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Kitty's Hands are Full. + +XXI. The Last. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +FATE AND A RUSTY NAIL. + +On such an afternoon, when all the rest of the world lay in the fierce +glare of the scorching sun, who could blame the children for choosing to +perch themselves on the old garden wall, where it was so cool, and +shady, and enticing? And who, as Kitty often asked tragically in the +days and weeks that followed, could have known that by doing so "they +were altering their fates for ever"? + +The four of them talked a great deal in those days of their "fates;" +it sounded so mysterious and grand, and so interesting too, for, of +course, no one could know what lay in store for them all, and the most +wonderful and surprising events might happen. They did happen to some +people, and why not to them? + +"I am quite sure something will happen to me some day," said Betty, with +a very wise and serious look. + +"I shouldn't be surprised," said Dan with mock seriousness, +"if something did." + +"I mean something wonderful, of course," added Betty. "Don't," with a +superior air, "be silly, Dan. Things must happen to somebody, or there +would never be any." + +Later that same day they realized for the first time that small events +could be interesting and important too, and that while they were +thinking of their "fates" as something to be spun and woven in the +mysterious future, the shuttle was already flying fast. + +As I said before, the old wall was particularly cool and +tempting-looking that sunny afternoon, for the high, untrimmed laurel +hedge on the other side of the path behind them threw a deep broad +shadow over the flat top of it, and shade was what one appreciated most +on that hot day. All the ground in Gorlay sloped, for Gorlay was built +on two hills, while the gardens of all the houses on either side sloped +either up or down another and a steeper hill. Dr. Trenire's house was +on the left-hand side of the street, as one walked up it, and it was the +steep slope up of the garden behind it that made the old wall so +fascinating. + +To reach the garden from the house one had to pass through a cobbled +yard, with the back wing of the house and a stable on one side of it, +and a coach-house and another stable on the other. The garden and the +garden wall were at the end. From the yard the wall ran up to a good +height--to the children it seemed immense, as high as the tower of +Babel, though were they to go back now and look at it I dare say they +would find it quite insignificant, for walls have a curious way of +decreasing an inch or two with every year one grows older. + +To the children, though, its two chief charms were that it had a broad +flat top on which one could sit and dangle one's legs over the abyss +below, and that from the garden it was so low that by just walking over +a flower-bed one could step right on to it, while from that eminence one +could command a view of the back door, the side door, the stables, and +all that went on in the yard. So that, in addition to being cool and +shady, it really was a most attractive and alluring spot. + +A vine with a wealth of pretty leaves and long graceful tendrils covered +the front of the stable and side of the house, and some years there +would be a few bunches of little green grapes hanging amongst the +leaves. Through the open stable window, festooned by the vine, dear old +Prue, Dr. Trenire's well-beloved and faithful mare, would thrust out her +head and gaze dreamily at the life in the yard, or at nothing; and the +children, if they were about, would rub her nose and fondle her +lovingly, and bring her handfuls of grass, or carrots, or sugar. +Sometimes, too, "Pinkie," the yellow cat, would seat herself on the +narrow sill of the stable window, close to Prue's cheek, until, finding +the air too chilly, or the children too noisy, or sleep overcoming her, +she would go inside and curl herself up on Prue's back for a nap. + +To-day, though, neither Prue nor Pinkie were to be seen. +Apparently they were both indulging in an afternoon nap in the shady +stable, for it really was a very hot day, and the sun fell full on the +vine and the stable window. + +Unfortunately it fell on the door too, and showed up a most inviting and +enticing-looking spot where the sun had once raised a blister on the +paint. + +Every one will admit that there is a wonderful fascination about a nice +soft paint-blister, and busy fingers had quickly peeled this one off, +with the result that to-day there was a spot which made as good a target +as any one could possibly desire, and just within range of their perch +on the wall. There was also, unfortunately, quite close at hand a +supply of perfect ammunition in the shape of a heap of small stones and +rubbish which they had swept together a few days before when seized by a +sudden mania for tidying up the garden. Of course, had they been really +good children, they would have finished their job by shovelling up the +heap and carrying it away; but they grew very tired, and the work was +hard, and they felt they really had done a great deal for one day. +So the heap was left in the path until, on this hot afternoon, they +found a new and not at all tiring way of disposing of most of it. + +They kept up such a sharp fire, and made such a noise, that presently +Jabez, the coachman and general factotum, was dancing with rage in the +yard below--rage at the noise they were making and the litter he foresaw +he would have to sweep up before "the master" saw the place, and added +rage at the calm unconcern with which they ignored his commands. + +The children, though really very much attached to Jabez, unfortunately +felt no fear of him, and above all things they loved to tease him. +They would not willingly have hurt him on any account whatever, but, as +they said afterwards, when he deliberately placed himself between them +and their target, and dared them to throw another stone, why of course +he had to put up with what he got; and what he got most particularly was +a nasty blow on the forehead from a piece of old wood that Dan threw at +him. + +Dan, as he explained at the time, really selected the wood out of pure +humanity, because he thought it would be softer than a stone if it +should happen to strike any one; and, as he argued emphatically, +"it was ridiculous to think he could have known that Jabez was going to +duck his silly head at the very wrong moment, and it was even more +ridiculous of Jabez to accuse him of knowing that there was a large +rusty nail in the wood, for Jabez knew as well as possible that he, Dan, +would have been only too jolly glad to have had the nail, for he was +collecting old iron as hard as he could, intending to sell it the very +next time the 'old-iron' man came round." + +Instead of which it was taken by Jabez, along with his bleeding head, +straight into the presence of Dr. Trenire, who happened at the moment to +be sitting in his study, trying to get a little sorely-needed rest. +The doctor had been out all the previous night at a most trying case, +and body and brain were weary, his nerves all on edge, his patience +nearly exhausted, and he had no time or inclination for unpleasant +interruptions and unnecessary worries. Altogether there could not have +been a much more unpropitious moment for any one to have gone to him +than that which Jabez chose. + +As a rule Dr. Trenire was only too gentle and kind and patient with his +four motherless children; but to-day, when they slowly, and at a +discreet distance, followed Jabez into the study, Kitty felt a sudden +conviction that things were not going to be quite as simply and easily +got over as usual. She saw a look cross her father's face such as she +had never seen on it before, and for the first time in her careless, +happy-go-lucky life realized with keen compunction what a sad, tired, +patient face it was, and suddenly she found herself wanting to do things +for him to try to cheer and help him, and wished most heartily that they +had done anything but bring fresh worry and unpleasantness to him. + +But before he inquired into the particulars of the squabble, Dr. Trenire +attended to the wound. It was only a surface one, but the skin was torn +rather badly, and Jabez was bleeding a good deal, and groaning with all +his might. + +"Get me some hot water." + +Only too glad to be able to do anything to help, Kitty ran off; but to +run for hot water was one thing, to get it was quite another. The fire +was out, the kitchen was littered with dishes and pots and pans, and +Fanny the cook, with a dirty apron on and no cap, was fast asleep in her +chair by the window, just as though she had not a care or a duty in the +world. The squalor and muddle of the whole place could not fail to +strike any one, even casual Kitty; and to her it brought a deeper +feeling, one of trouble and remorse, for, in response to her own +pleading, her father had made her his housekeeper--and this was how she +had fulfilled her duties! In fact, she had given herself no duties; she +had shirked them. She had left everything to the servants, and as long +as she had been free and untroubled, and meals of a kind had been served +at more or less regular intervals, had bothered no further. + +"Fanny!" she called sharply, "do wake up! Why haven't you got a fire, +and a kettle boiling?" + +Fanny awoke with a start, which in itself is enough to make a person +cross; and to have been caught asleep, with her work not done, made her +crosser. "I don't want a great fire burning on a hot afternoon like +this," she answered sharply. "You wouldn't like it yourself if you had +to sit by it, Miss Kitty; and if it's your tea you'm wanting, well, it +isn't tea-time yet. When 'tis, you will find 'tis ready." + +"Um--m!" said Kitty loftily, in a tone that expressed most emphatic +doubt of Fanny's statement. + +"What is it you're routing about in the cupboards for, miss? I don't +like to have folks coming into my kitchen, turning everything over and +rummaging round. I shan't know where to find a thing when I wants to. +What is it you'm looking for?" + +"The methylated spirit and the little stove," said Kitty. "I _must_ +have some hot water, Fanny, and quickly. Father wants some. There has +been an accident." + +Fanny changed her tone, and her expression grew a little milder. +"We haven't got a leak, miss. We ran out of it a week ago. I told +Emily to tell you--but there, I might as well talk to the wind as talk +to her--" + +"Oh dear," interrupted Kitty, "whatever shall I do? Jabez is bleeding +so he will bleed to death--" + +"Jabez! Oh my! Whatever has happened, Miss Kitty?" Suddenly Fanny's +whole manner changed to one of anxious eagerness and deep concern. +"Is it--is it dangerous, miss? How did it happen? What's he done?" +Fanny had been so sound asleep that she had not noticed the noise in the +yard, or the little procession pass the kitchen window on its way to the +study. + +"I don't think it is very bad," said Kitty. "Dan threw a piece of wood, +and it--it hit Jabez on the forehead, and--and oh, Fanny, what will +father think? I believe he is angry with us already, and you know he +was out all night and is very tired, and he will be more angry if +there's no hot water or anything he wants, and I--I did so want to help +him." + +Fanny, who appeared more concerned about Jabez than about her master, +was, with a lavish use of sticks, kindling a big blaze under a small +kettle, and soon had water ready as hot as it was needed. Kitty, +greatly relieved, ran back with it to her father. + +"I suppose, as usual, there was none," he said gravely, "though I have +said until I am tired that in a doctor's house there should always be a +supply;" and Kitty could find nothing to say. + +Jabez by this time was seated in a chair, facing the light. He was +looking very pale and subdued. The thought of having his wound +washed and dressed upset him far more than did the wound itself. +Betty and Anthony were sitting on two of the stiffest and most +uncomfortable-looking chairs in the room, with very grave expressions +on their pale but not too clean faces. Dan was standing by the window +looking intensely nervous and uncomfortable. He glanced frequently from +Jabez to his father, and back again, and Kitty could see he was longing +to say something, but did not know how to. She was very sorry that it +had been Dan who had dealt the fatal blow. She almost wished that it +had been she herself who had done it, for their father was never quite +so severe with her or Betty as with the boys. + +With the feeling still on her that trouble was coming, she fried to make +herself as useful as possible; but as she knew little or nothing as to +where anything was kept, she was more of a hindrance than a help, and +her hopes were blighted by her father's order to them all to leave the +room. + +"I will see you presently," he said sternly. "I will either come to you +or send for you when I am ready;" and, feeling very crushed, they made +their way to the old nursery, now called "the schoolroom," and there +waited with curiously mingled feelings for what was to happen next. +They did not expect it to be anything _very_ serious; but they hated to +vex their father, and they felt that now they really had vexed him. + +Oh how slowly the minutes passed, and what a lot of them there were! +It seemed to them that time enough had elapsed in which to have set +every limb that Jabez possessed, and to hear the recital of every wrong +he had ever received at their hands; and by the time they heard their +father's footstep coming their hopes and fears had gone up and down +again many times, and they had pictured themselves sentenced to every +possible and impossible punishment that their minds could imagine. + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +THE NEWS, AND HOW THEY RECEIVED IT. + +When the door opened and Dr. Trenire came in with the heavy tread of a +very weary man, and the face of a very worried one, another and a larger +wave of shame and remorse rushed over them all. + +Dan stepped forward at once to put his feelings into words. "I am +fearfully sorry, father," he said impetuously. "I--I was a brute to +throw the things at Jabez; but I--I never meant to hurt him. Is it very +bad?" + +"It is not a serious wound by any means," said the doctor slowly; +"but, of course, the wood was old and dirty, and the nail rusty, and +there is always danger of blood-poisoning." + +"Oh, I hadn't thought of that," said Dan, looking alarmed. + +"No, that is just it," sighed the doctor; "you don't think. No one in +the house thinks, it seems to me. I suppose, though, it isn't your +fault; you have no one to teach you," and he sighed a heavy, harassed +sigh. + +The children's mother had died nearly five years earlier, when Kitty was +nine, and Anthony but a year old. For a time a housekeeper had been +employed to manage both children and servants; but so uncomfortable had +been her rule, so un-homelike the house, so curbed and dreary the +children's lives, that when Kitty reached the mature age of thirteen her +father, only too glad to banish the stranger from their midst, had given +in to her pleading, and with high hopes of a home which would be happy +and homelike once more, allowed her to become housekeeper and mistress +of the house. + +Unfortunately, though, Kitty had had no training. Her mother had been +an excellent manager; but Kitty was only a little thing when she lost +her, and her life had mostly been spent, happily enough, in nursery and +schoolroom. Mrs. Trenire's wish had been that her children should have +a happy childhood, so all family troubles, all anxieties, domestic +worries and details, were kept from them, and the result was that, +beyond the nursery and schoolroom life, they knew nothing. Kitty had +not the least idea how rooms were cleaned, or meals provided, or +anything. Then had come the housekeeper, who for other reasons had kept +the children to their own quarters. She resented any interference or +questioning, and objected to any trouble they might give her, but as +long as they amused themselves and kept out of her way, they were free +to do pretty much as they wished. + +Under the circumstances it was not greatly to be wondered at that when +Kitty took up the reins of management, life at Dr. Trenire's was not +well-ordered and free from muddle, and that the doctor himself looked +worried, and sad, and careworn. + +The pity of it was that Kitty did not try to learn even the very +simplest things in housekeeping, and in that lay the root of the trouble +and the cause of all that followed. Though when four wild young +spirits, that have been bottled up and corked down for years, suddenly +find themselves free and able to do what they like when they like, +without having to render an account to any one, it would be rather +wonderful if they did settle down and become quite staid and steady all +at once. + +Kitty it was, though, who was most at fault. She had begged to be +allowed to manage the house, and, having got her wish, she just seized +the advantages and revelled in the freedom, but ignored the +responsibilities; and no one was more acutely aware of this fact than +was Kitty herself during the next half-hour, when their father talked so +gravely to them all in the schoolroom. + +"I have been thinking a great deal," he said, as he dropped wearily into +the roomy old chair by the fireplace--the chair where their mother used +to sit and tell them stories, and hear them say their prayers before +they went to bed. "I have thought over the whole situation, as well as +my tired brain will let me, and I have come to the conclusion that for +all our sakes I must get some one to come and look after us." + +"O father!" gasped Kitty in utter dismay. She had never thought that +anything as dreadful as this could happen. + +"Evidently the management of the house and all of us is beyond Kitty," +went on Dr. Trenire; "and that is not to be wondered at. We are a large +family on the whole, and a doctor's house is not an ordinary one, and it +is not surprising that everything should have got into a state of muddle +and confusion." + +Kitty felt, but could not say, that she had never really tried to manage +it; that as long as things had gone on without any open fiasco, and they +had been able to enjoy themselves, and the servants had not been +bad-tempered, she had been quite content. She could not make that +confession now, and if she had it would not have done any good. + +"The house _must_ be orderly and well managed, the meals properly +arranged and served, and the servants kept in order, and I should be +very culpable if I did not see that it was so," went on her father +slowly. "So, after much thought and hesitation, for I am very reluctant +to admit even a comparative stranger into our midst again, I feel that +the only thing to be done is to write to your dear mother's cousin, Mrs. +Pike, and ask her to come and make her home with us. She once offered +to, and I think now, if she is still willing, it will be well to accept +her kind offer." + +A stifled cry of dismay broke from the four shocked listeners--a cry +they could not repress. "Aunt Pike!" Aunt Pike, of all people, to come +to live with them! Oh, it was too dreadful! It could not be--they +could never bear it! She had stayed with them once for a fortnight, and +it might have been a year from the impression it had left on their +memories. When she had left they had had a thanksgiving service in the +nursery, and Betty--solemn Betty--had prayed aloud, "From Aunt Pike, +pestilence, and famine, please deliver us." + +And now this dreaded aunt was to be asked to come again--not for a +fortnight only, but for many fortnights; and not as a guest, but as head +and mistress of them all, to manage them, to order them about, to make +them do as she chose. Oh, it was overwhelming, appalling, too appalling +to be true! + +"But there is Anna!" gasped Kitty. + +"I know," said Dr. Trenire, who really felt nearly as bad about it as +did his children. "Anna will live here too, probably. Of course we +could not expect her mother to leave her." + +This was the hardest blow, the final drop of bitterness their cup could +hold, the last straw on four overburthened camels. + +"But we all hate Anna," said Betty with slow, deliberate emphasis; +"and we shall hate her more if she is here always, wanting to play with +us, and go about with us, and--and--" + +"Betty, those remarks are unworthy of you," said her father gravely. + +"But they are quite true, daddy," said Tony solemnly, "and we've _got_ +to speak the truth and shame the devil. Jabez told us so." + +Dr. Trenire did not feel able or inclined to argue the point then. +Betty drew nearer to him and leaned against his shoulder. "Daddy," she +said in her grave, confiding way, "you won't like it either, a bit. +When Anna was here before you often used to say, 'Oh, that child!' and +you looked quite glad, as glad as we did, when she went away. I am sure +you will be sorry if she comes, nearly as sorry as we shall be, only you +will be able to go your rounds and get away from them every day; but +we," pathetically, "can't do that." + +Again Dr. Trenire was silent. He sometimes wished his younger +daughter's memory was less acute, and her love of reasoning less strong. +No one spoke, and until some one did, remarks would go on dropping from +Betty's lips. It was a way she had. She had never been known to cease +talking without being forcibly made to do so. "It does seem dreadful," +she went on thoughtfully, "that just because Jabez got his head hit we +must have Aunt Pike and Anna here for ever and ever, and be made very +unhappy. I am sure Jabez would rather have us punished in some other +way. Shall I ask him what he would like done to us instead?" she +finished up eagerly. + +"I don't want to punish you," said Dr. Trenire. "Don't run away with +the idea, children, that I am doing it for that purpose. It is that I +think it will be the best plan for all of us--for our comfort and +happiness, and your future good. I can't have you all growing up like +savages, untrained, uneducated, uncared for. What would you all say to +me when you grew up?" looking round at them with a smile. + +"I would say, 'Thank you,'" said Betty gravely. + +"I'd rather be a savage than anything," said Tony eagerly. + +Kitty and Dan were silent. Dan was old enough to realize something of +what his father meant; Kitty was altogether too upset to answer. +She was thinking that it was she who had brought all this on them; that +she might have saved them from it. The others blamed Jabez and his +tale-bearing; but Kitty in her heart of hearts felt that Jabez with his +cut forehead and his tale of woe was but a last link in the long chain +which she had forged--a chain which was to grapple to them Aunt Pike and +the unwelcome Anna. At the same time the injury to Jabez was a last +link, without which the chain might never have been completed. + +It was completed though, for that their father's mind was made up, his +decision final, they recognized only too clearly, and the glorious +summer day turned suddenly to blackest, dreariest night for all of them. + +By-and-by, though, after their father had left them, and they had talked +things over amongst themselves, some of Kitty's remorse gave way to a +rebellion against fate. "How could they have known," she demanded +tragically, "that by just sitting on the garden wall that afternoon they +were changing and spoiling their lives for ever, and giving Aunt Pike +the chance she had been longing for, the chance of coming there to +'boss' them? How was one to know what one might do and what one +mightn't? What was the use of trying? There was no going against +'fate'! If it was their fate to have everything spoilt by her, she +would have come even if Jabez had never been hurt at all, and everything +had been quite right and perfect." + +"I shall never sit on that old wall again without expecting something to +happen," said Betty in solemn tones. + +"And you will never be disappointed after _she_ comes," Dan foreboded +gloomily, "so it is just as well to be prepared." At which they all +groaned in miserable chorus. + +By-and-by they straggled downstairs again and out into the yard. +The house was really unbearably hot, and seemed too small to allow their +minds to grasp all they had to grasp. They had a sort of gloomy +longing, too, to revisit the spot where so much had happened, to go over +the familiar ground and see if the bright outer world looked different +at all; there surely must be some sign of the tragedy that had befallen +them. + +In the outer world things had changed very much. The sun had +disappeared, and the sky was heavy and overcast with threatenings of the +storm that had been brewing all the day; the old wall looked gray, and +sad, and uninviting. + +"Just as though it knew," thought Kitty. + +In the yard Prue was standing somewhat dejectedly, evidently waiting to +be harnessed; Jabez was creeping about, getting out the carriage in +preparation for a journey. He looked quite imposing with his bandaged +head, and he was taking himself very seriously. He glanced furtively at +the children, and bore himself with an air of patient but superior +resignation. In his heart he was really vexed with himself for having +complained of them, though he felt it would not do to let them know it. + +Betty, Dan, and Tony felt so bitterly the ill turn he had done them that +they walked through the yard and up into the garden without a word or a +glance--a cut on the forehead seemed so trifling compared with what they +had to bear. Jabez, who had expected anger or teasing on their parts, +felt this coldness greatly; he was not used to that kind of treatment, +and it hurt him. Kitty, though, was so struck by the sight of his +preparations that for the moment she forgot him and his injuries. + +"Father hasn't to go out again to-night, has he, Jabez?" she asked +anxiously, staying behind while the others strolled on. + +"Yes, miss, he hev. He've got to go to Welland to once. They've just +sent in." + +"Are you going too?" looking at his bandaged head. + +"No, miss," with a resigned air. "Master says I'm to go 'ome and 'ave a +good night's rest--that is if so be as I can get to sleep." + +"But who is going to drive father?" interrupted Kitty. + +"Master said as 'ow he'd drive hisself." + +Kitty remembered the weary look on her father's face, the sleepless +night he had had, the long, busy day. "Jabez," she said with quiet +firmness, "I am going to drive father; then perhaps he will be able to +sleep a little in the carriage. Don't say anything to him, but I'll be +in the carriage when you drive it round for him, and then I expect he +will let me go." + +Jabez looked dubiously first at the sky and then at Kitty. + +"I can drive; you know I can," she said eagerly. "Now don't be nasty, +Jabez; we have got trouble enough as it is." + +"'Tis my belief there's a nasty storm brewing--" + +"I love a storm, especially when I am driving through it." + +"I was putting in the old mare on purpose, 'cause she stands thunder and +lightning better than what Billy does, but--" + +"Jabez, you may say what you like, but I am going, unless father stops +me; so don't bother to say any more about it. I know the way, and +father trusts me to drive." + +"I wasn't going against 'ee, Miss Kitty. If you'm set on it you'm set +on it, and 'tisn't no manner of use for me to talk." + +Dan and the others came sauntering down from the garden again. +"Jabez, you might give me the nail out of that bit of wood," said Dan; +"every half-ounce counts, and I want to get enough iron to sell." + +Jabez shook his head knowingly. He would rather not have had any +further reference made to the affair, for he was really devoted to them +all, and was ashamed of his part in it. He always made a point, though, +of seeming to distrust them; he thought it safer. + +"Ah, I ain't so sure," he began, "that it'd be wise of me to let 'ee +'ave it. I dunno what more 'arm you mightn't be doing with it." + +"We couldn't do more harm than you have done already," snapped Dan. +"You've nailed Aunt Pike fast to the house with it, and it will take +more than we can do to get her away again." + +"What be saying of, sir?" asked Jabez, bewildered, and suddenly +realizing that their sombre faces and manner meant something more than +usual. "Mrs. Pike--" + +"Father is going to send and ask Aunt Pike to live here, and it's your +fault," said Betty concisely. "It was your complaining about Dan that +did it." + +Jabez gasped. He knew the lady well, and preserved a vivid recollection +of her former visit. "She hain't a-coming visiting here again, is she, +sur?" he groaned. + +"Visiting! It's much worse than that, a thousand times worse. She is +coming here for good, to manage all of us--and you too!" they gasped. + +Jabez dropped helpless on to an upturned bucket, the picture of hopeless +dejection. "There won't be no peace in life no more," he said, "and I +shan't be allowed to show my nose in the kitchen. I'd have had my old +'ead scat abroad every day of my life and never have told rather than +I'd have helped to do this. Was it really me telling on 'ee, sur, that +made the master settle it so?" + +"Yes," nodded Dan, "that finished it." + +Jabez groaned again in sheer misery. "I dunno, I'm sure, whatever made +me take and do it. I've stood so much more from all of 'ee and never so +much as opened my lips. I reckon 'twas the weather made me a bit +peppery like--" + +"It was fate," interposed Kitty gravely. "It must have been something, +for sure," breathed Jabez, with a dreary shake of his head. + +"Make haste and get Prue harnessed," said Kitty, "or the storm will +begin before we start, and then father won't let me go;" and Jabez, with +another gloomy shake of his head, rose from the upturned bucket and +proceeded with his task. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +A DRIVE AND A SLICE OF CAKE. + +With one thing and another Jabez was so agitated as to be quite +incapable of hurrying, and Kitty, who could harness or unharness a horse +as well as any one, had to help him. She fastened the trace on one +side, buckled up the girths, and finally clambered up into the carriage +while Jabez was still fumbling with the bit and the reins. She caught +the braid of her frock in the step as she mounted, and ripped down many +inches of it, but that did not trouble her at all. + +"Have you got a knife in your pocket, Dan?" she asked calmly; and Dan +not only produced a knife, but hacked off the hanging braid for her and +threw it away. + +"I do wish I could go too," said Betty wistfully. "I'd love to drive +all over the downs at night, particularly if there was a storm coming. +May I come too, Kitty?" + +But Kitty, for several reasons, vetoed the suggestion. For one thing +she wanted to be alone with her father, to try her powers of argument +and persuasion against the summoning of Aunt Pike and Anna into their +midst; for another, she felt that to be driving in the dark, and +probably through a storm, was responsibility enough, without the care of +Betty added; and she felt, too, that though her father might be induced +to let one of them go with him, he would, under such circumstances, +shrink from the pleasure of their united company. + +"No, Bet," she answered firmly, "you can't come to-night. I--I want to +talk things over with father; but," with sudden inspiration, "I tell +you what you can do, and it would be awfully sweet of you. You coax +Fanny to get something very nice for supper by the time we come home, +and see that Emily has the table properly laid, and that the glasses are +clean, and that there are knives enough, and--oh, you know, all sorts of +things." + +"I know," said Betty, quite as delighted with the responsibility thrust +on her as she would have been with permission to go for the drive. + +Dr. Trenire came out presently with some letters in his hand, which he +gave to Jabez. "Post those without fail," he said, then mounted to his +seat. He was so absorbed, or bothered, or tired, that he did not at +first observe Kitty's presence, or, at any rate, object to it; and when +he did notice her, all he said was, "O Kitty, are you going to drive me? +That is very good of you; but isn't it rather late for you?" + +"No, father," said Kitty, relieved by his tone. "I love driving by +night, and I--I thought it would rest you to have some one to drive. +Perhaps you will be able to have a nap on the way." + +"I shouldn't be surprised if I did," said her father, with a smile. +"I feel as though my head is asleep already. Have we got the lamps?" + +"Yes, I think everything is right," and, gathering up the reins, off she +drove down through the street. + +Every one they met smiled and saluted them in some way, and Kitty smiled +back, well pleased. To be perched up on the box-seat, with the reins in +her hand, in a position of real trust, gave her the happiest thrills +imaginable. Horses, and riding and driving, were passions with her. + +At the bottom of the street they branched to their left, and went more +slowly up a steep hill, which wound on and on, gradually growing steeper +and steeper, past villas and cottages and pretty gardens, until at last +all dwellings were left behind, and only hedges bordered the wide road; +and then the hedges were passed too, and they were out on the open +downs with miles of rough level grassland stretching away on either side +of them, broken only by the flat white road along which they rolled so +easily. + +Up here, on this height, with nothing to intercept it, a little breeze +met them. It was a very faint little breeze, but it was refreshing. +Kitty drew in deep breaths of it with pleasure, for the closeness and +thunderousness of the atmosphere were very trying. The sky overhead +looked heavy and angry, black, with a dull red glow burning through here +and there, while a hot mist veiled the horizon. + +For a time they drove on without speaking, Prue's regular footfalls, the +noise of the wheels, and the sharp, clear calls of the birds alone +breaking the silence. Kitty was thinking deeply, trying to summon +courage to make her earnest, final appeal, and wondering how to begin. + +"Father," she began at last, "I--I wish you would give us one more +chance--trial, I mean. We would try to behave better, really we would; +and--and I will do my best to look after the house and the servants +properly. I am sure I can if I try. There shall always be hot water, +and--well, you see I feel it is all my fault, and I have brought it all +on the others--" + +Dr. Trenire came back with a start from his drowsy musings, and tried to +gather what it was that his daughter was saying, for she was rather +incoherent. Her voice shook at first with nervousness. "Eh, what?" he +stammered. + +It was disconcerting to Kitty to find that he had not been taking in a +word of what it had cost her such an effort to say. "I will do my best +to look after the house and the servants," she repeated desperately, +"if--" + +"But I am afraid, child, you really don't know how. It is not in anger, +Kitty, that I am making this new arrangement. I am doing it because I +feel you have a task entirely beyond your power, and for all your sakes +I must see that you have an orderly and comfortable home, and--" + +"It won't be _comfortable_," said Kitty pathetically. "It will never be +that any more." + +"You must not begin by being prejudiced against your aunt," reasoned her +father gently. + +"I am not, father, really; we are not prejudiced," she answered; "but we +know, and--and every one else knows that--that--well, when I told Jabez +what was going to happen, he sat down on a bucket and he looked--he +looked at first as though he were going to faint, and then as though he +would leave. I feel nearly certain he will not stay, I really do, +father. Aunt Pike was always down on him." + +Dr. Trenire felt a little uneasy. He hated changes amongst his servants +when once he had grown used to them, and Jabez was a faithful and +valuable one in spite of his peculiarities. "You should have thought of +all this sooner," he said, rather crossly, "and not have made such a +step necessary." + +"But--but, father, if we promise now, and really mean it, and begin at +once, and--and--" Kitty was so excited she could hardly get her words +out, for she had quickly caught the signs of wavering in her father's +voice and manner. Already she felt as though victory were near. +"Anyhow, father, give us six months, or even three months more, just to +let us show that--" + +With an exclamation, Dr. Trenire leaned forward and pulled the right +rein sharply. "Take care, child," he cried; "you will have us over in +a moment. You have almost got this wheel over the edge of the ditch. +You _must_ learn to attend to the business in hand, or you will never +succeed in anything. Another inch and you would have upset us, and +probably have broken a spring." + +Dr. Trenire's nerves were on edge, and he spoke more sharply than was +usual with him. Kitty felt that she had made a bad beginning, her +spirits sank, and she lapsed into silence. But when they were once more +bowling smoothly along, her father's thoughts returned to her appeal. + +"I am afraid it is too late now," he said gently, sorry for his +momentary irritability. "I have already written to your aunt." + +Kitty turned a stricken face to him, and her hold of the reins loosened +again. "Written to Aunt Pike--already!" she gasped. "Oh!" But hope +rose again a moment later. "But you haven't posted it?" + +"Yes, I have. At least, I gave it, with some others, to Jabez to post. +It will have gone by the time we reach home." + +"Oh, how dreadful!" Kitty's fingers tightened on the reins. +Her impulse was to turn and drive back furiously to try and intercept +that fatal letter. "Father, do let me just drive quickly back and stop +it," she pleaded; but her father shook his head. + +"I must get on to see Sir James as speedily as I can. It would take us +nearly an hour to go home and reach this far again; the old gentleman +would think I wasn't coming to-night. Look at the sky, too; we must try +and get to Welland, if not home again, before the storm bursts. It will +be a bad one when it comes, and anything but pleasant or safe to be +driving through over an exposed road such as this; and even now I am +afraid it will be dark before we get home." + +Kitty knew that; but everything seemed trifling in comparison with this +affair of Aunt Pike, and she drove on in a state of mutiny and misery +very hard to bear, until by-and-by another comforting thought came to +her. If she could not recall that letter, perhaps she could induce her +father to write another to her aunt, telling her that after all he had +made other arrangements, and that there was no occasion to trouble her. +She would not say anything about it now though, and presently other +things occurred which helped to banish for the moment this particular +trouble from her mind. + +By the time they reached Welland it was very nearly dark, and Kitty felt +not a little nervous as she guided Prue through the gate leading into +the Manor grounds; for the turning was an awkward one, and the gate not +wide. She managed it, however, and drove along the drive and drew up +before the door in quite a masterly fashion. + +"I had better light the lamps by the time you come out," she said to her +father as he got down from the carriage; but before he could tell her +that One of the stablemen would probably come and see to the lamps and +Prue too, the hall door was opened by an anxious-faced maid. + +"We are glad you have come, sir," she exclaimed. "The master seems very +bad, and the mistress is very anxious." + +"I will be with your master in a moment," said the doctor cheerfully; +then, turning again to Kitty, "Hadn't you better come inside, dear? +You--" + +"Oh no," cried shy Kitty, to whom the suggestion was full of horror. +"Oh no. I would _much_ rather stay here, please, father. It is cooler +now, and I am very comfortable;" and Dr. Trenire, understanding her +nature, let her have her way, and followed the impatient maid to the +sickroom. + +Kitty, greatly relieved, was fastening the reins to the splashboard +before getting down to light the lamps, when a man appeared around the +corner of the house, and came towards her. + +"You had better go inside, miss, hadn't you?" he said, speaking as +though he were bidding her to go rather than asking her a question. +"I'll look after the mare." + +"Thank you," said Kitty decisively, "I would rather stay here." + +"I think we'm going to have a storm, and you'll get wet through before +the doctor comes out. I reckon he'll be some time." + +Kitty felt strongly inclined to say she would like nothing better than +to get wet through, and that she preferred sitting out in a storm to +anything else in the world. Why couldn't people let her do as she liked +best? It seemed to her that it was only for her to want to do one +thing, for every one to conspire to make her do another. And how +aggravating it was to have the man glued to Prue's bridle all the time, +as though Prue ever needed holding, or Kitty were absolutely incapable! +He was not at all a pleasant man; he spoke very sulkily and never +smiled. She wished for his departure even more fervently than he, she +felt, was wishing for hers, but she could not summon up courage to tell +him to go, nor could she get over her irritation with him sufficiently +to talk to him. So there they stayed in gloomy silence, and Kitty, to +add to her annoyance, was made to feel that she was acting foolishly, +and ought to have done what she particularly objected to doing. + +"Oh!" + +A sudden vivid flash of lightning drew the exclamation from her, and +made even quiet old Prue toss her head; and immediately after the flash +came a violent peal of thunder just above their heads, so violent that +it seemed as though the heavens themselves were being rent and shaken +and the house tumbling about them. Then came a quick patter, patter, +patter, swish, swish, and a storm of rain descended on them. + +"If you'll get out, miss, and go into the house, I'll take the mare and +the carriage round and put them under shelter, or the cushions and +things'll be soaking wet by the time the doctor comes out." + +There was a tone in the man's voice that Kitty could not ignore, though +she disliked him intensely for it--the more so, perhaps, because she +felt that he was in the right. He addressed her as though she were a +little wilful child, whose foolishness he had endured for some time, but +was not going to endure any longer. + +Kitty was _so_ annoyed that for a moment she felt that nothing would +induce her to dismount, and that if he chose to put the carriage under +shelter he could take her there along with it; but the prospect of +having to endure his society the whole time made her pause, and while +she paused the hall door was opened, and a lady appeared, peering out +into the darkness. Standing outlined against the lighted hall Kitty +could see her distinctly, while she, her eyes dazzled for the moment by +the light, could see nothing. + +"Did Dr. Trenire bring one of his little girls with him, Reuben?" + +"Yes'm." + +"Do come in at once, child. Which is it? Kitty?" + +"Yes," answered Kitty reluctantly. + +"Then do come in. Whatever makes you stay out in the storm?" cried Lady +Kitson. + +Kitty obediently, but most unwillingly, scrambled down from her seat. +Even from the carriage, and through the darkness, she could see how +charming and dainty Lady Kitson was looking. She had on a soft, flowing +gray silk gown, with white lace about her shoulders and arms, and her +beautiful golden hair gleamed brightly in the lamplight. Kitty, at +sight of her, suddenly realized with overwhelming shame that in her zeal +to drive her father and make her appeal, she had neither brushed her own +hair nor washed her hands, nor changed her old garden hat or morning +frock. She was, she knew, as disreputable-looking and untidy a daughter +as any father could feel ashamed of. + +"How stupid of me--how stupid of me," she thought, full of vexation with +herself, "when I knew I was coming here, too." + +There was nothing to be done, though, but to go in and live through this +ordeal as best she might. "Why do these things always happen to me?" +she groaned miserably. "If I had wanted very much to go in, and had had +on all new beautiful clothes, I should have been left out here to spoil +them. I wish father would come; he must have been gone quite half an +hour, I am sure, and Sir James can't want him any longer." + +In the hall Lady Kitson held out a delicate white hand, with sparkling +rings on her fingers, and took Kitty's grubby one in hers. Some persons +might not have noticed the roughness and stains and marks made by the +reins, but Kitty knew that Lady Kitson did. Her keen eyes missed +nothing, and probably before very long she would be retailing to Dr. +Trenire all his daughter's shortcomings, and the crying necessity for +sending her away to a good boarding-school at once. + +None of the Trenire children liked Lady Kitson, though they could hardly +have told you why. Poor Kitty felt now that she disliked her +exceedingly. + +"Come into the drawing-room; the girls are there." + +"The girls" were Lady Kitson's step-daughters. They were both of them +older than Kitty, but were inclined to be very friendly. The Trenire +children, though, did not respond much to their advances; they found +them uninteresting and silly, and never felt at home with them. +The truth was, they had no tastes in common, and probably never would +have. + +Kitty felt glad of their presence now though, for anything would be +better, she thought, than to have to sit for a long time with Lady +Kitson alone. At least she felt glad until, having been directed to a +low easy-chair facing them all, she suddenly caught sight of the two +jagged ends of braid hanging from the front breadth of her dress--the +braid Dan had hacked off with his knife. Both ends hung down two or +three inches, and no eye could avoid seeing them. From them her glance +travelled to her shabby old shoes, the spots on her frock, her hands. +Her face flushed a fiery red and her eyes filled. Not for any +consideration could she at that moment have raised her eyes. She knew, +she felt those gimlet glances, the looks and meaning smiles that were +being exchanged, and she writhed under them, while her heart felt very +full and sore. She could not talk, her mind was weighed down. In her +embarrassment she could think of nothing to say, and her hostesses were +apparently too absorbed to make an effort either. Moment after moment +of overwhelming wretchedness dragged by. + +"I shall never, never forget this," thought Kitty, "all the rest of my +life. It will make me miserable whenever I think of it." + +At last, to every one's relief, Lady Kitson went upstairs to join her +husband, and with her departure some, at least, of the stiffness was +removed. + +"Aren't you hungry?" asked Lettice, the elder of the two girls. +"I am sure you must be after that long drive." + +"No, thank you," said Kitty soberly. + +"Oh, I think you must be.--Maude, do go and ask Parkin to give us some +cake for Kitty. Be sure and say it is for Kitty." + +"Can't you go yourself?" asked Maude. "Parkin is in a fearful temper +with me because I told mother about her giving things to Reuben." + +"Bother! You are always rubbing the servants the wrong way. I let them +do as they like, for the sake of keeping them amiable. I am awfully +hungry, and so is Kitty, if she would only admit it; but if she refuses +to, I suppose I must go hungry." + +"We shall have dinner soon," said Maude sharply. "I should think you +could wait until then." + +"I will have some cake, if you really want me to," said Kitty, looking +up at Lettice with a smile, the first she had been able to call to her +lips. She liked Lettice the better of the two girls. + +"Will you?" cried Lettice delightedly. "Then I will go and ask for +something nice for you. I am sure Parkin will give me something if I +promise her my little pansy brooch;" and off she went, returning a +moment later with a plateful of huge slices of orange cake. + +Kitty looked at the slices in dismay. "I can't eat a whole one," she +said. "I shouldn't have time either, for I expect father will be down +soon." + +"Nonsense! you must. There is no knife to cut them smaller," cried +Lettice, already making marked inroads on a slice herself. "Quick, take +some, or I shall drop the plate." + +Kitty unwillingly did as she was told, only to regret it bitterly as, at +the first mouthful, a shower of crumbs descended on the polished floor. +After that experience it took her so long to make up her mind to take a +second bite, that just as she did so voices were heard outside the door, +the handle was turned, and Lady Kitson, followed by Dr. Trenire, entered +the room. At the first sounds Lettice had seized the plate of cake and +made a hasty exit through the conservatory, but for Kitty there was no +such escape. + +"Well, dear, are you ready to face the storm?" asked her father, smiling +down at her. + +"I think I must lend you a wrap of some sort," said Lady Kitson. +"I suppose you have none?" + +Kitty, her mouth full of cake and one hand grasping the remainder, tried +to swallow it hastily that she might reply, and, of course, choked. +As she often remarked afterwards, the misery of that visit would not +have been complete without that final blow. Covered with shame and +confusion, she rose awkwardly from her chair, looking about her for some +place whereon to deposit that dreadful cake. There was none. +The tables were covered with books and frames, vases and ornaments, but +the vases were full of flowers, and there was not even a friendly +flower-pot saucer. There was nothing for her to do but carry it with +her. + +"Don't hurry," said Lady Kitson politely; "stay and finish your cake." + +"I can't," said Kitty desperately. + +She could not even say "thank you." In fact, there seemed so little to +give thanks for that it never entered her head to do so. + +"Then we will start at once," said her father briskly; and to her +immense relief she soon found herself, her farewells said, mounting once +more the dear homely carriage. With the reins between her fingers, and +the responsibility on her of driving through the storm and darkness, +some of her courage and self-respect returned, but not until she had +flung that wretched cake far from her into the darkness. + +"I shall hate orange cakes all the rest of my life," she thought. + +"It was kind of Lady Kitson to take you in out of the storm," remarked +her father absently. + +"Was it?" she questioned doubtfully. "I suppose it was. But--another +time I--I would rather stay out in the very worst storm that ever was," +she added mentally. "Nothing _could_ be worse than what I have gone +through, and what I shall feel whenever I remember it." + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +STORMS AT HOME AND ABROAD. + +Time might soften Kitty Trenire's recollections of that embarrassing +visit of hers, but it could never dim her remembrance of the drive home +that night over that wide expanse of moorland which stretched away black +and mysterious under a sky which glowed like a furnace, until both were +illuminated by lightning so vivid that one could but bow the head and +close the eyes before it. A gusty wind, which had sprung up suddenly, +chased the carriage all the way, while the rain, which came down in +sheets, hissing as it struck the ground, thundered on the hood drawn +over their heads, but left their vision clear to gaze in wondering awe +at the marvels which surrounded them. + +Dr. Trenire presently took the reins from Kitty, and tucking her well up +in the wrap that had been lent her, left her free to gaze and gaze her +fill. Prue did not relish the din and uproar in the heavens, the +flashing lightning, or the rain beating on her; but though she shook her +head and flapped her long ears in protest, she stepped out bravely. + +When they came at last to the houses and the more shut-in roads the wild +beauty was less impressive, and Kitty's thoughts turned with pleasure to +home and dry clothes, and the nice meal Betty had undertaken to have in +readiness for them. How jolly it all was, and how she did love her +home, and the freedom and comfort of it. + +The first sight of the house, though, decidedly tended to damp her +pleasant anticipations, for there was not a light to be seen anywhere. +All the windows were gaping wide to the storm, while from more than one +a bedraggled curtain hung out wet and dirty. + +Dr. Trenire drove straight in to the stable-yard, expecting to have to +groom down and stable Prue himself. But Jabez had changed his mind +about going home and early to bed, and was there ready to receive them. +At the sight of his bandaged head Kitty's thoughts flew to the events of +the day, to Aunt Pike and the fatal letter, and she simply ached with +anxiety to know if Jabez had posted it or not. + +While she was waiting for an opportunity to ask him Dr. Trenire solved +the difficulty for her. + +"Have you posted those letters I gave you, Jabez?" he asked, with, as it +seemed to Kitty, extraordinary calm. + +"Oh yes, sir," said Jabez cheerfully, very proud of himself for his +unusual promptness. "I went down with 'em to once. When there's a +hubbub on in the kitchen I'm only too glad to clear out." + +For once Dr. Trenire did not appear particularly pleased with his +assiduity, and Kitty turned dejectedly away. The letter, the fatal +letter, was gone, her hopes were ended, fate was too strong for them. +And to add to her trouble there had been a hubbub in the kitchen, which +meant a quarrel. Oh dear, what could be the matter now? Emily was in a +bad temper again, she supposed. Emily generally was. + +As she went up to her room to change she met Emily coming down, and +whatever else she might be in doubt about, she was in none as to the +signs on Emily's face. It was at "very stormy," and no mistake. + +"I am wet through," said Kitty brightly, hoping to smooth away the +frown; "but oh it was grand to see the storm across the downs. +I did enjoy it." + +But Emily was not to be cajoled into taking an interest in anything. +"I'm glad somebody's been able to enjoy themselves," she said pertly, +and walked away down the stairs. + +Poor Kitty's brightness vanished. Was there never to be anything but +worry and unpleasantness? All her excitement, and interest, and +hopefulness evaporated, leaving her depressed and dispirited. +The memory rushed over her of former home-comings, before the dear +mother died; the orderly comfort, the cheerfulness and joy which seemed +always to be a part of the house in those days; and her eyes grew misty +with the ache and loneliness of her heart, and the sense of failure +which weighed her down. There rose before her that dear, happy face, +with the bright smile and the ready interest that had never failed her. + +"O mother, mother," she cried, "I want you so, I want you so! +Everything is wrong, and I can't get them right. I am no use to any +one, and I--I don't know how to do better." + +The hot tears were brimming up and just about to fall over, when flying +footsteps sounded on the stairs--Betty's footsteps. Kitty closed the +door of her room, though she knew it was of no use. It was Betty's room +too, and nothing, certainly not a mere hint, could keep Betty out; and +she sighed, as she had often sighed before, for a room of her very own, +for some place where she could be alone sometimes to think, or read, or +make plans, or hide when the old heartache became too much for her. + +But Betty shared her room, and Betty had every right to walk in, and +Betty did so. She was quiet, and vouchsafed no account of her doings, +but she was quite calm and unperturbed. + +"What has made Emily in such a bad temper?" asked Kitty wearily. + +"Emily always is in a bad temper, isn't she?" asked Betty placidly. +"I don't take any notice of her." Then with some slight interest, +"What did she say to you?" + +"She didn't _say_ anything," answered Kitty, "but she looked temper, and +walked temper, and breathed temper. Have you got a nice supper for us? +I am starving, and I am sure father must be." + +Betty did not answer enthusiastically; in fact, she gave no real answer +at all, but merely remarked in an off-hand manner, "I shouldn't have +thought any one could want much to eat in this weather." + +"Is it ready?" + +"I don't know." + +"Well, will you go down and see, and tell them to take it in at once if +they haven't done so? I know father wants his supper." + +"I--think," said Betty thoughtfully, "--p'r'aps you had better go +yourself. Fanny said--Fanny's manners are awful; I think father ought +to send them both away--" + +"What did Fanny say?" + +"Fanny told me--well, she said she would rather I--didn't go into the +kitchen again--yet." + +Kitty groaned. "What have you done to vex them both so, Betty?" + +"I only tried to see that the table was nicely laid, and everything just +as you told me; and because I took out all the glasses and told Emily +they were dirty, she got as cross as anything; and they really were +dirty, for I showed her all the finger-marks, so it wasn't as if I was +complaining about nothing. If I'd 'cused her wrongly I shouldn't wonder +at her getting mad; but I hadn't, and she couldn't deny it. The forks +were dirty too; at least I showed her six that were." + +Without any comment Kitty left the room and descended to the kitchen. +All the way she went she was dreading what she should find when she got +there, and wondering how she should best approach matters, and it was a +relief to her on opening the kitchen door to find that Fanny was alone. +Fanny was looking cross enough at that moment to daunt any ordinary +courage, but, somehow, Kitty never felt as alarmed of her as of Emily. + +"Well, Fanny," she began, intending to ignore the hints and rumours that +had reached her, "we have got back. We were wet through nearly, and now +father and I are longing for our supper. Have you got something very +nice for us?" She tried to speak cheerfully, but it cost her a great +effort. + +Fanny took up the poker and made an attack on the stove. "You never +ordered nothing, Miss Kitty, and 'tisn't my place to say what you should +have." + +"Oh but, Fanny, you generally do," said Kitty, half inclined to be +indignant at Fanny's injustice, for she could not help remembering how +Fanny, as a rule, resented any attempt on her part to order or arrange +the meals. She knew, though, that her only chance now was to be +patient, and to ignore a good many things. "And you manage so well, so +much better than I can." She felt she must say something to restore +peace and amiability, if they were to have any supper at all that night, +and not incur greater disgrace than she had already. + +"I don't want to boast," said Fanny, "'tisn't my nature to do so, but if +I'm gived a free hand, well--I can turn out a passable meal; but when +one doesn't like this and the other doesn't like that, and nothing I do +is right, and there's nothing but rows and squabblings in the kitchen, +and no peace nowhere--well, I gives it all up! P'r'aps somebody else +could manage better." + +Fanny's voice rose more and more shrilly. Poor Kitty's head by this +time was aching badly, and her nerves were all on edge. "Fanny, what +_is_ the matter?" she asked despairingly. "What has happened while +we've been away? I thought we were coming home to a nice comfortable +meal and a happy evening, and when we drive up the house is all dark, +and the rain beating in at the windows. Emily is in a fury, and--and oh +it is all so miserable. I--I'd rather be out alone on the downs in the +storm without any home at all, or--or--" Here Kitty's voice faltered, +and once more the tears brimmed up in her eyes--a most unusual +occurrence with her; but the events of the day, the storm, and the +difficulties that beset her, were proving too much for her. + +Fanny, hearing the break in her voice, looked round quickly, just in +time to see the tears, the white, tired face, and the look of dejection. +"Why, Miss Kitty," she cried, her soft heart touched at once, "don't 'ee +take it like that. Why, 'tisn't nothing to fret about; it'll all come +right again, my dear," and she put her big red arm round her little +mistress, and drew her head down to rest on her shoulder. But Kitty, +completely overcome now, shook her head mournfully. + +"No, it won't, Fanny; it is too late now. Aunt Pike is to come and live +here to look after us. Father says we must have some one, and--and I +think he is right. I don't seem able to manage things, everything goes +just as I don't want it to," and the tears brimmed over again and fell +on Fanny's shoulder. + +"Mrs. Pike!" gasped Fanny. "Mrs.--Pike--coming here--for good! Oh my! +Miss Kitty, you don't really mean it!" + +"Yes, I do," groaned Kitty. "It is really true. Father has written to +her, and--oh I never dreamed such a thing _could_ happen, or I would +have tried and tried to be more careful. It must be fate, though, as +well as our bad managing, for I've never before known Jabez post a +letter when he was told to; but he must have gone right down to the post +at once with the one to Aunt Pike that sealed all our fates. If he +hadn't I do believe I could have got father not to send it, or at least +to give us another chance." + +Fanny shook her head solemnly. "It do seem like it," she groaned. + +"What has happened while I have been out, Fanny? Has Betty been rude to +Emily?" + +"Well, you see, Miss Kitty," said Fanny, anxious to tell, but softened +sufficiently to wish to make the best of the matter, "Miss Betty is so +tackless. Emily's temper really wasn't so bad till Miss Betty kep' on +with her. So soon as Emily had put the things on the table for supper, +Miss Betty 'd bring them all out again one by one, and put them down +before Emily, and every time she'd say, in that way she's got, 'Emily, +that glass is filthy; you must wash it at once. I wonder you ain't +ashamed to lay the things in such a state.' When she brought out the +third lot Emily got mad, and when Miss Betty come out with the forks +too--well, the storm bursted. Emily was cheeky, I don't deny, and Miss +Betty was rude, and I had to tell 'em at last that they must go out of +the kitchen if they was likely to go on like that. I wasn't going to +have my place turned into a bear-garden." + +"Emily shouldn't have put down dirty things," said Kitty, loyal to her +sister. "She is always doing it, and she ought to know better." +Her sympathies were all with Betty. She may have been "tackless," as +Fanny called it, but however kindly Emily had been told of her +carelessness she would have been certain to fly into a rage; and they +had put up with so much from her without complaining, that no one could +accuse them of being fidgety or captious. + +As a matter of fact, Emily, who needed a very firm mistress of whom she +would stand in awe, should have been sent away long before. Kitty could +not manage her at all, and as she thought of all they had endured daily +at Emily's hands, she felt almost thankful that soon the management of +her would fall to Aunt Pike's lot. + +"Did you say, Miss Kitty, that the master had asked Mrs. Pike to come +here to live altogether, to look after us?" + +Kitty nodded despairingly. After all, the managing of Emily seemed but +a very trifling advantage to weigh against the Pike invasion and all +that would follow on it. "O Fanny," she sighed brokenly, "if only--if +only mother were alive! Nothing has gone right since, nor ever will +again; and I feel it is almost all my fault that Aunt Pike has got to +come, and--and--" + +"Now don't take on like that, Miss Kitty," said Fanny, sniffing audibly, +and not entirely able to throw off a sense of her own guilt in the +matter. "'Tisn't nothing to do with you, I'm sure. If things _'as_ to +be, they _'as_ to be, and we'll manage some'ow. I'm going to set about +getting a nice supper so soon as ever I can. I think we'm all low with +the thunder and the 'eat, and we'll be better when we've had some food. +Now don't 'ee fret any more, that's a dear," and she wiped Kitty's eyes +and then her own on her very soiled apron, but Kitty bore it gladly for +the sake of the warm heart that beat beneath the soiled bib. + +"Thank you, Fanny; you are a dear," she said gratefully; "and I will go +and light some lights about the house by the time father has done with +that patient he has in with him now." + +Kitty had a great idea of making the house bright and cheerful, but in +her zeal she forgot the heat of the night. + +"Phew! my word!" gasped Dr. Trenire as he came presently to the +dining-room. "Why, children, how can you breathe in this atmosphere? +I have been turning down the gas all the way I've come. But how nice +the table is looking, and how good something is smelling. I want some +supper pretty badly; don't you, little woman?" with a friendly pull at +Kitty's curls. + +Kitty was not hungry now, but she was delighted by her father's +appreciation, and she cut the bread very zealously, and passed him +everything she thought he could want. It was not until she had done all +that that the silence and the emptiness of the table struck her. +"Why, where is Dan?" she cried. + +"And where is Anthony?" asked Anthony's father. + +Betty gave a little jump, but as quickly controlled herself again. "Oh, +I'd quite forgotten about him," she said calmly. "Tony is in bed." + +"In bed?" cried Dr. Trenire and Kitty at the same moment. "Isn't he +well?" + +None of them had ever been sent to bed for being naughty, so that +illness was the only explanation that occurred to them. + +"Oh yes, he is all right; but I made him get under the feather-bed +because of the lightning--" + +"The what?" + +"The lightning. They say it can't strike you if you are covered with +feathers, and of course I didn't want it to strike Tony, speshally with +nobody here but me to--to take the 'sponsibility," looking at her father +with the most serious face imaginable. "So I made him get into the +spare-room bed, 'cause it's a feather-bed, and then I put all the +eider-downs over him, and I expect he's as safe as can be." + +Dr. Trenire gave a low whistle and started to his feet. +"Very thoughtful of you, child," he said, trying not to smile, "and I +expect Tony is safe enough, if he isn't cooked or suffocated. For my +part, I should prefer the risk to such a protection in this weather. +I'll go and rescue him." But Kitty had already flown. + +"I forgot to tell Kitty," went on Betty thoughtfully, "that I think the +moths have got into the eider-downs, such a lot of them flew out when I +moved the quilts." + +Dr. Trenire groaned. "I suppose the quilts have never been attended to +or put away since we ceased to use them?" + +"No," said Betty gravely. "You see, if they are on the spare-room bed +they are all out in readiness for when we want them." + +"And for the moths when they want them," sighed her father. "I expect +they will not leave much for us." + +Kitty, her father's half-jesting words filling her with a deep alarm, +had meanwhile raced up to the spare room. Somehow, on this dreadful +day, anything seemed possible, certainly anything that was terrible, and +she remembered suddenly that the spare bedroom was the very hottest room +in the house. It was over the kitchen, and caught every possible gleam +of sunshine from morning till evening. Also she knew Betty's +thoroughness only too well, and her mind's eye saw poor little Tony +buried deep and tucked in completely, head and all. + +The whole house was stiflingly hot. Kitty's own face grew crimson with +her race upstairs, and when she opened the door of the spare bedroom the +heat positively poured out; but a terrible load was lifted from her +mind, for, mercifully, Tony's head was uncovered. He was the colour of +a crimson peony, it is true, but at any rate he was not suffocated, +unless--Kitty stepped quickly forward and touched his cheek. It almost +made her sick with dread to do so; but the red cheek was very, very hot +and lifelike to the touch, and at the same moment Tony opened a y pair +of large sleepy eyes, and stared up at his sister wonderingly. + +"I'm not struck, am I?" he asked half nervously. "I am very hot, Kitty. +Is it the lightning?" + +"No," said Kitty cheerfully, "it is feathers," and she flung back the +pile of quilts. "Poor Tony. Get up, dear, and come down and have some +supper. It is all ready, and father was wondering where you were." + +Tony slipped with grateful obedience from his protection and followed +Kitty, but rather languidly, it is true, for he was very hot and +exhausted, and very rumpled, all but his sweet temper, which was quite +unruffled. + +"Is Dan come back?" he asked eagerly, as he crept slowly down the +stairs. + +"Dan!" cried Kitty, stopping and looking back at him anxiously. +She remembered again then that she had not seen Dan since her return. +"Did he go out?" + +"Yes, he went to catch some fishes for daddy's supper. He heard you +tell Betty to have a nice one ready, and he said, 'There's sure to be +nothing nice in the house; there never is. I'll go and catch some +trout,' and he went. Do you think he was out in all that funder and +lightning?" Then, seeing Kitty's startled look, Tony grew frightened +too. "You don't fink he is hurt, do you, Kitty?" he asked anxiously. +"You don't fink Dan has been struck, do you?" + +But at that moment, to their intense relief, Dan himself crossed the +hall. From his appearance he might have been actually in the stream, +getting the trout out without rod or line. Water was running off his +hat, his clothes, and his boots. Tony heard it squishing with every +step he took, and thought how splendid and manly it seemed. + +Kitty called out to him, but Dan did not stay to talk. + +"Where's father?" he asked, turning a very flushed but very triumphant +face towards them, and waving his basket proudly. + +"In the dining-room," said Kitty, and Dan hastened on. His face fell a +little, though, when he saw the table, and his father already eating. + +"I'm awfully sorry I'm late," he said disappointedly. "I thought I +should have been in heaps of time. I've got you some jolly fine trout, +father. I meant them for your supper. Just look! Aren't they +beauties?" and he thrust his basket over the table and held it right +under his father's nose. The mud and green slime dripped on tablecloth +and silver and on the bread, and even on Dr. Trenire's plate and the +food he was eating. + +The doctor's much-tried patience gave way at last. "Look at the mess +you are making--all over my food too! Look at the filth you have +brought in!" he exclaimed angrily. "Take it away! take it away! +What do you mean by coming into the room in that condition, bringing a +filthy thing like that and pushing it under my very nose when you see I +am eating? And why, Dan, once more, are you not here and decently neat, +when a meal is ready? It is perfectly disgraceful. Here am I, and +supper has been on the table I don't know how long, and only one of you +is ready to sit down with me. Anthony is in bed, or somewhere else, +Kitty is racing the house to find him, and you--I am ashamed of you, +sir, for coming into a room in such a condition. You are perfectly +hopeless. Here, take away my plate, take everything; you have quite +spoilt my appetite. I couldn't eat another mouthful at such a table!" +and Dr. Trenire rose in hot impatience and flung out of the room. + +For a second Dan seemed unable to believe his ears, then without a word +he closed his basket and walked away. He was more deeply hurt than he +had ever been in his life before, and his face showed it. Kitty and +Tony, hesitating in the hall, saw it, and their eyes filled with tears. +"Throw it away, will you?" he said in a choked voice, holding out the +unfortunate basket to Kitty. + +Kitty, knowing how she would have felt under similar circumstances, took +it without looking at him; instinctive delicacy told her not to. +"Father didn't mean it," she whispered consolingly. "You will come down +and have some supper when you have changed, won't you?" + +They were not a demonstrative family; in fact, any lavishly expressed +sympathy or affection would have embarrassed them; but they understood +each other, and most of them possessed in a marked degree the power of +expressing both feelings without a word being spoken. + +Dan understood Kitty, but it was too soon to be consoled yet. "No," he +said bitterly, "I have had supper enough, thank you," and hurried away +very fast. + +It really did seem as if Kitty was not to reach the Supper-table that +night. Telling Tony to go in and begin his meal, she flew off with the +basket, and, heedless of anything but Dan's request, was just about to +fling it away--fish, basket, and all--when she paused. It was a very +good basket, and Dan had no other. Kitty hesitated, then opened it and +looked in. Six fine trout lay at the bottom on a bed of bracken and wet +moss, evidently placed so that they could look their best. +The sight of Dan's little arrangements brought the tears to her eyes. +No, she could not throw away what he had taken so much pride in. + +She turned back and went to the kitchen. "Fanny," she said, "will you +cook these for father's breakfast? Dan has caught them for him." + +"And fine and proud he was too," said Fanny, looking in at Dan's catch. + +"He was, but he isn't now. I wish," with a deep sigh, "we didn't always +do things the wrong way. I wonder why nothing ever comes quite right +with us?" Then she turned away hastily, that Emily, who at that moment +came into the kitchen, might not see the tears that would start to her +eyes. + +When at last Kitty sat down to the meal which she no longer wanted, +every one else had left the table. She was not sorry, for it saved her +from having to make a pretence of eating, and left her free to indulge +in her own moods. It gave her time, too, to think over all that had +happened, and might yet happen. + +Before she went up to bed, though, she got a tray, and collecting on it +a tempting meal, carried it to Dan's room. She hoped he would let her +in, for she badly needed a talk with him, but just as she was about to +knock at his door the murmur of voices within arrested her attention. +Whom could Dan have got in there? she wondered in great surprise. +Tony was in bed, and Betty was in her room. She listened more closely, +and nearly dropped the tray in her astonishment, for the voice she heard +was her father's, and she had never before known him go to their rooms +to talk to them. + +For a moment her heart sank with dread. Was he still angry? Was he +scolding poor Dan again? he could hardly think so, for it was so unlike +him to be harsh or severe with any of them. + +Then, as the voice reached her again, though she caught only the tone of +it, and not a word that was said, she knew that all was right, and with +a sudden lightening of her heart, and a sense of happiness, she quietly +crept away to her own room. All the time she was undressing she +listened alertly for the sound of her father's footsteps, but she had +been in bed some time before they passed down the corridor. "They must +be having a nice long talk," she thought, as she lay listening, in a +state of happy drowsiness; and she was almost in the land of Nod when a +sudden thought turned her happiness to dismay, and drove all sleep from +her. + +"Oh!" she cried, springing up in her bed, "oh, how stupid of me! +How perfectly dreadfully stupid of me!" + +"Whatever is the matter?" demanded Betty crossly. "I was just beginning +a most beautiful dream, and now you have sent it right away." + +"Never mind your dream," groaned Kitty. "That's nothing compared with +that letter. I did mean to get him to write it to-night, and I would +have posted it, so that it could reach almost as soon as the other, +and--and I _never_ did it, I never even asked him to write it, and now +the post has gone, and--" + +"Whatever are you talking about?" interrupted Betty impatiently. + +"Why, the letter to Aunt Pike, of course. I was going to coax father to +write another letter to her to-night, to say it was all a mistake, that +we didn't want her, and--" + +"Oh, that's all right," answered Betty coolly. "Don't worry. I have +written to Aunt Pike and told her all that, and I posted it myself to +make sure of its going. She will get it almost as soon as she gets--" + +"Betty, you haven't?" + +"Yes, I have," said Betty quietly. "Why not? I am sure it was best to. +Fanny wouldn't live with her, I know, and Jabez said it would be more +than his life was worth, and you know father hates changing servants, so +I wrote and told her exactly all about it. I wrote quite plainly, and I +think she will understand." + +"O Betty, you shouldn't have. What _will_ father say?" + +"Father will be very glad, I think. He hates writing letters himself." + +"Um--m!" commented Kitty dubiously, but said no more, for at that moment +Dan's door was opened, and she heard her father's steps pass lightly +along the corridor. + +A few moments later she slipped out of bed and carried Dan's tray to his +room, but she did not go in with it. Her instinct told her that he +would rather she did not just then; so, laying it on the floor, she +tapped lightly at his door, told him what was there, and crept back to +bed again. + +"What a day it has been," she thought to herself as she nestled down +under the cool sheet. "Yet it began like all the others. I wonder how +all will end. Perhaps it won't be so bad after all. I hope that +Betty's letter won't do more harm than good. I shouldn't be at all +surprised, though, if it made Aunt Pike make up her mind to come. But +I'll try not to think about it," and turning over on her pillow, Kitty +had soon forgotten Aunt Pike, Anna, torn braid, orange cake, and Lady +Kitson, and was once again driving dear old Prue across the moor with +the storm beating and roaring about them, only this time it was a +dreamland moor and a dreamland storm. + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +IN WENMERE WOODS. + +"I could not think, for the moment," said Kitty, sitting up in bed and +clasping her knees, "why I woke with a feeling that something dreadful +had happened. Of course it is Aunt Pike that is on my mind. + +"She needn't be, then," said Betty, stretching herself luxuriously in +her little bed. "My letter will settle all that worry." + +"Um!" remarked Kitty thoughtfully, with none of the confidence shown +by her young sister. "If your letter doesn't make her come by the very +first train, it will only be because she missed it. I shouldn't be at +all surprised to see her walk in, and Anna too." + +"You don't _really_ think she will?" Betty, struck by something in +Kitty's voice, had stopped stretching herself, and looked across at her +sister. "Kitty, you don't really mean that? Oh no, of course you +don't; she couldn't really come to-day, she would have lots to do +first--packing and saying 'good-byes.'" + +"I should think she hadn't a friend to say 'good-bye' to," said Kitty +naughtily. "Any way, I am not going to worry about her. If she doesn't +come--oh, it'll be perfectly lovely; and if she does--well, we will get +all the fun we can beforehand, and after, too, of course; but we will +try and have some jolly times first, won't we? What shall we do to-day? +I wonder if Dan has planned anything." + +What Dan's plan might be was really the important point, for according +to him the others, as a rule, shaped their day. + +"I don't know if Dan has made any," cried Betty with sudden alertness, +"but I know what would be simply lovely. Let's spend the day in Wenmere +Woods, and take our lunch with us, and then have tea at the farm--ham +and eggs, and cream, and cake, and--" + +"Oh, I know," interrupted Kitty; "just what Mrs. Henderson always gives +us--" + +"No," interrupted Betty anxiously, "not what she always gives us; we +will have fried ham and eggs as well, because, you see, it is a kind of +special day." + +"Very well, we will if we have money enough. I wonder if Dan will +agree." + +"One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight," clanged out the town +clock viciously. Betty sprang up in bed at once. "It is time to get +up, Kitty," she said peremptorily. "We've got to do everything right +to-day, and be very punctual at meals, and very tidy and all that sort +of thing, so that father will see that Aunt Pike isn't wanted. Do you +think he will be vexed when he knows about my writing to her? +P'r'aps she won't tell." + +Kitty scoffed at such an idea. "Aunt Pike is sure to tell; but father +is never _very_ angry." + +"But he might be," said Betty wisely; "he looked so last night when all +the mud dropped on his plate; but, of course, this is different--there +is nothing very bad about my writing the letter. I did it to save +him trouble." + +"Perhaps you had better tell father so," said Kitty dryly. +"Honour bright, though, Betty, I really would tell him, and not let him +first find it out from Aunt Pike." + +"Um!" ejaculated Betty thoughtfully, as she collected Kitty's sponge and +bath-towel before departing to the bathroom. But there was nothing very +hearty in her tone. + +When she returned, looking very fresh and rosy, and damp about the +curls, she found Kitty sitting on the side of her bed, and still in her +night-gown. Hearing Betty's returning footsteps, she had managed to get +so far before the door was flung open, but that was all. + +"Isn't it dreadful," she sighed wearily, "to think that day after day, +year after year, all my life through, I shall have to get up in the +morning and go through all the same bother of dressing, and I--I hate it +so." + +"P'r'aps you won't have to," said Betty cheerfully; "p'r'aps you'll be +a bed-lier like Jane Trebilcock, and you won't have to have boots, or +dresses, or hats." + +But the prospect did not cheer Kitty very greatly. "I didn't say I +didn't want dresses and things. I do. I want lots of them, but I don't +want the bother of putting them on." + +"Well, they wouldn't be much good if you didn't put them on," retorted +practical Betty. "I hate getting up too"--Betty never failed in her +experience of any form of suffering or unpleasantness--"but I try to +make it a little different every day, to help me on. Sometimes I +pretend the bath is the sea, and I am bathing; other times I only paddle +my feet, and sometimes I don't bath at all--that's when I am playing +that I am a gipsy or a tramp--" + +"Betty, you nasty, horrid, dirty little thing!" cried Kitty, looking +shocked. + +But Betty was quite unabashed. "I've known you not wash either," she +remarked calmly. + +Kitty coloured. "But--but that was only once when I forgot; that is +quite different." + +"But I don't see that it is," said Betty firmly. You are not cleaner +because you forget to wash than if you don't wash on purpose. Hark! +O Kitty!" + +"What shall I do?" cried Kitty despairingly as the boom of the +breakfast-gong sounded through the house. "I haven't begun to dress, +and--Fanny might have told me she was going to be punctual to-day." + +"P'r'aps she didn't know it herself," said Betty, tugging away at her +tangle of curls with a comb, and scattering the teeth of it in a shower. +"I expect it is an accident." + +"Then I wish she wouldn't have accidents," snapped Kitty. "It is +awfully hard on other people." + +Try as hard as one may, one cannot bath and dress in less than five +minutes. Kitty declared she could have done it in that time, if Dan had +not had possession of the bathroom, and Betty had not used her +bath-towel and left it so wet that no one else could possibly use it. + +"But I couldn't use my own," protested Betty, when the charge was +brought against her, "for I hadn't one, and of course I had to use +something." + +When the discussion had proceeded for some time, Dr. Trenire looked up +from his paper with a half-resigned air. "What is the matter, children? +Haven't we bath-towels enough to go round? Kitty, you should tell me +when things are needed. But never mind; your aunt will see to +everything of that sort now." + +"I don't think she will," murmured Betty knowingly, but her father did +not hear her. Kitty felt too dismayed to speak; there was something so +final in her father's tone, it made the coming of the dreaded aunt seem +quite inevitable. + +"What are you children going to do to-day?" he went on kindly. "It is a +glorious morning after the storm. You ought to be out as much as +possible, all of you. You should start as soon as you have finished +your work with Miss Pooley." + +Miss Pooley was the governess who came daily from ten till one to +instruct them. At least she instructed them as often as she had the +opportunity, but it very frequently happened that when she arrived she +was told that the children had gone out for the day, or even oftener a +little note to the same effect reached her, adding that as they would be +engaged all day they wished to save her the trouble of coming for +nothing. + +This morning they had intended to do the same thing. Kitty was to write +the note, and Tony to deliver it, but their father's remark, and his +look, touched their consciences. Dan, too, for some reason or another, +was against it; he said he thought that after all it was a bit sneaky +and underhand, and he wasn't going to have any more of it. Betty felt +the foundations of her world shake, and life bristled with new +difficulties; but Dan had said it, so no one questioned. After Dan had +put things in that light, Kitty suddenly realized that their conduct in +the matter had been neither honourable nor honest. + +"We will have our lessons and leave directly after," she planned +cheerfully. "I will ask Fanny to let us have some food to take with us +for our dinner, and then we will go to the farm for tea, and come home +in time for supper. Won't it be jolly! And we will have our dinner +down by the river--by that dear little silvery, sandy beach, you know." + +"It sounds fine," said their father, returning to the room just in time +to hear the arrangements. "I wish I could go too." + +"I wish you could," cried Kitty. "Wouldn't it be fun to see father +exploring the woods, and catching beetles and minnows, and paddling in +the river, and--daddy, can't you come, just this once?" + +"No, child, there is no paddling for me to-day, or playing wild man of +the woods or anything else. I have a long round in the morning, and +another in the afternoon. I have just been out interviewing Jabez." + +"Oh," gasped Kitty, "I had forgotten Jabez. Of course he can't drive +you, his head is all bandaged. I will go, father; I'd love to drive +you." And she meant it. She would quite readily have given up her day +in Wenmere Woods to go with him. + +Dr. Trenire laid his hand tenderly on her shoulder. "It is all right, +dear; I shall have Jabez. He has discarded his bandages, and is quite +presentable. He says he took them off last night to have a look at the +wound, and when he saw what a little bit of a place it was, he made up +his mind he wasn't going about with his head tied up for people to poke +fun at him later on when they saw what he had been bandaged up for. +Go and enjoy yourself, child, and tell me all about it to-night; and do +try to keep out of mischief, all of you." + +In the kitchen, when Kitty at last reached it, Fanny was making pasties; +and when Fanny chose she could make a pasty to perfection. She made +them one each now with their initials on them, made of curly bits of +pastry, and promised to have them baked and ready by the time Miss +Pooley was gone. Emily was in a good temper too. The prospect of being +free from the children all day, and of having no meals to get for them +till supper, quite cheered her. She even, without being asked, cut them +some sandwiches, filled a bottle with milk, and produced a store of +apples, which she packed in their basket. When the children, having +escaped from patient, easy-going Miss Pooley, rushed out to the kitchen +for their pasties and milk, and found things in this unusually happy +state, they marvelled at their good fortune, and accepted it thankfully. + +"Fanny and Emily are quite nice sometimes," remarked Betty, as they left +the house, "only the worst of it is you never know when they are going +to be. Sometimes they laugh at everything one says, and another time +they grumble." + +"To-day they are like people are when you are ill and they are sorry for +you," said Tony, who had been puzzling himself for some minutes to know +how to express what he wanted to. "I fink they are sorry for us 'cause +Aunt Pike is coming." + +"'O wise young judge!'" said Dan, "I shouldn't be surprised if you were +right." Dan had begun to read Shakespeare, and was full of quotations. +"It is rather like living in the shadow of the gallows. I expect people +in the French Revolution felt as we do." + +"I don't feel the least little bit like French Revolutions, or gallows, +or shadows, or even Aunt Pike and darling Anna, on such a glorious day +as this," cried Kitty joyfully. "I can't think of them, and I am not +going to--yet. Now, if you are all ready, let's race." + +Their way led them down a steep hill almost opposite their own house-- +a hill with just a house here and there on either side of it, and a +carpenter's shop, whence wafted out a sweet, fresh scent of newly-cut +wood. The children raced to the very foot of it, and then retraced +their steps to gather up the fragments of the milk-bottle, which had +come to grief within the first twenty yards. Then on they went again, +past more cottages and sundry turnings, until at last they reached a +curious old rough-and-tumble wharf on one side of the road, where the +coal which had been brought by train was piled up in great stacks for +the coalmen to take round presently in their carts. Here, too, was +drawn up a train--one such as only those who lived in those parts have +ever been privileged to see. It was composed of an old-fashioned squat +little engine called the "Rover," and a few open carriages, with seats +along the sides for passengers, and some trucks for any goods that might +be needed. + +No passengers occupied the seats at that moment; in fact, they were +generally conspicuous by their absence, save once a year, when the whole +accommodation was bespoken for the Brianite Sunday-school treat. +The "Rover," in fact, spent most of her noble life in drawing coal, +clay, and sand up and down the seven miles which lay between Gorlay and +Wenbridge. It seemed a limited sphere, but only to the ignorant, who +knew nothing of her services to the dwellers by the roadside, the +parcels she delivered, the boots she took to be mended and restored +again to their owners, the messages she carried, and the hundred and one +other little acts of usefulness which filled her daily round. I say +"her," for to every one privileged to know her the "Rover" was a lady; +one who deserved and received all men's deference and consideration, and +the gentlest of handling too. + +As Kitty and Dan lingered now by the gate to look at her, they saw +Dumble, the driver, lovingly passing a cloth over her, as though to wipe +the perspiration from her iron forehead, while Tonkin, the fireman, +stood leaning against her, with his arm caressingly outstretched. +Behind Dan and Kitty, on the farther side of the road, grew a high +hawthorn hedge, under the shelter of which was a seat where people sat +and sunned themselves by the hour, and at the same time gazed at the +life and bustle with which the wharf woke up now and then. There were +two old men on the seat now. They touched their hats to Dan and his +sister, and with a melancholy shake of their old heads sighed in +sympathy with Kitty as she cried, "O Dan, I wish we could all go by +train, all the way to Wenbridge. It will be perfectly lovely down the +line." + +But Dan seemed less eager than Kitty or the old men. "We shall reach +the woods before they do, if we walk on," he said, moving away; +"and there is such a lot to see on the way." + +Tony and Betty--who was carrying the basket because she felt she could +trust no one else with it--were nearly out of sight, so Dan and Kitty +hurried after them. One side of the road was lined by fields, the other +by houses, and at the foot of their gardens ran the railway line until +it emerged through some allotment gardens on to the open road, after +which, for a while, train and foot passengers, and sometimes a drover, +with a herd of cattle, meandered along side by side in pleasant talk or +lively dispute--the latter usually, when Dan was on the road--until, +about a mile farther on, two more cottages, and the last, having been +passed, the road came to an abrupt end, and only the railway was left, +with a rough footpath along its edge, which pedestrians had worn for +themselves. + +The quartette wandered on contentedly, stopping when they pleased, and +that was every few minutes. Overhead the sky was a deep pure blue, and +the larks were singing rapturously; the sun shone brilliantly, drawing +out the smell of the tar from the "sleepers," and the scent from the +flowers. Under the hawthorn hedges which bordered most of the way the +petals lay in a thick carpet. + +On one side of the road, just before it terminated, was a well, buried +deep in a little green cave in the hedge, while the pure water from it +flowed generously over the floor of the cave, and ran in a never-failing +stream along one side of the way, past the gardens of the cottages, from +which at one time a root or maybe a seed only of the "monkey plant" had +been thrown, and taking root had flourished and flourished until the +stream now was hidden beneath a mass of lush green leaves and stems +crowned by tawny golden blossoms speckled and splashed with a deep rich +brown. + +At the well a halt was always called, for the water of it had healing +properties, and from their babyhood the children had, as a matter of +duty, tested its powers by bathing their eyes; but to-day, as they +stooped over it, a weird shriek in the distance brought them to their +feet again. Then came a great racket, as though a pile of all the loose +iron in the world were tumbling over, the ground vibrated, and the noise +drew closer and closer. + +"The 'Rover';" cried Dan. "She is coming! Here's sport! I'll duck +them." + +Betty's was the only hat that would hold any quantity of water, and she +lent it gladly; but the brim was limp with age and hard wear, and a +broad-brimmed straw hat at its best is not an ideal vessel from which to +throw water over a flying foe. The larger share of it Dan received in +his own shoes amidst the derisive laughter of his two intended victims +on the engine; and so completely mortified was he that Dumble, for a +wonder, refrained from his usual revenge, that of squirting hot water +from the engine over him. + +Dan looked red and foolish, Betty was furious, Kitty wished they had let +the men alone, but at the same moment began to wonder how she could +avenge this humiliation they had put upon Dan. + +After this little episode they walked on again, and for a while very +soberly, Tony busily engaged in picking up stones and spars in search of +some rare specimen that might please his father, Betty still clinging to +the basket, though her arm was aching with the weight of it. By the +time they at last reached the woods they were all rather tired and +distinctly hungry, but they were never too tired or hungry to be roused +to enthusiasm by the sight that met them there. No mere words can +depict the charm and beauty of Wenmere Woods. No one can thoroughly +appreciate them who has not actually seen them. No one who has seen +them can forget them. To see them was to stand with a glad heart, +speechless, wide-eyed, wondering, and thanking God for such a sanctuary, +yet half incredulous that such a spot was real, was there always, +untouched, undefiled, waiting for one. It might have been a fairy +place, that would fade and vanish as soon as one turned one's eyes away. + +The woods were of no great extent, the trees were of no great size, but, +tall and graceful, they clothed the side of the hill without a break +down to the very edge of the river which ran through a valley which was +fairyland itself, and on the opposite side stretched away, almost from +the river's brink, up, and up, and up, until to all seeming they met the +sky. Delicate, feathery larches and quivering birches they were for the +most part, and here and there, underneath their spreading branches, were +open spaces carpeted with wind-flowers and bluebells, primroses and wild +orchids, while ferns, large and small, grew in glorious profusion, some +as tall as Tony, others as fragile and tiny as a fairy fern might be. +In other spots large lichen-covered rocks raised their heads out of a +tangle of bracken and bushes, while here and there, down by the river's +brink, gleamed little bays of silver-white sand. + +In Dr. Trenire's library were several large bound volumes of Tennyson's +"Idylls of the King," illustrated by Gustav Dore, and Kitty had never a +doubt in her mind that these were the woods the artist had depicted. +There could be no others like them. Here Enid rode with Launcelot by +her side; on that silvery beach, where the old bleached tree trunk lay +as it must have lain for generations, Vivien had sat at Merlin's feet. +There, in that space carpeted by wind-flowers and primroses, Queen +Guinevere and Launcelot had said their last farewells. + +To Kitty the whole beautiful spot was redolent of them. They had been +there, ridden and walked, talked and laughed, loved, wept, and parted; +and in that beauty and mystery and silence it seemed to her that some +day, any day, they all would come again. They were only sleeping +somewhere, waiting for some spell to be removed. She was sure of it, as +sure as she was that King Arthur sat sleeping in his hidden cave, +spellbound until some one, brave and good and strong enough, should find +him and blow a huge blast on the horn which lay on the table before him, +and so waken him from his long magic sleep. In her heart of hearts she +had a secret conviction that some day she would find the magic cave, and +Dan it would be who would possess the power to blow the magic horn. + +She pictured herself dressed in flowing robes of white and gold, with +her hair in long plaits reaching to her knees, riding away beside the +king through those very woods, with the sunlight gleaming through the +trees and flashing on the water, and on her other hand would ride Dan in +shining armour, a second Sir Galahad. She saw herself a woman, such a +beautiful, graceful woman, with earnest eyes and gentle face. She saw a +knight, oh! such a splendid, courtly knight, and he looked at her and +looked again, and-- + +A little way up the hill she sat alone, her chin on her hand, gazing +down at the sun-flecked river, the shining sand, the fairy-like trees, +and saw it all as plainly as though it were then happening. She saw the +graceful steeds, richly caparisoned, daintily picking their way through +underwood and rocks. A stick cracked somewhere near. Could they be +coming? She hardly dared look about her lest she should be +disappointed. + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +TEA AT THE FARM. + +"Kitty, _are_ you coming, or _are_ you not? It is very mean of you to +keep us waiting all this time when you know how hungry we are!" + +With a deep, regretful sigh and a little shake Kitty rose and made her +way to the large flat rock by the water's edge, on which the others had +grouped themselves in more or less easy attitudes, with the food as a +centrepiece. Betty had spread a sheet of white paper, and on it had +arranged the pasties according to their length. + +"You need not have waited for me," said Kitty, annoyed at having her +dreams so broken in upon. "We have each got our own, and can eat them +when we like." + +"But we never do begin until we all begin together," said Betty +reproachfully, "It would seem dreadfully mean; besides, we want you to +say which is my pasty and which Dan's. The letter has been broken on +one, and knocked right off another. I carried them ever and ever so +carefully, so it can't be my fault. Don't you think this is meant for a +'D,' and that one"--holding out the largest--"without any letter at all, +is mine?" + +Dan felt so sure of getting his rights that he lay quite undisturbed, +throwing bits of moss into the water, and left the others to settle the +dispute. + +"No, I don't," said Kitty, without the slightest hesitation. +"Dan always has the largest, whether there is a letter on it or not, and +you always have the smallest but one." + +Betty accepted the decision without dispute. She had really not +expected any other, but she liked to assert herself now and then. + +"I can't see," she said musingly, "why you should be expected to want +less to eat if you are only ten than if you are twelve. It seems to me +so silly. It isn't your age that makes you hungry." + +As a rule the others left Betty to find the answer to her own arguments, +so she expected none from them. She got none now. They were all too +busy and too hungry to argue. Tony alone was not eating. He was +sitting with his pasty in one hand, while the other one was full of +anemones that he had gathered on his way, intending to take them home to +Fanny; but already the pretty delicate heads had begun to droop, and +Tony was gazing with troubled eyes at them. He loved flowers so much he +could never refrain from gathering them, but the clasp of his hot little +hand was almost always fatal, and then he was grieved and remorseful. + +Kitty, watching him, knew well what was in his mind. He looked up +presently and caught her eye. + +"I think I would put them in the river, if I were you, dear," she said. +"You see we shan't get home for hours yet, and they will be quite dead +long before that. If you put them in the river they will revive." + +"Won't it be drowning them?" asked Tony anxiously. + +"No; they will float." + +"I know what I will do," he said, cheered by an idea that had come into +his head. He laid down his pasty and trotted down to the edge of the +river. In the wet sand he made little holes with his fingers, put the +stems in the holes, and covered them up as though they were growing; +then, greatly relieved, he returned and ate his pasty contentedly. + +A pasty, even to a Cornish child, makes a satisfying meal, and when it +is flanked by sandwiches, and apples, and a good draught of river water, +there is no disinclination to remain still for a little while. The four +sat on quietly, and talked in a lazy, happy way of the present, the +future, and the past--of what each one hoped to be, and of Dan's career +in particular; whether he would go away to school, and where. Aunt Pike +came under discussion too, but not with that spirit of bitterness which +would have been displayed at home, or before a less satisfying repast. +Here, in the midst of this beauty and peace, everything seemed +different. Wrongs and worries appeared so much smaller and less +important--any grievance was bearable while there was this to come to. + +They talked so long that a change came over the aspect of the woods. +The sun lost its first clear, penetrating brilliancy, and took on a +deeper glow. Dan noticed it first, and sprang to his feet. + +"Let's move on," he cried, "or it will be tea-time before we have done +anything." + +"If we are going to have ham and eggs for tea," said matter-of-fact +Betty, "I think one of us had better order them soon, or Mrs. Henderson +may say she can't cook them in time." + +The appeal did not touch them so keenly as it would have done had their +last meal been a more distant memory. But, at the same time, the ham +and eggs and cream tea was to be a part of their day, and they were not +going to be deprived of it. So they clambered up through the woods +again till they reached the railway line, and strolled along it until +they came to the farm. + +Kitty, being the eldest, was chosen to go in and order the tea, while +the others hung over the gate and sniffed in the mingled perfume of the +roses, the pinks, and all the other sweet-scented flowers with which the +little garden was stocked. Across the garden, in the hedge, was another +gate through which they could see a steep sunny field stretching away +down to the river bank, which was steeper here and higher, with old +gnarled trees growing out of it, their large roots so exposed that one +wondered how they managed to draw sustenance enough from the ground to +support the great trunks and spreading branches. + +"I have ordered ham and eggs, and cream, and jam, and cake," said +Kitty, as she rejoined them, "and it will all be ready in an hour. +It is three o'clock now." + +"Only three!" sighed Dan in mock despair. "One whole hour to wait! +Will it take all that time to get it ready?" + +"I think it is a good thing," said Betty, "that we have to wait, for we +are not _very_ hungry now--at least I am not; and you see we've got to +pay the same however little we eat, and it does seem a pity to waste our +money." + +"What a mind she has!" cried Dan, pretending to be lost in admiration. +But at that same moment there once more reached their ears sounds as of +an approaching earthquake. + +"The train!" cried Betty, and seizing Tony's hand, drew him carefully +back close to the gate. + +Dan cast a hasty look around him for handy missiles. Kitty saw it, and +knew what was in his mind. + +"Don't throw things at them, Dan, please! Think of yesterday, and +Jabez, and Aunt Pike. _Don't_ throw anything to hurt them." + +The "Rover" was lumbering nearer and nearer. The two men on it had +already caught sight of the quartette at the gate, and were grinning at +them derisively. It really was almost more than any human boy could be +expected to endure. + +"Ha, ha!" jeered the men, as they lumbered by, "be yer boots dry yet, +sir? Wonderful cooling to the brain a wet 'at is--cooling to the feet, +too, sometimes!" + +Dan's blood rose. He felt he simply had to throw something, or do +something desperate. Betty's basket, still well supplied, was hanging +on her arm close beside him. With one grab he seized the contents, and +first an apple went flying through the air, then a paper packet. +Tonkin, the fireman, caught the apple deftly; the packet hit Dumble on +the chest, and dropped to the floor. Dumble himself was too fat to +stoop, so Tonkin pounced on it. The engine was at a little distance +now, and aim was easier. Another apple, well directed, hit Tonkin fair +and square on the top of his head, while a third caught Dumble with no +mean force full on his very broad nose, making him dance and shout with +pain. + +As the engine disappeared round the bend, with the two men grasping +their spoils and their bruises, Dan felt himself avenged, and the one +cloud on his day was lifted. + +Kitty drew a deep sigh of relief that the episode was ended; Betty, one +of regret. + +"There were six large sandwiches in that packet," she said +reproachfully, "and the apples were beauties. I wish now I had eaten +more. I am sure I could have if I had tried." + +Though there was plenty to do in the woods, that hour to tea-time seemed +somehow a very long one, and quite ten minutes before it was up they +were back at the farm to inquire if it was four o'clock yet. +Mrs. Henderson smiled knowingly as she saw them gathered at the door, +but she noticed that the eager faces were flushed and weary-looking, and +she asked them in to sit down and rest, promising she would not keep +them long. + +As they were to have "a savour to their tea" they were to have the meal +in the house, instead of in the garden, and glad enough they were to +sink into the slippery, springless easy-chairs, which seemed to them +then the most luxurious seats the world could produce--at least they did +to Kitty and Dan, who took the only two; Betty got on the window-seat +and stretched herself out; Tony, a very weary little man indeed, +scrambled on to Kitty's lap; and all of them, too tired to talk much, +gazed with interest about the long, low room. + +It was not beautiful, and they knew it well, yet the fascination of it +never failed. On the walls were hung large framed historical and +scriptural scenes, worked in cross-stitch with wool's of the brightest +hues, varied by a coloured print of a bird's-eye view of the battle of +Tel-el-Kebir, an almanac for the current year, and a large oleograph of +a young lady und a dog wreathed in roses that put every flower in the +garden to shame for size and brilliancy. But none of these could give a +tithe of the pleasure the worked ones did; there was such fascination in +counting how many stitches went to the forming of a nose, how many red +and how many white to the colouring of a cheek, or the shaping of the +hands, and fingers, and toes. + +"I didn't know that Robert Bruce had six toes!" said Betty, very solemn +with the importance of her discovery, her eyes fastened on a +representation of that hero asleep in a cave, while a spider as large as +his head wove a web of cables across the opening. "Did you, Dan?" + +"Didn't you?" answered Dan gravely. "Don't you know that in Scotland +they have an extra toe in case one should get frost-bitten and drop +off?" + +"Of course I know it is very cold up there," said Betty, who was never +willing to admit ignorance of anything; "but supposing two got +frost-bitten and dropped off, what would they do then?" + +Dan, pretending not to hear her question, strolled over to the bookcase. + +"Surely it must be tea-time!" he exclaimed. + +Betty, seeing that no answer was forthcoming, slipped from her seat to +examine more closely some wax fruit which, under a glass case, adorned a +side-table. + +"I do think it is wonderful how they make them," she said impressively; +"they are so exactly like real fruit." + +Mrs. Henderson, coming into the room at that moment, heard the remark, +and her heart was won. She had more than once had a suspicion that some +of her visitors laughed at her treasured ornaments, and made jokes about +them, and the thought had hurt her, for her affections clung to them, +and particularly to the was fruit, which had been one of her most prized +wedding gifts, so Betty's remark went straight to her heart. She beamed +on Betty, and Betty beamed back on her. + +"You have such a lot of beautiful things, Mrs. Henderson," she said in +her politest manner. "I can't help admiring them." + +"It's very kind of you, I'm sure, miss. Of course we all get attached +to what's our own, specially when 'tis gived to us; and I'm very proud +of my fruit, same as I am of my worked pictures." + +"I think they are wonderful," breathed Betty, turning from the wax fruit +to gaze at Eli and Samuel. "Did you"--in a voice full of awe-- +"really work them yourself, Mrs. Henderson?" + +"I did, missie, every stitch of them," said their owner proudly; +"and all while I was walking out with Henderson." + +"While you were walking!" gasped Betty. "But how could you see where +you were going?" + +Mrs. Henderson laughed. "No, missie; I mean the years we was courting." + +"How interesting," said Betty solemnly. "I think I shall work some for +my house when I am married. Do you work them on canvas? Can I get it +in Gorlay?" + +"Yes, miss; but you needn't hurry to begin to-night," said Mrs. +Henderson, laughing. "If you want any help, though, when you do begin, +or would like to copy mine, I'll be very glad to do what I can for you." + +"Oh, thank you very much. I should like to do some exactly like yours," +cried Betty excitedly. "Then, when I'm far away, they'll always remind +me of you and the farm, and--and I'd like to begin with Robert Bruce and +his six toes, and--" + +"You would never have patience to do work like that," interrupted Dan +cruelly, "nor the money either; and I don't suppose you will ever go out +of Gorlay." + +"You wait," said Betty, very much annoyed by his humiliating +outspokenness. "You wait"--with a toss of her head--"until I am grown +up, then I shall marry some one, and I shall travel, and--" + +"All right," said Dan, "I will wait; and I hope I never have a headache +till it happens." + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +THE "ROVER" TAKES THEM HOME. + +Tony was nearly asleep on Kitty's shoulder, and Kitty herself was +distinctly drowsy, but the arrival of the teapot and the ham and eggs +roused them effectually. Kitty took her place before the tea-tray, Dan +before the hot dish, Betty got as near the cream as she could, and Tony +drew a chair close to Kitty, and very soon their spirits began to rise +to their highest, and their tiredness vanished. The tea was refreshing, +the ham and home-made bread and everything on the table were perfectly +delicious, and they ate, and ate, and talked and laughed until Kitty +wondered how it was that Mrs. Henderson did not come in and ask them to +be quiet. They had all, at the same moment, reached that mood when +everything one says, or thinks, or does, sounds or seems amusing; and +they laughed and laughed without being able to check themselves, until +at last Kitty found herself with her head in the tea-tray, while Dan +hung limply over the back of his chair, and Betty and Tony laid their +heads on the table and held their aching sides. + +"Oh dear!" cried Kitty, straightening herself and trying to compose her +face. "They say it is unlucky to laugh so much. I wonder if it is +true. It does seem hard, doesn't it?" + +The thought sobered them a little, and they gave themselves up to their +tea. + +"I never know," said Betty thoughtfully, after a somewhat long silence, +"whether it is better to begin with ham and end with cream and jam, or +to begin with cream and then have the ham, but it seems to me that it is +just the same whichever I do--I _can't_ eat much of both. I have tried +and tried." + +"I call that a real affliction," said Dan soberly. "Of course there is +just a chance that you may grow out of it in time, but it is hard +lines." + +"Yes," sighed Betty, "it really is," and lapsed into quietness. +"Another time," she said at last, very gravely, "I think I shall come +twice, and not have both at the same tea." + +"Perhaps you would like Mrs. Henderson to save you some till to-morrow," +suggested Dan ironically. + +"No--o," said Betty seriously, "I don't think I will. I don't expect I +shall want any more as soon as to-morrow, but--" + +"You aren't feeling ill, are you?" asked Kitty anxiously, as she studied +Betty's face. + +"No--o," answered Betty slowly, "not ill; but it's funny that what is so +nice to think about before tea isn't half as nice after." + +"If I were you," said Dan pointedly, "I would go and sit in the meadow +for a bit, and keep very still until it is time to go home." + +"I think I will," said Betty gravely, and started; but they had all +finished their meal by this time, and following Dan's advice, strolled +out once more to the scented garden, and down through the sloping meadow +to the riverside. It was nearly time to wind their way homewards, but +they must have a little rest first, and one more look at the river and +the woods, so they perched themselves about on the old tree roots, which +formed most comfortable and convenient seats--all but Dan, who seemed to +prefer to perch on a rock which stood in the middle of the river, which +was shallower here and wider. To get to it he had to take off his shoes +and stockings and wade, which perhaps made up for the uncomfortableness +of the seat when he reached it, and soon sent him wading back through +the cool rippling water again. + +The handkerchiefs of the family having been commandeered in place of a +towel, and Dan's feet clad once more, they all sat on in a state of +lazy, happy content, playing "Ducks and Drakes," or talking, until at +last Kitty, looking at the sky, saw with a shock that the sun was +already setting, and realizing that they still had the long walk home +before them, roused the party to sudden activity. + +They were all on their feet in a moment. "I think we had better get out +on the road by this gate, instead of going back to the house again," she +said, hurrying towards one at the end of the field which brought them at +once out on to the road. + +"But hadn't you better pay Mrs. Henderson?" questioned Betty, as she +panted after her hurrying sister. + +"Oh!" Kitty stood still and gasped, "I had quite forgotten! How stupid +of me! I am glad you remembered, Betty," and they all streamed back to +the farm again and into the little garden, more heavily scented than +ever now as the flowers revived in the dew and cooler air. + +Mrs. Henderson came out to them quite smilingly, and apparently not at +all concerned about their debt to her. In her hand she was holding a +flower-pot with a sturdy-looking little rose bush flowering in it. +The children eyed it admiringly. It had two delicate pink roses in full +bloom on it, and several little buds. "I was wondering, missie," she +said, turning to Betty, and holding out the rose to her, "if you would +be pleased to have this little plant; 'tis off my old monthly rose that +I've had for so many years. I planted this one last year and it has +come on nicely. Would you be pleased to accept it?" + +Betty gasped. For a moment she was so surprised and overjoyed as to be +speechless. "Me! For me!" she cried at last. "Oh, how lovely! +Thank you _so_ much, Mrs. Henderson. I'll keep it always, and 'tend to +it myself every day. I have never had a plant of my own before, and I +shall love it," and Betty took her rose in her arms and hugged it in +pure joy. + +"You have made Betty very happy now, Mrs. Henderson," said Kitty, +without a trace of envy in her heart. "Thank you for all you have done +for us. Good-night." + +"Good-night, and thank you for our fine tea," said Dan, and one by one +they passed out of the scented garden, and on their homeward way. + +A soft evening mist was creeping slowly up over the river and the +sloping meadow; the distant woods looked desolate, and almost awesome. +Kitty could nut picture them now peopled as they had been in the +morning, and her efforts to do so were soon interrupted by a little +piteous voice beside her. + +"My feets do hurt me," said Tony plaintively. "I s'pose I mustn't take +off my boots?" + +"Poor old Tony," cried Dan. "Here, let me carry you," and he hoisted +his tired little brother on to his shoulders. But Dan was tired too, +and the way was long, and they had either to walk in single file along +the tiny track worn beside the sleepers, or over the sleepers +themselves, and that meant progressing by a series of hops and jumps, +which might perhaps be amusing for a few minutes at the beginning of a +day's pleasuring, but is very far from amusing when one is tired and the +way is long. The summer evening was warm too. + +"I wish the old 'Rover' would come along," panted Dan at the end of +about a quarter of an hour's march. "I'd get those fellows to give us a +lift for part of the way at any rate." + +"Oh," sighed Betty, "how lovely that would be! But things don't happen +when you want them to, do they?" + +Miss Betty's sad and cynical view of life was wrong though, for not so +very much later the familiar rumbling and shaking, and puffing and +rattling, reached their ears once more, and coming, too, from the +direction of Wenbridge. + +In a state of anxious excitement they all stood to await it. "Hadn't we +better hold up a pocket-handkerchief for a white flag to show them we +are friendly?" asked Betty anxiously. + +"They wouldn't understand if we did," said Dan impatiently. +"They'd only think we were trying to frighten them. Kitty, if you go +back towards them, holding up your hand, they will know it's all right. +They will trust you. It's only me they are down on, really." + +Kitty went back at once, and fortunately, just as she was trying to +attract their attention and make them understand that she had only +friendly intentions, they brought the engine to a standstill for Tonkin +to get down and collect some faggots which lay beside the way. +The engine snorted, and spit, and panted, and Dumble watched Kitty's +approach with an eye which was not encouraging; but Kitty, though her +heart was quaking a little, advanced bravely. + +"Dumble," she called to him, in a friendly, conciliating voice, +stretching up to him confidingly--"Dumble, we are _so_ tired. My little +brother Tony can hardly get on at all, his feet are hurting him so +badly, and he is too heavy for Dan to carry all the way; and Dan is +tired too, and--and we wondered if--if you would give us a lift, even +if it is only for a little way. Will you?" + +Dumble, his face rather flushed, straightened himself. "Look at my +nose, miss," he said meaningly. "Look at my nose," pointing to that +poor feature, which certainly looked red and swollen. "That's your +brother's doings, heaving apples and not caring what he strikes with +'em, and yet after that you can come and ask me to take 'ee all aboard +of my train." + +"I am very sorry, Dumble, that you got hit, I am really, but--well, you +did get the apples and some nice sandwiches too, you know; and when you +aim at Dan it is never with anything nicer than hot water, and you know +you did really scald him once but he never told how it was done." + +Dumble looked rather foolish. "Didn't 'ee now?" he said, but his tone +was less indignant. "Yes, we had the apples, and fine ones they were +too. Well, come along. Tell 'em all to look sharp and hop up, for 'tis +'bout time we was to 'ome, and the 'Rover' put up for the night." + +Gladly enough the others obeyed her eager signals. Joyfully they +scrambled up into the high carriage and dropped on the dusty, gritty +seats. Dan and his enemies exchanged broad, sheepish smiles, but they +were amiable smiles. Tonkin flung up the last of the faggots and +climbed up on the engine, and off they started. And _what_ a journey it +was! All about them stretched the country, vast and still and empty, +they themselves, seemingly, the only living creatures in it, the panting +and rumbling of the engine the only sound to be heard, for it drowned +all such gentle sounds as the "good-nights" of the birds, the distant +lowing of cows, the rippling of the brook beside the way. + +Daylight was fading fast. Here and there the way was narrow, and the +hedges so high that the hawthorns almost met overhead; and here and +there, where tall fir trees lined the road on either side, it was very +nearly dark. + +By two of them, at least, that journey in the fading light was never +forgotten. It had been such a happy day, so free from worries and +naughtiness or squabbles, or any cause for regret; and now they were +going home, happy but tired, and longing to be in the dear old untidy, +shabby home again. Kitty, with Tony nestling against her, leaned back +in her corner restfully, and thought of her home with a depth of feeling +she could not have defined. "If it could only be like this always," she +said to herself, "and there is no reason why it shouldn't if only we +were good and every one was nice. I wonder, I wonder if I cannot make +it so that father wouldn't want any one to live with us." + +On they rattled and jolted, past the two cottages, with their windows +lighted up now and the blinds drawn; past the little well, its cave +looking dark and mysterious under its green canopy. Kitty, lost to the +others and their talk, gazed with loving eyes at everything. +"Dear little well," she thought. "Dear old 'Rover,' and Gorlay, and +home, how I do love every inch and stick and stone of it! I think I +should die if I had to leave--" + +"Kitty, _have you got_ a shilling?" Dan shrieked in her ear with such +vigour that Kitty really leaped in her seat. + +"What _is_ the matter?" she demanded crossly. It was not pleasant to be +roused from her musings and brought back thus to everyday, prosaic +matters; and it happened to her so often, or so it seemed. + +"I have asked you three times already. Have you got a shilling? +We shall have to get down presently, or we shall be seen, and the men +and all of us will get into a row because we are travelling without +tickets. We had better get down when they come to the 'lotment gardens, +and we must tip them; but Betty has only got tuppence, and I have only +fourpence, and that is all in coppers, mostly ha'pennies. I don't like +to offer it to them." + +"I haven't a shilling," said Kitty regretfully. "I have only eightpence +left; the tea cost a good deal," and she produced from her purse a +sixpenny bit and two pennies. + +Dan looked at their combined wealth disgustedly. "They'll think we've +been saving up for this little go," he said in a mortified voice; +"but I'll give them the lot, and tell them it is all we have left." + +"I don't suppose they will mind ha'pennies," said Kitty consolingly. + +"Of course they won't," said Betty, who was rather cross at having to +lay down her beloved rose and dive for her purse; "they aren't so silly. +Besides, they have had our apples and sandwiches already." + +"Well, don't remind them of that again," said Kitty anxiously, for it +was just the kind of thing Betty would do; but before she could extract +a promise the engine slowed down and they hastily prepared to dismount. + +Dan coloured as he put the sixpenny bit and the coppers into Dumble's +grimy hand. "I am sorry there's such a lot of pence," he said shyly; +"but it is all we've got left, and--and--" + +"Aw," said Dumble, who had expected nothing, and was rather embarrassed +than otherwise by their generosity, "thank 'ee kindly, sirs, and young +leddies; there wasn't no 'casion to give us nothing; but thank 'ee very +much all the same, and 'nother time we'll be glad to 'blige 'ee with +'nother lift." + +"Thank you very much," said Dan. "But it isn't as much as it looks; it +is only fourteen pence altogether. I--I thought I'd tell you for fear +you'd be disappointed;" and thankful for the darkness which hid his +embarrassment, he joined the others, and with many friendly +"Good-nights" to the "Rover" they started on the last stage of their +journey. + +Briskly enough they started; but their pace soon changed; their feet +were weary, and there was really no great need to hurry now. +There would be no scoldings or punishments when they got home, even if +they were late, for no one there was very particular as to time, and +there was so much to see that they did not usually see that they stopped +repeatedly to look about them. The cottages were all lighted up now, +and in some of them the blinds had been left undrawn and the windows +open. Even the old wharf, too, had here and there a light gleaming out +of its blackness, adding to the weird mystery of the place, and then in +rattled the "Rover," and drew up panting and throwing out deep breaths +of steam and smoke and sparks, as though she had come at breakneck speed +on urgent business from the extreme limits of the earth, and could +scarcely be restrained from starting off again. In the dim light they +could see Dumble and Tonkin wandering round and lovingly criticizing +their fiery steed. "'Er 'ave gone well to-day," they heard Dumble +saying proudly. "'Er 'ave gone like a little 'are." + +"Ay, ay, proper!" responded Tonkin with solemn emphasis. "Since 'er was +cleaned I'd back 'er agin all the new-fangled engines in the world. +Give the 'Rover' a fair bit of line to travel over, and 'er'll--well, +'er'll do it." + +The children chuckled to themselves and moved on. "To-night, with the +'Rover' drawn up in it, it doesn't look quite so much like Quilp's Wharf +as usual," said Kitty, looking back lingeringly at the black, ramshackle +collection of old tarred sheds; "but I am sure I shall see Quilp's boy +standing on his head there one day." + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +A BAD BEGINNING. + +On again they went, past more cottages with groups of people gossiping +at their doors, or sitting about on low steps or the edges of the +pavement, enjoying the cool and calm of the summer evening; up the steep +hill where the milk-bottle had come to grief in the morning, past the +carpenter's shop, fast closed now, all but the scent of the wood, which +nothing could keep in. + +It was a stiff pull to the top for tired people, but it was reached at +last. With a deep sigh of satisfaction they crossed the quiet street in +leisurely fashion to their own front door, where, summoning what energy +they had left, they gave a friendly "whoop!" to let their arrival be +known, and burst into the house pell-mell; then stopped abruptly, almost +tumbling over each other with the shock, and stared before them in +silent, speechless amazement at a pile of luggage which filled the +centre of the hall. Betty stepped back and looked at the plate on the +door to make quite sure that they had not burst into the wrong house; +but Kitty, with a swift presentiment, realized to whom that luggage +belonged and what it meant, and her heart sank down, down to a depth she +had never known it sink before. + +Before she could speak, though, Emily appeared from somewhere, her face +a picture of rage, offended dignity, and fierce determination; but as +soon as she caught sight of the bewildered, wondering quartette, her +whole expression changed. She came to them, as Kitty said afterwards, +as though there had been a death in the family and she had to break the +news to them. But it was an arrival she had to announce, not a +departure, and she announced it abruptly. + +"She's come!" she gasped in a whisper more penetrating than a shout; and +her face added, "You poor, poor things, I am sorry for you." + +For once Emily's sympathies were with them, and even while staggering +under the blow they had just received, Kitty could not help noticing the +fact. + +"What?--not Aunt Pike?--to stay?" gasped Dan. + +Emily nodded, a world of meaning in the action. "You'd best go up and +speak to her at once, or she'll be crosser than she is now, if that's +possible. She's as vexed as can be 'cause there wasn't nobody to the +station to meet her, nor nobody here when she come." + +"But we didn't know. How could we? And who could have even dreamed of +her coming to-day!" they argued hotly and all at once. + +"A tellygram come soon after you'd a-gone," said Emily, with a sniff; +"but there wasn't nobody here to open it. And how was we to know what +was inside of it; we can't see through envelopes, though to hear some +people talk you would think we ought to be able to." + +Kitty knew it was her duty to check Emily's rude way of speaking of her +aunt, but a common trouble was uniting them, and she felt she could not +be severe then. + +"Doesn't father know yet?" she asked. + +"No, miss." + +"Poor father! Has Aunt Pike really come to _stay_, Emily?" + +"I can't make out for certain, miss; but if she isn't going to stay now, +she is coming later on. I gathered that much from the way she talked. +She said it didn't need a very clever person to see that 'twas high time +somebody was here to look after things, instead of me being with my 'ead +out of win--I mean, you all out racing the country to all hours of the +night, and nothing in the house fit to eat--" + +Kitty groaned. + +"I've got to go and get the spare-room ready as soon as she comes out of +it," went on Emily. "A pretty time for anybody to have to set to to +sweep and dust." + +Kitty, though, could not show any great sympathy there; having to sweep +and dust seemed to her at that moment such trifling troubles. "Where is +she now, Emily?" + +"In the spare-room." + +"Oh, the dust under the bed!" groaned Kitty. "She is sure to see it; it +blows out to meet you every time you move!" + +"Never mind that now," said Dan; "it is pretty dark everywhere. But we +had better do a bunk and clean ourselves up a bit before she sees us," +and he set the example by kicking off his shoes and disappearing like a +streak up the stairs. + +In another moment the hall was empty, save for eight very dirty shoes +and the pile of severe-looking luggage. + +To convince Aunt Pike that her presence and care were absolutely +unnecessary was the one great aim and object which now filled them all, +and as a means to this end their first idea was to dress, act, and talk +as correctly and unblamably as boys and girls could. So, by the time +the worthy lady was heard descending, they were all in the drawing-room, +seated primly on the stiffest chairs they could find, and apparently +absorbed in the books they gazed at with serious faces and furrowed +brows. To the trained eye the "high-water marks" around faces and +wrists were rather more apparent and speaking than their interest in +their books. Their heads, too, were strikingly wet and smooth around +their brows, but conspicuously tangled and unkempt-looking at the back. + +However, on the whole they appeared well-behaved and orderly, and the +expression of welcome their faces assumed as soon as their aunt was +heard approaching was striking, if a little overdone. It was +unfortunate, though, that they and Emily had forgotten to remove their +dirty shoes from the hall, or to light the gas, for Aunt Pike, groping +her way downstairs in the dark, stumbled over the lot of them--stumbled, +staggered, and fell! And of all unyielding things in the world to fall +against, the corner of a tin box is perhaps the worst. + +The expression of welcome died out of the four faces, their cheeks grew +white; Kitty flew to the rescue. + +"I'm jolly glad it isn't my luggage," murmured Dan, preparing to follow. + +"She shouldn't have left it there," said Betty primly. + +"I expect it's our shoes she's felled over," whispered Tony in a scared +voice. "I jumped over them when I came down, but I don't 'spect Aunt +Pike could." + +Dan and Betty looked at each other with guilty, desperate eyes. + +"Well, you left yours first," said Betty, anxious to shift all blame, +"and you ran upstairs first, and--and we did as you did, of course." + +"Oh, of course," snapped Dan crossly, "you always do as I do, don't you? +Now go out and tell Aunt Pike that, and suck up to her. If she's going +to live here, it's best to be first favourite." At which unusual +outburst on the part of her big brother Betty was so overcome that she +collapsed on to her chair again, and had to clench her hands tightly and +wink hard to disperse the mist which clouded her eyes and threatened to +turn to rain. + +But a moment later the entrance of Aunt Pike helped her to recover +herself--Aunt Pike, with a white face and an expression on it which said +plainly that her mind was made up and nothing would unmake it. +Betty and Tony stepped forward to meet her. + +"How do you do, Elizabeth?--How do you do, Anthony? I should have gone +to your bedrooms to see you, thinking naturally that you two, at least, +would be in bed, but I was told you were still racing the country. +Anna goes to bed at seven-thirty, and she is a year older than you," +looking at Betty very severely. + +"Is Anna here too?" asked Kitty, saying anything that came into her head +by way of making a diversion. + +"No, she is not. She will join me later. We were just about to move to +another hydropathic establishment when your poor father's letter reached +me, and I felt that, no matter at what sacrifice on my part, it was my +duty to throw up all my own plans and come here at once." + +"Then the postman must have missed my letter," said Betty indignantly. +"What a pity! for it would have told you we didn't want--I mean, it +would have saved you the trouble--" + +"It was your letter, Elizabeth, which decided me to come," said Mrs. +Pike, turning her attention to poor Betty. "It reached me by the same +post as your poor father's, and when I read it I felt that I must come +at once--that my place was indeed here. So I confided Anna to the care +of friends, and came, though at the greatest possible inconvenience, by +the next train. And what," looking round severely at them all, "did I +find on my arrival? No one in the house to greet me! My nephews and +nieces out roaming the country alone, no one knew where! One maid out +without leave, and the other--well, you might almost say she was out +too, for her head protruded so far from her bedroom window that I could +see it almost from the bottom of the street." + +"Emily _will_ hang out of window," sighed Kitty. + +"And when I reprimanded her she was most impertinent. Is she always so +when she is reprimanded, Katherine?" + +"We--we don't reprimand her," admitted Kitty. "I am afraid she would be +if we did," she added honestly. + +At that moment Dan burst into the room carrying a bottle. "If you put +some of this on the bruises," he said, offering it to his aunt, "it'll +take the pain out like anything. Jabez has it for the horses, and I've +used it too; it is capital stuff." + +Mrs. Pike looked at the bottle with an eye which for a moment made Kitty +quake, for Dan had brought it in with the fine crust of dirt and grease +on it that it had accumulated during a long sojourn in the coach-house. +But something, perhaps it was Dan's thoughtfulness, checked the severe +remark which had almost burst from her lips. + +"Thank you, Daniel," she said, almost graciously. "If you will ask one +of the servants to clean the outside of the bottle, I shall be very glad +of the contents, for I feel sure I have bruised myself severely." + +Betty was about to offer her pocket-handkerchief for the purpose when +she remembered that she had not one with her, and so saved herself from +further humiliation. + +"At what hour do you dine--or sup?" asked Mrs. Pike, turning to Kitty. + +"We have supper at--at--oh, when father is home, or we--or we come home, +or--when it is convenient." + +"Or when the servants choose to get it for you, perhaps," said Aunt Pike +sarcastically, but hitting the truth with such nicety that Kitty +coloured. "Well," she went on, "if you can induce the maids to give us +a meal soon I shall be thankful, for I have had nothing since my lunch; +and I really feel, with all the agitation and shocks and blows I have +had this day, as though I were nearly fainting." + +Poor Kitty, with a sinking heart, ran off at once, glad to escape, but +overwhelmed with dread of what lay before her. To her relief she found +that Fanny had returned; but Fanny was hot with the first outburst of +indignation at the news that awaited her, and was angry and mutinous, +and determined to do nothing to make life more bearable for any of them. + +In response to Kitty's meek efforts to induce her to do her best to make +the supper-table presentable, and not a shame to them all, she refused +point-blank to stir a finger. + +"There's meat pasties, and there's a gooseberry tart, and cheese, and +cold plum-pudding, and cake, and butter and jam," she said, enumerating +thing after thing, designed, so it seemed to Kitty, expressly for the +purpose of giving Aunt Pike a nightmare; "and I've got some fish for the +master, that I am going to cook when he comes, and not before." + +"O Fanny, do cook it for Aunt Pike, please. It is just the thing for +her, and I am sure father would rather she should have it than that she +should complain that she had nothing to eat--" + +"Well, Miss Kitty," burst in Fanny indignantly, "I don't know what _you_ +calls nothing. I calls it a-plenty and running over; and if what's good +enough for us all isn't good enough for Mrs. Pike, well--" + +"It is _good_ enough, Fanny," urged Kitty; "only, you see, we like it +and can eat it, but Aunt Pike can't. You know the last time she was +here she said everything gave her indigestion--" + +"Them folks that is so afflicted," said Fanny, "should stay in their own +'omes, or the 'ospital. I'm sure master don't want patients indoors so +well as out, and be giving up the food out of his own mouth to them. +The bit of fish I've got for master I'm going to keep for master. +If anybody's got to have the indigestion it won't be him, not if I knows +it; he's had nothing to eat to-day yet to speak of, and if nobody else +don't consider him, well, I _must_," and with this parting thrust Fanny +left the kitchen to go to her bedroom. + +Kitty longed to be able to depart to her room too, to lock herself in +and fasten out all the worries and bothers, and all thoughts of supper +and Aunt Pike, and everything else that was worrying. "I wish I had +stayed in the woods," she thought crossly; "there would be peace there +at any rate," and her mind wandered away to the river and the little +silvery bays, and the tree-covered slopes rising up and up, and she +tried to picture it as it must be looking then at that moment, so still, +and lonely, and mysterious. + +"I'll see that it all looks nice, Miss Kitty," said Emily with unusual +graciousness. She felt really sorry for Kitty and the position she was +in, and having quite made up her mind to leave now that this new and +very different mistress had come, she was not only beginning already to +feel a little sad at the thought of parting from them all, but a lively +desire to side with them against the common enemy. She failed quite to +realize that her past behaviour had reconciled Kitty more than anything +to the "enemy's" presence, and made her coming almost a relief. +"I'll get Fanny to poach some eggs, or make an omelette or something. +Don't you worry about it." + +Kitty, immensely relieved and only too glad to follow Emily's last bit +of advice, wandered out and through the yard towards the garden. +She felt she could not go back to the company of Aunt Pike again, for a +few moments at any rate. + +Prue was standing with her head out of her window, anxiously wondering +where Jabez was with her supper. Kitty spoke to her and passed on. +She strolled slowly up the steps, past the fateful garden wall and the +terrace above to the next terrace, where stood a pretty creeper-covered +summer-house. It was a warm night, and very still and airless. +Kitty sat down on the step in the doorway of the summer-house, and +staring before her into the dimness, tried to grasp all that had +happened, and what it would mean to them. She thought of their lazy +mornings, when they lay in bed till the spirit moved them to get up; of +the other mornings when they chose to rise early and go for a long walk +to Lantig, or down to Trevoor, the stretch of desolate moorland which +lay about a mile outside the town, and was so full of surprises--of +unexpected dips and trickling streams, of dangerous bogs, and stores of +fruits and berries and unknown delights--that, well though they knew it, +they had not yet discovered the half of them. She thought of their +excursions, such as to-day's, to Wenmere Woods, and those others to +Helbarrow Tors. They usually took a donkey and cart, and food for a +long day, when they went to this last. Her mind travelled, too, back +over their favourite games and walks, and what she, perhaps, loved best +of all, those drives, when she would have the carriage and Prue all to +herself, and would wander with them over the face of the country for +miles. + +At those times she felt no nervousness, no loneliness, nothing but pure, +unalloyed happiness. Sometimes she would take a book with her, and when +she came to a spot that pleased her, she would turn Prue into the hedge +to graze, while she herself would stay in the carriage and read, or +dismount and climb some hedge, or tree, or gate, and gaze about her, or +lie on the heather, thinking or reading; and by-and-by she would turn +the old horse's head homewards, and arrive at last laden with +honeysuckle or dog-roses, bog-myrtle, ferns, or rich-brown bracken and +berries. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +THE COMING OF ANNA. + +The next week or two were full of change, excitement, and unrest. +No one knew what the next day might bring forth, and the children never +felt sure of anything. Any hour might bring a surprise to them, and it +was not likely to be a pleasant surprise--of that they felt sure. +One of the changes decided on was that Dan was to go very soon--the next +term, in fact--to a public school as a boarder. + +To all but Dan the news came as an overwhelming blow. Katherine and +Elizabeth, as their aunt persisted in calling them, considered it one of +the most cruel and treacherous acts that Mrs. Pike could have been +guilty of. Of course they blamed her entirely for it. "Dan was to be +turned out of his home-banished--and by Aunt Pike!" they told each +other. + +"I expect she will banish us next," said Betty. "If she does, I shall +run away from school and become something--a robber, or a gipsy, or a +heroine." + +But the cruellest part, perhaps, of the blow was that Dan himself did +not resent it. In fact, he showed every sign of delight with the plan, +and was wild with excitement for the term to begin. To the girls this +seemed rank treachery, a complete going over to the enemy, and they felt +it keenly. + +"I didn't think Dan would have changed so," said Kitty dejectedly, as +she and Betty lay in their beds discussing the serious state of affairs. + +"I don't know," said Betty darkly. "_I_ thought he was very odd the +night Aunt Pike came. First there was the rude way he spoke to me about +my making up to her, and then _he_ went and got that bottle of +embercation for her. _I_ called _that_ sucking up to her." + +"But Dan is always polite," said Kitty, warm in defence of him at once. +She might sometimes admit to herself that there was a flaw in her +brother, but she could not endure that any one else should see one; +"and he is always sorry for people when they are hurt, and it was our +fault that she was hurt." + +"Yes, it was his fault really," said Betty, whose memory was a good +one--too good at times, some said--"for he was the first to kick off his +boots and leave them there." + +"I know; but he didn't tell us to do the same. And you see we had all +agreed to be polite to Aunt Pike, and you could have got the embrocation +for her if you had liked." + +"But I don't see why it should be called 'polite' if Dan does it, but +'sucking up' if _I_ do it," argued Betty. + +Kitty sighed. She often wished that Betty would not want things +explained so carefully. She never made allowances for changes of mood +or sudden impulses. Kitty herself so constantly experienced both, that +she could sympathize with others who did the same, and as she put it to +herself--"What can you do if you feel sorry for a person that you hated +only a little while before?" + +Kitty could not understand the right and the wrong of these things, or +what to do under such circumstances. She wished she could, for they +made her feel mean to one side or the other, and nothing was really +further from her intention. + +The next arrangement made--and this was an even greater blow to them +than the "banishment" of Dan--was that Kitty and Betty were to go as day +girls to school, instead of having Miss Pooley to the house. + +The plan, being Aunt Pike's, would probably have been objected to in any +case; but to Kitty, with her shy dread of strangers--particularly girls +of her own age--the prospect was appalling, and she contemplated it with +a deep dread such as could not be understood by most girls. + +Betty complained loudly, but soon found consolation. "At any rate," she +said, "we need not walk to school with Anna, and we needn't see as much +of her there as we should have to at home; and I think it will be rather +jolly to know a lot of girls." + +"Do you?" sighed Kitty, looking at her sister with curious, wondering +eyes, and a feeling of awe. "I can't think so. I can't bear strange +girls." It seemed to her incredible that any one should _want_ to know +strangers, or could even contemplate doing so without horror. +She envied them, though, for being able to. "It must make one feel ever +so much more happy and comfortable," she thought, "to have nothing to be +afraid of." She would have given a very great deal not to feel shy and +embarrassed when with strangers, and to be able to think of something to +say to them. But she never could. Nothing that she had to say seemed +interesting or worth saying. Betty, with her self-confidence and fluent +tongue, was a constant source of admiration to Kitty. + +"You will get on all right," she said, with another sigh; "but I was +never meant to go where there are other people." + +"That is why you've got to go. It is good for you; I heard Aunt Pike +saying so to father. She said you were growing up shy and _gauche_. +I don't know what _gauche_ means; do you?" + +"No," said Kitty, colouring. "I expect I ought to, and I expect it is +something dreadful; but if I am happier so, why can't I go on being +_gauche_?" + +"Father said you were very shy, but he didn't think you were the other +thing--_gauche_." + +"Did he?" cried poor Kitty, brightening; but her face soon fell again. +"Father doesn't notice things as quickly as some people do--Aunt Pike, +and Lady Kitson, and others; and I expect they are right. It is always +the disagreeable people and the disagreeable things that are right. +Did Aunt Pike say the same thing of you?" + +"No; she said I had too much--it was a long word--too much self--self-- +oh, I know, confidence--self-confidence. I don't know what it means, +but I am sure I haven't got it; and if I have," wound up Betty +defiantly, "I _won't_ get cured of it. Do you know what it means, +Kitty?" + +"Yes," said Kitty thoughtfully, "I think I do; but I don't see how going +to the same school can cure us both." + +At the end of a few days Mrs. Pike went away to get Anna, and to collect +their numerous belongings; and the doctor's household felt that it had +before it one week of glorious freedom, but only one. + +In anticipation of this, their last happy free time, the children had +made plans for each day of it, intending to enjoy them to the utmost. +Somehow, though, things were different. There was a shadow even over +their freedom--if it was not there in the morning, it fell before +night--and they returned home each day weighted with a sense of +weariness and depression. There was the shadow, too, of Dan's +departure, and a very deep shadow it was. + +"Things will never, never be the same again," said Kitty sagely. +"Dan won't know about all that we do; and when he gets a lot of boy +friends he won't care very much." + +There was also the shadow of their own school and the constant +companionship of Anna, and this was a dense shadow indeed. + +"It wouldn't be so bad if she was jolly and nice, but it will be like +having a spy always with us," said Betty. "She will tell Aunt Pike +everything." + +"You don't know," said Dan, to tease them. "Anna may have grown up +quite different from what she was, and be as jolly as possible." But the +suggestion did not console the girls; to them it only seemed that Dan +was already forsaking them, that this was but another step over to the +enemy. + +"She couldn't be jolly," said Betty firmly. "She wouldn't know how, and +Aunt Pike wouldn't let her if she wanted to. And even if she seemed so, +I shouldn't feel that I could trust her." + +"Bosh!" said Dan emphatically. "One can always tell if a person is to +be trusted or not." + +"Well, I can tell that I shall _not_ trust Anna _ever_," cried Betty +viciously, roused to deep anger by Dan's championship of Anna Pike. + +But Dan was not impressed. "Oh well," he said, turning carelessly on +his heel, "if you are so narrow-minded and have made up your mind not to +like her, it is no use to say anything more." + +"I am not narrow-minded," cried Betty hotly. "I don't know what you +mean." + +"I don't suppose you do," laughed Dan. "Never mind. Cheer up, +Elizabeth, I will give you a dictionary on your birthday." + +"No, you won't, 'cause you won't have money enough," said Betty; "and-- +and I wouldn't accept it if you got it." + +"I'll leave you my old one when I go to school, and I advise you to +study it well before you go to Miss Richards's. It may save you from +putting your foot in it sometimes." + +"I wonder," said Betty, with a sudden thought, "if it would tell me what +self-confidence is?" + +"I can tell you that," said Dan. "Why do you want to know?" + +"Oh--oh, because--but tell me first what it means, and then I will tell +you--perhaps." + +"Well, it means--oh--you know--" + +"No, I don't; and--and I don't believe you do either," nodding her head +very knowingly at her brother. + +"Yes, I do," cried Dan hotly. "It means having a too jolly good opinion +of yourself, and thinking you can do anything. Now, tell me why you +wanted to know." + +But Betty was walking away with her head held very high, and her cheeks +very red. "I think it is quite time you started for the station to meet +Aunt Pike and Anna," she called back over her shoulder. + +"Don't be late, whatever you do." + +"But you are coming too, Bet, aren't you?" + +"No," she answered frigidly, as she closed the door, "I am not," and to +herself she added, with proud indignation, "After Aunt Pike's calling me +such a name as that, I shouldn't think of going to meet her." + +Kitty, Dan, and Tony were on the platform when the train arrived. +Their father had expressly wished them to go to meet their aunt and +cousin, as he was unable to; so they went to please him, they told each +other. But they would put up with a good deal for the sake of a jaunt +to the station, and there really was some little anxiety and excitement, +too, in their hearts as to what Anna would be like. + +When she had stayed with them before she had been a little fair, slight +thing, with a small face, frightened restless eyes, and a fragile body +as restless as her eyes. Anna Pike gave one the impression of being all +nerves, and in a perpetual state of tremor. She was said to be very +clever and intellectual, and certainly if being always with a book was a +proof of it, she was; but there were some who thought she did little +with her books beyond holding them, and that it would have been better +for her in every way if she had sometimes held a doll, or a +skipping-rope, or a branch of a tree instead. + +"She was rather pretty, I think, wasn't she?" said Kitty musingly, as +they strolled up and down the platform waiting for the train. + +"She was awfully skinny," said Dan. + +"Will Anna be bigger than me?" asked Tony, who did not remember her. + +"Oh yes, she is as old as Dan, I think; but I always feel as though she +were older even than I am. She used to seem so grown-up and clever, and +she always did the right thing; and, oh dear, how dreadful it will be if +she is still the same." + +Tony sighed. "I wish there was somebody little, like me, to play with," +he said wistfully; "somebody as young as me." + +"But, Tony darling, you don't feel you want some one else, do you? +Why, we all play with you," cried Kitty reproachfully. + +"Yes, I know; but you only pretend. You don't think things are +really-truly, like I do." + +"But I do, dear, I do, really; only yours are fairies and giants, and +mine are knights and kings and ladies," and her thoughts flashed right +away from the busy station, with its brick platform and gleaming rails, +the ordinary-looking men and women pacing up and down, and the noise and +rattle of the place, to the quiet, still woods and hurrying river, with +their mystery and calm, and to those other men and women pacing so +stately amidst the silence and beauty. But Tony, tugging at her hand, +very soon brought her abruptly back to her real surroundings. + +"It is coming! it is coming!" he cried. "I hear it." + +And a moment later, with a fast-increasing roar, the engine rounded the +curve, and gradually slowing down, drew up alongside the platform. + +Mrs. Pike was one of those persons who keep their seats until all other +passengers have left the carriage, and make every one belonging to them +do the same; and Kitty and Dan had twice walked the whole length of the +train, and were just turning away, not quite certain whether they felt +relieved or not at seeing no sign of their travellers, when they heard a +well-remembered voice calling to them, and, turning, saw their aunt +standing in a carriage doorway, beckoning to them as frantically as an +armful of parcels and bags would allow her. She retreated when she had +attracted their attention, and in her place there stepped from the +carriage a tall, lanky girl, who was evidently very shy and embarrassed +at being thrust out alone to greet her strange cousins. + +It was Anna. Though she had grown enormously, they knew her in a +moment, for the thin white face was the same, the restless eyes, the +nervous fidgeting movements of the hands and feet and body. +Her straight, light hair had grown enormously too; it was a perfect mane +now, long, and thick, and heavy--too heavy and long, it seemed, for the +thin neck and little head. Kitty eyed it enviously, though; her own +dark hair was frizzy and thick as could be, but it never had grown, and +never would grow more than shoulder length, she feared, and she did so +admire long, straight, glossy hair. + +But when she looked from her cousin's hair to her cousin, a sudden sense +of shyness came over her, and it was awkwardly enough that she advanced. + +"Ought I to kiss her," she was asking herself, "on a platform like this, +and before a lot of people? She might think it silly;" and while she +was still debating the point, she had held out her hand and shaken +Anna's stiffly, with a prim "How do you do," and that was all. + +Her aunt she had overlooked entirely, until that lady recalled her +wandering wits peremptorily. "Well, Katherine, is this the way you +greet your aunt and cousin? Have you quite forgotten me? Come and kiss +us both in a proper manner.--Well, Daniel, how are you? Yes, I shall be +obliged to you if you will go in search of our luggage;" for Dan, +fearing that he, too, might be ordered to kiss them both, had shaken +hands heartily but hastily, while uttering burning desires to assist +them by finding their boxes.--"Anthony, come and be introduced to your +cousin Anna. I dare say you scarcely remember her." + +Tony kissed his severe-looking cousin obediently, but his hopes of a +playmate died there and then. + +"Elizabeth, I do not see her!" + +"No--o; she has not come, Aunt Pike," said Kitty lamely. She felt +absolutely incapable at that moment of giving any reason why Betty had +absented herself, so she said no more. + +"Anna was particularly anxious to meet her cousin Elizabeth," continued +Mrs. Pike. "Being so near of an age, she hopes to make her her special +companion.--Don't you, Anna?" + +"Yes, mother," said Anna, rubbing her cotton-gloved hands together +nervously, and setting Kitty's teeth on edge to such an extent that she +could scarcely speak. But somehow the enthusiasm of Anna's actions was +not echoed in her voice. + +Dan, who had rejoined them, smiled to himself wickedly as he thought of +Betty's last speech about her cousin. + +"The porter is taking the luggage out to the omnibus," he said. +"Will you come out and get up?" He led the way, and they all followed. +The big yellow 'bus with its four horses stood in the roadway outside +the platform palings. The driver and conductor, who knew the Trenires +quite well, beamed on them, and touched their hats. + +"I've kept the front seat for you, missie," said Weller, the conductor, +to Kitty, and he moved towards the short ladder placed against the 'bus +in readiness for her to mount. "Will the other ladies go 'pon top, +too?" he asked; and Kitty, with one foot on the lower step, looked round +at her aunt to offer her her seat. + +"Katherine! Katherine! what _are_ you doing? Come down, child, at once. +You surely aren't thinking of clambering up that ladder? Let Dan do so +if he likes, but you will please come inside with Anna and me." + +Kitty's face fell visibly. She could hardly believe, though, that she +had heard aright. "I feel ill if I go inside, Aunt Pike," she +explained. "Father always lets us go on top; he tells us to. He says +it is healthier; and it is such a lovely evening, too, and the drive is +beautiful. I am sure you would--" + +"Katherine, please, I must ask you not to stand there arguing in that +rude manner with me," said Mrs. Pike with intense severity, "Get inside +the omnibus at once. I will speak to your father on the subject when I +get home." And poor Kitty, so long mistress of her own actions, walked, +bitterly humiliated, under the eyes of the many onlookers, and got into +the hot, close 'bus, where the air was already heavy with the mixed +smell of straw and paint and velvet cushions, which she never could +endure. + +"Anthony, you may go outside with Daniel if you prefer it, as the 'bus +is rather full inside," said Mrs. Pike, stopping him as he clambered in +after Kitty. But Tony declined the offer. + +"I would rather go with Kitty, please," he said loyally. "I'd--I'd +rather." He had a feeling that by so doing he was somehow helping her. + +Kitty, with compressed lips and flashing eyes, took her seat. She did +not notice who was beside her; her only object was to get as far as +possible from her aunt, for, feeling as she felt then, she could not +possibly talk to her. + +"It is a _shame_ to make us go inside. It always makes me feel ill too; +but I've always got to," whispered a low, indignant voice through the +rattling and rumbling of the 'bus. With a start of surprise Kitty +turned quickly to see who had spoken, and found that she had seated +herself beside her cousin Anna. + +For a moment Kitty stared at her, bewildered. It could not have been +Anna who spoke, for Anna was staring absorbedly out of the window +opposite her, apparently lost in thought, or fascinated by the scenery +through which they were passing. But just as she had determined that +she had made a mistake, a side-long glance from Anna's restless eyes +convinced her that she had not. + +"Are you feeling ill now?" asked Kitty, but Anna in reply only glanced +nervously at her mother, and bestowed on Kitty a warning kick; and +Kitty, indignant with them both, could not bring herself to address +another remark to her. All through that long, wretched drive home +Kitty's indignation waxed hotter and hotter, for she kept her gaze +studiously on the window, and the glimpses she got of all the beauty +they were passing through only served to increase it. Here the way lay +through the soft dimness of a plantation of young larches, their green, +feathery branches almost meeting across the road; then came a long steep +hill, up which the horses walked in a leisurely way--quite delightful if +one were outside and able to gaze down at the glorious valley which +spread away and away below, until a curve in the road suddenly cut it +off from view, but infinitely wearying when every moment was spent in a +hot, stuffy atmosphere, with nothing before one's eyes but the hedge or +one's fellow-passengers. + +Oh the relief in such case when the top of the hill was reached, and the +driver stirred up his horses to a canter, and the heavy 'bus covered the +level ground quickly and rumbled down the next steep hill at a good +pace. How Kitty did hate it all now, and how she did love it +ordinarily! Winter and summer, hitherto, she had always gone to and fro +mounted high up on the front seat, and knew every curve and corner, and +hill and dip; but best of all, perhaps, did she love that quick run down +the steep hill, when the horses cantered along at their smartest, and +the 'bus came rumbling and swaying after them, as though at any moment +it would break loose entirely and go its own wild way. And then would +come the demurer pace as they came to the town, and the narrow streets +where sharp corners had to be turned carefully, and where, from the high +'bus-top, one could quite easily see into the funny little rooms of the +old houses on either side. Then came the main street--to the Trenire +children fit to vie in breadth and beauty with any street in any city in +the world--and then home! + +To Kitty it had always been the greatest joy to come home. No matter +where she had stayed, or how delightful the visit had been, she had +always been glad to get home again, and her heart beat faster, and her +breath caught with something that was not merely excitement or pleasure, +at the sight of the low, broad old house in the bare, wind-swept street, +that was the only home she had known, or wanted to know. But now, for +the first time, she felt no joy, only misery and indignation, and a +sense of hopeless, helpless resentment that all the old joy and freedom +was ended, that everything was to be altered and spoiled for them. + +By degrees the 'bus emptied of all passengers but themselves, and Aunt +Pike drew nearer to Kitty. "I hope," she said, "that things have gone +on nicely while I have been away, and that the house has been kept in a +neat and orderly fashion." + +Kitty did not answer for a moment, for the simple reason that she had no +answer to give. They had all been too much occupied in making the most +of their spell of freedom to observe how the house was kept. "I--I +believe so," she stammered at last. + +"And I hope you have arranged a nice little meal for us," went on Mrs. +Pike, "to welcome Anna on her first arrival in her new home. I did not +say anything about it, as I thought it would be so good for you to have +the arranging of it." + +At this Kitty really did jump in her seat, and her heart beat fast with +shame and dismay, for she had not only not arranged a "nice little +meal," but had never given a thought to any meal at all. + +It is fair to say she had never been told that it was left to her to do +so. When first her aunt had come Kitty had handed over to her the reins +of government, willy-nilly, and she had not thought it her duty to take +them up again in Mrs. Pike's absence; but it is to be feared that in any +case she would not have prepared a feast of welcome for Anna. And the +result was that they would arrive tired and hungry after their long, hot +journey, and probably find no preparations at all made for them, no +welcome, not even food enough for a meal--certainly no special feast. + +Kitty had not been wilfully careless. She would have seen to things had +she thought of it; but the obstinate fact remained that, if not +wilfully, she had been culpably careless, and her heart sank with shame. +She hoped--oh, how devoutly she hoped--that Fanny had been more +thoughtful; but the prospect was slight, and for the rest of the way she +sat in a perfect panic of dread and shame. + +The very moment the omnibus drew up before the house she sprang out of +it, and, regardless of what her aunt might think, rushed in and through +the house to the kitchen. + +"O Fanny," she cried, desperation in face and voice; but even in that +distressful moment she remembered a former occasion when Aunt Pike's +arrival had thrown her into just such a frantic state, "what about +supper? Aunt Pike has asked about it, and I hadn't even thought about +it; and--oh, what _can_ I do? I suppose there is nothing in the house?" + +For a second or two Fanny went on calmly and deliberately with what she +was about. "Well, miss," she said at last in her severest tone, "there +is something, and a plenty, thanks to me and Miss Betty. If there +'adn't a been, it wouldn't 'ave been no manner of use to come rushing +out to me now, when it's time for it to be on the table. Of course, +when folks comes unexpected that's one thing, but--" + +Kitty in her great relief did not heed Fanny's lecture in the least. +"O Fanny, you are a dear," she cried joyfully. "I will do something for +you some day.--Hullo! Betty," for Betty at that moment came tiptoeing +into the kitchen. + +"'Twas Miss Betty as first thought of it," said Fanny honestly. +"I s'pose 'twould 'ave come into my 'ead some time, but I'm bound to say +it 'adn't till Miss Betty mentioned it." + +Betty beamed with pleased importance, but tried to look indifferent. +"I wanted Aunt Pike to see that we do know how to do things. What is +Anna like?" she broke off to ask anxiously. + +"She is like Anna exactly," said Kitty bluntly, "and no one else; she +never could be. She'll never change, not if she lives to be eighty. +Come along up, and get ready. Oh, I _am_ so glad you thought about the +supper, Betty dear. How clever you are! Aunt Pike would have thought +worse of me than ever if you hadn't, and--" + +"Um!" responded Betty, with a toss of her head, "perhaps if Aunt Pike +knew that if it hadn't been for me she'd have had no supper, she +wouldn't say rude things about me again. I think it's awfully hard. +If you don't do things you are scolded, and if you _do_ do them you are +called too self--self-confidential." + +"I wouldn't mind what I was called," said Kitty, as she hurried away to +get ready, "as long as I could manage to do the right thing sometimes, +and not always forget till too late." + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +LESSONS, ALARMS, AND WARNINGS. + +The days that followed were strange and very trying. It was not at all +easy for any of them to settle down to the new life. Kitty, though, did +not feel the giving up of the keys and the _role_ of housekeeper as much +as she had expected to; for, in the first place, the keys had generally +been lost, and in the second, she had never really "kept house" in the +true meaning of the term, and it really was a great relief to find the +meals appearing regularly and satisfactorily without any effort on her +part, or, perhaps, one should say, without any remorse, or occasion for +remorse, for not having made any effort. + +It was really a comfort, too, not to have to try to manage the servants, +or blame herself for not doing so. But, on the other hand, they all +missed their freedom dreadfully--their freedom of speech and act, their +freedom in getting up and going to bed, in their goings and comings; for +Aunt Pike believed, quite rightly, of course, in punctuality and early +rising, and keeping oneself profitably employed, and she disapproved +strongly of their roaming the country over, as they had done, as +strongly as she disapproved of their sitting on garden walls, wandering +in and out of stables, coach-house, and kitchen, talking to the +servants, or teasing Jabez. + +Jabez grew quite moped during the weeks that followed, for he was not +even allowed to come into the kitchen for a comforting cup of tea as of +old. "And if anybody can't have a bit of a clack sometimes," groaned +poor Jabez, "nor a cup of tea neither, why he might so well be dumb to +once. I've ackshally got to talk to the 'orses and the cat to keep my +powers of speech from leaving me." + +Life seemed very dull and dreary to all the household, except, perhaps, +to Mrs. Pike and Dr. Trenire. The latter was too busy just then to +realize the changes going on in his home; while Mrs. Pike was fully +occupied with all that lay at her hand to do. + +Anna's presence did not add at all to the liveliness of the house. +She was shy and nervous. Of Dan she was, or pretended to be, quite +afraid, and if she happened to have blossomed into talk during his +absence, she would stop the moment he appeared--a habit which annoyed +him extremely. To Betty, who was to have been her special companion, +she showed no desire to attach herself, but to Kitty she clung in a most +embarrassing fashion, monopolizing her in a way that Kitty found most +irksome, and made Betty furious, for hitherto Kitty had been Betty's +whenever Betty needed her. Now she was rarely to be found without Anna. +But Kitty, along with the others, never felt that she could trust Anna; +and they could not throw off the feeling that they had a spy in their +midst. + +And, worst of all, the beautiful summer days glided away unappreciated, +and there were many bitter groans over what might have been had they +been alone. They thought longingly of the excursions and picnics, the +drives, and the free happy days in the open that they might have had. + +"I do think it is so silly," cried Betty, "to have one's meals always at +the same time, sitting around a table in a room in a house, when one can +enjoy them _ever_ so much more if they come at all sorts of times, and +in all sorts of places." + +"Oh, but it wouldn't be right to have them like that often," said Anna +primly. "You would have indigestion if you didn't have your meals at +regular hours." Anna was always full of ideas as to what was right and +good for her health. + +"I didn't know I had an indigestion," said Betty shortly, with a toss of +her head, "and you wouldn't either, Anna, if you didn't think so much +about it." Which was truer than Betty imagined. "I think it is a pity +you talk so much about such things." + +In September Dan went off to school. He was very homesick and not at +all happy when the last day came--a fact which consoled Kitty somewhat +for all the pleasure and excitement he had shown up to that point. +"If it hadn't been for Aunt Pike and Anna I believe he would have been +frightfully sorry all the time," she told herself, "instead of seeming +as though he was quite glad to go." + +"You'll--you'll write to a fellow pretty often, won't you, Kit?" he +asked, coming into her room for about the fiftieth time, and wandering +about it irresolutely. He spoke in an off-hand manner, and made a show +of looking over her bookshelves whilst he was speaking. But Kitty +understood, and in her heart she vowed that nothing should prevent her +writing, neither health, nor work, nor other interests. Dan wanted her +letters, and Dan should have them. + +But it was after he was gone that the blow of his departure was felt +most, and then the blank seemed almost too great to be borne. It was so +great that the girls were really almost glad when their own school +opened, that they might have an entirely new life in place of the old +one so changed. + +"Though I would rather go right away, ever so far, to a boarding +school," declared Betty, "where everything and everybody would be quite, +quite different." But Kitty could not agree to this. It was quite bad +enough for her as it was; to leave Gorlay would be more than she could +bear. + +"Hillside," the school to which they were being sent--the only one of +its kind in Gorlay, in fact--was about ten minutes' walk from Dr. +Trenire's house. It was quite a small school, consisting of about a +dozen pupils only, several of whom were boarders; and Miss Richards (the +head of it), Miss Melinda (her sister), and a French governess +instructed the twelve. + +"It is not, in the strict sense of the word, a school," Miss Richards +always remarked to the parents of new pupils. "We want it to be +'a home from home' for our pupils, and I think I may say it is that." + +"If our homes were in the least bit like it we should never want any +holidays," one girl remarked; but we know that it is almost a point of +honour with some girls never to admit--until they have left it--that +school is anything but a place of exile and unhappiness,--though when +they have left it they talk of it as all that was delightful. + +Amongst the boarders, and loudest in their complaints of all they had to +endure, were Lettice and Maude Kitson, who had been placed there by +their step-mother for a year to "finish" their education before they +"came out." It was a pity, for they were too old for the school, and it +would have been better for themselves and every one had they been sent +amongst older girls and stricter teachers, where they would not have +been the leading pupils and young ladies of social importance. +They laughed and scoffed at the usual simple tastes and amusements of +schoolgirls, and, one being seventeen and the other eighteen, they +considered themselves women, who, had it not been for their unkind +stepmother, would have been out in society now instead of at school +grinding away at lessons and studies quite beneath them. Their talk and +their ideas were worldly and foolish too, and as they lacked the sense +and the good taste which might have checked them, they were anything but +improving to any girls they came in contact with. + +Kitty had never liked either of the Kitson girls; they had nothing in +common, and everything Lettice and Maude did jarred on her. They seemed +to her silly and vulgar, and they did little petty, mean things, and +laughed and sneered at people in a way that hurt Kitty's feelings. +Yet now, so great was her nervous dread of the school and all the +strangers she would have to meet, she felt quite pleased that there +would be at least those two familiar faces amongst them. "And that will +show how much I dread it," she said miserably to Betty the night before. +"Think of my being glad to see the Kitsons!" + +"Oh well," said Betty cheerfully, "they will be some one to speak to, +and they will tell us the ways of the school, so that we shan't look +silly standing about not knowing what to do. They won't let the others +treat us as they treat new girls sometimes either, and that will be a +good thing," which was Betty's chief dread in going to the school. + +Anna expressed no opinion on the matter at all. She was more than +usually nervous and fidgety in her manner, but she said nothing; and +whether she greatly dreaded the ordeal, or was quite calmly indifferent +about it, no one could tell. + +But the feelings of the three as they walked to the school that first +morning were curiously alike, yet unlike. All three were very nervous. +Kitty felt a longing, such as she could hardly resist, to rush away to +Wenmere Woods and never be heard of again. Betty was so determined that +no one should guess the state of tremor she was in, lest they should +take advantage of it and tease her, that she quite overdid her air of +calm indifference, and appeared almost rudely contemptuous. Anna, +though outwardly by far the most nervous of the three, had her plans +ready and her mind made up. She was not going to be put upon, and she +was not going to let any one get the better of her; at the same time she +was going to be popular; though how she was going to manage it all she +could not decide until she saw her fellow-pupils and had gathered +something of what they were like. In the meantime nothing escaped her +sharp eyes or ears. All that Kitty or Betty could tell her about the +school, or Miss Richards, or the girls, especially the Kitsons, she +drank in and stored up in her memory, and they would have been +astonished beyond measure could they have known how much her hasty +wandering glances told her, resting, as they did, apparently on nothing. + +Before the first morning was over she knew that Helen Rawson was admired +but feared; that Joyce Pearse was the most popular girl in the school, +and had taken a dislike to herself, but liked Kitty and Betty; that +Netta Anderson was Miss Richards's favourite pupil, and that she herself +did not like Netta; and that Lettice Kitson was not very wise and not +very honourable, and that Maude was the same, but was the more clever of +the two. + +To Betty the morning had been interesting, though alarming at times; to +Kitty it was all dreadful, and she went through it weighed down by a +gloomy despair at the thought that this was to go on day after day, +perhaps for years. + +The most terrifying experience of all to her was the examination she had +to undergo to determine her position in the school. Anna was used to +it, so bore it better, and to Betty it was not so appalling, but to +Kitty it was the most awful ordeal she had ever experienced. +"Having teeth out is nothing to it," she said afterwards, and her relief +when it was over was so intense that she thought nothing about the +result, and was not at all concerned about the position assigned her, +until Anna came up to her brimming over with condolences, and apologies, +and scarcely concealed delight. + +"O Katherine, I _am_ so sorry, but it _really_ wasn't my fault. +I didn't know I was doing so well, and--and that they would put me in +the same class as you! Of course I thought you would be ever so much +higher than me--being so much older." + +Kitty had scarcely realized the fact before, certainly she had not been +shamed by it, but Anna's remarks and apologies roused her to a sudden +sense of mortification, and Anna's manner annoyed her greatly. + +"Did you, really?" she said doubtingly. "Well," proudly, "don't worry +about it any more. If you don't mind, I don't," and she walked away +with her head in the air. "I can't understand Anna," she thought to +herself; "she pretends to be so fond of me, but I feel all the time that +she doesn't like me a bit really, and she will work night and day now to +get ahead of me." Which was exactly what Anna meant to do. "But," she +added, with determination, "I will show her that I can work too." +Which was what Anna had not expected; but for once she had overreached +herself, and in trying to humiliate Kitty she had given her the very +spur she needed, and so had done her one of the greatest possible +kindnesses. + +Betty, to her disgust and mortification, was placed in a lower class +altogether. She had not expected to be with Kitty, but she certainly +had not expected to be placed below Anna, and the blow was a great one. +"But I'll--I'll beat her," declared Betty hotly. "I will. I don't +believe she is so awfully, awfully clever as they say, and nobody knows +but what I may be clever too, only people haven't noticed it yet. +I am sure I feel as if I might be." + +It was unfortunate, though, for the Trenire girls that Mrs. Pike had +settled all the arrangements for their going to "Hillside;" it was +unfortunate for them too that Miss Richards and Miss Melinda placed +unquestioning reliance on what was told them, and had no powers of +observation of their own, or failed to use them, for it meant to them +that they started unfairly handicapped. Miss Richards was warned that +she would find Dr. Trenire's daughters backward and badly taught, and +entirely unused to discipline or control. "Of course the poor dear +doctor had not been able to give them all the attention they needed, and +he was such a gentle, kind father, perhaps _too_ kind and gentle, which +made it rather trying for others. It was to be hoped that dear Miss +Richards would not find the children _too_ trying. She must be very +strict with them; it would, of course, be for their own good +eventually." "Dear Miss Richards" felt quite sure of that, and had no +doubt that she would be able to manage them. She had had much success +with girls. She was glad, though, to be warned that there was need of +special care--in fact, dear Lady Kitson had hinted at very much the same +thing. + +So the paths of Katherine and Elizabeth were strewn with thorns and +stumbling-blocks from the outset, and, unfortunately, they were not the +girls to see and avoid them, or even guess they were there until they +fell over them. + +Anna, having been brought up under her mother's eye, was, of course, +quite, quite different; Anna was really a credit to the care which had +been lavished on her. Miss Richards and Miss Melinda did not doubt it; +they declared that it was evident at the first glance, and acted +accordingly. Which was, no doubt, pleasant for Anna, but, on the +whole, turned out in the end worse for her than for her cousins. + +Anna certainly had been well trained in one respect--she could learn her +home lessons and prepare her home work under any conditions, it seemed, +and she always did them well. Kitty had an idea, a very foolish one, of +course, that she could only work when alone and quiet, say in her +bedroom, or in the barn, or lying in the grass in the garden, or in the +woods. All of which was inelegant, unladylike, and nonsensical. +Kitty must get the better of such ideas at once, and must learn her +lessons as Anna did, sitting primly at the square table in the playroom. + +Anna learnt her lessons by repeating them half aloud, and making a +hissing noise through her teeth all the time. The sound alone drove +Kitty nearly distracted, while the sitting up so primly to the table +seemed to destroy all her interest in the lesson and her power of +concentrating her mind on the study in hand. + +"I can't learn in this way, Aunt Pike," she pleaded earnestly; "I can't +get on a bit. I dare say it is silly of me, but my own way doesn't do +any one any harm, and I can learn my lessons in half the time, and +remember them better." + +"Katherine, do not argue with me, but do as I tell you. It is the right +way for a young lady to sit to her studies, and it will strengthen not +only your back-bone, but your character as well. You are sadly +undisciplined." + +So Kitty, irritated, sore, and chafing, struggled on once more with her +lessons. But to get her work done she had, after all, to take her books +to bed with her, and there, far into the night, and early in the +morning, she struggled bravely not only to learn, but to learn how to +learn, which is one of the greatest difficulties of all to those who +have grown up drinking in their knowledge not according to school +methods. + +Nothing but her determination not to let Anna outstrip her could have +made her persevere as she did at this time, and she got on well until +Anna, whether consciously or unconsciously she alone knew, interfered to +stop her. + +"Mother! mother!" Anna in a straight, plain dressing-gown, her hair in +two long plaits down her back, tapped softly in the dead of night at her +mother's door, and in a blood-curdling whisper called her name through +the keyhole. + +Mrs. Pike roused and alarmed, flew at once at her daughter's summons. +"What is the matter? Are you ill? I thought you were drinking rather +much lemonade. Jump into my bed, and I will--" + +"No, it isn't me, mother, I am all right; it's--it's the girls. I saw a +light shining under their door, and I was so frightened. Do you think +it's a fire?" + +Considering the awfulness of that which she feared, Anna was curiously +deliberate and calm. It did not seem to have struck her that her wisest +course would have been to have first rushed in and roused her cousins, +and have given them at least a chance of escape from burning or +suffocation. Now, too, instead of running with her mother to their +help, she crept into the bed and lay down, apparently overcome with +terror, though with her ears very much on the alert for any sounds which +might reach them. Perhaps she shrank from the sight that might meet +her eyes when the door was opened. + +Mrs. Pike, far more agitated than her daughter, without waiting to hear +any more, rushed along the corridor and up the stairs to the upper +landing where all the children's rooms were, and flinging herself on +Kitty's door, had burst it open before either Betty or Kitty could +realize what was happening. Betty, seriously frightened, sprang up in +her bed with a shriek. Kitty dropped her book hurriedly and sprang out +on the floor. + +"What is the matter?" she cried, filled with an awful fear. "Who is +ill? Father? Tony?" But at the violent change in her aunt's +expression from alarm to anger her words died on her lips. + +"How dare you! How dare you! You wicked, disobedient, daring girl, +setting the place on fire and risking our lives, and wasting candles, +and--and you know I do not allow reading in bed." + +"I wasn't reading," stammered Kitty--"I mean, not stories. I was only +learning my lessons. I _must_ learn them somehow, and I can't--I really +can't--learn them downstairs, Aunt Pike, with Anna whistling and hissing +all the time; it is no use. I have tried and tried, and I _must_ know +them. I wasn't setting the place on fire; it is quite safe. I had +stood the candle-stick in a basin. I always do." + +"Always do! Do you mean to say that you are in the habit of reading in +bed?" + +"Yes," said Kitty honestly, "we always have. Father does too." + +"Even after you knew I did not allow it?" cried Aunt Pike, ignoring +Kitty's reference to her father. + +"I didn't know you didn't allow it," said Kitty doggedly. "I had never +heard you say anything about it; and as father did it, I didn't think +there was any harm." + +"No harm! no harm to frighten poor Anna so that she flew from her bed +and came rushing through the dark house to me quite white and trembling. +She was afraid your room was on fire, and was dreadfully frightened of +course. She will probably feel the ill effects of the shock for some +time." + +Betty, having got over her fright, had been sitting up in bed all this +time embracing her knees. When Anna's name was mentioned her eyes began +to sparkle. "If Anna had come in here first to see, she needn't have +trembled or been frightened," she remarked shrewdly. + +"Anna naturally ran to her mother," said Mrs. Pike sharply. + +"Anna naturally ran to sneak," said Betty to herself, "and I don't +believe she really thought there was a fire at all, and I'll tell her so +when I get her by herself." Aloud she said, "I wonder what made her get +out of bed and look under our door. She couldn't have smelt fire, for +of course there wasn't any to smell." + +"Be quiet, Elizabeth.--Remember, Katherine," her aunt went on, turning +to her, "that if ever I hear of or see any behaviour of this kind again, +I shall have you to sleep in my room, and put Anna in here with +Elizabeth." Which was a threat so full of horror to both the girls that +they subsided speechless. + +"I think," whispered Betty, as soon as their aunt's footsteps had ceased +to sound--"no, I don't think, I know that Anna is the _very meanest_ +sneak I ever met." + +"I hope I shall never know a meaner," groaned Kitty; "but I--I won't be +beaten by her. I won't! I won't!" + +"And I'll beat her too," snapped Betty. + +"I am ashamed that she is a relation," said Kitty in hot disgust. + +"She isn't a real one," said Betty scornfully, "and for the future I +shan't count her one at all. We won't own such a mean thing in the +family." + +"I wonder why she is so horrid," sighed Kitty, who was more distressed +by these things than was Betty. "We never did her any harm. +Perhaps she can't help it. It must be awful to be mean, and a sneak, +and to feel you can't help it." + +"Why doesn't Aunt Pike teach her better? She is always telling us what +to do, and that it is good for us to try and be different, and--and all +that sort of thing." + +"But Aunt Pike wouldn't believe that Anna is mean; she thinks she is +perfection," said Kitty. + +"Oh, well, I s'pose a jewel's a duck in a toad's eye," misquoted Betty +complacently; "at least, that is what Fanny said, and I think she is +right. Fanny often is." + +When they met the next day Betty gave her cousin another shock, perhaps +more severe than the one she had had during the night, for frankness +always shocked Anna Pike. + +"I do think, Anna," she said gravely, "it is a pity you let yourself do +such mean things. Of course you didn't really think our room was on +fire last night, and every one but Aunt Pike knows you were only +sneaking. If you go on like that, you won't be able to stop yourself +when you want to, and nobody will ever like you." + +Anna's little restless eyes grew hard and unpleasant-looking. "I have +more friends than you have, or Kitty either," she retorted, "and I am +ever so much more friendly with the girls at school than you are." +A remark which stung Miss Betty sharply, for though she did not like +either Lettice or Maude Kitson, she resented the way in which they had +gone over to Anna, with whom Lettice in particular had struck up a +violent friendship--the sort of friendship which requires secret +signals, long whisperings in corners, the passing of many surreptitious +notes, and is particularly aggravating to all lookers-on. + +Kitty saw it all too, of course, but instead of feeling annoyed as Betty +did by it, she felt a sense of relief that Anna had ceased to be her +shadow, and had attached herself to some one else. + +"If Anna isn't sorry some day for being so chummy with Lettice," said +Betty seriously, "Lettice will be for being so chummy with Anna." +But Kitty could not see that. She did not care for Lettice, but it +never occurred to her that her behaviour was worse than foolish, or that +she should warn Anna against the friendship. Not that it would have +done any good, probably, if she had. + +It might have been better for them all, though, if Kitty had been more +suspicious and alert, for she might then have seen what was happening, +and perhaps have avoided the catastrophe to which they were all +hastening. But, of course, if you have no suspicions of people, you +cannot be on your guard against something that you do not know exists; +and Kitty suspected nothing, not even when Betty came home one day with +an unpleasant tale of foolishness to tell. + +"I won't walk home with Anna any more," she cried hotly. "She asks me +to go with her, and then tries to get rid of me. I know why she wanted +to, though: she had a letter to post and didn't want me to see it. +I suppose," indignantly, "she thought I would try to read the address, +or would sneak about it!" + +"You must have made a mistake," said Kitty. "It is too silly to think +she should want to get rid of you while she posted a letter. +Why shouldn't she post one? I don't see anything in it." + +"Well, _I_ do," said Betty solemnly. "To tell you isn't really +sneaking, is it? Anna posts letters for Lettice Kitson--letters to +people she isn't allowed to write to--and she takes letters to her. +She does really, Kitty, and I think Anna ought to be spoken to. +Lettice was nearly expelled from her last school for the same thing. +Violet told me so." + +"Nonsense," cried Kitty scornfully. "I believe the girls make up +stories, and you shouldn't listen to them, Betty; it is horrid." + +"I am sure Violet wouldn't make up stories," said Betty; "and if Lettice +does such things, Anna ought not to help her. You should stop her, +Kitty. Tell her we won't have it." + +"O Betty, don't talk so. Don't tell me any more that I ought to do. +It seems to me I ought to do everything that is horrid! And why should +I look after Anna? She never takes any notice of what I say; and after +all it is nothing very bad--nothing to make a fuss about, I mean. +I haven't seen anything myself." + +"Well, _I_ think it is a good deal more than nothing," said Betty +gravely; "and I wish you would see, Kitty, I wish you would notice +things more." + +"But what good could I do? What can I say?" cried Kitty distractedly, +growing really distressed. + +"Say? Oh, say that we won't stand it, and let her see that we won't," +said Betty. "We ought to be able to do that." + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +POOR KITTY! + +Only a few days later Kitty's eyes were opened for her, and opened +violently. Autumn had come on apace. The days were short now, and the +evenings long and dark. Already the girls were counting that there were +only five or six weeks before Dan came home; and at school there was +much talk of the break-up party, and the tableaux which were to be the +chief feature of the festivity this year. Kitty was to take part in one +tableau at least. She was to be Enid in one of her dearly loved +Arthurian legends--Enid, where, clad in her faded gown, she met Queen +Guinevere for the first time, who, + + "descending, met them at the gates, + Embraced her with all welcome as a friend, + And did her honour as the prince's bride." + +And Kitty was to wear a wig such as she had always longed for, with +golden plaits reaching to her knees, and she was almost beside herself +with joy. + +On the evening that the storm broke, she, little dreaming of what was +coming, was doing her home work and taking occasional dips into her +volume of Tennyson. Betty had finished her home lessons and was curled +up in a chair reading. Anna was not in the room; in fact, she had left +it almost as soon as they had settled down to their work after tea as +usual. It was now nearly supper-time. + +Mrs. Pike was absent at a Shakespeare reading. Dr. Trenire had been out +all day, a long round over bleak country, and had not been home more +than an hour. Kitty had heard him come, and had longed--as she had +never longed in the days when she was free to do as she liked--to go and +superintend his meal, and hear all about his day. But she knew what a +to-do there would be if she did not stay where she was and do her +lessons, and she had just lost herself again in the story of "Enid," +when, to her surprise, she heard her father's footsteps coming along the +passage and stopping at the door of the school-room. She was even more +surprised when, on opening the door, he said very quietly and gravely, +"Kitty, will you come to me in my study at once? I wish to speak to +you." + +She had looked up with a smile, but the expression on her father's face +caused her smile to die away, and left her perplexed and troubled. + +"What was it? Was Dan in trouble--or ill--or--or what had happened?" + +It never occurred to her as she got up and hurried after her father to +his room that the trouble might be of her causing. When she reached the +study she found Dr. Trenire standing by the table holding a letter which +he was reading. He looked up from it when she entered, and in answer to +the alarmed questioning in her eyes, he, after hesitating a moment, put +the letter into her hand. "Read that," he said sternly, "and tell me +what it means." + +Kitty took the letter, but she was so bewildered and troubled by her +father's manner, and the mystery, and her own dread, that she gazed at +it for seconds, unable to take in a word that it contained. + +"Well?" + +"I--I haven't read it yet, father," she stammered. "Do tell me; is it-- +is it anything about Dan?" + +Dr. Trenire looked at her very searchingly. "This is not the time for +trifling, Kitty," he said. "The letter is about you, I am sorry to say. +I am so shocked, so grieved, and astonished at what it tells me, that +I--I cannot make myself believe it unless you tell me that I must. +Read it." + +Kitty read it this time--read it with the blood rushing over her face +and neck, her eyes smarting, her cheeks tingling; and as she more and +more clearly grasped the meaning, her heart beat hot and fast with +indignation. + +When she looked up, her hurt, shamed eyes struck reproach to Dr. +Trenire's heart. "Father, you didn't--you didn't think that I--I--that +what that letter says is true?" The feeling that he had, if only for a +moment, done so hurt her far more than did the letter, which was from +Miss Richards. + +"It had been discovered," wrote Miss Richards, evidently in a great +state of wrath and indignation, "that one of the boarders had been in +the habit of writing to and receiving surreptitious letters from a +person with whom she had been forbidden to correspond. This she could +only have accomplished with the aid of some one outside the school. +On that very evening a letter had been intercepted, and the messenger +almost caught; but though she had escaped she had been partially +recognized by the governess, who had fortunately discovered these +shocking and flagrantly daring misdoings, and the governess had no doubt +in her mind that the culprit was Dr. Trenire's elder daughter." +Miss Richards was deeply grieved to have to write such unpleasant +tidings to him, but she begged he would make strict inquiries into the +matter at once. In the meantime Miss Lettice Kitson, who was forbidden +to leave her room, refused to make any communication on the matter. + +"How dare she!" cried Kitty. "How dare she accuse me of doing such a +thing! I hardly ever speak to Lettice. We are not at all friendly, and +Miss Richards knows it. I have never liked her, and--and," she broke +off hotly--"as if, even if I did like her, I would behave so. +Father, you know I wouldn't; don't you?" she entreated passionately. + +"Have you any idea who the real culprit is?" asked her father, greatly +troubled. In his heart he implicitly believed her, but he had to +inquire into the matter without prejudice. "If you have a suspicion, do +give me the clue, that you may be cleared. Of course it wouldn't be +Betty--" + +"Oh no, of course not," cried Kitty emphatically. "She has been in the +playroom with me all the evening; besides, Betty wouldn't behave so. +Why, only the other day she was fearfully disgusted with--" + +Kitty stopped abruptly, a flood of colour pouring over her face as a +sudden suspicion rushed over her mind with overwhelming force. + +Dr. Trenire was watching her closely. "You have some suspicion?" + +Kitty opened her lips, then closed them. "I--I have nothing I can say, +father," she said at last in a muffled tone. + +"But you must clear yourself, Kitty," he said gravely. + +"Lettice Kitson can clear me," she replied. "She knows, and of course +she will tell Miss Richards when she hears that they are accusing me. +You believe me; don't you, father?" she asked again, looking up at him +pleadingly. + +"Certainly, Kitty," he said heartily, unable to withstand the appeal in +her gray eyes. "I would not believe you capable of such dishonourable +conduct unless you yourself told me you were guilty." + +In the joy and relief of her heart Kitty forgot all about any suspicions +others might entertain, until Dr. Trenire mentioned Mrs. Pike. At the +mention of that name her heart sank down and down. "O father," she +cried, "Aunt Pike need not know anything about it, need she?" + +"Of course she need, dear. Why should she not? You have nothing to +fear from her knowing it. When you deny the guilt there will be an +inquiry into the matter, of course, so that it must come to the +knowledge of, at any rate, the elder girls and the parents, and Anna +will be amongst the elder ones, I suppose. At any rate she is as tall +as you are, and in your class." + +"As tall as you are." The words struck Kitty with a new suggestiveness. +She remembered suddenly that Anna had not been with them all the +evening; that she had left the schoolroom soon after they had begun +their work, and had not returned. + +"Oh, where was she? What had she been doing? Where had she been?" +Kitty was in a fever of alarm, and could barely conceal her dismay. + +"Well," said Dr. Trenire, "that will do, dear. I shall write to Miss +Richards at once, and tell her that you absolutely deny any knowledge of +or part in the matter, and that you have given me your word that you +have not left the house since you returned from school at four-thirty. +That should settle the matter as far as you are concerned." + +"Yes," said poor trusting Kitty, "that must set it all right for me, of +course." It did not occur to her then that any one could refuse to +accept her word; and with no further fears for herself, she hurried away +in search of Anna. + +First she went to her bedroom, but a glance showed her that no one was +there; and as it never occurred to Kitty to look under the bed, she did +not see a pair of shoes covered with wet mud, and a splashed skirt and +cloak. All, to her, looked neat and orderly, and with puzzled sigh she +went thoughtfully down to the schoolroom again. If Anna had not been in +her bedroom all the evening, where had she been? she thought anxiously. +And when, a second later, she opened the schoolroom door and saw Anna +sitting at the table facing her, her books spread out before her, her +head bent low over them, she really wondered for the moment whether she +was mad or dreaming. Betty was in her big chair, just as she had left +her, her book in her hand, but she was glancing beyond it at Anna more +than at the pages, and her face was full of grave perplexity. + +"Anna has such a cough," she said, when Kitty appeared, "and she can't +breathe, and her face is so red. I'm sure she has got a bad cold." + +Anna was certainly very flushed, and she held her handkerchief up to her +face a good deal. + +"Have you a cold?" asked Kitty. She could not control her feelings +sufficiently to speak quite naturally, and her voice sounded +unsympathetic. She was vexed, and puzzled, and full of fears as to what +might be to come. She could not help feeling in her heart a strong +distrust of Anna, yet she felt sorry for her, and dreaded what might be +in store for her. + +"No--at least I don't think so. Perhaps I have, though. I don't feel +well," she stammered. She spoke confusedly, and did not look at Kitty. + +"I should think you had better go to bed and have some hot milk," said +Betty in her serious, old-fashioned way. + +"Oh no. I am all right, thank you," said Anna, shrinking from the +thought of her mother's visits to her room, and her searching inquiries +as to how she could possibly have got a cold. "Do be quiet, Betty, and +let me do my work. You know it is nearly bedtime." + +"Well, you haven't seemed in a hurry till now," said Betty sharply. +"You haven't been learning your lessons in your room, because I saw your +bag and your books on your bed just now, and you hadn't touched them +then." + +"I do wish people wouldn't always be prying after me," said Anna +angrily, and this time it was Kitty who looked guilty. + +Supper was a very silent meal that night, and soon after it the three +went to bed, scarcely another word having been spoken. + +Kitty and Betty had been in bed an hour perhaps, and Betty was fast +asleep, when Kitty, restless and sleepless with the new trouble she had +on her mind, was surprised by the gentle opening of the door of the +room. Half alarmed, she rose up in bed, peering anxiously through the +gloom. Then--"O Anna!" she cried, "what is the matter? Are you ill?" + +"No--o, I don't think I am, but I--I am sure I shall be. O Kitty, I am +in _such_ trouble. I _must_ tell some one." + +"I think I know what it is," said Kitty gently. + +"Oh no, you don't," groaned Anna. "You can't. It is worse than copying +my sums, or--or cribbing, or anything." + +"I know," said Kitty again. + +But Anna did not hear her. She was looking at Betty. "Come to my room, +do!" she said. "Betty may wake up, and I don't want her to hear." + +"Very well," said Kitty, slipping out of bed and into her dressing-gown. +"I expect, though, she will have to know. It is bound to reach all the +girls. I only wish it wasn't." + +Anna, creeping back to her room, did not answer till she got there. +Then she turned round sharply. "What do you mean? Know what?" she +demanded. + +Kitty looked surprised. "Why, about Lettice and--and you, and those +letters, of course." + +Anna dropped on to a chair, her face chalk-white, her eyes starting. +"Lettice and--and--and me--and--who told--what do you mean? I don't +understand." + +"Anna, don't!" cried Kitty, ashamed and distressed. "Don't try to +pretend. There is no mistake, and every one must know soon about +Lettice. Whoever it was who nearly caught you made a mistake, for she +thought it was me, and Miss Richards wrote to father accusing me, but, +of course--" + +"Accusing you!" cried Anna in astonishment. But her voice had changed. +It was less full of terror than it had been. For a moment after Kitty +ceased speaking she sat lost in thought. + +"Of course father does not believe it, and he has written to tell Miss +Richards so, and that I was at home all the evening, so there would have +to be an inquiry of course, to try and find out which of the other girls +it was, and everybody would have to know all about it; but now, when you +tell Miss Richards that it was you, it needn't go any farther. +Of course there will be a row, and probably you and Lettice will be +punished, but no one else need ever hear anything more about it." + +"Oh, but I couldn't!" cried Anna. She was so intensely relieved to find +that, as yet, she was not suspected, that much of her courage and +boldness came back. "And, of course, I shouldn't, unless they asked me, +and--and for mother's sake it would be very foolish to--to get myself +into a scrape when I needn't." + +"But--but, Anna"--Anna's speech left Kitty almost voiceless--"it is--it +is so dishonourable, so dishonest, so--" + +"No, it isn't," snapped Anna crossly. She bitterly regretted now that +she had taken Kitty into her confidence. She had done it in a moment of +panic when she felt that detection was certain, and she must get help +from somewhere. As soon as she knew that she was not suspected her +courage and hopes had rallied. "You need not mind; you will be cleared; +and they can't find and punish any one else, for there is no one else to +find, so it can't do any one any harm." + +"There is Lettice," said Kitty coldly. "You know you can't trust her, +and if she tells, things will look ever so much worse for you than--" + +"I don't think Lettice will tell," interrupted Anna meaningly. +"She knows that if she tells tales I can tell some too." + +"You count on other people having some honour, though you have none +yourself," said Kitty scathingly, and she turned away, choking with +disgust. Anna made her feel positively ill. When she got to the door +she stood and looked back. Her face was very white and stern, her eyes +full of a burning contempt. "I do think, Anna," she said slowly and +scornfully, "that you are the meanest, most dishonourable girl I ever +heard of in all my life. You are going to leave all the girls in the +school under suspicion because you haven't the honesty or courage to own +up." + +"It isn't anything to do with honesty," muttered Anna, very white and +angry and sullen. "You have no right to say such things, Kitty. If you +didn't do it, it can't do you any harm; and if no one suspects me, it +isn't likely that I shall make them. I shan't be telling a story. +I simply shan't say anything." + +"I see no difference between telling a lie and acting one," flashed +Kitty, and she walked back to her own room without another word. +She had not been there long, though, before Anna came creeping in again. + +"Kitty," she said anxiously, "you won't tell any one, will you, even if +you are mad with me? You know I never _said_ I--I--you accused me, but +I didn't say--" + +"I am not a sneak," said Kitty coldly. "Now go away. Go out of my +room. I don't like to see you near Betty. Go away, do you hear!" and +Anna vanished again into the darkness. + +Though strong and secure in her own innocence, Kitty awoke in the +morning with the feeling weighing heavily on her that though the matter +would soon be ended, yet something very painful had to be faced first. +Kitty, though, was counting too much on her own guiltlessness, and the +certainty of others believing in it; and she had more cause than she +imagined for waking with a weight on her mind. + +When the dreaded inquiry took place, and all the senior girls were +called into the "study" to undergo a rigorous cross-examination, she +soon found that Miss Richards was very far from accepting her +unsupported denial as conclusive. + +"Yes, but who can bear out your statement that you did not leave the +room or the house throughout the evening?" she asked sternly. + +"Betty can," said Kitty. "Betty was in the room with me all the time." + +"Ah! Betty! But she is very young, and very attached to you, and would +of course be prejudiced." + +Kitty's cheeks flamed with indignation, and she had to set her teeth to +keep herself from answering. + +"Have you no older--more responsible witnesses?" + +"No one could be more honest and truthful than Betty," said Kitty +proudly. "She wouldn't dream of saying I was there if I wasn't." + +"But your father, or your aunt--" + +"They were both out," said Kitty. "Anna saw me go to the schoolroom, +and saw me begin my lessons, and I never moved until father came to me." + +So Anna was called. + +"Can you support your cousin's statement that she was in the schoolroom +all the evening, and never once left it?" + +Anna was about to say "yes," when she hesitated, and grew very red and +confused. "I--I couldn't say," she stammered, and those listening +thought she was embarrassed by her desire to shield Kitty, and at the +same time tell the truth. Kitty looked at her with wide, horrified +eyes. Surely Anna would say why she could not give the required +assurance. But only too soon the conviction was borne in on her that +Anna did not mean to tell, and Anna was an adept at saying nothing, yet +conveying a stronger impression than if she had said much. +Those looking on read in Kitty's horrified eyes only a fear of what Anna +might admit, and opinion was strengthened against her. + +"Speak out frankly, Anna," said Miss Richards encouragingly. "Did you +notice her absence?" + +"She--a--Kitty wasn't there once when I went back to the room," murmured +Anna, apparently with great reluctance. + +Kitty's head reeled. She could not believe that she had heard aright. +Anna was not only concealing her own guilt, but was actually fastening +it on to her. "I think I must be going mad, or going to faint," she +thought to herself. "I can't take in what they are saying." +"But, Anna," she cried, in her extremity forgetting judge and jury, +"you know father had come to me with Miss Richards's letter. I was with +him when you came in." + +"No," said Anna, with a look of injured innocence, "I didn't know. +You didn't tell me. Of course I--I knew you were somewhere," she +stammered lamely. "I don't say you were out of the house, only--well I +couldn't say you were in the room if you weren't, could I?" with a +glance at Miss Richards for approbation, and a half-glance at Kitty, +whose gray eyes were full of a scorn that was not pleasant to meet. + +Kitty could not speak for a moment, her indignation and disgust were too +intense. She felt herself degraded by stooping to ask for evidence as +to her own innocence. + +Miss Melinda whispered to Miss Richards. Miss Richards looked at Kitty +and bade her turn round. Kitty, wondering, obeyed. + +"How do you account for the fact that your dress is splashed to the +waist with mud?" Miss Richards asked frigidly. "Yesterday was quite +fine until after you had all gone home from school, then heavy rain +fell." + +Poor Kitty. Here was Nemesis indeed! Two days ago that skirt had been +put aside to be brushed, and now, to-day, without giving a thought to +the mud on it, she had put it on and worn it. With crimsoning cheeks +she wheeled around. "That mud has been there for days, Miss Richards," +she said shamefacedly. "I ought to have brushed it yesterday, but I +didn't, and to-day I forgot it." But she saw and felt that no one +believed her, and Betty, the only one who could have borne out her +words, was not there. + +"You can all go back to your classes--all but Katherine Trenire," said +Miss Richards, ignoring her speech; and the girls, with looks of +sympathy or alarm, filed out, leaving Kitty alone. + +"Now, Katherine," said Miss Richards firmly, "be a sensible, honest girl +and tell the truth, and my sister and I will consult together as to the +punishment we feel we must inflict. We do not wish to be too severe, +but such conduct must be punished. Now, tell us the truth." + +"I have told the truth," said Kitty proudly, "and I have no more to +tell. Lettice can clear me if she likes, so can--the girl who was with +her, but I can't do any more. If you won't believe me, what can I do?" +and suddenly poor Kitty's proud eyes filled with tears. + +Miss Melinda took this as a sign of relenting. She thought confession +was coming, and unbent encouragingly. "There, there, that is better, +Katherine. Now be advised by us, and get this dreadful load off your +mind. You will be so much happier when you have." + +Kitty drove back her tears and her weakness, and her gray eyes grew +clear enough to show plainly the hurt and the anger which burnt in her +brain as she listened to this insulting cajoling, as she termed it in +her own mind. + +"How dare you!" she cried indignantly. "How dare you fasten it on to +me! I know who the girl was, and she knows that I know, but you _want_ +to believe that I did it, and--and you can if you want to. You are both +very wicked and unjust, and--and I will never set foot in your house +again!" And Kitty, beside herself with indignation, her head very +erect, her face white, her eyes blazing, marched out of the room and out +of the house, and not even her mud splashes could take from the dignity +of her exit. + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +THOSE DREADFUL STOCKINGS. + +Dr. Trenire was extremely annoyed and very indignant when he heard of +the inquiry and the result--so indignant that Kitty's words came true, +and she never did set foot within the doors of Hillside again, for her +father removed her, and Betty too, from the school at once. Of course +Betty could not continue there after all that had happened. + +He did not tell the girls what he thought about the matter, but he told +Miss Richards plainly that he considered the inquiry was a prejudiced +one, and that an injustice had been done. They had made up their minds +that Kitty was guilty, and had not made sufficient inquiries as regarded +the other pupils. + +Miss Richards was, of course, indignant and greatly upset, and Aunt Pike +was in a great dilemma. She scarcely liked to keep Anna at the school +after her cousins were withdrawn from it, yet she was very loth to +deprive her of the companionship of such desirable friends as she +considered she was thrown amongst there. Also, in her heart of hearts, +Aunt Pike did not feel at all sure that Kitty was innocent. + +"They are such extraordinary children," she said to herself, "I would +not be surprised at anything they did--not from bad motives, perhaps, +but from sheer ignorance of the difference between right and wrong." + +So Anna was to stay on at Hillside, at any rate until the term and the +term's notice should be up; and Miss Pooley came again to teach Kitty +and Betty and Tony, greatly to Tony's delight, for he had been having a +dull time, poor little man, and had not found much joy in doing lessons +with Aunt Pike. + +So the rest of the term wore away, and time healed the wound to some +extent; and by-and-by the Christmas holidays drew near and the date of +Dan's return, and that was sufficient to drive unwelcome thoughts from +their minds and lighten every trouble. + +"When the day comes, the real right day," said Kitty, "I shall be quite +perfectly happy--" + +"Touch wood," said Betty anxiously; "you know it is unlucky to talk like +that. Fanny says so." + +"Pooh! nonsense!" cried Kitty, growing daring in her excitement. +"What could be lovelier than for Dan to be coming home, and Christmas +coming, and the holidays; and oh, Betty, it does seem too good to be +true, but it _is_ true, and I am sure nothing could spoil it all." + +But Kitty had not touched wood, and had reckoned without Aunt Pike; and +even when that lady came into their room with a paper parcel in her hand +they suspected no harm--in fact, they looked at the parcel with pleasure +and excitement for a moment, even after she had said, "Children, I have +got you some winter stockings, and you must put them on at once, the +weather has become so cold." They even agreed heartily, and Betty +plumped right down on the floor there and then, and bared one foot in +readiness by the time the parcel was opened. + +And then the parcel was opened, and dismay and horror fell on them, for +the stockings were not only of an ugly pale gray, with white stripes +going round and round the legs, but they were woollen ones!--rough, +harsh, scratchy woollen ones! The colour was bad enough, but that was +as nothing compared with the awful fact of their being woolly; for two +children with more painfully sensitive skins than Katherine and +Elizabeth Trenire could not be found in the whole wide world, and for +them to wear anything in the shape of wool was a torture more dreaded +than any other. + +Betty instinctively drew her pretty bare feet under her for protection, +and looked from Aunt Pike to Kitty with eyes full of horror. Kitty was +desperate. + +"I am very sorry, Aunt Pike," she said, quite gently and nicely, but +very emphatically, "but we cannot wear woollen stockings. They drive us +nearly mad--" + +"Nonsense," interrupted Aunt Pike, with the complete indifference of a +person not afflicted with a sensitive skin. "You will get over that in +an hour or two. If you don't think about it you won't notice anything. +Try them on at once. I want to see if they fit." + +"It--it would really be better not to put them on," urged Kitty, +"for we really couldn't wear them if you bought them, aunt, and the +people won't take them back if they are creased." + +"They will not be required to take them back," said Mrs. Pike firmly. +"I have bought you six pairs each"--Betty groaned--"Don't make that +noise, Elizabeth--and if they fit they will be kept. They are very fine +and quite soft; any one could wear them quite comfortably, and so can +you, unless, of course," severely, "you make up your minds not to." + +Persons who are not afflicted with sensitive skins cannot, or will not, +be made to understand how great and real the torment is, and young +though Kitty was, she had, already learned this, and her heart sank. + +"I hate light stockings too," said Betty; "they look so ugly with black +shoes." + +It was an unfortunate remark to make just then. + +"Ah," said Aunt Pike triumphantly, "I suspected that vanity was at the +bottom of it all! Now try on this one at once, Katherine; make haste." +She went to the door.--"Anthony," she called, "come here to Kitty's +room, I want you," and she stood over the three victims until their poor +shrinking legs were encased in the hideous, irritating gray horrors. + +Oh, the anger of Kitty and the dismay of Betty! Oh, the horrible, damp, +sticky feeling that new stockings seem never to be without! +Betty's blue eyes filled with tears of helpless misery, Kitty's gray +ones with rebellion. Why should they be tormented in this way? It was +so cruel, so unjust! They had not suffered from the cold more than had +other people, certainly they had not complained of it--not half as much +as had Mrs. Pike and Anna, who were clad in wool from their throats to +their toes. + +Tony sat looking at his poor little legs disgustedly, but it was the +ugliness of his new footgear that struck him most; he did not feel the +torment as his sisters did. Then quite suddenly Betty stripped off the +detestable things. + +"Thank you," she said, "I'll wear my old ones. I prefer the cold." + +Mrs. Pike coloured with annoyance and set her lips firmly. "How dare +you defy me in that way, Elizabeth!" she cried. "I have told you to +wear those stockings, and you _are_ to wear them. Remember, I mean what +I say. I wonder your father has not insisted long before this on your +wearing flannel next your skin. Don't you know that by going about in +flimsy cotton things in all weathers you are laying up for yourself a +rheumatic old age, and all kinds of serious illness?" + +Kitty shuddered, but not at the prospect drawn for her by her aunt. +"Father knows that we can't," she said seriously, "so he never tried to +make us." + +Betty, who had been absorbed in thought, looked up eagerly. "I would +much rather have rheumatism than itchy stockings," she protested quite +gravely. "I don't mind a bit, Aunt Pike. And--well, you see we can't +be sure that we shall have an old age, or rheumatics." + +Mrs. Pike grew really angry. "Put on those stockings at once, miss, +and fasten them to your suspenders.--Kitty, fasten yours too." + +"Oh, please let me wait," cried Kitty, "before I pull them tight; it is +so awful." + +"Nonsense! It is more than half of it fancy. Remember you are to wear +them until the warm weather comes," and with that Aunt Pike walked away +triumphant. + +"Oh, how hideous they are!" groaned Kitty, as she looked disgustedly at +her striped legs; "how perfectly hideous! I shall be ashamed to go out +in them. What will Dan say when he sees them?" + +"It is worse for me," wailed Betty, "my dress is so short. O Kitty, how +can we ever walk in these dreadful things?" + +"I don't know," said Kitty bitterly, "but we've _got_ to. It is a good +thing we have something nice to do to-day, for it may help us to +forget." But nothing made them do that; the discomfort went with them +everywhere, and destroyed their pleasure in everything. + +Earlier in the day Dr. Trenire had said that they might all go to the +station to meet Dan; and they went on top of the 'bus, and alone too, +for Anna did not break up until the next day, and the weather was +lovely, and everything might have been perfect, if only they could have +forgotten their tortured legs. But to do that was more than they were +capable of, for, in addition to the torture of them, there was the +consciousness of their extraordinary ugliness, an ugliness which caught +every eye. + +"What on earth have you all got yourselves up in?" was almost Dan's +first greeting. "I say, you aren't going to do it often, are you?" + +And Betty straightway explained with much vehemence and feeling the +torment of mind and body to which they had been condemned. + +"They look like Aunt Pike," said Dan. "No one else could have unearthed +such things. There is one comfort--we shall always be able to see you +coming when you have them on. Now then, mount, or we shan't get outside +seats." + +But when Kitty, more than ever conscious after Dan's comments, looked at +the steps and the little crowd of people who would witness her ascent, +and thought of her dreadful stockings, her heart failed her. +"I--I think I will go inside," she said hastily. + +"So will I," said Betty, shamefaced too. + +"Nonsense," cried Dan, guessing at once what was the matter. "You two +skip up first, and I'll follow close to hide your le--retreat, I mean. +I am not going to be done out of our drive home together. Now then, +courage--up you get!" + +And up they did get, but it did require courage: and the getting down +was even worse--their cheeks blazed and their hearts grew hot with +anger, and oh! the irritation of their poor unhappy legs. + +"Kitty," whispered Betty eagerly, as they hurried into the house, "come +upstairs, quick; I've thought of something. It's a splendid idea!" + +With the excuse that they were going to take off their hats and coats, +they rushed up to their bedroom and shut themselves in. Aunt Pike was a +little surprised at their neatness; Dan was a little hurt at being left +so soon, but Betty could not think of that then. + +"Kitty," she breathed, as she closed the door and leaned against it, +"I know what we will do. We will wear our cotton stockings underneath +these horrors! They won't scratch us then, will they? And our holidays +won't be spoilt, and Aunt Pike won't know, and--don't you think it's a +perfectly splendid idea?" + +"Splendid," cried Kitty enthusiastically, dropping on to the floor and +beginning to unlace her boots that very moment. "Oh, quickly let us +make haste and change them; I cannot, cannot endure this torment a +minute longer. O Betty, why didn't you think of it sooner?" +Then, holding up one of the offending gray stockings between the tips +of her fingers, "Did you--did any one ever see anything in all this +world so hideous?" + +"We can do away with their itchiness, but we shall never, never be able +to hide their ugliness," said Betty ruefully. "_Nothing_ could do +that." + +But the ugliness did not seem to matter so much when the irritation was +stopped; and they had such a grand time that evening, there was so +much to tell, and hear, and do, and show, that all other things were +forgotten, at least for the time. + +And how lovely it was to wake in the morning and remember at once that +the holidays had come, and Dan was home; and then to wander about the +house and garden with him, looking up old haunts, and visiting Prue and +Billy and Jabez in the stables; for Aunt Pike had allowed them that much +licence on this the first day of the holidays. Then after dinner they +all went up to Dan's room to help him to unpack, and there was no end of +running backwards and forwards, looking at new treasures and old ones, +and talking incessantly until the afternoon had nearly worn away without +their realizing it. + +"Um!" said Dan at last, pausing on the landing to hang over the +banisters and sniff audibly. "A--ha! methinks I smell the +soul-inspiring smell of saffron! For thirteen long, weary weeks I have +not smelt that glorious smell. Oh yes, I have though, once. There was +a saffron cake in the hamper. Fanny's own, too. Why," with sudden +recollection, "I haven't had a good talk with Fanny yet. Aunt Pike was +about all the time, and dried up the words in my throat. I'm going down +to see her this very moment as ever is." And that moment he went. + +The other three followed swiftly but silently, for Anna was at home and +in her bedroom, resting, preparatory to going to a party that evening-- +the break-up party at Hillside--at least she was supposed to be resting. +Her sharp ears, though, were ever on the alert, and if she guessed what +was going on, she would come out and spoil everything. Mrs. Pike was +shopping--buying gloves, and elastic for Anna's shoes, and a few trifles +for herself, for she too was going to the party. + +The kitchen was very snug and warm and full of business, as well as +savoury odours, when they reached it. Fanny had a large Christmas cake +out cooling on the table, and mince pies and tartlets all ready to go +into the oven, while on a clean white cloth at one end of the table were +laid half a dozen large saffron cakes and a lot of saffron nubbies to +cool. + +"O Fanny, how I adore you!" cried Dan, hugging her warmly. "No one in +the world reads my thoughts as you do. The one thing I wanted at this +moment was a nubby, and here it is." And seizing a couple he began to +eat them with a rapidity that was positively alarming. "I know, though +you don't say much, that you are overjoyed to see me home again; I can +see it in your eyes. The house is a different place when I am home, +isn't it?" + +"It is _different_ certainly," said Fanny with emphasis and a sniff, but +not quite the emphasis Dan had asked for. Her coolness did not put him +out, though. Fanny had a soft spot in her heart for him, and he knew +it, the scamp; but though Dan was perhaps her favourite, at any rate for +the moment, the others benefited by the favour shown to him. + +"I knew you would feel it," he said sympathetically; "I was afraid it +would tell on you. How thin you have gone, Fanny," with an anxious +glance at Fanny's plump cheeks. + +"Get along with your iteming. Master Dan," she said severely. +"I should have thought they'd have learnt you better at school; and if +anybody'd asked me, I should have said that the kitchen wasn't the place +for young gentlemen." + +"But nobody has asked you," said Dan. "And how," melodramatically, +"could you expect me to keep away when you are here, and I smelt new +saffron cake?" + +"And how do you expect me to do all I've a-got to do with the lot of you +thronging up every inch of my kitchen?" she went on, ignoring his +flattery. + +"Ask me another," said Dan, handing nubbies the while to all the others. +"I give that one up. But I knew you would be frightfully cut up if I +didn't come." + +Fanny snorted in a most contemptuous manner, and tossed her head with +great scorn. "Oh! I'd have managed to survive it, I dare say, and I +don't suppose I should break down if you was to go." + +"Do you know, Fanny dear," said Dan, suddenly growing very serious, +"when I went away I never expected to see you still in this dear old +kitchen when I came home, and the thought nearly broke my heart; it did +really. I didn't think you could have stood--you know who, so long." + +"Well, I reckon you won't see me here next time you comes home," said +Fanny, trying hard not to look pleasant; "and as for this 'dear old +kitchen,' as you call it--dear old barn, I call it, with its draughts +and its old rough floor--it isn't never no credit to me, do what I will +to it, and Mrs. Pike is always going on at me about the place. I says +sometimes I'll give up and let it go, and then some folks'll see the +difference." + +Kitty remembered the time when Fanny, not so many months back, had let +it go, and she had seen the difference. But she said nothing, and +munched contentedly at her nubby; and Fanny, who really loved her big, +homelike old kitchen almost as well as she did the children, continued +to talk. + +"I wish Jabez would come in," said Dan. "He used to love hot cake, and +I have hardly had a chance to say anything to him since I came." + +"Nobody gets a chance to nowadays," said Fanny sharply. "He gets his +head took off--not by me--if he so much as sets foot inside these doors; +and Jabez isn't partial to having his head took off." + +"I should think his foot should be taken off, not his head," giggled +Betty; but no one but herself laughed at her joke. + +Kitty, who had been sitting on the corner of the table which stood in +the window, munching her nubby and thinking very busily, suddenly looked +up, her face alight with eagerness. + +"Fanny," she cried, "don't you want to do something very, very nice and +kind and--and lovely, something that would make us all love you more +than ever?" + +Fanny glanced up quickly; but as she was always suspicious that some +joke was being played on her, she, as usual, made a cautious answer. +She was not going to be drawn into anything until she knew more. "Well, +I dunno as I wants to do more than I'm doing--letting 'ee eat my cake so +fast as I bakes it." + +"But, Fanny, listen!" Kitty was so eager she scarcely knew how to +explain. "You know that Aunt Pike and Anna are going out this evening?" + +"Yes, miss," with a sigh of relief; "from four to ten." + +"Well," springing off the table in her excitement, "let us have a party +too; a jolly little one at home here by ourselves. Shall we?" + +Betty slipped down from her perch on the clothes-press, Tony got off the +fender, and all clustered round Kitty in a state of eager excitement to +hear the rest of her plan. They felt certain there was more. +Fanny could not conceal her interest either. + +"And what will be best of all," went on Kitty, "will be for you to ask us +to tea in the kitchen, and we will ask Jabez too, and Grace, of course" +--Grace was Emily's successor--"and we will have a really lovely time, +just as we used to have sometimes. Shall we? O Fanny, do say yes!" + +"Seems to me," said Fanny, "there isn't no need. 'Tis all settled, to +my thinking." But there was a twinkle in her eye, and a flush of +excitement on her cheek, and any one who knew Fanny could see that she +was almost as pleased as the children. + +"You are a Briton!" cried Dan, clapping her on the back resoundingly. + +"I ain't no such thing," said Fanny, who usually thought it safest to +contradict everything they said to her. "I'm a Demshur girl, born and +bred, and my father and mother was the same before me. I ain't none of +your Britons nor Cornish pasties neither, nor nothing like 'em." + +"No, you are a thoroughbred Devonshire dumpling, we know," said Dan +soothingly, "and not so bad considering, and you can make a pasty like a +native, though you aren't one, and never will be. It is a pity too, for +Jabez only likes--" + +"I don't care nothing about Jabez, nor what he likes, nor what he +doesn't," cried Fanny, bending down over her oven to hide a conscious +blush which would spread over her round cheeks. "There's good and bad +of every sort, and I don't despise none. I only pities 'em if they +ain't Demshur." + +"That is awfully good of you," said Dan solemnly. "We can cheer up +again after that. Fanny," more eagerly, "do tell us what you are going +to give us to eat." + +But Fanny could not be coaxed into that. "I haven't said yet as I'm +going to give 'ee anything," she said sharply; but there was a twinkle +in her eye, and matters were soon settled satisfactorily. There was to +be a substantial "plate tea" in the kitchen at half-past five, which +would allow plenty of time for the laying of the cloth and other +preparations after Mrs. Pike and Anna had departed. Then they were to +have games and forfeits, and tell ghost stories, and anything else that +came into their minds to do, and a nice supper was to wind up the +evening, and by ten o'clock all signs of their feast were to be tidied +away, and the children were to go as quietly to bed as though Aunt Pike +stood at their doors. + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +AN EXCITING NIGHT. + +Had Aunt Pike had even the faintest suspicion of what was to happen +during her absence he would have given up her party then and there and +have remained at home, even though Anna was to receive a prize and to +recite. + +But, fortunately for her peace of mind, she suspected nothing, and they +both went off quite cheerful and excited through the cold and mist of +the December evening to the scene of the triumph of Anna's genius-- +Anna with her head enveloped in shawls, her feet in goloshes, her muslin +skirts covered with a mackintosh and a fur-lined cloak. + +When it came to the moment of departure she felt so sorry for those left +behind that she could not help expressing it. "I wish you could have +come too, and had some of the fun," she said excitedly. + +"Do you?" said Betty bluntly. "Well, I don't. So you needn't feel +unhappy about it. We would rather have 'bread and scrape,' or nothing +at all, at home. We shall enjoy ourselves, you may be quite sure. +Don't worry about us," which was wickedness on Betty's part, for she +knew that Anna always suspected that they enjoyed themselves more +without her, and resented it. + +And there was no denying that Anna's suspicions were correct. +Before she and her proud mamma had reached the gates of Hillside, Kitty +and Betty had stripped off the detested stockings, and were arraying +themselves in their last summer's muslin frocks, intending to be quite +as partified as Anna; and Kitty tied her hair with a red ribbon, and +Betty's with a blue one to match her turquoise locket, and down they +went to the feast. + +Jabez had not yet arrived, but he was momentarily expected. Dan was +already there in his new "Eton's," with a sprig of mistletoe in his +button-hole. Tony was in his best white sailor suit, and Fanny and +Grace had holly in their caps, and wore their Jubilee medals. The table +was loaded with cakes and pasties, and "splits" with cream and jam on +them; and then, just as they were getting tired of waiting, Jabez +arrived. He was in his best suit, and was very shy, very embarrassed, +yet very pleased at having been invited. + +"Simmeth like old times, don't it!" he gasped, seating himself on the +extreme edge of the hard chair nearest the door, a chair and a position +no one ever dreamed of occupying at any ordinary time. + +To Kitty, who always felt shy if others were, it was as little like old +times as could be, for every one seemed borne down with an unnatural +politeness and quiet, and of them all Jabez suffered most. He had never +been asked to a party before, not a full-dress party, and he found it +embarrassing. But Dan came to the rescue, and with his jokes and his +laughs and his funny stories soon made them all feel more at ease, so +that by the time the first cups of tea were drunk, and the dish of +"splits" emptied, the ice had been melted and all was going well. + +"Jabez," said Dan, turning to him with a very solemn face, "it is you we +have to thank for this feast." + +Jabez stared, bewildered. "I don't take your meaning, sir," he answered +in a puzzled voice. "Tedn't nothing to do with me. I am the invited +guest, I am, and proud so to be. I only wishes I'd a-got a bit of a +place fitty for to ask 'ee and the young leddies to come to, sir." + +"Never mind, Jabez; we can wait. Perhaps you'll have one soon," said +Dan consolingly, and he glanced knowingly round the table, letting his +eye rest for a moment longer on Fanny than any one else. "By another +Christmas we may--dear me, I think this room must be very hot," he +remarked, breaking off abruptly to look at Fanny's rosy cheeks. But +Fanny rather tartly told him to "go on with his tea and never mind +nothing 'bout hot rooms, nor anything else that didn't concern him," and +quite unabashed he turned to Jabez again. + +"You see," he explained, "if you hadn't gone to father that day I shied +the wood at you, we shouldn't have had Aunt Pike here, and Fanny +wouldn't have asked us out here to tea because Aunt Pike was out, +because, you see, she wouldn't be here to go out, and we couldn't be +glad about her going, for we shouldn't know anything about it to be glad +about, and so there wouldn't be anything special to ask us here for, and +so--" + +"Master Dan," cried Jabez piteously, "if you don't stop to once, the +little bit of brain I've got'll be addled! Iss, my word, addled beyond +recovery, and me a poor man with my living to get." + +"It do put me in mind of my old granny," said Grace, laughing, "when +poor grandfather died, and she was getting her bit of mourning. 'Well,' +she saith, 'if my poor dear Samuel had died a week sooner or later, and +Miss Peek had put her clearance sale back or fore a week, I should have +missed that there remlet of merino and lost a good bargain, whereas now +it'll always be a pleasure to me to look at and feel I saved two +shillings on it.'" + +"Now, Fanny," cried Dan, "a story from you, please." + +Fanny demurred a little, of course. People never like to be told to +tell stories. They prefer to drift naturally into them, without a lot +of people waiting expectantly for what they are going to say. + +But Fanny had such stores of tales of ghosts, fairies, witches, and +other thrilling subjects, that she never failed to fascinate her +listeners. She did so now, when once she had begun, until they were all +almost afraid to look round the dim kitchen, and Jabez wished, though he +would not have owned it, that he had not got that walk home in the dark. + +Then they burnt nuts, and melted lead in an iron spoon and poured it +into tumblers of cold water, and Fanny's took the shape of the masts and +rigging of a ship, though Jabez declared it wasn't nothing of the sort, +but was more like clothes-postens with the lines stretched to them, yes, +and the very clothes themselves hanging to them. All but Jabez, though, +preferred to think it a ship; it was more exciting. Grace's lead formed +tents of all sizes, and Grace seemed quite pleased. + +Of Kitty's they could make nothing at all. + +"That looks to me like a rolling-pin lying at the bottom," cried Dan +excitedly, "and a beautiful palace, almost like a fairy palace, and--but +I don't know what all those little pieces can be meant for. I think it +must mean that you are going to be a cook in a large house--a palace, +perhaps." + +"I fink those are fairies," chimed in Tony thoughtfully, "and that's a +fairy palace, and--and--" + +"And the rolling-pin is me in the midst of it all," cried Kitty, +throwing her arm round her little brother. "Tony, you are a dear; you +always say something nice." + +"I shouldn't think it very nice to be called a rolling-pin," said Betty. +"But do tell me what mine is, Kitty!" + +"I really can't," said Kitty, after they had each gazed at it solemnly. +"I can't tell whether it is meant for a ship, or an iceberg, or a tent. +Perhaps it is all three, and means that you are going to travel, +Bettikins." + +"Oh yes," said Betty, "I shouldn't be surprised. I mean to travel when +I am grown up, and I always feel that I shall do something some day." + +"I feel I shall do something to-night if I don't get something to eat +soon," interrupted Dan, in a tone intended to touch Fanny's heart. +"It is half-past eight, and tea has been over for more than two hours." + +"Well," said Jabez, as the tumblers and the mysterious lead figures were +whisked away, "'tis just as well nobody couldn't attempt to tell what +mine was, for I wouldn't 'ave 'urt anybody's ingenooity with trying to. +If 'twasn't a blacksmith's shop, 'twas a vegetable stall; and if +'twasn't that, 'twasn't nothing; and things when they'm like that is +best left alone, it's my belief." + +"P'r'aps it was the table with supper laid on it," suggested Kitty. + +"P'r'aps 'twas, Miss Kitty; but I'm sorry for us all if 'twas, for the +dishes, if dishes they was, was empty, and that wouldn't suit us at the +present minute." + +But it exactly depicted the state of the dishes half an hour later, for, +as Fanny said when they wanted the kitchen cleared for games, "there +wasn't nothing to clear but empty things." + +By that time all stiffness had worn away, every one was in the highest +spirits, and the games went on furiously, so furiously that the striking +of the hall clock and the town clock were overlooked, and the first +thing that recalled them to themselves was a loud ringing of the +front-door bell. + +For one second they stood looking at each other in utter dismay, then--" +The back stairs," whispered Dan. "Fly, children, scoot, and hop into +bed as you are.--Jabez--" + +But Jabez had already vanished through the back door and had shut +himself in Prue's stable. Up the back stairs the children scuttled, +shoes in hand, and melted away into their various rooms without a sound. +Kitty stayed a moment with Tony to help him into bed, and as she crept +out of his room the sound of voices in the hall reached her. + +"Grace needn't have hurried so to let them in," she thought. "She could +at least have pretended she was asleep and didn't hear the knock, and so +have given us a few minutes more." But Grace's promptness was such that +Kitty had barely time to draw her nightgown on over her frock and creep +into her bed before she heard her aunt's footsteps on the stairs. + +Mrs. Pike went first to Tony's room, and Kitty, leaning up, listened in +a perfect tremor of nervousness for what might follow. Tony was no good +at pretending, but, as good luck would have it, there was no need of +make-believe on his part, for he had been so tired he had fallen fast +asleep as soon as he had cuddled down under the bedclothes, and Mrs. +Pike, after just a glance, came away quite satisfied. Then Kitty heard +her approaching their room. + +"Oh!" she thought with dismay, "she is bringing Anna with her;" for +Mrs. Pike was talking to some one in a low voice. "What bad luck; Anna +sees through everything. I wonder if Betty hears too. If she doesn't +she is sure to jump. Betty! Betty!" she called, as loud as she dared, +but the next moment the door opened and Aunt Pike entered with a candle +in her hand, and followed by Anna. + +"Dear, dear," she said, as she tripped over something, "how untidy! +What is it, Anna?" + +Anna stooped and picked up one of Betty's discarded gray stockings. +For once Betty's untidiness served them a good turn. Seeing the +stockings on the floor, it never occurred to Aunt Pike but that they had +both undressed and got into bed in the usual fashion. The first thing, +though, that caught Anna's eye was the red bow in Kitty's hair. + +"I--I didn't know--" she began, then glanced quickly at Betty's head, +where the blue bow showed up against the pillow, but instead of +remarking on it she suddenly grew silent. Kitty marvelled, for she had +remembered their hair ribbons almost at the same moment as Anna had +caught sight of them, and it was all she could do not to put up her hand +and grab hers off. With the remembrance she almost gave up hope of +escaping detection, and wished devoutly that they had stayed downstairs +and faced the consequences; for to be found out now, hiding in bed in +this fashion, made a discreditable matter of what was really not a very +bad one. But, to her increasing amazement, Anna said nothing, not even +when Aunt Pike said, "I must speak to Katherine in the morning. She has +either neglected to brush her hair at all, or she is very extravagant in +tying it up for the night with a good piece of ribbon. Now come away, +darling; it is quite time you were in bed. I am sure you must be quite +exhausted. You know I did tell you I thought you would not be able to +show them your prize to-night." + +"Prize!" gasped Betty, sitting up in bed as soon as ever their visitors' +backs were turned. "Has she _really_ got a prize? I didn't think it +could be true when Aunt Pike said she would get one. Anyhow, I wonder +she isn't ashamed to show it, for she knows it would have been yours if +she hadn't behaved so disgustingly. But Anna is never ashamed of what +she does, no matter how bad it is." + +"Oh yes, she is," said Kitty thoughtfully. "I think she is dreadfully +ashamed sometimes of some things, and very sorry." + +"Then why doesn't she say so?" snapped Betty crossly. + +"I believe she doesn't know how to. She is shy, or--or something; but I +do believe she would like to be able to." And she thought of the abject +way in which Anna had followed her about for days after that affair at +Hillside, and had tried to do things for her; and in her heart she knew +that it was Anna's curious way of expressing her gratitude to her for +not exposing her meanness. "I believe," she went on musingly, "that if +she could undo all that--that fuss in any other way than by owning up, +that she would; but there isn't any other way, and she hasn't got pluck +enough to do it in the right one. I believe she would rather die than +have Aunt Pike know how she behaved. Oh dear, I do wish I hadn't to get +up again and undress." + +"So do I," agreed Betty. "I really can't brush my hair to-night, I am +_so_ sleepy." + +"I wouldn't," said Kitty, who had a little habit of saying the most +comfortable thing. "Give it an extra brushing to-morrow; that will do." + +"Very well," agreed Betty, "I will remember," and in another moment was +fast asleep. + +Kitty lay down and drew the bedclothes cosily about her until a few dark +curls and a scarlet bow were all that were visible, but go to sleep she +could not. Thoughts went racing through her brain in the most +distracting manner--thoughts of the school and all the unpleasant ending +of her short connection with it; thoughts of Anna and her mother, and +Anna's want of courage. + +"I believe she isn't really a bad sort," mused Kitty, "and yet--and yet +she does do such mean things, and doesn't seem to see that they are +mean; and she thinks that the only way to please people is to say nasty +things of some one else to them; and then, of course, one feels that to +other people she says the same of oneself. One can't help it. I do +wish she was different. I believe I could like her if she was." + +Presently her thoughts merged into dreams, but such unpleasant ones that +she was quite glad to awaken from them; and so, constantly dozing and +half-waking, and dozing again, the hours wore on until at last she awoke +really wide awake, with a very strong and alarming feeling that +something was amiss, or that something unusual was happening. She had +not the faintest idea what it could be, and though she sat up in bed and +listened, she could not see or hear anything. The house seemed quiet +and still, and yet there were sounds--curious, mysterious sounds that +ceased while she listened for them, and left her wondering if she were +still dreaming, or if her ears were playing her tricks. Her first fear +was that there might be something the matter with Tony; then she thought +of Dan. + +"I must go and see," she thought, and slipped very gently out of bed and +into her dressing-gown. When she was outside the door she paused to +listen. Yes, there certainly were sounds, and they came from Dan's +room, sounds of whispering and movements, and--yes, there was a curious +smell. "I believe it is fire!" she gasped, and ran down the corridor. +Dan's room was nearly at the end of it, and faced the staircase. +Tony's was a tiny room between the girls' and Dan's, while Anna's room +was beyond Dan's again. Kitty looked in at Tony, and found him safe, +and sleeping comfortably; then she hurried on. Dan's door was slightly +ajar, and there was a dim light within; here also was the curious smell +which had greeted Kitty's nose, only stronger, and here also was Anna, +in her gray dressing-gown, sitting on the floor, and apparently hugging +herself in an agony of pain. "What has happened? What is the matter? +Dan, tell me!" + +At the first sound of her voice Dan wheeled round, and Anna started up +with a scream. + +"How you did startle me!" cried Dan in a hoarse whisper. "But I'm +awfully glad you've come." Dan's face was perfectly white, and he was +trembling visibly. "Kitty, what _can_ I do? I have been such a--such a +fool; worse than a fool. Look!" holding up a paper partly burnt, and +pointing to a scorched mark on the curtain. + +"Oh!" gasped Kitty. "O Dan, how did it happen? What were you doing? +Reading in bed? You might have been burnt to death." + +"I should have been--we all should have been, and the house burnt down, +if it hadn't been for Anna," groaned Dan. "It'll teach me never to read +in bed again. I thought I was quite wide awake too. But look at Anna; +do try and do something for her. She has burnt her hands horribly, and +I didn't know what to put on them. What can I do? Kitty, do do +something; she is in frightful pain, and she was so plucky." + +Even in her great pain Anna looked up gratified by this praise. +Kitty gently lifted her hands and looked at them, then laid them down +again with a little shocked cry, for the whole of the palms and the +fingers were covered with burns. + +"Oh you poor, poor thing!" she cried.--"Dan, do creep down to the +surgery, and bring up the bottle of carron oil. You will find it on the +floor by the window. Father always keeps it there.--O Anna," putting +her arms round her cousin's quivering shoulders, "how you must be +suffering! I am _so_ sorry. I wish I could bear it for you." + +Anna was almost beyond speaking, but she laid her head back against +Kitty's arm with a sigh of relief. "O Kitty, I am so glad to have done +something for you--that's all I think of. I don't mind the pain. +You have done so much for me, and I--I wanted to make it up to you +somehow." + +"Don't you ever think of that again," said Kitty solemnly. "You have +saved Dan's life, perhaps all our lives, and that wipes out everything. +But oh! poor Dan, won't he be in a scrape to-morrow when this is all +found out!" + +"But it won't be found out," said Anna. "We can easily get rid of the +paper, and the mark on the curtain won't show unless one looks for it; +and, you see, it won't be taken down till the winter is over, and +then--" + +"But your hands," cried Kitty. "How can we explain about your burns?" + +"Oh--h," said Anna slowly, as she tried to think of some plan, "I will +just say it is an accident--I needn't explain." + +"But I shall," said Kitty firmly. "I am not going to have any +deceitfulness. We will all stand together, but you aren't going to +suffer for Dan. Dan wouldn't stand it, and I should be ashamed of him +if he did." + +Anna did not answer, and Kitty thought she had won. Dan returned with +the oil, and from his own drawer produced a generous supply of torn +handkerchiefs. + +"How did you find out about the fire?" questioned Kitty, as she bound up +the poor hands as skilfully as she knew how. Her "skill" would have +made a surgeon or a nurse smile, but the result was soothing and +comforting. + +"I woke up suddenly and thought I smelt burning; then I was sure I did, +and I got out and opened my door and saw a bright light shining under +Dan's door." Here Anna had the grace to blush, for she remembered +another occasion when she had seen a light shining under a door, and had +_not_ flown in a frenzy of fear to save those inside. "I crept down the +passage, and then I knew that the smell of burning was coming from Dan's +room. I knocked, but he didn't answer, and the light grew so bright +that I got frightened, and I rushed in and snatched the paper out of his +hand, and beat out the flames." Her face, which had been very flushed, +was now deadly white. "I think I will go back to bed now," she said +faintly, "I am dreadfully tired." + +And dreadfully tired she was too, thoroughly exhausted and overcome. +Kitty helped her to her room and tucked her in her bed, and as she was +bending over her, Anna raised her usually restless eyes to her very +pleadingly. + +"Kitty, you must let me have my own way, or I shan't feel that I've done +anything towards--towards wiping out--you know what I mean." + +"I know," said Kitty. "We won't talk any more about it to-night. +We will wait until to-morrow. Good-night, Anna," and for the first time +in her life she kissed Anna willingly. + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +MOKUS AND CARROTS. + +Kitty heard Dan go downstairs the next morning just as she was finishing +dressing, and her heart thumped painfully, for she knew he was going to +confess. When confessions had to be made Dan always made them as +quickly as possible so as to get them off his mind. Kitty hurriedly +finished her dressing, and followed him with some vague idea in her mind +of helping him. + +But when they got down there was no one else about, and before they had +seen any one to whom to confess, Mrs. Pike burst into the dining-room +where they stood, miserably enough, waiting. + +"Kitty, Dan, do either of you know where your father is? I want him to +come to Anna. She is so unwell, and in some extraordinary way has burnt +her hands dreadfully. Oh dear! oh dear! what troubles do come upon me. +I suppose it was foolish of me to leave her last night to put herself to +bed when she was so tired. I might have known she would tumble over the +lamp, or do something equally careless. It was kind of you, Kitty, to +attend to her burns for her, poor child, but you should have come and +called me." There were tears in Aunt Pike's eyes as she turned to thank +her niece. "You--she--Anna need not have been afraid. I did not know I +was so harsh with her that she was afraid to--" and poor Aunt Pike broke +off, quite overcome. The shock of finding Anna feverish and ill, and +with her hands bandaged, had upset her greatly. + +Dan, sincerely touched and conscience-stricken, stepped forward. +"Aunt Pike," he began, "I--" + +But Kitty with a look and a sign checked him. "Wait," she whispered. +"I think you had better wait, or you may make things worse for Anna." + +Dan looked distressed. "I don't think I shall," he answered testily, as +Aunt Pike went out of the room. "I hate mystery. Why can't we speak +out and have it over? I am going to, Kitty." + +"I want you to, as much as you do," she answered in a troubled voice, +"but we have to think of Anna. She did so much for us last night, and-- +well, I believe if we were to tell Aunt Pike all about it now, it would +hurt her more than ever, because she would think Anna had been deceiving +her; and Anna did not mean to, she only meant to be kind to us." + +So Dan, though most unwillingly, had to agree. It annoyed him, and hurt +his dignity, and offended his sense of honour to have to let Anna bear +the weight of his misdoing; but he still hoped that when he could see +Anna she might consent to his making a full confession. Here, though, +he was again doomed to disappointment, for Anna only turned to him +pleadingly. "Don't say anything about it," she cried. "O Dan, don't! +If mother was to know now she would be more angry than ever, and she +would never trust me again, or forgive either of us." + +So Dan, out of his gratitude to her, had to give in; and there the +matter rested for the time at least. But it had brought about two +important changes--it cured Dan, and all of them, for some time, of +their love of reading in bed; and it made them more tolerant in their +feelings towards Anna. + +Christmas, since that last one their mother had spent with them, had +never been a festive or a happy season in Dr. Trenire's house. To the +doctor it was too full of sad memories for him to be able to make it gay +or cheerful for his children, and the children did not know how to set +about making it so for themselves, while Aunt Pike had no ideas on the +subject beyond sending and receiving a few cards, giving Anna a +half-sovereign to put in the savings bank, and ordering a rather more +elaborate dinner on Christmas Day. + +Kitty, Dan, and Betty this year felt a real yearning for a Christmas +such as they had read of, and discussed all manner of impossible plans, +but there it all ended. Dr. Trenire gave them a book each, and they sat +around the schoolroom fire reading them and munching the sweets they had +clubbed together to buy, and that was all the festivity they had that +year. + +It was a damp, mild season, unseasonable and depressing, pleasant +neither for going out nor for staying indoors; and Dan, who had less +than five weeks' holidays, and had already had one of them spoilt by the +weather, grumbled loudly, fully convinced that he had every reason to do +so. + +But with January came a change to high, cold winds, which dried up the +mud, and, having done that much service, departed, to be followed by +days of glorious sunshine. Just about the middle of the month Mrs. +Pike had to go away for a week or two to visit her sister in Yorkshire, +and with this circumstance, and the lovely weather combined, the +children's spirits rose. Dan had but a fortnight's holiday left, it is +true, but they meant to enjoy every possible minute of that fortnight, +and to begin with they decided on an expedition to Helbarrow Tors, one +of their most beloved of picnic places. Anna had never seen that +wonderful spot, and Anna, who did not accompany her mother on her +Yorkshire visit, was to be introduced to all its beauties on the very +day after her mother's departure. + +As though knowing what was expected of it, the day broke most +promisingly. Of course it was not really light until about eight +o'clock--in fact, they got up and had their breakfast by gaslight, for +they really could not stay in bed late with such prospects as they had +before them; but already the weather signs were good, and Jabez was most +encouraging. + +"I'll back a mist like that there," he said, "agin anything for turning +out a fine day. You mark my words now, Miss Kitty; and I'll go right +along and get that there donkey and cart for fear anybody else should be +put in the mind to 'ave a little egscursion too, and get un furst." + +Fanny was as amiable as Jabez. When Kitty went out to the kitchen to +see about their food for the day she found her with a row of baskets on +the table before her, and Dan sitting on the corner of it superintending +her doings. + +"There, Miss Kitty," she exclaimed, "that's the salt I've just put in, +so don't anybody say I forgot it, and don't anybody go unpacking it +any'ow or it'll be upset; and we don't want no bad luck, do we?" + +Kitty looked at the baskets joyfully. + +"I've put in what I calls a good allowance for six. Do 'ee think +that'll be enough?" asked Fanny anxiously, "or shall I put in a bit more +cake, and a pasty or two extra? P'r'aps I'd better." + +"Perhaps you had," said Kitty thoughtfully. "You see, we have the whole +day, and one does get hungry out of doors, and there is never a shop +anywhere near--and if there is, we never have any money to spend in it." + +Even while she was speaking Fanny was stowing the extra pasties and cake +into the basket. "Now, Master Dan, remember that's the basket you'm to +carry," pointing to a large square one with the cover securely fastened +down. "There's nothing to eat in it, but it's the 'eaviest, 'cause it's +got the milk in it, and a bottle of methylated spirits and the little +stove in case you can't get no sticks nor no fire." + +"O Fanny, you _are_ cruel," sighed Dan. "I really don't know," with a +very good imitation of a catch in his voice, "how you can say to me the +nasty things you do." + +"Ah!" said Fanny, with a knowing shake of her head. "I may be cruel, +and I have my failings, but I can read you through and through, Master +Dan, same as if you was a printed book. You take my word for that." + +"X rays aren't in it," cried Dan. "Eyes of a hawk, and a heart of +stone. What a combination!" + +"That there littlest basket," went on Fanny, turning to Kitty, "is for +Master Tony; and you must see that Master Dan don't get hold of it, and +let his little brother wear hisself out carrying the 'eavy one." + +"Fanny, what do you take me for?" + +"I take 'ee for what you are," said Fanny calmly--"an anointed young +limb, and as artful as you are high." + +"Wait till I have gone back to school," said Dan wistfully, "then every +cruel and unjust thing you have said and thought of me will come back to +you, and 'Too late, ah, too late,' you will moan as you sob yourself +ill; 'and I loved that boy better than any one in the whole wide +world!'" + +Which had enough of truth in it to make Fanny quite cross, or seem to +be. + +"Master Tony's basket has got some lunch in it for you all to eat on +your way. There's a little pasty each, and some biscuits. I did put in +a big one for Master Dan, but I've more'n half a mind to take it out +again, seeing as he's be'aving so, sitting on the table and swinging his +legs. I s'pose those are the manners they learns him to school!" + +Dan chuckled. "I wish they did," he said. "No, it's only you who let +me behave myself as I like, Fanny. No one else in the wide world is so +kind to me. O Fanny, I wish you were coming with us." + +"So do I," cried Kitty. "Wouldn't it be fun!" And Fanny, quite +mollified, did not remove Dan's big pasty. + +The door opened and Jabez came in. "I've got the moke," he said; "he's +in the yard; and I've put a few carrots in the cart for 'ee to 'tice un +along with, for if that there creetur haven't made up his mind a'ready +not to see Helbarrow Tor this day--well, I'm a Dutchman, and whatever my +failings I ain't that yet." + +"The only enticing he'll get from me will be with the whip," said Dan +with great scorn, "so you can take out the carrots again." But Jabez +shook his head wisely. + +"They won't take up much room," he said. "I'll put 'em in the nose-bag, +and if you don't need 'em on the way, you can give 'em to the creetur +when he gets there, by way of encouraging un another time. Now, are you +all ready, miss? It's best for 'ee to start before he falls asleep +again, for they'm always poor-tempered if they'm woke up, and then +they'm obstinater than ever." + +The five of them could not all get into the cart at once, at least not +with any comfort, so they always, on these excursions, took it in turn +to ride and tie; and Dan, who did not crave for the glory of driving +Mokus through the street, walked on with Betty, leaving the others to +follow. + +It was certainly cold when first they started; the air was fresh and +biting, with a touch of frost in it, and the sun had not yet come out. +Anna shivered beneath her fur-lined cloak, and Tony, thrusting his hands +deep down in his pockets, snuggled down between Kitty and Anna, and felt +very glad for once that he was not allowed an outside seat. + +But by degrees the sun shone through the misty grayness, bathing the +road before them, and lighting up the bare hedges on either side until +it really seemed that spring had come, that the fresh morning air was +certainly full of the scent of primroses and violets, and the sweet +earthy smell of moss. The birds evidently thought so too, for they came +fluttering and flying from all manner of cosy hiding-places, and, +undaunted by the sight of the brown branches and the leafless twigs, +boldly perched themselves on telegraph wires and trees to survey the +scene while they made their summer plans. + +What more could one want than brown branches if the sun was on them! +And how could one hurry or worry, or do anything but revel quietly in +the beauty that lay all about one, and tell oneself there were no gray +days to come! + +Mokus, for one, evidently felt that this was no occasion for haste, and +Kitty did not contradict him. She herself felt that she wanted to +linger over every moment, and get the fullest enjoyment out of it all. + +Dan, however, had other views, and when, at the foot of Tremellen Hill, +they found him and Betty perched on a low bridge awaiting them, he +upbraided them plaintively for their waste of time. + +"But no girl ever could drive, even a donkey," he said loftily. +"He will find out now that he has met his master. Get up, Betty. Do be +quick. I want to reach Helbarrow to-day, and it must be lunch-time +already." At which Tony, who was scrambling down from the cart, reached +back for his basket. + +"I fink I'd better take it wiv me," he said gravely. "If they are going +so fast, p'r'aps we shan't see them any more till we get there." + +"I think we needn't be afraid of that," said Anna sarcastically, "if we +don't walk too fast." + +Oh what a day it was! and what a donkey! and what a journey! And oh the +time it took! and how they did enjoy it all! When they had walked for +about a mile or more, the three sat down to rest and await the carriage +folk, of whom they had not caught a glimpse since they walked away and +left them. Then by degrees Tony's luncheon basket assumed a prominent +position in their thoughts and before their eyes. Morning air, +particularly in January, is hungry air; and to wait, with the food under +your very nose, and not be free to eat it, is not easy. + +"I really must go back a little way to see if they are anywhere near," +said Kitty at last, growing impatient and hungry. Anna and Tony were +hungry too, but they were too comfortable and lazy to move, so they +leaned luxuriously amongst the dry twigs and leaves and dead grass in +the hedge, and watched Kitty as she walked eagerly back again along the +level road they had just travelled. When she reached the brow of the +hill she stopped, and the next moment a peal of laughter announced the +fact that she had caught sight of the laggards. + +It was unkind, perhaps, of her to laugh. Dan thought it was "beastly +mean," but then he was not in a frame of mind to see the humour of the +situation, for up the whole of that long steep hill he had marched at +Mokus's head, tugging with all his might at the bridle with one hand, +while the other held a huge carrot just beyond the obstinate creature's +reach. Dan was not only hot and tired and out of patience, but he was +extremely mortified. + +"Where is Betty?" called Kitty, trying to check her laughter. + +Betty, hearing her name, came round from the back of the cart; she was +almost purple in the face, and looked quite exhausted. + +"I've been pushing," she gasped. "I believe it would have been easier +to have been harnessed in the shafts." + +"You poor little thing," cried Kitty. "You must rest now and I'll take +a turn, and you shall both have our turn in the cart after lunch, and we +will walk. We aren't a bit tired." + +"Thank you," they said, with stern decision in their voices, "we would +rather walk; it is so much easier." + +Kitty felt quite sorry for them. "Anna and Tony are only a little way +ahead," she said encouragingly. "We've got such a jolly place to have +our lunch in, and we will have a nice rest there. Give the poor thing +the carrot now, Dan." + +"Give him the carrot!" cried Dan indignantly. "I should like to see +myself! After his behaviour, he'll never even have a sniff of it again, +if I can help it," and Dan sent the carrot flying over the hedge to show +that he meant what he said. + +A good lunch, though, restored both his strength and his temper, and +after it was over they all managed to pack into the cart for the rest of +the short distance they had to go. Anna took the reins this time, and +whether it was that Mokus felt the firmness of her grip, or guessed that +rest and freedom for a few hours lay awaiting him at the end of another +mile, no one knew, but he started off down the next hill at quite a +quick trot, which he never once slackened until he was drawn up beside +the low stone hedge which in some long-past age had been erected around +the foot of the tors. Dan declared it was the weight of himself and +Betty on the tail-board which made him go, and having once been started +he could not stop if he wanted to. In any case Mokus was forgiven, and +it was with very kindly hands and many a pat that they unharnessed him +from the cart and tethered him by a long rope to the stump of a stunted +hawthorn bush, close to the remains of a little hut, which, with the old +wall, had often caused the children much speculation as to when and why +it was built there, and by whom. + +Then, each carrying a basket, they started to climb to the top to find +first of all a cosy, sheltered spot for a dining-room. On the tors the +sun was shining and the wild thyme smelling as sweetly as though it were +April rather than January. + +"Oh, look at the robins!" cried Tony delightedly. They were pausing in +their climb, and the little bright-eyed, warm-breasted creatures were +hopping about them quite boldly. "Kitty, do let me give them some +crumbs, they are such darlings, and I think they are quite glad to see +us. They aren't a bit afraid." + + "'To see a robin in a cage + Puts all heaven in a rage,'" + +quoted Kitty dreamily. + +Anna looked quite shocked. "O Kitty," she said, "how can you? You are +quite profane." + +Kitty laughed. "Am I?" she said. "What a dreadful word to use! +I didn't mean to be. I didn't make up those lines, you know. Oh, don't +you think," she went on eagerly, "it would be a nice game to try how +many different verses about robins we can remember?" + +"Do you mean nursery verses and all?" asked Dan. Kitty nodded; her +brain was already busy. + +"I think it will be lovely," said Betty. "I know quite a lot." + +"Go ahead then," urged Dan, "and remember to give author and book." + +"Nursery verses and nursery rhymes haven't got any author," said Betty +with a very superior air. + +Dan was on the alert at once; he loved to torment Betty. + +"No author! Oh! oh! what an appalling display of childish ignorance," +he cried in pretended horror, "and after all the trouble I have taken +with you too. My dear child, don't you know that some one must have +composed them or they wouldn't be--but there, I suppose little children +can't be expected to understand these things." + +"But I do," cried Betty indignantly. "You don't know all I know. +I know a great deal more than you think, though you may not think so." + +"Dear me! Do you really now?" said Dan, pretending to be enormously +impressed. "What a genius we may have in the family without our ever +suspecting it. Tell us who wrote: + + "'And when they were dead, + The robins so red + Took strawberry leaves and over them spread,'" + +"What would be the good?" said Betty, with a sigh as if of hopeless +despair. "You wouldn't reckernize the name if I told you." + +"No, I don't expect I should," laughed Dan derisively. "Not the way you +would pronounce it, at least." + +"Stop teasing her, Dan," cried Kitty. "We all of us have to think. +Let us take it in turns. Now then, you begin." + +For a moment Dan looked somewhat taken aback, then memory came suddenly +to him. + + "'Who killed Cock Robin? + "I," said the Spar--'" + +"That is not right," said Betty; "you are not beginning at the +beginning; you are missing out half." + +"Of course, as if I didn't know that," retorted Dan, but he looked +rather foolish; "but we are only here for the day, after all, and I am +not going to spend it all in saying nursery rhymes. If we were going to +stay a week it would be different." + +"That's all very well, but _I_ believe you don't know it," said Betty +softly but decisively. + +Whereupon Dan in great wrath burst forth,-- + + "'It was on a merry time + When Jenny Wren was young,'" etc., etc. + +When he had chanted three verses, they begged him to stop. When he had +reached the twelfth they all went on their knees to him and implored him +to stop; but no, on he went, and on and on to the very last line. +"Next time," he said, turning to Betty when he had reached the end, +"I hope you will believe me." + +"If I don't I won't say so," remarked Betty softly, with a sigh of +relief; "but of course I can't make myself believe you if I don't." + +"Oh, can't you?" said Dan. "You try once and see. Now then, Anna, your +turn." + +"I don't know anything about robins," said Anna. "Mother thought +nursery rhymes were foolish. So do I." + +"Oh no, you don't really," cried four voices in tones of mingled +amazement and disgust. + +"Yes, I do. Why not?" + +"What a pity," said Kitty softly. "I think they are beautiful. I am +glad my mother thought so too, But it need not be a nursery rhyme, Anna. +Don't you know, + + "'Little bird with bosom red, + Welcome to my humble shed,' + +"or any other?" + +"Ye--es," said Anna doubtfully. "I had to learn that once at school, +but, somehow, I didn't think that it was about a robin." + +"What did you think it was about?" asked Kitty. + +"Oh, I don't know. I thought it was just poetry. I never think poetry +has any meaning in it. It seems to me such silly stuff, all about +nothing." + +"I suppose even poetry must be about something," said Dan sarcastically. + +"I don't think so," said Anna. She, the prize-winner of her class, was +not going to be snubbed by her cousins. "As long as the words rhyme, it +doesn't matter what the rest is like." + +To Kitty that seemed neither the time nor the place to argue with Anna, +so she let the subject drop. "Now then, Betty." + +"I know so many," said Betty very anxiously, "that they seem to be all +jumbled up in my head, and I can't get one quite right. Let me see +now--" + +"Do let me say mine while you are finking. Shall I?" pleaded Tony +eagerly. + + "Little Robin Redbreast + Perched upon a tree, + Up went Pussy Cat + And down went he.'" + +By the time he reached the end of the second verse he was almost +breathless. "I was afraid you would say it before me," he gasped as he +concluded the last line; "that's why I hurried so." + +"Oh, I was trying to think of something much more--more, well, not so +babyish; more like what Kitty said than what you and Dan said." + +"Perhaps you had better compose something yourself," said Dan, "and we +will go on and light the fire and get the dinner ready while you are +about it." + +"You needn't be in a bad temper," retorted Betty severely, "even if you +couldn't make the donkey go." And Dan thought perhaps it might be wiser +not to torment his younger sister any more. + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +MISSING! + +They all struggled to their feet after that, collected their baskets, +and resumed their climb, over big boulders, through furze and bracken, +dead now and withered, but beautiful in the glow of the clear wintry +sunshine, until at last they came to an immense flat rock, with another +rising high behind it, sheltering them from the wind and catching every +gleam of sunshine that possibly could be caught. + +Here they spread their cloth, laying large pebbles on the corners of it +to keep it down, and on it they spread their feast, and then at last +there was nothing left to do but sit down and enjoy it. The sun shone +quite warmly, a soft little breeze blew up from the valley, bringing +with it the mingled scents of peat smoke, crushed thyme, and wet moss. +From their high perch they looked down on long stretches of brown fields +ploughed in ridges, with here and there a big gray rock dropped into +the middle of it, and here and there a roughly-built cottage, not much +bigger, seemingly, than some of the rocks. In a distant field a man was +carrying mangolds to a flock of sheep. The bleating of the sheep +floated up to them through the still air, and, with the voices of the +birds, made the only sounds of life that reached them. The scene, +though lovely in the eyes of the children, was desolate to a degree. +Scarcely a tree marked the landscape, and those there were were bowed +and stunted, leaning landwards as though running before the cold winds +which blew with such force across the few miles of flat, bare country +which alone lay between them and the Atlantic Ocean. + +To-day, though, it was hard to believe that that sunny spot was often so +bleak and storm-swept that man and beast avoided it. Anna gazed about +her wonderingly, but somewhat awed. + +"It seems dreadfully wild and lonely," she said, with a shiver. +"And how flat and ugly it is, all but these tors. I wonder how they +came to be here like this. I should think the people who used to live +here must have piled up all these rocks to clear them out of the fields. +They left a good many behind, though." + +"No one could have lifted rocks like these, and piled them up like +this," said Dan scornfully. "They were thrown up like this by an +earthquake, father says, and after the earthquake the sea--you know the +sea used to cover all the country as far as we can see--" + +"Nonsense!" interrupted Anna. "Now you are trying to take me in; but +you won't make me believe such nonsense as that." + +"Very well," crossly, "don't believe it then; only don't ask questions +another time if you mean to turn round and sneer when a fellow tries to +explain. I suppose you won't believe either that giants used to live +here?" + +Anna laughed even more scornfully. "No, I will not," she said loftily. +"I am not quite stupid enough to believe all the nonsense you would like +to make me." + +"If you could only realize it, it is you who are talking nonsense," said +Dan crushingly, and he turned away from her. He was not going to tell +any of his beloved legends and stories for Anna to sneer at. "It is +simply a sign of ignorance," he said, with his most superior air, "not +to believe in things because we haven't actually seen them with our very +own eyes. I suppose you will not believe that St. Michael's Mount used +to be surrounded with woods where there is sea now, until a huge wave +rushed in and swamped everything, right up to the foot of the Mount, and +never went back again?" + +"No," said Anna obstinately, "of course I shouldn't believe it. +Such things couldn't happen. It is silly to tell such stories as you +Cornish people do, and expect other people to believe them." + +Kitty looked at her in pained surprise. It seemed to her that Anna's +way of speaking was quite irreverent. She longed to know, yet shrank +from asking her, if she scorned, too, those other stories, so precious +and real to Kitty, the story of King Arthur in his hidden resting-place, +waiting to be roused from his long sleep; of Tristram and Iseult asleep +in the little chapel beneath the sea; of--oh, a hundred others of giants +and fairies, witches and spectres. But she held her peace rather than +hear them scoffed at and discredited. + +The sunshine, chased by a cloud and a fresh little breeze, disappeared. +Anna shivered and looked about her. + +"Oh, how gloomy and lonely it all looks directly the sun goes in!" she +cried. "I should hate to be here in the dark, or in a storm. Shouldn't +you, Kitty? I think I should die of fright; I know I should if I were +here alone." + +"I'd love to be here in a storm," said Kitty firmly, "a real +thunderstorm. It would be grand to watch it all from the top of the +tors. I don't think I would very much mind being up here all night +either. You see, there is nothing that could possibly hurt one, no wild +beasts or robbers. Bad people would be afraid to come." + +"I think it would be perfectly dreadful," shuddered Anna. "You would +never know who was coming round the rocks, or who was hiding; and +robbers could come behind you and catch you, and you wouldn't be able to +see or hear them until they were right on you; and you might scream and +scream with all your might and main and no one would hear you." + +"If I sneered at giants, I wouldn't talk of robbers if I were you," said +Dan severely. "Imagine robbers coming to a place like this! +Why, there's nothing and nobody to rob." + +"They would come here to hide, of course, not to rob," said Anna +crushingly, and Dan felt rather small. + +Betty and Tony began to feel bored. + +"I am going to get sticks for the fire," said Betty. "Come along, Tony. +You others can come, too, if you like." + +"Betty is beginning to think of her tea already," laughed Dan, but they +all joined her in her search--not that there was any need to search, for +dry sticks and furze bushes lay all around them in profusion. + +"Oh, here's the cromlech," cried Kitty, coming suddenly on the great +rock, which was poised so lightly on top of other great rocks that it +would sway under the lightest touch, yet had remained unmoved by all the +storms and hurricanes of the ages that had passed over it. She ran +lightly up and on to it, and stood there swaying gently, the breeze +fluttering out her skirts and flushing her cheeks. + +"You must make a wish while you are standing on it, and then if you can +make the rock move you will get your wish," explained Betty to Anna. +"It isn't every one who can. I don't suppose you could, 'cause you +don't believe in things like we do." + +Nevertheless Anna was bent on trying, and grew quite cross because the +rock would not move for her. "No, I don't believe it," she snapped. +"You Cornish people are so suppositios; and it is _dreadfully_ ignorant +to be so. Mother said so." + +Dan fairly shrieked with delight; he always did when Anna or Betty used +a wrong word, particularly if it was a long one. + +"Though it is so early, I am going to light the fire now," said Kitty, +anxious to make a diversion and prevent squabbles, "because I want to +smell the smell of the burning fuz." + +Which she did then and there; and then, perhaps in absent-mindedness, +she put the kettle on, and it boiled before any one could believe the +water was even warm, and then, of course, there was nothing to be done +but make the tea and drink it. But the air up there was so wonderful +that no matter how quickly the meals came the appetites were ready. + +"The smell of the smoke was feast enough in itself," Kitty said. + +But she did not omit to take a liberal share of more solid food as well. +And oh! how good it all tasted--the tea, the bread and butter, the +saffron cake, all had a flavour such as they never had elsewhere, and +the air was growing fresh enough to make the hot tea very acceptable and +comfortable. + +They did not sit long after they had done, for it really was beginning +to grow chilly. + +"Now you had all better go and have a game of some kind or other," said +Kitty, "and I will pack the baskets ready to go into the cart, and then +I'll come and play too." + +It took her longer, though, than she had counted on to pack all the +things so that they would travel safely, and she had put them in and +taken them out again so many times that when at last she had done, and +glanced up with a sigh of relief to look for the others, she saw with +dismay that the short winter's day was well-nigh over. The sun had +disappeared quite suddenly, leaving behind it a leaden, lowering sky, +while in the distance hung a thick mist, which told of heavy rain not +far off. + +"I will call the others. I think we had better be starting soon; the +weather has changed," she murmured, and, springing to her feet, she +shouted, and shouted, and shouted again. No answer came. + +Still calling, she went around the tors to another point, but she could +catch no glimpse of any living being, and in that great waste of rocks +and furze and underbrush it was not surprising. Kitty, though, was +surprised and a little bit alarmed, and she ran from point to point, +calling and calling again; but for a long time the only answer was the +long sighs the wind gave as it rushed over the level land, and lost +itself with a little wail of anger amongst the old tors. Then at last +came a long shout, and Dan appeared, and almost at the same moment a +drop fell smartly on Kitty's cheek, then another and another, and +suddenly a heavy downpour descended on them. + +"I saw it coming," gasped Dan. "Look!" and Kitty looked across the land +stretching below, and saw rain in a dense column rushing towards them, +driven by a squall which dashed it into them pitilessly. + +In little more than a moment the whole place had changed from a sunny, +idyllic little paradise to a bleak, howling wilderness, lonely, weird, +exposed to all the worst storms of heaven. + +"Where are the others?" gasped Kitty, seizing some of the packages to +run with them to the cart. + +"I told them not to climb up here again, but to start for home and we +would overtake them as quickly as we could. It wasn't raining then, or +I'd have told them to run to the little shanty; but I should think +they'd have the sense to do that," said Dan. + +"Oh yes, I expect they are all right. Now then, run, but run +carefully," added Kitty. "All the cups are in that basket, and Aunt +Pike will be very angry if we break any." + +But it was not easy to run at all, or even to hurry down that rugged +slope, while carrying five baskets and a rug or two, with a squall +catching them at every turn, and the short, dry grass becoming as +slippery as glass with the rain; but at long last they reached the foot +and the little hut, and there they found Betty struggling with all her +might to get Mokus between the shafts of the cart. + +"He will have to be taken out again, I expect," said Dan in an aside to +Kitty. "She has probably done up every strap wrongly. It is good of +her, though, to try." + +"I am glad she made Tony stand in under shelter," said Kitty thankfully, +as her eye fell on her little brother in the doorway of the hut. +"Where is Anna? I suppose she is inside." + +"You bet," said Dan shortly. "Anna knows how to take care of herself." + +But Anna was not in the shanty, or anywhere within reach of their +shouts. + +"I expect she is ever so far towards home by now," said Betty absently, +quite absorbed in the interest of harnessing Mokus. "She started to +walk home as fast as ever she could. I called to her to wait, but she +wouldn't listen." + +"Oh, well, it's all right; she can't miss the road, and we shall soon +overtake her," said Dan. "Now then, in you get." + +It was great fun packing themselves into the cart. Betty and Tony, in +great spirits, sat in the bottom of it, with a rug drawn over them like +a tent, and two little peepholes to peer through, and were as happy and +warm as could be. Kitty and Dan sat upon the seat with the other rug +round their shoulders, and the moment they were ready and had gathered +up the reins, Mokus, who had been standing flapping his long ears +crossly when the rain struck him particularly smartly, started off at a +really quick trot, which covered the ground rapidly, but rattled and +jolted the cart to such an extent that it was all Dan and Kitty could do +to keep their seats, while as for the two in the bottom of the cart, +they were tossed about like parched peas in a frying-pan. And oh! how +they all laughed! It is not always the funniest or wittiest things that +cause the most laughter, and somehow to-day the sight of Mokus flying +along on his little hoofs, the dreary scene, the lashing rain, +themselves wrapped up like a lot of gipsies, with the risk of finding +themselves at any moment tossed out and left sitting in the mud, made +them laugh and laugh until they ached. And all the time Dan kept on +saying the silliest things, and waving his whip about his head as though +he were a Roman driving a chariot drawn by fiery horses, urging Mokus on +to a more and more reckless pace, until at last they had to beg him to +stop, they were aching so with laughter. + +But except for some forlorn-looking geese on the common, who hissed at +them as they passed, they did not meet a living creature the whole of +the way they went. + +"Cheer up, old ladies!" Dan shouted to the geese consolingly, "you've +nothing on to spoil. If I'd been made to stand a flood as you have, I +wouldn't make a fuss about a little summer shower like this." + +"If you want your last glimpse of the tors," said Kitty, who knew every +inch of the way, "look back now." And they all looked, and all +shuddered as their eyes travelled over the spot where they had so lately +been basking in the sunshine. It looked gloomy and awe-inspiring now, +with black clouds lowering over it, a heavy mist wrapping it round, +while at the foot the little neglected shanty added the last desolate +touch to the wild scene. "Doesn't it seem impossible that we were +playing there only a little while ago," said Kitty, "and I was wishing I +could sleep there?" Then, with sudden recollection, "I wonder where +Anna is. She must have walked very fast." + +"I only hope she isn't still up there," said Dan with a laugh, waving +his hand towards the tors. "Poor old Anna!" + +"Oh!" squealed Betty, who loved horrors and excitements, "suppose she +is, and sees us going farther and farther away from her. If she called +and called, nobody would hear her, and oh, she'll be so frightened. +If she had to stay there all night, I am sure she would die of fright," +and Betty looked utterly horrified. "What shall we do? Isn't it +egsciting!" + +"No, not at all," said Dan impatiently; "don't be silly. Why should she +be there? I told you all to hurry homewards, and Anna did as she was +told. That is the difference between you and Anna, you see." + +"Well," said Betty thoughtfully, "I didn't do as I was told, but I think +I've got the best of it--especially," she added, "if Anna _is_ left +behind." + +Dan seemed to take it as a personal insult that she should dwell on such +a possibility. "If you say anything more about Anna being left behind," +he said, "I'll put you out of the cart and send you back to look for +her." + +"Then there would be two of us lost instead of one," said Betty +aggravatingly, "and oh, wouldn't you get into a row when you got home!" + +"She must be on ahead," said Kitty, anxious to make peace. +"Only I didn't think she had had time to get so far." + +"Perhaps some one has given her a lift," said Dan, with sudden hope. +"Anna is sharp enough to take or to ask for one if she had the chance. +She knows it is a tight pack for us all to get in this cart at once, and +she would think Mokus would behave as badly going home as he did on the +way out." + +This all seemed to them so likely, that they drove on again gaily, their +minds quite easy about her; all except Betty, who persisted in gazing +back at the tors as long as they were in view, in the hope of seeing a +signal of distress. Mokus stepped out at a pace that the carrots had +never roused him to on the outward journey, yet darkness had come on +before they reached Gorlay. + +"Isn't it like old times," sighed Betty happily, "driving through the +dark and the wet, and then reaching home, and changing and having a +jolly tea by the fire, and there will be no Aunt Pike, and we will be +able to stay up as late as we like--" + +"But there will be Anna," said Tony. "It won't be _quite_ the same." + +But, alas, there was no Anna, and her absence on this particular +occasion did much more to upset their evening than her presence would +have done. In answer to their inquiries as to when and how she got +back, they were told that she had not got back at all. No one had seen +her, and a dreadful conviction began to steal over them that she would +not come--that, in fact, she was lost, and probably, as Betty had +suggested, wandering about those dangerous tors, frightened nearly out +of her senses. What was to be done? At first they were for waiting; +but then, as the rain continued to stream down, and the wind to blow +gustily, they felt that it was no time for delay. Something must be +done, and done quickly. + +"Oh, if only father were home!" cried Kitty despairingly. +But unfortunately Dr. Trenire was in Plymouth on business, and would +certainly not be home that night. + +Dan sprang up, and began to put on his boots and leggings. "I am going +back there again," he announced. "It is only three miles or so, and I +can walk it in an hour." + +"But you can't go alone." + +"Yes, I can; and I can get people out there to help me search, and if I +find her I'll get some one to drive us home;" and flinging on his coat +and cap, he was rushing out of the house before they realized what he +was doing. + +"But, Dan," Kitty called after him, "which way are you going?" + +"The same, of course. There is but one--at least only one that Anna +knows," he called back, and he raced off into the darkness before any +one could say another word. + +Kitty was vexed. "How foolish of him," she said. "Of course there are +other ways, and Anna must have taken one of them, or we should have +passed her; and he shouldn't have gone alone either, he should have +taken Jabez and a lantern. What can he do if he finds her?" + +"And he may get lost too," said Betty comfortingly. But Dan was already +racing up through the dark wet street, too absorbed by the heroic side +of his actions to spare a thought for the common sense. + +Kitty dropped into a chair in a state of deep despondency, blaming +herself for everything. "Why had she started for home without making +sure about Anna? How wrong it was of her not to turn back! What would +Aunt Pike say when she knew?" and so the thoughts poured through her +mind until she was well-nigh distracted. + +Tony, worn out by his long day in the fresh air, was fast asleep. +Betty, exhausted by excitement and alarm, was scarcely able to keep +awake. The servants were in the kitchen regaling themselves and Jabez +with supper and a dish of horrors, when suddenly Kitty sprang to her +feet with the force of an idea that had come to her. She would take the +carriage and Jabez, and drive very slowly and carefully by another road +straight back to Helbarrow Tors. They would inquire at every house they +passed, and--only she did not tell Jabez this, for fear of alarming +him--if need be, they would search even the tors themselves. + +It would be very difficult, she knew; but what did difficulties matter +at such a time as this? With Anna lost on such a night, her father and +aunt away, and she alone responsible, they must do something, they must, +they must, and quickly too. She looked at the clock; it was only seven. +There was just a chance that they might find Anna and have her home in +warmth and safety by ten. She ran to the kitchen and broached her plan +to Jabez. He winced at the prospect, but raised no objection. +Indeed, they were all too greatly alarmed to object to anything. +Jabez had been picturing Anna in turn killed, walking into the water, +stolen, wandering about lost and crying for help, so he could hardly +refuse his help in rescuing her from one of these fates. + +In a very short time Prue was harnessed, and with Kitty beside him, and +a pile of rugs and wraps, Jabez was driving off at a good pace, while +those at home prepared fires and hot blankets and everything else they +could think of. + +But many long, weary hours elapsed before the fires and the hot blankets +were needed, and the next day was dawning, bleak and cold, when at last, +to the intense relief and excitement of the weary watchers, old Prue's +step was heard coming quickly down the street, and the two servants flew +out to the door. But Jabez drove straight round to the yard with his +load, and there, with the help of Kitty and Dan--who was with them--they +lifted down a big still bundle, which was Anna, wet through, worn out, +unconscious. They carried her in very tenderly and put her to bed at +once, and everything they could do for her ease and comfort they did. +But though her strength revived and the dreadful exhaustion passed away, +it was soon evident that she was ill--very ill, it seemed to them--and +Fanny in alarm ran for Dr. Lang; and at his request telegrams were sent +to Dr. Trenire and Aunt Pike, bidding them come home at once; while poor +Kitty, overcome with fatigue and anxiety and remorse that this should +have happened while she was in charge of them all, went and shut herself +up in her room, locking out even Betty. + +The story of that night's search she told later--of their long, slow +drive over the bleak roads in the teeth of a high wind and a driving +rain; of their close examination of every yard of the way, one walking +while the other drove; and of their hopelessness when they looked at the +gateways and fields, into any of which Anna might have turned, and the +lanes down which she might have wandered. But of her own feelings she +could not speak--the awful anxiety and remorse; the sense of +responsibility and blameworthiness that filled her; her remembrance of +Anna's sacrifice for Dan the night she saved his life; her dread of what +they might see or hear--those were feelings too deep for words. +So, too, was her agony of joy and relief when at last, almost by a +miracle, they came on her lying in a linhay down a lane they had very +nearly overlooked in the darkness. + +How she had wandered there no one would ever know, and Anna could never +tell. She must have doubled back when she found she had taken the wrong +road, and then, in her fright and confusion, have gone round, and up and +down, until she had lost herself far more effectually than if she had +tried to. That she had met no one to ask her way of was not wonderful +on such a night and in a neighbourhood where there were only half a +dozen cottages altogether, and at long distances apart. + +She had recognized Kitty and Jabez when they roused her, but in her +relief had had a fit of hysterics which frightened them both nearly out +of their wits, and then had fainted. + +Poor Kitty did her best to keep calm, and she and Jabez carried Anna to +the carriage, and there, wrapped in all the rugs and shawls they could +muster, she lay in Kitty's arms while Jabez drove quickly home. + +Their shortest and best way now was the road they had travelled so +happily in the morning, so once again Kitty had a dim glimpse of the +tors, standing up so lonely and desolate in the black night, lashed by +the rain and swept by the wind, but she turned her eyes away, half +shuddering. They were nearly home when they met Dan crawling along, +hopeless and dead beat. He was soaked to the skin, his feet were galled +and raw with walking in wet boots, but, worst of all, his search had +been fruitless. Crawling painfully, miserably homewards, with a mind +full of the fate that might have overtaken Anna--Anna, who had saved his +life--was it any wonder that he broke down and cried when, on hearing +wheels, and turning to ask for a lift, he recognized first old Prue, +then Jabez and Kitty, and, best of all, Anna, and knew that his search +was ended? + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +BANISHED. + +Kitty was to be sent away to school. That was what that unlucky day had +done for Kitty. The fiat had gone forth, and there was no escape. + +Aunt Pike had been very frightened indeed when she was summoned home, +and learned all about Anna's Helbarrow Tors experience, and found her +seriously ill with pneumonia as a result of it. She was very angry and +very indignant, and angry fright, or fright and anger combined, make the +worst form of anger as a rule. + +"Kitty was responsible, and there could not possibly be any excuse for +her leaving the spot without her cousin," declared Mrs. Pike. +"Kitty knew that there were many ways amongst which she might get lost, +and how lonely it was, and she and Dan should have gone in search of +poor Anna, and not have left the place until they had found her or heard +for certain where she was. The idea of coming all the way home without +her, and with never a thought or a care as to what had become of her! +It was almost incredible!" + +"I did think. I did care," pleaded Kitty. "Of course I thought she was +ahead of us. I never dreamed that she could have lost her way, or of +course I shouldn't have come home without looking for her." + +"Then you should have dreamed, or have taken the trouble to find out. +In any case, you should not have left the spot without her." + +"But we really thought she was ahead of us," repeated Kitty earnestly, +"and we hurried on to pick her up." + +"_How_ could you overtake her or pick her up, when you were hurrying as +fast as you could away from her, leaving her alone, poor child, to +wander about that dreadful, dreadful place, in that awful storm in the +dead of night?" demanded Aunt Pike angrily. + +"But--" began Kitty, then realized the hopelessness of trying to +explain, and said no more. + +"For the future I shall always feel," said Aunt Pike severely, "that I +not only cannot trust you, Katherine, but that I can never know what +mischief you may be leading the younger ones into. I am sure they would +not be so wild if they hadn't you as a ringleader." + +Kitty's cheeks flamed with indignation. _She_ could not be trusted! +_She_ led the others into mischief! Her eyes darkened with anger at the +injustice, for all the trouble had been caused by Anna deciding, in her +pig-headed way, that she knew a short cut home, and would take it +without waiting for the others and the donkey. She had thought she +would get home first and be able to laugh at them and Mokus. +She herself had admitted as much. + +Kitty's mind travelled back over that night search--the cold, the wet, +the horror of it, her own exhaustion and Dan's; then she came back again +suddenly to the present, and Aunt Pike's voice saying,-- + +"You know, Katherine, I have had to overlook more than one serious piece +of ill-behaviour on your part since I have been here. Of course I put +down much to the lawless, careless way in which you grew up, but, at the +same time, I must admit that, after that very unpleasant episode with +Lettice Kitson, I have never felt really quite easy in allowing Anna to +be much with you. I could not avoid feeling that you were having +anything but a good influence over her, and but for your poor father's +sake--" + +Kitty's cheeks were white enough now, and her eyes were very wide and +full of indignation as she met her aunt's stern gaze, but there was no +fear or shame in them. She opened her lips, but before a word escaped +them she closed them again, hesitated, and then walked quickly away. +And the next thing she knew was that she was to be sent away, and when +she heard it she thought her heart would break indeed. + +Her father, though most reluctantly, had agreed to the plan, because he +could see no prospect of peace or happiness for her at home. He very +often in those days sighed deeply from a heavy heart, for his home was +very different from what he had hoped it would be. It was true that +things were more orderly, but the old careless joyousness, the muddle +and confusion, seemed now vastly preferable. + +Aunt Pike had never approved of Kitty. Her careless, dreamy nature was +a constant offence in her eyes; her sudden impulses, her want of +concentration, her idle moods, when she sat just thinking and thinking +and doing nothing, irritated Mrs. Pike beyond endurance. They were as +opposite to each other in tastes and natures as any two persons could +be, and neither could understand or make allowance for the other. +And Dr. Trenire, seeing all this, and how they irritated and annoyed +each other, saw how bad it was, too, for Kitty's character, and at last +consented, though very, very reluctantly, to Mrs. Pike's strongly-urged +proposals that Kitty should be sent to a boarding-school. + +Poor Kitty! If ever there was in this world one poor little mortal more +stricken with home-sickness than another, that poor little mortal was +Kitty. She loved every inch of the house and garden, of Gorlay, and of +her county, and every person and animal who made up her home and her +home life--loved all, too, with such an intensity that she felt it would +be utterly impossible to live day after day away from them. + +It was a relief to her to hear that the school she was to go to was no +farther off than Plymouth, but beyond that she took no interest in it, +for the school was of Mrs. Pike's selecting, and wicked Kitty detested +it before she even knew anything about it, and made up her mind to go on +detesting it, no matter what it turned out to be. To her it was simply +a prison, and she could not and would not try to love her jailers. +She felt, too, a conviction that her aunt would have told Miss Pidsley, +the headmistress, all the story of the suspicion which had rested on +her, and told it from her own point of view, of course. + +There was one good outcome of the resentment Kitty bore her aunt for +"getting her sent away," as she put it--it made her determine not to let +Mrs. Pike see how much she felt it, and so helped her to bear up +bravely. Helped her, that is, to bear up by day, but oh the nights! +Oh, those long, miserable nights of heart-break and homesickness, when +the pain was so intense as almost to drive her to appeal on her knees to +Aunt Pike to let her stay at home, to promise abjectly to be and do all +that she could wish. And there were those other terrible moments, too, +when misery nearly drove her to tell the truth about Anna and Lettice. + +Those were, perhaps, the hardest impulses of all to fight, for she knew +that but to speak would mean, probably, that she would be considered fit +to remain in her home, and Anna it would be who would be sent away. + +All her life after Kitty was thankful that she had had the strength +given her to resist this temptation, but it was a very real one at the +time. There was to be no delay in sending her away. She was to go at +the end of the Christmas holidays, and active preparations for her +outfit began at once. To Betty this was most enthralling, and largely +made up for the painful part, but Kitty took no interest in it whatever. +Not even the fact of having a new Inverness and umbrella, and four new +dresses all at once, not to speak of gloves, and hats, and shoes, and a +number of other things, could rouse her to any sense of pleasure. + +She was very sorry later, and wept many a bitter tear over the new +blotter her father bought her, and the nice muff and boa he gave her. +When it was too late, she could never see them without remembering the +delight with which he unwrapped them and gave them to her, the expectant +look in his kind eyes of the pleasure they would bring to her, and of +her own coldness, her unsmilingness, the indifference with which she +took them and laid them down with scarcely a glance, yet all the while +her heart was breaking, breaking with her love for him and all he did +for her. How could she care what she wore, or did, or used, if she was +exiled from him! + +Then came the day when Mrs. Pike took her to her school and left her. +It was a wet, stormy day, and Kitty sat looking through the streaming +windows at the rain-swept country with a heart as stormy. But though +everything looked old and worn, and as unbeautiful as the day itself, +she gained some consolation from the sight. "The next time I see them," +she thought, gazing wistfully at the trees and houses, the bridges and +fields, "I shall be going home! home! home!" + +"Yes, but thirteen long weeks must elapse first," came the next thought. + +"But what are thirteen weeks?" said the worn-looking objects +cheeringly. "Nothing! We have seen years pass by, and thirteen weeks +are but so many moments, flying already." + +Then at last they reached their station, and their journey was over; but +in all the years to come, never, never again would Kitty Trenire pass +the long, ugly rows of squalid backs of houses just outside the station, +and dull depressing streets, never again would she enter that station +itself, without living through once more and tasting again the misery, +the strangeness, the forlornness which filled her heart that afternoon. +She might come in the height of happiness, in the company of those she +loved best, with hope and joy before and behind her, but never could the +sight of it all, the smells, and the sounds, fail to bring back to Kitty +memories of that supremely miserable day, and through any happiness make +her taste again for a moment the forlornness, the black misery which +swamped her as she first stood on that draughty, dingy platform. + +There was a smart tussle with the porter over the getting out of Kitty's +luggage, for Aunt Pike was one of those unfortunate persons who never +fail to come to words with porter or cabman, who, in fact, rub every one +the wrong way to start with by taking for granted that they are trying +to shirk their duties and to cheat her. + +Then came the inevitable tussle with the cabman as to the fare, during +which Kitty glanced about her at the people on the platform, picking out +with special interest those boys and girls who looked as though they +also were going to school, and expending on them a great amount of pity +which was probably in some cases quite wasted. + +At last came the summons to "get in," and Kitty got into the musty old +cab beside her aunt, and they were started on the last stage of their +journey through rain-washed busy streets, where the people were hurrying +along under umbrellas, or in omnibuses and cabs. Now and then a cab +laden with luggage would lumber past them on its way to the station, and +Kitty's mind would follow the people inside it through a whole long +chapter of imaginary happenings until something else passed and +distracted her thoughts. + +By-and-by they left the streets, and came to a quiet suburb, where road +after road, lined on either side with houses exactly like each other, +stretched in depressing monotony. To Kitty it looked the very acme of +correct, neat, yet hateful propriety, and her thoughts flew back +longingly to the dear old irregular wind-swept street of Gorlay, which +was to her then the most lovable and lovely spot on the face of the +earth. At last, when she was almost tired of speculating on the people +who lived in the houses they were passing, and of pitying them for being +condemned to such a fate, the jolting cab drew up before a corner house, +one of the primmest of all the houses in the dullest of all the roads +they had passed that afternoon, and Kitty saw a shining brass plate on +the rails at the foot of the tiny patch of trim garden, and on the brass +plate "Miss Pidsley." + +That was all. And this was the place that was to be her home! It was +quite a small school to which she had been banished--a small private one +where a few girls "who needed particular attention and training received +the individual care they needed," as Aunt Pike carefully read out from +the prospectus, dealing poor Kitty thus the last and most crushing +insult. + +If the outside of the house had been unlike home and Gorlay, the inside +was even more so; the extreme neatness, the absolute spotlessness of +everything, the bareness, the high, square, ugly rooms, each and all +weighed on Kitty's spirits with a fresh load of depression. At the +thought of being left there for months together with not a face about +her that she knew, or a person who cared for her, she felt positively +sick with misery. She even dreaded the moment when Aunt Pike should +depart. But the moment soon came, and with a peck at Kitty's cheek, and +a last request that she would make the most of the excellent +opportunities for improvement now opening out before her, and a desire +that she would _try_ to be a good girl. Aunt Pike left her, and Kitty +gazed after her with eyes aching with the tears she would not shed. +She pictured her journeying home to Gorlay, saw her driving up through +the street, drawing up before the old house, the door opening and the +light streaming out, and Betty and Tony--and then the tears came, +whether she would or no, and drowned every thought and sight and sound +but that of her own misery. + +No. 127 Laburnum Road was under the joint partnership of two ladies, +Miss Pidsley and Miss Hammond. Miss Pidsley was the chief partner, and +took the lead. She interviewed the parents, managed the house, the +meals, and almost everything, while Miss Hammond's duties lay more +especially with the girls, their lessons and games. + +Before ever Kitty went to the school she had decided that she could not +like Miss Pidsley. She declared that she knew exactly what she would be +like. She would be cold, and stern, and hateful, or Aunt Pike would not +have taken to her; and when Miss Pidsley came into the room to receive +them, she knew that to some extent she was right. Her new mistress +welcomed them--at least she shook hands with them--and she smiled--at +least she half closed her eyes in a weary fashion, and widened her lips, +but there was no heartiness or gladness in it. But while Kitty felt the +chilliness of it, she could not help sympathizing with Miss Pidsley. +To her it would have been wonderful if any one had been able to smile in +such a house as that. + +Presently tea was brought in, and for nearly half an hour Kitty sat +holding tea and bread and butter, trying her best to swallow both, but +vainly. Miss Hammond did not appear at tea. She had only just arrived, +Miss Pidsley explained, and was tired. The other pupils had not yet +come; there were only four of them, and they travelled by later trains +from higher up the line. + +After tea, Kitty, who was to have a room to herself that term as there +was no room-mate for her, was shown her little bare bedroom, and there +Aunt Pike said her farewells, and left her alone amidst her boxes; and +there she remained crying and crying her heart out, her boxes untouched, +everything forgotten but her own overpowering misery. "She could not +bear it," she moaned, "she could not bear it!" She thought of her +father, and Tony, and Betty, and felt sure her heart must break. + +"Poor child! We all have to bear it, dear, once in our lives, and some +of us many times," said a soft voice very quietly, while a soft hand was +laid on her bowed head. + +Kitty was so startled that she forgot her disfigured face and looked up; +and when she had once looked, and her eyes met the kind eyes gazing into +hers, she did not mind, for they were misty too with sympathy. + +"You remind me so of the day that I first went away to school, +Katherine. You are Katherine, aren't you?" + +"Yes," murmured the owner of the name; "but they always call me Kitty at +home, all but Aunt Pike." + +"May I call you Kitty?" + +"Please do," said Kitty eagerly. + +"Well, dear, I want you to unpack your things now, and try to make your +room less bare and unhomelike. It will look so different when you have +your own pretty things about it, and will seem more your own." + +"I don't want it to," said Kitty miserably. "It isn't home, and it +never could be; in fact, I don't want it to." + +"Oh, come now, Kitty dear, don't talk like that; call up your courage, +and make the best of things. It is only for a time, only for a little +time," said wily Miss Hammond; "but however short it is, it is always +better to try and make it a pleasant time to look back upon. Think of +that, Kitty; always when you are hesitating and feel tempted to be +disagreeable, or to make things disagreeable, think of the future, and +what the present will be like to look back upon." + +Kitty was impressed. She looked up with a brighter, more interested +face. + +"Have you a mother and father?" + +"Mother is dead," said Kitty softly. + +"Poor child," said Miss Hammond, laying her cool fingers against Kitty's +hot cheek. "For your father's sake then, dear, try to be as brave and +cheerful as you can. It is sad enough for him, I am sore, to have this +parting, but to know that you are grieving and unhappy will double his +sadness. Besides which," she went on thoughtfully, "you know he is +paying a good deal of money for your education here, and for his sake +you should try to get all the good you can from what he is doing for +you. Doesn't the thought of working hard for his sake comfort you?" + +"Oh yes," sighed Kitty eagerly, clutching at any kind of comfort, at +anything she could do for those she loved. "Oh yes, it will. I--I +hadn't thought of that; but I feel now as if I must work and work--" +then she broke off, embarrassed, and actually laughed at herself. + +"There, I knew you had plenty of spirit," cried Miss Hammond +delightedly. "Now I am going to unpack some of my boxes, and then they +are going to bring me some tea to my room. Will you come and join me, +dear? I am sure you can manage another tea." + +"Oh yes, thank you," smiled Kitty, "I am sure I can. I would love to +come." + +Left alone, Kitty began at once to unpack and arrange her belongings. +She felt a little choky as she took out and looked at the photographs +and the various little parting gifts that had been given her, +particularly when she came across a piece of spar that Tony, without +saying a word to any one, must have wrapped up and tucked in amongst her +things as a pleasant surprise for her. It was a very pretty bit that he +had himself found, and was immensely proud of. Kitty's eyes filled as +she held the little cold stone and kissed it. Then she hung up a +calendar that Betty had given her, one of her own manufacture. "I shall +soon be able to mark off one day," she thought with some relief. + +Her room grew to look so different and so nice that she became quite +interested, and rather a long time had elapsed before she tidied herself +and went out in search of Miss Hammond's room. It was not difficult to +find, for it was on the same landing as her own, and had Miss Hammond's +name painted on the door. + +"Come in," said a voice in answer to her knock. "Come in. I was just +about to begin without you. Sit down here, dear, in this low chair by +the table. We will have a 'plate tea' and a drawing-room tea combined;" +and Kitty dropped gladly into a pretty low chair beside the tea-table, +which was drawn up to the fire, and Miss Hammond drew up her chair to +the other side. + +"Oh, what a grand thing tea is! I love it," she exclaimed with a sigh +of pleasure. It was said so girlishly and impulsively that Kitty +laughed as she agreed. + +"Pamela Peters has come," said Miss Hammond a moment later, "and I have +asked her to tea too." + +Kitty felt just a little feeling of disappointment. She did not want to +meet any more strangers then; she was tired and shy, and she knew that +her eyes were still swelled. She wanted, too, to have Miss Hammond to +herself--she was so sympathetic and understanding, and so bright and +interesting. Kitty had never before met any one like her, and was +charmed. + +"I will not say I want you two to be friends, or that I think you will +like each other, for I know that that is the surest way to make you +determine you never could, would, or should be. But I do think you will +like Pamela, and I thought it would be nice for you to get to know one +of your future companions a little before meeting them all together." + +Kitty could not but agree. One stranger now, with Miss Hammond to break +the ice, was infinitely preferable to four by-and-by, when she would be +alone. And then came a knock at the door, and Pamela Peters walked in. + +Pamela was a taller and altogether larger girl than Kitty. She looked +rather older too. Perhaps a certain air of self-possession gave one +that impression. Kitty gazed at her first with interest and then with +wonder, for she looked as smiling and happy as though she had just +reached home for the holidays, instead of returning to school for the +term. She had to check her surprise while Miss Hammond introduced them +and made room for Pamela at the table, but it soon returned again with +double force. + +"I am very glad to see you," said Pamela heartily, turning to Kitty +again. "Isn't it jolly to be back?" + +"Jolly!--what!--isn't it what?" stammered Kitty, at a loss to understand +her. + +Miss Hammond laughed. "Kitty Trenire thinks it anything but jolly; her +heart is miles away from here; but I hope that in time she will find +something here to care for too." And even Kitty actually felt that in +time perhaps she might. In that cosy little room, and with those two +new friends, it did not seem so absolutely impossible; but when Kitty's +thoughts flew to Miss Pidsley, the bare, unhomelike room downstairs, and +the dreary road outside, her mind began to waver, and she felt anything +but hopeful. + +"I _am_ so glad to be back," sighed Pamela, with genuine pleasure. +She was not exaggerating in the least--even Kitty could see that. +"But," she added, "if you have a nice home and people to leave, it must +be awfully hard. I expect it is what I feel at the end of term when I +have to leave here." + +"Oh, it is much worse than that; it must be," gasped Kitty, her +astonishment overcoming her shyness. "But you are laughing. You really +love going home, of course?" + +"No, I don't. I am miserable. You see, I have no real home, only a +guardian, an old man, who doesn't want me any more than I want to go, +and is just as anxious as I am for the holidays to be over. He is old, +and an invalid too, poor old man, and he never will have any one to stay +in the house, or allow me to; so it is dull, and one doesn't feel very +overjoyed at going home to it. I can assure you I find it much more +exciting to come back to school. I suppose you have brothers and +sisters and a real home?" looking across at Kitty with wistful eyes. + +"Oh yes!" said Kitty, and then she fell to talking of them; and Miss +Hammond and Pamela listened with such interest and laughter to her +account of their escapades and adventures, that Kitty talked on and on, +until at last they were interrupted by a cab drawing up before the +house, and Miss Hammond had to go to welcome the new arrivals. + +"I feel as though I knew Betty and Dan and Tony already," said Pamela as +they strolled down the corridor to their rooms. "I wish I did. And +your father must be a perfect dear, I think." + +"He is," said Kitty warmly, but with a catch in her voice; and from that +moment she loved Pamela. "I do wish," she said impulsively, "I do wish +you could come and stay with us, and know them all. There isn't very +much to see at Gorlay, but there are beautiful places all round it, and +we could have some jolly times." + +"I'd love to come," said Pamela heartily. "I know I should enjoy myself +tremendously, I feel it in my bones. But don't ask me if you don't +really mean it, for I shall come, I tell you plainly." + +Kitty laughed, actually laughed quite gaily, and made up her mind that +it should not be her fault if Pamela did not have at least one happy +holiday. + +The next day the girls were allowed to write home to announce their safe +arrival. Kitty wrote to her father a letter full of eagerness and +promises, and longings for the holidays, which made Dr. Trenire smile +and sigh as he laid it away in his pocket-book, and made the house seem +emptier and less itself even than it had done before. In with her +father's letter Kitty put one for Betty. It was the first that young +person had ever received, and it so filled her with a sense of +importance that Anna and Tony said she was almost unbearable all the +rest of the day. How many times she read it over no one could have +counted, but at every opportune and inopportune moment it was drawn out +of her pocket, until at last it grew quite frayed at the edges, and, +though scarcely a word it contained was confided to the others, Betty +read it again and again with compressed lips and frowning brows, and an +air of seriousness that nearly drove them frantic. + +There was not much in it either to give rise to all this. + +"Dearest Betty," wrote Kitty, "I have so much I want to say that I don't +know what to say first. I am very lonely, but one day and night are +over, and one of the girls is very nice, I think. She is called Pamela +Peters, and I want to bring her home with me for the holidays, because +she has no father or mother, or home, or anything but a guardian, a very +cross old man, and I want her to see what jolly times we have. I think +I shall like another girl too, called Hope Carey. She is quite little, +about your age, and is very unhappy. Her mother was very ill when she +left home, and she is always thinking about her and fretting. I think +it was very cruel to send her back until her mother was better. I do +feel so sorry for her. + +"One of the first things I did was to take off my gray stockings and put +them all away. I shall give them to one of the maids. It is lovely to +be without the hateful things. I wonder what you are all doing at this +very minute, and if you are thinking of me. I am always thinking of you +all the time, and saying, 'Another minute gone, another hour gone,' but +it only seems to make the time pass more slowly. I have a bedroom to +myself, I am glad to say, and it looks very nice with my things about +it, but of course I don't really care for it at all. I think Miss +Pidsley isn't as nasty as I thought she was when Aunt Pike was with her. +I think she is ill, or worried, or something, and not so very cross. +Miss Hammond, the other principal, is a dear. I like her very much. +We are all going out shopping one day with Miss Hammond. We are allowed +to go on one Wednesday afternoon each month. Sometimes she takes the +girls to see something, or to a concert, instead of going shopping. +I do not want to buy anything for myself, but I think I shall get some +flowers for Miss Hammond, and something for Hope, she is so unhappy, and +she has very little pocket-money. We go for excursions in the summer +and have theatricals at Christmas, and you and father will be invited to +those. It is rather nice, isn't it? But of course I don't take any +real interest in it. I hate being here, but I am going to work hard to +make the time pass. I hope Anna is better. Give Tony my love, and tell +him he was a perfect dear to give me his precious piece of spar. +I shall always take it with me wherever I go. I will write to him next +time. Mind you write and tell me everything, and give my love to Fanny, +and Jabez, and Grace, and kiss Prue and Billy for me. Kiss Prue on her +dear old cheek and her soft nose.--Your loving sister, + +"Kitty." + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +"GOOD IN EVERYTHING." + +Betty's satisfaction, though, ended with the day. "I am never happy one +day but what I've _got_ to be unhappy the next," she said plaintively to +her father the following evening, when telling him her woes. + +"You might put it another way," he said, smiling, "and say you are never +very unhappy one day but what you are very happy the next." + +Betty shook her head gravely. "But I am not," she said. "I can't be +_sure_ I am going to be happy, but I can be that I am going to be +unhappy, and sometimes it lasts for ever so long." + +"You poor little suffering martyr," said Dr. Trenire, "what is wrong +now?" + +"It's my stockings," said Betty solemnly. + +"Whatever is wrong with your stockings? Stand still, child, can't you, +and tell me." + +"No," said Betty, "I can't, my legs itch so. I am sure I shall be crazy +before long. I _almost_ wish I'd been sent away to school too, then I +could give them away, as Kitty has." + +"Given away what?--her legs? What made Kitty do it, and what is wrong +with the stockings? Are they new, that they have only just begun to +irritate you?" + +"No, they aren't new, but--well, you see, I've only just been found +out." + +"What _do_ you mean?" + +"Well, you see, Aunt Pike would make us wear these ugly, woolly, itchy +things, and "--Betty's voice waxed indignant--"she wouldn't believe us +when we said we couldn't, and so--well, I thought of it first--we wore +our black cotton ones under these, and then we didn't feel them." + +"I see," said Dr. Trenire, a smile beginning to twinkle in his eyes. +"And you were not found out?" + +"Not till to-day," with a triumphant air; "but to-day there was a hole +in the gray ones, and I didn't know it; but Aunt Pike saw the black +showing through, and she screamed out, 'Elizabeth, _what_ has happened +to your leg?' And oh! I did jump so; and then I looked, and there was +a great black spot, and everybody was looking and laughing. It was--oh, +it was dretful, and Aunt Pike was _so_ angry, she made me go home and +take off the black ones; and now she has taken all my cotton ones away, +and--and I've _got_ to wear these, and it's--it's _awful_, it really is, +daddy," and poor Betty's eyes grew pink with tears. + +"I know," said her father sympathetically. "I suffer in the same way +myself. Don't cry, child; it will be all right. I will explain to your +aunt." + +But Betty had borne much that day, and the tears, at least a few, had to +come. "She said if Tony can bear it, I can; but Tony doesn't mind, he +doesn't feel it; he says, though, he would never have said he didn't if +he had known it would make it harder for me and Kitty." + +"Loyal Tony!" laughed Dr. Trenire. "I like his spirit. Well, don't +fret about it any more; you shall have some others. I think, though, +that we will have some other colour; they aren't very pretty, are they?" + +"Pretty!" cried Betty; "they are _'trocious_. No one else would have +worn them. I'll take them off now; shall I, father?" + +"Hadn't you better wait till you have some others to put on?" + +"Oh no, thank you. Fanny wouldn't take long getting me some. If you +will give her some money, she won't be more than a few minutes. +I'll wrap my feet up in two shawls for the time." + +"I see there is to be no time wasted," said Dr. Trenire. "You are a +business-like young person, Betty." + +"Yes," said Betty, with satisfaction. "You see, I can't do anything +until I have them; and if they are going to be bought, they may as well +be bought quickly." + +"Your logic is admirable; but, dear, why didn't you speak to me about it +before? It would have been much better than pretending to obey your +aunt all these weeks, and deceiving her." + +Betty looked ashamed. To have the word "deceive" used about herself +without any glossing of it over made her feel very small and mean. + +"We did think of it, father," she said earnestly; "but Kitty said she +didn't want to seem to be always complaining about Aunt Pike." + +"I see," said Dr. Trenire quietly, and he gazed for a moment gravely +into the fire before he left the room. + +Betty never knew what passed between her father and her aunt; but she +heard no more about the gray stockings, and she wrote off delightedly to +Kitty to tell her all about it. + +Kitty was out when the letter came. It was the day on which the girls +were taken for an afternoon's shopping or sight-seeing. + +"I really must get some presents to take home to them all," she had said +quite seriously to Pamela in the morning. + +Pamela laughed. "There are eleven more weeks to do it in," she said. + +But Kitty covered her ears. "Don't, don't," she cried--"just when I +have been telling myself that time is flying, and that I haven't many +more chances." + +"Well, you haven't _many_," laughed Pamela. "Of course we don't go +every week. I think you are wise, though, to get your things while you +have the money, and if you see things later that you like better you +mustn't mind." + +"I shall keep my eyes turned away from the shops," said Kitty. "Now be +quiet, Pamela, while I make my list." + +"Mine is ready," said Pamela, with something between a laugh and a sigh, +and she held up a blank sheet. + +"Haven't you any one to get anything for?" said Kitty sympathetically, +sorry At once that she had talked so much about herself. "Poor Pamela!" + +"Only Miss Hammond," said Pamela. "We generally give her some flowers-- +most of us do, at least. Rhoda Collins doesn't; she says it seems such +a waste of money, as flowers fade so soon. I suggested one +day that she should give Miss Hammond a cake instead, as that at any +rate was useful." + +"And did she?" + +"No; she said one couldn't get anything very nice for a penny." + +Kitty tittered. "Flowers for Miss Hammond," she wrote on her list. +"What do you give to Miss Pidsley?" + +"Miss Pidsley!" Pamela looked surprised at her question. "Oh, nothing. +You see, Miss Hammond goes with us, and--and--well, we all like her; but +Miss Pidsley--I don't know why, but I think we never thought of giving +her anything. I should be afraid to." + +The shopping was really great fun; the girls swarmed about the counters +and wandered about the shops, going into raptures over this thing and +hesitating about buying that thing, until it really seemed as though all +the purchases never would be made. Yet by degrees they somehow acquired +a great many curious possessions. + +Kitty bought a nice pocket-book for her father, a little brooch for +Betty, a book for Tony, and a penknife for Anna; but it took so long to +decide on these that she left her presents for the servants to get +another day, for she still had to buy her flowers for Miss Hammond, and +teatime was fast approaching. The flower-shop was perhaps the most +fascinating of all; the cut flowers, the ferns, and the plants in the +pots were perfectly bewildering in their beauty. Kitty was in raptures, +and almost wished she had bought flowers to take home to them all, +instead of the things she had got. + +"Father would simply love that fern," she cried, "and Betty would go +wild over that little white basket with the ferns and hyacinths in it. +O Pamela, I do so want it for her! I want them all!" + +Pamela had not lost her head as Kitty had. "Well, the hyacinths will +have faded long before you go home, Kitty, and the brooch is easier to +pack." + +Kitty laughed somewhat shamefacedly. Her eye was already caught by a +lovely little flowering rose-bush in a pot. "I must buy that," she said +with determination, "and I am going to." + +"For Miss Hammond? Oh, how nice! Stupid me had never thought of a +plant for her. I always get cut flowers for her room." + +"It isn't for Miss Hammond," said Kitty rather shyly; "I have bought +violets for her. I think I will take the rose back to Miss Pidsley." + +"Miss Pidsley! You funny girl, Kitty." + +"Well, at any rate I will offer it to her, and if she doesn't like it-- +she can't hurt me; and it does seem rather hard that she should miss all +this, and not have anything taken back to her either. She seems to have +all the dull, disagreeable things to do, and none of the nice ones." + +"I had never thought of that," said Pamela. "I suppose she chose what +should be her work, and what should be Miss Hammond's." + +"Then she must be a good sort to have given all the nicest things to +others to do, and have kept all the dull ones for herself," said Kitty, +with the frankness with which schoolgirls discuss their elders in +private. + +"Come along, girls," called Miss Hammond, returning to the shop. +"I have ordered tea, and it will be ready in five minutes." + +By this time it was getting dark, and it was very pleasant to turn from +the cold, windy streets into the snug, brightly-lighted room where tea +was laid for them at a couple of tables placed in the window. +The blinds were up, and they could watch the people and the busy life in +the streets, or could turn their eyes inwards and look at that in the +room, where every table was occupied. They were all very hungry and +pleased and excited. The food was good and the tea was good, and the +girls could talk and laugh to their hearts' content. + +Then there was the walk home through the busy streets again, where the +shops were all brilliantly lighted now, making everything look very gay +and cheerful. Kitty felt the exhilaration of it tingling in her blood +as she stepped along through the strange scenes which, in her eyes, were +so exciting and gay and full of interest. + +When they reached home and the others all flew off to their rooms, Kitty +stood for a moment hesitating; then, with a little added flush on her +cheeks, she walked along the hall to Miss Pidsley's private room and +knocked. There was a moment's silence, then "Come in," said Miss +Pidsley in a voice that was not exactly encouraging, for it was that of +a person who had reached the limits of her patience. + +Kitty almost wished she had not come. She seemed to be doing such a +dreadful thing by interrupting, and suddenly her pretty rose looked very +poor and insignificant; but there was no drawing back now, so she opened +the door and went in. Miss Pidsley looked up very sharply. + +"Oh, surely, Katherine," she began, when she saw who it was, "it is not +time for your music lesson yet?" Then she noticed that Kitty had on her +hat, and had evidently only just come in. + +"Oh no, Miss Pidsley," said Kitty, "there is an our yet before that. +I hope I haven't interrupted you. I brought you home a little +rose-tree, which I hope--I--I thought you might like it," and she put +the beautiful, cheery-looking little crimson rambler down on the table +beside her. + +Miss Pidsley looked completely surprised, but quite pleased. "How kind +of you, Katherine--how very kind of you to think of me," she said, and +Katherine noticed that her voice sounded strangely. Then her head +dropped on her hand, and she gave a deep, deep sigh. "Oh," she +exclaimed, and the words seemed to be forced from her, "I am _so_ +worried, and oh! so tired, so tired." Then she looked up again with +almost an embarrassed air. "I am afraid I spoke sharply when you +knocked. I feared it might be Jane again, and after the scene I have +had with her I really do not want to see her for some time yet. She has +quarrelled with the house-maid, and both have given me notice; and what +to do I don't know, just at the beginning of term and all." Miss +Pidsley talked on as though she really could not keep her troubles to +herself any longer. "It has been a most trying scene; they upset me +dreadfully, they were so violent." + +Had any one else in the house heard the usually reserved headmistress +talking so unreservedly they would have gasped with astonishment. But +Kitty was too full of sympathetic interest to think of anything else. +She had a little unconscious way of her own of winning confidence from +the most unlikely of people, and poor Miss Pidsley, who was so weary, so +overburthened with worries, so perplexed and altogether out of heart, +could not refrain from pouring her troubles out to her; for, first of +all, her sympathy, and, secondly, her little gift of the rose had +carried her straight into Miss Pidsley's lonely, aching heart. + +There was Miss Hammond, of course, for her to confide in, and Miss +Hammond would have been told some of the worries by-and-by, but deep +down in Miss Pidsley's heart lurked a little pain, a little trouble that +Miss Hammond's advice could never lessen. Miss Hammond was attractive, +charming, genial, and every one liked her; the girls all adored her. +Miss Pidsley was not attractive, and she had not a genial manner, and +she told herself that nobody cared for her, and that the girls feared +and disliked her. And, unfortunately, this feeling, which hurt her +cruelly, made her withdraw herself more and more from all but what one +might call the business part of the life, and so gave the girls a real +reason for feeling towards her as they did. + +Fortunately Kitty had not known Miss Pidsley long enough to realize how +very unlike herself she was now, so she was not at all embarrassed, but +only intensely full of a desire to help. + +"Miss Pidsley," she said, after a moment's pause, "if you would let me, +I will write to father and ask him if he knows of any girls that would +do for you. He often does hear of servants wanting places--nice ones +too. You see, he knows so many poor people." + +Miss Pidsley looked up surprised. She had never thought of Kitty as a +possible helper in her dilemma. "It is very kind of you, Katharine, to +think of it," she said warmly. "I should indeed be most grateful to +your father if he could help me. He would know that the girls were +respectable and nice. But I really do not like to trouble him, he is +such a busy man." + +"Oh, father wouldn't think it a trouble. I will write to-night," said +Kitty, delighted at the prospect of being able to help. "I wish you had +been with us this afternoon, Miss Pidsley; you would have enjoyed it +so. We had a lovely time." + +"I wish I had," said Miss Pidsley. "At any rate I should have had some +tea, which is more than I got at home." + +"No tea!" Kitty was shocked. No wonder she found her mistress tired and +overdone. "Shall I tell them to get you some now?" she asked, moving +towards the door. + +"Oh no!" cried Miss Pidsley, alarmed. "I would not ask for anything +while matters are in such a state in the kitchen." Then she laughed with +some embarrassment at her confession of fear. + +"I will go and take off my things now," said Kitty, and she left rather +abruptly and ran quickly to her room. + +The throwing off of her hat and coat occupied less than a minute; then, +taking out from a tin box a spirit-lamp and kettle, she filled the +latter and put it on to boil. That done, she ran softly down the stairs +to the pantry. Fortunately for her, Nellie, the schoolroom maid, was +there alone. Nellie, who was an easy-going, good-tempered girl, had +been the pleased recipient of the discarded gray stockings, and had ever +since showed a gratitude which was beyond Kitty's comprehension, for in +her opinion it was she who had most cause to be grateful. To Nellie +Kitty explained her wants, and after a brief, whispered consultation she +was soon speeding back with a little jug of milk, some tea in a small +teapot, and a plate of biscuits on a tray. In her room she had a pretty +teacup of her own, which she meant to use. + +The kettle was singing by the time she got back, and a few moments later +she made her way proudly down to Miss Pidsley's room with a fragrant +scent of tea marking her path. This time, when she knocked, Miss +Pidsley really did think she had come for her music lesson, and a little +sigh again escaped her, a sigh which turned to an exclamation of real +pleasure when she saw what Kitty was bringing her. Cornish Kitty had +forgotten all about sugar or a teaspoon, but Miss Pidsley needed her tea +so badly she did not heed the omission, but sat down at once to enjoy to +the full her little picnic meal. + +When Kitty returned to her own room again she was surprised at herself +for feeling so happy. "School isn't _all_ bad," she said thoughtfully. +"I dare say I should get quite to like it in time." + +Then her eye fell on Betty's newly-arrived letter, and tearing it open, +she read of all her woes and triumphs connected with the detested +woollen stockings. There was a long letter from Dan too, full of a sort +of laughing sympathy as well as jokes and fun, but with here and there +the strain of seriousness which so often astonished Dan's friends, and +made him the dear, lovable old boy he was. + +"It was rough on you," he wrote, "to pack you off to school like that, +and jolly unfair too; and I expect you felt you would never smile again. +But you will, and before many weeks are gone by, too; and I do believe +it is the best thing for both of us. We didn't make any friends at +home; there was no one we cared for, and we are such a funny, reserved +crew--at least that's what they say here about me, and I believe I was +the best of us--in that way, I mean. It won't be so very long before we +shall be going home, and, my word, it is worth while going away just to +have the going home again. So cheer up, old girl; it isn't every one +that can boast of a brother like me. Hurry up and write, just to show +you appreciate your blessings." + +"There _are_ some things to make up for being away," thought Kitty, and +she wrote Dan a long, bright, hopeful letter, and another to Betty. + +A week or so later she wrote to her father to broach her desire to bring +home Pamela with her. She thought it wise to mention it early, as it +would take some time to reconcile Aunt Pike to the thought. For more +than a week she had no reply and no letter from any one, and she was +just beginning to worry very much about it when a letter came from her +father. + +"I shall be delighted to welcome your young friend," he wrote, "and I am +very glad you have one you want to bring home with you. But I can only +consent conditionally, for poor unfortunate Anna is down with measles, +and is very unwell, poor child. I have not spoken to your aunt yet +about your plan, for she is too worried about Anna, and some other +matters, to bear any more agitation. If Betty and Tony do not develop +measles, and I am taking every precaution to prevent its spreading, the +house will be free of infection and safe for you all to come to; but +should they develop it--well, it does no good to climb our hills before +we reach them, and we will not anticipate any such blow. When Anna is +free from infection and able to travel, her mother will take her to the +sea for a thorough bracing up. I am sure you will understand how things +are at present, and make the best of them if they should not turn out as +you wish." + +Poor Kitty! She saw at once that what her father tried not to +anticipate was the possibility of her not being able to come home at all +for the holidays, nor Dan either; and how could one help climbing such a +hill before one came to it, or at least standing at its foot and gazing +anxiously up its rough, stony sides? + +"I do think Anna was born to aggravate," she said crossly, but a few +moments later her anger against her cooled. "It must be horrid for her +too," she added, "for she never seems to get any fun out of anything, +not even out of being ill." + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +THREATENING CLOUDS. + +But Betty and Tony behaved extremely well. They escaped the measles, +and all risk of infection was over long before the end of term came--and +even a first term at school must come to an end some time. + +Kitty at last had but seven more slips to tear off and seven more dates +to strike through, and for sheer pleasure she left them untouched. +Time did not need helping along now. + +Then came the last day, when the boxes stood packed and strapped and +labelled, and a general air of holidays and freedom from rules pervaded +the whole house. Rhoda and Cicely Collins were leaving very early. +Rhoda wanted to go by the earliest train because the fares were slightly +lower. Rhoda was of a saving disposition. It always gave her the +greatest pleasure to be able to economize in any way, and her stores of +twine and paper, old corks, scraps of writing-paper, old pens, and other +things, afforded food for endless jokes amongst the rest of the girls. +Cicely, on the other hand, was the exact opposite of her sister; but +being the younger, and less masterful, she gave in to Rhoda, and on the +day they were to go home she rose, at Rhoda's command, from her bed at +six o'clock, very unwillingly though, for the saving of threepence on +her journey was nothing to Cicely in comparison to the discomfort of +rising early. + +Hope Carey had gone home some weeks before, having fretted herself ill +with anxiety about her mother. Kitty and Pamela were to wait until the +eleven o'clock train, for Dan, who broke up on the same day, could join +them then at their station, and they could all travel down together. +It was not nearly eleven when they reached the station; but how could +they stay quietly in the dull, deserted house waiting for the hours to +go by? Miss Hammond saw that it was too much to expect of them, so took +them down very early; for a railway station, with its bustle and life, +is a capital place for making time pass. + +"It all seems too lovely to be real," sighed Kitty happily. "To be +going home, to be meeting Dan, to be travelling by ourselves, and to +have no lessons for more than three weeks! It seems too much happiness +all at once, and I am afraid I shall wake up presently and find it a +dream, as I so often have. I understand now what Dan meant by saying it +was almost worth going away to have the going home. I do think, +though," with sudden alarm, "that Dan must have missed his train. +I am sure it must be nearly afternoon." + +"It is five minutes past eleven," laughed Miss Hammond, "and there is +his train now coming in, and there--if I don't mistake--is Dan." + +But Kitty had seen him first, and was flying down the platform to meet +him. Dan, recognizing the flying figure, stood and warded her off with +the umbrella and bag he had in his hands. "Now, if you kiss me here," +he cried, "I shall call for help, I really shall; it is taking a mean +advantage, and I am not going to stand it. I wouldn't mind if you were +by yourself, but the others would be imitating you!" + +Kitty laughed. "I forgot you were still a little boy," she said +teasingly. "I know little boys do mind. When they are real men they +don't. Come along, Dan, and speak to Miss Hammond and Pamela," and Dan +followed quite sedately to make his best bow to Kitty's friends. + +"You must be very thankful the holidays are come," he said solemnly to +Miss Hammond. "I know, of course, how wearing Kitty is." + +"I expect some of your masters feel they have cause for gratitude to-day +too," laughed Miss Hammond. "Now we must hurry if we want to find nice +seats. I see your train is in." + +Pamela and Dan looked at each other and smiled somewhat embarrassedly; +but Dan, who had been rather annoyed at first by Kitty's asking to bring +home a friend with her, let his heart melt a little towards her, for he +somehow felt that things were not going to be as bad as he had feared; +and when they had found an empty compartment, and seemed likely to have +it to themselves all the way, he graciously thawed still more, and his +spirits rose to their usual height. + +Alas, though, for plans. The train was on the point of starting, the +whistle had gone, and the guard was just about to signal to the +engine-driver, when there was a shout and a rush, and with a "Here you +are, ma'am!" a porter laid hold of the handle of their door, flung it +open, almost pushed two ladies in, threw in some bags and parcels after +them, and banged the door to again. Off started the engine with a jerk +which threw the ladies on to the seat opposite Kitty, who, with dismayed +face and sinking spirits, had already recognized them as Lady Kitson and +Lettice. + +"She will be with us all the time, and everything is spoilt," she +groaned inwardly. She was intensely disappointed. "Strangers would not +have been so bad, or any one but those particular two." + +Pamela was sitting in the corner opposite her, and Dan was in the corner +at the other end of her seat. Lady Kitson and Lettice were at first too +cross and too much shaken to notice any one; but presently, having +recovered and arranged their packages, and settled down in their seats, +they glanced about the compartment, and, with a look of not very pleased +surprise, recognized their companions. + +"Oh, how do you do, Dan?" said Lady Kitson, and smiled quite affably on +him, but to Kitty she vouchsafed only the merest acknowledgment. + +Lettice blushed hotly when she saw Kitty, and gave her one of her broad, +meaning smiles. + +"How do you do?" said Kitty very stiffly, and with no shadow of a smile. + +"How is your poor little cousin, Dan?" said Lady Kitson presently. +"I hope she is growing strong again after her two serious illnesses?" + +"Yes, thank you," said Dan. "She has gone away for change of air." + +"Oh, indeed. I am glad she is able to. It was so alarming her being so +ill. Oh, I heard about your shocking behaviour in leaving her behind to +walk home by herself, on _such_ a night too, and in such a wild spot." + +"I am afraid you haven't heard the right story, Lady Kitson," said Dan +gravely, but with a flash of his eye. + +Lady Kitson smiled a most aggravating little smile. "Oh, I think so," +she said meaningly. Then, "You are not all going away with Anna, I +hope," she remarked severely. "I am sure the poor child must require +perfect peace and great care." + +"No, Aunt Pike has gone with her. We are going home, and Kitty's friend +is coming to stay with us," and Dan looked towards Pamela. "May I +introduce Miss Pamela Peters--Lady Kitson, Miss Kitson," said Dan very +formally, and growing very red. + +Pamela smiled and bowed very prettily to Lady Kitson. Lady Kitson +stared at Pamela, but gave her only the vaguest of acknowledgments. +Lettice nodded as though her neck were loose at the joint. + +"You don't mean to say that while Mrs. Pike is away your poor father is +going to have you all on his hands, and a stranger as well? Poor Dr. +Trenire. I really think it is too much for him, he looks so ill and +worn already. He really needs a holiday more than do any of you." + +"Father looks ill!" gasped Kitty. It was the first hint she had had of +any such thing, and a sudden cold fear filled her heart. She forgot her +dislike of Lady Kitson and Lettice, and the wrong they had done her. +"Is father really ill, Lady Kitson?" she asked anxiously, leaning +towards her. "He has never mentioned it to me, nor has Aunt Pike." + +"He is too good and unselfish to complain," said Lady Kitson coldly. +"You should use your own eyes, and not wait for him to _tell_ you he is +ill. He has not actually told _me_ that he is, but I can see that he +looks overworked and unwell, and certainly not fit to battle with a +houseful of noisy, restless boys and girls." + +"Of course we shouldn't be noisy if father was not well," said Kitty, +with quiet dignity. She was feeling intensely uncomfortable on Pamela's +account as well as her father's. Lady Kitson's remarks were not polite +to their guest. + +Lady Kitson sat back in her seat and unfolded a paper, as though to +intimate that she had no more to say. Lettice crossed over and sat +beside Kitty, evidently intending to talk to her, but Kitty could not +bring herself to be friendly to her late school-fellow; besides which, +she had Pamela to talk to, and there was this news about her father to +fill her mind. + +"He can't be very ill," said Pamela comfortingly, seeing Kitty's quiet +distress. "Your aunt or Betty would have said something to you about +it. While I am with you I can take the children out all day long if you +like, so that you can keep the house quiet, and we won't be any trouble. +But of course you must send me home if it is not convenient for me to +stay." + +"But it will be," cried Kitty, trying to throw off her fears, and she +crossed over and sat by Pamela. + +When, though, they presently stopped at Gorlay Station, all her troubles +vanished, for the time at any rate, for there on the platform stood her +father, and Betty, and Tony, all apparently as well and jolly as could +be, while old Prue and the carriage waited in the road outside. + +"Father is here! Father is here to meet us and drive us home!" she +cried joyfully, and, forgetting Pamela and Lady Kitson, and all the rugs +and bags and everything, she was out on the platform and in his arms +almost before the train had come to a stand-still. + +Dan waited, and with well-feigned if not real patience helped out Lady +Kitson and her possessions; then he too flew. "Come along!" he shouted +to Pamela, forgetting his shyness. Pamela, though, with a wistful +little smile on her lips, collected their belongings without much haste, +and followed him, but very slowly. + +For a moment she felt herself almost an intruder, but it was only for a +moment; for Dr. Trenire, looking over the heads of Dan and Kitty, saw +her, and guessing who she was, went at once and met her with such a +cordial greeting that she felt herself one of them from that moment; and +Kitty, remorseful for her forgetfulness, brought up Betty and Tony to be +introduced. Then Pamela was made to sit up in the carriage beside the +doctor, with Kitty and Tony on the back seat, while Dan and Betty +mounted to the top of the omnibus, and off they started in the gayest of +spirits. Prue, who could never endure to let any other horse pass her, +insisted on racing the 'bus the whole way home, to the amusement of +every one. Betty and Tony shrieked with delight, Kitty sat beaming with +a happiness so great as to seem almost unreal, while Pamela sat quietly +taking it all in, and revelling in it, yet with a touch of sadness as +she realized for the first time in her life how very much she had +missed. + +"Oh, isn't it like old times," sighed Kitty happily, "to be together +again, and by ourselves. Father, are you frightened by the thought of +us all?" + +Dr. Trenire laughed. "Not really frightened," he said. "You see, I can +always send for your aunt. She assured me she would return at once if I +found you all unmanageable." + +"Oh," said Kitty gravely, "then we will promise not to be _quite_ +unmanageable, but just bad enough." + +At that moment Lady Kitson's carriage overtook them, and her ladyship +looked out and smiled and bowed to the doctor as she passed. "Don't you +let them wear you out, doctor," she cried. + +Kitty, with sudden recollection, leaned forward and studied her father's +face earnestly--as much, at least, as she could see of it. "Father," +she said anxiously, "Lady Kitson told us that you were not at all well. +Aren't you?" + +She had unconsciously expected, or at least hoped for, a prompt and +strong reassurance; but her father did not answer for a moment, and then +but half-heartedly. "I haven't been quite up to the mark," he said +quietly, "but," looking round and seeing the anxiety on her face, "it is +nothing to worry about, dear. I would have told you if it had been. +I am rather overworked and tired, that is all. It has been a very heavy +winter of illness and anxiety. I shall be better now the spring has +come, and I have you all home to liven me up. We must try and give +Pamela a happy time, and you must take her to all your pet haunts." + +But Dr. Trenire was not as well as he led them to believe; and though +Kitty was not observant enough to notice such signs as a slower, heavier +step, a want of energy in setting about his work, a flagging appetite, +she did notice that he was quieter and graver, and had not such spirits +as of old. + +Pamela became at once a favourite with every one. Even Jabez unbent, +and was not always suspecting her of some mischief or other. + +"What part of the county do 'ee come from, miss?" he asked when first he +was introduced. + +"I am afraid I don't belong to this county at all," said +Pamela apologetically. "I am not a Cornishwoman." + +Jabez looked disappointed, but he tried his best not to make her feel +her sad position more than she could help. "Well now, that's a pity; +but there, we can't always help ourselves, can we, miss? and 'tisn't for +we to make 'ee feel it more'n you do a'ready. We've all on us got +something to put up with. Whereabouts up along do 'ee come from, miss, +if 'tisn't a rude question?" + +"Devon," said Pamela, smiling at the old man. "It might be ever so much +worse, mightn't it? Do give me some comfort, Jabez," + +"Well, yess, miss," he answered, willing to cheer her if he could. +"And maybe 'twas only an accident. Your parents 'd gone there to live, +or something of that sort. Accidents will happen to the most +deserving." + +"Yes," sighed Pamela, "I feel it was a mistake, for directly I came here +I felt at home, and I had never done so before." + +"You'll be sorry to go back, miss." + +"Sorry!" cried Pamela. "I can't bear to think of it. I never was so +happy in my life, and never enjoyed my holidays before." + +It was a very simple holiday too, but each day was full of happiness. +One by one the four introduced Pamela to their best-beloved haunts. +They made excursions to Wenmere Woods, to Helbarrow Tors, to the moors +and the river. Very frequently, too, some of them went for drives with +Dr. Trenire far out into the country, over wild moorland, or through +beautiful valleys, and Pamela loved these drives as much as anything, +and felt she could listen for hours while the doctor told her the story +of some old cairn, or the legend of a holy well or wayside cross. + +Once they all went to Newquay to visit Aunt Pike and Anna, and spent a +long, glorious day on the beautiful sands, paddling in and out of the +rock pools in search of rare sea-weeds, and anemones, and shells. + +"I didn't know your aunt was so old," said Pamela later, when she and +Kitty were talking over the events of the day. "You did not tell me she +was." + +"No," said Kitty thoughtfully, "I didn't think she was. I noticed it +to-day myself, but I never did before. She does look quite old, doesn't +she?" appealing to Pamela, as though still doubting her own eyes. +"I don't think she looked so last term. She seemed quite altered to-day +somehow, so small and shrivelled, or something." + +But other interests soon drove the matter from Kitty's mind, and she +thought no more about it until Mrs. Pike and Anna returned to Gorlay a +few days before the end of the holidays to see to Dan's and Kitty's +outfits, and by that time Kitty was far too miserable at the prospect of +returning to school to give more than a passing thought to her aunt's +changed appearance. + +Anna was quite strong again, though her old nervous, restless manner had +not left her, and she still had the same difficulty in meeting one's +eyes fairly and squarely. + +"Your cousin looks as though she had something on her mind," said +Pamela. "Do you think she has?" + +"I don't know," said Kitty; "at least I don't think it would trouble her +much if she had. She didn't really enjoy herself at Newquay. She says +she is very glad to be home again, and I should think she would be too," +added poor homesick Kitty. "I am sure I should get well here quicker +than anywhere," and Pamela agreed. + +"I think it was nonsense of Dan to say it was worth while to go away to +have the pleasure of coming home," she moaned when the last day came. +"I am sure _nothing_ could make up to me for the misery of going, and I +think it is worse the second time than the first." + +Poor Kitty's woe was so great that at last her father was driven to +expostulate. "Kitty dear, do try to be brave," he pleaded. "I am not +very well, and I cannot bear to see you so unhappy. You make it very +hard for others, dear, by taking your trials so hardly." + +Kitty looked and felt very much ashamed. "I hadn't thought of that," +she said; "but, father, it is really very hard to bear. You don't know +how miserable I feel." + +"How will you bear greater troubles when they come, as they are sure +to?" + +"There couldn't be greater ones," said foolish Kitty. + +"My dear, my dear, don't say such things. This is, after all, but a +short temporary parting, when we could all come together if needs be. +There are some that last a lifetime," he added sadly, and Kitty knew he +was thinking of her dead mother. A few moments later he spoke more +cheerfully. "I am going up with you to-morrow," he said. "Perhaps that +will comfort you a little." + +Kitty looked delighted, but Dr. Trenire did not tell her that when he +had left her at her school he was going to consult a doctor about his +own health; for he intended to let no one know that he was bound on such +an errand until he had heard the verdict, and only then if it was +absolutely necessary. + +However, the consultation proved that it was absolutely necessary, and a +few days later the following letter reached Kitty:-- + +"My Dearest Kitty,--I have to send you some news which is not good, but +you must not think it very bad. A few days ago I was told by a medical +man that I must take a long holiday and a sea voyage as soon as +possible, and he dared me to stay away less than three months. I am +obeying him because I want to feel stronger than I have lately, and I do +not believe in asking a clever man's advice and then refusing to act +upon it. So I am getting a _locum tenens_ here for a time, and as soon +as I have introduced him to my patients I shall start on a cruise +somewhere. I have not yet decided where. But before I go I shall +certainly come and spend a day with you, my dear, to talk things over. +I will write to Miss Pidsley and arrange it all. Your aunt will look +after Betty and Tony very carefully, as you know, while I am away, and +they have promised me to be happy and good, so that I may not be worried +about them. They are a good little pair, on the whole, and I feel quite +satisfied about Tony at any rate. + +"You must promise not to fret or worry about my health or my absence. +The doctor told me to keep as free from anxieties as possible, so, if +you want to help me--and I know you will--you must be as happy and do as +well at school as you possibly can--that will help me more than +anything--and write to me letters full of smiles. I know you know how +to, and I shall count on hearing frequently. In about three months' +time I hope we may all be journeying home together to keep our summer +holidays. I shall be back in time, I promise you, and will arrange so +that I can meet you and Dan. + +"I shall be writing again in a day or two.-- + +"Your affectionate Father." + +When first she opened this letter and mastered its contents, Kitty +turned cold and faint with the shock it brought her. At once her +imagination pictured her father ill, dying, or going away from them all +and dying at sea. + +"He's more ill than he will say, I know," she moaned. "Father never +tells the worst. O father! Father! and I am not even at home to be with +him. If I could see him I should know; but here I am in prison, and-- +and I can't know what is happening at home!" and Kitty collapsed on her +bed, sobbing pitifully. + +"Katherine! Katherine! what is the matter, child?" Miss Pidsley, +hearing sounds of grief, opened the door and looked in, then she walked +in and closed it behind her. + +"I have had such dreadful news," moaned Kitty. "Father is very ill-- +I know he is worse than he says--and I am not there, and--and I am here +a prisoner. Read what he says, Miss Pidsley." + +Miss Pidsley laid her strong hand on Kitty's trembling arm. "Dear, you +must know that if your father wanted you, or thought it necessary that +you should be home, that he would send for you, and you could go at +once, so do not feel yourself a prisoner." Then she read the letter +slowly and carefully through. + +"Isn't it dreadful?" sighed Kitty, looking up at her as she laid the +letter down. + +"It is a trouble for you certainly, dear," said Miss Pidsley. "But I +think you have every reason to hope that your father may soon be well +and strong again, and in the meantime I see he has given you plenty to +do for him. Don't let him know that you are not able or willing to do +what he asks you to." + +"What has he asked me to do?" cried Kitty, starting up eager to begin +then and there. + +Miss Pidsley held out the letter, and pointed out one particular +paragraph. "If you want to help me--and I know you will--you must be as +happy and do as well at school as you possibly can. That will help me +more than anything." + +"But that can't really help him, and--and it is so difficult." Kitty +looked up into Miss Pidsley's face very dolefully. + +"But it does help, dear, more than you can imagine. Nothing would worry +your father more than to feel you were unhappy. Do try, for his sake. +You can't refuse his request, can you?" + +"No," said Kitty mournfully, "I can't. I--I will try, but--it is very +hard to begin at once, isn't it? One is frightened and unhappy before +one knows one is going to be, and then it is so hard to forget it again +and try to feel brave and happy, and all that sort of thing; and oh, it +does seem so dreadful that father should be ill, and have to go away +from us. I can hardly believe it." + +"You must try not to think of it in that way, dear, but think that he +has been ill for some time without being able to do anything to make +himself well again, and that now he is about to be cured, and if he has +rest and change and an easy mind every day will see him a little +stronger and happier. He has worked hard and long, and often, probably, +when he has been feeling quite unfit; but now he is going to have a real +rest, and to enjoy himself. It is good to think of, isn't it?" + +"Oh yes," cried Kitty, much more cheerfully, "and I hope he will get off +soon, for I know he will get no rest while he is in Gorlay. I have +never known father have a holiday." + +"Then let us all try to make it a really happy one now," said Miss +Pidsley, and she went away leaving Kitty much comforted. + +Three days later Dr. Trenire came up to say "good-bye," and at the end +of a long, pleasant day together, happy in spite of the parting before +them, Kitty bade him "good-bye" with a brave and smiling face, and sent +him back to Gorlay cheered and comforted, and with at least one care +less on his mind; for in his heart he had been dreading that day, +because of Kitty's grief at parting. + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +BETTY'S ESCAPADE. + +June had come, a brilliantly fine June, and overpoweringly hot. +Wind-swept, treeless Gorlay lay shadeless and panting under the blazing +sun, and the dwellers there determined that they preferred the cutting +winds and driving rains to which they were better accustomed. + +Dr. Trenire had gone, and Betty and Tony had been inconsolable. +The "locum," Dr. Yearsley, had come, and Jabez had long since announced +that he had no great opinion of him, coming as he did from one of the +northern counties. + +"I don't say but what he may be a nice enough gentleman," he said; +"but coming from so far up along it stands to reason he can't know +nothing of we or our ailments. I s'pose the master had his reasons for +choosing him, but it do seem a pity." + +Aunt Pike did not approve of the newcomer, but for another reason. +"He was so foolish about the children," she complained. "It is very +nice to say you are fond of them, but it is perfectly absurd to make so +much of them; it only encourages them to be forward and opinionated, and +puts them out of their place." And to balance all this Aunt Pike +herself became a little more strict than usual, and very cross. It may +have been that she felt the heat very trying, and perhaps was not very +well, but there was no doubt that she was very irritable and particular +at that time--more so than she used to be--and nothing that the children +did was, in her eyes, right. + +Anna was irritable too, but there was much excuse for her, for having +had pneumonia in the winter, and measles in the spring, her mother was +determined that she should not have bronchitis, or rheumatism, or +pneumonia again in the summer, and through that overpoweringly hot +weather poor Anna was condemned to go about clothed in a fashion which +might have been agreeable in the Highlands in January, but in Gorlay in +the summer was really overwhelming, and kept poor Anna constantly in a +state bordering on heat apoplexy, or exhaustion and collapse. + +Had Dr. Trenire been at home he would have interfered, and rescued her +from her wraps and shawls, heavy serge frock, woollen stockings, and +innumerable warm garments; or, perhaps, if Anna had not been so afraid +of her mother, but had appealed to her candidly and without fear, she +might have obtained relief. This, unfortunately, was not Anna's way, +for Anna's ways were still as crooked and shifty as her glances. She +would think out this plan and that plan to avoid the only one that was +straightforward and right, though it must be said for her that she did +try to be more open and honourable--at times she tried quite hard; but +since Kitty had gone, and she had been so much with her mother, all her +old foolish fears of her had come back with renewed strength, and all +her old mean ways and crooked plans for getting her own way and escaping +scoldings. + +Now, instead of asking to be relieved from some of her burdensome +clothing, she made up her mind to destroy the things she detested most, +and trust to not being found out; or, if she was found out--well, +"the things must have been lost at the laundry." This seemed to her an +excellent explanation. + +So, one day when her mother was out and Betty and Tony had gone for a +drive with Dr. Yearsley, Anna betook herself to the garden with some of +her most loathed garments under her arm, and a box of matches in her +pocket. A bonfire on a summer's day is easy to ignite, and there was +just sufficient breeze to fan the flame to active life, so Anna was in +the midst of her work of destruction almost before she realized it. +But, while waiting for her mother to depart, Anna had forgotten that the +time was hurrying on towards Betty's and Tony's return. In fact, they +drove up but a moment or so after she had left the house on her guilty +business. + +"Miss Anna has gone up the garden," said Fanny in answer to Betty's +inquiries; and Betty, following her slowly, was in time to see a blaze +leaping up, and a cloud of smoke and sparks. She quickened her steps, +for something interesting seemed to be happening. "Surely Anna isn't +trying to smoke out that wasps' nest," she thought in sudden alarm. +"She will be stung to death if she is," and Betty took to her heels to +try to stop her. But when she got past the rows of peas and beans that +had hidden Anna, she saw that what her cousin was poking up was not a +wasps' nest, but a heap that was blazing on the ground. + +"What are you doing?" gasped Betty excitedly. "What a lovely fire!" + +At the sound of a voice Anna spun round quickly, the very picture of +frightened guilt; but when she saw Betty her fear turned to anger, hot +and uncontrollable because she was frightened. + +"You are always spying and prying after me," she cried passionately. +"Why can I never have a moment to myself? Other people can, and why +can't I?" + +Poor Anna was hot and overdone, and her nerves were so much on edge that +she scarcely knew what she was doing or saying. But Betty had no +knowledge of nerves, and under this unfair accusation she could make no +allowance for her cousin, and her temper rose too. + +"How dare you say I pry and spy! You know it is not true, Anna. I only +came to ask you to play with us, and--and how was I to know that you +were doing something that you didn't want any one to see? Why don't you +want any one to see you? What are you burning?" Betty stepped nearer +and looked more closely. "O Anna, it is your clothes that you are +burning. Oh, how did it happen? You didn't do it on purpose, did you?" + +"It doesn't matter to you how it happened. If _you_ don't want to wear +things you hate, you just go and tell tales to your father. You can get +everything you want. But I haven't any one to stick up for me, and I've +_got_ to do things for myself." + +"Then you set this on fire on purpose! Oh, how wicked; and they cost +such a lot too! I wonder you aren't afraid to be so wicked!" cried +Betty indignantly. + +"I don't care," said Anna, trying to put on a bold front. "I never did +want the things, and I never shall. I should die if I went about much +longer a perfect mountain of clothes. How would you like to wear a +'hug-me-tight' under a serge coat in this weather?" + +"Not at all. But what shall you say to Aunt Pike?" + +"I shan't say anything; but I suppose you will," sneered Anna. +"I do wish you wouldn't be always poking and prying about where you are +not wanted. You might know that people like to be left alone +sometimes." + +"I am sure," cried Betty, quite losing her temper at that, "I would +leave you quite alone always, if I could; and I am _not_ a sneak, and +that you know. It would have been better for Kitty if I had been. +I don't know how you can say such things as you do, Anna, when you know +what we have had to bear for you. I suppose you think I don't know that +it was you who should have been sent away from Miss Richards's, and not +Kitty! But I do know--I have known it all the time, though Kitty +wouldn't tell me--and I think that you and Lettice Kitson are the two +meanest, wickedest girls in all the world to let Kitty bear the blame +all this time and never clear her. But after this--" + +"Betty!" Aunt Pike's voice rose almost to a scream to get above the +torrent of Betty's indignation. "How _dare_ you speak to Anna so! +How _dare_ you say such shocking things! You dreadful, naughty child, +you are in such a passion you don't know what you are saying, and you +are making Anna quite ill! Look at her, poor child!--Anna dear, come to +me; you look almost fainting, and I really don't wonder." + +Anna was certainly ghastly white, and trembling uncontrollably, but as +much at the sight of her mother as from Betty's fiery onslaught. +"Yes--I do feel faint," she gasped, but she was able to walk quickly to +her mother's side, and to lead her at a brisk step away from that +smouldering heap on the ground. + +"Poor child, I will take you to your room. You must lie down and keep +very quiet for a time.--Elizabeth, follow us, please, and wait for me in +the dining-room. I will come and speak to you there when I have seen to +Anna. In the meantime try to calm yourself, and prepare to apologize +for the dreadful things I heard you saying." + +Betty did not reply, nor for a few moments did she attempt to follow. +Her aunt's determination to believe Anna all that was good and innocent +and injured, and herself and Kitty all that was mean and bad, increased +her resentment a thousand times. Betty could never endure injustice. + +"I won't apologize. I won't. I can't. I couldn't. I have nothing to +apologize for," she thought indignantly. "It is Aunt Pike who ought to +do that, and Anna, and ask us to forgive them. I've a good mind to tell +everything. I think it is my duty to Kitty and all of us!" and Betty +strutted down the garden looking very determined and important. +Her childlike face was undaunted, her little mouth set firm. + +"It is my duty to all of us," she kept repeating to herself; "it really +is. I am not going to let Kitty bear the blame always. I know that +most people feel quite sure that she really did carry those letters, and +then wouldn't own up, but told stories about it, and Aunt Pike has never +been nice to her since, and Lady Kitson scarcely speaks to her, and Miss +Richards doesn't speak at all, and--and that mean Anna won't clear her, +and--" + +"Well, Elizabeth, I have come to hear your explanations and apologies +for your shocking attack on Anna." + +"It was Anna who attacked me," said Betty. "It was only when she called +me a pry and a spy that I--that I--" + +"Hurled all sorts of wicked accusations at her. Oh, I heard you. +You said the most shocking and untrue things in your passion." + +"I didn't say a word that wasn't true," said Betty firmly, "and--and +Anna knows it. Anna could have cleared Kitty, but she wouldn't, and I +am not going to let Kitty bear the blame for her and Lettice any longer; +and if they won't clear her, I will. Anna called me a sneak, and I said +she was mean and bad, and I meant it; and so she is, to let Kitty go on +bearing the blame and the disgrace all her life because she is too +honourable to tell how mean they are." + +"Did you say that Anna knew who went to Lettice with that letter that +night, and that--it wasn't Kafcherine?" asked Aunt Pike, but so quietly +and strangely that Betty was really quite frightened by her curious +voice and manner. + +"Oh, I wish I had not told," was the thought that rushed through her +mind, while her cheeks grew hot with nervousness. But it was too late +now to draw back; she must stick to her guns. "Yes," she said, but with +evident reluctance. "Ask Anna, please. I--I mustn't say any more. +Father wouldn't like--" + +"Was it--Anna--herself?" asked Mrs. Pike, still in that strange low +voice, only it sounded stranger and farther away this time. + +"Oh, I can't tell you! I can't tell you!" cried Betty, shrinking now +from telling the dreadful truth. + +"There--is--no--need to," gasped Aunt Pike; but she spoke so low that +Betty hardly heard the words, and the next moment the poor, shocked, +stricken mother had slipped from her chair to the ground unconscious. + +Betty saw her fall, and flew from the room screaming for help. Help was +not long in coming. Dr. Yearsley ran from the study and the servants +from the kitchen, and very soon they had raised her and laid her on the +couch. But none of the restoratives they applied were of any avail, and +presently they carried her upstairs and laid her on her bed. + +But before that had happened, Betty, terrified almost out of her senses +by the result of her indiscretion, had flown--flown out of the room and +out of the house. + +"Oh, what have I done! what have I done!" she moaned. "Father didn't +want her to know, and Kitty didn't want her to, and now I have told her +and it has killed her. I am sure I have killed her. And father is +away, and Kitty--oh, what can I do? I can never go home any more. +P'r'aps if I'm lost they'll be sorry and will forgive me," and Betty ran +on, nearly frantic with fear, and weeping at the pathetic picture of her +own disappearance. + +The next morning Kitty, on her way from the music-room, where she had +been practising before breakfast, saw the morning's letters lying on the +hall table, and amongst them one directed to herself in Betty's hand. +Without waiting to have it given to her in the usual way, she picked it +up, and, little dreaming of the news it held, opened it at once. + +"Dear Kitty," she read, "I have run away for ever, and I am never going +home any more. I think I have killed Aunt Pike. I told her something, +and she fell right down on the floor. She was dead, I am sure, and I +ran away. I am too frightened to go home, so do not ask me to. I am +going to earn my living. I am hiding at the farm. Mrs. Henderson +thinks I am going home soon, but I am not; and if she won't let me sleep +here, I shall sleep in the woods. To-morrow I shall try to get a place +as a servant or something. I wish I looked older, and that I had one of +your long skirts. I can put my hair up, but my dress is so short. +Good-bye for ever.-- + +"Your loving Betty." + +"S.P.--Give my love to father if he will except it from me, and tell him +I did not mean to be a bad child to him." + +Kitty stood staring blankly at the letter, scarcely able to grasp its +meaning. It seemed too wild, too improbable to be true. Betty had run +away; was frightened, desperate, too frightened to go home; had been out +all night alone; and they were all far away from her, all but Tony. +Kitty felt stunned by the unexpectedness and greatness of the trouble, +but she realized that she must act, and act quickly. + +Miss Pidsley and Miss Hammond were gone to an early service at the +church, but it never occurred to Kitty to wait for them and consult +them. She only realized that a train left for Gorlay in twenty minutes' +time, and that if she could catch it she could be at home in little more +than two hours, and on the spot to seek for Betty. She cleared the +stairs two at a time, and in less than three minutes was flying down +them again and out of the house, buttoning her coat as she went, and had +vanished round the corner and down the road. She felt absolutely no +fear of meeting her teachers, for it never entered her head that she was +doing anything wrong. Miss Pidsley had once said that if she was wanted +at home she could go, and Kitty had never, since then, felt herself a +prisoner at school. She did hope that she might not meet them, or any +one else she knew, for time was very precious, and explanations would +cause delay; but that they might forbid her to go never once entered her +head. Her mind was full of but one thought--Betty was lost, and no one +but herself had any clue as to her whereabouts. + +But the only person that Kitty met was a telegraph boy. Miss Pidsley +and Miss Hammond, coming home by another route, met the telegraph boy +too at the gate, and took the telegram from him. + +"Oh," exclaimed Miss Pidsley as she opened it and mastered its contents, +"dear, dear! This brings bad news for Katherine Trenire. Listen," and +she read aloud, "Mrs. Pike seriously ill. Send Miss Trenire at once. +Yearsley." + +"Shall I break it to the poor child?" asked Miss Hammond anxiously. + +"Please." + +Miss Hammond hurried into the house and to the schoolroom, but Kitty was +not there. Then she went to the music-room, but there was no Kitty +there; then by degrees they searched the whole house and garden, but in +vain, and at last stood gazing at each other, perplexed and alarmed. +Kitty, with never a thought of all the trouble she was causing, had +caught her train and was speeding home, little dreaming, though, of all +that lay before her, for in her alarm for Betty she had quite failed to +grasp the other and more serious news that Betty had written; and, as +the long minutes dragged by, and the train seemed but to crawl, it was +only for Betty that her anxiety increased, is her mind had time to dwell +on what had happened, and picture all the dreadful things that might +have occurred to her. + +"It was a wet night, and it was a very dark one, and such strange sounds +fill a wood at night, and--oh, I hope she kept away from the river! +If anything chased her, and she ran, and in the darkness fell in-- +O Betty, Betty!" + +Then "Gorlay at last!" she cried in intense relief as she recognized the +well-known landmarks. Long before the train could possibly draw up, she +got up and stood by the door with the handle in her hand, a sense of +strangeness, of unreality, growing upon her. She felt as though she +were some one else, some one older and more experienced, who was +accustomed to moving amidst tragedies and the serious events of life. +Even the old familiar platform, the white palings, the 'bus and the +drowsy horses that she knew so well, seemed to her to have changed too, +and to wear quite a different aspect. + +"I feel like a person just waking out of a dream, not knowing whether it +is dream or reality," she thought to herself as she opened the door and +stepped out on to the platform. "I suppose I am not dreaming?" + +But as she stood there for a moment trying to collect herself, Weller, +the 'busman, came up to her, and he was real enough, and his anxious +face was no dream-face. + +"Good-morning, missie," he said sympathetically. "I'm sorry enough, I'm +sure, to see you come home on such an errant. 'Tis wisht, sure enough." + +Kitty was startled. She thought he was referring to Betty, and wondered +how he could know of her escapade. "You knew she was gone?" she asked +anxiously. + +The man looked shocked. "Gone! Is she, poor lady? Law now, miss, you +don't say so! I hadn't heard it. She was just conscious when I called +fore this morning to inquire, and they 'ad 'opes that she'd rally." + +"Then they have found her; but--but is she ill? Did she get hurt?--the +river!--O Weller, do tell me quickly. I came home on purpose to go to +look for her. Is she very ill?" Poor Kitty was nearly exhausted with +anxiety and the shocks she had received. + +Weller looked puzzled. "Why," he said slowly, "I never heard nothing +about any river. She was took ill and fell down in the room, missie. +Haven't you heard? They told me they was going to tellygraff for you so +soon as the office was open, 'cause your poor aunt said your name once +or twice--almost the only words they've been able to make out since she +was took ill; and with the master away and you the eldest, they thought +you ought to be sent for." + +Then the rest of Betty's letter came back to her mind, and as the +importance of it was borne in on her, Kitty's heart sank indeed in the +face of such a double trouble. + +"Oh, if only father were home!" was her first thought. "But even if we +send at once he can't be here for ever so long." A moment later, +though, she remembered his health, and how bad such news would be for +him, with all those miles between, too; and she felt that unless it was +absolutely necessary, they must spare him this trouble. + +Rowe, the driver, came forward to help her to her seat. "I think you'd +best go outside, missie," he said gently, "you'm looking so white. +P'r'aps the air'll do 'ee good. I'm afraid you've had a bad shock." + +"I--I think I have," gasped Kitty, as, very grateful for his sympathy, +she mounted obediently. + +Then Weller, who had suddenly disappeared, came back carrying a cup of +steaming tea and a plate of bread and butter. "Drink this, missie, and +eat a bit," he said, clambering carefully up with his precious burden, +"then you'll feel better. You look as if you hadn't tasted nothing but +trouble lately," he added sympathetically, as he arranged the tray on +the seat beside her, and hurried down again to escape any thanks. + +Tears of gratitude were in Kitty's eyes as she ate and drank; and from +sheer desire to show how much she appreciated his kindness, she finished +all he had brought her, knowing that that would gratify him more than +any thanks could. + +She certainly felt better for the food, and more fit to face the long +drive home; and never to her life's end did she forget that drive on +that sunny June morning--the dazzling white dusty road stretching before +them, the hedges powdered with dust, the scent of the dog-roses and +meadow-sweet blossoming so bravely and sending up their fragrance, in +spite of their dusty covering, to cheer the passers-by. Then, when at +last they reached the town, familiar faces looked up and recognized her, +and most of them greeted her sympathetically. + +It was all so natural, so unchanged; yet to Kitty, seeing it for the +first time with eyes dazed with trouble, it seemed as though she had +never seen it before--at least, not as it looked to her now. She tried +to realize that it was only she who had changed, that all the rest was +just as it had always been. She felt suddenly very much older, that +life was a more serious and important thing than it had been--so serious +and important that it struck her as strange that any one could smile or +seem gay. + +With kind thoughtfulness Rowe did not stop at all on his way as usual, +but drove the 'bus straight up to the house at once. As they drew near, +Kitty, glancing up to speak to him, saw him look anxiously up over the +front of the house. "It's all right," he murmured to himself; then +aloud he said more cheerfully, "I'm hoping, missie, you may find your +poor aunt better," and Kitty knew that he had feared lest they might +find the blinds drawn down. + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +KITTY'S HANDS ARE FULL. + +As soon as the 'bus had drawn up, the door of the house was flung open +and Fanny tore out. "Oh, my dear!" she cried, almost lifting her little +mistress down bodily in her plump arms. "Oh, my dear Miss Kitty, I'm +that glad to see 'ee! They said as the tellygram couldn't reach 'ee in +time to catch that train, but I knew better. I knew if you got that +there message you'd come by that early train, even if it _had_ started." + +"What telegram?" asked Kitty. "I haven't had one." + +"Why, to tell 'ee to come 'ome 'cause Mrs. Pike is so ill. And if it +haven't reached 'ee, why the postmaster-general ought to be written to +'bout it. But," breaking off with sudden recollection, "you'm come; +and if you didn't get that tellygram, whatever made 'ee to? You didn't +have no token, did 'ee?" + +"I had Betty's letter," said Kitty, trying to sort things out in her +mind. "That was all I had, and that brought me. I expect I had left +before the telegram reached. I remember now I passed a boy on my way to +the station. But what about Betty? Have you heard anything? Has she +come back? Have you sent in search of her? Weller told me about poor +Aunt Pike--oh, Isn't it dreadful, Fanny! Two such awful things to +happen in one day! But he didn't know anything about Betty, and I +didn't tell him. She hasn't been found, I suppose? I must go. I think +I may be able to find her if I start at once--but there is Aunt Pike. +What must I do first?" despairingly. "I _must_ find Betty. She has no +one else to look after her, while Aunt Pike has you." + +"If you wants Miss Betty, you'll find her in her bedroom," said Fanny, +looking somewhat cross and puzzled. "I don't know, I'm sure, why you're +making such a to-do about seeing her, when there's so much else to think +on. Miss Betty's all right, and so is--Why, Miss Kitty, what's the +matter? You ain't feeling bad, are you?" cried Fanny in great alarm, +for poor Kitty had dropped, white and limp, and trembling +uncontrollably, into a chair in the hall. + +"Oh no--no. I'm all right. Only--I'm so--so glad. I have been so +frightened about her; but I am _so_ glad--so--I came to--to try to find +her. No one knew I had come, and all the way I was thinking of her out +all night in the dark and rain; and then the good news came, and it-- +made me feel--feel--" Kitty's head fell forward again, and the world +seemed to rock and sway, and recede farther and farther from her, when a +voice said, "Leave her to me," and some one lifted her up and laid her +on a couch, and then something was held to her lips and her nose, and +presently Kitty began to feel that the rest of the world was not so +very, very far off after all, and then she sighed and opened her eyes, +and saw a strange face looking down at her. It was rather a tired, +anxious face, but it smiled very kindly at Kitty. + +"Better now?" asked Dr. Yearsley. + +"Yes, thank you," whispered Kitty. "How funny!" + +"I am glad you can see any fun in it," said the doctor with the ghost of +a smile. "It is the only funny thing that has happened in this unlucky +house for the last day or two. But it isn't the sort of humour I +appreciate." + +"I am so sorry," said Kitty, trying to rise, "only I have never fainted +before, and it seemed so odd that I should. It is a horrid feeling." + +"Yes, not the sort of thing you want to repeat. But perhaps it will +cheer Jabez. We have had two catastrophes, and he has got it into his +head that there has got to be a third. Perhaps this will count as the +third, and the spell be broken. Now lie still, and rest for a little +while and have some food. You are exhausted, and I want strong reliable +helpers, not any more patients," with a smile that robbed his words of +any harshness. "You and I have our hands full." + +Kitty smiled up at him bravely. "I am ready to do anything I am wanted +to. How is Aunt Pike?" anxiously. "May I see her? Is she very ill?" + +Dr. Yearsley looked grave. "I will answer your questions backwards. +Yes, to be quite frank with you, as the head of your family for the +present, she is seriously ill. She has had a stroke of paralysis, and +at first I thought I must send to your father; but I was very unwilling +to worry him, and I waited a little to see how things went. I am +thankful to say she has rallied a little, and if she goes on improving, +even though it is but slightly, I am hoping he may be spared the bad +news until we can send him better news with it. I don't want to worry +him if I can help it." + +"Oh no," said Kitty earnestly, "and he would worry dreadfully at being +so far away." She felt very kindly towards the doctor for his +thoughtfulness for her father. + +"You shall see your aunt later. She has asked for you many times, but +we hardly knew whether she was conscious or not when she spoke. +She must be kept very quiet though, and free from all anxiety. I have +got in a nurse for her. Don't be frightened. You see there was no one +here with the time or knowledge to give her the attention she required, +and it was a very serious matter. I sent for you because, if she really +wants to see you, and it would relieve her mind in any way to do so, it +is important that you should be here, and the children needed some one +to--" + +"Oh," cried Kitty, remorseful that she should have forgotten her all +this time, "Anna! What a state she must be in about her mother. How is +Anna?" + +"Yes, poor Anna," echoed Dr. Yearsley with a sigh, "she is in a very +distressed state. I wish you could calm her, and get her to pull +herself together a little." + +"I will try," said Kitty gravely. "And there is Betty. I am longing to +see her." + +"I doubt Miss Betty's complete joy at seeing you," smiled the doctor. +"I think there may be some embarrassment mingled with her pleasure. +Her return was--well, _she_ might think it ignominious. Luckily no one +in the house but myself knows that she had really run away. I am +afraid, though, that she has something on her mind that is troubling +her--something in connection with Mrs. Pike's illness." + +Kitty recalled Betty's letter, and her heart sank. She became so white, +and looked so troubled, that the doctor tried to comfort her. +"Whatever she may have said or done," he explained excusingly, "she did +in utter ignorance, of course, of any ill result being likely to follow, +and she cannot be blamed entirely for the disaster. Mrs. Pike has been +seriously unwell for some time; in fact, I had ventured to speak to her +about her health, and warned her, but she resented my advice. Believe +me, that what has happened would have happened in any case; any little +upset would have brought it about; but Betty may have precipitated +matters." + +Kitty listened with wide, grave eyes; her heart was heavy and anxious, +her mind full of awe and care. How terribly serious life had become all +at once; how real and possible every dreadful thing seemed, when so many +came into one's life like this. + +As she left the doctor, walking away with heavy, tired steps, he looked +after her, half pitying, half admiring. + +"She has had some hard knocks to-day, poor child," he said to himself, +"but she has plenty of sense and plenty of pluck. At any rate I hope +so, for she will need both, I fancy, in the time that lies before her." + +Kitty, making her way slowly up the stairs to Betty's room and her own, +was again impressed with that curious sensation of being some one else, +of seeing everything for the first time. How strangely things came +about, she thought. Here she was, back in her home again, as she had so +often longed to be, but oh how different it was from what she had +pictured--no joy in coming, no one to meet her, a stranger to welcome +her, the house silent and strange. Could it be really she, Kitty +Trenire, walking alone up the old, wide, familiar staircase as though +she had never gone away or known that brief spell of school life? +Could she really be come back to her own again, as mistress of her +father's house? It seemed so--for a time, at any rate. Kitty felt very +serious, and full of awe at the thought, and as she slowly mounted the +dear old stairs a little very eager, if unspoken, prayer went up from +her heavy heart. + +Then she reached the door of her room and Betty's, and knocked. + +"Who is there?" demanded Betty's voice. "Me. Kitty." + +"Kitty What, Kitty! Oh--h--h!" There was a rush across the room, then +a pause. "I--I don't think you had better come in," gasped Betty. +"You'll never want to see me again if you do." + +"Don't be silly. Why, Betty, whatever has happened?" cried Kitty, as +she opened the door and stepped into an almost perfectly dark room. +"Are you ill?" + +"No," miserably, "I wish I was, then p'r'aps you'd be sorry; and if I +was to die you might forgive me, but you can't unless I do die." + +"O Betty, what _have_ you done?" cried Kitty, growing quite alarmed. + +"Is she--is she dead?" asked Betty in an awful whisper. + +"Who? Poor Aunt Pike? No; Dr. Yearsley told me she is just ever so +slightly better." + +"Oh!" gasped Betty, a world of relief in her sigh, "I _am_ so glad. +Then I ain't a--a murderess--at least not yet. I've been afraid to ask, +and nobody came to tell me, and I--O Kitty, it was I made her tumble +down like that in a fit or something, and I was _so_ frightened. +I will never tell any one anything any more." + +"You will tell me what it was that you told Aunt Pike that upset her +so?" + +"I don't think I can," said Betty. "You will hate me so, and so will +father--that is why I wanted to hide for ever from all of you; but," +with sudden indignation, "that silly old 'Rover' brought me back. Oh, +it was dreadful!" + +"What was?" asked Kitty patiently. She knew Betty's roundabout way of +telling a story, and waited. "What did you tell Aunt Pike? Do tell me, +Betty dear. I ought to know before I see her." + +Betty dropped on to the window-seat and covered her face with her hands. +"Don't look at me; I don't want to see you look mad with me. It was +Aunt Pike's fault first of all. If she hadn't said nasty--oh, horrid +things about you, I shouldn't have told her what I did, but--but she +made me, Kitty; I couldn't help it, and--and I told her right out that +Anna could have cleared you long ago, and that she and Lettice were mean +and dishonourable to let you bear the blame for them all this time. +And when she spoke after that, her voice sounded so--oh, so dreadful, as +if she was talking in her sleep, or was far away, or drowning, and she +looked--oh, her face frightened me, and then she said, 'Did--Anna-- +know?' all slow and gaspy like that, as if she hadn't any breath, and I +said 'Yes'--I _had_ to say 'yes' then, hadn't I? Of course I didn't +know it would make her ill, but she fell right down, all of a heap, and +oh, I nearly died of fright, and I ran and ran all the way to Wenmere +Woods, and I meant never to come back again--never! And it was all Mrs. +Henderson's fault that I did come--at least Mrs. Henderson's and +Bumble's, and," drawing herself up with great dignity, "I am never going +to speak to either of them again. When I had had my tea--she gave me +cream and jam, but not any ham--and when I had played about for a little +while, she told me she thought I had better be going home, as I was +alone; and at last I had to tell her I was never going home any more, +and I would be her little servant, if she would take me, only no one +must ever see me, or I should be discovered, but she wasn't a bit nice +as she generally is. She said, 'Oh, nonsense; little girls mustn't talk +like that. I am going to Gorlay to chapel, and I will take you back +with me.' + +"Then I knew it wasn't any good to ask her to help me, and that I must +sleep in the wood with all the wild beasts and things"--Betty's face and +her story grew more and more melodramatic--"and as soon as she had gone +to put on her bonnet, I ran into the woods for my life. I expect when +she came down again and didn't see me she thought I had gone home. +I don't think anybody went to look for me, and I think it was very +unkind of them, for I might have been eaten up, for all they knew, by +wild beasts--" + +"Oh no," said Kitty, rousing for the first time from the shock and +distress Betty's revelations had thrown her into. "There is nothing in +the woods more savage than rabbits and squirrels." + +Betty looked hurt. "Oh yes, there is," she protested, "or I shouldn't +have gone up and kept close to the railway lines. I saw something, +quite large, staring at me with great savage eyes, and if it wasn't a +wolf, I am sure it was a badger or--or a wild-cat." + +"Did it fly at you?" + +"No, but it looked at me as if it wanted to, and I ran until I came to +the railway; and after a long time, when it was nearly dark, I saw some +red lights coming and heard a noise, and that was the 'Rover.' I--I +didn't like the woods at night, so I went up and shouted and signalled +to Dumble, and asked him if he knew anybody who wanted a servant, 'cause +I'd left home for good, and wanted a 'place.' I didn't tell him who I +was, and I thought he wouldn't know me. After he had thought for a +minute or two, he said yes, he reckoned he could put me in a good +'place,' if I'd come along of him. So I got up in the carriage--I had +it all to myself--and oh it was lovely going along in the dark and +seeing the fire come out of the funnel! But," growing very serious and +dignified again, "I consider Dumble the _most_ dishonourable man I +_ever_ met, and I'll _never_ speak to him again--_never_; and I'll +_have_ to leave Gorlay 'cause I can't never meet him again, for he +ackshally took me up in his arms when the 'Rover' stopped at the wharf, +and--well, I was rather sleepy and I didn't see where I was going, but +of course I _trusted_ him, and when I opened my eyes--why, I was home! +Oh, I was _so_ angry I didn't know what to do, and I'm never going to +speak to Dumble again. I hope I never see him." + +The corners of Kitty's mouth twitched, but she did not dare to laugh. +"I expect he thought he was doing right," she said excusingly. +"He couldn't have helped you to run away; he would have been sent to +jail. And oh, Betty, I am so glad you did come home; there is trouble +enough without losing you too. I was so frightened about you all the +way down in the train--" + +"Did you get my letter?" + +"Yes; it was that that brought me. I didn't know anything about Aunt +Pike until I got to Gorlay Station." + +Betty crept over from her window-seat and stood by Kitty as she sat on +her little bed. "Kitty, do you hate me for telling that to Aunt Pike?" + +"Hate you!" cried Kitty. "As though I ever could, dear. I am sorry she +was told--but--but I know you couldn't help it, Bet. I couldn't have +myself if it had been you, and she had said unkind things about you." + +Then Betty flung her arms about Kitty's neck and began to sob heavily. +"I do love you so, Kitty! I do. I really do. I think you are the +splendidest girl in all the world, and--and I'll never do anything to +make you sorry any more, if I can help it." + +Kitty held her little sister very tightly to her, and with Betty's head +resting on her breast, and her cheek laid on Betty's curly head, they +talked, but talk too intimate to be repeated. + +At last Kitty got up. "Where's Tony?" she asked. "I have to find each +of you separately, and it seems as if I shall never see all, I want to +stay so long with each. Betty, where is Tony? He is all right, isn't +he?" + +"Oh yes. He went to try and make Anna stop screaming, and I think he +has done it. I haven't heard her for a long time." + +Kitty made her way to Anna's room, and tapped gently at the door. +At first there was no reply, then through the keyhole came a whisper. +"Who is there? You must be very quiet, please. Anna is asleep." +It was Tony's voice, but by the time Kitty had opened the door he was +back on his chair by Anna's sofa, waving a fan gently, as he had been +doing for so long that his poor little arms and back ached. His face +was very flushed and weary-looking, but his eyes glanced up bright with +satisfaction. + +"She is gone to sleep, she'll be better now;" but at sight of Kitty the +fan was dropped and Anna forgotten, and nurse Tony flew across the room +and into his sister's arms. + +"Oh, I'm so glad! oh, I'm so glad!" he said again and again and again. +"There wasn't anybody but me and Dr. Yearsley, and I was frightened +'cause I didn't know what to do, and everything seemed wrong. I wish +daddy was home; but it won't be so bad now you are here," and he +snuggled into her arms with a big, big sigh of relief, and put his +little hot hands up continually to pat her face and convince himself +that she had not vanished again. And thus they sat, held in each +other's arms and watching the sleeping Anna, until the handle was gently +turned, and Betty appeared in the door-way. A very pale, weary Betty +she looked now she was away from her own darkened room. + +"Kitty, Dr. Yearsley is looking for you. I think Aunt Pike is awake and +asking for you." Then, as Kitty hurried past her, "He says she is a +little better, only ever so little; but it is good news, isn't it? She +will get well, won't she, Kitty? Oh, do say 'yes,'" and Betty, who had +never before bestowed any love or thought on her aunt, had as much as +she could do to keep her tears back. + +It was a very nervous, trembling Kitty who presently entered the large, +dim bedroom where Aunt Pike, so helpless and dependent now, lay very +still and white on her bed. Kitty almost shrank back as she first +caught sight of her, half fearing the change she should see. But the +only change in the face she had once so dreaded was the expression. + +When Dr. Yearsley bent over her, and said cheerfully, "Here she is; here +is Kitty," the white lids lifted slowly, and Aunt Pike's eyes looked at +her as they had never looked before. Kitty went over very close to her, +and kissed her. + +"I am so sorry," she said sympathetically, "that you are ill, Aunt Pike, +but so glad you are a little, just a little bit better." + +Mrs. Pike did not answer her; she seemed to have something on her mind +that she must speak of, and she could grasp nothing else. "I--I have +been--very--unjust--to you," she gasped, speaking with the greatest +difficulty. "You--should--have--told me." + +"No, no," said Kitty eagerly, bending and kissing her again, +"you haven't. You didn't know. I meant you never to know." + +"Anna--knew. She--should--" + +Kitty bent down, speaking eagerly. "Anna did more for me--for us all. +She saved Dan's life--in that fire." + +The poor invalid looked up with a gleam of pleasure in her eyes. +"Did she? I am--very glad; but it--it did not excuse--the other. +That is--beyond forgiveness." + +"Oh no!" cried Kitty warmly, "nothing is that. It is all forgiven long +ago, and we will never think of it again." + +Aunt Pike's hand was almost helpless, but Kitty felt it press hers ever +so slightly, and stooping down she laid her fresh warm cheek against her +aunt's cold one. "You must make haste and get well," she said +affectionately, "and then we shall all be happy again." + +"It-doesn't matter. No one cares," gasped the poor invalid, tears of +weakness creeping out from between her lids. + +"Oh, you mustn't say that," cried Kitty sturdily. "You must get well +for all our sakes. Anna cares, and I care very much. We all care, more +than we thought we did till we knew you were ill." + +"Anna," whispered the invalid, "is she--all--right?" + +"Yes, Tony has soothed her to sleep, and is sitting by her, and I am +going to sit by you while you go to sleep. Dr. Yearsley says you +mustn't talk any more now," and Kitty, seated in a chair by her aunt's +bedside, held her helpless hand lovingly until she had fallen into the +easiest sleep she had had yet. By-and-by the nurse came back, and Kitty +was free to move. + +"I think I must go and talk to Fanny now," she thought, and she made her +way to the kitchen, thinking very soberly the while. + +"Fanny," she said, "you and I have to steer this ship between us, and +for the honour of the ship we must do it as well as ever we can. +I--I am afraid I am not very much good, but I am going to try hard; and +I think we shall be able to manage it between us, don't you?" wistfully. +"Of course having strangers in the house makes it more difficult; but we +will do our best, won't we?" + +"That we will, Miss Kitty," said Fanny heartily, "and between us all we +ought to be able to do things fitty." + +The strangers, Dr. Yearsley and Mrs. Pike's nurse, made housekeeping a +more serious matter certainly, and illness complicated things; but Aunt +Pike's reign, though unpleasant in many ways, had made others easier for +Kitty. The house was in good order, rules had been made and enforced. +Fanny and Grace had learned much, and profited a good deal by the +training, and, best of all, all worked together with a will to make +things go smoothly. + +There was hope and good news to cheer them too. Aunt Pike grew daily +better; by very, very slow degrees, it is true, but still there were +degrees. Good news came from their traveller too--news of restored +health, good spirits, and, presently, a longing to be at home and at +work again. + +And then, so quickly did the busy days fly, they had only a very few +left to count to the return of the two absent ones, for Dr. Trenire and +Dan were to meet and travel home together. Then the last day came, and +the last hour, and then--Kitty found herself once more with her father's +arms about her. + +"Why, father," she cried, standing back and studying carefully his +cheerful, sunburnt face, and his look of health and strength, "you are +more like the old father than you have been for ever so long." + +Dr. Trenire burst into a roar of hearty laughter. "Well," he cried, +"after my spending three months in trying to renew my youth, I do think +you might have called me a 'young father.' Never mind, Kitty, I feel +young, which is more than you do, I expect, dear, with all the cares you +have had on your shoulders lately. I suppose you have left Miss Pidsley +finally," with a smile, "and I have to pay her a term's fees for +nothing?" + +Kitty looked a little ashamed of herself as she smiled ruefully. +"Yes. I don't seem able to stay at any school more than one term, do I? +I think you had better give up trying, father, and keep me home +altogether now." + +"I think I had," said her father seriously. "I think I can't try again +to get on without you, dear--even," quizzically, "if there isn't always +boiling water when Jabez gets his head knocked." + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +THE LAST. + +Aunt Pike grew slowly and gradually stronger, and in time was able to be +dressed, and could sit up in her chair. But she knew, and the doctors +knew, that she would never again be the same strong, active woman that +she was before. The doctors had hopes that in time she would be able to +walk again, and take up some of her old ways and duties; but she herself +was not so hopeful, and with the prospect before her of a long spell of +invalidism, she insisted on leaving Dr. Trenire's home for one of her +own. + +The doctor and all protested warmly, but Aunt Pike was determined. +"Kitty can look after the house now better than she could," she said, +"and I shall be glad of the rest and quiet. I shall not leave Gorlay. +I want to be near you all, so that if Kitty wants any advice I shall be +at hand to give it." + +So, seeing that her heart was set upon it, and feeling that the quieter, +less busy home would be better for her, Dr. Trenire gave in, and they +all set to work to find a house to suit her. But here they found a task +which taxed all their time and patience. It had to be a small house, +sheltered yet sunny, of a moderate rent, but in a good position; it must +have, as well as a sitting-room, a room on the ground floor that Mrs. +Pike could turn into a bedroom, and it must have a garden with no +steps--a rarity in hilly Gorlay. + +There were not very many houses in Gorlay, and very few to let; +certainly few with all, or even half, of the advantages Mrs. Pike +demanded; and at last in despair the doctor had to prevail on an old +friend and patient of his own to move from his house and give it up to +the invalid, which, marvellous to tell, he did, and, even more +marvellous, the house pleased Aunt Pike immensely. The garden was made +to suit her by removing all the steps and replacing them with sloping, +winding paths and various other cunning devices; and the doctor saw that +everything that could add to her comfort was done for her. Then came +the great excitement of furnishing the house and stocking the garden. + +But before all this had happened, Anna had provided them with a great +and glad surprise, though at the same time a painful one; for the only +wish of all concerned was that the past should lie buried, and the +stupid, regrettable incident that had caused so much sorrow should be +forgotten. + +They were all seated at tea one day--the children and Dr. Trenire around +the table, and Aunt Pike in her big chair near the window--when suddenly +the door was burst open, and Anna, whose absence had set them all +wondering, walked in. + +"I have done it!" she cried excitedly. "I have told them all--Lady +Kitson and Miss Richards and Miss Matilda--and--and now," sobbing +hysterically with nervous excitement, "I want to go away from Gorlay. +I can't stay here. I want to get away from every one until--until they +have forgotten. I'd like to go to Kitty's school. May I, mother?" + +"Told all what?" asked Mrs. Pike eagerly, ignoring all of Anna's outcry +but that. + +"Told them all about that--that evening, and me and Lettice. I wanted +to try to forget it, and I couldn't until I had told them all." + +"O Anna, I wish you hadn't," cried Kitty, greatly distressed lest the +mention of the old trouble should be too agitating for her aunt. +But, to her surprise, Mrs. Pike looked up with such pleasure in her eyes +as had not been seen in them for a very long time. + +"Have you really, Anna?" she cried gladly. "Oh, I am so thankful, +child. That will do me more good than anything," and she drew Anna down +to her and kissed her very tenderly. "Yes, dear," with an understanding +of Anna's feelings such as she had never shown before, "you shall go +away to school for a time. You shall go to Miss Pidsley's next term, if +you like. I am sure it is the best plan." + +So Anna went away to school, and Aunt Pike moved into her new home in +time to receive her on her return for the Christmas holidays. +A nurse-companion was engaged to live with Mrs. Pike and take care of +her; but never a day passed but what Kitty went to sit with her, to tell +her the news or ask her advice. The others went frequently too--Tony +regularly, and Dan daily when he was at home. Betty went sometimes, but +not so gladly, for she never quite got over the fright of that dreadful +day, and a terrible lurking dread that she might accidentally shock her +aunt again, and once more hear that strange, far-away voice, and see her +falling, falling. But Kitty never failed; and Kitty was, perhaps, the +best beloved of them all by the aunt who had tried, and been so tried +by, them. + +"You see, Kitty was the only one who willingly kissed me and called me +'dear,'" the poor invalid confessed one day to the doctor as they sat +together in the firelight talking over many things--"the only one since +Michael died; and cold, reserved folk such as I remember these things." + +"She has a warm heart has my Kitty," said the doctor softly, "and a +generous one;" then, fearing as usual the effect of any emotion on the +invalid, "She told me that if I came here I was to look about me and see +if she had left her gloves about. She thinks she lost one on the way +here, but may have dropped the other in the house, as she is almost +certain she had one with her. It doesn't much matter, though; they were +very full of holes, oddly enough," with a smile. + +Aunt Pike's mouth twitched a little at the corners as she opened her +work-basket and took out two rather shabby gloves. "One was under the +table; some one picked up the other in the garden. They are not holey +now; I have mended them. But I expect Kitty would never find it out if +you did not tell her." + +"A year or two ago she would not have," said her father, as he took the +gloves and put them in his pocket, "but I think she would now." + +"She has changed," said Aunt Pike gently. "We all have." + +"Yes, she has changed--in some respects; in others I hope she never +may." + +"I think you need not fear that, John," said Aunt Pike sympathetically. +Silence fell on them both for a few moments, then Mrs. Pike spoke again. +"John, will you be sure to tell Kitty to come here to-morrow, and Dan +and all of them in fact, to welcome Anna home for the Christmas +holidays? I have a surprise in store for them too, but you mustn't +breathe a word of it. Pamela is coming too, to spend part of her +holidays with us. I thought she would do Anna good. Then perhaps you +would like to have her with you for the rest of the time. We mustn't +forget that she was Kitty's friend first. But don't you breathe a word +of this to Kitty." + +"Very well," said the doctor; then, with a pretended sigh, he added, +"I am thankful, though, that my Christmas puddings and things are +already made, for I foresee there will be nothing more done now. +You wicked woman, to plot so against my peace and comfort." + +But Aunt Pike did not look repentant, she only chuckled. +"Even housekeepers must have a holiday at Christmas," she said, "and I +am sure yours deserves a good one." + +*** END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK 13992 *** diff --git a/LICENSE.txt b/LICENSE.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6312041 --- /dev/null +++ b/LICENSE.txt @@ -0,0 +1,11 @@ +This eBook, including all associated images, markup, improvements, +metadata, and any other content or labor, has been confirmed to be +in the PUBLIC DOMAIN IN THE UNITED STATES. + +Procedures for determining public domain status are described in +the "Copyright How-To" at https://www.gutenberg.org. + +No investigation has been made concerning possible copyrights in +jurisdictions other than the United States. 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Poor Kitty! + +XII. Those Dreadful Stockings. + +XIII. An Exciting Night. + +XIV. Mokus and Carrots + +XV. Missing! + +XVI. Banished. + +XVII. "Good in Everything". + +XVIII. Threatening Clouds. + +XIX. Betty's Escapade. + +XX. Kitty's Hands are Full. + +XXI. The Last. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +FATE AND A RUSTY NAIL. + +On such an afternoon, when all the rest of the world lay in the fierce +glare of the scorching sun, who could blame the children for choosing to +perch themselves on the old garden wall, where it was so cool, and +shady, and enticing? And who, as Kitty often asked tragically in the +days and weeks that followed, could have known that by doing so "they +were altering their fates for ever"? + +The four of them talked a great deal in those days of their "fates;" +it sounded so mysterious and grand, and so interesting too, for, of +course, no one could know what lay in store for them all, and the most +wonderful and surprising events might happen. They did happen to some +people, and why not to them? + +"I am quite sure something will happen to me some day," said Betty, with +a very wise and serious look. + +"I shouldn't be surprised," said Dan with mock seriousness, +"if something did." + +"I mean something wonderful, of course," added Betty. "Don't," with a +superior air, "be silly, Dan. Things must happen to somebody, or there +would never be any." + +Later that same day they realized for the first time that small events +could be interesting and important too, and that while they were +thinking of their "fates" as something to be spun and woven in the +mysterious future, the shuttle was already flying fast. + +As I said before, the old wall was particularly cool and +tempting-looking that sunny afternoon, for the high, untrimmed laurel +hedge on the other side of the path behind them threw a deep broad +shadow over the flat top of it, and shade was what one appreciated most +on that hot day. All the ground in Gorlay sloped, for Gorlay was built +on two hills, while the gardens of all the houses on either side sloped +either up or down another and a steeper hill. Dr. Trenire's house was +on the left-hand side of the street, as one walked up it, and it was the +steep slope up of the garden behind it that made the old wall so +fascinating. + +To reach the garden from the house one had to pass through a cobbled +yard, with the back wing of the house and a stable on one side of it, +and a coach-house and another stable on the other. The garden and the +garden wall were at the end. From the yard the wall ran up to a good +height--to the children it seemed immense, as high as the tower of +Babel, though were they to go back now and look at it I dare say they +would find it quite insignificant, for walls have a curious way of +decreasing an inch or two with every year one grows older. + +To the children, though, its two chief charms were that it had a broad +flat top on which one could sit and dangle one's legs over the abyss +below, and that from the garden it was so low that by just walking over +a flower-bed one could step right on to it, while from that eminence one +could command a view of the back door, the side door, the stables, and +all that went on in the yard. So that, in addition to being cool and +shady, it really was a most attractive and alluring spot. + +A vine with a wealth of pretty leaves and long graceful tendrils covered +the front of the stable and side of the house, and some years there +would be a few bunches of little green grapes hanging amongst the +leaves. Through the open stable window, festooned by the vine, dear old +Prue, Dr. Trenire's well-beloved and faithful mare, would thrust out her +head and gaze dreamily at the life in the yard, or at nothing; and the +children, if they were about, would rub her nose and fondle her +lovingly, and bring her handfuls of grass, or carrots, or sugar. +Sometimes, too, "Pinkie," the yellow cat, would seat herself on the +narrow sill of the stable window, close to Prue's cheek, until, finding +the air too chilly, or the children too noisy, or sleep overcoming her, +she would go inside and curl herself up on Prue's back for a nap. + +To-day, though, neither Prue nor Pinkie were to be seen. +Apparently they were both indulging in an afternoon nap in the shady +stable, for it really was a very hot day, and the sun fell full on the +vine and the stable window. + +Unfortunately it fell on the door too, and showed up a most inviting and +enticing-looking spot where the sun had once raised a blister on the +paint. + +Every one will admit that there is a wonderful fascination about a nice +soft paint-blister, and busy fingers had quickly peeled this one off, +with the result that to-day there was a spot which made as good a target +as any one could possibly desire, and just within range of their perch +on the wall. There was also, unfortunately, quite close at hand a +supply of perfect ammunition in the shape of a heap of small stones and +rubbish which they had swept together a few days before when seized by a +sudden mania for tidying up the garden. Of course, had they been really +good children, they would have finished their job by shovelling up the +heap and carrying it away; but they grew very tired, and the work was +hard, and they felt they really had done a great deal for one day. +So the heap was left in the path until, on this hot afternoon, they +found a new and not at all tiring way of disposing of most of it. + +They kept up such a sharp fire, and made such a noise, that presently +Jabez, the coachman and general factotum, was dancing with rage in the +yard below--rage at the noise they were making and the litter he foresaw +he would have to sweep up before "the master" saw the place, and added +rage at the calm unconcern with which they ignored his commands. + +The children, though really very much attached to Jabez, unfortunately +felt no fear of him, and above all things they loved to tease him. +They would not willingly have hurt him on any account whatever, but, as +they said afterwards, when he deliberately placed himself between them +and their target, and dared them to throw another stone, why of course +he had to put up with what he got; and what he got most particularly was +a nasty blow on the forehead from a piece of old wood that Dan threw at +him. + +Dan, as he explained at the time, really selected the wood out of pure +humanity, because he thought it would be softer than a stone if it +should happen to strike any one; and, as he argued emphatically, +"it was ridiculous to think he could have known that Jabez was going to +duck his silly head at the very wrong moment, and it was even more +ridiculous of Jabez to accuse him of knowing that there was a large +rusty nail in the wood, for Jabez knew as well as possible that he, Dan, +would have been only too jolly glad to have had the nail, for he was +collecting old iron as hard as he could, intending to sell it the very +next time the 'old-iron' man came round." + +Instead of which it was taken by Jabez, along with his bleeding head, +straight into the presence of Dr. Trenire, who happened at the moment to +be sitting in his study, trying to get a little sorely-needed rest. +The doctor had been out all the previous night at a most trying case, +and body and brain were weary, his nerves all on edge, his patience +nearly exhausted, and he had no time or inclination for unpleasant +interruptions and unnecessary worries. Altogether there could not have +been a much more unpropitious moment for any one to have gone to him +than that which Jabez chose. + +As a rule Dr. Trenire was only too gentle and kind and patient with his +four motherless children; but to-day, when they slowly, and at a +discreet distance, followed Jabez into the study, Kitty felt a sudden +conviction that things were not going to be quite as simply and easily +got over as usual. She saw a look cross her father's face such as she +had never seen on it before, and for the first time in her careless, +happy-go-lucky life realized with keen compunction what a sad, tired, +patient face it was, and suddenly she found herself wanting to do things +for him to try to cheer and help him, and wished most heartily that they +had done anything but bring fresh worry and unpleasantness to him. + +But before he inquired into the particulars of the squabble, Dr. Trenire +attended to the wound. It was only a surface one, but the skin was torn +rather badly, and Jabez was bleeding a good deal, and groaning with all +his might. + +"Get me some hot water." + +Only too glad to be able to do anything to help, Kitty ran off; but to +run for hot water was one thing, to get it was quite another. The fire +was out, the kitchen was littered with dishes and pots and pans, and +Fanny the cook, with a dirty apron on and no cap, was fast asleep in her +chair by the window, just as though she had not a care or a duty in the +world. The squalor and muddle of the whole place could not fail to +strike any one, even casual Kitty; and to her it brought a deeper +feeling, one of trouble and remorse, for, in response to her own +pleading, her father had made her his housekeeper--and this was how she +had fulfilled her duties! In fact, she had given herself no duties; she +had shirked them. She had left everything to the servants, and as long +as she had been free and untroubled, and meals of a kind had been served +at more or less regular intervals, had bothered no further. + +"Fanny!" she called sharply, "do wake up! Why haven't you got a fire, +and a kettle boiling?" + +Fanny awoke with a start, which in itself is enough to make a person +cross; and to have been caught asleep, with her work not done, made her +crosser. "I don't want a great fire burning on a hot afternoon like +this," she answered sharply. "You wouldn't like it yourself if you had +to sit by it, Miss Kitty; and if it's your tea you'm wanting, well, it +isn't tea-time yet. When 'tis, you will find 'tis ready." + +"Um--m!" said Kitty loftily, in a tone that expressed most emphatic +doubt of Fanny's statement. + +"What is it you're routing about in the cupboards for, miss? I don't +like to have folks coming into my kitchen, turning everything over and +rummaging round. I shan't know where to find a thing when I wants to. +What is it you'm looking for?" + +"The methylated spirit and the little stove," said Kitty. "I _must_ +have some hot water, Fanny, and quickly. Father wants some. There has +been an accident." + +Fanny changed her tone, and her expression grew a little milder. +"We haven't got a leak, miss. We ran out of it a week ago. I told +Emily to tell you--but there, I might as well talk to the wind as talk +to her--" + +"Oh dear," interrupted Kitty, "whatever shall I do? Jabez is bleeding +so he will bleed to death--" + +"Jabez! Oh my! Whatever has happened, Miss Kitty?" Suddenly Fanny's +whole manner changed to one of anxious eagerness and deep concern. +"Is it--is it dangerous, miss? How did it happen? What's he done?" +Fanny had been so sound asleep that she had not noticed the noise in the +yard, or the little procession pass the kitchen window on its way to the +study. + +"I don't think it is very bad," said Kitty. "Dan threw a piece of wood, +and it--it hit Jabez on the forehead, and--and oh, Fanny, what will +father think? I believe he is angry with us already, and you know he +was out all night and is very tired, and he will be more angry if +there's no hot water or anything he wants, and I--I did so want to help +him." + +Fanny, who appeared more concerned about Jabez than about her master, +was, with a lavish use of sticks, kindling a big blaze under a small +kettle, and soon had water ready as hot as it was needed. Kitty, +greatly relieved, ran back with it to her father. + +"I suppose, as usual, there was none," he said gravely, "though I have +said until I am tired that in a doctor's house there should always be a +supply;" and Kitty could find nothing to say. + +Jabez by this time was seated in a chair, facing the light. He was +looking very pale and subdued. The thought of having his wound +washed and dressed upset him far more than did the wound itself. +Betty and Anthony were sitting on two of the stiffest and most +uncomfortable-looking chairs in the room, with very grave expressions +on their pale but not too clean faces. Dan was standing by the window +looking intensely nervous and uncomfortable. He glanced frequently from +Jabez to his father, and back again, and Kitty could see he was longing +to say something, but did not know how to. She was very sorry that it +had been Dan who had dealt the fatal blow. She almost wished that it +had been she herself who had done it, for their father was never quite +so severe with her or Betty as with the boys. + +With the feeling still on her that trouble was coming, she fried to make +herself as useful as possible; but as she knew little or nothing as to +where anything was kept, she was more of a hindrance than a help, and +her hopes were blighted by her father's order to them all to leave the +room. + +"I will see you presently," he said sternly. "I will either come to you +or send for you when I am ready;" and, feeling very crushed, they made +their way to the old nursery, now called "the schoolroom," and there +waited with curiously mingled feelings for what was to happen next. +They did not expect it to be anything _very_ serious; but they hated to +vex their father, and they felt that now they really had vexed him. + +Oh how slowly the minutes passed, and what a lot of them there were! +It seemed to them that time enough had elapsed in which to have set +every limb that Jabez possessed, and to hear the recital of every wrong +he had ever received at their hands; and by the time they heard their +father's footstep coming their hopes and fears had gone up and down +again many times, and they had pictured themselves sentenced to every +possible and impossible punishment that their minds could imagine. + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +THE NEWS, AND HOW THEY RECEIVED IT. + +When the door opened and Dr. Trenire came in with the heavy tread of a +very weary man, and the face of a very worried one, another and a larger +wave of shame and remorse rushed over them all. + +Dan stepped forward at once to put his feelings into words. "I am +fearfully sorry, father," he said impetuously. "I--I was a brute to +throw the things at Jabez; but I--I never meant to hurt him. Is it very +bad?" + +"It is not a serious wound by any means," said the doctor slowly; +"but, of course, the wood was old and dirty, and the nail rusty, and +there is always danger of blood-poisoning." + +"Oh, I hadn't thought of that," said Dan, looking alarmed. + +"No, that is just it," sighed the doctor; "you don't think. No one in +the house thinks, it seems to me. I suppose, though, it isn't your +fault; you have no one to teach you," and he sighed a heavy, harassed +sigh. + +The children's mother had died nearly five years earlier, when Kitty was +nine, and Anthony but a year old. For a time a housekeeper had been +employed to manage both children and servants; but so uncomfortable had +been her rule, so un-homelike the house, so curbed and dreary the +children's lives, that when Kitty reached the mature age of thirteen her +father, only too glad to banish the stranger from their midst, had given +in to her pleading, and with high hopes of a home which would be happy +and homelike once more, allowed her to become housekeeper and mistress +of the house. + +Unfortunately, though, Kitty had had no training. Her mother had been +an excellent manager; but Kitty was only a little thing when she lost +her, and her life had mostly been spent, happily enough, in nursery and +schoolroom. Mrs. Trenire's wish had been that her children should have +a happy childhood, so all family troubles, all anxieties, domestic +worries and details, were kept from them, and the result was that, +beyond the nursery and schoolroom life, they knew nothing. Kitty had +not the least idea how rooms were cleaned, or meals provided, or +anything. Then had come the housekeeper, who for other reasons had kept +the children to their own quarters. She resented any interference or +questioning, and objected to any trouble they might give her, but as +long as they amused themselves and kept out of her way, they were free +to do pretty much as they wished. + +Under the circumstances it was not greatly to be wondered at that when +Kitty took up the reins of management, life at Dr. Trenire's was not +well-ordered and free from muddle, and that the doctor himself looked +worried, and sad, and careworn. + +The pity of it was that Kitty did not try to learn even the very +simplest things in housekeeping, and in that lay the root of the trouble +and the cause of all that followed. Though when four wild young +spirits, that have been bottled up and corked down for years, suddenly +find themselves free and able to do what they like when they like, +without having to render an account to any one, it would be rather +wonderful if they did settle down and become quite staid and steady all +at once. + +Kitty it was, though, who was most at fault. She had begged to be +allowed to manage the house, and, having got her wish, she just seized +the advantages and revelled in the freedom, but ignored the +responsibilities; and no one was more acutely aware of this fact than +was Kitty herself during the next half-hour, when their father talked so +gravely to them all in the schoolroom. + +"I have been thinking a great deal," he said, as he dropped wearily into +the roomy old chair by the fireplace--the chair where their mother used +to sit and tell them stories, and hear them say their prayers before +they went to bed. "I have thought over the whole situation, as well as +my tired brain will let me, and I have come to the conclusion that for +all our sakes I must get some one to come and look after us." + +"O father!" gasped Kitty in utter dismay. She had never thought that +anything as dreadful as this could happen. + +"Evidently the management of the house and all of us is beyond Kitty," +went on Dr. Trenire; "and that is not to be wondered at. We are a large +family on the whole, and a doctor's house is not an ordinary one, and it +is not surprising that everything should have got into a state of muddle +and confusion." + +Kitty felt, but could not say, that she had never really tried to manage +it; that as long as things had gone on without any open fiasco, and they +had been able to enjoy themselves, and the servants had not been +bad-tempered, she had been quite content. She could not make that +confession now, and if she had it would not have done any good. + +"The house _must_ be orderly and well managed, the meals properly +arranged and served, and the servants kept in order, and I should be +very culpable if I did not see that it was so," went on her father +slowly. "So, after much thought and hesitation, for I am very reluctant +to admit even a comparative stranger into our midst again, I feel that +the only thing to be done is to write to your dear mother's cousin, Mrs. +Pike, and ask her to come and make her home with us. She once offered +to, and I think now, if she is still willing, it will be well to accept +her kind offer." + +A stifled cry of dismay broke from the four shocked listeners--a cry +they could not repress. "Aunt Pike!" Aunt Pike, of all people, to come +to live with them! Oh, it was too dreadful! It could not be--they +could never bear it! She had stayed with them once for a fortnight, and +it might have been a year from the impression it had left on their +memories. When she had left they had had a thanksgiving service in the +nursery, and Betty--solemn Betty--had prayed aloud, "From Aunt Pike, +pestilence, and famine, please deliver us." + +And now this dreaded aunt was to be asked to come again--not for a +fortnight only, but for many fortnights; and not as a guest, but as head +and mistress of them all, to manage them, to order them about, to make +them do as she chose. Oh, it was overwhelming, appalling, too appalling +to be true! + +"But there is Anna!" gasped Kitty. + +"I know," said Dr. Trenire, who really felt nearly as bad about it as +did his children. "Anna will live here too, probably. Of course we +could not expect her mother to leave her." + +This was the hardest blow, the final drop of bitterness their cup could +hold, the last straw on four overburthened camels. + +"But we all hate Anna," said Betty with slow, deliberate emphasis; +"and we shall hate her more if she is here always, wanting to play with +us, and go about with us, and--and--" + +"Betty, those remarks are unworthy of you," said her father gravely. + +"But they are quite true, daddy," said Tony solemnly, "and we've _got_ +to speak the truth and shame the devil. Jabez told us so." + +Dr. Trenire did not feel able or inclined to argue the point then. +Betty drew nearer to him and leaned against his shoulder. "Daddy," she +said in her grave, confiding way, "you won't like it either, a bit. +When Anna was here before you often used to say, 'Oh, that child!' and +you looked quite glad, as glad as we did, when she went away. I am sure +you will be sorry if she comes, nearly as sorry as we shall be, only you +will be able to go your rounds and get away from them every day; but +we," pathetically, "can't do that." + +Again Dr. Trenire was silent. He sometimes wished his younger +daughter's memory was less acute, and her love of reasoning less strong. +No one spoke, and until some one did, remarks would go on dropping from +Betty's lips. It was a way she had. She had never been known to cease +talking without being forcibly made to do so. "It does seem dreadful," +she went on thoughtfully, "that just because Jabez got his head hit we +must have Aunt Pike and Anna here for ever and ever, and be made very +unhappy. I am sure Jabez would rather have us punished in some other +way. Shall I ask him what he would like done to us instead?" she +finished up eagerly. + +"I don't want to punish you," said Dr. Trenire. "Don't run away with +the idea, children, that I am doing it for that purpose. It is that I +think it will be the best plan for all of us--for our comfort and +happiness, and your future good. I can't have you all growing up like +savages, untrained, uneducated, uncared for. What would you all say to +me when you grew up?" looking round at them with a smile. + +"I would say, 'Thank you,'" said Betty gravely. + +"I'd rather be a savage than anything," said Tony eagerly. + +Kitty and Dan were silent. Dan was old enough to realize something of +what his father meant; Kitty was altogether too upset to answer. +She was thinking that it was she who had brought all this on them; that +she might have saved them from it. The others blamed Jabez and his +tale-bearing; but Kitty in her heart of hearts felt that Jabez with his +cut forehead and his tale of woe was but a last link in the long chain +which she had forged--a chain which was to grapple to them Aunt Pike and +the unwelcome Anna. At the same time the injury to Jabez was a last +link, without which the chain might never have been completed. + +It was completed though, for that their father's mind was made up, his +decision final, they recognized only too clearly, and the glorious +summer day turned suddenly to blackest, dreariest night for all of them. + +By-and-by, though, after their father had left them, and they had talked +things over amongst themselves, some of Kitty's remorse gave way to a +rebellion against fate. "How could they have known," she demanded +tragically, "that by just sitting on the garden wall that afternoon they +were changing and spoiling their lives for ever, and giving Aunt Pike +the chance she had been longing for, the chance of coming there to +'boss' them? How was one to know what one might do and what one +mightn't? What was the use of trying? There was no going against +'fate'! If it was their fate to have everything spoilt by her, she +would have come even if Jabez had never been hurt at all, and everything +had been quite right and perfect." + +"I shall never sit on that old wall again without expecting something to +happen," said Betty in solemn tones. + +"And you will never be disappointed after _she_ comes," Dan foreboded +gloomily, "so it is just as well to be prepared." At which they all +groaned in miserable chorus. + +By-and-by they straggled downstairs again and out into the yard. +The house was really unbearably hot, and seemed too small to allow their +minds to grasp all they had to grasp. They had a sort of gloomy +longing, too, to revisit the spot where so much had happened, to go over +the familiar ground and see if the bright outer world looked different +at all; there surely must be some sign of the tragedy that had befallen +them. + +In the outer world things had changed very much. The sun had +disappeared, and the sky was heavy and overcast with threatenings of the +storm that had been brewing all the day; the old wall looked gray, and +sad, and uninviting. + +"Just as though it knew," thought Kitty. + +In the yard Prue was standing somewhat dejectedly, evidently waiting to +be harnessed; Jabez was creeping about, getting out the carriage in +preparation for a journey. He looked quite imposing with his bandaged +head, and he was taking himself very seriously. He glanced furtively at +the children, and bore himself with an air of patient but superior +resignation. In his heart he was really vexed with himself for having +complained of them, though he felt it would not do to let them know it. + +Betty, Dan, and Tony felt so bitterly the ill turn he had done them that +they walked through the yard and up into the garden without a word or a +glance--a cut on the forehead seemed so trifling compared with what they +had to bear. Jabez, who had expected anger or teasing on their parts, +felt this coldness greatly; he was not used to that kind of treatment, +and it hurt him. Kitty, though, was so struck by the sight of his +preparations that for the moment she forgot him and his injuries. + +"Father hasn't to go out again to-night, has he, Jabez?" she asked +anxiously, staying behind while the others strolled on. + +"Yes, miss, he hev. He've got to go to Welland to once. They've just +sent in." + +"Are you going too?" looking at his bandaged head. + +"No, miss," with a resigned air. "Master says I'm to go 'ome and 'ave a +good night's rest--that is if so be as I can get to sleep." + +"But who is going to drive father?" interrupted Kitty. + +"Master said as 'ow he'd drive hisself." + +Kitty remembered the weary look on her father's face, the sleepless +night he had had, the long, busy day. "Jabez," she said with quiet +firmness, "I am going to drive father; then perhaps he will be able to +sleep a little in the carriage. Don't say anything to him, but I'll be +in the carriage when you drive it round for him, and then I expect he +will let me go." + +Jabez looked dubiously first at the sky and then at Kitty. + +"I can drive; you know I can," she said eagerly. "Now don't be nasty, +Jabez; we have got trouble enough as it is." + +"'Tis my belief there's a nasty storm brewing--" + +"I love a storm, especially when I am driving through it." + +"I was putting in the old mare on purpose, 'cause she stands thunder and +lightning better than what Billy does, but--" + +"Jabez, you may say what you like, but I am going, unless father stops +me; so don't bother to say any more about it. I know the way, and +father trusts me to drive." + +"I wasn't going against 'ee, Miss Kitty. If you'm set on it you'm set +on it, and 'tisn't no manner of use for me to talk." + +Dan and the others came sauntering down from the garden again. +"Jabez, you might give me the nail out of that bit of wood," said Dan; +"every half-ounce counts, and I want to get enough iron to sell." + +Jabez shook his head knowingly. He would rather not have had any +further reference made to the affair, for he was really devoted to them +all, and was ashamed of his part in it. He always made a point, though, +of seeming to distrust them; he thought it safer. + +"Ah, I ain't so sure," he began, "that it'd be wise of me to let 'ee +'ave it. I dunno what more 'arm you mightn't be doing with it." + +"We couldn't do more harm than you have done already," snapped Dan. +"You've nailed Aunt Pike fast to the house with it, and it will take +more than we can do to get her away again." + +"What be saying of, sir?" asked Jabez, bewildered, and suddenly +realizing that their sombre faces and manner meant something more than +usual. "Mrs. Pike--" + +"Father is going to send and ask Aunt Pike to live here, and it's your +fault," said Betty concisely. "It was your complaining about Dan that +did it." + +Jabez gasped. He knew the lady well, and preserved a vivid recollection +of her former visit. "She hain't a-coming visiting here again, is she, +sur?" he groaned. + +"Visiting! It's much worse than that, a thousand times worse. She is +coming here for good, to manage all of us--and you too!" they gasped. + +Jabez dropped helpless on to an upturned bucket, the picture of hopeless +dejection. "There won't be no peace in life no more," he said, "and I +shan't be allowed to show my nose in the kitchen. I'd have had my old +'ead scat abroad every day of my life and never have told rather than +I'd have helped to do this. Was it really me telling on 'ee, sur, that +made the master settle it so?" + +"Yes," nodded Dan, "that finished it." + +Jabez groaned again in sheer misery. "I dunno, I'm sure, whatever made +me take and do it. I've stood so much more from all of 'ee and never so +much as opened my lips. I reckon 'twas the weather made me a bit +peppery like--" + +"It was fate," interposed Kitty gravely. "It must have been something, +for sure," breathed Jabez, with a dreary shake of his head. + +"Make haste and get Prue harnessed," said Kitty, "or the storm will +begin before we start, and then father won't let me go;" and Jabez, with +another gloomy shake of his head, rose from the upturned bucket and +proceeded with his task. + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +A DRIVE AND A SLICE OF CAKE. + +With one thing and another Jabez was so agitated as to be quite +incapable of hurrying, and Kitty, who could harness or unharness a horse +as well as any one, had to help him. She fastened the trace on one +side, buckled up the girths, and finally clambered up into the carriage +while Jabez was still fumbling with the bit and the reins. She caught +the braid of her frock in the step as she mounted, and ripped down many +inches of it, but that did not trouble her at all. + +"Have you got a knife in your pocket, Dan?" she asked calmly; and Dan +not only produced a knife, but hacked off the hanging braid for her and +threw it away. + +"I do wish I could go too," said Betty wistfully. "I'd love to drive +all over the downs at night, particularly if there was a storm coming. +May I come too, Kitty?" + +But Kitty, for several reasons, vetoed the suggestion. For one thing +she wanted to be alone with her father, to try her powers of argument +and persuasion against the summoning of Aunt Pike and Anna into their +midst; for another, she felt that to be driving in the dark, and +probably through a storm, was responsibility enough, without the care of +Betty added; and she felt, too, that though her father might be induced +to let one of them go with him, he would, under such circumstances, +shrink from the pleasure of their united company. + +"No, Bet," she answered firmly, "you can't come to-night. I--I want to +talk things over with father; but," with sudden inspiration, "I tell +you what you can do, and it would be awfully sweet of you. You coax +Fanny to get something very nice for supper by the time we come home, +and see that Emily has the table properly laid, and that the glasses are +clean, and that there are knives enough, and--oh, you know, all sorts of +things." + +"I know," said Betty, quite as delighted with the responsibility thrust +on her as she would have been with permission to go for the drive. + +Dr. Trenire came out presently with some letters in his hand, which he +gave to Jabez. "Post those without fail," he said, then mounted to his +seat. He was so absorbed, or bothered, or tired, that he did not at +first observe Kitty's presence, or, at any rate, object to it; and when +he did notice her, all he said was, "O Kitty, are you going to drive me? +That is very good of you; but isn't it rather late for you?" + +"No, father," said Kitty, relieved by his tone. "I love driving by +night, and I--I thought it would rest you to have some one to drive. +Perhaps you will be able to have a nap on the way." + +"I shouldn't be surprised if I did," said her father, with a smile. +"I feel as though my head is asleep already. Have we got the lamps?" + +"Yes, I think everything is right," and, gathering up the reins, off she +drove down through the street. + +Every one they met smiled and saluted them in some way, and Kitty smiled +back, well pleased. To be perched up on the box-seat, with the reins in +her hand, in a position of real trust, gave her the happiest thrills +imaginable. Horses, and riding and driving, were passions with her. + +At the bottom of the street they branched to their left, and went more +slowly up a steep hill, which wound on and on, gradually growing steeper +and steeper, past villas and cottages and pretty gardens, until at last +all dwellings were left behind, and only hedges bordered the wide road; +and then the hedges were passed too, and they were out on the open +downs with miles of rough level grassland stretching away on either side +of them, broken only by the flat white road along which they rolled so +easily. + +Up here, on this height, with nothing to intercept it, a little breeze +met them. It was a very faint little breeze, but it was refreshing. +Kitty drew in deep breaths of it with pleasure, for the closeness and +thunderousness of the atmosphere were very trying. The sky overhead +looked heavy and angry, black, with a dull red glow burning through here +and there, while a hot mist veiled the horizon. + +For a time they drove on without speaking, Prue's regular footfalls, the +noise of the wheels, and the sharp, clear calls of the birds alone +breaking the silence. Kitty was thinking deeply, trying to summon +courage to make her earnest, final appeal, and wondering how to begin. + +"Father," she began at last, "I--I wish you would give us one more +chance--trial, I mean. We would try to behave better, really we would; +and--and I will do my best to look after the house and the servants +properly. I am sure I can if I try. There shall always be hot water, +and--well, you see I feel it is all my fault, and I have brought it all +on the others--" + +Dr. Trenire came back with a start from his drowsy musings, and tried to +gather what it was that his daughter was saying, for she was rather +incoherent. Her voice shook at first with nervousness. "Eh, what?" he +stammered. + +It was disconcerting to Kitty to find that he had not been taking in a +word of what it had cost her such an effort to say. "I will do my best +to look after the house and the servants," she repeated desperately, +"if--" + +"But I am afraid, child, you really don't know how. It is not in anger, +Kitty, that I am making this new arrangement. I am doing it because I +feel you have a task entirely beyond your power, and for all your sakes +I must see that you have an orderly and comfortable home, and--" + +"It won't be _comfortable_," said Kitty pathetically. "It will never be +that any more." + +"You must not begin by being prejudiced against your aunt," reasoned her +father gently. + +"I am not, father, really; we are not prejudiced," she answered; "but we +know, and--and every one else knows that--that--well, when I told Jabez +what was going to happen, he sat down on a bucket and he looked--he +looked at first as though he were going to faint, and then as though he +would leave. I feel nearly certain he will not stay, I really do, +father. Aunt Pike was always down on him." + +Dr. Trenire felt a little uneasy. He hated changes amongst his servants +when once he had grown used to them, and Jabez was a faithful and +valuable one in spite of his peculiarities. "You should have thought of +all this sooner," he said, rather crossly, "and not have made such a +step necessary." + +"But--but, father, if we promise now, and really mean it, and begin at +once, and--and--" Kitty was so excited she could hardly get her words +out, for she had quickly caught the signs of wavering in her father's +voice and manner. Already she felt as though victory were near. +"Anyhow, father, give us six months, or even three months more, just to +let us show that--" + +With an exclamation, Dr. Trenire leaned forward and pulled the right +rein sharply. "Take care, child," he cried; "you will have us over in +a moment. You have almost got this wheel over the edge of the ditch. +You _must_ learn to attend to the business in hand, or you will never +succeed in anything. Another inch and you would have upset us, and +probably have broken a spring." + +Dr. Trenire's nerves were on edge, and he spoke more sharply than was +usual with him. Kitty felt that she had made a bad beginning, her +spirits sank, and she lapsed into silence. But when they were once more +bowling smoothly along, her father's thoughts returned to her appeal. + +"I am afraid it is too late now," he said gently, sorry for his +momentary irritability. "I have already written to your aunt." + +Kitty turned a stricken face to him, and her hold of the reins loosened +again. "Written to Aunt Pike--already!" she gasped. "Oh!" But hope +rose again a moment later. "But you haven't posted it?" + +"Yes, I have. At least, I gave it, with some others, to Jabez to post. +It will have gone by the time we reach home." + +"Oh, how dreadful!" Kitty's fingers tightened on the reins. +Her impulse was to turn and drive back furiously to try and intercept +that fatal letter. "Father, do let me just drive quickly back and stop +it," she pleaded; but her father shook his head. + +"I must get on to see Sir James as speedily as I can. It would take us +nearly an hour to go home and reach this far again; the old gentleman +would think I wasn't coming to-night. Look at the sky, too; we must try +and get to Welland, if not home again, before the storm bursts. It will +be a bad one when it comes, and anything but pleasant or safe to be +driving through over an exposed road such as this; and even now I am +afraid it will be dark before we get home." + +Kitty knew that; but everything seemed trifling in comparison with this +affair of Aunt Pike, and she drove on in a state of mutiny and misery +very hard to bear, until by-and-by another comforting thought came to +her. If she could not recall that letter, perhaps she could induce her +father to write another to her aunt, telling her that after all he had +made other arrangements, and that there was no occasion to trouble her. +She would not say anything about it now though, and presently other +things occurred which helped to banish for the moment this particular +trouble from her mind. + +By the time they reached Welland it was very nearly dark, and Kitty felt +not a little nervous as she guided Prue through the gate leading into +the Manor grounds; for the turning was an awkward one, and the gate not +wide. She managed it, however, and drove along the drive and drew up +before the door in quite a masterly fashion. + +"I had better light the lamps by the time you come out," she said to her +father as he got down from the carriage; but before he could tell her +that One of the stablemen would probably come and see to the lamps and +Prue too, the hall door was opened by an anxious-faced maid. + +"We are glad you have come, sir," she exclaimed. "The master seems very +bad, and the mistress is very anxious." + +"I will be with your master in a moment," said the doctor cheerfully; +then, turning again to Kitty, "Hadn't you better come inside, dear? +You--" + +"Oh no," cried shy Kitty, to whom the suggestion was full of horror. +"Oh no. I would _much_ rather stay here, please, father. It is cooler +now, and I am very comfortable;" and Dr. Trenire, understanding her +nature, let her have her way, and followed the impatient maid to the +sickroom. + +Kitty, greatly relieved, was fastening the reins to the splashboard +before getting down to light the lamps, when a man appeared around the +corner of the house, and came towards her. + +"You had better go inside, miss, hadn't you?" he said, speaking as +though he were bidding her to go rather than asking her a question. +"I'll look after the mare." + +"Thank you," said Kitty decisively, "I would rather stay here." + +"I think we'm going to have a storm, and you'll get wet through before +the doctor comes out. I reckon he'll be some time." + +Kitty felt strongly inclined to say she would like nothing better than +to get wet through, and that she preferred sitting out in a storm to +anything else in the world. Why couldn't people let her do as she liked +best? It seemed to her that it was only for her to want to do one +thing, for every one to conspire to make her do another. And how +aggravating it was to have the man glued to Prue's bridle all the time, +as though Prue ever needed holding, or Kitty were absolutely incapable! +He was not at all a pleasant man; he spoke very sulkily and never +smiled. She wished for his departure even more fervently than he, she +felt, was wishing for hers, but she could not summon up courage to tell +him to go, nor could she get over her irritation with him sufficiently +to talk to him. So there they stayed in gloomy silence, and Kitty, to +add to her annoyance, was made to feel that she was acting foolishly, +and ought to have done what she particularly objected to doing. + +"Oh!" + +A sudden vivid flash of lightning drew the exclamation from her, and +made even quiet old Prue toss her head; and immediately after the flash +came a violent peal of thunder just above their heads, so violent that +it seemed as though the heavens themselves were being rent and shaken +and the house tumbling about them. Then came a quick patter, patter, +patter, swish, swish, and a storm of rain descended on them. + +"If you'll get out, miss, and go into the house, I'll take the mare and +the carriage round and put them under shelter, or the cushions and +things'll be soaking wet by the time the doctor comes out." + +There was a tone in the man's voice that Kitty could not ignore, though +she disliked him intensely for it--the more so, perhaps, because she +felt that he was in the right. He addressed her as though she were a +little wilful child, whose foolishness he had endured for some time, but +was not going to endure any longer. + +Kitty was _so_ annoyed that for a moment she felt that nothing would +induce her to dismount, and that if he chose to put the carriage under +shelter he could take her there along with it; but the prospect of +having to endure his society the whole time made her pause, and while +she paused the hall door was opened, and a lady appeared, peering out +into the darkness. Standing outlined against the lighted hall Kitty +could see her distinctly, while she, her eyes dazzled for the moment by +the light, could see nothing. + +"Did Dr. Trenire bring one of his little girls with him, Reuben?" + +"Yes'm." + +"Do come in at once, child. Which is it? Kitty?" + +"Yes," answered Kitty reluctantly. + +"Then do come in. Whatever makes you stay out in the storm?" cried Lady +Kitson. + +Kitty obediently, but most unwillingly, scrambled down from her seat. +Even from the carriage, and through the darkness, she could see how +charming and dainty Lady Kitson was looking. She had on a soft, flowing +gray silk gown, with white lace about her shoulders and arms, and her +beautiful golden hair gleamed brightly in the lamplight. Kitty, at +sight of her, suddenly realized with overwhelming shame that in her zeal +to drive her father and make her appeal, she had neither brushed her own +hair nor washed her hands, nor changed her old garden hat or morning +frock. She was, she knew, as disreputable-looking and untidy a daughter +as any father could feel ashamed of. + +"How stupid of me--how stupid of me," she thought, full of vexation with +herself, "when I knew I was coming here, too." + +There was nothing to be done, though, but to go in and live through this +ordeal as best she might. "Why do these things always happen to me?" +she groaned miserably. "If I had wanted very much to go in, and had had +on all new beautiful clothes, I should have been left out here to spoil +them. I wish father would come; he must have been gone quite half an +hour, I am sure, and Sir James can't want him any longer." + +In the hall Lady Kitson held out a delicate white hand, with sparkling +rings on her fingers, and took Kitty's grubby one in hers. Some persons +might not have noticed the roughness and stains and marks made by the +reins, but Kitty knew that Lady Kitson did. Her keen eyes missed +nothing, and probably before very long she would be retailing to Dr. +Trenire all his daughter's shortcomings, and the crying necessity for +sending her away to a good boarding-school at once. + +None of the Trenire children liked Lady Kitson, though they could hardly +have told you why. Poor Kitty felt now that she disliked her +exceedingly. + +"Come into the drawing-room; the girls are there." + +"The girls" were Lady Kitson's step-daughters. They were both of them +older than Kitty, but were inclined to be very friendly. The Trenire +children, though, did not respond much to their advances; they found +them uninteresting and silly, and never felt at home with them. +The truth was, they had no tastes in common, and probably never would +have. + +Kitty felt glad of their presence now though, for anything would be +better, she thought, than to have to sit for a long time with Lady +Kitson alone. At least she felt glad until, having been directed to a +low easy-chair facing them all, she suddenly caught sight of the two +jagged ends of braid hanging from the front breadth of her dress--the +braid Dan had hacked off with his knife. Both ends hung down two or +three inches, and no eye could avoid seeing them. From them her glance +travelled to her shabby old shoes, the spots on her frock, her hands. +Her face flushed a fiery red and her eyes filled. Not for any +consideration could she at that moment have raised her eyes. She knew, +she felt those gimlet glances, the looks and meaning smiles that were +being exchanged, and she writhed under them, while her heart felt very +full and sore. She could not talk, her mind was weighed down. In her +embarrassment she could think of nothing to say, and her hostesses were +apparently too absorbed to make an effort either. Moment after moment +of overwhelming wretchedness dragged by. + +"I shall never, never forget this," thought Kitty, "all the rest of my +life. It will make me miserable whenever I think of it." + +At last, to every one's relief, Lady Kitson went upstairs to join her +husband, and with her departure some, at least, of the stiffness was +removed. + +"Aren't you hungry?" asked Lettice, the elder of the two girls. +"I am sure you must be after that long drive." + +"No, thank you," said Kitty soberly. + +"Oh, I think you must be.--Maude, do go and ask Parkin to give us some +cake for Kitty. Be sure and say it is for Kitty." + +"Can't you go yourself?" asked Maude. "Parkin is in a fearful temper +with me because I told mother about her giving things to Reuben." + +"Bother! You are always rubbing the servants the wrong way. I let them +do as they like, for the sake of keeping them amiable. I am awfully +hungry, and so is Kitty, if she would only admit it; but if she refuses +to, I suppose I must go hungry." + +"We shall have dinner soon," said Maude sharply. "I should think you +could wait until then." + +"I will have some cake, if you really want me to," said Kitty, looking +up at Lettice with a smile, the first she had been able to call to her +lips. She liked Lettice the better of the two girls. + +"Will you?" cried Lettice delightedly. "Then I will go and ask for +something nice for you. I am sure Parkin will give me something if I +promise her my little pansy brooch;" and off she went, returning a +moment later with a plateful of huge slices of orange cake. + +Kitty looked at the slices in dismay. "I can't eat a whole one," she +said. "I shouldn't have time either, for I expect father will be down +soon." + +"Nonsense! you must. There is no knife to cut them smaller," cried +Lettice, already making marked inroads on a slice herself. "Quick, take +some, or I shall drop the plate." + +Kitty unwillingly did as she was told, only to regret it bitterly as, at +the first mouthful, a shower of crumbs descended on the polished floor. +After that experience it took her so long to make up her mind to take a +second bite, that just as she did so voices were heard outside the door, +the handle was turned, and Lady Kitson, followed by Dr. Trenire, entered +the room. At the first sounds Lettice had seized the plate of cake and +made a hasty exit through the conservatory, but for Kitty there was no +such escape. + +"Well, dear, are you ready to face the storm?" asked her father, smiling +down at her. + +"I think I must lend you a wrap of some sort," said Lady Kitson. +"I suppose you have none?" + +Kitty, her mouth full of cake and one hand grasping the remainder, tried +to swallow it hastily that she might reply, and, of course, choked. +As she often remarked afterwards, the misery of that visit would not +have been complete without that final blow. Covered with shame and +confusion, she rose awkwardly from her chair, looking about her for some +place whereon to deposit that dreadful cake. There was none. +The tables were covered with books and frames, vases and ornaments, but +the vases were full of flowers, and there was not even a friendly +flower-pot saucer. There was nothing for her to do but carry it with +her. + +"Don't hurry," said Lady Kitson politely; "stay and finish your cake." + +"I can't," said Kitty desperately. + +She could not even say "thank you." In fact, there seemed so little to +give thanks for that it never entered her head to do so. + +"Then we will start at once," said her father briskly; and to her +immense relief she soon found herself, her farewells said, mounting once +more the dear homely carriage. With the reins between her fingers, and +the responsibility on her of driving through the storm and darkness, +some of her courage and self-respect returned, but not until she had +flung that wretched cake far from her into the darkness. + +"I shall hate orange cakes all the rest of my life," she thought. + +"It was kind of Lady Kitson to take you in out of the storm," remarked +her father absently. + +"Was it?" she questioned doubtfully. "I suppose it was. But--another +time I--I would rather stay out in the very worst storm that ever was," +she added mentally. "Nothing _could_ be worse than what I have gone +through, and what I shall feel whenever I remember it." + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +STORMS AT HOME AND ABROAD. + +Time might soften Kitty Trenire's recollections of that embarrassing +visit of hers, but it could never dim her remembrance of the drive home +that night over that wide expanse of moorland which stretched away black +and mysterious under a sky which glowed like a furnace, until both were +illuminated by lightning so vivid that one could but bow the head and +close the eyes before it. A gusty wind, which had sprung up suddenly, +chased the carriage all the way, while the rain, which came down in +sheets, hissing as it struck the ground, thundered on the hood drawn +over their heads, but left their vision clear to gaze in wondering awe +at the marvels which surrounded them. + +Dr. Trenire presently took the reins from Kitty, and tucking her well up +in the wrap that had been lent her, left her free to gaze and gaze her +fill. Prue did not relish the din and uproar in the heavens, the +flashing lightning, or the rain beating on her; but though she shook her +head and flapped her long ears in protest, she stepped out bravely. + +When they came at last to the houses and the more shut-in roads the wild +beauty was less impressive, and Kitty's thoughts turned with pleasure to +home and dry clothes, and the nice meal Betty had undertaken to have in +readiness for them. How jolly it all was, and how she did love her +home, and the freedom and comfort of it. + +The first sight of the house, though, decidedly tended to damp her +pleasant anticipations, for there was not a light to be seen anywhere. +All the windows were gaping wide to the storm, while from more than one +a bedraggled curtain hung out wet and dirty. + +Dr. Trenire drove straight in to the stable-yard, expecting to have to +groom down and stable Prue himself. But Jabez had changed his mind +about going home and early to bed, and was there ready to receive them. +At the sight of his bandaged head Kitty's thoughts flew to the events of +the day, to Aunt Pike and the fatal letter, and she simply ached with +anxiety to know if Jabez had posted it or not. + +While she was waiting for an opportunity to ask him Dr. Trenire solved +the difficulty for her. + +"Have you posted those letters I gave you, Jabez?" he asked, with, as it +seemed to Kitty, extraordinary calm. + +"Oh yes, sir," said Jabez cheerfully, very proud of himself for his +unusual promptness. "I went down with 'em to once. When there's a +hubbub on in the kitchen I'm only too glad to clear out." + +For once Dr. Trenire did not appear particularly pleased with his +assiduity, and Kitty turned dejectedly away. The letter, the fatal +letter, was gone, her hopes were ended, fate was too strong for them. +And to add to her trouble there had been a hubbub in the kitchen, which +meant a quarrel. Oh dear, what could be the matter now? Emily was in a +bad temper again, she supposed. Emily generally was. + +As she went up to her room to change she met Emily coming down, and +whatever else she might be in doubt about, she was in none as to the +signs on Emily's face. It was at "very stormy," and no mistake. + +"I am wet through," said Kitty brightly, hoping to smooth away the +frown; "but oh it was grand to see the storm across the downs. +I did enjoy it." + +But Emily was not to be cajoled into taking an interest in anything. +"I'm glad somebody's been able to enjoy themselves," she said pertly, +and walked away down the stairs. + +Poor Kitty's brightness vanished. Was there never to be anything but +worry and unpleasantness? All her excitement, and interest, and +hopefulness evaporated, leaving her depressed and dispirited. +The memory rushed over her of former home-comings, before the dear +mother died; the orderly comfort, the cheerfulness and joy which seemed +always to be a part of the house in those days; and her eyes grew misty +with the ache and loneliness of her heart, and the sense of failure +which weighed her down. There rose before her that dear, happy face, +with the bright smile and the ready interest that had never failed her. + +"O mother, mother," she cried, "I want you so, I want you so! +Everything is wrong, and I can't get them right. I am no use to any +one, and I--I don't know how to do better." + +The hot tears were brimming up and just about to fall over, when flying +footsteps sounded on the stairs--Betty's footsteps. Kitty closed the +door of her room, though she knew it was of no use. It was Betty's room +too, and nothing, certainly not a mere hint, could keep Betty out; and +she sighed, as she had often sighed before, for a room of her very own, +for some place where she could be alone sometimes to think, or read, or +make plans, or hide when the old heartache became too much for her. + +But Betty shared her room, and Betty had every right to walk in, and +Betty did so. She was quiet, and vouchsafed no account of her doings, +but she was quite calm and unperturbed. + +"What has made Emily in such a bad temper?" asked Kitty wearily. + +"Emily always is in a bad temper, isn't she?" asked Betty placidly. +"I don't take any notice of her." Then with some slight interest, +"What did she say to you?" + +"She didn't _say_ anything," answered Kitty, "but she looked temper, and +walked temper, and breathed temper. Have you got a nice supper for us? +I am starving, and I am sure father must be." + +Betty did not answer enthusiastically; in fact, she gave no real answer +at all, but merely remarked in an off-hand manner, "I shouldn't have +thought any one could want much to eat in this weather." + +"Is it ready?" + +"I don't know." + +"Well, will you go down and see, and tell them to take it in at once if +they haven't done so? I know father wants his supper." + +"I--think," said Betty thoughtfully, "--p'r'aps you had better go +yourself. Fanny said--Fanny's manners are awful; I think father ought +to send them both away--" + +"What did Fanny say?" + +"Fanny told me--well, she said she would rather I--didn't go into the +kitchen again--yet." + +Kitty groaned. "What have you done to vex them both so, Betty?" + +"I only tried to see that the table was nicely laid, and everything just +as you told me; and because I took out all the glasses and told Emily +they were dirty, she got as cross as anything; and they really were +dirty, for I showed her all the finger-marks, so it wasn't as if I was +complaining about nothing. If I'd 'cused her wrongly I shouldn't wonder +at her getting mad; but I hadn't, and she couldn't deny it. The forks +were dirty too; at least I showed her six that were." + +Without any comment Kitty left the room and descended to the kitchen. +All the way she went she was dreading what she should find when she got +there, and wondering how she should best approach matters, and it was a +relief to her on opening the kitchen door to find that Fanny was alone. +Fanny was looking cross enough at that moment to daunt any ordinary +courage, but, somehow, Kitty never felt as alarmed of her as of Emily. + +"Well, Fanny," she began, intending to ignore the hints and rumours that +had reached her, "we have got back. We were wet through nearly, and now +father and I are longing for our supper. Have you got something very +nice for us?" She tried to speak cheerfully, but it cost her a great +effort. + +Fanny took up the poker and made an attack on the stove. "You never +ordered nothing, Miss Kitty, and 'tisn't my place to say what you should +have." + +"Oh but, Fanny, you generally do," said Kitty, half inclined to be +indignant at Fanny's injustice, for she could not help remembering how +Fanny, as a rule, resented any attempt on her part to order or arrange +the meals. She knew, though, that her only chance now was to be +patient, and to ignore a good many things. "And you manage so well, so +much better than I can." She felt she must say something to restore +peace and amiability, if they were to have any supper at all that night, +and not incur greater disgrace than she had already. + +"I don't want to boast," said Fanny, "'tisn't my nature to do so, but if +I'm gived a free hand, well--I can turn out a passable meal; but when +one doesn't like this and the other doesn't like that, and nothing I do +is right, and there's nothing but rows and squabblings in the kitchen, +and no peace nowhere--well, I gives it all up! P'r'aps somebody else +could manage better." + +Fanny's voice rose more and more shrilly. Poor Kitty's head by this +time was aching badly, and her nerves were all on edge. "Fanny, what +_is_ the matter?" she asked despairingly. "What has happened while +we've been away? I thought we were coming home to a nice comfortable +meal and a happy evening, and when we drive up the house is all dark, +and the rain beating in at the windows. Emily is in a fury, and--and oh +it is all so miserable. I--I'd rather be out alone on the downs in the +storm without any home at all, or--or--" Here Kitty's voice faltered, +and once more the tears brimmed up in her eyes--a most unusual +occurrence with her; but the events of the day, the storm, and the +difficulties that beset her, were proving too much for her. + +Fanny, hearing the break in her voice, looked round quickly, just in +time to see the tears, the white, tired face, and the look of dejection. +"Why, Miss Kitty," she cried, her soft heart touched at once, "don't 'ee +take it like that. Why, 'tisn't nothing to fret about; it'll all come +right again, my dear," and she put her big red arm round her little +mistress, and drew her head down to rest on her shoulder. But Kitty, +completely overcome now, shook her head mournfully. + +"No, it won't, Fanny; it is too late now. Aunt Pike is to come and live +here to look after us. Father says we must have some one, and--and I +think he is right. I don't seem able to manage things, everything goes +just as I don't want it to," and the tears brimmed over again and fell +on Fanny's shoulder. + +"Mrs. Pike!" gasped Fanny. "Mrs.--Pike--coming here--for good! Oh my! +Miss Kitty, you don't really mean it!" + +"Yes, I do," groaned Kitty. "It is really true. Father has written to +her, and--oh I never dreamed such a thing _could_ happen, or I would +have tried and tried to be more careful. It must be fate, though, as +well as our bad managing, for I've never before known Jabez post a +letter when he was told to; but he must have gone right down to the post +at once with the one to Aunt Pike that sealed all our fates. If he +hadn't I do believe I could have got father not to send it, or at least +to give us another chance." + +Fanny shook her head solemnly. "It do seem like it," she groaned. + +"What has happened while I have been out, Fanny? Has Betty been rude to +Emily?" + +"Well, you see, Miss Kitty," said Fanny, anxious to tell, but softened +sufficiently to wish to make the best of the matter, "Miss Betty is so +tackless. Emily's temper really wasn't so bad till Miss Betty kep' on +with her. So soon as Emily had put the things on the table for supper, +Miss Betty 'd bring them all out again one by one, and put them down +before Emily, and every time she'd say, in that way she's got, 'Emily, +that glass is filthy; you must wash it at once. I wonder you ain't +ashamed to lay the things in such a state.' When she brought out the +third lot Emily got mad, and when Miss Betty come out with the forks +too--well, the storm bursted. Emily was cheeky, I don't deny, and Miss +Betty was rude, and I had to tell 'em at last that they must go out of +the kitchen if they was likely to go on like that. I wasn't going to +have my place turned into a bear-garden." + +"Emily shouldn't have put down dirty things," said Kitty, loyal to her +sister. "She is always doing it, and she ought to know better." +Her sympathies were all with Betty. She may have been "tackless," as +Fanny called it, but however kindly Emily had been told of her +carelessness she would have been certain to fly into a rage; and they +had put up with so much from her without complaining, that no one could +accuse them of being fidgety or captious. + +As a matter of fact, Emily, who needed a very firm mistress of whom she +would stand in awe, should have been sent away long before. Kitty could +not manage her at all, and as she thought of all they had endured daily +at Emily's hands, she felt almost thankful that soon the management of +her would fall to Aunt Pike's lot. + +"Did you say, Miss Kitty, that the master had asked Mrs. Pike to come +here to live altogether, to look after us?" + +Kitty nodded despairingly. After all, the managing of Emily seemed but +a very trifling advantage to weigh against the Pike invasion and all +that would follow on it. "O Fanny," she sighed brokenly, "if only--if +only mother were alive! Nothing has gone right since, nor ever will +again; and I feel it is almost all my fault that Aunt Pike has got to +come, and--and--" + +"Now don't take on like that, Miss Kitty," said Fanny, sniffing audibly, +and not entirely able to throw off a sense of her own guilt in the +matter. "'Tisn't nothing to do with you, I'm sure. If things _'as_ to +be, they _'as_ to be, and we'll manage some'ow. I'm going to set about +getting a nice supper so soon as ever I can. I think we'm all low with +the thunder and the 'eat, and we'll be better when we've had some food. +Now don't 'ee fret any more, that's a dear," and she wiped Kitty's eyes +and then her own on her very soiled apron, but Kitty bore it gladly for +the sake of the warm heart that beat beneath the soiled bib. + +"Thank you, Fanny; you are a dear," she said gratefully; "and I will go +and light some lights about the house by the time father has done with +that patient he has in with him now." + +Kitty had a great idea of making the house bright and cheerful, but in +her zeal she forgot the heat of the night. + +"Phew! my word!" gasped Dr. Trenire as he came presently to the +dining-room. "Why, children, how can you breathe in this atmosphere? +I have been turning down the gas all the way I've come. But how nice +the table is looking, and how good something is smelling. I want some +supper pretty badly; don't you, little woman?" with a friendly pull at +Kitty's curls. + +Kitty was not hungry now, but she was delighted by her father's +appreciation, and she cut the bread very zealously, and passed him +everything she thought he could want. It was not until she had done all +that that the silence and the emptiness of the table struck her. +"Why, where is Dan?" she cried. + +"And where is Anthony?" asked Anthony's father. + +Betty gave a little jump, but as quickly controlled herself again. "Oh, +I'd quite forgotten about him," she said calmly. "Tony is in bed." + +"In bed?" cried Dr. Trenire and Kitty at the same moment. "Isn't he +well?" + +None of them had ever been sent to bed for being naughty, so that +illness was the only explanation that occurred to them. + +"Oh yes, he is all right; but I made him get under the feather-bed +because of the lightning--" + +"The what?" + +"The lightning. They say it can't strike you if you are covered with +feathers, and of course I didn't want it to strike Tony, speshally with +nobody here but me to--to take the 'sponsibility," looking at her father +with the most serious face imaginable. "So I made him get into the +spare-room bed, 'cause it's a feather-bed, and then I put all the +eider-downs over him, and I expect he's as safe as can be." + +Dr. Trenire gave a low whistle and started to his feet. +"Very thoughtful of you, child," he said, trying not to smile, "and I +expect Tony is safe enough, if he isn't cooked or suffocated. For my +part, I should prefer the risk to such a protection in this weather. +I'll go and rescue him." But Kitty had already flown. + +"I forgot to tell Kitty," went on Betty thoughtfully, "that I think the +moths have got into the eider-downs, such a lot of them flew out when I +moved the quilts." + +Dr. Trenire groaned. "I suppose the quilts have never been attended to +or put away since we ceased to use them?" + +"No," said Betty gravely. "You see, if they are on the spare-room bed +they are all out in readiness for when we want them." + +"And for the moths when they want them," sighed her father. "I expect +they will not leave much for us." + +Kitty, her father's half-jesting words filling her with a deep alarm, +had meanwhile raced up to the spare room. Somehow, on this dreadful +day, anything seemed possible, certainly anything that was terrible, and +she remembered suddenly that the spare bedroom was the very hottest room +in the house. It was over the kitchen, and caught every possible gleam +of sunshine from morning till evening. Also she knew Betty's +thoroughness only too well, and her mind's eye saw poor little Tony +buried deep and tucked in completely, head and all. + +The whole house was stiflingly hot. Kitty's own face grew crimson with +her race upstairs, and when she opened the door of the spare bedroom the +heat positively poured out; but a terrible load was lifted from her +mind, for, mercifully, Tony's head was uncovered. He was the colour of +a crimson peony, it is true, but at any rate he was not suffocated, +unless--Kitty stepped quickly forward and touched his cheek. It almost +made her sick with dread to do so; but the red cheek was very, very hot +and lifelike to the touch, and at the same moment Tony opened a y pair +of large sleepy eyes, and stared up at his sister wonderingly. + +"I'm not struck, am I?" he asked half nervously. "I am very hot, Kitty. +Is it the lightning?" + +"No," said Kitty cheerfully, "it is feathers," and she flung back the +pile of quilts. "Poor Tony. Get up, dear, and come down and have some +supper. It is all ready, and father was wondering where you were." + +Tony slipped with grateful obedience from his protection and followed +Kitty, but rather languidly, it is true, for he was very hot and +exhausted, and very rumpled, all but his sweet temper, which was quite +unruffled. + +"Is Dan come back?" he asked eagerly, as he crept slowly down the +stairs. + +"Dan!" cried Kitty, stopping and looking back at him anxiously. +She remembered again then that she had not seen Dan since her return. +"Did he go out?" + +"Yes, he went to catch some fishes for daddy's supper. He heard you +tell Betty to have a nice one ready, and he said, 'There's sure to be +nothing nice in the house; there never is. I'll go and catch some +trout,' and he went. Do you think he was out in all that funder and +lightning?" Then, seeing Kitty's startled look, Tony grew frightened +too. "You don't fink he is hurt, do you, Kitty?" he asked anxiously. +"You don't fink Dan has been struck, do you?" + +But at that moment, to their intense relief, Dan himself crossed the +hall. From his appearance he might have been actually in the stream, +getting the trout out without rod or line. Water was running off his +hat, his clothes, and his boots. Tony heard it squishing with every +step he took, and thought how splendid and manly it seemed. + +Kitty called out to him, but Dan did not stay to talk. + +"Where's father?" he asked, turning a very flushed but very triumphant +face towards them, and waving his basket proudly. + +"In the dining-room," said Kitty, and Dan hastened on. His face fell a +little, though, when he saw the table, and his father already eating. + +"I'm awfully sorry I'm late," he said disappointedly. "I thought I +should have been in heaps of time. I've got you some jolly fine trout, +father. I meant them for your supper. Just look! Aren't they +beauties?" and he thrust his basket over the table and held it right +under his father's nose. The mud and green slime dripped on tablecloth +and silver and on the bread, and even on Dr. Trenire's plate and the +food he was eating. + +The doctor's much-tried patience gave way at last. "Look at the mess +you are making--all over my food too! Look at the filth you have +brought in!" he exclaimed angrily. "Take it away! take it away! +What do you mean by coming into the room in that condition, bringing a +filthy thing like that and pushing it under my very nose when you see I +am eating? And why, Dan, once more, are you not here and decently neat, +when a meal is ready? It is perfectly disgraceful. Here am I, and +supper has been on the table I don't know how long, and only one of you +is ready to sit down with me. Anthony is in bed, or somewhere else, +Kitty is racing the house to find him, and you--I am ashamed of you, +sir, for coming into a room in such a condition. You are perfectly +hopeless. Here, take away my plate, take everything; you have quite +spoilt my appetite. I couldn't eat another mouthful at such a table!" +and Dr. Trenire rose in hot impatience and flung out of the room. + +For a second Dan seemed unable to believe his ears, then without a word +he closed his basket and walked away. He was more deeply hurt than he +had ever been in his life before, and his face showed it. Kitty and +Tony, hesitating in the hall, saw it, and their eyes filled with tears. +"Throw it away, will you?" he said in a choked voice, holding out the +unfortunate basket to Kitty. + +Kitty, knowing how she would have felt under similar circumstances, took +it without looking at him; instinctive delicacy told her not to. +"Father didn't mean it," she whispered consolingly. "You will come down +and have some supper when you have changed, won't you?" + +They were not a demonstrative family; in fact, any lavishly expressed +sympathy or affection would have embarrassed them; but they understood +each other, and most of them possessed in a marked degree the power of +expressing both feelings without a word being spoken. + +Dan understood Kitty, but it was too soon to be consoled yet. "No," he +said bitterly, "I have had supper enough, thank you," and hurried away +very fast. + +It really did seem as if Kitty was not to reach the Supper-table that +night. Telling Tony to go in and begin his meal, she flew off with the +basket, and, heedless of anything but Dan's request, was just about to +fling it away--fish, basket, and all--when she paused. It was a very +good basket, and Dan had no other. Kitty hesitated, then opened it and +looked in. Six fine trout lay at the bottom on a bed of bracken and wet +moss, evidently placed so that they could look their best. +The sight of Dan's little arrangements brought the tears to her eyes. +No, she could not throw away what he had taken so much pride in. + +She turned back and went to the kitchen. "Fanny," she said, "will you +cook these for father's breakfast? Dan has caught them for him." + +"And fine and proud he was too," said Fanny, looking in at Dan's catch. + +"He was, but he isn't now. I wish," with a deep sigh, "we didn't always +do things the wrong way. I wonder why nothing ever comes quite right +with us?" Then she turned away hastily, that Emily, who at that moment +came into the kitchen, might not see the tears that would start to her +eyes. + +When at last Kitty sat down to the meal which she no longer wanted, +every one else had left the table. She was not sorry, for it saved her +from having to make a pretence of eating, and left her free to indulge +in her own moods. It gave her time, too, to think over all that had +happened, and might yet happen. + +Before she went up to bed, though, she got a tray, and collecting on it +a tempting meal, carried it to Dan's room. She hoped he would let her +in, for she badly needed a talk with him, but just as she was about to +knock at his door the murmur of voices within arrested her attention. +Whom could Dan have got in there? she wondered in great surprise. +Tony was in bed, and Betty was in her room. She listened more closely, +and nearly dropped the tray in her astonishment, for the voice she heard +was her father's, and she had never before known him go to their rooms +to talk to them. + +For a moment her heart sank with dread. Was he still angry? Was he +scolding poor Dan again? he could hardly think so, for it was so unlike +him to be harsh or severe with any of them. + +Then, as the voice reached her again, though she caught only the tone of +it, and not a word that was said, she knew that all was right, and with +a sudden lightening of her heart, and a sense of happiness, she quietly +crept away to her own room. All the time she was undressing she +listened alertly for the sound of her father's footsteps, but she had +been in bed some time before they passed down the corridor. "They must +be having a nice long talk," she thought, as she lay listening, in a +state of happy drowsiness; and she was almost in the land of Nod when a +sudden thought turned her happiness to dismay, and drove all sleep from +her. + +"Oh!" she cried, springing up in her bed, "oh, how stupid of me! +How perfectly dreadfully stupid of me!" + +"Whatever is the matter?" demanded Betty crossly. "I was just beginning +a most beautiful dream, and now you have sent it right away." + +"Never mind your dream," groaned Kitty. "That's nothing compared with +that letter. I did mean to get him to write it to-night, and I would +have posted it, so that it could reach almost as soon as the other, +and--and I _never_ did it, I never even asked him to write it, and now +the post has gone, and--" + +"Whatever are you talking about?" interrupted Betty impatiently. + +"Why, the letter to Aunt Pike, of course. I was going to coax father to +write another letter to her to-night, to say it was all a mistake, that +we didn't want her, and--" + +"Oh, that's all right," answered Betty coolly. "Don't worry. I have +written to Aunt Pike and told her all that, and I posted it myself to +make sure of its going. She will get it almost as soon as she gets--" + +"Betty, you haven't?" + +"Yes, I have," said Betty quietly. "Why not? I am sure it was best to. +Fanny wouldn't live with her, I know, and Jabez said it would be more +than his life was worth, and you know father hates changing servants, so +I wrote and told her exactly all about it. I wrote quite plainly, and I +think she will understand." + +"O Betty, you shouldn't have. What _will_ father say?" + +"Father will be very glad, I think. He hates writing letters himself." + +"Um--m!" commented Kitty dubiously, but said no more, for at that moment +Dan's door was opened, and she heard her father's steps pass lightly +along the corridor. + +A few moments later she slipped out of bed and carried Dan's tray to his +room, but she did not go in with it. Her instinct told her that he +would rather she did not just then; so, laying it on the floor, she +tapped lightly at his door, told him what was there, and crept back to +bed again. + +"What a day it has been," she thought to herself as she nestled down +under the cool sheet. "Yet it began like all the others. I wonder how +all will end. Perhaps it won't be so bad after all. I hope that +Betty's letter won't do more harm than good. I shouldn't be at all +surprised, though, if it made Aunt Pike make up her mind to come. But +I'll try not to think about it," and turning over on her pillow, Kitty +had soon forgotten Aunt Pike, Anna, torn braid, orange cake, and Lady +Kitson, and was once again driving dear old Prue across the moor with +the storm beating and roaring about them, only this time it was a +dreamland moor and a dreamland storm. + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +IN WENMERE WOODS. + +"I could not think, for the moment," said Kitty, sitting up in bed and +clasping her knees, "why I woke with a feeling that something dreadful +had happened. Of course it is Aunt Pike that is on my mind. + +"She needn't be, then," said Betty, stretching herself luxuriously in +her little bed. "My letter will settle all that worry." + +"Um!" remarked Kitty thoughtfully, with none of the confidence shown +by her young sister. "If your letter doesn't make her come by the very +first train, it will only be because she missed it. I shouldn't be at +all surprised to see her walk in, and Anna too." + +"You don't _really_ think she will?" Betty, struck by something in +Kitty's voice, had stopped stretching herself, and looked across at her +sister. "Kitty, you don't really mean that? Oh no, of course you +don't; she couldn't really come to-day, she would have lots to do +first--packing and saying 'good-byes.'" + +"I should think she hadn't a friend to say 'good-bye' to," said Kitty +naughtily. "Any way, I am not going to worry about her. If she doesn't +come--oh, it'll be perfectly lovely; and if she does--well, we will get +all the fun we can beforehand, and after, too, of course; but we will +try and have some jolly times first, won't we? What shall we do to-day? +I wonder if Dan has planned anything." + +What Dan's plan might be was really the important point, for according +to him the others, as a rule, shaped their day. + +"I don't know if Dan has made any," cried Betty with sudden alertness, +"but I know what would be simply lovely. Let's spend the day in Wenmere +Woods, and take our lunch with us, and then have tea at the farm--ham +and eggs, and cream, and cake, and--" + +"Oh, I know," interrupted Kitty; "just what Mrs. Henderson always gives +us--" + +"No," interrupted Betty anxiously, "not what she always gives us; we +will have fried ham and eggs as well, because, you see, it is a kind of +special day." + +"Very well, we will if we have money enough. I wonder if Dan will +agree." + +"One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight," clanged out the town +clock viciously. Betty sprang up in bed at once. "It is time to get +up, Kitty," she said peremptorily. "We've got to do everything right +to-day, and be very punctual at meals, and very tidy and all that sort +of thing, so that father will see that Aunt Pike isn't wanted. Do you +think he will be vexed when he knows about my writing to her? +P'r'aps she won't tell." + +Kitty scoffed at such an idea. "Aunt Pike is sure to tell; but father +is never _very_ angry." + +"But he might be," said Betty wisely; "he looked so last night when all +the mud dropped on his plate; but, of course, this is different--there +is nothing very bad about my writing the letter. I did it to save +him trouble." + +"Perhaps you had better tell father so," said Kitty dryly. +"Honour bright, though, Betty, I really would tell him, and not let him +first find it out from Aunt Pike." + +"Um!" ejaculated Betty thoughtfully, as she collected Kitty's sponge and +bath-towel before departing to the bathroom. But there was nothing very +hearty in her tone. + +When she returned, looking very fresh and rosy, and damp about the +curls, she found Kitty sitting on the side of her bed, and still in her +night-gown. Hearing Betty's returning footsteps, she had managed to get +so far before the door was flung open, but that was all. + +"Isn't it dreadful," she sighed wearily, "to think that day after day, +year after year, all my life through, I shall have to get up in the +morning and go through all the same bother of dressing, and I--I hate it +so." + +"P'r'aps you won't have to," said Betty cheerfully; "p'r'aps you'll be +a bed-lier like Jane Trebilcock, and you won't have to have boots, or +dresses, or hats." + +But the prospect did not cheer Kitty very greatly. "I didn't say I +didn't want dresses and things. I do. I want lots of them, but I don't +want the bother of putting them on." + +"Well, they wouldn't be much good if you didn't put them on," retorted +practical Betty. "I hate getting up too"--Betty never failed in her +experience of any form of suffering or unpleasantness--"but I try to +make it a little different every day, to help me on. Sometimes I +pretend the bath is the sea, and I am bathing; other times I only paddle +my feet, and sometimes I don't bath at all--that's when I am playing +that I am a gipsy or a tramp--" + +"Betty, you nasty, horrid, dirty little thing!" cried Kitty, looking +shocked. + +But Betty was quite unabashed. "I've known you not wash either," she +remarked calmly. + +Kitty coloured. "But--but that was only once when I forgot; that is +quite different." + +"But I don't see that it is," said Betty firmly. You are not cleaner +because you forget to wash than if you don't wash on purpose. Hark! +O Kitty!" + +"What shall I do?" cried Kitty despairingly as the boom of the +breakfast-gong sounded through the house. "I haven't begun to dress, +and--Fanny might have told me she was going to be punctual to-day." + +"P'r'aps she didn't know it herself," said Betty, tugging away at her +tangle of curls with a comb, and scattering the teeth of it in a shower. +"I expect it is an accident." + +"Then I wish she wouldn't have accidents," snapped Kitty. "It is +awfully hard on other people." + +Try as hard as one may, one cannot bath and dress in less than five +minutes. Kitty declared she could have done it in that time, if Dan had +not had possession of the bathroom, and Betty had not used her +bath-towel and left it so wet that no one else could possibly use it. + +"But I couldn't use my own," protested Betty, when the charge was +brought against her, "for I hadn't one, and of course I had to use +something." + +When the discussion had proceeded for some time, Dr. Trenire looked up +from his paper with a half-resigned air. "What is the matter, children? +Haven't we bath-towels enough to go round? Kitty, you should tell me +when things are needed. But never mind; your aunt will see to +everything of that sort now." + +"I don't think she will," murmured Betty knowingly, but her father did +not hear her. Kitty felt too dismayed to speak; there was something so +final in her father's tone, it made the coming of the dreaded aunt seem +quite inevitable. + +"What are you children going to do to-day?" he went on kindly. "It is a +glorious morning after the storm. You ought to be out as much as +possible, all of you. You should start as soon as you have finished +your work with Miss Pooley." + +Miss Pooley was the governess who came daily from ten till one to +instruct them. At least she instructed them as often as she had the +opportunity, but it very frequently happened that when she arrived she +was told that the children had gone out for the day, or even oftener a +little note to the same effect reached her, adding that as they would be +engaged all day they wished to save her the trouble of coming for +nothing. + +This morning they had intended to do the same thing. Kitty was to write +the note, and Tony to deliver it, but their father's remark, and his +look, touched their consciences. Dan, too, for some reason or another, +was against it; he said he thought that after all it was a bit sneaky +and underhand, and he wasn't going to have any more of it. Betty felt +the foundations of her world shake, and life bristled with new +difficulties; but Dan had said it, so no one questioned. After Dan had +put things in that light, Kitty suddenly realized that their conduct in +the matter had been neither honourable nor honest. + +"We will have our lessons and leave directly after," she planned +cheerfully. "I will ask Fanny to let us have some food to take with us +for our dinner, and then we will go to the farm for tea, and come home +in time for supper. Won't it be jolly! And we will have our dinner +down by the river--by that dear little silvery, sandy beach, you know." + +"It sounds fine," said their father, returning to the room just in time +to hear the arrangements. "I wish I could go too." + +"I wish you could," cried Kitty. "Wouldn't it be fun to see father +exploring the woods, and catching beetles and minnows, and paddling in +the river, and--daddy, can't you come, just this once?" + +"No, child, there is no paddling for me to-day, or playing wild man of +the woods or anything else. I have a long round in the morning, and +another in the afternoon. I have just been out interviewing Jabez." + +"Oh," gasped Kitty, "I had forgotten Jabez. Of course he can't drive +you, his head is all bandaged. I will go, father; I'd love to drive +you." And she meant it. She would quite readily have given up her day +in Wenmere Woods to go with him. + +Dr. Trenire laid his hand tenderly on her shoulder. "It is all right, +dear; I shall have Jabez. He has discarded his bandages, and is quite +presentable. He says he took them off last night to have a look at the +wound, and when he saw what a little bit of a place it was, he made up +his mind he wasn't going about with his head tied up for people to poke +fun at him later on when they saw what he had been bandaged up for. +Go and enjoy yourself, child, and tell me all about it to-night; and do +try to keep out of mischief, all of you." + +In the kitchen, when Kitty at last reached it, Fanny was making pasties; +and when Fanny chose she could make a pasty to perfection. She made +them one each now with their initials on them, made of curly bits of +pastry, and promised to have them baked and ready by the time Miss +Pooley was gone. Emily was in a good temper too. The prospect of being +free from the children all day, and of having no meals to get for them +till supper, quite cheered her. She even, without being asked, cut them +some sandwiches, filled a bottle with milk, and produced a store of +apples, which she packed in their basket. When the children, having +escaped from patient, easy-going Miss Pooley, rushed out to the kitchen +for their pasties and milk, and found things in this unusually happy +state, they marvelled at their good fortune, and accepted it thankfully. + +"Fanny and Emily are quite nice sometimes," remarked Betty, as they left +the house, "only the worst of it is you never know when they are going +to be. Sometimes they laugh at everything one says, and another time +they grumble." + +"To-day they are like people are when you are ill and they are sorry for +you," said Tony, who had been puzzling himself for some minutes to know +how to express what he wanted to. "I fink they are sorry for us 'cause +Aunt Pike is coming." + +"'O wise young judge!'" said Dan, "I shouldn't be surprised if you were +right." Dan had begun to read Shakespeare, and was full of quotations. +"It is rather like living in the shadow of the gallows. I expect people +in the French Revolution felt as we do." + +"I don't feel the least little bit like French Revolutions, or gallows, +or shadows, or even Aunt Pike and darling Anna, on such a glorious day +as this," cried Kitty joyfully. "I can't think of them, and I am not +going to--yet. Now, if you are all ready, let's race." + +Their way led them down a steep hill almost opposite their own house-- +a hill with just a house here and there on either side of it, and a +carpenter's shop, whence wafted out a sweet, fresh scent of newly-cut +wood. The children raced to the very foot of it, and then retraced +their steps to gather up the fragments of the milk-bottle, which had +come to grief within the first twenty yards. Then on they went again, +past more cottages and sundry turnings, until at last they reached a +curious old rough-and-tumble wharf on one side of the road, where the +coal which had been brought by train was piled up in great stacks for +the coalmen to take round presently in their carts. Here, too, was +drawn up a train--one such as only those who lived in those parts have +ever been privileged to see. It was composed of an old-fashioned squat +little engine called the "Rover," and a few open carriages, with seats +along the sides for passengers, and some trucks for any goods that might +be needed. + +No passengers occupied the seats at that moment; in fact, they were +generally conspicuous by their absence, save once a year, when the whole +accommodation was bespoken for the Brianite Sunday-school treat. +The "Rover," in fact, spent most of her noble life in drawing coal, +clay, and sand up and down the seven miles which lay between Gorlay and +Wenbridge. It seemed a limited sphere, but only to the ignorant, who +knew nothing of her services to the dwellers by the roadside, the +parcels she delivered, the boots she took to be mended and restored +again to their owners, the messages she carried, and the hundred and one +other little acts of usefulness which filled her daily round. I say +"her," for to every one privileged to know her the "Rover" was a lady; +one who deserved and received all men's deference and consideration, and +the gentlest of handling too. + +As Kitty and Dan lingered now by the gate to look at her, they saw +Dumble, the driver, lovingly passing a cloth over her, as though to wipe +the perspiration from her iron forehead, while Tonkin, the fireman, +stood leaning against her, with his arm caressingly outstretched. +Behind Dan and Kitty, on the farther side of the road, grew a high +hawthorn hedge, under the shelter of which was a seat where people sat +and sunned themselves by the hour, and at the same time gazed at the +life and bustle with which the wharf woke up now and then. There were +two old men on the seat now. They touched their hats to Dan and his +sister, and with a melancholy shake of their old heads sighed in +sympathy with Kitty as she cried, "O Dan, I wish we could all go by +train, all the way to Wenbridge. It will be perfectly lovely down the +line." + +But Dan seemed less eager than Kitty or the old men. "We shall reach +the woods before they do, if we walk on," he said, moving away; +"and there is such a lot to see on the way." + +Tony and Betty--who was carrying the basket because she felt she could +trust no one else with it--were nearly out of sight, so Dan and Kitty +hurried after them. One side of the road was lined by fields, the other +by houses, and at the foot of their gardens ran the railway line until +it emerged through some allotment gardens on to the open road, after +which, for a while, train and foot passengers, and sometimes a drover, +with a herd of cattle, meandered along side by side in pleasant talk or +lively dispute--the latter usually, when Dan was on the road--until, +about a mile farther on, two more cottages, and the last, having been +passed, the road came to an abrupt end, and only the railway was left, +with a rough footpath along its edge, which pedestrians had worn for +themselves. + +The quartette wandered on contentedly, stopping when they pleased, and +that was every few minutes. Overhead the sky was a deep pure blue, and +the larks were singing rapturously; the sun shone brilliantly, drawing +out the smell of the tar from the "sleepers," and the scent from the +flowers. Under the hawthorn hedges which bordered most of the way the +petals lay in a thick carpet. + +On one side of the road, just before it terminated, was a well, buried +deep in a little green cave in the hedge, while the pure water from it +flowed generously over the floor of the cave, and ran in a never-failing +stream along one side of the way, past the gardens of the cottages, from +which at one time a root or maybe a seed only of the "monkey plant" had +been thrown, and taking root had flourished and flourished until the +stream now was hidden beneath a mass of lush green leaves and stems +crowned by tawny golden blossoms speckled and splashed with a deep rich +brown. + +At the well a halt was always called, for the water of it had healing +properties, and from their babyhood the children had, as a matter of +duty, tested its powers by bathing their eyes; but to-day, as they +stooped over it, a weird shriek in the distance brought them to their +feet again. Then came a great racket, as though a pile of all the loose +iron in the world were tumbling over, the ground vibrated, and the noise +drew closer and closer. + +"The 'Rover';" cried Dan. "She is coming! Here's sport! I'll duck +them." + +Betty's was the only hat that would hold any quantity of water, and she +lent it gladly; but the brim was limp with age and hard wear, and a +broad-brimmed straw hat at its best is not an ideal vessel from which to +throw water over a flying foe. The larger share of it Dan received in +his own shoes amidst the derisive laughter of his two intended victims +on the engine; and so completely mortified was he that Dumble, for a +wonder, refrained from his usual revenge, that of squirting hot water +from the engine over him. + +Dan looked red and foolish, Betty was furious, Kitty wished they had let +the men alone, but at the same moment began to wonder how she could +avenge this humiliation they had put upon Dan. + +After this little episode they walked on again, and for a while very +soberly, Tony busily engaged in picking up stones and spars in search of +some rare specimen that might please his father, Betty still clinging to +the basket, though her arm was aching with the weight of it. By the +time they at last reached the woods they were all rather tired and +distinctly hungry, but they were never too tired or hungry to be roused +to enthusiasm by the sight that met them there. No mere words can +depict the charm and beauty of Wenmere Woods. No one can thoroughly +appreciate them who has not actually seen them. No one who has seen +them can forget them. To see them was to stand with a glad heart, +speechless, wide-eyed, wondering, and thanking God for such a sanctuary, +yet half incredulous that such a spot was real, was there always, +untouched, undefiled, waiting for one. It might have been a fairy +place, that would fade and vanish as soon as one turned one's eyes away. + +The woods were of no great extent, the trees were of no great size, but, +tall and graceful, they clothed the side of the hill without a break +down to the very edge of the river which ran through a valley which was +fairyland itself, and on the opposite side stretched away, almost from +the river's brink, up, and up, and up, until to all seeming they met the +sky. Delicate, feathery larches and quivering birches they were for the +most part, and here and there, underneath their spreading branches, were +open spaces carpeted with wind-flowers and bluebells, primroses and wild +orchids, while ferns, large and small, grew in glorious profusion, some +as tall as Tony, others as fragile and tiny as a fairy fern might be. +In other spots large lichen-covered rocks raised their heads out of a +tangle of bracken and bushes, while here and there, down by the river's +brink, gleamed little bays of silver-white sand. + +In Dr. Trenire's library were several large bound volumes of Tennyson's +"Idylls of the King," illustrated by Gustav Dore, and Kitty had never a +doubt in her mind that these were the woods the artist had depicted. +There could be no others like them. Here Enid rode with Launcelot by +her side; on that silvery beach, where the old bleached tree trunk lay +as it must have lain for generations, Vivien had sat at Merlin's feet. +There, in that space carpeted by wind-flowers and primroses, Queen +Guinevere and Launcelot had said their last farewells. + +To Kitty the whole beautiful spot was redolent of them. They had been +there, ridden and walked, talked and laughed, loved, wept, and parted; +and in that beauty and mystery and silence it seemed to her that some +day, any day, they all would come again. They were only sleeping +somewhere, waiting for some spell to be removed. She was sure of it, as +sure as she was that King Arthur sat sleeping in his hidden cave, +spellbound until some one, brave and good and strong enough, should find +him and blow a huge blast on the horn which lay on the table before him, +and so waken him from his long magic sleep. In her heart of hearts she +had a secret conviction that some day she would find the magic cave, and +Dan it would be who would possess the power to blow the magic horn. + +She pictured herself dressed in flowing robes of white and gold, with +her hair in long plaits reaching to her knees, riding away beside the +king through those very woods, with the sunlight gleaming through the +trees and flashing on the water, and on her other hand would ride Dan in +shining armour, a second Sir Galahad. She saw herself a woman, such a +beautiful, graceful woman, with earnest eyes and gentle face. She saw a +knight, oh! such a splendid, courtly knight, and he looked at her and +looked again, and-- + +A little way up the hill she sat alone, her chin on her hand, gazing +down at the sun-flecked river, the shining sand, the fairy-like trees, +and saw it all as plainly as though it were then happening. She saw the +graceful steeds, richly caparisoned, daintily picking their way through +underwood and rocks. A stick cracked somewhere near. Could they be +coming? She hardly dared look about her lest she should be +disappointed. + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +TEA AT THE FARM. + +"Kitty, _are_ you coming, or _are_ you not? It is very mean of you to +keep us waiting all this time when you know how hungry we are!" + +With a deep, regretful sigh and a little shake Kitty rose and made her +way to the large flat rock by the water's edge, on which the others had +grouped themselves in more or less easy attitudes, with the food as a +centrepiece. Betty had spread a sheet of white paper, and on it had +arranged the pasties according to their length. + +"You need not have waited for me," said Kitty, annoyed at having her +dreams so broken in upon. "We have each got our own, and can eat them +when we like." + +"But we never do begin until we all begin together," said Betty +reproachfully, "It would seem dreadfully mean; besides, we want you to +say which is my pasty and which Dan's. The letter has been broken on +one, and knocked right off another. I carried them ever and ever so +carefully, so it can't be my fault. Don't you think this is meant for a +'D,' and that one"--holding out the largest--"without any letter at all, +is mine?" + +Dan felt so sure of getting his rights that he lay quite undisturbed, +throwing bits of moss into the water, and left the others to settle the +dispute. + +"No, I don't," said Kitty, without the slightest hesitation. +"Dan always has the largest, whether there is a letter on it or not, and +you always have the smallest but one." + +Betty accepted the decision without dispute. She had really not +expected any other, but she liked to assert herself now and then. + +"I can't see," she said musingly, "why you should be expected to want +less to eat if you are only ten than if you are twelve. It seems to me +so silly. It isn't your age that makes you hungry." + +As a rule the others left Betty to find the answer to her own arguments, +so she expected none from them. She got none now. They were all too +busy and too hungry to argue. Tony alone was not eating. He was +sitting with his pasty in one hand, while the other one was full of +anemones that he had gathered on his way, intending to take them home to +Fanny; but already the pretty delicate heads had begun to droop, and +Tony was gazing with troubled eyes at them. He loved flowers so much he +could never refrain from gathering them, but the clasp of his hot little +hand was almost always fatal, and then he was grieved and remorseful. + +Kitty, watching him, knew well what was in his mind. He looked up +presently and caught her eye. + +"I think I would put them in the river, if I were you, dear," she said. +"You see we shan't get home for hours yet, and they will be quite dead +long before that. If you put them in the river they will revive." + +"Won't it be drowning them?" asked Tony anxiously. + +"No; they will float." + +"I know what I will do," he said, cheered by an idea that had come into +his head. He laid down his pasty and trotted down to the edge of the +river. In the wet sand he made little holes with his fingers, put the +stems in the holes, and covered them up as though they were growing; +then, greatly relieved, he returned and ate his pasty contentedly. + +A pasty, even to a Cornish child, makes a satisfying meal, and when it +is flanked by sandwiches, and apples, and a good draught of river water, +there is no disinclination to remain still for a little while. The four +sat on quietly, and talked in a lazy, happy way of the present, the +future, and the past--of what each one hoped to be, and of Dan's career +in particular; whether he would go away to school, and where. Aunt Pike +came under discussion too, but not with that spirit of bitterness which +would have been displayed at home, or before a less satisfying repast. +Here, in the midst of this beauty and peace, everything seemed +different. Wrongs and worries appeared so much smaller and less +important--any grievance was bearable while there was this to come to. + +They talked so long that a change came over the aspect of the woods. +The sun lost its first clear, penetrating brilliancy, and took on a +deeper glow. Dan noticed it first, and sprang to his feet. + +"Let's move on," he cried, "or it will be tea-time before we have done +anything." + +"If we are going to have ham and eggs for tea," said matter-of-fact +Betty, "I think one of us had better order them soon, or Mrs. Henderson +may say she can't cook them in time." + +The appeal did not touch them so keenly as it would have done had their +last meal been a more distant memory. But, at the same time, the ham +and eggs and cream tea was to be a part of their day, and they were not +going to be deprived of it. So they clambered up through the woods +again till they reached the railway line, and strolled along it until +they came to the farm. + +Kitty, being the eldest, was chosen to go in and order the tea, while +the others hung over the gate and sniffed in the mingled perfume of the +roses, the pinks, and all the other sweet-scented flowers with which the +little garden was stocked. Across the garden, in the hedge, was another +gate through which they could see a steep sunny field stretching away +down to the river bank, which was steeper here and higher, with old +gnarled trees growing out of it, their large roots so exposed that one +wondered how they managed to draw sustenance enough from the ground to +support the great trunks and spreading branches. + +"I have ordered ham and eggs, and cream, and jam, and cake," said +Kitty, as she rejoined them, "and it will all be ready in an hour. +It is three o'clock now." + +"Only three!" sighed Dan in mock despair. "One whole hour to wait! +Will it take all that time to get it ready?" + +"I think it is a good thing," said Betty, "that we have to wait, for we +are not _very_ hungry now--at least I am not; and you see we've got to +pay the same however little we eat, and it does seem a pity to waste our +money." + +"What a mind she has!" cried Dan, pretending to be lost in admiration. +But at that same moment there once more reached their ears sounds as of +an approaching earthquake. + +"The train!" cried Betty, and seizing Tony's hand, drew him carefully +back close to the gate. + +Dan cast a hasty look around him for handy missiles. Kitty saw it, and +knew what was in his mind. + +"Don't throw things at them, Dan, please! Think of yesterday, and +Jabez, and Aunt Pike. _Don't_ throw anything to hurt them." + +The "Rover" was lumbering nearer and nearer. The two men on it had +already caught sight of the quartette at the gate, and were grinning at +them derisively. It really was almost more than any human boy could be +expected to endure. + +"Ha, ha!" jeered the men, as they lumbered by, "be yer boots dry yet, +sir? Wonderful cooling to the brain a wet 'at is--cooling to the feet, +too, sometimes!" + +Dan's blood rose. He felt he simply had to throw something, or do +something desperate. Betty's basket, still well supplied, was hanging +on her arm close beside him. With one grab he seized the contents, and +first an apple went flying through the air, then a paper packet. +Tonkin, the fireman, caught the apple deftly; the packet hit Dumble on +the chest, and dropped to the floor. Dumble himself was too fat to +stoop, so Tonkin pounced on it. The engine was at a little distance +now, and aim was easier. Another apple, well directed, hit Tonkin fair +and square on the top of his head, while a third caught Dumble with no +mean force full on his very broad nose, making him dance and shout with +pain. + +As the engine disappeared round the bend, with the two men grasping +their spoils and their bruises, Dan felt himself avenged, and the one +cloud on his day was lifted. + +Kitty drew a deep sigh of relief that the episode was ended; Betty, one +of regret. + +"There were six large sandwiches in that packet," she said +reproachfully, "and the apples were beauties. I wish now I had eaten +more. I am sure I could have if I had tried." + +Though there was plenty to do in the woods, that hour to tea-time seemed +somehow a very long one, and quite ten minutes before it was up they +were back at the farm to inquire if it was four o'clock yet. +Mrs. Henderson smiled knowingly as she saw them gathered at the door, +but she noticed that the eager faces were flushed and weary-looking, and +she asked them in to sit down and rest, promising she would not keep +them long. + +As they were to have "a savour to their tea" they were to have the meal +in the house, instead of in the garden, and glad enough they were to +sink into the slippery, springless easy-chairs, which seemed to them +then the most luxurious seats the world could produce--at least they did +to Kitty and Dan, who took the only two; Betty got on the window-seat +and stretched herself out; Tony, a very weary little man indeed, +scrambled on to Kitty's lap; and all of them, too tired to talk much, +gazed with interest about the long, low room. + +It was not beautiful, and they knew it well, yet the fascination of it +never failed. On the walls were hung large framed historical and +scriptural scenes, worked in cross-stitch with wool's of the brightest +hues, varied by a coloured print of a bird's-eye view of the battle of +Tel-el-Kebir, an almanac for the current year, and a large oleograph of +a young lady und a dog wreathed in roses that put every flower in the +garden to shame for size and brilliancy. But none of these could give a +tithe of the pleasure the worked ones did; there was such fascination in +counting how many stitches went to the forming of a nose, how many red +and how many white to the colouring of a cheek, or the shaping of the +hands, and fingers, and toes. + +"I didn't know that Robert Bruce had six toes!" said Betty, very solemn +with the importance of her discovery, her eyes fastened on a +representation of that hero asleep in a cave, while a spider as large as +his head wove a web of cables across the opening. "Did you, Dan?" + +"Didn't you?" answered Dan gravely. "Don't you know that in Scotland +they have an extra toe in case one should get frost-bitten and drop +off?" + +"Of course I know it is very cold up there," said Betty, who was never +willing to admit ignorance of anything; "but supposing two got +frost-bitten and dropped off, what would they do then?" + +Dan, pretending not to hear her question, strolled over to the bookcase. + +"Surely it must be tea-time!" he exclaimed. + +Betty, seeing that no answer was forthcoming, slipped from her seat to +examine more closely some wax fruit which, under a glass case, adorned a +side-table. + +"I do think it is wonderful how they make them," she said impressively; +"they are so exactly like real fruit." + +Mrs. Henderson, coming into the room at that moment, heard the remark, +and her heart was won. She had more than once had a suspicion that some +of her visitors laughed at her treasured ornaments, and made jokes about +them, and the thought had hurt her, for her affections clung to them, +and particularly to the was fruit, which had been one of her most prized +wedding gifts, so Betty's remark went straight to her heart. She beamed +on Betty, and Betty beamed back on her. + +"You have such a lot of beautiful things, Mrs. Henderson," she said in +her politest manner. "I can't help admiring them." + +"It's very kind of you, I'm sure, miss. Of course we all get attached +to what's our own, specially when 'tis gived to us; and I'm very proud +of my fruit, same as I am of my worked pictures." + +"I think they are wonderful," breathed Betty, turning from the wax fruit +to gaze at Eli and Samuel. "Did you"--in a voice full of awe-- +"really work them yourself, Mrs. Henderson?" + +"I did, missie, every stitch of them," said their owner proudly; +"and all while I was walking out with Henderson." + +"While you were walking!" gasped Betty. "But how could you see where +you were going?" + +Mrs. Henderson laughed. "No, missie; I mean the years we was courting." + +"How interesting," said Betty solemnly. "I think I shall work some for +my house when I am married. Do you work them on canvas? Can I get it +in Gorlay?" + +"Yes, miss; but you needn't hurry to begin to-night," said Mrs. +Henderson, laughing. "If you want any help, though, when you do begin, +or would like to copy mine, I'll be very glad to do what I can for you." + +"Oh, thank you very much. I should like to do some exactly like yours," +cried Betty excitedly. "Then, when I'm far away, they'll always remind +me of you and the farm, and--and I'd like to begin with Robert Bruce and +his six toes, and--" + +"You would never have patience to do work like that," interrupted Dan +cruelly, "nor the money either; and I don't suppose you will ever go out +of Gorlay." + +"You wait," said Betty, very much annoyed by his humiliating +outspokenness. "You wait"--with a toss of her head--"until I am grown +up, then I shall marry some one, and I shall travel, and--" + +"All right," said Dan, "I will wait; and I hope I never have a headache +till it happens." + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +THE "ROVER" TAKES THEM HOME. + +Tony was nearly asleep on Kitty's shoulder, and Kitty herself was +distinctly drowsy, but the arrival of the teapot and the ham and eggs +roused them effectually. Kitty took her place before the tea-tray, Dan +before the hot dish, Betty got as near the cream as she could, and Tony +drew a chair close to Kitty, and very soon their spirits began to rise +to their highest, and their tiredness vanished. The tea was refreshing, +the ham and home-made bread and everything on the table were perfectly +delicious, and they ate, and ate, and talked and laughed until Kitty +wondered how it was that Mrs. Henderson did not come in and ask them to +be quiet. They had all, at the same moment, reached that mood when +everything one says, or thinks, or does, sounds or seems amusing; and +they laughed and laughed without being able to check themselves, until +at last Kitty found herself with her head in the tea-tray, while Dan +hung limply over the back of his chair, and Betty and Tony laid their +heads on the table and held their aching sides. + +"Oh dear!" cried Kitty, straightening herself and trying to compose her +face. "They say it is unlucky to laugh so much. I wonder if it is +true. It does seem hard, doesn't it?" + +The thought sobered them a little, and they gave themselves up to their +tea. + +"I never know," said Betty thoughtfully, after a somewhat long silence, +"whether it is better to begin with ham and end with cream and jam, or +to begin with cream and then have the ham, but it seems to me that it is +just the same whichever I do--I _can't_ eat much of both. I have tried +and tried." + +"I call that a real affliction," said Dan soberly. "Of course there is +just a chance that you may grow out of it in time, but it is hard +lines." + +"Yes," sighed Betty, "it really is," and lapsed into quietness. +"Another time," she said at last, very gravely, "I think I shall come +twice, and not have both at the same tea." + +"Perhaps you would like Mrs. Henderson to save you some till to-morrow," +suggested Dan ironically. + +"No--o," said Betty seriously, "I don't think I will. I don't expect I +shall want any more as soon as to-morrow, but--" + +"You aren't feeling ill, are you?" asked Kitty anxiously, as she studied +Betty's face. + +"No--o," answered Betty slowly, "not ill; but it's funny that what is so +nice to think about before tea isn't half as nice after." + +"If I were you," said Dan pointedly, "I would go and sit in the meadow +for a bit, and keep very still until it is time to go home." + +"I think I will," said Betty gravely, and started; but they had all +finished their meal by this time, and following Dan's advice, strolled +out once more to the scented garden, and down through the sloping meadow +to the riverside. It was nearly time to wind their way homewards, but +they must have a little rest first, and one more look at the river and +the woods, so they perched themselves about on the old tree roots, which +formed most comfortable and convenient seats--all but Dan, who seemed to +prefer to perch on a rock which stood in the middle of the river, which +was shallower here and wider. To get to it he had to take off his shoes +and stockings and wade, which perhaps made up for the uncomfortableness +of the seat when he reached it, and soon sent him wading back through +the cool rippling water again. + +The handkerchiefs of the family having been commandeered in place of a +towel, and Dan's feet clad once more, they all sat on in a state of +lazy, happy content, playing "Ducks and Drakes," or talking, until at +last Kitty, looking at the sky, saw with a shock that the sun was +already setting, and realizing that they still had the long walk home +before them, roused the party to sudden activity. + +They were all on their feet in a moment. "I think we had better get out +on the road by this gate, instead of going back to the house again," she +said, hurrying towards one at the end of the field which brought them at +once out on to the road. + +"But hadn't you better pay Mrs. Henderson?" questioned Betty, as she +panted after her hurrying sister. + +"Oh!" Kitty stood still and gasped, "I had quite forgotten! How stupid +of me! I am glad you remembered, Betty," and they all streamed back to +the farm again and into the little garden, more heavily scented than +ever now as the flowers revived in the dew and cooler air. + +Mrs. Henderson came out to them quite smilingly, and apparently not at +all concerned about their debt to her. In her hand she was holding a +flower-pot with a sturdy-looking little rose bush flowering in it. +The children eyed it admiringly. It had two delicate pink roses in full +bloom on it, and several little buds. "I was wondering, missie," she +said, turning to Betty, and holding out the rose to her, "if you would +be pleased to have this little plant; 'tis off my old monthly rose that +I've had for so many years. I planted this one last year and it has +come on nicely. Would you be pleased to accept it?" + +Betty gasped. For a moment she was so surprised and overjoyed as to be +speechless. "Me! For me!" she cried at last. "Oh, how lovely! +Thank you _so_ much, Mrs. Henderson. I'll keep it always, and 'tend to +it myself every day. I have never had a plant of my own before, and I +shall love it," and Betty took her rose in her arms and hugged it in +pure joy. + +"You have made Betty very happy now, Mrs. Henderson," said Kitty, +without a trace of envy in her heart. "Thank you for all you have done +for us. Good-night." + +"Good-night, and thank you for our fine tea," said Dan, and one by one +they passed out of the scented garden, and on their homeward way. + +A soft evening mist was creeping slowly up over the river and the +sloping meadow; the distant woods looked desolate, and almost awesome. +Kitty could nut picture them now peopled as they had been in the +morning, and her efforts to do so were soon interrupted by a little +piteous voice beside her. + +"My feets do hurt me," said Tony plaintively. "I s'pose I mustn't take +off my boots?" + +"Poor old Tony," cried Dan. "Here, let me carry you," and he hoisted +his tired little brother on to his shoulders. But Dan was tired too, +and the way was long, and they had either to walk in single file along +the tiny track worn beside the sleepers, or over the sleepers +themselves, and that meant progressing by a series of hops and jumps, +which might perhaps be amusing for a few minutes at the beginning of a +day's pleasuring, but is very far from amusing when one is tired and the +way is long. The summer evening was warm too. + +"I wish the old 'Rover' would come along," panted Dan at the end of +about a quarter of an hour's march. "I'd get those fellows to give us a +lift for part of the way at any rate." + +"Oh," sighed Betty, "how lovely that would be! But things don't happen +when you want them to, do they?" + +Miss Betty's sad and cynical view of life was wrong though, for not so +very much later the familiar rumbling and shaking, and puffing and +rattling, reached their ears once more, and coming, too, from the +direction of Wenbridge. + +In a state of anxious excitement they all stood to await it. "Hadn't we +better hold up a pocket-handkerchief for a white flag to show them we +are friendly?" asked Betty anxiously. + +"They wouldn't understand if we did," said Dan impatiently. +"They'd only think we were trying to frighten them. Kitty, if you go +back towards them, holding up your hand, they will know it's all right. +They will trust you. It's only me they are down on, really." + +Kitty went back at once, and fortunately, just as she was trying to +attract their attention and make them understand that she had only +friendly intentions, they brought the engine to a standstill for Tonkin +to get down and collect some faggots which lay beside the way. +The engine snorted, and spit, and panted, and Dumble watched Kitty's +approach with an eye which was not encouraging; but Kitty, though her +heart was quaking a little, advanced bravely. + +"Dumble," she called to him, in a friendly, conciliating voice, +stretching up to him confidingly--"Dumble, we are _so_ tired. My little +brother Tony can hardly get on at all, his feet are hurting him so +badly, and he is too heavy for Dan to carry all the way; and Dan is +tired too, and--and we wondered if--if you would give us a lift, even +if it is only for a little way. Will you?" + +Dumble, his face rather flushed, straightened himself. "Look at my +nose, miss," he said meaningly. "Look at my nose," pointing to that +poor feature, which certainly looked red and swollen. "That's your +brother's doings, heaving apples and not caring what he strikes with +'em, and yet after that you can come and ask me to take 'ee all aboard +of my train." + +"I am very sorry, Dumble, that you got hit, I am really, but--well, you +did get the apples and some nice sandwiches too, you know; and when you +aim at Dan it is never with anything nicer than hot water, and you know +you did really scald him once but he never told how it was done." + +Dumble looked rather foolish. "Didn't 'ee now?" he said, but his tone +was less indignant. "Yes, we had the apples, and fine ones they were +too. Well, come along. Tell 'em all to look sharp and hop up, for 'tis +'bout time we was to 'ome, and the 'Rover' put up for the night." + +Gladly enough the others obeyed her eager signals. Joyfully they +scrambled up into the high carriage and dropped on the dusty, gritty +seats. Dan and his enemies exchanged broad, sheepish smiles, but they +were amiable smiles. Tonkin flung up the last of the faggots and +climbed up on the engine, and off they started. And _what_ a journey it +was! All about them stretched the country, vast and still and empty, +they themselves, seemingly, the only living creatures in it, the panting +and rumbling of the engine the only sound to be heard, for it drowned +all such gentle sounds as the "good-nights" of the birds, the distant +lowing of cows, the rippling of the brook beside the way. + +Daylight was fading fast. Here and there the way was narrow, and the +hedges so high that the hawthorns almost met overhead; and here and +there, where tall fir trees lined the road on either side, it was very +nearly dark. + +By two of them, at least, that journey in the fading light was never +forgotten. It had been such a happy day, so free from worries and +naughtiness or squabbles, or any cause for regret; and now they were +going home, happy but tired, and longing to be in the dear old untidy, +shabby home again. Kitty, with Tony nestling against her, leaned back +in her corner restfully, and thought of her home with a depth of feeling +she could not have defined. "If it could only be like this always," she +said to herself, "and there is no reason why it shouldn't if only we +were good and every one was nice. I wonder, I wonder if I cannot make +it so that father wouldn't want any one to live with us." + +On they rattled and jolted, past the two cottages, with their windows +lighted up now and the blinds drawn; past the little well, its cave +looking dark and mysterious under its green canopy. Kitty, lost to the +others and their talk, gazed with loving eyes at everything. +"Dear little well," she thought. "Dear old 'Rover,' and Gorlay, and +home, how I do love every inch and stick and stone of it! I think I +should die if I had to leave--" + +"Kitty, _have you got_ a shilling?" Dan shrieked in her ear with such +vigour that Kitty really leaped in her seat. + +"What _is_ the matter?" she demanded crossly. It was not pleasant to be +roused from her musings and brought back thus to everyday, prosaic +matters; and it happened to her so often, or so it seemed. + +"I have asked you three times already. Have you got a shilling? +We shall have to get down presently, or we shall be seen, and the men +and all of us will get into a row because we are travelling without +tickets. We had better get down when they come to the 'lotment gardens, +and we must tip them; but Betty has only got tuppence, and I have only +fourpence, and that is all in coppers, mostly ha'pennies. I don't like +to offer it to them." + +"I haven't a shilling," said Kitty regretfully. "I have only eightpence +left; the tea cost a good deal," and she produced from her purse a +sixpenny bit and two pennies. + +Dan looked at their combined wealth disgustedly. "They'll think we've +been saving up for this little go," he said in a mortified voice; +"but I'll give them the lot, and tell them it is all we have left." + +"I don't suppose they will mind ha'pennies," said Kitty consolingly. + +"Of course they won't," said Betty, who was rather cross at having to +lay down her beloved rose and dive for her purse; "they aren't so silly. +Besides, they have had our apples and sandwiches already." + +"Well, don't remind them of that again," said Kitty anxiously, for it +was just the kind of thing Betty would do; but before she could extract +a promise the engine slowed down and they hastily prepared to dismount. + +Dan coloured as he put the sixpenny bit and the coppers into Dumble's +grimy hand. "I am sorry there's such a lot of pence," he said shyly; +"but it is all we've got left, and--and--" + +"Aw," said Dumble, who had expected nothing, and was rather embarrassed +than otherwise by their generosity, "thank 'ee kindly, sirs, and young +leddies; there wasn't no 'casion to give us nothing; but thank 'ee very +much all the same, and 'nother time we'll be glad to 'blige 'ee with +'nother lift." + +"Thank you very much," said Dan. "But it isn't as much as it looks; it +is only fourteen pence altogether. I--I thought I'd tell you for fear +you'd be disappointed;" and thankful for the darkness which hid his +embarrassment, he joined the others, and with many friendly +"Good-nights" to the "Rover" they started on the last stage of their +journey. + +Briskly enough they started; but their pace soon changed; their feet +were weary, and there was really no great need to hurry now. +There would be no scoldings or punishments when they got home, even if +they were late, for no one there was very particular as to time, and +there was so much to see that they did not usually see that they stopped +repeatedly to look about them. The cottages were all lighted up now, +and in some of them the blinds had been left undrawn and the windows +open. Even the old wharf, too, had here and there a light gleaming out +of its blackness, adding to the weird mystery of the place, and then in +rattled the "Rover," and drew up panting and throwing out deep breaths +of steam and smoke and sparks, as though she had come at breakneck speed +on urgent business from the extreme limits of the earth, and could +scarcely be restrained from starting off again. In the dim light they +could see Dumble and Tonkin wandering round and lovingly criticizing +their fiery steed. "'Er 'ave gone well to-day," they heard Dumble +saying proudly. "'Er 'ave gone like a little 'are." + +"Ay, ay, proper!" responded Tonkin with solemn emphasis. "Since 'er was +cleaned I'd back 'er agin all the new-fangled engines in the world. +Give the 'Rover' a fair bit of line to travel over, and 'er'll--well, +'er'll do it." + +The children chuckled to themselves and moved on. "To-night, with the +'Rover' drawn up in it, it doesn't look quite so much like Quilp's Wharf +as usual," said Kitty, looking back lingeringly at the black, ramshackle +collection of old tarred sheds; "but I am sure I shall see Quilp's boy +standing on his head there one day." + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +A BAD BEGINNING. + +On again they went, past more cottages with groups of people gossiping +at their doors, or sitting about on low steps or the edges of the +pavement, enjoying the cool and calm of the summer evening; up the steep +hill where the milk-bottle had come to grief in the morning, past the +carpenter's shop, fast closed now, all but the scent of the wood, which +nothing could keep in. + +It was a stiff pull to the top for tired people, but it was reached at +last. With a deep sigh of satisfaction they crossed the quiet street in +leisurely fashion to their own front door, where, summoning what energy +they had left, they gave a friendly "whoop!" to let their arrival be +known, and burst into the house pell-mell; then stopped abruptly, almost +tumbling over each other with the shock, and stared before them in +silent, speechless amazement at a pile of luggage which filled the +centre of the hall. Betty stepped back and looked at the plate on the +door to make quite sure that they had not burst into the wrong house; +but Kitty, with a swift presentiment, realized to whom that luggage +belonged and what it meant, and her heart sank down, down to a depth she +had never known it sink before. + +Before she could speak, though, Emily appeared from somewhere, her face +a picture of rage, offended dignity, and fierce determination; but as +soon as she caught sight of the bewildered, wondering quartette, her +whole expression changed. She came to them, as Kitty said afterwards, +as though there had been a death in the family and she had to break the +news to them. But it was an arrival she had to announce, not a +departure, and she announced it abruptly. + +"She's come!" she gasped in a whisper more penetrating than a shout; and +her face added, "You poor, poor things, I am sorry for you." + +For once Emily's sympathies were with them, and even while staggering +under the blow they had just received, Kitty could not help noticing the +fact. + +"What?--not Aunt Pike?--to stay?" gasped Dan. + +Emily nodded, a world of meaning in the action. "You'd best go up and +speak to her at once, or she'll be crosser than she is now, if that's +possible. She's as vexed as can be 'cause there wasn't nobody to the +station to meet her, nor nobody here when she come." + +"But we didn't know. How could we? And who could have even dreamed of +her coming to-day!" they argued hotly and all at once. + +"A tellygram come soon after you'd a-gone," said Emily, with a sniff; +"but there wasn't nobody here to open it. And how was we to know what +was inside of it; we can't see through envelopes, though to hear some +people talk you would think we ought to be able to." + +Kitty knew it was her duty to check Emily's rude way of speaking of her +aunt, but a common trouble was uniting them, and she felt she could not +be severe then. + +"Doesn't father know yet?" she asked. + +"No, miss." + +"Poor father! Has Aunt Pike really come to _stay_, Emily?" + +"I can't make out for certain, miss; but if she isn't going to stay now, +she is coming later on. I gathered that much from the way she talked. +She said it didn't need a very clever person to see that 'twas high time +somebody was here to look after things, instead of me being with my 'ead +out of win--I mean, you all out racing the country to all hours of the +night, and nothing in the house fit to eat--" + +Kitty groaned. + +"I've got to go and get the spare-room ready as soon as she comes out of +it," went on Emily. "A pretty time for anybody to have to set to to +sweep and dust." + +Kitty, though, could not show any great sympathy there; having to sweep +and dust seemed to her at that moment such trifling troubles. "Where is +she now, Emily?" + +"In the spare-room." + +"Oh, the dust under the bed!" groaned Kitty. "She is sure to see it; it +blows out to meet you every time you move!" + +"Never mind that now," said Dan; "it is pretty dark everywhere. But we +had better do a bunk and clean ourselves up a bit before she sees us," +and he set the example by kicking off his shoes and disappearing like a +streak up the stairs. + +In another moment the hall was empty, save for eight very dirty shoes +and the pile of severe-looking luggage. + +To convince Aunt Pike that her presence and care were absolutely +unnecessary was the one great aim and object which now filled them all, +and as a means to this end their first idea was to dress, act, and talk +as correctly and unblamably as boys and girls could. So, by the time +the worthy lady was heard descending, they were all in the drawing-room, +seated primly on the stiffest chairs they could find, and apparently +absorbed in the books they gazed at with serious faces and furrowed +brows. To the trained eye the "high-water marks" around faces and +wrists were rather more apparent and speaking than their interest in +their books. Their heads, too, were strikingly wet and smooth around +their brows, but conspicuously tangled and unkempt-looking at the back. + +However, on the whole they appeared well-behaved and orderly, and the +expression of welcome their faces assumed as soon as their aunt was +heard approaching was striking, if a little overdone. It was +unfortunate, though, that they and Emily had forgotten to remove their +dirty shoes from the hall, or to light the gas, for Aunt Pike, groping +her way downstairs in the dark, stumbled over the lot of them--stumbled, +staggered, and fell! And of all unyielding things in the world to fall +against, the corner of a tin box is perhaps the worst. + +The expression of welcome died out of the four faces, their cheeks grew +white; Kitty flew to the rescue. + +"I'm jolly glad it isn't my luggage," murmured Dan, preparing to follow. + +"She shouldn't have left it there," said Betty primly. + +"I expect it's our shoes she's felled over," whispered Tony in a scared +voice. "I jumped over them when I came down, but I don't 'spect Aunt +Pike could." + +Dan and Betty looked at each other with guilty, desperate eyes. + +"Well, you left yours first," said Betty, anxious to shift all blame, +"and you ran upstairs first, and--and we did as you did, of course." + +"Oh, of course," snapped Dan crossly, "you always do as I do, don't you? +Now go out and tell Aunt Pike that, and suck up to her. If she's going +to live here, it's best to be first favourite." At which unusual +outburst on the part of her big brother Betty was so overcome that she +collapsed on to her chair again, and had to clench her hands tightly and +wink hard to disperse the mist which clouded her eyes and threatened to +turn to rain. + +But a moment later the entrance of Aunt Pike helped her to recover +herself--Aunt Pike, with a white face and an expression on it which said +plainly that her mind was made up and nothing would unmake it. +Betty and Tony stepped forward to meet her. + +"How do you do, Elizabeth?--How do you do, Anthony? I should have gone +to your bedrooms to see you, thinking naturally that you two, at least, +would be in bed, but I was told you were still racing the country. +Anna goes to bed at seven-thirty, and she is a year older than you," +looking at Betty very severely. + +"Is Anna here too?" asked Kitty, saying anything that came into her head +by way of making a diversion. + +"No, she is not. She will join me later. We were just about to move to +another hydropathic establishment when your poor father's letter reached +me, and I felt that, no matter at what sacrifice on my part, it was my +duty to throw up all my own plans and come here at once." + +"Then the postman must have missed my letter," said Betty indignantly. +"What a pity! for it would have told you we didn't want--I mean, it +would have saved you the trouble--" + +"It was your letter, Elizabeth, which decided me to come," said Mrs. +Pike, turning her attention to poor Betty. "It reached me by the same +post as your poor father's, and when I read it I felt that I must come +at once--that my place was indeed here. So I confided Anna to the care +of friends, and came, though at the greatest possible inconvenience, by +the next train. And what," looking round severely at them all, "did I +find on my arrival? No one in the house to greet me! My nephews and +nieces out roaming the country alone, no one knew where! One maid out +without leave, and the other--well, you might almost say she was out +too, for her head protruded so far from her bedroom window that I could +see it almost from the bottom of the street." + +"Emily _will_ hang out of window," sighed Kitty. + +"And when I reprimanded her she was most impertinent. Is she always so +when she is reprimanded, Katherine?" + +"We--we don't reprimand her," admitted Kitty. "I am afraid she would be +if we did," she added honestly. + +At that moment Dan burst into the room carrying a bottle. "If you put +some of this on the bruises," he said, offering it to his aunt, "it'll +take the pain out like anything. Jabez has it for the horses, and I've +used it too; it is capital stuff." + +Mrs. Pike looked at the bottle with an eye which for a moment made Kitty +quake, for Dan had brought it in with the fine crust of dirt and grease +on it that it had accumulated during a long sojourn in the coach-house. +But something, perhaps it was Dan's thoughtfulness, checked the severe +remark which had almost burst from her lips. + +"Thank you, Daniel," she said, almost graciously. "If you will ask one +of the servants to clean the outside of the bottle, I shall be very glad +of the contents, for I feel sure I have bruised myself severely." + +Betty was about to offer her pocket-handkerchief for the purpose when +she remembered that she had not one with her, and so saved herself from +further humiliation. + +"At what hour do you dine--or sup?" asked Mrs. Pike, turning to Kitty. + +"We have supper at--at--oh, when father is home, or we--or we come home, +or--when it is convenient." + +"Or when the servants choose to get it for you, perhaps," said Aunt Pike +sarcastically, but hitting the truth with such nicety that Kitty +coloured. "Well," she went on, "if you can induce the maids to give us +a meal soon I shall be thankful, for I have had nothing since my lunch; +and I really feel, with all the agitation and shocks and blows I have +had this day, as though I were nearly fainting." + +Poor Kitty, with a sinking heart, ran off at once, glad to escape, but +overwhelmed with dread of what lay before her. To her relief she found +that Fanny had returned; but Fanny was hot with the first outburst of +indignation at the news that awaited her, and was angry and mutinous, +and determined to do nothing to make life more bearable for any of them. + +In response to Kitty's meek efforts to induce her to do her best to make +the supper-table presentable, and not a shame to them all, she refused +point-blank to stir a finger. + +"There's meat pasties, and there's a gooseberry tart, and cheese, and +cold plum-pudding, and cake, and butter and jam," she said, enumerating +thing after thing, designed, so it seemed to Kitty, expressly for the +purpose of giving Aunt Pike a nightmare; "and I've got some fish for the +master, that I am going to cook when he comes, and not before." + +"O Fanny, do cook it for Aunt Pike, please. It is just the thing for +her, and I am sure father would rather she should have it than that she +should complain that she had nothing to eat--" + +"Well, Miss Kitty," burst in Fanny indignantly, "I don't know what _you_ +calls nothing. I calls it a-plenty and running over; and if what's good +enough for us all isn't good enough for Mrs. Pike, well--" + +"It is _good_ enough, Fanny," urged Kitty; "only, you see, we like it +and can eat it, but Aunt Pike can't. You know the last time she was +here she said everything gave her indigestion--" + +"Them folks that is so afflicted," said Fanny, "should stay in their own +'omes, or the 'ospital. I'm sure master don't want patients indoors so +well as out, and be giving up the food out of his own mouth to them. +The bit of fish I've got for master I'm going to keep for master. +If anybody's got to have the indigestion it won't be him, not if I knows +it; he's had nothing to eat to-day yet to speak of, and if nobody else +don't consider him, well, I _must_," and with this parting thrust Fanny +left the kitchen to go to her bedroom. + +Kitty longed to be able to depart to her room too, to lock herself in +and fasten out all the worries and bothers, and all thoughts of supper +and Aunt Pike, and everything else that was worrying. "I wish I had +stayed in the woods," she thought crossly; "there would be peace there +at any rate," and her mind wandered away to the river and the little +silvery bays, and the tree-covered slopes rising up and up, and she +tried to picture it as it must be looking then at that moment, so still, +and lonely, and mysterious. + +"I'll see that it all looks nice, Miss Kitty," said Emily with unusual +graciousness. She felt really sorry for Kitty and the position she was +in, and having quite made up her mind to leave now that this new and +very different mistress had come, she was not only beginning already to +feel a little sad at the thought of parting from them all, but a lively +desire to side with them against the common enemy. She failed quite to +realize that her past behaviour had reconciled Kitty more than anything +to the "enemy's" presence, and made her coming almost a relief. +"I'll get Fanny to poach some eggs, or make an omelette or something. +Don't you worry about it." + +Kitty, immensely relieved and only too glad to follow Emily's last bit +of advice, wandered out and through the yard towards the garden. +She felt she could not go back to the company of Aunt Pike again, for a +few moments at any rate. + +Prue was standing with her head out of her window, anxiously wondering +where Jabez was with her supper. Kitty spoke to her and passed on. +She strolled slowly up the steps, past the fateful garden wall and the +terrace above to the next terrace, where stood a pretty creeper-covered +summer-house. It was a warm night, and very still and airless. +Kitty sat down on the step in the doorway of the summer-house, and +staring before her into the dimness, tried to grasp all that had +happened, and what it would mean to them. She thought of their lazy +mornings, when they lay in bed till the spirit moved them to get up; of +the other mornings when they chose to rise early and go for a long walk +to Lantig, or down to Trevoor, the stretch of desolate moorland which +lay about a mile outside the town, and was so full of surprises--of +unexpected dips and trickling streams, of dangerous bogs, and stores of +fruits and berries and unknown delights--that, well though they knew it, +they had not yet discovered the half of them. She thought of their +excursions, such as to-day's, to Wenmere Woods, and those others to +Helbarrow Tors. They usually took a donkey and cart, and food for a +long day, when they went to this last. Her mind travelled, too, back +over their favourite games and walks, and what she, perhaps, loved best +of all, those drives, when she would have the carriage and Prue all to +herself, and would wander with them over the face of the country for +miles. + +At those times she felt no nervousness, no loneliness, nothing but pure, +unalloyed happiness. Sometimes she would take a book with her, and when +she came to a spot that pleased her, she would turn Prue into the hedge +to graze, while she herself would stay in the carriage and read, or +dismount and climb some hedge, or tree, or gate, and gaze about her, or +lie on the heather, thinking or reading; and by-and-by she would turn +the old horse's head homewards, and arrive at last laden with +honeysuckle or dog-roses, bog-myrtle, ferns, or rich-brown bracken and +berries. + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +THE COMING OF ANNA. + +The next week or two were full of change, excitement, and unrest. +No one knew what the next day might bring forth, and the children never +felt sure of anything. Any hour might bring a surprise to them, and it +was not likely to be a pleasant surprise--of that they felt sure. +One of the changes decided on was that Dan was to go very soon--the next +term, in fact--to a public school as a boarder. + +To all but Dan the news came as an overwhelming blow. Katherine and +Elizabeth, as their aunt persisted in calling them, considered it one of +the most cruel and treacherous acts that Mrs. Pike could have been +guilty of. Of course they blamed her entirely for it. "Dan was to be +turned out of his home-banished--and by Aunt Pike!" they told each +other. + +"I expect she will banish us next," said Betty. "If she does, I shall +run away from school and become something--a robber, or a gipsy, or a +heroine." + +But the cruellest part, perhaps, of the blow was that Dan himself did +not resent it. In fact, he showed every sign of delight with the plan, +and was wild with excitement for the term to begin. To the girls this +seemed rank treachery, a complete going over to the enemy, and they felt +it keenly. + +"I didn't think Dan would have changed so," said Kitty dejectedly, as +she and Betty lay in their beds discussing the serious state of affairs. + +"I don't know," said Betty darkly. "_I_ thought he was very odd the +night Aunt Pike came. First there was the rude way he spoke to me about +my making up to her, and then _he_ went and got that bottle of +embercation for her. _I_ called _that_ sucking up to her." + +"But Dan is always polite," said Kitty, warm in defence of him at once. +She might sometimes admit to herself that there was a flaw in her +brother, but she could not endure that any one else should see one; +"and he is always sorry for people when they are hurt, and it was our +fault that she was hurt." + +"Yes, it was his fault really," said Betty, whose memory was a good +one--too good at times, some said--"for he was the first to kick off his +boots and leave them there." + +"I know; but he didn't tell us to do the same. And you see we had all +agreed to be polite to Aunt Pike, and you could have got the embrocation +for her if you had liked." + +"But I don't see why it should be called 'polite' if Dan does it, but +'sucking up' if _I_ do it," argued Betty. + +Kitty sighed. She often wished that Betty would not want things +explained so carefully. She never made allowances for changes of mood +or sudden impulses. Kitty herself so constantly experienced both, that +she could sympathize with others who did the same, and as she put it to +herself--"What can you do if you feel sorry for a person that you hated +only a little while before?" + +Kitty could not understand the right and the wrong of these things, or +what to do under such circumstances. She wished she could, for they +made her feel mean to one side or the other, and nothing was really +further from her intention. + +The next arrangement made--and this was an even greater blow to them +than the "banishment" of Dan--was that Kitty and Betty were to go as day +girls to school, instead of having Miss Pooley to the house. + +The plan, being Aunt Pike's, would probably have been objected to in any +case; but to Kitty, with her shy dread of strangers--particularly girls +of her own age--the prospect was appalling, and she contemplated it with +a deep dread such as could not be understood by most girls. + +Betty complained loudly, but soon found consolation. "At any rate," she +said, "we need not walk to school with Anna, and we needn't see as much +of her there as we should have to at home; and I think it will be rather +jolly to know a lot of girls." + +"Do you?" sighed Kitty, looking at her sister with curious, wondering +eyes, and a feeling of awe. "I can't think so. I can't bear strange +girls." It seemed to her incredible that any one should _want_ to know +strangers, or could even contemplate doing so without horror. +She envied them, though, for being able to. "It must make one feel ever +so much more happy and comfortable," she thought, "to have nothing to be +afraid of." She would have given a very great deal not to feel shy and +embarrassed when with strangers, and to be able to think of something to +say to them. But she never could. Nothing that she had to say seemed +interesting or worth saying. Betty, with her self-confidence and fluent +tongue, was a constant source of admiration to Kitty. + +"You will get on all right," she said, with another sigh; "but I was +never meant to go where there are other people." + +"That is why you've got to go. It is good for you; I heard Aunt Pike +saying so to father. She said you were growing up shy and _gauche_. +I don't know what _gauche_ means; do you?" + +"No," said Kitty, colouring. "I expect I ought to, and I expect it is +something dreadful; but if I am happier so, why can't I go on being +_gauche_?" + +"Father said you were very shy, but he didn't think you were the other +thing--_gauche_." + +"Did he?" cried poor Kitty, brightening; but her face soon fell again. +"Father doesn't notice things as quickly as some people do--Aunt Pike, +and Lady Kitson, and others; and I expect they are right. It is always +the disagreeable people and the disagreeable things that are right. +Did Aunt Pike say the same thing of you?" + +"No; she said I had too much--it was a long word--too much self--self-- +oh, I know, confidence--self-confidence. I don't know what it means, +but I am sure I haven't got it; and if I have," wound up Betty +defiantly, "I _won't_ get cured of it. Do you know what it means, +Kitty?" + +"Yes," said Kitty thoughtfully, "I think I do; but I don't see how going +to the same school can cure us both." + +At the end of a few days Mrs. Pike went away to get Anna, and to collect +their numerous belongings; and the doctor's household felt that it had +before it one week of glorious freedom, but only one. + +In anticipation of this, their last happy free time, the children had +made plans for each day of it, intending to enjoy them to the utmost. +Somehow, though, things were different. There was a shadow even over +their freedom--if it was not there in the morning, it fell before +night--and they returned home each day weighted with a sense of +weariness and depression. There was the shadow, too, of Dan's +departure, and a very deep shadow it was. + +"Things will never, never be the same again," said Kitty sagely. +"Dan won't know about all that we do; and when he gets a lot of boy +friends he won't care very much." + +There was also the shadow of their own school and the constant +companionship of Anna, and this was a dense shadow indeed. + +"It wouldn't be so bad if she was jolly and nice, but it will be like +having a spy always with us," said Betty. "She will tell Aunt Pike +everything." + +"You don't know," said Dan, to tease them. "Anna may have grown up +quite different from what she was, and be as jolly as possible." But the +suggestion did not console the girls; to them it only seemed that Dan +was already forsaking them, that this was but another step over to the +enemy. + +"She couldn't be jolly," said Betty firmly. "She wouldn't know how, and +Aunt Pike wouldn't let her if she wanted to. And even if she seemed so, +I shouldn't feel that I could trust her." + +"Bosh!" said Dan emphatically. "One can always tell if a person is to +be trusted or not." + +"Well, I can tell that I shall _not_ trust Anna _ever_," cried Betty +viciously, roused to deep anger by Dan's championship of Anna Pike. + +But Dan was not impressed. "Oh well," he said, turning carelessly on +his heel, "if you are so narrow-minded and have made up your mind not to +like her, it is no use to say anything more." + +"I am not narrow-minded," cried Betty hotly. "I don't know what you +mean." + +"I don't suppose you do," laughed Dan. "Never mind. Cheer up, +Elizabeth, I will give you a dictionary on your birthday." + +"No, you won't, 'cause you won't have money enough," said Betty; "and-- +and I wouldn't accept it if you got it." + +"I'll leave you my old one when I go to school, and I advise you to +study it well before you go to Miss Richards's. It may save you from +putting your foot in it sometimes." + +"I wonder," said Betty, with a sudden thought, "if it would tell me what +self-confidence is?" + +"I can tell you that," said Dan. "Why do you want to know?" + +"Oh--oh, because--but tell me first what it means, and then I will tell +you--perhaps." + +"Well, it means--oh--you know--" + +"No, I don't; and--and I don't believe you do either," nodding her head +very knowingly at her brother. + +"Yes, I do," cried Dan hotly. "It means having a too jolly good opinion +of yourself, and thinking you can do anything. Now, tell me why you +wanted to know." + +But Betty was walking away with her head held very high, and her cheeks +very red. "I think it is quite time you started for the station to meet +Aunt Pike and Anna," she called back over her shoulder. + +"Don't be late, whatever you do." + +"But you are coming too, Bet, aren't you?" + +"No," she answered frigidly, as she closed the door, "I am not," and to +herself she added, with proud indignation, "After Aunt Pike's calling me +such a name as that, I shouldn't think of going to meet her." + +Kitty, Dan, and Tony were on the platform when the train arrived. +Their father had expressly wished them to go to meet their aunt and +cousin, as he was unable to; so they went to please him, they told each +other. But they would put up with a good deal for the sake of a jaunt +to the station, and there really was some little anxiety and excitement, +too, in their hearts as to what Anna would be like. + +When she had stayed with them before she had been a little fair, slight +thing, with a small face, frightened restless eyes, and a fragile body +as restless as her eyes. Anna Pike gave one the impression of being all +nerves, and in a perpetual state of tremor. She was said to be very +clever and intellectual, and certainly if being always with a book was a +proof of it, she was; but there were some who thought she did little +with her books beyond holding them, and that it would have been better +for her in every way if she had sometimes held a doll, or a +skipping-rope, or a branch of a tree instead. + +"She was rather pretty, I think, wasn't she?" said Kitty musingly, as +they strolled up and down the platform waiting for the train. + +"She was awfully skinny," said Dan. + +"Will Anna be bigger than me?" asked Tony, who did not remember her. + +"Oh yes, she is as old as Dan, I think; but I always feel as though she +were older even than I am. She used to seem so grown-up and clever, and +she always did the right thing; and, oh dear, how dreadful it will be if +she is still the same." + +Tony sighed. "I wish there was somebody little, like me, to play with," +he said wistfully; "somebody as young as me." + +"But, Tony darling, you don't feel you want some one else, do you? +Why, we all play with you," cried Kitty reproachfully. + +"Yes, I know; but you only pretend. You don't think things are +really-truly, like I do." + +"But I do, dear, I do, really; only yours are fairies and giants, and +mine are knights and kings and ladies," and her thoughts flashed right +away from the busy station, with its brick platform and gleaming rails, +the ordinary-looking men and women pacing up and down, and the noise and +rattle of the place, to the quiet, still woods and hurrying river, with +their mystery and calm, and to those other men and women pacing so +stately amidst the silence and beauty. But Tony, tugging at her hand, +very soon brought her abruptly back to her real surroundings. + +"It is coming! it is coming!" he cried. "I hear it." + +And a moment later, with a fast-increasing roar, the engine rounded the +curve, and gradually slowing down, drew up alongside the platform. + +Mrs. Pike was one of those persons who keep their seats until all other +passengers have left the carriage, and make every one belonging to them +do the same; and Kitty and Dan had twice walked the whole length of the +train, and were just turning away, not quite certain whether they felt +relieved or not at seeing no sign of their travellers, when they heard a +well-remembered voice calling to them, and, turning, saw their aunt +standing in a carriage doorway, beckoning to them as frantically as an +armful of parcels and bags would allow her. She retreated when she had +attracted their attention, and in her place there stepped from the +carriage a tall, lanky girl, who was evidently very shy and embarrassed +at being thrust out alone to greet her strange cousins. + +It was Anna. Though she had grown enormously, they knew her in a +moment, for the thin white face was the same, the restless eyes, the +nervous fidgeting movements of the hands and feet and body. +Her straight, light hair had grown enormously too; it was a perfect mane +now, long, and thick, and heavy--too heavy and long, it seemed, for the +thin neck and little head. Kitty eyed it enviously, though; her own +dark hair was frizzy and thick as could be, but it never had grown, and +never would grow more than shoulder length, she feared, and she did so +admire long, straight, glossy hair. + +But when she looked from her cousin's hair to her cousin, a sudden sense +of shyness came over her, and it was awkwardly enough that she advanced. + +"Ought I to kiss her," she was asking herself, "on a platform like this, +and before a lot of people? She might think it silly;" and while she +was still debating the point, she had held out her hand and shaken +Anna's stiffly, with a prim "How do you do," and that was all. + +Her aunt she had overlooked entirely, until that lady recalled her +wandering wits peremptorily. "Well, Katherine, is this the way you +greet your aunt and cousin? Have you quite forgotten me? Come and kiss +us both in a proper manner.--Well, Daniel, how are you? Yes, I shall be +obliged to you if you will go in search of our luggage;" for Dan, +fearing that he, too, might be ordered to kiss them both, had shaken +hands heartily but hastily, while uttering burning desires to assist +them by finding their boxes.--"Anthony, come and be introduced to your +cousin Anna. I dare say you scarcely remember her." + +Tony kissed his severe-looking cousin obediently, but his hopes of a +playmate died there and then. + +"Elizabeth, I do not see her!" + +"No--o; she has not come, Aunt Pike," said Kitty lamely. She felt +absolutely incapable at that moment of giving any reason why Betty had +absented herself, so she said no more. + +"Anna was particularly anxious to meet her cousin Elizabeth," continued +Mrs. Pike. "Being so near of an age, she hopes to make her her special +companion.--Don't you, Anna?" + +"Yes, mother," said Anna, rubbing her cotton-gloved hands together +nervously, and setting Kitty's teeth on edge to such an extent that she +could scarcely speak. But somehow the enthusiasm of Anna's actions was +not echoed in her voice. + +Dan, who had rejoined them, smiled to himself wickedly as he thought of +Betty's last speech about her cousin. + +"The porter is taking the luggage out to the omnibus," he said. +"Will you come out and get up?" He led the way, and they all followed. +The big yellow 'bus with its four horses stood in the roadway outside +the platform palings. The driver and conductor, who knew the Trenires +quite well, beamed on them, and touched their hats. + +"I've kept the front seat for you, missie," said Weller, the conductor, +to Kitty, and he moved towards the short ladder placed against the 'bus +in readiness for her to mount. "Will the other ladies go 'pon top, +too?" he asked; and Kitty, with one foot on the lower step, looked round +at her aunt to offer her her seat. + +"Katherine! Katherine! what _are_ you doing? Come down, child, at once. +You surely aren't thinking of clambering up that ladder? Let Dan do so +if he likes, but you will please come inside with Anna and me." + +Kitty's face fell visibly. She could hardly believe, though, that she +had heard aright. "I feel ill if I go inside, Aunt Pike," she +explained. "Father always lets us go on top; he tells us to. He says +it is healthier; and it is such a lovely evening, too, and the drive is +beautiful. I am sure you would--" + +"Katherine, please, I must ask you not to stand there arguing in that +rude manner with me," said Mrs. Pike with intense severity, "Get inside +the omnibus at once. I will speak to your father on the subject when I +get home." And poor Kitty, so long mistress of her own actions, walked, +bitterly humiliated, under the eyes of the many onlookers, and got into +the hot, close 'bus, where the air was already heavy with the mixed +smell of straw and paint and velvet cushions, which she never could +endure. + +"Anthony, you may go outside with Daniel if you prefer it, as the 'bus +is rather full inside," said Mrs. Pike, stopping him as he clambered in +after Kitty. But Tony declined the offer. + +"I would rather go with Kitty, please," he said loyally. "I'd--I'd +rather." He had a feeling that by so doing he was somehow helping her. + +Kitty, with compressed lips and flashing eyes, took her seat. She did +not notice who was beside her; her only object was to get as far as +possible from her aunt, for, feeling as she felt then, she could not +possibly talk to her. + +"It is a _shame_ to make us go inside. It always makes me feel ill too; +but I've always got to," whispered a low, indignant voice through the +rattling and rumbling of the 'bus. With a start of surprise Kitty +turned quickly to see who had spoken, and found that she had seated +herself beside her cousin Anna. + +For a moment Kitty stared at her, bewildered. It could not have been +Anna who spoke, for Anna was staring absorbedly out of the window +opposite her, apparently lost in thought, or fascinated by the scenery +through which they were passing. But just as she had determined that +she had made a mistake, a side-long glance from Anna's restless eyes +convinced her that she had not. + +"Are you feeling ill now?" asked Kitty, but Anna in reply only glanced +nervously at her mother, and bestowed on Kitty a warning kick; and +Kitty, indignant with them both, could not bring herself to address +another remark to her. All through that long, wretched drive home +Kitty's indignation waxed hotter and hotter, for she kept her gaze +studiously on the window, and the glimpses she got of all the beauty +they were passing through only served to increase it. Here the way lay +through the soft dimness of a plantation of young larches, their green, +feathery branches almost meeting across the road; then came a long steep +hill, up which the horses walked in a leisurely way--quite delightful if +one were outside and able to gaze down at the glorious valley which +spread away and away below, until a curve in the road suddenly cut it +off from view, but infinitely wearying when every moment was spent in a +hot, stuffy atmosphere, with nothing before one's eyes but the hedge or +one's fellow-passengers. + +Oh the relief in such case when the top of the hill was reached, and the +driver stirred up his horses to a canter, and the heavy 'bus covered the +level ground quickly and rumbled down the next steep hill at a good +pace. How Kitty did hate it all now, and how she did love it +ordinarily! Winter and summer, hitherto, she had always gone to and fro +mounted high up on the front seat, and knew every curve and corner, and +hill and dip; but best of all, perhaps, did she love that quick run down +the steep hill, when the horses cantered along at their smartest, and +the 'bus came rumbling and swaying after them, as though at any moment +it would break loose entirely and go its own wild way. And then would +come the demurer pace as they came to the town, and the narrow streets +where sharp corners had to be turned carefully, and where, from the high +'bus-top, one could quite easily see into the funny little rooms of the +old houses on either side. Then came the main street--to the Trenire +children fit to vie in breadth and beauty with any street in any city in +the world--and then home! + +To Kitty it had always been the greatest joy to come home. No matter +where she had stayed, or how delightful the visit had been, she had +always been glad to get home again, and her heart beat faster, and her +breath caught with something that was not merely excitement or pleasure, +at the sight of the low, broad old house in the bare, wind-swept street, +that was the only home she had known, or wanted to know. But now, for +the first time, she felt no joy, only misery and indignation, and a +sense of hopeless, helpless resentment that all the old joy and freedom +was ended, that everything was to be altered and spoiled for them. + +By degrees the 'bus emptied of all passengers but themselves, and Aunt +Pike drew nearer to Kitty. "I hope," she said, "that things have gone +on nicely while I have been away, and that the house has been kept in a +neat and orderly fashion." + +Kitty did not answer for a moment, for the simple reason that she had no +answer to give. They had all been too much occupied in making the most +of their spell of freedom to observe how the house was kept. "I--I +believe so," she stammered at last. + +"And I hope you have arranged a nice little meal for us," went on Mrs. +Pike, "to welcome Anna on her first arrival in her new home. I did not +say anything about it, as I thought it would be so good for you to have +the arranging of it." + +At this Kitty really did jump in her seat, and her heart beat fast with +shame and dismay, for she had not only not arranged a "nice little +meal," but had never given a thought to any meal at all. + +It is fair to say she had never been told that it was left to her to do +so. When first her aunt had come Kitty had handed over to her the reins +of government, willy-nilly, and she had not thought it her duty to take +them up again in Mrs. Pike's absence; but it is to be feared that in any +case she would not have prepared a feast of welcome for Anna. And the +result was that they would arrive tired and hungry after their long, hot +journey, and probably find no preparations at all made for them, no +welcome, not even food enough for a meal--certainly no special feast. + +Kitty had not been wilfully careless. She would have seen to things had +she thought of it; but the obstinate fact remained that, if not +wilfully, she had been culpably careless, and her heart sank with shame. +She hoped--oh, how devoutly she hoped--that Fanny had been more +thoughtful; but the prospect was slight, and for the rest of the way she +sat in a perfect panic of dread and shame. + +The very moment the omnibus drew up before the house she sprang out of +it, and, regardless of what her aunt might think, rushed in and through +the house to the kitchen. + +"O Fanny," she cried, desperation in face and voice; but even in that +distressful moment she remembered a former occasion when Aunt Pike's +arrival had thrown her into just such a frantic state, "what about +supper? Aunt Pike has asked about it, and I hadn't even thought about +it; and--oh, what _can_ I do? I suppose there is nothing in the house?" + +For a second or two Fanny went on calmly and deliberately with what she +was about. "Well, miss," she said at last in her severest tone, "there +is something, and a plenty, thanks to me and Miss Betty. If there +'adn't a been, it wouldn't 'ave been no manner of use to come rushing +out to me now, when it's time for it to be on the table. Of course, +when folks comes unexpected that's one thing, but--" + +Kitty in her great relief did not heed Fanny's lecture in the least. +"O Fanny, you are a dear," she cried joyfully. "I will do something for +you some day.--Hullo! Betty," for Betty at that moment came tiptoeing +into the kitchen. + +"'Twas Miss Betty as first thought of it," said Fanny honestly. +"I s'pose 'twould 'ave come into my 'ead some time, but I'm bound to say +it 'adn't till Miss Betty mentioned it." + +Betty beamed with pleased importance, but tried to look indifferent. +"I wanted Aunt Pike to see that we do know how to do things. What is +Anna like?" she broke off to ask anxiously. + +"She is like Anna exactly," said Kitty bluntly, "and no one else; she +never could be. She'll never change, not if she lives to be eighty. +Come along up, and get ready. Oh, I _am_ so glad you thought about the +supper, Betty dear. How clever you are! Aunt Pike would have thought +worse of me than ever if you hadn't, and--" + +"Um!" responded Betty, with a toss of her head, "perhaps if Aunt Pike +knew that if it hadn't been for me she'd have had no supper, she +wouldn't say rude things about me again. I think it's awfully hard. +If you don't do things you are scolded, and if you _do_ do them you are +called too self--self-confidential." + +"I wouldn't mind what I was called," said Kitty, as she hurried away to +get ready, "as long as I could manage to do the right thing sometimes, +and not always forget till too late." + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +LESSONS, ALARMS, AND WARNINGS. + +The days that followed were strange and very trying. It was not at all +easy for any of them to settle down to the new life. Kitty, though, did +not feel the giving up of the keys and the _role_ of housekeeper as much +as she had expected to; for, in the first place, the keys had generally +been lost, and in the second, she had never really "kept house" in the +true meaning of the term, and it really was a great relief to find the +meals appearing regularly and satisfactorily without any effort on her +part, or, perhaps, one should say, without any remorse, or occasion for +remorse, for not having made any effort. + +It was really a comfort, too, not to have to try to manage the servants, +or blame herself for not doing so. But, on the other hand, they all +missed their freedom dreadfully--their freedom of speech and act, their +freedom in getting up and going to bed, in their goings and comings; for +Aunt Pike believed, quite rightly, of course, in punctuality and early +rising, and keeping oneself profitably employed, and she disapproved +strongly of their roaming the country over, as they had done, as +strongly as she disapproved of their sitting on garden walls, wandering +in and out of stables, coach-house, and kitchen, talking to the +servants, or teasing Jabez. + +Jabez grew quite moped during the weeks that followed, for he was not +even allowed to come into the kitchen for a comforting cup of tea as of +old. "And if anybody can't have a bit of a clack sometimes," groaned +poor Jabez, "nor a cup of tea neither, why he might so well be dumb to +once. I've ackshally got to talk to the 'orses and the cat to keep my +powers of speech from leaving me." + +Life seemed very dull and dreary to all the household, except, perhaps, +to Mrs. Pike and Dr. Trenire. The latter was too busy just then to +realize the changes going on in his home; while Mrs. Pike was fully +occupied with all that lay at her hand to do. + +Anna's presence did not add at all to the liveliness of the house. +She was shy and nervous. Of Dan she was, or pretended to be, quite +afraid, and if she happened to have blossomed into talk during his +absence, she would stop the moment he appeared--a habit which annoyed +him extremely. To Betty, who was to have been her special companion, +she showed no desire to attach herself, but to Kitty she clung in a most +embarrassing fashion, monopolizing her in a way that Kitty found most +irksome, and made Betty furious, for hitherto Kitty had been Betty's +whenever Betty needed her. Now she was rarely to be found without Anna. +But Kitty, along with the others, never felt that she could trust Anna; +and they could not throw off the feeling that they had a spy in their +midst. + +And, worst of all, the beautiful summer days glided away unappreciated, +and there were many bitter groans over what might have been had they +been alone. They thought longingly of the excursions and picnics, the +drives, and the free happy days in the open that they might have had. + +"I do think it is so silly," cried Betty, "to have one's meals always at +the same time, sitting around a table in a room in a house, when one can +enjoy them _ever_ so much more if they come at all sorts of times, and +in all sorts of places." + +"Oh, but it wouldn't be right to have them like that often," said Anna +primly. "You would have indigestion if you didn't have your meals at +regular hours." Anna was always full of ideas as to what was right and +good for her health. + +"I didn't know I had an indigestion," said Betty shortly, with a toss of +her head, "and you wouldn't either, Anna, if you didn't think so much +about it." Which was truer than Betty imagined. "I think it is a pity +you talk so much about such things." + +In September Dan went off to school. He was very homesick and not at +all happy when the last day came--a fact which consoled Kitty somewhat +for all the pleasure and excitement he had shown up to that point. +"If it hadn't been for Aunt Pike and Anna I believe he would have been +frightfully sorry all the time," she told herself, "instead of seeming +as though he was quite glad to go." + +"You'll--you'll write to a fellow pretty often, won't you, Kit?" he +asked, coming into her room for about the fiftieth time, and wandering +about it irresolutely. He spoke in an off-hand manner, and made a show +of looking over her bookshelves whilst he was speaking. But Kitty +understood, and in her heart she vowed that nothing should prevent her +writing, neither health, nor work, nor other interests. Dan wanted her +letters, and Dan should have them. + +But it was after he was gone that the blow of his departure was felt +most, and then the blank seemed almost too great to be borne. It was so +great that the girls were really almost glad when their own school +opened, that they might have an entirely new life in place of the old +one so changed. + +"Though I would rather go right away, ever so far, to a boarding +school," declared Betty, "where everything and everybody would be quite, +quite different." But Kitty could not agree to this. It was quite bad +enough for her as it was; to leave Gorlay would be more than she could +bear. + +"Hillside," the school to which they were being sent--the only one of +its kind in Gorlay, in fact--was about ten minutes' walk from Dr. +Trenire's house. It was quite a small school, consisting of about a +dozen pupils only, several of whom were boarders; and Miss Richards (the +head of it), Miss Melinda (her sister), and a French governess +instructed the twelve. + +"It is not, in the strict sense of the word, a school," Miss Richards +always remarked to the parents of new pupils. "We want it to be +'a home from home' for our pupils, and I think I may say it is that." + +"If our homes were in the least bit like it we should never want any +holidays," one girl remarked; but we know that it is almost a point of +honour with some girls never to admit--until they have left it--that +school is anything but a place of exile and unhappiness,--though when +they have left it they talk of it as all that was delightful. + +Amongst the boarders, and loudest in their complaints of all they had to +endure, were Lettice and Maude Kitson, who had been placed there by +their step-mother for a year to "finish" their education before they +"came out." It was a pity, for they were too old for the school, and it +would have been better for themselves and every one had they been sent +amongst older girls and stricter teachers, where they would not have +been the leading pupils and young ladies of social importance. +They laughed and scoffed at the usual simple tastes and amusements of +schoolgirls, and, one being seventeen and the other eighteen, they +considered themselves women, who, had it not been for their unkind +stepmother, would have been out in society now instead of at school +grinding away at lessons and studies quite beneath them. Their talk and +their ideas were worldly and foolish too, and as they lacked the sense +and the good taste which might have checked them, they were anything but +improving to any girls they came in contact with. + +Kitty had never liked either of the Kitson girls; they had nothing in +common, and everything Lettice and Maude did jarred on her. They seemed +to her silly and vulgar, and they did little petty, mean things, and +laughed and sneered at people in a way that hurt Kitty's feelings. +Yet now, so great was her nervous dread of the school and all the +strangers she would have to meet, she felt quite pleased that there +would be at least those two familiar faces amongst them. "And that will +show how much I dread it," she said miserably to Betty the night before. +"Think of my being glad to see the Kitsons!" + +"Oh well," said Betty cheerfully, "they will be some one to speak to, +and they will tell us the ways of the school, so that we shan't look +silly standing about not knowing what to do. They won't let the others +treat us as they treat new girls sometimes either, and that will be a +good thing," which was Betty's chief dread in going to the school. + +Anna expressed no opinion on the matter at all. She was more than +usually nervous and fidgety in her manner, but she said nothing; and +whether she greatly dreaded the ordeal, or was quite calmly indifferent +about it, no one could tell. + +But the feelings of the three as they walked to the school that first +morning were curiously alike, yet unlike. All three were very nervous. +Kitty felt a longing, such as she could hardly resist, to rush away to +Wenmere Woods and never be heard of again. Betty was so determined that +no one should guess the state of tremor she was in, lest they should +take advantage of it and tease her, that she quite overdid her air of +calm indifference, and appeared almost rudely contemptuous. Anna, +though outwardly by far the most nervous of the three, had her plans +ready and her mind made up. She was not going to be put upon, and she +was not going to let any one get the better of her; at the same time she +was going to be popular; though how she was going to manage it all she +could not decide until she saw her fellow-pupils and had gathered +something of what they were like. In the meantime nothing escaped her +sharp eyes or ears. All that Kitty or Betty could tell her about the +school, or Miss Richards, or the girls, especially the Kitsons, she +drank in and stored up in her memory, and they would have been +astonished beyond measure could they have known how much her hasty +wandering glances told her, resting, as they did, apparently on nothing. + +Before the first morning was over she knew that Helen Rawson was admired +but feared; that Joyce Pearse was the most popular girl in the school, +and had taken a dislike to herself, but liked Kitty and Betty; that +Netta Anderson was Miss Richards's favourite pupil, and that she herself +did not like Netta; and that Lettice Kitson was not very wise and not +very honourable, and that Maude was the same, but was the more clever of +the two. + +To Betty the morning had been interesting, though alarming at times; to +Kitty it was all dreadful, and she went through it weighed down by a +gloomy despair at the thought that this was to go on day after day, +perhaps for years. + +The most terrifying experience of all to her was the examination she had +to undergo to determine her position in the school. Anna was used to +it, so bore it better, and to Betty it was not so appalling, but to +Kitty it was the most awful ordeal she had ever experienced. +"Having teeth out is nothing to it," she said afterwards, and her relief +when it was over was so intense that she thought nothing about the +result, and was not at all concerned about the position assigned her, +until Anna came up to her brimming over with condolences, and apologies, +and scarcely concealed delight. + +"O Katherine, I _am_ so sorry, but it _really_ wasn't my fault. +I didn't know I was doing so well, and--and that they would put me in +the same class as you! Of course I thought you would be ever so much +higher than me--being so much older." + +Kitty had scarcely realized the fact before, certainly she had not been +shamed by it, but Anna's remarks and apologies roused her to a sudden +sense of mortification, and Anna's manner annoyed her greatly. + +"Did you, really?" she said doubtingly. "Well," proudly, "don't worry +about it any more. If you don't mind, I don't," and she walked away +with her head in the air. "I can't understand Anna," she thought to +herself; "she pretends to be so fond of me, but I feel all the time that +she doesn't like me a bit really, and she will work night and day now to +get ahead of me." Which was exactly what Anna meant to do. "But," she +added, with determination, "I will show her that I can work too." +Which was what Anna had not expected; but for once she had overreached +herself, and in trying to humiliate Kitty she had given her the very +spur she needed, and so had done her one of the greatest possible +kindnesses. + +Betty, to her disgust and mortification, was placed in a lower class +altogether. She had not expected to be with Kitty, but she certainly +had not expected to be placed below Anna, and the blow was a great one. +"But I'll--I'll beat her," declared Betty hotly. "I will. I don't +believe she is so awfully, awfully clever as they say, and nobody knows +but what I may be clever too, only people haven't noticed it yet. +I am sure I feel as if I might be." + +It was unfortunate, though, for the Trenire girls that Mrs. Pike had +settled all the arrangements for their going to "Hillside;" it was +unfortunate for them too that Miss Richards and Miss Melinda placed +unquestioning reliance on what was told them, and had no powers of +observation of their own, or failed to use them, for it meant to them +that they started unfairly handicapped. Miss Richards was warned that +she would find Dr. Trenire's daughters backward and badly taught, and +entirely unused to discipline or control. "Of course the poor dear +doctor had not been able to give them all the attention they needed, and +he was such a gentle, kind father, perhaps _too_ kind and gentle, which +made it rather trying for others. It was to be hoped that dear Miss +Richards would not find the children _too_ trying. She must be very +strict with them; it would, of course, be for their own good +eventually." "Dear Miss Richards" felt quite sure of that, and had no +doubt that she would be able to manage them. She had had much success +with girls. She was glad, though, to be warned that there was need of +special care--in fact, dear Lady Kitson had hinted at very much the same +thing. + +So the paths of Katherine and Elizabeth were strewn with thorns and +stumbling-blocks from the outset, and, unfortunately, they were not the +girls to see and avoid them, or even guess they were there until they +fell over them. + +Anna, having been brought up under her mother's eye, was, of course, +quite, quite different; Anna was really a credit to the care which had +been lavished on her. Miss Richards and Miss Melinda did not doubt it; +they declared that it was evident at the first glance, and acted +accordingly. Which was, no doubt, pleasant for Anna, but, on the +whole, turned out in the end worse for her than for her cousins. + +Anna certainly had been well trained in one respect--she could learn her +home lessons and prepare her home work under any conditions, it seemed, +and she always did them well. Kitty had an idea, a very foolish one, of +course, that she could only work when alone and quiet, say in her +bedroom, or in the barn, or lying in the grass in the garden, or in the +woods. All of which was inelegant, unladylike, and nonsensical. +Kitty must get the better of such ideas at once, and must learn her +lessons as Anna did, sitting primly at the square table in the playroom. + +Anna learnt her lessons by repeating them half aloud, and making a +hissing noise through her teeth all the time. The sound alone drove +Kitty nearly distracted, while the sitting up so primly to the table +seemed to destroy all her interest in the lesson and her power of +concentrating her mind on the study in hand. + +"I can't learn in this way, Aunt Pike," she pleaded earnestly; "I can't +get on a bit. I dare say it is silly of me, but my own way doesn't do +any one any harm, and I can learn my lessons in half the time, and +remember them better." + +"Katherine, do not argue with me, but do as I tell you. It is the right +way for a young lady to sit to her studies, and it will strengthen not +only your back-bone, but your character as well. You are sadly +undisciplined." + +So Kitty, irritated, sore, and chafing, struggled on once more with her +lessons. But to get her work done she had, after all, to take her books +to bed with her, and there, far into the night, and early in the +morning, she struggled bravely not only to learn, but to learn how to +learn, which is one of the greatest difficulties of all to those who +have grown up drinking in their knowledge not according to school +methods. + +Nothing but her determination not to let Anna outstrip her could have +made her persevere as she did at this time, and she got on well until +Anna, whether consciously or unconsciously she alone knew, interfered to +stop her. + +"Mother! mother!" Anna in a straight, plain dressing-gown, her hair in +two long plaits down her back, tapped softly in the dead of night at her +mother's door, and in a blood-curdling whisper called her name through +the keyhole. + +Mrs. Pike roused and alarmed, flew at once at her daughter's summons. +"What is the matter? Are you ill? I thought you were drinking rather +much lemonade. Jump into my bed, and I will--" + +"No, it isn't me, mother, I am all right; it's--it's the girls. I saw a +light shining under their door, and I was so frightened. Do you think +it's a fire?" + +Considering the awfulness of that which she feared, Anna was curiously +deliberate and calm. It did not seem to have struck her that her wisest +course would have been to have first rushed in and roused her cousins, +and have given them at least a chance of escape from burning or +suffocation. Now, too, instead of running with her mother to their +help, she crept into the bed and lay down, apparently overcome with +terror, though with her ears very much on the alert for any sounds which +might reach them. Perhaps she shrank from the sight that might meet +her eyes when the door was opened. + +Mrs. Pike, far more agitated than her daughter, without waiting to hear +any more, rushed along the corridor and up the stairs to the upper +landing where all the children's rooms were, and flinging herself on +Kitty's door, had burst it open before either Betty or Kitty could +realize what was happening. Betty, seriously frightened, sprang up in +her bed with a shriek. Kitty dropped her book hurriedly and sprang out +on the floor. + +"What is the matter?" she cried, filled with an awful fear. "Who is +ill? Father? Tony?" But at the violent change in her aunt's +expression from alarm to anger her words died on her lips. + +"How dare you! How dare you! You wicked, disobedient, daring girl, +setting the place on fire and risking our lives, and wasting candles, +and--and you know I do not allow reading in bed." + +"I wasn't reading," stammered Kitty--"I mean, not stories. I was only +learning my lessons. I _must_ learn them somehow, and I can't--I really +can't--learn them downstairs, Aunt Pike, with Anna whistling and hissing +all the time; it is no use. I have tried and tried, and I _must_ know +them. I wasn't setting the place on fire; it is quite safe. I had +stood the candle-stick in a basin. I always do." + +"Always do! Do you mean to say that you are in the habit of reading in +bed?" + +"Yes," said Kitty honestly, "we always have. Father does too." + +"Even after you knew I did not allow it?" cried Aunt Pike, ignoring +Kitty's reference to her father. + +"I didn't know you didn't allow it," said Kitty doggedly. "I had never +heard you say anything about it; and as father did it, I didn't think +there was any harm." + +"No harm! no harm to frighten poor Anna so that she flew from her bed +and came rushing through the dark house to me quite white and trembling. +She was afraid your room was on fire, and was dreadfully frightened of +course. She will probably feel the ill effects of the shock for some +time." + +Betty, having got over her fright, had been sitting up in bed all this +time embracing her knees. When Anna's name was mentioned her eyes began +to sparkle. "If Anna had come in here first to see, she needn't have +trembled or been frightened," she remarked shrewdly. + +"Anna naturally ran to her mother," said Mrs. Pike sharply. + +"Anna naturally ran to sneak," said Betty to herself, "and I don't +believe she really thought there was a fire at all, and I'll tell her so +when I get her by herself." Aloud she said, "I wonder what made her get +out of bed and look under our door. She couldn't have smelt fire, for +of course there wasn't any to smell." + +"Be quiet, Elizabeth.--Remember, Katherine," her aunt went on, turning +to her, "that if ever I hear of or see any behaviour of this kind again, +I shall have you to sleep in my room, and put Anna in here with +Elizabeth." Which was a threat so full of horror to both the girls that +they subsided speechless. + +"I think," whispered Betty, as soon as their aunt's footsteps had ceased +to sound--"no, I don't think, I know that Anna is the _very meanest_ +sneak I ever met." + +"I hope I shall never know a meaner," groaned Kitty; "but I--I won't be +beaten by her. I won't! I won't!" + +"And I'll beat her too," snapped Betty. + +"I am ashamed that she is a relation," said Kitty in hot disgust. + +"She isn't a real one," said Betty scornfully, "and for the future I +shan't count her one at all. We won't own such a mean thing in the +family." + +"I wonder why she is so horrid," sighed Kitty, who was more distressed +by these things than was Betty. "We never did her any harm. +Perhaps she can't help it. It must be awful to be mean, and a sneak, +and to feel you can't help it." + +"Why doesn't Aunt Pike teach her better? She is always telling us what +to do, and that it is good for us to try and be different, and--and all +that sort of thing." + +"But Aunt Pike wouldn't believe that Anna is mean; she thinks she is +perfection," said Kitty. + +"Oh, well, I s'pose a jewel's a duck in a toad's eye," misquoted Betty +complacently; "at least, that is what Fanny said, and I think she is +right. Fanny often is." + +When they met the next day Betty gave her cousin another shock, perhaps +more severe than the one she had had during the night, for frankness +always shocked Anna Pike. + +"I do think, Anna," she said gravely, "it is a pity you let yourself do +such mean things. Of course you didn't really think our room was on +fire last night, and every one but Aunt Pike knows you were only +sneaking. If you go on like that, you won't be able to stop yourself +when you want to, and nobody will ever like you." + +Anna's little restless eyes grew hard and unpleasant-looking. "I have +more friends than you have, or Kitty either," she retorted, "and I am +ever so much more friendly with the girls at school than you are." +A remark which stung Miss Betty sharply, for though she did not like +either Lettice or Maude Kitson, she resented the way in which they had +gone over to Anna, with whom Lettice in particular had struck up a +violent friendship--the sort of friendship which requires secret +signals, long whisperings in corners, the passing of many surreptitious +notes, and is particularly aggravating to all lookers-on. + +Kitty saw it all too, of course, but instead of feeling annoyed as Betty +did by it, she felt a sense of relief that Anna had ceased to be her +shadow, and had attached herself to some one else. + +"If Anna isn't sorry some day for being so chummy with Lettice," said +Betty seriously, "Lettice will be for being so chummy with Anna." +But Kitty could not see that. She did not care for Lettice, but it +never occurred to her that her behaviour was worse than foolish, or that +she should warn Anna against the friendship. Not that it would have +done any good, probably, if she had. + +It might have been better for them all, though, if Kitty had been more +suspicious and alert, for she might then have seen what was happening, +and perhaps have avoided the catastrophe to which they were all +hastening. But, of course, if you have no suspicions of people, you +cannot be on your guard against something that you do not know exists; +and Kitty suspected nothing, not even when Betty came home one day with +an unpleasant tale of foolishness to tell. + +"I won't walk home with Anna any more," she cried hotly. "She asks me +to go with her, and then tries to get rid of me. I know why she wanted +to, though: she had a letter to post and didn't want me to see it. +I suppose," indignantly, "she thought I would try to read the address, +or would sneak about it!" + +"You must have made a mistake," said Kitty. "It is too silly to think +she should want to get rid of you while she posted a letter. +Why shouldn't she post one? I don't see anything in it." + +"Well, _I_ do," said Betty solemnly. "To tell you isn't really +sneaking, is it? Anna posts letters for Lettice Kitson--letters to +people she isn't allowed to write to--and she takes letters to her. +She does really, Kitty, and I think Anna ought to be spoken to. +Lettice was nearly expelled from her last school for the same thing. +Violet told me so." + +"Nonsense," cried Kitty scornfully. "I believe the girls make up +stories, and you shouldn't listen to them, Betty; it is horrid." + +"I am sure Violet wouldn't make up stories," said Betty; "and if Lettice +does such things, Anna ought not to help her. You should stop her, +Kitty. Tell her we won't have it." + +"O Betty, don't talk so. Don't tell me any more that I ought to do. +It seems to me I ought to do everything that is horrid! And why should +I look after Anna? She never takes any notice of what I say; and after +all it is nothing very bad--nothing to make a fuss about, I mean. +I haven't seen anything myself." + +"Well, _I_ think it is a good deal more than nothing," said Betty +gravely; "and I wish you would see, Kitty, I wish you would notice +things more." + +"But what good could I do? What can I say?" cried Kitty distractedly, +growing really distressed. + +"Say? Oh, say that we won't stand it, and let her see that we won't," +said Betty. "We ought to be able to do that." + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +POOR KITTY! + +Only a few days later Kitty's eyes were opened for her, and opened +violently. Autumn had come on apace. The days were short now, and the +evenings long and dark. Already the girls were counting that there were +only five or six weeks before Dan came home; and at school there was +much talk of the break-up party, and the tableaux which were to be the +chief feature of the festivity this year. Kitty was to take part in one +tableau at least. She was to be Enid in one of her dearly loved +Arthurian legends--Enid, where, clad in her faded gown, she met Queen +Guinevere for the first time, who, + + "descending, met them at the gates, + Embraced her with all welcome as a friend, + And did her honour as the prince's bride." + +And Kitty was to wear a wig such as she had always longed for, with +golden plaits reaching to her knees, and she was almost beside herself +with joy. + +On the evening that the storm broke, she, little dreaming of what was +coming, was doing her home work and taking occasional dips into her +volume of Tennyson. Betty had finished her home lessons and was curled +up in a chair reading. Anna was not in the room; in fact, she had left +it almost as soon as they had settled down to their work after tea as +usual. It was now nearly supper-time. + +Mrs. Pike was absent at a Shakespeare reading. Dr. Trenire had been out +all day, a long round over bleak country, and had not been home more +than an hour. Kitty had heard him come, and had longed--as she had +never longed in the days when she was free to do as she liked--to go and +superintend his meal, and hear all about his day. But she knew what a +to-do there would be if she did not stay where she was and do her +lessons, and she had just lost herself again in the story of "Enid," +when, to her surprise, she heard her father's footsteps coming along the +passage and stopping at the door of the school-room. She was even more +surprised when, on opening the door, he said very quietly and gravely, +"Kitty, will you come to me in my study at once? I wish to speak to +you." + +She had looked up with a smile, but the expression on her father's face +caused her smile to die away, and left her perplexed and troubled. + +"What was it? Was Dan in trouble--or ill--or--or what had happened?" + +It never occurred to her as she got up and hurried after her father to +his room that the trouble might be of her causing. When she reached the +study she found Dr. Trenire standing by the table holding a letter which +he was reading. He looked up from it when she entered, and in answer to +the alarmed questioning in her eyes, he, after hesitating a moment, put +the letter into her hand. "Read that," he said sternly, "and tell me +what it means." + +Kitty took the letter, but she was so bewildered and troubled by her +father's manner, and the mystery, and her own dread, that she gazed at +it for seconds, unable to take in a word that it contained. + +"Well?" + +"I--I haven't read it yet, father," she stammered. "Do tell me; is it-- +is it anything about Dan?" + +Dr. Trenire looked at her very searchingly. "This is not the time for +trifling, Kitty," he said. "The letter is about you, I am sorry to say. +I am so shocked, so grieved, and astonished at what it tells me, that +I--I cannot make myself believe it unless you tell me that I must. +Read it." + +Kitty read it this time--read it with the blood rushing over her face +and neck, her eyes smarting, her cheeks tingling; and as she more and +more clearly grasped the meaning, her heart beat hot and fast with +indignation. + +When she looked up, her hurt, shamed eyes struck reproach to Dr. +Trenire's heart. "Father, you didn't--you didn't think that I--I--that +what that letter says is true?" The feeling that he had, if only for a +moment, done so hurt her far more than did the letter, which was from +Miss Richards. + +"It had been discovered," wrote Miss Richards, evidently in a great +state of wrath and indignation, "that one of the boarders had been in +the habit of writing to and receiving surreptitious letters from a +person with whom she had been forbidden to correspond. This she could +only have accomplished with the aid of some one outside the school. +On that very evening a letter had been intercepted, and the messenger +almost caught; but though she had escaped she had been partially +recognized by the governess, who had fortunately discovered these +shocking and flagrantly daring misdoings, and the governess had no doubt +in her mind that the culprit was Dr. Trenire's elder daughter." +Miss Richards was deeply grieved to have to write such unpleasant +tidings to him, but she begged he would make strict inquiries into the +matter at once. In the meantime Miss Lettice Kitson, who was forbidden +to leave her room, refused to make any communication on the matter. + +"How dare she!" cried Kitty. "How dare she accuse me of doing such a +thing! I hardly ever speak to Lettice. We are not at all friendly, and +Miss Richards knows it. I have never liked her, and--and," she broke +off hotly--"as if, even if I did like her, I would behave so. +Father, you know I wouldn't; don't you?" she entreated passionately. + +"Have you any idea who the real culprit is?" asked her father, greatly +troubled. In his heart he implicitly believed her, but he had to +inquire into the matter without prejudice. "If you have a suspicion, do +give me the clue, that you may be cleared. Of course it wouldn't be +Betty--" + +"Oh no, of course not," cried Kitty emphatically. "She has been in the +playroom with me all the evening; besides, Betty wouldn't behave so. +Why, only the other day she was fearfully disgusted with--" + +Kitty stopped abruptly, a flood of colour pouring over her face as a +sudden suspicion rushed over her mind with overwhelming force. + +Dr. Trenire was watching her closely. "You have some suspicion?" + +Kitty opened her lips, then closed them. "I--I have nothing I can say, +father," she said at last in a muffled tone. + +"But you must clear yourself, Kitty," he said gravely. + +"Lettice Kitson can clear me," she replied. "She knows, and of course +she will tell Miss Richards when she hears that they are accusing me. +You believe me; don't you, father?" she asked again, looking up at him +pleadingly. + +"Certainly, Kitty," he said heartily, unable to withstand the appeal in +her gray eyes. "I would not believe you capable of such dishonourable +conduct unless you yourself told me you were guilty." + +In the joy and relief of her heart Kitty forgot all about any suspicions +others might entertain, until Dr. Trenire mentioned Mrs. Pike. At the +mention of that name her heart sank down and down. "O father," she +cried, "Aunt Pike need not know anything about it, need she?" + +"Of course she need, dear. Why should she not? You have nothing to +fear from her knowing it. When you deny the guilt there will be an +inquiry into the matter, of course, so that it must come to the +knowledge of, at any rate, the elder girls and the parents, and Anna +will be amongst the elder ones, I suppose. At any rate she is as tall +as you are, and in your class." + +"As tall as you are." The words struck Kitty with a new suggestiveness. +She remembered suddenly that Anna had not been with them all the +evening; that she had left the schoolroom soon after they had begun +their work, and had not returned. + +"Oh, where was she? What had she been doing? Where had she been?" +Kitty was in a fever of alarm, and could barely conceal her dismay. + +"Well," said Dr. Trenire, "that will do, dear. I shall write to Miss +Richards at once, and tell her that you absolutely deny any knowledge of +or part in the matter, and that you have given me your word that you +have not left the house since you returned from school at four-thirty. +That should settle the matter as far as you are concerned." + +"Yes," said poor trusting Kitty, "that must set it all right for me, of +course." It did not occur to her then that any one could refuse to +accept her word; and with no further fears for herself, she hurried away +in search of Anna. + +First she went to her bedroom, but a glance showed her that no one was +there; and as it never occurred to Kitty to look under the bed, she did +not see a pair of shoes covered with wet mud, and a splashed skirt and +cloak. All, to her, looked neat and orderly, and with puzzled sigh she +went thoughtfully down to the schoolroom again. If Anna had not been in +her bedroom all the evening, where had she been? she thought anxiously. +And when, a second later, she opened the schoolroom door and saw Anna +sitting at the table facing her, her books spread out before her, her +head bent low over them, she really wondered for the moment whether she +was mad or dreaming. Betty was in her big chair, just as she had left +her, her book in her hand, but she was glancing beyond it at Anna more +than at the pages, and her face was full of grave perplexity. + +"Anna has such a cough," she said, when Kitty appeared, "and she can't +breathe, and her face is so red. I'm sure she has got a bad cold." + +Anna was certainly very flushed, and she held her handkerchief up to her +face a good deal. + +"Have you a cold?" asked Kitty. She could not control her feelings +sufficiently to speak quite naturally, and her voice sounded +unsympathetic. She was vexed, and puzzled, and full of fears as to what +might be to come. She could not help feeling in her heart a strong +distrust of Anna, yet she felt sorry for her, and dreaded what might be +in store for her. + +"No--at least I don't think so. Perhaps I have, though. I don't feel +well," she stammered. She spoke confusedly, and did not look at Kitty. + +"I should think you had better go to bed and have some hot milk," said +Betty in her serious, old-fashioned way. + +"Oh no. I am all right, thank you," said Anna, shrinking from the +thought of her mother's visits to her room, and her searching inquiries +as to how she could possibly have got a cold. "Do be quiet, Betty, and +let me do my work. You know it is nearly bedtime." + +"Well, you haven't seemed in a hurry till now," said Betty sharply. +"You haven't been learning your lessons in your room, because I saw your +bag and your books on your bed just now, and you hadn't touched them +then." + +"I do wish people wouldn't always be prying after me," said Anna +angrily, and this time it was Kitty who looked guilty. + +Supper was a very silent meal that night, and soon after it the three +went to bed, scarcely another word having been spoken. + +Kitty and Betty had been in bed an hour perhaps, and Betty was fast +asleep, when Kitty, restless and sleepless with the new trouble she had +on her mind, was surprised by the gentle opening of the door of the +room. Half alarmed, she rose up in bed, peering anxiously through the +gloom. Then--"O Anna!" she cried, "what is the matter? Are you ill?" + +"No--o, I don't think I am, but I--I am sure I shall be. O Kitty, I am +in _such_ trouble. I _must_ tell some one." + +"I think I know what it is," said Kitty gently. + +"Oh no, you don't," groaned Anna. "You can't. It is worse than copying +my sums, or--or cribbing, or anything." + +"I know," said Kitty again. + +But Anna did not hear her. She was looking at Betty. "Come to my room, +do!" she said. "Betty may wake up, and I don't want her to hear." + +"Very well," said Kitty, slipping out of bed and into her dressing-gown. +"I expect, though, she will have to know. It is bound to reach all the +girls. I only wish it wasn't." + +Anna, creeping back to her room, did not answer till she got there. +Then she turned round sharply. "What do you mean? Know what?" she +demanded. + +Kitty looked surprised. "Why, about Lettice and--and you, and those +letters, of course." + +Anna dropped on to a chair, her face chalk-white, her eyes starting. +"Lettice and--and--and me--and--who told--what do you mean? I don't +understand." + +"Anna, don't!" cried Kitty, ashamed and distressed. "Don't try to +pretend. There is no mistake, and every one must know soon about +Lettice. Whoever it was who nearly caught you made a mistake, for she +thought it was me, and Miss Richards wrote to father accusing me, but, +of course--" + +"Accusing you!" cried Anna in astonishment. But her voice had changed. +It was less full of terror than it had been. For a moment after Kitty +ceased speaking she sat lost in thought. + +"Of course father does not believe it, and he has written to tell Miss +Richards so, and that I was at home all the evening, so there would have +to be an inquiry of course, to try and find out which of the other girls +it was, and everybody would have to know all about it; but now, when you +tell Miss Richards that it was you, it needn't go any farther. +Of course there will be a row, and probably you and Lettice will be +punished, but no one else need ever hear anything more about it." + +"Oh, but I couldn't!" cried Anna. She was so intensely relieved to find +that, as yet, she was not suspected, that much of her courage and +boldness came back. "And, of course, I shouldn't, unless they asked me, +and--and for mother's sake it would be very foolish to--to get myself +into a scrape when I needn't." + +"But--but, Anna"--Anna's speech left Kitty almost voiceless--"it is--it +is so dishonourable, so dishonest, so--" + +"No, it isn't," snapped Anna crossly. She bitterly regretted now that +she had taken Kitty into her confidence. She had done it in a moment of +panic when she felt that detection was certain, and she must get help +from somewhere. As soon as she knew that she was not suspected her +courage and hopes had rallied. "You need not mind; you will be cleared; +and they can't find and punish any one else, for there is no one else to +find, so it can't do any one any harm." + +"There is Lettice," said Kitty coldly. "You know you can't trust her, +and if she tells, things will look ever so much worse for you than--" + +"I don't think Lettice will tell," interrupted Anna meaningly. +"She knows that if she tells tales I can tell some too." + +"You count on other people having some honour, though you have none +yourself," said Kitty scathingly, and she turned away, choking with +disgust. Anna made her feel positively ill. When she got to the door +she stood and looked back. Her face was very white and stern, her eyes +full of a burning contempt. "I do think, Anna," she said slowly and +scornfully, "that you are the meanest, most dishonourable girl I ever +heard of in all my life. You are going to leave all the girls in the +school under suspicion because you haven't the honesty or courage to own +up." + +"It isn't anything to do with honesty," muttered Anna, very white and +angry and sullen. "You have no right to say such things, Kitty. If you +didn't do it, it can't do you any harm; and if no one suspects me, it +isn't likely that I shall make them. I shan't be telling a story. +I simply shan't say anything." + +"I see no difference between telling a lie and acting one," flashed +Kitty, and she walked back to her own room without another word. +She had not been there long, though, before Anna came creeping in again. + +"Kitty," she said anxiously, "you won't tell any one, will you, even if +you are mad with me? You know I never _said_ I--I--you accused me, but +I didn't say--" + +"I am not a sneak," said Kitty coldly. "Now go away. Go out of my +room. I don't like to see you near Betty. Go away, do you hear!" and +Anna vanished again into the darkness. + +Though strong and secure in her own innocence, Kitty awoke in the +morning with the feeling weighing heavily on her that though the matter +would soon be ended, yet something very painful had to be faced first. +Kitty, though, was counting too much on her own guiltlessness, and the +certainty of others believing in it; and she had more cause than she +imagined for waking with a weight on her mind. + +When the dreaded inquiry took place, and all the senior girls were +called into the "study" to undergo a rigorous cross-examination, she +soon found that Miss Richards was very far from accepting her +unsupported denial as conclusive. + +"Yes, but who can bear out your statement that you did not leave the +room or the house throughout the evening?" she asked sternly. + +"Betty can," said Kitty. "Betty was in the room with me all the time." + +"Ah! Betty! But she is very young, and very attached to you, and would +of course be prejudiced." + +Kitty's cheeks flamed with indignation, and she had to set her teeth to +keep herself from answering. + +"Have you no older--more responsible witnesses?" + +"No one could be more honest and truthful than Betty," said Kitty +proudly. "She wouldn't dream of saying I was there if I wasn't." + +"But your father, or your aunt--" + +"They were both out," said Kitty. "Anna saw me go to the schoolroom, +and saw me begin my lessons, and I never moved until father came to me." + +So Anna was called. + +"Can you support your cousin's statement that she was in the schoolroom +all the evening, and never once left it?" + +Anna was about to say "yes," when she hesitated, and grew very red and +confused. "I--I couldn't say," she stammered, and those listening +thought she was embarrassed by her desire to shield Kitty, and at the +same time tell the truth. Kitty looked at her with wide, horrified +eyes. Surely Anna would say why she could not give the required +assurance. But only too soon the conviction was borne in on her that +Anna did not mean to tell, and Anna was an adept at saying nothing, yet +conveying a stronger impression than if she had said much. +Those looking on read in Kitty's horrified eyes only a fear of what Anna +might admit, and opinion was strengthened against her. + +"Speak out frankly, Anna," said Miss Richards encouragingly. "Did you +notice her absence?" + +"She--a--Kitty wasn't there once when I went back to the room," murmured +Anna, apparently with great reluctance. + +Kitty's head reeled. She could not believe that she had heard aright. +Anna was not only concealing her own guilt, but was actually fastening +it on to her. "I think I must be going mad, or going to faint," she +thought to herself. "I can't take in what they are saying." +"But, Anna," she cried, in her extremity forgetting judge and jury, +"you know father had come to me with Miss Richards's letter. I was with +him when you came in." + +"No," said Anna, with a look of injured innocence, "I didn't know. +You didn't tell me. Of course I--I knew you were somewhere," she +stammered lamely. "I don't say you were out of the house, only--well I +couldn't say you were in the room if you weren't, could I?" with a +glance at Miss Richards for approbation, and a half-glance at Kitty, +whose gray eyes were full of a scorn that was not pleasant to meet. + +Kitty could not speak for a moment, her indignation and disgust were too +intense. She felt herself degraded by stooping to ask for evidence as +to her own innocence. + +Miss Melinda whispered to Miss Richards. Miss Richards looked at Kitty +and bade her turn round. Kitty, wondering, obeyed. + +"How do you account for the fact that your dress is splashed to the +waist with mud?" Miss Richards asked frigidly. "Yesterday was quite +fine until after you had all gone home from school, then heavy rain +fell." + +Poor Kitty. Here was Nemesis indeed! Two days ago that skirt had been +put aside to be brushed, and now, to-day, without giving a thought to +the mud on it, she had put it on and worn it. With crimsoning cheeks +she wheeled around. "That mud has been there for days, Miss Richards," +she said shamefacedly. "I ought to have brushed it yesterday, but I +didn't, and to-day I forgot it." But she saw and felt that no one +believed her, and Betty, the only one who could have borne out her +words, was not there. + +"You can all go back to your classes--all but Katherine Trenire," said +Miss Richards, ignoring her speech; and the girls, with looks of +sympathy or alarm, filed out, leaving Kitty alone. + +"Now, Katherine," said Miss Richards firmly, "be a sensible, honest girl +and tell the truth, and my sister and I will consult together as to the +punishment we feel we must inflict. We do not wish to be too severe, +but such conduct must be punished. Now, tell us the truth." + +"I have told the truth," said Kitty proudly, "and I have no more to +tell. Lettice can clear me if she likes, so can--the girl who was with +her, but I can't do any more. If you won't believe me, what can I do?" +and suddenly poor Kitty's proud eyes filled with tears. + +Miss Melinda took this as a sign of relenting. She thought confession +was coming, and unbent encouragingly. "There, there, that is better, +Katherine. Now be advised by us, and get this dreadful load off your +mind. You will be so much happier when you have." + +Kitty drove back her tears and her weakness, and her gray eyes grew +clear enough to show plainly the hurt and the anger which burnt in her +brain as she listened to this insulting cajoling, as she termed it in +her own mind. + +"How dare you!" she cried indignantly. "How dare you fasten it on to +me! I know who the girl was, and she knows that I know, but you _want_ +to believe that I did it, and--and you can if you want to. You are both +very wicked and unjust, and--and I will never set foot in your house +again!" And Kitty, beside herself with indignation, her head very +erect, her face white, her eyes blazing, marched out of the room and out +of the house, and not even her mud splashes could take from the dignity +of her exit. + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +THOSE DREADFUL STOCKINGS. + +Dr. Trenire was extremely annoyed and very indignant when he heard of +the inquiry and the result--so indignant that Kitty's words came true, +and she never did set foot within the doors of Hillside again, for her +father removed her, and Betty too, from the school at once. Of course +Betty could not continue there after all that had happened. + +He did not tell the girls what he thought about the matter, but he told +Miss Richards plainly that he considered the inquiry was a prejudiced +one, and that an injustice had been done. They had made up their minds +that Kitty was guilty, and had not made sufficient inquiries as regarded +the other pupils. + +Miss Richards was, of course, indignant and greatly upset, and Aunt Pike +was in a great dilemma. She scarcely liked to keep Anna at the school +after her cousins were withdrawn from it, yet she was very loth to +deprive her of the companionship of such desirable friends as she +considered she was thrown amongst there. Also, in her heart of hearts, +Aunt Pike did not feel at all sure that Kitty was innocent. + +"They are such extraordinary children," she said to herself, "I would +not be surprised at anything they did--not from bad motives, perhaps, +but from sheer ignorance of the difference between right and wrong." + +So Anna was to stay on at Hillside, at any rate until the term and the +term's notice should be up; and Miss Pooley came again to teach Kitty +and Betty and Tony, greatly to Tony's delight, for he had been having a +dull time, poor little man, and had not found much joy in doing lessons +with Aunt Pike. + +So the rest of the term wore away, and time healed the wound to some +extent; and by-and-by the Christmas holidays drew near and the date of +Dan's return, and that was sufficient to drive unwelcome thoughts from +their minds and lighten every trouble. + +"When the day comes, the real right day," said Kitty, "I shall be quite +perfectly happy--" + +"Touch wood," said Betty anxiously; "you know it is unlucky to talk like +that. Fanny says so." + +"Pooh! nonsense!" cried Kitty, growing daring in her excitement. +"What could be lovelier than for Dan to be coming home, and Christmas +coming, and the holidays; and oh, Betty, it does seem too good to be +true, but it _is_ true, and I am sure nothing could spoil it all." + +But Kitty had not touched wood, and had reckoned without Aunt Pike; and +even when that lady came into their room with a paper parcel in her hand +they suspected no harm--in fact, they looked at the parcel with pleasure +and excitement for a moment, even after she had said, "Children, I have +got you some winter stockings, and you must put them on at once, the +weather has become so cold." They even agreed heartily, and Betty +plumped right down on the floor there and then, and bared one foot in +readiness by the time the parcel was opened. + +And then the parcel was opened, and dismay and horror fell on them, for +the stockings were not only of an ugly pale gray, with white stripes +going round and round the legs, but they were woollen ones!--rough, +harsh, scratchy woollen ones! The colour was bad enough, but that was +as nothing compared with the awful fact of their being woolly; for two +children with more painfully sensitive skins than Katherine and +Elizabeth Trenire could not be found in the whole wide world, and for +them to wear anything in the shape of wool was a torture more dreaded +than any other. + +Betty instinctively drew her pretty bare feet under her for protection, +and looked from Aunt Pike to Kitty with eyes full of horror. Kitty was +desperate. + +"I am very sorry, Aunt Pike," she said, quite gently and nicely, but +very emphatically, "but we cannot wear woollen stockings. They drive us +nearly mad--" + +"Nonsense," interrupted Aunt Pike, with the complete indifference of a +person not afflicted with a sensitive skin. "You will get over that in +an hour or two. If you don't think about it you won't notice anything. +Try them on at once. I want to see if they fit." + +"It--it would really be better not to put them on," urged Kitty, +"for we really couldn't wear them if you bought them, aunt, and the +people won't take them back if they are creased." + +"They will not be required to take them back," said Mrs. Pike firmly. +"I have bought you six pairs each"--Betty groaned--"Don't make that +noise, Elizabeth--and if they fit they will be kept. They are very fine +and quite soft; any one could wear them quite comfortably, and so can +you, unless, of course," severely, "you make up your minds not to." + +Persons who are not afflicted with sensitive skins cannot, or will not, +be made to understand how great and real the torment is, and young +though Kitty was, she had, already learned this, and her heart sank. + +"I hate light stockings too," said Betty; "they look so ugly with black +shoes." + +It was an unfortunate remark to make just then. + +"Ah," said Aunt Pike triumphantly, "I suspected that vanity was at the +bottom of it all! Now try on this one at once, Katherine; make haste." +She went to the door.--"Anthony," she called, "come here to Kitty's +room, I want you," and she stood over the three victims until their poor +shrinking legs were encased in the hideous, irritating gray horrors. + +Oh, the anger of Kitty and the dismay of Betty! Oh, the horrible, damp, +sticky feeling that new stockings seem never to be without! +Betty's blue eyes filled with tears of helpless misery, Kitty's gray +ones with rebellion. Why should they be tormented in this way? It was +so cruel, so unjust! They had not suffered from the cold more than had +other people, certainly they had not complained of it--not half as much +as had Mrs. Pike and Anna, who were clad in wool from their throats to +their toes. + +Tony sat looking at his poor little legs disgustedly, but it was the +ugliness of his new footgear that struck him most; he did not feel the +torment as his sisters did. Then quite suddenly Betty stripped off the +detestable things. + +"Thank you," she said, "I'll wear my old ones. I prefer the cold." + +Mrs. Pike coloured with annoyance and set her lips firmly. "How dare +you defy me in that way, Elizabeth!" she cried. "I have told you to +wear those stockings, and you _are_ to wear them. Remember, I mean what +I say. I wonder your father has not insisted long before this on your +wearing flannel next your skin. Don't you know that by going about in +flimsy cotton things in all weathers you are laying up for yourself a +rheumatic old age, and all kinds of serious illness?" + +Kitty shuddered, but not at the prospect drawn for her by her aunt. +"Father knows that we can't," she said seriously, "so he never tried to +make us." + +Betty, who had been absorbed in thought, looked up eagerly. "I would +much rather have rheumatism than itchy stockings," she protested quite +gravely. "I don't mind a bit, Aunt Pike. And--well, you see we can't +be sure that we shall have an old age, or rheumatics." + +Mrs. Pike grew really angry. "Put on those stockings at once, miss, +and fasten them to your suspenders.--Kitty, fasten yours too." + +"Oh, please let me wait," cried Kitty, "before I pull them tight; it is +so awful." + +"Nonsense! It is more than half of it fancy. Remember you are to wear +them until the warm weather comes," and with that Aunt Pike walked away +triumphant. + +"Oh, how hideous they are!" groaned Kitty, as she looked disgustedly at +her striped legs; "how perfectly hideous! I shall be ashamed to go out +in them. What will Dan say when he sees them?" + +"It is worse for me," wailed Betty, "my dress is so short. O Kitty, how +can we ever walk in these dreadful things?" + +"I don't know," said Kitty bitterly, "but we've _got_ to. It is a good +thing we have something nice to do to-day, for it may help us to +forget." But nothing made them do that; the discomfort went with them +everywhere, and destroyed their pleasure in everything. + +Earlier in the day Dr. Trenire had said that they might all go to the +station to meet Dan; and they went on top of the 'bus, and alone too, +for Anna did not break up until the next day, and the weather was +lovely, and everything might have been perfect, if only they could have +forgotten their tortured legs. But to do that was more than they were +capable of, for, in addition to the torture of them, there was the +consciousness of their extraordinary ugliness, an ugliness which caught +every eye. + +"What on earth have you all got yourselves up in?" was almost Dan's +first greeting. "I say, you aren't going to do it often, are you?" + +And Betty straightway explained with much vehemence and feeling the +torment of mind and body to which they had been condemned. + +"They look like Aunt Pike," said Dan. "No one else could have unearthed +such things. There is one comfort--we shall always be able to see you +coming when you have them on. Now then, mount, or we shan't get outside +seats." + +But when Kitty, more than ever conscious after Dan's comments, looked at +the steps and the little crowd of people who would witness her ascent, +and thought of her dreadful stockings, her heart failed her. +"I--I think I will go inside," she said hastily. + +"So will I," said Betty, shamefaced too. + +"Nonsense," cried Dan, guessing at once what was the matter. "You two +skip up first, and I'll follow close to hide your le--retreat, I mean. +I am not going to be done out of our drive home together. Now then, +courage--up you get!" + +And up they did get, but it did require courage: and the getting down +was even worse--their cheeks blazed and their hearts grew hot with +anger, and oh! the irritation of their poor unhappy legs. + +"Kitty," whispered Betty eagerly, as they hurried into the house, "come +upstairs, quick; I've thought of something. It's a splendid idea!" + +With the excuse that they were going to take off their hats and coats, +they rushed up to their bedroom and shut themselves in. Aunt Pike was a +little surprised at their neatness; Dan was a little hurt at being left +so soon, but Betty could not think of that then. + +"Kitty," she breathed, as she closed the door and leaned against it, +"I know what we will do. We will wear our cotton stockings underneath +these horrors! They won't scratch us then, will they? And our holidays +won't be spoilt, and Aunt Pike won't know, and--don't you think it's a +perfectly splendid idea?" + +"Splendid," cried Kitty enthusiastically, dropping on to the floor and +beginning to unlace her boots that very moment. "Oh, quickly let us +make haste and change them; I cannot, cannot endure this torment a +minute longer. O Betty, why didn't you think of it sooner?" +Then, holding up one of the offending gray stockings between the tips +of her fingers, "Did you--did any one ever see anything in all this +world so hideous?" + +"We can do away with their itchiness, but we shall never, never be able +to hide their ugliness," said Betty ruefully. "_Nothing_ could do +that." + +But the ugliness did not seem to matter so much when the irritation was +stopped; and they had such a grand time that evening, there was so +much to tell, and hear, and do, and show, that all other things were +forgotten, at least for the time. + +And how lovely it was to wake in the morning and remember at once that +the holidays had come, and Dan was home; and then to wander about the +house and garden with him, looking up old haunts, and visiting Prue and +Billy and Jabez in the stables; for Aunt Pike had allowed them that much +licence on this the first day of the holidays. Then after dinner they +all went up to Dan's room to help him to unpack, and there was no end of +running backwards and forwards, looking at new treasures and old ones, +and talking incessantly until the afternoon had nearly worn away without +their realizing it. + +"Um!" said Dan at last, pausing on the landing to hang over the +banisters and sniff audibly. "A--ha! methinks I smell the +soul-inspiring smell of saffron! For thirteen long, weary weeks I have +not smelt that glorious smell. Oh yes, I have though, once. There was +a saffron cake in the hamper. Fanny's own, too. Why," with sudden +recollection, "I haven't had a good talk with Fanny yet. Aunt Pike was +about all the time, and dried up the words in my throat. I'm going down +to see her this very moment as ever is." And that moment he went. + +The other three followed swiftly but silently, for Anna was at home and +in her bedroom, resting, preparatory to going to a party that evening-- +the break-up party at Hillside--at least she was supposed to be resting. +Her sharp ears, though, were ever on the alert, and if she guessed what +was going on, she would come out and spoil everything. Mrs. Pike was +shopping--buying gloves, and elastic for Anna's shoes, and a few trifles +for herself, for she too was going to the party. + +The kitchen was very snug and warm and full of business, as well as +savoury odours, when they reached it. Fanny had a large Christmas cake +out cooling on the table, and mince pies and tartlets all ready to go +into the oven, while on a clean white cloth at one end of the table were +laid half a dozen large saffron cakes and a lot of saffron nubbies to +cool. + +"O Fanny, how I adore you!" cried Dan, hugging her warmly. "No one in +the world reads my thoughts as you do. The one thing I wanted at this +moment was a nubby, and here it is." And seizing a couple he began to +eat them with a rapidity that was positively alarming. "I know, though +you don't say much, that you are overjoyed to see me home again; I can +see it in your eyes. The house is a different place when I am home, +isn't it?" + +"It is _different_ certainly," said Fanny with emphasis and a sniff, but +not quite the emphasis Dan had asked for. Her coolness did not put him +out, though. Fanny had a soft spot in her heart for him, and he knew +it, the scamp; but though Dan was perhaps her favourite, at any rate for +the moment, the others benefited by the favour shown to him. + +"I knew you would feel it," he said sympathetically; "I was afraid it +would tell on you. How thin you have gone, Fanny," with an anxious +glance at Fanny's plump cheeks. + +"Get along with your iteming. Master Dan," she said severely. +"I should have thought they'd have learnt you better at school; and if +anybody'd asked me, I should have said that the kitchen wasn't the place +for young gentlemen." + +"But nobody has asked you," said Dan. "And how," melodramatically, +"could you expect me to keep away when you are here, and I smelt new +saffron cake?" + +"And how do you expect me to do all I've a-got to do with the lot of you +thronging up every inch of my kitchen?" she went on, ignoring his +flattery. + +"Ask me another," said Dan, handing nubbies the while to all the others. +"I give that one up. But I knew you would be frightfully cut up if I +didn't come." + +Fanny snorted in a most contemptuous manner, and tossed her head with +great scorn. "Oh! I'd have managed to survive it, I dare say, and I +don't suppose I should break down if you was to go." + +"Do you know, Fanny dear," said Dan, suddenly growing very serious, +"when I went away I never expected to see you still in this dear old +kitchen when I came home, and the thought nearly broke my heart; it did +really. I didn't think you could have stood--you know who, so long." + +"Well, I reckon you won't see me here next time you comes home," said +Fanny, trying hard not to look pleasant; "and as for this 'dear old +kitchen,' as you call it--dear old barn, I call it, with its draughts +and its old rough floor--it isn't never no credit to me, do what I will +to it, and Mrs. Pike is always going on at me about the place. I says +sometimes I'll give up and let it go, and then some folks'll see the +difference." + +Kitty remembered the time when Fanny, not so many months back, had let +it go, and she had seen the difference. But she said nothing, and +munched contentedly at her nubby; and Fanny, who really loved her big, +homelike old kitchen almost as well as she did the children, continued +to talk. + +"I wish Jabez would come in," said Dan. "He used to love hot cake, and +I have hardly had a chance to say anything to him since I came." + +"Nobody gets a chance to nowadays," said Fanny sharply. "He gets his +head took off--not by me--if he so much as sets foot inside these doors; +and Jabez isn't partial to having his head took off." + +"I should think his foot should be taken off, not his head," giggled +Betty; but no one but herself laughed at her joke. + +Kitty, who had been sitting on the corner of the table which stood in +the window, munching her nubby and thinking very busily, suddenly looked +up, her face alight with eagerness. + +"Fanny," she cried, "don't you want to do something very, very nice and +kind and--and lovely, something that would make us all love you more +than ever?" + +Fanny glanced up quickly; but as she was always suspicious that some +joke was being played on her, she, as usual, made a cautious answer. +She was not going to be drawn into anything until she knew more. "Well, +I dunno as I wants to do more than I'm doing--letting 'ee eat my cake so +fast as I bakes it." + +"But, Fanny, listen!" Kitty was so eager she scarcely knew how to +explain. "You know that Aunt Pike and Anna are going out this evening?" + +"Yes, miss," with a sigh of relief; "from four to ten." + +"Well," springing off the table in her excitement, "let us have a party +too; a jolly little one at home here by ourselves. Shall we?" + +Betty slipped down from her perch on the clothes-press, Tony got off the +fender, and all clustered round Kitty in a state of eager excitement to +hear the rest of her plan. They felt certain there was more. +Fanny could not conceal her interest either. + +"And what will be best of all," went on Kitty, "will be for you to ask us +to tea in the kitchen, and we will ask Jabez too, and Grace, of course" +--Grace was Emily's successor--"and we will have a really lovely time, +just as we used to have sometimes. Shall we? O Fanny, do say yes!" + +"Seems to me," said Fanny, "there isn't no need. 'Tis all settled, to +my thinking." But there was a twinkle in her eye, and a flush of +excitement on her cheek, and any one who knew Fanny could see that she +was almost as pleased as the children. + +"You are a Briton!" cried Dan, clapping her on the back resoundingly. + +"I ain't no such thing," said Fanny, who usually thought it safest to +contradict everything they said to her. "I'm a Demshur girl, born and +bred, and my father and mother was the same before me. I ain't none of +your Britons nor Cornish pasties neither, nor nothing like 'em." + +"No, you are a thoroughbred Devonshire dumpling, we know," said Dan +soothingly, "and not so bad considering, and you can make a pasty like a +native, though you aren't one, and never will be. It is a pity too, for +Jabez only likes--" + +"I don't care nothing about Jabez, nor what he likes, nor what he +doesn't," cried Fanny, bending down over her oven to hide a conscious +blush which would spread over her round cheeks. "There's good and bad +of every sort, and I don't despise none. I only pities 'em if they +ain't Demshur." + +"That is awfully good of you," said Dan solemnly. "We can cheer up +again after that. Fanny," more eagerly, "do tell us what you are going +to give us to eat." + +But Fanny could not be coaxed into that. "I haven't said yet as I'm +going to give 'ee anything," she said sharply; but there was a twinkle +in her eye, and matters were soon settled satisfactorily. There was to +be a substantial "plate tea" in the kitchen at half-past five, which +would allow plenty of time for the laying of the cloth and other +preparations after Mrs. Pike and Anna had departed. Then they were to +have games and forfeits, and tell ghost stories, and anything else that +came into their minds to do, and a nice supper was to wind up the +evening, and by ten o'clock all signs of their feast were to be tidied +away, and the children were to go as quietly to bed as though Aunt Pike +stood at their doors. + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +AN EXCITING NIGHT. + +Had Aunt Pike had even the faintest suspicion of what was to happen +during her absence he would have given up her party then and there and +have remained at home, even though Anna was to receive a prize and to +recite. + +But, fortunately for her peace of mind, she suspected nothing, and they +both went off quite cheerful and excited through the cold and mist of +the December evening to the scene of the triumph of Anna's genius-- +Anna with her head enveloped in shawls, her feet in goloshes, her muslin +skirts covered with a mackintosh and a fur-lined cloak. + +When it came to the moment of departure she felt so sorry for those left +behind that she could not help expressing it. "I wish you could have +come too, and had some of the fun," she said excitedly. + +"Do you?" said Betty bluntly. "Well, I don't. So you needn't feel +unhappy about it. We would rather have 'bread and scrape,' or nothing +at all, at home. We shall enjoy ourselves, you may be quite sure. +Don't worry about us," which was wickedness on Betty's part, for she +knew that Anna always suspected that they enjoyed themselves more +without her, and resented it. + +And there was no denying that Anna's suspicions were correct. +Before she and her proud mamma had reached the gates of Hillside, Kitty +and Betty had stripped off the detested stockings, and were arraying +themselves in their last summer's muslin frocks, intending to be quite +as partified as Anna; and Kitty tied her hair with a red ribbon, and +Betty's with a blue one to match her turquoise locket, and down they +went to the feast. + +Jabez had not yet arrived, but he was momentarily expected. Dan was +already there in his new "Eton's," with a sprig of mistletoe in his +button-hole. Tony was in his best white sailor suit, and Fanny and +Grace had holly in their caps, and wore their Jubilee medals. The table +was loaded with cakes and pasties, and "splits" with cream and jam on +them; and then, just as they were getting tired of waiting, Jabez +arrived. He was in his best suit, and was very shy, very embarrassed, +yet very pleased at having been invited. + +"Simmeth like old times, don't it!" he gasped, seating himself on the +extreme edge of the hard chair nearest the door, a chair and a position +no one ever dreamed of occupying at any ordinary time. + +To Kitty, who always felt shy if others were, it was as little like old +times as could be, for every one seemed borne down with an unnatural +politeness and quiet, and of them all Jabez suffered most. He had never +been asked to a party before, not a full-dress party, and he found it +embarrassing. But Dan came to the rescue, and with his jokes and his +laughs and his funny stories soon made them all feel more at ease, so +that by the time the first cups of tea were drunk, and the dish of +"splits" emptied, the ice had been melted and all was going well. + +"Jabez," said Dan, turning to him with a very solemn face, "it is you we +have to thank for this feast." + +Jabez stared, bewildered. "I don't take your meaning, sir," he answered +in a puzzled voice. "Tedn't nothing to do with me. I am the invited +guest, I am, and proud so to be. I only wishes I'd a-got a bit of a +place fitty for to ask 'ee and the young leddies to come to, sir." + +"Never mind, Jabez; we can wait. Perhaps you'll have one soon," said +Dan consolingly, and he glanced knowingly round the table, letting his +eye rest for a moment longer on Fanny than any one else. "By another +Christmas we may--dear me, I think this room must be very hot," he +remarked, breaking off abruptly to look at Fanny's rosy cheeks. But +Fanny rather tartly told him to "go on with his tea and never mind +nothing 'bout hot rooms, nor anything else that didn't concern him," and +quite unabashed he turned to Jabez again. + +"You see," he explained, "if you hadn't gone to father that day I shied +the wood at you, we shouldn't have had Aunt Pike here, and Fanny +wouldn't have asked us out here to tea because Aunt Pike was out, +because, you see, she wouldn't be here to go out, and we couldn't be +glad about her going, for we shouldn't know anything about it to be glad +about, and so there wouldn't be anything special to ask us here for, and +so--" + +"Master Dan," cried Jabez piteously, "if you don't stop to once, the +little bit of brain I've got'll be addled! Iss, my word, addled beyond +recovery, and me a poor man with my living to get." + +"It do put me in mind of my old granny," said Grace, laughing, "when +poor grandfather died, and she was getting her bit of mourning. 'Well,' +she saith, 'if my poor dear Samuel had died a week sooner or later, and +Miss Peek had put her clearance sale back or fore a week, I should have +missed that there remlet of merino and lost a good bargain, whereas now +it'll always be a pleasure to me to look at and feel I saved two +shillings on it.'" + +"Now, Fanny," cried Dan, "a story from you, please." + +Fanny demurred a little, of course. People never like to be told to +tell stories. They prefer to drift naturally into them, without a lot +of people waiting expectantly for what they are going to say. + +But Fanny had such stores of tales of ghosts, fairies, witches, and +other thrilling subjects, that she never failed to fascinate her +listeners. She did so now, when once she had begun, until they were all +almost afraid to look round the dim kitchen, and Jabez wished, though he +would not have owned it, that he had not got that walk home in the dark. + +Then they burnt nuts, and melted lead in an iron spoon and poured it +into tumblers of cold water, and Fanny's took the shape of the masts and +rigging of a ship, though Jabez declared it wasn't nothing of the sort, +but was more like clothes-postens with the lines stretched to them, yes, +and the very clothes themselves hanging to them. All but Jabez, though, +preferred to think it a ship; it was more exciting. Grace's lead formed +tents of all sizes, and Grace seemed quite pleased. + +Of Kitty's they could make nothing at all. + +"That looks to me like a rolling-pin lying at the bottom," cried Dan +excitedly, "and a beautiful palace, almost like a fairy palace, and--but +I don't know what all those little pieces can be meant for. I think it +must mean that you are going to be a cook in a large house--a palace, +perhaps." + +"I fink those are fairies," chimed in Tony thoughtfully, "and that's a +fairy palace, and--and--" + +"And the rolling-pin is me in the midst of it all," cried Kitty, +throwing her arm round her little brother. "Tony, you are a dear; you +always say something nice." + +"I shouldn't think it very nice to be called a rolling-pin," said Betty. +"But do tell me what mine is, Kitty!" + +"I really can't," said Kitty, after they had each gazed at it solemnly. +"I can't tell whether it is meant for a ship, or an iceberg, or a tent. +Perhaps it is all three, and means that you are going to travel, +Bettikins." + +"Oh yes," said Betty, "I shouldn't be surprised. I mean to travel when +I am grown up, and I always feel that I shall do something some day." + +"I feel I shall do something to-night if I don't get something to eat +soon," interrupted Dan, in a tone intended to touch Fanny's heart. +"It is half-past eight, and tea has been over for more than two hours." + +"Well," said Jabez, as the tumblers and the mysterious lead figures were +whisked away, "'tis just as well nobody couldn't attempt to tell what +mine was, for I wouldn't 'ave 'urt anybody's ingenooity with trying to. +If 'twasn't a blacksmith's shop, 'twas a vegetable stall; and if +'twasn't that, 'twasn't nothing; and things when they'm like that is +best left alone, it's my belief." + +"P'r'aps it was the table with supper laid on it," suggested Kitty. + +"P'r'aps 'twas, Miss Kitty; but I'm sorry for us all if 'twas, for the +dishes, if dishes they was, was empty, and that wouldn't suit us at the +present minute." + +But it exactly depicted the state of the dishes half an hour later, for, +as Fanny said when they wanted the kitchen cleared for games, "there +wasn't nothing to clear but empty things." + +By that time all stiffness had worn away, every one was in the highest +spirits, and the games went on furiously, so furiously that the striking +of the hall clock and the town clock were overlooked, and the first +thing that recalled them to themselves was a loud ringing of the +front-door bell. + +For one second they stood looking at each other in utter dismay, then--" +The back stairs," whispered Dan. "Fly, children, scoot, and hop into +bed as you are.--Jabez--" + +But Jabez had already vanished through the back door and had shut +himself in Prue's stable. Up the back stairs the children scuttled, +shoes in hand, and melted away into their various rooms without a sound. +Kitty stayed a moment with Tony to help him into bed, and as she crept +out of his room the sound of voices in the hall reached her. + +"Grace needn't have hurried so to let them in," she thought. "She could +at least have pretended she was asleep and didn't hear the knock, and so +have given us a few minutes more." But Grace's promptness was such that +Kitty had barely time to draw her nightgown on over her frock and creep +into her bed before she heard her aunt's footsteps on the stairs. + +Mrs. Pike went first to Tony's room, and Kitty, leaning up, listened in +a perfect tremor of nervousness for what might follow. Tony was no good +at pretending, but, as good luck would have it, there was no need of +make-believe on his part, for he had been so tired he had fallen fast +asleep as soon as he had cuddled down under the bedclothes, and Mrs. +Pike, after just a glance, came away quite satisfied. Then Kitty heard +her approaching their room. + +"Oh!" she thought with dismay, "she is bringing Anna with her;" for +Mrs. Pike was talking to some one in a low voice. "What bad luck; Anna +sees through everything. I wonder if Betty hears too. If she doesn't +she is sure to jump. Betty! Betty!" she called, as loud as she dared, +but the next moment the door opened and Aunt Pike entered with a candle +in her hand, and followed by Anna. + +"Dear, dear," she said, as she tripped over something, "how untidy! +What is it, Anna?" + +Anna stooped and picked up one of Betty's discarded gray stockings. +For once Betty's untidiness served them a good turn. Seeing the +stockings on the floor, it never occurred to Aunt Pike but that they had +both undressed and got into bed in the usual fashion. The first thing, +though, that caught Anna's eye was the red bow in Kitty's hair. + +"I--I didn't know--" she began, then glanced quickly at Betty's head, +where the blue bow showed up against the pillow, but instead of +remarking on it she suddenly grew silent. Kitty marvelled, for she had +remembered their hair ribbons almost at the same moment as Anna had +caught sight of them, and it was all she could do not to put up her hand +and grab hers off. With the remembrance she almost gave up hope of +escaping detection, and wished devoutly that they had stayed downstairs +and faced the consequences; for to be found out now, hiding in bed in +this fashion, made a discreditable matter of what was really not a very +bad one. But, to her increasing amazement, Anna said nothing, not even +when Aunt Pike said, "I must speak to Katherine in the morning. She has +either neglected to brush her hair at all, or she is very extravagant in +tying it up for the night with a good piece of ribbon. Now come away, +darling; it is quite time you were in bed. I am sure you must be quite +exhausted. You know I did tell you I thought you would not be able to +show them your prize to-night." + +"Prize!" gasped Betty, sitting up in bed as soon as ever their visitors' +backs were turned. "Has she _really_ got a prize? I didn't think it +could be true when Aunt Pike said she would get one. Anyhow, I wonder +she isn't ashamed to show it, for she knows it would have been yours if +she hadn't behaved so disgustingly. But Anna is never ashamed of what +she does, no matter how bad it is." + +"Oh yes, she is," said Kitty thoughtfully. "I think she is dreadfully +ashamed sometimes of some things, and very sorry." + +"Then why doesn't she say so?" snapped Betty crossly. + +"I believe she doesn't know how to. She is shy, or--or something; but I +do believe she would like to be able to." And she thought of the abject +way in which Anna had followed her about for days after that affair at +Hillside, and had tried to do things for her; and in her heart she knew +that it was Anna's curious way of expressing her gratitude to her for +not exposing her meanness. "I believe," she went on musingly, "that if +she could undo all that--that fuss in any other way than by owning up, +that she would; but there isn't any other way, and she hasn't got pluck +enough to do it in the right one. I believe she would rather die than +have Aunt Pike know how she behaved. Oh dear, I do wish I hadn't to get +up again and undress." + +"So do I," agreed Betty. "I really can't brush my hair to-night, I am +_so_ sleepy." + +"I wouldn't," said Kitty, who had a little habit of saying the most +comfortable thing. "Give it an extra brushing to-morrow; that will do." + +"Very well," agreed Betty, "I will remember," and in another moment was +fast asleep. + +Kitty lay down and drew the bedclothes cosily about her until a few dark +curls and a scarlet bow were all that were visible, but go to sleep she +could not. Thoughts went racing through her brain in the most +distracting manner--thoughts of the school and all the unpleasant ending +of her short connection with it; thoughts of Anna and her mother, and +Anna's want of courage. + +"I believe she isn't really a bad sort," mused Kitty, "and yet--and yet +she does do such mean things, and doesn't seem to see that they are +mean; and she thinks that the only way to please people is to say nasty +things of some one else to them; and then, of course, one feels that to +other people she says the same of oneself. One can't help it. I do +wish she was different. I believe I could like her if she was." + +Presently her thoughts merged into dreams, but such unpleasant ones that +she was quite glad to awaken from them; and so, constantly dozing and +half-waking, and dozing again, the hours wore on until at last she awoke +really wide awake, with a very strong and alarming feeling that +something was amiss, or that something unusual was happening. She had +not the faintest idea what it could be, and though she sat up in bed and +listened, she could not see or hear anything. The house seemed quiet +and still, and yet there were sounds--curious, mysterious sounds that +ceased while she listened for them, and left her wondering if she were +still dreaming, or if her ears were playing her tricks. Her first fear +was that there might be something the matter with Tony; then she thought +of Dan. + +"I must go and see," she thought, and slipped very gently out of bed and +into her dressing-gown. When she was outside the door she paused to +listen. Yes, there certainly were sounds, and they came from Dan's +room, sounds of whispering and movements, and--yes, there was a curious +smell. "I believe it is fire!" she gasped, and ran down the corridor. +Dan's room was nearly at the end of it, and faced the staircase. +Tony's was a tiny room between the girls' and Dan's, while Anna's room +was beyond Dan's again. Kitty looked in at Tony, and found him safe, +and sleeping comfortably; then she hurried on. Dan's door was slightly +ajar, and there was a dim light within; here also was the curious smell +which had greeted Kitty's nose, only stronger, and here also was Anna, +in her gray dressing-gown, sitting on the floor, and apparently hugging +herself in an agony of pain. "What has happened? What is the matter? +Dan, tell me!" + +At the first sound of her voice Dan wheeled round, and Anna started up +with a scream. + +"How you did startle me!" cried Dan in a hoarse whisper. "But I'm +awfully glad you've come." Dan's face was perfectly white, and he was +trembling visibly. "Kitty, what _can_ I do? I have been such a--such a +fool; worse than a fool. Look!" holding up a paper partly burnt, and +pointing to a scorched mark on the curtain. + +"Oh!" gasped Kitty. "O Dan, how did it happen? What were you doing? +Reading in bed? You might have been burnt to death." + +"I should have been--we all should have been, and the house burnt down, +if it hadn't been for Anna," groaned Dan. "It'll teach me never to read +in bed again. I thought I was quite wide awake too. But look at Anna; +do try and do something for her. She has burnt her hands horribly, and +I didn't know what to put on them. What can I do? Kitty, do do +something; she is in frightful pain, and she was so plucky." + +Even in her great pain Anna looked up gratified by this praise. +Kitty gently lifted her hands and looked at them, then laid them down +again with a little shocked cry, for the whole of the palms and the +fingers were covered with burns. + +"Oh you poor, poor thing!" she cried.--"Dan, do creep down to the +surgery, and bring up the bottle of carron oil. You will find it on the +floor by the window. Father always keeps it there.--O Anna," putting +her arms round her cousin's quivering shoulders, "how you must be +suffering! I am _so_ sorry. I wish I could bear it for you." + +Anna was almost beyond speaking, but she laid her head back against +Kitty's arm with a sigh of relief. "O Kitty, I am so glad to have done +something for you--that's all I think of. I don't mind the pain. +You have done so much for me, and I--I wanted to make it up to you +somehow." + +"Don't you ever think of that again," said Kitty solemnly. "You have +saved Dan's life, perhaps all our lives, and that wipes out everything. +But oh! poor Dan, won't he be in a scrape to-morrow when this is all +found out!" + +"But it won't be found out," said Anna. "We can easily get rid of the +paper, and the mark on the curtain won't show unless one looks for it; +and, you see, it won't be taken down till the winter is over, and +then--" + +"But your hands," cried Kitty. "How can we explain about your burns?" + +"Oh--h," said Anna slowly, as she tried to think of some plan, "I will +just say it is an accident--I needn't explain." + +"But I shall," said Kitty firmly. "I am not going to have any +deceitfulness. We will all stand together, but you aren't going to +suffer for Dan. Dan wouldn't stand it, and I should be ashamed of him +if he did." + +Anna did not answer, and Kitty thought she had won. Dan returned with +the oil, and from his own drawer produced a generous supply of torn +handkerchiefs. + +"How did you find out about the fire?" questioned Kitty, as she bound up +the poor hands as skilfully as she knew how. Her "skill" would have +made a surgeon or a nurse smile, but the result was soothing and +comforting. + +"I woke up suddenly and thought I smelt burning; then I was sure I did, +and I got out and opened my door and saw a bright light shining under +Dan's door." Here Anna had the grace to blush, for she remembered +another occasion when she had seen a light shining under a door, and had +_not_ flown in a frenzy of fear to save those inside. "I crept down the +passage, and then I knew that the smell of burning was coming from Dan's +room. I knocked, but he didn't answer, and the light grew so bright +that I got frightened, and I rushed in and snatched the paper out of his +hand, and beat out the flames." Her face, which had been very flushed, +was now deadly white. "I think I will go back to bed now," she said +faintly, "I am dreadfully tired." + +And dreadfully tired she was too, thoroughly exhausted and overcome. +Kitty helped her to her room and tucked her in her bed, and as she was +bending over her, Anna raised her usually restless eyes to her very +pleadingly. + +"Kitty, you must let me have my own way, or I shan't feel that I've done +anything towards--towards wiping out--you know what I mean." + +"I know," said Kitty. "We won't talk any more about it to-night. +We will wait until to-morrow. Good-night, Anna," and for the first time +in her life she kissed Anna willingly. + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +MOKUS AND CARROTS. + +Kitty heard Dan go downstairs the next morning just as she was finishing +dressing, and her heart thumped painfully, for she knew he was going to +confess. When confessions had to be made Dan always made them as +quickly as possible so as to get them off his mind. Kitty hurriedly +finished her dressing, and followed him with some vague idea in her mind +of helping him. + +But when they got down there was no one else about, and before they had +seen any one to whom to confess, Mrs. Pike burst into the dining-room +where they stood, miserably enough, waiting. + +"Kitty, Dan, do either of you know where your father is? I want him to +come to Anna. She is so unwell, and in some extraordinary way has burnt +her hands dreadfully. Oh dear! oh dear! what troubles do come upon me. +I suppose it was foolish of me to leave her last night to put herself to +bed when she was so tired. I might have known she would tumble over the +lamp, or do something equally careless. It was kind of you, Kitty, to +attend to her burns for her, poor child, but you should have come and +called me." There were tears in Aunt Pike's eyes as she turned to thank +her niece. "You--she--Anna need not have been afraid. I did not know I +was so harsh with her that she was afraid to--" and poor Aunt Pike broke +off, quite overcome. The shock of finding Anna feverish and ill, and +with her hands bandaged, had upset her greatly. + +Dan, sincerely touched and conscience-stricken, stepped forward. +"Aunt Pike," he began, "I--" + +But Kitty with a look and a sign checked him. "Wait," she whispered. +"I think you had better wait, or you may make things worse for Anna." + +Dan looked distressed. "I don't think I shall," he answered testily, as +Aunt Pike went out of the room. "I hate mystery. Why can't we speak +out and have it over? I am going to, Kitty." + +"I want you to, as much as you do," she answered in a troubled voice, +"but we have to think of Anna. She did so much for us last night, and-- +well, I believe if we were to tell Aunt Pike all about it now, it would +hurt her more than ever, because she would think Anna had been deceiving +her; and Anna did not mean to, she only meant to be kind to us." + +So Dan, though most unwillingly, had to agree. It annoyed him, and hurt +his dignity, and offended his sense of honour to have to let Anna bear +the weight of his misdoing; but he still hoped that when he could see +Anna she might consent to his making a full confession. Here, though, +he was again doomed to disappointment, for Anna only turned to him +pleadingly. "Don't say anything about it," she cried. "O Dan, don't! +If mother was to know now she would be more angry than ever, and she +would never trust me again, or forgive either of us." + +So Dan, out of his gratitude to her, had to give in; and there the +matter rested for the time at least. But it had brought about two +important changes--it cured Dan, and all of them, for some time, of +their love of reading in bed; and it made them more tolerant in their +feelings towards Anna. + +Christmas, since that last one their mother had spent with them, had +never been a festive or a happy season in Dr. Trenire's house. To the +doctor it was too full of sad memories for him to be able to make it gay +or cheerful for his children, and the children did not know how to set +about making it so for themselves, while Aunt Pike had no ideas on the +subject beyond sending and receiving a few cards, giving Anna a +half-sovereign to put in the savings bank, and ordering a rather more +elaborate dinner on Christmas Day. + +Kitty, Dan, and Betty this year felt a real yearning for a Christmas +such as they had read of, and discussed all manner of impossible plans, +but there it all ended. Dr. Trenire gave them a book each, and they sat +around the schoolroom fire reading them and munching the sweets they had +clubbed together to buy, and that was all the festivity they had that +year. + +It was a damp, mild season, unseasonable and depressing, pleasant +neither for going out nor for staying indoors; and Dan, who had less +than five weeks' holidays, and had already had one of them spoilt by the +weather, grumbled loudly, fully convinced that he had every reason to do +so. + +But with January came a change to high, cold winds, which dried up the +mud, and, having done that much service, departed, to be followed by +days of glorious sunshine. Just about the middle of the month Mrs. +Pike had to go away for a week or two to visit her sister in Yorkshire, +and with this circumstance, and the lovely weather combined, the +children's spirits rose. Dan had but a fortnight's holiday left, it is +true, but they meant to enjoy every possible minute of that fortnight, +and to begin with they decided on an expedition to Helbarrow Tors, one +of their most beloved of picnic places. Anna had never seen that +wonderful spot, and Anna, who did not accompany her mother on her +Yorkshire visit, was to be introduced to all its beauties on the very +day after her mother's departure. + +As though knowing what was expected of it, the day broke most +promisingly. Of course it was not really light until about eight +o'clock--in fact, they got up and had their breakfast by gaslight, for +they really could not stay in bed late with such prospects as they had +before them; but already the weather signs were good, and Jabez was most +encouraging. + +"I'll back a mist like that there," he said, "agin anything for turning +out a fine day. You mark my words now, Miss Kitty; and I'll go right +along and get that there donkey and cart for fear anybody else should be +put in the mind to 'ave a little egscursion too, and get un furst." + +Fanny was as amiable as Jabez. When Kitty went out to the kitchen to +see about their food for the day she found her with a row of baskets on +the table before her, and Dan sitting on the corner of it superintending +her doings. + +"There, Miss Kitty," she exclaimed, "that's the salt I've just put in, +so don't anybody say I forgot it, and don't anybody go unpacking it +any'ow or it'll be upset; and we don't want no bad luck, do we?" + +Kitty looked at the baskets joyfully. + +"I've put in what I calls a good allowance for six. Do 'ee think +that'll be enough?" asked Fanny anxiously, "or shall I put in a bit more +cake, and a pasty or two extra? P'r'aps I'd better." + +"Perhaps you had," said Kitty thoughtfully. "You see, we have the whole +day, and one does get hungry out of doors, and there is never a shop +anywhere near--and if there is, we never have any money to spend in it." + +Even while she was speaking Fanny was stowing the extra pasties and cake +into the basket. "Now, Master Dan, remember that's the basket you'm to +carry," pointing to a large square one with the cover securely fastened +down. "There's nothing to eat in it, but it's the 'eaviest, 'cause it's +got the milk in it, and a bottle of methylated spirits and the little +stove in case you can't get no sticks nor no fire." + +"O Fanny, you _are_ cruel," sighed Dan. "I really don't know," with a +very good imitation of a catch in his voice, "how you can say to me the +nasty things you do." + +"Ah!" said Fanny, with a knowing shake of her head. "I may be cruel, +and I have my failings, but I can read you through and through, Master +Dan, same as if you was a printed book. You take my word for that." + +"X rays aren't in it," cried Dan. "Eyes of a hawk, and a heart of +stone. What a combination!" + +"That there littlest basket," went on Fanny, turning to Kitty, "is for +Master Tony; and you must see that Master Dan don't get hold of it, and +let his little brother wear hisself out carrying the 'eavy one." + +"Fanny, what do you take me for?" + +"I take 'ee for what you are," said Fanny calmly--"an anointed young +limb, and as artful as you are high." + +"Wait till I have gone back to school," said Dan wistfully, "then every +cruel and unjust thing you have said and thought of me will come back to +you, and 'Too late, ah, too late,' you will moan as you sob yourself +ill; 'and I loved that boy better than any one in the whole wide +world!'" + +Which had enough of truth in it to make Fanny quite cross, or seem to +be. + +"Master Tony's basket has got some lunch in it for you all to eat on +your way. There's a little pasty each, and some biscuits. I did put in +a big one for Master Dan, but I've more'n half a mind to take it out +again, seeing as he's be'aving so, sitting on the table and swinging his +legs. I s'pose those are the manners they learns him to school!" + +Dan chuckled. "I wish they did," he said. "No, it's only you who let +me behave myself as I like, Fanny. No one else in the wide world is so +kind to me. O Fanny, I wish you were coming with us." + +"So do I," cried Kitty. "Wouldn't it be fun!" And Fanny, quite +mollified, did not remove Dan's big pasty. + +The door opened and Jabez came in. "I've got the moke," he said; "he's +in the yard; and I've put a few carrots in the cart for 'ee to 'tice un +along with, for if that there creetur haven't made up his mind a'ready +not to see Helbarrow Tor this day--well, I'm a Dutchman, and whatever my +failings I ain't that yet." + +"The only enticing he'll get from me will be with the whip," said Dan +with great scorn, "so you can take out the carrots again." But Jabez +shook his head wisely. + +"They won't take up much room," he said. "I'll put 'em in the nose-bag, +and if you don't need 'em on the way, you can give 'em to the creetur +when he gets there, by way of encouraging un another time. Now, are you +all ready, miss? It's best for 'ee to start before he falls asleep +again, for they'm always poor-tempered if they'm woke up, and then +they'm obstinater than ever." + +The five of them could not all get into the cart at once, at least not +with any comfort, so they always, on these excursions, took it in turn +to ride and tie; and Dan, who did not crave for the glory of driving +Mokus through the street, walked on with Betty, leaving the others to +follow. + +It was certainly cold when first they started; the air was fresh and +biting, with a touch of frost in it, and the sun had not yet come out. +Anna shivered beneath her fur-lined cloak, and Tony, thrusting his hands +deep down in his pockets, snuggled down between Kitty and Anna, and felt +very glad for once that he was not allowed an outside seat. + +But by degrees the sun shone through the misty grayness, bathing the +road before them, and lighting up the bare hedges on either side until +it really seemed that spring had come, that the fresh morning air was +certainly full of the scent of primroses and violets, and the sweet +earthy smell of moss. The birds evidently thought so too, for they came +fluttering and flying from all manner of cosy hiding-places, and, +undaunted by the sight of the brown branches and the leafless twigs, +boldly perched themselves on telegraph wires and trees to survey the +scene while they made their summer plans. + +What more could one want than brown branches if the sun was on them! +And how could one hurry or worry, or do anything but revel quietly in +the beauty that lay all about one, and tell oneself there were no gray +days to come! + +Mokus, for one, evidently felt that this was no occasion for haste, and +Kitty did not contradict him. She herself felt that she wanted to +linger over every moment, and get the fullest enjoyment out of it all. + +Dan, however, had other views, and when, at the foot of Tremellen Hill, +they found him and Betty perched on a low bridge awaiting them, he +upbraided them plaintively for their waste of time. + +"But no girl ever could drive, even a donkey," he said loftily. +"He will find out now that he has met his master. Get up, Betty. Do be +quick. I want to reach Helbarrow to-day, and it must be lunch-time +already." At which Tony, who was scrambling down from the cart, reached +back for his basket. + +"I fink I'd better take it wiv me," he said gravely. "If they are going +so fast, p'r'aps we shan't see them any more till we get there." + +"I think we needn't be afraid of that," said Anna sarcastically, "if we +don't walk too fast." + +Oh what a day it was! and what a donkey! and what a journey! And oh the +time it took! and how they did enjoy it all! When they had walked for +about a mile or more, the three sat down to rest and await the carriage +folk, of whom they had not caught a glimpse since they walked away and +left them. Then by degrees Tony's luncheon basket assumed a prominent +position in their thoughts and before their eyes. Morning air, +particularly in January, is hungry air; and to wait, with the food under +your very nose, and not be free to eat it, is not easy. + +"I really must go back a little way to see if they are anywhere near," +said Kitty at last, growing impatient and hungry. Anna and Tony were +hungry too, but they were too comfortable and lazy to move, so they +leaned luxuriously amongst the dry twigs and leaves and dead grass in +the hedge, and watched Kitty as she walked eagerly back again along the +level road they had just travelled. When she reached the brow of the +hill she stopped, and the next moment a peal of laughter announced the +fact that she had caught sight of the laggards. + +It was unkind, perhaps, of her to laugh. Dan thought it was "beastly +mean," but then he was not in a frame of mind to see the humour of the +situation, for up the whole of that long steep hill he had marched at +Mokus's head, tugging with all his might at the bridle with one hand, +while the other held a huge carrot just beyond the obstinate creature's +reach. Dan was not only hot and tired and out of patience, but he was +extremely mortified. + +"Where is Betty?" called Kitty, trying to check her laughter. + +Betty, hearing her name, came round from the back of the cart; she was +almost purple in the face, and looked quite exhausted. + +"I've been pushing," she gasped. "I believe it would have been easier +to have been harnessed in the shafts." + +"You poor little thing," cried Kitty. "You must rest now and I'll take +a turn, and you shall both have our turn in the cart after lunch, and we +will walk. We aren't a bit tired." + +"Thank you," they said, with stern decision in their voices, "we would +rather walk; it is so much easier." + +Kitty felt quite sorry for them. "Anna and Tony are only a little way +ahead," she said encouragingly. "We've got such a jolly place to have +our lunch in, and we will have a nice rest there. Give the poor thing +the carrot now, Dan." + +"Give him the carrot!" cried Dan indignantly. "I should like to see +myself! After his behaviour, he'll never even have a sniff of it again, +if I can help it," and Dan sent the carrot flying over the hedge to show +that he meant what he said. + +A good lunch, though, restored both his strength and his temper, and +after it was over they all managed to pack into the cart for the rest of +the short distance they had to go. Anna took the reins this time, and +whether it was that Mokus felt the firmness of her grip, or guessed that +rest and freedom for a few hours lay awaiting him at the end of another +mile, no one knew, but he started off down the next hill at quite a +quick trot, which he never once slackened until he was drawn up beside +the low stone hedge which in some long-past age had been erected around +the foot of the tors. Dan declared it was the weight of himself and +Betty on the tail-board which made him go, and having once been started +he could not stop if he wanted to. In any case Mokus was forgiven, and +it was with very kindly hands and many a pat that they unharnessed him +from the cart and tethered him by a long rope to the stump of a stunted +hawthorn bush, close to the remains of a little hut, which, with the old +wall, had often caused the children much speculation as to when and why +it was built there, and by whom. + +Then, each carrying a basket, they started to climb to the top to find +first of all a cosy, sheltered spot for a dining-room. On the tors the +sun was shining and the wild thyme smelling as sweetly as though it were +April rather than January. + +"Oh, look at the robins!" cried Tony delightedly. They were pausing in +their climb, and the little bright-eyed, warm-breasted creatures were +hopping about them quite boldly. "Kitty, do let me give them some +crumbs, they are such darlings, and I think they are quite glad to see +us. They aren't a bit afraid." + + "'To see a robin in a cage + Puts all heaven in a rage,'" + +quoted Kitty dreamily. + +Anna looked quite shocked. "O Kitty," she said, "how can you? You are +quite profane." + +Kitty laughed. "Am I?" she said. "What a dreadful word to use! +I didn't mean to be. I didn't make up those lines, you know. Oh, don't +you think," she went on eagerly, "it would be a nice game to try how +many different verses about robins we can remember?" + +"Do you mean nursery verses and all?" asked Dan. Kitty nodded; her +brain was already busy. + +"I think it will be lovely," said Betty. "I know quite a lot." + +"Go ahead then," urged Dan, "and remember to give author and book." + +"Nursery verses and nursery rhymes haven't got any author," said Betty +with a very superior air. + +Dan was on the alert at once; he loved to torment Betty. + +"No author! Oh! oh! what an appalling display of childish ignorance," +he cried in pretended horror, "and after all the trouble I have taken +with you too. My dear child, don't you know that some one must have +composed them or they wouldn't be--but there, I suppose little children +can't be expected to understand these things." + +"But I do," cried Betty indignantly. "You don't know all I know. +I know a great deal more than you think, though you may not think so." + +"Dear me! Do you really now?" said Dan, pretending to be enormously +impressed. "What a genius we may have in the family without our ever +suspecting it. Tell us who wrote: + + "'And when they were dead, + The robins so red + Took strawberry leaves and over them spread,'" + +"What would be the good?" said Betty, with a sigh as if of hopeless +despair. "You wouldn't reckernize the name if I told you." + +"No, I don't expect I should," laughed Dan derisively. "Not the way you +would pronounce it, at least." + +"Stop teasing her, Dan," cried Kitty. "We all of us have to think. +Let us take it in turns. Now then, you begin." + +For a moment Dan looked somewhat taken aback, then memory came suddenly +to him. + + "'Who killed Cock Robin? + "I," said the Spar--'" + +"That is not right," said Betty; "you are not beginning at the +beginning; you are missing out half." + +"Of course, as if I didn't know that," retorted Dan, but he looked +rather foolish; "but we are only here for the day, after all, and I am +not going to spend it all in saying nursery rhymes. If we were going to +stay a week it would be different." + +"That's all very well, but _I_ believe you don't know it," said Betty +softly but decisively. + +Whereupon Dan in great wrath burst forth,-- + + "'It was on a merry time + When Jenny Wren was young,'" etc., etc. + +When he had chanted three verses, they begged him to stop. When he had +reached the twelfth they all went on their knees to him and implored him +to stop; but no, on he went, and on and on to the very last line. +"Next time," he said, turning to Betty when he had reached the end, +"I hope you will believe me." + +"If I don't I won't say so," remarked Betty softly, with a sigh of +relief; "but of course I can't make myself believe you if I don't." + +"Oh, can't you?" said Dan. "You try once and see. Now then, Anna, your +turn." + +"I don't know anything about robins," said Anna. "Mother thought +nursery rhymes were foolish. So do I." + +"Oh no, you don't really," cried four voices in tones of mingled +amazement and disgust. + +"Yes, I do. Why not?" + +"What a pity," said Kitty softly. "I think they are beautiful. I am +glad my mother thought so too, But it need not be a nursery rhyme, Anna. +Don't you know, + + "'Little bird with bosom red, + Welcome to my humble shed,' + +"or any other?" + +"Ye--es," said Anna doubtfully. "I had to learn that once at school, +but, somehow, I didn't think that it was about a robin." + +"What did you think it was about?" asked Kitty. + +"Oh, I don't know. I thought it was just poetry. I never think poetry +has any meaning in it. It seems to me such silly stuff, all about +nothing." + +"I suppose even poetry must be about something," said Dan sarcastically. + +"I don't think so," said Anna. She, the prize-winner of her class, was +not going to be snubbed by her cousins. "As long as the words rhyme, it +doesn't matter what the rest is like." + +To Kitty that seemed neither the time nor the place to argue with Anna, +so she let the subject drop. "Now then, Betty." + +"I know so many," said Betty very anxiously, "that they seem to be all +jumbled up in my head, and I can't get one quite right. Let me see +now--" + +"Do let me say mine while you are finking. Shall I?" pleaded Tony +eagerly. + + "Little Robin Redbreast + Perched upon a tree, + Up went Pussy Cat + And down went he.'" + +By the time he reached the end of the second verse he was almost +breathless. "I was afraid you would say it before me," he gasped as he +concluded the last line; "that's why I hurried so." + +"Oh, I was trying to think of something much more--more, well, not so +babyish; more like what Kitty said than what you and Dan said." + +"Perhaps you had better compose something yourself," said Dan, "and we +will go on and light the fire and get the dinner ready while you are +about it." + +"You needn't be in a bad temper," retorted Betty severely, "even if you +couldn't make the donkey go." And Dan thought perhaps it might be wiser +not to torment his younger sister any more. + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +MISSING! + +They all struggled to their feet after that, collected their baskets, +and resumed their climb, over big boulders, through furze and bracken, +dead now and withered, but beautiful in the glow of the clear wintry +sunshine, until at last they came to an immense flat rock, with another +rising high behind it, sheltering them from the wind and catching every +gleam of sunshine that possibly could be caught. + +Here they spread their cloth, laying large pebbles on the corners of it +to keep it down, and on it they spread their feast, and then at last +there was nothing left to do but sit down and enjoy it. The sun shone +quite warmly, a soft little breeze blew up from the valley, bringing +with it the mingled scents of peat smoke, crushed thyme, and wet moss. +From their high perch they looked down on long stretches of brown fields +ploughed in ridges, with here and there a big gray rock dropped into +the middle of it, and here and there a roughly-built cottage, not much +bigger, seemingly, than some of the rocks. In a distant field a man was +carrying mangolds to a flock of sheep. The bleating of the sheep +floated up to them through the still air, and, with the voices of the +birds, made the only sounds of life that reached them. The scene, +though lovely in the eyes of the children, was desolate to a degree. +Scarcely a tree marked the landscape, and those there were were bowed +and stunted, leaning landwards as though running before the cold winds +which blew with such force across the few miles of flat, bare country +which alone lay between them and the Atlantic Ocean. + +To-day, though, it was hard to believe that that sunny spot was often so +bleak and storm-swept that man and beast avoided it. Anna gazed about +her wonderingly, but somewhat awed. + +"It seems dreadfully wild and lonely," she said, with a shiver. +"And how flat and ugly it is, all but these tors. I wonder how they +came to be here like this. I should think the people who used to live +here must have piled up all these rocks to clear them out of the fields. +They left a good many behind, though." + +"No one could have lifted rocks like these, and piled them up like +this," said Dan scornfully. "They were thrown up like this by an +earthquake, father says, and after the earthquake the sea--you know the +sea used to cover all the country as far as we can see--" + +"Nonsense!" interrupted Anna. "Now you are trying to take me in; but +you won't make me believe such nonsense as that." + +"Very well," crossly, "don't believe it then; only don't ask questions +another time if you mean to turn round and sneer when a fellow tries to +explain. I suppose you won't believe either that giants used to live +here?" + +Anna laughed even more scornfully. "No, I will not," she said loftily. +"I am not quite stupid enough to believe all the nonsense you would like +to make me." + +"If you could only realize it, it is you who are talking nonsense," said +Dan crushingly, and he turned away from her. He was not going to tell +any of his beloved legends and stories for Anna to sneer at. "It is +simply a sign of ignorance," he said, with his most superior air, "not +to believe in things because we haven't actually seen them with our very +own eyes. I suppose you will not believe that St. Michael's Mount used +to be surrounded with woods where there is sea now, until a huge wave +rushed in and swamped everything, right up to the foot of the Mount, and +never went back again?" + +"No," said Anna obstinately, "of course I shouldn't believe it. +Such things couldn't happen. It is silly to tell such stories as you +Cornish people do, and expect other people to believe them." + +Kitty looked at her in pained surprise. It seemed to her that Anna's +way of speaking was quite irreverent. She longed to know, yet shrank +from asking her, if she scorned, too, those other stories, so precious +and real to Kitty, the story of King Arthur in his hidden resting-place, +waiting to be roused from his long sleep; of Tristram and Iseult asleep +in the little chapel beneath the sea; of--oh, a hundred others of giants +and fairies, witches and spectres. But she held her peace rather than +hear them scoffed at and discredited. + +The sunshine, chased by a cloud and a fresh little breeze, disappeared. +Anna shivered and looked about her. + +"Oh, how gloomy and lonely it all looks directly the sun goes in!" she +cried. "I should hate to be here in the dark, or in a storm. Shouldn't +you, Kitty? I think I should die of fright; I know I should if I were +here alone." + +"I'd love to be here in a storm," said Kitty firmly, "a real +thunderstorm. It would be grand to watch it all from the top of the +tors. I don't think I would very much mind being up here all night +either. You see, there is nothing that could possibly hurt one, no wild +beasts or robbers. Bad people would be afraid to come." + +"I think it would be perfectly dreadful," shuddered Anna. "You would +never know who was coming round the rocks, or who was hiding; and +robbers could come behind you and catch you, and you wouldn't be able to +see or hear them until they were right on you; and you might scream and +scream with all your might and main and no one would hear you." + +"If I sneered at giants, I wouldn't talk of robbers if I were you," said +Dan severely. "Imagine robbers coming to a place like this! +Why, there's nothing and nobody to rob." + +"They would come here to hide, of course, not to rob," said Anna +crushingly, and Dan felt rather small. + +Betty and Tony began to feel bored. + +"I am going to get sticks for the fire," said Betty. "Come along, Tony. +You others can come, too, if you like." + +"Betty is beginning to think of her tea already," laughed Dan, but they +all joined her in her search--not that there was any need to search, for +dry sticks and furze bushes lay all around them in profusion. + +"Oh, here's the cromlech," cried Kitty, coming suddenly on the great +rock, which was poised so lightly on top of other great rocks that it +would sway under the lightest touch, yet had remained unmoved by all the +storms and hurricanes of the ages that had passed over it. She ran +lightly up and on to it, and stood there swaying gently, the breeze +fluttering out her skirts and flushing her cheeks. + +"You must make a wish while you are standing on it, and then if you can +make the rock move you will get your wish," explained Betty to Anna. +"It isn't every one who can. I don't suppose you could, 'cause you +don't believe in things like we do." + +Nevertheless Anna was bent on trying, and grew quite cross because the +rock would not move for her. "No, I don't believe it," she snapped. +"You Cornish people are so suppositios; and it is _dreadfully_ ignorant +to be so. Mother said so." + +Dan fairly shrieked with delight; he always did when Anna or Betty used +a wrong word, particularly if it was a long one. + +"Though it is so early, I am going to light the fire now," said Kitty, +anxious to make a diversion and prevent squabbles, "because I want to +smell the smell of the burning fuz." + +Which she did then and there; and then, perhaps in absent-mindedness, +she put the kettle on, and it boiled before any one could believe the +water was even warm, and then, of course, there was nothing to be done +but make the tea and drink it. But the air up there was so wonderful +that no matter how quickly the meals came the appetites were ready. + +"The smell of the smoke was feast enough in itself," Kitty said. + +But she did not omit to take a liberal share of more solid food as well. +And oh! how good it all tasted--the tea, the bread and butter, the +saffron cake, all had a flavour such as they never had elsewhere, and +the air was growing fresh enough to make the hot tea very acceptable and +comfortable. + +They did not sit long after they had done, for it really was beginning +to grow chilly. + +"Now you had all better go and have a game of some kind or other," said +Kitty, "and I will pack the baskets ready to go into the cart, and then +I'll come and play too." + +It took her longer, though, than she had counted on to pack all the +things so that they would travel safely, and she had put them in and +taken them out again so many times that when at last she had done, and +glanced up with a sigh of relief to look for the others, she saw with +dismay that the short winter's day was well-nigh over. The sun had +disappeared quite suddenly, leaving behind it a leaden, lowering sky, +while in the distance hung a thick mist, which told of heavy rain not +far off. + +"I will call the others. I think we had better be starting soon; the +weather has changed," she murmured, and, springing to her feet, she +shouted, and shouted, and shouted again. No answer came. + +Still calling, she went around the tors to another point, but she could +catch no glimpse of any living being, and in that great waste of rocks +and furze and underbrush it was not surprising. Kitty, though, was +surprised and a little bit alarmed, and she ran from point to point, +calling and calling again; but for a long time the only answer was the +long sighs the wind gave as it rushed over the level land, and lost +itself with a little wail of anger amongst the old tors. Then at last +came a long shout, and Dan appeared, and almost at the same moment a +drop fell smartly on Kitty's cheek, then another and another, and +suddenly a heavy downpour descended on them. + +"I saw it coming," gasped Dan. "Look!" and Kitty looked across the land +stretching below, and saw rain in a dense column rushing towards them, +driven by a squall which dashed it into them pitilessly. + +In little more than a moment the whole place had changed from a sunny, +idyllic little paradise to a bleak, howling wilderness, lonely, weird, +exposed to all the worst storms of heaven. + +"Where are the others?" gasped Kitty, seizing some of the packages to +run with them to the cart. + +"I told them not to climb up here again, but to start for home and we +would overtake them as quickly as we could. It wasn't raining then, or +I'd have told them to run to the little shanty; but I should think +they'd have the sense to do that," said Dan. + +"Oh yes, I expect they are all right. Now then, run, but run +carefully," added Kitty. "All the cups are in that basket, and Aunt +Pike will be very angry if we break any." + +But it was not easy to run at all, or even to hurry down that rugged +slope, while carrying five baskets and a rug or two, with a squall +catching them at every turn, and the short, dry grass becoming as +slippery as glass with the rain; but at long last they reached the foot +and the little hut, and there they found Betty struggling with all her +might to get Mokus between the shafts of the cart. + +"He will have to be taken out again, I expect," said Dan in an aside to +Kitty. "She has probably done up every strap wrongly. It is good of +her, though, to try." + +"I am glad she made Tony stand in under shelter," said Kitty thankfully, +as her eye fell on her little brother in the doorway of the hut. +"Where is Anna? I suppose she is inside." + +"You bet," said Dan shortly. "Anna knows how to take care of herself." + +But Anna was not in the shanty, or anywhere within reach of their +shouts. + +"I expect she is ever so far towards home by now," said Betty absently, +quite absorbed in the interest of harnessing Mokus. "She started to +walk home as fast as ever she could. I called to her to wait, but she +wouldn't listen." + +"Oh, well, it's all right; she can't miss the road, and we shall soon +overtake her," said Dan. "Now then, in you get." + +It was great fun packing themselves into the cart. Betty and Tony, in +great spirits, sat in the bottom of it, with a rug drawn over them like +a tent, and two little peepholes to peer through, and were as happy and +warm as could be. Kitty and Dan sat upon the seat with the other rug +round their shoulders, and the moment they were ready and had gathered +up the reins, Mokus, who had been standing flapping his long ears +crossly when the rain struck him particularly smartly, started off at a +really quick trot, which covered the ground rapidly, but rattled and +jolted the cart to such an extent that it was all Dan and Kitty could do +to keep their seats, while as for the two in the bottom of the cart, +they were tossed about like parched peas in a frying-pan. And oh! how +they all laughed! It is not always the funniest or wittiest things that +cause the most laughter, and somehow to-day the sight of Mokus flying +along on his little hoofs, the dreary scene, the lashing rain, +themselves wrapped up like a lot of gipsies, with the risk of finding +themselves at any moment tossed out and left sitting in the mud, made +them laugh and laugh until they ached. And all the time Dan kept on +saying the silliest things, and waving his whip about his head as though +he were a Roman driving a chariot drawn by fiery horses, urging Mokus on +to a more and more reckless pace, until at last they had to beg him to +stop, they were aching so with laughter. + +But except for some forlorn-looking geese on the common, who hissed at +them as they passed, they did not meet a living creature the whole of +the way they went. + +"Cheer up, old ladies!" Dan shouted to the geese consolingly, "you've +nothing on to spoil. If I'd been made to stand a flood as you have, I +wouldn't make a fuss about a little summer shower like this." + +"If you want your last glimpse of the tors," said Kitty, who knew every +inch of the way, "look back now." And they all looked, and all +shuddered as their eyes travelled over the spot where they had so lately +been basking in the sunshine. It looked gloomy and awe-inspiring now, +with black clouds lowering over it, a heavy mist wrapping it round, +while at the foot the little neglected shanty added the last desolate +touch to the wild scene. "Doesn't it seem impossible that we were +playing there only a little while ago," said Kitty, "and I was wishing I +could sleep there?" Then, with sudden recollection, "I wonder where +Anna is. She must have walked very fast." + +"I only hope she isn't still up there," said Dan with a laugh, waving +his hand towards the tors. "Poor old Anna!" + +"Oh!" squealed Betty, who loved horrors and excitements, "suppose she +is, and sees us going farther and farther away from her. If she called +and called, nobody would hear her, and oh, she'll be so frightened. +If she had to stay there all night, I am sure she would die of fright," +and Betty looked utterly horrified. "What shall we do? Isn't it +egsciting!" + +"No, not at all," said Dan impatiently; "don't be silly. Why should she +be there? I told you all to hurry homewards, and Anna did as she was +told. That is the difference between you and Anna, you see." + +"Well," said Betty thoughtfully, "I didn't do as I was told, but I think +I've got the best of it--especially," she added, "if Anna _is_ left +behind." + +Dan seemed to take it as a personal insult that she should dwell on such +a possibility. "If you say anything more about Anna being left behind," +he said, "I'll put you out of the cart and send you back to look for +her." + +"Then there would be two of us lost instead of one," said Betty +aggravatingly, "and oh, wouldn't you get into a row when you got home!" + +"She must be on ahead," said Kitty, anxious to make peace. +"Only I didn't think she had had time to get so far." + +"Perhaps some one has given her a lift," said Dan, with sudden hope. +"Anna is sharp enough to take or to ask for one if she had the chance. +She knows it is a tight pack for us all to get in this cart at once, and +she would think Mokus would behave as badly going home as he did on the +way out." + +This all seemed to them so likely, that they drove on again gaily, their +minds quite easy about her; all except Betty, who persisted in gazing +back at the tors as long as they were in view, in the hope of seeing a +signal of distress. Mokus stepped out at a pace that the carrots had +never roused him to on the outward journey, yet darkness had come on +before they reached Gorlay. + +"Isn't it like old times," sighed Betty happily, "driving through the +dark and the wet, and then reaching home, and changing and having a +jolly tea by the fire, and there will be no Aunt Pike, and we will be +able to stay up as late as we like--" + +"But there will be Anna," said Tony. "It won't be _quite_ the same." + +But, alas, there was no Anna, and her absence on this particular +occasion did much more to upset their evening than her presence would +have done. In answer to their inquiries as to when and how she got +back, they were told that she had not got back at all. No one had seen +her, and a dreadful conviction began to steal over them that she would +not come--that, in fact, she was lost, and probably, as Betty had +suggested, wandering about those dangerous tors, frightened nearly out +of her senses. What was to be done? At first they were for waiting; +but then, as the rain continued to stream down, and the wind to blow +gustily, they felt that it was no time for delay. Something must be +done, and done quickly. + +"Oh, if only father were home!" cried Kitty despairingly. +But unfortunately Dr. Trenire was in Plymouth on business, and would +certainly not be home that night. + +Dan sprang up, and began to put on his boots and leggings. "I am going +back there again," he announced. "It is only three miles or so, and I +can walk it in an hour." + +"But you can't go alone." + +"Yes, I can; and I can get people out there to help me search, and if I +find her I'll get some one to drive us home;" and flinging on his coat +and cap, he was rushing out of the house before they realized what he +was doing. + +"But, Dan," Kitty called after him, "which way are you going?" + +"The same, of course. There is but one--at least only one that Anna +knows," he called back, and he raced off into the darkness before any +one could say another word. + +Kitty was vexed. "How foolish of him," she said. "Of course there are +other ways, and Anna must have taken one of them, or we should have +passed her; and he shouldn't have gone alone either, he should have +taken Jabez and a lantern. What can he do if he finds her?" + +"And he may get lost too," said Betty comfortingly. But Dan was already +racing up through the dark wet street, too absorbed by the heroic side +of his actions to spare a thought for the common sense. + +Kitty dropped into a chair in a state of deep despondency, blaming +herself for everything. "Why had she started for home without making +sure about Anna? How wrong it was of her not to turn back! What would +Aunt Pike say when she knew?" and so the thoughts poured through her +mind until she was well-nigh distracted. + +Tony, worn out by his long day in the fresh air, was fast asleep. +Betty, exhausted by excitement and alarm, was scarcely able to keep +awake. The servants were in the kitchen regaling themselves and Jabez +with supper and a dish of horrors, when suddenly Kitty sprang to her +feet with the force of an idea that had come to her. She would take the +carriage and Jabez, and drive very slowly and carefully by another road +straight back to Helbarrow Tors. They would inquire at every house they +passed, and--only she did not tell Jabez this, for fear of alarming +him--if need be, they would search even the tors themselves. + +It would be very difficult, she knew; but what did difficulties matter +at such a time as this? With Anna lost on such a night, her father and +aunt away, and she alone responsible, they must do something, they must, +they must, and quickly too. She looked at the clock; it was only seven. +There was just a chance that they might find Anna and have her home in +warmth and safety by ten. She ran to the kitchen and broached her plan +to Jabez. He winced at the prospect, but raised no objection. +Indeed, they were all too greatly alarmed to object to anything. +Jabez had been picturing Anna in turn killed, walking into the water, +stolen, wandering about lost and crying for help, so he could hardly +refuse his help in rescuing her from one of these fates. + +In a very short time Prue was harnessed, and with Kitty beside him, and +a pile of rugs and wraps, Jabez was driving off at a good pace, while +those at home prepared fires and hot blankets and everything else they +could think of. + +But many long, weary hours elapsed before the fires and the hot blankets +were needed, and the next day was dawning, bleak and cold, when at last, +to the intense relief and excitement of the weary watchers, old Prue's +step was heard coming quickly down the street, and the two servants flew +out to the door. But Jabez drove straight round to the yard with his +load, and there, with the help of Kitty and Dan--who was with them--they +lifted down a big still bundle, which was Anna, wet through, worn out, +unconscious. They carried her in very tenderly and put her to bed at +once, and everything they could do for her ease and comfort they did. +But though her strength revived and the dreadful exhaustion passed away, +it was soon evident that she was ill--very ill, it seemed to them--and +Fanny in alarm ran for Dr. Lang; and at his request telegrams were sent +to Dr. Trenire and Aunt Pike, bidding them come home at once; while poor +Kitty, overcome with fatigue and anxiety and remorse that this should +have happened while she was in charge of them all, went and shut herself +up in her room, locking out even Betty. + +The story of that night's search she told later--of their long, slow +drive over the bleak roads in the teeth of a high wind and a driving +rain; of their close examination of every yard of the way, one walking +while the other drove; and of their hopelessness when they looked at the +gateways and fields, into any of which Anna might have turned, and the +lanes down which she might have wandered. But of her own feelings she +could not speak--the awful anxiety and remorse; the sense of +responsibility and blameworthiness that filled her; her remembrance of +Anna's sacrifice for Dan the night she saved his life; her dread of what +they might see or hear--those were feelings too deep for words. +So, too, was her agony of joy and relief when at last, almost by a +miracle, they came on her lying in a linhay down a lane they had very +nearly overlooked in the darkness. + +How she had wandered there no one would ever know, and Anna could never +tell. She must have doubled back when she found she had taken the wrong +road, and then, in her fright and confusion, have gone round, and up and +down, until she had lost herself far more effectually than if she had +tried to. That she had met no one to ask her way of was not wonderful +on such a night and in a neighbourhood where there were only half a +dozen cottages altogether, and at long distances apart. + +She had recognized Kitty and Jabez when they roused her, but in her +relief had had a fit of hysterics which frightened them both nearly out +of their wits, and then had fainted. + +Poor Kitty did her best to keep calm, and she and Jabez carried Anna to +the carriage, and there, wrapped in all the rugs and shawls they could +muster, she lay in Kitty's arms while Jabez drove quickly home. + +Their shortest and best way now was the road they had travelled so +happily in the morning, so once again Kitty had a dim glimpse of the +tors, standing up so lonely and desolate in the black night, lashed by +the rain and swept by the wind, but she turned her eyes away, half +shuddering. They were nearly home when they met Dan crawling along, +hopeless and dead beat. He was soaked to the skin, his feet were galled +and raw with walking in wet boots, but, worst of all, his search had +been fruitless. Crawling painfully, miserably homewards, with a mind +full of the fate that might have overtaken Anna--Anna, who had saved his +life--was it any wonder that he broke down and cried when, on hearing +wheels, and turning to ask for a lift, he recognized first old Prue, +then Jabez and Kitty, and, best of all, Anna, and knew that his search +was ended? + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +BANISHED. + +Kitty was to be sent away to school. That was what that unlucky day had +done for Kitty. The fiat had gone forth, and there was no escape. + +Aunt Pike had been very frightened indeed when she was summoned home, +and learned all about Anna's Helbarrow Tors experience, and found her +seriously ill with pneumonia as a result of it. She was very angry and +very indignant, and angry fright, or fright and anger combined, make the +worst form of anger as a rule. + +"Kitty was responsible, and there could not possibly be any excuse for +her leaving the spot without her cousin," declared Mrs. Pike. +"Kitty knew that there were many ways amongst which she might get lost, +and how lonely it was, and she and Dan should have gone in search of +poor Anna, and not have left the place until they had found her or heard +for certain where she was. The idea of coming all the way home without +her, and with never a thought or a care as to what had become of her! +It was almost incredible!" + +"I did think. I did care," pleaded Kitty. "Of course I thought she was +ahead of us. I never dreamed that she could have lost her way, or of +course I shouldn't have come home without looking for her." + +"Then you should have dreamed, or have taken the trouble to find out. +In any case, you should not have left the spot without her." + +"But we really thought she was ahead of us," repeated Kitty earnestly, +"and we hurried on to pick her up." + +"_How_ could you overtake her or pick her up, when you were hurrying as +fast as you could away from her, leaving her alone, poor child, to +wander about that dreadful, dreadful place, in that awful storm in the +dead of night?" demanded Aunt Pike angrily. + +"But--" began Kitty, then realized the hopelessness of trying to +explain, and said no more. + +"For the future I shall always feel," said Aunt Pike severely, "that I +not only cannot trust you, Katherine, but that I can never know what +mischief you may be leading the younger ones into. I am sure they would +not be so wild if they hadn't you as a ringleader." + +Kitty's cheeks flamed with indignation. _She_ could not be trusted! +_She_ led the others into mischief! Her eyes darkened with anger at the +injustice, for all the trouble had been caused by Anna deciding, in her +pig-headed way, that she knew a short cut home, and would take it +without waiting for the others and the donkey. She had thought she +would get home first and be able to laugh at them and Mokus. +She herself had admitted as much. + +Kitty's mind travelled back over that night search--the cold, the wet, +the horror of it, her own exhaustion and Dan's; then she came back again +suddenly to the present, and Aunt Pike's voice saying,-- + +"You know, Katherine, I have had to overlook more than one serious piece +of ill-behaviour on your part since I have been here. Of course I put +down much to the lawless, careless way in which you grew up, but, at the +same time, I must admit that, after that very unpleasant episode with +Lettice Kitson, I have never felt really quite easy in allowing Anna to +be much with you. I could not avoid feeling that you were having +anything but a good influence over her, and but for your poor father's +sake--" + +Kitty's cheeks were white enough now, and her eyes were very wide and +full of indignation as she met her aunt's stern gaze, but there was no +fear or shame in them. She opened her lips, but before a word escaped +them she closed them again, hesitated, and then walked quickly away. +And the next thing she knew was that she was to be sent away, and when +she heard it she thought her heart would break indeed. + +Her father, though most reluctantly, had agreed to the plan, because he +could see no prospect of peace or happiness for her at home. He very +often in those days sighed deeply from a heavy heart, for his home was +very different from what he had hoped it would be. It was true that +things were more orderly, but the old careless joyousness, the muddle +and confusion, seemed now vastly preferable. + +Aunt Pike had never approved of Kitty. Her careless, dreamy nature was +a constant offence in her eyes; her sudden impulses, her want of +concentration, her idle moods, when she sat just thinking and thinking +and doing nothing, irritated Mrs. Pike beyond endurance. They were as +opposite to each other in tastes and natures as any two persons could +be, and neither could understand or make allowance for the other. +And Dr. Trenire, seeing all this, and how they irritated and annoyed +each other, saw how bad it was, too, for Kitty's character, and at last +consented, though very, very reluctantly, to Mrs. Pike's strongly-urged +proposals that Kitty should be sent to a boarding-school. + +Poor Kitty! If ever there was in this world one poor little mortal more +stricken with home-sickness than another, that poor little mortal was +Kitty. She loved every inch of the house and garden, of Gorlay, and of +her county, and every person and animal who made up her home and her +home life--loved all, too, with such an intensity that she felt it would +be utterly impossible to live day after day away from them. + +It was a relief to her to hear that the school she was to go to was no +farther off than Plymouth, but beyond that she took no interest in it, +for the school was of Mrs. Pike's selecting, and wicked Kitty detested +it before she even knew anything about it, and made up her mind to go on +detesting it, no matter what it turned out to be. To her it was simply +a prison, and she could not and would not try to love her jailers. +She felt, too, a conviction that her aunt would have told Miss Pidsley, +the headmistress, all the story of the suspicion which had rested on +her, and told it from her own point of view, of course. + +There was one good outcome of the resentment Kitty bore her aunt for +"getting her sent away," as she put it--it made her determine not to let +Mrs. Pike see how much she felt it, and so helped her to bear up +bravely. Helped her, that is, to bear up by day, but oh the nights! +Oh, those long, miserable nights of heart-break and homesickness, when +the pain was so intense as almost to drive her to appeal on her knees to +Aunt Pike to let her stay at home, to promise abjectly to be and do all +that she could wish. And there were those other terrible moments, too, +when misery nearly drove her to tell the truth about Anna and Lettice. + +Those were, perhaps, the hardest impulses of all to fight, for she knew +that but to speak would mean, probably, that she would be considered fit +to remain in her home, and Anna it would be who would be sent away. + +All her life after Kitty was thankful that she had had the strength +given her to resist this temptation, but it was a very real one at the +time. There was to be no delay in sending her away. She was to go at +the end of the Christmas holidays, and active preparations for her +outfit began at once. To Betty this was most enthralling, and largely +made up for the painful part, but Kitty took no interest in it whatever. +Not even the fact of having a new Inverness and umbrella, and four new +dresses all at once, not to speak of gloves, and hats, and shoes, and a +number of other things, could rouse her to any sense of pleasure. + +She was very sorry later, and wept many a bitter tear over the new +blotter her father bought her, and the nice muff and boa he gave her. +When it was too late, she could never see them without remembering the +delight with which he unwrapped them and gave them to her, the expectant +look in his kind eyes of the pleasure they would bring to her, and of +her own coldness, her unsmilingness, the indifference with which she +took them and laid them down with scarcely a glance, yet all the while +her heart was breaking, breaking with her love for him and all he did +for her. How could she care what she wore, or did, or used, if she was +exiled from him! + +Then came the day when Mrs. Pike took her to her school and left her. +It was a wet, stormy day, and Kitty sat looking through the streaming +windows at the rain-swept country with a heart as stormy. But though +everything looked old and worn, and as unbeautiful as the day itself, +she gained some consolation from the sight. "The next time I see them," +she thought, gazing wistfully at the trees and houses, the bridges and +fields, "I shall be going home! home! home!" + +"Yes, but thirteen long weeks must elapse first," came the next thought. + +"But what are thirteen weeks?" said the worn-looking objects +cheeringly. "Nothing! We have seen years pass by, and thirteen weeks +are but so many moments, flying already." + +Then at last they reached their station, and their journey was over; but +in all the years to come, never, never again would Kitty Trenire pass +the long, ugly rows of squalid backs of houses just outside the station, +and dull depressing streets, never again would she enter that station +itself, without living through once more and tasting again the misery, +the strangeness, the forlornness which filled her heart that afternoon. +She might come in the height of happiness, in the company of those she +loved best, with hope and joy before and behind her, but never could the +sight of it all, the smells, and the sounds, fail to bring back to Kitty +memories of that supremely miserable day, and through any happiness make +her taste again for a moment the forlornness, the black misery which +swamped her as she first stood on that draughty, dingy platform. + +There was a smart tussle with the porter over the getting out of Kitty's +luggage, for Aunt Pike was one of those unfortunate persons who never +fail to come to words with porter or cabman, who, in fact, rub every one +the wrong way to start with by taking for granted that they are trying +to shirk their duties and to cheat her. + +Then came the inevitable tussle with the cabman as to the fare, during +which Kitty glanced about her at the people on the platform, picking out +with special interest those boys and girls who looked as though they +also were going to school, and expending on them a great amount of pity +which was probably in some cases quite wasted. + +At last came the summons to "get in," and Kitty got into the musty old +cab beside her aunt, and they were started on the last stage of their +journey through rain-washed busy streets, where the people were hurrying +along under umbrellas, or in omnibuses and cabs. Now and then a cab +laden with luggage would lumber past them on its way to the station, and +Kitty's mind would follow the people inside it through a whole long +chapter of imaginary happenings until something else passed and +distracted her thoughts. + +By-and-by they left the streets, and came to a quiet suburb, where road +after road, lined on either side with houses exactly like each other, +stretched in depressing monotony. To Kitty it looked the very acme of +correct, neat, yet hateful propriety, and her thoughts flew back +longingly to the dear old irregular wind-swept street of Gorlay, which +was to her then the most lovable and lovely spot on the face of the +earth. At last, when she was almost tired of speculating on the people +who lived in the houses they were passing, and of pitying them for being +condemned to such a fate, the jolting cab drew up before a corner house, +one of the primmest of all the houses in the dullest of all the roads +they had passed that afternoon, and Kitty saw a shining brass plate on +the rails at the foot of the tiny patch of trim garden, and on the brass +plate "Miss Pidsley." + +That was all. And this was the place that was to be her home! It was +quite a small school to which she had been banished--a small private one +where a few girls "who needed particular attention and training received +the individual care they needed," as Aunt Pike carefully read out from +the prospectus, dealing poor Kitty thus the last and most crushing +insult. + +If the outside of the house had been unlike home and Gorlay, the inside +was even more so; the extreme neatness, the absolute spotlessness of +everything, the bareness, the high, square, ugly rooms, each and all +weighed on Kitty's spirits with a fresh load of depression. At the +thought of being left there for months together with not a face about +her that she knew, or a person who cared for her, she felt positively +sick with misery. She even dreaded the moment when Aunt Pike should +depart. But the moment soon came, and with a peck at Kitty's cheek, and +a last request that she would make the most of the excellent +opportunities for improvement now opening out before her, and a desire +that she would _try_ to be a good girl. Aunt Pike left her, and Kitty +gazed after her with eyes aching with the tears she would not shed. +She pictured her journeying home to Gorlay, saw her driving up through +the street, drawing up before the old house, the door opening and the +light streaming out, and Betty and Tony--and then the tears came, +whether she would or no, and drowned every thought and sight and sound +but that of her own misery. + +No. 127 Laburnum Road was under the joint partnership of two ladies, +Miss Pidsley and Miss Hammond. Miss Pidsley was the chief partner, and +took the lead. She interviewed the parents, managed the house, the +meals, and almost everything, while Miss Hammond's duties lay more +especially with the girls, their lessons and games. + +Before ever Kitty went to the school she had decided that she could not +like Miss Pidsley. She declared that she knew exactly what she would be +like. She would be cold, and stern, and hateful, or Aunt Pike would not +have taken to her; and when Miss Pidsley came into the room to receive +them, she knew that to some extent she was right. Her new mistress +welcomed them--at least she shook hands with them--and she smiled--at +least she half closed her eyes in a weary fashion, and widened her lips, +but there was no heartiness or gladness in it. But while Kitty felt the +chilliness of it, she could not help sympathizing with Miss Pidsley. +To her it would have been wonderful if any one had been able to smile in +such a house as that. + +Presently tea was brought in, and for nearly half an hour Kitty sat +holding tea and bread and butter, trying her best to swallow both, but +vainly. Miss Hammond did not appear at tea. She had only just arrived, +Miss Pidsley explained, and was tired. The other pupils had not yet +come; there were only four of them, and they travelled by later trains +from higher up the line. + +After tea, Kitty, who was to have a room to herself that term as there +was no room-mate for her, was shown her little bare bedroom, and there +Aunt Pike said her farewells, and left her alone amidst her boxes; and +there she remained crying and crying her heart out, her boxes untouched, +everything forgotten but her own overpowering misery. "She could not +bear it," she moaned, "she could not bear it!" She thought of her +father, and Tony, and Betty, and felt sure her heart must break. + +"Poor child! We all have to bear it, dear, once in our lives, and some +of us many times," said a soft voice very quietly, while a soft hand was +laid on her bowed head. + +Kitty was so startled that she forgot her disfigured face and looked up; +and when she had once looked, and her eyes met the kind eyes gazing into +hers, she did not mind, for they were misty too with sympathy. + +"You remind me so of the day that I first went away to school, +Katherine. You are Katherine, aren't you?" + +"Yes," murmured the owner of the name; "but they always call me Kitty at +home, all but Aunt Pike." + +"May I call you Kitty?" + +"Please do," said Kitty eagerly. + +"Well, dear, I want you to unpack your things now, and try to make your +room less bare and unhomelike. It will look so different when you have +your own pretty things about it, and will seem more your own." + +"I don't want it to," said Kitty miserably. "It isn't home, and it +never could be; in fact, I don't want it to." + +"Oh, come now, Kitty dear, don't talk like that; call up your courage, +and make the best of things. It is only for a time, only for a little +time," said wily Miss Hammond; "but however short it is, it is always +better to try and make it a pleasant time to look back upon. Think of +that, Kitty; always when you are hesitating and feel tempted to be +disagreeable, or to make things disagreeable, think of the future, and +what the present will be like to look back upon." + +Kitty was impressed. She looked up with a brighter, more interested +face. + +"Have you a mother and father?" + +"Mother is dead," said Kitty softly. + +"Poor child," said Miss Hammond, laying her cool fingers against Kitty's +hot cheek. "For your father's sake then, dear, try to be as brave and +cheerful as you can. It is sad enough for him, I am sore, to have this +parting, but to know that you are grieving and unhappy will double his +sadness. Besides which," she went on thoughtfully, "you know he is +paying a good deal of money for your education here, and for his sake +you should try to get all the good you can from what he is doing for +you. Doesn't the thought of working hard for his sake comfort you?" + +"Oh yes," sighed Kitty eagerly, clutching at any kind of comfort, at +anything she could do for those she loved. "Oh yes, it will. I--I +hadn't thought of that; but I feel now as if I must work and work--" +then she broke off, embarrassed, and actually laughed at herself. + +"There, I knew you had plenty of spirit," cried Miss Hammond +delightedly. "Now I am going to unpack some of my boxes, and then they +are going to bring me some tea to my room. Will you come and join me, +dear? I am sure you can manage another tea." + +"Oh yes, thank you," smiled Kitty, "I am sure I can. I would love to +come." + +Left alone, Kitty began at once to unpack and arrange her belongings. +She felt a little choky as she took out and looked at the photographs +and the various little parting gifts that had been given her, +particularly when she came across a piece of spar that Tony, without +saying a word to any one, must have wrapped up and tucked in amongst her +things as a pleasant surprise for her. It was a very pretty bit that he +had himself found, and was immensely proud of. Kitty's eyes filled as +she held the little cold stone and kissed it. Then she hung up a +calendar that Betty had given her, one of her own manufacture. "I shall +soon be able to mark off one day," she thought with some relief. + +Her room grew to look so different and so nice that she became quite +interested, and rather a long time had elapsed before she tidied herself +and went out in search of Miss Hammond's room. It was not difficult to +find, for it was on the same landing as her own, and had Miss Hammond's +name painted on the door. + +"Come in," said a voice in answer to her knock. "Come in. I was just +about to begin without you. Sit down here, dear, in this low chair by +the table. We will have a 'plate tea' and a drawing-room tea combined;" +and Kitty dropped gladly into a pretty low chair beside the tea-table, +which was drawn up to the fire, and Miss Hammond drew up her chair to +the other side. + +"Oh, what a grand thing tea is! I love it," she exclaimed with a sigh +of pleasure. It was said so girlishly and impulsively that Kitty +laughed as she agreed. + +"Pamela Peters has come," said Miss Hammond a moment later, "and I have +asked her to tea too." + +Kitty felt just a little feeling of disappointment. She did not want to +meet any more strangers then; she was tired and shy, and she knew that +her eyes were still swelled. She wanted, too, to have Miss Hammond to +herself--she was so sympathetic and understanding, and so bright and +interesting. Kitty had never before met any one like her, and was +charmed. + +"I will not say I want you two to be friends, or that I think you will +like each other, for I know that that is the surest way to make you +determine you never could, would, or should be. But I do think you will +like Pamela, and I thought it would be nice for you to get to know one +of your future companions a little before meeting them all together." + +Kitty could not but agree. One stranger now, with Miss Hammond to break +the ice, was infinitely preferable to four by-and-by, when she would be +alone. And then came a knock at the door, and Pamela Peters walked in. + +Pamela was a taller and altogether larger girl than Kitty. She looked +rather older too. Perhaps a certain air of self-possession gave one +that impression. Kitty gazed at her first with interest and then with +wonder, for she looked as smiling and happy as though she had just +reached home for the holidays, instead of returning to school for the +term. She had to check her surprise while Miss Hammond introduced them +and made room for Pamela at the table, but it soon returned again with +double force. + +"I am very glad to see you," said Pamela heartily, turning to Kitty +again. "Isn't it jolly to be back?" + +"Jolly!--what!--isn't it what?" stammered Kitty, at a loss to understand +her. + +Miss Hammond laughed. "Kitty Trenire thinks it anything but jolly; her +heart is miles away from here; but I hope that in time she will find +something here to care for too." And even Kitty actually felt that in +time perhaps she might. In that cosy little room, and with those two +new friends, it did not seem so absolutely impossible; but when Kitty's +thoughts flew to Miss Pidsley, the bare, unhomelike room downstairs, and +the dreary road outside, her mind began to waver, and she felt anything +but hopeful. + +"I _am_ so glad to be back," sighed Pamela, with genuine pleasure. +She was not exaggerating in the least--even Kitty could see that. +"But," she added, "if you have a nice home and people to leave, it must +be awfully hard. I expect it is what I feel at the end of term when I +have to leave here." + +"Oh, it is much worse than that; it must be," gasped Kitty, her +astonishment overcoming her shyness. "But you are laughing. You really +love going home, of course?" + +"No, I don't. I am miserable. You see, I have no real home, only a +guardian, an old man, who doesn't want me any more than I want to go, +and is just as anxious as I am for the holidays to be over. He is old, +and an invalid too, poor old man, and he never will have any one to stay +in the house, or allow me to; so it is dull, and one doesn't feel very +overjoyed at going home to it. I can assure you I find it much more +exciting to come back to school. I suppose you have brothers and +sisters and a real home?" looking across at Kitty with wistful eyes. + +"Oh yes!" said Kitty, and then she fell to talking of them; and Miss +Hammond and Pamela listened with such interest and laughter to her +account of their escapades and adventures, that Kitty talked on and on, +until at last they were interrupted by a cab drawing up before the +house, and Miss Hammond had to go to welcome the new arrivals. + +"I feel as though I knew Betty and Dan and Tony already," said Pamela as +they strolled down the corridor to their rooms. "I wish I did. And +your father must be a perfect dear, I think." + +"He is," said Kitty warmly, but with a catch in her voice; and from that +moment she loved Pamela. "I do wish," she said impulsively, "I do wish +you could come and stay with us, and know them all. There isn't very +much to see at Gorlay, but there are beautiful places all round it, and +we could have some jolly times." + +"I'd love to come," said Pamela heartily. "I know I should enjoy myself +tremendously, I feel it in my bones. But don't ask me if you don't +really mean it, for I shall come, I tell you plainly." + +Kitty laughed, actually laughed quite gaily, and made up her mind that +it should not be her fault if Pamela did not have at least one happy +holiday. + +The next day the girls were allowed to write home to announce their safe +arrival. Kitty wrote to her father a letter full of eagerness and +promises, and longings for the holidays, which made Dr. Trenire smile +and sigh as he laid it away in his pocket-book, and made the house seem +emptier and less itself even than it had done before. In with her +father's letter Kitty put one for Betty. It was the first that young +person had ever received, and it so filled her with a sense of +importance that Anna and Tony said she was almost unbearable all the +rest of the day. How many times she read it over no one could have +counted, but at every opportune and inopportune moment it was drawn out +of her pocket, until at last it grew quite frayed at the edges, and, +though scarcely a word it contained was confided to the others, Betty +read it again and again with compressed lips and frowning brows, and an +air of seriousness that nearly drove them frantic. + +There was not much in it either to give rise to all this. + +"Dearest Betty," wrote Kitty, "I have so much I want to say that I don't +know what to say first. I am very lonely, but one day and night are +over, and one of the girls is very nice, I think. She is called Pamela +Peters, and I want to bring her home with me for the holidays, because +she has no father or mother, or home, or anything but a guardian, a very +cross old man, and I want her to see what jolly times we have. I think +I shall like another girl too, called Hope Carey. She is quite little, +about your age, and is very unhappy. Her mother was very ill when she +left home, and she is always thinking about her and fretting. I think +it was very cruel to send her back until her mother was better. I do +feel so sorry for her. + +"One of the first things I did was to take off my gray stockings and put +them all away. I shall give them to one of the maids. It is lovely to +be without the hateful things. I wonder what you are all doing at this +very minute, and if you are thinking of me. I am always thinking of you +all the time, and saying, 'Another minute gone, another hour gone,' but +it only seems to make the time pass more slowly. I have a bedroom to +myself, I am glad to say, and it looks very nice with my things about +it, but of course I don't really care for it at all. I think Miss +Pidsley isn't as nasty as I thought she was when Aunt Pike was with her. +I think she is ill, or worried, or something, and not so very cross. +Miss Hammond, the other principal, is a dear. I like her very much. +We are all going out shopping one day with Miss Hammond. We are allowed +to go on one Wednesday afternoon each month. Sometimes she takes the +girls to see something, or to a concert, instead of going shopping. +I do not want to buy anything for myself, but I think I shall get some +flowers for Miss Hammond, and something for Hope, she is so unhappy, and +she has very little pocket-money. We go for excursions in the summer +and have theatricals at Christmas, and you and father will be invited to +those. It is rather nice, isn't it? But of course I don't take any +real interest in it. I hate being here, but I am going to work hard to +make the time pass. I hope Anna is better. Give Tony my love, and tell +him he was a perfect dear to give me his precious piece of spar. +I shall always take it with me wherever I go. I will write to him next +time. Mind you write and tell me everything, and give my love to Fanny, +and Jabez, and Grace, and kiss Prue and Billy for me. Kiss Prue on her +dear old cheek and her soft nose.--Your loving sister, + +"Kitty." + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +"GOOD IN EVERYTHING." + +Betty's satisfaction, though, ended with the day. "I am never happy one +day but what I've _got_ to be unhappy the next," she said plaintively to +her father the following evening, when telling him her woes. + +"You might put it another way," he said, smiling, "and say you are never +very unhappy one day but what you are very happy the next." + +Betty shook her head gravely. "But I am not," she said. "I can't be +_sure_ I am going to be happy, but I can be that I am going to be +unhappy, and sometimes it lasts for ever so long." + +"You poor little suffering martyr," said Dr. Trenire, "what is wrong +now?" + +"It's my stockings," said Betty solemnly. + +"Whatever is wrong with your stockings? Stand still, child, can't you, +and tell me." + +"No," said Betty, "I can't, my legs itch so. I am sure I shall be crazy +before long. I _almost_ wish I'd been sent away to school too, then I +could give them away, as Kitty has." + +"Given away what?--her legs? What made Kitty do it, and what is wrong +with the stockings? Are they new, that they have only just begun to +irritate you?" + +"No, they aren't new, but--well, you see, I've only just been found +out." + +"What _do_ you mean?" + +"Well, you see, Aunt Pike would make us wear these ugly, woolly, itchy +things, and "--Betty's voice waxed indignant--"she wouldn't believe us +when we said we couldn't, and so--well, I thought of it first--we wore +our black cotton ones under these, and then we didn't feel them." + +"I see," said Dr. Trenire, a smile beginning to twinkle in his eyes. +"And you were not found out?" + +"Not till to-day," with a triumphant air; "but to-day there was a hole +in the gray ones, and I didn't know it; but Aunt Pike saw the black +showing through, and she screamed out, 'Elizabeth, _what_ has happened +to your leg?' And oh! I did jump so; and then I looked, and there was +a great black spot, and everybody was looking and laughing. It was--oh, +it was dretful, and Aunt Pike was _so_ angry, she made me go home and +take off the black ones; and now she has taken all my cotton ones away, +and--and I've _got_ to wear these, and it's--it's _awful_, it really is, +daddy," and poor Betty's eyes grew pink with tears. + +"I know," said her father sympathetically. "I suffer in the same way +myself. Don't cry, child; it will be all right. I will explain to your +aunt." + +But Betty had borne much that day, and the tears, at least a few, had to +come. "She said if Tony can bear it, I can; but Tony doesn't mind, he +doesn't feel it; he says, though, he would never have said he didn't if +he had known it would make it harder for me and Kitty." + +"Loyal Tony!" laughed Dr. Trenire. "I like his spirit. Well, don't +fret about it any more; you shall have some others. I think, though, +that we will have some other colour; they aren't very pretty, are they?" + +"Pretty!" cried Betty; "they are _'trocious_. No one else would have +worn them. I'll take them off now; shall I, father?" + +"Hadn't you better wait till you have some others to put on?" + +"Oh no, thank you. Fanny wouldn't take long getting me some. If you +will give her some money, she won't be more than a few minutes. +I'll wrap my feet up in two shawls for the time." + +"I see there is to be no time wasted," said Dr. Trenire. "You are a +business-like young person, Betty." + +"Yes," said Betty, with satisfaction. "You see, I can't do anything +until I have them; and if they are going to be bought, they may as well +be bought quickly." + +"Your logic is admirable; but, dear, why didn't you speak to me about it +before? It would have been much better than pretending to obey your +aunt all these weeks, and deceiving her." + +Betty looked ashamed. To have the word "deceive" used about herself +without any glossing of it over made her feel very small and mean. + +"We did think of it, father," she said earnestly; "but Kitty said she +didn't want to seem to be always complaining about Aunt Pike." + +"I see," said Dr. Trenire quietly, and he gazed for a moment gravely +into the fire before he left the room. + +Betty never knew what passed between her father and her aunt; but she +heard no more about the gray stockings, and she wrote off delightedly to +Kitty to tell her all about it. + +Kitty was out when the letter came. It was the day on which the girls +were taken for an afternoon's shopping or sight-seeing. + +"I really must get some presents to take home to them all," she had said +quite seriously to Pamela in the morning. + +Pamela laughed. "There are eleven more weeks to do it in," she said. + +But Kitty covered her ears. "Don't, don't," she cried--"just when I +have been telling myself that time is flying, and that I haven't many +more chances." + +"Well, you haven't _many_," laughed Pamela. "Of course we don't go +every week. I think you are wise, though, to get your things while you +have the money, and if you see things later that you like better you +mustn't mind." + +"I shall keep my eyes turned away from the shops," said Kitty. "Now be +quiet, Pamela, while I make my list." + +"Mine is ready," said Pamela, with something between a laugh and a sigh, +and she held up a blank sheet. + +"Haven't you any one to get anything for?" said Kitty sympathetically, +sorry At once that she had talked so much about herself. "Poor Pamela!" + +"Only Miss Hammond," said Pamela. "We generally give her some flowers-- +most of us do, at least. Rhoda Collins doesn't; she says it seems such +a waste of money, as flowers fade so soon. I suggested one +day that she should give Miss Hammond a cake instead, as that at any +rate was useful." + +"And did she?" + +"No; she said one couldn't get anything very nice for a penny." + +Kitty tittered. "Flowers for Miss Hammond," she wrote on her list. +"What do you give to Miss Pidsley?" + +"Miss Pidsley!" Pamela looked surprised at her question. "Oh, nothing. +You see, Miss Hammond goes with us, and--and--well, we all like her; but +Miss Pidsley--I don't know why, but I think we never thought of giving +her anything. I should be afraid to." + +The shopping was really great fun; the girls swarmed about the counters +and wandered about the shops, going into raptures over this thing and +hesitating about buying that thing, until it really seemed as though all +the purchases never would be made. Yet by degrees they somehow acquired +a great many curious possessions. + +Kitty bought a nice pocket-book for her father, a little brooch for +Betty, a book for Tony, and a penknife for Anna; but it took so long to +decide on these that she left her presents for the servants to get +another day, for she still had to buy her flowers for Miss Hammond, and +teatime was fast approaching. The flower-shop was perhaps the most +fascinating of all; the cut flowers, the ferns, and the plants in the +pots were perfectly bewildering in their beauty. Kitty was in raptures, +and almost wished she had bought flowers to take home to them all, +instead of the things she had got. + +"Father would simply love that fern," she cried, "and Betty would go +wild over that little white basket with the ferns and hyacinths in it. +O Pamela, I do so want it for her! I want them all!" + +Pamela had not lost her head as Kitty had. "Well, the hyacinths will +have faded long before you go home, Kitty, and the brooch is easier to +pack." + +Kitty laughed somewhat shamefacedly. Her eye was already caught by a +lovely little flowering rose-bush in a pot. "I must buy that," she said +with determination, "and I am going to." + +"For Miss Hammond? Oh, how nice! Stupid me had never thought of a +plant for her. I always get cut flowers for her room." + +"It isn't for Miss Hammond," said Kitty rather shyly; "I have bought +violets for her. I think I will take the rose back to Miss Pidsley." + +"Miss Pidsley! You funny girl, Kitty." + +"Well, at any rate I will offer it to her, and if she doesn't like it-- +she can't hurt me; and it does seem rather hard that she should miss all +this, and not have anything taken back to her either. She seems to have +all the dull, disagreeable things to do, and none of the nice ones." + +"I had never thought of that," said Pamela. "I suppose she chose what +should be her work, and what should be Miss Hammond's." + +"Then she must be a good sort to have given all the nicest things to +others to do, and have kept all the dull ones for herself," said Kitty, +with the frankness with which schoolgirls discuss their elders in +private. + +"Come along, girls," called Miss Hammond, returning to the shop. +"I have ordered tea, and it will be ready in five minutes." + +By this time it was getting dark, and it was very pleasant to turn from +the cold, windy streets into the snug, brightly-lighted room where tea +was laid for them at a couple of tables placed in the window. +The blinds were up, and they could watch the people and the busy life in +the streets, or could turn their eyes inwards and look at that in the +room, where every table was occupied. They were all very hungry and +pleased and excited. The food was good and the tea was good, and the +girls could talk and laugh to their hearts' content. + +Then there was the walk home through the busy streets again, where the +shops were all brilliantly lighted now, making everything look very gay +and cheerful. Kitty felt the exhilaration of it tingling in her blood +as she stepped along through the strange scenes which, in her eyes, were +so exciting and gay and full of interest. + +When they reached home and the others all flew off to their rooms, Kitty +stood for a moment hesitating; then, with a little added flush on her +cheeks, she walked along the hall to Miss Pidsley's private room and +knocked. There was a moment's silence, then "Come in," said Miss +Pidsley in a voice that was not exactly encouraging, for it was that of +a person who had reached the limits of her patience. + +Kitty almost wished she had not come. She seemed to be doing such a +dreadful thing by interrupting, and suddenly her pretty rose looked very +poor and insignificant; but there was no drawing back now, so she opened +the door and went in. Miss Pidsley looked up very sharply. + +"Oh, surely, Katherine," she began, when she saw who it was, "it is not +time for your music lesson yet?" Then she noticed that Kitty had on her +hat, and had evidently only just come in. + +"Oh no, Miss Pidsley," said Kitty, "there is an our yet before that. +I hope I haven't interrupted you. I brought you home a little +rose-tree, which I hope--I--I thought you might like it," and she put +the beautiful, cheery-looking little crimson rambler down on the table +beside her. + +Miss Pidsley looked completely surprised, but quite pleased. "How kind +of you, Katherine--how very kind of you to think of me," she said, and +Katherine noticed that her voice sounded strangely. Then her head +dropped on her hand, and she gave a deep, deep sigh. "Oh," she +exclaimed, and the words seemed to be forced from her, "I am _so_ +worried, and oh! so tired, so tired." Then she looked up again with +almost an embarrassed air. "I am afraid I spoke sharply when you +knocked. I feared it might be Jane again, and after the scene I have +had with her I really do not want to see her for some time yet. She has +quarrelled with the house-maid, and both have given me notice; and what +to do I don't know, just at the beginning of term and all." Miss +Pidsley talked on as though she really could not keep her troubles to +herself any longer. "It has been a most trying scene; they upset me +dreadfully, they were so violent." + +Had any one else in the house heard the usually reserved headmistress +talking so unreservedly they would have gasped with astonishment. But +Kitty was too full of sympathetic interest to think of anything else. +She had a little unconscious way of her own of winning confidence from +the most unlikely of people, and poor Miss Pidsley, who was so weary, so +overburthened with worries, so perplexed and altogether out of heart, +could not refrain from pouring her troubles out to her; for, first of +all, her sympathy, and, secondly, her little gift of the rose had +carried her straight into Miss Pidsley's lonely, aching heart. + +There was Miss Hammond, of course, for her to confide in, and Miss +Hammond would have been told some of the worries by-and-by, but deep +down in Miss Pidsley's heart lurked a little pain, a little trouble that +Miss Hammond's advice could never lessen. Miss Hammond was attractive, +charming, genial, and every one liked her; the girls all adored her. +Miss Pidsley was not attractive, and she had not a genial manner, and +she told herself that nobody cared for her, and that the girls feared +and disliked her. And, unfortunately, this feeling, which hurt her +cruelly, made her withdraw herself more and more from all but what one +might call the business part of the life, and so gave the girls a real +reason for feeling towards her as they did. + +Fortunately Kitty had not known Miss Pidsley long enough to realize how +very unlike herself she was now, so she was not at all embarrassed, but +only intensely full of a desire to help. + +"Miss Pidsley," she said, after a moment's pause, "if you would let me, +I will write to father and ask him if he knows of any girls that would +do for you. He often does hear of servants wanting places--nice ones +too. You see, he knows so many poor people." + +Miss Pidsley looked up surprised. She had never thought of Kitty as a +possible helper in her dilemma. "It is very kind of you, Katharine, to +think of it," she said warmly. "I should indeed be most grateful to +your father if he could help me. He would know that the girls were +respectable and nice. But I really do not like to trouble him, he is +such a busy man." + +"Oh, father wouldn't think it a trouble. I will write to-night," said +Kitty, delighted at the prospect of being able to help. "I wish you had +been with us this afternoon, Miss Pidsley; you would have enjoyed it +so. We had a lovely time." + +"I wish I had," said Miss Pidsley. "At any rate I should have had some +tea, which is more than I got at home." + +"No tea!" Kitty was shocked. No wonder she found her mistress tired and +overdone. "Shall I tell them to get you some now?" she asked, moving +towards the door. + +"Oh no!" cried Miss Pidsley, alarmed. "I would not ask for anything +while matters are in such a state in the kitchen." Then she laughed with +some embarrassment at her confession of fear. + +"I will go and take off my things now," said Kitty, and she left rather +abruptly and ran quickly to her room. + +The throwing off of her hat and coat occupied less than a minute; then, +taking out from a tin box a spirit-lamp and kettle, she filled the +latter and put it on to boil. That done, she ran softly down the stairs +to the pantry. Fortunately for her, Nellie, the schoolroom maid, was +there alone. Nellie, who was an easy-going, good-tempered girl, had +been the pleased recipient of the discarded gray stockings, and had ever +since showed a gratitude which was beyond Kitty's comprehension, for in +her opinion it was she who had most cause to be grateful. To Nellie +Kitty explained her wants, and after a brief, whispered consultation she +was soon speeding back with a little jug of milk, some tea in a small +teapot, and a plate of biscuits on a tray. In her room she had a pretty +teacup of her own, which she meant to use. + +The kettle was singing by the time she got back, and a few moments later +she made her way proudly down to Miss Pidsley's room with a fragrant +scent of tea marking her path. This time, when she knocked, Miss +Pidsley really did think she had come for her music lesson, and a little +sigh again escaped her, a sigh which turned to an exclamation of real +pleasure when she saw what Kitty was bringing her. Cornish Kitty had +forgotten all about sugar or a teaspoon, but Miss Pidsley needed her tea +so badly she did not heed the omission, but sat down at once to enjoy to +the full her little picnic meal. + +When Kitty returned to her own room again she was surprised at herself +for feeling so happy. "School isn't _all_ bad," she said thoughtfully. +"I dare say I should get quite to like it in time." + +Then her eye fell on Betty's newly-arrived letter, and tearing it open, +she read of all her woes and triumphs connected with the detested +woollen stockings. There was a long letter from Dan too, full of a sort +of laughing sympathy as well as jokes and fun, but with here and there +the strain of seriousness which so often astonished Dan's friends, and +made him the dear, lovable old boy he was. + +"It was rough on you," he wrote, "to pack you off to school like that, +and jolly unfair too; and I expect you felt you would never smile again. +But you will, and before many weeks are gone by, too; and I do believe +it is the best thing for both of us. We didn't make any friends at +home; there was no one we cared for, and we are such a funny, reserved +crew--at least that's what they say here about me, and I believe I was +the best of us--in that way, I mean. It won't be so very long before we +shall be going home, and, my word, it is worth while going away just to +have the going home again. So cheer up, old girl; it isn't every one +that can boast of a brother like me. Hurry up and write, just to show +you appreciate your blessings." + +"There _are_ some things to make up for being away," thought Kitty, and +she wrote Dan a long, bright, hopeful letter, and another to Betty. + +A week or so later she wrote to her father to broach her desire to bring +home Pamela with her. She thought it wise to mention it early, as it +would take some time to reconcile Aunt Pike to the thought. For more +than a week she had no reply and no letter from any one, and she was +just beginning to worry very much about it when a letter came from her +father. + +"I shall be delighted to welcome your young friend," he wrote, "and I am +very glad you have one you want to bring home with you. But I can only +consent conditionally, for poor unfortunate Anna is down with measles, +and is very unwell, poor child. I have not spoken to your aunt yet +about your plan, for she is too worried about Anna, and some other +matters, to bear any more agitation. If Betty and Tony do not develop +measles, and I am taking every precaution to prevent its spreading, the +house will be free of infection and safe for you all to come to; but +should they develop it--well, it does no good to climb our hills before +we reach them, and we will not anticipate any such blow. When Anna is +free from infection and able to travel, her mother will take her to the +sea for a thorough bracing up. I am sure you will understand how things +are at present, and make the best of them if they should not turn out as +you wish." + +Poor Kitty! She saw at once that what her father tried not to +anticipate was the possibility of her not being able to come home at all +for the holidays, nor Dan either; and how could one help climbing such a +hill before one came to it, or at least standing at its foot and gazing +anxiously up its rough, stony sides? + +"I do think Anna was born to aggravate," she said crossly, but a few +moments later her anger against her cooled. "It must be horrid for her +too," she added, "for she never seems to get any fun out of anything, +not even out of being ill." + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +THREATENING CLOUDS. + +But Betty and Tony behaved extremely well. They escaped the measles, +and all risk of infection was over long before the end of term came--and +even a first term at school must come to an end some time. + +Kitty at last had but seven more slips to tear off and seven more dates +to strike through, and for sheer pleasure she left them untouched. +Time did not need helping along now. + +Then came the last day, when the boxes stood packed and strapped and +labelled, and a general air of holidays and freedom from rules pervaded +the whole house. Rhoda and Cicely Collins were leaving very early. +Rhoda wanted to go by the earliest train because the fares were slightly +lower. Rhoda was of a saving disposition. It always gave her the +greatest pleasure to be able to economize in any way, and her stores of +twine and paper, old corks, scraps of writing-paper, old pens, and other +things, afforded food for endless jokes amongst the rest of the girls. +Cicely, on the other hand, was the exact opposite of her sister; but +being the younger, and less masterful, she gave in to Rhoda, and on the +day they were to go home she rose, at Rhoda's command, from her bed at +six o'clock, very unwillingly though, for the saving of threepence on +her journey was nothing to Cicely in comparison to the discomfort of +rising early. + +Hope Carey had gone home some weeks before, having fretted herself ill +with anxiety about her mother. Kitty and Pamela were to wait until the +eleven o'clock train, for Dan, who broke up on the same day, could join +them then at their station, and they could all travel down together. +It was not nearly eleven when they reached the station; but how could +they stay quietly in the dull, deserted house waiting for the hours to +go by? Miss Hammond saw that it was too much to expect of them, so took +them down very early; for a railway station, with its bustle and life, +is a capital place for making time pass. + +"It all seems too lovely to be real," sighed Kitty happily. "To be +going home, to be meeting Dan, to be travelling by ourselves, and to +have no lessons for more than three weeks! It seems too much happiness +all at once, and I am afraid I shall wake up presently and find it a +dream, as I so often have. I understand now what Dan meant by saying it +was almost worth going away to have the going home. I do think, +though," with sudden alarm, "that Dan must have missed his train. +I am sure it must be nearly afternoon." + +"It is five minutes past eleven," laughed Miss Hammond, "and there is +his train now coming in, and there--if I don't mistake--is Dan." + +But Kitty had seen him first, and was flying down the platform to meet +him. Dan, recognizing the flying figure, stood and warded her off with +the umbrella and bag he had in his hands. "Now, if you kiss me here," +he cried, "I shall call for help, I really shall; it is taking a mean +advantage, and I am not going to stand it. I wouldn't mind if you were +by yourself, but the others would be imitating you!" + +Kitty laughed. "I forgot you were still a little boy," she said +teasingly. "I know little boys do mind. When they are real men they +don't. Come along, Dan, and speak to Miss Hammond and Pamela," and Dan +followed quite sedately to make his best bow to Kitty's friends. + +"You must be very thankful the holidays are come," he said solemnly to +Miss Hammond. "I know, of course, how wearing Kitty is." + +"I expect some of your masters feel they have cause for gratitude to-day +too," laughed Miss Hammond. "Now we must hurry if we want to find nice +seats. I see your train is in." + +Pamela and Dan looked at each other and smiled somewhat embarrassedly; +but Dan, who had been rather annoyed at first by Kitty's asking to bring +home a friend with her, let his heart melt a little towards her, for he +somehow felt that things were not going to be as bad as he had feared; +and when they had found an empty compartment, and seemed likely to have +it to themselves all the way, he graciously thawed still more, and his +spirits rose to their usual height. + +Alas, though, for plans. The train was on the point of starting, the +whistle had gone, and the guard was just about to signal to the +engine-driver, when there was a shout and a rush, and with a "Here you +are, ma'am!" a porter laid hold of the handle of their door, flung it +open, almost pushed two ladies in, threw in some bags and parcels after +them, and banged the door to again. Off started the engine with a jerk +which threw the ladies on to the seat opposite Kitty, who, with dismayed +face and sinking spirits, had already recognized them as Lady Kitson and +Lettice. + +"She will be with us all the time, and everything is spoilt," she +groaned inwardly. She was intensely disappointed. "Strangers would not +have been so bad, or any one but those particular two." + +Pamela was sitting in the corner opposite her, and Dan was in the corner +at the other end of her seat. Lady Kitson and Lettice were at first too +cross and too much shaken to notice any one; but presently, having +recovered and arranged their packages, and settled down in their seats, +they glanced about the compartment, and, with a look of not very pleased +surprise, recognized their companions. + +"Oh, how do you do, Dan?" said Lady Kitson, and smiled quite affably on +him, but to Kitty she vouchsafed only the merest acknowledgment. + +Lettice blushed hotly when she saw Kitty, and gave her one of her broad, +meaning smiles. + +"How do you do?" said Kitty very stiffly, and with no shadow of a smile. + +"How is your poor little cousin, Dan?" said Lady Kitson presently. +"I hope she is growing strong again after her two serious illnesses?" + +"Yes, thank you," said Dan. "She has gone away for change of air." + +"Oh, indeed. I am glad she is able to. It was so alarming her being so +ill. Oh, I heard about your shocking behaviour in leaving her behind to +walk home by herself, on _such_ a night too, and in such a wild spot." + +"I am afraid you haven't heard the right story, Lady Kitson," said Dan +gravely, but with a flash of his eye. + +Lady Kitson smiled a most aggravating little smile. "Oh, I think so," +she said meaningly. Then, "You are not all going away with Anna, I +hope," she remarked severely. "I am sure the poor child must require +perfect peace and great care." + +"No, Aunt Pike has gone with her. We are going home, and Kitty's friend +is coming to stay with us," and Dan looked towards Pamela. "May I +introduce Miss Pamela Peters--Lady Kitson, Miss Kitson," said Dan very +formally, and growing very red. + +Pamela smiled and bowed very prettily to Lady Kitson. Lady Kitson +stared at Pamela, but gave her only the vaguest of acknowledgments. +Lettice nodded as though her neck were loose at the joint. + +"You don't mean to say that while Mrs. Pike is away your poor father is +going to have you all on his hands, and a stranger as well? Poor Dr. +Trenire. I really think it is too much for him, he looks so ill and +worn already. He really needs a holiday more than do any of you." + +"Father looks ill!" gasped Kitty. It was the first hint she had had of +any such thing, and a sudden cold fear filled her heart. She forgot her +dislike of Lady Kitson and Lettice, and the wrong they had done her. +"Is father really ill, Lady Kitson?" she asked anxiously, leaning +towards her. "He has never mentioned it to me, nor has Aunt Pike." + +"He is too good and unselfish to complain," said Lady Kitson coldly. +"You should use your own eyes, and not wait for him to _tell_ you he is +ill. He has not actually told _me_ that he is, but I can see that he +looks overworked and unwell, and certainly not fit to battle with a +houseful of noisy, restless boys and girls." + +"Of course we shouldn't be noisy if father was not well," said Kitty, +with quiet dignity. She was feeling intensely uncomfortable on Pamela's +account as well as her father's. Lady Kitson's remarks were not polite +to their guest. + +Lady Kitson sat back in her seat and unfolded a paper, as though to +intimate that she had no more to say. Lettice crossed over and sat +beside Kitty, evidently intending to talk to her, but Kitty could not +bring herself to be friendly to her late school-fellow; besides which, +she had Pamela to talk to, and there was this news about her father to +fill her mind. + +"He can't be very ill," said Pamela comfortingly, seeing Kitty's quiet +distress. "Your aunt or Betty would have said something to you about +it. While I am with you I can take the children out all day long if you +like, so that you can keep the house quiet, and we won't be any trouble. +But of course you must send me home if it is not convenient for me to +stay." + +"But it will be," cried Kitty, trying to throw off her fears, and she +crossed over and sat by Pamela. + +When, though, they presently stopped at Gorlay Station, all her troubles +vanished, for the time at any rate, for there on the platform stood her +father, and Betty, and Tony, all apparently as well and jolly as could +be, while old Prue and the carriage waited in the road outside. + +"Father is here! Father is here to meet us and drive us home!" she +cried joyfully, and, forgetting Pamela and Lady Kitson, and all the rugs +and bags and everything, she was out on the platform and in his arms +almost before the train had come to a stand-still. + +Dan waited, and with well-feigned if not real patience helped out Lady +Kitson and her possessions; then he too flew. "Come along!" he shouted +to Pamela, forgetting his shyness. Pamela, though, with a wistful +little smile on her lips, collected their belongings without much haste, +and followed him, but very slowly. + +For a moment she felt herself almost an intruder, but it was only for a +moment; for Dr. Trenire, looking over the heads of Dan and Kitty, saw +her, and guessing who she was, went at once and met her with such a +cordial greeting that she felt herself one of them from that moment; and +Kitty, remorseful for her forgetfulness, brought up Betty and Tony to be +introduced. Then Pamela was made to sit up in the carriage beside the +doctor, with Kitty and Tony on the back seat, while Dan and Betty +mounted to the top of the omnibus, and off they started in the gayest of +spirits. Prue, who could never endure to let any other horse pass her, +insisted on racing the 'bus the whole way home, to the amusement of +every one. Betty and Tony shrieked with delight, Kitty sat beaming with +a happiness so great as to seem almost unreal, while Pamela sat quietly +taking it all in, and revelling in it, yet with a touch of sadness as +she realized for the first time in her life how very much she had +missed. + +"Oh, isn't it like old times," sighed Kitty happily, "to be together +again, and by ourselves. Father, are you frightened by the thought of +us all?" + +Dr. Trenire laughed. "Not really frightened," he said. "You see, I can +always send for your aunt. She assured me she would return at once if I +found you all unmanageable." + +"Oh," said Kitty gravely, "then we will promise not to be _quite_ +unmanageable, but just bad enough." + +At that moment Lady Kitson's carriage overtook them, and her ladyship +looked out and smiled and bowed to the doctor as she passed. "Don't you +let them wear you out, doctor," she cried. + +Kitty, with sudden recollection, leaned forward and studied her father's +face earnestly--as much, at least, as she could see of it. "Father," +she said anxiously, "Lady Kitson told us that you were not at all well. +Aren't you?" + +She had unconsciously expected, or at least hoped for, a prompt and +strong reassurance; but her father did not answer for a moment, and then +but half-heartedly. "I haven't been quite up to the mark," he said +quietly, "but," looking round and seeing the anxiety on her face, "it is +nothing to worry about, dear. I would have told you if it had been. +I am rather overworked and tired, that is all. It has been a very heavy +winter of illness and anxiety. I shall be better now the spring has +come, and I have you all home to liven me up. We must try and give +Pamela a happy time, and you must take her to all your pet haunts." + +But Dr. Trenire was not as well as he led them to believe; and though +Kitty was not observant enough to notice such signs as a slower, heavier +step, a want of energy in setting about his work, a flagging appetite, +she did notice that he was quieter and graver, and had not such spirits +as of old. + +Pamela became at once a favourite with every one. Even Jabez unbent, +and was not always suspecting her of some mischief or other. + +"What part of the county do 'ee come from, miss?" he asked when first he +was introduced. + +"I am afraid I don't belong to this county at all," said +Pamela apologetically. "I am not a Cornishwoman." + +Jabez looked disappointed, but he tried his best not to make her feel +her sad position more than she could help. "Well now, that's a pity; +but there, we can't always help ourselves, can we, miss? and 'tisn't for +we to make 'ee feel it more'n you do a'ready. We've all on us got +something to put up with. Whereabouts up along do 'ee come from, miss, +if 'tisn't a rude question?" + +"Devon," said Pamela, smiling at the old man. "It might be ever so much +worse, mightn't it? Do give me some comfort, Jabez," + +"Well, yess, miss," he answered, willing to cheer her if he could. +"And maybe 'twas only an accident. Your parents 'd gone there to live, +or something of that sort. Accidents will happen to the most +deserving." + +"Yes," sighed Pamela, "I feel it was a mistake, for directly I came here +I felt at home, and I had never done so before." + +"You'll be sorry to go back, miss." + +"Sorry!" cried Pamela. "I can't bear to think of it. I never was so +happy in my life, and never enjoyed my holidays before." + +It was a very simple holiday too, but each day was full of happiness. +One by one the four introduced Pamela to their best-beloved haunts. +They made excursions to Wenmere Woods, to Helbarrow Tors, to the moors +and the river. Very frequently, too, some of them went for drives with +Dr. Trenire far out into the country, over wild moorland, or through +beautiful valleys, and Pamela loved these drives as much as anything, +and felt she could listen for hours while the doctor told her the story +of some old cairn, or the legend of a holy well or wayside cross. + +Once they all went to Newquay to visit Aunt Pike and Anna, and spent a +long, glorious day on the beautiful sands, paddling in and out of the +rock pools in search of rare sea-weeds, and anemones, and shells. + +"I didn't know your aunt was so old," said Pamela later, when she and +Kitty were talking over the events of the day. "You did not tell me she +was." + +"No," said Kitty thoughtfully, "I didn't think she was. I noticed it +to-day myself, but I never did before. She does look quite old, doesn't +she?" appealing to Pamela, as though still doubting her own eyes. +"I don't think she looked so last term. She seemed quite altered to-day +somehow, so small and shrivelled, or something." + +But other interests soon drove the matter from Kitty's mind, and she +thought no more about it until Mrs. Pike and Anna returned to Gorlay a +few days before the end of the holidays to see to Dan's and Kitty's +outfits, and by that time Kitty was far too miserable at the prospect of +returning to school to give more than a passing thought to her aunt's +changed appearance. + +Anna was quite strong again, though her old nervous, restless manner had +not left her, and she still had the same difficulty in meeting one's +eyes fairly and squarely. + +"Your cousin looks as though she had something on her mind," said +Pamela. "Do you think she has?" + +"I don't know," said Kitty; "at least I don't think it would trouble her +much if she had. She didn't really enjoy herself at Newquay. She says +she is very glad to be home again, and I should think she would be too," +added poor homesick Kitty. "I am sure I should get well here quicker +than anywhere," and Pamela agreed. + +"I think it was nonsense of Dan to say it was worth while to go away to +have the pleasure of coming home," she moaned when the last day came. +"I am sure _nothing_ could make up to me for the misery of going, and I +think it is worse the second time than the first." + +Poor Kitty's woe was so great that at last her father was driven to +expostulate. "Kitty dear, do try to be brave," he pleaded. "I am not +very well, and I cannot bear to see you so unhappy. You make it very +hard for others, dear, by taking your trials so hardly." + +Kitty looked and felt very much ashamed. "I hadn't thought of that," +she said; "but, father, it is really very hard to bear. You don't know +how miserable I feel." + +"How will you bear greater troubles when they come, as they are sure +to?" + +"There couldn't be greater ones," said foolish Kitty. + +"My dear, my dear, don't say such things. This is, after all, but a +short temporary parting, when we could all come together if needs be. +There are some that last a lifetime," he added sadly, and Kitty knew he +was thinking of her dead mother. A few moments later he spoke more +cheerfully. "I am going up with you to-morrow," he said. "Perhaps that +will comfort you a little." + +Kitty looked delighted, but Dr. Trenire did not tell her that when he +had left her at her school he was going to consult a doctor about his +own health; for he intended to let no one know that he was bound on such +an errand until he had heard the verdict, and only then if it was +absolutely necessary. + +However, the consultation proved that it was absolutely necessary, and a +few days later the following letter reached Kitty:-- + +"My Dearest Kitty,--I have to send you some news which is not good, but +you must not think it very bad. A few days ago I was told by a medical +man that I must take a long holiday and a sea voyage as soon as +possible, and he dared me to stay away less than three months. I am +obeying him because I want to feel stronger than I have lately, and I do +not believe in asking a clever man's advice and then refusing to act +upon it. So I am getting a _locum tenens_ here for a time, and as soon +as I have introduced him to my patients I shall start on a cruise +somewhere. I have not yet decided where. But before I go I shall +certainly come and spend a day with you, my dear, to talk things over. +I will write to Miss Pidsley and arrange it all. Your aunt will look +after Betty and Tony very carefully, as you know, while I am away, and +they have promised me to be happy and good, so that I may not be worried +about them. They are a good little pair, on the whole, and I feel quite +satisfied about Tony at any rate. + +"You must promise not to fret or worry about my health or my absence. +The doctor told me to keep as free from anxieties as possible, so, if +you want to help me--and I know you will--you must be as happy and do as +well at school as you possibly can--that will help me more than +anything--and write to me letters full of smiles. I know you know how +to, and I shall count on hearing frequently. In about three months' +time I hope we may all be journeying home together to keep our summer +holidays. I shall be back in time, I promise you, and will arrange so +that I can meet you and Dan. + +"I shall be writing again in a day or two.-- + +"Your affectionate Father." + +When first she opened this letter and mastered its contents, Kitty +turned cold and faint with the shock it brought her. At once her +imagination pictured her father ill, dying, or going away from them all +and dying at sea. + +"He's more ill than he will say, I know," she moaned. "Father never +tells the worst. O father! Father! and I am not even at home to be with +him. If I could see him I should know; but here I am in prison, and-- +and I can't know what is happening at home!" and Kitty collapsed on her +bed, sobbing pitifully. + +"Katherine! Katherine! what is the matter, child?" Miss Pidsley, +hearing sounds of grief, opened the door and looked in, then she walked +in and closed it behind her. + +"I have had such dreadful news," moaned Kitty. "Father is very ill-- +I know he is worse than he says--and I am not there, and--and I am here +a prisoner. Read what he says, Miss Pidsley." + +Miss Pidsley laid her strong hand on Kitty's trembling arm. "Dear, you +must know that if your father wanted you, or thought it necessary that +you should be home, that he would send for you, and you could go at +once, so do not feel yourself a prisoner." Then she read the letter +slowly and carefully through. + +"Isn't it dreadful?" sighed Kitty, looking up at her as she laid the +letter down. + +"It is a trouble for you certainly, dear," said Miss Pidsley. "But I +think you have every reason to hope that your father may soon be well +and strong again, and in the meantime I see he has given you plenty to +do for him. Don't let him know that you are not able or willing to do +what he asks you to." + +"What has he asked me to do?" cried Kitty, starting up eager to begin +then and there. + +Miss Pidsley held out the letter, and pointed out one particular +paragraph. "If you want to help me--and I know you will--you must be as +happy and do as well at school as you possibly can. That will help me +more than anything." + +"But that can't really help him, and--and it is so difficult." Kitty +looked up into Miss Pidsley's face very dolefully. + +"But it does help, dear, more than you can imagine. Nothing would worry +your father more than to feel you were unhappy. Do try, for his sake. +You can't refuse his request, can you?" + +"No," said Kitty mournfully, "I can't. I--I will try, but--it is very +hard to begin at once, isn't it? One is frightened and unhappy before +one knows one is going to be, and then it is so hard to forget it again +and try to feel brave and happy, and all that sort of thing; and oh, it +does seem so dreadful that father should be ill, and have to go away +from us. I can hardly believe it." + +"You must try not to think of it in that way, dear, but think that he +has been ill for some time without being able to do anything to make +himself well again, and that now he is about to be cured, and if he has +rest and change and an easy mind every day will see him a little +stronger and happier. He has worked hard and long, and often, probably, +when he has been feeling quite unfit; but now he is going to have a real +rest, and to enjoy himself. It is good to think of, isn't it?" + +"Oh yes," cried Kitty, much more cheerfully, "and I hope he will get off +soon, for I know he will get no rest while he is in Gorlay. I have +never known father have a holiday." + +"Then let us all try to make it a really happy one now," said Miss +Pidsley, and she went away leaving Kitty much comforted. + +Three days later Dr. Trenire came up to say "good-bye," and at the end +of a long, pleasant day together, happy in spite of the parting before +them, Kitty bade him "good-bye" with a brave and smiling face, and sent +him back to Gorlay cheered and comforted, and with at least one care +less on his mind; for in his heart he had been dreading that day, +because of Kitty's grief at parting. + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +BETTY'S ESCAPADE. + +June had come, a brilliantly fine June, and overpoweringly hot. +Wind-swept, treeless Gorlay lay shadeless and panting under the blazing +sun, and the dwellers there determined that they preferred the cutting +winds and driving rains to which they were better accustomed. + +Dr. Trenire had gone, and Betty and Tony had been inconsolable. +The "locum," Dr. Yearsley, had come, and Jabez had long since announced +that he had no great opinion of him, coming as he did from one of the +northern counties. + +"I don't say but what he may be a nice enough gentleman," he said; +"but coming from so far up along it stands to reason he can't know +nothing of we or our ailments. I s'pose the master had his reasons for +choosing him, but it do seem a pity." + +Aunt Pike did not approve of the newcomer, but for another reason. +"He was so foolish about the children," she complained. "It is very +nice to say you are fond of them, but it is perfectly absurd to make so +much of them; it only encourages them to be forward and opinionated, and +puts them out of their place." And to balance all this Aunt Pike +herself became a little more strict than usual, and very cross. It may +have been that she felt the heat very trying, and perhaps was not very +well, but there was no doubt that she was very irritable and particular +at that time--more so than she used to be--and nothing that the children +did was, in her eyes, right. + +Anna was irritable too, but there was much excuse for her, for having +had pneumonia in the winter, and measles in the spring, her mother was +determined that she should not have bronchitis, or rheumatism, or +pneumonia again in the summer, and through that overpoweringly hot +weather poor Anna was condemned to go about clothed in a fashion which +might have been agreeable in the Highlands in January, but in Gorlay in +the summer was really overwhelming, and kept poor Anna constantly in a +state bordering on heat apoplexy, or exhaustion and collapse. + +Had Dr. Trenire been at home he would have interfered, and rescued her +from her wraps and shawls, heavy serge frock, woollen stockings, and +innumerable warm garments; or, perhaps, if Anna had not been so afraid +of her mother, but had appealed to her candidly and without fear, she +might have obtained relief. This, unfortunately, was not Anna's way, +for Anna's ways were still as crooked and shifty as her glances. She +would think out this plan and that plan to avoid the only one that was +straightforward and right, though it must be said for her that she did +try to be more open and honourable--at times she tried quite hard; but +since Kitty had gone, and she had been so much with her mother, all her +old foolish fears of her had come back with renewed strength, and all +her old mean ways and crooked plans for getting her own way and escaping +scoldings. + +Now, instead of asking to be relieved from some of her burdensome +clothing, she made up her mind to destroy the things she detested most, +and trust to not being found out; or, if she was found out--well, +"the things must have been lost at the laundry." This seemed to her an +excellent explanation. + +So, one day when her mother was out and Betty and Tony had gone for a +drive with Dr. Yearsley, Anna betook herself to the garden with some of +her most loathed garments under her arm, and a box of matches in her +pocket. A bonfire on a summer's day is easy to ignite, and there was +just sufficient breeze to fan the flame to active life, so Anna was in +the midst of her work of destruction almost before she realized it. +But, while waiting for her mother to depart, Anna had forgotten that the +time was hurrying on towards Betty's and Tony's return. In fact, they +drove up but a moment or so after she had left the house on her guilty +business. + +"Miss Anna has gone up the garden," said Fanny in answer to Betty's +inquiries; and Betty, following her slowly, was in time to see a blaze +leaping up, and a cloud of smoke and sparks. She quickened her steps, +for something interesting seemed to be happening. "Surely Anna isn't +trying to smoke out that wasps' nest," she thought in sudden alarm. +"She will be stung to death if she is," and Betty took to her heels to +try to stop her. But when she got past the rows of peas and beans that +had hidden Anna, she saw that what her cousin was poking up was not a +wasps' nest, but a heap that was blazing on the ground. + +"What are you doing?" gasped Betty excitedly. "What a lovely fire!" + +At the sound of a voice Anna spun round quickly, the very picture of +frightened guilt; but when she saw Betty her fear turned to anger, hot +and uncontrollable because she was frightened. + +"You are always spying and prying after me," she cried passionately. +"Why can I never have a moment to myself? Other people can, and why +can't I?" + +Poor Anna was hot and overdone, and her nerves were so much on edge that +she scarcely knew what she was doing or saying. But Betty had no +knowledge of nerves, and under this unfair accusation she could make no +allowance for her cousin, and her temper rose too. + +"How dare you say I pry and spy! You know it is not true, Anna. I only +came to ask you to play with us, and--and how was I to know that you +were doing something that you didn't want any one to see? Why don't you +want any one to see you? What are you burning?" Betty stepped nearer +and looked more closely. "O Anna, it is your clothes that you are +burning. Oh, how did it happen? You didn't do it on purpose, did you?" + +"It doesn't matter to you how it happened. If _you_ don't want to wear +things you hate, you just go and tell tales to your father. You can get +everything you want. But I haven't any one to stick up for me, and I've +_got_ to do things for myself." + +"Then you set this on fire on purpose! Oh, how wicked; and they cost +such a lot too! I wonder you aren't afraid to be so wicked!" cried +Betty indignantly. + +"I don't care," said Anna, trying to put on a bold front. "I never did +want the things, and I never shall. I should die if I went about much +longer a perfect mountain of clothes. How would you like to wear a +'hug-me-tight' under a serge coat in this weather?" + +"Not at all. But what shall you say to Aunt Pike?" + +"I shan't say anything; but I suppose you will," sneered Anna. +"I do wish you wouldn't be always poking and prying about where you are +not wanted. You might know that people like to be left alone +sometimes." + +"I am sure," cried Betty, quite losing her temper at that, "I would +leave you quite alone always, if I could; and I am _not_ a sneak, and +that you know. It would have been better for Kitty if I had been. +I don't know how you can say such things as you do, Anna, when you know +what we have had to bear for you. I suppose you think I don't know that +it was you who should have been sent away from Miss Richards's, and not +Kitty! But I do know--I have known it all the time, though Kitty +wouldn't tell me--and I think that you and Lettice Kitson are the two +meanest, wickedest girls in all the world to let Kitty bear the blame +all this time and never clear her. But after this--" + +"Betty!" Aunt Pike's voice rose almost to a scream to get above the +torrent of Betty's indignation. "How _dare_ you speak to Anna so! +How _dare_ you say such shocking things! You dreadful, naughty child, +you are in such a passion you don't know what you are saying, and you +are making Anna quite ill! Look at her, poor child!--Anna dear, come to +me; you look almost fainting, and I really don't wonder." + +Anna was certainly ghastly white, and trembling uncontrollably, but as +much at the sight of her mother as from Betty's fiery onslaught. +"Yes--I do feel faint," she gasped, but she was able to walk quickly to +her mother's side, and to lead her at a brisk step away from that +smouldering heap on the ground. + +"Poor child, I will take you to your room. You must lie down and keep +very quiet for a time.--Elizabeth, follow us, please, and wait for me in +the dining-room. I will come and speak to you there when I have seen to +Anna. In the meantime try to calm yourself, and prepare to apologize +for the dreadful things I heard you saying." + +Betty did not reply, nor for a few moments did she attempt to follow. +Her aunt's determination to believe Anna all that was good and innocent +and injured, and herself and Kitty all that was mean and bad, increased +her resentment a thousand times. Betty could never endure injustice. + +"I won't apologize. I won't. I can't. I couldn't. I have nothing to +apologize for," she thought indignantly. "It is Aunt Pike who ought to +do that, and Anna, and ask us to forgive them. I've a good mind to tell +everything. I think it is my duty to Kitty and all of us!" and Betty +strutted down the garden looking very determined and important. +Her childlike face was undaunted, her little mouth set firm. + +"It is my duty to all of us," she kept repeating to herself; "it really +is. I am not going to let Kitty bear the blame always. I know that +most people feel quite sure that she really did carry those letters, and +then wouldn't own up, but told stories about it, and Aunt Pike has never +been nice to her since, and Lady Kitson scarcely speaks to her, and Miss +Richards doesn't speak at all, and--and that mean Anna won't clear her, +and--" + +"Well, Elizabeth, I have come to hear your explanations and apologies +for your shocking attack on Anna." + +"It was Anna who attacked me," said Betty. "It was only when she called +me a pry and a spy that I--that I--" + +"Hurled all sorts of wicked accusations at her. Oh, I heard you. +You said the most shocking and untrue things in your passion." + +"I didn't say a word that wasn't true," said Betty firmly, "and--and +Anna knows it. Anna could have cleared Kitty, but she wouldn't, and I +am not going to let Kitty bear the blame for her and Lettice any longer; +and if they won't clear her, I will. Anna called me a sneak, and I said +she was mean and bad, and I meant it; and so she is, to let Kitty go on +bearing the blame and the disgrace all her life because she is too +honourable to tell how mean they are." + +"Did you say that Anna knew who went to Lettice with that letter that +night, and that--it wasn't Kafcherine?" asked Aunt Pike, but so quietly +and strangely that Betty was really quite frightened by her curious +voice and manner. + +"Oh, I wish I had not told," was the thought that rushed through her +mind, while her cheeks grew hot with nervousness. But it was too late +now to draw back; she must stick to her guns. "Yes," she said, but with +evident reluctance. "Ask Anna, please. I--I mustn't say any more. +Father wouldn't like--" + +"Was it--Anna--herself?" asked Mrs. Pike, still in that strange low +voice, only it sounded stranger and farther away this time. + +"Oh, I can't tell you! I can't tell you!" cried Betty, shrinking now +from telling the dreadful truth. + +"There--is--no--need to," gasped Aunt Pike; but she spoke so low that +Betty hardly heard the words, and the next moment the poor, shocked, +stricken mother had slipped from her chair to the ground unconscious. + +Betty saw her fall, and flew from the room screaming for help. Help was +not long in coming. Dr. Yearsley ran from the study and the servants +from the kitchen, and very soon they had raised her and laid her on the +couch. But none of the restoratives they applied were of any avail, and +presently they carried her upstairs and laid her on her bed. + +But before that had happened, Betty, terrified almost out of her senses +by the result of her indiscretion, had flown--flown out of the room and +out of the house. + +"Oh, what have I done! what have I done!" she moaned. "Father didn't +want her to know, and Kitty didn't want her to, and now I have told her +and it has killed her. I am sure I have killed her. And father is +away, and Kitty--oh, what can I do? I can never go home any more. +P'r'aps if I'm lost they'll be sorry and will forgive me," and Betty ran +on, nearly frantic with fear, and weeping at the pathetic picture of her +own disappearance. + +The next morning Kitty, on her way from the music-room, where she had +been practising before breakfast, saw the morning's letters lying on the +hall table, and amongst them one directed to herself in Betty's hand. +Without waiting to have it given to her in the usual way, she picked it +up, and, little dreaming of the news it held, opened it at once. + +"Dear Kitty," she read, "I have run away for ever, and I am never going +home any more. I think I have killed Aunt Pike. I told her something, +and she fell right down on the floor. She was dead, I am sure, and I +ran away. I am too frightened to go home, so do not ask me to. I am +going to earn my living. I am hiding at the farm. Mrs. Henderson +thinks I am going home soon, but I am not; and if she won't let me sleep +here, I shall sleep in the woods. To-morrow I shall try to get a place +as a servant or something. I wish I looked older, and that I had one of +your long skirts. I can put my hair up, but my dress is so short. +Good-bye for ever.-- + +"Your loving Betty." + +"S.P.--Give my love to father if he will except it from me, and tell him +I did not mean to be a bad child to him." + +Kitty stood staring blankly at the letter, scarcely able to grasp its +meaning. It seemed too wild, too improbable to be true. Betty had run +away; was frightened, desperate, too frightened to go home; had been out +all night alone; and they were all far away from her, all but Tony. +Kitty felt stunned by the unexpectedness and greatness of the trouble, +but she realized that she must act, and act quickly. + +Miss Pidsley and Miss Hammond were gone to an early service at the +church, but it never occurred to Kitty to wait for them and consult +them. She only realized that a train left for Gorlay in twenty minutes' +time, and that if she could catch it she could be at home in little more +than two hours, and on the spot to seek for Betty. She cleared the +stairs two at a time, and in less than three minutes was flying down +them again and out of the house, buttoning her coat as she went, and had +vanished round the corner and down the road. She felt absolutely no +fear of meeting her teachers, for it never entered her head that she was +doing anything wrong. Miss Pidsley had once said that if she was wanted +at home she could go, and Kitty had never, since then, felt herself a +prisoner at school. She did hope that she might not meet them, or any +one else she knew, for time was very precious, and explanations would +cause delay; but that they might forbid her to go never once entered her +head. Her mind was full of but one thought--Betty was lost, and no one +but herself had any clue as to her whereabouts. + +But the only person that Kitty met was a telegraph boy. Miss Pidsley +and Miss Hammond, coming home by another route, met the telegraph boy +too at the gate, and took the telegram from him. + +"Oh," exclaimed Miss Pidsley as she opened it and mastered its contents, +"dear, dear! This brings bad news for Katherine Trenire. Listen," and +she read aloud, "Mrs. Pike seriously ill. Send Miss Trenire at once. +Yearsley." + +"Shall I break it to the poor child?" asked Miss Hammond anxiously. + +"Please." + +Miss Hammond hurried into the house and to the schoolroom, but Kitty was +not there. Then she went to the music-room, but there was no Kitty +there; then by degrees they searched the whole house and garden, but in +vain, and at last stood gazing at each other, perplexed and alarmed. +Kitty, with never a thought of all the trouble she was causing, had +caught her train and was speeding home, little dreaming, though, of all +that lay before her, for in her alarm for Betty she had quite failed to +grasp the other and more serious news that Betty had written; and, as +the long minutes dragged by, and the train seemed but to crawl, it was +only for Betty that her anxiety increased, is her mind had time to dwell +on what had happened, and picture all the dreadful things that might +have occurred to her. + +"It was a wet night, and it was a very dark one, and such strange sounds +fill a wood at night, and--oh, I hope she kept away from the river! +If anything chased her, and she ran, and in the darkness fell in-- +O Betty, Betty!" + +Then "Gorlay at last!" she cried in intense relief as she recognized the +well-known landmarks. Long before the train could possibly draw up, she +got up and stood by the door with the handle in her hand, a sense of +strangeness, of unreality, growing upon her. She felt as though she +were some one else, some one older and more experienced, who was +accustomed to moving amidst tragedies and the serious events of life. +Even the old familiar platform, the white palings, the 'bus and the +drowsy horses that she knew so well, seemed to her to have changed too, +and to wear quite a different aspect. + +"I feel like a person just waking out of a dream, not knowing whether it +is dream or reality," she thought to herself as she opened the door and +stepped out on to the platform. "I suppose I am not dreaming?" + +But as she stood there for a moment trying to collect herself, Weller, +the 'busman, came up to her, and he was real enough, and his anxious +face was no dream-face. + +"Good-morning, missie," he said sympathetically. "I'm sorry enough, I'm +sure, to see you come home on such an errant. 'Tis wisht, sure enough." + +Kitty was startled. She thought he was referring to Betty, and wondered +how he could know of her escapade. "You knew she was gone?" she asked +anxiously. + +The man looked shocked. "Gone! Is she, poor lady? Law now, miss, you +don't say so! I hadn't heard it. She was just conscious when I called +fore this morning to inquire, and they 'ad 'opes that she'd rally." + +"Then they have found her; but--but is she ill? Did she get hurt?--the +river!--O Weller, do tell me quickly. I came home on purpose to go to +look for her. Is she very ill?" Poor Kitty was nearly exhausted with +anxiety and the shocks she had received. + +Weller looked puzzled. "Why," he said slowly, "I never heard nothing +about any river. She was took ill and fell down in the room, missie. +Haven't you heard? They told me they was going to tellygraff for you so +soon as the office was open, 'cause your poor aunt said your name once +or twice--almost the only words they've been able to make out since she +was took ill; and with the master away and you the eldest, they thought +you ought to be sent for." + +Then the rest of Betty's letter came back to her mind, and as the +importance of it was borne in on her, Kitty's heart sank indeed in the +face of such a double trouble. + +"Oh, if only father were home!" was her first thought. "But even if we +send at once he can't be here for ever so long." A moment later, +though, she remembered his health, and how bad such news would be for +him, with all those miles between, too; and she felt that unless it was +absolutely necessary, they must spare him this trouble. + +Rowe, the driver, came forward to help her to her seat. "I think you'd +best go outside, missie," he said gently, "you'm looking so white. +P'r'aps the air'll do 'ee good. I'm afraid you've had a bad shock." + +"I--I think I have," gasped Kitty, as, very grateful for his sympathy, +she mounted obediently. + +Then Weller, who had suddenly disappeared, came back carrying a cup of +steaming tea and a plate of bread and butter. "Drink this, missie, and +eat a bit," he said, clambering carefully up with his precious burden, +"then you'll feel better. You look as if you hadn't tasted nothing but +trouble lately," he added sympathetically, as he arranged the tray on +the seat beside her, and hurried down again to escape any thanks. + +Tears of gratitude were in Kitty's eyes as she ate and drank; and from +sheer desire to show how much she appreciated his kindness, she finished +all he had brought her, knowing that that would gratify him more than +any thanks could. + +She certainly felt better for the food, and more fit to face the long +drive home; and never to her life's end did she forget that drive on +that sunny June morning--the dazzling white dusty road stretching before +them, the hedges powdered with dust, the scent of the dog-roses and +meadow-sweet blossoming so bravely and sending up their fragrance, in +spite of their dusty covering, to cheer the passers-by. Then, when at +last they reached the town, familiar faces looked up and recognized her, +and most of them greeted her sympathetically. + +It was all so natural, so unchanged; yet to Kitty, seeing it for the +first time with eyes dazed with trouble, it seemed as though she had +never seen it before--at least, not as it looked to her now. She tried +to realize that it was only she who had changed, that all the rest was +just as it had always been. She felt suddenly very much older, that +life was a more serious and important thing than it had been--so serious +and important that it struck her as strange that any one could smile or +seem gay. + +With kind thoughtfulness Rowe did not stop at all on his way as usual, +but drove the 'bus straight up to the house at once. As they drew near, +Kitty, glancing up to speak to him, saw him look anxiously up over the +front of the house. "It's all right," he murmured to himself; then +aloud he said more cheerfully, "I'm hoping, missie, you may find your +poor aunt better," and Kitty knew that he had feared lest they might +find the blinds drawn down. + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +KITTY'S HANDS ARE FULL. + +As soon as the 'bus had drawn up, the door of the house was flung open +and Fanny tore out. "Oh, my dear!" she cried, almost lifting her little +mistress down bodily in her plump arms. "Oh, my dear Miss Kitty, I'm +that glad to see 'ee! They said as the tellygram couldn't reach 'ee in +time to catch that train, but I knew better. I knew if you got that +there message you'd come by that early train, even if it _had_ started." + +"What telegram?" asked Kitty. "I haven't had one." + +"Why, to tell 'ee to come 'ome 'cause Mrs. Pike is so ill. And if it +haven't reached 'ee, why the postmaster-general ought to be written to +'bout it. But," breaking off with sudden recollection, "you'm come; +and if you didn't get that tellygram, whatever made 'ee to? You didn't +have no token, did 'ee?" + +"I had Betty's letter," said Kitty, trying to sort things out in her +mind. "That was all I had, and that brought me. I expect I had left +before the telegram reached. I remember now I passed a boy on my way to +the station. But what about Betty? Have you heard anything? Has she +come back? Have you sent in search of her? Weller told me about poor +Aunt Pike--oh, Isn't it dreadful, Fanny! Two such awful things to +happen in one day! But he didn't know anything about Betty, and I +didn't tell him. She hasn't been found, I suppose? I must go. I think +I may be able to find her if I start at once--but there is Aunt Pike. +What must I do first?" despairingly. "I _must_ find Betty. She has no +one else to look after her, while Aunt Pike has you." + +"If you wants Miss Betty, you'll find her in her bedroom," said Fanny, +looking somewhat cross and puzzled. "I don't know, I'm sure, why you're +making such a to-do about seeing her, when there's so much else to think +on. Miss Betty's all right, and so is--Why, Miss Kitty, what's the +matter? You ain't feeling bad, are you?" cried Fanny in great alarm, +for poor Kitty had dropped, white and limp, and trembling +uncontrollably, into a chair in the hall. + +"Oh no--no. I'm all right. Only--I'm so--so glad. I have been so +frightened about her; but I am _so_ glad--so--I came to--to try to find +her. No one knew I had come, and all the way I was thinking of her out +all night in the dark and rain; and then the good news came, and it-- +made me feel--feel--" Kitty's head fell forward again, and the world +seemed to rock and sway, and recede farther and farther from her, when a +voice said, "Leave her to me," and some one lifted her up and laid her +on a couch, and then something was held to her lips and her nose, and +presently Kitty began to feel that the rest of the world was not so +very, very far off after all, and then she sighed and opened her eyes, +and saw a strange face looking down at her. It was rather a tired, +anxious face, but it smiled very kindly at Kitty. + +"Better now?" asked Dr. Yearsley. + +"Yes, thank you," whispered Kitty. "How funny!" + +"I am glad you can see any fun in it," said the doctor with the ghost of +a smile. "It is the only funny thing that has happened in this unlucky +house for the last day or two. But it isn't the sort of humour I +appreciate." + +"I am so sorry," said Kitty, trying to rise, "only I have never fainted +before, and it seemed so odd that I should. It is a horrid feeling." + +"Yes, not the sort of thing you want to repeat. But perhaps it will +cheer Jabez. We have had two catastrophes, and he has got it into his +head that there has got to be a third. Perhaps this will count as the +third, and the spell be broken. Now lie still, and rest for a little +while and have some food. You are exhausted, and I want strong reliable +helpers, not any more patients," with a smile that robbed his words of +any harshness. "You and I have our hands full." + +Kitty smiled up at him bravely. "I am ready to do anything I am wanted +to. How is Aunt Pike?" anxiously. "May I see her? Is she very ill?" + +Dr. Yearsley looked grave. "I will answer your questions backwards. +Yes, to be quite frank with you, as the head of your family for the +present, she is seriously ill. She has had a stroke of paralysis, and +at first I thought I must send to your father; but I was very unwilling +to worry him, and I waited a little to see how things went. I am +thankful to say she has rallied a little, and if she goes on improving, +even though it is but slightly, I am hoping he may be spared the bad +news until we can send him better news with it. I don't want to worry +him if I can help it." + +"Oh no," said Kitty earnestly, "and he would worry dreadfully at being +so far away." She felt very kindly towards the doctor for his +thoughtfulness for her father. + +"You shall see your aunt later. She has asked for you many times, but +we hardly knew whether she was conscious or not when she spoke. +She must be kept very quiet though, and free from all anxiety. I have +got in a nurse for her. Don't be frightened. You see there was no one +here with the time or knowledge to give her the attention she required, +and it was a very serious matter. I sent for you because, if she really +wants to see you, and it would relieve her mind in any way to do so, it +is important that you should be here, and the children needed some one +to--" + +"Oh," cried Kitty, remorseful that she should have forgotten her all +this time, "Anna! What a state she must be in about her mother. How is +Anna?" + +"Yes, poor Anna," echoed Dr. Yearsley with a sigh, "she is in a very +distressed state. I wish you could calm her, and get her to pull +herself together a little." + +"I will try," said Kitty gravely. "And there is Betty. I am longing to +see her." + +"I doubt Miss Betty's complete joy at seeing you," smiled the doctor. +"I think there may be some embarrassment mingled with her pleasure. +Her return was--well, _she_ might think it ignominious. Luckily no one +in the house but myself knows that she had really run away. I am +afraid, though, that she has something on her mind that is troubling +her--something in connection with Mrs. Pike's illness." + +Kitty recalled Betty's letter, and her heart sank. She became so white, +and looked so troubled, that the doctor tried to comfort her. +"Whatever she may have said or done," he explained excusingly, "she did +in utter ignorance, of course, of any ill result being likely to follow, +and she cannot be blamed entirely for the disaster. Mrs. Pike has been +seriously unwell for some time; in fact, I had ventured to speak to her +about her health, and warned her, but she resented my advice. Believe +me, that what has happened would have happened in any case; any little +upset would have brought it about; but Betty may have precipitated +matters." + +Kitty listened with wide, grave eyes; her heart was heavy and anxious, +her mind full of awe and care. How terribly serious life had become all +at once; how real and possible every dreadful thing seemed, when so many +came into one's life like this. + +As she left the doctor, walking away with heavy, tired steps, he looked +after her, half pitying, half admiring. + +"She has had some hard knocks to-day, poor child," he said to himself, +"but she has plenty of sense and plenty of pluck. At any rate I hope +so, for she will need both, I fancy, in the time that lies before her." + +Kitty, making her way slowly up the stairs to Betty's room and her own, +was again impressed with that curious sensation of being some one else, +of seeing everything for the first time. How strangely things came +about, she thought. Here she was, back in her home again, as she had so +often longed to be, but oh how different it was from what she had +pictured--no joy in coming, no one to meet her, a stranger to welcome +her, the house silent and strange. Could it be really she, Kitty +Trenire, walking alone up the old, wide, familiar staircase as though +she had never gone away or known that brief spell of school life? +Could she really be come back to her own again, as mistress of her +father's house? It seemed so--for a time, at any rate. Kitty felt very +serious, and full of awe at the thought, and as she slowly mounted the +dear old stairs a little very eager, if unspoken, prayer went up from +her heavy heart. + +Then she reached the door of her room and Betty's, and knocked. + +"Who is there?" demanded Betty's voice. "Me. Kitty." + +"Kitty What, Kitty! Oh--h--h!" There was a rush across the room, then +a pause. "I--I don't think you had better come in," gasped Betty. +"You'll never want to see me again if you do." + +"Don't be silly. Why, Betty, whatever has happened?" cried Kitty, as +she opened the door and stepped into an almost perfectly dark room. +"Are you ill?" + +"No," miserably, "I wish I was, then p'r'aps you'd be sorry; and if I +was to die you might forgive me, but you can't unless I do die." + +"O Betty, what _have_ you done?" cried Kitty, growing quite alarmed. + +"Is she--is she dead?" asked Betty in an awful whisper. + +"Who? Poor Aunt Pike? No; Dr. Yearsley told me she is just ever so +slightly better." + +"Oh!" gasped Betty, a world of relief in her sigh, "I _am_ so glad. +Then I ain't a--a murderess--at least not yet. I've been afraid to ask, +and nobody came to tell me, and I--O Kitty, it was I made her tumble +down like that in a fit or something, and I was _so_ frightened. +I will never tell any one anything any more." + +"You will tell me what it was that you told Aunt Pike that upset her +so?" + +"I don't think I can," said Betty. "You will hate me so, and so will +father--that is why I wanted to hide for ever from all of you; but," +with sudden indignation, "that silly old 'Rover' brought me back. Oh, +it was dreadful!" + +"What was?" asked Kitty patiently. She knew Betty's roundabout way of +telling a story, and waited. "What did you tell Aunt Pike? Do tell me, +Betty dear. I ought to know before I see her." + +Betty dropped on to the window-seat and covered her face with her hands. +"Don't look at me; I don't want to see you look mad with me. It was +Aunt Pike's fault first of all. If she hadn't said nasty--oh, horrid +things about you, I shouldn't have told her what I did, but--but she +made me, Kitty; I couldn't help it, and--and I told her right out that +Anna could have cleared you long ago, and that she and Lettice were mean +and dishonourable to let you bear the blame for them all this time. +And when she spoke after that, her voice sounded so--oh, so dreadful, as +if she was talking in her sleep, or was far away, or drowning, and she +looked--oh, her face frightened me, and then she said, 'Did--Anna-- +know?' all slow and gaspy like that, as if she hadn't any breath, and I +said 'Yes'--I _had_ to say 'yes' then, hadn't I? Of course I didn't +know it would make her ill, but she fell right down, all of a heap, and +oh, I nearly died of fright, and I ran and ran all the way to Wenmere +Woods, and I meant never to come back again--never! And it was all Mrs. +Henderson's fault that I did come--at least Mrs. Henderson's and +Bumble's, and," drawing herself up with great dignity, "I am never going +to speak to either of them again. When I had had my tea--she gave me +cream and jam, but not any ham--and when I had played about for a little +while, she told me she thought I had better be going home, as I was +alone; and at last I had to tell her I was never going home any more, +and I would be her little servant, if she would take me, only no one +must ever see me, or I should be discovered, but she wasn't a bit nice +as she generally is. She said, 'Oh, nonsense; little girls mustn't talk +like that. I am going to Gorlay to chapel, and I will take you back +with me.' + +"Then I knew it wasn't any good to ask her to help me, and that I must +sleep in the wood with all the wild beasts and things"--Betty's face and +her story grew more and more melodramatic--"and as soon as she had gone +to put on her bonnet, I ran into the woods for my life. I expect when +she came down again and didn't see me she thought I had gone home. +I don't think anybody went to look for me, and I think it was very +unkind of them, for I might have been eaten up, for all they knew, by +wild beasts--" + +"Oh no," said Kitty, rousing for the first time from the shock and +distress Betty's revelations had thrown her into. "There is nothing in +the woods more savage than rabbits and squirrels." + +Betty looked hurt. "Oh yes, there is," she protested, "or I shouldn't +have gone up and kept close to the railway lines. I saw something, +quite large, staring at me with great savage eyes, and if it wasn't a +wolf, I am sure it was a badger or--or a wild-cat." + +"Did it fly at you?" + +"No, but it looked at me as if it wanted to, and I ran until I came to +the railway; and after a long time, when it was nearly dark, I saw some +red lights coming and heard a noise, and that was the 'Rover.' I--I +didn't like the woods at night, so I went up and shouted and signalled +to Dumble, and asked him if he knew anybody who wanted a servant, 'cause +I'd left home for good, and wanted a 'place.' I didn't tell him who I +was, and I thought he wouldn't know me. After he had thought for a +minute or two, he said yes, he reckoned he could put me in a good +'place,' if I'd come along of him. So I got up in the carriage--I had +it all to myself--and oh it was lovely going along in the dark and +seeing the fire come out of the funnel! But," growing very serious and +dignified again, "I consider Dumble the _most_ dishonourable man I +_ever_ met, and I'll _never_ speak to him again--_never_; and I'll +_have_ to leave Gorlay 'cause I can't never meet him again, for he +ackshally took me up in his arms when the 'Rover' stopped at the wharf, +and--well, I was rather sleepy and I didn't see where I was going, but +of course I _trusted_ him, and when I opened my eyes--why, I was home! +Oh, I was _so_ angry I didn't know what to do, and I'm never going to +speak to Dumble again. I hope I never see him." + +The corners of Kitty's mouth twitched, but she did not dare to laugh. +"I expect he thought he was doing right," she said excusingly. +"He couldn't have helped you to run away; he would have been sent to +jail. And oh, Betty, I am so glad you did come home; there is trouble +enough without losing you too. I was so frightened about you all the +way down in the train--" + +"Did you get my letter?" + +"Yes; it was that that brought me. I didn't know anything about Aunt +Pike until I got to Gorlay Station." + +Betty crept over from her window-seat and stood by Kitty as she sat on +her little bed. "Kitty, do you hate me for telling that to Aunt Pike?" + +"Hate you!" cried Kitty. "As though I ever could, dear. I am sorry she +was told--but--but I know you couldn't help it, Bet. I couldn't have +myself if it had been you, and she had said unkind things about you." + +Then Betty flung her arms about Kitty's neck and began to sob heavily. +"I do love you so, Kitty! I do. I really do. I think you are the +splendidest girl in all the world, and--and I'll never do anything to +make you sorry any more, if I can help it." + +Kitty held her little sister very tightly to her, and with Betty's head +resting on her breast, and her cheek laid on Betty's curly head, they +talked, but talk too intimate to be repeated. + +At last Kitty got up. "Where's Tony?" she asked. "I have to find each +of you separately, and it seems as if I shall never see all, I want to +stay so long with each. Betty, where is Tony? He is all right, isn't +he?" + +"Oh yes. He went to try and make Anna stop screaming, and I think he +has done it. I haven't heard her for a long time." + +Kitty made her way to Anna's room, and tapped gently at the door. +At first there was no reply, then through the keyhole came a whisper. +"Who is there? You must be very quiet, please. Anna is asleep." +It was Tony's voice, but by the time Kitty had opened the door he was +back on his chair by Anna's sofa, waving a fan gently, as he had been +doing for so long that his poor little arms and back ached. His face +was very flushed and weary-looking, but his eyes glanced up bright with +satisfaction. + +"She is gone to sleep, she'll be better now;" but at sight of Kitty the +fan was dropped and Anna forgotten, and nurse Tony flew across the room +and into his sister's arms. + +"Oh, I'm so glad! oh, I'm so glad!" he said again and again and again. +"There wasn't anybody but me and Dr. Yearsley, and I was frightened +'cause I didn't know what to do, and everything seemed wrong. I wish +daddy was home; but it won't be so bad now you are here," and he +snuggled into her arms with a big, big sigh of relief, and put his +little hot hands up continually to pat her face and convince himself +that she had not vanished again. And thus they sat, held in each +other's arms and watching the sleeping Anna, until the handle was gently +turned, and Betty appeared in the door-way. A very pale, weary Betty +she looked now she was away from her own darkened room. + +"Kitty, Dr. Yearsley is looking for you. I think Aunt Pike is awake and +asking for you." Then, as Kitty hurried past her, "He says she is a +little better, only ever so little; but it is good news, isn't it? She +will get well, won't she, Kitty? Oh, do say 'yes,'" and Betty, who had +never before bestowed any love or thought on her aunt, had as much as +she could do to keep her tears back. + +It was a very nervous, trembling Kitty who presently entered the large, +dim bedroom where Aunt Pike, so helpless and dependent now, lay very +still and white on her bed. Kitty almost shrank back as she first +caught sight of her, half fearing the change she should see. But the +only change in the face she had once so dreaded was the expression. + +When Dr. Yearsley bent over her, and said cheerfully, "Here she is; here +is Kitty," the white lids lifted slowly, and Aunt Pike's eyes looked at +her as they had never looked before. Kitty went over very close to her, +and kissed her. + +"I am so sorry," she said sympathetically, "that you are ill, Aunt Pike, +but so glad you are a little, just a little bit better." + +Mrs. Pike did not answer her; she seemed to have something on her mind +that she must speak of, and she could grasp nothing else. "I--I have +been--very--unjust--to you," she gasped, speaking with the greatest +difficulty. "You--should--have--told me." + +"No, no," said Kitty eagerly, bending and kissing her again, +"you haven't. You didn't know. I meant you never to know." + +"Anna--knew. She--should--" + +Kitty bent down, speaking eagerly. "Anna did more for me--for us all. +She saved Dan's life--in that fire." + +The poor invalid looked up with a gleam of pleasure in her eyes. +"Did she? I am--very glad; but it--it did not excuse--the other. +That is--beyond forgiveness." + +"Oh no!" cried Kitty warmly, "nothing is that. It is all forgiven long +ago, and we will never think of it again." + +Aunt Pike's hand was almost helpless, but Kitty felt it press hers ever +so slightly, and stooping down she laid her fresh warm cheek against her +aunt's cold one. "You must make haste and get well," she said +affectionately, "and then we shall all be happy again." + +"It-doesn't matter. No one cares," gasped the poor invalid, tears of +weakness creeping out from between her lids. + +"Oh, you mustn't say that," cried Kitty sturdily. "You must get well +for all our sakes. Anna cares, and I care very much. We all care, more +than we thought we did till we knew you were ill." + +"Anna," whispered the invalid, "is she--all--right?" + +"Yes, Tony has soothed her to sleep, and is sitting by her, and I am +going to sit by you while you go to sleep. Dr. Yearsley says you +mustn't talk any more now," and Kitty, seated in a chair by her aunt's +bedside, held her helpless hand lovingly until she had fallen into the +easiest sleep she had had yet. By-and-by the nurse came back, and Kitty +was free to move. + +"I think I must go and talk to Fanny now," she thought, and she made her +way to the kitchen, thinking very soberly the while. + +"Fanny," she said, "you and I have to steer this ship between us, and +for the honour of the ship we must do it as well as ever we can. +I--I am afraid I am not very much good, but I am going to try hard; and +I think we shall be able to manage it between us, don't you?" wistfully. +"Of course having strangers in the house makes it more difficult; but we +will do our best, won't we?" + +"That we will, Miss Kitty," said Fanny heartily, "and between us all we +ought to be able to do things fitty." + +The strangers, Dr. Yearsley and Mrs. Pike's nurse, made housekeeping a +more serious matter certainly, and illness complicated things; but Aunt +Pike's reign, though unpleasant in many ways, had made others easier for +Kitty. The house was in good order, rules had been made and enforced. +Fanny and Grace had learned much, and profited a good deal by the +training, and, best of all, all worked together with a will to make +things go smoothly. + +There was hope and good news to cheer them too. Aunt Pike grew daily +better; by very, very slow degrees, it is true, but still there were +degrees. Good news came from their traveller too--news of restored +health, good spirits, and, presently, a longing to be at home and at +work again. + +And then, so quickly did the busy days fly, they had only a very few +left to count to the return of the two absent ones, for Dr. Trenire and +Dan were to meet and travel home together. Then the last day came, and +the last hour, and then--Kitty found herself once more with her father's +arms about her. + +"Why, father," she cried, standing back and studying carefully his +cheerful, sunburnt face, and his look of health and strength, "you are +more like the old father than you have been for ever so long." + +Dr. Trenire burst into a roar of hearty laughter. "Well," he cried, +"after my spending three months in trying to renew my youth, I do think +you might have called me a 'young father.' Never mind, Kitty, I feel +young, which is more than you do, I expect, dear, with all the cares you +have had on your shoulders lately. I suppose you have left Miss Pidsley +finally," with a smile, "and I have to pay her a term's fees for +nothing?" + +Kitty looked a little ashamed of herself as she smiled ruefully. +"Yes. I don't seem able to stay at any school more than one term, do I? +I think you had better give up trying, father, and keep me home +altogether now." + +"I think I had," said her father seriously. "I think I can't try again +to get on without you, dear--even," quizzically, "if there isn't always +boiling water when Jabez gets his head knocked." + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +THE LAST. + +Aunt Pike grew slowly and gradually stronger, and in time was able to be +dressed, and could sit up in her chair. But she knew, and the doctors +knew, that she would never again be the same strong, active woman that +she was before. The doctors had hopes that in time she would be able to +walk again, and take up some of her old ways and duties; but she herself +was not so hopeful, and with the prospect before her of a long spell of +invalidism, she insisted on leaving Dr. Trenire's home for one of her +own. + +The doctor and all protested warmly, but Aunt Pike was determined. +"Kitty can look after the house now better than she could," she said, +"and I shall be glad of the rest and quiet. I shall not leave Gorlay. +I want to be near you all, so that if Kitty wants any advice I shall be +at hand to give it." + +So, seeing that her heart was set upon it, and feeling that the quieter, +less busy home would be better for her, Dr. Trenire gave in, and they +all set to work to find a house to suit her. But here they found a task +which taxed all their time and patience. It had to be a small house, +sheltered yet sunny, of a moderate rent, but in a good position; it must +have, as well as a sitting-room, a room on the ground floor that Mrs. +Pike could turn into a bedroom, and it must have a garden with no +steps--a rarity in hilly Gorlay. + +There were not very many houses in Gorlay, and very few to let; +certainly few with all, or even half, of the advantages Mrs. Pike +demanded; and at last in despair the doctor had to prevail on an old +friend and patient of his own to move from his house and give it up to +the invalid, which, marvellous to tell, he did, and, even more +marvellous, the house pleased Aunt Pike immensely. The garden was made +to suit her by removing all the steps and replacing them with sloping, +winding paths and various other cunning devices; and the doctor saw that +everything that could add to her comfort was done for her. Then came +the great excitement of furnishing the house and stocking the garden. + +But before all this had happened, Anna had provided them with a great +and glad surprise, though at the same time a painful one; for the only +wish of all concerned was that the past should lie buried, and the +stupid, regrettable incident that had caused so much sorrow should be +forgotten. + +They were all seated at tea one day--the children and Dr. Trenire around +the table, and Aunt Pike in her big chair near the window--when suddenly +the door was burst open, and Anna, whose absence had set them all +wondering, walked in. + +"I have done it!" she cried excitedly. "I have told them all--Lady +Kitson and Miss Richards and Miss Matilda--and--and now," sobbing +hysterically with nervous excitement, "I want to go away from Gorlay. +I can't stay here. I want to get away from every one until--until they +have forgotten. I'd like to go to Kitty's school. May I, mother?" + +"Told all what?" asked Mrs. Pike eagerly, ignoring all of Anna's outcry +but that. + +"Told them all about that--that evening, and me and Lettice. I wanted +to try to forget it, and I couldn't until I had told them all." + +"O Anna, I wish you hadn't," cried Kitty, greatly distressed lest the +mention of the old trouble should be too agitating for her aunt. +But, to her surprise, Mrs. Pike looked up with such pleasure in her eyes +as had not been seen in them for a very long time. + +"Have you really, Anna?" she cried gladly. "Oh, I am so thankful, +child. That will do me more good than anything," and she drew Anna down +to her and kissed her very tenderly. "Yes, dear," with an understanding +of Anna's feelings such as she had never shown before, "you shall go +away to school for a time. You shall go to Miss Pidsley's next term, if +you like. I am sure it is the best plan." + +So Anna went away to school, and Aunt Pike moved into her new home in +time to receive her on her return for the Christmas holidays. +A nurse-companion was engaged to live with Mrs. Pike and take care of +her; but never a day passed but what Kitty went to sit with her, to tell +her the news or ask her advice. The others went frequently too--Tony +regularly, and Dan daily when he was at home. Betty went sometimes, but +not so gladly, for she never quite got over the fright of that dreadful +day, and a terrible lurking dread that she might accidentally shock her +aunt again, and once more hear that strange, far-away voice, and see her +falling, falling. But Kitty never failed; and Kitty was, perhaps, the +best beloved of them all by the aunt who had tried, and been so tried +by, them. + +"You see, Kitty was the only one who willingly kissed me and called me +'dear,'" the poor invalid confessed one day to the doctor as they sat +together in the firelight talking over many things--"the only one since +Michael died; and cold, reserved folk such as I remember these things." + +"She has a warm heart has my Kitty," said the doctor softly, "and a +generous one;" then, fearing as usual the effect of any emotion on the +invalid, "She told me that if I came here I was to look about me and see +if she had left her gloves about. She thinks she lost one on the way +here, but may have dropped the other in the house, as she is almost +certain she had one with her. It doesn't much matter, though; they were +very full of holes, oddly enough," with a smile. + +Aunt Pike's mouth twitched a little at the corners as she opened her +work-basket and took out two rather shabby gloves. "One was under the +table; some one picked up the other in the garden. They are not holey +now; I have mended them. But I expect Kitty would never find it out if +you did not tell her." + +"A year or two ago she would not have," said her father, as he took the +gloves and put them in his pocket, "but I think she would now." + +"She has changed," said Aunt Pike gently. "We all have." + +"Yes, she has changed--in some respects; in others I hope she never +may." + +"I think you need not fear that, John," said Aunt Pike sympathetically. +Silence fell on them both for a few moments, then Mrs. Pike spoke again. +"John, will you be sure to tell Kitty to come here to-morrow, and Dan +and all of them in fact, to welcome Anna home for the Christmas +holidays? I have a surprise in store for them too, but you mustn't +breathe a word of it. Pamela is coming too, to spend part of her +holidays with us. I thought she would do Anna good. Then perhaps you +would like to have her with you for the rest of the time. We mustn't +forget that she was Kitty's friend first. But don't you breathe a word +of this to Kitty." + +"Very well," said the doctor; then, with a pretended sigh, he added, +"I am thankful, though, that my Christmas puddings and things are +already made, for I foresee there will be nothing more done now. +You wicked woman, to plot so against my peace and comfort." + +But Aunt Pike did not look repentant, she only chuckled. +"Even housekeepers must have a holiday at Christmas," she said, "and I +am sure yours deserves a good one." + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK KITTY TRENIRE*** + + +******* This file should be named 13992.txt or 13992.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/3/9/9/13992 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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