money come from, except +out of other people's pockets? I know nothing against your Mr. Smithson, +but I always suspect that class of men,' concluded Maulevrier shaking +his head significantly.</p> + +<p>Lesbia was not much influenced by her brother's notions, she had never +been taught to think him an oracle. On the contrary, she had been told +that his life hitherto had been all foolishness.</p> + +<p>'When are Mary and Mr. Hammond to be married?' she asked, 'Grandmother +says they must wait a year. Mary is much too young—and so on, and so +forth. But I see no reason for waiting.'</p> + +<p>'Surely there are reasons—financial reasons. Mr. Hammond cannot be in a +position to begin housekeeping.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, they will risk all that. Molly is a daring girl. He proposed to her +on the top of Helvellyn, in a storm of wind and rain.'</p> + +<p>'And she never wrote me a word about it. How very unsisterly!'</p> + +<p>'She is as wild as a hawk, and I daresay she was too shy to tell you +anything about it.'</p> + +<p>'Pray when did it all occur?'</p> + +<p>'Just before I came to London.'</p> + +<p>'Two months ago. How absurd for me to be in ignorance all this time! +Well, I hope Mary will be sensible, and not marry till Mr. Hammond is +able to give her a decent home. It would be so dreadful to have a sister +muddling in poverty, and clamouring for one's cast-off gowns.'</p> + +<p>Maulevrier laughed at this gloomy suggestion.</p> + +<p>'It is not easy to foretell the future,' he said, 'but I think I may +venture to promise that Molly will never wear your cast-off gowns.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, you think she would be too proud. You don't know, perhaps, how +poverty—genteel poverty—lowers one's pride. I have heard stories from +Lady Kirkbank that would make your hair stand on end. I am beginning to +know the world.'</p> + +<p>'I am glad of that. If you are to live in the world it is better that +you should know what it is made of. But if I had a voice or a choice in +the matter I had rather my sisters stayed at Grasmere, and remained +ignorant of the world and all its ways.'</p> + +<p>'While you enjoy your life in London. That is just like the selfishness +of a man. Under the pretence of keeping his sisters or his wife secure +from all possible contact with evil, he buries them alive in a country +house, while he has all the wickedness for his own share in London. Oh, +I am beginning to understand the creatures.'</p> + +<p>'I am afraid you are beginning to be wise. Remember that knowledge of +evil was the prelude to the Fall. Well, good-bye.'</p> + +<p>'Won't you stay to lunch?'</p> + +<p>'No, thanks, I never lunch—frightful waste of time. I shall drop in at +the <i>Haute Gomme</i> and take a cup of tea later on.'</p> + +<p>The <i>Haute Gomme</i> was a new club in Piccadilly, which Maulevrier and +some of his friends affected.</p> + +<p>Lesbia went towards the drawing-room door with her brother, and just as +he reached the door she laid her hand caressingly upon his shoulder. He +turned and stared at her, somewhat surprised, for he and she had never +been given to demonstrations of affection.</p> + +<p>'Maulevrier, I want you to do me a favour,' she said, in a low voice, +blushing a little, for the thing she was going to ask was a new thing +for her to ask, and she had a deep sense of shame in making her demand. +'I—I lost money at Nap last night. Only seventeen pounds. Mr. Smithson +and I were partners, and he paid my losses. I want to pay him +immediately, and----'</p> + +<p>'And you are too hard up to do it. I'll write you a cheque this +instant,' said Maulevrier goodnaturedly; but while he was writing the +cheque he took occasion to remonstrate with Lesbia on the foolishness of +card playing.</p> + +<p>'I am obliged to do as Lady Kirkbank does,' she answered feebly. 'If I +were to refuse to play it would be a kind of reproach to her.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think that would kill Lady Kirkbank,' replied Maulevrier, with +a touch of scorn. 'She has had to endure a good many implied reproaches +in her day, and they don't seem to have hurt her very much. I wish to +heaven my grandmother had chosen any one else in London for your +chaperon.'</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid Lady Kirkbank's is rather a rowdy set,' answered Lesbia, +coolly; 'and I sometimes feel as if I had thrown myself away. We go +almost everywhere—at least, there are only just a few houses to which +we are not asked. But those few make all the difference. It is so +humiliating to feel that one is not in quite the best society. However, +Lady Kirkbank is a dear, good old thing, and I am not going to grumble +about her.'</p> + +<p>'I've made the cheque for five-and-twenty. You can cash it at your +milliner's,' said Maulevrier. 'I should not like Smithson to know that +you had been obliged to ask me for the money.'</p> + +<p>'<i>Apropos</i> to Mr. Smithson, do you know if he is in quite the best +society?' asked Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'I don't know what you mean by quite the best. A man of Smithson's +wealth can generally poke his nose in anywhere, if he knows how to +behave himself. But of course there are people with whom money and fine +houses have no weight. The Conservatives are all civil to Smithson +because he comes down handsomely at General Elections, and is useful to +them in other ways. I believe that Smithson's wife, if she were a +thorough-bred one, could go into any society she liked, and make her +house one of the most popular in London. Perhaps that is what you really +wanted to ask.</p> + +<p>'No, it wasn't,' answered Lesbia, carelessly; 'I was only talking for +the sake of talking. A thousand thanks for the cheque, you best of +brothers.'</p> + +<p>'It is not worth talking about; but, Lesbia, don't play cards any more. +Believe me, it is not good form.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I'll try to keep out of it in future. It is horrid to see one's +sovereigns melting away; but there's a delightful excitement in +winning.'</p> + +<p>'No doubt,' answered Maulevrier, with a remorseful sigh.</p> + +<p>He spoke as a reformed plunger, and with many a bitter experience of the +race-course and the card-room. Even now, though he had steadied himself +wonderfully, he could not get on without a little mild gambling—half-crown +pool, whist with half-guinea points—but when he condescended to such small +stakes he felt that he had settled down into a respectable middle-aged +player, and had a right to rebuke the follies of youth.</p> + +<p>Lesbia flew to the piano and sang one of her little German ballads +directly Maulevrier was gone. She felt as if a burden had been lifted +from her soul, now that she was able to pay Mr. Smithson without waiting +to ask Lady Maulevrier for the money. And as she sang she meditated upon +Maulevrier's remarks about Smithson. He knew nothing to the man's +discredit, except that he had grown rich in a short space of time. +Surely no man ought to be blamed for that. And he thought that Mr. +Smithson's wife might make her house the most popular in London. Lesbia, +in her mind's eye, beheld an imaginary Lady Lesbia Smithson giving +dances in that magnificent mansion, entertaining Royal personages. And +the doorways would be festooned with roses, as she had seen them the +other night at a ball in Grosvenor Square; but the house in Grosvenor +Square was a hovel compared with the Smithsonian Palace.</p> + +<p>Lesbia was beginning to be a little tired of Lady Kirkbank and her +surroundings. Life taken <i>prestissimo</i> is apt to pall. Lesbia sighed as +she finished her little song. She was beginning to look upon her +existence as a problem which had been given to her to solve, and the +solution just at present was all dark.</p> + +<p>As she rose from the piano a footman came in with two letters on a +salver—bulky letters, such packages as Lesbia had never seen before. +She wondered what they could be. She opened the thickest envelope first. +It was Seraphine's bill—such a bill, page after page on creamy Bath +post, written in an elegant Italian hand by one of Seraphine's young +women.</p> + +<p>Lesbia looked at it aghast with horror. The total at the foot of the +first page was appalling, ever so much more than she could have supposed +the whole amount of her indebtedness; but the total went on increasing +at the foot of every page, until at sight of the final figures Lesbia +gave a wild shriek, like a wretched creature who has received a telegram +announcing bitterest loss.</p> + +<p>The final total was twelve hundred and ninety-three pounds seventeen and +sixpence!</p> + +<p>Thirteen hundred pounds for clothes in eight weeks!</p> + +<p>No, the thing was a cheat, a mistake. They had sent her somebody else's +bill. She had not had half these things.</p> + +<p>She read the first page, her heart beating violently as she pored over +the figures, her eyes dim and clouded with the trouble of her brain.</p> + +<p>Yes, there was her court dress. The description was too minute to be +mistaken; and the court dress, with feathers, and shoes, and gloves, and +fan, came to a hundred and thirty pounds. Then followed innumerable +items. The very simplest of her gowns cost five-and-twenty +pounds—frocks about which Seraphine had talked so carelessly, as if two +or three more or less could make no difference. Bonnets and hats, at +five or seven guineas apiece, swelled the account. Parasols and fans +were of fabulous price, as it seemed to Lesbia; and the shoes and +stockings to match her various gowns occurred again and again between +the more important items, like the refrain of an old ballad. All the +useless and unnessary things which she had ordered, because she thought +them pretty or because she was told they were fashionable, rose up +against her in the figures of the bill, like the record of forgotten +sins at the Day of Judgment.</p> + +<p>She sank into a chair, pallid with consternation, and sat with the bill +in her lap, turning the pages listlessly, and staring at the figures.</p> + +<p>'It cannot be so much,' she cried to herself. 'It must be added up +wrong;' and then she feebly tried to cast up a column; but arithmetic +not being one of those accomplishments which Lady Maulevrier deemed +necessary to a patrician beauty's success in life, Lesbia's education +had been somewhat neglected upon this point, and she flung the bill from +her in a rage, unable to hold the figures in her brain.</p> + +<p>She opened the second envelope, her jeweller's account. At the very +first item she gave another scream, fainter than the first, for her mind +was getting hardened against such shocks.</p> + +<p>'To re-setting a suite of amethysts, with forty-four finest Brazilian +brilliants, three hundred and fifteen pounds.'</p> + +<p>Then followed the trifles she had bought at different visits to the +shop—casual purchases, bought on the impulse of the moment. These +swelled the account to a little over eight hundred pounds. Lesbia sat +like a statue, numbed by despair, appalled at the idea of owing over two +thousand pounds.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXX"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXX.</h2> + +<h3>'ROSES CHOKED AMONG THORNS AND THISTLES.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lady Lesbia ate no luncheon that day. She went to her own room and had a +cup of tea to steady her nerves, and sent to ask Lady Kirkbank to go to +her as soon as she had finished luncheon. Lady Kirkbank's luncheon was a +serious business, a substantial leisurely meal with which she fortified +herself for the day's work. It enabled her to endure all the fatigues of +visits and park, and to be airily indifferent to the charms of dinner; +for Lady Kirkbank was not one of those matrons who with advanced years +take to <i>gourmandise</i> as a kind of fine art. She gave good dinners, +because she knew people would not come to Arlington Street to eat bad +ones; but she was not a person who lived only to dine. At luncheon she +gave her healthy appetite full scope, and ate like a ploughman.</p> + +<p>She found Lesbia in her white muslin dressing-gown, with cheeks as pale +as the gown she wore. She was sitting in an easy chair, with a low +tea-table at her side, and the two bills were in the tray among the +tea-things.</p> + +<p>'Have you any idea how much I owe Seraphine and Cabochon?' she asked, +looking up despairingly at Lady Kirkbank.</p> + +<p>'What, have they sent in their bills already?'</p> + +<p>'Already! I wish they had sent them before. I should have known how +deeply I was getting into debt.'</p> + +<p>'Are they very heavy?'</p> + +<p>'They are dreadful! I owe over two thousand pounds. How can I tell Lady +Maulevrier that? Two thousand one hundred pounds! It is awful.'</p> + +<p>'There are women in London who would think very little of owing twice as +much,' said Lady Kirkbank, in a comforting tone, though the fact, +seriously considered, could hardly afford comfort. 'Your grandmother +said you were to have <i>carte blanche</i>. She may think that you have been +just a little extravagant; but she can hardly be angry with you for +having taken her at her word. Two thousand pounds! Yes, it certainly is +rather stiff.'</p> + +<p>'Seraphine is a cheat!' exclaimed Lesbia, angrily. 'Her prices are +positively exorbitant!'</p> + +<p>'My dear child, you must not say that. Seraphine is positively moderate +in comparison with the new people.'</p> + +<p>'And Mr. Cabochon, too. The idea of his charging me three hundred +guineas for re-setting those stupid old amethysts.'</p> + +<p>'My dear, you <i>would</i> have diamonds mixed with them,' said Lady +Kirkbank, reproachfully.</p> + +<p>Lesbia turned away her head with an impatient sigh. She remembered +perfectly that it was Lady Kirkbank who had persuaded her to order the +diamond setting; but there was no use in talking about it now. The thing +was done. She was two thousand pounds in debt—two thousand pounds to +these two people only—and there were ever so many shops at which she +had accounts—glovers, bootmakers, habit-makers, the tailor who made her +Newmarket coats and cloth gowns, the stationer who supplied her with +note-paper of every variety, monogrammed, floral; sporting, illuminated +with this or that device, the follies of the passing hour, hatched by +penniless Invention in a garret, pandering to the vanities of the idle.</p> + +<p>'I must write to my grandmother by this afternoon's post,' said Lesbia, +with a heavy sigh.</p> + +<p>'Impossible. We have to be at the Ranelagh by four o'clock. Smithson +and some other men are to meet us there. I have promised to drive Mrs. +Mostyn down. You had better begin to dress.'</p> + +<p>'But I ought to write to-day. I had better ask for this money at once, +and have done with it. Two thousand pounds! I feel as if I were a thief. +You say my grandmother is not a rich woman?'</p> + +<p>'Not rich as the world goes nowadays. Nobody is rich now, except your +commercial magnates, like Smithson. Great peers, unless their money is +in London ground-rents, are great paupers. To own land is to be +destitute. I don't suppose two thousand pounds will break your +grandmother's bank; but of course it is a large sum to ask for at the +end of two months; especially as she sent you a good deal of money while +we were at Cannes. If you were engaged—about to make a really good +match—you could ask for the money as a matter of course; but as it is, +although you have been tremendously admired, from a practical point of +view you are a failure.'</p> + +<p>A failure. It was a hard word, but Lesbia felt it was true. She, the +reigning beauty, the cynosure of every eye, had made no conquest worth +talking about, except Mr. Smithson.</p> + +<p>'Don't tell your grandmother anything about the bills for a week or +two,' said Lady Kirkbank, soothingly. 'The creatures can wait for their +money. Give yourself time to think.'</p> + +<p>'I will,' answered Lesbia, dolefully.</p> + +<p>'And now make haste, and get ready for the Ranelagh. My love, your eyes +are dreadfully heavy. You <i>must</i> use a little belladonna. I'll send +Rilboche to you.'</p> + +<p>And for the first time in her life, Lesbia, too depressed to argue the +point, consented to have her eyes doctored by Rilboche.</p> + +<p>She was gay enough at the Ranelagh, and looked her loveliest at a dinner +party that evening, and went to three parties after the dinner, and went +home in the faint light of early morning, after sitting out a late waltz +in a balcony with Mr. Smithson, a balcony banked round with hot-house +flowers which were beginning to droop a little in the chilly morning +air, just as beauty drooped under the searching eye of day.</p> + +<p>Lesbia put the bills in her desk, and gave herself time to think, as +Lady Kirkbank advised her. But the thinking progress resulted in very +little good. All the thought of which she was capable would not reduce +the totals of those two dreadful accounts. And every day brought some +fresh bill. The stationer, the bootmaker, the glover, the perfumer, +people who had courted Lady Lesbia's custom with an air which implied +that the honour of serving fashionable beauty was the first +consideration, and the question of payment quite a minor point—these +now began to ask for their money in the most prosaic way. Every straw +added to Lesbia's burden; and her heart grew heavier with every post.</p> + +<p>'One can see the season is waning when these people begin to pester +with their accounts,' said Lady Kirkbank, who always talked of tradesmen +as if they were her natural enemies.</p> + +<p>Lesbia accepted this explanation of the avalanche of bills, and never +suspected Lady Kirkbank's influence in the matter. It happened, however, +that the chaperon, having her own reasons for wishing to bring Mr. +Smithson's suit to a successful issue, had told Seraphine and the other +people to send in their bills immediately. Lady Lesbia would be leaving +London in a week or so, she informed these purveyors, and would like to +settle everything before she went away.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson appeared in Arlington Street almost every day, and was full +of schemes for new pleasures—or pleasures as nearly new as the world of +fashion can afford. He was particularly desirous that Sir George and +Lady Kirkbank, with Lady Lesbia, should stay at his Berkshire place +during the Henley week. He had a large steam launch, and the regatta was +a kind of carnival for his intimate friends, who were not too proud to +riot and batten upon the parvenu's luxurious hospitality, albeit they +were apt to talk somewhat slightingly of his antecedents.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank felt that this invitation was a turning point, and that if +Lesbia went to stay at Rood Hall, her acceptance of Mr. Smithson was a +certainty. She would see him at his place in Berkshire in the most +flattering aspect; his surroundings as lord of the manor, and owner of +one of the finest old places in the county, would lend dignity to his +insignificance. Lesbia at first expressed a strong disinclination to go +to Rood Hall. There would be a most unpleasant feeling in stopping at +the house of a man whom she had refused, she told Lady Kirkbank.</p> + +<p>'My dear, Mr. Smithson has forgiven you,' answered her chaperon. 'He is +the soul of good nature.'</p> + +<p>'One would think he was accustomed to be refused,' said Lesbia. 'I don't +want to go to Rood Hall, but I don't want to spoil your Henley week. +Could not I run down to Grasmere for a week, with Kibble to take care of +me, and see dear grandmother? I could tell her about those dreadful +bills.'</p> + +<p>'Bury yourself at Grasmere in the height of the season! Not to be +thought of! Besides, Lady Maulevrier objected before to the idea of your +travelling alone with Kibble. No! if you can't make up your mind to go +to Rood Hall, George and I must make up our minds to stay away. But it +will be rather hard lines; for that Henley week is quite the jolliest +thing in the summer.'</p> + +<p>'Then I'll go,' said Lesbia, with a resigned air. 'Not for worlds would +I deprive you and Sir George of a pleasure.'</p> + +<p>In her heart of hearts she rather wished to see Rood Hall. She was +curious to behold the extent and magnitude of Mr. Smithson's +possessions. She had seen his Italian villa in Park Lane, the perfection +of modern art, modern skill, modern taste, reviving the old eternally +beautiful forms, recreating the Pitti Palace—the homes of the +Medici—the halls of dead and gone Doges—and now she was told that Rood +Hall—a genuine old English manor-house, in perfect preservation—was +even more interesting than the villa in Park Lane. At Rood Hall there +were ideal stables and farm, hot-houses without number, rose gardens, +lawns, the river, and a deer park.</p> + +<p>So the invitation was accepted, and Mr. Smithson immediately laid +himself at Lesbia's feet, as it were, with regard to all other +invitations for the Henley festival. Whom should he ask to meet +her?—whom would she have?</p> + +<p>'You are very good,' she said, 'but I have really no wish to be +consulted. I am not a royal personage, remember. I could not presume to +dictate.'</p> + +<p>'But I wish you to dictate. I wish you to be imperious in the expression +of your wishes.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Kirkbank has a better right than I, if anybody is to be +consulted,' said Lesbia, modestly.</p> + +<p>'Lady Kirkbank is an old dear, who gets on delightfully with everybody. +But you are more sensitive. Your comfort might be marred by an obnoxious +presence. I will ask nobody whom you do not like—who is not thoroughly +<i>simpatico</i>. Have you no particular friends of your own choosing whom +you would like me to ask?'</p> + +<p>Lesbia confessed that she had no such friends. She liked everybody +tolerably; but she had not a talent for friendship. Perhaps it was +because in the London season one was too busy to make friends.</p> + +<p>'I can fancy two girls getting quite attached to each other, out of the +season,' she said, 'but in May and June life is all a rush and a +scramble----'</p> + +<p>'And one has no time to gather wayside flowers of friendship,' +interjected Mr. Smithson. 'Still, if there are no people for whom you +have an especial liking, there <i>must</i> be people whom you detest.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia owned that it was so. Detestation came of itself, naturally.</p> + +<p>'Then let me be sure I do not ask any of your pet aversions,' said Mr. +Smithson. 'You met Mr. Plantagenet Parsons, the theatrical critic, at my +house. Shall we have him?'</p> + +<p>'I like all amusing people.'</p> + +<p>'And Horace Meander, the poet. Shall we have him? He is brimful of +conceits and affectations, but he's a tremendous joke.'</p> + +<p>'Mr. Meander is charming.'</p> + +<p>'Suppose we ask Mostyn and his wife? Her scraps of science are rather +good fun.'</p> + +<p>'I haven't the faintest objection to the Mostyns,' replied Lesbia. 'But +who are "we"?'</p> + +<p>'We are you and I, for the nonce. The invitations will be issued +ostensibly by me, but they will really emanate from you.'</p> + +<p>'I am to be the shadow behind the throne,' said Lesbia. 'How +delightful!'</p> + +<p>'I would rather you were the sovereign ruler, on the throne,' answered +Smithson, tenderly. 'That throne shall be empty till you fill it.'</p> + +<p>'Please go on with your list of people,' said Lesbia, checking this gush +of sentiment.</p> + +<p>She began to feel somehow that she was drifting from all her moorings, +that in accepting this invitation to Rood Hall she was allowing herself +to be ensnared into an alliance about which she was still doubtful. If +anything better had appeared in the prospect of her life—if any +worthier suitor had come forward, she would have whistled Mr. Smithson +down the wind; but no worthier suitor had offered himself. It was +Smithson or nothing. If she did not accept Smithson, she would go back +to Fellside heavily burdened with debt, and an obvious failure. She +would have run the gauntlet of a London season without definite result; +and this, to a young woman so impressed with her own transcendent +merits, was a most humiliating state of things.</p> + +<p>Other people's names were suggested by Mr. Smithson and approved by +Lesbia, and a house party of about fourteen in all was made up. Mr. +Smithson's steam launch would comfortably accommodate that number. He +had a couple of barges for chance visitors, and kept an open table on +board them during the regatta.</p> + +<p>The visit arranged, the next question was gowns. Lesbia had gowns enough +to have stocked a draper's shop; but then, as she and Lady Kirkbank +deplored, the difficulty was that she had worn them all, some as many as +three or four times. They were doubtless all marked and known. Some of +them had been described in the society papers. At Henley she would be +expected to wear something distinctly new, to introduce some new fashion +of gown or hat or parasol. No matter how ugly the new thing might be, so +long as it was startling; no matter how eccentric, provided it was +original.</p> + +<p>'What am I to do?' asked Lesbia, despairingly.</p> + +<p>'There is only one thing that can be done. We must go instantly to +Seraphine and insist upon her inventing something. If she has no idea +ready she must telegraph Worth and get him to send something over. Your +old things will do very well for Rood Hall. You have no end of pretty +gowns for morning and evening; but you must be original on the race +days. Your gowns will be in all the papers.'</p> + +<p>'But I shall be only getting deeper into debt,' said Lesbia, with a +sigh.</p> + +<p>'That can't be helped. If you go into society you must be properly +dressed. We'll go to Clanricarde Place directly after luncheon, and see +what that old harpy has to show us.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia had a rather uncomfortable feeling about facing the fair +Seraphine, without being able to give her a cheque upon account of that +dreadful bill. She had quite accepted Lady Kirkbank's idea that bills +never need be discharged in full, and that the true system of finance +was to give an occasional cheque on account, as a sop to Cerberus. True, +that while Cerberus fattened on the sops the bill seemed always growing; +and the final crash, when Cerberus grew savage and sops could be no more +accepted, was too awful to be thought about.</p> + +<p>Lesbia entered Seraphine's Louis-seize drawing-room with a faint +expectation of unpleasantness; but after a little whispering between +Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker, the latter came to Lesbia smiling +graciously, and seemingly full of eagerness for new orders.</p> + +<p>'Miladi says you want something of the most original—<i>tant soit peu +risqué</i>—for 'Enley,' she said. 'Let us see now,' and she tapped her +forehead with a gold thimble which nobody had ever seen her use, but +which looked respectable. 'There is ze dresses that Chaumont wear in zis +new play, <i>Une Faute dans le Passé</i>. Yes, zere is the watare dress—a +boating party at Bougival, a toilet of the most new, striking, +<i>écrasant</i>, what you English call a "screamer."'</p> + +<p>'What a genius you are, Fifine,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, rapturously. +'The <i>Faute dans le Passé</i> was only produced last week. No one will have +thought of copying Chaumont's gowns yet awhile. The idea is an +inspiration.'</p> + +<p>'What is the boating costume like?' asked Lady Lesbia, faintly.</p> + +<p>'An exquisite combination of simplicity with <i>élan</i>,' answered the +dressmaker. 'A skin-tight indigo silk Jersey bodice, closely studded +with dark blue beads, a flounced petticoat of indigo and amber foulard, +an amber scarf drawn tightly round the hips, and a dark blue toque with +a large bunch of amber poppies. Tan-coloured mousquetaire gloves, and +Hessian boots of tan-coloured kid.'</p> + +<p>'Hessian boots!' ejaculated Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'But, yes, Miladi. The petticoat is somewhat short, you comprehend, to +escape the damp of the deck, and, after all, Hessians are much less +indelicate than silk stockings, legs <i>à cru</i>, as one may say.'</p> + +<p>'Lesbia, you will look enchanting in yellow Hessians,' said Lady +Kirkbank, 'Let the dress be put in hand instantly, Seraphine.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia was inclined to remonstrate. She did not admire the description +of the costume, she would rather have something less outrageous.</p> + +<p>'Outrageous! It is only original,' exclaimed her chaperon. 'If Chaumont +wears it you may be sure it is perfect.'</p> + +<p>'But on the stage, by gaslight, in the midst of unrealities,' argued +Lesbia. 'That makes such a difference.'</p> + +<p>'My dear, there is no difference nowadays between the stage and the +drawing-room. Whatever Chaumont wears you may wear. And now let us think +of the second day. I think as your first costume is to be nautical, and +rather masculine, your second should be somewhat languishing and +<i>vaporeux</i>. Creamy Indian muslin, wild flowers, a large Leghorn hat.'</p> + +<p>'And what will Miladi herself wear?' asked the French woman of Lady +Kirkbank. 'She must have something of new.'</p> + +<p>'No, at my age, it doesn't matter. I shall wear one of my cotton frocks, +and my Dunstable hat.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia shuddered, for Lady Kirkbank in her cotton frock was a spectacle +at which youth laughed and age blushed. But after all it did not matter +to Lesbia. She would have liked a less rowdy chaperon; but as a foil to +her own fresh young beauty Lady Kirkbank was admirable.</p> + +<p>They drove down to Rood Hall early next week, Sir George conveying them +in his drag, with a change of horses at Maidenhead. The weather was +peerless; the country exquisite, approached from London. How different +that river landscape looks to the eyes of the traveller returning from +the wild West of England, the wooded gorges of Cornwall and Devon, the +Tamar and the Dart. Then how small and poor and mean seems silvery +Thames, gliding peacefully between his willowy bank, singing his lullaby +to the whispering sedges; a poor little river, a flat commonplace +landscape, says the traveller, fresh from moorland and tor, from the +rocky shore of the Atlantic, the deep clefts of the great, red hills.</p> + +<p>To Lesbia's eyes the placid stream and the green pastures, breathing +odours of meadow-sweet and clover, seemed passing lovely. She was +pleased with her own hat and parasol too, which made her graciously +disposed towards the landscape; and the last packet of gloves from North +Audley Street fitted without a wrinkle. The glovemaker was beginning to +understand her hand, which was a study for a sculptor, but which had its +little peculiarities.</p> + +<p>Nor was she ill-disposed to Mr. Smithson, who had come up to town by an +early train, in order to lunch in Arlington Street and go back by coach, +seated just behind Lady Lesbia, who had the box seat beside Sir George.</p> + +<p>The drive was delightful. It was a few minutes after five when the coach +drove past the picturesque old gate-house into Mr. Smithson's Park, and +Rood Hall lay on the low ground in front of them, with its back to the +river. It was an old red brick house in the Tudor style, with an +advanced porch, and four projecting wings, three stories high, with +picturesque spire roofs overtopping the main building. Around the house +ran a boldly-carved stone parapet, bearing the herons and bulrushes +which were the cognisance of the noble race for which the mansion was +built. Numerous projecting mullioned windows broke up the line of the +park front. Lesbia was fain to own that Rood Hall was even better than +Park Lane. In London Mr. Smithson had created a palace; but it was a new +palace, which still had a faint flavour of bricks and mortar, and which +was apt to remind the spectator of that wonderful erection of Aladdin, +the famous Parvenu of Eastern story. Here, in Berkshire, Mr. Smithson +had dropped into a nest which had been kept warm for him for three +centuries, aired and beautified by generations of a noble race which had +obligingly decayed and dwindled in order to make room for Mr. Smithson. +Here the Parvenu had bought a home mellowed by the slow growth of years, +touched into poetic beauty by the chastening fingers of time. His artist +friends told him that every brick in the red walls was 'precious,' a +mystery of colour which only a painter could fitly understand and value. +Here he had bought associations, he had bought history. He had bought +the dust of Elizabeth's senators, the bones of her court beauties. The +coffins in the Mausoleum yonder in the ferny depths of the Park, the +village church just outside the gates—these had all gone with the +property.</p> + +<p>Lesbia went up the grand staircase, through the long corridors, in a +dream of wonder. Brought up at Fellside, in that new part of the +Westmoreland house which had been built by her grandmother and had no +history, she felt thrilled by the sober splendour of this fine old +manorial mansion. All was sound and substantial, as if created +yesterday, so well preserved had been the goods and chattels of the +noble race; and yet all wore such unmistakeable marks of age. The deep +rich colouring of the wainscot, the faded hues of the tapestry, the +draperies of costliest velvet and brocade, were all sobered by the +passing of years.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson had shown his good taste in having kept all things as Sir +Hubert Heronville, the last of his race, had left them; and the +Heronvilles had been one of those grand old Tory races which change +nothing of the past.</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia's bedroom was the State chamber, which had been occupied by +kings and queens in days of yore. That grandiose four-poster, with the +carved ebony columns, cut velvet curtains, and plumes of ostrich +feathers, had been built for Elizabeth, when she deigned to include Rood +Hall in one of her royal progresses. Charles the First had rested his +weary head upon those very pillows, before he went on to the Inn at +Uxbridge, where he was to be lodged less luxuriously. James the Second +had stayed there when Duke of York, with Mistress Anne Hyde, before he +acknowledged his marriage to the multitude; and Anne's daughter had +occupied the same room as Queen of England forty years later; and now +the Royal Chamber, with adjacent dressing-room, and oratory, and +spacious boudoir all in the same suite, was reserved for Lady Lesbia +Haselden.</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid you are spoiling me,' she told Mr. Smithson, when he asked +if she approved of the rooms that had been allotted to her. 'I feel +quite ashamed of myself among the ghosts of dead and gone queens.'</p> + +<p>'Why so? Surely the Royalty of beauty has as divine a right as that of +an anointed sovereign.'</p> + +<p>'I hope the Royal personages don't walk,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, in +her girlish tone; 'this is just the house in which one would expect +ghosts.'</p> + +<p>Whereupon Mrs. Mostyn hastened to enlighten the company upon the real +causes of ghost-seeing, which she had lately studied in Carpenter's +'Mental Physiology,' and favoured them with a diluted version of the +views of that authority.</p> + +<p>This was at afternoon tea in the library, where the brass-wired +bookcases, filled with mighty folios and handsome octavos in old +bindings, looked as if they had not been opened for a century. The +literature of past ages furnished the room, and made a delightful +background. The literature of the present lay about on the tables, and +testified that the highest intellectual flight of the inhabitants of +Rood Hall was a dip into the <i>Contemporary</i> or the <i>Nineteenth Century</i>, +or the perusal of the last new scandal in the shape of Reminiscences or +Autobiography. One large round table was consecrated to Mudie, another +to Rolandi. On the one side you had Mrs. Oliphant, on the other Zola, +exemplifying the genius of the two nations.</p> + +<p>After tea Mr. Smithson's visitors, most of whom had arrived in Sir +George's drag, explored the grounds. These were lovely beyond expression +in the low afternoon light. Cedars of Lebanon spread their broad shadows +on the velvet lawn, yews and Wellingtonias of mighty growth made an +atmosphere of gloom in some parts of the grounds. One great feature was +the Ladies' Garden, a spot apart, a great square garden surrounded with +a laurel wall, eight feet high, containing a rose garden, where the +choicest specimens grew and flourished, while in the centre there was a +circular fish-pond with a fountain. There was a Lavender Walk too, +another feature of the grounds at Rood Hall, an avenue of tall lavender +bushes, much affected by the stately dames of old.</p> + +<p>Modern manners preferred the river terrace, as a pleasant place on which +to loiter after dinner, to watch the boats flashing by in the evening +light, or the sun going down behind a fringe of willows on the opposite +bank. This Italian terrace, with its statues, and carved vases filled +with roses, fuchsias, and geraniums, was the great point of rendezvous +at Rood Hall—an ideal spot whereon to linger in the deepening twilight, +from which to gaze upon the moonlit river later on in the night.</p> + +<p>The windows of the drawing-room, and music-room, and ballroom opened on +to this terrace, and the royal wing—the tower-shaped wing now devoted +to Lady Lesbia, looked upon the terrace and the river.</p> + +<p>'Lovely as your house is altogether, I think this river view is the +best part of it,' said Lady Lesbia, as she strolled with Mr. Smithson on +the terrace after dinner, dressed in Indian muslin which was almost as +poetical as a vapour, and with a cloud of delicate lace wrapped round +her head. 'I think I shall spend half of my life at my boudoir window, +gloating over that delicious landscape.'</p> + +<p>Horace Meander, the poet, was discoursing to a select group upon that +peculiar quality of willows which causes them to shiver, and quiver, and +throw little lights and shadows on the river, and on the subtle, +ineffable beauty of twilight, which perhaps, however utterly beautiful +in the abstract, would have been more agreeable to him personally if he +had not been surrounded by a cloud of gnats, which refused to be +buffeted off his laurel-crowned head.</p> + +<p>While Mr. Meander poetised in his usual eloquent style, Mrs. Mostyn, as +a still newer light, discoursed as eloquently to little a knot of women, +imparting valuable information upon the anatomical structure and +individual peculiarities of those various insects which are the pests of +a summer evening.</p> + +<p>'You don't like gnats!' exclaimed the lady; 'how very extraordinary. Do +you know I have spent days and weeks upon the study of their habits and +dear little ways. They are the most interesting creatures—far superior +to <i>us</i> in intellect. Do you know that they fight, and that they have +tribes which are life-long enemies—like those dreadful Corsicans—and +that they make little sepulchres in the bark of trees, and bury each +other—alive, if they can; and they hold vestries, and have burial +boards. They are most absorbing creatures, if you only give yourself up +to the study of them; but it is no use to be half-hearted in a study of +that kind. I went without so much as a cup of tea for twenty-four hours, +watching my gnats, for fear the opening of the door should startle them. +Another time I shall make the nursery governess watch for me.'</p> + +<p>'How interesting, how noble of you,' exclaimed the other ladies; and +then they began to talk about bonnets, and about Mr. Smithson, to +speculate how much money this house and all his other houses had cost +him, and to wonder if he was really rich, or if he were only one of +those great financial windbags which so often explode and leave the +world aghast, marvelling at the ease with which it has been deluded.</p> + +<p>They wondered, too, whether Lady Lesbia Haselden meant to marry him.</p> + +<p>'Of course she does, my dear,' answered Mrs. Mostyn, decisively.</p> + +<p>'You don't suppose that after having studied the habits of <i>gnats</i> I +cannot read such a poor shallow creature as a silly vain girl. Of course +Lady Lesbia means to marry Mr. Smithson's fine houses; and she is only +amusing herself and swelling her own importance by letting him dangle in +a kind of suspense which is not suspense; for he knows as well as she +does that she means to have him.'</p> + +<p>The next day was given up, first to seeing the house, an amusement which +lasted very well for an hour or so after breakfast, and then to +wandering in a desultory manner, to rowing and canoeing, and a little +sailing, and a good deal of screaming and pretty timidity upon the blue +bright river; to gathering wild flowers and ferns in rustic lanes, and +to an <i>al fresco</i> luncheon in the wood at Medmenham, and then dinner, +and then music, an evening spent half within and half without the +music-room, cigarettes sparkling, like glowworms on the terrace, tall +talk from Mr. Meander, long quotations from his own muse and that of +Rossetti, a little Shelley, a little Keats, a good deal of Swinburne. +The festivities were late on this second evening, as Mr. Smithson had +invited a good many people from the neighbourhood, but the house party +were not the less early on the following morning, which was the first +Henley day.</p> + +<p>It was a peerless morning, and all the brasswork of Mr. Smithson's +launch sparkled and shone in the sun, as she lay in front of the +terrace. A wooden pier, a portable construction, was thrown out from the +terrace steps, to enable the company to go on board the launch without +the possibility of wet feet or damaged raiment.</p> + +<p>Lesbia's Chaumount costume was a success. The women praised it, the men +stared and admired. The dark-blue silken jersey, sparkling with closely +studded indigo beads, fitted the slim graceful figure as a serpent's +scales fit the serpent. The coquettish little blue silk toque, the +careless cluster of gold-coloured poppies, against the glossy brown +hair, the large sunshade of old gold satin lined with indigo, the +flounced petticoat of softest Indian silk, the dainty little +tan-coloured boots with high heels and pointed toes, were all perfect +after their fashion; and Mr. Smithson felt that the liege lady of his +life, the woman he meant to marry willy nilly, would be the belle of the +race-course. Nor was he disappointed. Everybody in London had heard of +Lady Lesbia Haselden. Her photograph was in all the West-End windows, +was enshrined in the albums of South Kensington and Clapham, Maida Vale +and Haverstock Hill. People whose circles were far remote from Lady +Lesbia's circle, were as familiar with her beauty as if they had known +her from her cradle. And all these outsiders wanted to see her in the +flesh, just as they always thirst to behold Royal personages. So when it +became known that the beautiful Lady Lesbia Haselden was on board Mr. +Smithson's launch, all the people in the small boats, or on neighbouring +barges, made it their business to have a good look at her. The launch +was almost mobbed by those inquisitive little boats in the intervals +between the races.</p> + +<p>'What are the people all staring and hustling one another for?' asked +Lesbia, innocently. She had seen the same hustling and whispering and +staring in the hall at the opera, when she was waiting for her carriage; +but she chose to affect unconsciousness. 'What do they all want?'</p> + +<p>'I think they want to see you,' said Mr. Smithson, who was sitting by +her side. 'A very natural desire.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia laughed, and lowered the big yellow sunshade, so as to hide +herself altogether from the starers.</p> + +<p>'How silly!' she exclaimed. 'It is all the fault of those horrid +photographers: they vulgarise everything and everybody. I will never be +photographed again.'</p> + +<p>'Oh yes, you will, and in that frock. It's the prettiest thing I've seen +for a long time. Why do you hide yourself from those poor wretches, who +keep rowing backwards and forwards in an obviously aimless way, just to +get a peep at you <i>en passant</i>? What happiness for us who live near you, +and can gaze when we will, without all those absurd manoeuvres. There +goes the signal—and now for a hard-fought race.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia pretended to be interested in the racing—she pretended to be +gay, but her heart was as heavy as lead. The burden of debt, which had +been growing ever since Seraphine sent in her bill, was weighing her +down to the dust.</p> + +<p>She owed three thousand pounds. It seemed incredible that she should owe +so much, that a girl's frivolous fancies and extravagances could amount +to such a sum within so short a span. But thoughtless purchases, +ignorant orders, had run on from week to week, and the main result was +an indebtedness of close upon three thousand pounds.</p> + +<p>Three thousand pounds! The sum was continually sounding in her ears like +the cry of a screech owl. The very ripple of the river flowing so +peacefully under the blue summer sky seemed to repeat the words. Three +thousand pounds! 'Is it much?' she wondered, having no standard of +comparison. 'Is it very much more than my grandmother will expect me to +have spent in the time? Will it trouble her to have to pay those bills? +Will she be very angry?'</p> + +<p>These were questions which Lesbia kept asking herself, in every pause of +her frivolous existence; in such a pause as this, for instance, while +the people round her were standing breathless, open-mouthed, gazing +after the boats. She did not care a straw for the boats, who won, or who +lost the race. It was all a hollow mockery. Indeed it seemed just now +that the only real thing in life was those accursed bills, which would +have to be paid somehow.</p> + +<p>She had told Lady Maulevrier nothing about them as yet. She had allowed +herself to be advised by Lady Kirkbank, and she had taken time to think. +But thought had given her no help. The days were gliding onward, and +Lady Maulevrier would have to be told.</p> + +<p>She meditated perplexedly about her grandmother's income. She had never +heard the extent of it, but had taken for granted that Lady Maulevrier +was rich. Would three thousand pounds make a great inroad on that +income? Would it be a year's income?—half a year's? Lesbia had no idea. +Life at Fellside was carried on in an elegant manner—with considerable +luxury in house and garden—a luxury of flowers, a lavish expenditure of +labour. Yet the expenditure of Lady Maulevrier's existence, spent always +on the same spot, must be as nothing to the money spent in such a life +as Lady Kirkbank's, which involved the keeping up of three or four +houses, and costly journeys to and fro, and incessant change of attire.</p> + +<p>No doubt Lady Maulevrier had saved money; yes, she must have saved +thousands during her long seclusion, Lesbia argued. Her grandmother had +told her that she was to look upon herself as an heiress. This could +only mean that Lady Maulevrier had a fortune to leave her; and this +being so, what could it matter if she had anticipated some of her +portion? And yet there was in her heart of hearts a terrible fear of +that stern dowager, of the cold scorn in those splendid eyes when she +should stand revealed in all her foolishness, her selfish, mindless, +vain extravagances. She, who had never been reproved, shrank with a +sickly dread from the idea of reproof. And to be told that her career as +a fashionable beauty had been a failure! That would be the bitterest +pang of all.</p> + +<p>Soon came luncheon, and Heidseck, and then an afternoon which was gayer +than the morning had been, inasmuch as every one babbled and laughed +more after luncheon. And then there was five o'clock tea on deck, under +the striped Japanese awning, to the jingle of banjos, enlivened by the +wit of black-faced minstrels, amidst wherries and canoes and gondolas, +and ponderous houseboats, and snorting launches, crowding the sides of +the sunlit river, in full view of the crowd yonder in front of the Red +Lion, and here on this nearer bank, and all along either shore, fringing +the green meadows with a gaudy border of smartly-dressed humanity.</p> + +<p>It was a gay scene, and Lesbia gave herself up to the amusement of the +hour, and talked and chaffed as she had learned to talk and chaff in one +brief season, holding her own against all comers.</p> + +<p>Rood Hall looked lovely when they went back to it in the gloaming, an +Elizabethan pile crowned with towers. The four wings with their conical +roofs, the massive projecting windows, grey stone, ruddy brickwork, +lattices reflecting the sunlight, Italian terrace and blue river in the +foreground, cedars and yews at the back, all made a splendid picture of +an English ancestral home.</p> + +<p>'Nice old place, isn't it?' asked Mr. Smithson, seeing Lesbia's +admiring gaze as the launch neared the terrace. They two were standing +in the bows, apart from all the rest.</p> + +<p>'Nice! it is simply perfect.'</p> + +<p>'Oh no, it isn't. There is one thing wanted yet.'</p> + +<p>'What is that?'</p> + +<p>'A wife. You are the only person who can make any house of mine perfect. +Will you?' He took her hand, which she did not withdraw from his grasp. +He bent his head and kissed the little hand in its soft Swedish glove.</p> + +<p>'Will you, Lesbia?' he repeated earnestly; and she answered softly, +'Yes.'</p> + +<p>That one brief syllable was more like a sigh than a spoken word, and it +seemed to her as if in the utterance of that syllable the three thousand +pounds had been paid.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXXI"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXXI.</h2> + +<h3>'KIND IS MY LOVE TO-DAY, TO-MORROW KIND.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>While Lady Lesbia was draining the cup of London folly and London care +to the dregs, Lady Mary was leading her usual quiet life beside the +glassy lake, where the green hill-sides and sheep walks were reflected +in all their summer verdure under the cloudless azure of a summer sky. A +monotonous life—passing dull as seen from the outside—and yet Mary was +very happy, happy even in her solitude, with the grave deep joy of a +satisfied heart, a mind at rest. All life had taken a new colour since +her engagement to John Hammond. A sense of new duties, an awakening +earnestness had given a graver tone to her character. Her spirits were +less wild, yet not less joyous than of old. The joy was holier, deeper.</p> + +<p>Her lover's letters were the chief delight of her lonely days. To read +them again and again, and ponder upon them, and then to pour out all her +heart and mind in answering them. These were pleasures enough for her +young life. Hammond's letters were such as any woman might be proud to +receive. They were not love-letters only. He wrote as friend to friend; +not descending from the proud pinnacle of masculine intelligence to the +lower level of feminine silliness; not writing down to a simple country +girl's capacity; but writing fully and fervently, as if there were no +subject too lofty or too grave for the understanding of his betrothed. +He wrote as one sure of being sympathised with, wrote as to his second +self: and Mary showed herself not unworthy of the honour thus rendered +to her intellect.</p> + +<p>There was one world which had newly opened to Mary since her +engagement, and that was the world of politics. Hammond had told her +that his ambition was to succeed as a politician—to do some good in his +day as one of the governing body; and of late she had made it her +business to learn how England and the world outside England were +governed.</p> + +<p>She had no natural leaning to the study of political economy. Instead, +she had always imagined any question relating to the government of her +country to be inherently dry-as-dust and uninviting. But had John +Hammond devoted his days to the study of Coptic manuscripts, or the +arrow-headed inscriptions upon Assyrian tablets, she would have toiled +her hardest in the endeavour to make herself a Coptic scholar, or an +adept in the cuneiform characters. If he had been a student of Chinese, +she would not have been discomfited by such a trifle as the fifty +thousand characters in the Chinese alphabet.</p> + +<p>And so, as he was to make his name in the arena of public life, she set +herself to acquire a proper understanding of the science of politics; +and to this end she gorged herself with English history,—Hume, Hallam, +Green, Justin McCarthy, Palgrave, Lecky, from the days of Witenagemote +to the Reform Bill; the Repeal of the Corn Laws, the Disestablishment of +the Irish Church, Ballot, Trade Unionism, and unreciprocated Free Trade. +No question was deep enough to repel her; for was not her lover +interested in the dryest thereof; and what concerned him and his welfare +must needs be full of interest for her.</p> + +<p>To this end she read the debates religiously day by day; and she one day +ventured shyly to suggest that she should read them aloud to Lady +Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'Would it not be a little rest for you if I were to read your Times +aloud to you every afternoon, grandmother?' she asked. 'You read so many +books, French, English, and German, and I think your eyes must get a +little tired sometimes.'</p> + +<p>Mary ventured the remark with some timidity, for those falcon eyes were +fixed upon her all the time, bright and clear and steady as the eyes of +youth. It seemed almost an impertinence to suggest that such eyes could +know weariness.</p> + +<p>'No, Mary, my sight holds out wonderfully for an old woman,' replied +her ladyship, gently. 'The new theory of the last oculist whose book I +dipped into—a very amusing and interesting book, by-the-bye—is that +the sight improves and strengthens by constant use, and that an +agricultural labourer, who hardly uses his eyes at all, has rarely in +the decline of life so good a sight as the watchmaker or the student. I +have read immensely all my life, and find myself no worse for that +indulgence. But you may read the debates to me if you like, my dear, for +if my eyes are strong, I myself am very tired. Sick to death, Mary, sick +to death.'</p> + +<p>The splendid eyes turned from Mary, and looked away to the blue sky, to +the hills in their ineffable beauty of colour and light—shifting, +changing with every moment of the summer day. Intense weariness, a +settled despair, were expressed in that look—tearless, yet sadder than +all tears.</p> + +<p>'It must be very monotonous, very sad for you,' murmured Mary, her own +eyes brimming over with tears. 'But it will not be always so, dear +grandmother. I hope a time will come when you will be able to go about +again, to resume your old life.'</p> + +<p>'I do not hope, Mary. No, child, I feel and know that time will never +come. My strength is ebbing slowly day by day. If I live for another +year, live to see Lesbia married, and you, too, perhaps—well, I shall +die at peace. At peace, no; not----' she faltered, and the thin, +semi-transparent hand was pressed upon her brow. 'What will be said of +me when I am dead?'</p> + +<p>Mary feared that her grandmother's mind was wandering. She came and +knelt beside the couch, laid and her head against the satin pillows, +tenderly, caressingly.</p> + +<p>'Dear grandmother, pray be calm,' she murmured.</p> + +<p>'Mary, do not look at me like that, as if you would read my heart. There +are hearts that must not be looked into. Mine is like a charnel-house. +Monotonous, yes; my life has been monotonous. No conventual gloom was +ever deeper than the gloom of Fellside. My boy did nothing to lighten it +for me, and his son followed in his father's footsteps. You and Lesbia +have been my only consolation. Lesbia! I was so proud of her beauty, so +proud and fond of her, because she was like me, and recalled my own +youth. And see how easily she forgets me. She has gone into a new world, +in which my age and my infirmities have no part; and I am as nothing to +her.'</p> + +<p>Mary changed from red to pale, so painful was her embarrassment. What +could she say in defence of her sister? How could she deny that Lesbia +was an ingrate, when those rare and hurried letters, so careless in +their tone, expressing the selfishness of the writer in every syllable, +told but too plainly of forgetfulness and ingratitude?</p> + +<p>'Dear grandmother, Lesbia has so much to do—her life is so full of +engagements,' she faltered feebly.</p> + +<p>'Yes, she goes from party to party—she gives herself up heart and mind +and soul to pleasures which she ought to consider only as the trivial +means to great ends; and she forgets the woman who reared her, and cared +for her, and watched over her from her infancy, and who tried to inspire +her with a noble ambition.—Yes, read to me, child, read. Give me new +thoughts, if you can, for my brain is weary with grinding the old ones. +There was a grand debate in the Lords last night, and Lord Hartfield +spoke. Let me hear his speech. You can read what was said by the man +before him; never mind the rest.'</p> + +<p>Mary read Lord Somebody's speech, which was passing dull, but which +prepared the ground for a magnificent and exhaustive reply from Lord +Hartfield. The question was an important one, affecting the well-being +of the masses, and Lord Hartfield spoke with an eloquence which rose in +force and fire as he wound himself like a serpent into the heart of his +subject—beginning quietly, soberly, with no opening flashes of +rhetoric, but rising gradually to the topmost heights of oratory.</p> + +<p>'What a speech!' cried Lady Maulevrier, delighted, her cheeks glowing, +her eyes kindling; 'what a noble fellow the speaker must be! Oh, Mary, I +must tell you a secret. I loved that man's father. Yes, my dear, I loved +him fondly, dearly, truly, as you love that young man of yours; and he +was the only man I ever really loved. Fate parted us. But I have never +forgotten him—never, Mary, never. At this moment I have but to close my +eyes and I can see his face—see him looking at me as he looked the last +time we met. He was a younger son, poor, his future quite hopeless in +those days; but it was not my fault we were parted. I would have married +him—yes, wedded poverty, just as you are going to marry this Mr. +Hammond; but my people would not let me; and I was too young, too +helpless, to make a good fight. Oh, Mary, if I had only fought hard +enough, what a happy woman I might have been, and how good a wife.'</p> + +<p>'You were a good wife to my grandfather, I am sure,' faltered Mary, by +way of saying something consolatory.</p> + +<p>A dark frown came over Lady Maulevrier's face, which had softened to +deepest tenderness just before.</p> + +<p>'A good wife to Maulevrier,' she said, in a mocking tone. Well, yes, as +good a wife as such a husband deserved. 'I was better than Cæsar's +wife, Mary, for no breath of suspicion ever rested upon my name. But if +I had married Ronald Hollister, I should have been a happy woman; and +that I have never been since I parted from him.'</p> + +<p>'You have never seen the present Lord Hartfield, I think?'</p> + +<p>'Never; but I have watched his career, I have thought of him. His father +died while he was an infant, and he was brought up in seclusion by a +widowed mother, who kept him tied to her apron-strings till he went to +Oxford. She idolised him, and I am told she taught herself Latin and +Greek, mathematics even, in order to help him in his boyish studies, +and, later on, read Greek plays and Latin poetry with him, till she +became an exceptional classic for a woman. She was her son's companion +and friend, sympathised with his tastes, his pleasures, his friendships; +devoted every hour of her life, every thought of her mind to his +welfare, his interests, walked with him, rode with him, travelled half +over Europe, yachted with him. Her friends all declared that the lad +would grow up an odious milksop; but I am told that there never was a +manlier man than Lord Hartfield. From his boyhood he was his mother's +protector, helped to administer her affairs, acquired a premature sense +of responsibility, and escaped almost all those vices which make young +men detestable. His mother died within a few months of his majority. He +was broken-hearted at losing her, and left Europe immediately after her +death. From that time he has been a great traveller. But I suppose now +that he has taken his seat in the House of Lords, and has spoken a good +many times, he means to settle down and take his place among the +foremost men of his day. I am told that he is worthy to take such a +place.'</p> + +<p>'You must feel warmly interested in watching his career,' said Mary, +sympathetically.</p> + +<p>'I am interested in everything that concerns him. I will tell you +another secret, Mary. I think I am getting into my dotage, my dear, or I +should hardly talk to you like this,' said Lady Maulevrier, with a touch +of bitterness.</p> + +<p>Mary was sitting on a stool by the sofa, close to the invalid's pillow. +She clasped her grandmother's hand and kissed it fondly.</p> + +<p>'Dear grandmother, I think you are talking to me like this to-day +because you are beginning to care for me a little,' she said, tenderly.</p> + +<p>'Oh, my dear, you are very good, very sweet and forgiving to care for me +at all, after my neglect of you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with a +sigh.' I have kept you out in the cold so long, Mary. Lesbia—well, +Lesbia has been a kind of infatuation for me, and like all infatuations +mine has ended in disappointment and bitterness. Ambition has been the +bane of my life, Mary; and when I could no longer be ambitious for +myself—when my own existence had become a mere death in life, I began +to dream and to scheme for the aggrandisement of my granddaughter. +Lesbia's beauty, Lesbia's elegance seemed to make success certain—and +so I dreamt my dream—which may never be fulfilled.'</p> + +<p>'What was your dream, grandmother? May I know all about it?'</p> + +<p>'That was the secret I spoke of just now. Yes, Mary, you may know, for I +fear the dream will never be realised. I wanted my Lesbia to become Lord +Hartfield's wife. I would have brought them together myself, could I +have but gone to London; but, failing that, I fancied Lady Kirkbank +would have divined my wishes without being told them, and would have +introduced Hartfield to Lesbia; and now the London season is drawing to +a close, and Hartfield and Lesbia have never met. He hardly goes +anywhere, I am told. He devotes himself exclusively to politics; and he +is not in Lady Kirkbank's set. A terrible disappointment to me, Mary!'</p> + +<p>'It is a pity,' said Mary. 'Lesbia is so lovely. If Lord Hartfield were +fancy-free he ought to fall in love with her, could they but meet. I +thought that in London all fashionable people knew each other, and were +continually meeting.'</p> + +<p>'It used to be so in my day, Mary. Almack's was a common ground, even if +there had been no other. But now there are circles and circles, I +believe, rings that touch occasionally, but never break and mingle. I am +afraid poor Georgie's set is not quite so nice as I could have wished. +Yet Lesbia writes as if she were in raptures with her chaperon, and with +all the people she meets. And then Georgie tells me that this Mr. +Smithson whom Lesbia has refused is a very important personage, a +millionaire, and very likely to be made a peer.'</p> + +<p>'A new peer,' said Mary, making a wry face. 'One would rather have an +old commoner. I always fancy a newly-made peer must be like a +newly-built house, glaring, and staring, and arid and uncongenial.'</p> + +<p>'<i>C'est selon</i>,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'One would not despise a Chatham +or a Wellington because of the newness of his title; but a man who has +only money to recommend him----'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier left her sentence unfinished, save by a shrug; while +Mary made another wry face. She had that grand contempt for sordid +wealth which is common to young people who have never known the want of +money.</p> + +<p>'I hope Lesbia will marry some one better than Mr. Smithson,' she said.</p> + +<p>'I hope so too, dear; and yet do you know I have an idea that Lesbia +means to accept Mr. Smithson, or she would hardly have consented to go +to his house for the Henley week. Here is a letter from Georgie Kirkbank +which you will have to answer for me to-morrow—a letter full of +raptures about Mr. Smithson's place in Berkshire, Rood Hall. I remember +the house well. I was there nearly fifty years ago, when the Heronvilles +owned it; and now the Heronvilles are all dead or ruined, and this city +person is master of the fine old mansion. It is a strange world, Mary.'</p> + +<p>From that time forward Mary and her grandmother were on more +confidential terms, and when, two days later, Fellside was startled into +life by the unexpected arrival of Lord Maulevrier and Mr. Hammond, the +dowager seemed almost as pleased as her granddaughter at the arrival of +the young men.</p> + +<p>As for Mary, she was almost beside herself with joy when she heard their +voices from the lawn, and, rushing to the shrubbery, saw them walk up +the hill, as she had seen them on that first evening nearly a year ago, +when John Hammond came as a stranger to Fellside.</p> + +<p>She tried to take her joy soberly, though her eyes were dancing with +delight, as she went to the porch to meet them.</p> + +<p>'What extraordinary young men you are,' she said, as she emerged +breathless from her lover's embrace. 'The idea of your descending upon +us without a moment's notice. Why did you not write or telegraph, that +your rooms might be ready?'</p> + +<p>'Am I to understand that all the spare rooms at Fellside are kept as +damp as at the bottom of the lake?' asked Maulevrier. +'I did not think any preparation was necessary; but we can go back if +we're not wanted, can't we, Jack?'</p> + +<p>'You darling,' cried Mary, hanging affectionately upon her brother's +arm. 'You <i>know</i> I was only joking, you <i>know</i> how enraptured I am to +have you.'</p> + +<p>'To have <i>me</i>, only me,' said Maulevrier. 'Jack doesn't count, I +suppose?'</p> + +<p>'You know how glad I am, and that I want to hide my gladness,' answered +Mary, radiant and blushing like the rich red roses in the porch. 'You +men are so vain. And now come and see grandmother, she will be cheered +by your arrival. She has been so good to me just lately, so sweet.'</p> + +<p>'She might have been good and sweet to you all your life,' said Hammond. +'I am not prepared to be grateful to her at a moment's notice for any +crumbs of affection she may throw you.'</p> + +<p>'Oh but you must be grateful, sir; and you must love her and pity her,' +retorted Mary. 'Think how sadly she has suffered. We cannot be too kind +to her, or too fond of her, poor dear.'</p> + +<p>'Mary is right,' said Hammond, half in jest and half in earnest. 'What +wonderful instincts these young women have.'</p> + +<p>'Come and see her ladyship; and then you must have dinner, just as you +had that first evening,' said Mary. 'We'll act that first evening over +again, Jack; only you can't fall in love with Lesbia, as she isn't +here.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think I surrendered that first evening, Mary. Though I thought +your sister the loveliest girl I had ever seen.'</p> + +<p>'And what did you think of me, sir? Tell me that,' said Mary.</p> + +<p>'Shall I tell you the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the +truth?'</p> + +<p>'Of course.'</p> + +<p>'Then I freely confess that I did not think about you at all. You were +there—a pretty, innocent, bright young maiden, with big brown eyes and +auburn hair; but I thought no more about you than I did about the +Gainsborough on the wall, which you very much resemble.'</p> + +<p>'That is most humiliating,' said Mary, pouting a little in the midst of +her bliss.</p> + +<p>'No, dearest, it is only natural,' answered Hammond. 'I believe if all +the happy lovers in this world could be questioned, at least half of +them would confess to having thought very little about each other at +first meeting. They meet, and touch hands, and part again, and never +guess the mystery of the future, which wraps them round like a cloud, +never say of each other. There is my fate; and then they meet again, and +again, as hazard wills, and never know that they are drifting to their +doom.'</p> + +<p>Mary rang bells and gave orders, just as she had done in that summer +gloaming a year ago. The young men had arrived just at the same hour, on +the stroke of nine, when the eight o'clock dinner was over and done +with; for a <i>tête-à -tête</i> meal with Fräulein Müller was not a feast to +be prolonged on account of its felicity. Perhaps they had so contrived +as to arrive exactly at this hour.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier received them both with extreme cordiality. But the +young men saw a change for the worse in the invalid since the spring. +The face was thinner, the eyes too bright, the flush upon the hollow +cheek had a hectic tinge, the voice was feebler. Hammond was reminded of +a falcon or an eagle pining and wasting in a cage.</p> + +<p>'I am very glad to see you, Mr. Hammond,' said Lady Maulevrier, giving +him her hand, and addressing him with unwonted cordiality. 'It was a +happy thought that brought you and Maulevrier here. When an old woman is +as near the grave as I am her relatives ought to look after her. I shall +be glad to have a little private conversation with you to-morrow, Mr. +Hammond, if you can spare me a few minutes.'</p> + +<p>'As many hours, if your ladyship pleases,' said Hammond. 'My time is +entirely at your service.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, no, you will want to be roaming about the hills with Mary, +discussing your plans for the future. I shall not encroach too much on +your time. But I am very glad you are here.'</p> + +<p>'We shall only trespass on you for a few days,' said Maulevrier, 'just a +flying visit.'</p> + +<p>'How is it that you are not both at Henley?' asked Mary. 'I thought all +the world was at Henley.'</p> + +<p>'Who is Henley? what is Henley?' demanded Maulevrier, pretending +ignorance.</p> + +<p>'I believe Maulevrier has lost so much money backing his college boat +on previous occasions that he is glad to run away from the regatta this +year,' said Hammond.</p> + +<p>'I have a sister there,' replied his friend. 'That's an all-sufficient +explanation. When a fellow's women-kind take to going to races and +regattas it is high time for <i>him</i> to stop away.'</p> + +<p>'Have you seen Lesbia lately?' asked his grandmother.</p> + +<p>'About ten days ago.'</p> + +<p>'And did she seem happy?'</p> + +<p>Maulevrier shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>'She was vacillating between the refusal or the acceptance of a million +of money and four or five fine houses. I don't know whether that +condition of mind means happiness. I should call it an intermediate +state.'</p> + +<p>'Why do you make silly jokes about serious questions? Do you think +Lesbia means to accept this Mr. Smithson?'</p> + +<p>'All London thinks so.'</p> + +<p>'And is he a good man?'</p> + +<p>'Good for a hundred thousand pounds at half an hour's notice.'</p> + +<p>'Is he worthy of your sister?'</p> + +<p>Maulevrier paused, looked at his grandmother with a curious expression, +and then replied—</p> + +<p>'I think he is—quite.'</p> + +<p>'Then I am content that she should marry him,' said Lady Maulevrier, +'although he is a nobody.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, but he is a very important nobody, a nobody who can get a peerage +next year, backed by the Maulevrier influence, which I suppose would +count for something.'</p> + +<p>'Most of my friends are dead,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'but there are a +few survivors of the past who might help me.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think there'll be any difficulty or doubt about the peerage. +Smithson stumped up very handsomely at the last General Election, and +the Conservatives are not strong enough to be ungrateful. "These have +no master."'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXXII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXXII.</h2> + +<h3>WAYS AND MEANS.</h3> +<br> + +<p>The three days that followed were among the happiest days of Mary +Haselden's young life. Lady Maulevrier had become strangely indulgent. A +softening influence of some kind had worked upon that haughty spirit, +and it seemed as if her whole nature was changed—or it might be, Mary +thought, that this softer side of her character had always been turned +to Lesbia, while to Mary herself it was altogether new. Lesbia had been +the peach on the sunny southern wall, ripening and reddening in a flood +of sunshine; Mary had been the stunted fruit growing in a north-east +corner, hidden among leaves, blown upon by cold winds green and hard and +sour for lack of the warm bright light. And now Mary felt the sunshine, +and grew glad and gay in those glowing beams.</p> + +<p>'Dear grandmother, I believe you are beginning to love me,' she said, +bending over to arrange the invalid's pillows in the July morning, the +fresh mountain air blowing in upon old and young from the great open +window, like a caress.</p> + +<p>'I am beginning to know you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gently.</p> + +<p>'I think it is the magic of love, Mary, that has sweetened and softened +your nature, and endeared you to me. I think you have grown ever so much +sweeter a girl since your engagement. Or it may be that you were the +same always, and it was I who was blind. Lesbia was all in all to me. +All in all—and now I am nothing to her,' she murmured, to herself +rather than to Mary.</p> + +<p>'I am so proud to think that you see an improvement in me since my +engagement,' said Mary, modestly. 'I have tried very hard to improve +myself, so that I might be more worthy of him.'</p> + +<p>'You are worthy, Mary, worthy of the best and the highest: and I believe +that, although you are making what the world calls a very bad match, you +are marrying wisely. You are wedding yourself to a life of obscurity; +but what does that matter, if it be a happy life? I have known what it +is to pursue the phantom fortune, and to find youth and hope and +happiness vanish from the pathway which I followed.'</p> + +<p>'Dear grandmother, I wish you had been able to marry the man of your +choice,' answered Mary, tenderly.</p> + +<p>She was ready to weep over that wasted life of her grandmother's; to +weep for that forced parting of true lovers, albeit the tragedy was half +a century old.</p> + +<p>'I should have been a happier woman and a better woman if fate had been +kind to me, Mary,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gravely; 'and now that I am +daily drawing nearer the land of shadows, I will not stand in the way of +faithful lovers. I have a fancy, Mary, that I have not many months to +live.'</p> + +<p>'Only an invalid's fancy,' said Mary, stooping down to kiss the pale +forehead, so full of thought and care; 'only a morbid fancy, nursed in +the monotony of this quiet room. Maulevrier and Jack and I must find +some way of amusing you.'</p> + +<p>'You will never amuse me out of that conviction, my dear. I can see the +shadows lengthening and the sands running out. There are but a few +grains left in the glass, Mary; and while those last I should like to +see you and Mr. Hammond married. I should like to feel that your fate is +settled before I go. God knows what confusion and trouble may follow my +death.'</p> + +<p>This was said with a sharp ring of despair.</p> + +<p>'I am not going to leave you, grandmother,' said Mary.</p> + +<p>'Not even for the man you love? You are a good girl, Mary. Lesbia has +forsaken me for a lesser temptation.'</p> + +<p>'Grandmother, that is hardly fair. It was your own wish to have Lesbia +presented this season,' remonstrated Mary, loyal to the absent.</p> + +<p>'True, my dear. I saw she was very tired of her life here, and I thought +it was better. But I'm sorely afraid London has spoiled her. No, Mary, +you can stay with me to the end, if you like. There is room enough for +you and your husband under this roof. I like this Mr. Hammond. His is +the only face that ever recalled the face of the dead. Yes, I like him; +and although I know nothing about him except what Maulevrier tells +me—and that is of the scantiest—still I feel, somehow, that I can +trust him. Send your lover to me, Mary. I want to have a serious talk +with him.'</p> + +<p>Mary ran off to obey, fluttered, blushing, and trembling. This idea of +marriage in the immediate future was to be the last degree startling. A +year had seemed a very long time; and she had been told that she and her +lover must wait a year at the very least; so that vision of marriage had +seemed afar off in the dim shadowland of the future. She had been told +nothing by her lover of where she was to live, or what her life was to +be like when she was his wife. And now she was told that they were to be +married almost immediately, that they were to live in the house where +she had been reared, in that familiar land of hills and waters, that +they were to roam about the dales and mountains together, they two, as +man and wife. The whole thing was wonderful, bewildering, impossible +almost.</p> + +<p>This was on the first morning after Mr. Hammond's arrival. Maulevrier +had gone off to hunt the Rotha for otters, and was up to his waist in +the water, no doubt, by this time. Hammond was strolling up and down the +terrace in front of the house, looking at the green expanse of +Fairfield, the dark bulk of Seat Sandal, the nearer crests of Helm Crag +and Silver Howe.</p> + +<p>'You are to come to her ladyship directly, please,' said Mary, going up +to him.</p> + +<p>He took both her hands, drew her nearer to him, smiling down at her. +They had been sitting side by side at the breakfast table half-an-hour +ago, he waiting upon her as she poured out the tea; yet by his tender +greeting and the delight in his face it might have been supposed they +had not met for weeks. Such are the sweet inanities of love.</p> + +<p>'What does her ladyship want with me, darling? and why are you +blushing?' he asked.</p> + +<p>'I—I think she is going to talk about—our—marriage,' faltered Mary.</p> + +<p>'"Why, I will talk to her upon this theme until mine eyelids can no +longer wag,"' quoted Hammond. 'Take me to her, Mary. I hope her ladyship +is growing sensible.'</p> + +<p>'She is very kind, very sweet. She has changed so much of late.'</p> + +<p>Mary went with him to the door of her ladyship's sitting-room, and there +left him to go in alone. She went to the library—that room over which a +gloomy shadow seemed to have hung ever since that awful winter afternoon +when Mary found Lady Maulevrier lying on the floor in the twilight. But +it was a noble room, and in her studious hours Mary loved to sit here, +walled round with books, and able to consult or dip into as many volumes +as she liked. To-day, however, her mind was not attuned to study. She +sat with a volume of Macaulay open before her: but her thoughts were not +with the author. She was wondering what those two were saying in the +room overhead, and finding all attempts at reading futile, she let her +head sink back upon the cushion of her deep luxurious chair, and sat +with her dreamy eyes fixed on the summer landscape and her thoughts with +her lover.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier looked very wan and tired in the bright morning light, +when Mr. Hammond seated himself beside her sofa. The change in her +appearance since the spring was more marked to-day than it had seemed to +him last night in the dim lamplight. Yes, there was need here for a +speedy settlement of all earthly matters. The traveller was nearing the +mysterious end of the journey. The summons might come at any hour.</p> + +<p>'Mr. Hammond, I feel a confidence in your integrity, your goodness of +heart, and high principle which I never thought I could feel for a man +of whom I know so little,' began Lady Maulevrier, gravely. 'All I know +of you or your antecedents is what my grandson has told me—and I must +say that the information so given has been very meagre. And yet I +believe in you—and yet I am going to trust you, wholly, blindly, +implicitly—and I am going to give you my granddaughter, ever so much +sooner than I intended to give her to you. Soon, very soon, if you will +have her!'</p> + +<p>'I will have her to-morrow, if there is time to get a special licence,' +exclaimed Hammond, bending down to kiss the dowager's hand, radiant with +delight.</p> + +<p>'You shall marry her very soon, if you like, marry her by special +licence, in this room. I should like to see your wedding. I have a +strange impatience to behold one of my granddaughters happily married, +to know that her future is secure, that come weal, come woe, she is safe +in the protection of a brave true man. I am not scared by the idea of a +little poverty. That is often the best education for youth. But while +you and I are alone we may as well talk about ways and means. Perhaps +you may hardly feel prepared to take upon yourself the burden of a wife +this year.'</p> + +<p>'As well this year as next. I am not afraid.'</p> + +<p>'Young men are so rash. However, as long as I live your responsibilities +will be only nominal. This house will be Mary's home, and yours whenever +you are able to occupy it. Of course I should not like to interfere with +your professional efforts—but if you are cultivating literature,—why +books can be written at Fellside better than in London. This lakeland of +ours has been the nursery of deathless writers. But I feel that my days +are numbered—and when I am dead—well death is always a cause of change +and trouble of some kind, and Mary will profit very little by my death. +The bulk of my fortune is left to Lesbia. I have taught her to consider +herself my heiress; and it would be unjust to alter my will.'</p> + +<p>'Pray do not dream of such a thing—there is no need—Mary will be rich +enough,' exclaimed Hammond, hastily.</p> + +<p>'With five hundred a year and the fruits of your industry,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'Yes, yes, with modest aspirations and simple habits, people +can live happily, honourably, on a few hundreds a year. And if you +really mean to devote yourself to literature, and do not mind burying +yourself alive in this lake district until you have made your name as a +writer, why the problem of ways and means will be easily solved.'</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Maulevrier, I am not afraid of ways and means. That is the +last question which need trouble you. I told Lesbia when I offered +myself to her nearly a year ago, that if she would trust me, if she +would cleave to me, poverty should never touch her, sordid care should +never come near her dwelling. But she could not believe me. She was like +Thomas the twin. I could show her no palpable security for my +promise—and she would not believe for the promise' sake. Mary trusted +me; and Mary shall not regret her confidence.'</p> + +<p>'Ah! it was different with Lesbia,' sighed Lady Maulevrier. 'I taught +her to be ambitious. She had been schooled to set a high price upon +herself. I know she cared for you—very much, even. But she could not +face poverty; or, if you like, I will say that she could not face an +obscure existence—sacrifice her ambition, a justifiable ambition in one +so lovely, at the bidding of her first wooer. And then, again, she was +told that if she married you, she would for ever forfeit my regard. You +must not blame her for obeying me.'</p> + +<p>'I do not blame her; for I have won the peerless pearl—the jewel above +all price—a perfect woman. And now, dear Lady Maulevrier, give me but +your consent, and I am off to York this afternoon, to interview the +Archbishop, and get the special licence, which will allow me to wed my +darling here by your couch to-morrow afternoon.'</p> + +<p>'I have no objection to your getting the licence immediately; but you +must let me write a cheque before you go. A special licence is +expensive—I believe it costs fifty pounds.'</p> + +<p>'If it cost a thousand I should not think it dear. But I have a notion +that I shall be able to get the licence—cheap. You have made me wild +with happiness.'</p> + +<p>'But you must not refuse my cheque.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed I must, Lady Maulevrier. I am not quite such a pauper as you +think me.'</p> + +<p>'But fifty pounds and the expenses of the journey; an outlay altogether +unexpected on your part. I begin to fear that you are very reckless. A +spendthrift shall never marry my granddaughter, with my consent.'</p> + +<p>'I have never yet spent above half my income.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier looked at him in wonderment and perplexity. Had the +young man gone suddenly out of his mind, overwhelmed by the greatness of +his bliss?</p> + +<p>'But I thought you were poor,' she faltered.</p> + +<p>'It has pleased you to think so, dear Lady Maulevrier; but I have more +than enough for all my wants, and I shall be able to provide a fitting +home for my Mary, when you can spare her to preside over her own +establishment.'</p> + +<p>'Establishment' seemed rather a big word, but Lady Maulevrier supposed +that in this case it meant a cook and housemaid, with perhaps later on a +boy in buttons, to break windows and block the pantry sink with missing +teaspoons.</p> + +<p>'Well, Mr. Hammond, this is quite an agreeable surprise,' she said, +after a brief silence. 'I really thought you were poor—as poor as a +young man of gentlemanlike habits could be, and yet exist. Perhaps you +will wonder why, thinking this, I brought myself to consent to your +marriage with my granddaughter.'</p> + +<p>'It was a great proof of your confidence in me, or in Providence,' +replied Hammond, smiling.</p> + +<p>'It was no such thing. I was governed by a sentiment—a memory. It was +my love for the dead which softened my heart towards you, John Hammond.'</p> + +<p>'Indeed!' he murmured, softly.</p> + +<p>'There was but one man in this world I ever fondly loved—the love of my +youth—my dearest and best, in the days when my heart was fresh and +innocent and unambitious. That man was Ronald Hollister, afterwards Lord +Hartfield. And yours is the only face that ever recalled his to my mind. +It is but a vague likeness—a look now and then; but slight as that +likeness is it has been enough to make my heart yearn towards you, as +the heart of a mother to her son.'</p> + +<p>John Hammond knelt beside the sofa, and bent his handsome face over the +pale face on the pillow, imprinting such a kiss as a son might have +given. His eyes were full of tears.</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Maulevrier, think that it is the spirit of the dead which +blesses you for your fidelity to old memories,' he said, tenderly.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXXIII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXXIII.</h2> + +<h3>BY SPECIAL LICENCE.</h3> +<br> + +<p>After that interview with John Hammond all the arrangements for the +marriage were planned by Lady Maulevrier with a calm and business-like +capacity which seemed extraordinary in one so frail and helpless. For a +little while after Hammond left her she remained lost in a reverie, +deeply affected by the speech and manner of her granddaughter's lover, +as he gave her that first kiss of duty and affection, the affection of +one who in that act declared the allegiance of a close and holy bond.</p> + +<p>Yes, she told herself, this marriage, humble as it might be, was +altogether satisfactory. Her own feeling towards the man of her +granddaughter's choice was one of instinctive affection. Her heart had +yearned to him from the beginning of their acquaintance; but she had +schooled herself to hide all indications of her liking for him, she had +made every effort to keep him at a distance, deeming his very merits a +source of danger in a household where there were two fresh +impressionable girls.</p> + +<p>And despite all her caution and care he had succeeded in winning one of +those girls: and she was glad, very glad, that he had so succeeded in +baffling her prudence. And now it was agreeable to discover that he was +not quite such a pauper as she had supposed him to be.</p> + +<p>Her heart felt lighter than it had been for some time when she set about +planning the wedding.</p> + +<p>The first step in the business was to send for James Steadman. He came +immediately, grave and quiet as of old, and stood with his serious eyes +bent upon the face of his mistress, awaiting her instructions.</p> + +<p>'Lady Mary is going to be married to Mr. Hammond, by special licence, in +this room, to-morrow afternoon, if it can be managed so soon,' said Lady +Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'I am very glad to hear it, my lady,' answered Steadman, without the +faintest indication of surprise.</p> + +<p>'Why are you so—particularly glad?' asked his mistress, looking at him +sharply.</p> + +<p>'Because Lady Mary's presence in this house is a source of danger +to—your arrangements. She is very energetic and enterprising—very +shrewd—and—well, she is a woman—so I suppose there can be no harm in +saying she is somewhat inquisitive. Things will be much safer here when +Lady Mary is gone!'</p> + +<p>'But she will not be gone—she is not going away—except for a very +brief honeymoon. I cannot possibly do without her. She has become +necessary to my life, Steadman; and there is so little left of that life +now, that there is no need for me to sacrifice the last gleams of +sunshine. The girl is very sweet, and loving, and true. I was not half +fond enough of her in the past; but she has made herself very dear to me +of late. There are many things in this life, Steadman, which we only +find out too late.'</p> + +<p>'But, surely, my lady, Lady Mary will leave Fellside to go to a home of +her own after her marriage.'</p> + +<p>'No, I tell you, Steadman,' his mistress answered, with a touch of +impatience; 'Lady Mary and her husband will make this house their home +so long as I am here. It will not be long.'</p> + +<p>'God grant it may be very long before you cease to be mistress here,' +answered Steadman, with real feeling; and then in a lower tone he went +on: 'Pardon me, my lady, for the suggestion, but do you think it wise to +have Mr. Hammond here as a resident?'</p> + +<p>'Why should it not be wise? Mr. Hammond is a gentleman.'</p> + +<p>'True, my lady; but any accident, such as that which brought Lady Mary +into the old garden----'</p> + +<p>'No such accident need occur—it must not occur, Steadman,' exclaimed +Lady Maulevrier, with kindling eyes. She who had so long ruled supreme +was not inclined to have any desire of hers questioned. 'There must have +been gross carelessness that day—carelessness on your part, or that +stable door would never have been left open. The key ought to have been +in your possession. It ought not to have been in the power of the +stableman to open that door. As to Mr. Hammond's presence at Fellside, I +cannot see any danger—any reason why harm should come of it, more than +of Lord Maulevrier's presence here in the past.'</p> + +<p>'The two gentlemen are so different, my lady,' said Steadman, with a +gloomy brow. 'His lordship is so light-hearted and careless, his mind +taken up with his horses, guns, dogs, fishing, shooting, and all kinds +of sport. He is not a gentleman to take much notice of anything out of +his own line. But this Mr. Hammond is different—a very thoughtful +gentleman, an inquiring mind, as one would say.'</p> + +<p>'Steadman, you are getting cowardly in your old age. The danger—such a +risk as you hint at, must be growing less and less every day. After +forty years of security----'</p> + +<p>'Security' echoed Steadman, with a monosyllabic laugh which expressed +intense bitterness. 'Say forty years during which I have felt myself +upon the edge of a precipice every day and every hour. Security! But +perhaps you are right, my lady, I am growing old and nervous, a feebler +man than I was a few years ago, feebler in body and mind. Let Mr. +Hammond make his home here, if it pleases your ladyship to have him. So +long as I am well and able to get about there can be no danger of +anything awkward happening.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier looked alarmed.</p> + +<p>'But you have no expectation of falling ill, I hope, Steadman; you have +no premonition of any malady?'</p> + +<p>'No, my lady, none—except the malady of old age. I feel that I am not +the man I once was, that is all. My brain is getting woolly, and my +sight is clouded now and then. And if I were to fall ill suddenly----'</p> + +<p>'Oh, it would be terrible, it would be a dire calamity! There is your +wife, certainly, to look after things, but----'</p> + +<p>'My wife would do her best, my lady. She is a faithful creature, but she +is not—yes, without any unkindness I must say that Mrs. Steadman is not +a genius!'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Steadman, you must not fail me! I am horror-stricken at the mere +idea,' exclaimed Lady Maulevrier. 'After forty years—great God! it +would be terrible. Lesbia, Mary, Maulevrier! the great, malignant, +babbling world outside these doors. I am hemmed round with perils. For +God's sake preserve your strength. Take care of your health. You are my +strong rock. If you feel that there is anything amiss with you, or that +your strength is failing, consult Mr. Horton—neglect no precaution. The +safety of this house, of the family honour, hangs upon you.'</p> + +<p>'Pray do not agitate yourself, my lady,' entreated Steadman. 'I was +wrong to trouble you with my fears. I shall not fail you, be sure. +Although I am getting old, I shall hold out to the end.'</p> + +<p>'The end cannot be very far off,' said Lady Maulevrier, gloomily.</p> + +<p>'I thought that forty years ago, my lady. But you are right—the end +must be near now. Yes, it must be near. And now, my lady, your orders +about the wedding.'</p> + +<p>'It will take place to-morrow, as I told you, in this room. You will go +to the Vicar and ask him to officiate. His two daughters will no doubt +consent to be Lady Mary's bridesmaids. You will make the request in my +name. Perhaps the Vicar will call this afternoon and talk matters over +with me. Lady Mary and her husband will go to Cumberland for a brief +honeymoon—a week at most—and then they will come back to Fellside. +Tell Mrs. Power to prepare the east wing for them. She will make one of +the rooms into a boudoir for Lady Mary; and let everything be as bright +and pretty as good taste can make it. She can telegraph to London for +any new furniture that may be wanted to complete her arrangements. And +now send Lady Mary to me.'</p> + +<p>Mary came, fresh from the pine-wood, where she had been walking with her +lover; her lover of to-day, her husband to-morrow. He had told her how +he was to start for York directly after luncheon, and to come back by +the earliest train next day, and how they two were to be married +to-morrow afternoon.</p> + +<p>'It is more wonderful than any dream that I ever dreamt.' exclaimed +Mary. 'But how can it be? I have not even a wedding gown.'</p> + +<p>'A fig for wedding gowns! It is Mary I am to wed, not her gown. Were you +clad like patient Grisel I should be content. Besides you have no end of +pretty gowns. And you are to be dressed for travelling, remember; for I +am going to carry you off to Lodore directly we are married, and you +will have to clamber up the rocky bed of the waterfall to see the sun +set behind the Borrowdale hills in your wedding gown. It had better be +one of those neat little tailor gowns which become you so well.'</p> + +<p>'I will wear whatever you tell me,' answered Mary. 'I shall always dress +to please you, and not the outside world.'</p> + +<p>'Will you, my Griselda. Some day you shall be dressed as Grisel was—</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">"In a cloth of gold that brighte shone,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">With a coroune of many a riche stone."</span><br> + +<p>'Yes, you darling, when you are Lord Chancellor; and till that day comes +I will wear tailor gowns, linsey-wolsey, anything you like,' cried Mary, +laughing.</p> + +<p>She ran to her grandmother's room, ineffably content, without a thought +of trousseau or finery; but then Mary Haselden was one of those few +young women for whom life is not a question of fashionable raiment.</p> + +<p>'Mary, I am going to send you off upon your honeymoon to-morrow +afternoon,' said Lady Maulevrier, smiling at the bright, happy face +which was bent over her. 'Will you come back and nurse a fretful old +woman when the honeymoon is over?'</p> + +<p>'The honeymoon will never be over,' answered Mary, joyously. 'Our wedded +life is to be one long honeymoon. But I will come back in a very few +days, and take care of you. I am not going to let you do without me, now +that you have learnt to love me.'</p> + +<p>'And will you be content to stay with me when your husband has gone to +London?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, but I shall try to prevent his going very often, or staying very +long. I shall try to wind myself into his heart, so that there will be +an aching void there when we are parted.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier proceeded to tell Mary all her arrangements. Three +handsome rooms in the east wing, a bedroom, dressing-room, and boudoir, +were to be made ready for the newly-married couple. Fräulein Müller was +to be dismissed with a retiring pension, in order that Lady Mary and her +husband might feel themselves master and mistress in the lower part of +the house.</p> + +<p>'And if your husband really means to devote himself to literature, he +can have no better workshop than the library I have put together,' said +Lady Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'And no better adviser and guide than you, dear grandmother, you who +have read everything that has been written worth reading during the last +half century.'</p> + +<p>'I have read a great deal, Mary, but I hardly know if I am any wiser on +that account,' answered Lady Maulevrier. 'After all, however much of +other people's wisdom we may devour, it is in ourselves that we are +thus, or thus. Our past follies rise up against us at the end of life; +and we see how little our book-learning has helped us to stand against +foolish impulses, against evil passions. "Be good," Mary, "and let who +will be wise," as the poet says. A faithful heart is your only anchor in +the stormy seas of life. My dear, I am so glad you are going to be +married.'</p> + +<p>'It is very sudden,' said Mary.</p> + +<p>'Very sudden; yet in your case that does not much matter. You have quite +made up your mind about Mr. Hammond, I believe.'</p> + +<p>'Made up my mind! I began to worship him the first night he came here.'</p> + +<p>'Foolish child. Well, there is no need to wait for settlements. You have +only your allowance as Lord Maulevrier's daughter—a first charge on the +estate, which cannot be made away with or anticipated, and of which no +husband can deprive you.'</p> + +<p>'He shall have every sixpence of it,' murmured Mary.</p> + +<p>'And Mr. Hammond, though he tells me he is better off than I supposed, +can have nothing to settle. So there will be nothing forfeited by a +marriage without settlements.'</p> + +<p>Mary could not enter upon the question. It was even of less importance +than the wedding gown.</p> + +<p>The gong sounded for luncheon.</p> + +<p>'Steadman's dogcart is to take Mr. Hammond to the station at half-past +two,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'so you had better go and give him his +luncheon.'</p> + +<p>Mary needed no second bidding. She flew downstairs, and met her lover in +the hall.</p> + +<p>What a happy luncheon it was! Fräulein 'mounched, and mounched, and +mounched,' like the sailor's wife eating chestnuts: but those two lovers +lunched upon moonshine, upon each other's little words and little looks, +upon their own ineffable bliss. They sat side by side, and helped each +other to the nicest things on the table, but neither could eat, and +they got considerably mixed in their way of eating, taking chutnee with +strawberry cream, and currant jelly with asparagus. What did it matter? +Everything tasted of bliss.</p> + +<p>'You have had absolutely nothing to eat,' said Mary, piteously, as the +dogcart came grinding round upon the dry gravel.</p> + +<p>'Oh, I have done splendidly—thanks. I have just had a macaroon and some +of that capital gorgonzola. God bless you, dearest, and <i>à revoir, à +revoir</i> to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>'And to-morrow I shall be Mary Hammond,' cried Mary, clasping her hands. +'Isn't it capital fun?'</p> + +<p>They were in the porch alone. The servants were all at dinner, save the +groom with the cart. Miss Müller was still munching at the well-spread +table in the dining-room.</p> + +<p>John Hammond folded his sweetheart in his arms for one brief embrace; +there was no time for loitering. In another moment he was springing into +the cart. A shake of the reins, and he was driving slowly down the steep +avenue.</p> + +<p>'Life is full of partings,' Mary said to herself, as she watched the +last glimpse of the dogcart between the trees down in the road below, +'but this one is to be very short, thank God.'</p> + +<p>She wondered what she should do with herself for the rest of the +afternoon, and finally, finding that she was not wanted by her +grandmother until afternoon tea, she set out upon a round of visits to +her favourite cottagers, to bid them a long farewell as a spinster.</p> + +<p>'You'll be away a long time, I suppose, Lady Mary?' said one of her +humble friends; 'you'll be going to Switzerland or Italy, or some of +those foreign parts where great ladies and gentlemen travel for their +honeymoons?'</p> + +<p>But Mary declared that she would be absent a week at longest. She was +coming back to take care of her invalid grandmother; and she was not +going to marry a great gentleman, but a man who would have to work for +his living.</p> + +<p>She went back to Fellside, and read the <i>Times</i>, and poured out Lady +Maulevrier's tea, and sat on her low stool by the sofa, and the old and +the young woman were as happy and confidential together as if they had +been always the nearest and dearest to each other. Her ladyship had seen +Miss Müller, and had informed that excellent person that her services at +Fellside would no longer be required after Lady Mary's marriage; but +that her devotion to her duties during the last fourteen years should be +rewarded by a pension which, together with her savings, would enable her +to spend the rest of her days in repose. Miss Müller was duly grateful, +and owned to a tender longing for the <i>Heimath</i>, and declared herself +ready to retire from her post whenever her ladyship pleased.</p> + +<p>'I shall go back to Germany directly I leave you, and I shall live and +die there, unless I am wanted by one of my old pupils. But should Lady +Lesbia or Lady Mary need my services for their daughters, in days to +come, they can command me. For no one else will I abandon the +Fatherland.'</p> + +<p>The Fräulein thus easily disposed of, Lady Mary felt that matrimony +would verily mean independence. And yet she was prepared to regard her +husband as her master. She meant to obey him in all meekness and +reverence of spirit.</p> + +<p>She spent the rest of the afternoon and the whole of the evening in her +grandmother's sitting-room, dining <i>tête-à -tête</i> with the invalid for +the first time since her illness. Lady Maulevrier talked much of Mary's +future, and of Lesbia's; but it was evident that she was full of +uneasiness upon the latter subject.</p> + +<p>'I don't know what Lesbia is going to do with her life,' she said, with +a sigh. 'Her letters tell me of nothing but gowns and parties; and +Georgina Kirkbank can only expatiate upon Mr. Smithson's wealth, and the +grand position he is going to occupy by-and-by. I should like to see +both my granddaughters married before I die—yes, I should like to see +Lesbia's fate secure, if she were to be only Lady Lesbia Smithson.'</p> + +<p>'She cannot fail to make a good match, grandmother,' said Mary.</p> + +<p>'I am beginning to lose faith in her future,' answered Lady Maulevrier. +'There seems to be a fatality about the career of particularly +attractive girls. They are too confident of their power to succeed in +life. They trifle with fortune, fascinate the wrong people, and keep the +right people at arm's length. I think if I had been Lesbia's guide in +society her first season would have counted for more than it is likely +to count for under Lady Kirkbank's management. I should have awakened +Lesbia from the dream of dress and dancing—the mere butterfly life of a +girl who never looks beyond the present moment. But now go and give +orders about your packing, Mary. It is past ten, and Clara had better +pack your trunks early to-morrow morning.'</p> + +<p>Clara was a modest Easedale damsel, who had been promoted to be Lady +Mary's personal attendant, when the more mature Kibble had gone away +with Lady Lesbia. Mary required very little waiting upon, but she was +not the less glad to have a neat little smiling maiden devoted to her +service, ready to keep her rooms neat and trim, to go on errands to the +cottagers, to arrange the flowers in the old china bowls, and to make +herself generally useful.</p> + +<p>It seemed a strange thing to have to furnish a trousseau from the +wardrobe of everyday life—a trousseau in which nothing, except +half-a-dozen pairs of gloves, a pair of boots, and a few odds and ends +of lace and ribbons would be actually new. Mary thought very little of +the matter, but the position of things struck her maid as altogether +extraordinary and unnatural.</p> + +<p>'You should have seen the things Miss Freeman had, Lady Mary,' exclaimed +the damsel, 'the daughter of that cotton-spinning gentleman from +Manchester, who lives at The Gables—you should have seen her new gowns +and things when she was married. Mrs. Freeman's maid keeps company with +my brother James—he's in the stables at Freeman's, you know, Lady +Mary—and she asked me in to look at the trousseau two days before the +wedding. I never saw such beautiful dresses—such hats—such +bonnets—such jackets and mantles. It was like going into one of those +grand shops at York, and having all the things in the shop pulled out +for one to look at—such silks and satins—and trimmed—ah! how those +dresses was trimmed. The mystery was how the young lady could ever get +herself into them, or sit down when she'd got one of them on.'</p> + +<p>'Instruments of torture, Clara. I should hate such gowns, even if I were +going to marry a rich man, as I suppose Miss Freeman was.'</p> + +<p>'Not a bit of it, Lady Mary. She was only going to marry a Bolton doctor +with a small practice; but her maid told me she was determined she'd get +all she could out of her pa, in case he should lose all his money and go +bankrupt. They said that trousseau cost two thousand pounds.'</p> + +<p>'Well, Clara, I'd rather have my tailor gowns, in which I can scramble +about the ghylls and crags just as I like.' There was a pale yellow +Indian silk, smothered with soft yellow lace, which would serve for a +wedding gown; for indifferent as Mary was to the great clothes question, +she wanted to look in some wise as a bride. A neat chocolate-coloured +cloth, almost new from the tailor's hands, with a little cloth toque to +match, would do for the wedding journey. All the details of Mary's +wardrobe were the perfection of neatness. She had grown very neat and +careful in her habits since her engagement, anxious to be industrious +and frugal in all things—a really handy housewife for a hard-worked +bread-winner. And now she was told that Mr. Hammond was not so poor as +she had thought. She would not be obliged to stint herself, and manage, +as she had supposed when she went about among the cottagers, taking +lessons in household economy. It was almost a disappointment.</p> + +<p>She and Clara finished the packing that night, Mary being much too +excited for the possibility of sleep. There was not much to pack, only +one roomy American trunk—a trunk which held everything—a Gladstone bag +for things that might possibly be wanted in a hurry, and a handsome +dressing-bag, Maulevrier's last birthday gift to his sister.</p> + +<p>Mary had received no gifts from her lover, save the plain gold +engagement ring, and a few new books sent straight from the publishers. +Clara took care to inform her young mistress that Miss Freeman's +sweetheart had sent her all manner of splendid presents, scent bottles, +photograph albums, glove boxes, and other things of beauty, albeit his +means were supposed to be <i>nil</i>. It was evident that Clara disapproved +of Mr. Hammond's conduct in this matter, and even suspected him of +meanness.</p> + +<p>'He did ought to have sent you his photograph, Lady Mary,' said Clara, +with a reproachful air.</p> + +<p>'I daresay he would have done so, Clara, but he has been photographed +only once in his life.'</p> + +<p>'Lawk a mercy, Lady Mary! Why most young gentlemen have themselves +photographed in every new place they go to; and as Mr. Hammond has been +a traveller, like his lordship, I made sure he'd have been photographed +in knickerbockers and every other kind of attitude.'</p> + +<p>Mary had not refrained from asking for her lover's portrait; and he had +told her that he had carefully abstained from having his countenance +reproduced in any manner since his fifteenth year, when he had been +photographed at his mother's desire.</p> + +<p>'The present fashion of photographs staring out of every stationer's +window makes a man's face public property,' he told Mary. 'I don't want +every street Arab in London to recognise me.'</p> + +<p>'But you are not a public man,' said Mary. 'Your photograph would not be +in all the windows; although, in my humble opinion, you are a very +handsome man.'</p> + +<p>Hammond blushed, laughed, and turned the conversation, and Mary had to +exist without any picture of her lover.</p> + +<p>'Millais shall paint me in his grand Reynolds manner by-and-by,' he told +Mary.</p> + +<p>'Millais! Oh, Jack! When will you and I be able to give a thousand or so +for a portrait?'</p> + +<p>'Ah, when, indeed? But we may as well enjoy our day-dreams, like +Alnaschar, without smashing our basket of crockery.'</p> + +<p>And now Mary, who had managed to exist without the picture, was to have +the original. He was to be all her own—her master, her lord, her love, +after to-morrow—unto eternity, in life, and in the grave, and in the +dim hereafter beyond the grave, they two were to be one. In heaven there +was to be no marrying or giving in marriage, Mary was told; but her own +heart cried aloud to her that the happily wedded must remain linked in +heaven. God would not part the blessed souls of true lovers.</p> + +<p>A short sleep, broken by happy dreams, and it was morning, Mary's +wedding morning, fairest of summer days, July in all her beauty. Mary +went to her grandmother's room, and waited upon her at breakfast.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier was in excellent spirits.</p> + +<p>'Everything is arranged, Mary. I have had a telegram from Hammond, who +has got the licence, and will come at half-past one. At three the Vicar +will come to marry you, his daughters, Katie and Laura, acting as your +bridesmaids.'</p> + +<p>'Bridesmaids!' exclaimed Mary. 'I forgot all about bridesmaids. Am I +really to have any?'</p> + +<p>'You will have two girls of your own age to bear you company, at any +rate. I have asked dear old Horton to be present; and he, Fräulein, and +Maulevrier will complete the party. It will not be a brilliant wedding, +Mary, or a costly ceremonial, except for the licence.'</p> + +<p>'And poor Jack will have to pay for that,' said Mary, with a long face.</p> + +<p>'Poor Jack refused to let me pay for it,' answered Lady Maulevrier. 'He +is vastly independent, and I fear somewhat reckless.'</p> + +<p>'I like him for his independence; but he mustn't be reckless,' said +Mary, severely.</p> + +<p>He was to be the master in all things! and yet she was to exercise a +restraining influence, she was to guard him against his own weaknesses, +his too generous impulses. Her voice was to be the voice of prudence. +This is how Mary understood the marriage tie.</p> + +<p>Under ordinary conditions Mary would have been in the avenue, lying in +wait for her lover, eager to get the very first glimpse of him when he +arrived, to see him before he had brushed the dust of the journey from +his raiment. But to-day she hung back. She stayed in her grandmother's +room and sat beside the sofa, shy, and even a little downcast. This +lover who was so soon to be transformed into a husband was a formidable +personage. She dare not rush forth to greet him. Perhaps he had changed +his mind by this time, and was sorry he had ever asked her to marry him. +Perhaps he thought he was being hustled into a marriage. He had been +told that he was to wait at least a year. And now, all in a moment, he +was sent off to get a special licence. How could she be quite sure that +he liked this kind of treatment?</p> + +<p>If there is any faith to be placed in the human countenance, Mr. Hammond +was in no wise an unwilling bridegroom; for his face beamed with happy +light as he came into the room presently, followed by an elderly man +with grey hair and whiskers, and in a strictly professional frock coat, +whom the butler announced as Mr. Dorncliffe. Lady Maulevrier looked +startled, somewhat offended even at this intrusion, and she gave Mr. +Dorncliffe a very haughty salutation, which was almost more crushing +than no salutation at all.</p> + +<p>Mary stood up by her grandmother's sofa, and looked rather frightened.</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Maulevrier,' said Hammond, 'I ventured to telegraph to my +lawyer to meet me at York last night, and come on here with me this +morning. He has prepared a settlement, which I should like you to hear +him read, and which he will explain to you, if necessary, while Molly +and I go for a stroll in the grounds.'</p> + +<p>He had never called her Molly before. He put his arm round her with a +proud air of possession, even under her grandmother's eyes. And she +nestled close up to his side, forgetting everything but the delight of +belonging to him.</p> + +<p>They went downstairs, and through the billiard room to the terrace, and +from the terrace to the tennis lawn, where John Hammond sat reading +Heine nearly a year ago, just before he proposed to Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'Do you remember that day?' asked Mary, looking at him, solemnly.</p> + +<p>'I remember every day and every hour we have spent together since I began +to love you,' answered Hammond.</p> + +<p>'Ah, but this was before you began to love me,' said Mary, with a +piteous little grimace. 'This was while you were loving Lesbia as hard +as ever you could. Don't you remember the day you proposed to her—a +lovely summer day like this, the lake just as blue, the sun shining upon +Fairfield just as it is shining now, and you sat there reading +Heine—those sweet, sweet verses, that seemed made of sighs and tears; +and every now and then you paused and looked up at Lesbia, and there was +more love in your eyes than in all Heine's poetry, though that brims +over with love.'</p> + +<p>'But how did you know all this, Molly? You were not here.'</p> + +<p>'I was not very far off. I was behind those bushes, watching and +listening. I knew you were in love with Lesbia, and I thought you +despised me, and I was very, very wretched; and I listened afterwards +when you proposed to her there—behind the pine trees—and I hated her +for refusing you, and I am afraid I hated you for proposing to her.'</p> + +<p>'When I ought to have been proposing to my Molly, blind fool that I +was,' said Hammond, smiling tenderly at her, smiling, though his eyes +were dim with tears. 'My own sweet love, it was a terrible mistake, a +mistake that might have cost me the happiness of a lifetime. But Fate +was very good to me, and let me have my Mary after all. And now let us +sit down under the old red beech and talk till it is time to go and get +ready for our wedding. I suppose one ought to brush one's hair and wash +one's hands for that kind of thing, even when the function is not on a +ceremonious scale.'</p> + +<p>Mary laughed.</p> + +<p>'I have a prettier gown than this to be married in, although it isn't a +wedding gown,' she said.</p> + +<p>'Oh, by-the-by, I have something for you,' said her lover, 'something in +the way of ornaments, but I don't suppose you'd care to wear them +to-day. I'll run and get them.'</p> + +<p>He went back to the house, leaving Mary sitting on the rustic bench +under the fine old copper beech, a tree that had been standing long +before Lady Maulevrier enlarged the old stone house into a stately +villa. He returned in a few minutes, bringing a morocco bag about the +size of those usually carried by lawyers or lawyers' clerks.</p> + +<p>'I don't think I have given you anything since we were engaged, Mary,' +he said, as he seated himself by her side.</p> + +<p>Mary blushed, remembering how Clara, the maid, had remarked upon this +fact.</p> + +<p>'You gave me my ring,' she said, looking down at the massive band of +gold, 'and you have given me ever so many delightful books.'</p> + +<p>'Those were very humble gifts, Molly: but to-day I have brought you a +wedding present.'</p> + +<p>He opened the bag and took out a red morocco case, and then half-a-dozen +more red morocco cases of various shapes and sizes. The first looked +new, but the others were old-fashioned and passing shabby, as if they +had been knocking about brokers' shops for the last quarter of a +century.</p> + +<p>'There is my wedding gift, Mary,' he said, handing her the new case.</p> + +<p>It contained an exquisitely painted miniature of a very beautiful woman, +in a large oval locket set with sapphires.</p> + +<p>'You have asked me for my portrait, dearest,' he said. 'I give you my +mother's rather than my own, because I loved her as I never thought to +love again, till I knew you. I should like you to wear that locket +sometimes, Mary, as a kind of link between the love of the past and the +love of the present. Were my mother living, she would welcome and +cherish my bride and my wife. She is dead, and you and she can never +meet on earth: but I should like you to be familiar with the face which +was once the light of my life.'</p> + +<p>Mary's eyes filled with tears as she gazed at the face in the miniature. +It was the portrait of a woman of about thirty—a face of exquisite +refinement, of calm and pensive beauty.</p> + +<p>'I shall treasure this picture always, above all things,' she said: but +'why did you have it set so splendidly, Jack? No gems were needed to +give your mother's portrait value in my eyes.'</p> + +<p>'I know that, dearest, but I wanted to make the locket worth wearing. +And now for the other cases. The locket is your lover's free gift, and +is yours to keep and to bequeath to your children. These are heirlooms, +and yours only during your husband's lifetime.'</p> + +<p>He opened one of the largest cases, and on a bed of black velvet Mary +beheld a magnificent diamond necklace, with a large pendant. He opened +another and displayed a set of sprays for the hair. Another contained +earrings, another bracelets, the last a tiara.</p> + +<p>'What are they for?' gasped Mary.</p> + +<p>'For my wife to wear.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, but I could never wear such things,' she exclaimed, with an idea +that these must be stage jewellery. 'They are paste, of course—very +beautiful for people who like that kind of thing—but I don't.'</p> + +<p>She felt deeply shocked at this evidence of bad taste on the part of her +lover. How the things flashed in the sunshine—but so did the crystal +drops in the old Venetian girandoles.</p> + +<p>'No, Molly, they are not paste; they are Brazilian diamonds, and, as +Maulevrier would say, they are as good as they make them. They are +heirlooms, Molly. My dear mother wore them in her summer-tide of wedded +happiness. My grandmother wore them for thirty years before her; my +great grandmother wore them at the Court of Queen Charlotte, and they +were worn at the Court of Queen Anne. They are nearly two hundred years +old; and those central stones in the tiara came out of a cap worn by the +Great Mogul, and are the largest table diamonds known. They are +historic, Mary.'</p> + +<p>'Why, they must be worth a fortune.'</p> + +<p>'They are valued at something over seventy thousand pounds.'</p> + +<p>'But why don't you sell them?' exclaimed Mary, opening her eyes wide +with surprise, 'they would give you a handsome income.'</p> + +<p>'They are not mine to sell, Molly. Did not I tell you that they are +heirlooms? They are the family jewels of the Countesses of Hartfield.'</p> + +<p>'Then what are you?'</p> + +<p>'Ronald Hollister, Earl of Hartfield, and your adoring lover!'</p> + +<p>Mary gave a cry of surprise, a cry of distress even.</p> + +<p>'Oh, that is too dreadful!' she exclaimed; 'grandmother will be so +unhappy. She had set her heart upon Lesbia marrying Lord Hartfield, the +son of the man <i>she</i> loved.'</p> + +<p>'I got wind of her wish more than a year ago,' said Hartfield, 'from +your brother; and he and I hatched a little plot between us. He told me +Lesbia was not worthy of his friend's devotion—told me that she was +vain and ambitious—that she had been educated to be so. I determined to +come and try my fate. I would try to win her as plain John Hammond. If +she was a true woman, I told myself, vanity and ambition would be blown +to the four winds, provided I could win her love. I came, I saw her; and +to see was to love her. God knows I tried honestly to win her; but I +had sworn to myself that I would woo her as John Hammond, and I did not +waver in my resolution—no, not when a word would have turned the scale. +She liked me, I think, a little; but she did not like the notion of an +obscure life as the wife of a hardworking professional man. The pomps +and vanities of this world had it against love or liking, and she gave +me up. I thank God that the pomps and vanities prevailed; for this happy +chance gave me Mary, my sweet Wordsworthian damsel, found, like the +violet or the celandine, by the wayside, in Wordsworth's own country.'</p> + +<p>'And you are Lord Hartfield!' exclaimed Mary, still lost in wonder, and +with no elation at this change in the aspect of her life. 'I always knew +you were a great man. But poor grandmother! It will be a dreadful +disappointment to her.'</p> + +<p>'I think not. I think she has learned my Molly's value; rather late, as +I learned it; and I believe she will be glad that one of her +granddaughters should marry the son of her first lover. Let us go to +her, love, and see if she is reconciled to the idea, and whether the +settlement is ready for execution. Dorncliffe and his clerk were working +at it half through the night.'</p> + +<p>'What is the good of a settlement?' asked Mary. 'I'm sure I don't want +one.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Hartfield must not be dependent upon her husband's whim or +pleasure for her milliner's bill or her private charities,' answered her +lover, smiling at her eagerness to repudiate anything business-like.</p> + +<p>'But I would rather be dependent on your pleasure. I shall never have +any milliner's bills; and I am sure you would never deny me money for +charity.'</p> + +<p>'You shall not have to ask me for it, except when you have exceeded your +pin-money. I hope you will do that now and then, just to afford me the +pleasure of doing you a favour.'</p> + +<p>'Hartfield,' repeated Mary, to herself, as they went towards the house; +'shall I have to call you Hartfield? I don't like the name nearly so +well as Jack.'</p> + +<p>'You shall call me Jack for old sake's sake,' said Hartfield, tenderly.</p> + +<p>'How did you think of such a name as Jack?'</p> + +<p>'Rather an effort of genius, wasn't it. Well, first and foremost I was +christened Ronald John—all the Hollisters are christened John—name of +the founder of the race; and, secondly, Maulevrier and I were always +plain Mr. Morland and Mr. Hammond in our travels, and always called each +other Jack and Jim.'</p> + +<p>'How nice!' said Mary; 'would you very much mind our being plain Mr. and +Mrs. Hammond, while we are on our honeymoon trip?'</p> + +<p>'I should like it of all things.'</p> + +<p>'So should I. People will not take so much notice of us, and we can do +what we like, and go where we like.'</p> + +<p>'Delightful! We'll even disguise ourselves as Cook's tourists, if you +like. I would not mind.'</p> + +<p>They were at the door of Lady Maulevrier's sitting room by this time. +They went in, and were greeted with smiles.</p> + +<p>'Let me look at the Countess of Hartfield that is to be in half an +hour,' said her ladyship. 'Oh, Mary, Mary, what a blind idiot I have +been, and what a lucky girl you are! I told you once that you were wiser +than Lesbia, but I little thought how much wiser you had been.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXXIV"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXXIV.</h2> + +<h3>'OUR LOVE WAS NEW, AND THEN BUT IN THE SPRING.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Henley Regatta was over. It had passed like a tale that is told; like +Epsom and Ascot, and all the other glories of the London season. Happy +those for whom the glory of Henley, the grace of Ascot, the fever of +Epsom, are not as weary as a twice-told tale, bringing with them only +bitterest memories of youth that has fled, of hopes that have withered, +of day-dreams that have never been realised. There are some to whom that +mad hastening from pleasure to pleasure, that rush from scene to scene +of excitement, that eager crowding into one day and night of gaieties +which might fairly relieve the placid monotony of a month's domesticity, +a month's professional work—some there are to whom this Vanity Fair is +as a treadmill or the turning of a crank, the felon's deepest +humiliation, purposeless, unprofitable, labour.</p> + +<p>The regatta was over, and Lady Kirkbank and her charge hastened back to +Arlington Street. Theirs was the very first departure; albeit Mr. +Smithson pleaded hard for a prolongation of their visit. The weather was +exceptionally lovely, he urged. Water picnics were delightful just +now—the banks were alive with the colour of innumerable wild flowers, +as beautiful and more poetical than the gorgeous flora of the Amazon or +the Paraguay river. And Lady Lesbia had developed a genius for punting; +and leaning against her pole, with her hair flying loose and sleeves +rolled up above the elbow, she was a subject for canvas or marble, +Millais or Adams Acton.</p> + +<p>'When we are in Italy I will have her modelled, just in that attitude, +and that dress,' said Mr. Smithson. 'She will make a lovely companion +for my Reading Girl: one all repose and reverie, the other all life and +action. Dear Lady Kirkbank, you really must stay for another week at +least. Why go back to the smoke and sultriness of town? Here we can +almost live on the water; and I will send to London for some people to +make music for us in the evenings, or if you miss your little game at +"Nap," we will play for an hour or so every night. It shall not be my +fault if my house is not pleasant for you.'</p> + +<p>'Your house is charming, and I shall be here only too often in the days +to come; you will have more than enough of me <i>then</i>, I promise you,' +replied Georgie, with her girlish laugh, 'but we must not stop a day +longer now. People would begin to talk. Besides, we have engagements for +every hour of the week that is coming, and for a fortnight after; and +then I suppose I ought to take Lesbia to the North to see her +grandmother, and to discuss all the preparations and arrangements for +this very serious event in which you and Lesbia are to be the chief +performers.'</p> + +<p>'I shall be very glad to go to Grasmere myself, and to make the +acquaintance of my future grandmother-in-law,' said Mr. Smithson.</p> + +<p>'You will be charmed with her. She belongs to the old school—something +of a fossil, perhaps, but a very dignified fossil. She has grown old in +a rustic seclusion, and knows less of <i>our</i> world than a mother abbess; +but she has read immensely, and is wonderfully clever. I am bound to +tell you that she has very lofty ideas about her granddaughter; and I +believe she will only be reconciled to Lesbia's marriage with a commoner +by the notion that you are sure of a peerage. I ventured to hint as much +in my letter to Lady Maulevrier yesterday.'</p> + +<p>A shade of sullenness crept over Horace Smithson's visage.</p> + +<p>'I should hope that such settlements as I am in a position to make will +convince Lady Maulevrier that I am a respectable suitor for her +granddaughter, ex peerage,' he said, somewhat haughtily.</p> + +<p>'My dear Smithson, did I not tell you that poor Lady Maulevrier is a +century behind the times,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, with an aggrieved +look. 'If she were one of <i>us</i>, of course she would know that wealth is +the paramount consideration, and that you are quite the best match of +the season. But she is dreadfully <i>arriérée</i>, poor dear thing; and she +must have amused herself with the day-dream of seeing Lesbia a duchess, +or something of that kind. I shall tell her that Lesbia can be one of +the queens of society without having strawberry leaves on her coach +panels, and that my dear friend Horace Smithson is a much better match +than a seedy duke. So don't look cross, my dear fellow; in me you have a +friend who will never desert you.'</p> + +<p>'Thanks,' said Smithson, inwardly resolving that, so soon as this +little transaction of his marriage were over, he would see as little of +Georgie Kirkbank and her cotton frocks and schoolgirl hats as bare +civility would allow.</p> + +<p>He had promised her that she should be the richer by a neat little +bundle of fat and flourishing railway stock when his happiness was +secured, and he was not going to break his promise. But he did not mean +to give George and Georgie free quarters at Rood Hall, or at Cowes, or +Deauville; and he meant to withdraw his wife altogether from Lady +Kirkbank's pinchbeck set.</p> + +<p>What were Lesbia's feelings in the early morning after the last day of +the regatta, as she slowly paced the lavender walk in the Ladies' +Garden, alone?—for happily Mr. Smithson was not so early a riser as the +Grasmere-bred damsel, and she had this fresh morning hour to herself. Of +what was she thinking as she paced slowly up and down the broad gravel +walk, between two rows of tall old bushes, on which masses of purple +blossom stood up from the pale grey foliage, silvery where the summer +breeze touched it?</p> + +<p>Well, she was thinking first what a grand old place Rood Hall was, and +that it was in a manner hers henceforward. She was to be mistress of +this house, and of other houses, each after its fashion as perfect as +Rood Hall. She was to have illimitable money at her command, to spend +and give away as she liked. She, who yesterday had been tortured by the +idea of owing a paltry three thousand pounds, was henceforward to count +her thousands by the hundred. Her senses reeled before that dazzling +vision of figures with rows of ciphers after them, one cipher more or +less meaning the difference between thousands and millions. Everybody +had agreed in assuring her that Mr. Smithson was inordinately rich. +Everybody had considered it his or her business to give her information +about the gentleman's income; clearly implying thereby that in the +opinion of society Mr. Smithson's merits as a suitor were a question of +so much bullion.</p> + +<p>Could she doubt—she who had learned in one short season to know what +the world was made of and what it most valued—could she, steeped to the +lips in the wisdom of Lady Kirkbank's set, doubt for an instant that she +was making a better match in the eye of society, than if she had married +a man of the highest lineage in all England, a peer of the highest rank, +without large means? She knew that money was power, that a man might +begin life as a pot-boy or a greengrocer, a knacker or a dust +contractor, and climb to the topmost pinnacles, were he only rich +enough. She knew that society would eat such a man's dinners and dance +at his wife's balls, and pretend to think him an altogether exceptional +man, make believe to admire him for his own sake, to think his wife most +brilliant among women, if he were only rich enough. And could she doubt +that society would bow down to her as Lady Lesbia Smithson? She had +learned a great deal in her single season, and she knew how society was +influenced and governed, almost as well as Sir Robert Walpole knew how +human nature could be moulded and directed at the will of a shrewd +diplomatist. She knew that in the fashionable world every man and every +woman, every child even, has his or her price, and may be bought and +sold at pleasure. She had her price, she, Lesbia, the pearl of Grasmere; +and the price having been fairly bidden she had surrendered to the +bidder.</p> + +<p>'I suppose I always meant to marry him,' she thought, pausing in her +promenade to gaze across the verdant landscape, a fertile vale, against +a background of low hills. All the landscape, to the edge of those +hills, belonged to Mr. Smithson. 'Yes, I must have meant to give way at +last, or I should hardly have tolerated his attentions. It would have +been a pity to refuse such a place as this; and, he is quite +gentlemanlike; and as I have done with all romantic ideas, I do not see +why I should not learn to like him very much.'</p> + +<p>She dismissed the idea of Smithson lightly, with this conclusion, which +she believed very virtuous; and then as she resumed her walk her +thoughts reverted to the Park Lane Palace.</p> + +<p>'I hardly know whether I like it,' she mused languidly; 'beautiful as it +is, it is only a reproduction of bygone splendour, and it is painfully +excruciating now. For my own part I would much rather have the shabbiest +old house which had belonged to one's ancestors, which had come to one +as a heritage, by divine right as it were, instead of being bought with +newly made money. To my mind it would rank higher. Yet I doubt if +anybody nowadays sets a pin's value upon ancestors. People ask, Who is +he? but they only mean, How much has he? And provided a person is not +absolutely in trade, not actually engaged in selling soap, or matches, +or mustard, society doesn't care a straw how his money has been made. +The only secondary question is, How long will it last? And that is of +course important.'</p> + +<p>Musing thus, wordly wisdom personified, the maiden looked up and saw her +lover entering at the light little iron gate which gave entrance to this +feminine Eden. She went to meet him, looking all simplicity and +freshness in her white morning gown and neat little Dunstable hat. It +seemed to him as he gazed at her almost as if this delicate, sylph-like +beauty were some wild white flower of the woods personified.</p> + +<p>She gave him her hand graciously, but he drew her to his breast and +kissed her, with the air of a man who was exercising an indisputable +right. She supposed that it was his right, and she submitted, but +released herself as quickly as possible.</p> + +<p>'My dearest, how lovely you look in this morning light,' he exclaimed, +'while all the other women are upstairs making up their faces to meet +the sun, and we shall see every shade of bismuth by-and-by, from pale +mauve to purple.'</p> + +<p>'It is very uncivil of you to say such a thing of your guests,' +exclaimed Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'But they all indulge in bismuth—you must be quite aware of that. They +call the stuff by different names—Blanc Rosati, Crême de l'Imperatrice, +Milk of Beauty, Perline, Opaline, Ivorine—but it means bismuth all the +same. Expose your fashionable beauty to the fumes of sewer-gas, and that +dazzling whiteness would turn to a dull brown hue, or even black. Thank +heaven, my Lesbia wears real lilies and roses. Have you been here long?'</p> + +<p>'About half an hour'</p> + +<p>'I only wish I had known. I should not have dawdled so long over my +dressing.'</p> + +<p>'I am very glad you did not know,' Lesbia answered coolly. +'Do you suppose I never want to be alone? Life in London is perpetual +turmoil; one's eyes grow weary with ever-moving crowds, one's ears ache +with trying to distinguish one voice among the buzz of voices.'</p> + +<p>'Then why go back to town? Why go back to the turmoil and the treadmill? +It is only a kind of treadmill, after all, though we choose to call it +pleasure. Stay here, Lesbia, and let us live upon the river, and among +the flowers,' urged Smithson, with as romantic an air as if he had never +heard of contango, or bulling and bearing; and yet only half an hour +ago, while his valet was shaving him, he was debating within himself +whether he should be bear or bull in his influence upon certain stock.</p> + +<p>It was supposed that he never went near the city, that he had shaken the +dust of Lombard Street and the House off his shoes, that his fortune was +made, and he had no further need of speculation. Yet the proverb holds +good with the stock-jobber. 'He who has once drunk will drink again.' Of +that fountain there is no satiety.</p> + +<p>'Stay and hear the last of the nightingales,' he murmured; 'we are famous +for our nightingales.'</p> + +<p>'I wonder you don't order a <i>fricassée</i> of their tongues, like that +loathsome person in Roman history.'</p> + +<p>'I hope I shall never resemble any loathsome person. Why can you not +stay?'</p> + +<p>'Why, because it is not etiquette, Lady Kirkbank says.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Kirkbank, eh? <i>la belle farce</i>, Lady Kirkbank standing out for +etiquette.'</p> + +<p>'Don't laugh at my chaperon, sir. Upon what rock can a poor girl lean if +you undermine her faith in her chaperon, sir.'</p> + +<p>'I hope you will have a better guardian before you are a month older. I +mean to be a very strong rock, Lesbia. You do not know how firmly I +shall stand between you and all the perils of society. You have been but +poorly guarded hitherto.'</p> + +<p>'You talk as if you mean to be an abominable tyrant,' said Lesbia. 'If +you don't take care I shall change my mind, and recall my promise.'</p> + +<p>'Not on that account, Lesbia: every woman likes a man who stands up for +his own. It is only your invertebrate husband whose wife drifts into the +divorce court. I mean to keep and hold the prize I have won. When is it +to be, dearest—our wedding day?'</p> + +<p>'Not for ages, I hope—some time next summer, at the earliest.'</p> + +<p>'You would not be so cruel as to keep me waiting a year?'</p> + +<p>'Why not?'</p> + +<p>'You would not ask that if you loved me.'</p> + +<p>'You are asking too much,' said Lesbia, with a flash of defiance. 'There +has been nothing said about love yet. You asked me to be your wife, and +I said yes—meaning that at some remote period such a thing might be.'</p> + +<p>She knew that the man was her slave—slave to her beauty, slave to her +superior rank—and she was determined not to lessen the weight of his +chain by so much as a feather.</p> + +<p>'Did not that promise imply something like love?' he asked, earnestly.</p> + +<p>'Perhaps it implied a little gratitude for your devotion, which I have +neither courted nor encouraged; a little respect for your talents, your +perseverance—a little admiration for your wonderful success in life. +Perhaps love may follow these sentiments, naturally, easily, if you are +very patient; but if you talk about our being married before next year, +you will simply make me hate you.'</p> + +<p>'Then I will say very little, except to remind you that there is no +earthly reason why we should not be married next month. October and +November are the best months for Rome, and I heard you say last night +you were pining to see Rome.'</p> + +<p>'What then—cannot Lady Kirkbank take me to Rome?'</p> + +<p>'And introduce you to the rowdiest people in the city,' cried Mr. +Smithson. 'Lesbia, I adore you. It is the dream of my life to be your +husband; but if you are going to spend a winter in Italy with Lady +Kirkbank, I renounce my right, I surrender my hope. You will not be the +wife of my dreams after that.'</p> + +<p>'Do you assert a right to control my life during our engagement?'</p> + +<p>'Some little right; above all, the privilege of choosing your friends. +And that is one reason why I most fervently desire our marriage should +not be delayed. You would find it difficult, impossible perhaps, to get +out of Lady Kirkbank's claws while you are single; but once my wife, +that amiable old person can be made to keep her distance.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Kirkbank's claws! What a horrible way in which to speak of a +friend. I thought you adored Lady Kirkbank.'</p> + +<p>'So I do. We all adore her, but not as a guide for youth. As a specimen +of the elderly female of the latter half of the nineteenth century, she +is perfect. Such gush, such juvenility, such broad views, such an utter +absence of starch; but as a lamp for the footsteps of girlhood—no, +<i>there</i> we must pause.'</p> + +<p>'You are very ungrateful. Do you know that poor Lady Kirkbank has been +most strenuous in your behalf?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, yes, I know that.'</p> + +<p>'And you are not grateful?'</p> + +<p>'I intend to be very grateful, so grateful as to entirely satisfy Lady +Kirkbank.'</p> + +<p>'You are horribly cynical. That reminds me, there was a poor girl whom +Lady Kirkbank had under her wing one season—a Miss Trinder, to whom I +am told you behaved shamefully.'</p> + +<p>'There was a parson's daughter who threw herself at my head in a most +audacious way, and who behaved so badly, egged on by Lady Kirkbank, that +I had to take refuge in flight. Do you suppose I am the kind of man to +marry the first adventurous damsel who takes a fancy to my town house, +and thinks it would be a happy hunting ground for a herd of brothers and +sisters? Miss Trinder was shocking bad style, and her designs were +transparent from the very beginning! I let her flirt as much as she +liked; and when she began to be seriously sentimental I took wing for +the East.'</p> + +<p>'Was she pretty?' asked Lesbia, not displeased at this contemptuous +summing up of poor Belle Trinder's story.</p> + +<p>'If you admire the Flemish type, as illustrated by Rubens, she was +lovely. A complexion of lilies and roses—cabbage roses, <i>bien entendu</i>, +which were apt to deepen into peonies after champagne and mayonaise at +Ascot or Sandown—a figure—oh—well—a tremendous figure—hair of an +auburn that touched perilously on the confines of red—large, +serviceable feet, and an appetite—the appetite of a ploughman's +daughter reared upon short commons.'</p> + +<p>'You are very cruel to a girl who evidently admired you.'</p> + +<p>'A fig for her admiration! She wanted to live in my house and spend my +money.'</p> + +<p>'There goes the gong,' exclaimed Lesbia; 'pray let us go to breakfast. +You are hideously cynical, and I am wofully tired of you.'</p> + +<p>And as they strolled back to the house, by lavender walk and rose +garden, and across the dewy lawn, Lesbia questioned herself as to +whether she was one whit better or more dignified than Isabella Trinder. +She wore her rue with a difference, that was all.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXXV"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXXV.</h2> + +<h3>'ALL FANCY, PRIDE, AND FICKLE MAIDENHOOD.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>The return to Arlington Street meant a return to the ceaseless whirl of +gaiety. Even at Rood Hall life had been as near an approach to perpetual +motion as one could hope for in this world; but the excitement and the +hurrying and scampering in Berkshire had a rustic flavour; there were +moments that were almost repose, a breathing space between the blue +river and the blue sky, in a world that seemed made of green fields and +hanging woods, the plashing of waters, and the song of the lark. But in +London the very atmosphere was charged with hurry and agitation; the +freshness was gone from the verdure of the parks; the glory of the +rhododendrons had faded; the Green Park below Lady Kirkbank's mansion +was baked and rusty; the towers of the Houses of Parliament yonder were +dimly seen in a mist of heat. London air tasted of smoke and dust, +vibrated with the incessant roll of carriages, and the trampling of +multitudinous feet.</p> + +<p>There are women of rank who can take the London season quietly, and live +their own lives in the midst of the whirl and the riot—women for whom +that squirrel-like circulation round and round the fashionable wheel has +no charm—women who only receive people they like, only go into society +that is congenial. But Lady Kirkbank was not one of these. The advance +of age made her only more keen in the pursuit of pleasure. She would +have abandoned herself to despair had the glass over the mantelpiece in +her boudoir ceased to be choked and littered with cards—had her book of +engagements shown a blank page. Happily there were plenty of people—if +not all of them the best people—who wanted Sir George and Lady Kirkbank +at their parties. The gentleman was sporting and harmless, the lady was +good-natured, and just sufficiently eccentric to be amusing without +degenerating into a bore. And this year she was asked almost everywhere, +for the sake of the beauty who went under her wing. Lesbia had been as a +pearl of price to her chaperon, from a social point of view; and now +that she was engaged to Horace Smithson she was likely to be even more +valuable.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson had promised Lady Kirkbank, sportively as it were, and upon +the impulse of the moment, as he would have offered to wager a dozen of +gloves, that were he so happy as to win her <i>protégée's</i> hand he would +find her an investment for, say, a thousand, which would bring her in +twenty per cent.; nay, more, he would also find the thousand, which +would have been the initial difficulty on poor Georgie's part. But this +little matter was in Georgie's mind a detail, compared with the +advantages to accrue to her indirectly from Lesbia's union with one of +the richest men in London.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank had brought about many good matches, and had been too +often rewarded with base ingratitude upon the part of her <i>protégées</i>, +after marriage; but there was a touch of Arcady in the good soul's +nature, and she was always trustful. She told herself that Lesbia would +not be ungrateful, would not basely kick down the ladder by which she +had mounted to heights empyrean, would not cruelly shelve the friend who +had pioneered her to high fortune. She counted upon making the house in +Park Lane as her own house, upon being the prime mover of all Lesbia's +hospitalities, the supervisor of her visiting list, the shadow behind +the throne.</p> + +<p>There were balls and parties nightly, dinners, luncheons, +garden-parties; and yet there was a sense of waning in the glory of the +world—everybody felt that the fag-end of the season was approaching. +All the really great entertainments were over—the Cabinet dinners, the +Reception at the Foreign Office, the last of the State balls and +concerts. Some of the best people had already left town; and senators +were beginning to complain that they saw no prospect of early +deliverance. There was Goodwood still to look forward to; and after +Goodwood the Deluge—or rather Cowes Regatta, about which Lady +Kirkbank's set were already talking.</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia was to be at Cowes for the Regatta week. That was a settled +thing. Mr. Smithson's schooner-yacht, the Cayman, was to be her hotel. +It was to be Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia's yacht for the nonce; and +Mr. Smithson was to live on shore at his villa, and at that aristocratic +club to which, by Maulevrier's influence, and on the score of his +approaching marriage with an earl's daughter, he had been just selected. +He would be only Lady Kirkbank's visitor on board the Cayman. The severe +etiquette of the situation would therefore not be infringed; and yet Mr. +Smithson would have the happiness of seeing his betrothed sole and +sovereign mistress of his yacht, and of spending the long summer days at +her feet. Even to Lady Lesbia this idea of the yacht was not without its +charm. She had never been on board such a yacht as the Cayman; she was a +good sailor, as testified by many an excursion, in hired sailing boats, +at Tynemouth, and St. Bees; and she knew that she would be the queen of +the hour. She accepted Mr. Smithson's invitation for the Cowes week more +graciously than she was wont to receive his attentions, and was pleased +to say that the whole thing would be rather enjoyable.</p> + +<p>'It will be simple enchantment,' exclaimed the more enthusiastic +Georgie Kirkbank. 'There is nothing so rapturous as life on board a +yacht; there is a flavour of adventure, a <i>sansgêne</i>, a—in short +everything in the world that I like. I shall wear my cotton frocks, and +give myself up to enjoyment, lie on the deck and look up at the blue +sky, too deliciously idle even to read the last horrid thing of Zola's.'</p> + +<p>But the Cowes Regatta wag nearly three weeks ahead; and in the meantime +there was Goodwood, and the ravelled threads of the London season had to +be wound up. And by this time it was known everywhere that the affair +between Mr. Smithson and Maulevrier's sister was really on. 'It's as +settled a business as the entries and bets for next year's Derby,' said +one lounger to another in the smoking-room of the Haute Gomme. 'Play or +pay, don't you know.'</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia had both written to Lady Maulevrier, Lesbia +writing somewhat coldly, very briefly, and in a half defiant tone, to +the effect that she had accepted Mr. Smithson's offer, and that she +hoped her grandmother would be pleased with a match which everybody +supposed to be extremely advantageous. She was going to Grasmere +immediately after the Cowes week to see her dear grandmother, and to be +assured of her approval. In the meanwhile she was awfully busy; there +were callers driving up to the door at that very moment, and her brain +was racked by the apprehension that she might not get her new gown in +time for the Bachelor's Ball, which was to be quite one of the nicest +things of the year, so dearest grandmother must excuse a hurried letter, +etc., etc., etc.</p> + +<p>Georgie Kirkbank was more effusive, more lengthy. She expatiated upon +the stupendous alliance which her sweetest Lesbia was about to make; and +took credit to herself for having guided Lesbia's footsteps in the right +way.</p> + +<p>'Smithson is a most difficult person,' she wrote. 'The least error of +taste on your dear girl's part would have <i>froisséd</i> him. Men with that +immense wealth are always suspicious, ready to imagine mercenary +motives, on their guard against being trapped. But Lesbia had <i>me</i> at +her back, and she managed him perfectly. He is positively her slave; and +you will be able to twist him round your little finger in the matter of +settlements. You may do what you like with him, for the ground has been +thoroughly prepared by <i>me</i>.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier's reply was not enthusiastic. She had no doubt Mr. +Smithson was a very good match, according to the modern estimate of +matrimonial alliances, in which money seemed to be the Alpha and Omega. +But she had cherished views of another kind. She had hoped to see her +dear granddaughter wear one of those noble and historic names which are +a badge of distinction for all time. She had hoped to see her enter one +of those grand old families which are a kind of royalty. And that Lesbia +should marry a man whose sole distinction consisted of an immense +fortune amassed heaven knows how, was a terrible blow to her pride.</p> + +<p>'But it is not the first,' wrote Lady Maulevrier. 'My pride has received +crushing blows in days past, and I ought to be humbled to the dust. But +there is a stubborn resistance in some natures which stands firm against +every shock. You and Lesbia will both be surprised to hear that Mary, +from whom I expected so little, has made a really great match. She was +married yesterday afternoon in my morning room, by special licence, to +the Earl of Hartfield, the lover of her choice, whom we at Fellside have +all known as plain John Hammond. He is an admirable young man, and sure +to make a great figure in the world, as no doubt you know better than I +do, for you are in the way of hearing all about him. His courtship of +Mary is quite an idyll; and the happy issue of this romantic love-affair +has cheered and comforted me more than anything that has happened since +Lesbia left me.'</p> + +<p>This letter, written in Fräulein's niggling little hand, Lady Kirkbank +handed to Lesbia, who read it through in silence; but when she came to +that part of the letter which told of her sister's marriage, her cheek +grew ashy pale, her brow contracted, and she started to her feet and +stared at Lady Kirkbank with wild, dilated eyes, as if she had been +stung by an adder.</p> + +<p>'A strange mystification, wasn't it?' said Lady Kirkbank, almost +frightened at the awful look in Lesbia's face, which was even worse than +Belle Trinder's expression when she read the announcement of Mr. +Smithson's flight.</p> + +<p>'Strange mystification! It was base treachery—a vile and wicked lie!' +cried Lesbia, furiously. 'What right had he to come to us under false +colours, to pretend to be poor, a nobody—with only the vaguest hope of +making a decent position in the future?—and to offer himself under such +impossible conditions to a girl brought up as I had been—a girl +educated by one of the proudest and most ambitious of women—to force me +to renounce everything except him? How could he suppose that any girl, +so placed, could decide in his favour? If he had loved me he would have +told me the truth—he would not have made it impossible for me to accept +him.'</p> + +<p>'I believe he is a very high flown young man,' said Lady Kirkbank, +soothingly; 'he was never in <i>my</i> set, you know, dear. And I suppose he +had some old Minerva-press idea that he would find a girl who would +marry him for his own sake. And your sister, no doubt, eager to marry +<i>anybody</i>, poor child, for the sake of getting away from that very +lovely dungeon of Lady Maulevrier's, snapped at the chance; and by a +mere fluke she becomes a countess.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia ignored these consolatory remarks. She was pacing the room like +a tigress, her delicate cambric handkerchief grasped between her two +hands, and torn and rent by the convulsive action of her fingers. She +could have thrown herself from the balcony on to the spikes of the area +railings, she could have dashed herself against yonder big plate-glass +window looking towards the Green Park, like a bird which shatters his +little life against the glass barrier which he mistakes for the open +sky. She could have flung herself down on the floor and grovelled, and +torn her hair—she could have done anything mad, wicked, desperate, in +the wild rage of this moment.</p> + +<p>'Loved me!' she exclaimed; 'he never loved me. If he had he would have +told me the truth. What, when I was in his arms, my head upon his +breast, my whole being surrendered to him, adoring him, what more could +he want? He must have known that this meant real love. And why should he +put it upon me to fight so hard a fight—to brave my grandmother's +anger—to be cursed by her—to face poverty for his sake? I never +professed to be a heroine. He knew that I was a woman, with all a +woman's weakness, a woman's fear of trial and difficulty in the future. +It was a cowardly thing to use me so.'</p> + +<p>'It was,' said Lady Kirkbank, in the same soothing tone; 'but if you +liked this Hammond-Hartfield creature a little in those old days, I +know you have outlived that liking long ago.'</p> + +<p>'Of course; but it is a hard thing to know one has been fooled, cheated, +weighed in the balance and found wanting,' said Lesbia, scornfully.</p> + +<p>She was taming down a little by this time, ashamed of that outbreak of +violent passion, feeling that she had revealed too much to Lady +Kirkbank.</p> + +<p>'It was a caddish thing to do,' said Georgie; 'and this Hartfield is +just what I always thought him—an insufferable prig. However, my +sweetest girl, there is really nothing to lament in the matter. Your +sister has made a good alliance, which will score high in your favour +by-and-by, and you are going to marry a man who is three times as rich +as Lord Hartfield.'</p> + +<p>'Rich, yes; and nothing but rich; while Lord Hartfield is a man of the +very highest standing, belongs to the flower of English nobility. Rich, +yes; Mr. Smithson is rich; but, as Lady Maulevrier says, he has made his +money heaven knows how.'</p> + +<p>'Mr. Smithson has not made his money heaven knows how,' answered Lady +Kirkbank, indignantly. 'He has made it in cochineal, in iron, in +gunpowder, in coal, in all kinds of commodities. Everybody in the City +knows how he has made his money, and that he has a genius for turning +everything into gold. If the gold changes back into one of the baser +metals, it is only when Mr. Smithson has made all he wanted to make. And +now he has quite done with the City. The House is the only business of +his life; and he is becoming a power in the House. You have every reason +to be proud of your choice, Lesbia.'</p> + +<p>'I will try to be proud of it,' said Lesbia, resolutely. 'I will not be +scorned and trampled upon by Mary.'</p> + +<p>'She seemed a harmless kind of girl,' said Lady Kirkbank, as if she had +been talking of a housemaid.</p> + +<p>'She is a designing minx,' exclaimed Lesbia, 'and has set her cap at +that man from the very beginning.'</p> + +<p>'But she could not have known that he was Lord Hartfield.'</p> + +<p>'No; but he was a man; and that was enough for her.'</p> + +<p>From this time forward there was a change in Lady Lesbia's style and +manner—a change very much for the worse, as old-fashioned people +thought; but to the taste of some among Lady Kirkbank's set, the change +was an improvement. She was gayer than of old, gay with a reckless +vivacity, intensely eager for action and excitement, for cards and +racing, and all the strongest stimulants of fashionable life. Most +people ascribed this increased vivacity, this electric manner, to the +fact of her engagement to Horace Smithson. She was giddy with her +triumph, dazzled by a vision of the gold which was soon to be hers.</p> + +<p>'Egad, if I saw myself in a fair way of being able to write cheques upon +such an account as Smithson's I should be as wild as Lady Lesbia,' said +one of the damsel's military admirers at the Rag. 'And I believe the +young lady was slightly dipped.'</p> + +<p>'Who told you that?' asked his friend.</p> + +<p>'A mother of mine,' answered the youth, with an apologetic air, as if he +hardly cared to own such a humdrum relationship. 'Seraphine, the +dressmaker, was complaining—wanted to see the colour of Lady Lesbia +Haselden's money—vulgar curiosity—asked my old mother if she thought +the account was safe, and so on. That's how I came to know all about +it.'</p> + +<p>'Well, she'll be able to pay Seraphine next season.'</p> + +<p>Lord Maulevrier came back to London directly after his sister's wedding. +The event, which came off so quietly, so happily, filled him with +unqualified joy. He had hoped from the very first that his Molly would +win the cup, even while Lesbia was making all the running, as he said +afterwards. And Molly had won, and was the wife of one of the best young +men in England. Maulevrier, albeit unused to the melting-mood, shed a +tear or two for very joy as the sister he loved and the friend of his +boyhood and youth stood side by side in the quiet room at Grasmere, and +spoke the solemn words that made them one for ever.</p> + +<p>The first news he heard after his return to town was of Lesbia's +engagement, which was common talk at the clubs. The visitors at Rood +Hall had come back to London full of the event, and were proud of giving +a detailed account of the affair to outsiders.</p> + +<p>They all talked patronisingly of Smithson, and seemed to think it +rather a wonderful fact that he did not drop his aspirates or eat peas +with a knife.</p> + +<p>'A man of stirling metal,' said the gossips, 'who can hold his own with +many a fellow born in the purple.'</p> + +<p>Maulevrier called in Arlington Street, but Lady Kirkbank and her +<i>protégée</i> were out; and it was at a cricket match at the Orleans Club +that the brother and sister met for the first time after Lord +Hartfield's wedding, which by this time had been in all the papers; a +very simple announcement:</p> + +<p>'On the 29th inst., at Grasmere, by the Reverend Douglass Brooke, the +Earl of Hartfield to Mary, younger daughter of the ninth Earl of +Maulevrier.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia was the centre of a rather noisy little court, in which Mr. +Smithson was conspicuous by his superior reserve.</p> + +<p>He did not exert himself as a lover, paid no compliments, was not +sentimental. The pearl was won, and he wore it very quietly; but +wherever Lesbia went he went; she was hardly ever out of his sight.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier received the coolest possible greeting. Lesbia turned pale +with anger at sight of him, for his presence reminded her of the most +humiliating passage in her life; but the big red satin sunshade +concealed that pale angry look, and nothing in Lesbia's manner betrayed +emotion.</p> + +<p>'Where have you been hiding yourself all this time, and why were you not +at Henley?' she asked.</p> + +<p>'I have been at Grasmere.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, you were a witness of that most romantic marriage. The Lady of +Lyons reversed, the gardener's son turning out to be an earl. Was it +excruciatingly funny?'</p> + +<p>'It was one of the most solemn weddings I ever saw.'</p> + +<p>'Solemn! what, with my Tomboy sister as bride! Impossible!'</p> + +<p>'Your sister ceased to be a Tomboy when she fell in love. She is a sweet +and womanly woman, and will make an adorable wife to the finest fellow I +know. I hear I am to congratulate you, Lesbia, upon your engagement with +Mr. Smithson.'</p> + +<p>'If you think <i>I</i> am the person to be congratulated, you are at liberty +to do so. My engagement is a fact.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, of course, Mr. Smithson is the winner. But as I hope you intend to +be happy, I wish you joy. I am told Smithson is a really excellent +fellow when one gets to know him; and I shall make it my business to be +better acquainted with him.'</p> + +<p>Smithson was standing just out of hearing, watching the bowling. +Maulevrier went over to him and shook hands, their acquaintance hitherto +having been of the slightest, and very shy upon his lordship's part; but +now Smithson could see that Maulevrier meant to be cordial.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXXVI"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXXVI.</h2> + +<h3>A RASTAQUOUÈRE.</h3> +<br> + +<p>There was a dinner party in one of the new houses in Grosvenor Place +that evening, to which Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia had been bidden. The new +house belonged to a new man, who was supposed to have made millions out +of railways, and other gigantic achievements in the engineering line; +and the new man and his wife were friends of Mr. Smithson, and had made +the simple Georgie's acquaintance only within the last three weeks.</p> + +<p>'Of course they are stupid, my dear,' she remarked, in response to some +slighting remark of Lesbia's, 'but I am always willing to know rich +people. One drops in for so many good things; and they never want any +return in kind. It is quite enough for them to be allowed to spend their +money <i>upon us.</i>'</p> + +<p>The house was gorgeous in all the glory of the very latest fashions in +upholstery; hall Algerian; dining-room Pompeian; drawing-room Early +Italian; music-room Louis Quatorze; billiard-room mediæval English. The +dinner was as magnificent as dinner can be made. Three-fourths of the +guests were the <i>haute gomme</i> of the financial world, and perspired +gold. The other third belonged to a class which Mr. Smithson described +somewhat contemptuously as the shake-back nobility. An Irish peer, a +younger son of a ducal house that had run to seed, a political agitator, +a grass widow whose titled husband was governor of an obscure colony, an +ancient dowager with hair which was too luxuriant to be anything but a +wig, and diamonds which were so large as to suggest paste.</p> + +<p>Lesbia sat by her affianced at the glittering table, lighted with +clusters of wax candles, which shone upon a level <i>parterre</i> of tea +roses, gardenias, and gloire de Malmaison carnations; from which rose at +intervals groups of silver-gilt dolphins, supporting shallow golden +dishes piled with peaches, grapes, and all the costliest produce of +Covent Garden.</p> + +<p>Conversation was not particularly brilliant, nor had the guests an +elated air. The thermometer was near eighty, and at this period of the +season everybody was tired of this kind of dinner, and would gladly have +foregone the greatest achievements of culinary art, in favour of a +chicken and a salad, eaten under green leaves, in a garden at Wargrave +or Henley, within sound of the rippling river.</p> + +<p>On Lesbia's right hand there was a portly personage of Jewish type, dark +to swarthiness, and somewhat oily, whose every word suggested bullion. +He and Mr. Smithson were evidently acquaintances of long standing, and +Mr. Smithson presented him to Lesbia, whereupon he joined in their +conversation now and then.</p> + +<p>His talk was of the usual standard. He had seen everything worth seeing +in London and in Paris, between which cities he seemed to oscillate with +such frequency that he might be said to live in both places at once. He +had his stall at Covent Garden, and his stall at the Grand Opera. He was +a subscriber at the Theatre Français. He had seen all the races at +Longchamps and Chantilly, as well as at Sandown and Ascot. But every now +and then he and Mr. Smithson drifted from the customary talk about +operas and races, pictures and French novels, to the wider world of +commerce and speculation, mines, waterworks, and foreign loans—and +Lesbia leant back in her chair, and fanned herself languidly, with +half-closed eyelids, while two or three courses went round, she giving +the little supercilious look at each <i>entrée</i> offered to her, to be +observed on such occasions, as if the thing offered were particularly +nasty.</p> + +<p>She wondered how long the two men were going to prose about mines and +shares, in those subdued half-mysterious voices, telling each other +occult facts in half-expressed phrases, utterly dark to the outside +world; but, while she was languidly wondering, a change in her lover's +manner startled her into keenest curiosity.</p> + +<p>'Montesma is in Paris,' said Mr. Sampayo, the dark gentleman; 'I dined +last week with him at the Continental.'</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson's complexion faded curiously, and a leaden darkness came +over his countenance, as of a man whose heart and lungs suddenly refuse +their office. But in a few moments he was smiling feebly.</p> + +<p>'Indeed! I thought he was played out years ago.'</p> + +<p>'A man of that kind is never played out. Don Gomez de Montesma is as +clever as Satan, as handsome as Apollo, and he bears one of the oldest +names in Castile. Such a man will always come to the front. <i>C'est un +rastaquouère mais rastaquouère de bon genre</i>. You knew him intimately +<i>là bas</i>, I believe?'</p> + +<p>'In Cuba; yes, we were pretty good friends once.'</p> + +<p>'And were useful to each other, no doubt,' said Mr. Sampayo, pleasantly. +'Was that Argentiferous Copper Company in sixty-four yours or his?'</p> + +<p>'There were a good many people concerned in it.'</p> + +<p>'No doubt; it takes a good many people to work that kind of thing, but I +fancy you and Montesma were about the only two who came out of it +pleasantly. And he and you did a little in the shipping line, didn't +you—African produce? However, that's an old song. You have had so many +good things since then.'</p> + +<p>'Did Montesma talk of coming to London?'</p> + +<p>'He did not talk about it; but he would hardly go back to the tropics +without having a look round on both sides of the Channel. He was always +fond of society, pretty women, dancing, and amusements of all kinds. I +have no doubt we shall see him here before the end of the season.'</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson pursued the subject no further. He turned to Lesbia, who had +been curiously interested in this little bit of conversation—interested +first because Smithson had seemed agitated by the mention of the +Spaniard's name; secondly, because of the description of the man, which +had a romantic sound. The very word tropic suggested a romance. And +Lesbia, whose mind was jaded by the monotony of a London season, the +threadbare fabric of society conversation, kindled at any image which +appealed to her fancy.</p> + +<p>Clever as Satan, handsome as Apollo, scion of an old Castilian family, +fresh from the tropics. Her imagination dwelt upon the ideas which these +words had conjured up.</p> + +<p>Three days after this she was at the opera with her chaperon, her lover +in attendance as usual. The opera was "Faust," with Nillson as +Marguerite. After the performance they were to drive down to Twickenham +on Mr. Smithson's drag, and to dance and sup at the Orleans. The last +ball of the season was on this evening; and Lesbia had been persuaded +that it was to be a particular <i>recherché</i> ball, and that only the very +nicest people were to be present. At any rate, the drive under the light +of a July moon would be delicious; and if they did not like the people +they found there they could eat their supper and come away immediately +after, as Lady Kirkbank remarked philosophically.</p> + +<p>The opera was nearly over—that grand scene of Valentine's death was +on—and Lesbia was listening breathlessly to every note, watching every +look of the actors, when there came a modest little knock at the door of +her box. She darted an angry glance round, and shrugged her shoulders +vexatiously. What Goth had dared to knock during that thrilling scene?</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson rose and crept to the door and quietly opened it.</p> + +<p>A dark, handsome man, who was a total stranger to Lesbia, glided in, +shaking hands with Smithson as he entered.</p> + +<p>Till this moment Lesbia's whole being had been absorbed in the +scene—that bitter anathema of the brother, the sister's cry of anguish +and shame. Where else is there tragedy so human, so enthralling—grief +that so wrings the spectator's heart? It needed a Goethe and a Gounod to +produce this masterpiece.</p> + +<p>In an instant, in a flash, Lesbia's interest in the stage was gone. Her +first glance at the stranger told her who he was. The olive tint, the +eyes of deepest black, the grand form of the head and perfect chiselling +of the features could belong only to that scion of an old Castilian race +whom she had heard described the other evening—'clever as Satan, +handsome as Apollo.'</p> + +<p>Yes, this must be the man, Don Gomez de Montesma. There was nothing in +Mr. Smithson's manner to indicate that the Spaniard was an unwelcome +guest. On the contrary, Smithson received him with a cordiality which in +a man of naturally reserved manner seemed almost rapture. The curtain +fell, and he presented Don Gomez to Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia; +whereupon dear Georgie began to gush, after her wont, and to ask a good +many questions in a manner that was too girlish to seem impertinent.</p> + +<p>'How perfectly you speak English!' she exclaimed. 'You must have lived +in England a good deal.'</p> + +<p>'On the contrary, it is my misfortune to have lived here very little, +but I have known a good many English and Americans in Cuba and in +Paris.'</p> + +<p>'In Cuba! Do you really come from Cuba? I have always fancied that Cuba +must be an altogether charming place to live in—like Biarritz or Pau, +don't you know, only further away. Do please tell me where it is, and +what kind of a place.'</p> + +<p>Geographically, Lady Kirkbank's mind was a blank. It was quite a +revelation to her to find that Cuba was an island.</p> + +<p>'It must be a lovely spot!' exclaimed the fervid creature. 'Let me see, +now, what do we get from Cuba?—cigars—and—and tobacco. I suppose in +Cuba everybody smokes?'</p> + +<p>'Men, women, and children.'</p> + +<p>'How delicious! Would that I were a Cuban! And the natives, are they +nice?'</p> + +<p>'There are no aborigines. The Indians whom Columbus found soon perished +off the face of the island. European civilisation generally has that +effect. But one of our most benevolent captain-generals provided us with +an imported population of niggers.'</p> + +<p>'How delightful. I have always longed to live among a slave population, +dear submissive black things dressed in coral necklaces and feathers, +instead of the horrid over-fed wretches we have to wait upon us. And if +the aborigines were not wanted it was just as well for them to die out, +don't you know,' prattled Lady Kirkbank.</p> + +<p>'It was very accommodating of them, no doubt. Yet we could employ half a +million of them, if we had them, in draining our swamps. Agriculture +suffered by the loss of Indian labour.'</p> + +<p>'I suppose they were like the creatures in Pizarro, poor dear yellow +things with brass bracelets,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'I remember seeing +Macready as Rolla when I was quite a little thing.'</p> + +<p>And now the curtain rose for the last act.</p> + +<p>'Do you care about staying for the end?' asked Mr. Smithson of Lesbia. +'It will make us rather late at the Orleans.'</p> + +<p>'Never mind how late we are,' said Lesbia, imperiously. 'I have always +been cheated out of this last act for some stupid party. Imagine losing +Gounod and Nillson for the sake of struggling through the mob on a +stifling staircase, and being elbowed by inane young men, with gardenias +in their coats.'</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia had a pretty little way of always opposing any suggestion of +her sweetheart. She was resolved to treat him as badly as a future +husband could be treated. In consenting to marry him she had done him a +favour which was a great deal more than such a person had any right to +expect.</p> + +<p>She leant forward to watch and listen, with her elbow resting on the +velvet cushion—her head upon her hand, and she seemed absorbed in the +scene. But this was mere outward seeming. All the enchantment of music +and acting was over. She only heard and saw vaguely, as if it were a +shadowy scene enacted ever so far away. Every now and then her eyes +glanced involuntarily toward Don Gomez, who stood leaning against the +back of the box, pale, languid, graceful, poetic, an altogether +different type of manhood from that with which she had of late been +satiated.</p> + +<p>Those deep dark eyes of his had a dreamy look. They gazed across the +dazzling house, into space, above Lady Lesbia's head. They seemed to see +nothing; and they certainly were not looking at her.</p> + +<p>Don Gomez was the first man she ever remembered to have been presented +to her who did not favour her with a good deal of hard staring, more or +less discreetly managed, during the first ten minutes of their +acquaintance. On him her beauty fell flat. He evidently failed to +recognise her supreme loveliness. It might be that she was the wrong +type for Cuba. Every nation has its own Venus; and that far away spot +beyond the torrid zone might have a somewhat barbarous idea of beauty. +At any rate, Don Gomez was apparently unimpressed. And yet Lesbia +flattered herself that she was looking her best to-night, and that her +costume was a success. She wore a white satin gown, short in the skirt, +for the luxury of freedom in waltzing, and made with Quaker-like +simplicity, the bodice high to the throat, fitting her like a sheath.</p> + +<p>Her only ornaments were a garland of scarlet poppies wreathed from +throat to shoulder, and a large diamond heart which Mr. Smithson had +lately given her; 'a bullock's heart,' as Lady Kirkbank called it.</p> + +<p>When the curtain fell, and not till then, she rose and allowed herself +to be clad in a brown velvet Newmarket, which completely covered her +short satin gown. She had a little brown velvet toque to match the +Newmarket, and thus attired she would be able to take her seat on the +drag which was waiting on the quietest side of Covent Garden.</p> + +<p>'Why should not you go with us, Don Gomez?' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, in +a gush of hospitality. 'The drive will be charming—not equal to your +tropical Cuba—but intensely nice. And the gardens will be something too +sweet on such a night as this. I knew them when the dear Duc d'Aumale +was there. Ay de mi, such a man!'</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank sighed, with the air of having known his Altésse Royale +intimately.</p> + +<p>'I should be charmed,' said Don Gomez, 'if I thought my friend Smithson +wanted me. Would you really like to have me, Smithson?'</p> + +<p>'I should be enchanted.'</p> + +<p>'And there is room on the drag?'</p> + +<p>'Room enough for half-a-dozen. I am only taking Sir George Kirkbank and +Colonel Delville—whom we are to pick up at the Haute Gomme—and Mr. and +Mrs. Mostyn, who are in the stalls.'</p> + +<p>'A nice snug little party,' exclaimed that charming optimist, Lady +Kirkbank. 'I hate a crowd on a drag. The way some of the members of the +Four-in-hand Club load their coaches on parade reminds me of a +Beanfeast!'</p> + +<p>They found Lady Kirkbank's footman and one of Mr. Smithson's grooms +waiting in the hall of the opera house. The groom to conduct them to the +spot where the drag was waiting; the footman to carry wraps and take his +mistress's final orders. There was a Bohemian flavour in the little walk +to the great fruit garden, which was odorous of bruised peaches and +stale salads as they passed it. Waggon-loads of cabbages and other +garden stuff were standing about by the old church; the roadway was +littered with the refuse of the market; and the air was faint and heavy +with the scent of herbs and flowers.</p> + +<p>Lesbia mounted lightly to her place of honour on the box-seat; and Lady +Kirkbank was hoisted up after her. Mr. and Mrs. Mostyn followed; and +then Don Gomez took his seat by Lady Kirkbank's side and behind Lesbia, +a vantage point from which he could talk to her as much as he liked. Mr. +Smithson seated himself a minute afterwards, and drove off by King +Street and Leicester Square and on to Piccadilly, steering cleverly +through the traffic of cabs and carriages, which was at its apogee just +now, when all the theatres were disgorging their crowds. Piccadilly was +quieter, yet there were plenty of carriages, late people going to +parties and early people going home, horses slipping and sliding on +stones or wood, half the roadway up, and luminous with lanterns. They +stopped in front of the Haute Gomme, where they picked up Sir George +Kirkbank and Colonel Delville, a big man with a patriarchal head, +supposed to be one of the finest whist players in London, and to make a +handsome income by his play. He had ridden in the Balaclava charge, was +a favourite everywhere, and, albeit no genius, was much cleverer than +his friend and school-fellow, George Kirkbank. They had been at Eton +together, had both made love to the lively Georgie, and had been +inseparables for the last thirty years.</p> + +<p>'Couldn't get on without Delville,' said Sir George; 'dooced smart +fellow, sir. Knows the ropes; and does all the thinking for both of us.'</p> + +<p>And now they were fairly started, and the team fell into a rattling +pace, with the road pretty clear before them. Hyde Park was one +umbrageous darkness, edged by long lines of golden light. Coolness and +silence enfolded all things in the summer midnight, and Lesbia, not +prone to romance, sank into a dreamy state of mind, as she leaned back +in her seat and watched the shadowy trees glide by, the long vista of +lamps and verdure in front of her. She was glad that no one talked to +her, for talk of any kind must have broken the spell. Don Gomez sat like +a statue in his place behind her. From Lady Kirkbank, the loquacious, +came a gentle sound of snoring, a subdued, ladylike snore, breathed +softly at intervals, like a sigh. Mr. Smithson had his team, and his own +thoughts, too, for occupation,—thoughts which to-night were not +altogether pleasant.</p> + +<p>At the back of the coach Mrs. Mostyn was descanting on the evolution of +the nautilus, and the relationship of protoplasm and humanity, to +Colonel Delville, who sat smiling placidly behind an immense cigar, and +accepted the most stupendous facts and the most appalling theories with +a friendly little nod of his handsome head.</p> + +<p>Mr. Mostyn frankly slept, as it was his custom to do upon all convenient +occasions. He called it recuperating.</p> + +<p>'Frank ought to be delightfully fresh, for he recuperated all the way +down,' said his wife, when they alighted in the dewy garden at +Twickenham, in front of the lamp-lit portico.</p> + +<p>'I wouldn't have minded his recuperating if he hadn't snored so +abominably,' remarked Colonel Delville.</p> + +<p>It was nearly one o'clock, and the ball had thinned a little, which made +it all the better for those who remained. Mr. Smithson's orders had been +given two days ago, and the very best of the waiters had been told off +for his especial service. The ladies went upstairs to take off their +wrappings and mufflings, and Lesbia emerged dazzling from her brown +velvet Newmarket, while Lady Kirkbank, bending closely over the +looking-glass, like a witch over a caldron, repaired her complexion with +cotton wool.</p> + +<p>They went through the conservatory to the octagon dining-room, where the +supper was ready, a special supper, on a table by a window, a table +laden with exotics and brilliant with glass and silver. The supper was, +of course, perfect in its way. Mr. Smithson's <i>chef</i> had been down to +see about it, and Mr. Smithson's own particular champagne and the claret +grown in his own particular <i>clos</i> in the Gironde, had been sent down +for the feast. No common cuisine, no common wine could be good enough; +and yet there was a day when the cheapest gargote in Belleville or +Montmartre was good enough for Mr. Smithson. There had been days on +which he did not dine at all, and when the fumes of a <i>gibelotte</i> +steaming from a workman's restaurant made his mouth water.</p> + +<p>The supper was all life and gaiety. Everyone was hungry and thirsty, and +freshened by the drive, except Lesbia. She was singularly silent, ate +hardly anything, but drank three or four glasses of champagne.</p> + +<p>Don Gomez was not a great talker. He had the air of a prince of the +blood royal, who expects other people to talk and to keep him amused. +But the little he said was to the point. He had a fine baritone, very +low and subdued, and had a languor which was almost insolent, but not +without its charm. There was an air of originality about the manner and +the man.</p> + +<p>He was the typical <i>rastaquouère</i>, a man of finished manners, and +unknown antecedents, a foreigner, apparently rich, obviously +accomplished, but with that indefinable air which bespeaks the +adventurer; and which gives society as fair a warning as if the man wore +a placard on his shoulder with the word <i>cave</i>.</p> + +<p>But to Lesbia this Spaniard was the first really interesting man she had +met since she saw John Hammond; and her interest in him was much more +vivid than her interest in Hammond had been at the beginning of their +acquaintance. That pale face, with its tint of old ivory, those thin, +finely-cut lips, indicative of diabolical craft, could she but read +aright, those unfathomable eyes, touched her fancy as it had never yet +been touched, awoke within her that latent vein of romance, +self-abnegation, supreme foolishness, which lurks in the nature of every +woman, be she chaste as ice and pure as snow.</p> + +<p>The supper was long. It was past two o'clock, and the ballroom was +thinly occupied, when Mr. Smithson's party went there.</p> + +<p>'You won't dance to-night, I suppose?' said Smithson, as Lesbia and he +went slowly down the room arm in arm. It was in a pause between two +waltzes. The wide window at the end was opened to the summer night, and +the room was delightfully cool. 'You must be horribly tired?'</p> + +<p>'I am not in the least tired, and I mean to waltz, if anyone will ask +me,' replied Lesbia, decisively.</p> + +<p>'I ought to have asked you to dance, and then it would have been the +other way,' said Smithson, with a touch of acrimony. 'Surely you have +dancing enough in town, and you might be obliging for once in a way, +and come and sit with me in the garden, and listen to the nightingales.'</p> + +<p>'There are no nightingales after June. There is the Manola,' as the band +struck up, 'my very favourite waltz.'</p> + +<p>Don Gomez was at her elbow at this moment</p> + +<p>'May I have the honour of this waltz with you, Lady Lesbia?' he asked; +and then with a serio-comic glance at his stoutish friend, 'I don't +think Smithson waltzes?'</p> + +<p>'I have been told that nobody can waltz who has been born on this side +of the Pyrenees,' answered Lesbia, withdrawing her arm from her lover's, +and slipping, it through the Spaniard's, with the air of a slave who +obeys a master.</p> + +<p>Smithson looked daggers, and retired to a corner of the room glowering. +Were a man twenty-two times millionaire, like the Parisian Rothschild, +he could not find armour against the poisoned arrows of jealousy. Don +Gomez possessed many of those accomplishments which make men dangerous, +but as a dancer he was <i>hors ligne</i>; and Horace Smithson knew that there +is no surer road to a girl's fancy than the magic circle of a waltz.</p> + +<p>Those two were floating round the room in the old slow legato step, +which recalled to Smithson the picture of a still more spacious room in +an island under the Southern Cross—the blue water of the bay shining +yonder under the starlight of the tropics, fire-flies gleaming and +flashing in the foliage beyond the open windows, fire-flies flashing +amidst the gauzy draperies of the dancers, and this same Gomez revolving +with the same slow languid grace, his arm encircling the <i>svelte</i> figure +of a woman whose southern beauty outshone Lesbia's blonde English +loveliness as the tropical stars outshine the lamps that light our +colder skies. Yes, every detail of the scene flashed back into his mind, +as if a curtain had been suddenly plucked back from a long-hidden +picture. The Cuban's tall slim figure, the head gently bent towards his +partner's head, as at this moment, and those dark eyes looking up at +him, intoxicated with that nameless, indefinable fascination which it is +the lot of some men to exercise.</p> + +<p>'He robbed me of <i>her</i>!' thought Smithson, gloomily. 'Will he rob me of +this one too? Surely not! Havana is Havana—and this one is not a +Creole. If I cannot trust that lovely piece of marble, there is no woman +on earth to be trusted.'</p> + +<p>He turned his back upon the dancers, and went out into the garden. His +soul was wrung with jealousy, yet he could watch no longer. There was +too much pain—there were too many bitter memories of shame, and loss, +and ignominy evoked by that infernal picture. If he had been free he +would have asserted his authority as Lesbia's future husband; he would +have taken her away from the Orleans; he would have told her plainly and +frankly that Don Gomez was no fit person for her to know; and he would +have so planned that they two should never meet again. But Horace +Smithson was not free. He was bound hand and foot by those fetters which +the chain of past events had forged—stern facts which the man himself +may forget, or try to forget, but which other people never forget. There +is generally some dark spot in the history of such men as Smithson—men +who climb the giddiest heights of this world with that desperate +rapidity which implies many a perilous leap from crag to crag, many a +moraine skimmed over, and many an awful gulf spanned by a hair-breadth +bridge. Mr. Smithson's history was not without such spots; and the +darkest of all had relation to his career in Cuba. The story had been +known by very few—perhaps completely known only by one man; and that +man was Gomez de Montesma.</p> + +<p>For the last fifteen years the most fervent desire of Horace Smithson's +heart had been the hope that tropical nature, in any one of her various +disagreeable forms, would be obliging enough to make an end of Gomez. +But the forces of nature had not worked on Mr. Smithson's side. No +loathsome leprosy had eaten his enemy's flesh; neither cayman nor +crocodile, neither Juba snake nor poisonous spider had marked him for +its prey. The tropical sun had left him unsmitten. He had lived and he +had prospered; and he was here, like a guilty conscience incarnate, to +spoil Horace Smithson's peace.</p> + +<p>'I must be diplomatic,' Smithson said to himself, as he walked up and +down an avenue of Irish yews, in a solitary part of the grounds, smoking +his cigarette, and hearing the music swell and sink in the distance. 'I +will give her a hint as to that man's character, and I will keep them +apart as much as I can. But if he forces himself upon me there is no +help for it. I cannot afford to be uncivil to him.'</p> + +<p>'Cannot afford' in this instance meant 'dare not,' and Horace Smithson's +thoughts as he paced the yew-tree walk were full of gloom.</p> + +<p>During that long meditation he made up his mind on one point, namely, +that, let him suffer what pangs he might, he must not betray his +jealousy. To do that would be to lower himself in Lesbia's eyes, and to +play into his rival's hand; for a jealous man is almost always +contemptible in the sight of his mistress. He would carry himself as if +he were sure of her fidelity; and this very confidence, with a woman of +honour, a girl reared as Lesbia had been reared, would render it +impossible for her to betray him. He would show himself high-minded, +confident, generous, chivalrous, even; and he would trust to chance for +the issue. Chance was Mr. Smithson's only idea of Divinity; and Chance +had hitherto been kind to him. There had been dark hours in his life, +but the darkness had not lasted long; and the lucky accidents of his +career had been of a nature to beguile him into the belief that among +the favourites of Destiny he stood first and foremost.</p> + +<p>While Mr. Smithson mused thus, alone and in the darkness, Montesma and +Lady Lesbia were wandering arm in arm in another and lovelier part of +the grounds, where golden lights were scattered like Cuban fire-flies +among the foliage of seringa and magnolia, arbutus and rhododendron, +while at intervals a sudden flush of rosier light was shed over garden +and river, as if by enchantment, surprising a couple here and there in +the midst of a flirtation which had begun in darkness.</p> + +<p>The grounds were lovely in the balmy atmosphere of a July night, the +river gliding with mysterious motion under the stars, great masses of +gloom darkening the stream with an almost awful look where the woods of +Petersham and Ham House cast their dense shadows on the water. Don Gomez +and his companion wandered by the river side to a spot where a group of +magnolias sheltered them from the open lawn, and where there were some +rustic chairs close to the balustrade which protected the parapet. In +this spot, which was a kind of island, divided from the rest of the +grounds by the intervening road, they found themselves quite alone, and +in the midst of a summer stillness which was broken only by the low, +lazy ripple of the tide running seawards. The lights of Richmond looked +far away, and the little town with its variety of levels had an Italian +air in the distance.</p> + +<p>From the ballroom, faint and fitful, came the music of a waltz.</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid I've brought you too far,' said Don Gomez.</p> + +<p>'On the contrary, it is a relief to get away from the lights and the +people. How delicious this river is! I was brought up on the shores of a +lake; but after all a lake is horribly tame. Its limits are always +staring one in the face. There is no room for one's imagination to +wander. Now a river like this suggests an infinity of possibilities, +drifting on and on and on into undiscovered regions, by ever-varying +shores. I feel to-night as if I should like to step into that little +boat yonder,' pointing to a light skiff bobbing gently up and down with +the tide, at the bottom of a flight of steps, 'and let the stream take +me wherever it chose.'</p> + +<p>'If I could but go with you,' said Gomez, in that deep and musical tone +which made the commonest words seem melody, 'I would ask for neither +compass nor rudder. What could it matter whither the boat took me? There +is no place under the stars which would not be a paradise—with you.'</p> + +<p>'Please don't make a dreamy aspiration the occasion for a compliment,' +exclaimed Lesbia, lightly. 'What I said was so silly that I don't wonder +you thought it right to say something just a little sillier. But +moonlight and running water have a curious effect upon me; and I, who am +the most prosaic among women, become ridiculously sentimental.'</p> + +<p>'I cannot believe that you are prosaic.'</p> + +<p>'I assure you it is perfectly true. I am of the earth, earthy; a woman +of the world, in my first season, ambitious, fond of pleasure, vain, +proud, exacting, all those things which I am told a woman ought not to +be.'</p> + +<p>'You pain me when you so slander yourself; and I shall make it the +business of my life to find out how much truth there is in that +self-slander. For my own part I do not believe a word of it; but as it +is rude to contradict a lady I will only say that I reserve my opinion.'</p> + +<p>'Are you to stay long in England?' asked Lesbia.</p> + +<p>She was leaning against the stone balustrade in a careless attitude, as +of one who was weary, her elbow on the stone slab, and her head thrown +back against her arm. The white satin gown, moulded to her figure, had a +statuesque air, and she looked like a marble statue in the dim light, +every line of the graceful form expressive of repose.</p> + +<p>'That will depend. I am not particularly fond of London. A very little +of your English Babylon satisfies me, in a general way; but there are +conditions which might make England enchanting. Where do you go at the +end of the season?'</p> + +<p>'First to Goodwood, and then to Cowes. Mr. Smithson is so kind as to +place his yacht at Lady Kirkbank's disposal, and I am to be her guest on +board the Cayman, just as I am in Arlington Street.'</p> + +<p>'The Cayman! That name is a reminiscence of Mr. Smithson's South +American travels.'</p> + +<p>'No doubt! Was he long in South America?'</p> + +<p>'Three or four years.'</p> + +<p>'But not in Cuba all that time, I suppose?'</p> + +<p>'He had business relations with Cuba all that time, and oscillated +between our island and the main. He was rather fortunate in his little +adventures with us—made almost as much money as General Tacon, of +blessed memory. But I dare say Smithson has told you all his adventures +in that part of the world.'</p> + +<p>'No, he very rarely talks about his travels: and I am not particularly +interested in commercial speculations. There is always so much to think +of and talk about in the business of the moment. Are you fond of Cuba?'</p> + +<p>'Not passionately. I always feel as if I were an exile there, and yet +one of my ancestors was with Columbus when he discovered the island, and +my race were among the earliest settlers. My family has given three +Captain-generals to Cuba: but I cannot forget that I belong to an older +world, and have forfeited that which ought to have been a brilliant +place in Europe for the luxurious obscurity of a colony.'</p> + +<p>'But you must be attached to a place in which your family have lived for +so many generations?'</p> + +<p>'I like the stars and the sea, the mountains and savannas, the tropical +vegetation, and the dreamy, half-oriental life; but at best it is a kind +of stagnation, and after a residence of a few months in the island of my +birth I generally spread my wings for the wider world of the old +continent or the new.'</p> + +<p>'You must have travelled so much,' said Lesbia, with a sigh. 'I have +been nowhere and seen nothing. I feel like a child who has been shut up +in a nursery all its life, and knows of no world beyond four walls.'</p> + +<p>'Not to travel is not to live,' said Don Gomez.</p> + +<p>'I am to be in Italy next November, I believe,' said Lesbia, not caring +to own that this Italian trip was to be her honeymoon.</p> + +<p>'Italy!' exclaimed the Spaniard, contemptuously. 'Once the finishing +school of the English nobility; now the happy hunting-ground of the +Cockney tourist and the prosperous Yankee. All the poetry of Italy has +been dried up, and the whole country vulgarised. If you want romance in +the old world go to Spain; in the new, try Peru or Brazil, Mexico or +California.'</p> + +<p>'I am afraid I am not adventurous enough to go so far.'</p> + +<p>'No: women cling to beaten tracks.'</p> + +<p>'We obey our masters,' answered Lesbia, meekly.</p> + +<p>'Ah, I forgot. You are to have a master—and soon. I heard as much +before I saw you to-night.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia half rose, as if to leave this cool retreat above the rippling +tide.</p> + +<p>'Yes, it is all settled,' she said; 'and now I think I must go back. +Lady Kirkbank will be wondering what has become of me.'</p> + +<p>'Let her wonder a little longer,' said Don Gomez. 'Why should we hurry +away from this delightful spot? Why break the spell of—the river? Life +has so few moments of perfect contentment. If this is one with you—as +it is with me—let us make the most of it. Lady Lesbia, do you see those +weeds yonder, drifting with the tide, drifting side by side, touching as +they drift? They have met heaven knows how, and will part heaven knows +where, on their way to the sea; but they let themselves go with the +tide. We have met like those poor weeds. Don't let us part till the tide +parts us.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia gave a little sigh, and submitted. She had talked of women +obeying their masters; and the implication was that she meant to obey +Mr. Smithson. But there is a fate in these things; and the man who was +to be her master, whose lightest breath was to sway her, whose lightest +look was to rule her, was here at her side in the silence of the summer +night.</p> + +<p>They talked long, but of indifferent subjects; and their talk might have +been heard by every member of the Orleans Club, and no harm done. Yet +words and phrases count for very little in such a case. It is the tone, +it is the melody of a voice, it is the magic of the hour that tells.</p> + +<p>The tide came, in the person of Mr. Smithson, and parted these two weeds +that were drifting towards the great mysterious ocean of fate.</p> + +<p>'I have been hunting for you everywhere,' he said, cheerfully. 'If you +want another waltz, Lady Lesbia, you had better take the next. I believe +it is to be the last. At any rate our party are clamouring to be driven +home. I found poor Lady Kirkbank fast asleep in a corner of the +drawing-room.'</p> + +<p>'Will you give me that last waltz?' asked Don Gomez.</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia felt that the long-suffering Smithson had endured enough. +Womanly instinct constrained her to refuse that final waltz: but it +seemed to her as if she were making a tremendous sacrifice in so doing. +And yet she had waltzed to her heart's content during the season that +was waning, and knew all the waltzes played by all the fashionable +bands. She gave a little sigh, as she said—</p> + +<p>'No, I must not indulge myself. I must go and take care of Lady +Kirkbank.'</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson offered his arm, and she took it and went away with him, +leaving Don Gomez to follow at his leisure. There would be some delay no +doubt before the drag started. The lamps had gone out among the foliage, +and the stars were waning a little, and there was a faint cold light +creeping over the garden which meant the advent of morning. Don Gomez +strolled towards the lighted house, smoking a cigarette.</p> + +<p>'She is very lovely, and she is—well—not quite spoiled by her +<i>entourage</i>, and they tell me she is an heiress—sure to inherit a +fine fortune from some ancient grandmother, buried alive in +Westmoreland,' he mused. 'What a splendid opportunity it would be if—if +the business could be arranged on the square. But as it is—well—as it +is there is the chance of an adventure; and when did a Montesma ever +avoid an adventure, although there were dagger or poison lurking in the +background? And here there is neither poison nor steel, only a lovely +woman, and an infatuated stockbroker, about whom I know enough to +disgrace and ruin an archbishop. Poor Smithson! How very unlucky that I +should happen to come across your pathway in the heyday of your latest +love affair. We have had our little adventures in that line already, and +we have measured swords together, metaphorically, before to-night. When +it comes to a question of actual swords my Smithson declines. <i>Pas si +bête.</i>'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXXVII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXXVII.</h2> + +<h3>LORD HARTFIELD REFUSES A FORTUNE.</h3> +<br> + +<p>A honeymoon among lakes and mountains, amidst the gorgeous confusion of +Borrowdale, in a little world of wild, strange loveliness, shut in and +isolated from the prosaic outer world by the vast and towering masses of +Skiddaw and Blencathara—a world of one's own, as it were, a world +steeped in romance and poetry, dear to the souls of poets. There are +many such honeymoons every summer; indeed, the mountain paths, the +waterfalls and lakes swarm with happy lovers; and this land of hills and +waters seems to have been made expressly for honeymoon travellers; yet +never went truer lovers wandering by lake and torrent, by hill and +valley, than those two whose brief honeymoon was now drawing to a close.</p> + +<p>It was altogether a magical time for Mary, this dawn of a new life. The +immensity of her happiness almost frightened her. She could hardly +believe in it, or trust in its continuance.</p> + +<p>'Am I really, really, really your wife?' she asked on their last day, +bending down to speak to her husband, as he led her pony up the rough +ways of Skiddaw. 'It is all so dreadfully like a dream.'</p> + +<p>'Thank God, it is the very truth,' answered Lord Hartfield, looking +fondly at the fresh young face, brightened by the summer wind, which +faintly stirred the auburn hair under the neat little hat.</p> + +<p>'And am I actually a Countess? I don't care about it one little bit, you +know, except as a stupendous joke. If you were to tell me that you had +been only making fun of poor grandmother and me, and that those diamonds +are glass, and you only plain John Hammond, it wouldn't make the +faintest difference. Indeed, it would be a weight off my mind. It is an +awfully oppressive thing to be a Countess.'</p> + +<p>'I'm sorry I cannot relieve you of the burden. The law of the land has +made you Lady Hartfield; and I hope you are preparing your mind for the +duties of your position.'</p> + +<p>'It is very dreadful,' sighed Mary. 'If her ladyship were as well and as +active as she was when first you came to Fellside, she could have helped +me; but now there will be no one, except you. And you will help me, +won't you Jack?'</p> + +<p>'With all my heart.'</p> + +<p>'My own true Jack,' with a little fervent squeeze of his sunburnt hand. +'In society I suppose I shall have to call you Hartfield. "Hartfield, +please ring the bell." "Give me a footstool, Hartfield." How odd it +sounds. I shall be blurting out the old dear name.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think it will much matter. It will pass for one of Lady +Hartfield's little ways. Every woman is supposed to have little ways, +don't you know. One has a little way of dropping her friends; another +has a little way of not paying her dressmaker; another's little way is +to take too much champagne. I hope Lady Hartfield's little way will be +her devotion to her husband.'</p> + +<p>'I'm afraid I shall end by being a nuisance to you, for I shall love you +ridiculously,' answered Mary, gaily; 'and from what you have told me +about society, it seems to me that there can be nothing so unfashionable +as an affectionate wife. Will you mind my being quite out of fashion, +Jack?'</p> + +<p>'I should very much object to your being in the fashion.'</p> + +<p>'Then I am happy. I don't think it is in my nature to become a woman of +fashion; although I have cured myself, for your sake, of being a hoyden. +I had so schooled myself for what I thought our new life was to be; so +trained myself to be a managing economical wife, that I feel quite at +sea now that I am to be mistress of a house in Grosvenor Square and a +place in Kent. Still, I will bear with it all; yes, even endure the +weight of those diamonds for your sake.'</p> + +<p>She laughed, and he laughed. They were quite alone among the +hills—hardy mountaineers both—and they could be as foolish as they +liked. She rested her head upon his shoulder, and he and she and the +pony made one as they climbed the hill, close together.</p> + +<p>'Our last day,' sighed Mary, as they went down again, after a couple of +blissful hours in that wild world between earth and sky. 'I shall be +glad to go back to poor grandmother, who must be sadly lonely; but it is +so sweet to be quite alone with you.'</p> + +<p>They left the Lodore Hotel in an open carriage, after luncheon next day, +and posted to Fellside, where they arrived just in time to assist at +Lady Maulevrier's afternoon tea. She received them both with warm +affection, and made Hartfield sit close beside her sofa; and every now +and then, in the pauses of their talk, she laid her wasted and too +delicate fingers upon the young man's strong brown hand, with a +caressing gesture.</p> + +<p>'You can never know how sweet it is to me to be able to love you,' she +said tenderly. 'You can never know how my heart yearned to you from the +very first, and how hard it was to keep myself in check and not be too +kind to you. Oh, Hartfield, you should have told me the truth. You +should not have come here under false colours.'</p> + +<p>'Should I not, Lady Maulevrier? It was my only chance of being loved +for my own sake; or, at least of knowing that I was so loved. If I had +come with my rank and my fortune in my hand, as it were—one of the good +matches of the year—what security could I ever have felt in the +disinterested love of the girl who chose me? As plain John Hammond I +wooed and was rejected; as plain John Hammond I wooed and won; and the +prize which I so won is a pearl above price. Not for worlds, were the +last year to be lived over again, would I have one day of my life +altered.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I suppose I ought to be satisfied. I wanted you for Lesbia, and I +have got you for Mary. Best of all, I have got you for myself. Ronald +Hollister's son is mine; he is of my kin; he belongs to me; he will not +forsake me in life; he will be near me, God grant, when I die.'</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Maulevrier, as far as in me lies, I will be to you as a son,' +said Lord Hartfield, very solemnly, stooping to kiss her hand.</p> + +<p>Mary came away from her tea-table to embrace her grandmother.</p> + +<p>'It makes me so happy to have won a little of your regard,' she +murmured, 'and to know that I have married a man whom you can love.'</p> + +<p>'Of course you have heard of Lesbia's engagement?' Lady Maulevrier said +presently, when they were taking their tea.</p> + +<p>'Maulevrier wrote to us about it.'</p> + +<p>'To us.' How nice it sounded, thought Mary, as if they were a firm, and +a letter written to one was written to both.</p> + +<p>'And do you know this Mr. Smithson?'</p> + +<p>'Not intimately. I have met him at the Carlton.'</p> + +<p>'I am told that he is very much esteemed by your party, and that he is +very likely to get a peerage when this Ministry goes out of office.'</p> + +<p>'That is not improbable. Peerages are to be had if a man is rich enough; +and Smithson is supposed to be inordinately rich.'</p> + +<p>'I hope he has character as well as money,' said Lady Maulevrier, +gravely. 'But do you think a man can become inordinately rich in a short +time, with unblemished honour?'</p> + +<p>'We are told that nothing is impossible,' answered Hartfield. 'Faith can +remove a mountain; only one does not often see it done. However, I +believe Mr. Smithson's character is fairly good as millionaires go. We +do not inquire too closely into these things nowadays.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier sighed and held her peace. She remembered the day when +she had protested vehemently, passionately, against Lesbia's marriage +with a poor man. And now she had an unhappy feeling about Mr. Smithson's +wealth, a doubt, a dread that all might not be well with those millions, +that some portion of that golden tide might flow from impure sources. +She had lived remote from the world, but she had read the papers +diligently, and she knew how often the splendour of commercial wealth +has been suddenly obscured behind a black cloud of obloquy. She could +not rejoice heartily at the idea of Lesbia's engagement.</p> + +<p>'I am to see the man early in August,' she said, as if she were talking +of a butler. 'I hope I may like him. Lady Kirkbank tells me it is a +brilliant marriage, and I must take her word. What can <i>I</i> do for my +granddaughter—a useless log—a prisoner in two rooms?'</p> + +<p>'It is very hard,' murmured Mary, tenderly, 'but I do not see any reason +why Lesbia should not be happy. She likes a brilliant life; and Mr. +Smithson can give her as much gaiety and variety as she can possibly +desire. And, after all, yachts, and horses, and villas, and diamonds +<i>are</i> nice things.'</p> + +<p>'They are the things for which half the world is ready to cheat or +murder the other half,' said Lady Maulevrier, bitterly. She had told +herself long ago that wealth was power, and she had sacrificed many +things, her own peace, her own conscience among them, in order that her +children and grandchildren should be rich; and, knowing this, she felt +it ill became her to be scrupulous, and to inquire too closely as to +the sources of Mr. Smithson's wealth. He was rich, and the world had no +fault to find with him. He had attended the last <i>levée</i>. He went into +reputable society. And he could give Lesbia all those things which the +world calls good.</p> + +<p>Fräulein Müller had packed her heavy old German trunks, and had gone +back to the <i>Heimath</i>, laden with presents of all kinds from Lady +Maulevrier; so Mary and her husband felt as if Fellside was really their +own. They dined with her ladyship, and left her for the night an hour +after dinner; and then they went down to the gardens, and roamed about +in the twilight, and talked, and talked, and talked, as only true lovers +can talk, be they Strephon and Daphne in life's glad morning, or +grey-haired Darby and Joan; and lastly they went down to the lake, and +rowed about in the moonlight, and talked of King Arthur's death, and of +that mystic sword, Excalibur, 'wrought by the lonely maiden of the +lake.'</p> + +<p>They spent three happy days in wandering about the neighbourhood, +revisiting in the delicious freedom of their wedded life those spots +which they had seen together, when Mary was still in bondage, and the +eye of propriety, as represented by Miss Müller, was always upon her. +Now they were free to go where they pleased—to linger where they +liked—they belonged to each other, and were under no other dominion.</p> + +<p>The dogcart, James Steadman's dogcart, which he had rarely used during +the last six months, was put in requisition and Lord Hartfield drove his +wife about the country. They went to the Langdale Pikes, and to Dungeon +Ghyll; and, standing beside the waterfall, Mary told her husband how +miserable she had felt on that very spot a little less than a year ago, +when she believed that he thought her plain and altogether horrid. +Whereupon he had to console her with many kisses and sweet words, for +the bygone pain on her part, the neglect on his.</p> + +<p>'I was a wretch,' he said, 'blind, besotted, imbecile.'</p> + +<p>'No, no, no. Lesbia is very lovely—and I could not expect you would +care for me till she was gone away. How glad I am that she went,' added +Mary, naïvely.</p> + +<p>The sky, which had been cloudless all day, began to darken as Lord +Hartfield drove back to Fellside, and Mary drew a little closer to the +driver's elbow, as if for shelter from an impending tempest.</p> + +<p>'You have your waterproof, of course,' he said, looking down at her, as +the first big drops of a thunder shower dashed upon the splash-board. +'No young woman in the Lake country would think of being without a +waterproof.'</p> + +<p>Mary was duly provided, and with the help of the groom put herself into +a snug little tartan Inverness, while Hartfield sent the cart spinning +along twelve miles an hour.</p> + +<p>They were at Fellside before the storm developed its full power, but the +sky was leaden, the landscape dull and blotted, the atmosphere heavy and +stifling. The thunder grumbled hoarsely, far away yonder in the wild +gorges of Borrowdale; and Mary and her husband made up their minds that +the tempest would come before midnight.</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier was suffering from the condition of the atmosphere. She +had gone to bed, prostrate with a neuralgic headache, and had given +orders that no one but her maid should go near her. So Lord Hartfield +and his wife dined by themselves, in the room where Mary had eaten so +many uninteresting dinners <i>tête-à -tête</i> with Fräulein; and in spite of +the storm which howled, pelted, and lightened every now and then, Mary +felt as if she were in Paradise.</p> + +<p>There was no chance of going out after dinner. The lake looked like a +pool of ink, the mountains were monsters of dark and threatening aspect, +the rain rattled against the windows, and ran from the verandah in +miniature water-spouts. There was nothing to do but stay in doors, in +the sultry, dusky house.</p> + +<p>'Let us go to my boudoir,' said Mary. 'Let me enjoy the full privilege +of having a boudoir—my very own room. Wasn't it too good of grandmother +to have it made so smart for me?'</p> + +<p>'Nothing can be too good for my Mary,' answered her husband, still in +the doting stage, 'but it was very nice of her ladyship—and the room is +charming.'</p> + +<p>Delightful as the new boudoir might be, they dawdled in the picture +gallery, that long corridor on which all the upper rooms opened, and at +one end of which was the door of Lady Maulevrier's bedroom, at right +angles with that red-cloth door, which was never opened, except to give +egress or ingress to James Steadman, who kept the key of it, as if the +old part of Fellside House had been an enchanted castle. Lord Hartfield +had not forgotten that summer midnight last year, when his meditations +were disturbed by a woman's piercing cry. He thought of it this evening, +as Mary and he lowered their voices on drawing near Lady Maulevrier's +door. She was asleep within there now, perhaps, that strange old woman; +and at any moment an awful shriek, as of a soul in mortal agony, might +startle them in the midst of their bliss.</p> + +<p>The lamps were lighted below; but this upper part of the house was +wrapped in the dull grey twilight of a stormy evening. A single lamp +burned dimly at the further end of the corridor, and all the rest was +shadow.</p> + +<p>Mary and her husband walked up and down, talking in subdued tones. He +was explaining the necessity of his being in London next week, and +promising to come back to Fellside directly his business at the House +was over.</p> + +<p>'It will be delightful to read your speeches,' said Mary; 'but I am +silly and selfish enough to wish you were a country squire, with no +business in London. And yet I don't wish that either, for I am intensely +proud of you.'</p> + +<p>'And some day, before we are much older, you will sit in your robes in +the peeress's gallery.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, I couldn't,' cried Mary. 'I should make a fool of myself, somehow. +I should look like a housemaid in borrowed plumes. Remember, I have no +<i>Anstand</i>—I have been told so all my life.'</p> + +<p>'You will be one of the prettiest peeresses who ever sat in that +gallery, and the purest, and truest, and dearest,' protested her +lover-husband.</p> + +<p>'Oh, if I am good enough for you, I am satisfied. I married <i>you</i>, and +not the House of Lords. But I am afraid your friends will all say, +"Hartfield, why in heaven's name did you marry that uncultivated +person?" Look!'</p> + +<p>She stopped suddenly, with her hand on her husband's arm. It was growing +momentarily darker in the corridor. They were at the end near the lamp, +and that other end by Lady Maulevrier's door was in deeper darkness, yet +not too dark for Lord Hartfield to see what it was to which Mary +pointed.</p> + +<p>The red-cloth door was open, and a faint glimmer of light showed within. +A man was standing in the corridor, a small, shrunken figure, bent and +old.</p> + +<p>'It is Steadman's uncle,' said Mary. 'Do let me go and speak to him, +poor, poor old man.'</p> + +<p>'The madman!' exclaimed Hartfield. 'No, Mary; go to your room at once. +I'll get him back to his own den.'</p> + +<p>'But he is not mad—at any rate, he is quite harmless. Let me just say a +few words to him. Surely I am safe with you.'</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield was not inclined to dispute that argument; indeed, he +felt himself strong enough to protect his wife from all the lunatics in +Bedlam. He went towards the end of the corridor, keeping Mary well +behind him; but Mary did not mean to lose the opportunity of renewing +her acquaintance with Steadman's uncle.</p> + +<p>'I hope you are better, poor old soul,' she murmured, gently, lovingly +almost, nestling at her husband's side.</p> + +<p>'What, is it you?' cried the old man, tremulous with joy. +'Oh, I have been looking for you—looking—looking—waiting, waiting for +you. I have been hoping for you every hour and every minute. Why didn't +you come to me, cruel girl?'</p> + +<p>'I tried with all my might,' said Mary, 'but people blocked up the door +in the stables, and they wouldn't let me go to you; and I have been +rather busy for the last fortnight,' added Mary, blushing in the +darkness, 'I—I—am married to this gentleman.'</p> + +<p>'Married! Ah, that is a good thing. He will take care of you, if he is +an honest man.'</p> + +<p>'I thought he was an honest man, but he has turned out to be an earl,' +answered Mary, proudly. 'My husband is Lord Hartfield.' +'Hartfield—Hartfield,' the old man repeated, feebly. 'Surely I have +heard that name before.'</p> + +<p>There was no violence in his manner, nothing but imbecility; so Lord +Hartfield made up his mind that Mary was right, and that the old man was +quite harmless, worthy of all compassion and kindly treatment.</p> + +<p>This was the same old man whom he had met on the Fell in the bleak March +morning. There was no doubt in his mind about that, although he could +hardly see the man's face in the shadowy corridor.</p> + +<p>'Come,' said the man, 'come with me, my dear. You forgot me, but I have +not forgotten you. I mean to leave you my fortune. Come with me, and +I'll show you your legacy. It is all for you—every rupee—every jewel.'</p> + +<p>This word rupee startled Lord Hartfield. It had a strange sound from the +lips of a Westmoreland peasant.</p> + +<p>'Come, child, come!' said the man impatiently. 'Come and see what I have +left you in my will. I make a new will every day, but I leave everything +to you—every will is in your favour. But if you are married you had +better have your legacy at once. Your husband is strong enough to take +care of you and your fortune.'</p> + +<p>'Poor old man,' whispered Mary; 'pray let us humour him.'</p> + +<p>It was the usual madman's fancy, no doubt. Boundless wealth, exalted +rank, sanctity, power—these things all belong to the lunatic. He is the +lord of creation, and, fed by such fancies, he enjoys flashes of wild +happiness in the midst of his woe.</p> + +<p>'Come, come, both of you,' said the old man, eagerly, breathless with +impatience.</p> + +<p>He led the way across the sacred threshold, looking back, beckoning to +them with his wasted old hand, and Mary for the first time in her life +entered that house which had seemed to her from her very childhood as a +temple of silence and mystery. The passage was dimly lighted by a little +lamp on a bracket. The old man crept along stealthily, looking back, +with a face full of cunning, till he came to a broad landing, from which +an old staircase, with massive oak banisters, led down to the square +hall below. The ceilings were low, the passages were narrow. All things +in the house were curiously different from that spacious mansion which +Lady Maulevrier had built for herself.</p> + +<p>A door on the landing stood ajar. The old man pushed it open and went +in, followed by Mary and her husband.</p> + +<p>They both expected to see a room humble almost to poverty—an iron +bedstead, perhaps, and such furniture as the under servants in a +nobleman's household are privileged to enjoy. Both were alike surprised +at the luxury of the apartment they entered, and which was evidently +reserved exclusively for Steadman's uncle.</p> + +<p>It was a sitting-room. The furniture was old-fashioned, but almost as +handsome as any in Lady Maulevrier's apartments. There was a large sofa +of most comfortable shape, covered with dark red velvet, and furnished +with pillows and foot rugs, which would have satisfied a Sybarite of the +first water. Beside the sofa stood a hookah, with all appliances in the +Oriental fashion; and half a dozen long cherry-wood pipes neatly +arranged above the mantelpiece showed that Mr. Steadman's uncle was a +smoker of a luxurious type.</p> + +<p>In the centre of the room stood a large writing table, with a case of +pigeon-holes at the back, a table which would not have disgraced a Prime +Minister's study. A pair of wax candles, in tall silver candlesticks, +lighted this table, which was littered with papers, in a wild confusion +that too plainly indicated the condition of the owner's mind. The oak +floor was covered with Persian prayer rugs, old and faded, but of the +richest quality. The window curtains were dark red velvet; and through +an open doorway Mary and her husband saw a corresponding luxury in the +arrangements of the adjoining bedroom.</p> + +<p>The whole thing seemed wild and strange as a fairy tale. The weird and +wizened old man, grinning and nodding his head at them. The handsome +room, rich with dark, subdued colour, in the dim light of four wax +candles, two on the table, two on the mantelpiece. The perfume of +stephanotis and tea-roses, blended faintly with the all-pervading odour +of latakia and Turkish attar. All was alike strange, bearing in mind +that this old man was a recipient of Lady Maulevrier's charity, a +hanger-on upon a confidential servant, who might be supposed to be +generously treated if he had the run of his teeth and the shelter of a +decent garret. Verily, there was something regal in such hospitality as +this, accorded to a pauper lunatic.</p> + +<p>Where was Steadman, the alert, the watchful, all this time? Mary +wondered. They had met no one. The house was as mute as if it were under +the spell of a magician. It was like that awful chamber in the Arabian +story, where the young man found the magic horse, and started on his +fatal journey. Mary felt as if here, too, there must be peril; here, +too, fate was working.</p> + +<p>The old man went to the writing table, pushed aside the papers, and then +stooped down and turned a mysterious handle or winch under the +knee-hole, and the writing-desk moved slowly on one side, while the +pigeon-holes sank, and a deep well full of secret drawers was laid open.</p> + +<p>From one of these secret drawers the old man took a bunch of keys, +nodding, chuckling, muttering to himself as he groped for them with +tremulous hand.</p> + +<p>'Steadman is uncommonly clever—thinks he knows everything—but he +doesn't know the trick of this table. I could hide a regiment of Sepoys +in this table, my dear. Well, well, perhaps not Sepoys—too big, too +big—but I could hide all the State papers of the Presidency. There are +drawers enough for that.'</p> + +<p>Hartfield watched him intently, with thoughtful brow. There was a +mystery here, a mystery of the deepest dye; and it was for him—it must +needs be his task, welcome or unwelcome, to unravel it.</p> + +<p>This was the Maulevrier skeleton.</p> + +<p>'Now, come with me,' said the old man, clutching Mary's wrist, and +drawing her towards the half-open door leading into the bedroom.</p> + +<p>She had a feeling of shrinking, for there was something uncanny about +the old man, something that might be life or death, might belong to this +world or the next; but she had no fear. In the first place, she was +courageous by nature, and in the second her husband was with her, a +tower of strength, and she could know no fear while he was at her side.</p> + +<p>The strange old man led the way across his bedroom to an inner chamber, +oak pannelled, with very little furniture, but holding much treasure in +the shape of trunks, portmanteaux—all very old and dusty—and two large +wooden cases, banded with iron.</p> + +<p>Before one of these cases the man knelt down, and applied a key to the +padlock which fastened it. He gave the candle to Lord Hartfield to hold, +and then opened the box. It seemed to be full of books, which he began +to remove, heaping them on the floor beside him; and it was not till he +had cleared away a layer of dingy volumes that he came to a large metal +strong box, so heavy that he could not lift it out of the chest.</p> + +<p>Slowly, tremulously, and with quickened breathing, he unlocked the box +where it was, and raised the lid.</p> + +<p>'Look,' he said eagerly, 'this is her legacy—this is my little girl's +legacy.'</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield bent down and looked at the old man's treasure, by the +wavering light of the candle; Mary looking over his shoulder, breathless +with wonder.</p> + +<p>The strong box was divided into compartments. One, and the largest, was +filled with rouleaux of coin, packed as closely as possible. The others +contained jewels, set and unset—diamonds, emeralds, rubies, +sapphires—which flashed back the flickering flame of the candle with +glintings of rainbow light.</p> + +<p>'These are all for her—all—all,' exclaimed the old man. 'They are +worth a prince's ransom. Those rouleaux are all gold; those gems are +priceless. They were the dowry of a princess. But they are hers +now—yes, my dear, they are yours—because you spoke sweetly, and smiled +prettily, and were very good to a lonely old man—and because you have +my mother's face, dear, a smile that recalls the days of my youth. Lift +out the box and take it away with you, if you are strong enough,—you, +you,' he said, touching Lord Hartfield. 'Hide it somewhere—keep it from +<i>her</i>. Let no one know—no one except your wife and you must be in the +secret.'</p> + +<p>'My dear sir, it is out of the question—impossible that my wife or I +should accept one of those coins—or the smallest of those jewels.'</p> + +<p>'Why not, in the devil's name?'</p> + +<p>'First and foremost, we do not know how you came in possession of them; +secondly, we do not know who you are.'</p> + +<p>'They came to me fairly enough—bequeathed to me by one who had the +right to leave them. Would you have had all that gold left for an +adventurer to wallow in?'</p> + +<p>'You must keep your treasure, sir, however it may have come to you,' +answered Lord Hartfield firmly. 'My wife cannot take upon herself the +burden of a single gold coin—least of all from a stranger. Remember, +sir, to us your possession of this wealth—nay, your whole existence—is +a mystery.'</p> + +<p>'You want to know who I am?' said the old man drawing himself up, with a +sudden <i>hauteur</i> which was not without dignity, despite his shrunken +form and grotesque appearence. 'Well, sir. I am----'</p> + +<p>He checked himself abruptly, and looked round the room with a scared +expression.</p> + +<p>'No, no, no,' he muttered; 'caution, caution! They have not done with me +yet; she warned me—they are lying in wait; I mustn't walk into their +trap.' And then turning to Lord Hartfield, he said, haughtily, 'I shall +not condescend to tell you who I am, sir. You must know that I am a +gentleman, and that is enough for you. There is my gift to your +wife'—pointing to the chest—'take it or leave it.'</p> + +<p>'I shall leave it, sir, with all due respect.'</p> + +<p>A frightful change came over the old man's face at this determined +refusal. His eyes glowered at Lord Hartfield under the heavy scowling +brows; his bloodless lips worked convulsively.</p> + +<p>'Do you take me for a thief?' he exclaimed. 'Are you afraid to touch my +gold—that gold for which men and women sell their souls, blast their +lives with shame, and pain, and dishonour, all the world over? Do you +stand aloof from it—refuse to touch it, as if it were infected? And +you, too, girl! Have you no sense? Are you an idiot?'</p> + +<p>'I can do nothing against my husband's wish,' Mary answered, quietly; +'and, indeed, there is no need for us to take your money. We are rich +without it. Please leave that chest to a hospital. It will be ever so +much better than giving it to us.'</p> + +<p>'You told me you were going to marry a poor man?'</p> + +<p>'I know. But he cheated me, and turned out to be a rich man. He was a +horrid impostor,' said Mary, drawing closer to her husband, and smiling +up at him.</p> + +<p>The old man flung down the lid of his strong box, which shut with a +sonorous clang. He locked it, and put the key in his pocket.</p> + +<p>'I have done with you.' he said. 'You can go your ways, both of you. +Fools, fools, fools! The world is peopled with rogues and fools; and, by +heaven, I would rather have to do with the rogues!'</p> + +<p>He flung himself into an arm-chair, one of the few objects of furniture +in the room, and left them to find their way back alone.</p> + +<p>'Good-night, sir,' said Lord Hartfield; but the old man made no reply. +He sat frowning sullenly.</p> + +<p>'Good-night, sir,' said Mary, in her gentle voice, breathing infinite +pity.</p> + +<p>'Good-night, child,' he growled. 'I am sorry you have married an ass.'</p> + +<p>This was more than Mary could stand, and she was about to reply with +some acrimony, when her husband put his hand upon her lips and hurried +her away.</p> + +<p>On the landing they met Mrs. Steadman, a stout, commonplace person, who +always had the same half-frightened look, as of one who lived in the +shadow of an abiding terror, obviously cowed and brow-beaten by her +husband, according to the Fellside household.</p> + +<p>At sight of Lord Hartfield and his wife she looked a little more +frightened than usual.</p> + +<p>'Goodness gracious, Lady Mary! how ever did you come here?' she gasped, +not yet having quite realised the fact that Mary had been promoted.</p> + +<p>'We came to please Steadman's uncle—he brought us in here,' Mary +answered, quietly.</p> + +<p>'But where did you find him?'</p> + +<p>'In the corridor—just by her ladyship's room.'</p> + +<p>'Then he must have taken the key out of Steadman's pocket, or Steadman +must have left it about somewhere,' muttered Mrs. Steadman, as if +explaining the matter to herself, rather than to Mary. 'My poor husband +is not the man he was. And so you met him in the corridor, and he +brought you in here. Poor old gentleman! He gets madder and madder every +day.'</p> + +<p>'There is method in his madness,' said Lord Hartfield. 'He talked very +much like sanity just now. Has your husband had the charge of him long?'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Steadman answered somewhat confusedly.</p> + +<p>'A goodish time, sir. I can't quite exactly say—time passes so quiet in +a place like this. One hardly keeps count of the years.'</p> + +<p>'Forty years, perhaps?'</p> + +<p>Mrs. Steadman blenched under Lord Hartfield's steadfast look—a look +which questioned more searchingly than his words.</p> + +<p>'Forty years,' she repeated, with a faint laugh. 'Oh, dear no, sir, not +a quarter as long. It isn't so many years, after all, since Steadman's +poor old uncle went a little queer in his head; and Steadman, having +such a quiet home here, and plenty of spare room, made bold to ask her +ladyship if he might give the poor old man a home, where he would be in +nobody's way.'</p> + +<p>'And the poor old man seems to have a very luxurious home,' answered +Lord Hartfield. 'Pray when and where did Mr. Steadman's uncle learn to +smoke a hookah?'</p> + +<p>Simple as the question was, it proved too much for Mrs. Steadman. She +only shook her head, and faltered some unintelligible reply.</p> + +<p>'Where is your husband?' asked Lord Hartfield; 'I should like to have a +little talk with him, if he is disengaged.'</p> + +<p>'He is not very well, my lord,' answered Mrs. Steadman. 'He has been +ailing off and on for the last six months, but I couldn't get him to see +the doctor, or to tell her ladyship that he was in bad health. And about +a week ago he broke down altogether, and fell into a kind of drowsy +state. He keeps about, and he does his work pretty much the same as +usual, but I can see that it's too much for him. If you like to come +downstairs I can let you through the lower door into the hall; and if he +should have woke up since I have left him he'll be at your lordship's +service. But I'd rather not wake him out of his sleep.'</p> + +<p>'There is no occasion. What I have to say will keep till to-morrow.'</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield and his wife followed Mrs. Steadman downstairs to the low +dark hall, where an old eight-day clock ticked with hoarse and solemn +beat, and a fine stag's head over each doorway gave evidence of some +former Haselden's sporting tastes. The door of a small panelled parlour +stood half-way open; and within the room Lord Hartfield saw James +Steadman asleep in an arm-chair by the fire, which burned as brightly as +if it had been Christmas time.</p> + +<p>'He was so chilly and shivery this afternoon that I was obliged to light +a fire,' said Mrs. Steadman.</p> + +<p>'He seems to be sleeping heavily,' said Hartfield. 'Don't awaken him. +I'll see him to-morrow morning before I go to London.'</p> + +<p>'He sleeps half the day just as heavy as that, my lord,' said the wife, +with a troubled air. 'I don't think it can be right.'</p> + +<p>'I don't think so either,' answered Lord Hartfield. 'You had better call +in the doctor.'</p> + +<p>'I will, my lord, to-morrow morning. James will be angry with me, I +daresay; but I must take upon myself to do it without his leave.'</p> + +<p>She led the way along a passage corresponding with the one above, and +unlocked a door opening into a lobby near the billiard-room.</p> + +<p>'Come, Molly, see if you can beat me at a fifty game,' said Lord +Hartfield, with the air of a man who wants to shake off the impression +of some dominant idea.</p> + +<p>'Of course you will annihilate me, but it will be a relief to play,' +answered Mary. 'That strange old man has given me a shock. Everything +about his surroundings is so different from what I expected. And how +could an uncle of Steadman's come by all that money—and those +jewels—if they were jewels, and not bits of glass which the poor old +thing has chopped up, in order to delude himself with an imaginary +treasure?'</p> + +<p>'I do not think they are bits of glass, Molly.'</p> + +<p>'They sparkled tremendously—almost as much as my—our—the family +diamonds,' said Mary, puzzled how to describe that property which she +held in right of her position as countess regnant; 'but if they are real +jewels, and all those rouleaux real money, how could Steadman's uncle +become possessed of such wealth?'</p> + +<p>'How, indeed?' said Lord Hartfield, choosing his cue</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXXVIII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXXVIII.</h2> + +<h3>ON BOARD THE 'CAYMAN.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Goodwood had come and gone, a brief bright season of loss and gain, fine +gowns, flirtation, lobster en mayonaise, champagne, sunshine, dust, +glare, babble of many voices, successes, failures, triumphs, +humiliations. A very pretty picture to contemplate from the outside, +this little world in holiday clothes, framed in greenery! but just on +the Brocken, where the nicest girl among the dancers had the unpleasant +peculiarity of dropping a little red mouse out of her mouth—so too here +under different forms there were red mice dropping about among the +company. Here a hint of coming insolvency; there a whisper of a +threatened divorce suit, staved off for a while, compromises, family +secrets, little difficulties everywhere; betrothed couples smilingly +accepting congratulations, who should never have been affianced were +truth and honour the rule of life; forsaken wives pretending to think +their husbands models of fidelity; jovial creatures with ruin staring in +their faces; households divided and shamming union; almost everybody +living above his or her means; and the knowledge that nobody is any +better or any happier than his neighbour society's only fountain of +consolation.</p> + +<p>Lady Lesbia's gowns and parasols had been admired, her engagement had +furnished an infinity of gossip, and the fact of Montesma's constant +attendance upon her had given zest to the situation, just that flavour +of peril and fatality which the soul of society loveth.</p> + +<p>'Is she going to marry them both?' asked an ancient dowager of the +ever-young type.</p> + +<p>'No, dear Lady Sevenoaks, she can only marry one, don't you know; but +the other is nice to go about with; and I believe it is the other she +really likes.'</p> + +<p>'It is always the other that a woman likes,' answered the dowager; 'I am +madly in love with this Peruvian—no, I think you said Cuban—myself. I +wish some good-natured creature would present him to me. If you know +anybody who knows him, tell them to bring him to my next +afternoon—Saturday. But why does—<i>chose</i>—<i>machin</i>—Smithson allow +such a handsome hanger-on? After marriage I could understand that he +might not be able to help himself; but before marriage a man generally +has some kind of authority.'</p> + +<p>The world wondered a little, just as Lady Sevenoaks wondered, at +Smithson's complacency in allowing a man so attractive as Montesma to be +so much in the society of his future wife, yet even the censorious could +but admit that the Cuban's manner offered no ground for offence. He +came to Goodwood 'on his own hook,' as society put it: and every man who +wears a decent coat and is not a welsher has a right to enjoy the +prettiest race-course in England. He spent a considerable part of the +day in Lesbia's company; but since she was the centre of a little crowd +all the time, there could be no offence in this. He was a stranger, +knowing very few people, and having nothing to do but to amuse himself. +Smithson was an old and familiar friend, and was in a measure bound to +give him hospitality.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson had recognised that obligation, but in a somewhat sparing +manner. There were a dozen unoccupied bedchambers in the Park Lane +Renaissance villa; but Smithson did not invite his Cuban acquaintance to +shift his quarters from the Bristol to Park Lane. He was civil to Don +Gomez: but anyone who had taken the trouble to watch and study the +conduct and social relations of these two men would have seen that his +civility was a forced civility, and that he endured the Spaniard's +society under constraint of some kind.</p> + +<p>And now all the world was flocking to Cowes for the regatta, and Lesbia +and her chaperon were established on board Mr. Smithson's yacht, the +<i>Cayman</i>; and the captain of the <i>Cayman</i> and all her crew were +delivered over to Lesbia to be her slaves and to obey her lightest +breath. The <i>Cayman</i> was to lie at anchor off Cowes for the regatta +week; and then she was to sail for Hyde, and lie at anchor there for +another regatta week; and she was to be a floating hotel for Lady Lesbia +so long as the young lady would condescend to occupy her.</p> + +<p>The captain was an altogether exceptional captain, and the crew were a +picked crew, ruddy faced, sandy whiskered for the most part, Englishmen +all, honest, hardy fellows from between the Nore and the Wash, talking +in an honest provincial patois, dashed with sea slang. They were the +very pink and pattern of cleanliness, and the <i>Cayman</i> herself from stem +to stern was dazzling and spotless to an almost painful degree.</p> + +<p>Not content with the existing arrangements of the yacht, which were at +once elegant and luxurious, Mr. Smithson had sent down a Bond Street +upholsterer to refit the saloon and Lady Lesbia's cabin. The dark velvet +and morocco which suited a masculine occupant would not have harmonised +with girlhood and beauty; and Mr. Smithson's saloon, as originally +designed, had something of the air of a <i>tabagie</i>. The Bond Street man +stripped away all the velvet and morocco, plucked up the Turkey carpet, +draped the scuttle-ports with pale yellow cretonne garnished with orange +pompons, subdued the glare of the skylight by a blind of oriental silk, +covered the divans with Persian saddlebags, the floor with a delicate +Indian matting, and furnished the saloon with all that was most feminine +in the way of bamboo chairs and tea-tables, Japanese screens and fans +of gorgeous colouring. Here and there against the fluted yellow drapery +he fastened a large Rhodes plate; and the thing was done. Lady Lesbia's +cabin was all bamboo and embroidered India muslin. An oval glass, framed +in Dresden biscuit, adorned the side, a large white bearskin covered the +floor. The berth was pretty enough for the cradle of a duchess's first +baby. Even Lesbia, spoiled by much indulgence and unlimited credit, gave +a little cry of pleasure at sight of the nest that had been made ready +for her.</p> + +<p>'Really, Mr. Smithson is immensely kind!' she exclaimed.</p> + +<p>'Smithson is always kind,' answered Lady Kirkbank, 'and you don't half +enough appreciate him. He has given me his very own cabin—such a dear +little den! There are his cigar boxes and everything lovely on the +shelves, and his own particular dressing-case put open for me to +use—all the backs of all the brushes <i>repoussé</i> silver, and all the +scent-bottles filled expressly for me. If the yacht would only stand +quite still, I should think it more delicious than the best house I ever +stayed in: only I don't altogether enjoy that little way it has of +gurgling up and down perpetually.'</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson's chief butler, a German Swiss, and a treasure of +intelligence, had come down to take the domestic arrangements of the +yacht into his control. The Park Lane <i>chef</i> was also on board, Mr. +Smithson's steward acting as his subordinate. This great man grumbled +sorely at the smallness of his surroundings; for the most luxurious +yacht was a poor substitute for the spacious kitchens and storerooms and +stillrooms of the London mansion. There was a cabin for Lady Kirkbank's +Rilboche and Lady Lesbia's Kibble, where the two might squabble at their +leisure; in a word, everything had been done that forethought could do +to make the yacht as perfect a place of sojourn as any floating +habitation, from Noah's Ark to the Orient steamers, had ever been made.</p> + +<p>It was between four and five upon a delicious July afternoon that Lady +Kirkbank and her charge came on board. The maids and the luggage had +been sent a day in advance, so that everything might be in its place, +and the empty boxes all stowed away, before the ladies arrived. They had +nothing to do but walk on board and fling themselves into the low +luxurious chairs ready for them on the deck, a little wearied by the +heat and dust of a railway journey, and with that delicious sense of +languid indifference to all the cares of life which seems to be in the +very atmosphere of a perfect summer afternoon.</p> + +<p>A striped awning covered the deck, and great baskets of roses—pink, and +red, and yellow—were placed about here and there. Tea was ready on a +low table, a swinging brass kettle hissing merrily, with an air of +supreme homeliness.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson had accompanied his <i>fiancée</i> from town, and now sat +reading the <i>Globe</i>, and meekly waiting for his tea, while Lesbia took a +languid survey of the shore and the flotilla of boats, little and big, +and while Lady Kirkbank rhapsodised about the yacht, praising +everything, and calling everything by a wrong name. He was to be their +guest all day, and every day. They were to have enough of him, as Lesbia +had observed to her chaperon, with a spice of discontent, not quite so +delighted with the arrangement as her faithful swain. To him the idea +was rapture.</p> + +<p>'You have contrived somehow to keep me very much at a distance +hitherto,' he told Lesbia, 'and I feel sometimes as if we were almost +strangers; but a yacht is the best place in the world to bring two +people together, and a week at Cowes will make us nearer to each other +and more to each other than three months in London;' and Lesbia had said +nothing, inwardly revolting at the idea of becoming any nearer and +dearer to this man whom she had pledged herself to marry. She was to be +his wife—yes, some day—and it was his desire the some day should be +soon: but in the interval her dearest privilege was the power to keep +him at a distance.</p> + +<p>And yet she could not make up her mind to break with him, to say +honestly, 'I never liked you much, and now we are engaged I find myself +liking you less and less every day. Save me from the irrevocable +wickedness of a loveless marriage. Forgive me, and let me go.' No, this +she could not bring herself to say. She did not like Mr. Smithson, but +she valued the position he was able to give her. She wanted to be +mistress of that infinite wealth—she could not renounce that right to +which she fancied she had been born, her right to be one of the Queens +of Society: and the only man who had offered to crown her as queen, to +find her a palace and a court, was Horace Smithson. Without Mr. Smithson +her first season would have resulted in dire failure. She might perhaps +have endured that failure, and been content to abide the chances of a +second season, had it not been for Mary's triumph. But for Mary to be a +Countess, and for Lesbia to remain Lesbia Haselden, a nobody, dependent +upon the caprices of a grandmother whose means might after all be but +limited—no, such a concatenation as that was not to be endured. Lesbia +told herself that she could not go back to Fellside to remain there +indefinitely, a spinster and a dependent. She had learnt the true value +of money; she had found out what the world was like; and it seemed to +her that some such person as Mr. Smithson was essential to her +existence, just as a butler is a necessity in a house. One may not like +the man, but the post must be filled.</p> + +<p>Again, if she were to throw over Mr. Smithson, and speculate upon her +chances of next year, what hope had she of doing better in her second +season than in her first? The horizon was blank. There was no great +<i>parti</i> likely to offer himself for competition. She had seen all that +the market could produce. Wealthy bachelors, high-born lovers, could not +drop from the moon. Lesbia, schooled by Lady Kirkbank, knew her peerage +by heart; and she knew that, having missed Lord Hartfield, there was +really no one in the Blue Book worth waiting for. Thus, caring only for +those things which wealth can buy, she had made up her mind that she +could not do without Horace Smithson's money; and she must therefore +needs resign herself to the disagreeable necessity of taking Smithson +and his money together. The great auctioneer Fate would not divide the +lot.</p> + +<p>She told herself that for her a loveless marriage was, after all, no +prodigious sacrifice. She had found out that heart made but a small +figure in the sum of her life. She could do without love. A year ago she +had fancied herself in love with John Hammond. In her seclusion at St. +Bees, in the long, dull August days, sauntering up and down by the edge +of the sea, in the melancholy sunset hour, she thought that her heart +was broken, that life was worthless without the man she loved. She had +thought and felt all this, but not strongly enough to urge her to any +great effort, not keenly enough to make her burst her chains. She had +preferred to suffer this loss than to sacrifice her chances of future +aggrandisement. And now she looked back and remembered those sunset +walks by the sea, and all her thoughts and feelings in those silent +summer hours; and she smiled at herself, half in scorn, half in pity, +for her own weakness. How easily she had learned to do without him who +at that hour seemed the better part of her existence. A good deal of +gaiety and praise, a little mild flirtation at Kirkbank Castle, and lo! +the image of her first lover began to grow dim and blurred, like a faded +photograph. A season at Cannes, and she was cured. A week in London, and +that first love was a thing of the past, a dream from which the dreamer +awaketh, forgetting the things that he has dreamt.</p> + +<p>Remembering all this she told herself that she had no heart, that love +or no love was a question of very little moment, and that the personal +qualities of the man whom she chose for a husband mattered nothing to +her, provided that his lands and houses and social status came up to her +standard of merit. She had seen Mr. Smithson's houses and lands; and she +was distinctly assured that he would in due course be raised to the +peerage. She had, therefore, every reason to be satisfied.</p> + +<p>Having thus reasoned out the circumstances of her new life, she accepted +her fate with a languid grace, which harmonised with her delicate and +patrician beauty. Nobody could have for a moment supposed from her +manner that she loved Horace Smithson; but nobody had the right to +think that she detested him. She accepted all his attentions as a thing +of course. The flowers which he strewed beneath her footsteps, the +pearls which he melted in her wine—metaphorically speaking—were just +'good enough' and no more. This afternoon, when Mr. Smithson asked her +how she liked the arrangements of the saloon and cabin, she said she +thought they would do very nicely. 'They would do.' Nothing more.</p> + +<p>'It is dreadfully small, of course,' she said, 'when one is accustomed +to rooms: but it is rather amusing to be in a sort of doll's house, and +on deck it is really very nice.'</p> + +<p>This was the most Mr. Smithson had for his pains, and he seemed to be +content therewith. If a man will marry the prettiest girl of the year he +must be satisfied with such scant civility as conscious perfection may +give him. We know that Aphrodite was not altogether the most comfortable +wife, and that Helen was a cause of trouble.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson sat in a bamboo chair beside his mistress, and looked +ineffably happy when she handed him a cup of tea. Sky and sea were one +exquisite azure—the colours of the boats glancing in the sunshine as if +they had been jewels; here an emerald rudder, there a gunwale painted +with liquid rubies. White sails, white frocks, white ducks made vivid +patches of light against the blue. The landscape yonder shone and +sparkled as if it had been incandescent. All the world of land and sky +and sea was steeped in sunshine. A day on which to do nothing, read +nothing, think nothing, only to exist.</p> + +<p>While they sat basking in the balmy atmosphere, looking lazily at that +bright, almost insupportable picture of blue sea under blue sky, there +came the dip of oars, making music, and a sound of coolness with every +plash of water.</p> + +<p>'How good it is of somebody to row about, just to give us that nice +soothing sound,' murmured Lesbia.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank, with her dear old head thrown back upon the cushion of +her luxurious chair, and her dear little cornflower hat just a thought +on one side, was sleeping the sleep of the just, and unconsciously +revealing the little golden arrangements which gave variety to her front +teeth.</p> + +<p>The soothing sound came nearer and nearer, close under the <i>Cayman's</i> +quarter, and then a brown hand clasped the man-ropes, and a light slim +figure swung itself upon deck, while the boat bobbed and splashed below.</p> + +<p>It was Montesma, who had not been expected till the racing, which was +not to begin for two days. A faint, faint rose bloom flushed Lady +Lesbia's cheek at sight of him; and Mr. Smithson gave a little look of +vexation, just one rapid contraction of the eyebrows, which resumed +their conventional placidity the next instant.</p> + +<p>'So good of you,' he murmured. 'I really did not expect you till the +beginning of the week.'</p> + +<p>'London is simply insupportable in this weather—most of all for a man +born in the Havanas. My soul thirsted for blue water. So I said to +myself, This good Smithson is at Cowes; he will give me the run of his +yacht and a room at his villa. Why not go to Cowes at once?'</p> + +<p>'The room is at your service. I have only two or three of my people at +Formosa, but just enough to look after a bachelor friend.'</p> + +<p>'I want very little service, my dear fellow,' answered Montesma, +pleasantly. 'A man who has crossed the Cordilleras and camped in the +primeval forest on the shores of the Amazon, learns to help himself. So +this is the <i>Cayman</i>? <i>Muy deleitoso, mi amigo</i>. A floating Paradise in +little. If the ark had been like this, I don't think any of the +passengers would have wanted the flood to dry up.'</p> + +<p>He shook hands with Lady Lesbia as he spoke, and with Lady Kirkbank, who +looked at him as if he were part of her dream, and then he sank into the +chair on Lesbia's left hand, with the air of being established for the +rest of the day.</p> + +<p>'I have left my portmanteaux at the end of the pier,' he said lazily. 'I +dare say one of your fellows will be good enough to take them to Formosa +for me?'</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson gave the necessary order. All the beauty had gone out of the +sea and the sky for him, all the contentment from his mind; and yet he +was in no position to rebel against Fate—in no position to say directly +or indirectly, 'Don Gomez de Montesma, I don't want you here, and I must +request you to transfer yourself elsewhither.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia's feelings were curiously different. The very sight of that +nervous brown hand upon the rope just now had sent a strange thrill +through her veins. She who believed herself heartless could scarce trust +herself to speak for the vehement throbbing of her heart. A sense of joy +too deep for words possessed her as she reclined in her low chair, with +drooping eyelids, yet feeling the fire of those dark southern eyes upon +her face, scorching her like an actual flame.</p> + +<p>'Lady Lesbia, may I have a cup of tea?' he asked; not because he wanted +the tea, but only for the cruel delight of seeing if she were able to +give it to him calmly.</p> + +<p>Her hands shook, fluttered, wandered helplessly, as she poured out that +cup of tea and handed it to Montesma, a feminine office which she had +performed placidly enough for Mr. Smithson. The Spaniard took the cup +from her with a quiet smile, a subtle look which seemed to explore the +inmost depth of her consciousness.</p> + +<p>Yes, this man was verily her master. She knew it, and he know it, as +that look of his told her. Vain to play her part of languid +indifference—vain to struggle against her bondage. In heart and spirit +she was at his feet, an odalisque, recognising and bowing down to her +sultan.</p> + +<p>Happily for the general peace, Mr. Smithson had been looking away +seaward, with a somewhat troubled brow, while that little cup and saucer +episode was being enacted. And in the next minute Lesbia had recovered +her self-command, and resumed that graceful languor which was one of her +charms. She was weak, but she was not altogether foolish; and she had no +idea of succumbing to this new influence—of yielding herself up to this +conqueror, who seemed to take her life into his hand as if it were a bit +of thistledown. Her agitation of those first few minutes was due to the +suddenness of his appearance—the reaction from dulness to delight. She +had been told that he was not to be at Cowes till Monday, and lo! he was +here at her side, just as she was thinking how empty and dreary life was +without him.</p> + +<p>He dropped into his place so naturally and easily, made himself so +thoroughly at home and so agreeable to every one, that it was almost +impossible for Horace Smithson to resent his audacity! Mr. Smithson's +vitals might be devoured by the gnawing of the green-eyed monster, but +however fierce that gnawing were, he did not want to seem jealous. +Montesma was there as the very incarnation of some experiences in Mr. +Smithson's past career, and he dared not object to the man's presence.</p> + +<p>And so the summer day wore on. They had the yacht all to themselves that +evening, for the racing yachts were fulfilling engagements in other +waters, and the gay company of pleasure-seekers had not yet fully +assembled. They were dropping in one by one, all the evening, and Cowes +roads grew fuller of life with every hour of the summer night.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson and his guests dined in the saloon, a snug little party of +four, and sat long over dessert, deep into the dusk; and they talked of +all things under heaven, things frivolous, things grave, but most of all +about that fair, strange world in far-off southern waters, the sunny +islands of the Caribbean Sea, and the dreamy, luxurious life of that +tropical clime, half Spanish, half Oriental, wholly independent of +European conventionalities. Lesbia listened, enchanted by the picture. +What were Park Lane palaces, and Berkshire manors, the petty splendours +of the architect and the upholsterer, weighed against a world in which +all nature is on a grander scale? Mr. Smithson might give her fine +houses and costly upholstery; but only the Tropic of Cancer could give +her larger and brighter stars, a world of richer colouring, a land of +perpetual summer, nights luminous with fire-flies, gardens in which the +fern and the cactus were as forest trees, and where humming-birds +flashed among the foliage like living flowers; nay, where the flowers +themselves took the forms of the animal world and seemed instinct with +life and motion.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' said Mr. Smithson, with his gentlemanlike drawl, 'Spanish America +and the West Indies are delightful places to talk about. There are so +many things one leaves out of the picture—thieves, niggers, jiggers, +snakes, mosquitoes, yellow Jack, creeping, crawling creatures of all +kinds. I always feel very glad I have been to South America.'</p> + +<p>'Why?'</p> + +<p>'In order that I may never go there again,' replied Mr. Smithson.</p> + +<p>'I was beginning to hope you would take me there some day,' said Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'Never again, no, not even for your sake. No man should ever leave +Europe after he is five-and-thirty; indeed, I doubt if after that age he +should venture beyond the Mediterranean. That is the sea of +civilisation. Anything outside it means barbarism.'</p> + +<p>'I hope we are going to travel by-and-by,' said Lesbia; 'I have been +mewed up in Grasmere half my life, and if you are going to confine me to +the shores of the Mediterranean, which is, after all, only a larger +lake, for the other half of my life, my existence will be a dull piece +of work after all. I agree with what Don Gomez said the other night: +"Not to travel is not to live."'</p> + +<p>They went on deck presently and sat in the summer darkness, lighted only +by the stars, and by the lights of the yachts, and the faintly gleaming +windows of the lighted town, sat long and late, in a state of ineffable +repose. Lady Kirkbank, fortified by the produce of Mr. Smithson's +particular <i>clos</i>, and by a couple of glasses of green Chartreuse, slept +profoundly. She had not enjoyed herself so much for the last three +months. She had been stretched on Society's rack, and she had been +ground in Society's mill; and neither mind nor body had been her own to +do what she liked withal. She had toiled early and late, and had spared +herself in no wise. And now the trouble was over for a space. Here were +rest and respite. She had done her duty as a chaperon, had provided her +charge with the very best thing the matrimonial market offered. She had +paid her creditors something on account all round, and had left them +appeased and trustful, if not content. Sir George had gone oft alone to +drink the waters at Spa, and to fortify himself for Scotland and the +grouse season. She was her own mistress, and she could fold her hands +and take her rest, eat and drink and sleep and be merry, all at Mr. +Smithson's expense.</p> + +<p>The yachts came flocking in next day, like a flight of white-winged sea +birds, and Mr. Smithson had enough to do receiving visitors upon the +<i>Cayman</i>. He was fully occupied; but Montesma had nothing to do, except +to amuse Lady Lesbia and her chaperon, and in this onerous task he +succeeded admirably. Lesbia found that it was too warm to be on the deck +when there were perspiring people, whose breath must be ninety by the +thermometer, perpetually coming on board; so she and Lady Kirkbank sat +in the saloon, and had the more distinguished guests brought down to +them as to a Court; and the shrewder of the guests were quick to divine +that no company beyond that of Don Gomez de Montesma was really wanted +in that rose-scented saloon.</p> + +<p>The Spaniard taught Lady Kirkbank <i>monte</i>, which delighted her, and +which she vowed she would introduce at her supper parties in the half +season of November, when she should be in London for a week or two, as a +bird of passage, flitting southwards. He began to teach Lesbia Spanish, +a language for which she had taken a sudden fancy; and it is curious +what tender accents, what hidden meanings even a grammar can take from +such a teacher. Spanish came easily enough to a learner who had been +thoroughly drilled in French and Italian, and who had been taught the +rudiments of Latin; so by the end of a lesson, which went on at +intervals all day, the pupil was able to lisp a passage of Don Quixote +in the sweetest Castilian, very sweet to the ear of Don Gomez—a kind of +baby language, precious as the first half-formed syllables of infancy to +mothers.</p> + +<p>Montesma had nothing to do but to amuse himself and his companions all +day in the saloon, amidst odours of roses and peaches, in a shadowy +coolness made by striped silken blinds; but Mr. Smithson was not so much +his own master. That innumerable company of friends which are the +portion of the rich man given to hospitality would not let the owner of +the <i>Cayman</i> go scot-free.</p> + +<p>At a place like Cowes, on the eve of the regatta week, the freelances of +society expect to find entertainment; and Mr. Smithson had to maintain +his character for princely hospitalities at the sacrifice of his +feelings as a lover. Every ripple of Lesbia's silvery laughter, every +deep tone of Montesma's voice, from the cabin below, sent a pang to his +jealous soul; and yet he had to smile, and to order more champagne cup, +and to be lavish of his best cigars, albeit insisting that his friends +should smoke their cigars in the bows well to leeward, so that no foul +breathings of tobacco should pollute his Cleopatra galley.</p> + +<p>Cleopatra was very happy meanwhile, sublimely indifferent even to the +odours of tobacco. She had her Antony at her feet, looking up at her, +as she recited her lesson, with darkly luminous eyes, obviously +worshipping her, obviously intent on winning her without counting the +cost. When had a Montesma ever counted the cost to himself or +others—the cost in gold, in honour, in human life? The records of Cuba +in the palmy days of the slave trade would tell how lightly they held +the last; and for honour, well, the private hells of island and main +could tell their tale of specially printed playing cards, in which the +swords or stars on the back of each card had a secret language of their +own, and were as finger-posts for the initiated player.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson had business on shore, and was fain to leave the yacht for +an hour or two before dinner. He invited Don Gomez to go with him, but +the offer was graciously declined.</p> + +<p>'Amigo, I don't care even to look at land in such weather. It is so +detestably dry,' he pleaded. 'It is only the sound of the sea gurgling +against the hull that reconciles one to existence. Go, and be happy at +your club, and send off those occult telegrams of yours, dearest. I +shall not leave the <i>Cayman</i> till bed-time.'</p> + +<p>He looked as fresh and cool as if utterly unaffected by the heat, which +to a Cuban must have been a merely lukewarm condition of the atmosphere. +But he affected to be prostrate, and Smithson could not insist. He had +his cards to play in a game which required extremest caution, and there +were no friendly indicators on the backs of his kings and aces. He was +feeling his way in the dark, and did not know how much mischief Montesma +was prepared to do.</p> + +<p>When the owner of the yacht was gone Don Gomez proposed an adjournment +to the deck for afternoon tea, and the trio sat under the awning, +tea-drinking and gossiping for the next hour. Lady Kirkbank told the +steward to say not at home to everybody, just as if she had a street +door.</p> + +<p>'There is a good deal of the <i>dolce far niente</i> about this,' said +Montesma, presently; 'but don't you think we have been anchored in sight +of that shabby little town quite long enough, and that it would be +rather nice to spread our wings and sail round the island before the +racing begins?'</p> + +<p>'It would be exquisite,' said Lesbia. 'I am very tired of inaction, +though I dearly love learning Spanish,' she added, with a lovely smile, +and a look that was half submissive, half mutinous. 'But I have really +been beginning to wonder whether this boat can move.'</p> + +<p>'You will see that she can, and at a smart pace, too, if I sail her. +Shall we circumnavigate the island? We can set sail after dinner.'</p> + +<p>'Will Mr. Smithson consent, do you think?'</p> + +<p>'Why does Smithson exist, except to obey you?'</p> + +<p>'I don't know if Lady Kirkbank would quite like it,' said Lesbia, +looking at her chaperon, who was waving a big Japanese fan, slowly, +unsteadily, and with a somewhat drunken air, the while she slid into +dreamland.</p> + +<p>'Quite like what?' she murmured, drowsily.</p> + +<p>'A little sail.'</p> + +<p>'I should dearly love it, if it didn't make me sea-sick.'</p> + +<p>'Sea-sick on a glassy lake like this! Impossible,' said Montesma. 'I +consider the thing settled. We set sail after dinner.'</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson came back to the yacht just in time to dress for dinner. +Don Gomez excused himself from putting on his dress suit. He was going +to sail the yacht himself, and he was dressed for his work, +picturesquely, in white duck trousers, white silk shirt, and black +velvet shooting jacket. He dined with the permission of the ladies, in +this costume, in which he looked so much handsomer than in the livery of +polite life. He had a red scarf tied round his waist, and when at his +work by-and-by, he wore a little red silk cap, just stuck lightly on his +dark hair. The dinner to-day was all animation and even excitement, very +different from the languorous calm of yesterday. Lesbia seemed a new +creature. She talked and laughed and flashed and sparkled as she had +never yet done within Mr. Smithson's experience. He contemplated the +transformation with wonder not unmixed with suspicion. Never for him had +she been so brilliant—never in response to his glances had her violet +eyes thus kindled, had her smile been so entrancingly sweet. He watched +Montesma, but in him he could find no fault. Even jealousy could hardly +take objection to the Spaniard's manner to Lady Lesbia. There was not a +look, not a word that hinted at a private understanding between them, or +which seemed to convey deeper meanings than the common language of +society. No, there was no ground for fault-finding; and yet Smithson was +miserable. He knew this man of old, and knew his influence over women.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson handed over the management of the yacht without a murmer, +albeit he pretended to be able to sail her himself, and was in the habit +of taking the command for a couple of hours on a sunny afternoon, much +to the amusement of skipper and crew. But Montesma was a sailor born and +bred—the salt keen breath of the sea had been the first breath in his +nostrils—he had managed his light felucca before he was twelve years +old, had sailed every inch of the Caribbean Sea, and northward to the +furthermost of the Bahamas before he was fifteen. He had lived more on +the water than on the land in that wild boyhood of his; a boyhood in +which books and professors had played but small part. Montesma's school +had been the world, and beautiful women his only professors. He had +learnt arithmetic from the transactions of bubble companies; modern +languages from the lips of the women who loved him. He was a crack shot, +a perfect swordsman, a reckless horseman, and a dancer in whom dancing +almost rose to genius. Beyond these limits he was as ignorant as dirt; +but he had a cleverness which served as a substitute for book learning, +and he seldom failed in impressing the people he met with the idea that +he, Gomez de Montesma, was no ordinary man.</p> + +<p>Directly after dinner the preparations for an immediate start began; +very much to the disgust of skipper and crew, who were not in the habit +of working after dinner; but Montesma cared nothing for the short +answers of the captain, or the black look of the men.</p> + +<p>Lesbia wanted to learn all about everything—the name of every sail, of +every rope. She stood near the helmsman, a slim graceful figure in a +white gown of some soft material, with never a jewel or a flower to +relieve that statuesque simplicity. She wore no hat, and the rich +chesnut hair was rolled in a loose knot at the back of the small +Greek-looking head. Montesma came to her every now and then to explain +what was being done; and by-and-by, when the canvas was all up, and the +yacht was skimming over the water, like a giant swan borne by the +current of some vast strong river, he came and stayed by her side, and +they two sat making little baby sentences in Spanish, he as teacher and +she as pupil, with no one near them but the sailors.</p> + +<p>The owner of the <i>Cayman</i> had disappeared mysteriously a quarter of an +hour after the sails were unfurled, and Lady Kirkbank had tottered down +to the saloon.</p> + +<p>'I am not going—cabin,' she faltered, when Lesbia remonstrated with +her, 'only—going—saloon—sofa—lie down—little—Smithson take +care—you,' not perceiving that Smithson had vanished, 'shall be—quite +close.'</p> + +<p>So Lesbia and Don Gomez were alone under the summer stars, murmuring +little bits of Spanish.</p> + +<p>'It is the only true way of learning a language,' he said; 'grammars are +a delusion.'</p> + +<p>It was a very delightful and easy way of learning, at any rate. Lesbia +reclined in her bamboo chair, and fanned herself indolently, and watched +the shadowy shores of the island, cliff and hill, down and wooded crest, +flitting past her like dream-pictures, and her lips slowly shaped the +words of that soft lisping language—so simple, so musical—a language +made for lovers and for song, one would think. It was wonderful what +rapid progress Lesbia made.</p> + +<p>She heard a church clock on the island striking, and asked Don Gomez the +hour.</p> + +<p>'Ten,' he said.</p> + +<p>'Ten! Surely it must be later. It was past eight before we began dinner, +and we have been sailing for ever so long. Captain, kindly tell me the +time,' she called to the skipper, who was lolling over the gunwale near +the foremast smoking a meditative pipe.</p> + +<p>'Twelve o'clock, my lady.'</p> + +<p>'Heavens, can I possibly have been sitting here so long. I should like +to stay on deck all night and watch the sailing; but I must really go +and take care of poor Lady Kirkbank. I am afraid she is not very well.'</p> + +<p>'She had a somewhat distracted air when she went below, but I daresay +she will sleep off her troubles. If I were you I should leave her to +herself.'</p> + +<p>'Impossible! What can have become of Mr. Smithson?'</p> + +<p>'I have a shrewd suspicion that it is with Smithson as with poor Lady +Kirkbank.'</p> + +<p>'Do you mean that he is ill?'</p> + +<p>'Precisely.'</p> + +<p>'What, on a calm summer night, sailing over a sea of glass. The owner of +a yacht!'</p> + +<p>'Rather ignominious for poor Smithson, isn't it? But men who own yachts +are only mortal, and are sometimes wretched sailors. Smithson is feeble +on that point, as I know of old.'</p> + +<p>'Then wasn't it rather cruel of us to sail his yacht?'</p> + +<p>'Yachts are meant for sailing, and again, sea-sickness is supposed to be +a wholesome exercise.'</p> + +<p>'Good-night.'</p> + +<p>'Good-night,' both good nights in Spanish, and with a touch of +tenderness which the words could hardly have expressed in English.</p> + +<p>'Must you really go?' pleaded Montesma, holding her hand just a thought +longer than he had ever held it before.</p> + +<p>'Ah, the little more, and how much it is,' says the poet.</p> + +<p>'Really and truly.'</p> + +<p>'I am so sorry. I wish you could have stayed on deck all night.'</p> + +<p>'So do I, with all my heart. This calm sea under the starlit sky is like +a dream of heaven.'</p> + +<p>'It is very nice, but if you stayed I think I could promise you +considerable variety. We shall have a tempest before morning.'</p> + +<p>'Of all things in the world I should love to see a thunderstorm at sea.'</p> + +<p>'Be on the alert then, and Captain Parkes and I will try to oblige you.'</p> + +<p>'At any rate you have made it impossible for me to sleep. I shall stay +with Lady Kirkbank in the saloon. Good-night, again.'</p> + +<p>'Good-night.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XXXIX"></a><h2>CHAPTER XXXIX.</h2> + +<h3>IN STORM AND DARKNESS.</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lesbia found Lady Kirkbank prostrate on a low divan in the saloon, +sleepless, and very cross. The atmosphere reeked with red lavender, +sal-volatile, eau de Cologne, and brandy, which latter remedy poor +Georgie had taken freely in her agonies. Kibble, the faithful Grasmere +girl, sat by the divan, fanning the sufferer with a large Japanese fan. +Rilboche had naturally, as a Frenchwoman, succumbed utterly to her own +feelings, and was moaning in her berth, wailing out every now and then +that she would never have taken service with Miladi had she suspected +her to be capable of such cruelty as to take her to live for weeks upon +the sea.</p> + +<p>If this was the state of affairs now while the ocean was only gently +stirred, what would it be by-and-by if the tempest should really come?</p> + +<p>'What can you be thinking of, staying on deck all night with those men?' +exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, peevishly. 'It is hardly respectable.'</p> + +<p>She would have been still more inclined to object had she known that +Lesbia's companion had been 'that man' rather than 'those men.'</p> + +<p>'What do you mean by all night?' Lesbia retorted, contemptuously; 'it is +only just twelve.'</p> + +<p>'Only twelve. I thought we were close upon daylight. I have suffered an +eternity of agony.'</p> + +<p>'I am very sorry you should be ill; but really the sea has been so +deliciously calm.'</p> + +<p>'I believe I should have suffered less if it had been diabolically +rough. Oh, that monotonous flip-flap of the water, that slow heaving of +the boat! Nothing could be worse.'</p> + +<p>'I am glad to hear you say that, for Don Gomez says we are likely to +have a tempest.'</p> + +<p>'A tempest!' shrieked Georgie. 'Then let him stop the boat this instant +and put me on shore. Tell him to land me anywhere—on the Needles even. +I could stop at the lighthouse till morning. A storm at sea will be +simply my death.'</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Kirkbank, I was only joking,' said Lesbia, who did not want +to be worried by her chaperon's nervous apprehensions: 'so far the night +is lovely.'</p> + +<p>'Give me a spoonful more brandy, my good creature,'—to Kibble. 'Lesbia, +you ought never to have brought me into this miserable state. I +consented to staying on board the yacht; but I never consented to +sailing on her.'</p> + +<p>'You will soon be well, dear Lady Kirkbank; and you will have such an +appetite for breakfast to-morrow morning.'</p> + +<p>'Where shall we be at breakfast time?'</p> + +<p>'Off St. Catherine's Point, I believe—just half way round the island.'</p> + +<p>'If we are not at the bottom of the sea,' groaned Georgie.</p> + +<p>They were now in the open Channel, and the boat dipped and rose to +larger billows than had encountered her course before. Lady Kirkbank lay +in a state of collapse, in which life seemed only sustainable by +occasional teaspoonfuls of cognac gently tilted down her throat by the +patient Kibble.</p> + +<p>Lesbia went to her cabin, but with no intention of remaining there. She +was firmly convinced that the storm would come, and she meant to be on +deck while it was raging. What harm could thunder or lightning, hail or +rain, do to her while he was by to protect her? He would be busy sailing +the boat, perhaps, but still he would have a moment now and then in +which to think of her and care for her.</p> + +<p>Yes, the storm was coming. There was a livid look upon the waters, and +the atmosphere was heavy with heat; the sky to windward black as a +funeral pall. Lesbia was almost fearless, yet she felt a thrill of awe +as she looked into that dense blackness. To leeward the stars were still +visible; but that gigantic mass of cloud came creeping slowly, solemnly +over the sky, while the shadow flitted fast across the water, swallowing +up that ghastly electric glare.</p> + +<p>Lesbia wrapped herself in a white cashmere <i>sortie de bal</i> and stole up +the companion. Montesma was working at the ropes with his own hands, +calling directions to the sailors to shorten and take in the canvas, +urging them to increased efforts by working at the ropes with his own +hands, springing up the rigging and on deck, flashing backwards and +forwards amidst the rigging like a being of supernatural power. He had +taken off his jacket, and was clad from top to toe in white, save for +that streak of scarlet which tightly girdled his waist. His tall +flexible form, perfect in line as a Greek statue of Hermes, stood out +against the background of black night. His voice, with its tones of +brief imperious command, the proud carriage of his head, the easy grace +of his rapid movements, all proclaimed the man born to rule over his +fellow-men. And it is these master spirits, these born rulers, whom +women instinctively recognise as their sovereign lords, and for whom +women count no sacrifice too costly.</p> + +<p>In the midst of his activity Montesma suddenly saw that white-robed +figure standing at the top of the companion, and flew to her side. The +boat was pitching heavily, dipping into the trough of the sea at an +angle of forty-five degrees, as it seemed to Lesbia.</p> + +<p>'You ought not to be here,' said Montesma; 'it is much rougher than I +expected.'</p> + +<p>'I am not afraid,' she answered; 'but I will go back to my cabin if I am +in your way.'</p> + +<p>'In my way' (with deepest tenderness): 'yes, you are in my way, for I +shall think of nothing else now you are here. But I believe we have done +all that need be done to the yacht, and I can take care of you till the +storm is over.'</p> + +<p>He put his arm round her as the stem dipped, and led her towards the +stern, guiding her footsteps, supporting her as her light figure swayed +against him with the motion of the boat. A vivid flash of lightning +showed him her face as they stood for an instant leaning against each +other, his arm encircling her. Ah, what deep feeling in that +countenance, once so passionless; what a new light in those eyes. It was +like the awakening of a long dormant soul.</p> + +<p>He took the helm from the captain and stood steering the vessel, and +calling out his orders, with Lesbia close beside him, holding her with +his disengaged arm, drawing her near him as the vessel pitched +violently, drawing her nearer still when they shipped a sea, and a great +fountain of spray enfolded them both in a dense cloud of salt water.</p> + +<p>The thunder roared and rattled, as if it began and ended close beside +them. Forked lightnings zigzagged amidst the rigging. Sheet lightning +enwrapped those two in a luminous atmosphere, revealing faces that were +pale with passion, lips that trembled with emotion. There were but scant +opportunity for speech, and neither of these two felt the need of words. +To be together, bound nearer to each other than they had ever been yet, +than they might ever be again, in the midst of thunder and lightning and +dense clouds of spray. This was enough. Once when the <i>Cayman</i> pitched +with exceptional fury, when the thunder crashed and roared loudest, +Lesbia found her head lying on Montesma's breast and his arms round her, +his lips upon her face. She did not wrench herself from that forbidden +embrace. She let those lips kiss hers as never mortal man had kissed her +before. But an instant later, when Montesma's attention was distracted +by his duties as steersman, and he let her go, she slipped away in the +darkness, and melted from his sight and touch like a modern Undine. He +dared not leave the helm and follow her then. He sent one of the sailors +below a little later, to make sure that she was safe in her cabin; but +he saw her no more that night.</p> + +<p>The storm abated soon after daybreak, and the morning was lovely; but +Don Gomez and Lady Lesbia did not meet again till the church bells on +the island were ringing for morning service, and then the lady was safe +under the wing of her chaperon, with her affianced husband in +attendance upon her at the breakfast table in the saloon.</p> + +<p>She received Montesma with the faintest inclination of the head, and she +carefully avoided all occasion of speech with him during the leisurely, +long spun-out meal. She was as white as her muslin gown, and her eyes +told of a sleepless night. She talked a little, very little to Lady +Kirkbank and Mr. Smithson; to the Spaniard not at all. And yet Montesma +was in no manner dashed by this appearance of deep offence. So might +Francesca have looked the morning after that little scene over the book; +yet she sacrificed her salvation for her lover all the same. It was a +familiar stage upon the journey which Montesma knew by heart. Here the +inclination of the road was so many degrees more or less; for this hill +you are commanded to put on an extra horse; at this stage it is +forbidden to go more than eight miles an hour, and so on, and so on. +Montesma knew every inch of the ground. He put on a melancholy look, and +talked very little. He had been on deck all night, and so there was an +excuse for his being quiet.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank related her impressions of the storm, and talked enough +for four. She had suffered the pangs of purgatory, but her natural +cheeriness asserted itself, and she made no moaning about past agonies +which had exercised a really delightful influence on her appetite. Mr. +Smithson also was cheerful. He had paid his annual tribute to Neptune, +and might hope to go scot-free for the rest of the season.</p> + +<p>'If I had stayed on deck I must have had my finger in the pie; so I +thought it better to go below and get a good night's rest in the +steward's cabin,' he said, not caring to confess his sufferings as +frankly as Lady Kirkbank admitted hers.</p> + +<p>After breakfast, which was prolonged till noon, Montesma asked Smithson +to smoke a cigarette on deck with him.</p> + +<p>'I want to talk to you on a rather serious matter,' he said.</p> + +<p>Lesbia heard the words, and looked up with a frightened glance. Could he +mean to attempt anything desperate? Was he going to confess the fatal +truth to Horace Smithson, to tell her affianced lover that she was +untrue to her bond, that she loved him, Montesma, as fondly as he loved +her, that their two souls had mingled like two flames fanned by the same +current, and thence had risen to a conflagration which must end in ruin, +if she were not set free to follow where her heart had gone, free to +belong to that man whom her spirit chose for lord and master. Her heart +leapt at the hope that Montesma was going to do this, that he was strong +enough to break her bonds for her, powerful and rich enough to secure +her a brilliant future. Yet this last consideration, which hitherto had +been paramount, seemed now of but little moment. To be with <i>him</i>, to +belong to <i>him</i>, would be enough for bliss. Albeit that in such a +choice she forfeited all that she had ever possessed or hoped for of +earthly prosperity. Adventurer, beggar, whatever he might be, she chose +him, and loved him with all the strength of a weak soul newly awakened +to passionate feeling.</p> + +<p>Unhappily for Lesbia Haselden, Montesma was not at all the kind of man +to take so direct and open a course as that which she imagined possible.</p> + +<p>His business with Mr. Smithson was of quite a different kind.</p> + +<p>'Smithson, do you know that you have an utterly incompetent crew?' he +said, gravely, when they two were standing aft, lighting their +cigarettes.</p> + +<p>'Indeed I do not. The men are all experienced sailors, and the captain +ranks high among yachtsmen.'</p> + +<p>'English yachtsmen are not particularly good judges of sailors. I tell +you your skipper is no sailor, and his men are fools. If it had not been +for me the <i>Cayman</i> would have gone to pieces on the rocks last night, +and if you are to cross to St. Malo, as you talked of doing, for the +regatta there, you had better sack these men and let me get you a South +American crew. I know of a fellow who is in London just now—the captain +of a Rio steamer, who'll send you a crew of picked men, if you give me +authority to telegraph to him.'</p> + +<p>'I don't like foreign sailors,' said Smithson, looking perplexed and +worried; 'and I have perfect confidence in Wilkinson.'</p> + +<p>'Which is as much as to say that you consider me a liar! Go to the +bottom your own way, <i>mon ami: ce n'est pas mon affaire,</i>' said +Montesma, turning on his heel, and leaving his friend to his own +devices.</p> + +<p>Had he pressed the point, Smithson would have suspected him of some evil +motive, and would have been resolute in his resistance; but as he said +no more about it, Smithson began to feel uncomfortable.</p> + +<p>He was no sailor himself, knew absolutely nothing about the navigation +of his yacht, though he sometimes pretended to sail her; and he had no +power to judge of his skipper's capacity or his men's seamanship. He had +engaged the captain wholly on the strength of the man's reputation, +guaranteed by certain certificates which seemed to mean a great deal. +But after all such certificates might mean very little—such a +reputation might be no real guarantee. The sailors had been engaged by +the captain, and their ruddy faces and thoroughly British appearence, +the exquisite cleanliness which they maintained in every detail of the +yacht, had seemed to Mr. Smithson the perfection of seamanship.</p> + +<p>But it was not the less true that the cleanest of yachts, with deck of +spotless whiteness, sails of unsullied purity, brasses shining and +sparkling like gold fresh from the goldsmith's, might be spiked upon a +rock, or might founder on a sand-bank, or heel over under too much +canvas. Mr. Smithson was inclined to suspect any proposition of +Montesma's; yet he was not the less disturbed in mind by the assertion.</p> + +<p>The day wore on, and the yacht sailed merrily over a summer sea. Mr. +Smithson fidgeted about the deck uneasily, watching every movement of +the sailors. No boat could be sailing better, as it seemed to him; but +in such weather and over such waters any boat must needs go easily. It +was in the blackness of night, amidst the fury of the storm, that +Montesma's opinion had been formed. Smithson began to think that his +friend was right. The sailors had honest countenances, but they looked +horribly stupid. Could men with such vacuous grins, such an air of +imbecile good-nature, be capable of acting wisely in any terrible +crisis?—could they have nerve and readiness, quickness, decision, all +those grand qualites which are needed by the seaman who has to contend +with the fury of the elements?</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson and his guests had breakfasted too late for the possibility +of luncheon. They were in Cowes Roads by one o'clock. A fleet of yachts +had arrived during their absence, and the scene was full of life and +gaiety. Lady Lesbia held a <i>levée</i> at the afternoon tea, and had a crowd +of her old admirers around her—adorers whose presence in no wise +disturbed Horace Smithson's peace. He would have been content that his +wife should go through life with a herd of such worshippers following in +her footsteps. He knew the aimless innocence, the almost infantine +simplicity of the typical Johnnie, Chappie, <i>Muscadin, Petit Creve, +Gommeux</i>—call him by what name you will. From these he feared no evil. +But in that one follower who gave no outward token of his worship he +dreaded peril. It was Montesma he watched, while dragoons with +close-cropped hair, and imbecile youths with heads rigid in four-inch +collars, were hanging about Lady Lesbia's low bamboo chair, and +administering obsequiously to the small necessities of the tea-table.</p> + +<p>It was while this tea-table business was going on that Mr. Smithson took +the opportunity of setting his mind at rest, were it possible, as to the +merits of Captain Wilkinson. Among his visitors this afternoon there was +the owner of three or four racing yachts—a man renowned for his +victories, at home and abroad.</p> + +<p>'I think you knew something of my captain, Wilkinson, before I engaged +him,' said Smithson, with assumed carelessness.</p> + +<p>'I know every skipper on board every boat in the squadron,' answered his +friend. 'A good fellow, Wilkinson—thoroughly honest fellow.'</p> + +<p>'Honest; oh yes, I know all about that. But how about his seamanship? +His certificates were wonderfully good, but they are not everything.</p> + +<p>'Everything, my dear fellow,' cried the other; 'they are next to +nothing. But I believe Wilkinson is a tolerable sailor.'</p> + +<p>This was not encouraging.</p> + +<p>'He has never been unlucky, I believe.'</p> + +<p>'My dear Smithson, you are a great authority in the City, but you are +not very well up in the records of the yachting world, or you would know +that your Captain Wilkinson was skipper on the <i>Orinoco</i> when she ran +aground on the Chesil Bank, coming home from Cherbourg Regatta, fifteen +lives lost, and the yacht, in less than half an hour, ground to powder. +That was rather a bad case, I remember; for though it was a tempestuous +night, the accident would never have happened if Wilkinson had not +mistaken the lights. So you see his Trinity House papers didn't prevent +his going wrong.'</p> + +<p>Good heavens! This was the strongest confirmation of Montesma's charge. +The man was a stupid man, an incapable man, a man to whose intelligence +and care human life should never be trusted. A fig for his honesty! What +would honesty be worth in a hurricane off the Chesil Beach? What would +honesty serve a ship spitted on the Jailors off Jersey? Montesma was +right. If the <i>Cayman</i> was to make a trip to St. Malo she must be +navigated by competent men. Horace Smithson hated foreign sailors, +copper-faced ruffians, with flashing black eyes which seemed to threaten +murder, did you but say a rough word to them; sleek, raven-haired +scoundrels, with bowie-knives in their girdles, ready for mutiny. But, +after all, life is worth too much to be risked for a prejudice, a +sentiment.</p> + +<p>Perhaps that St. Malo business might be avoided; and then there need be +no change in captain or crew. The yacht must be safe enough lying at +anchor in the roadstead. By-and-by, when the visitors had departed, and +Mr. Smithson was reposefully enjoying his tea by Lady Lesbia's side, he +approached the subject.</p> + +<p>'Do you really care about crossing to St. Malo after this—really prefer +the idea to Ryde?'</p> + +<p>'Infinitely,' exclaimed Lesbia, quickly. 'Ryde would only be Cowes ever +again—a lesser Cowes; and I thought when you first proposed it that the +plan was rather stupid, though I did not want to be uncivil and say so. +But I was delighted with Don Gomez de Montesma's amendment, substituting +St. Malo for Ryde. In the first place the trip across will be +delicious'—Lady Kirkbank gave a faint groan—'and in the second place I +am dying to see Brittany.'</p> + +<p>'I doubt if you will highly appreciate St. Malo. It is a town of many +and various smells.'</p> + +<p>'But I want to smell those foreign smells of which one hears much. At +least it is an experience. We need not be on shore any longer than we +like. And I want to see that fine rocky coast, and Chateaubriand's tomb +on the what's-its-name. So nice to be buried in that way.'</p> + +<p>'Then you have set your heart on going to St. Malo, and would not like +any change in our plan?'</p> + +<p>'Any change will be simply detestable,' answered Lesbia, all the more +decidedly since she suspected a desire for change on the part of Mr. +Smithson.</p> + +<p>She was in no amiable humour this afternoon. All her nerves seemed +strained to their utmost tension. She was irritated, tremulous with +nervous excitement, inclined to hate everybody, Horace Smithson most of +all. In her cabin a little later on, when she was changing her gown for +dinner, and Kibble was somewhat slow and clumsy in the lacing of the +bodice, she wrenched herself from the girl's hands, flung herself into a +chair, and burst into a flood of passionate tears.</p> + +<p>'O God! that I were on one of those islands in the Caribbean Sea—an +island where Europeans never come—where I might lie down among the +poisonous tropical flowers, and sleep the rest of my days away. I am +sick to death of my life here; of the yacht, the people—everything.'</p> + +<p>'This air is too relaxing, Lady Lesbia,' the girl murmured, soothingly; +'and you didn't have your natural rest last night. Shall I get you a +nice strong cup of tea?'</p> + +<p>'Tea! no. I have been living upon tea for the last twenty-four hours. I +have eaten nothing. My mouth is parched and burning. Oh, Kibble!' +flinging her head upon the girl's buxom arm, and letting it rest there, +'what a happy creature you are—not a care—not a care.'</p> + +<p>'I'm sure you can't have any cares, Lady Lesbia,' said Kibble, with an +incredulous smile, trying to smooth the disordered hair, anxious to make +haste with the unfinished toilet, for it was within a few minutes of +eight.</p> + +<p>'I am full of care. I am in debt—horribly in debt—getting deeper and +deeper every day—and I am going to sell myself to the only man who can +pay my debts and give me fine houses, and finery like this,' plucking at +the <i>crêpe de chine</i> gown, with its flossy fringe, its delicate lace, a +marvel of artistic expenditure; a garment which looked simplicity +itself, and yet was so cleverly contrived as to cost five-and-thirty +guineas. The greatest effects in it required to be studied with a +microscope.</p> + +<p>'But surely, dear Lady Lesbia, you won't marry Mr. Smithson, if you +don't love him?'</p> + +<p>'Do you suppose love has anything to do with marriages in society?'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Lady Lesbia, it would be so unkind to him, so cruel to yourself.'</p> + +<p>'Cruel to myself. Yes, I am cruel to myself. I had the chance of +happiness a year ago, and I lost it. I have the chance of happiness +now—yes, of consummate bliss—and haven't the courage to snatch at it. +Take off this horrid gown, Kibble; my head is splitting: I shan't go to +dinner.'</p> + +<p>'Oh, Lady Lesbia, you are treading on the pearl embroidery,' +remonstrated poor Kibble, as Lesbia kicked the new gown from under her +feet.</p> + +<p>'What does it matter!' she exclaimed with a bitter little laugh. 'It has +not been paid for—perhaps it never will be.'</p> + +<p>The dinner was silent and gloomy. It was as if a star had been suddenly +blotted out of the sky. Smithson, ordinarily so hospitable, had been too +much disturbed in mind to ask any of his friends to stay to dinner; so +there were only Lady Kirkbank, who was too tired to be lively, and +Montesma, who was inclined to be thoughtful. Lesbia's absence, and the +idea that she was ill, gave the feast almost a funereal air.</p> + +<p>After dinner Smithson and Montesma sat on deck, smoking their cigars, +and lazily watching the lights on sea, and the lights on shore; these +brilliant in the foreground, those dim in the distance.</p> + +<p>'You can telegraph to your Rio Janeiro friend to-morrow morning, if you +like,' said Smithson, presently, 'and tell him to send a first-rate +skipper and crew. Lady Lesbia has made up her mind to see St. Malo +Regatta, and with such a sacred charge I can't be too careful.'</p> + +<p>'I'll wire before eight o'clock to-morrow,' answered Montesma, 'You have +decided wisely. Your respectable English Wilkinson is an excellent +man—but nothing would surprise me less than his reducing your <i>Cayman</i> +to matchwood in the next gale.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XL"></a><h2>CHAPTER XL.</h2> + +<h3>A NOTE OF ALARM.</h3> +<br> + +<p>That strange scene in the old house at Fellside made a profound +impression upon Lord Hartfield. He tried to disguise his trouble, and +did all in his power to seem gay and at perfect ease in his wife's +company; but his mind was full of anxiety, and Mary loved him too well +to be for a moment in doubt as to his feelings.</p> + +<p>'There is something wrong, Jack,' she said, while they were breakfasting +at a table in the verandah, with the lake and the bills in front of them +and the sweet morning air around them. 'You try to talk and to be +lively, but there is a little perpendicular wrinkle in your forehead +which I know as well as the letters of the alphabet, and that little +line means worry. I used to see it in the old days, when you were +breaking your heart for Lesbia. Why cannot you be frank and confide in +me. It is your duty, sir, as my husband.'</p> + +<p>'Is it my duty to halve my burdens as well as my joys? How do I know if +those girlish shoulders are strong enough to bear the weight of them?'</p> + +<p>'I can bear anything you can bear, and I won't be cheated out of my +share in your worries. If you were obliged to have a tooth out, I would +have one out too, for company.'</p> + +<p>'I hope the dentist would be too conscientious to allow that.'</p> + +<p>'Tell me your trouble, Hartfield,' she said, earnestly, leaning across +the table, bringing her grave intelligent face near to him.</p> + +<p>They were quite alone, he and she. The servants had done their +ministering. Behind them there was the empty dining-room, in front of +them the sunlit panorama of lake and hill. There could not be a safer +place for telling secrets.</p> + +<p>'Tell me what it is that worries you,' Mary pleaded again.</p> + +<p>'I will, dear. After all perfect trust is the best; nay, it is your due, +for you are brave enough and true enough to be trusted with secrets that +mean life and death. In a word, then, Mary, the cause of my trouble is +that old man we saw the other night.'</p> + +<p>'Steadman's uncle?'</p> + +<p>'Do you really believe that he is Steadman's uncle?'</p> + +<p>'My grandmother told me so,' answered Mary, reddening to the roots of +her hair.</p> + +<p>To this girl, who was the soul of truth, there was deepest shame in the +idea that her kinswoman, the woman whom of all the world she most owed +reverence and honour, could be deemed capable of falsehood.</p> + +<p>'Do you think my grandmother would tell me an untruth?'</p> + +<p>'I do not believe that man is a poor dependent, an old servant's +kinsman, sheltered and cared for in this house for charity's sake. +Forgive me, Mary, if I doubt the word of one you love; but there are +positions in life in which a man must judge for himself. Would Mr. +Steadman's kinsman be lodged as that old man is lodged; would he talk as +that old man talks; and last and greatest perplexity of all, would he +possess a treasure of gold and jewels which must be worth many +thousands?'</p> + +<p>'But you cannot know for certain that those things are valuable; they +may be rubbish that this poor old man has scraped together and hoarded +for years, glass jewels bought at country fairs. Those rouleaux may +contain lead or coppers.'</p> + +<p>'I do not think so, Mary. The stones had all the brilliancy of valuable +gems, and then there were others in the finest filagree +settings—goldsmith's work which bore the stamp of an Eastern world. +Take my word for it, that treasure came from India; and it must have +been brought to England by Lord Maulevrier. It may have existed all +these years without your grandmother's knowledge. That is quite +possible; but it seems to me impossible that such wealth should be +within the knowledge and the power of a pauper lunatic.'</p> + +<p>'But if that unhappy old man is not a relation of Steadman's supported +here by my grandmother's benevolence, who can he be, and why is he +here?' asked Mary.</p> + +<p>'Oh, Molly dear, these are two questions which I cannot answer, and +which yet ought to be answered somehow. Since that night I have felt as +if there were a dark cloud lowering over this house—a cloud almost as +terrible in its menace of danger as the forshadowing of fate in a Greek +legend. For your sake, for the honour of your race, for my own +self-respect as your husband, I feel that this mystery ought to be +solved, and all dark things made light before your grandmother's death. +When she is gone the master-key to the past will be lost.'</p> + +<p>'But she will be spared for many years, I hope, spared to sympathise +with my happiness, and with Lesbia's.'</p> + +<p>My dearest girl, we cannot hope that. The thread of her life is worn +very thin. It may snap at any moment. You cannot look seriously in your +grandmother's face, and yet delude yourself with the hope that she has +years of life before her.'</p> + +<p>'It will be very hard to part, just as she has begun to care for me,' +said Mary, with her eyes full of tears.</p> + +<p>'All such partings are hard, and your grandmother's life has been so +lonely and joyless that the memory of it must always have a touch of +pain. One cannot say of her as we can of the happy; she has lived her +life—all things have been given to her, and she falls asleep at the +close of a long and glorious day. For some reason which I cannot +understand, Lady Maulevrier's life has been a prolonged sacrifice.'</p> + +<p>'She has always given us to understand that she was fond of Fellside, +and that this secluded life suited her,' said Mary, meditatively.</p> + +<p>'I cannot help doubting her sincerity on that point. Lady Maulevrier is +too clever a woman, and forgive me, dear, if I add too worldly a woman, +to be content to live out of the world. The bird must have chafed its +breast against the bars of the cage many and many a time when you +thought that all was peace. Be sure, Mary, that your grandmother had a +powerful motive for spending all her days in this place, and I can but +think that the old man we saw the other night had some part in that +motive. Do you remember telling me of her ladyship's vehement anger when +she heard you had made the acquaintance of her pensioner?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, she was very angry,' Mary answered, with a troubled look. 'I +never saw her so angry—she was almost beside herself—said the harshest +things to me—talked as if I had done some dreadful mischief.'</p> + +<p>'Would she have been so moved, do you think, unless there was some fatal +secret involved in that man's presence here?'</p> + +<p>'I hardly know what to think. Tell me everything. What is it that you +fear?—what is it that you suspect?'</p> + +<p>'To tell you my fears and suspicions is to tell you a family secret that +has been kept from you out of kindness all the years of your life—and I +hardly think I could bring myself to that if I did not know what the +world is, and how many good-natured friends Lady Hartfield will meet in +society, by-and-by, ready to tell her, by hints and innuendoes, that her +grandfather, the Governor of Madras, came back to England under a cloud +of disgrace.'</p> + +<p>'My poor grandfather! How dreadful!' exclaimed Mary, pale with pity and +shame. 'Did he deserve his disgrace, poor unhappy creature—or was he +the victim of false accusation?'</p> + +<p>'I can hardly tell you that, Mary, any more than I can tell whether +Warren Hastings deserved the abuse that was wreaked upon him at one +time, or the acquittal that gave the lie to his slanderers in after +years. The events occurred forty years ago—the story was only half +known then, and like all such stories formed the basis for every kind of +exaggeration and perversion.'</p> + +<p>'Does Maulevrier know?' faltered Mary.</p> + +<p>'Maulevrier knows all that is known by the general public, and no more.'</p> + +<p>'And you have married the granddaughter of a disgraced man,' said Mary, +with a piteous look. 'Did you know—when you married me?'</p> + +<p>'As much as I know now, dear love. If you had been Jonathan Wild's +granddaughter you would have been just as dear to me. I married <i>you</i>, +dearest; I love <i>you</i>; I believe in <i>you</i>. All the grandfathers in +Christendom would not shake my faith by one tittle.'</p> + +<p>She threw herself into his arms, and sobbed upon his breast. But sweet +as this assurance of his love was to her, she was not the less stricken +by shame at the thought of possible infamy in the past, a shameful +memory for ever brooding over her name in the present.</p> + +<p>'Society never forgets a scandal,' she said; 'I have heard Maulevrier +say that.'</p> + +<p>'Society has a long memory for other people's sins, but it only avenges +its own wrongs. Give the wicked fairy Society a bad dinner, or leave her +out of your invitation list for a ball, and she will twit you with the +crimes or the misfortunes of a remote ancestor—she will go about +talking of your grandfather the leper, or your great aunt who ran away +with her footman. But so long as the wicked fairy gets all she wants out +of you, she cares not a straw for the misdeeds of past generations.'</p> + +<p>He spoke lightly, laughingly almost, and then he ordered the dogcart to +be brought round immediately, and he drove Mary across the hills towards +Langdale, to bring the colour back to her blanched cheeks. He brought +her home in time to give her grandmother an hour for letter-writing +before luncheon, while he walked up and down the terrace below Lady +Maulevrier's windows, meditating the course he was to take.</p> + +<p>He was to leave Westmoreland next day to take his place in the House of +Lords during the last important debate of the session. He made up his +mind that before he left he would seek an interview with Lady +Maulevrier, and boldly ask her to explain the mystery of that old man's +presence at Fellside. He was her kinsman by marriage, and he had sworn +to honour her and to care for her as a son; and as a son he would urge +her to confide in him, to unburden her conscience of any dark secret, +and to make the crooked things straight, before she was called away.</p> + +<p>While he was forecasting this interview, meeting imaginary objections, +arguing points which might have to be argued, a servant came out to him +with an ochre envelope on a little silver tray—that unpleasant-looking +envelope which seems always a presage of trouble, great or small.</p> + +<p>'Lord Maulevrier, Albany, to Lord Hartfield, Fellside, Grasmere.</p> + +<p>'For God's sake come to me at once. I am in great trouble; not on my own +account, but about a relation.'</p> + +<p>A relation—except his grandmother and his two sisters Maulevrier had no +relations for whom he cared a straw. This message must have relation to +Lesbia. Was she ill—dying, the victim of some fatal accident, runaway +horses, boat upset, train smashed? There was something; and Maulevrier +appealed to his nearest and best friend. There was no withstanding such +an appeal. It must be answered, and immediately.</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield went into the library and wrote his reply message, which +consisted of six words.</p> + +<p>'Going to you by first train.'</p> + +<p>The next train left Windermere at three. There was just time to get a +fresh horse put in the dogcart, and a Gladstone bag packed.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XLI"></a><h2>CHAPTER XLI.</h2> + +<h3>PRIVILEGED INFORMATION.</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lord Hartfield did not arrive at Euston Square until near eleven o'clock +at night. A hansom deposited him at the entrance to the Albany just as +the clock of St. James's Church chimed the hour. He found only +Maulevrier's valet. His lordship had waited indoors all the evening, and +had only gone out a quarter of an hour ago. He had gone to the +Cerberus, and begged that Lord Hartfield would be kind enough to follow +him there.</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield was not fond of the Cerberus, and indeed deemed that +lively place of rendezvous a very dangerous sphere for his friend +Maulevrier; but in the face of Maulevrier's telegram there was no time +to be lost, so he walked across Piccadilly and down St. James's Street +to the fashionable little club, where the men were dropping in after the +theatres and dinners, and where sheafs of bank notes were being +exchanged for those various coloured counters which represented divers +values, from the respectable 'pony' to the modest 'chip.'</p> + +<p>Maulevrier was in the first room Hartfield looked into, standing behind +some men who were playing.</p> + +<p>'That's something like friendship,' he exclaimed, when he saw Lord +Hartfield, and then he hooked his arm through his friend's, and led him +off to the dining room.</p> + +<p>'Come and have some supper, old fellow,' he said, 'and I can tell you my +troubles while you are eating it. James, bring us a grill, and a +lobster, and a bottle of Mumms, number 27, you know.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, my lord.'</p> + +<p>'Sorry to find you in this den, Maulevrier,' said Lord Hartfield.</p> + +<p>'Haven't touched a card. Haven't done half an hour's punting this +season. But it's a kind of habit with me to wander in here now and then. +I know so many of the members. One poor devil lost nine thousand one +night last week. Rather rough upon him, wasn't it? All ready money at +this shop, don't you know.'</p> + +<p>'Thank God, I know nothing about it. And now, Maulevrier, what is wrong, +and with whom?'</p> + +<p>'Everything is wrong, and with my sister Lesbia.'</p> + +<p>'Good heavens! what do you mean?'</p> + +<p>'Only this, that there is a fellow after her whose very name means ruin +to women—a Spanish-American adventurer—reckless, handsome, a gambler, +seducer, duellist, dare-devil. The man she is to marry seems to have +neither nous nor spunk to defend her. Everybody at Goodwood saw the game +that was being played, everybody at Cowes is watching the cards, betting +on the result. Yes, great God, the men at the Squadron Club are staking +their money upon my sister's character—even monkeys that she bolts with +Montesma—five to three against the marriage with Smithson ever coming +off.'</p> + +<p>'Is this true?'</p> + +<p>'It is as true as your marriage with Molly, as true as your loyalty to +me. I was told of it all this morning at the Haute Gomme by a man I can +rely upon, a really good fellow, who would not leave me in the dark +about my sister's danger when all the smoking-rooms in Pall Mall were +sniggering about it. My first impulse was to take the train for Cowes; +but then I knew if I went alone I should let my temper get the better of +me. I should knock somebody down—throw somebody out of the window—make +a devil of a scene. And this would be fatal for Lesbia. I wanted your +counsel, your cool head, your steady common-sense. "Not a step forward +without Jack," I said to myself, so I bolted off and sent that telegram. +It relieved my feeling a little, but I've had a wretched day.'</p> + +<p>'Waiter, bring me a Bradshaw, or an A B C,' said Lord Hartfield.</p> + +<p>He had eaten nothing but a biscuit since breakfast, but he was ready to +go off at once, supperless, if there were a train to carry him. +Unluckily there was no train. The mail had started. Nothing till seven +o'clock next morning.</p> + +<p>'Eat your supper, old fellow,' said Maulevrier. 'After all, the danger +may not be so desperate as I fancied this morning. Slander is the +favourite amusement of the age we live in. We must allow a margin for +exaggeration.'</p> + +<p>'A very liberal margin,' answered Hartfield. 'No doubt the man who +warned you meant honestly, but this scandal may have grown out of the +merest trifles. The feebleness of the Masher's brain is only exceeded by +the foulness of the Masher's tongue. I daresay this rumour about Lady +Lesbia has its beginning and end among the Masher species.'</p> + +<p>'I hope so, but—I have seen those two together—I met them at Victoria +one evening after Goodwood. Old Kirkbank was shuffling on ahead, +carrying Smithson with her, absorbing his attention by fussification +about her carriage. Lesbia and that Cuban devil were in the rear. They +looked as if they had all the world to themselves. Faust and Marguerite +in the garden were not in it for the expression of intense absorbing +feeling compared with those two. I'm not an intellectual party, but I +know something of human nature, and I know when a man and woman are in +love with each other. It is one of the things that never has been, that +never can be hidden.'</p> + +<p>'And you say this Montesma is a dangerous man?'</p> + +<p>'Deadly.'</p> + +<p>'Well, we must lose no time. When we are on the spot it will be easy to +find out the truth; and it will be your duty, if there be danger, to +warn Lesbia and her future husband.</p> + +<p>'I would much rather shoot the Cuban,' said Maulevrier. 'I never knew +much good come of a warning in such a case: it generally precipitates +matters. If I could play <i>écarté</i> with him at the club, find him +sporting an extra king, throw my cards in his face, and accept his +challenge for an exchange of shots on the sands beyond Cherbourg—there +would be something like satisfaction.'</p> + +<p>'You say the man is a gambler?'</p> + +<p>'Report says something worse of him. Report says he is a cheat.'</p> + +<p>'We must not be dependent upon society gossip,' replied Lord Hartfield. +'I have an idea, Maulevrier. The more we know about this man—Montesma, +I think you called him----'</p> + +<p>'Gomez de Montesma.'</p> + +<p>'The more fully we are acquainted with Don Gomez de Montesma's +antecedents the better we shall be able to cope with him, if we come to +handy-grips. It's too late to start for Cowes, but it is not too late to +do something. Fitzpatrick, the political-economist, spent a quarter of a +century in South America. He is a very old friend—knew my father—and I +can venture to knock at his door after midnight—all the more as I know +he is a night-worker. He is very likely to enlighten us about your Cuban +hidalgo.'</p> + +<p>'You shall finish your supper before I let you stir. After that you may +do what you like. I was always a child in your hands, Jack, whether it +was climbing a mountain or crossing the Horse-shoe Fall. I consider the +business in your hands now. I'll go with you wherever you like, and do +what you tell me. When you want me to kick anybody, or fight anybody, +you can give me the office and I'll do it. I know that Lesbia's +interests are safe in your hands. You once cared very much for her. You +are her brother-in-law now, and, next to me, you are her natural +protector, taking into account that her future husband is a cad and +doesn't score.'</p> + +<p>'Meet me at Waterloo at ten minutes to seven to-morrow morning, and +we'll go down to Cowes together. I'm off to find Fitzpatrick. Good +night.'</p> + +<p>So they parted. Lord Hartfield walked across the Park to Great George +Street, where Mr. Fitzpatrick had chambers of a semi-official character, +on the first floor of a solemn-looking old house, spacious, gloomy +without and within, walls sombre with the subdued colouring of +decorations half a century old.</p> + +<p>The lighted windows of those first-floor rooms told Lord Hartfield that +he was not too late. He rang the bell, which was answered with the +briefest delay by a sleepy-looking clerk, who had been taking shorthand +notes for Mr. Fitzpatrick's great book upon 'Protection <i>versus</i> Free +Trade.' The clerk looked sleepy, but his employer had as brisk an air as +if he were just beginning the day; although he had been working without +intermission since nine o'clock that evening, and had done a long day's +work before dinner. He was walking up and down the spacious unluxurious +room, half office, half library, smoking a cigar. Upon a large table in +the centre of the room stood two powerful reading lamps with green +shades, illuminating a chaotic mass of books and pamphlets, heaped and +scattered all over the table, save just on that spot between the two +lamps, which accommodated Mr. Fitzpatrick's blotting pad and inkpot, a +pewter inkpot which held about a pint.</p> + +<p>'How d'ye do, Hartfield? Glad you've looked me up at last,' said the +Irishman, as if a midnight call were the most natural thing in the +world. 'Just come from the House?'</p> + +<p>'No; I've just come from Westmoreland. I thought I should find you among +those everlasting books of yours, late as it is. Can I have a few words +alone with you?'</p> + +<p>'Certainly. Morgan, you can go away for a bit.'</p> + +<p>'Home, sir?'</p> + +<p>'Home—well—yes, I suppose it's late. You look sleepy. I should have +been glad to finish the chapter on Beetroot Sugar to-night—but it may +stand over for the morning. Be sure you're early.'</p> + +<p>'Yes, sir,' the clerk responded with a faint sigh.</p> + +<p>He was paid handsomely for late hours, liberally rewarded for his +shorthand services; and yet he wished the great Fitzpatrick had not been +quite so industrious.</p> + +<p>'Now, my dear Hartfield, what can I do for you?' asked Fitzpatrick, when +the clerk had gone. 'I can see by your face that you've something +serious in hand. Can I help you?'</p> + +<p>'You can, I believe, in a very material way. You were five-and-twenty +years in Spanish America?'</p> + +<p>'Rather more than less.'</p> + +<p>'Here, there, and everywhere?'</p> + +<p>'Yes; there is <i>not</i> a city in South America that I have not lived +in—for something between a day and a year.'</p> + +<p>'You know something about most men of any mark in that part of the +world, I conclude?'</p> + +<p>'It was my business to know men of all kinds. I had my mission from the +Spanish Government. I was engaged to examine the condition of commerce +throughout the colony, the working of protection as against free trade, +and so on. Strange, by-the-bye, that Cuba, the last place to foster the +slave trade, was of all spots of the earth the first to carry free-trade +principles into practical effect, long before they were recognised in +any European country.'</p> + +<p>'Strange to me that you should speak of Cuba so soon after my coming +in,' answered Lord Hartfield. 'I am here to ask you to help me to find +out the antecedents of a man who hails from that island.'</p> + +<p>'I ought to know something about him, whoever he is,' replied Mr. +Fitzpatrick, briskly. 'I spent six months in Cuba not very long before +my return to England. Cuba is one of my freshest memories; and I have a +pretty tight memory for facts, names and figures. Never could remember +two lines of poetry in my life.'</p> + +<p>'Did you ever hear of, or meet with, a man called Montesma—Gomez de +Montesma?'</p> + +<p>'Couldn't have stopped a month in Havana without hearing something about +that gentleman,' answered Fitzpatrick, 'I hope he isn't a friend of +yours, and that you have not lent him money?'</p> + +<p>'Neither; but I want to know all you can tell me about him.'</p> + +<p>'You shall have it in black and white, out of my Cuban note-book,' +replied the other, unlocking a drawer in the official table; 'I always +take notes of anything worth recording, on the spot. A man is a fool who +trusts to memory, where personal character is at stake. Montesma is as +well known at Havana as the Morro Fort or the Tacon Theatre. I have +heard stories enough about him to fill a big volume; but all the facts +recorded there'—striking the morocco cover of the note-book—'have been +thoroughly sifted; I can vouch for them.'</p> + +<p>He looked at the index, found the page, and handed the book to Lord +Hartfield.</p> + +<p>'Read for yourself,' he said, quietly.</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield read three or four pages of plain statement as to various +adventures by sea and land in which Gomez de Montesma had figured, and +the reputation which he bore in Cuba and on the Main.</p> + +<p>'You can vouch for this?' he said at last, after a long silence.</p> + +<p>'For every syllable.'</p> + +<p>'The story of his marriage?'</p> + +<p>'Gospel truth: I knew the lady.'</p> + +<p>'And the rest?'</p> + +<p>'All true.'</p> + +<p>'A thousand thanks. I know now upon what ground I stand. I have to save +an innocent, high-bred girl from the clutches of a consummate +scoundrel.'</p> + +<p>'Shoot him, and shoot her, too, if there's no better way of saving her. +It will be an act of mercy,' said Mr. Fitzpatrick, without hesitation.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XLII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XLII.</h2> + +<h3>'SHALL IT BE?'</h3> +<br> + +<p>While Lord Hartfield sat in his friend's office in Great George Street +reading the life story of Gomez de Montesma, told with the cruel +precision and the unvarnished language of a criminal indictment, the +hero of that history was gliding round the spacious ballroom of the +Cowes Club, with Lady Lesbia Haselden's dark-brown head almost reclining +on his shoulder, her violet eyes looking up at his every now and then, +shyly, entrancingly, as he bent his head to talk to her.</p> + +<p>The Squadron Ball was in full swing between midnight and the first hour +of morning. The flowers had not lost their freshness, the odours of dust +and feverish human breath had not yet polluted the atmosphere. The +windows were open to the purple night, the purple sea. The stars seemed +to be close outside the verandah, shining on purpose for the dancers; +and these two—the man tall, pale, dark, with flashing eyes and short, +sleek raven hair, small head, noble bearing; the girl divinely lovely in +her marble purity of complexion, her classical grace of form—these two +were, as every one avowed and acknowledged, the handsomest couple in the +room.</p> + +<p>'We're none of us in it compared with them,' said a young naval +commander to his partner, whereupon the young lady looked somewhat +sourly, and replied that Lady Lesbia's features were undeniably regular +and her complexion good, but that she was wanting in soul.</p> + +<p>'Is she?' asked the sailor, incredulously, 'Look at her now. What do you +call that, if it isn't soul?'</p> + +<p>'I call it simply disgraceful,' answered his partner, sharply turning +away her head.</p> + +<p>Lesbia was looking up at the Spaniard, her lips faintly parted, all her +face listening eagerly as she caught some whispered word, breathed among +the soft ripples of her hair, from lips that almost touched her brow. +People cannot go on waltzing for ten minutes in a dead silence, like +automatic dancers. There must be conversation. Only it is better that +the lips should do most of the talking. When the eyes have so much to +say society is apt to be censorious.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson was smoking a cigarette on the lawn with a sporting peer. A +man to whom tobacco is a necessity cannot be always on guard; but it is +quite possible that in the present state of Lady Lesbia's feelings +Smithson would have had no restraining influence had he been ever so +watchful. To what act in the passion drama had her love come to-night as +she floated round the room, with her head inclined towards her lover's +breast, the strong pulsation of his heart sounding in her ear, like the +rhythmical beat of the basses yonder in Waldteufel's last waltz? Was +there still the uncertainty as to the <i>dénouement</i> which marks the third +act of a good play? or was there the dread foreboding, the sense of +impending doom which should stir the spectators with pity and terror as +the fourth act hurries to its passionate close? Who could tell? She had +been full of life and energy to-day on board the yacht during the +racing, in which she seemed to take an ardent interest. The <i>Cayman</i> had +followed the racers for three hours through a freshening sea, much to +Lady Kirkbank's disgust, and Lesbia had been the soul of the party. +The same yesterday. The yacht had only got back to Cowes in time for the +ball, and all had been hurry and excitement while the ladies dressed and +crossed to the club, the spray dashing over their opera mantles, poor +Lady Kirkbank's complexion yellow with <i>mal de mer</i>, in spite of a +double coating of <i>Blanc de Fedora</i>, the last fashionable cosmetic.</p> + +<p>To-night Lesbia was curiously silent, depressed even, as it seemed to +those who were interested in observing her; and all the world is +interested in a famous beauty. She was very pale, even her lips were +colourless, and the large violet eyes and firmly pencilled brows alone +gave colour to her face. She looked like a marble statue, the eyes and +eyebrows accentuated with touches of colour. Those lovely eyes had a +heavy look, as of trouble, weariness; nay, absolute distress.</p> + +<p>Never had she looked less brilliant than to-night; never had she looked +more beautiful. It was the loveliness of a newly-awakened soul. The +wonderful Pandora-casket of life, with its infinite evil, its little +good, had given up its secret. She knew what passionate love really +means. She knew what such love mostly means—self-sacrifice, surrender +of the world's wealth, severance from friends, the breaking of all old +ties. To love as she loved means the crossing of a river more fatal than +the Rubicon, the casting of a die more desperate than that which Cæsar +flung upon the board when he took up arms against the Republic.</p> + +<p>The river was not yet crossed, but her feet were on the margin, wet with +the ripple of the stream. The fatal die was not yet cast, but the +dice-box was in her hand ready for the throw. Lesbia and Montesma danced +together—not too often, three waltzes out of sixteen—but when they +were so waltzing they were the cynosure of the room. That betting of +which Maulevrier had heard was rife to-night, and the odds upon the +Cuban had gone up. It was nine to four now that those two would be over +the border before the week was out.</p> + +<p>Mr. Smithson was not neglectful of his affianced. He took her into the +supper-room, where she drank some Moselle cup, but ate nothing. He sat +out three or four waltzes with her on the lawn, listening to the murmer +of the sea, and talking very little.</p> + +<p>'You are looking wretchedly ill to-night, Lesbia,' he said, after a +dismal silence.</p> + +<p>'I am sorry that I should put you to shame by my bad looks,' she +answered, with that keen acidity of tone which indicates irritated +nerves.</p> + +<p>'You know that I don't mean anything of the kind; you are always lovely, +always the loveliest everywhere; but I don't like to see you so ghastly +pale.'</p> + +<p>'I suppose I am over-fatigued: that I have done too much in London and +here. Life in Westmoreland was very different,' she added, with a sigh, +and a touch of wonder that the Lesbia Haselden, whose methodical life +had never been stirred by a ruffle of passion, could have been the same +flesh and blood—yes, verily, the same woman, whose heart throbbed so +vehemently to-night, whose brain seemed on fire.</p> + +<p>'Are you sure there is nothing the matter?' he asked, with a faint +quiver in his voice.</p> + +<p>'What should there be the matter?'</p> + +<p>'Who can say? God knows that I know no cause for evil. I am honest +enough, and faithful enough, Lesbia. But your face to-night is like a +presage of calamity, like the dull, livid sky that goes before a +thunderstorm.'</p> + +<p>'I hope there is no thunderbolt coming,' she answered, lightly. 'What +very tall talk about a headache, for really that is all that ails me. +Hark, they have begun "My Queen." I am engaged for this waltz.'</p> + +<p>'I am sorry for that.'</p> + +<p>'So am I. I would ever so much rather have stayed out here.'</p> + +<p>Two hours later, in the steely morning light, when sea and land and sky +had a metallic look as if lit by electricity, Lady Lesbia stood with her +chaperon and her affianced husband on the landing stage belonging to the +club, ready to step into the boat in which six swarthy seamen in red +shirts and caps were to row them back to the yacht. Mr. Smithson drew +the warm <i>sortie de bal</i>, with its gold-coloured satin lining and white +fox border, closer round Lesbia's slender form.</p> + +<p>'You are shivering,' he said; 'you ought to have warmer wraps.</p> + +<p>'This is warm enough for St. Petersburg. I am only tired—very tired.'</p> + +<p>'The <i>Cayman</i> will rock you to sleep.'</p> + +<p>Don Gomez was standing close by, waiting for his host. The two men were +to walk up the hill to Formosa, a village with a classic portico, +delightfully situated above the town.</p> + +<p>'What time are we to come to breakfast? asked Mr. Smithson.</p> + +<p>'Not too early, in mercy's name. Two o'clock in the afternoon, three, +four;—why not make it five—combine breakfast with afternoon tea,' +exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, with a tremendous yawn. 'I never was so +thoroughly fagged; I feel as if I had been beaten with sticks, +basti—what's its name.'</p> + +<p>She was leaning all her weight upon Mr. Smithson, as he handed her down +the steps and into the boat. Her normal weight was not a trifle, and +this morning she was heavy with champagne and sleep. Carefully as +Smithson supported her she gave a lurch at the bottom of the steps, and +plunged ponderously into the boat, which dipped and careened under her, +whereat she shrieked, and implored Mr. Smithson to save her.</p> + +<p>All this occupied some minutes, and gave Lesbia and the Cuban just +time for a few words that had to be said somehow.</p> + +<p>'Good-night,' said Montesma, as they clasped hands; 'good-night;' and +then in a lower voice he said, 'Well, have you decided at last? Shall it +be?'</p> + +<p>She looked at him for a moment or so, pale in the starlight, and then +murmured an almost inaudible syllable.</p> + +<p>'Yes.'</p> + +<p>He bent quickly and pressed his lips upon her gloved hand, and when Mr. +Smithson looked round they two were standing apart, Montesma in a +listless attitude, as if tired of waiting for his host.</p> + +<p>It was Smithson who handed Lesbia into the boat and arranged her wraps, +and hung over her tenderly as he performed those small offices.</p> + +<p>'Now really,' he asked, just before the boat put off, 'when are we to be +with you to-morrow?'</p> + +<p>'Lady Kirkbank says not till afternoon tea, but I think you may come a +few hours earlier. I am not at all sleepy.'</p> + +<p>'You look as if you needed sleep badly,' answered Smithson. 'I'm afraid +you are not half careful enough of yourself. Good-night.'</p> + +<p>The boat was gliding off, the oars dipping, as he spoke. How swiftly it +shot from his ken, flashing in and out among the yachts, where the lamps +were burning dimly in that clear radiance of new-born day.</p> + +<p>Montesma gave a tremendous yawn as he took out his cigar-case, and he +and Mr. Smithson did not say twenty words between them during the walk +to Formosa, where servants were sitting up, lamps burning, a great +silver tray, with brandy, soda, liqueurs, coffee, in readiness.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XLIII"></a><h2>CHAPTER XLIII.</h2> + +<h3>'ALAS, FOR SORROW IS ALL THE END OF THIS'</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank retired to her cabin directly she got on board the +<i>Cayman</i>.</p> + +<p>'Good-night, child! I am more than half asleep,' she said; 'and I think +if there were to be an earthquake an hour hence I should hardly hear it. +Go to your berth directly, Lesbia; you look positively awful. I have +seen girls look bad after balls before now, but I never saw such a +spectre as you look this morning.'</p> + +<p>Poor Georgie's own complexion left something to be desired. The <i>Blanc +de Fedora</i> had been a brilliant success for the first two hours: after +that the warm room began to tell upon it, and there came a greasiness, +then a streakiness, and now all that was left of an alabaster skin was a +livid patch of purplish paint here and there, upon a crow's-foot ground. +The eyebrows, too, had given in, and narrow lines of Vandyke brown +meandered down Lady Kirkbank's cheeks. The frizzy hair had gone +altogether wrong, and had a wild look, suggestive of the witches in +Macbeth, and the scraggy neck and poor old shoulders showed every year +of their age in the ghastly morning light.</p> + +<p>Lesbia waited in the saloon till Lady Kirkbank had bolted herself into +her cabin, and then she went up to the deck wrapped in her satin-lined, +fur-bordered cloak, and coiled herself in a bamboo arm-chair, and +nestled her bare head into a Turkish pillow, and tried to sleep, there +with the cool morning breeze blowing upon her burning forehead, and the +plish-plash of seawater soothing her ear.</p> + +<p>There were only three or four sailors on deck, weird, almost +diabolical-looking creatures, Lesbia thought, in striped shirts, with +bare arms, of a shining bronze complexion, flashing black eyes, sleek +raven hair, a sinister look. What species of men they were—Mestizoes, +Coolies, Yucatekes—she knew not, but she felt that they were something +wild and strange, and their presence filled her with a vague fear. <i>He</i>, +whose influence now ruled her life, had told her that these men were +born mariners, and that she was twenty times safer with them than when +the yacht had been under the control of those honest, grinning +red-whiskered English Jack Tars. But she liked the English sailors best, +all the same; and she shrank from the faintest contact with these +tawny-visaged strangers, plucking away the train of her gown as they +passed her chair, lest they should brush against her drapery.</p> + +<p>On deck this morning, with only those dark faces near, she had a sense +of loneliness, of helplessness, of abandonment even. Unbidden the image +of her home at Grasmere flashed into her mind—all things so calm, so +perfectly ordered, such a sense of safety, of home—no peril, no +temptation, no fever—only peace: and she had grown sick to death of +peace. She had prayed for tempest: and the tempest had come.</p> + +<p>There was a heavenly quiet in the air in the early summer morning, only +the creaking of a spar, the scream of a seagull now and then. How pale +the lamps were growing on board the yachts. Paler still, yellow, and +dim, and blurred yonder in the town. The eastward facing windows were +golden with the rising sun. Yes, this was morning. The yachts were +moving away yonder, majestical, swan-like, white sails shining against +the blue.</p> + +<p>She closed her eyes, and tried to sleep; but sleep would not come. She +was always listening—listening for the dip of oars, listening for a +snatch of melody from a mellow baritone whose every accent she knew so +well.</p> + +<p>It came at last, the sound her soul longed for. She lay among her +cushions with closed eyes, listening, drinking in those rich ripe notes +as they came nearer and nearer, to the measure of dipping oars, <i>'La +donna e mobile—'</i></p> + +<p>Nearer and nearer, until the little boat ground against the hull. She +lifted her heavy eyelids as Montesma leapt over the gunwale, almost into +her arms. He was at her side, kneeling by her low chair, kissing the +little hands, chill with the freshness of morning.</p> + +<p>'My own, my very own,' he murmured, passionately.</p> + +<p>He cared no more for those copper-faced Helots yonder than if they had +been made of wood. He had fate in his own hands now, as it seemed to +him. He went to the skipper and gave him some orders in Spanish, and +then the sails were unfurled, the <i>Cayman</i> spread her broad white wings, +and moved off among those other yachts which were gliding, gliding, +gliding out to sea, melting from Cowes Roads like a vision that fadeth +with the broad light of morning.</p> + +<p>When the sails were up and the yacht was running merrily through the +water, Montesma went back to Lady Lesbia, and they two sat side by side, +gilded and glorified in the vivid lights of sunrise, talking as they had +never talked before, her head upon his shoulder, a smile of ineffable +peace upon her lips, as of a weary child that has found rest.</p> + +<p>They were sailing for Havre, and at Havre they were to be married by the +English chaplain, and from Havre they were to sail for the Havana, and +to live there ever afterwards in a fairy-tale dream of bliss, broken +only by an annual visit to Paris, just to buy gowns and bonnets. +Surrendered were all Lesbia's ambitious hopes—forgotten—gone; her +desire to reign princess paramount in the kingdom of fashion—her thirst +to be wealthiest among the wealthy—gone—forgotten. Her dreams now were +of the <i>dolce far niente</i> of a tropical climate, a boudoir giving on the +Caribbean sea, cigarettes, coffee, nights spent in a foreign opera +house, the languid, reposeful existence of a Spanish dama—with him, +with him. It was for his sake that she had modified all her ideas of +life. To be with him she would have been content to dwell in the tents +of the Patagonians, on the wild and snow-clad Pampas. A love which was +strong enough to make her sacrifice duty, the world, her fair fame as a +well-bred woman, was a love that recked but little of the paths along +which her lover's hand was to lead. For him, to be with him, she +renounced the world. The rest did not count.</p> + +<p>The summer hours glided past them. The <i>Cayman</i> was far out at sea; all +the other yachts had vanished, and they were alone amidst the blue, +with only a solitary three-master yonder, on the edge of the horizon. +More than once Lesbia had talked of going below to change her ball gown +for the attire of everyday life; but each time her lover had detained +her a little longer, had pleaded for a few more words. Lady Kirkbank +would be astir presently, and there would be no more solitude for them +till they were married, and could shake her off altogether. So Lesbia +stayed, and those two drank the cup of bliss, hushed by the monotonous +sing-song of the sea, the rhythm of the swinging sails. But now it was +broad morning. The hour when society, however late it may keep its +revels overnight, is apt to awaken, were it only to call for a cup of +strong tea and to turn again on the pillow of lassitude, after that +refreshment, like the sluggard of Holy Writ. At ten o'clock the sun sent +his golden arrows across the silken coverlet of her berth and awakened +Lady Kirkbank, who opened her eyes and looked about languidly. The +little cabin was heaving itself up and down in a curious way; Mr. +Smithson's cigar-cases were sloping as if they were going to fall upon +Lady Kirkbank's couch, and the looking-glass, with all its dainty +appliances, was making an angle of forty-five degrees. There was more +swirling and washing of water against the hull than ever Georgie +Kirkbank had heard in Cowes Roads.</p> + +<p>'Mercy on me! this horrid thing must be moving,' she exclaimed to the +empty air. 'It must have broken loose in the night.'</p> + +<p>She had no confidence in those savage-looking sailors, and she had a +vision of the yacht drifting at the mercy of winds and waves, drifting +for days, weeks, and months; drifting to the German Ocean, drifting to +the North Pole. Mr. Smithson and Montesma on shore—no one on board to +exercise authority over those fearful men.</p> + +<p>Perhaps they had mutinied, and were carrying off the yacht as their +booty, with Lesbia and her chaperon, and all their gowns.</p> + +<p>'I am almost glad that harpy Seraphine has my diamonds,' thought poor +Georgie, 'or I should have had them with me on board this hateful boat.'</p> + +<p>And then she rapped vehemently against the panel of the cabin, and +screamed for Rilboche, whose den was adjacent.</p> + +<p>Rilboche, who detested the sea, made her appearance after some delay, +looking even greener than her mistress, who, in rising from her berth, +already began to suffer the agonies of sea-sickness.</p> + +<p>'What does this mean?' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank; 'and where are we +going?'</p> + +<p>'That's what I should like to know, my lady. But I daresay Lady Lesbia +and Mr. Montesma can tell you. They are both on deck.'</p> + +<p>'Montesma! Why, we left him on shore!'</p> + +<p>'Yes, my lady, but he came on board at five o'clock this morning. I +looked at my watch when I heard him land, and he and Lady Lesbia have +been sitting on deck ever since.'</p> + +<p>'And now it is ten. Five hours on deck—impossible!'</p> + +<p>'Time doesn't seem long when one is happy, my lady,' murmured Rilboche, +in her own language.</p> + +<p>'Help me to dress this instant,' screamed her mistress: 'that dreadful +Spaniard is eloping with us.'</p> + +<p>Despite the hideous depression of that malady which strikes down Kaiser +and beggar with the same rough hand, Lady Kirkbank contrived to get +herself dressed decently, and to stagger up the companion to that part +of the deck where the Persian carpet was spread, and the bamboo chairs +and tables were set out under the striped awning. Lesbia and her lover +were sitting together, he giving her a first lesson in the art of +smoking a cigarette. He had told her playfully that every man, woman, +and child in Cuba was a smoker, and she had besought him to let her +begin, and now, with infinite coquetry, was taking her first lesson.</p> + +<p>'You shameless minx!' exclaimed Georgie, pale with anger.</p> + +<p>'Where is Smithson—my poor, good Smithson?'</p> + +<p>'Fast asleep in his bed at Formosa, I hope, dear Lady Kirkbank,' the +Cuban answered, with perfect <i>sang froid</i>. 'Smithson is out of it, as +you idiomatic English say. I hope, Lady Kirkbank, you will be as kind to +me as you have been to Smithson; and depend upon it I shall make Lady +Lesbia as good a husband as ever Smithson could have done.'</p> + +<p>'You!' exclaimed the matron, contemptuously. 'You!--a foreigner, an +adventurer, who may be as poor as Job, for anything I know about you.'</p> + +<p>'Job was once rather comfortably off, Lady Kirkbank; and I can answer +for it that Montesma's wife will know none of the pangs of poverty.'</p> + +<p>'If you were a beggar I would not care,' said Lesbia, drawing nearer to +him.</p> + +<p>They had both risen at Lady Kirkbank's approach, and were standing side +by side, confronting her. Lesbia had shrunk from the idea of poverty +with John Hammond; yet, for this man's sake, she was ready to face +penury, ruin, disgrace, anything.</p> + +<p>'Do you mean to tell me that Lord Maulevrier's sister, a young lady +under my charge, answerable to me for her conduct, is capable of jilting +the man to whom she has solemnly bound herself, in order to marry you?' +demanded Lady Kirkbank, turning to Montesma.</p> + +<p>'Yes; that is what I am going to do,' answered Lesbia, boldly. 'It would +be a greater sin to keep my promise than to break it. I never liked that +man, and you know it. You badgered me into accepting him, against my own +better judgment. You drifted me so deeply into debt that I was willing +to marry a man I loathed in order to get my debts paid. <i>This</i> is what +you did for the girl placed under your charge. But, thank God, I have +released myself from your clutches. I am going far away to a new world, +where the memory of my old life cannot follow me. People may be angry or +pleased! I do not care. I shall be the wife of the man I have chosen out +of all the world for my husband—the man God made to be my master.'</p> + +<p>'You are----' gasped Lady Kirkbank. 'I can't say what you are. I never +in my life felt so tempted to use improper language.'</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Kirkbank, be reasonable,' pleaded Montesma; 'you can have no +interest in seeing Lesbia married to a man she dislikes.'</p> + +<p>Georgia reddened a little, remembering that she was interested to the +amount of some thousands in the Smithson and Haselden alliance; but she +took a higher ground than mercenary considerations.</p> + +<p>'I am interested in doing the very best for a young lady who has been +entrusted to my care, the granddaughter of an old friend,' she answered, +with dignity. 'I have no objection to you in the abstract, Don Gomez. +You have always been vastly civil, I am sure----'</p> + +<p>'Stand by us in our day of need, Lady Kirkbank, and you will find me the +staunchest friend you ever had.'</p> + +<p>'I am bound in honour to consider Mr. Smithson, Lesbia,' said Lady +Kirkbank. 'I wonder that a decently-brought up girl can behave so +abominably.'</p> + +<p>'It would be more abominable to marry a man I detest. I have made up my +mind, Lady Kirkbank. We shall be at Havre to-morrow morning, and we +shall be married to-morrow—shall we not, Gomez?'</p> + +<p>She let her head sink upon his breast, and his arm enfold her. Thus +sheltered, she felt safe, thus and thus only. She had thrown her cap +over the mills; snapped her fingers at society; cared not a jot what the +world might think or say of her. This man would she marry and no other; +this man's fortune would she follow for good or evil. He had that kind +of influence with women which is almost 'possession.' It smells of +brimstone.</p> + +<p>'Come, my dear good soul,' said Montesma, smiling at the angry matron, +'why not take things quietly? You have had a good many girls under your +wing; and you must know that youth and maturity see life from a +different standpoint. In your eyes my old friend Smithson is an +admirable match. You measure him by his houses, his stable, his banker's +book; but Lesbia would rather marry the man she loves, and take the +risks of his fate. I am not a pauper, Lady Kirkbank, and the home to +which I shall take my love is pretty enough for a princess of the blood +royal, and for her sake I shall grow richer yet,' he added, with his +eyes kindling; 'and if you care to pay us a visit next February in our +Parisian apartment I will promise you as pleasant a nest as you can wish +to occupy.'</p> + +<p>'How do I know that you will ever bring her back to Europe?' said Lady +Kirkbank, piteously. 'How do I know that you will not bury her alive in +your savage country, among blackamoors, like those horrid sailors, over +there—kill her, perhaps, when you are tired of her?'</p> + +<p>At these words of Lady Kirkbank's, flung out at random, Montesma +blanched, and his deep black eye met hers with a strangely sinister +look.</p> + +<p>'Yes,' she cried, hysterically—'kill her, kill her! You look as if you +could do it.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia nestled closer to her lover's heart.</p> + +<p>'How dare you say such things to him,' she cried, angrily. '<i>I</i> trust +him, don't you see; trust him with my whole heart, with all my soul. I +shall be his wife to-morrow, for good or evil.'</p> + +<p>'Very much for evil, I'm afraid,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'Perhaps you will +be kind enough to come to your cabin and take off that ball gown, and +make yourself just a little less disreputable in outward appearance, +while I get a cup of tea.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia obeyed, and went down to her cabin, where Kibble was waiting with +a fresh white muslin frock and all its belongings, laid out ready for +her mistress, sorely perplexed at the turn which affairs were taking. +She had never liked Horace Smithson, although he had given her tips +which were almost a provision for her old age; but she had thought it a +good thing that her mistress, who was frightfully extravagant, should +marry a millionaire; and now they were sailing over the sea with a lot +of coloured sailors, and the millionaire was left on shore.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank went into the saloon, where breakfast was laid ready, and +where the steward was in attendance with that air of being absolutely +unconscious of any domestic disturbance, which is the mark of a +well-trained servant.</p> + +<p>Lesbia appeared in something less than an hour, newly dressed and fresh +looking, in her pure white gown, her brown hair bound in a coronet round +her small Greek head. She sat down by Lady Kirkbank's side, and tried to +coax her into good humour.</p> + +<p>'Why can't you take things pleasantly, dear?' she pleaded. 'Do now, like +a good soul. You heard him say he was well off, and that he will take me +to Paris next winter, and you can come to us there on your way from +Cannes, and stay with us till Easter. It will be so nice when the Prince +and all the best people are in Paris. We shall only stay in Cuba till +the fuss about my running away is all over, and people have forgotten, +don't you know. As for Mr. Smithson, why should I have any more +compunction about jilting him than he had about that poor Miss Trinder? +By-the-bye, I want you to send him back all his presents for me. They +are almost all in Arlington Street. I brought nothing with me except my +engagement ring,' looking down at the half-hoop of diamonds, and pulling +it off her fingers as she talked. 'I had a kind of presentiment----'</p> + +<p>'You mean that you had made up your mind to throw him over.'</p> + +<p>'No. But I felt there were breakers ahead. It might have come to +throwing myself into the sea. Perhaps you would have liked that better +than what has happened.'</p> + +<p>'I don't know, I'm sure. The whole thing is disgraceful. London will +ring with the scandal. What am I to say to Lady Maulevrier, to your +brother? And pray how do you propose to get married at Havre? You cannot +be married in a French town by merely holding up your finger. There are +no registry offices. I am sure I have no idea how the thing is done.'</p> + +<p>'Don Gomez has arranged all that—everything has been thought +of—everything has been planned. A steamer will take us to St. Thomas, +and another steamer will take us on to Cuba.'</p> + +<p>'But the marriage—the licence?'</p> + +<p>'I tell you everything has been provided for. Please take this ring and +send it to Mr. Smithson when you go back to England.'</p> + +<p>'Send it to him yourself. I will have nothing to do with it.'</p> + +<p>'How dreadfully disagreeable you are,' said Lesbia, pouting, 'just +because I am marrying to please myself, instead of to please you. It is +frightfully selfish of you.'</p> + +<p>Montesma came in at this moment. He, too, had dressed himself freshly, +and was looking his handsomest, in that buccaneer style of costume which +he wore when he sailed the yacht. He and Lesbia breakfasted at their +ease, while Lady Kirkbank reclined in her bamboo arm-chair, feeling very +unhappy in her mind and far from well. Neptune and she could not +accommodate themselves.</p> + +<p>After a leisurely breakfast, enlivened by talk and laughter, the cabin +windows open, the sun shining, the freshening breeze blowing in, Lesbia +and Don Gomez went on deck, and he reclined at her feet while she read +to him from the pages of her favourite Keats, read languidly, lazily, +yet exquisitely, for she had been taught to read as well as to sing. The +poetry seemed to have been written on purpose for them; and the sky and +the atmosphere around them seemed to have been made for the poetry. And +so, with intervals of strolling on the deck, and an hour or so dawdled +away at luncheon, and a leisurely afternoon tea, the day wore on to +sunset, and they went back to Keats, while Lady Kirkbank sulked and +slept in a corner of the saloon.</p> + +<p>'This is the happiest day of my life,' Lesbia murmured, in a pause of +their reading, when they had dropped Endymion's love to talk of their +own.</p> + +<p>'But not of mine, my angel. I shall be happier still when we are far +away on broader waters, beyond the reach of all who can part us.'</p> + +<p>'Can any one part us, Gomez, now that we have pledged ourselves to each +other?' she asked, incredulously.</p> + +<p>'Ah, love, such pledges are sometimes broken. All women are not +lion-hearted. While the sea is smooth and the ship runs fair, all is +easy enough; but when tempest and peril come—that is the test, Lesbia. +Will you stand by me in the tempest, love?'</p> + +<p>'You know that I will,' she answered, with her hand locked in his two +hands, clasped as with a life-long clasp.</p> + +<p>She could not imagine any severe ordeal to be gone through. If +Maulevrier heard of her elopement in time for pursuit, there would be a +fuss, perhaps—an angry bother raging and fuming. But what of that? She +was her own mistress. Maulevrier could not prevent her marrying +whomsoever she pleased.</p> + +<p>'Swear that you will hold to me against all the world,' he said, +passionately, turning his head to look across the stern of the vessel.</p> + +<p>'Against all the world,' she answered, softly.</p> + +<p>'I believe your courage will be tested before long,' he said; and then +he cried to the skipper, 'Crowd on all sail, Tomaso. That boat is +chasing us.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia sprang to her feet, looking as he looked to a spot of vivid white +on the horizon. Montesma had snatched up a glass and was watching that +distant spot.</p> + +<p>'It is a steam-yacht,' he said. 'They will catch us.'</p> + +<p>He was right. Although the <i>Cayman</i> strained every timber so that her +keel cut through the water like a boomerang, wind and steam beat wind +without steam. In less than an hour the steam-yacht was beside the +<i>Cayman</i>, and Lord Maulevrier and Lord Hartfield had boarded Mr. +Smithson's deck.</p> + +<p>'I have come to take you and Lady Kirkbank back to Cowes, Lesbia,' said +Maulevrier. 'I'm not going to make any undue fuss about this little +escapade of yours, provided you go back with Hartfield and me at once, +and pledge yourself never to hold any further communication with Don +Gomez de Montesma.'</p> + +<p>The Spaniard was standing close by, silent, white as death, but ready to +make a good fight. That pallor of the clear olive skin was not from want +of pluck; but there was the deadly knowledge of the ground he stood +upon, the doubt that any woman, least of all such a woman as Lady Lesbia +Haselden, could be true to him if his character and antecedents were +revealed to her. And how much or how little these two men could tell her +about himself or his past life was the question which the next few +minutes would solve.</p> + +<p>'I am not going back with you,' answered Lesbia. 'I am going to Havre +with Don Gomez de Montesma. We are to be married there as soon as we +arrive.'</p> + +<p>'To be married—at Havre,' cried Maulevrier. 'An appropriate place. A +sailor has a wife in every port, don't you know.'</p> + +<p>'We had better go down to the cabin,' said Hartfield, laying his hand +upon his friend's shoulder. 'If Lady Lesbia will be good enough to come +with us we can tell her all that we have to tell quietly there.'</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield's tone was unmistakeable. Everything was known.</p> + +<p>'You can talk at your ease here,' said Montesma, facing the two men with +a diabolical recklessness and insolence of manner. 'Not one of these +fellows on board knows a dozen sentences of English.'</p> + +<p>'I would rather talk below, if it is all the same to you, Señor; and I +should be glad to speak to Lady Lesbia alone.'</p> + +<p>'That you shall not do unless she desires it,' answered Montesma.</p> + +<p>'No, he shall hear all that you have to say. He shall hear how I answer +you,' said Lesbia.</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield shrugged his shoulders.</p> + +<p>'As you please,' he said. 'It will make the disclosure a little more +painful than it need have been; but that cannot be helped.'</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XLIV"></a><h2>CHAPTER XLIV.</h2> + +<h3>'OH, SAD KISSED MOUTH, HOW SORROWFUL IT IS!'</h3> +<br> + +<p>They all went down to the saloon, where Lady Kirkbank sat, looking the +image of despair, which changed to delighted surprise at sight of Lord +Hartfield and his friend.</p> + +<p>'Did you give your consent to my sister's elopement with this man, Lady +Kirkbank?' Maulevrier asked, brusquely.</p> + +<p>'I give my consent! Good gracious! no. He has eloped with me ever so +much more than with your sister. She knew all about it, I've no doubt: +but the wretch ran away with me in my sleep.'</p> + +<p>'I am glad, for your own self-respect, that you had no hand in this +disgraceful business,' replied Maulevrier; and then turning to Lord +Hartfield, he said, 'Hartfield, will you tell my sister who and what +this man is? Will you make her understand what kind of pitfall she has +escaped? Upon my soul, I cannot speak of it.'</p> + +<p>'I recognise no right of Lord Hartfield's to interfere with my actions, +and I will hear nothing that he may have to say,' said Lesbia, standing +by her lover's side, with head erect and eyes dark with anger.</p> + +<p>'Your sister's husband has the strongest right to control your actions, +Lady Lesbia, when the family honour is at stake,' answered Hartfield, +with grave authority. 'Accept me at least as a member of your family, if +you will not accept me as your disinterested and devoted friend.'</p> + +<p>'Friend!' echoed Lesbia, scornfully. 'You might have been my friend +once. Your friendship then would have been of some value to me, if you +had told me the truth, instead of approaching me with a lie upon your +lips. You talk of honour, Lord Hartfield; you, who came to my +grandmother's house as an impostor, under a false name!'</p> + +<p>'I went there as a man standing on his own merits, assuming no rank save +that which God gave him among his fellow-men, claiming to be possessed +of no fortune except intellect and industry. If I could not win a wife +with such credentials, it were better for me never to marry at all, Lady +Lesbia. But we have no time to speak of the past. I am here as your +brother's friend, here to save you.'</p> + +<p>'To part me from the man to whom I have given my heart. That you cannot +do. Gomez, why do you not speak? Tell him, tell him!' cried Lesbia, with +a voice strangled by sobs; 'tell him that I am to be your wife +to-morrow, at Havre. Your wife!'</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Lesbia, that cannot be,' said Lord Hartfield, sorrowfully, +pitying her in her helplessness, as he might have pitied a young bird in +the fowler's net. 'I am assured upon undeniable authority that Señor +Montesma has a wife living at Cuba; and even were this not so—were he +free to marry you—his character and antecedents would for ever forbid +such a marriage.'</p> + +<p>'A wife! No, no, no!' shrieked Lesbia, looking wildly from one to the +other. 'It is a lie—a lie, invented by my brother, who always hated +me—by you, who fooled and deceived me! It is a lie, an infamous +invention! Don Gomez, speak to them: for pity's sake answer them! Don't +you see that they are driving me mad?'</p> + +<p>She flung herself into his arms, she buried her dishevelled head upon +his breast; she clung to him with hands that writhed convulsively in her +agony.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier sprang across the cabin and wrenched her from her lover's +grasp.</p> + +<p>'You shall not pollute her with your touch,' he cried; 'you have +poisoned her mind already. Scoundrel, seducer, slave-dealer! Do you +hear, Lesbia? Shall I tell you what this man is—what trade he followed +yonder, on his native island—this Spanish hidalgo—this +all-accomplished gentleman—lineal descendant of the Cid—fine flower +of Andalusian chivalry? It was not enough for him to cheat at cards, to +float bubble companies, bogus lotteries. His profligate extravagance, +his love of sybarite luxury, required a larger resource than the petty +schemes which enrich smaller men. A slave ship, which could earn nearly +twenty thousand pounds on every voyage, and which could make two runs in +a year—that was the trade for Don Gomez de Montesma, and he carried it +on merrily for six or seven years, till the British cruisers got too +keen for him, and the good old game was played out. You see that scar +upon the hidalgo's forehead, Lesbia—a token of knightly prowess, you +think, perhaps. No, my girl, that is the mark of an English cutlass in a +scuffle on board a slaver. A merry trade, Lesbia—the living cargo +stowed close under hatches have rather a bad time of it now and +then—short rations of food and water, yellow Jack. They die like rotten +sheep sometimes—bad then for the dealer. But if he can land the bulk of +his human wares safe and sound the profits are enormous. The +Captain-General takes his capitation fee, the blackies are drafted off +to the sugar plantations, and everybody is satisfied; but I think, +Lesbia, that your British prejudices would go against marriage with a +slave-trader, were he ever so free to make you his wife, which this +particular dealer in blackamoors is not.'</p> + +<p>'Is this true, this part of their vile story?' demanded Lesbia, looking +at her lover, who stood apart from them all now, his arms folded, his +face deadly pale, the lower lip quivering under the grinding of his +strong white teeth.</p> + +<p>'There is some truth in it,' he answered, hoarsely. 'Everybody in Cuba +had a finger in the African trade, before your British philanthropy +spoiled it. Mr. Smithson made sixty thousand pounds in that line. It was +the foundation of his fortune. And yet he had his misfortunes in running +his cargo—a ship burnt, a freight roasted alive. There are some very +black stories in Cuba against poor Smithson. He will never go there +again.'</p> + +<p>'Mr. Smithson may be a scoundrel; indeed, I believe he is a pretty bad +specimen in that line,' said Lord Hartfield. 'But I doubt if there is +any story that can be told of him quite so bad as the history of your +marriage, and the events that went before it. I have been told the story +of the beautiful Octoroon, who loved and trusted you, who shared your +good and evil fortunes for the most desperate years of your life, was +almost accepted as your wife, and whose strangled corpse was found in +the harbour while the bells were ringing for your marriage with a rich +planter's heiress—the lady who, no doubt, now patiently awaits your +return to her native island.'</p> + +<p>'She will wait a long time,' said Montesma, 'or fare ill if I go back to +her. Lesbia, his lordship's story of the Octoroon is a fable—an +invention of my Cuban enemies, who hate us old Spaniards with a +poisonous hatred. But this much is true. I am a married man—bound, +fettered by a tie which I abhor. Our Havre marriage would have been +bigamy on my part, a delusion on yours. I could not have taken you to +Cuba. I had planned our life in a fairer, more civilised world. I am +rich enough to have surrounded you with all that makes life worth +living. I would have given you love as true and as deep as ever man gave +to woman. All that would have been wanting would have been the legality +of the tie: and as law never yet made a marriage happy which lacked the +elements of bliss, our lawless union need not have missed happiness. +Lesbia, you said that you would hold by me, come what might. The worst +has come, love; but it leaves me not the less your true lover.'</p> + +<p>She looked at him with wild despairing eyes, and then, with a hoarse +strange cry, rushed from the cabin, and up the companion, with a +desperate swiftness which seemed like the flight of a bird. Montesma, +Hartfield, Maulevrier, all followed her, heedless of everything except +the dire necessity of arresting her flight. Each in his own mind had +divined her purpose.</p> + +<p>They were not too late. It was Hartfield's strong arm that caught her, +held her as in a vice, dragged her away from the edge of the deck, just +where there was a space open to the waves. Another instant and she would +have flung herself overboard. She fell back into Lord Hartfield's arms, +with a wild choking cry: 'Let me go! Let me go!' Another moment, and a +flood of crimson stained his shirt-front, as she lay upon his breast, +with closed eyelids and blood-bedabbled lips, in blessed +unconsciousness.</p> + +<p>They carried her on to the steam-yacht, and down to the cabin, where +there was ample accommodation and some luxury, although not the elegance +of Bond Street upholstery. Rilboche, Lady Kirkbank, Kibble, luggage of +all kinds were transferred from one yacht to the other, even to the +vellum bound Keats which lay face downwards on the deck, just where +Lesbia had flung it when the <i>Cayman</i> was boarded. The crew of the +steam-yacht <i>Philomel</i> helped in the transfer: there were plenty of +hands, and the work was done quickly; while the Meztizoes, Yucatekes, +Caribs, or whatever they were, looked on and grinned; and while Montesma +stood leaning against the mast, with folded arms and sombre brow, a +cigarette between his lips.</p> + +<p>When the women and all their belongings were on board the <i>Philomel</i>, +Lord Hartfield addressed himself to Montesma.</p> + +<p>'If you consider yourself entitled to call me to account for this +evening's work you know where to find me,' he said.</p> + +<p>Montesma shrugged his shoulders, and threw away his cigarette with a +contemptuous gesture.</p> + +<p><i>'Ce n'est pas la peine,'</i> he said; 'I am a dead shot, and +should be pretty sure to send a bullet through you if you gave me +the chance; but I should not be any nearer winning her if I killed +you: and it is she and she only that I want. You may think me an +adventurer—swindler—gambler—slave-dealer—what you will—but I love her +as I never thought to love a woman, and I should have been true as steel, +if she had been plucky enough to trust me. But, as I told her an hour ago, +women have not lion hearts. They can talk tall while the sky is clear and +the sun shines, but at the first crack of thunder—<i>va te promener</i>.'</p> + +<p>'If you have killed her—' began Hartfield.</p> + +<p>'Killed her! No. Some small bloodvessel burst in the agitation of that +terrible scene. She will be well in a week, and she will forget me. But +I shall not forget her. She is the one flower that has sprung on the +barren plain of my life. She was my Picciola.'</p> + +<p>He turned his back on Lord Hartfield and walked to the other end of the +deck. Something in his face, in the vibration of his deep voice, +convinced Hartfield of his truth. A bad man undoubtedly—steeped to the +lips in evil—and yet so far true that he had passionately, deeply, +devotedly loved this one woman.</p> + +<p>It was the dead of night when Lesbia recovered consciousness, and even +then she lay silent, taking no heed of those around her, in a state of +utter prostration. Kibble nursed her carefully, tenderly, all through +the night; Maulevrier hardly left the cabin, and Lady Kirkbank, always +more or less a victim to the agonies of sea-sickness, still found time +to utter lamentations and wailings over the ruin of her protégée's +fortune.</p> + +<p>'Never had a girl such a chance,' she moaned. 'Quite the best match in +society. The house in Park Lane alone cost a fortune. Her diamonds would +have been the finest in London.'</p> + +<p>'They would have been stained with the blood of the niggers he traded in +out yonder,' answered Maulevrier. 'Do you think I would have let my +sister marry a slave-dealer?'</p> + +<p>'I don't believe a syllable of it,' protested Lady Kirkbank, dabbing her +brow with a handkerchief steeped in eau de Cologne. 'A vile fabrication +of Montesma's, who wanted to blacken poor Smithson's character in order +to extenuate his own crimes.'</p> + +<p>'Well, we won't go into that question,' said Maulevrier wearily. 'The +Smithson match is off, anyhow; and it matters very little to us whether +he made most money out of niggers or bubble companies, or lotteries or +gaming hells.'</p> + +<p>'I am convinced that Smithson made his fortune in a thoroughly +gentlemanlike manner,' argued Lady Kirkbank. 'Look at the people who +visit him, and the houses he goes to. And I don't see why the match need +be off. I'm sure, if Lesbia plays her cards properly, he will look over +this—this—little escapade.'</p> + +<p>Maulevrier contemplated the worldly old face with infinite scorn.</p> + +<p>'Does she look like a girl who will play her cards in your fashion?' he +asked, pointing to his sister, whose white face upon the pillow seemed +like a mask cut out of marble. 'Upon my soul, Lady Kirkbank, I consider +my sister's elopement with this Spanish adventurer, with whom she was +over head and ears in love, a far more respectable act than her +engagement to Smithson, for whom she cared not a straw.'</p> + +<p>'Well, I hope if you so approve of her conduct you will help her to pay +her dressmaker, and the rest of them,' retorted Lady Kirkbank. 'She has +been plunging rather deeply, I believe, under the impression that +Smithson would pay all her bills when she was married. Your grandmother +may not quite like the budget.'</p> + +<p>'I will do all I can for her,' answered Maulevrier. 'I would do a great +deal to save her from the degradation to which your teaching has brought +her.'</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank looked at him for a moment or so with reproachful eyes, +and then shrugged her shoulders contemptuously.</p> + +<p>'If I ever expected gratitude from people I might feel the +injustice—the insolence—of your last remark,' she said; 'but as I +never do expect gratitude, I am not disappointed in this case. And now I +think if there is a cabin which I can have to myself I should like to +retire to it,' she added. 'My cares are thrown away here.'</p> + +<p>There was a cabin at Lady Kirkbank's disposal. It had been already +appropriated by Rilboche, and smelt of cognac; but Rilboche resigned her +berth to her mistress, and laid herself meekly on the floor for the rest +of the voyage.</p> + +<p>They were in Cowes Roads at eight o'clock next morning, and Lord +Hartfield went on shore for a doctor, whom he brought back before nine, +and who pronounced Lady Lesbia to be in a very weak and prostrate +condition, and forbade her being moved within the next two days. Happily +Lord Hartfield had borrowed the <i>Philomel</i> and her crew from a friend +who had given him <i>carte blanche</i> as to the use he made of her, and who +freely left her at his disposal so long as he and his party should need +the accommodation. Lesbia could nowhere be better off than on the yacht, +where she was away from the gossip and tittle-tattle of the town.</p> + +<p>The roadstead was quiet enough now. All the racing yachts had melted +away like a dream, and most of the pleasure yachts were off to Ryde. +Lady Lesbia lay in her curtained cabin, with Kibble keeping watch beside +her bed, while Maulevrier came in every half-hour to see how she +was—sitting by her a little now and then, and talking of indifferent +things in a low kind voice, which was full of comfort.</p> + +<p>She seemed grateful for his kindness, and smiled at him once in a way, +with a piteous little smile; but she had the air of one in whom the +mainspring of life is broken. The pallid face and heavy violet eyes, +the semi-transparent hands which lay so listlessly upon the crimson +coverlet, conveyed an impression of supreme despair. Hartfield, looking +down at her for the last time when he came to say good-bye before +leaving for London, was reminded of the story of one whose life had been +thus rudely broken, who had loved as foolishly and even more fondly, and +for whom the world held nothing when that tie was severed.</p> + +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">'She looked on many a face with vacant eye,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">On many a token without knowing what;</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">She saw them watch her, without asking why,</span><br> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;">And recked not who around her pillow sat.'</span><br> + +<p>But Lesbia Haselden belonged to a wider and more sophisticated world +than that of the daughter of the Grecian Isle, and for her existence +offered wider horizons. It might be prophesied that for her the dark +ending of a girlish dream would not be a life-long despair. The +passionate love had been at fever point; the passionate grief must have +its fever too, and burn itself out.</p> + +<p>'Do all you can to cheer her,' said Lord Hartfield to Maulevrier, 'and +bring her to Fellside as soon as ever she is strong enough to bear the +journey. You and Kibble, with your own man, will be able to do all that +is necessary.'</p> + +<p>'Quite able.'</p> + +<p>'That's right. I must be in the House for the expected division +to-night, and I shall go back to Grasmere to-morrow morning. Poor Mary +is horribly lonely.'</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield went off in the boat to catch the Southampton steamer; +and Maulevrier was now sole custodian of the yacht and of his sister. He +and the doctor had agreed to keep her on board, in the fresh sea air, +till she was equal to the fatigue of the journey to Grasmere. There was +nothing to be gained by taking her on to the island or by carrying her +to London. The yacht was well found, provided with all things needful +for comfort, and Lesbia could be nowhere better off until she was safe +in her old home:—that home she had left so gaily, in the freshness of +her youthful inexperience, nearly a year ago, and to which she would +return so battered and broken, so deeply degraded by the knowledge of +evil.</p> + +<p>Lady Kirkbank had started for London on the previous day.</p> + +<p>'I am evidently not wanted <i>here</i>,' she said, with an offended air; 'and +I must have everything at Kirkbank ready for a house full of people +before the twelfth of August, so the sooner I get to Scotland the +better. I shall make a <i>détour</i> in order to go and see Lady Maulevrier +on my way down. It is due to myself that I should let her know that <i>I</i> +am entirely blameless in this most uncomfortable business.'</p> + +<p>'You can tell her ladyship what you please,' answered Maulevrier, +bluntly. 'I shall not gainsay you, so long as you do not slander my +sister; but as long as I live I shall regret that I, knowing something +of London society, did not interfere to prevent Lesbia being given over +to your keeping.'</p> + +<p>'If I had known the kind of girl she is I would have had nothing to do +with her,' retorted Lady Kirkbank with exasperation; and so they parted.</p> + +<p>The <i>Philomel</i> had been lying off Cowes three days before Mr. Smithson +appeared upon the scene. He had got wind somehow from a sailor, who had +talked with one of the foreign crew, of the destination of the <i>Cayman</i>, +and he had crossed from Southampton to Havre on the steamer <i>Wolf</i> +during that night in which Lesbia had been carried back to Cowes on the +<i>Philomel</i>.</p> + +<p>He was at Havre when the <i>Cayman</i> arrived, with Montesma and his +tawny-visaged crew on board, no one else.</p> + +<p>'You may examine every corner of your ship,' Montesma cried, scornfully, +when Smithson came on board and swore that Lesbia must be hidden +somewhere in the vessel. 'The bird has flown: she will shelter in +neither your nest nor in mine, Smithson. You have lost her—and so have +I. We may as well be friends in misfortune.'</p> + +<p>He was haggard, livid with grief and anger. He looked ten years older +than he had looked the other night at the ball, when his dash and +swagger, and handsome Spanish head had been the admiration of the room.</p> + +<p>Smithson was very angry, but he was not a fighting man. He had enjoyed +various opportunities for distinguishing himself in that line in the +island of Cuba; but he had always avoided such opportunities. So now, +after a good deal of bluster and violent language, which Montesma took +as lightly as if it had been the whistling of the wind in the shrouds, +poor Smithson calmed down, and allowed Gomez de Montesma to leave the +yacht, with his portmanteaux, unharmed. He meant to take the first +steamer for the Spanish Main, he told Smithson. He had had quite enough +of Europe.</p> + +<p>'I daresay it will end in your marrying her,' he said, at the last +moment. 'If you do, be kind to her.'</p> + +<p>His voice faltered, choked by a sob, at those last words. After all, it +is possible for a man without principle, without morality, to begin to +make love to a woman in a mere spirit of adventure, in sheer devilry, +and to be rather hard hit at the last.</p> + +<p>Horace Smithson sailed his yacht back to Cowes without loss of time, and +sent his card to Lord Maulevrier on board the <i>Philomel</i>. His lordship +replied that he would wait upon Mr. Smithson that afternoon at four +o'clock, and at that hour Maulevrier again boarded the <i>Cayman</i>; but +this time very quietly, as an expected guest.</p> + +<p>The interview that followed was very painful. Mr. Smithson was willing +that this unhappy episode in the life of his betrothed, this folly into +which she had been beguiled by a man of infinite treachery, a man of +all other men fatal to women, should be forgotten, should be as if it +had never been.</p> + +<p>'It was her very innocence which made her a victim to that scoundrel,' +said Smithson, 'her girlish simplicity and Lady Kirkbank's folly. But I +love your sister too well to sacrifice her lightly, Lord Maulevrier; and +if she can forget this midsummer madness, why, so can I.'</p> + +<p>'She cannot forget, Mr. Smithson,' answered Maulevrier, gravely. 'She +has done you a great wrong by listening to your false friend's +addresses; but she did you a still greater wrong when she accepted you +as her husband without one spark of love for you. She and you are both +happy in having escaped the degradation, the deep misery of a loveless +union. I am glad—yes, glad even of this shameful escapade with +Montesma—though it has dragged her good name through the gutter,—glad +of the catastrophe that has saved her from such a marriage. You are very +generous in your willingness to forget my sister's folly. Let your +forgetfulness go a step further, and forget that you ever met her.'</p> + +<p>'That cannot be, Lord Maulevrier. She has ruined my life.'</p> + +<p>'Not at all. An affair of a season,' answered Maulevrier, lightly. 'Next +year I shall hear of you as the accepted husband of some new beauty. A +man of Mr. Smithson's wealth—and good nature—need not languish in +single blessedness.'</p> + +<p>With this civil speech Lord Maulevrier went back to the <i>Philomel's</i> +gig, and this was his last meeting with Mr. Smithson, until they met a +year later in the beaten tracks of society.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XLV"></a><h2>CHAPTER XLV.</h2> + +<h3>'THAT FELL ARREST, WITHOUT ALL BAIL.'</h3> +<br> + +<p>It was the beginning of August before Lesbia was pronounced equal to the +fatigue of a long journey; and even then it was but the shadow of her +former self which returned to Fellside, the pale spectre of joys +departed, of trust deceived.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier had been very good to her, patient, unselfish as a woman, in +his ministering to the broken-hearted girl. That broken heart would be +whole again, no doubt, in the future, as many other broken hearts have +been; but the grief, the despair, the sense of hopelessness and +aimlessness in life were very real in the present. If the picturesque +seclusion of Fellside had seemed dull and joyless to Lesbia in days gone +by, it was much duller to her now. She was shocked at the change in her +grandmother, and she showed a good deal of feeling and affection in her +intercourse with the invalid; but once out of her presence Lady +Maulevrier was forgotten, and Lesbia's thoughts drifted back into the +old current. They dwelt obstinately, unceasingly upon Montesma, the man +whose influence had awakened the slumbering soul from its torpor, had +stirred the deeps of a passionate nature.</p> + +<p>Slave-dealer, gambler, adventurer, liar—his name blackened by the +suspicion of a still darker crime. She shuddered at the thought of the +villain from whose snare she had been rescued: and yet, his image as he +had been to her in the brief golden time when she believed him noble, +and chivalrous, and true, haunted her lonely days, mixed itself with her +troubled dreams, came between her and every other thought.</p> + +<p>Everybody was good to her. That pale and joyless face, that look of +patient, hopeless suffering which she tried to disguise every now and +then with a faint forced smile, and silvery little ripple of society +laughter, seemed unconsciously to implore pity and pardon. Lady +Maulevrier uttered no word of reproach. 'My dearest, Fate has not been +kind to you,' she said, gently, after telling Lesbia of Lady Kirkbank's +visit. 'The handsomest women are seldom the happiest. Destiny seems to +have a grudge against them. And if things have gone amiss it is I who am +most to blame. I ought never to have entrusted you with such a woman as +Georgina Kirkbank. But you will be happier next season, I hope, dearest. +You can live with Mary and Hartfield. They will take care of you.'</p> + +<p>Lesbia shuddered.</p> + +<p>'Do you think I am going back to the society treadmill?' she exclaimed. +'No, I have done with the world. I shall end my days here, or in a +convent.'</p> + +<p>'You think so now, dear, but you will change your mind by-and-by. A +fancy that has lasted only a few weeks cannot alter your life. It will +pass as other dreams have passed. At your age you have the future before +you.'</p> + +<p>'No, it is the past that is always before me,' answered Lesbia. 'My +future is a blank.'</p> + +<p>The bills came pouring in; dressmaker, milliner, glover, bootmaker, +tailor, stationer, perfumer; awful bills which made Lady Maulevrier's +blood run cold, so degrading was their story of selfish self-indulgence, +of senseless extravagance. But she paid them all without a word. She +took upon her shoulders the chief burden of Lesbia's wrongdoing. It was +her indulgence, her weak preference which had fostered her +granddaughter's selfishness, trained her to vanity and worldly pride. +The result was ignominious, humiliating, bitter beyond all common +bitterness; but the cup was of her own brewing, and she drank it without +a murmur.</p> + +<p>Parliament was prorogued; the season was over; and Lord Hartfield was +established at Fellside for the autumn—he and his wife utterly happy in +their affection for each other, but not without care as to their +surroundings, which were full of trouble. First there was Lesbia's +sorrow. Granted that it was a grief which would inevitably wear itself +out, as other such griefs have done from time immemorial; but still the +sorrow was there, at their doors. Next, there was the state of Lady +Maulevrier's health, which gave her old medical adviser the gravest +fears. At Lord Hartfield's earnest desire a famous doctor was summoned +from London; but the great man could only confirm Mr. Horton's verdict. +The thread of life was wearing thinner every day. It might snap at any +hour. In the meantime the only regime was repose of body and mind, an +all-pervading calm, the avoidance of all exciting topics. One moment of +violent agitation might prove fatal.</p> + +<p>Knowing this, how could Lord Hartfield call her ladyship to account for +the presence of that mysterious old man under Steadman's charge?—how +venture to touch upon a topic which, by Mary's showing, had exercised a +most disturbing influence upon her ladyship's mind on that solitary +occasion when the girl ventured to approach the subject?</p> + +<p>He felt that any attempt at an explanation was impossible. It was not +for him to precipitate Lady Maulevrier's end by prying into her secrets. +Granted that shame and dishonour of some kind were involved in the +existence of that strange old man, he, Lord Hartfield, must endure his +portion in that shame—must be content to leave the dark riddle +unsolved.</p> + +<p>He resigned himself to this state of things, and tried to forget the +cloud that hung over the house of Haselden; but the sense of a mystery, +a fatal family secret, which must come to light sooner or later—since +all such secrets are known at last—known, sifted, and bandied about +from lip to lip, and published in a thousand different newspapers, and +cried aloud in the streets—the sense of such a secret, the dread of +such a revelation weighed upon him heavily.</p> + +<p>Maulevrier, the restless, was off to Argyleshire for the grouse shooting +as soon as he had deposited Lady Lesbia comfortably at Fellside.</p> + +<p>'I should only be in your way if I stopped,' he said, 'for you and Molly +have hardly got over the honeymoon stage yet, though you put on the airs +of Darby and Joan. I shall be back in a week or ten days.'</p> + +<p>'In Lady Maulevrier's state of health I don't think you ought to stay +away very long,' said Hartfield.</p> + +<p>'Poor Lady Maulevrier! She never cared much for me, don't you know. But +I suppose it would seem unkind if I were to be out of the way when the +end comes. The end! Good heavens! how coolly I talk of it; and a year +ago I thought she was as immortal as Fairfield yonder.'</p> + +<p>He went away, his spirits dashed by that awful thought of death, and +Lord and Lady Hartfield had the house to themselves, since Lesbia hardly +counted. She seldom left her own rooms, except to sit with her +grandmother for an hour. She lay on her sofa—or sat in a low arm-chair +by the window, reading Keats or Shelley—or only dreaming—dreaming over +the brief golden time of her life, with its fond delusions, its false +brightness. Mr. Horton went to see her every day—felt the feeble little +pulse which seemed hardly to have force enough to beat—urged her to +struggle against apathy and inertia, to walk a little, to go for a long +drive every day, to live in the open air—to which instructions she paid +not the slightest attention. The desire for life was gone. Disappointed +in her ambition, betrayed in her love, humiliated, duped, degraded—a +social failure. What had she to live for? She felt as if it would have +been a good thing, quite the best thing that could happen, if she could +turn her face to the wall and die. All that past season, its triumphs, +its pleasures, its varieties, was like a garish dream, a horror to look +back upon, hateful to remember.</p> + +<p>In vain did Mary and Hartfield urge Lesbia to join in their simple +pleasures, their walks and rides and drives, and boating excursions. She +always refused.</p> + +<p>'You know I never cared much for roaming about these everlasting hills,' +she told Mary. 'I never had your passion for Lakeland. It is very good +of you to wish to have me, but it is quite impossible. I have hardly +strength enough for a little walk in the garden.'</p> + +<p>'You would have more strength if you went out more,' pleaded Mary, +almost with tears. 'Mr. Horton says sun and wind are the best doctors +for you. Lesbia, you frighten me sometimes. You are just letting +yourself fade away.'</p> + +<p>'If you knew how I hate the world and the sky, Mary, you wouldn't urge +me to go out of doors,' Lesbia answered, moodily. 'Indoors I can read, +and get away from my own thoughts somehow, for a little while. But out +yonder, face to face with the hills and the lake—the scenes I have +known all my life—I feel a heart-sickness that is worse than death. It +maddens me to see that old, old picture of mountain and water, the same +for ever and ever, no matter what hearts are breaking.'</p> + +<p>Mary crept close beside her sister's couch, put her arm round her neck, +laid her cheek—rich in the ruddy bloom of health—against Lesbia's +pallid and sunken cheek, and comforted her as much as she could with +tender murmurs and loving kisses. Other comfort, she could give none. +All the wisdom in the world will not cure a girl's heart-sickness when +she has flung away the treasures of her love upon a worthless object.</p> + +<p>And so the days went by, peacefully, but sadly; for the shadow of doom +hung heavily over the house upon the Fell. Nobody who looked upon Lady +Maulevrier could doubt that her days were numbered, that the oil was +waxing low in the lamp of life. The end, the awful, mysterious end, was +drawing near; and she who was called was making no such preparations as +the Christian makes to answer the dread summons. As she had lived, she +meant to die—an avowed unbeliever. More than once Mary had taken +courage, and had talked to her grandmother of the world beyond, the +blessed hope of re-union with the friends we have lost, in a new and +brighter life, only to be met by the sceptic's cynical smile, the +materialist's barren creed.</p> + +<p>'My dearest, we know nothing except the immutable laws of material life. +All the rest is a dream—a beautiful dream, if you like—a consolation +to that kind of temperament which can take comfort from dreams; but for +anyone who has read much, and thought much, and kept as far as possible +on a level with the scientific intellect of the age—for such an one, +Mary, these old fables are too idle. I shall die as I have lived, the +victim of an inscrutable destiny, working blindly, evil to some, good to +others. Ah! love, life has begun very fairly for you. May the fates be +kind always to my gentle and loving girl!'</p> + +<p>There was more talk between them on this dark mystery of life and death. +Mary brought out her poor little arguments, glorified by the light of +perfect faith; but they were of no avail against opinions which had been +the gradual growth of a long and joyless life. Time had attuned Lady +Maulevrier's mind to the gospel of Schopenhauer and the Pessimists, and +she was contented to see the mystery of life as they had seen it. She +had no fear, but she had some anxiety as to the things that were to +happen after she was gone. She had taken upon herself a heavy burden, +and she had not yet come to the end of the road where her burden might +be laid quietly down, her task accomplished. If she fell by the wayside +under her load the consequences for the survivors might be full of +trouble.</p> + +<p>Her anxieties were increased by the fact that her faithful servant and +adviser, James Steadman, was no longer the man he had been. The change +in him was painfully evident—memory failing, energy gone. He came to +his mistress's room every morning, received her orders, answered her +questions; but Lady Maulevrier felt that he went through the old duties +in a mechanical way, and that his dull brain but half understood their +importance.</p> + +<p>One evening at dusk, just as Hartfield and Mary were leaving Lady +Maulevrier's room, after dinner, an appalling shriek ran through the +house—a cry almost as terrible as that which Lord Hartfield heard in +the summer midnight just a year ago. But this time the sound came from +the old part of the house.</p> + +<p>'Something has happened,' exclaimed Hartfield, rushing to the door of +communication.</p> + +<p>It was bolted inside. He knocked vehemently; but there was no answer. He +ran downstairs, followed by Mary, breathless, in an agony of fear. Just +as they approached the lower door, leading to the old house, it was +flung open, and Steadman's wife stood before them pale with terror.</p> + +<p>'The doctor,' she cried; 'send for Mr. Horton, somebody, for God's sake. +Oh, my lord,' with a sudden burst of sobbing, 'I'm afraid he's dead.'</p> + +<p>'Mary, despatch some one for Horton,' said Lord Hartfield. Keeping his +wife back with one hand, he closed the door against her, and then +followed Mrs. Steadman through the long low corridor to her husband's +sitting-room.</p> + +<p>James Steadman was lying upon his back upon the hearth, near the spot +were Lord Hartfield had seen him sleeping in his arm-chair a month ago.</p> + +<p>One look at the distorted face, dark with injected blood, the dreadful +glassy glare of the eyes, the foam-stained lips, told that all was over. +The faithful servant had died at his post. Whatever his charge had been, +his term of service was ended. There was a vacancy in Lady Maulevrier's +household.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;"> +<a name="CHAPTER_XLVI"></a><h2>CHAPTER XLVI.</h2> + +<h3>THE DAY OF RECKONING.</h3> +<br> + +<p>Lord Hartfield stayed with the frightened wife while she knelt beside +that awful figure on the hearth, wringing her hands with piteous +bewailings and lamentations over the unconscious clay. He had always +been a good husband to her, she murmured; hard and stern perhaps, but a +good man. And she had obeyed him without a question. Whatever he did or +said she had counted right.</p> + +<p>'We have not had a happy life, though there are many who have envied us +her ladyship's favour,' she said in the midst of her lamentations. 'No +one knows where the shoe pinches but those who have to wear it. Poor +James! Early and late, early and late, studying her ladyship's +interests, caring and thinking, in order to keep trouble away from her. +Always on the watch, always on the listen. That's what wore him out, poor +fellow!'</p> + +<p>'My good soul, your husband was an old man,' argued Lord Hartfield, in +a consolatory tone, 'and the end must come to all of us somehow.'</p> + +<p>'He might have lived to be a much older man if he had had less worry,' +said the wife, bending her face to kiss the cold dead brow. 'His days +were full of care. We should have been happier in the poorest cottage in +Grasmere than we ever were in this big grand house.'</p> + +<p>Thus, in broken fragments of speech, Mrs. Steadman lamented over her +dead, while the heavy pendulum of the eight-day clock in the hall +sounded the slowly-passing moments, until the coming of the doctor broke +upon the quiet of the house, with the noise of opening doors and +approaching footsteps.</p> + +<p>James Steadman was dead. Medicine could do nothing for that lifeless +clay, lying on the hearth by which he had sat on so many winter nights, +for so many years of faithful unquestioning service. There was nothing +to be done for that stiffening form, save the last offices for the dead; +and Lord Hartfield left Mr. Horton to arrange with the weeping woman as +to the doing of these. He was anxious to go to Lady Maulevrier, to break +to her, as gently as might be, the news of her servant's death.</p> + +<p>And what of that strange old man in the upper rooms? Who was to attend +upon him, now that the caretaker was laid low?</p> + +<p>While Lord Hartfield lingered on the threshold of the door that led from +the old house to the new, pondering this question, there came the sound +of wheels on the carriage drive, and then a loud ring at the hall door.</p> + +<p>It was Maulevrier, just arrived from Scotland, smelling of autumn rain +and cool fresh air.</p> + +<p>'Dreadfully bored on the moors,' he said, as they shook hands. 'No +birds—nobody to talk to—couldn't stand it any longer. How are the +sisters? Lesbia better? Why, man alive, how queer you look! Nothing +amiss, I hope?'</p> + +<p>'Yes, there is something very much amiss. Steadman is dead.'</p> + +<p>'Steadman! Her ladyship's right hand. That's rather bad. But you will +drop into his stewardship. She'll trust your long head, I know. Much +better that she should look to her granddaughter's husband for advice in +all business matters than to a servant. When did it happen?'</p> + +<p>'Half an hour ago. I was just going to Lady Maulevrier's room when you +rang the bell. Take off your Inverness, and come with me.'</p> + +<p>'The poor grandmother,' muttered Maulevrier. 'I'm afraid it will be a +blow.'</p> + +<p>He had much less cause for fear than Lord Hartfield, who knew of deep +and secret reasons why Steadman's death should be a calamity of dire +import for his mistress. Maulevrier had been told nothing of that scene +with the strange old man—the hidden treasures—the Anglo-Indian +phrases—which had filled Lord Hartfield's mind with the darkest doubts.</p> + +<p>If that half-lunatic old man, described by Lady Maulevrier as a kinsman +of Steadman's, were verily the person Lord Hartfield believed, his +presence under that roof, unguarded by a trust-worthy attendant, was +fraught with danger. It would be for Lady Maulevrier, helpless, a +prisoner to her sofa, at death's door, to face that danger. The very +thought of it might kill her. And yet it was imperative that the truth +should be told her without delay.</p> + +<p>The two young men went to her ladyship's sitting room. She was alone, a +volume of her favourite Schopenhauer open before her, under the light of +the shaded reading-lamp. Sorry comfort in the hour of trouble!</p> + +<p>Maulevrier went over to her and kissed her; and then dropped silently +into a chair near at hand, his face in shadow. Hartfield seated himself +nearer the sofa, and nearer the lamp.</p> + +<p>'Dear Lady Maulevrier, I have come to tell you some very bad news—'</p> + +<p>'Lesbia?' exclaimed her ladyship, with a frightened look.</p> + +<p>'No, there is nothing wrong with Lesbia. It is about your old servant +Steadman.'</p> + +<p>'Dead?' faltered Lady Maulevrier, ashy pale, as she looked at him in the +lamplight.</p> + +<p>He bent his head affirmatively.</p> + +<p>'Yes. He was seized with apoplexy—fell from his chair to the hearth, +and never spoke or stirred again.'</p> + +<p>Lady Maulevrier uttered no word of sorrow or surprise. She lay, looking +straight before her into vacancy, the pale attenuated features rigid as +if they had been marble. What was to be done—what must be told—whom +could she trust? Those were the questions repeating themselves in her +mind as she stared into space. And no answer came to them.</p> + +<p>No answer came, except the opening of the door opposite her couch. The +handle turned slowly, hesitatingly, as if moved by feeble fingers; and +then the door was pushed slowly open, and an old man came with shuffling +footsteps towards the one lighted spot in the middle of the room.</p> + +<p>It was the old man Lord Hartfield had last seen gloating over his +treasury of gold and jewels—the man whom Maulevrier had never +seen—whose existence for forty years had been hidden from every +creature in that house, except Lady Maulevrier and the Steadmans, until +Mary found her way into the old garden.</p> + +<p>He came close up to the little table in front of Lady Maulevrier's +couch, and looked down at her, a strange, uncanny being, withered and +bent, with pale, faded eyes in which there was a glimmer of unholy +light.</p> + +<p>'Good-evening to you, Lady Maulevrier,' he said in a mocking voice. 'I +shouldn't have known you if we had met anywhere else. I think, of the +two of us, you are more changed than I.'</p> + +<p>She looked up at him, her features quivering, her haughty head drawn +back; as a bird shrinks from the gaze of a snake, recoiling, but too +fascinated to fly. Her eyes met his with a look of unutterable horror. +For some moments she was speechless, and then, looking at Lord +Hartfield, she said, piteously—</p> + +<p>'Why did you let him come here? He ought to be taken care of—shut up. +It is Steadman's old uncle—a lunatic—I sheltered. Why is he allowed to +come to my room?'</p> + +<p>'I am Lord Maulevrier,' said the old man, drawing himself up and +planting his crutch stick upon the floor; 'I am Lord Maulevrier, and this +woman is my wife. Yes, I am mad sometimes, but not always. I have my bad +fits, but not often. But I never forget who and what I am, Algernon, +Earl of Maulevrier, Governor of Madras.'</p> + +<p>'Lady Maulevrier, is this horrible thing true?' cried her grandson, +vehemently.</p> + +<p>'He is mad, Maulevrier. Don't you see that he is mad?' she exclaimed, +looking from Hartfield to her grandson, and then with a look of loathing +and horror at her accuser.</p> + +<p>'I tell you, young man, I am Maulevrier,' said the accuser; 'there is no +one else who has a right to be called by that name, while I live. They +have shut me up—she and her accomplice—denied my name—hidden me from +the world. He is dead, and she lies there—stricken for her sins.'</p> + +<p>'My grandfather died at the inn at Great Langdale, faltered Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>'Your grandfather was brought to this house—ill—out of his wits. All +cloud and darkness here,' said the old man, touching his forehead. 'How +long has it been? Who can tell? A weary time—long, dark nights, full of +ghosts. Yes, I have seen him—the Rajah, that copper-faced scoundrel, +seen him as she told me he looked when she gave the signal to her slaves +to strangle him, there in the hall, where the grave was dug ready for +the traitor's carcass. She too—yes, she has haunted me, calling upon me +to give up her treasure, to restore her son.'</p> + +<p>'Yes,' cried the paralytic woman, suddenly lifted out of herself, as it +were, in a paroxysm of fury, every feature convulsed, every nerve +strained to its utmost tension; 'yes, this is Lord Maulevrier. You have +heard the truth, and from his own lips. You, his only son's only son. +You his granddaughter's husband. You hear him avow himself the +instigator of a diabolical murder; you hear him confess how his +paramour's husband was strangled at his false wife's bidding, in his own +palace, buried under the Moorish pavement in the hall of many arches. +You hear how he inherited the Rajah's treasures from a mistress who +died strangely, swiftly, conveniently, as soon so he had wearied of her, +and a new favourite had begun to exercise her influence. Such things are +done in the East—dynasties annihilated, kingdoms overthrown, poison or +bowstring used at will, to gratify a profligate's passion, or pay for a +spendthrift's extravagances. Such things were done when that man was +Governor of Madras as were never done by an Englishman in India before +his time. He went there fettered by no prejudices—he was more Mussulman +than the Mussulmen themselves—a deeper, darker traitor. And it was to +hide such crimes as these—to interpose the great peacemaker Death +between him and the Government which was resolved upon punishing him—to +save the honour, the fortune of my son, and the children who were to +come after him, the name of a noble race, a name that was ever stainless +until he defiled it—it was for this great end I took steps to hide that +feeble, useless life of his from the world he had offended; it was for +this end that I caused a peasant to be buried in the vault of the +Maulevriers, with all the pomp and ceremony that befits the funeral of +one of England's oldest earls. I screened him from his enemies—I saved +him from the ignominy of a public trial—from the execration of his +countrymen. His only punishment was to eat his heart under this roof, in +luxurious seclusion, his comfort studied, his whims gratified so far as +they could be by the most faithful of servants. A light penance for the +dark infamies of his life in India, I think. His mind was all but gone +when he came here, but he had his rational intervals, and in these the +burden of his lonely life may have weighed heavily upon him. But it was +not such a heavy burden as I have borne—I, his gaoler, I who have +devoted my existence to the one task of guarding the family honour.'</p> + +<p>He, whom she thus acknowledged as her husband, had sunk exhausted into a +chair near her. He took out his gold snuff-box, and refreshed himself +with a leisurely pinch of snuff, looking about him curiously all the +while, with a senile grin. That flash of passion which for a few minutes +had restored him to the full possession of his reason had burnt itself +out, and his mind had relapsed into the condition in which it had been +when he talked to Mary in the garden.</p> + +<p>'My pipe, Steadman,' he said, looking towards the door; 'bring me my +pipe,' and then, impatiently, 'What has become of Steadman? He has been +getting inattentive—very inattentive.'</p> + +<p>He got up, and moved slowly to the door, leaning on his crutch-stick, +his head sunk upon his breast, muttering to himself as he went; and thus +he vanished from them, like the spectre of some terrible ancestor which +had returned from the grave to announce the coming of calamity to a +doomed race. His grandson looked after him, with an expression of +intense displeasure.</p> + +<p>'And so, Lady Maulevrier,' he exclaimed, turning to his grandmother, 'I +have borne a title that never belonged to me, and enjoyed the possession +of another man's estates all this time, thanks to your pretty little +plot. A very respectable position for your grandson to occupy, upon my +life!'</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield lifted his hand with a warning gesture.</p> + +<p>'Spare her,' he said. 'She is in no condition to endure your +reproaches.'</p> + +<p>Spare her—yes. Fate had not spared her. The beautiful face—beautiful +even in age and decay—changed suddenly as she looked at them—the mouth +became distorted, the eyes fixed: and then the heavy head fell back upon +the pillow—the paralysed form, wholly paralysed now, lay like a thing +of stone. It never moved again. Consciousness was blotted out for ever +in that moment. The feeble pulses of heart and brain throbbed with +gradually diminishing power for a night and a day; and in the twilight +of that dreadful day of nothingness the last glimmer of the light died +in the lamp, and Lady Maulevrier and the burden of her sin were beyond +the veil.</p> + +<p>Viscount Haselden, <i>alias</i> Lord Maulevrier, held a long consultation +with Lord Hartfield on the night of his grandmother's death, as to what +steps ought to be taken in relation to the real Earl of Maulevrier: and +it was only at the end of a serious and earnest discussion that both +young men came to the decision that Lady Maulevrier's secret ought to be +kept faithfully to the end. Assuredly no good purpose could be achieved +by letting the world know of old Lord Maulevrier's existence. A +half-lunatic octogenarian could gain nothing by being restored to rights +and possessions which he had most justly forfeited. All that justice +demanded was that the closing years of his life should be made as +comfortable as care and wealth could make them; and Hartfield and +Haselden took immediate steps to this end. But their first act was to +send the old earl's treasure chest under safe convoy to the India House, +with a letter explaining how this long-hidden wealth, brought from India +by Lord Maulevrier, had been discovered among other effects in a +lumber-room at Lady Maulevrier's country house. The money so delivered +up might possibly have formed part of his lordship's private fortune; +but, in the absence of any knowledge as to its origin, his grandson, the +present Lord Maulevrier, preferred to deliver it up to the authorities +of the India House, to be dealt with as they might think fit.</p> + +<p>The old earl made no further attempt to assert himself. He seemed +content to remain in his own rooms as of old, to potter about the +garden, where his solitude was as complete as that of a hermit's cell. +The only moan be made was for James Steadman, whose services he missed +sorely. Lord Hartfield replaced that devoted servant by a clever +Austrian valet, a new importation from Vienna, who understood very +little English, a trained attendant upon mental invalids, and who was +quite capable of dealing with old Lord Maulevrier.</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield went a step farther; and within a week of those two +funerals of servant and mistress, which cast a gloom over the peaceful +valley of Grasmere, he brought down a famous mad-doctor to diagnose his +lordship's case. There was but little risk in so doing, he argued with +his friend, and it was their duty so to do. If the old man should assert +himself to the doctor as Lord Maulevrier, the declaration would pass as +a symptom of his lunacy. But it happened that the physician arrived at +Fellside on one of Lord Maulevrier's bad days, and the patient never +emerged from the feeblest phase of imbecility.</p> + +<p>'Brain quite gone,' pronounced the doctor, 'bodily health very poor. +Take him to the South of France for the winter—Hyères, or any quiet +place. He can't last long.'</p> + +<p>To Hyères the old man was taken, with Mrs. Steadman as nurse, and the +Austrian valet as body-servant and keeper. Mary, for whom, in his +brighter hours he showed a warm affection, went with him under her +husband's wing.</p> + +<p>Lord Hartfield rented a chateau on the slope of an olive-clad hill, +where he and his young wife, whose health was somewhat delicate at this +time, spent a winter in peaceful seclusion; while Lesbia and her brother +travelled together in Italy. The old man's strength improved in that +lovely climate. He lived to see the roses and orange blossoms of the +early spring, and died in his arm-chair suddenly, without a pang, while +Mary sat at his feet reading to him: a quiet end of an evil and troubled +life. And now he whom the world had known as Lord Maulevrier was verily +the earl, and could hear himself called by his title once more without a +touch of shame.</p> + +<p>The secret of Lady Maulevrier's sin had been so faithfully kept by the +two young men that neither of her granddaughters knew the true story of +that mysterious person whom Mary had first heard of as James Steadman's +uncle. She and Lesbia both knew that there were painful circumstances of +some kind connected with this man's existence, his hidden life in the +old house at Fellside; but they were both content to learn no more. +Respect for their grandmother's memory, sorrowful affection for the +dead, prevailed over natural curiosity.</p> + +<p>Early in February Maulevrier sent decorators and upholsterers into the +old house in Curzon Street, which was ready before the middle of May to +receive his lordship and his young wife, the girlish daughter of a +Florentine nobleman, a gazelle-eyed Italian, with a voice whose every +tone was music, and with the gentlest, shyest, most engaging manners of +any girl in Florence. Lady Lesbia, strangely subdued and changed by the +griefs and humiliations of her last campaign, had been her brother's +counsellor and confidante throughout his wooing of his fair Italian +bride. She was to spend the season under her brother's roof, to help to +initiate young Lady Maulevrier in the mysterious rites of London +society, and to warn her of those rocks and shoals which had wrecked her +own fortunes.</p> + +<p>The month of May brought a son and heir to Lord Hartfield; and it was +not till after his birth that Mary, Countess of Hartfield, was presented +to her sovereign, and began her career as a matron of rank and standing, +very much overpowered by the weight of her honours, and looking forward +with delight to the end of the season and a flight to Argyleshire with +her husband and baby.</p> +<br> + +<h2>THE END.</h2> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Phantom Fortune, A Novel, by M. E. 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'IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID' +XII. 'THE GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST' +XIII. 'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED ALL SHALL FADE' +XIV. 'NOT YET' +XV. 'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE' +XVI. 'HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE' +XVII. 'AND THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY' +XVIII. 'AND COME AGEN, BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY' +XIX. THE OLD MAN ON THE FELL +XX. LADY MAULEVRIER'S LETTER-BAG +XXI. ON THE DARK BROW OF HELVELLYN +XXII. WISER THAN LESBIA +XXIII. 'A YOUNG LAMB'S HEART AMONG THE FULL-GROWN FLOCKS' +XXIV. 'NOW NOTHING LEFT TO LOVE OR HATE' +XXV. CARTE BLANCHE +XXVI. 'PROUD CAN I NEVER BE OF WHAT I HATE' +XXVII. LESBIA CROSSES PICCADILLY +XXVIII. 'CLUBS, DIAMONDS, HEARTS, IN WILD DISORDER SEEN' +XXIX. 'SWIFT, SUBTLE POST, CARRIER OF GRISLY CARE' +XXX. 'ROSES CHOKED AMONG THORNS AND THISTLES' +XXXI. 'KIND IS MY LOVE TO-DAY, TO-MORROW KIND' +XXXII. WAYS AND MEANS +XXXIII. BY SPECIAL LICENCE +XXXIV. 'OUR LOVE WAS NEW, AND THEN BUT IN THE SPRING' +XXXV. 'ALL FANCY, PRIDE, AND FICKLE MAIDENHOOD' +XXXVI. A RASTAQUOUÈRE +XXXVII. LORD HARTFIELD REFUSES A FORTUNE +XXXVIII. ON BOARD THE 'CAYMAN' +XXXIX. IN STORM AND DARKNESS +XL. A NOTE OF ALARM +XLI. PRIVILEGED INFORMATION +XLII. 'SHALL IT BE?' +XLIII. 'ALAS, FOR SORROW IS ALL THE END OF THIS' +XLIV. 'OH, SAD KISSED MOUTH, HOW SORROWFUL IT IS!' +XLV. 'THAT FELL ARREST WITHOUT ALL BAIL' +XLVI. THE DAY OF RECKONING + +[Illustration: H. French, del.) (T. Symmons, sc. "The old man sat looking +at Mary in silence for some moments."--Page 171.] + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +PENELOPE. + + +People dined earlier forty years ago than they do now. Even that salt of +the earth, the elect of society, represented by that little great world +which lies between the narrow circle bounded by Bryanstone Square on the +north and by Birdcage Walk on the south, did not consider seven o'clock +too early an hour for a dinner party which was to be followed by routs, +drums, concerts, conversazione, as the case might be. It was seven +o'clock on a lovely June evening, and the Park was already deserted, and +carriages were rolling swiftly along all the Westend squares, carrying +rank, fashion, wealth, and beauty, political influence, and intellectual +power, to the particular circle in which each was destined to illumine +upon that particular evening. + +Stateliest among London squares, Grosvenor--in some wise a wonder to the +universe as newly lighted with gas--grave Grosvenor, with its heavy old +Georgian houses and pompous porticoes, sparkled and shone, not alone +with the novel splendour of gas, but with the light of many wax candles, +clustering flower-like in silver branches and girandoles, multiplying +their flame in numerous mirrors; and of all the houses in that stately +square none had a more imposing aspect than Lord Denyer's dark red brick +mansion, with stone dressings, and the massive grandeur of an Egyptian +mausoleum. + +Lord Denyer was an important personage in the political and diplomatic +world. He had been ambassador at Constantinople and at Paris, and had +now retired on his laurels, an influence still, but no longer an active +power in the machine of government. At his house gathered all that was +most brilliant in London society. To be seen at Lady Denyer's evening +parties was the guinea stamp of social distinction; to dine with Lord +Denyer was an opening in life, almost as valuable as University honours, +and more difficult of attainment. + +It was during the quarter of an hour before dinner that a group of +persons, mostly personages, congregated round Lord Denyer's +chimney-piece, naturally trending towards the social hearth, albeit it +was the season for roses and lilies rather than of fires, and the hum of +the city was floating in upon the breath of the warm June evening +through the five tall windows which opened upon Lord Denyer's balcony. + +The ten or twelve persons assembled seemed only a sprinkling in the large +lofty room, furnished sparsely with amber satin sofas, a pair of Florentine +marble tables, and half an acre or so of looking glass. Voluminous amber +draperies shrouded the windows, and deadened the sound of rolling wheels, +and the voices and footfalls of western London. The drawing rooms of those +days were neither artistic nor picturesque--neither Early English nor Low +Dutch, nor Renaissance, nor Anglo-Japanese. A stately commonplace +distinguished the reception rooms of the great world. Upholstery stagnated +at a dead level of fluted legs, gilding, plate glass, and amber satin. + +Lady Denyer stood a little way in advance of the group on the hearthrug, +fanning herself, with her eye on the door, while she listened languidly +to the remarks of a youthful diplomatist, a sprig of a lordly tree, upon +the last _début_ at Her Majesty's Theatre. + +'My own idea was that she screamed,' said her ladyship. 'But the new +Rosinas generally do scream. Why do we have a new Rosina every year, +whom nobody ever hears of afterwards? What becomes of them? Do they die, +or do they set up as singing mistresses in second-rate watering-places?' +hazarded her ladyship, with her eye always on the door. + +She was a large woman in amethyst satin, and a gauze turban with a +diamond aigrette, a splendid jewel, which would not have misbeseemed the +head-gear of an Indian prince. Lady Denyer was one of the last women who +wore a turban, and that Oriental head-dress became her bold and massive +features. + +Infinitely bored by the whiskerless attaché, who had entered upon a +disquisition on the genius of Rossini as compared with this new man +Meyerbeer, her ladyship made believe to hear, while she listened +intently to the confidential murmurs of the group on the hearthrug, the +little knot of personages clustered round Lord Denyer. + +'Indian mail in this morning,' said one--'nothing else talked of at the +club. Very flagrant case! A good deal worse than Warren Hastings. +Quite clear there must be a public inquiry--House of Lords--criminal +prosecution.' + +'I was told on very good authority, that he has been recalled, and is +now on his passage home,' said another man. + +Lord Denyer shrugged his shoulders, pursed up his lips, and looked +ineffably wise, a way he had when he knew very little about the subject +under discussion. + +'How will _she_ take it, do you think?' inquired Colonel Madison, of the +Life Guards, a man about town, and an inveterate gossip, who knew +everybody, and everybody's family history, down to the peccadilloes of +people's great grandmothers. + +'You will have an opportunity of judging,' replied his lordship, coolly. +'She's to be here this evening.' + +'But do you think she'll show?' asked the Colonel. 'The mail must have +brought the news to her, as well as to other people--supposing she knew +nothing about it beforehand. She must know that the storm has burst. Do +you think she'll----' + +'Come out in the thunder and lightning?' interrupted Lord Denver; 'I'm +sure she will. She has the pride of Lucifer and the courage of a lion. +Five to one in ponies that she is here before the clock strikes seven!' + +'I think you are right. I knew her mother, Constance Talmash. Pluck was +a family characteristic of the Talmashes. Wicked as devils, and brave as +lions. Old Talmash, the grandfather, shot his valet in a paroxysm of +_delirium tremens_,' said Colonel Madison. 'She's a splendid woman, and +she won't flinch. I'd rather back her than bet against her.' + +'Lady Maulevrier!' announced the groom of the chambers; and Lady Denyer +moved at least three paces forward to meet her guest. + +The lady who entered, with slow and stately movements and proudly +balanced head, might have served for a model as Juno or the Empress +Livia. She was still in the bloom of youth, at most seven-and-twenty, +but she had all the calm assurance of middle-age. No dowager, hardened +by the varied experiences of a quarter of a century in the great world, +could have faced society with more perfect coolness and self-possession. +She was beautiful, and she let the world see that she was conscious of +her beauty, and the power that went along with it. She was clever, and +she used her cleverness with unfailing tact and unscrupulous audacity. +She had won her place in the world as an acknowledged beauty, and one of +the leaders of fashion. Two years ago she had been the glory and delight +of Anglo-Indian society in the city of Madras, ruling that remote and +limited kingdom with a despotic power. Then all of a sudden she was +ordered, or she ordered her physician to order her, an immediate +departure from that perilous climate, and she came back to England with +her three-year-old son, two Ayahs, and four European servants, leaving +her husband, Lord Maulevrier, Governor of the Madras Presidency, to +finish the term of his service in an enforced widowhood. + +She returned to be the delight of London society. She threw open the +family mansion in Curzon Street to the very best people, but to those +only. She went out a great deal, but she was never seen at a second-rate +party. She had not a single doubtful acquaintance upon her visiting +list. She spent half of every year at the family seat in Scotland, was a +miracle of goodness to the poor of her parish, and taught her boy his +alphabet. + +Lord Denyer came forward while his wife and Lady Maulevrier were shaking +hands, and greeted her with more than his usual cordiality. Colonel +Madison watched for the privilege of a recognising nod from the +divinity. Sir Jasper Paulet, a legal luminary of the first brilliancy, +likely to be employed for the Crown if there should be an inquiry into +Lord Maulevrier's conduct out yonder, came to press Lady Maulevrier's +hand and murmur a tender welcome. + +She accepted their friendliness as a matter of course, and not by the +faintest extra quiver of the tremulous stars which glittered in a +circlet above her raven hair did she betray her consciousness of the +cloud that darkened her husband's reputation. Never had she appeared +gayer, or more completely satisfied with herself and the world in which +she lived. She was ready to talk about anything and everything--the +newly-wedded queen, and the fortunate Prince, whose existence among us +had all the charm of novelty--of Lord Melbourne's declining health--and +Sir Robert Peel's sliding scale--mesmerism--the Oxford Tracts--the +latest balloon ascent--the opera--Macready's last production at Drury +lane--Bulwer's new novel--that clever little comic paper, just +struggling into popularity--what do you call the thing--_Punch?_--yes, +_Punch, or the London Charivari_--a much more respectable paper than its +Parisian prototype. + +Seated next Lord Denyer, who was an excellent listener, Lady +Maulevrier's vivacity never flagged throughout the dinner, happily not +so long as a modern banquet, albeit more ponderous and not less +expensive. From the turtle to the pines and strawberries, Lady +Maulevrier held her host or her right-hand neighbour in interested +conversation. She always knew the particular subjects likely to interest +particular people, and was a good listener as well as a good talker. Her +right-hand neighbour was Sir Jasper Paulet, who had been allotted to the +pompous wife of a court physician, a lady who had begun her married life +in the outer darkness of Guildford Street, Bloomsbury, with a household +consisting of a maid-of-all-work and a boy in buttons, with an +occasional interregnum of charwoman; and for whom all the length and +breadth of Harley Street was now much too small. + +Sir Jasper was only decently civil to this haughty matron, who on the +strength of a card for a ball or a concert at the palace once in a +season affected to be on the most intimate terms with Royalty, and knew +everything that happened, and every fluctuation of opinion in that +charmed circle. The great lawyer's left ear was listening greedily for +any word of meaning that might fall from the lips of Lady Maulevrier; +but no such word fell. She talked delightfully, with a touch-and-go +vivacity which is the highest form of dinner-table talk, not dwelling +with a heavy hand upon any one subject, but glancing from theme to theme +with airy lightness. But not one word did she say about the governor of +Madras; and at this juncture of affairs it would have been the worst +possible taste to inquire too closely after his lordship's welfare. + +So the dinner wore on to its stately close, and just as the solemn +procession of flunkeys, long as the shadowy line of the kings in +'Macbeth,' filed off with the empty ice-dishes, Lady Maulevrier said +something which was as if a shell had exploded in the middle of the +table. + +'Perhaps you are surprised to see me in such good spirits,' she said, +beaming upon her host, and speaking in those clear, perfectly finished +syllables which are heard further than the louder accents of less +polished speakers, 'but you will not wonder when I let you into the +secret. Maulevrier is on his way home.' + +'Indeed!' said Lord Denyer, with the most benignant smile he could +command at such short notice. He felt that the muscles round his eyes +and the corners of his mouth were betraying too much of his real +sentiments. 'You must be very glad.' + +'I am gladder than I can say,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gaily. 'That +horried climate--a sky like molten copper--an atmosphere that tastes of +red-hot sand--that flat barren coast never suited him. His term of +office would expire in little more than a year, but I hardly think he +could have lived out the year. However, I am happy to say the mail that +came in to-day--I suppose you know the mail is in?' (Lord Denyer +bowed)--'brought me a letter from his Lordship, telling me that he has +sent in his resignation, and taken his passage by the next big ship that +leaves Madras. I imagine he will be home in October.' + +'If he have a favourable passage,' said Lord Denyer. 'Favoured by your +good wishes the winds and the waves ought to deal gently with him.' + +'Ah, we have done with the old days of Greek story, when Neptune was +open to feminine influence,' sighed her ladyship. 'My poor Ulysses has +no goddess of wisdom to look after him.' + +'Perhaps not, but he has the most charming of Penelopes waiting for him +at home.' + +'A Penelope who goes to dinners, and takes life pleasantly in his +absence. That is a new order of things, is it not?' said her ladyship, +laughingly. 'I hope my poor Ulysses will not come home thoroughly broken +in health, but that our Sutherlandshire breezes will set him up again.' + +'Rather an ordeal after India, I should think,' said Lord Denyer. + +'It is his native air. He will revel in it.' + +'Delicious country, no doubt,' assented his lordship, who was no +sportsman, and who detested Scotland, grouse moors, deer forests, salmon +rivers included. + +His only idea of a winter residence was Florence or Capri, and of the +two he preferred Capri. The island was at that time little frequented by +Englishmen. It had hardly been fashionable since the time of Tiberius, +but Lord Denyer went there, accompanied by his French chef, and a dozen +other servants, and roughed it in a native hotel; while Lady Denyer +wintered at the family seat among the hills near Bath, and gave herself +over to Low Church devotion, and works of benevolence. She made herself +a terror to the neighbourhood by the strictness of her ideas all through +the autumn and winter; and in the spring she went up to London, put on +her turban and her diamonds, and plunged into the vortex of West-End +society, where she revolved among other jewelled matrons for the season, +telling herself and her intimates that this sacrifice of inclination was +due to his lordship's position. Lady Denyer was not the less +serious-minded because she was seen at every aristocratic resort, and +wore low gowns with very short sleeves, and a great display of mottled +arm and dimpled elbow. + +Now came her ladyship's smiling signal for the withdrawal of that fairer +half of the assembly which was supposed to be indifferent to Lord +Denyer's famous port and Madeira. She had been throwing out her gracious +signals unperceived for at least five minutes before Lady Maulevrier +responded, so entirely was that lady absorbed in her conversation with +Lord Denyer; but she caught the look at last, and rose, as if moved by +the same machinery which impelled her hostess, and then, graceful as a +swan sailing with the current, she drifted down the room to the distant +door, and headed the stately procession of matronly velvet and diamonds, +herself at once the most regal and the most graceful figure in that bevy +of fair woman. + +In the drawing-room nobody could be gayer than Lady Maulevrier, as she +marked the time of Signor Paponizzi's saltarello, exquisitely performed +on the Signor's famed Amati violin--or talked of the latest +scandal--always excepting that latest scandal of all which involved her +own husband--in subdued murmurs with one of her intimates. In the +dining-room the men drew closer together over their wine, and tore Lord +Maulevrier's character to rags. Yea, they rent him with their teeth and +gnawed the flesh from his bones, until there was not so much left of him +as the dogs left of Jezebel. + +He had been a scamp from his cradle, a spendthrift at Eton and Oxford, a +blackleg in his manhood. False to men, false to women. Clever? Yes, +undoubtedly, just as Satan is clever, and as unscrupulous as that very +Satan. This was what his friends said of him over their wine. And now he +was rumoured to have sold the British forces in the Carnatic provinces +to one of the native Princes. Yes, to have taken gold, gold to an amount +which Clive in his most rapacious moments never dreamt of, for his +countrymen's blood. Tidings of dark transactions between the Governor +and the native Princes had reached the ears of the Government, tidings +so vague, so incredible, that the Government might naturally be slow to +believe, still slower to act. There were whispers of a woman's +influence, a beautiful Ranee, a creature as fascinating and as +unscrupulous as Cleopatra. The scandal had been growing for months past, +but it was only in the letters received to-day that the rumour had taken +a tangible shape, and now it was currently reported that Lord Maulevrier +had been recalled, and would have to answer at the bar of the House of +Lords for his misdemeanours, which were of a much darker colour than +those acts for which Warren Hastings had been called to account fifty +years before. + +Yet in the face of all this, Lady Maulevrier bore herself as proudly as +if her husband's name were spotless, and talked of his return with all +the ardour of a fond and trusting wife. + +'One of the finest bits of acting I ever saw in my life,' said the court +physician. 'Mademoiselle Mars never did anything better.' + +'Do you really think it was acting?' inquired Lord Denyer, affecting a +youthful candour and trustfulness which at his age, and with his +experience, he could hardly be supposed to possess. + +'I know it,' replied the doctor. 'I watched her while she was talking of +Maulevrier, and I saw just one bead of perspiration break out on her +upper lip--an unmistakable sign of the mental struggle.' + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +ULYSSES. + + +October was ending drearily with north-east winds, dust, drifting dead +leaves, and a steel-grey sky; and the Dolphin Hotel at Southampton was +glorified by the presence of Lady Maulevrier and suite. Her ladyship's +suite was on this occasion limited to three servants--her French maid, a +footman, and a kind of factotum, a man of no distinct and arbitrary +signification in her ladyship's household, neither butler nor steward, +but that privileged being, an old and trusted servant, and a person who +was supposed to enjoy more of Lady Maulevrier's confidence than any +other member of her establishment. + +This James Steadman had been valet to her ladyship's father, Lord +Peverill, during the declining years of that nobleman. The narrow limits +of a sick room had brought the master and servant into a closer +companionship than is common to that relation. Lady Diana Angersthorpe +was a devoted daughter, and in her attendance upon the Earl during the +last three years of his life--a life which closed more than a year +before her own marriage--she saw a great deal of James Steadman, and +learned to trust him as servants are not often trusted. He was not more +than twenty years of age at the beginning of his service, but he was a +man of extraordinary gravity, much in advance of his years; a man of +shrewd common-sense and clear, sharp intellect. Not a reading man, or a +man in any way superior to his station and belongings, but a man who +could think quickly, and understand quickly, and who always seemed to +think rightly. Prompt in action, yet steady as a rock, and to all +appearance recognising no earthly interest, no human tie, beyond or +above the interests of his master. As a nurse Steadman showed himself +invaluable. Lord Peverill left him a hundred pounds in acknowledgment of +his services, which was something for Lord Peverill, who had very little +ready cash wherewith to endow his only daughter. After his death the +title and the estates went to a distant cousin; Lady Diana Angersthorpe +was taken in hand by her aunt, the Dowager Marchioness of Carrisbrook; +and James Steadman would have had to find employment among strangers, if +Lady Diana had not pleaded so urgently with her aunt as to secure him a +somewhat insignificant post in her ladyship's establishment. + +'If ever I have a house of my own, you shall have a better place in it, +Steadman,' said Lady Diana. + +She kept her word, and on her marriage with Lord Maulevrier, which +happened about eighteen months afterwards, Steadman passed into that +nobleman's service. He was a member of her ladyship's bodyguard, and his +employment seemed to consist chiefly in poking fires, cutting the leaves +of books and newspapers, superintending the footman's attendance upon +her ladyship's household pets, and conveying her sentiments to the other +servants. He was in a manner Lady Maulevrier's mouthpiece, and although +treated with a respect that verged upon awe, he was not a favourite with +the household. + +And now the house in Mayfair was given over to the charge of caretakers. +All the other servants had been despatched by coach to her ladyship's +favourite retreat in Westmoreland, within a few miles of the Laureate's +home at Rydal Mount, and James Steadman was charged with the whole +responsibility of her ladyship's travelling arrangements. + +Penelope had come to Southampton to wait for Ulysses, whose ship had +been due for more than a week, and whose white sails might be expected +above the horizon at any moment. James Steadman spent a good deal of his +time waiting about at the docks for the earliest news of Greene's ship, +the _Hypermnestra_; while Lady Maulevrier waited patiently in her +sitting-room at the Dolphin, whose three long French windows commanded a +full view of the High Street, with all those various distractions +afforded by the chief thoroughfare of a provincial town. Her ladyship +was provided with a large box of books, from Ebers' in Bond Street, a +basket of fancy work, and her favourite Blenheim spaniel, Lalla Rookh; +but even these sources of amusement did not prevent the involuntary +expression of weariness in occasional yawns, and frequent pacings up and +down the room, where the formal hotel furniture had a comfortless and +chilly look. + +Fellside, her ladyship's place in Westmoreland, was the pleasure house +which, among all her possessions, she most valued; but it had hitherto +been reserved for summer occupation, or for perhaps two or three weeks +at Easter, when the spring was exceptionally fine. The sudden +determination to spend the coming winter in the house near Grasmere was +considered a curious freak of Lady Maulevrier's, and she was constrained +to explain her motives to her friends. + +'His lordship is out of health,' she said, 'and wants perfect rest and +retirement. Now, Fellside is the only place we have in which he is +likely to get perfect rest. Anywhere else we should have to entertain. +Fellside is out of the world. There is no one to be entertained.' + +'Except your neighbour, Wordsworth. I suppose you see him sometimes?' + +'Dear simple-minded old soul, he gives nobody any trouble,' said her +ladyship. + +'But is not Westmoreland very cold in winter?' asked her friend. + +Lady Maulevrier smiled benignly, as at an inoffensive ignorance. + +'So sheltered,' she murmured. 'We are at the base of the Fell. Loughrigg +rises up like a cyclopean wall between us and the wind.' + +'But when the wind is in the other direction?' + +'We have Nabb Scar. You do not know how we are girdled and defended by +hills.' + +'Very pleasant,' agreed the friend; 'but for my own part I would rather +winter in the south.' + +Those terrible rumours which had first come upon the world of London +last June, had been growing darker and more defined ever since, but +still Lady Maulevrier made believe to ignore them; and she acted her +part of unconsciousness with such consummate skill that nobody in her +circle could be sure where the acting began and where the ignorance left +off. The astute Lord Denyer declared that she was a wonderful woman, and +knew more about the real state of the case than anybody else. + +Meanwhile it was said by those who were supposed to be well-informed +that a mass of evidence was accumulating against Lord Maulevrier. The +India House, it was rumoured, was busy with the secret investigation of +his case, prior to that public inquiry which was to come on during the +next session. His private fortune would be made answerable for his +misdemeanours--his life, said the alarmists, might pay the penalty of +his treason. On all sides it was agreed that the case against Lord +Maulevrier was black as Erebus; and still Lady Maulevrier looked society +in the face with an unshaken courage, and was ready with smiles and +gracious words for all comers. + +But now came a harder trial, which was to receive the man who had +disgraced her, lowered her pride to the dust, degraded the name she +bore. She had married him, not loving him--nay, plucking another love +out of her heart in order that she might give herself to him. She had +married him for position and fortune; and now by his follies, by his +extravagance, and by that greed of gold which is inevitable in the +spendthrift and profligate, he had gone near to cheat her out of both +name and fortune. Yet she so commanded herself as to receive him with a +friendly air when he arrived at the Dolphin, on a dull grey autumn +afternoon, after she had waited for him nearly a fortnight. + +James Steadman ushered in his lordship, a frail attenuated looking +figure, of middle height, wrapped in a furred cloak, yet shivering, a +pale sickly face, light auburn whiskers, light blue eyes, full and +large, but with no intellectual power in them. Lady Maulevrier was +sitting by the fire, in a melancholy attitude, with the Blenheim spaniel +on her lap. Her son was at Hastings with his nurses. She had nothing +nearer and dearer than the spaniel. + +She rose and went over to her husband, and let him kiss her. It would +have been too much to say that she kissed him; but she submitted her +lips unresistingly to his, and then they sat down on opposite sides of +the hearth. + +'A wretched afternoon,' said his lordship, shivering, and drawing his +chair closer to the fire. Steadman had taken away his fur-lined cloak. +'I had really underrated the disagreeableness of the English climate. It +is abominable!' + +'To-day is not a fair sample,' answered her ladyship, trying to be +cheerful; 'we have had some pleasant autumn days.' + +'I detest autumn!' exclaimed Lord Maulevrier, 'a season of dead leaves, +damp, and dreariness. I should like to get away to Montpellier or Nice +as soon as we can.' + +Her ladyship gave him a scathing look, half-scornful, half-incredulous. + +'You surely would not dream of leaving the country,' she said, 'under +present circumstances. So long as you are here to answer all charges no +one will interfere with your liberty; but if you were to cross the +Channel--' + +'My slanderers might insinuate that I was running away,' interrupted +Maulevrier, 'although the very fact of my return ought to prove to every +one that I am able to meet and face this cabal.' + +'Is it a cabal?' asked her ladyship, looking at him with a gaze that +searched his soul. 'Can you meet their charges? Can you live down this +hideous accusation, and hold up your head as a man of honour?' + +The sensualist's blue eyes nervously shunned that look of earnest +interrogation. His lips answered the wife's spoken question with a lie, +a lie made manifest by the expression of his countenance. + +'I am not afraid,' he said. + +His wife answered not a word. She was assured that the charges were +true, and that the battered rake who shivered over the fire had neither +courage nor ability to face his accusers. She saw the whole fabric of +her life in ruins, her son the penniless successor to a tarnished name. +There was silence for some minutes. Lady Maulevrier sat with lowered +eyelids looking at the fire, deep in painful thought. Two perpendicular +wrinkles upon her broad white forehead--so calm, so unclouded in +society--told of gnawing cares. Then she stole a look at her husband, +as he reclined in his arm-chair, his head lying back against the +cushions in listless repose, his eyes looking vacantly at the window, +whence he could see only the rain-blurred fronts of opposite houses, +blank, dull windows, grey slated roofs, against a leaden sky. + +He had been a handsome man, and he was handsome still, albeit premature +decay, the result of an evil life, was distinctly marked in his faded +face. The dull, yellow tint of the complexion, the tarnished dimness of +the large blue eyes, the discontented droop of the lips, the languor of +the attitude, the pallid transparency of the wasted hands, all told of a +life worn threadbare, energies exhausted, chances thrown away, a mind +abandoned to despair. + +'You look very ill,' said his wife, after that long blank interval, +which marked so unnatural an apathy between husband and wife meeting +after so long a severance. + +'I am very ill. I have been worried to death--surrounded by rogues and +liars--the victim of a most infernal conspiracy.' He spoke hurriedly, +growing whiter and more tremulous as he went on. + +'Don't talk about it. You agitate yourself to no purpose,' said Lady +Maulevrier, with a tranquillity which seemed heartless yet which might +be the result of suppressed feeling. 'If you are to face this scandal +firmly and boldly next January, you must try to recover physical +strength in the meanwhile. Mental energy may come with better health.' + +'I shall never be any better,' said Lord Maulevrier, testily; 'that +infernal climate has shattered my constitution.' + +'Two or three months of perfect rest and good nursing will make a new +man of you. I have arranged that we shall go straight from here to +Fellside. No one can plague you there with that disguised impertinence +called sympathy. You can give all your thoughts to the ordeal before +you, and be ready to meet your accusers. Fortunately, you have no Burke +against you.' + +'Fellside? You think of going to Fellside?' + +'Yes. You know how fond I am of that place. I little thought when you +settled it upon me--a cottage in Westmoreland with fifty acres of garden +and meadow--so utterly insignificant--that I should ever like it better +than any of your places.' + +'A charming retreat in summer; but we have never wintered there? What +put it into your head to go there at such a season as this? Why, I +daresay the snow is on the tops of the hills already.' + +'It is the only place I know where you will not be watched and talked +about,' replied Lady Maulevrier. 'You will be out of the eye of the +world. I should think that consideration would weigh more with you than +two or three degrees of the thermometer.' + +'I detest cold,' said the Earl, 'and in my weak health----' + +'We will take care of you,' answered her ladyship; and in the discussion +which followed she bore herself so firmly that her husband was fain to +give way. + +How could a disgraced and ruined man, broken in health and spirits, +contest the mere details of life with a high-spirited woman ten years +his junior? + +The Earl wanted to go to London, and remain there at least a week, but +this her ladyship strenuously opposed. He must see his lawyer, he urged; +there were steps to be taken which could be taken only under legal +advice--counsel to be retained. If this lying invention of Satan were +really destined to take the form of a public trial, he must be prepared +to fight his foes on their own ground. + +'You can make all your preparations at Fellside,' answered his wife, +resolutely. 'I have seen Messrs. Rigby and Rider, and your own +particular ally, Rigby, will go to you at Fellside whenever you want +him.' + +'That is not like my being on the spot,' said his lordship, nervously, +evidently much disconcerted by her ladyship's firmness, but too feeble +in mind and body for a prolonged contest. + +'I ought to be on the spot. I am not without influence; I have friends, +men in power.' + +'Surely you are not going to appeal to friendship in order to vindicate +your honour. These charges are true or false. If they are false your own +manhood, your own rectitude, can face them and trample upon them, +unaided by back-stairs influence. If they are true, no one can help +you.' + +'I think you, at least, ought to know that they are as false as hell,' +retorted the Earl, with an attempt to maintain his dignity. + +'I have acted as if I so believed,' replied his wife. 'I have lived as +if there were no such slanders in the air. I have steadily ignored every +report, every insinuation--have held my head as high as if I knew you +were immaculate.' + +'I expected as much from you,' answered the Earl, coolly. 'If I had not +known you were a woman of sense I should not have married you.' + +This was his utmost expression of gratitude. His next remarks had +reference solely to his own comfort. Where were his rooms? at what hour +were they to dine? And hereupon he rang for his valet, a German Swiss, +and a servant out of a thousand. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +ON THE WRONG ROAD. + + +Lord and Lady Maulevrier left Southampton next morning, posting. They +took two servants in the rumble, Steadman and the footman. Steadman was +to valet his lordship, the footman to be useful in all emergencies of +the journey. The maid and the valet were to travel by heavy coach, with +the luggage--her ladyship dispensing with all personal attendance during +the journey. + +The first day took them to Rugby, whither they travelled across country +by Wallingford and Oxford. The second day took them to Lichfield. Lord +Maulevrier was out of health and feeble, and grumbled a good deal about +the fatigue of the journey, the badness of the weather, which was dull +and cold, east winds all day, and a light frost morning and night. As +they progressed northward the sky looked grayer, the air became more +biting. His lordship insisted upon the stages being shortened. He lay in +bed at his hotel till noon, and was seldom ready to start till two +o'clock. He could see no reason for haste; the winter would be long +enough in all conscience at Fellside. He complained of mysterious aches +and pains, described himself in the presence of hotel-keepers and +headwaiters as a mass of maladies. He was nervous, irritable, intensely +disagreeable. Lady Maulevrier bore his humours with unwavering patience, +and won golden opinions from all sorts of people by her devotion to a +husband whose blighted name was the common talk of England. Everybody, +even in distant provincial towns, had heard of the scandal against the +Governor of Madras; and everybody looked at the sallow, faded +Anglo-Indian with morbid curiosity. His lordship, sensitive on all +points touching his own ease and comfort, was keenly conscious of this +unflattering inquisitiveness. + +The journey, protracted by Lord Maulevrier's languor and ill-health, +dragged its slow length along for nearly a fortnight; until it seemed to +Lady Maulevrier as if they had been travelling upon those dismal, flat, +unpicturesque roads for months. Each day was so horribly like yesterday. +The same hedgerows and flat fields, and passing glimpse of river or +canal. The same absence of all beauty in the landscape--the same formal +hotel rooms, and smirking landladies--and so on till they came to +Lancaster, after which the country became more interesting--hills arose +in the background. Even the smoky manufacturing towns through which +they passed without stopping, were less abominable than the level +monotony of the Midland counties. + +But now as they drew nearer the hills the weather grew colder, snow was +spoken of, and when they got into Westmoreland the mountain-peaks +gleamed whitely against a lead-coloured sky. + +'You ought not to have brought me here in such weather,' complained the +Earl, shivering in his sables, as he sat in his corner of the travelling +chariot, looking discontentedly at the gloomy landscape. 'What is to +become of us if we are caught in a snowstorm?' + +'We shall have no snow worth talking about before we are safely housed +at Fellside, and then we can defy the elements,' said Lady Maulevrier, +coolly. + +They slept that night at Oxenholme, and started next morning, under a +clean, bright sky, intending to take luncheon at Windermere, and to be +at home by nightfall. + +But by the time they got to Windermere the sky had changed to a dark +grey, and the people at the hotel prophesied a heavy fall before night, +and urged the Earl and Countess to go no further that day. The latter +part of the road to Fellside was rough and hilly. If there should be a +snowstorm the horses would never be able to drag the carriage up the +steepest bit of the way. Here, however, Lord Maulevrier's obstinacy came +into play. He would not endure another night at an hotel so near his own +house. He was sick to death of travelling, and wanted to be at rest +among comfortable surroundings. + +'It was murder to bring me here,' he said to his wife. 'If I had gone to +Hastings I should have been a new man by this time. As it is I am a +great deal worse than when I landed.' + +Everyone at the hotel noticed his lordship's white and haggard looks. He +had been known there as a young man in the bloom of health and strength, +and his decay was particularly obvious to these people. + +'I saw death in his face,' the landlord said, afterwards. + +Every one, even her ladyship's firmness and good sense, gave way before +the invalid's impatience. At three in the afternoon they left the hotel, +with four horses, to make the remaining nineteen miles of the way in one +stage. They had not been on the road half an hour before the snow began +to fall thickly, whitening everything around them, except the lake, +which showed a dark leaden surface at the bottom of the slope along the +edge of which they were travelling. Too sullen for speech, Lord +Maulevrier sat back in his corner, with his sable cloak drawn up to his +chin, his travelling cap covering head and ears, his eyes contemplating +the whitening world with a weary anger. His wife watched the landscape +as long as she could, but the snow soon began to darken all the air, +and she could see nothing save that blank blinding fall. + +Half-way to Fellside there was a point where two roads met, one leading +towards Grasmere, the other towards the village of Great Langdale, a +cluster of humble habitations in the heart of the hills. When the horses +had struggled as far as this point, the snow was six inches deep on the +road, and made a thick curtain around them as it fell. By this time the +Earl had dozed off to sleep. + +He woke an hour after, let down the window, which let in a snow-laden +gust, and tried to pierce the gloom without. + +'As black as Erebus!' he exclaimed, 'but we ought to be close at home by +this time. Yes, thank God, there are the lights.' + +The carriage drew up a minute afterwards, and Steadman came to the door. + +'Very sorry, my lord. The horses must have taken a wrong turn after we +crossed the bridge. And now the men say they can't go back to Fellside +unless we can get fresh horses; and I'm afraid there's no chance of that +here.' + +'Here!' exclaimed the Earl, 'what do you mean by here? Where the devil +are we?' + +'Great Langdale, my lord.' + +A door opened and let out a flood of light--the red light of a wood +fire, the pale flame of a candle--upon the snowy darkness, revealing the +panelled hall of a neat little rustic inn: an eight-day clock ticking in +the corner, a black and white sheep-dog coming out at his master's heels +to investigate the travellers. To the right of the door showed the light +of a window, sheltered by a red curtain, behind which the chiefs of the +village were enjoying their evening. + +'Have you any post-horses?' asked the Earl, discontentedly, as the +landlord stood on the threshold, shading the candle with his hand. 'No, +sir. We don't keep post-horses.' + +'Of course not. I knew as much before I asked,' said the Earl. + +'We are fixed in this dismal hole for the night, I suppose. How far are +we from Fellside?' + +'Seven miles,' answered the landlord. 'I beg your pardon, my lord; I +didn't know it was your lordship,' he added, hurriedly. 'We're in sore +trouble, and it makes a man daft-like; but if there's anything we can +do----' + +'Is there no hope of getting on, Steadman?' asked the Earl, cutting +short these civilities. + +'Not with these horses, my lord.' + +'And you hear we can't get any others. Is there any farmer about here +who could lend us a pair of carriage horses?' + +The landlord knew of no such person. + +'Then we must stop here till to-morrow morning. What infernal fools +those post-boys must be,' protested Lord Maulevrier. + +James Steadman apologised for the postilions, explaining that when they +came to the critical point of their journey, where the road branched off +to the Langdales, the snow was falling so thickly, the whole country was +so hidden in all-pervading whiteness, that even he, who knew the way so +well, could give no help to the drivers. He could only trust to the +instinct of local postilions and local horses; and instinct had proved +wrong. + +The travellers alighted, and were ushered into a not +uncomfortable-looking parlour; very low as to the ceiling, very +old-fashioned as to the furniture, but spotlessly clean, and enlivened +by a good fire, to which his lordship drew near, shivering and muttering +discontentedly to himself. + +'We might be worse off,' said her ladyship, looking round the bright +little room, which pleased her better than many a state apartment in the +large hotels at which they had stopped. + +'Hardly, unless we were out on the moor,' grumbled her husband. 'I am +sick to death of this ill-advised, unreasonable journey. I am at a loss +to imagine your motive in bringing me here. You must have had a motive.' + +'I had,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with a freezing look. 'I wanted to +get you out of the way. I told you that plainly enough at Southampton.' + +'I don't see why I should be hurried away and hidden,' said Lord +Maulevrier. 'I must face my accusers, sooner or later.' + +'Of course. The day of reckoning must come. But in the meantime have you +no delicacy? Do you want to be pointed at everywhere?' + +'All I know is that I am very ill,' answered her husband, 'and that this +wretched journey has made me twenty years older.' + +'We shall be safe at home before noon to-morrow, and you can have Horton +to set you right again. You know you always believed in his skill.' + +'Horton is a clever fellow enough, as country doctors go; but at +Hastings I could have had the best physicians in London to see me,' +grumbled his lordship. + +The rustic maid-servant came in to lay the table, assisted by her +ladyship's footman, who looked a good deal too tall for the room. + +'I shan't dine,' said the Earl. 'I am a great deal too ill and cold. +Light a fire in my room, girl, and send Steadman to me'--this to the +footman, who hastened to obey. 'You can send me up a basin of soup +presently. I shall go to bed at once.' + +He left the room without another word to his wife, who sat by the hearth +staring thoughtfully at the cheery wood fire. Presently she looked up, +and saw that the man and maid were going on with their preparations for +dinner. + +'I do not care about dining alone,' said her ladyship. 'We lunched at +Windermere, and I have no appetite. You can clear away those things, and +bring me some tea.' + +When the table furniture had been cleared, and a neat little tea-tray +set upon the white cloth, Lady Maulevrier drew her chair to the table, +and took out her pocket-book, from which she produced a letter. This she +read more than once, meditating profoundly upon its contents. + +'I am very sorry he has come home,' wrote her correspondent, 'and yet if +he had stayed in India there must have been an investigation on the +spot. A public inquiry is inevitable, and the knowledge of his arrival +in the country will precipitate matters. From all I hear I much fear +that there is no chance of the result being favourable to him. You have +asked me to write the unvarnished truth, to be brutal even, remember. +His delinquencies are painfully notorious, and I apprehend that the last +sixpence he owns will be answerable. His landed estate I am told can +also be confiscated, in the event of an impeachment at the bar of the +House of Lords, as in the Warren Hastings case. But as yet nobody seems +clear as to the form which the investigation will take. In reply to your +inquiry as to what would have happened if his lordship had died on the +passage home, I believe I am justified in saying the scandal would have +been allowed to die with him. He has contrived to provoke powerful +animosities both in the Cabinet and at the India House, and there is, I +fear, an intention to pursue the inquiry to the bitter end.' + +Assurances of the writer's sympathy followed these harsh truths. But to +this polite commonplace her ladyship paid no attention. Her mind was +intent on hard facts, the dismal probabilities of the near future. + +'If he had died upon the passage home!' she repeated. 'Would to God that +he had so died, and that my son's name and fortune could be saved.' + +The innocent child who had never given her an hour's care; the one +creature she loved with all the strength of her proud nature--his future +was to be blighted by his father's misdoings--overshadowed by shame and +dishonour in the very dawn of life. It was a wicked wish--an unnatural +wish to find room in a woman's breast; but the wish was there. Would to +God he had died before the ship touched an English port. + +But he was living, and would have to face his accusers--and she, his +wife, must give him all the help she could. + +She sat long by the waning fire. She took nothing but a cup of tea, +although the landlady had sent in substantial accompaniments to the +tea-tray in the shape of broiled ham, new-laid eggs, and hot cakes, +arguing that a traveller on such a night must be hungry, albeit +disinclined for a ceremonious dinner. She had been sitting for nearly +an hour in almost the same attitude, when there came a knock at the +door, and, on being bidden to enter, the landlady came in, with some +logs in her apron, under pretence of replenishing the fire. + +'I was afraid your fire must be getting low, and that you'd be amost +starved, my lady,' she said, as she put on the logs, and swept up the +ashes on the hearth. 'Such a dreadful night. So early in the year, too. +I'm thinking we shall have a gay hard winter.' + +'That does not always follow,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'Has Steadman come +downstairs?' + +'Yes, my lady. He told me to tell your ladyship that his lordship is +pretty comfortable, and hopes to pass a good night.' + +'I am glad to hear it. You can give me another room, I suppose. It would +be better for his lordship not to be disturbed, as he is very much out +of health.' + +'There is another room, my lady, but it's very small.' + +'I don't mind how small, if it is clean and airy.' + +'Yes, my lady. I am thankful to say you won't find dirt or stuffiness +anywhere in this house. His lordship do look mortal badly,' added the +landlady, shaking her head dolefully; 'and I remember him such a fine +young gentleman, when he used to come down the Rothay with the otter +hounds, running along the bank--joomping in and out of the beck--up to +his knees in the water--and now to see him, so white and mashiated, and +broken-down like, in the very prime of life, all along of living out in +a hot country, among blackamoors, which is used to it--poor, ignorant +creatures--and never knew no better. It must be a hard trial for you, my +lady.' + +'It is a hard trial.' + +'Ah! we all have our trials, rich and poor,' sighed the woman, who +desired nothing better than to be allowed to unbosom her woes to the +grand looking lady in the fur-bordered cloth pelisse, with beautiful +dark hair piled up in clustering masses above a broad white forehead, +and slender white hands on which diamonds flashed and glittered in the +firelight, an unaccustomed figure by that rustic hearth. + +'We all have our trials--high and low.' + +'That reminds me,' said Lady Maulevrier, looking up at her, 'your +husband said you were in trouble. What did that mean?' + +'Sickness in the house, my lady. A brother of mine that went to America +to make his fortune, and seemed to be doing so well for the first five +or six years, and wrote home such beautiful letters, and then left off +writing all at once, and we made sure as he was dead, and never got a +word from him for ten years, and just three weeks ago he drops in upon +us as we was sitting over our tea between the lights, looking as white +as a ghost. I gave a shriek when I saw him, for I was regular scared +out of my senses. "Robert's ghost!" I cried; but it was Robert himself, +come home to us to die. And he's lying upstairs now, with so little life +in him that I expect every breath to be his last.' + +'What is his complaint?' + +'Apathy, my lady. Dear, dear, that's not it. I never do remember the +doctor's foreign names.' + +'Atrophy,' perhaps. + +'Yes, my lady, that was it. Happen such crack-jaw words come easy to a +scholar like your ladyship.' + +'Does the doctor give no hope?' + +'Well, no, my lady. He don't go so far as to say there's no hope, though +Robert has been badly so long. It all depends, he says, upon the +rallying power of the constitution. The lungs are not gone, and the +heart is not diseased. If there's rallying power, Robert will come +round, and if there isn't he'll sink. But the doctor says nature will +have to make an effort. But I have my own idea about the case,' added +the landlady, with a sigh. + +'What is your idea?' + +'That our Robert was marked for death when he came into this house, and +that he meant what he said when he spoke of coming home to die. Things +had gone against him for the last ten years in America. He married and +took his wife out to a farm in the Bush, and thought to make a good +thing out of farming with the bit of brass he'd saved at heeam. But +America isn't Gert Langdale, you see, my lady, and his knowledge stood +him in no stead in the Bush; and first he lost his money, and he fashed +himself terrible about that, and then he lost a child or two, and then +he lost his wife, and he came back to us a broken-hearted man, with no +wish to live. The doctor may call it atrophy, but I will call it what +the Scripture calls it, a broken and a wounded spirit.' + +'Who is your doctor?' + +'Mr. Evans, of Ambleside.' + +'That little half-blind old man!' exclaimed her ladyship. 'Surely you +have no confidence in him?' + +'Not much, my lady. But I don't believe all the doctors in London could +do anything for Robert. Good nursing will bring him round if anything +can; and he gets that, I can assure your ladyship. He's my only brother, +the only kith and kin that's left to me, and he and I were gay fond of +each other when he was young. You may be sure I don't spare any trouble, +and my good man thinks the best of his larder or his celler hardly good +enough for Robert.' + +'I am sure you are kind good people,' replied her ladyship gently; 'but +I should have thought Mr. Horton, of Grasmere, could have done more than +old Evans. However, you know best. I hope his lordship is not going to +add to your cares by being laid up here, but he looked very ill this +evening.' + +'He did, my lady, mortal bad.' + +'However, we must hope for the best. Steadman is a splendid servant in +illness. He nursed my father for years. Will you tell him to come to me, +if you please? I want to hear what he thinks of his lordship, and to +discuss the chances of our getting home early to-morrow.' + +The landlady retired, and summoned Mr. Steadman, who was enjoying his +modest glass of grog in front of the kitchen fire. He had taught himself +to dispense with the consolations of tobacco, lest he should at any time +make himself obnoxious to her ladyship. + +Steadman was closeted with Lady Maulevrier for the next half-hour, +during which his lordship's condition was gravely discussed. When he +left the sitting-room he told the landlord to be sure and feed the +post-horses well, and make them comfortable for the night, so that they +might be ready for the drive to Fellside early next morning. + +'Do you think his lordship will be well enough to travel?' asked the +landlord. + +'He has made up his mind to get home--ill or well,' answered Steadman. +'He has wasted about a week by his dawdling ways on the road; and now +he's in a fever to get to Fellside.' + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THE LAST STAGE. + + +The post-horses--which had been well fed, but accommodated somewhat +poorly in stable and barn--were quite ready to go on next morning; but +Lord Maulevrier was not able to leave his room, where her ladyship +remained in close attendance upon him. The hills and valleys were white +with snow, but there was none falling, and Mr. Evans, the elderly +surgeon from Ambleside, rode over to Great Langdale on his elderly cob +to look at Robert Haswell, and was called in to see Lord Maulevrier. Her +ladyship had spoken lightly of his skill on the previous evening, but +any doctor is better than none, so this feeble little personage was +allowed to feel his lordship's pulse, and look at his lordship's tongue. + +His opinion, never too decidedly given, was a little more hazy than +usual on this occasion, perhaps because of a certain awfulness, to +unaccustomed eyes, in Lady Maulevrier's proud bearing. He said that his +lordship was low, very low, and that the pulse was more irregular than +he liked, but he committed himself no further than this, and went away, +promising to send such pills and potions as were appropriate to the +patient's condition. + +A boy rode the same pony over to Langdale later in the afternoon with +the promised medicines. + +Throughout the short winter day, which seemed terribly long in the +stillness and solitude of Great Langdale, Lady Maulevrier kept watch in +the sick-room, Steadman going in and out in constant attendance upon his +master--save for one half-hour only, which her ladyship passed in the +parlour below, in conversation with the landlady, a very serious +conversation, as indicated by Mrs. Smithson's grave and somewhat +troubled looks when she left her ladyship; but a good deal of her +trouble may have been caused by her anxiety about her brother, who was +pronounced by the doctor to be 'much the same.' + +At eleven o'clock that night a mounted messenger was sent off to +Ambleside in hot haste to fetch Mr. Evans, who came to the inn to find +Lady Maulevrier kneeling beside her husband's bed, while Steadman stood +with a troubled countenance at a respectful distance. + +The room was dimly lighted by a pair of candles burning on a table near +the window, and at some distance from the old four-post bedstead, +shaded by dark moreen curtains. The surgeon looked round the room, and +then fumbled in his pockets for his spectacles, without the aid of which +the outside world presented itself to him under a blurred and uncertain +aspect. + +He put on his spectacles, and moved towards the bed; but the first +glance in that direction showed him what had happened. The outline of +the rigid figure under the coverlet looked like a sculptured effigy upon +a tomb. A sheet was drawn over the face of death. + +'You are too late to be of any use, Mr. Evans,' murmured Steadman, +laying his hand upon the doctor's sleeve and drawing him away towards +the door. + +They went softly on to the landing, off which opened the door of that +other sick-room where the landlady's brother was lying. + +'When did this happen?' + +'A quarter of an hour after the messenger rode off to fetch you,' +answered Steadman. 'His lordship lay all the afternoon in a heavy sleep, +and we thought he was going on well; but after dark there was a +difficulty in his breathing which alarmed her ladyship, and she insisted +upon you being sent for. The messenger had hardly been gone a quarter of +an hour when his lordship woke suddenly, muttered to himself in a +curious way, gave just one long drawn sigh, and--and all was over. It +was a terrible shock for her ladyship.' + +'Indeed it must have been,' murmured the village doctor. 'It is a great +surprise to me. I knew Lord Maulevrier was low, very low, the pulse +feeble and intermittent; but I had no fear of anything of this kind. It +is very sudden.' + +'Yes, it is awfully sudden,' said Steadman, and then he murmured in the +doctor's ear, 'You will give the necessary certificate, I hope, with as +little trouble to her ladyship as possible. This is a dreadful blow, and +she----' + +'She shall not be troubled. The body will be removed to-morrow, I +suppose.' + +'Yes. He must be buried from his own house. I sent a second messenger to +Ambleside for the undertaker. He will be here very soon, no doubt, and +if the shell is ready by noon to-morrow, the body can be removed then. I +have arranged to get her ladyship away to-night.' + +'So late? After midnight?' + +'Why not? She cannot stay in this small house--so near the dead. There +is a moon, and there is no snow falling, and we are within seven miles +of Fellside.' + +The doctor had nothing further to say against the arrangement, although +such a drive seemed to him a somewhat wild and reckless proceeding. Mr. +Steadman's grave, self-possessed manner answered all doubts. Mr. Evans +filled in the certificate for the undertaker, drank a glass of hot +brandy and water, and remounted his nag, in nowise relishing his +midnight ride, but consoling himself with the reflection that he would +be handsomely paid for his trouble. + +An hour later Lady Maulevrier's travelling carriage stood ready in the +stable yard, in the deep shadow of wall and gables. It was at Steadman's +order that the carriage waited for her ladyship at an obscure side door, +rather than in front of the inn. An east wind was blowing keenly along +the mountain road, and the careful Steadman was anxious his mistress +should not be exposed to that chilly blast. + +There was some delay, and the four horses jingled their bits +impatiently, and then the door of the inn opened, a feeble light gleamed +in the narrow passage within, Steadman stood ready to assist her +ladyship, there was a bustle, a confusion of dark figures on the +threshold, a huddled mass of cloaks and fur wraps was lifted into the +carriage, the door was clapped to, the horses went clattering out of the +yard, turned sharply into the snowy road, and started at a swinging pace +towards the dark sullen bulk of Loughrigg Fell. + +The moon was shining upon Elterwater in the valley yonder--the mountain +ridges, the deep gorges below those sullen heights, looked back where +the shadow of night enfolded them, but all along the snow-white road the +silver light shone full and clear, and the mountain way looked like a +path through fairyland. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +FORTY YEARS AFTER. + + +'What a horrid day!' said Lady Mary, throwing down her book with a yawn, +and looking out of the deep bay window into a world of mountain and lake +which was clouded over by a dense veil of rain and dull grey mist; such +rain as one sees only in a lake district, a curtain of gloom which shuts +off sky and distance, and narrows the world to one solitary dwelling, +suspended amidst cloud and water, like another ark in a new deluge. + +Rain--such rain as makes out-of-door exercise impossible--was always an +affliction to Lady Mary Haselden. Her delight was in open air and +sunshine--fishing in the lake and rivers--sitting in some sheltered +hollow of the hills more fitting for an eagle's nest than for the +occupation of a young lady, trying to paint those ever-varying, +unpaintable mountain peaks, which change their hues with every change of +the sky--swimming, riding, roving far and wide over hill and +heather--pleasures all more or less masculine in their nature, and which +were a subject of regret with Lady Maulevrier. + +Lady Lesbia was of a different temper. She loved ease and elegance, the +gracious luxuries of life. She loved art and music, but not to labour +hard at either. She played and sang a little--excellently within that +narrow compass which she had allotted to herself--played Mendelssohn's +'Lieder' with finished touch and faultless phrasing, sang Heine's +ballads with consummate expression. She painted not at all. Why should +anyone draw or paint indifferently, she asked, when Providence has +furnished the world with so many great painters in the past and present? +She could not understand Mary's ardent desire to do the thing +herself,--to be able with her own pencil and her own brush to reproduce +the lakes and valleys, the wild brown hills she loved so passionately. +Lesbia did not care two straws for the lovely lake district amidst which +she had been reared,--every pike and force, every beck and gill whereof +was distinctly dear to her younger sister. She thought it a very hard +thing to have spent so much of her life at Fellside, a trial that would +have hardly been endurable if it were not for grandmother. Grandmother +and Lesbia adored each other. Lesbia was the one person for whom Lady +Maulevrier's stateliness was subjugated by perfect love. To all the rest +of the world the Countess was marble, but to Lesbia she was wax. Lesbia +could mould her as she pleased; but happily Lesbia was not the kind of +young person to take advantage of this privilege; she was thoroughly +ductile or docile, and had no desire, at present, which ran counter to +her grandmother. + +Lesbia was a beauty. In her nineteenth year she was a curious +reproduction in face and figure, expression and carriage, of that Lady +Diana Angersthorpe who five and forty years ago fluttered the dove-cots +of St. James's and Mayfair by her brilliant beauty and her keen +intelligence. There in the panelled drawing-room at Fellside hung +Harlow's portrait of Lady Diana in her zenith, in a short-waisted, white +satin frock, with large puffed gauze sleeves, through which the perfect +arm showed dimly. Standing under that picture Lady Lesbia looked as if +she had stepped out of the canvas. She was to be painted by Millais next +year. Lady Maulevrier said, when she had been introduced, and society +was beginning to talk about her: for Lady Maulevrier made up her mind +five or six years ago that Lesbia should be the reigning beauty of her +season. To this end she had educated and trained her, furnishing her +with all those graces best calculated to please and astonish society. +She was too clever a woman not to discover Lesbia's shallowness and lack +of all great gifts, save that one peerless dower of perfect beauty. She +knew exactly what Lesbia could be trained to do; and to this end Lesbia +had been educated; and to this end Lady Maulevrier brought down to +Fellside the most accomplished of Hanoverian governesses, who had +learned French in Paris, and had toiled in the educational mill with +profit to herself and her pupils for a quarter of a century. To this +lady the Countess entrusted the education of her granddaughters' minds, +while for their physical training she provided another teacher in the +person of a clever little Parisian dancing mistress, who had set up at +the West-End of London as a teacher of dancing and calisthenics, and had +utterly failed to find pupils enough to pay her rent and keep her modest +_pot-au-feu_ going. Mademoiselle Thiebart was very glad to exchange the +uncertainties of a first floor in North Audley Street for the comfort +and security of Fellside Manor, with a salary of one hundred and fifty +pounds a year. + +Both Fräulein and Mademoiselle had been quick to discover that Lady +Lesbia was the apple of her grandmother's eye, while Lady Mary was +comparatively an outsider. + +So it came about that Mary's education was in somewise a mere picking-up +of the crumbs which fell from Lesbia's table, and that she was allowed +in a general way to run wild. She was much quicker at any intellectual +exercise than Lesbia. She learned the lessons that were given her at +railroad speed, and rattled off her exercises with a slap-dash +penmanship which horrified the neat and niggling Fräulein, and then +rushed off to the lake or mountain, and by this means grew browner and +browner, and more indelibly freckled day by day, thus widening the gulf +between herself and her beauty sister. + +But it is not to be supposed that because Lesbia was beautiful, Mary was +plain. This is very far from the truth. Mary had splendid hazel eyes, +with a dancing light in them when she smiled, ruddy auburn hair, white +teeth, a deeply-dimpled chin, and a vivacity and archness of expression, +which served only in her present state of tutelage for the subjugation +of old women and shepherd boys. Mary had been taught to believe that her +chances of future promotion were of the smallest; that nobody would ever +talk of her, or think of her by-and-by when she in her turn would make +her appearance in London society, and that it would be a very happy +thing for her if she were so fortunate as to attract the attention of a +fashionable physician, a Canon of Westminster or St. Paul's, or a +barrister in good practice. + +Mary turned up her pert little nose at this humdrum lot. + +'I would much rather spend all my life among these dear hills than marry +a nobody in London,' she said, fearless of that grand old lady at whose +frown so many people shivered. 'If you don't think people will like me +and admire me--a little--you had better save yourself the trouble of +taking me to London. I don't want to play second fiddle to my sister.' + +'You are a very impertinent person, and deserve to be taken at your +word,' replied my lady, scowling at her; 'but I have no doubt before you +are twenty you will tell another story.' + +'Oh!' said Mary, now just turned seventeen, 'then I am not to come out +till I am twenty.' + +'That will be soon enough,' answered the Countess. 'It will take you as +long to get rid of those odious freckles. And no doubt by that time +Lesbia will have made a brilliant marriage.' + +And now on this rainy July morning these two girls, neither of whom had +any serious employment for her life, or any serious purpose in living, +wasted the hours, each in her own fashion. + +Lesbia reclined upon a cushioned seat in the deep embrasure of a Tudor +window, her _pose_ perfection--it was one of many such attitudes which +Mademoiselle had taught her, and which by assiduous training had become +a second nature. Poor Mademoiselle, having finished her mission and +taught Lesbia all she could teach, had now departed to a new and far +less luxurious situation in a finishing school at Passy; but Fräulein +Müller was still retained, as watch-dog and duenna. + +Lesbia's pale blue morning gown harmonised exquisitely with a complexion +of lilies and roses, violet eyes, and golden-brown hair. Her features +were distinguished by that perfect chiselling which gave such a haughty +grace to her grandmother's countenance, even at sixty-seven years of +age--a loveliness which, like the sculptured marble it resembles, is +unalterable by time. Lesbia was reading Keats. It was her habit to read +the poets, carefully and deliberately, taking up one at a time, and duly +laying a volume aside when she found herself mistress of its contents. +She had no passion for poetry, but it was an elegant leisurely kind of +reading which suited her languid temperament. Moreover, her grandmother +had told her that an easy familiarity with the great poets is of all +knowledge that which best qualifies a woman to shine in conversation, +without offending the superior sex by any assumption of scholarship. + +Mary was a very different class of reader; capricious, omniverous, +tearing out the hearts of books, roaming from flower to flower in the +fields of literature, loving old and new, romance and reality, novels, +travels, plays, poetry, and never dwelling long on any one theme. +Perhaps if Mary had lived in the bosom of a particularly sympathetic +family she might have been reckoned almost a genius, so much of poetry +and originality was there in her free unconventional character; but +hitherto it had been Mary's mission in life to be snubbed, whereby she +had acquired a very poor opinion of her own talents. + +'Oh,' she cried with a desperate yawn, while Lesbia smiled her languid +smile over Endymion, 'how I wished something would happen--anything to +stir us out of this statuesque, sleeping-beauty state of being. I verily +believe the spiders are all asleep in the ivy, and the mice behind the +wainscot, and the horses in the stable.' + +'What could happen?' asked Lesbia, with a gentle elevation of pencilled +brows. 'Are not these lovely lines-- + + "And coverlids gold-tinted like the peach, + Or ripe October's faded marigolds, + Fell sleek about him in a thousand folds." + +Faded marigolds! Is not that intensely sweet?' + +'Very well for your sleepy Keats, but I don't suppose you would have +noticed the passage if marigolds were not in fashion,' said Mary, with a +touch of scorn. 'What could happen? Why a hundred things--an earthquake, +flood, or fire. What could happen, do you say, Lesbia? Why Maulevrier +might come home unexpectedly, and charm us out of this death-in-life.' + +'He would occasion a good deal of unpleasantness if he did,' answered +Lesbia, coldly. 'You know how angry he has made grandmother.' + +'Because he keeps race-horses which have an unlucky knack of losing,' +said Mary, dubiously. 'I suppose if his horses won, grandmother would +rather approve?' + +'Not at all. That would make hardly any difference, except that he would +not ruin himself quite so quickly. Grandmother says that a young man +who goes on the turf is sure to be ruined sooner or later. And then +Maulevrier's habits are altogether wild and foolish. It is very hard +upon grandmother, who has such noble ambition for all of us.' + +'Not for me,' answered Mary smiling. 'Her views about me are very +humble. She considers that I shall be most fortunate if a doctor or a +lawyer condescend to like me well enough to make me an offer. He might +make me the offer without liking me, for the sake of hearing himself and +his wife announced as Mr. and Lady Mary Snooks at dinner parties. That +would be too horrid! But I daresay such things have happened.' + +'Don't talk nonsense, Mary,' said Lesbia, loftily. 'There is no reason +why you should not make a really good marriage, if you follow +grandmother's advice and don't affect eccentricity.' + +'I don't affect eccentricity, but I'm afraid I really am eccentric,' +murmured Mary, meekly, 'for I like so many things I ought not to like, +and detest so many things which I ought to admire.' + +'I daresay you will have tamed down a little before you are presented,' +said Lesbia, carelessly. + +She could not even affect a profound interest in anyone but herself. She +had a narrowness of mental vision which prevented her looking beyond the +limited circle of her own pleasures, her own desires, her own dreams and +hopes. She was one of those strictly correct young women who was not +likely to do much harm in the world but who was just as unlikely to do +any good. Mary sighed, and went back to her book, a bulky volume of +travels, and tried to lose herself in the sandy wastes of Africa, and to +be deeply interested in the sources of the Congo, not, in her heart of +hearts, caring a straw whether that far-away river comes from the +mountains of the moon, or from the moon itself. To-day she could not pin +her mind to pages which might have interested her at another time. Her +thoughts were with Lord Maulevrier, that fondly-loved only brother, just +seven years her senior, who had taken to race-horses and bad ways, and +seemed to be trying his hardest to dissipate the splendid fortune which +his grandmother, the dowager Countess, had nursed so judiciously during +his long minority. Maulevrier and Mary had always been what the young +man called 'no end of chums.' + +He called her his own brown-eyed Molly, much to the annoyance of Lady +Maulevrier and Lesbia; and Mary's life was all gladness when Maulevrier +was at Fellside. She devoted herself wholly to his amusements, rode and +drove with him, followed on her pony when he went otter hunting, and +very often abandoned the pony to the care of some stray mountain youth +in order to join the hunters, and go leaping from stone to stone on the +margin of the stream, and occasionally, in moments of wild excitement, +when the hounds were in full cry, splashing in and out of the water, +like a naiad in a neat little hunting-habit. + +Mary looked after Maulevrier's stable when he was away, and had supreme +command of a kennel of fox-terriers which cost her brother more money +than the Countess would have cared to know; for in the wide area of Lady +Maulevrier's ambition there was no room for two hundred guinea +fox-terriers, were they never so perfect. + +Altogether Mary's life was a different life when her brother was at +home; and in his absence the best part of her days were spent in +thinking about him and fulfilling the duties of her position as his +representative in stable and kennel, and among certain rustics in the +district, chiefly of the sporting type, who were Maulevrier's chosen +allies or _protégés_. + +Never, perhaps, had two girls of patrician lineage lived a more secluded +life than Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters. They had known no pleasures +beyond the narrow sphere of home and home friends. They had never +travelled--they had seen hardly anything of the outside world. They had +never been to London or Paris, or to any city larger than York; and +their visits to that centre of dissipation had been of the briefest, a +mere flash of mild gaiety, a horticultural show or an oratorio, and back +by express train, closely guarded by governess and footmen, to Fellside. +In the autumn, when the leaves were falling in the wooded grounds of +Fellside, the young ladies were sent, still under guardianship of +governesses and footmen, to some quiet seaside resort between Alnwick +and Edinburgh, where Mary lived the wild free life she loved, roaming +about the beach, boating, shrimping, seaweed-gathering, making hard work +for the governesses and footmen who had been sent in charge of her. + +Lady Maulevrier never accompanied her granddaughters on these occasions. +She was a vigorous old woman, straight as a dart, slim as a girl, active +in her degree as any young athlete among those hills, and she declared +that she never felt the need of change of air. The sodden shrubberies, +the falling leaves, did her no harm. Never within the memory of this +generation had she left Fellside. Her love of this mountain retreat was +a kind of _culte_. She had come here broken spirited, perhaps broken +hearted, bringing her dead husband from the little inn at Great Langdale +forty years ago, and she had hardly left the spot since that day. + +In those days Fellside House was a very different kind of dwelling from +the gracious modern Tudor mansion which now crowned and beautified the +hill-side above Grasmere Lake. It was then an old rambling stone house, +with queer little rooms and inconvenient passages, low ceilings, +thatched gables, and all manner of strange nooks and corners. Lady +Maulevrier was of too strictly conservative a temper to think of +pulling down an old house which had been in her husband's family for +generations. She left the original cottage undisturbed, and built her +new house at right angles with it, connecting the two with a wide +passage below and a handsome corridor above, so that access should be +perfect in the event of her requiring the accommodation of the old +quaint, low ceiled rooms for her family or her guests. During forty +years no such necessity had ever arisen; but the old house, known as the +south wing, was still left intact, the original furniture undisturbed, +although the only occupants of the building were her ladyship's faithful +old house-steward, James Steadman, and his elderly wife. + +The house which Lady Maulevrier had built for herself and her +grandchildren had not been created all at once, though the nucleus +dating forty years back was a handsome building. She had added more +rooms as necessity or fancy dictated, now a library with bedrooms over +it, now a music room for Lady Lesbia and her grand piano--anon a +billiard-room, as an agreeable surprise for Maulevrier when he came home +after a tour in America. Thus the house had grown into a long low pile +of Tudor masonry--steep gables, heavily mullioned casements, grey stone +walls, curtained with the rich growth of passion-flower, magnolia, +clematis, myrtle and roses--and all those flowers which thrive and +flourish in that mild and sheltered spot. + +The views from those mullioned casements were perfect. Switzerland could +give hardly any more exquisite picture than that lake shut in by hills, +grand and bold in their varied outlines, so rich in their colouring that +the eye, dazzled with beauty, forgot to calculate the actual height of +those craggy peaks and headlands, the mind forgot to despise them +because they were not so lofty as Mont Blanc or the Matterhorn. The +velvet sward of the hill sloped steeply downward from Lady Maulevrier's +drawing-room windows to the road beside the lake, and this road was so +hidden by the wooded screen which bounded her ladyship's grounds that +the lake seemed to lie in the green heart of her gardens, a lovely, +placid lake on summer days, reflecting the emerald hue of the +surrounding hills, and looking like a smooth green meadow, which invited +the foot passenger to cross it. + +The house was approached by a winding carriage drive that led up and up +and up from the road beside the lake, so screened and sheltered by +shrubberies and pine woods, that the stranger knew not whither he was +going, till he came upon an opening in the wood, and the stately Italian +garden in front of a massive stone porch, through which he entered a +spacious oak-panelled hall, and anon, descending a step or two, he found +himself in Lady Maulevrier's drawing-room, and face to face with that +divine view of the everlasting hills, the lake shining below him, +bathed in sunlight. + +Or if it were the stranger's evil fate to come in wet weather, he saw +only a rain-blotted landscape--the blurred outlines of grey mountain +peaks, scowling at him from the other side of a grey pool. But if the +picture without were depressing, the picture within was always good to +look upon, for those oak-panelled or tapestried rooms, communicating by +richly-curtained doorways from drawing room to library, from library to +billiard room, were as perfect as wealth and taste could make them. Lady +Maulevrier argued that as there was but one house among all the +possessions of her race which she cared to inhabit, she had a right to +make that house beautiful, and she had spared nothing upon the +beautification of Fellside; and yet she had spent much less than would +have been squandered by any pleasure-loving dowager, restlessly roving +from Piccadilly to the Engadine, from Pontresina to Nice or Monaco, +winding up with Easter in Paris, and then back to Piccadilly. Her +ladyship's friends wondered that she could care to bury herself alive in +Westmoreland, and expatiated on the eccentricity of such a life; nay, +those who had never seen Fellside argued that Lady Maulevrier had taken +in her old age to hoarding, and that she pigged at a cottage in the Lake +district, in order to swell a fortune which young Maulevrier would set +about squandering as soon as she was in her coffin. But here they were +wrong. It was not in Lady Maulevrier's nature to lead a sordid life in +order to save money. Yet in these quiet years that were gone--starting +with that golden nucleus which her husband was supposed to have brought +home from India, obtained no one knows how, the Countess had amassed one +of the largest fortunes possessed by any dowager in the peerage. She had +it, and she held it, with a grasp that nothing but death could loosen; +nay, that all-foreseeing mind of hers might contrive to cheat grim death +itself, and to scheme a way for protecting this wealth, even when she +who had gathered and garnered it should be mouldering in her grave. The +entailed estates belonged to Maulevrier, were he never such a fool or +spendthrift; but this fortune of the dowager's was her own, to dispose +of as she pleased, and not a penny of it was likely to go to the young +Earl. + +Lady Maulevrier's pride and hopes were concentrated upon her +granddaughter Lesbia. She should be the inheritress of this noble +fortune--she should spread and widen the power of the Maulevrier race. +Lesbia's son should link the family name with the name of his father; +and if by any hazard of fate the present Earl should die young and +childless, the old Countess's interest should be strained to the +uttermost to obtain the title for Lesbia's offspring. Why should she not +be Countess of Maulevrier in her own right? But in order to make this +future possible the most important factor in the sum was yet to be +found in the person of a husband for Lady Lesbia--a husband worthy of +peerless beauty and exceptional wealth, a husband whose own fortune +should be so important as to make him above suspicion. That was Lady +Maulevrier's scheme--to wed wealth to wealth--to double or quadruple the +fortune she had built up in the long slow years of her widowhood, and +thus to make her granddaughter one of the greatest ladies in the land; +for it need hardly be said that the man who was to wed Lady Lesbia must +be her equal in wealth and lineage, if not her superior. + +Lady Maulevrier was not a miser. She was liberal and benevolent to all +who came within the circle of her life. Wealth for its own sake she +valued not a jot. But she lived in an age in which wealth is power, and +ambition was her ruling passion. As she had been ambitious for her +husband in the days that were gone, she was now ambitious for her +granddaughter. Time had intensified the keen eagerness of her mind. She +had been disappointed, cruelly, bitterly, in the ambition of her youth. +She had been made to drink the cup of shame and humiliation. But to this +ambition of her old age she held with even greater tenacity. God help +her if she should be disappointed here! + +It is not to be supposed that so astute a schemer as Lady Maulevrier had +not surveyed the marriage market in order to discover that fortunate +youth who should be deemed worthy to become the winner of Lesbia's hand. +Years ago, when Lesbia was still in the nursery, the dowager had made +herself informed of the age, weight, and colours of every likely runner +in the matrimonial stakes; or, in plainer words, had kept herself, by +her correspondence with a few intimate friends, and her close study of +the fashionable newspapers, thoroughly acquainted with the characters +and exploits, the dispositions and antecedents, of those half-dozen +elder sons, among whom she hoped to find Lesbia's lord and master. She +knew her peerage by heart, and she knew the family history of every +house recorded therein; the sins and weaknesses, the follies and losses +of bygone years; the taints, mental and physical; the lateral branches +and intermarriages; the runaway wives and unfaithful husbands; idiot +sons or scrofulous daughters. She knew everything that was to be known +about that aristocratic world into which she had been born sixty-seven +years ago; and the sum-total of her knowledge was that there was one man +whom she desired for her granddaughter's husband--one man, and one only, +and into whose hands, when earth and sky should fade from her glazing +eyes, she could be content to resign the sceptre of power. + +There were no doubt half-a-dozen, or more, in the list of elder sons, +who were fairly eligible. But this young man was the Achilles in the +rank and file of chivalry, and her soul yearned to have him and no other +for her darling. + +Her soul yearned to him with a tenderness which was not all on Lesbia's +account. Forty-nine years ago she had fondly loved his father--loved him +and had been fain to renounce him; for Ronald Hollister, afterwards Earl +of Hartfield, was then a younger son, and the two families had agreed +that marriage between paupers was an impudent flying in the face of +Providence, which must be put down with an iron hand. Lord Hartfield +sent his son to Turkey in the diplomatic service; and the old dowager +Lady Carrisbrook whisked her niece off to London, and kept her there, +under watch and ward, till Lord Maulevrier proposed and was accepted by +her. There should be no foolishness, no clandestine correspondence. The +iron hand crushed two young hearts, and secured a brilliant future for +the bodies which survived. + +Fifteen years later Ronald's elder brother died unmarried. He abandoned +that career of vagrant diplomacy which had taken him all over Europe, +and as far as Washington, and re-appeared in London, the most elegant +man of his era, but thoroughly _blasé_. There were rumours of an unhappy +attachment in the Faubourg Saint Germain; of a tragedy at Petersburg. +Society protested that Lord Hartfield would die a bachelor, as his +brother died before him. The Hollisters are not a marrying family, said +society. But six or seven years after his return to England Lord +Hartfield married Lady Florence Ilmington, a beauty in her first season, +and a very sweet but somewhat prudish young person. The marriage +resulted in the birth of an heir, whose appearance upon this mortal +stage was followed within a year by his father's exit. Hence the +Hartfield property, always a fine estate, had been nursed and fattened +during a long minority, and the present Lord Hartfield was reputed one +of the richest young men of his time. He was also spoken of as a +superior person, inheriting all his father's intellectual gifts, and +having the reputation of being singularly free from the vices of +profligate youth. He was neither prig nor pedant, and he was very +popular in the best society; but he was not ashamed to let it be seen +that his ambition soared higher than the fashionable world of turf and +stable, cards and pigeon matches. + +Though not of the gay world, nor in it, Lady Maulevrier had contrived to +keep herself thoroughly _en rapport_ with society. Her few chosen +friends, with whom she corresponded on terms of perfect confidence, were +among the best people in London--not the circulators of club-house +canards, the pickers-up of second-hand gossip from the society papers, +but actors in the comedy of high life, arbiters of fashion and taste, +born and bred in the purple. + +Last season Lord Hartfield's absence had cast a cloud over the +matrimonial horizon. He had been a traveller for more than a +year--Patagonia, Peru, the Pyramids, Japan, the North Pole--society +cared not where--the fact that he was gone was all-sufficient. Bachelors +a shade less eligible came to the front in his absence and became first +favourites. Lady Maulevrier, well informed in advance, had deferred +Lesbia's presentation till next season, when she was told Lord Hartfield +would certainly re-appear. His plans had been made for return before +Christmas; and it would seem that his scheme of life was laid down with +as much precision as if he had been a prince of the blood royal. Thus it +happened, to Lesbia's intense disgust, that her _début_ was deferred +till the verge of her twentieth birthday. It would never do, Lady +Maulevrier told herself, for the edge to be taken off the effect which +Lesbia's beauty was to make on society during Lord Hartfield's absence. +He must be there, on the spot, to see this star rise gently and slowly +above society's horizon, and to mark how everybody bowed down and +worshipped the new light. + +'I shall be an old woman before I appear in society,' said Lesbia, +petulantly; 'and I shall be like a wild woman of the woods; for I have +seen nothing, and know nothing of the civilised world.' + +'You will be ever so much more attractive than the young women I hear +of, who have seen and known a great deal too much,' answered the +dowager; and as her granddaughter knew that Lady Maulevrier's word was a +law that altered not, there were no more idle repinings. + +Her ladyship gave no reason for the postponement of Lesbia's +presentation. She was far too diplomatic to breathe a word of her ideas +with regard to Lord Hartfield. Anything like a matrimonial scheme would +have been revolting to Lesbia, who had grand, but not sordid views about +matrimony. She thought it her mission to appear and to conquer. A crowd +of suitors would sigh around her, like the loves and graces round that +fair Belinda whose story she had read so often; and it would be her part +to choose the most worthy. The days are gone when a girl would so much +as look at such a fribble as Sir Plume. Her virgin fancy demands the +Tennysonian ideal, the grave and knightly Arthur. + +But when Lesbia thought of the most worthy, it was always of the +worthiest in her own particular sphere; and he of course would be titled +and wealthy, and altogether fitted to be her husband. He would take her +by the hand and lead her to a higher seat on the dais, and place upon +her head, or at least upon her letter-paper and the panels of her +carriage, a coronet in which the strawberry leaves should stand out more +prominently than in her brother's emblazonment. Lesbia's mind could not +conceive an ignoble marriage, or the possibility of the most worthy +happening to be found in a lower circle than her own. + +And now it was the end of July, and the season which should have been +glorified by Lady Lesbia's _début_ was over and done with. She had read +in the society papers of all the balls, and birthdays, and race +meetings, and regattas, and cricket matches, and gowns, and parasols, +and bonnets--what this beauty wore on such an occasion, and how that +other beauty looked on another occasion--and she felt as she read like a +spell-bound princess in a fairy tale, mewed up in a battlemented tower, +and deprived of her legitimate share in all the pleasures of earth. She +had no patience with Mary--that wild, unkempt, ungraceful creature, who +could be as happy as summer days are long, racing about the hills with +her bamboo alpenstock, rioting with a pack of fox-terriers, practising +long losers, rowing on the lake, doing all things unbecoming Lady +Maulevrier's granddaughter. + +That long rainy day dragged its slow length to a close; and then came fine +days, in which Molly and her fox-terriers went wandering over the sunlit +hills, skipping and dancing across the mountain streamlets--gills, as they +were called in this particular world--almost as gaily as the shadows of +fleecy cloudlets dancing up yonder in the windy sky. Molly spent half her +days among the hills, stealing off from governess and grandmother and the +stately beauty sister, and sometimes hardly being missed by them, so ill +did her young exuberance harmonise with their calmer life. + +'One can tell when Mary is at home by a perpetual banging of doors,' +said Lesbia, which was a sisterly exaggeration founded upon fact, for +Molly was given to impetuous rushing in and out of rooms when that eager +spirit of hers impelled the light lithe body upon some new expedition. +Nor is the society of fox-terriers conducive to repose or stateliness of +movement; and Maulevrier's terriers, although strictly forbidden the +house, were for ever breaking bonds and leaping in upon Molly's +retirement at all unreasonable hours. She and they were enchanted to get +away from the beautiful luxurious rooms, and to go roving by hill-side +and force, away to Easedale Tarn, to bask for hours on the grassy margin +of the deep still water, or to row round and round the mountain lake in +a rotten boat. It was here, or in some kindred spot, that Molly got +through most of her reading--here that she read Shakespeare, Byron, and +Shelley, and Wordsworth--dwelling lingeringly and lovingly upon every +line in which that good old man spoke of her native land. Sometimes she +climbed to higher ground, and felt herself ever so much nearer heaven +upon the crest of Silver Howe, or upon the rugged stony steep of Dolly +Waggon pike, half way up the dark brow of Helvellyn; sometimes she +disappeared for hours, and climbed to the summit of the hill, and +wandered in perilous pathways on Striding Edge, or by the dark still +water of the Red Tarn. This had been her life ever since she had been +old enough to have an independent existence; and the hills and the +lakes, and the books of her own choosing, had done a great deal more in +ripening her mind than Fräulein Müller and that admirable series of +educational works which has been provided for the tuition of modern +youth. Grammars and geographies, primers and elementary works of all +kinds, were Mary's detestation; but she loved books that touched her +heart and filled her mind with thoughts wide and deep enough to reach +into the infinite of time and space, the mystery of mind and matter, +life and death. + +Nothing occurred to break the placid monotony of life at Fellside for +three long days after that rainy morning; and then came an event which, +although commonplace enough in itself, marked the beginning of a new era +in the existence of Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters. + +It was evening, and the two girls were dawdling about on the sloping +lawn before the drawing-room windows, where Lady Maulevrier read the +newspapers in her own particular chair by one of those broad Tudor +windows, according to her infallible custom. Remote as her life had been +from the busy world, her ladyship had never allowed her knowledge of +public life and the bent of modern thought to fall into arrear. She took +a keen interest in politics, in progress of all kinds. She was a staunch +Conservative, and looked upon every Liberal politician as her personal +enemy; but she took care to keep herself informed of everything that was +being said or done in the enemy's camp. She had an intense respect for +Lord Bacon's maxim: Knowledge is power. It was a kind of power secondary +to the power of wealth, perhaps; but wealth unprotected by wisdom would +soon dwindle into poverty. + +Lady Lesbia sauntered about the lawn, looking very elegant in her +cream-coloured Indian silk gown, very listless, very tired of her lovely +surroundings. Neither lake nor mountain possessed any charm for her. She +had had too much of them. Mary roamed about with a swifter footstep, +looking at the roses, plucking off a dead leaf, or a cankered bud here +and there. Presently she tore across the lawn to the shrubbery which +screened the lawn and flower gardens from the winding carriage drive +sunk many feet below, and disappeared in a thicket of arbutus and Irish +yew. + +'What terribly hoydenish manners!' murmured Lesbia, with a languid shrug +of her shoulders, as she strolled back to the drawing-room. + +She cared very little for the newspapers, for politics not at all; but +anything was better than everlasting contemplation of the blue still +water, and the rugged crest of Helm Crag. + +'What was the matter with Mary that she rushed off like a mad woman?' +inquired Lady Maulevrier, looking up from the _Times_. + +'I haven't the least idea. Mary's movements are quite beyond the limits +of my comprehension. Perhaps she has gone after a bird's-nest.' + +Mary was intent upon no bird's-nest. Her quick ear had caught the sound +of manly voices in the winding drive under the pine wood; and surely, +yes, surely one was a clear and familiar voice, which heralded the +coming of happiness. In such a moment she seemed to have wings. She +became unconscious that she touched the earth; she went skimming +bird-like over the lawn, and in and out, with fluttering muslin frock, +among arbutus and bay, yew and laurel, till she stood poised lightly on +the top of the wooded bank which bordered the steep ascent to Lady +Maulevrier's gate, looking down at two figures which were sauntering up +the drive. + +They were both young men, both tall, broad-shouldered, manly, walking +with the easy swinging movement of men accustomed to active exercise. +One, the handsomer of the two in Mary's eyes, since she thought him +simply perfection, was fair-haired, blue-eyed, the typical Saxon. This +was Lord Maulevrier. The other was dark, bronzed by foreign travel, +perhaps, with black hair, cut very close to an intelligent-looking head, +bared to the evening breeze. + +'Hulloa!' cried Maulevrier. 'There's Molly. How d'ye do, old girl?' + +The two men looked up, and Molly looked down. Delight at her brother's +return so filled her heart and mind that there was no room left for +embarrassment at the appearance of a stranger. + +'O, Maulevrier, I am so glad! I have been pining for you. Why didn't you +write to say you were coming? It would have been something to look +forward to.' + +'Couldn't. Never knew from day to day what I was going to be up to; +besides, I knew I should find you at home.' + +'Of course. We are always at home,' said Mary; 'go up to the house as +fast as ever you can. I'll go and tell grandmother.' + +'And tell them to get us some dinner,' said Maulevrier. + +Mary's fluttering figure dipped and was gone, vanishing in the dark +labyrinth of shrubs. The two young men sauntered up to the house. + +'We needn't hurry,' said Maulevrier to his companion, whom he had not +taken the trouble to introduce to his sister. 'We shall have to wait for +our dinner.' + +'And we shall have to change our dusty clothes,' added the other; 'I +hope that man will bring our portmanteaux in time.' + +'Oh, we needn't dress. We can spend the evening in my den, if you +like!' + +Mary flew across the lawn again, and bounded up the steps of the +verandah--a picturesque Swiss verandah which made a covered promenade in +front of the house. + +'Mary, may I ask the meaning of this excitement,' inquired her ladyship, +as the breathless girl stood before her. + +'Maulevrier has come home.' + +'At last?' + +'And he has brought a friend.' + +'Indeed! He might have done me the honour to inquire if his friend's +visit would be agreeable. What kind of person?' + +'I have no idea. I didn't look at him. Maulevrier is looking so well. +They will be here in a minute. May I order dinner for them?' + +'Of course, they must have dinner,' said her ladyship, resignedly, as if +the whole thing were an infliction; and Mary ran out and interviewed the +butler, begging that all things might be made particularly comfortable +for the travellers. It was nine o'clock, and the servants were enjoying +their eventide repose. + +Having given her orders, Mary went back to the drawing-room, impatiently +expectant of her brother's arrival, for which event Lesbia and her +grandmother waited with perfect tranquillity, the dowager calmly +continuing the perusal of her _Times_, while Lesbia sat at her piano in +a shadowy corner, and played one of Mendelssohn's softest Lieder. To +these dreamy strains Maulevrier and his friend presently entered. + +'How d'ye do, grandmother? how do, Lesbia? This is my very good friend +and Canadian travelling companion, Jack Hammond--Lady Maulevrier, Lady +Lesbia.' + +'Very glad to see you, Mr. Hammond,' said the dowager, in a tone so +purely conventional that it might mean anything. 'Hammond? I ought to +remember your family--the Hammonds of----' + +'Of nowhere,' answered the stranger in the easiest tone; 'I spring from +a race of nobodies, of whose existence your ladyship is not likely to +have heard.' + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +MAULEVRIER'S HUMBLE FRIEND. + + +That faint interest which Lady Lesbia had felt in the advent of a +stranger dwindled to nothing after Mr. Hammond's frank avowal of his +insignificance. At the very beginning of her career, with the world +waiting to be conquered by her, a high-born beauty could not be expected +to feel any interest in nobodies. Lesbia shook hands with her brother, +honoured the stranger with a stately bend of her beautiful throat, and +then withdrew herself from their society altogether as it were, and +began to explore her basket of crewels, at a distant table, by the soft +light of a shaded lamp, while Maulevrier answered his grandmother's +questions, and Mary stood watching him, hanging on his words, as if +unconscious of any other presence. + +Mr. Hammond went over to the window and looked out at the view. The moon +was rising above the amphitheatre of hills, and her rays were silvering +the placid bosom of the lake. Lights were dotted here and there about +the valley, telling of village life. The Prince of Wales's hotel yonder +sparkled with its many lights, like a castle in a fairy tale. The +stranger had looked upon many a grander scene, but on none more lovely. +Here were lake and mountain in little, without the snow-peaks and awful +inaccessible regions of solitude and peril; homely hills that one might +climb, placid English vales in which English poets have lived and died. + +'Hammond and I mean to spend a month or six weeks with you, if you can +make us comfortable,' said Maulevrier. + +'I am delighted to hear that you can contemplate staying a month +anywhere,' replied her ladyship. 'Your usual habits are as restless as +if your life were a disease. It shall not be my fault if you and Mr. +Hammond are uncomfortable at Fellside.' + +There was courtesy, but no cordiality in the reply. If Mr. Hammond was a +sensitive man, touchily conscious of his own obscurity, he must have +felt that he was not wanted at Fellside--that he was an excrescence, +matter in the wrong place. + +Nobody had presented the stranger to Lady Mary. It never entered into +Maulevrier's mind to be ceremonious about his sister Molly. She was so +much a part of himself that it seemed as if anyone who knew him must +needs know her. Molly sat a little way from the window by which Mr. +Hammond was standing, and looked at him doubtfully, wonderingly, with +not altogether a friendly eye, as he stood with his profile turned to +her, and his eyes upon the landscape. She was inclined to be jealous of +her brother's friend, who would most likely deprive her of much of that +beloved society. Hitherto she had been Maulevrier's chosen companion, at +Fellside--indeed, his sole companion after the dismissal of his tutor. +Now this brown, bearded stranger would usurp her privileges--those two +young men would go roaming over the hills, fishing, otter-hunting, going +to distant wrestling matches and leaving her at home. It was a hard +thing, and she was prepared to detest the interloper. Even to-night she +would be a loser by his presence. Under ordinary circumstances she would +have gone to the dining-room with Maulevrier, and sat by him and waited +upon him as he ate. But she dared not intrude herself upon a meal that +was to be shared with a stranger. + +She looked at John Hammond critically, eager to find fault with his +appearence; but unluckily for her present humour there was not much room +for fault-finding. + +He was tall, broad-shouldered, well-built. His enemies would hardly deny +that he was good-looking--nay, even handsome. The massive regular +features were irreproachable. He was more sunburnt than a gentleman +ought to be, Mary thought. She told herself that his good looks were of +a vulgar quality, like those of Charles Ford, the champion wrestler, +whom she saw at the sports the other day. Why did Maulevrier pick up a +companion who was evidently not of his own sphere? Hoydenish, +plain-spoken, frank and affectionate as Mary Haselden was, she knew that +she belonged to a race apart, that there were circles beneath circles, +below her own world, circles which hers could never touch, and she +supposed Mr. Hammond to be some waif from one of those nethermost +worlds--a village doctor's son, perhaps, or even a tradesman's--sent to +the University by some benevolent busybody, and placed at a disadvantage +ever afterwards, an unfortunate anomaly, suspended between two worlds +like Mahomet's coffin. + +The butler announced that his lordship's dinner was served. + +'Come along, Molly,' said Maulevrier; 'come and tell me about the +terriers, while I eat my dinner.' + +Mary hesitated, glanced doubtfully at her grandmother, who made no sign, +and then slipped out of the room, hanging fondly on her brother's arm, +and almost forgetting that there was any such person as Mr. Hammond in +existence. + +When these three were gone Lady Lesbia expressed herself strongly upon +Maulevrier's folly in bringing such a person as Mr. Hammond to Fellside. + +'What are we to do with him, grandmother?' she said, pettishly. 'Is he +to live with us, and be one of us, a person of whose belongings we know +positively nothing, who owns that his people are common?' + +'My dear, he is your brother's friend, and we have the right to suppose +he is a gentleman.' + +'Not on that account,' said Lesbia, more sharply than her wont. 'Didn't +he make a friend, or almost a friend of Jack Howell, the huntsman, and +of Ford, the wrestler. I have no confidence in Maulevrier's ideas of +fitness.' + +'We shall find out all about this Mr. Hamleigh--no Hammond--in a day or +two,' replied her ladyship, placidly; 'and in the meantime we must +tolerate him, and be grateful to him if he reconcile Maulevrier to +remaining at Fellside for the next six weeks.' + +Lesbia was silent. She did not consider Maulevrier's presence at +Fellside an unmitigated advantage, or, indeed, his presence anywhere. +Those two were not sympathetic. Maulevrier made fun of his elder +sister's perfections, chaffed her intolerably about the great man she +was going to captivate, in her first season, the great houses in which +she was going to reign. Lesbia despised him for that neglect of all his +opportunities of culture which had left him, after the most orthodox and +costly curriculum, almost as ignorant as a ploughboy. She despised a man +whose only delight was in horse and hound, gun and fishing-tackle. Molly +would have cared very little for the guns or the fishing-tackle perhaps +in the abstract; but she cared for everything that interested +Maulevrier, even to the bagful of rats which were let loose in the +stable-yard sometimes, for the education of a particularly game +fox-terrier. + +There was plenty of talk and laughter at the dinner-table, while the +Countess and Lady Lesbia conversed gravely and languidly in the +dimly-lighted drawing-room. The dinner was excellent, and both +travellers were ravenous. They had eaten nothing since breakfast, and +had driven from Windermere on the top of the coach in the keen evening +air. When the sharp edge of the appetite was blunted, Maulevrier began +to talk of his adventures since he and Molly had last met. He had not +being dissipating in London all the time--or, indeed, any great part of +the time of his absence from Fellside; but Molly had been left in +Cimmerian, darkness as to his proceedings. He never wrote a letter if he +could possibly avoid doing so. If it became a vital necessity to him to +communicate with anyone he telegraphed, or, in his own language, 'wired' +to that person; but to sit down at a desk and labour with pen and ink +was not within his capacities or his views of his mission in life. + +'If a fellow is to write letters he might as well be a clerk in an +office,' he said, 'and sit on a high stool.' + +Thus it happened that when Maulevrier was away from Fellside, no fair +_châtelaine_ of the Middle Ages could be more ignorant of the movements +or whereabouts of her crusader knight than Mary was of her brother's +goings on. She could but pray for him with fond and faithful prayer, and +wait and hope for his return. And now he told her that things had gone +badly with him at Epsom, and worse at Ascot, that he had been, as he +expressed it, 'up a tree,' and that he had gone off to the Black Forest +directly the Ascot week was over, and at Rippoldsau he had met his old +friend and fellow traveller, Hammond, and they had gone for a walking +tour together among the homely villages, the watchmakers, the timber +cutters, the pretty peasant girls. They had danced at fairs--and shot at +village sports--and had altogether enjoyed the thing. Hammond, who was +something of an artist, had sketched a good deal. Maulevrier had done +nothing but smoke his German pipe and enjoy himself. + +'I was glad to find myself in a world where a horse was an exception and +not the rule,' he said. + +'Oh, how I should love to see the Black Forest!' cried Mary, who knew +the first part of Faust by heart, albeit she had never been given +permission to read it, 'the gnomes and the witches--der Freischütz--all +that is lovely. Of course, you went up the Brocken?' + +'Of course,' answered Mr. Hammond; 'Mephistopheles was our _valet de +place_, and we went up among a company of witches riding on +broomsticks.' And then quoted, + + 'Seh' die Bäume hinter Bäumen, + Wie sie schnell vorüberrücken, + Und die Klippen, die sich bücken, + Und die langen Felsennasen, + Wie sie schnarchen, wie sie blasen!' + +This was the first time he had addressed himself directly to Mary, who +sat close to her brother's side, and never took her eyes from his face, +ready to pour out his wine or to change his plate, for the serving-men +had been dismissed at the beginning of this unceremonious meal. + +Mary looked at the stranger almost as superciliously as Lesbia might +have done. She was not inclined to be friendly to her brother's friend. + +'Do you read German?' she inquired, with a touch of surprise. + +'You had better ask him what language he does not read or speak,' said +her brother. 'Hammond is an admirable Crichton, my dear--by-the-by, who +was admirable Crichton?--knows everything, can twist your little head +the right way upon any subject.' + +'Oh,' thought Mary, 'highly cultivated, is he? Very proper in a man who +was educated on charity to have worked his hardest at the University.' + +She was not prepared to think very kindly of young men who had been +successful in their college career, since poor Maulevrier had made such +a dismal failure of his, had been gated and sent down, and ploughed, and +had everything ignominious done to him that could be done, which +ignominy had involved an expenditure of money that Lady Maulevrier +bemoaned and lamented until this day. Because her brother had not been +virtuous, Mary grudged virtuous young men their triumphs and their +honours. Great, raw-boned fellows, who have taken their degrees at +Scotch Universities, come to Oxford and Cambridge and sweep the board, +Maulevrier had told her, when his own failures demanded explanation. +Perhaps this Mr. Hammond had graduated north of the Tweed, and had come +southward to rob the native. Mary was not any more inclined to be civil +to him because he was a linguist. He had a pleasant manner, frank and +easy, a good voice, a cheery laugh. But she had not yet made up her mind +that he was a gentleman. + +'If some benevolent old person were to take a fancy to Charles Ford, the +wrestler, and send him to a Scotch University, I daresay he would turn +out just as fine a fellow,' she thought, Ford being somewhat of a +favourite as a local hero. + +The two young men went off to the billiard-room after they had dined. It +was half-past ten by this time, and, of course, Mary did not go with +them. She bade her brother good-night at the dining-room door. + +'Good-night, Molly; be sure you are up early to show me the dogs,' said +Maulevrier, after an affectionate kiss. + +'Good-night, Lady Mary,' said Mr. Hammond, holding out his hand, albeit +she had no idea of shaking hands with him. + +She allowed her hand to rest for an instant in that strong, friendly +grasp. She had not risen to giving a couple of fingers to a person whom +she considered her inferior; but she was inclined to snub Mr. Hammond as +rather a presuming young man. + +'Well, Jack, what do you think of my beauty sister?' asked his lordship, +as he chose his cue from the well-filled rack. + +The lamps were lighted, the table uncovered and ready, Carambole in his +place, albeit it was months since any player had entered the room. +Everything which concerned Maulevrier's comfort or pleasure was done as +if by magic at Fellside; and Mary was the household fairy whose +influence secured this happy state of things. + +'What can any man think except that she is as lovely as the finest of +Reynold's portraits, as that Lady Diana Beauclerk of Colonel Aldridge's, +or the Kitty Fisher, or any example you please to name of womanly +loveliness?' + +'Glad to hear it,' answered Maulevrier, chalking his cue; 'can't say I +admire her myself--not my style, don't you know. Too much of my lady +Di--too little of poor Kitty. But still, of course, it always pleases a +fellow to know that his people are admired; and I know that my +grandmother has views, grand views,' smiling down at his cue. 'Shall I +break?' and he began with the usual miss in baulk. + +'Thank you,' said Mr. Hammond, beginning to play. 'Matrimonial views, of +course. Very natural that her ladyship should expect such a lovely +creature to make a great match. Is there no one in view? Has there been +no family conclave--no secret treaty? Is the young lady fancy free?' + +'Perfectly. She has been buried alive here; except parsons and a few +decent people whom she is allowed to meet now and then at the houses +about here, she has seen nothing of the world. My grandmother has kept +Lesbia as close as a nun. She is not so fond of Molly, and that young +person has wild ways of her own, and gives everybody the slip. +By-the-by, how do you like my little Moll?' + +The adjective was hardly accurate about a young lady who measured five +feet six, but Maulevrier had not yet grown out of the ideas belonging to +that period when Mary was really his little sister, a girl of twelve, +with long hair and short petticoats. + +Mr. Hammond was slow to reply. Mary had not made a very strong +impression upon him. Dazzled by her sister's pure and classical beauty, +he had no eyes for Mary's homelier charms. She seemed to him a frank, +affectionate girl, not too well-mannered; and that was all he thought of +her. + +'I'm afraid Lady Mary does not like me,' he said, after his shot, which +gave him time for reflection. + +'Oh, Molly is rather _farouche_ in her manners; never would train fine, +don't you know. Her ladyship lectured till she was tired, and now Mary +runs wild, and I suppose will be left at grass till six months before +her presentation, and then they'll put her on the pillar-reins a bit to +give her a better mouth. Good shot, by Jove!' + +John Hammond was used to his lordship's style of conversation, and +understood his friend at all times. Maulevrier was not an intellectual +companion, and the distance was wide between the two men; but his +lordship's gaiety, good-nature, and acuteness made amends for all +shortcomings in culture. And then Mr. Hammond may have been one of those +good Conservatives who do not expect very much intellectual power in an +hereditary legislator. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +IN THE SUMMER MORNING. + + +John Hammond loved the wild freshness of morning, and was always eager +to explore a new locality; so he was up at five o'clock next morning, +and out of doors before six. He left the sophisticated beauty of the +Fellside gardens below him, and climbed higher and higher up the Fell, +till he was able to command a bird's-eye view of the lake and village, +and just under his feet, as it were, Lady Maulevrier's favourite abode. +He was provided with a landscape glass which he always carried in his +rambles, and with the aid of this he could see every stone of the +building. + +The house, added to at her ladyship's pleasure, and without regard to +cost, covered a considerable extent of ground. The new part consisted of +a straight range of about a hundred and twenty feet, facing the lake, +and commandingly placed on the crest of a steepish slope; the old +buildings, at right angles with the new, made a quadrangle, the third +and fourth sides of which were formed by the dead walls of servants' +rooms and coach-houses, which had no windows upon this inner enclosed +side. The old buildings were low and irregular, one portion of the roof +thatched, another tiled. In the quadrangle there was an old-fashioned +garden, with geometrical flower-beds, a yew tree hedge, and a stone +sun-dial in the centre. A peacock stalked about in the morning light, +and greeted the newly risen sun with a discordant scream. Presently a +man came out of a half glass door under a verandah which shaded one side +of the quadrangle, and strolled about the garden, stopping here and +there to cut a dead rose, or trim a geranium, a stoutly-built broad +shouldered man, with gray hair and beard, the image of well-fed +respectability. + +Mr. Hammond wondered a little at the man's leisurely movements as he +sauntered about, whistling to the peacock. It was not the manner of a +servant who had duties to perform--rather that of a gentleman living at +ease, and hardly knowing how to get rid of his time. + +"Some superior functionary, I suppose," thought Hammond, "the +house-steward, perhaps." + +He rambled a long way over the hill, and came back to Fellside by a path +of his own discovering, which brought him to a wooden gate leading into +the stable-yard, just in time to meet Maulevrier and Lady Mary emerging +from the kennel, where his lordship had been inspecting the terriers. + +'Angelina is bully about the muzzle,' said Maulevrier; 'we shall have to +give her away.' + +'Oh, don't,' cried Mary. 'She is a most perfect darling, and laughs so +deliciously whenever she sees me.' + +Angelina was in Lady Mary's arms at this moment; a beautifully marked +little creature, all thew and sinew, palpitating with suppressed +emotions, and grinning to her heart's content. + +Lady Mary looked very fresh and bright in her neat tailor gown, kilted +kirtle, and tight-fitting bodice, with neat little brass buttons. It was +a gown of Maulevrier's ordering, made at his own tailor's. Her splendid +chestnut hair was uncovered, the short crisp curls about her forehead +dancing in the morning air. Her large, bright, brown eyes were dancing, +too, with delight at having her brother home again. + +She shook hands with Mr. Hammond more graciously than last night; but +still with a carelessness which was not complimentary, looking at him +absently, as if she hardly knew that he was there, and hugging Angelina +all the time. + +Hammond told his friend about his ramble over the hills, yonder, up +above that homely bench called 'Rest, and be Thankful,' on the crest of +Loughrigg Fell. He was beginning to learn the names of the hills +already. Yonder darkling brow, rugged, gloomy looking, was Nab Scar; +yonder green slope of sunny pasture, stretching wide its two arms as if +to enfold the valley, was Fairfield; and here, close on the left, as he +faced the lake, were Silver Howe and Helm Crag, with that stony +excrescence on the summit of the latter known as the 'Lion and the +Lamb.' Lady Maulevrier's house stood within a circle of mountain peaks +and long fells, which walled in the deep, placid, fertile valley. + +'If you are not too tired to see the gardens, we might show them to you +before breakfast,' said Maulevrier. 'We have three-quarters of an hour +to the good.' + +'Half an hour for a stroll, and a quarter to make myself presentable +after my long walk,' said Hammond, who did not wish to face the dowager +and Lady Lesbia in disordered apparel. Lady Mary was such an obvious +Tomboy that he might be pardoned for leaving her out of the question. + +They set out upon an exploration of the gardens, Mary clinging to her +brother's arm, as if she wanted to make sure of him, and still carrying +Angelina. + +The gardens were as other gardens, but passing beautiful. The sloping +lawns and richly-timbered banks, winding shrubberies, broad terraces cut +on the side of the hill, gave infinite variety. All that wealth and +taste and labour could do to make those grounds beautiful had been +done--the rarest conifers, the loveliest flowering shrubs grew and +flourished there, and the flowers bloomed as they bloom only in +Lakeland, where every cottage garden can show a wealth of luxurious +bloom, unknown in more exposed and arid districts. Mary was very proud +of those gardens. She had loved them and worked in them from her +babyhood, trotting about on chubby legs after some chosen old gardener, +carrying a few weeds or withered leaves in her pinafore, and fancying +herself useful. + +'I help 'oo, doesn't I, Teeven?' she used to say to the gray-headed old +gardener, who first taught her to distinguish flowers from weeds. + +'I shall never learn as much out of these horrid books as poor old +Stevens taught me,' she said afterwards, when the gray head was at rest +under the sod, and governesses, botany manuals, and hard words from the +Greek were the order of the day. + +Nine o'clock was the breakfast hour at Fellside. There were no family +prayers. Lady Maulevrier did not pretend to be pious, and she put no +restraints of piety upon other people. She went to Church on Sunday +mornings for the sake of example; but she read all the newest scientific +books, subscribed to the Anthropological Society, and thought as the +newest scientific people think. She rarely communicated her opinions +among her own sex; but now and then, in strictly masculine and superior +society, she had been heard to express herself freely upon the nebular +hypothesis and the doctrine of evolution. + +'After all, what does it matter?' she said, finally, with her grand air; +'I have only to marry my granddaughters creditably, and prevent my +grandson going to the dogs, and then my mission on this insignificant +planet will be accomplished. What new form that particular modification +of molecules which you call Lady Maulevrier may take afterwards is +hidden in the great mystery of material life.' + +There was no family prayer, therefore, at Fellside. The sisters had been +properly educated in their religious duties, had been taught the +Anglican faith carefully and well by their governess, Fräulein Müller, +who had become a staunch Anglican before entering the families of the +English nobility, and by the kind Vicar of Grasmere, who took a warm +interest in the orphan girls. Their grandmother had given them to +understand that they might be as religious as they liked. She would be +no let or hindrance to their piety; but they must ask her no awkward +questions. + +'I have read a great deal and thought a great deal, and my ideas are +still in a state of transition,' she told Lesbia; and Lesbia, who was +somewhat automatic in her piety, had no desire to know more. + +Lady Maulevrier seldom appeared in the forenoon. She was an early riser, +being too vivid and highly strung a creature, even at sixty-seven years +of age, to give way to sloth. She rose at seven, summer and winter, but +she spent the early part of the day in her own rooms, reading, writing, +giving orders to her housekeeper, and occasionally interviewing +Steadman, who, without any onerous duties, was certainly the most +influential person in the house. People in the village talked of him, +and envied him so good a berth. He had a gentleman's house to live in, +and to all appearance lived as a gentleman. This tranquil retirement, +free from care or labour, was a rich reward for the faithful service of +his youth. And it was known by the better informed among the Grasmere +people that Mr. Steadman was saving money, and had shares in the +North-Western Railway. These facts had oozed out, of themselves, as it +were. He was not a communicative man, and rarely wasted half an hour at +the snug little inn near St. Oswald's Church, amidst the cluster of +habitations that was once called Kirktown. He was an unsociable man, +people said, and thought himself better than Grasmere folk, the +lodging-house keepers, and guides, and wrestlers, and the honest +friendly souls who were the outcome of that band of Norwegian exiles +which found a home in these peaceful vales. + +Miss Müller, more commonly known as Fräulein, officiated at breakfast. +She never appeared at the board when Lady Maulevrier was present, but in +her ladyship's absence Miss Müller was guardian of the proprieties. She +was a stout, kindly creature, and by no means a formidable dragon. When +the gong sounded, John Hammond went into the dining-room, where he found +Miss Müller seated alone in front of the urn. + +He bowed, quick to read 'governess' or 'companion' in the lady's +appearance; and she bowed. + +'I hope you have had a nice walk,' she said. 'I saw you from my bedroom +window.' + +'Did you? Then I suppose yours is one of the few windows which look into +that curious old quadrangle?' + +'No, there are no windows looking into the quadrangle. Those that were +in the original plan of the house were walled up at her ladyship's +orders, to keep out the cold winds which sweep down from the hills in +winter and early spring, when the edge of Loughrigg Fell is white with +snow. My window looks into the gardens, and I saw you there with his +lordship and Lady Mary.' + +Lady Lesbia came in at this moment, and saluted Mr. Hammond with a +haughty inclination of her beautiful head. She looked lovelier in her +simple morning gown of pale blue cambric than in her more elaborate +toilette of last evening; such purity of complexion, such lustrous eyes; +the untarnished beauty of youth, breathing the delicate freshness of a +newly-opened flower. She might be as scornful as she pleased, yet John +Hammond could not withhold his admiration. He was inclined to admire a +woman who kept him at a distance; for the general bent of young women +now-a-days is otherwise. + +Maulevrier and Mary came in, and everyone sat down to breakfast. Lady +Lesbia unbent a little presently, and smiled upon the stranger. There +was a relief in a stranger's presence. He talked of new things, places +and people she had never seen. She brightened and became quite friendly, +deigned to invite the expression of Mr. Hammond's opinions upon music +and art, and after breakfast allowed him to follow her into the +drawing-room, and to linger there fascinated for half an hour, looking +over her newest books, and her last batch of music, but looking most of +all at her, while Maulevrier and Mary were loafing on the lawn outside. + +'What are you going to do with yourself this morning?' asked Maulevrier, +appearing suddenly at the window. + +'Anything you like,' answered Hammond. 'Stay, there is one pilgrimage I +am eager to make. I must see Wordsworth's grave, and Wordsworth's +house.' + +'You shall see them both, but they are in opposite directions--one at +your elbow, the other a four mile walk. Which will you see first? We'll +toss for it,' taking a shilling from a pocketful of loose cash, always +ready for moments of hesitation. 'Heads, house; tails, grave. Tails it +is. Come and have a smoke, and see the poet's grave. The splendour of +the monument, the exquisite neatness with which it is kept, will astound +you, considering that we live in a period of Wordsworth worship.' + +Hammond hesitated, and looked at Lady Lesbia. + +'Aren't you coming?' called Maulevrier from the lawn. 'It was a fair +offer. I've got my cigarette case.' + +'Yes, I'm coming,' answered the other, with a disappointed air. + +He had hoped that Lesbia would offer to show him the poet's grave. He +could not abandon that hope without a struggle. + +'Will you come with us, Lady Lesbia? We'll suppress the cigarettes!' + +'Thanks, no,' she said, becoming suddenly frigid. 'I am going to +practice.' + +'Do you never walk in the morning--on such a lovely morning as this?' + +'Not very often.' + +She had re-entered those frozen regions from which his attentions had +lured him for a little while. She had reminded herself of the inferior +social position of this person, in whose conversation she had allowed +herself to be interested. + +'_Filons_!' cried Maulevrier from below, and they went. + +Mary would have very much liked to go with them, but she did not want to +be intrusive; so she went off to the kennels to see the terriers eat +their morning and only meal of dog biscuit. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. + + +The two young men strolled through the village, Maulevrier pausing to +exchange greetings with almost everyone he met, and so to the rustic +churchyard, above the beck. + +The beck was swollen with late rains, and was brawling merrily over its +stony bed; the churchyard grass was deep and cool and shadowy under the +clustering branches. The poet's tomb was disappointing in its unlovely +simplicity, its stern, slatey hue. The plainest granite cross would have +satisfied Mr. Hammond, or a cross in pure white marble, with a +sculptured lamb at the base. Surely the lamb, emblem at once pastoral +and sacred, ought to enter into any monument to Wordsworth; but that +gray headstone, with its catalogue of dates, those stern iron +railings--were these fit memorials of one whose soul so loved nature's +loveliness? + +After Mr. Hammond had seen the little old, old church, and the medallion +portrait inside, had seen all that Maulevrier could show him, in fact, +the two young men went back to the place of graves, and sat on the low +parapet above the beck, smoking their cigarettes, and talking with that +perfect unreserve which can only obtain between men who are old and +tried friends. They talked, as it was only natural they should talk, of +that household at Fellside, where all things were new to John Hammond. + +'You like my sister Lesbia?' said Maulevrier. + +'Like her! well, yes. The difficulty with most men must be not to +worship her.' + +'Ah, she's not my style. And she's beastly proud.' + +'A little _hauteur_ gives piquancy to her beauty; I admire a grand +woman.' + +'So do I in a picture. Titian's Queen of Cyprus, or any party of that +kind; but for flesh and blood I like humility--a woman who knows she is +human, and not infallible, and only just a little better than you or me. +When I choose a wife, she will be no such example of cultivated +perfection as my sister Lesbia. I want no goddess, but a nice little +womanly woman, to jog along the rough and tumble road of life with me.' + +'Lady Maulevrier's influence, no doubt, has in a great measure +determined the bent of your sister's character: and from what you have +told me about her ladyship, I should think a fixed idea of her own +superiority would be inevitable in any girl trained by her.' + +'Yes, she is a proud woman--a proud, hard woman--and she has steeped +Lesbia's mind in all her own pet ideas and prejudices. Yet, God knows, +we have little reason to hold our heads high,' said Maulevrier, with a +gloomy look. + +John Hammond did not reply to this remark: perhaps there was some +difficulty for a man situated as he was in finding a fit reply. He +smoked in silence, looking down at the pure swift waters of the Rotha +tumbling over the crags and boulders below. + +'Doesn't somebody say there is always a skeleton in the cupboard, and +the nobler and more ancient the race the bigger the skeleton?' said +Maulevrier, with a philosophical air. + +'Yes, your family secret is an attribute of a fine old race. The +Pelopidæ, for instance--in their case it was not a single skeleton, but +a whole charnel house. I don't think your skeleton need trouble you, +Maulevrier. It belongs to the remote past.' + +'Those things never belong to the past,' said the young man. 'If it were +any other kind of taint--profligacy--madness, even--the story of a duel +that went very near murder--a runaway wife--a rebellious son--a cruel +husband. I have heard such stories hinted at in the records of families. +But our story means disgrace. I seldom see strangers putting their heads +together at the club without fancying they are telling each other about +my grandfather, and pointing me out as the grandson and heir of a +thief.' + +'Why use unduly hard words?' + +'Why should I stoop to sophistication with you, my friend. Dishonesty +is dishonesty all the world over; and to plunder Rajahs on a large scale +is no less vile than to pick a pocket on Ludgate Hill.' + +'Nothing was ever proved against your grandfather.' + +'No, he died in the nick of time, and the inquiry was squashed, thanks +to the Angersthorpe interest, and my grandmother's cleverness. But if he +had lived a few weeks longer England would have rung with the story of +his profligacy and dishonour. Some people say he committed suicide in +order to escape the inquiry; but I have heard my mother emphatically +deny this. My father told her that he had often talked with the people +who kept the little inn where his father died, and they were clear +enough in their assertion that the death was a natural death--the sudden +collapse of an exhausted constitution.' + +'Was it on account of this scandal that your father spent the best part +of his life away from England?' Hammond asked, feeling that it was a +relief to Maulevrier to talk about this secret burden of his. + +The young Earl was light-hearted and frivolous by nature, yet even he +had his graver moments; and upon this subject of the old Maulevrier +scandal he was peculiarly sensitive, perhaps all the more so because his +grandmother had never allowed him to speak to her about it, had never +satisfied his curiosity upon any details of that painful story. + +'I have very little doubt it was so--though I wasn't old enough when he +died to hear as much from his own lips. My father went straight from the +University to Vienna, where he began his career in the diplomatic +service, and where he soon afterwards married a dowerless English girl +of good family. He went to Rio as first secretary, and died of fever +within seven years of his marriage, leaving a widow and three babies, +the youngest in long clothes. Mother and babies all came over to +England, and were at once established at Fellside. I can remember the +voyage--and I can remember my poor mother who never recovered the blow +of my father's death, and who died in yonder house, after five years of +broken health and broken spirits. We had no one but the dowager to look +to as children--hardly another friend in the world. She did what she +liked with us; she kept the girls as close as nuns, so _they_ have never +heard a hint of the old history; no breach of scandal has reached +_their_ ears. But she could not shut me up in a country house for ever, +though she did succeed in keeping me away from a public school. The time +came when I had to go to the University, and there I heard all that had +been said about Lord Maulevrier. The men who told me about the old +scandal in a friendly way pretended not to believe it; but one night, +when I had got into a row at a wine-party with a tailor's son, he told +me that if his father was a snip my grandfather was a thief, and so he +thought himself the better bred of the two. I smashed his nose for him, +but as it was a decided pug before the row began, that hardly squared +the matter.' + +'Did you ever hear the exact story?' + +'I have heard a dozen stories; and if only a quarter of them are true my +grandfather was a scoundrel. It seems that he was immensely popular for +the first year or so of his government, gave more splendid +entertainments than had been given at Madras for half a century before +his time, lavished his wealth upon his favourites. Then arose a rumour +that the governor was insolvent and harassed by his creditors, and then +a new source of wealth seemed to be at his command; he was more +reckless, more princely than ever; and then, little by little, there +arose the suspicion that he was trafficking in English interests, +selling his influence to petty princes, winking at those mysterious +crimes by which rightful heirs are pushed aside to make room for +usurpers. Lastly it became notorious that he was the slave of a wicked +woman, false wife, suspected murderess, whose husband, a native prince, +disappeared from the scene just when his existence became perilous to +the governor's reputation. According to one version of the story, the +scandal of this Rajah's mysterious disappearance, followed not long +after by the Ranee's equally mysterious death, was the immediate cause +of my grandfather's recall. How much, or how little of this story--or +other dark stories of the same kind--is true, whether my grandfather was +a consummate scoundrel, or the victim of a baseless slander,--whether he +left India a rich man or a poor man, is known to no mortal except Lady +Maulevrier, and compared with her the Theban Sphinx was a communicative +individual.' + +'Let the dead bury their dead,' said Hammond. 'Neither you nor your +sisters can be the worse for this ancient slander. No doubt every part +of the story has been distorted and exaggerated in the telling; and a +great deal of it may be pure invention, evolved from the inner +consciousness of the slanderer. God forbid that any whisper of scandal +should ever reach Lady Lesbia's ears.' + +He ignored poor Mary. It was to him as if there were no such person. Her +feeble light was extinguished by the radiance of her sister's beauty; +her very individuality was annihilated. + +'As for you, dear old fellow,' he said, with warm affection, 'no one +will ever think the worse of you on account of your grandfather's +peccadilloes.' + +'Yes, they will. Hereditary genius is one of our modern crazes. When a +man's grandfather was a rogue, there must be a taint in his blood. +People don't believe in spontaneous generation, moral or physical, +now-a-days. Typhoid breeds typhoid, and typhus breeds typhus, just as +dog breeds dog; and who will believe that a cheat and a liar can be the +father of honest men?' + +'In that case, knowing what kind of man the grandson is, I will never +believe that the grandfather was a rogue,' said Hammond, heartily. + +Maulevrier put out his hand without a word, and it was warmly grasped by +his friend. + +'As for her ladyship, I respect and honour her as a woman who has led a +life of self-sacrifice, and has worn her pride as an armour,' continued +Hammond. + +'Yes, I believe the dowager's character is rather fine,' said +Maulevrier; 'but she and I have never hit our horses very well together. +She would have liked such a fellow as you for a grandson, Jack--a man +who took high honours at Oxford, and could hold his own against all +comers. Such a grandson would have gratified her pride, and would have +repaid her for the trouble she had taken in nursing the Maulevrier +estate; for however poor a property it was when her husband went to +India there is no doubt that it is a very fine estate now, and that the +dowager has been the making of it.' + +The two young men strolled up to Easedale Tarn before they went back to +Fellside, where Lady Maulevrier received them with a stately +graciousness, and where Lady Lesbia unbent considerably at luncheon, and +condescended to an animated conversation with her brother's friend. It +was such a new thing to have a stranger at the family board, a man whose +information was well abreast with the march of progress, who could talk +eloquently upon every subject which people care to talk about. In this +new and animated society Lesbia seemed like an enchanted princess +suddenly awakened from a spell-bound slumber. Molly looked at her sister +with absolute astonishment. Never had she seen her so bright, so +beautiful--no longer a picture or a statue, but a woman warm with the +glow of life. + +'No wonder Mr. Hammond admires her,' thought poor Molly, who was quite +acute enough to see the stranger's keen appreciation of her sister's +charms, and positive indifference towards herself. + +There are some things which women find out by instinct, just as the +needle turns towards the magnet. Shut a girl up in a tower till she is +eighteen years old, and on the day of her release introduce her to the +first man her eyes have ever looked upon, and she will know at a glance +whether he admires her. + +After luncheon the four young people started for Rydal Mount; with +Fräulein as chaperon and watch-dog. The girls were both good walkers. +Lady Lesbia even, though she looked like a hot-house flower, had been +trained to active habits, could walk and ride, and play tennis, and +climb a hill as became a mountain-bred damsel. Molly, feeling that her +conversational powers were not appreciated by her brother's friend, took +half a dozen dogs for company, and with three fox-terriers, a little +Yorkshire dog, a colley and an otter-hound, was at no loss for society +on the road, more especially as Maulevrier gave her most of his company, +and entertained her with an account of his Black Forest adventures, and +all the fine things he had said to the fair-haired, blue-eyed Baden +girls, who had sold him photographs or wild strawberries, or had +awakened the echoes of the hills with the music of their rustic flutes. + +Fräulein was perfectly aware that her mission upon this particular +afternoon was not to let Lady Lesbia out of her sight for an instant, to +hear every word the young lady said, and every word Mr. Hammond +addressed to her. She had received no specific instructions from Lady +Maulevrier. They were not necessary, for the Fräulein knew her +ladyship's intentions with regard to her elder granddaughter,--knew +them, at least, so far as that Lesbia was intended to make a brilliant +marriage; and she knew, therefore, that the presence of this handsome +and altogether attractive young man was to the last degree obnoxious to +the dowager. She was obliged to be civil to him for her nephew's sake, +and she was too wise to let Lesbia imagine him dangerous: but the fact +that he was dangerous was obvious, and it was Fräulein's duty to protect +her employer's interests. + +Everybody knew Lord Maulevrier, so there was no difficulty about getting +admission to Wordsworth's garden and Wordsworth's house, and after Mr. +Hammond and his companions had explored these, they went back to the +shores of the little lake, and climbed that rocky eminence upon which +the poet used to sit, above the placid waters of silvery Rydal. It is a +lovely spot, and that narrow lake, so poor a thing were magnitude the +gauge of beauty, had a soft and pensive loveliness in the clear +afternoon light. + +'Poor Wordsworth' sighed Lesbia, as she stood on the grassy crag looking +down on the shining water, broken in the foreground by fringes of +rushes, and the rich luxuriance of water-lilies. 'Is it not pitiable to +think of the years he spent in this monotonous place, without any +society worth speaking of, with only the shabbiest collection of books, +with hardly any interest in life except the sky, and the hills, and the +peasantry?' + +'I think Wordsworth's was an essentially happy life, in spite of his +narrow range,' answered Hammond. 'You, with your ardent youth and vivid +desire for a life of action, cannot imagine the calm blisses of reverie +and constant communion with nature. Wordsworth had a thousand companions +you and I would never dream of; for him every flower that grows was an +individual existence--almost a soul.' + +'It was a mild kind of lunacy, an everlasting opium dream without the +opium; but I am grateful to him for living such a life, since it has +bequeathed us some exquisite poetry,' said Lesbia, who had been too +carefully cultured to fleer or flout at Wordsworth. + +'I do believe there's an otter just under that bank,' cried Molly, who +had been watching the obvious excitement of her bandy-legged hound; and +she rushed down to the brink of the water, leaping lightly from stone to +stone, and inciting the hound to business. + +'Let him alone, can't you?' roared Maulevrier; 'leave him in peace till +he's wanted. If you disturb him now he'll desert his holt, and we may +have a blank day. The hounds are to be out to-morrow.' + +'I may go with you?' asked Mary, eagerly. + +'Well, yes, I suppose you'll want to be in it.' Molly and her brother +went on an exploring ramble along the edge of the water towards +Ambleside, leaving John Hammond in Lesbia's company, but closely guarded +by Miss Müller. These three went to look at Nab Cottage, where poor +Hartley Coleridge ended his brief and clouded days; and they had gone +some way upon their homeward walk before they were rejoined by +Maulevrier and Mary, the damsel's kilted skirt considerably the worse +for mud and mire. + +'What would grandmother say if she were to see you!' exclaimed Lesbia, +looking contemptuously at the muddy petticoat. + +'I am not going to let her see me, so she will say nothing,' cried Mary, +and then she called to the dogs, 'Ammon, Agag, Angelina;' and the three +fox terriers flew along the road, falling over themselves in the +swiftness of their flight, darting, and leaping, and scrambling over +each other, and offering the spectators the most intense example of +joyous animal life. + +The colley was far up on the hill-side, and the otter-hound was still +hunting the water, but the terriers never went out of Mary's sight. They +looked to her to take the initiative in all their sports. + +They were back at Fellside in time for a very late tea. Lady Maulevrier +was waiting for them in the drawing-room. + +'Oh, grandmother, why did you not take your tea!' exclaimed Lesbia, +looking really distressed. 'It is six o'clock.' + +'I am used to have you at home to hand me my cup,' replied the dowager, +with a touch of reproachfulness. + +'I am so sorry,' said Lesbia, sitting down before the tea-table, and +beginning her accustomed duty. 'Indeed, dear grandmother, I had no idea +it was so late; but it was such a lovely afternoon, and Mr. Hammond is +so interested in everything connected with Wordsworth--' + +She was looking her loveliest at this moment, all that was softest in +her nature called forth by her desire to please her grandmother, whom +she really loved. She hung over Lady Maulevrier's chair, attending to +her small wants, and seeming scarcely to remember the existence of +anyone else. In this phase of her character she seemed to Mr. Hammond +the perfection of womanly grace. + +Mary had rushed off to her room to change her muddy gown, and came in +presently, dressed for dinner, looking the picture of innocence. + +John Hammond received his tea-cup from Lesbia's hand, and lingered in +the drawing-room talking to the dowager and her granddaughters till it +was time to dress. Lady Maulevrier found herself favourably impressed by +him in spite of her prejudices. It was very provoking of Maulevrier to +have brought such a man to Fellside. His very merits were objectionable. +She tried with exquisite art to draw him into some revealment as to his +family and antecedents: but he evaded every attempt of that kind. It was +too evident that he was a self-made man, whose intellect and good looks +were his only fortune. It was criminal in Maulevrier to have brought +such a person to Fellside. Her ladyship began to think seriously of +sending the two girls to St. Bees or Tynemouth for change of air, in +charge of Fräulein. But any sudden proceeding of that kind would +inevitably awaken Lesbia's suspicions; and there is nothing so fatal to +a woman's peace as this idea of danger. No, the peril must be faced. She +could only hope that Maulevrier would soon tire of Fellside. A week's +Westmoreland weather--gray skies and long rainy days, would send these +young men away. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A CRY IN THE DARKNESS. + + +The peril had to be faced, for the weather did not favour Lady +Maulevrier's hopes. Westmoreland skies forgot to shed their accustomed +showers. Westmoreland hills seemed to have lost their power of drawing +down the rain. That August was a lovely month, and the young people at +Fellside revelled in ideal weather. Maulevrier took his friend +everywhere--by hill and stream and force and gill--to all those chosen +spots which make the glory of the Lake country--on Windermere and +Thirlmere, away through the bleak pass of Kirkstone to Ullswater--on +driving excursions, and on boating excursions, and pedestrian rambles, +which latter the homely-minded Hammond seemed to like best of all, for +he was a splendid walker, and loved the freedom of a mountain ramble, +the liberty to pause and loiter and waste an hour at will, without being +accountable to anybody's coachman, or responsible for the well-being of +anybody's horses. + +On some occasions the two girls and Miss Müller were of the party, and +then it seemed to John Hammond as if nothing were needed to complete the +glory of earth and sky. There were other days--rougher journeys--when +the men went alone, and there were days when Lady Mary stole away from +her books and music, and all those studies which she was supposed still +to be pursuing--no longer closely supervised by her governess, but on +parole, as it were--and went with her brother and his friend across the +hills and far away. Those were happy days for Mary, for it was always +delight to her to be with Maulevrier; yet she had a profound conviction +of John Hammond's indifference, kind and courteous as he was in all his +dealings with her, and a sense of her own inferiority, of her own humble +charms and little power to please, which was so acute as to be almost +pain. One day this keen sense of humiliation broke from her unawares in +her talk with her brother, as they two sat on a broad heathy slope face +to face with one of the Langdale pikes, and with a deep valley at their +feet, while John Hammond was climbing from rock to rock in the gorge on +their right, exploring the beauties of Dungeon Ghyll. + +'I wonder whether he thinks me very ugly?' said Mary, with her hands +clasped upon her knees, her eyes fixed on Wetherlam, upon whose steep +brow a craggy mass of brown rock clothed with crimson heather stood out +from the velvety green of the hill-side. + +'Who thinks you ugly?' + +'Mr. Hammond. I'm sure he does. I am so sunburnt and so horrid!' + +'But you are not ugly. Why, Molly, what are you dreaming about?' + +'Oh, yes, I am ugly. I may not seem so to you, perhaps, because you are +used to me, but I know he must think me very plain compared with Lesbia, +whom he admires so much.' + +'Yes, he admires Lesbia. There is no doubt of that.' + +'And I know he thinks me plain,' said Molly, contemplating Wetherlam +with sorrowful eyes, as if the sequence were inevitable. + +'My dearest girl, what nonsense! Plain, forsooth? Ugly, quotha? Why, +there are not a finer pair of eyes in Westmoreland than my Molly's, or a +prettier smile, or whiter teeth.' + +'But all the rest is horrid,' said Mary, intensely in earnest. 'I am +sunburnt, freckled, and altogether odious--like a haymaker or a market +woman. Grandmother has said so often enough, and I know it is the truth. +I can see it in Mr. Hammond's manner.' + +'What! freckles and sunburn, and the haymaker, and all that?' cried +Maulevrier, laughing. 'What an expressive manner Jack's must be, if it +can convey all that--like Lord Burleigh's nod, by Jove. Why, what a +goose you are, Mary. Jack thinks you a very nice girl, and a very pretty +girl, I'll be bound; but aren't you clever enough to understand that +when a man is over head and ears in love with one woman, he is apt to +seem just a little indifferent to all the other women in the world? and +there is no doubt Jack is desperately in love with Lesbia.' + +'You ought not to let him be in love with her,' protested Mary. 'You +know it can only lead to his unhappiness. You must know what grandmother +is, and how she has made up her mind that Lesbia is to marry some great +person. You ought not to have brought Mr. Hammond here. It is like +letting him into a trap.' + +'Do you think it was wrong?' asked her brother, smiling at her +earnestness. 'I should be very sorry if poor Jack should come to grief. +But still, if Lesbia likes him--which I think she does--we ought to be +able to talk over the dowager.' + +'Never,' cried Mary. 'Grandmother would never give way. You have no idea +how ambitious she is. Why, once when Lesbia was in a poetical mood, and +said she would marry the man she liked best in the world, if he were a +pauper, her ladyship flew into a terrible passion, and told her she +would renounce her, that she would curse her, if she were to marry +beneath her, or marry without her grandmother's consent.' + +'Hard lines for Hammond,' said Maulevrier, rather lightly. 'Then I +suppose we must give up the idea of a match between him and Lesbia.' + +'You ought not to have brought him here,' retorted Mary. 'You had better +invent some plan for sending him away. If he stay it will be only to +break his heart.' + +'Dear child, men's hearts do not break so easily. I have fancied that +mine was broken more than once in my life, yet it is sound enough, I +assure you.' + +'Oh!' sighed Mary, 'but you are not like him; wounds do not go so deep +with you.' + +The subject of their conversation came out of the rocky cleft in the +hills as Mary spoke. She saw his hat appearing out of the gorge, and +then the man himself emerged, a tall well-built figure, clad in brown +tweed, coming towards them, with sketch-book and colour-box in his +pocket. He had been making what he called memoranda of the waterfall, a +stone or two here, a cluster of ferns there, or a tree torn up by the +roots, and yet green and living, hanging across the torrent, a rude +natural bridge. + +This round by the Langdale Pikes and Dungeon Ghyll was one of their best +days; or, at least, Molly and her brother thought so; for to those two +the presence of Lesbia and her chaperon was always a restraint. + +Mary could walk twice as far as her elder sister, and revelled in +hill-side paths and all manner of rough places. They ordered their +luncheon at the inn below the waterfall, and had it carried up on to the +furzy slope in front of Wetherlam, where they could eat and drink and be +merry to the music of the force as it came down from the hills behind +them, while the lights and shadows came and went upon yonder rugged +brow, now gray in the shadow, now ruddy in the sunshine. + +Mary was as gay as a bird during that rough and ready luncheon. No one +would have suspected her uneasiness about John Hammond's peril or her +own plainness. She might let her real self appear to her brother, who +had been her trusted friend and father confessor from her babyhood; but +she was too thorough a woman to let Mr. Hammond discover the depth of +her sympathy, the tenderness of her compassion for his woes. Later, as +they were walking home across the hills, by Great Langdale and Little +Langdale, and Fox Howe and Loughrigg Fell, she fell behind a few paces +with Maulevrier, and said to him very earnestly-- + +'You won't tell, will you, dear?' + +'Tell what?' he asked, staring at her. + +'Don't tell Mr. Hammond what I said about his thinking me ugly. He might +want to apologise to me, and that would be too humiliating. I was very +childish to say such a silly thing.' + +'Undoubtedly you were.' + +'And you won't tell him?' + +'Tell him anything that would degrade my Mary? Assail her dignity by so +much as a breath? Sooner would I have this tongue torn out with red-hot +pincers.' + +On the next day, and the next, sunshine and summer skies still +prevailed; but Mr. Hammond did not seem to care for rambling far afield. +He preferred loitering about in the village, rowing on the lake, reading +in the garden, and playing lawn tennis. He had only inclination for +those amusements which kept him within a stone's throw of Fellside: and +Mary knew that this disposition had arisen in his mind since Lesbia had +withdrawn herself from all share in their excursions. Lesbia had not +been rude to her brother or her brother's friend; she had declined their +invitations with smiles and sweetness; but there was always some +reason--a new song to be practised, a new book to be read, a letter to +be written--why she should not go for drives or walks or steamboat trips +with Maulevrier and his friend. + +So Mr. Hammond suddenly found out that he had seen all that was worth +seeing in the Lake country, and that there was nothing so enjoyable as +the placid idleness of Fellside; and at Fellside Lady Lesbia could not +always avoid him without a too-marked intention, so he tasted the +sweetness of her society to a much greater extent than was good for his +peace, if the case were indeed as hopeless as Lady Mary declared. He +strolled about the grounds with her; he drank the sweet melody of her +voice in Heine's tenderest ballads; he read to her on the sunlit lawn in +the lazy afternoon hours; he played billiards with her; he was her +faithful attendant at afternoon tea; he gave himself up to the study of +her character, which, to his charmed eyes, seemed the perfection of pure +and placid womanhood. There might, perhaps, be some lack of passion and +of force in this nature, a marked absence of that impulsive feeling +which is a charm in some women: but this want was atoned for by +sweetness of character, and Mr. Hammond argued that in these calm +natures there is often an unsuspected depth, a latent force, a grandeur +of soul, which only reveals itself in the great ordeals of life. + +So John Hammond hung about the luxurious drawing-room at Fellside in a +manner which his friend Maulevrier ridiculed as unmanly. + +'I had no idea you were such a tame cat,' he said: 'if when we were +salmon fishing in Canada anybody had told me you could loll about a +drawing-room all day listening to a girl squalling and reading novels, I +shouldn't have believed a word of it.' + +'We had plenty of roughing on the shores of the St. Lawrence,' answered +Hammond. 'Summer idleness in a drawing-room is an agreeable variety.' + +It is not to be supposed that John Hammond's state of mind could long +remain unperceived by the keen eyes of the dowager. She saw the gradual +dawning of his love, she saw the glow of its meridian. She was pleased +to behold this proof of Lesbia's power over the heart of man. So would +she conquer the man foredoomed to be her husband when the coming time +should bring them together. But agreeable as the fact of this first +conquest might be, as an evidence of Lesbia's supremacy among women, the +situation was not without its peril; and Lady Maulevrier felt that she +could no longer defer the duty of warning her granddaughter. She had +wished, if possible, to treat the thing lightly to the very last, so +that Lesbia should never know there had been danger. She had told her, a +few days ago, that those drives, and walks with the two young men were +undignified, even although guarded by the Fräulein's substantial +presence. + +'You are making yourself too much a companion to Maulevrier and his +friend,' said the dowager. 'If you do not take care you will grow like +Mary.' + +'I would do anything in the world to avoid _that_,' replied Lesbia. 'Our +walks and drives have been very pleasant. Mr. Hammond is extremely +clever, and can talk about everything.' + +Her colour heightened ever so little as she spoke of him, an indication +duly observed by Lady Maulevrier. + +'No doubt the man is clever; all adventurers are clever; and you have +sense enough to see that this man is an adventurer--a mere sponge and +toady of Maulevrier's.' + +'There is nothing of the sponge or the toady in his manner,' protested +Lady Lesbia, with a still deeper blush, the warm glow of angry feeling. + +'My dear child, what do you know of such people--or of the atmosphere in +which they are generated? The sponge and toady of to-day is not the +clumsy fawning wretch you have read about in old-fashioned novels. He +can flatter adroitly, and feed upon his friends, and yet maintain a show +of manhood and independence. I'll wager Mr. Hammond's trip to Canada did +not cost him sixpence, and that he hardly opened his purse all the time +he was in Germany.' + +'If my brother wants the company of a friend who is much poorer than +himself, he must pay for it,' argued Lesbia. 'I think Maulevrier is +lucky to have such a companion as Mr. Hammond.' + +Yet, even while she so argued, Lady Lesbia felt in some manner +humiliated by the idea that this man who so palpably worshipped her was +too poor to pay his own travelling expenses. + +Poets and philosophers may say what they will about the grandeur of +plain living and high thinking; but a young woman thinks better of the +plain liver who is not compelled to plainness by want of cash. The idea +of narrow means, of dependence upon the capricious generosity of a +wealthy friend is not without its humiliating influence. Lesbia was +barely civil to Mr. Hammond that evening when he praised her singing; +and she refused to join in a four game proposed by Maulevrier, albeit +she and Mr. Hammond had beaten Mary and Maulevrier the evening before, +with much exultant hilarity. + +Hammond had been at Fellside nearly a month, and Maulevrier was +beginning to talk about a move further northward. There was a grouse +moor in Argyleshire which the two young men talked about as belonging to +some unnamed friend of the Earl's, which they had thought of shooting +over before the grouse season was ended. + +'Lord Hartfield has property in Argyleshire,' said the dowager, when +they talked of these shootings. 'Do you know his estate, Mr. Hammond?' + +'Hammond knows that there is such a place, I daresay,' replied +Maulevrier, replying for his friend. + +'But you do not know Lord Hartfield, perhaps,' said her ladyship, not +arrogantly, but still in a tone which implied her conviction that John +Hammond would not be hand-in-glove with earls, in Scotland or elsewhere. + +'Oh, yes! I know him by sight--every one in Argyleshire knows him by +sight.' + +'Naturally. A young man in his position must be widely known. Is he +popular?' + +'Fairly so.' + +'His father and I were friends many years ago,' said Lady Maulevrier, +with a faint sigh. 'Have you ever heard if he resembles his father?' + +'I believe not. I am told he is like his mother's family.' + +'Then he ought to be handsome. Lady Florence Ilmington was a famous +beauty.' + +They were sitting in the drawing-room after dinner, the room dimly +lighted by darkly-shaded lamps, the windows wide open to the summer sky +and moonlit lake. In that subdued light Lady Maulevrier looked a woman +in the prime of life. The classical modelling of her features and the +delicacy of her complexion were unimpaired by time, while those traces +of thought and care which gave age to her face in the broad light of day +were invisible at night. John Hammond contemplated that refined and +placid countenance with profound admiration. He remembered how her +ladyship's grandson had compared her with the Sphinx; and it seemed to +him to-night, as he studied her proud and tranquil beauty, that there +was indeed something of the mysterious, the unreadable in that +countenance, and that beneath its heroic calm there might be the ashes +of tragic passion, the traces of a life-long struggle with fate. That +such a woman, so beautiful, so gifted, so well fitted to shine and +govern in the great world, should have been content to live a long life +of absolute seclusion in this remote valley was in itself a social +mystery which must needs set an observant young man wondering. It was +all very well to say that Lady Maulevrier loved a country life, that she +had made Fellside her earthly Paradise, and had no desire beyond it. The +fact remained that it was not in Lady Maulevrier's temperament to be +satisfied with such an existence; that falcon eye was never meant to +gaze for ever upon one narrow range of mountain and lake; that lip was +made to speak among the great ones of the world. + +Lady Maulevrier was particularly gracious to her grandson's friend this +evening. Maulevrier spoke so decisively about a speedy migration +northward, seemed so inclined to regret the time wasted since the +twelfth of the month, that she thought the danger was past, and she +could afford to be civil. She really liked the young man, had no doubt +in her own mind that he was a gentleman in the highest and broadest +sense of the word, but not in the sense which made him an eligible +husband for either of her granddaughters. + +Lesbia was in a pensive mood this evening. She sat in the verandah, +looking dreamily at the lake, and at Fairfield yonder, a broad green +slope, silvered with moonlight, and seeming to stretch far away into +unfathomable distance. + +If one could but take one's lover by the hand and go wandering over +those mystic moonlit slopes into some new unreal world where it would +not matter whether a man were rich or poor, high-born or low-born, where +there should be no such things as rank and state to be won or lost! +Lesbia felt to-night as if she would like to live out her life in +dreamland. Reality was too hard, too much set round by difficulties and +sacrifices. + +While Lesbia was losing herself in that dream-world, Lady Maulevrier +unbent considerably to John Hammond, and talked to him with more +appearance of interest in his actual self, and in his own affairs, than +she had manifested, hitherto although she had been uniformly courteous. + +She asked him his plans for the future--had he chosen a profession? + +He told her that he had not. He meant to devote himself to literature +and politics. + +'Is not that rather vague?' inquired her ladyship. + +'Everything is vague at first.' + +'But literature now--as an amusement, no doubt, it is delightful--but as +a profession--does literature ever pay?' + +'There have been such cases.' + +'Yes, I suppose so. Walter Scott, Gibbon, Macaulay, Froude, those made +money no doubt. But there is a suspicion of hopelessness in the idea of +a young man starting in life intending to earn his bread by literature. +One remembers Chatterton. I should have thought that in your case the +law or the church would have been better. In the latter Maulevrier might +have been useful to you. He is patron of three or four livings.' + +'You are too good even to think of such a thing,' said Hammond; 'but I +have set my heart upon a political career. I must swim or sink in that +sea.' + +Lady Maulevrier looked at him with a compassionate smile Poor young man! +No doubt he thought himself a genius, and that doors which had remained +shut to everybody else would turn on their hinges directly he knocked at +them. She was sincerely sorry for him. Young, clever, enthusiastic, and +doomed to bitterest disappointment. + +'You have parents, perhaps, who are ambitious for you--a mother who +thinks her son a heaven-born statesman!' said her ladyship, kindly. + +'Alas, no! that incentive to ambition is wanting in my case. I have +neither father nor mother living.' + +'That is very sad. No doubt that fact has been a bond of sympathy +between you and Maulevrier?' + +'I believe it has.' + +'Well, I hope Providence will smile upon your path.' + +'Come what may, I shall never forget the happy weeks I have spent at +Fellside,' said Hammond, 'or your ladyship's gracious hospitality.' + +He took up the beautiful hand, white to transparency, showing the +delicate tracing of blue veins, and pressed his lips upon it in +chivalrous worship of age and womanly dignity. + +Lady Maulevrier smiled upon him with her calm, grave smile. She would +have liked to say, 'You shall be welcome again at Fellside,' but she +felt that the man was dangerous. Not while Lesbia remained single could +she court his company. If Maulevrier brought him she must tolerate his +presence, but she would do nothing to invite that danger. + +There was no music that evening. Maulevrier and Mary were playing +billiards; Fräulein Müller was sitting in her corner working at a +high-art counterpane. Lesbia came in from the verandah presently, and +sat on a low stool by her grandmother's arm-chair, and talked to her in +soft, cooing accents, inaudible to John Hammond, who sat a little way +off turning the leaves of the _Contemporary Review_: and this went on +till eleven o'clock, the regular hour for retiring, when Mary came in +from the billiard-room, and told Mr. Hammond that Maulevrier was waiting +for a smoke and a talk. Then candles were lighted, and the ladies all +departed, leaving John Hammond and his friend with the house to +themselves. + +They played a fifty game, and smoked and talked till the stroke of +midnight, by which time it seemed as if there were not another creature +awake in the house. Maulevrier put out the lamps in the billiard-room, +and then they went softly up the shadowy staircase, and parted in the +gallery, the Earl going one way, and his friend the other. + +The house was large and roomy, spread over a good deal of ground, Lady +Maulevrier having insisted upon there being only two stories. The +servants' rooms were all in a side wing, corresponding with those older +buildings which had been given over to Steadman and his wife, and among +the villagers of Grasmere enjoyed the reputation of being haunted. A +wide panelled corridor extended from one end of the house to the other. +It was lighted from the roof, and served as a gallery for the display of +a small and choice collection of modern art, which her ladyship had +acquired during her long residence at Fellside. Here, too, in Sheraton +cabinets, were those treasures of old English china which Lady +Maulevrier had inherited from past generations. + +Her ladyship's rooms were situated at the southern end of this corridor, +her bed-chamber being at the extreme end of the house, with windows +commanding two magnificent views, one across the lake and the village of +Grasmere to the green slopes of Fairfield, the other along the valley +towards Rydal Water. This and the adjoining boudoir were the prettiest +rooms in the house, and no one wondered that her ladyship should spend +so much of her life in the luxurious seclusion of her own apartments. + +John Hammond went to his room, which was on the same side of the house +as her ladyship's; but he was in no disposition for sleep. He opened the +casement, and stood looking out upon the moonlit lake and the quiet +village, where one solitary light shone like a faint star in a cottage +window, amidst that little cluster of houses by the old church, once +known as Kirktown. Beyond the village rose gentle slopes, crowned with +foliage, and above those wooded crests appeared the grand outline of the +hills, surrounding and guarding Easedale's lovely valley, as the hills +surrounded Jerusalem of old. + +He looked at that delicious landscape with eyes that hardly saw its +beauty. The image of a lovely face came between him and all the glory of +earth and sky. + +'I think she likes me,' he was saying to himself. 'There was a look in +her eyes to-night that told me the time was come when----' + +The thought died unfinished in his brain. Through the silent house, +across the placid lake, there rang a wild, shrill cry that froze the +blood in his veins, or seemed so to freeze it--a shriek of agony, and in +a woman's voice. It rang out from an open window near his own. The sound +seemed close to his ear. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +'O BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' + + +Only for an instant did John Hammond stand motionless after hearing that +unearthly shriek. In the next moment he rushed into the corridor, +expecting to hear the sound repeated, to find himself face to face with +some midnight robber, whose presence had caused that wild cry of alarm. +But in the corridor all was silent as the grave. No open door suggested +the entrance of an intruder. The dimly-burning lamps showed only the +long empty gallery. He stood still for a few moments listening for +voices, footsteps, the rustle of garments: but there was nothing. + +Nothing? Yes, a groan, a long-drawn moaning sound, as of infinite pain. +This time there was no doubt as to the direction from which the sound +came. It came from Lady Maulevrier's room. The door was ajar, and he +could see the faint light of the night-lamp within. That fearful cry had +come from her ladyship's room. She was in peril or pain of some kind. + +Convinced of this one fact, Mr. Hammond had not an instant's hesitation. +He pushed open the door without compunction, and entered the room, +prepared to behold some terrible scene. + +But all was quiet as death itself. No midnight burglar had violated the +sanctity of Lady Maulevrier's apartment. The soft, steady light of the +night-lamp shone on the face of the sleeper. Yes, all was quiet in the +room, but not in that sleeper's soul. The broad white brow was painfully +contracted, the lips drawn down and distorted, the delicate hand, half +hidden by the deep Valenciennes ruffle, clutched the coverlet with +convulsive force. Sigh after sigh burst from the agitated breast. John +Hammond gazed upon the sleeper in an agony of apprehension, uncertain +what to do. Was this dreaming only; or was it some kind of seizure which +called for medical aid? At her ladyship's age the idea of paralysis was +not too improbable for belief. If this was a dream, then indeed the +visions of Lady Maulevrier's head upon her bed were more terrible than +the dreams of common mortals. + +In any case Mr. Hammond felt that it was his duty to send some attendant +to Lady Maulevrier, some member of the household who was familiar with +her ladyship's habits, her own maid if that person could be unearthed +easily. He knew that the servants slept in a separate wing; but he +thought it more than likely that her ladyship's personal attendant +occupied a room near her mistress. + +He went back to the corridor and looked round him in doubt, for a moment +or two. + +Close against her ladyship's door there was a swing door, covered with +red cloth, which seemed to communicate with the old part of the house. +John Hammond pushed this door, and it yielded to his hand, revealing a +lamp-lit passage, narrow, old-fashioned, and low. He thought it likely +that Lady Maulevrier's maid might occupy a room in this half-deserted +wing. As he pushed open the door he saw an elderly man coming towards +him, with a candle in his hand, and with the appearance of having +huddled on his clothes hastily. + +'You heard that scream?' said Hammond. + +'Yes. It was her ladyship, I suppose. Nightmare. She is subject to +nightmare.' + +'It is very dreadful. Her whole countenance was convulsed just now, when +I went into her room to see what was wrong. I was almost afraid of a fit +of some kind. Ought not her maid to go to her?' + +'She wants no assistance,' the man answered, coolly. 'It was only a +dream. It is not the first time I have been awakened by a shriek like +that. It is a kind of nightmare, no doubt; and it passes off in a few +minutes, and leaves her sleeping calmly.' + +He went to her ladyship's door, pushed it open a little way, and looked +in. 'Yes, she is sleeping as quietly as an infant,' he said, shutting +the door softly as he spoke. + +'I am very glad; but surely she ought to have her maid near her at +night, if she is subject to those attacks.' + +'It is no attack, I tell you. It is nothing but a dream,' answered +Steadman impatiently. + +'Yet you were frightened, just as I was, or you would not have got up +and dressed,' said Hammond, looking at the man suspiciously. + +He had heard of this old servant Steadman, who was supposed to enjoy +more of her ladyship's confidence than any one else in the household; +but he had never spoken to the man before that night. + +'Yes, I came. It was my duty to come, knowing her ladyship's habits. I +am a light sleeper, and that scream woke me instantly. If her ladyship's +maid were wanted I should call her. I am a kind of watch-dog, you see, +sir.' + +'You seem to be a very faithful dog.' + +'I have been in her ladyship's service more than forty years. I have +reason to be faithful. I know her ladyship's habits better than any one +in the house. I know that she had a great deal of trouble in her early +life, and I believe the memory of it comes back upon her sometimes in +her dreams, and gets the better of her.' + +'If it was memory that wrung that agonised shriek from her just now, her +recollections of the past must be very terrible.' + +'Ah, sir, there is a skeleton in every house,' answered James Steadman, +gravely. + +This was exactly what Maulevrier had said under the yew trees which +Wordsworth planted. + +'Good-night, sir,' said Steadman. + +'Good-night. You are sure that Lady Maulevrier may be left safely--that +there is no fear of illness of any kind?' + +'No, sir. It was only a bad dream. Good-night, sir.' + +Steadman went back to his own quarters. Mr. Hammond heard him draw the +bolts of the swing door, thus cutting off all communication with the +corridor. + +The eight-day clock on the staircase struck two as Mr. Hammond returned +to his room, even less inclined for sleep than when he left it. Strange, +that nocturnal disturbance of a mind which seemed so tranquil in the +day. Or was that tranquillity only a mask which her ladyship wore before +the world: and was the bitter memory of events which happened forty +years ago still a source of anguish to that highly strung nature? + +'There are some minds which cannot forget,' John Hammond said to +himself, as he meditated upon her ladyship's character and history. 'The +story of her husband's crime may still be fresh in her memory, though it +is only a tradition for the outside world. His crime may have involved +some deep wrong done to herself, some outrage against her love and faith +as a wife. One of the stories Maulevrier spoke of the other day was of a +wicked woman's influence upon the governor--a much more likely story +than that of any traffic in British interests or British honour, which +would have been almost impossible for a man in Lord Maulevrier's +position. If the scandal was of a darker kind--a guilty wife--the +mysterious disappearance of a husband--the horror of the thing may have +made a deeper impression on Lady Maulevrier than even her nearest and +dearest dream of: and that superb calm which she wears like a royal +mantle may be maintained at the cost of struggles which tear her +heart-strings. And then at night, when the will is dormant, when the +nervous system is no longer ruled by the power of waking intelligence, +the old familiar agony returns, the hated images flash back upon the +brain, and in proportion to the fineness of the temperament is the +intensity of the dreamer's pain.' + +And then he went on to reflect upon the long monotonous years spent in +that lonely house, shut in from the world by those everlasting hills. +Albeit the house was an ideal house, set in a landscape of infinite +beauty, the monotony must be none the less oppressive for a mind +burdened with dark memories, weighed down by sorrows which could seek no +relief from sympathy, which could never become familiarised by +discussion. + +'I wonder that a woman of Lady Maulevrier's intellect should not have +better known how to treat her own malady,' thought Hammond. + +Mr. Hammond inquired after her ladyship's health next morning, and was +told she was perfectly well. + +'Grandmother is in capital spirits,' said Lady Lesbia. 'She is pleased +with the contents of yesterday's _Globe_. Lord Denyer, the son of one of +her oldest friends, has been making a great speech at Liverpool in the +Conservative interest, and her ladyship thinks we shall have a change of +parties before long.' + +'A general shuffle of the cards,' said Maulevrier, looking up from his +breakfast. 'I'm sure I hope so. I'm no politician, but I like a row.' + +'I hope you are a Conservative, Mr. Hammond,' said Lesbia. + +'I had hoped you would have known that ever so long ago, Lady Lesbia.' + +Lesbia blushed at his tone, which was almost a reproach. + +'I suppose I ought to have understood from the general tenor of your +conversation,' she said; 'but I am terribly stupid about politics. I +take so little interest in them. I am always hearing that we are being +badly governed--that the men who legislate for us are stupid or wicked; +yet the world seems to go on somehow, and we are no worse.' + +'It is just the same with sport,' said Maulevrier. 'Every rainy spring +we are told that all the young birds have been drowned, or that the +grouse-disease has decimated the fathers and mothers, and that we shall +have nothing to shoot; but when August comes the birds are there all the +same.' + +'It is the nature of mankind to complain,' said Hammond. 'Cain and Abel +were the first farmers, and you see one of them grumbled.' + +They were rather lively at breakfast that morning--Maulevrier's last +breakfast but one--for he had announced his determination of going to +Scotland next day. Other fellows would shoot all the birds if he dawdled +any longer. Mary was in deep despondency at the idea of his departure, +yet she laughed and talked with the rest. And perhaps Lesbia felt a +little moved at the thought of losing Mr. Hammond. Maulevrier would come +back to Mary, but John Hammond was hardly likely to return. Their +parting would be for ever. + +'You needn't sit quite in my pocket, Molly,' said Maulevrier to his +younger sister. + +'I like to make the most of you, now you are going away,' sighed Mary. +'Oh, dear, how dull we shall all be when you are gone.' + +'Not a bit of it! You will have some fox-hunting, perhaps, before the +snow is on the hills.' + +At the very mention of fox-hounds Lady Mary's bright young face +crimsoned, and Maulevrier began to laugh in a provoking way, with +side-long glances at his younger sister. + +'Did you ever hear of Molly's fox-hunting, by-the-by, Hammond?' he +asked. + +Mary tried to put her hand before his lips, but it was useless. + +'Why shouldn't I tell?' he exclaimed. 'It was quite a heroic adventure. +You must know our fox-hunting here is rather a peculiar +institution,--very good in its way, but strictly local. No horse could +live among our hills, so we hunt on foot, and as the pace is good, and +the work hard, nobody who starts with the hounds is likely to be in at +the death, except the huntsmen. We are all mad for the sport, and off we +go, over the hills and far away, picking up a fresh field as we go. The +ploughman leaves his plough, and the shepherd leaves his flock, and the +farmer leaves his thrashing, to follow us; in every field we cross we +get fresh blood, while those who join us at the start fall off by +degrees. Well, it happened one day late in October, when there were long +ridges of snow on Helvellyn, and patches of white on Fairfield, Mistress +Mary here must needs take her bamboo staff and start for the Striding +Edge. It was just the day upon which she might have met her death easily +on that perilous point, but happily something occurred to divert her +juvenile fancy, for scarcely had she got to the bottom of Dolly Waggon +Pike--you know Dolly----' + +'Intimately,' said Hammond, with a nod. + +'Scarcely had she neared the base of Dolly Waggon when she heard the +huntsman's horn and the hounds at full cry, streaming along towards +Dunmail Raise. Off flew Molly, all among the butcher boys, and farmers' +men, and rosy-cheeked squireens of the district--racing over the rugged +fields--clambering over the low stone walls--up hill, down +hill--shouting when the others shouted--never losing sight of the waving +sterns--winding and doubling, and still going upward and upward, till +she stood, panting and puffing like a young grampus, on the top of Seat +Sandal, still all among the butcher boys and the farmer's men, and the +guides and the red-cheeked squireens, her frock torn to ribbons, her hat +lost in a ditch, her hair streaming down her back, and every inch of +her, from her nose downwards, splashed and spattered with mire and clay. +What a spectacle for gods and men, guides and butcher boys. And there +she stood with the sun going down beyond Coniston Old Man, and a +seven-mile walk between her and Fellside. + +'Poor Lady Mary!' said Hammond, looking at her very kindly: but Mary did +not see that friendly glance, which betokened sympathy rather than +scorn. She sat silent and very red, with drooping eyelids, thinking her +brother horribly cruel for thus publishing her foolishness. + +'Poor, indeed!' exclaimed Maulevrier. 'She came crawling home after +dark, footsore and draggled, looking like a beggar girl, and as evil +fate would have it, her ladyship, who so seldom goes out, must needs +have been taking afternoon tea at the Vicarage upon that particular +occasion, and was driving up the avenue as Mary crawled to the gate. The +storm that followed may be more easily imagined than described.' + +'It was years and years ago,' expostulated Mary, looking very angry. +'Grandmother needn't have made such a fuss about it.' + +'Ah, but in those days she still had hopes of civilising you,' answered +Maulevrier. 'Since then she has abandoned all endeavour in that +direction, and has given you over to your own devices--and me. Since +then you have become a chartered libertine. You have letters of mark.' + +'I don't care what you call me,' said Mary. 'I only know that I am very +happy when you are at home, and very miserable when you are away.' + +'It is hardly kind of you to say that, Lady Mary,' remonstrated Fräulein +Müller, who, up to this point, had been busily engaged with muffins and +gooseberry jam. + +'Oh, I don't mean that any one is unkind to me or uses me badly,' said +Mary. 'I only mean that my life is empty when Maulevrier is away, and +that I am always longing for him to come back again.' + +'I thought you adored the hills, and the lake, and the villagers, and +your pony, and Maulevrier's dogs,' said, Lesbia faintly contemptuous. + +'Yes, but one wants something human to love,' answered Mary, making it +very obvious that there was no warmth of affection between herself and +the feminine members of her family. + +She had not thought of the significance of her speech. She was very +angry with Maulevrier for having held her up to ridicule before Mr. +Hammond, who already despised her, as she believed, and whose contempt +was more galling than it need have been, considering that he was a mere +casual visitor who would go away and return no more. Never till his +coming had she felt her deficiencies; but in his presence she writhed +under the sense of her unworthiness, and had an almost agonising +consciousness of all those faults which her grandmother had told her +about so often with not the slightest effect. In those days she had not +cared what Lady Maulevrier or any one else might say of her, or think of +her. She lived her life, and defied fortune. She was worse than her +reputation. To-day she felt it a bitter thing that she had grown to the +age of womanhood lacking all those graces and accomplishments which made +her sister adorable, and which might make even a plain woman charming. + +Never till John Hammond's coming had she felt a pang of envy in the +contemplation of Lesbia's beauty or Lesbia's grace; but now she had so +keen a sense of the difference between herself and her sister that she +began to fear that this cruel pain must indeed be that lowest of all +vices. Even the difference in their gowns was a source of humiliation to +her how. Lesbia was looking her loveliest this morning, in a gown that +was all lace and soft Madras muslin, flowing, cloud-like; while Mary's +tailor gown, with its trim tight bodice, horn buttons, and kilted skirt, +seemed to cry aloud that it had been made for a Tomboy. And this tailor +gown was a costume to which Mary had condemned herself by her own folly. +Only a year ago, moved by an artistic admiration for Lesbia's delicate +breakfast gowns, Mary had told her grandmother that she would like to +have something of the same kind, whereupon the dowager, who did not take +the faintest interest in Mary's toilet, but who had a stern sense of +justice, replied-- + +'I do not think Lesbia's frocks and your habits will agree, but you can +have some pretty morning gowns if you like;' and the order had been +given for a confection in muslin and lace for Lady Mary. + +Mary came down to breakfast one bright June morning, in the new frock, +feeling very proud of herself, and looking very pretty. + +'Fine feathers make fine birds,' said Fräulein Müller. 'I should hardly +have known you.' + +'I wish you would always dress like that,' said Lesbia; 'you really look +like a young lady;' and Mary danced about on the lawn, feeling +sylph-like, and quite in love with her own elegance, when a sudden +uplifting of canine voices in the distance had sent her flying to see +what was the matter with the terrier pack. + +In the kennel there was riot and confusion. Ahab was demolishing +Angelina, Absalom had Agamemnon in a deadly grip. Dog-whip in hand, Mary +rushed to the rescue, and laid about her, like the knights of old, +utterly forgetful of her frock. She soon succeeded in restoring order, +but the Madras muslin, the Breton lace had perished in the conflict. She +left the kennel panting, and in rags and tatters, some of the muslin and +lace hanging about her in strips a yard long, but the greater part +remaining in the possession of the terriers, who had mauled and munched +her finery to their hearts' content, while she was reading the Riot Act. + +She went back to the house, bowed down by shame and confusion, and +marched straight to the dowager's morning-room. + +'Look what the terriers have done to me, grandmother,' she said, with a +sob. 'It is all my own fault, of course. I ought not to have gone near +them in that stupid muslin. Please forgive me for being so foolish. I am +not fit to have pretty frocks.' + +'I think, my dear, you can now have no doubt that the tailor gowns are +fittest for you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with crushing placidity. 'We +have tried the experiment of dressing you like Lesbia, and you see it +does not answer. Tell Kibble to throw your new gown in the rag-bag, and +please let me hear no more about it.' + +After this dismal failure Mary could not feel herself ill-used in +having to wear tailor gowns all the year round. She was allowed cotton +frocks for very warm weather, and she had pretty gowns for evening wear; +but her usual attire was cloth or linsey woolsey, made by the local +tailor. Sometimes Maulevrier ordered her a gown or a coat from his own +man in Conduit Street, and then she felt herself smart and fashionable. +And even the local tailor contrived to make her gowns prettily, having a +great appreciation of her straight willowy figure, and deeming it a +privilege to work for her, so that hitherto Mary had felt very well +content with her cloth and linsey. But now that John Hammond so +obviously admired Lesbia's delicate raiment, poor Mary began to think +her woollen gowns odious. + +After breakfast Mary and Maulevrier went straight off to the kennels. +His lordship had numerous instructions to give on this last day, and his +lieutenant had to receive and register his orders. Lesbia went to the +garden with her book and with Fräulein--the inevitable Fräulein as +Hammond thought her--in close attendance. + +It was a lovely morning, sultry, summer-like, albeit September had just +begun. The tennis lawn, which had been levelled on one side of the +house, was surrounded on three sides by shrubberies planted forty years +ago, in the beginning of Lady Maulevrier's widowhood. All loveliest +trees grew there in perfection, sheltered by the mighty wall of the +mountain, fed by the mists from the lake. Larch and mountain ash, and +Lawsonian cyprus,--deodara and magnolia, arbutus, and silver broom, +acacia and lilac, flourished here in that rich beauty which made every +cottage garden in the happy district a little paradise; and here in a +semi-circular recess at one end of the lawn were rustic chairs and +tables and an umbrella tent. This was Lady Lesbia's chosen retreat on +summer mornings, and a favourite place for afternoon tea. + +Mr. Hammond followed the two ladies to their bower. + +'This is to be my last morning,' he said, looking at Lesbia. 'Will you +think me a great bore if I spend it with you?' + +'We shall think it very nice of you,' answered Lesbia, without a vestige +of emotion; 'especially if you will read to us.' + +'I will do any thing to make myself useful. What shall I read?' + +'Anything you like. What do you say to Tennyson?' + +'That he is a noble poet, a teacher of all good; but too philosophical +for my present mood. May I read you some of Heine's ballads, those songs +which you sing so exquisitely, or rather some you do not sing, and which +will be fresher to you. My German is far from perfect, but I am told it +is passable, and Fräulein Müller can throw her scissors at me when my +accent is too dreadful.' + +'You speak German beautifully,' said Fräulein. 'I wonder where you +learned it?' + +'I have been a good deal in Germany, and I had a Hanoverian valet who +was quite a gentleman, and spoke admirably. I think I learned more from +him than from grammars or dictionaries. I'll go and fetch Heine.' + +'What a very agreeable person Mr. Hammond is,' said Fräulein, when he +was gone. 'We shall quite miss him.' + +'Yes, I have no doubt we shall miss him,' said Lesbia, again without the +faintest emotion. + +The governess began to think that the ordeal of an agreeable young man's +presence at Fellside had been passed in safety, and that her pupil was +unscathed. She had kept a close watch on the two, as in duty bound. She +knew that Hammond was in love with Lesbia; but she thought Lesbia was +heart-whole. + +Mr. Hammond came back with a shabby little book in his hand and +established himself comfortably in one of the two Beaconsfield chairs. + +He opened his book at that group of short poems called Heimkehr, and +read here and there, as fancy led him. Sometimes the strain was a +love-song, brief, passionate as the cry of a soul in pain; sometimes the +verses were bitter and cynical; sometimes full of tenderest simplicity, +telling of childhood, and youth and purity; sometimes dark with hidden +meanings, grim, awful, cold with the chilling breath of the +charnel-house. Sometimes Lesbia's heart beat a little faster as Mr. +Hammond read, for it seemed as if it was he who was speaking to her, and +not the dead poet. + +An hour or more passed in this way. Fräulein Müller was charmed at +hearing some of her favourite poems, asking now for this little bit, and +anon for another, and expatiating upon the merits of German poets in +general, and Heine in particular, in the pauses of the lecture. She was +quite carried away by her delight in the poet, and was so entirely +uplifted to the ideal world that, when a footman came with a message +from Lady Maulevrier requesting her presence, she tripped gaily off at +once, without a thought of danger in leaving those two together on the +lawn. She had been a faithful watch-dog up to this point; but she was +now lulled into a false sense of security by the idea that the time of +peril was all but ended. + +So she left them; but could she have looked back two minutes afterwards +she would have perceived the unwisdom of that act. + +No sooner had the Fräulein turned the corner of the shrubbery than +Hammond laid aside his book and drew nearer Lesbia, who sat looking +downward, with her eyes upon the delicate piece of fancy work which had +occupied her fingers all the morning. + +'Lesbia, this is my last day at Fellside, and you and I may never have a +minute alone together again while I am here. Will you come for a little +walk with me on the Fell? There is something I must say to you before I +go.' + +Lesbia's delicate cheek grew a shade more pale. Instinct told her what +was coming, though never mortal man had spoken to her of love. Nor until +now had Mr. Hammond ever addressed her by her Christian name without +the ceremonious prefix. There was a deeper tone in his voice, a graver +look in his eyes, than she had ever noticed before. + +She rose, and took up her sunshade, and went with him meekly through the +cultivated shrubbery of ornamental timber to the rougher pathway that +wound through a copse of Scotch fir, which formed the outer boundary of +Lady Maulevrier's domain. Beyond the fir trees rose the grassy slope of +the hill, on the brow of which sheep were feeding. Deep down in the +hollow below the lawns and shrubberries of Fellside the placid bosom of +the lake shone like an emerald floor in the sunlight, reflecting the +verdure of the hill, and the white sheep dotted about here and there. + +There was not a breath in the air around them as those two sauntered +slowly side by side in the pine wood, not a cloud in the dazzling blue +sky above; and for a little time they too were silent, as if bound by a +spell which neither dared to break. Then at last Hammond spoke. + +'Lesbia, you know that I love you,' he began, in his low, grave voice, +tremulous with feeling. 'No words I can say to-day can tell you of my +love more plainly than my heart has been telling you in every hour of +this happy, happy time that you and I have spent together. I love you as +I never hoped to love, fervently, completely, believing that the +perfection of earthly bliss will be mine if I can but win you. Dearest, +is there such a sweet hope for me; are you indeed my own, as I am yours, +heart and soul, and mind and being, till the last throb of life in this +poor clay?' + +He tried to take her hand, but she drew herself away from him with a +frightened look. She was very pale, and there was infinite distress in +the dark violet eyes, which looked entreatingly, deprecatingly at her +lover. + +'I dare not answer as you would like me to answer,' she faltered, after +a painful pause. 'I am not my own mistress. My grandmother has brought +me up, devoted herself to me almost, and she has her own views, her own +plans. I dare not frustrate them!' + +'She would like to marry you to a man of rank and fortune--a man who +will choose you, perhaps, because other people admire you, rather than +because he himself loves you as you ought to be loved; who will choose +you because you are altogether the best and most perfect thing of your +year; just as he would buy a yearling at Newmarket or Doncaster. Her +ladyship means you to make a great alliance--coronets, not hearts, are +the counters for her game; but, Lesbia, would you, in the bloom and +freshness of youth--you with the pulses of youth throbbing at your +heart--lend yourself to the calculations of age which has lived its life +and forgotten the very meaning of love? Would you submit to be played as +a card in the game of a dowager's ambition? Trust me, dearest, in the +crisis of a woman's life there is one only counsellor she should listen +to, and that counsellor is her own heart. If you love me--as I dare to +hope you do--trust in me, hold by me, and leave the rest to Heaven. I +know that I can make your life happy.' + +'You frighten me by your impetuosity,' said Lesbia. 'Surely you forget +how short a time we have known each other.' + +'An age. All my life before the day I saw you is a dead, dull blank as +compared with the magical hours I have spent with you.' + +'I do not even know who and what you are.' + +'First, I am a gentleman, or I should not be your brother's friend. A +poor gentleman, if you like, with only my own right arm to hew my +pathway through the wood of life to the temple of fortune; but trust me, +only trust me, Lesbia, and I will so hew my path as to reach that +temple. Look at me, love. Do I look like a man born to fail?' + +She looked up at him shyly, with eyes that were dim with tears. He +looked like a demi-god, tall, straight as the pine trunks amongst which +he was standing, a frame formed for strength and activity, a face +instinct with mental power, dark eyes that glowed with the fire of +intellect and passion. The sunlight gave an almost unearthly radiance to +the clear dark of his complexion, the curly brown hair cut close to the +finely shaped head, the broad brow and boldly modelled features. + +Lesbia felt in her heart that such a man must be destined for success, +born to be a conqueror in all strifes, a victor upon every field. + +'Have I the thews and sinews of a man doomed to be beaten in the +battle?' he asked her. 'No, dearest; Heaven meant me to succeed; and +with you to fight for I shall not be beaten by adverse fortune. Can you +not trust Providence and me?' + +'I cannot disobey my grandmother. If she will consent----' + +'She will not consent. You must defy Lady Maulevrier, Lesbia, if you +mean to reward my love. But I will promise you this much, darling, that +if you will be my wife--with your brother's consent--which I am sure of +before I ask for it, within one year of our marriage I will find means +of reconciling her ladyship to the match, and winning her entire +forgiveness for you and me.' + +'You are talking of impossibilities,' said Lesbia, frowning. 'Why do you +talk to me as if I were a child? I know hardly anything of the world, +but I do know the woman who has reared and educated me. My grandmother +would never forgive me if I married a poor man. I should be an outcast.' + +'We would be outcasts together--happy outcasts. Besides, we should not +always be poor. I tell you I am predestined to conquer fate.' + +'But we should have to begin from the beginning.' + +'Yes, we should have to begin from the beginning, as Adam and Eve did +when they left Paradise.' + +'We are not told in the Bible that they had any happiness after that. It +seems to have been all trouble and weariness, and toil and death, after +the angel with the flaming sword drove them out of Eden.' + +'They were together, and they must have been happy. Oh, Lesbia, if you +do not feel that you can face poverty and the world's contempt by my +side, and for my sake, you do not love me. Love never calculates so +nicely; love never fears the future; and yet you do love me, Lesbia,' he +said, trying to fold her in his arms; but again she drew herself away +from him--this time with a look almost of horror--and stood facing him, +clinging to one of the pine trunks, like a scared wood-nymph. + +'You have no right to say that,' she said. + +'I have the divine right of my own deep love--of heart which cries out +to heart. Do you think there is no magnetic power in true love which can +divine the answering love in another? Lesbia, call me an insolent +coxcomb if you like, but I know you love me, and that you and I may be +utterly happy together. Oh, why--why do you shrink from me, my beloved; +why withhold yourself from my arms! Oh, love, let me hold you to my +heart--let me seal our betrothal with a kiss!' + +'Betrothal--no, no; not for the world,' cried Lesbia. 'Lady Maulevrier +would cast me off for ever; she would curse me.' + +'What would the curse of an ambitious woman weigh against my love? And I +tell you that her anger would be only a passing tempest. She would +forgive you.' + +'Never--you don't know her.' + +'I tell you she would forgive you, and all would be well with us before +we had been married a year. Why cannot you believe me, Lesbia?' + +'Because I cannot believe impossibilities, even from your lips,' she +answered sullenly. + +She stood before him with downcast eyes, the tears streaming down her +pale cheeks, exquisitively lovely in her agitation and sorrow. Yes, she +did love him; her heart was beating passionately; she was longing to +throw herself on his breast, to be folded upon that manly heart, in +trust in that brave, bright look which seemed to defy fortune. Yes, he +was a man born to conquer; he was handsome, intellectual, powerful in +all mental and physical gifts. A man of men. But he was, by his own +admission, a very obscure and insignificant person, and he had no money. +Life with him meant a long fight with adverse circumstances; life for +his wife must mean patience, submission, long waiting upon destiny, and +perhaps with old age and grey hairs the tardy turning of Fortune's +wheel. And was she for this to resign the kingdom that had been +promised to her, the giddy heights which she was born to scale, the +triumphs and delights and victories of the great world? Yes, Lesbia +loved this fortuneless knight; but she loved herself and her prospects +of promotion still better. + +'Oh, Lesbia, can you not be brave for my sake--trustful for my sake? God +will be good to us if we are true to each other.' + +'God will not be good to me if I disobey my grandmother. I owe her too +much; ingratitude in me would be doubly base. I will speak to her. I +will tell her all you have said, and if she gives me the faintest +encouragement----' + +'She will not; that is a foregone conclusion. Tell her all, if you like; +but let us be prepared for the answer. When she denies the right of your +heart to choose its own mate, then rise up in the might of your +womanhood and defy her. Tell her, "I love him, and be he rich or poor, I +will share his fate;" tell her boldly, bravely, nobly, as a true woman +should; and if she be adamant still, proclaim your right to disobey her +worldly wisdom rather than the voice of your own heart. And then come to +me, darling, and be my own, and the world which you and I will face +together shall not be a bad world. I will answer for that. No trouble +shall come near you. No humiliation shall ever touch you. Only believe +in me.' + +'I can believe in you, but not in the impossible,' answered Lesbia, with +measured accents. + +The voice was silver-sweet, but passing cold. Just then there was a +rustling among the pine branches, and Lesbia looked round with a +startled air. + +'Is there any one listening?' she exclaimed. 'What was that?' + +'Only the breath of heaven. Oh, Lesbia, if you were but a little less +wise, a little more trustful. Do not be a dumb idol. Say that you love +me, or do not love me. If you can look me in the face and say the last, +I will leave you without another word. I will take my sentence and go.' + +But this was just what Lesbia could not do. She could not deny her love; +and yet she could not sacrifice all things for her love. She lifted the +heavy lids which veiled those lovely eyes, and looked up at him +imploringly. + +'Give me time to breathe, time to think,' she said. + +'And then will you answer me plainly, truthfully, without a shadow of +reserve, remembering that the fate of two lives hangs on your words.' + +'I will.' + +'Let it be so, then. I'll go for a ramble over the hills, and return in +time for afternoon tea. I shall look for you on the tennis lawn at +half-past four.' + +He took her in his arms, and this time she yielded herself to him, and +the beautiful head rested for a few moments upon his breast, and the +soft eyes looked up at him in confiding fondness. He bent and kissed her +once only, but a kiss that meant for life and death. In the next moment +he was gone, leaving her alone among the pine trees. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +'IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' + + +Lady Maulevrier rarely appeared at luncheon. She took some slight +refection in her morning-room, among her books and papers, and in the +society of her canine favourites, whose company suited her better at +certain hours than the noisier companionship of her grandchildren. She +was a studious woman, loving the silent life of books better than the +inane chatter of everyday humanity. She was a woman who thought much and +read much, and who lived more in the past than the present. She lived +also in the future, counting much upon the splendid career of her +beautiful granddaughter, which should be in a manner a lengthening out, +a renewal of her own life. She looked forward to the day when Lesbia +should reign supreme in the great world, a famous beauty and leader of +fashion, her every act and word inspired and directed by her +grandmother, who would be the shadow behind the throne. It was +possible--nay, probable--that in those days Lady Maulevrier would +herself re-appear in society, establish her salon, and draw around her +closing years all that is wittiest, best, and wisest in the great world. + +Her ladyship was reposing in her low reading-chair, with a volume of +Tyndall on the book-stand before her, when the door was opened softly +and Lesbia came gliding in, and seated herself without a word on the +hassock at her grandmother's feet. Lady Maulevrier passed her hand +caressingly over the girl's soft brown hair, without looking up from her +book. + +'You are a late visitor,' she said; 'why did you not come to me after +breakfast?' + +'It was such a lovely morning, we went straight from the breakfast table +to the garden; I did not think you wanted me.' + +'I did not want you; but I am always glad to see my pet. What were you +doing in the garden all the morning? I did not hear you playing tennis.' + +Lady Maulevrier had already interrogated the German governess upon this +very subject, but she had her own reasons for wishing to hear Lesbia's +account. + +'No, it was too warm for tennis. Fräulein and I sat and worked, and Mr. +Hammond read to us.' + +'What did he read?' + +'Heine's ballads. He reads German beautifully. + +'Indeed! I daresay he was at school in Germany. There are cheap schools +there to which middle-class people send their boys.' + +This was like a thrust from a rusty knife. + +'Mr. Hammond was at Oxford,' Lesbia said, reproachfully; and then, after +a longish pause, she clasped her hands upon the arm of Lady Maulevrier's +chair, and said, in a pleading voice, 'Grandmother, Mr. Hammond has +asked me to marry him.' + +'Indeed! Only that? And pray, did he tell you what are his means of +maintaining Lord Maulevrier's sister in the position to which her birth +entitles her?' inquired the dowager, with crushing calmness. + +'He is not rich; indeed, I believe, he is poor; but he is brave and +clever, and he is full of confidence in his power to conquer fortune.' + +'No doubt; that is your true adventurer's style. He confides implicitly +in his own talents, and in somebody else's banker. Mr. Hammond would +make a tremendous figure in the world, I daresay, and while he was +making it your brother would have to keep him. Well, my dear Lesbia, I +hope you gave this gentleman the answer his insolence deserved; or that +you did better, and referred him to me. I should be glad to give him my +opinion of his conduct--a person admitted to this house as your +brother's hanger-on--tolerated only on your brother's account; such a +person, nameless, penniless, friendless (except for Maulevrier's too +facile patronage), to dare to lift his eyes to my granddaughter! It is +ineffable insolence!' + +Lesbia crouched by her grandmother's chair, her face hidden from Lady +Maulevrier's falcon eye. Every word uttered by her ladyship stung like +the knotted cords of a knout. She knew not whether to be most ashamed of +her lover or of herself--of her lover for his obscure position, his +hopeless poverty; of herself for her folly in loving such a man. And she +did love him, and would fain have pleaded his cause, had she not been +cowed by the authority that had ruled her all her life. + +'Lesbia, if I thought you had been silly enough, degraded enough, to +give this young man encouragement, to have justified his audacity of +to-day by any act or word of yours, I should despise, I should detest +you,' said Lady Maulevrier, sternly. 'What could be more contemptible, +more hateful in a girl reared as you have been than to give +encouragement to the first comer--to listen greedily to the first +adventurer who had the insolence to make love to you, to be eager to +throw yourself into the arms of the first man who asked you. That my +granddaughter, a girl reared and taught and watched and guarded by me, +should have no more dignity, no more modesty, or womanly feeling, than a +barmaid at an inn!' + +Lesbia began to cry. + +'I don't see why a barmaid should not be a good woman, or why it +should be a crime to fall in love,' she said, in a voice broken by sobs. +'You need not speak to me so unkindly. I am not going to marry Mr. +Hammond.' + +'Oh, you are not? that is very good of you. I am deeply grateful for +such an assurance.' + +'But I like him better than anyone I ever saw in my life before.' + +'You have seen so many people. You have had such a wide area for +choice.' + +'No; I know I have been kept like a nun in a convent: but I don't think +when I go into the world I shall ever see anyone I should like better +than Mr. Hammond.' + +'Wait till you have seen the world before you make up your mind about +that. And now, Lesbia, leave off talking and thinking like a child; look +me in the face and listen to me, for I am going to speak seriously; and +with me, when I am in earnest, what is said once is said for ever.' + +Lady Maulevrier grasped her granddaughter's arm with long slender +fingers which held it as tightly as the grasp of a vice. She drew the +girl's slim figure round till they were face to face, looking into each +other's eyes, the dowager's eagle countenance lit up with impassioned +feeling, severe, awful as the face of one of the fatal sisters, the +avengers of blood, the harbingers of doom. + +'Lesbia, I think I have been good to you, and kind to you,' she said. + +'You have been all that is kind and dear,' faltered Lesbia. + +'Then give me measure for measure. My life has been a hard one, child; +hard and lonely, and loveless and joyless. My son, to whom I devoted +myself in the vigour of youth and in the prime of life, never loved me, +never repaid me for my love. He spent his days far away from me, when +his presence would have gladdened my difficult life. He died in a +strange land. Of his three children, you are the one I took into my +heart. I did my duty to the others; I lavished my love upon you. Do not +give me cursing instead of blessing. Do not give me a stone instead of +bread. I have built every hope of happiness or pleasure in this world +upon you and your obedience. Obey me, be true to me, and I will make you +a queen, and I will sit in the shadow of your throne. I will toil for +you, and be wise for you. You shall have only to shine, and dazzle, and +enjoy the glory of life. My beautiful darling, for pity's sake do not +give yourself over to folly.' + +'Did not you marry for love, grandmother?' + +'No, Lesbia. Lord Maulevrier and I got on very well together, but ours +was no love-match.' + +'Does nobody in our rank ever marry for love? are all marriages a mere +exchange and barter?' + +'No, there are love-matches now and then, which often turn out badly. +But, my darling, I am not asking you to marry for rank or for money. I +am only asking you to wait till you find your mate among the noblest in +the land. He may be the handsomest and most accomplished of men, a man +born to win women's hearts; and you may love him as fervently as ever a +village girl loved her first lover. I am not going to sacrifice you, or +to barter you, dearest. I mean to marry you to the best and noblest +young man of his day. You shall never be asked to stoop to the unworthy, +not even if worthlessness wore strawberry leaves in his cap, and owned +the greatest estate in the land.' + +'And if--instead of waiting for this King Arthur of yours--I were to do +as Iseult did--as Guinevere did--choose for myself----' + +'Iseult and Guinevere were wantons. I wonder that you can name them in +comparison with yourself.' + +'If I were to marry a good and honourable man who has his place to make +in the world, would you never forgive me?' + +'You mean Mr. Hammond? You may just as well speak plainly,' said Lady +Maulevrier, freezingly. 'If you were capable of such idiocy as that, +Lesbia, I would pluck you out of my heart like a foul weed. I would +never look upon you, or hear your name spoken, or think of you again as +long as I lived. My life would not last very long after that blow. Old +age cannot bear such shocks. Oh, Lesbia, I have been father and mother +to you; do not bring my grey hairs in sorrow to the grave.' + +Lesbia gave a deep sigh, and brushed the tears from her cheeks. Yes, the +very idea of such a marriage was foolishness. Just now, in the pine +wood, carried away by the force of her lover's passion, by her own +softer feelings, it had seemed to her as if she could count the world +well lost for his sake; but now, at Lady Maulevrier's feet, she became +again true to her training, and the world was too much to lose. + +'What can I do, grandmother?' she asked, submissively, despairingly. 'He +loves me, and I love him. How can I tell him that he and I can never be +anything to each other in this world?' + +'Refer him to me. I will give him his answer.' + +'No, no; that will not do. I have promised to answer him myself. He has +gone for a walk on the hills, and will come back at four o'clock for my +answer.' + +'Sit down at that table, and write as I dictate.' + +'But a letter will be so formal.' + +'It is the only way in which you can answer him. When he comes back from +his walk you will have left Fellside. I shall send you off to St. Bees +with Fräulein. You must never look upon that man's face again.' + +Lesbia brushed away a few more tears, and obeyed. She had been too well +trained to attempt resistance. Defiance was out of the question. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +'THE GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' + + +The sky was still cloudless when John Hammond strolled slowly up the +leafy avenue at Fellside. He had been across the valley and up the hill +to Easedale Tarn, and then by rough untrodden ways, across a chaos of +rock and heather, into a second valley, long, narrow, and sterile, known +as Far Easedale, a desolate gorge, a rugged cleft in the heart of the +mountains. The walk had been long and laborious; but only in such +clambering and toiling, such expenditure of muscular force and latent +heat, could the man's restless soul endure those long hours of suspense. + +'How will she answer me? Oh, my God! how will she answer?' he said +within himself, as he walked up the romantic winding road, which made so +picturesque an approach to Lady Maulevrier's domain, 'Is my idol gold or +clay? How will she come through the crucible? Oh, dearest, sweetest, +loveliest, only be true to the instinct of your womanhood, and my cup +will be full of bliss, and all my days will flow as sweetly as the +burden of a song. But if you prove heartless, if you love the world's +wealth better than you love me--ah! then all is over, and you and I are +lost to each other for ever. I have made up my mind.' + +His face settled into an expression of indomitable determination, as of +a man who would die rather than be false to his own purpose. There was +no glow of hope in his heart. He had no deep faith in the girl he loved; +indeed in his heart of hearts he knew that this being to whom he had +trusted his hopes of bliss was no heroine. She was a lovely, loveable +girl, nothing more. How would she greet him when they met presently on +the tennis lawn? With tears and entreaties, and pretty little +deprecating speeches, irresolution, timidity, vacillation, perhaps; +hardly with heroic resolve to act and dare for his sake. + +There was no one on the tennis lawn when he went there, though the hour +was close at hand at which Lesbia had promised to give him his answer. +He sat down in one of the low chairs, glad to rest after his long ramble +having had no refreshment but a bottle of soda-water and a biscuit at +the cottage by Easedale Tarn. He waited, calmly as to outward seeming, +but with a heavy heart. + +'If it were Mary now whom I loved, I should have little fear of the +issue,' he thought, weighing his sweetheart's character, as he weighed +his chances of success. 'That young termagant would defy the world for +her lover.' + +He sat in the summer silence for nearly half-an-hour, and still there +was no sign of Lady Lesbia. Her satin-lined workbasket, with the work +thrown carelessly across it, was still on the rustic table, just as she +had left it when they went to the pine wood. Waiting was weary work when +the bliss of a lifetime trembled in the balance; and yet he did not want +to be impatient. She might find it difficult to get away from her +family, perhaps. She was closely watched and guarded, as the most +precious thing at Fellside. + +At last the clock struck five, and Hammond could endure delay no longer. +He went round by the flower garden to the terrace before the +drawing-room windows, and through an open window to the drawing-room. + +Lady Maulevrier was in her accustomed seat, with her own particular +little table, magazines, books, newspapers at her side. Lady Mary was +pouring out the tea, a most unusual thing; and Maulevrier was sitting on +a stool at her feet, with his knees up to his chin, very warm and dusty, +eating pound cake. + +'Where the mischief have you been hiding yourself all day, Jack?' he +called out as Hammond appeared, looking round the room as he entered, +with eager, interrogating eyes, for that one figure which was absent. + +'I have been for a walk.' + +'You might have had the civility to announce your design, and Molly and +I would have shared your peregrinations.' + +'I am sorry that I lost the privilege of your company.' + +'I suppose you lost your luncheon, which was of more importance,' said +Maulevrier. + +'Will you have some tea?' asked Mary, who looked more womanly than usual +in a cream-coloured surah gown--one of her Sunday gowns. + +She had a faint hope that by this essentially feminine apparel she might +lessen the prejudicial effect of Maulevrier's cruel story about the +fox-hunt. + +Mr. Hammond answered absently, hardly looking at Mary, and quite +unconscious of her pretty gown. + +'Thanks, yes,' he said, taking the cup and saucer, and looking at the +door by which he momently expected Lady Lesbia's entrance, and then, as +the door did not open, he looked down at Mary, very busy with china +teapots and a brass kettle which hissed and throbbed over a spirit lamp. + +'Won't you have some cake,' she asked, looking up at him gently, grieved +at the distress and disappointment in his face. 'I am sure you must be +dreadfully hungry.' + +'Not in the least, thanks. How came you to be entrusted with those +sacred vessels, Lady Mary? What has become of Fräulein and your sister?' + +'They have rushed off to St. Bees. Grandmother thought Lesbia looking +pale and out of spirits, and packed her off to the seaside at a minute's +notice.' + +'What! She has left Fellside?' asked Hammond, paling suddenly, as if a +man had struck him. 'Lady Maulevrier, do I understand that Lady Lesbia +has gone away?' + +He asked the question in an authoritative tone, with the air of a man +who had a right to be answered. The dowager wondered at his surpassing +insolence. + +'My granddaughter has gone to the seaside with her governess,' she said, +haughtily. + +'At a minute's notice?' + +'At a minute's notice. I am not in the habit of hesitating about any +step which I consider necessary for my grandchildren's welfare.' + +She looked him full in the face, with those falcon eyes of hers; and he +gave her back a look as resolute, and every whit as full of courage and +of pride. + +'Well,' he said, after a very perceptible pause, 'no doubt your ladyship +has done wisely, and I must submit to your jurisdiction. But I had asked +Lady Lesbia a question, and I had been promised an answer.' + +'Your question has been answered by Lady Lesbia. She left a note for +you,' replied Lady Maulevrier. + +'Thanks,' answered Mr. Hammond, briefly, and he hurried from the room +without another word. + +The letter was on the table in his bedroom. He had little hope of any +good waiting for him in a letter so written. The dowager and the world +had triumphed over a girl's dawning love, no doubt. + +This was Lesbia's letter: + + 'Dear Mr. Hammond,--Lady Maulevrier desires me to say that the + proposal which you honoured me by making this morning is one which I + cannot possibly accept, and that any idea of an engagement between + you and me could result only in misery and humiliation to both. She + thinks it best, under these circumstances, that we should not again + meet, and I shall therefore have left Fellside before you receive + this letter. + + 'With all good wishes, very faithfully yours, + + 'LESBIA HASELDEN.' + +'Very faithfully mine--faithful to her false training, to the worldly +mind that rules her; faithful to the gods of this world--Belial and +Mammon, and the Moloch Fashion. Poor cowardly soul! She loves me, and +owns as much, yet weakly flies from me, afraid to trust the strong arm +and the brave heart of the man who loves her, preferring the glittering +shams of the world to the reality of true and honest love. Well, child, +I have weighed you in the balance and found you wanting. Would to God it +had been otherwise! If you had been brave and bold for love's sake, +where is that pure and perfect chrysolite for which I would have +bartered you?' + +He flung himself into a chair, and sat with his head bowed upon his +folded arms, and his eyes not innocent of tears. What would he not have +given to find truth and courage and scorn of the world's wealth in that +heart which he had tried to win. Did he think her altogether heartless +because she so glibly renounced him? No, he was too just for that. He +called her only half-hearted. She was like the cat in the adage, +'Letting I dare not, wait upon I would.' But he told himself with one +deep sigh of resignation that she was lost to him for ever. + +'I have tried her, and found her not worth the winning,' he said. + +The house, even the lovely landscape smiling under his windows, the +pastoral valley, smooth lake and willowy island, seemed hateful to him. +He felt himself hemmed round by those green hills, by yonder brown and +rugged wall of Nabb Scar, stifled for want of breathing space. The +landscape was lovely enough, but it was like a beautiful grave. He +longed to get away from it. + +'Another man would follow her to St. Bees,' he said. 'I will not.' + +He flung a few things into a Gladstone bag, sat down, and wrote a brief +note to Maulevrier, asking him to make his excuses to her ladyship. He +had made up his mind to go to Keswick that afternoon, and would rejoin +his friend to-morrow, at Carlisle. This done, he rang for Maulevrier's +valet, and asked that person to look after his luggage and bring it on +to Scotland with his master's things; and then, without a word of adieu +to anyone, John Hammond went out of the house, with the Gladstone bag in +his hand, and shook the dust of Fellside off his feet. + +He ordered a fly at the Prince of Wales's Hotel, and drove to Keswick, +whence he went on to the Lodore. The gloom and spaciousness of +Derwentwater, grey in the gathering dusk, suited his humour better than +the emerald prettiness of Grasmere--the roar of the waterfall made music +in his ear. He dined in a private room, and spent the evening roaming on +the shores of the lake, and at eleven o'clock went back to his hotel and +sat late into the night reading Heine, and thinking of the girl who had +refused him. + +Mr. Hammond's letter was delivered to Lord Maulevrier five minutes +before dinner, as he sat in the drawing-room with her ladyship and Mary. +Poor Mary had put on another pretty gown for dinner, still bent upon +effacing Mr. Hammond's image of her as a tousled, frantic creature in +torn and muddy raiment. She sat watching the door, just as Hammond had +watched it three hours ago. + +'So,' said Maulevrier, 'your ladyship has succeeded in driving my friend +away. Hammond has left Fellside, and begs me to convey to you his +compliments and his grateful acknowledgment of all your kindness.' + +'I hope I have not been uncivil to him,' answered Lady Maulevrier +coldly. 'As you had both made up your minds to go to-morrow, it can +matter very little that he should go to-day.' + +Mary looked down at the ribbon and lace on her prettiest frock, and +thought that it mattered a great deal to her. Yet, if he had stayed, +would he have seen her frock or her? With his bodily eyes, perhaps, but +not with the eyes of his mind. Those eyes saw only Lesbia. + +'No, perhaps it hardly matters,' answered Maulevrier, with suppressed +anger. 'The man is not worth talking about or thinking about. What is +he? Only the best, truest, bravest fellow I ever knew.' + +'There are shepherds and guides in Grasmere of whom we could say almost +as much,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'yet you would scarcely expect me to +encourage one of them to pay his addresses to your sister? Pray spare us +all nonsense-talk, Maulevrier. This business is very well ended. You +ought never to have brought Mr. Hammond here.' + +'I am sure of that now. I am very sorry I did bring him.' + +'Oh, the man will not die for love. A disappointment of that kind is +good for a young man in his position. It will preserve him from more +vulgar entanglements, and perhaps from the folly of a too early +marriage.' + +'That is a mighty philosophical way of looking at the matter.' + +'It is the only true way. I hope when you are my age you will have +learnt to look at everything in a philosophical spirit.' + +'Well, Lady Maulevrier, you have had it all your own way,' said the +young man, walking up and down the room in an angry mood. 'I hope you +will never be sorry for having come between two people who loved each +other, and might have made each other happy.' + +'I shall never be sorry for having saved my granddaughter from an +imprudent marriage. Give me your arm, Maulevrier, and let me hear no +more about Mr. Hammond. We have all had quite enough of him,' said her +ladyship, as the butler announced dinner. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED ALL SHALL FADE.' + + +Fräulein Müller and her charge returned from St. Bees after a sojourn of +about three weeks upon that quiet shore: but Lady Lesbia did not appear +to be improved in health or spirits by the revivifying breezes of the +ocean. + +'It is a dull, horrid place, and I was bored to death there!' she said, +when Mary asked how she had enjoyed herself. 'There was no question of +enjoyment. Grandmother took it into her head that I was looking ill, and +sent me to the sea; but I should have been just as well at Fellside.' + +This meant that between Lesbia and that distinctly inferior being, her +younger sister, there was to be no confidence. Mary had watched the +life-drama acted under her eyes too closely not to know all about it, +and was not inclined to be so put off. + +That pale perturbed countenance of John Hammond's, those eager inquiring +eyes looking to the door which opened not, had haunted Mary's waking +thoughts, had even mingled with the tangled web of her dreams. Oh, how +could any woman scorn such love? To be so loved, and by such a man, +seemed to Mary the perfection of earthly bliss. She had never been +educated up to those wider and loftier views of life, which teach a +woman that houses and lands, place and power, are the supreme good. + +'I can't understand how you could treat that noble-minded man so badly,' +she exclaimed one day, when she and Lesbia were alone in the library, +and after she had sat for ever so long, staring out of the window, +meditating upon her sister's cruelty. + +'Of whom are you speaking, pray?' + +'As if you didn't know! Of Mr. Hammond.' + +'And pray, how do you know that he is noble-minded, or that I treated +him badly?' + +'Well, as to his being noble-minded, that jumps to the eyes, as French +books say. As for your treatment of him, I was looking on all the time, +and I know how unkind you were, and I heard him talking to you in the +fir-copse that day.' + +'You were listening' cried Lesbia indignantly. + +'I was not listening! I was passing by. And if people choose to carry on +their love affairs out of doors they must expect to be overheard. I +heard him pleading to you, telling you how he would work for you, fight +the battle of life for you, asking you to be trustful and brave for his +sake. But you have a heart of stone. You and grandmother both have +hearts of stone. I think she must have taken out your heart when you +were little, and put a stone in its place.' + +'Really,' said Lesbia, trying to carry things with a high hand, albeit +her very human heart was beating passionately all the time, 'I think you +ought to be very grateful to me--and grandmother--for refusing Mr. +Hammond.' + +'Why grateful?' + +'Because it leaves you a chance of getting him for yourself; and +everybody can see that you are over head and ears in love with him. That +jumps to the eyes, as you say.' + +Mary turned crimson, trembled with rage, looked at her sister as if she +would kill her, for a moment or so, and finally burst into tears. + +'That is not true, and it is shameful for you to say such a thing,' she +cried. + +'Why, what a virago you are, Mary. Well, I'm very glad it is not true. +Mr. Hammond is--yes, I will be quite candid with you--he is the only man +I am ever likely to admire for his own sake. He is good, brave, clever, +all that you think him. But you and I do not live in a world in which +girls are free to follow their own inclinations. I should break Lady +Maulevrier's heart if I were to make a foolish marriage; and I owe her +too much to set her wishes at naught, or to make her declining years +unhappy. I must obey her, at any cost to my own feelings. Please never +mention Mr. Hammond's name. I'm sure I've had quite enough unhappiness +about him.' + +'I see,' said Mary, bitterly. 'It is your own pain you think of, not +his. He may suffer, so long as you are not worried.' + +'You are an impertinent chit,' retorted Lesbia, 'and you know nothing +about it.' + +After this there was no more said about Mr. Hammond; but Mary did not +forget him. She wrote long letters to her brother, who was still in +Scotland, shooting, deer-stalking, fishing, killing something or other +daily, in the most approved fashion of an Englishman taking his +pleasure. Maulevrier occasionally repaid her with a telegram; but he was +not a good correspondent. He declared that life was too short for +letter-writing. + +Summer was gone; the lake was no longer a shining emerald floor, dotted +with the reflection of the flock upon the verdant slopes above it, but +dull and grey of hue, and broken by white-edged wavelets. Patches of +snow gleamed on the misty heights of Helvellyn, and the autumn winds +howled and shrieked around Fellside in the evenings, when all the +shutters were shut, and the outside world seemed little more than an +idea: that mystic hour when the sheep are slumbering under the starry +sky, and when, as the Westmoreland peasant believes, the fairies help +the housewife at her spinning-wheel. + +Those October evenings were very long and weary for Lesbia and her +sister. Lady Maulevrier read and mused in her low chair beside the fire, +with her books piled upon her own particular table, and lighted by her +own particular lamp. She talked very little, but she was always gracious +to her granddaughters and their governess, and she liked them to be with +her in the evening. Lesbia played or sang, or sat at work at her +basket-table, which occupied the other side of the fireplace; and +Fräulein and Mary had the rest of the room to themselves, as it were, +those two places by the hearth being sacred, as if dedicated to +household gods. Mary read immensely in those long evenings, devouring +volume after volume, feeding her imagination with every kind of +nutriment, good, bad, and indifferent. Fräulein Müller knitted a woollen +shawl, which seemed to have neither beginning, middle, nor end, and was +always ready for conversation, but there were times when silence brooded +over the scene for long intervals, and when every sound of the light +wood-ashes dropping on the tiled hearth was distinctly audible. + +This state of things went on for about three weeks after Lesbia's return +from St. Bees, Lady Maulevrier watchful of her granddaughter all the +time, though saying nothing. She saw that Lesbia was not happy, not as +she had been in the time before the coming of John Hammond. She had +never been particularly gay or light-hearted, never gifted with the wild +spirits and buoyancy which make girlhood so lovely a season to some +natures, a time of dance and song and joyousness, a morning of life +steeped in the beauty and gladness of the universe. She had never been +gay as young lambs and foals and fawns and kittens and puppy dogs are +gay, by reason of the well-spring of delight within them, needing no +stimulus from the outside world. She had been just a little inclined to +murmur at the dulness of her life at Fellside; yet she had borne herself +with a placid sweetness which had been Lady Maulevrier's delight. But +now there was a marked change in her manner. She was not the less +submissive and dutiful in her bearing to her grandmother, whom she both +loved and feared; but there were moments of fretfulness and impatience +which she could not conceal. She was captious and sullen in her manner +to Mary and the Fräulein. She would not walk or drive with them, or +share in any of their amusements. Sometimes of an evening that studious +silence of the drawing-room was suddenly broken by Lesbia's weary sigh, +breathed unawares as she bent over her work. + +Lady Maulevrier saw, too, that Lesbia's cheek was paler than of old, her +eyes less bright. There was a heavy look that told of broken slumbers, +there was a pinched look in that oval check. Good heavens! if her beauty +were to pale and wane, before society had bowed down and worshipped it; +if this fair flower were to fade untimely; if this prize rose in the +garden of beauty were to wither and decay before it won the prize. + +Her ladyship was a woman of action, and no sooner did this fear shape +itself in her mind than she took steps to prevent the evil her thoughts +foreshadowed. + +Among those friends of her youth and allies of her house with whom she +had always maintained an affectionate correspondence was Lady Kirkbank, +the fashionable wife of a sporting baronet, owner of a castle in +Scotland, a place in Yorkshire, a villa at Cannes, and a fine house in +Arlington Street, with an income large enough for their enjoyment. When +Lady Diana Angersthorpe shone forth in the West End world as the +acknowledged belle of the season, the star of Georgina Lorimer was +beginning to wane. She was the eldest daughter of Colonel Lorimer, a man +of good old family, and a fine soldier, who had fought shoulder to +shoulder with Gough and Lawrence, and who had contrived to make a figure +in society with very small means. Georgina's sisters had all married +well. It was a case of necessity, the Colonel told them; they must +either marry or gravitate ultimately to the workhouse. So the Miss +Lorimers made the best use of their youth and freshness, and 'no good +offer refused' was the guiding rule of their young lives. Lucy married +an East India merchant, and set up a fine house in Porchester Terrace. +Maud married wealth personified in the person of a leading member of the +Tallow Chandlers' Company, and had her town house and country house, and +as fine a set of diamonds as a duchess. + +But Georgina, the eldest, trifled with her chances, and her +twenty-seventh birthday beheld her pouring out her father's tea in a +small furnished house in a street off Portland Place, which the Colonel +had hired on his return from India, and which he declared himself unable +to maintain another year. + +'Directly the season is over I shall give up housekeeping and take a +lodging at Bath,' said Colonel Lorimer. 'If you don't like Bath all the +year round you can stay with your sisters.' + +'That is the last thing I am likely to do,' answered Georgina; 'my +sisters were barely endurable when they were single and poor. They are +quite intolerable now they are married and rich. I would sooner live in +the monkey-house at the Zoological than stay with either Lucy or Maud.' + +'That's rank envy,' retorted her father 'You can't forgive them for +having done so much better than you.' + +'I can't forgive them for having married snobs. When I marry I shall +marry a gentleman.' + +'When!' echoed the parent, with a sneering laugh. 'Hadn't you better say +"if"?' + +At this period Georgina's waning good looks were in some measure +counterbalanced by the cumulative effects of half a dozen seasons in +good society, which had given style to her person, ease to her manners, +and sharpness to her tongue. Nobody in society said sharper or more +unpleasant things than Miss Lorimer, and by virtue of this gift she got +invited about a great deal more than she might have done had she been +distinguished for sweetness of speech and manner. Georgie Lorimer's +presence at a dinner table gave just that pungent flavour which is like +the faint suspicion of garlic in a fricassee or of tarragon in a salad. + +Now in this very season, when Colonel Lorimer was inclined to speak of +his daughter, as Sainte Beuve wrote of Musset, as a young woman with a +very brilliant past, a lucky turn of events gave Georgina a fresh start +in life, which may be called a new departure. Lady Diana Angersthorpe, +the belle of the season, took a fancy to her, was charmed with her sharp +tongue and acute sense of the ridiculous. The two became fast friends, +and were seen everywhere together. The best men all flocked round the +beauty, and all talked to the beauty's companion: and before the season +was over, Sir George Kirkbank, who had half made up his mind to +propose to Lady Diana, found himself engaged to that uncommonly jolly +girl, Lady Diana's friend. Georgina spent August and September with Lady +Di, at the Marchioness of Carisbroke's delightful villa in the Isle of +Wight, and Sir George kept his yacht at Cowes all the time, and was in +constant attendance upon his fiancée. It was George and Georgie +everywhere. In October Colonel Lorimer had the profound pleasure of +giving away his daughter, before the altar in St. George's, Hanover +Square, and it may be said of him that nothing in his relations with +that young lady became him better than his manner of parting with her. + +So the needy Colonel's daughter became Lady Kirkbank, and in the +following spring Diana Angersthorpe was married at the same St. George's +to the Earl of Maulevrier. The friends were divided by distance and by +circumstance as the years rolled on; but friendship was steadily +maintained; and a regular correspondence with Lady Kirkbank, whose pen +was as sharp as her tongue, was one of the means by which Lady +Maulevrier had kept herself thoroughly posted in all those small events, +unrecorded by newspapers, which make up the secret history of society. + +It was of her old friend Georgie that her ladyship thought in her +present anxiety. Lady Kirkbank had more than once suggested that Lady +Maulevrier's granddaughters should vary the monotony of Fellside by a +visit to her place near Doncaster, or her castle north of Aberdeen; but +her ladyship had evaded these friendly suggestions, being very jealous +of any strange influence upon Lesbia's life. Now, however, there had +come a time when Lesbia must have a complete change of scenery and +surroundings, lest she should pine and dwindle in sullen submission to +fate, or else defy the world and elope with John Hammond. + +Now, therefore, Lady Maulevrier decided to accept Lady Kirkbank's +hospitality. She told her friend the whole story with perfect frankness, +and her letter was immediately answered by a telegram. + +'I start for Scotland to-morrow, will break my journey by staying a +night at Fellside, and will take Lady Lesbia on to Kirkbank with me next +day, if she can be ready to go.' + +'She shall be ready,' said Lady Maulevrier. + +She told Lesbia that she had accepted an invitation for her, and that +she was to go to Kirkbank Castle the day after to-morrow. She was +prepared for unwillingness, resistance even; but Lesbia received the +news with evident pleasure. + +'I shall be very glad to go,' she said, 'this place is so dull. Of +course I shall be sorry to leave you, grandmother, and I wish you would +go with me; but any change will be a relief. I think if I had to stay +here all the winter, counting the days and the hours, I should go out of +my mind.' + +The tears came into her eyes, but she wiped them away hurriedly, ashamed +of her emotion. + +'My dearest child, I am so sorry for you,' murmured Lady Maulevrier. +'But believe me the day will come when you will be very glad that you +conquered the first foolish inclination of your girlish heart.' + +'Yes, I daresay, when I am eighty,' Lesbia answered, impatiently. She +had made up her mind to submit to the inevitable. She had loved John +Hammond--had been as near breaking her heart for him as it was in her +nature to break her heart for anybody; but she wanted to make a great +marriage, to be renowned and admired. She had been reared and trained +for that; and she was not going to belie her training. + +A visitor from the great London world was so rare an event that there +was naturally a little excitement in the idea of Lady Kirkbank's +arrival. The handsomest and most spacious of the spare bedrooms was +prepared for the occasion. The housekeeper was told that the dinner must +be perfect. There must be nothing old-fashioned or ponderous; there must +be mind as well as matter in everything. Rarely did Lady Maulevrier look +at a bill of fare; but on this particular morning she went carefully +through the menu, and corrected it with her own hand. + +A pair of post-horses brought Lady Kirkbank and her maid from Windermere +station, in time for afternoon tea, and the friends who had only met +twice within the last forty years, embraced each other on the threshold +of Lady Maulevrier's morning-room. + +'My dearest Di,' cried Lady Kirkbank, 'what a delight to see you again +after such ages; and what a too lovely spot you have chosen for your +retreat from the world, the flesh, and the devil. If I could be a +recluse anywhere, it would be amongst just such delicious surroundings.' + +Without, twilight shades were gathering; within, there was only the +light of a fire and a shaded lamp upon the tea table; there was just +light enough for the two women to see each other's faces, and the change +which time had wrought there. + +Never did womanhood in advanced years offer a more striking contrast +than that presented by the woman of fashion and the recluse. Lady +Maulevrier was almost as handsome in the winter of her days as she had +been when life was in its spring. The tall, slim figure, erect as a +dart, the delicately chiselled features and alabaster complexion, the +soft silvery hair, the perfect hand, whiter and more transparent than +the hand of girlhood, the stately movements and bearing, all combined to +make Lady Maulevrier a queen among women. Her brocade gown of a deep +shade of red, with a border of dark sable on cuffs and collar, suggested +a portrait by Velasquez. She wore no ornaments except the fine old +Brazilian diamonds which flashed and sparkled upon her slender fingers. + +If Lady Maulevrier looked like a picture in the Escurial, Lady Kirkbank +resembled a caricature in _La Vie Parisienne_. Everything she wore was +in the very latest fashion of the Parisian _demi-monde_, that +exaggerated elegance of a fashion plate which only the most exquisite of +women could redeem from vulgarity. Plush, brocade, peacock's feathers, +golden bangles, mousquetaire gloves, a bonnet of purple plumage set off +by ornaments of filagree gold, an infantine little muff of lace and wild +flowers, buttercups and daisies; and hair, eyebrows and complexion as +artificial as the flowers on the muff. + +All that art could do to obliterate the traces of age had been done for +Georgina Kirkbank. But seventy years are not to be obliterated easily, +and the crow's feet showed through the bloom de Ninon, and the eyes +under the painted arches were glassy and haggard, the carnation lips had +a withered look. Age was made all the more palpable by the artifice +which would have disguised it. + +Lady Maulevrier suffered an absolute shock at beholding the friend of +her youth. She had not accustomed herself to the idea that women in +society could raddle their cheeks, stain their lips, and play tricks +before high heaven with their eyebrows and eyelashes. In her own youth +painted faces had been the ghastly privilege of a class of womankind of +which the women of society were supposed to know nothing. Persons who +showed their ankles and rouged their cheeks were to be seen of an +afternoon in Bond Street; but Lady Diana Angersthorpe had been taught to +pass them by as if she saw them not, to behold without seeing these +creatures outside the pale. And now she saw her own dearest friend, a +person distinctly within the pale, plastered with bismuth and stained +with carmine, and wearing hair of a colour so obviously false and +inharmonious, that child-like faith could hardly accept it as reality. +Forty years ago Lady Kirkbank's long ringlets had been darkest glossiest +brown, to-day she wore a tousled fringe of bright yellow, piquantly +contrasting with Vandyke brown eyebrows. + +It took Lady Maulevrier some moments to get over the shock. She drew a +chair to the fire and established her friend in it, and then, with a +little gasp, she said: + +'I am charmed to see you again, Georgie!' + +'You darling, I was sure you would be glad. But you must find me awfully +changed--awfully.' + +For worlds Lady Maulevrier could not have denied this truth. Happily +Lady Kirkbank did not wait for an answer. + +'Society is so wearing, and George and I never seem to get an interval +of quiet. Kirkbank is to be full of men next week. Your granddaughter +will have a good time.' + +'There will be a few women, of course?' + +'Oh, yes, there's no avoiding that; only one doesn't reckon them. Sir +George only counts his guns. We expect a splendid season. I shall send +you some birds of my own shooting.' + +'You shoot!' exclaimed Lady Maulevrier, amazed. + +'Shoot! I should think I do. What else is there to amuse one in +Scotland, after the salmon fishing is over? I have never missed a season +for the last thirty years, unless we have been abroad.' + +'Please, don't innoculate Lesbia with your love of sport.' + +'What! you wouldn't like her to shoot? Well, perhaps you are right. It +is hardly the thing for a pretty girl with her fortune to make. It +spoils the delicacy of the skin. But I'm afraid she'll find Kirkbank +dull if she doesn't go out with the guns. She can meet us with the rest +of the women at luncheon. We have some capital picnic luncheons on the +moor, I can assure you.' + +'I know she will enjoy herself with you. She has been accustomed to a +very quiet life here.' + +'It is a lovely spot; but I own I cannot understand how you can have +lived here exclusively during all these years--you who used to be all +life and fire, loving change, action, political and diplomatic society, +to dance upon the crest of the wave, as it were. Your whole nature must +have suffered some curious change.' + +Their close intimacy of the past warranted freedom of speech in the +present. + +'My nature did undergo a change, and a severe one,' answered Lady +Maulevrier, gloomily. + +'It was that horrid--and I daresay unfortunate scandal about his +lordship; and then the sad shock of his death,' murmured Lady Kirkbank, +sympathetically. 'Most women, with your youth and beauty, would have +forgotten the scandal and the husband in a twelvemonth, and would have +made a second marriage more brilliant than the first. But no Indian +widow who ever performed suttee was more worthy of praise than you, or +even that person of Ephesus, whose story I have heard somewhere. Indeed, +I have always spoken of your life as a long suttee. But you mean to +re-appear in society next season, I hope, when you present your +granddaughter?' + +'I shall certainly go up to London to present her, and possibly I may +spend the season in town; but I shall feel like Rip Van Winkle.' + +'No, no, you won't, my dear Di. You have kept yourself _au courant_, I +know. Even my silly gossiping letters may have been of _some_ use.' + +'They have been most valuable. Let me give you another cup of tea,' said +Lady Maulevrier, who had been officiating at her own exquisite +tea-table, an arrangement of inlaid woods, antique silver, and modern +china, which her friend pronounced a perfect poem. + +Indeed, the whole room was poetic, Lady Kirkbank declared, and there are +many highly praised scenes which less deserve the epithet. The dark red +walls and cedar dado, the stamped velvet curtains, of an indescribable +shade between silver-grey and olive, the Sheraton furniture, the +parqueterie floor and Persian prayer-rugs, the deep yet brilliant hues +of crackle porcelain and Chinese cloisonné enamel, the artistic +fireplace, with dog-stove, low brass fender, and ingle-nook recessed +under the high mantelpiece, all combined to form a luxurious and +harmonious whole. + +Lady Kirkbank admired the _tout ensemble_ in the fitful light of the +fire, the dim grey of deepening twilight. + +'There never was a more delicious cell!' she exclaimed, 'but still I +should feel it a prison, if I had to spend six weeks in the year in it. +I never stay more than six weeks anywhere out of London; and I always +find six weeks more than enough. The first fortnight is rapture, the +third and fourth weeks are calm content, the fifth is weariness, the +sixth a fever to be gone. I once tried a seventh week at Pontresina, and +I hated the place so intensely that I dared not go back there for the +next three years. But now tell me. Diana, have you really performed +suttee, have you buried yourself alive in this sweet spot deliberately, +or has the love of retirement grown upon you, and have you become a kind +of lotus-eater?' + +'I believe I have become a kind of lotus-eater. My retirement here has +been no sentimental sacrifice to Lord Maulevrier's memory.' + +'I am glad to hear that; for I really think the worst possible use a +woman can make of her life is in wasting it on lamentation for a dead +and gone husband. Life is odiously short at the best, and it is mere +imbecility to fritter away any of our scanty portion upon the dead, who +can never be any the better for our tears.' + +'My motive in living at Fellside was not reverence for the dead. And now +let us talk of the gay world, of which you know all the secrets. Have +you heard anything more about Lord Hartfield?' + +'Ah, there is a subject in which you have reason to be interested. I +have not forgotten the romance of your youth--that first season in which +Ronald Hollister used to haunt every place at which you appeared. Do you +remember that wet afternoon at the Chiswick flower-show, when you and he +and I took shelter in the orange house, and you two made love to each +other most audaciously in an atmosphere of orange-blossoms that almost +stifled me? Yes, those were glorious days!' + +'A short summer of gladness, a brief dream,' sighed Lady Maulevrier. 'Is +young Lord Hartfield like his father?' + +'No, he takes after the Ilmingtons; but still there is a look of your +old sweetheart--yes, I think there is an expression. I have not seen him +for nearly a year. He is still abroad, roaming about somewhere in search +of adventures. These young men who belong to the Geographical and the +Alpine Club are hardly ever at home.' + +'But though they may be sometimes lost to society, they are all the +more worthy of society's esteem when they do appear,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'I think there must be an ennobling influence in Alpine +travel, or in the vast solitudes of the Dark Continent. A man finds +himself face to face with unsophisticated nature, and with the grandest +forces of the universe. Professor Tyndall writes delightfully of his +Alpine experiences; his mind seems to have ripened in the solitude and +untainted air of the Alps. And I believe Lord Hartfield is a young man +of very high character and of considerable cultivation, is he not?' + +'He is a splendid young fellow. I never heard a word to his +disparagement, even from those people who pretend to know something bad +about everybody. What a husband he would make for one of your girls!' + +'Admirable! But those perfect arrangements, which seem predestined by +heaven itself, are so rarely realised on earth,' answered the dowager, +lightly. + +She was not going to show her cards, even to an old friend. + +'Well, it would be very sweet if they were to meet next season and fall +in love with each other,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'He is enormously rich, and +I daresay your girls will not be portionless.' + +'Lesbia may take a modest place among heiresses,' answered Lady +Maulevrier. 'I have lived so quietly during the last forty years that I +could hardly help saving money.' + +'How nice!' sighed Georgie. 'I never saved sixpence in my life, and am +always in debt.' + +'The little fortune I have saved is much too small for division. Lesbia +will therefore have all I can leave her. Mary has the usual provision as +a daughter of the Maulevrier house.' + +'And I suppose Lesbia has that provision also?' + +'Of course.' + +'Lucky Lesbia. I only wish Hartfield were coming to us for the shooting. +I would engage he should fall in love with her. Kirkbank is a splendid +place for match-making. But the fact is I am not very intimate with him. +He is almost always travelling, and when he is at home he is not in our +set. And now, my dear Diana, tell me more about yourself, and your own +life in this delicious place.' + +'There is so little to tell. The books I have read, the theories of +literature and art and science which I have adopted and dismissed, +learnt and forgotten--those are the history of my life. The ideas of the +outside world reach me here only in books and newspapers; but you who +have been living in the world must have so much to say. Let me be the +listener.' + +Lady Kirkbank desired nothing better. She rattled on for three-quarters +of an hour about her doings in the great world, her social triumphs, the +wonderful things she had done for Sir George, who seemed to be as a +puppet in her hands, the princes and princelings she had entertained, +the songs she had composed, the comedy she had written, for private +representation only, albeit the Haymarket manager was dying to produce +it, the scathing witticisms with which she had withered her social +enemies. She would have gone on much longer, but for the gong, which +reminded her that it was time to dress for dinner. + +Half-an-hour later Lady Kirkbank was in the drawing-room, where Mary had +retired to the most shadowy corner, anxious to escape the gaze of the +fashionable visitor. + +But Lady Kirkbank was not inclined to take much notice of Mary. Lesbia's +brilliant beauty, the exquisite Greek head, the faultless complexion, +the deep, violet eyes, caught Georgina Kirkbank's eye the moment she had +entered the room, and she saw that this girl and no other must be the +beauty, the beloved and chosen grandchild. + +'How do you do, my dear?' she said, taking Lesbia's hand, and then, as +if with a gush of warm feeling, suddenly drawing the girl towards her +and kissing her on both cheeks. 'I am going to be desperately fond of +you, and I hope you will soon contrive to like me--just a little.' + +'I feel sure that I shall like you very much,' Lesbia answered sweetly. +'I am prepared to love you as grandmother's old friend.' + +'Oh, my dear, to think that I should ever be the old friend of anybody's +grandmother!' sighed Lady Kirkbank, with unaffected regret. 'When I was +your age I used to think all old people odious. It never occurred to me +that I should live to be one of them.' + +'Then you had no dear grandmother whom you loved,' said Lesbia, 'or you +would have liked old people for her sake.' + +'No, my love, I had no grandparents. I had a father, and he was +all-sufficient--anything beyond him in the ancestral line would have +been a burden laid upon me greater than I could bear, as the poet says.' + +Dinner was announced, and Mary came shyly out of her corner, blushing +deeply. + +'And this is Lady Mary, I suppose?' said Lady Kirkbank, in an off-hand +way, 'How do you do, my dear? I am going to steal your sister.' + +'I am very glad,' faltered Mary. 'I mean I am glad that Lesbia should +enjoy herself.' + +'And some fine day, when Lesbia is married and a great lady, I shall ask +you to come to Scotland,' said Lady Kirkbank, condescendingly, and then +she murmured in her friend's ear, as they went to the dining-room, +'Quite an English girl. Very fresh and frank and nice,' which was great +praise for such a second-rate young person as Lady Mary. + +'What do you think of Lesbia?' asked Lady Maulevrier, in the same +undertone. + +'She is simply adorable. Your letters prepared me to expect beauty, but +not such beauty. My dear, I thought the progress of the human race was +all in a downward line since our time; but your granddaughter is as +handsome as you were in your first season, and that is going very far.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +'NOT YET.' + + +Lady Kirkbank carried off Lesbia early next day, the girl radiant at the +idea of seeing life under new conditions. She had a few minutes' serious +talk with her grandmother before she went. + +'Lesbia, you are going into the world,' said Lady Maulevrier; 'yes, even +a country house is the world in little. You will have many admirers +instead of one; but I think, I believe, that you will be true to me and +to yourself.' + +'You need not fear, grandmother. I have been an idiot; but--but it was +only a passing folly, and I shall never be so weak again.' + +Lesbia's scornful lips and kindling eyes gave intensity to her speech. +It was evident that she despised herself for that one touch of womanly +softness which had made her as ready to fall in love with her first +wooer as any peasant girl in Grasmere Vale. + +'I am delighted to hear you speak thus, dearest,' said Lady Maulevrier. +'And if Mr. Hamilton--Hammond, I mean--should have the audacity to +follow you to Kirkbank, and to intrude himself upon you there--perhaps +to persecute you with clandestine addresses----' + +'I do not believe he would do anything clandestine,' said Lesbia, +drawing herself up. 'He is quite above that.' + +'My dear child, we know absolutely nothing about him. He has his way to +make in the world unaided by family or connections. He is +clever--daring. Such a man cannot help being an adventurer; and an +adventurer is capable of anything. I warn you to beware of him.' + +'I don't suppose I shall ever see his face again,' retorted Lesbia, +irritably. + +She had made up her mind that her life was not to be spoiled, her +brilliant future sacrificed, for the sake of John Hammond; but the wound +which she had suffered in renouncing him was still fresh, her feelings +were still sore. Any contemptuous mention of him stung her to the quick. + +'I hope not. And you will beware of other adventurers, Lesbia, men of a +worse stamp than Mr. Hammond, more experienced in ruse and iniquity, men +steeped to the lips in worldly knowledge, men who look upon women as +mere counters in the game of life. The world thinks that I am rich, and +you will no doubt take rank as an heiress. You will therefore be a mark +for every spendthrift, noble or otherwise, who wants to restore his +broken fortunes by a wealthy marriage. And now, my dearest, good-bye. +Half my heart goes with you. Nothing could induce me to part with you, +even for a few weeks, except the conviction that it is for your good.' + +'But we shall not be parted next year, I hope, grandmother,' said +Lesbia, affectionately. 'You said something about presenting me, and +then leaving me in Lady Kirkbank's care for the season. I should not +like that at all. I want you to go everywhere with me, to teach me all +the mysteries of the great world. You have always promised me that it +should be so.' + +'And I have always intended that it should be so. I hope that it will be +so,' answered her grandmother, with a sigh; 'but I am an old woman, +Lesbia, and I am rooted to this place.' + +'But why should you be rooted here? What charm can keep you here, when +you are so fitted to shine in society? You are old in nothing but years, +and not even old in years in comparison with women whom we hear of, +going everywhere and mixing in every fashionable amusement. You are full +of fire and energy, and as active as a girl. Why should you not enjoy a +London season, grandmother?' pleaded Lesbia, nestling her head lovingly +against Lady Maulevrier's shoulder. + +'I should enjoy it, dearest, with you. It would be a renewal of my youth +to see you shine and conquer. I should be as proud as if the glory were +all my own. Yes, dear, I hope that I shall be a spectator of your +triumphs. But do not let us plan the future. Life is so full of changes. +Remember what Horace says----' + +'Horace is a bore,' said Lesbia. 'I hate a poet who is always harping +upon change and death.' + +The carriage, which was to take the travellers to Windermere Station, +was announced at this moment, and Lesbia and her grandmother gave each +other the farewell embrace. + +'You like Lady Kirkbank, I hope?' said Lady Maulevrier, as they went +towards the hall, where that lady was waiting for them, with Lady Mary +and Fräulein Müller in attendance upon her. + +'She seems very kind, but I should like her better if she did not +paint--or if she painted better.' + +'My dear child I'm afraid it is the fashion of the day, just as it was +in Pope's time, and we ought to think nothing about it.' + +'Well, I suppose I shall get hardened in time.' + +'My dearest Lesbia,' shrieked Lady Kirkbank from below, 'remember we +have to catch a train.' + +Lesbia hurried downstairs, followed by Lady Maulevrier, who had to bid +her friend adieu. The luggage had been sent on in a cart, Lesbia's +trunks and dress baskets forming no small item. She was so well +furnished with pretty gowns of all kinds that there had been no +difficulty in getting her ready for this sudden visit. Her maid was on +the box beside the coachman. Lady Kirkbank's attendant, a Frenchwoman of +five-and-thirty, who looked as if she had graduated at Mabille, was to +occupy the back seat of the landau. + +Lady Mary looked after her sister longingly, as the carriage drove down +the hill. She was going into a new world, to see all kinds of +people--clever people--distinguished people--musical, artistic, +political people--hunting and shooting people--while Mary was to stay at +home all the winter among the old familiar faces. Dearly as she loved +these hills and vales her heart sank a little at the thought of those +long lonely months, days and evenings that would be all alike, and which +must be spent without sympathetic companionship. And there would be +dreary days on which the weather would keep her a prisoner in her +luxurious gaol, when the mountains, and the rugged paths beside the +mountain streams, would be inaccessible, when she would be restricted to +Fräulein's phlegmatic society, that lady being stout and lazy, fond of +her meals, and given to afternoon slumbers. Lesbia and Mary were not by +any means sympathetic; yet, after all, blood is thicker than water; and +Lesbia was intelligent, and could talk of the things Mary loved, which +was better than total dumbness, even if she generally took an +antagonistic view of them. + +'I shall miss her dreadfully,' thought Mary, as she strolled listlessly +in the gardens, where the leaves where falling and the flowers fading. + +'I wonder if she will see Mr. Hammond at Lady Kirkbank's?' mused Mary. +'If he were anything like a lover he would find out all about her visit, +and seize the opportunity of her being away from grandmother. But then +if he had been much of a lover he would have followed her to St. Bees.' + +Lady Maulevrier sorely missed her favourite grandchild. In a life spent +in such profound seclusion, so remote from the busy interests of the +world, this beloved companionship had become a necessity to her. She had +concentrated her affections upon Lesbia, and the girl's absence made a +fearful blank. But her ladyship's dignity was not compromised by any +outward signs of trouble or loss. + +She spent her mornings in her own room, reading and writing and musing +at her leisure; she drove or walked every fine afternoon, sometimes +alone, sometimes attended by Mary, who hated these stately drives and +walks. She dined _tête-à-tête_ with Mary, except on those rare occasions +when there were visitors--the Vicar and his wife, or some wandering star +from other worlds. Mary lived in profound awe of her grandmother, but +was of far too frank a nature to be able to adapt her speech or her +manners to her ladyship's idea of feminine perfection. She was silent +and shy under those falcon eyes; but she was still the same Mary, the +girl to whom pretence or simulation of any kind was impossible. + +Letters came almost every day from Kirkbank Castle, letters from Lesbia +describing the bright gay life she was living at that hospitable abode, +the excursions, the rides, the picnic luncheons after the morning's +sport, the dinner parties, the dances. + +'It is the most delightful house you can imagine,' wrote Lesbia; 'and +Lady Kirkbank is an admirable hostess. I have quite forgiven her for +wearing false eyebrows; for after all, you know, one must _have_ +eyebrows; they are a necessity; but why does she not have the two arches +alike? They are _never_ a pair, and I really think that French maid of +hers does it on purpose. + +'By-the-bye, Lady Kirkbank is going to write to you to beseech you to +let me go to Cannes and Monte Carlo with her. Sir George insists upon +it. He says they both like young society, and will be horribly vexed if +I refuse to go with them. And Lady Kirkbank thinks my chest is just a +little weak--I almost broke down the other night in that lovely little +song of Jensen's--and that a winter in the south is just what I want. +But, of course, dear grandmother, I won't ask you to let me be away so +long if you think you will miss me.' + +'If I think I shall miss her!' repeated Lady Maulevrier. 'Has the girl +no heart, that she can ask such a question? But can I wonder at that? Of +what account was I or my love to her father, although I sacrificed +myself for his good name? Can I expect that she should be of a different +clay?' + +And then, meditating upon the events of the summer that was gone, Lady +Maulevrier thought-- + +She renounced her first lover at my bidding; she renounces her love for +me at the bidding of the world. Or was it not rather self-interest, the +fear of making a bad marriage, which influenced her in her renunciation +of Mr. Hammond. It was not obedience to me, it was not love for me which +made her give him up. It was the selfishness engrained in her race. +Well, I have heaped my love upon her, because she is fair and sweet, and +reminds me of my own youth. I must let her go, and try to be happy in +the knowledge that she is enjoying her life far away from me.' + +Lady Maulevrier wrote her consent to the extension of Lesbia's visit, +and by return of post came a letter from Lesbia which seemed brimming +over with love, and which comforted the grandmother's wounded heart. + +'Lady Kirkbank and I are both agreed, dearest, that you must join us at +Cannes,' wrote Lesbia. 'At your age it is very wrong of you to spend a +winter in our horrible climate. You can travel with Steadman and your +maid. Lady Kirkbank will secure you a charming suite of rooms at the +hotel, or she would like it still better if you would stay at her own +villa. Do consent to this plan, dear grandmother, and then we shall not +be parted for a long winter. Of course Mary would be quite happy at home +running wild.' + +Lady Maulevrier sighed as she read this letter, sighed again, and +heavily, as she put it back into the envelope. Alas, how many and many a +year had gone, long, monotonous, colourless years, since she had seen +that bright southern world which she was now urged to revisit. In fancy +she saw it again to-day, the tideless sea of deepest sapphire blue, the +little wavelets breaking on a yellow beach, the white triangular sails, +the woods full of asphodel and great purple and white lilies, the +atmosphere steeped in warmth and light and perfume, the glare of white +houses in the sun, the red and yellow blinds, the pots of green and +orange and crimson clay, with oleanders abloom, the wonderful glow of +colour everywhere and upon all things. And then as the eyes of the mind +recalled these vivid images her bodily eyes looked out upon the +rain-blotted scene, the mountains rising in a dark and dismal circle +round that sombre pool below, walling her in from the outer world. + +'I am at the bottom of a grave,' she said to herself. 'I am in a living +tomb, from which there is no escape. Forty years! Forty years of +patience and hope, for what? For dreams which may never be realised; for +descendants who may never give me the price of my labours. Yes, I should +like to go to my dear one. I should like to revisit the South of France, +to go on to Italy. I should feel young again amidst that eternal, +unchangeable loveliness. I should forget all I have suffered. But it +cannot be. Not yet, not yet!' + +Presently with a smile of concentrated bitterness she repeated the words +'Not yet!' + +'Surely at my age it must be folly to dream of the future; and yet I +feel as if there were half a century of life in me, as if I had lost +nothing in either mental or bodily vigour since I came here forty years +ago.' + +She rose as she said these words, and began to pace the room, with +quiet, firm step, erect, stately, beautiful in her advanced years as she +had been in her bloom and freshness, only with another kind of +beauty--an empress among women. The boast that she had made to herself +was no idle boast. At sixty-seven years of age her physical powers +showed no signs of decay, her mental qualities were at their best and +brightest. Long years of thought and study had ripened and widened her +mind. She was a woman fit to be the friend and counsellor of statesmen, +the companion and confidant of her sovereign: and yet fate willed that +she should be buried alive in a Westmoreland valley, seeing the same +hills and streams, the same rustic faces, from year's end to year's end. +Surely it was a hard fate, a heavy penance, albeit self-imposed. + +Lesbia went straight from Scotland to Paris with Sir George and Lady +Kirkbank. Here they stayed at the Bristol for just two days, during +which her hostess went all over the fashionable quarter buying clothes +for the Cannes campaign, and assisting Lesbia to spend the hundred +pounds which her grandmother had sent her for the replenishment of her +well-provided wardrobe. It is astonishing how little way a hundred +pounds goes among the dressmakers, corset-makers, and shoemakers of +Lutetia. + +'I had no notion that clothes were so dear,' said Lesbia, when she saw +how little she had got for her money. + +'My dear, you have two gowns which are absolutely _chien_,' replied Lady +Kirkbank, 'and you have a corset which gives you a figure, which you +must forgive me for saying you never had before.' + +Lady Kirkbank had to explain that _chien_ as applied to a gown or bonnet +was the same thing as _chic_, only a little more so. + +'I hope my gowns will always be _chien_,' said Lesbia meekly. + +Next evening they were dining at Cannes, with the blue sea in front of +their windows, dining at a table all abloom with orange flowers, tea +roses, mignonette, waxen camellias, and pale Parma violets, while Lady +Maulevrier and Mary dined _tête-à-tête_ at Fellside, with the feathery +snow flakes falling outside, and the world whitening all around them. + +Next day the world was all white, and Mary's beloved hills were +inaccessible. + +Who could tell how long they might be covered; the winding tracks +hidden; the narrow forces looking like black water or molten iron +against that glittering whiteness? Mary could only walk along the road +by Loughrigg to the bench called 'Rest and be thankful,' from which she +looked with longing eyes across towards the Langdale Pikes, and to the +sharp cone-shaped peak, known as Coniston Old Man, just visible above +the nearer hills. Fräulein Müller suggested that it was in just such +weather as this that a well brought up young lady, a young lady with +_Vernunft_ and _Anstand_, should devote herself to the improvement of +her mind. + +'Let us read German this _abscheulich_ afternoon,' said the Fräulein. +'Suppose we go on with the "Sorrows of Werther."' + +'Werther was a fool,' cried Mary; 'any book but that.' + +'Will you choose your own book?' + +'Let me read Heine.' + +Fräulein looked doubtful. There were things in Heine--an all-pervading +tone--which rendered him hardly an appropriate poet for 'the young +person.' But Fräulein compromised the matter by letting Mary read Atta +Troll, the exact bearing of which neither of them understood. + +'How beautifully Mr. Hammond read Heine that morning!' said Mary, +breaking off suddenly from a perfectly automatic reading. + +'You did not hear him, did you? You were not there,' said the Fräulein. + +'I was not _there_, but I heard him. I--I was sitting on the bank among +the pine trees.' + +'Why did you not come and sit with us? It would have been more ladylike +than to hide yourself behind the trees.' + +Mary blushed crimson. + +'I had been in the kennels with Maulevrier; I was not fit to be seen,' +she said. + +'Hardly a ladylike admission,' replied the Fräulein, who felt that with +Lady Mary her chief duty was to reprove. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' + + +It was afternoon. The white hills yonder and all the length of the +valley were touched here and there with gleams of wintry sunlight, and +Lady Maulevrier was taking her solitary walk on the terrace in front of +her house, a stately figure wrapped in a furred mantle, tall, erect, +moving with measured pace up and down the smooth gravel path. Now and +then at the end of the walk the dowager stopped for a minute or so, and +stood as if in deep thought, with her eyes dreamily contemplating the +landscape. An intense melancholy shadowed her face, as she thus gazed +with brooding eyes on the naked monotony of those wintry hills. So had +she looked in many and many a winter, and it seemed to her that her life +was of a piece with those bleak hills, where in the dismal winter time +nothing living trod. She stood gazing at the sinking sun, a fiery ball +shining at the end of a long gallery of crag and rock, like a lamp at +the end of a corridor; and as she gazed the red round orb dropped +suddenly behind the edge of a crag, as if she had been an enchantress +and had dismissed it with a wave of her wand. + +'O Lord, how long, how long?' she said. 'How many times have I seen that +sun go down from this spot, in winter and summer, in spring and autumn! +And now that the one being I loved and cared for is far away, I feel all +the weariness and emptiness of my life.' + +As she turned to resume her walk she heard the muffled sound of wheels +in the road below, that road which was completely hidden by foliage in +summer, but which was now visible here and there between the leafless +trees. A carriage with a pair of horses was coming along the road from +Ambleside. + +Lady Maulevrier stood and watched until the carriage drew up at the +lodge gate, and then, when the gate had been opened, slowly ascended the +winding drive to the house. + +She expected no visitor; indeed, there was no one likely to come to her +from the direction of Ambleside. Her heart began to beat heavily, with +the apprehension of coming evil. What kind of evil she knew not. Bad +news about her granddaughter, perhaps, or about Maulevrier. And yet that +could hardly be. Evil tidings of that kind would have reached her by +telegram. + +Perhaps it was Maulevrier himself. His movements were generally erratic. + +Lady Maulevrier hurried back to the house. She went through the +conservatory, where the warm whiteness of azalia, and spirea, and arum +lilies contrasted curiously with the cold white snow out of doors, to +the hall, where a stranger was standing talking to the butler. + +He was a man of foreign appearance, wearing a cloak lined with sables, +and a sable cap, which he removed as Lady Maulevrier approached. He was +thin and small, with a clear olive complexion, olive inclining to pale +bronze, sleek raven hair, and black almond-shaped eyes. At the first +glance Lady Maulevrier knew that he was an Oriental. Her heart sank +within her, and seemed to grow chill as death at sight of him. Anything +associated with India was horrible to her. + +The stranger came forward to meet her, bowing deferentially. He had +those lithe, gliding movements which she remembered of old, when she had +seen princes and dignitaries of the East creeping shoeless to her +husband's feet. + +'Will your ladyship do me the honour to grant me an interview?' he said +in very good English. 'I have travelled from London expressly for that +privilege.' + +'Then I fear you have wasted your time, sir, whatever your mission may +be,' the dowager answered, haughtily. 'However, I am willing to hear +anything you may have to say, if you will be good enough to come this +way.' + +She moved towards the library, the butler preceding her to open the +door, and the stranger followed her into the spacious room, where coals +and logs were heaped high upon the wide dog stove, deeply recessed +beneath the old English mantelpiece. + +It was one of the handsomest rooms of the house, furnished with oak +bookcases about seven feet high, above which vases of Oriental ware and +varied colouring stood boldly out against the dark oak wall. Richly +bound books in infinite variety testified to the wealth and taste of the +owner; while one side of the room was absorbed by a wide Gothic window, +beyond which appeared the panorama of lake and mountain, beautiful in +every season. A tawny velvet curtain divided this room from the +drawing-room; but there was also a strong oak door behind the curtain, +which was generally closed in cold weather. + +Lady Maulevrier went over to this door, and took the precaution to draw +the bolt, before she seated herself in her arm-chair by the hearth. She +had her own particular chair in all the rooms she occupied--a chair +which was sacred as a throne. + +She drew off her sealskin gloves, and motioned with a slender white hand +to the stranger to be seated. + +'To whom have I the honour of speaking?' she asked, looking; him through +and through with an unflinching gaze, as she would have looked at Death +himself, had the grim skeleton figure come to beckon her. + +He handed her a visiting card on which was engraved-- + +'Louis Asoph, Rajah of Bisnagar.' + +'If my memory does not deceive me as to the history of modern India, the +territory from which you take your title has been absorbed into the +English dominion?' said Lady Maulevrier. + +'It was trafficked away forty-three years ago, stolen, filched from my +father! but so long as I have power to think and to act I will maintain +my claim to that land; yes, if only by the empty mockery of a name on a +visiting card. It is a duty I owe to myself as a man, which I owe still +more to my murdered father.' + +'Have you come all the way from London, and in such weather, only to +tell me this story?' + +She had twisted his card between her fingers as she listened to him, and +now, with an action at once careless and contemptuous, she flung it upon +the burning logs. Slight as the action was it was eloquent of scorn for +the man. + +'No, Lady Maulevrier, my mention of this story, with which you are no +doubt perfectly familiar, is only a preliminary. I have come to claim my +own, and to appeal to you as a woman of honour to do me justice. Nay, I +will say as a woman of common honesty; since there is no nice point of +honour in question, only the plain laws of mine and thine, which I +believe are the same among all nations and creeds. I come to you, Lady +Maulevrier, to ask you to restore to me the wealth which your husband +stole from my father.' + +'You come to my house, to me, an old woman, helpless, defenceless, in +the absence of my grandson, the present Earl, to insult me, and insult +the dead,' said Lady Maulevrier, white as statuary marble, and as cold +and calm. 'You come to rake up old lies, and to fling them in the face +of a solitary woman, old enough to be your mother. Do you think that is +a noble thing to do? Even in your barbarous Eastern code of morals and +manners is _that_ the act of a gentleman?' + +'We are no barbarians in the East, Lady Maulevrier. I come from the +cradle of civilisation, the original fount of learning. We were +scholars and gentleman, priests and soldiers, two thousand years before +your British ancestors ran wild in their woods, and sacrificed to their +unknown gods or rocky altars reeking with human blood! I know the errand +upon which I have come is not a pleasant one, either for you or for me; +but I come to you strong in the right of a son to claim the heritage +which was stolen from him by an infamous mother and her more infamous +paramour----' + +'I will not hear another word!' cried Lady Maulevrier, starting to her +feet, livid with passion. 'Do not dare to pronounce that name in my +hearing--the name of that abominable woman who brought disgrace and +dishonour upon my husband and his race.' + +'And who brought your husband the wealth of my murdered father,' +answered the Indian, defiantly. 'Do not ignore that fact, Lady +Maulevrier. What has become of that fortune--two hundred thousand pounds +in money and jewels. It was known to have passed into Lord Maulevrier's +possession after my father was put away by his paid instruments. + +'How dare you bring that vile charge against the dead?' + +'There are men living in India who know the truth of that charge: men +who were at Bisnagar when my father, sick and heartbroken, was shut up +in his deserted harem, hemmed in by spies and traitors, men with murder +in their faces. There are those who know tint he was strangled by one of +those wretches, that a grave was dug for him under the marble floor of +his zenana, a grave in which his bones were found less than a year ago, +in my presence, and fitly entombed at my bidding. He was said to have +disappeared of his own free will--to have left his palace under cover of +night, and sought refuge from possible treachery in another province; +but there were those, and not a few, who knew the real history of his +disappearance--who knew, and at the time were ready to testify in any +court of justice, that he had been got rid of by the Ranee's agents, and +at Lord Maulevrier's instigation, and that his possessions in money and +jewels had been conveyed in the palankins that carried the Ranee and her +women to his lordship's summer retreat near Madras. The Ranee died at +that retreat six months after her husband's murder, not without +suspicion of poison, and the wealth which she carried with her when she +left Bisnagar passed into his lordship's possession. Had your husband +lived, Lady Maulevrier, this story must have been brought to light. +There were too many people in Madras interested in sifting the facts. +There must have been a public inquiry. It was a happy thing for you and +your race that Lord Maulevrier died before that inquiry had been +instituted, and that many animosities died with him. Lucky too for you +that I was a helpless infant at the time, and that the Mahratta +adventurer to whom my father's territory had been transferred in the +shuffling of cards at the end of the war was deeply concerned in hushing +up the story.' + +'And pray, why have you nursed your wrath in all these years? Why do +you intrude on me after nearly half a century, with this legend of +rapine and murder?' + +'Because for nearly half a century I have been kept in profound +ignorance of my father's fate--in ignorance of my race. Lord +Maulevrier's jealousy banished me from my mother's arms shortly after my +father's death. I was sent to the South of France under the care of an +ayah. My first memories are of a monastery near Marseilles, where I was +reared and educated by a Jesuit community, where I was baptised and +brought up in the Roman Catholic faith. By the influence of the Jesuit +Fathers I was placed in a house of commerce at Marseilles. Funds to +provide for my education and establishment in life, under very modest +conditions, were sent periodically by an agent at Madras. It was known +that I was of East Indian birth, but little more was known about me. It +was only when years had gone by and I was a merchant on my own account +and could afford to go to India on a voyage of discovery--yes, as much a +voyage of discovery as that of Vasco de Gama or of Drake--that I got +from the Madras agent the clue which enabled me, at the cost of infinite +patience and infinite labour, to unravel the mystery of my birth. There +is no need to enter now upon the details of that story. I have +overwhelming documentary evidence--a cloud of witnesses--to convince the +most sceptical as to who and what I am. The documents are some of them +in my valise, at your ladyship's service. Others are at my hotel in +London, ready for the inspection of your ladyship's lawyers. I do not +think you will desire to invite a public inquiry, or force me to recover +my birthright in a court of justice. I believe that you will take a +broader and nobler view of the case, and that you will restore to the +wronged and abandoned son the fortune stolen from his murdered father.' + +'How dare you come to me with this tissue of lies? How dare you look me +in the face and charge my dead husband with treachery and dishonour? I +believe neither in your story nor in you, and I defy you to the proof of +this vile charge against the dead!' + +'In other words you mean that you will keep the money and jewels which +Lord Maulevrier stole from my father?' + +'I deny the fact that any such jewels or money ever passed into his +lordship's possession. That vile woman, your mother, whose infamy cast a +dark cloud over Lord Maulevrier's honour, may have robbed her husband, +may have emptied the public treasury. But not a rupee or a jewel +belonging to her ever came into my possession. I will not bear the +burden of her crimes. Her existence spoiled my life--banished me from +India, a widow in all but the name, and more desolate than many widows.' + +'Lord Maulevrier was known to leave India carrying with him two large +chests--supposed to contain books--but actually containing treasure. A +man who was in the Governor's confidence, and who had been the +go-between in his intrigues, confessed on his death-bed that he had +assisted in removing the treasure. Now, Lady Maulevrier, since your +husband died immediately after his arrival in England, and before he +could have had any opportunity of converting or making away with the +valuables so appropriated, it stands to reason that those valuables must +have passed into your possession, and it is from your honour and good +feeling that I claim their restitution. If you deny the claim so +advanced, there remains but one course open to me, and that is to make +my wrongs public, and claim my right from the law of the land.' + +'And do you suppose that any English judge or English jury would believe +so wild a story--or countenance so vile an accusation against the +defenceless?' demanded Lady Maulevrier, standing up before him, tall, +stately, with flashing eye and scornful lip, the image of proud +defiance. 'Bring forward your claim, produce your documents, your +witnesses, your death-bed confessions. I defy you to injure my dead +husband or me by your wild lies, your foul charges! Go to an English +lawyer, and see what an English law court will do for you--and your +claim. I will hear no more of either.' + +She rang the bell once, twice, thrice, with passionate hand, and a +servant flew to answer that impatient summons. + +'Show this gentlemen to his carriage,' she said, imperiously. + +The gentleman who called himself Louis Asoph bowed, and retired without +another word. + +As the door closed upon him, Lady Maulevrier stood, with clenched hands +and frowning brow, staring into vacancy. Her right arm was outstretched, +as if she would have waved the intruder away. Suddenly, a strange +numbness crept over that uplifted arm, and it fell to her side. From her +shoulder down to her foot, that proud form grew cold and feelingless and +dead, and she, who had so long carried herself as a queen among women, +sank in a senseless heap upon the floor. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +'HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' + + +Lady Mary and the Fräulein had been sitting in the drawing-room all this +time waiting for Lady Maulevrier to come to tea. They heard her come in +from the garden; and then the footman told them that she was in the +library with a stranger. Not even the muffled sound of voices penetrated +the heavy velvet curtain and the thick oak door. It was only by the loud +ringing of the bell and the sound of footsteps in the hall that Lady +Mary knew of the guest's departure. She went to the door between the +two rooms, and was surprised to find it bolted. + +'Grandmamma, won't you come to tea?' she asked timidly, knocking on the +oaken panel, but there was no reply. + +She knocked again, and louder. Still no reply. + +'Perhaps her ladyship is going to take tea in her own room,' she said, +afraid to be officious. + +Attendance upon her grandmother at afternoon tea had been one of +Lesbia's particular duties; but Mary felt that she was an unwelcome +substitute for Lesbia. She wanted to get a little nearer her +grandmother's heart if she could; but she knew that her attentions were +endured rather than liked. + +She went into the hall, where the footman on duty was staring at the +light snowflakes dancing past the window, perhaps wishing he were a +snowflake himself, and enjoying himself in that white whirligig. + +'Is her ladyship having tea in the morning-room?' asked Mary. + +The footman gave a little start, as if awakened out of a kind of trance. +The sheer vacuity of his mind might naturally slide into mesmeric sleep. + +He told Lady Mary that her ladyship had not left the library, and Mary +went in timidly, wondering why her grandmother had not joined them in +the drawing-room when the stranger was gone. + +The sky was dark outside the wide windows, white hills and valleys +shrouded in the shades of night. The library was only lighted by the +glow of the logs on the hearth, and in that ruddy light the spacious +room looked empty. Mary was turning to go away, thinking the footman had +been mistaken, when her eye suddenly lighted upon a dark figure lying on +the ground. And then she heard an awful stertorous breathing, and knew +that her grandmother was lying there, stricken and helpless. + +Mary shrieked aloud, with a cry that pierced curtains and doors, and +brought Fräulein and half-a-dozen servants to her help. One of the men +brought a lamp, and among them they lifted the smitten figure. Oh, God! +how ghastly the face looked in the lamplight!--the features drawn to one +side, the skin livid. + +'Her ladyship has had a stroke,' said the butler. + +'Is she dying?' faltered Mary, white as ashes. 'Oh, grandmother, dear +grandmother, don't look at us like that!' + +One of the servants rushed off to the stables to send for the doctor. Of +course, being an indoor man, he no more thought of going out himself +into the snowy night on such an errand than Noah thought of going out of +the ark to explore the face of the waters in person. + +They carried Lady Maulevrier to her bed and laid her there, like a +figure carved out of stone. She was not unconscious. Her eyes were +open, and she moaned every now and then as if in bodily or mental pain. +Once she tried to speak, but had no power to shape a syllable aright, +and ended with a shuddering sigh. Once she lifted her left arm and waved +it in the air, as if waving some one off in fear or anger. The right +arm, indeed the whole of the right side, was lifeless, motionless as a +stone. It was a piteous sight to see the beautiful features drawn and +distorted, the lips so accustomed to command mouthing the broken +syllables of an unknown tongue. Lady Mary sat beside the bed with +clasped hands, praying dumbly, with her eyes fixed on her grandmother's +altered face. + +Mr. Horton came, as soon as his stout mountain pony could bring him. He +did not seem surprised at her ladyship's condition, and accepted the +situation with professional calmness. + +'A marked case of hemiplegia,' he said, when he had observed the +symptoms. + +'Will she die?' asked Mary. + +'Oh, dear, no! She will want great care for a little while, but we shall +bring her round easily. A splendid constitution, a noble frame; but I +think she has overworked her brain a little, reading Huxley and Darwin, +and the German physiologists upon whom Huxley and Darwin have built +themselves. Metaphysics too. Schopenhauer, and the rest of them. A +wonderful woman! Very few brains could hold what hers has had poured +into it in the last thirty years. The conducting nerves between the +brain and the spinal marrow have been overworked: too much activity, too +constant a strain. Even the rails and sleepers on the railroad wear out, +don't you know, if there's excessive traffic.' + +Mr. Horton had known Mary from her childhood, had given her Gregory's +powder, and seen her safely through measles and other infantine +ailments, so he was quite at home with her, and at Fellside generally. +Lady Maulevrier had given him a good deal of her confidence during those +thirty years in which he had practised as his father's partner and +successor at Grasmere. He used to tell people that he owed the best part +of his education to her ladyship, who condescended to talk to him of the +new books she read, and generally gave him a volume to put in his pocket +when he was leaving her. + +'Don't be downhearted, Lady Mary,' he said; 'I shall come in two or +three times a day and see how things are going on, and if I see the +slightest difficulty in the case I'll telegraph for Jenner.' + +Mary and the Fräulein sat up with the invalid all that night. Lady +Maulevrier's maid was also in attendance, and one of the menservants +slept in his clothes on a couch in the corridor, ready for any +emergency. But the night passed peacefully, the patient slept a good +deal, and next day there was evident improvement. The stroke which had +prostrated the body, which reduced the vigorous, active frame to an +awful statue--like stillness--a quietude as of death of itself--had not +overclouded the intellect. Lady Maulevrier lay on her bed in her +luxurious room, with wide Tudor windows commanding half the circle of +the hills, and was still the ruling spirit of the house, albeit +powerless to move that slender hand, the lightest wave of which had been +as potent to command in her little world as royal sign-manual or sceptre +in the great world outside. + +Now there remained only one thing unimpaired by that awful shock which +had laid the stately frame low, and that was the will and sovereign +force of the woman's nature. Voice was altered, speech was confused and +difficult; but the strength of will, the supreme power of mind, seemed +undiminished. + +When Lady Maulevrier was asked if Lesbia should be telegraphed for, she +replied no, not unless she was in danger of sudden death. + +'I should like to see her before I go,' she said, labouring to pronounce +the words. + +'Dear grandmother,' said Mary, tenderly, 'Mr. Horton says there is no +danger.' + +'Then do not send for her; do not even tell her what has happened; not +yet.' + +'But she will miss your letters.' + +'True. You must write twice a week at my dictation. You must tell her +that I have hurt my hand, that I am well but cannot use a pen. I would +not spoil her pleasure for the world.' + +'Dear grandmother, how unselfish you are! And Maulevrier, shall he be +sent for? He is not so far away,' said Mary, hoping her grandmother +would say yes. + +What a relief, what an unspeakable solace Maulevrier's presence would be +in that dreary house, smitten to a sudden and awful stillness, as if by +the Angel of Death! + +'No, I do not want Maulevrier!' answered her ladyship impatiently. + +'May I sit here and read to you, grandmother?' Mary asked, timidly. 'Mr. +Horton said you were to be kept very quiet, and that we were not to let +you talk, or talk much to you, but that we might read to you if you +like.' + +'I do not wish to be read to. I have my thoughts for company,' said Lady +Maulevrier. + +Mary felt that this implied a wish to be alone. She bent over the +invalid's pillow and kissed the pale cheek, feeling as if she were +taking a liberty in venturing so much. She would hardly have done it had +Lesbia been at home; but she had a feeling that in Lesbia's absence Lady +Maulevrier must want somebody's love--even hers. And then she crept +away, leaving Halcott the maid in attendance, sitting at her work at the +window furthest from the bed. + +'Alone with my thoughts,' mused Lady Maulevrier, looking out at the +panorama of wintry hills, white, ghost-like against an iron sky. +'Pleasant thoughts, truly! Walled in by the hills--walled in and hemmed +round for ever. This place has always felt like a grave: and now I know +that it _is_ my grave.' + +Fräulein, and Lady Mary, and the maid Halcott, a sedate personage of +forty summers, had all been instructed by the doctor that Lady +Maulevrier was to be kept profoundly quiet. She must not talk much, +since speech was likely to be a painful effort with her for some little +time; she must not be talked to much by anyone, least of all must she be +spoken to upon any agitating topic. Life must be made as smooth and easy +for her as for a new-born infant. No rough breath from the outer world +must come near her. She was to see no one but her maid and her +granddaughter. Mr. Horton, a plain family man, took it for granted that +the granddaughter was dear to her heart, and likely to exercise a +soothing influence. Thus it happened that although Lady Maulevrier asked +repeatedly that James Steadman should be brought to her, she was not +allowed to see him. She whose will had been paramount in that house, +whose word had been law, was now treated as a little child, while the +will was still as strong, the mind as keen as ever. + +'She would talk to him of business,' said Mr. Horton, when he was told +of her ladyship's desire to see Steadman, 'and that cannot be allowed, +not for some little time at least.' + +'She is very angry with us for refusing to obey her,' said Lady Mary. + +'Naturally, but it is for her own welfare she is disobeyed. She can have +nothing to say to Steadman which will not keep till she is better. This +establishment goes by clockwork.' + +Mary wished it was a little less like clockwork. Since Lady Maulevrier +had been lying upstairs--the voice which had once ruled over the house +muffled almost to dumbness--the monotony of life at Fellside had seemed +all the more oppressive. The servants crept about with stealthier tread. +Mary dared not touch either piano or billiard balls, and was naturally +seized with a longing to touch both. The house had a darkened look, as +if the shadow of doom overhung it. + +During this regimen of perfect quiet Lady Maulevrier was not allowed to +see the newspapers; and Mary was warned that in reading to her +grandmother she was to avoid all exciting topics. Thus it happened that +the account of a terrible collision between the Scotch express and a +luggage train, a little way beyond Preston, an accident in which seven +people were killed and about thirty seriously hurt, was not made known +to her ladyship; and yet that fact would have been of intense interest +and significance to her, since one of those passengers whose injuries +were fatal bore the name of Louis Asoph. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +'AND THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' + + +The wintry weeks glided smoothly by in a dull monotony, and now Lady +Maulevrier, still helpless, still compelled to lie on her bed or her +invalid couch, motionless as marble, had at least recovered her power of +speech, was allowed to read and to talk, and to hear what was going on +in that metropolitan world which she seemed unlikely ever to behold +again. + +Lady Lesbia was still at Cannes, whence she wrote of her pleasures and +her triumphs, of flowers and sapphire sea, and azure sky, of all things +which were not in the grey bleak mountain world that hemmed in Fellside. +She was meeting many of the people whom she was to meet again next +season in the London world. She had made an informal _début_ in a very +select circle, a circle in which everybody was more or less _chic_, or +_chien_, or _zinc_, and she was tasting all the sweets of success. But +in none of her letters was there any mention of Lord Hartfield. He was +not in the little great world by the blue tideless sea. + +There was no talk of Lesbia's return. She was to stay till the carnival; +she was to stay till the week before Easter. Lady Kirkbank insisted upon +it; and both Lesbia and Lady Kirkbank upbraided Lady Maulevrier for her +cruelty in not joining them at Cannes. + +So Lady Maulevrier had to resign herself to that solitude which had +become almost the habit of her life, and to the society of Mary and the +Fräulein. Mary was eager to be of use, to sit with her grandmother, to +read to her, to write for her. The warm young heart was deeply moved by +the spectacle of this stately woman stricken into helplessness, chained +to her couch, immured within four walls. To Mary, who so loved the hills +and the streams, the sun and the wind, this imprisonment seemed +unspeakable woe. In her pity for such a martyrdom she would have done +anything to give pleasure or solace to her grandmother. Unhappily there +was very little Mary could do to increase the invalid's sum of pleasure. +Lady Maulevrier was a woman of strong feeling, not capable of loving +many people. She had concentrated her affection upon Lesbia: and she +could not open her heart to Mary all at once because Lesbia was out of +the way. + +'If I had a dog I loved, and he were to die, I would never have another +in his place,' Lady Maulevrier said once; and that speech was the +keynote of her character. + +She was very courteous to Mary, and seemed grateful for her attentions; +but she did not cultivate the girl's society. Mary wrote all her letters +in a fine bold hand, and with a rapid pen; but when the letter-writing +was over Lady Maulevrier always dismissed her. + +'My dear, you want to be out in the air, riding your pony, or +scampering about with your dogs,' she said, kindly. 'It would be a +cruelty to keep you indoors.' + +'No, indeed, dear grandmother, I should like to stay. May I stop and +read to you?' + +'No, thank you, Mary. I hate being read to. I like to devour a book. +Reading aloud is such slow work. + +'But I am afraid you must sometimes feel lonely,' faltered Mary. + +'Lonely,' echoed the dowager, with a sigh. 'I have been lonely for the +last forty years--I have been lonely all my life. Those I loved never +gave me back love for love--never--not even your sister. See how lightly +she cuts the link that bound her to me. How happy she is among +strangers! Yes, there was one who loved me truly, and fate parted us. +Does fate part all true lovers, I wonder?' + +'You parted Lesbia and Mr. Hammond,' said Mary, impetuously. 'I am sure +they loved each other truly.' + +'The old and the worldly-wise are Fate, Mary,' answered the dowager, not +angry at this daring reproach. 'I know your sister; and I know she is +not the kind of woman to be happy in an ignoble life--to bear poverty +and deprivation. If it had been you, now, whom Mr. Hammond had chosen, I +might have taken the subject into my consideration.' + +Mary flamed crimson. + +'Mr. Hammond never gave me a thought,' she said, 'unless it was to think +me contemptible. He is worlds too good for such a Tomboy. Maulevrier +told him about the fox-hunt, and they both laughed at me--at least I +have no doubt Mr. Hammond laughed, though I was too much ashamed to look +at him.' + +'Poor Mary, you are beginning to find out that a young lady ought to be +ladylike,' said Lady Maulevrier; 'and now, my dear, you may go. I was +only joking with you. Mr. Hammond would be no match for any +granddaughter of mine. He is nobody, and has neither friends nor +interest. If he had gone into the church Maulevrier could have helped +him; but I daresay his ideas are too broad for the church; and he will +have to starve at the bar, where nobody can help him. I hope you will +bear this in mind, Mary, if Maulevrier should ever bring him here +again.' + +'He is never likely to come back again. He suffered too much; he was +treated too badly in this house.' + +'Lady Mary, be good enough to remember to whom you are speaking,' said +her ladyship, with a frown. 'And now please go, and tell some one to +send Steadman to me.' + +Mary retired without a word, gave Lady Maulevrier's message to a footman +in the corridor, slipped off to her room, put on her sealskin hat and +jacket, took her staff and went out for a long ramble. The hills and +valleys were still white. It had been a long, cold winter, and spring +was still far off--February had only just begun. + +Lady Maulevrier's couch had been wheeled into the morning-room--that +luxurious room which was furnished with all things needful to her quiet +life, her books, her favourite colours, her favourite flowers, every +detail studiously arranged for her pleasure and comfort. She was wheeled +into this room every day at noon. When the day was bright and sunny her +couch was placed near the window: and when the day was dull and grey the +couch was drawn close to the low hearth, which flashed and glittered +with brightly coloured tiles and artistic brass. + +To-day the sky was dull, and the velvet couch stood beside the hearth. +Halcott sat at work in the adjoining bed-chamber, and came in every now +and then to replenish the fire: a footman was always on duty in the +corridor. A spring bell stood among the elegant trifles upon her +ladyship's table; and the lightest touch of her left hand upon the bell +brought her attendants to her side. She resolutely refused to have any +one sitting with her all day long. Solitude was a necessity of her +being, she told Mr. Horton, when he recommended that she should have +some one always in attendance upon her. + +As the weeks wore on her features had been restored to their proud, calm +beauty, her articulation was almost as clear as of old: yet, now and +then, there would be a sudden faltering, the tongue and lips would +refuse their office, or she would forget a word, or use a wrong word +unconsciously. But there was no recovery of power or movement on that +side of the body which had been stricken. The paralysed limbs were still +motionless, lifeless as marble; and it was clear that Mr. Horton had +begun to lose heart about his patient. There was nothing obscure in the +case, but the patient's importance made the treatment a serious matter, +and the surgeon begged to be allowed to summon Sir William Jenner. + +This, however, Lady Maulevrier refused. + +'I don't want any fuss made about me,' she said. 'I am content to trust +myself to your skill, and I beg that no other doctor may be summoned.' + +Mr. Horton understood his patient's feelings on this point. She had a +sense of humiliation in her helplessness, and, like some wounded animal +that crawls to its covert to die, she would fain have hidden her misery +from the eye of strangers. She had allowed no one, not even Maulevrier, +to be informed of the nature of her illness. + +'It will be time enough for him to know all about me when he comes +here,' she said. 'I shall be obliged to see him whenever he does come.' + +Maulevrier had spent Christmas and New Year in Paris, Mr. Hammond still +his companion. Her ladyship commented upon this with a touch of scorn. + +'Mr. Hammond is like the Umbra you were reading about the other day in +Lord Lytton's "Last Days of Pompeii,"' she said to Mary. 'It must be +very nice for him to go about the world with a friend who franks him +everywhere.' + +'But we don't know that Maulevrier franks him,' protested Mary, +blushing. 'We have no right to suppose that Mr. Hammond does not pay his +own expenses.' + +'My dear child, is it possible for a young man who has no private means +to go gadding about the world on equal terms with a spendthrift like +Maulevrier--to pay for Moors in Scotland and apartments at the Bristol?' + +'But they are not staying at the Bristol,' exclaimed Mary. 'They are +staying at an old-established French hotel on the left side of +the Seine. They are going about amongst the students and the workmen, +dining at popular restaurants, hearing people talk. Maulevrier says it +is delightfully amusing--ever so much better than the beaten track of +life in Anglo-American Paris.' + +'I daresay they are leading a Bohemian life, and will get into trouble +before they have done,' said her ladyship, gloomily. 'Maulevrier is +as wild as a hawk.' + +'He is the dearest boy in the world,' exclaimed Mary. + +She was deeply grateful for her brother's condescension in writing her a +letter of two pages long, letting her into the secrets of his life. She +felt as if Mr. Hammond were ever so much nearer to her now she knew +where he was, and how he was amusing himself. + +'Hammond is such a queer fellow,' wrote Maulevrier, 'the strangest +things interest him. He sits and talks to the workmen for hours; he +pokes his nose into all sorts of places--hospitals, workshops, +poverty-stricken dens--and people are always civil to him. He is what +Lesbia calls _sympatico_. Ah! what a mistake Lesbia and my grandmother +made when they rejected Hammond! What a pearl above price they threw +away! But, you see, neither my lady nor Lesbia could appreciate a gem, +unless it was richly set.' + +And now Lady Maulevrier lay on her couch by the fire, waiting for James +Steadman. She had seen him several times since the day of her seizure, +but never alone. There was an idea that Steadman must necessarily talk +to her of business matters, or cause her mind to trouble itself about +business matters; so there had been a well-intentioned conspiracy in the +house to keep him out of her way; but now she was much better, and her +desire to see Steadman need no longer be thwarted. + +He came at her bidding, and stood a little way within the door, tall, +erect, square-shouldered, resolute-looking, with a quiet force of +character expressed in every feature. He was very much the same man that +he had been forty years ago, when he went with her ladyship to +Southampton, and accompanied his master and mistress on that tedious +journey which was destined to be Lord Maulevrier's last earthly +pilgrimage. Time had done little to Steadman in those forty years, +except to whiten his hair and beard, and imprint some thoughtful lines +upon his sagacious forehead. Time had done something for him mentally, +insomuch as he had read a great many books and cultivated his mind in +the monotonous quiet of Fellside. Altogether he was a superior man for +the passage of those forty years. + +He had married within the time, choosing for himself the buxom daughter +of a lodgekeeper, whose wife had long been laid at rest in Grasmere +churchyard. The buxom girl had grown into a bulky matron, but she was a +colourless personage, and her existence made hardly any difference in +James Steadman's life. She had brought him no children, and their +fireside was lonely; but Steadman seemed to be one of those +self-contained personages to whom a solitary life is no affliction. + +'I hope I see you in better health, my lady,' he said, standing straight +and square, like a soldier on parade. + +'I am better, thank you, Steadman; better, but a poor lifeless log +chained to this sofa. I sent for you because the time has come when I +must talk to you upon a matter of business. You heard, I suppose, that a +stranger called upon me just before I had my attack?' + +'Yes, my lady.' + +'Did you hear who and what he was?' + +'Only that he was a foreigner, my lady.' + +'He is of Indian birth. He claims to be the son of the Ranee of +Bisnagar.' + +'He could do you no harm, my lady, if he were twenty times her son.' + +'I hope not. Now, I want to ask you a question. Among those trunks and +cases and packages of Lord Maulevrier's which were sent here by heavy +coach, after they were landed at Southampton, do you remember two cases +of books?' + +'There are two large cases among the luggage, my lady; very heavy cases, +iron clamped. I should not be surprised if they were full of books.' + +'Have they never been opened?' + +'Not to my knowledge.' + +'Are they locked?' + +'Yes, my lady. There are two padlocks on each chest.' + +'And are the keys in your possession?' + +'No, my lady.' + +'Where are the cases?' + +'In the Oak Room, with the rest of the Indian luggage.' + +'Let them remain there. No doubt those cases contain the books of which +I have been told. You have not heard that the person calling himself +Rajah of Bisnagar has been here since my illness, have you?' + +'No, my lady; I am sure he has not been here.' + +Lady Maulevrier gave him a scrutinising look. + +'He might have come, and my people might have kept the knowledge from +me, out of consideration for my infirmity,' she said. 'I should be very +angry if it were so. I should hate to be treated like a child.' + +'You shall not be so treated, my lady, while I am in this house; but I +know there is no member of the household who would presume so to treat +you.' + +'They might do it out of kindness; but I should loathe such kindness,' +said Lady Maulevrier, impatiently. 'Though I have been smitten down, +though I lie here like a log, I have a mind to think and to plan; and I +am not afraid to meet danger, face to face. Are you telling me the +truth, Steadman? Have there been no visits concealed from me, no letters +kept from me since I have been ill?' + +'I am telling you nothing but the truth, my lady. No letter has been +kept from you; no visitor has been to this house whose coming you have +not been told of.' + +'Then I am content,' said her ladyship, with a sigh of relief. + +After this there followed some conversation upon business matters. James +Steadman was trusted with the entire management of the dowager's income, +the investment of her savings. His honesty was above all suspicion. He +was a man of simple habits, his wants few. He had saved money in every +year of his service; and for a man of his station was rich enough to be +unassailable by the tempter. + +He had reconciled his mind to the monotonous course of life at Fellside +in the beginning of things; and, as the years glided smoothly by, his +character and wants and inclinations had, as it were, moulded themselves +to fit that life. He had easy duties, a comfortable home, supreme +authority in the household. He was looked up to and made much of in the +village whenever he condescended to appear there; and by the rareness of +his visits to the Inn or the Reading-room, and his unwillingness to +accept hospitality from the tradesmen of Grasmere and Ambleside, he +maintained his dignity and exaggerated his importance. He had his books +and his newspapers, his evening leisure, which no one ever dared to +disturb. He had the old wing of the house for his exclusive occupation; +and no one ventured to intrude upon him in his privacy. There was a bell +in the corridor which communicated with his rooms, and by this bell he +was always summoned. There were servants who had been ten years at +Fellside, and who had never crossed the threshold of the red cloth door +which was the only communication between the new house and the old one. +Steadman's wife performed all household duties of cooking and cleaning +in the south wing, where she and her husband took all their meals, and +lived entirely apart from the other servants, an exclusiveness which was +secretly resented by the establishment. + +'Mr. Steadman may be a very superior man,' said the butler 'and I know +that in his own estimation the Premier isn't in it compared with him; +but I never was fond of people who set themselves upon pinnacles, and +I'm not fond of the Steadmans.' + +'Mrs. Steadman's plain and homely enough,' replied the housekeeper, 'and +I know she'd like to be more sociable, and drop into my room for a cup +of tea now and then; but Steadman do so keep her under his thumb: and +because he's a misanthrope she's obliged to sit and mope alone.' + +If Steadman wanted to drive, there was a dogcart and horse at his +disposal; but he did not often leave Fellside. He seemed in his humble +way to model his life upon Lady Maulevrier's secluded habits. It was +growing dusk when Steadman left his mistress, and she lay for some time +looking at the landscape over which twilight shadows were stealing, and +thinking of her own life. Over that life, too, the shadows of evening +were creeping. She had begun to realise the fact that she was an old +woman; that for her all personal interest in life was nearly over. She +had never felt her age while her activity was unimpaired. She had been +obliged to remind herself very often that the afternoon and evening of +life had slipped away unawares in that tranquil retirement, and that the +night was at hand. + +For her the close of earthly life meant actual night. No new dawn, no +mysterious after-life shone upon her with magical gleams of an unknown +light upon the other side of the dark river. She had accepted the +Materialist's bitter and barren creed, and had taught herself that this +little life was all. She had learned to scorn the idea of a great +Artificer outside the universe, a mighty spirit riding amidst the +clouds, and ruling the course of nature and the fate of man. She had +schooled herself to think that the idea of a blind, unconscious Nature, +working automatically through infinite time and space, was ever so much +grander than the old-world notion of a personal God, a Being of infinite +power and inexhaustible beneficence, mighty to devise and direct the +universe, with knowledge reaching to the farthest confines of space, +with ear to listen to the prayer of His lowest creatures. Her belief +stopped short even of the Deist's faith in an Almighty Will. She saw in +creation nothing but the inevitable development of material laws; and it +seemed to her that there was quite as much hope of a heavenly world +after death for the infusoria in the pool as for man in his pride and +power. + +She read her Bible as diligently as she read her Shakespeare, and the +words of the Royal Preacher in some measure embodied her own dreary +creed. And now, in the darkening winter day, she watched the gloomy +shadows creep over the rugged breast of Nabb Scar, and she thought how +there was a time for all things, and that her day of hope and ambition +was past. + +Of late years she had lived for Lesbia, looking forward to the day when +she was to introduce this beloved grandchild to the great world of +London; and now that hope was gone for ever. + +What could a helpless cripple do for a fashionable beauty? What good +would it be for her to be conveyed to London, and to lie on a couch in +Mayfair, while Lesbia rode in the Row and went to three or four parties +every night with a more active chaperon? + +She had hoped to go everywhere with her darling, to glory in all her +successes, to shield her from all possibility of failure. And now Lesbia +must stand or fall alone. + +It was a hard thing; but perhaps the hardest part of it was that Lesbia +seemed so very well able to get on without her. The girl wrote in the +highest spirits; and although her letters were most affectionately +worded, they were all about self. That note was dominant in every +strain. Her triumphs, her admirers, her bonnets, her gowns. She had had +more money from her grandmother, and more gowns from Paris. + +'You have no idea how the people dress in this place,' she wrote. 'I +should have been quite out in the cold without my three new frocks from +Worth. The little Princess bonnets I wear are the rage. Worth +recommended me to adopt special flowers and colours; so I have worn +nothing but primroses since I have been here, and my little primrose +bonnets are to be seen everywhere, sometimes on hideous old women. Lady +Kirkbank hopes you will be able to go to London directly after Easter. +She says I must be presented at the May drawing-room--that is +imperative. People have begun to talk about me; and unless I make my +_début_ while their interest is fresh I shall be a failure. There is an +American beauty here, and I believe she and I are considered rivals, and +young men lay wagers about us, as to which will look best at a ball, or +a regatta, what colours we shall wear, and so on. It is immense fun. I +only wish you were here to enjoy it. The American girl is a most +insolent person, but I have had the pleasure of crushing her on several +occasions in the calmest way. In the description of the concert in last +week's newspaper I was called _l'Anglais de marbre_. I certainly had the +decency to hold my tongue while Faure was singing. Miss Bolsover's voice +was heard ever so many times above the music. According to our English +ideas she has most revolting manners, and the money she spends on her +clothes would make your hair stand on end. Now do, dearest grandmother, +make all your arrangements for beginning the campaign directly after +Easter. You must take a house in the very choicest quarter--Lady +Kirkbank suggests Grosvenor-place--and it _must_ be a large house, for +of course you will give a ball. Lady K. says we might have Lord +Porlock's house--poor Lady Porlock and her baby died a few weeks ago, +and he has gone to Sweden quite broken-hearted. It is one of the new +houses, exquisitely furnished, and Lady K. thinks you might have it for +a song. Will you get Steadman to write to his lordship's steward, and +see what can be done? + +'I hope the dear hand is better. You have never told me how you hurt +it. It is very sweet of Mary to write me such long letters, and quite a +pleasant surprise to find she can spell; but I want to see your own dear +hand once more.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' + + +Those winter months were unutterably dreary for Lady Mary Haselden. She +felt weighed down by a sense of death and woe near at hand. The horror +of that dreadful moment in which she found her grandmother lying +senseless on the ground, the terror of that distorted countenance, those +starting eyes, that stertorous breathing, was not easily banished from a +vivid girlish imagination; seeing how few distractions there were to +divert Mary's thoughts, and how the sun sank and rose again upon the +same inevitable surroundings, to the same monotonous routine. + +Her grandmother was kinder than she had been in days gone by, less +inclined to find fault; but Mary knew that her society gave Lady +Maulevrier very little pleasure, that she could do hardly anything +towards filling the gap made by Lesbia's absence. There was no one to +scold her, no one to quarrel with her. Fräulein Müller lectured her +mildly from time to time; but that stout German was too lazy to put any +force or fire into her lectures. Her reproofs were like the fall of +waterdrops on a stone, and infinite ages would have been needed to cause +any positive impression. + +February came to an end without sign or token from the outer world to +disturb the even tenor of life at Fellside. Mary read, and read, and +read, till she felt she was made up of the contents of books, crammed +with other people's ideas. She read history, or natural science, or +travels, or German poetry in the morning, and novels or English poetry +in the evening. She had pledged herself to devote her morning indoor +hours to instructive literature, and to accomplish some portion of study +in every day. She was carrying on her education on parole, as before +stated; and she was too honourable to do less than was expected from +her. + +March came in with its most leonine aspect, howling and blustering; +north-east winds shrieking along the gorges and wailing from height to +height. + +'I wonder the lion and the lamb are not blown into the lake,' said Mary, +looking at Helm Crag from the library window. + +She scampered about the gardens in the very teeth of those bitter +blasts, and took her shivering terriers for runs on the green slopes of +the Fell. The snow had gradually melted from the tides of the lowermost +range of hills, but the mountain peaks were still white and ghostly, +the ground was still hard and slippery in the early mornings. Mary had +to take her walks alone in this bleak weather. Fräulein had a convenient +bronchial affection which forbade her to venture so much as the point of +her nose outside the house in an east wind, and which justified her in +occasionally taking her breakfast in bed. She spent her days for the +most part in her arm-chair, drawn close to the fireplace, which she +still insisted upon calling the oven, knitting diligently, or reading +the _Rundschau_. Even music, which had once been her strong point, was +neglected in this trying weather. It was such a cold journey from the +oven to the piano. + +Mary played a good deal in her desultory manner, now that she had the +drawing-room all to herself, and no fear of Lady Maulevrier's critical +ear or Lesbia's superior smile. The Fräulein was pleased to hear her +pupil ramble on with her favourite bits from Raff, and Hensel, and +Schubert, and Mendelssohn, and Mozart, and was very well content to let +her play just what she liked, and to escape the trouble of training her +to that exquisite perfection into which Lady Lesbia had been drilled. +Lesbia was not a genius, and the training process had been quite as hard +for the governess as for the pupil. + +Thus the slow days wore on till the first week in March, and on one +bleak bitter afternoon, when Fräulein Müller stuck to the oven even a +little closer than usual, Mary felt she must go out, in the face of the +east wind, which was tossing the leafless branches in the valley below +until the trees looked like an angry crowd, hurling its arms in the air, +fighting, struggling, writhing. She must leave that dreary house for a +little while, were it even to be lashed and bruised and broken by that +fierce wind. So she told Fräulein that she really must have her +constitutional; and after a feeble remonstrance Fräulein let her go, and +subsided luxuriously into the pillowed depth of her arm-chair. + +There had been a hard frost, and all the mountain ways were perilous, so +Mary set out upon a steady tramp along the road leading towards the +Langdales. The wind seemed to assail her from every side, but she had +accustomed herself to defy the elements, and she only hugged her +sealskin jacket closer to her, and quickened her pace, chirruping and +whistling to Ahab and Ariadne, the two fox-terriers which she had +selected for the privilege of a walk. + +The terriers raced along the road, and Mary, seeing that she had the +road all to herself, raced after them. A light snow-shower, large +feathery flakes flying wide apart, fell from the steel-grey sky; but +Mary minded the snow no more than she minded the wind. She raced on, the +terriers scampering, rushing, flying before her, until, just where the +road took a curve, she almost ran into a horse, which was stepping along +at a tremendous pace, with a light, high dogcart behind him. + +'Hi!' cried the driver, 'where are you coming, young woman? Have you +never seen a horse till to-day?' + +Some one beside the driver leapt out, and ran to see if Mary was hurt. +The horse had swerved to one side, reared a little, and then spun on for +a few yards, leaving her standing in the middle of the road. + +'Why, it's Molly!' cried the driver, who was no less distinguished a +whip than Lord Maulevrier, and who had recognised the terriers. + +'I hope you are not hurt,' said the gentleman who had alighted, +Maulevrier's friend and shadow, John Hammond. + +Mary was covered with confusion by her exploit, and could hardly answer +Mr. Hammond's very simple question. + +She looked up at him piteously, trying to speak, and he took alarm at +her scared expression. + +'I am sure you are hurt,' he said earnestly, 'the horse must have struck +you, or the shaft perhaps, which was worse. Is it your shoulder that is +hurt, or your chest? Lean on me, if you feel faint or giddy. Maulevrier, +you had better drive your sister home, and get her looked after.' + +'Indeed, I am not hurt; not the least little bit,' gasped Mary, who had +recovered her senses by this time. 'I was only frightened, and it was +such a surprise to see you and Maulevrier.' + +A surprise--yes--a surprise which had set her heart throbbing so +violently as to render her speechless. Had horse or shaft-point struck +her ever so, she would have hardly been more tremulous than she felt at +this moment. Never had she hoped to see him again. He had set his all +upon one cast--loved, wooed, and lost her sister. Why should he ever +come again? What was there at Fellside worth coming for? And then she +remembered what her grandmother thought of him. He was a hanger-on, a +sponge, a led captain. He was Maulevrier's Umbra, and must go where his +patron went. It was a hard thing so to think of him, and Mary's heart +sank at the thought that Lady Maulevrier's worldly wisdom might have +reckoned aright. + +'It was very foolish of me to run into the horse,' said Mary, while Mr. +Hammond stood waiting for her to recover herself. + +'It was very foolish of Maulevrier to run into you. If he didn't drive +at such a break-neck pace it wouldn't have happened.' + +Umbra was very plain-spoken, at any rate. + +'There's rank ingratitude,' cried Maulevrier, who had turned back, and +was looking down at them from his elevated perch. 'After my coming all +the way round by Langdale to oblige you with a view of Elterwater. +Molly's all safe and sound. She wouldn't have minded if I'd run over +her. Come along, child, get up beside me, Hammond will take the back +seat.' + +This was easier said than done, for the back of the dogcart was piled +with Gladstone bags, fishing rods, and hat-boxes; but Umbra was ready +to oblige. He handed Mary up to the seat by the driver, and clambered up +at the back, when he hooked himself on somehow among the luggage. + +'Dear Maulevrier, how delicious of you to come!' said Mary, when they +were rattling on towards Fellside; 'I hope you are going to stay for +ages.' + +'Well, I dare say, if you make yourself very agreeable, I may stay till +after Easter.' + +Mary's countenance fell. + +'Easter is in three weeks,' she said, despondingly. + +'And isn't three weeks an age, at such a place as Fellside? I don't know +that I should have come at all on this side of the August sports, only +as the grandmother was ill, I thought it a duty to come and see her. A +fellow mayn't care much for ancestors when they're well, you know; but +when a poor old lady is down on her luck, her people ought to look after +her. So, here I am; and as I knew I should be moped to death here----' + +'Thank you for the compliment,' said Mary. + +'I brought Hammond along with me. Of course, I knew Lesbia was safe out +of the way,' added Maulevrier in an undertone. + +'It is very obliging of Mr. Hammond always to go where you wish,' +returned Mary, who could not help a bitter feeling when she remembered +her grandmother's cruel suggestion. 'Has he no tastes or inclinations of +his own?' + +'Yes, he has, plenty of them, and much loftier tastes than mine, I can +tell you. But he's kind enough to let me hang on to him, and to put up +with my frivolity. There never were two men more different than he and I +are; and I suppose that's why we get on so well together. When we were +in Paris he was always up to his eyes in serious work--lectures, public +libraries, workmen's syndicates, Mary Anne, the International--heaven +knows what, making himself master of the political situation in France; +while I was _rigolant_ and _chaloupant_ at the Bal Bullier.' + +It was generous of Maulevrier to speak of his hanger-on thus; and no +doubt the society of a well-informed earnest young man was a great good +for Maulevrier, a good far above the price of those pounds, shillings, +and pence which the Earl might spend for his dependent's benefit; but +when a girl of Mary's ardent temper has made a hero of a man, it galls +her to think that her hero's dignity should be sacrificed, his honour +impeached, were it by the merest tittle. + +Maulevrier made a good many inquiries about his grandmother, and seemed +really full of kindness and sympathy; but it was with a feeling of +profound awe, nay, of involuntary reluctance and shrinking, that he +presently entered her ladyship's sitting-room, ushered in by Mary, who +had been to her grandmother beforehand to announce the grandson's +arrival. + +The young man had hardly ever been in a sick room before. He half +expected to see Lady Maulevrier in bed, with a crowd of medicine bottles +and a cut orange on a table by her side, and a sick nurse of the +ancient-crone species cowering over the fire. It was an infinite relief +to him to find his grandmother lying on a sofa by the fire in her pretty +morning room. A little tea-table was drawn close up to her sofa, and she +was taking her afternoon tea. It was rather painful to see her lifting +her tea-cup slowly and carefully with her left hand, but that was all. +The dark eyes still flashed with the old eagle glance, the lines of the +lips were as proud and firm as ever. All sign of contraction or +distortion had passed away. In hours of calm her ladyship's beauty was +unimpaired; but with any strong emotion there came a convulsive working +of the features, and the face was momentarily drawn and distorted, as it +had been at the time of the seizure. + +Maulevrier's presence had not an unduly agitating effect on her +ladyship. She received him with tranquil graciousness, and thanked him +for his coming. + +'I hope you have spent your winter profitably in Paris,' she said. +'There is a great deal to be learnt there if you go into the right +circles.' + +Maulevrier told her that he had found much to learn, and that he had +gone into circles where almost everything was new to him. Whereupon his +grandmother questioned him about certain noble families in the Faubourg +Saint Germain who had been known to her in her own day of power, and +whose movements she had observed from a distance since that time; but +here she found her grandson dark. He had not happened to meet any of the +people she spoke about: the plain truth being that he had lived +altogether as a Bohemian, and had not used one of the letters of +introduction that had been given to him. + +'Your friend Mr. Hammond is with you, I am told,' said Lady Maulevrier, +not altogether with delight. + +'Yes, I made him come; but he is quite safe. He will bolt like a shot at +the least hint of Lesbia's return. He doesn't want to meet that young +lady again, I can assure you.' + +'Pray don't talk in that injured tone. Mr. Hammond is a gentlemanlike +person, very well informed, very agreeable. I have never denied that. +But you could not expect me to allow my granddaughter to throw herself +away upon the first adventurer who made her an offer.' + +'Hammond is not an adventurer.' + +'Very well, I will not call him so, if the term offends you. But Mr. +Hammond is--Mr. Hammond, and I cannot allow Lesbia to marry Mr. Hammond +or Mr. Anybody, and I am very sorry you have brought him here again. +There is Mary, a silly, romantic girl. I am very much afraid he has made +an impression upon her. She colours absurdly when she talks of him, and +flew into a passion with me the other day when I ventured to hint that +he is not a Rothschild, and that his society must be expensive to you.' + +'His society does not cost me anything. Hammond is the soul of +independence. He worked as a blacksmith in Canada for three months, just +to see what life was like in a wild district. There never was such a +fellow to rough it. And as for Molly, well, now, really, if he happened +to take a fancy to her, and if she happened to like him, I wouldn't bosh +the business, if I were you, grandmother. Take my word for it, Molly +might do worse.' + +'Of course. She might marry a chimney sweep. There is no answering for a +girl of her erratic nature. She is silly enough and romantic enough for +anything; but I shall not countenance her if she wants to throw herself +away on a person without prospects or connections; and I look to you, +Maulevrier, to take care of her, now that I am a wretched log chained to +this room.' + +'You may rely upon me, grandmother, Molly shall come to no harm, if I +can help it.' + +'Thank you,' said her ladyship, touching her bell twice. + +The two clear silvery strokes were a summons for Halcott, the maid, who +appeared immediately. + +'Tell Mrs. Power to get his lordship's room ready immediately, and to +give Mr. Hammond the room he had last summer,' said Lady Maulevrier, +with a sigh of resignation. + +While Maulevrier was with his grandmother John Hammond was smoking a +solitary cigar on the terrace, contemplating the mountain landscape in +its cold March greyness, and wondering very much to find himself again +at Fellside. He had gone forth from that house full of passionate +indignation, shaking off the dust from his feet, sternly resolved never +again to cross the threshold of that fateful cave, where he had met his +cold-hearted Circe. And now, because Circe was safe out of the way, he +had come back to the cavern; and he was feeling all the pain that a man +feels who beholds again the scene of a great past sorrow. + +Was this the old love and the old pain again, he wondered, or was it +only the sharp thrust of a bitter memory? He had believed himself cured +of his useless love--a great and noble love, wasted on a smaller nature +than his own. He had thought that because his eyes were opened, and he +understood the character of the girl he loved, his cure must needs be +complete. Yet now, face to face with the well-remembered landscape, +looking down upon that dull grey lake which he had seen smiling in the +sunshine, he began to doubt the completeness of his cure. He recalled +the lovely face, the graceful form, the sweet, low voice--the perfection +of gracious womanhood, manner, dress, movements, tones, smiles, all +faultless; and in the absence of that one figure, it seemed to him as if +he had come back to a tenantless, dismantled house, where there was +nothing that made life worth living. + +The red sun went down--a fierce and lurid face that seemed to scowl +through the grey--and Mr. Hammond felt that it was time to arouse +himself from gloomy meditation and go in and dress for dinner. +Maulevrier's valet was to arrive by the coach with the heavier part of +the luggage, and Maulevrier's valet did that very small portion of +valeting which was ever required by Mr. Hammond. A man who has worked at +a forge in the backwoods is not likely to be finicking in his ways, or +dependent upon servants for looking after his raiment. + +Despite Mr. Hammond's gloomy memories of past joys and disillusions, he +contrived to make himself very agreeable, by-and-by, at dinner, and in +the drawing-room after dinner, and the evening was altogether gay and +sprightly. Maulevrier was in high spirits, full of his Parisian +experiences, and talking slang as glibly as a student of the Quartier +Latin. He would talk nothing but French, protesting that he had almost +forgotten his native tongue, and his French was the language of +Larchey's Dictionary of Argot, in which nothing is called by its right +name. Mary was enchanted with this new vocabulary, and wanted to have +every word explained to her; but Maulevrier confessed that there was a +good deal that was unexplainable. + +The evening was much livelier than those summer evenings when the +dowager and Lady Lesbia were present. There was something less of +refinement, perhaps, and Fräulein remonstrated now and then about some +small violation of the unwritten laws of 'Anstand,' but there was more +mirth. Maulevrier felt for the first time as if he were master at +Fellside. They all went to the billiard room soon after dinner, and +Fräulein and Mary sat by the fire looking on, while the two young men +played. In such an evening there was no time for bitter memories: and +John Hammond was surprised to find how little he had missed that +enchantress whose absence had made the house seem desolate to him when +he re-entered it. + +He was tired with his journey and the varying emotions of the day, for +it was not without strong emotion that he had consented to return to +Fellside--and he slept soundly for the earlier part of the night. But he +had trained himself long ago to do with a very moderate portion of +sleep, and he was up and dressed while the dawn was still slowly +creeping along the edges of the hills. He went quietly down to the hall, +took one of the bamboos from a collection of canes and mountain sticks, +and set out upon a morning ramble over the snowy slopes. The snow +showers of yesterday had only sprinkled the greensward upon the lower +ground, but in the upper regions the winter snows still lingered, giving +an Alpine character to the landscape. + +John Hammond was too experienced a mountaineer to be deterred by a +little snow. He went up Silver Howe, and from the rugged breast of the +mountain saw the sun leap up from amidst a chaos of hill and crag, in +all his majesty, while the grey mists of night slowly floated up from +the valley that had lain hidden below them, and Grasmere Lake sparkled +and flashed in the light of the newly-risen sun. + +The church clock was striking eight as Hammond came at a brisk pace down +to the valley. There was still an hour before breakfast, so he took a +circuitous path to Fellside, and descended upon the house from the Fell, +as he had done that summer morning when he saw James Steadman sauntering +about in his garden. + +Within about a quarter of a mile of Lady Maulevrier's shrubberies Mr. +Hammond encountered a pedestrian, who, like himself, was evidently +taking a constitutional ramble in the morning air, but on a much less +extended scale, for this person did not look capable of going far +afield. + +He was an old man, something under middle height, but looking as if he +had once been taller; for his shoulders were much bent, and his head was +sunk on his chest. His whole form looked wasted and shrunken, and John +Hammond thought he had never seen so old a man--or at any rate any man +who was so deeply marked with all the signs of extreme age; and yet in +the backwoods of America he had met ancient settlers who remembered +Franklin, and who had been boys when the battle of Bunker's Hill was +fresh in the memory of their fathers and mothers. + +The little old man was clad in a thick grey overcoat of some shaggy kind +of cloth which looked like homespun. He wore a felt hat, and carried a +thick oak stick, and there was nothing in his appearance to indicate +that he belonged to any higher grade than that of the shepherds and +guides with whom Hammond had made himself familiar during his previous +visit. And yet there was something distinctive about the man, Hammond +thought, something wild and uncanny, which made him unlike any of those +hale and hearty-looking dalesmen on whom old age sate so lightly. No, +John Hammond could not fancy this man, with his pallid countenance and +pale crafty eyes, to be of the same race as those rugged and +honest-looking descendants of the Norsemen. + +Perhaps it was the man's exceeding age, for John Hammond made up his +mind that he must be a centenarian, which gave him so strange and unholy +an air. He had the aspect of a man who had been buried and brought back +to life again. + +So might look one of those Indian Fakirs who have the power to suspend life +by some mysterious process, and to lie in the darkness of the grave for a +given period, and then at their own will to resume the functions of the +living. His long white hair fell upon the collar of his grey coat, and +would have given him a patriarchal appearance had the face possessed the +dignity of age: but it was a countenance without dignity, a face deeply +scored with the lines of evil passions and guilty memories--the face of +the vulture, with a touch of the ferret--altogether a most unpleasant +face, Mr. Hammond thought. + +And yet there was a kind of fascination about that bent and shrunken +figure, those feeble movements, and shuffling gait. John Hammond turned +to look after the old man when he had passed him, and stood to watch him +as he went slowly up the Fell, plant his crutch stick upon the ground +before every footstep, as if it were a third leg, and more serviceable +than either of the other two. + +Mr. Hammond watched him for two or three minutes, but, as the old man's +movements had an automatic regularity, the occupation soon palled, and +he turned and walked toward Fellside. A few yards nearer the grounds he +met James Steadman, walking briskly, and smoking his morning pipe. + +'You are out early this morning,' said Hammond, by way of civility. + +'I am always pretty early, sir. I like a mouthful of morning air.' + +'So do I. By-the-bye, can you tell me anything about a queer-looking old +man I passed just now a little higher up the Fell? Such an old, old man, +with long white hair.' + +'Yes, sir. I believe I know him.' + +'Who is he? Does he live in Grasmere?' + +Steadman looked puzzled. + +'Well, you see, sir, your description might apply to a good many; but if +it's the man I think you mean he lives in one of the cottages behind the +church. Old Barlow, they call him.' + +'There can't be two such men--he must be at least a century old. If any +one told me he were a hundred and twenty I shouldn't be inclined to +doubt the fact. I never saw such a shrivelled, wrinkled visage, +bloodless, too, as if the poor old wretch never felt your fresh mountain +air upon his hollow cheeks. A dreadful face. It will haunt me for a +month.' + +'It must be old Barlow,' replied Steadman. 'Good day, sir.' + +He walked on with his swinging step, and at such a pace that he was up +the side of the Fell and close upon old Barlow's heels when Hammond +turned to look after him five minutes later. + +'There's a man who shows few traces of age, at any rate,' thought +Hammond. 'Yet her ladyship told me that he is over seventy.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE OLD MAN ON THE FELL. + + +Having made up his mind to stay at Fellside until after Easter, +Maulevrier settled down very quietly--for him. He rode a good deal, +fished a little, looked after his dogs, played billiards, made a devout +appearance in the big square pew at St. Oswald's on Sunday mornings, and +behaved altogether as a reformed character. Even his grandmother was +fain to admit that Maulevrier was improved, and that Mr. Hammond's +influence upon him must be exercised for good and not for evil. + +'I plunged awfully last year, and the year before that,' said +Maulevrier, sitting at tea in her ladyship's morning room one afternoon +about a week after his return, when she had expressed her gracious +desire that the two young men should take tea with her. + +Mary was in charge of the tea-pot and brass kettle, and looked as +radiant and as fresh as a summer morning. A regular Gainsborough girl, +Hammond called her, when he praised her to her brother; a true English +beauty, unsophisticated, a little rustic, but full of youthful +sweetness. + +'You see, I didn't know what a racing stable meant,' continued +Maulevrier, mildly apologetic--'in fact, I thought it was an easy way +for a nobleman to make as good a living as your City swells, with their +soft goods or their Brummagem ware, a respectable trade for a gentleman +to engage in. And it was only when I was half ruined that I began to +understand the business; and as soon as I did understand it I made up my +mind to get out of it; and I am happy to say that I sold the very last +of my stud in February, and Tony Lumpkin is his own man again. So you +may welcome the prodigal grandson, and order the fatted calf to be +slain, grandmother!' + +Lady Maulevrier stretched out her left hand to him, and the young man +bent over it and kissed it affectionately. He felt really touched by her +misfortunes, and was fonder of her than he had ever been before. She had +been somewhat hard with him in his boyhood, but she had always cared for +his dignity and protected his interests: and, after all, she was a noble +old woman, a grandmother of whom a man might be justly proud. He thought +of the painted harridans, the bare-shouldered skeletons, whom some of +his young friends were obliged to own in the same capacity, and he was +thankful that he could reverence his father's mother. + +'That is the best news I have heard for a long time, Maulevrier,' said +her ladyship graciously; 'better medicine for my nerves than any of Mr. +Horton's preparations. If Mr. Hammond's advice has influenced you to get +rid of your stable I am deeply grateful to Mr. Hammond.' + +Hammond smiled as he sipped his tea, sitting close to Mary's tray, ready +to fly to her assistance on the instant should the brazen kettle become +troublesome. It had a threatening way of hissing and bubbling over its +spirit lamp. + +'Oh, you have no idea what a fellow Hammond is to lecture,' answered +Maulevrier. 'He is a tremendous Radical, and he thinks that every young +man in my position ought to be a reformer, and devote the greater part +of his time and trouble to turning out the dirty corners of the world, +upsetting those poor dear families who like to pig together in one room, +ordering all the children off to school, marrying the fathers and +mothers, thrusting himself between free labour and free beer, and +interfering with the liberty of the subject in every direction.' + +'All that may sound like Radicalism, but I think it is the true +Conservatism, and that every young man ought to do as much, if he wants +this timeworn old country to maintain its power and prosperity,' +answered Lady Maulevrier, with an approving glance at John Hammond's +thoughtful face. + +'Right you are, grandmother,' returned Maulevrier, 'and I believe +Hammond calls himself a Conservative, and means to vote with the +Conservatives.' + +Means to vote! An idle phrase, surely, thought her ladyship, where the +young man's chance of getting into Parliament was so remote. + +That afternoon tea in Lady Maulevrier's room was almost as cheerful as +the tea-drinkings in the drawing-room, unrestrained by her ladyship's +presence. She was pleased with her grandson's conduct, and was therefore +inclined to be friendly to his friend. She could see an improvement in +Mary, too. The girl was more feminine, more subdued, graver, sweeter; +more like that ideal woman of Wordsworth's, whose image embodies all +that is purest and fairest in womanhood. + +Mary had not forgotten that unlucky story about the fox-hunt, and ever +since Hammond's return she had been as it were on her best behaviour, +refraining from her races with the terriers, and holding herself aloof +from Maulevrier's masculine pursuits. She sheltered herself a good deal +under the Fräulein's substantial wing, and took care never to intrude +herself upon the amusements of her brother and his friend. She was not +one of those young women who think a brother's presence an excuse for a +perpetual _tête-à-tête_ with a young man. Yet when Maulevrier came in +quest of her, and entreated her to join them in a ramble, she was not +too prudish to refuse the pleasure she so thoroughly enjoyed. But +afternoon tea was her privileged hour--the time at which she wore her +prettiest frock, and forgot to regret her inferiority to Lesbia in all +the graces of womanhood. + +One afternoon, when they had all three walked to Easedale Tarn, and were +coming back by the side of the force, picking their way among the grey +stones and the narrow threads of silvery water, it suddenly occurred to +Hammond to ask Mary about that queer old man he had seen on the Fell +nearly a fortnight before. He had often thought of making the inquiry +when he was away from Mary, but had always forgotten the thing when he +was with her. Indeed, Mary had a wonderful knack of making him forget +everything but herself. + +'You seem to know every creature in Grasmere, down to the two-year-old +babies,' said Hammond, Mary having just stopped to converse with an +infantine group, straggling and struggling over the boulders. 'Pray, do +you happen to know a man called Barlow, a very old man?' + +'Old Sam Barlow,' exclaimed Mary; 'why, of course I know him.' + +She said it as if he were a near relative, and the question palpably +absurd. + +'He is an old man, a hundred, at least, I should think,' said Hammond. + +'Poor old Sam, not much on the wrong side of eighty. I go to see him +every week, and take him his week's tobacco, poor old dear. It is his +only comfort.' + +'Is it?' asked Hammond. 'I should have doubted his having so humanising +a taste as tobacco. He looks too evil a creature ever to have yielded to +the softening influence of a pipe.' + +'An evil creature! What, old Sam? Why he is the most genial old thing, +and as cheery--loves to hear the newspaper read to him--the murders and +railway accidents. He doesn't care for politics. Everybody likes old Sam +Barlow.' + +'I fancy the Grasmere idea of reverend and amiable age must be strictly +local. I can only say that I never saw a more unholy countenance.' + +'You must have been dreaming when you saw him,' said Mary. 'Where did +you meet him?' + +'On the Fell, about a quarter of a mile from the shrubbery gate.' + +'_Did_ you? I shouldn't have thought he could have got so far. I've a +good mind to take you to see him, this very afternoon, before we go +home.' + +'Do,' exclaimed Hammond, 'I should like it immensely. I thought him a +hateful-looking old person; but there was something so thoroughly +uncanny about him that he exercised an absolute fascination upon me: he +magnetised me, I think, as the green-eyed cat magnetises the bird. I +have been positively longing to see him again. He is a kind of human +monster, and I hope some one will have a big bottle made ready for him +and preserve him in spirits when he dies.' + +'What a horrid idea! No, sir, dear old Barlow shall lie beside the +Rotha, under the trees Wordsworth planted. He is such a man as +Wordsworth would have loved.' + +Mr. Hammond shrugged his shoulders, and said no more. Mary's little +vehement ways, her enthusiasm, her love of that valley, which might be +called her native place, albeit her eyes had opened upon heaven's light +far away, her humility, were all very delightful in their way. She was +not a perfect beauty, like Lesbia; but she was a fresh, pure-minded +English girl, frank as the day, and if he had had a brother he would +have recommended that brother to choose just such a girl for his wife. + +Mr. Samuel Barlow occupied a little old cottage, which seemed to consist +chiefly of a gable end and a chimney stack, in that cluster of dwellings +behind St. Oswald's church, which was once known as the Kirk Town. +Visitors went downstairs to get to Mr. Barlow's ground-floor, for the +influence of time and advancing civilisation had raised the pathway in +front of Mr. Barlow's cottage until his parlour had become of a +cellar-like aspect. Yet it was a very nice little parlour when one got +down to it, and it enjoyed winter and summer a perpetual twilight, since +the light that crept through the leaded casement was tempered by a +screen of flowerpots, which were old Barlow's particular care. There +were no finer geraniums in all Grasmere than Barlow's, no bigger +carnations or picotees, asters or arums. + +It was about five o'clock in the March afternoon, when Mary ushered John +Hammond into Mr. Barlow's dwelling, and, in the dim glow of a cheery +little fire and the faint light that filtered through the screen of +geranium leaves, the visitor looked for a moment or so doubtfully at the +owner of the cottage. But only for a moment. Those bright blue eyes and +apple cheeks, that benevolent expression, bore no likeness to the +strange old man he had seen on the Fell. Mr. Barlow was toothless and +nut-cracker like of outline; he was thin and shrunken, and bent with the +burden of long years, but his healthy visage had none of those deep +lines, those cross markings and hollows which made the pallid +countenance of that other old man as ghastly as would be the abstract +idea of life's last stage embodied by the bitter pencil of a Hogarth. + +'I have brought a gentleman from London to see you, Sam,' said Mary. 'He +fancied he met you on the Fell the other morning.' + +Barlow rose and quavered a cheery welcome, but protested against the +idea of his having got so far as the Fell. + +'With my blessed rheumatics, you know it isn't in me, Lady Mary. I shall +never get no further than the churchyard; but I likes to sit on the wall +hard by Wordsworth's tomb in a warm afternoon, and to see the folks pass +over the bridge; and I can potter about looking after my flowers, I can. +But it would be a dull life, now the poor old missus is gone and the +bairns all out at service, if it wasn't for some one dropping in to have +a chat, or read me a bit of the news sometimes. And there isn't anybody +in Grasmere, gentle or simple, that's kinder to me than you, Lady Mary. +Lord bless you, I do look forward to my newspaper. Any more of them +dreadful smashes?' + +'No, Sam, thank Heaven, there have been no railway accidents.' + +'Ah, we shall have 'em in August and September,' said the old man, +cheerily. 'They're bound to come then. There's a time for all things, +as Solomon says. When the season comes t'smashes all coom. And no more +of these mysterious murders, I suppose, which baffle t'police and keep +me awake o' nights thinking of 'em.' + +'Surely you do not take delight in murder, Mr. Barlow?' said Hammond. + +'No, sir, I do not wish my fellow-creatures to mak' awa' wi' each other; +but if there is a murder going in the papers I like to get the benefit +of it. I like to sit in front of my fire of an evening and wonder about +it while I smoke my pipe, and fancy I can see the murderer hiding in a +garret in an out-of-the-way alley, or as a stowaway on board a gert +ship, or as a miner deep down in a coalpit, and never thinking that even +there t'police can track him. Did you ever hear tell o' Mr. de Quincey, +sir?' + +'I believe I have read every line he ever wrote.' + +'Ah, you should have heard him talk about murders. It would have made +you dream queer dreams, just as he did. He lived for years in the white +cottage that Wordsworth once lived in, just behind the street yonder--a +nice, neat, lile gentleman, in a houseful of books. I've had many a talk +with him when I was a young man.' + +'And how old may you be now, Mr. Barlow?' + +'Getting on for eighty four, sir.' + +'But you are not the oldest man in Grasmere, I should say, by twenty +years?' + +'I don't think there's many much older than me, sir.' + +'The man I saw on the Fell looked at least a hundred. I wish you could +tell me who he is; I feel a morbid curiosity about him.' + +He went on to describe the old man in the grey coat, as minutely as he +could, dwelling on every characteristic of that singular-looking old +person; but Samuel Barlow could not identify the description with any +one in Grasmere. Yet a man of that age, seen walking on the hill-side at +eight in the morning, could hardly have come from far afield. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +LADY MAULEVRIER'S LETTER-BAG. + + +Although Maulevrier had assured his grandmother that John Hammond would +take flight at the first warning of Lesbia's return, Lady Maulevrier's +dread of any meeting between her granddaughter and that ineligible lover +determined her in making such arrangements as should banish Lesbia from +Fellside, so long as there seemed the slightest danger of such a +meeting. She knew that Lesbia had loved her fortuneless suitor; and she +did not know that the wound was cured, even by a season in the +little-great world of Cannes. Now that she, the ruler of that +household, was a helpless captive in her own apartments, she felt that +Lesbia at Fellside would be her own mistress, and hemmed round with the +dangers that beset richly-dowered beauty and inexperienced youth. + +John Hammond might be playing a very deep game, perhaps assisted by +Maulevrier. He might ostensibly leave Fellside before Lesbia's return, +yet lurk in the neighbourhood, and contrive to meet her every day. If +Maulevrier encouraged this folly, they might be married and over the +border, before her ladyship--fettered, impotent as she was--could +interfere. + +Lady Maulevrier felt that Georgie Kirkbank was her strong rock. So long +as Lesbia was under that astute veteran's wing there could be no danger. +In that embodied essence of worldliness and diplomacy, there was an +ever-present defence from all temptations that spring from romance and +youthful impulses. It was a bitter thing, perhaps, to steep a young and +pure soul in such an atmosphere, to harden a fresh young nature in the +fiery crucible of fashionable life; but Lady Maulevrier believed that +the end would sanctify the means. Lesbia, once married to a worthy man, +such a man as Lord Hartfield, for instance, would soon rise to a higher +level than that Belgravian swamp over which the malarian vapours of +falsehood, and slander, and self-seeking, and prurient imaginings hang +dense and thick. She would rise to the loftier table-land of that really +great world which governs and admonishes the ruck of mankind by examples +of noble deeds and noble thoughts; the world of statesmen, and soldiers, +and thinkers, and reformers; the salt wherewithal society is salted. + +But while Lesbia was treading the tortuous mazes of fashion, it was well +for her to be guided and guarded by such an old campaigner as Lady +Kirkbank, a woman who, in the language of her friends, 'knew the ropes.' + +Lesbia's last letter had been to the effect that she was to go back to +London with the Kirkbanks directly after Easter, and that directly they +arrived she would set off with her maid for Fellside, to spend a week or +a fortnight with her dearest grandmother, before going back to Arlington +Street for the May campaign. + +'And then, dearest, I hope you will make up your mind to spend the +season in London,' wrote Lesbia. 'I shall expect to hear that you have +secured Lord Porlock's house. How dreadfully slow your poor dear hand is +to recover! I am afraid Horton is not treating the case cleverly. Why do +you not send for Mr. Erichsen? It is a shock to my nerves every time I +receive a letter in Mary's masculine hand, instead of in your lovely +Italian penmanship. Strange--isn't it?--how much better the women of +your time write than the girls of the present day! Lady Kirkbank +receives letters from stylish girls in a hand that would disgrace a +housemaid.' + +Lady Maulevrier allowed a post to go by before she answered this letter, +while she deliberated upon the best and wisest manner of arranging her +granddaughter's future. It was an agony to her not to be able to write +with her own hand, to be obliged to so shape every sentence that Mary +might learn nothing which she ought not to know. It was impossible with +such an amanuensis to write confidentially to Lady Kirkbank. The letters +to Lesbia were of less consequence; for Lesbia, albeit so intensely +beloved, was not in her grandmother's confidence, least of all about +those schemes and dreams which concerned her own fate. + +However, the letters had to be written, so Mary was told to open her +desk and begin. + +The letter to Lesbia ran thus:-- + + 'My dearest Child, + + 'This is a world in which our brightest day-dreams generally end in + mere dreaming. For years past I have cherished the hope of + presenting you to your sovereign, to whom I was presented six and + forty years ago, when she was so fair and girlish a creature that + she seemed to me more like a queen in a fairy tale than the actual + ruler of a great country. I have beguiled my monotonous days with + thoughts of the time when I should return to the great world, full + of pride and delight in showing old friends what a sweet flower I + had reared in my mountain home; but, alas, Lesbia, it may not be. + + 'Fate has willed otherwise. The maimed hand does not recover, + although Horton is very clever, and thoroughly understands my case. + I am not ill, I am not in danger; so you need feel no anxiety about + me; but I am a cripple; and I am likely to remain a cripple for + months; so the idea of a London season this year is hopeless. + + 'Now, as you have in a manner made your _début_ at Cannes, it would + never do to bury you here for another year. You complained of the + dullness last summer; but you would find Fellside much duller now + that you have tasted the elixir of life. No, my dear love, it will + be well for you to be presented, as Lady Kirkbank proposes, at the + first drawing-room after Easter; and Lady Kirkbank will have to + present you. She will be pleased to do this, I know, for her letters + are full of enthusiasm about you. And, after all, I do not think you + will lose by the exchange. Clever as I think myself, I fear I should + find myself sorely at fault in the society of to-day. All things are + changed: opinions, manners, creeds, morals even. Acts that were + crimes in my day are now venial errors--opinions that were + scandalous are now the mark of "advanced thought." I should be too + formal for this easy-going age, should be ridiculed as old-fashioned + and narrow-minded, should put you to the blush a dozen times a day + by my prejudices and opinions. + + 'It is very good of you to think of travelling so long a distance to + see me; and I should love to look at your sweet face, and hear you + describe your new experiences; but I could not allow you to travel + with only the protection of a maid; and there are many reasons why I + think it better to defer the meeting till the end of the season, + when Lady Kirkbank will bring my treasure back to me, eager to tell + me the history of all the hearts she has broken.' + +The dowager's letter to Lady Kirkbank was brief and business-like. She +could only hope that her old friend Georgie, whose acuteness she knew of +old, would divine her feelings and her wishes, without being explicitly +told what they were. + + 'My dear Georgie, + + 'I am too ill to leave this house; indeed I doubt if I shall ever + leave it till I am taken away in my coffin; but please say nothing + to alarm Lesbia. Indeed, there is no ground for fear, as I am not + dangerously ill, and may drag out an imprisonment of long years + before the coffin comes to fetch me. There are reasons, which you + will understand, why Lesbia should not come here till after the + season; so please keep her in Arlington Street, and occupy her mind + as much as you can with the preparations for her first campaign. I + give you _carte blanche_. If Carson is still in business I should + like her to make my girl's gowns; but you must please yourself in + this matter, as it is quite possible that Carson is a little behind + the times. + + 'I must ask you to present my darling, and to deal with her exactly + as if she were a daughter of your own. I think you know all my views + and hopes about her; and I feel that I can trust to your friendship + in this my day of need. The dream of my life has been to launch her + myself, and direct her every step in the mazes of town life; but + that dream is over. I have kept age and infirmity at a distance, + have even forgotten that the years were going by; and now I find + myself an old woman all at once, and my golden dream has vanished.' + +Lady Kirkbank's reply came by return of post, and happily this gushing +epistle had not to be submitted to Mary's eye. + + 'My dearest Di, + + 'My heart positively bleeds for you. What is the matter with your + hand, that you talk of being a life-long prisoner to your room? Pray + send for Paget or Erichsen, and have yourself put right at once. No + doubt that local simpleton is making a mess of your case. Perhaps + while he is dabbing with lint and lotions the real remedy is the + knife. I am sure amputation would be less melancholy than the + despondent state of feeling which you are now suffering. If any limb + of mine went wrong, I should say to the surgeon, "Cut it off, and + patch up the stump in your best style; I give you a fortnight, and + at the end of that time I expect to be going to parties again." Life + is not long enough for dawdling surgery. + + 'As regards Lesbia, I can only say that I adore her, and I am + enchanted at the idea that I am to run her myself. I intend her to + be _the_ beauty of the season--not _one of the loveliest + debutantes_, or any rot of that kind--but just the girl whom + everybody will be crazy about. There shall be a mob wherever she + appears, Di, I promise you that. There is no one in London who can + work a thing of that kind better than your humble servant. And when + once the girl is the talk of the town, all the rest is easy. She can + choose for herself among the very best men in society. Offers will + pour in as thickly as circulars from undertakers and mourning + warehouses after a death. + + 'Lesbia is so cool-headed and sensible that I have not the least + doubt of her success. With an impulsive or romantic girl there is + always the fear of a _fiasco_. But this sweet child of yours has + been well brought up, and knows her own value. She behaved like a + queen here, where I need not tell you society is just a little + mixed; though, of course, we only cultivate our own set. Your heart + would swell with pride if you could see the way she puts down men + who are not quite good style; and the ease with which she crushes + those odious American girls, with their fine complexions and loud + manners. + + 'Be assured that I shall guard her as the apple of my eye, and that + the detrimental who circumvents me will be a very Satan of schemers. + + 'I can but smile at your mention of Carson, whose gowns used to fit + us so well in our girlish days, and whose bills seem moderate + compared with the exorbitant accounts I get now. + + 'Carson has long been forgotten, my dear soul, gone with the snows + of last year. A long procession of fashionable French dressmakers + has passed across the stage since her time, like the phantom kings + in Macbeth; and now the last rage is to have our gowns made by an + Englishman who works for the Princess, and who gives himself most + insufferable airs, or an Irishwoman who is employed by all the best + actresses. It is to the latter, Kate Kearney, I shall entrust our + sweet Lesbia's toilettes.' + +The same post brought a loving letter from Lesbia, full of regret at not +being allowed to go down to Fellside, and yet full of delight at the +prospect of her first season. + + 'Lady Kirkbank and I have been discussing my court dress,' she wrote, + 'and we have decided upon a white cut-velvet train, with a border of + ostrich feathers, over a satin petticoat embroidered with seed + pearl. It will be expensive, but we know you will not mind that. + Lady Kirkbank takes the idea from the costume Buckingham wore at the + Louvre the first time he met Anne of Austria. Isn't that clever of + her? She is not a deep thinker like you; is horribly ignorant of + science, metaphysics, poetry even. She asked me one day who Plato + was, and whether he took his name from the battle of Platoea; and + she says she never could understand why people make a fuss about + Shakespeare; but she has read all the secret histories and memoirs + that ever were written, and knows all the ins and outs of court life + and high life for the last three hundred years; and there is not a + person in the peerage whose family history she has not at her + fingers' ends, except my grandfather. When I asked her to tell me + all about Lord Maulevrier and his achievements as Governor of + Madras, she had not a word to say. So, perhaps, she draws upon her + invention a little in talking about other people, and felt herself + restrained when she came to speak of my grandfather.' + +This passage in Lesbia's letter affected Lady Maulevrier as if a +scorpion had wriggled from underneath the sheet of paper. She folded the +letter, and laid it in the satin-lined box on her table, with a deep +sigh. + +'Yes, she is in the world now, and she will ask questions. I have never +warned her against pronouncing her grandfather's name. There are some +who will not be so kind as Georgie Kirkbank; some, perhaps, who will +delight in humiliating her, and who will tell her the worst that can be +told. My only hope is that she will make a great marriage, and speedily. +Once the wife of a man with a high place in the world, worldlings will +be too wise to wound her by telling her that her grandfather was an +unconvicted felon.' + +The die was cast. Lady Maulevrier might dread the hazard of evil +tongues, of slanderous memories; but she could not recall her consent to +Lesbia's _début_. The girl was already launched; she had been seen and +admired. The next stage in her career must be to be wooed and won by a +worthy wooer. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +ON THE DARK BROW OF HELVELLYN. + + +While these plans were being settled, and while Lesbia's future was the +all-absorbing subject of Lady Maulevrier's thoughts, Mary contrived to +be happier than she had ever been in her life before. It was happiness +that grew and strengthened with every day; and yet there was no obvious +reason for this deep joy. Her life ran in the same familiar groove. She +walked and rode on the old pathways; she rowed on the lake she had known +from babyhood; she visited her cottagers, and taught in the village +school, just the same as of old. The change was only that she was no +longer alone; and of late the solitude of her life, the ever-present +consciousness that nobody shared her pleasures or sympathised with her +upon any point, had weighed upon her like an actual burden. Now she had +Maulevrier, who was always kind, who understood and shared almost all +her tastes, and Maulevrier's friend, who, although not given to saying +smooth things, seemed warmly interested in her pursuits and opinions. He +encouraged her to talk, although he generally took the opposite side in +every argument; and she no longer felt oppressed or irritated by the +idea that he despised her. + +Indeed, although he never flattered or even praised her, Mr. Hammond let +her see that he liked her society. She had gone out of her way to avoid +him, very fearful lest he should think her bold or masculine; but he had +taken pains to frustrate all her efforts in that direction; he had +refused to go upon excursions which she could not share. 'Lady Mary must +come with us,' he said, when they were planning a morning's ramble. Thus +it happened that Mary was his guide and companion in all his walks, and +roamed with him bamboo in hand, over every one of those mountainous +paths she knew and loved so well. Distance was as nothing to +them--sometimes a boat helped them, and they went over wintry Windermere +to climb the picturesque heights above Bowness. Sometimes they took +ponies, and a groom, and left their steeds to perform the wilder part of +the way on foot. In this wise John Hammond saw all that was to be seen +within a day's journey of Grasmere, except the top of Helvellyn. +Maulevrier had shirked the expedition, had always put off Mary and Mr. +Hammond when they proposed it. The season was not advanced enough--the +rugged pathway by the Tongue Ghyll would be as slippery as glass--no +pony could get up there in such weather. + +'We have not had any frost to speak of for the last fortnight,' pleaded +Mary, who was particularly anxious to do the honours of Helvellyn, as +the real lion of the neighbourhood. + +'What a simpleton you are, Molly!' cried Maulevrier. 'Do you suppose +because there is no frost in your grandmother's garden--and if you were +to ask Staples about his peaches he would tell you a very different +story--that there's a tropical atmosphere on Dolly Waggon Pike? Why, I'd +wager the ice on Grisdale Tarn is thick enough for skating. Helvellyn +won't run away, child. You and Hammond can dance the Highland +Schottische on Striding Edge in June, if you like.' + +'Mr. Hammond won't be here in June,' said Mary. + +'Who knows?--the train service is pretty fair between London and +Windermere. Hammond and I would think nothing of putting ourselves in +the mail on a Friday night, and coming down to spend Saturday and Sunday +with you--if you are good.' + +There came a sunny morning soon after Easter which seemed mild enough +for June; and when Hammond suggested that this was the very day for +Helvellyn, Maulevrier had not a word to say against the truth of that +proposition. The weather had been exceptionally warm for the last week, +and they had played tennis and sat in the garden just as if it had been +actually summer. Patches of snow might still linger on the crests of the +hills--but the approach to those bleak heights could hardly be glacial. + +Mary clasped her hands delightedly. + +'Dear old Maulevrier!' she exclaimed, 'you are always good to me. And +now I shall be able to show you the Red Tarn, the highest pool of water +in England,' she said, turning to Hammond. 'And you will see Windermere +winding like a silvery serpent between the hills, and Grasmere shining +like a jewel in the depth of the valley, and the sea glittering like a +line of white light between the edges of earth and heaven, and the dark +Scotch hills like couchant lions far away to the north.' + +'That is to say these things are all supposed to be on view from the top +of the mountain; but as a peculiar and altogether exceptional state of +the atmosphere is essential to their being seen, I need not tell you +that they are rarely visible,' said Maulevrier. 'You are talking to old +mountaineers, Molly. Hammond has done Cotapaxi and had his little +clamber on the equatorial Andes, and I--well, child, I have done my +Righi, and I have always found the boasted panorama enveloped in dense +fog.' + +'It won't be foggy to-day,' said Mary. 'Shall we do the whole thing on +foot, or shall I order the ponies?' + +Mr. Hammond inquired the distance up and down, and being told that it +involved only a matter of eight miles, decided upon walking. + +'I'll walk, and lead your pony,' he said to Mary, but Mary declared +herself quite capable of going on foot, so the ponies were dispensed +with as a possible encumbrance. + +This was planned and discussed in the garden before breakfast. Fräulein +was told that Mary was going for a long walk with her brother and Mr. +Hammond; a walk which might last over the usual luncheon hour; so +Fräulein was not to wait luncheon. Mary went to her grandmother's room +to pay her duty visit. There were no letters for her to write that +morning, so she was perfectly free. + +The three pedestrians started an hour after breakfast, in light marching +order. The two young men wore their Argyleshire shooting +clothes--homespun knickerbockers and jackets, thick-ribbed hose knitted +by Highland lasses in Inverness. They carried a couple of hunting flasks +filled with claret, and a couple of sandwich boxes, and that was all. +Mary wore her substantial tailor-gown of olive tweed, and a little toque +to match, with a silver mounted grouse-claw for her only ornament. + +It was a delicious morning, the air fresh and sweet, the sun comfortably +warm, a little too warm, perhaps, presently, when they had trodden the +narrow path by the Tongue Ghyll, and were beginning to wind slowly +upwards over rough boulders and last year's bracken, tough and brown and +tangled, towards that rugged wall of earth and stone tufted with rank +grasses, which calls itself Dolly Waggon Pike. Here they all came to a +stand-still, and wiped the dews of honest labour from their foreheads; +and here Maulevrier flung himself down upon a big boulder, with the +soles of his stout shooting boots in running water, and took out his +cigar case. + +'How do you like it?' he asked his friend, when he had lighted his +cigarette. 'I hope you are enjoying yourself.' + +'I never was happier in my life,' answered Hammond. + +He was standing on higher ground, with Mary at his elbow, pointing out +and expatiating upon the details of the prospect. There were the +lakes--Grasmere, a disk of shining blue; Rydal, a patch of silver; and +Windermere winding amidst a labyrinth of wooded hills. + +'Aren't you tired?' asked Maulevrier. + +'Not a whit.' + +'Oh, I forgot you had done Cotapaxi, or as much of Cotapaxi as living +mortal ever has done. That makes a difference. I am going home.' + +'Oh, Maulevrier!' exclaimed Mary, piteously. + +'I am going home. You two can go to the top. You are both hardened +mountaineers, and I am not in it with either of you. When I rashly +consented to a pedestrian ascent of Helvellyn I had forgotten what the +gentleman was like; and as to Dolly Waggon I had actually forgotten her +existence. But now I see the lady--as steep as the side of a house, and +as stony--no, naught but herself can be her parallel in stoniness. No, +Molly, I will go no further.' + +'But we shall go down on the other side,' urged Mary. 'It is a little +steeper on the Cumberland side, but not nearly so far.' + +'A little steeper! I Can anything be steeper than Dolly Waggon? Yes, you +are right. It is steeper on the Cumberland side. I remember coming down +a sheer descent, like an exaggerated sugar-loaf; but I was on a pony, +and it was the brute's look-out. I will not go down the Cumberland side +on my own legs. No, Molly, not even for you. But if you and Hammond want +to go to the top, there is nothing to prevent you. He is a skilled +mountaineer. I'll trust you with him.' + +Mary blushed, and made no reply. Of all things in the world she least +wanted to abandon the expedition. Yet to climb Helvellyn alone with her +brother's friend would no doubt be a terrible violation of those laws of +maidenly propriety which Fräulein was always expounding. If Mary were to +do this thing, which she longed to do, she must hazard a lecture from +her governess, and probably a biting reproof from her grandmother. + +'Will you trust yourself with me, Lady Mary?' asked Hammond, looking at +her with a gaze so earnest--so much more earnest than the occasion +required--that her blushes deepened and her eyelids fell. 'I have done a +good deal of climbing in my day, and I am not afraid of anything +Helvellyn can do to me. I promise to take great care of you if you will +come.' + +How could she refuse? How could she for one moment pretend that she did +not trust him, that her heart did not yearn to go with him. She would +have climbed the shingly steep of Cotapaxi with him--or crossed the +great Sahara with him--and feared nothing. Her trust in him was +infinite--as infinite as her reverence and love. + +'I am afraid Fräulein would make a fuss,' she faltered, after a pause. + +'Hang Fräulein,' cried Maulevrier, puffing at his cigarette, and kicking +about the stones in the clear running water. 'I'll square it with +Fräulein. I'll give her a pint of fiz with her lunch, and make her see +everything in a rosy hue. The good soul is fond of her Heidseck. You +will be back by afternoon tea. Why should there be any fuss about the +matter? Hammond wants to see the Red Tarn, and you are dying to show him +the way. Go, and joy go with you both. Climbing a stony hill is a form +of pleasure to which I have not yet risen. I shall stroll home at my +leisure, and spend the afternoon on the billiard-room sofa reading +Mudie's last contribution to the comforts of home.' + +'What a Sybarite,' said Hammond. 'Come, Lady Mary, we mustn't loiter, if +we are to be back at Fellside by five o'clock.' + +Mary looked at her brother doubtfully, and he gave her a little nod +which seemed to say, 'Go, by all means;' so she dug the end of her staff +into Dolly's rugged breast, and mounted cheerily, stepping lightly from +boulder to boulder. + +The sun was not so warm as it had been ten minutes ago, when Maulevrier +flung himself down to rest. The sky had clouded over a little, and a +cooler wind was blowing across the breast of the hill. Fairfield yonder, +that long smooth slope of verdure which a little while ago looked +emerald green in the sunlight, now wore a soft and shadowy hue. All the +world was greyer and dimmer in a moment, as it were, and Coniston Lake +in its distant valley disappeared beneath a veil of mist, while the +shimmering sea-line upon the verge of the horizon melted and vanished +among the clouds that overhung it. The weather changes very quickly in +this part of the world. Sharp drops of rain came spitting at Hammond and +Mary as they climbed the crest of the Pike, and stopped, somewhat +breathless, to look back at Maulevrier. He was trudging blithely down +the winding way, and seemed to have done wonders while they had been +doing very little. + +'How fast he is going!' said Mary. + +'Easy is the descent of Avernus. He is going down-hill, and we are going +upwards. That makes all the difference in life, you see,' answered +Hammond. + +Mary looked at him with divine compassion. She thought that for him the +hill of life would be harder than Helvellyn. He was brave, honest, +clever; but her grandmother had impressed upon her that modern +civilisation hardly has room for a young man who wants to get on in the +world, without either fortune or powerful connexions. He had better go +to Australia and keep sheep, than attempt the impossible at home. + +The rain was a passing shower, hardly worth speaking of, but the glory +of the day was over. The sky was grey, and there were dark clouds +creeping up from the sea-line. Silvery Windermere had taken a leaden +hue; and now they turned their last fond look upon the Westmoreland +valley, and set their faces steadily towards Cumberland, and the fine +grassy plateau on the top of the hill. + +All this was not done in a flash. It took them some time to scale +Dolly's stubborn breast, and it took them another hour to reach Seat +Sandal; and by the time they came to the iron gate in the fence, which +at this point divides the two counties, the atmosphere had thickened +ominously, and dark wreaths of fog were floating about and around them, +whirled here and there by a boisterous wind which shrieked and roared at +them with savage fury, as if it were the voice of some Titan monarch of +the mountain protesting against this intrusion upon his domain. + +'I'm afraid you won't see the Scottish hills,' shouted Mary, holding on +her little cloth hat. + +She was obliged to shout at the top of her voice, though she was close +to Mr. Hammond's elbow, for that shrill screaming wind would have +drowned the voice of a stentor. + +'Never mind the view,' replied Hammond in the same fortissimo, 'but I +really wish I hadn't brought you up here. If this fog should get any +worse, it may be dangerous.' + +'The fog is sure to get worse,' said Mary, in a brief lull of the +hurly-burly, 'but there is no danger. I know every inch of the hill, and +I am not a bit afraid. I can guide you, if you will trust me.' + +'My bravest of girls,' he exclaimed, looking down at her. 'Trust you! +Yes, I would trust my life to you--my soul--my honour--secure in your +purity and good faith.' + +Never had eyes of living man or woman looked down upon her with such +tenderness, such fervent love. She looked up at him; looked with eyes +which, at first bewildered, then grew bold, and lost themselves, as it +were, in the dark grey depths of the eyes they met. The savage wind, +hustling and howling, blew her nearer to him, as a reed is blown against +a rock. Dark grey mists were rising round them like a sea; but had that +ever-thickening, ever-darkening vapour been the sea itself, and death +inevitable, Mary Haselden would have hardly cared. For in this moment +the one precious gift for which her soul had long been yearning had been +freely given to her. She knew all at once, that she was fondly loved by +that one man whom she had chosen for her idol and her hero. + +What matter that he was fortuneless, a nobody, with but the poorest +chances of success in the world? What if he must needs, only to win the +bare means of existence, go to Australia and keep sheep, or to the Bed +River valley and grow corn? What if he must labour, as the peasants +laboured on the sides of this rude hill? Gladly would she go with him to +a strange country, and keep his log cabin, and work for him, and share +his toilsome life, rough or smooth. No loss of social rank could lessen +her pride in him, her belief in him. + +They were standing side by side a little way from the edge of the sheer +descent, below which the Bed Tarn showed black in a basin scooped out of +the naked hill, like water held in the hollow of a giant's hand. + +'Look,' cried Mary, pointing downward, 'you must see the Red Tarn, the +highest water in England?' + +But just at this moment there came a blast which shook even Hammond's +strong frame, and with a cry of fear he snatched Mary in his arms and +carried her away from the edge of the hill. He folded her in his arms +and held her there, thirty yards away from the precipice, safely +sheltered against his breast, while the wind raved round them, blowing +her hair from the broad, white brow, and showing him that noble forehead +in all its power and beauty; while the darkness deepened round them so +that they could see hardly anything except each other's eyes. + +'My love, my own dear love,' he murmured fondly; 'I will trust you with +my life. Will you accept the trust? I am hardly worthy; for less than a +year ago I offered myself to your sister, and I thought she was the only +woman in this wide world who could make me happy. And when she refused +me I was in despair, Mary; and I left Fellside in the full belief that I +had done with life and happiness. And then I came back, only to oblige +Maulevrier, and determined to be utterly miserable at Fellside. I was +miserable for the first two hours. Memories of dead and gone joys and +disappointed hopes were very bitter. And I tried honestly to keep up my +feeling of wretchedness for the first few days. But it was no use, +Molly. There was a genial spirit in the place, a laughing fairy who +would not let me be sad; and I found myself becoming most unromantically +happy, eating my breakfast with a hearty appetite, thinking my cup of +afternoon tea nectar for love of the dear hand that gave it. And so, and +so, till the new love, the purer and better love, grew and grew into a +mighty tree, which was as an oak to an orchid, compared with that +passion flower of earlier growth. Mary, will you trust your life to me, +as I trust mine to you. I say to you almost in the words I spoke last +year to Lesbia,' and here his tone grew grave almost to solemnity, +'trust me, and I will make your life free from the shadow of care--trust +me, for I have a brave spirit and a strong arm to fight the battle of +life--trust me, and I will win for you the position you have a right to +occupy--trust me, and you shall never repent your trust.' + +She looked up at him with eyes which told of infinite faith, child-like, +unquestioning faith. + +'I will trust you in all things, and for ever,' she said. 'I am not +afraid to face evil fortune. I do not care how poor you are--how hard +our lives may be--if--if you are sure you love me.' + +'Sure! There is not a beat of my heart or a thought of my mind that does +not belong to you. I am yours to the very depths of my soul. My innocent +love, my clear-eyed, clear-souled angel! I have studied you and watched +you and thought of you, and sounded the depths of your lovely nature, +and the result is that you are for me earth's one woman. I will have no +other, Mary, no other love, no other wife.' + +'Lady Maulevrier will be dreadfully angry,' faltered Mary. + +'Are you afraid of her anger?' + +'No; I am afraid of nothing, for your sake.' + +He lifted her hand to his lips, and kissed it reverently, and there was +a touch of chivalry in that reverential kiss. His eyes clouded with +tears as he looked down into the trustful face. The fog had darkened to +a denser blackness, and it was almost as if they were engulfed in sudden +night. + +'If we are never to find our way down the hill; if this were to be the +last hour of our lives, Mary, would you be content?' + +'Quite content,' she answered, simply. 'I think I have lived long +enough, if you really love me--if you are not making fun.' + +'What, Molly, do you still doubt? Is it strange that I love you?' + +'Very strange. I am so different from Lesbia.' + +'Yes, very different, and the difference is your highest charm. And now, +love, we had better go down whichever side of the hill is easiest, for +this fog is rather appalling. I forgive the wind, because it blew you +against my heart just now, and that is where I want you to dwell for +ever!' + +'Don't be frightened,' said Mary. 'I know every step of the way.' + +So, leaning on her lover, and yet guiding him, slowly, step by step, +groping their way through the darkness, Lady Mary led Mr. Hammond down +the winding track along which the ponies and the guides travel so often +in the summer season. And soon they began to descend out of that canopy +of fog which enveloped the brow of Helvellyn, and to see the whole world +smiling beneath them, a world of green pastures and sheepfolds, with a +white homestead here and there amidst the fields, looking so human and +so comfortable after that gloomy mountain top, round which the tempest +howled so outrageously. Beyond those pastures stretched the dark waters +of Thirlmere, looking like a broad river. + +The descent was passing steep, but Hammond's strong arm and steady +steps made Mary's progress very easy, while she had in no wise +exaggerated her familiarity with the windings and twistings of the +track. Yet as they had need to travel very slowly so long as the fog +still surrounded them, the journey downward lasted a considerable time, +and it was past five when they arrived at the little roadside inn at the +foot of the hill. + +Here Mr. Hammond insisted that Mary should rest at least long enough to +take a cup of tea. She was very white and tired. She had been profoundly +agitated, and looked on the point of fainting, although she protested +that she was quite ready to walk on. + +'You are not going to walk another step,' said Hammond. 'While you are +taking your tea I will get you a carriage.' + +'Indeed, I had rather hurry on at once,' urged Mary. 'We are so late +already.' + +'You will get home all the sooner if you obey me. It is your duty to +obey me now,' said Hammond, in a lowered voice. + +She smiled at him, but it was a weak, wan little smile, for that descent +in the wind and the fog had quite exhausted her. Mr. Hammond took her +into a snug little parlour where there was a cheerful fire, and saw her +comfortably seated in an arm chair by the hearth, before he went to look +after a carriage. + +There was no such thing as a conveyance to be had, but the Windermere +coach would pass in about half an hour, and for this they must wait. It +would take them back to Grasmere sooner than they could get there on +foot, in Mary's exhausted condition. + +The tea-tray was brought in presently, and Hammond poured out the tea +and waited upon Lady Mary. It was a reversal of the usual formula but it +was very pleasant to Mary to sit with her feet on the low brass fender +and be waited upon by her lover. That fog on the brow of Helvellyn--that +piercing wind--had chilled her to the bone, and there was unspeakable +comfort in the glow and warmth of the fire, in the refreshment of a good +cup of tea. + +'Mary, you are my own property now, remember,' said Hammond, watching +her tenderly as she sipped her tea. + +She glanced up at him shyly, now and then, with eyes full of innocent +wonder. It was so strange to her, as strange as sweet, to know that he +loved her; such a marvellous thing that she had pledged herself to be +his wife. + +'You are my very own--mine to guard and cherish, mine to think and work +for,' he went on, 'and you will have to trust me, sweet one, even if the +beginning of things is not altogether free from trouble.' + +'I am not afraid of trouble.' + +'Bravely spoken! First and foremost, then, you will have to announce +your engagement to Lady Maulevrier. She will take it ill, no doubt; will +do her utmost to persuade you to give me up. Have you courage and +resolution, do you think, to stand against her arguments? Can you hold +to your purpose bravely, and cry, no surrender?' + +'There shall be no surrender,' answered Mary, 'I promise you that. No +doubt grandmother will be very angry. But she has never cared for me +very much. It will not hurt her for me to make a bad match, as it would +have done in Lesbia's case. She has had no day-dreams--no grand ambition +about me!' + +'So much the better, my wayside flower! When you have said all that is +sweet and dutiful to her, and have let her know at the same time that +you mean to be my wife, come weal come woe, I will see her, and will +have my say. I will not promise her a grand career for my darling: but I +will pledge myself that nothing of that kind which the world calls +evil--no penury, or shabbiness of surroundings--shall ever touch Mary +Haselden after she is Mary Hammond. I can promise at least so much as +that.' + +'It is more than enough,' said Mary. 'I have told you that I would +gladly share poverty with you.' + +'Sweet! it is good of you to say as much, but I would not take you at +your word. You don't know what poverty is.' + +'Do you think I am a coward, or self-indulgent? You are wrong, Jack. May +I call you Jack, as Maulevrier does?' + +'May you?' + +The question evoked such a gush of tenderness that he was fain to kneel +beside her chair and kiss the little hand holding the cup, before he +considered he had answered properly. + +'You are wrong, Jack. I do know what poverty means. I have studied the +ways of the poor, tried to console them, and help them a little in their +troubles; and I know there is no pain that want of money can bring which +I would not share willingly with you. Do you suppose my happiness is +dependent on a fine house and powdered footmen? I should like to go to +the Red River with you, and wear cotton gowns, and tuck up my sleeves +and clean our cottage.' + +'Very pretty sport, dear, for a summer day; but my Mary shall have a +sweeter life, and shall occasionally walk in silk attire.' + +That tea-drinking by the fireside in the inn parlour was the most +delicious thing within John Hammond's experience. Mary was a bewitching +compound of earnestness and simplicity, so humble, so confiding, so +perplexed and astounded at her own bliss. + +'Confess, now, in the summer, when you were in love with Lesbia, you +thought me a horrid kind of girl,' she said, presently, when they were +standing side by side at the window, waiting for the coach. + +'Never, Mary. My crime is to have thought very little about you in those +days. I was so dazzled by Lesbia's beauty, so charmed by her +accomplishments and girlish graces, that I forgot to take notice of +anything else in the world. If I thought of you at all it was as +another Maulevrier--a younger Maulevrier in petticoats, very gay, and +good-humoured, and nice.' + +'But when you saw me rushing about with the terriers--I must have seemed +utterly horrid.' + +'Why, dearest? There is nothing essentially horrible in terriers, or in a +bright lively girl running races with them. You made a very pretty +picture in the sunlight, with your hat hanging on your shoulder, and +your curly brown hair and dancing hazel eyes. If I had not been deep in +love with Lesbia's peerless complexion and Grecian features, I should +have looked below the surface of that Gainsborough picture, and +discovered what treasures of goodness, and courage, and truth and purity +those frank brown eyes and that wide forehead betokened. I was sowing my +wild oats last summer, Mary, and they brought me a crop of sorrow. But I +am wiser now--wiser and happier. + +'But if you were to see Lesbia again would not the old love revive?' + +'The old love is dead, Mary. There is nothing left of it but a handful +of ashes, which I scatter thus to the four winds,' with a wave of his +hand towards the open casement. 'The new love absorbs and masters my +being. If Lesbia were to re-appear at Fellside this evening, I could +offer her my hand in all brotherly frankness, and ask her to accept me +as a brother. Here comes the coach. We shall be at Fellside just in time +for dinner.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +WISER THAN LESBIA. + + +Lady Mary and Mr. Hammond were back at Fellside at a quarter before +eight, by which time the stars were shining on pine woods and Fell. They +managed to be in the drawing-room when dinner was announced, after the +hastiest of toilets; yet her lover thought Mary had never looked +prettier than she looked that night, in her limp white cashmere gown, +and with her brown hair brushed into a large loose knot on the top of +her head. There had been great uneasiness about them at Fellside when +evening began to draw in, and the expected hour of their return had gone +by. Scouts had been sent in quest of them, but in the wrong direction. + +'I did not think you would be such idiots as to come down the north side +of the hill in a tempest,' said Maulevrier; 'we could see the clouds +racing over the crest of Seat Sandal, and knew it was blowing pretty +hard up there, though it was calm enough down here.' + +'Blowing pretty hard;' echoed Hammond, 'I don't think I was ever out in +a worse gale; and yet I have been across the Bay of Biscay when the +waves struck the side of the steamer like battering rams, and when the +whole surface of the sea was white with seething foam.' + +'It was a most imprudent thing to go up Helvellyn in such weather,' said +Fräulein Müller, shaking her head gloomily as she ate her fish. + +Mary felt that the Fräulein's manner boded ill. There was a storm +brewing. A scolding was inevitable. Mary felt quite capable of doing +battle with the Fräulein; but her feelings were altogether different +when she thought of facing that stern old lady upstairs, and of the +confession she had to make. It was not that her courage faltered. So far +as resolutions went she was as firm as a rock. But she felt that there +was a terrible ordeal to be gone through; and it seemed a mockery to be +sitting there and pretending to eat her dinner and take things lightly, +with that ordeal before her. + +'We did not go up the hill in bad weather, Miss Müller,' said Mr. +Hammond. 'The sun was shining and the sky was blue when we started. We +could not foresee darkness and storm at the top of the hill. That was +the fortune of war.' + +'I am very sorry Lady Mary had not more good sense,' replied Fräulein +with unabated gloom; but on this Maulevrier took up the cudgels. + +'If there was any want of sense in the business, that's my look-out, +Fräulein,' he said, glaring angrily at the governess. 'It was I who +advised Hammond and Lady Mary to climb the hill. And here they are, safe +and sound after their journey. I see no reason why there should be any +fuss about it.' + +'People have different ways of looking at things, replied Fräulein, +plodding steadily on with her dinner. Mary rose directly the dessert had +been handed round, and marched out of the room: like a warrior going to +a battle in which the chances of defeat were strong. Fräulein Müller +shuffled after her. + +'Will you be kind enough to go to her ladyship's room at once, Lady +Mary,' she said. 'She wants to speak to you.' + +'And I want to speak to her,' said Mary. + +She ran quickly upstairs and arrived in the morning room, a little out +of breath. The room was lighted by one low moderator lamp, under a dark +red velvet shade, and there was the glow of the wood fire, which gave a +more cheerful light than the lamp. Lady Maulevrier was lying on her +couch in a loose brocade tea-gown, with old Brussels collar and ruffles. +She was as well dressed in her day of affliction and helplessness as she +had been in her day of strength; for she knew the value of surroundings, +and that her stateliness and power were in some manner dependent on +details of this kind. The one hand which she could use glittered with +diamonds, as she waved it with a little imperious gesture towards the +chair on which she desired Lady Mary to seat herself; and Mary sat down +meekly, knowing that this chair represented the felon's dock. + +'Mary,' began her grandmother, with freezing gravity, 'I have been +surprised and shocked by your conduct to-day. Yes, surprised at such +conduct even in you.' + +'I do not think I have done anything very wrong, grandmother.' + +'Not wrong! You have done nothing wrong? You have done something +absolutely outrageous. You, my granddaughter, well born, well bred, +reared under my roof, to go up Helvellyn and lose yourself in a fog +alone with a young man. You could hardly have done worse if you were a +Cockney tourist,' concluded her ladyship, with ineffable disgust. + +'I could not help the fog,' said Mary, quietly. The battle had to be +fought, and she was not going to flinch. 'I had no intention of going up +Helvellyn alone with Mr. Hammond. Maulevrier was to have gone with us; +but when we got to Dolly Waggon he was tired, and would not go any +further. He told me to go on with Mr. Hammond.' + +'_He_ told you! Maulevrier!--a young man who has spent some of the best +hours of his youth in the company of jockeys and trainers--who hasn't +the faintest idea of the fitness of things. You allow Maulevrier to be +your guide in a matter in which your own instinct should have guided +you--your womanly instinct! But you have always been an unwomanly girl. +You have put me to shame many a time by your hoydenish tricks; but I +bore with you, believing that your madcap follies were at least +harmless. To-day you have gone a step too far, and have been guilty of +absolute impropriety, which I shall be very slow to pardon.' + +'Perhaps you will be still more angry when you know all, grandmother,' +said Mary. + +Lady Maulevrier flashed her dark eyes at the girl with a look which +would have almost killed a nervous subject; but Mary faced her +steadfastly, very pale, but as resolute as her ladyship. + +'When I know all! What more is there for me to know?' + +'Only that while we were on the top of Helvellyn, in the fog and the +wind, Mr. Hammond asked me to be his wife.' + +'I am not surprised to hear it,' retorted her ladyship, with a harsh +laugh. 'A girl who could act so boldly and flirtingly was a natural mark +for an adventurer. Mr. Hammond no doubt has been told that you will have +a little money by-and-by, and thinks he might do worse than marry you. +And seeing how you have flung yourself at his head, he naturally +concludes that you will not be too proud to accept your sister's +leavings.' + +'There is nothing gained by making cruel speeches, grandmother,' said +Mary, firmly. 'I have promised to be John Hammond's wife, and there is +nothing you nor anyone else can say which will make me alter my mind. I +wish to act dutifully to you, if I can, and I hope you will be good to +me and consent to this marriage. But if you will not consent, I shall +marry him all the same. I shall be full of sorrow at having to disobey +you, but I have promised, and I will keep my promise.' + +'You will act in open rebellion against me--against the kinswoman who +has reared you, and educated you, and cared for you in all these years!' + +'But you have never loved me,' answered Mary, sadly. 'Perhaps if you had +given me some portion of that affection which you lavished on my sister +I might be willing to sacrifice this new deep love for your sake--to lay +down my broken heart as a sacrifice on the altar of gratitude. But you +never loved me. You have tolerated me, endured my presence as a +disagreeable necessity of your life, because I am my father's daughter. +You and Lesbia have been all the world to each other; and I have stood +aloof, outside your charmed circle, almost a stranger to you. Can you +wonder, grandmother, recalling this, that I am unwilling to surrender +the love that has been given me to-day--the true heart of a brave and +good man!' + +Lady Maulevrier looked at her for some moments in scornful wonderment; +looked at her with a slow, deliberate smile. + +'Poor child!' she said; 'poor ignorant, inexperienced baby! For what a +Will-o-the-wisp are you ready to sacrifice my regard, and all the +privileges of your position as my granddaughter! No doubt this Mr. +Hammond has said all manner of fine things to you; but can you be weak +enough to believe that he who half a year ago was sighing and dying at +the feet of your sister can have one spark of genuine regard for you? +The thing is not in nature; it is an obvious absurdity. But it is easy +enough to understand that Mr. Hammond without a penny in his pocket, and +with his way to make in the world, would be very glad to secure Lady +Mary Haselden and her five hundred a year, and to have Lord Maulevrier +for his brother in-law?' + +'Have I really five hundred a year? Shall I have five hundred a year +when I marry?' asked Mary, suddenly radiant. + +'Yes; if you marry with your brother's consent.' + +'I am so glad--for his sake. He could hardly starve if I had five +hundred a year. He need not be obliged to emigrate.' + +'Has he been offering you the prospect of emigration as an additional +inducement?' + +'Oh, no, he does not say that he is very poor, but since you say he is +penniless I thought we might be obliged to emigrate. But as I have five +hundred a year--' + +'You will stay at home, and set up a lodging-house, I suppose,' sneered +Lady Maulevrier. + +'I will do anything my husband pleases. We can live in a humble way in +some quiet part of London, while Mr. Hammond works at literature or +politics. I am not afraid of poverty or trouble, I am willing to endure +both for his sake.' + +'You are a fool!' said her grandmother sternly. 'And I have nothing more +to say to you. Go away, and send Maulevrier to me.' + +Mary did not obey immediately. She went over to her grandmother's couch +and knelt by her side, and kissed the poor maimed hand which lay on the +velvet cushion. + +'Dear grandmother,' she said gently. 'I am very sorry to rebel against +you. But this is a question of life or death with me. I am not like +Lesbia. I cannot barter love and truth for worldly advantage--for pride +of race. Do not think me so weak or so vain as to be won by a few fine +speeches from an adventurer. Mr. Hammond is no adventurer, he has made +no fine speeches--but, I will tell you a secret, grandmother. I have +liked and admired him from the first time he came here. I have looked up +to him and reverenced him; and I must be a very foolish girl if my +judgment is so poor that I can respect a worthless man.' + +'You _are_ a very foolish girl,' answered Lady Maulevrier, more kindly +than she had spoken before, 'but you have been very good and dutiful to +me since I have been ill, and I don't wish to forget that. I never said +that Mr. Hammond was worthless; but I say that he is no fit husband for +you. If you were as yielding and obedient as Lesbia it would be all the +better for you; for then I should provide for your establishment in life +in a becoming manner. But as you are wilful, and bent upon taking your +own way--well--my dear, you must take the consequence; and when you are +a struggling wife and mother, old before your time, weighed down with +the weary burden of petty cares, do not say, "My grandmother might have +saved me from this martyrdom."' + +'I will run the risk, grandmother. I will be answerable for my own +fate.' + +'So be it, Mary. And now send Maulevrier to me.' + +Mary went down to the billiard room, where she found her brother and her +lover engaged in a hundred game. + +'Take my cue and beat him if you can, Molly,' said Maulevrier, when he +had heard Mary's message. 'I'm fifteen ahead of him, for he has been +falling asleep over his shots. I suppose I am going to get a lecture.' + +'I don't think so,' said Mary. + +'Well, my dearest, how did you fare in the encounter?' asked Hammond, +directly Maulevrier was gone. + +'Oh, it was dreadful! I made the most rebellious speeches to poor +grandmother, and then I remembered her affliction, and I asked her to +forgive me, and just at the last she was ever so much kinder, and I +think that she will let me marry you, now she knows I have made up my +mind to be your wife--in spite of Fate.' + +'My bravest and best.' + +'And do you know, Jack'--she blushed tremendously as she uttered this +familiar name--'I have made a discovery!' + +'Indeed!' + +'I find that I am to have five hundred a year when I am married. It is +not much. But I suppose it will help, won't it? We can't exactly starve +if we have five hundred a year. Let me see. It is more than a pound a +day. A sovereign ought to go a long way in a small house; and, of +course, we shall begin in a very wee house, like De Quincey's cottage +over there, only in London.' + +'Yes, dear, there are plenty of such cottages in London. In Mayfair, for +instance, or Belgravia.' + +'Now, you are laughing at my rustic ignorance. But the five hundred +pounds will be a help, won't it?' + +'Yes, dear, a great help.' + +'I'm so glad.' + +She had chalked her cue while she was talking, but after taking her aim, +she dropped her arm irresolutely. + +'Do you know I'm afraid I can't play to-night,' she said. 'Helvellyn +and the fog and the wind have quite spoilt my nerve. Shall we +go to the drawing-room, and see if Fräulein has recovered from her +gloomy fit?' + +'I would rather stay here, where we are free to talk; but I'll do +whatever you like best.' + +Mary preferred the drawing-room. It was very sweet to be alone with her +lover, but she was weighed down with confusion in his presence. The +novelty, the wonderment of her position overpowered her. She yearned for +the shelter of Fräulein Müller's wing, albeit the company of that most +prosaic person was certain death to romance. + +Miss Müller was in her accustomed seat by the fire, knitting her +customary muffler. She had appropriated Lady Maulevrier's place, much to +Mary's disgust. It irked the girl to see that stout, clumsy figure in +the chair which had been filled by her grandmother's imperial form. The +very room seemed vulgarised by the change. + +Fräulein looked up with a surprised air when Mary and Hammond entered +together, the girl smiling and happy. She had expected that Mary would +have left her ladyship's room in tears, and would have retired to her +own apartment to hide her swollen eyelids and humiliated aspect. But +here she was, after the fiery ordeal of an interview with her offended +grandmother, not in the least crestfallen. + +'Are we not to have any tea to-night?' asked Mary, looking round the +room. + +'I think you are unconscious of the progress of time, Lady Mary,' +answered Fräulein, stiffly. 'The tea has been brought in and taken out +again.' + +'Then it must be brought again, if Lady Mary wants some,' said Hammond, +ringing the bell in the coolest manner. + +Fräulein felt that things were coming to a pretty pass, if Maulevrier's +humble friend was going to give orders in the house. Quiet and +commonplace as the Hanoverian was, she had her ambition, and that was to +grasp the household sceptre which Lady Maulevrier must needs in some +wise resign, now that she was a prisoner to her rooms. But so far +Fräulein had met with but small success in this endeavour. Her +ladyship's authority still ruled the house. Her ladyship's keen +intellect took cognisance even of trifles: and it was only in the most +insignificant details that Fräulein felt herself a power. + +'Well, your ladyship, what's the row?' said Maulevrier marching into his +grandmother's room with a free and easy air. He was prepared for a +skirmish, and he meant to take the bull by the horns. + +'I suppose you know what has happened to-day?' said her ladyship. + +'Molly and Hammond's expedition, yes, of course. I went part of the way +with them, but I was out of training, got pumped out after a couple of +miles, and wasn't such a fool as to go to the top.' + +'Do you know that Mr. Hammond made Mary an offer, while they were on the +hill, and that she accepted him?' + +'A queer place for a proposal, wasn't it? The wind blowing great guns +all the time. I should have chosen a more tranquil spot.' + +'Maulevrier, cannot you be serious? Do you forget that this business of +to-day must affect your sister's welfare for the rest of her life?' + +'No, I do not. I will be as serious as a judge after he has put on the +black cap,' said Maulevrier, seating himself near his grandmother's +couch, and altering his tone altogether. 'Seriously I am very glad that +Hammond has asked Mary to be his wife, and still more glad that she is +tremendously in love with him. I told you some time ago not to put your +spoke in that wheel. There could not be a happier or a better marriage +for Mary.' + +'You must have rather a poor opinion, of your sister's attractions, +personal or otherwise, if you consider a penniless young man--of no +family--good enough for her.' + +'I do not consider my sister a piece of merchandise to be sold to the +highest bidder. Granted that Hammond is poor and a nobody. He is an +honourable man, highly gifted, brave as a lion, and he is my dearest +friend. Can you wonder that I rejoice at my sister's having won him for +her adoring lover?' + +'Can he really care for her, after having loved Lesbia?' + +'That was the desire of the eye, this is the love of the heart. I know +that he loves Mary ever so much better than he loved Lesbia. I can +assure your ladyship that I am not such a fool as I look. I am very fond +of my sister Mary, and I have not been blind to her interests. I tell +you on my honour that she ought to be very happy as John Hammond's +wife.' + +'I am obliged to believe what you say about his character,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'And I am willing to admit that the husband's character has +a great deal to do with the wife's happiness, from a moral point of +view; but still there are material questions to be considered. Has your +friend any means of supporting a wife?' + +'Yes, he has means; quite sufficient means for Mary's views, which are +very simple.' + +'You mean to say he would keep her in decent poverty? Cannot you be +explicit, Maulevrier, and say what means the man has, whether an income +or none? If you cannot tell me I must question Mr. Hammond himself.' + +'Pray do not do that,' exclaimed her grandson urgently. 'Do not take all +the flavour of romance out of Molly's love story, by going into pounds, +shillings, and pence. She is very young. You would hardly wish her to +marry immediately?' + +'Not for the next year, at the very least.' + +'Then why enter upon this sordid question of ways and means. Make +Hammond and Mary happy by consenting to their engagement, and trust the +rest to Providence, and to me. Take my word for it, Hammond is not a +beggar, and he is a man likely to make his mark in the world. If a year +hence his income is not enough to allow of his marrying, I will double +Mary's allowance out of my own purse. Hammond's friendship has steadied +me, and saved me a good deal more than five hundred a year.' + +'I can quite believe that. I believe Mr. Hammond is a worthy man, and +that his influence has been very good for you; but that does not make +him a good match for Mary. However, you seem to have settled the +business among you, and I suppose I must submit. You had better all +drink tea with me to morrow afternoon; and I will receive your friend as +Mary's future husband.' + +'That is the best and kindest of grandmothers.' + +'But I should like to know more of his antecedents and his relations.' + +'His antecedents are altogether creditable. He took honours at the +University; he has been liked and respected everywhere. He is an orphan, +and it is better not to talk to him of his family. He is sensitive on +that point, like most men who stand alone in the world.' + +'Well, I will hold my peace. You have taken this business into your +hands, Maulevrier; and you must be responsible for the result.' + +Maulevrier left his grandmother soon after this, and went downstairs, +whistling for very joyousness. Finding the billiard-room deserted he +repaired to the drawing-room, where he found Mary playing scraps of +melody to her lover at the shadowy end of the room, while Fräulein sat +by the fire weaving her web as steadily as one of the Fatal Sisters, and +with a brow prophetic of evil. + +Maulevrier crept up to the piano, and came stealthily behind the lovers. + +'Bless you, my children,' he said, hovering over them with outspread +hands. 'I am the dove coming back to the ark. I am the bearer of happy +tidings. Lady Maulevrier consents to your acquiring the legal right to +make each other miserable for the rest of your lives.' + +'God bless you, Maulevrier,' said Hammond, clasping him by the hand. + +'Only as this sister of mine is hardly out of the nursery you will have +to wait for her at least a year. So says the dowager, whose word is like +the law of the Medes and Persians, and altereth not.' + +'I would wait for her twice seven years, as Jacob waited, and toil for +her, as Jacob toiled,' answered Hammond, 'but I should like to call her +my own to-morrow, if it were possible.' + +Nothing could be happier or gayer than the tea-drinking in Lady +Maulevrier's room on the following afternoon. Her ladyship having once +given way upon a point knew how to make her concession gracefully. She +extended her hand to Mr. Hammond as frankly as if he had been her own +particular choice. + +'I cannot refuse my granddaughter to her brother's dearest friend,' she +said, 'but I think you are two most imprudent young people.' + +'Providence takes care of imprudent lovers, just as it does of the birds +in their nests,' answered Hammond, smiling. + +'Just as much and no more, I fear. Providence does not keep off the cat +or the tax-gatherer.' + +'Birds must take care of their nests, and husbands must work for their +homes,' argued Hammond. 'Heaven gives sweet air and sunlight, and a +beautiful world to live in.' + +'I think,' said Lady Maulevrier, looking at him critically, 'you are +just the kind of person who ought to emigrate. You have ideas that would +do for the Bush or the Yosemite Valley, but which are too primitive for +an over-crowded country.' + +'No, Lady Maulevrier, I am not going to steal your granddaughter. When +she is my wife she shall live within call. I know she loves her native +land, and I don't think either of us would care to put an ocean between +us and rugged old Helvellyn.' + +'Of course having made idiots of yourselves up there in the fog and the +storm you are going to worship the mountain for ever afterwards,' said +her ladyship laughing. + +Never had she seemed gayer or brighter. Perhaps in her heart of hearts +she rejoiced at getting Mary engaged, even to so humble a suitor as +fortuneless John Hammond. Ever since the visit of the so-called Rajah +she had lived as Damocles lived, with the sword of destiny--the avenging +sword--hanging over her by the finest hair. Every time she heard +carriage wheels in the drive--every time the hall-door bell rang a +little louder than usual, her heart seemed to stop beating and her whole +being to hang suspended on a thread. If the thread were to snap, there +would come darkness and death. The blow that had paralysed one side of +her body must needs, if repeated, bring total extinction. She who +believed in no after life saw in her maimed and wasting arm the +beginning of death. She who recognised only the life of the body felt +that one half of her was already dead. But months had gone by, and Louis +Asoph had made no sign. She began to hope that his boasted documents and +witnesses were altogether mythical. And yet the engines of the law are +slow to put in motion. He might be working up his case, line upon line, +with some hard-headed London lawyer; arranging and marshalling his +facts; preparing his witnesses; waiting for affidavits from India; +working slowly but surely, underground like the mole; and all at once, +in an hour, his case might be before the law courts. His story and the +story of Lord Maulevrier's infamy might be town talk again; as it had +been forty years ago, when the true story of that crime had been happily +unknown. + +Yes, with the present fear of this Louis Asoph's revelations, of a new +scandal, if not a calamity, Lady Maulevrier felt that it was a good +thing to have her younger granddaughter's future in some measure +secured. John Hammond had said of himself to Lesbia that he was not the +kind of man to fail, and looking at him critically to-day Lady +Maulevrier saw the stamp of power and dauntless courage in his +countenance and bearing. It is the inner mind of a man which moulds the +lines of his face and figure; and a man's character may be read in the +way he walks and holds himself, the action of his hand, his smile, his +frown, his general outlook, as clearly as in any phrenological +development. John Hammond had a noble outlook: bold, without impudence +or self-assertion; self-possessed, without vanity. Yes, assuredly a man +to wrestle with difficulty, and to conquer fate. + +When that little tea-drinking was over and Maulevrier and his friend +were going away to dress for dinner, Lady Maulevrier detained Mary for a +minute or two by her couch. She took her by the hand with unaccustomed +tenderness. + +'My child, I congratulate you,' she said. 'Last night I thought you a +fool, but I begin to think that you are wiser than Lesbia. You have won +the heart of a noble young man.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +'A YOUNG LAMB'S HEART AMONG THE FULL-GROWN FLOCKS.' + + +For three most happy days Mary rejoiced in her lover's society, +Maulevrier was with them everywhere, by brookside and fell, on the lake, +in the gardens, in the billiard-room, playing propriety with admirable +patience. But this could not last for ever. A man who has to win name +and fortune and a home for his young wife cannot spend all his days in +the primrose path. Fortunes and reputations are not made in dawdling +beside a mountain stream, or watching the play of sunlight and shadow on +a green hill-side; unless, indeed, one were a new Wordsworth, and even +then fortune and renown are not quickly made. + +And again, Maulevrier, who had been a marvel of good-nature and +contentment for the last eight weeks, was beginning to be tired of this +lovely Lakeland. Just when Lakeland was daily developing into new +beauty, Maulevrier began to feel an itching for London, where he had a +comfortable nest in the Albany, and which was to his mind a metropolis +expressly created as a centre or starting point for Newmarket, Epsom, +Ascot and Goodwood. + +So there came a morning upon which Mary had to say good-bye to those two +companions who had so blest and gladdened her life. It was a bright +sunshiny morning, and all the world looked gay; which seemed very unkind +of Nature, Mary thought. And yet, even in the sadness of this parting, +she had much reason to be glad. As she stood with her lover in the +library, in the three minutes of _tête-à-tête_ stolen from the +argus-eyed Fräulein, folded in his arms, looking up at his manly face, +it seemed to her that the mere knowledge that she belonged to him and +was beloved by him ought to sustain and console her even in long years +of severance. Yes, even if he were one of the knights of old, going to +the Holy Land on a crusade full of peril and uncertainty. Even then a +woman ought to be brave, having such a lover. + +But her parting was to be only for a few months. Maulevrier promised to +come back to Fellside for the August sports, and Hammond was to come +with him. Three months--or a little more--and they were to meet again. + +Yet in spite of these arguments for courage, Mary's face blanched and +her eyes grew unutterably sad as she looked up at her lover. + +'You will take care of yourself, Jack, for my sake, won't you, dear?' +she murmured. 'If you should be ill while you are in London! If you +should die--' + +'Life is very uncertain, love, but I don't feel like sickness or death +just at present,' answered Hammond cheerily. 'Indeed, I feel that the +present is full of sweetness, and the future full of hope. Don't +suppose, dear, that I am not grieved at this good-bye; but before we +are a year older I hope the time will have come when there will be no +more farewells for you and me. I shall be a very exacting husband, +Molly. I shall want to spend all the days and hours of my life with you; +to have not a fancy or a pursuit in which you cannot share, or with +which you cannot sympathise. I hope you will not grow tired of me!' + +'Tired!' + +Then came silence, and a long farewell kiss, and then the voice of +Maulevrier shouting in the hall, just in time to warn the lovers, before +Miss Müller opened the door and exclaimed, + +'Oh, Mr. Hammond, we have been looking for you _everywhere_. The luggage +is all in the carriage, and Maulevrier says there is only just time to +get to Windermere!' + +In another minute or so the carriage was driving down the hill; and Mary +stood in the porch looking after the travellers. + +'It seems as if it is my fate to stand here and see everybody drive +away,' she said to herself. + +And then she looked round at the lovely gardens, bright with spring +flowers, the trees glorious with their young, fresh foliage, and the +vast panorama of hill and dale, and felt that it was a wicked thing to +murmur in the midst of such a world. And she remembered the great +unhoped-for bliss that had come to her within the last four days, and +the cloud upon her brow vanished, as she clasped her hands in child-like +joyousness. + +'God bless you, dear old Helvellyn,' she exclaimed, looking up at the +sombre crest of the mountain. 'Perhaps if it had not been for you he +would have never proposed.' + +But she was obliged to dismiss this idea instantly; for to suppose John +Hammond's avowal of his love an accident, the mere impulse of a weak +moment, would be despair. Had he not told her how she had grown nearer +and nearer to his heart, day by day, and hour by hour, until she had +become part of his life? He had told her this--he, in whom she believed +as in the very spirit of truth. + +She wandered about the gardens for an hour after the carriage had +started for Windermere, revisiting every spot where she and her lover +had walked together within the last three days, living over again the +rapture of those hours, repeating to herself his words, recalling his +looks, with the fatuity of a first girlish love. And yet amidst the +silliness inseparable from love's young dream, there was a depth of true +womanly feeling, thoughtful, unselfish, forecasting a future which was +not to travel always along the primrose path of dalliance--a future in +which the roses were not always to be thornless. + +John Hammond was going to London to work for a position in the world, to +strive and labour among the seething mass of strugglers, all pressing +onward for the same goal--independence, wealth, renown. Little as Mary +know of the world by experience, she had at least heard the wiseacres +talk; and that which she had heard was calculated to depress rather than +to inspire industrious youth. She had heard how the professions were all +over-crowded: how a mighty army of young men were walking the hospitals, +all intent on feeling the pulses and picking the pockets of the rising +generation: how at the Bar men were growing old and grey before they saw +their first brief: how competitors were elbowing and hustling each other +upon every road, thronging at every gate. And while masculine youth +strove and wrestled for places in the race, aunts and sisters and +cousins were pressing into the same arena, doing their best to crowd out +the uncles and the brothers and the nephews. + +'Poor Jack,' sighed Mary, 'at the worst we can go to the Red River +country and grow corn.' + +This was her favourite fancy, that she and her lover should find their +first dwelling in the new world, live as humbly as the peasants lived +round Grasmere, and patiently wait upon fortune. And yet that would not +be happiness, unless Maulevrier were to come and stay with them every +autumn. Nothing could reconcile Mary to being separated from Maulevrier +for any lengthened period. + +There were hours in which she was more hopeful, and defied the +wiseacres. Clever young men had succeeded in the past--clever men whose +hair was not yet grey had come to the front in the present. Granted that +these were the exceptional men, the fine flower of humanity. Did she not +know that John Hammond was as far above average youth as Helvellyn was +above yonder mound in her grandmother's shrubbery? + +Yes, he would succeed in literature, in politics, in whatever career he +had chosen for himself. He was a man to do the thing he set himself to +do, were it ever so difficult. To doubt his success would be to doubt +his truth and his honesty; for he had sworn to her he would make her +life bright and happy, and that evil days should never come to her; and +he was not the man to promise that which he was not able to perform. + +The house seemed terribly dull now that the two young men were gone. +There was an oppressive silence in the rooms which had lately resounded +with Maulevrier's frank, boyish laughter, and with his friend's deep, +manly tones--a silence broken only by the click of Fräulein Müller's +needles. + +The Fräulein was not disposed to be sympathetic or agreeable about Lady +Mary's engagement. Firstly, she had not been consulted about it. The +thing had been done, she considered, in an underhand manner; and Lady +Maulevrier, who had begun by strenuously opposing the match, had been +talked over in a way that proved the latent weakness of that great +lady's character. Secondly, Miss Müller, having herself for some reason +missed such joys as are involved in being wooed and won, was disposed to +look sourly upon all love affairs, and to take a despondent view of all +matrimonial engagements. + +She did not say anything openly uncivil to Mary Haselden; but she let +the damsel see that she pitied her and despised her infatuated +condition; and this was so unpleasant that Mary was fain to fall back +upon the society of ponies and terriers, and to take up her pilgrim's +staff and go wandering over the hills, carrying her happy thoughts into +solitary places, and sitting for hours in a heathery hollow, steeped in +a sea of summer light, and trying to paint the mountain side and the +rush of the waterfall. Her sketch-book was an excuse for hours of +solitude, for the indulgence of an endless day-dream. + +Sometimes she went among her humble friends in the Grasmere cottages, or +in the villages of Great and Little Langdale; and she had now a new +interest in these visits, for she had made up her mind that it was her +solemn duty to learn housekeeping--not such housekeeping as might have +been learnt at Fellside, supposing she had mustered the courage to ask +the dignified upper-servants in that establishment to instruct her; but +such domestic arts as are needed in the dwellings of the poor. The art +of making a very little money go a great way; the art of giving grace, +neatness, prettiness to the smallest rooms and the shabbiest furniture; +the art of packing all the ugly appliances and baser necessities of +daily life, the pots and kettles and brooms and pails, into the +narrowest compass, and hiding them from the æsthetic eye. Mary thought +that if she began by learning the homely devices of the villagers--the +very A B C of cookery and housewifery--she might gradually enlarge upon +this simple basis to suit an income of from five to seven hundred a +year. The house-mothers from whom she sought information were puzzled at +this sudden curiosity about domestic matters. They looked upon the thing +as a freak of girlhood which drifted into eccentricity, from sheer +idleness; yet they were not the less ready to teach Mary anything she +desired to learn. They told her those secret arts by which coppers and +brasses are made things of beauty, and meet adornment for an old oak +mantelshelf. They allowed her to look on at the milking of the cow, and +at the churning of the butter; and at bread making, and cake making, and +pie and pudding making; and some pleasant hours were spent in the +acquirement of this useful knowledge. Mary did not neglect the invalid +during this new phase of her existence. Lady Maulevrier was a lover of +routine, and she liked her granddaughter to go to her at the same hour +every day. From eleven to twelve was the time for Mary's duty as +amanuensis. Sometimes there were no letters to be written. Sometimes +there were several; but her ladyship rarely allowed the task to go +beyond the stroke of noon. At noon Mary was free, and free till five +o'clock, when she was generally in attendance, ready to give Lady +Maulevrier her afternoon tea, and sit and talk with her, and tell her +any scraps of local news which she had gathered in the day. + +There were days on which her ladyship preferred to take her tea alone, +and Mary was left free to follow her own devices till dinner-time. + +'I do not feel equal even to your society to-day, my dear,' her ladyship +would say; 'go and enjoy yourself with your dogs and your tennis;' +forgetting that there was very seldom anybody on the premises with whom +Lady Mary could play tennis. + +But in these lonely days of Mary Haselden's life there was one crowning +bliss which was almost enough to sweeten solitude, and take away the +sting of separation; and that was the delight of expecting and receiving +her lover's letters. Busily as Mr. Hammond must be engaged in fighting +the battle of life, he was in no way wanting in his duty as a lover. He +wrote to Mary every other day; but though his letters were long, they +told her hardly anything of himself or his occupation. He wrote about +pictures, books, music, such things as he knew must be interesting to +her; but of his own struggles not a word. + +'Poor fellow,' thought Mary. 'He is afraid to sadden me by telling me +how hard the struggle is.' + +Her own letters to her betrothed were simple outpourings of girlish +love, breathing that too flattering-sweet idolatry which an innocent +girl gives to her first lover. Mary wrote as if she herself were of the +least possible value among created things. + +With one of Mr. Hammond's earlier letters came the engagement ring; no +half-hoop of brilliants or sapphires, rubies or emeralds, no gorgeous +triple circlet of red, white, and green; but only a massive band of dead +gold, on the inside of which was engraved this posy--'For ever.' + +Mary thought it the loveliest ring she had ever seen in her life. + +May was half over and the last patch of snow had vanished from the crest +of Helvellyn, from Eagle's Crag and Raven's Crag, and Coniston Old Man. +Spring--slow to come along these shadowy gorges--had come in real +earnest now, spring that was almost summer; and Lady Maulevrier's +gardens were as lovely as dreamland. But it was an unpeopled paradise. +Mary had the grounds all to herself, except at those stated times when +the Fräulein, who was growing lazier and larger day by day in her +leisurely and placid existence, took her morning and afternoon +constitutional on the terrace in front of the drawing-room, or solemnly +perambulated the shrubberies. + +On fine days Mary lived in the garden, save when she was far afield +learning the domestic arts from the cottagers. She read French and +German, and worked conscientiously at her intellectual education, as +well as at domestic economy. For she told herself that accomplishments +and culture might be useful to her in her married life. She might be +able to increase her husband's means by giving lessons abroad, or taking +pupils at home. She was ready to do anything. She would teach the +stupidest children, or scrub floors, or bake bread. There was no service +she would deem degrading for his sake. She meant when she married to +drop her courtesy title. She would not be Lady Mary Hammond, a poor +sprig of nobility, but plain Mrs. Hammond, a working man's wife. + +Lesbia's presentation was over, and had realised all Lady Kirkbank's +expectations. The Society papers were unanimous in pronouncing Lord +Maulevrier's sister the prettiest _débutante_ of the season. They +praised her classical features, the admirable poise of her head, her +peerless complexion. They described her dress at the drawing-room; they +described her 'frocks' in the Park and at Sandown. They expatiated on +the impression she had made at great assemblies. They hinted at even +Royal admiration. All this, frivolous fribble though it might be, Lady +Maulevrier read with delight, and she was still more gratified by +Lesbia's own account of her successes. But as the season advanced +Lesbia's letters to her grandmother grew briefer--mere hurried scrawls +dashed off while the carriage was at the door, or while her maid was +brushing her hair. Lady Maulevrier divined, with the keen instinct of +love, that she counted for very little in Lesbia's life, now that the +whirligig of society, the fret and fever of fashion, had begun. + +One afternoon in May, at that hour when Hyde Park is fullest, and the +carriages move slowly in triple rank along the Lady's Mile, and the +mounted constables jog up and down with a business-like air which sets +every one on the alert for the advent of the Princess of Wales, just at +that hour when Lesbia sat in Lady Kirkbank's barouche, and distributed +gracious bows and enthralling smiles to her numerous acquaintance, Mary +rode slowly down the Fell, after a rambling ride on the safest and most +venerable of mountain ponies. The pony was grey, and Mary was grey, for +she wore a neat little homespun habit made by the local tailor, and a +neat little felt hat with a ptarmigan's feather. + +All was very quiet at Fellside as she went in at the stable gate. There +was not an underling stirring in the large old stable-yard which had +remained almost unaltered for a century and a half; for Lady Maulevrier, +whilst spending thousands on the new part of the house, had deemed the +existing stables good enough for her stud. They were spacious old +stables, built as solidly as a Norman castle, and with all the virtues +and all the vices of their age. + +Mary looked round her with a sigh. The stillness of the place was +oppressive, and within doors she knew there would be the same stillness, +made still more oppressive by the society of the Fräulein, who grew +duller and duller every day, as it seemed to Mary. + +She took her pony into the dusky old stable, where four other ponies +began rattling their halters in the gloom, by way of greeting. A bundle +of purple tares lay ready in a corner for Mary to feed her favourites; +and for the next ten minutes or so she was happily employed going from +stall to stall, and gratifying that inordinate appetite for green meat +which seems natural to all horses. + +Not a groom or stable-boy appeared while she was in the stable; and she +was just going away, when her attention was caught by a flood of +sunshine streaming into an old disused harness-room at the end of the +stable--a room with one small window facing the Fell. + +Whence could that glow of western light come? Assuredly not from the +low-latticed window which faced eastward, and was generally obscured by +a screen of cobwebs. The room was only used as a storehouse for lumber, +and it was nobody's business to clean the window. + +Mary looked in, curious to solve the riddle. A door which she had often +noticed, but never seen opened, now stood wide open, and the old +quadrangular garden, which was James Steadman's particular care, smiled +at her in the golden evening light. Seen thus, this little old Dutch +garden seemed to Mary the prettiest thing she had ever looked upon. +There were beds of tulips and hyacinths, ranunculus, narcissus, +tuberose, making a blaze of colour against the old box borders, a foot +high. The crumbling old brick walls of the outbuildings, and that +dungeon-like wall which formed the back of the new house, were clothed +with clematis and wistaria, woodbine and magnolia. All that loving +labour could do had been done day by day for the last forty years to +make this confined space a thing of beauty. Mary went out of the dark +stable into the sunny garden, and looked round her, full of admiration +for James Steadman's work. + +'If ever Jack and I can afford to have a garden, I hope we shall be able +to make it like this,' she thought. 'It is such a comfort to know that +so small a garden can be pretty: for of course any garden we could +afford must be small.' + +Lady Mary had no idea that this quadrangle was spacious as compared with +the narrow strip allotted to many a suburban villa calling itself 'an +eligible residence.' + +In the centre of the garden there was an old sundial, with a stone bench +at the base, and, as she came upon an opening in the circular yew tree +hedge which environed this sundial, and from which the flower beds +radiated in a geometrical pattern, Lady Mary was surprised to see an old +man--a very old man--sitting on this bench, and basking in the low light +of the westering sun. + +His figure was shrunken and bent, and he sat with his chin resting on +the handle of a crutched stick, and his head leaning forward. His long +white hair fell in thin straggling locks over the collar of his coat. He +had an old-fashioned, mummyfied aspect, and Mary thought he must be +very, very old. + +Very, very old! In a flash there came back upon her the memory of John +Hammond's curiosity about a hoary and withered old man whom he had met +on the Fell in the early morning. She remembered how she had taken him +to see old Sam Barlow, and how he had protested that Sam in no wise +resembled the strange-looking old man of the Fell. And now here, close +to the Fell, was a face and figure which in every detail resembled that +ancient stranger whom Hammond had described so graphically. + +It was very strange. Could this person be the same her lover had seen +two months ago? And, if so, had he been living at Fellside all the time; +or was he only an occasional visitor of Steadman's? + +While she stood for a few moments meditating thus, the old man raised +his head and looked up at her, with eyes that burned like red-hot coals +under his shaggy white brows. The look scared her. There was something +awful in it, like the gaze of an evil spirit, a soul in torment, and she +began to move away, with side-long steps, her eyes riveted on that +uncanny countenance. + +'Don't go,' said the man, with an authoritative air, rattling his bony +fingers upon the bench. 'Sit down here by my side, and talk to me. Don't +be frightened, child. You wouldn't, if you knew what they say of me +indoors.' He made a motion of his head towards the windows of the old +wing--'"Harmless," they say, "quite harmless. Let him alone, he's +harmless." A tiger with his claws cut and his teeth drawn--an old, +grey-bearded tiger, ghastly and grim, but harmless--a cobra with the +poison-bag plucked out of his jaw! The venom grows again, child--the +snake's venom--but youth never comes back. Old, and helpless, and +harmless!' + +Again Mary tried to move away, but those evil eyes held her as if she +were a bird riveted by the gaze of a serpent. + +'Why do you shrink away?' asked the old man, frowning at her. 'Sit down +here, and let me talk to you. I am accustomed to be obeyed.' + +Old and feeble and shrunken as he was, there was a power in his tone of +command which Mary was unable to resist. She felt very sure that he was +imbecile or mad. She knew that madmen are apt to imagine themselves +great personages, and to take upon themselves, with a wonderful power of +impersonation, the dignity and authority of their imaginary rank; and +she supposed that it must be thus with this strange old man. She +struggled against her sense of terror. After all there could be no real +danger, in the broad daylight, within the precincts of her own home, +within call of the household. + +She seated herself on the bench by the unknown, willing to humour him a +little; and he turned himself about slowly, as if every bone in his body +were stiff with age, and looked at her with a deliberate scrutiny. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +'NOW NOTHING LEFT TO LOVE OR HATE.' + + +The old man sat looking at Mary in silence for some moments; not a great +space of time, perhaps, as marked by the shadow on the dial behind them, +but to Mary that gaze was unpleasantly prolonged. He looked at her as if +he could read every pulsation in every fibre of her brain, and knew +exactly what it meant. + +'Who are you?' he asked, at last. + +'My name is Mary Haselden.' + +'Haselden,' he repeated musingly, 'I have heard that name before.' + +And then he resumed his former attitude, his chin resting on the handle +of his crutch-stick, his eyes bent upon the gravel path, their unholy +brightness hidden under the penthouse brows. + +'Haselden,' he murmured, and repeated the name over and over again, +slowly, dreamily, with a troubled tone, like some one trying to work out +a difficult problem. 'Haselden--when? where?' + +And then with a profound sigh he muttered, 'Harmless, quite harmless. +You may trust him anywhere. Memory a blank, a blank, a blank, my lord!' + +His head sank lower upon his breast, and again he sighed, the sigh of a +spirit in torment, Mary thought. Her vivid imagination was already +interested, her quick sympathies were awakened. + +She looked at him wonderingly, compassionately. So old, so infirm, and +with a mind astray; and yet there were indications in his speech and +manner that told of reason struggling against madness, like the light +behind storm-clouds. He had tones that spoke of a keen sensitiveness to +pain, not the lunatic's imbecile placidity. She observed him intently, +trying to make out what manner of man he was. + +He did not belong to the peasant class: of that she felt assured. The +shrunken, tapering hand had never worked at peasant's work. The profile +turned towards her was delicate to effeminacy. The man's clothes were +shabby and old-fashioned, but they were a gentleman's garments, the +cloth of a finer texture than she had ever seen worn by her brother. The +coat, with its velvet collar, was of an old-world fashion. She +remembered having seen just such a coat in an engraved portrait of Count +d'Orsay, a print nearly fifty years old. No Dalesman born and bred ever +wore such a coat; no tailor in the Dales could have made it. + +The old man looked up after a long pause, during which Mary felt afraid +to move. He looked at her again with inquiring eyes, as if her presence +there had only just become known to him. + +'Who are you?' he asked again. + +'I told you my name just now. I am Mary Haselden.' + +'Haselden--that is a name I knew--once. Mary? I think my mother's name +was Mary. Yes, yes, I remember that. You have a sweet face, Mary--like +my mother's. She had brown eyes, like yours, and auburn hair. You don't +recollect her, perhaps?' + +'Alas! poor maniac,' thought Mary, 'you have lost all count of time. +Fifty years to you in the confusion of your distraught brain, are but as +yesterday.' + +'No, of course not, of course not,' he muttered; 'how should she +recollect my mother, who died while I was a boy? Impossible. That must +be half a century ago.' + +'Good evening to you,' said Mary, rising with a great effort, so strong +was her feeling of being spellbound by the uncanny old man, 'I must go +indoors now.' + +He stretched out his withered old hand, small, semi-transparent, with +the blue veins showing darkly under the parchment-coloured skin, and +grasped Mary's arm. + +'Don't go,' he pleaded. 'I like your face, child; I like your voice--I +like to have you here. What do you mean by going indoors? Where do you +live?' + +'There,' said Mary, pointing to the dead wall which faced them. 'In the +new part of Fellside House. I suppose you are staying in the old part +with James Steadman.' + +She had made up her mind that this crazy old man must be a relation of +Steadman's to whom he gave hospitality either with or without her +ladyship's consent. All powerful as Lady Maulevrier had ever been in her +own house, it was just possible that now, when she was a prisoner in her +own rooms, certain small liberties might be taken, even by so faithful a +servant as Steadman. + +'Staying with James Steadman,' repeated the old man in a meditative +tone. 'Yes, I stay with Steadman. A good servant, a worthy person. It is +only for a little while. I shall be leaving Westmoreland next week. And +you live in that house, do you?' pointing to the dead wall. 'Whose +house?' + +'Lady Maulevrier's. I am Lady Maulevrier's granddaughter.' + +'Lady Mau-lev-rier.' He repeated the name in syllables. 'A good name--an +old title--as old as the conquest. A Norman race those Maulevriers. And +you are Lady Maulevrier's granddaughter! You should be proud. The +Maulevriers were always a proud race.' + +'Then I am no true Maulevrier,' answered Mary gaily. + +She was beginning to feel more at her ease with the old man. He was +evidently mad, as mad as a March hare; but his madness seemed only the +harmless lunacy of extreme old age. He had flashes of reason, too. Mary +began to feel a friendly interest in him. To youth in its flush of life +and vigour there seems something so unspeakably sad and pitiable in +feebleness and age--the brief weak remnant of life, the wreck of body +and mind, sunning itself in the declining rays of a sun that is so soon +to shine upon its grave. + +'What, are you not proud?' asked the old man. + +'Not at all. I have been taught to consider myself a very insignificant +person; and I am going to marry a poor man. It would not become me to be +proud.' + +'But you ought not to do that,' said the old man. 'You ought not to +marry a poor man. Poverty is a bad thing, my dear. You are a pretty +girl, and ought to marry a man with a handsome fortune. Poor men have no +pleasure in this world--they might just as well be dead. I am poor, as +you see. You can tell by this threadbare coat'--he looked down at the +sleeve from which the nap was worn in places--'I am as poor as a church +mouse.' + +'But you have kind friends, I dare say,' Mary said, soothingly. 'You are +well taken care of, I am sure.' + +'Yes, I am well taken care of--very well taken care of. How long is it, +I wonder--how many weeks, or months, or years, since they have taken +care of me? It seems a long, long time; but it is all like a dream--a +long dream. Once I used to try and wake myself. I used to try and +struggle out of that weary dream. But that was ages ago. I am satisfied +now--I am quite content now--so long as the weather is warm, and I can +sit out here in the sun.' + +'It is growing chilly now,' said Mary, 'and I think you ought to go +indoors. I know that I must go.' + +'Yes, I must go in now--I am getting shivery,' answered the old man, +meekly. 'But I want to see you again, Mary--I like your face--and I like +your voice. It strikes a chord here,' touching his breast, 'which has +long been silent. Let me see you again, child. When can I see you +again?' + +'Do you sit here every afternoon when it is fine?' + +'Yes, every day--all day long sometimes when the sun is warm.' + +'Then I will come here to see you.' + +'You must keep it a secret, then,' said the old man, with a crafty look. +'If you don't they will shut me up in the house, perhaps. They don't +like me to see people, for fear I should talk. I have heard Steadman say +so. Yet what should I talk about, heaven help me? Steadman says my +memory is quite gone, and that I am childish and harmless--childish and +harmless. I have heard him say that. You'll come again, won't you, and +you'll keep it a secret?' + +Mary deliberated for a few minutes. + +'I don't like secrets,' she said, 'there is generally something +dishonourable in them. But this would be an innocent secret, wouldn't +it? Well, I'll come to see you somehow, poor old man; and if Steadman +sees me here I will make everything right with him.' + +'He mustn't see you here,' said the old man. 'If he does he will shut me +up in my own rooms again, as he did once, years and years ago.' + +'But you have not been here long, have you?' Mary asked, wonderingly. + +'A hundred years, at least. That's what it seems to me sometimes. And +yet there are times when it seems only a dream. Be sure you come again +to-morrow.' + +'Yes, I promise you to come; good-night.' + +'Good-night.' + +Mary went back to the stable. The door was still open, but how could she +be sure that it would be open to-morrow? There was no other access that +she knew of to the quadrangle, except through the old part of the house, +and that was at times inaccessible to her. + +She found a key--a big old rusty key--in the inside of the door, so she +shut and locked it, and put the key in her pocket. The door she supposed +had been left open by accident; at any rate this key made her mistress +of the situation. If any question should arise as to her conduct she +could have an explanation with Steadman; but she had pledged her word to +the poor mad old man, and she meant to keep her promise, if possible. + +As she left the stable she saw Steadman riding towards the gate on his +grey cob. She passed him as she went back to the house. + +Next day, and the day after that, and for many days, Mary used her key, +and went into the quadrangle at sundown to sit for half an hour or so +with the strange old man, who seemed to take an intense pleasure in her +company. The weather was growing warmer as May wore on towards June, and +this evening hour, between six and seven, was deliciously bright and +balmy. The seat by the sundial was screened on every side by the clipped +yew hedge, dense and tall, surrounding the circular, gravelled space, in +the centre of which stood the old granite dial, with its octagonal +pedestal and moss-grown steps. There, as in a closely-shaded arbour, +Lady Mary and her old friend were alone and unobserved. The yew-tree +boundary was at least eight feet high, and Mary and her companion could +hardly have been seen even from the upper windows of the low, old house. + +Mary had fallen into the habit of going for her walk or her ride at five +o'clock every day, when she was not in attendance on Lady Maulevrier, +and after her walk or ride she slipped through the stable, and joined +her ancient friend. Stables and courtyard were generally empty at this +hour, the men only appearing at the sound of a big bell, which summoned +them from their snuggery when they were wanted. Most of Lady +Maulevrier's servants had arrived at that respectable stage of long +service in which fidelity is counted as a substitute for hard work. + +The old man was not particularly conversational, and was apt to repeat +the same things over and over again, with a sublime unconsciousness of +being prosy; but he liked to hear Mary talk, and he listened with +seeming intelligence. He questioned her about the world outside his +cloistered life--the wars and rumours of wars--and, although the names +of the questions and the men of the day seemed utterly strange to him, +and he had to have them repeated to him again and again, he seemed to +take an intelligent interest in the stirring facts of the time, and +listened intently when Mary gave him a synopsis of her last newspaper +reading. + +When the news was exhausted, Mary hit upon a more childish form of +amusement, and that was to tell the story of any novel or poem she had +been lately reading. This was so successful that in this manner Mary +related the stories of most of Shakespeare's plays; of Byron's Bride of +Abydos, and Corsair; of Keats's Lamia; of Tennyson's Idylls; and of a +heterogenous collection of poetry and romance, in all of which stories +the old man took a vivid interest. + +'You are better to me than the sunshine,' he told Mary one day when she +was leaving him. 'The world grows darker when you leave me.' + +Once at this parting moment he took both her hands, and drew her nearer +to him, peering into her face in the clear evening light. + +'You are like my mother,' he said. 'Yes, you are very like her. And who +else is it that you are like? There is some one else, I know. Yes, some +one else! I remember! It is a face in a picture--a picture at Maulevrier +Castle.' + +'What do you know of Maulevrier Castle?' asked Mary, wonderingly. + +Maulevrier was the family seat in Herefordshire, which had not been +occupied by the elder branch for the last forty years. Lady Maulevrier +had let it during her son's minority to a younger branch of the family, +a branch which had intermarried with the world of successful commerce, +and was richer than the heads of the house. This occupation of +Maulevrier Castle had continued to the present time, and was likely +still to continue, Maulevrier having no desire to set up housekeeping in +a feudal castle in the marches. + +'How came you to know Maulevrier Castle?' repeated Mary. + +'I was there once. There is a picture by Lely, a portrait of a Lady +Maulevrier in Charles the Second's time. The face is yours, my love. I +have heard of such hereditary faces. My mother was proud of resembling +that portrait.' + +'What did your mother know of Maulevrier Castle?' + +The old man did not answer. He had lapsed into that dream-like +condition into which he often sank, when his brain was not stimulated to +attention and coherency by his interest in Mary's narrations. + +Mary concluded that this man had once been a servant in the Maulevrier +household, perhaps at the place in Herefordshire, and that all his old +memories ran in one groove--the house of Maulevrier. + +The freedom of her intercourse with him was undisturbed for about three +weeks; and at the end of that time she came face to face with James +Steadman as she emerged from the circle of greenery. + +'You here, Lady Mary?' he exclaimed with an angry look. + +'Yes, I have been sitting talking to that poor old man,' Mary answered, +cheerily, concluding that Steadman's look of vexation arose from his +being detected in the act of harbouring a contraband relation. 'He is a +very interesting character. A relation of yours, I suppose?' + +'Yes, he is a relation,' replied Steadman. 'He is very old, and his mind +has long been gone. Her ladyship is kind enough to allow me to give him +a home in her house. He is quite harmless, and he is in nobody's way.' + +'Of course not, poor soul. He is only a burden to himself. He talks as +if his life had been very weary. Has he been long in that sad state?' + +'Yes, a long time.' + +Steadman's manner to Lady Mary was curt at the best of times. She had +always stood somewhat in awe of him, as a person delegated with +authority by her grandmother, a servant who was much more than a +servant. But to-day his manner was more abrupt than usual. + +'He spoke of Maulevrier Castle just now,' said Mary, determined not to +be put down too easily. 'Was he once in service there?' + +'He was. Pray how did you find your way into this garden, Lady Mary?' + +'I came through the stable. As it is my grandmother's garden I suppose I +did not take an unwarrantable liberty in coming,' said Mary, drawing +herself up, and ready for battle. + +'It is Lady Maulevrier's wish that this garden should be reserved for my +use,' answered Steadman. 'Her ladyship knows that my uncle walks here of +an afternoon, and that, owing to his age and infirmities, he can go +nowhere else; and if only on that account, it is well that the garden +should be kept private. Lunatics are rather dangerous company, Lady +Mary, and I advise you to give them a wide berth wherever you may meet +them.' + +'I am not afraid of your uncle,' said Mary, resolutely. 'You said +yourself just now that he is quite harmless: and I am really interested +in him, poor old creature. He likes me to sit with him a little of an +afternoon and to talk to him; and if you have no objection I should like +to do so, whenever the weather is fine enough for the poor old man to be +out in the garden at this hour.' + +'I have a very great objection, Lady Mary, and that objection is chiefly +in your interest,' answered Steadman, firmly. 'No one who is not +experienced in the ways of lunatics can imagine the danger of any +association with them--their consummate craftiness, their capacity for +crime. Every madman is harmless up to a certain point--mild, +inoffensive, perhaps, up to the very moment in which he commits some +appalling crime. And then people cry out upon the want of prudence, the +want of common-sense which allowed such an act to be possible. No, Lady +Mary, I understand the benevolence of your motive, but I cannot permit +you to run such a risk.' + +'I am convinced that the poor old creature is perfectly harmless,' said +Mary, with suppressed indignation. 'I shall certainly ask Lady +Maulevrier to speak to you on the subject. Perhaps her influence may +induce you to be a little more considerate to your unhappy relation.' + +'Lady Mary, I beg you not to say a word to Lady Maulevrier on this +subject. You will do me the greatest injury if you speak of that man. I +entreat you--' + +But Mary was gone. She passed Steadman with her head held high and her +eyes sparkling with anger. All that was generous, compassionate, womanly +in her nature was up in arms against her grandmother's steward. Of all +other things, Mary Haselden most detested cruelty; and she could see in +Steadman's opposition to her wish nothing but the most cold-hearted +cruelty to a poor dependent on his charity. + +She went in at the stable door, shut and locked it, and put the key in +her pocket as usual. But she had little hope that this mode of access +would be left open to her. She knew enough of James Steadman's +character, from hearsay rather than from experience, to feel sure that +he would not easily give way. She was not surprised, therefore, on +returning from her ride on the following afternoon, to find the disused +harness-room half filled with trusses of straw, and the door of +communication completely blocked. It would be impossible for her to +remove that barricade without assistance; and then, how could she be +sure that the door itself was not nailed up, or secured in some way? + +It was a delicious sunny afternoon, and she could picture the lonely old +man sitting in his circle of greenery beside the dial, which for him had +registered so many dreary and solitary hours, waiting for the little ray +of social sunlight which her presence shed over his monotonous life. He +had told her that she was like the sunshine to him--better than +sunshine--and she had promised not to forsake him. She pictured him +waiting, with his hand clasped upon his crutch-stick, his chin resting +upon his hands, his eyes poring on the ground, as she had seen him for +the first time. And as the stable clock chimed the quarters he would +begin to think himself abandoned, forgotten; if, indeed, he took any +count of the passage of time, of which she was not sure. His mind seemed +to have sunk into a condition which was between dreaming and waking, a +state to which the outside world seemed only half real--a phase of being +in which there was neither past nor future, only the insufferable +monotony of an everlasting _now_. + +Pity is so near akin to love that Mary, in her deep compassion for this +lonely, joyless, loveless existence, felt a regard which was almost +affection for this strange old man, whose very name was unknown to her. +True that there was much in his countenance and manner which was +sinister and repellant. He was a being calculated to inspire fear rather +than love; but the fact that he had courted her presence and looked to +her for consolation had touched Mary's heart, and she had become +reconciled to all that was forbidding and disagreeable in the lunatic +physiognomy. Was he not the victim of a visitation which entitled him to +respect as well as to pity? + +For some days Mary held her peace, remembering Steadman's vehement +entreaty that she should not speak of this subject to her grandmother. +She was silent, but the image of the old man haunted her at all times +and seasons. She saw him even in her dreams--those happy dreams of the +girl who loves and is beloved, and before whom the pathway of the future +smiles like a vision of Paradise. She heard him calling to her with a +piteous cry of distress, and on waking from this troubled dream she +fancied that he must be dying, and that this sound in her dreams was one +of those ghostly warnings which give notice of death. She was so unhappy +about him, altogether so distressed at being compelled to break her +word, that she could not prevent her thoughts from dwelling upon him, +not even after she had poured out all her trouble to John Hammond in a +long letter, in which her garden adventures and her little skirmish with +Steadman were graphically described. + +To her intense discomfiture Hammond replied that he thoroughly approved +of Steadman's conduct in the matter. However agreeable Mary's society +might be to the lunatic, Mary's life was far too precious to be put +within the possibility of peril by any such _tête-à-têtes_. If the +person was the same old man whom Hammond had seen on the Fell, he was a +most sinister-looking creature, of whom any evil act might be fairly +anticipated. In a word Mr. Hammond took Steadman's view of the matter, +and entreated his dearest Mary to be careful, and not to allow her warm +heart to place her in circumstances of peril. + +This was most disappointing to Mary, who expected her lover to agree +with her upon every point; and if he had been at Fellside the +difference of opinion might have given rise to their first quarrel. But +as she had a few hours' leisure for reflection before the post went out, +she had time to get over her anger, and to remember that promise of +obedience given, half in jest, half in earnest, at the little inn beyond +Dunmail Raise. So she wrote submissively enough, only with just a touch +of reproach at Jack's want of compassion for a poor old man who had such +strong claims upon everybody's pity. + +The image of the poor old man was not to be banished from her thoughts, +and on that very afternoon, when her letter was dispatched, Mary went on +a visit of exploration to the stables, to see if by any chance Mr. +Steadman's plans for isolating his unhappy relative might be +circumvented. + +She went all over the stables--into loose boxes, harness and saddle +rooms, sheds for wood, and sheds for roots, but she found no door +opening into the quadrangle, save that door by which she had entered, +and which was securely defended by a barricade of straw that had been +doubled by a fresh delivery of trusses since she first saw it. But while +she was prowling about the sweet-scented stable, much disappointed at +the result of her investigations, she stumbled against a ladder which +led to an open trap-door. Mary mounted the ladder, and found herself +amidst the dusty atmosphere of a large hayloft, half in shadow, half in +the hot bright sunlight. A large shutter was open in the sloping roof, +the roof that sloped towards the quadrangle, an open patch admitting +light and air. Mary, light and active as a squirrel, sprang upon a truss +of hay, and in another moment had swung herself in the opening of the +shutter, and was standing with her feet on the wooden ledge at the +bottom of the massive frame, and her figure supported against the slope +of thick thatched roof. Perched, or half suspended, thus, she was just +high enough to look over the top of the yew-tree hedge into the circle +round the sundial. + +Yes, there was the unhappy victim of fate, and man's inhumanity to man. +There sat the shrunken figure, with drooping head, and melancholy +attitude--the bent shoulders of feeble old age, the patriarchal locks so +appealing to pity. There he sat with eyes poring upon the ground just as +she had seen him the first time. And while she had sat with him and +talked with him he had seemed to awaken out of that dull despondency, +gleams of pleasure had lighted up his wrinkled face--he had grown +animated, a sentient living instead of a corpse alive. It was very hard +that this little interval of life, these stray gleams of gladness should +be denied to the poor old creature, at the behest of James Steadman. + +Mary would have felt less angrily upon the subject had she believed in +Steadman's supreme carefulness of her own safety; but in this she did +not believe. She looked upon the house-steward's prudence as a +hypocritical pretence, an affectation of fidelity and wisdom, by which +he contrived to gratify the evil tendencies of his own hard and cruel +nature. For some reasons of his own, perhaps constrained thereto by +necessity, he had given the old man an asylum for his age and infirmity: +but while thus giving him shelter he considered him a burden, and from +mere perversity of mind refused him all such consolations as were +possible to his afflicted state, mewed him up as a prisoner, cut him off +from the companionship of his fellow-men. + +Two years ago, before Mary emerged from her Tomboyhood, she would have +thought very little of letting herself out of the loft window and +clambering down the side of the stable, which was well furnished with +those projections in the way of gutters, drain-pipes, and century-old +ivy, which make such a descent easy. Two years ago Mary's light figure +would have swung itself down among the ivy leaves, and she would have +gloried in the thought of circumventing James Steadman so easily. But +now Mary was a young lady--a young lady engaged to be married, and +impressed with the responsibilities of her position, deeply sensible of +a new dignity, for the preservation of which she was in a manner +answerable to her lover. + +'What would _he_ think of me if I went scrambling down the ivy?' she +asked herself; 'and after he has approved of Steadman's heartless +restrictions, it would be rank rebellion against him if I were to do it. +Poor old man, "Thou art so near and yet so far," as Lesbia's song says.' + +She blew a kiss on the tips of her fingers towards that sad solitary +figure, and then dropped back into the dusty duskiness of the loft. But +although her new ideas upon the subject of 'Anstand'--or good +behaviour--prevented her getting the better of Steadman by foul means, +she was all the more intent upon having her own way by fair means, now +that the impression of the old man's sadness and solitude had been +renewed by the sight of the drooping figure by the sundial. + +She went back to the house, and walked straight to her grandmother's +room. Lady Maulevrier's couch had been placed in front of the open +window, from which she was watching the westward-sloping sun above the +long line of hills, dark Helvellyn, rugged Nabb Scarr, and verdant +Fairfield, with its two giant arms stretched out to enfold and shelter +the smiling valley. + +'Heavens! child, what an object you are;' exclaimed her ladyship, as +Mary drew near. 'Why, your gown is all over dust, and your hair is--why +your hair is sprinkled with hay and clover. I thought you had learnt to +be tidy, since your engagement. What have you been doing with yourself?' + +'I have been up in the hayloft,' answered Mary, frankly; and, intent on +one idea, she said impetuously, 'Dear grandmother, I want you to do me a +favour--a very great favour. There is a poor old man, a relation of +Steadman's, who lives with him, out of his mind, but quite harmless, and +he is so sad and lonely, so dreadfully sad, and he likes me to sit with +him in the garden, and tell him stories, and recite verses to him, poor +soul, just as if he were a child, don't you know, and it is such a +pleasure to me to be a little comfort to him in his lonely wretched +life, and James Steadman says I mustn't go near him, because he may +change at any moment into a dangerous lunatic, and do me some kind of +harm, and I am not a bit afraid, and I'm sure he won't do anything of +the kind, and, please grandmother, tell Steadman, that I am to be +allowed to go and sit with his poor old prisoner half an hour every +afternoon.' + +Carried along the current of her own impetuous thoughts, Mary had talked +very fast, and had not once looked at her grandmother while she was +speaking. But now at the end of her speech her eyes sought Lady +Maulevrier's face in gentle entreaty, and she recoiled involuntarily at +the sight she saw there. + +The classic features were distorted almost as they had been in the worst +period of the paralytic seizure. Lady Maulevrier was ghastly pale, and +her eyes glared with an awful fire as they gazed at Mary. Her whole +frame was convulsed, and she, the cripple, whose right limbs lay numbed +and motionless upon the couch, made a struggling motion as she raised +herself a little with the left arm, as if, by very force of angry will, +she would have lifted herself up erect before the girl who had offended +her. + +For a few moments her lips moved dumbly; and there was something +unspeakably awful in those convulsed features, that livid countenance, +and those voiceless syllables trembling upon the white dry lips. + +At last speech came. + +'Girl, you were created to torment me;' she exclaimed. + +'Dear grandmother, what harm have I done?' faltered Mary. + +'What harm? You are a spy. Your very existence is a torment and a +danger. Would to God that you were married. Yes, married to a +chimney-sweep, even--and out of my way.' + +'If that is your only difficulty,' said Mary, haughtily, 'I dare say Mr. +Hammond would be kind enough to marry me to-morrow, and take me out of +your ladyship's way.' + +Lady Maulevrier's head sank back upon her pillows, those velvet and +satin pillows, rich with delicate point lace and crewel-work adornment, +the labour of Mary and Fräulein, pillows which could not bring peace to +the weary head, or deaden the tortures of memory. The pale face +recovered its wonted calm, the heavy lips drooped over the weary eyes, +and for a few moments there was silence in the room. + +Then Lady Maulevrier raised her eyelids, and looked at her granddaughter +imploringly, pathetically. + +'Forgive me, Mary,' she said. 'I don't know what I was saying just now; +but whatever it was, forgive and forget it. I am a wretched old woman, +heart sick, heart sore, worn out by pain and weariness. There are times +when I am beside myself; moments when I am not much saner than +Steadman's lunatic uncle. This is one of my worst days, and you came +bouncing in upon me, and tortured my nerves by your breathless torrent +of words. Pray forgive me, if I said anything rude.' + +'If,' thought Mary: but she tried to be charitable, and to believe that +Lady Maulevrier's attack upon her was a new phase of hysteria, so she +murmured meekly, 'There is nothing for me to forgive, grandmother, and I +am very sorry I disturbed you.' + +She was going to leave the room, thinking that her absence would be a +relief to the invalid, when Lady Maulevrier called her back. + +'You were asking me something--something about that old man of +Steadman's,' she said with a weary air, half indifference, half the +lassitude natural to an invalid who sinks under the burden of monotonous +days. 'What was it all about? I forget.' + +Mary repeated her request, but this time in measured tones. + +'My dear, I am sure that Steadman was only properly prudent.' answered +Lady Maulevrier, 'and that it would never do for me to interfere in this +matter. It stands to reason that he must know his old kinsman's +temperament much better than you can, after your half-hour interviews +with him in the garden. Pray how long have these garden scenes been +going on, by-the-by?' asked her ladyship, with a searching look at +Mary's downcast face. + +The girl had not altogether recovered from the rude shock of her +grandmother's late attack. + +'About three weeks,' faltered Mary. 'But it is more than a week now +since I was in the garden. It was quite by accident that I first went +there. Perhaps I ought to explain.' + +And Mary, not being gainsayed, went on to describe that first afternoon +when she had seen the old man brooding in the sun. She drew quite a +pathetic picture of his joyless solitude, whilst all nature around and +about him was looking so glad in the spring sunshine. There was a long +silence, a silence of some minutes, when she had done; and Lady +Maulevrier lay with lowered eyelids, deep in thought. Mary began to hope +that she had touched her grandmother's heart, and that her request would +be granted: but she was soon undeceived. + +'I am sorry to be obliged to refuse you a favour, Mary, but I must stand +by Steadman,' said her ladyship. 'When I gave Steadman permission to +shelter his aged kinsman in my house, I made it a condition that the old +man should be kept in the strictest care by himself and his wife, and +that nobody in this establishment should be troubled by him. This +condition has been so scrupulously adhered to that the old man's +existence is known to no one in this house except you and me; and you +have discovered the fact only by accident. I must beg you to keep this +secret to yourself. Steadman has particular reasons for wishing to +conceal the fact of his uncle's residence here. The old man is not +actually a lunatic. If he were we should be violating the law by keeping +him here. He is only imbecile from extreme old age; the body has +outlived the mind, that is all. But should any officious functionary +come down upon Fellside, this imbecility might be called madness, and +the poor old creature whom you regard so compassionately, and whose case +you think so pitiable here, would be carried off to a pauper lunatic +asylum, which I can assure you would be a much worse imprisonment than +Fellside Manor.' + +'Yes, indeed, grandmother,' exclaimed Mary, whose vivid imagination +conjured up a vision of padded cells, strait-waist-coats, +murderously-inclined keepers, chains, handcuffs, and bread and water +diet, 'now I understand why the poor old soul has been kept so +close--why nobody knows of his existence. I beg Steadman's pardon with +all my heart. He is a much better fellow than I thought him.' + +'Steadman is a thoroughly good fellow, and as true as steel,' said her +ladyship. 'No one can know that so well as the mistress he has served +faithfully for nearly half a century. I hope, Mary, you have not been +chattering to Fräulein or any one else about your discovery.' + +'No, grandmother, I have not said a word to a mortal, but----' + +'Oh, there is a "but," is there? I understand. You have not been so +reticent in your letters to Mr. Hammond.' + +'I tell him all that happens to me. There is very little to write about +at Fellside; yet I contrive to send him volumes. I often wonder what +poor girls did in the days of Miss Austen's novels, when letters cost a +shilling or eighteen pence for postage, and had to be paid for by the +recipient. It must have been such a terrible check upon affection.' + +'And upon twaddle,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'Well you told Mr. Hammond +about Steadman's old uncle. What did he say?' + +'He thoroughly approved Steadman's conduct in forbidding me to go and +see him,' answered Mary. 'I couldn't help thinking it rather unkind of +him; but, of course, I feel that he must be right,' concluded Mary, as +much as to say that her lover was necessarily infallible. + +'I always thought Mr. Hammond a sensible young man, and I am glad to +find that his conduct does not belie my good opinion,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'And now, my dear, you had better go and make yourself +decent before dinner. I am very weary this afternoon, and even our +little talk has exhausted me.' + +'Yes, dear grandmother, I am going this instant. But let me ask one +question: What is the poor old man's name?' + +'His name!' said her ladyship, looking at Mary with a puzzled air, like +a person whose thoughts are far away. 'His name--oh, Steadman, I +suppose, like his nephew's; but if I ever heard the name I have +forgotten it, and I don't know whether the kinship is on the father's or +the mother's side. Steadman asked my permission to give shelter to a +helpless old relative, and I gave it. That is really all I remember.' + +'Only one other question,' pleaded Mary, who was brimful of curiosity +upon this particular subject. 'Has he been at Fellside very long?' + +'Oh, I really don't know; a year, or two, or three, perhaps. Life in +this house is all of a piece. I hardly keep count of time.' + +'There is one thing that puzzles me very much,' said Mary, still +lingering near her grandmother's couch, the balmy evening air caressing +her as she leaned against the embrasure of the wide Tudor window, the +sun drawing nearer to the edge of the hills, an orb of yellow flame, +soon to change to a gigantic disk of lurid fire. 'I thought from the old +man's talk that he, too, must be an old servant in our family. He talked +of Maulevrier Castle, and said that I reminded him of a picture by Lely, +a portrait of a Lady Maulevrier. + +'It is quite possible that he may have been in service there, though I +do not remember to have heard anything about it,' answered her ladyship, +carelessly. 'The Steadmans come from that part of the country, and +theirs is a hereditary service. Good-night, Mary, I am utterly weary. +Look at that glorious light yonder, that mighty world of fire and flame, +without which our little world would be dark and dreary. I often think +of that speech of Macbeth's, "I 'gin to be aweary of the sun." There +comes a time, Mary, when even the sun is a burden.' + +'Only for such a man as Macbeth,' said Mary, 'a man steeped in crime. +Who can wonder that he wanted to hide himself from the sun? But, dear +grandmother, there ought to be plenty of happiness left for you, even if +your recovery is slow to come. You are so clever, you have such +resources in your own mind and memory, and you have your grandchildren, +who love you dearly,' added Mary, tenderly. + +Her nature was so full of pity that an entirely new affection had grown +up in her mind for Lady Maulevrier since that terrible evening of the +paralytic stroke. + +'Yes, and whose love, as exemplified by Lesbia, is shown in a hurried +scrap of a letter scrawled once a week--a bone thrown to a hungry dog,' +said her ladyship, bitterly. + +'Lesbia is so lovely, and she is so surrounded by flatterers and +admirers,' murmured Mary, excusingly. + +'Oh, my dear, if she had a heart she would not forget me, even in the +midst of her flatterers. Good-night again, Mary. Don't try to console +me. For some natures consolations and soothing suggestions are like +flowers thrown upon a granite tomb. They do just as much and just as +little good to the heart that lies under the stone. Good-night.' + +Mary stooped to kiss her grandmother's forehead, and found it cold as +marble. She murmured a loving good-night, and left the mistress of +Fellside in her loneliness. + +A footman would come in and light the lamps, and draw the velvet +curtains, presently, and shut out the later glories of sunset. And then +the butler himself would come and arrange the little dinner table by her +ladyship's couch, and would himself preside over the invalid's simple +dinner, which would be served exquisitely, with all that is daintiest +and most costly in Salviati glass and antique silver. Yet better the +dinner of herbs, and love and peace withal, than the choicest fare or +the most perfect service. + +Before the coming of the servants and the lamps there was a pause of +silence and loneliness, an interval during which Lady Maulevrier lay +gazing at the declining orb, the lower rim of which now rested on the +edge of the hill. It seemed to grow larger and more dazzling as she +looked at it. + +Suddenly she clasped her left hand across her eyes, and said aloud-- + +'Oh, what a hateful life! Almost half a century of lies and hypocricies +and prevarications and meannesses! For what? For the glory of an empty +name; and for a fortune that may slip from my dead hand to become the +prey of rogues and adventurers. Who can forecast the future?' + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +CARTE BLANCHE. + + +Lady Kirkbank's house in Arlington Street was known to half fashionable +London as one of the pleasantest houses in town; and it was known by +repute only, to the other half of fashionable London, as a house whose +threshold was not to be crossed by persons with any regard for their own +dignity and reputation. It was not that Lady Kirkbank had ever actually +forfeited her right to be considered an honest woman and a faithful +wife. People who talked of the lady and her set with a contemptuous +shrug of the shoulders and a dubious elevation of the eyebrows were +ready, when hard pushed in argument, to admit that they knew of no +actual harm in Lady Kirkbank, no overt bad behaviour. + +'But--well,' said the punctilious half of society, the Pejinks and +Pernickitys, the Picksomes and Unco-Goods, 'Lady Kirkbank is--Lady +Kirkbank; and I would not allow my girls to visit her, don't you know.' +'Lady Kirkbank is received, certainly,' said a severe dowager. 'She +goes to very good houses. She gets tickets for the Royal enclosure. She +is always at private views, and privileged shows of all kinds; and she +contrives to squeeze herself in at a State ball or a concert about once +in two years; but any one who can consider Lady Kirkbank good style must +have a very curious idea of what a lady ought to be.' 'Lady Kirkbank is +a warm-hearted, nice creature,' said a diplomatist of high rank, and one +of her particular friends, 'but her manners are decidedly--continental!' + +About Sir George, society, adverse or friendly, was without strong +opinions. His friends, the men who shot over his Scotch moor, and filled +the spare rooms in his villa at Cannes, and loaded his drag for Sandown +or Epsom, and sponged upon him all the year round, talked of him as 'an +inoffensive old party,' 'a cheery soul,' 'a genial old boy,' and in like +terms of approval. That half of society which did not visit in Arlington +Street, in whose nostrils the semi-aristocratic, semi-artistic, +altogether Bohemian little dinners, the suppers after the play, the +small hours devoted to Nap or Poker, had an odour as of sulphur, the +reek of Tophet--even this half of the great world was fain to admit that +Sir George was harmless. He had never had an idea beyond the realms of +sport; he had never had a will of his own outside his stable. To shoot +pigeons at Hurlington or Monaco, to keep half a dozen leather-platers, +and attend every race from the Craven to the Leger, to hunt four days a +week, when he was allowed to spend a winter in England, and to saunter +and sleep away all the hours which could not be given to sport, +comprised Sir George's idea of existence. He had never troubled himself +to consider whether there might not possibly be a better way of getting +rid of one's life. He was as God had made him, and was perfectly +satisfied with himself and the universe; save at such times as when a +favourite horse went lame, or his banker wrote to tell him that his +account was overdrawn. + +Sir George had no children; he had never had a serious care in his life. +He never thought, he never read. Lady Kirkbank declared that she had +never seen him with a book in his hands since their marriage. + +'I don't believe he would know at which end to begin,' she said. + +What was the specific charge which the very particular people brought +against Lady Kirkbank? Such charges rarely _are_ specific. The idea that +the lady belonged to the fast and furious section of society, the +Bohemia of the upper ten, was an idea in the air. Everybody knew it. No +one could quite adequately explain it. + +From thirty to fifty Lady Kirkbank had been known as a flirty matron. +Wherever she went, a train of men went with her; men young and +middle-aged and elderly; handsome youths from the public offices; War, +Admiralty, Foreign Office, Somerset House young men; attractive men of +mature years, with grey moustachios, military, diplomatic, horsey, what +you will, but always agreeable. At home, abroad, Lady Kirkbank was never +without her court; but the court was entirely masculine. In those days +the fair Georgie did not scruple to say that she hated women, and that +girls were her particular abomination. But as the years rolled on Lady +Kirkbank began to find it very difficult to muster her little court, to +keep her train in attendance upon her. 'The birds were wild,' Sir George +said. Her young adorers found their official duties more oppressive than +hitherto; her elderly swains had threatenings of gout or rheumatism +which prevented their flocking round her as of old at race meeting or +polo match. They were loyal enough in keeping their engagements at the +dinner table, for Lady Kirkbank's cook was one of the best in London; +and the invited guests were rarely missing at the little suppers after +opera or play: but Georgia's box was no longer crowded with men who +dropped in between the acts to see what she thought of the singer or the +piece, and her swains were no longer contented to sit behind her chair +all the evening, seeing an empty corner of the stage across Georgia's +ivory shoulder, and hearing the voices of invisible actors in the brief +pauses of Georgie's subdued babble. + +At fifty-five, Georgina Kirkbank told herself sadly enough that her day, +as a bright particular star, all-sufficient in her own radiance, was +gone. She could not live without her masculine circle, men who could +bring her all the news, the gossip of the clubs; where everything seemed +to become known as quickly as if each club had its own Asmodeus, +unroofing all the housetops of the West End for inspection every night. +She could not live without her courtiers; and to keep them about her she +knew that she must make her house pleasant. It was not enough to give +good dinners, elegant little suppers washed down by choicest wines; she +must also provide fair faces to smile upon the feast, and bright eyes to +sparkle in the subdued light of low shaded lamps, and many candles +twinkling under coloured shades. + +'I am an old woman now,' Lady Kirkbank said to herself with a sigh, 'and +my own attractions won't keep my friends about me. _C'est trop connu +ça_.' + +And now the house in Arlington Street in which feminine guests had been +as one in ten, opened its doors to the young and the fair. Pretty +widows, lively girls, young wives who were not too absurdly devoted to +their husbands, actresses of high standing and good looks, these began +to be welcomed effusively in Arlington Street. Lady Kirkbank began to +hunt for beauties to adorn her rooms, as she had hitherto hunted lions +to roar at her parties. She prided herself on being the first to +discover this or that new beauty. That lovely girl from Scotland with +the large eyes--that sweet young creature from Ireland with the long +eyelashes. She was always inventing new divinities. But even this +change of plan, this more feminine line of politics failed to reconcile +the strict and the stern, the Queen Charlotte-ish elderly ladies, and +the impeccable matrons, to Lady Kirkbank and her set. The girls who were +launched by Lady Kirkbank never took high rank in society. When they +made good marriages it was generally to be observed that they dropped +Lady Kirkbank soon afterwards. It was not their fault, these ingrates +pleaded piteously; but Edward, or Henry, or Theodore, as the case might +be, had a most cruel prejudice against dear Lady Kirkbank, and the young +wives were obliged to obey. + +Others there were, however, the loyal few, who having won the prize +matrimonial in Lady Kirkbank's happy hunting grounds, remained true to +their friend ever afterwards, and defended her character against every +onslaught. + +When Lady Maulevrier told her grandson that she had entrusted Lady +Kirkbank with the duty of introducing Lesbia to society, Maulevrier +shrugged his shoulders and held his peace. He knew no actual harm in the +matter. Lady Kirkbank's was rather a fast set; and had he been allowed +to choose it was not to Lady Kirkbank that he would have delegated his +grandmother's duty. In Maulevrier's own phrase it was 'not good enough' +for Lesbia. But it was not in his power to interfere. He was not told of +the plan until everything had been settled. The thing was accomplished; +and against accomplished facts Maulevrier was the last to protest. + +His friend John Hammond had not been silent. He knew nothing of Lady +Kirkbank personally; but he knew the position which she held in London +society, and he urged his friend strongly to enlighten Lady Maulevrier +as to the kind of circle into which she was about to entrust her young +granddaughter, a girl brought up in the Arcadia of England. + +'Not for worlds would I undertake such a task,' said Maulevrier. 'Her +ladyship never had any opinion of my wisdom, and this Lady Kirkbank is a +friend of her own youth. She would cut up rough if I were to say a word +against an old friend. Besides what's the odds, if you come to think of +it? all society is fast nowadays, or at any rate all society worth +living in. And then again, Lesbia is just one of those cool-headed girls +who would keep herself head uppermost in a maelstrom. She knows on which +side her bread is buttered. Look how easily she chucked you up because +she did not think you good enough. She'll make use of this Lady +Kirkbank, who is a good soul, I am told, and will make the best match of +the season.' + +And now the season had begun, and Lady Lesbia Haselden was circulating +with other aristocratic atoms in the social vortex, with her head +apparently uppermost. + +'Old Lady K--has nobbled a real beauty, this time,' said one of the +Arlington Street set to his friend as they lolled on the railings in the +park, 'a long way above any of those plain-headed ones she tried to palm +off upon us last year: the South American girl with the big eyes and a +complexion like a toad, the Forfarshire girl with freckles and +unsophisticated carrots. "Those lovely Spanish eyes," said Lady K----, +"that Titianesque auburn hair!" But it didn't answer. Both the girls +were plain, and they have gone back to their native obscurity spinsters +still. But this is a real thorough-bred one--blood, form, pace, all +there.' + +'Who is she?' drawled his friend. + +'Lord Maulevrier's sister, Lady Lesbia Haselden. Has money, too, I +believe; rich grandmother; old lady buried alive in Westmoreland; horrid +old miser.' + +'I shouldn't mind marrying a miser's granddaughter,' said the other. 'So +nice to know that some wretched old idiot has scraped and hoarded +through a lifetime of deprivation and self-denial, in order that one may +spend his money when he is under the sod.' + +Lady Lesbia was accepted everywhere, or almost everywhere, as the beauty +of the season. There were six or seven other girls who aspired to the +same proud position, who were asserted by their own particular friends +to have won it; just as there are generally four or five horses which +claim to be first favourites; but the betting was all in favour of Lady +Lesbia. + +Lady Kirkbank told her that she was turning everyone's head, and Lesbia +was quite willing to believe her. But was Lesbia's own head quite steady +in this whirlpool? That was a question which she did not take the +trouble to ask herself. + +Her heart was tranquil enough, cold as marble. No shield and safeguard +so secure against the fire of new love as an old love hardly cold. +Lesbia told herself that her heart was a sepulchre, an urn which held a +handful of ashes, the ashes of her passion for John Hammond. It was a +fire quite burned out, she thought; but that extinguished flame had left +death-like coldness. + +This was Lesbia's own diagnosis of her case: but the real truth was that +among the herd of men she had met, almost all of them ready to fall down +and worship her, there was not one who had caught her fancy. Her nature +was shallow enough to be passing fickle; the passion which she had taken +for love was little more than a girl's fancy; but the man who had power +to awaken that fancy as John Hammond had done had not yet appeared in +Lady Kirkbank's circle. + +'What a cold-hearted creature you must be,' said Georgie. 'You don't +seem to admire any of my favourite men.' + +'They are very nice,' Lesbia answered languidly; 'but they are all +alike. They say the same things--wear the same clothes--sit in the same +attitude. One would think they were all drilled in a body every morning +before they go out. Mr. Nightshade, the actor, who came to supper the +other night, is the only man I have seen who has a spark of +originality.' + +'You are right,' answered Lady Kirkbank, 'there is an appalling sameness +in men: only it is odd you should find it out so soon. I never +discovered it till I was an old woman. How I envy Cleopatra her Cæsar +and her Antony. No mistaking one of those for the other. Mary Stuart +too, what marked varieties of character she had an opportunity of +studying in Rizzio and Chastelard, Darnley and Bothwell. Ah, child, that +is what it is to _live_.' + +'Mary is very interesting,' sighed Lesbia; 'but I fear she was not a +correct person.' + +'My love, what correct person ever is interesting? History draws a misty +halo round a sinner of that kind, till one almost believes her a saint. +I think Mary Stuart, Froude's Mary, simply perfect.' + +Lesbia had begun by blushing at Lady Kirkbank's opinions; but she was +now used to the audacity of the lady's sentiments, and the almost +infantile candour with which she gave utterance to them. Lady Kirkbank +liked to make her friends laugh. It was all she could do now in order to +be admired. And there is nothing like audacity for making people laugh +nowadays. Lady Kirkbank was a close student of all those delightful +books of French memoirs which bring the tittle-tattle of the Regency and +the scandals of Louis the Fifteenth's reign so vividly before us: and +she had unconsciously founded her manners and her ways of thinking and +talking upon that easy-going but elegant age. She did not want to seem +better than women who had been so altogether charming. She fortified the +frivolity of historical Parisian manners by a dash of the British +sporting character. She drove, shot, jumped over five-barred gates, +contrived on the verge of seventy to be as active us a young woman; and +she flattered herself that the mixture of wit, audacity, sport, and +good-nature was full of fascination. + +However this might be, it is certain that a good many people liked her, +chiefly perhaps because she was good-natured, and a little on account of +that admirable cook. + +To Lesbia, who had been weary to loathing of her old life amidst the +hills and waterfalls of Westmoreland, this new life was one perpetual +round of pleasure. She flung herself with all her heart and mind into +the amusement of the moment; she knew neither weariness nor satiety. To +ride in the park in the morning, to go to a luncheon party, a garden +party, to drive in the park for half an hour after the garden party, to +rush home and dress for the fourth or fifth time, and then off to a +dinner, and from dinner to drum, and from drum to big ball, at which +rumour said the Prince and Princess were to be present; and so, from +eleven o'clock in the morning till four or five o'clock next morning, +the giddy whirl went on; and every hour was so occupied by pleasure +engagements that it was difficult to squeeze in an occasional morning +for shopping--necessary to go to the shops sometimes, or one would not +know how many things one really wants--or for an indispensable interview +with the dressmaker. Those mornings at the shops were hardly the least +agreeable of Lesbia's hours. To a girl brought up in one perpetual +_tête-à-tête_ with green hill-sides and silvery watercourses, the West +End shops were as gardens of Eden, as Aladdin Caves, as anything, +everything that is rapturous and intoxicating. Lesbia, the clear-headed, +the cold-hearted, fairly lost her senses when she went into one of those +exquisite shops, where a confusion of brocades and satins lay about in +dazzling masses of richest colour, with here and there a bunch of +lilies, a cluster of roses, a tortoise-shell fan, an ostrich feather, or +a flounce of peerless Point d'Alençon flung carelessly athwart the sheen +of a wine-dark velvet or golden-hued satin. + +Lady Maulevrier had said Lesbia was to have _carte blanche_; so Lesbia +bought everything she wanted, or fancied she wanted, or that the +shop-people thought she must want, or that Lady Kirkbank happened to +admire. The shop-people were so obliging, and so deeply obliged by +Lesbia's patronage. She was exactly the kind of customer they liked to +serve. She flitted about their showrooms like a beautiful butterfly +hovering over a flower-bed--her eye caught by every novelty. She never +asked the price of anything; and Lady Kirkbank informed them, in +confidence, that she was a great heiress, with a millionaire grandmother +who indulged her every whim. Other high born young ladies, shopping upon +fixed allowances, and sorely perplexed to make both ends meet, looked +with eyes of envy upon this girl. + +And then came the visit to the dressmaker. It happened after all that +Kate Kearney was not intrusted with Lady Lesbia's frocks. Miss Kearney +was the fashion, and could pick and choose her customers; and as she was +a young lady of good business aptitudes, she had a liking for ready +money, or at least half-yearly settlements; and, finding that Lady +Kirkbank was much more willing to give new orders than to pay old +accounts, she had respectfully informed her ladyship that a pressure of +business would prevent her executing any further demands from Arlington +Street, while the necessity of posting her ledger obliged her to request +the favour of an immediate cheque. + +The little skirmish--per letter--occurred while Lady Kirkbank was at +Cannes, and Miss Kearney's conduct was stigmatised as insolent and +ungrateful, since had not she, Lady Kirkbank by the mere fact of her +patronage, given this young person her chief claim to fashion? + +'I shall drop her,' said Georgie, 'and go back to poor old Seraphine, +who is worth a cartload of such Irish adventuresses.' + +So to Madame Seraphine, of Clanricarde Place, Lady Lesbia was taken as +a lamb to the slaughter-house. + +Seraphine had made Lady Kirkbank's clothes, off and on for the last +thirty years. Seraphine and Georgia had grown old together. Lady +Kirkbank was always dropping Seraphine and taking her up again, +quarrelling and making friends with her. They wrote each other little +notes, in which Lady Kirkbank called the dressmaker her _cher ange_--her +_bonne chatte_, her _chère vielle sotte_--and all manner of affectionate +names--and in which Seraphine occasionally threatened the lady with the +dire engines of the law, if money were not forthcoming before Saturday +evening. + +Lady Kirkbank within those thirty years had paid Seraphine many +thousands; but she had never once got herself out of the dear creature's +debt. All her payments were payments on account. A hundred pounds; or +fifty--or an occasional cheque for two hundred and fifty, when Sir +George had been lucky at Newmarket and Doncaster. But the rolling +nucleus of debt went rolling on, growing bigger every year until the +payments on account needed to be larger or more numerous than of old to +keep Seraphine in good humour. + +Seraphine was a woman of genius and versatility and had more than one +art at her fingers' ends--those skinny and claw-shaped fingers, the +nails whereof were not always clean. She took charge of her customer's +figures, and made their corsets, and lectured them if they allowed +nature to get the upper hand. + +'If Madame's waist gets one quarter of an inch thicker it must be that I +renounce to make her gowns,' she would tell a ponderous matron, with +cool insolence, and the matron would stand abashed before the little +sallow, hooked-nosed, keen eyed Jewess, like a child before a severe +mother. + +'Oh, Seraphine, do you really think that I am stouter?' the customer +would ask feebly, panting in her tightened corset. + +'Is it that I think so? Why that jumps to the eyes. Madame had always +that little air of Rubens, even in the flower of her youth--but now--it +is a Rubens of the Faubourg du Temple.' + +And horrified at the idea of her vulgarised charms the meek matron would +consent to encase herself in one of Seraphine's severest corsets, called +in bitterest mockery _à la santé_--at five guineas--in order that the +dressmaker might measure her for a forty-guinea gown. + +'A plain satin gown, my dear, with an eighteenpenny frilling round the +neck and sleeves, and not so much trimming as would go round my little +finger. It is positive robbery,' the matron told her friends afterwards, +not the less proud of her skin-tight high shouldered sleeves and the +peerless flow of her train. + +Seraphine was an artist in complexions, and it was she who provided her +middle-aged and elderly customers with the lilies and roses of youth. +Lady Kirkbank's town complexion was superintended by Seraphine, +sometimes even manipulated by those harpy-like claws. The eyebrows of +which Lesbia complained were only eyebrows _de province_--eyebrows _de +voyage_. In London Georgie was much more particular; and Seraphine was +often in Arlington Street with her little morocco bag of washes and +creams, and brushes and sponges, to prepare Lady Kirkbank for some great +party, and to instruct Lady Kirkbank's maid. At such times Georgie was +all affection for the little dressmaker. + +'_Ma chatte_, you have made me positively adorable,' she would say, +peering at her reflection in the ivory hand-mirror, a dazzling image of +rouge and bismuth, carmined lips, diamonds, and frizzy yellow hair; 'I +verily believe I look under thirty--but do not you think this gown is a +thought too _décolletée--un peu trop de peau, hein?_' + +'Not for you, Lady Kirkbank, with your fine shoulders. Shoulders are of +no age--_les épaules sont la vraie fontaine de jouvence pour les jolies +femmes._' + +'You are such a witty creature, Seraphine, Fifine. You ought to be a +descendant of that wicked old Madame du Deffand. Rilboche, give Madame +some more chartreuse.' + +And Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker would chink their liqueur glasses +in amity before the lady gathered up her satin train and allowed her +peerless shoulders to be muffled in a plush mantle to go down to her +carriage, fortified by that last glass of green chartreuse. + +There were always the finest chartreuse and curaçoa in a liqueur cabinet +on Lady Kirkbank's dressing-table. The cabinet formed a companion to the +dressing-case, which contained all those creamy and rose-hued cosmetics, +powders, brushes, and medicaments, which were necessary for the +manufacture of Georgie's complexion. The third bottle in the liqueur +case held cognac, and this, as Rilboche the maid knew, was oftenest +replenished. Yet nobody could accuse Lady Kirkbank of intemperate +habits. The liqueur box only supplied the peg that was occasionally +wanted to screw the superior mind to concert pitch. + +'One must always be at concert pitch in society, don't you know, my +dear,' said Georgie to her young protégée. + +Thus it happened that, Miss Kearney having behaved badly, Lesbia was +carried off to dear old Seraphine, and delivered over to that modern +witch, as a sacrifice tied to the horns of the altar. + +Clanricarde Place is a little nook of Queen Anne houses--genuine Queen +Anne, be it understood--between Piccadilly and St. James's Palace, and +hardly five minutes' walk from Arlington Street. It is a quiet little +_cul de sac_ in the very heart of the fashionable world; and here of an +afternoon might be seen the carriages of Madame Seraphine's customers, +blocking the whole of the carriage way, and choking up the narrow +entrance to the street, which widened considerably at the inner end. + +Madame Seraphine's house was at the end, a narrow house, with tall +old-fashioned windows curtained with amber satin. It was a small, dark +house, and exhaled occasional odours of garlic and main sewer; but the +staircase was a gem in old oak, and the furniture in the triple +telescopic drawing rooms, dwindling to a closet at the end, was genuine +Louis Seize. + +Seraphine herself was the only shabby thing in the house--a wizened +little woman, with a wicked old Jewish face, and one shoulder higher +than the other, dressed in a shiny black moire gown, years after moires +had been exploded, and with a rag of old lace upon her sleek black +hair--raven black hair, and the only good thing about her appearance. + +One ornament, and one only, had Seraphine ever been guilty of wearing, +and that was an old-fashioned half-hoop ring of Brazilian diamonds, +brilliants of the first water. This ring she called her yard measure; +and she was in the habit of using it as her Standard of purity, and +comparing it with any diamonds which her customers submitted to her +inspection. For the clever little dressmaker had a feeling heart for a +lady in difficulties, and was in the habit of lending money on good +security, and on terms that were almost reasonable as compared with the +usurious rates one reads of in the newspapers. + +Lesbia's first sensation upon having this accomplished person presented +to her was one of shrinking and disgust. There was something sinister in +the sallow face, the small shrewd eyes, and long hooked nose, the +crooked figure, and claw-shaped hands. But when Madame Seraphine began +to talk about gowns, and bade her acolytes--smartly-dressed young women +with pleasing countenances--bring forth marvels of brocade and satin, +embroideries, stamped velvets, bullion fringes, and ostrich feather +flouncings, Lesbia became interested, and forgot the unholy aspect of +the high priestess. + +Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker discussed Lesbia's charms as calmly as +if she had been out of the room. + +'What do you think of her figure?' asked Lady Kirkbank. + +'One cannot criticise what does not exist,' replied the dressmaker, in +French. 'The young lady has no figure. She has evidently been brought up +in the country.' + +And then with rapid bird-like movements, and with her head on one side, +Seraphine measured Lesbia's waist and bust, muttering little argotic +expressions _sotto voce_ as she did so. + +'Waist three inches too large, shoulders six inches too narrow,' she +said decisively, and she dictated some figures to one of the damsels, +who wrote them down in an order-book. + +'What does that mean?' asked Lesbia, not at all approving of such +cavalier treatment. + +'Only that Seraphine will make your corsets the right size,' answered +Lady Kirkbank. + +'What? Three inches too small for my waist, and six too wide for my +shoulders?' + +'My love, you must have a figure,' replied Lady Kirkbank, conclusively. +'It is not what you are, but what you ought to be that has to be +considered.' + +So Lesbia, the cool-headed, who was also the weak-minded, consented to +have her figure adjusted to the regulation mark of absolute beauty, as +understood by Madame Seraphine. It was only when her complexion came +under discussion, and Seraphine ventured to suggest that she would be +all the better for a little accentuation of her eyebrows and darkening +of her lashes, that Lesbia made a stand. + +'What would my grandmother think of me if she heard I painted?' she +asked, indignantly. + +Lady Kirkbank laughed at her _naïveté_. + +'My dear child, your grandmother is just half a century behind the age,' +she said. 'I hope you are not going to allow your life in London to be +regulated by an oracle at Grasmere?' + +'I am not going to paint my face,' replied Lesbia, firmly. + +'Well, perhaps you are right. The eyebrows are a little weak and +undecided, Seraphine, as you say, and the lashes would be all the better +for your famous cosmetic; but after all there is a charm in what the +painters call "sincerity," and any little errors of detail will prove +the genuineness of Lady Lesbia's beauty. One _may_ be too artistic.' + +And Lady Kirkbank gave a complacent glance at her own image in one of +the Marie Antoinette mirrors, pleased with the general effect of arched +brows, darkened eyelids, and a daisy bonnet. The fair Georgie generally +affected field-flowers and other simplicities, which would have been +becoming to a beauty of eighteen. + +'One is obliged to smother one's self in satin and velvet for balls and +dinners,' said Lady Kirkbank, when she discussed the great question of +gowns; 'but I know I always look my best in my cotton frock and straw +hat.' + +That first visit to Seraphine's den--den as terrible, did one but know +it, as that antediluvian hyena-cave at Torquay, where the threshold is +worn by the bodies of beasts dragged across it, and the ground paved +with their bones--that first visit was a serious business. Later +interviews might be mere frivolities, half-an-hour wasted in looking at +new fashions, an order given carelessly on the spur of the moment; but +upon this occasion Lady Kirkbank had to arm her young _protégée_ for the +coming campaign, and the question was to the last degree serious. + +The chaperon and the dressmaker put their heads together, looked at +fashion plates, talked solemnly of Worth and his compeers, of the gowns +that were being worn by Bernhardt, and Pierson, and Croisette, and other +stars of the Parisian stage; and then Lady Kirkbank gave her orders, +Lesbia listening and assenting. + +Nothing was said about prices; but Lesbia had a vague idea that some of +the things would be rather expensive, and she ventured to ask Lady +Kirkbank if she were not ordering too many gowns. + +'My dear, Lady Maulevrier said you were to have _carte blanche_,' +replied Georgie, solemnly. 'Your dear grandmother is as rich as Croesus, +and she is generosity itself; and how should I ever forgive myself if I +allowed you to appear in society in an inadequate style. You have to +take a high place, the very highest place, Lesbia; and you must be +dressed in accordance with that position.' + +Lesbia said no more. After all it was Lady Kirkbank's business and not +hers. See had been entrusted to Lady Kirkbank as to a person who +thoroughly knew the great world, and she must submit to be governed by +the wisdom and experience of her chaperon. If the bills were heavy, that +would be Lady Kirkbank's affair; and no doubt dear grandmother was rich +enough to afford anything Lesbia wanted. She had been told that she was +to take rank among heiresses. + +Lady Maulevrier had given her granddaughter some old-fashioned +ornaments, topaz, amethysts, turquoise--jewels that had belonged to dead +and gone Talmashes and Angersthorpes--to be reset. This entailed a visit +to a Bond Street jeweller, and in the dazzling glass-cases on the +counter of the Bond Street establishment Lesbia saw a good many things +which she felt were real necessities to her new phase of existence, and +these, with Lady Kirkbank's approval, she ordered. They were not +important matters. Half-a-dozen gold bangles of real oriental +workmanship, three or four jewelled arrows, flies and beetles, and +caterpillars, to pin on her laces and flowers, a diamond clasp for her +pearl necklace, a dear little gold hunter to wear when she rode in the +park, a diamond butterfly to light up that old-fashioned amethyst +_parure_ which the jeweller was to reset with an artistic admixture of +brilliants. + +'I am sure you would not like the effect without diamonds,' said the +jeweller. 'Your amethysts are very fine, but they are dark and heavy in +tone, and want a good deal of lighting-up, especially for the present +fashion of half-lighted rooms. If you will allow me to use my own +discretion, and mix in a few brilliants, I shall be able to produce a +really artistic _parure_; otherwise I would not recommend you to touch +them. The present setting is clumsy and inelegant; but I really do not +know that I could improve upon it, without an admixture of brilliants.' + +'Will the diamonds add very much to the expense?' Lesbia inquired, +timidly. + +'My dear child, you are perfectly safe in leaving the matter in Mr. +Cabochon's hands,' interposed Lady Kirkbank, who had particular reasons +for wishing to be on good terms with the head of the establishment. 'Your +dear grandmother gave you the amethysts to be reset; and of course she +would wish it to be done in an artistic manner. Otherwise, as Mr. +Cabochon judiciously says, why have the stones reset at all? Better wear +them in all their present hideousness.' + +Of course, after this Lesbia consented to the amethysts being dealt with +according to Mr. Cabochon's taste. + +'Which is simply perfect,' interjected Lady Kirkbank. + +And now Lesbia's campaign began in real earnest--a life of pleasure, a +life of utter selfishness and self-indulgence, which would go far to +pervert the strongest mind, tarnish the purest nature. To dress and be +admired--that was what Lesbia's life meant from morning till night. She +had no higher or nobler aim. Even on Sunday mornings at the fashionable +church, where the women sat on one side of the nave and the men on the +other, where divinest music was as a pair of wings, on which the +enraptured soul flew heavenward--even here Lesbia thought more of her +bonnet and gloves--the _chic_ or non-_chic_ of her whole costume, than +of the service. She might kneel gracefully, with her bent head, just +revealing the ivory whiteness of a lovely throat, between the edge of +her lace frilling and the flowers in her bonnet. She might look the +fairest image of devotion; but how could a woman pray whose heart was a +milliner's shop, whose highest ambition was to be prettier and better +dressed than other women? + +The season was six weeks old. It was Ascot week, the crowning glory of +the year, and Lesbia and her chaperon had secured tickets for the Royal +enclosure--or it may be said rather that Lesbia had secured them--for +the Master of the Royal Buckhounds might have omitted poor old Lady +Kirkbank's familiar name from his list if it had not been for that +lovely girl who went everywhere under the veteran's wing. + +Six weeks, and Lesbia's appearance in society had been one perpetual +triumph; but as yet nothing serious had happened. She had had no offers. +Half a dozen men had tried their hardest to propose to her--had sat out +dances, had waylaid her in conservatories and in back drawing-rooms, in +lobbies while she waited for her carriage--had looked at her piteously +with tenderest declarations trembling on their lips; but she had +contrived to keep them at bay, to strike them dumb by her coldness, or +confound them by her coquetry; for all these were ineligibles, whom Lady +Lesbia Haselden did not want to have the trouble of refusing. + +Lady Kirkbank was in no haste to marry her _protégée_--nay, it was much +more to her interest that Lesbia should remain single for three or four +seasons, and that she, Lady Kirkbank, might have the advantage of close +association with the young beauty, and the privilege of spending Lady +Maulevrier's money. But she would have liked to be able to inform +Lesbia's grandmother of some tremendous conquest--the subjugation of a +worthy victim. This herd of nobodies--younger sons with courtesy titles +and empty pockets, ruined Guardsmen, briefless barristers--what was the +use of telling Lady Maulevrier about such barren victories? Lady +Kirkbank therefore contented herself with expatiating upon Lesbia's +triumphs in a general way: how graciously the Princess spoke to her and +about her; how she had been asked to sit on the dais at the ball at +Marlborough House, and had danced in the Royal quadrille. + +'Has Lesbia happened to meet Lord Hartfield?' Lady Maulevrier asked, +incidentally, in one of her letters. + +No. Lord Hartfield was in London, for he had made a great speech in the +Lords on a question of vital interest; but he was not going into +society, or at any rate into society of a frivolous kind. He had given +himself up to politics, as so many young men did nowadays, which was +altogether horrid of them. His name had appeared in the list of guests +at one or two cabinet dinners; but the world of polo matches and +afternoon teas, dances and drums, private theatricals, and Orleans House +suppers, knew him not. As a competitor on the fashionable race-course, +Lord Hartfield was, in common parlance, out of the running. + +And now on this glorious June day, this Thursday of Thursdays, the Ascot +Cup day, for the first time since Lesbia's début, Lady Kirkbank had +occasion to smile upon an admirer whose pretensions were worthy of the +highest consideration. + +Mr. Smithson, of Park Lane, and Rood Hall, near Henley, and Formosa, +Cowes, and Le Bouge, Deauville, and a good many other places too +numerous to mention, was reputed to be one of the richest commoners in +England. He was a man of that uncertain period of life which enemies +call middle age, and friends call youth. That he would never see a +five-and-thirtieth birthday again was certain; but whether he had passed +the Rubicon of forty was open to doubt. It is possible that he was +enjoying those few golden years between thirty-five and forty, which for +the wealthy bachelor constitute verily the prime and summer-tide of +life. Wisdom has come, experience has been bought, taste has been +cultivated, the man has educated himself to the uttermost in the great +school of daily life. He knows his world thoroughly, whatever that world +is, and he knows how to enjoy every gift and every advantage which +Providence has bestowed upon him. + +Mr. Smithson was a great authority on the Stock Exchange, though he had +ceased for the last three or four years to frequent the 'House,' or to +be seen in the purlieus of Throgmorton Street. Indeed he had an air of +hardly knowing his way to the City, of being acquainted with that part +of London only by hearsay. He complained that his horses shied at +passing Temple Bar. And yet a few years ago Mr. Smithson's city +operations had been on a very extensive scale: It was in the rise and +fall of commodities rather than of stocks and shares that Horace +Smithson had made his money. He had exercised occult influences upon the +trade of the great city, of the world itself, whereof that city is in a +manner the keystone. Iron had risen or fallen at his beck. At the breath +of his nostrils cochineal had gone up in the market at an almost magical +rate, as if the whole civilised world had become suddenly intent upon +dyeing its garments red, nay, as if even the naked savages of the Gold +Coast and the tribes of Central Africa were bent on staining their dusky +skins with the bodies of the female coccus. + +Favoured by a hint from Smithson, his particular friends followed his +lead, and rushed into the markets to buy all the cochineal that could be +had; to buy at any price, since the market was rising hourly. And then, +all in a moment, as the sky clouds over on a summer day, there came a +dulness in the cochineal market, and the female coccus was being sold at +an enormous sacrifice. And anon it leaked out that Mr. Smithson had +grown tired of cochineal, and had been selling for the last week or two; +and it was noised abroad that this rise and fall in cocci had brought +Mr. Smithson seventy thousand pounds. + +Mr. Smithson was said to have commenced life in a very humble capacity. +There were some who declared he was the very youth who stooped to pick +up a pin in a Parisian banker's courtyard, after his services as clerk +had just been rejected by the firm, and who was thereupon recognised as +a youth worthy of favour and taken into the banker's office. But this +touching incident of the pin was too ancient a tradition to fit Mr. +Smithson, still under forty. + +Some there were who remembered him eighteen years ago as an adventurer +in the great wilderness of London, penniless, friendless, a +Jack-of-all-trades, living as the birds of the air live, and with as +little certainty of future maintenance. And then Mr. Smithson +disappeared for a space--he went under, as his friends called it; to +re-appear fifteen years later as Smithson the millionaire. He had been +in Peru, Mexico, California. He had traded in hides, in diamonds, in +silver, in stocks and shares. And now he was the great Smithson, whose +voice was the voice of an oracle, who was supposed to be able to make +the fortunes of other men by a word, or a wink, a nod, or a little look +across the crowd, and whom all the men and women in London +society--short of that exclusive circle which does _not_ open its ranks +to Smithsons--were ready to cherish and admire. + +Mr. Smithson had been in Petersburg, Paris, Vienna, all over civilised +Europe during the last five weeks, whether on business or on pleasure +bent, nobody knew. He affected to be an elegant idler; but it was said +by the initiated that wherever Smithson went the markets rose or fell, +and hides, iron, copper, or tin, felt the influence of his presence. + +He came back to London in time for the Cup Day, and in time to fall +desperately in love with Lesbia, whom he met for the first time in the +Royal enclosure. + +She was dressed in white, purest ivory white, from top to toe--radiant, +dazzling, under an immense sunshade fringed with creamy marabouts. Her +complexion--untouched by Seraphine--her dark and glossy hair, her large +violet eyes, luminous, dark almost to blackness, were all set off and +accentuated by the absence of colour in her costume. Even the cluster of +exotics on her shoulder were of the same pure tint, gardenias and lilies +of the valley. + +Mr. Smithson was formally presented to the new beauty, and received with +a cool contempt which riveted his chains. He was so accustomed to be run +after by women, that it was a new sensation to meet one who was not in +the least impressed by his superior merits. + +'I don't suppose the girl knows who I am,' he said to himself, for +although he had a very good idea of his intrinsic worth, he knew that +his wealth ranked first among his merits. + +But on after occasions when Lesbia had been told all that could be told +to the advantage of Mr. Smithson, she accepted his homage with the same +indifference, and treated him with less favour than she accorded to the +ruined guardsmen and younger sons who were dying for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +'PROUD CAN I NEVER BE OF WHAT I HATE.' + + +It was a Saturday afternoon, and even in that great world which has no +occupation in life except to amuse itself, whose days are all holidays, +there is a sort of exceptional flavour, a kind of extra excitement on +Saturday afternoons, distinguished by polo matches at Hurlingham, just +as Saturday evenings are by the production of new plays at fashionable +theatres. There was a great military polo match for this particular +Saturday--Lancers against Dragoons. It was a lovely June afternoon, and +Hurlingham would be at its best. The cool greensward, the branching +trees, the flowing river, would afford an unspeakable relief after the +block of carriages in Bond Street and the heated air of London, where +even the parks felt baked and arid; and to Hurlingham Lady Kirkbank +drove directly after luncheon. + +Lesbia leaned back in the barouche listening calmly, while her chaperon +expatiated upon the wealth and possessions of Horace Smithson. It was +now ten days since the meeting at Ascot, and Mr. Smithson had contrived +to see a great deal of Lesbia in that short time. He was invited almost +everywhere, and he had haunted her at afternoon and evening parties; he +had supped in Arlington Street after the opera; he had played cards with +Lesbia, and had enjoyed the felicity of winning her money. His +admiration was obvious, and there was a seriousness in his manner of +pursuing her which showed that, in Lady Kirkbank's unromantic +phraseology, 'the man meant business.' + +'Smithson is caught at last, and I am glad of it,' said Georgie. + +'The creature is an abominable flirt, and has broken more hearts than +any man in London. He was all but the death of one of the dearest girls +I know.' + +'Mr. Smithson breaks hearts!' exclaimed Lesbia, languidly. 'I should not +have thought that was in his line. Mr. Smithson is not an Adonis, nor +are his manners particularly fascinating.' + +'My child how fresh you are! Do you suppose it is the handsome men or +the fascinating men for whom women break their hearts in society? It is +the rich men they all want to marry--men like Smithson, who can give +them diamonds, and yachts, and a hunting stud, and half a dozen fine +houses. Those are the prizes--the blue ribbons of the matrimonial +race-course--men like Smithson, who pretend to admire all the pretty +women, who dangle, and dangle, and keep off other offers, and give ten +guinea bouquets, and then at the end of the season are off to Hombourg +or the Scotch moors, without a word. Do you think that kind of treatment +is not hard enough to break a penniless girl's heart? She sees the +golden prize within her grasp, as she believes; she thinks that she and +poverty have parted company for ever; she imagines herself mistress of +town house and country houses, yachts and stables; and then one fine +morning the gentleman is off and away! Do not you think that is enough +to break a girl's heart?' + +'I can imagine that a girl steeped to the lips in poverty might be willing +to marry Mr. Smithson's houses and yachts,' answered Lesbia, in her low +sweet voice, with a faint sneer even amidst the sweetness, 'but, I think +it must have been a happy release for any one to be let off the +sacrifice at the last moment.' + +'Poor Belle Trinder did not think so.' + +'Who was Belle Trinder?' + +'An Essex parson's daughter whom I took under my wing five years ago--a +splendid girl, large and fair, and just a trifle coarse--not to be +spoken of in the same day with you, dearest; but still a decidedly +handsome creature. And she took remarkably well. She was a very lively +girl, "never ran mute," Sir George used to say. Sir George was very fond +of her. She amused him, poor girl, with her rather brainless rattle.' + +'And Mr. Smithson admired her?' + +'Followed her about everywhere, sent her whole flower gardens in the way +of bouquets and Japanese baskets, and floral _parures_ for her gowns, +and opera boxes and concert tickets. Their names were always coupled. +People used to call them Bel and the Dragon. The poor child made up her +mind she was to be Mrs. Smithson. She used to talk of what she would do +for her own people--the poor old father, buried alive in a damp +parsonage, and struggling every winter with chronic bronchitis; the four +younger sisters pining in dulness and penury; the mother who hardly knew +what it was to rest from the continual worries of daily life.' + +'Poor things!' sighed Lesbia, gazing admiringly at the handle of her +last new sunshade. + +'Belle used to talk of what she would do for them all,' pursued Lady +Kirkbank. 'Father should go every year to the villa at Monte Carlo; +mother and the girls should have a month in Park Lane every season, and +their autumn holiday at one of Mr. Smithson's country houses. I knew the +world well enough to be sure that this kind of thing would never answer +with a man like Smithson. It is only one man in a thousand--the modern +Arthur, the modern Quixote--who will marry a whole family. I told Belle +as much, but she laughed. She felt so secure of her power over the man. +"He will do anything I ask him," she said.' + +'Miss Trinder must be an extraordinary young person,' observed Lesbia, +scornfully. 'The man had not proposed, had he?' + +'No; the actual proposal hung fire, but Belle thought it was a settled +thing all the same. Everybody talked to her as if she were engaged to +Smithson, and those poor, ignorant vicarage girls used to write her long +letters of congratulation, envying her good fortune, speculating about +what she would do when she was married. The girl was too open and candid +for London society--talked too much, "gave the view before she was sure +of her fox," Sir George said. All this silly talk came to Smithson's +ears, and one morning we read in the Post that Mr. Smithson had started +the day before for Algiers, where he was to stay at the house of the +English Consul, and hunt lions. We waited all day, hoping for some +letter of explanation, some friendly farewell which would mean _à +revoir_. But there was nothing, and then poor Belle gave way altogether. +She shut herself up in her room, and went out of one hysterical fit into +another. I never heard a girl sob so terribly. She was not fit to be +seen for a week, and then she went home to her father's parsonage in the +flat swampy country on the borders of Suffolk, and eat her heart, as +Byron calls it. And the worst of it was that she had no actual +justification for considering herself jilted. She had talked, and other +people had talked, and among them they had settled the business. But +Smithson had said hardly anything. He had only flirted to his heart's +content, and had spent a few hundreds upon flowers, gloves, fans, and +opera tickets, which perhaps would not have been accepted by a girl with +a strong sense of her own dignity.' + +'I should think not, indeed,' interjected Lesbia. + +'But which poor Belle was only too delighted to get.' + +'Miss Trinder must be very bad style,' said Lesbia, with languid scorn, +'and Mr. Smithson is an execrable person. Did she die?' + +'No, my dear, she is alive poor soul!' + +'You said she broke her heart.' + +'"The heart may break, yet brokenly live on,"' quoted Lady Kirkbank. +'The disappointed young women don't all die. They take to district +visiting, or rational dressing, or china painting, or an ambulance +brigade. The lucky ones marry well-to-do widowers with large families, +and so slip into a comfortable groove by the time they are +five-and-thirty. Poor Belle is still single, still buried in the damp +parsonage, where she paints plates and teacups, and wears out my old +gowns, just as she is wearing out her own life, poor creature!' + +'The idea of any one wanting to marry Mr. Smithson,' said Lesbia. 'It +seems too dreadful.' + +'A case of real destitution, you think. Wait till you have seen +Smithson's house in Park Lane--his team, his yacht, his orchid houses in +Berkshire.' + +Lesbia sighed. Her knowledge of London society was only seven weeks old; +and yet already the day of disenchantment had begun! She was having her +eyes opened to the stern realities of life. A year ago when her +appearance in the great world was still only a dream of the future, she +had pictured to herself the crowd of suitors who would come to woo, and +she had resolved to choose the worthiest. + +What would he be like, that worthiest among the wooers, that King Arthur +among her knights? + +First and foremost, he would be of rank higher than her own--a duke, a +marquis, or one of the first and oldest among earls. Title and lofty +lineage were indispensable. It would be a fall, a failure, a +disappointment, were she to marry a commoner, however distinguished. + +The worthy one must be noble, therefore, and of the old nobility. He +must be young, handsome, intellectual. He must stand out from among his +peers by his gifts of mind and person. He must have won distinction in +the arena of politics or diplomacy, arms or letters. He must be +'somebody.' + +She had been seven weeks in society, and this modern Arthur had not +appeared. So far as she had been able to discover, there was no such +person. The dukes and marquises were mostly men of advanced years. The +young unmarried nobility were given over to sport, play, and +foolishness. She had heard of only one man who at all corresponded with +her ideal, and he was Lord Hartfield. But Lord Hartfield had given +himself up to politics, and was no doubt a prig. Lady Kirkbank spoke of +him with contempt, as an intolerable person. But then Lord Hartfield was +not in Lady Kirkbank's set. He belonged to that serious circle to which +Lady Kirkbank's house appeared about as reputable a place of gathering +as a booth on a race-course. + +And now Lady Kirkbank told Lesbia that this Mr. Smithson, a nobody with +a great fortune, was a man whose addresses she, the sister of Lord +Maulevrier, ought to welcome. Mr. Smithson, who claimed to be a lineal +descendant of that Sir Michael Carrington, standard-bearer to Coeur de +Lion in the Holy Land, whose descendants changed their name to Smith +during the Wars of the Roses. Mr. Smithson bodily proclaimed himself a +scion of this good old county family, and bore on his plate and his +coach panels the elephant's head and the three demi-griffins of the +Hertfordshire Smiths, who only smiled and shrugged their shoulders when +they were complimented upon the splendid surroundings of their cousin. +Who could tell? Some lateral branch of the standard-bearer's family tree +might have borne this illustrious twig. + +Lady Kirkbank and all Lady Kirkbank's friends seemed to have conspired +to teach Lesbia Haselden one lesson, and that lesson meant that money +was the first prize in the great game of life. Money ranked before +everything--before titles, before noble lineage, genius, fame, beauty, +courage, honour. Money was Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. +Mr. Smithson, whose antecedents were as cloudy as those of Aphrodite, +was a greater man than a peer whose broad acres only brought him two per +cent., or half of whose farms were tenantless, and his fields growing +cockle instead of barley. + +Yes, one by one, Lady Lesbia's illusions were reft from her. A year ago +she had fancied beauty all-powerful, a gift which must ensure to its +possessor dominion over all the kingdoms of the earth. Rank, intellect, +fame would bow down before that magical diadem. And, behold, she had +been shining upon London society for seven weeks, and only empty heads +and empty pockets had bowed down--the frivolous, the ineligible,--and +Mr. Smithson. + +Another illusion which had been dispelled was Lesbia's comfortable idea +of her own expectations. Her grandmother had told her that she might +take rank among heiresses; and she had held herself accordingly, deeming +that her place was among the wealthiest. And now, since Mr. Smithson's +appearance upon the scene, Lady Kirkbank had informed her young friend +with noble candour that Lady Maulevrier's fortune, however large it +might seem at Grasmere, would be a poor thing in London; and that Lady +Maulevrier's ideas about money were as old-fashioned as her notions +about morals. + +'Life is about six times as expensive as it was in your grandmother's +time.' said Lady Kirkbank, as the carriage rolled softly along the +shabby road between Knightsbridge and Fulham. 'It is the pace that +kills. Society, which used to jog along comfortably, like the old +Brighton stage, at ten miles an hour, now goes as fast as the Brighton +express. In my mother's time poor Lord Byron was held up to the +execration of respectable people as the type of cynical profligacy; in +my own time people talked about Lord Waterford; but, my dear, the young +men now are all Byrons and Waterfords, without the genius of the one or +the generosity of the other. We are all going at steeplechase rate. +Social success without money is impossible. The rich Americans, the +successful Jews, will crowd us out unless we keep pace with them. Ah, +Lesbia, my dear girl, there would be a great future before you if you +could only make up your mind to accept Mr. Smithson.' + +'How do you know that he means to propose to me?' asked Lesbia, +mockingly. 'Perhaps he is only going to behave as he did to Miss +Trinder.' + +'Lady Lesbia Haselden is a very different person from a country parson's +daughter,' answered her chaperon; 'Smithson told me all about it +afterwards. He was really taken with Belle's fine figure and good +complexion; but one of her particular friends told him of her foolish +talk about her sisters, and how well she meant to get them married when +she was Mrs. Smithson. This disgusted him. He went down to Essex, +reconnoitered the parsonage, saw one of the sisters hanging out cuffs +and collars in the orchard--another feeding the fowls--both in shabby +gowns and country-made boots; one of them with red hair and freckles. +The mother was bargaining for fish with a hawker at the kitchen door. +And these were the people he was expected to import into Park Lane, +under ceilings painted by Leighton. These were the people he was to +exhibit on board his yacht, to cart about on his drag. "I had half made +up my mind to marry the girl, but I would sooner have hung myself than +marry her mother and sisters so I took the first train for Dover, en +route for Algiers," said Smithson, and upon my word I could hardly blame +the man,' concluded Lady Kirkbank. + +They were driving up the narrow avenue to the gates of Hurlingham by +this time. Lesbia shook out her frock and looked at her gloves, +tan-coloured mousquetaires, reaching up to the elbow, and embroidered to +match her frock. + +To-day she was a study in brown and gold. Brown satin petticoat +embroidered with marsh marigolds; little bronze shoes, with marsh +marigolds tied on the latchets; brown stockings with marsh marigold +clocks; tunic brown foulard smothered with quillings of soft brown lace; +Princess bonnet of brown straw, with a wreath of marsh marigold and a +neat little buckle of brown diamonds; parasol brown satin, with an +immense bunch of marsh marigolds on the top; fan to match parasol. + +The seats in front of the field were nearly all full when Lady Kirkbank +and Lesbia left their carriage; but their interests had been protected +by a gentleman who had turned down two chairs and sat between them on +guard. This was Mr. Smithson. + +'I have been sitting here for an hour keeping your chairs,' he said, as +he rose to greet them. 'You have no idea what work I have had, and how +ferociously all the women have looked at me.' + +The match was going on. The Lancers were scuffling for the ball, and +affording a fine display of hog-maned ponies and close-cropped young men +in ideal boots. But Lesbia cared very little about the match. She was +looking along the serried ranks of youth and beauty to see if anybody's +frock was smarter than her own. + +No. She could see nothing she liked so well as her brown satin and +buttercups. She sat down in a perfectly contented frame of mind, pleased +with herself and with Seraphine--pleased even with Mr. Smithson, who had +shown himself devoted by his patient attendance upon the empty chairs. + +After the match was over the two ladies and their attendant strolled +about the gardens. Other men came and fluttered round Lesbia, and women +and girls exchanged endearing smiles and pretty little words of greeting +with her, and envied her the brown frock and buttercups and Mr. Smithson +at her chariot wheel. And then they went to the lawn in front of the +club-house, which was so crowded that even Mr. Smithson found it +difficult to get a tea-table, and would hardly have succeeded so soon as +he did if it had not been for the assistance of a couple of Lesbia's +devoted Guardsmen, who ran to and fro and badgered the waiters. + +After much skirmishing they were seated at a rustic table, the blue +river gleaming and glancing in the distance, the good old trees +spreading their broad shadows over the grass, the company crowding and +chattering and laughing--an animated picture of pretty faces, smart +gowns, big parasols, Japanese fans. + +Lesbia poured out the tea with the prettiest air of domesticity. + +'Can you really pour out tea?' gasped a callow lieutenant, gazing upon +her with goggling, enraptured eyes. 'I did not think you could do +anything so earthly.' + +'I can, and drink it too,' answered Lesbia, laughing. 'I adore tea. +Cream and sugar?' + +'I--I beg your pardon--how many?' murmured the youth, who had lost +himself in gazing, and no longer understood plain English. + +Mr. Smithson frowned at the intruder, and contrived to absorb Lesbia's +attention for the rest of the afternoon. He had a good deal more to say +for himself than her military admirers, and was altogether more amusing. +He had a little cynical air which Lesbia's recent education had taught +her to enjoy. He depreciated all her female friends--abused their gowns +and bonnets, and gave her to understand, between the lines, as it were, +that she was the only woman in London worth thinking about. + +She looked at him curiously, wondering how Belle Trinder had been able +to resign herself to the idea of marrying him. + +He was not absolutely bad looking--but he was in all things unlike a +girl's ideal lover. He was short and stout, with a pale complexion, and +sunken faded eyes, as of a man who had spent the greater part of his +life by candle light, and had pored much over ledgers and bank books, +share lists and prospectuses. He dressed well, or allowed himself to be +dressed by the most correct of tailors--the Prince's tailor--but he +never attempted to lead the fashion in his garments. He had no +originality. Such sublime flights as that of the man who revived +corduroy, or of that daring genius who resuscitated the half-forgotten +Inverness coat, were unknown to him. He could only follow the lead of +the highest. He had small feet, of which he was intensely proud, podgy +white hands on which he wore the most exquisite rings. He changed his +rings every day, like a Roman Emperor; was reported to have summer and +winter rings--onyx and the coolest looking intaglios set in filagree for +warm weather--fiery rubies and diamonds in massive bands of dull gold +for winter. He was said to devote half-an-hour every morning to the +treatment of his nails, which were perfect. All the inkstains of his +youth had been obliterated, and those nails which had once been bitten +to the quick during the throes of financial study were now things of +beauty. + +Lady Lesbia surveyed Mr. Smithson critically, and shuddered at the +thought that this person was the best substitute which the season had +yet offered her for her ideal knight. She thought of John Hammond, the +tall, strong figure, straight and square; the head so proudly carried on +a neck which would have graced a Greek arena. The straight, clearly-cut +features, the flashing eyes, bright with youth and hope and the promise +of all good things. Yes, there was indeed a man--a man in all the +nobility of manhood, as God made him, an Adam before the Fall. + +Ah, if John Hammond had only possessed a quarter of Mr. Smithson's +wealth how gladly would Lesbia have defied the world and married him. +But to defy the world upon nothing a year was out of the question. + +'Why didn't he go on the Stock Exchange and make his fortune?' thought +Lesbia, pettishly, 'instead of talking vaguely about politics and +literature.' + +She felt angry with her rejected lover for having come to her +empty-handed. She had seen no man in London who was, or who seemed to +her, his equal. And yet she did not repent of having rejected him. The +more she knew of the world and the more she knew of herself the more +deeply was she convinced that poverty was an evil thing, and that she +was not the right kind of person to endure it. + +She was inwardly making these comparisons as they strolled back to the +carriage, while Mr. Smithson and Lady Kirkbank talked confidentially at +her side. + +'Do you know that Lady Kirkbank has promised and vowed three things for +you?' said Mr. Smithson. + +'Indeed! I thought I was past the age at which one can be compromised by +other people's promises. Pray what are those three things?' + +'First, that you will come to breakfast in Park Lane with Lady Kirkbank +next Wednesday morning. I say Wednesday because that will give me time +to ask some nice people to meet you; secondly, that you will honour me +by occupying my box at the Lyceum some evening next week; and thirdly, +that you will allow me to drive you down to the Orleans for supper after +the play. The drive only takes an hour, and the moonlight nights are +delicious at this time of the year.' + +'I am in Lady Kirkbank's hands,' answered Lesbia, laughing. 'I am her +goods, her chattels; she takes me wherever she likes.' + +'But would you refuse to do me this honour if you were a free agent?' + +'I can't tell. I hardly know what it is to be a free agent. At Grasmere +I did whatever my grandmother told me; in London I obey Lady Kirkbank. I +was transferred from one master to another. Why should we breakfast in +Park Lane instead of in Arlington Street? What is the use of crossing +Piccadilly to eat our breakfast?' + +This was a cool-headed style of treatment to which Mr. Smithson was not +accustomed, and which charmed him accordingly. Young women usually threw +themselves at his head, as it were; but here was a girl who talked to +him as indifferently as if he were a tradesman offering his wares. + +'What a dreadfully practical person you are!' he exclaimed. 'What is the +use of crossing Piccadilly? Well, in the first place, you will make me +ineffably happy. But perhaps that doesn't count. In the second place, I +shall be able to show you some rather good pictures of the French +school--' + +'I hate the French school!' interjected Lesbia. 'Tricky, flashy, chalky, +shallow, smelling of the footlights and the studio.' + +'Well, sink the pictures. You will meet some very charming people, +belonging to that artist world which is not to be met everywhere.' + +'I will go to Park Lane to meet your people, if Lady Kirkbank likes to +take me,' said Lesbia; and with this answer Mr. Smithson was bound to be +content. + +'My pet, if you had made it the study of your life how to treat that man +you could not do it better,' said Lady Kirkbank, when they were driving +along the dusty road between dusty hedges and dusty trees, past that +last remnant of country which was daily being debased into London. +'Upon my word, Lesbia, I begin to think you must be a genius.' + +'Did you see any gowns you liked better than mine?' asked Lesbia, +reclining reposefully, with her little bronze shoes upon the opposite +cushion. + +'Not one--Seraphine has surpassed herself.' + +'You are always saying that. One would suppose you were a sleeping +partner in the firm. But I really think this brown and buttercups is +rather nice. I saw that odious American girl just now--Miss--Miss +Milwaukee, that mop-stick girl people raved about at Cannes. She was in +pale blue and cream colour, a milk and water mixture, and looked +positively plain.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +LESBIA CROSSES PICCADILLY. + + +Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia drove across Piccadilly at eleven o'clock +on Wednesday morning to breakfast with Mr. Smithson, and although Lesbia +had questioned whether it was worth while crossing Piccadilly to eat +one's breakfast, she had subsequently considered it worth while ordering +a new gown from Seraphine for the occasion; or, it may be, rather that +the breakfast made a plausible excuse for a new gown, the pleasure of +ordering which was one of those joys of a London life that had not yet +lost their savour. + +The gown, devised especially for the early morning, was simplicity +itself--rusticity, even. It was a Dresden shepherdess gown, made of a +soft flowered stuff, with roses and forget-me-nots on a creamy ground. +There was a great deal of creamy lace, and innumerable yards of palest +azure and palest rose ribbon in the confection, and there was a +coquettish little hat, the regular Dresden hat, with a wreath of +rosebuds. + +'Dresden china incarnate!' exclaimed Smithson, as he welcomed Lady +Lesbia on the threshold of his marble hall, under the glass marquise +which sheltered arrivals at his door. 'Why do you make yourself so +lovely? I shall want to keep you in one of my Louis Seize cabinets, with +the rest of my Dresden!' + +Lady Kirkbank had considered the occasion suitable for one of her +favourite cotton frocks and rustic hats--a Leghorn hat, with clusters of +dog-roses and honeysuckle, and a trail of the same hedge-flowers to +fasten her muslin fichu. + +Mr. Smithson's house in Park Lane was simply perfect. It is wonderful +what good use a _parvenu_ can make of his money nowadays, and how rarely +he disgraces himself by any marked offences against good taste. There +are so many people at hand to teach the _parvenu_ how to furnish his +house, or how to choose his stud. If he go wrong it must be by sheer +perversity, an arrogant insistence upon being governed by his own +ignorant inclinations. + +Mr. Smithson was too good a tactician to go wrong in this way. He had +taken the trouble to study the market before he went out to buy his +goods. He knew that taste and knowledge were to be bought just as easily +as chairs and tables, and he went to the right shop. He employed a +clever Scotchman, an artist in domestic furniture, to plan his house, +and make drawings for the decoration and furniture of every room--and +for six months he gave himself up to the task of furnishing. + +Money was spent like water. Painters, decorators, cabinet-makers had a +merry time of it. Royal Academicians were impressed into the service by +large offers, and the final result of Mr. MacWalter's taste and Mr. +Smithson's bullion was a palace in the style of the Italian Renaissance, +frescoed ceilings, painted panels, a staircase of sculptured marble, as +beautiful as a dream, a conservatory as exquisite as a jewel casket by +Benvenuto Cellini, a picture gallery which was the admiration of all +London, and of the enlightened foreigner, and of the inquiring American. +This was the house which Lesbia had been brought to see, and through +which she walked with the calmly critical air of a person who had seen +so many palaces that one more or less could make no difference. + +In vain did Mr. Smithson peruse her countenance in the hope of seeing +that she was impressed by the splendour of his surroundings, and by the +power of the man who commanded such splendour. Lesbia was as cold as the +Italian sculptor's Reading Girl in an alcove of Mr. Smithson's picture +gallery; and the stockbroker felt very much as Aladdin might have done +if the fair Badroulbadour had shown herself indifferent to the hall of +the jewelled windows, in that magical palace which sprang into being in +a single night. + +Lesbia had been impressed by that story of poor Belle Trinder and by +Lady Kirkbank's broad assertion that half the young women in London were +running after Mr. Smithson; and she had made up her mind to treat the +man with supreme scorn. She did not want his houses or his yachts. +Nothing could induce her to marry such a man, she told herself; but her +vanity fed upon the idea of his subjugation, and her pride was gratified +by the sense of her power over him. + +The guests were few and choice. There was Mr. Meander, the poet, one of +the leading lights in that new sect which prides itself upon the +cultivation of abstract beauty, and occasionally touches the verge of +concrete ugliness. There were a newspaper man--the editor of a +fashionable journal--and a middle-aged man of letters, playwright, +critic, humourist, a man whose society was in demand everywhere, and who +said sharp things with the most supreme good-nature. The only ladies +whose society Mr. Smithson had deemed worthy the occasion were a +fashionable actress, with her younger sister, the younger a pretty copy +of the elder, both dressed picturesquely in flowing cashmere gowns of +faint sea-green, with old lace fichus, leghorn hats, and a general +limpness and simplicity of style which suited their cast of feature and +delicate colouring. Lesbia wondered to see how good an effect could be +produced by a costume which could have cost so little. Mr. Nightshade, +the famous tragedian, had been also asked to grace the feast, but the +early hour made the invitation a mockery. It was not to be supposed that +a man who went to bed at daybreak would get up again before the sun was +in the zenith, for the sake of Mr. Smithson's society, or Mr. Smithson's +Strasbourg pie, for the manufacture whereof a particular breed of geese +were supposed to be set apart, like sacred birds in Egypt, while a +particular vineyard in the Gironde was supposed to be devoted wholly and +solely to the production of Mr. Smithson's claret. It was a cabinet +wine, like those rare vintages of the Rhineland which are reserved +exclusively for German princes. + +Breakfast was served in Mr. Smithson's smallest dining-room--there were +three apartments given up to feasting, beginning with a spacious +banqueting-room for great dinners, and dwindling down to this snuggery, +which held about a dozen comfortably, with ample room and verge enough +for the attendants. The walls were old gold silk, the curtains a tawny +velvet of deeper tone, the cabinets and buffet of dark Italian walnut, +inlaid with lapis-lazuli and amber. The fireplace was a masterpiece of +cabinet work, with high narrow shelves, and curious recesses holding +priceless jars of Oriental enamel. The deep hearth was filled with arum +lilies and azalias, like a font at Easter. + +Lady Kirkbank, who pretended to adore genius, was affectionately +effusive to Miss Fitzherbert, the popular actress, but she rather +ignored the sister. Lesbia was less cordial, and was not enchanted at +finding that Miss Fitzherbert shone and sparkled at the breakfast table +by the gaiety of her spirits and the brightness of her conversation. +There was something frank and joyous, almost to childishness, in the +actress's manner, which was full of fascination; and Lesbia felt herself +at a disadvantage almost for the first time since she had been in +London. + +The editor, the wit, the poet, the actress, had a language of their own; +and Lesbia felt herself out in the cold, unable to catch the ball as it +glanced past her, not quick enough to follow the wit that evoked those +ripples of silvery laughter from the two fair-haired, pale-faced girls +in sea-green cashmere. She felt as an Englishman may feel who has made +himself master of academical French, and who takes up one of Zola's +novels, or goes into artistic society, and finds that there is another +French, a complete and copious language, of which he knows not a word. + +Lesbia began to think that she had a great deal to learn. She began to +wonder even whether, in the event of her having made rather too free use +of Lady Maulevrier's _carte blanche_, it might not be well to make a new +departure in the art of dressing, and to wear untrimmed cashmere gowns, +and rags of limp lace. + +After breakfast they all went to look at Mr. Smithson's picture gallery. +His pictures were, as he had told Lesbia, chiefly of the French school, +and there may have been a remote period--say, in the time of good Queen +Charlotte--when such pictures would hardly have been exhibited to young +ladies. His pictures were Mr. Smithson's own unaided choice. Here the +individual taste of the man stood revealed. + +There were two or three Geromes; and in the place of honour at the end +of the gallery there was a grand Delaroche, Anne Boleyn's last letter to +the king, the hapless girl-queen sitting at a table in her gloomy cell +in the Tower, a shaft of golden light from the narrow window streaming +on the fair, disordered hair, the face bleached with unutterable woe, a +sublime image of despair and self-abandonment. + +The larger pictures were historical, classic, grand; but the smaller +pictures--the lively little bits of colour dotted in here and +there--were of that new school which Mr. Smithson affected. They were of +that school which is called Impressionist, in which ballet dancers and +jockeys, burlesque actresses, masked balls, and all the humours of the +side scenes are represented with the sublime audacity of an art which +disdains finish, and relies on _chic, fougue, chien, flou, élan_, the +inspiration of the moment. Lesbia blushed as she looked at the ballet +girls, the maskers in their scanty raiment, the _demi-mondaines_ lolling +out of their opera boxes, and half out of their gowns, with false smiles +and frizzled hair. And then there came the works of that other school +which lavishes the finish of a Meissonier on the most meretricious +compositions. A woman in a velvet gown warming her dainty little feet on +a gilded fender, in a boudoir all aglow with colour and lamplight; a +cavalier in satin raiment buckling his sword-belt before a Venetian +mirror; a pair of lovers kissing in a sunlit corridor; a girl in a +hansom cab; a milliner's shop; and so on, and so on. + +Then came the classical subjects of the last new school. Weak imitations +of Alma Tadema. Nero admiring his mother's corpse; Claudius interrupting +Messalina's marriage with her lover Silus; Clodius disguised among the +women of Cæsar's household; Pyrrha's grotto. Lady Kirkbank expatiated +upon all the pictures, and generally made unlucky guesses at the +subjects of them. Classical literature was not her strong point. + +Mr. Meander, the poet, discovered that all the beautiful heads were +like Miss Fitzherbert. 'It is the same line,' he exclaimed, 'the line of +lilies and flowing waters--the gracious ineffable upward returning +ripple of the true _retroussé_ nose, the divine _flou_, the loveliness +which has lain dormant for centuries--nay, was at one period of debased +art scorned and trampled under foot by the porcine multitude, as akin to +the pug and the turn-up, until discovered and enshrined on the altar of +the Beautiful by the Boticelli Revivalists.' + +Miss Fitzherbert simpered, and accepted these remarks as mere statements +of obvious fact. She was accustomed to hear of Boticelli and the early +Italian painters in connection with her own charms of face and figure. + +Lesbia, whose faultless features were of the aquiline type, regarded the +bard's rhapsody as insufferable twaddle, and began to think Mr. Smithson +almost a wit when he made fun of the bard. + +Smithson was enchanted when she laughed at his jokelets, even although +she did not scruple to tell him that she thought his favourite pictures +detestable, and looked with the eye of indifference on a collection of +jade that was worth a small fortune. + +Mr. Meander fell into another rhapsody over those classic cups and +shallow little bowls of absinthe-coloured jade. + +'Here if you like, are colour and beauty,' he murmured, caressing one of +the little cups with the roseate tips of his supple fingers. 'These, +dearest Smithson, are worth all the rest of your collection; worth +vanloads of your cloisonné enamels, your dragon-jars in blood-colour and +blue. This cloudy indefinable substance, not crudely transparent nor yet +distinctly opaque, a something which touches the boundary line of two +worlds--the real and the ideal. And then the colour! Great heaven, can +anything be lovelier than this shadowy tint which is neither yellow nor +green; faint, faint as the dawn of newly-awakened day? After the siege +of blood-bedabbled Delhi, Baron Rothschild sent a special agent to India +to buy him a little jade tea-pot which had been the joy of Eastern +Kings. Only a tea-pot. Yet Rothschild deemed it worth a voyage from +England to India. That is what the love of the beautiful means, in Jew +or Gentile,' concluded the bard, smiling on the company, as they +gathered round the Florentine table on which the jade specimens were set +out, Lady Kirkbank looking at the little cups and basins as if she +thought they were going to do something, after all this fuss had been +made about them. It seemed hardly credible that any reasonable being +could have given thirty guineas for one of those bits of greenish-yellow +clouded glass, unless the thing had some peculiar property of expansion +or contraction. + +After this breakfast in Park Lane Lady Lesbia and her admirer met daily. +He went to all her parties; he sat out waltzes with her, in +conservatories, and on staircases; for Horace Smithson was much too +shrewd a man to enter himself in the race for dancing men, handicapped +by his forty years and his fourteen stone. He contrived to amuse Lesbia +by his conversation, which was essentially mundane, depreciating people +whom all the rest of the world admired, or pretended to admire, telling +her of the secret springs by which the society she saw around her was +moved. He was judicious in his revelations of hidden evil, and careful +to say nothing which should offend Lady Lesbia's modesty; yet he +contrived in a very short time to teach her that the world in which she +lived was an utterly corrupt world, whose high priest was Satan; that +all lofty aspirations and noble sentiments were out of place in society; +and that the worst among the people she met were the people who laid any +claim to being better than their neighbours. + +'That's why I adore Lady Kirkbank,' he said, confidentially. 'The dear +soul never pretends to be any better than the rest of us. She gambles, +and we all know she gambles; she pegs, and we all know she pegs; and she +makes rather a boast of being up to her eyes in debt. No humbug about +dear old Georgie.' + +Lesbia had seen enough of her chaperon by this time to know that Mr. +Smithson's description of the lady was correct, and, this being so, she +supposed that the facts and traits of character which he told her about +in other people were also true. She thus adopted the Smithsonian, or +fashionable-pessimist view of society in general, and resigned herself +to the idea that the world was a very wicked world, as well as a very +pleasant world, that the wickedest people were generally the +pleasantest, and that it did not much matter. + +The fact that Mr. Smithson was at Lesbia Haselden's feet was obvious to +everybody. + +Lesbia, who had at first treated him with supreme hauteur, had grown +more civil as she began to understand the place he held in the world, +and how much social influence goes along with unlimited wealth. She was +civil, but she had quite made up her mind that nothing could ever induce +her to become Horace Smithson's wife. That offer which had hung fire in +the case of poor Belle Trinder, was not too long delayed on this +occasion. Mr. Smithson called in Arlington Street about ten days after +the breakfast in Park Lane, before luncheon, and before Lady Kirkbank +had left her room. He brought tickets for a _matinée d'invitation_ in +Belgrave Square, at which a new and wonderful Russian pianiste was to +make a kind of semi-official _début_, before an audience of critics and +distinguished amateurs, and the elect of the musical world. They were +tickets which money could not buy, and were thus a meet offering for +Lady Lesbia, and a plausible excuse for an early call. + +Mr. Smithson succeeded in seeing Lesbia alone, and then and there, with +very little circumlocution, asked her to be his wife. + +Her social education had advanced considerably since that summer day in +the pine-wood, when John Hammond had wooed her with passionate wooing. +Mr. Smithson was a much less ardent suitor, and made his offer with the +air of a man who expects to be accepted. + +Lesbia's beautiful head bent a little, like a lily on its stalk, and a +faint blush deepened the pale rose tint of her complexion. Her reply was +courteous and conventional. She was flattered, she was grateful for Mr. +Smithson's high opinion of her; but she was deeply grieved if anything +in her manner had given him reason to think that he was more to her than +a friend, an old friend of dear Lady Kirkbank's, whom she was naturally +predisposed to like, as Lady Kirkbank's friend. + +Horace Smithson turned pale as death, but if he was angry, he gave no +utterance to his angry feelings. He only asked if Lady Lesbia's answer +was final--and on being told that it was so, he dismissed the subject in +the easiest manner, and with a gentlemanlike placidity which very much +astonished the lady. + +'You say that you regard me as your friend,' he said. 'Do not withdraw +that privilege from me because I have asked for a higher place in your +esteem. Forget all I have said this morning. Be assured I shall never +offend you by repeating it.' + +'You are more than good,' murmured Lesbia, who had expected a wild +outbreak of despair or fury, rather than this friendly calm. + +'I hope that you and Lady Kirkbank will go and hear Madame Metzikoff +this afternoon,' pursued Mr. Smithson, returning to the subject of the +_matinée_. 'The duchess's rooms are lovely; but no doubt you know them.' + +Lesbia blushed, and confessed that the Duchess of Lostwithiel was one of +those select few who were not on Lady Kirkbank's visiting list. + +'There are people Lady Kirkbank cannot get on with,' she said. 'Perhaps +she will hardly like to go to the duchess's, as she does not visit her.' + +'Oh, but this affair counts for nothing. We go to hear Metzikoff, not to +bow down to the duchess. All the people in town who care for music will +be there, and you who play so divinely must enjoy fine professional +playing.' + +'I worship a really great player,' said Lesbia, 'and if I can drag Lady +Kirkbank to the house of the enemy, we will be there.' + +On this Mr. Smithson discreetly murmured '_au revoir_,' took up his hat +and cane, and departed, without, in Sir George's parlance, having turned +a hair. + +'Refusal number one,' he said to himself, as he went downstairs, with +his leisurely catlike pace, that velvet step by which he had gradually +crept into society. 'We may have to go through refusal number two and +number three; but she means to have me. She is a very clever girl for a +countrybred one; and she knows that it is worth her while to be Lady +Lesbia Smithson.' + +This soliloquy may be taken to prove that Horace Smithson knew Lesbia +Haselden better than she knew herself. She had refused him in all good +faith; but even to-day, after he had left her, she fell into a day-dream +in which Mr. Smithson's houses and yachts, drags and hunters, formed the +shifting pictures in a dissolving view of society; and Lesbia wondered +if there were any other young woman in London who would refuse such an +offer as that which she had quietly rejected half-an-hour ago. + +Lady Kirkbank surprised her while she was still absorbed in this dreamy +review of the position. It is just possible that the fair Georgie may +have had notice of Mr. Smithson's morning visit, and may have kept out +of the way on purpose, for she was not a person of lazy habits, and was +generally ready for her nine o'clock breakfast and her morning stroll in +the park, however late she might have been out overnight. + +'Mr. Smithson has been here, I understand,' said Lady Kirkbank, settling +herself in an arm-chair by the open window, after she had kissed her +_protégée_. 'Rilboche passed him on the stairs.' + +'Rilboche is always passing people on the stairs,' answered Lesbia +rather pettishly. 'I think she must spend her life on the landing, +listening for arrivals and departures.' + +'I had a kind of vague idea that Smithson would call to-day. He was so +fussy about those tickets for the Metzikoff recital. I hate pianoforte +recitals, and I detest that starched old duchess, but I suppose I shall +have to take you there--or poor Smithson will be miserable,' said Lady +Kirkbank, watching Lesbia keenly over the top of the newspaper. + +She expected Lesbia to confide in her, to announce herself blushingly as +the betrothed of one of the richest commoners in England. But Lesbia sat +gazing dreamily across the flowers in the balcony at the house over the +way, and said never a word; so Lady Kirkbank's curiosity burst into +speech. + +'Well, my dear, has he proposed? There was something in his manner last +night when he put on your wraps that made me think the crisis was near.' + +'The crisis is come and is past, and Mr. Smithson and I are just as good +friends as ever.' + +'What!' screamed Lady Kirkbank. 'Do you mean to tell me that you have +refused him?' + +'Certainly. You know I never meant to do anything else. Did you think I +was like Miss Trinder, bent upon marrying town and country houses, +stables and diamonds?' + +'I did not think you were a fool,' cried Lady Kirkbank, almost beside +herself with vexation, for it had been borne in upon her, as the +Methodists sometimes say, that if Mr. Smithson should prosper in his +wooing it would be better for her, Lady Kirkbank, who would have a claim +upon his kindness ever after. 'What can be your motive in refusing one +of the very best matches of the season--or of ever so many seasons? You +think, perhaps, you will marry a duke, if you wait long enough for his +Grace to appear; but the number of marrying dukes is rather small, Lady +Lesbia, and I don't think any of those would care to marry Lord +Maulevrier's granddaughter.' + +Lesbia started to her feet, pale as ashes. + +'Why do you fling my grandfather's name in my face--and with that +diabolical sneer?' she exclaimed. 'When I have asked you about him you +have always evaded my questions. Why should a man of the highest rank +shrink from marrying Lord Maulevrier's granddaughter? My grandfather +was a distinguished man--Governor of Madras. Such posts are not given to +nobodies. How can you dare to speak as if it were a disgrace to me to +belong to him?' + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +'CLUBS, DIAMONDS, HEARTS, IN WILD DISORDER SEEN.' + + +Lady Kirkbank had considerable difficulty in smoothing Lesbia's ruffled +plumage. She did all in her power to undo the effect of her rash +words--declared that she had been carried away by temper--she had spoken +she knew not what--words of no meaning. Of course Lesbia's grandfather +had been a great man--Governor of Madras; altogether an important and +celebrated person--and Lady Kirkbank had meant nothing, could have meant +nothing to his disparagement. + +'My dearest girl, I was beside myself, and talked sheer nonsense,' said +Georgie. 'But you know really now, dearest, any woman of the world would +be provoked at your foolish refusal of that dear good Smithson. Only +think of that too lovely house in Park Lane, a palace in the style of +the Italian Renaissance--such a house is in itself equivalent to a +peerage--and there is no doubt Smithson will be offered a peerage before +he is much older. I have heard it confidently asserted that when the +present Ministry retires Smithson will be made a Peer. You have no idea +what a useful man he is, or what henchman's service he has done the +Ministry in financial matters. And then there is his villa at +Deauville--you don't know Deauville--a positively perfect place, the +villa, I mean, built by the Duke de Morny in the golden days of the +Empire--and another at Cowes, and his palace in Berkshire, a manor, my +love, with a glorious old Tudor manor-house; and he has a _pied à terre_ +in Paris, in the Faubourg, a ground-floor furnished in the Pompeian +style, half-a-dozen rooms opening one out of the other, and surrounding +a small garden, with a fountain in the middle. Some of the greatest +people in Paris occupy the upper part of the house, and their rooms of +course are splendid; but Smithson's ground-floor is the gem of the +Faubourg. However, I suppose there is no use in talking any more; for +there is the gong for luncheon.' + +Lesbia was in no humour for luncheon. + +'I would rather have a cup of tea in my own room,' she said. 'This +Smithson business has given me an abominable headache.' + +'But you will go to hear Metzikoff?' + +'No, thanks. You detest the Duchess of Lostwithiel, and you don't care +for pianoforte recitals. Why should I drag you there?' + +'But, my dearest Lesbia, I am not such a selfish wretch as to keep you +at home, when I know you are passionately fond of good music. Forget all +about your headache, and let me see how that lovely little Catherine of +Aragon bonnet suits you. I'm so glad I happened to see it in Seraphine's +hands yesterday, just as she was going to send it to Lady Fonvielle, who +gives herself such intolerable airs on the strength of a pretty face, +and always wants to get the _primeures_ in bonnets and things.' + +'Another new bonnet!' replied Lesbia. 'What an infinity of things I seem +to be having from Seraphine. I'm afraid I must owe her a good deal of +money.' + +This was a vague way of speaking about actual facts. Lady Lesbia might +have spoken with more certainty. Her wardrobes and old-fashioned hanging +closets and chests of drawers in Arlington Street were crammed to +overflowing with finery; and then there were all the things that she had +grown tired of, or had thought unbecoming, and had given away to Kibble, +her own maid, or to Rilboche, who had in a great measure superseded +Kibble on all important occasions; for how could a Westmoreland girl +know how to dress a young lady for London balls and drawing-rooms? + +'If you had only accepted Mr. Smithson it would not matter how much +money you owed people,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'You had better come down to +lunch. A glass of Heidseck will bring you up to concert pitch.' + +Champagne was Lady Kirkbank's idea of a universal panacea; and she had +gradually succeeded in teaching Lesbia to believe in the sovereign power +of Heidseck as a restorative for shattered nerves. At Fellside Lesbia +had drunk only water; but then at Fellside she had never known that +feeling of exhaustion and prostration which follows days and nights +spent in society, the wear and tear of a mind forever on the alert, and +brilliant spirits which are more often forced than real. For her chief +stimulant Lesbia had recourse to the teapot; but there were occasions +when she found that something more than tea was needed to maintain that +indispensable vivacity of manner which Lady Kirkbank called concert +pitch. + +To-day she allowed herself to be persuaded. She went down to luncheon, +and took a couple of glasses of dry champagne with her cutlet, and, thus +restored, was equal to putting on the new bonnet, which was so becoming +that her spirits revived as she contemplated the effect in her glass. So +Lady Kirkbank carried her off to the musical _matinée_, beaming and +radiant, having forgotten all about that dark hint of evil glancing at +the name of her long dead grandfather. + +The duchess was not on view when Lady Kirkbank and her _protégée_ +arrived, and a good many people belonging to Georgie's own particular +set were scattered like flowers among those real music-lovers who had +come solely to hear the new pianiste. The music-lovers were mostly dowdy +in their attire, and seemed a race apart. Among them were several young +women of the Blessed Damozel school, who wore flowing garments of +sap-green or ochre, or puffed raiment of Venetian red, and among whom +the cartwheel hat, the Elizabethan sleeve, and the Toby frill were +conspicuous. + +There were very few men except the musical critics in this select +assemblage, and Lesbia began to think that it was going to be very +dreary. She had lived in such an atmosphere of masculine adulation while +under Lady Kirkbank's wing that it was a new thing to find herself in a +room where there were none to love and very few to praise her. She felt +out in the cold, as it were. Those ungloved critics, with their shabby +coats and dubious shirts, snuffy, smoky, everything they ought not to +be, seemed to her a race of barbarians. + +Finding herself thus cold and lonely in the midst of the duchess's +splendour of peacock-blue velvet and peacock-feather decoration, Lesbia +was almost glad when in the middle of Madame Metzikoff's opening +gondolied--airy, fairy music, executed with surpassing delicacy--Mr. +Smithson crept gently into the _fauteuil_ just behind hers, and leant +over the back of the chair to whisper an inquiry as to her opinion of +the pianist's style. + +'She is exquisite,' Lesbia murmured softly, but the whispered question +and the murmured answer, low as they were, provoked indignant looks from +a brace of damsels in Venetian red, who shook their Toby frills with an +outraged air. + +Lesbia felt that Mr. Smithson's presence was hardly correct. It would +have been 'better form' if he had stayed away; and yet she was glad to +have him here. At the worst he was some one--nay, according to Lady +Kirkbank, he was the only one amongst all her admirers whose offer was +worth having. All Lesbia's other conquests had counted as barren honour; +but if she could have brought herself to accept Mr. Smithson she would +have secured the very best match of the season. + +To marry a plain Mr. Smithson--a man who had made his money in iron--in +cochineal--on the Stock Exchange--had seemed to her absolute +degradation, the surrender of all her lofty hopes, her golden dreams. +But Lady Kirkbank had put the question in a new light when she said that +Smithson would be offered a peerage. Smithson the peer would be +altogether a different person from Smithson the commoner. + +But was Lady Kirkbank sure of her facts, or truthful in her statement? +Lesbia's experience of her chaperon's somewhat loose notions of truth +and exactitude made her doubtful upon this point. + +Be this as it might she was inclined to be civil to Smithson, albeit she +was inwardly surprised and offended at his taking her refusal so calmly. + +'You see that I am determined not to lose the privilege of your society, +because I have been foolish!' he said presently, in the pause after the +first part of the recital. 'I hope you will consider me as much your +friend to-day as I was yesterday.' + +'Quite as much,' she answered sweetly, and then they talked of Raff, and +Rubenstein, and Henselt, and all the composers about whom it is the +correct thing to discourse nowadays. + +Before they left Belgrave Square Lady Kirkbank had offered Mr. Smithson +Sir George's place in her box at the Gaiety that evening, and had +invited him to supper in Arlington Street afterwards. + +It was Sarah Bernhardt's first season in London--the +never-to-be-forgotten season of the Comédie Française. + +'I should love of all things to be there,' said Mr. Smithson, meekly. He +had a couple of stalls in the third row for the whole of the season. +'But how can I be sure that I shall not be turning Sir George out of +doors?' + +'Sir George can never sit out a serious play. He only cares for Chaumont +or Judie. The Demi-monde is much too prosy for him.' + +'The Demi-monde is one of the finest plays in the French language,' said +Smithson. 'You know it, of course, Lady Lesbia?' + +'Alas! no. At Fellside I was not allowed to read French plays or novels: +or only a novel now and then, which my grandmother selected for me.' + +'And now you read everything, I suppose,--including Zola?' + +'The books are lying about, and I dip into them sometimes while I am +having my hair brushed,' answered Lesbia, lightly. + +'I believe that is the only time ladies devote to literature during the +season,' said Mr. Smithson. 'Well, I envy you the delight of seeing the +Demi-monde without knowing what it is all about beforehand.' + +'I daresay there are a good many people who would not take their girls +to see a play by Dumas,' said Lady Kirkbank, 'but I make a point of +letting _my_ girls see everything. It widens their minds and awakens +their intelligence.' + +'And does away with a good many silly prejudices,' replied Mr. +Smithson. + +Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia were due at a Kensington garden-party after the +recital, and from the garden-party, for which any hour sufficed, they +went to show themselves in the Park, then back to Arlington Street to +dress for the play. Then a hurried dinner, and they were in their places +at the theatre in time for the rising of the curtain. + +'If it were an English play we would not care for being punctual,' said +Lady Kirkbank; 'but I should hate to lose a word of Dumas. In his plays +every speech tells.' + +There were Royalties present, and the house was good; but not so full as +it had been on some other nights, for the English public had been told +that Sarah Bernhardt was the person to admire, and had been flocking +sheep-like after that golden-haired enchantress, whereby many of these +sheep--fighting greedily for Sarah's nights, and ignoring all other +talent--lost some of the finest acting on the French stage, notably that +of Croizette, Delaunay and Febvre, in this very Demi-monde. Lesbia, who, +in spite of her affectations, was still fresh enough to be charmed with +fine acting and a powerful play, was enthralled by the stage, so wrapt +in the scene that she was quite unaware of her brother's presence in a +stall just below Lady Kirkbank's box. He too had a stall at the Gaiety. +He had come in very late, when the play was half over. Lesbia was +surprised when he presented himself at the door of the box, after the +fourth act. + +Maulevrier and his sister had met very seldom since the young lady's +_début_. The young Earl did not go to many parties, and the society he +cultivated was chiefly masculine; and as he neither played polo nor shot +pigeons his masculine pursuits did not bring him in his sister's way. +Lady Kirkbank had asked him to her house with that wide and general +invitation which is so easily evaded. He had promised to go, and he had +not gone. And thus Lesbia and he had pursued their several ways, only +crossing each other's paths now and then at a race meeting or in a +theatre. + +'How d'ye do, Lady Kirkbank?--how d'ye do, Lesbia? Just caught sight of +you from below as the curtain was going down,' said Maulevrier, shaking +hands with the ladies and saluting Mr. Smithson with a somewhat +supercilious nod. 'Rather surprised to see you and Lesbia here to-night, +Lady Kirkbank. Isn't the Demi-monde rather strong meat for babes, eh? +Not _exactly_ the play one would take a young lady to see.' + +'Why should a young lady be forbidden to see a fine play, because there +are some hard and bitter truths told in it?' asked Lady Kirkbank. +'Lesbia sees Madame d'Ange and all her sisterhood in the Park and about +London every day of her life. Why should not she see them on the stage, +and hear their history, and understand how cruel their fate is, and +learn to pity them, if she can? I really think this play is a lesson in +Christian charity; and I should like to see that Oliver man strangled, +though Delaunay plays the part divinely. What a voice! What a manner! +How polished! How perfect! And they tell me he is going to leave the +stage in a year or two. What will the world do without him?' + +Maulevrier did not attempt to suggest a solution of this difficulty. He +was watching Mr. Smithson as he leant against the back of Lesbia's chair +and talked to her. The two seemed very familiar, laughingly discussing +the play and the actors. Smithson knew, or pretended to know, all about +the latter. He told Lesbia who made Croizette's gowns--the upholsterer +who furnished that lovely house of hers in the Bois--the sums paid for +her horses, her pictures, her diamonds. It seemed to Lesbia, when she +had heard all, that Croizette was a much-to-be-envied person. + +Mr. Smithson had unpublished _bon-mots_ of Dumas at his finger ends; he +knew Daudet, and Sarcey, and Sardou, and seemed to be thoroughly at home +in Parisian artistic society. Lesbia began to think that he would hardly +be so despicable a person as she had at first supposed. No wonder he and +his wealth had turned poor Belle Trinder's head. How could a rural +vicar's daughter, accustomed to poverty, help being dazzled by such +magnificence? + +Maulevrier stayed in the box only a short time, and refused Lady +Kirkbank's invitation to supper. She did not urge the point, as she had +surprised one or two very unfriendly glances at Mr. Smithson in +Maulevrier's honest eyes. She did not want an antagonistic brother to +interfere with her plans. She had made up her mind to 'run' Lesbia +according to her own ideas, and any counter influence might be fatal. +So, when Maulevrier said he was due at the Marlborough after the play +she let him go. + +'I might as well be at Fellside and you in London, for anything I see of +you,' said Lesbia. + +'You are up to your eyes in engagements, and I don't suppose you want to +see any more of me.' Maulevrier answered, bluntly. 'But I'll call to-morrow +morning, if I am likely to find you at home. I've some news for you.' + +'Then I'll stay at home on purpose to see you. News is always +delightful. Is it good news, by-the-bye?' + +'Very good; at least, I think so.' + +'What is it about?' + +'Oh! that's a long story, and the curtain is just going up. The news is +about Mary.' + +'About Mary!' exclaimed Lesbia, elevating her eyebrows. 'What news can +there possibly be about Mary?' + +'Such news as there generally is about every nice jolly girl, at least +once in her life.' + +'You don't mean that she is engaged--to a curate?' + +'No, not to a curate. There goes the curtain. "I'll see you later," as +the Yankee President used to say when people bothered him, and he didn't +like to say no.' + +Engaged: Mary engaged! The idea of such an altogether unexpected event +distracted Lesbia's mind all through the last act of the Demi-monde. She +hardly knew what the actors were talking about. Mary, her younger +sister! Mary, a good looking girl enough, but by no means a beauty, and +with manners utterly unformed. That Mary should be engaged to be +married, while she, Lesbia, was still free, seemed an obvious absurdity. + +And yet the fact was, on reflection, easily to be accounted for. These +unattractive girls are generally the first to bind themselves with the +vows of betrothal. Lady Kirkbank had told her of many such cases. The +poor creatures know that their chances will be few, and therefore +gratefully welcome the first wooer. + +'But who can the man be?' thought Lesbia. 'Mary has been kept as +secluded as a cloistered nun. There are so few families we have ever +been allowed to mix with. The man must be a curate, who has taken +advantage of grandmother's illness to force his way into the family +circle at Fellside--and who has made love to Mary in some of her lonely +rambles over the hills, I daresay. It is really very wrong to allow a +girl to roam about in that way.' + +Sir George and a couple of his horsey friends were waiting for supper +when Lady Kirkbank and her party arrived in Arlington Street. The +dining-room looked a picture of comfort. The oval table, the low lamps, +the clusters of candles under coloured shades, the great Oriental bowl +of wild flowers--eglantine, honeysuckle, foxglove, all the sweet hedge +flowers of midsummer, made a central mass of colour and brightness +against the subdued and even sombre tones of walls and curtains. The +room was old, the furniture old. Nothing had been altered since the time +of Sir George's great grandfather; and the whirligig of time had just +now made the old things precious. Yes, those chairs and tables and +sideboards and bookcases and wine-coolers against which Georgie's soul +had revolted in the early years of her wedded life were now things of +beauty, and Georgie's friends envied her the possession of indisputable +Chippendale furniture. + +Mr. Mostyn, a distinguished owner of race-horses, with his pretty wife, +made up the party. The gentleman was full of his entries for Liverpool +and Chester, and discoursed mysteriously with Sir George and the horsey +bachelors all supper time. The lady had lately taken up science as a new +form of excitement, not incompatible with frocks, bonnets, Hurlingham, +the Ranelagh, and Sandown. She raved about Huxley and Tyndall, and was +perpetually coming down upon her friends with awful facts about the sun, +and startling propositions about latent heat, or spontaneous generation. +She knew all about gases, and would hardly accept a glass of water +without explaining what it was made of. Drawn by Mr. Smithson for +Lesbia's amusement, the scientific matron was undoubtedly 'good fun.' +The racing men were full of talk. Lesbia and Lady Kirkbank raved about +the play they had just been seeing, and praised Delaunay with an +enthusiasm which was calculated to make the rest of mankind burst with +envy. + +'Do you know you are making me positively wretched by your talk about +that man?' said Colonel Delville, one of Sir George's racing friends, +and an ancient adorer of the fair Georgie's. 'No, I tell you there was +never anything offered higher than five to four on the mare,' +interjectionally, to Sir George. 'There was a day when I thought I was +your idea of an attractive man. Yes, George, a clear case of roping,' +again interjectionally. 'And to hear you raving about this play-acting +fellow--it is too humiliating.' + +Lady Kirkbank simpered, and then sighed. + +'We are getting old together,' she murmured. 'I have come to an age when +one can only admire the charm of manner in the abstract--the Beautiful +for the sake of the Beautiful. I think if I were lying in my grave, the +music of Delaunay's voice would thrill me, under six feet of London +clay. Will no one take any more wine? No. Then we may as well go into +the next room and begin our little Nap.' + +The adjoining room was Sir George's snuggery; and it was here that the +cosy little round games after supper were always played. Sir George was +not a studious person. He never read, and he never wrote, except an +occasional cheque on account, for an importunate tradesman. His +correspondence was conducted by the telegraph or telephone; and the +room, therefore, was absorbed neither by books nor writing desks. It was +furnished solely with a view to comfort. There was a round table in the +centre, under a large moderator lamp which gave an exceptionally +brilliant light. A divan covered with dark brown velvet occupied three +sides of the room. A few choice pieces of old blue Oriental ware in the +corners enlivened the dark brown walls. Three or four easy chairs stood +about near the broad, old-fashioned fireplace, which had been improved +with a modern-antique brass grate and a blue and white tiled hearth. + +'There isn't a room in my house that looks half as comfortable as this +den of yours, George,' said Mr. Smithson, as he seated himself by +Lesbia's side at the card table. + +They had agreed to be partners. 'Partners at cards, even if we are not +to be partners for life,' Smithson had whispered, tenderly; and Lesbia's +only reply had been a modest lowering of lovely eyelids, and a faint, +faint blush. Lesbia's blushes were growing fainter every day. + +'That is because everything in your house is so confoundedly handsome +and expensive,' retorted Sir George, who did not very much care about +being called George, _tout court_, by a person of Mr. Smithson's obscure +antecedents, but who had to endure the familiarity for reasons known +only to himself and Mr. Smithson. 'No man can expect to be comfortable +in a house in which every room has cost a small fortune. My wife +re-arranged this den half-a-dozen years ago when we took to sittin' here +of an evenin'. She picked up the chairs and the blue pots at Bonham's, +had everythin' covered with brown velvet--nice subdued tone, suit old +people--hung up that yaller curtain, just for a bit of colour, and here +we are.' + +'It's the cosiest room in town,' said Colonel Delville, whereupon Mrs. +Mostyn, while counters were being distributed, explained to the company +on scientific principles _why_ the room was comfortable, expatiating +upon the effect of yellow and brown upon the retina, and some curious +facts relating to the optic machinery of water-fleas, as lately +discovered by a great naturalist. + +Unfortunately for science, the game had now begun, and the players were +curiously indifferent as to the visual organs of water-fleas. + +The game went on merrily till the pearly lights of dawn began to creep +through the chinks of Lady Kirkbank's yellow curtain. Everybody seemed +gay, yet everybody could not be winning. Fortune had not smiled upon +Lesbia's cards, or on those of her partner. The Smithson and Haselden +firm had come to grief. Lesbia's little ivory purse had been emptied of +its three or four half-sovereigns, and Mr. Smithson had been +capitalising a losing concern for the last two hours. And the play had +been fast and furious, although nominally for small stakes. + +'I am afraid to think of how much I must owe you,' said Lesbia, when Mr. +Smithson bade her good night. + +'Oh, nothing worth speaking of--sixteen or seventeen pounds, at most.' + +Lesbia felt cold and creepy, and hardly knew whether it was the chill of +new-born day, or the sense of owing money to Horace Smithson. Those +three or four half-sovereigns to-night were the end of her last +remittance from Lady Maulevrier. She had had a great many remittances +from that generous grandmother; and the money had all gone, somehow. It +was gone, and yet she had paid for hardly anything. She had accounts +with all Lady Kirkbank's tradesmen. The money had melted away--it had +oozed out of her pockets--at cards, on the race-course, in reckless +gifts to servants and people, at fancy fairs, for trifles bought here +and there by the way-side, as it were, for the sake of buying. If she +had been suddenly asked for an account of her stewardship she could not +have told what she had done with half of the money. And now she must ask +for twenty pounds more, and immediately, to pay Mr. Smithson. + +She went up to her room in the clear early light, and stood like a +statue, with fixed thoughtful eyes, while Kibble took off her finery, +the pretty pale yellow gown which set off her dark brown hair, her +violet eyes. For the first time in her life she felt the keen pang of +anxiety about money matters--the necessity to think of ways and means. +She had no idea how much money she had received from her grandmother +since she had begun her career in Scotland last autumn. The cheques had +been sent her as she asked for them; sometimes even before she asked for +them; and she had kept no account. She thought her grandmother was so +rich that expenditure could not matter. She supposed that she was +drawing upon an inexhaustible supply. And now Lady Kirkbank had told her +that Lady Maulevrier was not rich, as the world reckons nowadays. The +savings of a dowager countess even in forty years of seclusion could be +but a small fund to draw upon for the expenses of life at high pressure. + +'The sums people spend nowadays are positively appalling,' said Lady +Kirkbank. 'A man with five or six thousand a year is an absolute pauper. +I'm sure our existence is only genteel beggary, and yet we spend over +ten thousand.' + +Enlightened thus by the lips of the worldly-wise, Lesbia thought +ruefully of the bills which her grandmother would have to pay for her at +the end of the season, bills of the amount whereof she could not even +make an approximate guess. Seraphine's charges had never been discussed +in her hearing--but Lady Kirkbank had admitted that the creature was +dear. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +'SWIFT SUBTLE POST, CARRIER OF GRISLY CARE.' + + +Maulevrier called in Arlington Street before twelve o'clock next day, +and found Lesbia just returning from her early ride, looking as fresh +and fair as if there had been no such thing as Nap or late hours in the +story of her life. She was reposing in a large easy chair by the open +window, in habit and hat, just as she had come from the Row, where she +had been laughing and chatting with Mr. Smithson, who jogged demurely by +her side on his short-legged hunter, dropping out envenomed little jokes +about the passers by. People who saw him riding by her side upon this +particular morning fancied there was something more than usual in the +gentleman's manner, and made up their minds that Lady Lesbia Haselden +was to be mistress of the fine house in Park Lane. Mr. Smithson had +fluttered and fluttered for the last five seasons; but this time the +flutterer was caught. + +In her newly-awakened anxiety about money matters, Lesbia had forgotten +Mary's engagement: but the sight of Maulevrier recalled the fact. + +'Come over here and sit down,' she said, 'and tell me this nonsense +about Mary. I am expiring with curiosity. The thing is too absurd.' + +'Why absurd?' asked Maulevrier, sitting where she bade him, and +studiously perusing the name in his hat, as if it were a revelation. + +'Oh, for a thousand reasons,' answered Lesbia, switching the flowers in +the balcony with her light little whip. 'First and foremost it is absurd +to think of any one so buried alive as poor Mary is finding an admirer; +and secondly--well--I don't want to be rude to my own sister--but Mary +is not particularly attractive.' + +'Mary is the dearest girl in the world.' + +'Very likely. I only said that she is not particularly attractive.' + +'And do you think there is no attraction in goodness, in freshness and +innocence, candour, generosity--?' + +'I don't know. But I think that if Mary's nose had been a thought +longer, and if she had kept her skin free from freckles she would have +been almost pretty.' + +'Do you really? Luckily for Mary the man who is going to marry her +thinks her lovely.' + +'I suppose he likes freckles. I once heard a man say he did. He said +they were so original--so much character about them. And, pray, who is +the man?' + +'Your old adorer, and my dear friend, John Hammond.' + +Lesbia turned as pale as death--pale with rage and mortification. It was +not jealousy, this pang which rent her shallow soul. She had ceased to +care for John Hammond. The whirlpool of society had spun that first +fancy out of her giddy brain. But that a man who had loved the highest, +who had worshipped her, the peerless, the beautiful, should calmly +transfer his affections to her younger sister, was to the last degree +exasperating. + +'Your friend Mr. Hammond must be a fickle fool,' she exclaimed, 'who +does not know his own mind from day to day.' + +'Oh, but it was more than a day after you rejected him that he engaged +himself to Molly. It was all my doing, and I am proud of my work. I took +the poor fellow back to Fellside last March, bruised and broken by your +cruel treatment, heartsore and depressed. I gave him over to Molly, and +Molly cured him. Unconsciously, innocently, she won that noble heart. +Ah, Lesbia, you don't know what a heart it is which you so nearly +broke.' + +'Girls in our rank of life can't afford to marry noble hearts,' said +Lesbia, scornfully. 'Do you mean to tell me that Lady Maulevrier +consented to the engagement?' + +'She cut up rather rough at first; but Molly held her own like a young +lioness--and the grandmother gave way. You see she has a fixed idea that +Molly is a very second-rate sort of person compared with you, and that a +husband who was not nearly good enough for you might pass muster for +Molly; and so she gave way, and there isn't a happier young woman in +the three kingdoms than Mary Haselden.' + +'What are they to live upon?' asked Lesbia, with an incredulous air. + +'Mary will have her five hundred a year. And Hammond is a very clever +fellow. You may be sure he will make his mark in the world.' + +'And how are they to live while he is making his mark? Five hundred a +year won't do more than pay for Mary's frocks, if she goes into +society.' + +'Perhaps they will live without society.' + +'In some horrid little hovel in one of those narrow streets off +Ecclestone Square,' suggested Lesbia, shudderingly. 'It is too dreadful +to think of--a young woman dooming herself to life-long penury, just +because she is so foolish as to fall in love.' + +'Your days for falling in love are over, I suppose, Lesbia?' said +Maulevrier, contemplating his sister with keen scrutiny. + +The beautiful face, so perfect in line and colour, curiously recalled +that other face at Fellside; the dowager's face, with its look of marble +coldness, and the half-expressed pain under that outward calm. Here was +the face of one who had not yet known pain or passion. Here was the cold +perfection of beauty with unawakened heart. + +'I don't know; I am too busy to think of such things.' + +'You have done with love; and you have begun to think of marriage, of +establishing yourself properly. People tell me you are going to marry +Mr. Smithson.' + +'People tell you more about me than I know about myself.' + +'Come now, Lesbia, I have a right to know the truth upon this point. +Your brother--your only brother--should be the first person to be told.' + +'When I am engaged, I have no doubt you will be the first person, or the +second person,' answered Lesbia, lightly. 'Lady Kirkbank, living on the +premises, is likely to be the first.' + +'Then you are not engaged to Smithson?' + +'Didn't I tell you so just now? Mr. Smithson did me the honour to make +me an offer yesterday, at about this hour; and I did myself the honour +to reject him.' + +'And yet you were whispering together in the box last night, and you +were riding in the Row with him this morning. I just met a fellow who +saw you together. Do you think it is right, Lesbia, to play fast and +loose with the man--to encourage him, if you don't mean to marry him?' + +'How can you accuse me of encouraging a person whom I flatly refused +yesterday morning? If Mr. Smithson likes my society as a friend, must I +needs deny him my friendship, ask Lady Kirkbank to shut her door against +him? Mr. Smithson is very pleasant as an acquaintance; and although I +don't want to marry him, there's no reason I should snub him.' + +'Smithson is not a man to be trifled with. You will find yourself +entangled in a web which you won't easily break through.' + +'I am not afraid of webs. By-the-bye, is it true that Mr. Smithson is +likely to get a peerage?' + +'I have heard people say as much. Smithson has spent no end of money on +electioneering, and is a power in the House, though he very rarely +speaks. His Berkshire estate gives him a good deal of influence in that +county; at the last general election he subscribed twenty thou to the +Conservative cause; for, like most men who have risen from nothing, your +friend Smithson is a fine old Tory. He was specially elected at the +Carlton six years ago, and has made himself uncommonly useful to his +party. He is supposed to be great on financial questions, and comes out +tremendously on colonial railways or drainage schemes, about which the +House in general is in profound ignorance. On those occasions Smithson +scores high. A man with immense wealth has always chances. No doubt, if +you were to marry him, the peerage would be easily managed. Smithson's +money, backed by the Maulevrier influence, would go a long way. My +grandmother would move heaven and earth in a case of that kind. You had +better take pity on Smithson.' + +Lesbia laughed. That idea of a possible peerage elevated Smithson in her +eyes. She knew nothing of his political career, as she lived in a set +which ignored politics altogether. Mr. Smithson had never talked to her +of his parliamentary duties; and it was a new thing for her to hear that +he had some kind of influence in public affairs. + +'Suppose I were inclined to accept him, would you like him as a +brother-in-law?' she asked lightly. 'I thought from your manner last +night that you rather disliked him.' + +'I don't quite like him or any of his breed, the newly rich, who go +about in society swelling with the sense of their own importance, +perspiring gold, as it were. And one has always a faint suspicion of men +who have got rich very quickly, an idea that there must be some kind of +juggling. Not in the case of a great contractor, perhaps, who can point +to a viaduct and docks and railways, and say, "I built that, and that, +and that. These are the sources of my wealth." But a man who gets +enormously rich by mere ciphering! Where can his money come from, except +out of other people's pockets? I know nothing against your Mr. Smithson, +but I always suspect that class of men,' concluded Maulevrier shaking +his head significantly. + +Lesbia was not much influenced by her brother's notions, she had never +been taught to think him an oracle. On the contrary, she had been told +that his life hitherto had been all foolishness. + +'When are Mary and Mr. Hammond to be married?' she asked, 'Grandmother +says they must wait a year. Mary is much too young--and so on, and so +forth. But I see no reason for waiting.' + +'Surely there are reasons--financial reasons. Mr. Hammond cannot be in a +position to begin housekeeping.' + +'Oh, they will risk all that. Molly is a daring girl. He proposed to her +on the top of Helvellyn, in a storm of wind and rain.' + +'And she never wrote me a word about it. How very unsisterly!' + +'She is as wild as a hawk, and I daresay she was too shy to tell you +anything about it.' + +'Pray when did it all occur?' + +'Just before I came to London.' + +'Two months ago. How absurd for me to be in ignorance all this time! +Well, I hope Mary will be sensible, and not marry till Mr. Hammond is +able to give her a decent home. It would be so dreadful to have a sister +muddling in poverty, and clamouring for one's cast-off gowns.' + +Maulevrier laughed at this gloomy suggestion. + +'It is not easy to foretell the future,' he said, 'but I think I may +venture to promise that Molly will never wear your cast-off gowns.' + +'Oh, you think she would be too proud. You don't know, perhaps, how +poverty--genteel poverty--lowers one's pride. I have heard stories from +Lady Kirkbank that would make your hair stand on end. I am beginning to +know the world.' + +'I am glad of that. If you are to live in the world it is better that +you should know what it is made of. But if I had a voice or a choice in +the matter I had rather my sisters stayed at Grasmere, and remained +ignorant of the world and all its ways.' + +'While you enjoy your life in London. That is just like the selfishness +of a man. Under the pretence of keeping his sisters or his wife secure +from all possible contact with evil, he buries them alive in a country +house, while he has all the wickedness for his own share in London. Oh, +I am beginning to understand the creatures.' + +'I am afraid you are beginning to be wise. Remember that knowledge of +evil was the prelude to the Fall. Well, good-bye.' + +'Won't you stay to lunch?' + +'No, thanks, I never lunch--frightful waste of time. I shall drop in at +the _Haute Gomme_ and take a cup of tea later on.' + +The _Haute Gomme_ was a new club in Piccadilly, which Maulevrier and +some of his friends affected. + +Lesbia went towards the drawing-room door with her brother, and just as +he reached the door she laid her hand caressingly upon his shoulder. He +turned and stared at her, somewhat surprised, for he and she had never +been given to demonstrations of affection. + +'Maulevrier, I want you to do me a favour,' she said, in a low voice, +blushing a little, for the thing she was going to ask was a new thing +for her to ask, and she had a deep sense of shame in making her demand. +'I--I lost money at Nap last night. Only seventeen pounds. Mr. Smithson +and I were partners, and he paid my losses. I want to pay him +immediately, and----' + +'And you are too hard up to do it. I'll write you a cheque this +instant,' said Maulevrier goodnaturedly; but while he was writing the +cheque he took occasion to remonstrate with Lesbia on the foolishness of +card playing. + +'I am obliged to do as Lady Kirkbank does,' she answered feebly. 'If I +were to refuse to play it would be a kind of reproach to her.' + +'I don't think that would kill Lady Kirkbank,' replied Maulevrier, with +a touch of scorn. 'She has had to endure a good many implied reproaches +in her day, and they don't seem to have hurt her very much. I wish to +heaven my grandmother had chosen any one else in London for your +chaperon.' + +'I'm afraid Lady Kirkbank's is rather a rowdy set,' answered Lesbia, +coolly; 'and I sometimes feel as if I had thrown myself away. We go +almost everywhere--at least, there are only just a few houses to which +we are not asked. But those few make all the difference. It is so +humiliating to feel that one is not in quite the best society. However, +Lady Kirkbank is a dear, good old thing, and I am not going to grumble +about her.' + +'I've made the cheque for five-and-twenty. You can cash it at your +milliner's,' said Maulevrier. 'I should not like Smithson to know that +you had been obliged to ask me for the money.' + +'_Apropos_ to Mr. Smithson, do you know if he is in quite the best +society?' asked Lesbia. + +'I don't know what you mean by quite the best. A man of Smithson's +wealth can generally poke his nose in anywhere, if he knows how to +behave himself. But of course there are people with whom money and fine +houses have no weight. The Conservatives are all civil to Smithson +because he comes down handsomely at General Elections, and is useful to +them in other ways. I believe that Smithson's wife, if she were a +thorough-bred one, could go into any society she liked, and make her +house one of the most popular in London. Perhaps that is what you really +wanted to ask. + +'No, it wasn't,' answered Lesbia, carelessly; 'I was only talking for +the sake of talking. A thousand thanks for the cheque, you best of +brothers.' + +'It is not worth talking about; but, Lesbia, don't play cards any more. +Believe me, it is not good form.' + +'Well, I'll try to keep out of it in future. It is horrid to see one's +sovereigns melting away; but there's a delightful excitement in +winning.' + +'No doubt,' answered Maulevrier, with a remorseful sigh. + +He spoke as a reformed plunger, and with many a bitter experience of the +race-course and the card-room. Even now, though he had steadied himself +wonderfully, he could not get on without a little mild gambling--half-crown +pool, whist with half-guinea points--but when he condescended to such small +stakes he felt that he had settled down into a respectable middle-aged +player, and had a right to rebuke the follies of youth. + +Lesbia flew to the piano and sang one of her little German ballads +directly Maulevrier was gone. She felt as if a burden had been lifted +from her soul, now that she was able to pay Mr. Smithson without waiting +to ask Lady Maulevrier for the money. And as she sang she meditated upon +Maulevrier's remarks about Smithson. He knew nothing to the man's +discredit, except that he had grown rich in a short space of time. +Surely no man ought to be blamed for that. And he thought that Mr. +Smithson's wife might make her house the most popular in London. Lesbia, +in her mind's eye, beheld an imaginary Lady Lesbia Smithson giving +dances in that magnificent mansion, entertaining Royal personages. And +the doorways would be festooned with roses, as she had seen them the +other night at a ball in Grosvenor Square; but the house in Grosvenor +Square was a hovel compared with the Smithsonian Palace. + +Lesbia was beginning to be a little tired of Lady Kirkbank and her +surroundings. Life taken _prestissimo_ is apt to pall. Lesbia sighed as +she finished her little song. She was beginning to look upon her +existence as a problem which had been given to her to solve, and the +solution just at present was all dark. + +As she rose from the piano a footman came in with two letters on a +salver--bulky letters, such packages as Lesbia had never seen before. +She wondered what they could be. She opened the thickest envelope first. +It was Seraphine's bill--such a bill, page after page on creamy Bath +post, written in an elegant Italian hand by one of Seraphine's young +women. + +Lesbia looked at it aghast with horror. The total at the foot of the +first page was appalling, ever so much more than she could have supposed +the whole amount of her indebtedness; but the total went on increasing +at the foot of every page, until at sight of the final figures Lesbia +gave a wild shriek, like a wretched creature who has received a telegram +announcing bitterest loss. + +The final total was twelve hundred and ninety-three pounds seventeen and +sixpence! + +Thirteen hundred pounds for clothes in eight weeks! + +No, the thing was a cheat, a mistake. They had sent her somebody else's +bill. She had not had half these things. + +She read the first page, her heart beating violently as she pored over +the figures, her eyes dim and clouded with the trouble of her brain. + +Yes, there was her court dress. The description was too minute to be +mistaken; and the court dress, with feathers, and shoes, and gloves, and +fan, came to a hundred and thirty pounds. Then followed innumerable +items. The very simplest of her gowns cost five-and-twenty +pounds--frocks about which Seraphine had talked so carelessly, as if two +or three more or less could make no difference. Bonnets and hats, at +five or seven guineas apiece, swelled the account. Parasols and fans +were of fabulous price, as it seemed to Lesbia; and the shoes and +stockings to match her various gowns occurred again and again between +the more important items, like the refrain of an old ballad. All the +useless and unnessary things which she had ordered, because she thought +them pretty or because she was told they were fashionable, rose up +against her in the figures of the bill, like the record of forgotten +sins at the Day of Judgment. + +She sank into a chair, pallid with consternation, and sat with the bill +in her lap, turning the pages listlessly, and staring at the figures. + +'It cannot be so much,' she cried to herself. 'It must be added up +wrong;' and then she feebly tried to cast up a column; but arithmetic +not being one of those accomplishments which Lady Maulevrier deemed +necessary to a patrician beauty's success in life, Lesbia's education +had been somewhat neglected upon this point, and she flung the bill from +her in a rage, unable to hold the figures in her brain. + +She opened the second envelope, her jeweller's account. At the very +first item she gave another scream, fainter than the first, for her mind +was getting hardened against such shocks. + +'To re-setting a suite of amethysts, with forty-four finest Brazilian +brilliants, three hundred and fifteen pounds.' + +Then followed the trifles she had bought at different visits to the +shop--casual purchases, bought on the impulse of the moment. These +swelled the account to a little over eight hundred pounds. Lesbia sat +like a statue, numbed by despair, appalled at the idea of owing over two +thousand pounds. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +'ROSES CHOKED AMONG THORNS AND THISTLES.' + + +Lady Lesbia ate no luncheon that day. She went to her own room and had a +cup of tea to steady her nerves, and sent to ask Lady Kirkbank to go to +her as soon as she had finished luncheon. Lady Kirkbank's luncheon was a +serious business, a substantial leisurely meal with which she fortified +herself for the day's work. It enabled her to endure all the fatigues of +visits and park, and to be airily indifferent to the charms of dinner; +for Lady Kirkbank was not one of those matrons who with advanced years +take to _gourmandise_ as a kind of fine art. She gave good dinners, +because she knew people would not come to Arlington Street to eat bad +ones; but she was not a person who lived only to dine. At luncheon she +gave her healthy appetite full scope, and ate like a ploughman. + +She found Lesbia in her white muslin dressing-gown, with cheeks as pale +as the gown she wore. She was sitting in an easy chair, with a low +tea-table at her side, and the two bills were in the tray among the +tea-things. + +'Have you any idea how much I owe Seraphine and Cabochon?' she asked, +looking up despairingly at Lady Kirkbank. + +'What, have they sent in their bills already?' + +'Already! I wish they had sent them before. I should have known how +deeply I was getting into debt.' + +'Are they very heavy?' + +'They are dreadful! I owe over two thousand pounds. How can I tell Lady +Maulevrier that? Two thousand one hundred pounds! It is awful.' + +'There are women in London who would think very little of owing twice as +much,' said Lady Kirkbank, in a comforting tone, though the fact, +seriously considered, could hardly afford comfort. 'Your grandmother +said you were to have _carte blanche_. She may think that you have been +just a little extravagant; but she can hardly be angry with you for +having taken her at her word. Two thousand pounds! Yes, it certainly is +rather stiff.' + +'Seraphine is a cheat!' exclaimed Lesbia, angrily. 'Her prices are +positively exorbitant!' + +'My dear child, you must not say that. Seraphine is positively moderate +in comparison with the new people.' + +'And Mr. Cabochon, too. The idea of his charging me three hundred +guineas for re-setting those stupid old amethysts.' + +'My dear, you _would_ have diamonds mixed with them,' said Lady +Kirkbank, reproachfully. + +Lesbia turned away her head with an impatient sigh. She remembered +perfectly that it was Lady Kirkbank who had persuaded her to order the +diamond setting; but there was no use in talking about it now. The thing +was done. She was two thousand pounds in debt--two thousand pounds to +these two people only--and there were ever so many shops at which she +had accounts--glovers, bootmakers, habit-makers, the tailor who made her +Newmarket coats and cloth gowns, the stationer who supplied her with +note-paper of every variety, monogrammed, floral; sporting, illuminated +with this or that device, the follies of the passing hour, hatched by +penniless Invention in a garret, pandering to the vanities of the idle. + +'I must write to my grandmother by this afternoon's post,' said Lesbia, +with a heavy sigh. + +'Impossible. We have to be at the Ranelagh by four o'clock. Smithson +and some other men are to meet us there. I have promised to drive Mrs. +Mostyn down. You had better begin to dress.' + +'But I ought to write to-day. I had better ask for this money at once, +and have done with it. Two thousand pounds! I feel as if I were a thief. +You say my grandmother is not a rich woman?' + +'Not rich as the world goes nowadays. Nobody is rich now, except your +commercial magnates, like Smithson. Great peers, unless their money is +in London ground-rents, are great paupers. To own land is to be +destitute. I don't suppose two thousand pounds will break your +grandmother's bank; but of course it is a large sum to ask for at the +end of two months; especially as she sent you a good deal of money while +we were at Cannes. If you were engaged--about to make a really good +match--you could ask for the money as a matter of course; but as it is, +although you have been tremendously admired, from a practical point of +view you are a failure.' + +A failure. It was a hard word, but Lesbia felt it was true. She, the +reigning beauty, the cynosure of every eye, had made no conquest worth +talking about, except Mr. Smithson. + +'Don't tell your grandmother anything about the bills for a week or +two,' said Lady Kirkbank, soothingly. 'The creatures can wait for their +money. Give yourself time to think.' + +'I will,' answered Lesbia, dolefully. + +'And now make haste, and get ready for the Ranelagh. My love, your eyes +are dreadfully heavy. You _must_ use a little belladonna. I'll send +Rilboche to you.' + +And for the first time in her life, Lesbia, too depressed to argue the +point, consented to have her eyes doctored by Rilboche. + +She was gay enough at the Ranelagh, and looked her loveliest at a dinner +party that evening, and went to three parties after the dinner, and went +home in the faint light of early morning, after sitting out a late waltz +in a balcony with Mr. Smithson, a balcony banked round with hot-house +flowers which were beginning to droop a little in the chilly morning +air, just as beauty drooped under the searching eye of day. + +Lesbia put the bills in her desk, and gave herself time to think, as +Lady Kirkbank advised her. But the thinking progress resulted in very +little good. All the thought of which she was capable would not reduce +the totals of those two dreadful accounts. And every day brought some +fresh bill. The stationer, the bootmaker, the glover, the perfumer, +people who had courted Lady Lesbia's custom with an air which implied +that the honour of serving fashionable beauty was the first +consideration, and the question of payment quite a minor point--these +now began to ask for their money in the most prosaic way. Every straw +added to Lesbia's burden; and her heart grew heavier with every post. + +'One can see the season is waning when these people begin to pester +with their accounts,' said Lady Kirkbank, who always talked of tradesmen +as if they were her natural enemies. + +Lesbia accepted this explanation of the avalanche of bills, and never +suspected Lady Kirkbank's influence in the matter. It happened, however, +that the chaperon, having her own reasons for wishing to bring Mr. +Smithson's suit to a successful issue, had told Seraphine and the other +people to send in their bills immediately. Lady Lesbia would be leaving +London in a week or so, she informed these purveyors, and would like to +settle everything before she went away. + +Mr. Smithson appeared in Arlington Street almost every day, and was full +of schemes for new pleasures--or pleasures as nearly new as the world of +fashion can afford. He was particularly desirous that Sir George and +Lady Kirkbank, with Lady Lesbia, should stay at his Berkshire place +during the Henley week. He had a large steam launch, and the regatta was +a kind of carnival for his intimate friends, who were not too proud to +riot and batten upon the parvenu's luxurious hospitality, albeit they +were apt to talk somewhat slightingly of his antecedents. + +Lady Kirkbank felt that this invitation was a turning point, and that if +Lesbia went to stay at Rood Hall, her acceptance of Mr. Smithson was a +certainty. She would see him at his place in Berkshire in the most +flattering aspect; his surroundings as lord of the manor, and owner of +one of the finest old places in the county, would lend dignity to his +insignificance. Lesbia at first expressed a strong disinclination to go +to Rood Hall. There would be a most unpleasant feeling in stopping at +the house of a man whom she had refused, she told Lady Kirkbank. + +'My dear, Mr. Smithson has forgiven you,' answered her chaperon. 'He is +the soul of good nature.' + +'One would think he was accustomed to be refused,' said Lesbia. 'I don't +want to go to Rood Hall, but I don't want to spoil your Henley week. +Could not I run down to Grasmere for a week, with Kibble to take care of +me, and see dear grandmother? I could tell her about those dreadful +bills.' + +'Bury yourself at Grasmere in the height of the season! Not to be +thought of! Besides, Lady Maulevrier objected before to the idea of your +travelling alone with Kibble. No! if you can't make up your mind to go +to Rood Hall, George and I must make up our minds to stay away. But it +will be rather hard lines; for that Henley week is quite the jolliest +thing in the summer.' + +'Then I'll go,' said Lesbia, with a resigned air. 'Not for worlds would +I deprive you and Sir George of a pleasure.' + +In her heart of hearts she rather wished to see Rood Hall. She was +curious to behold the extent and magnitude of Mr. Smithson's +possessions. She had seen his Italian villa in Park Lane, the perfection +of modern art, modern skill, modern taste, reviving the old eternally +beautiful forms, recreating the Pitti Palace--the homes of the +Medici--the halls of dead and gone Doges--and now she was told that Rood +Hall--a genuine old English manor-house, in perfect preservation--was +even more interesting than the villa in Park Lane. At Rood Hall there +were ideal stables and farm, hot-houses without number, rose gardens, +lawns, the river, and a deer park. + +So the invitation was accepted, and Mr. Smithson immediately laid +himself at Lesbia's feet, as it were, with regard to all other +invitations for the Henley festival. Whom should he ask to meet +her?--whom would she have? + +'You are very good,' she said, 'but I have really no wish to be +consulted. I am not a royal personage, remember. I could not presume to +dictate.' + +'But I wish you to dictate. I wish you to be imperious in the expression +of your wishes.' + +'Lady Kirkbank has a better right than I, if anybody is to be +consulted,' said Lesbia, modestly. + +'Lady Kirkbank is an old dear, who gets on delightfully with everybody. +But you are more sensitive. Your comfort might be marred by an obnoxious +presence. I will ask nobody whom you do not like--who is not thoroughly +_simpatico_. Have you no particular friends of your own choosing whom +you would like me to ask?' + +Lesbia confessed that she had no such friends. She liked everybody +tolerably; but she had not a talent for friendship. Perhaps it was +because in the London season one was too busy to make friends. + +'I can fancy two girls getting quite attached to each other, out of the +season,' she said, 'but in May and June life is all a rush and a +scramble----' + +'And one has no time to gather wayside flowers of friendship,' +interjected Mr. Smithson. 'Still, if there are no people for whom you +have an especial liking, there _must_ be people whom you detest.' + +Lesbia owned that it was so. Detestation came of itself, naturally. + +'Then let me be sure I do not ask any of your pet aversions,' said Mr. +Smithson. 'You met Mr. Plantagenet Parsons, the theatrical critic, at my +house. Shall we have him?' + +'I like all amusing people.' + +'And Horace Meander, the poet. Shall we have him? He is brimful of +conceits and affectations, but he's a tremendous joke.' + +'Mr. Meander is charming.' + +'Suppose we ask Mostyn and his wife? Her scraps of science are rather +good fun.' + +'I haven't the faintest objection to the Mostyns,' replied Lesbia. 'But +who are "we"?' + +'We are you and I, for the nonce. The invitations will be issued +ostensibly by me, but they will really emanate from you.' + +'I am to be the shadow behind the throne,' said Lesbia. 'How +delightful!' + +'I would rather you were the sovereign ruler, on the throne,' answered +Smithson, tenderly. 'That throne shall be empty till you fill it.' + +'Please go on with your list of people,' said Lesbia, checking this gush +of sentiment. + +She began to feel somehow that she was drifting from all her moorings, +that in accepting this invitation to Rood Hall she was allowing herself +to be ensnared into an alliance about which she was still doubtful. If +anything better had appeared in the prospect of her life--if any +worthier suitor had come forward, she would have whistled Mr. Smithson +down the wind; but no worthier suitor had offered himself. It was +Smithson or nothing. If she did not accept Smithson, she would go back +to Fellside heavily burdened with debt, and an obvious failure. She +would have run the gauntlet of a London season without definite result; +and this, to a young woman so impressed with her own transcendent +merits, was a most humiliating state of things. + +Other people's names were suggested by Mr. Smithson and approved by +Lesbia, and a house party of about fourteen in all was made up. Mr. +Smithson's steam launch would comfortably accommodate that number. He +had a couple of barges for chance visitors, and kept an open table on +board them during the regatta. + +The visit arranged, the next question was gowns. Lesbia had gowns enough +to have stocked a draper's shop; but then, as she and Lady Kirkbank +deplored, the difficulty was that she had worn them all, some as many as +three or four times. They were doubtless all marked and known. Some of +them had been described in the society papers. At Henley she would be +expected to wear something distinctly new, to introduce some new fashion +of gown or hat or parasol. No matter how ugly the new thing might be, so +long as it was startling; no matter how eccentric, provided it was +original. + +'What am I to do?' asked Lesbia, despairingly. + +'There is only one thing that can be done. We must go instantly to +Seraphine and insist upon her inventing something. If she has no idea +ready she must telegraph Worth and get him to send something over. Your +old things will do very well for Rood Hall. You have no end of pretty +gowns for morning and evening; but you must be original on the race +days. Your gowns will be in all the papers.' + +'But I shall be only getting deeper into debt,' said Lesbia, with a +sigh. + +'That can't be helped. If you go into society you must be properly +dressed. We'll go to Clanricarde Place directly after luncheon, and see +what that old harpy has to show us.' + +Lesbia had a rather uncomfortable feeling about facing the fair +Seraphine, without being able to give her a cheque upon account of that +dreadful bill. She had quite accepted Lady Kirkbank's idea that bills +never need be discharged in full, and that the true system of finance +was to give an occasional cheque on account, as a sop to Cerberus. True, +that while Cerberus fattened on the sops the bill seemed always growing; +and the final crash, when Cerberus grew savage and sops could be no more +accepted, was too awful to be thought about. + +Lesbia entered Seraphine's Louis-seize drawing-room with a faint +expectation of unpleasantness; but after a little whispering between +Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker, the latter came to Lesbia smiling +graciously, and seemingly full of eagerness for new orders. + +'Miladi says you want something of the most original--_tant soit peu +risqué_--for 'Enley,' she said. 'Let us see now,' and she tapped her +forehead with a gold thimble which nobody had ever seen her use, but +which looked respectable. 'There is ze dresses that Chaumont wear in zis +new play, _Une Faute dans le Passé_. Yes, zere is the watare dress--a +boating party at Bougival, a toilet of the most new, striking, +_écrasant_, what you English call a "screamer."' + +'What a genius you are, Fifine,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, rapturously. +'The _Faute dans le Passé_ was only produced last week. No one will have +thought of copying Chaumont's gowns yet awhile. The idea is an +inspiration.' + +'What is the boating costume like?' asked Lady Lesbia, faintly. + +'An exquisite combination of simplicity with _élan_,' answered the +dressmaker. 'A skin-tight indigo silk Jersey bodice, closely studded +with dark blue beads, a flounced petticoat of indigo and amber foulard, +an amber scarf drawn tightly round the hips, and a dark blue toque with +a large bunch of amber poppies. Tan-coloured mousquetaire gloves, and +Hessian boots of tan-coloured kid.' + +'Hessian boots!' ejaculated Lesbia. + +'But, yes, Miladi. The petticoat is somewhat short, you comprehend, to +escape the damp of the deck, and, after all, Hessians are much less +indelicate than silk stockings, legs _à cru_, as one may say.' + +'Lesbia, you will look enchanting in yellow Hessians,' said Lady +Kirkbank, 'Let the dress be put in hand instantly, Seraphine.' + +Lesbia was inclined to remonstrate. She did not admire the description +of the costume, she would rather have something less outrageous. + +'Outrageous! It is only original,' exclaimed her chaperon. 'If Chaumont +wears it you may be sure it is perfect.' + +'But on the stage, by gaslight, in the midst of unrealities,' argued +Lesbia. 'That makes such a difference.' + +'My dear, there is no difference nowadays between the stage and the +drawing-room. Whatever Chaumont wears you may wear. And now let us think +of the second day. I think as your first costume is to be nautical, and +rather masculine, your second should be somewhat languishing and +_vaporeux_. Creamy Indian muslin, wild flowers, a large Leghorn hat.' + +'And what will Miladi herself wear?' asked the French woman of Lady +Kirkbank. 'She must have something of new.' + +'No, at my age, it doesn't matter. I shall wear one of my cotton frocks, +and my Dunstable hat.' + +Lesbia shuddered, for Lady Kirkbank in her cotton frock was a spectacle +at which youth laughed and age blushed. But after all it did not matter +to Lesbia. She would have liked a less rowdy chaperon; but as a foil to +her own fresh young beauty Lady Kirkbank was admirable. + +They drove down to Rood Hall early next week, Sir George conveying them +in his drag, with a change of horses at Maidenhead. The weather was +peerless; the country exquisite, approached from London. How different +that river landscape looks to the eyes of the traveller returning from +the wild West of England, the wooded gorges of Cornwall and Devon, the +Tamar and the Dart. Then how small and poor and mean seems silvery +Thames, gliding peacefully between his willowy bank, singing his lullaby +to the whispering sedges; a poor little river, a flat commonplace +landscape, says the traveller, fresh from moorland and tor, from the +rocky shore of the Atlantic, the deep clefts of the great, red hills. + +To Lesbia's eyes the placid stream and the green pastures, breathing +odours of meadow-sweet and clover, seemed passing lovely. She was +pleased with her own hat and parasol too, which made her graciously +disposed towards the landscape; and the last packet of gloves from North +Audley Street fitted without a wrinkle. The glovemaker was beginning to +understand her hand, which was a study for a sculptor, but which had its +little peculiarities. + +Nor was she ill-disposed to Mr. Smithson, who had come up to town by an +early train, in order to lunch in Arlington Street and go back by coach, +seated just behind Lady Lesbia, who had the box seat beside Sir George. + +The drive was delightful. It was a few minutes after five when the coach +drove past the picturesque old gate-house into Mr. Smithson's Park, and +Rood Hall lay on the low ground in front of them, with its back to the +river. It was an old red brick house in the Tudor style, with an +advanced porch, and four projecting wings, three stories high, with +picturesque spire roofs overtopping the main building. Around the house +ran a boldly-carved stone parapet, bearing the herons and bulrushes +which were the cognisance of the noble race for which the mansion was +built. Numerous projecting mullioned windows broke up the line of the +park front. Lesbia was fain to own that Rood Hall was even better than +Park Lane. In London Mr. Smithson had created a palace; but it was a new +palace, which still had a faint flavour of bricks and mortar, and which +was apt to remind the spectator of that wonderful erection of Aladdin, +the famous Parvenu of Eastern story. Here, in Berkshire, Mr. Smithson +had dropped into a nest which had been kept warm for him for three +centuries, aired and beautified by generations of a noble race which had +obligingly decayed and dwindled in order to make room for Mr. Smithson. +Here the Parvenu had bought a home mellowed by the slow growth of years, +touched into poetic beauty by the chastening fingers of time. His artist +friends told him that every brick in the red walls was 'precious,' a +mystery of colour which only a painter could fitly understand and value. +Here he had bought associations, he had bought history. He had bought +the dust of Elizabeth's senators, the bones of her court beauties. The +coffins in the Mausoleum yonder in the ferny depths of the Park, the +village church just outside the gates--these had all gone with the +property. + +Lesbia went up the grand staircase, through the long corridors, in a +dream of wonder. Brought up at Fellside, in that new part of the +Westmoreland house which had been built by her grandmother and had no +history, she felt thrilled by the sober splendour of this fine old +manorial mansion. All was sound and substantial, as if created +yesterday, so well preserved had been the goods and chattels of the +noble race; and yet all wore such unmistakeable marks of age. The deep +rich colouring of the wainscot, the faded hues of the tapestry, the +draperies of costliest velvet and brocade, were all sobered by the +passing of years. + +Mr. Smithson had shown his good taste in having kept all things as Sir +Hubert Heronville, the last of his race, had left them; and the +Heronvilles had been one of those grand old Tory races which change +nothing of the past. + +Lady Lesbia's bedroom was the State chamber, which had been occupied by +kings and queens in days of yore. That grandiose four-poster, with the +carved ebony columns, cut velvet curtains, and plumes of ostrich +feathers, had been built for Elizabeth, when she deigned to include Rood +Hall in one of her royal progresses. Charles the First had rested his +weary head upon those very pillows, before he went on to the Inn at +Uxbridge, where he was to be lodged less luxuriously. James the Second +had stayed there when Duke of York, with Mistress Anne Hyde, before he +acknowledged his marriage to the multitude; and Anne's daughter had +occupied the same room as Queen of England forty years later; and now +the Royal Chamber, with adjacent dressing-room, and oratory, and +spacious boudoir all in the same suite, was reserved for Lady Lesbia +Haselden. + +'I'm afraid you are spoiling me,' she told Mr. Smithson, when he asked +if she approved of the rooms that had been allotted to her. 'I feel +quite ashamed of myself among the ghosts of dead and gone queens.' + +'Why so? Surely the Royalty of beauty has as divine a right as that of +an anointed sovereign.' + +'I hope the Royal personages don't walk,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, in +her girlish tone; 'this is just the house in which one would expect +ghosts.' + +Whereupon Mrs. Mostyn hastened to enlighten the company upon the real +causes of ghost-seeing, which she had lately studied in Carpenter's +'Mental Physiology,' and favoured them with a diluted version of the +views of that authority. + +This was at afternoon tea in the library, where the brass-wired +bookcases, filled with mighty folios and handsome octavos in old +bindings, looked as if they had not been opened for a century. The +literature of past ages furnished the room, and made a delightful +background. The literature of the present lay about on the tables, and +testified that the highest intellectual flight of the inhabitants of +Rood Hall was a dip into the _Contemporary_ or the _Nineteenth Century_, +or the perusal of the last new scandal in the shape of Reminiscences or +Autobiography. One large round table was consecrated to Mudie, another +to Rolandi. On the one side you had Mrs. Oliphant, on the other Zola, +exemplifying the genius of the two nations. + +After tea Mr. Smithson's visitors, most of whom had arrived in Sir +George's drag, explored the grounds. These were lovely beyond expression +in the low afternoon light. Cedars of Lebanon spread their broad shadows +on the velvet lawn, yews and Wellingtonias of mighty growth made an +atmosphere of gloom in some parts of the grounds. One great feature was +the Ladies' Garden, a spot apart, a great square garden surrounded with +a laurel wall, eight feet high, containing a rose garden, where the +choicest specimens grew and flourished, while in the centre there was a +circular fish-pond with a fountain. There was a Lavender Walk too, +another feature of the grounds at Rood Hall, an avenue of tall lavender +bushes, much affected by the stately dames of old. + +Modern manners preferred the river terrace, as a pleasant place on which +to loiter after dinner, to watch the boats flashing by in the evening +light, or the sun going down behind a fringe of willows on the opposite +bank. This Italian terrace, with its statues, and carved vases filled +with roses, fuchsias, and geraniums, was the great point of rendezvous +at Rood Hall--an ideal spot whereon to linger in the deepening twilight, +from which to gaze upon the moonlit river later on in the night. + +The windows of the drawing-room, and music-room, and ballroom opened on +to this terrace, and the royal wing--the tower-shaped wing now devoted +to Lady Lesbia, looked upon the terrace and the river. + +'Lovely as your house is altogether, I think this river view is the +best part of it,' said Lady Lesbia, as she strolled with Mr. Smithson on +the terrace after dinner, dressed in Indian muslin which was almost as +poetical as a vapour, and with a cloud of delicate lace wrapped round +her head. 'I think I shall spend half of my life at my boudoir window, +gloating over that delicious landscape.' + +Horace Meander, the poet, was discoursing to a select group upon that +peculiar quality of willows which causes them to shiver, and quiver, and +throw little lights and shadows on the river, and on the subtle, +ineffable beauty of twilight, which perhaps, however utterly beautiful +in the abstract, would have been more agreeable to him personally if he +had not been surrounded by a cloud of gnats, which refused to be +buffeted off his laurel-crowned head. + +While Mr. Meander poetised in his usual eloquent style, Mrs. Mostyn, as +a still newer light, discoursed as eloquently to little a knot of women, +imparting valuable information upon the anatomical structure and +individual peculiarities of those various insects which are the pests of +a summer evening. + +'You don't like gnats!' exclaimed the lady; 'how very extraordinary. Do +you know I have spent days and weeks upon the study of their habits and +dear little ways. They are the most interesting creatures--far superior +to _us_ in intellect. Do you know that they fight, and that they have +tribes which are life-long enemies--like those dreadful Corsicans--and +that they make little sepulchres in the bark of trees, and bury each +other--alive, if they can; and they hold vestries, and have burial +boards. They are most absorbing creatures, if you only give yourself up +to the study of them; but it is no use to be half-hearted in a study of +that kind. I went without so much as a cup of tea for twenty-four hours, +watching my gnats, for fear the opening of the door should startle them. +Another time I shall make the nursery governess watch for me.' + +'How interesting, how noble of you,' exclaimed the other ladies; and +then they began to talk about bonnets, and about Mr. Smithson, to +speculate how much money this house and all his other houses had cost +him, and to wonder if he was really rich, or if he were only one of +those great financial windbags which so often explode and leave the +world aghast, marvelling at the ease with which it has been deluded. + +They wondered, too, whether Lady Lesbia Haselden meant to marry him. + +'Of course she does, my dear,' answered Mrs. Mostyn, decisively. + +'You don't suppose that after having studied the habits of _gnats_ I +cannot read such a poor shallow creature as a silly vain girl. Of course +Lady Lesbia means to marry Mr. Smithson's fine houses; and she is only +amusing herself and swelling her own importance by letting him dangle in +a kind of suspense which is not suspense; for he knows as well as she +does that she means to have him.' + +The next day was given up, first to seeing the house, an amusement which +lasted very well for an hour or so after breakfast, and then to +wandering in a desultory manner, to rowing and canoeing, and a little +sailing, and a good deal of screaming and pretty timidity upon the blue +bright river; to gathering wild flowers and ferns in rustic lanes, and +to an _al fresco_ luncheon in the wood at Medmenham, and then dinner, +and then music, an evening spent half within and half without the +music-room, cigarettes sparkling, like glowworms on the terrace, tall +talk from Mr. Meander, long quotations from his own muse and that of +Rossetti, a little Shelley, a little Keats, a good deal of Swinburne. +The festivities were late on this second evening, as Mr. Smithson had +invited a good many people from the neighbourhood, but the house party +were not the less early on the following morning, which was the first +Henley day. + +It was a peerless morning, and all the brasswork of Mr. Smithson's +launch sparkled and shone in the sun, as she lay in front of the +terrace. A wooden pier, a portable construction, was thrown out from the +terrace steps, to enable the company to go on board the launch without +the possibility of wet feet or damaged raiment. + +Lesbia's Chaumount costume was a success. The women praised it, the men +stared and admired. The dark-blue silken jersey, sparkling with closely +studded indigo beads, fitted the slim graceful figure as a serpent's +scales fit the serpent. The coquettish little blue silk toque, the +careless cluster of gold-coloured poppies, against the glossy brown +hair, the large sunshade of old gold satin lined with indigo, the +flounced petticoat of softest Indian silk, the dainty little +tan-coloured boots with high heels and pointed toes, were all perfect +after their fashion; and Mr. Smithson felt that the liege lady of his +life, the woman he meant to marry willy nilly, would be the belle of the +race-course. Nor was he disappointed. Everybody in London had heard of +Lady Lesbia Haselden. Her photograph was in all the West-End windows, +was enshrined in the albums of South Kensington and Clapham, Maida Vale +and Haverstock Hill. People whose circles were far remote from Lady +Lesbia's circle, were as familiar with her beauty as if they had known +her from her cradle. And all these outsiders wanted to see her in the +flesh, just as they always thirst to behold Royal personages. So when it +became known that the beautiful Lady Lesbia Haselden was on board Mr. +Smithson's launch, all the people in the small boats, or on neighbouring +barges, made it their business to have a good look at her. The launch +was almost mobbed by those inquisitive little boats in the intervals +between the races. + +'What are the people all staring and hustling one another for?' asked +Lesbia, innocently. She had seen the same hustling and whispering and +staring in the hall at the opera, when she was waiting for her carriage; +but she chose to affect unconsciousness. 'What do they all want?' + +'I think they want to see you,' said Mr. Smithson, who was sitting by +her side. 'A very natural desire.' + +Lesbia laughed, and lowered the big yellow sunshade, so as to hide +herself altogether from the starers. + +'How silly!' she exclaimed. 'It is all the fault of those horrid +photographers: they vulgarise everything and everybody. I will never be +photographed again.' + +'Oh yes, you will, and in that frock. It's the prettiest thing I've seen +for a long time. Why do you hide yourself from those poor wretches, who +keep rowing backwards and forwards in an obviously aimless way, just to +get a peep at you _en passant_? What happiness for us who live near you, +and can gaze when we will, without all those absurd manoeuvres. There +goes the signal--and now for a hard-fought race.' + +Lesbia pretended to be interested in the racing--she pretended to be +gay, but her heart was as heavy as lead. The burden of debt, which had +been growing ever since Seraphine sent in her bill, was weighing her +down to the dust. + +She owed three thousand pounds. It seemed incredible that she should owe +so much, that a girl's frivolous fancies and extravagances could amount +to such a sum within so short a span. But thoughtless purchases, +ignorant orders, had run on from week to week, and the main result was +an indebtedness of close upon three thousand pounds. + +Three thousand pounds! The sum was continually sounding in her ears like +the cry of a screech owl. The very ripple of the river flowing so +peacefully under the blue summer sky seemed to repeat the words. Three +thousand pounds! 'Is it much?' she wondered, having no standard of +comparison. 'Is it very much more than my grandmother will expect me to +have spent in the time? Will it trouble her to have to pay those bills? +Will she be very angry?' + +These were questions which Lesbia kept asking herself, in every pause of +her frivolous existence; in such a pause as this, for instance, while +the people round her were standing breathless, open-mouthed, gazing +after the boats. She did not care a straw for the boats, who won, or who +lost the race. It was all a hollow mockery. Indeed it seemed just now +that the only real thing in life was those accursed bills, which would +have to be paid somehow. + +She had told Lady Maulevrier nothing about them as yet. She had allowed +herself to be advised by Lady Kirkbank, and she had taken time to think. +But thought had given her no help. The days were gliding onward, and +Lady Maulevrier would have to be told. + +She meditated perplexedly about her grandmother's income. She had never +heard the extent of it, but had taken for granted that Lady Maulevrier +was rich. Would three thousand pounds make a great inroad on that +income? Would it be a year's income?--half a year's? Lesbia had no idea. +Life at Fellside was carried on in an elegant manner--with considerable +luxury in house and garden--a luxury of flowers, a lavish expenditure of +labour. Yet the expenditure of Lady Maulevrier's existence, spent always +on the same spot, must be as nothing to the money spent in such a life +as Lady Kirkbank's, which involved the keeping up of three or four +houses, and costly journeys to and fro, and incessant change of attire. + +No doubt Lady Maulevrier had saved money; yes, she must have saved +thousands during her long seclusion, Lesbia argued. Her grandmother had +told her that she was to look upon herself as an heiress. This could +only mean that Lady Maulevrier had a fortune to leave her; and this +being so, what could it matter if she had anticipated some of her +portion? And yet there was in her heart of hearts a terrible fear of +that stern dowager, of the cold scorn in those splendid eyes when she +should stand revealed in all her foolishness, her selfish, mindless, +vain extravagances. She, who had never been reproved, shrank with a +sickly dread from the idea of reproof. And to be told that her career as +a fashionable beauty had been a failure! That would be the bitterest +pang of all. + +Soon came luncheon, and Heidseck, and then an afternoon which was gayer +than the morning had been, inasmuch as every one babbled and laughed +more after luncheon. And then there was five o'clock tea on deck, under +the striped Japanese awning, to the jingle of banjos, enlivened by the +wit of black-faced minstrels, amidst wherries and canoes and gondolas, +and ponderous houseboats, and snorting launches, crowding the sides of +the sunlit river, in full view of the crowd yonder in front of the Red +Lion, and here on this nearer bank, and all along either shore, fringing +the green meadows with a gaudy border of smartly-dressed humanity. + +It was a gay scene, and Lesbia gave herself up to the amusement of the +hour, and talked and chaffed as she had learned to talk and chaff in one +brief season, holding her own against all comers. + +Rood Hall looked lovely when they went back to it in the gloaming, an +Elizabethan pile crowned with towers. The four wings with their conical +roofs, the massive projecting windows, grey stone, ruddy brickwork, +lattices reflecting the sunlight, Italian terrace and blue river in the +foreground, cedars and yews at the back, all made a splendid picture of +an English ancestral home. + +'Nice old place, isn't it?' asked Mr. Smithson, seeing Lesbia's +admiring gaze as the launch neared the terrace. They two were standing +in the bows, apart from all the rest. + +'Nice! it is simply perfect.' + +'Oh no, it isn't. There is one thing wanted yet.' + +'What is that?' + +'A wife. You are the only person who can make any house of mine perfect. +Will you?' He took her hand, which she did not withdraw from his grasp. +He bent his head and kissed the little hand in its soft Swedish glove. + +'Will you, Lesbia?' he repeated earnestly; and she answered softly, +'Yes.' + +That one brief syllable was more like a sigh than a spoken word, and it +seemed to her as if in the utterance of that syllable the three thousand +pounds had been paid. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +'KIND IS MY LOVE TO-DAY, TO-MORROW KIND.' + + +While Lady Lesbia was draining the cup of London folly and London care +to the dregs, Lady Mary was leading her usual quiet life beside the +glassy lake, where the green hill-sides and sheep walks were reflected +in all their summer verdure under the cloudless azure of a summer sky. A +monotonous life--passing dull as seen from the outside--and yet Mary was +very happy, happy even in her solitude, with the grave deep joy of a +satisfied heart, a mind at rest. All life had taken a new colour since +her engagement to John Hammond. A sense of new duties, an awakening +earnestness had given a graver tone to her character. Her spirits were +less wild, yet not less joyous than of old. The joy was holier, deeper. + +Her lover's letters were the chief delight of her lonely days. To read +them again and again, and ponder upon them, and then to pour out all her +heart and mind in answering them. These were pleasures enough for her +young life. Hammond's letters were such as any woman might be proud to +receive. They were not love-letters only. He wrote as friend to friend; +not descending from the proud pinnacle of masculine intelligence to the +lower level of feminine silliness; not writing down to a simple country +girl's capacity; but writing fully and fervently, as if there were no +subject too lofty or too grave for the understanding of his betrothed. +He wrote as one sure of being sympathised with, wrote as to his second +self: and Mary showed herself not unworthy of the honour thus rendered +to her intellect. + +There was one world which had newly opened to Mary since her +engagement, and that was the world of politics. Hammond had told her +that his ambition was to succeed as a politician--to do some good in his +day as one of the governing body; and of late she had made it her +business to learn how England and the world outside England were +governed. + +She had no natural leaning to the study of political economy. Instead, +she had always imagined any question relating to the government of her +country to be inherently dry-as-dust and uninviting. But had John +Hammond devoted his days to the study of Coptic manuscripts, or the +arrow-headed inscriptions upon Assyrian tablets, she would have toiled +her hardest in the endeavour to make herself a Coptic scholar, or an +adept in the cuneiform characters. If he had been a student of Chinese, +she would not have been discomfited by such a trifle as the fifty +thousand characters in the Chinese alphabet. + +And so, as he was to make his name in the arena of public life, she set +herself to acquire a proper understanding of the science of politics; +and to this end she gorged herself with English history,--Hume, Hallam, +Green, Justin McCarthy, Palgrave, Lecky, from the days of Witenagemote +to the Reform Bill; the Repeal of the Corn Laws, the Disestablishment of +the Irish Church, Ballot, Trade Unionism, and unreciprocated Free Trade. +No question was deep enough to repel her; for was not her lover +interested in the dryest thereof; and what concerned him and his welfare +must needs be full of interest for her. + +To this end she read the debates religiously day by day; and she one day +ventured shyly to suggest that she should read them aloud to Lady +Maulevrier. + +'Would it not be a little rest for you if I were to read your Times +aloud to you every afternoon, grandmother?' she asked. 'You read so many +books, French, English, and German, and I think your eyes must get a +little tired sometimes.' + +Mary ventured the remark with some timidity, for those falcon eyes were +fixed upon her all the time, bright and clear and steady as the eyes of +youth. It seemed almost an impertinence to suggest that such eyes could +know weariness. + +'No, Mary, my sight holds out wonderfully for an old woman,' replied +her ladyship, gently. 'The new theory of the last oculist whose book I +dipped into--a very amusing and interesting book, by-the-bye--is that +the sight improves and strengthens by constant use, and that an +agricultural labourer, who hardly uses his eyes at all, has rarely in +the decline of life so good a sight as the watchmaker or the student. I +have read immensely all my life, and find myself no worse for that +indulgence. But you may read the debates to me if you like, my dear, for +if my eyes are strong, I myself am very tired. Sick to death, Mary, sick +to death.' + +The splendid eyes turned from Mary, and looked away to the blue sky, to +the hills in their ineffable beauty of colour and light--shifting, +changing with every moment of the summer day. Intense weariness, a +settled despair, were expressed in that look--tearless, yet sadder than +all tears. + +'It must be very monotonous, very sad for you,' murmured Mary, her own +eyes brimming over with tears. 'But it will not be always so, dear +grandmother. I hope a time will come when you will be able to go about +again, to resume your old life.' + +'I do not hope, Mary. No, child, I feel and know that time will never +come. My strength is ebbing slowly day by day. If I live for another +year, live to see Lesbia married, and you, too, perhaps--well, I shall +die at peace. At peace, no; not----' she faltered, and the thin, +semi-transparent hand was pressed upon her brow. 'What will be said of +me when I am dead?' + +Mary feared that her grandmother's mind was wandering. She came and +knelt beside the couch, laid and her head against the satin pillows, +tenderly, caressingly. + +'Dear grandmother, pray be calm,' she murmured. + +'Mary, do not look at me like that, as if you would read my heart. There +are hearts that must not be looked into. Mine is like a charnel-house. +Monotonous, yes; my life has been monotonous. No conventual gloom was +ever deeper than the gloom of Fellside. My boy did nothing to lighten it +for me, and his son followed in his father's footsteps. You and Lesbia +have been my only consolation. Lesbia! I was so proud of her beauty, so +proud and fond of her, because she was like me, and recalled my own +youth. And see how easily she forgets me. She has gone into a new world, +in which my age and my infirmities have no part; and I am as nothing to +her.' + +Mary changed from red to pale, so painful was her embarrassment. What +could she say in defence of her sister? How could she deny that Lesbia +was an ingrate, when those rare and hurried letters, so careless in +their tone, expressing the selfishness of the writer in every syllable, +told but too plainly of forgetfulness and ingratitude? + +'Dear grandmother, Lesbia has so much to do--her life is so full of +engagements,' she faltered feebly. + +'Yes, she goes from party to party--she gives herself up heart and mind +and soul to pleasures which she ought to consider only as the trivial +means to great ends; and she forgets the woman who reared her, and cared +for her, and watched over her from her infancy, and who tried to inspire +her with a noble ambition.--Yes, read to me, child, read. Give me new +thoughts, if you can, for my brain is weary with grinding the old ones. +There was a grand debate in the Lords last night, and Lord Hartfield +spoke. Let me hear his speech. You can read what was said by the man +before him; never mind the rest.' + +Mary read Lord Somebody's speech, which was passing dull, but which +prepared the ground for a magnificent and exhaustive reply from Lord +Hartfield. The question was an important one, affecting the well-being +of the masses, and Lord Hartfield spoke with an eloquence which rose in +force and fire as he wound himself like a serpent into the heart of his +subject--beginning quietly, soberly, with no opening flashes of +rhetoric, but rising gradually to the topmost heights of oratory. + +'What a speech!' cried Lady Maulevrier, delighted, her cheeks glowing, +her eyes kindling; 'what a noble fellow the speaker must be! Oh, Mary, I +must tell you a secret. I loved that man's father. Yes, my dear, I loved +him fondly, dearly, truly, as you love that young man of yours; and he +was the only man I ever really loved. Fate parted us. But I have never +forgotten him--never, Mary, never. At this moment I have but to close my +eyes and I can see his face--see him looking at me as he looked the last +time we met. He was a younger son, poor, his future quite hopeless in +those days; but it was not my fault we were parted. I would have married +him--yes, wedded poverty, just as you are going to marry this Mr. +Hammond; but my people would not let me; and I was too young, too +helpless, to make a good fight. Oh, Mary, if I had only fought hard +enough, what a happy woman I might have been, and how good a wife.' + +'You were a good wife to my grandfather, I am sure,' faltered Mary, by +way of saying something consolatory. + +A dark frown came over Lady Maulevrier's face, which had softened to +deepest tenderness just before. + +'A good wife to Maulevrier,' she said, in a mocking tone. Well, yes, as +good a wife as such a husband deserved. 'I was better than Cæsar's +wife, Mary, for no breath of suspicion ever rested upon my name. But if +I had married Ronald Hollister, I should have been a happy woman; and +that I have never been since I parted from him.' + +'You have never seen the present Lord Hartfield, I think?' + +'Never; but I have watched his career, I have thought of him. His father +died while he was an infant, and he was brought up in seclusion by a +widowed mother, who kept him tied to her apron-strings till he went to +Oxford. She idolised him, and I am told she taught herself Latin and +Greek, mathematics even, in order to help him in his boyish studies, +and, later on, read Greek plays and Latin poetry with him, till she +became an exceptional classic for a woman. She was her son's companion +and friend, sympathised with his tastes, his pleasures, his friendships; +devoted every hour of her life, every thought of her mind to his +welfare, his interests, walked with him, rode with him, travelled half +over Europe, yachted with him. Her friends all declared that the lad +would grow up an odious milksop; but I am told that there never was a +manlier man than Lord Hartfield. From his boyhood he was his mother's +protector, helped to administer her affairs, acquired a premature sense +of responsibility, and escaped almost all those vices which make young +men detestable. His mother died within a few months of his majority. He +was broken-hearted at losing her, and left Europe immediately after her +death. From that time he has been a great traveller. But I suppose now +that he has taken his seat in the House of Lords, and has spoken a good +many times, he means to settle down and take his place among the +foremost men of his day. I am told that he is worthy to take such a +place.' + +'You must feel warmly interested in watching his career,' said Mary, +sympathetically. + +'I am interested in everything that concerns him. I will tell you +another secret, Mary. I think I am getting into my dotage, my dear, or I +should hardly talk to you like this,' said Lady Maulevrier, with a touch +of bitterness. + +Mary was sitting on a stool by the sofa, close to the invalid's pillow. +She clasped her grandmother's hand and kissed it fondly. + +'Dear grandmother, I think you are talking to me like this to-day +because you are beginning to care for me a little,' she said, tenderly. + +'Oh, my dear, you are very good, very sweet and forgiving to care for me +at all, after my neglect of you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with a +sigh. 'I have kept you out in the cold so long, Mary. Lesbia--well, +Lesbia has been a kind of infatuation for me, and like all infatuations +mine has ended in disappointment and bitterness. Ambition has been the +bane of my life, Mary; and when I could no longer be ambitious for +myself--when my own existence had become a mere death in life, I began +to dream and to scheme for the aggrandisement of my granddaughter. +Lesbia's beauty, Lesbia's elegance seemed to make success certain--and +so I dreamt my dream--which may never be fulfilled.' + +'What was your dream, grandmother? May I know all about it?' + +'That was the secret I spoke of just now. Yes, Mary, you may know, for I +fear the dream will never be realised. I wanted my Lesbia to become Lord +Hartfield's wife. I would have brought them together myself, could I +have but gone to London; but, failing that, I fancied Lady Kirkbank +would have divined my wishes without being told them, and would have +introduced Hartfield to Lesbia; and now the London season is drawing to +a close, and Hartfield and Lesbia have never met. He hardly goes +anywhere, I am told. He devotes himself exclusively to politics; and he +is not in Lady Kirkbank's set. A terrible disappointment to me, Mary!' + +'It is a pity,' said Mary. 'Lesbia is so lovely. If Lord Hartfield were +fancy-free he ought to fall in love with her, could they but meet. I +thought that in London all fashionable people knew each other, and were +continually meeting.' + +'It used to be so in my day, Mary. Almack's was a common ground, even if +there had been no other. But now there are circles and circles, I +believe, rings that touch occasionally, but never break and mingle. I am +afraid poor Georgie's set is not quite so nice as I could have wished. +Yet Lesbia writes as if she were in raptures with her chaperon, and with +all the people she meets. And then Georgie tells me that this Mr. +Smithson whom Lesbia has refused is a very important personage, a +millionaire, and very likely to be made a peer.' + +'A new peer,' said Mary, making a wry face. 'One would rather have an +old commoner. I always fancy a newly-made peer must be like a +newly-built house, glaring, and staring, and arid and uncongenial.' + +'_C'est selon_,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'One would not despise a Chatham +or a Wellington because of the newness of his title; but a man who has +only money to recommend him----' + +Lady Maulevrier left her sentence unfinished, save by a shrug; while +Mary made another wry face. She had that grand contempt for sordid +wealth which is common to young people who have never known the want of +money. + +'I hope Lesbia will marry some one better than Mr. Smithson,' she said. + +'I hope so too, dear; and yet do you know I have an idea that Lesbia +means to accept Mr. Smithson, or she would hardly have consented to go +to his house for the Henley week. Here is a letter from Georgie Kirkbank +which you will have to answer for me to-morrow--a letter full of +raptures about Mr. Smithson's place in Berkshire, Rood Hall. I remember +the house well. I was there nearly fifty years ago, when the Heronvilles +owned it; and now the Heronvilles are all dead or ruined, and this city +person is master of the fine old mansion. It is a strange world, Mary.' + +From that time forward Mary and her grandmother were on more +confidential terms, and when, two days later, Fellside was startled into +life by the unexpected arrival of Lord Maulevrier and Mr. Hammond, the +dowager seemed almost as pleased as her granddaughter at the arrival of +the young men. + +As for Mary, she was almost beside herself with joy when she heard their +voices from the lawn, and, rushing to the shrubbery, saw them walk up +the hill, as she had seen them on that first evening nearly a year ago, +when John Hammond came as a stranger to Fellside. + +She tried to take her joy soberly, though her eyes were dancing with +delight, as she went to the porch to meet them. + +'What extraordinary young men you are,' she said, as she emerged +breathless from her lover's embrace. 'The idea of your descending upon +us without a moment's notice. Why did you not write or telegraph, that +your rooms might be ready?' + +'Am I to understand that all the spare rooms at Fellside are kept as +damp as at the bottom of the lake?' asked Maulevrier. 'I did not +think any preparation was necessary; but we can go back if we're +not wanted, can't we, Jack?' + +'You darling,' cried Mary, hanging affectionately upon her brother's +arm. 'You _know_ I was only joking, you _know_ how enraptured I am to +have you.' + +'To have _me_, only me,' said Maulevrier. 'Jack doesn't count, I +suppose?' + +'You know how glad I am, and that I want to hide my gladness,' answered +Mary, radiant and blushing like the rich red roses in the porch. 'You +men are so vain. And now come and see grandmother, she will be cheered +by your arrival. She has been so good to me just lately, so sweet.' + +'She might have been good and sweet to you all your life,' said Hammond. +'I am not prepared to be grateful to her at a moment's notice for any +crumbs of affection she may throw you.' + +'Oh but you must be grateful, sir; and you must love her and pity her,' +retorted Mary. 'Think how sadly she has suffered. We cannot be too kind +to her, or too fond of her, poor dear.' + +'Mary is right,' said Hammond, half in jest and half in earnest. 'What +wonderful instincts these young women have.' + +'Come and see her ladyship; and then you must have dinner, just as you +had that first evening,' said Mary. 'We'll act that first evening over +again, Jack; only you can't fall in love with Lesbia, as she isn't +here.' + +'I don't think I surrendered that first evening, Mary. Though I thought +your sister the loveliest girl I had ever seen.' + +'And what did you think of me, sir? Tell me that,' said Mary. + +'Shall I tell you the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the +truth?' + +'Of course.' + +'Then I freely confess that I did not think about you at all. You were +there--a pretty, innocent, bright young maiden, with big brown eyes and +auburn hair; but I thought no more about you than I did about the +Gainsborough on the wall, which you very much resemble.' + +'That is most humiliating,' said Mary, pouting a little in the midst of +her bliss. + +'No, dearest, it is only natural,' answered Hammond. 'I believe if all +the happy lovers in this world could be questioned, at least half of +them would confess to having thought very little about each other at +first meeting. They meet, and touch hands, and part again, and never +guess the mystery of the future, which wraps them round like a cloud, +never say of each other. There is my fate; and then they meet again, and +again, as hazard wills, and never know that they are drifting to their +doom.' + +Mary rang bells and gave orders, just as she had done in that summer +gloaming a year ago. The young men had arrived just at the same hour, on +the stroke of nine, when the eight o'clock dinner was over and done +with; for a _tête-à-tête_ meal with Fräulein Müller was not a feast to +be prolonged on account of its felicity. Perhaps they had so contrived +as to arrive exactly at this hour. + +Lady Maulevrier received them both with extreme cordiality. But the +young men saw a change for the worse in the invalid since the spring. +The face was thinner, the eyes too bright, the flush upon the hollow +cheek had a hectic tinge, the voice was feebler. Hammond was reminded of +a falcon or an eagle pining and wasting in a cage. + +'I am very glad to see you, Mr. Hammond,' said Lady Maulevrier, giving +him her hand, and addressing him with unwonted cordiality. 'It was a +happy thought that brought you and Maulevrier here. When an old woman is +as near the grave as I am her relatives ought to look after her. I shall +be glad to have a little private conversation with you to-morrow, Mr. +Hammond, if you can spare me a few minutes.' + +'As many hours, if your ladyship pleases,' said Hammond. 'My time is +entirely at your service.' + +'Oh, no, you will want to be roaming about the hills with Mary, +discussing your plans for the future. I shall not encroach too much on +your time. But I am very glad you are here.' + +'We shall only trespass on you for a few days,' said Maulevrier, 'just a +flying visit.' + +'How is it that you are not both at Henley?' asked Mary. 'I thought all +the world was at Henley.' + +'Who is Henley? what is Henley?' demanded Maulevrier, pretending +ignorance. + +'I believe Maulevrier has lost so much money backing his college boat +on previous occasions that he is glad to run away from the regatta this +year,' said Hammond. + +'I have a sister there,' replied his friend. 'That's an all-sufficient +explanation. When a fellow's women-kind take to going to races and +regattas it is high time for _him_ to stop away.' + +'Have you seen Lesbia lately?' asked his grandmother. + +'About ten days ago.' + +'And did she seem happy?' + +Maulevrier shrugged his shoulders. + +'She was vacillating between the refusal or the acceptance of a million +of money and four or five fine houses. I don't know whether that +condition of mind means happiness. I should call it an intermediate +state.' + +'Why do you make silly jokes about serious questions? Do you think +Lesbia means to accept this Mr. Smithson?' + +'All London thinks so.' + +'And is he a good man?' + +'Good for a hundred thousand pounds at half an hour's notice.' + +'Is he worthy of your sister?' + +Maulevrier paused, looked at his grandmother with a curious expression, +and then replied-- + +'I think he is--quite.' + +'Then I am content that she should marry him,' said Lady Maulevrier, +'although he is a nobody.' + +'Oh, but he is a very important nobody, a nobody who can get a peerage +next year, backed by the Maulevrier influence, which I suppose would +count for something.' + +'Most of my friends are dead,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'but there are a +few survivors of the past who might help me.' + +'I don't think there'll be any difficulty or doubt about the peerage. +Smithson stumped up very handsomely at the last General Election, and +the Conservatives are not strong enough to be ungrateful. "These have +no master."' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +WAYS AND MEANS. + + +The three days that followed were among the happiest days of Mary +Haselden's young life. Lady Maulevrier had become strangely indulgent. A +softening influence of some kind had worked upon that haughty spirit, +and it seemed as if her whole nature was changed--or it might be, Mary +thought, that this softer side of her character had always been turned +to Lesbia, while to Mary herself it was altogether new. Lesbia had been +the peach on the sunny southern wall, ripening and reddening in a flood +of sunshine; Mary had been the stunted fruit growing in a north-east +corner, hidden among leaves, blown upon by cold winds green and hard and +sour for lack of the warm bright light. And now Mary felt the sunshine, +and grew glad and gay in those glowing beams. + +'Dear grandmother, I believe you are beginning to love me,' she said, +bending over to arrange the invalid's pillows in the July morning, the +fresh mountain air blowing in upon old and young from the great open +window, like a caress. + +'I am beginning to know you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gently. + +'I think it is the magic of love, Mary, that has sweetened and softened +your nature, and endeared you to me. I think you have grown ever so much +sweeter a girl since your engagement. Or it may be that you were the +same always, and it was I who was blind. Lesbia was all in all to me. +All in all--and now I am nothing to her,' she murmured, to herself +rather than to Mary. + +'I am so proud to think that you see an improvement in me since my +engagement,' said Mary, modestly. 'I have tried very hard to improve +myself, so that I might be more worthy of him.' + +'You are worthy, Mary, worthy of the best and the highest: and I believe +that, although you are making what the world calls a very bad match, you +are marrying wisely. You are wedding yourself to a life of obscurity; +but what does that matter, if it be a happy life? I have known what it +is to pursue the phantom fortune, and to find youth and hope and +happiness vanish from the pathway which I followed.' + +'Dear grandmother, I wish you had been able to marry the man of your +choice,' answered Mary, tenderly. + +She was ready to weep over that wasted life of her grandmother's; to +weep for that forced parting of true lovers, albeit the tragedy was half +a century old. + +'I should have been a happier woman and a better woman if fate had been +kind to me, Mary,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gravely; 'and now that I am +daily drawing nearer the land of shadows, I will not stand in the way of +faithful lovers. I have a fancy, Mary, that I have not many months to +live.' + +'Only an invalid's fancy,' said Mary, stooping down to kiss the pale +forehead, so full of thought and care; 'only a morbid fancy, nursed in +the monotony of this quiet room. Maulevrier and Jack and I must find +some way of amusing you.' + +'You will never amuse me out of that conviction, my dear. I can see the +shadows lengthening and the sands running out. There are but a few +grains left in the glass, Mary; and while those last I should like to +see you and Mr. Hammond married. I should like to feel that your fate is +settled before I go. God knows what confusion and trouble may follow my +death.' + +This was said with a sharp ring of despair. + +'I am not going to leave you, grandmother,' said Mary. + +'Not even for the man you love? You are a good girl, Mary. Lesbia has +forsaken me for a lesser temptation.' + +'Grandmother, that is hardly fair. It was your own wish to have Lesbia +presented this season,' remonstrated Mary, loyal to the absent. + +'True, my dear. I saw she was very tired of her life here, and I thought +it was better. But I'm sorely afraid London has spoiled her. No, Mary, +you can stay with me to the end, if you like. There is room enough for +you and your husband under this roof. I like this Mr. Hammond. His is +the only face that ever recalled the face of the dead. Yes, I like him; +and although I know nothing about him except what Maulevrier tells +me--and that is of the scantiest--still I feel, somehow, that I can +trust him. Send your lover to me, Mary. I want to have a serious talk +with him.' + +Mary ran off to obey, fluttered, blushing, and trembling. This idea of +marriage in the immediate future was to be the last degree startling. A +year had seemed a very long time; and she had been told that she and her +lover must wait a year at the very least; so that vision of marriage had +seemed afar off in the dim shadowland of the future. She had been told +nothing by her lover of where she was to live, or what her life was to +be like when she was his wife. And now she was told that they were to be +married almost immediately, that they were to live in the house where +she had been reared, in that familiar land of hills and waters, that +they were to roam about the dales and mountains together, they two, as +man and wife. The whole thing was wonderful, bewildering, impossible +almost. + +This was on the first morning after Mr. Hammond's arrival. Maulevrier +had gone off to hunt the Rotha for otters, and was up to his waist in +the water, no doubt, by this time. Hammond was strolling up and down the +terrace in front of the house, looking at the green expanse of +Fairfield, the dark bulk of Seat Sandal, the nearer crests of Helm Crag +and Silver Howe. + +'You are to come to her ladyship directly, please,' said Mary, going up +to him. + +He took both her hands, drew her nearer to him, smiling down at her. +They had been sitting side by side at the breakfast table half-an-hour +ago, he waiting upon her as she poured out the tea; yet by his tender +greeting and the delight in his face it might have been supposed they +had not met for weeks. Such are the sweet inanities of love. + +'What does her ladyship want with me, darling? and why are you +blushing?' he asked. + +'I--I think she is going to talk about--our--marriage,' faltered Mary. + +'"Why, I will talk to her upon this theme until mine eyelids can no +longer wag,"' quoted Hammond. 'Take me to her, Mary. I hope her ladyship +is growing sensible.' + +'She is very kind, very sweet. She has changed so much of late.' + +Mary went with him to the door of her ladyship's sitting-room, and there +left him to go in alone. She went to the library--that room over which a +gloomy shadow seemed to have hung ever since that awful winter afternoon +when Mary found Lady Maulevrier lying on the floor in the twilight. But +it was a noble room, and in her studious hours Mary loved to sit here, +walled round with books, and able to consult or dip into as many volumes +as she liked. To-day, however, her mind was not attuned to study. She +sat with a volume of Macaulay open before her: but her thoughts were not +with the author. She was wondering what those two were saying in the +room overhead, and finding all attempts at reading futile, she let her +head sink back upon the cushion of her deep luxurious chair, and sat +with her dreamy eyes fixed on the summer landscape and her thoughts with +her lover. + +Lady Maulevrier looked very wan and tired in the bright morning light, +when Mr. Hammond seated himself beside her sofa. The change in her +appearance since the spring was more marked to-day than it had seemed to +him last night in the dim lamplight. Yes, there was need here for a +speedy settlement of all earthly matters. The traveller was nearing the +mysterious end of the journey. The summons might come at any hour. + +'Mr. Hammond, I feel a confidence in your integrity, your goodness of +heart, and high principle which I never thought I could feel for a man +of whom I know so little,' began Lady Maulevrier, gravely. 'All I know +of you or your antecedents is what my grandson has told me--and I must +say that the information so given has been very meagre. And yet I +believe in you--and yet I am going to trust you, wholly, blindly, +implicitly--and I am going to give you my granddaughter, ever so much +sooner than I intended to give her to you. Soon, very soon, if you will +have her!' + +'I will have her to-morrow, if there is time to get a special licence,' +exclaimed Hammond, bending down to kiss the dowager's hand, radiant with +delight. + +'You shall marry her very soon, if you like, marry her by special +licence, in this room. I should like to see your wedding. I have a +strange impatience to behold one of my granddaughters happily married, +to know that her future is secure, that come weal, come woe, she is safe +in the protection of a brave true man. I am not scared by the idea of a +little poverty. That is often the best education for youth. But while +you and I are alone we may as well talk about ways and means. Perhaps +you may hardly feel prepared to take upon yourself the burden of a wife +this year.' + +'As well this year as next. I am not afraid.' + +'Young men are so rash. However, as long as I live your responsibilities +will be only nominal. This house will be Mary's home, and yours whenever +you are able to occupy it. Of course I should not like to interfere with +your professional efforts--but if you are cultivating literature,--why +books can be written at Fellside better than in London. This lakeland of +ours has been the nursery of deathless writers. But I feel that my days +are numbered--and when I am dead--well death is always a cause of change +and trouble of some kind, and Mary will profit very little by my death. +The bulk of my fortune is left to Lesbia. I have taught her to consider +herself my heiress; and it would be unjust to alter my will.' + +'Pray do not dream of such a thing--there is no need--Mary will be rich +enough,' exclaimed Hammond, hastily. + +'With five hundred a year and the fruits of your industry,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'Yes, yes, with modest aspirations and simple habits, people +can live happily, honourably, on a few hundreds a year. And if you +really mean to devote yourself to literature, and do not mind burying +yourself alive in this lake district until you have made your name as a +writer, why the problem of ways and means will be easily solved.' + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, I am not afraid of ways and means. That is the +last question which need trouble you. I told Lesbia when I offered +myself to her nearly a year ago, that if she would trust me, if she +would cleave to me, poverty should never touch her, sordid care should +never come near her dwelling. But she could not believe me. She was like +Thomas the twin. I could show her no palpable security for my +promise--and she would not believe for the promise' sake. Mary trusted +me; and Mary shall not regret her confidence.' + +'Ah! it was different with Lesbia,' sighed Lady Maulevrier. 'I taught +her to be ambitious. She had been schooled to set a high price upon +herself. I know she cared for you--very much, even. But she could not +face poverty; or, if you like, I will say that she could not face an +obscure existence--sacrifice her ambition, a justifiable ambition in one +so lovely, at the bidding of her first wooer. And then, again, she was +told that if she married you, she would for ever forfeit my regard. You +must not blame her for obeying me.' + +'I do not blame her; for I have won the peerless pearl--the jewel above +all price--a perfect woman. And now, dear Lady Maulevrier, give me but +your consent, and I am off to York this afternoon, to interview the +Archbishop, and get the special licence, which will allow me to wed my +darling here by your couch to-morrow afternoon.' + +'I have no objection to your getting the licence immediately; but you +must let me write a cheque before you go. A special licence is +expensive--I believe it costs fifty pounds.' + +'If it cost a thousand I should not think it dear. But I have a notion +that I shall be able to get the licence--cheap. You have made me wild +with happiness.' + +'But you must not refuse my cheque.' + +'Indeed I must, Lady Maulevrier. I am not quite such a pauper as you +think me.' + +'But fifty pounds and the expenses of the journey; an outlay altogether +unexpected on your part. I begin to fear that you are very reckless. A +spendthrift shall never marry my granddaughter, with my consent.' + +'I have never yet spent above half my income.' + +Lady Maulevrier looked at him in wonderment and perplexity. Had the +young man gone suddenly out of his mind, overwhelmed by the greatness of +his bliss? + +'But I thought you were poor,' she faltered. + +'It has pleased you to think so, dear Lady Maulevrier; but I have more +than enough for all my wants, and I shall be able to provide a fitting +home for my Mary, when you can spare her to preside over her own +establishment.' + +'Establishment' seemed rather a big word, but Lady Maulevrier supposed +that in this case it meant a cook and housemaid, with perhaps later on a +boy in buttons, to break windows and block the pantry sink with missing +teaspoons. + +'Well, Mr. Hammond, this is quite an agreeable surprise,' she said, +after a brief silence. 'I really thought you were poor--as poor as a +young man of gentlemanlike habits could be, and yet exist. Perhaps you +will wonder why, thinking this, I brought myself to consent to your +marriage with my granddaughter.' + +'It was a great proof of your confidence in me, or in Providence,' +replied Hammond, smiling. + +'It was no such thing. I was governed by a sentiment--a memory. It was +my love for the dead which softened my heart towards you, John Hammond.' + +'Indeed!' he murmured, softly. + +'There was but one man in this world I ever fondly loved--the love of my +youth--my dearest and best, in the days when my heart was fresh and +innocent and unambitious. That man was Ronald Hollister, afterwards Lord +Hartfield. And yours is the only face that ever recalled his to my mind. +It is but a vague likeness--a look now and then; but slight as that +likeness is it has been enough to make my heart yearn towards you, as +the heart of a mother to her son.' + +John Hammond knelt beside the sofa, and bent his handsome face over the +pale face on the pillow, imprinting such a kiss as a son might have +given. His eyes were full of tears. + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, think that it is the spirit of the dead which +blesses you for your fidelity to old memories,' he said, tenderly. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +BY SPECIAL LICENCE. + + +After that interview with John Hammond all the arrangements for the +marriage were planned by Lady Maulevrier with a calm and business-like +capacity which seemed extraordinary in one so frail and helpless. For a +little while after Hammond left her she remained lost in a reverie, +deeply affected by the speech and manner of her granddaughter's lover, +as he gave her that first kiss of duty and affection, the affection of +one who in that act declared the allegiance of a close and holy bond. + +Yes, she told herself, this marriage, humble as it might be, was +altogether satisfactory. Her own feeling towards the man of her +granddaughter's choice was one of instinctive affection. Her heart had +yearned to him from the beginning of their acquaintance; but she had +schooled herself to hide all indications of her liking for him, she had +made every effort to keep him at a distance, deeming his very merits a +source of danger in a household where there were two fresh +impressionable girls. + +And despite all her caution and care he had succeeded in winning one of +those girls: and she was glad, very glad, that he had so succeeded in +baffling her prudence. And now it was agreeable to discover that he was +not quite such a pauper as she had supposed him to be. + +Her heart felt lighter than it had been for some time when she set about +planning the wedding. + +The first step in the business was to send for James Steadman. He came +immediately, grave and quiet as of old, and stood with his serious eyes +bent upon the face of his mistress, awaiting her instructions. + +'Lady Mary is going to be married to Mr. Hammond, by special licence, in +this room, to-morrow afternoon, if it can be managed so soon,' said Lady +Maulevrier. + +'I am very glad to hear it, my lady,' answered Steadman, without the +faintest indication of surprise. + +'Why are you so--particularly glad?' asked his mistress, looking at him +sharply. + +'Because Lady Mary's presence in this house is a source of danger +to--your arrangements. She is very energetic and enterprising--very +shrewd--and--well, she is a woman--so I suppose there can be no harm in +saying she is somewhat inquisitive. Things will be much safer here when +Lady Mary is gone!' + +'But she will not be gone--she is not going away--except for a very +brief honeymoon. I cannot possibly do without her. She has become +necessary to my life, Steadman; and there is so little left of that life +now, that there is no need for me to sacrifice the last gleams of +sunshine. The girl is very sweet, and loving, and true. I was not half +fond enough of her in the past; but she has made herself very dear to me +of late. There are many things in this life, Steadman, which we only +find out too late.' + +'But, surely, my lady, Lady Mary will leave Fellside to go to a home of +her own after her marriage.' + +'No, I tell you, Steadman,' his mistress answered, with a touch of +impatience; 'Lady Mary and her husband will make this house their home +so long as I am here. It will not be long.' + +'God grant it may be very long before you cease to be mistress here,' +answered Steadman, with real feeling; and then in a lower tone he went +on: 'Pardon me, my lady, for the suggestion, but do you think it wise to +have Mr. Hammond here as a resident?' + +'Why should it not be wise? Mr. Hammond is a gentleman.' + +'True, my lady; but any accident, such as that which brought Lady Mary +into the old garden----' + +'No such accident need occur--it must not occur, Steadman,' exclaimed +Lady Maulevrier, with kindling eyes. She who had so long ruled supreme +was not inclined to have any desire of hers questioned. 'There must have +been gross carelessness that day--carelessness on your part, or that +stable door would never have been left open. The key ought to have been +in your possession. It ought not to have been in the power of the +stableman to open that door. As to Mr. Hammond's presence at Fellside, I +cannot see any danger--any reason why harm should come of it, more than +of Lord Maulevrier's presence here in the past.' + +'The two gentlemen are so different, my lady,' said Steadman, with a +gloomy brow. 'His lordship is so light-hearted and careless, his mind +taken up with his horses, guns, dogs, fishing, shooting, and all kinds +of sport. He is not a gentleman to take much notice of anything out of +his own line. But this Mr. Hammond is different--a very thoughtful +gentleman, an inquiring mind, as one would say.' + +'Steadman, you are getting cowardly in your old age. The danger--such a +risk as you hint at, must be growing less and less every day. After +forty years of security----' + +'Security' echoed Steadman, with a monosyllabic laugh which expressed +intense bitterness. 'Say forty years during which I have felt myself +upon the edge of a precipice every day and every hour. Security! But +perhaps you are right, my lady, I am growing old and nervous, a feebler +man than I was a few years ago, feebler in body and mind. Let Mr. +Hammond make his home here, if it pleases your ladyship to have him. So +long as I am well and able to get about there can be no danger of +anything awkward happening.' + +Lady Maulevrier looked alarmed. + +'But you have no expectation of falling ill, I hope, Steadman; you have +no premonition of any malady?' + +'No, my lady, none--except the malady of old age. I feel that I am not +the man I once was, that is all. My brain is getting woolly, and my +sight is clouded now and then. And if I were to fall ill suddenly----' + +'Oh, it would be terrible, it would be a dire calamity! There is your +wife, certainly, to look after things, but----' + +'My wife would do her best, my lady. She is a faithful creature, but she +is not--yes, without any unkindness I must say that Mrs. Steadman is not +a genius!' + +'Oh, Steadman, you must not fail me! I am horror-stricken at the mere +idea,' exclaimed Lady Maulevrier. 'After forty years--great God! it +would be terrible. Lesbia, Mary, Maulevrier! the great, malignant, +babbling world outside these doors. I am hemmed round with perils. For +God's sake preserve your strength. Take care of your health. You are my +strong rock. If you feel that there is anything amiss with you, or that +your strength is failing, consult Mr. Horton--neglect no precaution. The +safety of this house, of the family honour, hangs upon you.' + +'Pray do not agitate yourself, my lady,' entreated Steadman. 'I was +wrong to trouble you with my fears. I shall not fail you, be sure. +Although I am getting old, I shall hold out to the end.' + +'The end cannot be very far off,' said Lady Maulevrier, gloomily. + +'I thought that forty years ago, my lady. But you are right--the end +must be near now. Yes, it must be near. And now, my lady, your orders +about the wedding.' + +'It will take place to-morrow, as I told you, in this room. You will go +to the Vicar and ask him to officiate. His two daughters will no doubt +consent to be Lady Mary's bridesmaids. You will make the request in my +name. Perhaps the Vicar will call this afternoon and talk matters over +with me. Lady Mary and her husband will go to Cumberland for a brief +honeymoon--a week at most--and then they will come back to Fellside. +Tell Mrs. Power to prepare the east wing for them. She will make one of +the rooms into a boudoir for Lady Mary; and let everything be as bright +and pretty as good taste can make it. She can telegraph to London for +any new furniture that may be wanted to complete her arrangements. And +now send Lady Mary to me.' + +Mary came, fresh from the pine-wood, where she had been walking with her +lover; her lover of to-day, her husband to-morrow. He had told her how +he was to start for York directly after luncheon, and to come back by +the earliest train next day, and how they two were to be married +to-morrow afternoon. + +'It is more wonderful than any dream that I ever dreamt.' exclaimed +Mary. 'But how can it be? I have not even a wedding gown.' + +'A fig for wedding gowns! It is Mary I am to wed, not her gown. Were you +clad like patient Grisel I should be content. Besides you have no end of +pretty gowns. And you are to be dressed for travelling, remember; for I +am going to carry you off to Lodore directly we are married, and you +will have to clamber up the rocky bed of the waterfall to see the sun +set behind the Borrowdale hills in your wedding gown. It had better be +one of those neat little tailor gowns which become you so well.' + +'I will wear whatever you tell me,' answered Mary. 'I shall always dress +to please you, and not the outside world.' + +'Will you, my Griselda. Some day you shall be dressed as Grisel was-- + + "In a cloth of gold that brighte shone, + With a coroune of many a riche stone." + +'Yes, you darling, when you are Lord Chancellor; and till that day comes +I will wear tailor gowns, linsey-wolsey, anything you like,' cried Mary, +laughing. + +She ran to her grandmother's room, ineffably content, without a thought +of trousseau or finery; but then Mary Haselden was one of those few +young women for whom life is not a question of fashionable raiment. + +'Mary, I am going to send you off upon your honeymoon to-morrow +afternoon,' said Lady Maulevrier, smiling at the bright, happy face +which was bent over her. 'Will you come back and nurse a fretful old +woman when the honeymoon is over?' + +'The honeymoon will never be over,' answered Mary, joyously. 'Our wedded +life is to be one long honeymoon. But I will come back in a very few +days, and take care of you. I am not going to let you do without me, now +that you have learnt to love me.' + +'And will you be content to stay with me when your husband has gone to +London?' + +'Yes, but I shall try to prevent his going very often, or staying very +long. I shall try to wind myself into his heart, so that there will be +an aching void there when we are parted.' + +Lady Maulevrier proceeded to tell Mary all her arrangements. Three +handsome rooms in the east wing, a bedroom, dressing-room, and boudoir, +were to be made ready for the newly-married couple. Fräulein Müller was +to be dismissed with a retiring pension, in order that Lady Mary and her +husband might feel themselves master and mistress in the lower part of +the house. + +'And if your husband really means to devote himself to literature, he +can have no better workshop than the library I have put together,' said +Lady Maulevrier. + +'And no better adviser and guide than you, dear grandmother, you who +have read everything that has been written worth reading during the last +half century.' + +'I have read a great deal, Mary, but I hardly know if I am any wiser on +that account,' answered Lady Maulevrier. 'After all, however much of +other people's wisdom we may devour, it is in ourselves that we are +thus, or thus. Our past follies rise up against us at the end of life; +and we see how little our book-learning has helped us to stand against +foolish impulses, against evil passions. "Be good," Mary, "and let who +will be wise," as the poet says. A faithful heart is your only anchor in +the stormy seas of life. My dear, I am so glad you are going to be +married.' + +'It is very sudden,' said Mary. + +'Very sudden; yet in your case that does not much matter. You have quite +made up your mind about Mr. Hammond, I believe.' + +'Made up my mind! I began to worship him the first night he came here.' + +'Foolish child. Well, there is no need to wait for settlements. You have +only your allowance as Lord Maulevrier's daughter--a first charge on the +estate, which cannot be made away with or anticipated, and of which no +husband can deprive you.' + +'He shall have every sixpence of it,' murmured Mary. + +'And Mr. Hammond, though he tells me he is better off than I supposed, +can have nothing to settle. So there will be nothing forfeited by a +marriage without settlements.' + +Mary could not enter upon the question. It was even of less importance +than the wedding gown. + +The gong sounded for luncheon. + +'Steadman's dogcart is to take Mr. Hammond to the station at half-past +two,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'so you had better go and give him his +luncheon.' + +Mary needed no second bidding. She flew downstairs, and met her lover in +the hall. + +What a happy luncheon it was! Fräulein 'mounched, and mounched, and +mounched,' like the sailor's wife eating chestnuts: but those two lovers +lunched upon moonshine, upon each other's little words and little looks, +upon their own ineffable bliss. They sat side by side, and helped each +other to the nicest things on the table, but neither could eat, and +they got considerably mixed in their way of eating, taking chutnee with +strawberry cream, and currant jelly with asparagus. What did it matter? +Everything tasted of bliss. + +'You have had absolutely nothing to eat,' said Mary, piteously, as the +dogcart came grinding round upon the dry gravel. + +'Oh, I have done splendidly--thanks. I have just had a macaroon and some +of that capital gorgonzola. God bless you, dearest, and _à revoir, à +revoir_ to-morrow.' + +'And to-morrow I shall be Mary Hammond,' cried Mary, clasping her hands. +'Isn't it capital fun?' + +They were in the porch alone. The servants were all at dinner, save the +groom with the cart. Miss Müller was still munching at the well-spread +table in the dining-room. + +John Hammond folded his sweetheart in his arms for one brief embrace; +there was no time for loitering. In another moment he was springing into +the cart. A shake of the reins, and he was driving slowly down the steep +avenue. + +'Life is full of partings,' Mary said to herself, as she watched the +last glimpse of the dogcart between the trees down in the road below, +'but this one is to be very short, thank God.' + +She wondered what she should do with herself for the rest of the +afternoon, and finally, finding that she was not wanted by her +grandmother until afternoon tea, she set out upon a round of visits to +her favourite cottagers, to bid them a long farewell as a spinster. + +'You'll be away a long time, I suppose, Lady Mary?' said one of her +humble friends; 'you'll be going to Switzerland or Italy, or some of +those foreign parts where great ladies and gentlemen travel for their +honeymoons?' + +But Mary declared that she would be absent a week at longest. She was +coming back to take care of her invalid grandmother; and she was not +going to marry a great gentleman, but a man who would have to work for +his living. + +She went back to Fellside, and read the _Times_, and poured out Lady +Maulevrier's tea, and sat on her low stool by the sofa, and the old and +the young woman were as happy and confidential together as if they had +been always the nearest and dearest to each other. Her ladyship had seen +Miss Müller, and had informed that excellent person that her services at +Fellside would no longer be required after Lady Mary's marriage; but +that her devotion to her duties during the last fourteen years should be +rewarded by a pension which, together with her savings, would enable her +to spend the rest of her days in repose. Miss Müller was duly grateful, +and owned to a tender longing for the _Heimath_, and declared herself +ready to retire from her post whenever her ladyship pleased. + +'I shall go back to Germany directly I leave you, and I shall live and +die there, unless I am wanted by one of my old pupils. But should Lady +Lesbia or Lady Mary need my services for their daughters, in days to +come, they can command me. For no one else will I abandon the +Fatherland.' + +The Fräulein thus easily disposed of, Lady Mary felt that matrimony +would verily mean independence. And yet she was prepared to regard her +husband as her master. She meant to obey him in all meekness and +reverence of spirit. + +She spent the rest of the afternoon and the whole of the evening in her +grandmother's sitting-room, dining _tête-à-tête_ with the invalid for +the first time since her illness. Lady Maulevrier talked much of Mary's +future, and of Lesbia's; but it was evident that she was full of +uneasiness upon the latter subject. + +'I don't know what Lesbia is going to do with her life,' she said, with +a sigh. 'Her letters tell me of nothing but gowns and parties; and +Georgina Kirkbank can only expatiate upon Mr. Smithson's wealth, and the +grand position he is going to occupy by-and-by. I should like to see +both my granddaughters married before I die--yes, I should like to see +Lesbia's fate secure, if she were to be only Lady Lesbia Smithson.' + +'She cannot fail to make a good match, grandmother,' said Mary. + +'I am beginning to lose faith in her future,' answered Lady Maulevrier. +'There seems to be a fatality about the career of particularly +attractive girls. They are too confident of their power to succeed in +life. They trifle with fortune, fascinate the wrong people, and keep the +right people at arm's length. I think if I had been Lesbia's guide in +society her first season would have counted for more than it is likely +to count for under Lady Kirkbank's management. I should have awakened +Lesbia from the dream of dress and dancing--the mere butterfly life of a +girl who never looks beyond the present moment. But now go and give +orders about your packing, Mary. It is past ten, and Clara had better +pack your trunks early to-morrow morning.' + +Clara was a modest Easedale damsel, who had been promoted to be Lady +Mary's personal attendant, when the more mature Kibble had gone away +with Lady Lesbia. Mary required very little waiting upon, but she was +not the less glad to have a neat little smiling maiden devoted to her +service, ready to keep her rooms neat and trim, to go on errands to the +cottagers, to arrange the flowers in the old china bowls, and to make +herself generally useful. + +It seemed a strange thing to have to furnish a trousseau from the +wardrobe of everyday life--a trousseau in which nothing, except +half-a-dozen pairs of gloves, a pair of boots, and a few odds and ends +of lace and ribbons would be actually new. Mary thought very little of +the matter, but the position of things struck her maid as altogether +extraordinary and unnatural. + +'You should have seen the things Miss Freeman had, Lady Mary,' exclaimed +the damsel, 'the daughter of that cotton-spinning gentleman from +Manchester, who lives at The Gables--you should have seen her new gowns +and things when she was married. Mrs. Freeman's maid keeps company with +my brother James--he's in the stables at Freeman's, you know, Lady +Mary--and she asked me in to look at the trousseau two days before the +wedding. I never saw such beautiful dresses--such hats--such +bonnets--such jackets and mantles. It was like going into one of those +grand shops at York, and having all the things in the shop pulled out +for one to look at--such silks and satins--and trimmed--ah! how those +dresses was trimmed. The mystery was how the young lady could ever get +herself into them, or sit down when she'd got one of them on.' + +'Instruments of torture, Clara. I should hate such gowns, even if I were +going to marry a rich man, as I suppose Miss Freeman was.' + +'Not a bit of it, Lady Mary. She was only going to marry a Bolton doctor +with a small practice; but her maid told me she was determined she'd get +all she could out of her pa, in case he should lose all his money and go +bankrupt. They said that trousseau cost two thousand pounds.' + +'Well, Clara, I'd rather have my tailor gowns, in which I can scramble +about the ghylls and crags just as I like.' There was a pale yellow +Indian silk, smothered with soft yellow lace, which would serve for a +wedding gown; for indifferent as Mary was to the great clothes question, +she wanted to look in some wise as a bride. A neat chocolate-coloured +cloth, almost new from the tailor's hands, with a little cloth toque to +match, would do for the wedding journey. All the details of Mary's +wardrobe were the perfection of neatness. She had grown very neat and +careful in her habits since her engagement, anxious to be industrious +and frugal in all things--a really handy housewife for a hard-worked +bread-winner. And now she was told that Mr. Hammond was not so poor as +she had thought. She would not be obliged to stint herself, and manage, +as she had supposed when she went about among the cottagers, taking +lessons in household economy. It was almost a disappointment. + +She and Clara finished the packing that night, Mary being much too +excited for the possibility of sleep. There was not much to pack, only +one roomy American trunk--a trunk which held everything--a Gladstone bag +for things that might possibly be wanted in a hurry, and a handsome +dressing-bag, Maulevrier's last birthday gift to his sister. + +Mary had received no gifts from her lover, save the plain gold +engagement ring, and a few new books sent straight from the publishers. +Clara took care to inform her young mistress that Miss Freeman's +sweetheart had sent her all manner of splendid presents, scent bottles, +photograph albums, glove boxes, and other things of beauty, albeit his +means were supposed to be _nil_. It was evident that Clara disapproved +of Mr. Hammond's conduct in this matter, and even suspected him of +meanness. + +'He did ought to have sent you his photograph, Lady Mary,' said Clara, +with a reproachful air. + +'I daresay he would have done so, Clara, but he has been photographed +only once in his life.' + +'Lawk a mercy, Lady Mary! Why most young gentlemen have themselves +photographed in every new place they go to; and as Mr. Hammond has been +a traveller, like his lordship, I made sure he'd have been photographed +in knickerbockers and every other kind of attitude.' + +Mary had not refrained from asking for her lover's portrait; and he had +told her that he had carefully abstained from having his countenance +reproduced in any manner since his fifteenth year, when he had been +photographed at his mother's desire. + +'The present fashion of photographs staring out of every stationer's +window makes a man's face public property,' he told Mary. 'I don't want +every street Arab in London to recognise me.' + +'But you are not a public man,' said Mary. 'Your photograph would not be +in all the windows; although, in my humble opinion, you are a very +handsome man.' + +Hammond blushed, laughed, and turned the conversation, and Mary had to +exist without any picture of her lover. + +'Millais shall paint me in his grand Reynolds manner by-and-by,' he told +Mary. + +'Millais! Oh, Jack! When will you and I be able to give a thousand or so +for a portrait?' + +'Ah, when, indeed? But we may as well enjoy our day-dreams, like +Alnaschar, without smashing our basket of crockery.' + +And now Mary, who had managed to exist without the picture, was to have +the original. He was to be all her own--her master, her lord, her love, +after to-morrow--unto eternity, in life, and in the grave, and in the +dim hereafter beyond the grave, they two were to be one. In heaven there +was to be no marrying or giving in marriage, Mary was told; but her own +heart cried aloud to her that the happily wedded must remain linked in +heaven. God would not part the blessed souls of true lovers. + +A short sleep, broken by happy dreams, and it was morning, Mary's +wedding morning, fairest of summer days, July in all her beauty. Mary +went to her grandmother's room, and waited upon her at breakfast. + +Lady Maulevrier was in excellent spirits. + +'Everything is arranged, Mary. I have had a telegram from Hammond, who +has got the licence, and will come at half-past one. At three the Vicar +will come to marry you, his daughters, Katie and Laura, acting as your +bridesmaids.' + +'Bridesmaids!' exclaimed Mary. 'I forgot all about bridesmaids. Am I +really to have any?' + +'You will have two girls of your own age to bear you company, at any +rate. I have asked dear old Horton to be present; and he, Fräulein, and +Maulevrier will complete the party. It will not be a brilliant wedding, +Mary, or a costly ceremonial, except for the licence.' + +'And poor Jack will have to pay for that,' said Mary, with a long face. + +'Poor Jack refused to let me pay for it,' answered Lady Maulevrier. 'He +is vastly independent, and I fear somewhat reckless.' + +'I like him for his independence; but he mustn't be reckless,' said +Mary, severely. + +He was to be the master in all things! and yet she was to exercise a +restraining influence, she was to guard him against his own weaknesses, +his too generous impulses. Her voice was to be the voice of prudence. +This is how Mary understood the marriage tie. + +Under ordinary conditions Mary would have been in the avenue, lying in +wait for her lover, eager to get the very first glimpse of him when he +arrived, to see him before he had brushed the dust of the journey from +his raiment. But to-day she hung back. She stayed in her grandmother's +room and sat beside the sofa, shy, and even a little downcast. This +lover who was so soon to be transformed into a husband was a formidable +personage. She dare not rush forth to greet him. Perhaps he had changed +his mind by this time, and was sorry he had ever asked her to marry him. +Perhaps he thought he was being hustled into a marriage. He had been +told that he was to wait at least a year. And now, all in a moment, he +was sent off to get a special licence. How could she be quite sure that +he liked this kind of treatment? + +If there is any faith to be placed in the human countenance, Mr. Hammond +was in no wise an unwilling bridegroom; for his face beamed with happy +light as he came into the room presently, followed by an elderly man +with grey hair and whiskers, and in a strictly professional frock coat, +whom the butler announced as Mr. Dorncliffe. Lady Maulevrier looked +startled, somewhat offended even at this intrusion, and she gave Mr. +Dorncliffe a very haughty salutation, which was almost more crushing +than no salutation at all. + +Mary stood up by her grandmother's sofa, and looked rather frightened. + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier,' said Hammond, 'I ventured to telegraph to my +lawyer to meet me at York last night, and come on here with me this +morning. He has prepared a settlement, which I should like you to hear +him read, and which he will explain to you, if necessary, while Molly +and I go for a stroll in the grounds.' + +He had never called her Molly before. He put his arm round her with a +proud air of possession, even under her grandmother's eyes. And she +nestled close up to his side, forgetting everything but the delight of +belonging to him. + +They went downstairs, and through the billiard room to the terrace, and +from the terrace to the tennis lawn, where John Hammond sat reading +Heine nearly a year ago, just before he proposed to Lesbia. + +'Do you remember that day?' asked Mary, looking at him, solemnly. + +'I remember every day and every hour we have spent together since I began +to love you,' answered Hammond. + +'Ah, but this was before you began to love me,' said Mary, with a +piteous little grimace. 'This was while you were loving Lesbia as hard +as ever you could. Don't you remember the day you proposed to her--a +lovely summer day like this, the lake just as blue, the sun shining upon +Fairfield just as it is shining now, and you sat there reading +Heine--those sweet, sweet verses, that seemed made of sighs and tears; +and every now and then you paused and looked up at Lesbia, and there was +more love in your eyes than in all Heine's poetry, though that brims +over with love.' + +'But how did you know all this, Molly? You were not here.' + +'I was not very far off. I was behind those bushes, watching and +listening. I knew you were in love with Lesbia, and I thought you +despised me, and I was very, very wretched; and I listened afterwards +when you proposed to her there--behind the pine trees--and I hated her +for refusing you, and I am afraid I hated you for proposing to her.' + +'When I ought to have been proposing to my Molly, blind fool that I +was,' said Hammond, smiling tenderly at her, smiling, though his eyes +were dim with tears. 'My own sweet love, it was a terrible mistake, a +mistake that might have cost me the happiness of a lifetime. But Fate +was very good to me, and let me have my Mary after all. And now let us +sit down under the old red beech and talk till it is time to go and get +ready for our wedding. I suppose one ought to brush one's hair and wash +one's hands for that kind of thing, even when the function is not on a +ceremonious scale.' + +Mary laughed. + +'I have a prettier gown than this to be married in, although it isn't a +wedding gown,' she said. + +'Oh, by-the-by, I have something for you,' said her lover, 'something in +the way of ornaments, but I don't suppose you'd care to wear them +to-day. I'll run and get them.' + +He went back to the house, leaving Mary sitting on the rustic bench +under the fine old copper beech, a tree that had been standing long +before Lady Maulevrier enlarged the old stone house into a stately +villa. He returned in a few minutes, bringing a morocco bag about the +size of those usually carried by lawyers or lawyers' clerks. + +'I don't think I have given you anything since we were engaged, Mary,' +he said, as he seated himself by her side. + +Mary blushed, remembering how Clara, the maid, had remarked upon this +fact. + +'You gave me my ring,' she said, looking down at the massive band of +gold, 'and you have given me ever so many delightful books.' + +'Those were very humble gifts, Molly: but to-day I have brought you a +wedding present.' + +He opened the bag and took out a red morocco case, and then half-a-dozen +more red morocco cases of various shapes and sizes. The first looked +new, but the others were old-fashioned and passing shabby, as if they +had been knocking about brokers' shops for the last quarter of a +century. + +'There is my wedding gift, Mary,' he said, handing her the new case. + +It contained an exquisitely painted miniature of a very beautiful woman, +in a large oval locket set with sapphires. + +'You have asked me for my portrait, dearest,' he said. 'I give you my +mother's rather than my own, because I loved her as I never thought to +love again, till I knew you. I should like you to wear that locket +sometimes, Mary, as a kind of link between the love of the past and the +love of the present. Were my mother living, she would welcome and +cherish my bride and my wife. She is dead, and you and she can never +meet on earth: but I should like you to be familiar with the face which +was once the light of my life.' + +Mary's eyes filled with tears as she gazed at the face in the miniature. +It was the portrait of a woman of about thirty--a face of exquisite +refinement, of calm and pensive beauty. + +'I shall treasure this picture always, above all things,' she said: but +'why did you have it set so splendidly, Jack? No gems were needed to +give your mother's portrait value in my eyes.' + +'I know that, dearest, but I wanted to make the locket worth wearing. +And now for the other cases. The locket is your lover's free gift, and +is yours to keep and to bequeath to your children. These are heirlooms, +and yours only during your husband's lifetime.' + +He opened one of the largest cases, and on a bed of black velvet Mary +beheld a magnificent diamond necklace, with a large pendant. He opened +another and displayed a set of sprays for the hair. Another contained +earrings, another bracelets, the last a tiara. + +'What are they for?' gasped Mary. + +'For my wife to wear.' + +'Oh, but I could never wear such things,' she exclaimed, with an idea +that these must be stage jewellery. 'They are paste, of course--very +beautiful for people who like that kind of thing--but I don't.' + +She felt deeply shocked at this evidence of bad taste on the part of her +lover. How the things flashed in the sunshine--but so did the crystal +drops in the old Venetian girandoles. + +'No, Molly, they are not paste; they are Brazilian diamonds, and, as +Maulevrier would say, they are as good as they make them. They are +heirlooms, Molly. My dear mother wore them in her summer-tide of wedded +happiness. My grandmother wore them for thirty years before her; my +great grandmother wore them at the Court of Queen Charlotte, and they +were worn at the Court of Queen Anne. They are nearly two hundred years +old; and those central stones in the tiara came out of a cap worn by the +Great Mogul, and are the largest table diamonds known. They are +historic, Mary.' + +'Why, they must be worth a fortune.' + +'They are valued at something over seventy thousand pounds.' + +'But why don't you sell them?' exclaimed Mary, opening her eyes wide +with surprise, 'they would give you a handsome income.' + +'They are not mine to sell, Molly. Did not I tell you that they are +heirlooms? They are the family jewels of the Countesses of Hartfield.' + +'Then what are you?' + +'Ronald Hollister, Earl of Hartfield, and your adoring lover!' + +Mary gave a cry of surprise, a cry of distress even. + +'Oh, that is too dreadful!' she exclaimed; 'grandmother will be so +unhappy. She had set her heart upon Lesbia marrying Lord Hartfield, the +son of the man _she_ loved.' + +'I got wind of her wish more than a year ago,' said Hartfield, 'from +your brother; and he and I hatched a little plot between us. He told me +Lesbia was not worthy of his friend's devotion--told me that she was +vain and ambitious--that she had been educated to be so. I determined to +come and try my fate. I would try to win her as plain John Hammond. If +she was a true woman, I told myself, vanity and ambition would be blown +to the four winds, provided I could win her love. I came, I saw her; and +to see was to love her. God knows I tried honestly to win her; but I +had sworn to myself that I would woo her as John Hammond, and I did not +waver in my resolution--no, not when a word would have turned the scale. +She liked me, I think, a little; but she did not like the notion of an +obscure life as the wife of a hardworking professional man. The pomps +and vanities of this world had it against love or liking, and she gave +me up. I thank God that the pomps and vanities prevailed; for this happy +chance gave me Mary, my sweet Wordsworthian damsel, found, like the +violet or the celandine, by the wayside, in Wordsworth's own country.' + +'And you are Lord Hartfield!' exclaimed Mary, still lost in wonder, and +with no elation at this change in the aspect of her life. 'I always knew +you were a great man. But poor grandmother! It will be a dreadful +disappointment to her.' + +'I think not. I think she has learned my Molly's value; rather late, as +I learned it; and I believe she will be glad that one of her +granddaughters should marry the son of her first lover. Let us go to +her, love, and see if she is reconciled to the idea, and whether the +settlement is ready for execution. Dorncliffe and his clerk were working +at it half through the night.' + +'What is the good of a settlement?' asked Mary. 'I'm sure I don't want +one.' + +'Lady Hartfield must not be dependent upon her husband's whim or +pleasure for her milliner's bill or her private charities,' answered her +lover, smiling at her eagerness to repudiate anything business-like. + +'But I would rather be dependent on your pleasure. I shall never have +any milliner's bills; and I am sure you would never deny me money for +charity.' + +'You shall not have to ask me for it, except when you have exceeded your +pin-money. I hope you will do that now and then, just to afford me the +pleasure of doing you a favour.' + +'Hartfield,' repeated Mary, to herself, as they went towards the house; +'shall I have to call you Hartfield? I don't like the name nearly so +well as Jack.' + +'You shall call me Jack for old sake's sake,' said Hartfield, tenderly. + +'How did you think of such a name as Jack?' + +'Rather an effort of genius, wasn't it. Well, first and foremost I was +christened Ronald John--all the Hollisters are christened John--name of +the founder of the race; and, secondly, Maulevrier and I were always +plain Mr. Morland and Mr. Hammond in our travels, and always called each +other Jack and Jim.' + +'How nice!' said Mary; 'would you very much mind our being plain Mr. and +Mrs. Hammond, while we are on our honeymoon trip?' + +'I should like it of all things.' + +'So should I. People will not take so much notice of us, and we can do +what we like, and go where we like.' + +'Delightful! We'll even disguise ourselves as Cook's tourists, if you +like. I would not mind.' + +They were at the door of Lady Maulevrier's sitting room by this time. +They went in, and were greeted with smiles. + +'Let me look at the Countess of Hartfield that is to be in half an +hour,' said her ladyship. 'Oh, Mary, Mary, what a blind idiot I have +been, and what a lucky girl you are! I told you once that you were wiser +than Lesbia, but I little thought how much wiser you had been.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +'OUR LOVE WAS NEW, AND THEN BUT IN THE SPRING.' + + +Henley Regatta was over. It had passed like a tale that is told; like +Epsom and Ascot, and all the other glories of the London season. Happy +those for whom the glory of Henley, the grace of Ascot, the fever of +Epsom, are not as weary as a twice-told tale, bringing with them only +bitterest memories of youth that has fled, of hopes that have withered, +of day-dreams that have never been realised. There are some to whom that +mad hastening from pleasure to pleasure, that rush from scene to scene +of excitement, that eager crowding into one day and night of gaieties +which might fairly relieve the placid monotony of a month's domesticity, +a month's professional work--some there are to whom this Vanity Fair is +as a treadmill or the turning of a crank, the felon's deepest +humiliation, purposeless, unprofitable, labour. + +The regatta was over, and Lady Kirkbank and her charge hastened back to +Arlington Street. Theirs was the very first departure; albeit Mr. +Smithson pleaded hard for a prolongation of their visit. The weather was +exceptionally lovely, he urged. Water picnics were delightful just +now--the banks were alive with the colour of innumerable wild flowers, +as beautiful and more poetical than the gorgeous flora of the Amazon or +the Paraguay river. And Lady Lesbia had developed a genius for punting; +and leaning against her pole, with her hair flying loose and sleeves +rolled up above the elbow, she was a subject for canvas or marble, +Millais or Adams Acton. + +'When we are in Italy I will have her modelled, just in that attitude, +and that dress,' said Mr. Smithson. 'She will make a lovely companion +for my Reading Girl: one all repose and reverie, the other all life and +action. Dear Lady Kirkbank, you really must stay for another week at +least. Why go back to the smoke and sultriness of town? Here we can +almost live on the water; and I will send to London for some people to +make music for us in the evenings, or if you miss your little game at +"Nap," we will play for an hour or so every night. It shall not be my +fault if my house is not pleasant for you.' + +'Your house is charming, and I shall be here only too often in the days +to come; you will have more than enough of me _then_, I promise you,' +replied Georgie, with her girlish laugh, 'but we must not stop a day +longer now. People would begin to talk. Besides, we have engagements for +every hour of the week that is coming, and for a fortnight after; and +then I suppose I ought to take Lesbia to the North to see her +grandmother, and to discuss all the preparations and arrangements for +this very serious event in which you and Lesbia are to be the chief +performers.' + +'I shall be very glad to go to Grasmere myself, and to make the +acquaintance of my future grandmother-in-law,' said Mr. Smithson. + +'You will be charmed with her. She belongs to the old school--something +of a fossil, perhaps, but a very dignified fossil. She has grown old in +a rustic seclusion, and knows less of _our_ world than a mother abbess; +but she has read immensely, and is wonderfully clever. I am bound to +tell you that she has very lofty ideas about her granddaughter; and I +believe she will only be reconciled to Lesbia's marriage with a commoner +by the notion that you are sure of a peerage. I ventured to hint as much +in my letter to Lady Maulevrier yesterday.' + +A shade of sullenness crept over Horace Smithson's visage. + +'I should hope that such settlements as I am in a position to make will +convince Lady Maulevrier that I am a respectable suitor for her +granddaughter, ex peerage,' he said, somewhat haughtily. + +'My dear Smithson, did I not tell you that poor Lady Maulevrier is a +century behind the times,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, with an aggrieved +look. 'If she were one of _us_, of course she would know that wealth is +the paramount consideration, and that you are quite the best match of +the season. But she is dreadfully _arriérée_, poor dear thing; and she +must have amused herself with the day-dream of seeing Lesbia a duchess, +or something of that kind. I shall tell her that Lesbia can be one of +the queens of society without having strawberry leaves on her coach +panels, and that my dear friend Horace Smithson is a much better match +than a seedy duke. So don't look cross, my dear fellow; in me you have a +friend who will never desert you.' + +'Thanks,' said Smithson, inwardly resolving that, so soon as this +little transaction of his marriage were over, he would see as little of +Georgie Kirkbank and her cotton frocks and schoolgirl hats as bare +civility would allow. + +He had promised her that she should be the richer by a neat little +bundle of fat and flourishing railway stock when his happiness was +secured, and he was not going to break his promise. But he did not mean +to give George and Georgie free quarters at Rood Hall, or at Cowes, or +Deauville; and he meant to withdraw his wife altogether from Lady +Kirkbank's pinchbeck set. + +What were Lesbia's feelings in the early morning after the last day of +the regatta, as she slowly paced the lavender walk in the Ladies' +Garden, alone?--for happily Mr. Smithson was not so early a riser as the +Grasmere-bred damsel, and she had this fresh morning hour to herself. Of +what was she thinking as she paced slowly up and down the broad gravel +walk, between two rows of tall old bushes, on which masses of purple +blossom stood up from the pale grey foliage, silvery where the summer +breeze touched it? + +Well, she was thinking first what a grand old place Rood Hall was, and +that it was in a manner hers henceforward. She was to be mistress of +this house, and of other houses, each after its fashion as perfect as +Rood Hall. She was to have illimitable money at her command, to spend +and give away as she liked. She, who yesterday had been tortured by the +idea of owing a paltry three thousand pounds, was henceforward to count +her thousands by the hundred. Her senses reeled before that dazzling +vision of figures with rows of ciphers after them, one cipher more or +less meaning the difference between thousands and millions. Everybody +had agreed in assuring her that Mr. Smithson was inordinately rich. +Everybody had considered it his or her business to give her information +about the gentleman's income; clearly implying thereby that in the +opinion of society Mr. Smithson's merits as a suitor were a question of +so much bullion. + +Could she doubt--she who had learned in one short season to know what +the world was made of and what it most valued--could she, steeped to the +lips in the wisdom of Lady Kirkbank's set, doubt for an instant that she +was making a better match in the eye of society, than if she had married +a man of the highest lineage in all England, a peer of the highest rank, +without large means? She knew that money was power, that a man might +begin life as a pot-boy or a greengrocer, a knacker or a dust +contractor, and climb to the topmost pinnacles, were he only rich +enough. She knew that society would eat such a man's dinners and dance +at his wife's balls, and pretend to think him an altogether exceptional +man, make believe to admire him for his own sake, to think his wife most +brilliant among women, if he were only rich enough. And could she doubt +that society would bow down to her as Lady Lesbia Smithson? She had +learned a great deal in her single season, and she knew how society was +influenced and governed, almost as well as Sir Robert Walpole knew how +human nature could be moulded and directed at the will of a shrewd +diplomatist. She knew that in the fashionable world every man and every +woman, every child even, has his or her price, and may be bought and +sold at pleasure. She had her price, she, Lesbia, the pearl of Grasmere; +and the price having been fairly bidden she had surrendered to the +bidder. + +'I suppose I always meant to marry him,' she thought, pausing in her +promenade to gaze across the verdant landscape, a fertile vale, against +a background of low hills. All the landscape, to the edge of those +hills, belonged to Mr. Smithson. 'Yes, I must have meant to give way at +last, or I should hardly have tolerated his attentions. It would have +been a pity to refuse such a place as this; and, he is quite +gentlemanlike; and as I have done with all romantic ideas, I do not see +why I should not learn to like him very much.' + +She dismissed the idea of Smithson lightly, with this conclusion, which +she believed very virtuous; and then as she resumed her walk her +thoughts reverted to the Park Lane Palace. + +'I hardly know whether I like it,' she mused languidly; 'beautiful as it +is, it is only a reproduction of bygone splendour, and it is painfully +excruciating now. For my own part I would much rather have the shabbiest +old house which had belonged to one's ancestors, which had come to one +as a heritage, by divine right as it were, instead of being bought with +newly made money. To my mind it would rank higher. Yet I doubt if +anybody nowadays sets a pin's value upon ancestors. People ask, Who is +he? but they only mean, How much has he? And provided a person is not +absolutely in trade, not actually engaged in selling soap, or matches, +or mustard, society doesn't care a straw how his money has been made. +The only secondary question is, How long will it last? And that is of +course important.' + +Musing thus, wordly wisdom personified, the maiden looked up and saw her +lover entering at the light little iron gate which gave entrance to this +feminine Eden. She went to meet him, looking all simplicity and +freshness in her white morning gown and neat little Dunstable hat. It +seemed to him as he gazed at her almost as if this delicate, sylph-like +beauty were some wild white flower of the woods personified. + +She gave him her hand graciously, but he drew her to his breast and +kissed her, with the air of a man who was exercising an indisputable +right. She supposed that it was his right, and she submitted, but +released herself as quickly as possible. + +'My dearest, how lovely you look in this morning light,' he exclaimed, +'while all the other women are upstairs making up their faces to meet +the sun, and we shall see every shade of bismuth by-and-by, from pale +mauve to purple.' + +'It is very uncivil of you to say such a thing of your guests,' +exclaimed Lesbia. + +'But they all indulge in bismuth--you must be quite aware of that. They +call the stuff by different names--Blanc Rosati, Crême de l'Imperatrice, +Milk of Beauty, Perline, Opaline, Ivorine--but it means bismuth all the +same. Expose your fashionable beauty to the fumes of sewer-gas, and that +dazzling whiteness would turn to a dull brown hue, or even black. Thank +heaven, my Lesbia wears real lilies and roses. Have you been here long?' + +'About half an hour' + +'I only wish I had known. I should not have dawdled so long over my +dressing.' + +'I am very glad you did not know,' Lesbia answered coolly. 'Do you +suppose I never want to be alone? Life in London is perpetual turmoil; +one's eyes grow weary with ever-moving crowds, one's ears ache +with trying to distinguish one voice among the buzz of voices.' + +'Then why go back to town? Why go back to the turmoil and the treadmill? +It is only a kind of treadmill, after all, though we choose to call it +pleasure. Stay here, Lesbia, and let us live upon the river, and among +the flowers,' urged Smithson, with as romantic an air as if he had never +heard of contango, or bulling and bearing; and yet only half an hour +ago, while his valet was shaving him, he was debating within himself +whether he should be bear or bull in his influence upon certain stock. + +It was supposed that he never went near the city, that he had shaken the +dust of Lombard Street and the House off his shoes, that his fortune was +made, and he had no further need of speculation. Yet the proverb holds +good with the stock-jobber. 'He who has once drunk will drink again.' Of +that fountain there is no satiety. + +'Stay and hear the last of the nightingales,' he murmured; 'we are famous +for our nightingales.' + +'I wonder you don't order a _fricassée_ of their tongues, like that +loathsome person in Roman history.' + +'I hope I shall never resemble any loathsome person. Why can you not +stay?' + +'Why, because it is not etiquette, Lady Kirkbank says.' + +'Lady Kirkbank, eh? _la belle farce_, Lady Kirkbank standing out for +etiquette.' + +'Don't laugh at my chaperon, sir. Upon what rock can a poor girl lean if +you undermine her faith in her chaperon, sir.' + +'I hope you will have a better guardian before you are a month older. I +mean to be a very strong rock, Lesbia. You do not know how firmly I +shall stand between you and all the perils of society. You have been but +poorly guarded hitherto.' + +'You talk as if you mean to be an abominable tyrant,' said Lesbia. 'If +you don't take care I shall change my mind, and recall my promise.' + +'Not on that account, Lesbia: every woman likes a man who stands up for +his own. It is only your invertebrate husband whose wife drifts into the +divorce court. I mean to keep and hold the prize I have won. When is it +to be, dearest--our wedding day?' + +'Not for ages, I hope--some time next summer, at the earliest.' + +'You would not be so cruel as to keep me waiting a year?' + +'Why not?' + +'You would not ask that if you loved me.' + +'You are asking too much,' said Lesbia, with a flash of defiance. 'There +has been nothing said about love yet. You asked me to be your wife, and +I said yes--meaning that at some remote period such a thing might be.' + +She knew that the man was her slave--slave to her beauty, slave to her +superior rank--and she was determined not to lessen the weight of his +chain by so much as a feather. + +'Did not that promise imply something like love?' he asked, earnestly. + +'Perhaps it implied a little gratitude for your devotion, which I have +neither courted nor encouraged; a little respect for your talents, your +perseverance--a little admiration for your wonderful success in life. +Perhaps love may follow these sentiments, naturally, easily, if you are +very patient; but if you talk about our being married before next year, +you will simply make me hate you.' + +'Then I will say very little, except to remind you that there is no +earthly reason why we should not be married next month. October and +November are the best months for Rome, and I heard you say last night +you were pining to see Rome.' + +'What then--cannot Lady Kirkbank take me to Rome?' + +'And introduce you to the rowdiest people in the city,' cried Mr. +Smithson. 'Lesbia, I adore you. It is the dream of my life to be your +husband; but if you are going to spend a winter in Italy with Lady +Kirkbank, I renounce my right, I surrender my hope. You will not be the +wife of my dreams after that.' + +'Do you assert a right to control my life during our engagement?' + +'Some little right; above all, the privilege of choosing your friends. +And that is one reason why I most fervently desire our marriage should +not be delayed. You would find it difficult, impossible perhaps, to get +out of Lady Kirkbank's claws while you are single; but once my wife, +that amiable old person can be made to keep her distance.' + +'Lady Kirkbank's claws! What a horrible way in which to speak of a +friend. I thought you adored Lady Kirkbank.' + +'So I do. We all adore her, but not as a guide for youth. As a specimen +of the elderly female of the latter half of the nineteenth century, she +is perfect. Such gush, such juvenility, such broad views, such an utter +absence of starch; but as a lamp for the footsteps of girlhood--no, +_there_ we must pause.' + +'You are very ungrateful. Do you know that poor Lady Kirkbank has been +most strenuous in your behalf?' + +'Oh, yes, I know that.' + +'And you are not grateful?' + +'I intend to be very grateful, so grateful as to entirely satisfy Lady +Kirkbank.' + +'You are horribly cynical. That reminds me, there was a poor girl whom +Lady Kirkbank had under her wing one season--a Miss Trinder, to whom I +am told you behaved shamefully.' + +'There was a parson's daughter who threw herself at my head in a most +audacious way, and who behaved so badly, egged on by Lady Kirkbank, that +I had to take refuge in flight. Do you suppose I am the kind of man to +marry the first adventurous damsel who takes a fancy to my town house, +and thinks it would be a happy hunting ground for a herd of brothers and +sisters? Miss Trinder was shocking bad style, and her designs were +transparent from the very beginning! I let her flirt as much as she +liked; and when she began to be seriously sentimental I took wing for +the East.' + +'Was she pretty?' asked Lesbia, not displeased at this contemptuous +summing up of poor Belle Trinder's story. + +'If you admire the Flemish type, as illustrated by Rubens, she was +lovely. A complexion of lilies and roses--cabbage roses, _bien entendu_, +which were apt to deepen into peonies after champagne and mayonaise at +Ascot or Sandown--a figure--oh--well--a tremendous figure--hair of an +auburn that touched perilously on the confines of red--large, +serviceable feet, and an appetite--the appetite of a ploughman's +daughter reared upon short commons.' + +'You are very cruel to a girl who evidently admired you.' + +'A fig for her admiration! She wanted to live in my house and spend my +money.' + +'There goes the gong,' exclaimed Lesbia; 'pray let us go to breakfast. +You are hideously cynical, and I am wofully tired of you.' + +And as they strolled back to the house, by lavender walk and rose +garden, and across the dewy lawn, Lesbia questioned herself as to +whether she was one whit better or more dignified than Isabella Trinder. +She wore her rue with a difference, that was all. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +'ALL FANCY, PRIDE, AND FICKLE MAIDENHOOD.' + + +The return to Arlington Street meant a return to the ceaseless whirl of +gaiety. Even at Rood Hall life had been as near an approach to perpetual +motion as one could hope for in this world; but the excitement and the +hurrying and scampering in Berkshire had a rustic flavour; there were +moments that were almost repose, a breathing space between the blue +river and the blue sky, in a world that seemed made of green fields and +hanging woods, the plashing of waters, and the song of the lark. But in +London the very atmosphere was charged with hurry and agitation; the +freshness was gone from the verdure of the parks; the glory of the +rhododendrons had faded; the Green Park below Lady Kirkbank's mansion +was baked and rusty; the towers of the Houses of Parliament yonder were +dimly seen in a mist of heat. London air tasted of smoke and dust, +vibrated with the incessant roll of carriages, and the trampling of +multitudinous feet. + +There are women of rank who can take the London season quietly, and live +their own lives in the midst of the whirl and the riot--women for whom +that squirrel-like circulation round and round the fashionable wheel has +no charm--women who only receive people they like, only go into society +that is congenial. But Lady Kirkbank was not one of these. The advance +of age made her only more keen in the pursuit of pleasure. She would +have abandoned herself to despair had the glass over the mantelpiece in +her boudoir ceased to be choked and littered with cards--had her book of +engagements shown a blank page. Happily there were plenty of people--if +not all of them the best people--who wanted Sir George and Lady Kirkbank +at their parties. The gentleman was sporting and harmless, the lady was +good-natured, and just sufficiently eccentric to be amusing without +degenerating into a bore. And this year she was asked almost everywhere, +for the sake of the beauty who went under her wing. Lesbia had been as a +pearl of price to her chaperon, from a social point of view; and now +that she was engaged to Horace Smithson she was likely to be even more +valuable. + +Mr. Smithson had promised Lady Kirkbank, sportively as it were, and upon +the impulse of the moment, as he would have offered to wager a dozen of +gloves, that were he so happy as to win her _protégée's_ hand he would +find her an investment for, say, a thousand, which would bring her in +twenty per cent.; nay, more, he would also find the thousand, which +would have been the initial difficulty on poor Georgie's part. But this +little matter was in Georgie's mind a detail, compared with the +advantages to accrue to her indirectly from Lesbia's union with one of +the richest men in London. + +Lady Kirkbank had brought about many good matches, and had been too +often rewarded with base ingratitude upon the part of her _protégées_, +after marriage; but there was a touch of Arcady in the good soul's +nature, and she was always trustful. She told herself that Lesbia would +not be ungrateful, would not basely kick down the ladder by which she +had mounted to heights empyrean, would not cruelly shelve the friend who +had pioneered her to high fortune. She counted upon making the house in +Park Lane as her own house, upon being the prime mover of all Lesbia's +hospitalities, the supervisor of her visiting list, the shadow behind +the throne. + +There were balls and parties nightly, dinners, luncheons, +garden-parties; and yet there was a sense of waning in the glory of the +world--everybody felt that the fag-end of the season was approaching. +All the really great entertainments were over--the Cabinet dinners, the +Reception at the Foreign Office, the last of the State balls and +concerts. Some of the best people had already left town; and senators +were beginning to complain that they saw no prospect of early +deliverance. There was Goodwood still to look forward to; and after +Goodwood the Deluge--or rather Cowes Regatta, about which Lady +Kirkbank's set were already talking. + +Lady Lesbia was to be at Cowes for the Regatta week. That was a settled +thing. Mr. Smithson's schooner-yacht, the Cayman, was to be her hotel. +It was to be Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia's yacht for the nonce; and +Mr. Smithson was to live on shore at his villa, and at that aristocratic +club to which, by Maulevrier's influence, and on the score of his +approaching marriage with an earl's daughter, he had been just selected. +He would be only Lady Kirkbank's visitor on board the Cayman. The severe +etiquette of the situation would therefore not be infringed; and yet Mr. +Smithson would have the happiness of seeing his betrothed sole and +sovereign mistress of his yacht, and of spending the long summer days at +her feet. Even to Lady Lesbia this idea of the yacht was not without its +charm. She had never been on board such a yacht as the Cayman; she was a +good sailor, as testified by many an excursion, in hired sailing boats, +at Tynemouth, and St. Bees; and she knew that she would be the queen of +the hour. She accepted Mr. Smithson's invitation for the Cowes week more +graciously than she was wont to receive his attentions, and was pleased +to say that the whole thing would be rather enjoyable. + +'It will be simple enchantment,' exclaimed the more enthusiastic +Georgie Kirkbank. 'There is nothing so rapturous as life on board a +yacht; there is a flavour of adventure, a _sansgêne_, a--in short +everything in the world that I like. I shall wear my cotton frocks, and +give myself up to enjoyment, lie on the deck and look up at the blue +sky, too deliciously idle even to read the last horrid thing of Zola's.' + +But the Cowes Regatta was nearly three weeks ahead; and in the meantime +there was Goodwood, and the ravelled threads of the London season had to +be wound up. And by this time it was known everywhere that the affair +between Mr. Smithson and Maulevrier's sister was really on. 'It's as +settled a business as the entries and bets for next year's Derby,' said +one lounger to another in the smoking-room of the Haute Gomme. 'Play or +pay, don't you know.' + +Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia had both written to Lady Maulevrier, Lesbia +writing somewhat coldly, very briefly, and in a half defiant tone, to +the effect that she had accepted Mr. Smithson's offer, and that she +hoped her grandmother would be pleased with a match which everybody +supposed to be extremely advantageous. She was going to Grasmere +immediately after the Cowes week to see her dear grandmother, and to be +assured of her approval. In the meanwhile she was awfully busy; there +were callers driving up to the door at that very moment, and her brain +was racked by the apprehension that she might not get her new gown in +time for the Bachelor's Ball, which was to be quite one of the nicest +things of the year, so dearest grandmother must excuse a hurried letter, +etc., etc., etc. + +Georgie Kirkbank was more effusive, more lengthy. She expatiated upon +the stupendous alliance which her sweetest Lesbia was about to make; and +took credit to herself for having guided Lesbia's footsteps in the right +way. + +'Smithson is a most difficult person,' she wrote. 'The least error of +taste on your dear girl's part would have _froisséd_ him. Men with that +immense wealth are always suspicious, ready to imagine mercenary +motives, on their guard against being trapped. But Lesbia had _me_ at +her back, and she managed him perfectly. He is positively her slave; and +you will be able to twist him round your little finger in the matter of +settlements. You may do what you like with him, for the ground has been +thoroughly prepared by _me_.' + +Lady Maulevrier's reply was not enthusiastic. She had no doubt Mr. +Smithson was a very good match, according to the modern estimate of +matrimonial alliances, in which money seemed to be the Alpha and Omega. +But she had cherished views of another kind. She had hoped to see her +dear granddaughter wear one of those noble and historic names which are +a badge of distinction for all time. She had hoped to see her enter one +of those grand old families which are a kind of royalty. And that Lesbia +should marry a man whose sole distinction consisted of an immense +fortune amassed heaven knows how, was a terrible blow to her pride. + +'But it is not the first,' wrote Lady Maulevrier. 'My pride has received +crushing blows in days past, and I ought to be humbled to the dust. But +there is a stubborn resistance in some natures which stands firm against +every shock. You and Lesbia will both be surprised to hear that Mary, +from whom I expected so little, has made a really great match. She was +married yesterday afternoon in my morning room, by special licence, to +the Earl of Hartfield, the lover of her choice, whom we at Fellside have +all known as plain John Hammond. He is an admirable young man, and sure +to make a great figure in the world, as no doubt you know better than I +do, for you are in the way of hearing all about him. His courtship of +Mary is quite an idyll; and the happy issue of this romantic love-affair +has cheered and comforted me more than anything that has happened since +Lesbia left me.' + +This letter, written in Fräulein's niggling little hand, Lady Kirkbank +handed to Lesbia, who read it through in silence; but when she came to +that part of the letter which told of her sister's marriage, her cheek +grew ashy pale, her brow contracted, and she started to her feet and +stared at Lady Kirkbank with wild, dilated eyes, as if she had been +stung by an adder. + +'A strange mystification, wasn't it?' said Lady Kirkbank, almost +frightened at the awful look in Lesbia's face, which was even worse than +Belle Trinder's expression when she read the announcement of Mr. +Smithson's flight. + +'Strange mystification! It was base treachery--a vile and wicked lie!' +cried Lesbia, furiously. 'What right had he to come to us under false +colours, to pretend to be poor, a nobody--with only the vaguest hope of +making a decent position in the future?--and to offer himself under such +impossible conditions to a girl brought up as I had been--a girl +educated by one of the proudest and most ambitious of women--to force me +to renounce everything except him? How could he suppose that any girl, +so placed, could decide in his favour? If he had loved me he would have +told me the truth--he would not have made it impossible for me to accept +him.' + +'I believe he is a very high flown young man,' said Lady Kirkbank, +soothingly; 'he was never in _my_ set, you know, dear. And I suppose he +had some old Minerva-press idea that he would find a girl who would +marry him for his own sake. And your sister, no doubt, eager to marry +_anybody_, poor child, for the sake of getting away from that very +lovely dungeon of Lady Maulevrier's, snapped at the chance; and by a +mere fluke she becomes a countess.' + +Lesbia ignored these consolatory remarks. She was pacing the room like +a tigress, her delicate cambric handkerchief grasped between her two +hands, and torn and rent by the convulsive action of her fingers. She +could have thrown herself from the balcony on to the spikes of the area +railings, she could have dashed herself against yonder big plate-glass +window looking towards the Green Park, like a bird which shatters his +little life against the glass barrier which he mistakes for the open +sky. She could have flung herself down on the floor and grovelled, and +torn her hair--she could have done anything mad, wicked, desperate, in +the wild rage of this moment. + +'Loved me!' she exclaimed; 'he never loved me. If he had he would have +told me the truth. What, when I was in his arms, my head upon his +breast, my whole being surrendered to him, adoring him, what more could +he want? He must have known that this meant real love. And why should he +put it upon me to fight so hard a fight--to brave my grandmother's +anger--to be cursed by her--to face poverty for his sake? I never +professed to be a heroine. He knew that I was a woman, with all a +woman's weakness, a woman's fear of trial and difficulty in the future. +It was a cowardly thing to use me so.' + +'It was,' said Lady Kirkbank, in the same soothing tone; 'but if you +liked this Hammond-Hartfield creature a little in those old days, I +know you have outlived that liking long ago.' + +'Of course; but it is a hard thing to know one has been fooled, cheated, +weighed in the balance and found wanting,' said Lesbia, scornfully. + +She was taming down a little by this time, ashamed of that outbreak of +violent passion, feeling that she had revealed too much to Lady +Kirkbank. + +'It was a caddish thing to do,' said Georgie; 'and this Hartfield is +just what I always thought him--an insufferable prig. However, my +sweetest girl, there is really nothing to lament in the matter. Your +sister has made a good alliance, which will score high in your favour +by-and-by, and you are going to marry a man who is three times as rich +as Lord Hartfield.' + +'Rich, yes; and nothing but rich; while Lord Hartfield is a man of the +very highest standing, belongs to the flower of English nobility. Rich, +yes; Mr. Smithson is rich; but, as Lady Maulevrier says, he has made his +money heaven knows how.' + +'Mr. Smithson has not made his money heaven knows how,' answered Lady +Kirkbank, indignantly. 'He has made it in cochineal, in iron, in +gunpowder, in coal, in all kinds of commodities. Everybody in the City +knows how he has made his money, and that he has a genius for turning +everything into gold. If the gold changes back into one of the baser +metals, it is only when Mr. Smithson has made all he wanted to make. And +now he has quite done with the City. The House is the only business of +his life; and he is becoming a power in the House. You have every reason +to be proud of your choice, Lesbia.' + +'I will try to be proud of it,' said Lesbia, resolutely. 'I will not be +scorned and trampled upon by Mary.' + +'She seemed a harmless kind of girl,' said Lady Kirkbank, as if she had +been talking of a housemaid. + +'She is a designing minx,' exclaimed Lesbia, 'and has set her cap at +that man from the very beginning.' + +'But she could not have known that he was Lord Hartfield.' + +'No; but he was a man; and that was enough for her.' + +From this time forward there was a change in Lady Lesbia's style and +manner--a change very much for the worse, as old-fashioned people +thought; but to the taste of some among Lady Kirkbank's set, the change +was an improvement. She was gayer than of old, gay with a reckless +vivacity, intensely eager for action and excitement, for cards and +racing, and all the strongest stimulants of fashionable life. Most +people ascribed this increased vivacity, this electric manner, to the +fact of her engagement to Horace Smithson. She was giddy with her +triumph, dazzled by a vision of the gold which was soon to be hers. + +'Egad, if I saw myself in a fair way of being able to write cheques upon +such an account as Smithson's I should be as wild as Lady Lesbia,' said +one of the damsel's military admirers at the Rag. 'And I believe the +young lady was slightly dipped.' + +'Who told you that?' asked his friend. + +'A mother of mine,' answered the youth, with an apologetic air, as if he +hardly cared to own such a humdrum relationship. 'Seraphine, the +dressmaker, was complaining--wanted to see the colour of Lady Lesbia +Haselden's money--vulgar curiosity--asked my old mother if she thought +the account was safe, and so on. That's how I came to know all about +it.' + +'Well, she'll be able to pay Seraphine next season.' + +Lord Maulevrier came back to London directly after his sister's wedding. +The event, which came off so quietly, so happily, filled him with +unqualified joy. He had hoped from the very first that his Molly would +win the cup, even while Lesbia was making all the running, as he said +afterwards. And Molly had won, and was the wife of one of the best young +men in England. Maulevrier, albeit unused to the melting-mood, shed a +tear or two for very joy as the sister he loved and the friend of his +boyhood and youth stood side by side in the quiet room at Grasmere, and +spoke the solemn words that made them one for ever. + +The first news he heard after his return to town was of Lesbia's +engagement, which was common talk at the clubs. The visitors at Rood +Hall had come back to London full of the event, and were proud of giving +a detailed account of the affair to outsiders. + +They all talked patronisingly of Smithson, and seemed to think it +rather a wonderful fact that he did not drop his aspirates or eat peas +with a knife. + +'A man of stirling metal,' said the gossips, 'who can hold his own with +many a fellow born in the purple.' + +Maulevrier called in Arlington Street, but Lady Kirkbank and her +_protégée_ were out; and it was at a cricket match at the Orleans Club +that the brother and sister met for the first time after Lord +Hartfield's wedding, which by this time had been in all the papers; a +very simple announcement: + +'On the 29th inst., at Grasmere, by the Reverend Douglass Brooke, the +Earl of Hartfield to Mary, younger daughter of the ninth Earl of +Maulevrier.' + +Lesbia was the centre of a rather noisy little court, in which Mr. +Smithson was conspicuous by his superior reserve. + +He did not exert himself as a lover, paid no compliments, was not +sentimental. The pearl was won, and he wore it very quietly; but +wherever Lesbia went he went; she was hardly ever out of his sight. + +Maulevrier received the coolest possible greeting. Lesbia turned pale +with anger at sight of him, for his presence reminded her of the most +humiliating passage in her life; but the big red satin sunshade +concealed that pale angry look, and nothing in Lesbia's manner betrayed +emotion. + +'Where have you been hiding yourself all this time, and why were you not +at Henley?' she asked. + +'I have been at Grasmere.' + +'Oh, you were a witness of that most romantic marriage. The Lady of +Lyons reversed, the gardener's son turning out to be an earl. Was it +excruciatingly funny?' + +'It was one of the most solemn weddings I ever saw.' + +'Solemn! what, with my Tomboy sister as bride! Impossible!' + +'Your sister ceased to be a Tomboy when she fell in love. She is a sweet +and womanly woman, and will make an adorable wife to the finest fellow I +know. I hear I am to congratulate you, Lesbia, upon your engagement with +Mr. Smithson.' + +'If you think _I_ am the person to be congratulated, you are at liberty +to do so. My engagement is a fact.' + +'Oh, of course, Mr. Smithson is the winner. But as I hope you intend to +be happy, I wish you joy. I am told Smithson is a really excellent +fellow when one gets to know him; and I shall make it my business to be +better acquainted with him.' + +Smithson was standing just out of hearing, watching the bowling. +Maulevrier went over to him and shook hands, their acquaintance hitherto +having been of the slightest, and very shy upon his lordship's part; but +now Smithson could see that Maulevrier meant to be cordial. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +A RASTAQUOUÈRE. + + +There was a dinner party in one of the new houses in Grosvenor Place +that evening, to which Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia had been bidden. The new +house belonged to a new man, who was supposed to have made millions out +of railways, and other gigantic achievements in the engineering line; +and the new man and his wife were friends of Mr. Smithson, and had made +the simple Georgie's acquaintance only within the last three weeks. + +'Of course they are stupid, my dear,' she remarked, in response to some +slighting remark of Lesbia's, 'but I am always willing to know rich +people. One drops in for so many good things; and they never want any +return in kind. It is quite enough for them to be allowed to spend their +money _upon us._' + +The house was gorgeous in all the glory of the very latest fashions in +upholstery; hall Algerian; dining-room Pompeian; drawing-room Early +Italian; music-room Louis Quatorze; billiard-room mediæval English. The +dinner was as magnificent as dinner can be made. Three-fourths of the +guests were the _haute gomme_ of the financial world, and perspired +gold. The other third belonged to a class which Mr. Smithson described +somewhat contemptuously as the shake-back nobility. An Irish peer, a +younger son of a ducal house that had run to seed, a political agitator, +a grass widow whose titled husband was governor of an obscure colony, an +ancient dowager with hair which was too luxuriant to be anything but a +wig, and diamonds which were so large as to suggest paste. + +Lesbia sat by her affianced at the glittering table, lighted with +clusters of wax candles, which shone upon a level _parterre_ of tea +roses, gardenias, and gloire de Malmaison carnations; from which rose at +intervals groups of silver-gilt dolphins, supporting shallow golden +dishes piled with peaches, grapes, and all the costliest produce of +Covent Garden. + +Conversation was not particularly brilliant, nor had the guests an +elated air. The thermometer was near eighty, and at this period of the +season everybody was tired of this kind of dinner, and would gladly have +foregone the greatest achievements of culinary art, in favour of a +chicken and a salad, eaten under green leaves, in a garden at Wargrave +or Henley, within sound of the rippling river. + +On Lesbia's right hand there was a portly personage of Jewish type, dark +to swarthiness, and somewhat oily, whose every word suggested bullion. +He and Mr. Smithson were evidently acquaintances of long standing, and +Mr. Smithson presented him to Lesbia, whereupon he joined in their +conversation now and then. + +His talk was of the usual standard. He had seen everything worth seeing +in London and in Paris, between which cities he seemed to oscillate with +such frequency that he might be said to live in both places at once. He +had his stall at Covent Garden, and his stall at the Grand Opera. He was +a subscriber at the Theatre Français. He had seen all the races at +Longchamps and Chantilly, as well as at Sandown and Ascot. But every now +and then he and Mr. Smithson drifted from the customary talk about +operas and races, pictures and French novels, to the wider world of +commerce and speculation, mines, waterworks, and foreign loans--and +Lesbia leant back in her chair, and fanned herself languidly, with +half-closed eyelids, while two or three courses went round, she giving +the little supercilious look at each _entrée_ offered to her, to be +observed on such occasions, as if the thing offered were particularly +nasty. + +She wondered how long the two men were going to prose about mines and +shares, in those subdued half-mysterious voices, telling each other +occult facts in half-expressed phrases, utterly dark to the outside +world; but, while she was languidly wondering, a change in her lover's +manner startled her into keenest curiosity. + +'Montesma is in Paris,' said Mr. Sampayo, the dark gentleman; 'I dined +last week with him at the Continental.' + +Mr. Smithson's complexion faded curiously, and a leaden darkness came +over his countenance, as of a man whose heart and lungs suddenly refuse +their office. But in a few moments he was smiling feebly. + +'Indeed! I thought he was played out years ago.' + +'A man of that kind is never played out. Don Gomez de Montesma is as +clever as Satan, as handsome as Apollo, and he bears one of the oldest +names in Castile. Such a man will always come to the front. _C'est un +rastaquouère mais rastaquouère de bon genre_. You knew him intimately +_là bas_, I believe?' + +'In Cuba; yes, we were pretty good friends once.' + +'And were useful to each other, no doubt,' said Mr. Sampayo, pleasantly. +'Was that Argentiferous Copper Company in sixty-four yours or his?' + +'There were a good many people concerned in it.' + +'No doubt; it takes a good many people to work that kind of thing, but I +fancy you and Montesma were about the only two who came out of it +pleasantly. And he and you did a little in the shipping line, didn't +you--African produce? However, that's an old song. You have had so many +good things since then.' + +'Did Montesma talk of coming to London?' + +'He did not talk about it; but he would hardly go back to the tropics +without having a look round on both sides of the Channel. He was always +fond of society, pretty women, dancing, and amusements of all kinds. I +have no doubt we shall see him here before the end of the season.' + +Mr. Smithson pursued the subject no further. He turned to Lesbia, who had +been curiously interested in this little bit of conversation--interested +first because Smithson had seemed agitated by the mention of the +Spaniard's name; secondly, because of the description of the man, which +had a romantic sound. The very word tropic suggested a romance. And +Lesbia, whose mind was jaded by the monotony of a London season, the +threadbare fabric of society conversation, kindled at any image which +appealed to her fancy. + +Clever as Satan, handsome as Apollo, scion of an old Castilian family, +fresh from the tropics. Her imagination dwelt upon the ideas which these +words had conjured up. + +Three days after this she was at the opera with her chaperon, her lover +in attendance as usual. The opera was "Faust," with Nillson as +Marguerite. After the performance they were to drive down to Twickenham +on Mr. Smithson's drag, and to dance and sup at the Orleans. The last +ball of the season was on this evening; and Lesbia had been persuaded +that it was to be a particular _recherché_ ball, and that only the very +nicest people were to be present. At any rate, the drive under the light +of a July moon would be delicious; and if they did not like the people +they found there they could eat their supper and come away immediately +after, as Lady Kirkbank remarked philosophically. + +The opera was nearly over--that grand scene of Valentine's death was +on--and Lesbia was listening breathlessly to every note, watching every +look of the actors, when there came a modest little knock at the door of +her box. She darted an angry glance round, and shrugged her shoulders +vexatiously. What Goth had dared to knock during that thrilling scene? + +Mr. Smithson rose and crept to the door and quietly opened it. + +A dark, handsome man, who was a total stranger to Lesbia, glided in, +shaking hands with Smithson as he entered. + +Till this moment Lesbia's whole being had been absorbed in the +scene--that bitter anathema of the brother, the sister's cry of anguish +and shame. Where else is there tragedy so human, so enthralling--grief +that so wrings the spectator's heart? It needed a Goethe and a Gounod to +produce this masterpiece. + +In an instant, in a flash, Lesbia's interest in the stage was gone. Her +first glance at the stranger told her who he was. The olive tint, the +eyes of deepest black, the grand form of the head and perfect chiselling +of the features could belong only to that scion of an old Castilian race +whom she had heard described the other evening--'clever as Satan, +handsome as Apollo.' + +Yes, this must be the man, Don Gomez de Montesma. There was nothing in +Mr. Smithson's manner to indicate that the Spaniard was an unwelcome +guest. On the contrary, Smithson received him with a cordiality which in +a man of naturally reserved manner seemed almost rapture. The curtain +fell, and he presented Don Gomez to Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia; +whereupon dear Georgie began to gush, after her wont, and to ask a good +many questions in a manner that was too girlish to seem impertinent. + +'How perfectly you speak English!' she exclaimed. 'You must have lived +in England a good deal.' + +'On the contrary, it is my misfortune to have lived here very little, +but I have known a good many English and Americans in Cuba and in +Paris.' + +'In Cuba! Do you really come from Cuba? I have always fancied that Cuba +must be an altogether charming place to live in--like Biarritz or Pau, +don't you know, only further away. Do please tell me where it is, and +what kind of a place.' + +Geographically, Lady Kirkbank's mind was a blank. It was quite a +revelation to her to find that Cuba was an island. + +'It must be a lovely spot!' exclaimed the fervid creature. 'Let me see, +now, what do we get from Cuba?--cigars--and--and tobacco. I suppose in +Cuba everybody smokes?' + +'Men, women, and children.' + +'How delicious! Would that I were a Cuban! And the natives, are they +nice?' + +'There are no aborigines. The Indians whom Columbus found soon perished +off the face of the island. European civilisation generally has that +effect. But one of our most benevolent captain-generals provided us with +an imported population of niggers.' + +'How delightful. I have always longed to live among a slave population, +dear submissive black things dressed in coral necklaces and feathers, +instead of the horrid over-fed wretches we have to wait upon us. And if +the aborigines were not wanted it was just as well for them to die out, +don't you know,' prattled Lady Kirkbank. + +'It was very accommodating of them, no doubt. Yet we could employ half a +million of them, if we had them, in draining our swamps. Agriculture +suffered by the loss of Indian labour.' + +'I suppose they were like the creatures in Pizarro, poor dear yellow +things with brass bracelets,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'I remember seeing +Macready as Rolla when I was quite a little thing.' + +And now the curtain rose for the last act. + +'Do you care about staying for the end?' asked Mr. Smithson of Lesbia. +'It will make us rather late at the Orleans.' + +'Never mind how late we are,' said Lesbia, imperiously. 'I have always +been cheated out of this last act for some stupid party. Imagine losing +Gounod and Nillson for the sake of struggling through the mob on a +stifling staircase, and being elbowed by inane young men, with gardenias +in their coats.' + +Lady Lesbia had a pretty little way of always opposing any suggestion of +her sweetheart. She was resolved to treat him as badly as a future +husband could be treated. In consenting to marry him she had done him a +favour which was a great deal more than such a person had any right to +expect. + +She leant forward to watch and listen, with her elbow resting on the +velvet cushion--her head upon her hand, and she seemed absorbed in the +scene. But this was mere outward seeming. All the enchantment of music +and acting was over. She only heard and saw vaguely, as if it were a +shadowy scene enacted ever so far away. Every now and then her eyes +glanced involuntarily toward Don Gomez, who stood leaning against the +back of the box, pale, languid, graceful, poetic, an altogether +different type of manhood from that with which she had of late been +satiated. + +Those deep dark eyes of his had a dreamy look. They gazed across the +dazzling house, into space, above Lady Lesbia's head. They seemed to see +nothing; and they certainly were not looking at her. + +Don Gomez was the first man she ever remembered to have been presented +to her who did not favour her with a good deal of hard staring, more or +less discreetly managed, during the first ten minutes of their +acquaintance. On him her beauty fell flat. He evidently failed to +recognise her supreme loveliness. It might be that she was the wrong +type for Cuba. Every nation has its own Venus; and that far away spot +beyond the torrid zone might have a somewhat barbarous idea of beauty. +At any rate, Don Gomez was apparently unimpressed. And yet Lesbia +flattered herself that she was looking her best to-night, and that her +costume was a success. She wore a white satin gown, short in the skirt, +for the luxury of freedom in waltzing, and made with Quaker-like +simplicity, the bodice high to the throat, fitting her like a sheath. + +Her only ornaments were a garland of scarlet poppies wreathed from +throat to shoulder, and a large diamond heart which Mr. Smithson had +lately given her; 'a bullock's heart,' as Lady Kirkbank called it. + +When the curtain fell, and not till then, she rose and allowed herself +to be clad in a brown velvet Newmarket, which completely covered her +short satin gown. She had a little brown velvet toque to match the +Newmarket, and thus attired she would be able to take her seat on the +drag which was waiting on the quietest side of Covent Garden. + +'Why should not you go with us, Don Gomez?' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, in +a gush of hospitality. 'The drive will be charming--not equal to your +tropical Cuba--but intensely nice. And the gardens will be something too +sweet on such a night as this. I knew them when the dear Duc d'Aumale +was there. Ay de mi, such a man!' + +Lady Kirkbank sighed, with the air of having known his Altesse Royale +intimately. + +'I should be charmed,' said Don Gomez, 'if I thought my friend Smithson +wanted me. Would you really like to have me, Smithson?' + +'I should be enchanted.' + +'And there is room on the drag?' + +'Room enough for half-a-dozen. I am only taking Sir George Kirkbank and +Colonel Delville--whom we are to pick up at the Haute Gomme--and Mr. and +Mrs. Mostyn, who are in the stalls.' + +'A nice snug little party,' exclaimed that charming optimist, Lady +Kirkbank. 'I hate a crowd on a drag. The way some of the members of the +Four-in-hand Club load their coaches on parade reminds me of a +Beanfeast!' + +They found Lady Kirkbank's footman and one of Mr. Smithson's grooms +waiting in the hall of the opera house. The groom to conduct them to the +spot where the drag was waiting; the footman to carry wraps and take his +mistress's final orders. There was a Bohemian flavour in the little walk +to the great fruit garden, which was odorous of bruised peaches and +stale salads as they passed it. Waggon-loads of cabbages and other +garden stuff were standing about by the old church; the roadway was +littered with the refuse of the market; and the air was faint and heavy +with the scent of herbs and flowers. + +Lesbia mounted lightly to her place of honour on the box-seat; and Lady +Kirkbank was hoisted up after her. Mr. and Mrs. Mostyn followed; and +then Don Gomez took his seat by Lady Kirkbank's side and behind Lesbia, +a vantage point from which he could talk to her as much as he liked. Mr. +Smithson seated himself a minute afterwards, and drove off by King +Street and Leicester Square and on to Piccadilly, steering cleverly +through the traffic of cabs and carriages, which was at its apogee just +now, when all the theatres were disgorging their crowds. Piccadilly was +quieter, yet there were plenty of carriages, late people going to +parties and early people going home, horses slipping and sliding on +stones or wood, half the roadway up, and luminous with lanterns. They +stopped in front of the Haute Gomme, where they picked up Sir George +Kirkbank and Colonel Delville, a big man with a patriarchal head, +supposed to be one of the finest whist players in London, and to make a +handsome income by his play. He had ridden in the Balaclava charge, was +a favourite everywhere, and, albeit no genius, was much cleverer than +his friend and school-fellow, George Kirkbank. They had been at Eton +together, had both made love to the lively Georgie, and had been +inseparables for the last thirty years. + +'Couldn't get on without Delville,' said Sir George; 'dooced smart +fellow, sir. Knows the ropes; and does all the thinking for both of us.' + +And now they were fairly started, and the team fell into a rattling +pace, with the road pretty clear before them. Hyde Park was one +umbrageous darkness, edged by long lines of golden light. Coolness and +silence enfolded all things in the summer midnight, and Lesbia, not +prone to romance, sank into a dreamy state of mind, as she leaned back +in her seat and watched the shadowy trees glide by, the long vista of +lamps and verdure in front of her. She was glad that no one talked to +her, for talk of any kind must have broken the spell. Don Gomez sat like +a statue in his place behind her. From Lady Kirkbank, the loquacious, +came a gentle sound of snoring, a subdued, ladylike snore, breathed +softly at intervals, like a sigh. Mr. Smithson had his team, and his own +thoughts, too, for occupation,--thoughts which to-night were not +altogether pleasant. + +At the back of the coach Mrs. Mostyn was descanting on the evolution of +the nautilus, and the relationship of protoplasm and humanity, to +Colonel Delville, who sat smiling placidly behind an immense cigar, and +accepted the most stupendous facts and the most appalling theories with +a friendly little nod of his handsome head. + +Mr. Mostyn frankly slept, as it was his custom to do upon all convenient +occasions. He called it recuperating. + +'Frank ought to be delightfully fresh, for he recuperated all the way +down,' said his wife, when they alighted in the dewy garden at +Twickenham, in front of the lamp-lit portico. + +'I wouldn't have minded his recuperating if he hadn't snored so +abominably,' remarked Colonel Delville. + +It was nearly one o'clock, and the ball had thinned a little, which made +it all the better for those who remained. Mr. Smithson's orders had been +given two days ago, and the very best of the waiters had been told off +for his especial service. The ladies went upstairs to take off their +wrappings and mufflings, and Lesbia emerged dazzling from her brown +velvet Newmarket, while Lady Kirkbank, bending closely over the +looking-glass, like a witch over a caldron, repaired her complexion with +cotton wool. + +They went through the conservatory to the octagon dining-room, where the +supper was ready, a special supper, on a table by a window, a table +laden with exotics and brilliant with glass and silver. The supper was, +of course, perfect in its way. Mr. Smithson's _chef_ had been down to +see about it, and Mr. Smithson's own particular champagne and the claret +grown in his own particular _clos_ in the Gironde, had been sent down +for the feast. No common cuisine, no common wine could be good enough; +and yet there was a day when the cheapest gargote in Belleville or +Montmartre was good enough for Mr. Smithson. There had been days on +which he did not dine at all, and when the fumes of a _gibelotte_ +steaming from a workman's restaurant made his mouth water. + +The supper was all life and gaiety. Everyone was hungry and thirsty, and +freshened by the drive, except Lesbia. She was singularly silent, ate +hardly anything, but drank three or four glasses of champagne. + +Don Gomez was not a great talker. He had the air of a prince of the +blood royal, who expects other people to talk and to keep him amused. +But the little he said was to the point. He had a fine baritone, very +low and subdued, and had a languor which was almost insolent, but not +without its charm. There was an air of originality about the manner and +the man. + +He was the typical _rastaquouère_, a man of finished manners, and +unknown antecedents, a foreigner, apparently rich, obviously +accomplished, but with that indefinable air which bespeaks the +adventurer; and which gives society as fair a warning as if the man wore +a placard on his shoulder with the word _cave_. + +But to Lesbia this Spaniard was the first really interesting man she had +met since she saw John Hammond; and her interest in him was much more +vivid than her interest in Hammond had been at the beginning of their +acquaintance. That pale face, with its tint of old ivory, those thin, +finely-cut lips, indicative of diabolical craft, could she but read +aright, those unfathomable eyes, touched her fancy as it had never yet +been touched, awoke within her that latent vein of romance, +self-abnegation, supreme foolishness, which lurks in the nature of every +woman, be she chaste as ice and pure as snow. + +The supper was long. It was past two o'clock, and the ballroom was +thinly occupied, when Mr. Smithson's party went there. + +'You won't dance to-night, I suppose?' said Smithson, as Lesbia and he +went slowly down the room arm in arm. It was in a pause between two +waltzes. The wide window at the end was opened to the summer night, and +the room was delightfully cool. 'You must be horribly tired?' + +'I am not in the least tired, and I mean to waltz, if anyone will ask +me,' replied Lesbia, decisively. + +'I ought to have asked you to dance, and then it would have been the +other way,' said Smithson, with a touch of acrimony. 'Surely you have +dancing enough in town, and you might be obliging for once in a way, +and come and sit with me in the garden, and listen to the nightingales.' + +'There are no nightingales after June. There is the Manola,' as the band +struck up, 'my very favourite waltz.' + +Don Gomez was at her elbow at this moment + +'May I have the honour of this waltz with you, Lady Lesbia?' he asked; +and then with a serio-comic glance at his stoutish friend, 'I don't +think Smithson waltzes?' + +'I have been told that nobody can waltz who has been born on this side +of the Pyrenees,' answered Lesbia, withdrawing her arm from her lover's, +and slipping, it through the Spaniard's, with the air of a slave who +obeys a master. + +Smithson looked daggers, and retired to a corner of the room glowering. +Were a man twenty-two times millionaire, like the Parisian Rothschild, +he could not find armour against the poisoned arrows of jealousy. Don +Gomez possessed many of those accomplishments which make men dangerous, +but as a dancer he was _hors ligne_; and Horace Smithson knew that there +is no surer road to a girl's fancy than the magic circle of a waltz. + +Those two were floating round the room in the old slow legato step, +which recalled to Smithson the picture of a still more spacious room in +an island under the Southern Cross--the blue water of the bay shining +yonder under the starlight of the tropics, fire-flies gleaming and +flashing in the foliage beyond the open windows, fire-flies flashing +amidst the gauzy draperies of the dancers, and this same Gomez revolving +with the same slow languid grace, his arm encircling the _svelte_ figure +of a woman whose southern beauty outshone Lesbia's blonde English +loveliness as the tropical stars outshine the lamps that light our +colder skies. Yes, every detail of the scene flashed back into his mind, +as if a curtain had been suddenly plucked back from a long-hidden +picture. The Cuban's tall slim figure, the head gently bent towards his +partner's head, as at this moment, and those dark eyes looking up at +him, intoxicated with that nameless, indefinable fascination which it is +the lot of some men to exercise. + +'He robbed me of _her_!' thought Smithson, gloomily. 'Will he rob me of +this one too? Surely not! Havana is Havana--and this one is not a +Creole. If I cannot trust that lovely piece of marble, there is no woman +on earth to be trusted.' + +He turned his back upon the dancers, and went out into the garden. His +soul was wrung with jealousy, yet he could watch no longer. There was +too much pain--there were too many bitter memories of shame, and loss, +and ignominy evoked by that infernal picture. If he had been free he +would have asserted his authority as Lesbia's future husband; he would +have taken her away from the Orleans; he would have told her plainly and +frankly that Don Gomez was no fit person for her to know; and he would +have so planned that they two should never meet again. But Horace +Smithson was not free. He was bound hand and foot by those fetters which +the chain of past events had forged--stern facts which the man himself +may forget, or try to forget, but which other people never forget. There +is generally some dark spot in the history of such men as Smithson--men +who climb the giddiest heights of this world with that desperate +rapidity which implies many a perilous leap from crag to crag, many a +moraine skimmed over, and many an awful gulf spanned by a hair-breadth +bridge. Mr. Smithson's history was not without such spots; and the +darkest of all had relation to his career in Cuba. The story had been +known by very few--perhaps completely known only by one man; and that +man was Gomez de Montesma. + +For the last fifteen years the most fervent desire of Horace Smithson's +heart had been the hope that tropical nature, in any one of her various +disagreeable forms, would be obliging enough to make an end of Gomez. +But the forces of nature had not worked on Mr. Smithson's side. No +loathsome leprosy had eaten his enemy's flesh; neither cayman nor +crocodile, neither Juba snake nor poisonous spider had marked him for +its prey. The tropical sun had left him unsmitten. He had lived and he +had prospered; and he was here, like a guilty conscience incarnate, to +spoil Horace Smithson's peace. + +'I must be diplomatic,' Smithson said to himself, as he walked up and +down an avenue of Irish yews, in a solitary part of the grounds, smoking +his cigarette, and hearing the music swell and sink in the distance. 'I +will give her a hint as to that man's character, and I will keep them +apart as much as I can. But if he forces himself upon me there is no +help for it. I cannot afford to be uncivil to him.' + +'Cannot afford' in this instance meant 'dare not,' and Horace Smithson's +thoughts as he paced the yew-tree walk were full of gloom. + +During that long meditation he made up his mind on one point, namely, +that, let him suffer what pangs he might, he must not betray his +jealousy. To do that would be to lower himself in Lesbia's eyes, and to +play into his rival's hand; for a jealous man is almost always +contemptible in the sight of his mistress. He would carry himself as if +he were sure of her fidelity; and this very confidence, with a woman of +honour, a girl reared as Lesbia had been reared, would render it +impossible for her to betray him. He would show himself high-minded, +confident, generous, chivalrous, even; and he would trust to chance for +the issue. Chance was Mr. Smithson's only idea of Divinity; and Chance +had hitherto been kind to him. There had been dark hours in his life, +but the darkness had not lasted long; and the lucky accidents of his +career had been of a nature to beguile him into the belief that among +the favourites of Destiny he stood first and foremost. + +While Mr. Smithson mused thus, alone and in the darkness, Montesma and +Lady Lesbia were wandering arm in arm in another and lovelier part of +the grounds, where golden lights were scattered like Cuban fire-flies +among the foliage of seringa and magnolia, arbutus and rhododendron, +while at intervals a sudden flush of rosier light was shed over garden +and river, as if by enchantment, surprising a couple here and there in +the midst of a flirtation which had begun in darkness. + +The grounds were lovely in the balmy atmosphere of a July night, the +river gliding with mysterious motion under the stars, great masses of +gloom darkening the stream with an almost awful look where the woods of +Petersham and Ham House cast their dense shadows on the water. Don Gomez +and his companion wandered by the river side to a spot where a group of +magnolias sheltered them from the open lawn, and where there were some +rustic chairs close to the balustrade which protected the parapet. In +this spot, which was a kind of island, divided from the rest of the +grounds by the intervening road, they found themselves quite alone, and +in the midst of a summer stillness which was broken only by the low, +lazy ripple of the tide running seawards. The lights of Richmond looked +far away, and the little town with its variety of levels had an Italian +air in the distance. + +From the ballroom, faint and fitful, came the music of a waltz. + +'I'm afraid I've brought you too far,' said Don Gomez. + +'On the contrary, it is a relief to get away from the lights and the +people. How delicious this river is! I was brought up on the shores of a +lake; but after all a lake is horribly tame. Its limits are always +staring one in the face. There is no room for one's imagination to +wander. Now a river like this suggests an infinity of possibilities, +drifting on and on and on into undiscovered regions, by ever-varying +shores. I feel to-night as if I should like to step into that little +boat yonder,' pointing to a light skiff bobbing gently up and down with +the tide, at the bottom of a flight of steps, 'and let the stream take +me wherever it chose.' + +'If I could but go with you,' said Gomez, in that deep and musical tone +which made the commonest words seem melody, 'I would ask for neither +compass nor rudder. What could it matter whither the boat took me? There +is no place under the stars which would not be a paradise--with you.' + +'Please don't make a dreamy aspiration the occasion for a compliment,' +exclaimed Lesbia, lightly. 'What I said was so silly that I don't wonder +you thought it right to say something just a little sillier. But +moonlight and running water have a curious effect upon me; and I, who am +the most prosaic among women, become ridiculously sentimental.' + +'I cannot believe that you are prosaic.' + +'I assure you it is perfectly true. I am of the earth, earthy; a woman +of the world, in my first season, ambitious, fond of pleasure, vain, +proud, exacting, all those things which I am told a woman ought not to +be.' + +'You pain me when you so slander yourself; and I shall make it the +business of my life to find out how much truth there is in that +self-slander. For my own part I do not believe a word of it; but as it +is rude to contradict a lady I will only say that I reserve my opinion.' + +'Are you to stay long in England?' asked Lesbia. + +She was leaning against the stone balustrade in a careless attitude, as +of one who was weary, her elbow on the stone slab, and her head thrown +back against her arm. The white satin gown, moulded to her figure, had a +statuesque air, and she looked like a marble statue in the dim light, +every line of the graceful form expressive of repose. + +'That will depend. I am not particularly fond of London. A very little +of your English Babylon satisfies me, in a general way; but there are +conditions which might make England enchanting. Where do you go at the +end of the season?' + +'First to Goodwood, and then to Cowes. Mr. Smithson is so kind as to +place his yacht at Lady Kirkbank's disposal, and I am to be her guest on +board the Cayman, just as I am in Arlington Street.' + +'The Cayman! That name is a reminiscence of Mr. Smithson's South +American travels.' + +'No doubt! Was he long in South America?' + +'Three or four years.' + +'But not in Cuba all that time, I suppose?' + +'He had business relations with Cuba all that time, and oscillated +between our island and the main. He was rather fortunate in his little +adventures with us--made almost as much money as General Tacon, of +blessed memory. But I dare say Smithson has told you all his adventures +in that part of the world.' + +'No, he very rarely talks about his travels: and I am not particularly +interested in commercial speculations. There is always so much to think +of and talk about in the business of the moment. Are you fond of Cuba?' + +'Not passionately. I always feel as if I were an exile there, and yet +one of my ancestors was with Columbus when he discovered the island, and +my race were among the earliest settlers. My family has given three +Captain-generals to Cuba: but I cannot forget that I belong to an older +world, and have forfeited that which ought to have been a brilliant +place in Europe for the luxurious obscurity of a colony.' + +'But you must be attached to a place in which your family have lived for +so many generations?' + +'I like the stars and the sea, the mountains and savannas, the tropical +vegetation, and the dreamy, half-oriental life; but at best it is a kind +of stagnation, and after a residence of a few months in the island of my +birth I generally spread my wings for the wider world of the old +continent or the new.' + +'You must have travelled so much,' said Lesbia, with a sigh. 'I have +been nowhere and seen nothing. I feel like a child who has been shut up +in a nursery all its life, and knows of no world beyond four walls.' + +'Not to travel is not to live,' said Don Gomez. + +'I am to be in Italy next November, I believe,' said Lesbia, not caring +to own that this Italian trip was to be her honeymoon. + +'Italy!' exclaimed the Spaniard, contemptuously. 'Once the finishing +school of the English nobility; now the happy hunting-ground of the +Cockney tourist and the prosperous Yankee. All the poetry of Italy has +been dried up, and the whole country vulgarised. If you want romance in +the old world go to Spain; in the new, try Peru or Brazil, Mexico or +California.' + +'I am afraid I am not adventurous enough to go so far.' + +'No: women cling to beaten tracks.' + +'We obey our masters,' answered Lesbia, meekly. + +'Ah, I forgot. You are to have a master--and soon. I heard as much +before I saw you to-night.' + +Lesbia half rose, as if to leave this cool retreat above the rippling +tide. + +'Yes, it is all settled,' she said; 'and now I think I must go back. +Lady Kirkbank will be wondering what has become of me.' + +'Let her wonder a little longer,' said Don Gomez. 'Why should we hurry +away from this delightful spot? Why break the spell of--the river? Life +has so few moments of perfect contentment. If this is one with you--as +it is with me--let us make the most of it. Lady Lesbia, do you see those +weeds yonder, drifting with the tide, drifting side by side, touching as +they drift? They have met heaven knows how, and will part heaven knows +where, on their way to the sea; but they let themselves go with the +tide. We have met like those poor weeds. Don't let us part till the tide +parts us.' + +Lesbia gave a little sigh, and submitted. She had talked of women +obeying their masters; and the implication was that she meant to obey +Mr. Smithson. But there is a fate in these things; and the man who was +to be her master, whose lightest breath was to sway her, whose lightest +look was to rule her, was here at her side in the silence of the summer +night. + +They talked long, but of indifferent subjects; and their talk might have +been heard by every member of the Orleans Club, and no harm done. Yet +words and phrases count for very little in such a case. It is the tone, +it is the melody of a voice, it is the magic of the hour that tells. + +The tide came, in the person of Mr. Smithson, and parted these two weeds +that were drifting towards the great mysterious ocean of fate. + +'I have been hunting for you everywhere,' he said, cheerfully. 'If you +want another waltz, Lady Lesbia, you had better take the next. I believe +it is to be the last. At any rate our party are clamouring to be driven +home. I found poor Lady Kirkbank fast asleep in a corner of the +drawing-room.' + +'Will you give me that last waltz?' asked Don Gomez. + +Lady Lesbia felt that the long-suffering Smithson had endured enough. +Womanly instinct constrained her to refuse that final waltz: but it +seemed to her as if she were making a tremendous sacrifice in so doing. +And yet she had waltzed to her heart's content during the season that +was waning, and knew all the waltzes played by all the fashionable +bands. She gave a little sigh, as she said-- + +'No, I must not indulge myself. I must go and take care of Lady +Kirkbank.' + +Mr. Smithson offered his arm, and she took it and went away with him, +leaving Don Gomez to follow at his leisure. There would be some delay no +doubt before the drag started. The lamps had gone out among the foliage, +and the stars were waning a little, and there was a faint cold light +creeping over the garden which meant the advent of morning. Don Gomez +strolled towards the lighted house, smoking a cigarette. + +'She is very lovely, and she is--well--not quite spoiled by her +_entourage_, and they tell me she is an heiress--sure to inherit a +fine fortune from some ancient grandmother, buried alive in +Westmoreland,' he mused. 'What a splendid opportunity it would be if--if +the business could be arranged on the square. But as it is--well--as it +is there is the chance of an adventure; and when did a Montesma ever +avoid an adventure, although there were dagger or poison lurking in the +background? And here there is neither poison nor steel, only a lovely +woman, and an infatuated stockbroker, about whom I know enough to +disgrace and ruin an archbishop. Poor Smithson! How very unlucky that I +should happen to come across your pathway in the heyday of your latest +love affair. We have had our little adventures in that line already, and +we have measured swords together, metaphorically, before to-night. When +it comes to a question of actual swords my Smithson declines. _Pas si +bête._' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +LORD HARTFIELD REFUSES A FORTUNE. + + +A honeymoon among lakes and mountains, amidst the gorgeous confusion of +Borrowdale, in a little world of wild, strange loveliness, shut in and +isolated from the prosaic outer world by the vast and towering masses of +Skiddaw and Blencathara--a world of one's own, as it were, a world +steeped in romance and poetry, dear to the souls of poets. There are +many such honeymoons every summer; indeed, the mountain paths, the +waterfalls and lakes swarm with happy lovers; and this land of hills and +waters seems to have been made expressly for honeymoon travellers; yet +never went truer lovers wandering by lake and torrent, by hill and +valley, than those two whose brief honeymoon was now drawing to a close. + +It was altogether a magical time for Mary, this dawn of a new life. The +immensity of her happiness almost frightened her. She could hardly +believe in it, or trust in its continuance. + +'Am I really, really, really your wife?' she asked on their last day, +bending down to speak to her husband, as he led her pony up the rough +ways of Skiddaw. 'It is all so dreadfully like a dream.' + +'Thank God, it is the very truth,' answered Lord Hartfield, looking +fondly at the fresh young face, brightened by the summer wind, which +faintly stirred the auburn hair under the neat little hat. + +'And am I actually a Countess? I don't care about it one little bit, you +know, except as a stupendous joke. If you were to tell me that you had +been only making fun of poor grandmother and me, and that those diamonds +are glass, and you only plain John Hammond, it wouldn't make the +faintest difference. Indeed, it would be a weight off my mind. It is an +awfully oppressive thing to be a Countess.' + +'I'm sorry I cannot relieve you of the burden. The law of the land has +made you Lady Hartfield; and I hope you are preparing your mind for the +duties of your position.' + +'It is very dreadful,' sighed Mary. 'If her ladyship were as well and as +active as she was when first you came to Fellside, she could have helped +me; but now there will be no one, except you. And you will help me, +won't you Jack?' + +'With all my heart.' + +'My own true Jack,' with a little fervent squeeze of his sunburnt hand. +'In society I suppose I shall have to call you Hartfield. "Hartfield, +please ring the bell." "Give me a footstool, Hartfield." How odd it +sounds. I shall be blurting out the old dear name.' + +'I don't think it will much matter. It will pass for one of Lady +Hartfield's little ways. Every woman is supposed to have little ways, +don't you know. One has a little way of dropping her friends; another +has a little way of not paying her dressmaker; another's little way is +to take too much champagne. I hope Lady Hartfield's little way will be +her devotion to her husband.' + +'I'm afraid I shall end by being a nuisance to you, for I shall love you +ridiculously,' answered Mary, gaily; 'and from what you have told me +about society, it seems to me that there can be nothing so unfashionable +as an affectionate wife. Will you mind my being quite out of fashion, +Jack?' + +'I should very much object to your being in the fashion.' + +'Then I am happy. I don't think it is in my nature to become a woman of +fashion; although I have cured myself, for your sake, of being a hoyden. +I had so schooled myself for what I thought our new life was to be; so +trained myself to be a managing economical wife, that I feel quite at +sea now that I am to be mistress of a house in Grosvenor Square and a +place in Kent. Still, I will bear with it all; yes, even endure the +weight of those diamonds for your sake.' + +She laughed, and he laughed. They were quite alone among the +hills--hardy mountaineers both--and they could be as foolish as they +liked. She rested her head upon his shoulder, and he and she and the +pony made one as they climbed the hill, close together. + +'Our last day,' sighed Mary, as they went down again, after a couple of +blissful hours in that wild world between earth and sky. 'I shall be +glad to go back to poor grandmother, who must be sadly lonely; but it is +so sweet to be quite alone with you.' + +They left the Lodore Hotel in an open carriage, after luncheon next day, +and posted to Fellside, where they arrived just in time to assist at +Lady Maulevrier's afternoon tea. She received them both with warm +affection, and made Hartfield sit close beside her sofa; and every now +and then, in the pauses of their talk, she laid her wasted and too +delicate fingers upon the young man's strong brown hand, with a +caressing gesture. + +'You can never know how sweet it is to me to be able to love you,' she +said tenderly. 'You can never know how my heart yearned to you from the +very first, and how hard it was to keep myself in check and not be too +kind to you. Oh, Hartfield, you should have told me the truth. You +should not have come here under false colours.' + +'Should I not, Lady Maulevrier? It was my only chance of being loved +for my own sake; or, at least of knowing that I was so loved. If I had +come with my rank and my fortune in my hand, as it were--one of the good +matches of the year--what security could I ever have felt in the +disinterested love of the girl who chose me? As plain John Hammond I +wooed and was rejected; as plain John Hammond I wooed and won; and the +prize which I so won is a pearl above price. Not for worlds, were the +last year to be lived over again, would I have one day of my life +altered.' + +'Well, I suppose I ought to be satisfied. I wanted you for Lesbia, and I +have got you for Mary. Best of all, I have got you for myself. Ronald +Hollister's son is mine; he is of my kin; he belongs to me; he will not +forsake me in life; he will be near me, God grant, when I die.' + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, as far as in me lies, I will be to you as a son,' +said Lord Hartfield, very solemnly, stooping to kiss her hand. + +Mary came away from her tea-table to embrace her grandmother. + +'It makes me so happy to have won a little of your regard,' she +murmured, 'and to know that I have married a man whom you can love.' + +'Of course you have heard of Lesbia's engagement?' Lady Maulevrier said +presently, when they were taking their tea. + +'Maulevrier wrote to us about it.' + +'To us.' How nice it sounded, thought Mary, as if they were a firm, and +a letter written to one was written to both. + +'And do you know this Mr. Smithson?' + +'Not intimately. I have met him at the Carlton.' + +'I am told that he is very much esteemed by your party, and that he is +very likely to get a peerage when this Ministry goes out of office.' + +'That is not improbable. Peerages are to be had if a man is rich enough; +and Smithson is supposed to be inordinately rich.' + +'I hope he has character as well as money,' said Lady Maulevrier, +gravely. 'But do you think a man can become inordinately rich in a short +time, with unblemished honour?' + +'We are told that nothing is impossible,' answered Hartfield. 'Faith can +remove a mountain; only one does not often see it done. However, I +believe Mr. Smithson's character is fairly good as millionaires go. We +do not inquire too closely into these things nowadays.' + +Lady Maulevrier sighed and held her peace. She remembered the day when +she had protested vehemently, passionately, against Lesbia's marriage +with a poor man. And now she had an unhappy feeling about Mr. Smithson's +wealth, a doubt, a dread that all might not be well with those millions, +that some portion of that golden tide might flow from impure sources. +She had lived remote from the world, but she had read the papers +diligently, and she knew how often the splendour of commercial wealth +has been suddenly obscured behind a black cloud of obloquy. She could +not rejoice heartily at the idea of Lesbia's engagement. + +'I am to see the man early in August,' she said, as if she were talking +of a butler. 'I hope I may like him. Lady Kirkbank tells me it is a +brilliant marriage, and I must take her word. What can _I_ do for my +granddaughter--a useless log--a prisoner in two rooms?' + +'It is very hard,' murmured Mary, tenderly, 'but I do not see any reason +why Lesbia should not be happy. She likes a brilliant life; and Mr. +Smithson can give her as much gaiety and variety as she can possibly +desire. And, after all, yachts, and horses, and villas, and diamonds +_are_ nice things.' + +'They are the things for which half the world is ready to cheat or +murder the other half,' said Lady Maulevrier, bitterly. She had told +herself long ago that wealth was power, and she had sacrificed many +things, her own peace, her own conscience among them, in order that her +children and grandchildren should be rich; and, knowing this, she felt +it ill became her to be scrupulous, and to inquire too closely as to +the sources of Mr. Smithson's wealth. He was rich, and the world had no +fault to find with him. He had attended the last _levée_. He went into +reputable society. And he could give Lesbia all those things which the +world calls good. + +Fräulein Müller had packed her heavy old German trunks, and had gone +back to the _Heimath_, laden with presents of all kinds from Lady +Maulevrier; so Mary and her husband felt as if Fellside was really their +own. They dined with her ladyship, and left her for the night an hour +after dinner; and then they went down to the gardens, and roamed about +in the twilight, and talked, and talked, and talked, as only true lovers +can talk, be they Strephon and Daphne in life's glad morning, or +grey-haired Darby and Joan; and lastly they went down to the lake, and +rowed about in the moonlight, and talked of King Arthur's death, and of +that mystic sword, Excalibur, 'wrought by the lonely maiden of the +lake.' + +They spent three happy days in wandering about the neighbourhood, +revisiting in the delicious freedom of their wedded life those spots +which they had seen together, when Mary was still in bondage, and the +eye of propriety, as represented by Miss Müller, was always upon her. +Now they were free to go where they pleased--to linger where they +liked--they belonged to each other, and were under no other dominion. + +The dogcart, James Steadman's dogcart, which he had rarely used during +the last six months, was put in requisition and Lord Hartfield drove his +wife about the country. They went to the Langdale Pikes, and to Dungeon +Ghyll; and, standing beside the waterfall, Mary told her husband how +miserable she had felt on that very spot a little less than a year ago, +when she believed that he thought her plain and altogether horrid. +Whereupon he had to console her with many kisses and sweet words, for +the bygone pain on her part, the neglect on his. + +'I was a wretch,' he said, 'blind, besotted, imbecile.' + +'No, no, no. Lesbia is very lovely--and I could not expect you would +care for me till she was gone away. How glad I am that she went,' added +Mary, naïvely. + +The sky, which had been cloudless all day, began to darken as Lord +Hartfield drove back to Fellside, and Mary drew a little closer to the +driver's elbow, as if for shelter from an impending tempest. + +'You have your waterproof, of course,' he said, looking down at her, as +the first big drops of a thunder shower dashed upon the splash-board. +'No young woman in the Lake country would think of being without a +waterproof.' + +Mary was duly provided, and with the help of the groom put herself into +a snug little tartan Inverness, while Hartfield sent the cart spinning +along twelve miles an hour. + +They were at Fellside before the storm developed its full power, but the +sky was leaden, the landscape dull and blotted, the atmosphere heavy and +stifling. The thunder grumbled hoarsely, far away yonder in the wild +gorges of Borrowdale; and Mary and her husband made up their minds that +the tempest would come before midnight. + +Lady Maulevrier was suffering from the condition of the atmosphere. She +had gone to bed, prostrate with a neuralgic headache, and had given +orders that no one but her maid should go near her. So Lord Hartfield +and his wife dined by themselves, in the room where Mary had eaten so +many uninteresting dinners _tête-à-tête_ with Fräulein; and in spite of +the storm which howled, pelted, and lightened every now and then, Mary +felt as if she were in Paradise. + +There was no chance of going out after dinner. The lake looked like a +pool of ink, the mountains were monsters of dark and threatening aspect, +the rain rattled against the windows, and ran from the verandah in +miniature water-spouts. There was nothing to do but stay in doors, in +the sultry, dusky house. + +'Let us go to my boudoir,' said Mary. 'Let me enjoy the full privilege +of having a boudoir--my very own room. Wasn't it too good of grandmother +to have it made so smart for me?' + +'Nothing can be too good for my Mary,' answered her husband, still in +the doting stage, 'but it was very nice of her ladyship--and the room is +charming.' + +Delightful as the new boudoir might be, they dawdled in the picture +gallery, that long corridor on which all the upper rooms opened, and at +one end of which was the door of Lady Maulevrier's bedroom, at right +angles with that red-cloth door, which was never opened, except to give +egress or ingress to James Steadman, who kept the key of it, as if the +old part of Fellside House had been an enchanted castle. Lord Hartfield +had not forgotten that summer midnight last year, when his meditations +were disturbed by a woman's piercing cry. He thought of it this evening, +as Mary and he lowered their voices on drawing near Lady Maulevrier's +door. She was asleep within there now, perhaps, that strange old woman; +and at any moment an awful shriek, as of a soul in mortal agony, might +startle them in the midst of their bliss. + +The lamps were lighted below; but this upper part of the house was +wrapped in the dull grey twilight of a stormy evening. A single lamp +burned dimly at the further end of the corridor, and all the rest was +shadow. + +Mary and her husband walked up and down, talking in subdued tones. He +was explaining the necessity of his being in London next week, and +promising to come back to Fellside directly his business at the House +was over. + +'It will be delightful to read your speeches,' said Mary; 'but I am +silly and selfish enough to wish you were a country squire, with no +business in London. And yet I don't wish that either, for I am intensely +proud of you.' + +'And some day, before we are much older, you will sit in your robes in +the peeress's gallery.' + +'Oh, I couldn't,' cried Mary. 'I should make a fool of myself, somehow. +I should look like a housemaid in borrowed plumes. Remember, I have no +_Anstand_--I have been told so all my life.' + +'You will be one of the prettiest peeresses who ever sat in that +gallery, and the purest, and truest, and dearest,' protested her +lover-husband. + +'Oh, if I am good enough for you, I am satisfied. I married _you_, and +not the House of Lords. But I am afraid your friends will all say, +"Hartfield, why in heaven's name did you marry that uncultivated +person?" Look!' + +She stopped suddenly, with her hand on her husband's arm. It was growing +momentarily darker in the corridor. They were at the end near the lamp, +and that other end by Lady Maulevrier's door was in deeper darkness, yet +not too dark for Lord Hartfield to see what it was to which Mary +pointed. + +The red-cloth door was open, and a faint glimmer of light showed within. +A man was standing in the corridor, a small, shrunken figure, bent and +old. + +'It is Steadman's uncle,' said Mary. 'Do let me go and speak to him, +poor, poor old man.' + +'The madman!' exclaimed Hartfield. 'No, Mary; go to your room at once. +I'll get him back to his own den.' + +'But he is not mad--at any rate, he is quite harmless. Let me just say a +few words to him. Surely I am safe with you.' + +Lord Hartfield was not inclined to dispute that argument; indeed, he +felt himself strong enough to protect his wife from all the lunatics in +Bedlam. He went towards the end of the corridor, keeping Mary well +behind him; but Mary did not mean to lose the opportunity of renewing +her acquaintance with Steadman's uncle. + +'I hope you are better, poor old soul,' she murmured, gently, lovingly +almost, nestling at her husband's side. + +'What, is it you?' cried the old man, tremulous with joy. 'Oh, +I have been looking for you--looking--looking--waiting, waiting for +you. I have been hoping for you every hour and every minute. Why didn't +you come to me, cruel girl?' + +'I tried with all my might,' said Mary, 'but people blocked up the door +in the stables, and they wouldn't let me go to you; and I have been +rather busy for the last fortnight,' added Mary, blushing in the +darkness, 'I--I--am married to this gentleman.' + +'Married! Ah, that is a good thing. He will take care of you, if he is +an honest man.' + +'I thought he was an honest man, but he has turned out to be an earl,' +answered Mary, proudly. 'My husband is Lord Hartfield.' +'Hartfield--Hartfield,' the old man repeated, feebly. 'Surely I have +heard that name before.' + +There was no violence in his manner, nothing but imbecility; so Lord +Hartfield made up his mind that Mary was right, and that the old man was +quite harmless, worthy of all compassion and kindly treatment. + +This was the same old man whom he had met on the Fell in the bleak March +morning. There was no doubt in his mind about that, although he could +hardly see the man's face in the shadowy corridor. + +'Come,' said the man, 'come with me, my dear. You forgot me, but I have +not forgotten you. I mean to leave you my fortune. Come with me, and +I'll show you your legacy. It is all for you--every rupee--every jewel.' + +This word rupee startled Lord Hartfield. It had a strange sound from the +lips of a Westmoreland peasant. + +'Come, child, come!' said the man impatiently. 'Come and see what I have +left you in my will. I make a new will every day, but I leave everything +to you--every will is in your favour. But if you are married you had +better have your legacy at once. Your husband is strong enough to take +care of you and your fortune.' + +'Poor old man,' whispered Mary; 'pray let us humour him.' + +It was the usual madman's fancy, no doubt. Boundless wealth, exalted +rank, sanctity, power--these things all belong to the lunatic. He is the +lord of creation, and, fed by such fancies, he enjoys flashes of wild +happiness in the midst of his woe. + +'Come, come, both of you,' said the old man, eagerly, breathless with +impatience. + +He led the way across the sacred threshold, looking back, beckoning to +them with his wasted old hand, and Mary for the first time in her life +entered that house which had seemed to her from her very childhood as a +temple of silence and mystery. The passage was dimly lighted by a little +lamp on a bracket. The old man crept along stealthily, looking back, +with a face full of cunning, till he came to a broad landing, from which +an old staircase, with massive oak banisters, led down to the square +hall below. The ceilings were low, the passages were narrow. All things +in the house were curiously different from that spacious mansion which +Lady Maulevrier had built for herself. + +A door on the landing stood ajar. The old man pushed it open and went +in, followed by Mary and her husband. + +They both expected to see a room humble almost to poverty--an iron +bedstead, perhaps, and such furniture as the under servants in a +nobleman's household are privileged to enjoy. Both were alike surprised +at the luxury of the apartment they entered, and which was evidently +reserved exclusively for Steadman's uncle. + +It was a sitting-room. The furniture was old-fashioned, but almost as +handsome as any in Lady Maulevrier's apartments. There was a large sofa +of most comfortable shape, covered with dark red velvet, and furnished +with pillows and foot rugs, which would have satisfied a Sybarite of the +first water. Beside the sofa stood a hookah, with all appliances in the +Oriental fashion; and half a dozen long cherry-wood pipes neatly +arranged above the mantelpiece showed that Mr. Steadman's uncle was a +smoker of a luxurious type. + +In the centre of the room stood a large writing table, with a case of +pigeon-holes at the back, a table which would not have disgraced a Prime +Minister's study. A pair of wax candles, in tall silver candlesticks, +lighted this table, which was littered with papers, in a wild confusion +that too plainly indicated the condition of the owner's mind. The oak +floor was covered with Persian prayer rugs, old and faded, but of the +richest quality. The window curtains were dark red velvet; and through +an open doorway Mary and her husband saw a corresponding luxury in the +arrangements of the adjoining bedroom. + +The whole thing seemed wild and strange as a fairy tale. The weird and +wizened old man, grinning and nodding his head at them. The handsome +room, rich with dark, subdued colour, in the dim light of four wax +candles, two on the table, two on the mantelpiece. The perfume of +stephanotis and tea-roses, blended faintly with the all-pervading odour +of latakia and Turkish attar. All was alike strange, bearing in mind +that this old man was a recipient of Lady Maulevrier's charity, a +hanger-on upon a confidential servant, who might be supposed to be +generously treated if he had the run of his teeth and the shelter of a +decent garret. Verily, there was something regal in such hospitality as +this, accorded to a pauper lunatic. + +Where was Steadman, the alert, the watchful, all this time? Mary +wondered. They had met no one. The house was as mute as if it were under +the spell of a magician. It was like that awful chamber in the Arabian +story, where the young man found the magic horse, and started on his +fatal journey. Mary felt as if here, too, there must be peril; here, +too, fate was working. + +The old man went to the writing table, pushed aside the papers, and then +stooped down and turned a mysterious handle or winch under the +knee-hole, and the writing-desk moved slowly on one side, while the +pigeon-holes sank, and a deep well full of secret drawers was laid open. + +From one of these secret drawers the old man took a bunch of keys, +nodding, chuckling, muttering to himself as he groped for them with +tremulous hand. + +'Steadman is uncommonly clever--thinks he knows everything--but he +doesn't know the trick of this table. I could hide a regiment of Sepoys +in this table, my dear. Well, well, perhaps not Sepoys--too big, too +big--but I could hide all the State papers of the Presidency. There are +drawers enough for that.' + +Hartfield watched him intently, with thoughtful brow. There was a +mystery here, a mystery of the deepest dye; and it was for him--it must +needs be his task, welcome or unwelcome, to unravel it. + +This was the Maulevrier skeleton. + +'Now, come with me,' said the old man, clutching Mary's wrist, and +drawing her towards the half-open door leading into the bedroom. + +She had a feeling of shrinking, for there was something uncanny about +the old man, something that might be life or death, might belong to this +world or the next; but she had no fear. In the first place, she was +courageous by nature, and in the second her husband was with her, a +tower of strength, and she could know no fear while he was at her side. + +The strange old man led the way across his bedroom to an inner chamber, +oak pannelled, with very little furniture, but holding much treasure in +the shape of trunks, portmanteaux--all very old and dusty--and two large +wooden cases, banded with iron. + +Before one of these cases the man knelt down, and applied a key to the +padlock which fastened it. He gave the candle to Lord Hartfield to hold, +and then opened the box. It seemed to be full of books, which he began +to remove, heaping them on the floor beside him; and it was not till he +had cleared away a layer of dingy volumes that he came to a large metal +strong box, so heavy that he could not lift it out of the chest. + +Slowly, tremulously, and with quickened breathing, he unlocked the box +where it was, and raised the lid. + +'Look,' he said eagerly, 'this is her legacy--this is my little girl's +legacy.' + +Lord Hartfield bent down and looked at the old man's treasure, by the +wavering light of the candle; Mary looking over his shoulder, breathless +with wonder. + +The strong box was divided into compartments. One, and the largest, was +filled with rouleaux of coin, packed as closely as possible. The others +contained jewels, set and unset--diamonds, emeralds, rubies, +sapphires--which flashed back the flickering flame of the candle with +glintings of rainbow light. + +'These are all for her--all--all,' exclaimed the old man. 'They are +worth a prince's ransom. Those rouleaux are all gold; those gems are +priceless. They were the dowry of a princess. But they are hers +now--yes, my dear, they are yours--because you spoke sweetly, and smiled +prettily, and were very good to a lonely old man--and because you have +my mother's face, dear, a smile that recalls the days of my youth. Lift +out the box and take it away with you, if you are strong enough,--you, +you,' he said, touching Lord Hartfield. 'Hide it somewhere--keep it from +_her_. Let no one know--no one except your wife and you must be in the +secret.' + +'My dear sir, it is out of the question--impossible that my wife or I +should accept one of those coins--or the smallest of those jewels.' + +'Why not, in the devil's name?' + +'First and foremost, we do not know how you came in possession of them; +secondly, we do not know who you are.' + +'They came to me fairly enough--bequeathed to me by one who had the +right to leave them. Would you have had all that gold left for an +adventurer to wallow in?' + +'You must keep your treasure, sir, however it may have come to you,' +answered Lord Hartfield firmly. 'My wife cannot take upon herself the +burden of a single gold coin--least of all from a stranger. Remember, +sir, to us your possession of this wealth--nay, your whole existence--is +a mystery.' + +'You want to know who I am?' said the old man drawing himself up, with a +sudden _hauteur_ which was not without dignity, despite his shrunken +form and grotesque appearence. 'Well, sir. I am----' + +He checked himself abruptly, and looked round the room with a scared +expression. + +'No, no, no,' he muttered; 'caution, caution! They have not done with me +yet; she warned me--they are lying in wait; I mustn't walk into their +trap.' And then turning to Lord Hartfield, he said, haughtily, 'I shall +not condescend to tell you who I am, sir. You must know that I am a +gentleman, and that is enough for you. There is my gift to your +wife'--pointing to the chest--'take it or leave it.' + +'I shall leave it, sir, with all due respect.' + +A frightful change came over the old man's face at this determined +refusal. His eyes glowered at Lord Hartfield under the heavy scowling +brows; his bloodless lips worked convulsively. + +'Do you take me for a thief?' he exclaimed. 'Are you afraid to touch my +gold--that gold for which men and women sell their souls, blast their +lives with shame, and pain, and dishonour, all the world over? Do you +stand aloof from it--refuse to touch it, as if it were infected? And +you, too, girl! Have you no sense? Are you an idiot?' + +'I can do nothing against my husband's wish,' Mary answered, quietly; +'and, indeed, there is no need for us to take your money. We are rich +without it. Please leave that chest to a hospital. It will be ever so +much better than giving it to us.' + +'You told me you were going to marry a poor man?' + +'I know. But he cheated me, and turned out to be a rich man. He was a +horrid impostor,' said Mary, drawing closer to her husband, and smiling +up at him. + +The old man flung down the lid of his strong box, which shut with a +sonorous clang. He locked it, and put the key in his pocket. + +'I have done with you.' he said. 'You can go your ways, both of you. +Fools, fools, fools! The world is peopled with rogues and fools; and, by +heaven, I would rather have to do with the rogues!' + +He flung himself into an arm-chair, one of the few objects of furniture +in the room, and left them to find their way back alone. + +'Good-night, sir,' said Lord Hartfield; but the old man made no reply. +He sat frowning sullenly. + +'Good-night, sir,' said Mary, in her gentle voice, breathing infinite +pity. + +'Good-night, child,' he growled. 'I am sorry you have married an ass.' + +This was more than Mary could stand, and she was about to reply with +some acrimony, when her husband put his hand upon her lips and hurried +her away. + +On the landing they met Mrs. Steadman, a stout, commonplace person, who +always had the same half-frightened look, as of one who lived in the +shadow of an abiding terror, obviously cowed and brow-beaten by her +husband, according to the Fellside household. + +At sight of Lord Hartfield and his wife she looked a little more +frightened than usual. + +'Goodness gracious, Lady Mary! how ever did you come here?' she gasped, +not yet having quite realised the fact that Mary had been promoted. + +'We came to please Steadman's uncle--he brought us in here,' Mary +answered, quietly. + +'But where did you find him?' + +'In the corridor--just by her ladyship's room.' + +'Then he must have taken the key out of Steadman's pocket, or Steadman +must have left it about somewhere,' muttered Mrs. Steadman, as if +explaining the matter to herself, rather than to Mary. 'My poor husband +is not the man he was. And so you met him in the corridor, and he +brought you in here. Poor old gentleman! He gets madder and madder every +day.' + +'There is method in his madness,' said Lord Hartfield. 'He talked very +much like sanity just now. Has your husband had the charge of him long?' + +Mrs. Steadman answered somewhat confusedly. + +'A goodish time, sir. I can't quite exactly say--time passes so quiet in +a place like this. One hardly keeps count of the years.' + +'Forty years, perhaps?' + +Mrs. Steadman blenched under Lord Hartfield's steadfast look--a look +which questioned more searchingly than his words. + +'Forty years,' she repeated, with a faint laugh. 'Oh, dear no, sir, not +a quarter as long. It isn't so many years, after all, since Steadman's +poor old uncle went a little queer in his head; and Steadman, having +such a quiet home here, and plenty of spare room, made bold to ask her +ladyship if he might give the poor old man a home, where he would be in +nobody's way.' + +'And the poor old man seems to have a very luxurious home,' answered +Lord Hartfield. 'Pray when and where did Mr. Steadman's uncle learn to +smoke a hookah?' + +Simple as the question was, it proved too much for Mrs. Steadman. She +only shook her head, and faltered some unintelligible reply. + +'Where is your husband?' asked Lord Hartfield; 'I should like to have a +little talk with him, if he is disengaged.' + +'He is not very well, my lord,' answered Mrs. Steadman. 'He has been +ailing off and on for the last six months, but I couldn't get him to see +the doctor, or to tell her ladyship that he was in bad health. And about +a week ago he broke down altogether, and fell into a kind of drowsy +state. He keeps about, and he does his work pretty much the same as +usual, but I can see that it's too much for him. If you like to come +downstairs I can let you through the lower door into the hall; and if he +should have woke up since I have left him he'll be at your lordship's +service. But I'd rather not wake him out of his sleep.' + +'There is no occasion. What I have to say will keep till to-morrow.' + +Lord Hartfield and his wife followed Mrs. Steadman downstairs to the low +dark hall, where an old eight-day clock ticked with hoarse and solemn +beat, and a fine stag's head over each doorway gave evidence of some +former Haselden's sporting tastes. The door of a small panelled parlour +stood half-way open; and within the room Lord Hartfield saw James +Steadman asleep in an arm-chair by the fire, which burned as brightly as +if it had been Christmas time. + +'He was so chilly and shivery this afternoon that I was obliged to light +a fire,' said Mrs. Steadman. + +'He seems to be sleeping heavily,' said Hartfield. 'Don't awaken him. +I'll see him to-morrow morning before I go to London.' + +'He sleeps half the day just as heavy as that, my lord,' said the wife, +with a troubled air. 'I don't think it can be right.' + +'I don't think so either,' answered Lord Hartfield. 'You had better call +in the doctor.' + +'I will, my lord, to-morrow morning. James will be angry with me, I +daresay; but I must take upon myself to do it without his leave.' + +She led the way along a passage corresponding with the one above, and +unlocked a door opening into a lobby near the billiard-room. + +'Come, Molly, see if you can beat me at a fifty game,' said Lord +Hartfield, with the air of a man who wants to shake off the impression +of some dominant idea. + +'Of course you will annihilate me, but it will be a relief to play,' +answered Mary. 'That strange old man has given me a shock. Everything +about his surroundings is so different from what I expected. And how +could an uncle of Steadman's come by all that money--and those +jewels--if they were jewels, and not bits of glass which the poor old +thing has chopped up, in order to delude himself with an imaginary +treasure?' + +'I do not think they are bits of glass, Molly.' + +'They sparkled tremendously--almost as much as my--our--the family +diamonds,' said Mary, puzzled how to describe that property which she +held in right of her position as countess regnant; 'but if they are real +jewels, and all those rouleaux real money, how could Steadman's uncle +become possessed of such wealth?' + +'How, indeed?' said Lord Hartfield, choosing his cue + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +ON BOARD THE 'CAYMAN.' + + +Goodwood had come and gone, a brief bright season of loss and gain, fine +gowns, flirtation, lobster en mayonaise, champagne, sunshine, dust, +glare, babble of many voices, successes, failures, triumphs, +humiliations. A very pretty picture to contemplate from the outside, +this little world in holiday clothes, framed in greenery! but just on +the Brocken, where the nicest girl among the dancers had the unpleasant +peculiarity of dropping a little red mouse out of her mouth--so too here +under different forms there were red mice dropping about among the +company. Here a hint of coming insolvency; there a whisper of a +threatened divorce suit, staved off for a while, compromises, family +secrets, little difficulties everywhere; betrothed couples smilingly +accepting congratulations, who should never have been affianced were +truth and honour the rule of life; forsaken wives pretending to think +their husbands models of fidelity; jovial creatures with ruin staring in +their faces; households divided and shamming union; almost everybody +living above his or her means; and the knowledge that nobody is any +better or any happier than his neighbour society's only fountain of +consolation. + +Lady Lesbia's gowns and parasols had been admired, her engagement had +furnished an infinity of gossip, and the fact of Montesma's constant +attendance upon her had given zest to the situation, just that flavour +of peril and fatality which the soul of society loveth. + +'Is she going to marry them both?' asked an ancient dowager of the +ever-young type. + +'No, dear Lady Sevenoaks, she can only marry one, don't you know; but +the other is nice to go about with; and I believe it is the other she +really likes.' + +'It is always the other that a woman likes,' answered the dowager; 'I am +madly in love with this Peruvian--no, I think you said Cuban--myself. I +wish some good-natured creature would present him to me. If you know +anybody who knows him, tell them to bring him to my next +afternoon--Saturday. But why does--_chose_--_machin_--Smithson allow +such a handsome hanger-on? After marriage I could understand that he +might not be able to help himself; but before marriage a man generally +has some kind of authority.' + +The world wondered a little, just as Lady Sevenoaks wondered, at +Smithson's complacency in allowing a man so attractive as Montesma to be +so much in the society of his future wife, yet even the censorious could +but admit that the Cuban's manner offered no ground for offence. He +came to Goodwood 'on his own hook,' as society put it: and every man who +wears a decent coat and is not a welsher has a right to enjoy the +prettiest race-course in England. He spent a considerable part of the +day in Lesbia's company; but since she was the centre of a little crowd +all the time, there could be no offence in this. He was a stranger, +knowing very few people, and having nothing to do but to amuse himself. +Smithson was an old and familiar friend, and was in a measure bound to +give him hospitality. + +Mr. Smithson had recognised that obligation, but in a somewhat sparing +manner. There were a dozen unoccupied bedchambers in the Park Lane +Renaissance villa; but Smithson did not invite his Cuban acquaintance to +shift his quarters from the Bristol to Park Lane. He was civil to Don +Gomez: but anyone who had taken the trouble to watch and study the +conduct and social relations of these two men would have seen that his +civility was a forced civility, and that he endured the Spaniard's +society under constraint of some kind. + +And now all the world was flocking to Cowes for the regatta, and Lesbia +and her chaperon were established on board Mr. Smithson's yacht, the +_Cayman_; and the captain of the _Cayman_ and all her crew were +delivered over to Lesbia to be her slaves and to obey her lightest +breath. The _Cayman_ was to lie at anchor off Cowes for the regatta +week; and then she was to sail for Hyde, and lie at anchor there for +another regatta week; and she was to be a floating hotel for Lady Lesbia +so long as the young lady would condescend to occupy her. + +The captain was an altogether exceptional captain, and the crew were a +picked crew, ruddy faced, sandy whiskered for the most part, Englishmen +all, honest, hardy fellows from between the Nore and the Wash, talking +in an honest provincial patois, dashed with sea slang. They were the +very pink and pattern of cleanliness, and the _Cayman_ herself from stem +to stern was dazzling and spotless to an almost painful degree. + +Not content with the existing arrangements of the yacht, which were at +once elegant and luxurious, Mr. Smithson had sent down a Bond Street +upholsterer to refit the saloon and Lady Lesbia's cabin. The dark velvet +and morocco which suited a masculine occupant would not have harmonised +with girlhood and beauty; and Mr. Smithson's saloon, as originally +designed, had something of the air of a _tabagie_. The Bond Street man +stripped away all the velvet and morocco, plucked up the Turkey carpet, +draped the scuttle-ports with pale yellow cretonne garnished with orange +pompons, subdued the glare of the skylight by a blind of oriental silk, +covered the divans with Persian saddlebags, the floor with a delicate +Indian matting, and furnished the saloon with all that was most feminine +in the way of bamboo chairs and tea-tables, Japanese screens and fans +of gorgeous colouring. Here and there against the fluted yellow drapery +he fastened a large Rhodes plate; and the thing was done. Lady Lesbia's +cabin was all bamboo and embroidered India muslin. An oval glass, framed +in Dresden biscuit, adorned the side, a large white bearskin covered the +floor. The berth was pretty enough for the cradle of a duchess's first +baby. Even Lesbia, spoiled by much indulgence and unlimited credit, gave +a little cry of pleasure at sight of the nest that had been made ready +for her. + +'Really, Mr. Smithson is immensely kind!' she exclaimed. + +'Smithson is always kind,' answered Lady Kirkbank, 'and you don't half +enough appreciate him. He has given me his very own cabin--such a dear +little den! There are his cigar boxes and everything lovely on the +shelves, and his own particular dressing-case put open for me to +use--all the backs of all the brushes _repoussé_ silver, and all the +scent-bottles filled expressly for me. If the yacht would only stand +quite still, I should think it more delicious than the best house I ever +stayed in: only I don't altogether enjoy that little way it has of +gurgling up and down perpetually.' + +Mr. Smithson's chief butler, a German Swiss, and a treasure of +intelligence, had come down to take the domestic arrangements of the +yacht into his control. The Park Lane _chef_ was also on board, Mr. +Smithson's steward acting as his subordinate. This great man grumbled +sorely at the smallness of his surroundings; for the most luxurious +yacht was a poor substitute for the spacious kitchens and storerooms and +stillrooms of the London mansion. There was a cabin for Lady Kirkbank's +Rilboche and Lady Lesbia's Kibble, where the two might squabble at their +leisure; in a word, everything had been done that forethought could do +to make the yacht as perfect a place of sojourn as any floating +habitation, from Noah's Ark to the Orient steamers, had ever been made. + +It was between four and five upon a delicious July afternoon that Lady +Kirkbank and her charge came on board. The maids and the luggage had +been sent a day in advance, so that everything might be in its place, +and the empty boxes all stowed away, before the ladies arrived. They had +nothing to do but walk on board and fling themselves into the low +luxurious chairs ready for them on the deck, a little wearied by the +heat and dust of a railway journey, and with that delicious sense of +languid indifference to all the cares of life which seems to be in the +very atmosphere of a perfect summer afternoon. + +A striped awning covered the deck, and great baskets of roses--pink, and +red, and yellow--were placed about here and there. Tea was ready on a +low table, a swinging brass kettle hissing merrily, with an air of +supreme homeliness. + +Mr. Smithson had accompanied his _fiancée_ from town, and now sat +reading the _Globe_, and meekly waiting for his tea, while Lesbia took a +languid survey of the shore and the flotilla of boats, little and big, +and while Lady Kirkbank rhapsodised about the yacht, praising +everything, and calling everything by a wrong name. He was to be their +guest all day, and every day. They were to have enough of him, as Lesbia +had observed to her chaperon, with a spice of discontent, not quite so +delighted with the arrangement as her faithful swain. To him the idea +was rapture. + +'You have contrived somehow to keep me very much at a distance +hitherto,' he told Lesbia, 'and I feel sometimes as if we were almost +strangers; but a yacht is the best place in the world to bring two +people together, and a week at Cowes will make us nearer to each other +and more to each other than three months in London;' and Lesbia had said +nothing, inwardly revolting at the idea of becoming any nearer and +dearer to this man whom she had pledged herself to marry. She was to be +his wife--yes, some day--and it was his desire the some day should be +soon: but in the interval her dearest privilege was the power to keep +him at a distance. + +And yet she could not make up her mind to break with him, to say +honestly, 'I never liked you much, and now we are engaged I find myself +liking you less and less every day. Save me from the irrevocable +wickedness of a loveless marriage. Forgive me, and let me go.' No, this +she could not bring herself to say. She did not like Mr. Smithson, but +she valued the position he was able to give her. She wanted to be +mistress of that infinite wealth--she could not renounce that right to +which she fancied she had been born, her right to be one of the Queens +of Society: and the only man who had offered to crown her as queen, to +find her a palace and a court, was Horace Smithson. Without Mr. Smithson +her first season would have resulted in dire failure. She might perhaps +have endured that failure, and been content to abide the chances of a +second season, had it not been for Mary's triumph. But for Mary to be a +Countess, and for Lesbia to remain Lesbia Haselden, a nobody, dependent +upon the caprices of a grandmother whose means might after all be but +limited--no, such a concatenation as that was not to be endured. Lesbia +told herself that she could not go back to Fellside to remain there +indefinitely, a spinster and a dependent. She had learnt the true value +of money; she had found out what the world was like; and it seemed to +her that some such person as Mr. Smithson was essential to her +existence, just as a butler is a necessity in a house. One may not like +the man, but the post must be filled. + +Again, if she were to throw over Mr. Smithson, and speculate upon her +chances of next year, what hope had she of doing better in her second +season than in her first? The horizon was blank. There was no great +_parti_ likely to offer himself for competition. She had seen all that +the market could produce. Wealthy bachelors, high-born lovers, could not +drop from the moon. Lesbia, schooled by Lady Kirkbank, knew her peerage +by heart; and she knew that, having missed Lord Hartfield, there was +really no one in the Blue Book worth waiting for. Thus, caring only for +those things which wealth can buy, she had made up her mind that she +could not do without Horace Smithson's money; and she must therefore +needs resign herself to the disagreeable necessity of taking Smithson +and his money together. The great auctioneer Fate would not divide the +lot. + +She told herself that for her a loveless marriage was, after all, no +prodigious sacrifice. She had found out that heart made but a small +figure in the sum of her life. She could do without love. A year ago she +had fancied herself in love with John Hammond. In her seclusion at St. +Bees, in the long, dull August days, sauntering up and down by the edge +of the sea, in the melancholy sunset hour, she thought that her heart +was broken, that life was worthless without the man she loved. She had +thought and felt all this, but not strongly enough to urge her to any +great effort, not keenly enough to make her burst her chains. She had +preferred to suffer this loss than to sacrifice her chances of future +aggrandisement. And now she looked back and remembered those sunset +walks by the sea, and all her thoughts and feelings in those silent +summer hours; and she smiled at herself, half in scorn, half in pity, +for her own weakness. How easily she had learned to do without him who +at that hour seemed the better part of her existence. A good deal of +gaiety and praise, a little mild flirtation at Kirkbank Castle, and lo! +the image of her first lover began to grow dim and blurred, like a faded +photograph. A season at Cannes, and she was cured. A week in London, and +that first love was a thing of the past, a dream from which the dreamer +awaketh, forgetting the things that he has dreamt. + +Remembering all this she told herself that she had no heart, that love +or no love was a question of very little moment, and that the personal +qualities of the man whom she chose for a husband mattered nothing to +her, provided that his lands and houses and social status came up to her +standard of merit. She had seen Mr. Smithson's houses and lands; and she +was distinctly assured that he would in due course be raised to the +peerage. She had, therefore, every reason to be satisfied. + +Having thus reasoned out the circumstances of her new life, she accepted +her fate with a languid grace, which harmonised with her delicate and +patrician beauty. Nobody could have for a moment supposed from her +manner that she loved Horace Smithson; but nobody had the right to +think that she detested him. She accepted all his attentions as a thing +of course. The flowers which he strewed beneath her footsteps, the +pearls which he melted in her wine--metaphorically speaking--were just +'good enough' and no more. This afternoon, when Mr. Smithson asked her +how she liked the arrangements of the saloon and cabin, she said she +thought they would do very nicely. 'They would do.' Nothing more. + +'It is dreadfully small, of course,' she said, 'when one is accustomed +to rooms: but it is rather amusing to be in a sort of doll's house, and +on deck it is really very nice.' + +This was the most Mr. Smithson had for his pains, and he seemed to be +content therewith. If a man will marry the prettiest girl of the year he +must be satisfied with such scant civility as conscious perfection may +give him. We know that Aphrodite was not altogether the most comfortable +wife, and that Helen was a cause of trouble. + +Mr. Smithson sat in a bamboo chair beside his mistress, and looked +ineffably happy when she handed him a cup of tea. Sky and sea were one +exquisite azure--the colours of the boats glancing in the sunshine as if +they had been jewels; here an emerald rudder, there a gunwale painted +with liquid rubies. White sails, white frocks, white ducks made vivid +patches of light against the blue. The landscape yonder shone and +sparkled as if it had been incandescent. All the world of land and sky +and sea was steeped in sunshine. A day on which to do nothing, read +nothing, think nothing, only to exist. + +While they sat basking in the balmy atmosphere, looking lazily at that +bright, almost insupportable picture of blue sea under blue sky, there +came the dip of oars, making music, and a sound of coolness with every +plash of water. + +'How good it is of somebody to row about, just to give us that nice +soothing sound,' murmured Lesbia. + +Lady Kirkbank, with her dear old head thrown back upon the cushion of +her luxurious chair, and her dear little cornflower hat just a thought +on one side, was sleeping the sleep of the just, and unconsciously +revealing the little golden arrangements which gave variety to her front +teeth. + +The soothing sound came nearer and nearer, close under the _Cayman's_ +quarter, and then a brown hand clasped the man-ropes, and a light slim +figure swung itself upon deck, while the boat bobbed and splashed below. + +It was Montesma, who had not been expected till the racing, which was +not to begin for two days. A faint, faint rose bloom flushed Lady +Lesbia's cheek at sight of him; and Mr. Smithson gave a little look of +vexation, just one rapid contraction of the eyebrows, which resumed +their conventional placidity the next instant. + +'So good of you,' he murmured. 'I really did not expect you till the +beginning of the week.' + +'London is simply insupportable in this weather--most of all for a man +born in the Havanas. My soul thirsted for blue water. So I said to +myself, This good Smithson is at Cowes; he will give me the run of his +yacht and a room at his villa. Why not go to Cowes at once?' + +'The room is at your service. I have only two or three of my people at +Formosa, but just enough to look after a bachelor friend.' + +'I want very little service, my dear fellow,' answered Montesma, +pleasantly. 'A man who has crossed the Cordilleras and camped in the +primeval forest on the shores of the Amazon, learns to help himself. So +this is the _Cayman_? _Muy deleitoso, mi amigo_. A floating Paradise in +little. If the ark had been like this, I don't think any of the +passengers would have wanted the flood to dry up.' + +He shook hands with Lady Lesbia as he spoke, and with Lady Kirkbank, who +looked at him as if he were part of her dream, and then he sank into the +chair on Lesbia's left hand, with the air of being established for the +rest of the day. + +'I have left my portmanteaux at the end of the pier,' he said lazily. 'I +dare say one of your fellows will be good enough to take them to Formosa +for me?' + +Mr. Smithson gave the necessary order. All the beauty had gone out of the +sea and the sky for him, all the contentment from his mind; and yet he +was in no position to rebel against Fate--in no position to say directly +or indirectly, 'Don Gomez de Montesma, I don't want you here, and I must +request you to transfer yourself elsewhither.' + +Lesbia's feelings were curiously different. The very sight of that +nervous brown hand upon the rope just now had sent a strange thrill +through her veins. She who believed herself heartless could scarce trust +herself to speak for the vehement throbbing of her heart. A sense of joy +too deep for words possessed her as she reclined in her low chair, with +drooping eyelids, yet feeling the fire of those dark southern eyes upon +her face, scorching her like an actual flame. + +'Lady Lesbia, may I have a cup of tea?' he asked; not because he wanted +the tea, but only for the cruel delight of seeing if she were able to +give it to him calmly. + +Her hands shook, fluttered, wandered helplessly, as she poured out that +cup of tea and handed it to Montesma, a feminine office which she had +performed placidly enough for Mr. Smithson. The Spaniard took the cup +from her with a quiet smile, a subtle look which seemed to explore the +inmost depth of her consciousness. + +Yes, this man was verily her master. She knew it, and he know it, as +that look of his told her. Vain to play her part of languid +indifference--vain to struggle against her bondage. In heart and spirit +she was at his feet, an odalisque, recognising and bowing down to her +sultan. + +Happily for the general peace, Mr. Smithson had been looking away +seaward, with a somewhat troubled brow, while that little cup and saucer +episode was being enacted. And in the next minute Lesbia had recovered +her self-command, and resumed that graceful languor which was one of her +charms. She was weak, but she was not altogether foolish; and she had no +idea of succumbing to this new influence--of yielding herself up to this +conqueror, who seemed to take her life into his hand as if it were a bit +of thistledown. Her agitation of those first few minutes was due to the +suddenness of his appearance--the reaction from dulness to delight. She +had been told that he was not to be at Cowes till Monday, and lo! he was +here at her side, just as she was thinking how empty and dreary life was +without him. + +He dropped into his place so naturally and easily, made himself so +thoroughly at home and so agreeable to every one, that it was almost +impossible for Horace Smithson to resent his audacity! Mr. Smithson's +vitals might be devoured by the gnawing of the green-eyed monster, but +however fierce that gnawing were, he did not want to seem jealous. +Montesma was there as the very incarnation of some experiences in Mr. +Smithson's past career, and he dared not object to the man's presence. + +And so the summer day wore on. They had the yacht all to themselves that +evening, for the racing yachts were fulfilling engagements in other +waters, and the gay company of pleasure-seekers had not yet fully +assembled. They were dropping in one by one, all the evening, and Cowes +roads grew fuller of life with every hour of the summer night. + +Mr. Smithson and his guests dined in the saloon, a snug little party of +four, and sat long over dessert, deep into the dusk; and they talked of +all things under heaven, things frivolous, things grave, but most of all +about that fair, strange world in far-off southern waters, the sunny +islands of the Caribbean Sea, and the dreamy, luxurious life of that +tropical clime, half Spanish, half Oriental, wholly independent of +European conventionalities. Lesbia listened, enchanted by the picture. +What were Park Lane palaces, and Berkshire manors, the petty splendours +of the architect and the upholsterer, weighed against a world in which +all nature is on a grander scale? Mr. Smithson might give her fine +houses and costly upholstery; but only the Tropic of Cancer could give +her larger and brighter stars, a world of richer colouring, a land of +perpetual summer, nights luminous with fire-flies, gardens in which the +fern and the cactus were as forest trees, and where humming-birds +flashed among the foliage like living flowers; nay, where the flowers +themselves took the forms of the animal world and seemed instinct with +life and motion. + +'Yes,' said Mr. Smithson, with his gentlemanlike drawl, 'Spanish America +and the West Indies are delightful places to talk about. There are so +many things one leaves out of the picture--thieves, niggers, jiggers, +snakes, mosquitoes, yellow Jack, creeping, crawling creatures of all +kinds. I always feel very glad I have been to South America.' + +'Why?' + +'In order that I may never go there again,' replied Mr. Smithson. + +'I was beginning to hope you would take me there some day,' said Lesbia. + +'Never again, no, not even for your sake. No man should ever leave +Europe after he is five-and-thirty; indeed, I doubt if after that age he +should venture beyond the Mediterranean. That is the sea of +civilisation. Anything outside it means barbarism.' + +'I hope we are going to travel by-and-by,' said Lesbia; 'I have been +mewed up in Grasmere half my life, and if you are going to confine me to +the shores of the Mediterranean, which is, after all, only a larger +lake, for the other half of my life, my existence will be a dull piece +of work after all. I agree with what Don Gomez said the other night: +"Not to travel is not to live."' + +They went on deck presently and sat in the summer darkness, lighted only +by the stars, and by the lights of the yachts, and the faintly gleaming +windows of the lighted town, sat long and late, in a state of ineffable +repose. Lady Kirkbank, fortified by the produce of Mr. Smithson's +particular _clos_, and by a couple of glasses of green Chartreuse, slept +profoundly. She had not enjoyed herself so much for the last three +months. She had been stretched on Society's rack, and she had been +ground in Society's mill; and neither mind nor body had been her own to +do what she liked withal. She had toiled early and late, and had spared +herself in no wise. And now the trouble was over for a space. Here were +rest and respite. She had done her duty as a chaperon, had provided her +charge with the very best thing the matrimonial market offered. She had +paid her creditors something on account all round, and had left them +appeased and trustful, if not content. Sir George had gone oft alone to +drink the waters at Spa, and to fortify himself for Scotland and the +grouse season. She was her own mistress, and she could fold her hands +and take her rest, eat and drink and sleep and be merry, all at Mr. +Smithson's expense. + +The yachts came flocking in next day, like a flight of white-winged sea +birds, and Mr. Smithson had enough to do receiving visitors upon the +_Cayman_. He was fully occupied; but Montesma had nothing to do, except +to amuse Lady Lesbia and her chaperon, and in this onerous task he +succeeded admirably. Lesbia found that it was too warm to be on the deck +when there were perspiring people, whose breath must be ninety by the +thermometer, perpetually coming on board; so she and Lady Kirkbank sat +in the saloon, and had the more distinguished guests brought down to +them as to a Court; and the shrewder of the guests were quick to divine +that no company beyond that of Don Gomez de Montesma was really wanted +in that rose-scented saloon. + +The Spaniard taught Lady Kirkbank _monte_, which delighted her, and +which she vowed she would introduce at her supper parties in the half +season of November, when she should be in London for a week or two, as a +bird of passage, flitting southwards. He began to teach Lesbia Spanish, +a language for which she had taken a sudden fancy; and it is curious +what tender accents, what hidden meanings even a grammar can take from +such a teacher. Spanish came easily enough to a learner who had been +thoroughly drilled in French and Italian, and who had been taught the +rudiments of Latin; so by the end of a lesson, which went on at +intervals all day, the pupil was able to lisp a passage of Don Quixote +in the sweetest Castilian, very sweet to the ear of Don Gomez--a kind of +baby language, precious as the first half-formed syllables of infancy to +mothers. + +Montesma had nothing to do but to amuse himself and his companions all +day in the saloon, amidst odours of roses and peaches, in a shadowy +coolness made by striped silken blinds; but Mr. Smithson was not so much +his own master. That innumerable company of friends which are the +portion of the rich man given to hospitality would not let the owner of +the _Cayman_ go scot-free. + +At a place like Cowes, on the eve of the regatta week, the freelances of +society expect to find entertainment; and Mr. Smithson had to maintain +his character for princely hospitalities at the sacrifice of his +feelings as a lover. Every ripple of Lesbia's silvery laughter, every +deep tone of Montesma's voice, from the cabin below, sent a pang to his +jealous soul; and yet he had to smile, and to order more champagne cup, +and to be lavish of his best cigars, albeit insisting that his friends +should smoke their cigars in the bows well to leeward, so that no foul +breathings of tobacco should pollute his Cleopatra galley. + +Cleopatra was very happy meanwhile, sublimely indifferent even to the +odours of tobacco. She had her Antony at her feet, looking up at her, +as she recited her lesson, with darkly luminous eyes, obviously +worshipping her, obviously intent on winning her without counting the +cost. When had a Montesma ever counted the cost to himself or +others--the cost in gold, in honour, in human life? The records of Cuba +in the palmy days of the slave trade would tell how lightly they held +the last; and for honour, well, the private hells of island and main +could tell their tale of specially printed playing cards, in which the +swords or stars on the back of each card had a secret language of their +own, and were as finger-posts for the initiated player. + +Mr. Smithson had business on shore, and was fain to leave the yacht for +an hour or two before dinner. He invited Don Gomez to go with him, but +the offer was graciously declined. + +'Amigo, I don't care even to look at land in such weather. It is so +detestably dry,' he pleaded. 'It is only the sound of the sea gurgling +against the hull that reconciles one to existence. Go, and be happy at +your club, and send off those occult telegrams of yours, dearest. I +shall not leave the _Cayman_ till bed-time.' + +He looked as fresh and cool as if utterly unaffected by the heat, which +to a Cuban must have been a merely lukewarm condition of the atmosphere. +But he affected to be prostrate, and Smithson could not insist. He had +his cards to play in a game which required extremest caution, and there +were no friendly indicators on the backs of his kings and aces. He was +feeling his way in the dark, and did not know how much mischief Montesma +was prepared to do. + +When the owner of the yacht was gone Don Gomez proposed an adjournment +to the deck for afternoon tea, and the trio sat under the awning, +tea-drinking and gossiping for the next hour. Lady Kirkbank told the +steward to say not at home to everybody, just as if she had a street +door. + +'There is a good deal of the _dolce far niente_ about this,' said +Montesma, presently; 'but don't you think we have been anchored in sight +of that shabby little town quite long enough, and that it would be +rather nice to spread our wings and sail round the island before the +racing begins?' + +'It would be exquisite,' said Lesbia. 'I am very tired of inaction, +though I dearly love learning Spanish,' she added, with a lovely smile, +and a look that was half submissive, half mutinous. 'But I have really +been beginning to wonder whether this boat can move.' + +'You will see that she can, and at a smart pace, too, if I sail her. +Shall we circumnavigate the island? We can set sail after dinner.' + +'Will Mr. Smithson consent, do you think?' + +'Why does Smithson exist, except to obey you?' + +'I don't know if Lady Kirkbank would quite like it,' said Lesbia, +looking at her chaperon, who was waving a big Japanese fan, slowly, +unsteadily, and with a somewhat drunken air, the while she slid into +dreamland. + +'Quite like what?' she murmured, drowsily. + +'A little sail.' + +'I should dearly love it, if it didn't make me sea-sick.' + +'Sea-sick on a glassy lake like this! Impossible,' said Montesma. 'I +consider the thing settled. We set sail after dinner.' + +Mr. Smithson came back to the yacht just in time to dress for dinner. +Don Gomez excused himself from putting on his dress suit. He was going +to sail the yacht himself, and he was dressed for his work, +picturesquely, in white duck trousers, white silk shirt, and black +velvet shooting jacket. He dined with the permission of the ladies, in +this costume, in which he looked so much handsomer than in the livery of +polite life. He had a red scarf tied round his waist, and when at his +work by-and-by, he wore a little red silk cap, just stuck lightly on his +dark hair. The dinner to-day was all animation and even excitement, very +different from the languorous calm of yesterday. Lesbia seemed a new +creature. She talked and laughed and flashed and sparkled as she had +never yet done within Mr. Smithson's experience. He contemplated the +transformation with wonder not unmixed with suspicion. Never for him had +she been so brilliant--never in response to his glances had her violet +eyes thus kindled, had her smile been so entrancingly sweet. He watched +Montesma, but in him he could find no fault. Even jealousy could hardly +take objection to the Spaniard's manner to Lady Lesbia. There was not a +look, not a word that hinted at a private understanding between them, or +which seemed to convey deeper meanings than the common language of +society. No, there was no ground for fault-finding; and yet Smithson was +miserable. He knew this man of old, and knew his influence over women. + +Mr. Smithson handed over the management of the yacht without a murmer, +albeit he pretended to be able to sail her himself, and was in the habit +of taking the command for a couple of hours on a sunny afternoon, much +to the amusement of skipper and crew. But Montesma was a sailor born and +bred--the salt keen breath of the sea had been the first breath in his +nostrils--he had managed his light felucca before he was twelve years +old, had sailed every inch of the Caribbean Sea, and northward to the +furthermost of the Bahamas before he was fifteen. He had lived more on +the water than on the land in that wild boyhood of his; a boyhood in +which books and professors had played but small part. Montesma's school +had been the world, and beautiful women his only professors. He had +learnt arithmetic from the transactions of bubble companies; modern +languages from the lips of the women who loved him. He was a crack shot, +a perfect swordsman, a reckless horseman, and a dancer in whom dancing +almost rose to genius. Beyond these limits he was as ignorant as dirt; +but he had a cleverness which served as a substitute for book learning, +and he seldom failed in impressing the people he met with the idea that +he, Gomez de Montesma, was no ordinary man. + +Directly after dinner the preparations for an immediate start began; +very much to the disgust of skipper and crew, who were not in the habit +of working after dinner; but Montesma cared nothing for the short +answers of the captain, or the black look of the men. + +Lesbia wanted to learn all about everything--the name of every sail, of +every rope. She stood near the helmsman, a slim graceful figure in a +white gown of some soft material, with never a jewel or a flower to +relieve that statuesque simplicity. She wore no hat, and the rich +chesnut hair was rolled in a loose knot at the back of the small +Greek-looking head. Montesma came to her every now and then to explain +what was being done; and by-and-by, when the canvas was all up, and the +yacht was skimming over the water, like a giant swan borne by the +current of some vast strong river, he came and stayed by her side, and +they two sat making little baby sentences in Spanish, he as teacher and +she as pupil, with no one near them but the sailors. + +The owner of the _Cayman_ had disappeared mysteriously a quarter of an +hour after the sails were unfurled, and Lady Kirkbank had tottered down +to the saloon. + +'I am not going--cabin,' she faltered, when Lesbia remonstrated with +her, 'only--going--saloon--sofa--lie down--little--Smithson take +care--you,' not perceiving that Smithson had vanished, 'shall be--quite +close.' + +So Lesbia and Don Gomez were alone under the summer stars, murmuring +little bits of Spanish. + +'It is the only true way of learning a language,' he said; 'grammars are +a delusion.' + +It was a very delightful and easy way of learning, at any rate. Lesbia +reclined in her bamboo chair, and fanned herself indolently, and watched +the shadowy shores of the island, cliff and hill, down and wooded crest, +flitting past her like dream-pictures, and her lips slowly shaped the +words of that soft lisping language--so simple, so musical--a language +made for lovers and for song, one would think. It was wonderful what +rapid progress Lesbia made. + +She heard a church clock on the island striking, and asked Don Gomez the +hour. + +'Ten,' he said. + +'Ten! Surely it must be later. It was past eight before we began dinner, +and we have been sailing for ever so long. Captain, kindly tell me the +time,' she called to the skipper, who was lolling over the gunwale near +the foremast smoking a meditative pipe. + +'Twelve o'clock, my lady.' + +'Heavens, can I possibly have been sitting here so long. I should like +to stay on deck all night and watch the sailing; but I must really go +and take care of poor Lady Kirkbank. I am afraid she is not very well.' + +'She had a somewhat distracted air when she went below, but I daresay +she will sleep off her troubles. If I were you I should leave her to +herself.' + +'Impossible! What can have become of Mr. Smithson?' + +'I have a shrewd suspicion that it is with Smithson as with poor Lady +Kirkbank.' + +'Do you mean that he is ill?' + +'Precisely.' + +'What, on a calm summer night, sailing over a sea of glass. The owner of +a yacht!' + +'Rather ignominious for poor Smithson, isn't it? But men who own yachts +are only mortal, and are sometimes wretched sailors. Smithson is feeble +on that point, as I know of old.' + +'Then wasn't it rather cruel of us to sail his yacht?' + +'Yachts are meant for sailing, and again, sea-sickness is supposed to be +a wholesome exercise.' + +'Good-night.' + +'Good-night,' both good nights in Spanish, and with a touch of +tenderness which the words could hardly have expressed in English. + +'Must you really go?' pleaded Montesma, holding her hand just a thought +longer than he had ever held it before. + +'Ah, the little more, and how much it is,' says the poet. + +'Really and truly.' + +'I am so sorry. I wish you could have stayed on deck all night.' + +'So do I, with all my heart. This calm sea under the starlit sky is like +a dream of heaven.' + +'It is very nice, but if you stayed I think I could promise you +considerable variety. We shall have a tempest before morning.' + +'Of all things in the world I should love to see a thunderstorm at sea.' + +'Be on the alert then, and Captain Parkes and I will try to oblige you.' + +'At any rate you have made it impossible for me to sleep. I shall stay +with Lady Kirkbank in the saloon. Good-night, again.' + +'Good-night.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +IN STORM AND DARKNESS. + + +Lesbia found Lady Kirkbank prostrate on a low divan in the saloon, +sleepless, and very cross. The atmosphere reeked with red lavender, +sal-volatile, eau de Cologne, and brandy, which latter remedy poor +Georgie had taken freely in her agonies. Kibble, the faithful Grasmere +girl, sat by the divan, fanning the sufferer with a large Japanese fan. +Rilboche had naturally, as a Frenchwoman, succumbed utterly to her own +feelings, and was moaning in her berth, wailing out every now and then +that she would never have taken service with Miladi had she suspected +her to be capable of such cruelty as to take her to live for weeks upon +the sea. + +If this was the state of affairs now while the ocean was only gently +stirred, what would it be by-and-by if the tempest should really come? + +'What can you be thinking of, staying on deck all night with those men?' +exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, peevishly. 'It is hardly respectable.' + +She would have been still more inclined to object had she known that +Lesbia's companion had been 'that man' rather than 'those men.' + +'What do you mean by all night?' Lesbia retorted, contemptuously; 'it is +only just twelve.' + +'Only twelve. I thought we were close upon daylight. I have suffered an +eternity of agony.' + +'I am very sorry you should be ill; but really the sea has been so +deliciously calm.' + +'I believe I should have suffered less if it had been diabolically +rough. Oh, that monotonous flip-flap of the water, that slow heaving of +the boat! Nothing could be worse.' + +'I am glad to hear you say that, for Don Gomez says we are likely to +have a tempest.' + +'A tempest!' shrieked Georgie. 'Then let him stop the boat this instant +and put me on shore. Tell him to land me anywhere--on the Needles even. +I could stop at the lighthouse till morning. A storm at sea will be +simply my death.' + +'Dear Lady Kirkbank, I was only joking,' said Lesbia, who did not want +to be worried by her chaperon's nervous apprehensions: 'so far the night +is lovely.' + +'Give me a spoonful more brandy, my good creature,'--to Kibble. 'Lesbia, +you ought never to have brought me into this miserable state. I +consented to staying on board the yacht; but I never consented to +sailing on her.' + +'You will soon be well, dear Lady Kirkbank; and you will have such an +appetite for breakfast to-morrow morning.' + +'Where shall we be at breakfast time?' + +'Off St. Catherine's Point, I believe--just half way round the island.' + +'If we are not at the bottom of the sea,' groaned Georgie. + +They were now in the open Channel, and the boat dipped and rose to +larger billows than had encountered her course before. Lady Kirkbank lay +in a state of collapse, in which life seemed only sustainable by +occasional teaspoonfuls of cognac gently tilted down her throat by the +patient Kibble. + +Lesbia went to her cabin, but with no intention of remaining there. She +was firmly convinced that the storm would come, and she meant to be on +deck while it was raging. What harm could thunder or lightning, hail or +rain, do to her while he was by to protect her? He would be busy sailing +the boat, perhaps, but still he would have a moment now and then in +which to think of her and care for her. + +Yes, the storm was coming. There was a livid look upon the waters, and +the atmosphere was heavy with heat; the sky to windward black as a +funeral pall. Lesbia was almost fearless, yet she felt a thrill of awe +as she looked into that dense blackness. To leeward the stars were still +visible; but that gigantic mass of cloud came creeping slowly, solemnly +over the sky, while the shadow flitted fast across the water, swallowing +up that ghastly electric glare. + +Lesbia wrapped herself in a white cashmere _sortie de bal_ and stole up +the companion. Montesma was working at the ropes with his own hands, +calling directions to the sailors to shorten and take in the canvas, +urging them to increased efforts by working at the ropes with his own +hands, springing up the rigging and on deck, flashing backwards and +forwards amidst the rigging like a being of supernatural power. He had +taken off his jacket, and was clad from top to toe in white, save for +that streak of scarlet which tightly girdled his waist. His tall +flexible form, perfect in line as a Greek statue of Hermes, stood out +against the background of black night. His voice, with its tones of +brief imperious command, the proud carriage of his head, the easy grace +of his rapid movements, all proclaimed the man born to rule over his +fellow-men. And it is these master spirits, these born rulers, whom +women instinctively recognise as their sovereign lords, and for whom +women count no sacrifice too costly. + +In the midst of his activity Montesma suddenly saw that white-robed +figure standing at the top of the companion, and flew to her side. The +boat was pitching heavily, dipping into the trough of the sea at an +angle of forty-five degrees, as it seemed to Lesbia. + +'You ought not to be here,' said Montesma; 'it is much rougher than I +expected.' + +'I am not afraid,' she answered; 'but I will go back to my cabin if I am +in your way.' + +'In my way' (with deepest tenderness): 'yes, you are in my way, for I +shall think of nothing else now you are here. But I believe we have done +all that need be done to the yacht, and I can take care of you till the +storm is over.' + +He put his arm round her as the stem dipped, and led her towards the +stern, guiding her footsteps, supporting her as her light figure swayed +against him with the motion of the boat. A vivid flash of lightning +showed him her face as they stood for an instant leaning against each +other, his arm encircling her. Ah, what deep feeling in that +countenance, once so passionless; what a new light in those eyes. It was +like the awakening of a long dormant soul. + +He took the helm from the captain and stood steering the vessel, and +calling out his orders, with Lesbia close beside him, holding her with +his disengaged arm, drawing her near him as the vessel pitched +violently, drawing her nearer still when they shipped a sea, and a great +fountain of spray enfolded them both in a dense cloud of salt water. + +The thunder roared and rattled, as if it began and ended close beside +them. Forked lightnings zigzagged amidst the rigging. Sheet lightning +enwrapped those two in a luminous atmosphere, revealing faces that were +pale with passion, lips that trembled with emotion. There were but scant +opportunity for speech, and neither of these two felt the need of words. +To be together, bound nearer to each other than they had ever been yet, +than they might ever be again, in the midst of thunder and lightning and +dense clouds of spray. This was enough. Once when the _Cayman_ pitched +with exceptional fury, when the thunder crashed and roared loudest, +Lesbia found her head lying on Montesma's breast and his arms round her, +his lips upon her face. She did not wrench herself from that forbidden +embrace. She let those lips kiss hers as never mortal man had kissed her +before. But an instant later, when Montesma's attention was distracted +by his duties as steersman, and he let her go, she slipped away in the +darkness, and melted from his sight and touch like a modern Undine. He +dared not leave the helm and follow her then. He sent one of the sailors +below a little later, to make sure that she was safe in her cabin; but +he saw her no more that night. + +The storm abated soon after daybreak, and the morning was lovely; but +Don Gomez and Lady Lesbia did not meet again till the church bells on +the island were ringing for morning service, and then the lady was safe +under the wing of her chaperon, with her affianced husband in +attendance upon her at the breakfast table in the saloon. + +She received Montesma with the faintest inclination of the head, and she +carefully avoided all occasion of speech with him during the leisurely, +long spun-out meal. She was as white as her muslin gown, and her eyes +told of a sleepless night. She talked a little, very little to Lady +Kirkbank and Mr. Smithson; to the Spaniard not at all. And yet Montesma +was in no manner dashed by this appearance of deep offence. So might +Francesca have looked the morning after that little scene over the book; +yet she sacrificed her salvation for her lover all the same. It was a +familiar stage upon the journey which Montesma knew by heart. Here the +inclination of the road was so many degrees more or less; for this hill +you are commanded to put on an extra horse; at this stage it is +forbidden to go more than eight miles an hour, and so on, and so on. +Montesma knew every inch of the ground. He put on a melancholy look, and +talked very little. He had been on deck all night, and so there was an +excuse for his being quiet. + +Lady Kirkbank related her impressions of the storm, and talked enough +for four. She had suffered the pangs of purgatory, but her natural +cheeriness asserted itself, and she made no moaning about past agonies +which had exercised a really delightful influence on her appetite. Mr. +Smithson also was cheerful. He had paid his annual tribute to Neptune, +and might hope to go scot-free for the rest of the season. + +'If I had stayed on deck I must have had my finger in the pie; so I +thought it better to go below and get a good night's rest in the +steward's cabin,' he said, not caring to confess his sufferings as +frankly as Lady Kirkbank admitted hers. + +After breakfast, which was prolonged till noon, Montesma asked Smithson +to smoke a cigarette on deck with him. + +'I want to talk to you on a rather serious matter,' he said. + +Lesbia heard the words, and looked up with a frightened glance. Could he +mean to attempt anything desperate? Was he going to confess the fatal +truth to Horace Smithson, to tell her affianced lover that she was +untrue to her bond, that she loved him, Montesma, as fondly as he loved +her, that their two souls had mingled like two flames fanned by the same +current, and thence had risen to a conflagration which must end in ruin, +if she were not set free to follow where her heart had gone, free to +belong to that man whom her spirit chose for lord and master. Her heart +leapt at the hope that Montesma was going to do this, that he was strong +enough to break her bonds for her, powerful and rich enough to secure +her a brilliant future. Yet this last consideration, which hitherto had +been paramount, seemed now of but little moment. To be with _him_, to +belong to _him_, would be enough for bliss. Albeit that in such a +choice she forfeited all that she had ever possessed or hoped for of +earthly prosperity. Adventurer, beggar, whatever he might be, she chose +him, and loved him with all the strength of a weak soul newly awakened +to passionate feeling. + +Unhappily for Lesbia Haselden, Montesma was not at all the kind of man +to take so direct and open a course as that which she imagined possible. + +His business with Mr. Smithson was of quite a different kind. + +'Smithson, do you know that you have an utterly incompetent crew?' he +said, gravely, when they two were standing aft, lighting their +cigarettes. + +'Indeed I do not. The men are all experienced sailors, and the captain +ranks high among yachtsmen.' + +'English yachtsmen are not particularly good judges of sailors. I tell +you your skipper is no sailor, and his men are fools. If it had not been +for me the _Cayman_ would have gone to pieces on the rocks last night, +and if you are to cross to St. Malo, as you talked of doing, for the +regatta there, you had better sack these men and let me get you a South +American crew. I know of a fellow who is in London just now--the captain +of a Rio steamer, who'll send you a crew of picked men, if you give me +authority to telegraph to him.' + +'I don't like foreign sailors,' said Smithson, looking perplexed and +worried; 'and I have perfect confidence in Wilkinson.' + +'Which is as much as to say that you consider me a liar! Go to the +bottom your own way, _mon ami: ce n'est pas mon affaire,_' said +Montesma, turning on his heel, and leaving his friend to his own +devices. + +Had he pressed the point, Smithson would have suspected him of some evil +motive, and would have been resolute in his resistance; but as he said +no more about it, Smithson began to feel uncomfortable. + +He was no sailor himself, knew absolutely nothing about the navigation +of his yacht, though he sometimes pretended to sail her; and he had no +power to judge of his skipper's capacity or his men's seamanship. He had +engaged the captain wholly on the strength of the man's reputation, +guaranteed by certain certificates which seemed to mean a great deal. +But after all such certificates might mean very little--such a +reputation might be no real guarantee. The sailors had been engaged by +the captain, and their ruddy faces and thoroughly British appearence, +the exquisite cleanliness which they maintained in every detail of the +yacht, had seemed to Mr. Smithson the perfection of seamanship. + +But it was not the less true that the cleanest of yachts, with deck of +spotless whiteness, sails of unsullied purity, brasses shining and +sparkling like gold fresh from the goldsmith's, might be spiked upon a +rock, or might founder on a sand-bank, or heel over under too much +canvas. Mr. Smithson was inclined to suspect any proposition of +Montesma's; yet he was not the less disturbed in mind by the assertion. + +The day wore on, and the yacht sailed merrily over a summer sea. Mr. +Smithson fidgeted about the deck uneasily, watching every movement of +the sailors. No boat could be sailing better, as it seemed to him; but +in such weather and over such waters any boat must needs go easily. It +was in the blackness of night, amidst the fury of the storm, that +Montesma's opinion had been formed. Smithson began to think that his +friend was right. The sailors had honest countenances, but they looked +horribly stupid. Could men with such vacuous grins, such an air of +imbecile good-nature, be capable of acting wisely in any terrible +crisis?--could they have nerve and readiness, quickness, decision, all +those grand qualites which are needed by the seaman who has to contend +with the fury of the elements? + +Mr. Smithson and his guests had breakfasted too late for the possibility +of luncheon. They were in Cowes Roads by one o'clock. A fleet of yachts +had arrived during their absence, and the scene was full of life and +gaiety. Lady Lesbia held a _levée_ at the afternoon tea, and had a crowd +of her old admirers around her--adorers whose presence in no wise +disturbed Horace Smithson's peace. He would have been content that his +wife should go through life with a herd of such worshippers following in +her footsteps. He knew the aimless innocence, the almost infantine +simplicity of the typical Johnnie, Chappie, _Muscadin, Petit Creve, +Gommeux_--call him by what name you will. From these he feared no evil. +But in that one follower who gave no outward token of his worship he +dreaded peril. It was Montesma he watched, while dragoons with +close-cropped hair, and imbecile youths with heads rigid in four-inch +collars, were hanging about Lady Lesbia's low bamboo chair, and +administering obsequiously to the small necessities of the tea-table. + +It was while this tea-table business was going on that Mr. Smithson took +the opportunity of setting his mind at rest, were it possible, as to the +merits of Captain Wilkinson. Among his visitors this afternoon there was +the owner of three or four racing yachts--a man renowned for his +victories, at home and abroad. + +'I think you knew something of my captain, Wilkinson, before I engaged +him,' said Smithson, with assumed carelessness. + +'I know every skipper on board every boat in the squadron,' answered his +friend. 'A good fellow, Wilkinson--thoroughly honest fellow.' + +'Honest; oh yes, I know all about that. But how about his seamanship? +His certificates were wonderfully good, but they are not everything. + +'Everything, my dear fellow,' cried the other; 'they are next to +nothing. But I believe Wilkinson is a tolerable sailor.' + +This was not encouraging. + +'He has never been unlucky, I believe.' + +'My dear Smithson, you are a great authority in the City, but you are +not very well up in the records of the yachting world, or you would know +that your Captain Wilkinson was skipper on the _Orinoco_ when she ran +aground on the Chesil Bank, coming home from Cherbourg Regatta, fifteen +lives lost, and the yacht, in less than half an hour, ground to powder. +That was rather a bad case, I remember; for though it was a tempestuous +night, the accident would never have happened if Wilkinson had not +mistaken the lights. So you see his Trinity House papers didn't prevent +his going wrong.' + +Good heavens! This was the strongest confirmation of Montesma's charge. +The man was a stupid man, an incapable man, a man to whose intelligence +and care human life should never be trusted. A fig for his honesty! What +would honesty be worth in a hurricane off the Chesil Beach? What would +honesty serve a ship spitted on the Jailors off Jersey? Montesma was +right. If the _Cayman_ was to make a trip to St. Malo she must be +navigated by competent men. Horace Smithson hated foreign sailors, +copper-faced ruffians, with flashing black eyes which seemed to threaten +murder, did you but say a rough word to them; sleek, raven-haired +scoundrels, with bowie-knives in their girdles, ready for mutiny. But, +after all, life is worth too much to be risked for a prejudice, a +sentiment. + +Perhaps that St. Malo business might be avoided; and then there need be +no change in captain or crew. The yacht must be safe enough lying at +anchor in the roadstead. By-and-by, when the visitors had departed, and +Mr. Smithson was reposefully enjoying his tea by Lady Lesbia's side, he +approached the subject. + +'Do you really care about crossing to St. Malo after this--really prefer +the idea to Ryde?' + +'Infinitely,' exclaimed Lesbia, quickly. 'Ryde would only be Cowes ever +again--a lesser Cowes; and I thought when you first proposed it that the +plan was rather stupid, though I did not want to be uncivil and say so. +But I was delighted with Don Gomez de Montesma's amendment, substituting +St. Malo for Ryde. In the first place the trip across will be +delicious'--Lady Kirkbank gave a faint groan--'and in the second place I +am dying to see Brittany.' + +'I doubt if you will highly appreciate St. Malo. It is a town of many +and various smells.' + +'But I want to smell those foreign smells of which one hears much. At +least it is an experience. We need not be on shore any longer than we +like. And I want to see that fine rocky coast, and Chateaubriand's tomb +on the what's-its-name. So nice to be buried in that way.' + +'Then you have set your heart on going to St. Malo, and would not like +any change in our plan?' + +'Any change will be simply detestable,' answered Lesbia, all the more +decidedly since she suspected a desire for change on the part of Mr. +Smithson. + +She was in no amiable humour this afternoon. All her nerves seemed +strained to their utmost tension. She was irritated, tremulous with +nervous excitement, inclined to hate everybody, Horace Smithson most of +all. In her cabin a little later on, when she was changing her gown for +dinner, and Kibble was somewhat slow and clumsy in the lacing of the +bodice, she wrenched herself from the girl's hands, flung herself into a +chair, and burst into a flood of passionate tears. + +'O God! that I were on one of those islands in the Caribbean Sea--an +island where Europeans never come--where I might lie down among the +poisonous tropical flowers, and sleep the rest of my days away. I am +sick to death of my life here; of the yacht, the people--everything.' + +'This air is too relaxing, Lady Lesbia,' the girl murmured, soothingly; +'and you didn't have your natural rest last night. Shall I get you a +nice strong cup of tea?' + +'Tea! no. I have been living upon tea for the last twenty-four hours. I +have eaten nothing. My mouth is parched and burning. Oh, Kibble!' +flinging her head upon the girl's buxom arm, and letting it rest there, +'what a happy creature you are--not a care--not a care.' + +'I'm sure you can't have any cares, Lady Lesbia,' said Kibble, with an +incredulous smile, trying to smooth the disordered hair, anxious to make +haste with the unfinished toilet, for it was within a few minutes of +eight. + +'I am full of care. I am in debt--horribly in debt--getting deeper and +deeper every day--and I am going to sell myself to the only man who can +pay my debts and give me fine houses, and finery like this,' plucking at +the _crêpe de chine_ gown, with its flossy fringe, its delicate lace, a +marvel of artistic expenditure; a garment which looked simplicity +itself, and yet was so cleverly contrived as to cost five-and-thirty +guineas. The greatest effects in it required to be studied with a +microscope. + +'But surely, dear Lady Lesbia, you won't marry Mr. Smithson, if you +don't love him?' + +'Do you suppose love has anything to do with marriages in society?' + +'Oh, Lady Lesbia, it would be so unkind to him, so cruel to yourself.' + +'Cruel to myself. Yes, I am cruel to myself. I had the chance of +happiness a year ago, and I lost it. I have the chance of happiness +now--yes, of consummate bliss--and haven't the courage to snatch at it. +Take off this horrid gown, Kibble; my head is splitting: I shan't go to +dinner.' + +'Oh, Lady Lesbia, you are treading on the pearl embroidery,' +remonstrated poor Kibble, as Lesbia kicked the new gown from under her +feet. + +'What does it matter!' she exclaimed with a bitter little laugh. 'It has +not been paid for--perhaps it never will be.' + +The dinner was silent and gloomy. It was as if a star had been suddenly +blotted out of the sky. Smithson, ordinarily so hospitable, had been too +much disturbed in mind to ask any of his friends to stay to dinner; so +there were only Lady Kirkbank, who was too tired to be lively, and +Montesma, who was inclined to be thoughtful. Lesbia's absence, and the +idea that she was ill, gave the feast almost a funereal air. + +After dinner Smithson and Montesma sat on deck, smoking their cigars, +and lazily watching the lights on sea, and the lights on shore; these +brilliant in the foreground, those dim in the distance. + +'You can telegraph to your Rio Janeiro friend to-morrow morning, if you +like,' said Smithson, presently, 'and tell him to send a first-rate +skipper and crew. Lady Lesbia has made up her mind to see St. Malo +Regatta, and with such a sacred charge I can't be too careful.' + +'I'll wire before eight o'clock to-morrow,' answered Montesma, 'You have +decided wisely. Your respectable English Wilkinson is an excellent +man--but nothing would surprise me less than his reducing your _Cayman_ +to matchwood in the next gale.' + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +A NOTE OF ALARM. + + +That strange scene in the old house at Fellside made a profound +impression upon Lord Hartfield. He tried to disguise his trouble, and +did all in his power to seem gay and at perfect ease in his wife's +company; but his mind was full of anxiety, and Mary loved him too well +to be for a moment in doubt as to his feelings. + +'There is something wrong, Jack,' she said, while they were breakfasting +at a table in the verandah, with the lake and the bills in front of them +and the sweet morning air around them. 'You try to talk and to be +lively, but there is a little perpendicular wrinkle in your forehead +which I know as well as the letters of the alphabet, and that little +line means worry. I used to see it in the old days, when you were +breaking your heart for Lesbia. Why cannot you be frank and confide in +me. It is your duty, sir, as my husband.' + +'Is it my duty to halve my burdens as well as my joys? How do I know if +those girlish shoulders are strong enough to bear the weight of them?' + +'I can bear anything you can bear, and I won't be cheated out of my +share in your worries. If you were obliged to have a tooth out, I would +have one out too, for company.' + +'I hope the dentist would be too conscientious to allow that.' + +'Tell me your trouble, Hartfield,' she said, earnestly, leaning across +the table, bringing her grave intelligent face near to him. + +They were quite alone, he and she. The servants had done their +ministering. Behind them there was the empty dining-room, in front of +them the sunlit panorama of lake and hill. There could not be a safer +place for telling secrets. + +'Tell me what it is that worries you,' Mary pleaded again. + +'I will, dear. After all perfect trust is the best; nay, it is your due, +for you are brave enough and true enough to be trusted with secrets that +mean life and death. In a word, then, Mary, the cause of my trouble is +that old man we saw the other night.' + +'Steadman's uncle?' + +'Do you really believe that he is Steadman's uncle?' + +'My grandmother told me so,' answered Mary, reddening to the roots of +her hair. + +To this girl, who was the soul of truth, there was deepest shame in the +idea that her kinswoman, the woman whom of all the world she most owed +reverence and honour, could be deemed capable of falsehood. + +'Do you think my grandmother would tell me an untruth?' + +'I do not believe that man is a poor dependent, an old servant's +kinsman, sheltered and cared for in this house for charity's sake. +Forgive me, Mary, if I doubt the word of one you love; but there are +positions in life in which a man must judge for himself. Would Mr. +Steadman's kinsman be lodged as that old man is lodged; would he talk as +that old man talks; and last and greatest perplexity of all, would he +possess a treasure of gold and jewels which must be worth many +thousands?' + +'But you cannot know for certain that those things are valuable; they +may be rubbish that this poor old man has scraped together and hoarded +for years, glass jewels bought at country fairs. Those rouleaux may +contain lead or coppers.' + +'I do not think so, Mary. The stones had all the brilliancy of valuable +gems, and then there were others in the finest filagree +settings--goldsmith's work which bore the stamp of an Eastern world. +Take my word for it, that treasure came from India; and it must have +been brought to England by Lord Maulevrier. It may have existed all +these years without your grandmother's knowledge. That is quite +possible; but it seems to me impossible that such wealth should be +within the knowledge and the power of a pauper lunatic.' + +'But if that unhappy old man is not a relation of Steadman's supported +here by my grandmother's benevolence, who can he be, and why is he +here?' asked Mary. + +'Oh, Molly dear, these are two questions which I cannot answer, and +which yet ought to be answered somehow. Since that night I have felt as +if there were a dark cloud lowering over this house--a cloud almost as +terrible in its menace of danger as the forshadowing of fate in a Greek +legend. For your sake, for the honour of your race, for my own +self-respect as your husband, I feel that this mystery ought to be +solved, and all dark things made light before your grandmother's death. +When she is gone the master-key to the past will be lost.' + +'But she will be spared for many years, I hope, spared to sympathise +with my happiness, and with Lesbia's.' + +My dearest girl, we cannot hope that. The thread of her life is worn +very thin. It may snap at any moment. You cannot look seriously in your +grandmother's face, and yet delude yourself with the hope that she has +years of life before her.' + +'It will be very hard to part, just as she has begun to care for me,' +said Mary, with her eyes full of tears. + +'All such partings are hard, and your grandmother's life has been so +lonely and joyless that the memory of it must always have a touch of +pain. One cannot say of her as we can of the happy; she has lived her +life--all things have been given to her, and she falls asleep at the +close of a long and glorious day. For some reason which I cannot +understand, Lady Maulevrier's life has been a prolonged sacrifice.' + +'She has always given us to understand that she was fond of Fellside, +and that this secluded life suited her,' said Mary, meditatively. + +'I cannot help doubting her sincerity on that point. Lady Maulevrier is +too clever a woman, and forgive me, dear, if I add too worldly a woman, +to be content to live out of the world. The bird must have chafed its +breast against the bars of the cage many and many a time when you +thought that all was peace. Be sure, Mary, that your grandmother had a +powerful motive for spending all her days in this place, and I can but +think that the old man we saw the other night had some part in that +motive. Do you remember telling me of her ladyship's vehement anger when +she heard you had made the acquaintance of her pensioner?' + +'Yes, she was very angry,' Mary answered, with a troubled look. 'I +never saw her so angry--she was almost beside herself--said the harshest +things to me--talked as if I had done some dreadful mischief.' + +'Would she have been so moved, do you think, unless there was some fatal +secret involved in that man's presence here?' + +'I hardly know what to think. Tell me everything. What is it that you +fear?--what is it that you suspect?' + +'To tell you my fears and suspicions is to tell you a family secret that +has been kept from you out of kindness all the years of your life--and I +hardly think I could bring myself to that if I did not know what the +world is, and how many good-natured friends Lady Hartfield will meet in +society, by-and-by, ready to tell her, by hints and innuendoes, that her +grandfather, the Governor of Madras, came back to England under a cloud +of disgrace.' + +'My poor grandfather! How dreadful!' exclaimed Mary, pale with pity and +shame. 'Did he deserve his disgrace, poor unhappy creature--or was he +the victim of false accusation?' + +'I can hardly tell you that, Mary, any more than I can tell whether +Warren Hastings deserved the abuse that was wreaked upon him at one +time, or the acquittal that gave the lie to his slanderers in after +years. The events occurred forty years ago--the story was only half +known then, and like all such stories formed the basis for every kind of +exaggeration and perversion.' + +'Does Maulevrier know?' faltered Mary. + +'Maulevrier knows all that is known by the general public, and no more.' + +'And you have married the granddaughter of a disgraced man,' said Mary, +with a piteous look. 'Did you know--when you married me?' + +'As much as I know now, dear love. If you had been Jonathan Wild's +granddaughter you would have been just as dear to me. I married _you_, +dearest; I love _you_; I believe in _you_. All the grandfathers in +Christendom would not shake my faith by one tittle.' + +She threw herself into his arms, and sobbed upon his breast. But sweet +as this assurance of his love was to her, she was not the less stricken +by shame at the thought of possible infamy in the past, a shameful +memory for ever brooding over her name in the present. + +'Society never forgets a scandal,' she said; 'I have heard Maulevrier +say that.' + +'Society has a long memory for other people's sins, but it only avenges +its own wrongs. Give the wicked fairy Society a bad dinner, or leave her +out of your invitation list for a ball, and she will twit you with the +crimes or the misfortunes of a remote ancestor--she will go about +talking of your grandfather the leper, or your great aunt who ran away +with her footman. But so long as the wicked fairy gets all she wants out +of you, she cares not a straw for the misdeeds of past generations.' + +He spoke lightly, laughingly almost, and then he ordered the dogcart to +be brought round immediately, and he drove Mary across the hills towards +Langdale, to bring the colour back to her blanched cheeks. He brought +her home in time to give her grandmother an hour for letter-writing +before luncheon, while he walked up and down the terrace below Lady +Maulevrier's windows, meditating the course he was to take. + +He was to leave Westmoreland next day to take his place in the House of +Lords during the last important debate of the session. He made up his +mind that before he left he would seek an interview with Lady +Maulevrier, and boldly ask her to explain the mystery of that old man's +presence at Fellside. He was her kinsman by marriage, and he had sworn +to honour her and to care for her as a son; and as a son he would urge +her to confide in him, to unburden her conscience of any dark secret, +and to make the crooked things straight, before she was called away. + +While he was forecasting this interview, meeting imaginary objections, +arguing points which might have to be argued, a servant came out to him +with an ochre envelope on a little silver tray--that unpleasant-looking +envelope which seems always a presage of trouble, great or small. + +'Lord Maulevrier, Albany, to Lord Hartfield, Fellside, Grasmere. + +'For God's sake come to me at once. I am in great trouble; not on my own +account, but about a relation.' + +A relation--except his grandmother and his two sisters Maulevrier had no +relations for whom he cared a straw. This message must have relation to +Lesbia. Was she ill--dying, the victim of some fatal accident, runaway +horses, boat upset, train smashed? There was something; and Maulevrier +appealed to his nearest and best friend. There was no withstanding such +an appeal. It must be answered, and immediately. + +Lord Hartfield went into the library and wrote his reply message, which +consisted of six words. + +'Going to you by first train.' + +The next train left Windermere at three. There was just time to get a +fresh horse put in the dogcart, and a Gladstone bag packed. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +PRIVILEGED INFORMATION. + + +Lord Hartfield did not arrive at Euston Square until near eleven o'clock +at night. A hansom deposited him at the entrance to the Albany just as +the clock of St. James's Church chimed the hour. He found only +Maulevrier's valet. His lordship had waited indoors all the evening, and +had only gone out a quarter of an hour ago. He had gone to the +Cerberus, and begged that Lord Hartfield would be kind enough to follow +him there. + +Lord Hartfield was not fond of the Cerberus, and indeed deemed that +lively place of rendezvous a very dangerous sphere for his friend +Maulevrier; but in the face of Maulevrier's telegram there was no time +to be lost, so he walked across Piccadilly and down St. James's Street +to the fashionable little club, where the men were dropping in after the +theatres and dinners, and where sheafs of bank notes were being +exchanged for those various coloured counters which represented divers +values, from the respectable 'pony' to the modest 'chip.' + +Maulevrier was in the first room Hartfield looked into, standing behind +some men who were playing. + +'That's something like friendship,' he exclaimed, when he saw Lord +Hartfield, and then he hooked his arm through his friend's, and led him +off to the dining room. + +'Come and have some supper, old fellow,' he said, 'and I can tell you my +troubles while you are eating it. James, bring us a grill, and a +lobster, and a bottle of Mumms, number 27, you know.' + +'Yes, my lord.' + +'Sorry to find you in this den, Maulevrier,' said Lord Hartfield. + +'Haven't touched a card. Haven't done half an hour's punting this +season. But it's a kind of habit with me to wander in here now and then. +I know so many of the members. One poor devil lost nine thousand one +night last week. Rather rough upon him, wasn't it? All ready money at +this shop, don't you know.' + +'Thank God, I know nothing about it. And now, Maulevrier, what is wrong, +and with whom?' + +'Everything is wrong, and with my sister Lesbia.' + +'Good heavens! what do you mean?' + +'Only this, that there is a fellow after her whose very name means ruin +to women--a Spanish-American adventurer--reckless, handsome, a gambler, +seducer, duellist, dare-devil. The man she is to marry seems to have +neither nous nor spunk to defend her. Everybody at Goodwood saw the game +that was being played, everybody at Cowes is watching the cards, betting +on the result. Yes, great God, the men at the Squadron Club are staking +their money upon my sister's character--even monkeys that she bolts with +Montesma--five to three against the marriage with Smithson ever coming +off.' + +'Is this true?' + +'It is as true as your marriage with Molly, as true as your loyalty to +me. I was told of it all this morning at the Haute Gomme by a man I can +rely upon, a really good fellow, who would not leave me in the dark +about my sister's danger when all the smoking-rooms in Pall Mall were +sniggering about it. My first impulse was to take the train for Cowes; +but then I knew if I went alone I should let my temper get the better of +me. I should knock somebody down--throw somebody out of the window--make +a devil of a scene. And this would be fatal for Lesbia. I wanted your +counsel, your cool head, your steady common-sense. "Not a step forward +without Jack," I said to myself, so I bolted off and sent that telegram. +It relieved my feeling a little, but I've had a wretched day.' + +'Waiter, bring me a Bradshaw, or an A B C,' said Lord Hartfield. + +He had eaten nothing but a biscuit since breakfast, but he was ready to +go off at once, supperless, if there were a train to carry him. +Unluckily there was no train. The mail had started. Nothing till seven +o'clock next morning. + +'Eat your supper, old fellow,' said Maulevrier. 'After all, the danger +may not be so desperate as I fancied this morning. Slander is the +favourite amusement of the age we live in. We must allow a margin for +exaggeration.' + +'A very liberal margin,' answered Hartfield. 'No doubt the man who +warned you meant honestly, but this scandal may have grown out of the +merest trifles. The feebleness of the Masher's brain is only exceeded by +the foulness of the Masher's tongue. I daresay this rumour about Lady +Lesbia has its beginning and end among the Masher species.' + +'I hope so, but--I have seen those two together--I met them at Victoria +one evening after Goodwood. Old Kirkbank was shuffling on ahead, +carrying Smithson with her, absorbing his attention by fussification +about her carriage. Lesbia and that Cuban devil were in the rear. They +looked as if they had all the world to themselves. Faust and Marguerite +in the garden were not in it for the expression of intense absorbing +feeling compared with those two. I'm not an intellectual party, but I +know something of human nature, and I know when a man and woman are in +love with each other. It is one of the things that never has been, that +never can be hidden.' + +'And you say this Montesma is a dangerous man?' + +'Deadly.' + +'Well, we must lose no time. When we are on the spot it will be easy to +find out the truth; and it will be your duty, if there be danger, to +warn Lesbia and her future husband. + +'I would much rather shoot the Cuban,' said Maulevrier. 'I never knew +much good come of a warning in such a case: it generally precipitates +matters. If I could play _écarté_ with him at the club, find him +sporting an extra king, throw my cards in his face, and accept his +challenge for an exchange of shots on the sands beyond Cherbourg--there +would be something like satisfaction.' + +'You say the man is a gambler?' + +'Report says something worse of him. Report says he is a cheat.' + +'We must not be dependent upon society gossip,' replied Lord Hartfield. +'I have an idea, Maulevrier. The more we know about this man--Montesma, +I think you called him----' + +'Gomez de Montesma.' + +'The more fully we are acquainted with Don Gomez de Montesma's +antecedents the better we shall be able to cope with him, if we come to +handy-grips. It's too late to start for Cowes, but it is not too late to +do something. Fitzpatrick, the political-economist, spent a quarter of a +century in South America. He is a very old friend--knew my father--and I +can venture to knock at his door after midnight--all the more as I know +he is a night-worker. He is very likely to enlighten us about your Cuban +hidalgo.' + +'You shall finish your supper before I let you stir. After that you may +do what you like. I was always a child in your hands, Jack, whether it +was climbing a mountain or crossing the Horse-shoe Fall. I consider the +business in your hands now. I'll go with you wherever you like, and do +what you tell me. When you want me to kick anybody, or fight anybody, +you can give me the office and I'll do it. I know that Lesbia's +interests are safe in your hands. You once cared very much for her. You +are her brother-in-law now, and, next to me, you are her natural +protector, taking into account that her future husband is a cad and +doesn't score.' + +'Meet me at Waterloo at ten minutes to seven to-morrow morning, and +we'll go down to Cowes together. I'm off to find Fitzpatrick. Good +night.' + +So they parted. Lord Hartfield walked across the Park to Great George +Street, where Mr. Fitzpatrick had chambers of a semi-official character, +on the first floor of a solemn-looking old house, spacious, gloomy +without and within, walls sombre with the subdued colouring of +decorations half a century old. + +The lighted windows of those first-floor rooms told Lord Hartfield that +he was not too late. He rang the bell, which was answered with the +briefest delay by a sleepy-looking clerk, who had been taking shorthand +notes for Mr. Fitzpatrick's great book upon 'Protection _versus_ Free +Trade.' The clerk looked sleepy, but his employer had as brisk an air as +if he were just beginning the day; although he had been working without +intermission since nine o'clock that evening, and had done a long day's +work before dinner. He was walking up and down the spacious unluxurious +room, half office, half library, smoking a cigar. Upon a large table in +the centre of the room stood two powerful reading lamps with green +shades, illuminating a chaotic mass of books and pamphlets, heaped and +scattered all over the table, save just on that spot between the two +lamps, which accommodated Mr. Fitzpatrick's blotting pad and inkpot, a +pewter inkpot which held about a pint. + +'How d'ye do, Hartfield? Glad you've looked me up at last,' said the +Irishman, as if a midnight call were the most natural thing in the +world. 'Just come from the House?' + +'No; I've just come from Westmoreland. I thought I should find you among +those everlasting books of yours, late as it is. Can I have a few words +alone with you?' + +'Certainly. Morgan, you can go away for a bit.' + +'Home, sir?' + +'Home--well--yes, I suppose it's late. You look sleepy. I should have +been glad to finish the chapter on Beetroot Sugar to-night--but it may +stand over for the morning. Be sure you're early.' + +'Yes, sir,' the clerk responded with a faint sigh. + +He was paid handsomely for late hours, liberally rewarded for his +shorthand services; and yet he wished the great Fitzpatrick had not been +quite so industrious. + +'Now, my dear Hartfield, what can I do for you?' asked Fitzpatrick, when +the clerk had gone. 'I can see by your face that you've something +serious in hand. Can I help you?' + +'You can, I believe, in a very material way. You were five-and-twenty +years in Spanish America?' + +'Rather more than less.' + +'Here, there, and everywhere?' + +'Yes; there is _not_ a city in South America that I have not lived +in--for something between a day and a year.' + +'You know something about most men of any mark in that part of the +world, I conclude?' + +'It was my business to know men of all kinds. I had my mission from the +Spanish Government. I was engaged to examine the condition of commerce +throughout the colony, the working of protection as against free trade, +and so on. Strange, by-the-bye, that Cuba, the last place to foster the +slave trade, was of all spots of the earth the first to carry free-trade +principles into practical effect, long before they were recognised in +any European country.' + +'Strange to me that you should speak of Cuba so soon after my coming +in,' answered Lord Hartfield. 'I am here to ask you to help me to find +out the antecedents of a man who hails from that island.' + +'I ought to know something about him, whoever he is,' replied Mr. +Fitzpatrick, briskly. 'I spent six months in Cuba not very long before +my return to England. Cuba is one of my freshest memories; and I have a +pretty tight memory for facts, names and figures. Never could remember +two lines of poetry in my life.' + +'Did you ever hear of, or meet with, a man called Montesma--Gomez de +Montesma?' + +'Couldn't have stopped a month in Havana without hearing something about +that gentleman,' answered Fitzpatrick, 'I hope he isn't a friend of +yours, and that you have not lent him money?' + +'Neither; but I want to know all you can tell me about him.' + +'You shall have it in black and white, out of my Cuban note-book,' +replied the other, unlocking a drawer in the official table; 'I always +take notes of anything worth recording, on the spot. A man is a fool who +trusts to memory, where personal character is at stake. Montesma is as +well known at Havana as the Morro Fort or the Tacon Theatre. I have +heard stories enough about him to fill a big volume; but all the facts +recorded there'--striking the morocco cover of the note-book--'have been +thoroughly sifted; I can vouch for them.' + +He looked at the index, found the page, and handed the book to Lord +Hartfield. + +'Read for yourself,' he said, quietly. + +Lord Hartfield read three or four pages of plain statement as to various +adventures by sea and land in which Gomez de Montesma had figured, and +the reputation which he bore in Cuba and on the Main. + +'You can vouch for this?' he said at last, after a long silence. + +'For every syllable.' + +'The story of his marriage?' + +'Gospel truth: I knew the lady.' + +'And the rest?' + +'All true.' + +'A thousand thanks. I know now upon what ground I stand. I have to save +an innocent, high-bred girl from the clutches of a consummate +scoundrel.' + +'Shoot him, and shoot her, too, if there's no better way of saving her. +It will be an act of mercy,' said Mr. Fitzpatrick, without hesitation. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +'SHALL IT BE?' + + +While Lord Hartfield sat in his friend's office in Great George Street +reading the life story of Gomez de Montesma, told with the cruel +precision and the unvarnished language of a criminal indictment, the +hero of that history was gliding round the spacious ballroom of the +Cowes Club, with Lady Lesbia Haselden's dark-brown head almost reclining +on his shoulder, her violet eyes looking up at his every now and then, +shyly, entrancingly, as he bent his head to talk to her. + +The Squadron Ball was in full swing between midnight and the first hour +of morning. The flowers had not lost their freshness, the odours of dust +and feverish human breath had not yet polluted the atmosphere. The +windows were open to the purple night, the purple sea. The stars seemed +to be close outside the verandah, shining on purpose for the dancers; +and these two--the man tall, pale, dark, with flashing eyes and short, +sleek raven hair, small head, noble bearing; the girl divinely lovely in +her marble purity of complexion, her classical grace of form--these two +were, as every one avowed and acknowledged, the handsomest couple in the +room. + +'We're none of us in it compared with them,' said a young naval +commander to his partner, whereupon the young lady looked somewhat +sourly, and replied that Lady Lesbia's features were undeniably regular +and her complexion good, but that she was wanting in soul. + +'Is she?' asked the sailor, incredulously, 'Look at her now. What do you +call that, if it isn't soul?' + +'I call it simply disgraceful,' answered his partner, sharply turning +away her head. + +Lesbia was looking up at the Spaniard, her lips faintly parted, all her +face listening eagerly as she caught some whispered word, breathed among +the soft ripples of her hair, from lips that almost touched her brow. +People cannot go on waltzing for ten minutes in a dead silence, like +automatic dancers. There must be conversation. Only it is better that +the lips should do most of the talking. When the eyes have so much to +say society is apt to be censorious. + +Mr. Smithson was smoking a cigarette on the lawn with a sporting peer. A +man to whom tobacco is a necessity cannot be always on guard; but it is +quite possible that in the present state of Lady Lesbia's feelings +Smithson would have had no restraining influence had he been ever so +watchful. To what act in the passion drama had her love come to-night as +she floated round the room, with her head inclined towards her lover's +breast, the strong pulsation of his heart sounding in her ear, like the +rhythmical beat of the basses yonder in Waldteufel's last waltz? Was +there still the uncertainty as to the _dénouement_ which marks the third +act of a good play? or was there the dread foreboding, the sense of +impending doom which should stir the spectators with pity and terror as +the fourth act hurries to its passionate close? Who could tell? She had +been full of life and energy to-day on board the yacht during the +racing, in which she seemed to take an ardent interest. The _Cayman_ had +followed the racers for three hours through a freshening sea, much to +Lady Kirkbank's disgust, and Lesbia had been the soul of the party. +The same yesterday. The yacht had only got back to Cowes in time for the +ball, and all had been hurry and excitement while the ladies dressed and +crossed to the club, the spray dashing over their opera mantles, poor +Lady Kirkbank's complexion yellow with _mal de mer_, in spite of a +double coating of _Blanc de Fedora_, the last fashionable cosmetic. + +To-night Lesbia was curiously silent, depressed even, as it seemed to +those who were interested in observing her; and all the world is +interested in a famous beauty. She was very pale, even her lips were +colourless, and the large violet eyes and firmly pencilled brows alone +gave colour to her face. She looked like a marble statue, the eyes and +eyebrows accentuated with touches of colour. Those lovely eyes had a +heavy look, as of trouble, weariness; nay, absolute distress. + +Never had she looked less brilliant than to-night; never had she looked +more beautiful. It was the loveliness of a newly-awakened soul. The +wonderful Pandora-casket of life, with its infinite evil, its little +good, had given up its secret. She knew what passionate love really +means. She knew what such love mostly means--self-sacrifice, surrender +of the world's wealth, severance from friends, the breaking of all old +ties. To love as she loved means the crossing of a river more fatal than +the Rubicon, the casting of a die more desperate than that which Cæsar +flung upon the board when he took up arms against the Republic. + +The river was not yet crossed, but her feet were on the margin, wet with +the ripple of the stream. The fatal die was not yet cast, but the +dice-box was in her hand ready for the throw. Lesbia and Montesma danced +together--not too often, three waltzes out of sixteen--but when they +were so waltzing they were the cynosure of the room. That betting of +which Maulevrier had heard was rife to-night, and the odds upon the +Cuban had gone up. It was nine to four now that those two would be over +the border before the week was out. + +Mr. Smithson was not neglectful of his affianced. He took her into the +supper-room, where she drank some Moselle cup, but ate nothing. He sat +out three or four waltzes with her on the lawn, listening to the murmer +of the sea, and talking very little. + +'You are looking wretchedly ill to-night, Lesbia,' he said, after a +dismal silence. + +'I am sorry that I should put you to shame by my bad looks,' she +answered, with that keen acidity of tone which indicates irritated +nerves. + +'You know that I don't mean anything of the kind; you are always lovely, +always the loveliest everywhere; but I don't like to see you so ghastly +pale.' + +'I suppose I am over-fatigued: that I have done too much in London and +here. Life in Westmoreland was very different,' she added, with a sigh, +and a touch of wonder that the Lesbia Haselden, whose methodical life +had never been stirred by a ruffle of passion, could have been the same +flesh and blood--yes, verily, the same woman, whose heart throbbed so +vehemently to-night, whose brain seemed on fire. + +'Are you sure there is nothing the matter?' he asked, with a faint +quiver in his voice. + +'What should there be the matter?' + +'Who can say? God knows that I know no cause for evil. I am honest +enough, and faithful enough, Lesbia. But your face to-night is like a +presage of calamity, like the dull, livid sky that goes before a +thunderstorm.' + +'I hope there is no thunderbolt coming,' she answered, lightly. 'What +very tall talk about a headache, for really that is all that ails me. +Hark, they have begun "My Queen." I am engaged for this waltz.' + +'I am sorry for that.' + +'So am I. I would ever so much rather have stayed out here.' + +Two hours later, in the steely morning light, when sea and land and sky +had a metallic look as if lit by electricity, Lady Lesbia stood with her +chaperon and her affianced husband on the landing stage belonging to the +club, ready to step into the boat in which six swarthy seamen in red +shirts and caps were to row them back to the yacht. Mr. Smithson drew +the warm _sortie de bal_, with its gold-coloured satin lining and white +fox border, closer round Lesbia's slender form. + +'You are shivering,' he said; 'you ought to have warmer wraps. + +'This is warm enough for St. Petersburg. I am only tired--very tired.' + +'The _Cayman_ will rock you to sleep.' + +Don Gomez was standing close by, waiting for his host. The two men were +to walk up the hill to Formosa, a village with a classic portico, +delightfully situated above the town. + +'What time are we to come to breakfast? asked Mr. Smithson. + +'Not too early, in mercy's name. Two o'clock in the afternoon, three, +four;--why not make it five--combine breakfast with afternoon tea,' +exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, with a tremendous yawn. 'I never was so +thoroughly fagged; I feel as if I had been beaten with sticks, +basti--what's its name.' + +She was leaning all her weight upon Mr. Smithson, as he handed her down +the steps and into the boat. Her normal weight was not a trifle, and +this morning she was heavy with champagne and sleep. Carefully as +Smithson supported her she gave a lurch at the bottom of the steps, and +plunged ponderously into the boat, which dipped and careened under her, +whereat she shrieked, and implored Mr. Smithson to save her. + +All this occupied some minutes, and gave Lesbia and the Cuban just +time for a few words that had to be said somehow. + +'Good-night,' said Montesma, as they clasped hands; 'good-night;' and +then in a lower voice he said, 'Well, have you decided at last? Shall it +be?' + +She looked at him for a moment or so, pale in the starlight, and then +murmured an almost inaudible syllable. + +'Yes.' + +He bent quickly and pressed his lips upon her gloved hand, and when Mr. +Smithson looked round they two were standing apart, Montesma in a +listless attitude, as if tired of waiting for his host. + +It was Smithson who handed Lesbia into the boat and arranged her wraps, +and hung over her tenderly as he performed those small offices. + +'Now really,' he asked, just before the boat put off, 'when are we to be +with you to-morrow?' + +'Lady Kirkbank says not till afternoon tea, but I think you may come a +few hours earlier. I am not at all sleepy.' + +'You look as if you needed sleep badly,' answered Smithson. 'I'm afraid +you are not half careful enough of yourself. Good-night.' + +The boat was gliding off, the oars dipping, as he spoke. How swiftly it +shot from his ken, flashing in and out among the yachts, where the lamps +were burning dimly in that clear radiance of new-born day. + +Montesma gave a tremendous yawn as he took out his cigar-case, and he +and Mr. Smithson did not say twenty words between them during the walk +to Formosa, where servants were sitting up, lamps burning, a great +silver tray, with brandy, soda, liqueurs, coffee, in readiness. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +'ALAS, FOR SORROW IS ALL THE END OF THIS' + + +Lady Kirkbank retired to her cabin directly she got on board the +_Cayman_. + +'Good-night, child! I am more than half asleep,' she said; 'and I think +if there were to be an earthquake an hour hence I should hardly hear it. +Go to your berth directly, Lesbia; you look positively awful. I have +seen girls look bad after balls before now, but I never saw such a +spectre as you look this morning.' + +Poor Georgie's own complexion left something to be desired. The _Blanc +de Fedora_ had been a brilliant success for the first two hours: after +that the warm room began to tell upon it, and there came a greasiness, +then a streakiness, and now all that was left of an alabaster skin was a +livid patch of purplish paint here and there, upon a crow's-foot ground. +The eyebrows, too, had given in, and narrow lines of Vandyke brown +meandered down Lady Kirkbank's cheeks. The frizzy hair had gone +altogether wrong, and had a wild look, suggestive of the witches in +Macbeth, and the scraggy neck and poor old shoulders showed every year +of their age in the ghastly morning light. + +Lesbia waited in the saloon till Lady Kirkbank had bolted herself into +her cabin, and then she went up to the deck wrapped in her satin-lined, +fur-bordered cloak, and coiled herself in a bamboo arm-chair, and +nestled her bare head into a Turkish pillow, and tried to sleep, there +with the cool morning breeze blowing upon her burning forehead, and the +plish-plash of seawater soothing her ear. + +There were only three or four sailors on deck, weird, almost +diabolical-looking creatures, Lesbia thought, in striped shirts, with +bare arms, of a shining bronze complexion, flashing black eyes, sleek +raven hair, a sinister look. What species of men they were--Mestizoes, +Coolies, Yucatekes--she knew not, but she felt that they were something +wild and strange, and their presence filled her with a vague fear. _He_, +whose influence now ruled her life, had told her that these men were +born mariners, and that she was twenty times safer with them than when +the yacht had been under the control of those honest, grinning +red-whiskered English Jack Tars. But she liked the English sailors best, +all the same; and she shrank from the faintest contact with these +tawny-visaged strangers, plucking away the train of her gown as they +passed her chair, lest they should brush against her drapery. + +On deck this morning, with only those dark faces near, she had a sense +of loneliness, of helplessness, of abandonment even. Unbidden the image +of her home at Grasmere flashed into her mind--all things so calm, so +perfectly ordered, such a sense of safety, of home--no peril, no +temptation, no fever--only peace: and she had grown sick to death of +peace. She had prayed for tempest: and the tempest had come. + +There was a heavenly quiet in the air in the early summer morning, only +the creaking of a spar, the scream of a seagull now and then. How pale +the lamps were growing on board the yachts. Paler still, yellow, and +dim, and blurred yonder in the town. The eastward facing windows were +golden with the rising sun. Yes, this was morning. The yachts were +moving away yonder, majestical, swan-like, white sails shining against +the blue. + +She closed her eyes, and tried to sleep; but sleep would not come. She +was always listening--listening for the dip of oars, listening for a +snatch of melody from a mellow baritone whose every accent she knew so +well. + +It came at last, the sound her soul longed for. She lay among her +cushions with closed eyes, listening, drinking in those rich ripe notes +as they came nearer and nearer, to the measure of dipping oars, _'La +donna e mobile--'_ + +Nearer and nearer, until the little boat ground against the hull. She +lifted her heavy eyelids as Montesma leapt over the gunwale, almost into +her arms. He was at her side, kneeling by her low chair, kissing the +little hands, chill with the freshness of morning. + +'My own, my very own,' he murmured, passionately. + +He cared no more for those copper-faced Helots yonder than if they had +been made of wood. He had fate in his own hands now, as it seemed to +him. He went to the skipper and gave him some orders in Spanish, and +then the sails were unfurled, the _Cayman_ spread her broad white wings, +and moved off among those other yachts which were gliding, gliding, +gliding out to sea, melting from Cowes Roads like a vision that fadeth +with the broad light of morning. + +When the sails were up and the yacht was running merrily through the +water, Montesma went back to Lady Lesbia, and they two sat side by side, +gilded and glorified in the vivid lights of sunrise, talking as they had +never talked before, her head upon his shoulder, a smile of ineffable +peace upon her lips, as of a weary child that has found rest. + +They were sailing for Havre, and at Havre they were to be married by the +English chaplain, and from Havre they were to sail for the Havana, and +to live there ever afterwards in a fairy-tale dream of bliss, broken +only by an annual visit to Paris, just to buy gowns and bonnets. +Surrendered were all Lesbia's ambitious hopes--forgotten--gone; her +desire to reign princess paramount in the kingdom of fashion--her thirst +to be wealthiest among the wealthy--gone--forgotten. Her dreams now were +of the _dolce far niente_ of a tropical climate, a boudoir giving on the +Caribbean sea, cigarettes, coffee, nights spent in a foreign opera +house, the languid, reposeful existence of a Spanish dama--with him, +with him. It was for his sake that she had modified all her ideas of +life. To be with him she would have been content to dwell in the tents +of the Patagonians, on the wild and snow-clad Pampas. A love which was +strong enough to make her sacrifice duty, the world, her fair fame as a +well-bred woman, was a love that recked but little of the paths along +which her lover's hand was to lead. For him, to be with him, she +renounced the world. The rest did not count. + +The summer hours glided past them. The _Cayman_ was far out at sea; all +the other yachts had vanished, and they were alone amidst the blue, +with only a solitary three-master yonder, on the edge of the horizon. +More than once Lesbia had talked of going below to change her ball gown +for the attire of everyday life; but each time her lover had detained +her a little longer, had pleaded for a few more words. Lady Kirkbank +would be astir presently, and there would be no more solitude for them +till they were married, and could shake her off altogether. So Lesbia +stayed, and those two drank the cup of bliss, hushed by the monotonous +sing-song of the sea, the rhythm of the swinging sails. But now it was +broad morning. The hour when society, however late it may keep its +revels overnight, is apt to awaken, were it only to call for a cup of +strong tea and to turn again on the pillow of lassitude, after that +refreshment, like the sluggard of Holy Writ. At ten o'clock the sun sent +his golden arrows across the silken coverlet of her berth and awakened +Lady Kirkbank, who opened her eyes and looked about languidly. The +little cabin was heaving itself up and down in a curious way; Mr. +Smithson's cigar-cases were sloping as if they were going to fall upon +Lady Kirkbank's couch, and the looking-glass, with all its dainty +appliances, was making an angle of forty-five degrees. There was more +swirling and washing of water against the hull than ever Georgie +Kirkbank had heard in Cowes Roads. + +'Mercy on me! this horrid thing must be moving,' she exclaimed to the +empty air. 'It must have broken loose in the night.' + +She had no confidence in those savage-looking sailors, and she had a +vision of the yacht drifting at the mercy of winds and waves, drifting +for days, weeks, and months; drifting to the German Ocean, drifting to +the North Pole. Mr. Smithson and Montesma on shore--no one on board to +exercise authority over those fearful men. + +Perhaps they had mutinied, and were carrying off the yacht as their +booty, with Lesbia and her chaperon, and all their gowns. + +'I am almost glad that harpy Seraphine has my diamonds,' thought poor +Georgie, 'or I should have had them with me on board this hateful boat.' + +And then she rapped vehemently against the panel of the cabin, and +screamed for Rilboche, whose den was adjacent. + +Rilboche, who detested the sea, made her appearance after some delay, +looking even greener than her mistress, who, in rising from her berth, +already began to suffer the agonies of sea-sickness. + +'What does this mean?' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank; 'and where are we +going?' + +'That's what I should like to know, my lady. But I daresay Lady Lesbia +and Mr. Montesma can tell you. They are both on deck.' + +'Montesma! Why, we left him on shore!' + +'Yes, my lady, but he came on board at five o'clock this morning. I +looked at my watch when I heard him land, and he and Lady Lesbia have +been sitting on deck ever since.' + +'And now it is ten. Five hours on deck--impossible!' + +'Time doesn't seem long when one is happy, my lady,' murmured Rilboche, +in her own language. + +'Help me to dress this instant,' screamed her mistress: 'that dreadful +Spaniard is eloping with us.' + +Despite the hideous depression of that malady which strikes down Kaiser +and beggar with the same rough hand, Lady Kirkbank contrived to get +herself dressed decently, and to stagger up the companion to that part +of the deck where the Persian carpet was spread, and the bamboo chairs +and tables were set out under the striped awning. Lesbia and her lover +were sitting together, he giving her a first lesson in the art of +smoking a cigarette. He had told her playfully that every man, woman, +and child in Cuba was a smoker, and she had besought him to let her +begin, and now, with infinite coquetry, was taking her first lesson. + +'You shameless minx!' exclaimed Georgie, pale with anger. + +'Where is Smithson--my poor, good Smithson?' + +'Fast asleep in his bed at Formosa, I hope, dear Lady Kirkbank,' the +Cuban answered, with perfect _sang froid_. 'Smithson is out of it, as +you idiomatic English say. I hope, Lady Kirkbank, you will be as kind to +me as you have been to Smithson; and depend upon it I shall make Lady +Lesbia as good a husband as ever Smithson could have done.' + +'You!' exclaimed the matron, contemptuously. 'You!--a foreigner, an +adventurer, who may be as poor as Job, for anything I know about you.' + +'Job was once rather comfortably off, Lady Kirkbank; and I can answer +for it that Montesma's wife will know none of the pangs of poverty.' + +'If you were a beggar I would not care,' said Lesbia, drawing nearer to +him. + +They had both risen at Lady Kirkbank's approach, and were standing side +by side, confronting her. Lesbia had shrunk from the idea of poverty +with John Hammond; yet, for this man's sake, she was ready to face +penury, ruin, disgrace, anything. + +'Do you mean to tell me that Lord Maulevrier's sister, a young lady +under my charge, answerable to me for her conduct, is capable of jilting +the man to whom she has solemnly bound herself, in order to marry you?' +demanded Lady Kirkbank, turning to Montesma. + +'Yes; that is what I am going to do,' answered Lesbia, boldly. 'It would +be a greater sin to keep my promise than to break it. I never liked that +man, and you know it. You badgered me into accepting him, against my own +better judgment. You drifted me so deeply into debt that I was willing +to marry a man I loathed in order to get my debts paid. _This_ is what +you did for the girl placed under your charge. But, thank God, I have +released myself from your clutches. I am going far away to a new world, +where the memory of my old life cannot follow me. People may be angry or +pleased! I do not care. I shall be the wife of the man I have chosen out +of all the world for my husband--the man God made to be my master.' + +'You are----' gasped Lady Kirkbank. 'I can't say what you are. I never +in my life felt so tempted to use improper language.' + +'Dear Lady Kirkbank, be reasonable,' pleaded Montesma; 'you can have no +interest in seeing Lesbia married to a man she dislikes.' + +Georgia reddened a little, remembering that she was interested to the +amount of some thousands in the Smithson and Haselden alliance; but she +took a higher ground than mercenary considerations. + +'I am interested in doing the very best for a young lady who has been +entrusted to my care, the granddaughter of an old friend,' she answered, +with dignity. 'I have no objection to you in the abstract, Don Gomez. +You have always been vastly civil, I am sure----' + +'Stand by us in our day of need, Lady Kirkbank, and you will find me the +staunchest friend you ever had.' + +'I am bound in honour to consider Mr. Smithson, Lesbia,' said Lady +Kirkbank. 'I wonder that a decently-brought up girl can behave so +abominably.' + +'It would be more abominable to marry a man I detest. I have made up my +mind, Lady Kirkbank. We shall be at Havre to-morrow morning, and we +shall be married to-morrow--shall we not, Gomez?' + +She let her head sink upon his breast, and his arm enfold her. Thus +sheltered, she felt safe, thus and thus only. She had thrown her cap +over the mills; snapped her fingers at society; cared not a jot what the +world might think or say of her. This man would she marry and no other; +this man's fortune would she follow for good or evil. He had that kind +of influence with women which is almost 'possession.' It smells of +brimstone. + +'Come, my dear good soul,' said Montesma, smiling at the angry matron, +'why not take things quietly? You have had a good many girls under your +wing; and you must know that youth and maturity see life from a +different standpoint. In your eyes my old friend Smithson is an +admirable match. You measure him by his houses, his stable, his banker's +book; but Lesbia would rather marry the man she loves, and take the +risks of his fate. I am not a pauper, Lady Kirkbank, and the home to +which I shall take my love is pretty enough for a princess of the blood +royal, and for her sake I shall grow richer yet,' he added, with his +eyes kindling; 'and if you care to pay us a visit next February in our +Parisian apartment I will promise you as pleasant a nest as you can wish +to occupy.' + +'How do I know that you will ever bring her back to Europe?' said Lady +Kirkbank, piteously. 'How do I know that you will not bury her alive in +your savage country, among blackamoors, like those horrid sailors, over +there--kill her, perhaps, when you are tired of her?' + +At these words of Lady Kirkbank's, flung out at random, Montesma +blanched, and his deep black eye met hers with a strangely sinister +look. + +'Yes,' she cried, hysterically--'kill her, kill her! You look as if you +could do it.' + +Lesbia nestled closer to her lover's heart. + +'How dare you say such things to him,' she cried, angrily. '_I_ trust +him, don't you see; trust him with my whole heart, with all my soul. I +shall be his wife to-morrow, for good or evil.' + +'Very much for evil, I'm afraid,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'Perhaps you will +be kind enough to come to your cabin and take off that ball gown, and +make yourself just a little less disreputable in outward appearance, +while I get a cup of tea.' + +Lesbia obeyed, and went down to her cabin, where Kibble was waiting with +a fresh white muslin frock and all its belongings, laid out ready for +her mistress, sorely perplexed at the turn which affairs were taking. +She had never liked Horace Smithson, although he had given her tips +which were almost a provision for her old age; but she had thought it a +good thing that her mistress, who was frightfully extravagant, should +marry a millionaire; and now they were sailing over the sea with a lot +of coloured sailors, and the millionaire was left on shore. + +Lady Kirkbank went into the saloon, where breakfast was laid ready, and +where the steward was in attendance with that air of being absolutely +unconscious of any domestic disturbance, which is the mark of a +well-trained servant. + +Lesbia appeared in something less than an hour, newly dressed and fresh +looking, in her pure white gown, her brown hair bound in a coronet round +her small Greek head. She sat down by Lady Kirkbank's side, and tried to +coax her into good humour. + +'Why can't you take things pleasantly, dear?' she pleaded. 'Do now, like +a good soul. You heard him say he was well off, and that he will take me +to Paris next winter, and you can come to us there on your way from +Cannes, and stay with us till Easter. It will be so nice when the Prince +and all the best people are in Paris. We shall only stay in Cuba till +the fuss about my running away is all over, and people have forgotten, +don't you know. As for Mr. Smithson, why should I have any more +compunction about jilting him than he had about that poor Miss Trinder? +By-the-bye, I want you to send him back all his presents for me. They +are almost all in Arlington Street. I brought nothing with me except my +engagement ring,' looking down at the half-hoop of diamonds, and pulling +it off her fingers as she talked. 'I had a kind of presentiment----' + +'You mean that you had made up your mind to throw him over.' + +'No. But I felt there were breakers ahead. It might have come to +throwing myself into the sea. Perhaps you would have liked that better +than what has happened.' + +'I don't know, I'm sure. The whole thing is disgraceful. London will +ring with the scandal. What am I to say to Lady Maulevrier, to your +brother? And pray how do you propose to get married at Havre? You cannot +be married in a French town by merely holding up your finger. There are +no registry offices. I am sure I have no idea how the thing is done.' + +'Don Gomez has arranged all that--everything has been thought +of--everything has been planned. A steamer will take us to St. Thomas, +and another steamer will take us on to Cuba.' + +'But the marriage--the licence?' + +'I tell you everything has been provided for. Please take this ring and +send it to Mr. Smithson when you go back to England.' + +'Send it to him yourself. I will have nothing to do with it.' + +'How dreadfully disagreeable you are,' said Lesbia, pouting, 'just +because I am marrying to please myself, instead of to please you. It is +frightfully selfish of you.' + +Montesma came in at this moment. He, too, had dressed himself freshly, +and was looking his handsomest, in that buccaneer style of costume which +he wore when he sailed the yacht. He and Lesbia breakfasted at their +ease, while Lady Kirkbank reclined in her bamboo arm-chair, feeling very +unhappy in her mind and far from well. Neptune and she could not +accommodate themselves. + +After a leisurely breakfast, enlivened by talk and laughter, the cabin +windows open, the sun shining, the freshening breeze blowing in, Lesbia +and Don Gomez went on deck, and he reclined at her feet while she read +to him from the pages of her favourite Keats, read languidly, lazily, +yet exquisitely, for she had been taught to read as well as to sing. The +poetry seemed to have been written on purpose for them; and the sky and +the atmosphere around them seemed to have been made for the poetry. And +so, with intervals of strolling on the deck, and an hour or so dawdled +away at luncheon, and a leisurely afternoon tea, the day wore on to +sunset, and they went back to Keats, while Lady Kirkbank sulked and +slept in a corner of the saloon. + +'This is the happiest day of my life,' Lesbia murmured, in a pause of +their reading, when they had dropped Endymion's love to talk of their +own. + +'But not of mine, my angel. I shall be happier still when we are far +away on broader waters, beyond the reach of all who can part us.' + +'Can any one part us, Gomez, now that we have pledged ourselves to each +other?' she asked, incredulously. + +'Ah, love, such pledges are sometimes broken. All women are not +lion-hearted. While the sea is smooth and the ship runs fair, all is +easy enough; but when tempest and peril come--that is the test, Lesbia. +Will you stand by me in the tempest, love?' + +'You know that I will,' she answered, with her hand locked in his two +hands, clasped as with a life-long clasp. + +She could not imagine any severe ordeal to be gone through. If +Maulevrier heard of her elopement in time for pursuit, there would be a +fuss, perhaps--an angry bother raging and fuming. But what of that? She +was her own mistress. Maulevrier could not prevent her marrying +whomsoever she pleased. + +'Swear that you will hold to me against all the world,' he said, +passionately, turning his head to look across the stern of the vessel. + +'Against all the world,' she answered, softly. + +'I believe your courage will be tested before long,' he said; and then +he cried to the skipper, 'Crowd on all sail, Tomaso. That boat is +chasing us.' + +Lesbia sprang to her feet, looking as he looked to a spot of vivid white +on the horizon. Montesma had snatched up a glass and was watching that +distant spot. + +'It is a steam-yacht,' he said. 'They will catch us.' + +He was right. Although the _Cayman_ strained every timber so that her +keel cut through the water like a boomerang, wind and steam beat wind +without steam. In less than an hour the steam-yacht was beside the +_Cayman_, and Lord Maulevrier and Lord Hartfield had boarded Mr. +Smithson's deck. + +'I have come to take you and Lady Kirkbank back to Cowes, Lesbia,' said +Maulevrier. 'I'm not going to make any undue fuss about this little +escapade of yours, provided you go back with Hartfield and me at once, +and pledge yourself never to hold any further communication with Don +Gomez de Montesma.' + +The Spaniard was standing close by, silent, white as death, but ready to +make a good fight. That pallor of the clear olive skin was not from want +of pluck; but there was the deadly knowledge of the ground he stood +upon, the doubt that any woman, least of all such a woman as Lady Lesbia +Haselden, could be true to him if his character and antecedents were +revealed to her. And how much or how little these two men could tell her +about himself or his past life was the question which the next few +minutes would solve. + +'I am not going back with you,' answered Lesbia. 'I am going to Havre +with Don Gomez de Montesma. We are to be married there as soon as we +arrive.' + +'To be married--at Havre,' cried Maulevrier. 'An appropriate place. A +sailor has a wife in every port, don't you know.' + +'We had better go down to the cabin,' said Hartfield, laying his hand +upon his friend's shoulder. 'If Lady Lesbia will be good enough to come +with us we can tell her all that we have to tell quietly there.' + +Lord Hartfield's tone was unmistakeable. Everything was known. + +'You can talk at your ease here,' said Montesma, facing the two men with +a diabolical recklessness and insolence of manner. 'Not one of these +fellows on board knows a dozen sentences of English.' + +'I would rather talk below, if it is all the same to you, Señor; and I +should be glad to speak to Lady Lesbia alone.' + +'That you shall not do unless she desires it,' answered Montesma. + +'No, he shall hear all that you have to say. He shall hear how I answer +you,' said Lesbia. + +Lord Hartfield shrugged his shoulders. + +'As you please,' he said. 'It will make the disclosure a little more +painful than it need have been; but that cannot be helped.' + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +'OH, SAD KISSED MOUTH, HOW SORROWFUL IT IS!' + + +They all went down to the saloon, where Lady Kirkbank sat, looking the +image of despair, which changed to delighted surprise at sight of Lord +Hartfield and his friend. + +'Did you give your consent to my sister's elopement with this man, Lady +Kirkbank?' Maulevrier asked, brusquely. + +'I give my consent! Good gracious! no. He has eloped with me ever so +much more than with your sister. She knew all about it, I've no doubt: +but the wretch ran away with me in my sleep.' + +'I am glad, for your own self-respect, that you had no hand in this +disgraceful business,' replied Maulevrier; and then turning to Lord +Hartfield, he said, 'Hartfield, will you tell my sister who and what +this man is? Will you make her understand what kind of pitfall she has +escaped? Upon my soul, I cannot speak of it.' + +'I recognise no right of Lord Hartfield's to interfere with my actions, +and I will hear nothing that he may have to say,' said Lesbia, standing +by her lover's side, with head erect and eyes dark with anger. + +'Your sister's husband has the strongest right to control your actions, +Lady Lesbia, when the family honour is at stake,' answered Hartfield, +with grave authority. 'Accept me at least as a member of your family, if +you will not accept me as your disinterested and devoted friend.' + +'Friend!' echoed Lesbia, scornfully. 'You might have been my friend +once. Your friendship then would have been of some value to me, if you +had told me the truth, instead of approaching me with a lie upon your +lips. You talk of honour, Lord Hartfield; you, who came to my +grandmother's house as an impostor, under a false name!' + +'I went there as a man standing on his own merits, assuming no rank save +that which God gave him among his fellow-men, claiming to be possessed +of no fortune except intellect and industry. If I could not win a wife +with such credentials, it were better for me never to marry at all, Lady +Lesbia. But we have no time to speak of the past. I am here as your +brother's friend, here to save you.' + +'To part me from the man to whom I have given my heart. That you cannot +do. Gomez, why do you not speak? Tell him, tell him!' cried Lesbia, with +a voice strangled by sobs; 'tell him that I am to be your wife +to-morrow, at Havre. Your wife!' + +'Dear Lady Lesbia, that cannot be,' said Lord Hartfield, sorrowfully, +pitying her in her helplessness, as he might have pitied a young bird in +the fowler's net. 'I am assured upon undeniable authority that Señor +Montesma has a wife living at Cuba; and even were this not so--were he +free to marry you--his character and antecedents would for ever forbid +such a marriage.' + +'A wife! No, no, no!' shrieked Lesbia, looking wildly from one to the +other. 'It is a lie--a lie, invented by my brother, who always hated +me--by you, who fooled and deceived me! It is a lie, an infamous +invention! Don Gomez, speak to them: for pity's sake answer them! Don't +you see that they are driving me mad?' + +She flung herself into his arms, she buried her dishevelled head upon +his breast; she clung to him with hands that writhed convulsively in her +agony. + +Maulevrier sprang across the cabin and wrenched her from her lover's +grasp. + +'You shall not pollute her with your touch,' he cried; 'you have +poisoned her mind already. Scoundrel, seducer, slave-dealer! Do you +hear, Lesbia? Shall I tell you what this man is--what trade he followed +yonder, on his native island--this Spanish hidalgo--this +all-accomplished gentleman--lineal descendant of the Cid--fine flower +of Andalusian chivalry? It was not enough for him to cheat at cards, to +float bubble companies, bogus lotteries. His profligate extravagance, +his love of sybarite luxury, required a larger resource than the petty +schemes which enrich smaller men. A slave ship, which could earn nearly +twenty thousand pounds on every voyage, and which could make two runs in +a year--that was the trade for Don Gomez de Montesma, and he carried it +on merrily for six or seven years, till the British cruisers got too +keen for him, and the good old game was played out. You see that scar +upon the hidalgo's forehead, Lesbia--a token of knightly prowess, you +think, perhaps. No, my girl, that is the mark of an English cutlass in a +scuffle on board a slaver. A merry trade, Lesbia--the living cargo +stowed close under hatches have rather a bad time of it now and +then--short rations of food and water, yellow Jack. They die like rotten +sheep sometimes--bad then for the dealer. But if he can land the bulk of +his human wares safe and sound the profits are enormous. The +Captain-General takes his capitation fee, the blackies are drafted off +to the sugar plantations, and everybody is satisfied; but I think, +Lesbia, that your British prejudices would go against marriage with a +slave-trader, were he ever so free to make you his wife, which this +particular dealer in blackamoors is not.' + +'Is this true, this part of their vile story?' demanded Lesbia, looking +at her lover, who stood apart from them all now, his arms folded, his +face deadly pale, the lower lip quivering under the grinding of his +strong white teeth. + +'There is some truth in it,' he answered, hoarsely. 'Everybody in Cuba +had a finger in the African trade, before your British philanthropy +spoiled it. Mr. Smithson made sixty thousand pounds in that line. It was +the foundation of his fortune. And yet he had his misfortunes in running +his cargo--a ship burnt, a freight roasted alive. There are some very +black stories in Cuba against poor Smithson. He will never go there +again.' + +'Mr. Smithson may be a scoundrel; indeed, I believe he is a pretty bad +specimen in that line,' said Lord Hartfield. 'But I doubt if there is +any story that can be told of him quite so bad as the history of your +marriage, and the events that went before it. I have been told the story +of the beautiful Octoroon, who loved and trusted you, who shared your +good and evil fortunes for the most desperate years of your life, was +almost accepted as your wife, and whose strangled corpse was found in +the harbour while the bells were ringing for your marriage with a rich +planter's heiress--the lady who, no doubt, now patiently awaits your +return to her native island.' + +'She will wait a long time,' said Montesma, 'or fare ill if I go back to +her. Lesbia, his lordship's story of the Octoroon is a fable--an +invention of my Cuban enemies, who hate us old Spaniards with a +poisonous hatred. But this much is true. I am a married man--bound, +fettered by a tie which I abhor. Our Havre marriage would have been +bigamy on my part, a delusion on yours. I could not have taken you to +Cuba. I had planned our life in a fairer, more civilised world. I am +rich enough to have surrounded you with all that makes life worth +living. I would have given you love as true and as deep as ever man gave +to woman. All that would have been wanting would have been the legality +of the tie: and as law never yet made a marriage happy which lacked the +elements of bliss, our lawless union need not have missed happiness. +Lesbia, you said that you would hold by me, come what might. The worst +has come, love; but it leaves me not the less your true lover.' + +She looked at him with wild despairing eyes, and then, with a hoarse +strange cry, rushed from the cabin, and up the companion, with a +desperate swiftness which seemed like the flight of a bird. Montesma, +Hartfield, Maulevrier, all followed her, heedless of everything except +the dire necessity of arresting her flight. Each in his own mind had +divined her purpose. + +They were not too late. It was Hartfield's strong arm that caught her, +held her as in a vice, dragged her away from the edge of the deck, just +where there was a space open to the waves. Another instant and she would +have flung herself overboard. She fell back into Lord Hartfield's arms, +with a wild choking cry: 'Let me go! Let me go!' Another moment, and a +flood of crimson stained his shirt-front, as she lay upon his breast, +with closed eyelids and blood-bedabbled lips, in blessed +unconsciousness. + +They carried her on to the steam-yacht, and down to the cabin, where +there was ample accommodation and some luxury, although not the elegance +of Bond Street upholstery. Rilboche, Lady Kirkbank, Kibble, luggage of +all kinds were transferred from one yacht to the other, even to the +vellum bound Keats which lay face downwards on the deck, just where +Lesbia had flung it when the _Cayman_ was boarded. The crew of the +steam-yacht _Philomel_ helped in the transfer: there were plenty of +hands, and the work was done quickly; while the Meztizoes, Yucatekes, +Caribs, or whatever they were, looked on and grinned; and while Montesma +stood leaning against the mast, with folded arms and sombre brow, a +cigarette between his lips. + +When the women and all their belongings were on board the _Philomel_, +Lord Hartfield addressed himself to Montesma. + +'If you consider yourself entitled to call me to account for this +evening's work you know where to find me,' he said. + +Montesma shrugged his shoulders, and threw away his cigarette with a +contemptuous gesture. + +_'Ce n'est pas la peine,'_ he said; 'I am a dead shot, and +should be pretty sure to send a bullet through you if you gave me +the chance; but I should not be any nearer winning her if I killed +you: and it is she and she only that I want. You may think me an +adventurer--swindler--gambler--slave-dealer--what you will--but I love her +as I never thought to love a woman, and I should have been true as steel, +if she had been plucky enough to trust me. But, as I told her an hour ago, +women have not lion hearts. They can talk tall while the sky is clear and +the sun shines, but at the first crack of thunder--_va te promener_.' + +'If you have killed her--' began Hartfield. + +'Killed her! No. Some small bloodvessel burst in the agitation of that +terrible scene. She will be well in a week, and she will forget me. But +I shall not forget her. She is the one flower that has sprung on the +barren plain of my life. She was my Picciola.' + +He turned his back on Lord Hartfield and walked to the other end of the +deck. Something in his face, in the vibration of his deep voice, +convinced Hartfield of his truth. A bad man undoubtedly--steeped to the +lips in evil--and yet so far true that he had passionately, deeply, +devotedly loved this one woman. + +It was the dead of night when Lesbia recovered consciousness, and even +then she lay silent, taking no heed of those around her, in a state of +utter prostration. Kibble nursed her carefully, tenderly, all through +the night; Maulevrier hardly left the cabin, and Lady Kirkbank, always +more or less a victim to the agonies of sea-sickness, still found time +to utter lamentations and wailings over the ruin of her protégée's +fortune. + +'Never had a girl such a chance,' she moaned. 'Quite the best match in +society. The house in Park Lane alone cost a fortune. Her diamonds would +have been the finest in London.' + +'They would have been stained with the blood of the niggers he traded in +out yonder,' answered Maulevrier. 'Do you think I would have let my +sister marry a slave-dealer?' + +'I don't believe a syllable of it,' protested Lady Kirkbank, dabbing her +brow with a handkerchief steeped in eau de Cologne. 'A vile fabrication +of Montesma's, who wanted to blacken poor Smithson's character in order +to extenuate his own crimes.' + +'Well, we won't go into that question,' said Maulevrier wearily. 'The +Smithson match is off, anyhow; and it matters very little to us whether +he made most money out of niggers or bubble companies, or lotteries or +gaming hells.' + +'I am convinced that Smithson made his fortune in a thoroughly +gentlemanlike manner,' argued Lady Kirkbank. 'Look at the people who +visit him, and the houses he goes to. And I don't see why the match need +be off. I'm sure, if Lesbia plays her cards properly, he will look over +this--this--little escapade.' + +Maulevrier contemplated the worldly old face with infinite scorn. + +'Does she look like a girl who will play her cards in your fashion?' he +asked, pointing to his sister, whose white face upon the pillow seemed +like a mask cut out of marble. 'Upon my soul, Lady Kirkbank, I consider +my sister's elopement with this Spanish adventurer, with whom she was +over head and ears in love, a far more respectable act than her +engagement to Smithson, for whom she cared not a straw.' + +'Well, I hope if you so approve of her conduct you will help her to pay +her dressmaker, and the rest of them,' retorted Lady Kirkbank. 'She has +been plunging rather deeply, I believe, under the impression that +Smithson would pay all her bills when she was married. Your grandmother +may not quite like the budget.' + +'I will do all I can for her,' answered Maulevrier. 'I would do a great +deal to save her from the degradation to which your teaching has brought +her.' + +Lady Kirkbank looked at him for a moment or so with reproachful eyes, +and then shrugged her shoulders contemptuously. + +'If I ever expected gratitude from people I might feel the +injustice--the insolence--of your last remark,' she said; 'but as I +never do expect gratitude, I am not disappointed in this case. And now I +think if there is a cabin which I can have to myself I should like to +retire to it,' she added. 'My cares are thrown away here.' + +There was a cabin at Lady Kirkbank's disposal. It had been already +appropriated by Rilboche, and smelt of cognac; but Rilboche resigned her +berth to her mistress, and laid herself meekly on the floor for the rest +of the voyage. + +They were in Cowes Roads at eight o'clock next morning, and Lord +Hartfield went on shore for a doctor, whom he brought back before nine, +and who pronounced Lady Lesbia to be in a very weak and prostrate +condition, and forbade her being moved within the next two days. Happily +Lord Hartfield had borrowed the _Philomel_ and her crew from a friend +who had given him _carte blanche_ as to the use he made of her, and who +freely left her at his disposal so long as he and his party should need +the accommodation. Lesbia could nowhere be better off than on the yacht, +where she was away from the gossip and tittle-tattle of the town. + +The roadstead was quiet enough now. All the racing yachts had melted +away like a dream, and most of the pleasure yachts were off to Ryde. +Lady Lesbia lay in her curtained cabin, with Kibble keeping watch beside +her bed, while Maulevrier came in every half-hour to see how she +was--sitting by her a little now and then, and talking of indifferent +things in a low kind voice, which was full of comfort. + +She seemed grateful for his kindness, and smiled at him once in a way, +with a piteous little smile; but she had the air of one in whom the +mainspring of life is broken. The pallid face and heavy violet eyes, +the semi-transparent hands which lay so listlessly upon the crimson +coverlet, conveyed an impression of supreme despair. Hartfield, looking +down at her for the last time when he came to say good-bye before +leaving for London, was reminded of the story of one whose life had been +thus rudely broken, who had loved as foolishly and even more fondly, and +for whom the world held nothing when that tie was severed. + + 'She looked on many a face with vacant eye, + On many a token without knowing what; + She saw them watch her, without asking why, + And recked not who around her pillow sat.' + +But Lesbia Haselden belonged to a wider and more sophisticated world +than that of the daughter of the Grecian Isle, and for her existence +offered wider horizons. It might be prophesied that for her the dark +ending of a girlish dream would not be a life-long despair. The +passionate love had been at fever point; the passionate grief must have +its fever too, and burn itself out. + +'Do all you can to cheer her,' said Lord Hartfield to Maulevrier, 'and +bring her to Fellside as soon as ever she is strong enough to bear the +journey. You and Kibble, with your own man, will be able to do all that +is necessary.' + +'Quite able.' + +'That's right. I must be in the House for the expected division +to-night, and I shall go back to Grasmere to-morrow morning. Poor Mary +is horribly lonely.' + +Lord Hartfield went off in the boat to catch the Southampton steamer; +and Maulevrier was now sole custodian of the yacht and of his sister. He +and the doctor had agreed to keep her on board, in the fresh sea air, +till she was equal to the fatigue of the journey to Grasmere. There was +nothing to be gained by taking her on to the island or by carrying her +to London. The yacht was well found, provided with all things needful +for comfort, and Lesbia could be nowhere better off until she was safe +in her old home:--that home she had left so gaily, in the freshness of +her youthful inexperience, nearly a year ago, and to which she would +return so battered and broken, so deeply degraded by the knowledge of +evil. + +Lady Kirkbank had started for London on the previous day. + +'I am evidently not wanted _here_,' she said, with an offended air; 'and +I must have everything at Kirkbank ready for a house full of people +before the twelfth of August, so the sooner I get to Scotland the +better. I shall make a _détour_ in order to go and see Lady Maulevrier +on my way down. It is due to myself that I should let her know that _I_ +am entirely blameless in this most uncomfortable business.' + +'You can tell her ladyship what you please,' answered Maulevrier, +bluntly. 'I shall not gainsay you, so long as you do not slander my +sister; but as long as I live I shall regret that I, knowing something +of London society, did not interfere to prevent Lesbia being given over +to your keeping.' + +'If I had known the kind of girl she is I would have had nothing to do +with her,' retorted Lady Kirkbank with exasperation; and so they parted. + +The _Philomel_ had been lying off Cowes three days before Mr. Smithson +appeared upon the scene. He had got wind somehow from a sailor, who had +talked with one of the foreign crew, of the destination of the _Cayman_, +and he had crossed from Southampton to Havre on the steamer _Wolf_ +during that night in which Lesbia had been carried back to Cowes on the +_Philomel_. + +He was at Havre when the _Cayman_ arrived, with Montesma and his +tawny-visaged crew on board, no one else. + +'You may examine every corner of your ship,' Montesma cried, scornfully, +when Smithson came on board and swore that Lesbia must be hidden +somewhere in the vessel. 'The bird has flown: she will shelter in +neither your nest nor in mine, Smithson. You have lost her--and so have +I. We may as well be friends in misfortune.' + +He was haggard, livid with grief and anger. He looked ten years older +than he had looked the other night at the ball, when his dash and +swagger, and handsome Spanish head had been the admiration of the room. + +Smithson was very angry, but he was not a fighting man. He had enjoyed +various opportunities for distinguishing himself in that line in the +island of Cuba; but he had always avoided such opportunities. So now, +after a good deal of bluster and violent language, which Montesma took +as lightly as if it had been the whistling of the wind in the shrouds, +poor Smithson calmed down, and allowed Gomez de Montesma to leave the +yacht, with his portmanteaux, unharmed. He meant to take the first +steamer for the Spanish Main, he told Smithson. He had had quite enough +of Europe. + +'I daresay it will end in your marrying her,' he said, at the last +moment. 'If you do, be kind to her.' + +His voice faltered, choked by a sob, at those last words. After all, it +is possible for a man without principle, without morality, to begin to +make love to a woman in a mere spirit of adventure, in sheer devilry, +and to be rather hard hit at the last. + +Horace Smithson sailed his yacht back to Cowes without loss of time, and +sent his card to Lord Maulevrier on board the _Philomel_. His lordship +replied that he would wait upon Mr. Smithson that afternoon at four +o'clock, and at that hour Maulevrier again boarded the _Cayman_; but +this time very quietly, as an expected guest. + +The interview that followed was very painful. Mr. Smithson was willing +that this unhappy episode in the life of his betrothed, this folly into +which she had been beguiled by a man of infinite treachery, a man of +all other men fatal to women, should be forgotten, should be as if it +had never been. + +'It was her very innocence which made her a victim to that scoundrel,' +said Smithson, 'her girlish simplicity and Lady Kirkbank's folly. But I +love your sister too well to sacrifice her lightly, Lord Maulevrier; and +if she can forget this midsummer madness, why, so can I.' + +'She cannot forget, Mr. Smithson,' answered Maulevrier, gravely. 'She +has done you a great wrong by listening to your false friend's +addresses; but she did you a still greater wrong when she accepted you +as her husband without one spark of love for you. She and you are both +happy in having escaped the degradation, the deep misery of a loveless +union. I am glad--yes, glad even of this shameful escapade with +Montesma--though it has dragged her good name through the gutter,--glad +of the catastrophe that has saved her from such a marriage. You are very +generous in your willingness to forget my sister's folly. Let your +forgetfulness go a step further, and forget that you ever met her.' + +'That cannot be, Lord Maulevrier. She has ruined my life.' + +'Not at all. An affair of a season,' answered Maulevrier, lightly. 'Next +year I shall hear of you as the accepted husband of some new beauty. A +man of Mr. Smithson's wealth--and good nature--need not languish in +single blessedness.' + +With this civil speech Lord Maulevrier went back to the _Philomel's_ +gig, and this was his last meeting with Mr. Smithson, until they met a +year later in the beaten tracks of society. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +'THAT FELL ARREST, WITHOUT ALL BAIL.' + + +It was the beginning of August before Lesbia was pronounced equal to the +fatigue of a long journey; and even then it was but the shadow of her +former self which returned to Fellside, the pale spectre of joys +departed, of trust deceived. + +Maulevrier had been very good to her, patient, unselfish as a woman, in +his ministering to the broken-hearted girl. That broken heart would be +whole again, no doubt, in the future, as many other broken hearts have +been; but the grief, the despair, the sense of hopelessness and +aimlessness in life were very real in the present. If the picturesque +seclusion of Fellside had seemed dull and joyless to Lesbia in days gone +by, it was much duller to her now. She was shocked at the change in her +grandmother, and she showed a good deal of feeling and affection in her +intercourse with the invalid; but once out of her presence Lady +Maulevrier was forgotten, and Lesbia's thoughts drifted back into the +old current. They dwelt obstinately, unceasingly upon Montesma, the man +whose influence had awakened the slumbering soul from its torpor, had +stirred the deeps of a passionate nature. + +Slave-dealer, gambler, adventurer, liar--his name blackened by the +suspicion of a still darker crime. She shuddered at the thought of the +villain from whose snare she had been rescued: and yet, his image as he +had been to her in the brief golden time when she believed him noble, +and chivalrous, and true, haunted her lonely days, mixed itself with her +troubled dreams, came between her and every other thought. + +Everybody was good to her. That pale and joyless face, that look of +patient, hopeless suffering which she tried to disguise every now and +then with a faint forced smile, and silvery little ripple of society +laughter, seemed unconsciously to implore pity and pardon. Lady +Maulevrier uttered no word of reproach. 'My dearest, Fate has not been +kind to you,' she said, gently, after telling Lesbia of Lady Kirkbank's +visit. 'The handsomest women are seldom the happiest. Destiny seems to +have a grudge against them. And if things have gone amiss it is I who am +most to blame. I ought never to have entrusted you with such a woman as +Georgina Kirkbank. But you will be happier next season, I hope, dearest. +You can live with Mary and Hartfield. They will take care of you.' + +Lesbia shuddered. + +'Do you think I am going back to the society treadmill?' she exclaimed. +'No, I have done with the world. I shall end my days here, or in a +convent.' + +'You think so now, dear, but you will change your mind by-and-by. A +fancy that has lasted only a few weeks cannot alter your life. It will +pass as other dreams have passed. At your age you have the future before +you.' + +'No, it is the past that is always before me,' answered Lesbia. 'My +future is a blank.' + +The bills came pouring in; dressmaker, milliner, glover, bootmaker, +tailor, stationer, perfumer; awful bills which made Lady Maulevrier's +blood run cold, so degrading was their story of selfish self-indulgence, +of senseless extravagance. But she paid them all without a word. She +took upon her shoulders the chief burden of Lesbia's wrongdoing. It was +her indulgence, her weak preference which had fostered her +granddaughter's selfishness, trained her to vanity and worldly pride. +The result was ignominious, humiliating, bitter beyond all common +bitterness; but the cup was of her own brewing, and she drank it without +a murmur. + +Parliament was prorogued; the season was over; and Lord Hartfield was +established at Fellside for the autumn--he and his wife utterly happy in +their affection for each other, but not without care as to their +surroundings, which were full of trouble. First there was Lesbia's +sorrow. Granted that it was a grief which would inevitably wear itself +out, as other such griefs have done from time immemorial; but still the +sorrow was there, at their doors. Next, there was the state of Lady +Maulevrier's health, which gave her old medical adviser the gravest +fears. At Lord Hartfield's earnest desire a famous doctor was summoned +from London; but the great man could only confirm Mr. Horton's verdict. +The thread of life was wearing thinner every day. It might snap at any +hour. In the meantime the only regime was repose of body and mind, an +all-pervading calm, the avoidance of all exciting topics. One moment of +violent agitation might prove fatal. + +Knowing this, how could Lord Hartfield call her ladyship to account for +the presence of that mysterious old man under Steadman's charge?--how +venture to touch upon a topic which, by Mary's showing, had exercised a +most disturbing influence upon her ladyship's mind on that solitary +occasion when the girl ventured to approach the subject? + +He felt that any attempt at an explanation was impossible. It was not +for him to precipitate Lady Maulevrier's end by prying into her secrets. +Granted that shame and dishonour of some kind were involved in the +existence of that strange old man, he, Lord Hartfield, must endure his +portion in that shame--must be content to leave the dark riddle +unsolved. + +He resigned himself to this state of things, and tried to forget the +cloud that hung over the house of Haselden; but the sense of a mystery, +a fatal family secret, which must come to light sooner or later--since +all such secrets are known at last--known, sifted, and bandied about +from lip to lip, and published in a thousand different newspapers, and +cried aloud in the streets--the sense of such a secret, the dread of +such a revelation weighed upon him heavily. + +Maulevrier, the restless, was off to Argyleshire for the grouse shooting +as soon as he had deposited Lady Lesbia comfortably at Fellside. + +'I should only be in your way if I stopped,' he said, 'for you and Molly +have hardly got over the honeymoon stage yet, though you put on the airs +of Darby and Joan. I shall be back in a week or ten days.' + +'In Lady Maulevrier's state of health I don't think you ought to stay +away very long,' said Hartfield. + +'Poor Lady Maulevrier! She never cared much for me, don't you know. But +I suppose it would seem unkind if I were to be out of the way when the +end comes. The end! Good heavens! how coolly I talk of it; and a year +ago I thought she was as immortal as Fairfield yonder.' + +He went away, his spirits dashed by that awful thought of death, and +Lord and Lady Hartfield had the house to themselves, since Lesbia hardly +counted. She seldom left her own rooms, except to sit with her +grandmother for an hour. She lay on her sofa--or sat in a low arm-chair +by the window, reading Keats or Shelley--or only dreaming--dreaming over +the brief golden time of her life, with its fond delusions, its false +brightness. Mr. Horton went to see her every day--felt the feeble little +pulse which seemed hardly to have force enough to beat--urged her to +struggle against apathy and inertia, to walk a little, to go for a long +drive every day, to live in the open air--to which instructions she paid +not the slightest attention. The desire for life was gone. Disappointed +in her ambition, betrayed in her love, humiliated, duped, degraded--a +social failure. What had she to live for? She felt as if it would have +been a good thing, quite the best thing that could happen, if she could +turn her face to the wall and die. All that past season, its triumphs, +its pleasures, its varieties, was like a garish dream, a horror to look +back upon, hateful to remember. + +In vain did Mary and Hartfield urge Lesbia to join in their simple +pleasures, their walks and rides and drives, and boating excursions. She +always refused. + +'You know I never cared much for roaming about these everlasting hills,' +she told Mary. 'I never had your passion for Lakeland. It is very good +of you to wish to have me, but it is quite impossible. I have hardly +strength enough for a little walk in the garden.' + +'You would have more strength if you went out more,' pleaded Mary, +almost with tears. 'Mr. Horton says sun and wind are the best doctors +for you. Lesbia, you frighten me sometimes. You are just letting +yourself fade away.' + +'If you knew how I hate the world and the sky, Mary, you wouldn't urge +me to go out of doors,' Lesbia answered, moodily. 'Indoors I can read, +and get away from my own thoughts somehow, for a little while. But out +yonder, face to face with the hills and the lake--the scenes I have +known all my life--I feel a heart-sickness that is worse than death. It +maddens me to see that old, old picture of mountain and water, the same +for ever and ever, no matter what hearts are breaking.' + +Mary crept close beside her sister's couch, put her arm round her neck, +laid her cheek--rich in the ruddy bloom of health--against Lesbia's +pallid and sunken cheek, and comforted her as much as she could with +tender murmurs and loving kisses. Other comfort, she could give none. +All the wisdom in the world will not cure a girl's heart-sickness when +she has flung away the treasures of her love upon a worthless object. + +And so the days went by, peacefully, but sadly; for the shadow of doom +hung heavily over the house upon the Fell. Nobody who looked upon Lady +Maulevrier could doubt that her days were numbered, that the oil was +waxing low in the lamp of life. The end, the awful, mysterious end, was +drawing near; and she who was called was making no such preparations as +the Christian makes to answer the dread summons. As she had lived, she +meant to die--an avowed unbeliever. More than once Mary had taken +courage, and had talked to her grandmother of the world beyond, the +blessed hope of re-union with the friends we have lost, in a new and +brighter life, only to be met by the sceptic's cynical smile, the +materialist's barren creed. + +'My dearest, we know nothing except the immutable laws of material life. +All the rest is a dream--a beautiful dream, if you like--a consolation +to that kind of temperament which can take comfort from dreams; but for +anyone who has read much, and thought much, and kept as far as possible +on a level with the scientific intellect of the age--for such an one, +Mary, these old fables are too idle. I shall die as I have lived, the +victim of an inscrutable destiny, working blindly, evil to some, good to +others. Ah! love, life has begun very fairly for you. May the fates be +kind always to my gentle and loving girl!' + +There was more talk between them on this dark mystery of life and death. +Mary brought out her poor little arguments, glorified by the light of +perfect faith; but they were of no avail against opinions which had been +the gradual growth of a long and joyless life. Time had attuned Lady +Maulevrier's mind to the gospel of Schopenhauer and the Pessimists, and +she was contented to see the mystery of life as they had seen it. She +had no fear, but she had some anxiety as to the things that were to +happen after she was gone. She had taken upon herself a heavy burden, +and she had not yet come to the end of the road where her burden might +be laid quietly down, her task accomplished. If she fell by the wayside +under her load the consequences for the survivors might be full of +trouble. + +Her anxieties were increased by the fact that her faithful servant and +adviser, James Steadman, was no longer the man he had been. The change +in him was painfully evident--memory failing, energy gone. He came to +his mistress's room every morning, received her orders, answered her +questions; but Lady Maulevrier felt that he went through the old duties +in a mechanical way, and that his dull brain but half understood their +importance. + +One evening at dusk, just as Hartfield and Mary were leaving Lady +Maulevrier's room, after dinner, an appalling shriek ran through the +house--a cry almost as terrible as that which Lord Hartfield heard in +the summer midnight just a year ago. But this time the sound came from +the old part of the house. + +'Something has happened,' exclaimed Hartfield, rushing to the door of +communication. + +It was bolted inside. He knocked vehemently; but there was no answer. He +ran downstairs, followed by Mary, breathless, in an agony of fear. Just +as they approached the lower door, leading to the old house, it was +flung open, and Steadman's wife stood before them pale with terror. + +'The doctor,' she cried; 'send for Mr. Horton, somebody, for God's sake. +Oh, my lord,' with a sudden burst of sobbing, 'I'm afraid he's dead.' + +'Mary, despatch some one for Horton,' said Lord Hartfield. Keeping his +wife back with one hand, he closed the door against her, and then +followed Mrs. Steadman through the long low corridor to her husband's +sitting-room. + +James Steadman was lying upon his back upon the hearth, near the spot +were Lord Hartfield had seen him sleeping in his arm-chair a month ago. + +One look at the distorted face, dark with injected blood, the dreadful +glassy glare of the eyes, the foam-stained lips, told that all was over. +The faithful servant had died at his post. Whatever his charge had been, +his term of service was ended. There was a vacancy in Lady Maulevrier's +household. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +THE DAY OF RECKONING. + + +Lord Hartfield stayed with the frightened wife while she knelt beside +that awful figure on the hearth, wringing her hands with piteous +bewailings and lamentations over the unconscious clay. He had always +been a good husband to her, she murmured; hard and stern perhaps, but a +good man. And she had obeyed him without a question. Whatever he did or +said she had counted right. + +'We have not had a happy life, though there are many who have envied us +her ladyship's favour,' she said in the midst of her lamentations. 'No +one knows where the shoe pinches but those who have to wear it. Poor +James! Early and late, early and late, studying her ladyship's +interests, caring and thinking, in order to keep trouble away from her. +Always on the watch, always on the listen. That's what wore him out, poor +fellow!' + +'My good soul, your husband was an old man,' argued Lord Hartfield, in +a consolatory tone, 'and the end must come to all of us somehow.' + +'He might have lived to be a much older man if he had had less worry,' +said the wife, bending her face to kiss the cold dead brow. 'His days +were full of care. We should have been happier in the poorest cottage in +Grasmere than we ever were in this big grand house.' + +Thus, in broken fragments of speech, Mrs. Steadman lamented over her +dead, while the heavy pendulum of the eight-day clock in the hall +sounded the slowly-passing moments, until the coming of the doctor broke +upon the quiet of the house, with the noise of opening doors and +approaching footsteps. + +James Steadman was dead. Medicine could do nothing for that lifeless +clay, lying on the hearth by which he had sat on so many winter nights, +for so many years of faithful unquestioning service. There was nothing +to be done for that stiffening form, save the last offices for the dead; +and Lord Hartfield left Mr. Horton to arrange with the weeping woman as +to the doing of these. He was anxious to go to Lady Maulevrier, to break +to her, as gently as might be, the news of her servant's death. + +And what of that strange old man in the upper rooms? Who was to attend +upon him, now that the caretaker was laid low? + +While Lord Hartfield lingered on the threshold of the door that led from +the old house to the new, pondering this question, there came the sound +of wheels on the carriage drive, and then a loud ring at the hall door. + +It was Maulevrier, just arrived from Scotland, smelling of autumn rain +and cool fresh air. + +'Dreadfully bored on the moors,' he said, as they shook hands. 'No +birds--nobody to talk to--couldn't stand it any longer. How are the +sisters? Lesbia better? Why, man alive, how queer you look! Nothing +amiss, I hope?' + +'Yes, there is something very much amiss. Steadman is dead.' + +'Steadman! Her ladyship's right hand. That's rather bad. But you will +drop into his stewardship. She'll trust your long head, I know. Much +better that she should look to her granddaughter's husband for advice in +all business matters than to a servant. When did it happen?' + +'Half an hour ago. I was just going to Lady Maulevrier's room when you +rang the bell. Take off your Inverness, and come with me.' + +'The poor grandmother,' muttered Maulevrier. 'I'm afraid it will be a +blow.' + +He had much less cause for fear than Lord Hartfield, who knew of deep +and secret reasons why Steadman's death should be a calamity of dire +import for his mistress. Maulevrier had been told nothing of that scene +with the strange old man--the hidden treasures--the Anglo-Indian +phrases--which had filled Lord Hartfield's mind with the darkest doubts. + +If that half-lunatic old man, described by Lady Maulevrier as a kinsman +of Steadman's, were verily the person Lord Hartfield believed, his +presence under that roof, unguarded by a trust-worthy attendant, was +fraught with danger. It would be for Lady Maulevrier, helpless, a +prisoner to her sofa, at death's door, to face that danger. The very +thought of it might kill her. And yet it was imperative that the truth +should be told her without delay. + +The two young men went to her ladyship's sitting room. She was alone, a +volume of her favourite Schopenhauer open before her, under the light of +the shaded reading-lamp. Sorry comfort in the hour of trouble! + +Maulevrier went over to her and kissed her; and then dropped silently +into a chair near at hand, his face in shadow. Hartfield seated himself +nearer the sofa, and nearer the lamp. + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, I have come to tell you some very bad news--' + +'Lesbia?' exclaimed her ladyship, with a frightened look. + +'No, there is nothing wrong with Lesbia. It is about your old servant +Steadman.' + +'Dead?' faltered Lady Maulevrier, ashy pale, as she looked at him in the +lamplight. + +He bent his head affirmatively. + +'Yes. He was seized with apoplexy--fell from his chair to the hearth, +and never spoke or stirred again.' + +Lady Maulevrier uttered no word of sorrow or surprise. She lay, looking +straight before her into vacancy, the pale attenuated features rigid as +if they had been marble. What was to be done--what must be told--whom +could she trust? Those were the questions repeating themselves in her +mind as she stared into space. And no answer came to them. + +No answer came, except the opening of the door opposite her couch. The +handle turned slowly, hesitatingly, as if moved by feeble fingers; and +then the door was pushed slowly open, and an old man came with shuffling +footsteps towards the one lighted spot in the middle of the room. + +It was the old man Lord Hartfield had last seen gloating over his +treasury of gold and jewels--the man whom Maulevrier had never +seen--whose existence for forty years had been hidden from every +creature in that house, except Lady Maulevrier and the Steadmans, until +Mary found her way into the old garden. + +He came close up to the little table in front of Lady Maulevrier's +couch, and looked down at her, a strange, uncanny being, withered and +bent, with pale, faded eyes in which there was a glimmer of unholy +light. + +'Good-evening to you, Lady Maulevrier,' he said in a mocking voice. 'I +shouldn't have known you if we had met anywhere else. I think, of the +two of us, you are more changed than I.' + +She looked up at him, her features quivering, her haughty head drawn +back; as a bird shrinks from the gaze of a snake, recoiling, but too +fascinated to fly. Her eyes met his with a look of unutterable horror. +For some moments she was speechless, and then, looking at Lord +Hartfield, she said, piteously-- + +'Why did you let him come here? He ought to be taken care of--shut up. +It is Steadman's old uncle--a lunatic--I sheltered. Why is he allowed to +come to my room?' + +'I am Lord Maulevrier,' said the old man, drawing himself up and +planting his crutch stick upon the floor; 'I am Lord Maulevrier, and this +woman is my wife. Yes, I am mad sometimes, but not always. I have my bad +fits, but not often. But I never forget who and what I am, Algernon, +Earl of Maulevrier, Governor of Madras.' + +'Lady Maulevrier, is this horrible thing true?' cried her grandson, +vehemently. + +'He is mad, Maulevrier. Don't you see that he is mad?' she exclaimed, +looking from Hartfield to her grandson, and then with a look of loathing +and horror at her accuser. + +'I tell you, young man, I am Maulevrier,' said the accuser; 'there is no +one else who has a right to be called by that name, while I live. They +have shut me up--she and her accomplice--denied my name--hidden me from +the world. He is dead, and she lies there--stricken for her sins.' + +'My grandfather died at the inn at Great Langdale, faltered Maulevrier. + +'Your grandfather was brought to this house--ill--out of his wits. All +cloud and darkness here,' said the old man, touching his forehead. 'How +long has it been? Who can tell? A weary time--long, dark nights, full of +ghosts. Yes, I have seen him--the Rajah, that copper-faced scoundrel, +seen him as she told me he looked when she gave the signal to her slaves +to strangle him, there in the hall, where the grave was dug ready for +the traitor's carcass. She too--yes, she has haunted me, calling upon me +to give up her treasure, to restore her son.' + +'Yes,' cried the paralytic woman, suddenly lifted out of herself, as it +were, in a paroxysm of fury, every feature convulsed, every nerve +strained to its utmost tension; 'yes, this is Lord Maulevrier. You have +heard the truth, and from his own lips. You, his only son's only son. +You his granddaughter's husband. You hear him avow himself the +instigator of a diabolical murder; you hear him confess how his +paramour's husband was strangled at his false wife's bidding, in his own +palace, buried under the Moorish pavement in the hall of many arches. +You hear how he inherited the Rajah's treasures from a mistress who +died strangely, swiftly, conveniently, as soon so he had wearied of her, +and a new favourite had begun to exercise her influence. Such things are +done in the East--dynasties annihilated, kingdoms overthrown, poison or +bowstring used at will, to gratify a profligate's passion, or pay for a +spendthrift's extravagances. Such things were done when that man was +Governor of Madras as were never done by an Englishman in India before +his time. He went there fettered by no prejudices--he was more Mussulman +than the Mussulmen themselves--a deeper, darker traitor. And it was to +hide such crimes as these--to interpose the great peacemaker Death +between him and the Government which was resolved upon punishing him--to +save the honour, the fortune of my son, and the children who were to +come after him, the name of a noble race, a name that was ever stainless +until he defiled it--it was for this great end I took steps to hide that +feeble, useless life of his from the world he had offended; it was for +this end that I caused a peasant to be buried in the vault of the +Maulevriers, with all the pomp and ceremony that befits the funeral of +one of England's oldest earls. I screened him from his enemies--I saved +him from the ignominy of a public trial--from the execration of his +countrymen. His only punishment was to eat his heart under this roof, in +luxurious seclusion, his comfort studied, his whims gratified so far as +they could be by the most faithful of servants. A light penance for the +dark infamies of his life in India, I think. His mind was all but gone +when he came here, but he had his rational intervals, and in these the +burden of his lonely life may have weighed heavily upon him. But it was +not such a heavy burden as I have borne--I, his gaoler, I who have +devoted my existence to the one task of guarding the family honour.' + +He, whom she thus acknowledged as her husband, had sunk exhausted into a +chair near her. He took out his gold snuff-box, and refreshed himself +with a leisurely pinch of snuff, looking about him curiously all the +while, with a senile grin. That flash of passion which for a few minutes +had restored him to the full possession of his reason had burnt itself +out, and his mind had relapsed into the condition in which it had been +when he talked to Mary in the garden. + +'My pipe, Steadman,' he said, looking towards the door; 'bring me my +pipe,' and then, impatiently, 'What has become of Steadman? He has been +getting inattentive--very inattentive.' + +He got up, and moved slowly to the door, leaning on his crutch-stick, +his head sunk upon his breast, muttering to himself as he went; and thus +he vanished from them, like the spectre of some terrible ancestor which +had returned from the grave to announce the coming of calamity to a +doomed race. His grandson looked after him, with an expression of +intense displeasure. + +'And so, Lady Maulevrier,' he exclaimed, turning to his grandmother, 'I +have borne a title that never belonged to me, and enjoyed the possession +of another man's estates all this time, thanks to your pretty little +plot. A very respectable position for your grandson to occupy, upon my +life!' + +Lord Hartfield lifted his hand with a warning gesture. + +'Spare her,' he said. 'She is in no condition to endure your +reproaches.' + +Spare her--yes. Fate had not spared her. The beautiful face--beautiful +even in age and decay--changed suddenly as she looked at them--the mouth +became distorted, the eyes fixed: and then the heavy head fell back upon +the pillow--the paralysed form, wholly paralysed now, lay like a thing +of stone. It never moved again. Consciousness was blotted out for ever +in that moment. The feeble pulses of heart and brain throbbed with +gradually diminishing power for a night and a day; and in the twilight +of that dreadful day of nothingness the last glimmer of the light died +in the lamp, and Lady Maulevrier and the burden of her sin were beyond +the veil. + +Viscount Haselden, _alias_ Lord Maulevrier, held a long consultation +with Lord Hartfield on the night of his grandmother's death, as to what +steps ought to be taken in relation to the real Earl of Maulevrier: and +it was only at the end of a serious and earnest discussion that both +young men came to the decision that Lady Maulevrier's secret ought to be +kept faithfully to the end. Assuredly no good purpose could be achieved +by letting the world know of old Lord Maulevrier's existence. A +half-lunatic octogenarian could gain nothing by being restored to rights +and possessions which he had most justly forfeited. All that justice +demanded was that the closing years of his life should be made as +comfortable as care and wealth could make them; and Hartfield and +Haselden took immediate steps to this end. But their first act was to +send the old earl's treasure chest under safe convoy to the India House, +with a letter explaining how this long-hidden wealth, brought from India +by Lord Maulevrier, had been discovered among other effects in a +lumber-room at Lady Maulevrier's country house. The money so delivered +up might possibly have formed part of his lordship's private fortune; +but, in the absence of any knowledge as to its origin, his grandson, the +present Lord Maulevrier, preferred to deliver it up to the authorities +of the India House, to be dealt with as they might think fit. + +The old earl made no further attempt to assert himself. He seemed +content to remain in his own rooms as of old, to potter about the +garden, where his solitude was as complete as that of a hermit's cell. +The only moan be made was for James Steadman, whose services he missed +sorely. Lord Hartfield replaced that devoted servant by a clever +Austrian valet, a new importation from Vienna, who understood very +little English, a trained attendant upon mental invalids, and who was +quite capable of dealing with old Lord Maulevrier. + +Lord Hartfield went a step farther; and within a week of those two +funerals of servant and mistress, which cast a gloom over the peaceful +valley of Grasmere, he brought down a famous mad-doctor to diagnose his +lordship's case. There was but little risk in so doing, he argued with +his friend, and it was their duty so to do. If the old man should assert +himself to the doctor as Lord Maulevrier, the declaration would pass as +a symptom of his lunacy. But it happened that the physician arrived at +Fellside on one of Lord Maulevrier's bad days, and the patient never +emerged from the feeblest phase of imbecility. + +'Brain quite gone,' pronounced the doctor, 'bodily health very poor. +Take him to the South of France for the winter--Hyères, or any quiet +place. He can't last long.' + +To Hyères the old man was taken, with Mrs. Steadman as nurse, and the +Austrian valet as body-servant and keeper. Mary, for whom, in his +brighter hours he showed a warm affection, went with him under her +husband's wing. + +Lord Hartfield rented a chateau on the slope of an olive-clad hill, +where he and his young wife, whose health was somewhat delicate at this +time, spent a winter in peaceful seclusion; while Lesbia and her brother +travelled together in Italy. The old man's strength improved in that +lovely climate. He lived to see the roses and orange blossoms of the +early spring, and died in his arm-chair suddenly, without a pang, while +Mary sat at his feet reading to him: a quiet end of an evil and troubled +life. And now he whom the world had known as Lord Maulevrier was verily +the earl, and could hear himself called by his title once more without a +touch of shame. + +The secret of Lady Maulevrier's sin had been so faithfully kept by the +two young men that neither of her granddaughters knew the true story of +that mysterious person whom Mary had first heard of as James Steadman's +uncle. She and Lesbia both knew that there were painful circumstances of +some kind connected with this man's existence, his hidden life in the +old house at Fellside; but they were both content to learn no more. +Respect for their grandmother's memory, sorrowful affection for the +dead, prevailed over natural curiosity. + +Early in February Maulevrier sent decorators and upholsterers into the +old house in Curzon Street, which was ready before the middle of May to +receive his lordship and his young wife, the girlish daughter of a +Florentine nobleman, a gazelle-eyed Italian, with a voice whose every +tone was music, and with the gentlest, shyest, most engaging manners of +any girl in Florence. Lady Lesbia, strangely subdued and changed by the +griefs and humiliations of her last campaign, had been her brother's +counsellor and confidante throughout his wooing of his fair Italian +bride. She was to spend the season under her brother's roof, to help to +initiate young Lady Maulevrier in the mysterious rites of London +society, and to warn her of those rocks and shoals which had wrecked her +own fortunes. + +The month of May brought a son and heir to Lord Hartfield; and it was +not till after his birth that Mary, Countess of Hartfield, was presented +to her sovereign, and began her career as a matron of rank and standing, +very much overpowered by the weight of her honours, and looking forward +with delight to the end of the season and a flight to Argyleshire with +her husband and baby. + + +THE END. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Phantom Fortune, A Novel, by M. E. 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'AND COME AGEN, BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY' +XIX. THE OLD MAN ON THE FELL +XX. LADY MAULEVRIER'S LETTER-BAG +XXI. ON THE DARK BROW OF HELVELLYN +XXII. WISER THAN LESBIA +XXIII. 'A YOUNG LAMB'S HEART AMONG THE FULL-GROWN FLOCKS' +XXIV. 'NOW NOTHING LEFT TO LOVE OR HATE' +XXV. CARTE BLANCHE +XXVI. 'PROUD CAN I NEVER BE OF WHAT I HATE' +XXVII. LESBIA CROSSES PICCADILLY +XXVIII. 'CLUBS, DIAMONDS, HEARTS, IN WILD DISORDER SEEN' +XXIX. 'SWIFT, SUBTLE POST, CARRIER OF GRISLY CARE' +XXX. 'ROSES CHOKED AMONG THORNS AND THISTLES' +XXXI. 'KIND IS MY LOVE TO-DAY, TO-MORROW KIND' +XXXII. WAYS AND MEANS +XXXIII. BY SPECIAL LICENCE +XXXIV. 'OUR LOVE WAS NEW, AND THEN BUT IN THE SPRING' +XXXV. 'ALL FANCY, PRIDE, AND FICKLE MAIDENHOOD' +XXXVI. A RASTAQUOUERE +XXXVII. LORD HARTFIELD REFUSES A FORTUNE +XXXVIII. ON BOARD THE 'CAYMAN' +XXXIX. IN STORM AND DARKNESS +XL. A NOTE OF ALARM +XLI. PRIVILEGED INFORMATION +XLII. 'SHALL IT BE?' +XLIII. 'ALAS, FOR SORROW IS ALL THE END OF THIS' +XLIV. 'OH, SAD KISSED MOUTH, HOW SORROWFUL IT IS!' +XLV. 'THAT FELL ARREST WITHOUT ALL BAIL' +XLVI. THE DAY OF RECKONING + +[Illustration: H. French, del.) (T. Symmons, sc. "The old man sat looking +at Mary in silence for some moments."--Page 171.] + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +PENELOPE. + + +People dined earlier forty years ago than they do now. Even that salt of +the earth, the elect of society, represented by that little great world +which lies between the narrow circle bounded by Bryanstone Square on the +north and by Birdcage Walk on the south, did not consider seven o'clock +too early an hour for a dinner party which was to be followed by routs, +drums, concerts, conversazione, as the case might be. It was seven +o'clock on a lovely June evening, and the Park was already deserted, and +carriages were rolling swiftly along all the Westend squares, carrying +rank, fashion, wealth, and beauty, political influence, and intellectual +power, to the particular circle in which each was destined to illumine +upon that particular evening. + +Stateliest among London squares, Grosvenor--in some wise a wonder to the +universe as newly lighted with gas--grave Grosvenor, with its heavy old +Georgian houses and pompous porticoes, sparkled and shone, not alone +with the novel splendour of gas, but with the light of many wax candles, +clustering flower-like in silver branches and girandoles, multiplying +their flame in numerous mirrors; and of all the houses in that stately +square none had a more imposing aspect than Lord Denyer's dark red brick +mansion, with stone dressings, and the massive grandeur of an Egyptian +mausoleum. + +Lord Denyer was an important personage in the political and diplomatic +world. He had been ambassador at Constantinople and at Paris, and had +now retired on his laurels, an influence still, but no longer an active +power in the machine of government. At his house gathered all that was +most brilliant in London society. To be seen at Lady Denyer's evening +parties was the guinea stamp of social distinction; to dine with Lord +Denyer was an opening in life, almost as valuable as University honours, +and more difficult of attainment. + +It was during the quarter of an hour before dinner that a group of +persons, mostly personages, congregated round Lord Denyer's +chimney-piece, naturally trending towards the social hearth, albeit it +was the season for roses and lilies rather than of fires, and the hum of +the city was floating in upon the breath of the warm June evening +through the five tall windows which opened upon Lord Denyer's balcony. + +The ten or twelve persons assembled seemed only a sprinkling in the large +lofty room, furnished sparsely with amber satin sofas, a pair of Florentine +marble tables, and half an acre or so of looking glass. Voluminous amber +draperies shrouded the windows, and deadened the sound of rolling wheels, +and the voices and footfalls of western London. The drawing rooms of those +days were neither artistic nor picturesque--neither Early English nor Low +Dutch, nor Renaissance, nor Anglo-Japanese. A stately commonplace +distinguished the reception rooms of the great world. Upholstery stagnated +at a dead level of fluted legs, gilding, plate glass, and amber satin. + +Lady Denyer stood a little way in advance of the group on the hearthrug, +fanning herself, with her eye on the door, while she listened languidly +to the remarks of a youthful diplomatist, a sprig of a lordly tree, upon +the last _debut_ at Her Majesty's Theatre. + +'My own idea was that she screamed,' said her ladyship. 'But the new +Rosinas generally do scream. Why do we have a new Rosina every year, +whom nobody ever hears of afterwards? What becomes of them? Do they die, +or do they set up as singing mistresses in second-rate watering-places?' +hazarded her ladyship, with her eye always on the door. + +She was a large woman in amethyst satin, and a gauze turban with a +diamond aigrette, a splendid jewel, which would not have misbeseemed the +head-gear of an Indian prince. Lady Denyer was one of the last women who +wore a turban, and that Oriental head-dress became her bold and massive +features. + +Infinitely bored by the whiskerless attache, who had entered upon a +disquisition on the genius of Rossini as compared with this new man +Meyerbeer, her ladyship made believe to hear, while she listened +intently to the confidential murmurs of the group on the hearthrug, +the little knot of personages clustered round Lord Denyer. + +Hi 'Indian mail in this morning,' said one--'nothing else talked of at +the club. Very flagrant case! A good deal worse than Warren Hastings. +Quite clear there must be a public inquiry--House of Lords--criminal +prosecution.' + +'I was told on very good authority, that he has been recalled, and is +now on his passage home,' said another man. + +Lord Denyer shrugged his shoulders, pursed up his lips, and looked +ineffably wise, a way he had when he knew very little about the subject +under discussion. + +'How will _she_ take it, do you think?' inquired Colonel Madison, of the +Life Guards, a man about town, and an inveterate gossip, who knew +everybody, and everybody's family history, down to the peccadilloes of +people's great grandmothers. + +'You will have an opportunity of judging,' replied his lordship, coolly. +'She's to be here this evening.' + +'But do you think she'll show?' asked the Colonel. 'The mail must have +brought the news to her, as well as to other people--supposing she knew +nothing about it beforehand. She must know that the storm has burst. Do +you think she'll----' + +'Come out in the thunder and lightning?' interrupted Lord Denver; 'I'm +sure she will. She has the pride of Lucifer and the courage of a lion. +Five to one in ponies that she is here before the clock strikes seven!' + +'I think you are right. I knew her mother, Constance Talmash. Pluck was +a family characteristic of the Talmashes. Wicked as devils, and brave as +lions. Old Talmash, the grandfather, shot his valet in a paroxysm of +_delirium tremens_,' said Colonel Madison. 'She's a splendid woman, and +she won't flinch. I'd rather back her than bet against her.' + +'Lady Maulevrier!' announced the groom of the chambers; and Lady Denyer +moved at least three paces forward to meet her guest. + +The lady who entered, with slow and stately movements and proudly +balanced head, might have served for a model as Juno or the Empress +Livia. She was still in the bloom of youth, at most seven-and-twenty, +but she had all the calm assurance of middle-age. No dowager, hardened +by the varied experiences of a quarter of a century in the great world, +could have faced society with more perfect coolness and self-possession. +She was beautiful, and she let the world see that she was conscious of +her beauty, and the power that went along with it. She was clever, and +she used her cleverness with unfailing tact and unscrupulous audacity. +She had won her place in the world as an acknowledged beauty, and one of +the leaders of fashion. Two years ago she had been the glory and delight +of Anglo-Indian society in the city of Madras, ruling that remote and +limited kingdom with a despotic power. Then all of a sudden she was +ordered, or she ordered her physician to order her, an immediate +departure from that perilous climate, and she came back to England with +her three-year-old son, two Ayahs, and four European servants, leaving +her husband, Lord Maulevrier, Governor of the Madras Presidency, to +finish the term of his service in an enforced widowhood. + +She returned to be the delight of London society. She threw open the +family mansion in Curzon Street to the very best people, but to those +only. She went out a great deal, but she was never seen at a second-rate +party. She had not a single doubtful acquaintance upon her visiting +list. She spent half of every year at the family seat in Scotland, was a +miracle of goodness to the poor of her parish, and taught her boy his +alphabet. + +Lord Denyer came forward while his wife and Lady Maulevrier were shaking +hands, and greeted her with more than his usual cordiality. Colonel +Madison watched for the privilege of a recognising nod from the +divinity. Sir Jasper Paulet, a legal luminary of the first brilliancy, +likely to be employed for the Crown if there should be an inquiry into +Lord Maulevrier's conduct out yonder, came to press Lady Maulevrier's +hand and murmur a tender welcome. + +She accepted their friendliness as a matter of course, and not by the +faintest extra quiver of the tremulous stars which glittered in a +circlet above her raven hair did she betray her consciousness of the +cloud that darkened her husband's reputation. Never had she appeared +gayer, or more completely satisfied with herself and the world in which +she lived. She was ready to talk about anything and everything--the +newly-wedded queen, and the fortunate Prince, whose existence among us +had all the charm of novelty--of Lord Melbourne's declining health--and +Sir Robert Peel's sliding scale--mesmerism--the Oxford Tracts--the +latest balloon ascent--the opera--Macready's last production at Drury +lane--Bulwer's new novel--that clever little comic paper, just +struggling into popularity--what do you call the thing--_Punch?_--yes, +_Punch, or the London Charivari_--a much more respectable paper than its +Parisian prototype. + +Seated next Lord Denyer, who was an excellent listener, Lady +Maulevrier's vivacity never flagged throughout the dinner, happily not +so long as a modern banquet, albeit more ponderous and not less +expensive. From the turtle to the pines and strawberries, Lady +Maulevrier held her host or her right-hand neighbour in interested +conversation. She always knew the particular subjects likely to interest +particular people, and was a good listener as well as a good talker. Her +right-hand neighbour was Sir Jasper Paulet, who had been allotted to the +pompous wife of a court physician, a lady who had begun her married life +in the outer darkness of Guildford Street, Bloomsbury, with a household +consisting of a maid-of-all-work and a boy in buttons, with an +occasional interregnum of charwoman; and for whom all the length and +breadth of Harley Street was now much too small. + +Sir Jasper was only decently civil to this haughty matron, who on the +strength of a card for a ball or a concert at the palace once in a +season affected to be on the most intimate terms with Royalty, and knew +everything that happened, and every fluctuation of opinion in that +charmed circle. The great lawyer's left ear was listening greedily for +any word of meaning that might fall from the lips of Lady Maulevrier; +but no such word fell. She talked delightfully, with a touch-and-go +vivacity which is the highest form of dinner-table talk, not dwelling +with a heavy hand upon any one subject, but glancing from theme to theme +with airy lightness. But not one word did she say about the governor of +Madras; and at this juncture of affairs it would have been the worst +possible taste to inquire too closely after his lordship's welfare. + +So the dinner wore on to its stately close, and just as the solemn +procession of flunkeys, long as the shadowy line of the kings in +'Macbeth,' filed off with the empty ice-dishes, Lady Maulevrier said +something which was as if a shell had exploded in the middle of the +table. + +'Perhaps you are surprised to see me in such good spirits,' she said, +beaming upon her host, and speaking in those clear, perfectly finished +syllables which are heard further than the louder accents of less +polished speakers, 'but you will not wonder when I let you into the +secret. Maulevrier is on his way home.' + +'Indeed!' said Lord Denyer, with the most benignant smile he could +command at such short notice. He felt that the muscles round his eyes +and the corners of his mouth were betraying too much of his real +sentiments. 'You must be very glad.' + +'I am gladder than I can say,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gaily. 'That +horried climate--a sky like molten copper--an atmosphere that tastes of +red-hot sand--that flat barren coast never suited him. His term of +office would expire in little more than a year, but I hardly think he +could have lived out the year. However, I am happy to say the mail that +came in to-day--I suppose you know the mail is in?' (Lord Denyer +bowed)--'brought me a letter from his Lordship, telling me that he has +sent in his resignation, and taken his passage by the next big ship that +leaves Madras. I imagine he will be home in October.' + +'If he have a favourable passage,' said Lord Denyer. 'Favoured by your +good wishes the winds and the waves ought to deal gently with him.' + +'Ah, we have done with the old days of Greek story, when Neptune was +open to feminine influence,' sighed her ladyship. 'My poor Ulysses has +no goddess of wisdom to look after him.' + +'Perhaps not, but he has the most charming of Penelopes waiting for him +at home.' + +'A Penelope who goes to dinners, and takes life pleasantly in his +absence. That is a new order of things, is it not?' said her ladyship, +laughingly. 'I hope my poor Ulysses will not come home thoroughly broken +in health, but that our Sutherlandshire breezes will set him up again.' + +'Rather an ordeal after India, I should think,' said Lord Denyer. + +'It is his native air. He will revel in it.' + +'Delicious country, no doubt,' assented his lordship, who was no +sportsman, and who detested Scotland, grouse moors, deer forests, salmon +rivers included. + +His only idea of a winter residence was Florence or Capri, and of the +two he preferred Capri. The island was at that time little frequented by +Englishmen. It had hardly been fashionable since the time of Tiberius, +but Lord Denyer went there, accompanied by his French chef, and a dozen +other servants, and roughed it in a native hotel; while Lady Denyer +wintered at the family seat among the hills near Bath, and gave herself +over to Low Church devotion, and works of benevolence. She made herself +a terror to the neighbourhood by the strictness of her ideas all through +the autumn and winter; and in the spring she went up to London, put on +her turban and her diamonds, and plunged into the vortex of West-End +society, where she revolved among other jewelled matrons for the season, +telling herself and her intimates that this sacrifice of inclination was +due to his lordship's position. Lady Denyer was not the less +serious-minded because she was seen at every aristocratic resort, and +wore low gowns with very short sleeves, and a great display of mottled +arm and dimpled elbow. + +Now came her ladyship's smiling signal for the withdrawal of that fairer +half of the assembly which was supposed to be indifferent to Lord +Denyer's famous port and Madeira. She had been throwing out her gracious +signals unperceived for at least five minutes before Lady Maulevrier +responded, so entirely was that lady absorbed in her conversation with +Lord Denyer; but she caught the look at last, and rose, as if moved by +the same machinery which impelled her hostess, and then, graceful as a +swan sailing with the current, she drifted down the room to the distant +door, and headed the stately procession of matronly velvet and diamonds, +herself at once the most regal and the most graceful figure in that bevy +of fair woman. + +In the drawing-room nobody could be gayer than Lady Maulevrier, as she +marked the time of Signor Paponizzi's saltarello, exquisitely performed +on the Signor's famed Amati violin--or talked of the latest +scandal--always excepting that latest scandal of all which involved her +own husband--in subdued murmurs with one of her intimates. In the +dining-room the men drew closer together over their wine, and tore Lord +Maulevrier's character to rags. Yea, they rent him with their teeth and +gnawed the flesh from his bones, until there was not so much left of him +as the dogs left of Jezebel. + +He had been a scamp from his cradle, a spendthrift at Eton and Oxford, a +blackleg in his manhood. False to men, false to women. Clever? Yes, +undoubtedly, just as Satan is clever, and as unscrupulous as that very +Satan. This was what his friends said of him over their wine. And now he +was rumoured to have sold the British forces in the Carnatic provinces +to one of the native Princes. Yes, to have taken gold, gold to an amount +which Clive in his most rapacious moments never dreamt of, for his +countrymen's blood. Tidings of dark transactions between the Governor +and the native Princes had reached the ears of the Government, tidings +so vague, so incredible, that the Government might naturally be slow to +believe, still slower to act. There were whispers of a woman's +influence, a beautiful Ranee, a creature as fascinating and as +unscrupulous as Cleopatra. The scandal had been growing for months past, +but it was only in the letters received to-day that the rumour had taken +a tangible shape, and now it was currently reported that Lord Maulevrier +had been recalled, and would have to answer at the bar of the House of +Lords for his misdemeanours, which were of a much darker colour than +those acts for which Warren Hastings had been called to account fifty +years before. + +Yet in the face of all this, Lady Maulevrier bore herself as proudly as +if her husband's name were spotless, and talked of his return with all +the ardour of a fond and trusting wife. + +'One of the finest bits of acting I ever saw in my life,' said the court +physician. 'Mademoiselle Mars never did anything better.' + +'Do you really think it was acting?' inquired Lord Denyer, affecting a +youthful candour and trustfulness which at his age, and with his +experience, he could hardly be supposed to possess. + +'I know it,' replied the doctor. 'I watched her while she was talking of +Maulevrier, and I saw just one bead of perspiration break out on her +upper lip--an unmistakable sign of the mental struggle.' + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +ULYSSES. + + +October was ending drearily with north-east winds, dust, drifting dead +leaves, and a steel-grey sky; and the Dolphin Hotel at Southampton was +glorified by the presence of Lady Maulevrier and suite. Her ladyship's +suite was on this occasion limited to three servants--her French maid, a +footman, and a kind of factotum, a man of no distinct and arbitrary +signification in her ladyship's household, neither butler nor steward, +but that privileged being, an old and trusted servant, and a person who +was supposed to enjoy more of Lady Maulevrier's confidence than any +other member of her establishment. + +This James Steadman had been valet to her ladyship's father, Lord +Peverill, during the declining years of that nobleman. The narrow limits +of a sick room had brought the master and servant into a closer +companionship than is common to that relation. Lady Diana Angersthorpe +was a devoted daughter, and in her attendance upon the Earl during the +last three years of his life--a life which closed more than a year +before her own marriage--she saw a great deal of James Steadman, and +learned to trust him as servants are not often trusted. He was not more +than twenty years of age at the beginning of his service, but he was a +man of extraordinary gravity, much in advance of his years; a man of +shrewd common-sense and clear, sharp intellect. Not a reading man, or a +man in any way superior to his station and belongings, but a man who +could think quickly, and understand quickly, and who always seemed to +think rightly. Prompt in action, yet steady as a rock, and to all +appearance recognising no earthly interest, no human tie, beyond or +above the interests of his master. As a nurse Steadman showed himself +invaluable. Lord Peverill left him a hundred pounds in acknowledgment of +his services, which was something for Lord Peverill, who had very little +ready cash wherewith to endow his only daughter. After his death the +title and the estates went to a distant cousin; Lady Diana Angersthorpe +was taken in hand by her aunt, the Dowager Marchioness of Carrisbrook; +and James Steadman would have had to find employment among strangers, if +Lady Diana had not pleaded so urgently with her aunt as to secure him a +somewhat insignificant post in her ladyship's establishment. + +'If ever I have a house of my own, you shall have a better place in it, +Steadman,' said Lady Diana. + +She kept her word, and on her marriage with Lord Maulevrier, which +happened about eighteen months afterwards, Steadman passed into that +nobleman's service. He was a member of her ladyship's bodyguard, and his +employment seemed to consist chiefly in poking fires, cutting the leaves +of books and newspapers, superintending the footman's attendance upon +her ladyship's household pets, and conveying her sentiments to the other +servants. He was in a manner Lady Maulevrier's mouthpiece, and although +treated with a respect that verged upon awe, he was not a favourite with +the household. + +And now the house in Mayfair was given over to the charge of caretakers. +All the other servants had been despatched by coach to her ladyship's +favourite retreat in Westmoreland, within a few miles of the Laureate's +home at Rydal Mount, and James Steadman was charged with the whole +responsibility of her ladyship's travelling arrangements. + +Penelope had come to Southampton to wait for Ulysses, whose ship had +been due for more than a week, and whose white sails might be expected +above the horizon at any moment. James Steadman spent a good deal of his +time waiting about at the docks for the earliest news of Greene's ship, +the _Hypermnestra_; while Lady Maulevrier waited patiently in her +sitting-room at the Dolphin, whose three long French windows commanded a +full view of the High Street, with all those various distractions +afforded by the chief thoroughfare of a provincial town. Her ladyship +was provided with a large box of books, from Ebers' in Bond Street, a +basket of fancy work, and her favourite Blenheim spaniel, Lalla Rookh; +but even these sources of amusement did not prevent the involuntary +expression of weariness in occasional yawns, and frequent pacings up and +down the room, where the formal hotel furniture had a comfortless and +chilly look. + +Fellside, her ladyship's place in Westmoreland, was the pleasure house +which, among all her possessions, she most valued; but it had hitherto +been reserved for summer occupation, or for perhaps two or three weeks +at Easter, when the spring was exceptionally fine. The sudden +determination to spend the coming winter in the house near Grasmere was +considered a curious freak of Lady Maulevrier's, and she was constrained +to explain her motives to her friends. + +'His lordship is out of health,' she said, 'and wants perfect rest and +retirement. Now, Fellside is the only place we have in which he is +likely to get perfect rest. Anywhere else we should have to entertain. +Fellside is out of the world. There is no one to be entertained.' + +'Except your neighbour, Wordsworth. I suppose you see him sometimes?' + +'Dear simple-minded old soul, he gives nobody any trouble,' said her +ladyship. + +'But is not Westmoreland very cold in winter?' asked her friend. + +Lady Maulevrier smiled benignly, as at an inoffensive ignorance. + +'So sheltered,' she murmured. 'We are at the base of the Fell. Loughrigg +rises up like a cyclopean wall between us and the wind.' + +'But when the wind is in the other direction?' + +'We have Nabb Scar. You do not know how we are girdled and defended by +hills.' + +'Very pleasant,' agreed the friend; 'but for my own part I would rather +winter in the south.' + +Those terrible rumours which had first come upon the world of London +last June, had been growing darker and more defined ever since, but +still Lady Maulevrier made believe to ignore them; and she acted her +part of unconsciousness with such consummate skill that nobody in her +circle could be sure where the acting began and where the ignorance left +off. The astute Lord Denyer declared that she was a wonderful woman, and +knew more about the real state of the case than anybody else. + +Meanwhile it was said by those who were supposed to be well-informed +that a mass of evidence was accumulating against Lord Maulevrier. The +India House, it was rumoured, was busy with the secret investigation of +his case, prior to that public inquiry which was to come on during the +next session. His private fortune would be made answerable for his +misdemeanours--his life, said the alarmists, might pay the penalty of +his treason. On all sides it was agreed that the case against Lord +Maulevrier was black as Erebus; and still Lady Maulevrier looked society +in the face with an unshaken courage, and was ready with smiles and +gracious words for all comers. + +But now came a harder trial, which was to receive the man who had +disgraced her, lowered her pride to the dust, degraded the name she +bore. She had married him, not loving him--nay, plucking another love +out of her heart in order that she might give herself to him. She had +married him for position and fortune; and now by his follies, by his +extravagance, and by that greed of gold which is inevitable in the +spendthrift and profligate, he had gone near to cheat her out of both +name and fortune. Yet she so commanded herself as to receive him with a +friendly air when he arrived at the Dolphin, on a dull grey autumn +afternoon, after she had waited for him nearly a fortnight. + +James Steadman ushered in his lordship, a frail attenuated looking +figure, of middle height, wrapped in a furred cloak, yet shivering, a +pale sickly face, light auburn whiskers, light blue eyes, full and +large, but with no intellectual power in them. Lady Maulevrier was +sitting by the fire, in a melancholy attitude, with the Blenheim spaniel +on her lap. Her son was at Hastings with his nurses. She had nothing +nearer and dearer than the spaniel. + +She rose and went over to her husband, and let him kiss her. It would +have been too much to say that she kissed him; but she submitted her +lips unresistingly to his, and then they sat down on opposite sides of +the hearth. + +'A wretched afternoon,' said his lordship, shivering, and drawing his +chair closer to the fire. Steadman had taken away his fur-lined cloak. +'I had really underrated the disagreeableness of the English climate. It +is abominable!' + +'To-day is not a fair sample,' answered her ladyship, trying to be +cheerful; 'we have had some pleasant autumn days.' + +'I detest autumn!' exclaimed Lord Maulevrier, 'a season of dead leaves, +damp, and dreariness. I should like to get away to Montpellier or Nice +as soon as we can.' + +Her ladyship gave him a scathing look, half-scornful, half-incredulous. + +'You surely would not dream of leaving the country,' she said, 'under +present circumstances. So long as you are here to answer all charges no +one will interfere with your liberty; but if you were to cross the +Channel--' + +'My slanderers might insinuate that I was running away,' interrupted +Maulevrier, 'although the very fact of my return ought to prove to every +one that I am able to meet and face this cabal.' + +'Is it a cabal?' asked her ladyship, looking at him with a gaze that +searched his soul. 'Can you meet their charges? Can you live down this +hideous accusation, and hold up your head as a man of honour?' + +The sensualist's blue eyes nervously shunned that look of earnest +interrogation. His lips answered the wife's spoken question with a lie, +a lie made manifest by the expression of his countenance. + +'I am not afraid,' he said. + +His wife answered not a word. She was assured that the charges were +true, and that the battered rake who shivered over the fire had neither +courage nor ability to face his accusers. She saw the whole fabric of +her life in ruins, her son the penniless successor to a tarnished name. +There was silence for some minutes. Lady Maulevrier sat with lowered +eyelids looking at the fire, deep in painful thought. Two perpendicular +wrinkles upon her broad white forehead--so calm, so unclouded in +society--told of gnawing cares. Then she stole a look at her husband, +as he reclined in his arm-chair, his head lying back against the +cushions in listless repose, his eyes looking vacantly at the window, +whence he could see only the rain-blurred fronts of opposite houses, +blank, dull windows, grey slated roofs, against a leaden sky. + +He had been a handsome man, and he was handsome still, albeit premature +decay, the result of an evil life, was distinctly marked in his faded +face. The dull, yellow tint of the complexion, the tarnished dimness of +the large blue eyes, the discontented droop of the lips, the languor of +the attitude, the pallid transparency of the wasted hands, all told of a +life worn threadbare, energies exhausted, chances thrown away, a mind +abandoned to despair. + +'You look very ill,' said his wife, after that long blank interval, +which marked so unnatural an apathy between husband and wife meeting +after so long a severance. + +'I am very ill. I have been worried to death--surrounded by rogues and +liars--the victim of a most infernal conspiracy.' He spoke hurriedly, +growing whiter and more tremulous as he went on. + +'Don't talk about it. You agitate yourself to no purpose,' said Lady +Maulevrier, with a tranquillity which seemed heartless yet which might +be the result of suppressed feeling. 'If you are to face this scandal +firmly and boldly next January, you must try to recover physical +strength in the meanwhile. Mental energy may come with better health.' + +'I shall never be any better,' said Lord Maulevrier, testily; 'that +infernal climate has shattered my constitution.' + +'Two or three months of perfect rest and good nursing will make a new +man of you. I have arranged that we shall go straight from here to +Fellside. No one can plague you there with that disguised impertinence +called sympathy. You can give all your thoughts to the ordeal before +you, and be ready to meet your accusers. Fortunately, you have no Burke +against you.' + +'Fellside? You think of going to Fellside?' + +'Yes. You know how fond I am of that place. I little thought when you +settled it upon me--a cottage in Westmoreland with fifty acres of garden +and meadow--so utterly insignificant--that I should ever like it better +than any of your places.' + +'A charming retreat in summer; but we have never wintered there? What +put it into your head to go there at such a season as this? Why, I +daresay the snow is on the tops of the hills already.' + +'It is the only place I know where you will not be watched and talked +about,' replied Lady Maulevrier. 'You will be out of the eye of the +world. I should think that consideration would weigh more with you than +two or three degrees of the thermometer.' + +'I detest cold,' said the Earl, 'and in my weak health----' + +'We will take care of you,' answered her ladyship; and in the discussion +which followed she bore herself so firmly that her husband was fain to +give way. + +How could a disgraced and ruined man, broken in health and spirits, +contest the mere details of life with a high-spirited woman ten years +his junior? + +The Earl wanted to go to London, and remain there at least a week, but +this her ladyship strenuously opposed. He must see his lawyer, he urged; +there were steps to be taken which could be taken only under legal +advice--counsel to be retained. If this lying invention of Satan were +really destined to take the form of a public trial, he must be prepared +to fight his foes on their own ground. + +'You can make all your preparations at Fellside,' answered his wife, +resolutely. 'I have seen Messrs. Rigby and Rider, and your own +particular ally, Rigby, will go to you at Fellside whenever you want +him.' + +'That is not like my being on the spot,' said his lordship, nervously, +evidently much disconcerted by her ladyship's firmness, but too feeble +in mind and body for a prolonged contest. + +'I ought to be on the spot. I am not without influence; I have friends, +men in power.' + +'Surely you are not going to appeal to friendship in order to vindicate +your honour. These charges are true or false. If they are false your own +manhood, your own rectitude, can face them and trample upon them, +unaided by back-stairs influence. If they are true, no one can help +you.' + +'I think you, at least, ought to know that they are as false as hell,' +retorted the Earl, with an attempt to maintain his dignity. + +'I have acted as if I so believed,' replied his wife. 'I have lived as +if there were no such slanders in the air. I have steadily ignored every +report, every insinuation--have held my head as high as if I knew you +were immaculate.' + +'I expected as much from you,' answered the Earl, coolly. 'If I had not +known you were a woman of sense I should not have married you.' + +This was his utmost expression of gratitude. His next remarks had +reference solely to his own comfort. Where were his rooms? at what hour +were they to dine? And hereupon he rang for his valet, a German Swiss, +and a servant out of a thousand. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +ON THE WRONG ROAD. + + +Lord and Lady Maulevrier left Southampton next morning, posting. They +took two servants in the rumble, Steadman and the footman. Steadman was +to valet his lordship, the footman to be useful in all emergencies of +the journey. The maid and the valet were to travel by heavy coach, with +the luggage--her ladyship dispensing with all personal attendance during +the journey. + +The first day took them to Rugby, whither they travelled across country +by Wallingford and Oxford. The second day took them to Lichfield. Lord +Maulevrier was out of health and feeble, and grumbled a good deal about +the fatigue of the journey, the badness of the weather, which was dull +and cold, east winds all day, and a light frost morning and night. As +they progressed northward the sky looked grayer, the air became more +biting. His lordship insisted upon the stages being shortened. He lay in +bed at his hotel till noon, and was seldom ready to start till two +o'clock. He could see no reason for haste; the winter would be long +enough in all conscience at Fellside. He complained of mysterious aches +and pains, described himself in the presence of hotel-keepers and +headwaiters as a mass of maladies. He was nervous, irritable, intensely +disagreeable. Lady Maulevrier bore his humours with unwavering patience, +and won golden opinions from all sorts of people by her devotion to a +husband whose blighted name was the common talk of England. Everybody, +even in distant provincial towns, had heard of the scandal against the +Governor of Madras; and everybody looked at the sallow, faded +Anglo-Indian with morbid curiosity. His lordship, sensitive on all +points touching his own ease and comfort, was keenly conscious of this +unflattering inquisitiveness. + +The journey, protracted by Lord Maulevrier's languor and ill-health, +dragged its slow length along for nearly a fortnight; until it seemed to +Lady Maulevrier as if they had been travelling upon those dismal, flat, +unpicturesque roads for months. Each day was so horribly like yesterday. +The same hedgerows and flat fields, and passing glimpse of river or +canal. The same absence of all beauty in the landscape--the same formal +hotel rooms, and smirking landladies--and so on till they came to +Lancaster, after which the country became more interesting--hills arose +in the background. Even the smoky manufacturing towns through which +they passed without stopping, were less abominable than the level +monotony of the Midland counties. + +But now as they drew nearer the hills the weather grew colder, snow was +spoken of, and when they got into Westmoreland the mountain-peaks +gleamed whitely against a lead-coloured sky. + +'You ought not to have brought me here in such weather,' complained the +Earl, shivering in his sables, as he sat in his corner of the travelling +chariot, looking discontentedly at the gloomy landscape. 'What is to +become of us if we are caught in a snowstorm?' + +'We shall have no snow worth talking about before we are safely housed +at Fellside, and then we can defy the elements,' said Lady Maulevrier, +coolly. + +They slept that night at Oxenholme, and started next morning, under a +clean, bright sky, intending to take luncheon at Windermere, and to be +at home by nightfall. + +But by the time they got to Windermere the sky had changed to a dark +grey, and the people at the hotel prophesied a heavy fall before night, +and urged the Earl and Countess to go no further that day. The latter +part of the road to Fellside was rough and hilly. If there should be a +snowstorm the horses would never be able to drag the carriage up the +steepest bit of the way. Here, however, Lord Maulevrier's obstinacy came +into play. He would not endure another night at an hotel so near his own +house. He was sick to death of travelling, and wanted to be at rest +among comfortable surroundings. + +'It was murder to bring me here,' he said to his wife. 'If I had gone to +Hastings I should have been a new man by this time. As it is I am a +great deal worse than when I landed.' + +Everyone at the hotel noticed his lordship's white and haggard looks. He +had been known there as a young man in the bloom of health and strength, +and his decay was particularly obvious to these people. + +'I saw death in his face,' the landlord said, afterwards. + +Every one, even her ladyship's firmness and good sense, gave way before +the invalid's impatience. At three in the afternoon they left the hotel, +with four horses, to make the remaining nineteen miles of the way in one +stage. They had not been on the road half an hour before the snow began +to fall thickly, whitening everything around them, except the lake, +which showed a dark leaden surface at the bottom of the slope along the +edge of which they were travelling. Too sullen for speech, Lord +Maulevrier sat back in his corner, with his sable cloak drawn up to his +chin, his travelling cap covering head and ears, his eyes contemplating +the whitening world with a weary anger. His wife watched the landscape +as long as she could, but the snow soon began to darken all the air, +and she could see nothing save that blank blinding fall. + +Half-way to Fellside there was a point where two roads met, one leading +towards Grasmere, the other towards the village of Great Langdale, a +cluster of humble habitations in the heart of the hills. When the horses +had struggled as far as this point, the snow was six inches deep on the +road, and made a thick curtain around them as it fell. By this time the +Earl had dozed off to sleep. + +He woke an hour after, let down the window, which let in a snow-laden +gust, and tried to pierce the gloom without. + +'As black as Erebus!' he exclaimed, 'but we ought to be close at home by +this time. Yes, thank God, there are the lights.' + +The carriage drew up a minute afterwards, and Steadman came to the door. + +'Very sorry, my lord. The horses must have taken a wrong turn after we +crossed the bridge. And now the men say they can't go back to Fellside +unless we can get fresh horses; and I'm afraid there's no chance of that +here.' + +'Here!' exclaimed the Earl, 'what do you mean by here? Where the devil +are we?' + +'Great Langdale, my lord.' + +A door opened and let out a flood of light--the red light of a wood +fire, the pale flame of a candle--upon the snowy darkness, revealing the +panelled hall of a neat little rustic inn: an eight-day clock ticking in +the corner, a black and white sheep-dog coming out at his master's heels +to investigate the travellers. To the right of the door showed the light +of a window, sheltered by a red curtain, behind which the chiefs of the +village were enjoying their evening. + +'Have you any post-horses?' asked the Earl, discontentedly, as the +landlord stood on the threshold, shading the candle with his hand. 'No, +sir. We don't keep post-horses.' + +'Of course not. I knew as much before I asked,' said the Earl. + +'We are fixed in this dismal hole for the night, I suppose. How far are +we from Fellside?' + +'Seven miles,' answered the landlord. 'I beg your pardon, my lord; I +didn't know it was your lordship,' he added, hurriedly. 'We're in sore +trouble, and it makes a man daft-like; but if there's anything we can +do----' + +'Is there no hope of getting on, Steadman?' asked the Earl, cutting +short these civilities. + +'Not with these horses, my lord.' + +'And you hear we can't get any others. Is there any farmer about here +who could lend us a pair of carriage horses?' + +The landlord knew of no such person. + +'Then we must stop here till to-morrow morning. What infernal fools +those post-boys must be,' protested Lord Maulevrier. + +James Steadman apologised for the postilions, explaining that when they +came to the critical point of their journey, where the road branched off +to the Langdales, the snow was falling so thickly, the whole country was +so hidden in all-pervading whiteness, that even he, who knew the way so +well, could give no help to the drivers. He could only trust to the +instinct of local postilions and local horses; and instinct had proved +wrong. + +The travellers alighted, and were ushered into a not +uncomfortable-looking parlour; very low as to the ceiling, very +old-fashioned as to the furniture, but spotlessly clean, and enlivened +by a good fire, to which his lordship drew near, shivering and muttering +discontentedly to himself. + +'We might be worse off,' said her ladyship, looking round the bright +little room, which pleased her better than many a state apartment in the +large hotels at which they had stopped. + +'Hardly, unless we were out on the moor,' grumbled her husband. 'I am +sick to death of this ill-advised, unreasonable journey. I am at a loss +to imagine your motive in bringing me here. You must have had a motive.' + +'I had,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with a freezing look. 'I wanted to +get you out of the way. I told you that plainly enough at Southampton.' + +'I don't see why I should be hurried away and hidden,' said Lord +Maulevrier. 'I must face my accusers, sooner or later.' + +'Of course. The day of reckoning must come. But in the meantime have you +no delicacy? Do you want to be pointed at everywhere?' + +'All I know is that I am very ill,' answered her husband, 'and that this +wretched journey has made me twenty years older.' + +'We shall be safe at home before noon to-morrow, and you can have Horton +to set you right again. You know you always believed in his skill.' + +'Horton is a clever fellow enough, as country doctors go; but at +Hastings I could have had the best physicians in London to see me,' +grumbled his lordship. + +The rustic maid-servant came in to lay the table, assisted by her +ladyship's footman, who looked a good deal too tall for the room. + +'I shan't dine,' said the Earl. 'I am a great deal too ill and cold. +Light a fire in my room, girl, and send Steadman to me'--this to the +footman, who hastened to obey. 'You can send me up a basin of soup +presently. I shall go to bed at once.' + +He left the room without another word to his wife, who sat by the hearth +staring thoughtfully at the cheery wood fire. Presently she looked up, +and saw that the man and maid were going on with their preparations for +dinner. + +'I do not care about dining alone,' said her ladyship. 'We lunched at +Windermere, and I have no appetite. You can clear away those things, and +bring me some tea.' + +When the table furniture had been cleared, and a neat little tea-tray +set upon the white cloth, Lady Maulevrier drew her chair to the table, +and took out her pocket-book, from which she produced a letter. This she +read more than once, meditating profoundly upon its contents. + +'I am very sorry he has come home,' wrote her correspondent, 'and yet if +he had stayed in India there must have been an investigation on the +spot. A public inquiry is inevitable, and the knowledge of his arrival +in the country will precipitate matters. From all I hear I much fear +that there is no chance of the result being favourable to him. You have +asked me to write the unvarnished truth, to be brutal even, remember. +His delinquencies are painfully notorious, and I apprehend that the last +sixpence he owns will be answerable. His landed estate I am told can +also be confiscated, in the event of an impeachment at the bar of the +House of Lords, as in the Warren Hastings case. But as yet nobody seems +clear as to the form which the investigation will take. In reply to your +inquiry as to what would have happened if his lordship had died on the +passage home, I believe I am justified in saying the scandal would have +been allowed to die with him. He has contrived to provoke powerful +animosities both in the Cabinet and at the India House, and there is, I +fear, an intention to pursue the inquiry to the bitter end.' + +Assurances of the writer's sympathy followed these harsh truths. But to +this polite commonplace her ladyship paid no attention. Her mind was +intent on hard facts, the dismal probabilities of the near future. + +'If he had died upon the passage home!' she repeated. 'Would to God that +he had so died, and that my son's name and fortune could be saved.' + +The innocent child who had never given her an hour's care; the one +creature she loved with all the strength of her proud nature--his future +was to be blighted by his father's misdoings--overshadowed by shame and +dishonour in the very dawn of life. It was a wicked wish--an unnatural +wish to find room in a woman's breast; but the wish was there. Would to +God he had died before the ship touched an English port. + +But he was living, and would have to face his accusers--and she, his +wife, must give him all the help she could. + +She sat long by the waning fire. She took nothing but a cup of tea, +although the landlady had sent in substantial accompaniments to the +tea-tray in the shape of broiled ham, new-laid eggs, and hot cakes, +arguing that a traveller on such a night must be hungry, albeit +disinclined for a ceremonious dinner. She had been sitting for nearly +an hour in almost the same attitude, when there came a knock at the +door, and, on being bidden to enter, the landlady came in, with some +logs in her apron, under pretence of replenishing the fire. + +'I was afraid your fire must be getting low, and that you'd be amost +starved, my lady,' she said, as she put on the logs, and swept up the +ashes on the hearth. 'Such a dreadful night. So early in the year, too. +I'm thinking we shall have a gay hard winter.' + +'That does not always follow,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'Has Steadman come +downstairs?' + +'Yes, my lady. He told me to tell your ladyship that his lordship is +pretty comfortable, and hopes to pass a good night.' + +'I am glad to hear it. You can give me another room, I suppose. It would +be better for his lordship not to be disturbed, as he is very much out +of health.' + +'There is another room, my lady, but it's very small.' + +'I don't mind how small, if it is clean and airy.' + +'Yes, my lady. I am thankful to say you won't find dirt or stuffiness +anywhere in this house. His lordship do look mortal badly,' added the +landlady, shaking her head dolefully; 'and I remember him such a fine +young gentleman, when he used to come down the Rothay with the otter +hounds, running along the bank--joomping in and out of the beck--up to +his knees in the water--and now to see him, so white and mashiated, and +broken-down like, in the very prime of life, all along of living out in +a hot country, among blackamoors, which is used to it--poor, ignorant +creatures--and never knew no better. It must be a hard trial for you, my +lady.' + +'It is a hard trial.' + +'Ah! we all have our trials, rich and poor,' sighed the woman, who +desired nothing better than to be allowed to unbosom her woes to the +grand looking lady in the fur-bordered cloth pelisse, with beautiful +dark hair piled up in clustering masses above a broad white forehead, +and slender white hands on which diamonds flashed and glittered in the +firelight, an unaccustomed figure by that rustic hearth. + +'We all have our trials--high and low.' + +'That reminds me,' said Lady Maulevrier, looking up at her, 'your +husband said you were in trouble. What did that mean?' + +'Sickness in the house, my lady. A brother of mine that went to America +to make his fortune, and seemed to be doing so well for the first five +or six years, and wrote home such beautiful letters, and then left off +writing all at once, and we made sure as he was dead, and never got a +word from him for ten years, and just three weeks ago he drops in upon +us as we was sitting over our tea between the lights, looking as white +as a ghost. I gave a shriek when I saw him, for I was regular scared +out of my senses. "Robert's ghost!" I cried; but it was Robert himself, +come home to us to die. And he's lying upstairs now, with so little life +in him that I expect every breath to be his last.' + +'What is his complaint?' + +'Apathy, my lady. Dear, dear, that's not it. I never do remember the +doctor's foreign names.' + +'Atrophy,' perhaps. + +'Yes, my lady, that was it. Happen such crack-jaw words come easy to a +scholar like your ladyship.' + +'Does the doctor give no hope?' + +'Well, no, my lady. He don't go so far as to say there's no hope, though +Robert has been badly so long. It all depends, he says, upon the +rallying power of the constitution. The lungs are not gone, and the +heart is not diseased. If there's rallying power, Robert will come +round, and if there isn't he'll sink. But the doctor says nature will +have to make an effort. But I have my own idea about the case,' added +the landlady, with a sigh. + +'What is your idea?' + +'That our Robert was marked for death when he came into this house, and +that he meant what he said when he spoke of coming home to die. Things +had gone against him for the last ten years in America. He married and +took his wife out to a farm in the Bush, and thought to make a good +thing out of farming with the bit of brass he'd saved at heeam. But +America isn't Gert Langdale, you see, my lady, and his knowledge stood +him in no stead in the Bush; and first he lost his money, and he fashed +himself terrible about that, and then he lost a child or two, and then +he lost his wife, and he came back to us a broken-hearted man, with no +wish to live. The doctor may call it atrophy, but I will call it what +the Scripture calls it, a broken and a wounded spirit.' + +'Who is your doctor?' + +'Mr. Evans, of Ambleside.' + +'That little half-blind old man!' exclaimed her ladyship. 'Surely you +have no confidence in him?' + +'Not much, my lady. But I don't believe all the doctors in London could +do anything for Robert. Good nursing will bring him round if anything +can; and he gets that, I can assure your ladyship. He's my only brother, +the only kith and kin that's left to me, and he and I were gay fond of +each other when he was young. You may be sure I don't spare any trouble, +and my good man thinks the best of his larder or his celler hardly good +enough for Robert.' + +'I am sure you are kind good people,' replied her ladyship gently; 'but +I should have thought Mr. Horton, of Grasmere, could have done more than +old Evans. However, you know best. I hope his lordship is not going to +add to your cares by being laid up here, but he looked very ill this +evening.' + +'He did, my lady, mortal bad.' + +'However, we must hope for the best. Steadman is a splendid servant in +illness. He nursed my father for years. Will you tell him to come to me, +if you please? I want to hear what he thinks of his lordship, and to +discuss the chances of our getting home early to-morrow.' + +The landlady retired, and summoned Mr. Steadman, who was enjoying his +modest glass of grog in front of the kitchen fire. He had taught himself +to dispense with the consolations of tobacco, lest he should at any time +make himself obnoxious to her ladyship. + +Steadman was closeted with Lady Maulevrier for the next half-hour, +during which his lordship's condition was gravely discussed. When he +left the sitting-room he told the landlord to be sure and feed the +post-horses well, and make them comfortable for the night, so that they +might be ready for the drive to Fellside early next morning. + +'Do you think his lordship will be well enough to travel?' asked the +landlord. + +'He has made up his mind to get home--ill or well,' answered Steadman. +'He has wasted about a week by his dawdling ways on the road; and now +he's in a fever to get to Fellside.' + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +THE LAST STAGE. + + +The post-horses--which had been well fed, but accommodated somewhat +poorly in stable and barn--were quite ready to go on next morning; but +Lord Maulevrier was not able to leave his room, where her ladyship +remained in close attendance upon him. The hills and valleys were white +with snow, but there was none falling, and Mr. Evans, the elderly +surgeon from Ambleside, rode over to Great Langdale on his elderly cob +to look at Robert Haswell, and was called in to see Lord Maulevrier. Her +ladyship had spoken lightly of his skill on the previous evening, but +any doctor is better than none, so this feeble little personage was +allowed to feel his lordship's pulse, and look at his lordship's tongue. + +His opinion, never too decidedly given, was a little more hazy than +usual on this occasion, perhaps because of a certain awfulness, to +unaccustomed eyes, in Lady Maulevrier's proud bearing. He said that his +lordship was low, very low, and that the pulse was more irregular than +he liked, but he committed himself no further than this, and went away, +promising to send such pills and potions as were appropriate to the +patient's condition. + +A boy rode the same pony over to Langdale later in the afternoon with +the promised medicines. + +Throughout the short winter day, which seemed terribly long in the +stillness and solitude of Great Langdale, Lady Maulevrier kept watch in +the sick-room, Steadman going in and out in constant attendance upon his +master--save for one half-hour only, which her ladyship passed in the +parlour below, in conversation with the landlady, a very serious +conversation, as indicated by Mrs. Smithson's grave and somewhat +troubled looks when she left her ladyship; but a good deal of her +trouble may have been caused by her anxiety about her brother, who was +pronounced by the doctor to be 'much the same.' + +At eleven o'clock that night a mounted messenger was sent off to +Ambleside in hot haste to fetch Mr. Evans, who came to the inn to find +Lady Maulevrier kneeling beside her husband's bed, while Steadman stood +with a troubled countenance at a respectful distance. + +The room was dimly lighted by a pair of candles burning on a table near +the window, and at some distance from the old four-post bedstead, +shaded by dark moreen curtains. The surgeon looked round the room, and +then fumbled in his pockets for his spectacles, without the aid of which +the outside world presented itself to him under a blurred and uncertain +aspect. + +He put on his spectacles, and moved towards the bed; but the first +glance in that direction showed him what had happened. The outline of +the rigid figure under the coverlet looked like a sculptured effigy upon +a tomb. A sheet was drawn over the face of death. + +'You are too late to be of any use, Mr. Evans,' murmured Steadman, +laying his hand upon the doctor's sleeve and drawing him away towards +the door. + +They went softly on to the landing, off which opened the door of that +other sick-room where the landlady's brother was lying. + +'When did this happen?' + +'A quarter of an hour after the messenger rode off to fetch you,' +answered Steadman. 'His lordship lay all the afternoon in a heavy sleep, +and we thought he was going on well; but after dark there was a +difficulty in his breathing which alarmed her ladyship, and she insisted +upon you being sent for. The messenger had hardly been gone a quarter of +an hour when his lordship woke suddenly, muttered to himself in a +curious way, gave just one long drawn sigh, and--and all was over. It +was a terrible shock for her ladyship.' + +'Indeed it must have been,' murmured the village doctor. 'It is a great +surprise to me. I knew Lord Maulevrier was low, very low, the pulse +feeble and intermittent; but I had no fear of anything of this kind. It +is very sudden.' + +'Yes, it is awfully sudden,' said Steadman, and then he murmured in the +doctor's ear, 'You will give the necessary certificate, I hope, with as +little trouble to her ladyship as possible. This is a dreadful blow, and +she----' + +'She shall not be troubled. The body will be removed to-morrow, I +suppose.' + +'Yes. He must be buried from his own house. I sent a second messenger to +Ambleside for the undertaker. He will be here very soon, no doubt, and +if the shell is ready by noon to-morrow, the body can be removed then. I +have arranged to get her ladyship away to-night.' + +'So late? After midnight?' + +'Why not? She cannot stay in this small house--so near the dead. There +is a moon, and there is no snow falling, and we are within seven miles +of Fellside.' + +The doctor had nothing further to say against the arrangement, although +such a drive seemed to him a somewhat wild and reckless proceeding. Mr. +Steadman's grave, self-possessed manner answered all doubts. Mr. Evans +filled in the certificate for the undertaker, drank a glass of hot +brandy and water, and remounted his nag, in nowise relishing his +midnight ride, but consoling himself with the reflection that he would +be handsomely paid for his trouble. + +An hour later Lady Maulevrier's travelling carriage stood ready in the +stable yard, in the deep shadow of wall and gables. It was at Steadman's +order that the carriage waited for her ladyship at an obscure side door, +rather than in front of the inn. An east wind was blowing keenly along +the mountain road, and the careful Steadman was anxious his mistress +should not be exposed to that chilly blast. + +There was some delay, and the four horses jingled their bits +impatiently, and then the door of the inn opened, a feeble light gleamed +in the narrow passage within, Steadman stood ready to assist her +ladyship, there was a bustle, a confusion of dark figures on the +threshold, a huddled mass of cloaks and fur wraps was lifted into the +carriage, the door was clapped to, the horses went clattering out of the +yard, turned sharply into the snowy road, and started at a swinging pace +towards the dark sullen bulk of Loughrigg Fell. + +The moon was shining upon Elterwater in the valley yonder--the mountain +ridges, the deep gorges below those sullen heights, looked back where +the shadow of night enfolded them, but all along the snow-white road the +silver light shone full and clear, and the mountain way looked like a +path through fairyland. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +FORTY YEARS AFTER. + + +'What a horrid day!' said Lady Mary, throwing down her book with a yawn, +and looking out of the deep bay window into a world of mountain and lake +which was clouded over by a dense veil of rain and dull grey mist; such +rain as one sees only in a lake district, a curtain of gloom which shuts +off sky and distance, and narrows the world to one solitary dwelling, +suspended amidst cloud and water, like another ark in a new deluge. + +Rain--such rain as makes out-of-door exercise impossible--was always an +affliction to Lady Mary Haselden. Her delight was in open air and +sunshine--fishing in the lake and rivers--sitting in some sheltered +hollow of the hills more fitting for an eagle's nest than for the +occupation of a young lady, trying to paint those ever-varying, +unpaintable mountain peaks, which change their hues with every change of +the sky--swimming, riding, roving far and wide over hill and +heather--pleasures all more or less masculine in their nature, and which +were a subject of regret with Lady Maulevrier. + +Lady Lesbia was of a different temper. She loved ease and elegance, the +gracious luxuries of life. She loved art and music, but not to labour +hard at either. She played and sang a little--excellently within that +narrow compass which she had allotted to herself--played Mendelssohn's +'Lieder' with finished touch and faultless phrasing, sang Heine's +ballads with consummate expression. She painted not at all. Why should +anyone draw or paint indifferently, she asked, when Providence has +furnished the world with so many great painters in the past and present? +She could not understand Mary's ardent desire to do the thing +herself,--to be able with her own pencil and her own brush to reproduce +the lakes and valleys, the wild brown hills she loved so passionately. +Lesbia did not care two straws for the lovely lake district amidst which +she had been reared,--every pike and force, every beck and gill whereof +was distinctly dear to her younger sister. She thought it a very hard +thing to have spent so much of her life at Fellside, a trial that would +have hardly been endurable if it were not for grandmother. Grandmother +and Lesbia adored each other. Lesbia was the one person for whom Lady +Maulevrier's stateliness was subjugated by perfect love. To all the rest +of the world the Countess was marble, but to Lesbia she was wax. Lesbia +could mould her as she pleased; but happily Lesbia was not the kind of +young person to take advantage of this privilege; she was thoroughly +ductile or docile, and had no desire, at present, which ran counter to +her grandmother. + +Lesbia was a beauty. In her nineteenth year she was a curious +reproduction in face and figure, expression and carriage, of that Lady +Diana Angersthorpe who five and forty years ago fluttered the dove-cots +of St. James's and Mayfair by her brilliant beauty and her keen +intelligence. There in the panelled drawing-room at Fellside hung +Harlow's portrait of Lady Diana in her zenith, in a short-waisted, white +satin frock, with large puffed gauze sleeves, through which the perfect +arm showed dimly. Standing under that picture Lady Lesbia looked as if +she had stepped out of the canvas. She was to be painted by Millais next +year. Lady Maulevrier said, when she had been introduced, and society +was beginning to talk about her: for Lady Maulevrier made up her mind +five or six years ago that Lesbia should be the reigning beauty of her +season. To this end she had educated and trained her, furnishing her +with all those graces best calculated to please and astonish society. +She was too clever a woman not to discover Lesbia's shallowness and lack +of all great gifts, save that one peerless dower of perfect beauty. She +knew exactly what Lesbia could be trained to do; and to this end Lesbia +had been educated; and to this end Lady Maulevrier brought down to +Fellside the most accomplished of Hanoverian governesses, who had +learned French in Paris, and had toiled in the educational mill with +profit to herself and her pupils for a quarter of a century. To this +lady the Countess entrusted the education of her granddaughters' minds, +while for their physical training she provided another teacher in the +person of a clever little Parisian dancing mistress, who had set up at +the West-End of London as a teacher of dancing and calisthenics, and had +utterly failed to find pupils enough to pay her rent and keep her modest +_pot-au-feu_ going. Mademoiselle Thiebart was very glad to exchange the +uncertainties of a first floor in North Audley Street for the comfort +and security of Fellside Manor, with a salary of one hundred and fifty +pounds a year. + +Both Fraeulein and Mademoiselle had been quick to discover that Lady +Lesbia was the apple of her grandmother's eye, while Lady Mary was +comparatively an outsider. + +So it came about that Mary's education was in somewise a mere picking-up +of the crumbs which fell from Lesbia's table, and that she was allowed +in a general way to run wild. She was much quicker at any intellectual +exercise than Lesbia. She learned the lessons that were given her at +railroad speed, and rattled off her exercises with a slap-dash +penmanship which horrified the neat and niggling Fraeulein, and then +rushed off to the lake or mountain, and by this means grew browner and +browner, and more indelibly freckled day by day, thus widening the gulf +between herself and her beauty sister. + +But it is not to be supposed that because Lesbia was beautiful, Mary was +plain. This is very far from the truth. Mary had splendid hazel eyes, +with a dancing light in them when she smiled, ruddy auburn hair, white +teeth, a deeply-dimpled chin, and a vivacity and archness of expression, +which served only in her present state of tutelage for the subjugation +of old women and shepherd boys. Mary had been taught to believe that her +chances of future promotion were of the smallest; that nobody would ever +talk of her, or think of her by-and-by when she in her turn would make +her appearance in London society, and that it would be a very happy +thing for her if she were so fortunate as to attract the attention of a +fashionable physician, a Canon of Westminster or St. Paul's, or a +barrister in good practice. + +Mary turned up her pert little nose at this humdrum lot. + +'I would much rather spend all my life among these dear hills than marry +a nobody in London,' she said, fearless of that grand old lady at whose +frown so many people shivered. 'If you don't think people will like me +and admire me--a little--you had better save yourself the trouble of +taking me to London. I don't want to play second fiddle to my sister.' + +'You are a very impertinent person, and deserve to be taken at your +word,' replied my lady, scowling at her; 'but I have no doubt before you +are twenty you will tell another story.' + +'Oh!' said Mary, now just turned seventeen, 'then I am not to come out +till I am twenty.' + +'That will be soon enough,' answered the Countess. 'It will take you as +long to get rid of those odious freckles. And no doubt by that time +Lesbia will have made a brilliant marriage.' + +And now on this rainy July morning these two girls, neither of whom had +any serious employment for her life, or any serious purpose in living, +wasted the hours, each in her own fashion. + +Lesbia reclined upon a cushioned seat in the deep embrasure of a Tudor +window, her _pose_ perfection--it was one of many such attitudes which +Mademoiselle had taught her, and which by assiduous training had become +a second nature. Poor Mademoiselle, having finished her mission and +taught Lesbia all she could teach, had now departed to a new and far +less luxurious situation in a finishing school at Passy; but Fraeulein +Mueller was still retained, as watch-dog and duenna. + +Lesbia's pale blue morning gown harmonised exquisitely with a complexion +of lilies and roses, violet eyes, and golden-brown hair. Her features +were distinguished by that perfect chiselling which gave such a haughty +grace to her grandmother's countenance, even at sixty-seven years of +age--a loveliness which, like the sculptured marble it resembles, is +unalterable by time. Lesbia was reading Keats. It was her habit to read +the poets, carefully and deliberately, taking up one at a time, and duly +laying a volume aside when she found herself mistress of its contents. +She had no passion for poetry, but it was an elegant leisurely kind of +reading which suited her languid temperament. Moreover, her grandmother +had told her that an easy familiarity with the great poets is of all +knowledge that which best qualifies a woman to shine in conversation, +without offending the superior sex by any assumption of scholarship. + +Mary was a very different class of reader; capricious, omniverous, +tearing out the hearts of books, roaming from flower to flower in the +fields of literature, loving old and new, romance and reality, novels, +travels, plays, poetry, and never dwelling long on any one theme. +Perhaps if Mary had lived in the bosom of a particularly sympathetic +family she might have been reckoned almost a genius, so much of poetry +and originality was there in her free unconventional character; but +hitherto it had been Mary's mission in life to be snubbed, whereby she +had acquired a very poor opinion of her own talents. + +'Oh,' she cried with a desperate yawn, while Lesbia smiled her languid +smile over Endymion, 'how I wished something would happen--anything to +stir us out of this statuesque, sleeping-beauty state of being. I verily +believe the spiders are all asleep in the ivy, and the mice behind the +wainscot, and the horses in the stable.' + +'What could happen?' asked Lesbia, with a gentle elevation of pencilled +brows. 'Are not these lovely lines-- + + "And coverlids gold-tinted like the peach, + Or ripe October's faded marigolds, + Fell sleek about him in a thousand folds." + +Faded marigolds! Is not that intensely sweet?' + +'Very well for your sleepy Keats, but I don't suppose you would have +noticed the passage if marigolds were not in fashion,' said Mary, with a +touch of scorn. 'What could happen? Why a hundred things--an earthquake, +flood, or fire. What could happen, do you say, Lesbia? Why Maulevrier +might come home unexpectedly, and charm us out of this death-in-life.' + +'He would occasion a good deal of unpleasantness if he did,' answered +Lesbia, coldly. 'You know how angry he has made grandmother.' + +'Because he keeps race-horses which have an unlucky knack of losing,' +said Mary, dubiously. 'I suppose if his horses won, grandmother would +rather approve?' + +'Not at all. That would make hardly any difference, except that he would +not ruin himself quite so quickly. Grandmother says that a young man +who goes on the turf is sure to be ruined sooner or later. And then +Maulevrier's habits are altogether wild and foolish. It is very hard +upon grandmother, who has such noble ambition for all of us.' + +'Not for me,' answered Mary smiling. 'Her views about me are very +humble. She considers that I shall be most fortunate if a doctor or a +lawyer condescend to like me well enough to make me an offer. He might +make me the offer without liking me, for the sake of hearing himself and +his wife announced as Mr. and Lady Mary Snooks at dinner parties. That +would be too horrid! But I daresay such things have happened.' + +'Don't talk nonsense, Mary,' said Lesbia, loftily. 'There is no reason +why you should not make a really good marriage, if you follow +grandmother's advice and don't affect eccentricity.' + +'I don't affect eccentricity, but I'm afraid I really am eccentric,' +murmured Mary, meekly, 'for I like so many things I ought not to like, +and detest so many things which I ought to admire.' + +'I daresay you will have tamed down a little before you are presented,' +said Lesbia, carelessly. + +She could not even affect a profound interest in anyone but herself. She +had a narrowness of mental vision which prevented her looking beyond the +limited circle of her own pleasures, her own desires, her own dreams and +hopes. She was one of those strictly correct young women who was not +likely to do much harm in the world but who was just as unlikely to do +any good. Mary sighed, and went back to her book, a bulky volume of +travels, and tried to lose herself in the sandy wastes of Africa, and to +be deeply interested in the sources of the Congo, not, in her heart of +hearts, caring a straw whether that far-away river comes from the +mountains of the moon, or from the moon itself. To-day she could not pin +her mind to pages which might have interested her at another time. Her +thoughts were with Lord Maulevrier, that fondly-loved only brother, just +seven years her senior, who had taken to race-horses and bad ways, and +seemed to be trying his hardest to dissipate the splendid fortune which +his grandmother, the dowager Countess, had nursed so judiciously during +his long minority. Maulevrier and Mary had always been what the young +man called 'no end of chums.' + +He called her his own brown-eyed Molly, much to the annoyance of Lady +Maulevrier and Lesbia; and Mary's life was all gladness when Maulevrier +was at Fellside. She devoted herself wholly to his amusements, rode and +drove with him, followed on her pony when he went otter hunting, and +very often abandoned the pony to the care of some stray mountain youth +in order to join the hunters, and go leaping from stone to stone on the +margin of the stream, and occasionally, in moments of wild excitement, +when the hounds were in full cry, splashing in and out of the water, +like a naiad in a neat little hunting-habit. + +Mary looked after Maulevrier's stable when he was away, and had supreme +command of a kennel of fox-terriers which cost her brother more money +than the Countess would have cared to know; for in the wide area of Lady +Maulevrier's ambition there was no room for two hundred guinea +fox-terriers, were they never so perfect. + +Altogether Mary's life was a different life when her brother was at +home; and in his absence the best part of her days were spent in +thinking about him and fulfilling the duties of her position as his +representative in stable and kennel, and among certain rustics in the +district, chiefly of the sporting type, who were Maulevrier's chosen +allies or _proteges_. + +Never, perhaps, had two girls of patrician lineage lived a more secluded +life than Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters. They had known no pleasures +beyond the narrow sphere of home and home friends. They had never +travelled--they had seen hardly anything of the outside world. They had +never been to London or Paris, or to any city larger than York; and +their visits to that centre of dissipation had been of the briefest, a +mere flash of mild gaiety, a horticultural show or an oratorio, and back +by express train, closely guarded by governess and footmen, to Fellside. +In the autumn, when the leaves were falling in the wooded grounds of +Fellside, the young ladies were sent, still under guardianship of +governesses and footmen, to some quiet seaside resort between Alnwick +and Edinburgh, where Mary lived the wild free life she loved, roaming +about the beach, boating, shrimping, seaweed-gathering, making hard work +for the governesses and footmen who had been sent in charge of her. + +Lady Maulevrier never accompanied her granddaughters on these occasions. +She was a vigorous old woman, straight as a dart, slim as a girl, active +in her degree as any young athlete among those hills, and she declared +that she never felt the need of change of air. The sodden shrubberies, +the falling leaves, did her no harm. Never within the memory of this +generation had she left Fellside. Her love of this mountain retreat was +a kind of _culte_. She had come here broken spirited, perhaps broken +hearted, bringing her dead husband from the little inn at Great Langdale +forty years ago, and she had hardly left the spot since that day. + +In those days Fellside House was a very different kind of dwelling from +the gracious modern Tudor mansion which now crowned and beautified the +hill-side above Grasmere Lake. It was then an old rambling stone house, +with queer little rooms and inconvenient passages, low ceilings, +thatched gables, and all manner of strange nooks and corners. Lady +Maulevrier was of too strictly conservative a temper to think of +pulling down an old house which had been in her husband's family for +generations. She left the original cottage undisturbed, and built her +new house at right angles with it, connecting the two with a wide +passage below and a handsome corridor above, so that access should be +perfect in the event of her requiring the accommodation of the old +quaint, low ceiled rooms for her family or her guests. During forty +years no such necessity had ever arisen; but the old house, known as the +south wing, was still left intact, the original furniture undisturbed, +although the only occupants of the building were her ladyship's faithful +old house-steward, James Steadman, and his elderly wife. + +The house which Lady Maulevrier had built for herself and her +grandchildren had not been created all at once, though the nucleus +dating forty years back was a handsome building. She had added more +rooms as necessity or fancy dictated, now a library with bedrooms over +it, now a music room for Lady Lesbia and her grand piano--anon a +billiard-room, as an agreeable surprise for Maulevrier when he came home +after a tour in America. Thus the house had grown into a long low pile +of Tudor masonry--steep gables, heavily mullioned casements, grey stone +walls, curtained with the rich growth of passion-flower, magnolia, +clematis, myrtle and roses--and all those flowers which thrive and +flourish in that mild and sheltered spot. + +The views from those mullioned casements were perfect. Switzerland could +give hardly any more exquisite picture than that lake shut in by hills, +grand and bold in their varied outlines, so rich in their colouring that +the eye, dazzled with beauty, forgot to calculate the actual height of +those craggy peaks and headlands, the mind forgot to despise them +because they were not so lofty as Mont Blanc or the Matterhorn. The +velvet sward of the hill sloped steeply downward from Lady Maulevrier's +drawing-room windows to the road beside the lake, and this road was so +hidden by the wooded screen which bounded her ladyship's grounds that +the lake seemed to lie in the green heart of her gardens, a lovely, +placid lake on summer days, reflecting the emerald hue of the +surrounding hills, and looking like a smooth green meadow, which invited +the foot passenger to cross it. + +The house was approached by a winding carriage drive that led up and up +and up from the road beside the lake, so screened and sheltered by +shrubberies and pine woods, that the stranger knew not whither he was +going, till he came upon an opening in the wood, and the stately Italian +garden in front of a massive stone porch, through which he entered a +spacious oak-panelled hall, and anon, descending a step or two, he found +himself in Lady Maulevrier's drawing-room, and face to face with that +divine view of the everlasting hills, the lake shining below him, +bathed in sunlight. + +Or if it were the stranger's evil fate to come in wet weather, he saw +only a rain-blotted landscape--the blurred outlines of grey mountain +peaks, scowling at him from the other side of a grey pool. But if the +picture without were depressing, the picture within was always good to +look upon, for those oak-panelled or tapestried rooms, communicating by +richly-curtained doorways from drawing room to library, from library to +billiard room, were as perfect as wealth and taste could make them. Lady +Maulevrier argued that as there was but one house among all the +possessions of her race which she cared to inhabit, she had a right to +make that house beautiful, and she had spared nothing upon the +beautification of Fellside; and yet she had spent much less than would +have been squandered by any pleasure-loving dowager, restlessly roving +from Piccadilly to the Engadine, from Pontresina to Nice or Monaco, +winding up with Easter in Paris, and then back to Piccadilly. Her +ladyship's friends wondered that she could care to bury herself alive in +Westmoreland, and expatiated on the eccentricity of such a life; nay, +those who had never seen Fellside argued that Lady Maulevrier had taken +in her old age to hoarding, and that she pigged at a cottage in the Lake +district, in order to swell a fortune which young Maulevrier would set +about squandering as soon as she was in her coffin. But here they were +wrong. It was not in Lady Maulevrier's nature to lead a sordid life in +order to save money. Yet in these quiet years that were gone--starting +with that golden nucleus which her husband was supposed to have brought +home from India, obtained no one knows how, the Countess had amassed one +of the largest fortunes possessed by any dowager in the peerage. She had +it, and she held it, with a grasp that nothing but death could loosen; +nay, that all-foreseeing mind of hers might contrive to cheat grim death +itself, and to scheme a way for protecting this wealth, even when she +who had gathered and garnered it should be mouldering in her grave. The +entailed estates belonged to Maulevrier, were he never such a fool or +spendthrift; but this fortune of the dowager's was her own, to dispose +of as she pleased, and not a penny of it was likely to go to the young +Earl. + +Lady Maulevrier's pride and hopes were concentrated upon her +granddaughter Lesbia. She should be the inheritress of this noble +fortune--she should spread and widen the power of the Maulevrier race. +Lesbia's son should link the family name with the name of his father; +and if by any hazard of fate the present Earl should die young and +childless, the old Countess's interest should be strained to the +uttermost to obtain the title for Lesbia's offspring. Why should she not +be Countess of Maulevrier in her own right? But in order to make this +future possible the most important factor in the sum was yet to be +found in the person of a husband for Lady Lesbia--a husband worthy of +peerless beauty and exceptional wealth, a husband whose own fortune +should be so important as to make him above suspicion. That was Lady +Maulevrier's scheme--to wed wealth to wealth--to double or quadruple the +fortune she had built up in the long slow years of her widowhood, and +thus to make her granddaughter one of the greatest ladies in the land; +for it need hardly be said that the man who was to wed Lady Lesbia must +be her equal in wealth and lineage, if not her superior. + +Lady Maulevrier was not a miser. She was liberal and benevolent to all +who came within the circle of her life. Wealth for its own sake she +valued not a jot. But she lived in an age in which wealth is power, and +ambition was her ruling passion. As she had been ambitious for her +husband in the days that were gone, she was now ambitious for her +granddaughter. Time had intensified the keen eagerness of her mind. She +had been disappointed, cruelly, bitterly, in the ambition of her youth. +She had been made to drink the cup of shame and humiliation. But to this +ambition of her old age she held with even greater tenacity. God help +her if she should be disappointed here! + +It is not to be supposed that so astute a schemer as Lady Maulevrier had +not surveyed the marriage market in order to discover that fortunate +youth who should be deemed worthy to become the winner of Lesbia's hand. +Years ago, when Lesbia was still in the nursery, the dowager had made +herself informed of the age, weight, and colours of every likely runner +in the matrimonial stakes; or, in plainer words, had kept herself, by +her correspondence with a few intimate friends, and her close study of +the fashionable newspapers, thoroughly acquainted with the characters +and exploits, the dispositions and antecedents, of those half-dozen +elder sons, among whom she hoped to find Lesbia's lord and master. She +knew her peerage by heart, and she knew the family history of every +house recorded therein; the sins and weaknesses, the follies and losses +of bygone years; the taints, mental and physical; the lateral branches +and intermarriages; the runaway wives and unfaithful husbands; idiot +sons or scrofulous daughters. She knew everything that was to be known +about that aristocratic world into which she had been born sixty-seven +years ago; and the sum-total of her knowledge was that there was one man +whom she desired for her granddaughter's husband--one man, and one only, +and into whose hands, when earth and sky should fade from her glazing +eyes, she could be content to resign the sceptre of power. + +There were no doubt half-a-dozen, or more, in the list of elder sons, +who were fairly eligible. But this young man was the Achilles in the +rank and file of chivalry, and her soul yearned to have him and no other +for her darling. + +Her soul yearned to him with a tenderness which was not all on Lesbia's +account. Forty-nine years ago she had fondly loved his father--loved him +and had been fain to renounce him; for Ronald Hollister, afterwards Earl +of Hartfield, was then a younger son, and the two families had agreed +that marriage between paupers was an impudent flying in the face of +Providence, which must be put down with an iron hand. Lord Hartfield +sent his son to Turkey in the diplomatic service; and the old dowager +Lady Carrisbrook whisked her niece off to London, and kept her there, +under watch and ward, till Lord Maulevrier proposed and was accepted by +her. There should be no foolishness, no clandestine correspondence. The +iron hand crushed two young hearts, and secured a brilliant future for +the bodies which survived. + +Fifteen years later Ronald's elder brother died unmarried. He abandoned +that career of vagrant diplomacy which had taken him all over Europe, +and as far as Washington, and re-appeared in London, the most elegant +man of his era, but thoroughly _blase_. There were rumours of an unhappy +attachment in the Faubourg Saint Germain; of a tragedy at Petersburg. +Society protested that Lord Hartfield would die a bachelor, as his +brother died before him. The Hollisters are not a marrying family, said +society. But six or seven years after his return to England Lord +Hartfield married Lady Florence Ilmington, a beauty in her first season, +and a very sweet but somewhat prudish young person. The marriage +resulted in the birth of an heir, whose appearance upon this mortal +stage was followed within a year by his father's exit. Hence the +Hartfield property, always a fine estate, had been nursed and fattened +during a long minority, and the present Lord Hartfield was reputed one +of the richest young men of his time. He was also spoken of as a +superior person, inheriting all his father's intellectual gifts, and +having the reputation of being singularly free from the vices of +profligate youth. He was neither prig nor pedant, and he was very +popular in the best society; but he was not ashamed to let it be seen +that his ambition soared higher than the fashionable world of turf and +stable, cards and pigeon matches. + +Though not of the gay world, nor in it, Lady Maulevrier had contrived to +keep herself thoroughly _en rapport_ with society. Her few chosen +friends, with whom she corresponded on terms of perfect confidence, were +among the best people in London--not the circulators of club-house +canards, the pickers-up of second-hand gossip from the society papers, +but actors in the comedy of high life, arbiters of fashion and taste, +born and bred in the purple. + +Last season Lord Hartfield's absence had cast a cloud over the +matrimonial horizon. He had been a traveller for more than a +year--Patagonia, Peru, the Pyramids, Japan, the North Pole--society +cared not where--the fact that he was gone was all-sufficient. Bachelors +a shade less eligible came to the front in his absence and became first +favourites. Lady Maulevrier, well informed in advance, had deferred +Lesbia's presentation till next season, when she was told Lord Hartfield +would certainly re-appear. His plans had been made for return before +Christmas; and it would seem that his scheme of life was laid down with +as much precision as if he had been a prince of the blood royal. Thus it +happened, to Lesbia's intense disgust, that her _debut_ was deferred +till the verge of her twentieth birthday. It would never do, Lady +Maulevrier told herself, for the edge to be taken off the effect which +Lesbia's beauty was to make on society during Lord Hartfield's absence. +He must be there, on the spot, to see this star rise gently and slowly +above society's horizon, and to mark how everybody bowed down and +worshipped the new light. + +'I shall be an old woman before I appear in society,' said Lesbia, +petulantly; 'and I shall be like a wild woman of the woods; for I have +seen nothing, and know nothing of the civilised world.' + +'You will be ever so much more attractive than the young women I hear +of, who have seen and known a great deal too much,' answered the +dowager; and as her granddaughter knew that Lady Maulevrier's word was a +law that altered not, there were no more idle repinings. + +Her ladyship gave no reason for the postponement of Lesbia's +presentation. She was far too diplomatic to breathe a word of her ideas +with regard to Lord Hartfield. Anything like a matrimonial scheme would +have been revolting to Lesbia, who had grand, but not sordid views about +matrimony. She thought it her mission to appear and to conquer. A crowd +of suitors would sigh around her, like the loves and graces round that +fair Belinda whose story she had read so often; and it would be her part +to choose the most worthy. The days are gone when a girl would so much +as look at such a fribble as Sir Plume. Her virgin fancy demands the +Tennysonian ideal, the grave and knightly Arthur. + +But when Lesbia thought of the most worthy, it was always of the +worthiest in her own particular sphere; and he of course would be titled +and wealthy, and altogether fitted to be her husband. He would take her +by the hand and lead her to a higher seat on the dais, and place upon +her head, or at least upon her letter-paper and the panels of her +carriage, a coronet in which the strawberry leaves should stand out more +prominently than in her brother's emblazonment. Lesbia's mind could not +conceive an ignoble marriage, or the possibility of the most worthy +happening to be found in a lower circle than her own. + +And now it was the end of July, and the season which should have been +glorified by Lady Lesbia's _debut_ was over and done with. She had read +in the society papers of all the balls, and birthdays, and race +meetings, and regattas, and cricket matches, and gowns, and parasols, +and bonnets--what this beauty wore on such an occasion, and how that +other beauty looked on another occasion--and she felt as she read like a +spell-bound princess in a fairy tale, mewed up in a battlemented tower, +and deprived of her legitimate share in all the pleasures of earth. She +had no patience with Mary--that wild, unkempt, ungraceful creature, who +could be as happy as summer days are long, racing about the hills with +her bamboo alpenstock, rioting with a pack of fox-terriers, practising +long losers, rowing on the lake, doing all things unbecoming Lady +Maulevrier's granddaughter. + +That long rainy day dragged its slow length to a close; and then came fine +days, in which Molly and her fox-terriers went wandering over the sunlit +hills, skipping and dancing across the mountain streamlets--gills, as they +were called in this particular world--almost as gaily as the shadows of +fleecy cloudlets dancing up yonder in the windy sky. Molly spent half her +days among the hills, stealing off from governess and grandmother and the +stately beauty sister, and sometimes hardly being missed by them, so ill +did her young exuberance harmonise with their calmer life. + +'One can tell when Mary is at home by a perpetual banging of doors,' +said Lesbia, which was a sisterly exaggeration founded upon fact, for +Molly was given to impetuous rushing in and out of rooms when that eager +spirit of hers impelled the light lithe body upon some new expedition. +Nor is the society of fox-terriers conducive to repose or stateliness of +movement; and Maulevrier's terriers, although strictly forbidden the +house, were for ever breaking bonds and leaping in upon Molly's +retirement at all unreasonable hours. She and they were enchanted to get +away from the beautiful luxurious rooms, and to go roving by hill-side +and force, away to Easedale Tarn, to bask for hours on the grassy margin +of the deep still water, or to row round and round the mountain lake in +a rotten boat. It was here, or in some kindred spot, that Molly got +through most of her reading--here that she read Shakespeare, Byron, and +Shelley, and Wordsworth--dwelling lingeringly and lovingly upon every +line in which that good old man spoke of her native land. Sometimes she +climbed to higher ground, and felt herself ever so much nearer heaven +upon the crest of Silver Howe, or upon the rugged stony steep of Dolly +Waggon pike, half way up the dark brow of Helvellyn; sometimes she +disappeared for hours, and climbed to the summit of the hill, and +wandered in perilous pathways on Striding Edge, or by the dark still +water of the Red Tarn. This had been her life ever since she had been +old enough to have an independent existence; and the hills and the +lakes, and the books of her own choosing, had done a great deal more in +ripening her mind than Fraeulein Mueller and that admirable series of +educational works which has been provided for the tuition of modern +youth. Grammars and geographies, primers and elementary works of all +kinds, were Mary's detestation; but she loved books that touched her +heart and filled her mind with thoughts wide and deep enough to reach +into the infinite of time and space, the mystery of mind and matter, +life and death. + +Nothing occurred to break the placid monotony of life at Fellside for +three long days after that rainy morning; and then came an event which, +although commonplace enough in itself, marked the beginning of a new era +in the existence of Lady Maulevrier's granddaughters. + +It was evening, and the two girls were dawdling about on the sloping +lawn before the drawing-room windows, where Lady Maulevrier read the +newspapers in her own particular chair by one of those broad Tudor +windows, according to her infallible custom. Remote as her life had been +from the busy world, her ladyship had never allowed her knowledge of +public life and the bent of modern thought to fall into arrear. She took +a keen interest in politics, in progress of all kinds. She was a staunch +Conservative, and looked upon every Liberal politician as her personal +enemy; but she took care to keep herself informed of everything that was +being said or done in the enemy's camp. She had an intense respect for +Lord Bacon's maxim: Knowledge is power. It was a kind of power secondary +to the power of wealth, perhaps; but wealth unprotected by wisdom would +soon dwindle into poverty. + +Lady Lesbia sauntered about the lawn, looking very elegant in her +cream-coloured Indian silk gown, very listless, very tired of her lovely +surroundings. Neither lake nor mountain possessed any charm for her. She +had had too much of them. Mary roamed about with a swifter footstep, +looking at the roses, plucking off a dead leaf, or a cankered bud here +and there. Presently she tore across the lawn to the shrubbery which +screened the lawn and flower gardens from the winding carriage drive +sunk many feet below, and disappeared in a thicket of arbutus and Irish +yew. + +'What terribly hoydenish manners!' murmured Lesbia, with a languid shrug +of her shoulders, as she strolled back to the drawing-room. + +She cared very little for the newspapers, for politics not at all; but +anything was better than everlasting contemplation of the blue still +water, and the rugged crest of Helm Crag. + +'What was the matter with Mary that she rushed off like a mad woman?' +inquired Lady Maulevrier, looking up from the _Times_. + +'I haven't the least idea. Mary's movements are quite beyond the limits +of my comprehension. Perhaps she has gone after a bird's-nest.' + +Mary was intent upon no bird's-nest. Her quick ear had caught the sound +of manly voices in the winding drive under the pine wood; and surely, +yes, surely one was a clear and familiar voice, which heralded the +coming of happiness. In such a moment she seemed to have wings. She +became unconscious that she touched the earth; she went skimming +bird-like over the lawn, and in and out, with fluttering muslin frock, +among arbutus and bay, yew and laurel, till she stood poised lightly on +the top of the wooded bank which bordered the steep ascent to Lady +Maulevrier's gate, looking down at two figures which were sauntering up +the drive. + +They were both young men, both tall, broad-shouldered, manly, walking +with the easy swinging movement of men accustomed to active exercise. +One, the handsomer of the two in Mary's eyes, since she thought him +simply perfection, was fair-haired, blue-eyed, the typical Saxon. This +was Lord Maulevrier. The other was dark, bronzed by foreign travel, +perhaps, with black hair, cut very close to an intelligent-looking head, +bared to the evening breeze. + +'Hulloa!' cried Maulevrier. 'There's Molly. How d'ye do, old girl?' + +The two men looked up, and Molly looked down. Delight at her brother's +return so filled her heart and mind that there was no room left for +embarrassment at the appearance of a stranger. + +'O, Maulevrier, I am so glad! I have been pining for you. Why didn't you +write to say you were coming? It would have been something to look +forward to.' + +'Couldn't. Never knew from day to day what I was going to be up to; +besides, I knew I should find you at home.' + +'Of course. We are always at home,' said Mary; 'go up to the house as +fast as ever you can. I'll go and tell grandmother.' + +'And tell them to get us some dinner,' said Maulevrier. + +Mary's fluttering figure dipped and was gone, vanishing in the dark +labyrinth of shrubs. The two young men sauntered up to the house. + +'We needn't hurry,' said Maulevrier to his companion, whom he had not +taken the trouble to introduce to his sister. 'We shall have to wait for +our dinner.' + +'And we shall have to change our dusty clothes,' added the other; 'I +hope that man will bring our portmanteaux in time.' + +'Oh, we needn't dress. We can spend the evening in my den, if you +like!' + +Mary flew across the lawn again, and bounded up the steps of the +verandah--a picturesque Swiss verandah which made a covered promenade in +front of the house. + +'Mary, may I ask the meaning of this excitement,' inquired her ladyship, +as the breathless girl stood before her. + +'Maulevrier has come home.' + +'At last?' + +'And he has brought a friend.' + +'Indeed! He might have done me the honour to inquire if his friend's +visit would be agreeable. What kind of person?' + +'I have no idea. I didn't look at him. Maulevrier is looking so well. +They will be here in a minute. May I order dinner for them?' + +'Of course, they must have dinner,' said her ladyship, resignedly, as if +the whole thing were an infliction; and Mary ran out and interviewed the +butler, begging that all things might be made particularly comfortable +for the travellers. It was nine o'clock, and the servants were enjoying +their eventide repose. + +Having given her orders, Mary went back to the drawing-room, impatiently +expectant of her brother's arrival, for which event Lesbia and her +grandmother waited with perfect tranquillity, the dowager calmly +continuing the perusal of her _Times_, while Lesbia sat at her piano in +a shadowy corner, and played one of Mendelssohn's softest Lieder. To +these dreamy strains Maulevrier and his friend presently entered. + +'How d'ye do, grandmother? how do, Lesbia? This is my very good friend +and Canadian travelling companion, Jack Hammond--Lady Maulevrier, Lady +Lesbia.' + +'Very glad to see you, Mr. Hammond,' said the dowager, in a tone so +purely conventional that it might mean anything. 'Hammond? I ought to +remember your family--the Hammonds of----' + +'Of nowhere,' answered the stranger in the easiest tone; 'I spring from +a race of nobodies, of whose existence your ladyship is not likely to +have heard.' + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +MAULEVRIER'S HUMBLE FRIEND. + + +That faint interest which Lady Lesbia had felt in the advent of a +stranger dwindled to nothing after Mr. Hammond's frank avowal of his +insignificance. At the very beginning of her career, with the world +waiting to be conquered by her, a high-born beauty could not be expected +to feel any interest in nobodies. Lesbia shook hands with her brother, +honoured the stranger with a stately bend of her beautiful throat, and +then withdrew herself from their society altogether as it were, and +began to explore her basket of crewels, at a distant table, by the soft +light of a shaded lamp, while Maulevrier answered his grandmother's +questions, and Mary stood watching him, hanging on his words, as if +unconscious of any other presence. + +Mr. Hammond went over to the window and looked out at the view. The moon +was rising above the amphitheatre of hills, and her rays were silvering +the placid bosom of the lake. Lights were dotted here and there about +the valley, telling of village life. The Prince of Wales's hotel yonder +sparkled with its many lights, like a castle in a fairy tale. The +stranger had looked upon many a grander scene, but on none more lovely. +Here were lake and mountain in little, without the snow-peaks and awful +inaccessible regions of solitude and peril; homely hills that one might +climb, placid English vales in which English poets have lived and died. + +'Hammond and I mean to spend a month or six weeks with you, if you can +make us comfortable,' said Maulevrier. + +'I am delighted to hear that you can contemplate staying a month +anywhere,' replied her ladyship. 'Your usual habits are as restless as +if your life were a disease. It shall not be my fault if you and Mr. +Hammond are uncomfortable at Fellside.' + +There was courtesy, but no cordiality in the reply. If Mr. Hammond was a +sensitive man, touchily conscious of his own obscurity, he must have +felt that he was not wanted at Fellside--that he was an excrescence, +matter in the wrong place. + +Nobody had presented the stranger to Lady Mary. It never entered into +Maulevrier's mind to be ceremonious about his sister Molly. She was so +much a part of himself that it seemed as if anyone who knew him must +needs know her. Molly sat a little way from the window by which Mr. +Hammond was standing, and looked at him doubtfully, wonderingly, with +not altogether a friendly eye, as he stood with his profile turned to +her, and his eyes upon the landscape. She was inclined to be jealous of +her brother's friend, who would most likely deprive her of much of that +beloved society. Hitherto she had been Maulevrier's chosen companion, at +Fellside--indeed, his sole companion after the dismissal of his tutor. +Now this brown, bearded stranger would usurp her privileges--those two +young men would go roaming over the hills, fishing, otter-hunting, going +to distant wrestling matches and leaving her at home. It was a hard +thing, and she was prepared to detest the interloper. Even to-night she +would be a loser by his presence. Under ordinary circumstances she would +have gone to the dining-room with Maulevrier, and sat by him and waited +upon him as he ate. But she dared not intrude herself upon a meal that +was to be shared with a stranger. + +She looked at John Hammond critically, eager to find fault with his +appearence; but unluckily for her present humour there was not much room +for fault-finding. + +He was tall, broad-shouldered, well-built. His enemies would hardly deny +that he was good-looking--nay, even handsome. The massive regular +features were irreproachable. He was more sunburnt than a gentleman +ought to be, Mary thought. She told herself that his good looks were of +a vulgar quality, like those of Charles Ford, the champion wrestler, +whom she saw at the sports the other day. Why did Maulevrier pick up a +companion who was evidently not of his own sphere? Hoydenish, +plain-spoken, frank and affectionate as Mary Haselden was, she knew that +she belonged to a race apart, that there were circles beneath circles, +below her own world, circles which hers could never touch, and she +supposed Mr. Hammond to be some waif from one of those nethermost +worlds--a village doctor's son, perhaps, or even a tradesman's--sent to +the University by some benevolent busybody, and placed at a disadvantage +ever afterwards, an unfortunate anomaly, suspended between two worlds +like Mahomet's coffin. + +The butler announced that his lordship's dinner was served. + +'Come along, Molly,' said Maulevrier; 'come and tell me about the +terriers, while I eat my dinner.' + +Mary hesitated, glanced doubtfully at her grandmother, who made no sign, +and then slipped out of the room, hanging fondly on her brother's arm, +and almost forgetting that there was any such person as Mr. Hammond in +existence. + +When these three were gone Lady Lesbia expressed herself strongly upon +Maulevrier's folly in bringing such a person as Mr. Hammond to Fellside. + +'What are we to do with him, grandmother?' she said, pettishly. 'Is he +to live with us, and be one of us, a person of whose belongings we know +positively nothing, who owns that his people are common?' + +'My dear, he is your brother's friend, and we have the right to suppose +he is a gentleman.' + +'Not on that account,' said Lesbia, more sharply than her wont. 'Didn't +he make a friend, or almost a friend of Jack Howell, the huntsman, and +of Ford, the wrestler. I have no confidence in Maulevrier's ideas of +fitness.' + +'We shall find out all about this Mr. Hamleigh--no Hammond--in a day or +two,' replied her ladyship, placidly; 'and in the meantime we must +tolerate him, and be grateful to him if he reconcile Maulevrier to +remaining at Fellside for the next six weeks.' + +Lesbia was silent. She did not consider Maulevrier's presence at +Fellside an unmitigated advantage, or, indeed, his presence anywhere. +Those two were not sympathetic. Maulevrier made fun of his elder +sister's perfections, chaffed her intolerably about the great man she +was going to captivate, in her first season, the great houses in which +she was going to reign. Lesbia despised him for that neglect of all his +opportunities of culture which had left him, after the most orthodox and +costly curriculum, almost as ignorant as a ploughboy. She despised a man +whose only delight was in horse and hound, gun and fishing-tackle. Molly +would have cared very little for the guns or the fishing-tackle perhaps +in the abstract; but she cared for everything that interested +Maulevrier, even to the bagful of rats which were let loose in the +stable-yard sometimes, for the education of a particularly game +fox-terrier. + +There was plenty of talk and laughter at the dinner-table, while the +Countess and Lady Lesbia conversed gravely and languidly in the +dimly-lighted drawing-room. The dinner was excellent, and both +travellers were ravenous. They had eaten nothing since breakfast, and +had driven from Windermere on the top of the coach in the keen evening +air. When the sharp edge of the appetite was blunted, Maulevrier began +to talk of his adventures since he and Molly had last met. He had not +being dissipating in London all the time--or, indeed, any great part of +the time of his absence from Fellside; but Molly had been left in +Cimmerian, darkness as to his proceedings. He never wrote a letter if he +could possibly avoid doing so. If it became a vital necessity to him to +communicate with anyone he telegraphed, or, in his own language, 'wired' +to that person; but to sit down at a desk and labour with pen and ink +was not within his capacities or his views of his mission in life. + +'If a fellow is to write letters he might as well be a clerk in an +office,' he said, 'and sit on a high stool.' + +Thus it happened that when Maulevrier was away from Fellside, no fair +_chatelaine_ of the Middle Ages could be more ignorant of the movements +or whereabouts of her crusader knight than Mary was of her brother's +goings on. She could but pray for him with fond and faithful prayer, and +wait and hope for his return. And now he told her that things had gone +badly with him at Epsom, and worse at Ascot, that he had been, as he +expressed it, 'up a tree,' and that he had gone off to the Black Forest +directly the Ascot week was over, and at Rippoldsau he had met his old +friend and fellow traveller, Hammond, and they had gone for a walking +tour together among the homely villages, the watchmakers, the timber +cutters, the pretty peasant girls. They had danced at fairs--and shot at +village sports--and had altogether enjoyed the thing. Hammond, who was +something of an artist, had sketched a good deal. Maulevrier had done +nothing but smoke his German pipe and enjoy himself. + +'I was glad to find myself in a world where a horse was an exception and +not the rule,' he said. + +'Oh, how I should love to see the Black Forest!' cried Mary, who knew +the first part of Faust by heart, albeit she had never been given +permission to read it, 'the gnomes and the witches--der Freischuetz--all +that is lovely. Of course, you went up the Brocken?' + +'Of course,' answered Mr. Hammond; 'Mephistopheles was our _valet de +place_, and we went up among a company of witches riding on +broomsticks.' And then quoted, + + 'Seh' die Baeume hinter Baeumen, + Wie sie schnell vorueberruecken, + Und die Klippen, die sich buecken, + Und die langen Felsennasen, + Wie sie schnarchen, wie sie blasen!' + +This was the first time he had addressed himself directly to Mary, who +sat close to her brother's side, and never took her eyes from his face, +ready to pour out his wine or to change his plate, for the serving-men +had been dismissed at the beginning of this unceremonious meal. + +Mary looked at the stranger almost as superciliously as Lesbia might +have done. She was not inclined to be friendly to her brother's friend. + +'Do you read German?' she inquired, with a touch of surprise. + +'You had better ask him what language he does not read or speak,' said +her brother. 'Hammond is an admirable Crichton, my dear--by-the-by, who +was admirable Crichton?--knows everything, can twist your little head +the right way upon any subject.' + +'Oh,' thought Mary, 'highly cultivated, is he? Very proper in a man who +was educated on charity to have worked his hardest at the University.' + +She was not prepared to think very kindly of young men who had been +successful in their college career, since poor Maulevrier had made such +a dismal failure of his, had been gated and sent down, and ploughed, and +had everything ignominious done to him that could be done, which +ignominy had involved an expenditure of money that Lady Maulevrier +bemoaned and lamented until this day. Because her brother had not been +virtuous, Mary grudged virtuous young men their triumphs and their +honours. Great, raw-boned fellows, who have taken their degrees at +Scotch Universities, come to Oxford and Cambridge and sweep the board, +Maulevrier had told her, when his own failures demanded explanation. +Perhaps this Mr. Hammond had graduated north of the Tweed, and had come +southward to rob the native. Mary was not any more inclined to be civil +to him because he was a linguist. He had a pleasant manner, frank and +easy, a good voice, a cheery laugh. But she had not yet made up her mind +that he was a gentleman. + +'If some benevolent old person were to take a fancy to Charles Ford, the +wrestler, and send him to a Scotch University, I daresay he would turn +out just as fine a fellow,' she thought, Ford being somewhat of a +favourite as a local hero. + +The two young men went off to the billiard-room after they had dined. It +was half-past ten by this time, and, of course, Mary did not go with +them. She bade her brother good-night at the dining-room door. + +'Good-night, Molly; be sure you are up early to show me the dogs,' said +Maulevrier, after an affectionate kiss. + +'Good-night, Lady Mary,' said Mr. Hammond, holding out his hand, albeit +she had no idea of shaking hands with him. + +She allowed her hand to rest for an instant in that strong, friendly +grasp. She had not risen to giving a couple of fingers to a person whom +she considered her inferior; but she was inclined to snub Mr. Hammond as +rather a presuming young man. + +'Well, Jack, what do you think of my beauty sister?' asked his lordship, +as he chose his cue from the well-filled rack. + +The lamps were lighted, the table uncovered and ready, Carambole in his +place, albeit it was months since any player had entered the room. +Everything which concerned Maulevrier's comfort or pleasure was done as +if by magic at Fellside; and Mary was the household fairy whose +influence secured this happy state of things. + +'What can any man think except that she is as lovely as the finest of +Reynold's portraits, as that Lady Diana Beauclerk of Colonel Aldridge's, +or the Kitty Fisher, or any example you please to name of womanly +loveliness?' + +'Glad to hear it,' answered Maulevrier, chalking his cue; 'can't say I +admire her myself--not my style, don't you know. Too much of my lady +Di--too little of poor Kitty. But still, of course, it always pleases a +fellow to know that his people are admired; and I know that my +grandmother has views, grand views,' smiling down at his cue. 'Shall I +break?' and he began with the usual miss in baulk. + +'Thank you,' said Mr. Hammond, beginning to play. 'Matrimonial views, of +course. Very natural that her ladyship should expect such a lovely +creature to make a great match. Is there no one in view? Has there been +no family conclave--no secret treaty? Is the young lady fancy free?' + +'Perfectly. She has been buried alive here; except parsons and a few +decent people whom she is allowed to meet now and then at the houses +about here, she has seen nothing of the world. My grandmother has kept +Lesbia as close as a nun. She is not so fond of Molly, and that young +person has wild ways of her own, and gives everybody the slip. +By-the-by, how do you like my little Moll?' + +The adjective was hardly accurate about a young lady who measured five +feet six, but Maulevrier had not yet grown out of the ideas belonging to +that period when Mary was really his little sister, a girl of twelve, +with long hair and short petticoats. + +Mr. Hammond was slow to reply. Mary had not made a very strong +impression upon him. Dazzled by her sister's pure and classical beauty, +he had no eyes for Mary's homelier charms. She seemed to him a frank, +affectionate girl, not too well-mannered; and that was all he thought of +her. + +'I'm afraid Lady Mary does not like me,' he said, after his shot, which +gave him time for reflection. + +'Oh, Molly is rather _farouche_ in her manners; never would train fine, +don't you know. Her ladyship lectured till she was tired, and now Mary +runs wild, and I suppose will be left at grass till six months before +her presentation, and then they'll put her on the pillar-reins a bit to +give her a better mouth. Good shot, by Jove!' + +John Hammond was used to his lordship's style of conversation, and +understood his friend at all times. Maulevrier was not an intellectual +companion, and the distance was wide between the two men; but his +lordship's gaiety, good-nature, and acuteness made amends for all +shortcomings in culture. And then Mr. Hammond may have been one of those +good Conservatives who do not expect very much intellectual power in an +hereditary legislator. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +IN THE SUMMER MORNING. + + +John Hammond loved the wild freshness of morning, and was always eager +to explore a new locality; so he was up at five o'clock next morning, +and out of doors before six. He left the sophisticated beauty of the +Fellside gardens below him, and climbed higher and higher up the Fell, +till he was able to command a bird's-eye view of the lake and village, +and just under his feet, as it were, Lady Maulevrier's favourite abode. +He was provided with a landscape glass which he always carried in his +rambles, and with the aid of this he could see every stone of the +building. + +The house, added to at her ladyship's pleasure, and without regard to +cost, covered a considerable extent of ground. The new part consisted of +a straight range of about a hundred and twenty feet, facing the lake, +and commandingly placed on the crest of a steepish slope; the old +buildings, at right angles with the new, made a quadrangle, the third +and fourth sides of which were formed by the dead walls of servants' +rooms and coach-houses, which had no windows upon this inner enclosed +side. The old buildings were low and irregular, one portion of the roof +thatched, another tiled. In the quadrangle there was an old-fashioned +garden, with geometrical flower-beds, a yew tree hedge, and a stone +sun-dial in the centre. A peacock stalked about in the morning light, +and greeted the newly risen sun with a discordant scream. Presently a +man came out of a half glass door under a verandah which shaded one side +of the quadrangle, and strolled about the garden, stopping here and +there to cut a dead rose, or trim a geranium, a stoutly-built broad +shouldered man, with gray hair and beard, the image of well-fed +respectability. + +Mr. Hammond wondered a little at the man's leisurely movements as he +sauntered about, whistling to the peacock. It was not the manner of a +servant who had duties to perform--rather that of a gentleman living at +ease, and hardly knowing how to get rid of his time. + +"Some superior functionary, I suppose," thought Hammond, "the +house-steward, perhaps." + +He rambled a long way over the hill, and came back to Fellside by a path +of his own discovering, which brought him to a wooden gate leading into +the stable-yard, just in time to meet Maulevrier and Lady Mary emerging +from the kennel, where his lordship had been inspecting the terriers. + +'Angelina is bully about the muzzle,' said Maulevrier; 'we shall have to +give her away.' + +'Oh, don't,' cried Mary. 'She is a most perfect darling, and laughs so +deliciously whenever she sees me.' + +Angelina was in Lady Mary's arms at this moment; a beautifully marked +little creature, all thew and sinew, palpitating with suppressed +emotions, and grinning to her heart's content. + +Lady Mary looked very fresh and bright in her neat tailor gown, kilted +kirtle, and tight-fitting bodice, with neat little brass buttons. It was +a gown of Maulevrier's ordering, made at his own tailor's. Her splendid +chestnut hair was uncovered, the short crisp curls about her forehead +dancing in the morning air. Her large, bright, brown eyes were dancing, +too, with delight at having her brother home again. + +She shook hands with Mr. Hammond more graciously than last night; but +still with a carelessness which was not complimentary, looking at him +absently, as if she hardly knew that he was there, and hugging Angelina +all the time. + +Hammond told his friend about his ramble over the hills, yonder, up +above that homely bench called 'Rest, and be Thankful,' on the crest of +Loughrigg Fell. He was beginning to learn the names of the hills +already. Yonder darkling brow, rugged, gloomy looking, was Nab Scar; +yonder green slope of sunny pasture, stretching wide its two arms as if +to enfold the valley, was Fairfield; and here, close on the left, as he +faced the lake, were Silver Howe and Helm Crag, with that stony +excrescence on the summit of the latter known as the 'Lion and the +Lamb.' Lady Maulevrier's house stood within a circle of mountain peaks +and long fells, which walled in the deep, placid, fertile valley. + +'If you are not too tired to see the gardens, we might show them to you +before breakfast,' said Maulevrier. 'We have three-quarters of an hour +to the good.' + +'Half an hour for a stroll, and a quarter to make myself presentable +after my long walk,' said Hammond, who did not wish to face the dowager +and Lady Lesbia in disordered apparel. Lady Mary was such an obvious +Tomboy that he might be pardoned for leaving her out of the question. + +They set out upon an exploration of the gardens, Mary clinging to her +brother's arm, as if she wanted to make sure of him, and still carrying +Angelina. + +The gardens were as other gardens, but passing beautiful. The sloping +lawns and richly-timbered banks, winding shrubberies, broad terraces cut +on the side of the hill, gave infinite variety. All that wealth and +taste and labour could do to make those grounds beautiful had been +done--the rarest conifers, the loveliest flowering shrubs grew and +flourished there, and the flowers bloomed as they bloom only in +Lakeland, where every cottage garden can show a wealth of luxurious +bloom, unknown in more exposed and arid districts. Mary was very proud +of those gardens. She had loved them and worked in them from her +babyhood, trotting about on chubby legs after some chosen old gardener, +carrying a few weeds or withered leaves in her pinafore, and fancying +herself useful. + +'I help 'oo, doesn't I, Teeven?' she used to say to the gray-headed old +gardener, who first taught her to distinguish flowers from weeds. + +'I shall never learn as much out of these horrid books as poor old +Stevens taught me,' she said afterwards, when the gray head was at rest +under the sod, and governesses, botany manuals, and hard words from the +Greek were the order of the day. + +Nine o'clock was the breakfast hour at Fellside. There were no family +prayers. Lady Maulevrier did not pretend to be pious, and she put no +restraints of piety upon other people. She went to Church on Sunday +mornings for the sake of example; but she read all the newest scientific +books, subscribed to the Anthropological Society, and thought as the +newest scientific people think. She rarely communicated her opinions +among her own sex; but now and then, in strictly masculine and superior +society, she had been heard to express herself freely upon the nebular +hypothesis and the doctrine of evolution. + +'After all, what does it matter?' she said, finally, with her grand air; +'I have only to marry my granddaughters creditably, and prevent my +grandson going to the dogs, and then my mission on this insignificant +planet will be accomplished. What new form that particular modification +of molecules which you call Lady Maulevrier may take afterwards is +hidden in the great mystery of material life.' + +There was no family prayer, therefore, at Fellside. The sisters had been +properly educated in their religious duties, had been taught the +Anglican faith carefully and well by their governess, Fraeulein Mueller, +who had become a staunch Anglican before entering the families of the +English nobility, and by the kind Vicar of Grasmere, who took a warm +interest in the orphan girls. Their grandmother had given them to +understand that they might be as religious as they liked. She would be +no let or hindrance to their piety; but they must ask her no awkward +questions. + +'I have read a great deal and thought a great deal, and my ideas are +still in a state of transition,' she told Lesbia; and Lesbia, who was +somewhat automatic in her piety, had no desire to know more. + +Lady Maulevrier seldom appeared in the forenoon. She was an early riser, +being too vivid and highly strung a creature, even at sixty-seven years +of age, to give way to sloth. She rose at seven, summer and winter, but +she spent the early part of the day in her own rooms, reading, writing, +giving orders to her housekeeper, and occasionally interviewing +Steadman, who, without any onerous duties, was certainly the most +influential person in the house. People in the village talked of him, +and envied him so good a berth. He had a gentleman's house to live in, +and to all appearance lived as a gentleman. This tranquil retirement, +free from care or labour, was a rich reward for the faithful service of +his youth. And it was known by the better informed among the Grasmere +people that Mr. Steadman was saving money, and had shares in the +North-Western Railway. These facts had oozed out, of themselves, as it +were. He was not a communicative man, and rarely wasted half an hour at +the snug little inn near St. Oswald's Church, amidst the cluster of +habitations that was once called Kirktown. He was an unsociable man, +people said, and thought himself better than Grasmere folk, the +lodging-house keepers, and guides, and wrestlers, and the honest +friendly souls who were the outcome of that band of Norwegian exiles +which found a home in these peaceful vales. + +Miss Mueller, more commonly known as Fraeulein, officiated at breakfast. +She never appeared at the board when Lady Maulevrier was present, but in +her ladyship's absence Miss Mueller was guardian of the proprieties. She +was a stout, kindly creature, and by no means a formidable dragon. When +the gong sounded, John Hammond went into the dining-room, where he found +Miss Mueller seated alone in front of the urn. + +He bowed, quick to read 'governess' or 'companion' in the lady's +appearance; and she bowed. + +'I hope you have had a nice walk,' she said. 'I saw you from my bedroom +window.' + +'Did you? Then I suppose yours is one of the few windows which look into +that curious old quadrangle?' + +'No, there are no windows looking into the quadrangle. Those that were +in the original plan of the house were walled up at her ladyship's +orders, to keep out the cold winds which sweep down from the hills in +winter and early spring, when the edge of Loughrigg Fell is white with +snow. My window looks into the gardens, and I saw you there with his +lordship and Lady Mary.' + +Lady Lesbia came in at this moment, and saluted Mr. Hammond with a +haughty inclination of her beautiful head. She looked lovelier in her +simple morning gown of pale blue cambric than in her more elaborate +toilette of last evening; such purity of complexion, such lustrous eyes; +the untarnished beauty of youth, breathing the delicate freshness of a +newly-opened flower. She might be as scornful as she pleased, yet John +Hammond could not withhold his admiration. He was inclined to admire a +woman who kept him at a distance; for the general bent of young women +now-a-days is otherwise. + +Maulevrier and Mary came in, and everyone sat down to breakfast. Lady +Lesbia unbent a little presently, and smiled upon the stranger. There +was a relief in a stranger's presence. He talked of new things, places +and people she had never seen. She brightened and became quite friendly, +deigned to invite the expression of Mr. Hammond's opinions upon music +and art, and after breakfast allowed him to follow her into the +drawing-room, and to linger there fascinated for half an hour, looking +over her newest books, and her last batch of music, but looking most of +all at her, while Maulevrier and Mary were loafing on the lawn outside. + +'What are you going to do with yourself this morning?' asked Maulevrier, +appearing suddenly at the window. + +'Anything you like,' answered Hammond. 'Stay, there is one pilgrimage I +am eager to make. I must see Wordsworth's grave, and Wordsworth's +house.' + +'You shall see them both, but they are in opposite directions--one at +your elbow, the other a four mile walk. Which will you see first? We'll +toss for it,' taking a shilling from a pocketful of loose cash, always +ready for moments of hesitation. 'Heads, house; tails, grave. Tails it +is. Come and have a smoke, and see the poet's grave. The splendour of +the monument, the exquisite neatness with which it is kept, will astound +you, considering that we live in a period of Wordsworth worship.' + +Hammond hesitated, and looked at Lady Lesbia. + +'Aren't you coming?' called Maulevrier from the lawn. 'It was a fair +offer. I've got my cigarette case.' + +'Yes, I'm coming,' answered the other, with a disappointed air. + +He had hoped that Lesbia would offer to show him the poet's grave. He +could not abandon that hope without a struggle. + +'Will you come with us, Lady Lesbia? We'll suppress the cigarettes!' + +'Thanks, no,' she said, becoming suddenly frigid. 'I am going to +practice.' + +'Do you never walk in the morning--on such a lovely morning as this?' + +'Not very often.' + +She had re-entered those frozen regions from which his attentions had +lured him for a little while. She had reminded herself of the inferior +social position of this person, in whose conversation she had allowed +herself to be interested. + +'_Filons_!' cried Maulevrier from below, and they went. + +Mary would have very much liked to go with them, but she did not want to +be intrusive; so she went off to the kennels to see the terriers eat +their morning and only meal of dog biscuit. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +THERE IS ALWAYS A SKELETON. + + +The two young men strolled through the village, Maulevrier pausing to +exchange greetings with almost everyone he met, and so to the rustic +churchyard, above the beck. + +The beck was swollen with late rains, and was brawling merrily over its +stony bed; the churchyard grass was deep and cool and shadowy under the +clustering branches. The poet's tomb was disappointing in its unlovely +simplicity, its stern, slatey hue. The plainest granite cross would have +satisfied Mr. Hammond, or a cross in pure white marble, with a +sculptured lamb at the base. Surely the lamb, emblem at once pastoral +and sacred, ought to enter into any monument to Wordsworth; but that +gray headstone, with its catalogue of dates, those stern iron +railings--were these fit memorials of one whose soul so loved nature's +loveliness? + +After Mr. Hammond had seen the little old, old church, and the medallion +portrait inside, had seen all that Maulevrier could show him, in fact, +the two young men went back to the place of graves, and sat on the low +parapet above the beck, smoking their cigarettes, and talking with that +perfect unreserve which can only obtain between men who are old and +tried friends. They talked, as it was only natural they should talk, of +that household at Fellside, where all things were new to John Hammond. + +'You like my sister Lesbia?' said Maulevrier. + +'Like her! well, yes. The difficulty with most men must be not to +worship her.' + +'Ah, she's not my style. And she's beastly proud.' + +'A little _hauteur_ gives piquancy to her beauty; I admire a grand +woman.' + +'So do I in a picture. Titian's Queen of Cyprus, or any party of that +kind; but for flesh and blood I like humility--a woman who knows she is +human, and not infallible, and only just a little better than you or me. +When I choose a wife, she will be no such example of cultivated +perfection as my sister Lesbia. I want no goddess, but a nice little +womanly woman, to jog along the rough and tumble road of life with me.' + +'Lady Maulevrier's influence, no doubt, has in a great measure +determined the bent of your sister's character: and from what you have +told me about her ladyship, I should think a fixed idea of her own +superiority would be inevitable in any girl trained by her.' + +'Yes, she is a proud woman--a proud, hard woman--and she has steeped +Lesbia's mind in all her own pet ideas and prejudices. Yet, God knows, +we have little reason to hold our heads high,' said Maulevrier, with a +gloomy look. + +John Hammond did not reply to this remark: perhaps there was some +difficulty for a man situated as he was in finding a fit reply. He +smoked in silence, looking down at the pure swift waters of the Rotha +tumbling over the crags and boulders below. + +'Doesn't somebody say there is always a skeleton in the cupboard, and +the nobler and more ancient the race the bigger the skeleton?' said +Maulevrier, with a philosophical air. + +'Yes, your family secret is an attribute of a fine old race. The +Pelopidae, for instance--in their case it was not a single skeleton, but +a whole charnel house. I don't think your skeleton need trouble you, +Maulevrier. It belongs to the remote past.' + +'Those things never belong to the past,' said the young man. 'If it were +any other kind of taint--profligacy--madness, even--the story of a duel +that went very near murder--a runaway wife--a rebellious son--a cruel +husband. I have heard such stories hinted at in the records of families. +But our story means disgrace. I seldom see strangers putting their heads +together at the club without fancying they are telling each other about +my grandfather, and pointing me out as the grandson and heir of a +thief.' + +'Why use unduly hard words?' + +'Why should I stoop to sophistication with you, my friend. Dishonesty +is dishonesty all the world over; and to plunder Rajahs on a large scale +is no less vile than to pick a pocket on Ludgate Hill.' + +'Nothing was ever proved against your grandfather.' + +'No, he died in the nick of time, and the inquiry was squashed, thanks +to the Angersthorpe interest, and my grandmother's cleverness. But if he +had lived a few weeks longer England would have rung with the story of +his profligacy and dishonour. Some people say he committed suicide in +order to escape the inquiry; but I have heard my mother emphatically +deny this. My father told her that he had often talked with the people +who kept the little inn where his father died, and they were clear +enough in their assertion that the death was a natural death--the sudden +collapse of an exhausted constitution.' + +'Was it on account of this scandal that your father spent the best part +of his life away from England?' Hammond asked, feeling that it was a +relief to Maulevrier to talk about this secret burden of his. + +The young Earl was light-hearted and frivolous by nature, yet even he +had his graver moments; and upon this subject of the old Maulevrier +scandal he was peculiarly sensitive, perhaps all the more so because his +grandmother had never allowed him to speak to her about it, had never +satisfied his curiosity upon any details of that painful story. + +'I have very little doubt it was so--though I wasn't old enough when he +died to hear as much from his own lips. My father went straight from the +University to Vienna, where he began his career in the diplomatic +service, and where he soon afterwards married a dowerless English girl +of good family. He went to Rio as first secretary, and died of fever +within seven years of his marriage, leaving a widow and three babies, +the youngest in long clothes. Mother and babies all came over to +England, and were at once established at Fellside. I can remember the +voyage--and I can remember my poor mother who never recovered the blow +of my father's death, and who died in yonder house, after five years of +broken health and broken spirits. We had no one but the dowager to look +to as children--hardly another friend in the world. She did what she +liked with us; she kept the girls as close as nuns, so _they_ have never +heard a hint of the old history; no breach of scandal has reached +_their_ ears. But she could not shut me up in a country house for ever, +though she did succeed in keeping me away from a public school. The time +came when I had to go to the University, and there I heard all that had +been said about Lord Maulevrier. The men who told me about the old +scandal in a friendly way pretended not to believe it; but one night, +when I had got into a row at a wine-party with a tailor's son, he told +me that if his father was a snip my grandfather was a thief, and so he +thought himself the better bred of the two. I smashed his nose for him, +but as it was a decided pug before the row began, that hardly squared +the matter.' + +'Did you ever hear the exact story?' + +'I have heard a dozen stories; and if only a quarter of them are true my +grandfather was a scoundrel. It seems that he was immensely popular for +the first year or so of his government, gave more splendid +entertainments than had been given at Madras for half a century before +his time, lavished his wealth upon his favourites. Then arose a rumour +that the governor was insolvent and harassed by his creditors, and then +a new source of wealth seemed to be at his command; he was more +reckless, more princely than ever; and then, little by little, there +arose the suspicion that he was trafficking in English interests, +selling his influence to petty princes, winking at those mysterious +crimes by which rightful heirs are pushed aside to make room for +usurpers. Lastly it became notorious that he was the slave of a wicked +woman, false wife, suspected murderess, whose husband, a native prince, +disappeared from the scene just when his existence became perilous to +the governor's reputation. According to one version of the story, the +scandal of this Rajah's mysterious disappearance, followed not long +after by the Ranee's equally mysterious death, was the immediate cause +of my grandfather's recall. How much, or how little of this story--or +other dark stories of the same kind--is true, whether my grandfather was +a consummate scoundrel, or the victim of a baseless slander,--whether he +left India a rich man or a poor man, is known to no mortal except Lady +Maulevrier, and compared with her the Theban Sphinx was a communicative +individual.' + +'Let the dead bury their dead,' said Hammond. 'Neither you nor your +sisters can be the worse for this ancient slander. No doubt every part +of the story has been distorted and exaggerated in the telling; and a +great deal of it may be pure invention, evolved from the inner +consciousness of the slanderer. God forbid that any whisper of scandal +should ever reach Lady Lesbia's ears.' + +He ignored poor Mary. It was to him as if there were no such person. Her +feeble light was extinguished by the radiance of her sister's beauty; +her very individuality was annihilated. + +'As for you, dear old fellow,' he said, with warm affection, 'no one +will ever think the worse of you on account of your grandfather's +peccadilloes.' + +'Yes, they will. Hereditary genius is one of our modern crazes. When a +man's grandfather was a rogue, there must be a taint in his blood. +People don't believe in spontaneous generation, moral or physical, +now-a-days. Typhoid breeds typhoid, and typhus breeds typhus, just as +dog breeds dog; and who will believe that a cheat and a liar can be the +father of honest men?' + +'In that case, knowing what kind of man the grandson is, I will never +believe that the grandfather was a rogue,' said Hammond, heartily. + +Maulevrier put out his hand without a word, and it was warmly grasped by +his friend. + +'As for her ladyship, I respect and honour her as a woman who has led a +life of self-sacrifice, and has worn her pride as an armour,' continued +Hammond. + +'Yes, I believe the dowager's character is rather fine,' said +Maulevrier; 'but she and I have never hit our horses very well together. +She would have liked such a fellow as you for a grandson, Jack--a man +who took high honours at Oxford, and could hold his own against all +comers. Such a grandson would have gratified her pride, and would have +repaid her for the trouble she had taken in nursing the Maulevrier +estate; for however poor a property it was when her husband went to +India there is no doubt that it is a very fine estate now, and that the +dowager has been the making of it.' + +The two young men strolled up to Easedale Tarn before they went back to +Fellside, where Lady Maulevrier received them with a stately +graciousness, and where Lady Lesbia unbent considerably at luncheon, and +condescended to an animated conversation with her brother's friend. It +was such a new thing to have a stranger at the family board, a man whose +information was well abreast with the march of progress, who could talk +eloquently upon every subject which people care to talk about. In this +new and animated society Lesbia seemed like an enchanted princess +suddenly awakened from a spell-bound slumber. Molly looked at her sister +with absolute astonishment. Never had she seen her so bright, so +beautiful--no longer a picture or a statue, but a woman warm with the +glow of life. + +'No wonder Mr. Hammond admires her,' thought poor Molly, who was quite +acute enough to see the stranger's keen appreciation of her sister's +charms, and positive indifference towards herself. + +There are some things which women find out by instinct, just as the +needle turns towards the magnet. Shut a girl up in a tower till she is +eighteen years old, and on the day of her release introduce her to the +first man her eyes have ever looked upon, and she will know at a glance +whether he admires her. + +After luncheon the four young people started for Rydal Mount; with +Fraeulein as chaperon and watch-dog. The girls were both good walkers. +Lady Lesbia even, though she looked like a hot-house flower, had been +trained to active habits, could walk and ride, and play tennis, and +climb a hill as became a mountain-bred damsel. Molly, feeling that her +conversational powers were not appreciated by her brother's friend, took +half a dozen dogs for company, and with three fox-terriers, a little +Yorkshire dog, a colley and an otter-hound, was at no loss for society +on the road, more especially as Maulevrier gave her most of his company, +and entertained her with an account of his Black Forest adventures, and +all the fine things he had said to the fair-haired, blue-eyed Baden +girls, who had sold him photographs or wild strawberries, or had +awakened the echoes of the hills with the music of their rustic flutes. + +Fraeulein was perfectly aware that her mission upon this particular +afternoon was not to let Lady Lesbia out of her sight for an instant, to +hear every word the young lady said, and every word Mr. Hammond +addressed to her. She had received no specific instructions from Lady +Maulevrier. They were not necessary, for the Fraeulein knew her +ladyship's intentions with regard to her elder granddaughter,--knew +them, at least, so far as that Lesbia was intended to make a brilliant +marriage; and she knew, therefore, that the presence of this handsome +and altogether attractive young man was to the last degree obnoxious to +the dowager. She was obliged to be civil to him for her nephew's sake, +and she was too wise to let Lesbia imagine him dangerous: but the fact +that he was dangerous was obvious, and it was Fraeulein's duty to protect +her employer's interests. + +Everybody knew Lord Maulevrier, so there was no difficulty about getting +admission to Wordsworth's garden and Wordsworth's house, and after Mr. +Hammond and his companions had explored these, they went back to the +shores of the little lake, and climbed that rocky eminence upon which +the poet used to sit, above the placid waters of silvery Rydal. It is a +lovely spot, and that narrow lake, so poor a thing were magnitude the +gauge of beauty, had a soft and pensive loveliness in the clear +afternoon light. + +'Poor Wordsworth' sighed Lesbia, as she stood on the grassy crag looking +down on the shining water, broken in the foreground by fringes of +rushes, and the rich luxuriance of water-lilies. 'Is it not pitiable to +think of the years he spent in this monotonous place, without any +society worth speaking of, with only the shabbiest collection of books, +with hardly any interest in life except the sky, and the hills, and the +peasantry?' + +'I think Wordsworth's was an essentially happy life, in spite of his +narrow range,' answered Hammond. 'You, with your ardent youth and vivid +desire for a life of action, cannot imagine the calm blisses of reverie +and constant communion with nature. Wordsworth had a thousand companions +you and I would never dream of; for him every flower that grows was an +individual existence--almost a soul.' + +'It was a mild kind of lunacy, an everlasting opium dream without the +opium; but I am grateful to him for living such a life, since it has +bequeathed us some exquisite poetry,' said Lesbia, who had been too +carefully cultured to fleer or flout at Wordsworth. + +'I do believe there's an otter just under that bank,' cried Molly, who +had been watching the obvious excitement of her bandy-legged hound; and +she rushed down to the brink of the water, leaping lightly from stone to +stone, and inciting the hound to business. + +'Let him alone, can't you?' roared Maulevrier; 'leave him in peace till +he's wanted. If you disturb him now he'll desert his holt, and we may +have a blank day. The hounds are to be out to-morrow.' + +'I may go with you?' asked Mary, eagerly. + +'Well, yes, I suppose you'll want to be in it.' Molly and her brother +went on an exploring ramble along the edge of the water towards +Ambleside, leaving John Hammond in Lesbia's company, but closely guarded +by Miss Mueller. These three went to look at Nab Cottage, where poor +Hartley Coleridge ended his brief and clouded days; and they had gone +some way upon their homeward walk before they were rejoined by +Maulevrier and Mary, the damsel's kilted skirt considerably the worse +for mud and mire. + +'What would grandmother say if she were to see you!' exclaimed Lesbia, +looking contemptuously at the muddy petticoat. + +'I am not going to let her see me, so she will say nothing,' cried Mary, +and then she called to the dogs, 'Ammon, Agag, Angelina;' and the three +fox terriers flew along the road, falling over themselves in the +swiftness of their flight, darting, and leaping, and scrambling over +each other, and offering the spectators the most intense example of +joyous animal life. + +The colley was far up on the hill-side, and the otter-hound was still +hunting the water, but the terriers never went out of Mary's sight. They +looked to her to take the initiative in all their sports. + +They were back at Fellside in time for a very late tea. Lady Maulevrier +was waiting for them in the drawing-room. + +'Oh, grandmother, why did you not take your tea!' exclaimed Lesbia, +looking really distressed. 'It is six o'clock.' + +'I am used to have you at home to hand me my cup,' replied the dowager, +with a touch of reproachfulness. + +'I am so sorry,' said Lesbia, sitting down before the tea-table, and +beginning her accustomed duty. 'Indeed, dear grandmother, I had no idea +it was so late; but it was such a lovely afternoon, and Mr. Hammond is +so interested in everything connected with Wordsworth--' + +She was looking her loveliest at this moment, all that was softest in +her nature called forth by her desire to please her grandmother, whom +she really loved. She hung over Lady Maulevrier's chair, attending to +her small wants, and seeming scarcely to remember the existence of +anyone else. In this phase of her character she seemed to Mr. Hammond +the perfection of womanly grace. + +Mary had rushed off to her room to change her muddy gown, and came in +presently, dressed for dinner, looking the picture of innocence. + +John Hammond received his tea-cup from Lesbia's hand, and lingered in +the drawing-room talking to the dowager and her granddaughters till it +was time to dress. Lady Maulevrier found herself favourably impressed by +him in spite of her prejudices. It was very provoking of Maulevrier to +have brought such a man to Fellside. His very merits were objectionable. +She tried with exquisite art to draw him into some revealment as to his +family and antecedents: but he evaded every attempt of that kind. It was +too evident that he was a self-made man, whose intellect and good looks +were his only fortune. It was criminal in Maulevrier to have brought +such a person to Fellside. Her ladyship began to think seriously of +sending the two girls to St. Bees or Tynemouth for change of air, in +charge of Fraeulein. But any sudden proceeding of that kind would +inevitably awaken Lesbia's suspicions; and there is nothing so fatal to +a woman's peace as this idea of danger. No, the peril must be faced. She +could only hope that Maulevrier would soon tire of Fellside. A week's +Westmoreland weather--gray skies and long rainy days, would send these +young men away. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +A CRY IN THE DARKNESS. + + +The peril had to be faced, for the weather did not favour Lady +Maulevrier's hopes. Westmoreland skies forgot to shed their accustomed +showers. Westmoreland hills seemed to have lost their power of drawing +down the rain. That August was a lovely month, and the young people at +Fellside revelled in ideal weather. Maulevrier took his friend +everywhere--by hill and stream and force and gill--to all those chosen +spots which make the glory of the Lake country--on Windermere and +Thirlmere, away through the bleak pass of Kirkstone to Ullswater--on +driving excursions, and on boating excursions, and pedestrian rambles, +which latter the homely-minded Hammond seemed to like best of all, for +he was a splendid walker, and loved the freedom of a mountain ramble, +the liberty to pause and loiter and waste an hour at will, without being +accountable to anybody's coachman, or responsible for the well-being of +anybody's horses. + +On some occasions the two girls and Miss Mueller were of the party, and +then it seemed to John Hammond as if nothing were needed to complete the +glory of earth and sky. There were other days--rougher journeys--when +the men went alone, and there were days when Lady Mary stole away from +her books and music, and all those studies which she was supposed still +to be pursuing--no longer closely supervised by her governess, but on +parole, as it were--and went with her brother and his friend across the +hills and far away. Those were happy days for Mary, for it was always +delight to her to be with Maulevrier; yet she had a profound conviction +of John Hammond's indifference, kind and courteous as he was in all his +dealings with her, and a sense of her own inferiority, of her own humble +charms and little power to please, which was so acute as to be almost +pain. One day this keen sense of humiliation broke from her unawares in +her talk with her brother, as they two sat on a broad heathy slope face +to face with one of the Langdale pikes, and with a deep valley at their +feet, while John Hammond was climbing from rock to rock in the gorge on +their right, exploring the beauties of Dungeon Ghyll. + +'I wonder whether he thinks me very ugly?' said Mary, with her hands +clasped upon her knees, her eyes fixed on Wetherlam, upon whose steep +brow a craggy mass of brown rock clothed with crimson heather stood out +from the velvety green of the hill-side. + +'Who thinks you ugly?' + +'Mr. Hammond. I'm sure he does. I am so sunburnt and so horrid!' + +'But you are not ugly. Why, Molly, what are you dreaming about?' + +'Oh, yes, I am ugly. I may not seem so to you, perhaps, because you are +used to me, but I know he must think me very plain compared with Lesbia, +whom he admires so much.' + +'Yes, he admires Lesbia. There is no doubt of that.' + +'And I know he thinks me plain,' said Molly, contemplating Wetherlam +with sorrowful eyes, as if the sequence were inevitable. + +'My dearest girl, what nonsense! Plain, forsooth? Ugly, quotha? Why, +there are not a finer pair of eyes in Westmoreland than my Molly's, or a +prettier smile, or whiter teeth.' + +'But all the rest is horrid,' said Mary, intensely in earnest. 'I am +sunburnt, freckled, and altogether odious--like a haymaker or a market +woman. Grandmother has said so often enough, and I know it is the truth. +I can see it in Mr. Hammond's manner.' + +'What! freckles and sunburn, and the haymaker, and all that?' cried +Maulevrier, laughing. 'What an expressive manner Jack's must be, if it +can convey all that--like Lord Burleigh's nod, by Jove. Why, what a +goose you are, Mary. Jack thinks you a very nice girl, and a very pretty +girl, I'll be bound; but aren't you clever enough to understand that +when a man is over head and ears in love with one woman, he is apt to +seem just a little indifferent to all the other women in the world? and +there is no doubt Jack is desperately in love with Lesbia.' + +'You ought not to let him be in love with her,' protested Mary. 'You +know it can only lead to his unhappiness. You must know what grandmother +is, and how she has made up her mind that Lesbia is to marry some great +person. You ought not to have brought Mr. Hammond here. It is like +letting him into a trap.' + +'Do you think it was wrong?' asked her brother, smiling at her +earnestness. 'I should be very sorry if poor Jack should come to grief. +But still, if Lesbia likes him--which I think she does--we ought to be +able to talk over the dowager.' + +'Never,' cried Mary. 'Grandmother would never give way. You have no idea +how ambitious she is. Why, once when Lesbia was in a poetical mood, and +said she would marry the man she liked best in the world, if he were a +pauper, her ladyship flew into a terrible passion, and told her she +would renounce her, that she would curse her, if she were to marry +beneath her, or marry without her grandmother's consent.' + +'Hard lines for Hammond,' said Maulevrier, rather lightly. 'Then I +suppose we must give up the idea of a match between him and Lesbia.' + +'You ought not to have brought him here,' retorted Mary. 'You had better +invent some plan for sending him away. If he stay it will be only to +break his heart.' + +'Dear child, men's hearts do not break so easily. I have fancied that +mine was broken more than once in my life, yet it is sound enough, I +assure you.' + +'Oh!' sighed Mary, 'but you are not like him; wounds do not go so deep +with you.' + +The subject of their conversation came out of the rocky cleft in the +hills as Mary spoke. She saw his hat appearing out of the gorge, and +then the man himself emerged, a tall well-built figure, clad in brown +tweed, coming towards them, with sketch-book and colour-box in his +pocket. He had been making what he called memoranda of the waterfall, a +stone or two here, a cluster of ferns there, or a tree torn up by the +roots, and yet green and living, hanging across the torrent, a rude +natural bridge. + +This round by the Langdale Pikes and Dungeon Ghyll was one of their best +days; or, at least, Molly and her brother thought so; for to those two +the presence of Lesbia and her chaperon was always a restraint. + +Mary could walk twice as far as her elder sister, and revelled in +hill-side paths and all manner of rough places. They ordered their +luncheon at the inn below the waterfall, and had it carried up on to the +furzy slope in front of Wetherlam, where they could eat and drink and be +merry to the music of the force as it came down from the hills behind +them, while the lights and shadows came and went upon yonder rugged +brow, now gray in the shadow, now ruddy in the sunshine. + +Mary was as gay as a bird during that rough and ready luncheon. No one +would have suspected her uneasiness about John Hammond's peril or her +own plainness. She might let her real self appear to her brother, who +had been her trusted friend and father confessor from her babyhood; but +she was too thorough a woman to let Mr. Hammond discover the depth of +her sympathy, the tenderness of her compassion for his woes. Later, as +they were walking home across the hills, by Great Langdale and Little +Langdale, and Fox Howe and Loughrigg Fell, she fell behind a few paces +with Maulevrier, and said to him very earnestly-- + +'You won't tell, will you, dear?' + +'Tell what?' he asked, staring at her. + +'Don't tell Mr. Hammond what I said about his thinking me ugly. He might +want to apologise to me, and that would be too humiliating. I was very +childish to say such a silly thing.' + +'Undoubtedly you were.' + +'And you won't tell him?' + +'Tell him anything that would degrade my Mary? Assail her dignity by so +much as a breath? Sooner would I have this tongue torn out with red-hot +pincers.' + +On the next day, and the next, sunshine and summer skies still +prevailed; but Mr. Hammond did not seem to care for rambling far afield. +He preferred loitering about in the village, rowing on the lake, reading +in the garden, and playing lawn tennis. He had only inclination for +those amusements which kept him within a stone's throw of Fellside: and +Mary knew that this disposition had arisen in his mind since Lesbia had +withdrawn herself from all share in their excursions. Lesbia had not +been rude to her brother or her brother's friend; she had declined their +invitations with smiles and sweetness; but there was always some +reason--a new song to be practised, a new book to be read, a letter to +be written--why she should not go for drives or walks or steamboat trips +with Maulevrier and his friend. + +So Mr. Hammond suddenly found out that he had seen all that was worth +seeing in the Lake country, and that there was nothing so enjoyable as +the placid idleness of Fellside; and at Fellside Lady Lesbia could not +always avoid him without a too-marked intention, so he tasted the +sweetness of her society to a much greater extent than was good for his +peace, if the case were indeed as hopeless as Lady Mary declared. He +strolled about the grounds with her; he drank the sweet melody of her +voice in Heine's tenderest ballads; he read to her on the sunlit lawn in +the lazy afternoon hours; he played billiards with her; he was her +faithful attendant at afternoon tea; he gave himself up to the study of +her character, which, to his charmed eyes, seemed the perfection of pure +and placid womanhood. There might, perhaps, be some lack of passion and +of force in this nature, a marked absence of that impulsive feeling +which is a charm in some women: but this want was atoned for by +sweetness of character, and Mr. Hammond argued that in these calm +natures there is often an unsuspected depth, a latent force, a grandeur +of soul, which only reveals itself in the great ordeals of life. + +So John Hammond hung about the luxurious drawing-room at Fellside in a +manner which his friend Maulevrier ridiculed as unmanly. + +'I had no idea you were such a tame cat,' he said: 'if when we were +salmon fishing in Canada anybody had told me you could loll about a +drawing-room all day listening to a girl squalling and reading novels, I +shouldn't have believed a word of it.' + +'We had plenty of roughing on the shores of the St. Lawrence,' answered +Hammond. 'Summer idleness in a drawing-room is an agreeable variety.' + +It is not to be supposed that John Hammond's state of mind could long +remain unperceived by the keen eyes of the dowager. She saw the gradual +dawning of his love, she saw the glow of its meridian. She was pleased +to behold this proof of Lesbia's power over the heart of man. So would +she conquer the man foredoomed to be her husband when the coming time +should bring them together. But agreeable as the fact of this first +conquest might be, as an evidence of Lesbia's supremacy among women, the +situation was not without its peril; and Lady Maulevrier felt that she +could no longer defer the duty of warning her granddaughter. She had +wished, if possible, to treat the thing lightly to the very last, so +that Lesbia should never know there had been danger. She had told her, a +few days ago, that those drives, and walks with the two young men were +undignified, even although guarded by the Fraeulein's substantial +presence. + +'You are making yourself too much a companion to Maulevrier and his +friend,' said the dowager. 'If you do not take care you will grow like +Mary.' + +'I would do anything in the world to avoid _that_,' replied Lesbia. 'Our +walks and drives have been very pleasant. Mr. Hammond is extremely +clever, and can talk about everything.' + +Her colour heightened ever so little as she spoke of him, an indication +duly observed by Lady Maulevrier. + +'No doubt the man is clever; all adventurers are clever; and you have +sense enough to see that this man is an adventurer--a mere sponge and +toady of Maulevrier's.' + +'There is nothing of the sponge or the toady in his manner,' protested +Lady Lesbia, with a still deeper blush, the warm glow of angry feeling. + +'My dear child, what do you know of such people--or of the atmosphere in +which they are generated? The sponge and toady of to-day is not the +clumsy fawning wretch you have read about in old-fashioned novels. He +can flatter adroitly, and feed upon his friends, and yet maintain a show +of manhood and independence. I'll wager Mr. Hammond's trip to Canada did +not cost him sixpence, and that he hardly opened his purse all the time +he was in Germany.' + +'If my brother wants the company of a friend who is much poorer than +himself, he must pay for it,' argued Lesbia. 'I think Maulevrier is +lucky to have such a companion as Mr. Hammond.' + +Yet, even while she so argued, Lady Lesbia felt in some manner +humiliated by the idea that this man who so palpably worshipped her was +too poor to pay his own travelling expenses. + +Poets and philosophers may say what they will about the grandeur of +plain living and high thinking; but a young woman thinks better of the +plain liver who is not compelled to plainness by want of cash. The idea +of narrow means, of dependence upon the capricious generosity of a +wealthy friend is not without its humiliating influence. Lesbia was +barely civil to Mr. Hammond that evening when he praised her singing; +and she refused to join in a four game proposed by Maulevrier, albeit +she and Mr. Hammond had beaten Mary and Maulevrier the evening before, +with much exultant hilarity. + +Hammond had been at Fellside nearly a month, and Maulevrier was +beginning to talk about a move further northward. There was a grouse +moor in Argyleshire which the two young men talked about as belonging to +some unnamed friend of the Earl's, which they had thought of shooting +over before the grouse season was ended. + +'Lord Hartfield has property in Argyleshire,' said the dowager, when +they talked of these shootings. 'Do you know his estate, Mr. Hammond?' + +'Hammond knows that there is such a place, I daresay,' replied +Maulevrier, replying for his friend. + +'But you do not know Lord Hartfield, perhaps,' said her ladyship, not +arrogantly, but still in a tone which implied her conviction that John +Hammond would not be hand-in-glove with earls, in Scotland or elsewhere. + +'Oh, yes! I know him by sight--every one in Argyleshire knows him by +sight.' + +'Naturally. A young man in his position must be widely known. Is he +popular?' + +'Fairly so.' + +'His father and I were friends many years ago,' said Lady Maulevrier, +with a faint sigh. 'Have you ever heard if he resembles his father?' + +'I believe not. I am told he is like his mother's family.' + +'Then he ought to be handsome. Lady Florence Ilmington was a famous +beauty.' + +They were sitting in the drawing-room after dinner, the room dimly +lighted by darkly-shaded lamps, the windows wide open to the summer sky +and moonlit lake. In that subdued light Lady Maulevrier looked a woman +in the prime of life. The classical modelling of her features and the +delicacy of her complexion were unimpaired by time, while those traces +of thought and care which gave age to her face in the broad light of day +were invisible at night. John Hammond contemplated that refined and +placid countenance with profound admiration. He remembered how her +ladyship's grandson had compared her with the Sphinx; and it seemed to +him to-night, as he studied her proud and tranquil beauty, that there +was indeed something of the mysterious, the unreadable in that +countenance, and that beneath its heroic calm there might be the ashes +of tragic passion, the traces of a life-long struggle with fate. That +such a woman, so beautiful, so gifted, so well fitted to shine and +govern in the great world, should have been content to live a long life +of absolute seclusion in this remote valley was in itself a social +mystery which must needs set an observant young man wondering. It was +all very well to say that Lady Maulevrier loved a country life, that she +had made Fellside her earthly Paradise, and had no desire beyond it. The +fact remained that it was not in Lady Maulevrier's temperament to be +satisfied with such an existence; that falcon eye was never meant to +gaze for ever upon one narrow range of mountain and lake; that lip was +made to speak among the great ones of the world. + +Lady Maulevrier was particularly gracious to her grandson's friend this +evening. Maulevrier spoke so decisively about a speedy migration +northward, seemed so inclined to regret the time wasted since the +twelfth of the month, that she thought the danger was past, and she +could afford to be civil. She really liked the young man, had no doubt +in her own mind that he was a gentleman in the highest and broadest +sense of the word, but not in the sense which made him an eligible +husband for either of her granddaughters. + +Lesbia was in a pensive mood this evening. She sat in the verandah, +looking dreamily at the lake, and at Fairfield yonder, a broad green +slope, silvered with moonlight, and seeming to stretch far away into +unfathomable distance. + +If one could but take one's lover by the hand and go wandering over +those mystic moonlit slopes into some new unreal world where it would +not matter whether a man were rich or poor, high-born or low-born, where +there should be no such things as rank and state to be won or lost! +Lesbia felt to-night as if she would like to live out her life in +dreamland. Reality was too hard, too much set round by difficulties and +sacrifices. + +While Lesbia was losing herself in that dream-world, Lady Maulevrier +unbent considerably to John Hammond, and talked to him with more +appearance of interest in his actual self, and in his own affairs, than +she had manifested, hitherto although she had been uniformly courteous. + +She asked him his plans for the future--had he chosen a profession? + +He told her that he had not. He meant to devote himself to literature +and politics. + +'Is not that rather vague?' inquired her ladyship. + +'Everything is vague at first.' + +'But literature now--as an amusement, no doubt, it is delightful--but as +a profession--does literature ever pay?' + +'There have been such cases.' + +'Yes, I suppose so. Walter Scott, Gibbon, Macaulay, Froude, those made +money no doubt. But there is a suspicion of hopelessness in the idea of +a young man starting in life intending to earn his bread by literature. +One remembers Chatterton. I should have thought that in your case the +law or the church would have been better. In the latter Maulevrier might +have been useful to you. He is patron of three or four livings.' + +'You are too good even to think of such a thing,' said Hammond; 'but I +have set my heart upon a political career. I must swim or sink in that +sea.' + +Lady Maulevrier looked at him with a compassionate smile Poor young man! +No doubt he thought himself a genius, and that doors which had remained +shut to everybody else would turn on their hinges directly he knocked at +them. She was sincerely sorry for him. Young, clever, enthusiastic, and +doomed to bitterest disappointment. + +'You have parents, perhaps, who are ambitious for you--a mother who +thinks her son a heaven-born statesman!' said her ladyship, kindly. + +'Alas, no! that incentive to ambition is wanting in my case. I have +neither father nor mother living.' + +'That is very sad. No doubt that fact has been a bond of sympathy +between you and Maulevrier?' + +'I believe it has.' + +'Well, I hope Providence will smile upon your path.' + +'Come what may, I shall never forget the happy weeks I have spent at +Fellside,' said Hammond, 'or your ladyship's gracious hospitality.' + +He took up the beautiful hand, white to transparency, showing the +delicate tracing of blue veins, and pressed his lips upon it in +chivalrous worship of age and womanly dignity. + +Lady Maulevrier smiled upon him with her calm, grave smile. She would +have liked to say, 'You shall be welcome again at Fellside,' but she +felt that the man was dangerous. Not while Lesbia remained single could +she court his company. If Maulevrier brought him she must tolerate his +presence, but she would do nothing to invite that danger. + +There was no music that evening. Maulevrier and Mary were playing +billiards; Fraeulein Mueller was sitting in her corner working at a +high-art counterpane. Lesbia came in from the verandah presently, and +sat on a low stool by her grandmother's arm-chair, and talked to her in +soft, cooing accents, inaudible to John Hammond, who sat a little way +off turning the leaves of the _Contemporary Review_: and this went on +till eleven o'clock, the regular hour for retiring, when Mary came in +from the billiard-room, and told Mr. Hammond that Maulevrier was waiting +for a smoke and a talk. Then candles were lighted, and the ladies all +departed, leaving John Hammond and his friend with the house to +themselves. + +They played a fifty game, and smoked and talked till the stroke of +midnight, by which time it seemed as if there were not another creature +awake in the house. Maulevrier put out the lamps in the billiard-room, +and then they went softly up the shadowy staircase, and parted in the +gallery, the Earl going one way, and his friend the other. + +The house was large and roomy, spread over a good deal of ground, Lady +Maulevrier having insisted upon there being only two stories. The +servants' rooms were all in a side wing, corresponding with those older +buildings which had been given over to Steadman and his wife, and among +the villagers of Grasmere enjoyed the reputation of being haunted. A +wide panelled corridor extended from one end of the house to the other. +It was lighted from the roof, and served as a gallery for the display of +a small and choice collection of modern art, which her ladyship had +acquired during her long residence at Fellside. Here, too, in Sheraton +cabinets, were those treasures of old English china which Lady +Maulevrier had inherited from past generations. + +Her ladyship's rooms were situated at the southern end of this corridor, +her bed-chamber being at the extreme end of the house, with windows +commanding two magnificent views, one across the lake and the village of +Grasmere to the green slopes of Fairfield, the other along the valley +towards Rydal Water. This and the adjoining boudoir were the prettiest +rooms in the house, and no one wondered that her ladyship should spend +so much of her life in the luxurious seclusion of her own apartments. + +John Hammond went to his room, which was on the same side of the house +as her ladyship's; but he was in no disposition for sleep. He opened the +casement, and stood looking out upon the moonlit lake and the quiet +village, where one solitary light shone like a faint star in a cottage +window, amidst that little cluster of houses by the old church, once +known as Kirktown. Beyond the village rose gentle slopes, crowned with +foliage, and above those wooded crests appeared the grand outline of the +hills, surrounding and guarding Easedale's lovely valley, as the hills +surrounded Jerusalem of old. + +He looked at that delicious landscape with eyes that hardly saw its +beauty. The image of a lovely face came between him and all the glory of +earth and sky. + +'I think she likes me,' he was saying to himself. 'There was a look in +her eyes to-night that told me the time was come when----' + +The thought died unfinished in his brain. Through the silent house, +across the placid lake, there rang a wild, shrill cry that froze the +blood in his veins, or seemed so to freeze it--a shriek of agony, and in +a woman's voice. It rang out from an open window near his own. The sound +seemed close to his ear. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +'O BITTERNESS OF THINGS TOO SWEET.' + + +Only for an instant did John Hammond stand motionless after hearing that +unearthly shriek. In the next moment he rushed into the corridor, +expecting to hear the sound repeated, to find himself face to face with +some midnight robber, whose presence had caused that wild cry of alarm. +But in the corridor all was silent as the grave. No open door suggested +the entrance of an intruder. The dimly-burning lamps showed only the +long empty gallery. He stood still for a few moments listening for +voices, footsteps, the rustle of garments: but there was nothing. + +Nothing? Yes, a groan, a long-drawn moaning sound, as of infinite pain. +This time there was no doubt as to the direction from which the sound +came. It came from Lady Maulevrier's room. The door was ajar, and he +could see the faint light of the night-lamp within. That fearful cry had +come from her ladyship's room. She was in peril or pain of some kind. + +Convinced of this one fact, Mr. Hammond had not an instant's hesitation. +He pushed open the door without compunction, and entered the room, +prepared to behold some terrible scene. + +But all was quiet as death itself. No midnight burglar had violated the +sanctity of Lady Maulevrier's apartment. The soft, steady light of the +night-lamp shone on the face of the sleeper. Yes, all was quiet in the +room, but not in that sleeper's soul. The broad white brow was painfully +contracted, the lips drawn down and distorted, the delicate hand, half +hidden by the deep Valenciennes ruffle, clutched the coverlet with +convulsive force. Sigh after sigh burst from the agitated breast. John +Hammond gazed upon the sleeper in an agony of apprehension, uncertain +what to do. Was this dreaming only; or was it some kind of seizure which +called for medical aid? At her ladyship's age the idea of paralysis was +not too improbable for belief. If this was a dream, then indeed the +visions of Lady Maulevrier's head upon her bed were more terrible than +the dreams of common mortals. + +In any case Mr. Hammond felt that it was his duty to send some attendant +to Lady Maulevrier, some member of the household who was familiar with +her ladyship's habits, her own maid if that person could be unearthed +easily. He knew that the servants slept in a separate wing; but he +thought it more than likely that her ladyship's personal attendant +occupied a room near her mistress. + +He went back to the corridor and looked round him in doubt, for a moment +or two. + +Close against her ladyship's door there was a swing door, covered with +red cloth, which seemed to communicate with the old part of the house. +John Hammond pushed this door, and it yielded to his hand, revealing a +lamp-lit passage, narrow, old-fashioned, and low. He thought it likely +that Lady Maulevrier's maid might occupy a room in this half-deserted +wing. As he pushed open the door he saw an elderly man coming towards +him, with a candle in his hand, and with the appearance of having +huddled on his clothes hastily. + +'You heard that scream?' said Hammond. + +'Yes. It was her ladyship, I suppose. Nightmare. She is subject to +nightmare.' + +'It is very dreadful. Her whole countenance was convulsed just now, when +I went into her room to see what was wrong. I was almost afraid of a fit +of some kind. Ought not her maid to go to her?' + +'She wants no assistance,' the man answered, coolly. 'It was only a +dream. It is not the first time I have been awakened by a shriek like +that. It is a kind of nightmare, no doubt; and it passes off in a few +minutes, and leaves her sleeping calmly.' + +He went to her ladyship's door, pushed it open a little way, and looked +in. 'Yes, she is sleeping as quietly as an infant,' he said, shutting +the door softly as he spoke. + +'I am very glad; but surely she ought to have her maid near her at +night, if she is subject to those attacks.' + +'It is no attack, I tell you. It is nothing but a dream,' answered +Steadman impatiently. + +'Yet you were frightened, just as I was, or you would not have got up +and dressed,' said Hammond, looking at the man suspiciously. + +He had heard of this old servant Steadman, who was supposed to enjoy +more of her ladyship's confidence than any one else in the household; +but he had never spoken to the man before that night. + +'Yes, I came. It was my duty to come, knowing her ladyship's habits. I +am a light sleeper, and that scream woke me instantly. If her ladyship's +maid were wanted I should call her. I am a kind of watch-dog, you see, +sir.' + +'You seem to be a very faithful dog.' + +'I have been in her ladyship's service more than forty years. I have +reason to be faithful. I know her ladyship's habits better than any one +in the house. I know that she had a great deal of trouble in her early +life, and I believe the memory of it comes back upon her sometimes in +her dreams, and gets the better of her.' + +'If it was memory that wrung that agonised shriek from her just now, her +recollections of the past must be very terrible.' + +'Ah, sir, there is a skeleton in every house,' answered James Steadman, +gravely. + +This was exactly what Maulevrier had said under the yew trees which +Wordsworth planted. + +'Good-night, sir,' said Steadman. + +'Good-night. You are sure that Lady Maulevrier may be left safely--that +there is no fear of illness of any kind?' + +'No, sir. It was only a bad dream. Good-night, sir.' + +Steadman went back to his own quarters. Mr. Hammond heard him draw the +bolts of the swing door, thus cutting off all communication with the +corridor. + +The eight-day clock on the staircase struck two as Mr. Hammond returned +to his room, even less inclined for sleep than when he left it. Strange, +that nocturnal disturbance of a mind which seemed so tranquil in the +day. Or was that tranquillity only a mask which her ladyship wore before +the world: and was the bitter memory of events which happened forty +years ago still a source of anguish to that highly strung nature? + +'There are some minds which cannot forget,' John Hammond said to +himself, as he meditated upon her ladyship's character and history. 'The +story of her husband's crime may still be fresh in her memory, though it +is only a tradition for the outside world. His crime may have involved +some deep wrong done to herself, some outrage against her love and faith +as a wife. One of the stories Maulevrier spoke of the other day was of a +wicked woman's influence upon the governor--a much more likely story +than that of any traffic in British interests or British honour, which +would have been almost impossible for a man in Lord Maulevrier's +position. If the scandal was of a darker kind--a guilty wife--the +mysterious disappearance of a husband--the horror of the thing may have +made a deeper impression on Lady Maulevrier than even her nearest and +dearest dream of: and that superb calm which she wears like a royal +mantle may be maintained at the cost of struggles which tear her +heart-strings. And then at night, when the will is dormant, when the +nervous system is no longer ruled by the power of waking intelligence, +the old familiar agony returns, the hated images flash back upon the +brain, and in proportion to the fineness of the temperament is the +intensity of the dreamer's pain.' + +And then he went on to reflect upon the long monotonous years spent in +that lonely house, shut in from the world by those everlasting hills. +Albeit the house was an ideal house, set in a landscape of infinite +beauty, the monotony must be none the less oppressive for a mind +burdened with dark memories, weighed down by sorrows which could seek no +relief from sympathy, which could never become familiarised by +discussion. + +'I wonder that a woman of Lady Maulevrier's intellect should not have +better known how to treat her own malady,' thought Hammond. + +Mr. Hammond inquired after her ladyship's health next morning, and was +told she was perfectly well. + +'Grandmother is in capital spirits,' said Lady Lesbia. 'She is pleased +with the contents of yesterday's _Globe_. Lord Denyer, the son of one of +her oldest friends, has been making a great speech at Liverpool in the +Conservative interest, and her ladyship thinks we shall have a change of +parties before long.' + +'A general shuffle of the cards,' said Maulevrier, looking up from his +breakfast. 'I'm sure I hope so. I'm no politician, but I like a row.' + +'I hope you are a Conservative, Mr. Hammond,' said Lesbia. + +'I had hoped you would have known that ever so long ago, Lady Lesbia.' + +Lesbia blushed at his tone, which was almost a reproach. + +'I suppose I ought to have understood from the general tenor of your +conversation,' she said; 'but I am terribly stupid about politics. I +take so little interest in them. I am always hearing that we are being +badly governed--that the men who legislate for us are stupid or wicked; +yet the world seems to go on somehow, and we are no worse.' + +'It is just the same with sport,' said Maulevrier. 'Every rainy spring +we are told that all the young birds have been drowned, or that the +grouse-disease has decimated the fathers and mothers, and that we shall +have nothing to shoot; but when August comes the birds are there all the +same.' + +'It is the nature of mankind to complain,' said Hammond. 'Cain and Abel +were the first farmers, and you see one of them grumbled.' + +They were rather lively at breakfast that morning--Maulevrier's last +breakfast but one--for he had announced his determination of going to +Scotland next day. Other fellows would shoot all the birds if he dawdled +any longer. Mary was in deep despondency at the idea of his departure, +yet she laughed and talked with the rest. And perhaps Lesbia felt a +little moved at the thought of losing Mr. Hammond. Maulevrier would come +back to Mary, but John Hammond was hardly likely to return. Their +parting would be for ever. + +'You needn't sit quite in my pocket, Molly,' said Maulevrier to his +younger sister. + +'I like to make the most of you, now you are going away,' sighed Mary. +'Oh, dear, how dull we shall all be when you are gone.' + +'Not a bit of it! You will have some fox-hunting, perhaps, before the +snow is on the hills.' + +At the very mention of fox-hounds Lady Mary's bright young face +crimsoned, and Maulevrier began to laugh in a provoking way, with +side-long glances at his younger sister. + +'Did you ever hear of Molly's fox-hunting, by-the-by, Hammond?' he +asked. + +Mary tried to put her hand before his lips, but it was useless. + +'Why shouldn't I tell?' he exclaimed. 'It was quite a heroic adventure. +You must know our fox-hunting here is rather a peculiar +institution,--very good in its way, but strictly local. No horse could +live among our hills, so we hunt on foot, and as the pace is good, and +the work hard, nobody who starts with the hounds is likely to be in at +the death, except the huntsmen. We are all mad for the sport, and off we +go, over the hills and far away, picking up a fresh field as we go. The +ploughman leaves his plough, and the shepherd leaves his flock, and the +farmer leaves his thrashing, to follow us; in every field we cross we +get fresh blood, while those who join us at the start fall off by +degrees. Well, it happened one day late in October, when there were long +ridges of snow on Helvellyn, and patches of white on Fairfield, Mistress +Mary here must needs take her bamboo staff and start for the Striding +Edge. It was just the day upon which she might have met her death easily +on that perilous point, but happily something occurred to divert her +juvenile fancy, for scarcely had she got to the bottom of Dolly Waggon +Pike--you know Dolly----' + +'Intimately,' said Hammond, with a nod. + +'Scarcely had she neared the base of Dolly Waggon when she heard the +huntsman's horn and the hounds at full cry, streaming along towards +Dunmail Raise. Off flew Molly, all among the butcher boys, and farmers' +men, and rosy-cheeked squireens of the district--racing over the rugged +fields--clambering over the low stone walls--up hill, down +hill--shouting when the others shouted--never losing sight of the waving +sterns--winding and doubling, and still going upward and upward, till +she stood, panting and puffing like a young grampus, on the top of Seat +Sandal, still all among the butcher boys and the farmer's men, and the +guides and the red-cheeked squireens, her frock torn to ribbons, her hat +lost in a ditch, her hair streaming down her back, and every inch of +her, from her nose downwards, splashed and spattered with mire and clay. +What a spectacle for gods and men, guides and butcher boys. And there +she stood with the sun going down beyond Coniston Old Man, and a +seven-mile walk between her and Fellside. + +'Poor Lady Mary!' said Hammond, looking at her very kindly: but Mary did +not see that friendly glance, which betokened sympathy rather than +scorn. She sat silent and very red, with drooping eyelids, thinking her +brother horribly cruel for thus publishing her foolishness. + +'Poor, indeed!' exclaimed Maulevrier. 'She came crawling home after +dark, footsore and draggled, looking like a beggar girl, and as evil +fate would have it, her ladyship, who so seldom goes out, must needs +have been taking afternoon tea at the Vicarage upon that particular +occasion, and was driving up the avenue as Mary crawled to the gate. The +storm that followed may be more easily imagined than described.' + +'It was years and years ago,' expostulated Mary, looking very angry. +'Grandmother needn't have made such a fuss about it.' + +'Ah, but in those days she still had hopes of civilising you,' answered +Maulevrier. 'Since then she has abandoned all endeavour in that +direction, and has given you over to your own devices--and me. Since +then you have become a chartered libertine. You have letters of mark.' + +'I don't care what you call me,' said Mary. 'I only know that I am very +happy when you are at home, and very miserable when you are away.' + +'It is hardly kind of you to say that, Lady Mary,' remonstrated Fraeulein +Mueller, who, up to this point, had been busily engaged with muffins and +gooseberry jam. + +'Oh, I don't mean that any one is unkind to me or uses me badly,' said +Mary. 'I only mean that my life is empty when Maulevrier is away, and +that I am always longing for him to come back again.' + +'I thought you adored the hills, and the lake, and the villagers, and +your pony, and Maulevrier's dogs,' said, Lesbia faintly contemptuous. + +'Yes, but one wants something human to love,' answered Mary, making it +very obvious that there was no warmth of affection between herself and +the feminine members of her family. + +She had not thought of the significance of her speech. She was very +angry with Maulevrier for having held her up to ridicule before Mr. +Hammond, who already despised her, as she believed, and whose contempt +was more galling than it need have been, considering that he was a mere +casual visitor who would go away and return no more. Never till his +coming had she felt her deficiencies; but in his presence she writhed +under the sense of her unworthiness, and had an almost agonising +consciousness of all those faults which her grandmother had told her +about so often with not the slightest effect. In those days she had not +cared what Lady Maulevrier or any one else might say of her, or think of +her. She lived her life, and defied fortune. She was worse than her +reputation. To-day she felt it a bitter thing that she had grown to the +age of womanhood lacking all those graces and accomplishments which made +her sister adorable, and which might make even a plain woman charming. + +Never till John Hammond's coming had she felt a pang of envy in the +contemplation of Lesbia's beauty or Lesbia's grace; but now she had so +keen a sense of the difference between herself and her sister that she +began to fear that this cruel pain must indeed be that lowest of all +vices. Even the difference in their gowns was a source of humiliation to +her how. Lesbia was looking her loveliest this morning, in a gown that +was all lace and soft Madras muslin, flowing, cloud-like; while Mary's +tailor gown, with its trim tight bodice, horn buttons, and kilted skirt, +seemed to cry aloud that it had been made for a Tomboy. And this tailor +gown was a costume to which Mary had condemned herself by her own folly. +Only a year ago, moved by an artistic admiration for Lesbia's delicate +breakfast gowns, Mary had told her grandmother that she would like to +have something of the same kind, whereupon the dowager, who did not take +the faintest interest in Mary's toilet, but who had a stern sense of +justice, replied-- + +'I do not think Lesbia's frocks and your habits will agree, but you can +have some pretty morning gowns if you like;' and the order had been +given for a confection in muslin and lace for Lady Mary. + +Mary came down to breakfast one bright June morning, in the new frock, +feeling very proud of herself, and looking very pretty. + +'Fine feathers make fine birds,' said Fraeulein Mueller. 'I should hardly +have known you.' + +'I wish you would always dress like that,' said Lesbia; 'you really look +like a young lady;' and Mary danced about on the lawn, feeling +sylph-like, and quite in love with her own elegance, when a sudden +uplifting of canine voices in the distance had sent her flying to see +what was the matter with the terrier pack. + +In the kennel there was riot and confusion. Ahab was demolishing +Angelina, Absalom had Agamemnon in a deadly grip. Dog-whip in hand, Mary +rushed to the rescue, and laid about her, like the knights of old, +utterly forgetful of her frock. She soon succeeded in restoring order, +but the Madras muslin, the Breton lace had perished in the conflict. She +left the kennel panting, and in rags and tatters, some of the muslin and +lace hanging about her in strips a yard long, but the greater part +remaining in the possession of the terriers, who had mauled and munched +her finery to their hearts' content, while she was reading the Riot Act. + +She went back to the house, bowed down by shame and confusion, and +marched straight to the dowager's morning-room. + +'Look what the terriers have done to me, grandmother,' she said, with a +sob. 'It is all my own fault, of course. I ought not to have gone near +them in that stupid muslin. Please forgive me for being so foolish. I am +not fit to have pretty frocks.' + +'I think, my dear, you can now have no doubt that the tailor gowns are +fittest for you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with crushing placidity. 'We +have tried the experiment of dressing you like Lesbia, and you see it +does not answer. Tell Kibble to throw your new gown in the rag-bag, and +please let me hear no more about it.' + +After this dismal failure Mary could not feel herself ill-used in +having to wear tailor gowns all the year round. She was allowed cotton +frocks for very warm weather, and she had pretty gowns for evening wear; +but her usual attire was cloth or linsey woolsey, made by the local +tailor. Sometimes Maulevrier ordered her a gown or a coat from his own +man in Conduit Street, and then she felt herself smart and fashionable. +And even the local tailor contrived to make her gowns prettily, having a +great appreciation of her straight willowy figure, and deeming it a +privilege to work for her, so that hitherto Mary had felt very well +content with her cloth and linsey. But now that John Hammond so +obviously admired Lesbia's delicate raiment, poor Mary began to think +her woollen gowns odious. + +After breakfast Mary and Maulevrier went straight off to the kennels. +His lordship had numerous instructions to give on this last day, and his +lieutenant had to receive and register his orders. Lesbia went to the +garden with her book and with Fraeulein--the inevitable Fraeulein as +Hammond thought her--in close attendance. + +It was a lovely morning, sultry, summer-like, albeit September had just +begun. The tennis lawn, which had been levelled on one side of the +house, was surrounded on three sides by shrubberies planted forty years +ago, in the beginning of Lady Maulevrier's widowhood. All loveliest +trees grew there in perfection, sheltered by the mighty wall of the +mountain, fed by the mists from the lake. Larch and mountain ash, and +Lawsonian cyprus,--deodara and magnolia, arbutus, and silver broom, +acacia and lilac, flourished here in that rich beauty which made every +cottage garden in the happy district a little paradise; and here in a +semi-circular recess at one end of the lawn were rustic chairs and +tables and an umbrella tent. This was Lady Lesbia's chosen retreat on +summer mornings, and a favourite place for afternoon tea. + +Mr. Hammond followed the two ladies to their bower. + +'This is to be my last morning,' he said, looking at Lesbia. 'Will you +think me a great bore if I spend it with you?' + +'We shall think it very nice of you,' answered Lesbia, without a vestige +of emotion; 'especially if you will read to us.' + +'I will do any thing to make myself useful. What shall I read?' + +'Anything you like. What do you say to Tennyson?' + +'That he is a noble poet, a teacher of all good; but too philosophical +for my present mood. May I read you some of Heine's ballads, those songs +which you sing so exquisitely, or rather some you do not sing, and which +will be fresher to you. My German is far from perfect, but I am told it +is passable, and Fraeulein Mueller can throw her scissors at me when my +accent is too dreadful.' + +'You speak German beautifully,' said Fraeulein. 'I wonder where you +learned it?' + +'I have been a good deal in Germany, and I had a Hanoverian valet who +was quite a gentleman, and spoke admirably. I think I learned more from +him than from grammars or dictionaries. I'll go and fetch Heine.' + +'What a very agreeable person Mr. Hammond is,' said Fraeulein, when he +was gone. 'We shall quite miss him.' + +'Yes, I have no doubt we shall miss him,' said Lesbia, again without the +faintest emotion. + +The governess began to think that the ordeal of an agreeable young man's +presence at Fellside had been passed in safety, and that her pupil was +unscathed. She had kept a close watch on the two, as in duty bound. She +knew that Hammond was in love with Lesbia; but she thought Lesbia was +heart-whole. + +Mr. Hammond came back with a shabby little book in his hand and +established himself comfortably in one of the two Beaconsfield chairs. + +He opened his book at that group of short poems called Heimkehr, and +read here and there, as fancy led him. Sometimes the strain was a +love-song, brief, passionate as the cry of a soul in pain; sometimes the +verses were bitter and cynical; sometimes full of tenderest simplicity, +telling of childhood, and youth and purity; sometimes dark with hidden +meanings, grim, awful, cold with the chilling breath of the +charnel-house. Sometimes Lesbia's heart beat a little faster as Mr. +Hammond read, for it seemed as if it was he who was speaking to her, and +not the dead poet. + +An hour or more passed in this way. Fraeulein Mueller was charmed at +hearing some of her favourite poems, asking now for this little bit, and +anon for another, and expatiating upon the merits of German poets in +general, and Heine in particular, in the pauses of the lecture. She was +quite carried away by her delight in the poet, and was so entirely +uplifted to the ideal world that, when a footman came with a message +from Lady Maulevrier requesting her presence, she tripped gaily off at +once, without a thought of danger in leaving those two together on the +lawn. She had been a faithful watch-dog up to this point; but she was +now lulled into a false sense of security by the idea that the time of +peril was all but ended. + +So she left them; but could she have looked back two minutes afterwards +she would have perceived the unwisdom of that act. + +No sooner had the Fraeulein turned the corner of the shrubbery than +Hammond laid aside his book and drew nearer Lesbia, who sat looking +downward, with her eyes upon the delicate piece of fancy work which had +occupied her fingers all the morning. + +'Lesbia, this is my last day at Fellside, and you and I may never have a +minute alone together again while I am here. Will you come for a little +walk with me on the Fell? There is something I must say to you before I +go.' + +Lesbia's delicate cheek grew a shade more pale. Instinct told her what +was coming, though never mortal man had spoken to her of love. Nor until +now had Mr. Hammond ever addressed her by her Christian name without +the ceremonious prefix. There was a deeper tone in his voice, a graver +look in his eyes, than she had ever noticed before. + +She rose, and took up her sunshade, and went with him meekly through the +cultivated shrubbery of ornamental timber to the rougher pathway that +wound through a copse of Scotch fir, which formed the outer boundary of +Lady Maulevrier's domain. Beyond the fir trees rose the grassy slope of +the hill, on the brow of which sheep were feeding. Deep down in the +hollow below the lawns and shrubberries of Fellside the placid bosom of +the lake shone like an emerald floor in the sunlight, reflecting the +verdure of the hill, and the white sheep dotted about here and there. + +There was not a breath in the air around them as those two sauntered +slowly side by side in the pine wood, not a cloud in the dazzling blue +sky above; and for a little time they too were silent, as if bound by a +spell which neither dared to break. Then at last Hammond spoke. + +'Lesbia, you know that I love you,' he began, in his low, grave voice, +tremulous with feeling. 'No words I can say to-day can tell you of my +love more plainly than my heart has been telling you in every hour of +this happy, happy time that you and I have spent together. I love you as +I never hoped to love, fervently, completely, believing that the +perfection of earthly bliss will be mine if I can but win you. Dearest, +is there such a sweet hope for me; are you indeed my own, as I am yours, +heart and soul, and mind and being, till the last throb of life in this +poor clay?' + +He tried to take her hand, but she drew herself away from him with a +frightened look. She was very pale, and there was infinite distress in +the dark violet eyes, which looked entreatingly, deprecatingly at her +lover. + +'I dare not answer as you would like me to answer,' she faltered, after +a painful pause. 'I am not my own mistress. My grandmother has brought +me up, devoted herself to me almost, and she has her own views, her own +plans. I dare not frustrate them!' + +'She would like to marry you to a man of rank and fortune--a man who +will choose you, perhaps, because other people admire you, rather than +because he himself loves you as you ought to be loved; who will choose +you because you are altogether the best and most perfect thing of your +year; just as he would buy a yearling at Newmarket or Doncaster. Her +ladyship means you to make a great alliance--coronets, not hearts, are +the counters for her game; but, Lesbia, would you, in the bloom and +freshness of youth--you with the pulses of youth throbbing at your +heart--lend yourself to the calculations of age which has lived its life +and forgotten the very meaning of love? Would you submit to be played as +a card in the game of a dowager's ambition? Trust me, dearest, in the +crisis of a woman's life there is one only counsellor she should listen +to, and that counsellor is her own heart. If you love me--as I dare to +hope you do--trust in me, hold by me, and leave the rest to Heaven. I +know that I can make your life happy.' + +'You frighten me by your impetuosity,' said Lesbia. 'Surely you forget +how short a time we have known each other.' + +'An age. All my life before the day I saw you is a dead, dull blank as +compared with the magical hours I have spent with you.' + +'I do not even know who and what you are.' + +'First, I am a gentleman, or I should not be your brother's friend. A +poor gentleman, if you like, with only my own right arm to hew my +pathway through the wood of life to the temple of fortune; but trust me, +only trust me, Lesbia, and I will so hew my path as to reach that +temple. Look at me, love. Do I look like a man born to fail?' + +She looked up at him shyly, with eyes that were dim with tears. He +looked like a demi-god, tall, straight as the pine trunks amongst which +he was standing, a frame formed for strength and activity, a face +instinct with mental power, dark eyes that glowed with the fire of +intellect and passion. The sunlight gave an almost unearthly radiance to +the clear dark of his complexion, the curly brown hair cut close to the +finely shaped head, the broad brow and boldly modelled features. + +Lesbia felt in her heart that such a man must be destined for success, +born to be a conqueror in all strifes, a victor upon every field. + +'Have I the thews and sinews of a man doomed to be beaten in the +battle?' he asked her. 'No, dearest; Heaven meant me to succeed; and +with you to fight for I shall not be beaten by adverse fortune. Can you +not trust Providence and me?' + +'I cannot disobey my grandmother. If she will consent----' + +'She will not consent. You must defy Lady Maulevrier, Lesbia, if you +mean to reward my love. But I will promise you this much, darling, that +if you will be my wife--with your brother's consent--which I am sure of +before I ask for it, within one year of our marriage I will find means +of reconciling her ladyship to the match, and winning her entire +forgiveness for you and me.' + +'You are talking of impossibilities,' said Lesbia, frowning. 'Why do you +talk to me as if I were a child? I know hardly anything of the world, +but I do know the woman who has reared and educated me. My grandmother +would never forgive me if I married a poor man. I should be an outcast.' + +'We would be outcasts together--happy outcasts. Besides, we should not +always be poor. I tell you I am predestined to conquer fate.' + +'But we should have to begin from the beginning.' + +'Yes, we should have to begin from the beginning, as Adam and Eve did +when they left Paradise.' + +'We are not told in the Bible that they had any happiness after that. It +seems to have been all trouble and weariness, and toil and death, after +the angel with the flaming sword drove them out of Eden.' + +'They were together, and they must have been happy. Oh, Lesbia, if you +do not feel that you can face poverty and the world's contempt by my +side, and for my sake, you do not love me. Love never calculates so +nicely; love never fears the future; and yet you do love me, Lesbia,' he +said, trying to fold her in his arms; but again she drew herself away +from him--this time with a look almost of horror--and stood facing him, +clinging to one of the pine trunks, like a scared wood-nymph. + +'You have no right to say that,' she said. + +'I have the divine right of my own deep love--of heart which cries out +to heart. Do you think there is no magnetic power in true love which can +divine the answering love in another? Lesbia, call me an insolent +coxcomb if you like, but I know you love me, and that you and I may be +utterly happy together. Oh, why--why do you shrink from me, my beloved; +why withhold yourself from my arms! Oh, love, let me hold you to my +heart--let me seal our betrothal with a kiss!' + +'Betrothal--no, no; not for the world,' cried Lesbia. 'Lady Maulevrier +would cast me off for ever; she would curse me.' + +'What would the curse of an ambitious woman weigh against my love? And I +tell you that her anger would be only a passing tempest. She would +forgive you.' + +'Never--you don't know her.' + +'I tell you she would forgive you, and all would be well with us before +we had been married a year. Why cannot you believe me, Lesbia?' + +'Because I cannot believe impossibilities, even from your lips,' she +answered sullenly. + +She stood before him with downcast eyes, the tears streaming down her +pale cheeks, exquisitively lovely in her agitation and sorrow. Yes, she +did love him; her heart was beating passionately; she was longing to +throw herself on his breast, to be folded upon that manly heart, in +trust in that brave, bright look which seemed to defy fortune. Yes, he +was a man born to conquer; he was handsome, intellectual, powerful in +all mental and physical gifts. A man of men. But he was, by his own +admission, a very obscure and insignificant person, and he had no money. +Life with him meant a long fight with adverse circumstances; life for +his wife must mean patience, submission, long waiting upon destiny, and +perhaps with old age and grey hairs the tardy turning of Fortune's +wheel. And was she for this to resign the kingdom that had been +promised to her, the giddy heights which she was born to scale, the +triumphs and delights and victories of the great world? Yes, Lesbia +loved this fortuneless knight; but she loved herself and her prospects +of promotion still better. + +'Oh, Lesbia, can you not be brave for my sake--trustful for my sake? God +will be good to us if we are true to each other.' + +'God will not be good to me if I disobey my grandmother. I owe her too +much; ingratitude in me would be doubly base. I will speak to her. I +will tell her all you have said, and if she gives me the faintest +encouragement----' + +'She will not; that is a foregone conclusion. Tell her all, if you like; +but let us be prepared for the answer. When she denies the right of your +heart to choose its own mate, then rise up in the might of your +womanhood and defy her. Tell her, "I love him, and be he rich or poor, I +will share his fate;" tell her boldly, bravely, nobly, as a true woman +should; and if she be adamant still, proclaim your right to disobey her +worldly wisdom rather than the voice of your own heart. And then come to +me, darling, and be my own, and the world which you and I will face +together shall not be a bad world. I will answer for that. No trouble +shall come near you. No humiliation shall ever touch you. Only believe +in me.' + +'I can believe in you, but not in the impossible,' answered Lesbia, with +measured accents. + +The voice was silver-sweet, but passing cold. Just then there was a +rustling among the pine branches, and Lesbia looked round with a +startled air. + +'Is there any one listening?' she exclaimed. 'What was that?' + +'Only the breath of heaven. Oh, Lesbia, if you were but a little less +wise, a little more trustful. Do not be a dumb idol. Say that you love +me, or do not love me. If you can look me in the face and say the last, +I will leave you without another word. I will take my sentence and go.' + +But this was just what Lesbia could not do. She could not deny her love; +and yet she could not sacrifice all things for her love. She lifted the +heavy lids which veiled those lovely eyes, and looked up at him +imploringly. + +'Give me time to breathe, time to think,' she said. + +'And then will you answer me plainly, truthfully, without a shadow of +reserve, remembering that the fate of two lives hangs on your words.' + +'I will.' + +'Let it be so, then. I'll go for a ramble over the hills, and return in +time for afternoon tea. I shall look for you on the tennis lawn at +half-past four.' + +He took her in his arms, and this time she yielded herself to him, and +the beautiful head rested for a few moments upon his breast, and the +soft eyes looked up at him in confiding fondness. He bent and kissed her +once only, but a kiss that meant for life and death. In the next moment +he was gone, leaving her alone among the pine trees. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +'IF I WERE TO DO AS ISEULT DID.' + + +Lady Maulevrier rarely appeared at luncheon. She took some slight +refection in her morning-room, among her books and papers, and in the +society of her canine favourites, whose company suited her better at +certain hours than the noisier companionship of her grandchildren. She +was a studious woman, loving the silent life of books better than the +inane chatter of everyday humanity. She was a woman who thought much and +read much, and who lived more in the past than the present. She lived +also in the future, counting much upon the splendid career of her +beautiful granddaughter, which should be in a manner a lengthening out, +a renewal of her own life. She looked forward to the day when Lesbia +should reign supreme in the great world, a famous beauty and leader of +fashion, her every act and word inspired and directed by her +grandmother, who would be the shadow behind the throne. It was +possible--nay, probable--that in those days Lady Maulevrier would +herself re-appear in society, establish her salon, and draw around her +closing years all that is wittiest, best, and wisest in the great world. + +Her ladyship was reposing in her low reading-chair, with a volume of +Tyndall on the book-stand before her, when the door was opened softly +and Lesbia came gliding in, and seated herself without a word on the +hassock at her grandmother's feet. Lady Maulevrier passed her hand +caressingly over the girl's soft brown hair, without looking up from her +book. + +'You are a late visitor,' she said; 'why did you not come to me after +breakfast?' + +'It was such a lovely morning, we went straight from the breakfast table +to the garden; I did not think you wanted me.' + +'I did not want you; but I am always glad to see my pet. What were you +doing in the garden all the morning? I did not hear you playing tennis.' + +Lady Maulevrier had already interrogated the German governess upon this +very subject, but she had her own reasons for wishing to hear Lesbia's +account. + +'No, it was too warm for tennis. Fraeulein and I sat and worked, and Mr. +Hammond read to us.' + +'What did he read?' + +'Heine's ballads. He reads German beautifully. + +'Indeed! I daresay he was at school in Germany. There are cheap schools +there to which middle-class people send their boys.' + +This was like a thrust from a rusty knife. + +'Mr. Hammond was at Oxford,' Lesbia said, reproachfully; and then, after +a longish pause, she clasped her hands upon the arm of Lady Maulevrier's +chair, and said, in a pleading voice, 'Grandmother, Mr. Hammond has +asked me to marry him.' + +'Indeed! Only that? And pray, did he tell you what are his means of +maintaining Lord Maulevrier's sister in the position to which her birth +entitles her?' inquired the dowager, with crushing calmness. + +'He is not rich; indeed, I believe, he is poor; but he is brave and +clever, and he is full of confidence in his power to conquer fortune.' + +'No doubt; that is your true adventurer's style. He confides implicitly +in his own talents, and in somebody else's banker. Mr. Hammond would +make a tremendous figure in the world, I daresay, and while he was +making it your brother would have to keep him. Well, my dear Lesbia, I +hope you gave this gentleman the answer his insolence deserved; or that +you did better, and referred him to me. I should be glad to give him my +opinion of his conduct--a person admitted to this house as your +brother's hanger-on--tolerated only on your brother's account; such a +person, nameless, penniless, friendless (except for Maulevrier's too +facile patronage), to dare to lift his eyes to my granddaughter! It is +ineffable insolence!' + +Lesbia crouched by her grandmother's chair, her face hidden from Lady +Maulevrier's falcon eye. Every word uttered by her ladyship stung like +the knotted cords of a knout. She knew not whether to be most ashamed of +her lover or of herself--of her lover for his obscure position, his +hopeless poverty; of herself for her folly in loving such a man. And she +did love him, and would fain have pleaded his cause, had she not been +cowed by the authority that had ruled her all her life. + +'Lesbia, if I thought you had been silly enough, degraded enough, to +give this young man encouragement, to have justified his audacity of +to-day by any act or word of yours, I should despise, I should detest +you,' said Lady Maulevrier, sternly. 'What could be more contemptible, +more hateful in a girl reared as you have been than to give +encouragement to the first comer--to listen greedily to the first +adventurer who had the insolence to make love to you, to be eager to +throw yourself into the arms of the first man who asked you. That my +granddaughter, a girl reared and taught and watched and guarded by me, +should have no more dignity, no more modesty, or womanly feeling, than a +barmaid at an inn!' + +Lesbia began to cry. + +'I don't see why a barmaid should not be a good woman, or why it +should be a crime to fall in love,' she said, in a voice broken by sobs. +'You need not speak to me so unkindly. I am not going to marry Mr. +Hammond.' + +'Oh, you are not? that is very good of you. I am deeply grateful for +such an assurance.' + +'But I like him better than anyone I ever saw in my life before.' + +'You have seen so many people. You have had such a wide area for +choice.' + +'No; I know I have been kept like a nun in a convent: but I don't think +when I go into the world I shall ever see anyone I should like better +than Mr. Hammond.' + +'Wait till you have seen the world before you make up your mind about +that. And now, Lesbia, leave off talking and thinking like a child; look +me in the face and listen to me, for I am going to speak seriously; and +with me, when I am in earnest, what is said once is said for ever.' + +Lady Maulevrier grasped her granddaughter's arm with long slender +fingers which held it as tightly as the grasp of a vice. She drew the +girl's slim figure round till they were face to face, looking into each +other's eyes, the dowager's eagle countenance lit up with impassioned +feeling, severe, awful as the face of one of the fatal sisters, the +avengers of blood, the harbingers of doom. + +'Lesbia, I think I have been good to you, and kind to you,' she said. + +'You have been all that is kind and dear,' faltered Lesbia. + +'Then give me measure for measure. My life has been a hard one, child; +hard and lonely, and loveless and joyless. My son, to whom I devoted +myself in the vigour of youth and in the prime of life, never loved me, +never repaid me for my love. He spent his days far away from me, when +his presence would have gladdened my difficult life. He died in a +strange land. Of his three children, you are the one I took into my +heart. I did my duty to the others; I lavished my love upon you. Do not +give me cursing instead of blessing. Do not give me a stone instead of +bread. I have built every hope of happiness or pleasure in this world +upon you and your obedience. Obey me, be true to me, and I will make you +a queen, and I will sit in the shadow of your throne. I will toil for +you, and be wise for you. You shall have only to shine, and dazzle, and +enjoy the glory of life. My beautiful darling, for pity's sake do not +give yourself over to folly.' + +'Did not you marry for love, grandmother?' + +'No, Lesbia. Lord Maulevrier and I got on very well together, but ours +was no love-match.' + +'Does nobody in our rank ever marry for love? are all marriages a mere +exchange and barter?' + +'No, there are love-matches now and then, which often turn out badly. +But, my darling, I am not asking you to marry for rank or for money. I +am only asking you to wait till you find your mate among the noblest in +the land. He may be the handsomest and most accomplished of men, a man +born to win women's hearts; and you may love him as fervently as ever a +village girl loved her first lover. I am not going to sacrifice you, or +to barter you, dearest. I mean to marry you to the best and noblest +young man of his day. You shall never be asked to stoop to the unworthy, +not even if worthlessness wore strawberry leaves in his cap, and owned +the greatest estate in the land.' + +'And if--instead of waiting for this King Arthur of yours--I were to do +as Iseult did--as Guinevere did--choose for myself----' + +'Iseult and Guinevere were wantons. I wonder that you can name them in +comparison with yourself.' + +'If I were to marry a good and honourable man who has his place to make +in the world, would you never forgive me?' + +'You mean Mr. Hammond? You may just as well speak plainly,' said Lady +Maulevrier, freezingly. 'If you were capable of such idiocy as that, +Lesbia, I would pluck you out of my heart like a foul weed. I would +never look upon you, or hear your name spoken, or think of you again as +long as I lived. My life would not last very long after that blow. Old +age cannot bear such shocks. Oh, Lesbia, I have been father and mother +to you; do not bring my grey hairs in sorrow to the grave.' + +Lesbia gave a deep sigh, and brushed the tears from her cheeks. Yes, the +very idea of such a marriage was foolishness. Just now, in the pine +wood, carried away by the force of her lover's passion, by her own +softer feelings, it had seemed to her as if she could count the world +well lost for his sake; but now, at Lady Maulevrier's feet, she became +again true to her training, and the world was too much to lose. + +'What can I do, grandmother?' she asked, submissively, despairingly. 'He +loves me, and I love him. How can I tell him that he and I can never be +anything to each other in this world?' + +'Refer him to me. I will give him his answer.' + +'No, no; that will not do. I have promised to answer him myself. He has +gone for a walk on the hills, and will come back at four o'clock for my +answer.' + +'Sit down at that table, and write as I dictate.' + +'But a letter will be so formal.' + +'It is the only way in which you can answer him. When he comes back from +his walk you will have left Fellside. I shall send you off to St. Bees +with Fraeulein. You must never look upon that man's face again.' + +Lesbia brushed away a few more tears, and obeyed. She had been too well +trained to attempt resistance. Defiance was out of the question. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +'THE GREATER CANTLE OF THE WORLD IS LOST.' + + +The sky was still cloudless when John Hammond strolled slowly up the +leafy avenue at Fellside. He had been across the valley and up the hill +to Easedale Tarn, and then by rough untrodden ways, across a chaos of +rock and heather, into a second valley, long, narrow, and sterile, known +as Far Easedale, a desolate gorge, a rugged cleft in the heart of the +mountains. The walk had been long and laborious; but only in such +clambering and toiling, such expenditure of muscular force and latent +heat, could the man's restless soul endure those long hours of suspense. + +'How will she answer me? Oh, my God! how will she answer?' he said +within himself, as he walked up the romantic winding road, which made so +picturesque an approach to Lady Maulevrier's domain, 'Is my idol gold or +clay? How will she come through the crucible? Oh, dearest, sweetest, +loveliest, only be true to the instinct of your womanhood, and my cup +will be full of bliss, and all my days will flow as sweetly as the +burden of a song. But if you prove heartless, if you love the world's +wealth better than you love me--ah! then all is over, and you and I are +lost to each other for ever. I have made up my mind.' + +His face settled into an expression of indomitable determination, as of +a man who would die rather than be false to his own purpose. There was +no glow of hope in his heart. He had no deep faith in the girl he loved; +indeed in his heart of hearts he knew that this being to whom he had +trusted his hopes of bliss was no heroine. She was a lovely, loveable +girl, nothing more. How would she greet him when they met presently on +the tennis lawn? With tears and entreaties, and pretty little +deprecating speeches, irresolution, timidity, vacillation, perhaps; +hardly with heroic resolve to act and dare for his sake. + +There was no one on the tennis lawn when he went there, though the hour +was close at hand at which Lesbia had promised to give him his answer. +He sat down in one of the low chairs, glad to rest after his long ramble +having had no refreshment but a bottle of soda-water and a biscuit at +the cottage by Easedale Tarn. He waited, calmly as to outward seeming, +but with a heavy heart. + +'If it were Mary now whom I loved, I should have little fear of the +issue,' he thought, weighing his sweetheart's character, as he weighed +his chances of success. 'That young termagant would defy the world for +her lover.' + +He sat in the summer silence for nearly half-an-hour, and still there +was no sign of Lady Lesbia. Her satin-lined workbasket, with the work +thrown carelessly across it, was still on the rustic table, just as she +had left it when they went to the pine wood. Waiting was weary work when +the bliss of a lifetime trembled in the balance; and yet he did not want +to be impatient. She might find it difficult to get away from her +family, perhaps. She was closely watched and guarded, as the most +precious thing at Fellside. + +At last the clock struck five, and Hammond could endure delay no longer. +He went round by the flower garden to the terrace before the +drawing-room windows, and through an open window to the drawing-room. + +Lady Maulevrier was in her accustomed seat, with her own particular +little table, magazines, books, newspapers at her side. Lady Mary was +pouring out the tea, a most unusual thing; and Maulevrier was sitting on +a stool at her feet, with his knees up to his chin, very warm and dusty, +eating pound cake. + +'Where the mischief have you been hiding yourself all day, Jack?' he +called out as Hammond appeared, looking round the room as he entered, +with eager, interrogating eyes, for that one figure which was absent. + +'I have been for a walk.' + +'You might have had the civility to announce your design, and Molly and +I would have shared your peregrinations.' + +'I am sorry that I lost the privilege of your company.' + +'I suppose you lost your luncheon, which was of more importance,' said +Maulevrier. + +'Will you have some tea?' asked Mary, who looked more womanly than usual +in a cream-coloured surah gown--one of her Sunday gowns. + +She had a faint hope that by this essentially feminine apparel she might +lessen the prejudicial effect of Maulevrier's cruel story about the +fox-hunt. + +Mr. Hammond answered absently, hardly looking at Mary, and quite +unconscious of her pretty gown. + +'Thanks, yes,' he said, taking the cup and saucer, and looking at the +door by which he momently expected Lady Lesbia's entrance, and then, as +the door did not open, he looked down at Mary, very busy with china +teapots and a brass kettle which hissed and throbbed over a spirit lamp. + +'Won't you have some cake,' she asked, looking up at him gently, grieved +at the distress and disappointment in his face. 'I am sure you must be +dreadfully hungry.' + +'Not in the least, thanks. How came you to be entrusted with those +sacred vessels, Lady Mary? What has become of Fraeulein and your sister?' + +'They have rushed off to St. Bees. Grandmother thought Lesbia looking +pale and out of spirits, and packed her off to the seaside at a minute's +notice.' + +'What! She has left Fellside?' asked Hammond, paling suddenly, as if a +man had struck him. 'Lady Maulevrier, do I understand that Lady Lesbia +has gone away?' + +He asked the question in an authoritative tone, with the air of a man +who had a right to be answered. The dowager wondered at his surpassing +insolence. + +'My granddaughter has gone to the seaside with her governess,' she said, +haughtily. + +'At a minute's notice?' + +'At a minute's notice. I am not in the habit of hesitating about any +step which I consider necessary for my grandchildren's welfare.' + +She looked him full in the face, with those falcon eyes of hers; and he +gave her back a look as resolute, and every whit as full of courage and +of pride. + +'Well,' he said, after a very perceptible pause, 'no doubt your ladyship +has done wisely, and I must submit to your jurisdiction. But I had asked +Lady Lesbia a question, and I had been promised an answer.' + +'Your question has been answered by Lady Lesbia. She left a note for +you,' replied Lady Maulevrier. + +'Thanks,' answered Mr. Hammond, briefly, and he hurried from the room +without another word. + +The letter was on the table in his bedroom. He had little hope of any +good waiting for him in a letter so written. The dowager and the world +had triumphed over a girl's dawning love, no doubt. + +This was Lesbia's letter: + + 'Dear Mr. Hammond,--Lady Maulevrier desires me to say that the + proposal which you honoured me by making this morning is one which I + cannot possibly accept, and that any idea of an engagement between + you and me could result only in misery and humiliation to both. She + thinks it best, under these circumstances, that we should not again + meet, and I shall therefore have left Fellside before you receive + this letter. + + 'With all good wishes, very faithfully yours, + + 'LESBIA HASELDEN.' + +'Very faithfully mine--faithful to her false training, to the worldly +mind that rules her; faithful to the gods of this world--Belial and +Mammon, and the Moloch Fashion. Poor cowardly soul! She loves me, and +owns as much, yet weakly flies from me, afraid to trust the strong arm +and the brave heart of the man who loves her, preferring the glittering +shams of the world to the reality of true and honest love. Well, child, +I have weighed you in the balance and found you wanting. Would to God it +had been otherwise! If you had been brave and bold for love's sake, +where is that pure and perfect chrysolite for which I would have +bartered you?' + +He flung himself into a chair, and sat with his head bowed upon his +folded arms, and his eyes not innocent of tears. What would he not have +given to find truth and courage and scorn of the world's wealth in that +heart which he had tried to win. Did he think her altogether heartless +because she so glibly renounced him? No, he was too just for that. He +called her only half-hearted. She was like the cat in the adage, +'Letting I dare not, wait upon I would.' But he told himself with one +deep sigh of resignation that she was lost to him for ever. + +'I have tried her, and found her not worth the winning,' he said. + +The house, even the lovely landscape smiling under his windows, the +pastoral valley, smooth lake and willowy island, seemed hateful to him. +He felt himself hemmed round by those green hills, by yonder brown and +rugged wall of Nabb Scar, stifled for want of breathing space. The +landscape was lovely enough, but it was like a beautiful grave. He +longed to get away from it. + +'Another man would follow her to St. Bees,' he said. 'I will not.' + +He flung a few things into a Gladstone bag, sat down, and wrote a brief +note to Maulevrier, asking him to make his excuses to her ladyship. He +had made up his mind to go to Keswick that afternoon, and would rejoin +his friend to-morrow, at Carlisle. This done, he rang for Maulevrier's +valet, and asked that person to look after his luggage and bring it on +to Scotland with his master's things; and then, without a word of adieu +to anyone, John Hammond went out of the house, with the Gladstone bag in +his hand, and shook the dust of Fellside off his feet. + +He ordered a fly at the Prince of Wales's Hotel, and drove to Keswick, +whence he went on to the Lodore. The gloom and spaciousness of +Derwentwater, grey in the gathering dusk, suited his humour better than +the emerald prettiness of Grasmere--the roar of the waterfall made music +in his ear. He dined in a private room, and spent the evening roaming on +the shores of the lake, and at eleven o'clock went back to his hotel and +sat late into the night reading Heine, and thinking of the girl who had +refused him. + +Mr. Hammond's letter was delivered to Lord Maulevrier five minutes +before dinner, as he sat in the drawing-room with her ladyship and Mary. +Poor Mary had put on another pretty gown for dinner, still bent upon +effacing Mr. Hammond's image of her as a tousled, frantic creature in +torn and muddy raiment. She sat watching the door, just as Hammond had +watched it three hours ago. + +'So,' said Maulevrier, 'your ladyship has succeeded in driving my friend +away. Hammond has left Fellside, and begs me to convey to you his +compliments and his grateful acknowledgment of all your kindness.' + +'I hope I have not been uncivil to him,' answered Lady Maulevrier +coldly. 'As you had both made up your minds to go to-morrow, it can +matter very little that he should go to-day.' + +Mary looked down at the ribbon and lace on her prettiest frock, and +thought that it mattered a great deal to her. Yet, if he had stayed, +would he have seen her frock or her? With his bodily eyes, perhaps, but +not with the eyes of his mind. Those eyes saw only Lesbia. + +'No, perhaps it hardly matters,' answered Maulevrier, with suppressed +anger. 'The man is not worth talking about or thinking about. What is +he? Only the best, truest, bravest fellow I ever knew.' + +'There are shepherds and guides in Grasmere of whom we could say almost +as much,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'yet you would scarcely expect me to +encourage one of them to pay his addresses to your sister? Pray spare us +all nonsense-talk, Maulevrier. This business is very well ended. You +ought never to have brought Mr. Hammond here.' + +'I am sure of that now. I am very sorry I did bring him.' + +'Oh, the man will not die for love. A disappointment of that kind is +good for a young man in his position. It will preserve him from more +vulgar entanglements, and perhaps from the folly of a too early +marriage.' + +'That is a mighty philosophical way of looking at the matter.' + +'It is the only true way. I hope when you are my age you will have +learnt to look at everything in a philosophical spirit.' + +'Well, Lady Maulevrier, you have had it all your own way,' said the +young man, walking up and down the room in an angry mood. 'I hope you +will never be sorry for having come between two people who loved each +other, and might have made each other happy.' + +'I shall never be sorry for having saved my granddaughter from an +imprudent marriage. Give me your arm, Maulevrier, and let me hear no +more about Mr. Hammond. We have all had quite enough of him,' said her +ladyship, as the butler announced dinner. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +'SINCE PAINTED OR NOT PAINTED ALL SHALL FADE.' + + +Fraeulein Mueller and her charge returned from St. Bees after a sojourn of +about three weeks upon that quiet shore: but Lady Lesbia did not appear +to be improved in health or spirits by the revivifying breezes of the +ocean. + +'It is a dull, horrid place, and I was bored to death there!' she said, +when Mary asked how she had enjoyed herself. 'There was no question of +enjoyment. Grandmother took it into her head that I was looking ill, and +sent me to the sea; but I should have been just as well at Fellside.' + +This meant that between Lesbia and that distinctly inferior being, her +younger sister, there was to be no confidence. Mary had watched the +life-drama acted under her eyes too closely not to know all about it, +and was not inclined to be so put off. + +That pale perturbed countenance of John Hammond's, those eager inquiring +eyes looking to the door which opened not, had haunted Mary's waking +thoughts, had even mingled with the tangled web of her dreams. Oh, how +could any woman scorn such love? To be so loved, and by such a man, +seemed to Mary the perfection of earthly bliss. She had never been +educated up to those wider and loftier views of life, which teach a +woman that houses and lands, place and power, are the supreme good. + +'I can't understand how you could treat that noble-minded man so badly,' +she exclaimed one day, when she and Lesbia were alone in the library, +and after she had sat for ever so long, staring out of the window, +meditating upon her sister's cruelty. + +'Of whom are you speaking, pray?' + +'As if you didn't know! Of Mr. Hammond.' + +'And pray, how do you know that he is noble-minded, or that I treated +him badly?' + +'Well, as to his being noble-minded, that jumps to the eyes, as French +books say. As for your treatment of him, I was looking on all the time, +and I know how unkind you were, and I heard him talking to you in the +fir-copse that day.' + +'You were listening' cried Lesbia indignantly. + +'I was not listening! I was passing by. And if people choose to carry on +their love affairs out of doors they must expect to be overheard. I +heard him pleading to you, telling you how he would work for you, fight +the battle of life for you, asking you to be trustful and brave for his +sake. But you have a heart of stone. You and grandmother both have +hearts of stone. I think she must have taken out your heart when you +were little, and put a stone in its place.' + +'Really,' said Lesbia, trying to carry things with a high hand, albeit +her very human heart was beating passionately all the time, 'I think you +ought to be very grateful to me--and grandmother--for refusing Mr. +Hammond.' + +'Why grateful?' + +'Because it leaves you a chance of getting him for yourself; and +everybody can see that you are over head and ears in love with him. That +jumps to the eyes, as you say.' + +Mary turned crimson, trembled with rage, looked at her sister as if she +would kill her, for a moment or so, and finally burst into tears. + +'That is not true, and it is shameful for you to say such a thing,' she +cried. + +'Why, what a virago you are, Mary. Well, I'm very glad it is not true. +Mr. Hammond is--yes, I will be quite candid with you--he is the only man +I am ever likely to admire for his own sake. He is good, brave, clever, +all that you think him. But you and I do not live in a world in which +girls are free to follow their own inclinations. I should break Lady +Maulevrier's heart if I were to make a foolish marriage; and I owe her +too much to set her wishes at naught, or to make her declining years +unhappy. I must obey her, at any cost to my own feelings. Please never +mention Mr. Hammond's name. I'm sure I've had quite enough unhappiness +about him.' + +'I see,' said Mary, bitterly. 'It is your own pain you think of, not +his. He may suffer, so long as you are not worried.' + +'You are an impertinent chit,' retorted Lesbia, 'and you know nothing +about it.' + +After this there was no more said about Mr. Hammond; but Mary did not +forget him. She wrote long letters to her brother, who was still in +Scotland, shooting, deer-stalking, fishing, killing something or other +daily, in the most approved fashion of an Englishman taking his +pleasure. Maulevrier occasionally repaid her with a telegram; but he was +not a good correspondent. He declared that life was too short for +letter-writing. + +Summer was gone; the lake was no longer a shining emerald floor, dotted +with the reflection of the flock upon the verdant slopes above it, but +dull and grey of hue, and broken by white-edged wavelets. Patches of +snow gleamed on the misty heights of Helvellyn, and the autumn winds +howled and shrieked around Fellside in the evenings, when all the +shutters were shut, and the outside world seemed little more than an +idea: that mystic hour when the sheep are slumbering under the starry +sky, and when, as the Westmoreland peasant believes, the fairies help +the housewife at her spinning-wheel. + +Those October evenings were very long and weary for Lesbia and her +sister. Lady Maulevrier read and mused in her low chair beside the fire, +with her books piled upon her own particular table, and lighted by her +own particular lamp. She talked very little, but she was always gracious +to her granddaughters and their governess, and she liked them to be with +her in the evening. Lesbia played or sang, or sat at work at her +basket-table, which occupied the other side of the fireplace; and +Fraeulein and Mary had the rest of the room to themselves, as it were, +those two places by the hearth being sacred, as if dedicated to +household gods. Mary read immensely in those long evenings, devouring +volume after volume, feeding her imagination with every kind of +nutriment, good, bad, and indifferent. Fraeulein Mueller knitted a woollen +shawl, which seemed to have neither beginning, middle, nor end, and was +always ready for conversation, but there were times when silence brooded +over the scene for long intervals, and when every sound of the light +wood-ashes dropping on the tiled hearth was distinctly audible. + +This state of things went on for about three weeks after Lesbia's return +from St. Bees, Lady Maulevrier watchful of her granddaughter all the +time, though saying nothing. She saw that Lesbia was not happy, not as +she had been in the time before the coming of John Hammond. She had +never been particularly gay or light-hearted, never gifted with the wild +spirits and buoyancy which make girlhood so lovely a season to some +natures, a time of dance and song and joyousness, a morning of life +steeped in the beauty and gladness of the universe. She had never been +gay as young lambs and foals and fawns and kittens and puppy dogs are +gay, by reason of the well-spring of delight within them, needing no +stimulus from the outside world. She had been just a little inclined to +murmur at the dulness of her life at Fellside; yet she had borne herself +with a placid sweetness which had been Lady Maulevrier's delight. But +now there was a marked change in her manner. She was not the less +submissive and dutiful in her bearing to her grandmother, whom she both +loved and feared; but there were moments of fretfulness and impatience +which she could not conceal. She was captious and sullen in her manner +to Mary and the Fraeulein. She would not walk or drive with them, or +share in any of their amusements. Sometimes of an evening that studious +silence of the drawing-room was suddenly broken by Lesbia's weary sigh, +breathed unawares as she bent over her work. + +Lady Maulevrier saw, too, that Lesbia's cheek was paler than of old, her +eyes less bright. There was a heavy look that told of broken slumbers, +there was a pinched look in that oval check. Good heavens! if her beauty +were to pale and wane, before society had bowed down and worshipped it; +if this fair flower were to fade untimely; if this prize rose in the +garden of beauty were to wither and decay before it won the prize. + +Her ladyship was a woman of action, and no sooner did this fear shape +itself in her mind than she took steps to prevent the evil her thoughts +foreshadowed. + +Among those friends of her youth and allies of her house with whom she +had always maintained an affectionate correspondence was Lady Kirkbank, +the fashionable wife of a sporting baronet, owner of a castle in +Scotland, a place in Yorkshire, a villa at Cannes, and a fine house in +Arlington Street, with an income large enough for their enjoyment. When +Lady Diana Angersthorpe shone forth in the West End world as the +acknowledged belle of the season, the star of Georgina Lorimer was +beginning to wane. She was the eldest daughter of Colonel Lorimer, a man +of good old family, and a fine soldier, who had fought shoulder to +shoulder with Gough and Lawrence, and who had contrived to make a figure +in society with very small means. Georgina's sisters had all married +well. It was a case of necessity, the Colonel told them; they must +either marry or gravitate ultimately to the workhouse. So the Miss +Lorimers made the best use of their youth and freshness, and 'no good +offer refused' was the guiding rule of their young lives. Lucy married +an East India merchant, and set up a fine house in Porchester Terrace. +Maud married wealth personified in the person of a leading member of the +Tallow Chandlers' Company, and had her town house and country house, and +as fine a set of diamonds as a duchess. + +But Georgina, the eldest, trifled with her chances, and her +twenty-seventh birthday beheld her pouring out her father's tea in a +small furnished house in a street off Portland Place, which the Colonel +had hired on his return from India, and which he declared himself unable +to maintain another year. + +'Directly the season is over I shall give up housekeeping and take a +lodging at Bath,' said Colonel Lorimer. 'If you don't like Bath all the +year round you can stay with your sisters.' + +'That is the last thing I am likely to do,' answered Georgina; 'my +sisters were barely endurable when they were single and poor. They are +quite intolerable now they are married and rich. I would sooner live in +the monkey-house at the Zoological than stay with either Lucy or Maud.' + +'That's rank envy,' retorted her father 'You can't forgive them for +having done so much better than you.' + +'I can't forgive them for having married snobs. When I marry I shall +marry a gentleman.' + +'When!' echoed the parent, with a sneering laugh. 'Hadn't you better say +"if"?' + +At this period Georgina's waning good looks were in some measure +counterbalanced by the cumulative effects of half a dozen seasons in +good society, which had given style to her person, ease to her manners, +and sharpness to her tongue. Nobody in society said sharper or more +unpleasant things than Miss Lorimer, and by virtue of this gift she got +invited about a great deal more than she might have done had she been +distinguished for sweetness of speech and manner. Georgie Lorimer's +presence at a dinner table gave just that pungent flavour which is like +the faint suspicion of garlic in a fricassee or of tarragon in a salad. + +Now in this very season, when Colonel Lorimer was inclined to speak of +his daughter, as Sainte Beuve wrote of Musset, as a young woman with a +very brilliant past, a lucky turn of events gave Georgina a fresh start +in life, which may be called a new departure. Lady Diana Angersthorpe, +the belle of the season, took a fancy to her, was charmed with her sharp +tongue and acute sense of the ridiculous. The two became fast friends, +and were seen everywhere together. The best men all flocked round the +beauty, and all talked to the beauty's companion: and before the season +was over, Sir George Kirkbank, who had half made up his mind to +propose to Lady Diana, found himself engaged to that uncommonly jolly +girl, Lady Diana's friend. Georgina spent August and September with Lady +Di, at the Marchioness of Carisbroke's delightful villa in the Isle of +Wight, and Sir George kept his yacht at Cowes all the time, and was in +constant attendance upon his fiancee. It was George and Georgie +everywhere. In October Colonel Lorimer had the profound pleasure of +giving away his daughter, before the altar in St. George's, Hanover +Square, and it may be said of him that nothing in his relations with +that young lady became him better than his manner of parting with her. + +So the needy Colonel's daughter became Lady Kirkbank, and in the +following spring Diana Angersthorpe was married at the same St. George's +to the Earl of Maulevrier. The friends were divided by distance and by +circumstance as the years rolled on; but friendship was steadily +maintained; and a regular correspondence with Lady Kirkbank, whose pen +was as sharp as her tongue, was one of the means by which Lady +Maulevrier had kept herself thoroughly posted in all those small events, +unrecorded by newspapers, which make up the secret history of society. + +It was of her old friend Georgie that her ladyship thought in her +present anxiety. Lady Kirkbank had more than once suggested that Lady +Maulevrier's granddaughters should vary the monotony of Fellside by a +visit to her place near Doncaster, or her castle north of Aberdeen; but +her ladyship had evaded these friendly suggestions, being very jealous +of any strange influence upon Lesbia's life. Now, however, there had +come a time when Lesbia must have a complete change of scenery and +surroundings, lest she should pine and dwindle in sullen submission to +fate, or else defy the world and elope with John Hammond. + +Now, therefore, Lady Maulevrier decided to accept Lady Kirkbank's +hospitality. She told her friend the whole story with perfect frankness, +and her letter was immediately answered by a telegram. + +'I start for Scotland to-morrow, will break my journey by staying a +night at Fellside, and will take Lady Lesbia on to Kirkbank with me next +day, if she can be ready to go.' + +'She shall be ready,' said Lady Maulevrier. + +She told Lesbia that she had accepted an invitation for her, and that +she was to go to Kirkbank Castle the day after to-morrow. She was +prepared for unwillingness, resistance even; but Lesbia received the +news with evident pleasure. + +'I shall be very glad to go,' she said, 'this place is so dull. Of +course I shall be sorry to leave you, grandmother, and I wish you would +go with me; but any change will be a relief. I think if I had to stay +here all the winter, counting the days and the hours, I should go out of +my mind.' + +The tears came into her eyes, but she wiped them away hurriedly, ashamed +of her emotion. + +'My dearest child, I am so sorry for you,' murmured Lady Maulevrier. +'But believe me the day will come when you will be very glad that you +conquered the first foolish inclination of your girlish heart.' + +'Yes, I daresay, when I am eighty,' Lesbia answered, impatiently. She +had made up her mind to submit to the inevitable. She had loved John +Hammond--had been as near breaking her heart for him as it was in her +nature to break her heart for anybody; but she wanted to make a great +marriage, to be renowned and admired. She had been reared and trained +for that; and she was not going to belie her training. + +A visitor from the great London world was so rare an event that there +was naturally a little excitement in the idea of Lady Kirkbank's +arrival. The handsomest and most spacious of the spare bedrooms was +prepared for the occasion. The housekeeper was told that the dinner must +be perfect. There must be nothing old-fashioned or ponderous; there must +be mind as well as matter in everything. Rarely did Lady Maulevrier look +at a bill of fare; but on this particular morning she went carefully +through the menu, and corrected it with her own hand. + +A pair of post-horses brought Lady Kirkbank and her maid from Windermere +station, in time for afternoon tea, and the friends who had only met +twice within the last forty years, embraced each other on the threshold +of Lady Maulevrier's morning-room. + +'My dearest Di,' cried Lady Kirkbank, 'what a delight to see you again +after such ages; and what a too lovely spot you have chosen for your +retreat from the world, the flesh, and the devil. If I could be a +recluse anywhere, it would be amongst just such delicious surroundings.' + +Without, twilight shades were gathering; within, there was only the +light of a fire and a shaded lamp upon the tea table; there was just +light enough for the two women to see each other's faces, and the change +which time had wrought there. + +Never did womanhood in advanced years offer a more striking contrast +than that presented by the woman of fashion and the recluse. Lady +Maulevrier was almost as handsome in the winter of her days as she had +been when life was in its spring. The tall, slim figure, erect as a +dart, the delicately chiselled features and alabaster complexion, the +soft silvery hair, the perfect hand, whiter and more transparent than +the hand of girlhood, the stately movements and bearing, all combined to +make Lady Maulevrier a queen among women. Her brocade gown of a deep +shade of red, with a border of dark sable on cuffs and collar, suggested +a portrait by Velasquez. She wore no ornaments except the fine old +Brazilian diamonds which flashed and sparkled upon her slender fingers. + +If Lady Maulevrier looked like a picture in the Escurial, Lady Kirkbank +resembled a caricature in _La Vie Parisienne_. Everything she wore was +in the very latest fashion of the Parisian _demi-monde_, that +exaggerated elegance of a fashion plate which only the most exquisite of +women could redeem from vulgarity. Plush, brocade, peacock's feathers, +golden bangles, mousquetaire gloves, a bonnet of purple plumage set off +by ornaments of filagree gold, an infantine little muff of lace and wild +flowers, buttercups and daisies; and hair, eyebrows and complexion as +artificial as the flowers on the muff. + +All that art could do to obliterate the traces of age had been done for +Georgina Kirkbank. But seventy years are not to be obliterated easily, +and the crow's feet showed through the bloom de Ninon, and the eyes +under the painted arches were glassy and haggard, the carnation lips had +a withered look. Age was made all the more palpable by the artifice +which would have disguised it. + +Lady Maulevrier suffered an absolute shock at beholding the friend of +her youth. She had not accustomed herself to the idea that women in +society could raddle their cheeks, stain their lips, and play tricks +before high heaven with their eyebrows and eyelashes. In her own youth +painted faces had been the ghastly privilege of a class of womankind of +which the women of society were supposed to know nothing. Persons who +showed their ankles and rouged their cheeks were to be seen of an +afternoon in Bond Street; but Lady Diana Angersthorpe had been taught to +pass them by as if she saw them not, to behold without seeing these +creatures outside the pale. And now she saw her own dearest friend, a +person distinctly within the pale, plastered with bismuth and stained +with carmine, and wearing hair of a colour so obviously false and +inharmonious, that child-like faith could hardly accept it as reality. +Forty years ago Lady Kirkbank's long ringlets had been darkest glossiest +brown, to-day she wore a tousled fringe of bright yellow, piquantly +contrasting with Vandyke brown eyebrows. + +It took Lady Maulevrier some moments to get over the shock. She drew a +chair to the fire and established her friend in it, and then, with a +little gasp, she said: + +'I am charmed to see you again, Georgie!' + +'You darling, I was sure you would be glad. But you must find me awfully +changed--awfully.' + +For worlds Lady Maulevrier could not have denied this truth. Happily +Lady Kirkbank did not wait for an answer. + +'Society is so wearing, and George and I never seem to get an interval +of quiet. Kirkbank is to be full of men next week. Your granddaughter +will have a good time.' + +'There will be a few women, of course?' + +'Oh, yes, there's no avoiding that; only one doesn't reckon them. Sir +George only counts his guns. We expect a splendid season. I shall send +you some birds of my own shooting.' + +'You shoot!' exclaimed Lady Maulevrier, amazed. + +'Shoot! I should think I do. What else is there to amuse one in +Scotland, after the salmon fishing is over? I have never missed a season +for the last thirty years, unless we have been abroad.' + +'Please, don't innoculate Lesbia with your love of sport.' + +'What! you wouldn't like her to shoot? Well, perhaps you are right. It +is hardly the thing for a pretty girl with her fortune to make. It +spoils the delicacy of the skin. But I'm afraid she'll find Kirkbank +dull if she doesn't go out with the guns. She can meet us with the rest +of the women at luncheon. We have some capital picnic luncheons on the +moor, I can assure you.' + +'I know she will enjoy herself with you. She has been accustomed to a +very quiet life here.' + +'It is a lovely spot; but I own I cannot understand how you can have +lived here exclusively during all these years--you who used to be all +life and fire, loving change, action, political and diplomatic society, +to dance upon the crest of the wave, as it were. Your whole nature must +have suffered some curious change.' + +Their close intimacy of the past warranted freedom of speech in the +present. + +'My nature did undergo a change, and a severe one,' answered Lady +Maulevrier, gloomily. + +'It was that horrid--and I daresay unfortunate scandal about his +lordship; and then the sad shock of his death,' murmured Lady Kirkbank, +sympathetically. 'Most women, with your youth and beauty, would have +forgotten the scandal and the husband in a twelvemonth, and would have +made a second marriage more brilliant than the first. But no Indian +widow who ever performed suttee was more worthy of praise than you, or +even that person of Ephesus, whose story I have heard somewhere. Indeed, +I have always spoken of your life as a long suttee. But you mean to +re-appear in society next season, I hope, when you present your +granddaughter?' + +'I shall certainly go up to London to present her, and possibly I may +spend the season in town; but I shall feel like Rip Van Winkle.' + +'No, no, you won't, my dear Di. You have kept yourself _au courant_, I +know. Even my silly gossiping letters may have been of _some_ use.' + +'They have been most valuable. Let me give you another cup of tea,' said +Lady Maulevrier, who had been officiating at her own exquisite +tea-table, an arrangement of inlaid woods, antique silver, and modern +china, which her friend pronounced a perfect poem. + +Indeed, the whole room was poetic, Lady Kirkbank declared, and there are +many highly praised scenes which less deserve the epithet. The dark red +walls and cedar dado, the stamped velvet curtains, of an indescribable +shade between silver-grey and olive, the Sheraton furniture, the +parqueterie floor and Persian prayer-rugs, the deep yet brilliant hues +of crackle porcelain and Chinese cloisonne enamel, the artistic +fireplace, with dog-stove, low brass fender, and ingle-nook recessed +under the high mantelpiece, all combined to form a luxurious and +harmonious whole. + +Lady Kirkbank admired the _tout ensemble_ in the fitful light of the +fire, the dim grey of deepening twilight. + +'There never was a more delicious cell!' she exclaimed, 'but still I +should feel it a prison, if I had to spend six weeks in the year in it. +I never stay more than six weeks anywhere out of London; and I always +find six weeks more than enough. The first fortnight is rapture, the +third and fourth weeks are calm content, the fifth is weariness, the +sixth a fever to be gone. I once tried a seventh week at Pontresina, and +I hated the place so intensely that I dared not go back there for the +next three years. But now tell me. Diana, have you really performed +suttee, have you buried yourself alive in this sweet spot deliberately, +or has the love of retirement grown upon you, and have you become a kind +of lotus-eater?' + +'I believe I have become a kind of lotus-eater. My retirement here has +been no sentimental sacrifice to Lord Maulevrier's memory.' + +'I am glad to hear that; for I really think the worst possible use a +woman can make of her life is in wasting it on lamentation for a dead +and gone husband. Life is odiously short at the best, and it is mere +imbecility to fritter away any of our scanty portion upon the dead, who +can never be any the better for our tears.' + +'My motive in living at Fellside was not reverence for the dead. And now +let us talk of the gay world, of which you know all the secrets. Have +you heard anything more about Lord Hartfield?' + +'Ah, there is a subject in which you have reason to be interested. I +have not forgotten the romance of your youth--that first season in which +Ronald Hollister used to haunt every place at which you appeared. Do you +remember that wet afternoon at the Chiswick flower-show, when you and he +and I took shelter in the orange house, and you two made love to each +other most audaciously in an atmosphere of orange-blossoms that almost +stifled me? Yes, those were glorious days!' + +'A short summer of gladness, a brief dream,' sighed Lady Maulevrier. 'Is +young Lord Hartfield like his father?' + +'No, he takes after the Ilmingtons; but still there is a look of your +old sweetheart--yes, I think there is an expression. I have not seen him +for nearly a year. He is still abroad, roaming about somewhere in search +of adventures. These young men who belong to the Geographical and the +Alpine Club are hardly ever at home.' + +'But though they may be sometimes lost to society, they are all the +more worthy of society's esteem when they do appear,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'I think there must be an ennobling influence in Alpine +travel, or in the vast solitudes of the Dark Continent. A man finds +himself face to face with unsophisticated nature, and with the grandest +forces of the universe. Professor Tyndall writes delightfully of his +Alpine experiences; his mind seems to have ripened in the solitude and +untainted air of the Alps. And I believe Lord Hartfield is a young man +of very high character and of considerable cultivation, is he not?' + +'He is a splendid young fellow. I never heard a word to his +disparagement, even from those people who pretend to know something bad +about everybody. What a husband he would make for one of your girls!' + +'Admirable! But those perfect arrangements, which seem predestined by +heaven itself, are so rarely realised on earth,' answered the dowager, +lightly. + +She was not going to show her cards, even to an old friend. + +'Well, it would be very sweet if they were to meet next season and fall +in love with each other,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'He is enormously rich, and +I daresay your girls will not be portionless.' + +'Lesbia may take a modest place among heiresses,' answered Lady +Maulevrier. 'I have lived so quietly during the last forty years that I +could hardly help saving money.' + +'How nice!' sighed Georgie. 'I never saved sixpence in my life, and am +always in debt.' + +'The little fortune I have saved is much too small for division. Lesbia +will therefore have all I can leave her. Mary has the usual provision as +a daughter of the Maulevrier house.' + +'And I suppose Lesbia has that provision also?' + +'Of course.' + +'Lucky Lesbia. I only wish Hartfield were coming to us for the shooting. +I would engage he should fall in love with her. Kirkbank is a splendid +place for match-making. But the fact is I am not very intimate with him. +He is almost always travelling, and when he is at home he is not in our +set. And now, my dear Diana, tell me more about yourself, and your own +life in this delicious place.' + +'There is so little to tell. The books I have read, the theories of +literature and art and science which I have adopted and dismissed, +learnt and forgotten--those are the history of my life. The ideas of the +outside world reach me here only in books and newspapers; but you who +have been living in the world must have so much to say. Let me be the +listener.' + +Lady Kirkbank desired nothing better. She rattled on for three-quarters +of an hour about her doings in the great world, her social triumphs, the +wonderful things she had done for Sir George, who seemed to be as a +puppet in her hands, the princes and princelings she had entertained, +the songs she had composed, the comedy she had written, for private +representation only, albeit the Haymarket manager was dying to produce +it, the scathing witticisms with which she had withered her social +enemies. She would have gone on much longer, but for the gong, which +reminded her that it was time to dress for dinner. + +Half-an-hour later Lady Kirkbank was in the drawing-room, where Mary had +retired to the most shadowy corner, anxious to escape the gaze of the +fashionable visitor. + +But Lady Kirkbank was not inclined to take much notice of Mary. Lesbia's +brilliant beauty, the exquisite Greek head, the faultless complexion, +the deep, violet eyes, caught Georgina Kirkbank's eye the moment she had +entered the room, and she saw that this girl and no other must be the +beauty, the beloved and chosen grandchild. + +'How do you do, my dear?' she said, taking Lesbia's hand, and then, as +if with a gush of warm feeling, suddenly drawing the girl towards her +and kissing her on both cheeks. 'I am going to be desperately fond of +you, and I hope you will soon contrive to like me--just a little.' + +'I feel sure that I shall like you very much,' Lesbia answered sweetly. +'I am prepared to love you as grandmother's old friend.' + +'Oh, my dear, to think that I should ever be the old friend of anybody's +grandmother!' sighed Lady Kirkbank, with unaffected regret. 'When I was +your age I used to think all old people odious. It never occurred to me +that I should live to be one of them.' + +'Then you had no dear grandmother whom you loved,' said Lesbia, 'or you +would have liked old people for her sake.' + +'No, my love, I had no grandparents. I had a father, and he was +all-sufficient--anything beyond him in the ancestral line would have +been a burden laid upon me greater than I could bear, as the poet says.' + +Dinner was announced, and Mary came shyly out of her corner, blushing +deeply. + +'And this is Lady Mary, I suppose?' said Lady Kirkbank, in an off-hand +way, 'How do you do, my dear? I am going to steal your sister.' + +'I am very glad,' faltered Mary. 'I mean I am glad that Lesbia should +enjoy herself.' + +'And some fine day, when Lesbia is married and a great lady, I shall ask +you to come to Scotland,' said Lady Kirkbank, condescendingly, and then +she murmured in her friend's ear, as they went to the dining-room, +'Quite an English girl. Very fresh and frank and nice,' which was great +praise for such a second-rate young person as Lady Mary. + +'What do you think of Lesbia?' asked Lady Maulevrier, in the same +undertone. + +'She is simply adorable. Your letters prepared me to expect beauty, but +not such beauty. My dear, I thought the progress of the human race was +all in a downward line since our time; but your granddaughter is as +handsome as you were in your first season, and that is going very far.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +'NOT YET.' + + +Lady Kirkbank carried off Lesbia early next day, the girl radiant at the +idea of seeing life under new conditions. She had a few minutes' serious +talk with her grandmother before she went. + +'Lesbia, you are going into the world,' said Lady Maulevrier; 'yes, even +a country house is the world in little. You will have many admirers +instead of one; but I think, I believe, that you will be true to me and +to yourself.' + +'You need not fear, grandmother. I have been an idiot; but--but it was +only a passing folly, and I shall never be so weak again.' + +Lesbia's scornful lips and kindling eyes gave intensity to her speech. +It was evident that she despised herself for that one touch of womanly +softness which had made her as ready to fall in love with her first +wooer as any peasant girl in Grasmere Vale. + +'I am delighted to hear you speak thus, dearest,' said Lady Maulevrier. +'And if Mr. Hamilton--Hammond, I mean--should have the audacity to +follow you to Kirkbank, and to intrude himself upon you there--perhaps +to persecute you with clandestine addresses----' + +'I do not believe he would do anything clandestine,' said Lesbia, +drawing herself up. 'He is quite above that.' + +'My dear child, we know absolutely nothing about him. He has his way to +make in the world unaided by family or connections. He is +clever--daring. Such a man cannot help being an adventurer; and an +adventurer is capable of anything. I warn you to beware of him.' + +'I don't suppose I shall ever see his face again,' retorted Lesbia, +irritably. + +She had made up her mind that her life was not to be spoiled, her +brilliant future sacrificed, for the sake of John Hammond; but the wound +which she had suffered in renouncing him was still fresh, her feelings +were still sore. Any contemptuous mention of him stung her to the quick. + +'I hope not. And you will beware of other adventurers, Lesbia, men of a +worse stamp than Mr. Hammond, more experienced in ruse and iniquity, men +steeped to the lips in worldly knowledge, men who look upon women as +mere counters in the game of life. The world thinks that I am rich, and +you will no doubt take rank as an heiress. You will therefore be a mark +for every spendthrift, noble or otherwise, who wants to restore his +broken fortunes by a wealthy marriage. And now, my dearest, good-bye. +Half my heart goes with you. Nothing could induce me to part with you, +even for a few weeks, except the conviction that it is for your good.' + +'But we shall not be parted next year, I hope, grandmother,' said +Lesbia, affectionately. 'You said something about presenting me, and +then leaving me in Lady Kirkbank's care for the season. I should not +like that at all. I want you to go everywhere with me, to teach me all +the mysteries of the great world. You have always promised me that it +should be so.' + +'And I have always intended that it should be so. I hope that it will be +so,' answered her grandmother, with a sigh; 'but I am an old woman, +Lesbia, and I am rooted to this place.' + +'But why should you be rooted here? What charm can keep you here, when +you are so fitted to shine in society? You are old in nothing but years, +and not even old in years in comparison with women whom we hear of, +going everywhere and mixing in every fashionable amusement. You are full +of fire and energy, and as active as a girl. Why should you not enjoy a +London season, grandmother?' pleaded Lesbia, nestling her head lovingly +against Lady Maulevrier's shoulder. + +'I should enjoy it, dearest, with you. It would be a renewal of my youth +to see you shine and conquer. I should be as proud as if the glory were +all my own. Yes, dear, I hope that I shall be a spectator of your +triumphs. But do not let us plan the future. Life is so full of changes. +Remember what Horace says----' + +'Horace is a bore,' said Lesbia. 'I hate a poet who is always harping +upon change and death.' + +The carriage, which was to take the travellers to Windermere Station, +was announced at this moment, and Lesbia and her grandmother gave each +other the farewell embrace. + +'You like Lady Kirkbank, I hope?' said Lady Maulevrier, as they went +towards the hall, where that lady was waiting for them, with Lady Mary +and Fraeulein Mueller in attendance upon her. + +'She seems very kind, but I should like her better if she did not +paint--or if she painted better.' + +'My dear child I'm afraid it is the fashion of the day, just as it was +in Pope's time, and we ought to think nothing about it.' + +'Well, I suppose I shall get hardened in time.' + +'My dearest Lesbia,' shrieked Lady Kirkbank from below, 'remember we +have to catch a train.' + +Lesbia hurried downstairs, followed by Lady Maulevrier, who had to bid +her friend adieu. The luggage had been sent on in a cart, Lesbia's +trunks and dress baskets forming no small item. She was so well +furnished with pretty gowns of all kinds that there had been no +difficulty in getting her ready for this sudden visit. Her maid was on +the box beside the coachman. Lady Kirkbank's attendant, a Frenchwoman of +five-and-thirty, who looked as if she had graduated at Mabille, was to +occupy the back seat of the landau. + +Lady Mary looked after her sister longingly, as the carriage drove down +the hill. She was going into a new world, to see all kinds of +people--clever people--distinguished people--musical, artistic, +political people--hunting and shooting people--while Mary was to stay at +home all the winter among the old familiar faces. Dearly as she loved +these hills and vales her heart sank a little at the thought of those +long lonely months, days and evenings that would be all alike, and which +must be spent without sympathetic companionship. And there would be +dreary days on which the weather would keep her a prisoner in her +luxurious gaol, when the mountains, and the rugged paths beside the +mountain streams, would be inaccessible, when she would be restricted to +Fraeulein's phlegmatic society, that lady being stout and lazy, fond of +her meals, and given to afternoon slumbers. Lesbia and Mary were not by +any means sympathetic; yet, after all, blood is thicker than water; and +Lesbia was intelligent, and could talk of the things Mary loved, which +was better than total dumbness, even if she generally took an +antagonistic view of them. + +'I shall miss her dreadfully,' thought Mary, as she strolled listlessly +in the gardens, where the leaves where falling and the flowers fading. + +'I wonder if she will see Mr. Hammond at Lady Kirkbank's?' mused Mary. +'If he were anything like a lover he would find out all about her visit, +and seize the opportunity of her being away from grandmother. But then +if he had been much of a lover he would have followed her to St. Bees.' + +Lady Maulevrier sorely missed her favourite grandchild. In a life spent +in such profound seclusion, so remote from the busy interests of the +world, this beloved companionship had become a necessity to her. She had +concentrated her affections upon Lesbia, and the girl's absence made a +fearful blank. But her ladyship's dignity was not compromised by any +outward signs of trouble or loss. + +She spent her mornings in her own room, reading and writing and musing +at her leisure; she drove or walked every fine afternoon, sometimes +alone, sometimes attended by Mary, who hated these stately drives and +walks. She dined _tete-a-tete_ with Mary, except on those rare occasions +when there were visitors--the Vicar and his wife, or some wandering star +from other worlds. Mary lived in profound awe of her grandmother, but +was of far too frank a nature to be able to adapt her speech or her +manners to her ladyship's idea of feminine perfection. She was silent +and shy under those falcon eyes; but she was still the same Mary, the +girl to whom pretence or simulation of any kind was impossible. + +Letters came almost every day from Kirkbank Castle, letters from Lesbia +describing the bright gay life she was living at that hospitable abode, +the excursions, the rides, the picnic luncheons after the morning's +sport, the dinner parties, the dances. + +'It is the most delightful house you can imagine,' wrote Lesbia; 'and +Lady Kirkbank is an admirable hostess. I have quite forgiven her for +wearing false eyebrows; for after all, you know, one must _have_ +eyebrows; they are a necessity; but why does she not have the two arches +alike? They are _never_ a pair, and I really think that French maid of +hers does it on purpose. + +'By-the-bye, Lady Kirkbank is going to write to you to beseech you to +let me go to Cannes and Monte Carlo with her. Sir George insists upon +it. He says they both like young society, and will be horribly vexed if +I refuse to go with them. And Lady Kirkbank thinks my chest is just a +little weak--I almost broke down the other night in that lovely little +song of Jensen's--and that a winter in the south is just what I want. +But, of course, dear grandmother, I won't ask you to let me be away so +long if you think you will miss me.' + +'If I think I shall miss her!' repeated Lady Maulevrier. 'Has the girl +no heart, that she can ask such a question? But can I wonder at that? Of +what account was I or my love to her father, although I sacrificed +myself for his good name? Can I expect that she should be of a different +clay?' + +And then, meditating upon the events of the summer that was gone, Lady +Maulevrier thought-- + +She renounced her first lover at my bidding; she renounces her love for +me at the bidding of the world. Or was it not rather self-interest, the +fear of making a bad marriage, which influenced her in her renunciation +of Mr. Hammond. It was not obedience to me, it was not love for me which +made her give him up. It was the selfishness engrained in her race. +Well, I have heaped my love upon her, because she is fair and sweet, and +reminds me of my own youth. I must let her go, and try to be happy in +the knowledge that she is enjoying her life far away from me.' + +Lady Maulevrier wrote her consent to the extension of Lesbia's visit, +and by return of post came a letter from Lesbia which seemed brimming +over with love, and which comforted the grandmother's wounded heart. + +'Lady Kirkbank and I are both agreed, dearest, that you must join us at +Cannes,' wrote Lesbia. 'At your age it is very wrong of you to spend a +winter in our horrible climate. You can travel with Steadman and your +maid. Lady Kirkbank will secure you a charming suite of rooms at the +hotel, or she would like it still better if you would stay at her own +villa. Do consent to this plan, dear grandmother, and then we shall not +be parted for a long winter. Of course Mary would be quite happy at home +running wild.' + +Lady Maulevrier sighed as she read this letter, sighed again, and +heavily, as she put it back into the envelope. Alas, how many and many a +year had gone, long, monotonous, colourless years, since she had seen +that bright southern world which she was now urged to revisit. In fancy +she saw it again to-day, the tideless sea of deepest sapphire blue, the +little wavelets breaking on a yellow beach, the white triangular sails, +the woods full of asphodel and great purple and white lilies, the +atmosphere steeped in warmth and light and perfume, the glare of white +houses in the sun, the red and yellow blinds, the pots of green and +orange and crimson clay, with oleanders abloom, the wonderful glow of +colour everywhere and upon all things. And then as the eyes of the mind +recalled these vivid images her bodily eyes looked out upon the +rain-blotted scene, the mountains rising in a dark and dismal circle +round that sombre pool below, walling her in from the outer world. + +'I am at the bottom of a grave,' she said to herself. 'I am in a living +tomb, from which there is no escape. Forty years! Forty years of +patience and hope, for what? For dreams which may never be realised; for +descendants who may never give me the price of my labours. Yes, I should +like to go to my dear one. I should like to revisit the South of France, +to go on to Italy. I should feel young again amidst that eternal, +unchangeable loveliness. I should forget all I have suffered. But it +cannot be. Not yet, not yet!' + +Presently with a smile of concentrated bitterness she repeated the words +'Not yet!' + +'Surely at my age it must be folly to dream of the future; and yet I +feel as if there were half a century of life in me, as if I had lost +nothing in either mental or bodily vigour since I came here forty years +ago.' + +She rose as she said these words, and began to pace the room, with +quiet, firm step, erect, stately, beautiful in her advanced years as she +had been in her bloom and freshness, only with another kind of +beauty--an empress among women. The boast that she had made to herself +was no idle boast. At sixty-seven years of age her physical powers +showed no signs of decay, her mental qualities were at their best and +brightest. Long years of thought and study had ripened and widened her +mind. She was a woman fit to be the friend and counsellor of statesmen, +the companion and confidant of her sovereign: and yet fate willed that +she should be buried alive in a Westmoreland valley, seeing the same +hills and streams, the same rustic faces, from year's end to year's end. +Surely it was a hard fate, a heavy penance, albeit self-imposed. + +Lesbia went straight from Scotland to Paris with Sir George and Lady +Kirkbank. Here they stayed at the Bristol for just two days, during +which her hostess went all over the fashionable quarter buying clothes +for the Cannes campaign, and assisting Lesbia to spend the hundred +pounds which her grandmother had sent her for the replenishment of her +well-provided wardrobe. It is astonishing how little way a hundred +pounds goes among the dressmakers, corset-makers, and shoemakers of +Lutetia. + +'I had no notion that clothes were so dear,' said Lesbia, when she saw +how little she had got for her money. + +'My dear, you have two gowns which are absolutely _chien_,' replied Lady +Kirkbank, 'and you have a corset which gives you a figure, which you +must forgive me for saying you never had before.' + +Lady Kirkbank had to explain that _chien_ as applied to a gown or bonnet +was the same thing as _chic_, only a little more so. + +'I hope my gowns will always be _chien_,' said Lesbia meekly. + +Next evening they were dining at Cannes, with the blue sea in front of +their windows, dining at a table all abloom with orange flowers, tea +roses, mignonette, waxen camellias, and pale Parma violets, while Lady +Maulevrier and Mary dined _tete-a-tete_ at Fellside, with the feathery +snow flakes falling outside, and the world whitening all around them. + +Next day the world was all white, and Mary's beloved hills were +inaccessible. + +Who could tell how long they might be covered; the winding tracks +hidden; the narrow forces looking like black water or molten iron +against that glittering whiteness? Mary could only walk along the road +by Loughrigg to the bench called 'Rest and be thankful,' from which she +looked with longing eyes across towards the Langdale Pikes, and to the +sharp cone-shaped peak, known as Coniston Old Man, just visible above +the nearer hills. Fraeulein Mueller suggested that it was in just such +weather as this that a well brought up young lady, a young lady with +_Vernunft_ and _Anstand_, should devote herself to the improvement of +her mind. + +'Let us read German this _abscheulich_ afternoon,' said the Fraeulein. +'Suppose we go on with the "Sorrows of Werther."' + +'Werther was a fool,' cried Mary; 'any book but that.' + +'Will you choose your own book?' + +'Let me read Heine.' + +Fraeulein looked doubtful. There were things in Heine--an all-pervading +tone--which rendered him hardly an appropriate poet for 'the young +person.' But Fraeulein compromised the matter by letting Mary read Atta +Troll, the exact bearing of which neither of them understood. + +'How beautifully Mr. Hammond read Heine that morning!' said Mary, +breaking off suddenly from a perfectly automatic reading. + +'You did not hear him, did you? You were not there,' said the Fraeulein. + +'I was not _there_, but I heard him. I--I was sitting on the bank among +the pine trees.' + +'Why did you not come and sit with us? It would have been more ladylike +than to hide yourself behind the trees.' + +Mary blushed crimson. + +'I had been in the kennels with Maulevrier; I was not fit to be seen,' +she said. + +'Hardly a ladylike admission,' replied the Fraeulein, who felt that with +Lady Mary her chief duty was to reprove. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +'OF ALL MEN ELSE I HAVE AVOIDED THEE.' + + +It was afternoon. The white hills yonder and all the length of the +valley were touched here and there with gleams of wintry sunlight, and +Lady Maulevrier was taking her solitary walk on the terrace in front of +her house, a stately figure wrapped in a furred mantle, tall, erect, +moving with measured pace up and down the smooth gravel path. Now and +then at the end of the walk the dowager stopped for a minute or so, and +stood as if in deep thought, with her eyes dreamily contemplating the +landscape. An intense melancholy shadowed her face, as she thus gazed +with brooding eyes on the naked monotony of those wintry hills. So had +she looked in many and many a winter, and it seemed to her that her life +was of a piece with those bleak hills, where in the dismal winter time +nothing living trod. She stood gazing at the sinking sun, a fiery ball +shining at the end of a long gallery of crag and rock, like a lamp at +the end of a corridor; and as she gazed the red round orb dropped +suddenly behind the edge of a crag, as if she had been an enchantress +and had dismissed it with a wave of her wand. + +'O Lord, how long, how long?' she said. 'How many times have I seen that +sun go down from this spot, in winter and summer, in spring and autumn! +And now that the one being I loved and cared for is far away, I feel all +the weariness and emptiness of my life.' + +As she turned to resume her walk she heard the muffled sound of wheels +in the road below, that road which was completely hidden by foliage in +summer, but which was now visible here and there between the leafless +trees. A carriage with a pair of horses was coming along the road from +Ambleside. + +Lady Maulevrier stood and watched until the carriage drew up at the +lodge gate, and then, when the gate had been opened, slowly ascended the +winding drive to the house. + +She expected no visitor; indeed, there was no one likely to come to her +from the direction of Ambleside. Her heart began to beat heavily, with +the apprehension of coming evil. What kind of evil she knew not. Bad +news about her granddaughter, perhaps, or about Maulevrier. And yet that +could hardly be. Evil tidings of that kind would have reached her by +telegram. + +Perhaps it was Maulevrier himself. His movements were generally erratic. + +Lady Maulevrier hurried back to the house. She went through the +conservatory, where the warm whiteness of azalia, and spirea, and arum +lilies contrasted curiously with the cold white snow out of doors, to +the hall, where a stranger was standing talking to the butler. + +He was a man of foreign appearance, wearing a cloak lined with sables, +and a sable cap, which he removed as Lady Maulevrier approached. He was +thin and small, with a clear olive complexion, olive inclining to pale +bronze, sleek raven hair, and black almond-shaped eyes. At the first +glance Lady Maulevrier knew that he was an Oriental. Her heart sank +within her, and seemed to grow chill as death at sight of him. Anything +associated with India was horrible to her. + +The stranger came forward to meet her, bowing deferentially. He had +those lithe, gliding movements which she remembered of old, when she had +seen princes and dignitaries of the East creeping shoeless to her +husband's feet. + +'Will your ladyship do me the honour to grant me an interview?' he said +in very good English. 'I have travelled from London expressly for that +privilege.' + +'Then I fear you have wasted your time, sir, whatever your mission may +be,' the dowager answered, haughtily. 'However, I am willing to hear +anything you may have to say, if you will be good enough to come this +way.' + +She moved towards the library, the butler preceding her to open the +door, and the stranger followed her into the spacious room, where coals +and logs were heaped high upon the wide dog stove, deeply recessed +beneath the old English mantelpiece. + +It was one of the handsomest rooms of the house, furnished with oak +bookcases about seven feet high, above which vases of Oriental ware and +varied colouring stood boldly out against the dark oak wall. Richly +bound books in infinite variety testified to the wealth and taste of the +owner; while one side of the room was absorbed by a wide Gothic window, +beyond which appeared the panorama of lake and mountain, beautiful in +every season. A tawny velvet curtain divided this room from the +drawing-room; but there was also a strong oak door behind the curtain, +which was generally closed in cold weather. + +Lady Maulevrier went over to this door, and took the precaution to draw +the bolt, before she seated herself in her arm-chair by the hearth. She +had her own particular chair in all the rooms she occupied--a chair +which was sacred as a throne. + +She drew off her sealskin gloves, and motioned with a slender white hand +to the stranger to be seated. + +'To whom have I the honour of speaking?' she asked, looking; him through +and through with an unflinching gaze, as she would have looked at Death +himself, had the grim skeleton figure come to beckon her. + +He handed her a visiting card on which was engraved-- + +'Louis Asoph, Rajah of Bisnagar.' + +'If my memory does not deceive me as to the history of modern India, the +territory from which you take your title has been absorbed into the +English dominion?' said Lady Maulevrier. + +'It was trafficked away forty-three years ago, stolen, filched from my +father! but so long as I have power to think and to act I will maintain +my claim to that land; yes, if only by the empty mockery of a name on a +visiting card. It is a duty I owe to myself as a man, which I owe still +more to my murdered father.' + +'Have you come all the way from London, and in such weather, only to +tell me this story?' + +She had twisted his card between her fingers as she listened to him, and +now, with an action at once careless and contemptuous, she flung it upon +the burning logs. Slight as the action was it was eloquent of scorn for +the man. + +'No, Lady Maulevrier, my mention of this story, with which you are no +doubt perfectly familiar, is only a preliminary. I have come to claim my +own, and to appeal to you as a woman of honour to do me justice. Nay, I +will say as a woman of common honesty; since there is no nice point of +honour in question, only the plain laws of mine and thine, which I +believe are the same among all nations and creeds. I come to you, Lady +Maulevrier, to ask you to restore to me the wealth which your husband +stole from my father.' + +'You come to my house, to me, an old woman, helpless, defenceless, in +the absence of my grandson, the present Earl, to insult me, and insult +the dead,' said Lady Maulevrier, white as statuary marble, and as cold +and calm. 'You come to rake up old lies, and to fling them in the face +of a solitary woman, old enough to be your mother. Do you think that is +a noble thing to do? Even in your barbarous Eastern code of morals and +manners is _that_ the act of a gentleman?' + +'We are no barbarians in the East, Lady Maulevrier. I come from the +cradle of civilisation, the original fount of learning. We were +scholars and gentleman, priests and soldiers, two thousand years before +your British ancestors ran wild in their woods, and sacrificed to their +unknown gods or rocky altars reeking with human blood! I know the errand +upon which I have come is not a pleasant one, either for you or for me; +but I come to you strong in the right of a son to claim the heritage +which was stolen from him by an infamous mother and her more infamous +paramour----' + +'I will not hear another word!' cried Lady Maulevrier, starting to her +feet, livid with passion. 'Do not dare to pronounce that name in my +hearing--the name of that abominable woman who brought disgrace and +dishonour upon my husband and his race.' + +'And who brought your husband the wealth of my murdered father,' +answered the Indian, defiantly. 'Do not ignore that fact, Lady +Maulevrier. What has become of that fortune--two hundred thousand pounds +in money and jewels. It was known to have passed into Lord Maulevrier's +possession after my father was put away by his paid instruments. + +'How dare you bring that vile charge against the dead?' + +'There are men living in India who know the truth of that charge: men +who were at Bisnagar when my father, sick and heartbroken, was shut up +in his deserted harem, hemmed in by spies and traitors, men with murder +in their faces. There are those who know tint he was strangled by one of +those wretches, that a grave was dug for him under the marble floor of +his zenana, a grave in which his bones were found less than a year ago, +in my presence, and fitly entombed at my bidding. He was said to have +disappeared of his own free will--to have left his palace under cover of +night, and sought refuge from possible treachery in another province; +but there were those, and not a few, who knew the real history of his +disappearance--who knew, and at the time were ready to testify in any +court of justice, that he had been got rid of by the Ranee's agents, and +at Lord Maulevrier's instigation, and that his possessions in money and +jewels had been conveyed in the palankins that carried the Ranee and her +women to his lordship's summer retreat near Madras. The Ranee died at +that retreat six months after her husband's murder, not without +suspicion of poison, and the wealth which she carried with her when she +left Bisnagar passed into his lordship's possession. Had your husband +lived, Lady Maulevrier, this story must have been brought to light. +There were too many people in Madras interested in sifting the facts. +There must have been a public inquiry. It was a happy thing for you and +your race that Lord Maulevrier died before that inquiry had been +instituted, and that many animosities died with him. Lucky too for you +that I was a helpless infant at the time, and that the Mahratta +adventurer to whom my father's territory had been transferred in the +shuffling of cards at the end of the war was deeply concerned in hushing +up the story.' + +'And pray, why have you nursed your wrath in all these years? Why do +you intrude on me after nearly half a century, with this legend of +rapine and murder?' + +'Because for nearly half a century I have been kept in profound +ignorance of my father's fate--in ignorance of my race. Lord +Maulevrier's jealousy banished me from my mother's arms shortly after my +father's death. I was sent to the South of France under the care of an +ayah. My first memories are of a monastery near Marseilles, where I was +reared and educated by a Jesuit community, where I was baptised and +brought up in the Roman Catholic faith. By the influence of the Jesuit +Fathers I was placed in a house of commerce at Marseilles. Funds to +provide for my education and establishment in life, under very modest +conditions, were sent periodically by an agent at Madras. It was known +that I was of East Indian birth, but little more was known about me. It +was only when years had gone by and I was a merchant on my own account +and could afford to go to India on a voyage of discovery--yes, as much a +voyage of discovery as that of Vasco de Gama or of Drake--that I got +from the Madras agent the clue which enabled me, at the cost of infinite +patience and infinite labour, to unravel the mystery of my birth. There +is no need to enter now upon the details of that story. I have +overwhelming documentary evidence--a cloud of witnesses--to convince the +most sceptical as to who and what I am. The documents are some of them +in my valise, at your ladyship's service. Others are at my hotel in +London, ready for the inspection of your ladyship's lawyers. I do not +think you will desire to invite a public inquiry, or force me to recover +my birthright in a court of justice. I believe that you will take a +broader and nobler view of the case, and that you will restore to the +wronged and abandoned son the fortune stolen from his murdered father.' + +'How dare you come to me with this tissue of lies? How dare you look me +in the face and charge my dead husband with treachery and dishonour? I +believe neither in your story nor in you, and I defy you to the proof of +this vile charge against the dead!' + +'In other words you mean that you will keep the money and jewels which +Lord Maulevrier stole from my father?' + +'I deny the fact that any such jewels or money ever passed into his +lordship's possession. That vile woman, your mother, whose infamy cast a +dark cloud over Lord Maulevrier's honour, may have robbed her husband, +may have emptied the public treasury. But not a rupee or a jewel +belonging to her ever came into my possession. I will not bear the +burden of her crimes. Her existence spoiled my life--banished me from +India, a widow in all but the name, and more desolate than many widows.' + +'Lord Maulevrier was known to leave India carrying with him two large +chests--supposed to contain books--but actually containing treasure. A +man who was in the Governor's confidence, and who had been the +go-between in his intrigues, confessed on his death-bed that he had +assisted in removing the treasure. Now, Lady Maulevrier, since your +husband died immediately after his arrival in England, and before he +could have had any opportunity of converting or making away with the +valuables so appropriated, it stands to reason that those valuables must +have passed into your possession, and it is from your honour and good +feeling that I claim their restitution. If you deny the claim so +advanced, there remains but one course open to me, and that is to make +my wrongs public, and claim my right from the law of the land.' + +'And do you suppose that any English judge or English jury would believe +so wild a story--or countenance so vile an accusation against the +defenceless?' demanded Lady Maulevrier, standing up before him, tall, +stately, with flashing eye and scornful lip, the image of proud +defiance. 'Bring forward your claim, produce your documents, your +witnesses, your death-bed confessions. I defy you to injure my dead +husband or me by your wild lies, your foul charges! Go to an English +lawyer, and see what an English law court will do for you--and your +claim. I will hear no more of either.' + +She rang the bell once, twice, thrice, with passionate hand, and a +servant flew to answer that impatient summons. + +'Show this gentlemen to his carriage,' she said, imperiously. + +The gentleman who called himself Louis Asoph bowed, and retired without +another word. + +As the door closed upon him, Lady Maulevrier stood, with clenched hands +and frowning brow, staring into vacancy. Her right arm was outstretched, +as if she would have waved the intruder away. Suddenly, a strange +numbness crept over that uplifted arm, and it fell to her side. From her +shoulder down to her foot, that proud form grew cold and feelingless and +dead, and she, who had so long carried herself as a queen among women, +sank in a senseless heap upon the floor. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +'HER FACE RESIGNED TO BLISS OR BALE.' + + +Lady Mary and the Fraeulein had been sitting in the drawing-room all this +time waiting for Lady Maulevrier to come to tea. They heard her come in +from the garden; and then the footman told them that she was in the +library with a stranger. Not even the muffled sound of voices penetrated +the heavy velvet curtain and the thick oak door. It was only by the loud +ringing of the bell and the sound of footsteps in the hall that Lady +Mary knew of the guest's departure. She went to the door between the +two rooms, and was surprised to find it bolted. + +'Grandmamma, won't you come to tea?' she asked timidly, knocking on the +oaken panel, but there was no reply. + +She knocked again, and louder. Still no reply. + +'Perhaps her ladyship is going to take tea in her own room,' she said, +afraid to be officious. + +Attendance upon her grandmother at afternoon tea had been one of +Lesbia's particular duties; but Mary felt that she was an unwelcome +substitute for Lesbia. She wanted to get a little nearer her +grandmother's heart if she could; but she knew that her attentions were +endured rather than liked. + +She went into the hall, where the footman on duty was staring at the +light snowflakes dancing past the window, perhaps wishing he were a +snowflake himself, and enjoying himself in that white whirligig. + +'Is her ladyship having tea in the morning-room?' asked Mary. + +The footman gave a little start, as if awakened out of a kind of trance. +The sheer vacuity of his mind might naturally slide into mesmeric sleep. + +He told Lady Mary that her ladyship had not left the library, and Mary +went in timidly, wondering why her grandmother had not joined them in +the drawing-room when the stranger was gone. + +The sky was dark outside the wide windows, white hills and valleys +shrouded in the shades of night. The library was only lighted by the +glow of the logs on the hearth, and in that ruddy light the spacious +room looked empty. Mary was turning to go away, thinking the footman had +been mistaken, when her eye suddenly lighted upon a dark figure lying on +the ground. And then she heard an awful stertorous breathing, and knew +that her grandmother was lying there, stricken and helpless. + +Mary shrieked aloud, with a cry that pierced curtains and doors, and +brought Fraeulein and half-a-dozen servants to her help. One of the men +brought a lamp, and among them they lifted the smitten figure. Oh, God! +how ghastly the face looked in the lamplight!--the features drawn to one +side, the skin livid. + +'Her ladyship has had a stroke,' said the butler. + +'Is she dying?' faltered Mary, white as ashes. 'Oh, grandmother, dear +grandmother, don't look at us like that!' + +One of the servants rushed off to the stables to send for the doctor. Of +course, being an indoor man, he no more thought of going out himself +into the snowy night on such an errand than Noah thought of going out of +the ark to explore the face of the waters in person. + +They carried Lady Maulevrier to her bed and laid her there, like a +figure carved out of stone. She was not unconscious. Her eyes were +open, and she moaned every now and then as if in bodily or mental pain. +Once she tried to speak, but had no power to shape a syllable aright, +and ended with a shuddering sigh. Once she lifted her left arm and waved +it in the air, as if waving some one off in fear or anger. The right +arm, indeed the whole of the right side, was lifeless, motionless as a +stone. It was a piteous sight to see the beautiful features drawn and +distorted, the lips so accustomed to command mouthing the broken +syllables of an unknown tongue. Lady Mary sat beside the bed with +clasped hands, praying dumbly, with her eyes fixed on her grandmother's +altered face. + +Mr. Horton came, as soon as his stout mountain pony could bring him. He +did not seem surprised at her ladyship's condition, and accepted the +situation with professional calmness. + +'A marked case of hemiplegia,' he said, when he had observed the +symptoms. + +'Will she die?' asked Mary. + +'Oh, dear, no! She will want great care for a little while, but we shall +bring her round easily. A splendid constitution, a noble frame; but I +think she has overworked her brain a little, reading Huxley and Darwin, +and the German physiologists upon whom Huxley and Darwin have built +themselves. Metaphysics too. Schopenhauer, and the rest of them. A +wonderful woman! Very few brains could hold what hers has had poured +into it in the last thirty years. The conducting nerves between the +brain and the spinal marrow have been overworked: too much activity, too +constant a strain. Even the rails and sleepers on the railroad wear out, +don't you know, if there's excessive traffic.' + +Mr. Horton had known Mary from her childhood, had given her Gregory's +powder, and seen her safely through measles and other infantine +ailments, so he was quite at home with her, and at Fellside generally. +Lady Maulevrier had given him a good deal of her confidence during those +thirty years in which he had practised as his father's partner and +successor at Grasmere. He used to tell people that he owed the best part +of his education to her ladyship, who condescended to talk to him of the +new books she read, and generally gave him a volume to put in his pocket +when he was leaving her. + +'Don't be downhearted, Lady Mary,' he said; 'I shall come in two or +three times a day and see how things are going on, and if I see the +slightest difficulty in the case I'll telegraph for Jenner.' + +Mary and the Fraeulein sat up with the invalid all that night. Lady +Maulevrier's maid was also in attendance, and one of the menservants +slept in his clothes on a couch in the corridor, ready for any +emergency. But the night passed peacefully, the patient slept a good +deal, and next day there was evident improvement. The stroke which had +prostrated the body, which reduced the vigorous, active frame to an +awful statue--like stillness--a quietude as of death of itself--had not +overclouded the intellect. Lady Maulevrier lay on her bed in her +luxurious room, with wide Tudor windows commanding half the circle of +the hills, and was still the ruling spirit of the house, albeit +powerless to move that slender hand, the lightest wave of which had been +as potent to command in her little world as royal sign-manual or sceptre +in the great world outside. + +Now there remained only one thing unimpaired by that awful shock which +had laid the stately frame low, and that was the will and sovereign +force of the woman's nature. Voice was altered, speech was confused and +difficult; but the strength of will, the supreme power of mind, seemed +undiminished. + +When Lady Maulevrier was asked if Lesbia should be telegraphed for, she +replied no, not unless she was in danger of sudden death. + +'I should like to see her before I go,' she said, labouring to pronounce +the words. + +'Dear grandmother,' said Mary, tenderly, 'Mr. Horton says there is no +danger.' + +'Then do not send for her; do not even tell her what has happened; not +yet.' + +'But she will miss your letters.' + +'True. You must write twice a week at my dictation. You must tell her +that I have hurt my hand, that I am well but cannot use a pen. I would +not spoil her pleasure for the world.' + +'Dear grandmother, how unselfish you are! And Maulevrier, shall he be +sent for? He is not so far away,' said Mary, hoping her grandmother +would say yes. + +What a relief, what an unspeakable solace Maulevrier's presence would be +in that dreary house, smitten to a sudden and awful stillness, as if by +the Angel of Death! + +'No, I do not want Maulevrier!' answered her ladyship impatiently. + +'May I sit here and read to you, grandmother?' Mary asked, timidly. 'Mr. +Horton said you were to be kept very quiet, and that we were not to let +you talk, or talk much to you, but that we might read to you if you +like.' + +'I do not wish to be read to. I have my thoughts for company,' said Lady +Maulevrier. + +Mary felt that this implied a wish to be alone. She bent over the +invalid's pillow and kissed the pale cheek, feeling as if she were +taking a liberty in venturing so much. She would hardly have done it had +Lesbia been at home; but she had a feeling that in Lesbia's absence Lady +Maulevrier must want somebody's love--even hers. And then she crept +away, leaving Halcott the maid in attendance, sitting at her work at the +window furthest from the bed. + +'Alone with my thoughts,' mused Lady Maulevrier, looking out at the +panorama of wintry hills, white, ghost-like against an iron sky. +'Pleasant thoughts, truly! Walled in by the hills--walled in and hemmed +round for ever. This place has always felt like a grave: and now I know +that it _is_ my grave.' + +Fraeulein, and Lady Mary, and the maid Halcott, a sedate personage of +forty summers, had all been instructed by the doctor that Lady +Maulevrier was to be kept profoundly quiet. She must not talk much, +since speech was likely to be a painful effort with her for some little +time; she must not be talked to much by anyone, least of all must she be +spoken to upon any agitating topic. Life must be made as smooth and easy +for her as for a new-born infant. No rough breath from the outer world +must come near her. She was to see no one but her maid and her +granddaughter. Mr. Horton, a plain family man, took it for granted that +the granddaughter was dear to her heart, and likely to exercise a +soothing influence. Thus it happened that although Lady Maulevrier asked +repeatedly that James Steadman should be brought to her, she was not +allowed to see him. She whose will had been paramount in that house, +whose word had been law, was now treated as a little child, while the +will was still as strong, the mind as keen as ever. + +'She would talk to him of business,' said Mr. Horton, when he was told +of her ladyship's desire to see Steadman, 'and that cannot be allowed, +not for some little time at least.' + +'She is very angry with us for refusing to obey her,' said Lady Mary. + +'Naturally, but it is for her own welfare she is disobeyed. She can have +nothing to say to Steadman which will not keep till she is better. This +establishment goes by clockwork.' + +Mary wished it was a little less like clockwork. Since Lady Maulevrier +had been lying upstairs--the voice which had once ruled over the house +muffled almost to dumbness--the monotony of life at Fellside had seemed +all the more oppressive. The servants crept about with stealthier tread. +Mary dared not touch either piano or billiard balls, and was naturally +seized with a longing to touch both. The house had a darkened look, as +if the shadow of doom overhung it. + +During this regimen of perfect quiet Lady Maulevrier was not allowed to +see the newspapers; and Mary was warned that in reading to her +grandmother she was to avoid all exciting topics. Thus it happened that +the account of a terrible collision between the Scotch express and a +luggage train, a little way beyond Preston, an accident in which seven +people were killed and about thirty seriously hurt, was not made known +to her ladyship; and yet that fact would have been of intense interest +and significance to her, since one of those passengers whose injuries +were fatal bore the name of Louis Asoph. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +'AND THE SPRING COMES SLOWLY UP THIS WAY.' + + +The wintry weeks glided smoothly by in a dull monotony, and now Lady +Maulevrier, still helpless, still compelled to lie on her bed or her +invalid couch, motionless as marble, had at least recovered her power of +speech, was allowed to read and to talk, and to hear what was going on +in that metropolitan world which she seemed unlikely ever to behold +again. + +Lady Lesbia was still at Cannes, whence she wrote of her pleasures and +her triumphs, of flowers and sapphire sea, and azure sky, of all things +which were not in the grey bleak mountain world that hemmed in Fellside. +She was meeting many of the people whom she was to meet again next +season in the London world. She had made an informal _debut_ in a very +select circle, a circle in which everybody was more or less _chic_, or +_chien_, or _zinc_, and she was tasting all the sweets of success. But +in none of her letters was there any mention of Lord Hartfield. He was +not in the little great world by the blue tideless sea. + +There was no talk of Lesbia's return. She was to stay till the carnival; +she was to stay till the week before Easter. Lady Kirkbank insisted upon +it; and both Lesbia and Lady Kirkbank upbraided Lady Maulevrier for her +cruelty in not joining them at Cannes. + +So Lady Maulevrier had to resign herself to that solitude which had +become almost the habit of her life, and to the society of Mary and the +Fraeulein. Mary was eager to be of use, to sit with her grandmother, to +read to her, to write for her. The warm young heart was deeply moved by +the spectacle of this stately woman stricken into helplessness, chained +to her couch, immured within four walls. To Mary, who so loved the hills +and the streams, the sun and the wind, this imprisonment seemed +unspeakable woe. In her pity for such a martyrdom she would have done +anything to give pleasure or solace to her grandmother. Unhappily there +was very little Mary could do to increase the invalid's sum of pleasure. +Lady Maulevrier was a woman of strong feeling, not capable of loving +many people. She had concentrated her affection upon Lesbia: and she +could not open her heart to Mary all at once because Lesbia was out of +the way. + +'If I had a dog I loved, and he were to die, I would never have another +in his place,' Lady Maulevrier said once; and that speech was the +keynote of her character. + +She was very courteous to Mary, and seemed grateful for her attentions; +but she did not cultivate the girl's society. Mary wrote all her letters +in a fine bold hand, and with a rapid pen; but when the letter-writing +was over Lady Maulevrier always dismissed her. + +'My dear, you want to be out in the air, riding your pony, or +scampering about with your dogs,' she said, kindly. 'It would be a +cruelty to keep you indoors.' + +'No, indeed, dear grandmother, I should like to stay. May I stop and +read to you?' + +'No, thank you, Mary. I hate being read to. I like to devour a book. +Reading aloud is such slow work. + +'But I am afraid you must sometimes feel lonely,' faltered Mary. + +'Lonely,' echoed the dowager, with a sigh. 'I have been lonely for the +last forty years--I have been lonely all my life. Those I loved never +gave me back love for love--never--not even your sister. See how lightly +she cuts the link that bound her to me. How happy she is among +strangers! Yes, there was one who loved me truly, and fate parted us. +Does fate part all true lovers, I wonder?' + +'You parted Lesbia and Mr. Hammond,' said Mary, impetuously. 'I am sure +they loved each other truly.' + +'The old and the worldly-wise are Fate, Mary,' answered the dowager, not +angry at this daring reproach. 'I know your sister; and I know she is +not the kind of woman to be happy in an ignoble life--to bear poverty +and deprivation. If it had been you, now, whom Mr. Hammond had chosen, I +might have taken the subject into my consideration.' + +Mary flamed crimson. + +'Mr. Hammond never gave me a thought,' she said, 'unless it was to think +me contemptible. He is worlds too good for such a Tomboy. Maulevrier +told him about the fox-hunt, and they both laughed at me--at least I +have no doubt Mr. Hammond laughed, though I was too much ashamed to look +at him.' + +'Poor Mary, you are beginning to find out that a young lady ought to be +ladylike,' said Lady Maulevrier; 'and now, my dear, you may go. I was +only joking with you. Mr. Hammond would be no match for any +granddaughter of mine. He is nobody, and has neither friends nor +interest. If he had gone into the church Maulevrier could have helped +him; but I daresay his ideas are too broad for the church; and he will +have to starve at the bar, where nobody can help him. I hope you will +bear this in mind, Mary, if Maulevrier should ever bring him here +again.' + +'He is never likely to come back again. He suffered too much; he was +treated too badly in this house.' + +'Lady Mary, be good enough to remember to whom you are speaking,' said +her ladyship, with a frown. 'And now please go, and tell some one to +send Steadman to me.' + +Mary retired without a word, gave Lady Maulevrier's message to a footman +in the corridor, slipped off to her room, put on her sealskin hat and +jacket, took her staff and went out for a long ramble. The hills and +valleys were still white. It had been a long, cold winter, and spring +was still far off--February had only just begun. + +Lady Maulevrier's couch had been wheeled into the morning-room--that +luxurious room which was furnished with all things needful to her quiet +life, her books, her favourite colours, her favourite flowers, every +detail studiously arranged for her pleasure and comfort. She was wheeled +into this room every day at noon. When the day was bright and sunny her +couch was placed near the window: and when the day was dull and grey the +couch was drawn close to the low hearth, which flashed and glittered +with brightly coloured tiles and artistic brass. + +To-day the sky was dull, and the velvet couch stood beside the hearth. +Halcott sat at work in the adjoining bed-chamber, and came in every now +and then to replenish the fire: a footman was always on duty in the +corridor. A spring bell stood among the elegant trifles upon her +ladyship's table; and the lightest touch of her left hand upon the bell +brought her attendants to her side. She resolutely refused to have any +one sitting with her all day long. Solitude was a necessity of her +being, she told Mr. Horton, when he recommended that she should have +some one always in attendance upon her. + +As the weeks wore on her features had been restored to their proud, calm +beauty, her articulation was almost as clear as of old: yet, now and +then, there would be a sudden faltering, the tongue and lips would +refuse their office, or she would forget a word, or use a wrong word +unconsciously. But there was no recovery of power or movement on that +side of the body which had been stricken. The paralysed limbs were still +motionless, lifeless as marble; and it was clear that Mr. Horton had +begun to lose heart about his patient. There was nothing obscure in the +case, but the patient's importance made the treatment a serious matter, +and the surgeon begged to be allowed to summon Sir William Jenner. + +This, however, Lady Maulevrier refused. + +'I don't want any fuss made about me,' she said. 'I am content to trust +myself to your skill, and I beg that no other doctor may be summoned.' + +Mr. Horton understood his patient's feelings on this point. She had a +sense of humiliation in her helplessness, and, like some wounded animal +that crawls to its covert to die, she would fain have hidden her misery +from the eye of strangers. She had allowed no one, not even Maulevrier, +to be informed of the nature of her illness. + +'It will be time enough for him to know all about me when he comes +here,' she said. 'I shall be obliged to see him whenever he does come.' + +Maulevrier had spent Christmas and New Year in Paris, Mr. Hammond still +his companion. Her ladyship commented upon this with a touch of scorn. + +'Mr. Hammond is like the Umbra you were reading about the other day in +Lord Lytton's "Last Days of Pompeii,"' she said to Mary. 'It must be +very nice for him to go about the world with a friend who franks him +everywhere.' + +'But we don't know that Maulevrier franks him,' protested Mary, +blushing. 'We have no right to suppose that Mr. Hammond does not pay his +own expenses.' + +'My dear child, is it possible for a young man who has no private means +to go gadding about the world on equal terms with a spendthrift like +Maulevrier--to pay for Moors in Scotland and apartments at the Bristol?' + +'But they are not staying at the Bristol,' exclaimed Mary. 'They are +staying at an old-established French hotel on the left side of +the Seine. They are going about amongst the students and the workmen, +dining at popular restaurants, hearing people talk. Maulevrier says it +is delightfully amusing--ever so much better than the beaten track of +life in Anglo-American Paris.' + +'I daresay they are leading a Bohemian life, and will get into trouble +before they have done,' said her ladyship, gloomily. 'Maulevrier is +as wild as a hawk.' + +'He is the dearest boy in the world,' exclaimed Mary. + +She was deeply grateful for her brother's condescension in writing her a +letter of two pages long, letting her into the secrets of his life. She +felt as if Mr. Hammond were ever so much nearer to her now she knew +where he was, and how he was amusing himself. + +'Hammond is such a queer fellow,' wrote Maulevrier, 'the strangest +things interest him. He sits and talks to the workmen for hours; he +pokes his nose into all sorts of places--hospitals, workshops, +poverty-stricken dens--and people are always civil to him. He is what +Lesbia calls _sympatico_. Ah! what a mistake Lesbia and my grandmother +made when they rejected Hammond! What a pearl above price they threw +away! But, you see, neither my lady nor Lesbia could appreciate a gem, +unless it was richly set.' + +And now Lady Maulevrier lay on her couch by the fire, waiting for James +Steadman. She had seen him several times since the day of her seizure, +but never alone. There was an idea that Steadman must necessarily talk +to her of business matters, or cause her mind to trouble itself about +business matters; so there had been a well-intentioned conspiracy in the +house to keep him out of her way; but now she was much better, and her +desire to see Steadman need no longer be thwarted. + +He came at her bidding, and stood a little way within the door, tall, +erect, square-shouldered, resolute-looking, with a quiet force of +character expressed in every feature. He was very much the same man that +he had been forty years ago, when he went with her ladyship to +Southampton, and accompanied his master and mistress on that tedious +journey which was destined to be Lord Maulevrier's last earthly +pilgrimage. Time had done little to Steadman in those forty years, +except to whiten his hair and beard, and imprint some thoughtful lines +upon his sagacious forehead. Time had done something for him mentally, +insomuch as he had read a great many books and cultivated his mind in +the monotonous quiet of Fellside. Altogether he was a superior man for +the passage of those forty years. + +He had married within the time, choosing for himself the buxom daughter +of a lodgekeeper, whose wife had long been laid at rest in Grasmere +churchyard. The buxom girl had grown into a bulky matron, but she was a +colourless personage, and her existence made hardly any difference in +James Steadman's life. She had brought him no children, and their +fireside was lonely; but Steadman seemed to be one of those +self-contained personages to whom a solitary life is no affliction. + +'I hope I see you in better health, my lady,' he said, standing straight +and square, like a soldier on parade. + +'I am better, thank you, Steadman; better, but a poor lifeless log +chained to this sofa. I sent for you because the time has come when I +must talk to you upon a matter of business. You heard, I suppose, that a +stranger called upon me just before I had my attack?' + +'Yes, my lady.' + +'Did you hear who and what he was?' + +'Only that he was a foreigner, my lady.' + +'He is of Indian birth. He claims to be the son of the Ranee of +Bisnagar.' + +'He could do you no harm, my lady, if he were twenty times her son.' + +'I hope not. Now, I want to ask you a question. Among those trunks and +cases and packages of Lord Maulevrier's which were sent here by heavy +coach, after they were landed at Southampton, do you remember two cases +of books?' + +'There are two large cases among the luggage, my lady; very heavy cases, +iron clamped. I should not be surprised if they were full of books.' + +'Have they never been opened?' + +'Not to my knowledge.' + +'Are they locked?' + +'Yes, my lady. There are two padlocks on each chest.' + +'And are the keys in your possession?' + +'No, my lady.' + +'Where are the cases?' + +'In the Oak Room, with the rest of the Indian luggage.' + +'Let them remain there. No doubt those cases contain the books of which +I have been told. You have not heard that the person calling himself +Rajah of Bisnagar has been here since my illness, have you?' + +'No, my lady; I am sure he has not been here.' + +Lady Maulevrier gave him a scrutinising look. + +'He might have come, and my people might have kept the knowledge from +me, out of consideration for my infirmity,' she said. 'I should be very +angry if it were so. I should hate to be treated like a child.' + +'You shall not be so treated, my lady, while I am in this house; but I +know there is no member of the household who would presume so to treat +you.' + +'They might do it out of kindness; but I should loathe such kindness,' +said Lady Maulevrier, impatiently. 'Though I have been smitten down, +though I lie here like a log, I have a mind to think and to plan; and I +am not afraid to meet danger, face to face. Are you telling me the +truth, Steadman? Have there been no visits concealed from me, no letters +kept from me since I have been ill?' + +'I am telling you nothing but the truth, my lady. No letter has been +kept from you; no visitor has been to this house whose coming you have +not been told of.' + +'Then I am content,' said her ladyship, with a sigh of relief. + +After this there followed some conversation upon business matters. James +Steadman was trusted with the entire management of the dowager's income, +the investment of her savings. His honesty was above all suspicion. He +was a man of simple habits, his wants few. He had saved money in every +year of his service; and for a man of his station was rich enough to be +unassailable by the tempter. + +He had reconciled his mind to the monotonous course of life at Fellside +in the beginning of things; and, as the years glided smoothly by, his +character and wants and inclinations had, as it were, moulded themselves +to fit that life. He had easy duties, a comfortable home, supreme +authority in the household. He was looked up to and made much of in the +village whenever he condescended to appear there; and by the rareness of +his visits to the Inn or the Reading-room, and his unwillingness to +accept hospitality from the tradesmen of Grasmere and Ambleside, he +maintained his dignity and exaggerated his importance. He had his books +and his newspapers, his evening leisure, which no one ever dared to +disturb. He had the old wing of the house for his exclusive occupation; +and no one ventured to intrude upon him in his privacy. There was a bell +in the corridor which communicated with his rooms, and by this bell he +was always summoned. There were servants who had been ten years at +Fellside, and who had never crossed the threshold of the red cloth door +which was the only communication between the new house and the old one. +Steadman's wife performed all household duties of cooking and cleaning +in the south wing, where she and her husband took all their meals, and +lived entirely apart from the other servants, an exclusiveness which was +secretly resented by the establishment. + +'Mr. Steadman may be a very superior man,' said the butler 'and I know +that in his own estimation the Premier isn't in it compared with him; +but I never was fond of people who set themselves upon pinnacles, and +I'm not fond of the Steadmans.' + +'Mrs. Steadman's plain and homely enough,' replied the housekeeper, 'and +I know she'd like to be more sociable, and drop into my room for a cup +of tea now and then; but Steadman do so keep her under his thumb: and +because he's a misanthrope she's obliged to sit and mope alone.' + +If Steadman wanted to drive, there was a dogcart and horse at his +disposal; but he did not often leave Fellside. He seemed in his humble +way to model his life upon Lady Maulevrier's secluded habits. It was +growing dusk when Steadman left his mistress, and she lay for some time +looking at the landscape over which twilight shadows were stealing, and +thinking of her own life. Over that life, too, the shadows of evening +were creeping. She had begun to realise the fact that she was an old +woman; that for her all personal interest in life was nearly over. She +had never felt her age while her activity was unimpaired. She had been +obliged to remind herself very often that the afternoon and evening of +life had slipped away unawares in that tranquil retirement, and that the +night was at hand. + +For her the close of earthly life meant actual night. No new dawn, no +mysterious after-life shone upon her with magical gleams of an unknown +light upon the other side of the dark river. She had accepted the +Materialist's bitter and barren creed, and had taught herself that this +little life was all. She had learned to scorn the idea of a great +Artificer outside the universe, a mighty spirit riding amidst the +clouds, and ruling the course of nature and the fate of man. She had +schooled herself to think that the idea of a blind, unconscious Nature, +working automatically through infinite time and space, was ever so much +grander than the old-world notion of a personal God, a Being of infinite +power and inexhaustible beneficence, mighty to devise and direct the +universe, with knowledge reaching to the farthest confines of space, +with ear to listen to the prayer of His lowest creatures. Her belief +stopped short even of the Deist's faith in an Almighty Will. She saw in +creation nothing but the inevitable development of material laws; and it +seemed to her that there was quite as much hope of a heavenly world +after death for the infusoria in the pool as for man in his pride and +power. + +She read her Bible as diligently as she read her Shakespeare, and the +words of the Royal Preacher in some measure embodied her own dreary +creed. And now, in the darkening winter day, she watched the gloomy +shadows creep over the rugged breast of Nabb Scar, and she thought how +there was a time for all things, and that her day of hope and ambition +was past. + +Of late years she had lived for Lesbia, looking forward to the day when +she was to introduce this beloved grandchild to the great world of +London; and now that hope was gone for ever. + +What could a helpless cripple do for a fashionable beauty? What good +would it be for her to be conveyed to London, and to lie on a couch in +Mayfair, while Lesbia rode in the Row and went to three or four parties +every night with a more active chaperon? + +She had hoped to go everywhere with her darling, to glory in all her +successes, to shield her from all possibility of failure. And now Lesbia +must stand or fall alone. + +It was a hard thing; but perhaps the hardest part of it was that Lesbia +seemed so very well able to get on without her. The girl wrote in the +highest spirits; and although her letters were most affectionately +worded, they were all about self. That note was dominant in every +strain. Her triumphs, her admirers, her bonnets, her gowns. She had had +more money from her grandmother, and more gowns from Paris. + +'You have no idea how the people dress in this place,' she wrote. 'I +should have been quite out in the cold without my three new frocks from +Worth. The little Princess bonnets I wear are the rage. Worth +recommended me to adopt special flowers and colours; so I have worn +nothing but primroses since I have been here, and my little primrose +bonnets are to be seen everywhere, sometimes on hideous old women. Lady +Kirkbank hopes you will be able to go to London directly after Easter. +She says I must be presented at the May drawing-room--that is +imperative. People have begun to talk about me; and unless I make my +_debut_ while their interest is fresh I shall be a failure. There is an +American beauty here, and I believe she and I are considered rivals, and +young men lay wagers about us, as to which will look best at a ball, or +a regatta, what colours we shall wear, and so on. It is immense fun. I +only wish you were here to enjoy it. The American girl is a most +insolent person, but I have had the pleasure of crushing her on several +occasions in the calmest way. In the description of the concert in last +week's newspaper I was called _l'Anglais de marbre_. I certainly had the +decency to hold my tongue while Faure was singing. Miss Bolsover's voice +was heard ever so many times above the music. According to our English +ideas she has most revolting manners, and the money she spends on her +clothes would make your hair stand on end. Now do, dearest grandmother, +make all your arrangements for beginning the campaign directly after +Easter. You must take a house in the very choicest quarter--Lady +Kirkbank suggests Grosvenor-place--and it _must_ be a large house, for +of course you will give a ball. Lady K. says we might have Lord +Porlock's house--poor Lady Porlock and her baby died a few weeks ago, +and he has gone to Sweden quite broken-hearted. It is one of the new +houses, exquisitely furnished, and Lady K. thinks you might have it for +a song. Will you get Steadman to write to his lordship's steward, and +see what can be done? + +'I hope the dear hand is better. You have never told me how you hurt +it. It is very sweet of Mary to write me such long letters, and quite a +pleasant surprise to find she can spell; but I want to see your own dear +hand once more.' + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +'AND COME AGEN BE IT BY NIGHT OR DAY.' + + +Those winter months were unutterably dreary for Lady Mary Haselden. She +felt weighed down by a sense of death and woe near at hand. The horror +of that dreadful moment in which she found her grandmother lying +senseless on the ground, the terror of that distorted countenance, those +starting eyes, that stertorous breathing, was not easily banished from a +vivid girlish imagination; seeing how few distractions there were to +divert Mary's thoughts, and how the sun sank and rose again upon the +same inevitable surroundings, to the same monotonous routine. + +Her grandmother was kinder than she had been in days gone by, less +inclined to find fault; but Mary knew that her society gave Lady +Maulevrier very little pleasure, that she could do hardly anything +towards filling the gap made by Lesbia's absence. There was no one to +scold her, no one to quarrel with her. Fraeulein Mueller lectured her +mildly from time to time; but that stout German was too lazy to put any +force or fire into her lectures. Her reproofs were like the fall of +waterdrops on a stone, and infinite ages would have been needed to cause +any positive impression. + +February came to an end without sign or token from the outer world to +disturb the even tenor of life at Fellside. Mary read, and read, and +read, till she felt she was made up of the contents of books, crammed +with other people's ideas. She read history, or natural science, or +travels, or German poetry in the morning, and novels or English poetry +in the evening. She had pledged herself to devote her morning indoor +hours to instructive literature, and to accomplish some portion of study +in every day. She was carrying on her education on parole, as before +stated; and she was too honourable to do less than was expected from +her. + +March came in with its most leonine aspect, howling and blustering; +north-east winds shrieking along the gorges and wailing from height to +height. + +'I wonder the lion and the lamb are not blown into the lake,' said Mary, +looking at Helm Crag from the library window. + +She scampered about the gardens in the very teeth of those bitter +blasts, and took her shivering terriers for runs on the green slopes of +the Fell. The snow had gradually melted from the tides of the lowermost +range of hills, but the mountain peaks were still white and ghostly, +the ground was still hard and slippery in the early mornings. Mary had +to take her walks alone in this bleak weather. Fraeulein had a convenient +bronchial affection which forbade her to venture so much as the point of +her nose outside the house in an east wind, and which justified her in +occasionally taking her breakfast in bed. She spent her days for the +most part in her arm-chair, drawn close to the fireplace, which she +still insisted upon calling the oven, knitting diligently, or reading +the _Rundschau_. Even music, which had once been her strong point, was +neglected in this trying weather. It was such a cold journey from the +oven to the piano. + +Mary played a good deal in her desultory manner, now that she had the +drawing-room all to herself, and no fear of Lady Maulevrier's critical +ear or Lesbia's superior smile. The Fraeulein was pleased to hear her +pupil ramble on with her favourite bits from Raff, and Hensel, and +Schubert, and Mendelssohn, and Mozart, and was very well content to let +her play just what she liked, and to escape the trouble of training her +to that exquisite perfection into which Lady Lesbia had been drilled. +Lesbia was not a genius, and the training process had been quite as hard +for the governess as for the pupil. + +Thus the slow days wore on till the first week in March, and on one +bleak bitter afternoon, when Fraeulein Mueller stuck to the oven even a +little closer than usual, Mary felt she must go out, in the face of the +east wind, which was tossing the leafless branches in the valley below +until the trees looked like an angry crowd, hurling its arms in the air, +fighting, struggling, writhing. She must leave that dreary house for a +little while, were it even to be lashed and bruised and broken by that +fierce wind. So she told Fraeulein that she really must have her +constitutional; and after a feeble remonstrance Fraeulein let her go, and +subsided luxuriously into the pillowed depth of her arm-chair. + +There had been a hard frost, and all the mountain ways were perilous, so +Mary set out upon a steady tramp along the road leading towards the +Langdales. The wind seemed to assail her from every side, but she had +accustomed herself to defy the elements, and she only hugged her +sealskin jacket closer to her, and quickened her pace, chirruping and +whistling to Ahab and Ariadne, the two fox-terriers which she had +selected for the privilege of a walk. + +The terriers raced along the road, and Mary, seeing that she had the +road all to herself, raced after them. A light snow-shower, large +feathery flakes flying wide apart, fell from the steel-grey sky; but +Mary minded the snow no more than she minded the wind. She raced on, the +terriers scampering, rushing, flying before her, until, just where the +road took a curve, she almost ran into a horse, which was stepping along +at a tremendous pace, with a light, high dogcart behind him. + +'Hi!' cried the driver, 'where are you coming, young woman? Have you +never seen a horse till to-day?' + +Some one beside the driver leapt out, and ran to see if Mary was hurt. +The horse had swerved to one side, reared a little, and then spun on for +a few yards, leaving her standing in the middle of the road. + +'Why, it's Molly!' cried the driver, who was no less distinguished a +whip than Lord Maulevrier, and who had recognised the terriers. + +'I hope you are not hurt,' said the gentleman who had alighted, +Maulevrier's friend and shadow, John Hammond. + +Mary was covered with confusion by her exploit, and could hardly answer +Mr. Hammond's very simple question. + +She looked up at him piteously, trying to speak, and he took alarm at +her scared expression. + +'I am sure you are hurt,' he said earnestly, 'the horse must have struck +you, or the shaft perhaps, which was worse. Is it your shoulder that is +hurt, or your chest? Lean on me, if you feel faint or giddy. Maulevrier, +you had better drive your sister home, and get her looked after.' + +'Indeed, I am not hurt; not the least little bit,' gasped Mary, who had +recovered her senses by this time. 'I was only frightened, and it was +such a surprise to see you and Maulevrier.' + +A surprise--yes--a surprise which had set her heart throbbing so +violently as to render her speechless. Had horse or shaft-point struck +her ever so, she would have hardly been more tremulous than she felt at +this moment. Never had she hoped to see him again. He had set his all +upon one cast--loved, wooed, and lost her sister. Why should he ever +come again? What was there at Fellside worth coming for? And then she +remembered what her grandmother thought of him. He was a hanger-on, a +sponge, a led captain. He was Maulevrier's Umbra, and must go where his +patron went. It was a hard thing so to think of him, and Mary's heart +sank at the thought that Lady Maulevrier's worldly wisdom might have +reckoned aright. + +'It was very foolish of me to run into the horse,' said Mary, while Mr. +Hammond stood waiting for her to recover herself. + +'It was very foolish of Maulevrier to run into you. If he didn't drive +at such a break-neck pace it wouldn't have happened.' + +Umbra was very plain-spoken, at any rate. + +'There's rank ingratitude,' cried Maulevrier, who had turned back, and +was looking down at them from his elevated perch. 'After my coming all +the way round by Langdale to oblige you with a view of Elterwater. +Molly's all safe and sound. She wouldn't have minded if I'd run over +her. Come along, child, get up beside me, Hammond will take the back +seat.' + +This was easier said than done, for the back of the dogcart was piled +with Gladstone bags, fishing rods, and hat-boxes; but Umbra was ready +to oblige. He handed Mary up to the seat by the driver, and clambered up +at the back, when he hooked himself on somehow among the luggage. + +'Dear Maulevrier, how delicious of you to come!' said Mary, when they +were rattling on towards Fellside; 'I hope you are going to stay for +ages.' + +'Well, I dare say, if you make yourself very agreeable, I may stay till +after Easter.' + +Mary's countenance fell. + +'Easter is in three weeks,' she said, despondingly. + +'And isn't three weeks an age, at such a place as Fellside? I don't know +that I should have come at all on this side of the August sports, only +as the grandmother was ill, I thought it a duty to come and see her. A +fellow mayn't care much for ancestors when they're well, you know; but +when a poor old lady is down on her luck, her people ought to look after +her. So, here I am; and as I knew I should be moped to death here----' + +'Thank you for the compliment,' said Mary. + +'I brought Hammond along with me. Of course, I knew Lesbia was safe out +of the way,' added Maulevrier in an undertone. + +'It is very obliging of Mr. Hammond always to go where you wish,' +returned Mary, who could not help a bitter feeling when she remembered +her grandmother's cruel suggestion. 'Has he no tastes or inclinations of +his own?' + +'Yes, he has, plenty of them, and much loftier tastes than mine, I can +tell you. But he's kind enough to let me hang on to him, and to put up +with my frivolity. There never were two men more different than he and I +are; and I suppose that's why we get on so well together. When we were +in Paris he was always up to his eyes in serious work--lectures, public +libraries, workmen's syndicates, Mary Anne, the International--heaven +knows what, making himself master of the political situation in France; +while I was _rigolant_ and _chaloupant_ at the Bal Bullier.' + +It was generous of Maulevrier to speak of his hanger-on thus; and no +doubt the society of a well-informed earnest young man was a great good +for Maulevrier, a good far above the price of those pounds, shillings, +and pence which the Earl might spend for his dependent's benefit; but +when a girl of Mary's ardent temper has made a hero of a man, it galls +her to think that her hero's dignity should be sacrificed, his honour +impeached, were it by the merest tittle. + +Maulevrier made a good many inquiries about his grandmother, and seemed +really full of kindness and sympathy; but it was with a feeling of +profound awe, nay, of involuntary reluctance and shrinking, that he +presently entered her ladyship's sitting-room, ushered in by Mary, who +had been to her grandmother beforehand to announce the grandson's +arrival. + +The young man had hardly ever been in a sick room before. He half +expected to see Lady Maulevrier in bed, with a crowd of medicine bottles +and a cut orange on a table by her side, and a sick nurse of the +ancient-crone species cowering over the fire. It was an infinite relief +to him to find his grandmother lying on a sofa by the fire in her pretty +morning room. A little tea-table was drawn close up to her sofa, and she +was taking her afternoon tea. It was rather painful to see her lifting +her tea-cup slowly and carefully with her left hand, but that was all. +The dark eyes still flashed with the old eagle glance, the lines of the +lips were as proud and firm as ever. All sign of contraction or +distortion had passed away. In hours of calm her ladyship's beauty was +unimpaired; but with any strong emotion there came a convulsive working +of the features, and the face was momentarily drawn and distorted, as it +had been at the time of the seizure. + +Maulevrier's presence had not an unduly agitating effect on her +ladyship. She received him with tranquil graciousness, and thanked him +for his coming. + +'I hope you have spent your winter profitably in Paris,' she said. +'There is a great deal to be learnt there if you go into the right +circles.' + +Maulevrier told her that he had found much to learn, and that he had +gone into circles where almost everything was new to him. Whereupon his +grandmother questioned him about certain noble families in the Faubourg +Saint Germain who had been known to her in her own day of power, and +whose movements she had observed from a distance since that time; but +here she found her grandson dark. He had not happened to meet any of the +people she spoke about: the plain truth being that he had lived +altogether as a Bohemian, and had not used one of the letters of +introduction that had been given to him. + +'Your friend Mr. Hammond is with you, I am told,' said Lady Maulevrier, +not altogether with delight. + +'Yes, I made him come; but he is quite safe. He will bolt like a shot at +the least hint of Lesbia's return. He doesn't want to meet that young +lady again, I can assure you.' + +'Pray don't talk in that injured tone. Mr. Hammond is a gentlemanlike +person, very well informed, very agreeable. I have never denied that. +But you could not expect me to allow my granddaughter to throw herself +away upon the first adventurer who made her an offer.' + +'Hammond is not an adventurer.' + +'Very well, I will not call him so, if the term offends you. But Mr. +Hammond is--Mr. Hammond, and I cannot allow Lesbia to marry Mr. Hammond +or Mr. Anybody, and I am very sorry you have brought him here again. +There is Mary, a silly, romantic girl. I am very much afraid he has made +an impression upon her. She colours absurdly when she talks of him, and +flew into a passion with me the other day when I ventured to hint that +he is not a Rothschild, and that his society must be expensive to you.' + +'His society does not cost me anything. Hammond is the soul of +independence. He worked as a blacksmith in Canada for three months, just +to see what life was like in a wild district. There never was such a +fellow to rough it. And as for Molly, well, now, really, if he happened +to take a fancy to her, and if she happened to like him, I wouldn't bosh +the business, if I were you, grandmother. Take my word for it, Molly +might do worse.' + +'Of course. She might marry a chimney sweep. There is no answering for a +girl of her erratic nature. She is silly enough and romantic enough for +anything; but I shall not countenance her if she wants to throw herself +away on a person without prospects or connections; and I look to you, +Maulevrier, to take care of her, now that I am a wretched log chained to +this room.' + +'You may rely upon me, grandmother, Molly shall come to no harm, if I +can help it.' + +'Thank you,' said her ladyship, touching her bell twice. + +The two clear silvery strokes were a summons for Halcott, the maid, who +appeared immediately. + +'Tell Mrs. Power to get his lordship's room ready immediately, and to +give Mr. Hammond the room he had last summer,' said Lady Maulevrier, +with a sigh of resignation. + +While Maulevrier was with his grandmother John Hammond was smoking a +solitary cigar on the terrace, contemplating the mountain landscape in +its cold March greyness, and wondering very much to find himself again +at Fellside. He had gone forth from that house full of passionate +indignation, shaking off the dust from his feet, sternly resolved never +again to cross the threshold of that fateful cave, where he had met his +cold-hearted Circe. And now, because Circe was safe out of the way, he +had come back to the cavern; and he was feeling all the pain that a man +feels who beholds again the scene of a great past sorrow. + +Was this the old love and the old pain again, he wondered, or was it +only the sharp thrust of a bitter memory? He had believed himself cured +of his useless love--a great and noble love, wasted on a smaller nature +than his own. He had thought that because his eyes were opened, and he +understood the character of the girl he loved, his cure must needs be +complete. Yet now, face to face with the well-remembered landscape, +looking down upon that dull grey lake which he had seen smiling in the +sunshine, he began to doubt the completeness of his cure. He recalled +the lovely face, the graceful form, the sweet, low voice--the perfection +of gracious womanhood, manner, dress, movements, tones, smiles, all +faultless; and in the absence of that one figure, it seemed to him as if +he had come back to a tenantless, dismantled house, where there was +nothing that made life worth living. + +The red sun went down--a fierce and lurid face that seemed to scowl +through the grey--and Mr. Hammond felt that it was time to arouse +himself from gloomy meditation and go in and dress for dinner. +Maulevrier's valet was to arrive by the coach with the heavier part of +the luggage, and Maulevrier's valet did that very small portion of +valeting which was ever required by Mr. Hammond. A man who has worked at +a forge in the backwoods is not likely to be finicking in his ways, or +dependent upon servants for looking after his raiment. + +Despite Mr. Hammond's gloomy memories of past joys and disillusions, he +contrived to make himself very agreeable, by-and-by, at dinner, and in +the drawing-room after dinner, and the evening was altogether gay and +sprightly. Maulevrier was in high spirits, full of his Parisian +experiences, and talking slang as glibly as a student of the Quartier +Latin. He would talk nothing but French, protesting that he had almost +forgotten his native tongue, and his French was the language of +Larchey's Dictionary of Argot, in which nothing is called by its right +name. Mary was enchanted with this new vocabulary, and wanted to have +every word explained to her; but Maulevrier confessed that there was a +good deal that was unexplainable. + +The evening was much livelier than those summer evenings when the +dowager and Lady Lesbia were present. There was something less of +refinement, perhaps, and Fraeulein remonstrated now and then about some +small violation of the unwritten laws of 'Anstand,' but there was more +mirth. Maulevrier felt for the first time as if he were master at +Fellside. They all went to the billiard room soon after dinner, and +Fraeulein and Mary sat by the fire looking on, while the two young men +played. In such an evening there was no time for bitter memories: and +John Hammond was surprised to find how little he had missed that +enchantress whose absence had made the house seem desolate to him when +he re-entered it. + +He was tired with his journey and the varying emotions of the day, for +it was not without strong emotion that he had consented to return to +Fellside--and he slept soundly for the earlier part of the night. But he +had trained himself long ago to do with a very moderate portion of +sleep, and he was up and dressed while the dawn was still slowly +creeping along the edges of the hills. He went quietly down to the hall, +took one of the bamboos from a collection of canes and mountain sticks, +and set out upon a morning ramble over the snowy slopes. The snow +showers of yesterday had only sprinkled the greensward upon the lower +ground, but in the upper regions the winter snows still lingered, giving +an Alpine character to the landscape. + +John Hammond was too experienced a mountaineer to be deterred by a +little snow. He went up Silver Howe, and from the rugged breast of the +mountain saw the sun leap up from amidst a chaos of hill and crag, in +all his majesty, while the grey mists of night slowly floated up from +the valley that had lain hidden below them, and Grasmere Lake sparkled +and flashed in the light of the newly-risen sun. + +The church clock was striking eight as Hammond came at a brisk pace down +to the valley. There was still an hour before breakfast, so he took a +circuitous path to Fellside, and descended upon the house from the Fell, +as he had done that summer morning when he saw James Steadman sauntering +about in his garden. + +Within about a quarter of a mile of Lady Maulevrier's shrubberies Mr. +Hammond encountered a pedestrian, who, like himself, was evidently +taking a constitutional ramble in the morning air, but on a much less +extended scale, for this person did not look capable of going far +afield. + +He was an old man, something under middle height, but looking as if he +had once been taller; for his shoulders were much bent, and his head was +sunk on his chest. His whole form looked wasted and shrunken, and John +Hammond thought he had never seen so old a man--or at any rate any man +who was so deeply marked with all the signs of extreme age; and yet in +the backwoods of America he had met ancient settlers who remembered +Franklin, and who had been boys when the battle of Bunker's Hill was +fresh in the memory of their fathers and mothers. + +The little old man was clad in a thick grey overcoat of some shaggy kind +of cloth which looked like homespun. He wore a felt hat, and carried a +thick oak stick, and there was nothing in his appearance to indicate +that he belonged to any higher grade than that of the shepherds and +guides with whom Hammond had made himself familiar during his previous +visit. And yet there was something distinctive about the man, Hammond +thought, something wild and uncanny, which made him unlike any of those +hale and hearty-looking dalesmen on whom old age sate so lightly. No, +John Hammond could not fancy this man, with his pallid countenance and +pale crafty eyes, to be of the same race as those rugged and +honest-looking descendants of the Norsemen. + +Perhaps it was the man's exceeding age, for John Hammond made up his +mind that he must be a centenarian, which gave him so strange and unholy +an air. He had the aspect of a man who had been buried and brought back +to life again. + +So might look one of those Indian Fakirs who have the power to suspend life +by some mysterious process, and to lie in the darkness of the grave for a +given period, and then at their own will to resume the functions of the +living. His long white hair fell upon the collar of his grey coat, and +would have given him a patriarchal appearance had the face possessed the +dignity of age: but it was a countenance without dignity, a face deeply +scored with the lines of evil passions and guilty memories--the face of +the vulture, with a touch of the ferret--altogether a most unpleasant +face, Mr. Hammond thought. + +And yet there was a kind of fascination about that bent and shrunken +figure, those feeble movements, and shuffling gait. John Hammond turned +to look after the old man when he had passed him, and stood to watch him +as he went slowly up the Fell, plant his crutch stick upon the ground +before every footstep, as if it were a third leg, and more serviceable +than either of the other two. + +Mr. Hammond watched him for two or three minutes, but, as the old man's +movements had an automatic regularity, the occupation soon palled, and +he turned and walked toward Fellside. A few yards nearer the grounds he +met James Steadman, walking briskly, and smoking his morning pipe. + +'You are out early this morning,' said Hammond, by way of civility. + +'I am always pretty early, sir. I like a mouthful of morning air.' + +'So do I. By-the-bye, can you tell me anything about a queer-looking old +man I passed just now a little higher up the Fell? Such an old, old man, +with long white hair.' + +'Yes, sir. I believe I know him.' + +'Who is he? Does he live in Grasmere?' + +Steadman looked puzzled. + +'Well, you see, sir, your description might apply to a good many; but if +it's the man I think you mean he lives in one of the cottages behind the +church. Old Barlow, they call him.' + +'There can't be two such men--he must be at least a century old. If any +one told me he were a hundred and twenty I shouldn't be inclined to +doubt the fact. I never saw such a shrivelled, wrinkled visage, +bloodless, too, as if the poor old wretch never felt your fresh mountain +air upon his hollow cheeks. A dreadful face. It will haunt me for a +month.' + +'It must be old Barlow,' replied Steadman. 'Good day, sir.' + +He walked on with his swinging step, and at such a pace that he was up +the side of the Fell and close upon old Barlow's heels when Hammond +turned to look after him five minutes later. + +'There's a man who shows few traces of age, at any rate,' thought +Hammond. 'Yet her ladyship told me that he is over seventy.' + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +THE OLD MAN ON THE FELL. + + +Having made up his mind to stay at Fellside until after Easter, +Maulevrier settled down very quietly--for him. He rode a good deal, +fished a little, looked after his dogs, played billiards, made a devout +appearance in the big square pew at St. Oswald's on Sunday mornings, and +behaved altogether as a reformed character. Even his grandmother was +fain to admit that Maulevrier was improved, and that Mr. Hammond's +influence upon him must be exercised for good and not for evil. + +'I plunged awfully last year, and the year before that,' said +Maulevrier, sitting at tea in her ladyship's morning room one afternoon +about a week after his return, when she had expressed her gracious +desire that the two young men should take tea with her. + +Mary was in charge of the tea-pot and brass kettle, and looked as +radiant and as fresh as a summer morning. A regular Gainsborough girl, +Hammond called her, when he praised her to her brother; a true English +beauty, unsophisticated, a little rustic, but full of youthful +sweetness. + +'You see, I didn't know what a racing stable meant,' continued +Maulevrier, mildly apologetic--'in fact, I thought it was an easy way +for a nobleman to make as good a living as your City swells, with their +soft goods or their Brummagem ware, a respectable trade for a gentleman +to engage in. And it was only when I was half ruined that I began to +understand the business; and as soon as I did understand it I made up my +mind to get out of it; and I am happy to say that I sold the very last +of my stud in February, and Tony Lumpkin is his own man again. So you +may welcome the prodigal grandson, and order the fatted calf to be +slain, grandmother!' + +Lady Maulevrier stretched out her left hand to him, and the young man +bent over it and kissed it affectionately. He felt really touched by her +misfortunes, and was fonder of her than he had ever been before. She had +been somewhat hard with him in his boyhood, but she had always cared for +his dignity and protected his interests: and, after all, she was a noble +old woman, a grandmother of whom a man might be justly proud. He thought +of the painted harridans, the bare-shouldered skeletons, whom some of +his young friends were obliged to own in the same capacity, and he was +thankful that he could reverence his father's mother. + +'That is the best news I have heard for a long time, Maulevrier,' said +her ladyship graciously; 'better medicine for my nerves than any of Mr. +Horton's preparations. If Mr. Hammond's advice has influenced you to get +rid of your stable I am deeply grateful to Mr. Hammond.' + +Hammond smiled as he sipped his tea, sitting close to Mary's tray, ready +to fly to her assistance on the instant should the brazen kettle become +troublesome. It had a threatening way of hissing and bubbling over its +spirit lamp. + +'Oh, you have no idea what a fellow Hammond is to lecture,' answered +Maulevrier. 'He is a tremendous Radical, and he thinks that every young +man in my position ought to be a reformer, and devote the greater part +of his time and trouble to turning out the dirty corners of the world, +upsetting those poor dear families who like to pig together in one room, +ordering all the children off to school, marrying the fathers and +mothers, thrusting himself between free labour and free beer, and +interfering with the liberty of the subject in every direction.' + +'All that may sound like Radicalism, but I think it is the true +Conservatism, and that every young man ought to do as much, if he wants +this timeworn old country to maintain its power and prosperity,' +answered Lady Maulevrier, with an approving glance at John Hammond's +thoughtful face. + +'Right you are, grandmother,' returned Maulevrier, 'and I believe +Hammond calls himself a Conservative, and means to vote with the +Conservatives.' + +Means to vote! An idle phrase, surely, thought her ladyship, where the +young man's chance of getting into Parliament was so remote. + +That afternoon tea in Lady Maulevrier's room was almost as cheerful as +the tea-drinkings in the drawing-room, unrestrained by her ladyship's +presence. She was pleased with her grandson's conduct, and was therefore +inclined to be friendly to his friend. She could see an improvement in +Mary, too. The girl was more feminine, more subdued, graver, sweeter; +more like that ideal woman of Wordsworth's, whose image embodies all +that is purest and fairest in womanhood. + +Mary had not forgotten that unlucky story about the fox-hunt, and ever +since Hammond's return she had been as it were on her best behaviour, +refraining from her races with the terriers, and holding herself aloof +from Maulevrier's masculine pursuits. She sheltered herself a good deal +under the Fraeulein's substantial wing, and took care never to intrude +herself upon the amusements of her brother and his friend. She was not +one of those young women who think a brother's presence an excuse for a +perpetual _tete-a-tete_ with a young man. Yet when Maulevrier came in +quest of her, and entreated her to join them in a ramble, she was not +too prudish to refuse the pleasure she so thoroughly enjoyed. But +afternoon tea was her privileged hour--the time at which she wore her +prettiest frock, and forgot to regret her inferiority to Lesbia in all +the graces of womanhood. + +One afternoon, when they had all three walked to Easedale Tarn, and were +coming back by the side of the force, picking their way among the grey +stones and the narrow threads of silvery water, it suddenly occurred to +Hammond to ask Mary about that queer old man he had seen on the Fell +nearly a fortnight before. He had often thought of making the inquiry +when he was away from Mary, but had always forgotten the thing when he +was with her. Indeed, Mary had a wonderful knack of making him forget +everything but herself. + +'You seem to know every creature in Grasmere, down to the two-year-old +babies,' said Hammond, Mary having just stopped to converse with an +infantine group, straggling and struggling over the boulders. 'Pray, do +you happen to know a man called Barlow, a very old man?' + +'Old Sam Barlow,' exclaimed Mary; 'why, of course I know him.' + +She said it as if he were a near relative, and the question palpably +absurd. + +'He is an old man, a hundred, at least, I should think,' said Hammond. + +'Poor old Sam, not much on the wrong side of eighty. I go to see him +every week, and take him his week's tobacco, poor old dear. It is his +only comfort.' + +'Is it?' asked Hammond. 'I should have doubted his having so humanising +a taste as tobacco. He looks too evil a creature ever to have yielded to +the softening influence of a pipe.' + +'An evil creature! What, old Sam? Why he is the most genial old thing, +and as cheery--loves to hear the newspaper read to him--the murders and +railway accidents. He doesn't care for politics. Everybody likes old Sam +Barlow.' + +'I fancy the Grasmere idea of reverend and amiable age must be strictly +local. I can only say that I never saw a more unholy countenance.' + +'You must have been dreaming when you saw him,' said Mary. 'Where did +you meet him?' + +'On the Fell, about a quarter of a mile from the shrubbery gate.' + +'_Did_ you? I shouldn't have thought he could have got so far. I've a +good mind to take you to see him, this very afternoon, before we go +home.' + +'Do,' exclaimed Hammond, 'I should like it immensely. I thought him a +hateful-looking old person; but there was something so thoroughly +uncanny about him that he exercised an absolute fascination upon me: he +magnetised me, I think, as the green-eyed cat magnetises the bird. I +have been positively longing to see him again. He is a kind of human +monster, and I hope some one will have a big bottle made ready for him +and preserve him in spirits when he dies.' + +'What a horrid idea! No, sir, dear old Barlow shall lie beside the +Rotha, under the trees Wordsworth planted. He is such a man as +Wordsworth would have loved.' + +Mr. Hammond shrugged his shoulders, and said no more. Mary's little +vehement ways, her enthusiasm, her love of that valley, which might be +called her native place, albeit her eyes had opened upon heaven's light +far away, her humility, were all very delightful in their way. She was +not a perfect beauty, like Lesbia; but she was a fresh, pure-minded +English girl, frank as the day, and if he had had a brother he would +have recommended that brother to choose just such a girl for his wife. + +Mr. Samuel Barlow occupied a little old cottage, which seemed to consist +chiefly of a gable end and a chimney stack, in that cluster of dwellings +behind St. Oswald's church, which was once known as the Kirk Town. +Visitors went downstairs to get to Mr. Barlow's ground-floor, for the +influence of time and advancing civilisation had raised the pathway in +front of Mr. Barlow's cottage until his parlour had become of a +cellar-like aspect. Yet it was a very nice little parlour when one got +down to it, and it enjoyed winter and summer a perpetual twilight, since +the light that crept through the leaded casement was tempered by a +screen of flowerpots, which were old Barlow's particular care. There +were no finer geraniums in all Grasmere than Barlow's, no bigger +carnations or picotees, asters or arums. + +It was about five o'clock in the March afternoon, when Mary ushered John +Hammond into Mr. Barlow's dwelling, and, in the dim glow of a cheery +little fire and the faint light that filtered through the screen of +geranium leaves, the visitor looked for a moment or so doubtfully at the +owner of the cottage. But only for a moment. Those bright blue eyes and +apple cheeks, that benevolent expression, bore no likeness to the +strange old man he had seen on the Fell. Mr. Barlow was toothless and +nut-cracker like of outline; he was thin and shrunken, and bent with the +burden of long years, but his healthy visage had none of those deep +lines, those cross markings and hollows which made the pallid +countenance of that other old man as ghastly as would be the abstract +idea of life's last stage embodied by the bitter pencil of a Hogarth. + +'I have brought a gentleman from London to see you, Sam,' said Mary. 'He +fancied he met you on the Fell the other morning.' + +Barlow rose and quavered a cheery welcome, but protested against the +idea of his having got so far as the Fell. + +'With my blessed rheumatics, you know it isn't in me, Lady Mary. I shall +never get no further than the churchyard; but I likes to sit on the wall +hard by Wordsworth's tomb in a warm afternoon, and to see the folks pass +over the bridge; and I can potter about looking after my flowers, I can. +But it would be a dull life, now the poor old missus is gone and the +bairns all out at service, if it wasn't for some one dropping in to have +a chat, or read me a bit of the news sometimes. And there isn't anybody +in Grasmere, gentle or simple, that's kinder to me than you, Lady Mary. +Lord bless you, I do look forward to my newspaper. Any more of them +dreadful smashes?' + +'No, Sam, thank Heaven, there have been no railway accidents.' + +'Ah, we shall have 'em in August and September,' said the old man, +cheerily. 'They're bound to come then. There's a time for all things, +as Solomon says. When the season comes t'smashes all coom. And no more +of these mysterious murders, I suppose, which baffle t'police and keep +me awake o' nights thinking of 'em.' + +'Surely you do not take delight in murder, Mr. Barlow?' said Hammond. + +'No, sir, I do not wish my fellow-creatures to mak' awa' wi' each other; +but if there is a murder going in the papers I like to get the benefit +of it. I like to sit in front of my fire of an evening and wonder about +it while I smoke my pipe, and fancy I can see the murderer hiding in a +garret in an out-of-the-way alley, or as a stowaway on board a gert +ship, or as a miner deep down in a coalpit, and never thinking that even +there t'police can track him. Did you ever hear tell o' Mr. de Quincey, +sir?' + +'I believe I have read every line he ever wrote.' + +'Ah, you should have heard him talk about murders. It would have made +you dream queer dreams, just as he did. He lived for years in the white +cottage that Wordsworth once lived in, just behind the street yonder--a +nice, neat, lile gentleman, in a houseful of books. I've had many a talk +with him when I was a young man.' + +'And how old may you be now, Mr. Barlow?' + +'Getting on for eighty four, sir.' + +'But you are not the oldest man in Grasmere, I should say, by twenty +years?' + +'I don't think there's many much older than me, sir.' + +'The man I saw on the Fell looked at least a hundred. I wish you could +tell me who he is; I feel a morbid curiosity about him.' + +He went on to describe the old man in the grey coat, as minutely as he +could, dwelling on every characteristic of that singular-looking old +person; but Samuel Barlow could not identify the description with any +one in Grasmere. Yet a man of that age, seen walking on the hill-side at +eight in the morning, could hardly have come from far afield. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +LADY MAULEVRIER'S LETTER-BAG. + + +Although Maulevrier had assured his grandmother that John Hammond would +take flight at the first warning of Lesbia's return, Lady Maulevrier's +dread of any meeting between her granddaughter and that ineligible lover +determined her in making such arrangements as should banish Lesbia from +Fellside, so long as there seemed the slightest danger of such a +meeting. She knew that Lesbia had loved her fortuneless suitor; and she +did not know that the wound was cured, even by a season in the +little-great world of Cannes. Now that she, the ruler of that +household, was a helpless captive in her own apartments, she felt that +Lesbia at Fellside would be her own mistress, and hemmed round with the +dangers that beset richly-dowered beauty and inexperienced youth. + +John Hammond might be playing a very deep game, perhaps assisted by +Maulevrier. He might ostensibly leave Fellside before Lesbia's return, +yet lurk in the neighbourhood, and contrive to meet her every day. If +Maulevrier encouraged this folly, they might be married and over the +border, before her ladyship--fettered, impotent as she was--could +interfere. + +Lady Maulevrier felt that Georgie Kirkbank was her strong rock. So long +as Lesbia was under that astute veteran's wing there could be no danger. +In that embodied essence of worldliness and diplomacy, there was an +ever-present defence from all temptations that spring from romance and +youthful impulses. It was a bitter thing, perhaps, to steep a young and +pure soul in such an atmosphere, to harden a fresh young nature in the +fiery crucible of fashionable life; but Lady Maulevrier believed that +the end would sanctify the means. Lesbia, once married to a worthy man, +such a man as Lord Hartfield, for instance, would soon rise to a higher +level than that Belgravian swamp over which the malarian vapours of +falsehood, and slander, and self-seeking, and prurient imaginings hang +dense and thick. She would rise to the loftier table-land of that really +great world which governs and admonishes the ruck of mankind by examples +of noble deeds and noble thoughts; the world of statesmen, and soldiers, +and thinkers, and reformers; the salt wherewithal society is salted. + +But while Lesbia was treading the tortuous mazes of fashion, it was well +for her to be guided and guarded by such an old campaigner as Lady +Kirkbank, a woman who, in the language of her friends, 'knew the ropes.' + +Lesbia's last letter had been to the effect that she was to go back to +London with the Kirkbanks directly after Easter, and that directly they +arrived she would set off with her maid for Fellside, to spend a week or +a fortnight with her dearest grandmother, before going back to Arlington +Street for the May campaign. + +'And then, dearest, I hope you will make up your mind to spend the +season in London,' wrote Lesbia. 'I shall expect to hear that you have +secured Lord Porlock's house. How dreadfully slow your poor dear hand is +to recover! I am afraid Horton is not treating the case cleverly. Why do +you not send for Mr. Erichsen? It is a shock to my nerves every time I +receive a letter in Mary's masculine hand, instead of in your lovely +Italian penmanship. Strange--isn't it?--how much better the women of +your time write than the girls of the present day! Lady Kirkbank +receives letters from stylish girls in a hand that would disgrace a +housemaid.' + +Lady Maulevrier allowed a post to go by before she answered this letter, +while she deliberated upon the best and wisest manner of arranging her +granddaughter's future. It was an agony to her not to be able to write +with her own hand, to be obliged to so shape every sentence that Mary +might learn nothing which she ought not to know. It was impossible with +such an amanuensis to write confidentially to Lady Kirkbank. The letters +to Lesbia were of less consequence; for Lesbia, albeit so intensely +beloved, was not in her grandmother's confidence, least of all about +those schemes and dreams which concerned her own fate. + +However, the letters had to be written, so Mary was told to open her +desk and begin. + +The letter to Lesbia ran thus:-- + + 'My dearest Child, + + 'This is a world in which our brightest day-dreams generally end in + mere dreaming. For years past I have cherished the hope of + presenting you to your sovereign, to whom I was presented six and + forty years ago, when she was so fair and girlish a creature that + she seemed to me more like a queen in a fairy tale than the actual + ruler of a great country. I have beguiled my monotonous days with + thoughts of the time when I should return to the great world, full + of pride and delight in showing old friends what a sweet flower I + had reared in my mountain home; but, alas, Lesbia, it may not be. + + 'Fate has willed otherwise. The maimed hand does not recover, + although Horton is very clever, and thoroughly understands my case. + I am not ill, I am not in danger; so you need feel no anxiety about + me; but I am a cripple; and I am likely to remain a cripple for + months; so the idea of a London season this year is hopeless. + + 'Now, as you have in a manner made your _debut_ at Cannes, it would + never do to bury you here for another year. You complained of the + dullness last summer; but you would find Fellside much duller now + that you have tasted the elixir of life. No, my dear love, it will + be well for you to be presented, as Lady Kirkbank proposes, at the + first drawing-room after Easter; and Lady Kirkbank will have to + present you. She will be pleased to do this, I know, for her letters + are full of enthusiasm about you. And, after all, I do not think you + will lose by the exchange. Clever as I think myself, I fear I should + find myself sorely at fault in the society of to-day. All things are + changed: opinions, manners, creeds, morals even. Acts that were + crimes in my day are now venial errors--opinions that were + scandalous are now the mark of "advanced thought." I should be too + formal for this easy-going age, should be ridiculed as old-fashioned + and narrow-minded, should put you to the blush a dozen times a day + by my prejudices and opinions. + + 'It is very good of you to think of travelling so long a distance to + see me; and I should love to look at your sweet face, and hear you + describe your new experiences; but I could not allow you to travel + with only the protection of a maid; and there are many reasons why I + think it better to defer the meeting till the end of the season, + when Lady Kirkbank will bring my treasure back to me, eager to tell + me the history of all the hearts she has broken.' + +The dowager's letter to Lady Kirkbank was brief and business-like. She +could only hope that her old friend Georgie, whose acuteness she knew of +old, would divine her feelings and her wishes, without being explicitly +told what they were. + + 'My dear Georgie, + + 'I am too ill to leave this house; indeed I doubt if I shall ever + leave it till I am taken away in my coffin; but please say nothing + to alarm Lesbia. Indeed, there is no ground for fear, as I am not + dangerously ill, and may drag out an imprisonment of long years + before the coffin comes to fetch me. There are reasons, which you + will understand, why Lesbia should not come here till after the + season; so please keep her in Arlington Street, and occupy her mind + as much as you can with the preparations for her first campaign. I + give you _carte blanche_. If Carson is still in business I should + like her to make my girl's gowns; but you must please yourself in + this matter, as it is quite possible that Carson is a little behind + the times. + + 'I must ask you to present my darling, and to deal with her exactly + as if she were a daughter of your own. I think you know all my views + and hopes about her; and I feel that I can trust to your friendship + in this my day of need. The dream of my life has been to launch her + myself, and direct her every step in the mazes of town life; but + that dream is over. I have kept age and infirmity at a distance, + have even forgotten that the years were going by; and now I find + myself an old woman all at once, and my golden dream has vanished.' + +Lady Kirkbank's reply came by return of post, and happily this gushing +epistle had not to be submitted to Mary's eye. + + 'My dearest Di, + + 'My heart positively bleeds for you. What is the matter with your + hand, that you talk of being a life-long prisoner to your room? Pray + send for Paget or Erichsen, and have yourself put right at once. No + doubt that local simpleton is making a mess of your case. Perhaps + while he is dabbing with lint and lotions the real remedy is the + knife. I am sure amputation would be less melancholy than the + despondent state of feeling which you are now suffering. If any limb + of mine went wrong, I should say to the surgeon, "Cut it off, and + patch up the stump in your best style; I give you a fortnight, and + at the end of that time I expect to be going to parties again." Life + is not long enough for dawdling surgery. + + 'As regards Lesbia, I can only say that I adore her, and I am + enchanted at the idea that I am to run her myself. I intend her to + be _the_ beauty of the season--not _one of the loveliest + debutantes_, or any rot of that kind--but just the girl whom + everybody will be crazy about. There shall be a mob wherever she + appears, Di, I promise you that. There is no one in London who can + work a thing of that kind better than your humble servant. And when + once the girl is the talk of the town, all the rest is easy. She can + choose for herself among the very best men in society. Offers will + pour in as thickly as circulars from undertakers and mourning + warehouses after a death. + + 'Lesbia is so cool-headed and sensible that I have not the least + doubt of her success. With an impulsive or romantic girl there is + always the fear of a _fiasco_. But this sweet child of yours has + been well brought up, and knows her own value. She behaved like a + queen here, where I need not tell you society is just a little + mixed; though, of course, we only cultivate our own set. Your heart + would swell with pride if you could see the way she puts down men + who are not quite good style; and the ease with which she crushes + those odious American girls, with their fine complexions and loud + manners. + + 'Be assured that I shall guard her as the apple of my eye, and that + the detrimental who circumvents me will be a very Satan of schemers. + + 'I can but smile at your mention of Carson, whose gowns used to fit + us so well in our girlish days, and whose bills seem moderate + compared with the exorbitant accounts I get now. + + 'Carson has long been forgotten, my dear soul, gone with the snows + of last year. A long procession of fashionable French dressmakers + has passed across the stage since her time, like the phantom kings + in Macbeth; and now the last rage is to have our gowns made by an + Englishman who works for the Princess, and who gives himself most + insufferable airs, or an Irishwoman who is employed by all the best + actresses. It is to the latter, Kate Kearney, I shall entrust our + sweet Lesbia's toilettes.' + +The same post brought a loving letter from Lesbia, full of regret at not +being allowed to go down to Fellside, and yet full of delight at the +prospect of her first season. + + 'Lady Kirkbank and I have been discussing my court dress,' she wrote, + 'and we have decided upon a white cut-velvet train, with a border of + ostrich feathers, over a satin petticoat embroidered with seed + pearl. It will be expensive, but we know you will not mind that. + Lady Kirkbank takes the idea from the costume Buckingham wore at the + Louvre the first time he met Anne of Austria. Isn't that clever of + her? She is not a deep thinker like you; is horribly ignorant of + science, metaphysics, poetry even. She asked me one day who Plato + was, and whether he took his name from the battle of Platoea; and + she says she never could understand why people make a fuss about + Shakespeare; but she has read all the secret histories and memoirs + that ever were written, and knows all the ins and outs of court life + and high life for the last three hundred years; and there is not a + person in the peerage whose family history she has not at her + fingers' ends, except my grandfather. When I asked her to tell me + all about Lord Maulevrier and his achievements as Governor of + Madras, she had not a word to say. So, perhaps, she draws upon her + invention a little in talking about other people, and felt herself + restrained when she came to speak of my grandfather.' + +This passage in Lesbia's letter affected Lady Maulevrier as if a +scorpion had wriggled from underneath the sheet of paper. She folded the +letter, and laid it in the satin-lined box on her table, with a deep +sigh. + +'Yes, she is in the world now, and she will ask questions. I have never +warned her against pronouncing her grandfather's name. There are some +who will not be so kind as Georgie Kirkbank; some, perhaps, who will +delight in humiliating her, and who will tell her the worst that can be +told. My only hope is that she will make a great marriage, and speedily. +Once the wife of a man with a high place in the world, worldlings will +be too wise to wound her by telling her that her grandfather was an +unconvicted felon.' + +The die was cast. Lady Maulevrier might dread the hazard of evil +tongues, of slanderous memories; but she could not recall her consent to +Lesbia's _debut_. The girl was already launched; she had been seen and +admired. The next stage in her career must be to be wooed and won by a +worthy wooer. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + +ON THE DARK BROW OF HELVELLYN. + + +While these plans were being settled, and while Lesbia's future was the +all-absorbing subject of Lady Maulevrier's thoughts, Mary contrived to +be happier than she had ever been in her life before. It was happiness +that grew and strengthened with every day; and yet there was no obvious +reason for this deep joy. Her life ran in the same familiar groove. She +walked and rode on the old pathways; she rowed on the lake she had known +from babyhood; she visited her cottagers, and taught in the village +school, just the same as of old. The change was only that she was no +longer alone; and of late the solitude of her life, the ever-present +consciousness that nobody shared her pleasures or sympathised with her +upon any point, had weighed upon her like an actual burden. Now she had +Maulevrier, who was always kind, who understood and shared almost all +her tastes, and Maulevrier's friend, who, although not given to saying +smooth things, seemed warmly interested in her pursuits and opinions. He +encouraged her to talk, although he generally took the opposite side in +every argument; and she no longer felt oppressed or irritated by the +idea that he despised her. + +Indeed, although he never flattered or even praised her, Mr. Hammond let +her see that he liked her society. She had gone out of her way to avoid +him, very fearful lest he should think her bold or masculine; but he had +taken pains to frustrate all her efforts in that direction; he had +refused to go upon excursions which she could not share. 'Lady Mary must +come with us,' he said, when they were planning a morning's ramble. Thus +it happened that Mary was his guide and companion in all his walks, and +roamed with him bamboo in hand, over every one of those mountainous +paths she knew and loved so well. Distance was as nothing to +them--sometimes a boat helped them, and they went over wintry Windermere +to climb the picturesque heights above Bowness. Sometimes they took +ponies, and a groom, and left their steeds to perform the wilder part of +the way on foot. In this wise John Hammond saw all that was to be seen +within a day's journey of Grasmere, except the top of Helvellyn. +Maulevrier had shirked the expedition, had always put off Mary and Mr. +Hammond when they proposed it. The season was not advanced enough--the +rugged pathway by the Tongue Ghyll would be as slippery as glass--no +pony could get up there in such weather. + +'We have not had any frost to speak of for the last fortnight,' pleaded +Mary, who was particularly anxious to do the honours of Helvellyn, as +the real lion of the neighbourhood. + +'What a simpleton you are, Molly!' cried Maulevrier. 'Do you suppose +because there is no frost in your grandmother's garden--and if you were +to ask Staples about his peaches he would tell you a very different +story--that there's a tropical atmosphere on Dolly Waggon Pike? Why, I'd +wager the ice on Grisdale Tarn is thick enough for skating. Helvellyn +won't run away, child. You and Hammond can dance the Highland +Schottische on Striding Edge in June, if you like.' + +'Mr. Hammond won't be here in June,' said Mary. + +'Who knows?--the train service is pretty fair between London and +Windermere. Hammond and I would think nothing of putting ourselves in +the mail on a Friday night, and coming down to spend Saturday and Sunday +with you--if you are good.' + +There came a sunny morning soon after Easter which seemed mild enough +for June; and when Hammond suggested that this was the very day for +Helvellyn, Maulevrier had not a word to say against the truth of that +proposition. The weather had been exceptionally warm for the last week, +and they had played tennis and sat in the garden just as if it had been +actually summer. Patches of snow might still linger on the crests of the +hills--but the approach to those bleak heights could hardly be glacial. + +Mary clasped her hands delightedly. + +'Dear old Maulevrier!' she exclaimed, 'you are always good to me. And +now I shall be able to show you the Red Tarn, the highest pool of water +in England,' she said, turning to Hammond. 'And you will see Windermere +winding like a silvery serpent between the hills, and Grasmere shining +like a jewel in the depth of the valley, and the sea glittering like a +line of white light between the edges of earth and heaven, and the dark +Scotch hills like couchant lions far away to the north.' + +'That is to say these things are all supposed to be on view from the top +of the mountain; but as a peculiar and altogether exceptional state of +the atmosphere is essential to their being seen, I need not tell you +that they are rarely visible,' said Maulevrier. 'You are talking to old +mountaineers, Molly. Hammond has done Cotapaxi and had his little +clamber on the equatorial Andes, and I--well, child, I have done my +Righi, and I have always found the boasted panorama enveloped in dense +fog.' + +'It won't be foggy to-day,' said Mary. 'Shall we do the whole thing on +foot, or shall I order the ponies?' + +Mr. Hammond inquired the distance up and down, and being told that it +involved only a matter of eight miles, decided upon walking. + +'I'll walk, and lead your pony,' he said to Mary, but Mary declared +herself quite capable of going on foot, so the ponies were dispensed +with as a possible encumbrance. + +This was planned and discussed in the garden before breakfast. Fraeulein +was told that Mary was going for a long walk with her brother and Mr. +Hammond; a walk which might last over the usual luncheon hour; so +Fraeulein was not to wait luncheon. Mary went to her grandmother's room +to pay her duty visit. There were no letters for her to write that +morning, so she was perfectly free. + +The three pedestrians started an hour after breakfast, in light marching +order. The two young men wore their Argyleshire shooting +clothes--homespun knickerbockers and jackets, thick-ribbed hose knitted +by Highland lasses in Inverness. They carried a couple of hunting flasks +filled with claret, and a couple of sandwich boxes, and that was all. +Mary wore her substantial tailor-gown of olive tweed, and a little toque +to match, with a silver mounted grouse-claw for her only ornament. + +It was a delicious morning, the air fresh and sweet, the sun comfortably +warm, a little too warm, perhaps, presently, when they had trodden the +narrow path by the Tongue Ghyll, and were beginning to wind slowly +upwards over rough boulders and last year's bracken, tough and brown and +tangled, towards that rugged wall of earth and stone tufted with rank +grasses, which calls itself Dolly Waggon Pike. Here they all came to a +stand-still, and wiped the dews of honest labour from their foreheads; +and here Maulevrier flung himself down upon a big boulder, with the +soles of his stout shooting boots in running water, and took out his +cigar case. + +'How do you like it?' he asked his friend, when he had lighted his +cigarette. 'I hope you are enjoying yourself.' + +'I never was happier in my life,' answered Hammond. + +He was standing on higher ground, with Mary at his elbow, pointing out +and expatiating upon the details of the prospect. There were the +lakes--Grasmere, a disk of shining blue; Rydal, a patch of silver; and +Windermere winding amidst a labyrinth of wooded hills. + +'Aren't you tired?' asked Maulevrier. + +'Not a whit.' + +'Oh, I forgot you had done Cotapaxi, or as much of Cotapaxi as living +mortal ever has done. That makes a difference. I am going home.' + +'Oh, Maulevrier!' exclaimed Mary, piteously. + +'I am going home. You two can go to the top. You are both hardened +mountaineers, and I am not in it with either of you. When I rashly +consented to a pedestrian ascent of Helvellyn I had forgotten what the +gentleman was like; and as to Dolly Waggon I had actually forgotten her +existence. But now I see the lady--as steep as the side of a house, and +as stony--no, naught but herself can be her parallel in stoniness. No, +Molly, I will go no further.' + +'But we shall go down on the other side,' urged Mary. 'It is a little +steeper on the Cumberland side, but not nearly so far.' + +'A little steeper! I Can anything be steeper than Dolly Waggon? Yes, you +are right. It is steeper on the Cumberland side. I remember coming down +a sheer descent, like an exaggerated sugar-loaf; but I was on a pony, +and it was the brute's look-out. I will not go down the Cumberland side +on my own legs. No, Molly, not even for you. But if you and Hammond want +to go to the top, there is nothing to prevent you. He is a skilled +mountaineer. I'll trust you with him.' + +Mary blushed, and made no reply. Of all things in the world she least +wanted to abandon the expedition. Yet to climb Helvellyn alone with her +brother's friend would no doubt be a terrible violation of those laws of +maidenly propriety which Fraeulein was always expounding. If Mary were to +do this thing, which she longed to do, she must hazard a lecture from +her governess, and probably a biting reproof from her grandmother. + +'Will you trust yourself with me, Lady Mary?' asked Hammond, looking at +her with a gaze so earnest--so much more earnest than the occasion +required--that her blushes deepened and her eyelids fell. 'I have done a +good deal of climbing in my day, and I am not afraid of anything +Helvellyn can do to me. I promise to take great care of you if you will +come.' + +How could she refuse? How could she for one moment pretend that she did +not trust him, that her heart did not yearn to go with him. She would +have climbed the shingly steep of Cotapaxi with him--or crossed the +great Sahara with him--and feared nothing. Her trust in him was +infinite--as infinite as her reverence and love. + +'I am afraid Fraeulein would make a fuss,' she faltered, after a pause. + +'Hang Fraeulein,' cried Maulevrier, puffing at his cigarette, and kicking +about the stones in the clear running water. 'I'll square it with +Fraeulein. I'll give her a pint of fiz with her lunch, and make her see +everything in a rosy hue. The good soul is fond of her Heidseck. You +will be back by afternoon tea. Why should there be any fuss about the +matter? Hammond wants to see the Red Tarn, and you are dying to show him +the way. Go, and joy go with you both. Climbing a stony hill is a form +of pleasure to which I have not yet risen. I shall stroll home at my +leisure, and spend the afternoon on the billiard-room sofa reading +Mudie's last contribution to the comforts of home.' + +'What a Sybarite,' said Hammond. 'Come, Lady Mary, we mustn't loiter, if +we are to be back at Fellside by five o'clock.' + +Mary looked at her brother doubtfully, and he gave her a little nod +which seemed to say, 'Go, by all means;' so she dug the end of her staff +into Dolly's rugged breast, and mounted cheerily, stepping lightly from +boulder to boulder. + +The sun was not so warm as it had been ten minutes ago, when Maulevrier +flung himself down to rest. The sky had clouded over a little, and a +cooler wind was blowing across the breast of the hill. Fairfield yonder, +that long smooth slope of verdure which a little while ago looked +emerald green in the sunlight, now wore a soft and shadowy hue. All the +world was greyer and dimmer in a moment, as it were, and Coniston Lake +in its distant valley disappeared beneath a veil of mist, while the +shimmering sea-line upon the verge of the horizon melted and vanished +among the clouds that overhung it. The weather changes very quickly in +this part of the world. Sharp drops of rain came spitting at Hammond and +Mary as they climbed the crest of the Pike, and stopped, somewhat +breathless, to look back at Maulevrier. He was trudging blithely down +the winding way, and seemed to have done wonders while they had been +doing very little. + +'How fast he is going!' said Mary. + +'Easy is the descent of Avernus. He is going down-hill, and we are going +upwards. That makes all the difference in life, you see,' answered +Hammond. + +Mary looked at him with divine compassion. She thought that for him the +hill of life would be harder than Helvellyn. He was brave, honest, +clever; but her grandmother had impressed upon her that modern +civilisation hardly has room for a young man who wants to get on in the +world, without either fortune or powerful connexions. He had better go +to Australia and keep sheep, than attempt the impossible at home. + +The rain was a passing shower, hardly worth speaking of, but the glory +of the day was over. The sky was grey, and there were dark clouds +creeping up from the sea-line. Silvery Windermere had taken a leaden +hue; and now they turned their last fond look upon the Westmoreland +valley, and set their faces steadily towards Cumberland, and the fine +grassy plateau on the top of the hill. + +All this was not done in a flash. It took them some time to scale +Dolly's stubborn breast, and it took them another hour to reach Seat +Sandal; and by the time they came to the iron gate in the fence, which +at this point divides the two counties, the atmosphere had thickened +ominously, and dark wreaths of fog were floating about and around them, +whirled here and there by a boisterous wind which shrieked and roared at +them with savage fury, as if it were the voice of some Titan monarch of +the mountain protesting against this intrusion upon his domain. + +'I'm afraid you won't see the Scottish hills,' shouted Mary, holding on +her little cloth hat. + +She was obliged to shout at the top of her voice, though she was close +to Mr. Hammond's elbow, for that shrill screaming wind would have +drowned the voice of a stentor. + +'Never mind the view,' replied Hammond in the same fortissimo, 'but I +really wish I hadn't brought you up here. If this fog should get any +worse, it may be dangerous.' + +'The fog is sure to get worse,' said Mary, in a brief lull of the +hurly-burly, 'but there is no danger. I know every inch of the hill, and +I am not a bit afraid. I can guide you, if you will trust me.' + +'My bravest of girls,' he exclaimed, looking down at her. 'Trust you! +Yes, I would trust my life to you--my soul--my honour--secure in your +purity and good faith.' + +Never had eyes of living man or woman looked down upon her with such +tenderness, such fervent love. She looked up at him; looked with eyes +which, at first bewildered, then grew bold, and lost themselves, as it +were, in the dark grey depths of the eyes they met. The savage wind, +hustling and howling, blew her nearer to him, as a reed is blown against +a rock. Dark grey mists were rising round them like a sea; but had that +ever-thickening, ever-darkening vapour been the sea itself, and death +inevitable, Mary Haselden would have hardly cared. For in this moment +the one precious gift for which her soul had long been yearning had been +freely given to her. She knew all at once, that she was fondly loved by +that one man whom she had chosen for her idol and her hero. + +What matter that he was fortuneless, a nobody, with but the poorest +chances of success in the world? What if he must needs, only to win the +bare means of existence, go to Australia and keep sheep, or to the Bed +River valley and grow corn? What if he must labour, as the peasants +laboured on the sides of this rude hill? Gladly would she go with him to +a strange country, and keep his log cabin, and work for him, and share +his toilsome life, rough or smooth. No loss of social rank could lessen +her pride in him, her belief in him. + +They were standing side by side a little way from the edge of the sheer +descent, below which the Bed Tarn showed black in a basin scooped out of +the naked hill, like water held in the hollow of a giant's hand. + +'Look,' cried Mary, pointing downward, 'you must see the Red Tarn, the +highest water in England?' + +But just at this moment there came a blast which shook even Hammond's +strong frame, and with a cry of fear he snatched Mary in his arms and +carried her away from the edge of the hill. He folded her in his arms +and held her there, thirty yards away from the precipice, safely +sheltered against his breast, while the wind raved round them, blowing +her hair from the broad, white brow, and showing him that noble forehead +in all its power and beauty; while the darkness deepened round them so +that they could see hardly anything except each other's eyes. + +'My love, my own dear love,' he murmured fondly; 'I will trust you with +my life. Will you accept the trust? I am hardly worthy; for less than a +year ago I offered myself to your sister, and I thought she was the only +woman in this wide world who could make me happy. And when she refused +me I was in despair, Mary; and I left Fellside in the full belief that I +had done with life and happiness. And then I came back, only to oblige +Maulevrier, and determined to be utterly miserable at Fellside. I was +miserable for the first two hours. Memories of dead and gone joys and +disappointed hopes were very bitter. And I tried honestly to keep up my +feeling of wretchedness for the first few days. But it was no use, +Molly. There was a genial spirit in the place, a laughing fairy who +would not let me be sad; and I found myself becoming most unromantically +happy, eating my breakfast with a hearty appetite, thinking my cup of +afternoon tea nectar for love of the dear hand that gave it. And so, and +so, till the new love, the purer and better love, grew and grew into a +mighty tree, which was as an oak to an orchid, compared with that +passion flower of earlier growth. Mary, will you trust your life to me, +as I trust mine to you. I say to you almost in the words I spoke last +year to Lesbia,' and here his tone grew grave almost to solemnity, +'trust me, and I will make your life free from the shadow of care--trust +me, for I have a brave spirit and a strong arm to fight the battle of +life--trust me, and I will win for you the position you have a right to +occupy--trust me, and you shall never repent your trust.' + +She looked up at him with eyes which told of infinite faith, child-like, +unquestioning faith. + +'I will trust you in all things, and for ever,' she said. 'I am not +afraid to face evil fortune. I do not care how poor you are--how hard +our lives may be--if--if you are sure you love me.' + +'Sure! There is not a beat of my heart or a thought of my mind that does +not belong to you. I am yours to the very depths of my soul. My innocent +love, my clear-eyed, clear-souled angel! I have studied you and watched +you and thought of you, and sounded the depths of your lovely nature, +and the result is that you are for me earth's one woman. I will have no +other, Mary, no other love, no other wife.' + +'Lady Maulevrier will be dreadfully angry,' faltered Mary. + +'Are you afraid of her anger?' + +'No; I am afraid of nothing, for your sake.' + +He lifted her hand to his lips, and kissed it reverently, and there was +a touch of chivalry in that reverential kiss. His eyes clouded with +tears as he looked down into the trustful face. The fog had darkened to +a denser blackness, and it was almost as if they were engulfed in sudden +night. + +'If we are never to find our way down the hill; if this were to be the +last hour of our lives, Mary, would you be content?' + +'Quite content,' she answered, simply. 'I think I have lived long +enough, if you really love me--if you are not making fun.' + +'What, Molly, do you still doubt? Is it strange that I love you?' + +'Very strange. I am so different from Lesbia.' + +'Yes, very different, and the difference is your highest charm. And now, +love, we had better go down whichever side of the hill is easiest, for +this fog is rather appalling. I forgive the wind, because it blew you +against my heart just now, and that is where I want you to dwell for +ever!' + +'Don't be frightened,' said Mary. 'I know every step of the way.' + +So, leaning on her lover, and yet guiding him, slowly, step by step, +groping their way through the darkness, Lady Mary led Mr. Hammond down +the winding track along which the ponies and the guides travel so often +in the summer season. And soon they began to descend out of that canopy +of fog which enveloped the brow of Helvellyn, and to see the whole world +smiling beneath them, a world of green pastures and sheepfolds, with a +white homestead here and there amidst the fields, looking so human and +so comfortable after that gloomy mountain top, round which the tempest +howled so outrageously. Beyond those pastures stretched the dark waters +of Thirlmere, looking like a broad river. + +The descent was passing steep, but Hammond's strong arm and steady +steps made Mary's progress very easy, while she had in no wise +exaggerated her familiarity with the windings and twistings of the +track. Yet as they had need to travel very slowly so long as the fog +still surrounded them, the journey downward lasted a considerable time, +and it was past five when they arrived at the little roadside inn at the +foot of the hill. + +Here Mr. Hammond insisted that Mary should rest at least long enough to +take a cup of tea. She was very white and tired. She had been profoundly +agitated, and looked on the point of fainting, although she protested +that she was quite ready to walk on. + +'You are not going to walk another step,' said Hammond. 'While you are +taking your tea I will get you a carriage.' + +'Indeed, I had rather hurry on at once,' urged Mary. 'We are so late +already.' + +'You will get home all the sooner if you obey me. It is your duty to +obey me now,' said Hammond, in a lowered voice. + +She smiled at him, but it was a weak, wan little smile, for that descent +in the wind and the fog had quite exhausted her. Mr. Hammond took her +into a snug little parlour where there was a cheerful fire, and saw her +comfortably seated in an arm chair by the hearth, before he went to look +after a carriage. + +There was no such thing as a conveyance to be had, but the Windermere +coach would pass in about half an hour, and for this they must wait. It +would take them back to Grasmere sooner than they could get there on +foot, in Mary's exhausted condition. + +The tea-tray was brought in presently, and Hammond poured out the tea +and waited upon Lady Mary. It was a reversal of the usual formula but it +was very pleasant to Mary to sit with her feet on the low brass fender +and be waited upon by her lover. That fog on the brow of Helvellyn--that +piercing wind--had chilled her to the bone, and there was unspeakable +comfort in the glow and warmth of the fire, in the refreshment of a good +cup of tea. + +'Mary, you are my own property now, remember,' said Hammond, watching +her tenderly as she sipped her tea. + +She glanced up at him shyly, now and then, with eyes full of innocent +wonder. It was so strange to her, as strange as sweet, to know that he +loved her; such a marvellous thing that she had pledged herself to be +his wife. + +'You are my very own--mine to guard and cherish, mine to think and work +for,' he went on, 'and you will have to trust me, sweet one, even if the +beginning of things is not altogether free from trouble.' + +'I am not afraid of trouble.' + +'Bravely spoken! First and foremost, then, you will have to announce +your engagement to Lady Maulevrier. She will take it ill, no doubt; will +do her utmost to persuade you to give me up. Have you courage and +resolution, do you think, to stand against her arguments? Can you hold +to your purpose bravely, and cry, no surrender?' + +'There shall be no surrender,' answered Mary, 'I promise you that. No +doubt grandmother will be very angry. But she has never cared for me +very much. It will not hurt her for me to make a bad match, as it would +have done in Lesbia's case. She has had no day-dreams--no grand ambition +about me!' + +'So much the better, my wayside flower! When you have said all that is +sweet and dutiful to her, and have let her know at the same time that +you mean to be my wife, come weal come woe, I will see her, and will +have my say. I will not promise her a grand career for my darling: but I +will pledge myself that nothing of that kind which the world calls +evil--no penury, or shabbiness of surroundings--shall ever touch Mary +Haselden after she is Mary Hammond. I can promise at least so much as +that.' + +'It is more than enough,' said Mary. 'I have told you that I would +gladly share poverty with you.' + +'Sweet! it is good of you to say as much, but I would not take you at +your word. You don't know what poverty is.' + +'Do you think I am a coward, or self-indulgent? You are wrong, Jack. May +I call you Jack, as Maulevrier does?' + +'May you?' + +The question evoked such a gush of tenderness that he was fain to kneel +beside her chair and kiss the little hand holding the cup, before he +considered he had answered properly. + +'You are wrong, Jack. I do know what poverty means. I have studied the +ways of the poor, tried to console them, and help them a little in their +troubles; and I know there is no pain that want of money can bring which +I would not share willingly with you. Do you suppose my happiness is +dependent on a fine house and powdered footmen? I should like to go to +the Red River with you, and wear cotton gowns, and tuck up my sleeves +and clean our cottage.' + +'Very pretty sport, dear, for a summer day; but my Mary shall have a +sweeter life, and shall occasionally walk in silk attire.' + +That tea-drinking by the fireside in the inn parlour was the most +delicious thing within John Hammond's experience. Mary was a bewitching +compound of earnestness and simplicity, so humble, so confiding, so +perplexed and astounded at her own bliss. + +'Confess, now, in the summer, when you were in love with Lesbia, you +thought me a horrid kind of girl,' she said, presently, when they were +standing side by side at the window, waiting for the coach. + +'Never, Mary. My crime is to have thought very little about you in those +days. I was so dazzled by Lesbia's beauty, so charmed by her +accomplishments and girlish graces, that I forgot to take notice of +anything else in the world. If I thought of you at all it was as +another Maulevrier--a younger Maulevrier in petticoats, very gay, and +good-humoured, and nice.' + +'But when you saw me rushing about with the terriers--I must have seemed +utterly horrid.' + +'Why, dearest? There is nothing essentially horrible in terriers, or in a +bright lively girl running races with them. You made a very pretty +picture in the sunlight, with your hat hanging on your shoulder, and +your curly brown hair and dancing hazel eyes. If I had not been deep in +love with Lesbia's peerless complexion and Grecian features, I should +have looked below the surface of that Gainsborough picture, and +discovered what treasures of goodness, and courage, and truth and purity +those frank brown eyes and that wide forehead betokened. I was sowing my +wild oats last summer, Mary, and they brought me a crop of sorrow. But I +am wiser now--wiser and happier. + +'But if you were to see Lesbia again would not the old love revive?' + +'The old love is dead, Mary. There is nothing left of it but a handful +of ashes, which I scatter thus to the four winds,' with a wave of his +hand towards the open casement. 'The new love absorbs and masters my +being. If Lesbia were to re-appear at Fellside this evening, I could +offer her my hand in all brotherly frankness, and ask her to accept me +as a brother. Here comes the coach. We shall be at Fellside just in time +for dinner.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +WISER THAN LESBIA. + + +Lady Mary and Mr. Hammond were back at Fellside at a quarter before +eight, by which time the stars were shining on pine woods and Fell. They +managed to be in the drawing-room when dinner was announced, after the +hastiest of toilets; yet her lover thought Mary had never looked +prettier than she looked that night, in her limp white cashmere gown, +and with her brown hair brushed into a large loose knot on the top of +her head. There had been great uneasiness about them at Fellside when +evening began to draw in, and the expected hour of their return had gone +by. Scouts had been sent in quest of them, but in the wrong direction. + +'I did not think you would be such idiots as to come down the north side +of the hill in a tempest,' said Maulevrier; 'we could see the clouds +racing over the crest of Seat Sandal, and knew it was blowing pretty +hard up there, though it was calm enough down here.' + +'Blowing pretty hard;' echoed Hammond, 'I don't think I was ever out in +a worse gale; and yet I have been across the Bay of Biscay when the +waves struck the side of the steamer like battering rams, and when the +whole surface of the sea was white with seething foam.' + +'It was a most imprudent thing to go up Helvellyn in such weather,' said +Fraeulein Mueller, shaking her head gloomily as she ate her fish. + +Mary felt that the Fraeulein's manner boded ill. There was a storm +brewing. A scolding was inevitable. Mary felt quite capable of doing +battle with the Fraeulein; but her feelings were altogether different +when she thought of facing that stern old lady upstairs, and of the +confession she had to make. It was not that her courage faltered. So far +as resolutions went she was as firm as a rock. But she felt that there +was a terrible ordeal to be gone through; and it seemed a mockery to be +sitting there and pretending to eat her dinner and take things lightly, +with that ordeal before her. + +'We did not go up the hill in bad weather, Miss Mueller,' said Mr. +Hammond. 'The sun was shining and the sky was blue when we started. We +could not foresee darkness and storm at the top of the hill. That was +the fortune of war.' + +'I am very sorry Lady Mary had not more good sense,' replied Fraeulein +with unabated gloom; but on this Maulevrier took up the cudgels. + +'If there was any want of sense in the business, that's my look-out, +Fraeulein,' he said, glaring angrily at the governess. 'It was I who +advised Hammond and Lady Mary to climb the hill. And here they are, safe +and sound after their journey. I see no reason why there should be any +fuss about it.' + +'People have different ways of looking at things, replied Fraeulein, +plodding steadily on with her dinner. Mary rose directly the dessert had +been handed round, and marched out of the room: like a warrior going to +a battle in which the chances of defeat were strong. Fraeulein Mueller +shuffled after her. + +'Will you be kind enough to go to her ladyship's room at once, Lady +Mary,' she said. 'She wants to speak to you.' + +'And I want to speak to her,' said Mary. + +She ran quickly upstairs and arrived in the morning room, a little out +of breath. The room was lighted by one low moderator lamp, under a dark +red velvet shade, and there was the glow of the wood fire, which gave a +more cheerful light than the lamp. Lady Maulevrier was lying on her +couch in a loose brocade tea-gown, with old Brussels collar and ruffles. +She was as well dressed in her day of affliction and helplessness as she +had been in her day of strength; for she knew the value of surroundings, +and that her stateliness and power were in some manner dependent on +details of this kind. The one hand which she could use glittered with +diamonds, as she waved it with a little imperious gesture towards the +chair on which she desired Lady Mary to seat herself; and Mary sat down +meekly, knowing that this chair represented the felon's dock. + +'Mary,' began her grandmother, with freezing gravity, 'I have been +surprised and shocked by your conduct to-day. Yes, surprised at such +conduct even in you.' + +'I do not think I have done anything very wrong, grandmother.' + +'Not wrong! You have done nothing wrong? You have done something +absolutely outrageous. You, my granddaughter, well born, well bred, +reared under my roof, to go up Helvellyn and lose yourself in a fog +alone with a young man. You could hardly have done worse if you were a +Cockney tourist,' concluded her ladyship, with ineffable disgust. + +'I could not help the fog,' said Mary, quietly. The battle had to be +fought, and she was not going to flinch. 'I had no intention of going up +Helvellyn alone with Mr. Hammond. Maulevrier was to have gone with us; +but when we got to Dolly Waggon he was tired, and would not go any +further. He told me to go on with Mr. Hammond.' + +'_He_ told you! Maulevrier!--a young man who has spent some of the best +hours of his youth in the company of jockeys and trainers--who hasn't +the faintest idea of the fitness of things. You allow Maulevrier to be +your guide in a matter in which your own instinct should have guided +you--your womanly instinct! But you have always been an unwomanly girl. +You have put me to shame many a time by your hoydenish tricks; but I +bore with you, believing that your madcap follies were at least +harmless. To-day you have gone a step too far, and have been guilty of +absolute impropriety, which I shall be very slow to pardon.' + +'Perhaps you will be still more angry when you know all, grandmother,' +said Mary. + +Lady Maulevrier flashed her dark eyes at the girl with a look which +would have almost killed a nervous subject; but Mary faced her +steadfastly, very pale, but as resolute as her ladyship. + +'When I know all! What more is there for me to know?' + +'Only that while we were on the top of Helvellyn, in the fog and the +wind, Mr. Hammond asked me to be his wife.' + +'I am not surprised to hear it,' retorted her ladyship, with a harsh +laugh. 'A girl who could act so boldly and flirtingly was a natural mark +for an adventurer. Mr. Hammond no doubt has been told that you will have +a little money by-and-by, and thinks he might do worse than marry you. +And seeing how you have flung yourself at his head, he naturally +concludes that you will not be too proud to accept your sister's +leavings.' + +'There is nothing gained by making cruel speeches, grandmother,' said +Mary, firmly. 'I have promised to be John Hammond's wife, and there is +nothing you nor anyone else can say which will make me alter my mind. I +wish to act dutifully to you, if I can, and I hope you will be good to +me and consent to this marriage. But if you will not consent, I shall +marry him all the same. I shall be full of sorrow at having to disobey +you, but I have promised, and I will keep my promise.' + +'You will act in open rebellion against me--against the kinswoman who +has reared you, and educated you, and cared for you in all these years!' + +'But you have never loved me,' answered Mary, sadly. 'Perhaps if you had +given me some portion of that affection which you lavished on my sister +I might be willing to sacrifice this new deep love for your sake--to lay +down my broken heart as a sacrifice on the altar of gratitude. But you +never loved me. You have tolerated me, endured my presence as a +disagreeable necessity of your life, because I am my father's daughter. +You and Lesbia have been all the world to each other; and I have stood +aloof, outside your charmed circle, almost a stranger to you. Can you +wonder, grandmother, recalling this, that I am unwilling to surrender +the love that has been given me to-day--the true heart of a brave and +good man!' + +Lady Maulevrier looked at her for some moments in scornful wonderment; +looked at her with a slow, deliberate smile. + +'Poor child!' she said; 'poor ignorant, inexperienced baby! For what a +Will-o-the-wisp are you ready to sacrifice my regard, and all the +privileges of your position as my granddaughter! No doubt this Mr. +Hammond has said all manner of fine things to you; but can you be weak +enough to believe that he who half a year ago was sighing and dying at +the feet of your sister can have one spark of genuine regard for you? +The thing is not in nature; it is an obvious absurdity. But it is easy +enough to understand that Mr. Hammond without a penny in his pocket, and +with his way to make in the world, would be very glad to secure Lady +Mary Haselden and her five hundred a year, and to have Lord Maulevrier +for his brother in-law?' + +'Have I really five hundred a year? Shall I have five hundred a year +when I marry?' asked Mary, suddenly radiant. + +'Yes; if you marry with your brother's consent.' + +'I am so glad--for his sake. He could hardly starve if I had five +hundred a year. He need not be obliged to emigrate.' + +'Has he been offering you the prospect of emigration as an additional +inducement?' + +'Oh, no, he does not say that he is very poor, but since you say he is +penniless I thought we might be obliged to emigrate. But as I have five +hundred a year--' + +'You will stay at home, and set up a lodging-house, I suppose,' sneered +Lady Maulevrier. + +'I will do anything my husband pleases. We can live in a humble way in +some quiet part of London, while Mr. Hammond works at literature or +politics. I am not afraid of poverty or trouble, I am willing to endure +both for his sake.' + +'You are a fool!' said her grandmother sternly. 'And I have nothing more +to say to you. Go away, and send Maulevrier to me.' + +Mary did not obey immediately. She went over to her grandmother's couch +and knelt by her side, and kissed the poor maimed hand which lay on the +velvet cushion. + +'Dear grandmother,' she said gently. 'I am very sorry to rebel against +you. But this is a question of life or death with me. I am not like +Lesbia. I cannot barter love and truth for worldly advantage--for pride +of race. Do not think me so weak or so vain as to be won by a few fine +speeches from an adventurer. Mr. Hammond is no adventurer, he has made +no fine speeches--but, I will tell you a secret, grandmother. I have +liked and admired him from the first time he came here. I have looked up +to him and reverenced him; and I must be a very foolish girl if my +judgment is so poor that I can respect a worthless man.' + +'You _are_ a very foolish girl,' answered Lady Maulevrier, more kindly +than she had spoken before, 'but you have been very good and dutiful to +me since I have been ill, and I don't wish to forget that. I never said +that Mr. Hammond was worthless; but I say that he is no fit husband for +you. If you were as yielding and obedient as Lesbia it would be all the +better for you; for then I should provide for your establishment in life +in a becoming manner. But as you are wilful, and bent upon taking your +own way--well--my dear, you must take the consequence; and when you are +a struggling wife and mother, old before your time, weighed down with +the weary burden of petty cares, do not say, "My grandmother might have +saved me from this martyrdom."' + +'I will run the risk, grandmother. I will be answerable for my own +fate.' + +'So be it, Mary. And now send Maulevrier to me.' + +Mary went down to the billiard room, where she found her brother and her +lover engaged in a hundred game. + +'Take my cue and beat him if you can, Molly,' said Maulevrier, when he +had heard Mary's message. 'I'm fifteen ahead of him, for he has been +falling asleep over his shots. I suppose I am going to get a lecture.' + +'I don't think so,' said Mary. + +'Well, my dearest, how did you fare in the encounter?' asked Hammond, +directly Maulevrier was gone. + +'Oh, it was dreadful! I made the most rebellious speeches to poor +grandmother, and then I remembered her affliction, and I asked her to +forgive me, and just at the last she was ever so much kinder, and I +think that she will let me marry you, now she knows I have made up my +mind to be your wife--in spite of Fate.' + +'My bravest and best.' + +'And do you know, Jack'--she blushed tremendously as she uttered this +familiar name--'I have made a discovery!' + +'Indeed!' + +'I find that I am to have five hundred a year when I am married. It is +not much. But I suppose it will help, won't it? We can't exactly starve +if we have five hundred a year. Let me see. It is more than a pound a +day. A sovereign ought to go a long way in a small house; and, of +course, we shall begin in a very wee house, like De Quincey's cottage +over there, only in London.' + +'Yes, dear, there are plenty of such cottages in London. In Mayfair, for +instance, or Belgravia.' + +'Now, you are laughing at my rustic ignorance. But the five hundred +pounds will be a help, won't it?' + +'Yes, dear, a great help.' + +'I'm so glad.' + +She had chalked her cue while she was talking, but after taking her aim, +she dropped her arm irresolutely. + +'Do you know I'm afraid I can't play to-night,' she said. 'Helvellyn +and the fog and the wind have quite spoilt my nerve. Shall we +go to the drawing-room, and see if Fraeulein has recovered from her +gloomy fit?' + +'I would rather stay here, where we are free to talk; but I'll do +whatever you like best.' + +Mary preferred the drawing-room. It was very sweet to be alone with her +lover, but she was weighed down with confusion in his presence. The +novelty, the wonderment of her position overpowered her. She yearned for +the shelter of Fraeulein Mueller's wing, albeit the company of that most +prosaic person was certain death to romance. + +Miss Mueller was in her accustomed seat by the fire, knitting her +customary muffler. She had appropriated Lady Maulevrier's place, much to +Mary's disgust. It irked the girl to see that stout, clumsy figure in +the chair which had been filled by her grandmother's imperial form. The +very room seemed vulgarised by the change. + +Fraeulein looked up with a surprised air when Mary and Hammond entered +together, the girl smiling and happy. She had expected that Mary would +have left her ladyship's room in tears, and would have retired to her +own apartment to hide her swollen eyelids and humiliated aspect. But +here she was, after the fiery ordeal of an interview with her offended +grandmother, not in the least crestfallen. + +'Are we not to have any tea to-night?' asked Mary, looking round the +room. + +'I think you are unconscious of the progress of time, Lady Mary,' +answered Fraeulein, stiffly. 'The tea has been brought in and taken out +again.' + +'Then it must be brought again, if Lady Mary wants some,' said Hammond, +ringing the bell in the coolest manner. + +Fraeulein felt that things were coming to a pretty pass, if Maulevrier's +humble friend was going to give orders in the house. Quiet and +commonplace as the Hanoverian was, she had her ambition, and that was to +grasp the household sceptre which Lady Maulevrier must needs in some +wise resign, now that she was a prisoner to her rooms. But so far +Fraeulein had met with but small success in this endeavour. Her +ladyship's authority still ruled the house. Her ladyship's keen +intellect took cognisance even of trifles: and it was only in the most +insignificant details that Fraeulein felt herself a power. + +'Well, your ladyship, what's the row?' said Maulevrier marching into his +grandmother's room with a free and easy air. He was prepared for a +skirmish, and he meant to take the bull by the horns. + +'I suppose you know what has happened to-day?' said her ladyship. + +'Molly and Hammond's expedition, yes, of course. I went part of the way +with them, but I was out of training, got pumped out after a couple of +miles, and wasn't such a fool as to go to the top.' + +'Do you know that Mr. Hammond made Mary an offer, while they were on the +hill, and that she accepted him?' + +'A queer place for a proposal, wasn't it? The wind blowing great guns +all the time. I should have chosen a more tranquil spot.' + +'Maulevrier, cannot you be serious? Do you forget that this business of +to-day must affect your sister's welfare for the rest of her life?' + +'No, I do not. I will be as serious as a judge after he has put on the +black cap,' said Maulevrier, seating himself near his grandmother's +couch, and altering his tone altogether. 'Seriously I am very glad that +Hammond has asked Mary to be his wife, and still more glad that she is +tremendously in love with him. I told you some time ago not to put your +spoke in that wheel. There could not be a happier or a better marriage +for Mary.' + +'You must have rather a poor opinion, of your sister's attractions, +personal or otherwise, if you consider a penniless young man--of no +family--good enough for her.' + +'I do not consider my sister a piece of merchandise to be sold to the +highest bidder. Granted that Hammond is poor and a nobody. He is an +honourable man, highly gifted, brave as a lion, and he is my dearest +friend. Can you wonder that I rejoice at my sister's having won him for +her adoring lover?' + +'Can he really care for her, after having loved Lesbia?' + +'That was the desire of the eye, this is the love of the heart. I know +that he loves Mary ever so much better than he loved Lesbia. I can +assure your ladyship that I am not such a fool as I look. I am very fond +of my sister Mary, and I have not been blind to her interests. I tell +you on my honour that she ought to be very happy as John Hammond's +wife.' + +'I am obliged to believe what you say about his character,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'And I am willing to admit that the husband's character has +a great deal to do with the wife's happiness, from a moral point of +view; but still there are material questions to be considered. Has your +friend any means of supporting a wife?' + +'Yes, he has means; quite sufficient means for Mary's views, which are +very simple.' + +'You mean to say he would keep her in decent poverty? Cannot you be +explicit, Maulevrier, and say what means the man has, whether an income +or none? If you cannot tell me I must question Mr. Hammond himself.' + +'Pray do not do that,' exclaimed her grandson urgently. 'Do not take all +the flavour of romance out of Molly's love story, by going into pounds, +shillings, and pence. She is very young. You would hardly wish her to +marry immediately?' + +'Not for the next year, at the very least.' + +'Then why enter upon this sordid question of ways and means. Make +Hammond and Mary happy by consenting to their engagement, and trust the +rest to Providence, and to me. Take my word for it, Hammond is not a +beggar, and he is a man likely to make his mark in the world. If a year +hence his income is not enough to allow of his marrying, I will double +Mary's allowance out of my own purse. Hammond's friendship has steadied +me, and saved me a good deal more than five hundred a year.' + +'I can quite believe that. I believe Mr. Hammond is a worthy man, and +that his influence has been very good for you; but that does not make +him a good match for Mary. However, you seem to have settled the +business among you, and I suppose I must submit. You had better all +drink tea with me to morrow afternoon; and I will receive your friend as +Mary's future husband.' + +'That is the best and kindest of grandmothers.' + +'But I should like to know more of his antecedents and his relations.' + +'His antecedents are altogether creditable. He took honours at the +University; he has been liked and respected everywhere. He is an orphan, +and it is better not to talk to him of his family. He is sensitive on +that point, like most men who stand alone in the world.' + +'Well, I will hold my peace. You have taken this business into your +hands, Maulevrier; and you must be responsible for the result.' + +Maulevrier left his grandmother soon after this, and went downstairs, +whistling for very joyousness. Finding the billiard-room deserted he +repaired to the drawing-room, where he found Mary playing scraps of +melody to her lover at the shadowy end of the room, while Fraeulein sat +by the fire weaving her web as steadily as one of the Fatal Sisters, and +with a brow prophetic of evil. + +Maulevrier crept up to the piano, and came stealthily behind the lovers. + +'Bless you, my children,' he said, hovering over them with outspread +hands. 'I am the dove coming back to the ark. I am the bearer of happy +tidings. Lady Maulevrier consents to your acquiring the legal right to +make each other miserable for the rest of your lives.' + +'God bless you, Maulevrier,' said Hammond, clasping him by the hand. + +'Only as this sister of mine is hardly out of the nursery you will have +to wait for her at least a year. So says the dowager, whose word is like +the law of the Medes and Persians, and altereth not.' + +'I would wait for her twice seven years, as Jacob waited, and toil for +her, as Jacob toiled,' answered Hammond, 'but I should like to call her +my own to-morrow, if it were possible.' + +Nothing could be happier or gayer than the tea-drinking in Lady +Maulevrier's room on the following afternoon. Her ladyship having once +given way upon a point knew how to make her concession gracefully. She +extended her hand to Mr. Hammond as frankly as if he had been her own +particular choice. + +'I cannot refuse my granddaughter to her brother's dearest friend,' she +said, 'but I think you are two most imprudent young people.' + +'Providence takes care of imprudent lovers, just as it does of the birds +in their nests,' answered Hammond, smiling. + +'Just as much and no more, I fear. Providence does not keep off the cat +or the tax-gatherer.' + +'Birds must take care of their nests, and husbands must work for their +homes,' argued Hammond. 'Heaven gives sweet air and sunlight, and a +beautiful world to live in.' + +'I think,' said Lady Maulevrier, looking at him critically, 'you are +just the kind of person who ought to emigrate. You have ideas that would +do for the Bush or the Yosemite Valley, but which are too primitive for +an over-crowded country.' + +'No, Lady Maulevrier, I am not going to steal your granddaughter. When +she is my wife she shall live within call. I know she loves her native +land, and I don't think either of us would care to put an ocean between +us and rugged old Helvellyn.' + +'Of course having made idiots of yourselves up there in the fog and the +storm you are going to worship the mountain for ever afterwards,' said +her ladyship laughing. + +Never had she seemed gayer or brighter. Perhaps in her heart of hearts +she rejoiced at getting Mary engaged, even to so humble a suitor as +fortuneless John Hammond. Ever since the visit of the so-called Rajah +she had lived as Damocles lived, with the sword of destiny--the avenging +sword--hanging over her by the finest hair. Every time she heard +carriage wheels in the drive--every time the hall-door bell rang a +little louder than usual, her heart seemed to stop beating and her whole +being to hang suspended on a thread. If the thread were to snap, there +would come darkness and death. The blow that had paralysed one side of +her body must needs, if repeated, bring total extinction. She who +believed in no after life saw in her maimed and wasting arm the +beginning of death. She who recognised only the life of the body felt +that one half of her was already dead. But months had gone by, and Louis +Asoph had made no sign. She began to hope that his boasted documents and +witnesses were altogether mythical. And yet the engines of the law are +slow to put in motion. He might be working up his case, line upon line, +with some hard-headed London lawyer; arranging and marshalling his +facts; preparing his witnesses; waiting for affidavits from India; +working slowly but surely, underground like the mole; and all at once, +in an hour, his case might be before the law courts. His story and the +story of Lord Maulevrier's infamy might be town talk again; as it had +been forty years ago, when the true story of that crime had been happily +unknown. + +Yes, with the present fear of this Louis Asoph's revelations, of a new +scandal, if not a calamity, Lady Maulevrier felt that it was a good +thing to have her younger granddaughter's future in some measure +secured. John Hammond had said of himself to Lesbia that he was not the +kind of man to fail, and looking at him critically to-day Lady +Maulevrier saw the stamp of power and dauntless courage in his +countenance and bearing. It is the inner mind of a man which moulds the +lines of his face and figure; and a man's character may be read in the +way he walks and holds himself, the action of his hand, his smile, his +frown, his general outlook, as clearly as in any phrenological +development. John Hammond had a noble outlook: bold, without impudence +or self-assertion; self-possessed, without vanity. Yes, assuredly a man +to wrestle with difficulty, and to conquer fate. + +When that little tea-drinking was over and Maulevrier and his friend +were going away to dress for dinner, Lady Maulevrier detained Mary for a +minute or two by her couch. She took her by the hand with unaccustomed +tenderness. + +'My child, I congratulate you,' she said. 'Last night I thought you a +fool, but I begin to think that you are wiser than Lesbia. You have won +the heart of a noble young man.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + +'A YOUNG LAMB'S HEART AMONG THE FULL-GROWN FLOCKS.' + + +For three most happy days Mary rejoiced in her lover's society, +Maulevrier was with them everywhere, by brookside and fell, on the lake, +in the gardens, in the billiard-room, playing propriety with admirable +patience. But this could not last for ever. A man who has to win name +and fortune and a home for his young wife cannot spend all his days in +the primrose path. Fortunes and reputations are not made in dawdling +beside a mountain stream, or watching the play of sunlight and shadow on +a green hill-side; unless, indeed, one were a new Wordsworth, and even +then fortune and renown are not quickly made. + +And again, Maulevrier, who had been a marvel of good-nature and +contentment for the last eight weeks, was beginning to be tired of this +lovely Lakeland. Just when Lakeland was daily developing into new +beauty, Maulevrier began to feel an itching for London, where he had a +comfortable nest in the Albany, and which was to his mind a metropolis +expressly created as a centre or starting point for Newmarket, Epsom, +Ascot and Goodwood. + +So there came a morning upon which Mary had to say good-bye to those two +companions who had so blest and gladdened her life. It was a bright +sunshiny morning, and all the world looked gay; which seemed very unkind +of Nature, Mary thought. And yet, even in the sadness of this parting, +she had much reason to be glad. As she stood with her lover in the +library, in the three minutes of _tete-a-tete_ stolen from the +argus-eyed Fraeulein, folded in his arms, looking up at his manly face, +it seemed to her that the mere knowledge that she belonged to him and +was beloved by him ought to sustain and console her even in long years +of severance. Yes, even if he were one of the knights of old, going to +the Holy Land on a crusade full of peril and uncertainty. Even then a +woman ought to be brave, having such a lover. + +But her parting was to be only for a few months. Maulevrier promised to +come back to Fellside for the August sports, and Hammond was to come +with him. Three months--or a little more--and they were to meet again. + +Yet in spite of these arguments for courage, Mary's face blanched and +her eyes grew unutterably sad as she looked up at her lover. + +'You will take care of yourself, Jack, for my sake, won't you, dear?' +she murmured. 'If you should be ill while you are in London! If you +should die--' + +'Life is very uncertain, love, but I don't feel like sickness or death +just at present,' answered Hammond cheerily. 'Indeed, I feel that the +present is full of sweetness, and the future full of hope. Don't +suppose, dear, that I am not grieved at this good-bye; but before we +are a year older I hope the time will have come when there will be no +more farewells for you and me. I shall be a very exacting husband, +Molly. I shall want to spend all the days and hours of my life with you; +to have not a fancy or a pursuit in which you cannot share, or with +which you cannot sympathise. I hope you will not grow tired of me!' + +'Tired!' + +Then came silence, and a long farewell kiss, and then the voice of +Maulevrier shouting in the hall, just in time to warn the lovers, before +Miss Mueller opened the door and exclaimed, + +'Oh, Mr. Hammond, we have been looking for you _everywhere_. The luggage +is all in the carriage, and Maulevrier says there is only just time to +get to Windermere!' + +In another minute or so the carriage was driving down the hill; and Mary +stood in the porch looking after the travellers. + +'It seems as if it is my fate to stand here and see everybody drive +away,' she said to herself. + +And then she looked round at the lovely gardens, bright with spring +flowers, the trees glorious with their young, fresh foliage, and the +vast panorama of hill and dale, and felt that it was a wicked thing to +murmur in the midst of such a world. And she remembered the great +unhoped-for bliss that had come to her within the last four days, and +the cloud upon her brow vanished, as she clasped her hands in child-like +joyousness. + +'God bless you, dear old Helvellyn,' she exclaimed, looking up at the +sombre crest of the mountain. 'Perhaps if it had not been for you he +would have never proposed.' + +But she was obliged to dismiss this idea instantly; for to suppose John +Hammond's avowal of his love an accident, the mere impulse of a weak +moment, would be despair. Had he not told her how she had grown nearer +and nearer to his heart, day by day, and hour by hour, until she had +become part of his life? He had told her this--he, in whom she believed +as in the very spirit of truth. + +She wandered about the gardens for an hour after the carriage had +started for Windermere, revisiting every spot where she and her lover +had walked together within the last three days, living over again the +rapture of those hours, repeating to herself his words, recalling his +looks, with the fatuity of a first girlish love. And yet amidst the +silliness inseparable from love's young dream, there was a depth of true +womanly feeling, thoughtful, unselfish, forecasting a future which was +not to travel always along the primrose path of dalliance--a future in +which the roses were not always to be thornless. + +John Hammond was going to London to work for a position in the world, to +strive and labour among the seething mass of strugglers, all pressing +onward for the same goal--independence, wealth, renown. Little as Mary +know of the world by experience, she had at least heard the wiseacres +talk; and that which she had heard was calculated to depress rather than +to inspire industrious youth. She had heard how the professions were all +over-crowded: how a mighty army of young men were walking the hospitals, +all intent on feeling the pulses and picking the pockets of the rising +generation: how at the Bar men were growing old and grey before they saw +their first brief: how competitors were elbowing and hustling each other +upon every road, thronging at every gate. And while masculine youth +strove and wrestled for places in the race, aunts and sisters and +cousins were pressing into the same arena, doing their best to crowd out +the uncles and the brothers and the nephews. + +'Poor Jack,' sighed Mary, 'at the worst we can go to the Red River +country and grow corn.' + +This was her favourite fancy, that she and her lover should find their +first dwelling in the new world, live as humbly as the peasants lived +round Grasmere, and patiently wait upon fortune. And yet that would not +be happiness, unless Maulevrier were to come and stay with them every +autumn. Nothing could reconcile Mary to being separated from Maulevrier +for any lengthened period. + +There were hours in which she was more hopeful, and defied the +wiseacres. Clever young men had succeeded in the past--clever men whose +hair was not yet grey had come to the front in the present. Granted that +these were the exceptional men, the fine flower of humanity. Did she not +know that John Hammond was as far above average youth as Helvellyn was +above yonder mound in her grandmother's shrubbery? + +Yes, he would succeed in literature, in politics, in whatever career he +had chosen for himself. He was a man to do the thing he set himself to +do, were it ever so difficult. To doubt his success would be to doubt +his truth and his honesty; for he had sworn to her he would make her +life bright and happy, and that evil days should never come to her; and +he was not the man to promise that which he was not able to perform. + +The house seemed terribly dull now that the two young men were gone. +There was an oppressive silence in the rooms which had lately resounded +with Maulevrier's frank, boyish laughter, and with his friend's deep, +manly tones--a silence broken only by the click of Fraeulein Mueller's +needles. + +The Fraeulein was not disposed to be sympathetic or agreeable about Lady +Mary's engagement. Firstly, she had not been consulted about it. The +thing had been done, she considered, in an underhand manner; and Lady +Maulevrier, who had begun by strenuously opposing the match, had been +talked over in a way that proved the latent weakness of that great +lady's character. Secondly, Miss Mueller, having herself for some reason +missed such joys as are involved in being wooed and won, was disposed to +look sourly upon all love affairs, and to take a despondent view of all +matrimonial engagements. + +She did not say anything openly uncivil to Mary Haselden; but she let +the damsel see that she pitied her and despised her infatuated +condition; and this was so unpleasant that Mary was fain to fall back +upon the society of ponies and terriers, and to take up her pilgrim's +staff and go wandering over the hills, carrying her happy thoughts into +solitary places, and sitting for hours in a heathery hollow, steeped in +a sea of summer light, and trying to paint the mountain side and the +rush of the waterfall. Her sketch-book was an excuse for hours of +solitude, for the indulgence of an endless day-dream. + +Sometimes she went among her humble friends in the Grasmere cottages, or +in the villages of Great and Little Langdale; and she had now a new +interest in these visits, for she had made up her mind that it was her +solemn duty to learn housekeeping--not such housekeeping as might have +been learnt at Fellside, supposing she had mustered the courage to ask +the dignified upper-servants in that establishment to instruct her; but +such domestic arts as are needed in the dwellings of the poor. The art +of making a very little money go a great way; the art of giving grace, +neatness, prettiness to the smallest rooms and the shabbiest furniture; +the art of packing all the ugly appliances and baser necessities of +daily life, the pots and kettles and brooms and pails, into the +narrowest compass, and hiding them from the aesthetic eye. Mary thought +that if she began by learning the homely devices of the villagers--the +very A B C of cookery and housewifery--she might gradually enlarge upon +this simple basis to suit an income of from five to seven hundred a +year. The house-mothers from whom she sought information were puzzled at +this sudden curiosity about domestic matters. They looked upon the thing +as a freak of girlhood which drifted into eccentricity, from sheer +idleness; yet they were not the less ready to teach Mary anything she +desired to learn. They told her those secret arts by which coppers and +brasses are made things of beauty, and meet adornment for an old oak +mantelshelf. They allowed her to look on at the milking of the cow, and +at the churning of the butter; and at bread making, and cake making, and +pie and pudding making; and some pleasant hours were spent in the +acquirement of this useful knowledge. Mary did not neglect the invalid +during this new phase of her existence. Lady Maulevrier was a lover of +routine, and she liked her granddaughter to go to her at the same hour +every day. From eleven to twelve was the time for Mary's duty as +amanuensis. Sometimes there were no letters to be written. Sometimes +there were several; but her ladyship rarely allowed the task to go +beyond the stroke of noon. At noon Mary was free, and free till five +o'clock, when she was generally in attendance, ready to give Lady +Maulevrier her afternoon tea, and sit and talk with her, and tell her +any scraps of local news which she had gathered in the day. + +There were days on which her ladyship preferred to take her tea alone, +and Mary was left free to follow her own devices till dinner-time. + +'I do not feel equal even to your society to-day, my dear,' her ladyship +would say; 'go and enjoy yourself with your dogs and your tennis;' +forgetting that there was very seldom anybody on the premises with whom +Lady Mary could play tennis. + +But in these lonely days of Mary Haselden's life there was one crowning +bliss which was almost enough to sweeten solitude, and take away the +sting of separation; and that was the delight of expecting and receiving +her lover's letters. Busily as Mr. Hammond must be engaged in fighting +the battle of life, he was in no way wanting in his duty as a lover. He +wrote to Mary every other day; but though his letters were long, they +told her hardly anything of himself or his occupation. He wrote about +pictures, books, music, such things as he knew must be interesting to +her; but of his own struggles not a word. + +'Poor fellow,' thought Mary. 'He is afraid to sadden me by telling me +how hard the struggle is.' + +Her own letters to her betrothed were simple outpourings of girlish +love, breathing that too flattering-sweet idolatry which an innocent +girl gives to her first lover. Mary wrote as if she herself were of the +least possible value among created things. + +With one of Mr. Hammond's earlier letters came the engagement ring; no +half-hoop of brilliants or sapphires, rubies or emeralds, no gorgeous +triple circlet of red, white, and green; but only a massive band of dead +gold, on the inside of which was engraved this posy--'For ever.' + +Mary thought it the loveliest ring she had ever seen in her life. + +May was half over and the last patch of snow had vanished from the crest +of Helvellyn, from Eagle's Crag and Raven's Crag, and Coniston Old Man. +Spring--slow to come along these shadowy gorges--had come in real +earnest now, spring that was almost summer; and Lady Maulevrier's +gardens were as lovely as dreamland. But it was an unpeopled paradise. +Mary had the grounds all to herself, except at those stated times when +the Fraeulein, who was growing lazier and larger day by day in her +leisurely and placid existence, took her morning and afternoon +constitutional on the terrace in front of the drawing-room, or solemnly +perambulated the shrubberies. + +On fine days Mary lived in the garden, save when she was far afield +learning the domestic arts from the cottagers. She read French and +German, and worked conscientiously at her intellectual education, as +well as at domestic economy. For she told herself that accomplishments +and culture might be useful to her in her married life. She might be +able to increase her husband's means by giving lessons abroad, or taking +pupils at home. She was ready to do anything. She would teach the +stupidest children, or scrub floors, or bake bread. There was no service +she would deem degrading for his sake. She meant when she married to +drop her courtesy title. She would not be Lady Mary Hammond, a poor +sprig of nobility, but plain Mrs. Hammond, a working man's wife. + +Lesbia's presentation was over, and had realised all Lady Kirkbank's +expectations. The Society papers were unanimous in pronouncing Lord +Maulevrier's sister the prettiest _debutante_ of the season. They +praised her classical features, the admirable poise of her head, her +peerless complexion. They described her dress at the drawing-room; they +described her 'frocks' in the Park and at Sandown. They expatiated on +the impression she had made at great assemblies. They hinted at even +Royal admiration. All this, frivolous fribble though it might be, Lady +Maulevrier read with delight, and she was still more gratified by +Lesbia's own account of her successes. But as the season advanced +Lesbia's letters to her grandmother grew briefer--mere hurried scrawls +dashed off while the carriage was at the door, or while her maid was +brushing her hair. Lady Maulevrier divined, with the keen instinct of +love, that she counted for very little in Lesbia's life, now that the +whirligig of society, the fret and fever of fashion, had begun. + +One afternoon in May, at that hour when Hyde Park is fullest, and the +carriages move slowly in triple rank along the Lady's Mile, and the +mounted constables jog up and down with a business-like air which sets +every one on the alert for the advent of the Princess of Wales, just at +that hour when Lesbia sat in Lady Kirkbank's barouche, and distributed +gracious bows and enthralling smiles to her numerous acquaintance, Mary +rode slowly down the Fell, after a rambling ride on the safest and most +venerable of mountain ponies. The pony was grey, and Mary was grey, for +she wore a neat little homespun habit made by the local tailor, and a +neat little felt hat with a ptarmigan's feather. + +All was very quiet at Fellside as she went in at the stable gate. There +was not an underling stirring in the large old stable-yard which had +remained almost unaltered for a century and a half; for Lady Maulevrier, +whilst spending thousands on the new part of the house, had deemed the +existing stables good enough for her stud. They were spacious old +stables, built as solidly as a Norman castle, and with all the virtues +and all the vices of their age. + +Mary looked round her with a sigh. The stillness of the place was +oppressive, and within doors she knew there would be the same stillness, +made still more oppressive by the society of the Fraeulein, who grew +duller and duller every day, as it seemed to Mary. + +She took her pony into the dusky old stable, where four other ponies +began rattling their halters in the gloom, by way of greeting. A bundle +of purple tares lay ready in a corner for Mary to feed her favourites; +and for the next ten minutes or so she was happily employed going from +stall to stall, and gratifying that inordinate appetite for green meat +which seems natural to all horses. + +Not a groom or stable-boy appeared while she was in the stable; and she +was just going away, when her attention was caught by a flood of +sunshine streaming into an old disused harness-room at the end of the +stable--a room with one small window facing the Fell. + +Whence could that glow of western light come? Assuredly not from the +low-latticed window which faced eastward, and was generally obscured by +a screen of cobwebs. The room was only used as a storehouse for lumber, +and it was nobody's business to clean the window. + +Mary looked in, curious to solve the riddle. A door which she had often +noticed, but never seen opened, now stood wide open, and the old +quadrangular garden, which was James Steadman's particular care, smiled +at her in the golden evening light. Seen thus, this little old Dutch +garden seemed to Mary the prettiest thing she had ever looked upon. +There were beds of tulips and hyacinths, ranunculus, narcissus, +tuberose, making a blaze of colour against the old box borders, a foot +high. The crumbling old brick walls of the outbuildings, and that +dungeon-like wall which formed the back of the new house, were clothed +with clematis and wistaria, woodbine and magnolia. All that loving +labour could do had been done day by day for the last forty years to +make this confined space a thing of beauty. Mary went out of the dark +stable into the sunny garden, and looked round her, full of admiration +for James Steadman's work. + +'If ever Jack and I can afford to have a garden, I hope we shall be able +to make it like this,' she thought. 'It is such a comfort to know that +so small a garden can be pretty: for of course any garden we could +afford must be small.' + +Lady Mary had no idea that this quadrangle was spacious as compared with +the narrow strip allotted to many a suburban villa calling itself 'an +eligible residence.' + +In the centre of the garden there was an old sundial, with a stone bench +at the base, and, as she came upon an opening in the circular yew tree +hedge which environed this sundial, and from which the flower beds +radiated in a geometrical pattern, Lady Mary was surprised to see an old +man--a very old man--sitting on this bench, and basking in the low light +of the westering sun. + +His figure was shrunken and bent, and he sat with his chin resting on +the handle of a crutched stick, and his head leaning forward. His long +white hair fell in thin straggling locks over the collar of his coat. He +had an old-fashioned, mummyfied aspect, and Mary thought he must be +very, very old. + +Very, very old! In a flash there came back upon her the memory of John +Hammond's curiosity about a hoary and withered old man whom he had met +on the Fell in the early morning. She remembered how she had taken him +to see old Sam Barlow, and how he had protested that Sam in no wise +resembled the strange-looking old man of the Fell. And now here, close +to the Fell, was a face and figure which in every detail resembled that +ancient stranger whom Hammond had described so graphically. + +It was very strange. Could this person be the same her lover had seen +two months ago? And, if so, had he been living at Fellside all the time; +or was he only an occasional visitor of Steadman's? + +While she stood for a few moments meditating thus, the old man raised +his head and looked up at her, with eyes that burned like red-hot coals +under his shaggy white brows. The look scared her. There was something +awful in it, like the gaze of an evil spirit, a soul in torment, and she +began to move away, with side-long steps, her eyes riveted on that +uncanny countenance. + +'Don't go,' said the man, with an authoritative air, rattling his bony +fingers upon the bench. 'Sit down here by my side, and talk to me. Don't +be frightened, child. You wouldn't, if you knew what they say of me +indoors.' He made a motion of his head towards the windows of the old +wing--'"Harmless," they say, "quite harmless. Let him alone, he's +harmless." A tiger with his claws cut and his teeth drawn--an old, +grey-bearded tiger, ghastly and grim, but harmless--a cobra with the +poison-bag plucked out of his jaw! The venom grows again, child--the +snake's venom--but youth never comes back. Old, and helpless, and +harmless!' + +Again Mary tried to move away, but those evil eyes held her as if she +were a bird riveted by the gaze of a serpent. + +'Why do you shrink away?' asked the old man, frowning at her. 'Sit down +here, and let me talk to you. I am accustomed to be obeyed.' + +Old and feeble and shrunken as he was, there was a power in his tone of +command which Mary was unable to resist. She felt very sure that he was +imbecile or mad. She knew that madmen are apt to imagine themselves +great personages, and to take upon themselves, with a wonderful power of +impersonation, the dignity and authority of their imaginary rank; and +she supposed that it must be thus with this strange old man. She +struggled against her sense of terror. After all there could be no real +danger, in the broad daylight, within the precincts of her own home, +within call of the household. + +She seated herself on the bench by the unknown, willing to humour him a +little; and he turned himself about slowly, as if every bone in his body +were stiff with age, and looked at her with a deliberate scrutiny. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + +'NOW NOTHING LEFT TO LOVE OR HATE.' + + +The old man sat looking at Mary in silence for some moments; not a great +space of time, perhaps, as marked by the shadow on the dial behind them, +but to Mary that gaze was unpleasantly prolonged. He looked at her as if +he could read every pulsation in every fibre of her brain, and knew +exactly what it meant. + +'Who are you?' he asked, at last. + +'My name is Mary Haselden.' + +'Haselden,' he repeated musingly, 'I have heard that name before.' + +And then he resumed his former attitude, his chin resting on the handle +of his crutch-stick, his eyes bent upon the gravel path, their unholy +brightness hidden under the penthouse brows. + +'Haselden,' he murmured, and repeated the name over and over again, +slowly, dreamily, with a troubled tone, like some one trying to work out +a difficult problem. 'Haselden--when? where?' + +And then with a profound sigh he muttered, 'Harmless, quite harmless. +You may trust him anywhere. Memory a blank, a blank, a blank, my lord!' + +His head sank lower upon his breast, and again he sighed, the sigh of a +spirit in torment, Mary thought. Her vivid imagination was already +interested, her quick sympathies were awakened. + +She looked at him wonderingly, compassionately. So old, so infirm, and +with a mind astray; and yet there were indications in his speech and +manner that told of reason struggling against madness, like the light +behind storm-clouds. He had tones that spoke of a keen sensitiveness to +pain, not the lunatic's imbecile placidity. She observed him intently, +trying to make out what manner of man he was. + +He did not belong to the peasant class: of that she felt assured. The +shrunken, tapering hand had never worked at peasant's work. The profile +turned towards her was delicate to effeminacy. The man's clothes were +shabby and old-fashioned, but they were a gentleman's garments, the +cloth of a finer texture than she had ever seen worn by her brother. The +coat, with its velvet collar, was of an old-world fashion. She +remembered having seen just such a coat in an engraved portrait of Count +d'Orsay, a print nearly fifty years old. No Dalesman born and bred ever +wore such a coat; no tailor in the Dales could have made it. + +The old man looked up after a long pause, during which Mary felt afraid +to move. He looked at her again with inquiring eyes, as if her presence +there had only just become known to him. + +'Who are you?' he asked again. + +'I told you my name just now. I am Mary Haselden.' + +'Haselden--that is a name I knew--once. Mary? I think my mother's name +was Mary. Yes, yes, I remember that. You have a sweet face, Mary--like +my mother's. She had brown eyes, like yours, and auburn hair. You don't +recollect her, perhaps?' + +'Alas! poor maniac,' thought Mary, 'you have lost all count of time. +Fifty years to you in the confusion of your distraught brain, are but as +yesterday.' + +'No, of course not, of course not,' he muttered; 'how should she +recollect my mother, who died while I was a boy? Impossible. That must +be half a century ago.' + +'Good evening to you,' said Mary, rising with a great effort, so strong +was her feeling of being spellbound by the uncanny old man, 'I must go +indoors now.' + +He stretched out his withered old hand, small, semi-transparent, with +the blue veins showing darkly under the parchment-coloured skin, and +grasped Mary's arm. + +'Don't go,' he pleaded. 'I like your face, child; I like your voice--I +like to have you here. What do you mean by going indoors? Where do you +live?' + +'There,' said Mary, pointing to the dead wall which faced them. 'In the +new part of Fellside House. I suppose you are staying in the old part +with James Steadman.' + +She had made up her mind that this crazy old man must be a relation of +Steadman's to whom he gave hospitality either with or without her +ladyship's consent. All powerful as Lady Maulevrier had ever been in her +own house, it was just possible that now, when she was a prisoner in her +own rooms, certain small liberties might be taken, even by so faithful a +servant as Steadman. + +'Staying with James Steadman,' repeated the old man in a meditative +tone. 'Yes, I stay with Steadman. A good servant, a worthy person. It is +only for a little while. I shall be leaving Westmoreland next week. And +you live in that house, do you?' pointing to the dead wall. 'Whose +house?' + +'Lady Maulevrier's. I am Lady Maulevrier's granddaughter.' + +'Lady Mau-lev-rier.' He repeated the name in syllables. 'A good name--an +old title--as old as the conquest. A Norman race those Maulevriers. And +you are Lady Maulevrier's granddaughter! You should be proud. The +Maulevriers were always a proud race.' + +'Then I am no true Maulevrier,' answered Mary gaily. + +She was beginning to feel more at her ease with the old man. He was +evidently mad, as mad as a March hare; but his madness seemed only the +harmless lunacy of extreme old age. He had flashes of reason, too. Mary +began to feel a friendly interest in him. To youth in its flush of life +and vigour there seems something so unspeakably sad and pitiable in +feebleness and age--the brief weak remnant of life, the wreck of body +and mind, sunning itself in the declining rays of a sun that is so soon +to shine upon its grave. + +'What, are you not proud?' asked the old man. + +'Not at all. I have been taught to consider myself a very insignificant +person; and I am going to marry a poor man. It would not become me to be +proud.' + +'But you ought not to do that,' said the old man. 'You ought not to +marry a poor man. Poverty is a bad thing, my dear. You are a pretty +girl, and ought to marry a man with a handsome fortune. Poor men have no +pleasure in this world--they might just as well be dead. I am poor, as +you see. You can tell by this threadbare coat'--he looked down at the +sleeve from which the nap was worn in places--'I am as poor as a church +mouse.' + +'But you have kind friends, I dare say,' Mary said, soothingly. 'You are +well taken care of, I am sure.' + +'Yes, I am well taken care of--very well taken care of. How long is it, +I wonder--how many weeks, or months, or years, since they have taken +care of me? It seems a long, long time; but it is all like a dream--a +long dream. Once I used to try and wake myself. I used to try and +struggle out of that weary dream. But that was ages ago. I am satisfied +now--I am quite content now--so long as the weather is warm, and I can +sit out here in the sun.' + +'It is growing chilly now,' said Mary, 'and I think you ought to go +indoors. I know that I must go.' + +'Yes, I must go in now--I am getting shivery,' answered the old man, +meekly. 'But I want to see you again, Mary--I like your face--and I like +your voice. It strikes a chord here,' touching his breast, 'which has +long been silent. Let me see you again, child. When can I see you +again?' + +'Do you sit here every afternoon when it is fine?' + +'Yes, every day--all day long sometimes when the sun is warm.' + +'Then I will come here to see you.' + +'You must keep it a secret, then,' said the old man, with a crafty look. +'If you don't they will shut me up in the house, perhaps. They don't +like me to see people, for fear I should talk. I have heard Steadman say +so. Yet what should I talk about, heaven help me? Steadman says my +memory is quite gone, and that I am childish and harmless--childish and +harmless. I have heard him say that. You'll come again, won't you, and +you'll keep it a secret?' + +Mary deliberated for a few minutes. + +'I don't like secrets,' she said, 'there is generally something +dishonourable in them. But this would be an innocent secret, wouldn't +it? Well, I'll come to see you somehow, poor old man; and if Steadman +sees me here I will make everything right with him.' + +'He mustn't see you here,' said the old man. 'If he does he will shut me +up in my own rooms again, as he did once, years and years ago.' + +'But you have not been here long, have you?' Mary asked, wonderingly. + +'A hundred years, at least. That's what it seems to me sometimes. And +yet there are times when it seems only a dream. Be sure you come again +to-morrow.' + +'Yes, I promise you to come; good-night.' + +'Good-night.' + +Mary went back to the stable. The door was still open, but how could she +be sure that it would be open to-morrow? There was no other access that +she knew of to the quadrangle, except through the old part of the house, +and that was at times inaccessible to her. + +She found a key--a big old rusty key--in the inside of the door, so she +shut and locked it, and put the key in her pocket. The door she supposed +had been left open by accident; at any rate this key made her mistress +of the situation. If any question should arise as to her conduct she +could have an explanation with Steadman; but she had pledged her word to +the poor mad old man, and she meant to keep her promise, if possible. + +As she left the stable she saw Steadman riding towards the gate on his +grey cob. She passed him as she went back to the house. + +Next day, and the day after that, and for many days, Mary used her key, +and went into the quadrangle at sundown to sit for half an hour or so +with the strange old man, who seemed to take an intense pleasure in her +company. The weather was growing warmer as May wore on towards June, and +this evening hour, between six and seven, was deliciously bright and +balmy. The seat by the sundial was screened on every side by the clipped +yew hedge, dense and tall, surrounding the circular, gravelled space, in +the centre of which stood the old granite dial, with its octagonal +pedestal and moss-grown steps. There, as in a closely-shaded arbour, +Lady Mary and her old friend were alone and unobserved. The yew-tree +boundary was at least eight feet high, and Mary and her companion could +hardly have been seen even from the upper windows of the low, old house. + +Mary had fallen into the habit of going for her walk or her ride at five +o'clock every day, when she was not in attendance on Lady Maulevrier, +and after her walk or ride she slipped through the stable, and joined +her ancient friend. Stables and courtyard were generally empty at this +hour, the men only appearing at the sound of a big bell, which summoned +them from their snuggery when they were wanted. Most of Lady +Maulevrier's servants had arrived at that respectable stage of long +service in which fidelity is counted as a substitute for hard work. + +The old man was not particularly conversational, and was apt to repeat +the same things over and over again, with a sublime unconsciousness of +being prosy; but he liked to hear Mary talk, and he listened with +seeming intelligence. He questioned her about the world outside his +cloistered life--the wars and rumours of wars--and, although the names +of the questions and the men of the day seemed utterly strange to him, +and he had to have them repeated to him again and again, he seemed to +take an intelligent interest in the stirring facts of the time, and +listened intently when Mary gave him a synopsis of her last newspaper +reading. + +When the news was exhausted, Mary hit upon a more childish form of +amusement, and that was to tell the story of any novel or poem she had +been lately reading. This was so successful that in this manner Mary +related the stories of most of Shakespeare's plays; of Byron's Bride of +Abydos, and Corsair; of Keats's Lamia; of Tennyson's Idylls; and of a +heterogenous collection of poetry and romance, in all of which stories +the old man took a vivid interest. + +'You are better to me than the sunshine,' he told Mary one day when she +was leaving him. 'The world grows darker when you leave me.' + +Once at this parting moment he took both her hands, and drew her nearer +to him, peering into her face in the clear evening light. + +'You are like my mother,' he said. 'Yes, you are very like her. And who +else is it that you are like? There is some one else, I know. Yes, some +one else! I remember! It is a face in a picture--a picture at Maulevrier +Castle.' + +'What do you know of Maulevrier Castle?' asked Mary, wonderingly. + +Maulevrier was the family seat in Herefordshire, which had not been +occupied by the elder branch for the last forty years. Lady Maulevrier +had let it during her son's minority to a younger branch of the family, +a branch which had intermarried with the world of successful commerce, +and was richer than the heads of the house. This occupation of +Maulevrier Castle had continued to the present time, and was likely +still to continue, Maulevrier having no desire to set up housekeeping in +a feudal castle in the marches. + +'How came you to know Maulevrier Castle?' repeated Mary. + +'I was there once. There is a picture by Lely, a portrait of a Lady +Maulevrier in Charles the Second's time. The face is yours, my love. I +have heard of such hereditary faces. My mother was proud of resembling +that portrait.' + +'What did your mother know of Maulevrier Castle?' + +The old man did not answer. He had lapsed into that dream-like +condition into which he often sank, when his brain was not stimulated to +attention and coherency by his interest in Mary's narrations. + +Mary concluded that this man had once been a servant in the Maulevrier +household, perhaps at the place in Herefordshire, and that all his old +memories ran in one groove--the house of Maulevrier. + +The freedom of her intercourse with him was undisturbed for about three +weeks; and at the end of that time she came face to face with James +Steadman as she emerged from the circle of greenery. + +'You here, Lady Mary?' he exclaimed with an angry look. + +'Yes, I have been sitting talking to that poor old man,' Mary answered, +cheerily, concluding that Steadman's look of vexation arose from his +being detected in the act of harbouring a contraband relation. 'He is a +very interesting character. A relation of yours, I suppose?' + +'Yes, he is a relation,' replied Steadman. 'He is very old, and his mind +has long been gone. Her ladyship is kind enough to allow me to give him +a home in her house. He is quite harmless, and he is in nobody's way.' + +'Of course not, poor soul. He is only a burden to himself. He talks as +if his life had been very weary. Has he been long in that sad state?' + +'Yes, a long time.' + +Steadman's manner to Lady Mary was curt at the best of times. She had +always stood somewhat in awe of him, as a person delegated with +authority by her grandmother, a servant who was much more than a +servant. But to-day his manner was more abrupt than usual. + +'He spoke of Maulevrier Castle just now,' said Mary, determined not to +be put down too easily. 'Was he once in service there?' + +'He was. Pray how did you find your way into this garden, Lady Mary?' + +'I came through the stable. As it is my grandmother's garden I suppose I +did not take an unwarrantable liberty in coming,' said Mary, drawing +herself up, and ready for battle. + +'It is Lady Maulevrier's wish that this garden should be reserved for my +use,' answered Steadman. 'Her ladyship knows that my uncle walks here of +an afternoon, and that, owing to his age and infirmities, he can go +nowhere else; and if only on that account, it is well that the garden +should be kept private. Lunatics are rather dangerous company, Lady +Mary, and I advise you to give them a wide berth wherever you may meet +them.' + +'I am not afraid of your uncle,' said Mary, resolutely. 'You said +yourself just now that he is quite harmless: and I am really interested +in him, poor old creature. He likes me to sit with him a little of an +afternoon and to talk to him; and if you have no objection I should like +to do so, whenever the weather is fine enough for the poor old man to be +out in the garden at this hour.' + +'I have a very great objection, Lady Mary, and that objection is chiefly +in your interest,' answered Steadman, firmly. 'No one who is not +experienced in the ways of lunatics can imagine the danger of any +association with them--their consummate craftiness, their capacity for +crime. Every madman is harmless up to a certain point--mild, +inoffensive, perhaps, up to the very moment in which he commits some +appalling crime. And then people cry out upon the want of prudence, the +want of common-sense which allowed such an act to be possible. No, Lady +Mary, I understand the benevolence of your motive, but I cannot permit +you to run such a risk.' + +'I am convinced that the poor old creature is perfectly harmless,' said +Mary, with suppressed indignation. 'I shall certainly ask Lady +Maulevrier to speak to you on the subject. Perhaps her influence may +induce you to be a little more considerate to your unhappy relation.' + +'Lady Mary, I beg you not to say a word to Lady Maulevrier on this +subject. You will do me the greatest injury if you speak of that man. I +entreat you--' + +But Mary was gone. She passed Steadman with her head held high and her +eyes sparkling with anger. All that was generous, compassionate, womanly +in her nature was up in arms against her grandmother's steward. Of all +other things, Mary Haselden most detested cruelty; and she could see in +Steadman's opposition to her wish nothing but the most cold-hearted +cruelty to a poor dependent on his charity. + +She went in at the stable door, shut and locked it, and put the key in +her pocket as usual. But she had little hope that this mode of access +would be left open to her. She knew enough of James Steadman's +character, from hearsay rather than from experience, to feel sure that +he would not easily give way. She was not surprised, therefore, on +returning from her ride on the following afternoon, to find the disused +harness-room half filled with trusses of straw, and the door of +communication completely blocked. It would be impossible for her to +remove that barricade without assistance; and then, how could she be +sure that the door itself was not nailed up, or secured in some way? + +It was a delicious sunny afternoon, and she could picture the lonely old +man sitting in his circle of greenery beside the dial, which for him had +registered so many dreary and solitary hours, waiting for the little ray +of social sunlight which her presence shed over his monotonous life. He +had told her that she was like the sunshine to him--better than +sunshine--and she had promised not to forsake him. She pictured him +waiting, with his hand clasped upon his crutch-stick, his chin resting +upon his hands, his eyes poring on the ground, as she had seen him for +the first time. And as the stable clock chimed the quarters he would +begin to think himself abandoned, forgotten; if, indeed, he took any +count of the passage of time, of which she was not sure. His mind seemed +to have sunk into a condition which was between dreaming and waking, a +state to which the outside world seemed only half real--a phase of being +in which there was neither past nor future, only the insufferable +monotony of an everlasting _now_. + +Pity is so near akin to love that Mary, in her deep compassion for this +lonely, joyless, loveless existence, felt a regard which was almost +affection for this strange old man, whose very name was unknown to her. +True that there was much in his countenance and manner which was +sinister and repellant. He was a being calculated to inspire fear rather +than love; but the fact that he had courted her presence and looked to +her for consolation had touched Mary's heart, and she had become +reconciled to all that was forbidding and disagreeable in the lunatic +physiognomy. Was he not the victim of a visitation which entitled him to +respect as well as to pity? + +For some days Mary held her peace, remembering Steadman's vehement +entreaty that she should not speak of this subject to her grandmother. +She was silent, but the image of the old man haunted her at all times +and seasons. She saw him even in her dreams--those happy dreams of the +girl who loves and is beloved, and before whom the pathway of the future +smiles like a vision of Paradise. She heard him calling to her with a +piteous cry of distress, and on waking from this troubled dream she +fancied that he must be dying, and that this sound in her dreams was one +of those ghostly warnings which give notice of death. She was so unhappy +about him, altogether so distressed at being compelled to break her +word, that she could not prevent her thoughts from dwelling upon him, +not even after she had poured out all her trouble to John Hammond in a +long letter, in which her garden adventures and her little skirmish with +Steadman were graphically described. + +To her intense discomfiture Hammond replied that he thoroughly approved +of Steadman's conduct in the matter. However agreeable Mary's society +might be to the lunatic, Mary's life was far too precious to be put +within the possibility of peril by any such _tete-a-tetes_. If the +person was the same old man whom Hammond had seen on the Fell, he was a +most sinister-looking creature, of whom any evil act might be fairly +anticipated. In a word Mr. Hammond took Steadman's view of the matter, +and entreated his dearest Mary to be careful, and not to allow her warm +heart to place her in circumstances of peril. + +This was most disappointing to Mary, who expected her lover to agree +with her upon every point; and if he had been at Fellside the +difference of opinion might have given rise to their first quarrel. But +as she had a few hours' leisure for reflection before the post went out, +she had time to get over her anger, and to remember that promise of +obedience given, half in jest, half in earnest, at the little inn beyond +Dunmail Raise. So she wrote submissively enough, only with just a touch +of reproach at Jack's want of compassion for a poor old man who had such +strong claims upon everybody's pity. + +The image of the poor old man was not to be banished from her thoughts, +and on that very afternoon, when her letter was dispatched, Mary went on +a visit of exploration to the stables, to see if by any chance Mr. +Steadman's plans for isolating his unhappy relative might be +circumvented. + +She went all over the stables--into loose boxes, harness and saddle +rooms, sheds for wood, and sheds for roots, but she found no door +opening into the quadrangle, save that door by which she had entered, +and which was securely defended by a barricade of straw that had been +doubled by a fresh delivery of trusses since she first saw it. But while +she was prowling about the sweet-scented stable, much disappointed at +the result of her investigations, she stumbled against a ladder which +led to an open trap-door. Mary mounted the ladder, and found herself +amidst the dusty atmosphere of a large hayloft, half in shadow, half in +the hot bright sunlight. A large shutter was open in the sloping roof, +the roof that sloped towards the quadrangle, an open patch admitting +light and air. Mary, light and active as a squirrel, sprang upon a truss +of hay, and in another moment had swung herself in the opening of the +shutter, and was standing with her feet on the wooden ledge at the +bottom of the massive frame, and her figure supported against the slope +of thick thatched roof. Perched, or half suspended, thus, she was just +high enough to look over the top of the yew-tree hedge into the circle +round the sundial. + +Yes, there was the unhappy victim of fate, and man's inhumanity to man. +There sat the shrunken figure, with drooping head, and melancholy +attitude--the bent shoulders of feeble old age, the patriarchal locks so +appealing to pity. There he sat with eyes poring upon the ground just as +she had seen him the first time. And while she had sat with him and +talked with him he had seemed to awaken out of that dull despondency, +gleams of pleasure had lighted up his wrinkled face--he had grown +animated, a sentient living instead of a corpse alive. It was very hard +that this little interval of life, these stray gleams of gladness should +be denied to the poor old creature, at the behest of James Steadman. + +Mary would have felt less angrily upon the subject had she believed in +Steadman's supreme carefulness of her own safety; but in this she did +not believe. She looked upon the house-steward's prudence as a +hypocritical pretence, an affectation of fidelity and wisdom, by which +he contrived to gratify the evil tendencies of his own hard and cruel +nature. For some reasons of his own, perhaps constrained thereto by +necessity, he had given the old man an asylum for his age and infirmity: +but while thus giving him shelter he considered him a burden, and from +mere perversity of mind refused him all such consolations as were +possible to his afflicted state, mewed him up as a prisoner, cut him off +from the companionship of his fellow-men. + +Two years ago, before Mary emerged from her Tomboyhood, she would have +thought very little of letting herself out of the loft window and +clambering down the side of the stable, which was well furnished with +those projections in the way of gutters, drain-pipes, and century-old +ivy, which make such a descent easy. Two years ago Mary's light figure +would have swung itself down among the ivy leaves, and she would have +gloried in the thought of circumventing James Steadman so easily. But +now Mary was a young lady--a young lady engaged to be married, and +impressed with the responsibilities of her position, deeply sensible of +a new dignity, for the preservation of which she was in a manner +answerable to her lover. + +'What would _he_ think of me if I went scrambling down the ivy?' she +asked herself; 'and after he has approved of Steadman's heartless +restrictions, it would be rank rebellion against him if I were to do it. +Poor old man, "Thou art so near and yet so far," as Lesbia's song says.' + +She blew a kiss on the tips of her fingers towards that sad solitary +figure, and then dropped back into the dusty duskiness of the loft. But +although her new ideas upon the subject of 'Anstand'--or good +behaviour--prevented her getting the better of Steadman by foul means, +she was all the more intent upon having her own way by fair means, now +that the impression of the old man's sadness and solitude had been +renewed by the sight of the drooping figure by the sundial. + +She went back to the house, and walked straight to her grandmother's +room. Lady Maulevrier's couch had been placed in front of the open +window, from which she was watching the westward-sloping sun above the +long line of hills, dark Helvellyn, rugged Nabb Scarr, and verdant +Fairfield, with its two giant arms stretched out to enfold and shelter +the smiling valley. + +'Heavens! child, what an object you are;' exclaimed her ladyship, as +Mary drew near. 'Why, your gown is all over dust, and your hair is--why +your hair is sprinkled with hay and clover. I thought you had learnt to +be tidy, since your engagement. What have you been doing with yourself?' + +'I have been up in the hayloft,' answered Mary, frankly; and, intent on +one idea, she said impetuously, 'Dear grandmother, I want you to do me a +favour--a very great favour. There is a poor old man, a relation of +Steadman's, who lives with him, out of his mind, but quite harmless, and +he is so sad and lonely, so dreadfully sad, and he likes me to sit with +him in the garden, and tell him stories, and recite verses to him, poor +soul, just as if he were a child, don't you know, and it is such a +pleasure to me to be a little comfort to him in his lonely wretched +life, and James Steadman says I mustn't go near him, because he may +change at any moment into a dangerous lunatic, and do me some kind of +harm, and I am not a bit afraid, and I'm sure he won't do anything of +the kind, and, please grandmother, tell Steadman, that I am to be +allowed to go and sit with his poor old prisoner half an hour every +afternoon.' + +Carried along the current of her own impetuous thoughts, Mary had talked +very fast, and had not once looked at her grandmother while she was +speaking. But now at the end of her speech her eyes sought Lady +Maulevrier's face in gentle entreaty, and she recoiled involuntarily at +the sight she saw there. + +The classic features were distorted almost as they had been in the worst +period of the paralytic seizure. Lady Maulevrier was ghastly pale, and +her eyes glared with an awful fire as they gazed at Mary. Her whole +frame was convulsed, and she, the cripple, whose right limbs lay numbed +and motionless upon the couch, made a struggling motion as she raised +herself a little with the left arm, as if, by very force of angry will, +she would have lifted herself up erect before the girl who had offended +her. + +For a few moments her lips moved dumbly; and there was something +unspeakably awful in those convulsed features, that livid countenance, +and those voiceless syllables trembling upon the white dry lips. + +At last speech came. + +'Girl, you were created to torment me;' she exclaimed. + +'Dear grandmother, what harm have I done?' faltered Mary. + +'What harm? You are a spy. Your very existence is a torment and a +danger. Would to God that you were married. Yes, married to a +chimney-sweep, even--and out of my way.' + +'If that is your only difficulty,' said Mary, haughtily, 'I dare say Mr. +Hammond would be kind enough to marry me to-morrow, and take me out of +your ladyship's way.' + +Lady Maulevrier's head sank back upon her pillows, those velvet and +satin pillows, rich with delicate point lace and crewel-work adornment, +the labour of Mary and Fraeulein, pillows which could not bring peace to +the weary head, or deaden the tortures of memory. The pale face +recovered its wonted calm, the heavy lips drooped over the weary eyes, +and for a few moments there was silence in the room. + +Then Lady Maulevrier raised her eyelids, and looked at her granddaughter +imploringly, pathetically. + +'Forgive me, Mary,' she said. 'I don't know what I was saying just now; +but whatever it was, forgive and forget it. I am a wretched old woman, +heart sick, heart sore, worn out by pain and weariness. There are times +when I am beside myself; moments when I am not much saner than +Steadman's lunatic uncle. This is one of my worst days, and you came +bouncing in upon me, and tortured my nerves by your breathless torrent +of words. Pray forgive me, if I said anything rude.' + +'If,' thought Mary: but she tried to be charitable, and to believe that +Lady Maulevrier's attack upon her was a new phase of hysteria, so she +murmured meekly, 'There is nothing for me to forgive, grandmother, and I +am very sorry I disturbed you.' + +She was going to leave the room, thinking that her absence would be a +relief to the invalid, when Lady Maulevrier called her back. + +'You were asking me something--something about that old man of +Steadman's,' she said with a weary air, half indifference, half the +lassitude natural to an invalid who sinks under the burden of monotonous +days. 'What was it all about? I forget.' + +Mary repeated her request, but this time in measured tones. + +'My dear, I am sure that Steadman was only properly prudent.' answered +Lady Maulevrier, 'and that it would never do for me to interfere in this +matter. It stands to reason that he must know his old kinsman's +temperament much better than you can, after your half-hour interviews +with him in the garden. Pray how long have these garden scenes been +going on, by-the-by?' asked her ladyship, with a searching look at +Mary's downcast face. + +The girl had not altogether recovered from the rude shock of her +grandmother's late attack. + +'About three weeks,' faltered Mary. 'But it is more than a week now +since I was in the garden. It was quite by accident that I first went +there. Perhaps I ought to explain.' + +And Mary, not being gainsayed, went on to describe that first afternoon +when she had seen the old man brooding in the sun. She drew quite a +pathetic picture of his joyless solitude, whilst all nature around and +about him was looking so glad in the spring sunshine. There was a long +silence, a silence of some minutes, when she had done; and Lady +Maulevrier lay with lowered eyelids, deep in thought. Mary began to hope +that she had touched her grandmother's heart, and that her request would +be granted: but she was soon undeceived. + +'I am sorry to be obliged to refuse you a favour, Mary, but I must stand +by Steadman,' said her ladyship. 'When I gave Steadman permission to +shelter his aged kinsman in my house, I made it a condition that the old +man should be kept in the strictest care by himself and his wife, and +that nobody in this establishment should be troubled by him. This +condition has been so scrupulously adhered to that the old man's +existence is known to no one in this house except you and me; and you +have discovered the fact only by accident. I must beg you to keep this +secret to yourself. Steadman has particular reasons for wishing to +conceal the fact of his uncle's residence here. The old man is not +actually a lunatic. If he were we should be violating the law by keeping +him here. He is only imbecile from extreme old age; the body has +outlived the mind, that is all. But should any officious functionary +come down upon Fellside, this imbecility might be called madness, and +the poor old creature whom you regard so compassionately, and whose case +you think so pitiable here, would be carried off to a pauper lunatic +asylum, which I can assure you would be a much worse imprisonment than +Fellside Manor.' + +'Yes, indeed, grandmother,' exclaimed Mary, whose vivid imagination +conjured up a vision of padded cells, strait-waist-coats, +murderously-inclined keepers, chains, handcuffs, and bread and water +diet, 'now I understand why the poor old soul has been kept so +close--why nobody knows of his existence. I beg Steadman's pardon with +all my heart. He is a much better fellow than I thought him.' + +'Steadman is a thoroughly good fellow, and as true as steel,' said her +ladyship. 'No one can know that so well as the mistress he has served +faithfully for nearly half a century. I hope, Mary, you have not been +chattering to Fraeulein or any one else about your discovery.' + +'No, grandmother, I have not said a word to a mortal, but----' + +'Oh, there is a "but," is there? I understand. You have not been so +reticent in your letters to Mr. Hammond.' + +'I tell him all that happens to me. There is very little to write about +at Fellside; yet I contrive to send him volumes. I often wonder what +poor girls did in the days of Miss Austen's novels, when letters cost a +shilling or eighteen pence for postage, and had to be paid for by the +recipient. It must have been such a terrible check upon affection.' + +'And upon twaddle,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'Well you told Mr. Hammond +about Steadman's old uncle. What did he say?' + +'He thoroughly approved Steadman's conduct in forbidding me to go and +see him,' answered Mary. 'I couldn't help thinking it rather unkind of +him; but, of course, I feel that he must be right,' concluded Mary, as +much as to say that her lover was necessarily infallible. + +'I always thought Mr. Hammond a sensible young man, and I am glad to +find that his conduct does not belie my good opinion,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'And now, my dear, you had better go and make yourself +decent before dinner. I am very weary this afternoon, and even our +little talk has exhausted me.' + +'Yes, dear grandmother, I am going this instant. But let me ask one +question: What is the poor old man's name?' + +'His name!' said her ladyship, looking at Mary with a puzzled air, like +a person whose thoughts are far away. 'His name--oh, Steadman, I +suppose, like his nephew's; but if I ever heard the name I have +forgotten it, and I don't know whether the kinship is on the father's or +the mother's side. Steadman asked my permission to give shelter to a +helpless old relative, and I gave it. That is really all I remember.' + +'Only one other question,' pleaded Mary, who was brimful of curiosity +upon this particular subject. 'Has he been at Fellside very long?' + +'Oh, I really don't know; a year, or two, or three, perhaps. Life in +this house is all of a piece. I hardly keep count of time.' + +'There is one thing that puzzles me very much,' said Mary, still +lingering near her grandmother's couch, the balmy evening air caressing +her as she leaned against the embrasure of the wide Tudor window, the +sun drawing nearer to the edge of the hills, an orb of yellow flame, +soon to change to a gigantic disk of lurid fire. 'I thought from the old +man's talk that he, too, must be an old servant in our family. He talked +of Maulevrier Castle, and said that I reminded him of a picture by Lely, +a portrait of a Lady Maulevrier. + +'It is quite possible that he may have been in service there, though I +do not remember to have heard anything about it,' answered her ladyship, +carelessly. 'The Steadmans come from that part of the country, and +theirs is a hereditary service. Good-night, Mary, I am utterly weary. +Look at that glorious light yonder, that mighty world of fire and flame, +without which our little world would be dark and dreary. I often think +of that speech of Macbeth's, "I 'gin to be aweary of the sun." There +comes a time, Mary, when even the sun is a burden.' + +'Only for such a man as Macbeth,' said Mary, 'a man steeped in crime. +Who can wonder that he wanted to hide himself from the sun? But, dear +grandmother, there ought to be plenty of happiness left for you, even if +your recovery is slow to come. You are so clever, you have such +resources in your own mind and memory, and you have your grandchildren, +who love you dearly,' added Mary, tenderly. + +Her nature was so full of pity that an entirely new affection had grown +up in her mind for Lady Maulevrier since that terrible evening of the +paralytic stroke. + +'Yes, and whose love, as exemplified by Lesbia, is shown in a hurried +scrap of a letter scrawled once a week--a bone thrown to a hungry dog,' +said her ladyship, bitterly. + +'Lesbia is so lovely, and she is so surrounded by flatterers and +admirers,' murmured Mary, excusingly. + +'Oh, my dear, if she had a heart she would not forget me, even in the +midst of her flatterers. Good-night again, Mary. Don't try to console +me. For some natures consolations and soothing suggestions are like +flowers thrown upon a granite tomb. They do just as much and just as +little good to the heart that lies under the stone. Good-night.' + +Mary stooped to kiss her grandmother's forehead, and found it cold as +marble. She murmured a loving good-night, and left the mistress of +Fellside in her loneliness. + +A footman would come in and light the lamps, and draw the velvet +curtains, presently, and shut out the later glories of sunset. And then +the butler himself would come and arrange the little dinner table by her +ladyship's couch, and would himself preside over the invalid's simple +dinner, which would be served exquisitely, with all that is daintiest +and most costly in Salviati glass and antique silver. Yet better the +dinner of herbs, and love and peace withal, than the choicest fare or +the most perfect service. + +Before the coming of the servants and the lamps there was a pause of +silence and loneliness, an interval during which Lady Maulevrier lay +gazing at the declining orb, the lower rim of which now rested on the +edge of the hill. It seemed to grow larger and more dazzling as she +looked at it. + +Suddenly she clasped her left hand across her eyes, and said aloud-- + +'Oh, what a hateful life! Almost half a century of lies and hypocricies +and prevarications and meannesses! For what? For the glory of an empty +name; and for a fortune that may slip from my dead hand to become the +prey of rogues and adventurers. Who can forecast the future?' + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + +CARTE BLANCHE. + + +Lady Kirkbank's house in Arlington Street was known to half fashionable +London as one of the pleasantest houses in town; and it was known by +repute only, to the other half of fashionable London, as a house whose +threshold was not to be crossed by persons with any regard for their own +dignity and reputation. It was not that Lady Kirkbank had ever actually +forfeited her right to be considered an honest woman and a faithful +wife. People who talked of the lady and her set with a contemptuous +shrug of the shoulders and a dubious elevation of the eyebrows were +ready, when hard pushed in argument, to admit that they knew of no +actual harm in Lady Kirkbank, no overt bad behaviour. + +'But--well,' said the punctilious half of society, the Pejinks and +Pernickitys, the Picksomes and Unco-Goods, 'Lady Kirkbank is--Lady +Kirkbank; and I would not allow my girls to visit her, don't you know.' +'Lady Kirkbank is received, certainly,' said a severe dowager. 'She +goes to very good houses. She gets tickets for the Royal enclosure. She +is always at private views, and privileged shows of all kinds; and she +contrives to squeeze herself in at a State ball or a concert about once +in two years; but any one who can consider Lady Kirkbank good style must +have a very curious idea of what a lady ought to be.' 'Lady Kirkbank is +a warm-hearted, nice creature,' said a diplomatist of high rank, and one +of her particular friends, 'but her manners are decidedly--continental!' + +About Sir George, society, adverse or friendly, was without strong +opinions. His friends, the men who shot over his Scotch moor, and filled +the spare rooms in his villa at Cannes, and loaded his drag for Sandown +or Epsom, and sponged upon him all the year round, talked of him as 'an +inoffensive old party,' 'a cheery soul,' 'a genial old boy,' and in like +terms of approval. That half of society which did not visit in Arlington +Street, in whose nostrils the semi-aristocratic, semi-artistic, +altogether Bohemian little dinners, the suppers after the play, the +small hours devoted to Nap or Poker, had an odour as of sulphur, the +reek of Tophet--even this half of the great world was fain to admit that +Sir George was harmless. He had never had an idea beyond the realms of +sport; he had never had a will of his own outside his stable. To shoot +pigeons at Hurlington or Monaco, to keep half a dozen leather-platers, +and attend every race from the Craven to the Leger, to hunt four days a +week, when he was allowed to spend a winter in England, and to saunter +and sleep away all the hours which could not be given to sport, +comprised Sir George's idea of existence. He had never troubled himself +to consider whether there might not possibly be a better way of getting +rid of one's life. He was as God had made him, and was perfectly +satisfied with himself and the universe; save at such times as when a +favourite horse went lame, or his banker wrote to tell him that his +account was overdrawn. + +Sir George had no children; he had never had a serious care in his life. +He never thought, he never read. Lady Kirkbank declared that she had +never seen him with a book in his hands since their marriage. + +'I don't believe he would know at which end to begin,' she said. + +What was the specific charge which the very particular people brought +against Lady Kirkbank? Such charges rarely _are_ specific. The idea that +the lady belonged to the fast and furious section of society, the +Bohemia of the upper ten, was an idea in the air. Everybody knew it. No +one could quite adequately explain it. + +From thirty to fifty Lady Kirkbank had been known as a flirty matron. +Wherever she went, a train of men went with her; men young and +middle-aged and elderly; handsome youths from the public offices; War, +Admiralty, Foreign Office, Somerset House young men; attractive men of +mature years, with grey moustachios, military, diplomatic, horsey, what +you will, but always agreeable. At home, abroad, Lady Kirkbank was never +without her court; but the court was entirely masculine. In those days +the fair Georgie did not scruple to say that she hated women, and that +girls were her particular abomination. But as the years rolled on Lady +Kirkbank began to find it very difficult to muster her little court, to +keep her train in attendance upon her. 'The birds were wild,' Sir George +said. Her young adorers found their official duties more oppressive than +hitherto; her elderly swains had threatenings of gout or rheumatism +which prevented their flocking round her as of old at race meeting or +polo match. They were loyal enough in keeping their engagements at the +dinner table, for Lady Kirkbank's cook was one of the best in London; +and the invited guests were rarely missing at the little suppers after +opera or play: but Georgia's box was no longer crowded with men who +dropped in between the acts to see what she thought of the singer or the +piece, and her swains were no longer contented to sit behind her chair +all the evening, seeing an empty corner of the stage across Georgia's +ivory shoulder, and hearing the voices of invisible actors in the brief +pauses of Georgie's subdued babble. + +At fifty-five, Georgina Kirkbank told herself sadly enough that her day, +as a bright particular star, all-sufficient in her own radiance, was +gone. She could not live without her masculine circle, men who could +bring her all the news, the gossip of the clubs; where everything seemed +to become known as quickly as if each club had its own Asmodeus, +unroofing all the housetops of the West End for inspection every night. +She could not live without her courtiers; and to keep them about her she +knew that she must make her house pleasant. It was not enough to give +good dinners, elegant little suppers washed down by choicest wines; she +must also provide fair faces to smile upon the feast, and bright eyes to +sparkle in the subdued light of low shaded lamps, and many candles +twinkling under coloured shades. + +'I am an old woman now,' Lady Kirkbank said to herself with a sigh, 'and +my own attractions won't keep my friends about me. _C'est trop connu +ca_.' + +And now the house in Arlington Street in which feminine guests had been +as one in ten, opened its doors to the young and the fair. Pretty +widows, lively girls, young wives who were not too absurdly devoted to +their husbands, actresses of high standing and good looks, these began +to be welcomed effusively in Arlington Street. Lady Kirkbank began to +hunt for beauties to adorn her rooms, as she had hitherto hunted lions +to roar at her parties. She prided herself on being the first to +discover this or that new beauty. That lovely girl from Scotland with +the large eyes--that sweet young creature from Ireland with the long +eyelashes. She was always inventing new divinities. But even this +change of plan, this more feminine line of politics failed to reconcile +the strict and the stern, the Queen Charlotte-ish elderly ladies, and +the impeccable matrons, to Lady Kirkbank and her set. The girls who were +launched by Lady Kirkbank never took high rank in society. When they +made good marriages it was generally to be observed that they dropped +Lady Kirkbank soon afterwards. It was not their fault, these ingrates +pleaded piteously; but Edward, or Henry, or Theodore, as the case might +be, had a most cruel prejudice against dear Lady Kirkbank, and the young +wives were obliged to obey. + +Others there were, however, the loyal few, who having won the prize +matrimonial in Lady Kirkbank's happy hunting grounds, remained true to +their friend ever afterwards, and defended her character against every +onslaught. + +When Lady Maulevrier told her grandson that she had entrusted Lady +Kirkbank with the duty of introducing Lesbia to society, Maulevrier +shrugged his shoulders and held his peace. He knew no actual harm in the +matter. Lady Kirkbank's was rather a fast set; and had he been allowed +to choose it was not to Lady Kirkbank that he would have delegated his +grandmother's duty. In Maulevrier's own phrase it was 'not good enough' +for Lesbia. But it was not in his power to interfere. He was not told of +the plan until everything had been settled. The thing was accomplished; +and against accomplished facts Maulevrier was the last to protest. + +His friend John Hammond had not been silent. He knew nothing of Lady +Kirkbank personally; but he knew the position which she held in London +society, and he urged his friend strongly to enlighten Lady Maulevrier +as to the kind of circle into which she was about to entrust her young +granddaughter, a girl brought up in the Arcadia of England. + +'Not for worlds would I undertake such a task,' said Maulevrier. 'Her +ladyship never had any opinion of my wisdom, and this Lady Kirkbank is a +friend of her own youth. She would cut up rough if I were to say a word +against an old friend. Besides what's the odds, if you come to think of +it? all society is fast nowadays, or at any rate all society worth +living in. And then again, Lesbia is just one of those cool-headed girls +who would keep herself head uppermost in a maelstrom. She knows on which +side her bread is buttered. Look how easily she chucked you up because +she did not think you good enough. She'll make use of this Lady +Kirkbank, who is a good soul, I am told, and will make the best match of +the season.' + +And now the season had begun, and Lady Lesbia Haselden was circulating +with other aristocratic atoms in the social vortex, with her head +apparently uppermost. + +'Old Lady K--has nobbled a real beauty, this time,' said one of the +Arlington Street set to his friend as they lolled on the railings in the +park, 'a long way above any of those plain-headed ones she tried to palm +off upon us last year: the South American girl with the big eyes and a +complexion like a toad, the Forfarshire girl with freckles and +unsophisticated carrots. "Those lovely Spanish eyes," said Lady K----, +"that Titianesque auburn hair!" But it didn't answer. Both the girls +were plain, and they have gone back to their native obscurity spinsters +still. But this is a real thorough-bred one--blood, form, pace, all +there.' + +'Who is she?' drawled his friend. + +'Lord Maulevrier's sister, Lady Lesbia Haselden. Has money, too, I +believe; rich grandmother; old lady buried alive in Westmoreland; horrid +old miser.' + +'I shouldn't mind marrying a miser's granddaughter,' said the other. 'So +nice to know that some wretched old idiot has scraped and hoarded +through a lifetime of deprivation and self-denial, in order that one may +spend his money when he is under the sod.' + +Lady Lesbia was accepted everywhere, or almost everywhere, as the beauty +of the season. There were six or seven other girls who aspired to the +same proud position, who were asserted by their own particular friends +to have won it; just as there are generally four or five horses which +claim to be first favourites; but the betting was all in favour of Lady +Lesbia. + +Lady Kirkbank told her that she was turning everyone's head, and Lesbia +was quite willing to believe her. But was Lesbia's own head quite steady +in this whirlpool? That was a question which she did not take the +trouble to ask herself. + +Her heart was tranquil enough, cold as marble. No shield and safeguard +so secure against the fire of new love as an old love hardly cold. +Lesbia told herself that her heart was a sepulchre, an urn which held a +handful of ashes, the ashes of her passion for John Hammond. It was a +fire quite burned out, she thought; but that extinguished flame had left +death-like coldness. + +This was Lesbia's own diagnosis of her case: but the real truth was that +among the herd of men she had met, almost all of them ready to fall down +and worship her, there was not one who had caught her fancy. Her nature +was shallow enough to be passing fickle; the passion which she had taken +for love was little more than a girl's fancy; but the man who had power +to awaken that fancy as John Hammond had done had not yet appeared in +Lady Kirkbank's circle. + +'What a cold-hearted creature you must be,' said Georgie. 'You don't +seem to admire any of my favourite men.' + +'They are very nice,' Lesbia answered languidly; 'but they are all +alike. They say the same things--wear the same clothes--sit in the same +attitude. One would think they were all drilled in a body every morning +before they go out. Mr. Nightshade, the actor, who came to supper the +other night, is the only man I have seen who has a spark of +originality.' + +'You are right,' answered Lady Kirkbank, 'there is an appalling sameness +in men: only it is odd you should find it out so soon. I never +discovered it till I was an old woman. How I envy Cleopatra her Caesar +and her Antony. No mistaking one of those for the other. Mary Stuart +too, what marked varieties of character she had an opportunity of +studying in Rizzio and Chastelard, Darnley and Bothwell. Ah, child, that +is what it is to _live_.' + +'Mary is very interesting,' sighed Lesbia; 'but I fear she was not a +correct person.' + +'My love, what correct person ever is interesting? History draws a misty +halo round a sinner of that kind, till one almost believes her a saint. +I think Mary Stuart, Froude's Mary, simply perfect.' + +Lesbia had begun by blushing at Lady Kirkbank's opinions; but she was +now used to the audacity of the lady's sentiments, and the almost +infantile candour with which she gave utterance to them. Lady Kirkbank +liked to make her friends laugh. It was all she could do now in order to +be admired. And there is nothing like audacity for making people laugh +nowadays. Lady Kirkbank was a close student of all those delightful +books of French memoirs which bring the tittle-tattle of the Regency and +the scandals of Louis the Fifteenth's reign so vividly before us: and +she had unconsciously founded her manners and her ways of thinking and +talking upon that easy-going but elegant age. She did not want to seem +better than women who had been so altogether charming. She fortified the +frivolity of historical Parisian manners by a dash of the British +sporting character. She drove, shot, jumped over five-barred gates, +contrived on the verge of seventy to be as active us a young woman; and +she flattered herself that the mixture of wit, audacity, sport, and +good-nature was full of fascination. + +However this might be, it is certain that a good many people liked her, +chiefly perhaps because she was good-natured, and a little on account of +that admirable cook. + +To Lesbia, who had been weary to loathing of her old life amidst the +hills and waterfalls of Westmoreland, this new life was one perpetual +round of pleasure. She flung herself with all her heart and mind into +the amusement of the moment; she knew neither weariness nor satiety. To +ride in the park in the morning, to go to a luncheon party, a garden +party, to drive in the park for half an hour after the garden party, to +rush home and dress for the fourth or fifth time, and then off to a +dinner, and from dinner to drum, and from drum to big ball, at which +rumour said the Prince and Princess were to be present; and so, from +eleven o'clock in the morning till four or five o'clock next morning, +the giddy whirl went on; and every hour was so occupied by pleasure +engagements that it was difficult to squeeze in an occasional morning +for shopping--necessary to go to the shops sometimes, or one would not +know how many things one really wants--or for an indispensable interview +with the dressmaker. Those mornings at the shops were hardly the least +agreeable of Lesbia's hours. To a girl brought up in one perpetual +_tete-a-tete_ with green hill-sides and silvery watercourses, the West +End shops were as gardens of Eden, as Aladdin Caves, as anything, +everything that is rapturous and intoxicating. Lesbia, the clear-headed, +the cold-hearted, fairly lost her senses when she went into one of those +exquisite shops, where a confusion of brocades and satins lay about in +dazzling masses of richest colour, with here and there a bunch of +lilies, a cluster of roses, a tortoise-shell fan, an ostrich feather, or +a flounce of peerless Point d'Alencon flung carelessly athwart the sheen +of a wine-dark velvet or golden-hued satin. + +Lady Maulevrier had said Lesbia was to have _carte blanche_; so Lesbia +bought everything she wanted, or fancied she wanted, or that the +shop-people thought she must want, or that Lady Kirkbank happened to +admire. The shop-people were so obliging, and so deeply obliged by +Lesbia's patronage. She was exactly the kind of customer they liked to +serve. She flitted about their showrooms like a beautiful butterfly +hovering over a flower-bed--her eye caught by every novelty. She never +asked the price of anything; and Lady Kirkbank informed them, in +confidence, that she was a great heiress, with a millionaire grandmother +who indulged her every whim. Other high born young ladies, shopping upon +fixed allowances, and sorely perplexed to make both ends meet, looked +with eyes of envy upon this girl. + +And then came the visit to the dressmaker. It happened after all that +Kate Kearney was not intrusted with Lady Lesbia's frocks. Miss Kearney +was the fashion, and could pick and choose her customers; and as she was +a young lady of good business aptitudes, she had a liking for ready +money, or at least half-yearly settlements; and, finding that Lady +Kirkbank was much more willing to give new orders than to pay old +accounts, she had respectfully informed her ladyship that a pressure of +business would prevent her executing any further demands from Arlington +Street, while the necessity of posting her ledger obliged her to request +the favour of an immediate cheque. + +The little skirmish--per letter--occurred while Lady Kirkbank was at +Cannes, and Miss Kearney's conduct was stigmatised as insolent and +ungrateful, since had not she, Lady Kirkbank by the mere fact of her +patronage, given this young person her chief claim to fashion? + +'I shall drop her,' said Georgie, 'and go back to poor old Seraphine, +who is worth a cartload of such Irish adventuresses.' + +So to Madame Seraphine, of Clanricarde Place, Lady Lesbia was taken as +a lamb to the slaughter-house. + +Seraphine had made Lady Kirkbank's clothes, off and on for the last +thirty years. Seraphine and Georgia had grown old together. Lady +Kirkbank was always dropping Seraphine and taking her up again, +quarrelling and making friends with her. They wrote each other little +notes, in which Lady Kirkbank called the dressmaker her _cher ange_--her +_bonne chatte_, her _chere vielle sotte_--and all manner of affectionate +names--and in which Seraphine occasionally threatened the lady with the +dire engines of the law, if money were not forthcoming before Saturday +evening. + +Lady Kirkbank within those thirty years had paid Seraphine many +thousands; but she had never once got herself out of the dear creature's +debt. All her payments were payments on account. A hundred pounds; or +fifty--or an occasional cheque for two hundred and fifty, when Sir +George had been lucky at Newmarket and Doncaster. But the rolling +nucleus of debt went rolling on, growing bigger every year until the +payments on account needed to be larger or more numerous than of old to +keep Seraphine in good humour. + +Seraphine was a woman of genius and versatility and had more than one +art at her fingers' ends--those skinny and claw-shaped fingers, the +nails whereof were not always clean. She took charge of her customer's +figures, and made their corsets, and lectured them if they allowed +nature to get the upper hand. + +'If Madame's waist gets one quarter of an inch thicker it must be that I +renounce to make her gowns,' she would tell a ponderous matron, with +cool insolence, and the matron would stand abashed before the little +sallow, hooked-nosed, keen eyed Jewess, like a child before a severe +mother. + +'Oh, Seraphine, do you really think that I am stouter?' the customer +would ask feebly, panting in her tightened corset. + +'Is it that I think so? Why that jumps to the eyes. Madame had always +that little air of Rubens, even in the flower of her youth--but now--it +is a Rubens of the Faubourg du Temple.' + +And horrified at the idea of her vulgarised charms the meek matron would +consent to encase herself in one of Seraphine's severest corsets, called +in bitterest mockery _a la sante_--at five guineas--in order that the +dressmaker might measure her for a forty-guinea gown. + +'A plain satin gown, my dear, with an eighteenpenny frilling round the +neck and sleeves, and not so much trimming as would go round my little +finger. It is positive robbery,' the matron told her friends afterwards, +not the less proud of her skin-tight high shouldered sleeves and the +peerless flow of her train. + +Seraphine was an artist in complexions, and it was she who provided her +middle-aged and elderly customers with the lilies and roses of youth. +Lady Kirkbank's town complexion was superintended by Seraphine, +sometimes even manipulated by those harpy-like claws. The eyebrows of +which Lesbia complained were only eyebrows _de province_--eyebrows _de +voyage_. In London Georgie was much more particular; and Seraphine was +often in Arlington Street with her little morocco bag of washes and +creams, and brushes and sponges, to prepare Lady Kirkbank for some great +party, and to instruct Lady Kirkbank's maid. At such times Georgie was +all affection for the little dressmaker. + +'_Ma chatte_, you have made me positively adorable,' she would say, +peering at her reflection in the ivory hand-mirror, a dazzling image of +rouge and bismuth, carmined lips, diamonds, and frizzy yellow hair; 'I +verily believe I look under thirty--but do not you think this gown is a +thought too _decolletee--un peu trop de peau, hein?_' + +'Not for you, Lady Kirkbank, with your fine shoulders. Shoulders are of +no age--_les epaules sont la vraie fontaine de jouvence pour les jolies +femmes._' + +'You are such a witty creature, Seraphine, Fifine. You ought to be a +descendant of that wicked old Madame du Deffand. Rilboche, give Madame +some more chartreuse.' + +And Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker would chink their liqueur glasses +in amity before the lady gathered up her satin train and allowed her +peerless shoulders to be muffled in a plush mantle to go down to her +carriage, fortified by that last glass of green chartreuse. + +There were always the finest chartreuse and curacoa in a liqueur cabinet +on Lady Kirkbank's dressing-table. The cabinet formed a companion to the +dressing-case, which contained all those creamy and rose-hued cosmetics, +powders, brushes, and medicaments, which were necessary for the +manufacture of Georgie's complexion. The third bottle in the liqueur +case held cognac, and this, as Rilboche the maid knew, was oftenest +replenished. Yet nobody could accuse Lady Kirkbank of intemperate +habits. The liqueur box only supplied the peg that was occasionally +wanted to screw the superior mind to concert pitch. + +'One must always be at concert pitch in society, don't you know, my +dear,' said Georgie to her young protegee. + +Thus it happened that, Miss Kearney having behaved badly, Lesbia was +carried off to dear old Seraphine, and delivered over to that modern +witch, as a sacrifice tied to the horns of the altar. + +Clanricarde Place is a little nook of Queen Anne houses--genuine Queen +Anne, be it understood--between Piccadilly and St. James's Palace, and +hardly five minutes' walk from Arlington Street. It is a quiet little +_cul de sac_ in the very heart of the fashionable world; and here of an +afternoon might be seen the carriages of Madame Seraphine's customers, +blocking the whole of the carriage way, and choking up the narrow +entrance to the street, which widened considerably at the inner end. + +Madame Seraphine's house was at the end, a narrow house, with tall +old-fashioned windows curtained with amber satin. It was a small, dark +house, and exhaled occasional odours of garlic and main sewer; but the +staircase was a gem in old oak, and the furniture in the triple +telescopic drawing rooms, dwindling to a closet at the end, was genuine +Louis Seize. + +Seraphine herself was the only shabby thing in the house--a wizened +little woman, with a wicked old Jewish face, and one shoulder higher +than the other, dressed in a shiny black moire gown, years after moires +had been exploded, and with a rag of old lace upon her sleek black +hair--raven black hair, and the only good thing about her appearance. + +One ornament, and one only, had Seraphine ever been guilty of wearing, +and that was an old-fashioned half-hoop ring of Brazilian diamonds, +brilliants of the first water. This ring she called her yard measure; +and she was in the habit of using it as her Standard of purity, and +comparing it with any diamonds which her customers submitted to her +inspection. For the clever little dressmaker had a feeling heart for a +lady in difficulties, and was in the habit of lending money on good +security, and on terms that were almost reasonable as compared with the +usurious rates one reads of in the newspapers. + +Lesbia's first sensation upon having this accomplished person presented +to her was one of shrinking and disgust. There was something sinister in +the sallow face, the small shrewd eyes, and long hooked nose, the +crooked figure, and claw-shaped hands. But when Madame Seraphine began +to talk about gowns, and bade her acolytes--smartly-dressed young women +with pleasing countenances--bring forth marvels of brocade and satin, +embroideries, stamped velvets, bullion fringes, and ostrich feather +flouncings, Lesbia became interested, and forgot the unholy aspect of +the high priestess. + +Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker discussed Lesbia's charms as calmly as +if she had been out of the room. + +'What do you think of her figure?' asked Lady Kirkbank. + +'One cannot criticise what does not exist,' replied the dressmaker, in +French. 'The young lady has no figure. She has evidently been brought up +in the country.' + +And then with rapid bird-like movements, and with her head on one side, +Seraphine measured Lesbia's waist and bust, muttering little argotic +expressions _sotto voce_ as she did so. + +'Waist three inches too large, shoulders six inches too narrow,' she +said decisively, and she dictated some figures to one of the damsels, +who wrote them down in an order-book. + +'What does that mean?' asked Lesbia, not at all approving of such +cavalier treatment. + +'Only that Seraphine will make your corsets the right size,' answered +Lady Kirkbank. + +'What? Three inches too small for my waist, and six too wide for my +shoulders?' + +'My love, you must have a figure,' replied Lady Kirkbank, conclusively. +'It is not what you are, but what you ought to be that has to be +considered.' + +So Lesbia, the cool-headed, who was also the weak-minded, consented to +have her figure adjusted to the regulation mark of absolute beauty, as +understood by Madame Seraphine. It was only when her complexion came +under discussion, and Seraphine ventured to suggest that she would be +all the better for a little accentuation of her eyebrows and darkening +of her lashes, that Lesbia made a stand. + +'What would my grandmother think of me if she heard I painted?' she +asked, indignantly. + +Lady Kirkbank laughed at her _naivete_. + +'My dear child, your grandmother is just half a century behind the age,' +she said. 'I hope you are not going to allow your life in London to be +regulated by an oracle at Grasmere?' + +'I am not going to paint my face,' replied Lesbia, firmly. + +'Well, perhaps you are right. The eyebrows are a little weak and +undecided, Seraphine, as you say, and the lashes would be all the better +for your famous cosmetic; but after all there is a charm in what the +painters call "sincerity," and any little errors of detail will prove +the genuineness of Lady Lesbia's beauty. One _may_ be too artistic.' + +And Lady Kirkbank gave a complacent glance at her own image in one of +the Marie Antoinette mirrors, pleased with the general effect of arched +brows, darkened eyelids, and a daisy bonnet. The fair Georgie generally +affected field-flowers and other simplicities, which would have been +becoming to a beauty of eighteen. + +'One is obliged to smother one's self in satin and velvet for balls and +dinners,' said Lady Kirkbank, when she discussed the great question of +gowns; 'but I know I always look my best in my cotton frock and straw +hat.' + +That first visit to Seraphine's den--den as terrible, did one but know +it, as that antediluvian hyena-cave at Torquay, where the threshold is +worn by the bodies of beasts dragged across it, and the ground paved +with their bones--that first visit was a serious business. Later +interviews might be mere frivolities, half-an-hour wasted in looking at +new fashions, an order given carelessly on the spur of the moment; but +upon this occasion Lady Kirkbank had to arm her young _protegee_ for the +coming campaign, and the question was to the last degree serious. + +The chaperon and the dressmaker put their heads together, looked at +fashion plates, talked solemnly of Worth and his compeers, of the gowns +that were being worn by Bernhardt, and Pierson, and Croisette, and other +stars of the Parisian stage; and then Lady Kirkbank gave her orders, +Lesbia listening and assenting. + +Nothing was said about prices; but Lesbia had a vague idea that some of +the things would be rather expensive, and she ventured to ask Lady +Kirkbank if she were not ordering too many gowns. + +'My dear, Lady Maulevrier said you were to have _carte blanche_,' +replied Georgie, solemnly. 'Your dear grandmother is as rich as Croesus, +and she is generosity itself; and how should I ever forgive myself if I +allowed you to appear in society in an inadequate style. You have to +take a high place, the very highest place, Lesbia; and you must be +dressed in accordance with that position.' + +Lesbia said no more. After all it was Lady Kirkbank's business and not +hers. See had been entrusted to Lady Kirkbank as to a person who +thoroughly knew the great world, and she must submit to be governed by +the wisdom and experience of her chaperon. If the bills were heavy, that +would be Lady Kirkbank's affair; and no doubt dear grandmother was rich +enough to afford anything Lesbia wanted. She had been told that she was +to take rank among heiresses. + +Lady Maulevrier had given her granddaughter some old-fashioned +ornaments, topaz, amethysts, turquoise--jewels that had belonged to dead +and gone Talmashes and Angersthorpes--to be reset. This entailed a visit +to a Bond Street jeweller, and in the dazzling glass-cases on the +counter of the Bond Street establishment Lesbia saw a good many things +which she felt were real necessities to her new phase of existence, and +these, with Lady Kirkbank's approval, she ordered. They were not +important matters. Half-a-dozen gold bangles of real oriental +workmanship, three or four jewelled arrows, flies and beetles, and +caterpillars, to pin on her laces and flowers, a diamond clasp for her +pearl necklace, a dear little gold hunter to wear when she rode in the +park, a diamond butterfly to light up that old-fashioned amethyst +_parure_ which the jeweller was to reset with an artistic admixture of +brilliants. + +'I am sure you would not like the effect without diamonds,' said the +jeweller. 'Your amethysts are very fine, but they are dark and heavy in +tone, and want a good deal of lighting-up, especially for the present +fashion of half-lighted rooms. If you will allow me to use my own +discretion, and mix in a few brilliants, I shall be able to produce a +really artistic _parure_; otherwise I would not recommend you to touch +them. The present setting is clumsy and inelegant; but I really do not +know that I could improve upon it, without an admixture of brilliants.' + +'Will the diamonds add very much to the expense?' Lesbia inquired, +timidly. + +'My dear child, you are perfectly safe in leaving the matter in Mr. +Cabochon's hands,' interposed Lady Kirkbank, who had particular reasons +for wishing to be on good terms with the head of the establishment. 'Your +dear grandmother gave you the amethysts to be reset; and of course she +would wish it to be done in an artistic manner. Otherwise, as Mr. +Cabochon judiciously says, why have the stones reset at all? Better wear +them in all their present hideousness.' + +Of course, after this Lesbia consented to the amethysts being dealt with +according to Mr. Cabochon's taste. + +'Which is simply perfect,' interjected Lady Kirkbank. + +And now Lesbia's campaign began in real earnest--a life of pleasure, a +life of utter selfishness and self-indulgence, which would go far to +pervert the strongest mind, tarnish the purest nature. To dress and be +admired--that was what Lesbia's life meant from morning till night. She +had no higher or nobler aim. Even on Sunday mornings at the fashionable +church, where the women sat on one side of the nave and the men on the +other, where divinest music was as a pair of wings, on which the +enraptured soul flew heavenward--even here Lesbia thought more of her +bonnet and gloves--the _chic_ or non-_chic_ of her whole costume, than +of the service. She might kneel gracefully, with her bent head, just +revealing the ivory whiteness of a lovely throat, between the edge of +her lace frilling and the flowers in her bonnet. She might look the +fairest image of devotion; but how could a woman pray whose heart was a +milliner's shop, whose highest ambition was to be prettier and better +dressed than other women? + +The season was six weeks old. It was Ascot week, the crowning glory of +the year, and Lesbia and her chaperon had secured tickets for the Royal +enclosure--or it may be said rather that Lesbia had secured them--for +the Master of the Royal Buckhounds might have omitted poor old Lady +Kirkbank's familiar name from his list if it had not been for that +lovely girl who went everywhere under the veteran's wing. + +Six weeks, and Lesbia's appearance in society had been one perpetual +triumph; but as yet nothing serious had happened. She had had no offers. +Half a dozen men had tried their hardest to propose to her--had sat out +dances, had waylaid her in conservatories and in back drawing-rooms, in +lobbies while she waited for her carriage--had looked at her piteously +with tenderest declarations trembling on their lips; but she had +contrived to keep them at bay, to strike them dumb by her coldness, or +confound them by her coquetry; for all these were ineligibles, whom Lady +Lesbia Haselden did not want to have the trouble of refusing. + +Lady Kirkbank was in no haste to marry her _protegee_--nay, it was much +more to her interest that Lesbia should remain single for three or four +seasons, and that she, Lady Kirkbank, might have the advantage of close +association with the young beauty, and the privilege of spending Lady +Maulevrier's money. But she would have liked to be able to inform +Lesbia's grandmother of some tremendous conquest--the subjugation of a +worthy victim. This herd of nobodies--younger sons with courtesy titles +and empty pockets, ruined Guardsmen, briefless barristers--what was the +use of telling Lady Maulevrier about such barren victories? Lady +Kirkbank therefore contented herself with expatiating upon Lesbia's +triumphs in a general way: how graciously the Princess spoke to her and +about her; how she had been asked to sit on the dais at the ball at +Marlborough House, and had danced in the Royal quadrille. + +'Has Lesbia happened to meet Lord Hartfield?' Lady Maulevrier asked, +incidentally, in one of her letters. + +No. Lord Hartfield was in London, for he had made a great speech in the +Lords on a question of vital interest; but he was not going into +society, or at any rate into society of a frivolous kind. He had given +himself up to politics, as so many young men did nowadays, which was +altogether horrid of them. His name had appeared in the list of guests +at one or two cabinet dinners; but the world of polo matches and +afternoon teas, dances and drums, private theatricals, and Orleans House +suppers, knew him not. As a competitor on the fashionable race-course, +Lord Hartfield was, in common parlance, out of the running. + +And now on this glorious June day, this Thursday of Thursdays, the Ascot +Cup day, for the first time since Lesbia's debut, Lady Kirkbank had +occasion to smile upon an admirer whose pretensions were worthy of the +highest consideration. + +Mr. Smithson, of Park Lane, and Rood Hall, near Henley, and Formosa, +Cowes, and Le Bouge, Deauville, and a good many other places too +numerous to mention, was reputed to be one of the richest commoners in +England. He was a man of that uncertain period of life which enemies +call middle age, and friends call youth. That he would never see a +five-and-thirtieth birthday again was certain; but whether he had passed +the Rubicon of forty was open to doubt. It is possible that he was +enjoying those few golden years between thirty-five and forty, which for +the wealthy bachelor constitute verily the prime and summer-tide of +life. Wisdom has come, experience has been bought, taste has been +cultivated, the man has educated himself to the uttermost in the great +school of daily life. He knows his world thoroughly, whatever that world +is, and he knows how to enjoy every gift and every advantage which +Providence has bestowed upon him. + +Mr. Smithson was a great authority on the Stock Exchange, though he had +ceased for the last three or four years to frequent the 'House,' or to +be seen in the purlieus of Throgmorton Street. Indeed he had an air of +hardly knowing his way to the City, of being acquainted with that part +of London only by hearsay. He complained that his horses shied at +passing Temple Bar. And yet a few years ago Mr. Smithson's city +operations had been on a very extensive scale: It was in the rise and +fall of commodities rather than of stocks and shares that Horace +Smithson had made his money. He had exercised occult influences upon the +trade of the great city, of the world itself, whereof that city is in a +manner the keystone. Iron had risen or fallen at his beck. At the breath +of his nostrils cochineal had gone up in the market at an almost magical +rate, as if the whole civilised world had become suddenly intent upon +dyeing its garments red, nay, as if even the naked savages of the Gold +Coast and the tribes of Central Africa were bent on staining their dusky +skins with the bodies of the female coccus. + +Favoured by a hint from Smithson, his particular friends followed his +lead, and rushed into the markets to buy all the cochineal that could be +had; to buy at any price, since the market was rising hourly. And then, +all in a moment, as the sky clouds over on a summer day, there came a +dulness in the cochineal market, and the female coccus was being sold at +an enormous sacrifice. And anon it leaked out that Mr. Smithson had +grown tired of cochineal, and had been selling for the last week or two; +and it was noised abroad that this rise and fall in cocci had brought +Mr. Smithson seventy thousand pounds. + +Mr. Smithson was said to have commenced life in a very humble capacity. +There were some who declared he was the very youth who stooped to pick +up a pin in a Parisian banker's courtyard, after his services as clerk +had just been rejected by the firm, and who was thereupon recognised as +a youth worthy of favour and taken into the banker's office. But this +touching incident of the pin was too ancient a tradition to fit Mr. +Smithson, still under forty. + +Some there were who remembered him eighteen years ago as an adventurer +in the great wilderness of London, penniless, friendless, a +Jack-of-all-trades, living as the birds of the air live, and with as +little certainty of future maintenance. And then Mr. Smithson +disappeared for a space--he went under, as his friends called it; to +re-appear fifteen years later as Smithson the millionaire. He had been +in Peru, Mexico, California. He had traded in hides, in diamonds, in +silver, in stocks and shares. And now he was the great Smithson, whose +voice was the voice of an oracle, who was supposed to be able to make +the fortunes of other men by a word, or a wink, a nod, or a little look +across the crowd, and whom all the men and women in London +society--short of that exclusive circle which does _not_ open its ranks +to Smithsons--were ready to cherish and admire. + +Mr. Smithson had been in Petersburg, Paris, Vienna, all over civilised +Europe during the last five weeks, whether on business or on pleasure +bent, nobody knew. He affected to be an elegant idler; but it was said +by the initiated that wherever Smithson went the markets rose or fell, +and hides, iron, copper, or tin, felt the influence of his presence. + +He came back to London in time for the Cup Day, and in time to fall +desperately in love with Lesbia, whom he met for the first time in the +Royal enclosure. + +She was dressed in white, purest ivory white, from top to toe--radiant, +dazzling, under an immense sunshade fringed with creamy marabouts. Her +complexion--untouched by Seraphine--her dark and glossy hair, her large +violet eyes, luminous, dark almost to blackness, were all set off and +accentuated by the absence of colour in her costume. Even the cluster of +exotics on her shoulder were of the same pure tint, gardenias and lilies +of the valley. + +Mr. Smithson was formally presented to the new beauty, and received with +a cool contempt which riveted his chains. He was so accustomed to be run +after by women, that it was a new sensation to meet one who was not in +the least impressed by his superior merits. + +'I don't suppose the girl knows who I am,' he said to himself, for +although he had a very good idea of his intrinsic worth, he knew that +his wealth ranked first among his merits. + +But on after occasions when Lesbia had been told all that could be told +to the advantage of Mr. Smithson, she accepted his homage with the same +indifference, and treated him with less favour than she accorded to the +ruined guardsmen and younger sons who were dying for her. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + +'PROUD CAN I NEVER BE OF WHAT I HATE.' + + +It was a Saturday afternoon, and even in that great world which has no +occupation in life except to amuse itself, whose days are all holidays, +there is a sort of exceptional flavour, a kind of extra excitement on +Saturday afternoons, distinguished by polo matches at Hurlingham, just +as Saturday evenings are by the production of new plays at fashionable +theatres. There was a great military polo match for this particular +Saturday--Lancers against Dragoons. It was a lovely June afternoon, and +Hurlingham would be at its best. The cool greensward, the branching +trees, the flowing river, would afford an unspeakable relief after the +block of carriages in Bond Street and the heated air of London, where +even the parks felt baked and arid; and to Hurlingham Lady Kirkbank +drove directly after luncheon. + +Lesbia leaned back in the barouche listening calmly, while her chaperon +expatiated upon the wealth and possessions of Horace Smithson. It was +now ten days since the meeting at Ascot, and Mr. Smithson had contrived +to see a great deal of Lesbia in that short time. He was invited almost +everywhere, and he had haunted her at afternoon and evening parties; he +had supped in Arlington Street after the opera; he had played cards with +Lesbia, and had enjoyed the felicity of winning her money. His +admiration was obvious, and there was a seriousness in his manner of +pursuing her which showed that, in Lady Kirkbank's unromantic +phraseology, 'the man meant business.' + +'Smithson is caught at last, and I am glad of it,' said Georgie. + +'The creature is an abominable flirt, and has broken more hearts than +any man in London. He was all but the death of one of the dearest girls +I know.' + +'Mr. Smithson breaks hearts!' exclaimed Lesbia, languidly. 'I should not +have thought that was in his line. Mr. Smithson is not an Adonis, nor +are his manners particularly fascinating.' + +'My child how fresh you are! Do you suppose it is the handsome men or +the fascinating men for whom women break their hearts in society? It is +the rich men they all want to marry--men like Smithson, who can give +them diamonds, and yachts, and a hunting stud, and half a dozen fine +houses. Those are the prizes--the blue ribbons of the matrimonial +race-course--men like Smithson, who pretend to admire all the pretty +women, who dangle, and dangle, and keep off other offers, and give ten +guinea bouquets, and then at the end of the season are off to Hombourg +or the Scotch moors, without a word. Do you think that kind of treatment +is not hard enough to break a penniless girl's heart? She sees the +golden prize within her grasp, as she believes; she thinks that she and +poverty have parted company for ever; she imagines herself mistress of +town house and country houses, yachts and stables; and then one fine +morning the gentleman is off and away! Do not you think that is enough +to break a girl's heart?' + +'I can imagine that a girl steeped to the lips in poverty might be willing +to marry Mr. Smithson's houses and yachts,' answered Lesbia, in her low +sweet voice, with a faint sneer even amidst the sweetness, 'but, I think +it must have been a happy release for any one to be let off the +sacrifice at the last moment.' + +'Poor Belle Trinder did not think so.' + +'Who was Belle Trinder?' + +'An Essex parson's daughter whom I took under my wing five years ago--a +splendid girl, large and fair, and just a trifle coarse--not to be +spoken of in the same day with you, dearest; but still a decidedly +handsome creature. And she took remarkably well. She was a very lively +girl, "never ran mute," Sir George used to say. Sir George was very fond +of her. She amused him, poor girl, with her rather brainless rattle.' + +'And Mr. Smithson admired her?' + +'Followed her about everywhere, sent her whole flower gardens in the way +of bouquets and Japanese baskets, and floral _parures_ for her gowns, +and opera boxes and concert tickets. Their names were always coupled. +People used to call them Bel and the Dragon. The poor child made up her +mind she was to be Mrs. Smithson. She used to talk of what she would do +for her own people--the poor old father, buried alive in a damp +parsonage, and struggling every winter with chronic bronchitis; the four +younger sisters pining in dulness and penury; the mother who hardly knew +what it was to rest from the continual worries of daily life.' + +'Poor things!' sighed Lesbia, gazing admiringly at the handle of her +last new sunshade. + +'Belle used to talk of what she would do for them all,' pursued Lady +Kirkbank. 'Father should go every year to the villa at Monte Carlo; +mother and the girls should have a month in Park Lane every season, and +their autumn holiday at one of Mr. Smithson's country houses. I knew the +world well enough to be sure that this kind of thing would never answer +with a man like Smithson. It is only one man in a thousand--the modern +Arthur, the modern Quixote--who will marry a whole family. I told Belle +as much, but she laughed. She felt so secure of her power over the man. +"He will do anything I ask him," she said.' + +'Miss Trinder must be an extraordinary young person,' observed Lesbia, +scornfully. 'The man had not proposed, had he?' + +'No; the actual proposal hung fire, but Belle thought it was a settled +thing all the same. Everybody talked to her as if she were engaged to +Smithson, and those poor, ignorant vicarage girls used to write her long +letters of congratulation, envying her good fortune, speculating about +what she would do when she was married. The girl was too open and candid +for London society--talked too much, "gave the view before she was sure +of her fox," Sir George said. All this silly talk came to Smithson's +ears, and one morning we read in the Post that Mr. Smithson had started +the day before for Algiers, where he was to stay at the house of the +English Consul, and hunt lions. We waited all day, hoping for some +letter of explanation, some friendly farewell which would mean _a +revoir_. But there was nothing, and then poor Belle gave way altogether. +She shut herself up in her room, and went out of one hysterical fit into +another. I never heard a girl sob so terribly. She was not fit to be +seen for a week, and then she went home to her father's parsonage in the +flat swampy country on the borders of Suffolk, and eat her heart, as +Byron calls it. And the worst of it was that she had no actual +justification for considering herself jilted. She had talked, and other +people had talked, and among them they had settled the business. But +Smithson had said hardly anything. He had only flirted to his heart's +content, and had spent a few hundreds upon flowers, gloves, fans, and +opera tickets, which perhaps would not have been accepted by a girl with +a strong sense of her own dignity.' + +'I should think not, indeed,' interjected Lesbia. + +'But which poor Belle was only too delighted to get.' + +'Miss Trinder must be very bad style,' said Lesbia, with languid scorn, +'and Mr. Smithson is an execrable person. Did she die?' + +'No, my dear, she is alive poor soul!' + +'You said she broke her heart.' + +'"The heart may break, yet brokenly live on,"' quoted Lady Kirkbank. +'The disappointed young women don't all die. They take to district +visiting, or rational dressing, or china painting, or an ambulance +brigade. The lucky ones marry well-to-do widowers with large families, +and so slip into a comfortable groove by the time they are +five-and-thirty. Poor Belle is still single, still buried in the damp +parsonage, where she paints plates and teacups, and wears out my old +gowns, just as she is wearing out her own life, poor creature!' + +'The idea of any one wanting to marry Mr. Smithson,' said Lesbia. 'It +seems too dreadful.' + +'A case of real destitution, you think. Wait till you have seen +Smithson's house in Park Lane--his team, his yacht, his orchid houses in +Berkshire.' + +Lesbia sighed. Her knowledge of London society was only seven weeks old; +and yet already the day of disenchantment had begun! She was having her +eyes opened to the stern realities of life. A year ago when her +appearance in the great world was still only a dream of the future, she +had pictured to herself the crowd of suitors who would come to woo, and +she had resolved to choose the worthiest. + +What would he be like, that worthiest among the wooers, that King Arthur +among her knights? + +First and foremost, he would be of rank higher than her own--a duke, a +marquis, or one of the first and oldest among earls. Title and lofty +lineage were indispensable. It would be a fall, a failure, a +disappointment, were she to marry a commoner, however distinguished. + +The worthy one must be noble, therefore, and of the old nobility. He +must be young, handsome, intellectual. He must stand out from among his +peers by his gifts of mind and person. He must have won distinction in +the arena of politics or diplomacy, arms or letters. He must be +'somebody.' + +She had been seven weeks in society, and this modern Arthur had not +appeared. So far as she had been able to discover, there was no such +person. The dukes and marquises were mostly men of advanced years. The +young unmarried nobility were given over to sport, play, and +foolishness. She had heard of only one man who at all corresponded with +her ideal, and he was Lord Hartfield. But Lord Hartfield had given +himself up to politics, and was no doubt a prig. Lady Kirkbank spoke of +him with contempt, as an intolerable person. But then Lord Hartfield was +not in Lady Kirkbank's set. He belonged to that serious circle to which +Lady Kirkbank's house appeared about as reputable a place of gathering +as a booth on a race-course. + +And now Lady Kirkbank told Lesbia that this Mr. Smithson, a nobody with +a great fortune, was a man whose addresses she, the sister of Lord +Maulevrier, ought to welcome. Mr. Smithson, who claimed to be a lineal +descendant of that Sir Michael Carrington, standard-bearer to Coeur de +Lion in the Holy Land, whose descendants changed their name to Smith +during the Wars of the Roses. Mr. Smithson bodily proclaimed himself a +scion of this good old county family, and bore on his plate and his +coach panels the elephant's head and the three demi-griffins of the +Hertfordshire Smiths, who only smiled and shrugged their shoulders when +they were complimented upon the splendid surroundings of their cousin. +Who could tell? Some lateral branch of the standard-bearer's family tree +might have borne this illustrious twig. + +Lady Kirkbank and all Lady Kirkbank's friends seemed to have conspired +to teach Lesbia Haselden one lesson, and that lesson meant that money +was the first prize in the great game of life. Money ranked before +everything--before titles, before noble lineage, genius, fame, beauty, +courage, honour. Money was Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. +Mr. Smithson, whose antecedents were as cloudy as those of Aphrodite, +was a greater man than a peer whose broad acres only brought him two per +cent., or half of whose farms were tenantless, and his fields growing +cockle instead of barley. + +Yes, one by one, Lady Lesbia's illusions were reft from her. A year ago +she had fancied beauty all-powerful, a gift which must ensure to its +possessor dominion over all the kingdoms of the earth. Rank, intellect, +fame would bow down before that magical diadem. And, behold, she had +been shining upon London society for seven weeks, and only empty heads +and empty pockets had bowed down--the frivolous, the ineligible,--and +Mr. Smithson. + +Another illusion which had been dispelled was Lesbia's comfortable idea +of her own expectations. Her grandmother had told her that she might +take rank among heiresses; and she had held herself accordingly, deeming +that her place was among the wealthiest. And now, since Mr. Smithson's +appearance upon the scene, Lady Kirkbank had informed her young friend +with noble candour that Lady Maulevrier's fortune, however large it +might seem at Grasmere, would be a poor thing in London; and that Lady +Maulevrier's ideas about money were as old-fashioned as her notions +about morals. + +'Life is about six times as expensive as it was in your grandmother's +time.' said Lady Kirkbank, as the carriage rolled softly along the +shabby road between Knightsbridge and Fulham. 'It is the pace that +kills. Society, which used to jog along comfortably, like the old +Brighton stage, at ten miles an hour, now goes as fast as the Brighton +express. In my mother's time poor Lord Byron was held up to the +execration of respectable people as the type of cynical profligacy; in +my own time people talked about Lord Waterford; but, my dear, the young +men now are all Byrons and Waterfords, without the genius of the one or +the generosity of the other. We are all going at steeplechase rate. +Social success without money is impossible. The rich Americans, the +successful Jews, will crowd us out unless we keep pace with them. Ah, +Lesbia, my dear girl, there would be a great future before you if you +could only make up your mind to accept Mr. Smithson.' + +'How do you know that he means to propose to me?' asked Lesbia, +mockingly. 'Perhaps he is only going to behave as he did to Miss +Trinder.' + +'Lady Lesbia Haselden is a very different person from a country parson's +daughter,' answered her chaperon; 'Smithson told me all about it +afterwards. He was really taken with Belle's fine figure and good +complexion; but one of her particular friends told him of her foolish +talk about her sisters, and how well she meant to get them married when +she was Mrs. Smithson. This disgusted him. He went down to Essex, +reconnoitered the parsonage, saw one of the sisters hanging out cuffs +and collars in the orchard--another feeding the fowls--both in shabby +gowns and country-made boots; one of them with red hair and freckles. +The mother was bargaining for fish with a hawker at the kitchen door. +And these were the people he was expected to import into Park Lane, +under ceilings painted by Leighton. These were the people he was to +exhibit on board his yacht, to cart about on his drag. "I had half made +up my mind to marry the girl, but I would sooner have hung myself than +marry her mother and sisters so I took the first train for Dover, en +route for Algiers," said Smithson, and upon my word I could hardly blame +the man,' concluded Lady Kirkbank. + +They were driving up the narrow avenue to the gates of Hurlingham by +this time. Lesbia shook out her frock and looked at her gloves, +tan-coloured mousquetaires, reaching up to the elbow, and embroidered to +match her frock. + +To-day she was a study in brown and gold. Brown satin petticoat +embroidered with marsh marigolds; little bronze shoes, with marsh +marigolds tied on the latchets; brown stockings with marsh marigold +clocks; tunic brown foulard smothered with quillings of soft brown lace; +Princess bonnet of brown straw, with a wreath of marsh marigold and a +neat little buckle of brown diamonds; parasol brown satin, with an +immense bunch of marsh marigolds on the top; fan to match parasol. + +The seats in front of the field were nearly all full when Lady Kirkbank +and Lesbia left their carriage; but their interests had been protected +by a gentleman who had turned down two chairs and sat between them on +guard. This was Mr. Smithson. + +'I have been sitting here for an hour keeping your chairs,' he said, as +he rose to greet them. 'You have no idea what work I have had, and how +ferociously all the women have looked at me.' + +The match was going on. The Lancers were scuffling for the ball, and +affording a fine display of hog-maned ponies and close-cropped young men +in ideal boots. But Lesbia cared very little about the match. She was +looking along the serried ranks of youth and beauty to see if anybody's +frock was smarter than her own. + +No. She could see nothing she liked so well as her brown satin and +buttercups. She sat down in a perfectly contented frame of mind, pleased +with herself and with Seraphine--pleased even with Mr. Smithson, who had +shown himself devoted by his patient attendance upon the empty chairs. + +After the match was over the two ladies and their attendant strolled +about the gardens. Other men came and fluttered round Lesbia, and women +and girls exchanged endearing smiles and pretty little words of greeting +with her, and envied her the brown frock and buttercups and Mr. Smithson +at her chariot wheel. And then they went to the lawn in front of the +club-house, which was so crowded that even Mr. Smithson found it +difficult to get a tea-table, and would hardly have succeeded so soon as +he did if it had not been for the assistance of a couple of Lesbia's +devoted Guardsmen, who ran to and fro and badgered the waiters. + +After much skirmishing they were seated at a rustic table, the blue +river gleaming and glancing in the distance, the good old trees +spreading their broad shadows over the grass, the company crowding and +chattering and laughing--an animated picture of pretty faces, smart +gowns, big parasols, Japanese fans. + +Lesbia poured out the tea with the prettiest air of domesticity. + +'Can you really pour out tea?' gasped a callow lieutenant, gazing upon +her with goggling, enraptured eyes. 'I did not think you could do +anything so earthly.' + +'I can, and drink it too,' answered Lesbia, laughing. 'I adore tea. +Cream and sugar?' + +'I--I beg your pardon--how many?' murmured the youth, who had lost +himself in gazing, and no longer understood plain English. + +Mr. Smithson frowned at the intruder, and contrived to absorb Lesbia's +attention for the rest of the afternoon. He had a good deal more to say +for himself than her military admirers, and was altogether more amusing. +He had a little cynical air which Lesbia's recent education had taught +her to enjoy. He depreciated all her female friends--abused their gowns +and bonnets, and gave her to understand, between the lines, as it were, +that she was the only woman in London worth thinking about. + +She looked at him curiously, wondering how Belle Trinder had been able +to resign herself to the idea of marrying him. + +He was not absolutely bad looking--but he was in all things unlike a +girl's ideal lover. He was short and stout, with a pale complexion, and +sunken faded eyes, as of a man who had spent the greater part of his +life by candle light, and had pored much over ledgers and bank books, +share lists and prospectuses. He dressed well, or allowed himself to be +dressed by the most correct of tailors--the Prince's tailor--but he +never attempted to lead the fashion in his garments. He had no +originality. Such sublime flights as that of the man who revived +corduroy, or of that daring genius who resuscitated the half-forgotten +Inverness coat, were unknown to him. He could only follow the lead of +the highest. He had small feet, of which he was intensely proud, podgy +white hands on which he wore the most exquisite rings. He changed his +rings every day, like a Roman Emperor; was reported to have summer and +winter rings--onyx and the coolest looking intaglios set in filagree for +warm weather--fiery rubies and diamonds in massive bands of dull gold +for winter. He was said to devote half-an-hour every morning to the +treatment of his nails, which were perfect. All the inkstains of his +youth had been obliterated, and those nails which had once been bitten +to the quick during the throes of financial study were now things of +beauty. + +Lady Lesbia surveyed Mr. Smithson critically, and shuddered at the +thought that this person was the best substitute which the season had +yet offered her for her ideal knight. She thought of John Hammond, the +tall, strong figure, straight and square; the head so proudly carried on +a neck which would have graced a Greek arena. The straight, clearly-cut +features, the flashing eyes, bright with youth and hope and the promise +of all good things. Yes, there was indeed a man--a man in all the +nobility of manhood, as God made him, an Adam before the Fall. + +Ah, if John Hammond had only possessed a quarter of Mr. Smithson's +wealth how gladly would Lesbia have defied the world and married him. +But to defy the world upon nothing a year was out of the question. + +'Why didn't he go on the Stock Exchange and make his fortune?' thought +Lesbia, pettishly, 'instead of talking vaguely about politics and +literature.' + +She felt angry with her rejected lover for having come to her +empty-handed. She had seen no man in London who was, or who seemed to +her, his equal. And yet she did not repent of having rejected him. The +more she knew of the world and the more she knew of herself the more +deeply was she convinced that poverty was an evil thing, and that she +was not the right kind of person to endure it. + +She was inwardly making these comparisons as they strolled back to the +carriage, while Mr. Smithson and Lady Kirkbank talked confidentially at +her side. + +'Do you know that Lady Kirkbank has promised and vowed three things for +you?' said Mr. Smithson. + +'Indeed! I thought I was past the age at which one can be compromised by +other people's promises. Pray what are those three things?' + +'First, that you will come to breakfast in Park Lane with Lady Kirkbank +next Wednesday morning. I say Wednesday because that will give me time +to ask some nice people to meet you; secondly, that you will honour me +by occupying my box at the Lyceum some evening next week; and thirdly, +that you will allow me to drive you down to the Orleans for supper after +the play. The drive only takes an hour, and the moonlight nights are +delicious at this time of the year.' + +'I am in Lady Kirkbank's hands,' answered Lesbia, laughing. 'I am her +goods, her chattels; she takes me wherever she likes.' + +'But would you refuse to do me this honour if you were a free agent?' + +'I can't tell. I hardly know what it is to be a free agent. At Grasmere +I did whatever my grandmother told me; in London I obey Lady Kirkbank. I +was transferred from one master to another. Why should we breakfast in +Park Lane instead of in Arlington Street? What is the use of crossing +Piccadilly to eat our breakfast?' + +This was a cool-headed style of treatment to which Mr. Smithson was not +accustomed, and which charmed him accordingly. Young women usually threw +themselves at his head, as it were; but here was a girl who talked to +him as indifferently as if he were a tradesman offering his wares. + +'What a dreadfully practical person you are!' he exclaimed. 'What is the +use of crossing Piccadilly? Well, in the first place, you will make me +ineffably happy. But perhaps that doesn't count. In the second place, I +shall be able to show you some rather good pictures of the French +school--' + +'I hate the French school!' interjected Lesbia. 'Tricky, flashy, chalky, +shallow, smelling of the footlights and the studio.' + +'Well, sink the pictures. You will meet some very charming people, +belonging to that artist world which is not to be met everywhere.' + +'I will go to Park Lane to meet your people, if Lady Kirkbank likes to +take me,' said Lesbia; and with this answer Mr. Smithson was bound to be +content. + +'My pet, if you had made it the study of your life how to treat that man +you could not do it better,' said Lady Kirkbank, when they were driving +along the dusty road between dusty hedges and dusty trees, past that +last remnant of country which was daily being debased into London. +'Upon my word, Lesbia, I begin to think you must be a genius.' + +'Did you see any gowns you liked better than mine?' asked Lesbia, +reclining reposefully, with her little bronze shoes upon the opposite +cushion. + +'Not one--Seraphine has surpassed herself.' + +'You are always saying that. One would suppose you were a sleeping +partner in the firm. But I really think this brown and buttercups is +rather nice. I saw that odious American girl just now--Miss--Miss +Milwaukee, that mop-stick girl people raved about at Cannes. She was in +pale blue and cream colour, a milk and water mixture, and looked +positively plain.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + +LESBIA CROSSES PICCADILLY. + + +Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia drove across Piccadilly at eleven o'clock +on Wednesday morning to breakfast with Mr. Smithson, and although Lesbia +had questioned whether it was worth while crossing Piccadilly to eat +one's breakfast, she had subsequently considered it worth while ordering +a new gown from Seraphine for the occasion; or, it may be, rather that +the breakfast made a plausible excuse for a new gown, the pleasure of +ordering which was one of those joys of a London life that had not yet +lost their savour. + +The gown, devised especially for the early morning, was simplicity +itself--rusticity, even. It was a Dresden shepherdess gown, made of a +soft flowered stuff, with roses and forget-me-nots on a creamy ground. +There was a great deal of creamy lace, and innumerable yards of palest +azure and palest rose ribbon in the confection, and there was a +coquettish little hat, the regular Dresden hat, with a wreath of +rosebuds. + +'Dresden china incarnate!' exclaimed Smithson, as he welcomed Lady +Lesbia on the threshold of his marble hall, under the glass marquise +which sheltered arrivals at his door. 'Why do you make yourself so +lovely? I shall want to keep you in one of my Louis Seize cabinets, with +the rest of my Dresden!' + +Lady Kirkbank had considered the occasion suitable for one of her +favourite cotton frocks and rustic hats--a Leghorn hat, with clusters of +dog-roses and honeysuckle, and a trail of the same hedge-flowers to +fasten her muslin fichu. + +Mr. Smithson's house in Park Lane was simply perfect. It is wonderful +what good use a _parvenu_ can make of his money nowadays, and how rarely +he disgraces himself by any marked offences against good taste. There +are so many people at hand to teach the _parvenu_ how to furnish his +house, or how to choose his stud. If he go wrong it must be by sheer +perversity, an arrogant insistence upon being governed by his own +ignorant inclinations. + +Mr. Smithson was too good a tactician to go wrong in this way. He had +taken the trouble to study the market before he went out to buy his +goods. He knew that taste and knowledge were to be bought just as easily +as chairs and tables, and he went to the right shop. He employed a +clever Scotchman, an artist in domestic furniture, to plan his house, +and make drawings for the decoration and furniture of every room--and +for six months he gave himself up to the task of furnishing. + +Money was spent like water. Painters, decorators, cabinet-makers had a +merry time of it. Royal Academicians were impressed into the service by +large offers, and the final result of Mr. MacWalter's taste and Mr. +Smithson's bullion was a palace in the style of the Italian Renaissance, +frescoed ceilings, painted panels, a staircase of sculptured marble, as +beautiful as a dream, a conservatory as exquisite as a jewel casket by +Benvenuto Cellini, a picture gallery which was the admiration of all +London, and of the enlightened foreigner, and of the inquiring American. +This was the house which Lesbia had been brought to see, and through +which she walked with the calmly critical air of a person who had seen +so many palaces that one more or less could make no difference. + +In vain did Mr. Smithson peruse her countenance in the hope of seeing +that she was impressed by the splendour of his surroundings, and by the +power of the man who commanded such splendour. Lesbia was as cold as the +Italian sculptor's Reading Girl in an alcove of Mr. Smithson's picture +gallery; and the stockbroker felt very much as Aladdin might have done +if the fair Badroulbadour had shown herself indifferent to the hall of +the jewelled windows, in that magical palace which sprang into being in +a single night. + +Lesbia had been impressed by that story of poor Belle Trinder and by +Lady Kirkbank's broad assertion that half the young women in London were +running after Mr. Smithson; and she had made up her mind to treat the +man with supreme scorn. She did not want his houses or his yachts. +Nothing could induce her to marry such a man, she told herself; but her +vanity fed upon the idea of his subjugation, and her pride was gratified +by the sense of her power over him. + +The guests were few and choice. There was Mr. Meander, the poet, one of +the leading lights in that new sect which prides itself upon the +cultivation of abstract beauty, and occasionally touches the verge of +concrete ugliness. There were a newspaper man--the editor of a +fashionable journal--and a middle-aged man of letters, playwright, +critic, humourist, a man whose society was in demand everywhere, and who +said sharp things with the most supreme good-nature. The only ladies +whose society Mr. Smithson had deemed worthy the occasion were a +fashionable actress, with her younger sister, the younger a pretty copy +of the elder, both dressed picturesquely in flowing cashmere gowns of +faint sea-green, with old lace fichus, leghorn hats, and a general +limpness and simplicity of style which suited their cast of feature and +delicate colouring. Lesbia wondered to see how good an effect could be +produced by a costume which could have cost so little. Mr. Nightshade, +the famous tragedian, had been also asked to grace the feast, but the +early hour made the invitation a mockery. It was not to be supposed that +a man who went to bed at daybreak would get up again before the sun was +in the zenith, for the sake of Mr. Smithson's society, or Mr. Smithson's +Strasbourg pie, for the manufacture whereof a particular breed of geese +were supposed to be set apart, like sacred birds in Egypt, while a +particular vineyard in the Gironde was supposed to be devoted wholly and +solely to the production of Mr. Smithson's claret. It was a cabinet +wine, like those rare vintages of the Rhineland which are reserved +exclusively for German princes. + +Breakfast was served in Mr. Smithson's smallest dining-room--there were +three apartments given up to feasting, beginning with a spacious +banqueting-room for great dinners, and dwindling down to this snuggery, +which held about a dozen comfortably, with ample room and verge enough +for the attendants. The walls were old gold silk, the curtains a tawny +velvet of deeper tone, the cabinets and buffet of dark Italian walnut, +inlaid with lapis-lazuli and amber. The fireplace was a masterpiece of +cabinet work, with high narrow shelves, and curious recesses holding +priceless jars of Oriental enamel. The deep hearth was filled with arum +lilies and azalias, like a font at Easter. + +Lady Kirkbank, who pretended to adore genius, was affectionately +effusive to Miss Fitzherbert, the popular actress, but she rather +ignored the sister. Lesbia was less cordial, and was not enchanted at +finding that Miss Fitzherbert shone and sparkled at the breakfast table +by the gaiety of her spirits and the brightness of her conversation. +There was something frank and joyous, almost to childishness, in the +actress's manner, which was full of fascination; and Lesbia felt herself +at a disadvantage almost for the first time since she had been in +London. + +The editor, the wit, the poet, the actress, had a language of their own; +and Lesbia felt herself out in the cold, unable to catch the ball as it +glanced past her, not quick enough to follow the wit that evoked those +ripples of silvery laughter from the two fair-haired, pale-faced girls +in sea-green cashmere. She felt as an Englishman may feel who has made +himself master of academical French, and who takes up one of Zola's +novels, or goes into artistic society, and finds that there is another +French, a complete and copious language, of which he knows not a word. + +Lesbia began to think that she had a great deal to learn. She began to +wonder even whether, in the event of her having made rather too free use +of Lady Maulevrier's _carte blanche_, it might not be well to make a new +departure in the art of dressing, and to wear untrimmed cashmere gowns, +and rags of limp lace. + +After breakfast they all went to look at Mr. Smithson's picture gallery. +His pictures were, as he had told Lesbia, chiefly of the French school, +and there may have been a remote period--say, in the time of good Queen +Charlotte--when such pictures would hardly have been exhibited to young +ladies. His pictures were Mr. Smithson's own unaided choice. Here the +individual taste of the man stood revealed. + +There were two or three Geromes; and in the place of honour at the end +of the gallery there was a grand Delaroche, Anne Boleyn's last letter to +the king, the hapless girl-queen sitting at a table in her gloomy cell +in the Tower, a shaft of golden light from the narrow window streaming +on the fair, disordered hair, the face bleached with unutterable woe, a +sublime image of despair and self-abandonment. + +The larger pictures were historical, classic, grand; but the smaller +pictures--the lively little bits of colour dotted in here and +there--were of that new school which Mr. Smithson affected. They were of +that school which is called Impressionist, in which ballet dancers and +jockeys, burlesque actresses, masked balls, and all the humours of the +side scenes are represented with the sublime audacity of an art which +disdains finish, and relies on _chic, fougue, chien, flou, elan_, the +inspiration of the moment. Lesbia blushed as she looked at the ballet +girls, the maskers in their scanty raiment, the _demi-mondaines_ lolling +out of their opera boxes, and half out of their gowns, with false smiles +and frizzled hair. And then there came the works of that other school +which lavishes the finish of a Meissonier on the most meretricious +compositions. A woman in a velvet gown warming her dainty little feet on +a gilded fender, in a boudoir all aglow with colour and lamplight; a +cavalier in satin raiment buckling his sword-belt before a Venetian +mirror; a pair of lovers kissing in a sunlit corridor; a girl in a +hansom cab; a milliner's shop; and so on, and so on. + +Then came the classical subjects of the last new school. Weak imitations +of Alma Tadema. Nero admiring his mother's corpse; Claudius interrupting +Messalina's marriage with her lover Silus; Clodius disguised among the +women of Caesar's household; Pyrrha's grotto. Lady Kirkbank expatiated +upon all the pictures, and generally made unlucky guesses at the +subjects of them. Classical literature was not her strong point. + +Mr. Meander, the poet, discovered that all the beautiful heads were +like Miss Fitzherbert. 'It is the same line,' he exclaimed, 'the line of +lilies and flowing waters--the gracious ineffable upward returning +ripple of the true _retrousse_ nose, the divine _flou_, the loveliness +which has lain dormant for centuries--nay, was at one period of debased +art scorned and trampled under foot by the porcine multitude, as akin to +the pug and the turn-up, until discovered and enshrined on the altar of +the Beautiful by the Boticelli Revivalists.' + +Miss Fitzherbert simpered, and accepted these remarks as mere statements +of obvious fact. She was accustomed to hear of Boticelli and the early +Italian painters in connection with her own charms of face and figure. + +Lesbia, whose faultless features were of the aquiline type, regarded the +bard's rhapsody as insufferable twaddle, and began to think Mr. Smithson +almost a wit when he made fun of the bard. + +Smithson was enchanted when she laughed at his jokelets, even although +she did not scruple to tell him that she thought his favourite pictures +detestable, and looked with the eye of indifference on a collection of +jade that was worth a small fortune. + +Mr. Meander fell into another rhapsody over those classic cups and +shallow little bowls of absinthe-coloured jade. + +'Here if you like, are colour and beauty,' he murmured, caressing one of +the little cups with the roseate tips of his supple fingers. 'These, +dearest Smithson, are worth all the rest of your collection; worth +vanloads of your cloisonne enamels, your dragon-jars in blood-colour and +blue. This cloudy indefinable substance, not crudely transparent nor yet +distinctly opaque, a something which touches the boundary line of two +worlds--the real and the ideal. And then the colour! Great heaven, can +anything be lovelier than this shadowy tint which is neither yellow nor +green; faint, faint as the dawn of newly-awakened day? After the siege +of blood-bedabbled Delhi, Baron Rothschild sent a special agent to India +to buy him a little jade tea-pot which had been the joy of Eastern +Kings. Only a tea-pot. Yet Rothschild deemed it worth a voyage from +England to India. That is what the love of the beautiful means, in Jew +or Gentile,' concluded the bard, smiling on the company, as they +gathered round the Florentine table on which the jade specimens were set +out, Lady Kirkbank looking at the little cups and basins as if she +thought they were going to do something, after all this fuss had been +made about them. It seemed hardly credible that any reasonable being +could have given thirty guineas for one of those bits of greenish-yellow +clouded glass, unless the thing had some peculiar property of expansion +or contraction. + +After this breakfast in Park Lane Lady Lesbia and her admirer met daily. +He went to all her parties; he sat out waltzes with her, in +conservatories, and on staircases; for Horace Smithson was much too +shrewd a man to enter himself in the race for dancing men, handicapped +by his forty years and his fourteen stone. He contrived to amuse Lesbia +by his conversation, which was essentially mundane, depreciating people +whom all the rest of the world admired, or pretended to admire, telling +her of the secret springs by which the society she saw around her was +moved. He was judicious in his revelations of hidden evil, and careful +to say nothing which should offend Lady Lesbia's modesty; yet he +contrived in a very short time to teach her that the world in which she +lived was an utterly corrupt world, whose high priest was Satan; that +all lofty aspirations and noble sentiments were out of place in society; +and that the worst among the people she met were the people who laid any +claim to being better than their neighbours. + +'That's why I adore Lady Kirkbank,' he said, confidentially. 'The dear +soul never pretends to be any better than the rest of us. She gambles, +and we all know she gambles; she pegs, and we all know she pegs; and she +makes rather a boast of being up to her eyes in debt. No humbug about +dear old Georgie.' + +Lesbia had seen enough of her chaperon by this time to know that Mr. +Smithson's description of the lady was correct, and, this being so, she +supposed that the facts and traits of character which he told her about +in other people were also true. She thus adopted the Smithsonian, or +fashionable-pessimist view of society in general, and resigned herself +to the idea that the world was a very wicked world, as well as a very +pleasant world, that the wickedest people were generally the +pleasantest, and that it did not much matter. + +The fact that Mr. Smithson was at Lesbia Haselden's feet was obvious to +everybody. + +Lesbia, who had at first treated him with supreme hauteur, had grown +more civil as she began to understand the place he held in the world, +and how much social influence goes along with unlimited wealth. She was +civil, but she had quite made up her mind that nothing could ever induce +her to become Horace Smithson's wife. That offer which had hung fire in +the case of poor Belle Trinder, was not too long delayed on this +occasion. Mr. Smithson called in Arlington Street about ten days after +the breakfast in Park Lane, before luncheon, and before Lady Kirkbank +had left her room. He brought tickets for a _matinee d'invitation_ in +Belgrave Square, at which a new and wonderful Russian pianiste was to +make a kind of semi-official _debut_, before an audience of critics and +distinguished amateurs, and the elect of the musical world. They were +tickets which money could not buy, and were thus a meet offering for +Lady Lesbia, and a plausible excuse for an early call. + +Mr. Smithson succeeded in seeing Lesbia alone, and then and there, with +very little circumlocution, asked her to be his wife. + +Her social education had advanced considerably since that summer day in +the pine-wood, when John Hammond had wooed her with passionate wooing. +Mr. Smithson was a much less ardent suitor, and made his offer with the +air of a man who expects to be accepted. + +Lesbia's beautiful head bent a little, like a lily on its stalk, and a +faint blush deepened the pale rose tint of her complexion. Her reply was +courteous and conventional. She was flattered, she was grateful for Mr. +Smithson's high opinion of her; but she was deeply grieved if anything +in her manner had given him reason to think that he was more to her than +a friend, an old friend of dear Lady Kirkbank's, whom she was naturally +predisposed to like, as Lady Kirkbank's friend. + +Horace Smithson turned pale as death, but if he was angry, he gave no +utterance to his angry feelings. He only asked if Lady Lesbia's answer +was final--and on being told that it was so, he dismissed the subject in +the easiest manner, and with a gentlemanlike placidity which very much +astonished the lady. + +'You say that you regard me as your friend,' he said. 'Do not withdraw +that privilege from me because I have asked for a higher place in your +esteem. Forget all I have said this morning. Be assured I shall never +offend you by repeating it.' + +'You are more than good,' murmured Lesbia, who had expected a wild +outbreak of despair or fury, rather than this friendly calm. + +'I hope that you and Lady Kirkbank will go and hear Madame Metzikoff +this afternoon,' pursued Mr. Smithson, returning to the subject of the +_matinee_. 'The duchess's rooms are lovely; but no doubt you know them.' + +Lesbia blushed, and confessed that the Duchess of Lostwithiel was one of +those select few who were not on Lady Kirkbank's visiting list. + +'There are people Lady Kirkbank cannot get on with,' she said. 'Perhaps +she will hardly like to go to the duchess's, as she does not visit her.' + +'Oh, but this affair counts for nothing. We go to hear Metzikoff, not to +bow down to the duchess. All the people in town who care for music will +be there, and you who play so divinely must enjoy fine professional +playing.' + +'I worship a really great player,' said Lesbia, 'and if I can drag Lady +Kirkbank to the house of the enemy, we will be there.' + +On this Mr. Smithson discreetly murmured '_au revoir_,' took up his hat +and cane, and departed, without, in Sir George's parlance, having turned +a hair. + +'Refusal number one,' he said to himself, as he went downstairs, with +his leisurely catlike pace, that velvet step by which he had gradually +crept into society. 'We may have to go through refusal number two and +number three; but she means to have me. She is a very clever girl for a +countrybred one; and she knows that it is worth her while to be Lady +Lesbia Smithson.' + +This soliloquy may be taken to prove that Horace Smithson knew Lesbia +Haselden better than she knew herself. She had refused him in all good +faith; but even to-day, after he had left her, she fell into a day-dream +in which Mr. Smithson's houses and yachts, drags and hunters, formed the +shifting pictures in a dissolving view of society; and Lesbia wondered +if there were any other young woman in London who would refuse such an +offer as that which she had quietly rejected half-an-hour ago. + +Lady Kirkbank surprised her while she was still absorbed in this dreamy +review of the position. It is just possible that the fair Georgie may +have had notice of Mr. Smithson's morning visit, and may have kept out +of the way on purpose, for she was not a person of lazy habits, and was +generally ready for her nine o'clock breakfast and her morning stroll in +the park, however late she might have been out overnight. + +'Mr. Smithson has been here, I understand,' said Lady Kirkbank, settling +herself in an arm-chair by the open window, after she had kissed her +_protegee_. 'Rilboche passed him on the stairs.' + +'Rilboche is always passing people on the stairs,' answered Lesbia +rather pettishly. 'I think she must spend her life on the landing, +listening for arrivals and departures.' + +'I had a kind of vague idea that Smithson would call to-day. He was so +fussy about those tickets for the Metzikoff recital. I hate pianoforte +recitals, and I detest that starched old duchess, but I suppose I shall +have to take you there--or poor Smithson will be miserable,' said Lady +Kirkbank, watching Lesbia keenly over the top of the newspaper. + +She expected Lesbia to confide in her, to announce herself blushingly as +the betrothed of one of the richest commoners in England. But Lesbia sat +gazing dreamily across the flowers in the balcony at the house over the +way, and said never a word; so Lady Kirkbank's curiosity burst into +speech. + +'Well, my dear, has he proposed? There was something in his manner last +night when he put on your wraps that made me think the crisis was near.' + +'The crisis is come and is past, and Mr. Smithson and I are just as good +friends as ever.' + +'What!' screamed Lady Kirkbank. 'Do you mean to tell me that you have +refused him?' + +'Certainly. You know I never meant to do anything else. Did you think I +was like Miss Trinder, bent upon marrying town and country houses, +stables and diamonds?' + +'I did not think you were a fool,' cried Lady Kirkbank, almost beside +herself with vexation, for it had been borne in upon her, as the +Methodists sometimes say, that if Mr. Smithson should prosper in his +wooing it would be better for her, Lady Kirkbank, who would have a claim +upon his kindness ever after. 'What can be your motive in refusing one +of the very best matches of the season--or of ever so many seasons? You +think, perhaps, you will marry a duke, if you wait long enough for his +Grace to appear; but the number of marrying dukes is rather small, Lady +Lesbia, and I don't think any of those would care to marry Lord +Maulevrier's granddaughter.' + +Lesbia started to her feet, pale as ashes. + +'Why do you fling my grandfather's name in my face--and with that +diabolical sneer?' she exclaimed. 'When I have asked you about him you +have always evaded my questions. Why should a man of the highest rank +shrink from marrying Lord Maulevrier's granddaughter? My grandfather +was a distinguished man--Governor of Madras. Such posts are not given to +nobodies. How can you dare to speak as if it were a disgrace to me to +belong to him?' + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + +'CLUBS, DIAMONDS, HEARTS, IN WILD DISORDER SEEN.' + + +Lady Kirkbank had considerable difficulty in smoothing Lesbia's ruffled +plumage. She did all in her power to undo the effect of her rash +words--declared that she had been carried away by temper--she had spoken +she knew not what--words of no meaning. Of course Lesbia's grandfather +had been a great man--Governor of Madras; altogether an important and +celebrated person--and Lady Kirkbank had meant nothing, could have meant +nothing to his disparagement. + +'My dearest girl, I was beside myself, and talked sheer nonsense,' said +Georgie. 'But you know really now, dearest, any woman of the world would +be provoked at your foolish refusal of that dear good Smithson. Only +think of that too lovely house in Park Lane, a palace in the style of +the Italian Renaissance--such a house is in itself equivalent to a +peerage--and there is no doubt Smithson will be offered a peerage before +he is much older. I have heard it confidently asserted that when the +present Ministry retires Smithson will be made a Peer. You have no idea +what a useful man he is, or what henchman's service he has done the +Ministry in financial matters. And then there is his villa at +Deauville--you don't know Deauville--a positively perfect place, the +villa, I mean, built by the Duke de Morny in the golden days of the +Empire--and another at Cowes, and his palace in Berkshire, a manor, my +love, with a glorious old Tudor manor-house; and he has a _pied a terre_ +in Paris, in the Faubourg, a ground-floor furnished in the Pompeian +style, half-a-dozen rooms opening one out of the other, and surrounding +a small garden, with a fountain in the middle. Some of the greatest +people in Paris occupy the upper part of the house, and their rooms of +course are splendid; but Smithson's ground-floor is the gem of the +Faubourg. However, I suppose there is no use in talking any more; for +there is the gong for luncheon.' + +Lesbia was in no humour for luncheon. + +'I would rather have a cup of tea in my own room,' she said. 'This +Smithson business has given me an abominable headache.' + +'But you will go to hear Metzikoff?' + +'No, thanks. You detest the Duchess of Lostwithiel, and you don't care +for pianoforte recitals. Why should I drag you there?' + +'But, my dearest Lesbia, I am not such a selfish wretch as to keep you +at home, when I know you are passionately fond of good music. Forget all +about your headache, and let me see how that lovely little Catherine of +Aragon bonnet suits you. I'm so glad I happened to see it in Seraphine's +hands yesterday, just as she was going to send it to Lady Fonvielle, who +gives herself such intolerable airs on the strength of a pretty face, +and always wants to get the _primeures_ in bonnets and things.' + +'Another new bonnet!' replied Lesbia. 'What an infinity of things I seem +to be having from Seraphine. I'm afraid I must owe her a good deal of +money.' + +This was a vague way of speaking about actual facts. Lady Lesbia might +have spoken with more certainty. Her wardrobes and old-fashioned hanging +closets and chests of drawers in Arlington Street were crammed to +overflowing with finery; and then there were all the things that she had +grown tired of, or had thought unbecoming, and had given away to Kibble, +her own maid, or to Rilboche, who had in a great measure superseded +Kibble on all important occasions; for how could a Westmoreland girl +know how to dress a young lady for London balls and drawing-rooms? + +'If you had only accepted Mr. Smithson it would not matter how much +money you owed people,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'You had better come down to +lunch. A glass of Heidseck will bring you up to concert pitch.' + +Champagne was Lady Kirkbank's idea of a universal panacea; and she had +gradually succeeded in teaching Lesbia to believe in the sovereign power +of Heidseck as a restorative for shattered nerves. At Fellside Lesbia +had drunk only water; but then at Fellside she had never known that +feeling of exhaustion and prostration which follows days and nights +spent in society, the wear and tear of a mind forever on the alert, and +brilliant spirits which are more often forced than real. For her chief +stimulant Lesbia had recourse to the teapot; but there were occasions +when she found that something more than tea was needed to maintain that +indispensable vivacity of manner which Lady Kirkbank called concert +pitch. + +To-day she allowed herself to be persuaded. She went down to luncheon, +and took a couple of glasses of dry champagne with her cutlet, and, thus +restored, was equal to putting on the new bonnet, which was so becoming +that her spirits revived as she contemplated the effect in her glass. So +Lady Kirkbank carried her off to the musical _matinee_, beaming and +radiant, having forgotten all about that dark hint of evil glancing at +the name of her long dead grandfather. + +The duchess was not on view when Lady Kirkbank and her _protegee_ +arrived, and a good many people belonging to Georgie's own particular +set were scattered like flowers among those real music-lovers who had +come solely to hear the new pianiste. The music-lovers were mostly dowdy +in their attire, and seemed a race apart. Among them were several young +women of the Blessed Damozel school, who wore flowing garments of +sap-green or ochre, or puffed raiment of Venetian red, and among whom +the cartwheel hat, the Elizabethan sleeve, and the Toby frill were +conspicuous. + +There were very few men except the musical critics in this select +assemblage, and Lesbia began to think that it was going to be very +dreary. She had lived in such an atmosphere of masculine adulation while +under Lady Kirkbank's wing that it was a new thing to find herself in a +room where there were none to love and very few to praise her. She felt +out in the cold, as it were. Those ungloved critics, with their shabby +coats and dubious shirts, snuffy, smoky, everything they ought not to +be, seemed to her a race of barbarians. + +Finding herself thus cold and lonely in the midst of the duchess's +splendour of peacock-blue velvet and peacock-feather decoration, Lesbia +was almost glad when in the middle of Madame Metzikoff's opening +gondolied--airy, fairy music, executed with surpassing delicacy--Mr. +Smithson crept gently into the _fauteuil_ just behind hers, and leant +over the back of the chair to whisper an inquiry as to her opinion of +the pianist's style. + +'She is exquisite,' Lesbia murmured softly, but the whispered question +and the murmured answer, low as they were, provoked indignant looks from +a brace of damsels in Venetian red, who shook their Toby frills with an +outraged air. + +Lesbia felt that Mr. Smithson's presence was hardly correct. It would +have been 'better form' if he had stayed away; and yet she was glad to +have him here. At the worst he was some one--nay, according to Lady +Kirkbank, he was the only one amongst all her admirers whose offer was +worth having. All Lesbia's other conquests had counted as barren honour; +but if she could have brought herself to accept Mr. Smithson she would +have secured the very best match of the season. + +To marry a plain Mr. Smithson--a man who had made his money in iron--in +cochineal--on the Stock Exchange--had seemed to her absolute +degradation, the surrender of all her lofty hopes, her golden dreams. +But Lady Kirkbank had put the question in a new light when she said that +Smithson would be offered a peerage. Smithson the peer would be +altogether a different person from Smithson the commoner. + +But was Lady Kirkbank sure of her facts, or truthful in her statement? +Lesbia's experience of her chaperon's somewhat loose notions of truth +and exactitude made her doubtful upon this point. + +Be this as it might she was inclined to be civil to Smithson, albeit she +was inwardly surprised and offended at his taking her refusal so calmly. + +'You see that I am determined not to lose the privilege of your society, +because I have been foolish!' he said presently, in the pause after the +first part of the recital. 'I hope you will consider me as much your +friend to-day as I was yesterday.' + +'Quite as much,' she answered sweetly, and then they talked of Raff, and +Rubenstein, and Henselt, and all the composers about whom it is the +correct thing to discourse nowadays. + +Before they left Belgrave Square Lady Kirkbank had offered Mr. Smithson +Sir George's place in her box at the Gaiety that evening, and had +invited him to supper in Arlington Street afterwards. + +It was Sarah Bernhardt's first season in London--the +never-to-be-forgotten season of the Comedie Francaise. + +'I should love of all things to be there,' said Mr. Smithson, meekly. He +had a couple of stalls in the third row for the whole of the season. +'But how can I be sure that I shall not be turning Sir George out of +doors?' + +'Sir George can never sit out a serious play. He only cares for Chaumont +or Judie. The Demi-monde is much too prosy for him.' + +'The Demi-monde is one of the finest plays in the French language,' said +Smithson. 'You know it, of course, Lady Lesbia?' + +'Alas! no. At Fellside I was not allowed to read French plays or novels: +or only a novel now and then, which my grandmother selected for me.' + +'And now you read everything, I suppose,--including Zola?' + +'The books are lying about, and I dip into them sometimes while I am +having my hair brushed,' answered Lesbia, lightly. + +'I believe that is the only time ladies devote to literature during the +season,' said Mr. Smithson. 'Well, I envy you the delight of seeing the +Demi-monde without knowing what it is all about beforehand.' + +'I daresay there are a good many people who would not take their girls +to see a play by Dumas,' said Lady Kirkbank, 'but I make a point of +letting _my_ girls see everything. It widens their minds and awakens +their intelligence.' + +'And does away with a good many silly prejudices,' replied Mr. +Smithson. + +Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia were due at a Kensington garden-party after the +recital, and from the garden-party, for which any hour sufficed, they +went to show themselves in the Park, then back to Arlington Street to +dress for the play. Then a hurried dinner, and they were in their places +at the theatre in time for the rising of the curtain. + +'If it were an English play we would not care for being punctual,' said +Lady Kirkbank; 'but I should hate to lose a word of Dumas. In his plays +every speech tells.' + +There were Royalties present, and the house was good; but not so full as +it had been on some other nights, for the English public had been told +that Sarah Bernhardt was the person to admire, and had been flocking +sheep-like after that golden-haired enchantress, whereby many of these +sheep--fighting greedily for Sarah's nights, and ignoring all other +talent--lost some of the finest acting on the French stage, notably that +of Croizette, Delaunay and Febvre, in this very Demi-monde. Lesbia, who, +in spite of her affectations, was still fresh enough to be charmed with +fine acting and a powerful play, was enthralled by the stage, so wrapt +in the scene that she was quite unaware of her brother's presence in a +stall just below Lady Kirkbank's box. He too had a stall at the Gaiety. +He had come in very late, when the play was half over. Lesbia was +surprised when he presented himself at the door of the box, after the +fourth act. + +Maulevrier and his sister had met very seldom since the young lady's +_debut_. The young Earl did not go to many parties, and the society he +cultivated was chiefly masculine; and as he neither played polo nor shot +pigeons his masculine pursuits did not bring him in his sister's way. +Lady Kirkbank had asked him to her house with that wide and general +invitation which is so easily evaded. He had promised to go, and he had +not gone. And thus Lesbia and he had pursued their several ways, only +crossing each other's paths now and then at a race meeting or in a +theatre. + +'How d'ye do, Lady Kirkbank?--how d'ye do, Lesbia? Just caught sight of +you from below as the curtain was going down,' said Maulevrier, shaking +hands with the ladies and saluting Mr. Smithson with a somewhat +supercilious nod. 'Rather surprised to see you and Lesbia here to-night, +Lady Kirkbank. Isn't the Demi-monde rather strong meat for babes, eh? +Not _exactly_ the play one would take a young lady to see.' + +'Why should a young lady be forbidden to see a fine play, because there +are some hard and bitter truths told in it?' asked Lady Kirkbank. +'Lesbia sees Madame d'Ange and all her sisterhood in the Park and about +London every day of her life. Why should not she see them on the stage, +and hear their history, and understand how cruel their fate is, and +learn to pity them, if she can? I really think this play is a lesson in +Christian charity; and I should like to see that Oliver man strangled, +though Delaunay plays the part divinely. What a voice! What a manner! +How polished! How perfect! And they tell me he is going to leave the +stage in a year or two. What will the world do without him?' + +Maulevrier did not attempt to suggest a solution of this difficulty. He +was watching Mr. Smithson as he leant against the back of Lesbia's chair +and talked to her. The two seemed very familiar, laughingly discussing +the play and the actors. Smithson knew, or pretended to know, all about +the latter. He told Lesbia who made Croizette's gowns--the upholsterer +who furnished that lovely house of hers in the Bois--the sums paid for +her horses, her pictures, her diamonds. It seemed to Lesbia, when she +had heard all, that Croizette was a much-to-be-envied person. + +Mr. Smithson had unpublished _bon-mots_ of Dumas at his finger ends; he +knew Daudet, and Sarcey, and Sardou, and seemed to be thoroughly at home +in Parisian artistic society. Lesbia began to think that he would hardly +be so despicable a person as she had at first supposed. No wonder he and +his wealth had turned poor Belle Trinder's head. How could a rural +vicar's daughter, accustomed to poverty, help being dazzled by such +magnificence? + +Maulevrier stayed in the box only a short time, and refused Lady +Kirkbank's invitation to supper. She did not urge the point, as she had +surprised one or two very unfriendly glances at Mr. Smithson in +Maulevrier's honest eyes. She did not want an antagonistic brother to +interfere with her plans. She had made up her mind to 'run' Lesbia +according to her own ideas, and any counter influence might be fatal. +So, when Maulevrier said he was due at the Marlborough after the play +she let him go. + +'I might as well be at Fellside and you in London, for anything I see of +you,' said Lesbia. + +'You are up to your eyes in engagements, and I don't suppose you want to +see any more of me.' Maulevrier answered, bluntly. 'But I'll call to-morrow +morning, if I am likely to find you at home. I've some news for you.' + +'Then I'll stay at home on purpose to see you. News is always +delightful. Is it good news, by-the-bye?' + +'Very good; at least, I think so.' + +'What is it about?' + +'Oh! that's a long story, and the curtain is just going up. The news is +about Mary.' + +'About Mary!' exclaimed Lesbia, elevating her eyebrows. 'What news can +there possibly be about Mary?' + +'Such news as there generally is about every nice jolly girl, at least +once in her life.' + +'You don't mean that she is engaged--to a curate?' + +'No, not to a curate. There goes the curtain. "I'll see you later," as +the Yankee President used to say when people bothered him, and he didn't +like to say no.' + +Engaged: Mary engaged! The idea of such an altogether unexpected event +distracted Lesbia's mind all through the last act of the Demi-monde. She +hardly knew what the actors were talking about. Mary, her younger +sister! Mary, a good looking girl enough, but by no means a beauty, and +with manners utterly unformed. That Mary should be engaged to be +married, while she, Lesbia, was still free, seemed an obvious absurdity. + +And yet the fact was, on reflection, easily to be accounted for. These +unattractive girls are generally the first to bind themselves with the +vows of betrothal. Lady Kirkbank had told her of many such cases. The +poor creatures know that their chances will be few, and therefore +gratefully welcome the first wooer. + +'But who can the man be?' thought Lesbia. 'Mary has been kept as +secluded as a cloistered nun. There are so few families we have ever +been allowed to mix with. The man must be a curate, who has taken +advantage of grandmother's illness to force his way into the family +circle at Fellside--and who has made love to Mary in some of her lonely +rambles over the hills, I daresay. It is really very wrong to allow a +girl to roam about in that way.' + +Sir George and a couple of his horsey friends were waiting for supper +when Lady Kirkbank and her party arrived in Arlington Street. The +dining-room looked a picture of comfort. The oval table, the low lamps, +the clusters of candles under coloured shades, the great Oriental bowl +of wild flowers--eglantine, honeysuckle, foxglove, all the sweet hedge +flowers of midsummer, made a central mass of colour and brightness +against the subdued and even sombre tones of walls and curtains. The +room was old, the furniture old. Nothing had been altered since the time +of Sir George's great grandfather; and the whirligig of time had just +now made the old things precious. Yes, those chairs and tables and +sideboards and bookcases and wine-coolers against which Georgie's soul +had revolted in the early years of her wedded life were now things of +beauty, and Georgie's friends envied her the possession of indisputable +Chippendale furniture. + +Mr. Mostyn, a distinguished owner of race-horses, with his pretty wife, +made up the party. The gentleman was full of his entries for Liverpool +and Chester, and discoursed mysteriously with Sir George and the horsey +bachelors all supper time. The lady had lately taken up science as a new +form of excitement, not incompatible with frocks, bonnets, Hurlingham, +the Ranelagh, and Sandown. She raved about Huxley and Tyndall, and was +perpetually coming down upon her friends with awful facts about the sun, +and startling propositions about latent heat, or spontaneous generation. +She knew all about gases, and would hardly accept a glass of water +without explaining what it was made of. Drawn by Mr. Smithson for +Lesbia's amusement, the scientific matron was undoubtedly 'good fun.' +The racing men were full of talk. Lesbia and Lady Kirkbank raved about +the play they had just been seeing, and praised Delaunay with an +enthusiasm which was calculated to make the rest of mankind burst with +envy. + +'Do you know you are making me positively wretched by your talk about +that man?' said Colonel Delville, one of Sir George's racing friends, +and an ancient adorer of the fair Georgie's. 'No, I tell you there was +never anything offered higher than five to four on the mare,' +interjectionally, to Sir George. 'There was a day when I thought I was +your idea of an attractive man. Yes, George, a clear case of roping,' +again interjectionally. 'And to hear you raving about this play-acting +fellow--it is too humiliating.' + +Lady Kirkbank simpered, and then sighed. + +'We are getting old together,' she murmured. 'I have come to an age when +one can only admire the charm of manner in the abstract--the Beautiful +for the sake of the Beautiful. I think if I were lying in my grave, the +music of Delaunay's voice would thrill me, under six feet of London +clay. Will no one take any more wine? No. Then we may as well go into +the next room and begin our little Nap.' + +The adjoining room was Sir George's snuggery; and it was here that the +cosy little round games after supper were always played. Sir George was +not a studious person. He never read, and he never wrote, except an +occasional cheque on account, for an importunate tradesman. His +correspondence was conducted by the telegraph or telephone; and the +room, therefore, was absorbed neither by books nor writing desks. It was +furnished solely with a view to comfort. There was a round table in the +centre, under a large moderator lamp which gave an exceptionally +brilliant light. A divan covered with dark brown velvet occupied three +sides of the room. A few choice pieces of old blue Oriental ware in the +corners enlivened the dark brown walls. Three or four easy chairs stood +about near the broad, old-fashioned fireplace, which had been improved +with a modern-antique brass grate and a blue and white tiled hearth. + +'There isn't a room in my house that looks half as comfortable as this +den of yours, George,' said Mr. Smithson, as he seated himself by +Lesbia's side at the card table. + +They had agreed to be partners. 'Partners at cards, even if we are not +to be partners for life,' Smithson had whispered, tenderly; and Lesbia's +only reply had been a modest lowering of lovely eyelids, and a faint, +faint blush. Lesbia's blushes were growing fainter every day. + +'That is because everything in your house is so confoundedly handsome +and expensive,' retorted Sir George, who did not very much care about +being called George, _tout court_, by a person of Mr. Smithson's obscure +antecedents, but who had to endure the familiarity for reasons known +only to himself and Mr. Smithson. 'No man can expect to be comfortable +in a house in which every room has cost a small fortune. My wife +re-arranged this den half-a-dozen years ago when we took to sittin' here +of an evenin'. She picked up the chairs and the blue pots at Bonham's, +had everythin' covered with brown velvet--nice subdued tone, suit old +people--hung up that yaller curtain, just for a bit of colour, and here +we are.' + +'It's the cosiest room in town,' said Colonel Delville, whereupon Mrs. +Mostyn, while counters were being distributed, explained to the company +on scientific principles _why_ the room was comfortable, expatiating +upon the effect of yellow and brown upon the retina, and some curious +facts relating to the optic machinery of water-fleas, as lately +discovered by a great naturalist. + +Unfortunately for science, the game had now begun, and the players were +curiously indifferent as to the visual organs of water-fleas. + +The game went on merrily till the pearly lights of dawn began to creep +through the chinks of Lady Kirkbank's yellow curtain. Everybody seemed +gay, yet everybody could not be winning. Fortune had not smiled upon +Lesbia's cards, or on those of her partner. The Smithson and Haselden +firm had come to grief. Lesbia's little ivory purse had been emptied of +its three or four half-sovereigns, and Mr. Smithson had been +capitalising a losing concern for the last two hours. And the play had +been fast and furious, although nominally for small stakes. + +'I am afraid to think of how much I must owe you,' said Lesbia, when Mr. +Smithson bade her good night. + +'Oh, nothing worth speaking of--sixteen or seventeen pounds, at most.' + +Lesbia felt cold and creepy, and hardly knew whether it was the chill of +new-born day, or the sense of owing money to Horace Smithson. Those +three or four half-sovereigns to-night were the end of her last +remittance from Lady Maulevrier. She had had a great many remittances +from that generous grandmother; and the money had all gone, somehow. It +was gone, and yet she had paid for hardly anything. She had accounts +with all Lady Kirkbank's tradesmen. The money had melted away--it had +oozed out of her pockets--at cards, on the race-course, in reckless +gifts to servants and people, at fancy fairs, for trifles bought here +and there by the way-side, as it were, for the sake of buying. If she +had been suddenly asked for an account of her stewardship she could not +have told what she had done with half of the money. And now she must ask +for twenty pounds more, and immediately, to pay Mr. Smithson. + +She went up to her room in the clear early light, and stood like a +statue, with fixed thoughtful eyes, while Kibble took off her finery, +the pretty pale yellow gown which set off her dark brown hair, her +violet eyes. For the first time in her life she felt the keen pang of +anxiety about money matters--the necessity to think of ways and means. +She had no idea how much money she had received from her grandmother +since she had begun her career in Scotland last autumn. The cheques had +been sent her as she asked for them; sometimes even before she asked for +them; and she had kept no account. She thought her grandmother was so +rich that expenditure could not matter. She supposed that she was +drawing upon an inexhaustible supply. And now Lady Kirkbank had told her +that Lady Maulevrier was not rich, as the world reckons nowadays. The +savings of a dowager countess even in forty years of seclusion could be +but a small fund to draw upon for the expenses of life at high pressure. + +'The sums people spend nowadays are positively appalling,' said Lady +Kirkbank. 'A man with five or six thousand a year is an absolute pauper. +I'm sure our existence is only genteel beggary, and yet we spend over +ten thousand.' + +Enlightened thus by the lips of the worldly-wise, Lesbia thought +ruefully of the bills which her grandmother would have to pay for her at +the end of the season, bills of the amount whereof she could not even +make an approximate guess. Seraphine's charges had never been discussed +in her hearing--but Lady Kirkbank had admitted that the creature was +dear. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + +'SWIFT SUBTLE POST, CARRIER OF GRISLY CARE.' + + +Maulevrier called in Arlington Street before twelve o'clock next day, +and found Lesbia just returning from her early ride, looking as fresh +and fair as if there had been no such thing as Nap or late hours in the +story of her life. She was reposing in a large easy chair by the open +window, in habit and hat, just as she had come from the Row, where she +had been laughing and chatting with Mr. Smithson, who jogged demurely by +her side on his short-legged hunter, dropping out envenomed little jokes +about the passers by. People who saw him riding by her side upon this +particular morning fancied there was something more than usual in the +gentleman's manner, and made up their minds that Lady Lesbia Haselden +was to be mistress of the fine house in Park Lane. Mr. Smithson had +fluttered and fluttered for the last five seasons; but this time the +flutterer was caught. + +In her newly-awakened anxiety about money matters, Lesbia had forgotten +Mary's engagement: but the sight of Maulevrier recalled the fact. + +'Come over here and sit down,' she said, 'and tell me this nonsense +about Mary. I am expiring with curiosity. The thing is too absurd.' + +'Why absurd?' asked Maulevrier, sitting where she bade him, and +studiously perusing the name in his hat, as if it were a revelation. + +'Oh, for a thousand reasons,' answered Lesbia, switching the flowers in +the balcony with her light little whip. 'First and foremost it is absurd +to think of any one so buried alive as poor Mary is finding an admirer; +and secondly--well--I don't want to be rude to my own sister--but Mary +is not particularly attractive.' + +'Mary is the dearest girl in the world.' + +'Very likely. I only said that she is not particularly attractive.' + +'And do you think there is no attraction in goodness, in freshness and +innocence, candour, generosity--?' + +'I don't know. But I think that if Mary's nose had been a thought +longer, and if she had kept her skin free from freckles she would have +been almost pretty.' + +'Do you really? Luckily for Mary the man who is going to marry her +thinks her lovely.' + +'I suppose he likes freckles. I once heard a man say he did. He said +they were so original--so much character about them. And, pray, who is +the man?' + +'Your old adorer, and my dear friend, John Hammond.' + +Lesbia turned as pale as death--pale with rage and mortification. It was +not jealousy, this pang which rent her shallow soul. She had ceased to +care for John Hammond. The whirlpool of society had spun that first +fancy out of her giddy brain. But that a man who had loved the highest, +who had worshipped her, the peerless, the beautiful, should calmly +transfer his affections to her younger sister, was to the last degree +exasperating. + +'Your friend Mr. Hammond must be a fickle fool,' she exclaimed, 'who +does not know his own mind from day to day.' + +'Oh, but it was more than a day after you rejected him that he engaged +himself to Molly. It was all my doing, and I am proud of my work. I took +the poor fellow back to Fellside last March, bruised and broken by your +cruel treatment, heartsore and depressed. I gave him over to Molly, and +Molly cured him. Unconsciously, innocently, she won that noble heart. +Ah, Lesbia, you don't know what a heart it is which you so nearly +broke.' + +'Girls in our rank of life can't afford to marry noble hearts,' said +Lesbia, scornfully. 'Do you mean to tell me that Lady Maulevrier +consented to the engagement?' + +'She cut up rather rough at first; but Molly held her own like a young +lioness--and the grandmother gave way. You see she has a fixed idea that +Molly is a very second-rate sort of person compared with you, and that a +husband who was not nearly good enough for you might pass muster for +Molly; and so she gave way, and there isn't a happier young woman in +the three kingdoms than Mary Haselden.' + +'What are they to live upon?' asked Lesbia, with an incredulous air. + +'Mary will have her five hundred a year. And Hammond is a very clever +fellow. You may be sure he will make his mark in the world.' + +'And how are they to live while he is making his mark? Five hundred a +year won't do more than pay for Mary's frocks, if she goes into +society.' + +'Perhaps they will live without society.' + +'In some horrid little hovel in one of those narrow streets off +Ecclestone Square,' suggested Lesbia, shudderingly. 'It is too dreadful +to think of--a young woman dooming herself to life-long penury, just +because she is so foolish as to fall in love.' + +'Your days for falling in love are over, I suppose, Lesbia?' said +Maulevrier, contemplating his sister with keen scrutiny. + +The beautiful face, so perfect in line and colour, curiously recalled +that other face at Fellside; the dowager's face, with its look of marble +coldness, and the half-expressed pain under that outward calm. Here was +the face of one who had not yet known pain or passion. Here was the cold +perfection of beauty with unawakened heart. + +'I don't know; I am too busy to think of such things.' + +'You have done with love; and you have begun to think of marriage, of +establishing yourself properly. People tell me you are going to marry +Mr. Smithson.' + +'People tell you more about me than I know about myself.' + +'Come now, Lesbia, I have a right to know the truth upon this point. +Your brother--your only brother--should be the first person to be told.' + +'When I am engaged, I have no doubt you will be the first person, or the +second person,' answered Lesbia, lightly. 'Lady Kirkbank, living on the +premises, is likely to be the first.' + +'Then you are not engaged to Smithson?' + +'Didn't I tell you so just now? Mr. Smithson did me the honour to make +me an offer yesterday, at about this hour; and I did myself the honour +to reject him.' + +'And yet you were whispering together in the box last night, and you +were riding in the Row with him this morning. I just met a fellow who +saw you together. Do you think it is right, Lesbia, to play fast and +loose with the man--to encourage him, if you don't mean to marry him?' + +'How can you accuse me of encouraging a person whom I flatly refused +yesterday morning? If Mr. Smithson likes my society as a friend, must I +needs deny him my friendship, ask Lady Kirkbank to shut her door against +him? Mr. Smithson is very pleasant as an acquaintance; and although I +don't want to marry him, there's no reason I should snub him.' + +'Smithson is not a man to be trifled with. You will find yourself +entangled in a web which you won't easily break through.' + +'I am not afraid of webs. By-the-bye, is it true that Mr. Smithson is +likely to get a peerage?' + +'I have heard people say as much. Smithson has spent no end of money on +electioneering, and is a power in the House, though he very rarely +speaks. His Berkshire estate gives him a good deal of influence in that +county; at the last general election he subscribed twenty thou to the +Conservative cause; for, like most men who have risen from nothing, your +friend Smithson is a fine old Tory. He was specially elected at the +Carlton six years ago, and has made himself uncommonly useful to his +party. He is supposed to be great on financial questions, and comes out +tremendously on colonial railways or drainage schemes, about which the +House in general is in profound ignorance. On those occasions Smithson +scores high. A man with immense wealth has always chances. No doubt, if +you were to marry him, the peerage would be easily managed. Smithson's +money, backed by the Maulevrier influence, would go a long way. My +grandmother would move heaven and earth in a case of that kind. You had +better take pity on Smithson.' + +Lesbia laughed. That idea of a possible peerage elevated Smithson in her +eyes. She knew nothing of his political career, as she lived in a set +which ignored politics altogether. Mr. Smithson had never talked to her +of his parliamentary duties; and it was a new thing for her to hear that +he had some kind of influence in public affairs. + +'Suppose I were inclined to accept him, would you like him as a +brother-in-law?' she asked lightly. 'I thought from your manner last +night that you rather disliked him.' + +'I don't quite like him or any of his breed, the newly rich, who go +about in society swelling with the sense of their own importance, +perspiring gold, as it were. And one has always a faint suspicion of men +who have got rich very quickly, an idea that there must be some kind of +juggling. Not in the case of a great contractor, perhaps, who can point +to a viaduct and docks and railways, and say, "I built that, and that, +and that. These are the sources of my wealth." But a man who gets +enormously rich by mere ciphering! Where can his money come from, except +out of other people's pockets? I know nothing against your Mr. Smithson, +but I always suspect that class of men,' concluded Maulevrier shaking +his head significantly. + +Lesbia was not much influenced by her brother's notions, she had never +been taught to think him an oracle. On the contrary, she had been told +that his life hitherto had been all foolishness. + +'When are Mary and Mr. Hammond to be married?' she asked, 'Grandmother +says they must wait a year. Mary is much too young--and so on, and so +forth. But I see no reason for waiting.' + +'Surely there are reasons--financial reasons. Mr. Hammond cannot be in a +position to begin housekeeping.' + +'Oh, they will risk all that. Molly is a daring girl. He proposed to her +on the top of Helvellyn, in a storm of wind and rain.' + +'And she never wrote me a word about it. How very unsisterly!' + +'She is as wild as a hawk, and I daresay she was too shy to tell you +anything about it.' + +'Pray when did it all occur?' + +'Just before I came to London.' + +'Two months ago. How absurd for me to be in ignorance all this time! +Well, I hope Mary will be sensible, and not marry till Mr. Hammond is +able to give her a decent home. It would be so dreadful to have a sister +muddling in poverty, and clamouring for one's cast-off gowns.' + +Maulevrier laughed at this gloomy suggestion. + +'It is not easy to foretell the future,' he said, 'but I think I may +venture to promise that Molly will never wear your cast-off gowns.' + +'Oh, you think she would be too proud. You don't know, perhaps, how +poverty--genteel poverty--lowers one's pride. I have heard stories from +Lady Kirkbank that would make your hair stand on end. I am beginning to +know the world.' + +'I am glad of that. If you are to live in the world it is better that +you should know what it is made of. But if I had a voice or a choice in +the matter I had rather my sisters stayed at Grasmere, and remained +ignorant of the world and all its ways.' + +'While you enjoy your life in London. That is just like the selfishness +of a man. Under the pretence of keeping his sisters or his wife secure +from all possible contact with evil, he buries them alive in a country +house, while he has all the wickedness for his own share in London. Oh, +I am beginning to understand the creatures.' + +'I am afraid you are beginning to be wise. Remember that knowledge of +evil was the prelude to the Fall. Well, good-bye.' + +'Won't you stay to lunch?' + +'No, thanks, I never lunch--frightful waste of time. I shall drop in at +the _Haute Gomme_ and take a cup of tea later on.' + +The _Haute Gomme_ was a new club in Piccadilly, which Maulevrier and +some of his friends affected. + +Lesbia went towards the drawing-room door with her brother, and just as +he reached the door she laid her hand caressingly upon his shoulder. He +turned and stared at her, somewhat surprised, for he and she had never +been given to demonstrations of affection. + +'Maulevrier, I want you to do me a favour,' she said, in a low voice, +blushing a little, for the thing she was going to ask was a new thing +for her to ask, and she had a deep sense of shame in making her demand. +'I--I lost money at Nap last night. Only seventeen pounds. Mr. Smithson +and I were partners, and he paid my losses. I want to pay him +immediately, and----' + +'And you are too hard up to do it. I'll write you a cheque this +instant,' said Maulevrier goodnaturedly; but while he was writing the +cheque he took occasion to remonstrate with Lesbia on the foolishness of +card playing. + +'I am obliged to do as Lady Kirkbank does,' she answered feebly. 'If I +were to refuse to play it would be a kind of reproach to her.' + +'I don't think that would kill Lady Kirkbank,' replied Maulevrier, with +a touch of scorn. 'She has had to endure a good many implied reproaches +in her day, and they don't seem to have hurt her very much. I wish to +heaven my grandmother had chosen any one else in London for your +chaperon.' + +'I'm afraid Lady Kirkbank's is rather a rowdy set,' answered Lesbia, +coolly; 'and I sometimes feel as if I had thrown myself away. We go +almost everywhere--at least, there are only just a few houses to which +we are not asked. But those few make all the difference. It is so +humiliating to feel that one is not in quite the best society. However, +Lady Kirkbank is a dear, good old thing, and I am not going to grumble +about her.' + +'I've made the cheque for five-and-twenty. You can cash it at your +milliner's,' said Maulevrier. 'I should not like Smithson to know that +you had been obliged to ask me for the money.' + +'_Apropos_ to Mr. Smithson, do you know if he is in quite the best +society?' asked Lesbia. + +'I don't know what you mean by quite the best. A man of Smithson's +wealth can generally poke his nose in anywhere, if he knows how to +behave himself. But of course there are people with whom money and fine +houses have no weight. The Conservatives are all civil to Smithson +because he comes down handsomely at General Elections, and is useful to +them in other ways. I believe that Smithson's wife, if she were a +thorough-bred one, could go into any society she liked, and make her +house one of the most popular in London. Perhaps that is what you really +wanted to ask. + +'No, it wasn't,' answered Lesbia, carelessly; 'I was only talking for +the sake of talking. A thousand thanks for the cheque, you best of +brothers.' + +'It is not worth talking about; but, Lesbia, don't play cards any more. +Believe me, it is not good form.' + +'Well, I'll try to keep out of it in future. It is horrid to see one's +sovereigns melting away; but there's a delightful excitement in +winning.' + +'No doubt,' answered Maulevrier, with a remorseful sigh. + +He spoke as a reformed plunger, and with many a bitter experience of the +race-course and the card-room. Even now, though he had steadied himself +wonderfully, he could not get on without a little mild gambling--half-crown +pool, whist with half-guinea points--but when he condescended to such small +stakes he felt that he had settled down into a respectable middle-aged +player, and had a right to rebuke the follies of youth. + +Lesbia flew to the piano and sang one of her little German ballads +directly Maulevrier was gone. She felt as if a burden had been lifted +from her soul, now that she was able to pay Mr. Smithson without waiting +to ask Lady Maulevrier for the money. And as she sang she meditated upon +Maulevrier's remarks about Smithson. He knew nothing to the man's +discredit, except that he had grown rich in a short space of time. +Surely no man ought to be blamed for that. And he thought that Mr. +Smithson's wife might make her house the most popular in London. Lesbia, +in her mind's eye, beheld an imaginary Lady Lesbia Smithson giving +dances in that magnificent mansion, entertaining Royal personages. And +the doorways would be festooned with roses, as she had seen them the +other night at a ball in Grosvenor Square; but the house in Grosvenor +Square was a hovel compared with the Smithsonian Palace. + +Lesbia was beginning to be a little tired of Lady Kirkbank and her +surroundings. Life taken _prestissimo_ is apt to pall. Lesbia sighed as +she finished her little song. She was beginning to look upon her +existence as a problem which had been given to her to solve, and the +solution just at present was all dark. + +As she rose from the piano a footman came in with two letters on a +salver--bulky letters, such packages as Lesbia had never seen before. +She wondered what they could be. She opened the thickest envelope first. +It was Seraphine's bill--such a bill, page after page on creamy Bath +post, written in an elegant Italian hand by one of Seraphine's young +women. + +Lesbia looked at it aghast with horror. The total at the foot of the +first page was appalling, ever so much more than she could have supposed +the whole amount of her indebtedness; but the total went on increasing +at the foot of every page, until at sight of the final figures Lesbia +gave a wild shriek, like a wretched creature who has received a telegram +announcing bitterest loss. + +The final total was twelve hundred and ninety-three pounds seventeen and +sixpence! + +Thirteen hundred pounds for clothes in eight weeks! + +No, the thing was a cheat, a mistake. They had sent her somebody else's +bill. She had not had half these things. + +She read the first page, her heart beating violently as she pored over +the figures, her eyes dim and clouded with the trouble of her brain. + +Yes, there was her court dress. The description was too minute to be +mistaken; and the court dress, with feathers, and shoes, and gloves, and +fan, came to a hundred and thirty pounds. Then followed innumerable +items. The very simplest of her gowns cost five-and-twenty +pounds--frocks about which Seraphine had talked so carelessly, as if two +or three more or less could make no difference. Bonnets and hats, at +five or seven guineas apiece, swelled the account. Parasols and fans +were of fabulous price, as it seemed to Lesbia; and the shoes and +stockings to match her various gowns occurred again and again between +the more important items, like the refrain of an old ballad. All the +useless and unnessary things which she had ordered, because she thought +them pretty or because she was told they were fashionable, rose up +against her in the figures of the bill, like the record of forgotten +sins at the Day of Judgment. + +She sank into a chair, pallid with consternation, and sat with the bill +in her lap, turning the pages listlessly, and staring at the figures. + +'It cannot be so much,' she cried to herself. 'It must be added up +wrong;' and then she feebly tried to cast up a column; but arithmetic +not being one of those accomplishments which Lady Maulevrier deemed +necessary to a patrician beauty's success in life, Lesbia's education +had been somewhat neglected upon this point, and she flung the bill from +her in a rage, unable to hold the figures in her brain. + +She opened the second envelope, her jeweller's account. At the very +first item she gave another scream, fainter than the first, for her mind +was getting hardened against such shocks. + +'To re-setting a suite of amethysts, with forty-four finest Brazilian +brilliants, three hundred and fifteen pounds.' + +Then followed the trifles she had bought at different visits to the +shop--casual purchases, bought on the impulse of the moment. These +swelled the account to a little over eight hundred pounds. Lesbia sat +like a statue, numbed by despair, appalled at the idea of owing over two +thousand pounds. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + +'ROSES CHOKED AMONG THORNS AND THISTLES.' + + +Lady Lesbia ate no luncheon that day. She went to her own room and had a +cup of tea to steady her nerves, and sent to ask Lady Kirkbank to go to +her as soon as she had finished luncheon. Lady Kirkbank's luncheon was a +serious business, a substantial leisurely meal with which she fortified +herself for the day's work. It enabled her to endure all the fatigues of +visits and park, and to be airily indifferent to the charms of dinner; +for Lady Kirkbank was not one of those matrons who with advanced years +take to _gourmandise_ as a kind of fine art. She gave good dinners, +because she knew people would not come to Arlington Street to eat bad +ones; but she was not a person who lived only to dine. At luncheon she +gave her healthy appetite full scope, and ate like a ploughman. + +She found Lesbia in her white muslin dressing-gown, with cheeks as pale +as the gown she wore. She was sitting in an easy chair, with a low +tea-table at her side, and the two bills were in the tray among the +tea-things. + +'Have you any idea how much I owe Seraphine and Cabochon?' she asked, +looking up despairingly at Lady Kirkbank. + +'What, have they sent in their bills already?' + +'Already! I wish they had sent them before. I should have known how +deeply I was getting into debt.' + +'Are they very heavy?' + +'They are dreadful! I owe over two thousand pounds. How can I tell Lady +Maulevrier that? Two thousand one hundred pounds! It is awful.' + +'There are women in London who would think very little of owing twice as +much,' said Lady Kirkbank, in a comforting tone, though the fact, +seriously considered, could hardly afford comfort. 'Your grandmother +said you were to have _carte blanche_. She may think that you have been +just a little extravagant; but she can hardly be angry with you for +having taken her at her word. Two thousand pounds! Yes, it certainly is +rather stiff.' + +'Seraphine is a cheat!' exclaimed Lesbia, angrily. 'Her prices are +positively exorbitant!' + +'My dear child, you must not say that. Seraphine is positively moderate +in comparison with the new people.' + +'And Mr. Cabochon, too. The idea of his charging me three hundred +guineas for re-setting those stupid old amethysts.' + +'My dear, you _would_ have diamonds mixed with them,' said Lady +Kirkbank, reproachfully. + +Lesbia turned away her head with an impatient sigh. She remembered +perfectly that it was Lady Kirkbank who had persuaded her to order the +diamond setting; but there was no use in talking about it now. The thing +was done. She was two thousand pounds in debt--two thousand pounds to +these two people only--and there were ever so many shops at which she +had accounts--glovers, bootmakers, habit-makers, the tailor who made her +Newmarket coats and cloth gowns, the stationer who supplied her with +note-paper of every variety, monogrammed, floral; sporting, illuminated +with this or that device, the follies of the passing hour, hatched by +penniless Invention in a garret, pandering to the vanities of the idle. + +'I must write to my grandmother by this afternoon's post,' said Lesbia, +with a heavy sigh. + +'Impossible. We have to be at the Ranelagh by four o'clock. Smithson +and some other men are to meet us there. I have promised to drive Mrs. +Mostyn down. You had better begin to dress.' + +'But I ought to write to-day. I had better ask for this money at once, +and have done with it. Two thousand pounds! I feel as if I were a thief. +You say my grandmother is not a rich woman?' + +'Not rich as the world goes nowadays. Nobody is rich now, except your +commercial magnates, like Smithson. Great peers, unless their money is +in London ground-rents, are great paupers. To own land is to be +destitute. I don't suppose two thousand pounds will break your +grandmother's bank; but of course it is a large sum to ask for at the +end of two months; especially as she sent you a good deal of money while +we were at Cannes. If you were engaged--about to make a really good +match--you could ask for the money as a matter of course; but as it is, +although you have been tremendously admired, from a practical point of +view you are a failure.' + +A failure. It was a hard word, but Lesbia felt it was true. She, the +reigning beauty, the cynosure of every eye, had made no conquest worth +talking about, except Mr. Smithson. + +'Don't tell your grandmother anything about the bills for a week or +two,' said Lady Kirkbank, soothingly. 'The creatures can wait for their +money. Give yourself time to think.' + +'I will,' answered Lesbia, dolefully. + +'And now make haste, and get ready for the Ranelagh. My love, your eyes +are dreadfully heavy. You _must_ use a little belladonna. I'll send +Rilboche to you.' + +And for the first time in her life, Lesbia, too depressed to argue the +point, consented to have her eyes doctored by Rilboche. + +She was gay enough at the Ranelagh, and looked her loveliest at a dinner +party that evening, and went to three parties after the dinner, and went +home in the faint light of early morning, after sitting out a late waltz +in a balcony with Mr. Smithson, a balcony banked round with hot-house +flowers which were beginning to droop a little in the chilly morning +air, just as beauty drooped under the searching eye of day. + +Lesbia put the bills in her desk, and gave herself time to think, as +Lady Kirkbank advised her. But the thinking progress resulted in very +little good. All the thought of which she was capable would not reduce +the totals of those two dreadful accounts. And every day brought some +fresh bill. The stationer, the bootmaker, the glover, the perfumer, +people who had courted Lady Lesbia's custom with an air which implied +that the honour of serving fashionable beauty was the first +consideration, and the question of payment quite a minor point--these +now began to ask for their money in the most prosaic way. Every straw +added to Lesbia's burden; and her heart grew heavier with every post. + +'One can see the season is waning when these people begin to pester +with their accounts,' said Lady Kirkbank, who always talked of tradesmen +as if they were her natural enemies. + +Lesbia accepted this explanation of the avalanche of bills, and never +suspected Lady Kirkbank's influence in the matter. It happened, however, +that the chaperon, having her own reasons for wishing to bring Mr. +Smithson's suit to a successful issue, had told Seraphine and the other +people to send in their bills immediately. Lady Lesbia would be leaving +London in a week or so, she informed these purveyors, and would like to +settle everything before she went away. + +Mr. Smithson appeared in Arlington Street almost every day, and was full +of schemes for new pleasures--or pleasures as nearly new as the world of +fashion can afford. He was particularly desirous that Sir George and +Lady Kirkbank, with Lady Lesbia, should stay at his Berkshire place +during the Henley week. He had a large steam launch, and the regatta was +a kind of carnival for his intimate friends, who were not too proud to +riot and batten upon the parvenu's luxurious hospitality, albeit they +were apt to talk somewhat slightingly of his antecedents. + +Lady Kirkbank felt that this invitation was a turning point, and that if +Lesbia went to stay at Rood Hall, her acceptance of Mr. Smithson was a +certainty. She would see him at his place in Berkshire in the most +flattering aspect; his surroundings as lord of the manor, and owner of +one of the finest old places in the county, would lend dignity to his +insignificance. Lesbia at first expressed a strong disinclination to go +to Rood Hall. There would be a most unpleasant feeling in stopping at +the house of a man whom she had refused, she told Lady Kirkbank. + +'My dear, Mr. Smithson has forgiven you,' answered her chaperon. 'He is +the soul of good nature.' + +'One would think he was accustomed to be refused,' said Lesbia. 'I don't +want to go to Rood Hall, but I don't want to spoil your Henley week. +Could not I run down to Grasmere for a week, with Kibble to take care of +me, and see dear grandmother? I could tell her about those dreadful +bills.' + +'Bury yourself at Grasmere in the height of the season! Not to be +thought of! Besides, Lady Maulevrier objected before to the idea of your +travelling alone with Kibble. No! if you can't make up your mind to go +to Rood Hall, George and I must make up our minds to stay away. But it +will be rather hard lines; for that Henley week is quite the jolliest +thing in the summer.' + +'Then I'll go,' said Lesbia, with a resigned air. 'Not for worlds would +I deprive you and Sir George of a pleasure.' + +In her heart of hearts she rather wished to see Rood Hall. She was +curious to behold the extent and magnitude of Mr. Smithson's +possessions. She had seen his Italian villa in Park Lane, the perfection +of modern art, modern skill, modern taste, reviving the old eternally +beautiful forms, recreating the Pitti Palace--the homes of the +Medici--the halls of dead and gone Doges--and now she was told that Rood +Hall--a genuine old English manor-house, in perfect preservation--was +even more interesting than the villa in Park Lane. At Rood Hall there +were ideal stables and farm, hot-houses without number, rose gardens, +lawns, the river, and a deer park. + +So the invitation was accepted, and Mr. Smithson immediately laid +himself at Lesbia's feet, as it were, with regard to all other +invitations for the Henley festival. Whom should he ask to meet +her?--whom would she have? + +'You are very good,' she said, 'but I have really no wish to be +consulted. I am not a royal personage, remember. I could not presume to +dictate.' + +'But I wish you to dictate. I wish you to be imperious in the expression +of your wishes.' + +'Lady Kirkbank has a better right than I, if anybody is to be +consulted,' said Lesbia, modestly. + +'Lady Kirkbank is an old dear, who gets on delightfully with everybody. +But you are more sensitive. Your comfort might be marred by an obnoxious +presence. I will ask nobody whom you do not like--who is not thoroughly +_simpatico_. Have you no particular friends of your own choosing whom +you would like me to ask?' + +Lesbia confessed that she had no such friends. She liked everybody +tolerably; but she had not a talent for friendship. Perhaps it was +because in the London season one was too busy to make friends. + +'I can fancy two girls getting quite attached to each other, out of the +season,' she said, 'but in May and June life is all a rush and a +scramble----' + +'And one has no time to gather wayside flowers of friendship,' +interjected Mr. Smithson. 'Still, if there are no people for whom you +have an especial liking, there _must_ be people whom you detest.' + +Lesbia owned that it was so. Detestation came of itself, naturally. + +'Then let me be sure I do not ask any of your pet aversions,' said Mr. +Smithson. 'You met Mr. Plantagenet Parsons, the theatrical critic, at my +house. Shall we have him?' + +'I like all amusing people.' + +'And Horace Meander, the poet. Shall we have him? He is brimful of +conceits and affectations, but he's a tremendous joke.' + +'Mr. Meander is charming.' + +'Suppose we ask Mostyn and his wife? Her scraps of science are rather +good fun.' + +'I haven't the faintest objection to the Mostyns,' replied Lesbia. 'But +who are "we"?' + +'We are you and I, for the nonce. The invitations will be issued +ostensibly by me, but they will really emanate from you.' + +'I am to be the shadow behind the throne,' said Lesbia. 'How +delightful!' + +'I would rather you were the sovereign ruler, on the throne,' answered +Smithson, tenderly. 'That throne shall be empty till you fill it.' + +'Please go on with your list of people,' said Lesbia, checking this gush +of sentiment. + +She began to feel somehow that she was drifting from all her moorings, +that in accepting this invitation to Rood Hall she was allowing herself +to be ensnared into an alliance about which she was still doubtful. If +anything better had appeared in the prospect of her life--if any +worthier suitor had come forward, she would have whistled Mr. Smithson +down the wind; but no worthier suitor had offered himself. It was +Smithson or nothing. If she did not accept Smithson, she would go back +to Fellside heavily burdened with debt, and an obvious failure. She +would have run the gauntlet of a London season without definite result; +and this, to a young woman so impressed with her own transcendent +merits, was a most humiliating state of things. + +Other people's names were suggested by Mr. Smithson and approved by +Lesbia, and a house party of about fourteen in all was made up. Mr. +Smithson's steam launch would comfortably accommodate that number. He +had a couple of barges for chance visitors, and kept an open table on +board them during the regatta. + +The visit arranged, the next question was gowns. Lesbia had gowns enough +to have stocked a draper's shop; but then, as she and Lady Kirkbank +deplored, the difficulty was that she had worn them all, some as many as +three or four times. They were doubtless all marked and known. Some of +them had been described in the society papers. At Henley she would be +expected to wear something distinctly new, to introduce some new fashion +of gown or hat or parasol. No matter how ugly the new thing might be, so +long as it was startling; no matter how eccentric, provided it was +original. + +'What am I to do?' asked Lesbia, despairingly. + +'There is only one thing that can be done. We must go instantly to +Seraphine and insist upon her inventing something. If she has no idea +ready she must telegraph Worth and get him to send something over. Your +old things will do very well for Rood Hall. You have no end of pretty +gowns for morning and evening; but you must be original on the race +days. Your gowns will be in all the papers.' + +'But I shall be only getting deeper into debt,' said Lesbia, with a +sigh. + +'That can't be helped. If you go into society you must be properly +dressed. We'll go to Clanricarde Place directly after luncheon, and see +what that old harpy has to show us.' + +Lesbia had a rather uncomfortable feeling about facing the fair +Seraphine, without being able to give her a cheque upon account of that +dreadful bill. She had quite accepted Lady Kirkbank's idea that bills +never need be discharged in full, and that the true system of finance +was to give an occasional cheque on account, as a sop to Cerberus. True, +that while Cerberus fattened on the sops the bill seemed always growing; +and the final crash, when Cerberus grew savage and sops could be no more +accepted, was too awful to be thought about. + +Lesbia entered Seraphine's Louis-seize drawing-room with a faint +expectation of unpleasantness; but after a little whispering between +Lady Kirkbank and the dressmaker, the latter came to Lesbia smiling +graciously, and seemingly full of eagerness for new orders. + +'Miladi says you want something of the most original--_tant soit peu +risque_--for 'Enley,' she said. 'Let us see now,' and she tapped her +forehead with a gold thimble which nobody had ever seen her use, but +which looked respectable. 'There is ze dresses that Chaumont wear in zis +new play, _Une Faute dans le Passe_. Yes, zere is the watare dress--a +boating party at Bougival, a toilet of the most new, striking, +_ecrasant_, what you English call a "screamer."' + +'What a genius you are, Fifine,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, rapturously. +'The _Faute dans le Passe_ was only produced last week. No one will have +thought of copying Chaumont's gowns yet awhile. The idea is an +inspiration.' + +'What is the boating costume like?' asked Lady Lesbia, faintly. + +'An exquisite combination of simplicity with _élan_,' answered the +dressmaker. 'A skin-tight indigo silk Jersey bodice, closely studded +with dark blue beads, a flounced petticoat of indigo and amber foulard, +an amber scarf drawn tightly round the hips, and a dark blue toque with +a large bunch of amber poppies. Tan-coloured mousquetaire gloves, and +Hessian boots of tan-coloured kid.' + +'Hessian boots!' ejaculated Lesbia. + +'But, yes, Miladi. The petticoat is somewhat short, you comprehend, to +escape the damp of the deck, and, after all, Hessians are much less +indelicate than silk stockings, legs _a cru_, as one may say.' + +'Lesbia, you will look enchanting in yellow Hessians,' said Lady +Kirkbank, 'Let the dress be put in hand instantly, Seraphine.' + +Lesbia was inclined to remonstrate. She did not admire the description +of the costume, she would rather have something less outrageous. + +'Outrageous! It is only original,' exclaimed her chaperon. 'If Chaumont +wears it you may be sure it is perfect.' + +'But on the stage, by gaslight, in the midst of unrealities,' argued +Lesbia. 'That makes such a difference.' + +'My dear, there is no difference nowadays between the stage and the +drawing-room. Whatever Chaumont wears you may wear. And now let us think +of the second day. I think as your first costume is to be nautical, and +rather masculine, your second should be somewhat languishing and +_vaporeux_. Creamy Indian muslin, wild flowers, a large Leghorn hat.' + +'And what will Miladi herself wear?' asked the French woman of Lady +Kirkbank. 'She must have something of new.' + +'No, at my age, it doesn't matter. I shall wear one of my cotton frocks, +and my Dunstable hat.' + +Lesbia shuddered, for Lady Kirkbank in her cotton frock was a spectacle +at which youth laughed and age blushed. But after all it did not matter +to Lesbia. She would have liked a less rowdy chaperon; but as a foil to +her own fresh young beauty Lady Kirkbank was admirable. + +They drove down to Rood Hall early next week, Sir George conveying them +in his drag, with a change of horses at Maidenhead. The weather was +peerless; the country exquisite, approached from London. How different +that river landscape looks to the eyes of the traveller returning from +the wild West of England, the wooded gorges of Cornwall and Devon, the +Tamar and the Dart. Then how small and poor and mean seems silvery +Thames, gliding peacefully between his willowy bank, singing his lullaby +to the whispering sedges; a poor little river, a flat commonplace +landscape, says the traveller, fresh from moorland and tor, from the +rocky shore of the Atlantic, the deep clefts of the great, red hills. + +To Lesbia's eyes the placid stream and the green pastures, breathing +odours of meadow-sweet and clover, seemed passing lovely. She was +pleased with her own hat and parasol too, which made her graciously +disposed towards the landscape; and the last packet of gloves from North +Audley Street fitted without a wrinkle. The glovemaker was beginning to +understand her hand, which was a study for a sculptor, but which had its +little peculiarities. + +Nor was she ill-disposed to Mr. Smithson, who had come up to town by an +early train, in order to lunch in Arlington Street and go back by coach, +seated just behind Lady Lesbia, who had the box seat beside Sir George. + +The drive was delightful. It was a few minutes after five when the coach +drove past the picturesque old gate-house into Mr. Smithson's Park, and +Rood Hall lay on the low ground in front of them, with its back to the +river. It was an old red brick house in the Tudor style, with an +advanced porch, and four projecting wings, three stories high, with +picturesque spire roofs overtopping the main building. Around the house +ran a boldly-carved stone parapet, bearing the herons and bulrushes +which were the cognisance of the noble race for which the mansion was +built. Numerous projecting mullioned windows broke up the line of the +park front. Lesbia was fain to own that Rood Hall was even better than +Park Lane. In London Mr. Smithson had created a palace; but it was a new +palace, which still had a faint flavour of bricks and mortar, and which +was apt to remind the spectator of that wonderful erection of Aladdin, +the famous Parvenu of Eastern story. Here, in Berkshire, Mr. Smithson +had dropped into a nest which had been kept warm for him for three +centuries, aired and beautified by generations of a noble race which had +obligingly decayed and dwindled in order to make room for Mr. Smithson. +Here the Parvenu had bought a home mellowed by the slow growth of years, +touched into poetic beauty by the chastening fingers of time. His artist +friends told him that every brick in the red walls was 'precious,' a +mystery of colour which only a painter could fitly understand and value. +Here he had bought associations, he had bought history. He had bought +the dust of Elizabeth's senators, the bones of her court beauties. The +coffins in the Mausoleum yonder in the ferny depths of the Park, the +village church just outside the gates--these had all gone with the +property. + +Lesbia went up the grand staircase, through the long corridors, in a +dream of wonder. Brought up at Fellside, in that new part of the +Westmoreland house which had been built by her grandmother and had no +history, she felt thrilled by the sober splendour of this fine old +manorial mansion. All was sound and substantial, as if created +yesterday, so well preserved had been the goods and chattels of the +noble race; and yet all wore such unmistakeable marks of age. The deep +rich colouring of the wainscot, the faded hues of the tapestry, the +draperies of costliest velvet and brocade, were all sobered by the +passing of years. + +Mr. Smithson had shown his good taste in having kept all things as Sir +Hubert Heronville, the last of his race, had left them; and the +Heronvilles had been one of those grand old Tory races which change +nothing of the past. + +Lady Lesbia's bedroom was the State chamber, which had been occupied by +kings and queens in days of yore. That grandiose four-poster, with the +carved ebony columns, cut velvet curtains, and plumes of ostrich +feathers, had been built for Elizabeth, when she deigned to include Rood +Hall in one of her royal progresses. Charles the First had rested his +weary head upon those very pillows, before he went on to the Inn at +Uxbridge, where he was to be lodged less luxuriously. James the Second +had stayed there when Duke of York, with Mistress Anne Hyde, before he +acknowledged his marriage to the multitude; and Anne's daughter had +occupied the same room as Queen of England forty years later; and now +the Royal Chamber, with adjacent dressing-room, and oratory, and +spacious boudoir all in the same suite, was reserved for Lady Lesbia +Haselden. + +'I'm afraid you are spoiling me,' she told Mr. Smithson, when he asked +if she approved of the rooms that had been allotted to her. 'I feel +quite ashamed of myself among the ghosts of dead and gone queens.' + +'Why so? Surely the Royalty of beauty has as divine a right as that of +an anointed sovereign.' + +'I hope the Royal personages don't walk,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, in +her girlish tone; 'this is just the house in which one would expect +ghosts.' + +Whereupon Mrs. Mostyn hastened to enlighten the company upon the real +causes of ghost-seeing, which she had lately studied in Carpenter's +'Mental Physiology,' and favoured them with a diluted version of the +views of that authority. + +This was at afternoon tea in the library, where the brass-wired +bookcases, filled with mighty folios and handsome octavos in old +bindings, looked as if they had not been opened for a century. The +literature of past ages furnished the room, and made a delightful +background. The literature of the present lay about on the tables, and +testified that the highest intellectual flight of the inhabitants of +Rood Hall was a dip into the _Contemporary_ or the _Nineteenth Century_, +or the perusal of the last new scandal in the shape of Reminiscences or +Autobiography. One large round table was consecrated to Mudie, another +to Rolandi. On the one side you had Mrs. Oliphant, on the other Zola, +exemplifying the genius of the two nations. + +After tea Mr. Smithson's visitors, most of whom had arrived in Sir +George's drag, explored the grounds. These were lovely beyond expression +in the low afternoon light. Cedars of Lebanon spread their broad shadows +on the velvet lawn, yews and Wellingtonias of mighty growth made an +atmosphere of gloom in some parts of the grounds. One great feature was +the Ladies' Garden, a spot apart, a great square garden surrounded with +a laurel wall, eight feet high, containing a rose garden, where the +choicest specimens grew and flourished, while in the centre there was a +circular fish-pond with a fountain. There was a Lavender Walk too, +another feature of the grounds at Rood Hall, an avenue of tall lavender +bushes, much affected by the stately dames of old. + +Modern manners preferred the river terrace, as a pleasant place on which +to loiter after dinner, to watch the boats flashing by in the evening +light, or the sun going down behind a fringe of willows on the opposite +bank. This Italian terrace, with its statues, and carved vases filled +with roses, fuchsias, and geraniums, was the great point of rendezvous +at Rood Hall--an ideal spot whereon to linger in the deepening twilight, +from which to gaze upon the moonlit river later on in the night. + +The windows of the drawing-room, and music-room, and ballroom opened on +to this terrace, and the royal wing--the tower-shaped wing now devoted +to Lady Lesbia, looked upon the terrace and the river. + +'Lovely as your house is altogether, I think this river view is the +best part of it,' said Lady Lesbia, as she strolled with Mr. Smithson on +the terrace after dinner, dressed in Indian muslin which was almost as +poetical as a vapour, and with a cloud of delicate lace wrapped round +her head. 'I think I shall spend half of my life at my boudoir window, +gloating over that delicious landscape.' + +Horace Meander, the poet, was discoursing to a select group upon that +peculiar quality of willows which causes them to shiver, and quiver, and +throw little lights and shadows on the river, and on the subtle, +ineffable beauty of twilight, which perhaps, however utterly beautiful +in the abstract, would have been more agreeable to him personally if he +had not been surrounded by a cloud of gnats, which refused to be +buffeted off his laurel-crowned head. + +While Mr. Meander poetised in his usual eloquent style, Mrs. Mostyn, as +a still newer light, discoursed as eloquently to little a knot of women, +imparting valuable information upon the anatomical structure and +individual peculiarities of those various insects which are the pests of +a summer evening. + +'You don't like gnats!' exclaimed the lady; 'how very extraordinary. Do +you know I have spent days and weeks upon the study of their habits and +dear little ways. They are the most interesting creatures--far superior +to _us_ in intellect. Do you know that they fight, and that they have +tribes which are life-long enemies--like those dreadful Corsicans--and +that they make little sepulchres in the bark of trees, and bury each +other--alive, if they can; and they hold vestries, and have burial +boards. They are most absorbing creatures, if you only give yourself up +to the study of them; but it is no use to be half-hearted in a study of +that kind. I went without so much as a cup of tea for twenty-four hours, +watching my gnats, for fear the opening of the door should startle them. +Another time I shall make the nursery governess watch for me.' + +'How interesting, how noble of you,' exclaimed the other ladies; and +then they began to talk about bonnets, and about Mr. Smithson, to +speculate how much money this house and all his other houses had cost +him, and to wonder if he was really rich, or if he were only one of +those great financial windbags which so often explode and leave the +world aghast, marvelling at the ease with which it has been deluded. + +They wondered, too, whether Lady Lesbia Haselden meant to marry him. + +'Of course she does, my dear,' answered Mrs. Mostyn, decisively. + +'You don't suppose that after having studied the habits of _gnats_ I +cannot read such a poor shallow creature as a silly vain girl. Of course +Lady Lesbia means to marry Mr. Smithson's fine houses; and she is only +amusing herself and swelling her own importance by letting him dangle in +a kind of suspense which is not suspense; for he knows as well as she +does that she means to have him.' + +The next day was given up, first to seeing the house, an amusement which +lasted very well for an hour or so after breakfast, and then to +wandering in a desultory manner, to rowing and canoeing, and a little +sailing, and a good deal of screaming and pretty timidity upon the blue +bright river; to gathering wild flowers and ferns in rustic lanes, and +to an _al fresco_ luncheon in the wood at Medmenham, and then dinner, +and then music, an evening spent half within and half without the +music-room, cigarettes sparkling, like glowworms on the terrace, tall +talk from Mr. Meander, long quotations from his own muse and that of +Rossetti, a little Shelley, a little Keats, a good deal of Swinburne. +The festivities were late on this second evening, as Mr. Smithson had +invited a good many people from the neighbourhood, but the house party +were not the less early on the following morning, which was the first +Henley day. + +It was a peerless morning, and all the brasswork of Mr. Smithson's +launch sparkled and shone in the sun, as she lay in front of the +terrace. A wooden pier, a portable construction, was thrown out from the +terrace steps, to enable the company to go on board the launch without +the possibility of wet feet or damaged raiment. + +Lesbia's Chaumount costume was a success. The women praised it, the men +stared and admired. The dark-blue silken jersey, sparkling with closely +studded indigo beads, fitted the slim graceful figure as a serpent's +scales fit the serpent. The coquettish little blue silk toque, the +careless cluster of gold-coloured poppies, against the glossy brown +hair, the large sunshade of old gold satin lined with indigo, the +flounced petticoat of softest Indian silk, the dainty little +tan-coloured boots with high heels and pointed toes, were all perfect +after their fashion; and Mr. Smithson felt that the liege lady of his +life, the woman he meant to marry willy nilly, would be the belle of the +race-course. Nor was he disappointed. Everybody in London had heard of +Lady Lesbia Haselden. Her photograph was in all the West-End windows, +was enshrined in the albums of South Kensington and Clapham, Maida Vale +and Haverstock Hill. People whose circles were far remote from Lady +Lesbia's circle, were as familiar with her beauty as if they had known +her from her cradle. And all these outsiders wanted to see her in the +flesh, just as they always thirst to behold Royal personages. So when it +became known that the beautiful Lady Lesbia Haselden was on board Mr. +Smithson's launch, all the people in the small boats, or on neighbouring +barges, made it their business to have a good look at her. The launch +was almost mobbed by those inquisitive little boats in the intervals +between the races. + +'What are the people all staring and hustling one another for?' asked +Lesbia, innocently. She had seen the same hustling and whispering and +staring in the hall at the opera, when she was waiting for her carriage; +but she chose to affect unconsciousness. 'What do they all want?' + +'I think they want to see you,' said Mr. Smithson, who was sitting by +her side. 'A very natural desire.' + +Lesbia laughed, and lowered the big yellow sunshade, so as to hide +herself altogether from the starers. + +'How silly!' she exclaimed. 'It is all the fault of those horrid +photographers: they vulgarise everything and everybody. I will never be +photographed again.' + +'Oh yes, you will, and in that frock. It's the prettiest thing I've seen +for a long time. Why do you hide yourself from those poor wretches, who +keep rowing backwards and forwards in an obviously aimless way, just to +get a peep at you _en passant_? What happiness for us who live near you, +and can gaze when we will, without all those absurd manoeuvres. There +goes the signal--and now for a hard-fought race.' + +Lesbia pretended to be interested in the racing--she pretended to be +gay, but her heart was as heavy as lead. The burden of debt, which had +been growing ever since Seraphine sent in her bill, was weighing her +down to the dust. + +She owed three thousand pounds. It seemed incredible that she should owe +so much, that a girl's frivolous fancies and extravagances could amount +to such a sum within so short a span. But thoughtless purchases, +ignorant orders, had run on from week to week, and the main result was +an indebtedness of close upon three thousand pounds. + +Three thousand pounds! The sum was continually sounding in her ears like +the cry of a screech owl. The very ripple of the river flowing so +peacefully under the blue summer sky seemed to repeat the words. Three +thousand pounds! 'Is it much?' she wondered, having no standard of +comparison. 'Is it very much more than my grandmother will expect me to +have spent in the time? Will it trouble her to have to pay those bills? +Will she be very angry?' + +These were questions which Lesbia kept asking herself, in every pause of +her frivolous existence; in such a pause as this, for instance, while +the people round her were standing breathless, open-mouthed, gazing +after the boats. She did not care a straw for the boats, who won, or who +lost the race. It was all a hollow mockery. Indeed it seemed just now +that the only real thing in life was those accursed bills, which would +have to be paid somehow. + +She had told Lady Maulevrier nothing about them as yet. She had allowed +herself to be advised by Lady Kirkbank, and she had taken time to think. +But thought had given her no help. The days were gliding onward, and +Lady Maulevrier would have to be told. + +She meditated perplexedly about her grandmother's income. She had never +heard the extent of it, but had taken for granted that Lady Maulevrier +was rich. Would three thousand pounds make a great inroad on that +income? Would it be a year's income?--half a year's? Lesbia had no idea. +Life at Fellside was carried on in an elegant manner--with considerable +luxury in house and garden--a luxury of flowers, a lavish expenditure of +labour. Yet the expenditure of Lady Maulevrier's existence, spent always +on the same spot, must be as nothing to the money spent in such a life +as Lady Kirkbank's, which involved the keeping up of three or four +houses, and costly journeys to and fro, and incessant change of attire. + +No doubt Lady Maulevrier had saved money; yes, she must have saved +thousands during her long seclusion, Lesbia argued. Her grandmother had +told her that she was to look upon herself as an heiress. This could +only mean that Lady Maulevrier had a fortune to leave her; and this +being so, what could it matter if she had anticipated some of her +portion? And yet there was in her heart of hearts a terrible fear of +that stern dowager, of the cold scorn in those splendid eyes when she +should stand revealed in all her foolishness, her selfish, mindless, +vain extravagances. She, who had never been reproved, shrank with a +sickly dread from the idea of reproof. And to be told that her career as +a fashionable beauty had been a failure! That would be the bitterest +pang of all. + +Soon came luncheon, and Heidseck, and then an afternoon which was gayer +than the morning had been, inasmuch as every one babbled and laughed +more after luncheon. And then there was five o'clock tea on deck, under +the striped Japanese awning, to the jingle of banjos, enlivened by the +wit of black-faced minstrels, amidst wherries and canoes and gondolas, +and ponderous houseboats, and snorting launches, crowding the sides of +the sunlit river, in full view of the crowd yonder in front of the Red +Lion, and here on this nearer bank, and all along either shore, fringing +the green meadows with a gaudy border of smartly-dressed humanity. + +It was a gay scene, and Lesbia gave herself up to the amusement of the +hour, and talked and chaffed as she had learned to talk and chaff in one +brief season, holding her own against all comers. + +Rood Hall looked lovely when they went back to it in the gloaming, an +Elizabethan pile crowned with towers. The four wings with their conical +roofs, the massive projecting windows, grey stone, ruddy brickwork, +lattices reflecting the sunlight, Italian terrace and blue river in the +foreground, cedars and yews at the back, all made a splendid picture of +an English ancestral home. + +'Nice old place, isn't it?' asked Mr. Smithson, seeing Lesbia's +admiring gaze as the launch neared the terrace. They two were standing +in the bows, apart from all the rest. + +'Nice! it is simply perfect.' + +'Oh no, it isn't. There is one thing wanted yet.' + +'What is that?' + +'A wife. You are the only person who can make any house of mine perfect. +Will you?' He took her hand, which she did not withdraw from his grasp. +He bent his head and kissed the little hand in its soft Swedish glove. + +'Will you, Lesbia?' he repeated earnestly; and she answered softly, +'Yes.' + +That one brief syllable was more like a sigh than a spoken word, and it +seemed to her as if in the utterance of that syllable the three thousand +pounds had been paid. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + +'KIND IS MY LOVE TO-DAY, TO-MORROW KIND.' + + +While Lady Lesbia was draining the cup of London folly and London care +to the dregs, Lady Mary was leading her usual quiet life beside the +glassy lake, where the green hill-sides and sheep walks were reflected +in all their summer verdure under the cloudless azure of a summer sky. A +monotonous life--passing dull as seen from the outside--and yet Mary was +very happy, happy even in her solitude, with the grave deep joy of a +satisfied heart, a mind at rest. All life had taken a new colour since +her engagement to John Hammond. A sense of new duties, an awakening +earnestness had given a graver tone to her character. Her spirits were +less wild, yet not less joyous than of old. The joy was holier, deeper. + +Her lover's letters were the chief delight of her lonely days. To read +them again and again, and ponder upon them, and then to pour out all her +heart and mind in answering them. These were pleasures enough for her +young life. Hammond's letters were such as any woman might be proud to +receive. They were not love-letters only. He wrote as friend to friend; +not descending from the proud pinnacle of masculine intelligence to the +lower level of feminine silliness; not writing down to a simple country +girl's capacity; but writing fully and fervently, as if there were no +subject too lofty or too grave for the understanding of his betrothed. +He wrote as one sure of being sympathised with, wrote as to his second +self: and Mary showed herself not unworthy of the honour thus rendered +to her intellect. + +There was one world which had newly opened to Mary since her +engagement, and that was the world of politics. Hammond had told her +that his ambition was to succeed as a politician--to do some good in his +day as one of the governing body; and of late she had made it her +business to learn how England and the world outside England were +governed. + +She had no natural leaning to the study of political economy. Instead, +she had always imagined any question relating to the government of her +country to be inherently dry-as-dust and uninviting. But had John +Hammond devoted his days to the study of Coptic manuscripts, or the +arrow-headed inscriptions upon Assyrian tablets, she would have toiled +her hardest in the endeavour to make herself a Coptic scholar, or an +adept in the cuneiform characters. If he had been a student of Chinese, +she would not have been discomfited by such a trifle as the fifty +thousand characters in the Chinese alphabet. + +And so, as he was to make his name in the arena of public life, she set +herself to acquire a proper understanding of the science of politics; +and to this end she gorged herself with English history,--Hume, Hallam, +Green, Justin McCarthy, Palgrave, Lecky, from the days of Witenagemote +to the Reform Bill; the Repeal of the Corn Laws, the Disestablishment of +the Irish Church, Ballot, Trade Unionism, and unreciprocated Free Trade. +No question was deep enough to repel her; for was not her lover +interested in the dryest thereof; and what concerned him and his welfare +must needs be full of interest for her. + +To this end she read the debates religiously day by day; and she one day +ventured shyly to suggest that she should read them aloud to Lady +Maulevrier. + +'Would it not be a little rest for you if I were to read your Times +aloud to you every afternoon, grandmother?' she asked. 'You read so many +books, French, English, and German, and I think your eyes must get a +little tired sometimes.' + +Mary ventured the remark with some timidity, for those falcon eyes were +fixed upon her all the time, bright and clear and steady as the eyes of +youth. It seemed almost an impertinence to suggest that such eyes could +know weariness. + +'No, Mary, my sight holds out wonderfully for an old woman,' replied +her ladyship, gently. 'The new theory of the last oculist whose book I +dipped into--a very amusing and interesting book, by-the-bye--is that +the sight improves and strengthens by constant use, and that an +agricultural labourer, who hardly uses his eyes at all, has rarely in +the decline of life so good a sight as the watchmaker or the student. I +have read immensely all my life, and find myself no worse for that +indulgence. But you may read the debates to me if you like, my dear, for +if my eyes are strong, I myself am very tired. Sick to death, Mary, sick +to death.' + +The splendid eyes turned from Mary, and looked away to the blue sky, to +the hills in their ineffable beauty of colour and light--shifting, +changing with every moment of the summer day. Intense weariness, a +settled despair, were expressed in that look--tearless, yet sadder than +all tears. + +'It must be very monotonous, very sad for you,' murmured Mary, her own +eyes brimming over with tears. 'But it will not be always so, dear +grandmother. I hope a time will come when you will be able to go about +again, to resume your old life.' + +'I do not hope, Mary. No, child, I feel and know that time will never +come. My strength is ebbing slowly day by day. If I live for another +year, live to see Lesbia married, and you, too, perhaps--well, I shall +die at peace. At peace, no; not----' she faltered, and the thin, +semi-transparent hand was pressed upon her brow. 'What will be said of +me when I am dead?' + +Mary feared that her grandmother's mind was wandering. She came and +knelt beside the couch, laid and her head against the satin pillows, +tenderly, caressingly. + +'Dear grandmother, pray be calm,' she murmured. + +'Mary, do not look at me like that, as if you would read my heart. There +are hearts that must not be looked into. Mine is like a charnel-house. +Monotonous, yes; my life has been monotonous. No conventual gloom was +ever deeper than the gloom of Fellside. My boy did nothing to lighten it +for me, and his son followed in his father's footsteps. You and Lesbia +have been my only consolation. Lesbia! I was so proud of her beauty, so +proud and fond of her, because she was like me, and recalled my own +youth. And see how easily she forgets me. She has gone into a new world, +in which my age and my infirmities have no part; and I am as nothing to +her.' + +Mary changed from red to pale, so painful was her embarrassment. What +could she say in defence of her sister? How could she deny that Lesbia +was an ingrate, when those rare and hurried letters, so careless in +their tone, expressing the selfishness of the writer in every syllable, +told but too plainly of forgetfulness and ingratitude? + +'Dear grandmother, Lesbia has so much to do--her life is so full of +engagements,' she faltered feebly. + +'Yes, she goes from party to party--she gives herself up heart and mind +and soul to pleasures which she ought to consider only as the trivial +means to great ends; and she forgets the woman who reared her, and cared +for her, and watched over her from her infancy, and who tried to inspire +her with a noble ambition.--Yes, read to me, child, read. Give me new +thoughts, if you can, for my brain is weary with grinding the old ones. +There was a grand debate in the Lords last night, and Lord Hartfield +spoke. Let me hear his speech. You can read what was said by the man +before him; never mind the rest.' + +Mary read Lord Somebody's speech, which was passing dull, but which +prepared the ground for a magnificent and exhaustive reply from Lord +Hartfield. The question was an important one, affecting the well-being +of the masses, and Lord Hartfield spoke with an eloquence which rose in +force and fire as he wound himself like a serpent into the heart of his +subject--beginning quietly, soberly, with no opening flashes of +rhetoric, but rising gradually to the topmost heights of oratory. + +'What a speech!' cried Lady Maulevrier, delighted, her cheeks glowing, +her eyes kindling; 'what a noble fellow the speaker must be! Oh, Mary, I +must tell you a secret. I loved that man's father. Yes, my dear, I loved +him fondly, dearly, truly, as you love that young man of yours; and he +was the only man I ever really loved. Fate parted us. But I have never +forgotten him--never, Mary, never. At this moment I have but to close my +eyes and I can see his face--see him looking at me as he looked the last +time we met. He was a younger son, poor, his future quite hopeless in +those days; but it was not my fault we were parted. I would have married +him--yes, wedded poverty, just as you are going to marry this Mr. +Hammond; but my people would not let me; and I was too young, too +helpless, to make a good fight. Oh, Mary, if I had only fought hard +enough, what a happy woman I might have been, and how good a wife.' + +'You were a good wife to my grandfather, I am sure,' faltered Mary, by +way of saying something consolatory. + +A dark frown came over Lady Maulevrier's face, which had softened to +deepest tenderness just before. + +'A good wife to Maulevrier,' she said, in a mocking tone. Well, yes, as +good a wife as such a husband deserved. 'I was better than Caesar's +wife, Mary, for no breath of suspicion ever rested upon my name. But if +I had married Ronald Hollister, I should have been a happy woman; and +that I have never been since I parted from him.' + +'You have never seen the present Lord Hartfield, I think?' + +'Never; but I have watched his career, I have thought of him. His father +died while he was an infant, and he was brought up in seclusion by a +widowed mother, who kept him tied to her apron-strings till he went to +Oxford. She idolised him, and I am told she taught herself Latin and +Greek, mathematics even, in order to help him in his boyish studies, +and, later on, read Greek plays and Latin poetry with him, till she +became an exceptional classic for a woman. She was her son's companion +and friend, sympathised with his tastes, his pleasures, his friendships; +devoted every hour of her life, every thought of her mind to his +welfare, his interests, walked with him, rode with him, travelled half +over Europe, yachted with him. Her friends all declared that the lad +would grow up an odious milksop; but I am told that there never was a +manlier man than Lord Hartfield. From his boyhood he was his mother's +protector, helped to administer her affairs, acquired a premature sense +of responsibility, and escaped almost all those vices which make young +men detestable. His mother died within a few months of his majority. He +was broken-hearted at losing her, and left Europe immediately after her +death. From that time he has been a great traveller. But I suppose now +that he has taken his seat in the House of Lords, and has spoken a good +many times, he means to settle down and take his place among the +foremost men of his day. I am told that he is worthy to take such a +place.' + +'You must feel warmly interested in watching his career,' said Mary, +sympathetically. + +'I am interested in everything that concerns him. I will tell you +another secret, Mary. I think I am getting into my dotage, my dear, or I +should hardly talk to you like this,' said Lady Maulevrier, with a touch +of bitterness. + +Mary was sitting on a stool by the sofa, close to the invalid's pillow. +She clasped her grandmother's hand and kissed it fondly. + +'Dear grandmother, I think you are talking to me like this to-day +because you are beginning to care for me a little,' she said, tenderly. + +'Oh, my dear, you are very good, very sweet and forgiving to care for me +at all, after my neglect of you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, with a +sigh. 'I have kept you out in the cold so long, Mary. Lesbia--well, +Lesbia has been a kind of infatuation for me, and like all infatuations +mine has ended in disappointment and bitterness. Ambition has been the +bane of my life, Mary; and when I could no longer be ambitious for +myself--when my own existence had become a mere death in life, I began +to dream and to scheme for the aggrandisement of my granddaughter. +Lesbia's beauty, Lesbia's elegance seemed to make success certain--and +so I dreamt my dream--which may never be fulfilled.' + +'What was your dream, grandmother? May I know all about it?' + +'That was the secret I spoke of just now. Yes, Mary, you may know, for I +fear the dream will never be realised. I wanted my Lesbia to become Lord +Hartfield's wife. I would have brought them together myself, could I +have but gone to London; but, failing that, I fancied Lady Kirkbank +would have divined my wishes without being told them, and would have +introduced Hartfield to Lesbia; and now the London season is drawing to +a close, and Hartfield and Lesbia have never met. He hardly goes +anywhere, I am told. He devotes himself exclusively to politics; and he +is not in Lady Kirkbank's set. A terrible disappointment to me, Mary!' + +'It is a pity,' said Mary. 'Lesbia is so lovely. If Lord Hartfield were +fancy-free he ought to fall in love with her, could they but meet. I +thought that in London all fashionable people knew each other, and were +continually meeting.' + +'It used to be so in my day, Mary. Almack's was a common ground, even if +there had been no other. But now there are circles and circles, I +believe, rings that touch occasionally, but never break and mingle. I am +afraid poor Georgie's set is not quite so nice as I could have wished. +Yet Lesbia writes as if she were in raptures with her chaperon, and with +all the people she meets. And then Georgie tells me that this Mr. +Smithson whom Lesbia has refused is a very important personage, a +millionaire, and very likely to be made a peer.' + +'A new peer,' said Mary, making a wry face. 'One would rather have an +old commoner. I always fancy a newly-made peer must be like a +newly-built house, glaring, and staring, and arid and uncongenial.' + +'_C'est selon_,' said Lady Maulevrier. 'One would not despise a Chatham +or a Wellington because of the newness of his title; but a man who has +only money to recommend him----' + +Lady Maulevrier left her sentence unfinished, save by a shrug; while +Mary made another wry face. She had that grand contempt for sordid +wealth which is common to young people who have never known the want of +money. + +'I hope Lesbia will marry some one better than Mr. Smithson,' she said. + +'I hope so too, dear; and yet do you know I have an idea that Lesbia +means to accept Mr. Smithson, or she would hardly have consented to go +to his house for the Henley week. Here is a letter from Georgie Kirkbank +which you will have to answer for me to-morrow--a letter full of +raptures about Mr. Smithson's place in Berkshire, Rood Hall. I remember +the house well. I was there nearly fifty years ago, when the Heronvilles +owned it; and now the Heronvilles are all dead or ruined, and this city +person is master of the fine old mansion. It is a strange world, Mary.' + +From that time forward Mary and her grandmother were on more +confidential terms, and when, two days later, Fellside was startled into +life by the unexpected arrival of Lord Maulevrier and Mr. Hammond, the +dowager seemed almost as pleased as her granddaughter at the arrival of +the young men. + +As for Mary, she was almost beside herself with joy when she heard their +voices from the lawn, and, rushing to the shrubbery, saw them walk up +the hill, as she had seen them on that first evening nearly a year ago, +when John Hammond came as a stranger to Fellside. + +She tried to take her joy soberly, though her eyes were dancing with +delight, as she went to the porch to meet them. + +'What extraordinary young men you are,' she said, as she emerged +breathless from her lover's embrace. 'The idea of your descending upon +us without a moment's notice. Why did you not write or telegraph, that +your rooms might be ready?' + +'Am I to understand that all the spare rooms at Fellside are kept as +damp as at the bottom of the lake?' asked Maulevrier. 'I did not +think any preparation was necessary; but we can go back if we're +not wanted, can't we, Jack?' + +'You darling,' cried Mary, hanging affectionately upon her brother's +arm. 'You _know_ I was only joking, you _know_ how enraptured I am to +have you.' + +'To have _me_, only me,' said Maulevrier. 'Jack doesn't count, I +suppose?' + +'You know how glad I am, and that I want to hide my gladness,' answered +Mary, radiant and blushing like the rich red roses in the porch. 'You +men are so vain. And now come and see grandmother, she will be cheered +by your arrival. She has been so good to me just lately, so sweet.' + +'She might have been good and sweet to you all your life,' said Hammond. +'I am not prepared to be grateful to her at a moment's notice for any +crumbs of affection she may throw you.' + +'Oh but you must be grateful, sir; and you must love her and pity her,' +retorted Mary. 'Think how sadly she has suffered. We cannot be too kind +to her, or too fond of her, poor dear.' + +'Mary is right,' said Hammond, half in jest and half in earnest. 'What +wonderful instincts these young women have.' + +'Come and see her ladyship; and then you must have dinner, just as you +had that first evening,' said Mary. 'We'll act that first evening over +again, Jack; only you can't fall in love with Lesbia, as she isn't +here.' + +'I don't think I surrendered that first evening, Mary. Though I thought +your sister the loveliest girl I had ever seen.' + +'And what did you think of me, sir? Tell me that,' said Mary. + +'Shall I tell you the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the +truth?' + +'Of course.' + +'Then I freely confess that I did not think about you at all. You were +there--a pretty, innocent, bright young maiden, with big brown eyes and +auburn hair; but I thought no more about you than I did about the +Gainsborough on the wall, which you very much resemble.' + +'That is most humiliating,' said Mary, pouting a little in the midst of +her bliss. + +'No, dearest, it is only natural,' answered Hammond. 'I believe if all +the happy lovers in this world could be questioned, at least half of +them would confess to having thought very little about each other at +first meeting. They meet, and touch hands, and part again, and never +guess the mystery of the future, which wraps them round like a cloud, +never say of each other. There is my fate; and then they meet again, and +again, as hazard wills, and never know that they are drifting to their +doom.' + +Mary rang bells and gave orders, just as she had done in that summer +gloaming a year ago. The young men had arrived just at the same hour, on +the stroke of nine, when the eight o'clock dinner was over and done +with; for a _tete-a-tete_ meal with Fraeulein Mueller was not a feast to +be prolonged on account of its felicity. Perhaps they had so contrived +as to arrive exactly at this hour. + +Lady Maulevrier received them both with extreme cordiality. But the +young men saw a change for the worse in the invalid since the spring. +The face was thinner, the eyes too bright, the flush upon the hollow +cheek had a hectic tinge, the voice was feebler. Hammond was reminded of +a falcon or an eagle pining and wasting in a cage. + +'I am very glad to see you, Mr. Hammond,' said Lady Maulevrier, giving +him her hand, and addressing him with unwonted cordiality. 'It was a +happy thought that brought you and Maulevrier here. When an old woman is +as near the grave as I am her relatives ought to look after her. I shall +be glad to have a little private conversation with you to-morrow, Mr. +Hammond, if you can spare me a few minutes.' + +'As many hours, if your ladyship pleases,' said Hammond. 'My time is +entirely at your service.' + +'Oh, no, you will want to be roaming about the hills with Mary, +discussing your plans for the future. I shall not encroach too much on +your time. But I am very glad you are here.' + +'We shall only trespass on you for a few days,' said Maulevrier, 'just a +flying visit.' + +'How is it that you are not both at Henley?' asked Mary. 'I thought all +the world was at Henley.' + +'Who is Henley? what is Henley?' demanded Maulevrier, pretending +ignorance. + +'I believe Maulevrier has lost so much money backing his college boat +on previous occasions that he is glad to run away from the regatta this +year,' said Hammond. + +'I have a sister there,' replied his friend. 'That's an all-sufficient +explanation. When a fellow's women-kind take to going to races and +regattas it is high time for _him_ to stop away.' + +'Have you seen Lesbia lately?' asked his grandmother. + +'About ten days ago.' + +'And did she seem happy?' + +Maulevrier shrugged his shoulders. + +'She was vacillating between the refusal or the acceptance of a million +of money and four or five fine houses. I don't know whether that +condition of mind means happiness. I should call it an intermediate +state.' + +'Why do you make silly jokes about serious questions? Do you think +Lesbia means to accept this Mr. Smithson?' + +'All London thinks so.' + +'And is he a good man?' + +'Good for a hundred thousand pounds at half an hour's notice.' + +'Is he worthy of your sister?' + +Maulevrier paused, looked at his grandmother with a curious expression, +and then replied-- + +'I think he is--quite.' + +'Then I am content that she should marry him,' said Lady Maulevrier, +'although he is a nobody.' + +'Oh, but he is a very important nobody, a nobody who can get a peerage +next year, backed by the Maulevrier influence, which I suppose would +count for something.' + +'Most of my friends are dead,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'but there are a +few survivors of the past who might help me.' + +'I don't think there'll be any difficulty or doubt about the peerage. +Smithson stumped up very handsomely at the last General Election, and +the Conservatives are not strong enough to be ungrateful. "These have +no master."' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + +WAYS AND MEANS. + + +The three days that followed were among the happiest days of Mary +Haselden's young life. Lady Maulevrier had become strangely indulgent. A +softening influence of some kind had worked upon that haughty spirit, +and it seemed as if her whole nature was changed--or it might be, Mary +thought, that this softer side of her character had always been turned +to Lesbia, while to Mary herself it was altogether new. Lesbia had been +the peach on the sunny southern wall, ripening and reddening in a flood +of sunshine; Mary had been the stunted fruit growing in a north-east +corner, hidden among leaves, blown upon by cold winds green and hard and +sour for lack of the warm bright light. And now Mary felt the sunshine, +and grew glad and gay in those glowing beams. + +'Dear grandmother, I believe you are beginning to love me,' she said, +bending over to arrange the invalid's pillows in the July morning, the +fresh mountain air blowing in upon old and young from the great open +window, like a caress. + +'I am beginning to know you,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gently. + +'I think it is the magic of love, Mary, that has sweetened and softened +your nature, and endeared you to me. I think you have grown ever so much +sweeter a girl since your engagement. Or it may be that you were the +same always, and it was I who was blind. Lesbia was all in all to me. +All in all--and now I am nothing to her,' she murmured, to herself +rather than to Mary. + +'I am so proud to think that you see an improvement in me since my +engagement,' said Mary, modestly. 'I have tried very hard to improve +myself, so that I might be more worthy of him.' + +'You are worthy, Mary, worthy of the best and the highest: and I believe +that, although you are making what the world calls a very bad match, you +are marrying wisely. You are wedding yourself to a life of obscurity; +but what does that matter, if it be a happy life? I have known what it +is to pursue the phantom fortune, and to find youth and hope and +happiness vanish from the pathway which I followed.' + +'Dear grandmother, I wish you had been able to marry the man of your +choice,' answered Mary, tenderly. + +She was ready to weep over that wasted life of her grandmother's; to +weep for that forced parting of true lovers, albeit the tragedy was half +a century old. + +'I should have been a happier woman and a better woman if fate had been +kind to me, Mary,' answered Lady Maulevrier, gravely; 'and now that I am +daily drawing nearer the land of shadows, I will not stand in the way of +faithful lovers. I have a fancy, Mary, that I have not many months to +live.' + +'Only an invalid's fancy,' said Mary, stooping down to kiss the pale +forehead, so full of thought and care; 'only a morbid fancy, nursed in +the monotony of this quiet room. Maulevrier and Jack and I must find +some way of amusing you.' + +'You will never amuse me out of that conviction, my dear. I can see the +shadows lengthening and the sands running out. There are but a few +grains left in the glass, Mary; and while those last I should like to +see you and Mr. Hammond married. I should like to feel that your fate is +settled before I go. God knows what confusion and trouble may follow my +death.' + +This was said with a sharp ring of despair. + +'I am not going to leave you, grandmother,' said Mary. + +'Not even for the man you love? You are a good girl, Mary. Lesbia has +forsaken me for a lesser temptation.' + +'Grandmother, that is hardly fair. It was your own wish to have Lesbia +presented this season,' remonstrated Mary, loyal to the absent. + +'True, my dear. I saw she was very tired of her life here, and I thought +it was better. But I'm sorely afraid London has spoiled her. No, Mary, +you can stay with me to the end, if you like. There is room enough for +you and your husband under this roof. I like this Mr. Hammond. His is +the only face that ever recalled the face of the dead. Yes, I like him; +and although I know nothing about him except what Maulevrier tells +me--and that is of the scantiest--still I feel, somehow, that I can +trust him. Send your lover to me, Mary. I want to have a serious talk +with him.' + +Mary ran off to obey, fluttered, blushing, and trembling. This idea of +marriage in the immediate future was to be the last degree startling. A +year had seemed a very long time; and she had been told that she and her +lover must wait a year at the very least; so that vision of marriage had +seemed afar off in the dim shadowland of the future. She had been told +nothing by her lover of where she was to live, or what her life was to +be like when she was his wife. And now she was told that they were to be +married almost immediately, that they were to live in the house where +she had been reared, in that familiar land of hills and waters, that +they were to roam about the dales and mountains together, they two, as +man and wife. The whole thing was wonderful, bewildering, impossible +almost. + +This was on the first morning after Mr. Hammond's arrival. Maulevrier +had gone off to hunt the Rotha for otters, and was up to his waist in +the water, no doubt, by this time. Hammond was strolling up and down the +terrace in front of the house, looking at the green expanse of +Fairfield, the dark bulk of Seat Sandal, the nearer crests of Helm Crag +and Silver Howe. + +'You are to come to her ladyship directly, please,' said Mary, going up +to him. + +He took both her hands, drew her nearer to him, smiling down at her. +They had been sitting side by side at the breakfast table half-an-hour +ago, he waiting upon her as she poured out the tea; yet by his tender +greeting and the delight in his face it might have been supposed they +had not met for weeks. Such are the sweet inanities of love. + +'What does her ladyship want with me, darling? and why are you +blushing?' he asked. + +'I--I think she is going to talk about--our--marriage,' faltered Mary. + +'"Why, I will talk to her upon this theme until mine eyelids can no +longer wag,"' quoted Hammond. 'Take me to her, Mary. I hope her ladyship +is growing sensible.' + +'She is very kind, very sweet. She has changed so much of late.' + +Mary went with him to the door of her ladyship's sitting-room, and there +left him to go in alone. She went to the library--that room over which a +gloomy shadow seemed to have hung ever since that awful winter afternoon +when Mary found Lady Maulevrier lying on the floor in the twilight. But +it was a noble room, and in her studious hours Mary loved to sit here, +walled round with books, and able to consult or dip into as many volumes +as she liked. To-day, however, her mind was not attuned to study. She +sat with a volume of Macaulay open before her: but her thoughts were not +with the author. She was wondering what those two were saying in the +room overhead, and finding all attempts at reading futile, she let her +head sink back upon the cushion of her deep luxurious chair, and sat +with her dreamy eyes fixed on the summer landscape and her thoughts with +her lover. + +Lady Maulevrier looked very wan and tired in the bright morning light, +when Mr. Hammond seated himself beside her sofa. The change in her +appearance since the spring was more marked to-day than it had seemed to +him last night in the dim lamplight. Yes, there was need here for a +speedy settlement of all earthly matters. The traveller was nearing the +mysterious end of the journey. The summons might come at any hour. + +'Mr. Hammond, I feel a confidence in your integrity, your goodness of +heart, and high principle which I never thought I could feel for a man +of whom I know so little,' began Lady Maulevrier, gravely. 'All I know +of you or your antecedents is what my grandson has told me--and I must +say that the information so given has been very meagre. And yet I +believe in you--and yet I am going to trust you, wholly, blindly, +implicitly--and I am going to give you my granddaughter, ever so much +sooner than I intended to give her to you. Soon, very soon, if you will +have her!' + +'I will have her to-morrow, if there is time to get a special licence,' +exclaimed Hammond, bending down to kiss the dowager's hand, radiant with +delight. + +'You shall marry her very soon, if you like, marry her by special +licence, in this room. I should like to see your wedding. I have a +strange impatience to behold one of my granddaughters happily married, +to know that her future is secure, that come weal, come woe, she is safe +in the protection of a brave true man. I am not scared by the idea of a +little poverty. That is often the best education for youth. But while +you and I are alone we may as well talk about ways and means. Perhaps +you may hardly feel prepared to take upon yourself the burden of a wife +this year.' + +'As well this year as next. I am not afraid.' + +'Young men are so rash. However, as long as I live your responsibilities +will be only nominal. This house will be Mary's home, and yours whenever +you are able to occupy it. Of course I should not like to interfere with +your professional efforts--but if you are cultivating literature,--why +books can be written at Fellside better than in London. This lakeland of +ours has been the nursery of deathless writers. But I feel that my days +are numbered--and when I am dead--well death is always a cause of change +and trouble of some kind, and Mary will profit very little by my death. +The bulk of my fortune is left to Lesbia. I have taught her to consider +herself my heiress; and it would be unjust to alter my will.' + +'Pray do not dream of such a thing--there is no need--Mary will be rich +enough,' exclaimed Hammond, hastily. + +'With five hundred a year and the fruits of your industry,' said Lady +Maulevrier. 'Yes, yes, with modest aspirations and simple habits, people +can live happily, honourably, on a few hundreds a year. And if you +really mean to devote yourself to literature, and do not mind burying +yourself alive in this lake district until you have made your name as a +writer, why the problem of ways and means will be easily solved.' + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, I am not afraid of ways and means. That is the +last question which need trouble you. I told Lesbia when I offered +myself to her nearly a year ago, that if she would trust me, if she +would cleave to me, poverty should never touch her, sordid care should +never come near her dwelling. But she could not believe me. She was like +Thomas the twin. I could show her no palpable security for my +promise--and she would not believe for the promise' sake. Mary trusted +me; and Mary shall not regret her confidence.' + +'Ah! it was different with Lesbia,' sighed Lady Maulevrier. 'I taught +her to be ambitious. She had been schooled to set a high price upon +herself. I know she cared for you--very much, even. But she could not +face poverty; or, if you like, I will say that she could not face an +obscure existence--sacrifice her ambition, a justifiable ambition in one +so lovely, at the bidding of her first wooer. And then, again, she was +told that if she married you, she would for ever forfeit my regard. You +must not blame her for obeying me.' + +'I do not blame her; for I have won the peerless pearl--the jewel above +all price--a perfect woman. And now, dear Lady Maulevrier, give me but +your consent, and I am off to York this afternoon, to interview the +Archbishop, and get the special licence, which will allow me to wed my +darling here by your couch to-morrow afternoon.' + +'I have no objection to your getting the licence immediately; but you +must let me write a cheque before you go. A special licence is +expensive--I believe it costs fifty pounds.' + +'If it cost a thousand I should not think it dear. But I have a notion +that I shall be able to get the licence--cheap. You have made me wild +with happiness.' + +'But you must not refuse my cheque.' + +'Indeed I must, Lady Maulevrier. I am not quite such a pauper as you +think me.' + +'But fifty pounds and the expenses of the journey; an outlay altogether +unexpected on your part. I begin to fear that you are very reckless. A +spendthrift shall never marry my granddaughter, with my consent.' + +'I have never yet spent above half my income.' + +Lady Maulevrier looked at him in wonderment and perplexity. Had the +young man gone suddenly out of his mind, overwhelmed by the greatness of +his bliss? + +'But I thought you were poor,' she faltered. + +'It has pleased you to think so, dear Lady Maulevrier; but I have more +than enough for all my wants, and I shall be able to provide a fitting +home for my Mary, when you can spare her to preside over her own +establishment.' + +'Establishment' seemed rather a big word, but Lady Maulevrier supposed +that in this case it meant a cook and housemaid, with perhaps later on a +boy in buttons, to break windows and block the pantry sink with missing +teaspoons. + +'Well, Mr. Hammond, this is quite an agreeable surprise,' she said, +after a brief silence. 'I really thought you were poor--as poor as a +young man of gentlemanlike habits could be, and yet exist. Perhaps you +will wonder why, thinking this, I brought myself to consent to your +marriage with my granddaughter.' + +'It was a great proof of your confidence in me, or in Providence,' +replied Hammond, smiling. + +'It was no such thing. I was governed by a sentiment--a memory. It was +my love for the dead which softened my heart towards you, John Hammond.' + +'Indeed!' he murmured, softly. + +'There was but one man in this world I ever fondly loved--the love of my +youth--my dearest and best, in the days when my heart was fresh and +innocent and unambitious. That man was Ronald Hollister, afterwards Lord +Hartfield. And yours is the only face that ever recalled his to my mind. +It is but a vague likeness--a look now and then; but slight as that +likeness is it has been enough to make my heart yearn towards you, as +the heart of a mother to her son.' + +John Hammond knelt beside the sofa, and bent his handsome face over the +pale face on the pillow, imprinting such a kiss as a son might have +given. His eyes were full of tears. + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, think that it is the spirit of the dead which +blesses you for your fidelity to old memories,' he said, tenderly. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + +BY SPECIAL LICENCE. + + +After that interview with John Hammond all the arrangements for the +marriage were planned by Lady Maulevrier with a calm and business-like +capacity which seemed extraordinary in one so frail and helpless. For a +little while after Hammond left her she remained lost in a reverie, +deeply affected by the speech and manner of her granddaughter's lover, +as he gave her that first kiss of duty and affection, the affection of +one who in that act declared the allegiance of a close and holy bond. + +Yes, she told herself, this marriage, humble as it might be, was +altogether satisfactory. Her own feeling towards the man of her +granddaughter's choice was one of instinctive affection. Her heart had +yearned to him from the beginning of their acquaintance; but she had +schooled herself to hide all indications of her liking for him, she had +made every effort to keep him at a distance, deeming his very merits a +source of danger in a household where there were two fresh +impressionable girls. + +And despite all her caution and care he had succeeded in winning one of +those girls: and she was glad, very glad, that he had so succeeded in +baffling her prudence. And now it was agreeable to discover that he was +not quite such a pauper as she had supposed him to be. + +Her heart felt lighter than it had been for some time when she set about +planning the wedding. + +The first step in the business was to send for James Steadman. He came +immediately, grave and quiet as of old, and stood with his serious eyes +bent upon the face of his mistress, awaiting her instructions. + +'Lady Mary is going to be married to Mr. Hammond, by special licence, in +this room, to-morrow afternoon, if it can be managed so soon,' said Lady +Maulevrier. + +'I am very glad to hear it, my lady,' answered Steadman, without the +faintest indication of surprise. + +'Why are you so--particularly glad?' asked his mistress, looking at him +sharply. + +'Because Lady Mary's presence in this house is a source of danger +to--your arrangements. She is very energetic and enterprising--very +shrewd--and--well, she is a woman--so I suppose there can be no harm in +saying she is somewhat inquisitive. Things will be much safer here when +Lady Mary is gone!' + +'But she will not be gone--she is not going away--except for a very +brief honeymoon. I cannot possibly do without her. She has become +necessary to my life, Steadman; and there is so little left of that life +now, that there is no need for me to sacrifice the last gleams of +sunshine. The girl is very sweet, and loving, and true. I was not half +fond enough of her in the past; but she has made herself very dear to me +of late. There are many things in this life, Steadman, which we only +find out too late.' + +'But, surely, my lady, Lady Mary will leave Fellside to go to a home of +her own after her marriage.' + +'No, I tell you, Steadman,' his mistress answered, with a touch of +impatience; 'Lady Mary and her husband will make this house their home +so long as I am here. It will not be long.' + +'God grant it may be very long before you cease to be mistress here,' +answered Steadman, with real feeling; and then in a lower tone he went +on: 'Pardon me, my lady, for the suggestion, but do you think it wise to +have Mr. Hammond here as a resident?' + +'Why should it not be wise? Mr. Hammond is a gentleman.' + +'True, my lady; but any accident, such as that which brought Lady Mary +into the old garden----' + +'No such accident need occur--it must not occur, Steadman,' exclaimed +Lady Maulevrier, with kindling eyes. She who had so long ruled supreme +was not inclined to have any desire of hers questioned. 'There must have +been gross carelessness that day--carelessness on your part, or that +stable door would never have been left open. The key ought to have been +in your possession. It ought not to have been in the power of the +stableman to open that door. As to Mr. Hammond's presence at Fellside, I +cannot see any danger--any reason why harm should come of it, more than +of Lord Maulevrier's presence here in the past.' + +'The two gentlemen are so different, my lady,' said Steadman, with a +gloomy brow. 'His lordship is so light-hearted and careless, his mind +taken up with his horses, guns, dogs, fishing, shooting, and all kinds +of sport. He is not a gentleman to take much notice of anything out of +his own line. But this Mr. Hammond is different--a very thoughtful +gentleman, an inquiring mind, as one would say.' + +'Steadman, you are getting cowardly in your old age. The danger--such a +risk as you hint at, must be growing less and less every day. After +forty years of security----' + +'Security' echoed Steadman, with a monosyllabic laugh which expressed +intense bitterness. 'Say forty years during which I have felt myself +upon the edge of a precipice every day and every hour. Security! But +perhaps you are right, my lady, I am growing old and nervous, a feebler +man than I was a few years ago, feebler in body and mind. Let Mr. +Hammond make his home here, if it pleases your ladyship to have him. So +long as I am well and able to get about there can be no danger of +anything awkward happening.' + +Lady Maulevrier looked alarmed. + +'But you have no expectation of falling ill, I hope, Steadman; you have +no premonition of any malady?' + +'No, my lady, none--except the malady of old age. I feel that I am not +the man I once was, that is all. My brain is getting woolly, and my +sight is clouded now and then. And if I were to fall ill suddenly----' + +'Oh, it would be terrible, it would be a dire calamity! There is your +wife, certainly, to look after things, but----' + +'My wife would do her best, my lady. She is a faithful creature, but she +is not--yes, without any unkindness I must say that Mrs. Steadman is not +a genius!' + +'Oh, Steadman, you must not fail me! I am horror-stricken at the mere +idea,' exclaimed Lady Maulevrier. 'After forty years--great God! it +would be terrible. Lesbia, Mary, Maulevrier! the great, malignant, +babbling world outside these doors. I am hemmed round with perils. For +God's sake preserve your strength. Take care of your health. You are my +strong rock. If you feel that there is anything amiss with you, or that +your strength is failing, consult Mr. Horton--neglect no precaution. The +safety of this house, of the family honour, hangs upon you.' + +'Pray do not agitate yourself, my lady,' entreated Steadman. 'I was +wrong to trouble you with my fears. I shall not fail you, be sure. +Although I am getting old, I shall hold out to the end.' + +'The end cannot be very far off,' said Lady Maulevrier, gloomily. + +'I thought that forty years ago, my lady. But you are right--the end +must be near now. Yes, it must be near. And now, my lady, your orders +about the wedding.' + +'It will take place to-morrow, as I told you, in this room. You will go +to the Vicar and ask him to officiate. His two daughters will no doubt +consent to be Lady Mary's bridesmaids. You will make the request in my +name. Perhaps the Vicar will call this afternoon and talk matters over +with me. Lady Mary and her husband will go to Cumberland for a brief +honeymoon--a week at most--and then they will come back to Fellside. +Tell Mrs. Power to prepare the east wing for them. She will make one of +the rooms into a boudoir for Lady Mary; and let everything be as bright +and pretty as good taste can make it. She can telegraph to London for +any new furniture that may be wanted to complete her arrangements. And +now send Lady Mary to me.' + +Mary came, fresh from the pine-wood, where she had been walking with her +lover; her lover of to-day, her husband to-morrow. He had told her how +he was to start for York directly after luncheon, and to come back by +the earliest train next day, and how they two were to be married +to-morrow afternoon. + +'It is more wonderful than any dream that I ever dreamt.' exclaimed +Mary. 'But how can it be? I have not even a wedding gown.' + +'A fig for wedding gowns! It is Mary I am to wed, not her gown. Were you +clad like patient Grisel I should be content. Besides you have no end of +pretty gowns. And you are to be dressed for travelling, remember; for I +am going to carry you off to Lodore directly we are married, and you +will have to clamber up the rocky bed of the waterfall to see the sun +set behind the Borrowdale hills in your wedding gown. It had better be +one of those neat little tailor gowns which become you so well.' + +'I will wear whatever you tell me,' answered Mary. 'I shall always dress +to please you, and not the outside world.' + +'Will you, my Griselda. Some day you shall be dressed as Grisel was-- + + "In a cloth of gold that brighte shone, + With a coroune of many a riche stone." + +'Yes, you darling, when you are Lord Chancellor; and till that day comes +I will wear tailor gowns, linsey-wolsey, anything you like,' cried Mary, +laughing. + +She ran to her grandmother's room, ineffably content, without a thought +of trousseau or finery; but then Mary Haselden was one of those few +young women for whom life is not a question of fashionable raiment. + +'Mary, I am going to send you off upon your honeymoon to-morrow +afternoon,' said Lady Maulevrier, smiling at the bright, happy face +which was bent over her. 'Will you come back and nurse a fretful old +woman when the honeymoon is over?' + +'The honeymoon will never be over,' answered Mary, joyously. 'Our wedded +life is to be one long honeymoon. But I will come back in a very few +days, and take care of you. I am not going to let you do without me, now +that you have learnt to love me.' + +'And will you be content to stay with me when your husband has gone to +London?' + +'Yes, but I shall try to prevent his going very often, or staying very +long. I shall try to wind myself into his heart, so that there will be +an aching void there when we are parted.' + +Lady Maulevrier proceeded to tell Mary all her arrangements. Three +handsome rooms in the east wing, a bedroom, dressing-room, and boudoir, +were to be made ready for the newly-married couple. Fraeulein Mueller was +to be dismissed with a retiring pension, in order that Lady Mary and her +husband might feel themselves master and mistress in the lower part of +the house. + +'And if your husband really means to devote himself to literature, he +can have no better workshop than the library I have put together,' said +Lady Maulevrier. + +'And no better adviser and guide than you, dear grandmother, you who +have read everything that has been written worth reading during the last +half century.' + +'I have read a great deal, Mary, but I hardly know if I am any wiser on +that account,' answered Lady Maulevrier. 'After all, however much of +other people's wisdom we may devour, it is in ourselves that we are +thus, or thus. Our past follies rise up against us at the end of life; +and we see how little our book-learning has helped us to stand against +foolish impulses, against evil passions. "Be good," Mary, "and let who +will be wise," as the poet says. A faithful heart is your only anchor in +the stormy seas of life. My dear, I am so glad you are going to be +married.' + +'It is very sudden,' said Mary. + +'Very sudden; yet in your case that does not much matter. You have quite +made up your mind about Mr. Hammond, I believe.' + +'Made up my mind! I began to worship him the first night he came here.' + +'Foolish child. Well, there is no need to wait for settlements. You have +only your allowance as Lord Maulevrier's daughter--a first charge on the +estate, which cannot be made away with or anticipated, and of which no +husband can deprive you.' + +'He shall have every sixpence of it,' murmured Mary. + +'And Mr. Hammond, though he tells me he is better off than I supposed, +can have nothing to settle. So there will be nothing forfeited by a +marriage without settlements.' + +Mary could not enter upon the question. It was even of less importance +than the wedding gown. + +The gong sounded for luncheon. + +'Steadman's dogcart is to take Mr. Hammond to the station at half-past +two,' said Lady Maulevrier, 'so you had better go and give him his +luncheon.' + +Mary needed no second bidding. She flew downstairs, and met her lover in +the hall. + +What a happy luncheon it was! Fraeulein 'mounched, and mounched, and +mounched,' like the sailor's wife eating chestnuts: but those two lovers +lunched upon moonshine, upon each other's little words and little looks, +upon their own ineffable bliss. They sat side by side, and helped each +other to the nicest things on the table, but neither could eat, and +they got considerably mixed in their way of eating, taking chutnee with +strawberry cream, and currant jelly with asparagus. What did it matter? +Everything tasted of bliss. + +'You have had absolutely nothing to eat,' said Mary, piteously, as the +dogcart came grinding round upon the dry gravel. + +'Oh, I have done splendidly--thanks. I have just had a macaroon and some +of that capital gorgonzola. God bless you, dearest, and _a revoir, a +revoir_ to-morrow.' + +'And to-morrow I shall be Mary Hammond,' cried Mary, clasping her hands. +'Isn't it capital fun?' + +They were in the porch alone. The servants were all at dinner, save the +groom with the cart. Miss Mueller was still munching at the well-spread +table in the dining-room. + +John Hammond folded his sweetheart in his arms for one brief embrace; +there was no time for loitering. In another moment he was springing into +the cart. A shake of the reins, and he was driving slowly down the steep +avenue. + +'Life is full of partings,' Mary said to herself, as she watched the +last glimpse of the dogcart between the trees down in the road below, +'but this one is to be very short, thank God.' + +She wondered what she should do with herself for the rest of the +afternoon, and finally, finding that she was not wanted by her +grandmother until afternoon tea, she set out upon a round of visits to +her favourite cottagers, to bid them a long farewell as a spinster. + +'You'll be away a long time, I suppose, Lady Mary?' said one of her +humble friends; 'you'll be going to Switzerland or Italy, or some of +those foreign parts where great ladies and gentlemen travel for their +honeymoons?' + +But Mary declared that she would be absent a week at longest. She was +coming back to take care of her invalid grandmother; and she was not +going to marry a great gentleman, but a man who would have to work for +his living. + +She went back to Fellside, and read the _Times_, and poured out Lady +Maulevrier's tea, and sat on her low stool by the sofa, and the old and +the young woman were as happy and confidential together as if they had +been always the nearest and dearest to each other. Her ladyship had seen +Miss Mueller, and had informed that excellent person that her services at +Fellside would no longer be required after Lady Mary's marriage; but +that her devotion to her duties during the last fourteen years should be +rewarded by a pension which, together with her savings, would enable her +to spend the rest of her days in repose. Miss Mueller was duly grateful, +and owned to a tender longing for the _Heimath_, and declared herself +ready to retire from her post whenever her ladyship pleased. + +'I shall go back to Germany directly I leave you, and I shall live and +die there, unless I am wanted by one of my old pupils. But should Lady +Lesbia or Lady Mary need my services for their daughters, in days to +come, they can command me. For no one else will I abandon the +Fatherland.' + +The Fraeulein thus easily disposed of, Lady Mary felt that matrimony +would verily mean independence. And yet she was prepared to regard her +husband as her master. She meant to obey him in all meekness and +reverence of spirit. + +She spent the rest of the afternoon and the whole of the evening in her +grandmother's sitting-room, dining _tete-a-tete_ with the invalid for +the first time since her illness. Lady Maulevrier talked much of Mary's +future, and of Lesbia's; but it was evident that she was full of +uneasiness upon the latter subject. + +'I don't know what Lesbia is going to do with her life,' she said, with +a sigh. 'Her letters tell me of nothing but gowns and parties; and +Georgina Kirkbank can only expatiate upon Mr. Smithson's wealth, and the +grand position he is going to occupy by-and-by. I should like to see +both my granddaughters married before I die--yes, I should like to see +Lesbia's fate secure, if she were to be only Lady Lesbia Smithson.' + +'She cannot fail to make a good match, grandmother,' said Mary. + +'I am beginning to lose faith in her future,' answered Lady Maulevrier. +'There seems to be a fatality about the career of particularly +attractive girls. They are too confident of their power to succeed in +life. They trifle with fortune, fascinate the wrong people, and keep the +right people at arm's length. I think if I had been Lesbia's guide in +society her first season would have counted for more than it is likely +to count for under Lady Kirkbank's management. I should have awakened +Lesbia from the dream of dress and dancing--the mere butterfly life of a +girl who never looks beyond the present moment. But now go and give +orders about your packing, Mary. It is past ten, and Clara had better +pack your trunks early to-morrow morning.' + +Clara was a modest Easedale damsel, who had been promoted to be Lady +Mary's personal attendant, when the more mature Kibble had gone away +with Lady Lesbia. Mary required very little waiting upon, but she was +not the less glad to have a neat little smiling maiden devoted to her +service, ready to keep her rooms neat and trim, to go on errands to the +cottagers, to arrange the flowers in the old china bowls, and to make +herself generally useful. + +It seemed a strange thing to have to furnish a trousseau from the +wardrobe of everyday life--a trousseau in which nothing, except +half-a-dozen pairs of gloves, a pair of boots, and a few odds and ends +of lace and ribbons would be actually new. Mary thought very little of +the matter, but the position of things struck her maid as altogether +extraordinary and unnatural. + +'You should have seen the things Miss Freeman had, Lady Mary,' exclaimed +the damsel, 'the daughter of that cotton-spinning gentleman from +Manchester, who lives at The Gables--you should have seen her new gowns +and things when she was married. Mrs. Freeman's maid keeps company with +my brother James--he's in the stables at Freeman's, you know, Lady +Mary--and she asked me in to look at the trousseau two days before the +wedding. I never saw such beautiful dresses--such hats--such +bonnets--such jackets and mantles. It was like going into one of those +grand shops at York, and having all the things in the shop pulled out +for one to look at--such silks and satins--and trimmed--ah! how those +dresses was trimmed. The mystery was how the young lady could ever get +herself into them, or sit down when she'd got one of them on.' + +'Instruments of torture, Clara. I should hate such gowns, even if I were +going to marry a rich man, as I suppose Miss Freeman was.' + +'Not a bit of it, Lady Mary. She was only going to marry a Bolton doctor +with a small practice; but her maid told me she was determined she'd get +all she could out of her pa, in case he should lose all his money and go +bankrupt. They said that trousseau cost two thousand pounds.' + +'Well, Clara, I'd rather have my tailor gowns, in which I can scramble +about the ghylls and crags just as I like.' There was a pale yellow +Indian silk, smothered with soft yellow lace, which would serve for a +wedding gown; for indifferent as Mary was to the great clothes question, +she wanted to look in some wise as a bride. A neat chocolate-coloured +cloth, almost new from the tailor's hands, with a little cloth toque to +match, would do for the wedding journey. All the details of Mary's +wardrobe were the perfection of neatness. She had grown very neat and +careful in her habits since her engagement, anxious to be industrious +and frugal in all things--a really handy housewife for a hard-worked +bread-winner. And now she was told that Mr. Hammond was not so poor as +she had thought. She would not be obliged to stint herself, and manage, +as she had supposed when she went about among the cottagers, taking +lessons in household economy. It was almost a disappointment. + +She and Clara finished the packing that night, Mary being much too +excited for the possibility of sleep. There was not much to pack, only +one roomy American trunk--a trunk which held everything--a Gladstone bag +for things that might possibly be wanted in a hurry, and a handsome +dressing-bag, Maulevrier's last birthday gift to his sister. + +Mary had received no gifts from her lover, save the plain gold +engagement ring, and a few new books sent straight from the publishers. +Clara took care to inform her young mistress that Miss Freeman's +sweetheart had sent her all manner of splendid presents, scent bottles, +photograph albums, glove boxes, and other things of beauty, albeit his +means were supposed to be _nil_. It was evident that Clara disapproved +of Mr. Hammond's conduct in this matter, and even suspected him of +meanness. + +'He did ought to have sent you his photograph, Lady Mary,' said Clara, +with a reproachful air. + +'I daresay he would have done so, Clara, but he has been photographed +only once in his life.' + +'Lawk a mercy, Lady Mary! Why most young gentlemen have themselves +photographed in every new place they go to; and as Mr. Hammond has been +a traveller, like his lordship, I made sure he'd have been photographed +in knickerbockers and every other kind of attitude.' + +Mary had not refrained from asking for her lover's portrait; and he had +told her that he had carefully abstained from having his countenance +reproduced in any manner since his fifteenth year, when he had been +photographed at his mother's desire. + +'The present fashion of photographs staring out of every stationer's +window makes a man's face public property,' he told Mary. 'I don't want +every street Arab in London to recognise me.' + +'But you are not a public man,' said Mary. 'Your photograph would not be +in all the windows; although, in my humble opinion, you are a very +handsome man.' + +Hammond blushed, laughed, and turned the conversation, and Mary had to +exist without any picture of her lover. + +'Millais shall paint me in his grand Reynolds manner by-and-by,' he told +Mary. + +'Millais! Oh, Jack! When will you and I be able to give a thousand or so +for a portrait?' + +'Ah, when, indeed? But we may as well enjoy our day-dreams, like +Alnaschar, without smashing our basket of crockery.' + +And now Mary, who had managed to exist without the picture, was to have +the original. He was to be all her own--her master, her lord, her love, +after to-morrow--unto eternity, in life, and in the grave, and in the +dim hereafter beyond the grave, they two were to be one. In heaven there +was to be no marrying or giving in marriage, Mary was told; but her own +heart cried aloud to her that the happily wedded must remain linked in +heaven. God would not part the blessed souls of true lovers. + +A short sleep, broken by happy dreams, and it was morning, Mary's +wedding morning, fairest of summer days, July in all her beauty. Mary +went to her grandmother's room, and waited upon her at breakfast. + +Lady Maulevrier was in excellent spirits. + +'Everything is arranged, Mary. I have had a telegram from Hammond, who +has got the licence, and will come at half-past one. At three the Vicar +will come to marry you, his daughters, Katie and Laura, acting as your +bridesmaids.' + +'Bridesmaids!' exclaimed Mary. 'I forgot all about bridesmaids. Am I +really to have any?' + +'You will have two girls of your own age to bear you company, at any +rate. I have asked dear old Horton to be present; and he, Fraeulein, and +Maulevrier will complete the party. It will not be a brilliant wedding, +Mary, or a costly ceremonial, except for the licence.' + +'And poor Jack will have to pay for that,' said Mary, with a long face. + +'Poor Jack refused to let me pay for it,' answered Lady Maulevrier. 'He +is vastly independent, and I fear somewhat reckless.' + +'I like him for his independence; but he mustn't be reckless,' said +Mary, severely. + +He was to be the master in all things! and yet she was to exercise a +restraining influence, she was to guard him against his own weaknesses, +his too generous impulses. Her voice was to be the voice of prudence. +This is how Mary understood the marriage tie. + +Under ordinary conditions Mary would have been in the avenue, lying in +wait for her lover, eager to get the very first glimpse of him when he +arrived, to see him before he had brushed the dust of the journey from +his raiment. But to-day she hung back. She stayed in her grandmother's +room and sat beside the sofa, shy, and even a little downcast. This +lover who was so soon to be transformed into a husband was a formidable +personage. She dare not rush forth to greet him. Perhaps he had changed +his mind by this time, and was sorry he had ever asked her to marry him. +Perhaps he thought he was being hustled into a marriage. He had been +told that he was to wait at least a year. And now, all in a moment, he +was sent off to get a special licence. How could she be quite sure that +he liked this kind of treatment? + +If there is any faith to be placed in the human countenance, Mr. Hammond +was in no wise an unwilling bridegroom; for his face beamed with happy +light as he came into the room presently, followed by an elderly man +with grey hair and whiskers, and in a strictly professional frock coat, +whom the butler announced as Mr. Dorncliffe. Lady Maulevrier looked +startled, somewhat offended even at this intrusion, and she gave Mr. +Dorncliffe a very haughty salutation, which was almost more crushing +than no salutation at all. + +Mary stood up by her grandmother's sofa, and looked rather frightened. + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier,' said Hammond, 'I ventured to telegraph to my +lawyer to meet me at York last night, and come on here with me this +morning. He has prepared a settlement, which I should like you to hear +him read, and which he will explain to you, if necessary, while Molly +and I go for a stroll in the grounds.' + +He had never called her Molly before. He put his arm round her with a +proud air of possession, even under her grandmother's eyes. And she +nestled close up to his side, forgetting everything but the delight of +belonging to him. + +They went downstairs, and through the billiard room to the terrace, and +from the terrace to the tennis lawn, where John Hammond sat reading +Heine nearly a year ago, just before he proposed to Lesbia. + +'Do you remember that day?' asked Mary, looking at him, solemnly. + +'I remember every day and every hour we have spent together since I began +to love you,' answered Hammond. + +'Ah, but this was before you began to love me,' said Mary, with a +piteous little grimace. 'This was while you were loving Lesbia as hard +as ever you could. Don't you remember the day you proposed to her--a +lovely summer day like this, the lake just as blue, the sun shining upon +Fairfield just as it is shining now, and you sat there reading +Heine--those sweet, sweet verses, that seemed made of sighs and tears; +and every now and then you paused and looked up at Lesbia, and there was +more love in your eyes than in all Heine's poetry, though that brims +over with love.' + +'But how did you know all this, Molly? You were not here.' + +'I was not very far off. I was behind those bushes, watching and +listening. I knew you were in love with Lesbia, and I thought you +despised me, and I was very, very wretched; and I listened afterwards +when you proposed to her there--behind the pine trees--and I hated her +for refusing you, and I am afraid I hated you for proposing to her.' + +'When I ought to have been proposing to my Molly, blind fool that I +was,' said Hammond, smiling tenderly at her, smiling, though his eyes +were dim with tears. 'My own sweet love, it was a terrible mistake, a +mistake that might have cost me the happiness of a lifetime. But Fate +was very good to me, and let me have my Mary after all. And now let us +sit down under the old red beech and talk till it is time to go and get +ready for our wedding. I suppose one ought to brush one's hair and wash +one's hands for that kind of thing, even when the function is not on a +ceremonious scale.' + +Mary laughed. + +'I have a prettier gown than this to be married in, although it isn't a +wedding gown,' she said. + +'Oh, by-the-by, I have something for you,' said her lover, 'something in +the way of ornaments, but I don't suppose you'd care to wear them +to-day. I'll run and get them.' + +He went back to the house, leaving Mary sitting on the rustic bench +under the fine old copper beech, a tree that had been standing long +before Lady Maulevrier enlarged the old stone house into a stately +villa. He returned in a few minutes, bringing a morocco bag about the +size of those usually carried by lawyers or lawyers' clerks. + +'I don't think I have given you anything since we were engaged, Mary,' +he said, as he seated himself by her side. + +Mary blushed, remembering how Clara, the maid, had remarked upon this +fact. + +'You gave me my ring,' she said, looking down at the massive band of +gold, 'and you have given me ever so many delightful books.' + +'Those were very humble gifts, Molly: but to-day I have brought you a +wedding present.' + +He opened the bag and took out a red morocco case, and then half-a-dozen +more red morocco cases of various shapes and sizes. The first looked +new, but the others were old-fashioned and passing shabby, as if they +had been knocking about brokers' shops for the last quarter of a +century. + +'There is my wedding gift, Mary,' he said, handing her the new case. + +It contained an exquisitely painted miniature of a very beautiful woman, +in a large oval locket set with sapphires. + +'You have asked me for my portrait, dearest,' he said. 'I give you my +mother's rather than my own, because I loved her as I never thought to +love again, till I knew you. I should like you to wear that locket +sometimes, Mary, as a kind of link between the love of the past and the +love of the present. Were my mother living, she would welcome and +cherish my bride and my wife. She is dead, and you and she can never +meet on earth: but I should like you to be familiar with the face which +was once the light of my life.' + +Mary's eyes filled with tears as she gazed at the face in the miniature. +It was the portrait of a woman of about thirty--a face of exquisite +refinement, of calm and pensive beauty. + +'I shall treasure this picture always, above all things,' she said: but +'why did you have it set so splendidly, Jack? No gems were needed to +give your mother's portrait value in my eyes.' + +'I know that, dearest, but I wanted to make the locket worth wearing. +And now for the other cases. The locket is your lover's free gift, and +is yours to keep and to bequeath to your children. These are heirlooms, +and yours only during your husband's lifetime.' + +He opened one of the largest cases, and on a bed of black velvet Mary +beheld a magnificent diamond necklace, with a large pendant. He opened +another and displayed a set of sprays for the hair. Another contained +earrings, another bracelets, the last a tiara. + +'What are they for?' gasped Mary. + +'For my wife to wear.' + +'Oh, but I could never wear such things,' she exclaimed, with an idea +that these must be stage jewellery. 'They are paste, of course--very +beautiful for people who like that kind of thing--but I don't.' + +She felt deeply shocked at this evidence of bad taste on the part of her +lover. How the things flashed in the sunshine--but so did the crystal +drops in the old Venetian girandoles. + +'No, Molly, they are not paste; they are Brazilian diamonds, and, as +Maulevrier would say, they are as good as they make them. They are +heirlooms, Molly. My dear mother wore them in her summer-tide of wedded +happiness. My grandmother wore them for thirty years before her; my +great grandmother wore them at the Court of Queen Charlotte, and they +were worn at the Court of Queen Anne. They are nearly two hundred years +old; and those central stones in the tiara came out of a cap worn by the +Great Mogul, and are the largest table diamonds known. They are +historic, Mary.' + +'Why, they must be worth a fortune.' + +'They are valued at something over seventy thousand pounds.' + +'But why don't you sell them?' exclaimed Mary, opening her eyes wide +with surprise, 'they would give you a handsome income.' + +'They are not mine to sell, Molly. Did not I tell you that they are +heirlooms? They are the family jewels of the Countesses of Hartfield.' + +'Then what are you?' + +'Ronald Hollister, Earl of Hartfield, and your adoring lover!' + +Mary gave a cry of surprise, a cry of distress even. + +'Oh, that is too dreadful!' she exclaimed; 'grandmother will be so +unhappy. She had set her heart upon Lesbia marrying Lord Hartfield, the +son of the man _she_ loved.' + +'I got wind of her wish more than a year ago,' said Hartfield, 'from +your brother; and he and I hatched a little plot between us. He told me +Lesbia was not worthy of his friend's devotion--told me that she was +vain and ambitious--that she had been educated to be so. I determined to +come and try my fate. I would try to win her as plain John Hammond. If +she was a true woman, I told myself, vanity and ambition would be blown +to the four winds, provided I could win her love. I came, I saw her; and +to see was to love her. God knows I tried honestly to win her; but I +had sworn to myself that I would woo her as John Hammond, and I did not +waver in my resolution--no, not when a word would have turned the scale. +She liked me, I think, a little; but she did not like the notion of an +obscure life as the wife of a hardworking professional man. The pomps +and vanities of this world had it against love or liking, and she gave +me up. I thank God that the pomps and vanities prevailed; for this happy +chance gave me Mary, my sweet Wordsworthian damsel, found, like the +violet or the celandine, by the wayside, in Wordsworth's own country.' + +'And you are Lord Hartfield!' exclaimed Mary, still lost in wonder, and +with no elation at this change in the aspect of her life. 'I always knew +you were a great man. But poor grandmother! It will be a dreadful +disappointment to her.' + +'I think not. I think she has learned my Molly's value; rather late, as +I learned it; and I believe she will be glad that one of her +granddaughters should marry the son of her first lover. Let us go to +her, love, and see if she is reconciled to the idea, and whether the +settlement is ready for execution. Dorncliffe and his clerk were working +at it half through the night.' + +'What is the good of a settlement?' asked Mary. 'I'm sure I don't want +one.' + +'Lady Hartfield must not be dependent upon her husband's whim or +pleasure for her milliner's bill or her private charities,' answered her +lover, smiling at her eagerness to repudiate anything business-like. + +'But I would rather be dependent on your pleasure. I shall never have +any milliner's bills; and I am sure you would never deny me money for +charity.' + +'You shall not have to ask me for it, except when you have exceeded your +pin-money. I hope you will do that now and then, just to afford me the +pleasure of doing you a favour.' + +'Hartfield,' repeated Mary, to herself, as they went towards the house; +'shall I have to call you Hartfield? I don't like the name nearly so +well as Jack.' + +'You shall call me Jack for old sake's sake,' said Hartfield, tenderly. + +'How did you think of such a name as Jack?' + +'Rather an effort of genius, wasn't it. Well, first and foremost I was +christened Ronald John--all the Hollisters are christened John--name of +the founder of the race; and, secondly, Maulevrier and I were always +plain Mr. Morland and Mr. Hammond in our travels, and always called each +other Jack and Jim.' + +'How nice!' said Mary; 'would you very much mind our being plain Mr. and +Mrs. Hammond, while we are on our honeymoon trip?' + +'I should like it of all things.' + +'So should I. People will not take so much notice of us, and we can do +what we like, and go where we like.' + +'Delightful! We'll even disguise ourselves as Cook's tourists, if you +like. I would not mind.' + +They were at the door of Lady Maulevrier's sitting room by this time. +They went in, and were greeted with smiles. + +'Let me look at the Countess of Hartfield that is to be in half an +hour,' said her ladyship. 'Oh, Mary, Mary, what a blind idiot I have +been, and what a lucky girl you are! I told you once that you were wiser +than Lesbia, but I little thought how much wiser you had been.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + +'OUR LOVE WAS NEW, AND THEN BUT IN THE SPRING.' + + +Henley Regatta was over. It had passed like a tale that is told; like +Epsom and Ascot, and all the other glories of the London season. Happy +those for whom the glory of Henley, the grace of Ascot, the fever of +Epsom, are not as weary as a twice-told tale, bringing with them only +bitterest memories of youth that has fled, of hopes that have withered, +of day-dreams that have never been realised. There are some to whom that +mad hastening from pleasure to pleasure, that rush from scene to scene +of excitement, that eager crowding into one day and night of gaieties +which might fairly relieve the placid monotony of a month's domesticity, +a month's professional work--some there are to whom this Vanity Fair is +as a treadmill or the turning of a crank, the felon's deepest +humiliation, purposeless, unprofitable, labour. + +The regatta was over, and Lady Kirkbank and her charge hastened back to +Arlington Street. Theirs was the very first departure; albeit Mr. +Smithson pleaded hard for a prolongation of their visit. The weather was +exceptionally lovely, he urged. Water picnics were delightful just +now--the banks were alive with the colour of innumerable wild flowers, +as beautiful and more poetical than the gorgeous flora of the Amazon or +the Paraguay river. And Lady Lesbia had developed a genius for punting; +and leaning against her pole, with her hair flying loose and sleeves +rolled up above the elbow, she was a subject for canvas or marble, +Millais or Adams Acton. + +'When we are in Italy I will have her modelled, just in that attitude, +and that dress,' said Mr. Smithson. 'She will make a lovely companion +for my Reading Girl: one all repose and reverie, the other all life and +action. Dear Lady Kirkbank, you really must stay for another week at +least. Why go back to the smoke and sultriness of town? Here we can +almost live on the water; and I will send to London for some people to +make music for us in the evenings, or if you miss your little game at +"Nap," we will play for an hour or so every night. It shall not be my +fault if my house is not pleasant for you.' + +'Your house is charming, and I shall be here only too often in the days +to come; you will have more than enough of me _then_, I promise you,' +replied Georgie, with her girlish laugh, 'but we must not stop a day +longer now. People would begin to talk. Besides, we have engagements for +every hour of the week that is coming, and for a fortnight after; and +then I suppose I ought to take Lesbia to the North to see her +grandmother, and to discuss all the preparations and arrangements for +this very serious event in which you and Lesbia are to be the chief +performers.' + +'I shall be very glad to go to Grasmere myself, and to make the +acquaintance of my future grandmother-in-law,' said Mr. Smithson. + +'You will be charmed with her. She belongs to the old school--something +of a fossil, perhaps, but a very dignified fossil. She has grown old in +a rustic seclusion, and knows less of _our_ world than a mother abbess; +but she has read immensely, and is wonderfully clever. I am bound to +tell you that she has very lofty ideas about her granddaughter; and I +believe she will only be reconciled to Lesbia's marriage with a commoner +by the notion that you are sure of a peerage. I ventured to hint as much +in my letter to Lady Maulevrier yesterday.' + +A shade of sullenness crept over Horace Smithson's visage. + +'I should hope that such settlements as I am in a position to make will +convince Lady Maulevrier that I am a respectable suitor for her +granddaughter, ex peerage,' he said, somewhat haughtily. + +'My dear Smithson, did I not tell you that poor Lady Maulevrier is a +century behind the times,' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, with an aggrieved +look. 'If she were one of _us_, of course she would know that wealth is +the paramount consideration, and that you are quite the best match of +the season. But she is dreadfully _arrieree_, poor dear thing; and she +must have amused herself with the day-dream of seeing Lesbia a duchess, +or something of that kind. I shall tell her that Lesbia can be one of +the queens of society without having strawberry leaves on her coach +panels, and that my dear friend Horace Smithson is a much better match +than a seedy duke. So don't look cross, my dear fellow; in me you have a +friend who will never desert you.' + +'Thanks,' said Smithson, inwardly resolving that, so soon as this +little transaction of his marriage were over, he would see as little of +Georgie Kirkbank and her cotton frocks and schoolgirl hats as bare +civility would allow. + +He had promised her that she should be the richer by a neat little +bundle of fat and flourishing railway stock when his happiness was +secured, and he was not going to break his promise. But he did not mean +to give George and Georgie free quarters at Rood Hall, or at Cowes, or +Deauville; and he meant to withdraw his wife altogether from Lady +Kirkbank's pinchbeck set. + +What were Lesbia's feelings in the early morning after the last day of +the regatta, as she slowly paced the lavender walk in the Ladies' +Garden, alone?--for happily Mr. Smithson was not so early a riser as the +Grasmere-bred damsel, and she had this fresh morning hour to herself. Of +what was she thinking as she paced slowly up and down the broad gravel +walk, between two rows of tall old bushes, on which masses of purple +blossom stood up from the pale grey foliage, silvery where the summer +breeze touched it? + +Well, she was thinking first what a grand old place Rood Hall was, and +that it was in a manner hers henceforward. She was to be mistress of +this house, and of other houses, each after its fashion as perfect as +Rood Hall. She was to have illimitable money at her command, to spend +and give away as she liked. She, who yesterday had been tortured by the +idea of owing a paltry three thousand pounds, was henceforward to count +her thousands by the hundred. Her senses reeled before that dazzling +vision of figures with rows of ciphers after them, one cipher more or +less meaning the difference between thousands and millions. Everybody +had agreed in assuring her that Mr. Smithson was inordinately rich. +Everybody had considered it his or her business to give her information +about the gentleman's income; clearly implying thereby that in the +opinion of society Mr. Smithson's merits as a suitor were a question of +so much bullion. + +Could she doubt--she who had learned in one short season to know what +the world was made of and what it most valued--could she, steeped to the +lips in the wisdom of Lady Kirkbank's set, doubt for an instant that she +was making a better match in the eye of society, than if she had married +a man of the highest lineage in all England, a peer of the highest rank, +without large means? She knew that money was power, that a man might +begin life as a pot-boy or a greengrocer, a knacker or a dust +contractor, and climb to the topmost pinnacles, were he only rich +enough. She knew that society would eat such a man's dinners and dance +at his wife's balls, and pretend to think him an altogether exceptional +man, make believe to admire him for his own sake, to think his wife most +brilliant among women, if he were only rich enough. And could she doubt +that society would bow down to her as Lady Lesbia Smithson? She had +learned a great deal in her single season, and she knew how society was +influenced and governed, almost as well as Sir Robert Walpole knew how +human nature could be moulded and directed at the will of a shrewd +diplomatist. She knew that in the fashionable world every man and every +woman, every child even, has his or her price, and may be bought and +sold at pleasure. She had her price, she, Lesbia, the pearl of Grasmere; +and the price having been fairly bidden she had surrendered to the +bidder. + +'I suppose I always meant to marry him,' she thought, pausing in her +promenade to gaze across the verdant landscape, a fertile vale, against +a background of low hills. All the landscape, to the edge of those +hills, belonged to Mr. Smithson. 'Yes, I must have meant to give way at +last, or I should hardly have tolerated his attentions. It would have +been a pity to refuse such a place as this; and, he is quite +gentlemanlike; and as I have done with all romantic ideas, I do not see +why I should not learn to like him very much.' + +She dismissed the idea of Smithson lightly, with this conclusion, which +she believed very virtuous; and then as she resumed her walk her +thoughts reverted to the Park Lane Palace. + +'I hardly know whether I like it,' she mused languidly; 'beautiful as it +is, it is only a reproduction of bygone splendour, and it is painfully +excruciating now. For my own part I would much rather have the shabbiest +old house which had belonged to one's ancestors, which had come to one +as a heritage, by divine right as it were, instead of being bought with +newly made money. To my mind it would rank higher. Yet I doubt if +anybody nowadays sets a pin's value upon ancestors. People ask, Who is +he? but they only mean, How much has he? And provided a person is not +absolutely in trade, not actually engaged in selling soap, or matches, +or mustard, society doesn't care a straw how his money has been made. +The only secondary question is, How long will it last? And that is of +course important.' + +Musing thus, wordly wisdom personified, the maiden looked up and saw her +lover entering at the light little iron gate which gave entrance to this +feminine Eden. She went to meet him, looking all simplicity and +freshness in her white morning gown and neat little Dunstable hat. It +seemed to him as he gazed at her almost as if this delicate, sylph-like +beauty were some wild white flower of the woods personified. + +She gave him her hand graciously, but he drew her to his breast and +kissed her, with the air of a man who was exercising an indisputable +right. She supposed that it was his right, and she submitted, but +released herself as quickly as possible. + +'My dearest, how lovely you look in this morning light,' he exclaimed, +'while all the other women are upstairs making up their faces to meet +the sun, and we shall see every shade of bismuth by-and-by, from pale +mauve to purple.' + +'It is very uncivil of you to say such a thing of your guests,' +exclaimed Lesbia. + +'But they all indulge in bismuth--you must be quite aware of that. They +call the stuff by different names--Blanc Rosati, Creme de l'Imperatrice, +Milk of Beauty, Perline, Opaline, Ivorine--but it means bismuth all the +same. Expose your fashionable beauty to the fumes of sewer-gas, and that +dazzling whiteness would turn to a dull brown hue, or even black. Thank +heaven, my Lesbia wears real lilies and roses. Have you been here long?' + +'About half an hour' + +'I only wish I had known. I should not have dawdled so long over my +dressing.' + +'I am very glad you did not know,' Lesbia answered coolly. 'Do you +suppose I never want to be alone? Life in London is perpetual turmoil; +one's eyes grow weary with ever-moving crowds, one's ears ache +with trying to distinguish one voice among the buzz of voices.' + +'Then why go back to town? Why go back to the turmoil and the treadmill? +It is only a kind of treadmill, after all, though we choose to call it +pleasure. Stay here, Lesbia, and let us live upon the river, and among +the flowers,' urged Smithson, with as romantic an air as if he had never +heard of contango, or bulling and bearing; and yet only half an hour +ago, while his valet was shaving him, he was debating within himself +whether he should be bear or bull in his influence upon certain stock. + +It was supposed that he never went near the city, that he had shaken the +dust of Lombard Street and the House off his shoes, that his fortune was +made, and he had no further need of speculation. Yet the proverb holds +good with the stock-jobber. 'He who has once drunk will drink again.' Of +that fountain there is no satiety. + +'Stay and hear the last of the nightingales,' he murmured; 'we are famous +for our nightingales.' + +'I wonder you don't order a _fricassee_ of their tongues, like that +loathsome person in Roman history.' + +'I hope I shall never resemble any loathsome person. Why can you not +stay?' + +'Why, because it is not etiquette, Lady Kirkbank says.' + +'Lady Kirkbank, eh? _la belle farce_, Lady Kirkbank standing out for +etiquette.' + +'Don't laugh at my chaperon, sir. Upon what rock can a poor girl lean if +you undermine her faith in her chaperon, sir.' + +'I hope you will have a better guardian before you are a month older. I +mean to be a very strong rock, Lesbia. You do not know how firmly I +shall stand between you and all the perils of society. You have been but +poorly guarded hitherto.' + +'You talk as if you mean to be an abominable tyrant,' said Lesbia. 'If +you don't take care I shall change my mind, and recall my promise.' + +'Not on that account, Lesbia: every woman likes a man who stands up for +his own. It is only your invertebrate husband whose wife drifts into the +divorce court. I mean to keep and hold the prize I have won. When is it +to be, dearest--our wedding day?' + +'Not for ages, I hope--some time next summer, at the earliest.' + +'You would not be so cruel as to keep me waiting a year?' + +'Why not?' + +'You would not ask that if you loved me.' + +'You are asking too much,' said Lesbia, with a flash of defiance. 'There +has been nothing said about love yet. You asked me to be your wife, and +I said yes--meaning that at some remote period such a thing might be.' + +She knew that the man was her slave--slave to her beauty, slave to her +superior rank--and she was determined not to lessen the weight of his +chain by so much as a feather. + +'Did not that promise imply something like love?' he asked, earnestly. + +'Perhaps it implied a little gratitude for your devotion, which I have +neither courted nor encouraged; a little respect for your talents, your +perseverance--a little admiration for your wonderful success in life. +Perhaps love may follow these sentiments, naturally, easily, if you are +very patient; but if you talk about our being married before next year, +you will simply make me hate you.' + +'Then I will say very little, except to remind you that there is no +earthly reason why we should not be married next month. October and +November are the best months for Rome, and I heard you say last night +you were pining to see Rome.' + +'What then--cannot Lady Kirkbank take me to Rome?' + +'And introduce you to the rowdiest people in the city,' cried Mr. +Smithson. 'Lesbia, I adore you. It is the dream of my life to be your +husband; but if you are going to spend a winter in Italy with Lady +Kirkbank, I renounce my right, I surrender my hope. You will not be the +wife of my dreams after that.' + +'Do you assert a right to control my life during our engagement?' + +'Some little right; above all, the privilege of choosing your friends. +And that is one reason why I most fervently desire our marriage should +not be delayed. You would find it difficult, impossible perhaps, to get +out of Lady Kirkbank's claws while you are single; but once my wife, +that amiable old person can be made to keep her distance.' + +'Lady Kirkbank's claws! What a horrible way in which to speak of a +friend. I thought you adored Lady Kirkbank.' + +'So I do. We all adore her, but not as a guide for youth. As a specimen +of the elderly female of the latter half of the nineteenth century, she +is perfect. Such gush, such juvenility, such broad views, such an utter +absence of starch; but as a lamp for the footsteps of girlhood--no, +_there_ we must pause.' + +'You are very ungrateful. Do you know that poor Lady Kirkbank has been +most strenuous in your behalf?' + +'Oh, yes, I know that.' + +'And you are not grateful?' + +'I intend to be very grateful, so grateful as to entirely satisfy Lady +Kirkbank.' + +'You are horribly cynical. That reminds me, there was a poor girl whom +Lady Kirkbank had under her wing one season--a Miss Trinder, to whom I +am told you behaved shamefully.' + +'There was a parson's daughter who threw herself at my head in a most +audacious way, and who behaved so badly, egged on by Lady Kirkbank, that +I had to take refuge in flight. Do you suppose I am the kind of man to +marry the first adventurous damsel who takes a fancy to my town house, +and thinks it would be a happy hunting ground for a herd of brothers and +sisters? Miss Trinder was shocking bad style, and her designs were +transparent from the very beginning! I let her flirt as much as she +liked; and when she began to be seriously sentimental I took wing for +the East.' + +'Was she pretty?' asked Lesbia, not displeased at this contemptuous +summing up of poor Belle Trinder's story. + +'If you admire the Flemish type, as illustrated by Rubens, she was +lovely. A complexion of lilies and roses--cabbage roses, _bien entendu_, +which were apt to deepen into peonies after champagne and mayonaise at +Ascot or Sandown--a figure--oh--well--a tremendous figure--hair of an +auburn that touched perilously on the confines of red--large, +serviceable feet, and an appetite--the appetite of a ploughman's +daughter reared upon short commons.' + +'You are very cruel to a girl who evidently admired you.' + +'A fig for her admiration! She wanted to live in my house and spend my +money.' + +'There goes the gong,' exclaimed Lesbia; 'pray let us go to breakfast. +You are hideously cynical, and I am wofully tired of you.' + +And as they strolled back to the house, by lavender walk and rose +garden, and across the dewy lawn, Lesbia questioned herself as to +whether she was one whit better or more dignified than Isabella Trinder. +She wore her rue with a difference, that was all. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + +'ALL FANCY, PRIDE, AND FICKLE MAIDENHOOD.' + + +The return to Arlington Street meant a return to the ceaseless whirl of +gaiety. Even at Rood Hall life had been as near an approach to perpetual +motion as one could hope for in this world; but the excitement and the +hurrying and scampering in Berkshire had a rustic flavour; there were +moments that were almost repose, a breathing space between the blue +river and the blue sky, in a world that seemed made of green fields and +hanging woods, the plashing of waters, and the song of the lark. But in +London the very atmosphere was charged with hurry and agitation; the +freshness was gone from the verdure of the parks; the glory of the +rhododendrons had faded; the Green Park below Lady Kirkbank's mansion +was baked and rusty; the towers of the Houses of Parliament yonder were +dimly seen in a mist of heat. London air tasted of smoke and dust, +vibrated with the incessant roll of carriages, and the trampling of +multitudinous feet. + +There are women of rank who can take the London season quietly, and live +their own lives in the midst of the whirl and the riot--women for whom +that squirrel-like circulation round and round the fashionable wheel has +no charm--women who only receive people they like, only go into society +that is congenial. But Lady Kirkbank was not one of these. The advance +of age made her only more keen in the pursuit of pleasure. She would +have abandoned herself to despair had the glass over the mantelpiece in +her boudoir ceased to be choked and littered with cards--had her book of +engagements shown a blank page. Happily there were plenty of people--if +not all of them the best people--who wanted Sir George and Lady Kirkbank +at their parties. The gentleman was sporting and harmless, the lady was +good-natured, and just sufficiently eccentric to be amusing without +degenerating into a bore. And this year she was asked almost everywhere, +for the sake of the beauty who went under her wing. Lesbia had been as a +pearl of price to her chaperon, from a social point of view; and now +that she was engaged to Horace Smithson she was likely to be even more +valuable. + +Mr. Smithson had promised Lady Kirkbank, sportively as it were, and upon +the impulse of the moment, as he would have offered to wager a dozen of +gloves, that were he so happy as to win her _protegee's_ hand he would +find her an investment for, say, a thousand, which would bring her in +twenty per cent.; nay, more, he would also find the thousand, which +would have been the initial difficulty on poor Georgie's part. But this +little matter was in Georgie's mind a detail, compared with the +advantages to accrue to her indirectly from Lesbia's union with one of +the richest men in London. + +Lady Kirkbank had brought about many good matches, and had been too +often rewarded with base ingratitude upon the part of her _protegees_, +after marriage; but there was a touch of Arcady in the good soul's +nature, and she was always trustful. She told herself that Lesbia would +not be ungrateful, would not basely kick down the ladder by which she +had mounted to heights empyrean, would not cruelly shelve the friend who +had pioneered her to high fortune. She counted upon making the house in +Park Lane as her own house, upon being the prime mover of all Lesbia's +hospitalities, the supervisor of her visiting list, the shadow behind +the throne. + +There were balls and parties nightly, dinners, luncheons, +garden-parties; and yet there was a sense of waning in the glory of the +world--everybody felt that the fag-end of the season was approaching. +All the really great entertainments were over--the Cabinet dinners, the +Reception at the Foreign Office, the last of the State balls and +concerts. Some of the best people had already left town; and senators +were beginning to complain that they saw no prospect of early +deliverance. There was Goodwood still to look forward to; and after +Goodwood the Deluge--or rather Cowes Regatta, about which Lady +Kirkbank's set were already talking. + +Lady Lesbia was to be at Cowes for the Regatta week. That was a settled +thing. Mr. Smithson's schooner-yacht, the Cayman, was to be her hotel. +It was to be Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia's yacht for the nonce; and +Mr. Smithson was to live on shore at his villa, and at that aristocratic +club to which, by Maulevrier's influence, and on the score of his +approaching marriage with an earl's daughter, he had been just selected. +He would be only Lady Kirkbank's visitor on board the Cayman. The severe +etiquette of the situation would therefore not be infringed; and yet Mr. +Smithson would have the happiness of seeing his betrothed sole and +sovereign mistress of his yacht, and of spending the long summer days at +her feet. Even to Lady Lesbia this idea of the yacht was not without its +charm. She had never been on board such a yacht as the Cayman; she was a +good sailor, as testified by many an excursion, in hired sailing boats, +at Tynemouth, and St. Bees; and she knew that she would be the queen of +the hour. She accepted Mr. Smithson's invitation for the Cowes week more +graciously than she was wont to receive his attentions, and was pleased +to say that the whole thing would be rather enjoyable. + +'It will be simple enchantment,' exclaimed the more enthusiastic +Georgie Kirkbank. 'There is nothing so rapturous as life on board a +yacht; there is a flavour of adventure, a _sansgene_, a--in short +everything in the world that I like. I shall wear my cotton frocks, and +give myself up to enjoyment, lie on the deck and look up at the blue +sky, too deliciously idle even to read the last horrid thing of Zola's.' + +But the Cowes Regatta was nearly three weeks ahead; and in the meantime +there was Goodwood, and the ravelled threads of the London season had to +be wound up. And by this time it was known everywhere that the affair +between Mr. Smithson and Maulevrier's sister was really on. 'It's as +settled a business as the entries and bets for next year's Derby,' said +one lounger to another in the smoking-room of the Haute Gomme. 'Play or +pay, don't you know.' + +Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia had both written to Lady Maulevrier, Lesbia +writing somewhat coldly, very briefly, and in a half defiant tone, to +the effect that she had accepted Mr. Smithson's offer, and that she +hoped her grandmother would be pleased with a match which everybody +supposed to be extremely advantageous. She was going to Grasmere +immediately after the Cowes week to see her dear grandmother, and to be +assured of her approval. In the meanwhile she was awfully busy; there +were callers driving up to the door at that very moment, and her brain +was racked by the apprehension that she might not get her new gown in +time for the Bachelor's Ball, which was to be quite one of the nicest +things of the year, so dearest grandmother must excuse a hurried letter, +etc., etc., etc. + +Georgie Kirkbank was more effusive, more lengthy. She expatiated upon +the stupendous alliance which her sweetest Lesbia was about to make; and +took credit to herself for having guided Lesbia's footsteps in the right +way. + +'Smithson is a most difficult person,' she wrote. 'The least error of +taste on your dear girl's part would have _froissed_ him. Men with that +immense wealth are always suspicious, ready to imagine mercenary +motives, on their guard against being trapped. But Lesbia had _me_ at +her back, and she managed him perfectly. He is positively her slave; and +you will be able to twist him round your little finger in the matter of +settlements. You may do what you like with him, for the ground has been +thoroughly prepared by _me_.' + +Lady Maulevrier's reply was not enthusiastic. She had no doubt Mr. +Smithson was a very good match, according to the modern estimate of +matrimonial alliances, in which money seemed to be the Alpha and Omega. +But she had cherished views of another kind. She had hoped to see her +dear granddaughter wear one of those noble and historic names which are +a badge of distinction for all time. She had hoped to see her enter one +of those grand old families which are a kind of royalty. And that Lesbia +should marry a man whose sole distinction consisted of an immense +fortune amassed heaven knows how, was a terrible blow to her pride. + +'But it is not the first,' wrote Lady Maulevrier. 'My pride has received +crushing blows in days past, and I ought to be humbled to the dust. But +there is a stubborn resistance in some natures which stands firm against +every shock. You and Lesbia will both be surprised to hear that Mary, +from whom I expected so little, has made a really great match. She was +married yesterday afternoon in my morning room, by special licence, to +the Earl of Hartfield, the lover of her choice, whom we at Fellside have +all known as plain John Hammond. He is an admirable young man, and sure +to make a great figure in the world, as no doubt you know better than I +do, for you are in the way of hearing all about him. His courtship of +Mary is quite an idyll; and the happy issue of this romantic love-affair +has cheered and comforted me more than anything that has happened since +Lesbia left me.' + +This letter, written in Fraeulein's niggling little hand, Lady Kirkbank +handed to Lesbia, who read it through in silence; but when she came to +that part of the letter which told of her sister's marriage, her cheek +grew ashy pale, her brow contracted, and she started to her feet and +stared at Lady Kirkbank with wild, dilated eyes, as if she had been +stung by an adder. + +'A strange mystification, wasn't it?' said Lady Kirkbank, almost +frightened at the awful look in Lesbia's face, which was even worse than +Belle Trinder's expression when she read the announcement of Mr. +Smithson's flight. + +'Strange mystification! It was base treachery--a vile and wicked lie!' +cried Lesbia, furiously. 'What right had he to come to us under false +colours, to pretend to be poor, a nobody--with only the vaguest hope of +making a decent position in the future?--and to offer himself under such +impossible conditions to a girl brought up as I had been--a girl +educated by one of the proudest and most ambitious of women--to force me +to renounce everything except him? How could he suppose that any girl, +so placed, could decide in his favour? If he had loved me he would have +told me the truth--he would not have made it impossible for me to accept +him.' + +'I believe he is a very high flown young man,' said Lady Kirkbank, +soothingly; 'he was never in _my_ set, you know, dear. And I suppose he +had some old Minerva-press idea that he would find a girl who would +marry him for his own sake. And your sister, no doubt, eager to marry +_anybody_, poor child, for the sake of getting away from that very +lovely dungeon of Lady Maulevrier's, snapped at the chance; and by a +mere fluke she becomes a countess.' + +Lesbia ignored these consolatory remarks. She was pacing the room like +a tigress, her delicate cambric handkerchief grasped between her two +hands, and torn and rent by the convulsive action of her fingers. She +could have thrown herself from the balcony on to the spikes of the area +railings, she could have dashed herself against yonder big plate-glass +window looking towards the Green Park, like a bird which shatters his +little life against the glass barrier which he mistakes for the open +sky. She could have flung herself down on the floor and grovelled, and +torn her hair--she could have done anything mad, wicked, desperate, in +the wild rage of this moment. + +'Loved me!' she exclaimed; 'he never loved me. If he had he would have +told me the truth. What, when I was in his arms, my head upon his +breast, my whole being surrendered to him, adoring him, what more could +he want? He must have known that this meant real love. And why should he +put it upon me to fight so hard a fight--to brave my grandmother's +anger--to be cursed by her--to face poverty for his sake? I never +professed to be a heroine. He knew that I was a woman, with all a +woman's weakness, a woman's fear of trial and difficulty in the future. +It was a cowardly thing to use me so.' + +'It was,' said Lady Kirkbank, in the same soothing tone; 'but if you +liked this Hammond-Hartfield creature a little in those old days, I +know you have outlived that liking long ago.' + +'Of course; but it is a hard thing to know one has been fooled, cheated, +weighed in the balance and found wanting,' said Lesbia, scornfully. + +She was taming down a little by this time, ashamed of that outbreak of +violent passion, feeling that she had revealed too much to Lady +Kirkbank. + +'It was a caddish thing to do,' said Georgie; 'and this Hartfield is +just what I always thought him--an insufferable prig. However, my +sweetest girl, there is really nothing to lament in the matter. Your +sister has made a good alliance, which will score high in your favour +by-and-by, and you are going to marry a man who is three times as rich +as Lord Hartfield.' + +'Rich, yes; and nothing but rich; while Lord Hartfield is a man of the +very highest standing, belongs to the flower of English nobility. Rich, +yes; Mr. Smithson is rich; but, as Lady Maulevrier says, he has made his +money heaven knows how.' + +'Mr. Smithson has not made his money heaven knows how,' answered Lady +Kirkbank, indignantly. 'He has made it in cochineal, in iron, in +gunpowder, in coal, in all kinds of commodities. Everybody in the City +knows how he has made his money, and that he has a genius for turning +everything into gold. If the gold changes back into one of the baser +metals, it is only when Mr. Smithson has made all he wanted to make. And +now he has quite done with the City. The House is the only business of +his life; and he is becoming a power in the House. You have every reason +to be proud of your choice, Lesbia.' + +'I will try to be proud of it,' said Lesbia, resolutely. 'I will not be +scorned and trampled upon by Mary.' + +'She seemed a harmless kind of girl,' said Lady Kirkbank, as if she had +been talking of a housemaid. + +'She is a designing minx,' exclaimed Lesbia, 'and has set her cap at +that man from the very beginning.' + +'But she could not have known that he was Lord Hartfield.' + +'No; but he was a man; and that was enough for her.' + +From this time forward there was a change in Lady Lesbia's style and +manner--a change very much for the worse, as old-fashioned people +thought; but to the taste of some among Lady Kirkbank's set, the change +was an improvement. She was gayer than of old, gay with a reckless +vivacity, intensely eager for action and excitement, for cards and +racing, and all the strongest stimulants of fashionable life. Most +people ascribed this increased vivacity, this electric manner, to the +fact of her engagement to Horace Smithson. She was giddy with her +triumph, dazzled by a vision of the gold which was soon to be hers. + +'Egad, if I saw myself in a fair way of being able to write cheques upon +such an account as Smithson's I should be as wild as Lady Lesbia,' said +one of the damsel's military admirers at the Rag. 'And I believe the +young lady was slightly dipped.' + +'Who told you that?' asked his friend. + +'A mother of mine,' answered the youth, with an apologetic air, as if he +hardly cared to own such a humdrum relationship. 'Seraphine, the +dressmaker, was complaining--wanted to see the colour of Lady Lesbia +Haselden's money--vulgar curiosity--asked my old mother if she thought +the account was safe, and so on. That's how I came to know all about +it.' + +'Well, she'll be able to pay Seraphine next season.' + +Lord Maulevrier came back to London directly after his sister's wedding. +The event, which came off so quietly, so happily, filled him with +unqualified joy. He had hoped from the very first that his Molly would +win the cup, even while Lesbia was making all the running, as he said +afterwards. And Molly had won, and was the wife of one of the best young +men in England. Maulevrier, albeit unused to the melting-mood, shed a +tear or two for very joy as the sister he loved and the friend of his +boyhood and youth stood side by side in the quiet room at Grasmere, and +spoke the solemn words that made them one for ever. + +The first news he heard after his return to town was of Lesbia's +engagement, which was common talk at the clubs. The visitors at Rood +Hall had come back to London full of the event, and were proud of giving +a detailed account of the affair to outsiders. + +They all talked patronisingly of Smithson, and seemed to think it +rather a wonderful fact that he did not drop his aspirates or eat peas +with a knife. + +'A man of stirling metal,' said the gossips, 'who can hold his own with +many a fellow born in the purple.' + +Maulevrier called in Arlington Street, but Lady Kirkbank and her +_protegee_ were out; and it was at a cricket match at the Orleans Club +that the brother and sister met for the first time after Lord +Hartfield's wedding, which by this time had been in all the papers; a +very simple announcement: + +'On the 29th inst., at Grasmere, by the Reverend Douglass Brooke, the +Earl of Hartfield to Mary, younger daughter of the ninth Earl of +Maulevrier.' + +Lesbia was the centre of a rather noisy little court, in which Mr. +Smithson was conspicuous by his superior reserve. + +He did not exert himself as a lover, paid no compliments, was not +sentimental. The pearl was won, and he wore it very quietly; but +wherever Lesbia went he went; she was hardly ever out of his sight. + +Maulevrier received the coolest possible greeting. Lesbia turned pale +with anger at sight of him, for his presence reminded her of the most +humiliating passage in her life; but the big red satin sunshade +concealed that pale angry look, and nothing in Lesbia's manner betrayed +emotion. + +'Where have you been hiding yourself all this time, and why were you not +at Henley?' she asked. + +'I have been at Grasmere.' + +'Oh, you were a witness of that most romantic marriage. The Lady of +Lyons reversed, the gardener's son turning out to be an earl. Was it +excruciatingly funny?' + +'It was one of the most solemn weddings I ever saw.' + +'Solemn! what, with my Tomboy sister as bride! Impossible!' + +'Your sister ceased to be a Tomboy when she fell in love. She is a sweet +and womanly woman, and will make an adorable wife to the finest fellow I +know. I hear I am to congratulate you, Lesbia, upon your engagement with +Mr. Smithson.' + +'If you think _I_ am the person to be congratulated, you are at liberty +to do so. My engagement is a fact.' + +'Oh, of course, Mr. Smithson is the winner. But as I hope you intend to +be happy, I wish you joy. I am told Smithson is a really excellent +fellow when one gets to know him; and I shall make it my business to be +better acquainted with him.' + +Smithson was standing just out of hearing, watching the bowling. +Maulevrier went over to him and shook hands, their acquaintance hitherto +having been of the slightest, and very shy upon his lordship's part; but +now Smithson could see that Maulevrier meant to be cordial. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + +A RASTAQUOUERE. + + +There was a dinner party in one of the new houses in Grosvenor Place +that evening, to which Lady Kirkbank and Lesbia had been bidden. The new +house belonged to a new man, who was supposed to have made millions out +of railways, and other gigantic achievements in the engineering line; +and the new man and his wife were friends of Mr. Smithson, and had made +the simple Georgie's acquaintance only within the last three weeks. + +'Of course they are stupid, my dear,' she remarked, in response to some +slighting remark of Lesbia's, 'but I am always willing to know rich +people. One drops in for so many good things; and they never want any +return in kind. It is quite enough for them to be allowed to spend their +money _upon us._' + +The house was gorgeous in all the glory of the very latest fashions in +upholstery; hall Algerian; dining-room Pompeian; drawing-room Early +Italian; music-room Louis Quatorze; billiard-room mediaeval English. The +dinner was as magnificent as dinner can be made. Three-fourths of the +guests were the _haute gomme_ of the financial world, and perspired +gold. The other third belonged to a class which Mr. Smithson described +somewhat contemptuously as the shake-back nobility. An Irish peer, a +younger son of a ducal house that had run to seed, a political agitator, +a grass widow whose titled husband was governor of an obscure colony, an +ancient dowager with hair which was too luxuriant to be anything but a +wig, and diamonds which were so large as to suggest paste. + +Lesbia sat by her affianced at the glittering table, lighted with +clusters of wax candles, which shone upon a level _parterre_ of tea +roses, gardenias, and gloire de Malmaison carnations; from which rose at +intervals groups of silver-gilt dolphins, supporting shallow golden +dishes piled with peaches, grapes, and all the costliest produce of +Covent Garden. + +Conversation was not particularly brilliant, nor had the guests an +elated air. The thermometer was near eighty, and at this period of the +season everybody was tired of this kind of dinner, and would gladly have +foregone the greatest achievements of culinary art, in favour of a +chicken and a salad, eaten under green leaves, in a garden at Wargrave +or Henley, within sound of the rippling river. + +On Lesbia's right hand there was a portly personage of Jewish type, dark +to swarthiness, and somewhat oily, whose every word suggested bullion. +He and Mr. Smithson were evidently acquaintances of long standing, and +Mr. Smithson presented him to Lesbia, whereupon he joined in their +conversation now and then. + +His talk was of the usual standard. He had seen everything worth seeing +in London and in Paris, between which cities he seemed to oscillate with +such frequency that he might be said to live in both places at once. He +had his stall at Covent Garden, and his stall at the Grand Opera. He was +a subscriber at the Theatre Francais. He had seen all the races at +Longchamps and Chantilly, as well as at Sandown and Ascot. But every now +and then he and Mr. Smithson drifted from the customary talk about +operas and races, pictures and French novels, to the wider world of +commerce and speculation, mines, waterworks, and foreign loans--and +Lesbia leant back in her chair, and fanned herself languidly, with +half-closed eyelids, while two or three courses went round, she giving +the little supercilious look at each _entree_ offered to her, to be +observed on such occasions, as if the thing offered were particularly +nasty. + +She wondered how long the two men were going to prose about mines and +shares, in those subdued half-mysterious voices, telling each other +occult facts in half-expressed phrases, utterly dark to the outside +world; but, while she was languidly wondering, a change in her lover's +manner startled her into keenest curiosity. + +'Montesma is in Paris,' said Mr. Sampayo, the dark gentleman; 'I dined +last week with him at the Continental.' + +Mr. Smithson's complexion faded curiously, and a leaden darkness came +over his countenance, as of a man whose heart and lungs suddenly refuse +their office. But in a few moments he was smiling feebly. + +'Indeed! I thought he was played out years ago.' + +'A man of that kind is never played out. Don Gomez de Montesma is as +clever as Satan, as handsome as Apollo, and he bears one of the oldest +names in Castile. Such a man will always come to the front. _C'est un +rastaquouere mais rastaquouere de bon genre_. You knew him intimately +_la bas_, I believe?' + +'In Cuba; yes, we were pretty good friends once.' + +'And were useful to each other, no doubt,' said Mr. Sampayo, pleasantly. +'Was that Argentiferous Copper Company in sixty-four yours or his?' + +'There were a good many people concerned in it.' + +'No doubt; it takes a good many people to work that kind of thing, but I +fancy you and Montesma were about the only two who came out of it +pleasantly. And he and you did a little in the shipping line, didn't +you--African produce? However, that's an old song. You have had so many +good things since then.' + +'Did Montesma talk of coming to London?' + +'He did not talk about it; but he would hardly go back to the tropics +without having a look round on both sides of the Channel. He was always +fond of society, pretty women, dancing, and amusements of all kinds. I +have no doubt we shall see him here before the end of the season.' + +Mr. Smithson pursued the subject no further. He turned to Lesbia, who had +been curiously interested in this little bit of conversation--interested +first because Smithson had seemed agitated by the mention of the +Spaniard's name; secondly, because of the description of the man, which +had a romantic sound. The very word tropic suggested a romance. And +Lesbia, whose mind was jaded by the monotony of a London season, the +threadbare fabric of society conversation, kindled at any image which +appealed to her fancy. + +Clever as Satan, handsome as Apollo, scion of an old Castilian family, +fresh from the tropics. Her imagination dwelt upon the ideas which these +words had conjured up. + +Three days after this she was at the opera with her chaperon, her lover +in attendance as usual. The opera was "Faust," with Nillson as +Marguerite. After the performance they were to drive down to Twickenham +on Mr. Smithson's drag, and to dance and sup at the Orleans. The last +ball of the season was on this evening; and Lesbia had been persuaded +that it was to be a particular _recherche_ ball, and that only the very +nicest people were to be present. At any rate, the drive under the light +of a July moon would be delicious; and if they did not like the people +they found there they could eat their supper and come away immediately +after, as Lady Kirkbank remarked philosophically. + +The opera was nearly over--that grand scene of Valentine's death was +on--and Lesbia was listening breathlessly to every note, watching every +look of the actors, when there came a modest little knock at the door of +her box. She darted an angry glance round, and shrugged her shoulders +vexatiously. What Goth had dared to knock during that thrilling scene? + +Mr. Smithson rose and crept to the door and quietly opened it. + +A dark, handsome man, who was a total stranger to Lesbia, glided in, +shaking hands with Smithson as he entered. + +Till this moment Lesbia's whole being had been absorbed in the +scene--that bitter anathema of the brother, the sister's cry of anguish +and shame. Where else is there tragedy so human, so enthralling--grief +that so wrings the spectator's heart? It needed a Goethe and a Gounod to +produce this masterpiece. + +In an instant, in a flash, Lesbia's interest in the stage was gone. Her +first glance at the stranger told her who he was. The olive tint, the +eyes of deepest black, the grand form of the head and perfect chiselling +of the features could belong only to that scion of an old Castilian race +whom she had heard described the other evening--'clever as Satan, +handsome as Apollo.' + +Yes, this must be the man, Don Gomez de Montesma. There was nothing in +Mr. Smithson's manner to indicate that the Spaniard was an unwelcome +guest. On the contrary, Smithson received him with a cordiality which in +a man of naturally reserved manner seemed almost rapture. The curtain +fell, and he presented Don Gomez to Lady Kirkbank and Lady Lesbia; +whereupon dear Georgie began to gush, after her wont, and to ask a good +many questions in a manner that was too girlish to seem impertinent. + +'How perfectly you speak English!' she exclaimed. 'You must have lived +in England a good deal.' + +'On the contrary, it is my misfortune to have lived here very little, +but I have known a good many English and Americans in Cuba and in +Paris.' + +'In Cuba! Do you really come from Cuba? I have always fancied that Cuba +must be an altogether charming place to live in--like Biarritz or Pau, +don't you know, only further away. Do please tell me where it is, and +what kind of a place.' + +Geographically, Lady Kirkbank's mind was a blank. It was quite a +revelation to her to find that Cuba was an island. + +'It must be a lovely spot!' exclaimed the fervid creature. 'Let me see, +now, what do we get from Cuba?--cigars--and--and tobacco. I suppose in +Cuba everybody smokes?' + +'Men, women, and children.' + +'How delicious! Would that I were a Cuban! And the natives, are they +nice?' + +'There are no aborigines. The Indians whom Columbus found soon perished +off the face of the island. European civilisation generally has that +effect. But one of our most benevolent captain-generals provided us with +an imported population of niggers.' + +'How delightful. I have always longed to live among a slave population, +dear submissive black things dressed in coral necklaces and feathers, +instead of the horrid over-fed wretches we have to wait upon us. And if +the aborigines were not wanted it was just as well for them to die out, +don't you know,' prattled Lady Kirkbank. + +'It was very accommodating of them, no doubt. Yet we could employ half a +million of them, if we had them, in draining our swamps. Agriculture +suffered by the loss of Indian labour.' + +'I suppose they were like the creatures in Pizarro, poor dear yellow +things with brass bracelets,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'I remember seeing +Macready as Rolla when I was quite a little thing.' + +And now the curtain rose for the last act. + +'Do you care about staying for the end?' asked Mr. Smithson of Lesbia. +'It will make us rather late at the Orleans.' + +'Never mind how late we are,' said Lesbia, imperiously. 'I have always +been cheated out of this last act for some stupid party. Imagine losing +Gounod and Nillson for the sake of struggling through the mob on a +stifling staircase, and being elbowed by inane young men, with gardenias +in their coats.' + +Lady Lesbia had a pretty little way of always opposing any suggestion of +her sweetheart. She was resolved to treat him as badly as a future +husband could be treated. In consenting to marry him she had done him a +favour which was a great deal more than such a person had any right to +expect. + +She leant forward to watch and listen, with her elbow resting on the +velvet cushion--her head upon her hand, and she seemed absorbed in the +scene. But this was mere outward seeming. All the enchantment of music +and acting was over. She only heard and saw vaguely, as if it were a +shadowy scene enacted ever so far away. Every now and then her eyes +glanced involuntarily toward Don Gomez, who stood leaning against the +back of the box, pale, languid, graceful, poetic, an altogether +different type of manhood from that with which she had of late been +satiated. + +Those deep dark eyes of his had a dreamy look. They gazed across the +dazzling house, into space, above Lady Lesbia's head. They seemed to see +nothing; and they certainly were not looking at her. + +Don Gomez was the first man she ever remembered to have been presented +to her who did not favour her with a good deal of hard staring, more or +less discreetly managed, during the first ten minutes of their +acquaintance. On him her beauty fell flat. He evidently failed to +recognise her supreme loveliness. It might be that she was the wrong +type for Cuba. Every nation has its own Venus; and that far away spot +beyond the torrid zone might have a somewhat barbarous idea of beauty. +At any rate, Don Gomez was apparently unimpressed. And yet Lesbia +flattered herself that she was looking her best to-night, and that her +costume was a success. She wore a white satin gown, short in the skirt, +for the luxury of freedom in waltzing, and made with Quaker-like +simplicity, the bodice high to the throat, fitting her like a sheath. + +Her only ornaments were a garland of scarlet poppies wreathed from +throat to shoulder, and a large diamond heart which Mr. Smithson had +lately given her; 'a bullock's heart,' as Lady Kirkbank called it. + +When the curtain fell, and not till then, she rose and allowed herself +to be clad in a brown velvet Newmarket, which completely covered her +short satin gown. She had a little brown velvet toque to match the +Newmarket, and thus attired she would be able to take her seat on the +drag which was waiting on the quietest side of Covent Garden. + +'Why should not you go with us, Don Gomez?' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, in +a gush of hospitality. 'The drive will be charming--not equal to your +tropical Cuba--but intensely nice. And the gardens will be something too +sweet on such a night as this. I knew them when the dear Duc d'Aumale +was there. Ay de mi, such a man!' + +Lady Kirkbank sighed, with the air of having known his Altesse Royale +intimately. + +'I should be charmed,' said Don Gomez, 'if I thought my friend Smithson +wanted me. Would you really like to have me, Smithson?' + +'I should be enchanted.' + +'And there is room on the drag?' + +'Room enough for half-a-dozen. I am only taking Sir George Kirkbank and +Colonel Delville--whom we are to pick up at the Haute Gomme--and Mr. and +Mrs. Mostyn, who are in the stalls.' + +'A nice snug little party,' exclaimed that charming optimist, Lady +Kirkbank. 'I hate a crowd on a drag. The way some of the members of the +Four-in-hand Club load their coaches on parade reminds me of a +Beanfeast!' + +They found Lady Kirkbank's footman and one of Mr. Smithson's grooms +waiting in the hall of the opera house. The groom to conduct them to the +spot where the drag was waiting; the footman to carry wraps and take his +mistress's final orders. There was a Bohemian flavour in the little walk +to the great fruit garden, which was odorous of bruised peaches and +stale salads as they passed it. Waggon-loads of cabbages and other +garden stuff were standing about by the old church; the roadway was +littered with the refuse of the market; and the air was faint and heavy +with the scent of herbs and flowers. + +Lesbia mounted lightly to her place of honour on the box-seat; and Lady +Kirkbank was hoisted up after her. Mr. and Mrs. Mostyn followed; and +then Don Gomez took his seat by Lady Kirkbank's side and behind Lesbia, +a vantage point from which he could talk to her as much as he liked. Mr. +Smithson seated himself a minute afterwards, and drove off by King +Street and Leicester Square and on to Piccadilly, steering cleverly +through the traffic of cabs and carriages, which was at its apogee just +now, when all the theatres were disgorging their crowds. Piccadilly was +quieter, yet there were plenty of carriages, late people going to +parties and early people going home, horses slipping and sliding on +stones or wood, half the roadway up, and luminous with lanterns. They +stopped in front of the Haute Gomme, where they picked up Sir George +Kirkbank and Colonel Delville, a big man with a patriarchal head, +supposed to be one of the finest whist players in London, and to make a +handsome income by his play. He had ridden in the Balaclava charge, was +a favourite everywhere, and, albeit no genius, was much cleverer than +his friend and school-fellow, George Kirkbank. They had been at Eton +together, had both made love to the lively Georgie, and had been +inseparables for the last thirty years. + +'Couldn't get on without Delville,' said Sir George; 'dooced smart +fellow, sir. Knows the ropes; and does all the thinking for both of us.' + +And now they were fairly started, and the team fell into a rattling +pace, with the road pretty clear before them. Hyde Park was one +umbrageous darkness, edged by long lines of golden light. Coolness and +silence enfolded all things in the summer midnight, and Lesbia, not +prone to romance, sank into a dreamy state of mind, as she leaned back +in her seat and watched the shadowy trees glide by, the long vista of +lamps and verdure in front of her. She was glad that no one talked to +her, for talk of any kind must have broken the spell. Don Gomez sat like +a statue in his place behind her. From Lady Kirkbank, the loquacious, +came a gentle sound of snoring, a subdued, ladylike snore, breathed +softly at intervals, like a sigh. Mr. Smithson had his team, and his own +thoughts, too, for occupation,--thoughts which to-night were not +altogether pleasant. + +At the back of the coach Mrs. Mostyn was descanting on the evolution of +the nautilus, and the relationship of protoplasm and humanity, to +Colonel Delville, who sat smiling placidly behind an immense cigar, and +accepted the most stupendous facts and the most appalling theories with +a friendly little nod of his handsome head. + +Mr. Mostyn frankly slept, as it was his custom to do upon all convenient +occasions. He called it recuperating. + +'Frank ought to be delightfully fresh, for he recuperated all the way +down,' said his wife, when they alighted in the dewy garden at +Twickenham, in front of the lamp-lit portico. + +'I wouldn't have minded his recuperating if he hadn't snored so +abominably,' remarked Colonel Delville. + +It was nearly one o'clock, and the ball had thinned a little, which made +it all the better for those who remained. Mr. Smithson's orders had been +given two days ago, and the very best of the waiters had been told off +for his especial service. The ladies went upstairs to take off their +wrappings and mufflings, and Lesbia emerged dazzling from her brown +velvet Newmarket, while Lady Kirkbank, bending closely over the +looking-glass, like a witch over a caldron, repaired her complexion with +cotton wool. + +They went through the conservatory to the octagon dining-room, where the +supper was ready, a special supper, on a table by a window, a table +laden with exotics and brilliant with glass and silver. The supper was, +of course, perfect in its way. Mr. Smithson's _chef_ had been down to +see about it, and Mr. Smithson's own particular champagne and the claret +grown in his own particular _clos_ in the Gironde, had been sent down +for the feast. No common cuisine, no common wine could be good enough; +and yet there was a day when the cheapest gargote in Belleville or +Montmartre was good enough for Mr. Smithson. There had been days on +which he did not dine at all, and when the fumes of a _gibelotte_ +steaming from a workman's restaurant made his mouth water. + +The supper was all life and gaiety. Everyone was hungry and thirsty, and +freshened by the drive, except Lesbia. She was singularly silent, ate +hardly anything, but drank three or four glasses of champagne. + +Don Gomez was not a great talker. He had the air of a prince of the +blood royal, who expects other people to talk and to keep him amused. +But the little he said was to the point. He had a fine baritone, very +low and subdued, and had a languor which was almost insolent, but not +without its charm. There was an air of originality about the manner and +the man. + +He was the typical _rastaquouere_, a man of finished manners, and +unknown antecedents, a foreigner, apparently rich, obviously +accomplished, but with that indefinable air which bespeaks the +adventurer; and which gives society as fair a warning as if the man wore +a placard on his shoulder with the word _cave_. + +But to Lesbia this Spaniard was the first really interesting man she had +met since she saw John Hammond; and her interest in him was much more +vivid than her interest in Hammond had been at the beginning of their +acquaintance. That pale face, with its tint of old ivory, those thin, +finely-cut lips, indicative of diabolical craft, could she but read +aright, those unfathomable eyes, touched her fancy as it had never yet +been touched, awoke within her that latent vein of romance, +self-abnegation, supreme foolishness, which lurks in the nature of every +woman, be she chaste as ice and pure as snow. + +The supper was long. It was past two o'clock, and the ballroom was +thinly occupied, when Mr. Smithson's party went there. + +'You won't dance to-night, I suppose?' said Smithson, as Lesbia and he +went slowly down the room arm in arm. It was in a pause between two +waltzes. The wide window at the end was opened to the summer night, and +the room was delightfully cool. 'You must be horribly tired?' + +'I am not in the least tired, and I mean to waltz, if anyone will ask +me,' replied Lesbia, decisively. + +'I ought to have asked you to dance, and then it would have been the +other way,' said Smithson, with a touch of acrimony. 'Surely you have +dancing enough in town, and you might be obliging for once in a way, +and come and sit with me in the garden, and listen to the nightingales.' + +'There are no nightingales after June. There is the Manola,' as the band +struck up, 'my very favourite waltz.' + +Don Gomez was at her elbow at this moment + +'May I have the honour of this waltz with you, Lady Lesbia?' he asked; +and then with a serio-comic glance at his stoutish friend, 'I don't +think Smithson waltzes?' + +'I have been told that nobody can waltz who has been born on this side +of the Pyrenees,' answered Lesbia, withdrawing her arm from her lover's, +and slipping, it through the Spaniard's, with the air of a slave who +obeys a master. + +Smithson looked daggers, and retired to a corner of the room glowering. +Were a man twenty-two times millionaire, like the Parisian Rothschild, +he could not find armour against the poisoned arrows of jealousy. Don +Gomez possessed many of those accomplishments which make men dangerous, +but as a dancer he was _hors ligne_; and Horace Smithson knew that there +is no surer road to a girl's fancy than the magic circle of a waltz. + +Those two were floating round the room in the old slow legato step, +which recalled to Smithson the picture of a still more spacious room in +an island under the Southern Cross--the blue water of the bay shining +yonder under the starlight of the tropics, fire-flies gleaming and +flashing in the foliage beyond the open windows, fire-flies flashing +amidst the gauzy draperies of the dancers, and this same Gomez revolving +with the same slow languid grace, his arm encircling the _svelte_ figure +of a woman whose southern beauty outshone Lesbia's blonde English +loveliness as the tropical stars outshine the lamps that light our +colder skies. Yes, every detail of the scene flashed back into his mind, +as if a curtain had been suddenly plucked back from a long-hidden +picture. The Cuban's tall slim figure, the head gently bent towards his +partner's head, as at this moment, and those dark eyes looking up at +him, intoxicated with that nameless, indefinable fascination which it is +the lot of some men to exercise. + +'He robbed me of _her_!' thought Smithson, gloomily. 'Will he rob me of +this one too? Surely not! Havana is Havana--and this one is not a +Creole. If I cannot trust that lovely piece of marble, there is no woman +on earth to be trusted.' + +He turned his back upon the dancers, and went out into the garden. His +soul was wrung with jealousy, yet he could watch no longer. There was +too much pain--there were too many bitter memories of shame, and loss, +and ignominy evoked by that infernal picture. If he had been free he +would have asserted his authority as Lesbia's future husband; he would +have taken her away from the Orleans; he would have told her plainly and +frankly that Don Gomez was no fit person for her to know; and he would +have so planned that they two should never meet again. But Horace +Smithson was not free. He was bound hand and foot by those fetters which +the chain of past events had forged--stern facts which the man himself +may forget, or try to forget, but which other people never forget. There +is generally some dark spot in the history of such men as Smithson--men +who climb the giddiest heights of this world with that desperate +rapidity which implies many a perilous leap from crag to crag, many a +moraine skimmed over, and many an awful gulf spanned by a hair-breadth +bridge. Mr. Smithson's history was not without such spots; and the +darkest of all had relation to his career in Cuba. The story had been +known by very few--perhaps completely known only by one man; and that +man was Gomez de Montesma. + +For the last fifteen years the most fervent desire of Horace Smithson's +heart had been the hope that tropical nature, in any one of her various +disagreeable forms, would be obliging enough to make an end of Gomez. +But the forces of nature had not worked on Mr. Smithson's side. No +loathsome leprosy had eaten his enemy's flesh; neither cayman nor +crocodile, neither Juba snake nor poisonous spider had marked him for +its prey. The tropical sun had left him unsmitten. He had lived and he +had prospered; and he was here, like a guilty conscience incarnate, to +spoil Horace Smithson's peace. + +'I must be diplomatic,' Smithson said to himself, as he walked up and +down an avenue of Irish yews, in a solitary part of the grounds, smoking +his cigarette, and hearing the music swell and sink in the distance. 'I +will give her a hint as to that man's character, and I will keep them +apart as much as I can. But if he forces himself upon me there is no +help for it. I cannot afford to be uncivil to him.' + +'Cannot afford' in this instance meant 'dare not,' and Horace Smithson's +thoughts as he paced the yew-tree walk were full of gloom. + +During that long meditation he made up his mind on one point, namely, +that, let him suffer what pangs he might, he must not betray his +jealousy. To do that would be to lower himself in Lesbia's eyes, and to +play into his rival's hand; for a jealous man is almost always +contemptible in the sight of his mistress. He would carry himself as if +he were sure of her fidelity; and this very confidence, with a woman of +honour, a girl reared as Lesbia had been reared, would render it +impossible for her to betray him. He would show himself high-minded, +confident, generous, chivalrous, even; and he would trust to chance for +the issue. Chance was Mr. Smithson's only idea of Divinity; and Chance +had hitherto been kind to him. There had been dark hours in his life, +but the darkness had not lasted long; and the lucky accidents of his +career had been of a nature to beguile him into the belief that among +the favourites of Destiny he stood first and foremost. + +While Mr. Smithson mused thus, alone and in the darkness, Montesma and +Lady Lesbia were wandering arm in arm in another and lovelier part of +the grounds, where golden lights were scattered like Cuban fire-flies +among the foliage of seringa and magnolia, arbutus and rhododendron, +while at intervals a sudden flush of rosier light was shed over garden +and river, as if by enchantment, surprising a couple here and there in +the midst of a flirtation which had begun in darkness. + +The grounds were lovely in the balmy atmosphere of a July night, the +river gliding with mysterious motion under the stars, great masses of +gloom darkening the stream with an almost awful look where the woods of +Petersham and Ham House cast their dense shadows on the water. Don Gomez +and his companion wandered by the river side to a spot where a group of +magnolias sheltered them from the open lawn, and where there were some +rustic chairs close to the balustrade which protected the parapet. In +this spot, which was a kind of island, divided from the rest of the +grounds by the intervening road, they found themselves quite alone, and +in the midst of a summer stillness which was broken only by the low, +lazy ripple of the tide running seawards. The lights of Richmond looked +far away, and the little town with its variety of levels had an Italian +air in the distance. + +From the ballroom, faint and fitful, came the music of a waltz. + +'I'm afraid I've brought you too far,' said Don Gomez. + +'On the contrary, it is a relief to get away from the lights and the +people. How delicious this river is! I was brought up on the shores of a +lake; but after all a lake is horribly tame. Its limits are always +staring one in the face. There is no room for one's imagination to +wander. Now a river like this suggests an infinity of possibilities, +drifting on and on and on into undiscovered regions, by ever-varying +shores. I feel to-night as if I should like to step into that little +boat yonder,' pointing to a light skiff bobbing gently up and down with +the tide, at the bottom of a flight of steps, 'and let the stream take +me wherever it chose.' + +'If I could but go with you,' said Gomez, in that deep and musical tone +which made the commonest words seem melody, 'I would ask for neither +compass nor rudder. What could it matter whither the boat took me? There +is no place under the stars which would not be a paradise--with you.' + +'Please don't make a dreamy aspiration the occasion for a compliment,' +exclaimed Lesbia, lightly. 'What I said was so silly that I don't wonder +you thought it right to say something just a little sillier. But +moonlight and running water have a curious effect upon me; and I, who am +the most prosaic among women, become ridiculously sentimental.' + +'I cannot believe that you are prosaic.' + +'I assure you it is perfectly true. I am of the earth, earthy; a woman +of the world, in my first season, ambitious, fond of pleasure, vain, +proud, exacting, all those things which I am told a woman ought not to +be.' + +'You pain me when you so slander yourself; and I shall make it the +business of my life to find out how much truth there is in that +self-slander. For my own part I do not believe a word of it; but as it +is rude to contradict a lady I will only say that I reserve my opinion.' + +'Are you to stay long in England?' asked Lesbia. + +She was leaning against the stone balustrade in a careless attitude, as +of one who was weary, her elbow on the stone slab, and her head thrown +back against her arm. The white satin gown, moulded to her figure, had a +statuesque air, and she looked like a marble statue in the dim light, +every line of the graceful form expressive of repose. + +'That will depend. I am not particularly fond of London. A very little +of your English Babylon satisfies me, in a general way; but there are +conditions which might make England enchanting. Where do you go at the +end of the season?' + +'First to Goodwood, and then to Cowes. Mr. Smithson is so kind as to +place his yacht at Lady Kirkbank's disposal, and I am to be her guest on +board the Cayman, just as I am in Arlington Street.' + +'The Cayman! That name is a reminiscence of Mr. Smithson's South +American travels.' + +'No doubt! Was he long in South America?' + +'Three or four years.' + +'But not in Cuba all that time, I suppose?' + +'He had business relations with Cuba all that time, and oscillated +between our island and the main. He was rather fortunate in his little +adventures with us--made almost as much money as General Tacon, of +blessed memory. But I dare say Smithson has told you all his adventures +in that part of the world.' + +'No, he very rarely talks about his travels: and I am not particularly +interested in commercial speculations. There is always so much to think +of and talk about in the business of the moment. Are you fond of Cuba?' + +'Not passionately. I always feel as if I were an exile there, and yet +one of my ancestors was with Columbus when he discovered the island, and +my race were among the earliest settlers. My family has given three +Captain-generals to Cuba: but I cannot forget that I belong to an older +world, and have forfeited that which ought to have been a brilliant +place in Europe for the luxurious obscurity of a colony.' + +'But you must be attached to a place in which your family have lived for +so many generations?' + +'I like the stars and the sea, the mountains and savannas, the tropical +vegetation, and the dreamy, half-oriental life; but at best it is a kind +of stagnation, and after a residence of a few months in the island of my +birth I generally spread my wings for the wider world of the old +continent or the new.' + +'You must have travelled so much,' said Lesbia, with a sigh. 'I have +been nowhere and seen nothing. I feel like a child who has been shut up +in a nursery all its life, and knows of no world beyond four walls.' + +'Not to travel is not to live,' said Don Gomez. + +'I am to be in Italy next November, I believe,' said Lesbia, not caring +to own that this Italian trip was to be her honeymoon. + +'Italy!' exclaimed the Spaniard, contemptuously. 'Once the finishing +school of the English nobility; now the happy hunting-ground of the +Cockney tourist and the prosperous Yankee. All the poetry of Italy has +been dried up, and the whole country vulgarised. If you want romance in +the old world go to Spain; in the new, try Peru or Brazil, Mexico or +California.' + +'I am afraid I am not adventurous enough to go so far.' + +'No: women cling to beaten tracks.' + +'We obey our masters,' answered Lesbia, meekly. + +'Ah, I forgot. You are to have a master--and soon. I heard as much +before I saw you to-night.' + +Lesbia half rose, as if to leave this cool retreat above the rippling +tide. + +'Yes, it is all settled,' she said; 'and now I think I must go back. +Lady Kirkbank will be wondering what has become of me.' + +'Let her wonder a little longer,' said Don Gomez. 'Why should we hurry +away from this delightful spot? Why break the spell of--the river? Life +has so few moments of perfect contentment. If this is one with you--as +it is with me--let us make the most of it. Lady Lesbia, do you see those +weeds yonder, drifting with the tide, drifting side by side, touching as +they drift? They have met heaven knows how, and will part heaven knows +where, on their way to the sea; but they let themselves go with the +tide. We have met like those poor weeds. Don't let us part till the tide +parts us.' + +Lesbia gave a little sigh, and submitted. She had talked of women +obeying their masters; and the implication was that she meant to obey +Mr. Smithson. But there is a fate in these things; and the man who was +to be her master, whose lightest breath was to sway her, whose lightest +look was to rule her, was here at her side in the silence of the summer +night. + +They talked long, but of indifferent subjects; and their talk might have +been heard by every member of the Orleans Club, and no harm done. Yet +words and phrases count for very little in such a case. It is the tone, +it is the melody of a voice, it is the magic of the hour that tells. + +The tide came, in the person of Mr. Smithson, and parted these two weeds +that were drifting towards the great mysterious ocean of fate. + +'I have been hunting for you everywhere,' he said, cheerfully. 'If you +want another waltz, Lady Lesbia, you had better take the next. I believe +it is to be the last. At any rate our party are clamouring to be driven +home. I found poor Lady Kirkbank fast asleep in a corner of the +drawing-room.' + +'Will you give me that last waltz?' asked Don Gomez. + +Lady Lesbia felt that the long-suffering Smithson had endured enough. +Womanly instinct constrained her to refuse that final waltz: but it +seemed to her as if she were making a tremendous sacrifice in so doing. +And yet she had waltzed to her heart's content during the season that +was waning, and knew all the waltzes played by all the fashionable +bands. She gave a little sigh, as she said-- + +'No, I must not indulge myself. I must go and take care of Lady +Kirkbank.' + +Mr. Smithson offered his arm, and she took it and went away with him, +leaving Don Gomez to follow at his leisure. There would be some delay no +doubt before the drag started. The lamps had gone out among the foliage, +and the stars were waning a little, and there was a faint cold light +creeping over the garden which meant the advent of morning. Don Gomez +strolled towards the lighted house, smoking a cigarette. + +'She is very lovely, and she is--well--not quite spoiled by her +_entourage_, and they tell me she is an heiress--sure to inherit a +fine fortune from some ancient grandmother, buried alive in +Westmoreland,' he mused. 'What a splendid opportunity it would be if--if +the business could be arranged on the square. But as it is--well--as it +is there is the chance of an adventure; and when did a Montesma ever +avoid an adventure, although there were dagger or poison lurking in the +background? And here there is neither poison nor steel, only a lovely +woman, and an infatuated stockbroker, about whom I know enough to +disgrace and ruin an archbishop. Poor Smithson! How very unlucky that I +should happen to come across your pathway in the heyday of your latest +love affair. We have had our little adventures in that line already, and +we have measured swords together, metaphorically, before to-night. When +it comes to a question of actual swords my Smithson declines. _Pas si +bete._' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + +LORD HARTFIELD REFUSES A FORTUNE. + + +A honeymoon among lakes and mountains, amidst the gorgeous confusion of +Borrowdale, in a little world of wild, strange loveliness, shut in and +isolated from the prosaic outer world by the vast and towering masses of +Skiddaw and Blencathara--a world of one's own, as it were, a world +steeped in romance and poetry, dear to the souls of poets. There are +many such honeymoons every summer; indeed, the mountain paths, the +waterfalls and lakes swarm with happy lovers; and this land of hills and +waters seems to have been made expressly for honeymoon travellers; yet +never went truer lovers wandering by lake and torrent, by hill and +valley, than those two whose brief honeymoon was now drawing to a close. + +It was altogether a magical time for Mary, this dawn of a new life. The +immensity of her happiness almost frightened her. She could hardly +believe in it, or trust in its continuance. + +'Am I really, really, really your wife?' she asked on their last day, +bending down to speak to her husband, as he led her pony up the rough +ways of Skiddaw. 'It is all so dreadfully like a dream.' + +'Thank God, it is the very truth,' answered Lord Hartfield, looking +fondly at the fresh young face, brightened by the summer wind, which +faintly stirred the auburn hair under the neat little hat. + +'And am I actually a Countess? I don't care about it one little bit, you +know, except as a stupendous joke. If you were to tell me that you had +been only making fun of poor grandmother and me, and that those diamonds +are glass, and you only plain John Hammond, it wouldn't make the +faintest difference. Indeed, it would be a weight off my mind. It is an +awfully oppressive thing to be a Countess.' + +'I'm sorry I cannot relieve you of the burden. The law of the land has +made you Lady Hartfield; and I hope you are preparing your mind for the +duties of your position.' + +'It is very dreadful,' sighed Mary. 'If her ladyship were as well and as +active as she was when first you came to Fellside, she could have helped +me; but now there will be no one, except you. And you will help me, +won't you Jack?' + +'With all my heart.' + +'My own true Jack,' with a little fervent squeeze of his sunburnt hand. +'In society I suppose I shall have to call you Hartfield. "Hartfield, +please ring the bell." "Give me a footstool, Hartfield." How odd it +sounds. I shall be blurting out the old dear name.' + +'I don't think it will much matter. It will pass for one of Lady +Hartfield's little ways. Every woman is supposed to have little ways, +don't you know. One has a little way of dropping her friends; another +has a little way of not paying her dressmaker; another's little way is +to take too much champagne. I hope Lady Hartfield's little way will be +her devotion to her husband.' + +'I'm afraid I shall end by being a nuisance to you, for I shall love you +ridiculously,' answered Mary, gaily; 'and from what you have told me +about society, it seems to me that there can be nothing so unfashionable +as an affectionate wife. Will you mind my being quite out of fashion, +Jack?' + +'I should very much object to your being in the fashion.' + +'Then I am happy. I don't think it is in my nature to become a woman of +fashion; although I have cured myself, for your sake, of being a hoyden. +I had so schooled myself for what I thought our new life was to be; so +trained myself to be a managing economical wife, that I feel quite at +sea now that I am to be mistress of a house in Grosvenor Square and a +place in Kent. Still, I will bear with it all; yes, even endure the +weight of those diamonds for your sake.' + +She laughed, and he laughed. They were quite alone among the +hills--hardy mountaineers both--and they could be as foolish as they +liked. She rested her head upon his shoulder, and he and she and the +pony made one as they climbed the hill, close together. + +'Our last day,' sighed Mary, as they went down again, after a couple of +blissful hours in that wild world between earth and sky. 'I shall be +glad to go back to poor grandmother, who must be sadly lonely; but it is +so sweet to be quite alone with you.' + +They left the Lodore Hotel in an open carriage, after luncheon next day, +and posted to Fellside, where they arrived just in time to assist at +Lady Maulevrier's afternoon tea. She received them both with warm +affection, and made Hartfield sit close beside her sofa; and every now +and then, in the pauses of their talk, she laid her wasted and too +delicate fingers upon the young man's strong brown hand, with a +caressing gesture. + +'You can never know how sweet it is to me to be able to love you,' she +said tenderly. 'You can never know how my heart yearned to you from the +very first, and how hard it was to keep myself in check and not be too +kind to you. Oh, Hartfield, you should have told me the truth. You +should not have come here under false colours.' + +'Should I not, Lady Maulevrier? It was my only chance of being loved +for my own sake; or, at least of knowing that I was so loved. If I had +come with my rank and my fortune in my hand, as it were--one of the good +matches of the year--what security could I ever have felt in the +disinterested love of the girl who chose me? As plain John Hammond I +wooed and was rejected; as plain John Hammond I wooed and won; and the +prize which I so won is a pearl above price. Not for worlds, were the +last year to be lived over again, would I have one day of my life +altered.' + +'Well, I suppose I ought to be satisfied. I wanted you for Lesbia, and I +have got you for Mary. Best of all, I have got you for myself. Ronald +Hollister's son is mine; he is of my kin; he belongs to me; he will not +forsake me in life; he will be near me, God grant, when I die.' + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, as far as in me lies, I will be to you as a son,' +said Lord Hartfield, very solemnly, stooping to kiss her hand. + +Mary came away from her tea-table to embrace her grandmother. + +'It makes me so happy to have won a little of your regard,' she +murmured, 'and to know that I have married a man whom you can love.' + +'Of course you have heard of Lesbia's engagement?' Lady Maulevrier said +presently, when they were taking their tea. + +'Maulevrier wrote to us about it.' + +'To us.' How nice it sounded, thought Mary, as if they were a firm, and +a letter written to one was written to both. + +'And do you know this Mr. Smithson?' + +'Not intimately. I have met him at the Carlton.' + +'I am told that he is very much esteemed by your party, and that he is +very likely to get a peerage when this Ministry goes out of office.' + +'That is not improbable. Peerages are to be had if a man is rich enough; +and Smithson is supposed to be inordinately rich.' + +'I hope he has character as well as money,' said Lady Maulevrier, +gravely. 'But do you think a man can become inordinately rich in a short +time, with unblemished honour?' + +'We are told that nothing is impossible,' answered Hartfield. 'Faith can +remove a mountain; only one does not often see it done. However, I +believe Mr. Smithson's character is fairly good as millionaires go. We +do not inquire too closely into these things nowadays.' + +Lady Maulevrier sighed and held her peace. She remembered the day when +she had protested vehemently, passionately, against Lesbia's marriage +with a poor man. And now she had an unhappy feeling about Mr. Smithson's +wealth, a doubt, a dread that all might not be well with those millions, +that some portion of that golden tide might flow from impure sources. +She had lived remote from the world, but she had read the papers +diligently, and she knew how often the splendour of commercial wealth +has been suddenly obscured behind a black cloud of obloquy. She could +not rejoice heartily at the idea of Lesbia's engagement. + +'I am to see the man early in August,' she said, as if she were talking +of a butler. 'I hope I may like him. Lady Kirkbank tells me it is a +brilliant marriage, and I must take her word. What can _I_ do for my +granddaughter--a useless log--a prisoner in two rooms?' + +'It is very hard,' murmured Mary, tenderly, 'but I do not see any reason +why Lesbia should not be happy. She likes a brilliant life; and Mr. +Smithson can give her as much gaiety and variety as she can possibly +desire. And, after all, yachts, and horses, and villas, and diamonds +_are_ nice things.' + +'They are the things for which half the world is ready to cheat or +murder the other half,' said Lady Maulevrier, bitterly. She had told +herself long ago that wealth was power, and she had sacrificed many +things, her own peace, her own conscience among them, in order that her +children and grandchildren should be rich; and, knowing this, she felt +it ill became her to be scrupulous, and to inquire too closely as to +the sources of Mr. Smithson's wealth. He was rich, and the world had no +fault to find with him. He had attended the last _levee_. He went into +reputable society. And he could give Lesbia all those things which the +world calls good. + +Fraeulein Mueller had packed her heavy old German trunks, and had gone +back to the _Heimath_, laden with presents of all kinds from Lady +Maulevrier; so Mary and her husband felt as if Fellside was really their +own. They dined with her ladyship, and left her for the night an hour +after dinner; and then they went down to the gardens, and roamed about +in the twilight, and talked, and talked, and talked, as only true lovers +can talk, be they Strephon and Daphne in life's glad morning, or +grey-haired Darby and Joan; and lastly they went down to the lake, and +rowed about in the moonlight, and talked of King Arthur's death, and of +that mystic sword, Excalibur, 'wrought by the lonely maiden of the +lake.' + +They spent three happy days in wandering about the neighbourhood, +revisiting in the delicious freedom of their wedded life those spots +which they had seen together, when Mary was still in bondage, and the +eye of propriety, as represented by Miss Mueller, was always upon her. +Now they were free to go where they pleased--to linger where they +liked--they belonged to each other, and were under no other dominion. + +The dogcart, James Steadman's dogcart, which he had rarely used during +the last six months, was put in requisition and Lord Hartfield drove his +wife about the country. They went to the Langdale Pikes, and to Dungeon +Ghyll; and, standing beside the waterfall, Mary told her husband how +miserable she had felt on that very spot a little less than a year ago, +when she believed that he thought her plain and altogether horrid. +Whereupon he had to console her with many kisses and sweet words, for +the bygone pain on her part, the neglect on his. + +'I was a wretch,' he said, 'blind, besotted, imbecile.' + +'No, no, no. Lesbia is very lovely--and I could not expect you would +care for me till she was gone away. How glad I am that she went,' added +Mary, naively. + +The sky, which had been cloudless all day, began to darken as Lord +Hartfield drove back to Fellside, and Mary drew a little closer to the +driver's elbow, as if for shelter from an impending tempest. + +'You have your waterproof, of course,' he said, looking down at her, as +the first big drops of a thunder shower dashed upon the splash-board. +'No young woman in the Lake country would think of being without a +waterproof.' + +Mary was duly provided, and with the help of the groom put herself into +a snug little tartan Inverness, while Hartfield sent the cart spinning +along twelve miles an hour. + +They were at Fellside before the storm developed its full power, but the +sky was leaden, the landscape dull and blotted, the atmosphere heavy and +stifling. The thunder grumbled hoarsely, far away yonder in the wild +gorges of Borrowdale; and Mary and her husband made up their minds that +the tempest would come before midnight. + +Lady Maulevrier was suffering from the condition of the atmosphere. She +had gone to bed, prostrate with a neuralgic headache, and had given +orders that no one but her maid should go near her. So Lord Hartfield +and his wife dined by themselves, in the room where Mary had eaten so +many uninteresting dinners _tete-a-tete_ with Fraeulein; and in spite of +the storm which howled, pelted, and lightened every now and then, Mary +felt as if she were in Paradise. + +There was no chance of going out after dinner. The lake looked like a +pool of ink, the mountains were monsters of dark and threatening aspect, +the rain rattled against the windows, and ran from the verandah in +miniature water-spouts. There was nothing to do but stay in doors, in +the sultry, dusky house. + +'Let us go to my boudoir,' said Mary. 'Let me enjoy the full privilege +of having a boudoir--my very own room. Wasn't it too good of grandmother +to have it made so smart for me?' + +'Nothing can be too good for my Mary,' answered her husband, still in +the doting stage, 'but it was very nice of her ladyship--and the room is +charming.' + +Delightful as the new boudoir might be, they dawdled in the picture +gallery, that long corridor on which all the upper rooms opened, and at +one end of which was the door of Lady Maulevrier's bedroom, at right +angles with that red-cloth door, which was never opened, except to give +egress or ingress to James Steadman, who kept the key of it, as if the +old part of Fellside House had been an enchanted castle. Lord Hartfield +had not forgotten that summer midnight last year, when his meditations +were disturbed by a woman's piercing cry. He thought of it this evening, +as Mary and he lowered their voices on drawing near Lady Maulevrier's +door. She was asleep within there now, perhaps, that strange old woman; +and at any moment an awful shriek, as of a soul in mortal agony, might +startle them in the midst of their bliss. + +The lamps were lighted below; but this upper part of the house was +wrapped in the dull grey twilight of a stormy evening. A single lamp +burned dimly at the further end of the corridor, and all the rest was +shadow. + +Mary and her husband walked up and down, talking in subdued tones. He +was explaining the necessity of his being in London next week, and +promising to come back to Fellside directly his business at the House +was over. + +'It will be delightful to read your speeches,' said Mary; 'but I am +silly and selfish enough to wish you were a country squire, with no +business in London. And yet I don't wish that either, for I am intensely +proud of you.' + +'And some day, before we are much older, you will sit in your robes in +the peeress's gallery.' + +'Oh, I couldn't,' cried Mary. 'I should make a fool of myself, somehow. +I should look like a housemaid in borrowed plumes. Remember, I have no +_Anstand_--I have been told so all my life.' + +'You will be one of the prettiest peeresses who ever sat in that +gallery, and the purest, and truest, and dearest,' protested her +lover-husband. + +'Oh, if I am good enough for you, I am satisfied. I married _you_, and +not the House of Lords. But I am afraid your friends will all say, +"Hartfield, why in heaven's name did you marry that uncultivated +person?" Look!' + +She stopped suddenly, with her hand on her husband's arm. It was growing +momentarily darker in the corridor. They were at the end near the lamp, +and that other end by Lady Maulevrier's door was in deeper darkness, yet +not too dark for Lord Hartfield to see what it was to which Mary +pointed. + +The red-cloth door was open, and a faint glimmer of light showed within. +A man was standing in the corridor, a small, shrunken figure, bent and +old. + +'It is Steadman's uncle,' said Mary. 'Do let me go and speak to him, +poor, poor old man.' + +'The madman!' exclaimed Hartfield. 'No, Mary; go to your room at once. +I'll get him back to his own den.' + +'But he is not mad--at any rate, he is quite harmless. Let me just say a +few words to him. Surely I am safe with you.' + +Lord Hartfield was not inclined to dispute that argument; indeed, he +felt himself strong enough to protect his wife from all the lunatics in +Bedlam. He went towards the end of the corridor, keeping Mary well +behind him; but Mary did not mean to lose the opportunity of renewing +her acquaintance with Steadman's uncle. + +'I hope you are better, poor old soul,' she murmured, gently, lovingly +almost, nestling at her husband's side. + +'What, is it you?' cried the old man, tremulous with joy. 'Oh, +I have been looking for you--looking--looking--waiting, waiting for +you. I have been hoping for you every hour and every minute. Why didn't +you come to me, cruel girl?' + +'I tried with all my might,' said Mary, 'but people blocked up the door +in the stables, and they wouldn't let me go to you; and I have been +rather busy for the last fortnight,' added Mary, blushing in the +darkness, 'I--I--am married to this gentleman.' + +'Married! Ah, that is a good thing. He will take care of you, if he is +an honest man.' + +'I thought he was an honest man, but he has turned out to be an earl,' +answered Mary, proudly. 'My husband is Lord Hartfield.' +'Hartfield--Hartfield,' the old man repeated, feebly. 'Surely I have +heard that name before.' + +There was no violence in his manner, nothing but imbecility; so Lord +Hartfield made up his mind that Mary was right, and that the old man was +quite harmless, worthy of all compassion and kindly treatment. + +This was the same old man whom he had met on the Fell in the bleak March +morning. There was no doubt in his mind about that, although he could +hardly see the man's face in the shadowy corridor. + +'Come,' said the man, 'come with me, my dear. You forgot me, but I have +not forgotten you. I mean to leave you my fortune. Come with me, and +I'll show you your legacy. It is all for you--every rupee--every jewel.' + +This word rupee startled Lord Hartfield. It had a strange sound from the +lips of a Westmoreland peasant. + +'Come, child, come!' said the man impatiently. 'Come and see what I have +left you in my will. I make a new will every day, but I leave everything +to you--every will is in your favour. But if you are married you had +better have your legacy at once. Your husband is strong enough to take +care of you and your fortune.' + +'Poor old man,' whispered Mary; 'pray let us humour him.' + +It was the usual madman's fancy, no doubt. Boundless wealth, exalted +rank, sanctity, power--these things all belong to the lunatic. He is the +lord of creation, and, fed by such fancies, he enjoys flashes of wild +happiness in the midst of his woe. + +'Come, come, both of you,' said the old man, eagerly, breathless with +impatience. + +He led the way across the sacred threshold, looking back, beckoning to +them with his wasted old hand, and Mary for the first time in her life +entered that house which had seemed to her from her very childhood as a +temple of silence and mystery. The passage was dimly lighted by a little +lamp on a bracket. The old man crept along stealthily, looking back, +with a face full of cunning, till he came to a broad landing, from which +an old staircase, with massive oak banisters, led down to the square +hall below. The ceilings were low, the passages were narrow. All things +in the house were curiously different from that spacious mansion which +Lady Maulevrier had built for herself. + +A door on the landing stood ajar. The old man pushed it open and went +in, followed by Mary and her husband. + +They both expected to see a room humble almost to poverty--an iron +bedstead, perhaps, and such furniture as the under servants in a +nobleman's household are privileged to enjoy. Both were alike surprised +at the luxury of the apartment they entered, and which was evidently +reserved exclusively for Steadman's uncle. + +It was a sitting-room. The furniture was old-fashioned, but almost as +handsome as any in Lady Maulevrier's apartments. There was a large sofa +of most comfortable shape, covered with dark red velvet, and furnished +with pillows and foot rugs, which would have satisfied a Sybarite of the +first water. Beside the sofa stood a hookah, with all appliances in the +Oriental fashion; and half a dozen long cherry-wood pipes neatly +arranged above the mantelpiece showed that Mr. Steadman's uncle was a +smoker of a luxurious type. + +In the centre of the room stood a large writing table, with a case of +pigeon-holes at the back, a table which would not have disgraced a Prime +Minister's study. A pair of wax candles, in tall silver candlesticks, +lighted this table, which was littered with papers, in a wild confusion +that too plainly indicated the condition of the owner's mind. The oak +floor was covered with Persian prayer rugs, old and faded, but of the +richest quality. The window curtains were dark red velvet; and through +an open doorway Mary and her husband saw a corresponding luxury in the +arrangements of the adjoining bedroom. + +The whole thing seemed wild and strange as a fairy tale. The weird and +wizened old man, grinning and nodding his head at them. The handsome +room, rich with dark, subdued colour, in the dim light of four wax +candles, two on the table, two on the mantelpiece. The perfume of +stephanotis and tea-roses, blended faintly with the all-pervading odour +of latakia and Turkish attar. All was alike strange, bearing in mind +that this old man was a recipient of Lady Maulevrier's charity, a +hanger-on upon a confidential servant, who might be supposed to be +generously treated if he had the run of his teeth and the shelter of a +decent garret. Verily, there was something regal in such hospitality as +this, accorded to a pauper lunatic. + +Where was Steadman, the alert, the watchful, all this time? Mary +wondered. They had met no one. The house was as mute as if it were under +the spell of a magician. It was like that awful chamber in the Arabian +story, where the young man found the magic horse, and started on his +fatal journey. Mary felt as if here, too, there must be peril; here, +too, fate was working. + +The old man went to the writing table, pushed aside the papers, and then +stooped down and turned a mysterious handle or winch under the +knee-hole, and the writing-desk moved slowly on one side, while the +pigeon-holes sank, and a deep well full of secret drawers was laid open. + +From one of these secret drawers the old man took a bunch of keys, +nodding, chuckling, muttering to himself as he groped for them with +tremulous hand. + +'Steadman is uncommonly clever--thinks he knows everything--but he +doesn't know the trick of this table. I could hide a regiment of Sepoys +in this table, my dear. Well, well, perhaps not Sepoys--too big, too +big--but I could hide all the State papers of the Presidency. There are +drawers enough for that.' + +Hartfield watched him intently, with thoughtful brow. There was a +mystery here, a mystery of the deepest dye; and it was for him--it must +needs be his task, welcome or unwelcome, to unravel it. + +This was the Maulevrier skeleton. + +'Now, come with me,' said the old man, clutching Mary's wrist, and +drawing her towards the half-open door leading into the bedroom. + +She had a feeling of shrinking, for there was something uncanny about +the old man, something that might be life or death, might belong to this +world or the next; but she had no fear. In the first place, she was +courageous by nature, and in the second her husband was with her, a +tower of strength, and she could know no fear while he was at her side. + +The strange old man led the way across his bedroom to an inner chamber, +oak pannelled, with very little furniture, but holding much treasure in +the shape of trunks, portmanteaux--all very old and dusty--and two large +wooden cases, banded with iron. + +Before one of these cases the man knelt down, and applied a key to the +padlock which fastened it. He gave the candle to Lord Hartfield to hold, +and then opened the box. It seemed to be full of books, which he began +to remove, heaping them on the floor beside him; and it was not till he +had cleared away a layer of dingy volumes that he came to a large metal +strong box, so heavy that he could not lift it out of the chest. + +Slowly, tremulously, and with quickened breathing, he unlocked the box +where it was, and raised the lid. + +'Look,' he said eagerly, 'this is her legacy--this is my little girl's +legacy.' + +Lord Hartfield bent down and looked at the old man's treasure, by the +wavering light of the candle; Mary looking over his shoulder, breathless +with wonder. + +The strong box was divided into compartments. One, and the largest, was +filled with rouleaux of coin, packed as closely as possible. The others +contained jewels, set and unset--diamonds, emeralds, rubies, +sapphires--which flashed back the flickering flame of the candle with +glintings of rainbow light. + +'These are all for her--all--all,' exclaimed the old man. 'They are +worth a prince's ransom. Those rouleaux are all gold; those gems are +priceless. They were the dowry of a princess. But they are hers +now--yes, my dear, they are yours--because you spoke sweetly, and smiled +prettily, and were very good to a lonely old man--and because you have +my mother's face, dear, a smile that recalls the days of my youth. Lift +out the box and take it away with you, if you are strong enough,--you, +you,' he said, touching Lord Hartfield. 'Hide it somewhere--keep it from +_her_. Let no one know--no one except your wife and you must be in the +secret.' + +'My dear sir, it is out of the question--impossible that my wife or I +should accept one of those coins--or the smallest of those jewels.' + +'Why not, in the devil's name?' + +'First and foremost, we do not know how you came in possession of them; +secondly, we do not know who you are.' + +'They came to me fairly enough--bequeathed to me by one who had the +right to leave them. Would you have had all that gold left for an +adventurer to wallow in?' + +'You must keep your treasure, sir, however it may have come to you,' +answered Lord Hartfield firmly. 'My wife cannot take upon herself the +burden of a single gold coin--least of all from a stranger. Remember, +sir, to us your possession of this wealth--nay, your whole existence--is +a mystery.' + +'You want to know who I am?' said the old man drawing himself up, with a +sudden _hauteur_ which was not without dignity, despite his shrunken +form and grotesque appearence. 'Well, sir. I am----' + +He checked himself abruptly, and looked round the room with a scared +expression. + +'No, no, no,' he muttered; 'caution, caution! They have not done with me +yet; she warned me--they are lying in wait; I mustn't walk into their +trap.' And then turning to Lord Hartfield, he said, haughtily, 'I shall +not condescend to tell you who I am, sir. You must know that I am a +gentleman, and that is enough for you. There is my gift to your +wife'--pointing to the chest--'take it or leave it.' + +'I shall leave it, sir, with all due respect.' + +A frightful change came over the old man's face at this determined +refusal. His eyes glowered at Lord Hartfield under the heavy scowling +brows; his bloodless lips worked convulsively. + +'Do you take me for a thief?' he exclaimed. 'Are you afraid to touch my +gold--that gold for which men and women sell their souls, blast their +lives with shame, and pain, and dishonour, all the world over? Do you +stand aloof from it--refuse to touch it, as if it were infected? And +you, too, girl! Have you no sense? Are you an idiot?' + +'I can do nothing against my husband's wish,' Mary answered, quietly; +'and, indeed, there is no need for us to take your money. We are rich +without it. Please leave that chest to a hospital. It will be ever so +much better than giving it to us.' + +'You told me you were going to marry a poor man?' + +'I know. But he cheated me, and turned out to be a rich man. He was a +horrid impostor,' said Mary, drawing closer to her husband, and smiling +up at him. + +The old man flung down the lid of his strong box, which shut with a +sonorous clang. He locked it, and put the key in his pocket. + +'I have done with you.' he said. 'You can go your ways, both of you. +Fools, fools, fools! The world is peopled with rogues and fools; and, by +heaven, I would rather have to do with the rogues!' + +He flung himself into an arm-chair, one of the few objects of furniture +in the room, and left them to find their way back alone. + +'Good-night, sir,' said Lord Hartfield; but the old man made no reply. +He sat frowning sullenly. + +'Good-night, sir,' said Mary, in her gentle voice, breathing infinite +pity. + +'Good-night, child,' he growled. 'I am sorry you have married an ass.' + +This was more than Mary could stand, and she was about to reply with +some acrimony, when her husband put his hand upon her lips and hurried +her away. + +On the landing they met Mrs. Steadman, a stout, commonplace person, who +always had the same half-frightened look, as of one who lived in the +shadow of an abiding terror, obviously cowed and brow-beaten by her +husband, according to the Fellside household. + +At sight of Lord Hartfield and his wife she looked a little more +frightened than usual. + +'Goodness gracious, Lady Mary! how ever did you come here?' she gasped, +not yet having quite realised the fact that Mary had been promoted. + +'We came to please Steadman's uncle--he brought us in here,' Mary +answered, quietly. + +'But where did you find him?' + +'In the corridor--just by her ladyship's room.' + +'Then he must have taken the key out of Steadman's pocket, or Steadman +must have left it about somewhere,' muttered Mrs. Steadman, as if +explaining the matter to herself, rather than to Mary. 'My poor husband +is not the man he was. And so you met him in the corridor, and he +brought you in here. Poor old gentleman! He gets madder and madder every +day.' + +'There is method in his madness,' said Lord Hartfield. 'He talked very +much like sanity just now. Has your husband had the charge of him long?' + +Mrs. Steadman answered somewhat confusedly. + +'A goodish time, sir. I can't quite exactly say--time passes so quiet in +a place like this. One hardly keeps count of the years.' + +'Forty years, perhaps?' + +Mrs. Steadman blenched under Lord Hartfield's steadfast look--a look +which questioned more searchingly than his words. + +'Forty years,' she repeated, with a faint laugh. 'Oh, dear no, sir, not +a quarter as long. It isn't so many years, after all, since Steadman's +poor old uncle went a little queer in his head; and Steadman, having +such a quiet home here, and plenty of spare room, made bold to ask her +ladyship if he might give the poor old man a home, where he would be in +nobody's way.' + +'And the poor old man seems to have a very luxurious home,' answered +Lord Hartfield. 'Pray when and where did Mr. Steadman's uncle learn to +smoke a hookah?' + +Simple as the question was, it proved too much for Mrs. Steadman. She +only shook her head, and faltered some unintelligible reply. + +'Where is your husband?' asked Lord Hartfield; 'I should like to have a +little talk with him, if he is disengaged.' + +'He is not very well, my lord,' answered Mrs. Steadman. 'He has been +ailing off and on for the last six months, but I couldn't get him to see +the doctor, or to tell her ladyship that he was in bad health. And about +a week ago he broke down altogether, and fell into a kind of drowsy +state. He keeps about, and he does his work pretty much the same as +usual, but I can see that it's too much for him. If you like to come +downstairs I can let you through the lower door into the hall; and if he +should have woke up since I have left him he'll be at your lordship's +service. But I'd rather not wake him out of his sleep.' + +'There is no occasion. What I have to say will keep till to-morrow.' + +Lord Hartfield and his wife followed Mrs. Steadman downstairs to the low +dark hall, where an old eight-day clock ticked with hoarse and solemn +beat, and a fine stag's head over each doorway gave evidence of some +former Haselden's sporting tastes. The door of a small panelled parlour +stood half-way open; and within the room Lord Hartfield saw James +Steadman asleep in an arm-chair by the fire, which burned as brightly as +if it had been Christmas time. + +'He was so chilly and shivery this afternoon that I was obliged to light +a fire,' said Mrs. Steadman. + +'He seems to be sleeping heavily,' said Hartfield. 'Don't awaken him. +I'll see him to-morrow morning before I go to London.' + +'He sleeps half the day just as heavy as that, my lord,' said the wife, +with a troubled air. 'I don't think it can be right.' + +'I don't think so either,' answered Lord Hartfield. 'You had better call +in the doctor.' + +'I will, my lord, to-morrow morning. James will be angry with me, I +daresay; but I must take upon myself to do it without his leave.' + +She led the way along a passage corresponding with the one above, and +unlocked a door opening into a lobby near the billiard-room. + +'Come, Molly, see if you can beat me at a fifty game,' said Lord +Hartfield, with the air of a man who wants to shake off the impression +of some dominant idea. + +'Of course you will annihilate me, but it will be a relief to play,' +answered Mary. 'That strange old man has given me a shock. Everything +about his surroundings is so different from what I expected. And how +could an uncle of Steadman's come by all that money--and those +jewels--if they were jewels, and not bits of glass which the poor old +thing has chopped up, in order to delude himself with an imaginary +treasure?' + +'I do not think they are bits of glass, Molly.' + +'They sparkled tremendously--almost as much as my--our--the family +diamonds,' said Mary, puzzled how to describe that property which she +held in right of her position as countess regnant; 'but if they are real +jewels, and all those rouleaux real money, how could Steadman's uncle +become possessed of such wealth?' + +'How, indeed?' said Lord Hartfield, choosing his cue + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + +ON BOARD THE 'CAYMAN.' + + +Goodwood had come and gone, a brief bright season of loss and gain, fine +gowns, flirtation, lobster en mayonaise, champagne, sunshine, dust, +glare, babble of many voices, successes, failures, triumphs, +humiliations. A very pretty picture to contemplate from the outside, +this little world in holiday clothes, framed in greenery! but just on +the Brocken, where the nicest girl among the dancers had the unpleasant +peculiarity of dropping a little red mouse out of her mouth--so too here +under different forms there were red mice dropping about among the +company. Here a hint of coming insolvency; there a whisper of a +threatened divorce suit, staved off for a while, compromises, family +secrets, little difficulties everywhere; betrothed couples smilingly +accepting congratulations, who should never have been affianced were +truth and honour the rule of life; forsaken wives pretending to think +their husbands models of fidelity; jovial creatures with ruin staring in +their faces; households divided and shamming union; almost everybody +living above his or her means; and the knowledge that nobody is any +better or any happier than his neighbour society's only fountain of +consolation. + +Lady Lesbia's gowns and parasols had been admired, her engagement had +furnished an infinity of gossip, and the fact of Montesma's constant +attendance upon her had given zest to the situation, just that flavour +of peril and fatality which the soul of society loveth. + +'Is she going to marry them both?' asked an ancient dowager of the +ever-young type. + +'No, dear Lady Sevenoaks, she can only marry one, don't you know; but +the other is nice to go about with; and I believe it is the other she +really likes.' + +'It is always the other that a woman likes,' answered the dowager; 'I am +madly in love with this Peruvian--no, I think you said Cuban--myself. I +wish some good-natured creature would present him to me. If you know +anybody who knows him, tell them to bring him to my next +afternoon--Saturday. But why does--_chose_--_machin_--Smithson allow +such a handsome hanger-on? After marriage I could understand that he +might not be able to help himself; but before marriage a man generally +has some kind of authority.' + +The world wondered a little, just as Lady Sevenoaks wondered, at +Smithson's complacency in allowing a man so attractive as Montesma to be +so much in the society of his future wife, yet even the censorious could +but admit that the Cuban's manner offered no ground for offence. He +came to Goodwood 'on his own hook,' as society put it: and every man who +wears a decent coat and is not a welsher has a right to enjoy the +prettiest race-course in England. He spent a considerable part of the +day in Lesbia's company; but since she was the centre of a little crowd +all the time, there could be no offence in this. He was a stranger, +knowing very few people, and having nothing to do but to amuse himself. +Smithson was an old and familiar friend, and was in a measure bound to +give him hospitality. + +Mr. Smithson had recognised that obligation, but in a somewhat sparing +manner. There were a dozen unoccupied bedchambers in the Park Lane +Renaissance villa; but Smithson did not invite his Cuban acquaintance to +shift his quarters from the Bristol to Park Lane. He was civil to Don +Gomez: but anyone who had taken the trouble to watch and study the +conduct and social relations of these two men would have seen that his +civility was a forced civility, and that he endured the Spaniard's +society under constraint of some kind. + +And now all the world was flocking to Cowes for the regatta, and Lesbia +and her chaperon were established on board Mr. Smithson's yacht, the +_Cayman_; and the captain of the _Cayman_ and all her crew were +delivered over to Lesbia to be her slaves and to obey her lightest +breath. The _Cayman_ was to lie at anchor off Cowes for the regatta +week; and then she was to sail for Hyde, and lie at anchor there for +another regatta week; and she was to be a floating hotel for Lady Lesbia +so long as the young lady would condescend to occupy her. + +The captain was an altogether exceptional captain, and the crew were a +picked crew, ruddy faced, sandy whiskered for the most part, Englishmen +all, honest, hardy fellows from between the Nore and the Wash, talking +in an honest provincial patois, dashed with sea slang. They were the +very pink and pattern of cleanliness, and the _Cayman_ herself from stem +to stern was dazzling and spotless to an almost painful degree. + +Not content with the existing arrangements of the yacht, which were at +once elegant and luxurious, Mr. Smithson had sent down a Bond Street +upholsterer to refit the saloon and Lady Lesbia's cabin. The dark velvet +and morocco which suited a masculine occupant would not have harmonised +with girlhood and beauty; and Mr. Smithson's saloon, as originally +designed, had something of the air of a _tabagie_. The Bond Street man +stripped away all the velvet and morocco, plucked up the Turkey carpet, +draped the scuttle-ports with pale yellow cretonne garnished with orange +pompons, subdued the glare of the skylight by a blind of oriental silk, +covered the divans with Persian saddlebags, the floor with a delicate +Indian matting, and furnished the saloon with all that was most feminine +in the way of bamboo chairs and tea-tables, Japanese screens and fans +of gorgeous colouring. Here and there against the fluted yellow drapery +he fastened a large Rhodes plate; and the thing was done. Lady Lesbia's +cabin was all bamboo and embroidered India muslin. An oval glass, framed +in Dresden biscuit, adorned the side, a large white bearskin covered the +floor. The berth was pretty enough for the cradle of a duchess's first +baby. Even Lesbia, spoiled by much indulgence and unlimited credit, gave +a little cry of pleasure at sight of the nest that had been made ready +for her. + +'Really, Mr. Smithson is immensely kind!' she exclaimed. + +'Smithson is always kind,' answered Lady Kirkbank, 'and you don't half +enough appreciate him. He has given me his very own cabin--such a dear +little den! There are his cigar boxes and everything lovely on the +shelves, and his own particular dressing-case put open for me to +use--all the backs of all the brushes _repousse_ silver, and all the +scent-bottles filled expressly for me. If the yacht would only stand +quite still, I should think it more delicious than the best house I ever +stayed in: only I don't altogether enjoy that little way it has of +gurgling up and down perpetually.' + +Mr. Smithson's chief butler, a German Swiss, and a treasure of +intelligence, had come down to take the domestic arrangements of the +yacht into his control. The Park Lane _chef_ was also on board, Mr. +Smithson's steward acting as his subordinate. This great man grumbled +sorely at the smallness of his surroundings; for the most luxurious +yacht was a poor substitute for the spacious kitchens and storerooms and +stillrooms of the London mansion. There was a cabin for Lady Kirkbank's +Rilboche and Lady Lesbia's Kibble, where the two might squabble at their +leisure; in a word, everything had been done that forethought could do +to make the yacht as perfect a place of sojourn as any floating +habitation, from Noah's Ark to the Orient steamers, had ever been made. + +It was between four and five upon a delicious July afternoon that Lady +Kirkbank and her charge came on board. The maids and the luggage had +been sent a day in advance, so that everything might be in its place, +and the empty boxes all stowed away, before the ladies arrived. They had +nothing to do but walk on board and fling themselves into the low +luxurious chairs ready for them on the deck, a little wearied by the +heat and dust of a railway journey, and with that delicious sense of +languid indifference to all the cares of life which seems to be in the +very atmosphere of a perfect summer afternoon. + +A striped awning covered the deck, and great baskets of roses--pink, and +red, and yellow--were placed about here and there. Tea was ready on a +low table, a swinging brass kettle hissing merrily, with an air of +supreme homeliness. + +Mr. Smithson had accompanied his _fiancee_ from town, and now sat +reading the _Globe_, and meekly waiting for his tea, while Lesbia took a +languid survey of the shore and the flotilla of boats, little and big, +and while Lady Kirkbank rhapsodised about the yacht, praising +everything, and calling everything by a wrong name. He was to be their +guest all day, and every day. They were to have enough of him, as Lesbia +had observed to her chaperon, with a spice of discontent, not quite so +delighted with the arrangement as her faithful swain. To him the idea +was rapture. + +'You have contrived somehow to keep me very much at a distance +hitherto,' he told Lesbia, 'and I feel sometimes as if we were almost +strangers; but a yacht is the best place in the world to bring two +people together, and a week at Cowes will make us nearer to each other +and more to each other than three months in London;' and Lesbia had said +nothing, inwardly revolting at the idea of becoming any nearer and +dearer to this man whom she had pledged herself to marry. She was to be +his wife--yes, some day--and it was his desire the some day should be +soon: but in the interval her dearest privilege was the power to keep +him at a distance. + +And yet she could not make up her mind to break with him, to say +honestly, 'I never liked you much, and now we are engaged I find myself +liking you less and less every day. Save me from the irrevocable +wickedness of a loveless marriage. Forgive me, and let me go.' No, this +she could not bring herself to say. She did not like Mr. Smithson, but +she valued the position he was able to give her. She wanted to be +mistress of that infinite wealth--she could not renounce that right to +which she fancied she had been born, her right to be one of the Queens +of Society: and the only man who had offered to crown her as queen, to +find her a palace and a court, was Horace Smithson. Without Mr. Smithson +her first season would have resulted in dire failure. She might perhaps +have endured that failure, and been content to abide the chances of a +second season, had it not been for Mary's triumph. But for Mary to be a +Countess, and for Lesbia to remain Lesbia Haselden, a nobody, dependent +upon the caprices of a grandmother whose means might after all be but +limited--no, such a concatenation as that was not to be endured. Lesbia +told herself that she could not go back to Fellside to remain there +indefinitely, a spinster and a dependent. She had learnt the true value +of money; she had found out what the world was like; and it seemed to +her that some such person as Mr. Smithson was essential to her +existence, just as a butler is a necessity in a house. One may not like +the man, but the post must be filled. + +Again, if she were to throw over Mr. Smithson, and speculate upon her +chances of next year, what hope had she of doing better in her second +season than in her first? The horizon was blank. There was no great +_parti_ likely to offer himself for competition. She had seen all that +the market could produce. Wealthy bachelors, high-born lovers, could not +drop from the moon. Lesbia, schooled by Lady Kirkbank, knew her peerage +by heart; and she knew that, having missed Lord Hartfield, there was +really no one in the Blue Book worth waiting for. Thus, caring only for +those things which wealth can buy, she had made up her mind that she +could not do without Horace Smithson's money; and she must therefore +needs resign herself to the disagreeable necessity of taking Smithson +and his money together. The great auctioneer Fate would not divide the +lot. + +She told herself that for her a loveless marriage was, after all, no +prodigious sacrifice. She had found out that heart made but a small +figure in the sum of her life. She could do without love. A year ago she +had fancied herself in love with John Hammond. In her seclusion at St. +Bees, in the long, dull August days, sauntering up and down by the edge +of the sea, in the melancholy sunset hour, she thought that her heart +was broken, that life was worthless without the man she loved. She had +thought and felt all this, but not strongly enough to urge her to any +great effort, not keenly enough to make her burst her chains. She had +preferred to suffer this loss than to sacrifice her chances of future +aggrandisement. And now she looked back and remembered those sunset +walks by the sea, and all her thoughts and feelings in those silent +summer hours; and she smiled at herself, half in scorn, half in pity, +for her own weakness. How easily she had learned to do without him who +at that hour seemed the better part of her existence. A good deal of +gaiety and praise, a little mild flirtation at Kirkbank Castle, and lo! +the image of her first lover began to grow dim and blurred, like a faded +photograph. A season at Cannes, and she was cured. A week in London, and +that first love was a thing of the past, a dream from which the dreamer +awaketh, forgetting the things that he has dreamt. + +Remembering all this she told herself that she had no heart, that love +or no love was a question of very little moment, and that the personal +qualities of the man whom she chose for a husband mattered nothing to +her, provided that his lands and houses and social status came up to her +standard of merit. She had seen Mr. Smithson's houses and lands; and she +was distinctly assured that he would in due course be raised to the +peerage. She had, therefore, every reason to be satisfied. + +Having thus reasoned out the circumstances of her new life, she accepted +her fate with a languid grace, which harmonised with her delicate and +patrician beauty. Nobody could have for a moment supposed from her +manner that she loved Horace Smithson; but nobody had the right to +think that she detested him. She accepted all his attentions as a thing +of course. The flowers which he strewed beneath her footsteps, the +pearls which he melted in her wine--metaphorically speaking--were just +'good enough' and no more. This afternoon, when Mr. Smithson asked her +how she liked the arrangements of the saloon and cabin, she said she +thought they would do very nicely. 'They would do.' Nothing more. + +'It is dreadfully small, of course,' she said, 'when one is accustomed +to rooms: but it is rather amusing to be in a sort of doll's house, and +on deck it is really very nice.' + +This was the most Mr. Smithson had for his pains, and he seemed to be +content therewith. If a man will marry the prettiest girl of the year he +must be satisfied with such scant civility as conscious perfection may +give him. We know that Aphrodite was not altogether the most comfortable +wife, and that Helen was a cause of trouble. + +Mr. Smithson sat in a bamboo chair beside his mistress, and looked +ineffably happy when she handed him a cup of tea. Sky and sea were one +exquisite azure--the colours of the boats glancing in the sunshine as if +they had been jewels; here an emerald rudder, there a gunwale painted +with liquid rubies. White sails, white frocks, white ducks made vivid +patches of light against the blue. The landscape yonder shone and +sparkled as if it had been incandescent. All the world of land and sky +and sea was steeped in sunshine. A day on which to do nothing, read +nothing, think nothing, only to exist. + +While they sat basking in the balmy atmosphere, looking lazily at that +bright, almost insupportable picture of blue sea under blue sky, there +came the dip of oars, making music, and a sound of coolness with every +plash of water. + +'How good it is of somebody to row about, just to give us that nice +soothing sound,' murmured Lesbia. + +Lady Kirkbank, with her dear old head thrown back upon the cushion of +her luxurious chair, and her dear little cornflower hat just a thought +on one side, was sleeping the sleep of the just, and unconsciously +revealing the little golden arrangements which gave variety to her front +teeth. + +The soothing sound came nearer and nearer, close under the _Cayman's_ +quarter, and then a brown hand clasped the man-ropes, and a light slim +figure swung itself upon deck, while the boat bobbed and splashed below. + +It was Montesma, who had not been expected till the racing, which was +not to begin for two days. A faint, faint rose bloom flushed Lady +Lesbia's cheek at sight of him; and Mr. Smithson gave a little look of +vexation, just one rapid contraction of the eyebrows, which resumed +their conventional placidity the next instant. + +'So good of you,' he murmured. 'I really did not expect you till the +beginning of the week.' + +'London is simply insupportable in this weather--most of all for a man +born in the Havanas. My soul thirsted for blue water. So I said to +myself, This good Smithson is at Cowes; he will give me the run of his +yacht and a room at his villa. Why not go to Cowes at once?' + +'The room is at your service. I have only two or three of my people at +Formosa, but just enough to look after a bachelor friend.' + +'I want very little service, my dear fellow,' answered Montesma, +pleasantly. 'A man who has crossed the Cordilleras and camped in the +primeval forest on the shores of the Amazon, learns to help himself. So +this is the _Cayman_? _Muy deleitoso, mi amigo_. A floating Paradise in +little. If the ark had been like this, I don't think any of the +passengers would have wanted the flood to dry up.' + +He shook hands with Lady Lesbia as he spoke, and with Lady Kirkbank, who +looked at him as if he were part of her dream, and then he sank into the +chair on Lesbia's left hand, with the air of being established for the +rest of the day. + +'I have left my portmanteaux at the end of the pier,' he said lazily. 'I +dare say one of your fellows will be good enough to take them to Formosa +for me?' + +Mr. Smithson gave the necessary order. All the beauty had gone out of the +sea and the sky for him, all the contentment from his mind; and yet he +was in no position to rebel against Fate--in no position to say directly +or indirectly, 'Don Gomez de Montesma, I don't want you here, and I must +request you to transfer yourself elsewhither.' + +Lesbia's feelings were curiously different. The very sight of that +nervous brown hand upon the rope just now had sent a strange thrill +through her veins. She who believed herself heartless could scarce trust +herself to speak for the vehement throbbing of her heart. A sense of joy +too deep for words possessed her as she reclined in her low chair, with +drooping eyelids, yet feeling the fire of those dark southern eyes upon +her face, scorching her like an actual flame. + +'Lady Lesbia, may I have a cup of tea?' he asked; not because he wanted +the tea, but only for the cruel delight of seeing if she were able to +give it to him calmly. + +Her hands shook, fluttered, wandered helplessly, as she poured out that +cup of tea and handed it to Montesma, a feminine office which she had +performed placidly enough for Mr. Smithson. The Spaniard took the cup +from her with a quiet smile, a subtle look which seemed to explore the +inmost depth of her consciousness. + +Yes, this man was verily her master. She knew it, and he know it, as +that look of his told her. Vain to play her part of languid +indifference--vain to struggle against her bondage. In heart and spirit +she was at his feet, an odalisque, recognising and bowing down to her +sultan. + +Happily for the general peace, Mr. Smithson had been looking away +seaward, with a somewhat troubled brow, while that little cup and saucer +episode was being enacted. And in the next minute Lesbia had recovered +her self-command, and resumed that graceful languor which was one of her +charms. She was weak, but she was not altogether foolish; and she had no +idea of succumbing to this new influence--of yielding herself up to this +conqueror, who seemed to take her life into his hand as if it were a bit +of thistledown. Her agitation of those first few minutes was due to the +suddenness of his appearance--the reaction from dulness to delight. She +had been told that he was not to be at Cowes till Monday, and lo! he was +here at her side, just as she was thinking how empty and dreary life was +without him. + +He dropped into his place so naturally and easily, made himself so +thoroughly at home and so agreeable to every one, that it was almost +impossible for Horace Smithson to resent his audacity! Mr. Smithson's +vitals might be devoured by the gnawing of the green-eyed monster, but +however fierce that gnawing were, he did not want to seem jealous. +Montesma was there as the very incarnation of some experiences in Mr. +Smithson's past career, and he dared not object to the man's presence. + +And so the summer day wore on. They had the yacht all to themselves that +evening, for the racing yachts were fulfilling engagements in other +waters, and the gay company of pleasure-seekers had not yet fully +assembled. They were dropping in one by one, all the evening, and Cowes +roads grew fuller of life with every hour of the summer night. + +Mr. Smithson and his guests dined in the saloon, a snug little party of +four, and sat long over dessert, deep into the dusk; and they talked of +all things under heaven, things frivolous, things grave, but most of all +about that fair, strange world in far-off southern waters, the sunny +islands of the Caribbean Sea, and the dreamy, luxurious life of that +tropical clime, half Spanish, half Oriental, wholly independent of +European conventionalities. Lesbia listened, enchanted by the picture. +What were Park Lane palaces, and Berkshire manors, the petty splendours +of the architect and the upholsterer, weighed against a world in which +all nature is on a grander scale? Mr. Smithson might give her fine +houses and costly upholstery; but only the Tropic of Cancer could give +her larger and brighter stars, a world of richer colouring, a land of +perpetual summer, nights luminous with fire-flies, gardens in which the +fern and the cactus were as forest trees, and where humming-birds +flashed among the foliage like living flowers; nay, where the flowers +themselves took the forms of the animal world and seemed instinct with +life and motion. + +'Yes,' said Mr. Smithson, with his gentlemanlike drawl, 'Spanish America +and the West Indies are delightful places to talk about. There are so +many things one leaves out of the picture--thieves, niggers, jiggers, +snakes, mosquitoes, yellow Jack, creeping, crawling creatures of all +kinds. I always feel very glad I have been to South America.' + +'Why?' + +'In order that I may never go there again,' replied Mr. Smithson. + +'I was beginning to hope you would take me there some day,' said Lesbia. + +'Never again, no, not even for your sake. No man should ever leave +Europe after he is five-and-thirty; indeed, I doubt if after that age he +should venture beyond the Mediterranean. That is the sea of +civilisation. Anything outside it means barbarism.' + +'I hope we are going to travel by-and-by,' said Lesbia; 'I have been +mewed up in Grasmere half my life, and if you are going to confine me to +the shores of the Mediterranean, which is, after all, only a larger +lake, for the other half of my life, my existence will be a dull piece +of work after all. I agree with what Don Gomez said the other night: +"Not to travel is not to live."' + +They went on deck presently and sat in the summer darkness, lighted only +by the stars, and by the lights of the yachts, and the faintly gleaming +windows of the lighted town, sat long and late, in a state of ineffable +repose. Lady Kirkbank, fortified by the produce of Mr. Smithson's +particular _clos_, and by a couple of glasses of green Chartreuse, slept +profoundly. She had not enjoyed herself so much for the last three +months. She had been stretched on Society's rack, and she had been +ground in Society's mill; and neither mind nor body had been her own to +do what she liked withal. She had toiled early and late, and had spared +herself in no wise. And now the trouble was over for a space. Here were +rest and respite. She had done her duty as a chaperon, had provided her +charge with the very best thing the matrimonial market offered. She had +paid her creditors something on account all round, and had left them +appeased and trustful, if not content. Sir George had gone oft alone to +drink the waters at Spa, and to fortify himself for Scotland and the +grouse season. She was her own mistress, and she could fold her hands +and take her rest, eat and drink and sleep and be merry, all at Mr. +Smithson's expense. + +The yachts came flocking in next day, like a flight of white-winged sea +birds, and Mr. Smithson had enough to do receiving visitors upon the +_Cayman_. He was fully occupied; but Montesma had nothing to do, except +to amuse Lady Lesbia and her chaperon, and in this onerous task he +succeeded admirably. Lesbia found that it was too warm to be on the deck +when there were perspiring people, whose breath must be ninety by the +thermometer, perpetually coming on board; so she and Lady Kirkbank sat +in the saloon, and had the more distinguished guests brought down to +them as to a Court; and the shrewder of the guests were quick to divine +that no company beyond that of Don Gomez de Montesma was really wanted +in that rose-scented saloon. + +The Spaniard taught Lady Kirkbank _monte_, which delighted her, and +which she vowed she would introduce at her supper parties in the half +season of November, when she should be in London for a week or two, as a +bird of passage, flitting southwards. He began to teach Lesbia Spanish, +a language for which she had taken a sudden fancy; and it is curious +what tender accents, what hidden meanings even a grammar can take from +such a teacher. Spanish came easily enough to a learner who had been +thoroughly drilled in French and Italian, and who had been taught the +rudiments of Latin; so by the end of a lesson, which went on at +intervals all day, the pupil was able to lisp a passage of Don Quixote +in the sweetest Castilian, very sweet to the ear of Don Gomez--a kind of +baby language, precious as the first half-formed syllables of infancy to +mothers. + +Montesma had nothing to do but to amuse himself and his companions all +day in the saloon, amidst odours of roses and peaches, in a shadowy +coolness made by striped silken blinds; but Mr. Smithson was not so much +his own master. That innumerable company of friends which are the +portion of the rich man given to hospitality would not let the owner of +the _Cayman_ go scot-free. + +At a place like Cowes, on the eve of the regatta week, the freelances of +society expect to find entertainment; and Mr. Smithson had to maintain +his character for princely hospitalities at the sacrifice of his +feelings as a lover. Every ripple of Lesbia's silvery laughter, every +deep tone of Montesma's voice, from the cabin below, sent a pang to his +jealous soul; and yet he had to smile, and to order more champagne cup, +and to be lavish of his best cigars, albeit insisting that his friends +should smoke their cigars in the bows well to leeward, so that no foul +breathings of tobacco should pollute his Cleopatra galley. + +Cleopatra was very happy meanwhile, sublimely indifferent even to the +odours of tobacco. She had her Antony at her feet, looking up at her, +as she recited her lesson, with darkly luminous eyes, obviously +worshipping her, obviously intent on winning her without counting the +cost. When had a Montesma ever counted the cost to himself or +others--the cost in gold, in honour, in human life? The records of Cuba +in the palmy days of the slave trade would tell how lightly they held +the last; and for honour, well, the private hells of island and main +could tell their tale of specially printed playing cards, in which the +swords or stars on the back of each card had a secret language of their +own, and were as finger-posts for the initiated player. + +Mr. Smithson had business on shore, and was fain to leave the yacht for +an hour or two before dinner. He invited Don Gomez to go with him, but +the offer was graciously declined. + +'Amigo, I don't care even to look at land in such weather. It is so +detestably dry,' he pleaded. 'It is only the sound of the sea gurgling +against the hull that reconciles one to existence. Go, and be happy at +your club, and send off those occult telegrams of yours, dearest. I +shall not leave the _Cayman_ till bed-time.' + +He looked as fresh and cool as if utterly unaffected by the heat, which +to a Cuban must have been a merely lukewarm condition of the atmosphere. +But he affected to be prostrate, and Smithson could not insist. He had +his cards to play in a game which required extremest caution, and there +were no friendly indicators on the backs of his kings and aces. He was +feeling his way in the dark, and did not know how much mischief Montesma +was prepared to do. + +When the owner of the yacht was gone Don Gomez proposed an adjournment +to the deck for afternoon tea, and the trio sat under the awning, +tea-drinking and gossiping for the next hour. Lady Kirkbank told the +steward to say not at home to everybody, just as if she had a street +door. + +'There is a good deal of the _dolce far niente_ about this,' said +Montesma, presently; 'but don't you think we have been anchored in sight +of that shabby little town quite long enough, and that it would be +rather nice to spread our wings and sail round the island before the +racing begins?' + +'It would be exquisite,' said Lesbia. 'I am very tired of inaction, +though I dearly love learning Spanish,' she added, with a lovely smile, +and a look that was half submissive, half mutinous. 'But I have really +been beginning to wonder whether this boat can move.' + +'You will see that she can, and at a smart pace, too, if I sail her. +Shall we circumnavigate the island? We can set sail after dinner.' + +'Will Mr. Smithson consent, do you think?' + +'Why does Smithson exist, except to obey you?' + +'I don't know if Lady Kirkbank would quite like it,' said Lesbia, +looking at her chaperon, who was waving a big Japanese fan, slowly, +unsteadily, and with a somewhat drunken air, the while she slid into +dreamland. + +'Quite like what?' she murmured, drowsily. + +'A little sail.' + +'I should dearly love it, if it didn't make me sea-sick.' + +'Sea-sick on a glassy lake like this! Impossible,' said Montesma. 'I +consider the thing settled. We set sail after dinner.' + +Mr. Smithson came back to the yacht just in time to dress for dinner. +Don Gomez excused himself from putting on his dress suit. He was going +to sail the yacht himself, and he was dressed for his work, +picturesquely, in white duck trousers, white silk shirt, and black +velvet shooting jacket. He dined with the permission of the ladies, in +this costume, in which he looked so much handsomer than in the livery of +polite life. He had a red scarf tied round his waist, and when at his +work by-and-by, he wore a little red silk cap, just stuck lightly on his +dark hair. The dinner to-day was all animation and even excitement, very +different from the languorous calm of yesterday. Lesbia seemed a new +creature. She talked and laughed and flashed and sparkled as she had +never yet done within Mr. Smithson's experience. He contemplated the +transformation with wonder not unmixed with suspicion. Never for him had +she been so brilliant--never in response to his glances had her violet +eyes thus kindled, had her smile been so entrancingly sweet. He watched +Montesma, but in him he could find no fault. Even jealousy could hardly +take objection to the Spaniard's manner to Lady Lesbia. There was not a +look, not a word that hinted at a private understanding between them, or +which seemed to convey deeper meanings than the common language of +society. No, there was no ground for fault-finding; and yet Smithson was +miserable. He knew this man of old, and knew his influence over women. + +Mr. Smithson handed over the management of the yacht without a murmer, +albeit he pretended to be able to sail her himself, and was in the habit +of taking the command for a couple of hours on a sunny afternoon, much +to the amusement of skipper and crew. But Montesma was a sailor born and +bred--the salt keen breath of the sea had been the first breath in his +nostrils--he had managed his light felucca before he was twelve years +old, had sailed every inch of the Caribbean Sea, and northward to the +furthermost of the Bahamas before he was fifteen. He had lived more on +the water than on the land in that wild boyhood of his; a boyhood in +which books and professors had played but small part. Montesma's school +had been the world, and beautiful women his only professors. He had +learnt arithmetic from the transactions of bubble companies; modern +languages from the lips of the women who loved him. He was a crack shot, +a perfect swordsman, a reckless horseman, and a dancer in whom dancing +almost rose to genius. Beyond these limits he was as ignorant as dirt; +but he had a cleverness which served as a substitute for book learning, +and he seldom failed in impressing the people he met with the idea that +he, Gomez de Montesma, was no ordinary man. + +Directly after dinner the preparations for an immediate start began; +very much to the disgust of skipper and crew, who were not in the habit +of working after dinner; but Montesma cared nothing for the short +answers of the captain, or the black look of the men. + +Lesbia wanted to learn all about everything--the name of every sail, of +every rope. She stood near the helmsman, a slim graceful figure in a +white gown of some soft material, with never a jewel or a flower to +relieve that statuesque simplicity. She wore no hat, and the rich +chesnut hair was rolled in a loose knot at the back of the small +Greek-looking head. Montesma came to her every now and then to explain +what was being done; and by-and-by, when the canvas was all up, and the +yacht was skimming over the water, like a giant swan borne by the +current of some vast strong river, he came and stayed by her side, and +they two sat making little baby sentences in Spanish, he as teacher and +she as pupil, with no one near them but the sailors. + +The owner of the _Cayman_ had disappeared mysteriously a quarter of an +hour after the sails were unfurled, and Lady Kirkbank had tottered down +to the saloon. + +'I am not going--cabin,' she faltered, when Lesbia remonstrated with +her, 'only--going--saloon--sofa--lie down--little--Smithson take +care--you,' not perceiving that Smithson had vanished, 'shall be--quite +close.' + +So Lesbia and Don Gomez were alone under the summer stars, murmuring +little bits of Spanish. + +'It is the only true way of learning a language,' he said; 'grammars are +a delusion.' + +It was a very delightful and easy way of learning, at any rate. Lesbia +reclined in her bamboo chair, and fanned herself indolently, and watched +the shadowy shores of the island, cliff and hill, down and wooded crest, +flitting past her like dream-pictures, and her lips slowly shaped the +words of that soft lisping language--so simple, so musical--a language +made for lovers and for song, one would think. It was wonderful what +rapid progress Lesbia made. + +She heard a church clock on the island striking, and asked Don Gomez the +hour. + +'Ten,' he said. + +'Ten! Surely it must be later. It was past eight before we began dinner, +and we have been sailing for ever so long. Captain, kindly tell me the +time,' she called to the skipper, who was lolling over the gunwale near +the foremast smoking a meditative pipe. + +'Twelve o'clock, my lady.' + +'Heavens, can I possibly have been sitting here so long. I should like +to stay on deck all night and watch the sailing; but I must really go +and take care of poor Lady Kirkbank. I am afraid she is not very well.' + +'She had a somewhat distracted air when she went below, but I daresay +she will sleep off her troubles. If I were you I should leave her to +herself.' + +'Impossible! What can have become of Mr. Smithson?' + +'I have a shrewd suspicion that it is with Smithson as with poor Lady +Kirkbank.' + +'Do you mean that he is ill?' + +'Precisely.' + +'What, on a calm summer night, sailing over a sea of glass. The owner of +a yacht!' + +'Rather ignominious for poor Smithson, isn't it? But men who own yachts +are only mortal, and are sometimes wretched sailors. Smithson is feeble +on that point, as I know of old.' + +'Then wasn't it rather cruel of us to sail his yacht?' + +'Yachts are meant for sailing, and again, sea-sickness is supposed to be +a wholesome exercise.' + +'Good-night.' + +'Good-night,' both good nights in Spanish, and with a touch of +tenderness which the words could hardly have expressed in English. + +'Must you really go?' pleaded Montesma, holding her hand just a thought +longer than he had ever held it before. + +'Ah, the little more, and how much it is,' says the poet. + +'Really and truly.' + +'I am so sorry. I wish you could have stayed on deck all night.' + +'So do I, with all my heart. This calm sea under the starlit sky is like +a dream of heaven.' + +'It is very nice, but if you stayed I think I could promise you +considerable variety. We shall have a tempest before morning.' + +'Of all things in the world I should love to see a thunderstorm at sea.' + +'Be on the alert then, and Captain Parkes and I will try to oblige you.' + +'At any rate you have made it impossible for me to sleep. I shall stay +with Lady Kirkbank in the saloon. Good-night, again.' + +'Good-night.' + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + +IN STORM AND DARKNESS. + + +Lesbia found Lady Kirkbank prostrate on a low divan in the saloon, +sleepless, and very cross. The atmosphere reeked with red lavender, +sal-volatile, eau de Cologne, and brandy, which latter remedy poor +Georgie had taken freely in her agonies. Kibble, the faithful Grasmere +girl, sat by the divan, fanning the sufferer with a large Japanese fan. +Rilboche had naturally, as a Frenchwoman, succumbed utterly to her own +feelings, and was moaning in her berth, wailing out every now and then +that she would never have taken service with Miladi had she suspected +her to be capable of such cruelty as to take her to live for weeks upon +the sea. + +If this was the state of affairs now while the ocean was only gently +stirred, what would it be by-and-by if the tempest should really come? + +'What can you be thinking of, staying on deck all night with those men?' +exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, peevishly. 'It is hardly respectable.' + +She would have been still more inclined to object had she known that +Lesbia's companion had been 'that man' rather than 'those men.' + +'What do you mean by all night?' Lesbia retorted, contemptuously; 'it is +only just twelve.' + +'Only twelve. I thought we were close upon daylight. I have suffered an +eternity of agony.' + +'I am very sorry you should be ill; but really the sea has been so +deliciously calm.' + +'I believe I should have suffered less if it had been diabolically +rough. Oh, that monotonous flip-flap of the water, that slow heaving of +the boat! Nothing could be worse.' + +'I am glad to hear you say that, for Don Gomez says we are likely to +have a tempest.' + +'A tempest!' shrieked Georgie. 'Then let him stop the boat this instant +and put me on shore. Tell him to land me anywhere--on the Needles even. +I could stop at the lighthouse till morning. A storm at sea will be +simply my death.' + +'Dear Lady Kirkbank, I was only joking,' said Lesbia, who did not want +to be worried by her chaperon's nervous apprehensions: 'so far the night +is lovely.' + +'Give me a spoonful more brandy, my good creature,'--to Kibble. 'Lesbia, +you ought never to have brought me into this miserable state. I +consented to staying on board the yacht; but I never consented to +sailing on her.' + +'You will soon be well, dear Lady Kirkbank; and you will have such an +appetite for breakfast to-morrow morning.' + +'Where shall we be at breakfast time?' + +'Off St. Catherine's Point, I believe--just half way round the island.' + +'If we are not at the bottom of the sea,' groaned Georgie. + +They were now in the open Channel, and the boat dipped and rose to +larger billows than had encountered her course before. Lady Kirkbank lay +in a state of collapse, in which life seemed only sustainable by +occasional teaspoonfuls of cognac gently tilted down her throat by the +patient Kibble. + +Lesbia went to her cabin, but with no intention of remaining there. She +was firmly convinced that the storm would come, and she meant to be on +deck while it was raging. What harm could thunder or lightning, hail or +rain, do to her while he was by to protect her? He would be busy sailing +the boat, perhaps, but still he would have a moment now and then in +which to think of her and care for her. + +Yes, the storm was coming. There was a livid look upon the waters, and +the atmosphere was heavy with heat; the sky to windward black as a +funeral pall. Lesbia was almost fearless, yet she felt a thrill of awe +as she looked into that dense blackness. To leeward the stars were still +visible; but that gigantic mass of cloud came creeping slowly, solemnly +over the sky, while the shadow flitted fast across the water, swallowing +up that ghastly electric glare. + +Lesbia wrapped herself in a white cashmere _sortie de bal_ and stole up +the companion. Montesma was working at the ropes with his own hands, +calling directions to the sailors to shorten and take in the canvas, +urging them to increased efforts by working at the ropes with his own +hands, springing up the rigging and on deck, flashing backwards and +forwards amidst the rigging like a being of supernatural power. He had +taken off his jacket, and was clad from top to toe in white, save for +that streak of scarlet which tightly girdled his waist. His tall +flexible form, perfect in line as a Greek statue of Hermes, stood out +against the background of black night. His voice, with its tones of +brief imperious command, the proud carriage of his head, the easy grace +of his rapid movements, all proclaimed the man born to rule over his +fellow-men. And it is these master spirits, these born rulers, whom +women instinctively recognise as their sovereign lords, and for whom +women count no sacrifice too costly. + +In the midst of his activity Montesma suddenly saw that white-robed +figure standing at the top of the companion, and flew to her side. The +boat was pitching heavily, dipping into the trough of the sea at an +angle of forty-five degrees, as it seemed to Lesbia. + +'You ought not to be here,' said Montesma; 'it is much rougher than I +expected.' + +'I am not afraid,' she answered; 'but I will go back to my cabin if I am +in your way.' + +'In my way' (with deepest tenderness): 'yes, you are in my way, for I +shall think of nothing else now you are here. But I believe we have done +all that need be done to the yacht, and I can take care of you till the +storm is over.' + +He put his arm round her as the stem dipped, and led her towards the +stern, guiding her footsteps, supporting her as her light figure swayed +against him with the motion of the boat. A vivid flash of lightning +showed him her face as they stood for an instant leaning against each +other, his arm encircling her. Ah, what deep feeling in that +countenance, once so passionless; what a new light in those eyes. It was +like the awakening of a long dormant soul. + +He took the helm from the captain and stood steering the vessel, and +calling out his orders, with Lesbia close beside him, holding her with +his disengaged arm, drawing her near him as the vessel pitched +violently, drawing her nearer still when they shipped a sea, and a great +fountain of spray enfolded them both in a dense cloud of salt water. + +The thunder roared and rattled, as if it began and ended close beside +them. Forked lightnings zigzagged amidst the rigging. Sheet lightning +enwrapped those two in a luminous atmosphere, revealing faces that were +pale with passion, lips that trembled with emotion. There were but scant +opportunity for speech, and neither of these two felt the need of words. +To be together, bound nearer to each other than they had ever been yet, +than they might ever be again, in the midst of thunder and lightning and +dense clouds of spray. This was enough. Once when the _Cayman_ pitched +with exceptional fury, when the thunder crashed and roared loudest, +Lesbia found her head lying on Montesma's breast and his arms round her, +his lips upon her face. She did not wrench herself from that forbidden +embrace. She let those lips kiss hers as never mortal man had kissed her +before. But an instant later, when Montesma's attention was distracted +by his duties as steersman, and he let her go, she slipped away in the +darkness, and melted from his sight and touch like a modern Undine. He +dared not leave the helm and follow her then. He sent one of the sailors +below a little later, to make sure that she was safe in her cabin; but +he saw her no more that night. + +The storm abated soon after daybreak, and the morning was lovely; but +Don Gomez and Lady Lesbia did not meet again till the church bells on +the island were ringing for morning service, and then the lady was safe +under the wing of her chaperon, with her affianced husband in +attendance upon her at the breakfast table in the saloon. + +She received Montesma with the faintest inclination of the head, and she +carefully avoided all occasion of speech with him during the leisurely, +long spun-out meal. She was as white as her muslin gown, and her eyes +told of a sleepless night. She talked a little, very little to Lady +Kirkbank and Mr. Smithson; to the Spaniard not at all. And yet Montesma +was in no manner dashed by this appearance of deep offence. So might +Francesca have looked the morning after that little scene over the book; +yet she sacrificed her salvation for her lover all the same. It was a +familiar stage upon the journey which Montesma knew by heart. Here the +inclination of the road was so many degrees more or less; for this hill +you are commanded to put on an extra horse; at this stage it is +forbidden to go more than eight miles an hour, and so on, and so on. +Montesma knew every inch of the ground. He put on a melancholy look, and +talked very little. He had been on deck all night, and so there was an +excuse for his being quiet. + +Lady Kirkbank related her impressions of the storm, and talked enough +for four. She had suffered the pangs of purgatory, but her natural +cheeriness asserted itself, and she made no moaning about past agonies +which had exercised a really delightful influence on her appetite. Mr. +Smithson also was cheerful. He had paid his annual tribute to Neptune, +and might hope to go scot-free for the rest of the season. + +'If I had stayed on deck I must have had my finger in the pie; so I +thought it better to go below and get a good night's rest in the +steward's cabin,' he said, not caring to confess his sufferings as +frankly as Lady Kirkbank admitted hers. + +After breakfast, which was prolonged till noon, Montesma asked Smithson +to smoke a cigarette on deck with him. + +'I want to talk to you on a rather serious matter,' he said. + +Lesbia heard the words, and looked up with a frightened glance. Could he +mean to attempt anything desperate? Was he going to confess the fatal +truth to Horace Smithson, to tell her affianced lover that she was +untrue to her bond, that she loved him, Montesma, as fondly as he loved +her, that their two souls had mingled like two flames fanned by the same +current, and thence had risen to a conflagration which must end in ruin, +if she were not set free to follow where her heart had gone, free to +belong to that man whom her spirit chose for lord and master. Her heart +leapt at the hope that Montesma was going to do this, that he was strong +enough to break her bonds for her, powerful and rich enough to secure +her a brilliant future. Yet this last consideration, which hitherto had +been paramount, seemed now of but little moment. To be with _him_, to +belong to _him_, would be enough for bliss. Albeit that in such a +choice she forfeited all that she had ever possessed or hoped for of +earthly prosperity. Adventurer, beggar, whatever he might be, she chose +him, and loved him with all the strength of a weak soul newly awakened +to passionate feeling. + +Unhappily for Lesbia Haselden, Montesma was not at all the kind of man +to take so direct and open a course as that which she imagined possible. + +His business with Mr. Smithson was of quite a different kind. + +'Smithson, do you know that you have an utterly incompetent crew?' he +said, gravely, when they two were standing aft, lighting their +cigarettes. + +'Indeed I do not. The men are all experienced sailors, and the captain +ranks high among yachtsmen.' + +'English yachtsmen are not particularly good judges of sailors. I tell +you your skipper is no sailor, and his men are fools. If it had not been +for me the _Cayman_ would have gone to pieces on the rocks last night, +and if you are to cross to St. Malo, as you talked of doing, for the +regatta there, you had better sack these men and let me get you a South +American crew. I know of a fellow who is in London just now--the captain +of a Rio steamer, who'll send you a crew of picked men, if you give me +authority to telegraph to him.' + +'I don't like foreign sailors,' said Smithson, looking perplexed and +worried; 'and I have perfect confidence in Wilkinson.' + +'Which is as much as to say that you consider me a liar! Go to the +bottom your own way, _mon ami: ce n'est pas mon affaire,_' said +Montesma, turning on his heel, and leaving his friend to his own +devices. + +Had he pressed the point, Smithson would have suspected him of some evil +motive, and would have been resolute in his resistance; but as he said +no more about it, Smithson began to feel uncomfortable. + +He was no sailor himself, knew absolutely nothing about the navigation +of his yacht, though he sometimes pretended to sail her; and he had no +power to judge of his skipper's capacity or his men's seamanship. He had +engaged the captain wholly on the strength of the man's reputation, +guaranteed by certain certificates which seemed to mean a great deal. +But after all such certificates might mean very little--such a +reputation might be no real guarantee. The sailors had been engaged by +the captain, and their ruddy faces and thoroughly British appearence, +the exquisite cleanliness which they maintained in every detail of the +yacht, had seemed to Mr. Smithson the perfection of seamanship. + +But it was not the less true that the cleanest of yachts, with deck of +spotless whiteness, sails of unsullied purity, brasses shining and +sparkling like gold fresh from the goldsmith's, might be spiked upon a +rock, or might founder on a sand-bank, or heel over under too much +canvas. Mr. Smithson was inclined to suspect any proposition of +Montesma's; yet he was not the less disturbed in mind by the assertion. + +The day wore on, and the yacht sailed merrily over a summer sea. Mr. +Smithson fidgeted about the deck uneasily, watching every movement of +the sailors. No boat could be sailing better, as it seemed to him; but +in such weather and over such waters any boat must needs go easily. It +was in the blackness of night, amidst the fury of the storm, that +Montesma's opinion had been formed. Smithson began to think that his +friend was right. The sailors had honest countenances, but they looked +horribly stupid. Could men with such vacuous grins, such an air of +imbecile good-nature, be capable of acting wisely in any terrible +crisis?--could they have nerve and readiness, quickness, decision, all +those grand qualites which are needed by the seaman who has to contend +with the fury of the elements? + +Mr. Smithson and his guests had breakfasted too late for the possibility +of luncheon. They were in Cowes Roads by one o'clock. A fleet of yachts +had arrived during their absence, and the scene was full of life and +gaiety. Lady Lesbia held a _levee_ at the afternoon tea, and had a crowd +of her old admirers around her--adorers whose presence in no wise +disturbed Horace Smithson's peace. He would have been content that his +wife should go through life with a herd of such worshippers following in +her footsteps. He knew the aimless innocence, the almost infantine +simplicity of the typical Johnnie, Chappie, _Muscadin, Petit Creve, +Gommeux_--call him by what name you will. From these he feared no evil. +But in that one follower who gave no outward token of his worship he +dreaded peril. It was Montesma he watched, while dragoons with +close-cropped hair, and imbecile youths with heads rigid in four-inch +collars, were hanging about Lady Lesbia's low bamboo chair, and +administering obsequiously to the small necessities of the tea-table. + +It was while this tea-table business was going on that Mr. Smithson took +the opportunity of setting his mind at rest, were it possible, as to the +merits of Captain Wilkinson. Among his visitors this afternoon there was +the owner of three or four racing yachts--a man renowned for his +victories, at home and abroad. + +'I think you knew something of my captain, Wilkinson, before I engaged +him,' said Smithson, with assumed carelessness. + +'I know every skipper on board every boat in the squadron,' answered his +friend. 'A good fellow, Wilkinson--thoroughly honest fellow.' + +'Honest; oh yes, I know all about that. But how about his seamanship? +His certificates were wonderfully good, but they are not everything. + +'Everything, my dear fellow,' cried the other; 'they are next to +nothing. But I believe Wilkinson is a tolerable sailor.' + +This was not encouraging. + +'He has never been unlucky, I believe.' + +'My dear Smithson, you are a great authority in the City, but you are +not very well up in the records of the yachting world, or you would know +that your Captain Wilkinson was skipper on the _Orinoco_ when she ran +aground on the Chesil Bank, coming home from Cherbourg Regatta, fifteen +lives lost, and the yacht, in less than half an hour, ground to powder. +That was rather a bad case, I remember; for though it was a tempestuous +night, the accident would never have happened if Wilkinson had not +mistaken the lights. So you see his Trinity House papers didn't prevent +his going wrong.' + +Good heavens! This was the strongest confirmation of Montesma's charge. +The man was a stupid man, an incapable man, a man to whose intelligence +and care human life should never be trusted. A fig for his honesty! What +would honesty be worth in a hurricane off the Chesil Beach? What would +honesty serve a ship spitted on the Jailors off Jersey? Montesma was +right. If the _Cayman_ was to make a trip to St. Malo she must be +navigated by competent men. Horace Smithson hated foreign sailors, +copper-faced ruffians, with flashing black eyes which seemed to threaten +murder, did you but say a rough word to them; sleek, raven-haired +scoundrels, with bowie-knives in their girdles, ready for mutiny. But, +after all, life is worth too much to be risked for a prejudice, a +sentiment. + +Perhaps that St. Malo business might be avoided; and then there need be +no change in captain or crew. The yacht must be safe enough lying at +anchor in the roadstead. By-and-by, when the visitors had departed, and +Mr. Smithson was reposefully enjoying his tea by Lady Lesbia's side, he +approached the subject. + +'Do you really care about crossing to St. Malo after this--really prefer +the idea to Ryde?' + +'Infinitely,' exclaimed Lesbia, quickly. 'Ryde would only be Cowes ever +again--a lesser Cowes; and I thought when you first proposed it that the +plan was rather stupid, though I did not want to be uncivil and say so. +But I was delighted with Don Gomez de Montesma's amendment, substituting +St. Malo for Ryde. In the first place the trip across will be +delicious'--Lady Kirkbank gave a faint groan--'and in the second place I +am dying to see Brittany.' + +'I doubt if you will highly appreciate St. Malo. It is a town of many +and various smells.' + +'But I want to smell those foreign smells of which one hears much. At +least it is an experience. We need not be on shore any longer than we +like. And I want to see that fine rocky coast, and Chateaubriand's tomb +on the what's-its-name. So nice to be buried in that way.' + +'Then you have set your heart on going to St. Malo, and would not like +any change in our plan?' + +'Any change will be simply detestable,' answered Lesbia, all the more +decidedly since she suspected a desire for change on the part of Mr. +Smithson. + +She was in no amiable humour this afternoon. All her nerves seemed +strained to their utmost tension. She was irritated, tremulous with +nervous excitement, inclined to hate everybody, Horace Smithson most of +all. In her cabin a little later on, when she was changing her gown for +dinner, and Kibble was somewhat slow and clumsy in the lacing of the +bodice, she wrenched herself from the girl's hands, flung herself into a +chair, and burst into a flood of passionate tears. + +'O God! that I were on one of those islands in the Caribbean Sea--an +island where Europeans never come--where I might lie down among the +poisonous tropical flowers, and sleep the rest of my days away. I am +sick to death of my life here; of the yacht, the people--everything.' + +'This air is too relaxing, Lady Lesbia,' the girl murmured, soothingly; +'and you didn't have your natural rest last night. Shall I get you a +nice strong cup of tea?' + +'Tea! no. I have been living upon tea for the last twenty-four hours. I +have eaten nothing. My mouth is parched and burning. Oh, Kibble!' +flinging her head upon the girl's buxom arm, and letting it rest there, +'what a happy creature you are--not a care--not a care.' + +'I'm sure you can't have any cares, Lady Lesbia,' said Kibble, with an +incredulous smile, trying to smooth the disordered hair, anxious to make +haste with the unfinished toilet, for it was within a few minutes of +eight. + +'I am full of care. I am in debt--horribly in debt--getting deeper and +deeper every day--and I am going to sell myself to the only man who can +pay my debts and give me fine houses, and finery like this,' plucking at +the _crepe de chine_ gown, with its flossy fringe, its delicate lace, a +marvel of artistic expenditure; a garment which looked simplicity +itself, and yet was so cleverly contrived as to cost five-and-thirty +guineas. The greatest effects in it required to be studied with a +microscope. + +'But surely, dear Lady Lesbia, you won't marry Mr. Smithson, if you +don't love him?' + +'Do you suppose love has anything to do with marriages in society?' + +'Oh, Lady Lesbia, it would be so unkind to him, so cruel to yourself.' + +'Cruel to myself. Yes, I am cruel to myself. I had the chance of +happiness a year ago, and I lost it. I have the chance of happiness +now--yes, of consummate bliss--and haven't the courage to snatch at it. +Take off this horrid gown, Kibble; my head is splitting: I shan't go to +dinner.' + +'Oh, Lady Lesbia, you are treading on the pearl embroidery,' +remonstrated poor Kibble, as Lesbia kicked the new gown from under her +feet. + +'What does it matter!' she exclaimed with a bitter little laugh. 'It has +not been paid for--perhaps it never will be.' + +The dinner was silent and gloomy. It was as if a star had been suddenly +blotted out of the sky. Smithson, ordinarily so hospitable, had been too +much disturbed in mind to ask any of his friends to stay to dinner; so +there were only Lady Kirkbank, who was too tired to be lively, and +Montesma, who was inclined to be thoughtful. Lesbia's absence, and the +idea that she was ill, gave the feast almost a funereal air. + +After dinner Smithson and Montesma sat on deck, smoking their cigars, +and lazily watching the lights on sea, and the lights on shore; these +brilliant in the foreground, those dim in the distance. + +'You can telegraph to your Rio Janeiro friend to-morrow morning, if you +like,' said Smithson, presently, 'and tell him to send a first-rate +skipper and crew. Lady Lesbia has made up her mind to see St. Malo +Regatta, and with such a sacred charge I can't be too careful.' + +'I'll wire before eight o'clock to-morrow,' answered Montesma, 'You have +decided wisely. Your respectable English Wilkinson is an excellent +man--but nothing would surprise me less than his reducing your _Cayman_ +to matchwood in the next gale.' + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + +A NOTE OF ALARM. + + +That strange scene in the old house at Fellside made a profound +impression upon Lord Hartfield. He tried to disguise his trouble, and +did all in his power to seem gay and at perfect ease in his wife's +company; but his mind was full of anxiety, and Mary loved him too well +to be for a moment in doubt as to his feelings. + +'There is something wrong, Jack,' she said, while they were breakfasting +at a table in the verandah, with the lake and the bills in front of them +and the sweet morning air around them. 'You try to talk and to be +lively, but there is a little perpendicular wrinkle in your forehead +which I know as well as the letters of the alphabet, and that little +line means worry. I used to see it in the old days, when you were +breaking your heart for Lesbia. Why cannot you be frank and confide in +me. It is your duty, sir, as my husband.' + +'Is it my duty to halve my burdens as well as my joys? How do I know if +those girlish shoulders are strong enough to bear the weight of them?' + +'I can bear anything you can bear, and I won't be cheated out of my +share in your worries. If you were obliged to have a tooth out, I would +have one out too, for company.' + +'I hope the dentist would be too conscientious to allow that.' + +'Tell me your trouble, Hartfield,' she said, earnestly, leaning across +the table, bringing her grave intelligent face near to him. + +They were quite alone, he and she. The servants had done their +ministering. Behind them there was the empty dining-room, in front of +them the sunlit panorama of lake and hill. There could not be a safer +place for telling secrets. + +'Tell me what it is that worries you,' Mary pleaded again. + +'I will, dear. After all perfect trust is the best; nay, it is your due, +for you are brave enough and true enough to be trusted with secrets that +mean life and death. In a word, then, Mary, the cause of my trouble is +that old man we saw the other night.' + +'Steadman's uncle?' + +'Do you really believe that he is Steadman's uncle?' + +'My grandmother told me so,' answered Mary, reddening to the roots of +her hair. + +To this girl, who was the soul of truth, there was deepest shame in the +idea that her kinswoman, the woman whom of all the world she most owed +reverence and honour, could be deemed capable of falsehood. + +'Do you think my grandmother would tell me an untruth?' + +'I do not believe that man is a poor dependent, an old servant's +kinsman, sheltered and cared for in this house for charity's sake. +Forgive me, Mary, if I doubt the word of one you love; but there are +positions in life in which a man must judge for himself. Would Mr. +Steadman's kinsman be lodged as that old man is lodged; would he talk as +that old man talks; and last and greatest perplexity of all, would he +possess a treasure of gold and jewels which must be worth many +thousands?' + +'But you cannot know for certain that those things are valuable; they +may be rubbish that this poor old man has scraped together and hoarded +for years, glass jewels bought at country fairs. Those rouleaux may +contain lead or coppers.' + +'I do not think so, Mary. The stones had all the brilliancy of valuable +gems, and then there were others in the finest filagree +settings--goldsmith's work which bore the stamp of an Eastern world. +Take my word for it, that treasure came from India; and it must have +been brought to England by Lord Maulevrier. It may have existed all +these years without your grandmother's knowledge. That is quite +possible; but it seems to me impossible that such wealth should be +within the knowledge and the power of a pauper lunatic.' + +'But if that unhappy old man is not a relation of Steadman's supported +here by my grandmother's benevolence, who can he be, and why is he +here?' asked Mary. + +'Oh, Molly dear, these are two questions which I cannot answer, and +which yet ought to be answered somehow. Since that night I have felt as +if there were a dark cloud lowering over this house--a cloud almost as +terrible in its menace of danger as the forshadowing of fate in a Greek +legend. For your sake, for the honour of your race, for my own +self-respect as your husband, I feel that this mystery ought to be +solved, and all dark things made light before your grandmother's death. +When she is gone the master-key to the past will be lost.' + +'But she will be spared for many years, I hope, spared to sympathise +with my happiness, and with Lesbia's.' + +My dearest girl, we cannot hope that. The thread of her life is worn +very thin. It may snap at any moment. You cannot look seriously in your +grandmother's face, and yet delude yourself with the hope that she has +years of life before her.' + +'It will be very hard to part, just as she has begun to care for me,' +said Mary, with her eyes full of tears. + +'All such partings are hard, and your grandmother's life has been so +lonely and joyless that the memory of it must always have a touch of +pain. One cannot say of her as we can of the happy; she has lived her +life--all things have been given to her, and she falls asleep at the +close of a long and glorious day. For some reason which I cannot +understand, Lady Maulevrier's life has been a prolonged sacrifice.' + +'She has always given us to understand that she was fond of Fellside, +and that this secluded life suited her,' said Mary, meditatively. + +'I cannot help doubting her sincerity on that point. Lady Maulevrier is +too clever a woman, and forgive me, dear, if I add too worldly a woman, +to be content to live out of the world. The bird must have chafed its +breast against the bars of the cage many and many a time when you +thought that all was peace. Be sure, Mary, that your grandmother had a +powerful motive for spending all her days in this place, and I can but +think that the old man we saw the other night had some part in that +motive. Do you remember telling me of her ladyship's vehement anger when +she heard you had made the acquaintance of her pensioner?' + +'Yes, she was very angry,' Mary answered, with a troubled look. 'I +never saw her so angry--she was almost beside herself--said the harshest +things to me--talked as if I had done some dreadful mischief.' + +'Would she have been so moved, do you think, unless there was some fatal +secret involved in that man's presence here?' + +'I hardly know what to think. Tell me everything. What is it that you +fear?--what is it that you suspect?' + +'To tell you my fears and suspicions is to tell you a family secret that +has been kept from you out of kindness all the years of your life--and I +hardly think I could bring myself to that if I did not know what the +world is, and how many good-natured friends Lady Hartfield will meet in +society, by-and-by, ready to tell her, by hints and innuendoes, that her +grandfather, the Governor of Madras, came back to England under a cloud +of disgrace.' + +'My poor grandfather! How dreadful!' exclaimed Mary, pale with pity and +shame. 'Did he deserve his disgrace, poor unhappy creature--or was he +the victim of false accusation?' + +'I can hardly tell you that, Mary, any more than I can tell whether +Warren Hastings deserved the abuse that was wreaked upon him at one +time, or the acquittal that gave the lie to his slanderers in after +years. The events occurred forty years ago--the story was only half +known then, and like all such stories formed the basis for every kind of +exaggeration and perversion.' + +'Does Maulevrier know?' faltered Mary. + +'Maulevrier knows all that is known by the general public, and no more.' + +'And you have married the granddaughter of a disgraced man,' said Mary, +with a piteous look. 'Did you know--when you married me?' + +'As much as I know now, dear love. If you had been Jonathan Wild's +granddaughter you would have been just as dear to me. I married _you_, +dearest; I love _you_; I believe in _you_. All the grandfathers in +Christendom would not shake my faith by one tittle.' + +She threw herself into his arms, and sobbed upon his breast. But sweet +as this assurance of his love was to her, she was not the less stricken +by shame at the thought of possible infamy in the past, a shameful +memory for ever brooding over her name in the present. + +'Society never forgets a scandal,' she said; 'I have heard Maulevrier +say that.' + +'Society has a long memory for other people's sins, but it only avenges +its own wrongs. Give the wicked fairy Society a bad dinner, or leave her +out of your invitation list for a ball, and she will twit you with the +crimes or the misfortunes of a remote ancestor--she will go about +talking of your grandfather the leper, or your great aunt who ran away +with her footman. But so long as the wicked fairy gets all she wants out +of you, she cares not a straw for the misdeeds of past generations.' + +He spoke lightly, laughingly almost, and then he ordered the dogcart to +be brought round immediately, and he drove Mary across the hills towards +Langdale, to bring the colour back to her blanched cheeks. He brought +her home in time to give her grandmother an hour for letter-writing +before luncheon, while he walked up and down the terrace below Lady +Maulevrier's windows, meditating the course he was to take. + +He was to leave Westmoreland next day to take his place in the House of +Lords during the last important debate of the session. He made up his +mind that before he left he would seek an interview with Lady +Maulevrier, and boldly ask her to explain the mystery of that old man's +presence at Fellside. He was her kinsman by marriage, and he had sworn +to honour her and to care for her as a son; and as a son he would urge +her to confide in him, to unburden her conscience of any dark secret, +and to make the crooked things straight, before she was called away. + +While he was forecasting this interview, meeting imaginary objections, +arguing points which might have to be argued, a servant came out to him +with an ochre envelope on a little silver tray--that unpleasant-looking +envelope which seems always a presage of trouble, great or small. + +'Lord Maulevrier, Albany, to Lord Hartfield, Fellside, Grasmere. + +'For God's sake come to me at once. I am in great trouble; not on my own +account, but about a relation.' + +A relation--except his grandmother and his two sisters Maulevrier had no +relations for whom he cared a straw. This message must have relation to +Lesbia. Was she ill--dying, the victim of some fatal accident, runaway +horses, boat upset, train smashed? There was something; and Maulevrier +appealed to his nearest and best friend. There was no withstanding such +an appeal. It must be answered, and immediately. + +Lord Hartfield went into the library and wrote his reply message, which +consisted of six words. + +'Going to you by first train.' + +The next train left Windermere at three. There was just time to get a +fresh horse put in the dogcart, and a Gladstone bag packed. + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + +PRIVILEGED INFORMATION. + + +Lord Hartfield did not arrive at Euston Square until near eleven o'clock +at night. A hansom deposited him at the entrance to the Albany just as +the clock of St. James's Church chimed the hour. He found only +Maulevrier's valet. His lordship had waited indoors all the evening, and +had only gone out a quarter of an hour ago. He had gone to the +Cerberus, and begged that Lord Hartfield would be kind enough to follow +him there. + +Lord Hartfield was not fond of the Cerberus, and indeed deemed that +lively place of rendezvous a very dangerous sphere for his friend +Maulevrier; but in the face of Maulevrier's telegram there was no time +to be lost, so he walked across Piccadilly and down St. James's Street +to the fashionable little club, where the men were dropping in after the +theatres and dinners, and where sheafs of bank notes were being +exchanged for those various coloured counters which represented divers +values, from the respectable 'pony' to the modest 'chip.' + +Maulevrier was in the first room Hartfield looked into, standing behind +some men who were playing. + +'That's something like friendship,' he exclaimed, when he saw Lord +Hartfield, and then he hooked his arm through his friend's, and led him +off to the dining room. + +'Come and have some supper, old fellow,' he said, 'and I can tell you my +troubles while you are eating it. James, bring us a grill, and a +lobster, and a bottle of Mumms, number 27, you know.' + +'Yes, my lord.' + +'Sorry to find you in this den, Maulevrier,' said Lord Hartfield. + +'Haven't touched a card. Haven't done half an hour's punting this +season. But it's a kind of habit with me to wander in here now and then. +I know so many of the members. One poor devil lost nine thousand one +night last week. Rather rough upon him, wasn't it? All ready money at +this shop, don't you know.' + +'Thank God, I know nothing about it. And now, Maulevrier, what is wrong, +and with whom?' + +'Everything is wrong, and with my sister Lesbia.' + +'Good heavens! what do you mean?' + +'Only this, that there is a fellow after her whose very name means ruin +to women--a Spanish-American adventurer--reckless, handsome, a gambler, +seducer, duellist, dare-devil. The man she is to marry seems to have +neither nous nor spunk to defend her. Everybody at Goodwood saw the game +that was being played, everybody at Cowes is watching the cards, betting +on the result. Yes, great God, the men at the Squadron Club are staking +their money upon my sister's character--even monkeys that she bolts with +Montesma--five to three against the marriage with Smithson ever coming +off.' + +'Is this true?' + +'It is as true as your marriage with Molly, as true as your loyalty to +me. I was told of it all this morning at the Haute Gomme by a man I can +rely upon, a really good fellow, who would not leave me in the dark +about my sister's danger when all the smoking-rooms in Pall Mall were +sniggering about it. My first impulse was to take the train for Cowes; +but then I knew if I went alone I should let my temper get the better of +me. I should knock somebody down--throw somebody out of the window--make +a devil of a scene. And this would be fatal for Lesbia. I wanted your +counsel, your cool head, your steady common-sense. "Not a step forward +without Jack," I said to myself, so I bolted off and sent that telegram. +It relieved my feeling a little, but I've had a wretched day.' + +'Waiter, bring me a Bradshaw, or an A B C,' said Lord Hartfield. + +He had eaten nothing but a biscuit since breakfast, but he was ready to +go off at once, supperless, if there were a train to carry him. +Unluckily there was no train. The mail had started. Nothing till seven +o'clock next morning. + +'Eat your supper, old fellow,' said Maulevrier. 'After all, the danger +may not be so desperate as I fancied this morning. Slander is the +favourite amusement of the age we live in. We must allow a margin for +exaggeration.' + +'A very liberal margin,' answered Hartfield. 'No doubt the man who +warned you meant honestly, but this scandal may have grown out of the +merest trifles. The feebleness of the Masher's brain is only exceeded by +the foulness of the Masher's tongue. I daresay this rumour about Lady +Lesbia has its beginning and end among the Masher species.' + +'I hope so, but--I have seen those two together--I met them at Victoria +one evening after Goodwood. Old Kirkbank was shuffling on ahead, +carrying Smithson with her, absorbing his attention by fussification +about her carriage. Lesbia and that Cuban devil were in the rear. They +looked as if they had all the world to themselves. Faust and Marguerite +in the garden were not in it for the expression of intense absorbing +feeling compared with those two. I'm not an intellectual party, but I +know something of human nature, and I know when a man and woman are in +love with each other. It is one of the things that never has been, that +never can be hidden.' + +'And you say this Montesma is a dangerous man?' + +'Deadly.' + +'Well, we must lose no time. When we are on the spot it will be easy to +find out the truth; and it will be your duty, if there be danger, to +warn Lesbia and her future husband. + +'I would much rather shoot the Cuban,' said Maulevrier. 'I never knew +much good come of a warning in such a case: it generally precipitates +matters. If I could play _ecarte_ with him at the club, find him +sporting an extra king, throw my cards in his face, and accept his +challenge for an exchange of shots on the sands beyond Cherbourg--there +would be something like satisfaction.' + +'You say the man is a gambler?' + +'Report says something worse of him. Report says he is a cheat.' + +'We must not be dependent upon society gossip,' replied Lord Hartfield. +'I have an idea, Maulevrier. The more we know about this man--Montesma, +I think you called him----' + +'Gomez de Montesma.' + +'The more fully we are acquainted with Don Gomez de Montesma's +antecedents the better we shall be able to cope with him, if we come to +handy-grips. It's too late to start for Cowes, but it is not too late to +do something. Fitzpatrick, the political-economist, spent a quarter of a +century in South America. He is a very old friend--knew my father--and I +can venture to knock at his door after midnight--all the more as I know +he is a night-worker. He is very likely to enlighten us about your Cuban +hidalgo.' + +'You shall finish your supper before I let you stir. After that you may +do what you like. I was always a child in your hands, Jack, whether it +was climbing a mountain or crossing the Horse-shoe Fall. I consider the +business in your hands now. I'll go with you wherever you like, and do +what you tell me. When you want me to kick anybody, or fight anybody, +you can give me the office and I'll do it. I know that Lesbia's +interests are safe in your hands. You once cared very much for her. You +are her brother-in-law now, and, next to me, you are her natural +protector, taking into account that her future husband is a cad and +doesn't score.' + +'Meet me at Waterloo at ten minutes to seven to-morrow morning, and +we'll go down to Cowes together. I'm off to find Fitzpatrick. Good +night.' + +So they parted. Lord Hartfield walked across the Park to Great George +Street, where Mr. Fitzpatrick had chambers of a semi-official character, +on the first floor of a solemn-looking old house, spacious, gloomy +without and within, walls sombre with the subdued colouring of +decorations half a century old. + +The lighted windows of those first-floor rooms told Lord Hartfield that +he was not too late. He rang the bell, which was answered with the +briefest delay by a sleepy-looking clerk, who had been taking shorthand +notes for Mr. Fitzpatrick's great book upon 'Protection _versus_ Free +Trade.' The clerk looked sleepy, but his employer had as brisk an air as +if he were just beginning the day; although he had been working without +intermission since nine o'clock that evening, and had done a long day's +work before dinner. He was walking up and down the spacious unluxurious +room, half office, half library, smoking a cigar. Upon a large table in +the centre of the room stood two powerful reading lamps with green +shades, illuminating a chaotic mass of books and pamphlets, heaped and +scattered all over the table, save just on that spot between the two +lamps, which accommodated Mr. Fitzpatrick's blotting pad and inkpot, a +pewter inkpot which held about a pint. + +'How d'ye do, Hartfield? Glad you've looked me up at last,' said the +Irishman, as if a midnight call were the most natural thing in the +world. 'Just come from the House?' + +'No; I've just come from Westmoreland. I thought I should find you among +those everlasting books of yours, late as it is. Can I have a few words +alone with you?' + +'Certainly. Morgan, you can go away for a bit.' + +'Home, sir?' + +'Home--well--yes, I suppose it's late. You look sleepy. I should have +been glad to finish the chapter on Beetroot Sugar to-night--but it may +stand over for the morning. Be sure you're early.' + +'Yes, sir,' the clerk responded with a faint sigh. + +He was paid handsomely for late hours, liberally rewarded for his +shorthand services; and yet he wished the great Fitzpatrick had not been +quite so industrious. + +'Now, my dear Hartfield, what can I do for you?' asked Fitzpatrick, when +the clerk had gone. 'I can see by your face that you've something +serious in hand. Can I help you?' + +'You can, I believe, in a very material way. You were five-and-twenty +years in Spanish America?' + +'Rather more than less.' + +'Here, there, and everywhere?' + +'Yes; there is _not_ a city in South America that I have not lived +in--for something between a day and a year.' + +'You know something about most men of any mark in that part of the +world, I conclude?' + +'It was my business to know men of all kinds. I had my mission from the +Spanish Government. I was engaged to examine the condition of commerce +throughout the colony, the working of protection as against free trade, +and so on. Strange, by-the-bye, that Cuba, the last place to foster the +slave trade, was of all spots of the earth the first to carry free-trade +principles into practical effect, long before they were recognised in +any European country.' + +'Strange to me that you should speak of Cuba so soon after my coming +in,' answered Lord Hartfield. 'I am here to ask you to help me to find +out the antecedents of a man who hails from that island.' + +'I ought to know something about him, whoever he is,' replied Mr. +Fitzpatrick, briskly. 'I spent six months in Cuba not very long before +my return to England. Cuba is one of my freshest memories; and I have a +pretty tight memory for facts, names and figures. Never could remember +two lines of poetry in my life.' + +'Did you ever hear of, or meet with, a man called Montesma--Gomez de +Montesma?' + +'Couldn't have stopped a month in Havana without hearing something about +that gentleman,' answered Fitzpatrick, 'I hope he isn't a friend of +yours, and that you have not lent him money?' + +'Neither; but I want to know all you can tell me about him.' + +'You shall have it in black and white, out of my Cuban note-book,' +replied the other, unlocking a drawer in the official table; 'I always +take notes of anything worth recording, on the spot. A man is a fool who +trusts to memory, where personal character is at stake. Montesma is as +well known at Havana as the Morro Fort or the Tacon Theatre. I have +heard stories enough about him to fill a big volume; but all the facts +recorded there'--striking the morocco cover of the note-book--'have been +thoroughly sifted; I can vouch for them.' + +He looked at the index, found the page, and handed the book to Lord +Hartfield. + +'Read for yourself,' he said, quietly. + +Lord Hartfield read three or four pages of plain statement as to various +adventures by sea and land in which Gomez de Montesma had figured, and +the reputation which he bore in Cuba and on the Main. + +'You can vouch for this?' he said at last, after a long silence. + +'For every syllable.' + +'The story of his marriage?' + +'Gospel truth: I knew the lady.' + +'And the rest?' + +'All true.' + +'A thousand thanks. I know now upon what ground I stand. I have to save +an innocent, high-bred girl from the clutches of a consummate +scoundrel.' + +'Shoot him, and shoot her, too, if there's no better way of saving her. +It will be an act of mercy,' said Mr. Fitzpatrick, without hesitation. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + +'SHALL IT BE?' + + +While Lord Hartfield sat in his friend's office in Great George Street +reading the life story of Gomez de Montesma, told with the cruel +precision and the unvarnished language of a criminal indictment, the +hero of that history was gliding round the spacious ballroom of the +Cowes Club, with Lady Lesbia Haselden's dark-brown head almost reclining +on his shoulder, her violet eyes looking up at his every now and then, +shyly, entrancingly, as he bent his head to talk to her. + +The Squadron Ball was in full swing between midnight and the first hour +of morning. The flowers had not lost their freshness, the odours of dust +and feverish human breath had not yet polluted the atmosphere. The +windows were open to the purple night, the purple sea. The stars seemed +to be close outside the verandah, shining on purpose for the dancers; +and these two--the man tall, pale, dark, with flashing eyes and short, +sleek raven hair, small head, noble bearing; the girl divinely lovely in +her marble purity of complexion, her classical grace of form--these two +were, as every one avowed and acknowledged, the handsomest couple in the +room. + +'We're none of us in it compared with them,' said a young naval +commander to his partner, whereupon the young lady looked somewhat +sourly, and replied that Lady Lesbia's features were undeniably regular +and her complexion good, but that she was wanting in soul. + +'Is she?' asked the sailor, incredulously, 'Look at her now. What do you +call that, if it isn't soul?' + +'I call it simply disgraceful,' answered his partner, sharply turning +away her head. + +Lesbia was looking up at the Spaniard, her lips faintly parted, all her +face listening eagerly as she caught some whispered word, breathed among +the soft ripples of her hair, from lips that almost touched her brow. +People cannot go on waltzing for ten minutes in a dead silence, like +automatic dancers. There must be conversation. Only it is better that +the lips should do most of the talking. When the eyes have so much to +say society is apt to be censorious. + +Mr. Smithson was smoking a cigarette on the lawn with a sporting peer. A +man to whom tobacco is a necessity cannot be always on guard; but it is +quite possible that in the present state of Lady Lesbia's feelings +Smithson would have had no restraining influence had he been ever so +watchful. To what act in the passion drama had her love come to-night as +she floated round the room, with her head inclined towards her lover's +breast, the strong pulsation of his heart sounding in her ear, like the +rhythmical beat of the basses yonder in Waldteufel's last waltz? Was +there still the uncertainty as to the _denouement_ which marks the third +act of a good play? or was there the dread foreboding, the sense of +impending doom which should stir the spectators with pity and terror as +the fourth act hurries to its passionate close? Who could tell? She had +been full of life and energy to-day on board the yacht during the +racing, in which she seemed to take an ardent interest. The _Cayman_ had +followed the racers for three hours through a freshening sea, much to +Lady Kirkbank's disgust, and Lesbia had been the soul of the party. +The same yesterday. The yacht had only got back to Cowes in time for the +ball, and all had been hurry and excitement while the ladies dressed and +crossed to the club, the spray dashing over their opera mantles, poor +Lady Kirkbank's complexion yellow with _mal de mer_, in spite of a +double coating of _Blanc de Fedora_, the last fashionable cosmetic. + +To-night Lesbia was curiously silent, depressed even, as it seemed to +those who were interested in observing her; and all the world is +interested in a famous beauty. She was very pale, even her lips were +colourless, and the large violet eyes and firmly pencilled brows alone +gave colour to her face. She looked like a marble statue, the eyes and +eyebrows accentuated with touches of colour. Those lovely eyes had a +heavy look, as of trouble, weariness; nay, absolute distress. + +Never had she looked less brilliant than to-night; never had she looked +more beautiful. It was the loveliness of a newly-awakened soul. The +wonderful Pandora-casket of life, with its infinite evil, its little +good, had given up its secret. She knew what passionate love really +means. She knew what such love mostly means--self-sacrifice, surrender +of the world's wealth, severance from friends, the breaking of all old +ties. To love as she loved means the crossing of a river more fatal than +the Rubicon, the casting of a die more desperate than that which Caesar +flung upon the board when he took up arms against the Republic. + +The river was not yet crossed, but her feet were on the margin, wet with +the ripple of the stream. The fatal die was not yet cast, but the +dice-box was in her hand ready for the throw. Lesbia and Montesma danced +together--not too often, three waltzes out of sixteen--but when they +were so waltzing they were the cynosure of the room. That betting of +which Maulevrier had heard was rife to-night, and the odds upon the +Cuban had gone up. It was nine to four now that those two would be over +the border before the week was out. + +Mr. Smithson was not neglectful of his affianced. He took her into the +supper-room, where she drank some Moselle cup, but ate nothing. He sat +out three or four waltzes with her on the lawn, listening to the murmer +of the sea, and talking very little. + +'You are looking wretchedly ill to-night, Lesbia,' he said, after a +dismal silence. + +'I am sorry that I should put you to shame by my bad looks,' she +answered, with that keen acidity of tone which indicates irritated +nerves. + +'You know that I don't mean anything of the kind; you are always lovely, +always the loveliest everywhere; but I don't like to see you so ghastly +pale.' + +'I suppose I am over-fatigued: that I have done too much in London and +here. Life in Westmoreland was very different,' she added, with a sigh, +and a touch of wonder that the Lesbia Haselden, whose methodical life +had never been stirred by a ruffle of passion, could have been the same +flesh and blood--yes, verily, the same woman, whose heart throbbed so +vehemently to-night, whose brain seemed on fire. + +'Are you sure there is nothing the matter?' he asked, with a faint +quiver in his voice. + +'What should there be the matter?' + +'Who can say? God knows that I know no cause for evil. I am honest +enough, and faithful enough, Lesbia. But your face to-night is like a +presage of calamity, like the dull, livid sky that goes before a +thunderstorm.' + +'I hope there is no thunderbolt coming,' she answered, lightly. 'What +very tall talk about a headache, for really that is all that ails me. +Hark, they have begun "My Queen." I am engaged for this waltz.' + +'I am sorry for that.' + +'So am I. I would ever so much rather have stayed out here.' + +Two hours later, in the steely morning light, when sea and land and sky +had a metallic look as if lit by electricity, Lady Lesbia stood with her +chaperon and her affianced husband on the landing stage belonging to the +club, ready to step into the boat in which six swarthy seamen in red +shirts and caps were to row them back to the yacht. Mr. Smithson drew +the warm _sortie de bal_, with its gold-coloured satin lining and white +fox border, closer round Lesbia's slender form. + +'You are shivering,' he said; 'you ought to have warmer wraps. + +'This is warm enough for St. Petersburg. I am only tired--very tired.' + +'The _Cayman_ will rock you to sleep.' + +Don Gomez was standing close by, waiting for his host. The two men were +to walk up the hill to Formosa, a village with a classic portico, +delightfully situated above the town. + +'What time are we to come to breakfast? asked Mr. Smithson. + +'Not too early, in mercy's name. Two o'clock in the afternoon, three, +four;--why not make it five--combine breakfast with afternoon tea,' +exclaimed Lady Kirkbank, with a tremendous yawn. 'I never was so +thoroughly fagged; I feel as if I had been beaten with sticks, +basti--what's its name.' + +She was leaning all her weight upon Mr. Smithson, as he handed her down +the steps and into the boat. Her normal weight was not a trifle, and +this morning she was heavy with champagne and sleep. Carefully as +Smithson supported her she gave a lurch at the bottom of the steps, and +plunged ponderously into the boat, which dipped and careened under her, +whereat she shrieked, and implored Mr. Smithson to save her. + +All this occupied some minutes, and gave Lesbia and the Cuban just +time for a few words that had to be said somehow. + +'Good-night,' said Montesma, as they clasped hands; 'good-night;' and +then in a lower voice he said, 'Well, have you decided at last? Shall it +be?' + +She looked at him for a moment or so, pale in the starlight, and then +murmured an almost inaudible syllable. + +'Yes.' + +He bent quickly and pressed his lips upon her gloved hand, and when Mr. +Smithson looked round they two were standing apart, Montesma in a +listless attitude, as if tired of waiting for his host. + +It was Smithson who handed Lesbia into the boat and arranged her wraps, +and hung over her tenderly as he performed those small offices. + +'Now really,' he asked, just before the boat put off, 'when are we to be +with you to-morrow?' + +'Lady Kirkbank says not till afternoon tea, but I think you may come a +few hours earlier. I am not at all sleepy.' + +'You look as if you needed sleep badly,' answered Smithson. 'I'm afraid +you are not half careful enough of yourself. Good-night.' + +The boat was gliding off, the oars dipping, as he spoke. How swiftly it +shot from his ken, flashing in and out among the yachts, where the lamps +were burning dimly in that clear radiance of new-born day. + +Montesma gave a tremendous yawn as he took out his cigar-case, and he +and Mr. Smithson did not say twenty words between them during the walk +to Formosa, where servants were sitting up, lamps burning, a great +silver tray, with brandy, soda, liqueurs, coffee, in readiness. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + +'ALAS, FOR SORROW IS ALL THE END OF THIS' + + +Lady Kirkbank retired to her cabin directly she got on board the +_Cayman_. + +'Good-night, child! I am more than half asleep,' she said; 'and I think +if there were to be an earthquake an hour hence I should hardly hear it. +Go to your berth directly, Lesbia; you look positively awful. I have +seen girls look bad after balls before now, but I never saw such a +spectre as you look this morning.' + +Poor Georgie's own complexion left something to be desired. The _Blanc +de Fedora_ had been a brilliant success for the first two hours: after +that the warm room began to tell upon it, and there came a greasiness, +then a streakiness, and now all that was left of an alabaster skin was a +livid patch of purplish paint here and there, upon a crow's-foot ground. +The eyebrows, too, had given in, and narrow lines of Vandyke brown +meandered down Lady Kirkbank's cheeks. The frizzy hair had gone +altogether wrong, and had a wild look, suggestive of the witches in +Macbeth, and the scraggy neck and poor old shoulders showed every year +of their age in the ghastly morning light. + +Lesbia waited in the saloon till Lady Kirkbank had bolted herself into +her cabin, and then she went up to the deck wrapped in her satin-lined, +fur-bordered cloak, and coiled herself in a bamboo arm-chair, and +nestled her bare head into a Turkish pillow, and tried to sleep, there +with the cool morning breeze blowing upon her burning forehead, and the +plish-plash of seawater soothing her ear. + +There were only three or four sailors on deck, weird, almost +diabolical-looking creatures, Lesbia thought, in striped shirts, with +bare arms, of a shining bronze complexion, flashing black eyes, sleek +raven hair, a sinister look. What species of men they were--Mestizoes, +Coolies, Yucatekes--she knew not, but she felt that they were something +wild and strange, and their presence filled her with a vague fear. _He_, +whose influence now ruled her life, had told her that these men were +born mariners, and that she was twenty times safer with them than when +the yacht had been under the control of those honest, grinning +red-whiskered English Jack Tars. But she liked the English sailors best, +all the same; and she shrank from the faintest contact with these +tawny-visaged strangers, plucking away the train of her gown as they +passed her chair, lest they should brush against her drapery. + +On deck this morning, with only those dark faces near, she had a sense +of loneliness, of helplessness, of abandonment even. Unbidden the image +of her home at Grasmere flashed into her mind--all things so calm, so +perfectly ordered, such a sense of safety, of home--no peril, no +temptation, no fever--only peace: and she had grown sick to death of +peace. She had prayed for tempest: and the tempest had come. + +There was a heavenly quiet in the air in the early summer morning, only +the creaking of a spar, the scream of a seagull now and then. How pale +the lamps were growing on board the yachts. Paler still, yellow, and +dim, and blurred yonder in the town. The eastward facing windows were +golden with the rising sun. Yes, this was morning. The yachts were +moving away yonder, majestical, swan-like, white sails shining against +the blue. + +She closed her eyes, and tried to sleep; but sleep would not come. She +was always listening--listening for the dip of oars, listening for a +snatch of melody from a mellow baritone whose every accent she knew so +well. + +It came at last, the sound her soul longed for. She lay among her +cushions with closed eyes, listening, drinking in those rich ripe notes +as they came nearer and nearer, to the measure of dipping oars, _'La +donna e mobile--'_ + +Nearer and nearer, until the little boat ground against the hull. She +lifted her heavy eyelids as Montesma leapt over the gunwale, almost into +her arms. He was at her side, kneeling by her low chair, kissing the +little hands, chill with the freshness of morning. + +'My own, my very own,' he murmured, passionately. + +He cared no more for those copper-faced Helots yonder than if they had +been made of wood. He had fate in his own hands now, as it seemed to +him. He went to the skipper and gave him some orders in Spanish, and +then the sails were unfurled, the _Cayman_ spread her broad white wings, +and moved off among those other yachts which were gliding, gliding, +gliding out to sea, melting from Cowes Roads like a vision that fadeth +with the broad light of morning. + +When the sails were up and the yacht was running merrily through the +water, Montesma went back to Lady Lesbia, and they two sat side by side, +gilded and glorified in the vivid lights of sunrise, talking as they had +never talked before, her head upon his shoulder, a smile of ineffable +peace upon her lips, as of a weary child that has found rest. + +They were sailing for Havre, and at Havre they were to be married by the +English chaplain, and from Havre they were to sail for the Havana, and +to live there ever afterwards in a fairy-tale dream of bliss, broken +only by an annual visit to Paris, just to buy gowns and bonnets. +Surrendered were all Lesbia's ambitious hopes--forgotten--gone; her +desire to reign princess paramount in the kingdom of fashion--her thirst +to be wealthiest among the wealthy--gone--forgotten. Her dreams now were +of the _dolce far niente_ of a tropical climate, a boudoir giving on the +Caribbean sea, cigarettes, coffee, nights spent in a foreign opera +house, the languid, reposeful existence of a Spanish dama--with him, +with him. It was for his sake that she had modified all her ideas of +life. To be with him she would have been content to dwell in the tents +of the Patagonians, on the wild and snow-clad Pampas. A love which was +strong enough to make her sacrifice duty, the world, her fair fame as a +well-bred woman, was a love that recked but little of the paths along +which her lover's hand was to lead. For him, to be with him, she +renounced the world. The rest did not count. + +The summer hours glided past them. The _Cayman_ was far out at sea; all +the other yachts had vanished, and they were alone amidst the blue, +with only a solitary three-master yonder, on the edge of the horizon. +More than once Lesbia had talked of going below to change her ball gown +for the attire of everyday life; but each time her lover had detained +her a little longer, had pleaded for a few more words. Lady Kirkbank +would be astir presently, and there would be no more solitude for them +till they were married, and could shake her off altogether. So Lesbia +stayed, and those two drank the cup of bliss, hushed by the monotonous +sing-song of the sea, the rhythm of the swinging sails. But now it was +broad morning. The hour when society, however late it may keep its +revels overnight, is apt to awaken, were it only to call for a cup of +strong tea and to turn again on the pillow of lassitude, after that +refreshment, like the sluggard of Holy Writ. At ten o'clock the sun sent +his golden arrows across the silken coverlet of her berth and awakened +Lady Kirkbank, who opened her eyes and looked about languidly. The +little cabin was heaving itself up and down in a curious way; Mr. +Smithson's cigar-cases were sloping as if they were going to fall upon +Lady Kirkbank's couch, and the looking-glass, with all its dainty +appliances, was making an angle of forty-five degrees. There was more +swirling and washing of water against the hull than ever Georgie +Kirkbank had heard in Cowes Roads. + +'Mercy on me! this horrid thing must be moving,' she exclaimed to the +empty air. 'It must have broken loose in the night.' + +She had no confidence in those savage-looking sailors, and she had a +vision of the yacht drifting at the mercy of winds and waves, drifting +for days, weeks, and months; drifting to the German Ocean, drifting to +the North Pole. Mr. Smithson and Montesma on shore--no one on board to +exercise authority over those fearful men. + +Perhaps they had mutinied, and were carrying off the yacht as their +booty, with Lesbia and her chaperon, and all their gowns. + +'I am almost glad that harpy Seraphine has my diamonds,' thought poor +Georgie, 'or I should have had them with me on board this hateful boat.' + +And then she rapped vehemently against the panel of the cabin, and +screamed for Rilboche, whose den was adjacent. + +Rilboche, who detested the sea, made her appearance after some delay, +looking even greener than her mistress, who, in rising from her berth, +already began to suffer the agonies of sea-sickness. + +'What does this mean?' exclaimed Lady Kirkbank; 'and where are we +going?' + +'That's what I should like to know, my lady. But I daresay Lady Lesbia +and Mr. Montesma can tell you. They are both on deck.' + +'Montesma! Why, we left him on shore!' + +'Yes, my lady, but he came on board at five o'clock this morning. I +looked at my watch when I heard him land, and he and Lady Lesbia have +been sitting on deck ever since.' + +'And now it is ten. Five hours on deck--impossible!' + +'Time doesn't seem long when one is happy, my lady,' murmured Rilboche, +in her own language. + +'Help me to dress this instant,' screamed her mistress: 'that dreadful +Spaniard is eloping with us.' + +Despite the hideous depression of that malady which strikes down Kaiser +and beggar with the same rough hand, Lady Kirkbank contrived to get +herself dressed decently, and to stagger up the companion to that part +of the deck where the Persian carpet was spread, and the bamboo chairs +and tables were set out under the striped awning. Lesbia and her lover +were sitting together, he giving her a first lesson in the art of +smoking a cigarette. He had told her playfully that every man, woman, +and child in Cuba was a smoker, and she had besought him to let her +begin, and now, with infinite coquetry, was taking her first lesson. + +'You shameless minx!' exclaimed Georgie, pale with anger. + +'Where is Smithson--my poor, good Smithson?' + +'Fast asleep in his bed at Formosa, I hope, dear Lady Kirkbank,' the +Cuban answered, with perfect _sang froid_. 'Smithson is out of it, as +you idiomatic English say. I hope, Lady Kirkbank, you will be as kind to +me as you have been to Smithson; and depend upon it I shall make Lady +Lesbia as good a husband as ever Smithson could have done.' + +'You!' exclaimed the matron, contemptuously. 'You!--a foreigner, an +adventurer, who may be as poor as Job, for anything I know about you.' + +'Job was once rather comfortably off, Lady Kirkbank; and I can answer +for it that Montesma's wife will know none of the pangs of poverty.' + +'If you were a beggar I would not care,' said Lesbia, drawing nearer to +him. + +They had both risen at Lady Kirkbank's approach, and were standing side +by side, confronting her. Lesbia had shrunk from the idea of poverty +with John Hammond; yet, for this man's sake, she was ready to face +penury, ruin, disgrace, anything. + +'Do you mean to tell me that Lord Maulevrier's sister, a young lady +under my charge, answerable to me for her conduct, is capable of jilting +the man to whom she has solemnly bound herself, in order to marry you?' +demanded Lady Kirkbank, turning to Montesma. + +'Yes; that is what I am going to do,' answered Lesbia, boldly. 'It would +be a greater sin to keep my promise than to break it. I never liked that +man, and you know it. You badgered me into accepting him, against my own +better judgment. You drifted me so deeply into debt that I was willing +to marry a man I loathed in order to get my debts paid. _This_ is what +you did for the girl placed under your charge. But, thank God, I have +released myself from your clutches. I am going far away to a new world, +where the memory of my old life cannot follow me. People may be angry or +pleased! I do not care. I shall be the wife of the man I have chosen out +of all the world for my husband--the man God made to be my master.' + +'You are----' gasped Lady Kirkbank. 'I can't say what you are. I never +in my life felt so tempted to use improper language.' + +'Dear Lady Kirkbank, be reasonable,' pleaded Montesma; 'you can have no +interest in seeing Lesbia married to a man she dislikes.' + +Georgia reddened a little, remembering that she was interested to the +amount of some thousands in the Smithson and Haselden alliance; but she +took a higher ground than mercenary considerations. + +'I am interested in doing the very best for a young lady who has been +entrusted to my care, the granddaughter of an old friend,' she answered, +with dignity. 'I have no objection to you in the abstract, Don Gomez. +You have always been vastly civil, I am sure----' + +'Stand by us in our day of need, Lady Kirkbank, and you will find me the +staunchest friend you ever had.' + +'I am bound in honour to consider Mr. Smithson, Lesbia,' said Lady +Kirkbank. 'I wonder that a decently-brought up girl can behave so +abominably.' + +'It would be more abominable to marry a man I detest. I have made up my +mind, Lady Kirkbank. We shall be at Havre to-morrow morning, and we +shall be married to-morrow--shall we not, Gomez?' + +She let her head sink upon his breast, and his arm enfold her. Thus +sheltered, she felt safe, thus and thus only. She had thrown her cap +over the mills; snapped her fingers at society; cared not a jot what the +world might think or say of her. This man would she marry and no other; +this man's fortune would she follow for good or evil. He had that kind +of influence with women which is almost 'possession.' It smells of +brimstone. + +'Come, my dear good soul,' said Montesma, smiling at the angry matron, +'why not take things quietly? You have had a good many girls under your +wing; and you must know that youth and maturity see life from a +different standpoint. In your eyes my old friend Smithson is an +admirable match. You measure him by his houses, his stable, his banker's +book; but Lesbia would rather marry the man she loves, and take the +risks of his fate. I am not a pauper, Lady Kirkbank, and the home to +which I shall take my love is pretty enough for a princess of the blood +royal, and for her sake I shall grow richer yet,' he added, with his +eyes kindling; 'and if you care to pay us a visit next February in our +Parisian apartment I will promise you as pleasant a nest as you can wish +to occupy.' + +'How do I know that you will ever bring her back to Europe?' said Lady +Kirkbank, piteously. 'How do I know that you will not bury her alive in +your savage country, among blackamoors, like those horrid sailors, over +there--kill her, perhaps, when you are tired of her?' + +At these words of Lady Kirkbank's, flung out at random, Montesma +blanched, and his deep black eye met hers with a strangely sinister +look. + +'Yes,' she cried, hysterically--'kill her, kill her! You look as if you +could do it.' + +Lesbia nestled closer to her lover's heart. + +'How dare you say such things to him,' she cried, angrily. '_I_ trust +him, don't you see; trust him with my whole heart, with all my soul. I +shall be his wife to-morrow, for good or evil.' + +'Very much for evil, I'm afraid,' said Lady Kirkbank. 'Perhaps you will +be kind enough to come to your cabin and take off that ball gown, and +make yourself just a little less disreputable in outward appearance, +while I get a cup of tea.' + +Lesbia obeyed, and went down to her cabin, where Kibble was waiting with +a fresh white muslin frock and all its belongings, laid out ready for +her mistress, sorely perplexed at the turn which affairs were taking. +She had never liked Horace Smithson, although he had given her tips +which were almost a provision for her old age; but she had thought it a +good thing that her mistress, who was frightfully extravagant, should +marry a millionaire; and now they were sailing over the sea with a lot +of coloured sailors, and the millionaire was left on shore. + +Lady Kirkbank went into the saloon, where breakfast was laid ready, and +where the steward was in attendance with that air of being absolutely +unconscious of any domestic disturbance, which is the mark of a +well-trained servant. + +Lesbia appeared in something less than an hour, newly dressed and fresh +looking, in her pure white gown, her brown hair bound in a coronet round +her small Greek head. She sat down by Lady Kirkbank's side, and tried to +coax her into good humour. + +'Why can't you take things pleasantly, dear?' she pleaded. 'Do now, like +a good soul. You heard him say he was well off, and that he will take me +to Paris next winter, and you can come to us there on your way from +Cannes, and stay with us till Easter. It will be so nice when the Prince +and all the best people are in Paris. We shall only stay in Cuba till +the fuss about my running away is all over, and people have forgotten, +don't you know. As for Mr. Smithson, why should I have any more +compunction about jilting him than he had about that poor Miss Trinder? +By-the-bye, I want you to send him back all his presents for me. They +are almost all in Arlington Street. I brought nothing with me except my +engagement ring,' looking down at the half-hoop of diamonds, and pulling +it off her fingers as she talked. 'I had a kind of presentiment----' + +'You mean that you had made up your mind to throw him over.' + +'No. But I felt there were breakers ahead. It might have come to +throwing myself into the sea. Perhaps you would have liked that better +than what has happened.' + +'I don't know, I'm sure. The whole thing is disgraceful. London will +ring with the scandal. What am I to say to Lady Maulevrier, to your +brother? And pray how do you propose to get married at Havre? You cannot +be married in a French town by merely holding up your finger. There are +no registry offices. I am sure I have no idea how the thing is done.' + +'Don Gomez has arranged all that--everything has been thought +of--everything has been planned. A steamer will take us to St. Thomas, +and another steamer will take us on to Cuba.' + +'But the marriage--the licence?' + +'I tell you everything has been provided for. Please take this ring and +send it to Mr. Smithson when you go back to England.' + +'Send it to him yourself. I will have nothing to do with it.' + +'How dreadfully disagreeable you are,' said Lesbia, pouting, 'just +because I am marrying to please myself, instead of to please you. It is +frightfully selfish of you.' + +Montesma came in at this moment. He, too, had dressed himself freshly, +and was looking his handsomest, in that buccaneer style of costume which +he wore when he sailed the yacht. He and Lesbia breakfasted at their +ease, while Lady Kirkbank reclined in her bamboo arm-chair, feeling very +unhappy in her mind and far from well. Neptune and she could not +accommodate themselves. + +After a leisurely breakfast, enlivened by talk and laughter, the cabin +windows open, the sun shining, the freshening breeze blowing in, Lesbia +and Don Gomez went on deck, and he reclined at her feet while she read +to him from the pages of her favourite Keats, read languidly, lazily, +yet exquisitely, for she had been taught to read as well as to sing. The +poetry seemed to have been written on purpose for them; and the sky and +the atmosphere around them seemed to have been made for the poetry. And +so, with intervals of strolling on the deck, and an hour or so dawdled +away at luncheon, and a leisurely afternoon tea, the day wore on to +sunset, and they went back to Keats, while Lady Kirkbank sulked and +slept in a corner of the saloon. + +'This is the happiest day of my life,' Lesbia murmured, in a pause of +their reading, when they had dropped Endymion's love to talk of their +own. + +'But not of mine, my angel. I shall be happier still when we are far +away on broader waters, beyond the reach of all who can part us.' + +'Can any one part us, Gomez, now that we have pledged ourselves to each +other?' she asked, incredulously. + +'Ah, love, such pledges are sometimes broken. All women are not +lion-hearted. While the sea is smooth and the ship runs fair, all is +easy enough; but when tempest and peril come--that is the test, Lesbia. +Will you stand by me in the tempest, love?' + +'You know that I will,' she answered, with her hand locked in his two +hands, clasped as with a life-long clasp. + +She could not imagine any severe ordeal to be gone through. If +Maulevrier heard of her elopement in time for pursuit, there would be a +fuss, perhaps--an angry bother raging and fuming. But what of that? She +was her own mistress. Maulevrier could not prevent her marrying +whomsoever she pleased. + +'Swear that you will hold to me against all the world,' he said, +passionately, turning his head to look across the stern of the vessel. + +'Against all the world,' she answered, softly. + +'I believe your courage will be tested before long,' he said; and then +he cried to the skipper, 'Crowd on all sail, Tomaso. That boat is +chasing us.' + +Lesbia sprang to her feet, looking as he looked to a spot of vivid white +on the horizon. Montesma had snatched up a glass and was watching that +distant spot. + +'It is a steam-yacht,' he said. 'They will catch us.' + +He was right. Although the _Cayman_ strained every timber so that her +keel cut through the water like a boomerang, wind and steam beat wind +without steam. In less than an hour the steam-yacht was beside the +_Cayman_, and Lord Maulevrier and Lord Hartfield had boarded Mr. +Smithson's deck. + +'I have come to take you and Lady Kirkbank back to Cowes, Lesbia,' said +Maulevrier. 'I'm not going to make any undue fuss about this little +escapade of yours, provided you go back with Hartfield and me at once, +and pledge yourself never to hold any further communication with Don +Gomez de Montesma.' + +The Spaniard was standing close by, silent, white as death, but ready to +make a good fight. That pallor of the clear olive skin was not from want +of pluck; but there was the deadly knowledge of the ground he stood +upon, the doubt that any woman, least of all such a woman as Lady Lesbia +Haselden, could be true to him if his character and antecedents were +revealed to her. And how much or how little these two men could tell her +about himself or his past life was the question which the next few +minutes would solve. + +'I am not going back with you,' answered Lesbia. 'I am going to Havre +with Don Gomez de Montesma. We are to be married there as soon as we +arrive.' + +'To be married--at Havre,' cried Maulevrier. 'An appropriate place. A +sailor has a wife in every port, don't you know.' + +'We had better go down to the cabin,' said Hartfield, laying his hand +upon his friend's shoulder. 'If Lady Lesbia will be good enough to come +with us we can tell her all that we have to tell quietly there.' + +Lord Hartfield's tone was unmistakeable. Everything was known. + +'You can talk at your ease here,' said Montesma, facing the two men with +a diabolical recklessness and insolence of manner. 'Not one of these +fellows on board knows a dozen sentences of English.' + +'I would rather talk below, if it is all the same to you, Senor; and I +should be glad to speak to Lady Lesbia alone.' + +'That you shall not do unless she desires it,' answered Montesma. + +'No, he shall hear all that you have to say. He shall hear how I answer +you,' said Lesbia. + +Lord Hartfield shrugged his shoulders. + +'As you please,' he said. 'It will make the disclosure a little more +painful than it need have been; but that cannot be helped.' + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + +'OH, SAD KISSED MOUTH, HOW SORROWFUL IT IS!' + + +They all went down to the saloon, where Lady Kirkbank sat, looking the +image of despair, which changed to delighted surprise at sight of Lord +Hartfield and his friend. + +'Did you give your consent to my sister's elopement with this man, Lady +Kirkbank?' Maulevrier asked, brusquely. + +'I give my consent! Good gracious! no. He has eloped with me ever so +much more than with your sister. She knew all about it, I've no doubt: +but the wretch ran away with me in my sleep.' + +'I am glad, for your own self-respect, that you had no hand in this +disgraceful business,' replied Maulevrier; and then turning to Lord +Hartfield, he said, 'Hartfield, will you tell my sister who and what +this man is? Will you make her understand what kind of pitfall she has +escaped? Upon my soul, I cannot speak of it.' + +'I recognise no right of Lord Hartfield's to interfere with my actions, +and I will hear nothing that he may have to say,' said Lesbia, standing +by her lover's side, with head erect and eyes dark with anger. + +'Your sister's husband has the strongest right to control your actions, +Lady Lesbia, when the family honour is at stake,' answered Hartfield, +with grave authority. 'Accept me at least as a member of your family, if +you will not accept me as your disinterested and devoted friend.' + +'Friend!' echoed Lesbia, scornfully. 'You might have been my friend +once. Your friendship then would have been of some value to me, if you +had told me the truth, instead of approaching me with a lie upon your +lips. You talk of honour, Lord Hartfield; you, who came to my +grandmother's house as an impostor, under a false name!' + +'I went there as a man standing on his own merits, assuming no rank save +that which God gave him among his fellow-men, claiming to be possessed +of no fortune except intellect and industry. If I could not win a wife +with such credentials, it were better for me never to marry at all, Lady +Lesbia. But we have no time to speak of the past. I am here as your +brother's friend, here to save you.' + +'To part me from the man to whom I have given my heart. That you cannot +do. Gomez, why do you not speak? Tell him, tell him!' cried Lesbia, with +a voice strangled by sobs; 'tell him that I am to be your wife +to-morrow, at Havre. Your wife!' + +'Dear Lady Lesbia, that cannot be,' said Lord Hartfield, sorrowfully, +pitying her in her helplessness, as he might have pitied a young bird in +the fowler's net. 'I am assured upon undeniable authority that Senor +Montesma has a wife living at Cuba; and even were this not so--were he +free to marry you--his character and antecedents would for ever forbid +such a marriage.' + +'A wife! No, no, no!' shrieked Lesbia, looking wildly from one to the +other. 'It is a lie--a lie, invented by my brother, who always hated +me--by you, who fooled and deceived me! It is a lie, an infamous +invention! Don Gomez, speak to them: for pity's sake answer them! Don't +you see that they are driving me mad?' + +She flung herself into his arms, she buried her dishevelled head upon +his breast; she clung to him with hands that writhed convulsively in her +agony. + +Maulevrier sprang across the cabin and wrenched her from her lover's +grasp. + +'You shall not pollute her with your touch,' he cried; 'you have +poisoned her mind already. Scoundrel, seducer, slave-dealer! Do you +hear, Lesbia? Shall I tell you what this man is--what trade he followed +yonder, on his native island--this Spanish hidalgo--this +all-accomplished gentleman--lineal descendant of the Cid--fine flower +of Andalusian chivalry? It was not enough for him to cheat at cards, to +float bubble companies, bogus lotteries. His profligate extravagance, +his love of sybarite luxury, required a larger resource than the petty +schemes which enrich smaller men. A slave ship, which could earn nearly +twenty thousand pounds on every voyage, and which could make two runs in +a year--that was the trade for Don Gomez de Montesma, and he carried it +on merrily for six or seven years, till the British cruisers got too +keen for him, and the good old game was played out. You see that scar +upon the hidalgo's forehead, Lesbia--a token of knightly prowess, you +think, perhaps. No, my girl, that is the mark of an English cutlass in a +scuffle on board a slaver. A merry trade, Lesbia--the living cargo +stowed close under hatches have rather a bad time of it now and +then--short rations of food and water, yellow Jack. They die like rotten +sheep sometimes--bad then for the dealer. But if he can land the bulk of +his human wares safe and sound the profits are enormous. The +Captain-General takes his capitation fee, the blackies are drafted off +to the sugar plantations, and everybody is satisfied; but I think, +Lesbia, that your British prejudices would go against marriage with a +slave-trader, were he ever so free to make you his wife, which this +particular dealer in blackamoors is not.' + +'Is this true, this part of their vile story?' demanded Lesbia, looking +at her lover, who stood apart from them all now, his arms folded, his +face deadly pale, the lower lip quivering under the grinding of his +strong white teeth. + +'There is some truth in it,' he answered, hoarsely. 'Everybody in Cuba +had a finger in the African trade, before your British philanthropy +spoiled it. Mr. Smithson made sixty thousand pounds in that line. It was +the foundation of his fortune. And yet he had his misfortunes in running +his cargo--a ship burnt, a freight roasted alive. There are some very +black stories in Cuba against poor Smithson. He will never go there +again.' + +'Mr. Smithson may be a scoundrel; indeed, I believe he is a pretty bad +specimen in that line,' said Lord Hartfield. 'But I doubt if there is +any story that can be told of him quite so bad as the history of your +marriage, and the events that went before it. I have been told the story +of the beautiful Octoroon, who loved and trusted you, who shared your +good and evil fortunes for the most desperate years of your life, was +almost accepted as your wife, and whose strangled corpse was found in +the harbour while the bells were ringing for your marriage with a rich +planter's heiress--the lady who, no doubt, now patiently awaits your +return to her native island.' + +'She will wait a long time,' said Montesma, 'or fare ill if I go back to +her. Lesbia, his lordship's story of the Octoroon is a fable--an +invention of my Cuban enemies, who hate us old Spaniards with a +poisonous hatred. But this much is true. I am a married man--bound, +fettered by a tie which I abhor. Our Havre marriage would have been +bigamy on my part, a delusion on yours. I could not have taken you to +Cuba. I had planned our life in a fairer, more civilised world. I am +rich enough to have surrounded you with all that makes life worth +living. I would have given you love as true and as deep as ever man gave +to woman. All that would have been wanting would have been the legality +of the tie: and as law never yet made a marriage happy which lacked the +elements of bliss, our lawless union need not have missed happiness. +Lesbia, you said that you would hold by me, come what might. The worst +has come, love; but it leaves me not the less your true lover.' + +She looked at him with wild despairing eyes, and then, with a hoarse +strange cry, rushed from the cabin, and up the companion, with a +desperate swiftness which seemed like the flight of a bird. Montesma, +Hartfield, Maulevrier, all followed her, heedless of everything except +the dire necessity of arresting her flight. Each in his own mind had +divined her purpose. + +They were not too late. It was Hartfield's strong arm that caught her, +held her as in a vice, dragged her away from the edge of the deck, just +where there was a space open to the waves. Another instant and she would +have flung herself overboard. She fell back into Lord Hartfield's arms, +with a wild choking cry: 'Let me go! Let me go!' Another moment, and a +flood of crimson stained his shirt-front, as she lay upon his breast, +with closed eyelids and blood-bedabbled lips, in blessed +unconsciousness. + +They carried her on to the steam-yacht, and down to the cabin, where +there was ample accommodation and some luxury, although not the elegance +of Bond Street upholstery. Rilboche, Lady Kirkbank, Kibble, luggage of +all kinds were transferred from one yacht to the other, even to the +vellum bound Keats which lay face downwards on the deck, just where +Lesbia had flung it when the _Cayman_ was boarded. The crew of the +steam-yacht _Philomel_ helped in the transfer: there were plenty of +hands, and the work was done quickly; while the Meztizoes, Yucatekes, +Caribs, or whatever they were, looked on and grinned; and while Montesma +stood leaning against the mast, with folded arms and sombre brow, a +cigarette between his lips. + +When the women and all their belongings were on board the _Philomel_, +Lord Hartfield addressed himself to Montesma. + +'If you consider yourself entitled to call me to account for this +evening's work you know where to find me,' he said. + +Montesma shrugged his shoulders, and threw away his cigarette with a +contemptuous gesture. + +_'Ce n'est pas la peine,'_ he said; 'I am a dead shot, and +should be pretty sure to send a bullet through you if you gave me +the chance; but I should not be any nearer winning her if I killed +you: and it is she and she only that I want. You may think me an +adventurer--swindler--gambler--slave-dealer--what you will--but I love her +as I never thought to love a woman, and I should have been true as steel, +if she had been plucky enough to trust me. But, as I told her an hour ago, +women have not lion hearts. They can talk tall while the sky is clear and +the sun shines, but at the first crack of thunder--_va te promener_.' + +'If you have killed her--' began Hartfield. + +'Killed her! No. Some small bloodvessel burst in the agitation of that +terrible scene. She will be well in a week, and she will forget me. But +I shall not forget her. She is the one flower that has sprung on the +barren plain of my life. She was my Picciola.' + +He turned his back on Lord Hartfield and walked to the other end of the +deck. Something in his face, in the vibration of his deep voice, +convinced Hartfield of his truth. A bad man undoubtedly--steeped to the +lips in evil--and yet so far true that he had passionately, deeply, +devotedly loved this one woman. + +It was the dead of night when Lesbia recovered consciousness, and even +then she lay silent, taking no heed of those around her, in a state of +utter prostration. Kibble nursed her carefully, tenderly, all through +the night; Maulevrier hardly left the cabin, and Lady Kirkbank, always +more or less a victim to the agonies of sea-sickness, still found time +to utter lamentations and wailings over the ruin of her protegee's +fortune. + +'Never had a girl such a chance,' she moaned. 'Quite the best match in +society. The house in Park Lane alone cost a fortune. Her diamonds would +have been the finest in London.' + +'They would have been stained with the blood of the niggers he traded in +out yonder,' answered Maulevrier. 'Do you think I would have let my +sister marry a slave-dealer?' + +'I don't believe a syllable of it,' protested Lady Kirkbank, dabbing her +brow with a handkerchief steeped in eau de Cologne. 'A vile fabrication +of Montesma's, who wanted to blacken poor Smithson's character in order +to extenuate his own crimes.' + +'Well, we won't go into that question,' said Maulevrier wearily. 'The +Smithson match is off, anyhow; and it matters very little to us whether +he made most money out of niggers or bubble companies, or lotteries or +gaming hells.' + +'I am convinced that Smithson made his fortune in a thoroughly +gentlemanlike manner,' argued Lady Kirkbank. 'Look at the people who +visit him, and the houses he goes to. And I don't see why the match need +be off. I'm sure, if Lesbia plays her cards properly, he will look over +this--this--little escapade.' + +Maulevrier contemplated the worldly old face with infinite scorn. + +'Does she look like a girl who will play her cards in your fashion?' he +asked, pointing to his sister, whose white face upon the pillow seemed +like a mask cut out of marble. 'Upon my soul, Lady Kirkbank, I consider +my sister's elopement with this Spanish adventurer, with whom she was +over head and ears in love, a far more respectable act than her +engagement to Smithson, for whom she cared not a straw.' + +'Well, I hope if you so approve of her conduct you will help her to pay +her dressmaker, and the rest of them,' retorted Lady Kirkbank. 'She has +been plunging rather deeply, I believe, under the impression that +Smithson would pay all her bills when she was married. Your grandmother +may not quite like the budget.' + +'I will do all I can for her,' answered Maulevrier. 'I would do a great +deal to save her from the degradation to which your teaching has brought +her.' + +Lady Kirkbank looked at him for a moment or so with reproachful eyes, +and then shrugged her shoulders contemptuously. + +'If I ever expected gratitude from people I might feel the +injustice--the insolence--of your last remark,' she said; 'but as I +never do expect gratitude, I am not disappointed in this case. And now I +think if there is a cabin which I can have to myself I should like to +retire to it,' she added. 'My cares are thrown away here.' + +There was a cabin at Lady Kirkbank's disposal. It had been already +appropriated by Rilboche, and smelt of cognac; but Rilboche resigned her +berth to her mistress, and laid herself meekly on the floor for the rest +of the voyage. + +They were in Cowes Roads at eight o'clock next morning, and Lord +Hartfield went on shore for a doctor, whom he brought back before nine, +and who pronounced Lady Lesbia to be in a very weak and prostrate +condition, and forbade her being moved within the next two days. Happily +Lord Hartfield had borrowed the _Philomel_ and her crew from a friend +who had given him _carte blanche_ as to the use he made of her, and who +freely left her at his disposal so long as he and his party should need +the accommodation. Lesbia could nowhere be better off than on the yacht, +where she was away from the gossip and tittle-tattle of the town. + +The roadstead was quiet enough now. All the racing yachts had melted +away like a dream, and most of the pleasure yachts were off to Ryde. +Lady Lesbia lay in her curtained cabin, with Kibble keeping watch beside +her bed, while Maulevrier came in every half-hour to see how she +was--sitting by her a little now and then, and talking of indifferent +things in a low kind voice, which was full of comfort. + +She seemed grateful for his kindness, and smiled at him once in a way, +with a piteous little smile; but she had the air of one in whom the +mainspring of life is broken. The pallid face and heavy violet eyes, +the semi-transparent hands which lay so listlessly upon the crimson +coverlet, conveyed an impression of supreme despair. Hartfield, looking +down at her for the last time when he came to say good-bye before +leaving for London, was reminded of the story of one whose life had been +thus rudely broken, who had loved as foolishly and even more fondly, and +for whom the world held nothing when that tie was severed. + + 'She looked on many a face with vacant eye, + On many a token without knowing what; + She saw them watch her, without asking why, + And recked not who around her pillow sat.' + +But Lesbia Haselden belonged to a wider and more sophisticated world +than that of the daughter of the Grecian Isle, and for her existence +offered wider horizons. It might be prophesied that for her the dark +ending of a girlish dream would not be a life-long despair. The +passionate love had been at fever point; the passionate grief must have +its fever too, and burn itself out. + +'Do all you can to cheer her,' said Lord Hartfield to Maulevrier, 'and +bring her to Fellside as soon as ever she is strong enough to bear the +journey. You and Kibble, with your own man, will be able to do all that +is necessary.' + +'Quite able.' + +'That's right. I must be in the House for the expected division +to-night, and I shall go back to Grasmere to-morrow morning. Poor Mary +is horribly lonely.' + +Lord Hartfield went off in the boat to catch the Southampton steamer; +and Maulevrier was now sole custodian of the yacht and of his sister. He +and the doctor had agreed to keep her on board, in the fresh sea air, +till she was equal to the fatigue of the journey to Grasmere. There was +nothing to be gained by taking her on to the island or by carrying her +to London. The yacht was well found, provided with all things needful +for comfort, and Lesbia could be nowhere better off until she was safe +in her old home:--that home she had left so gaily, in the freshness of +her youthful inexperience, nearly a year ago, and to which she would +return so battered and broken, so deeply degraded by the knowledge of +evil. + +Lady Kirkbank had started for London on the previous day. + +'I am evidently not wanted _here_,' she said, with an offended air; 'and +I must have everything at Kirkbank ready for a house full of people +before the twelfth of August, so the sooner I get to Scotland the +better. I shall make a _detour_ in order to go and see Lady Maulevrier +on my way down. It is due to myself that I should let her know that _I_ +am entirely blameless in this most uncomfortable business.' + +'You can tell her ladyship what you please,' answered Maulevrier, +bluntly. 'I shall not gainsay you, so long as you do not slander my +sister; but as long as I live I shall regret that I, knowing something +of London society, did not interfere to prevent Lesbia being given over +to your keeping.' + +'If I had known the kind of girl she is I would have had nothing to do +with her,' retorted Lady Kirkbank with exasperation; and so they parted. + +The _Philomel_ had been lying off Cowes three days before Mr. Smithson +appeared upon the scene. He had got wind somehow from a sailor, who had +talked with one of the foreign crew, of the destination of the _Cayman_, +and he had crossed from Southampton to Havre on the steamer _Wolf_ +during that night in which Lesbia had been carried back to Cowes on the +_Philomel_. + +He was at Havre when the _Cayman_ arrived, with Montesma and his +tawny-visaged crew on board, no one else. + +'You may examine every corner of your ship,' Montesma cried, scornfully, +when Smithson came on board and swore that Lesbia must be hidden +somewhere in the vessel. 'The bird has flown: she will shelter in +neither your nest nor in mine, Smithson. You have lost her--and so have +I. We may as well be friends in misfortune.' + +He was haggard, livid with grief and anger. He looked ten years older +than he had looked the other night at the ball, when his dash and +swagger, and handsome Spanish head had been the admiration of the room. + +Smithson was very angry, but he was not a fighting man. He had enjoyed +various opportunities for distinguishing himself in that line in the +island of Cuba; but he had always avoided such opportunities. So now, +after a good deal of bluster and violent language, which Montesma took +as lightly as if it had been the whistling of the wind in the shrouds, +poor Smithson calmed down, and allowed Gomez de Montesma to leave the +yacht, with his portmanteaux, unharmed. He meant to take the first +steamer for the Spanish Main, he told Smithson. He had had quite enough +of Europe. + +'I daresay it will end in your marrying her,' he said, at the last +moment. 'If you do, be kind to her.' + +His voice faltered, choked by a sob, at those last words. After all, it +is possible for a man without principle, without morality, to begin to +make love to a woman in a mere spirit of adventure, in sheer devilry, +and to be rather hard hit at the last. + +Horace Smithson sailed his yacht back to Cowes without loss of time, and +sent his card to Lord Maulevrier on board the _Philomel_. His lordship +replied that he would wait upon Mr. Smithson that afternoon at four +o'clock, and at that hour Maulevrier again boarded the _Cayman_; but +this time very quietly, as an expected guest. + +The interview that followed was very painful. Mr. Smithson was willing +that this unhappy episode in the life of his betrothed, this folly into +which she had been beguiled by a man of infinite treachery, a man of +all other men fatal to women, should be forgotten, should be as if it +had never been. + +'It was her very innocence which made her a victim to that scoundrel,' +said Smithson, 'her girlish simplicity and Lady Kirkbank's folly. But I +love your sister too well to sacrifice her lightly, Lord Maulevrier; and +if she can forget this midsummer madness, why, so can I.' + +'She cannot forget, Mr. Smithson,' answered Maulevrier, gravely. 'She +has done you a great wrong by listening to your false friend's +addresses; but she did you a still greater wrong when she accepted you +as her husband without one spark of love for you. She and you are both +happy in having escaped the degradation, the deep misery of a loveless +union. I am glad--yes, glad even of this shameful escapade with +Montesma--though it has dragged her good name through the gutter,--glad +of the catastrophe that has saved her from such a marriage. You are very +generous in your willingness to forget my sister's folly. Let your +forgetfulness go a step further, and forget that you ever met her.' + +'That cannot be, Lord Maulevrier. She has ruined my life.' + +'Not at all. An affair of a season,' answered Maulevrier, lightly. 'Next +year I shall hear of you as the accepted husband of some new beauty. A +man of Mr. Smithson's wealth--and good nature--need not languish in +single blessedness.' + +With this civil speech Lord Maulevrier went back to the _Philomel's_ +gig, and this was his last meeting with Mr. Smithson, until they met a +year later in the beaten tracks of society. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + +'THAT FELL ARREST, WITHOUT ALL BAIL.' + + +It was the beginning of August before Lesbia was pronounced equal to the +fatigue of a long journey; and even then it was but the shadow of her +former self which returned to Fellside, the pale spectre of joys +departed, of trust deceived. + +Maulevrier had been very good to her, patient, unselfish as a woman, in +his ministering to the broken-hearted girl. That broken heart would be +whole again, no doubt, in the future, as many other broken hearts have +been; but the grief, the despair, the sense of hopelessness and +aimlessness in life were very real in the present. If the picturesque +seclusion of Fellside had seemed dull and joyless to Lesbia in days gone +by, it was much duller to her now. She was shocked at the change in her +grandmother, and she showed a good deal of feeling and affection in her +intercourse with the invalid; but once out of her presence Lady +Maulevrier was forgotten, and Lesbia's thoughts drifted back into the +old current. They dwelt obstinately, unceasingly upon Montesma, the man +whose influence had awakened the slumbering soul from its torpor, had +stirred the deeps of a passionate nature. + +Slave-dealer, gambler, adventurer, liar--his name blackened by the +suspicion of a still darker crime. She shuddered at the thought of the +villain from whose snare she had been rescued: and yet, his image as he +had been to her in the brief golden time when she believed him noble, +and chivalrous, and true, haunted her lonely days, mixed itself with her +troubled dreams, came between her and every other thought. + +Everybody was good to her. That pale and joyless face, that look of +patient, hopeless suffering which she tried to disguise every now and +then with a faint forced smile, and silvery little ripple of society +laughter, seemed unconsciously to implore pity and pardon. Lady +Maulevrier uttered no word of reproach. 'My dearest, Fate has not been +kind to you,' she said, gently, after telling Lesbia of Lady Kirkbank's +visit. 'The handsomest women are seldom the happiest. Destiny seems to +have a grudge against them. And if things have gone amiss it is I who am +most to blame. I ought never to have entrusted you with such a woman as +Georgina Kirkbank. But you will be happier next season, I hope, dearest. +You can live with Mary and Hartfield. They will take care of you.' + +Lesbia shuddered. + +'Do you think I am going back to the society treadmill?' she exclaimed. +'No, I have done with the world. I shall end my days here, or in a +convent.' + +'You think so now, dear, but you will change your mind by-and-by. A +fancy that has lasted only a few weeks cannot alter your life. It will +pass as other dreams have passed. At your age you have the future before +you.' + +'No, it is the past that is always before me,' answered Lesbia. 'My +future is a blank.' + +The bills came pouring in; dressmaker, milliner, glover, bootmaker, +tailor, stationer, perfumer; awful bills which made Lady Maulevrier's +blood run cold, so degrading was their story of selfish self-indulgence, +of senseless extravagance. But she paid them all without a word. She +took upon her shoulders the chief burden of Lesbia's wrongdoing. It was +her indulgence, her weak preference which had fostered her +granddaughter's selfishness, trained her to vanity and worldly pride. +The result was ignominious, humiliating, bitter beyond all common +bitterness; but the cup was of her own brewing, and she drank it without +a murmur. + +Parliament was prorogued; the season was over; and Lord Hartfield was +established at Fellside for the autumn--he and his wife utterly happy in +their affection for each other, but not without care as to their +surroundings, which were full of trouble. First there was Lesbia's +sorrow. Granted that it was a grief which would inevitably wear itself +out, as other such griefs have done from time immemorial; but still the +sorrow was there, at their doors. Next, there was the state of Lady +Maulevrier's health, which gave her old medical adviser the gravest +fears. At Lord Hartfield's earnest desire a famous doctor was summoned +from London; but the great man could only confirm Mr. Horton's verdict. +The thread of life was wearing thinner every day. It might snap at any +hour. In the meantime the only regime was repose of body and mind, an +all-pervading calm, the avoidance of all exciting topics. One moment of +violent agitation might prove fatal. + +Knowing this, how could Lord Hartfield call her ladyship to account for +the presence of that mysterious old man under Steadman's charge?--how +venture to touch upon a topic which, by Mary's showing, had exercised a +most disturbing influence upon her ladyship's mind on that solitary +occasion when the girl ventured to approach the subject? + +He felt that any attempt at an explanation was impossible. It was not +for him to precipitate Lady Maulevrier's end by prying into her secrets. +Granted that shame and dishonour of some kind were involved in the +existence of that strange old man, he, Lord Hartfield, must endure his +portion in that shame--must be content to leave the dark riddle +unsolved. + +He resigned himself to this state of things, and tried to forget the +cloud that hung over the house of Haselden; but the sense of a mystery, +a fatal family secret, which must come to light sooner or later--since +all such secrets are known at last--known, sifted, and bandied about +from lip to lip, and published in a thousand different newspapers, and +cried aloud in the streets--the sense of such a secret, the dread of +such a revelation weighed upon him heavily. + +Maulevrier, the restless, was off to Argyleshire for the grouse shooting +as soon as he had deposited Lady Lesbia comfortably at Fellside. + +'I should only be in your way if I stopped,' he said, 'for you and Molly +have hardly got over the honeymoon stage yet, though you put on the airs +of Darby and Joan. I shall be back in a week or ten days.' + +'In Lady Maulevrier's state of health I don't think you ought to stay +away very long,' said Hartfield. + +'Poor Lady Maulevrier! She never cared much for me, don't you know. But +I suppose it would seem unkind if I were to be out of the way when the +end comes. The end! Good heavens! how coolly I talk of it; and a year +ago I thought she was as immortal as Fairfield yonder.' + +He went away, his spirits dashed by that awful thought of death, and +Lord and Lady Hartfield had the house to themselves, since Lesbia hardly +counted. She seldom left her own rooms, except to sit with her +grandmother for an hour. She lay on her sofa--or sat in a low arm-chair +by the window, reading Keats or Shelley--or only dreaming--dreaming over +the brief golden time of her life, with its fond delusions, its false +brightness. Mr. Horton went to see her every day--felt the feeble little +pulse which seemed hardly to have force enough to beat--urged her to +struggle against apathy and inertia, to walk a little, to go for a long +drive every day, to live in the open air--to which instructions she paid +not the slightest attention. The desire for life was gone. Disappointed +in her ambition, betrayed in her love, humiliated, duped, degraded--a +social failure. What had she to live for? She felt as if it would have +been a good thing, quite the best thing that could happen, if she could +turn her face to the wall and die. All that past season, its triumphs, +its pleasures, its varieties, was like a garish dream, a horror to look +back upon, hateful to remember. + +In vain did Mary and Hartfield urge Lesbia to join in their simple +pleasures, their walks and rides and drives, and boating excursions. She +always refused. + +'You know I never cared much for roaming about these everlasting hills,' +she told Mary. 'I never had your passion for Lakeland. It is very good +of you to wish to have me, but it is quite impossible. I have hardly +strength enough for a little walk in the garden.' + +'You would have more strength if you went out more,' pleaded Mary, +almost with tears. 'Mr. Horton says sun and wind are the best doctors +for you. Lesbia, you frighten me sometimes. You are just letting +yourself fade away.' + +'If you knew how I hate the world and the sky, Mary, you wouldn't urge +me to go out of doors,' Lesbia answered, moodily. 'Indoors I can read, +and get away from my own thoughts somehow, for a little while. But out +yonder, face to face with the hills and the lake--the scenes I have +known all my life--I feel a heart-sickness that is worse than death. It +maddens me to see that old, old picture of mountain and water, the same +for ever and ever, no matter what hearts are breaking.' + +Mary crept close beside her sister's couch, put her arm round her neck, +laid her cheek--rich in the ruddy bloom of health--against Lesbia's +pallid and sunken cheek, and comforted her as much as she could with +tender murmurs and loving kisses. Other comfort, she could give none. +All the wisdom in the world will not cure a girl's heart-sickness when +she has flung away the treasures of her love upon a worthless object. + +And so the days went by, peacefully, but sadly; for the shadow of doom +hung heavily over the house upon the Fell. Nobody who looked upon Lady +Maulevrier could doubt that her days were numbered, that the oil was +waxing low in the lamp of life. The end, the awful, mysterious end, was +drawing near; and she who was called was making no such preparations as +the Christian makes to answer the dread summons. As she had lived, she +meant to die--an avowed unbeliever. More than once Mary had taken +courage, and had talked to her grandmother of the world beyond, the +blessed hope of re-union with the friends we have lost, in a new and +brighter life, only to be met by the sceptic's cynical smile, the +materialist's barren creed. + +'My dearest, we know nothing except the immutable laws of material life. +All the rest is a dream--a beautiful dream, if you like--a consolation +to that kind of temperament which can take comfort from dreams; but for +anyone who has read much, and thought much, and kept as far as possible +on a level with the scientific intellect of the age--for such an one, +Mary, these old fables are too idle. I shall die as I have lived, the +victim of an inscrutable destiny, working blindly, evil to some, good to +others. Ah! love, life has begun very fairly for you. May the fates be +kind always to my gentle and loving girl!' + +There was more talk between them on this dark mystery of life and death. +Mary brought out her poor little arguments, glorified by the light of +perfect faith; but they were of no avail against opinions which had been +the gradual growth of a long and joyless life. Time had attuned Lady +Maulevrier's mind to the gospel of Schopenhauer and the Pessimists, and +she was contented to see the mystery of life as they had seen it. She +had no fear, but she had some anxiety as to the things that were to +happen after she was gone. She had taken upon herself a heavy burden, +and she had not yet come to the end of the road where her burden might +be laid quietly down, her task accomplished. If she fell by the wayside +under her load the consequences for the survivors might be full of +trouble. + +Her anxieties were increased by the fact that her faithful servant and +adviser, James Steadman, was no longer the man he had been. The change +in him was painfully evident--memory failing, energy gone. He came to +his mistress's room every morning, received her orders, answered her +questions; but Lady Maulevrier felt that he went through the old duties +in a mechanical way, and that his dull brain but half understood their +importance. + +One evening at dusk, just as Hartfield and Mary were leaving Lady +Maulevrier's room, after dinner, an appalling shriek ran through the +house--a cry almost as terrible as that which Lord Hartfield heard in +the summer midnight just a year ago. But this time the sound came from +the old part of the house. + +'Something has happened,' exclaimed Hartfield, rushing to the door of +communication. + +It was bolted inside. He knocked vehemently; but there was no answer. He +ran downstairs, followed by Mary, breathless, in an agony of fear. Just +as they approached the lower door, leading to the old house, it was +flung open, and Steadman's wife stood before them pale with terror. + +'The doctor,' she cried; 'send for Mr. Horton, somebody, for God's sake. +Oh, my lord,' with a sudden burst of sobbing, 'I'm afraid he's dead.' + +'Mary, despatch some one for Horton,' said Lord Hartfield. Keeping his +wife back with one hand, he closed the door against her, and then +followed Mrs. Steadman through the long low corridor to her husband's +sitting-room. + +James Steadman was lying upon his back upon the hearth, near the spot +were Lord Hartfield had seen him sleeping in his arm-chair a month ago. + +One look at the distorted face, dark with injected blood, the dreadful +glassy glare of the eyes, the foam-stained lips, told that all was over. +The faithful servant had died at his post. Whatever his charge had been, +his term of service was ended. There was a vacancy in Lady Maulevrier's +household. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + +THE DAY OF RECKONING. + + +Lord Hartfield stayed with the frightened wife while she knelt beside +that awful figure on the hearth, wringing her hands with piteous +bewailings and lamentations over the unconscious clay. He had always +been a good husband to her, she murmured; hard and stern perhaps, but a +good man. And she had obeyed him without a question. Whatever he did or +said she had counted right. + +'We have not had a happy life, though there are many who have envied us +her ladyship's favour,' she said in the midst of her lamentations. 'No +one knows where the shoe pinches but those who have to wear it. Poor +James! Early and late, early and late, studying her ladyship's +interests, caring and thinking, in order to keep trouble away from her. +Always on the watch, always on the listen. That's what wore him out, poor +fellow!' + +'My good soul, your husband was an old man,' argued Lord Hartfield, in +a consolatory tone, 'and the end must come to all of us somehow.' + +'He might have lived to be a much older man if he had had less worry,' +said the wife, bending her face to kiss the cold dead brow. 'His days +were full of care. We should have been happier in the poorest cottage in +Grasmere than we ever were in this big grand house.' + +Thus, in broken fragments of speech, Mrs. Steadman lamented over her +dead, while the heavy pendulum of the eight-day clock in the hall +sounded the slowly-passing moments, until the coming of the doctor broke +upon the quiet of the house, with the noise of opening doors and +approaching footsteps. + +James Steadman was dead. Medicine could do nothing for that lifeless +clay, lying on the hearth by which he had sat on so many winter nights, +for so many years of faithful unquestioning service. There was nothing +to be done for that stiffening form, save the last offices for the dead; +and Lord Hartfield left Mr. Horton to arrange with the weeping woman as +to the doing of these. He was anxious to go to Lady Maulevrier, to break +to her, as gently as might be, the news of her servant's death. + +And what of that strange old man in the upper rooms? Who was to attend +upon him, now that the caretaker was laid low? + +While Lord Hartfield lingered on the threshold of the door that led from +the old house to the new, pondering this question, there came the sound +of wheels on the carriage drive, and then a loud ring at the hall door. + +It was Maulevrier, just arrived from Scotland, smelling of autumn rain +and cool fresh air. + +'Dreadfully bored on the moors,' he said, as they shook hands. 'No +birds--nobody to talk to--couldn't stand it any longer. How are the +sisters? Lesbia better? Why, man alive, how queer you look! Nothing +amiss, I hope?' + +'Yes, there is something very much amiss. Steadman is dead.' + +'Steadman! Her ladyship's right hand. That's rather bad. But you will +drop into his stewardship. She'll trust your long head, I know. Much +better that she should look to her granddaughter's husband for advice in +all business matters than to a servant. When did it happen?' + +'Half an hour ago. I was just going to Lady Maulevrier's room when you +rang the bell. Take off your Inverness, and come with me.' + +'The poor grandmother,' muttered Maulevrier. 'I'm afraid it will be a +blow.' + +He had much less cause for fear than Lord Hartfield, who knew of deep +and secret reasons why Steadman's death should be a calamity of dire +import for his mistress. Maulevrier had been told nothing of that scene +with the strange old man--the hidden treasures--the Anglo-Indian +phrases--which had filled Lord Hartfield's mind with the darkest doubts. + +If that half-lunatic old man, described by Lady Maulevrier as a kinsman +of Steadman's, were verily the person Lord Hartfield believed, his +presence under that roof, unguarded by a trust-worthy attendant, was +fraught with danger. It would be for Lady Maulevrier, helpless, a +prisoner to her sofa, at death's door, to face that danger. The very +thought of it might kill her. And yet it was imperative that the truth +should be told her without delay. + +The two young men went to her ladyship's sitting room. She was alone, a +volume of her favourite Schopenhauer open before her, under the light of +the shaded reading-lamp. Sorry comfort in the hour of trouble! + +Maulevrier went over to her and kissed her; and then dropped silently +into a chair near at hand, his face in shadow. Hartfield seated himself +nearer the sofa, and nearer the lamp. + +'Dear Lady Maulevrier, I have come to tell you some very bad news--' + +'Lesbia?' exclaimed her ladyship, with a frightened look. + +'No, there is nothing wrong with Lesbia. It is about your old servant +Steadman.' + +'Dead?' faltered Lady Maulevrier, ashy pale, as she looked at him in the +lamplight. + +He bent his head affirmatively. + +'Yes. He was seized with apoplexy--fell from his chair to the hearth, +and never spoke or stirred again.' + +Lady Maulevrier uttered no word of sorrow or surprise. She lay, looking +straight before her into vacancy, the pale attenuated features rigid as +if they had been marble. What was to be done--what must be told--whom +could she trust? Those were the questions repeating themselves in her +mind as she stared into space. And no answer came to them. + +No answer came, except the opening of the door opposite her couch. The +handle turned slowly, hesitatingly, as if moved by feeble fingers; and +then the door was pushed slowly open, and an old man came with shuffling +footsteps towards the one lighted spot in the middle of the room. + +It was the old man Lord Hartfield had last seen gloating over his +treasury of gold and jewels--the man whom Maulevrier had never +seen--whose existence for forty years had been hidden from every +creature in that house, except Lady Maulevrier and the Steadmans, until +Mary found her way into the old garden. + +He came close up to the little table in front of Lady Maulevrier's +couch, and looked down at her, a strange, uncanny being, withered and +bent, with pale, faded eyes in which there was a glimmer of unholy +light. + +'Good-evening to you, Lady Maulevrier,' he said in a mocking voice. 'I +shouldn't have known you if we had met anywhere else. I think, of the +two of us, you are more changed than I.' + +She looked up at him, her features quivering, her haughty head drawn +back; as a bird shrinks from the gaze of a snake, recoiling, but too +fascinated to fly. Her eyes met his with a look of unutterable horror. +For some moments she was speechless, and then, looking at Lord +Hartfield, she said, piteously-- + +'Why did you let him come here? He ought to be taken care of--shut up. +It is Steadman's old uncle--a lunatic--I sheltered. Why is he allowed to +come to my room?' + +'I am Lord Maulevrier,' said the old man, drawing himself up and +planting his crutch stick upon the floor; 'I am Lord Maulevrier, and this +woman is my wife. Yes, I am mad sometimes, but not always. I have my bad +fits, but not often. But I never forget who and what I am, Algernon, +Earl of Maulevrier, Governor of Madras.' + +'Lady Maulevrier, is this horrible thing true?' cried her grandson, +vehemently. + +'He is mad, Maulevrier. Don't you see that he is mad?' she exclaimed, +looking from Hartfield to her grandson, and then with a look of loathing +and horror at her accuser. + +'I tell you, young man, I am Maulevrier,' said the accuser; 'there is no +one else who has a right to be called by that name, while I live. They +have shut me up--she and her accomplice--denied my name--hidden me from +the world. He is dead, and she lies there--stricken for her sins.' + +'My grandfather died at the inn at Great Langdale, faltered Maulevrier. + +'Your grandfather was brought to this house--ill--out of his wits. All +cloud and darkness here,' said the old man, touching his forehead. 'How +long has it been? Who can tell? A weary time--long, dark nights, full of +ghosts. Yes, I have seen him--the Rajah, that copper-faced scoundrel, +seen him as she told me he looked when she gave the signal to her slaves +to strangle him, there in the hall, where the grave was dug ready for +the traitor's carcass. She too--yes, she has haunted me, calling upon me +to give up her treasure, to restore her son.' + +'Yes,' cried the paralytic woman, suddenly lifted out of herself, as it +were, in a paroxysm of fury, every feature convulsed, every nerve +strained to its utmost tension; 'yes, this is Lord Maulevrier. You have +heard the truth, and from his own lips. You, his only son's only son. +You his granddaughter's husband. You hear him avow himself the +instigator of a diabolical murder; you hear him confess how his +paramour's husband was strangled at his false wife's bidding, in his own +palace, buried under the Moorish pavement in the hall of many arches. +You hear how he inherited the Rajah's treasures from a mistress who +died strangely, swiftly, conveniently, as soon so he had wearied of her, +and a new favourite had begun to exercise her influence. Such things are +done in the East--dynasties annihilated, kingdoms overthrown, poison or +bowstring used at will, to gratify a profligate's passion, or pay for a +spendthrift's extravagances. Such things were done when that man was +Governor of Madras as were never done by an Englishman in India before +his time. He went there fettered by no prejudices--he was more Mussulman +than the Mussulmen themselves--a deeper, darker traitor. And it was to +hide such crimes as these--to interpose the great peacemaker Death +between him and the Government which was resolved upon punishing him--to +save the honour, the fortune of my son, and the children who were to +come after him, the name of a noble race, a name that was ever stainless +until he defiled it--it was for this great end I took steps to hide that +feeble, useless life of his from the world he had offended; it was for +this end that I caused a peasant to be buried in the vault of the +Maulevriers, with all the pomp and ceremony that befits the funeral of +one of England's oldest earls. I screened him from his enemies--I saved +him from the ignominy of a public trial--from the execration of his +countrymen. His only punishment was to eat his heart under this roof, in +luxurious seclusion, his comfort studied, his whims gratified so far as +they could be by the most faithful of servants. A light penance for the +dark infamies of his life in India, I think. His mind was all but gone +when he came here, but he had his rational intervals, and in these the +burden of his lonely life may have weighed heavily upon him. But it was +not such a heavy burden as I have borne--I, his gaoler, I who have +devoted my existence to the one task of guarding the family honour.' + +He, whom she thus acknowledged as her husband, had sunk exhausted into a +chair near her. He took out his gold snuff-box, and refreshed himself +with a leisurely pinch of snuff, looking about him curiously all the +while, with a senile grin. That flash of passion which for a few minutes +had restored him to the full possession of his reason had burnt itself +out, and his mind had relapsed into the condition in which it had been +when he talked to Mary in the garden. + +'My pipe, Steadman,' he said, looking towards the door; 'bring me my +pipe,' and then, impatiently, 'What has become of Steadman? He has been +getting inattentive--very inattentive.' + +He got up, and moved slowly to the door, leaning on his crutch-stick, +his head sunk upon his breast, muttering to himself as he went; and thus +he vanished from them, like the spectre of some terrible ancestor which +had returned from the grave to announce the coming of calamity to a +doomed race. His grandson looked after him, with an expression of +intense displeasure. + +'And so, Lady Maulevrier,' he exclaimed, turning to his grandmother, 'I +have borne a title that never belonged to me, and enjoyed the possession +of another man's estates all this time, thanks to your pretty little +plot. A very respectable position for your grandson to occupy, upon my +life!' + +Lord Hartfield lifted his hand with a warning gesture. + +'Spare her,' he said. 'She is in no condition to endure your +reproaches.' + +Spare her--yes. Fate had not spared her. The beautiful face--beautiful +even in age and decay--changed suddenly as she looked at them--the mouth +became distorted, the eyes fixed: and then the heavy head fell back upon +the pillow--the paralysed form, wholly paralysed now, lay like a thing +of stone. It never moved again. Consciousness was blotted out for ever +in that moment. The feeble pulses of heart and brain throbbed with +gradually diminishing power for a night and a day; and in the twilight +of that dreadful day of nothingness the last glimmer of the light died +in the lamp, and Lady Maulevrier and the burden of her sin were beyond +the veil. + +Viscount Haselden, _alias_ Lord Maulevrier, held a long consultation +with Lord Hartfield on the night of his grandmother's death, as to what +steps ought to be taken in relation to the real Earl of Maulevrier: and +it was only at the end of a serious and earnest discussion that both +young men came to the decision that Lady Maulevrier's secret ought to be +kept faithfully to the end. Assuredly no good purpose could be achieved +by letting the world know of old Lord Maulevrier's existence. A +half-lunatic octogenarian could gain nothing by being restored to rights +and possessions which he had most justly forfeited. All that justice +demanded was that the closing years of his life should be made as +comfortable as care and wealth could make them; and Hartfield and +Haselden took immediate steps to this end. But their first act was to +send the old earl's treasure chest under safe convoy to the India House, +with a letter explaining how this long-hidden wealth, brought from India +by Lord Maulevrier, had been discovered among other effects in a +lumber-room at Lady Maulevrier's country house. The money so delivered +up might possibly have formed part of his lordship's private fortune; +but, in the absence of any knowledge as to its origin, his grandson, the +present Lord Maulevrier, preferred to deliver it up to the authorities +of the India House, to be dealt with as they might think fit. + +The old earl made no further attempt to assert himself. He seemed +content to remain in his own rooms as of old, to potter about the +garden, where his solitude was as complete as that of a hermit's cell. +The only moan be made was for James Steadman, whose services he missed +sorely. Lord Hartfield replaced that devoted servant by a clever +Austrian valet, a new importation from Vienna, who understood very +little English, a trained attendant upon mental invalids, and who was +quite capable of dealing with old Lord Maulevrier. + +Lord Hartfield went a step farther; and within a week of those two +funerals of servant and mistress, which cast a gloom over the peaceful +valley of Grasmere, he brought down a famous mad-doctor to diagnose his +lordship's case. There was but little risk in so doing, he argued with +his friend, and it was their duty so to do. If the old man should assert +himself to the doctor as Lord Maulevrier, the declaration would pass as +a symptom of his lunacy. But it happened that the physician arrived at +Fellside on one of Lord Maulevrier's bad days, and the patient never +emerged from the feeblest phase of imbecility. + +'Brain quite gone,' pronounced the doctor, 'bodily health very poor. +Take him to the South of France for the winter--Hyeres, or any quiet +place. He can't last long.' + +To Hyeres the old man was taken, with Mrs. Steadman as nurse, and the +Austrian valet as body-servant and keeper. Mary, for whom, in his +brighter hours he showed a warm affection, went with him under her +husband's wing. + +Lord Hartfield rented a chateau on the slope of an olive-clad hill, +where he and his young wife, whose health was somewhat delicate at this +time, spent a winter in peaceful seclusion; while Lesbia and her brother +travelled together in Italy. The old man's strength improved in that +lovely climate. He lived to see the roses and orange blossoms of the +early spring, and died in his arm-chair suddenly, without a pang, while +Mary sat at his feet reading to him: a quiet end of an evil and troubled +life. And now he whom the world had known as Lord Maulevrier was verily +the earl, and could hear himself called by his title once more without a +touch of shame. + +The secret of Lady Maulevrier's sin had been so faithfully kept by the +two young men that neither of her granddaughters knew the true story of +that mysterious person whom Mary had first heard of as James Steadman's +uncle. She and Lesbia both knew that there were painful circumstances of +some kind connected with this man's existence, his hidden life in the +old house at Fellside; but they were both content to learn no more. +Respect for their grandmother's memory, sorrowful affection for the +dead, prevailed over natural curiosity. + +Early in February Maulevrier sent decorators and upholsterers into the +old house in Curzon Street, which was ready before the middle of May to +receive his lordship and his young wife, the girlish daughter of a +Florentine nobleman, a gazelle-eyed Italian, with a voice whose every +tone was music, and with the gentlest, shyest, most engaging manners of +any girl in Florence. Lady Lesbia, strangely subdued and changed by the +griefs and humiliations of her last campaign, had been her brother's +counsellor and confidante throughout his wooing of his fair Italian +bride. She was to spend the season under her brother's roof, to help to +initiate young Lady Maulevrier in the mysterious rites of London +society, and to warn her of those rocks and shoals which had wrecked her +own fortunes. + +The month of May brought a son and heir to Lord Hartfield; and it was +not till after his birth that Mary, Countess of Hartfield, was presented +to her sovereign, and began her career as a matron of rank and standing, +very much overpowered by the weight of her honours, and looking forward +with delight to the end of the season and a flight to Argyleshire with +her husband and baby. + + +THE END. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's Phantom Fortune, A Novel, by M. E. 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