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-"I SAY NO."
-
-by WILKIE COLLINS
-
-
-
-
-BOOK THE FIRST--AT SCHOOL.
-
-CHAPTER I.
-
-THE SMUGGLED SUPPER.
-
-Outside the bedroom the night was black and still.
-
-The small rain fell too softly to be heard in the garden; not a
-leaf stirred in the airless calm; the watch-dog was asleep, the
-cats were indoors; far or near, under the murky heaven, not a
-sound was stirring.
-
-Inside the bedroom the night was black and still.
-
-Miss Ladd knew her business as a schoolmistress too well to allow
-night-lights; and Miss Ladd's young ladies were supposed to be
-fast asleep, in accordance with the rules of the house. Only at
-intervals the silence was faintly disturbed, when the restless
-turning of one of the girls in her bed betrayed itself by a
-gentle rustling between the sheets. In the long intervals of
-stillness, not even the softly audible breathing of young
-creatures asleep was to be heard.
-
-The first sound that told of life and movement revealed the
-mechanical movement of the clock. Speaking from the lower
-regions, the tongue of Father Time told the hour before midnight.
-
-A soft voice rose wearily near the door of the room. It counted
-the strokes of the clock--and reminded one of the girls of the
-lapse of time.
-
-"Emily! eleven o'clock."
-
-There was no reply. After an interval the weary voice tried
-again, in louder tones:
-
-"Emily!"
-
-A girl, whose bed was at the inner end of the room, sighed under
-the heavy heat of the night--and said, in peremptory tones, "Is
-that Cecilia?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What do you want?"
-
-"I'm getting hungry, Emily. Is the new girl asleep?"
-
-The new girl answered promptly and spitefully, "No, she isn't."
-
-Having a private object of their own in view, the five wise
-virgins of Miss Ladd's first class had waited an hour, in wakeful
-anticipation of the falling asleep of the stranger--and it had
-ended in this way! A ripple of laughter ran round the room. The
-new girl, mortified and offended, entered her protest in plain
-words.
-
-"You are treating me shamefully! You all distrust me, because I
-am a stranger."
-
-"Say we don't understand you," Emily answered, speaking for her
-schoolfellows; "and you will be nearer the truth."
-
-"Who expected you to understand me, when I only came here to-day?
-I have told you already my name is Francine de Sor. If want to
-know more, I'm nineteen years old, and I come from the West
-Indies."
-
-Emily still took the lead. "Why do you come _here?_" she asked.
-"Who ever heard of a girl joining a new school just before the
-holidays? You are nineteen years old, are you? I'm a year younger
-than you--and I have finished my education. The next big girl in
-the room is a year younger than me--and she has finished her
-education. What can you possibly have left to learn at your age?"
-
-"Everything!" cried the stranger from the West Indies, with an
-outburst of tears. "I'm a poor ignorant creature. Your education
-ought to have taught you to pity me instead of making fun of me.
-I hate you all. For shame, for shame!"
-
-Some of the girls laughed. One of them--the hungry girl who had
-counted the strokes of the clock--took Francine's part.
-
-"Never mind their laughing, Miss de Sor. You are quite right, you
-have good reason to complain of us."
-
-Miss de Sor dried her eyes. "Thank you--whoever you are," she
-answered briskly.
-
-"My name is Cecilia Wyvil," the other proceeded. "It was not,
-perhaps, quite nice of you to say you hated us all. At the same
-time we have forgotten our good breeding--and the least we can do
-is to beg your pardon."
-
-This expression of generous sentiment appeared to have an
-irritating effect on the peremptory young person who took the
-lead in the room. Perhaps she disapproved of free trade in
-generous sentiment.
-
-"I can tell you one thing, Cecilia," she said; "you shan't beat
-ME in generosity. Strike a light, one of you, and lay the blame
-on me if Miss Ladd finds us out. I mean to shake hands with the
-new girl--and how can I do it in the dark? Miss de Sor, my name's
-Brown, and I'm queen of the bedroom. I--not Cecilia--offer our
-apologies if we have offended you. Cecilia is my dearest friend,
-but I don't allow her to take the lead in the room. Oh, what a
-lovely nightgown!"
-
-The sudden flow of candle-light had revealed Francine, sitting up
-in her bed, and displaying such treasures of real lace over her
-bosom that the queen lost all sense of royal dignity in
-irrepressible admiration. "Seven and sixpence," Emily remarked,
-looking at her own night-gown and despising it. One after
-another, the girls yielded to the attraction of the wonderful
-lace. Slim and plump, fair and dark, they circled round the new
-pupil in their flowing white robes, and arrived by common consent
-at one and the same conclusion: "How rich her father must be!"
-
-Favored by fortune in the matter of money, was this enviable
-person possessed of beauty as well?
-
-In the disposition of the beds, Miss de Sor was placed between
-Cecilia on the right hand, and Emily on the left. If, by some
-fantastic turn of events, a man--say in the interests of
-propriety, a married doctor, with Miss Ladd to look after
-him--had been permitted to enter the room, and had been asked
-what he thought of the girls when he came out, he would not even
-have mentioned Francine. Blind to the beauties of the expensive
-night-gown, he would have noticed her long upper lip, her
-obstinate chin, her sallow complexion, her eyes placed too close
-together--and would have turned his attention to her nearest
-neighbors. On one side his languid interest would have been
-instantly roused by Cecilia's glowing auburn hair, her
-exquisitely pure skin, and her tender blue eyes. On the other, he
-would have discovered a bright little creature, who would have
-fascinated and perplexed him at one and the same time. If he had
-been questioned about her by a stranger, he would have been at a
-loss to say positively whether she was dark or light: he would
-have remembered how her eyes had held him, but he would not have
-known of what color they were. And yet, she would have remained a
-vivid picture in his memory when other impressions, derived at
-the same time, had vanished. "There was one little witch among
-them, who was worth all the rest put together; and I can't tell
-you why. They called her Emily. If I wasn't a married man--"
-There he would have thought of his wife, and would have sighed
-and said no more.
-
-While the girls were still admiring Francine, the clock struck
-the half-hour past eleven.
-
-Cecilia stole on tiptoe to the door--looked out, and
-listened--closed the door again--and addressed the meeting with
-the irresistible charm of her sweet voice and her persuasive
-smile.
-
-"Are none of you hungry yet?" she inquired. "The teachers are
-safe in their rooms; we have set ourselves right with Francine.
-Why keep the supper waiting under Emily's bed?"
-
-Such reasoning as this, with such personal attractions to
-recommend it, admitted of but one reply. The queen waved her hand
-graciously, and said, "Pull it out."
-
-Is a lovely girl--whose face possesses the crowning charm of
-expression, whose slightest movement reveals the supple symmetry
-of her figure--less lovely because she is blessed with a good
-appetite, and is not ashamed to acknowledge it? With a grace all
-her own, Cecilia dived under the bed, and produced a basket of
-jam tarts, a basket of fruit and sweetmeats, a basket of
-sparkling lemonade, and a superb cake--all paid for by general
-subscriptions, and smuggled into the room by kind connivance of
-the servants. On this occasion, the feast was especially
-plentiful and expensive, in commemoration not only of the arrival
-of the Midsummer holidays, but of the coming freedom of Miss
-Ladd's two leading young ladies. With widely different destinies
-before them, Emily and Cecilia had completed their school life,
-and were now to go out into the world.
-
-The contrast in the characters of the two girls showed itself,
-even in such a trifle as the preparations for supper.
-
-Gentle Cecilia, sitting on the floor surrounded by good things,
-left it to the ingenuity of others to decide whether the baskets
-should be all emptied at once, or handed round
- from bed to bed, one at a time. In the meanwhile, her lovely
-blue eyes rested tenderly on the tarts.
-
-Emily's commanding spirit seized on the reins of government, and
-employed each of her schoolfellows in the occupation which she
-was fittest to undertake. "Miss de Sor, let me look at your hand.
-Ah! I thought so. You have got the thickest wrist among us; you
-shall draw the corks. If you let the lemonade pop, not a drop of
-it goes down your throat. Effie, Annis, Priscilla, you are three
-notoriously lazy girls; it's doing you a true kindness to set you
-to work. Effie, clear the toilet-table for supper; away with the
-combs, the brushes, and the looking-glass. Annis, tear the leaves
-out of your book of exercises, and set them out for plates. No!
-I'll unpack; nobody touches the baskets but me. Priscilla, you
-have the prettiest ears in the room. You shall act as sentinel,
-my dear, and listen at the door. Cecilia, when you have done
-devouring those tarts with your eyes, take that pair of scissors
-(Miss de Sor, allow me to apologize for the mean manner in which
-this school is carried on; the knives and forks are counted and
-locked up every night)--I say take that pair of scissors,
-Cecilia, and carve the cake, and don't keep the largest bit for
-yourself. Are we all ready? Very well. Now take example by me.
-Talk as much as you like, so long as you don't talk too loud.
-There is one other thing before we begin. The men always propose
-toasts on these occasions; let's be like the men. Can any of you
-make a speech? Ah, it falls on me as usual. I propose the first
-toast. Down with all schools and teachers--especially the new
-teacher, who came this half year. Oh, mercy, how it stings!" The
-fixed gas in the lemonade took the orator, at that moment, by the
-throat, and effectually checked the flow of her eloquence. It
-made no difference to the girls. Excepting the ease of feeble
-stomachs, who cares for eloquence in the presence of a
-supper-table? There were no feeble stomachs in that bedroom. With
-what inexhaustible energy Miss Ladd's young ladies ate and drank!
-How merrily they enjoyed the delightful privilege of talking
-nonsense! And--alas! alas!--how vainly they tried, in after life,
-to renew the once unalloyed enjoyment of tarts and lemonade!
-
-In the unintelligible scheme of creation, there appears to be no
-human happiness--not even the happiness of schoolgirls--which is
-ever complete. Just as it was drawing to a close, the enjoyment
-of the feast was interrupted by an alarm from the sentinel at the
-door.
-
-Put out the candle!" Priscilla whispered "Somebody on the
-stairs."
-
-CHAPTER II.
-
-BIOGRAPHY IN THE BEDROOM.
-
-The candle was instantly extinguished. In discreet silence the
-girls stole back to their beds, and listened.
-
-As an aid to the vigilance of the sentinel, the door had been
-left ajar. Through the narrow opening, a creaking of the broad
-wooden stairs of the old house became audible. In another moment
-there was silence. An interval passed, and the creaking was heard
-again. This time, the sound was distant and diminishing. On a
-sudden it stopped. The midnight silence was disturbed no more.
-
-What did this mean?
-
-Had one among the many persons in authority under Miss Ladd's
-roof heard the girls talking, and ascended the stairs to surprise
-them in the act of violating one of the rules of the house? So
-far, such a proceeding was by no means uncommon. But was it
-within the limits of probability that a teacher should alter her
-opinion of her own duty half-way up the stairs, and deliberately
-go back to her own room again? The bare idea of such a thing was
-absurd on the face of it. What more rational explanation could
-ingenuity discover on the spur of the moment?
-
-Francine was the first to offer a suggestion. She shook and
-shivered in her bed, and said, "For heaven's sake, light the
-candle again! It's a Ghost."
-
-"Clear away the supper, you fools, before the ghost can report us
-to Miss Ladd."
-
-With this excellent advice Emily checked the rising panic. The
-door was closed, the candle was lit; all traces of the supper
-disappeared. For five minutes more they listened again. No sound
-came from the stairs; no teacher, or ghost of a teacher, appeared
-at the door.
-
-Having eaten her supper, Cecilia's immediate anxieties were at an
-end; she was at leisure to exert her intelligence for the benefit
-of her schoolfellows. In her gentle ingratiating way, she offered
-a composing suggestion. "When we heard the creaking, I don't
-believe there was anybody on the stairs. In these old houses
-there are always strange noises at night--and they say the stairs
-here were made more than two hundred years since."
-
-The girls looked at each other with a sense of relief--but they
-waited to hear the opinion of the queen. Emily, as usual,
-justified the confidence placed in her. She discovered an
-ingenious method of putting Cecilia's suggestion to the test.
-
-"Let's go on talking," she said. "If Cecilia is right, the
-teachers are all asleep, and we have nothing to fear from them.
-If she's wrong, we shall sooner or later see one of them at the
-door. Don't be alarmed, Miss de Sor. Catching us talking at
-night, in this school, only means a reprimand. Catching us with a
-light, ends in punishment. Blow out the candle."
-
-Francine's belief in the ghost was too sincerely superstitious to
-be shaken: she started up in bed. "Oh, don't leave me in the
-dark! I'll take the punishment, if we are found out."
-
-"On your sacred word of honor?" Emily stipulated.
-
-"Yes--yes."
-
-The queen's sense of humor was tickled.
-
-"There's something funny," she remarked, addressing her subjects,
-"in a big girl like this coming to a new school and beginning
-with a punishment. May I ask if you are a foreigner, Miss de
-Sor?"
-
-"My papa is a Spanish gentleman," Francine answered, with
-dignity.
-
-"And your mamma?"
-
-"My mamma is English."
-
-"And you have always lived in the West Indies?"
-
-"I have always lived in the Island of St. Domingo."
-
-Emily checked off on her fingers the different points thus far
-discovered in the character of Mr. de Sor's daughter. "She's
-ignorant, and superstitious, and foreign, and rich. My dear
-(forgive the familiarity), you are an interesting girl--and we
-must really know more of you. Entertain the bedroom. What have
-you been about all your life? And what in the name of wonder,
-brings you here? Before you begin I insist on one condition, in
-the name of all the young ladies in the room. No useful
-information about the West Indies!"
-
-Francine disappointed her audience.
-
-She was ready enough to make herself an object of interest to her
-companions; but she was not possessed of the capacity to arrange
-events in their proper order, necessary to the recital of the
-simplest narrative. Emily was obliged to help her, by means of
-questions. In one respect, the result justified the trouble taken
-to obtain it. A sufficient reason was discovered for the
-extraordinary appearance of a new pupil, on the day before the
-school closed for the holidays.
-
-Mr. de Sor's elder brother had left him an estate in St. Domingo,
-and a fortune in money as well; on the one easy condition that he
-continued to reside in the island. The question of expense being
-now beneath the notice of the family, Francine had been sent to
-England, especially recommended to Miss Ladd as a young lady with
-grand prospects, sorely in need of a fashionable education. The
-voyage had been so timed, by the advice of the schoolmistress, as
-to make the holidays a means of obtaining this object privately.
-Francine was to be taken to Brighton, where excellent masters
-could be obtained to assist Miss Ladd. With six weeks before her,
-she might in some degree make up for lost time; and, when the
-school opened again, she would avoid the mortification of being
-put down in the lowest class, along with the children.
-
-The examination of Miss de Sor having produced these results was
-pursued no further. Her character now appeared in a new, and not
-very attractive, light. She audaciously took to herself the whole
-credit of telling her story:
-
-"I think it's my turn now," she said, "to be interested and
-amused. May I ask you to begin, Miss Emily? All I know of you at
-present is, t hat your family name is Brown."
-
-Emily held up her hand for silence.
-
-Was the mysterious creaking on the stairs making itself heard
-once more? No. The sound that had caught Emily's quick ear came
-from the beds, on the opposite side of the room, occupied by the
-three lazy girls. With no new alarm to disturb them, Effie,
-Annis, and Priscilla had yielded to the composing influences of a
-good supper and a warm night. They were fast asleep--and the
-stoutest of the three (softly, as became a young lady) was
-snoring!
-
-The unblemished reputation of the bedroom was dear to Emily, in
-her capacity of queen. She felt herself humiliated in the
-presence of the new pupil.
-
-"If that fat girl ever gets a lover," she said indignantly, "I
-shall consider it my duty to warn the poor man before he marries
-her. Her ridiculous name is Euphemia. I have christened her (far
-more appropriately) Boiled Veal. No color in her hair, no color
-in her eyes, no color in her complexion. In short, no flavor in
-Euphemia. You naturally object to snoring. Pardon me if I turn my
-back on you--I am going to throw my slipper at her."
-
-The soft voice of Cecilia--suspiciously drowsy in
-tone--interposed in the interests of mercy.
-
-"She can't help it, poor thing; and she really isn't loud enough
-to disturb us."
-
-"She won't disturb _you_, at any rate! Rouse yourself, Cecilia.
-We are wide awake on this side of the room--and Francine says
-it's our turn to amuse her."
-
-A low murmur, dying away gently in a sigh, was the only answer.
-Sweet Cecilia had yielded to the somnolent influences of the
-supper and the night. The soft infection of repose seemed to be
-in some danger of communicating itself to Francine. Her large
-mouth opened luxuriously in a long-continued yawn.
-
-"Good-night!" said Emily.
-
-Miss de Sor became wide awake in an instant.
-
-"No," she said positively; "you are quite mistaken if you think I
-am going to sleep. Please exert yourself, Miss Emily--I am
-waiting to be interested."
-
-Emily appeared to be unwilling to exert herself. She preferred
-talking of the weather.
-
-"Isn't the wind rising?" she said.
-
-There could be no doubt of it. The leaves in the garden were
-beginning to rustle, and the pattering of the rain sounded on the
-windows.
-
-Francine (as her straight chin proclaimed to all students of
-physiognomy) was an obstinate girl. Determined to carry her point
-she tried Emily's own system on Emily herself--she put questions.
-
-"Have you been long at this school?"
-
-"More than three years."
-
-"Have you got any brothers and sisters?"
-
-"I am the only child."
-
-"Are your father and mother alive?"
-
-Emily suddenly raised herself in bed.
-
-"Wait a minute," she said; "I think I hear it again."
-
-"The creaking on the stairs?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Either she was mistaken, or the change for the worse in the
-weather made it not easy to hear slight noises in the house. The
-wind was still rising. The passage of it through the great trees
-in the garden began to sound like the fall of waves on a distant
-beach. It drove the rain--a heavy downpour by this time--rattling
-against the windows.
-
-"Almost a storm, isn't it?" Emily said
-
-Francine's last question had not been answered yet. She took the
-earliest opportunity of repeating it:
-
-"Never mind the weather," she said. "Tell me about your father
-and mother. Are they both alive?"
-
-Emily's reply only related to one of her parents.
-
-"My mother died before I was old enough to feel my loss."
-
-"And your father?"
-
-Emily referred to another relative--her father's sister. "Since I
-have grown up," she proceeded, "my good aunt has been a second
-mother to me. My story is, in one respect, the reverse of yours.
-You are unexpectedly rich; and I am unexpectedly poor. My aunt's
-fortune was to have been my fortune, if I outlived her. She has
-been ruined by the failure of a bank. In her old age, she must
-live on an income of two hundred a year--and I must get my own
-living when I leave school."
-
-"Surely your father can help you?" Francine persisted.
-
-"His property is landed property." Her voice faltered, as she
-referred to him, even in that indirect manner. "It is entailed;
-his nearest male relative inherits it."
-
-The delicacy which is easily discouraged was not one of the
-weaknesses in the nature of Francine.
-
-"Do I understand that your father is dead?" she asked.
-
-Our thick-skinned fellow-creatures have the rest of us at their
-mercy: only give them time, and they carry their point in the
-end. In sad subdued tones--telling of deeply-rooted reserves of
-feeling, seldom revealed to strangers--Emily yielded at last.
-
-"Yes," she said, "my father is dead."
-
-"Long ago?"
-
-"Some people might think it long ago. I was very fond of my
-father. It's nearly four years since he died, and my heart still
-aches when I think of him. I'm not easily depressed by troubles,
-Miss de Sor. But his death was sudden--he was in his grave when I
-first heard of it--and-- Oh, he was so good to me; he was so good
-to me!"
-
-The gay high-spirited little creature who took the lead among
-them all--who was the life and soul of the school--hid her face
-in her hands, and burst out crying.
-
-Startled and--to do her justice--ashamed, Francine attempted to
-make excuses. Emily's generous nature passed over the cruel
-persistency that had tortured her. "No no; I have nothing to
-forgive. It isn't your fault. Other girls have not mothers and
-brothers and sisters--and get reconciled to such a loss as mine.
-Don't make excuses."
-
-"Yes, but I want you to know that I feel for you," Francine
-insisted, without the slightest approach to sympathy in face,
-voice, or manner. "When my uncle died, and left us all the money,
-papa was much shocked. He trusted to time to help him."
-
-"Time has been long about it with me, Francine. I am afraid there
-is something perverse in my nature; the hope of meeting again in
-a better world seems so faint and so far away. No more of it now!
-Let us talk of that good creature who is asleep on the other side
-of you. Did I tell you that I must earn my own bread when I leave
-school? Well, Cecilia has written home and found an employment
-for me. Not a situation as governess--something quite out of the
-common way. You shall hear all about it."
-
-In the brief interval that had passed, the weather had begun to
-change again. The wind was as high as ever; but to judge by the
-lessening patter on the windows the rain was passing away.
-
-Emily began.
-
-She was too grateful to her friend and school-fellow, and too
-deeply interested in her story, to notice the air of indifference
-with which Francine settled herself on her pillow to hear the
-praises of Cecilia. The most beautiful girl in the school was not
-an object of interest to a young lady with an obstinate chin and
-unfortunately-placed eyes. Pouring warm from the speaker's heart
-the story ran smoothly on, to the monotonous accompaniment of the
-moaning wind. By fine degrees Francine's eyes closed, opened and
-closed again. Toward the latter part of the narrative Emily's
-memory became, for the moment only, confused between two events.
-She stopped to consider--noticed Francine's silence, in an
-interval when she might have said a word of encouragement--and
-looked closer at her. Miss de Sor was asleep.
-
-"She might have told me she was tired," Emily said to herself
-quietly. "Well! the best thing I can do is to put out the light
-and follow her example."
-
-As she took up the extinguisher, the bedroom door was suddenly
-opened from the outer side. A tall woman, robed in a black
-dressing-gown, stood on the threshold, looking at Emily.
-
-
-CHAPTER III.
-
-THE LATE MR. BROWN.
-
-The woman's lean, long-fingered hand pointed to the candle.
-
-"Don't put it out." Saying those words, she looked round the
-room, and satisfied herself that the other girls were asleep.
-
-Emily laid down the extinguisher. "You mean to report us, of
-course," she said. "I am the only one awake, Miss Jethro; lay the
-blame on me."
-
-"I have no intention of reporting you. But I have something to
-say."
-
-She paused, and pushed her thick black hair (already streaked
-with gray) back from her temples. Her eyes, large and dark and
-dim, rested on Emily with a sorrowful interest. "When your young
-friends wake to-morrow morning," she went on, "you can tell them
-that the new teacher, whom nobody likes, has left the school."
-
-For once, even quick-witted Emily was bewildered. "Going away,"
-she said, "when you have only been here since Easter!"
-
-Miss Jethro advanced, not noticing Emily's expression of
-surprise. "I am not very strong at the best of times," she
-continued, "may I sit down on your bed?" Remarkable on other
-occasions for her cold composure, her voice trembled as she made
-that request--a strange request surely, when there were chairs at
-her disposal.
-
-Emily made room for her with the dazed look of a girl in a dream.
-"I beg your pardon, Miss Jethro, one of the things I can't endure
-is being puzzled. If you don't mean to report us, why did you
-come in and catch me with the light?"
-
-Miss Jethro's explanation was far from relieving the perplexity
-which her conduct had caused.
-
-"I have been mean enough," she answered, "to listen at the door,
-and I heard you talking of your father. I want to hear more about
-him. That is why I came in."
-
-"You knew my father!" Emily exclaimed.
-
-"I believe I knew him. But his name is so common--there are so
-many thousands of 'James Browns' in England--that I am in fear of
-making a mistake. I heard you say that he died nearly four years
-since. Can you mention any particulars which might help to
-enlighten me? If you think I am taking a liberty--"
-
-Emily stopped her. "I would help you if I could," she said. "But
-I was in poor health at the time; and I was staying with friends
-far away in Scotland, to try change of air. The news of my
-father's death brought on a relapse. Weeks passed before I was
-strong enough to travel--weeks and weeks before I saw his grave!
-I can only tell you what I know from my aunt. He died of
-heart-complaint."
-
-Miss Jethro started.
-
-Emily looked at her for the first time, with eyes that betrayed a
-feeling of distrust. "What have I said to startle you?" she
-asked.
-
-"Nothing! I am nervous in stormy weather--don't notice me." She
-went on abruptly with her inquiries. "Will you tell me the date
-of your father's death?"
-
-"The date was the thirtieth of September, nearly four years
-since."
-
-She waited, after that reply.
-
-Miss Jethro was silent.
-
-"And this," Emily continued, "is the thirtieth of June, eighteen
-hundred and eighty-one. You can now judge for yourself. Did you
-know my father?"
-
-Miss Jethro answered mechanically, using the same words.
-
-"I did know your father."
-
-Emily's feeling of distrust was not set at rest. "I never heard
-him speak of you," she said.
-
-In her younger days the teacher must have been a handsome woman.
-Her grandly-formed features still suggested the idea of imperial
-beauty--perhaps Jewish in its origin. When Emily said, "I never
-heard him speak of you," the color flew into her pallid cheeks:
-her dim eyes became alive again with a momentary light. She left
-her seat on the bed, and, turning away, mastered the emotion that
-shook her.
-
-"How hot the night is!" she said: and sighed, and resumed the
-subject with a steady countenance. "I am not surprised that your
-father never mentioned me--to _you_." She spoke quietly, but her
-face was paler than ever. She sat down again on the bed. "Is
-there anything I can do for you," she asked, "before I go away?
-Oh, I only mean some trifling service that would lay you under no
-obligation, and would not oblige you to keep up your acquaintance
-with me."
-
-Her eyes--the dim black eyes that must once have been
-irresistibly beautiful--looked at Emily so sadly that the
-generous girl reproached herself for having doubted her father's
-friend. "Are you thinking of _him_," she said gently, "when you
-ask if you can be of service to me?"
-
-Miss Jethro made no direct reply. "You were fond of your father?"
-she added, in a whisper. "You told your schoolfellow that your
-heart still aches when you speak of him."
-
-"I only told her the truth," Emily answered simply.
-
-Miss Jethro shuddered--on that hot night!--shuddered as if a
-chill had struck her.
-
-Emily held out her hand; the kind feeling that had been roused in
-her glittered prettily in her eyes. "I am afraid I have not done
-you justice," she said. "Will you forgive me and shake hands?"
-
-Miss Jethro rose, and drew back. "Look at the light!" she
-exclaimed.
-
-The candle was all burned out. Emily still offered her hand--and
-still Miss Jethro refused to see it.
-
-"There is just light enough left," she said, "to show me my way
-to the door. Good-night--and good-by."
-
-Emily caught at her dress, and stopped her. "Why won't you shake
-hands with me?" she asked.
-
-The wick of the candle fell over in the socket, and left them in
-the dark. Emily resolutely held the teacher's dress. With or
-without light, she was still bent on making Miss Jethro explain
-herself.
-
-They had throughout spoken in guarded tones, fearing to disturb
-the sleeping girls. The sudden darkness had its inevitable
-effect. Their voices sank to whispers now. "My father's friend,"
-Emily pleaded, "is surely my friend?"
-
-"Drop the subject."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"You can never be _my_ friend."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Let me go!"
-
-Emily's sense of self-respect forbade her to persist any longer.
-"I beg your pardon for having kept you here against your will,"
-she said--and dropped her hold on the dress.
-
-Miss Jethro instantly yielded on her side. "I am sorry to have
-been obstinate," she answered. "If you do despise me, it is after
-all no more than I have deserved." Her hot breath beat on Emily's
-face: the unhappy woman must have bent over the bed as she made
-her confession. "I am not a fit person for you to associate
-with."
-
-"I don't believe it!"
-
-Miss Jethro sighed bitterly. "Young and warm hearted--I was once
-like you!" She controlled that outburst of despair. Her next
-words were spoken in steadier tones. "You _will_ have it--you
-_shall_ have it!" she said. "Some one (in this house or out of
-it; I don't know which) has betrayed me to the mistress of the
-school. A wretch in my situation suspects everybody, and worse
-still, does it without reason or excuse. I heard you girls
-talking when you ought to have been asleep. You all dislike me.
-How did I know it mightn't be one of you? Absurd, to a person
-with a well-balanced mind! I went halfway up the stairs, and felt
-ashamed of myself, and went back to my room. If I could only have
-got some rest! Ah, well, it was not to be done. My own vile
-suspicions kept me awake; I left my bed again. You know what I
-heard on the other side of that door, and why I was interested in
-hearing it. Your father never told me he had a daughter. 'Miss
-Brown,' at this school, was any 'Miss Brown,' to me. I had no
-idea of who you really were until to-night. I'm wandering. What
-does all this matter to you? Miss Ladd has been merciful; she
-lets me go without exposing me. You can guess what has happened.
-No? Not even yet? Is it innocence or kindness that makes you so
-slow to understand? My dear, I have obtained admission to this
-respectable house by means of false references, and I have been
-discovered. _Now_ you know why you must not be the friend of such
-a woman as I am! Once more, good-night--and good-by."
-
-Emily shrank from that miserable farewell.
-
-"Bid me good-night," she said, "but don't bid me good-by. Let me
-see you again."
-
-"Never!"
-
-The sound of the softly-closed door was just audible in the
-darkness. She had spoken--she had gone--never to be seen by Emily
-again.
-
-Miserable, interesting, unfathomable creature--the problem that
-night of Emily's waking thoughts: the phantom of her dreams.
-"Bad? or good?" she asked herself. "False; for she listened at
-the door. True; for she told me the tale of her own disgrace. A
-friend of my father; and she never knew that he had a daughter.
-Refined, accomplished, lady-like; and she stoops to use a false
-reference. Who is to reconcile such contradictions as these?"
-
-Dawn looked in at the window--dawn of the memorable day which
-was, for Emily, the beginning of a new life. The years were
-before her; and the years in their course reveal baffling
-mysteries of life and death.
-
-
-CHAPTER IV.
-
-MISS LADD'S DRAWING-MASTER.
-
-Francine was awakened the next morning by one of the housemaids,
-bringing up her breakfast on a tray. Astonished at this
-concession to laziness, i n an institution devoted to the
-practice of all virtues, she looked round. The bedroom was
-deserted.
-
-"The other young ladies are as busy as bees, miss," the housemaid
-explained. "They were up and dressed two hours ago: and the
-breakfast has been cleared away long since. It's Miss Emily's
-fault. She wouldn't allow them to wake you; she said you could be
-of no possible use downstairs, and you had better be treated like
-a visitor. Miss Cecilia was so distressed at your missing your
-breakfast that she spoke to the housekeeper, and I was sent up to
-you. Please to excuse it if the tea's cold. This is Grand Day,
-and we are all topsy-turvy in consequence."
-
-Inquiring what "Grand Day" meant, and why it produced this
-extraordinary result in a ladies' school, Francine discovered
-that the first day of the vacation was devoted to the
-distribution of prizes, in the presence of parents, guardians and
-friends. An Entertainment was added, comprising those merciless
-tests of human endurance called Recitations; light refreshments
-and musical performances being distributed at intervals, to
-encourage the exhausted audience. The local newspaper sent a
-reporter to describe the proceedings, and some of Miss Ladd's
-young ladies enjoyed the intoxicating luxury of seeing their
-names in print.
-
-"It begins at three o'clock," the housemaid went on, "and, what
-with practicing and rehearsing, and ornamenting the schoolroom,
-there's a hubbub fit to make a person's head spin. Besides
-which," said the girl, lowering her voice, and approaching a
-little nearer to Francine, "we have all been taken by surprise.
-The first thing in the morning Miss Jethro left us, without
-saying good-by to anybody."
-
-"Who is Miss Jethro?"
-
-"The new teacher, miss. We none of us liked her, and we all
-suspect there's something wrong. Miss Ladd and the clergyman had
-a long talk together yesterday (in private, you know), and they
-sent for Miss Jethro--which looks bad, doesn't it? Is there
-anything more I can do for you, miss? It's a beautiful day after
-the rain. If I was you, I should go and enjoy myself in the
-garden."
-
-Having finished her breakfast, Francine decided on profiting by
-this sensible suggestion.
-
-The servant who showed her the way to the garden was not
-favorably impressed by the new pupil: Francine's temper asserted
-itself a little too plainly in her face. To a girl possessing a
-high opinion of her own importance it was not very agreeable to
-feel herself excluded, as an illiterate stranger, from the one
-absorbing interest of her schoolfellows. "Will the time ever
-come," she wondered bitterly, "when I shall win a prize, and sing
-and play before all the company? How I should enjoy making the
-girls envy me!"
-
-A broad lawn, overshadowed at one end by fine old trees--flower
-beds and shrubberies, and winding paths prettily and invitingly
-laid out--made the garden a welcome refuge on that fine summer
-morning. The novelty of the scene, after her experience in the
-West Indies, the delicious breezes cooled by the rain of the
-night, exerted their cheering influence even on the sullen
-disposition of Francine. She smiled, in spite of herself, as she
-followed the pleasant paths, and heard the birds singing their
-summer songs over her head.
-
-Wandering among the trees, which occupied a considerable extent
-of ground, she passed into an open space beyond, and discovered
-an old fish-pond, overgrown by aquatic plants. Driblets of water
-trickled from a dilapidated fountain in the middle. On the
-further side of the pond the ground sloped downward toward the
-south, and revealed, over a low paling, a pretty view of a
-village and its church, backed by fir woods mounting the heathy
-sides of a range of hills beyond. A fanciful little wooden
-building, imitating the form of a Swiss cottage, was placed so as
-to command the prospect. Near it, in the shadow of the building,
-stood a rustic chair and table--with a color-box on one, and a
-portfolio on the other. Fluttering over the grass, at the mercy
-of the capricious breeze, was a neglected sheet of drawing-paper.
-Francine ran round the pond, and picked up the paper just as it
-was on the point of being tilted into the water. It contained a
-sketch in water colors of the village and the woods, and Francine
-had looked at the view itself with indifference--the picture of
-the view interested her. Ordinary visitors to Galleries of Art,
-which admit students, show the same strange perversity. The work
-of the copyist commands their whole attention; they take no
-interest in the original picture.
-
-Looking up from the sketch, Francine was startled. She discovered
-a man, at the window of the Swiss summer-house, watching her.
-
-"When you have done with that drawing," he said quietly, "please
-let me have it back again."
-
-He was tall and thin and dark. His finely-shaped intelligent
-face--hidden, as to the lower part of it, by a curly black
-beard--would have been absolutely handsome, even in the eyes of a
-schoolgirl, but for the deep furrows that marked it prematurely
-between the eyebrows, and at the sides of the mouth. In the same
-way, an underlying mockery impaired the attraction of his
-otherwise refined and gentle manner. Among his fellow-creatures,
-children and dogs were the only critics who appreciated his
-merits without discovering the defects which lessened the
-favorable appreciation of him by men and women. He dressed
-neatly, but his morning coat was badly made, and his picturesque
-felt hat was too old. In short, there seemed to be no good
-quality about him which was not perversely associated with a
-drawback of some kind. He was one of those harmless and luckless
-men, possessed of excellent qualities, who fail nevertheless to
-achieve popularity in their social sphere.
-
-Francine handed his sketch to him, through the window; doubtful
-whether the words that he had addressed to her were spoken in
-jest or in earnest.
-
-"I only presumed to touch your drawing," she said, "because it
-was in danger."
-
-"What danger?" he inquired.
-
-Francine pointed to the pond. "If I had not been in time to pick
-it up, it would have been blown into the water."
-
-"Do you think it was worth picking up?"
-
-Putting that question, he looked first at the sketch--then at the
-view which it represented--then back again at the sketch. The
-corners of his mouth turned upward with a humorous expression of
-scorn. "Madam Nature," he said, "I beg your pardon." With those
-words, he composedly tore his work of art into small pieces, and
-scattered them out of the window.
-
-"What a pity!" said Francine.
-
-He joined her on the ground outside the cottage. "Why is it a
-pity?" he asked.
-
-"Such a nice drawing."
-
-"It isn't a nice drawing."
-
-"You're not very polite, sir."
-
-He looked at her--and sighed as if he pitied so young a woman for
-having a temper so ready to take offense. In his flattest
-contradictions he always preserved the character of a
-politely-positive man.
-
-"Put it in plain words, miss," he replied. "I have offended the
-predominant sense in your nature--your sense of self-esteem. You
-don't like to be told, even indirectly, that you know nothing of
-Art. In these days, everybody knows everything--and thinks
-nothing worth knowing after all. But beware how you presume on an
-appearance of indifference, which is nothing but conceit in
-disguise. The ruling passion of civilized humanity is, Conceit.
-You may try the regard of your dearest friend in any other way,
-and be forgiven. Ruffle the smooth surface of your friend's
-self-esteem--and there will be an acknowledged coolness between
-you which will last for life. Excuse me for giving you the
-benefit of my trumpery experience. This sort of smart talk is
-_my_ form of conceit. Can I be of use to you in some better way?
-Are you looking for one of our young ladies?"
-
-Francine began to feel a certain reluctant interest in him when
-he spoke of "our young ladies." She asked if he belonged to the
-school.
-
-The corners of his mouth turned up again. "I'm one of the
-masters," he said. "Are _you_ going to belong to the school,
-too?"
-
-Francine bent her head, with a gravity and condescension intended
-to keep him at his proper distance. Far from being discouraged,
-he permitted his curiosity to t ake additional liberties. "Are
-you to have the misfortune of being one of my pupils?" he asked.
-
-"I don't know who you are."
-
-"You won't be much wiser when you do know. My name is Alban
-Morris."
-
-Francine corrected herself. "I mean, I don't know what you
-teach."
-
-Alban Morris pointed to the fragments of his sketch from Nature.
-"I am a bad artist," he said. "Some bad artists become Royal
-Academicians. Some take to drink. Some get a pension. And some--I
-am one of them--find refuge in schools. Drawing is an 'Extra' at
-this school. Will you take my advice? Spare your good father's
-pocket; say you don't want to learn to draw."
-
-He was so gravely in earnest that Francine burst out laughing.
-"You are a strange man," she said.
-
-"Wrong again, miss. I am only an unhappy man."
-
-The furrows in his face deepened, the latent humor died out of
-his eyes. He turned to the summer-house window, and took up a
-pipe and tobacco pouch, left on the ledge.
-
-"I lost my only friend last year," he said. "Since the death of
-my dog, my pipe is the one companion I have left. Naturally I am
-not allowed to enjoy the honest fellow's society in the presence
-of ladies. They have their own taste in perfumes. Their clothes
-and their letters reek with the foetid secretion of the musk
-deer. The clean vegetable smell of tobacco is unendurable to
-them. Allow me to retire--and let me thank you for the trouble
-you took to save my drawing."
-
-The tone of indifference in which he expressed his gratitude
-piqued Francine. She resented it by drawing her own conclusion
-from what he had said of the ladies and the musk deer. "I was
-wrong in admiring your drawing," she remarked; "and wrong again
-in thinking you a strange man. Am I wrong, for the third time, in
-believing that you dislike women?"
-
-"I am sorry to say you are right," Alban Morris answered gravely.
-
-"Is there not even one exception?"
-
-The instant the words passed her lips, she saw that there was
-some secretly sensitive feeling in him which she had hurt. His
-black brows gathered into a frown, his piercing eyes looked at
-her with angry surprise. It was over in a moment. He raised his
-shabby hat, and made her a bow.
-
-"There is a sore place still left in me," he said; "and you have
-innocently hit it. Good-morning."
-
-Before she could speak again, he had turned the corner of the
-summer-house, and was lost to view in a shrubbery on the westward
-side of the grounds.
-
-
-CHAPTER V.
-
-DISCOVERIES IN THE GARDEN.
-
-Left by herself, Miss de Sor turned back again by way of the
-trees.
-
-So far, her interview with the drawing-master had helped to pass
-the time. Some girls might have found it no easy task to arrive
-at a true view of the character of Alban Morris. Francine's
-essentially superficial observation set him down as "a little
-mad," and left him there, judged and dismissed to her own entire
-satisfaction.
-
-Arriving at the lawn, she discovered Emily pacing backward and
-forward, with her head down and her hands behind her, deep in
-thought. Francine's high opinion of herself would have carried
-her past any of the other girls, unless they had made special
-advances to her. She stopped and looked at Emily.
-
-It is the sad fate of little women in general to grow too fat and
-to be born with short legs. Emily's slim finely-strung figure
-spoke for itself as to the first of these misfortunes, and
-asserted its happy freedom from the second, if she only walked
-across a room. Nature had built her, from head to foot, on a
-skeleton-scaffolding in perfect proportion. Tall or short matters
-little to the result, in women who possess the first and foremost
-advantage of beginning well in their bones. When they live to old
-age, they often astonish thoughtless men, who walk behind them in
-the street. "I give you my honor, she was as easy and upright as
-a young girl; and when you got in front of her and looked--white
-hair, and seventy years of age."
-
-Francine approached Emily, moved by a rare impulse in her
-nature--the impulse to be sociable. "You look out of spirits,"
-she began. "Surely you don't regret leaving school?"
-
-In her present mood, Emily took the opportunity (in the popular
-phrase) of snubbing Francine. "You have guessed wrong; I do
-regret," she answered. "I have found in Cecilia my dearest friend
-at school. And school brought with it the change in my life which
-has helped me to bear the loss of my father. If you must know
-what I was thinking of just now, I was thinking or my aunt. She
-has not answered my last letter--and I'm beginning to be afraid
-she is ill."
-
-"I'm very sorry," said Francine.
-
-"Why? You don't know my aunt; and you have only known me since
-yesterday afternoon. Why are you sorry?"
-
-Francine remained silent. Without realizing it, she was beginning
-to feel the dominant influence that Emily exercised over the
-weaker natures that came in contact with her. To find herself
-irresistibly attracted by a stranger at a new school--an
-unfortunate little creature, whose destiny was to earn her own
-living--filled the narrow mind of Miss de Sor with perplexity.
-Having waited in vain for a reply, Emily turned away, and resumed
-the train of thought which her schoolfellow had interrupted.
-
-
-
-By an association of ideas, of which she was not herself aware,
-she now passed from thinking of her aunt to thinking of Miss
-Jethro. The interview of the previous night had dwelt on her mind
-at intervals, in the hours of the new day.
-
-Acting on instinct rather than on reason, she had kept that
-remarkable incident in her school life a secret from every one.
-No discoveries had been made by other persons. In speaking to her
-staff of teachers, Miss Ladd had alluded to the affair in the
-most cautious terms. "Circumstances of a private nature have
-obliged the lady to retire from my school. When we meet after the
-holidays, another teacher will be in her place." There, Miss
-Ladd's explanation had begun and ended. Inquiries addressed to
-the servants had led to no result. Miss Jethro's luggage was to
-be forwarded to the London terminus of the railway--and Miss
-Jethro herself had baffled investigation by leaving the school on
-foot. Emily's interest in the lost teacher was not the transitory
-interest of curiosity; her father's mysterious friend was a
-person whom she honestly desired to see again. Perplexed by the
-difficulty of finding a means of tracing Miss Jethro, she reached
-the shady limit of the trees, and turned to walk back again.
-Approaching the place at which she and Francine had met, an idea
-occurred to her. It was just possible that Miss Jethro might not
-be unknown to her aunt.
-
-Still meditating on the cold reception that she had encountered,
-and still feeling the influence which mastered her in spite of
-herself, Francine interpreted Emily's return as an implied
-expression of regret. She advanced with a constrained smile, and
-spoke first.
-
-"How are the young ladies getting on in the schoolroom?" she
-asked, by way of renewing the conversation.
-
-Emily's face assumed a look of surprise which said plainly, Can't
-you take a hint and leave me to myself?
-
-Francine was constitutionally impenetrable to reproof of this
-sort; her thick skin was not even tickled. "Why are you not
-helping them," she went on; "you who have the clearest head among
-us and take the lead in everything?"
-
-It may be a humiliating confession to make, yet it is surely true
-that we are all accessible to flattery. Different tastes
-appreciate different methods of burning incense--but the perfume
-is more or less agreeable to all varieties of noses. Francine's
-method had its tranquilizing effect on Emily. She answered
-indulgently, "Miss de Sor, I have nothing to do with it."
-
-"Nothing to do with it? No prizes to win before you leave
-school?"
-
-"I won all the prizes years ago."
-
-"But there are recitations. Surely you recite?"
-
-Harmless words in themselves, pursuing the same smooth course of
-flattery as before--but with what a different result! Emily's
-face reddened with anger the moment they were spoken. Having
-already irritated Alban Morris, unlucky Francine, by a second
-mischievous interposition of accident, had succeeded in making
-Emily smart next. "Who has told you," she burst out; "I insist on
-knowing!"
-
-"Nobod y has told me anything!" Francine declared piteously.
-
-"Nobody has told you how I have been insulted?"
-
-"No, indeed! Oh, Miss Brown, who could insult _you?_"
-
-In a man, the sense of injury does sometimes submit to the
-discipline of silence. In a woman--never. Suddenly reminded of
-her past wrongs (by the pardonable error of a polite
-schoolfellow), Emily committed the startling inconsistency of
-appealing to the sympathies of Francine!
-
-"Would you believe it? I have been forbidden to recite--I, the
-head girl of the school. Oh, not to-day! It happened a month
-ago--when we were all in consultation, making our arrangements.
-Miss Ladd asked me if I had decided on a piece to recite. I said,
-'I have not only decided, I have learned the piece.' 'And what
-may it be?' 'The dagger-scene in Macbeth.' There was a howl--I
-can call it by no other name--a howl of indignation. A man's
-soliloquy, and, worse still, a murdering man's soliloquy, recited
-by one of Miss Ladd's young ladies, before an audience of parents
-and guardians! That was the tone they took with me. I was as firm
-as a rock. The dagger-scene or nothing. The result is--nothing!
-An insult to Shakespeare, and an insult to Me. I felt it--I feel
-it still. I was prepared for any sacrifice in the cause of the
-drama. If Miss Ladd had met me in a proper spirit, do you know
-what I would have done? I would have played Macbeth in costume.
-Just hear me, and judge for yourself. I begin with a dreadful
-vacancy in my eyes, and a hollow moaning in my voice: 'Is this a
-dagger that I see before me--?'"
-
-Reciting with her face toward the trees, Emily started, dropped
-the character of Macbeth, and instantly became herself again:
-herself, with a rising color and an angry brightening of the
-eyes. "Excuse me, I can't trust my memory: I must get the play."
-With that abrupt apology, she walked away rapidly in the
-direction of the house.
-
-In some surprise, Francine turned, and looked at the trees. She
-discovered--in full retreat, on his side--the eccentric
-drawing-master, Alban Morris.
-
-Did he, too, admire the dagger-scene? And was he modestly
-desirous of hearing it recited, without showing himself? In that
-case, why should Emily (whose besetting weakness was certainly
-not want of confidence in her own resources) leave the garden the
-moment she caught sight of him? Francine consulted her instincts.
-She had just arrived at a conclusion which expressed itself
-outwardly by a malicious smile, when gentle Cecilia appeared on
-the lawn--a lovable object in a broad straw hat and a white
-dress, with a nosegay in her bosom--smiling, and fanning herself.
-
-"It's so hot in the schoolroom," she said, "and some of the
-girls, poor things, are so ill-tempered at rehearsal--I have made
-my escape. I hope you got your breakfast, Miss de Sor. What have
-you been doing here, all by yourself?"
-
-"I have been making an interesting discovery," Francine replied.
-
-"An interesting discovery in our garden? What _can_ it be?"
-
-"The drawing-master, my dear, is in love with Emily. Perhaps she
-doesn't care about him. Or, perhaps, I have been an innocent
-obstacle in the way of an appointment between them."
-
-Cecilia had breakfasted to her heart's content on her favorite
-dish--buttered eggs. She was in such good spirits that she was
-inclined to be coquettish, even when there was no man present to
-fascinate. "We are not allowed to talk about love in this
-school," she said--and hid her face behind her fan. "Besides, if
-it came to Miss Ladd's ears, poor Mr. Morris might lose his
-situation."
-
-"But isn't it true?" asked Francine.
-
-"It may be true, my dear; but nobody knows. Emily hasn't breathed
-a word about it to any of us. And Mr. Morris keeps his own
-secret. Now and then we catch him looking at her--and we draw our
-own conclusions."
-
-"Did you meet Emily on your way here?"
-
-"Yes, and she passed without speaking to me."
-
-"Thinking perhaps of Mr. Morris."
-
-Cecilia shook her head. "Thinking, Francine, of the new life
-before her--and regretting, I am afraid, that she ever confided
-her hopes and wishes to me. Did she tell you last night what her
-prospects are when she leaves school?"
-
-"She told me you had been very kind in helping her. I daresay I
-should have heard more, if I had not fallen asleep. What is she
-going to do?"
-
-"To live in a dull house, far away in the north," Cecilia
-answered; "with only old people in it. She will have to write and
-translate for a great scholar, who is studying mysterious
-inscriptions--hieroglyphics, I think they are called--found among
-the ruins of Central America. It's really no laughing matter,
-Francine! Emily made a joke of it, too. 'I'll take anything but a
-situation as a governess,' she said; 'the children who have Me to
-teach them would be to be pitied indeed!' She begged and prayed
-me to help her to get an honest living. What could I do? I could
-only write home to papa. He is a member of Parliament: and
-everybody who wants a place seems to think he is bound to find it
-for them. As it happened, he had heard from an old friend of his
-(a certain Sir Jervis Redwood), who was in search of a secretary.
-Being in favor of letting the women compete for employment with
-the men, Sir Jervis was willing to try, what he calls, 'a
-female.' Isn't that a horrid way of speaking of us? and Miss Ladd
-says it's ungrammatical, besides. Papa had written back to say he
-knew of no lady whom he could recommend. When he got my letter
-speaking of Emily, he kindly wrote again. In the interval, Sir
-Jervis had received two applications for the vacant place. They
-were both from old ladies--and he declined to employ them."
-
-"Because they were old," Francine suggested maliciously.
-
-"You shall hear him give his own reasons, my dear. Papa sent me
-an extract from his letter. It made me rather angry; and (perhaps
-for that reason) I think I can repeat it word for word:--'We are
-four old people in this house, and we don't want a fifth. Let us
-have a young one to cheer us. If your daughter's friend likes the
-terms, and is not encumbered with a sweetheart, I will send for
-her when the school breaks up at midsummer.' Coarse and
-selfish--isn't it? However, Emily didn't agree with me, when I
-showed her the extract. She accepted the place, very much to her
-aunt's surprise and regret, when that excellent person heard of
-it. Now that the time has come (though Emily won't acknowledge
-it), I believe she secretly shrinks, poor dear, from the
-prospect."
-
-"Very likely," Francine agreed--without even a pretense of
-sympathy. "But tell me, who are the four old people?"
-
-"First, Sir Jervis himself--seventy, last birthday. Next, his
-unmarried sister--nearly eighty. Next, his man-servant, Mr.
-Rook--well past sixty. And last, his man-servant's wife, who
-considers herself young, being only a little over forty. That is
-the household. Mrs. Rook is coming to-day to attend Emily on the
-journey to the North; and I am not at all sure that Emily will
-like her."
-
-"A disagreeable woman, I suppose?"
-
-"No--not exactly that. Rather odd and flighty. The fact is, Mrs.
-Rook has had her troubles; and perhaps they have a little
-unsettled her. She and her husband used to keep the village inn,
-close to our park: we know all about them at home. I am sure I
-pity these poor people. What are you looking at, Francine?"
-
-Feeling no sort of interest in Mr. and Mrs. Rook, Francine was
-studying her schoolfellow's lovely face in search of defects. She
-had already discovered that Cecilia's eyes were placed too widely
-apart, and that her chin wanted size and character.
-
-"I was admiring your complexion, dear," she answered coolly.
-"Well, and why do you pity the Rooks?"
-
-Simple Cecilia smiled, and went on with her story.
-
-"They are obliged to go out to service in their old age, through
-a misfortune for which they are in no way to blame. Their
-customers deserted the inn, and Mr. Rook became bankrupt. The inn
-got what they call a bad name--in a very dreadful way. There was
-a murder committed in the house."
-
-"A murder?" cried Francine. "Oh, this is exciting! You provoking
-girl, why didn't you tell me about it before?"
-
-"I didn't think of it," said Cecilia placidly.
-
-"Do go on! Were you at home when it happened?"
-
-"I w as here, at school."
-
-"You saw the newspapers, I suppose?"
-
-"Miss Ladd doesn't allow us to read newspapers. I did hear of it,
-however, in letters from home. Not that there was much in the
-letters. They said it was too horrible to be described. The poor
-murdered gentleman--"
-
-Francine was unaffectedly shocked. "A gentleman!" she exclaimed.
-"How dreadful!"
-
-"The poor man was a stranger in our part of the country," Cecilia
-resumed; "and the police were puzzled about the motive for a
-murder. His pocketbook was missing; but his watch and his rings
-were found on the body. I remember the initials on his linen
-because they were the same as my mother's initial before she was
-married--'J. B.' Really, Francine, that's all I know about it."
-
-"Surely you know whether the murderer was discovered?"
-
-"Oh, yes--of course I know that! The government offered a reward;
-and clever people were sent from London to help the county
-police. Nothing came of it. The murderer has never been
-discovered, from that time to this."
-
-"When did it happen?"
-
-"It happened in the autumn."
-
-"The autumn of last year?"
-
-"No! no! Nearly four years since."
-
-
-CHAPTER VI.
-
-ON THE WAY TO THE VILLAGE.
-
-Alban Morris--discovered by Emily in concealment among the
-trees--was not content with retiring to another part of the
-grounds. He pursued his retreat, careless in what direction it
-might take him, to a footpath across the fields, which led to the
-highroad and the railway station.
-
-Miss Ladd's drawing-master was in that state of nervous
-irritability which seeks relief in rapidity of motion. Public
-opinion in the neighborhood (especially public opinion among the
-women) had long since decided that his manners were offensive,
-and his temper incurably bad. The men who happened to pass him on
-the footpath said "Good-morning" grudgingly. The women took no
-notice of him--with one exception. She was young and saucy, and
-seeing him walking at the top of his speed on the way to the
-railway station, she called after him, "Don't be in a hurry, sir!
-You're in plenty of time for the London train."
-
-To her astonishment he suddenly stopped. His reputation for
-rudeness was so well established that she moved away to a safe
-distance, before she ventured to look at him again. He took no
-notice of her--he seemed to be considering with himself. The
-frolicsome young woman had done him a service: she had suggested
-an idea.
-
-"Suppose I go to London?" he thought. "Why not?--the school is
-breaking up for the holidays--and _she_ is going away like the
-rest of them." He looked round in the direction of the
-schoolhouse. "If I go back to wish her good-by, she will keep out
-of my way, and part with me at the last moment like a stranger.
-After my experience of women, to be in love again--in love with a
-girl who is young enough to be my daughter--what a fool, what a
-driveling, degraded fool I must be!"
-
-Hot tears rose in his eyes. He dashed them away savagely, and
-went on again faster than ever--resolved to pack up at once at
-his lodgings in the village, and to take his departure by the
-next train.
-
-At the point where the footpath led into the road, he came to a
-standstill for the second time.
-
-The cause was once more a person of the sex associated in his
-mind with a bitter sense of injury. On this occasion the person
-was only a miserable little child, crying over the fragments of a
-broken jug.
-
-Alban Morris looked at her with his grimly humorous smile. "So
-you've broken a jug?" he remarked.
-
-"And spilt father's beer," the child answered. Her frail little
-body shook with terror. "Mother'll beat me when I go home," she
-said.
-
-"What does mother do when you bring the jug back safe and sound?"
-Alban asked.
-
-"Gives me bren-butter."
-
-"Very well. Now listen to me. Mother shall give you bread and
-butter again this time."
-
-The child stared at him with the tears suspended in her eyes. He
-went on talking to her as seriously as ever.
-
-"You understand what I have just said to you?"
-
-"Yes, sir."
-
-"Have you got a pocket-handkerchief?"
-
-"No, sir."
-
-"Then dry your eyes with mine."
-
-He tossed his handkerchief to her with one hand, and picked up a
-fragment of the broken jug with the other. "This will do for a
-pattern," he said to himself. The child stared at the
-handkerchief--stared at Alban--took courage--and rubbed
-vigorously at her eyes. The instinct, which is worth all the
-reason that ever pretended to enlighten mankind--the instinct
-that never deceives--told this little ignorant creature that she
-had found a friend. She returned the handkerchief in grave
-silence. Alban took her up in his arms.
-
-"Your eyes are dry, and your face is fit to be seen," he said.
-"Will you give me a kiss?" The child gave him a resolute kiss,
-with a smack in it. "Now come and get another jug," he said, as
-he put her down. Her red round eyes opened wide in alarm. "Have
-you got money enough?" she asked. Alban slapped his pocket. "Yes,
-I have," he answered. "That's a good thing," said the child;
-"come along."
-
-They went together hand in hand to the village, and bought the
-new jug, and had it filled at the beer-shop. The thirsty father
-was at the upper end of the fields, where they were making a
-drain. Alban carried the jug until they were within sight of the
-laborer. "You haven't far to go," he said. "Mind you don't drop
-it again--What's the matter now?"
-
-"I'm frightened."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Oh, give me the jug."
-
-She almost snatched it out of his hand. If she let the precious
-minutes slip away, there might be another beating in store for
-her at the drain: her father was not of an indulgent disposition
-when his children were late in bringing his beer. On the point of
-hurrying away, without a word of farewell, she remembered the
-laws of politeness as taught at the infant school--and dropped
-her little curtsey--and said, "Thank you, sir." That bitter sense
-of injury was still in Alban's mind as he looked after her. "What
-a pity she should grow up to be a woman!" he said to himself.
-
-The adventure of the broken jug had delayed his return to his
-lodgings by more than half an hour. When he reached the road once
-more, the cheap up-train from the North had stopped at the
-station. He heard the ringing of the bell as it resumed the
-journey to London.
-
-One of the passengers (judging by the handbag that she carried)
-had not stopped at the village.
-
-As she advanced toward him along the road, he remarked that she
-was a small wiry active woman--dressed in bright colors, combined
-with a deplorable want of taste. Her aquiline nose seemed to be
-her most striking feature as she came nearer. It might have been
-fairly proportioned to the rest of her face, in her younger days,
-before her cheeks had lost flesh and roundness. Being probably
-near-sighted, she kept her eyes half-closed; there were cunning
-little wrinkles at the corners of them. In spite of appearances,
-she was unwilling to present any outward acknowledgment of the
-march of time. Her hair was palpably dyed--her hat was jauntily
-set on her head, and ornamented with a gay feather. She walked
-with a light tripping step, swinging her bag, and holding her
-head up smartly. Her manner, like her dress, said as plainly as
-words could speak, "No matter how long I may have lived, I mean
-to be young and charming to the end of my days." To Alban's
-surprise she stopped and addressed him.
-
-"Oh, I beg your pardon. Could you tell me if I am in the right
-road to Miss Ladd's school?"
-
-She spoke with nervous rapidity of articulation, and with a
-singularly unpleasant smile. It parted her thin lips just widely
-enough to show her suspiciously beautiful teeth; and it opened
-her keen gray eyes in the strangest manner. The higher lid rose
-so as to disclose, for a moment, the upper part of the eyeball,
-and to give her the appearance--not of a woman bent on making
-herself agreeable, but of a woman staring in a panic of terror.
-Careless to conceal the unfavorable impression that she had
-produced on him, Alban answered roughly, "Straight on," and tried
-to pass her.
-
-She stopped him with a peremptory gesture. "I have treated you
-politely," she said, "and how do you treat me in return? Well! I
-am not surprised. Men are all brutes by nature--and you are a
-man.
- 'Straight on'?" she repeated contemptuously; "I should like to
-know how far that helps a person in a strange place. Perhaps you
-know no more where Miss Ladd's school is than I do? or, perhaps,
-you don't care to take the trouble of addressing me? Just what I
-should have expected from a person of your sex! Good-morning."
-
-Alban felt the reproof; she had appealed to his most
-readily-impressible sense--his sense of humor. He rather enjoyed
-seeing his own prejudice against women grotesquely reflected in
-this flighty stranger's prejudice against men. As the best excuse
-for himself that he could make, he gave her all the information
-that she could possibly want--then tried again to pass on--and
-again in vain. He had recovered his place in her estimation: she
-had not done with him yet.
-
-"You know all about the way there," she said "I wonder whether
-you know anything about the school?"
-
-No change in her voice, no change in her manner, betrayed any
-special motive for putting this question. Alban was on the point
-of suggesting that she should go on to the school, and make her
-inquiries there--when he happened to notice her eyes. She had
-hitherto looked him straight in the face. She now looked down on
-the road. It was a trifling change; in all probability it meant
-nothing--and yet, merely because it was a change, it roused his
-curiosity. "I ought to know something about the school," he
-answered. "I am one of the masters."
-
-"Then you're just the man I want. May I ask your name?"
-
-"Alban Morris."
-
-"Thank you. I am Mrs. Rook. I presume you have heard of Sir
-Jervis Redwood?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Bless my soul! You are a scholar, of course--and you have never
-heard of one of your own trade. Very extraordinary. You see, I am
-Sir Jervis's housekeeper; and I am sent here to take one of your
-young ladies back with me to our place. Don't interrupt me! Don't
-be a brute again! Sir Jervis is not of a communicative
-disposition. At least, not to me. A man--that explains it--a man!
-He is always poring over his books and writings; and Miss
-Redwood, at her great age, is in bed half the day. Not a thing do
-I know about this new inmate of ours, except that I am to take
-her back with me. You would feel some curiosity yourself in my
-place, wouldn't you? Now do tell me. What sort of girl is Miss
-Emily Brown?"
-
-The name that he was perpetually thinking of--on this woman's
-lips! Alban looked at her.
-
-"Well," said Mrs. Rook, "am I to have no answer? Ah, you want
-leading. So like a man again! Is she pretty?"
-
-Still examining the housekeeper with mingled feelings of interest
-and distrust, Alban answered ungraciously:
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Good-tempered?"
-
-Alban again said "Yes."
-
-"So much about herself," Mrs. Rook remarked. "About her family
-now?" She shifted her bag restlessly from one hand to another.
-"Perhaps you can tell me if Miss Emily's father--" she suddenly
-corrected herself--"if Miss Emily's parents are living?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"You mean you won't tell me."
-
-"I mean exactly what I have said."
-
-"Oh, it doesn't matter," Mrs. Rook rejoined; "I shall find out at
-the school. The first turning to the left, I think you
-said--across the fields?"
-
-He was too deeply interested in Emily to let the housekeeper go
-without putting a question on his side:
-
-"Is Sir Jervis Redwood one of Miss Emily's old friends?" he
-asked.
-
-"He? What put that into your head? He has never even seen Miss
-Emily. She's going to our house--ah, the women are getting the
-upper hand now, and serve the men right, I say!--she's going to
-our house to be Sir Jervis's secretary. You would like to have
-the place yourself, wouldn't you? You would like to keep a poor
-girl from getting her own living? Oh, you may look as fierce as
-you please--the time's gone by when a man could frighten _me_. I
-like her Christian name. I call Emily a nice name enough. But
-'Brown'! Good-morning, Mr. Morris; you and I are not cursed with
-such a contemptibly common name as that! 'Brown'? Oh, Lord!"
-
-She tossed her head scornfully, and walked away, humming a tune.
-
-Alban stood rooted to the spot. The effort of his later life had
-been to conceal the hopeless passion which had mastered him in
-spite of himself. Knowing nothing from Emily--who at once pitied
-and avoided him--of her family circumstances or of her future
-plans, he had shrunk from making inquiries of others, in the fear
-that they, too, might find out his secret, and that their
-contempt might be added to the contempt which he felt for
-himself. In this position, and with these obstacles in his way,
-the announcement of Emily's proposed journey--under the care of a
-stranger, to fill an employment in the house of a stranger--not
-only took him by surprise, but inspired him with a strong feeling
-of distrust. He looked after Sir Jervis Redwood's flighty
-housekeeper, completely forgetting the purpose which had brought
-him thus far on the way to his lodgings. Before Mrs. Rook was out
-of sight, Alban Morris was following her back to the school.
-
-
-CHAPTER VII.
-
-"COMING EVENTS CAST THEIR SHADOWS BEFORE."
-
-Miss De Sor and Miss Wyvil were still sitting together under the
-trees, talking of the murder at the inn.
-
-"And is that really all you can tell me?" said Francine.
-
-"That is all," Cecilia answered.
-
-"Is there no love in it?"
-
-"None that I know of."
-
-"It's the most uninteresting murder that ever was committed. What
-shall we do with ourselves? I'm tired of being here in the
-garden. When do the performances in the schoolroom begin?"
-
-"Not for two hours yet."
-
-Francine yawned. "And what part do you take in it?" she asked.
-
-"No part, my dear. I tried once--only to sing a simple little
-song. When I found myself standing before all the company and saw
-rows of ladies and gentlemen waiting for me to begin, I was so
-frightened that Miss Ladd had to make an apology for me. I didn't
-get over it for the rest of the day. For the first time in my
-life, I had no appetite for my dinner. Horrible!" said Cecilia,
-shuddering over the remembrance of it. "I do assure you, I
-thought I was going to die."
-
-Perfectly unimpressed by this harrowing narrative, Francine
-turned her head lazily toward the house. The door was thrown open
-at the same moment. A lithe little person rapidly descended the
-steps that led to the lawn.
-
-"It's Emily come back again," said Francine.
-
-"And she seems to be rather in a hurry," Cecilia remarked.
-
-Francine's satirical smile showed itself for a moment. Did this
-appearance of hurry in Emily's movements denote impatience to
-resume the recital of "the dagger-scene"? She had no book in her
-hand; she never even looked toward Francine. Sorrow became
-plainly visible in her face as she approached the two girls.
-
-Cecilia rose in alarm. She had been the first person to whom
-Emily had confided her domestic anxieties. "Bad news from your
-aunt?" she asked.
-
-"No, my dear; no news at all." Emily put her arms tenderly round
-her friend's neck. "The time has come, Cecilia," she said. "We
-must wish each other good-by."
-
-"Is Mrs. Rook here already?"
-
-"It's _you_, dear, who are going," Emily answered sadly. "They
-have sent the governess to fetch you. Miss Ladd is too busy in
-the schoolroom to see her--and she has told me all about it.
-Don't be alarmed. There is no bad news from home. Your plans are
-altered; that's all."
-
-"Altered?" Cecilia repeated. "In what way?"
-
-"In a very agreeable way--you are going to travel. Your father
-wishes you to be in London, in time for the evening mail to
-France."
-
-Cecilia guessed what had happened. "My sister is not getting
-well," she said, "and the doctors are sending her to the
-Continent."
-
-"To the baths at St. Moritz," Emily added. "There is only one
-difficulty in the way; and you can remove it. Your sister has the
-good old governess to take care of her, and the courier to
-relieve her of all trouble on the journey. They were to have
-started yesterday. You know how fond Julia is of you. At the last
-moment, she won't hear of going away, unless you go too. The
-rooms are waiting at St. Moritz; and your father is annoyed (the
-governess says) by the delay that has taken place already."
-
-She paused. Cecilia was silent. "Surely you don't hesitate?"
-Emily said.
-
-"I am too happy to go wherever Julia go es," Cecilia answered
-warmly; "I was thinking of you, dear." Her tender nature,
-shrinking from the hard necessities of life, shrank from the
-cruelly-close prospect of parting. "I thought we were to have had
-some hours together yet," she said. "Why are we hurried in this
-way? There is no second train to London, from our station, till
-late in the afternoon."
-
-"There is the express," Emily reminded her; "and there is time to
-catch it, if you drive at once to the town." She took Cecilia's
-hand and pressed it to her bosom. "Thank you again and again,
-dear, for all you have done for me. Whether we meet again or not,
-as long as I live I shall love you. Don't cry!" She made a faint
-attempt to resume her customary gayety, for Cecilia's sake. "Try
-to be as hard-hearted as I am. Think of your sister--don't think
-of me. Only kiss me."
-
-Cecilia's tears fell fast. "Oh, my love, I am so anxious about
-you! I am so afraid that you will not be happy with that selfish
-old man--in that dreary house. Give it up, Emily! I have got
-plenty of money for both of us; come abroad with me. Why not? You
-always got on well with Julia, when you came to see us in the
-holidays. Oh, my darling! my darling! What shall I do without
-you?"
-
-All that longed for love in Emily's nature had clung round her
-school-friend since her father's death. Turning deadly pale under
-the struggle to control herself, she made the effort--and bore
-the pain of it without letting a cry or a tear escape her. "Our
-ways in life lie far apart," she said gently. "There is the hope
-of meeting again, dear--if there is nothing more."
-
-The clasp of Cecilia's arm tightened round her. She tried to
-release herself; but her resolution had reached its limits. Her
-hands dropped, trembling. She could still try to speak
-cheerfully, and that was all.
-
-"There is not the least reason, Cecilia, to be anxious about my
-prospects. I mean to be Sir Jervis Redwood's favorite before I
-have been a week in his service."
-
-She stopped, and pointed to the house. The governess was
-approaching them. "One more kiss, darling. We shall not forget
-the happy hours we have spent together; we shall constantly write
-to each other." She broke down at last. "Oh, Cecilia! Cecilia!
-leave me for God's sake--I can't bear it any longer!"
-
-The governess parted them. Emily dropped into the chair that her
-friend had left. Even her hopeful nature sank under the burden of
-life at that moment.
-
-A hard voice, speaking close at her side, startled her.
-
-"Would you rather be Me," the voice asked, "without a creature to
-care for you?"
-
-Emily raised her head. Francine, the unnoticed witness of the
-parting interview, was standing by her, idly picking the leaves
-from a rose which had dropped out of Cecilia's nosegay.
-
-Had she felt her own isolated position? She had felt it
-resentfully.
-
-Emily looked at her, with a heart softened by sorrow. There was
-no answering kindness in the eyes of Miss de Sor--there was only
-a dogged endurance, sad to see in a creature so young.
-
-"You and Cecilia are going to write to each other," she said. "I
-suppose there is some comfort in that. When I left the island
-they were glad to get rid of me. They said, 'Telegraph when you
-are safe at Miss Ladd's school.' You see, we are so rich, the
-expense of telegraphing to the West Indies is nothing to us.
-Besides, a telegram has an advantage over a letter--it doesn't
-take long to read. I daresay I shall write home. But they are in
-no hurry; and I am in no hurry. The school's breaking up; you are
-going your way, and I am going mine--and who cares what becomes
-of me? Only an ugly old schoolmistress, who is paid for caring. I
-wonder why I am saying all this? Because I like you? I don't know
-that I like you any better than you like me. When I wanted to be
-friends with you, you treated me coolly; I don't want to force
-myself on you. I don't particularly care about you. May I write
-to you from Brighton?"
-
-Under all this bitterness--the first exhibition of Francine's
-temper, at its worst, which had taken place since she joined the
-school--Emily saw, or thought she saw, distress that was too
-proud, or too shy, to show itself. "How can you ask the
-question?" she answered cordially.
-
-Francine was incapable of meeting the sympathy offered to her,
-even half way. "Never mind how," she said. "Yes or no is all I
-want from you."
-
-"Oh, Francine! Francine! what are you made of! Flesh and blood?
-or stone and iron? Write to me of course--and I will write back
-again."
-
-"Thank you. Are you going to stay here under the trees?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"All by yourself?"
-
-"All by myself."
-
-"With nothing to do?"
-
-"I can think of Cecilia."
-
-Francine eyed her with steady attention for a moment.
-
-"Didn't you tell me last night that you were very poor?" she
-asked.
-
-"I did."
-
-"So poor that you are obliged to earn your own living?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Francine looked at her again.
-
-"I daresay you won't believe me," she said. "I wish I was you."
-
-She turned away irritably, and walked back to the house.
-
-Were there really longings for kindness and love under the
-surface of this girl's perverse nature? Or was there nothing to
-be hoped from a better knowledge of her?--In place of tender
-remembrances of Cecilia, these were the perplexing and unwelcome
-thoughts which the more potent personality of Francine forced
-upon Emily's mind.
-
-She rose impatiently, and looked at her watch. When would it be
-her turn to leave the school, and begin the new life?
-
-Still undecided what to do next, her interest was excited by the
-appearance of one of the servants on the lawn. The woman
-approached her, and presented a visiting-card; bearing on it the
-name of _Sir Jervis Redwood_. Beneath the name, there was a line
-written in pencil: "Mrs. Rook, to wait on Miss Emily Brown." The
-way to the new life was open before her at last!
-
-Looking again at the commonplace announcement contained in the
-line of writing, she was not quite satisfied. Was it claiming a
-deference toward herself, to which she was not entitled, to
-expect a letter either from Sir Jervis, or from Miss Redwood;
-giving her some information as to the journey which she was about
-to undertake, and expressing with some little politeness the wish
-to make her comfortable in her future home? At any rate, her
-employer had done her one service: he had reminded her that her
-station in life was not what it had been in the days when her
-father was living, and when her aunt was in affluent
-circumstances.
-
-She looked up from the card. The servant had gone. Alban Morris
-was waiting at a little distance--waiting silently until she
-noticed him.
-
-
-CHAPTER VIII.
-
-MASTER AND PUPIL.
-
-Emily's impulse was to avoid the drawing-master for the second
-time. The moment afterward, a kinder feeling prevailed. The
-farewell interview with Cecilia had left influences which pleaded
-for Alban Morris. It was the day of parting good wishes and
-general separations: he had only perhaps come to say good-by. She
-advanced to offer her hand, when he stopped her by pointing to
-Sir Jervis Redwood's card.
-
-"May I say a word, Miss Emily, about that woman?" he asked
-
-"Do you mean Mrs. Rook?"
-
-"Yes. You know, of course, why she comes here?"
-
-"She comes here by appointment, to take me to Sir Jervis
-Redwood's house. Are you acquainted with her?"
-
-"She is a perfect stranger to me. I met her by accident on her
-way here. If Mrs. Rook had been content with asking me to direct
-her to the school, I should not be troubling you at this moment.
-But she forced her conversation on me. And she said something
-which I think you ought to know. Have you heard of Sir Jervis
-Redwood's housekeeper before to-day?"
-
-"I have only heard what my friend--Miss Cecilia Wyvil--has told
-me."
-
-"Did Miss Cecilia tell you that Mrs. Rook was acquainted with
-your father or with any members of your family?"
-
-"Certainly not!"
-
-Alban reflected. "It was natural enough," he resumed, "that Mrs.
-Rook should feel some curiosity about You. What reason had she
-for putting a question to me about your father--and putting it in
-a very strange manner?"
-
-Emily's interest was instantly excited. She led the way back to
-the seats in the shade. "Tell me, Mr. Morris, exactly what the
-woman said." As she spoke,
- she signed to him to be seated.
-
-Alban observed the natural grace of her action when she set him
-the example of taking a chair, and the little heightening of her
-color caused by anxiety to hear what he had still to tell her.
-Forgetting the restraint that he had hitherto imposed on himself,
-he enjoyed the luxury of silently admiring her. Her manner
-betrayed none of the conscious confusion which would have shown
-itself, if her heart had been secretly inclined toward him. She
-saw the man looking at her. In simple perplexity she looked at
-the man.
-
-"Are you hesitating on my account?" she asked. "Did Mrs. Rook say
-something of my father which I mustn't hear?"
-
-"No, no! nothing of the sort!"
-
-"You seem to be confused."
-
-Her innocent indifference tried his patience sorely. His memory
-went back to the past time--recalled the ill-placed passion of
-his youth, and the cruel injury inflicted on him--his pride was
-roused. Was he making himself ridiculous? The vehement throbbing
-of his heart almost suffocated him. And there she sat, wondering
-at his odd behavior. "Even this girl is as cold-blooded as the
-rest of her sex!" That angry thought gave him back his
-self-control. He made his excuses with the easy politeness of a
-man of the world.
-
-"I beg your pardon, Miss Emily; I was considering how to put what
-I have to say in the fewest and plainest words. Let me try if I
-can do it. If Mrs. Rook had merely asked me whether your father
-and mother were living, I should have attributed the question to
-the commonplace curiosity of a gossiping woman, and have thought
-no more of it. What she actually did say was this: 'Perhaps you
-can tell me if Miss Emily's father--' There she checked herself,
-and suddenly altered the question in this way: 'If Miss Emily's
-_parents_ are living?' I may be making mountains out of
-molehills; but I thought at the time (and think still) that she
-had some special interest in inquiring after your father, and,
-not wishing me to notice it for reasons of her own, changed the
-form of the question so as to include your mother. Does this
-strike you as a far-fetched conclusion?"
-
-"Whatever it may be," Emily said, "it is my conclusion, too. How
-did you answer her?"
-
-"Quite easily. I could give her no information--and I said so."
-
-"Let me offer you the information, Mr. Morris, before we say
-anything more. I have lost both my parents."
-
-Alban's momentary outbreak of irritability was at an end. He was
-earnest and yet gentle, again; he forgave her for not
-understanding how dear and how delightful to him she was. "Will
-it distress you," he said, "if I ask how long it is since your
-father died?"
-
-"Nearly four years," she replied. "He was the most generous of
-men; Mrs. Rook's interest in him may surely have been a grateful
-interest. He may have been kind to her in past years--and she may
-remember him thankfully. Don't you think so?"
-
-Alban was unable to agree with her. "If Mrs. Rook's interest in
-your father was the harmless interest that you have suggested,"
-he said, "why should she have checked herself in that
-unaccountable manner, when she first asked me if he was living?
-The more I think of it now, the less sure I feel that she knows
-anything at all of your family history. It may help me to decide,
-if you will tell me at what time the death of your mother took
-place."
-
-"So long ago," Emily replied, "that I can't even remember her
-death. I was an infant at the time."
-
-"And yet Mrs. Rook asked me if your 'parents' were living! One of
-two things," Alban concluded. "Either there is some mystery in
-this matter, which we cannot hope to penetrate at present--or
-Mrs. Rook may have been speaking at random; on the chance of
-discovering whether you are related to some 'Mr. Brown' whom she
-once knew."
-
-"Besides," Emily added, "it's only fair to remember what a common
-family name mine is, and how easily people may make mistakes. I
-should like to know if my dear lost father was really in her mind
-when she spoke to you. Do you think I could find it out?"
-
-"If Mrs. Rook has any reasons for concealment, I believe you
-would have no chance of finding it out--unless, indeed, you could
-take her by surprise."
-
-"In what way, Mr. Morris?"
-
-"Only one way occurs to me just now," he said. "Do you happen to
-have a miniature or a photograph of your father?"
-
-Emily held out a handsome locket, with a monogram in diamonds,
-attached to her watch chain. "I have his photograph here," she
-rejoined; "given to me by my dear old aunt, in the days of her
-prosperity. Shall I show it to Mrs. Rook?"
-
-"Yes--if she happens, by good luck, to offer you an opportunity."
-
-Impatient to try the experiment, Emily rose as he spoke. "I
-mustn't keep Mrs. Rook waiting," she said.
-
-Alban stopped her, on the point of leaving him. The confusion and
-hesitation which she had already noticed began to show themselves
-in his manner once more.
-
-"Miss Emily, may I ask you a favor before you go? I am only one
-of the masters employed in the school; but I don't think--let me
-say, I hope I am not guilty of presumption--if I offer to be of
-some small service to one of my pupils--"
-
-There his embarrassment mastered him. He despised himself not
-only for yielding to his own weakness, but for faltering like a
-fool in the expression of a simple request. The next words died
-away on his lips.
-
-This time, Emily understood him.
-
-The subtle penetration which had long since led her to the
-discovery of his secret--overpowered, thus far, by the absorbing
-interest of the moment--now recovered its activity. In an
-instant, she remembered that Alban's motive for cautioning her,
-in her coming intercourse with Mrs. Rook, was not the merely
-friendly motive which might have actuated him, in the case of one
-of the other girls. At the same time, her quickness of
-apprehension warned her not to risk encouraging this persistent
-lover, by betraying any embarrassment on her side. He was
-evidently anxious to be present (in her interests) at the
-interview with Mrs. Rook. Why not? Could he reproach her with
-raising false hope, if she accepted his services, under
-circumstances of doubt and difficulty which he had himself been
-the first to point out? He could do nothing of the sort. Without
-waiting until he had recovered himself, she answered him (to all
-appearances) as composedly as if he had spoken to her in the
-plainest terms.
-
-"After all that you have told me," she said, "I shall indeed feel
-obliged if you will be present when I see Mrs. Rook."
-
-The eager brightening of his eyes, the flush of happiness that
-made him look young on a sudden, were signs not to be mistaken.
-The sooner they were in the presence of a third person (Emily
-privately concluded) the better it might be for both of them. She
-led the way rapidly to the house.
-
-
-CHAPTER IX.
-
-MRS. ROOK AND THE LOCKET.
-
-As mistress of a prosperous school, bearing a widely-extended
-reputation, Miss Ladd prided herself on the liberality of her
-household arrangements. At breakfast and dinner, not only the
-solid comforts but the elegant luxuries of the table, were set
-before the young ladies "Other schools may, and no doubt do,
-offer to pupils the affectionate care to which they have been
-accustomed under the parents' roof," Miss Ladd used to say. "At
-my school, that care extends to their meals, and provides them
-with a _cuisine_ which, I flatter myself, equals the most
-successful efforts of the cooks at home." Fathers, mothers, and
-friends, when they paid visits to this excellent lady, brought
-away with them the most gratifying recollections of her
-hospitality. The men, in particular, seldom failed to recognize
-in their hostess the rarest virtue that a single lady can
-possess--the virtue of putting wine on the table which may be
-gratefully remembered by her guests the next morning.
-
-An agreeable surprise awaited Mrs. Rook when she entered the
-house of bountiful Miss Ladd.
-
-Luncheon was ready for Sir Jervis Redwood's confidential emissary
-in the waiting-room. Detained at the final rehearsals of music
-and recitation, Miss Ladd was worthily represented by cold
-chicken and ham, a fruit tart, and a pint decanter of generous
-sherry. "Your mistress is a perfect lady!" Mrs. Rook said to the
-servant, wi th a burst of enthusiasm. "I can carve for myself,
-thank you; and I don't care how long Miss Emily keeps me
-waiting."
-
-As they ascended the steps leading into the house, Alban asked
-Emily if he might look again at her locket.
-
-"Shall I open it for you?" she suggested.
-
-No: I only want to look at the outside of it."
-
-He examined the side on which the monogram appeared, inlaid with
-diamonds. An inscription was engraved beneath.
-
-"May I read it?" he said.
-
-"Certainly!"
-
-The inscription ran thus: "In loving memory of my father. Died
-30th September, 1877."
-
-"Can you arrange the locket," Alban asked, "so that the side on
-which the diamonds appear hangs outward?"
-
-She understood him. The diamonds might attract Mrs. Rook's
-notice; and in that case, she might ask to see the locket of her
-own accord. "You are beginning to be of use to me, already,"
-Emily said, as they turned into the corridor which led to the
-waiting-room.
-
-They found Sir Jervis's housekeeper luxuriously recumbent in the
-easiest chair in the room.
-
-Of the eatable part of the lunch some relics were yet left. In
-the pint decanter of sherry, not a drop remained. The genial
-influence of the wine (hastened by the hot weather) was visible
-in Mrs. Rook's flushed face, and in a special development of her
-ugly smile. Her widening lips stretched to new lengths; and the
-white upper line of her eyeballs were more freely and horribly
-visible than ever.
-
-"And this is the dear young lady?" she said, lifting her hands in
-over-acted admiration. At the first greetings, Alban perceived
-that the impression produced was, in Emily's case as in his case,
-instantly unfavorable.
-
-The servant came in to clear the table. Emily stepped aside for a
-minute to give some directions about her luggage. In that
-interval Mrs. Rook's cunning little eyes turned on Alban with an
-expression of malicious scrutiny.
-
-"You were walking the other way," she whispered, "when I met
-you." She stopped, and glanced over her shoulder at Emily. "I see
-what attraction has brought you back to the school. Steal your
-way into that poor little fool's heart; and then make her
-miserable for the rest of her life!--No need, miss, to hurry,"
-she said, shifting the polite side of her toward Emily, who
-returned at the moment. "The visits of the trains to your station
-here are like the visits of the angels described by the poet,
-'few and far between.' Please excuse the quotation. You wouldn't
-think it to look at me--I'm a great reader."
-
-"Is it a long journey to Sir Jervis Redwood's house?" Emily
-asked, at a loss what else to say to a woman who was already
-becoming unendurable to her.
-
-Mrs. Rook looked at the journey from an oppressively cheerful
-point of view.
-
-"Oh, Miss Emily, you shan't feel the time hang heavy in my
-company. I can converse on a variety of topics, and if there is
-one thing more than another that I like, it's amusing a pretty
-young lady. You think me a strange creature, don't you? It's only
-my high spirits. Nothing strange about me--unless it's my queer
-Christian name. You look a little dull, my dear. Shall I begin
-amusing you before we are on the railway? Shall I tell you how I
-came by my queer name?"
-
-Thus far, Alban had controlled himself. This last specimen of the
-housekeeper's audacious familiarity reached the limits of his
-endurance.
-
-"We don't care to know how you came by your name," he said.
-
-"Rude," Mrs. Rook remarked, composedly. "But nothing surprises
-me, coming from a man."
-
-She turned to Emily. "My father and mother were a wicked married
-couple," she continued, "before I was born. They 'got religion,'
-as the saying is, at a Methodist meeting in a field. When I came
-into the world--I don't know how you feel, miss; I protest
-against being brought into the world without asking my leave
-first--my mother was determined to dedicate me to piety, before I
-was out of my long clothes. What name do you suppose she had me
-christened by? She chose it, or made it, herself--the name of
-'Righteous'! Righteous Rook! Was there ever a poor baby degraded
-by such a ridiculous name before? It's needless to say, when I
-write letters, I sign R. Rook--and leave people to think it's
-Rosamond, or Rosabelle, or something sweetly pretty of that kind.
-You should have seen my husband's face when he first heard that
-his sweetheart's name was 'Righteous'! He was on the point of
-kissing me, and he stopped. I daresay he felt sick. Perfectly
-natural under the circumstances."
-
-Alban tried to stop her again. "What time does the train go?" he
-asked.
-
-Emily entreated him to restrain himself, by a look. Mrs. Rook was
-still too inveterately amiable to take offense. She opened her
-traveling-bag briskly, and placed a railway guide in Alban's
-hands.
-
-"I've heard that the women do the men's work in foreign parts,"
-she said. "But this is England; and I am an Englishwoman. Find
-out when the train goes, my dear sir, for yourself."
-
-Alban at once consulted the guide. If there proved to be no
-immediate need of starting for the station, he was determined
-that Emily should not be condemned to pass the interval in the
-housekeeper's company. In the meantime, Mrs. Rook was as eager as
-ever to show her dear young lady what an amusing companion she
-could be.
-
-"Talking of husbands," she resumed, "don't make the mistake, my
-dear, that I committed. Beware of letting anybody persuade you to
-marry an old man. Mr. Rook is old enough to be my father. I bear
-with him. Of course, I bear with him. At the same time, I have
-not (as the poet says) 'passed through the ordeal unscathed.' My
-spirit--I have long since ceased to believe in anything of the
-sort: I only use the word for want of a better--my spirit, I say,
-has become embittered. I was once a pious young woman; I do
-assure you I was nearly as good as my name. Don't let me shock
-you; I have lost faith and hope; I have become--what's the last
-new name for a free-thinker? Oh, I keep up with the times, thanks
-to old Miss Redwood! She takes in the newspapers, and makes me
-read them to her. What _is_ the new name? Something ending in ic.
-Bombastic? No, Agnostic?--that's it! I have become an Agnostic.
-The inevitable result of marrying an old man; if there's any
-blame it rests on my husband."
-
-"There's more than an hour yet before the train starts," Alban
-interposed. "I am sure, Miss Emily, you would find it pleasanter
-to wait in the garden."
-
-"Not at all a bad notion," Mrs. Rook declared. "Here's a man who
-can make himself useful, for once. Let's go into the garden."
-
-She rose, and led the way to the door. Alban seized the
-opportunity of whispering to Emily.
-
-"Did you notice the empty decanter, when we first came in? That
-horrid woman is drunk."
-
-Emily pointed significantly to the locket. "Don't let her go. The
-garden will distract her attention: keep her near me here."
-
-Mrs. Rook gayly opened the door. "Take me to the flower-beds,"
-she said. "I believe in nothing--but I adore flowers."
-
-Mrs. Rook waited at the door, with her eye on Emily. "What do
-_you_ say, miss?"
-
-"I think we shall be more comfortable if we stay where we are."
-
-"Whatever pleases you, my dear, pleases me." With this reply, the
-compliant housekeeper--as amiable as ever on the
-surface--returned to her chair.
-
-Would she notice the locket as she sat down? Emily turned toward
-the window, so as to let the light fall on the diamonds.
-
-No: Mrs. Rook was absorbed, at the moment, in her own
-reflections. Miss Emily, having prevented her from seeing the
-garden, she was maliciously bent on disappointing Miss Emily in
-return. Sir Jervis's secretary (being young) took a hopeful view
-no doubt of her future prospects. Mrs. Rook decided on darkening
-that view in a mischievously-suggestive manner, peculiar to
-herself.
-
-"You will naturally feel some curiosity about your new home," she
-began, "and I haven't said a word about it yet. How very
-thoughtless of me! Inside and out, dear Miss Emily, our house is
-just a little dull. I say _our_ house, and why not--when the
-management of it is all thrown on me. We are built of stone; and
-we are much too long, and are not half high enough. Our situation
-is on the coldest side of the county, away in the west. We are
-close to the Cheviot hills; and if you fancy there is anything to
-see when you look out of window, except sheep, you will find
-yourself woefully mistaken. As for walks, if you go out on one
-side of the house you may, or may not, be gored by cattle. On the
-other side, if the darkness overtakes you, you may, or may not,
-tumble down a deserted lead mine. But the company, inside the
-house, makes amends for it all," Mrs. Rook proceeded, enjoying
-the expression of dismay which was beginning to show itself on
-Emily's face. "Plenty of excitement for you, my dear, in our
-small family. Sir Jervis will introduce you to plaster casts of
-hideous Indian idols; he will keep you writing for him, without
-mercy, from morning to night; and when he does let you go, old
-Miss Redwood will find she can't sleep, and will send for the
-pretty young lady-secretary to read to her. My husband I am sure
-you will like. He is a respectable man, and bears the highest
-character. Next to the idols, he's the most hideous object in the
-house. If you are good enough to encourage him, I don't say that
-he won't amuse you; he will tell you, for instance, he never in
-his life hated any human being as he hates his wife. By the way,
-I must not forget--in the interests of truth, you know--to
-mention one drawback that does exist in our domestic circle. One
-of these days we shall have our brains blown out or our throats
-cut. Sir Jervis's mother left him ten thousand pounds' worth of
-precious stones all contained in a little cabinet with drawers.
-He won't let the banker take care of his jewels; he won't sell
-them; he won't even wear one of the rings on his finger, or one
-of the pins at his breast. He keeps his cabinet on his
-dressing-room table; and he says, 'I like to gloat over my
-jewels, every night, before I go to bed.' Ten thousand pounds'
-worth of diamonds, rubies, emeralds, sapphires, and what not--at
-the mercy of the first robber who happens to hear of them. Oh, my
-dear, he would have no choice, I do assure you, but to use his
-pistols. We shouldn't quietly submit to be robbed. Sir Jervis
-inherits the spirit of his ancestors. My husband has the temper
-of a game cock. I myself, in defense of the property of my
-employers, am capable of becoming a perfect fiend. And we none of
-us understand the use of firearms!"
-
-While she was in full enjoyment of this last aggravation of the
-horrors of the prospect, Emily tried another change of
-position--and, this time, with success. Greedy admiration
-suddenly opened Mrs. Rook's little eyes to their utmost width.
-"My heart alive, miss, what do I see at your watch-chain? How
-they sparkle! Might I ask for a closer view?"
-
-Emily's fingers trembled; but she succeeded in detaching the
-locket from the chain. Alban handed it to Mrs. Rook.
-
-She began by admiring the diamonds--with a certain reserve.
-"Nothing like so large as Sir Jervis's diamonds; but choice
-specimens no doubt. Might I ask what the value--?"
-
-She stopped. The inscription had attracted her notice: she began
-to read it aloud: "In loving memory of my father. Died--"
-
-Her face instantly became rigid. The next words were suspended on
-her lips.
-
-Alban seized the chance of making her betray herself--under
-pretense of helping her. "Perhaps you find the figures not easy
-to read," he said. "The date is 'thirtieth September, eighteen
-hundred and seventy-seven'--nearly four years since."
-
-Not a word, not a movement, escaped Mrs. Rook. She held the
-locket before her as she had held it from the first. Alban looked
-at Emily. Her eyes were riveted on the housekeeper: she was
-barely capable of preserving the appearance of composure. Seeing
-the necessity of acting for her, he at once said the words which
-she was unable to say for herself.
-
-"Perhaps, Mrs. Rook, you would like to look at the portrait?" he
-suggested. "Shall I open the locket for you?"
-
-Without speaking, without looking up, she handed the locket to
-Alban.
-
-He opened it, and offered it to her. She neither accepted nor
-refused it: her hands remained hanging over the arms of the
-chair. He put the locket on her lap.
-
-The portrait produced no marked effect on Mrs. Rook. Had the date
-prepared her to see it? She sat looking at it--still without
-moving: still without saying a word. Alban had no mercy on her.
-"That is the portrait of Miss Emily's father," he said. "Does it
-represent the same Mr. Brown whom you had in your mind when you
-asked me if Miss Emily's father was still living?"
-
-That question roused her. She looked up, on the instant; she
-answered loudly and insolently: 'No!"
-
-"And yet," Alban persisted, "you broke down in reading the
-inscription: and considering what talkative woman you are, the
-portrait has had a strange effect on you--to say the least of
-it."
-
-She eyed him steadily while he was speaking--and turned to Emily
-when he had done. "You mentioned the heat just now, miss. The
-heat has overcome me; I shall soon get right again."
-
-The insolent futility of that excuse irritated Emily into
-answering her. "You will get right again perhaps all the sooner,"
-she said, "if we trouble you with no more questions, and leave
-you to recover by yourself."
-
-The first change of expression which relaxed the iron tensity of
-the housekeeper's face showed itself when she heard that reply.
-At last there was a feeling in Mrs. Rook which openly declared
-itself--a feeling of impatience to see Alban and Emily leave the
-room.
-
-They left her, without a word more.
-
-
-CHAPTER X.
-
-GUESSES AT THE TRUTH.
-
-"What are we to do next? Oh, Mr. Morris, you must have seen all
-sorts of people in your time--you know human nature, and I don't.
-Help me with a word of advice!"
-
-Emily forgot that he was in love with her--forgot everything, but
-the effect produced by the locket on Mrs. Rook, and the vaguely
-alarming conclusion to which it pointed. In the fervor of her
-anxiety she took Alban's arm as familiarly as if he had been her
-brother. He was gentle, he was considerate; he tried earnestly to
-compose her. "We can do nothing to any good purpose," be said,
-"unless we begin by thinking quietly. Pardon me for saying
-so--you are needlessly exciting yourself."
-
-There was a reason for her excitement, of which he was
-necessarily ignorant. Her memory of the night interview with Miss
-Jethro had inevitably intensified the suspicion inspired by the
-conduct of Mrs. Rook. In less than twenty-four hours, Emily had
-seen two women shrinking from secret remembrances of her
-father--which might well be guilty remembrances--innocently
-excited by herself! How had they injured him? Of what infamy, on
-their parts, did his beloved and stainless memory remind them?
-Who could fathom the mystery of it? "What does it mean?" she
-cried, looking wildly in Alban's compassionate face. "You _must_
-have formed some idea of your own. What does it mean?"
-
-"Come, and sit down, Miss Emily. We will try if we can find out
-what it means, together."
-
-They returned to the shady solitude under the trees. Away, in
-front of the house, the distant grating of carriage wheels told
-of the arrival of Miss Ladd's guests, and of the speedy beginning
-of the ceremonies of the day.
-
-"We must help each other," Alban resumed.
-
-"When we first spoke of Mrs. Rook, you mentioned Miss Cecilia
-Wyvil as a person who knew something about her. Have you any
-objection to tell me what you may have heard in that way?"
-
-In complying with his request Emily necessarily repeated what
-Cecilia had told Francine, when the two girls had met that
-morning in the garden.
-
-Alban now knew how Emily had obtained employment as Sir Jervis's
-secretary; how Mr. and Mrs. Rook had been previously known to
-Cecilia's father as respectable people keeping an inn in his own
-neighborhood; and, finally, how they had been obliged to begin
-life again in domestic service, because the terrible event of a
-murder had given the inn a bad name, and had driven away the
-customers on whose encouragement their business depended.
-
-Listening in silence, Alban remained silent when Emily's
-narrative had come to an end.
-
-"Have you nothing to say to me?" she asked.
-
-"I am thinking over what I have just heard," he answered.
-
-Emily noticed a certain formality in his tone and manner, which
-disagreeably surprised her. He
- seemed to have made his reply as a mere concession to
-politeness, while he was thinking of something else which really
-interested him.
-
-"Have I disappointed you in any way?" she asked.
-
-"On the contrary, you have interested me. I want to be quite sure
-that I remember exactly what you have said. You mentioned, I
-think, that your friendship with Miss Cecilia Wyvil began here,
-at the school?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"And in speaking of the murder at the village inn, you told me
-that the crime was committed--I have forgotten how long ago?"
-
-His manner still suggested that he was idly talking about what
-she had told him, while some more important subject for
-reflection was in possession of his mind.
-
-"I don't know that I said anything about the time that had passed
-since the crime was committed," she answered, sharply. "What does
-the murder matter to _us?_ I think Cecilia told me it happened
-about four years since. Excuse me for noticing it, Mr.
-Morris--you seem to have some interests of your own to occupy
-your attention. Why couldn't you say so plainly when we came out
-here? I should not have asked you to help me, in that case. Since
-my poor father's death, I have been used to fight through my
-troubles by myself."
-
-She rose, and looked at him proudly. The next moment her eyes
-filled with tears.
-
-In spite of her resistance, Alban took her hand. "Dear Miss
-Emily," he said, "you distress me: you have not done me justice.
-Your interests only are in my mind."
-
-Answering her in those terms, he had not spoken as frankly as
-usual. He had only told her a part of the truth.
-
-Hearing that the woman whom they had just left had been landlady
-of an inn, and that a murder had been committed under her roof,
-he was led to ask himself if any explanation might be found, in
-these circumstances, of the otherwise incomprehensible effect
-produced on Mrs. Rook by the inscription on the locket.
-
-In the pursuit of this inquiry there had arisen in his mind a
-monstrous suspicion, which pointed to Mrs. Rook. It impelled him
-to ascertain the date at which the murder had been committed, and
-(if the discovery encouraged further investigation) to find out
-next the manner in which Mr. Brown had died.
-
-Thus far, what progress had he made? He had discovered that the
-date of Mr. Brown's death, inscribed on the locket, and the date
-of the crime committed at the inn, approached each other nearly
-enough to justify further investigation.
-
-In the meantime, had he succeeded in keeping his object concealed
-from Emily? He had perfectly succeeded. Hearing him declare that
-her interests only had occupied his mind, the poor girl
-innocently entreated him to forgive her little outbreak of
-temper. "If you have any more questions to ask me, Mr. Morris,
-pray go on. I promise never to think unjustly of you again."
-
-He went on with an uneasy conscience--for it seemed cruel to
-deceive her, even in the interests of truth--but still he went
-on.
-
-"Suppose we assume that this woman had injured your father in
-some way," he said. "Am I right in believing that it was in his
-character to forgive injuries?"
-
-"Entirely right."
-
-"In that case, his death may have left Mrs. Rook in a position to
-be called to account, by those who owe a duty to his memory--I
-mean the surviving members of his family."
-
-"There are but two of us, Mr. Morris. My aunt and myself."
-
-"There are his executors."
-
-"My aunt is his only executor."
-
-"Your father's sister--I presume?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"He may have left instructions with her, which might be of the
-greatest use to us."
-
-"I will write to-day, and find out," Emily replied. "I had
-already planned to consult my aunt," she added, thinking again of
-Miss Jethro.
-
-"If your aunt has not received any positive instructions," Alban
-continued, "she may remember some allusion to Mrs. Rook, on your
-father's part, at the time of his last illness--"
-
-Emily stopped him. "You don't know how my dear father died," she
-said. "He was struck down--apparently in perfect health--by
-disease of the heart."
-
-"Struck down in his own house?"
-
-"Yes--in his own house."
-
-Those words closed Alban's lips. The investigation so carefully
-and so delicately conducted had failed to serve any useful
-purpose. He had now ascertained the manner of Mr. Brown's death
-and the place of Mr. Brown's death--and he was as far from
-confirming his suspicions of Mrs. Rook as ever.
-
-
-CHAPTER XI.
-
-THE DRAWING-MASTER'S CONFESSION.
-
-"Is there nothing else you can suggest?" Emily asked.
-
-"Nothing--at present."
-
-"If my aunt fails us, have we no other hope?"
-
-"I have hope in Mrs. Rook," Alban answered. "I see I surprise
-you; but I really mean what I say. Sir Jervis's housekeeper is an
-excitable woman, and she is fond of wine. There is always a weak
-side in the character of such a person as that. If we wait for
-our chance, and turn it to the right use when it comes, we may
-yet succeed in making her betray herself."
-
-Emily listened to him in bewilderment.
-
-"You talk as if I was sure of your help in the future," she said.
-"Have you forgotten that I leave school to-day, never to return?
-In half an hour more, I shall be condemned to a long journey in
-the company of that horrible creature--with a life to look
-forward to, in the same house with her, among strangers! A
-miserable prospect, and a hard trial of a girl's courage--is it
-not, Mr. Morris?"
-
-"You will at least have one person, Miss Emily, who will try with
-all his heart and soul to encourage you."
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"I mean," said Alban, quietly, "that the Midsummer vacation
-begins to-day; and that the drawing-master is going to spend his
-holidays in the North."
-
-Emily jumped up from her chair. "You!" she exclaimed. "_You_ are
-going to Northumberland? With me?"
-
-"Why not?" Alban asked. "The railway is open to all travelers
-alike, if they have money enough to buy a ticket."
-
-"Mr. Morris! what _can_ you be thinking of? Indeed, indeed, I am
-not ungrateful. I know you mean kindly--you are a good, generous
-man. But do remember how completely a girl, in my position, is at
-the mercy of appearances. You, traveling in the same carriage
-with me! and that woman putting her own vile interpretation on
-it, and degrading me in Sir Jervis Redwood's estimation, on the
-day when I enter his house! Oh, it's worse than thoughtless--it's
-madness, downright madness."
-
-"You are quite right," Alban gravely agreed, "it _is_ madness. I
-lost whatever little reason I once possessed, Miss Emily, on the
-day when I first met you out walking with the young ladies of the
-school."
-
-Emily turned away in significant silence. Alban followed her.
-
-"You promised just now," he said, "never to think unjustly of me
-again. I respect and admire you far too sincerely to take a base
-advantage of this occasion--the only occasion on which I have
-been permitted to speak with you alone. Wait a little before you
-condemn a man whom you don't understand. I will say nothing to
-annoy you--I only ask leave to explain myself. Will you take your
-chair again?"
-
-She returned unwillingly to her seat. "It can only end," she
-thought, sadly, "in my disappointing him!"
-
-"I have had the worst possible opinion of women for years past,"
-Alban resumed; "and the only reason I can give for it condemns me
-out of my own mouth. I have been infamously treated by one woman;
-and my wounded self-esteem has meanly revenged itself by reviling
-the whole sex. Wait a little, Miss Emily. My fault has received
-its fit punishment. I have been thoroughly humiliated--and _you_
-have done it."
-
-"Mr. Morris!"
-
-"Take no offense, pray, where no offense is meant. Some few years
-since it was the great misfortune of my life to meet with a Jilt.
-You know what I mean?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"She was my equal by birth (I am a younger son of a country
-squire), and my superior in rank. I can honestly tell you that I
-was fool enough to love her with all my heart and soul. She never
-allowed me to doubt--I may say this without conceit, remembering
-the miserable end of it--that my feeling for her was returned.
-Her father and mother (excellent people) approved of the
-contemplated marriage. She accepted my presents; she allowed all
-the customary preparations for a wedding to proceed to
-completion; she had not even mercy en ough, or shame enough, to
-prevent me from publicly degrading myself by waiting for her at
-the altar, in the presence of a large congregation. The minutes
-passed--and no bride appeared. The clergyman, waiting like me,
-was requested to return to the vestry. I was invited to follow
-him. You foresee the end of the story, of course? She had run
-away with another man. But can you guess who the man was? Her
-groom!"
-
-Emily's face reddened with indignation. "She suffered for it? Oh,
-Mr. Morris, surely she suffered for it?"
-
-"Not at all. She had money enough to reward the groom for
-marrying her; and she let herself down easily to her husband's
-level. It was a suitable marriage in every respect. When I last
-heard of them, they were regularly in the habit of getting drunk
-together. I am afraid I have disgusted you? We will drop the
-subject, and resume my precious autobiography at a later date.
-One showery day in the autumn of last year, you young ladies went
-out with Miss Ladd for a walk. When you were all trotting back
-again, under your umbrellas, did you (in particular) notice an
-ill-tempered fellow standing in the road, and getting a good look
-at you, on the high footpath above him?"
-
-Emily smiled, in spite of herself. "I don't remember it," she
-said.
-
-"You wore a brown jacket which fitted you as if you had been born
-in it--and you had the smartest little straw hat I ever saw on a
-woman's head. It was the first time I ever noticed such things. I
-think I could paint a portrait of the boots you wore (mud
-included), from memory alone. That was the impression you
-produced on me. After believing, honestly believing, that love
-was one of the lost illusions of my life--after feeling, honestly
-feeling, that I would as soon look at the devil as look at a
-woman--there was the state of mind to which retribution had
-reduced me; using for his instrument Miss Emily Brown. Oh, don't
-be afraid of what I may say next! In your presence, and out of
-your presence, I am man enough to be ashamed of my own folly. I
-am resisting your influence over me at this moment, with the
-strongest of all resolutions--the resolution of despair. Let's
-look at the humorous side of the story again. What do you think I
-did when the regiment of young ladies had passed by me?"
-
-Emily declined to guess.
-
-"I followed you back to the school; and, on pretense of having a
-daughter to educate, I got one of Miss Ladd's prospectuses from
-the porter at the lodge gate. I was in your neighborhood, you
-must know, on a sketching tour. I went back to my inn, and
-seriously considered what had happened to me. The result of my
-cogitations was that I went abroad. Only for a change--not at all
-because I was trying to weaken the impression you had produced on
-me! After a while I returned to England. Only because I was tired
-of traveling--not at all because your influence drew me back!
-Another interval passed; and luck turned my way, for a wonder.
-The drawing-master's place became vacant here. Miss Ladd
-advertised; I produced my testimonials; and took the situation.
-Only because the salary was a welcome certainty to a poor
-man--not at all because the new position brought me into personal
-association with Miss Emily Brown! Do you begin to see why I have
-troubled you with all this talk about myself? Apply the
-contemptible system of self-delusion which my confession has
-revealed, to that holiday arrangement for a tour in the north
-which has astonished and annoyed you. I am going to travel this
-afternoon by your train. Only because I feel an intelligent
-longing to see the northernmost county of England--not at all
-because I won't let you trust yourself alone with Mrs. Rook! Not
-at all because I won't leave you to enter Sir Jervis Redwood's
-service without a friend within reach in case you want him! Mad?
-Oh, yes--perfectly mad. But, tell me this: What do all sensible
-people do when they find themselves in the company of a lunatic?
-They humor him. Let me take your ticket and see your luggage
-labeled: I only ask leave to be your traveling servant. If you
-are proud--I shall like you all the better, if you are--pay me
-wages, and keep me in my proper place in that way.
-
-Some girls, addressed with this reckless intermingling of jest
-and earnest, would have felt confused, and some would have felt
-flattered. With a good-tempered resolution, which never passed
-the limits of modesty and refinement, Emily met Alban Morris on
-his own ground.
-
-"You have said you respect me," she began; "I am going to prove
-that I believe you. The least I can do is not to misinterpret
-you, on my side. Am I to understand, Mr. Morris--you won't think
-the worse of me, I hope, if I speak plainly--am I to understand
-that you are in love with me?"
-
-"Yes, Miss Emily--if you please."
-
-He had answered with the quaint gravity which was peculiar to
-him; but he was already conscious of a sense of discouragement.
-Her composure was a bad sign--from his point of view.
-
-"My time will come, I daresay," she proceeded. "At present I know
-nothing of love, by experience; I only know what some of my
-schoolfellows talk about in secret. Judging by what they tell me,
-a girl blushes when her lover pleads with her to favor his
-addresses. Am I blushing?"
-
-"Must I speak plainly, too?" Alban asked.
-
-"If you have no objection," she answered, as composedly as if she
-had been addressing her grandfather.
-
-"Then, Miss Emily, I must say--you are not blushing."
-
-She went on. "Another token of love--as I am informed--is to
-tremble. Am I trembling?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Am I too confused to look at you?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Do I walk away with dignity--and then stop, and steal a timid
-glance at my lover, over my shoulder?"
-
-"I wish you did!"
-
-"A plain answer, Mr. Morris! Yes or No."
-
-"No--of course."
-
-"In one last word, do I give you any sort of encouragement to try
-again?"
-
-"In one last word, I have made a fool of myself--and you have
-taken the kindest possible way of telling me so."
-
-This time, she made no attempt to reply in his own tone. The
-good-humored gayety of her manner disappeared. She was in
-earnest--truly, sadly in earnest--when she said her next words.
-
-"Is it not best, in your own interests, that we should bid each
-other good-by?" she asked. "In the time to come--when you only
-remember how kind you once were to me--we may look forward to
-meeting again. After all that you have suffered, so bitterly and
-so undeservedly, don't, pray don't, make me feel that another
-woman has behaved cruelly to you, and that I--so grieved to
-distress you--am that heartless creature!"
-
-Never in her life had she been so irresistibly charming as she
-was at that moment. Her sweet nature showed all its innocent pity
-for him in her face.
-
-He saw it--he felt it--he was not unworthy of it. In silence, he
-lifted her hand to his lips. He turned pale as he kissed it.
-
-"Say that you agree with me?" she pleaded.
-
-"I obey you."
-
-As he answered, he pointed to the lawn at their feet. "Look," he
-said, "at that dead leaf which the air is wafting over the grass.
-Is it possible that such sympathy as you feel for Me, such love
-as I feel for You, can waste, wither, and fall to the ground like
-that leaf? I leave you, Emily--with the firm conviction that
-there is a time of fulfillment to come in our two lives. Happen
-what may in the interval--I trust the future."
-
-
-
-The words had barely passed his lips when the voice of one of the
-servants reached them from the house. "Miss Emily, are you in the
-garden?"
-
-Emily stepped out into the sunshine. The servant hurried to meet
-her, and placed a telegram in her hand. She looked at it with a
-sudden misgiving. In her small experience, a telegram was
-associated with the communication of bad news. She conquered her
-hesitation--opened it--read it. The color left her face: she
-shuddered. The telegram dropped on the grass.
-
-"Read it," she said, faintly, as Alban picked it up.
-
-He read these words: "Come to London directly. Miss Letitia is
-dangerously ill."
-
-"Your aunt?" he asked.
-
-"Yes--my aunt."
-
-
-BOOK THE SECOND--IN LONDON.
-
-CHAPTER XII.
-
-MRS. ELLMOTHER.
-
-The metropolis of Great Britain is, in certain respects, like no
-other metropolis on the face of the earth. In the population that
-throngs the st reets, the extremes of Wealth and the extremes of
-Poverty meet, as they meet nowhere else. In the streets
-themselves, the glory and the shame of architecture--the mansion
-and the hovel--are neighbors in situation, as they are neighbors
-nowhere else. London, in its social aspect, is the city of
-contrasts.
-
-Toward the close of evening Emily left the railway terminus for
-the place of residence in which loss of fortune had compelled her
-aunt to take refuge. As she approached her destination, the cab
-passed--by merely crossing a road--from a spacious and beautiful
-Park, with its surrounding houses topped by statues and cupolas,
-to a row of cottages, hard by a stinking ditch miscalled a canal.
-The city of contrasts: north and south, east and west, the city
-of social contrasts.
-
-Emily stopped the cab before the garden gate of a cottage, at the
-further end of the row. The bell was answered by the one servant
-now in her aunt's employ--Miss Letitia's maid.
-
-Personally, this good creature was one of the ill-fated women
-whose appearance suggests that Nature intended to make men of
-them and altered her mind at the last moment. Miss Letitia's maid
-was tall and gaunt and awkward. The first impression produced by
-her face was an impression of bones. They rose high on her
-forehead; they projected on her cheeks; and they reached their
-boldest development in her jaws. In the cavernous eyes of this
-unfortunate person rigid obstinacy and rigid goodness looked out
-together, with equal severity, on all her fellow-creatures alike.
-Her mistress (whom she had served for a quarter of a century and
-more) called her "Bony." She accepted this cruelly appropriate
-nick-name as a mark of affectionate familiarity which honored a
-servant. No other person was allowed to take liberties with her:
-to every one but her mistress she was known as Mrs. Ellmother.
-
-"How is my aunt?" Emily asked.
-
-"Bad."
-
-"Why have I not heard of her illness before?"
-
-"Because she's too fond of you to let you be distressed about
-her. 'Don't tell Emily'; those were her orders, as long as she
-kept her senses."
-
-"Kept her senses? Good heavens! what do you mean?"
-
-"Fever--that's what I mean."
-
-"I must see her directly; I am not afraid of infection."
-
-"There's no infection to be afraid of. But you mustn't see her,
-for all that."
-
-"I insist on seeing her."
-
-"Miss Emily, I am disappointing you for your own good. Don't you
-know me well enough to trust me by this time?"
-
-"I do trust you."
-
-"Then leave my mistress to me--and go and make yourself
-comfortable in your own room."
-
-Emily's answer was a positive refusal. Mrs. Ellmother, driven to
-her last resources, raised a new obstacle.
-
-"It's not to be done, I tell you! How can you see Miss Letitia
-when she can't bear the light in her room? Do you know what color
-her eyes are? Red, poor soul--red as a boiled lobster."
-
-With every word the woman uttered, Emily's perplexity and
-distress increased.
-
-"You told me my aunt's illness was fever," she said--"and now you
-speak of some complaint in her eyes. Stand out of the way, if you
-please, and let me go to her."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother, still keeping her place, looked through the open
-door.
-
-"Here's the doctor," she announced. "It seems I can't satisfy
-you; ask him what's the matter. Come in, doctor." She threw open
-the door of the parlor, and introduced Emily. "This is the
-mistress's niece, sir. Please try if _you_ can keep her quiet. I
-can't." She placed chairs with the hospitable politeness of the
-old school--and returned to her post at Miss Letitia's bedside.
-
-Doctor Allday was an elderly man, with a cool manner and a ruddy
-complexion--thoroughly acclimatized to the atmosphere of pain and
-grief in which it was his destiny to live. He spoke to Emily
-(without any undue familiarity) as if he had been accustomed to
-see her for the greater part of her life.
-
-"That's a curious woman," he said, when Mrs. Ellmother closed the
-door; "the most headstrong person, I think, I ever met with. But
-devoted to her mistress, and, making allowance for her
-awkwardness, not a bad nurse. I am afraid I can't give you an
-encouraging report of your aunt. The rheumatic fever (aggravated
-by the situation of this house--built on clay, you know, and
-close to stagnant water) has been latterly complicated by
-delirium."
-
-"Is that a bad sign, sir?"
-
-"The worst possible sign; it shows that the disease has affected
-the heart. Yes: she is suffering from inflammation of the eyes,
-but that is an unimportant symptom. We can keep the pain under by
-means of cooling lotions and a dark room. I've often heard her
-speak of you--especially since the illness assumed a serious
-character. What did you say? Will she know you, when you go into
-her room? This is about the time when the delirium usually sets
-in. I'll see if there's a quiet interval.'
-
-He opened the door--and came back again.
-
-"By the way," he resumed, "I ought perhaps to explain how it was
-that I took the liberty of sending you that telegram. Mrs.
-Ellmother refused to inform you of her mistress's serious
-illness. That circumstance, according to my view of it, laid the
-responsibility on the doctor's shoulders. The form taken by your
-aunt's delirium--I mean the apparent tendency of the words that
-escape her in that state--seems to excite some incomprehensible
-feeling in the mind of her crabbed servant. She wouldn't even let
-_me_ go into the bedroom, if she could possibly help it. Did Mrs.
-Ellmother give you a warm welcome when you came here?"
-
-"Far from it. My arrival seemed to annoy her."
-
-"Ah--just what I expected. These faithful old servants always end
-by presuming on their fidelity. Did you ever hear what a witty
-poet--I forget his name: he lived to be ninety--said of the man
-who had been his valet for more than half a century? 'For thirty
-years he was the best of servants; and for thirty years he has
-been the hardest of masters.' Quite true--I might say the same of
-my housekeeper. Rather a good story, isn't it?"
-
-The story was completely thrown away on Emily; but one subject
-interested her now. "My poor aunt has always been fond of me,"
-she said. "Perhaps she might know me, when she recognizes nobody
-else."
-
-"Not very likely," the doctor answered. "But there's no laying
-down any rule in cases of this kind. I have sometimes observed
-that circumstances which have produced a strong impression on
-patients, when they are in a state of health, give a certain
-direction to the wandering of their minds, when they are in a
-state of fever. You will say, 'I am not a circumstance; I don't
-see how this encourages me to hope'--and you will be quite right.
-Instead of talking of my medical experience, I shall do better to
-look at Miss Letitia, and let you know the result. You have got
-other relations, I suppose? No? Very distressing--very
-distressing."
-
-Who has not suffered as Emily suffered, when she was left alone?
-Are there not moments--if we dare to confess the truth--when poor
-humanity loses its hold on the consolations of religion and the
-hope of immortality, and feels the cruelty of creation that bids
-us live, on the condition that we die, and leads the first warm
-beginnings of love, with merciless certainty, to the cold
-conclusion of the grave?
-
-"She's quiet, for the time being," Dr. Allday announced, on his
-return. "Remember, please, that she can't see you in the inflamed
-state of her eyes, and don't disturb the bed-curtains. The sooner
-you go to her the better, perhaps--if you have anything to say
-which depends on her recognizing your voice. I'll call to-morrow
-morning. Very distressing," he repeated, taking his hat and
-making his bow--"Very distressing."
-
-Emily crossed the narrow little passage which separated the two
-rooms, and opened the bed-chamber door. Mrs. Ellmother met her on
-the threshold. "No," said the obstinate old servant, "you can't
-come in."
-
-The faint voice of Miss Letitia made itself heard, calling Mrs.
-Ellmother by her familiar nick-name.
-
-"Bony, who is it?"
-
-"Never mind."
-
-"Who is it?"
-
-"Miss Emily, if you must know."
-
-"Oh! poor dear, why does she come here? Who told her I was ill?"
-
-"The doctor told her."
-
-"Don't come in, Emily. It will only distress you--and it will do
-me no good. God bles s you, my love. Don't come in."
-
-"There!" said Mrs. Ellmother. "Do you hear that? Go back to the
-sitting-room."
-
-Thus far, the hard necessity of controlling herself had kept
-Emily silent. She was now able to speak without tears. "Remember
-the old times, aunt," she pleaded, gently. "Don't keep me out of
-your room, when I have come here to nurse you!"
-
-"I'm her nurse. Go back to the sitting-room," Mrs. Ellmother
-repeated.
-
-True love lasts while life lasts. The dying woman relented.
-
-"Bony! Bony! I can't be unkind to Emily. Let her in."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother still insisted on having her way.
-
-"You're contradicting your own orders," she said to her mistress.
-"You don't know how soon you may begin wandering in your mind
-again. Think, Miss Letitia--think."
-
-This remonstrance was received in silence. Mrs. Ellmother's great
-gaunt figure still blocked up the doorway.
-
-"If you force me to it," Emily said, quietly, "I must go to the
-doctor, and ask him to interfere."
-
-"Do you mean that?" Mrs. Ellmother said, quietly, on her side.
-
-"I do mean it," was the answer.
-
-The old servant suddenly submitted--with a look which took Emily
-by surprise. She had expected to see anger; the face that now
-confronted her was a face subdued by sorrow and fear.
-
-"I wash my hands of it," Mrs. Ellmother said. "Go in--and take
-the consequences."
-
-
-CHAPTER XIII.
-
-MISS LETITIA.
-
-Emily entered the room. The door was immediately closed on her
-from the outer side. Mrs. Ellmother's heavy steps were heard
-retreating along the passage. Then the banging of the door that
-led into the kitchen shook the flimsily-built cottage. Then,
-there was silence.
-
-The dim light of a lamp hidden away in a corner and screened by a
-dingy green shade, just revealed the closely-curtained bed, and
-the table near it bearing medicine-bottles and glasses. The only
-objects on the chimney-piece were a clock that had been stopped
-in mercy to the sufferer's irritable nerves, and an open case
-containing a machine for pouring drops into the eyes. The smell
-of fumigating pastilles hung heavily on the air. To Emily's
-excited imagination, the silence was like the silence of death.
-She approached the bed trembling. "Won't you speak to me, aunt?"
-
-"Is that you, Emily? Who let you come in?"
-
-"You said I might come in, dear. Are you thirsty? I see some
-lemonade on the table. Shall I give it to you?"
-
-"No! If you open the bed-curtains, you let in the light. My poor
-eyes! Why are you here, my dear? Why are you not at the school?"
-
-"It's holiday-time, aunt. Besides, I have left school for good."
-
-"Left school?" Miss Letitia's memory made an effort, as she
-repeated those words. "You were going somewhere when you left
-school," she said, "and Cecilia Wyvil had something to do with
-it. Oh, my love, how cruel of you to go away to a stranger, when
-you might live here with me!" She paused--her sense of what she
-had herself just said began to grow confused. "What stranger?"
-she asked abruptly. "Was it a man? What name? Oh, my mind! Has
-death got hold of my mind before my body?"
-
-"Hush! hush! I'll tell you the name. Sir Jervis Redwood."
-
-"I don't know him. I don't want to know him. Do you think he
-means to send for you. Perhaps he _has_ sent for you. I won't
-allow it! You shan't go!"
-
-"Don't excite yourself, dear! I have refused to go; I mean to
-stay here with you."
-
-The fevered brain held to its last idea. "_Has_ he sent for you?"
-she said again, louder than before.
-
-Emily replied once more, in terms carefully chosen with the one
-purpose of pacifying her. The attempt proved to be useless, and
-worse--it seemed to make her suspicious. "I won't be deceived!"
-she said; "I mean to know all about it. He did send for you. Whom
-did he send?"
-
-"His housekeeper."
-
-"What name?" The tone in which she put the question told of
-excitement that was rising to its climax. "Don't you know that
-I'm curious about names?" she burst out. "Why do you provoke me?
-Who is it?"
-
-"Nobody you know, or need care about, dear aunt. Mrs. Rook."
-
-Instantly on the utterance of that name, there followed an
-unexpected result. Silence ensued.
-
-Emily waited--hesitated--advanced, to part the curtains, and look
-in at her aunt. She was stopped by a dreadful sound of
-laughter--the cheerless laughter that is heard among the mad. It
-suddenly ended in a dreary sigh.
-
-Afraid to look in, she spoke, hardly knowing what she said. "Is
-there anything you wish for? Shall I call--?"
-
-Miss Letitia's voice interrupted her. Dull, low, rapidly
-muttering, it was unlike, shockingly unlike, the familiar voice
-of her aunt. It said strange words.
-
-"Mrs. Rook? What does Mrs. Rook matter? Or her husband either?
-Bony, Bony, you're frightened about nothing. Where's the danger
-of those two people turning up? Do you know how many miles away
-the village is? Oh, you fool--a hundred miles and more. Never
-mind the coroner, the coroner must keep in his own district--and
-the jury too. A risky deception? I call it a pious fraud. And I
-have a tender conscience, and a cultivated mind. The newspaper?
-How is _our_ newspaper to find its way to her, I should like to
-know? You poor old Bony! Upon my word you do me good--you make me
-laugh."
-
-The cheerless laughter broke out again--and died away again
-drearily in a sigh.
-
-Accustomed to decide rapidly in the ordinary emergencies of her
-life, Emily felt herself painfully embarrassed by the position in
-which she was now placed.
-
-After what she had already heard, could she reconcile it to her
-sense of duty to her aunt to remain any longer in the room?
-
-In the hopeless self-betrayal of delirium, Miss Letitia had
-revealed some act of concealment, committed in her past life, and
-confided to her faithful old servant. Under these circumstances,
-had Emily made any discoveries which convicted her of taking a
-base advantage of her position at the bedside? Most assuredly
-not! The nature of the act of concealment; the causes that had
-led to it; the person (or persons) affected by it--these were
-mysteries which left her entirely in the dark. She had found out
-that her aunt was acquainted with Mrs. Rook, and that was
-literally all she knew.
-
-Blameless, so far, in the line of conduct that she had pursued,
-might she still remain in the bed-chamber--on this distinct
-understanding with herself: that she would instantly return to
-the sitting-room if she heard anything which could suggest a
-doubt of Miss Letitia's claim to her affection and respect? After
-some hesitation, she decided on leaving it to her conscience to
-answer that question. Does conscience ever say, No--when
-inclination says, Yes? Emily's conscience sided with her
-reluctance to leave her aunt.
-
-Throughout the time occupied by these reflections, the silence
-had remained unbroken. Emily began to feel uneasy. She timidly
-put her hand through the curtains, and took Miss Letitia's hand.
-The contact with the burning skin startled her. She turned away
-to the door, to call the servant--when the sound of her aunt's
-voice hurried her back to the bed.
-
-"Are you there, Bony?" the voice asked.
-
-Was her mind getting clear again? Emily tried the experiment of
-making a plain reply. "Your niece is with you," she said. "Shall
-I call the servant?"
-
-Miss Letitia's mind was still far away from Emily, and from the
-present time.
-
-"The servant?" she repeated. "All the servants but you, Bony,
-have been sent away. London's the place for us. No gossiping
-servants and no curious neighbors in London. Bury the horrid
-truth in London. Ah, you may well say I look anxious and
-wretched. I hate deception--and yet, it must be done. Why do you
-waste time in talking? Why don't you find out where the vile
-woman lives? Only let me get at her--and I'll make Sara ashamed
-of herself."
-
-Emily's heart beat fast when she heard the woman's name. "Sara"
-(as she and her school-fellows knew) was the baptismal name of
-Miss Jethro. Had her aunt alluded to the disgraced teacher, or to
-some other woman?
-
-She waited eagerly to hear more. There was nothing to be heard.
-At this most interesting moment, the silence remained
-undisturbed.
-
-In the fervor of her anxiety to set her doubts at rest, Emily's
-faith in her own good resolutions began to waver. The temptation
-to say somethin g which might set her aunt talking again was too
-strong to be resisted--if she remained at the bedside. Despairing
-of herself she rose and turned to the door. In the moment that
-passed while she crossed the room the very words occurred to her
-that would suit her purpose. Her cheeks were hot with shame--she
-hesitated--she looked back at the bed--the words passed her lips.
-
-"Sara is only one of the woman's names," she said. "Do you like
-her other name?"
-
-The rapidly-muttering tones broke out again instantly--but not in
-answer to Emily. The sound of a voice had encouraged Miss Letitia
-to pursue her own confused train of thought, and had stimulated
-the fast-failing capacity of speech to exert itself once more.
-
-"No! no! He's too cunning for you, and too cunning for me. He
-doesn't leave letters about; he destroys them all. Did I say he
-was too cunning for us? It's false. We are too cunning for him.
-Who found the morsels of his letter in the basket? Who stuck them
-together? Ah, _we_ know! Don't read it, Bony. 'Dear Miss
-Jethro'--don't read it again. 'Miss Jethro' in his letter; and
-'Sara,' when he talks to himself in the garden. Oh, who would
-have believed it of him, if we hadn't seen and heard it
-ourselves!"
-
-There was no more doubt now.
-
-But who was the man, so bitterly and so regretfully alluded to?
-
-No: this time Emily held firmly by the resolution which bound her
-to respect the helpless position of her aunt. The speediest way
-of summoning Mrs. Ellmother would be to ring the bell. As she
-touched the handle a faint cry of suffering from the bed called
-her back.
-
-"Oh, so thirsty!" murmured the failing voice--so thirsty!"
-
-She parted the curtains. The shrouded lamplight just showed her
-the green shade over Miss Letitia s eyes--the hollow cheeks below
-it--the arms laid helplessly on the bed-clothes. "Oh, aunt, don't
-you know my voice? Don't you know Emily? Let me kiss you, dear!"
-Useless to plead with her; useless to kiss her; she only
-reiterated the words, "So thirsty! so thirsty!" Emily raised the
-poor tortured body with a patient caution which spared it pain,
-and put the glass to her aunt's lips. She drank the lemonade to
-the last drop. Refreshed for the moment, she spoke again--spoke
-to the visionary servant of her delirious fancy, while she rested
-in Emily's arms.
-
-"For God's sake, take care how you answer if she questions you.
-If _she_ knew what _we_ know! Are men ever ashamed? Ha! the vile
-woman! the vile woman!"
-
-Her voice, sinking gradually, dropped to a whisper. The next few
-words that escaped her were muttered inarticulately. Little by
-little, the false energy of fever was wearing itself out. She lay
-silent and still. To look at her now was to look at the image of
-death. Once more, Emily kissed her--closed the curtains--and rang
-the bell. Mrs. Ellmother failed to appear. Emily left the room to
-call her.
-
-Arrived at the top of the kitchen stairs, she noted a slight
-change. The door below, which she had heard banged on first
-entering her aunt's room, now stood open. She called to Mrs.
-Ellmother. A strange voice answered her. Its accent was soft and
-courteous; presenting the strongest imaginable contrast to the
-harsh tones of Miss Letitia's crabbed old maid.
-
-"Is there anything I can do for you, miss?"
-
-The person making this polite inquiry appeared at the foot of the
-stairs--a plump and comely woman of middle age. She looked up at
-the young lady with a pleasant smile.
-
-"I beg your pardon," Emily said; "I had no intention of
-disturbing you. I called to Mrs. Ellmother."
-
-The stranger advanced a little way up the stairs, and answered,
-"Mrs. Ellmother is not here."
-
-"Do you expect her back soon?"
-
-"Excuse me, miss--I don't expect her back at all."
-
-"Do you mean to say that she has left the house?"
-
-"Yes, miss. She has left the house."
-
-
-CHAPTER XIV.
-
-MRS. MOSEY.
-
-Emily's first act--after the discovery of Mrs. Ellmother's
-incomprehensible disappearance--was to invite the new servant to
-follow her into the sitting-room.
-
-"Can you explain this?" she began.
-
-"No, miss."
-
-"May I ask if you have come here by Mrs. Ellmother's invitation?"
-
-"By Mrs. Ellmother's _request_, miss."
-
-"Can you tell me how she came to make the request?"
-
-"With pleasure, miss. Perhaps--as you find me here, a stranger to
-yourself, in place of the customary servant--I ought to begin by
-giving you a reference."
-
-"And, perhaps (if you will be so kind), by mentioning your name,"
-Emily added.
-
-"Thank you for reminding me, miss. My name is Elizabeth Mosey. I
-am well known to the gentleman who attends Miss Letitia. Dr.
-Allday will speak to my character and also to my experience as a
-nurse. If it would be in any way satisfactory to give you a
-second reference--"
-
-"Quite needless, Mrs. Mosey."
-
-"Permit me to thank you again, miss. I was at home this evening,
-when Mrs. Ellmother called at my lodgings. Says she, 'I have come
-here, Elizabeth, to ask a favor of you for old friendship's
-sake.' Says I, 'My dear, pray command me, whatever it may be.' If
-this seems rather a hasty answer to make, before I knew what the
-favor was, might I ask you to bear in mind that Mrs. Ellmother
-put it to me 'for old friendship's sake'--alluding to my late
-husband, and to the business which we carried on at that time?
-Through no fault of ours, we got into difficulties. Persons whom
-we had trusted proved unworthy. Not to trouble you further, I may
-say at once, we should have been ruined, if our old friend Mrs.
-Ellmother had not come forward, and trusted us with the savings
-of her lifetime. The money was all paid back again, before my
-husband's death. But I don't consider--and, I think you won't
-consider--that the obligation was paid back too. Prudent or not
-prudent, there is nothing Mrs. Ellmother can ask of me that I am
-not willing to do. If I have put myself in an awkward situation
-(and I don't deny that it looks so) this is the only excuse,
-miss, that I can make for my conduct."
-
-Mrs. Mosey was too fluent, and too fond of hearing the sound of
-her own eminently persuasive voice. Making allowance for these
-little drawbacks, the impression that she produced was decidedly
-favorable; and, however rashly she might have acted, her motive
-was beyond reproach. Having said some kind words to this effect,
-Emily led her back to the main interest of her narrative.
-
-"Did Mrs. Ellmother give no reason for leaving my aunt, at such a
-time as this?" she asked.
-
-"The very words I said to her, miss."
-
-"And what did she say, by way of reply?"
-
-"She burst out crying--a thing I have never known her to do
-before, in an experience of twenty years."
-
-"And she really asked you to take her place here, at a moment's
-notice?"
-
-"That was just what she did," Mrs. Mosey answered. "I had no need
-to tell her I was astonished; my lips spoke for me, no doubt.
-She's a hard woman in speech and manner, I admit. But there's
-more feeling in her than you would suppose. 'If you are the good
-friend I take you for,' she says, 'don't ask me for reasons; I am
-doing what is forced on me, and doing it with a heavy heart.' In
-my place, miss, would you have insisted on her explaining
-herself, after that? The one thing I naturally wanted to know
-was, if I could speak to some lady, in the position of mistress
-here, before I ventured to intrude. Mrs. Ellmother understood
-that it was her duty to help me in this particular. Your poor
-aunt being out of the question she mentioned you."
-
-"How did she speak of me? In an angry way?"
-
-"No, indeed--quite the contrary. She says, 'You will find Miss
-Emily at the cottage. She is Miss Letitia's niece. Everybody
-likes her--and everybody is right.'"
-
-"She really said that?"
-
-"Those were her words. And, what is more, she gave me a message
-for you at parting. 'If Miss Emily is surprised' (that was how
-she put it) 'give her my duty and good wishes; and tell her to
-remember what I said, when she took my place at her aunt's
-bedside.' I don't presume to inquire what this means," said Mrs.
-Mosey respectfully, ready to hear what it meant, if Emily would
-only be so good as to tell her. "I deliver the message, miss, as
-it was delivered to me. After which, Mrs. Ellmother went her way,
-and I went mine."
-
-"Do you know where she wen t?"
-
-"No, miss."
-
-"Have you nothing more to tell me?"
-
-"Nothing more; except that she gave me my directions, of course,
-about the nursing. I took them down in writing--and you will find
-them in their proper place, with the prescriptions and the
-medicines."
-
-Acting at once on this hint, Emily led the way to her aunt's
-room.
-
-Miss Letitia was silent, when the new nurse softly parted the
-curtains--looked in--and drew them together again. Consulting her
-watch, Mrs. Mosey compared her written directions with the
-medicine-bottles on the table, and set one apart to be used at
-the appointed time. "Nothing, so far, to alarm us," she
-whispered. "You look sadly pale and tired, miss. Might I advise
-you to rest a little?"
-
-"If there is any change, Mrs. Mosey--either for the better or the
-worse--of course you will let me know?"
-
-"Certainly, miss."
-
-Emily returned to the sitting-room: not to rest (after all that
-she had heard), but to think.
-
-
-
-Amid much that was unintelligible, certain plain conclusions
-presented themselves to her mind.
-
-After what the doctor had already said to Emily, on the subject
-of delirium generally, Mrs. Ellmother's proceedings became
-intelligible: they proved that she knew by experience the
-perilous course taken by her mistress's wandering thoughts, when
-they expressed themselves in words. This explained the
-concealment of Miss Letitia's illness from her niece, as well as
-the reiterated efforts of the old servant to prevent Emily from
-entering the bedroom.
-
-But the event which had just happened--that is to say, Mrs.
-Ellmother's sudden departure from the cottage--was not only of
-serious importance in itself, but pointed to a startling
-conclusion.
-
-The faithful maid had left the mistress, whom she had loved and
-served, sinking under a fatal illness--and had put another woman
-in her place, careless of what that woman might discover by
-listening at the bedside--rather than confront Emily after she
-had been within hearing of her aunt while the brain of the
-suffering woman was deranged by fever. There was the state of the
-case, in plain words.
-
-In what frame of mind had Mrs. Ellmother adopted this desperate
-course of action?
-
-To use her own expression, she had deserted Miss Letitia "with a
-heavy heart." To judge by her own language addressed to Mrs.
-Mosey, she had left Emily to the mercy of a stranger--animated,
-nevertheless, by sincere feelings of attachment and respect. That
-her fears had taken for granted suspicion which Emily had not
-felt, and discoveries which Emily had (as yet) not made, in no
-way modified the serious nature of the inference which her
-conduct justified. The disclosure which this woman dreaded--who
-could doubt it now?--directly threatened Emily's peace of mind.
-There was no disguising it: the innocent niece was associated
-with an act of deception, which had been, until that day, the
-undetected secret of the aunt and the aunt's maid.
-
-In this conclusion, and in this only, was to be found the
-rational explanation of Mrs. Ellmother's choice--placed between
-the alternatives of submitting to discovery by Emily, or of
-leaving the house.
-
-
-Poor Miss Letitia's writing-table stood near the window of the
-sitting-room. Shrinking from the further pursuit of thoughts
-which might end in disposing her mind to distrust of her dying
-aunt, Emily looked round in search of some employment
-sufficiently interesting to absorb her attention. The
-writing-table reminded her that she owed a letter to Cecilia.
-That helpful friend had surely the first claim to know why she
-had failed to keep her engagement with Sir Jervis Redwood.
-
-After mentioning the telegram which had followed Mrs. Rook's
-arrival at the school, Emily's letter proceeded in these terms:
-
-"As soon as I had in some degree recovered myself, I informed
-Mrs. Rook of my aunt's serious illness.
-
-"Although she carefully confined herself to commonplace
-expressions of sympathy, I could see that it was equally a relief
-to both of us to feel that we were prevented from being traveling
-companions. Don't suppose that I have taken a capricious dislike
-to Mrs. Rook--or that you are in any way to blame for the
-unfavorable impression which she has produced on me. I will make
-this plain when we meet. In the meanwhile, I need only tell you
-that I gave her a letter of explanation to present to Sir Jervis
-Redwood. I also informed him of my address in London: adding a
-request that he would forward your letter, in case you have
-written to me before you receive these lines.
-
-"Kind Mr. Alban Morris accompanied me to the railway-station, and
-arranged with the guard to take special care of me on the journey
-to London. We used to think him rather a heartless man. We were
-quite wrong. I don't know what his plans are for spending the
-summer holidays. Go where he may, I remember his kindness; my
-best wishes go with him.
-
-"My dear, I must not sadden your enjoyment of your pleasant visit
-to the Engadine, by writing at any length of the sorrow that I am
-suffering. You know how I love my aunt, and how gratefully I have
-always felt her motherly goodness to me. The doctor does not
-conceal the truth. At her age, there is no hope: my father's
-last-left relation, my one dearest friend, is dying.
-
-"No! I must not forget that I have another friend--I must find
-some comfort in thinking of _you_.
-
-"I do so long in my solitude for a letter from my dear Cecilia.
-Nobody comes to see me, when I most want sympathy; I am a
-stranger in this vast city. The members of my mother's family are
-settled in Australia: they have not even written to me, in all
-the long years that have passed since her death. You remember how
-cheerfully I used to look forward to my new life, on leaving
-school? Good-by, my darling. While I can see your sweet face, in
-my thoughts, I don't despair--dark as it looks now--of the future
-that is before me."
-
-Emily had closed and addressed her letter, and was just rising
-from her chair, when she heard the voice of the new nurse at the
-door.
-
-
-CHAPTER XV
-
-EMILY.
-
-"May I say a word?" Mrs. Mosey inquired. She entered the
-room--pale and trembling. Seeing that ominous change, Emily
-dropped back into her chair.
-
-"Dead?" she said faintly.
-
-Mrs. Mosey looked at her in vacant surprise.
-
-"I wish to say, miss, that your aunt has frightened me."
-
-Even that vague allusion was enough for Emily.
-
-"You need say no more," she replied. "I know but too well how my
-aunt's mind is affected by the fever."
-
-Confused and frightened as she was, Mrs. Mosey still found relief
-in her customary flow of words.
-
-"Many and many a person have I nursed in fever," she announced.
-"Many and many a person have I heard say strange things. Never
-yet, miss, in all my experience--!"
-
-"Don't tell me of it!" Emily interposed.
-
-"Oh, but I _must_ tell you! In your own interests, Miss Emily--in
-your own interests. I won't be inhuman enough to leave you alone
-in the house to-night; but if this delirium goes on, I must ask
-you to get another nurse. Shocking suspicions are lying in wait
-for me in that bedroom, as it were. I can't resist them as I
-ought, if I go back again, and hear your aunt saying what she has
-been saying for the last half hour and more. Mrs. Ellmother has
-expected impossibilities of me; and Mrs. Ellmother must take the
-consequences. I don't say she didn't warn me--speaking, you will
-please to understand, in the strictest confidence. 'Elizabeth,'
-she says, 'you know how wildly people talk in Miss Letitia's
-present condition. Pay no heed to it,' she says. 'Let it go in at
-one ear and out at the other,' she says. 'If Miss Emily asks
-questions--you know nothing about it. If she's frightened--you
-know nothing about it. If she bursts into fits of crying that are
-dreadful to see, pity her, poor thing, but take no notice.' All
-very well, and sounds like speaking out, doesn't it? Nothing of
-the sort! Mrs. Ellmother warns me to expect this, that, and the
-other. But there is one horrid thing (which I heard, mind, over
-and over again at your aunt's bedside) that she does _not_
-prepare me for; and that horrid thing is--Murder!"
-
-At that last word, Mrs. Mosey dropped her voice to a whisper--and
-waited to see what effect she had produced.
-
-Sorely tried
- already by the cruel perplexities of her position, Emily's
-courage failed to resist the first sensation of horror, aroused
-in her by the climax of the nurse's hysterical narrative.
-Encouraged by her silence, Mrs. Mosey went on. She lifted one
-hand with theatrical solemnity--and luxuriously terrified herself
-with her own horrors.
-
-"An inn, Miss Emily; a lonely inn, somewhere in the country; and
-a comfortless room at the inn, with a makeshift bed at one end of
-it, and a makeshift bed at the other--I give you my word of
-honor, that was how your aunt put it. She spoke of two men next;
-two men asleep (you understand) in the two beds. I think she
-called them 'gentlemen'; but I can't be sure, and I wouldn't
-deceive you--you know I wouldn't deceive you, for the world. Miss
-Letitia muttered and mumbled, poor soul. I own I was getting
-tired of listening--when she burst out plain again, in that one
-horrid word--Oh, miss, don't be impatient! don't interrupt me!"
-
-Emily did interrupt, nevertheless. In some degree at least she
-had recovered herself. "No more of it!" she said--"I won't hear a
-word more."
-
-But Mrs. Mosey was too resolutely bent on asserting her own
-importance, by making the most of the alarm that she had
-suffered, to be repressed by any ordinary method of remonstrance.
-Without paying the slightest attention to what Emily had said,
-she went on again more loudly and more excitably than ever.
-
-"Listen, miss--listen! The dreadful part of it is to come; you
-haven't heard about the two gentlemen yet. One of them was
-murdered--what do you think of that!--and the other (I heard your
-aunt say it, in so many words) committed the crime. Did Miss
-Letitia fancy she was addressing a lot of people when _you_ were
-nursing her? She called out, like a person making public
-proclamation, when I was in her room. 'Whoever you are, good
-people' (she says), 'a hundred pounds reward, if you find the
-runaway murderer. Search everywhere for a poor weak womanish
-creature, with rings on his little white hands. There's nothing
-about him like a man, except his voice--a fine round voice.
-You'll know him, my friends--the wretch, the monster--you'll know
-him by his voice.' That was how she put it; I tell you again,
-that was how she put it. Did you hear her scream? Ah, my dear
-young lady, so much the better for you! 'O the horrid murder'
-(she says)--'hush it up!' I'll take my Bible oath before the
-magistrate," cried Mrs. Mosey, starting out of her chair, "your
-aunt said, 'Hush it up!'"
-
-Emily crossed the room. The energy of her character was roused at
-last. She seized the foolish woman by the shoulders, forced her
-back in the chair, and looked her straight in the face without
-uttering a word.
-
-For the moment, Mrs. Mosey was petrified. She had fully
-expected--having reached the end of her terrible story--to find
-Emily at her feet, entreating her not to carry out her intention
-of leaving the cottage the next morning; and she had determined,
-after her sense of her own importance had been sufficiently
-flattered, to grant the prayer of the helpless young lady. Those
-were her anticipations--and how had they been fulfilled? She had
-been treated like a mad woman in a state of revolt!
-
-"How dare you assault me?" she asked piteously. "You ought to be
-ashamed of yourself. God knows I meant well."
-
-"You are not the first person," Emily answered, quietly releasing
-her, "who has done wrong with the best intentions."
-
-"I did my duty, miss, when I told you what your aunt said."
-
-"You forgot your duty when you listened to what my aunt said."
-
-"Allow me to explain myself."
-
-"No: not a word more on _that_ subject shall pass between us.
-Remain here, if you please; I have something to suggest in your
-own interests. Wait, and compose yourself."
-
-The purpose which had taken a foremost place in Emily's mind
-rested on the firm foundation of her love and pity for her aunt.
-
-Now that she had regained the power to think, she felt a hateful
-doubt pressed on her by Mrs. Mosey's disclosures. Having taken
-for granted that there was a foundation in truth for what she
-herself had heard in her aunt's room, could she reasonably resist
-the conclusion that there must be a foundation in truth for what
-Mrs. Mosey had heard, under similar circumstances?
-
-There was but one way of escaping from this dilemma--and Emily
-deliberately took it. She turned her back on her own convictions;
-and persuaded herself that she had been in the wrong, when she
-had attached importance to anything that her aunt had said, under
-the influence of delirium. Having adopted this conclusion, she
-resolved to face the prospect of a night's solitude by the
-death-bed--rather than permit Mrs. Mosey to have a second
-opportunity of drawing her own inferences from what she might
-hear in Miss Letitia's room.
-
-"Do you mean to keep me waiting much longer, miss?"
-
-"Not a moment longer, now you are composed again," Emily
-answered. "I have been thinking of what has happened; and I fail
-to see any necessity for putting off your departure until the
-doctor comes to-morrow morning. There is really no objection to
-your leaving me to-night."
-
-"I beg your pardon, miss; there _is_ an objection. I have already
-told you I can't reconcile it to my conscience to leave you here
-by yourself. I am not an inhuman woman," said Mrs. Mosey, putting
-her handkerchief to her eyes--smitten with pity for herself.
-
-Emily tried the effect of a conciliatory reply. "I am grateful
-for your kindness in offering to stay with me," she said.
-
-"Very good of you, I'm sure," Mrs. Mosey answered ironically.
-"But for all that, you persist in sending me away."
-
-"I persist in thinking that there is no necessity for my keeping
-you here until to-morrow."
-
-"Oh, have it your own way! I am not reduced to forcing my company
-on anybody."
-
-Mrs. Mosey put her handkerchief in her pocket, and asserted her
-dignity. With head erect and slowly-marching steps she walked out
-of the room. Emily was left in the cottage, alone with her dying
-aunt.
-
-
-CHAPTER XVI.
-
-MISS JETHRO.
-
-A fortnight after the disappearance of Mrs. Ellmother, and the
-dismissal of Mrs. Mosey, Doctor Allday entered his
-consulting-room, punctual to the hour at which he was accustomed
-to receive patients.
-
-An occasional wrinkling of his eyebrows, accompanied by an
-intermittent restlessness in his movements, appeared to indicate
-some disturbance of this worthy man's professional composure. His
-mind was indeed not at ease. Even the inexcitable old doctor had
-felt the attraction which had already conquered three such
-dissimilar people as Alban Morris, Cecilia Wyvil, and Francine de
-Sor. He was thinking of Emily.
-
-A ring at the door-bell announced the arrival of the first
-patient.
-
-The servant introduced a tall lady, dressed simply and elegantly
-in dark apparel. Noticeable features, of a Jewish cast--worn and
-haggard, but still preserving their grandeur of form--were
-visible through her veil. She moved with grace and dignity; and
-she stated her object in consulting Doctor Allday with the ease
-of a well-bred woman.
-
-"I come to ask your opinion, sir, on the state of my heart," she
-said; "and I am recommended by a patient, who has consulted you
-with advantage to herself." She placed a card on the doctor's
-writing-desk, and added: "I have become acquainted with the lady,
-by being one of the lodgers in her house."
-
-The doctor recognized the name--and the usual proceedings ensued.
-After careful examination, he arrived at a favorable conclusion.
-"I may tell you at once," he said--"there is no reason to be
-alarmed about the state of your heart."
-
-"I have never felt any alarm about myself," she answered quietly.
-"A sudden death is an easy death. If one's affairs are settled,
-it seems, on that account, to be the death to prefer. My object
-was to settle _my_ affairs--such as they are--if you had
-considered my life to be in danger. "Is there nothing the matter
-with me?"
-
-"I don't say that," the doctor replied. "The action of your heart
-is very feeble. Take the medicine that I shall prescribe; pay a
-little more attention to eating and drinking than ladies usually
-do; don't run upstairs, and don't fatigue yourself by violent
-exercise--and I see no reason wh y you shouldn't live to be an
-old woman."
-
-"God forbid!" the lady said to herself. She turned away, and
-looked out of the window with a bitter smile.
-
-Doctor Allday wrote his prescription. "Are you likely to make a
-long stay in London?" he asked.
-
-"I am here for a little while only. Do you wish to see me again?"
-
-"I should like to see you once more, before you go away--if you
-can make it convenient. What name shall I put on the
-prescription?"
-
-"Miss Jethro."
-
-"A remarkable name," the doctor said, in his matter-of-fact way.
-
-Miss Jethro's bitter smile showed itself again.
-
-Without otherwise noticing what Doctor Allday had said, she laid
-the consultation fee on the table. At the same moment, the
-footman appeared with a letter. "From Miss Emily Brown," he said.
-"No answer required."
-
-He held the door open as he delivered the message, seeing that
-Miss Jethro was about to leave the room. She dismissed him by a
-gesture; and, returning to the table, pointed to the letter.
-
-"Was your correspondent lately a pupil at Miss Ladd's school?"
-she inquired.
-
-"My correspondent has just left Miss Ladd," the doctor answered.
-"Are you a friend of hers?"
-
-"I am acquainted with her."
-
-"You would be doing the poor child a kindness, if you would go
-and see her. She has no friends in London."
-
-"Pardon me--she has an aunt."
-
-"Her aunt died a week since."
-
-"Are there no other relations?"
-
-"None. A melancholy state of things, isn't it? She would have
-been absolutely alone in the house, if I had not sent one of my
-women servants to stay with her for the present. Did you know her
-father?"
-
-Miss Jethro passed over the question, as if she had not heard it.
-"Has the young lady dismissed her aunt's servants?" she asked.
-
-"Her aunt kept but one servant, ma'am. The woman has spared Miss
-Emily the trouble of dismissing her." He briefly alluded to Mrs.
-Ellmother's desertion of her mistress. "I can't explain it," he
-said when he had done. "Can _you_?"
-
-"What makes you think, sir, that I can help you? I have never
-even heard of the servant--and the mistress was a stranger to
-me."
-
-At Doctor Allday's age a man is not easily discouraged by
-reproof, even when it is administered by a handsome woman. "I
-thought you might have known Miss Emily's father," he persisted.
-
-Miss Jethro rose, and wished him good-morning. "I must not occupy
-any more of your valuable time," she said.
-
-"Suppose you wait a minute?" the doctor suggested.
-
-Impenetrable as ever, he rang the bell. "Any patients in the
-waiting-room?" he inquired. "You see I have time to spare," he
-resumed, when the man had replied in the negative. "I take an
-interest in this poor girl; and I thought--"
-
-"If you think that I take an interest in her, too," Miss Jethro
-interposed, "you are perfectly right--I knew her father," she
-added abruptly; the allusion to Emily having apparently reminded
-her of the question which she had hitherto declined to notice.
-
-"In that case," Doctor Allday proceeded, "I want a word of
-advice. Won't you sit down?"
-
-She took a chair in silence. An irregular movement in the lower
-part of her veil seemed to indicate that she was breathing with
-difficulty. The doctor observed her with close attention. "Let me
-see my prescription again," he said. Having added an ingredient,
-he handed it back with a word of explanation. "Your nerves are
-more out of order than I supposed. The hardest disease to cure
-that I know of is--worry."
-
-The hint could hardly have been plainer; but it was lost on Miss
-Jethro. Whatever her troubles might be, her medical adviser was
-not made acquainted with them. Quietly folding up the
-prescription, she reminded him that he had proposed to ask her
-advice.
-
-"In what way can I be of service to you?" she inquired.
-
-"I am afraid I must try your patience," the doctor acknowledged,
-"if I am to answer that question plainly."
-
-With these prefatory words, he described the events that had
-followed Mrs. Mosey's appearance at the cottage. "I am only doing
-justice to this foolish woman," he continued, "when I tell you
-that she came here, after she had left Miss Emily, and did her
-best to set matters right. I went to the poor girl directly--and
-I felt it my duty, after looking at her aunt, not to leave her
-alone for that night. When I got home the next morning, whom do
-you think I found waiting for me? Mrs. Ellmother!"
-
-He stopped--in the expectation that Miss Jethro would express
-some surprise. Not a word passed her lips.
-
-"Mrs. Ellmother's object was to ask how her mistress was going
-on," the doctor proceeded. "Every day while Miss Letitia still
-lived, she came here to make the same inquiry--without a word of
-explanation. On the day of the funeral, there she was at the
-church, dressed in deep mourning; and, as I can personally
-testify, crying bitterly. When the ceremony was over--can you
-believe it?--she slipped away before Miss Emily or I could speak
-to her. We have seen nothing more of her, and heard nothing more,
-from that time to this."
-
-He stopped again, the silent lady still listening without making
-any remark.
-
-"Have you no opinion to express?" the doctor asked bluntly.
-
-"I am waiting," Miss Jethro answered.
-
-"Waiting--for what?"
-
-"I haven't heard yet, why you want my advice."
-
-Doctor Allday's observation of humanity had hitherto reckoned
-want of caution among the deficient moral qualities in the
-natures of women. He set down Miss Jethro as a remarkable
-exception to a general rule.
-
-"I want you to advise me as to the right course to take with Miss
-Emily," he said. "She has assured me she attaches no serious
-importance to her aunt's wanderings, when the poor old lady's
-fever was at its worst. I don't doubt that she speaks the
-truth--but I have my own reasons for being afraid that she is
-deceiving herself. Will you bear this in mind?"
-
-"Yes--if it's necessary."
-
-"In plain words, Miss Jethro, you think I am still wandering from
-the point. I have got to the point. Yesterday, Miss Emily told me
-that she hoped to be soon composed enough to examine the papers
-left by her aunt."
-
-Miss Jethro suddenly turned in her chair, and looked at Doctor
-Allday.
-
-"Are you beginning to feel interested?" the doctor asked
-mischievously.
-
-She neither acknowledged nor denied it. "Go on"--was all she
-said.
-
-"I don't know how _you_ feel," he proceeded; "_I_ am afraid of
-the discoveries which she may make; and I am strongly tempted to
-advise her to leave the proposed examination to her aunt's
-lawyer. Is there anything in your knowledge of Miss Emily's late
-father, which tells you that I am right?"
-
-"Before I reply," said Miss Jethro, "it may not be amiss to let
-the young lady speak for herself."
-
-"How is she to do that?" the doctor asked.
-
-Miss Jethro pointed to the writing table. "Look there," she said.
-"You have not yet opened Miss Emily's letter."
-
-
-CHAPTER XVII.
-
-DOCTOR ALLDAY.
-
-Absorbed in the effort to overcome his patient's reserve, the
-doctor had forgotten Emily's letter. He opened it immediately.
-
-After reading the first sentence, he looked up with an expression
-of annoyance. "She has begun the examination of the papers
-already," he said.
-
-"Then I can be of no further use to you," Miss Jethro rejoined.
-She made a second attempt to leave the room.
-
-Doctor Allday turned to the next page of the letter. "Stop!" he
-cried. "She has found something--and here it is."
-
-He held up a small printed Handbill, which had been placed
-between the first and second pages. "Suppose you look at it?" he
-said.
-
-"Whether I am interested in it or not?" Miss Jethro asked.
-
-"You may be interested in what Miss Emily says about it in her
-letter."
-
-"Do you propose to show me her letter?"
-
-"I propose to read it to you."
-
-Miss Jethro took the Handbill without further objection. It was
-expressed in these words:
-
-"MURDER. 100 POUNDS REWARD.--Whereas a murder was committed on
-the thirtieth September, 1877, at the Hand-in-Hand Inn, in the
-village of Zeeland, Hampshire, the above reward will be paid to
-any person or persons whose exertions shall lead to the arrest
-and conviction of the suspected murderer. Name not known.
-Supposed age, between twenty and thirty years. A well-made man,
-of small stature. Fair complexion, delicate features, clear blue
-eye s. Hair light, and cut rather short. Clean shaven, with the
-exception of narrow half-whiskers. Small, white, well-shaped
-hands. Wore valuable rings on the two last fingers of the left
-hand. Dressed neatly in a dark-gray tourist-suit. Carried a
-knapsack, as if on a pedestrian excursion. Remarkably good voice,
-smooth, full, and persuasive. Ingratiating manners. Apply to the
-Chief Inspector, Metropolitan Police Office, London."
-
-Miss Jethro laid aside the Handbill without any visible
-appearance of agitation. The doctor took up Emily's letter, and
-read as follows:
-
-"You will be as much relieved as I was, my kind friend, when you
-look at the paper inclosed. I found it loose in a blank book,
-with cuttings from newspapers, and odd announcements of lost
-property and other curious things (all huddled together between
-the leaves), which my aunt no doubt intended to set in order and
-fix in their proper places. She must have been thinking of her
-book, poor soul, in her last illness. Here is the origin of those
-'terrible words' which frightened stupid Mrs. Mosey! Is it not
-encouraging to have discovered such a confirmation of my opinion
-as this? I feel a new interest in looking over the papers that
-still remain to be examined--"
-
-Before he could get to the end of the sentence Miss Jethro's
-agitation broke through her reserve.
-
-"Do what you proposed to do!" she burst out vehemently. "Stop her
-at once from carrying her examination any further! If she
-hesitates, insist on it!"
-
-At last Doctor Allday had triumphed! "It has been a long time
-coming," he remarked, in his cool way; "and it's all the more
-welcome on that account. You dread the discoveries she may make,
-Miss Jethro, as I do. And _you_ know what those discoveries may
-be."
-
-"What I do know, or don't know, is of no importance." she
-answered sharply.
-
-"Excuse me, it is of very serious importance. I have no authority
-over this poor girl--I am not even an old friend. You tell me to
-insist. Help me to declare honestly that I know of circumstances
-which justify me; and I may insist to some purpose."
-
-Miss Jethro lifted her veil for the first time, and eyed him
-searchingly.
-
-"I believe I can trust you," she said. "Now listen! The one
-consideration on which I consent to open my lips, is
-consideration for Miss Emily's tranquillity. Promise me absolute
-secrecy, on your word of honor."
-
-He gave the promise.
-
-"I want to know one thing, first," Miss Jethro proceeded. "Did
-she tell you--as she once told me--that her father had died of
-heart-complaint?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Did you put any questions to her?"
-
-"I asked how long ago it was."
-
-"And she told you?"
-
-"She told me."
-
-"You wish to know, Doctor Allday, what discoveries Miss Emily may
-yet make, among her aunt's papers. Judge for yourself, when I
-tell you that she has been deceived about her father's death."
-
-"Do you mean that he is still living?"
-
-"I mean that she has been deceived--purposely deceived--about the
-_manner_ of his death."
-
-"Who was the wretch who did it?"
-
-"You are wronging the dead, sir! The truth can only have been
-concealed out of the purest motives of love and pity. I don't
-desire to disguise the conclusion at which I have arrived after
-what I have heard from yourself. The person responsible must be
-Miss Emily's aunt--and the old servant must have been in her
-confidence. Remember! You are bound in honor not to repeat to any
-living creature what I have just said."
-
-The doctor followed Miss Jethro to the door. "You have not yet
-told me," he said, "_how_ her father died."
-
-"I have no more to tell you."
-
-With those words she left him.
-
-He rang for his servant. To wait until the hour at which he was
-accustomed to go out, might be to leave Emily's peace of mind at
-the mercy of an accident. "I am going to the cottage," he said.
-"If anybody wants me, I shall be back in a quarter of an hour."
-
-On the point of leaving the house, he remembered that Emily would
-probably expect him to return the Handbill. As he took it up, the
-first lines caught his eye: he read the date at which the murder
-had been committed, for the second time. On a sudden the ruddy
-color left his face.
-
-"Good God!" he cried, "her father was murdered--and that woman
-was concerned in it."
-
-Following the impulse that urged him, he secured the Handbill in
-his pocketbook--snatched up the card which his patient had
-presented as her introduction--and instantly left the house. He
-called the first cab that passed him, and drove to Miss Jethro's
-lodgings.
-
-"Gone"--was the servant's answer when he inquired for her. He
-insisted on speaking to the landlady. "Hardly ten minutes have
-passed," he said, "since she left my house."
-
-"Hardly ten minutes have passed," the landlady replied, "since
-that message was brought here by a boy."
-
-The message had been evidently written in great haste: "I am
-unexpectedly obliged to leave London. A bank note is inclosed in
-payment of my debt to you. I will send for my luggage."
-
-The doctor withdrew.
-
-"Unexpectedly obliged to leave London," he repeated, as he got
-into the cab again. "Her flight condemns her: not a doubt of it
-now. As fast as you can!" he shouted to the man; directing him to
-drive to Emily's cottage.
-
-
-CHAPTER XVIII.
-
-MISS LADD.
-
-Arriving at the cottage, Doctor Allday discovered a gentleman,
-who was just closing the garden gate behind him.
-
-"Has Miss Emily had a visitor?" he inquired, when the servant
-admitted him.
-
-"The gentleman left a letter for Miss Emily, sir."
-
-"Did he ask to see her?"
-
-"He asked after Miss Letitia's health. When he heard that she was
-dead, he seemed to be startled, and went away immediately."
-
-"Did he give his name?"
-
-"No, sir."
-
-The doctor found Emily absorbed over her letter. His anxiety to
-forestall any possible discovery of the deception which had
-concealed the terrible story of her father's death, kept Doctor
-Allday's vigilance on the watch. He doubted the gentleman who had
-abstained from giving his name; he even distrusted the other
-unknown person who had written to Emily.
-
-She looked up. Her face relieved him of his misgivings, before
-she could speak.
-
-"At last, I have heard from my dearest friend," she said. "You
-remember what I told you about Cecilia? Here is a letter--a long
-delightful letter--from the Engadine, left at the door by some
-gentleman unknown. I was questioning the servant when you rang
-the bell."
-
-"You may question me, if you prefer it. I arrived just as the
-gentleman was shutting your garden gate."
-
-"Oh, tell me! what was he like?"
-
-"Tall, and thin, and dark. Wore a vile republican-looking felt
-hat. Had nasty ill-tempered wrinkles between his eyebrows. The
-sort of man I distrust by instinct."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Because he doesn't shave."
-
-"Do you mean that he wore a beard?"
-
-"Yes; a curly black beard."
-
-Emily clasped her hands in amazement. "Can it be Alban Morris?"
-she exclaimed.
-
-The doctor looked at her with a sardonic smile; he thought it
-likely that he had discovered her sweetheart.
-
-"Who is Mr. Alban Morris?" he asked.
-
-"The drawing-master at Miss Ladd's school."
-
-Doctor Allday dropped the subject: masters at ladies' schools
-were not persons who interested him. He returned to the purpose
-which had brought him to the cottage--and produced the Handbill
-that had been sent to him in Emily's letter.
-
-"I suppose you want to have it back again?' he said.
-
-She took it from him, and looked at it with interest.
-
-"Isn't it strange," she suggested, "that the murderer should have
-escaped, with such a careful description of him as this
-circulated all over England?"
-
-She read the description to the doctor.
-
-"'Name not known. Supposed age, between twenty-five and thirty
-years. A well-made man, of small stature. Fair complexion,
-delicate features, clear blue eyes. Hair light, and cut rather
-short. Clean shaven, with the exception of narrow half-whiskers.
-Small, white, well-shaped hands. Wore valuable rings on the two
-last fingers of the left hand. Dressed neatly--'"
-
-"That part of the description is useless," the doctor remarked;
-"he would change his clothes."
-
-"But could he change his voice?" Emily objected. "Listen to this:
-'Remarkably good voice, smooth, full, and persuasive.' And here
-again! 'Ingratiating manners.' Perhaps you will say he could put
-on an appearance of rudeness?"
-
-"I will say this, my dear. He would be able to disguise himself
-so effectually that ninety-nine people out of a hundred would
-fail to identify him, either by his voice or his manner."
-
-"How?"
-
-"Look back at the description: 'Hair cut rather short, clean
-shaven, with the exception of narrow half-whiskers.' The wretch
-was safe from pursuit; he had ample time at his disposal--don't
-you see how he could completely alter the appearance of his head
-and face? No more, my dear, of this disagreeable subject! Let us
-get to something interesting. Have you found anything else among
-your aunt's papers?"
-
-"I have met with a great disappointment," Emily replied. "Did I
-tell you how I discovered the Handbill?"
-
-"No."
-
-"I found it, with the scrap-book and the newspaper cuttings,
-under a collection of empty boxes and bottles, in a drawer of the
-washhand-stand. And I naturally expected to make far more
-interesting discoveries in this room. My search was over in five
-minutes. Nothing in the cabinet there, in the corner, but a few
-books and some china. Nothing in the writing-desk, on that
-side-table, but a packet of note-paper and some sealing-wax.
-Nothing here, in the drawers, but tradesmen's receipts, materials
-for knitting, and old photographs. She must have destroyed all
-her papers, poor dear, before her last illness; and the Handbill
-and the other things can only have escaped, because they were
-left in a place which she never thought of examining. Isn't it
-provoking?"
-
-With a mind inexpressibly relieved, good Doctor Allday asked
-permission to return to his patients: leaving Emily to devote
-herself to her friend's letter.
-
-On his way out, he noticed that the door of the bed-chamber on
-the opposite side of the passage stood open. Since Miss Letitia's
-death the room had not been used. Well within view stood the
-washhand-stand to which Emily had alluded. The doctor advanced to
-the house door--reflected--hesitated--and looked toward the empty
-room.
-
-It had struck him that there might be a second drawer which Emily
-had overlooked. Would he be justified in setting this doubt at
-rest? If he passed over ordinary scruples it would not be without
-excuse. Miss Letitia had spoken to him of her affairs, and had
-asked him to act (in Emily's interest) as co-executor with her
-lawyer. The rapid progress of the illness had made it impossible
-for her to execute the necessary codicil. But the doctor had been
-morally (if not legally) taken into her confidence--and, for that
-reason, he decided that he had a right in this serious matter to
-satisfy his own mind.
-
-A glance was enough to show him that no second drawer had been
-overlooked.
-
-There was no other discovery to detain the doctor. The wardrobe
-only contained the poor old lady's clothes; the one cupboard was
-open and empty. On the point of leaving the room, he went back to
-the washhand-stand. While he had the opportunity, it might not be
-amiss to make sure that Emily had thoroughly examined those old
-boxes and bottles, which she had alluded to with some little
-contempt.
-
-The drawer was of considerable length. When he tried to pull it
-completely out from the grooves in which it ran, it resisted him.
-In his present frame of mind, this was a suspicious circumstance
-in itself. He cleared away the litter so as to make room for the
-introduction of his hand and arm into the drawer. In another
-moment his fingers touched a piece of paper, jammed between the
-inner end of the drawer and the bottom of the flat surface of the
-washhand-stand. With a little care, he succeeded in extricating
-the paper. Only pausing to satisfy himself that there was nothing
-else to be found, and to close the drawer after replacing its
-contents, he left the cottage.
-
-The cab was waiting for him. On the drive back to his own house,
-he opened the crumpled paper. It proved to be a letter addressed
-to Miss Letitia; and it was signed by no less a person than
-Emily's schoolmistress. Looking back from the end to the
-beginning, Doctor Allday discovered, in the first sentence, the
-name of--Miss Jethro.
-
-But for the interview of that morning with his patient he might
-have doubted the propriety of making himself further acquainted
-with the letter. As things were, he read it without hesitation.
-
-"DEAR MADAM--I cannot but regard it as providential circumstance
-that your niece, in writing to you from my house, should have
-mentioned, among other events of her school life, the arrival of
-my new teacher, Miss Jethro.
-
-"To say that I was surprised is to express very inadequately what
-I felt when I read your letter, informing me confidentially that
-I had employed a woman who was unworthy to associate with the
-young persons placed under my care. It is impossible for me to
-suppose that a lady in your position, and possessed of your high
-principles, would make such a serious accusation as this, without
-unanswerable reasons for doing so. At the same time I cannot,
-consistently with my duty as a Christian, suffer my opinion of
-Miss Jethro to be in any way modified, until proofs are laid
-before me which it is impossible to dispute.
-
-"Placing the same confidence in your discretion, which you have
-placed in mine, I now inclose the references and testimonials
-which Miss Jethro submitted to me, when she presented herself to
-fill the vacant situation in my school.
-
-"I earnestly request you to lose no time in instituting the
-confidential inquiries which you have volunteered to make.
-Whatever the result may be, pray return to me the inclosures
-which I have trusted to your care, and believe me, dear madam, in
-much suspense and anxiety, sincerely yours,
-
- AMELIA LADD."
-
-
-It is needless to describe, at any length, the impression which
-these lines produced on the doctor.
-
-If he had heard what Emily had heard at the time of her aunt's
-last illness, he would have called to mind Miss Letitia's
-betrayal of her interest in some man unknown, whom she believed
-to have been beguiled by Miss Jethro--and he would have perceived
-that the vindictive hatred, thus produced, must have inspired the
-letter of denunciation which the schoolmistress had acknowledged.
-He would also have inferred that Miss Letitia's inquiries had
-proved her accusation to be well founded--if he had known of the
-new teacher's sudden dismissal from the school. As things were,
-he was merely confirmed in his bad opinion of Miss Jethro; and he
-was induced, on reflection, to keep his discovery to himself.
-
-"If poor Miss Emily saw the old lady exhibited in the character
-of an informer," he thought, "what a blow would be struck at her
-innocent respect for the memory of her aunt!"
-
-
-CHAPTER XIX.
-
-SIR JERVIS REDWOOD.
-
-In the meantime, Emily, left by herself, had her own
-correspondence to occupy her attention. Besides the letter from
-Cecilia (directed to the care of Sir Jervis Redwood), she had
-received some lines addressed to her by Sir Jervis himself. The
-two inclosures had been secured in a sealed envelope, directed to
-the cottage.
-
-If Alban Morris had been indeed the person trusted as messenger
-by Sir Jervis, the conclusion that followed filled Emily with
-overpowering emotions of curiosity and surprise.
-
-Having no longer the motive of serving and protecting her, Alban
-must, nevertheless, have taken the journey to Northumberland. He
-must have gained Sir Jervis Redwood's favor and confidence--and
-he might even have been a guest at the baronet's country
-seat--when Cecilia's letter arrived. What did it mean?
-
-Emily looked back at her experience of her last day at school,
-and recalled her consultation with Alban on the subject of Mrs.
-Rook. Was he still bent on clearing up his suspicions of Sir
-Jervis's housekeeper? And, with that end in view, had he followed
-the woman, on her return to her master's place of abode?
-
-Suddenly, almost irritably, Emily snatched up Sir Jervis's
-letter. Before the doctor had come in, she had glanced at it, and
-had thrown it aside in her impatience to read what Cecilia had
-written. In her present altered frame of mind, she was inclined
-to think that Sir Jervis might be the more interesting
-correspondent of the two.
-
-On
- returning to his letter, she was disappointed at the outset.
-
-In the first place, his handwriting was so abominably bad that
-she was obliged to guess at his meaning. In the second place, he
-never hinted at the circumstances under which Cecilia's letter
-had been confided to the gentleman who had left it at her door.
-
-She would once more have treated the baronet's communication with
-contempt--but for the discovery that it contained an offer of
-employment in London, addressed to herself.
-
-Sir Jervis had necessarily been obliged to engage another
-secretary in Emily's absence. But he was still in want of a
-person to serve his literary interests in London. He had reason
-to believe that discoveries made by modern travelers in Central
-America had been reported from time to time by the English press;
-and he wished copies to be taken of any notices of this sort
-which might be found, on referring to the files of newspapers
-kept in the reading-room of the British Museum. If Emily
-considered herself capable of contributing in this way to the
-completeness of his great work on "the ruined cities," she had
-only to apply to his bookseller in London, who would pay her the
-customary remuneration and give her every assistance of which she
-might stand in need. The bookseller's name and address followed
-(with nothing legible but the two words "Bond Street"), and there
-was an end of Sir Jervis's proposal.
-
-Emily laid it aside, deferring her answer until she had read
-Cecilia's letter.
-
-
-CHAPTER XX.
-
-THE REVEREND MILES MIRABEL.
-
-"I am making a little excursion from the Engadine, my dearest of
-all dear friends. Two charming fellow-travelers take care of me;
-and we may perhaps get as far as the Lake of Como.
-
-"My sister (already much improved in health) remains at St.
-Moritz with the old governess. The moment I know what exact
-course we are going to take, I shall write to Julia to forward
-any letters which arrive in my absence. My life, in this earthly
-paradise, will be only complete when I hear from my darling
-Emily.
-
-"In the meantime, we are staying for the night at some
-interesting place, the name of which I have unaccountably
-forgotten; and here I am in my room, writing to you at
-last--dying to know if Sir Jervis has yet thrown himself at your
-feet, and offered to make you Lady Redwood with magnificent
-settlements.
-
-"But you are waiting to hear who my new friends are. My dear, one
-of them is, next to yourself, the most delightful creature in
-existence. Society knows her as Lady Janeaway. I love her
-already, by her Christian name; she is my friend Doris. And she
-reciprocates my sentiments.
-
-"You will now understand that union of sympathies made us
-acquainted with each other.
-
-"If there is anything in me to be proud of, I think it must be my
-admirable appetite. And, if I have a passion, the name of it is
-Pastry. Here again, Lady Doris reciprocates my sentiments. We sit
-next to each other at the _table d'hote_.
-
-"Good heavens, I have forgotten her husband! They have been
-married rather more than a month. Did I tell you that she is just
-two years older than I am?
-
-"I declare I am forgetting him again! He is Lord Janeaway. Such a
-quiet modest man, and so easily amused. He carries with him
-everywhere a dirty little tin case, with air holes in the cover.
-He goes softly poking about among bushes and brambles, and under
-rocks, and behind old wooden houses. When he has caught some
-hideous insect that makes one shudder, he blushes with pleasure,
-and looks at his wife and me, and says, with the prettiest lisp:
-'This is what I call enjoying the day.' To see the manner in
-which he obeys Her is, between ourselves, to feel proud of being
-a woman.
-
-"Where was I? Oh, at the _table d'hote_.
-
-"Never, Emily--I say it with a solemn sense of the claims of
-truth--never have I eaten such an infamous, abominable,
-maddeningly bad dinner, as the dinner they gave us on our first
-day at the hotel. I ask you if I am not patient; I appeal to your
-own recollection of occasions when I have exhibited extraordinary
-self-control. My dear, I held out until they brought the pastry
-round. I took one bite, and committed the most shocking offense
-against good manners at table that you can imagine. My
-handkerchief, my poor innocent handkerchief, received the
-horrid--please suppose the rest. My hair stands on end, when I
-think of it. Our neighbors at the table saw me. The coarse men
-laughed. The sweet young bride, sincerely feeling for me, said,
-'Will you allow me to shake hands? I did exactly what you have
-done the day before yesterday.' Such was the beginning of my
-friendship with Lady Doris Janeaway.
-
-"We are two resolute women--I mean that _she_ is resolute, and
-that I follow her--and we have asserted our right of dining to
-our own satisfaction, by means of an interview with the chief
-cook.
-
-"This interesting person is an ex-Zouave in the French army.
-Instead of making excuses, he confessed that the barbarous tastes
-of the English and American visitors had so discouraged him, that
-he had lost all pride and pleasure in the exercise of his art. As
-an example of what he meant, he mentioned his experience of two
-young Englishmen who could speak no foreign language. The waiters
-reported that they objected to their breakfasts, and especially
-to the eggs. Thereupon (to translate the Frenchman's own way of
-putting it) he exhausted himself in exquisite preparations of
-eggs. _Eggs a la tripe, au gratin, a l'Aurore, a la Dauphine, a
-la Poulette, a la Tartare, a la Venitienne, a la Bordelaise_, and
-so on, and so on. Still the two young gentlemen were not
-satisfied. The ex-Zouave, infuriated; wounded in his honor,
-disgraced as a professor, insisted on an explanation. What, in
-heaven's name, _did_ they want for breakfast? They wanted boiled
-eggs; and a fish which they called a _Bloaterre_. It was
-impossible, he said, to express his contempt for the English idea
-of a breakfast, in the presence of ladies. You know how a cat
-expresses herself in the presence of a dog--and you will
-understand the allusion. Oh, Emily, what dinners we have had, in
-our own room, since we spoke to that noble cook!
-
-"Have I any more news to send you? Are you interested, my dear,
-in eloquent young clergymen?
-
-"On our first appearance at the public table we noticed a
-remarkable air of depression among the ladies. Had some
-adventurous gentleman tried to climb a mountain, and failed? Had
-disastrous political news arrived from England; a defeat of the
-Conservatives, for instance? Had a revolution in the fashions
-broken out in Paris, and had all our best dresses become of no
-earthly value to us? I applied for information to the only lady
-present who shone on the company with a cheerful face--my friend
-Doris, of course. "'What day was yesterday?' she asked.
-
-"'Sunday,' I answered.
-
-"'Of all melancholy Sundays,' she continued, the most melancholy
-in the calendar. Mr. Miles Mirabel preached his farewell sermon,
-in our temporary chapel upstairs.'
-
-"'And you have not recovered it yet?'
-
-"'We are all heart-broken, Miss Wyvil.'
-
-"This naturally interested me. I asked what sort of sermons Mr.
-Mirabel preached. Lady Janeaway said: 'Come up to our room after
-dinner. The subject is too distressing to be discussed in
-public.'
-
-"She began by making me personally acquainted with the reverend
-gentleman--that is to say, she showed me the photographic
-portraits of him. They were two in number. One only presented his
-face. The other exhibited him at full length, adorned in his
-surplice. Every lady in the congregation had received the two
-photographs as a farewell present. 'My portraits,' Lady Doris
-remarked, 'are the only complete specimens. The others have been
-irretrievably ruined by tears.'
-
-"You will now expect a personal description of this fascinating
-man. What the photographs failed to tell me, my friend was so
-kind as to complete from the resources of her own experience.
-Here is the result presented to the best of my ability.
-
-"He is young--not yet thirty years of age. His complexion is
-fair; his features are delicate, his eyes are clear blue. He has
-pretty hands, and rings prettier still. And such a voice, and
-such manners! You will say there are plen ty of pet parsons who
-answer to this description. Wait a little--I have kept his chief
-distinction till the last. His beautiful light hair flows in
-profusion over his shoulders; and his glossy beard waves, at
-apostolic length, down to the lower buttons of his waistcoat.
-
-"What do you think of the Reverend Miles Mirabel now?
-
-"The life and adventures of our charming young clergyman, bear
-eloquent testimony to the saintly patience of his disposition,
-under trials which would have overwhelmed an ordinary man. (Lady
-Doris, please notice, quotes in this place the language of his
-admirers; and I report Lady Doris.)
-
-"He has been clerk in a lawyer's office--unjustly dismissed. He
-has given readings from Shakespeare--infamously neglected . He
-has been secretary to a promenade concert company--deceived by a
-penniless manager. He has been employed in negotiations for
-making foreign railways--repudiated by an unprincipled
-Government. He has been translator to a publishing
-house--declared incapable by envious newspapers and reviews. He
-has taken refuge in dramatic criticism--dismissed by a corrupt
-editor. Through all these means of purification for the priestly
-career, he passed at last into the one sphere that was worthy of
-him: he entered the Church, under the protection of influential
-friends. Oh, happy change! From that moment his labors have been
-blessed. Twice already he has been presented with silver tea-pots
-filled with sovereigns. Go where he may, precious sympathies
-environ him; and domestic affection places his knife and fork at
-innumerable family tables. After a continental career, which will
-leave undying recollections, he is now recalled to England--at
-the suggestion of a person of distinction in the Church, who
-prefers a mild climate. It will now be his valued privilege to
-represent an absent rector in a country living; remote from
-cities, secluded in pastoral solitude, among simple breeders of
-sheep. May the shepherd prove worthy of the flock!
-
-"Here again, my dear, I must give the merit where the merit is
-due. This memoir of Mr. Mirabel is not of my writing. It formed
-part of his farewell sermon, preserved in the memory of Lady
-Doris--and it shows (once more in the language of his admirers)
-that the truest humility may be found in the character of the
-most gifted man.
-
-"Let me only add, that you will have opportunities of seeing and
-hearing this popular preacher, when circumstances permit him to
-address congregations in the large towns. I am at the end of my
-news; and I begin to feel--after this long, long letter--that it
-is time to go to bed. Need I say that I have often spoken of you
-to Doris, and that she entreats you to be her friend as well as
-mine, when we meet again in England?
-
-"Good-by, darling, for the present. With fondest love,
- Your CECILIA."
-
-"P.S.--I have formed a new habit. In case of feeling hungry in
-the night, I keep a box of chocolate under the pillow. You have
-no idea what a comfort it is. If I ever meet with the man who
-fulfills my ideal, I shall make it a condition of the marriage
-settlement, that I am to have chocolate under the pillow."
-
-
-CHAPTER XXI
-
-POLLY AND SALLY.
-
-Without a care to trouble her; abroad or at home, finding
-inexhaustible varieties of amusement; seeing new places, making
-new acquaintances--what a disheartening contrast did Cecilia's
-happy life present to the life of her friend! Who, in Emily's
-position, could have read that joyously-written letter from
-Switzerland, and not have lost heart and faith, for the moment at
-least, as the inevitable result?
-
-A buoyant temperament is of all moral qualities the most
-precious, in this respect; it is the one force in us--when
-virtuous resolution proves insufficient--which resists by
-instinct the stealthy approaches of despair. "I shall only cry,"
-Emily thought, "if I stay at home; better go out."
-
-Observant persons, accustomed to frequent the London parks, can
-hardly have failed to notice the number of solitary strangers
-sadly endeavoring to vary their lives by taking a walk. They
-linger about the flower-beds; they sit for hours on the benches;
-they look with patient curiosity at other people who have
-companions; they notice ladies on horseback and children at play,
-with submissive interest; some of the men find company in a pipe,
-without appearing to enjoy it; some of the women find a
-substitute for dinner, in little dry biscuits wrapped in crumpled
-scraps of paper; they are not sociable; they are hardly ever seen
-to make acquaintance with each other; perhaps they are
-shame-faced, or proud, or sullen; perhaps they despair of others,
-being accustomed to despair of themselves; perhaps they have
-their reasons for never venturing to encounter curiosity, or
-their vices which dread detection, or their virtues which suffer
-hardship with the resignation that is sufficient for itself. The
-one thing certain is, that these unfortunate people resist
-discovery. We know that they are strangers in London--and we know
-no more.
-
-And Emily was one of them.
-
-Among the other forlorn wanderers in the Parks, there appeared
-latterly a trim little figure in black (with the face protected
-from notice behind a crape veil), which was beginning to be
-familiar, day after day, to nursemaids and children, and to rouse
-curiosity among harmless solitaries meditating on benches, and
-idle vagabonds strolling over the grass. The woman-servant, whom
-the considerate doctor had provided, was the one person in
-Emily's absence left to take care of the house. There was no
-other creature who could be a companion to the friendless girl.
-Mrs. Ellmother had never shown herself again since the funeral.
-Mrs. Mosey could not forget that she had been (no matter how
-politely) requested to withdraw. To whom could Emily say, "Let us
-go out for a walk?" She had communicated the news of her aunt's
-death to Miss Ladd, at Brighton; and had heard from Francine. The
-worthy schoolmistress had written to her with the truest
-kindness. "Choose your own time, my poor child, and come and stay
-with me at Brighton; the sooner the better." Emily shrank--not
-from accepting the invitation--but from encountering Francine.
-The hard West Indian heiress looked harder than ever with a pen
-in her hand. Her letter announced that she was "getting on
-wretchedly with her studies (which she hated); she found the
-masters appointed to instruct her ugly and disagreeable (and
-loathed the sight of them); she had taken a dislike to Miss Ladd
-(and time only confirmed that unfavorable impression); Brighton
-was always the same; the sea was always the same; the drives were
-always the same. Francine felt a presentiment that she should do
-something desperate, unless Emily joined her, and made Brighton
-endurable behind the horrid schoolmistress's back." Solitude in
-London was a privilege and a pleasure, viewed as the alternative
-to such companionship as this.
-
-Emily wrote gratefully to Miss Ladd, and asked to be excused.
-
-Other days had passed drearily since that time; but the one day
-that had brought with it Cecilia's letter set past happiness and
-present sorrow together so vividly and so cruelly that Emily's
-courage sank. She had forced back the tears, in her lonely home;
-she had gone out to seek consolation and encouragement under the
-sunny sky--to find comfort for her sore heart in the radiant
-summer beauty of flowers and grass, in the sweet breathing of the
-air, in the happy heavenward soaring of the birds. No! Mother
-Nature is stepmother to the sick at heart. Soon, too soon, she
-could hardly see where she went. Again and again she resolutely
-cleared her eyes, under the shelter of her veil, when passing
-strangers noticed her; and again and again the tears found their
-way back. Oh, if the girls at the school were to see her now--the
-girls who used to say in their moments of sadness, "Let us go to
-Emily and be cheered"--would they know her again? She sat down to
-rest and recover herself on the nearest bench. It was unoccupied.
-No passing footsteps were audible on the remote path to which she
-had strayed. Solitude at home! Solitude in the Park! Where was
-Cecilia at that moment? In Italy, among the lake s and mountains,
-happy in the company of her light-hearted friend.
-
-The lonely interval passed, and persons came near. Two sisters,
-girls like herself, stopped to rest on the bench.
-
-They were full of their own interests; they hardly looked at the
-stranger in mourning garments. The younger sister was to be
-married, and the elder was to be bridesmaid. They talked of their
-dresses and their presents; they compared the dashing bridegroom
-of one with the timid lover of the other; they laughed over their
-own small sallies of wit, over their joyous dreams of the future,
-over their opinions of the guests invited to the wedding. Too
-joyfully restless to remain inactive any longer, they jumped up
-again from the seat. One of them said, "Polly, I'm too happy!"
-and danced as she walked away. The other cried, "Sally, for
-shame!" and laughed, as if she had hit on the most irresistible
-joke that ever was made.
-
-Emily rose and went home.
-
-By some mysterious influence which she was unable to trace, the
-boisterous merriment of the two girls had roused in her a sense
-of revolt against the life that she was leading. Change, speedy
-change, to some occupation that would force her to exert herself,
-presented the one promise of brighter days that she could see. To
-feel this was to be inevitably reminded of Sir Jervis Redwood.
-Here was a man, who had never seen her, transformed by the
-incomprehensible operation of Chance into the friend of whom she
-stood in need--the friend who pointed the way to a new world of
-action, the busy world of readers in the library of the Museum.
-
-Early in the new week, Emily had accepted Sir Jervis's proposal,
-and had so interested the bookseller to whom she had been
-directed to apply, that he took it on himself to modify the
-arbitrary instructions of his employer.
-
-"The old gentleman has no mercy on himself, and no mercy on
-others," he explained, "where his literary labors are concerned.
-You must spare yourself, Miss Emily. It is not only absurd, it's
-cruel, to expect you to ransack old newspapers for discoveries in
-Yucatan, from the time when Stephens published his 'Travels in
-Central America'--nearly forty years since! Begin with back
-numbers published within a few years--say five years from the
-present date--and let us see what your search over that interval
-will bring forth."
-
-Accepting this friendly advice, Emily began with the
-newspaper-volume dating from New Year's Day, 1876.
-
-The first hour of her search strengthened the sincere sense of
-gratitude with which she remembered the bookseller's kindness. To
-keep her attention steadily fixed on the one subject that
-interested her employer, and to resist the temptation to read
-those miscellaneous items of news which especially interest
-women, put her patience and resolution to a merciless test.
-Happily for herself, her neighbors on either side were no idlers.
-To see them so absorbed over their work that they never once
-looked at her, after the first moment when she took her place
-between them, was to find exactly the example of which she stood
-most in need. As the hours wore on, she pursued her weary way,
-down one column and up another, resigned at least (if not quite
-reconciled yet) to her task. Her labors ended, for the day, with
-such encouragement as she might derive from the conviction of
-having, thus far, honestly pursued a useless search.
-
-News was waiting for her when she reached home, which raised her
-sinking spirits.
-
-On leaving the cottage that morning she had given certain
-instructions, relating to the modest stranger who had taken
-charge of her correspondence--in case of his paying a second
-visit, during her absence at the Museum. The first words spoken
-by the servant, on opening the door, informed her that the
-unknown gentleman had called again. This time he had boldly left
-his card. There was the welcome name that she had expected to
-see--Alban Morris.
-
-
-CHAPTER XXII.
-
-ALBAN MORRIS.
-
-Having looked at the card, Emily put her first question to the
-servant.
-
-"Did you tell Mr. Morris what your orders were?" she asked.
-
-"Yes, miss; I said I was to have shown him in, if you had been at
-home. Perhaps I did wrong; I told him what you told me when you
-went out this morning--I said you had gone to read at the
-Museum."
-
-"What makes you think you did wrong?"
-
-"Well, miss, he didn't say anything, but he looked upset."
-
-"Do you mean that he looked angry?"
-
-The servant shook her head. "Not exactly angry--puzzled and put
-out."
-
-"Did he leave any message?"
-
-"He said he would call later, if you would be so good as to
-receive him."
-
-In half an hour more, Alban and Emily were together again. The
-light fell full on her face as she rose to receive him.
-
-"Oh, how you have suffered!"
-
-The words escaped him before he could restrain himself. He looked
-at her with the tender sympathy, so precious to women, which she
-had not seen in the face of any human creature since the loss of
-her aunt. Even the good doctor's efforts to console her had been
-efforts of professional routine--the inevitable result of his
-life-long familiarity with sorrow and death. While Alban's eyes
-rested on her, Emily felt her tears rising. In the fear that he
-might misinterpret her reception of him, she made an effort to
-speak with some appearance of composure.
-
-"I lead a lonely life," she said; "and I can well understand that
-my face shows it. You are one of my very few friends, Mr.
-Morris"--the tears rose again; it discouraged her to see him
-standing irresolute, with his hat in his hand, fearful of
-intruding on her. "Indeed, indeed, you are welcome," she said,
-very earnestly.
-
-In those sad days her heart was easily touched. She gave him her
-hand for the second time. He held it gently for a moment. Every
-day since they had parted she had been in his thoughts; she had
-become dearer to him than ever. He was too deeply affected to
-trust himself to answer. That silence pleaded for him as nothing
-had pleaded for him yet. In her secret self she remembered with
-wonder how she had received his confession in the school garden.
-It was a little hard on him, surely, to have forbidden him even
-to hope.
-
-Conscious of her own weakness--even while giving way to it--she
-felt the necessity of turning his attention from herself. In some
-confusion, she pointed to a chair at her side, and spoke of his
-first visit, when he had left her letters at the door. Having
-confided to him all that she had discovered, and all that she had
-guessed, on that occasion, it was by an easy transition that she
-alluded next to the motive for his journey to the North.
-
-"I thought it might be suspicion of Mrs. Rook," she said. "Was I
-mistaken?"
-
-"No; you were right."
-
-"They were serious suspicions, I suppose?"
-
-"Certainly! I should not otherwise have devoted my holiday-time
-to clearing them up."
-
-"May I know what they were?"
-
-"I am sorry to disappoint you," he began.
-
-"But you would rather not answer my question," she interposed.
-
-"I would rather hear you tell me if you have made any other
-guess."
-
-"One more, Mr. Morris. I guessed that you had become acquainted
-with Sir Jervis Redwood."
-
-"For the second time, Miss Emily, you have arrived at a sound
-conclusion. My one hope of finding opportunities for observing
-Sir Jervis's housekeeper depended on my chance of gaining
-admission to Sir Jervis's house."
-
-"How did you succeed? Perhaps you provided yourself with a letter
-of introduction?"
-
-"I knew nobody who could introduce me," Alban replied. "As the
-event proved, a letter would have been needless. Sir Jervis
-introduced himself--and, more wonderful still, he invited me to
-his house at our first interview."
-
-"Sir Jervis introduced himself?" Emily repeated, in amazement.
-"From Cecilia's description of him, I should have thought he was
-the last person in the world to do that!"
-
-Alban smiled. "And you would like to know how it happened?" he
-suggested.
-
-"The very favor I was going to ask of you," she replied.
-
-Instead of at once complying with her wishes, he
-paused--hesitated--and made a strange request. "Will you forgive
-my rudeness, if I ask leave to walk up and down the room while I
-talk? I am a restless man. Walking up and down helps me to
-express myself freely."
-
-Her f ace brightened for the first time. "How like You that is!"
-she exclaimed.
-
-Alban looked at her with surprise and delight. She had betrayed
-an interest in studying his character, which he appreciated at
-its full value. "I should never have dared to hope," he said,
-"that you knew me so well already."
-
-"You are forgetting your story," she reminded him.
-
-He moved to the opposite side of the room, where there were fewer
-impediments in the shape of furniture. With his head down, and
-his hands crossed behind him, he paced to and fro. Habit made him
-express himself in his usual quaint way--but he became
-embarrassed as he went on. Was he disturbed by his recollections?
-or by the fear of taking Emily into his confidence too freely?
-
-"Different people have different ways of telling a story," he
-said. "Mine is the methodical way--I begin at the beginning. We
-will start, if you please, in the railway--we will proceed in a
-one-horse chaise--and we will stop at a village, situated in a
-hole. It was the nearest place to Sir Jervis's house, and it was
-therefore my destination. I picked out the biggest of the
-cottages--I mean the huts--and asked the woman at the door if she
-had a bed to let. She evidently thought me either mad or drunk. I
-wasted no time in persuasion; the right person to plead my cause
-was asleep in her arms. I began by admiring the baby; and I ended
-by taking the baby's portrait. From that moment I became a member
-of the family--the member who had his own way. Besides the room
-occupied by the husband and wife, there was a sort of kennel in
-which the husband's brother slept. He was dismissed (with five
-shillings of mine to comfort him) to find shelter somewhere else;
-and I was promoted to the vacant place. It is my misfortune to be
-tall. When I went to bed, I slept with my head on the pillow, and
-my feet out of the window. Very cool and pleasant in summer
-weather. The next morning, I set my trap for Sir Jervis."
-
-"Your trap?" Emily repeated, wondering what he meant.
-
-"I went out to sketch from Nature," Alban continued. "Can anybody
-(with or without a title, I don't care), living in a lonely
-country house, see a stranger hard at work with a color-box and
-brushes, and not stop to look at what he is doing? Three days
-passed, and nothing happened. I was quite patient; the grand open
-country all round me offered lessons of inestimable value in what
-we call aerial perspective. On the fourth day, I was absorbed
-over the hardest of all hard tasks in landscape art, studying the
-clouds straight from Nature. The magnificent moorland silence was
-suddenly profaned by a man's voice, speaking (or rather croaking)
-behind me. 'The worst curse of human life,' the voice said, 'is
-the detestable necessity of taking exercise. I hate losing my
-time; I hate fine scenery; I hate fresh air; I hate a pony. Go
-on, you brute!' Being too deeply engaged with the clouds to look
-round, I had supposed this pretty speech to be addressed to some
-second person. Nothing of the sort; the croaking voice had a
-habit of speaking to itself. In a minute more, there came within
-my range of view a solitary old man, mounted on a rough pony."
-
-"Was it Sir Jervis?"
-
-Alban hesitated.
-
-"It looked more like the popular notion of the devil," he said.
-
-"Oh, Mr. Morris!"
-
-"I give you my first impression, Miss Emily, for what it is
-worth. He had his high-peaked hat in his hand, to keep his head
-cool. His wiry iron-gray hair looked like hair standing on end;
-his bushy eyebrows curled upward toward his narrow temples; his
-horrid old globular eyes stared with a wicked brightness; his
-pointed beard hid his chin; he was covered from his throat to his
-ankles in a loose black garment, something between a coat and a
-cloak; and, to complete him, he had a club foot. I don't doubt
-that Sir Jervis Redwood is the earthly alias which he finds
-convenient--but I stick to that first impression which appeared
-to surprise you. 'Ha! an artist; you seem to be the sort of man I
-want!' In those terms he introduced himself. Observe, if you
-please, that my trap caught him the moment he came my way. Who
-wouldn't be an artist?"
-
-"Did he take a liking to you?" Emily inquired.
-
-"Not he! I don't believe he ever took a liking to anybody in his
-life."
-
-"Then how did you get your invitation to his house?"
-
-"That's the amusing part of it, Miss Emily. Give me a little
-breathing time, and you shall hear."
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIII.
-
-MISS REDWOOD.
-
-"I got invited to Sir Jervis's house," Alban resumed, "by
-treating the old savage as unceremoniously as he had treated me.
-'That's an idle trade of yours,' he said, looking at my sketch.
-'Other ignorant people have made the same remark,' I answered. He
-rode away, as if he was not used to be spoken to in that manner,
-and then thought better of it, and came back. 'Do you understand
-wood engraving?' he asked. 'Yes.' 'And etching?' 'I have
-practiced etching myself.' 'Are you a Royal Academician?' 'I'm a
-drawing-master at a ladies' school.' 'Whose school?' 'Miss
-Ladd's.' 'Damn it, you know the girl who ought to have been my
-secretary.' I am not quite sure whether you will take it as a
-compliment--Sir Jervis appeared to view you in the light of a
-reference to my respectability. At any rate, he went on with his
-questions. 'How long do you stop in these parts?' 'I haven't made
-up my mind.' 'Look here; I want to consult you--are you
-listening?' 'No; I'm sketching.' He burst into a horrid scream. I
-asked if he felt himself taken ill. 'Ill?' he said--'I'm
-laughing.' It was a diabolical laugh, in one syllable--not 'ha!
-ha! ha!' only 'ha!'--and it made him look wonderfully like that
-eminent person, whom I persist in thinking he resembles. 'You're
-an impudent dog,' he said; 'where are you living?' He was so
-delighted when he heard of my uncomfortable position in the
-kennel-bedroom, that he offered his hospitality on the spot. 'I
-can't go to you in such a pigstye as that,' he said; 'you must
-come to me. What's your name?' 'Alban Morris; what's yours?'
-'Jervis Redwood. Pack up your traps when you've done your job,
-and come and try my kennel. There it is, in a corner of your
-drawing, and devilish like, too.' I packed up my traps, and I
-tried his kennel. And now you have had enough of Sir Jervis
-Redwood."
-
-"Not half enough!" Emily answered. "Your story leaves off just at
-the interesting moment. I want you to take me to Sir Jervis's
-house."
-
-"And I want you, Miss Emily, to take me to the British Museum.
-Don't let me startle you! When I called here earlier in the day,
-I was told that you had gone to the reading-room. Is your reading
-a secret?"
-
-His manner, when he made that reply, suggested to Emily that
-there was some foregone conclusion in his mind, which he was
-putting to the test. She answered without alluding to the
-impression which he had produced on her.
-
-"My reading is no secret. I am only consulting old newspapers."
-
-He repeated the last words to himself. "Old newspapers?" he
-said--as if he was not quite sure of having rightly understood
-her.
-
-She tried to help him by a more definite reply.
-
-"I am looking through old newspapers," she resumed, "beginning
-with the year eighteen hundred and seventy-six."
-
-"And going back from that time," he asked eagerly; "to earlier
-dates still?"
-
-"No--just the contrary--advancing from 'seventy-six' to the
-present time."
-
-He suddenly turned pale--and tried to hide his face from her by
-looking out of the window. For a moment, his agitation deprived
-him of his presence of mind. In that moment, she saw that she had
-alarmed him.
-
-"What have I said to frighten you?" she asked.
-
-He tried to assume a tone of commonplace gallantry. "There are
-limits even to your power over me," he replied. "Whatever else
-you may do, you can never frighten me. Are you searching those
-old newspapers with any particular object in view?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"May I know what it is?"
-
-"May I know why I frightened you?"
-
-He began to walk up and down the room again--then checked himself
-abruptly, and appealed to her mercy.
-
-"Don't be hard on me," he pleaded. "I am so fond of you--oh,
-forgive me! I only mean that it distresses me to have any
-concealments from you. If I could open my whole heart at this
-moment, I shou ld be a happier man."
-
-She understood him and believed him. "My curiosity shall never
-embarrass you again," she answered warmly. "I won't even remember
-that I wanted to hear how you got on in Sir Jervis's house."
-
-His gratitude seized the opportunity of taking her harmlessly
-into his confidence. "As Sir Jervis's guest," he said, "my
-experience is at your service. Only tell me how I can interest
-you."
-
-She replied, with some hesitation, "I should like to know what
-happened when you first saw Mrs. Rook." To her surprise and
-relief, he at once complied with her wishes.
-
-"We met," he said, "on the evening when I first entered the
-house. Sir Jervis took me into the dining-room--and there sat
-Miss Redwood, with a large black cat on her lap. Older than her
-brother, taller than her brother, leaner than her brother--with
-strange stony eyes, and a skin like parchment--she looked (if I
-may speak in contradictions) like a living corpse. I was
-presented, and the corpse revived. The last lingering relics of
-former good breeding showed themselves faintly in her brow and in
-her smile. You will hear more of Miss Redwood presently. In the
-meanwhile, Sir Jervis made me reward his hospitality by
-professional advice. He wished me to decide whether the artists
-whom he had employed to illustrate his wonderful book had cheated
-him by overcharges and bad work--and Mrs. Rook was sent to fetch
-the engravings from his study upstairs. You remember her
-petrified appearance, when she first read the inscription on your
-locket? The same result followed when she found herself face to
-face with me. I saluted her civilly--she was deaf and blind to my
-politeness. Her master snatched the illustrations out of her
-hand, and told her to leave the room. She stood stockstill,
-staring helplessly. Sir Jervis looked round at his sister; and I
-followed his example. Miss Redwood was observing the housekeeper
-too attentively to notice anything else; her brother was obliged
-to speak to her. 'Try Rook with the bell,' he said. Miss Redwood
-took a fine old bronze hand-bell from the table at her side, and
-rang it. At the shrill silvery sound of the bell, Mrs. Rook put
-her hand to her head as if the ringing had hurt her--turned
-instantly, and left us. 'Nobody can manage Rook but my sister,'
-Sir Jervis explained; 'Rook is crazy.' Miss Redwood differed with
-him. 'No!' she said. Only one word, but there were volumes of
-contradiction in it. Sir Jervis looked at me slyly; meaning,
-perhaps, that he thought his sister crazy too. The dinner was
-brought in at the same moment, and my attention was diverted to
-Mrs. Rook's husband."
-
-"What was he like?" Emily asked.
-
-"I really can't tell you; he was one of those essentially
-commonplace persons, whom one never looks at a second time. His
-dress was shabby, his head was bald, and his hands shook when he
-waited on us at table--and that is all I remember. Sir Jervis and
-I feasted on salt fish, mutton, and beer. Miss Redwood had cold
-broth, with a wine-glass full of rum poured into it by Mr. Rook.
-'She's got no stomach,' her brother informed me; 'hot things come
-up again ten minutes after they have gone down her throat; she
-lives on that beastly mixture, and calls it broth-grog!' Miss
-Redwood sipped her elixir of life, and occasionally looked at me
-with an appearance of interest which I was at a loss to
-understand. Dinner being over, she rang her antique bell. The
-shabby old man-servant answered her call. 'Where's your wife?'
-she inquired. 'Ill, miss.' She took Mr. Rook's arm to go out, and
-stopped as she passed me. 'Come to my room, if you please, sir,
-to-morrow at two o'clock,' she said. Sir Jervis explained again:
-'She's all to pieces in the morning' (he invariably called his
-sister 'She'); 'and gets patched up toward the middle of the day.
-Death has forgotten her, that's about the truth of it.' He
-lighted his pipe and pondered over the hieroglyphics found among
-the ruined cities of Yucatan; I lighted my pipe, and read the
-only book I could find in the dining-room--a dreadful record of
-shipwrecks and disasters at sea. When the room was full of
-tobacco-smoke we fell asleep in our chairs--and when we awoke
-again we got up and went to bed. There is the true story of my
-first evening at Redwood Hall."
-
-Emily begged him to go on. "You have interested me in Miss
-Redwood," she said. "You kept your appointment, of course?"
-
-"I kept my appointment in no very pleasant humor. Encouraged by
-my favorable report of the illustrations which he had submitted
-to my judgment, Sir Jervis proposed to make me useful to him in a
-new capacity. 'You have nothing particular to do,' he said,
-'suppose you clean my pictures?' I gave him one of my black
-looks, and made no other reply. My interview with his sister
-tried my powers of self-command in another way. Miss Redwood
-declared her purpose in sending for me the moment I entered the
-room. Without any preliminary remarks--speaking slowly and
-emphatically, in a wonderfully strong voice for a woman of her
-age--she said, 'I have a favor to ask of you, sir. I want you to
-tell me what Mrs. Rook has done.' I was so staggered that I
-stared at her like a fool. She went on: 'I suspected Mrs. Rook,
-sir, of having guilty remembrances on her conscience before she
-had been a week in our service.' Can you imagine my astonishment
-when I heard that Miss Redwood's view of Mrs. Rook was my view?
-Finding that I still said nothing, the old lady entered into
-details: 'We arranged, sir,' (she persisted in calling me 'sir,'
-with the formal politeness of the old school)--'we arranged, sir,
-that Mrs. Rook and her husband should occupy the bedroom next to
-mine, so that I might have her near me in case of my being taken
-ill in the night. She looked at the door between the two
-rooms--suspicious! She asked if there was any objection to her
-changing to another room--suspicious! suspicious! Pray take a
-seat, sir, and tell me which Mrs. Rook is guilty of--theft or
-murder?' "
-
-"What a dreadful old woman!" Emily exclaimed. "How did you answer
-her?"
-
-"I told her, with perfect truth, that I knew nothing of Mrs.
-Rook's secrets. Miss Redwood's humor took a satirical turn.
-'Allow me to ask, sir, whether your eyes were shut, when our
-housekeeper found herself unexpectedly in your presence?' I
-referred the old lady to her brother's opinion. 'Sir Jervis
-believes Mrs. Rook to be crazy,' I reminded her. 'Do you refuse
-to trust me, sir?' 'I have no information to give you, madam.'
-She waved her skinny old hand in the direction of the door. I
-made my bow, and retired. She called me back. 'Old women used to
-be prophets, sir, in the bygone time,' she said. 'I will venture
-on a prediction. You will be the means of depriving us of the
-services of Mr. and Mrs. Rook. If you will be so good as to stay
-here a day or two longer you will hear that those two people have
-given us notice to quit. It will be her doing, mind--he is a mere
-cypher. I wish you good-morning.' Will you believe me, when I
-tell you that the prophecy was fulfilled?"
-
-"Do you mean that they actually left the house?"
-
-"They would certainly have left the house," Alban answered, "if
-Sir Jervis had not insisted on receiving the customary month's
-warning. He asserted his resolution by locking up the old husband
-in the pantry. His sister's suspicions never entered his head;
-the housekeeper's conduct (he said) simply proved that she was,
-what he had always considered her to be, crazy. 'A capital
-servant, in spite of that drawback,' he remarked; 'and you will
-see, I shall bring her to her senses.' The impression produced on
-me was naturally of a very different kind. While I was still
-uncertain how to entrap Mrs. Rook into confirming my suspicions,
-she herself had saved me the trouble. She had placed her own
-guilty interpretation on my appearance in the house--I had driven
-her away!"
-
-Emily remained true to her resolution not to let her curiosity
-embarrass Alban again. But the unexpressed question was in her
-thoughts--"Of what guilt does he suspect Mrs. Rook? And, when he
-first felt his suspicions, was my father in his mind?"
-
-Alban proceeded.
-
-"I had only to consider next, whether I could hope to make any
-further discoveries,
- if I continued to be Sir Jervis's guest. The object of my
-journey had been gained; and I had no desire to be employed as
-picture-cleaner. Miss Redwood assisted me in arriving at a
-decision. I was sent for to speak to her again. The success of
-her prophecy had raised her spirits. She asked, with ironical
-humility, if I proposed to honor them by still remaining their
-guest, after the disturbance that I had provoked. I answered that
-I proposed to leave by the first train the next morning. 'Will it
-be convenient for you to travel to some place at a good distance
-from this part of the world?' she asked. I had my own reasons for
-going to London, and said so. 'Will you mention that to my
-brother this evening, just before we sit down to dinner?' she
-continued. 'And will you tell him plainly that you have no
-intention of returning to the North? I shall make use of Mrs.
-Rook's arm, as usual, to help me downstairs--and I will take care
-that she hears what you say. Without venturing on another
-prophecy, I will only hint to you that I have my own idea of what
-will happen; and I should like you to see for yourself, sir,
-whether my anticipations are realized.' Need I tell you that this
-strange old woman proved to be right once more? Mr. Rook was
-released; Mrs. Rook made humble apologies, and laid the whole
-blame on her husband's temper: and Sir Jervis bade me remark that
-his method had succeeded in bringing the housekeeper to her
-senses. Such were the results produced by the announcement of my
-departure for London--purposely made in Mrs. Rook's hearing. Do
-you agree with me, that my journey to Northumberland has not been
-taken in vain?"
-
-Once more, Emily felt the necessity of controlling herself.
-
-Alban had said that he had "reasons of his own for going to
-London." Could she venture to ask him what those reasons were?
-She could only persist in restraining her curiosity, and conclude
-that he would have mentioned his motive, if it had been (as she
-had at one time supposed) connected with herself. It was a wise
-decision. No earthly consideration would have induced Alban to
-answer her, if she had put the question to him.
-
-All doubt of the correctness of his own first impression was now
-at an end; he was convinced that Mrs. Rook had been an accomplice
-in the crime committed, in 1877, at the village inn. His object
-in traveling to London was to consult the newspaper narrative of
-the murder. He, too, had been one of the readers at the
-Museum--had examined the back numbers of the newspaper--and had
-arrived at the conclusion that Emily's father had been the victim
-of the crime. Unless he found means to prevent it, her course of
-reading would take her from the year 1876 to the year 1877, and
-under that date, she would see the fatal report, heading the top
-of a column, and printed in conspicuous type.
-
-In the meanwhile Emily had broken the silence, before it could
-lead to embarrassing results, by asking if Alban had seen Mrs.
-Rook again, on the morning when he left Sir Jervis's house.
-
-"There was nothing to be gained by seeing her, "Alban replied.
-"Now that she and her husband had decided to remain at Redwood
-Hall, I knew where to find her in case of necessity. As it
-happened I saw nobody, on the morning of my departure, but Sir
-Jervis himself. He still held to his idea of having his pictures
-cleaned for nothing. 'If you can't do it yourself,' he said,
-'couldn't you teach my secretary?' He described the lady whom he
-had engaged in your place as a 'nasty middle-aged woman with a
-perpetual cold in her head.' At the same time (he remarked) he
-was a friend to the women, 'because he got them cheap.' I
-declined to teach the unfortunate secretary the art of
-picture-cleaning. Finding me determined, Sir Jervis was quite
-ready to say good-by. But he made use of me to the last. He
-employed me as postman and saved a stamp. The letter addressed to
-you arrived at breakfast-time. Sir Jervis said, 'You are going to
-London; suppose you take it with you?'"
-
-"Did he tell you that there was a letter of his own inclosed in
-the envelope?"
-
-"No. When he gave me the envelope it was already sealed."
-
-Emily at once handed to him Sir Jervis's letter. "That will tell
-you who employs me at the Museum, and what my work is," she said.
-
-He looked through the letter, and at once offered--eagerly
-offered--to help her.
-
-"I have been a student in the reading-room at intervals, for
-years past," he said. "Let me assist you, and I shall have
-something to do in my holiday time." He was so anxious to be of
-use that he interrupted her before she could thank him. "Let us
-take alternate years," he suggested. "Did you not tell me you
-were searching the newspapers published in eighteen hundred and
-seventy-six?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Very well. I will take the next year. You will take the year
-after. And so on."
-
-"You are very kind," she answered--"but I should like to propose
-an improvement on your plan."
-
-"What improvement?" he asked, rather sharply.
-
-"If you will leave the five years, from 'seventy-six to
-'eighty-one, entirely to me," she resumed, "and take the next
-five years, reckoning _backward_ from 'seventy-six, you will help
-me to better purpose. Sir Jervis expects me to look for reports
-of Central American Explorations, through the newspapers of the
-last forty years; and I have taken the liberty of limiting the
-heavy task imposed on me. When I report my progress to my
-employer, I should like to say that I have got through ten years
-of the examination, instead of five. Do you see any objection to
-the arrangement I propose?"
-
-He proved to be obstinate--incomprehensibly obstinate.
-
-'Let us try my plan to begin with," he insisted. "While you are
-looking through 'seventy-six, let me be at work on
-'seventy-seven. If you still prefer your own arrangement, after
-that, I will follow your suggestion with pleasure. Is it agreed?"
-
-Her acute perception--enlightened by his tone as wall as by his
-words--detected something under the surface already.
-
-"It isn't agreed until I understand you a little better," she
-quietly replied. "I fancy you have some object of your own in
-view."
-
-She spoke with her usual directness of look and manner. He was
-evidently disconcerted. "What makes you think so?" he asked.
-
-"My own experience of myself makes me think so," she answered.
-"If _I_ had some object to gain, I should persist in carrying it
-out--like you."
-
-"Does that mean, Miss Emily, that you refuse to give way?"
-
-"No, Mr. Morris. I have made myself disagreeable, but I know when
-to stop. I trust you--and submit."
-
-If he had been less deeply interested in the accomplishment of
-his merciful design, he might have viewed Emily's sudden
-submission with some distrust. As it was, his eagerness to
-prevent her from discovering the narrative of the murder hurried
-him into an act of indiscretion. He made an excuse to leave her
-immediately, in the fear that she might change her mind.
-
-"I have inexcusably prolonged my visit," he said. "If I presume
-on your kindness in this way, how can I hope that you will
-receive me again? We meet to-morrow in the reading-room."
-
-He hastened away, as if he was afraid to let her say a word in
-reply.
-
-Emily reflected.
-
-"Is there something he doesn't want me to see, in the news of the
-year 'seventy-seven?" The one explanation which suggested itself
-to her mind assumed that form of expression--and the one method
-of satisfying her curiosity that seemed likely to succeed, was to
-search the volume which Alban had reserved for his own reading.
-
-For two days they pursued their task together, seated at opposite
-desks. On the third day Emily was absent.
-
-Was she ill?
-
-She was at the library in the City, consulting the file of _The
-Times_ for the year 1877.
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIV.
-
-MR. ROOK.
-
-Emily's first day in the City library proved to be a day wasted.
-
-She began reading the back numbers of the newspaper at haphazard,
-without any definite idea of what she was looking for. Conscious
-of the error into which her own impatience had led her, she was
-at a loss how to retrace the false step that she had taken. But
-two alternatives presented themselves: either to abandon the hope
-of making any discovery--or to attempt to penetrate Alban 's
-motives by means of pure guesswork, pursued in the dark.
-
-How was the problem to be solved? This serious question troubled
-her all through the evening, and kept her awake when she went to
-bed. In despair of her capacity to remove the obstacle that stood
-in her way, she decided on resuming her regular work at the
-Museum--turned her pillow to get at the cool side of it--and made
-up her mind to go asleep.
-
-In the case of the wiser animals, the Person submits to Sleep. It
-is only the superior human being who tries the hopeless
-experiment of making Sleep submit to the Person. Wakeful on the
-warm side of the pillow, Emily remained wakeful on the cool
-side--thinking again and again of the interview with Alban which
-had ended so strangely.
-
-Little by little, her mind passed the limits which had restrained
-it thus far. Alban's conduct in keeping his secret, in the matter
-of the newspapers, now began to associate itself with Alban's
-conduct in keeping that other secret, which concealed from her
-his suspicions of Mrs. Rook.
-
-She started up in bed as the next possibility occurred to her.
-
-In speaking of the disaster which had compelled Mr. and Mrs. Rook
-to close the inn, Cecilia had alluded to an inquest held on the
-body of the murdered man. Had the inquest been mentioned in the
-newspapers, at the time? And had Alban seen something in the
-report, which concerned Mrs. Rook?
-
-Led by the new light that had fallen on her, Emily returned to
-the library the next morning with a definite idea of what she had
-to look for. Incapable of giving exact dates, Cecilia had
-informed her that the crime was committed "in the autumn." The
-month to choose, in beginning her examination, was therefore the
-month of August.
-
-No discovery rewarded her. She tried September, next--with the
-same unsatisfactory results. On Monday the first of October she
-met with some encouragement at last. At the top of a column
-appeared a telegraphic summary of all that was then known of the
-crime. In the number for the Wednesday following, she found a
-full report of the proceedings at the inquest.
-
-Passing over the preliminary remarks, Emily read the evidence
-with the closest attention.
-
- -------------
-
-The jury having viewed the body, and having visited an outhouse
-in which the murder had been committed, the first witness called
-was Mr. Benjamin Rook, landlord of the Hand-in-Hand inn.
-
-On the evening of Sunday, September 30th, 1877, two gentlemen
-presented themselves at Mr. Rook's house, under circumstances
-which especially excited his attention.
-
-The youngest of the two was short, and of fair complexion. He
-carried a knapsack, like a gentleman on a pedestrian excursion;
-his manners were pleasant; and he was decidedly good-looking. His
-companion, older, taller, and darker--and a finer man
-altogether--leaned on his arm and seemed to be exhausted. In
-every respect they were singularly unlike each other. The younger
-stranger (excepting little half-whiskers) was clean shaved. The
-elder wore his whole beard. Not knowing their names, the landlord
-distinguished them, at the coroner's suggestion, as the fair
-gentleman, and the dark gentleman.
-
-It was raining when the two arrived at the inn. There were signs
-in the heavens of a stormy night.
-
-On accosting the landlord, the fair gentleman volunteered the
-following statement:
-
-Approaching the village, he had been startled by seeing the dark
-gentleman (a total stranger to him) stretched prostrate on the
-grass at the roadside--so far as he could judge, in a swoon.
-Having a flask with brandy in it, he revived the fainting man,
-and led him to the inn.
-
-This statement was confirmed by a laborer, who was on his way to
-the village at the time.
-
-The dark gentleman endeavored to explain what had happened to
-him. He had, as he supposed, allowed too long a time to pass
-(after an early breakfast that morning), without taking food: he
-could only attribute the fainting fit to that cause. He was not
-liable to fainting fits. What purpose (if any) had brought him
-into the neighborhood of Zeeland, he did not state. He had no
-intention of remaining at the inn, except for refreshment; and he
-asked for a carriage to take him to the railway station.
-
-The fair gentleman, seeing the signs of bad weather, desired to
-remain in Mr. Rook's house for the night, and proposed to resume
-his walking tour the next day.
-
-Excepting the case of supper, which could be easily provided, the
-landlord had no choice but to disappoint both his guests. In his
-small way of business, none of his customers wanted to hire a
-carriage--even if he could have afforded to keep one. As for
-beds, the few rooms which the inn contained were all engaged;
-including even the room occupied by himself and his wife. An
-exhibition of agricultural implements had been opened in the
-neighborhood, only two days since; and a public competition
-between rival machines was to be decided on the coming Monday.
-Not only was the Hand-in-Hand inn crowded, but even the
-accommodation offered by the nearest town had proved barely
-sufficient to meet the public demand.
-
-The gentlemen looked at each other and agreed that there was no
-help for it but to hurry the supper, and walk to the railway
-station--a distance of between five and six miles--in time to
-catch the last train.
-
-While the meal was being prepared, the rain held off for a while.
-The dark man asked his way to the post-office and went out by
-himself.
-
-He came back in about ten minutes, and sat down afterward to
-supper with his companion. Neither the landlord, nor any other
-person in the public room, noticed any change in him on his
-return. He was a grave, quiet sort of person, and (unlike the
-other one) not much of a talker.
-
-As the darkness came on, the rain fell again heavily; and the
-heavens were black.
-
-A flash of lightning startled the gentlemen when they went to the
-window to look out: the thunderstorm began. It was simply
-impossible that two strangers to the neighborhood could find
-their way to the station, through storm and darkness, in time to
-catch the train. With or without bedrooms, they must remain at
-the inn for the night. Having already given up their own room to
-their lodgers, the landlord and landlady had no other place to
-sleep in than the kitchen. Next to the kitchen, and communicating
-with it by a door, was an outhouse; used, partly as a scullery,
-partly as a lumber-room. There was an old truckle-bed among the
-lumber, on which one of the gentlemen might rest. A mattress on
-the floor could be provided for the other. After adding a table
-and a basin, for the purposes of the toilet, the accommodation
-which Mr. Rook was able to offer came to an end.
-
-The travelers agreed to occupy this makeshift bed-chamber.
-
-The thunderstorm passed away; but the rain continued to fall
-heavily. Soon after eleven the guests at the inn retired for the
-night. There was some little discussion between the two
-travelers, as to which of them should take possession of the
-truckle-bed. It was put an end to by the fair gentleman, in his
-own pleasant way. He proposed to "toss up for it"--and he lost.
-The dark gentleman went to bed first; the fair gentleman
-followed, after waiting a while. Mr. Rook took his knapsack into
-the outhouse; and arranged on the table his appliances for the
-toilet--contained in a leather roll, and including a razor--ready
-for use in the morning.
-
-Having previously barred the second door of the outhouse, which
-led into the yard, Mr. Rook fastened the other door, the lock and
-bolts of which were on the side of the kitchen. He then secured
-the house door, and the shutters over the lower windows.
-Returning to the kitchen, he noticed that the time was ten
-minutes short of midnight. Soon afterward, he and his wife went
-to bed.
-
-Nothing happened to disturb Mr. and Mrs. Rook during the night.
-
-At a quarter to seven the next morning, he got up; his wife being
-still asleep. He had been instructed to wake the gentlemen early;
-and he knocked at their door. Receiving no answer, after
-repeatedly knocking, he opened the door and stepped into the
-outhouse.
-
-At this point in his evidence, the witness's recollections
-appeared to overpow er him. "Give me a moment, gentlemen," he
-said to the jury. "I have had a dreadful fright; and I don't
-believe I shall get over it for the rest of my life."
-
-The coroner helped him by a question: "What did you see when you
-opened the door?"
-
-Mr. Rook answered: "I saw the dark man stretched out on his
-bed--dead, with a frightful wound in his throat. I saw an open
-razor, stained with smears of blood, at his side."
-
-"Did you notice the door, leading into the yard?"
-
-"It was wide open, sir. When I was able to look round me, the
-other traveler--I mean the man with the fair complexion, who
-carried the knapsack--was nowhere to be seen."
-
-"What did you do, after making these discoveries?"
-
-"I closed the yard door. Then I locked the other door, and put
-the key in my pocket. After that I roused the servant, and sent
-him to the constable--who lived near to us--while I ran for the
-doctor, whose house was at the other end of our village. The
-doctor sent his groom, on horseback, to the police-office in the
-town. When I returned to the inn, the constable was there--and he
-and the police took the matter into their own hands."
-
-"You have nothing more to tell us?"
-
-"Nothing more."
-
-
-CHAPTER XXV
-
-"J. B."
-
-Mr. Rook having completed his evidence, the police authorities
-were the next witnesses examined.
-
-They had not found the slightest trace of any attempt to break
-into the house in the night. The murdered man's gold watch and
-chain were discovered under his pillow. On examining his clothes
-the money was found in his purse, and the gold studs and sleeve
-buttons were left in his shirt. But his pocketbook (seen by
-witnesses who had not yet been examined) was missing. The search
-for visiting cards and letters had proved to be fruitless. Only
-the initials, "J. B.," were marked on his linen. He had brought
-no luggage with him to the inn. Nothing could be found which led
-to the discovery of his name or of the purpose which had taken
-him into that part of the country.
-
-The police examined the outhouse next, in search of
-circumstantial evidence against the missing man.
-
-He must have carried away his knapsack, when he took to flight,
-but he had been (probably) in too great a hurry to look for his
-razor--or perhaps too terrified to touch it, if it had attracted
-his notice. The leather roll, and the other articles used for his
-toilet, had been taken away. Mr. Rook identified the
-blood-stained razor. He had noticed overnight the name of the
-Belgian city, "Liege," engraved on it.
-
-The yard was the next place inspected. Foot-steps were found on
-the muddy earth up to the wall. But the road on the other side
-had been recently mended with stones, and the trace of the
-fugitive was lost. Casts had been taken of the footsteps; and no
-other means of discovery had been left untried. The authorities
-in London had also been communicated with by telegraph.
-
-The doctor being called, described a personal peculiarity, which
-he had noticed at the post-mortem examination, and which might
-lead to the identification of the murdered man.
-
-As to the cause of death, the witness said it could be stated in
-two words. The internal jugular vein had been cut through, with
-such violence, judging by the appearances, that the wound could
-not have been inflicted, in the act of suicide, by the hand of
-the deceased person. No other injuries, and no sign of disease,
-was found on the body. The one cause of death had been
-Hemorrhage; and the one peculiarity which called for notice had
-been discovered in the mouth. Two of the front teeth, in the
-upper jaw, were false. They had been so admirably made to
-resemble the natural teeth on either side of them, in form and
-color, that the witness had only hit on the discovery by
-accidentally touching the inner side of the gum with one of his
-fingers.
-
-The landlady was examined, when the doctor had retired. Mrs. Rook
-was able, in answering questions put to her, to give important
-information, in reference to the missing pocketbook.
-
-Before retiring to rest, the two gentlemen had paid the
-bill--intending to leave the inn the first thing in the morning.
-The traveler with the knapsack paid his share in money. The other
-unfortunate gentleman looked into his purse, and found only a
-shilling and a sixpence in it. He asked Mrs. Rook if she could
-change a bank-note. She told him it could be done, provided the
-note was for no considerable sum of money. Upon that he opened
-his pocketbook (which the witness described minutely) and turned
-out the contents on the table. After searching among many Bank of
-England notes, some in one pocket of the book and some in
-another, he found a note of the value of five pounds. He
-thereupon settled his bill, and received the change from Mrs.
-Rook--her husband being in another part of the room, attending to
-the guests. She noticed a letter in an envelope, and a few cards
-which looked (to her judgment) like visiting cards, among the
-bank-notes which he had turned out on the table. When she
-returned to him with the change, he had just put them back, and
-was closing the pocketbook. She saw him place it in one of the
-breast pockets of his coat.
-
-The fellow-traveler who had accompanied him to the inn was
-present all the time, sitting on the opposite side of the table.
-He made a remark when he saw the notes produced. He said, "Put
-all that money back--don't tempt a poor man like me!" It was said
-laughing, as if by way of a joke.
-
-Mrs. Rook had observed nothing more that night; had slept as
-soundly as usual; and had been awakened when her husband knocked
-at the outhouse door, according to instructions received from the
-gentlemen, overnight.
-
-Three of the guests in the public room corroborated Mrs. Rook's
-evidence. They were respectable persons, well and widely known in
-that part of Hampshire. Besides these, there were two strangers
-staying in the house. They referred the coroner to their
-employers--eminent manufacturers at Sheffield and
-Wolverhampton--whose testimony spoke for itself.
-
-The last witness called was a grocer in the village, who kept the
-post-office.
-
-On the evening of the 30th, a dark gentleman, wearing his beard,
-knocked at the door, and asked for a letter addressed to "J. B.,
-Post-office, Zeeland." The letter had arrived by that morning's
-post; but, being Sunday evening, the grocer requested that
-application might be made for it the next morning. The stranger
-said the letter contained news, which it was of importance to him
-to receive without delay. Upon this, the grocer made an exception
-to customary rules and gave him the letter. He read it by the
-light of the lamp in the passage. It must have been short, for
-the reading was done in a moment. He seemed to think over it for
-a while; and then he turned round to go out. There was nothing to
-notice in his look or in his manner. The witness offered a remark
-on the weather; and the gentleman said, "Yes, it looks like a bad
-night"--and so went away.
-
-The postmaster's evidence was of importance in one respect: it
-suggested the motive which had brought the deceased to Zeeland.
-The letter addressed to "J. B." was, in all probability, the
-letter seen by Mrs. Rook among the contents of the pocketbook,
-spread out on the table.
-
-The inquiry being, so far, at an end, the inquest was
-adjourned--on the chance of obtaining additional evidence, when
-the reported proceedings were read by the public.
-
- . . . . . . . .
-
-Consulting a later number of the newspaper Emily discovered that
-the deceased person had been identified by a witness from London.
-
-Henry Forth, gentleman's valet, being examined, made the
-following statement:
-
-He had read the medical evidence contained in the report of the
-inquest; and, believing that he could identify the deceased, had
-been sent by his present master to assist the object of the
-inquiry. Ten days since, being then out of place, he had answered
-an advertisement. The next day, he was instructed to call at
-Tracey's Hotel, London, at six o'clock in the evening, and to ask
-for Mr. James Brown. Arriving at the hotel he saw the gentleman
-for a few minutes only. Mr. Brown had a friend with him. After
-glancing over the valet's references, he said, "I haven't time
-enough to speak to you this evening. Call here to-morrow morning
-at nine o'clock." The gentleman who was present laughed, and
-said, "You won't be up!" Mr. Brown answered, "That won't matter;
-the man can come to my bedroom, and let me see how he understands
-his duties, on trial." At nine the next morning, Mr. Brown was
-reported to be still in bed; and the witness was informed of the
-number of the room. He knocked at the door. A drowsy voice inside
-said something, which he interpreted as meaning "Come in." He
-went in. The toilet-table was on his left hand, and the bed (with
-the lower curtain drawn) was on his right. He saw on the table a
-tumbler with a little water in it, and with two false teeth in
-the water. Mr. Brown started up in bed--looked at him
-furiously--abused him for daring to enter the room--and shouted
-to him to "get out." The witness, not accustomed to be treated in
-that way, felt naturally indignant, and at once withdrew--but not
-before he had plainly seen the vacant place which the false teeth
-had been made to fill. Perhaps Mr. Brown had forgotten that he
-had left his teeth on the table. Or perhaps he (the valet) had
-misunderstood what had been said to him when he knocked at the
-door. Either way, it seemed to be plain enough that the gentleman
-resented the discovery of his false teeth by a stranger.
-
-Having concluded his statement the witness proceeded to identify
-the remains of the deceased.
-
-He at once recognized the gentleman named James Brown, whom he
-had twice seen--once in the evening, and again the next
-morning--at Tracey's Hotel. In answer to further inquiries, he
-declared that he knew nothing of the family, or of the place of
-residence, of the deceased. He complained to the proprietor of
-the hotel of the rude treatment that he had received, and asked
-if Mr. Tracey knew anything of Mr. James Brown. Mr. Tracey knew
-nothing of him. On consulting the hotel book it was found that he
-had given notice to leave, that afternoon.
-
-Before returning to London, the witness produced references which
-gave him an excellent character. He also left the address of the
-master who had engaged him three days since.
-
-The last precaution adopted was to have the face of the corpse
-photographed, before the coffin was closed. On the same day the
-jury agreed on their verdict: "Willful murder against some person
-unknown."
-
- . . . . . . . .
-
-
-Two days later, Emily found a last allusion to the
-crime--extracted from the columns of the _South Hampshire
-Gazette_.
-
-A relative of the deceased, seeing the report of the adjourned
-inquest, had appeared (accompanied by a medical gentleman); had
-seen the photograph; and had declared the identification by Henry
-Forth to be correct.
-
-Among other particulars, now communicated for the first time, it
-was stated that the late Mr. James Brown had been unreasonably
-sensitive on the subject of his false teeth, and that the one
-member of his family who knew of his wearing them was the
-relative who now claimed his remains.
-
-The claim having been established to the satisfaction of the
-authorities, the corpse was removed by railroad the same day. No
-further light had been thrown on the murder. The Handbill
-offering the reward, and describing the suspected man, had failed
-to prove of any assistance to the investigations of the police.
-
-From that date, no further notice of the crime committed at the
-Hand-in-Hand inn appeared in the public journals.
-
- . . . . . . . .
-
-
-Emily closed the volume which she had been consulting, and
-thankfully acknowledged the services of the librarian.
-
-The new reader had excited this gentleman's interest. Noticing
-how carefully she examined the numbers of the old newspaper, he
-looked at her, from time to time, wondering whether it was good
-news or bad of which she was in search. She read steadily and
-continuously; but she never rewarded his curiosity by any outward
-sign of the impression that had been produced on her. When she
-left the room there was nothing to remark in her manner; she
-looked quietly thoughtful--and that was all.
-
-The librarian smiled--amused by his own folly. Because a
-stranger's appearance had attracted him, he had taken it for
-granted that circumstances of romantic interest must be connected
-with her visit to the library. Far from misleading him, as he
-supposed, his fancy might have been employed to better purpose,
-if it had taken a higher flight still--and had associated Emily
-with the fateful gloom of tragedy, in place of the brighter
-interest of romance.
-
-There, among the ordinary readers of the day, was a dutiful and
-affectionate daughter following the dreadful story of the death
-of her father by murder, and believing it to be the story of a
-stranger--because she loved and trusted the person whose
-short-sighted mercy had deceived her. That very discovery, the
-dread of which had shaken the good doctor's firm nerves, had
-forced Alban to exclude from his confidence the woman whom he
-loved, and had driven the faithful old servant from the bedside
-of her dying mistress--that very discovery Emily had now made,
-with a face which never changed color, and a heart which beat at
-ease. Was the deception that had won this cruel victory over
-truth destined still to triumph in the days which were to come?
-Yes--if the life of earth is a foretaste of the life of hell.
-No--if a lie _is_ a lie, be the merciful motive for the falsehood
-what it may. No--if all deceit contains in it the seed of
-retribution, to be ripened inexorably in the lapse of time.
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVI.
-
-MOTHER EVE.
-
-The servant received Emily, on her return from the library, with
-a sly smile. "Here he is again, miss, waiting to see you."
-
-She opened the parlor door, and revealed Alban Morris, as
-restless as ever, walking up and down the room.
-
-"When I missed you at the Museum, I was afraid you might be ill,"
-he said. "Ought I to have gone away, when my anxiety was
-relieved? Shall I go away now?"
-
-"You must take a chair, Mr. Morris, and hear what I have to say
-for myself. When you left me after your last visit, I suppose I
-felt the force of example. At any rate I, like you, had my
-suspicions. I have been trying to confirm them--and I have
-failed."
-
-He paused, with the chair in his hand. "Suspicions of Me?" he
-asked.
-
-"Certainly! Can you guess how I have been employed for the last
-two days? No--not even your ingenuity can do that. I have been
-hard at work, in another reading-room, consulting the same back
-numbers of the same newspaper, which you have been examining at
-the British Museum. There is my confession--and now we will have
-some tea."
-
-She moved to the fireplace, to ring the bell, and failed to see
-the effect produced on Alban by those lightly-uttered words. The
-common phrase is the only phrase that can describe it. He was
-thunderstruck.
-
-"Yes," she resumed, "I have read the report of the inquest. If I
-know nothing else, I know that the murder at Zeeland can't be the
-discovery which you are bent on keeping from me. Don't be alarmed
-for the preservation of your secret! I am too much discouraged to
-try again."
-
-The servant interrupted them by answering the bell; Alban once
-more escaped detection. Emily gave her orders with an approach to
-the old gayety of her school days. "Tea, as soon as possible--and
-let us have the new cake. Are you too much of a man, Mr. Morris,
-to like cake?"
-
-In this state of agitation, he was unreasonably irritated by that
-playful question. "There is one thing I like better than cake,"
-he said; "and that one thing is a plain explanation."
-
-His tone puzzled her. "Have I said anything to offend you?" she
-asked. "Surely you can make allowance for a girl's curiosity? Oh,
-you shall have your explanation--and, what is more, you shall
-have it without reserve!"
-
-She was as good as her word. What she had thought, and what she
-had planned, when he left her after his last visit, was frankly
-and fully told. "If you wonder how I discovered the library," she
-went on, "I must refer you to my aunt's lawyer. He lives in the
-City--and I wrote to him to help me. I don't consider that my
-time has been wasted. Mr. M orris, we owe an apology to Mrs.
-Rook."
-
-Alban's astonishment, when he heard this, forced its way to
-expression in words. "What can you possibly mean?" he asked.
-
-The tea was brought in before Emily could reply. She filled the
-cups, and sighed as she looked at the cake. "If Cecilia was here,
-how she would enjoy it!" With that complimentary tribute to her
-friend, she handed a slice to Alban. He never even noticed it.
-
-"We have both of us behaved most unkindly to Mrs. Rook," she
-resumed. "I can excuse your not seeing it; for I should not have
-seen it either, but for the newspaper. While I was reading, I had
-an opportunity of thinking over what we said and did, when the
-poor woman's behavior so needlessly offended us. I was too
-excited to think, at the time--and, besides, I had been upset,
-only the night before, by what Miss Jethro said to me."
-
-Alban started. "What has Miss Jethro to do with it?" he asked.
-
-"Nothing at all," Emily answered. "She spoke to me of her own
-private affairs. A long story--and you wouldn't be interested in
-it. Let me finish what I had to say. Mrs. Rook was naturally
-reminded of the murder, when she heard that my name was Brown;
-and she must certainly have been struck--as I was--by the
-coincidence of my father's death taking place at the same time
-when his unfortunate namesake was killed. Doesn't this
-sufficiently account for her agitation when she looked at the
-locket? We first took her by surprise: and then we suspected her
-of Heaven knows what, because the poor creature didn't happen to
-have her wits about her, and to remember at the right moment what
-a very common name 'James Brown' is. Don't you see it as I do?"
-
-"I see that you have arrived at a remarkable change of opinion,
-since we spoke of the subject in the garden at school."
-
-"In my place, you would have changed your opinion too. I shall
-write to Mrs. Rook by tomorrow's post."
-
-Alban heard her with dismay. "Pray be guided by my advice!" he
-said earnestly. "Pray don't write that letter!"
-
-"Why not?"
-
-It was too late to recall the words which he had rashly allowed
-to escape him. How could he reply?
-
-To own that he had not only read what Emily had read, but had
-carefully copied the whole narrative and considered it at his
-leisure, appeared to be simply impossible after what he had now
-heard. Her peace of mind depended absolutely on his discretion.
-In this serious emergency, silence was a mercy, and silence was a
-lie. If he remained silent, might the mercy be trusted to atone
-for the lie? He was too fond of Emily to decide that question
-fairly, on its own merits. In other words, he shrank from the
-terrible responsibility of telling her the truth.
-
-"Isn't the imprudence of writing to such a person as Mrs. Rook
-plain enough to speak for itself?" he suggested cautiously.
-
-"Not to me."
-
-She made that reply rather obstinately. Alban seemed (in her
-view) to be trying to prevent her from atoning for an act of
-injustice. Besides, he despised her cake. "I want to know why you
-object," she said; taking back the neglected slice, and eating it
-herself.
-
-"I object," Alban answered, "because Mrs. Rook is a coarse
-presuming woman. She may pervert your letter to some use of her
-own, which you may have reason to regret."
-
-"Is that all?"
-
-"Isn't it enough?"
-
-"It may be enough for _you_. When I have done a person an injury,
-and wish to make an apology, I don't think it necessary to
-inquire whether the person's manners happen to be vulgar or not."
-
-Alban's patience was still equal to any demands that she could
-make on it. "I can only offer you advice which is honestly
-intended for your own good," he gently replied.
-
-"You would have more influence over me, Mr. Morris, if you were a
-little readier to take me into your confidence. I daresay I am
-wrong--but I don't like following advice which is given to me in
-the dark."
-
-It was impossible to offend him. "Very naturally," he said; "I
-don't blame you."
-
-Her color deepened, and her voice rose. Alban's patient adherence
-to his own view--so courteously and considerately urged--was
-beginning to try her temper. "In plain words," she rejoined, "I
-am to believe that you can't be mistaken in your judgment of
-another person."
-
-There was a ring at the door of the cottage while she was
-speaking. But she was too warmly interested in confuting Alban to
-notice it.
-
-He was quite willing to be confuted. Even when she lost her
-temper, she was still interesting to him. "I don't expect you to
-think me infallible," he said. "Perhaps you will remember that I
-have had some experience. I am unfortunately older than you are."
-
-"Oh if wisdom comes with age," she smartly reminded him, "your
-friend Miss Redwood is old enough to be your mother--and she
-suspected Mrs. Rook of murder, because the poor woman looked at a
-door, and disliked being in the next room to a fidgety old maid."
-
-Alban's manner changed: he shrank from that chance allusion to
-doubts and fears which he dare not acknowledge. "Let us talk of
-something else," he said.
-
-She looked at him with a saucy smile. "Have I driven you into a
-corner at last? And is _that_ your way of getting out of it?"
-
-Even his endurance failed. "Are you trying to provoke me?" he
-asked. "Are you no better than other women? I wouldn't have
-believed it of you, Emily."
-
-"Emily?" She repeated the name in a tone of surprise, which
-reminded him that he had addressed her with familiarity at a most
-inappropriate time--the time when they were on the point of a
-quarrel. He felt the implied reproach too keenly to be able to
-answer her with composure.
-
-"I think of Emily--I love Emily--my one hope is that Emily may
-love me. Oh, my dear, is there no excuse if I forget to call you
-'Miss' when you distress me?"
-
-All that was tender and true in her nature secretly took his
-part. She would have followed that better impulse, if he had only
-been calm enough to understand her momentary silence, and to give
-her time. But the temper of a gentle and generous man, once
-roused, is slow to subside. Alban abruptly left his chair. "I had
-better go!" he said.
-
-"As you please," she answered. "Whether you go, Mr. Morris, or
-whether you stay, I shall write to Mrs. Rook."
-
-The ring at the bell was followed by the appearance of a visitor.
-Doctor Allday opened the door, just in time to hear Emily's last
-words. Her vehemence seemed to amuse him.
-
-"Who is Mrs. Rook?" he asked.
-
-"A most respectable person," Emily answered indignantly;
-"housekeeper to Sir Jervis Redwood. You needn't sneer at her,
-Doctor Allday! She has not always been in service--she was
-landlady of the inn at Zeeland."
-
-The doctor, about to put his hat on a chair, paused. The inn at
-Zeeland reminded him of the Handbill, and of the visit of Miss
-Jethro.
-
-"Why are you so hot over it?" he inquired
-
-"Because I detest prejudice!" With this assertion of liberal
-feeling she pointed to Alban, standing quietly apart at the
-further end of the room. "There is the most prejudiced man
-living--he hates Mrs. Rook. Would you like to be introduced to
-him? You're a philosopher; you may do him some good. Doctor
-Allday--Mr. Alban Morris."
-
-The doctor recognized the man, with the felt hat and the
-objectionable beard, whose personal appearance had not impressed
-him favorably.
-
-Although they may hesitate to acknowledge it, there are
-respectable Englishmen still left, who regard a felt hat and a
-beard as symbols of republican disaffection to the altar and the
-throne. Doctor Allday's manner might have expressed this curious
-form of patriotic feeling, but for the associations which Emily
-had revived. In his present frame of mind, he was outwardly
-courteous, because he was inwardly suspicious. Mrs. Rook had been
-described to him as formerly landlady of the inn at Zeeland. Were
-there reasons for Mr. Morris's hostile feeling toward this woman
-which might be referable to the crime committed in her house that
-might threaten Emily's tranquillity if they were made known? It
-would not be amiss to see a little more of Mr. Morris, on the
-first convenient occasion.
-
-"I am glad to make your acquaintance, sir."
-
-"You are very kind, Doctor Allday."
-
-The exchange of polite conventionalities having been
-accomplished, Alban approache d Emily to take his leave, with
-mingled feelings of regret and anxiety--regret for having allowed
-himself to speak harshly; anxiety to part with her in kindness.
-
-"Will you forgive me for differing from you?" It was all he could
-venture to say, in the presence of a stranger.
-
-"Oh, yes!" she said quietly.
-
-"Will you think again, before you decide?"
-
-"Certainly, Mr. Morris. But it won't alter my opinion, if I do."
-
-The doctor, hearing what passed between them, frowned. On what
-subject had they been differing? And what opinion did Emily
-decline to alter?
-
-Alban gave it up. He took her hand gently. "Shall I see you at
-the Museum, to-morrow?" he asked.
-
-She was politely indifferent to the last. "Yes--unless something
-happens to keep me at home."
-
-The doctor's eyebrows still expressed disapproval. For what
-object was the meeting proposed? And why at a museum?
-
-"Good-afternoon, Doctor Allday."
-
-"Good-afternoon, sir."
-
-For a moment after Alban's departure, the doctor stood
-irresolute. Arriving suddenly at a decision, he snatched up his
-hat, and turned to Emily in a hurry.
-
-"I bring you news, my dear, which will surprise you. Who do you
-think has just left my house? Mrs. Ellmother! Don't interrupt me.
-She has made up her mind to go out to service again. Tired of
-leading an idle life--that's her own account of it--and asks me
-to act as her reference."
-
-"Did you consent?"
-
-"Consent! If I act as her reference, I shall be asked how she
-came to leave her last place. A nice dilemma! Either I must own
-that she deserted her mistress on her deathbed--or tell a lie.
-When I put it to her in that way, she walked out of the house in
-dead silence. If she applies to you next, receive her as I
-did--or decline to see her, which would be better still."
-
-"Why am I to decline to see her?"
-
-"In consequence of her behavior to your aunt, to be sure! No: I
-have said all I wanted to say--and I have no time to spare for
-answering idle questions. Good-by."
-
-Socially-speaking, doctors try the patience of their nearest and
-dearest friends, in this respect--they are almost always in a
-hurry. Doctor Allday's precipitate departure did not tend to
-soothe Emily's irritated nerves. She began to find excuses for
-Mrs. Ellmother in a spirit of pure contradiction. The old
-servant's behavior might admit of justification: a friendly
-welcome might persuade her to explain herself. "If she applies to
-me," Emily determined, "I shall certainly receive her."
-
-Having arrived at this resolution, her mind reverted to Alban.
-
-Some of the sharp things she had said to him, subjected to
-after-reflection in solitude, failed to justify themselves. Her
-better sense began to reproach her. She tried to silence that
-unwelcome monitor by laying the blame on Alban. Why had he been
-so patient and so good? What harm was there in his calling her
-"Emily"? If he had told her to call _him_ by his Christian name,
-she might have done it. How noble he looked, when he got up to go
-away; he was actually handsome! Women may say what they please
-and write what they please: their natural instinct is to find
-their master in a man--especially when they like him. Sinking
-lower and lower in her own estimation, Emily tried to turn the
-current of her thoughts in another direction. She took up a
-book--opened it, looked into it, threw it across the room.
-
-If Alban had returned at that moment, resolved on a
-reconciliation--if he had said, "My dear, I want to see you like
-yourself again; will you give me a kiss, and make it up"--would
-he have left her crying, when he went away? She was crying now.
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVII.
-
-MENTOR AND TELEMACHUS.
-
-If Emily's eyes could have followed Alban as her thoughts were
-following him, she would have seen him stop before he reached the
-end of the road in which the cottage stood. His heart was full of
-tenderness and sorrow: the longing to return to her was more than
-he could resist. It would be easy to wait, within view of the
-gate, until the doctor's visit came to an end. He had just
-decided to go back and keep watch--when he heard rapid footsteps
-approaching. There (devil take him!) was the doctor himself.
-
-"I have something to say to you, Mr. Morris. Which way are you
-walking?"
-
-"Any way," Alban answered--not very graciously.
-
-"Then let us take the turning that leads to my house. It's not
-customary for strangers, especially when they happen to be
-Englishmen, to place confidence in each other. Let me set the
-example of violating that rule. I want to speak to you about Miss
-Emily. May I take your arm? Thank you. At my age, girls in
-general--unless they are my patients--are not objects of interest
-to me. But that girl at the cottage--I daresay I am in my
-dotage--I tell you, sir, she has bewitched me! Upon my soul, I
-could hardly be more anxious about her, if I was her father. And,
-mind, I am not an affectionate man by nature. Are you anxious
-about her too?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"In what way?"
-
-"In what way are you anxious, Doctor Allday?"
-
-The doctor smiled grimly.
-
-"You don't trust me? Well, I have promised to set the example.
-Keep your mask on, sir--mine is off, come what may of it. But,
-observe: if you repeat what I am going to say--"
-
-Alban would hear no more. "Whatever you may say, Doctor Allday,
-is trusted to my honor. If you doubt my honor, be so good as to
-let go my arm--I am not walking your way."
-
-The doctor's hand tightened its grasp. "That little flourish of
-temper, my dear sir, is all I want to set me at my ease. I feel I
-have got hold of the right man. Now answer me this. Have you ever
-heard of a person named Miss Jethro?"
-
-Alban suddenly came to a standstill.
-
-"All right!" said the doctor. "I couldn't have wished for a more
-satisfactory reply."
-
-"Wait a minute," Alban interposed. "I know Miss Jethro as a
-teacher at Miss Ladd's school, who left her situation
-suddenly--and I know no more."
-
-The doctor's peculiar smile made its appearance again.
-
-"Speaking in the vulgar tone," he said, "you seem to be in a
-hurry to wash your hands of Miss Jethro."
-
-"I have no reason to feel any interest in her," Alban replied.
-
-"Don't be too sure of that, my friend. I have something to tell
-you which may alter your opinion. That ex-teacher at the school,
-sir, knows how the late Mr. Brown met his death, and how his
-daughter has been deceived about it."
-
-Alban listened with surprise--and with some little doubt, which
-he thought it wise not to acknowledge.
-
-"The report of the inquest alludes to a 'relative' who claimed
-the body," he said. "Was that 'relative' the person who deceived
-Miss Emily? And was the person her aunt?"
-
-"I must leave you to take your own view," Doctor Allday replied.
-"A promise binds me not to repeat the information that I have
-received. Setting that aside, we have the same object in
-view--and we must take care not to get in each other's way. Here
-is my house. Let us go in, and make a clean breast of it on both
-sides."
-
-Established in the safe seclusion of his study, the doctor set
-the example of confession in these plain terms:
-
-"We only differ in opinion on one point," he said. "We both think
-it likely (from our experience of the women) that the suspected
-murderer had an accomplice. I say the guilty person is Miss
-Jethro. You say--Mrs. Rook."
-
-"When you have read my copy of the report," Alban answered, "I
-think you will arrive at my conclusion. Mrs. Rook might have
-entered the outhouse in which the two men slept, at any time
-during the night, while her husband was asleep. The jury believed
-her when she declared that she never woke till the morning. I
-don't."
-
-"I am open to conviction, Mr. Morris. Now about the future. Do
-you mean to go on with your inquiries?"
-
-"Even if I had no other motive than mere curiosity," Alban
-answered, "I think I should go on. But I have a more urgent
-purpose in view. All that I have done thus far, has been done in
-Emily's interests. My object, from the first, has been to
-preserve her from any association--in the past or in the
-future--with the woman whom I believe to have been concerned in
-her father's death. As I have already told you, she is innocently
-doing all she can, poor thing, to put obstacles in my way."
-
-"Yes, yes," said the doctor; "she means to write to Mrs.
- Rook--and you have nearly quarreled about it. Trust me to take
-that matter in hand. I don't regard it as serious. But I am
-mortally afraid of what you are doing in Emily's interests. I
-wish you would give it up."
-
-"Why?"
-
-"Because I see a danger. I don't deny that Emily is as innocent
-of suspicion as ever. But the chances, next time, may be against
-us. How do you know to what lengths your curiosity may lead you?
-Or on what shocking discoveries you may not blunder with the best
-intentions? Some unforeseen accident may open her eyes to the
-truth, before you can prevent it. I seem to surprise you?"
-
-"You do, indeed, surprise me."
-
-"In the old story, my dear sir, Mentor sometimes surprised
-Telemachus. I am Mentor--without being, I hope, quite so
-long-winded as that respectable philosopher. Let me put it in two
-words. Emily's happiness is precious to you. Take care you are
-not made the means of wrecking it! Will you consent to a
-sacrifice, for her sake?"
-
-"I will do anything for her sake."
-
-"Will you give up your inquiries?"
-
-"From this moment I have done with them!"
-
-"Mr. Morris, you are the best friend she has."
-
-"The next best friend to you, doctor."
-
-In that fond persuasion they now parted--too eagerly devoted to
-Emily to look at the prospect before them in its least hopeful
-aspect. Both clever men, neither one nor the other asked himself
-if any human resistance has ever yet obstructed the progress of
-truth--when truth has once begun to force its way to the light.
-
-For the second time Alban stopped, on his way home. The longing
-to be reconciled with Emily was not to be resisted. He returned
-to the cottage, only to find disappointment waiting for him. The
-servant reported that her young mistress had gone to bed with a
-bad headache.
-
-Alban waited a day, in the hope that Emily might write to him. No
-letter arrived. He repeated his visit the next morning. Fortune
-was still against him. On this occasion, Emily was engaged.
-
-"Engaged with a visitor?" he asked.
-
-"Yes, sir. A young lady named Miss de Sor."
-
-Where had he heard that name before? He remembered immediately
-that he had heard it at the school. Miss de Sor was the
-unattractive new pupil, whom the girls called Francine. Alban
-looked at the parlor window as he left the cottage. It was of
-serious importance that he should set himself right with Emily.
-"And mere gossip," he thought contemptuously, "stands in my way!"
-
-If he had been less absorbed in his own interests, he might have
-remembered that mere gossip is not always to be despised. It has
-worked fatal mischief in its time.
-
-
-CHAPTER XXVIII.
-
-FRANCINE.
-
-"You're surprised to see me, of course?" Saluting Emily in those
-terms, Francine looked round the parlor with an air of satirical
-curiosity. "Dear me, what a little place to live in!"
-
-"What brings you to London?" Emily inquired.
-
-"You ought to know, my dear, without asking. Why did I try to
-make friends with you at school? And why have I been trying ever
-since? Because I hate you--I mean because I can't resist you--no!
-I mean because I hate myself for liking you. Oh, never mind my
-reasons. I insisted on going to London with Miss Ladd--when that
-horrid woman announced that she had an appointment with her
-lawyer. I said, 'I want to see Emily.' 'Emily doesn't like you.'
-'I don't care whether she likes me or not; I want to see her.'
-That's the way we snap at each other, and that's how I always
-carry my point. Here I am, till my duenna finishes her business
-and fetches me. What a prospect for You! Have you got any cold
-meat in the house? I'm not a glutton, like Cecilia--but I'm
-afraid I shall want some lunch."
-
-"Don't talk in that way, Francine!"
-
-"Do you mean to say you're glad to see me?"
-
-"If you were only a little less hard and bitter, I should always
-be glad to see you."
-
-"You darling! (excuse my impetuosity). What are you looking at?
-My new dress? Do you envy me?"
-
-"No; I admire the color--that's all."
-
-Francine rose, and shook out her dress, and showed it from every
-point of view. "See how it's made: Paris, of course! Money, my
-dear; money will do anything--except making one learn one's
-lessons."
-
-"Are you not getting on any better, Francine?"
-
-"Worse, my sweet friend--worse. One of the masters, I am happy to
-say, has flatly refused to teach me any longer. 'Pupils without
-brains I am accustomed to,' he said in his broken English; 'but a
-pupil with no heart is beyond my endurance.' Ha! ha! the mouldy
-old refugee has an eye for character, though. No heart--there I
-am, described in two words."
-
-"And proud of it," Emily remarked.
-
-"Yes--proud of it. Stop! let me do myself justice. You consider
-tears a sign that one has some heart, don't you? I was very near
-crying last Sunday. A popular preacher did it; no less a person
-that Mr. Mirabel--you look as if you had heard of him."
-
-"I have heard of him from Cecilia."
-
-"Is _she_ at Brighton? Then there's one fool more in a
-fashionable watering place. Oh, she's in Switzerland, is she? I
-don't care where she is; I only care about Mr. Mirabel. We all
-heard he was at Brighton for his health, and was going to preach.
-Didn't we cram the church! As to describing him, I give it up. He
-is the only little man I ever admired--hair as long as mine, and
-the sort of beard you see in pictures. I wish I had his fair
-complexion and his white hands. We were all in love with him--or
-with his voice, which was it?--when he began to read the
-commandments. I wish I could imitate him when he came to the
-fifth commandment. He began in his deepest bass voice: 'Honor thy
-father--' He stopped and looked up to heaven as if he saw the
-rest of it there. He went on with a tremendous emphasis on the
-next word. '_And_ thy mother,' he said (as if that was quite a
-different thing) in a tearful, fluty, quivering voice which was a
-compliment to mothers in itself. We all felt it, mothers or not.
-But the great sensation was when he got into the pulpit. The
-manner in which he dropped on his knees, and hid his face in his
-hands, and showed his beautiful rings was, as a young lady said
-behind me, simply seraphic. We understood his celebrity, from
-that moment--I wonder whether I can remember the sermon."
-
-"You needn't attempt it on my account," Emily said.
-
-"My dear, don't be obstinate. Wait till you hear him."
-
-"I am quite content to wait."
-
-"Ah, you're just in the right state of mind to be converted;
-you're in a fair way to become one of his greatest admirers. They
-say he is so agreeable in private life; I am dying to know
-him.--Do I hear a ring at the bell? Is somebody else coming to
-see you?"
-
-The servant brought in a card and a message.
-
-"The person will call again, miss."
-
-Emily looked at the name written on the card.
-
-"Mrs. Ellmother!" she exclaimed.
-
-"What an extraordinary name!' cried Francine. "Who is she?"
-
-"My aunt's old servant."
-
-"Does she want a situation?"
-
-Emily looked at some lines of writing at the back of the card.
-Doctor Allday had rightly foreseen events. Rejected by the
-doctor, Mrs. Ellmother had no alternative but to ask Emily to
-help her.
-
-"If she is out of place," Francine went on, "she may be just the
-sort of person I am looking for."
-
-"You?" Emily asked, in astonishment.
-
-Francine refused to explain until she got an answer to her
-question. "Tell me first," she said, "is Mrs. Ellmother engaged?"
-
-"No; she wants an engagement, and she asks me to be her
-reference."
-
-"Is she sober, honest, middle-aged, clean, steady, good-tempered,
-industrious?" Francine rattled on. "Has she all the virtues, and
-none of the vices? Is she not too good-looking, and has she no
-male followers? In one terrible word--will she satisfy Miss
-Ladd?"
-
-"What has Miss Ladd to do with it?"
-
-"How stupid you are, Emily! Do put the woman's card down on the
-table, and listen to me. Haven't I told you that one of my
-masters has declined to have anything more to do with me? Doesn't
-that help you to understand how I get on with the rest of them? I
-am no longer Miss Ladd's pupil, my dear. Thanks to my laziness
-and my temper, I am to he raised to the dignity of 'a parlor
-boarder.' In other words, I am to be a young lady who patronizes
-the school; with a room of my own, and a servant of my own. All
-pr ovided for by a private arrangement between my father and Miss
-Ladd, before I left the West Indies. My mother was at the bottom
-of it, I have not the least doubt. You don't appear to understand
-me."
-
-"I don't, indeed!"
-
-Francine considered a little. "Perhaps they were fond of you at
-home," she suggested.
-
-"Say they loved me, Francine--and I loved them."
-
-"Ah, my position is just the reverse of yours. Now they have got
-rid of me, they don't want me back again at home. I know as well
-what my mother said to my father, as if I had heard her.
-'Francine will never get on at school, at her age. Try her, by
-all means; but make some other arrangement with Miss Ladd in case
-of a failure--or she will be returned on our hands like a bad
-shilling.' There is my mother, my anxious, affectionate mother,
-hit off to a T."
-
-"She _is_ your mother, Francine; don't forget that."
-
-"Oh, no; I won't forget it. My cat is my kitten's mother--there!
-there! I won't shock your sensibilities. Let us get back to
-matter of fact. When I begin my new life, Miss Ladd makes one
-condition. My maid is to be a model of discretion--an elderly
-woman, not a skittish young person who will only encourage me. I
-must submit to the elderly woman, or I shall be sent back to the
-West Indies after all. How long did Mrs. Ellmother live with your
-aunt?"
-
-"Twenty-five years, and more.'
-
-"Good heavens, it's a lifetime! Why isn't this amazing creature
-living with you, now your aunt is dead? Did you send her away?"
-
-"Certainly not."
-
-"Then why did she go?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"Do you mean that she went away without a word of explanation?"
-
-"Yes; that is exactly what I mean."
-
-"When did she go? As soon as your aunt was dead?"
-
-"That doesn't matter, Francine."
-
-"In plain English, you won't tell me? I am all on fire with
-curiosity--and that's how you put me out! My dear, if you have
-the slightest regard for me, let us have the woman in here when
-she comes back for her answer. Somebody must satisfy me. I mean
-to make Mrs. Ellmother explain herself."
-
-"I don't think you will succeed, Francine."
-
-"Wait a little, and you will see. By-the-by, it is understood
-that my new position at the school gives me the privilege of
-accepting invitations. Do you know any nice people to whom you
-can introduce me?"
-
-"I am the last person in the world who has a chance of helping
-you," Emily answered. "Excepting good Doctor Allday--" On the
-point of adding the name of Alban Morris, she checked herself
-without knowing why, and substituted the name of her
-school-friend. "And not forgetting Cecilia," she resumed, "I know
-nobody."
-
-"Cecilia's a fool," Francine remarked gravely; "but now I think
-of it, she may be worth cultivating. Her father is a member of
-Parliament--and didn't I hear that he has a fine place in the
-country? You see, Emily, I may expect to be married (with my
-money), if I can only get into good society. (Don't suppose I am
-dependent on my father; my marriage portion is provided for in my
-uncle's will. Cecilia may really be of some use to me. Why
-shouldn't I make a friend of her, and get introduced to her
-father--in the autumn, you know, when the house is full of
-company? Have you any idea when she is coming back?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Do you think of writing to her?"
-
-"Of course!"
-
-"Give her my kind love; and say I hope she enjoys Switzerland."
-
-"Francine, you are positively shameless! After calling my dearest
-friend a fool and a glutton, you send her your love for your own
-selfish ends; and you expect me to help you in deceiving her! I
-won't do it."
-
-"Keep your temper, my child. We are all selfish, you little
-goose. The only difference is--some of us own it, and some of us
-don't. I shall find my own way to Cecilia's good graces quite
-easily: the way is through her mouth. You mentioned a certain
-Doctor Allday. Does he give parties? And do the right sort of men
-go to them? Hush! I think I hear the bell again. Go to the door,
-and see who it is."
-
-Emily waited, without taking any notice of this suggestion. The
-servant announced that "the person had called again, to know if
-there was any answer."
-
-"Show her in here," Emily said.
-
-The servant withdrew, and came back again.
-
-"The person doesn't wish to intrude, miss; it will be quite
-sufficient if you will send a message by me."
-
-Emily crossed the room to the door.
-
-"Come in, Mrs. Ellmother," she said. "You have been too long away
-already. Pray come in."
-
-
-CHAPTER XXIX
-
-"BONY."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother reluctantly entered the room.
-
-Since Emily had seen her last, her personal appearance doubly
-justified the nickname by which her late mistress had
-distinguished her. The old servant was worn and wasted; her gown
-hung loose on her angular body; the big bones of her face stood
-out, more prominently than ever. She took Emily's offered hand
-doubtingly. "I hope I see you well, miss," she said--with hardly
-a vestige left of her former firmness of voice and manner.
-
-"I am afraid you have been suffering from illness," Emily
-answered gently.
-
-"It's the life I'm leading that wears me down; I want work and
-change."
-
-Making that reply, she looked round, and discovered Francine
-observing her with undisguised curiosity. "You have got company
-with you," she said to Emily. "I had better go away, and come
-back another time."
-
-Francine stopped her before she could open the door. "You mustn't
-go away; I wish to speak to you."
-
-"About what, miss?"
-
-The eyes of the two women met--one, near the end of her life,
-concealing under a rugged surface a nature sensitively
-affectionate and incorruptibly true: the other, young in years,
-with out the virtues of youth, hard in manner and hard at heart.
-In silence on either side, they stood face to face; strangers
-brought together by the force of circumstances, working
-inexorably toward their hidden end.
-
-Emily introduced Mrs. Ellmother to Francine. "It may be worth
-your while," she hinted, "to hear what this young lady has to
-say."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother listened, with little appearance of interest in
-anything that a stranger might have to say: her eyes rested on
-the card which contained her written request to Emily. Francine,
-watching her closely, understood what was passing in her mind. It
-might be worth while to conciliate the old woman by a little act
-of attention. Turning to Emily, Francine pointed to the card
-lying on the table. "You have not attended yet to Mr. Ellmother's
-request," she said.
-
-Emily at once assured Mrs. Ellmother that the request was
-granted. "But is it wise," she asked, "to go out to service
-again, at your age?"
-
-"I have been used to service all my life, Miss Emily--that's one
-reason. And service may help me to get rid of my own
-thoughts--that's another. If you can find me a situation
-somewhere, you will be doing me a good turn."
-
-"Is it useless to suggest that you might come back, and live with
-me?" Emily ventured to say.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother's head sank on her breast. "Thank you kindly,
-miss; it _is_ useless."
-
-"Why is it useless?" Francine asked.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother was silent.
-
-"Miss de Sor is speaking to you," Emily reminded her.
-
-"Am I to answer Miss de Sor?"
-
-Attentively observing what passed, and placing her own
-construction on looks and tones, it suddenly struck Francine that
-Emily herself might be in Mrs. Ellmother's confidence, and that
-she might have reasons of her own for assuming ignorance when
-awkward questions were asked. For the moment at least, Francine
-decided on keeping her suspicions to herself.
-
-"I may perhaps offer you the employment you want," she said to
-Mrs. Ellmother. "I am staying at Brighton, for the present, with
-the lady who was Miss Emily's schoolmistress, and I am in need of
-a maid. Would you be willing to consider it, if I proposed to
-engage you?"
-
-"Yes, miss."
-
-"In that case, you can hardly object to the customary inquiry.
-Why did you leave your last place?"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother appealed to Emily. "Did you tell this young lady
-how long I remained in my last place?"
-
-Melancholy remembrances had been revived in Emily by the turn
-which the talk had now taken. Francine's cat-like patience,
-stealthily feeling its way to its end, jarred on her nerves.
-"Yes," she said; "in justice to you, I have mentioned your long
-term of service."
-
-M rs. Ellmother addressed Francine. "You know, miss, that I
-served my late mistress for over twenty-five years. Will you
-please remember that--and let it be a reason for not asking me
-why I left my place."
-
-Francine smiled compassionately. "My good creature, you have
-mentioned the very reason why I _should_ ask. You live
-five-and-twenty years with your mistress--and then suddenly leave
-her--and you expect me to pass over this extraordinary proceeding
-without inquiry. Take a little time to think."
-
-"I want no time to think. What I had in my mind, when I left Miss
-Letitia, is something which I refuse to explain, miss, to you, or
-to anybody."
-
-She recovered some of her old firmness, when she made that reply.
-Francine saw the necessity of yielding--for the time at least,
-Emily remained silent, oppressed by remembrance of the doubts and
-fears which had darkened the last miserable days of her aunt's
-illness. She began already to regret having made Francine and
-Mrs. Ellmother known to each other.
-
-"I won't dwell on what appears to be a painful subject, "Francine
-graciously resumed. "I meant no offense. You are not angry, I
-hope?"
-
-"Sorry, miss. I might have been angry, at one time. That time is
-over."
-
-It was said sadly and resignedly: Emily heard the answer. Her
-heart ached as she looked at the old servant, and thought of the
-contrast between past and present. With what a hearty welcome
-this broken woman had been used to receive her in the bygone
-holiday-time! Her eyes moistened. She felt the merciless
-persistency of Francine, as if it had been an insult offered to
-herself. "Give it up!" she said sharply.
-
-"Leave me, my dear, to manage my own business," Francine replied.
-"About your qualifications?" she continued, turning coolly to
-Mrs. Ellmother. "Can you dress hair?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I ought to tell you," Francine insisted, "that I am very
-particular about my hair."
-
-"My mistress was very particular about her hair," Mrs. Ellmother
-answered.
-
-"Are you a good needlewoman?"
-
-"As good as ever I was--with the help of my spectacles."
-
-Francine turned to Emily. "See how well we get on together. We
-are beginning to understand each other already. I am an odd
-creature, Mrs. Ellmother. Sometimes, I take sudden likings to
-persons--I have taken a liking to you. Do you begin to think a
-little better of me than you did? I hope you will produce the
-right impression on Miss Ladd; you shall have every assistance
-that I can give. I will beg Miss Ladd, as a favor to me, not to
-ask you that one forbidden question."
-
-Poor Mrs. Ellmother, puzzled by the sudden appearance of Francine
-in the character of an eccentric young lady, the creature of
-genial impulse, thought it right to express her gratitude for the
-promised interference in her favor. "That's kind of you, miss,"
-she said.
-
-"No, no, only just. I ought to tell you there's one thing Miss
-Ladd is strict about--sweethearts. Are you quite sure," Francine
-inquired jocosely, "that you can answer for yourself, in that
-particular?"
-
-This effort of humor produced its intended effect. Mrs.
-Ellmother, thrown off her guard, actually smiled. "Lord, miss,
-what will you say next!"
-
-"My good soul, I will say something next that is more to the
-purpose. If Miss Ladd asks me why you have so unaccountably
-refused to be a servant again in this house, I shall take care to
-say that it is certainly not out of dislike to Miss Emily."
-
-"You need say nothing of the sort," Emily quietly remarked.
-
-"And still less," Francine proceeded, without noticing the
-interruption--"still less through any disagreeable remembrances
-of Miss Emily's aunt."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother saw the trap that had been set for her. "It won't
-do, miss," she said.
-
-"What won't do?"
-
-"Trying to pump me."
-
-Francine burst out laughing. Emily noticed an artificial ring in
-her gayety which suggested that she was exasperated, rather than
-amused, by the repulse which had baffled her curiosity once more.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother reminded the merry young lady that the proposed
-arrangement between them had not been concluded yet. "Am I to
-understand, miss, that you will keep a place open for me in your
-service?"
-
-"You are to understand," Francine replied sharply, "that I must
-have Miss Ladd's approval before I can engage you. Suppose you
-come to Brighton? I will pay your fare, of course."
-
-"Never mind my fare, miss. Will you give up pumping?"
-
-"Make your mind easy. It's quite useless to attempt pumping
-_you_. When will you come?"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother pleaded for a little delay. "I'm altering my
-gowns," she said. "I get thinner and thinner--don't I, Miss
-Emily? My work won't be done before Thursday."
-
-"Let us say Friday, then," Francine proposed.
-
-"Friday!" Mrs. Ellmother exclaimed. "You forget that Friday is an
-unlucky day."
-
-"I forgot that, certainly! How can you be so absurdly
-superstitious."
-
-"You may call it what you like, miss. I have good reason to think
-as I do. I was married on a Friday--and a bitter bad marriage it
-turned out to be. Superstitious, indeed! You don't know what my
-experience has been. My only sister was one of a party of
-thirteen at dinner; and she died within the year. If we are to
-get on together nicely, I'll take that journey on Saturday, if
-you please."
-
-"Anything to satisfy you," Francine agreed; "there is the
-address. Come in the middle of the day, and we will give you your
-dinner. No fear of our being thirteen in number. What will you
-do, if you have the misfortune to spill the salt?"
-
-"Take a pinch between my finger and thumb, and throw it over my
-left shoulder," Mrs. Ellmother answered gravely. "Good-day,
-miss."
-
-"Good-day."
-
-Emily followed the departing visitor out to the hall. She had
-seen and heard enough to decide her on trying to break off the
-proposed negotiation--with the one kind purpose of protecting
-Mrs. Ellmother against the pitiless curiosity of Francine.
-
-"Do you think you and that young lady are likely to get on well
-together?" she asked.
-
-"I have told you already, Miss Emily, I want to get away from my
-own home and my own thoughts; I don't care where I go, so long as
-I do that." Having answered in those words, Mrs. Ellmother opened
-the door, and waited a while, thinking. "I wonder whether the
-dead know what is going on in the world they have left?" she
-said, looking at Emily. "If they do, there's one among them knows
-my thoughts, and feels for me. Good-by, miss--and don't think
-worse of me than I deserve."
-
-Emily went back to the parlor. The only resource left was to
-plead with Francine for mercy to Mrs. Ellmother.
-
-"Do you really mean to give it up?" she asked.
-
-"To give up--what? 'Pumping,' as that obstinate old creature
-calls it?"
-
-Emily persisted. "Don't worry the poor old soul! However
-strangely she may have left my aunt and me her motives are kind
-and good--I am sure of that. Will you let her keep her harmless
-little secret?"
-
-"Oh, of course!"
-
-"I don't believe you, Francine!"
-
-"Don't you? I am like Cecilia--I am getting hungry. Shall we have
-some lunch?"
-
-"You hard-hearted creature!"
-
-"Does that mean--no luncheon until I have owned the truth?
-Suppose _you_ own the truth? I won't tell Mrs. Ellmother that you
-have betrayed her."
-
-"For the last time, Francine--I know no more of it than you do.
-If you persist in taking your own view, you as good as tell me I
-lie; and you will oblige me to leave the room."
-
-Even Francine's obstinacy was compelled to give way, so far as
-appearances went. Still possessed by the delusion that Emily was
-deceiving her, she was now animated by a stronger motive than
-mere curiosity. Her sense of her own importance imperatively
-urged her to prove that she was not a person who could be
-deceived with impunity.
-
-"I beg your pardon," she said with humility. "But I must
-positively have it out with Mrs. Ellmother. She has been more
-than a match for me--my turn next. I mean to get the better of
-her; and I shall succeed."
-
-"I have already told you, Francine--you will fail."
-
-"My dear, I am a dunce, and I don't deny it. But let me tell you
-one thing. I haven't lived all my life in the West Indies, among
-black servants, without learning something."
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"More, my clever friend, than you are likely to guess. In the
-meantime, don't forget the duties of hospitality. Ring the bell
-for luncheon."
-
-
-CHAPTER XXX.
-
-LADY DORIS.
-
-The arrival of Miss Ladd, some time before she had been expected,
-interrupted the two girls at a critical moment. She had hurried
-over her business in London, eager to pass the rest of the day
-with her favorite pupil. Emily's affectionate welcome was, in
-some degree at least, inspired by a sensation of relief. To feel
-herself in the embrace of the warm-hearted schoolmistress was
-like finding a refuge from Francine.
-
-When the hour of departure arrived, Miss Ladd invited Emily to
-Brighton for the second time. "On the last occasion, my dear, you
-wrote me an excuse; I won't be treated in that way again. If you
-can't return with us now, come to-morrow." She added in a
-whisper, "Otherwise, I shall think you include _me_ in your
-dislike of Francine."
-
-There was no resisting this. It was arranged that Emily should go
-to Brighton on the next day.
-
-Left by herself, her thoughts might have reverted to Mrs.
-Ellmother's doubtful prospects, and to Francine's strange
-allusion to her life in the West Indies, but for the arrival of
-two letters by the afternoon post. The handwriting on one of them
-was unknown to her. She opened that one first. It was an answer
-to the letter of apology which she had persisted in writing to
-Mrs. Rook. Happily for herself, Alban's influence had not been
-without its effect, after his departure. She had written
-kindly--but she had written briefly at the same time.
-
-Mrs. Rook's reply presented a nicely compounded mixture of
-gratitude and grief. The gratitude was addressed to Emily as a
-matter of course. The grief related to her "excellent master."
-Sir Jervis's strength had suddenly failed. His medical attendant,
-being summoned, had expressed no surprise. "My patient is over
-seventy years of age," the doctor remarked. "He will sit up late
-at night, writing his book; and he refuses to take exercise, till
-headache and giddiness force him to try the fresh air. As the
-necessary result, he has broken down at last. It may end in
-paralysis, or it may end in death." Reporting this expression of
-medical opinion, Mrs. Rook's letter glided imperceptibly from
-respectful sympathy to modest regard for her own interests in the
-future. It might be the sad fate of her husband and herself to be
-thrown on the world again. If necessity brought them to London,
-would "kind Miss Emily grant her the honor of an interview, and
-favor a poor unlucky woman with a word of advice?"
-
-"She may pervert your letter to some use of her own, which you
-may have reason to regret." Did Emily remember Alban's warning
-words? No: she accepted Mrs. Rook's reply as a gratifying tribute
-to the justice of her own opinions.
-
-Having proposed to write to Alban, feeling penitently that she
-had been in the wrong, she was now readier than ever to send him
-a letter, feeling compassionately that she had been in the right.
-Besides, it was due to the faithful friend, who was still working
-for her in the reading room, that he should be informed of Sir
-Jervis's illness. Whether the old man lived or whether he died,
-his literary labors were fatally interrupted in either case; and
-one of the consequences would be the termination of her
-employment at the Museum. Although the second of the two letters
-which she had received was addressed to her in Cecilia's
-handwriting, Emily waited to read it until she had first written
-to Alban. "He will come to-morrow," she thought; "and we shall
-both make apologies. I shall regret that I was angry with him and
-he will regret that he was mistaken in his judgment of Mrs. Rook.
-We shall be as good friends again as ever."
-
-In this happy frame of mind she opened Cecilia's letter. It was
-full of good news from first to last.
-
-The invalid sister had made such rapid progress toward recovery
-that the travelers had arranged to set forth on their journey
-back to England in a fortnight. "My one regret," Cecilia added,
-"is the parting with Lady Doris. She and her husband are going to
-Genoa, where they will embark in Lord Janeaway's yacht for a
-cruise in the Mediterranean. When we have said that miserable
-word good-by--oh, Emily, what a hurry I shall be in to get back
-to you! Those allusions to your lonely life are so dreadful, my
-dear, that I have destroyed your letter; it is enough to break
-one's heart only to look at it. When once I get to London, there
-shall be no more solitude for my poor afflicted friend. Papa will
-be free from his parliamentary duties in August--and he has
-promised to have the house full of delightful people to meet you.
-Who do you think will be one of our guests? He is illustrious; he
-is fascinating; he deserves a line all to himself, thus:
-
-"The Reverend Miles Mirabel!
-
-"Lady Doris has discovered that the country parsonage, in which
-this brilliant clergyman submits to exile, is only twelve miles
-away from our house. She has written to Mr. Mirabel to introduce
-me, and to mention the date of my return. We will have some fun
-with the popular preacher--we will both fall in love with him
-together.
-
-"Is there anybody to whom you would like me to send an
-invitation? Shall we have Mr. Alban Morris? Now I know how kindly
-he took care of you at the railway station, your good opinion of
-him is my opinion. Your letter also mentions a doctor. Is he
-nice? and do you think he will let me eat pastry, if we have him
-too? I am so overflowing with hospitality (all for your sake)
-that I am ready to invite anybody, and everybody, to cheer you
-and make you happy. Would you like to meet Miss Ladd and the
-whole school?
-
-"As to our amusements, make your mind easy.
-
-"I have come to a distinct understanding with Papa that we are to
-have dances every evening--except when we try a little concert as
-a change. Private theatricals are to follow, when we want another
-change after the dancing and the music. No early rising; no fixed
-hour for breakfast; everything that is most exquisitely delicious
-at dinner--and, to crown all, your room next to mine, for
-delightful midnight gossipings, when we ought to be in bed. What
-do you say, darling, to the programme?
-
-"A last piece of news--and I have done.
-
-"I have actually had a proposal of marriage, from a young
-gentleman who sits opposite me at the table d'hote! When I tell
-you that he has white eyelashes, and red hands, and such enormous
-front teeth that he can't shut his mouth, you will not need to be
-told that I refused him. This vindictive person has abused me
-ever since, in the most shameful manner. I heard him last night,
-under my window, trying to set one of his friends against me.
-'Keep clear of her, my dear fellow; she's the most heartless
-creature living.' The friend took my part; he said, 'I don't
-agree with you; the young lady is a person of great sensibility.'
-'Nonsense!' says my amiable lover; 'she eats too much--her
-sensibility is all stomach.' There's a wretch for you. What a
-shameful advantage to take of sitting opposite to me at dinner!
-Good-by, my love, till we meet soon, and are as happy together as
-the day is long."
-
-Emily kissed the signature. At that moment of all others, Cecilia
-was such a refreshing contrast to Francine!
-
-Before putting the letter away, she looked again at that part of
-it which mentioned Lady Doris's introduction of Cecilia to Mr.
-Mirabel. "I don't feel the slightest interest in Mr. Mirabel,"
-she thought, smiling as the idea occurred to her; "and I need
-never have known him, but for Lady Doris--who is a perfect
-stranger to me."
-
-She had just placed the letter in her desk, when a visitor was
-announced. Doctor Allday presented himself (in a hurry as usual).
-
-"Another patient waiting?" Emily asked mischievously. "No time to
-spare, again?"
-
-"Not a moment," the old gentleman answered. "Have you heard from
-Mrs. Ellmother?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"You don't mean to say you have answered her?"
-
-"I have done better than that, doctor--I have seen her this
-morning."
-
-"And consented to be her reference, of course?"
-
-"How well you know me!"
-
-Doctor Allday was a philosopher: he kept his temper. "Just what I
-might have expected," he said. "Eve and the apple! Only forbid a
-woman to do anything, and she does it directly--be cause you have
-forbidden her. I'll try the other way with you now, Miss Emily.
-There was something else that I meant to have forbidden."
-
-"What was it?"
-
-"May I make a special request?"
-
-"Certainly."
-
-"Oh, my dear, write to Mrs. Rook! I beg and entreat of you, write
-to Mrs. Rook!"
-
-Emily's playful manner suddenly disappeared.
-
-Ignoring the doctor's little outbreak of humor, she waited in
-grave surprise, until it was his pleasure to explain himself.
-
-Doctor Allday, on his side, ignored the ominous change in Emily;
-he went on as pleasantly as ever. "Mr. Morris and I have had a
-long talk about you, my dear. Mr. Morris is a capital fellow; I
-recommend him as a sweetheart. I also back him in the matter of
-Mrs. Rook.--What's the matter now? You're as red as a rose.
-Temper again, eh?"
-
-"Hatred of meanness!" Emily answered indignantly. "I despise a
-man who plots, behind my back, to get another man to help him.
-Oh, how I have been mistaken in Alban Morris!"
-
-"Oh, how little you know of the best friend you have!" cried the
-doctor, imitating her. "Girls are all alike; the only man they
-can understand, is the man who flatters them. _Will_ you oblige
-me by writing to Mrs. Rook?"
-
-Emily made an attempt to match the doctor, with his own weapons.
-"Your little joke comes too late," she said satirically. "There
-is Mrs. Rook's answer. Read it, and--" she checked herself, even
-in her anger she was incapable of speaking ungenerously to the
-old man who had so warmly befriended her. "I won't say to _you_,"
-she resumed, "what I might have said to another person."
-
-"Shall I say it for you?" asked the incorrigible doctor. "'Read
-it, and be ashamed of yourself'--That was what you had in your
-mind, isn't it? Anything to please you, my dear." He put on his
-spectacles, read the letter, and handed it back to Emily with an
-impenetrable countenance. "What do you think of my new
-spectacles?" he asked, as he took the glasses off his nose. "In
-the experience of thirty years, I have had three grateful
-patients." He put the spectacles back in the case. "This comes
-from the third. Very gratifying--very gratifying."
-
-Emily's sense of humor was not the uppermost sense in her at that
-moment. She pointed with a peremptory forefinger to Mrs. Rook's
-letter. "Have you nothing to say about this?"
-
-The doctor had so little to say about it that he was able to
-express himself in one word:
-
-"Humbug!"
-
-He took his hat--nodded kindly to Emily--and hurried away to
-feverish pulses waiting to be felt, and to furred tongues that
-were ashamed to show themselves.
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXI.
-
-MOIRA.
-
-When Alban presented himself the next morning, the hours of the
-night had exercised their tranquilizing influence over Emily. She
-remembered sorrowfully how Doctor Allday had disturbed her belief
-in the man who loved her; no feeling of irritation remained.
-Alban noticed that her manner was unusually subdued; she received
-him with her customary grace, but not with her customary smile.
-
-"Are you not well?" he asked.
-
-"I am a little out of spirits," she replied. "A
-disappointment--that is all."
-
-He waited a moment, apparently in the expectation that she might
-tell him what the disappointment was. She remained silent, and
-she looked away from him. Was he in any way answerable for the
-depression of spirits to which she alluded? The doubt occurred to
-him--but he said nothing.
-
-"I suppose you have received my letter?" she resumed.
-
-"I have come here to thank you for your letter."
-
-"It was my duty to tell you of Sir Jervis's illness; I deserve no
-thanks."
-
-"You have written to me so kindly," Alban reminded her; "you have
-referred to our difference of opinion, the last time I was here,
-so gently and so forgivingly--"
-
-"If I had written a little later," she interposed, "the tone of
-my letter might have been less agreeable to you. I happened to
-send it to the post, before I received a visit from a friend of
-yours--a friend who had something to say to me after consulting
-with you."
-
-"Do you mean Doctor Allday?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What did he say?"
-
-"What you wished him to say. He did his best; he was as obstinate
-and unfeeling as you could possibly wish him to be; but he was
-too late. I have written to Mrs. Rook, and I have received a
-reply." She spoke sadly, not angrily--and pointed to the letter
-lying on her desk.
-
-Alban understood: he looked at her in despair. "Is that wretched
-woman doomed to set us at variance every time we meet!" he
-exclaimed.
-
-Emily silently held out the letter.
-
-He refused to take it. "The wrong you have done me is not to be
-set right in that way," he said. "You believe the doctor's visit
-was arranged between us. I never knew that he intended to call on
-you; I had no interest in sending him here--and I must not
-interfere again between you and Mrs. Rook."
-
-"I don't understand you."
-
-"You will understand me when I tell you how my conversation with
-Doctor Allday ended. I have done with interference; I have done
-with advice. Whatever my doubts may be, all further effort on my
-part to justify them--all further inquiries, no matter in what
-direction--are at an end: I made the sacrifice, for your sake.
-No! I must repeat what you said to me just now; I deserve no
-thanks. What I have done, has been done in deference to Doctor
-Allday--against my own convictions; in spite of my own fears.
-Ridiculous convictions! ridiculous fears! Men with morbid minds
-are their own tormentors. It doesn't matter how I suffer, so long
-as you are at ease. I shall never thwart you or vex you again.
-Have you a better opinion of me now?"
-
-She made the best of all answers--she gave him her hand.
-
-"May I kiss it?" he asked, as timidly as if he had been a boy
-addressing his first sweetheart.
-
-She was half inclined to laugh, and half inclined to cry. "Yes,
-if you like," she said softly.
-
-"Will you let me come and see you again?"
-
-"Gladly--when I return to London."
-
-"You are going away?"
-
-"I am going to Brighton this afternoon, to stay with Miss Ladd."
-
-It was hard to lose her, on the happy day when they understood
-each other at last. An expression of disappointment passed over
-his face. He rose, and walked restlessly to the window. "Miss
-Ladd?" he repeated, turning to Emily as if an idea had struck
-him. "Did I hear, at the school, that Miss de Sor was to spend
-the holidays under the care of Miss Ladd?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"The same young lady," he went on, "who paid you a visit
-yesterday morning?"
-
-"The same."
-
-That haunting distrust of the future, which he had first betrayed
-and then affected to ridicule, exercised its depressing influence
-over his better sense. He was unreasonable enough to feel
-doubtful of Francine, simply because she was a stranger.
-
-"Miss de Sor is a new friend of yours," he said. "Do you like
-her?"
-
-It was not an easy question to answer--without entering into
-particulars which Emily's delicacy of feeling warned her to
-avoid. "I must know a little more of Miss de Sor," she said,
-"before I can decide."
-
-Alban's misgivings were naturally encouraged by this evasive
-reply. He began to regret having left the cottage, on the
-previous day, when he had heard that Emily was engaged. He might
-have sent in his card, and might have been admitted. It was an
-opportunity lost of observing Francine. On the morning of her
-first day at school, when they had accidentally met at the summer
-house, she had left a disagreeable impression on his mind. Ought
-he to allow his opinion to be influenced by this circumstance? or
-ought he to follow Emily's prudent example, and suspend judgment
-until he knew a little more of Francine?
-
-"Is any day fixed for your return to London?" he asked.
-
-"Not yet," she said; "I hardly know how long my visit will be."
-
-"In little more than a fortnight," he continued, "I shall return
-to my classes--they will be dreary classes, without you. Miss de
-Sor goes back to the school with Miss Ladd, I suppose?"
-
-Emily was at a loss to account for the depression in his looks
-and tones, while he was making these unimportant inquiries. She
-tried to rouse him by speaking lightly in reply.
-
-"Miss de Sor returns in quite a new character; she is to be a
-guest instead of a pupil. Do you wish to be better acquainted
-with her?"
-
-"Yes," he said grave ly, "now I know that she is a friend of
-yours." He returned to his place near her. "A pleasant visit
-makes the days pass quickly," he resumed. "You may remain at
-Brighton longer than you anticipate; and we may not meet again
-for some time to come. If anything happens--"
-
-"Do you mean anything serious?" she asked.
-
-"No, no! I only mean--if I can be of any service. In that case,
-will you write to me?"
-
-"You know I will!"
-
-She looked at him anxiously. He had completely failed to hide
-from her the uneasy state of his mind: a man less capable of
-concealment of feeling never lived. "You are anxious, and out of
-spirits," she said gently. "Is it my fault?"
-
-"Your fault? oh, don't think that! I have my dull days and my
-bright days--and just now my barometer is down at dull." His
-voice faltered, in spite of his efforts to control it; he gave up
-the struggle, and took his hat to go. "Do you remember, Emily,
-what I once said to you in the garden at the school? I still
-believe there is a time of fulfillment to come in our lives." He
-suddenly checked himself, as if there had been something more in
-his mind to which he hesitated to give expression--and held out
-his hand to bid her good-by.
-
-"My memory of what you said in the garden is better than yours,"
-she reminded him. "You said 'Happen what may in the interval, I
-trust the future.' Do you feel the same trust still?"
-
-He sighed--drew her to him gently--and kissed her on the
-forehead. Was that his own reply? She was not calm enough to ask
-him the question: it remained in her thoughts for some time after
-he had gone.
-
- . . . . . . . .
-
-On the same day Emily was at Brighton.
-
-Francine happened to be alone in the drawing-room. Her first
-proceeding, when Emily was shown in, was to stop the servant.
-
-"Have you taken my letter to the post?"
-
-"Yes, miss."
-
-"It doesn't matter." She dismissed the servant by a gesture, and
-burst into such effusive hospitality that she actually insisted
-on kissing Emily. "Do you know what I have been doing?" she said.
-"I have been writing to Cecilia--directing to the care of her
-father, at the House of Commons. I stupidly forgot that you would
-be able to give me the right address in Switzerland. You don't
-object, I hope, to my making myself agreeable to our dear,
-beautiful, greedy girl? It is of such importance to me to
-surround myself with influential friends--and, of course, I have
-given her your love. Don't look disgusted! Come, and see your
-room.--Oh, never mind Miss Ladd. You will see her when she wakes.
-Ill? Is that sort of old woman ever ill? She's only taking her
-nap after bathing. Bathing in the sea, at her age! How she must
-frighten the fishes!"
-
-Having seen her own bed-chamber, Emily was next introduced to the
-room occupied by Francine.
-
-One object that she noticed in it caused her some little
-surprise--not unmingled with disgust. She discovered on the
-toilet-table a coarsely caricatured portrait of Mrs. Ellmother.
-It was a sketch in pencil--wretchedly drawn; but spitefully
-successful as a likeness. "I didn't know you were an artist,"
-Emily remarked, with an ironical emphasis on the last word.
-Francine laughed scornfully--crumpled the drawing up in her
-hand--and threw it into the waste-paper basket.
-
-"You satirical creature!" she burst out gayly. "If you had lived
-a dull life at St. Domingo, you would have taken to spoiling
-paper too. I might really have turned out an artist, if I had
-been clever and industrious like you. As it was, I learned a
-little drawing--and got tired of it. I tried modeling in wax--and
-got tired of it. Who do you think was my teacher? One of our
-slaves."
-
-"A slave!" Emily exclaimed.
-
-"Yes--a mulatto, if you wish me to be particular; the daughter of
-an English father and a negro mother. In her young time (at least
-she said so herself) she was quite a beauty, in her particular
-style. Her master's favorite; he educated her himself. Besides
-drawing and painting, and modeling in wax, she could sing and
-play--all the accomplishments thrown away on a slave! When her
-owner died, my uncle bought her at the sale of the property."
-
-A word of natural compassion escaped Emily--to Francine's
-surprise.
-
-"Oh, my dear, you needn't pity her! Sappho (that was her name)
-fetched a high price, even when she was no longer young. She came
-to us, by inheritance, with the estates and the rest of it; and
-took a fancy to me, when she found out I didn't get on well with
-my father and mother. 'I owe it to _my_ father and mother,' she
-used to say, 'that I am a slave. When I see affectionate
-daughters, it wrings my heart.' Sappho was a strange compound. A
-woman with a white side to her character, and a black side. For
-weeks together, she would be a civilized being. Then she used to
-relapse, and become as complete a negress as her mother. At the
-risk of her life she stole away, on those occasions, into the
-interior of the island, and looked on, in hiding, at the horrid
-witchcrafts and idolatries of the blacks; they would have
-murdered a half-blood, prying into their ceremonies, if they had
-discovered her. I followed her once, so far as I dared. The
-frightful yellings and drummings in the darkness of the forests
-frightened me. The blacks suspected her, and it came to my ears.
-I gave her the warning that saved her life (I don't know what I
-should have done without Sappho to amuse me!); and, from that
-time, I do believe the curious creature loved me. You see I can
-speak generously even of a slave!"
-
-"I wonder you didn't bring her with you to England," Emily said.
-
-"In the first place," Francine answered, "she was my father's
-property, not mine. In the second place, she's dead. Poisoned, as
-the other half-bloods supposed, by some enemy among the blacks.
-She said herself, she was under a spell!"
-
-"What did she mean?"
-
-Francine was not interested enough in the subject to explain.
-"Stupid superstition, my dear. The negro side of Sappho was
-uppermost when she was dying--there is the explanation. Be off
-with you! I hear the old woman on the stairs. Meet her before she
-can come in here. My bedroom is my only refuge from Miss Ladd."
-
-On the morning of the last day in the week, Emily had a little
-talk in private with her old schoolmistress. Miss Ladd listened
-to what she had to say of Mrs. Ellmother, and did her best to
-relieve Emily's anxieties. "I think you are mistaken, my child,
-in supposing that Francine is in earnest. It is her great fault
-that she is hardly ever in earnest. You can trust to my
-discretion; leave the rest to your aunt's old servant and to me."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother arrived, punctual to the appointed time. She was
-shown into Miss Ladd's own room. Francine--ostentatiously
-resolved to take no personal part in the affair--went for a walk.
-Emily waited to hear the result.
-
-After a long interval, Miss Ladd returned to the drawing-room,
-and announced that she had sanctioned the engagement of Mrs.
-Ellmother.
-
-"I have considered your wishes, in this respect," she said. "It
-is arranged that a week's notice, on either side, shall end the
-term of service, after the first month. I cannot feel justified
-in doing more than that. Mrs. Ellmother is such a respectable
-woman; she is so well known to you, and she was so long in your
-aunt's service, that I am bound to consider the importance of
-securing a person who is exactly fitted to attend on such a girl
-as Francine. In one word, I can trust Mrs. Ellmother."
-
-"When does she enter on her service?" Emily inquired.
-
-"On the day after we return to the school," Miss Ladd replied.
-"You will be glad to see her, I am sure. I will send her here."
-
-"One word more before you go," Emily said.
-
-"Did you ask her why she left my aunt?"
-
-"My dear child, a woman who has been five-and-twenty years in one
-place is entitled to keep her own secrets. I understand that she
-had her reasons, and that she doesn't think it necessary to
-mention them to anybody. Never trust people by halves--especially
-when they are people like Mrs. Ellmother."
-
-It was too late now to raise any objections. Emily felt relieved,
-rather than disappointed, on discovering that Mrs. Ellmother was
-in a hurry to get back to London by the next train. Sh e had
-found an opportunity of letting her lodgings; and she was eager
-to conclude the bargain. "You see I couldn't say Yes," she
-explained, "till I knew whether I was to get this new place or
-not--and the person wants to go in tonight."
-
-Emily stopped her at the door. "Promise to write and tell me how
-you get on with Miss de Sor."
-
-"You say that, miss, as if you didn't feel hopeful about me."
-
-"I say it, because I feel interested about you. Promise to
-write."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother promised, and hastened away. Emily looked after
-her from the window, as long as she was in view. "I wish I could
-feel sure of Francine!" she said to herself.
-
-"In what way?" asked the hard voice of Francine, speaking at the
-door.
-
-It was not in Emily's nature to shrink from a plain reply. She
-completed her half-formed thought without a moment's hesitation.
-
-"I wish I could feel sure," she answered, "that you will be kind
-to Mrs. Ellmother."
-
-"Are you afraid I shall make her life one scene of torment?"
-Francine inquired. "How can I answer for myself? I can't look
-into the future."
-
-"For once in your life, can you be in earnest?" Emily said.
-
-"For once in your life, can you take a joke?" Francine replied.
-
-Emily said no more. She privately resolved to shorten her visit
-to Brighton.
-
-
-BOOK THE THIRD--NETHERWOODS.
-
-CHAPTER XXXII.
-
-IN THE GRAY ROOM.
-
-The house inhabited by Miss Ladd and her pupils had been built,
-in the early part of the present century, by a wealthy
-merchant--proud of his money, and eager to distinguish himself as
-the owner of the largest country seat in the neighborhood.
-
-After his death, Miss Ladd had taken Netherwoods (as the place
-was called), finding her own house insufficient for the
-accommodation of the increasing number of her pupils. A lease was
-granted to her on moderate terms. Netherwoods failed to attract
-persons of distinction in search of a country residence. The
-grounds were beautiful; but no landed property--not even a
-park--was attached to the house. Excepting the few acres on which
-the building stood, the surrounding land belonged to a retired
-naval officer of old family, who resented the attempt of a
-merchant of low birth to assume the position of a gentleman. No
-matter what proposals might be made to the admiral, he refused
-them all. The privilege of shooting was not one of the
-attractions offered to tenants; the country presented no
-facilities for hunting; and the only stream in the neighborhood
-was not preserved. In consequence of these drawbacks, the
-merchant's representatives had to choose between a proposal to
-use Netherwoods as a lunatic asylum, or to accept as tenant the
-respectable mistress of a fashionable and prosperous school. They
-decided in favor of Miss Ladd.
-
-The contemplated change in Francine's position was accomplished,
-in that vast house, without inconvenience. There were rooms
-unoccupied, even when the limit assigned to the number of pupils
-had been reached. On the re-opening of the school, Francine was
-offered her choice between two rooms on one of the upper stories,
-and two rooms on the ground floor. She chose these last.
-
-Her sitting-room and bedroom, situated at the back of the house,
-communicated with each other. The sitting-room, ornamented with a
-pretty paper of delicate gray, and furnished with curtains of the
-same color, had been accordingly named, "The Gray Room." It had a
-French window, which opened on the terrace overlooking the garden
-and the grounds. Some fine old engravings from the grand
-landscapes of Claude (part of a collection of prints possessed by
-Miss Ladd's father) hung on the walls. The carpet was in harmony
-with the curtains; and the furniture was of light-colored wood,
-which helped the general effect of subdued brightness that made
-the charm of the room. "If you are not happy here," Miss Ladd
-said, "I despair of you." And Francine answered, "Yes, it's very
-pretty, but I wish it was not so small."
-
-On the twelfth of August the regular routine of the school was
-resumed. Alban Morris found two strangers in his class, to fill
-the vacancies left by Emily and Cecilia. Mrs. Ellmother was duly
-established in her new place. She produced an unfavorable
-impression in the servants' hall--not (as the handsome chief
-housemaid explained) because she was ugly and old, but because
-she was "a person who didn't talk." The prejudice against
-habitual silence, among the lower order of the people, is almost
-as inveterate as the prejudice against red hair.
-
-In the evening, on that first day of renewed studies--while the
-girls were in the grounds, after tea--Francine had at last
-completed the arrangement of her rooms, and had dismissed Mrs.
-Ellmother (kept hard at work since the morning) to take a little
-rest. Standing alone at her window, the West Indian heiress
-wondered what she had better do next. She glanced at the girls on
-the lawn, and decided that they were unworthy of serious notice,
-on the part of a person so specially favored as herself. She
-turned sidewise, and looked along the length of the terrace. At
-the far end a tall man was slowly pacing to and fro, with his
-head down and his hands in his pockets. Francine recognized the
-rude drawing-master, who had torn up his view of the village,
-after she had saved it from being blown into the pond.
-
-She stepped out on the terrace, and called to him. He stopped,
-and looked up.
-
-"Do you want me?" he called back.
-
-"Of course I do!"
-
-She advanced a little to meet him, and offered encouragement
-under the form of a hard smile. Although his manners might be
-unpleasant, he had claims on the indulgence of a young lady, who
-was at a loss how to employ her idle time. In the first place, he
-was a man. In the second place, he was not as old as the
-music-master, or as ugly as the dancing-master. In the third
-place, he was an admirer of Emily; and the opportunity of trying
-to shake his allegiance by means of a flirtation, in Emily's
-absence, was too good an opportunity to be lost.
-
-"Do you remember how rude you were to me, on the day when you
-were sketching in the summer-house?" Francine asked with snappish
-playfulness. "I expect you to make yourself agreeable this
-time--I am going to pay you a compliment."
-
-He waited, with exasperating composure, to hear what the proposed
-compliment might be. The furrow between his eyebrows looked
-deeper than ever. There were signs of secret trouble in that dark
-face, so grimly and so resolutely composed. The school, without
-Emily, presented the severest trial of endurance that he had
-encountered, since the day when he had been deserted and
-disgraced by his affianced wife.
-
-"You are an artist," Francine proceeded, "and therefore a person
-of taste. I want to have your opinion of my sitting-room.
-Criticism is invited; pray come in."
-
-He seemed to be unwilling to accept the invitation--then altered
-his mind, and followed Francine. She had visited Emily; she was
-perhaps in a fair way to become Emily's friend. He remembered
-that he had already lost an opportunity of studying her
-character, and--if he saw the necessity--of warning Emily not to
-encourage the advances of Miss de Sor.
-
-"Very pretty," he remarked, looking round the room--without
-appearing to care for anything in it, except the prints.
-
-Francine was bent on fascinating him. She raised her eyebrows and
-lifted her hands, in playful remonstrance. "Do remember it's _my_
-room," she said, "and take some little interest in it, for _my_
-sake!"
-
-"What do you want me to say?" he asked.
-
-"Come and sit down by me." She made room for him on the sofa. Her
-one favorite aspiration--the longing to excite envy in
-others--expressed itself in her next words. "Say something
-pretty," she answered; "say you would like to have such a room as
-this."
-
-"I should like to have your prints," he remarked. "Will that do?"
-
-"It wouldn't do--from anybody else. Ah, Mr. Morris, I know why
-you are not as nice as you might be! You are not happy. The
-school has lost its one attraction, in losing our dear Emily. You
-feel it--I know you feel it." She assisted this expression of
-sympathy to produce the right effect by a sigh. "What would I not
-give to inspire such devotion as yours! I don't envy Emily; I
-only wish--" She pau sed in confusion, and opened her fan. "Isn't
-it pretty?" she said, with an ostentatious appearance of changing
-the subject. Alban behaved like a monster; he began to talk of
-the weather.
-
-"I think this is the hottest day we have had," he said; "no
-wonder you want your fan. Netherwoods is an airless place at this
-season of the year."
-
-She controlled her temper. "I do indeed feel the heat," she
-admitted, with a resignation which gently reproved him; "it is so
-heavy and oppressive here after Brighton. Perhaps my sad life,
-far away from home and friends, makes me sensitive to trifles. Do
-you think so, Mr. Morris?"
-
-The merciless man said he thought it was the situation of the
-house.
-
-"Miss Ladd took the place in the spring," he continued; "and only
-discovered the one objection to it some months afterward. We are
-in the highest part of the valley here--but, you see, it's a
-valley surrounded by hills; and on three sides the hills are near
-us. All very well in winter; but in summer I have heard of girls
-in this school so out of health in the relaxing atmosphere that
-they have been sent home again."
-
-Francine suddenly showed an interest in what he was saying. If he
-had cared to observe her closely, he might have noticed it.
-
-"Do you mean that the girls were really ill?" she asked.
-
-"No. They slept badly--lost appetite--started at trifling noises.
-In short, their nerves were out of order."
-
-"Did they get well again at home, in another air?"
-
-"Not a doubt of it," he answered, beginning to get weary of the
-subject. "May I look at your books?"
-
-Francine's interest in the influence of different atmospheres on
-health was not exhausted yet. "Do you know where the girls lived
-when they were at home?" she inquired.
-
-"I know where one of them lived. She was the best pupil I ever
-had--and I remember she lived in Yorkshire." He was so weary of
-the idle curiosity--as it appeared to him--which persisted in
-asking trifling questions, that he left his seat, and crossed the
-room. "May I look at your books?" he repeated.
-
-"Oh, yes!"
-
-The conversation was suspended for a while. The lady thought, "I
-should like to box his ears!" The gentleman thought, "She's only
-an inquisitive fool after all!" His examination of her books
-confirmed him in the delusion that there was really nothing in
-Francine's character which rendered it necessary to caution Emily
-against the advances of her new friend. Turning away from the
-book-case, he made the first excuse that occurred to him for
-putting an end to the interview.
-
-"I must beg you to let me return to my duties, Miss de Sor. I
-have to correct the young ladies' drawings, before they begin
-again to-morrow."
-
-Francine's wounded vanity made a last expiring attempt to steal
-the heart of Emily's lover.
-
-"You remind me that I have a favor to ask," she said. "I don't
-attend the other classes--but I should so like to join _your_
-class! May I?" She looked up at him with a languishing appearance
-of entreaty which sorely tried Alban's capacity to keep his face
-in serious order. He acknowledged the compliment paid to him in
-studiously commonplace terms, and got a little nearer to the open
-window. Francine's obstinacy was not conquered yet.
-
-"My education has been sadly neglected," she continued; "but I
-have had some little instruction in drawing. You will not find me
-so ignorant as some of the other girls." She waited a little,
-anticipating a few complimentary words. Alban waited also--in
-silence. "I shall look forward with pleasure to my lessons under
-such an artist as yourself," she went on, and waited again, and
-was disappointed again. "Perhaps," she resumed, "I may become
-your favorite pupil--Who knows?"
-
-"Who indeed!"
-
-It was not much to say, when he spoke at last--but it was enough
-to encourage Francine. She called him "dear Mr. Morris"; she
-pleaded for permission to take her first lesson immediately; she
-clasped her hands--"Please say Yes!"
-
-"I can't say Yes, till you have complied with the rules."
-
-"Are they _your_ rules?"
-
-Her eyes expressed the readiest submission--in that case. He
-entirely failed to see it: he said they were Miss Ladd's
-rules--and wished her good-evening.
-
-She watched him, walking away down the terrace. How was he paid?
-Did he receive a yearly salary, or did he get a little extra
-money for each new pupil who took drawing lessons? In this last
-case, Francine saw her opportunity of being even with him "You
-brute! Catch me attending your class!"
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIII.
-
-RECOLLECTIONS OF ST. DOMINGO.
-
-The night was oppressively hot. Finding it impossible to sleep,
-Francine lay quietly in her bed, thinking. The subject of her
-reflections was a person who occupied the humble position of her
-new servant.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother looked wretchedly ill. Mrs. Ellmother had told
-Emily that her object, in returning to domestic service, was to
-try if change would relieve her from the oppression of her own
-thoughts. Mrs. Ellmother believed in vulgar superstitions which
-declared Friday to be an unlucky day; and which recommended
-throwing a pinch over your left shoulder, if you happened to
-spill the salt.
-
-In themselves, these were trifling recollections. But they
-assumed a certain importance, derived from the associations which
-they called forth.
-
-They reminded Francine, by some mental process which she was at a
-loss to trace, of Sappho the slave, and of her life at St.
-Domingo.
-
-She struck a light, and unlocked her writing desk. From one of
-the drawers she took out an old household account-book.
-
-The first page contained some entries, relating to domestic
-expenses, in her own handwriting. They recalled one of her
-efforts to occupy her idle time, by relieving her mother of the
-cares of housekeeping. For a day or two, she had persevered--and
-then she had ceased to feel any interest in her new employment.
-The remainder of the book was completely filled up, in a
-beautifully clear handwriting, beginning on the second page. A
-title had been found for the manuscript by Francine. She had
-written at the top of the page: _Sappho's Nonsense_.
-
-After reading the first few sentences she rapidly turned over the
-leaves, and stopped at a blank space near the end of the book.
-Here again she had added a title. This time it implied a
-compliment to the writer: the page was headed: _Sappho's Sense_.
-
-She read this latter part of the manuscript with the closest
-attention.
-
-"I entreat my kind and dear young mistress not to suppose that I
-believe in witchcraft--after such an education as I have
-received. When I wrote down, at your biding, all that I had told
-you by word of mouth, I cannot imagine what delusion possessed
-me. You say I have a negro side to my character, which I inherit
-from my mother. Did you mean this, dear mistress, as a joke? I am
-almost afraid it is sometimes not far off from the truth.
-
-"Let me be careful, however, to avoid leading you into a mistake.
-It is really true that the man-slave I spoke of did pine and die,
-after the spell had been cast on him by my witch-mother's image
-of wax. But I ought also to have told you that circumstances
-favored the working of the spell: the fatal end was not brought
-about by supernatural means.
-
-"The poor wretch was not in good health at the time; and our
-owner had occasion to employ him in the valley of the island far
-inland. I have been told, and can well believe, that the climate
-there is different from the climate on the coast--in which the
-unfortunate slave had been accustomed to live. The overseer
-wouldn't believe him when he said the valley air would be his
-death--and the negroes, who might otherwise have helped him, all
-avoided a man whom they knew to be under a spell.
-
-"This, you see, accounts for what might appear incredible to
-civilized persons. If you will do me a favor, you will burn this
-little book, as soon as you have read what I have written here.
-If my request is not granted, I can only implore you to let no
-eyes but your own see these pages. My life might be in danger if
-the blacks knew what I have now told you, in the interests of
-truth."
-
-Francine closed the book, and locked it up again in her desk.
-"Now I know," she said to herself, "what reminded me of St.
-Domingo."
-
-When Francine rang her bell the next morning, so long a time
-elapsed without producing an answer that she began to think of
-sending one of the house-servants to make inquiries. Before she
-could decide, Mrs. Ellmother presented herself, and offered her
-apologies.
-
-"It's the first time I have overslept myself, miss, since I was a
-girl. Please to excuse me, it shan't happen again."
-
-"Do you find that the air here makes you drowsy?" Francine asked.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother shook her head. "I didn't get to sleep," she said,
-"till morning, and so I was too heavy to be up in time. But air
-has got nothing to do with it. Gentlefolks may have their whims
-and fancies. All air is the same to people like me."
-
-"You enjoy good health, Mrs. Ellmother?"
-
-"Why not, miss? I have never had a doctor."
-
-"Oh! That's your opinion of doctors, is it?"
-
-"I won't have anything to do with them--if that's what you mean
-by my opinion," Mrs. Ellmother answered doggedly. "How will you
-have your hair done?"
-
-"The same as yesterday. Have you seen anything of Miss Emily? She
-went back to London the day after you left us."
-
-"I haven't been in London. I'm thankful to say my lodgings are
-let to a good tenant."
-
-"Then where have you lived, while you were waiting to come here?"
-
-"I had only one place to go to, miss; I went to the village where
-I was born. A friend found a corner for me. Ah, dear heart, it's
-a pleasant place, there!"
-
-"A place like this?"
-
-"Lord help you! As little like this as chalk is to cheese. A fine
-big moor, miss, in Cumberland, without a tree in sight--look
-where you may. Something like a wind, I can tell you, when it
-takes to blowing there."
-
-"Have you never been in this part of the country?"
-
-"Not I! When I left the North, my new mistress took me to Canada.
-Talk about air! If there was anything in it, the people in _that_
-air ought to live to be a hundred. I liked Canada."
-
-"And who was your next mistress?"
-
-Thus far, Mrs. Ellmother had been ready enough to talk. Had she
-failed to hear what Francine had just said to her? or had she
-some reason for feeling reluctant to answer? In any case, a
-spirit of taciturnity took sudden possession of her--she was
-silent.
-
-Francine (as usual) persisted. "Was your next place in service
-with Miss Emily's aunt?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Did the old lady always live in London?"
-
-"No."
-
-"What part of the country did she live in?"
-
-"Kent."
-
-"Among the hop gardens?"
-
-"No."
-
-"In what other part, then?"
-
-"Isle of Thanet."
-
-"Near the sea coast?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Even Francine could insist no longer: Mrs. Ellmother's reserve
-had beaten her--for that day at least. "Go into the hall," she
-said, "and see if there are any letters for me in the rack."
-
-There was a letter bearing the Swiss postmark. Simple Cecilia was
-flattered and delighted by the charming manner in which Francine
-had written to her. She looked forward with impatience to the
-time when their present acquaintance might ripen into friendship.
-Would "Dear Miss de Sor" waive all ceremony, and consent to be a
-guest (later in the autumn) at her father's house? Circumstances
-connected with her sister's health would delay their return to
-England for a little while. By the end of the month she hoped to
-be at home again, and to hear if Francine was disengaged. Her
-address, in England, was Monksmoor Park, Hants.
-
-Having read the letter, Francine drew a moral from it: "There is
-great use in a fool, when one knows how to manage her."
-
-Having little appetite for her breakfast, she tried the
-experiment of a walk on the terrace. Alban Morris was right; the
-air at Netherwoods, in the summer time, _was_ relaxing. The
-morning mist still hung over the lowest part of the valley,
-between the village and the hills beyond. A little exercise
-produced a feeling of fatigue. Francine returned to her room, and
-trifled with her tea and toast.
-
-Her next proceeding was to open her writing-desk, and look into
-the old account-book once more. While it lay open on her lap, she
-recalled what had passed that morning, between Mrs. Ellmother and
-herself.
-
-The old woman had been born and bred in the North, on an open
-moor. She had been removed to the keen air of Canada when she
-left her birthplace. She had been in service after that, on the
-breezy eastward coast of Kent. Would the change to the climate of
-Netherwoods produce any effect on Mrs. Ellmother? At her age, and
-with her seasoned constitution, would she feel it as those
-school-girls had felt it--especially that one among them, who
-lived in the bracing air of the North, the air of Yorkshire?
-
-Weary of solitary thinking on one subject, Francine returned to
-the terrace with a vague idea of finding something to amuse
-her--that is to say, something she could turn into ridicule--if
-she joined the girls.
-
-The next morning, Mrs. Ellmother answered her mistress's bell
-without delay. "You have slept better, this time?" Francine said.
-
-"No, miss. When I did get to sleep I was troubled by dreams.
-Another bad night--and no mistake!"
-
-"I suspect your mind is not quite at ease," Francine suggested.
-
-"Why do you suspect that, if you please?"
-
-"You talked, when I met you at Miss Emily's, of wanting to get
-away from your own thoughts. Has the change to this place helped
-you?"
-
-"It hasn't helped me as I expected. Some people's thoughts stick
-fast."
-
-"Remorseful thoughts?" Francine inquired.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother held up her forefinger, and shook it with a
-gesture of reproof. "I thought we agreed, miss, that there was to
-be no pumping."
-
-The business of the toilet proceeded in silence.
-
-A week passed. During an interval in the labors of the school,
-Miss Ladd knocked at the door of Francine's room.
-
-"I want to speak to you, my dear, about Mrs. Ellmother. Have you
-noticed that she doesn't seem to be in good health?"
-
-"She looks rather pale, Miss Ladd."
-
-"It's more serious than that, Francine. The servants tell me that
-she has hardly any appetite. She herself acknowledges that she
-sleeps badly. I noticed her yesterday evening in the garden,
-under the schoolroom window. One of the girls dropped a
-dictionary. She started at that slight noise, as if it terrified
-her. Her nerves are seriously out of order. Can you prevail upon
-her to see the doctor?"
-
-Francine hesitated--and made an excuse. "I think she would be
-much more likely, Miss Ladd, to listen to you. Do you mind
-speaking to her?"
-
-"Certainly not!"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother was immediately sent for. "What is your pleasure,
-miss?" she said to Francine.
-
-Miss Ladd interposed. "It is I who wish to speak to you, Mrs.
-Ellmother. For some days past, I have been sorry to see you
-looking ill."
-
-"I never was ill in my life, ma'am."
-
-Miss Ladd gently persisted. "I hear that you have lost your
-appetite."
-
-"I never was a great eater, ma'am."
-
-It was evidently useless to risk any further allusion to Mrs.
-Ellmother's symptoms. Miss Ladd tried another method of
-persuasion. "I daresay I may be mistaken," she said; "but I do
-really feel anxious about you. To set my mind at rest, will you
-see the doctor?"
-
-"The doctor! Do you think I'm going to begin taking physic, at my
-time of life? Lord, ma'am! you amuse me--you do indeed!" She
-burst into a sudden fit of laughter; the hysterical laughter
-which is on the verge of tears. With a desperate effort, she
-controlled herself. "Please, don't make a fool of me again," she
-said--and left the room.
-
-"What do you think now?" Miss Ladd asked.
-
-Francine appeared to be still on her guard.
-
-"I don't know what to think," she said evasively.
-
-Miss Ladd looked at her in silent surprise, and withdrew.
-
-Left by herself, Francine sat with her elbows on the table and
-her face in her hands, absorbed in thought. After a long
-interval, she opened her desk--and hesitated. She took a sheet of
-note-paper--and paused, as if still in doubt. She snatched up her
-pen, with a sudden recovery of resolution--and addressed these
-lines to the wife of her father's agent in London:
-
-"When I was placed under your care, on the night of my arrival
-from the West Indies, you kindly said I might ask you for any
-little service which might be within your power. I shall be
-greatly obliged if you can obtain for me, and send to this place,
-a supply of artists' modeling wax--sufficient for the product ion
-of a small image."
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIV.
-
-IN THE DARK.
-
-A week later, Alban Morris happened to be in Miss Ladd's study,
-with a report to make on the subject of his drawing-class. Mrs.
-Ellmother interrupted them for a moment. She entered the room to
-return a book which Francine had borrowed that morning.
-
-"Has Miss de Sor done with it already?" Miss Ladd asked.
-
-"She won't read it, ma'am. She says the leaves smell of
-tobacco-smoke."
-
-Miss Ladd turned to Alban, and shook her head with an air of
-good-humored reproof. "I know who has been reading that book
-last!" she said.
-
-Alban pleaded guilty, by a look. He was the only master in the
-school who smoked. As Mrs. Ellmother passed him, on her way out,
-he noticed the signs of suffering in her wasted face.
-
-"That woman is surely in a bad state of health," he said. "Has
-she seen the doctor?"
-
-"She flatly refuses to consult the doctor," Miss Ladd replied.
-"If she was a stranger, I should meet the difficulty by telling
-Miss de Sor (whose servant she is) that Mrs. Ellmother must be
-sent home. But I cannot act in that peremptory manner toward a
-person in whom Emily is interested."
-
-From that moment Mrs. Ellmother became a person in whom Alban was
-interested. Later in the day, he met her in one of the lower
-corridors of the house, and spoke to her. "I am afraid the air of
-this place doesn't agree with you," he said.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother's irritable objection to being told (even
-indirectly) that she looked ill, expressed itself roughly in
-reply. "I daresay you mean well, sir--but I don't see how it
-matters to you whether the place agrees with me or not."
-
-"Wait a minute," Alban answered good-humoredly. "I am not quite a
-stranger to you."
-
-"How do you make that out, if you please?"
-
-"I know a young lady who has a sincere regard for you."
-
-"You don't mean Miss Emily?"
-
-"Yes, I do. I respect and admire Miss Emily; and I have tried, in
-my poor way, to be of some little service to her."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother's haggard face instantly softened. "Please to
-forgive me, sir, for forgetting my manners," she said simply. "I
-have had my health since the day I was born--and I don't like to
-be told, in my old age, that a new place doesn't agree with me."
-
-Alban accepted this apology in a manner which at once won the
-heart of the North-countrywoman. He shook hands with her. "You're
-one of the right sort," she said; "there are not many of them in
-this house."
-
-Was she alluding to Francine? Alban tried to make the discovery.
-Polite circumlocution would be evidently thrown away on Mrs.
-Ellmother. "Is your new mistress one of the right sort?" he asked
-bluntly.
-
-The old servant's answer was expressed by a frowning look,
-followed by a plain question.
-
-"Do you say that, sir, because you like my new mistress?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Please to shake hands again!" She said it--took his hand with a
-sudden grip that spoke for itself-- and walked away.
-
-Here was an exhibition of character which Alban was just the man
-to appreciate. "If I had been an old woman," he thought in his
-dryly humorous way, "I believe I should have been like Mrs.
-Ellmother. We might have talked of Emily, if she had not left me
-in such a hurry. When shall I see her again?"
-
-He was destined to see her again, that night--under circumstances
-which he remembered to the end of his life.
-
-The rules of Netherwoods, in summer time, recalled the young
-ladies from their evening's recreation in the grounds at nine
-o'clock. After that hour, Alban was free to smoke his pipe, and
-to linger among trees and flower-beds before he returned to his
-hot little rooms in the village. As a relief to the drudgery of
-teaching the young ladies, he had been using his pencil, when the
-day's lessons were over, for his own amusement. It was past ten
-o'clock before he lighted his pipe, and began walking slowly to
-and fro on the path which led to the summer-house, at the
-southern limit of the grounds.
-
-In the perfect stillness of the night, the clock of the village
-church was distinctly audible, striking the hours and the
-quarters. The moon had not risen; but the mysterious glimmer of
-starlight trembled on the large open space between the trees and
-the house.
-
-Alban paused, admiring with an artist's eye the effect of light,
-so faintly and delicately beautiful, on the broad expanse of the
-lawn. "Does the man live who could paint that?" he asked himself.
-His memory recalled the works of the greatest of all landscape
-painters--the English artists of fifty years since. While
-recollections of many a noble picture were still passing through
-his mind, he was startled by the sudden appearance of a
-bareheaded woman on the terrace steps.
-
-She hurried down to the lawn, staggering as she ran--stopped, and
-looked back at the house--hastened onward toward the
-trees--stopped again, looking backward and forward, uncertain
-which way to turn next--and then advanced once more. He could now
-hear her heavily gasping for breath. As she came nearer, the
-starlight showed a panic-stricken face--the face of Mrs.
-Ellmother.
-
-Alban ran to meet her. She dropped on the grass before he could
-cross the short distance which separated them. As he raised her
-in his arms she looked at him wildly, and murmured and muttered
-in the vain attempt to speak. "Look at me again," he said. "Don't
-you remember the man who had some talk with you to-day?" She
-still stared at him vacantly: he tried again. "Don't you remember
-Miss Emily's friend?"
-
-As the name passed his lips, her mind in some degree recovered
-its balance. "Yes," she said; "Emily's friend; I'm glad I have
-met with Emily's friend." She caught at Alban's arm--starting as
-if her own words had alarmed her. "What am I talking about? Did I
-say 'Emily'? A servant ought to say 'Miss Emily.' My head swims.
-Am I going mad?"
-
-Alban led her to one of the garden chairs. "You're only a little
-frightened," he said. "Rest, and compose yourself."
-
-She looked over her shoulder toward the house. "Not here! I've
-run away from a she-devil; I want to be out of sight. Further
-away, Mister--I don't know your name. Tell me your name; I won't
-trust you, unless you tell me your name!"
-
-"Hush! hush! Call me Alban."
-
-"I never heard of such a name; I won't trust you."
-
-"You won't trust your friend, and Emily's friend? You don't mean
-that, I'm sure. Call me by my other name--call me 'Morris.'"
-
-"Morris?" she repeated. "Ah, I've heard of people called
-'Morris.' Look back! Your eyes are young--do you see her on the
-terrace?"
-
-"There isn't a living soul to be seen anywhere."
-
-With one hand he raised her as he spoke--and with the other he
-took up the chair. In a minute more, they were out of sight of
-the house. He seated her so that she could rest her head against
-the trunk of a tree.
-
-"What a good fellow!" the poor old creature said, admiring him;
-"he knows how my head pains me. Don't stand up! You're a tall
-man. She might see you."
-
-"She can see nothing. Look at the trees behind us. Even the
-starlight doesn't get through them."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother was not satisfied yet. "You take it coolly," she
-said. "Do you know who saw us together in the passage to-day? You
-good Morris, _she_ saw us--she did. Wretch! Cruel, cunning,
-shameless wretch."
-
-In the shadows that were round them, Alban could just see that
-she was shaking her clinched fists in the air. He made another
-attempt to control her. "Don't excite yourself! If she comes into
-the garden, she might hear you."
-
-The appeal to her fears had its effect.
-
-"That's true," she said, in lowered tones. A sudden distrust of
-him seized her the next moment. "Who told me I was excited?" she
-burst out. "It's you who are excited. Deny it if you dare; I
-begin to suspect you, Mr. Morris; I don't like your conduct. What
-has become of your pipe? I saw you put your pipe in your coat
-pocket. You did it when you set me down among the trees where
-_she_ could see me! You are in league with her--she is coming to
-meet you here--you know she doesnÕt like tobacco-smoke. Are you
-two going to put me in the madhouse?"
-
-She started to her feet. It occurred to Alban that the speediest
-way of pacifying her might be by means of the pipe. Mere words
-would exercise no persuasive influence over that bewildered mind.
-Insta nt action, of some kind, would be far more likely to have
-the right effect. He put his pipe and his tobacco pouch into her
-hands, and so mastered her attention before he spoke.
-
-"Do you know how to fill a man's pipe for him?" he asked.
-
-"Haven't I filled my husband's pipe hundreds of times?" she
-answered sharply.
-
-"Very well. Now do it for me."
-
-She took her chair again instantly, and filled the pipe. He
-lighted it, and seated himself on the grass, quietly smoking. "Do
-you think I'm in league with her now?" he asked, purposely
-adopting the rough tone of a man in her own rank of life.
-
-She answered him as she might have answered her husband, in the
-days of her unhappy marriage.
-
-"Oh, don't gird at me, there's a good man! If I've been off my
-head for a minute or two, please not to notice me. It's cool and
-quiet here," the poor woman said gratefully. "Bless God for the
-darkness; there's something comforting in the darkness--along
-with a good man like you. Give me a word of advice. You are my
-friend in need. What am I to do? I daren't go back to the house!"
-
-She was quiet enough now, to suggest the hope that she might be
-able to give Alban some information "Were you with Miss de Sor,"
-he asked, "before you came out here? What did she do to frighten
-you?'
-
-There was no answer; Mrs. Ellmother had abruptly risen once more.
-"Hush!" she whispered. "Don't I hear somebody near us?"
-
-Alban at once went back, along the winding path which they had
-followed. No creature was visible in the gardens or on the
-terrace. On returning, he found it impossible to use his eyes to
-any good purpose in the obscurity among the trees. He waited a
-while, listening intently. No sound was audible: there was not
-even air enough to stir the leaves.
-
-As he returned to the place that he had left, the silence was
-broken by the chimes of the distant church clock, striking the
-three-quarters past ten.
-
-Even that familiar sound jarred on Mrs. Ellmother's shattered
-nerves. In her state of mind and body, she was evidently at the
-mercy of any false alarm which might be raised by her own fears.
-Relieved of the feeling of distrust which had thus far troubled
-him, Alban sat down by her again--opened his match-box to relight
-his pipe--and changed his mind. Mrs. Ellmother had unconsciously
-warned him to be cautious.
-
-For the first time, he thought it likely that the heat in the
-house might induce some of the inmates to try the cooler
-atmosphere in the grounds. If this happened, and if he continued
-to smoke, curiosity might tempt them to follow the scent of
-tobacco hanging on the stagnant air.
-
-"Is there nobody near us?" Mrs. Ellmother asked. "Are you sure?"
-
-"Quite sure. Now tell me, did you really mean it, when you said
-just now that you wanted my advice?"
-
-"Need you ask that, sir? Who else have I got to help me?"
-
-"I am ready and willing to help you--but I can't do it unless I
-know first what has passed between you and Miss de Sor. Will you
-trust me?"
-
-"I will!"
-
-"May I depend on you?"
-
-"Try me!"
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXV.
-
-THE TREACHERY OF THE PIPE.
-
-Alban took Mrs. Ellmother at her word. "I am going to venture on
-a guess," he said. "You have been with Miss de Sor to-night."
-
-"Quite true, Mr. Morris."
-
-"I am going to guess again. Did Miss de Sor ask you to stay with
-her, when you went into her room?"
-
-"That's it! She rang for me, to see how I was getting on with my
-needlework--and she was what I call hearty, for the first time
-since I have been in her service. I didn't think badly of her
-when she first talked of engaging me; and I've had reason to
-repent of my opinion ever since. Oh, she showed the cloven foot
-to-night! 'Sit down,' she says; 'I've nothing to read, and I hate
-work; let's have a little chat.' She's got a glib tongue of her
-own. All I could do was to say a word now and then to keep her
-going. She talked and talked till it was time to light the lamp.
-She was particular in telling me to put the shade over it. We
-were half in the dark, and half in the light. She trapped me
-(Lord knows how!) into talking about foreign parts; I mean the
-place she lived in before they sent her to England. Have you
-heard that she comes from the West lndies?"
-
-"Yes; I have heard that. Go on."
-
-"Wait a bit, sir. There's something, by your leave, that I want
-to know. Do you believe in Witchcraft?"
-
-"I know nothing about it. Did Miss de Sor put that question to
-you?"
-
-"She did."
-
-"And how did you answer?"
-
-"Neither in one way nor the other. I'm in two minds about that
-matter of Witchcraft. When I was a girl, there was an old woman
-in our village, who was a sort of show. People came to see her
-from all the country round--gentlefolks among them. It was her
-great age that made her famous. More than a hundred years old,
-sir! One of our neighbors didn't believe in her age, and she
-heard of it. She cast a spell on his flock. I tell you, she sent
-a plague on his sheep, the plague of the Bots. The whole flock
-died; I remember it well. Some said the sheep would have had the
-Bots anyhow. Some said it was the spell. Which of them was right?
-How am I to settle it?"
-
-"Did you mention this to Miss de Sor?"
-
-"I was obliged to mention it. Didn't I tell you, just now, that I
-can't make up my mind about Witchcraft? 'You don't seem to know
-whether you believe or disbelieve,' she says. It made me look
-like a fool. I told her I had my reasons, and then I was obliged
-to give them."
-
-"And what did she do then?"
-
-"She said, 'I've got a better story of Witchcraft than yours.'
-And she opened a little book, with a lot of writing in it, and
-began to read. Her story made my flesh creep. It turns me cold,
-sir, when I think of it now."
-
-He heard her moaning and shuddering. Strongly as his interest was
-excited, there was a compassionate reluctance in him to ask her
-to go on. His merciful scruples proved to be needless. The
-fascination of beauty it is possible to resist. The fascination
-of horror fastens its fearful hold on us, struggle against it as
-we may. Mrs. Ellmother repeated what she had heard, in spite of
-herself.
-
-"It happened in the West Indies," she said; "and the writing of a
-woman slave was the writing in the little book. The slave wrote
-about her mother. Her mother was a black--a Witch in her own
-country. There was a forest in her own country. The devil taught
-her Witchcraft in the forest. The serpents and the wild beasts
-were afraid to touch her. She lived without eating. She was sold
-for a slave, and sent to the island--an island in the West
-Indies. An old man lived there; the wickedest man of them all. He
-filled the black Witch with devilish knowledge. She learned to
-make the image of wax. The image of wax casts spells. You put
-pins in the image of wax. At every pin you put, the person under
-the spell gets nearer and nearer to death. There was a poor black
-in the island. He offended the Witch. She made his image in wax;
-she cast spells on him. He couldn't sleep; he couldn't eat; he
-was such a coward that common noises frightened him. Like Me! Oh,
-God, like me!"
-
-"Wait a little," Alban interposed. "You are exciting yourself
-again--wait."
-
-"You're wrong, sir! You think it ended when she finished her
-story, and shut up her book; there's worse to come than anything
-you've heard yet. I don't know what I did to offend her. She
-looked at me and spoke to me, as if I was the dirt under her
-feet. 'If you're too stupid to understand what I have been
-reading,' she says, 'get up and go to the glass. Look at
-yourself, and remember what happened to the slave who was under
-the spell. You're getting paler and paler, and thinner and
-thinner; you're pining away just as he did. Shall I tell you
-why?' She snatched off the shade from the lamp, and put her hand
-under the table, and brought out an image of wax. _My_ image! She
-pointed to three pins in it. 'One,' she says, 'for no sleep. One
-for no appetite. One for broken nerves.' I asked her what I had
-done to make such a bitter enemy of her. She says, 'Remember what
-I asked of you when we talked of your being my servant. Choose
-which you will do? Die by inches' (I swear she said it as I hope
-to be saved); 'die by inches, or tell me--'"
-
-There--in the full frenzy of the agitation that possessed
- her--there, Mrs. Ellmother suddenly stopped.
-
-Alban's first impression was that she might have fainted. He
-looked closer, and could just see her shadowy figure still seated
-in the chair. He asked if she was ill. No.
-
-"Then why don't you go on?"
-
-"I have done," she answered.
-
-"Do you think you can put me off," he rejoined sternly, "with
-such an excuse as that? What did Miss de Sor ask you to tell her?
-You promised to trust me. Be as good as your word."
-
-In the days of her health and strength, she would have set him at
-defiance. All she could do now was to appeal to his mercy.
-
-"Make some allowance for me," she said. "I have been terribly
-upset. What has become of my courage? What has broken me down in
-this way? Spare me, sir."
-
-He refused to listen. "This vile attempt to practice on your
-fears may be repeated," he reminded her. "More cruel advantage
-may be taken of the nervous derangement from which you are
-suffering in the climate of this place. You little know me, if
-you think I will allow that to go on."
-
-She made a last effort to plead with him. "Oh sir, is this
-behaving like the good kind man I thought you were? You say you
-are Miss Emily's friend? Don't press me--for Miss Emily's sake!"
-
-"Emily!" Alban exclaimed. "Is _she_ concerned in this?"
-
-There was a change to tenderness in his voice, which persuaded
-Mrs. Ellmother that she had found her way to the weak side of
-him. Her one effort now was to strengthen the impression which
-she believed herself to have produced. "Miss Emily _is_ concerned
-in it," she confessed.
-
-"In what way?"
-
-"Never mind in what way."
-
-"But I do mind."
-
-"I tell you, sir, Miss Emily must never know it to her dying
-day!"
-
-The first suspicion of the truth crossed Alban's mind.
-
-"I understand you at last," he said. "What Miss Emily must never
-know--is what Miss de Sor wanted you to tell her. Oh, it's
-useless to contradict me! Her motive in trying to frighten you is
-as plain to me now as if she had confessed it. Are you sure you
-didn't betray yourself, when she showed the image of wax?"
-
-"I should have died first!" The reply had hardly escaped her
-before she regretted it. "What makes you want to be so sure about
-it?" she said. "It looks as if you knew--"
-
-"I do know."
-
-"What!"
-
-The kindest thing that he could do now was to speak out. "Your
-secret is no secret to _me_," he said.
-
-Rage and fear shook her together. For the moment she was like the
-Mrs. Ellmother of former days. "You lie!" she cried.
-
-"I speak the truth."
-
-"I won't believe you! I daren't believe you!"
-
-"Listen to me. In Emily's interests, listen to me. I have read of
-the murder at Zeeland--"
-
-"That's nothing! The man was a namesake of her father."
-
-"The man was her father himself. Keep your seat! There is nothing
-to be alarmed about. I know that Emily is ignorant of the horrid
-death that her father died. I know that you and your late
-mistress have kept the discovery from her to this day. I know the
-love and pity which plead your excuse for deceiving her, and the
-circumstances that favored the deception. My good creature,
-Emily's peace of mind is as sacred to me as it is to you! I love
-her as I love my own life--and better. Are you calmer, now?"
-
-He heard her crying: it was the best relief that could come to
-her. After waiting a while to let the tears have their way, he
-helped her to rise. There was no more to be said now. The one
-thing to do was to take her back to the house.
-
-"I can give you a word of advice," he said, "before we part for
-the night. You must leave Miss de Sor's service at once. Your
-health will be a sufficient excuse. Give her warning
-immediately."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother hung back, when he offered her his arm. The bare
-prospect of seeing Francine again was revolting to her. On
-Alban's assurance that the notice to leave could be given in
-writing, she made no further resistance. The village clock struck
-eleven as they ascended the terrace steps.
-
-A minute later, another person left the grounds by the path which
-led to the house. Alban's precaution had been taken too late. The
-smell of tobacco-smoke had guided Francine, when she was at a
-loss which way to turn next in search of Mrs. Ellmother. For the
-last quarter of an hour she had been listening, hidden among the
-trees.
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVI.
-
-CHANGE OF AIR.
-
-The inmates of Netherwoods rose early, and went to bed early.
-When Alban and Mrs. Ellmother arrived at the back door of the
-house, they found it locked.
-
-The only light visible, along the whole length of the building,
-glimmered through the Venetian blind of the window-entrance to
-Francine's sitting-room. Alban proposed to get admission to the
-house by that way. In her horror of again encountering Francine,
-Mrs. Ellmother positively refused to follow him when he turned
-away from the door. "They can't be all asleep yet," she said--and
-rang the bell.
-
-One person was still out of bed--and that person was the mistress
-of the house. They recognized her voice in the customary
-question: "Who's there?" The door having been opened, good Miss
-Ladd looked backward and forward between Alban and Mrs.
-Ellmother, with the bewildered air of a lady who doubted the
-evidence of her own eyes. The next moment, her sense of humor
-overpowered her. She burst out laughing.
-
-"Close the door, Mr. Morris," she said, "and be so good as to
-tell me what this means. Have you been giving a lesson in drawing
-by starlight?"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother moved, so that the light of the lamp in Miss
-Ladd's hand fell on her face. "I am faint and giddy," she said;
-"let me go to my bed."
-
-Miss Ladd instantly followed her. "Pray forgive me! I didn't see
-you were ill, when I spoke," she gently explained. "What can I do
-for you?"
-
-"Thank you kindly, ma'am. I want nothing but peace and quiet. I
-wish you good-night."
-
-Alban followed Miss Ladd to her study, on the front side of the
-house. He had just mentioned the circumstances under which he and
-Mrs. Ellmother had met, when they were interrupted by a tap at
-the door. Francine had got back to her room unperceived, by way
-of the French window. She now presented herself, with an
-elaborate apology, and with the nearest approach to a penitent
-expression of which her face was capable.
-
-"I am ashamed, Miss Ladd, to intrude on you at this time of
-night. My only excuse is, that I am anxious about Mrs. Ellmother.
-I heard you just now in the hall. If she is really ill, I am the
-unfortunate cause of it."
-
-"In what way, Miss de Sor?"
-
-"I am sorry to say I frightened her--while we were talking in my
-room--quite unintentionally. She rushed to the door and ran out.
-I supposed she had gone to her bedroom; I had no idea she was in
-the grounds."
-
-In this false statement there was mingled a grain of truth. It
-was true that Francine believed Mrs. Ellmother to have taken
-refuge in her room--for she had examined the room. Finding it
-empty, and failing to discover the fugitive in other parts of the
-house, she had become alarmed, and had tried the grounds
-next--with the formidable result which has been already related.
-Concealing this circumstance, she had lied in such a skillfully
-artless manner that Alban (having no suspicion of what had really
-happened to sharpen his wits) was as completely deceived as Miss
-Ladd. Proceeding to further explanation--and remembering that she
-was in Alban's presence--Francine was careful to keep herself
-within the strict limit of truth. Confessing that she had
-frightened her servant by a description of sorcery, as it was
-practiced among the slaves on her father's estate, she only lied
-again, in declaring that Mrs. Ellmother had supposed she was in
-earnest, when she was guilty of no more serious offense than
-playing a practical joke.
-
-In this case, Alban was necessarily in a position to detect the
-falsehood. But it was so evidently in Francine's interests to
-present her conduct in the most favorable light, that the
-discovery failed to excite his suspicion. He waited in silence,
-while Miss Ladd administered a severe reproof. Francine having
-left the room, as penitently as she had entered it (with her
-handkerchief over her tearless eyes), he was at liberty, with
-certain reserves, to return to what had passed between Mrs.
-Ellmother and himself.
-
-" The fright which the poor old woman has suffered," he said,
-"has led to one good result. I have found her ready at last to
-acknowledge that she is ill, and inclined to believe that the
-change to Netherwoods has had something to do with it. I have
-advised her to take the course which you suggested, by leaving
-this house. Is it possible to dispense with the usual delay, when
-she gives notice to leave Miss de Sor's service?"
-
-"She need feel no anxiety, poor soul, on that account," Miss Ladd
-replied. "In any case, I had arranged that a week's notice on
-either side should be enough. As it is, I will speak to Francine
-myself. The least she can do, to express her regret, is to place
-no difficulties in Mrs. Ellmother's way."
-
-The next day was Sunday.
-
-Miss Ladd broke through her rule of attending to secular affairs
-on week days only; and, after consulting with Mrs. Ellmother,
-arranged with Francine that her servant should be at liberty to
-leave Netherwoods (health permitting) on the next day. But one
-difficulty remained. Mrs. Ellmother was in no condition to take
-the long journey to her birthplace in Cumberland; and her own
-lodgings in London had been let.
-
-Under these circumstances, what was the best arrangement that
-could be made for her? Miss Ladd wisely and kindly wrote to Emily
-on the subject, and asked for a speedy reply.
-
-Later in the day, Alban was sent for to see Mrs. Ellmother. He
-found her anxiously waiting to hear what had passed, on the
-previous night, between Miss Ladd and himself. "Were you careful,
-sir, to say nothing about Miss Emily?"
-
-"I was especially careful; I never alluded to her in any way."
-
-"Has Miss de Sor spoken to you?"
-
-"I have not given her the opportunity."
-
-"She's an obstinate one--she might try."
-
-"If she does, she shall hear my opinion of her in plain words."
-The talk between them turned next on Alban's discovery of the
-secret, of which Mrs. Ellmother had believed herself to be the
-sole depositary since Miss Letitia's death. Without alarming her
-by any needless allusion to Doctor Allday or to Miss Jethro, he
-answered her inquiries (so far as he was himself concerned)
-without reserve. Her curiosity once satisfied, she showed no
-disposition to pursue the topic. She pointed to Miss Ladd's cat,
-fast asleep by the side of an empty saucer.
-
-"Is it a sin, Mr. Morris, to wish I was Tom? _He_ doesn't trouble
-himself about his life that is past or his life that is to come.
-If I could only empty my saucer and go to sleep, I shouldn't be
-thinking of the number of people in this world, like myself, who
-would be better out of it than in it. Miss Ladd has got me my
-liberty tomorrow; and I don't even know where to go, when I leave
-this place."
-
-"Suppose you follow Tom's example?" Alban suggested. "Enjoy
-to-day (in that comfortable chair) and let to-morrow take care of
-itself."
-
-To-morrow arrived, and justified Alban's system of philosophy.
-Emily answered Miss Ladd's letter, to excellent purpose, by
-telegraph.
-
-"I leave London to-day with Cecilia" (the message announced) "for
-Monksmoor Park, Hants. Will Mrs. Ellmother take care of the
-cottage in my absence? I shall be away for a month, at least. All
-is prepared for her if she consents."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother gladly accepted this proposal. In the interval of
-Emily's absence, she could easily arrange to return to her own
-lodgings. With words of sincere gratitude she took leave of Miss
-Ladd; but no persuasion would induce her to say good-by to
-Francine. "Do me one more kindness, ma'am; don't tell Miss de Sor
-when I go away." Ignorant of the provocation which had produced
-this unforgiving temper of mind, Miss Ladd gently remonstrated.
-"Miss de Sor received my reproof in a penitent spirit; she
-expresses sincere sorrow for having thoughtlessly frightened you.
-Both yesterday and to-day she has made kind inquiries after your
-health. Come! come! don't bear malice--wish her good-by." Mrs.
-Ellmother's answer was characteristic. "I'll say good-by by
-telegraph, when I get to London."
-
-Her last words were addressed to Alban. "If you can find a way of
-doing it, sir, keep those two apart."
-
-"Do you mean Emily and Miss de Sor?
-
-"Yes."
-
-"What are you afraid of?"
-
-"I don't know."
-
-"Is that quite reasonable, Mrs. Ellmother?"
-
-"I daresay not. I only know that I _am_ afraid."
-
-The pony chaise took her away. Alban's class was not yet ready
-for him. He waited on the terrace.
-
-Innocent alike of all knowledge of the serious reason for fear
-which did really exist, Mrs. Ellmother and Alban felt,
-nevertheless, the same vague distrust of an intimacy between the
-two girls. Idle, vain, malicious, false--to know that Francine's
-character presented these faults, without any discoverable merits
-to set against them, was surely enough to justify a gloomy view
-of the prospect, if she succeeded in winning the position of
-Emily's friend. Alban reasoned it out logically in this
-way--without satisfying himself, and without accounting for the
-remembrance that haunted him of Mrs. Ellmother's farewell look.
-"A commonplace man would say we are both in a morbid state of
-mind," he thought; "and sometimes commonplace men turn out to be
-right."
-
-He was too deeply preoccupied to notice that he had advanced
-perilously near Francine's window. She suddenly stepped out of
-her room, and spoke to him.
-
-"Do you happen to know, Mr. Morris, why Mrs. Ellmother has gone
-away without bidding me good-by?"
-
-"She was probably afraid, Miss de Sor, that you might make her
-the victim of another joke."
-
-Francine eyed him steadily. "Have you any particular reason for
-speaking to me in that way?"
-
-"I am not aware that I have answered you rudely--if that is what
-you mean."
-
-"That is _not_ what I mean. You seem to have taken a dislike to
-me. I should be glad to know why."
-
-"I dislike cruelty--and you have behaved cruelly to Mrs.
-Ellmother "
-
-"Meaning to be cruel?" Francine inquired.
-
-"You know as well as I do, Miss de Sor, that I can't answer that
-question."
-
-Francine looked at him again "Am I to understand that we are
-enemies?" she asked.
-
-"You are to understand," he replied, "that a person whom Miss
-Ladd employs to help her in teaching, cannot always presume to
-express his sentiments in speaking to the young ladies."
-
-"If that means anything, Mr. Morris, it means that we are
-enemies."
-
-"It means, Miss de Sor, that I am the drawing-master at this
-school, and that I am called to my class."
-
-Francine returned to her room, relieved of the only doubt that
-had troubled her. Plainly no suspicion that she had overheard
-what passed between Mrs. Ellmother and himself existed in Alban's
-mind. As to the use to be made of her discovery, she felt no
-difficulty in deciding to wait, and be guided by events. Her
-curiosity and her self-esteem had been alike gratified--she had
-got the better of Mrs. Ellmother at last, and with that triumph
-she was content. While Emily remained her friend, it would be an
-act of useless cruelty to disclose the terrible truth. There had
-certainly been a coolness between them at Brighton. But
-Francine--still influenced by the magnetic attraction which drew
-her to Emily--did not conceal from herself that she had offered
-the provocation, and had been therefore the person to blame. "I
-can set all that right," she thought, "when we meet at Monksmoor
-Park." She opened her desk and wrote the shortest and sweetest of
-letters to Cecilia. "I am entirely at the disposal of my charming
-friend, on any convenient day--may I add, my dear, the sooner the
-better?"
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXVII.
-
-"THE LADY WANTS YOU, SIR."
-
-The pupils of the drawing-class put away their pencils and
-color-boxes in high good humor: the teacher's vigilant eye for
-faults had failed him for the first time in their experience. Not
-one of them had been reproved; they had chattered and giggled and
-drawn caricatures on the margin of the paper, as freely as if the
-master had left the room. Alban's wandering attention was indeed
-beyond the reach of control. His interview with Francine had
-doubled his sense of responsibility toward Emily--while he was
-further than ever from seeing how he could interfere, to any
-useful purpose, in his present position, and with his reasons for
-writing under reserve.
-
-One of the servants addressed him as he was leaving the
-schoolroom. The landlady's boy was waiting in the hall, with a
-message from his lodgings.
-
-"Now then! what is it?" he asked, irritably.
-
-"The lady wants you, sir." With this mysterious answer, the boy
-presented a visiting card. The name inscribed on it was--"Miss
-Jethro."
-
-She had arrived by the train, and she was then waiting at Alban's
-lodgings. "Say I will be with her directly." Having given the
-message, he stood for a while, with his hat in his
-hand--literally lost in astonishment. It was simply impossible to
-guess at Miss Jethro's object: and yet, with the usual perversity
-of human nature, he was still wondering what she could possibly
-want with him, up to the final moment when he opened the door of
-his sitting-room.
-
-She rose and bowed with the same grace of movement, and the same
-well-bred composure of manner, which Doctor Allday had noticed
-when she entered his consulting-room. Her dark melancholy eyes
-rested on Alban with a look of gentle interest. A faint flush of
-color animated for a moment the faded beauty of her face--passed
-away again--and left it paler than before.
-
-"I cannot conceal from myself," she began, "that I am intruding
-on you under embarrassing circumstances."
-
-"May I ask, Miss Jethro, to what circumstances you allude?"
-
-"You forget, Mr. Morris, that I left Miss Ladd's school, in a
-manner which justified doubt of me in the minds of strangers."
-
-"Speaking as one of those strangers," Alban replied, "I cannot
-feel that I had any right to form an opinion, on a matter which
-only concerned Miss Ladd and yourself."
-
-Miss Jethro bowed gravely. "You encourage me to hope," she said.
-"I think you will place a favorable construction on my visit when
-I mention my motive. I ask you to receive me, in the interests of
-Miss Emily Brown."
-
-Stating her purpose in calling on him in those plain terms, she
-added to the amazement which Alban already felt, by handing to
-him--as if she was presenting an introduction--a letter marked,
-"Private," addressed to her by Doctor Allday.
-
-"I may tell you," she premised, "that I had no idea of troubling
-you, until Doctor Allday suggested it. I wrote to him in the
-first instance; and there is his reply. Pray read it."
-
-The letter was dated, "Penzance"; and the doctor wrote, as he
-spoke, without ceremony.
-
-
-"MADAM--Your letter has been forwarded to me. I am spending my
-autumn holiday in the far West of Cornwall. However, if I had
-been at home, it would have made no difference. I should have
-begged leave to decline holding any further conversation with
-you, on the subject of Miss Emily Brown, for the following
-reasons:
-
-"In the first place, though I cannot doubt your sincere interest
-in the young lady's welfare, I don't like your mysterious way of
-showing it. In the second place, when I called at your address in
-London, after you had left my house, I found that you had taken
-to flight. I place my own interpretation on this circumstance;
-but as it is not founded on any knowledge of facts, I merely
-allude to it, and say no more."
-
-Arrived at that point, Alban offered to return the letter. "Do
-you really mean me to go on reading it?" he asked.
-
-"Yes," she said quietly.
-
-Alban returned to the letter.
-
-"In the third place, I have good reason to believe that you
-entered Miss Ladd's school as a teacher, under false pretenses.
-After that discovery, I tell you plainly I hesitate to attach
-credit to any statement that you may wish to make. At the same
-time, I must not permit my prejudices (as you will probably call
-them) to stand in the way of Miss Emily's interests--supposing
-them to be really depending on any interference of yours. Miss
-Ladd's drawing-master, Mr. Alban Morris, is even more devoted to
-Miss Emily's service than I am. Whatever you might have said to
-me, you can say to him--with this possible advantage, that _he_
-may believe you."
-
-There the letter ended. Alban handed it back in silence.
-
-Miss Jethro pointed to the words, "Mr. Alban Morris is even more
-devoted to Miss EmilyÕs service than I am."
-
-"Is that true?" she asked.
-
-"Quite true."
-
-"I don't complain, Mr. Morris, of the hard things said of me in
-that letter; you are at liberty to suppose, if you like, that I
-deserve them. Attribute it to pride, or attribute it to
-reluctance to make needless demands on your time--I shall not
-attempt to defend myself. I leave you to decide whether the woman
-who has shown you that letter--having something important to say
-to you--is a person who is mean enough to say it under false
-pretenses."
-
-"Tell me what I can do for you, Miss Jethro: and be assured,
-beforehand, that I don't doubt your sincerity."
-
-"My purpose in coming here," she answered, "is to induce you to
-use your influence over Miss Emily Brown--"
-
-"With what object?" Alban asked, interrupting her.
-
-"My object is her own good. Some years since, I happened to
-become acquainted with a person who has attained some celebrity
-as a preacher. You have perhaps heard of Mr. Miles Mirabel?"
-
-"I have heard of him."
-
-"I have been in correspondence with him," Miss Jethro proceeded.
-"He tells me he has been introduced to a young lady, who was
-formerly one of Miss Ladd's pupils, and who is the daughter of
-Mr. Wyvil, of Monksmoor Park. He has called on Mr. Wyvil; and he
-has since received an invitation to stay at Mr. Wyvil's house.
-The day fixed for the visit is Monday, the fifth of next month."
-
-Alban listened--at a loss to know what interest he was supposed
-to have in being made acquainted with Mr. Mirabel's engagements.
-Miss Jethro's next words enlightened him.
-
-"You are perhaps aware," she resumed, "that Miss Emily Brown is
-Miss Wyvil's intimate friend. She will be one of the guests at
-Monksmoor Park. If there are any obstacles which you can place in
-her way--if there is any influence which you can exert, without
-exciting suspicion of your motive--prevent her, I entreat you,
-from accepting Miss Wyvil's invitation, until Mr. Mirabel's visit
-has come to an end."
-
-"Is there anything against Mr. Mirabel?" he asked.
-
-"I say nothing against him."
-
-"Is Miss Emily acquainted with him?"
-
-"No."
-
-"Is he a person with whom it would be disagreeable to her to
-associate?"
-
-"Quite the contrary."
-
-"And yet you expect me to prevent them from meeting! Be
-reasonable, Miss Jethro."
-
-"I can only be in earnest, Mr. Morris--more truly, more deeply in
-earnest than you can suppose. I declare to you that I am speaking
-in Miss Emily's interests. Do you still refuse to exert yourself
-for her sake?"
-
-"I am spared the pain of refusal," Alban answered. "The time for
-interference has gone by. She is, at this moment, on her way to
-Monksmoor Park."
-
-Miss Jethro attempted to rise--and dropped back into her chair.
-"Water!" she said faintly. After drinking from the glass to the
-last drop, she began to revive. Her little traveling-bag was on
-the floor at her side. She took out a railway guide, and tried to
-consult it. Her fingers trembled incessantly; she was unable to
-find the page to which she wished to refer. "Help me," she said,
-"I must leave this place--by the first train that passes."
-
-"To see Emily?" Alban asked.
-
-"Quite useless! You have said it yourself--the time for
-interference has gone by. Look at the guide."
-
-"What place shall I look for?"
-
-"Look for Vale Regis."
-
-Alban found the place. The train was due in ten minutes. "Surely
-you are not fit to travel so soon?" he suggested.
-
-"Fit or not, I must see Mr. Mirabel--I must make the effort to
-keep them apart by appealing to _him_."
-
-"With any hope of success?"
-
-"With no hope--and with no interest in the man himself. Still I
-must try."
-
-"Out of anxiety for Emily's welfare?"
-
-"Out of anxiety for more than that."
-
-"For what?"
-
-"If you can't guess, I daren't tell you."
-
-That strange reply startled Alban. Before he could ask what it
-meant, Miss Jethro had left him.
-
-In the emergencies of life, a person readier of resource than
-Alban Morris it would not have been easy to discover. The
-extraordinary interview that had now come to an end had found its
-limits. Bewildered and helpless, he stood at the window of his
-room, and asked himself (as if he had been the weakest man
-living), "What shal l I do?"
-
-
-BOOK THE FOURTH--THE COUNTRY HOUSE.
-
-CHAPTER XXXVIII.
-
-DANCING.
-
-The windows of the long drawing-room at Monksmoor are all thrown
-open to the conservatory. Distant masses of plants and flowers,
-mingled in ever-varying forms of beauty, are touched by the
-melancholy luster of the rising moon. Nearer to the house, the
-restful shadows are disturbed at intervals, where streams of
-light fall over them aslant from the lamps in the room. The
-fountain is playing. In rivalry with its lighter music, the
-nightingales are singing their song of ecstasy. Sometimes, the
-laughter of girls is heard--and, sometimes, the melody of a
-waltz. The younger guests at Monksmoor are dancing.
-
-Emily and Cecilia are dressed alike in white, with flowers in
-their hair. Francine rivals them by means of a gorgeous contrast
-of color, and declares that she is rich with the bright emphasis
-of diamonds and the soft persuasion of pearls.
-
-Miss Plym (from the rectory) is fat and fair and prosperous: she
-overflows with good spirits; she has a waist which defies
-tight-lacing, and she dances joyously on large flat feet. Miss
-Darnaway (officer's daughter with small means) is the exact
-opposite of Miss Plym. She is thin and tall and faded--poor soul.
-Destiny has made it her hard lot in life to fill the place of
-head-nursemaid at home. In her pensive moments, she thinks of the
-little brothers and sisters, whose patient servant she is, and
-wonders who comforts them in their tumbles and tells them stories
-at bedtime, while she is holiday-making at the pleasant country
-house.
-
-Tender-hearted Cecilia, remembering how few pleasures this young
-friend has, and knowing how well she dances, never allows her to
-be without a partner. There are three invaluable young gentlemen
-present, who are excellent dancers. Members of different
-families, they are nevertheless fearfully and wonderfully like
-each other. They present the same rosy complexions and
-straw-colored mustachios, the same plump cheeks, vacant eyes and
-low forehead; and they utter, with the same stolid gravity, the
-same imbecile small talk. On sofas facing each other sit the two
-remaining guests, who have not joined the elders at the
-card-table in another room. They are both men. One of them is
-drowsy and middle-aged--happy in the possession of large landed
-property: happier still in a capacity for drinking Mr. Wyvil's
-famous port-wine without gouty results.
-
-The other gentleman--ah, who is the other? He is the confidential
-adviser and bosom friend of every young lady in the house. Is it
-necessary to name the Reverend Miles Mirabel?
-
-There he sits enthroned, with room for a fair admirer on either
-side of him--the clerical sultan of a platonic harem. His
-persuasive ministry is felt as well as heard: he has an innocent
-habit of fondling young persons. One of his arms is even long
-enough to embrace the circumference of Miss Plym--while the other
-clasps the rigid silken waist of Francine. "I do it everywhere
-else," he says innocently, "why not here?" Why not indeed--with
-that delicate complexion and those beautiful blue eyes; with the
-glorious golden hair that rests on his shoulders, and the glossy
-beard that flows over his breast? Familiarities, forbidden to
-mere men, become privileges and condescensions when an angel
-enters society--and more especially when that angel has enough of
-mortality in him to be amusing. Mr. Mirabel, on his social side,
-is an irresistible companion. He is cheerfulness itself; he takes
-a favorable view of everything; his sweet temper never differs
-with anybody. "In my humble way," he confesses, "I like to make
-the world about me brighter." Laughter (harmlessly produced,
-observe!) is the element in which he lives and breathes. Miss
-Darnaway's serious face puts him out; he has laid a bet with
-Emily--not in money, not even in gloves, only in flowers--that he
-will make Miss Darnaway laugh; and he has won the wager. Emily's
-flowers are in his button-hole, peeping through the curly
-interstices of his beard. "Must you leave me?" he asks tenderly,
-when there is a dancing man at liberty, and it is Francine's turn
-to claim him. She leaves her seat not very willingly. For a
-while, the place is vacant; Miss Plym seizes the opportunity of
-consulting the ladies' bosom friend.
-
-"Dear Mr. Mirabel, do tell me what you think of Miss de Sor?"
-
-Dear Mr. Mirabel bursts into enthusiasm and makes a charming
-reply. His large experience of young ladies warns him that they
-will tell each other what he thinks of them, when they retire for
-the night; and he is careful on these occasions to say something
-that will bear repetition.
-
-"I see in Miss de Sor," he declares, "the resolution of a man,
-tempered by the sweetness of a woman. When that interesting
-creature marries, her husband will be--shall I use the vulgar
-word?--henpecked. Dear Miss Plym, he will enjoy it; and he will
-be quite right too; and, if I am asked to the wedding, I shall
-say, with heartfelt sincerity, Enviable man!"
-
-In the height of her admiration for Mr. Mirabel's wonderful eye
-for character, Miss Plym is called away to the piano. Cecilia
-succeeds to her friend's place--and has her waist taken in charge
-as a matter of course.
-
-"How do you like Miss Plym?" she asks directly.
-
-Mr. Mirabel smiles, and shows the prettiest little pearly teeth.
-"I was just thinking of her," he confesses pleasantly; "Miss Plym
-is so nice and plump, so comforting and domestic--such a perfect
-clergyman's daughter. You love her, don't you? Is she engaged to
-be married? In that case--between ourselves, dear Miss Wyvil, a
-clergyman is obliged to be cautious--I may own that I love her
-too."
-
-Delicious titillations of flattered self-esteem betray themselves
-in Cecilia's lovely complexion. She is the chosen confidante of
-this irresistible man; and she would like to express her sense of
-obligation. But Mr. Mirabel is a master in the art of putting the
-right words in the right places; and simple Cecilia distrusts
-herself and her grammar.
-
-At that moment of embarrassment, a friend leaves the dance, and
-helps Cecilia out of the difficulty.
-
-Emily approaches the sofa-throne, breathless--followed by her
-partner, entreating her to give him "one turn more." She is not
-to be tempted; she means to rest. Cecilia sees an act of mercy,
-suggested by the presence of the disengaged young man. She seizes
-his arm, and hurries him off to poor Miss Darnaway; sitting
-forlorn in a corner, and thinking of the nursery at home. In the
-meanwhile a circumstance occurs. Mr. Mirabel's all-embracing arm
-shows itself in a new character, when Emily sits by his side.
-
-It becomes, for the first time, an irresolute arm. It advances a
-little--and hesitates. Emily at once administers an unexpected
-check; she insists on preserving a free waist, in her own
-outspoken language. "No, Mr. Mirabel, keep that for the others.
-You can't imagine how ridiculous you and the young ladies look,
-and how absurdly unaware of it you all seem to be." For the first
-time in his life, the reverend and ready-witted man of the world
-is at a loss for an answer. Why?
-
-For this simple reason. He too has felt the magnetic attraction
-of the irresistible little creature whom every one likes. Miss
-Jethro has been doubly defeated. She has failed to keep them
-apart; and her unexplained misgivings have not been justified by
-events: Emily and Mr. Mirabel are good friends already. The
-brilliant clergyman is poor; his interests in life point to a
-marriage for money; he has fascinated the heiresses of two rich
-fathers, Mr. Tyvil and Mr. de Sor--and yet he is conscious of an
-influence (an alien influence, without a balance at its bankers),
-which has, in some mysterious way, got between him and his
-interests.
-
-On Emily's side, the attraction felt is of another nature
-altogether. Among the merry young people at Monksmoor she is her
-old happy self again; and she finds in Mr. Mirabel the most
-agreeable and amusing man whom she has ever met. After those
-dismal night watches by the bed of her dying aunt, and the dreary
-weeks of solitude that followed, to live in this new world of
-luxury and gayety is like escaping from the darkness of night,
-and basking in the fall brightn ess of day. Cecilia declares that
-she looks, once more, like the joyous queen of the bedroom, in
-the bygone time at school; and Francine (profaning Shakespeare
-without knowing it), says, "Emily is herself again!"
-
-"Now that your arm is in its right place, reverend sir," she
-gayly resumes, "I may admit that there are exceptions to all
-rules. My waist is at your disposal, in a case of necessity--that
-is to say, in a case of waltzing."
-
-"The one case of all others," Mirabel answers, with the engaging
-frankness that has won him so many friends, "which can never
-happen in my unhappy experience. Waltzing, I blush to own it,
-means picking me up off the floor, and putting smelling salts to
-my nostrils. In other words, dear Miss Emily, it is the room that
-waltzes--not I. I can't look at those whirling couples there,
-with a steady head. Even the exquisite figure of our young
-hostess, when it describes flying circles, turns me giddy."
-
-Hearing this allusion to Cecilia, Emily drops to the level of the
-other girls. She too pays her homage to the Pope of private life.
-"You promised me your unbiased opinion of Cecilia," she reminds
-him; "and you haven't given it yet."
-
-The ladies' friend gently remonstrates. "Miss Wyvil's beauty
-dazzles me. How can I give an unbiased opinion? Besides, I am not
-thinking of her; I can only think of you."
-
-Emily lifts her eyes, half merrily, half tenderly, and looks at
-him over the top of her fan. It is her first effort at
-flirtation. She is tempted to engage in the most interesting of
-all games to a girl--the game which plays at making love. What
-has Cecilia told her, in those bedroom gossipings, dear to the
-hearts of the two friends? Cecilia has whispered, "Mr. Mirabel
-admires your figure; he calls you 'the Venus of Milo, in a state
-of perfect abridgment.'" Where is the daughter of Eve, who would
-not have been flattered by that pretty compliment--who would not
-have talked soft nonsense in return? "You can only think of Me,"
-Emily repeats coquettishly. "Have you said that to the last young
-lady who occupied my place, and will you say it again to the next
-who follows me?"
-
-"Not to one of them! Mere compliments are for the others--not for
-you."
-
-"What is for me, Mr. Mirabel?"
-
-"What I have just offered you--a confession of the truth."
-
-Emily is startled by the tone in which he replies. He seems to be
-in earnest; not a vestige is left of the easy gayety of his
-manner. His face shows an expression of anxiety which she has
-never seen in it yet. "Do you believe me?" he asks in a whisper.
-
-She tries to change the subject.
-
-"When am I to hear you preach, Mr. Mirabel?"
-
-He persists. "When you believe me," he says.
-
-His eyes add an emphasis to that reply which is not to be
-mistaken. Emily turns away from him, and notices Francine. She
-has left the dance, and is looking with marked attention at Emily
-and Mirabel. "I want to speak to you," she says, and beckons
-impatiently to Emily.
-
-Mirabel whispers, "Don't go!"
-
-Emily rises nevertheless--ready to avail herself of the first
-excuse for leaving him. Francine meets her half way, and takes
-her roughly by the arm.
-
-"What is it?" Emily asks.
-
-"Suppose you leave off flirting with Mr. Mirabel, and make
-yourself of some use."
-
-"In what way?"
-
-"Use your ears--and look at that girl."
-
-She points disdainfully to innocent Miss Plym. The rector's
-daughter possesses all the virtues, with one exception--the
-virtue of having an ear for music. When she sings, she is out of
-tune; and, when she plays, she murders time.
-
-"Who can dance to such music as that?" says Francine. "Finish the
-waltz for her."
-
-Emily naturally hesitates. "How can I take her place, unless she
-asks me?"
-
-Francine laughs scornfully. "Say at once, you want to go back to
-Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"Do you think I should have got up, when you beckoned to me,"
-Emily rejoins, "if I had not wanted to get away from Mr.
-Mirabel?"
-
-Instead of resenting this sharp retort, Francine suddenly breaks
-into good humor. "Come along, you little spit-fire; I'll manage
-it for you."
-
-She leads Emily to the piano, and stops Miss Plym without a word
-of apology: "It's your turn to dance now. Here's Miss Brown
-waiting to relieve you."
-
-Cecilia has not been unobservant, in her own quiet way, of what
-has been going on. Waiting until Francine and Miss Plym are out
-of hearing, she bends over Emily, and says, "My dear, I really do
-think Francine is in love with Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"After having only been a week in the same house with him!" Emily
-exclaims.
-
-"At any rate," said Cecilia, more smartly than usual, "she is
-jealous of _you_."
-
-
-CHAPTER XXXIX.
-
-FEIGNING.
-
-The next morning, Mr. Mirabel took two members of the circle at
-Monksmoor by surprise. One of them was Emily; and one of them was
-the master of the house.
-
-Seeing Emily alone in the garden before breakfast, he left his
-room and joined her. "Let me say one word," he pleaded, "before
-we go to breakfast. I am grieved to think that I was so
-unfortunate as to offend you, last night."
-
-Emily's look of astonishment answered for her before she could
-speak. "What can I have said or done," she asked, "to make you
-think that?"
-
-"Now I breathe again!" he cried, with the boyish gayety of manner
-which was one of the secrets of his popularity among women. "I
-really feared that I had spoken thoughtlessly. It is a terrible
-confession for a clergyman to make--but it is not the less true
-that I am one of the most indiscreet men living. It is my rock
-ahead in life that I say the first thing which comes uppermost,
-without stopping to think. Being well aware of my own defects, I
-naturally distrust myself."
-
-"Even in the pulpit?" Emily inquired.
-
-He laughed with the readiest appreciation of the satire--although
-it was directed against himself.
-
-"I like that question," he said; "it tells me we are as good
-friends again as ever. The fact is, the sight of the
-congregation, when I get into the pulpit, has the same effect
-upon me that the sight of the footlights has on an actor. All
-oratory (though my clerical brethren are shy of confessing it) is
-acting--without the scenery and the costumes. Did you really mean
-it, last night, when you said you would like to hear me preach?"
-
-"Indeed, I did."
-
-"How very kind of you. I don't think myself the sermon is worth
-the sacrifice. (There is another specimen of my indiscreet way of
-talking!) What I mean is, that you will have to get up early on
-Sunday morning, and drive twelve miles to the damp and dismal
-little village, in which I officiate for a man with a rich wife
-who likes the climate of Italy. My congregation works in the
-fields all the week, and naturally enough goes to sleep in church
-on Sunday. I have had to counteract that. Not by preaching! I
-wouldn't puzzle the poor people with my eloquence for the world.
-No, no: I tell them little stories out of the Bible--in a nice
-easy gossiping way. A quarter of an hour is my limit of time;
-and, I am proud to say, some of them (mostly the women) do to a
-certain extent keep awake. If you and the other ladies decide to
-honor me, it is needless to say you shall have one of my grand
-efforts. What will be the effect on my unfortunate flock remains
-to be seen. I will have the church brushed up, and luncheon of
-course at the parsonage. Beans, bacon, and beer--I haven't got
-anything else in the house. Are you rich? I hope not!"
-
-"I suspect I am quite as poor as you are, Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"I am delighted to hear it. (More of my indiscretion!) Our
-poverty is another bond between us."
-
-Before he could enlarge on this text, the breakfast bell rang.
-
-He gave Emily his arm, quite satisfied with the result of the
-morning's talk. In speaking seriously to her on the previous
-night, he had committed the mistake of speaking too soon. To
-amend this false step, and to recover his position in Emily's
-estimation, had been his object in view--and it had been
-successfully accomplished. At the breakfast-table that morning,
-the companionable clergyman was more amusing than ever.
-
-The meal being over, the company dispersed as usual--with the one
-exception of Mirabel. Without any apparent reason, he kept his
-place at the table. Mr. Wyvil, the most courteous and considerate
-of men, felt
- it an attention due to his guest not to leave the room first.
-All that he could venture to do was to give a little hint. "Have
-you any plans for the morning?" he asked.
-
-"I have a plan that depends entirely on yourself," Mirabel
-answered; "and I am afraid of being as indiscreet as usual, if I
-mention it. Your charming daughter tells me you play on the
-violin."
-
-Modest Mr. Wyvil looked confused. "I hope you have not been
-annoyed," he said; "I practice in a distant room so that nobody
-may hear me."
-
-"My dear sir, I am eager to hear you! Music is my passion; and
-the violin is my favorite instrument."
-
-Mr. Wyvil led the way to his room, positively blushing with
-pleasure. Since the death of his wife he had been sadly in want
-of a little encouragement. His daughters and his friends were
-careful--over-careful, as he thought--of intruding on him in his
-hours of practice. And, sad to say, his daughters and his friends
-were, from a musical point of view, perfectly right.
-
-Literature has hardly paid sufficient attention to a social
-phenomenon of a singularly perplexing kind. We hear enough, and
-more than enough, of persons who successfully cultivate the
-Arts--of the remarkable manner in which fitness for their
-vocation shows itself in early life, of the obstacles which
-family prejudice places in their way, and of the unremitting
-devotion which has led to the achievement of glorious results.
-
-But how many writers have noticed those other incomprehensible
-persons, members of families innocent for generations past of
-practicing Art or caring for Art, who have notwithstanding
-displayed from their earliest years the irresistible desire to
-cultivate poetry, painting, or music; who have surmounted
-obstacles, and endured disappointments, in the single-hearted
-resolution to devote their lives to an intellectual
-pursuit--being absolutely without the capacity which proves the
-vocation, and justifies the sacrifice. Here is Nature, "unerring
-Nature," presented in flat contradiction with herself. Here are
-men bent on performing feats of running, without having legs; and
-women, hopelessly barren, living in constant expectation of large
-families to the end of their days. The musician is not to be
-found more completely deprived than Mr. Wyvil of natural capacity
-for playing on an instrument--and, for twenty years past, it had
-been the pride and delight of his heart to let no day of his life
-go by without practicing on the violin.
-
-"I am sure I must be tiring you," he said politely--after having
-played without mercy for an hour and more.
-
-No: the insatiable amateur had his own purpose to gain, and was
-not exhausted yet. Mr. Wyvil got up to look for some more music.
-In that interval desultory conversation naturally took place.
-Mirabel contrived to give it the necessary direction--the
-direction of Emily.
-
-"The most delightful girl I have met with for many a long year
-past!" Mr. Wyvil declared warmly. "I don't wonder at my daughter
-being so fond of her. She leads a solitary life at home, poor
-thing; and I am honestly glad to see her spirits reviving in my
-house."
-
-"An only child?" Mirabel asked.
-
-In the necessary explanation that followed, Emily's isolated
-position in the world was revealed in few words. But one more
-discovery--the most important of all--remained to be made. Had
-she used a figure of speech in saying that she was as poor as
-Mirabel himself? or had she told him the shocking truth? He put
-the question with perfect delicacy---but with unerring directness
-as well.
-
-Mr. Wyvil, quoting his daughter's authority, described Emily's
-income as falling short even of two hundred a year. Having made
-that disheartening reply, he opened another music book. "You know
-this sonata, of course?" he said. The next moment, the violin was
-under his chin and the performance began.
-
-While Mirabel was, to all appearance, listening with the utmost
-attention, he was actually endeavoring to reconcile himself to a
-serious sacrifice of his own inclinations. If he remained much
-longer in the same house with Emily, the impression that she had
-produced on him would be certainly strengthened--and he would be
-guilty of the folly of making an offer of marriage to a woman who
-was as poor as himself. The one remedy that could be trusted to
-preserve him from such infatuation as this, was absence. At the
-end of the week, he had arranged to return to Vale Regis for his
-Sunday duty; engaging to join his friends again at Monksmoor on
-the Monday following. That rash promise, there could be no
-further doubt about it, must not be fulfilled.
-
-He had arrived at this resolution, when the terrible activity of
-Mr. Wyvil's bow was suspended by the appearance of a third person
-in the room.
-
-Cecilia's maid was charged with a neat little three-cornered note
-from her young lady, to be presented to her master. Wondering why
-his daughter should write to him, Mr. Wyvil opened the note, and
-was informed of Cecilia's motive in these words:
-
-"DEAREST PAPA--I hear Mr. Mirabel is with you, and as this is a
-secret, I must write. Emily has received a very strange letter
-this morning, which puzzles her and alarms me. When you are quite
-at liberty, we shall be so much obliged if you will tell us how
-Emily ought to answer it."
-
-Mr. Wyvil stopped Mirabel, on the point of trying to escape from
-the music. "A little domestic matter to attend to," he said. "But
-we will finish the sonata first."
-
-
-CHAPTER XL.
-
-CONSULTING.
-
-Out of the music room, and away from his violin, the sound side
-of Mr. Wyvil's character was free to assert itself. In his public
-and in his private capacity, he was an eminently sensible man.
-
-As a member of parliament, he set an example which might have
-been followed with advantage by many of his colleagues. In the
-first place he abstained from hastening the downfall of
-representative institutions by asking questions and making
-speeches. In the second place, he was able to distinguish between
-the duty that he owed to his party, and the duty that he owed to
-his country. When the Legislature acted politically--that is to
-say, when it dealt with foreign complications, or electoral
-reforms--he followed his leader. When the Legislature acted
-socially--that is to say, for the good of the people--he followed
-his conscience. On the last occasion when the great Russian
-bugbear provoked a division, he voted submissively with his
-Conservative allies. But, when the question of opening museums
-and picture galleries on Sundays arrayed the two parties in
-hostile camps, he broke into open mutiny, and went over to the
-Liberals. He consented to help in preventing an extension of the
-franchise; but he refused to be concerned in obstructing the
-repeal of taxes on knowledge. "I am doubtful in the first case,"
-he said, "but I am sure in the second." He was asked for an
-explanation: "Doubtful of what? and sure of what?" To the
-astonishment of his leader, he answered: "The benefit to the
-people." The same sound sense appeared in the transactions of his
-private life. Lazy and dishonest servants found that the gentlest
-of masters had a side to his character which took them by
-surprise. And, on certain occasions in the experience of Cecilia
-and her sister, the most indulgent of fathers proved to be as
-capable of saying No, as the sternest tyrant who ever ruled a
-fireside.
-
-Called into council by his daughter and his guest, Mr. Wyvil
-assisted them by advice which was equally wise and kind--but
-which afterward proved, under the perverse influence of
-circumstances, to be advice that he had better not have given.
-
-The letter to Emily which Cecilia had recommended to her father's
-consideration, had come from Netherwoods, and had been written by
-Alban Morris.
-
-He assured Emily that he had only decided on writing to her,
-after some hesitation, in the hope of serving interests which he
-did not himself understand, but which might prove to be interests
-worthy of consideration, nevertheless. Having stated his motive
-in these terms, he proceeded to relate what had passed between
-Miss Jethro and himself. On the subject of Francine, Alban only
-ventured to add that she had not produced a favorable impression
-on him, and that he could not think her
- likely, on further experience, to prove a desirable friend.
-
-On the last leaf were added some lines, which Emily was at no
-loss how to answer. She had folded back the page, so that no eyes
-but her own should see how the poor drawing-master finished his
-letter: "I wish you all possible happiness, my dear, among your
-new friends; but don't forget the old friend who thinks of you,
-and dreams of you, and longs to see you again. The little world I
-live in is a dreary world, Emily, in your absence. Will you write
-to me now and then, and encourage me to hope?"
-
-Mr. Wyvil smiled, as he looked at the folded page, which hid the
-signature.
-
-"I suppose I may take it for granted," he said slyly, "that this
-gentleman really has your interests at heart? May I know who he
-is?"
-
-Emily answered the last question readily enough. Mr. Wyvil went
-on with his inquiries. "About the mysterious lady, with the
-strange name," he proceeded--"do you know anything of her?"
-
-Emily related what she knew; without revealing the true reason
-for Miss Jethro's departure from Netherwoods. In after years, it
-was one of her most treasured remembrances, that she had kept
-secret the melancholy confession which had startled her, on the
-last night of her life at school.
-
-Mr. Wyvil looked at Alban's letter again. "Do you know how Miss
-Jethro became acquainted with Mr. Mirabel?" he asked.
-
-"I didn't even know that they were acquainted."
-
-"Do you think it likely--if Mr. Morris had been talking to you
-instead of writing to you--that he might have said more than he
-has said in his letter?"
-
-Cecilia had hitherto remained a model of discretion. Seeing Emily
-hesitate, temptation overcame her. "Not a doubt of it, papa!" she
-declared confidently.
-
-"Is Cecilia right?" Mr. Wyvil inquired.
-
-Reminded in this way of her influence over Alban, Emily could
-only make one honest reply. She admitted that Cecilia was right.
-
-Mr. Wyvil thereupon advised her not to express any opinion, until
-she was in a better position to judge for herself. "When you
-write to Mr. Morris," he continued, "say that you will wait to
-tell him what you think of Miss Jethro, until you see him again."
-
-"I have no prospect at present of seeing him again," Emily said.
-
-"You can see Mr. Morris whenever it suits him to come here," Mr.
-Wyvil replied. "I will write and ask him to visit us, and you can
-inclose the invitation in your letter."
-
-"Oh, Mr. Wyvil, how good of you!"
-
-"Oh, papa, the very thing I was going to ask you to do!"
-
-The excellent master of Monksmoor looked unaffectedly surprised.
-"What are you two young ladies making a fuss about?" he said.
-"Mr. Morris is a gentleman by profession; and--may I venture to
-say it, Miss Emily?--a valued friend of yours as well. Who has a
-better claim to be one of my guests?"
-
-Cecilia stopped her father as he was about to leave the room. "I
-suppose we mustn't ask Mr. Mirabel what he knows of Miss Jethro?"
-she said.
-
-"My dear, what can you be thinking of? What right have we to
-question Mr. Mirabel about Miss Jethro?"
-
-"It's so very unsatisfactory, papa. There must be some reason why
-Emily and Mr. Mirabel ought not to meet--or why should Miss
-Jethro have been so very earnest about it?"
-
-"Miss Jethro doesn't intend us to know why, Cecilia. It will
-perhaps come out in time. Wait for time."
-
-Left together, the girls discussed the course which Alban would
-probably take, on receiving Mr. Wyvil's invitation.
-
-"He will only be too glad," Cecilia asserted, "to have the
-opportunity of seeing you again."
-
-"I doubt whether he will care about seeing me again, among
-strangers," Emily replied. "And you forget that there are
-obstacles in his way. How is he to leave his class?"
-
-"Quite easily! His class doesn't meet on the Saturday
-half-holiday. He can be here, if he starts early, in time for
-luncheon; and he can stay till Monday or Tuesday."
-
-"Who is to take his place at the school?"
-
-"Miss Ladd, to be sure--if _you_ make a point of it. Write to
-her, as well as to Mr. Morris."
-
-The letters being written--and the order having been given to
-prepare a room for the expected guest--Emily and Cecilia returned
-to the drawing-room. They found the elders of the party variously
-engaged--the men with newspapers, and the ladies with work.
-Entering the conservatory next, they discovered Cecilia's sister
-languishing among the flowers in an easy chair. Constitutional
-laziness, in some young ladies, assumes an invalid character, and
-presents the interesting spectacle of perpetual convalescence.
-The doctor declared that the baths at St. Moritz had cured Miss
-Julia. Miss Julia declined to agree with the doctor.
-
-"Come into the garden with Emily and me," Cecilia said.
-
-"Emily and you don't know what it is to be ill," Julia answered.
-
-The two girls left her, and joined the young people who were
-amusing themselves in the garden. Francine had taken possession
-of Mirabel, and had condemned him to hard labor in swinging her.
-He made an attempt to get away when Emily and Cecilia approached,
-and was peremptorily recalled to his duty. "Higher!" cried Miss
-de Sor, in her hardest tones of authority. "I want to swing
-higher than anybody else!" Mirabel submitted with gentleman-like
-resignation, and was rewarded by tender encouragement expressed
-in a look.
-
-"Do you see that?" Cecilia whispered. "He knows how rich she
-is--I wonder whether he will marry her."
-
-Emily smiled. "I doubt it, while he is in this house," she said.
-"You are as rich as Francine--and don't forget that you have
-other attractions as well."
-
-Cecilia shook her head. "Mr. Mirabel is very nice," she admitted;
-"but I wouldn't marry him. Would you?"
-
-Emily secretly compared Alban with Mirabel. "Not for the world!"
-she answered.
-
-The next day was the day of Mirabel's departure. His admirers
-among the ladies followed him out to the door, at which Mr.
-Wyvil's carriage was waiting. Francine threw a nosegay after the
-departing guest as he got in. "Mind you come back to us on
-Monday!" she said. Mirabel bowed and thanked her; but his last
-look was for Emily, standing apart from the others at the top of
-the steps. Francine said nothing; her lips closed
-convulsively--she turned suddenly pale.
-
-
-CHAPTER XLI.
-
-SPEECHIFYING.
-
-On the Monday, a plowboy from Vale Regis arrived at Monksmoor.
-
-In respect of himself, he was a person beneath notice. In respect
-of his errand, he was sufficiently important to cast a gloom over
-the household. The faithless Mirabel had broken his engagement,
-and the plowboy was the herald of misfortune who brought his
-apology. To his great disappointment (he wrote) he was detained
-by the affairs of his parish. He could only trust to Mr. Wyvil's
-indulgence to excuse him, and to communicate his sincere sense of
-regret (on scented note paper) to the ladies.
-
-Everybody believed in the affairs of the parish--with the
-exception of Francine. "Mr. Mirabel has made the best excuse he
-could think of for shortening his visit; and I don't wonder at
-it," she said, looking significantly at Emily.
-
-Emily was playing with one of the dogs; exercising him in the
-tricks which he had learned. She balanced a morsel of sugar on
-his nose--and had no attention to spare for Francine.
-
-Cecilia, as the mistress of the house, felt it her duty to
-interfere. "That is a strange remark to make," she answered. "Do
-you mean to say that we have driven Mr. Mirabel away from us?"
-
-"I accuse nobody," Francine began with spiteful candor.
-
-"Now she's going to accuse everybody!" Emily interposed,
-addressing herself facetiously to the dog.
-
-"But when girls are bent on fascinating men, whether they like it
-or not," Francine proceeded, "men have only one alternative--they
-must keep out of the way." She looked again at Emily, more
-pointedly than ever.
-
-Even gentle Cecilia resented this. "Whom do you refer to?" she
-said sharply.
-
-"My dear!" Emily remonstrated, "need you ask?" She glanced at
-Francine as she spoke, and then gave the dog his signal. He
-tossed up the sugar, and caught it in his mouth. His audience
-applauded him--and so, for that time, the skirmish ended.
-
-Among the letters of the next morning's delivery, arrived Alban's
-reply. Emily's anticipations proved to be correct. The
-drawing-master's du ties would not permit him to leave
-Netherwoods; and he, like Mirabel, sent his apologies. His short
-letter to Emily contained no further allusion to Miss Jethro; it
-began and ended on the first page.
-
-Had he been disappointed by the tone of reserve in which Emily
-had written to him, under Mr. Wyvil's advice? Or (as Cecilia
-suggested) had his detention at the school so bitterly
-disappointed him that he was too disheartened to write at any
-length? Emily made no attempt to arrive at a conclusion, either
-one way or the other. She seemed to be in depressed spirits; and
-she spoke superstitiously, for the first time in Cecilia's
-experience of her.
-
-"I don't like this reappearance of Miss Jethro," she said. "If
-the mystery about that woman is ever cleared up, it will bring
-trouble and sorrow to me--and I believe, in his own secret heart,
-Alban Morris thinks so too."
-
-"Write, and ask him," Cecilia suggested.
-
-"He is so kind and so unwilling to distress me," Emily answered,
-"that he wouldn't acknowledge it, even if I am right."
-
-In the middle of the week, the course of private life at
-Monksmoor suffered an interruption--due to the parliamentary
-position of the master of the house.
-
-The insatiable appetite for making and hearing speeches, which
-represents one of the marked peculiarities of the English race
-(including their cousins in the United States), had seized on Mr.
-Wyvil's constituents. There was to be a political meeting at the
-market hall, in the neighboring town; and the member was expected
-to make an oration, passing in review contemporary events at home
-and abroad. "Pray don't think of accompanying me," the good man
-said to his guests. "The hall is badly ventilated, and the
-speeches, including my own, will not be worth hearing."
-
-This humane warning was ungratefully disregarded. The gentlemen
-were all interested in "the objects of the meeting"; and the
-ladies were firm in the resolution not to be left at home by
-themselves. They dressed with a view to the large assembly of
-spectators before whom they were about to appear; and they
-outtalked the men on political subjects, all the way to the town.
-
-The most delightful of surprises was in store for them, when they
-reached the market hall. Among the crowd of ordinary gentlemen,
-waiting under the portico until the proceedings began, appeared
-one person of distinction, whose title was "Reverend," and whose
-name was Mirabel.
-
-Francine was the first to discover him. She darted up the steps
-and held out her hand.
-
-"This _is_ a pleasure!" she cried. "Have you come here to see--"
-she was about to say Me, but, observing the strangers round her,
-altered the word to Us. "Please give me your arm," she whispered,
-before her young friends had arrived within hearing. "I am so
-frightened in a crowd!"
-
-She held fast by Mirabel, and kept a jealous watch on him. Was it
-only her fancy? or did she detect a new charm in his smile when
-he spoke to Emily?
-
-Before it was possible to decide, the time for the meeting had
-arrived. Mr. Wyvil's friends were of course accommodated with
-seats on the platform. Francine, still insisting on her claim to
-Mirabel's arm, got a chair next to him. As she seated herself,
-she left him free for a moment. In that moment, the infatuated
-man took an empty chair on the other side of him, and placed it
-for Emily. He communicated to that hated rival the information
-which he ought to have reserved for Francine. "The committee
-insist," he said, "on my proposing one of the Resolutions. I
-promise not to bore you; mine shall be the shortest speech
-delivered at the meeting."
-
-The proceedings began.
-
-Among the earlier speakers not one was inspired by a feeling of
-mercy for the audience. The chairman reveled in words. The mover
-and seconder of the first Resolution (not having so much as the
-ghost of an idea to trouble either of them), poured out language
-in flowing and overflowing streams, like water from a perpetual
-spring. The heat exhaled by the crowded audience was already
-becoming insufferable. Cries of "Sit down!" assailed the orator
-of the moment. The chairman was obliged to interfere. A man at
-the back of the hall roared out, "Ventilation!" and broke a
-window with his stick. He was rewarded with three rounds of
-cheers; and was ironically invited to mount the platform and take
-the chair.
-
-Under these embarrassing circumstances, Mirabel rose to speak.
-
-He secured silence, at the outset, by a humorous allusion to the
-prolix speaker who had preceded him. "Look at the clock,
-gentlemen," he said; "and limit my speech to an interval of ten
-minutes." The applause which followed was heard, through the
-broken window, in the street. The boys among the mob outside
-intercepted the flow of air by climbing on each other's shoulders
-and looking in at the meeting, through the gaps left by the
-shattered glass. Having proposed his Resolution with discreet
-brevity of speech, Mirabel courted popularity on the plan adopted
-by the late Lord Palmerston in the House of Commons--he told
-stories, and made jokes, adapted to the intelligence of the
-dullest people who were listening to him. The charm of his voice
-and manner completed his success. Punctually at the tenth minute,
-he sat down amid cries of "Go on." Francine was the first to take
-his hand, and to express admiration mutely by pressing it. He
-returned the pressure--but he looked at the wrong lady--the lady
-on the other side.
-
-Although she made no complaint, he instantly saw that Emily was
-overcome by the heat. Her lips were white, and her eyes were
-closing. "Let me take you out," he said, "or you will faint."
-
-Francine started to her feet to follow them. The lower order of
-the audience, eager for amusement, put their own humorous
-construction on the young lady's action. They roared with
-laughter. "Let the parson and his sweetheart be," they called
-out; "two's company, miss, and three isn't." Mr. Wyvil interposed
-his authority and rebuked them. A lady seated behind Francine
-interfered to good purpose by giving her a chair, which placed
-her out of sight of the audience. Order was restored--and the
-proceedings were resumed.
-
-On the conclusion of the meeting, Mirabel and Emily were found
-waiting for their friends at the door. Mr. Wyvil innocently added
-fuel to the fire that was burning in Francine. He insisted that
-Mirabel should return to Monksmoor, and offered him a seat in the
-carriage at Emily's side.
-
-Later in the evening, when they all met at dinner, there appeared
-a change in Miss de Sor which surprised everybody but Mirabel.
-She was gay and good-humored, and especially amiable and
-attentive to Emily--who sat opposite to her at the table. "What
-did you and Mr. Mirabel talk about while you were away from us?"
-she asked innocently. "Politics?"
-
-Emily readily adopted Francine's friendly tone. "Would you have
-talked politics, in my place?" she asked gayly.
-
-"In your place, I should have had the most delightful of
-companions," Francine rejoined; "I wish I had been overcome by
-the heat too!"
-
-Mirabel--attentively observing her--acknowledged the compliment
-by a bow, and left Emily to continue the conversation. In perfect
-good faith she owned to having led Mirabel to talk of himself.
-She had heard from Cecilia that his early life had been devoted
-to various occupations, and she was interested in knowing how
-circumstances had led him into devoting himself to the Church.
-Francine listened with the outward appearance of implicit belief,
-and with the inward conviction that Emily was deliberately
-deceiving her. When the little narrative was at an end, she was
-more agreeable than ever. She admired Emily's dress, and she
-rivaled Cecilia in enjoyment of the good things on the table; she
-entertained Mirabel with humorous anecdotes of the priests at St.
-Domingo, and was so interested in the manufacture of violins,
-ancient and modern, that Mr. Wyvil promised to show her his
-famous collection of instruments, after dinner. Her overflowing
-amiability included even poor Miss Darnaway and the absent
-brothers and sisters. She heard with flattering sympathy, how
-they had been ill and had got well again; what amusing tricks
-they played, what alarming accidents happened to them, a nd how
-remarkably clever they were--"including, I do assure you, dear
-Miss de Sor, the baby only ten months old." When the ladies rose
-to retire, Francine was, socially speaking, the heroine of the
-evening.
-
-While the violins were in course of exhibition, Mirabel found an
-opportunity of speaking to Emily, unobserved.
-
-"Have you said, or done, anything to offend Miss de Sor?" he
-asked.
-
-"Nothing whatever!" Emily declared, startled by the question.
-"What makes you think I have offended her?"
-
-"I have been trying to find a reason for the change in her,"
-Mirabel answered--"especially the change toward yourself."
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Well--she means mischief."
-
-"Mischief of what sort?"
-
-"Of a sort which may expose her to discovery--unless she disarms
-suspicion at the outset. That is (as I believe) exactly what she
-has been doing this evening. I needn't warn you to be on your
-guard."
-
-All the next day Emily was on the watch for events--and nothing
-happened. Not the slightest appearance of jealousy betrayed
-itself in Francine. She made no attempt to attract to herself the
-attentions of Mirabel; and she showed no hostility to Emily,
-either by word, look, or manner.
-
-. . . . . . . .
-
-The day after, an event occurred at Netherwoods. Alban Morris
-received an anonymous letter, addressed to him in these terms:
-
-"A certain young lady, in whom you are supposed to be interested,
-is forgetting you in your absence. If you are not mean enough to
-allow yourself to be supplanted by another man, join the party at
-Monksmoor before it is too late."
-
-
-CHAPTER XLII.
-
-COOKING.
-
-The day after the political meeting was a day of departures, at
-the pleasant country house.
-
-Miss Darnaway was recalled to the nursery at home. The old squire
-who did justice to Mr. Wyvil's port-wine went away next, having
-guests to entertain at his own house. A far more serious loss
-followed. The three dancing men had engagements which drew them
-to new spheres of activity in other drawing-rooms. They said,
-with the same dreary grace of manner, "Very sorry to go"; they
-drove to the railway, arrayed in the same perfect traveling suits
-of neutral tint; and they had but one difference of opinion among
-them--each firmly believed that he was smoking the best cigar to
-be got in London.
-
-The morning after these departures would have been a dull morning
-indeed, but for the presence of Mirabel.
-
-When breakfast was over, the invalid Miss Julia established
-herself on the sofa with a novel. Her father retired to the other
-end of the house, and profaned the art of music on music's most
-expressive instrument. Left with Emily, Cecilia, and Francine,
-Mirabel made one of his happy suggestions. "We are thrown on our
-own resources," he said. "Let us distinguish ourselves by
-inventing some entirely new amusement for the day. You young
-ladies shall sit in council--and I will be secretary." He turned
-to Cecilia. "The meeting waits to hear the mistress of the
-house."
-
-Modest Cecilia appealed to her school friends for help;
-addressing herself in the first instance (by the secretary's
-advice) to Francine, as the eldest. They all noticed another
-change in this variable young person. She was silent and subdued;
-and she said wearily, "I don't care what we do--shall we go out
-riding?"
-
-The unanswerable objection to riding as a form of amusement, was
-that it had been more than once tried already. Something clever
-and surprising was anticipated from Emily when it came to her
-turn. She, too, disappointed expectation. "Let us sit under the
-trees," was all that she could suggest, "and ask Mr. Mirabel to
-tell us a story."
-
-Mirabel laid down his pen and took it on himself to reject this
-proposal. "Remember," he remonstrated, "that I have an interest
-in the diversions of the day. You can't expect me to be amused by
-my own story. I appeal to Miss Wyvil to invent a pleasure which
-will include the secretary."
-
-Cecilia blushed and looked uneasy. "I think I have got an idea,"
-she announced, after some hesitation. "May I propose that we all
-go to the keeper's lodge?" There her courage failed her, and she
-hesitated again.
-
-Mirabel gravely registered the proposal, as far as it went. "What
-are we to do when we get to the keeper's lodge?" he inquired.
-
-"We are to ask the keeper's wife," Cecilia proceeded, "to lend us
-her kitchen."
-
-"To lend us her kitchen," Mirabel repeated.
-
-"And what are we to do in the kitchen?"
-
-Cecilia looked down at her pretty hands crossed on her lap, and
-answered softly, "Cook our own luncheon."
-
-Here was an entirely new amusement, in the most attractive sense
-of the words! Here was charming Cecilia's interest in the
-pleasures of the table so happily inspired, that the grateful
-meeting offered its tribute of applause--even including Francine.
-The members of the council were young; their daring digestions
-contemplated without fear the prospect of eating their own
-amateur cookery. The one question that troubled them now was what
-they were to cook.
-
-"I can make an omelet," Cecilia ventured to say.
-
-"If there is any cold chicken to be had," Emily added, "I
-undertake to follow the omelet with a mayonnaise."
-
-"There are clergymen in the Church of England who are even clever
-enough to fry potatoes," Mirabel announced--"and I am one of
-them. What shall we have next? A pudding? Miss de Sor, can you
-make a pudding?"
-
-Francine exhibited another new side to her character--a diffident
-and humble side. "I am ashamed to say I don't know how to cook
-anything," she confessed; "you had better leave me out of it."
-
-But Cecilia was now in her element. Her plan of operations was
-wide enough even to include Francine. "You shall wash the
-lettuce, my dear, and stone the olives for Emily's mayonnaise.
-Don't be discouraged! You shall have a companion; we will send to
-the rectory for Miss Plym--the very person to chop parsley and
-shallot for my omelet. Oh, Emily, what a morning we are going to
-have!" Her lovely blue eyes sparkled with joy; she gave Emily a
-kiss which Mirabel must have been more or less than man not to
-have coveted. "I declare," cried Cecilia, completely losing her
-head, "I'm so excited, I don't know what to do with myself!"
-
-Emily's intimate knowledge of her friend applied the right
-remedy. "You don't know what to do with yourself?" she repeated.
-"Have you no sense of duty? Give the cook your orders."
-
-Cecilia instantly recovered her presence of mind. She sat down at
-the writing-table, and made out a list of eatable productions in
-the animal and vegetable world, in which every other word was
-underlined two or three times over. Her serious face was a sight
-to see, when she rang for the cook, and the two held a privy
-council in a corner.
-
-On the way to the keeper's lodge, the young mistress of the house
-headed a procession of servants carrying the raw materials.
-Francine followed, held in custody by Miss Plym--who took her
-responsibilities seriously, and clamored for instruction in the
-art of chopping parsley. Mirabel and Emily were together, far
-behind; they were the only two members of the company whose minds
-were not occupied in one way or another by the kitchen.
-
-"This child's play of ours doesn't seem to interest you," Mirabel
-remarked
-
-"I am thinking," Emily answered, "of what you said to me about
-Francine."
-
-"I can say something more," he rejoined. "When I noticed the
-change in her at dinner, I told you she meant mischief. There is
-another change to-day, which suggests to my mind that the
-mischief is done."
-
-"And directed against me?" Emily asked.
-
-Mirabel made no direct reply. It was impossible for _him_ to
-remind her that she had, no matter how innocently, exposed
-herself to the jealous hatred of Francine. "Time will tell us,
-what we don't know now," he replied evasively.
-
-"You seem to have faith in time, Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"The greatest faith. Time is the inveterate enemy of deceit.
-Sooner or later, every hidden thing is a thing doomed to
-discovery."
-
-"Without exception?"
-
-"Yes," he answered positively, "without exception."
-
-At that moment Francine stopped and looked back at them. Did she
-think that Emily and Mirabel had been talking together long
-enough? Miss Plym--with the parsley still on her mind---advanced
-to consult Emil y's experience. The two walked on together,
-leaving Mirabel to overtake Francine. He saw, in her first look
-at him, the effort that it cost her to suppress those emotions
-which the pride of women is most deeply interested in concealing.
-Before a word had passed, he regretted that Emily had left them
-together.
-
-"I wish I had your cheerful disposition," she began, abruptly. "I
-am out of spirits or out of temper--I don't know which; and I
-don't know why. Do you ever trouble yourself with thinking of the
-future?"
-
-"As seldom as possible, Miss de Sor. In such a situation as mine,
-most people have prospects--I have none."
-
-He spoke gravely, conscious of not feeling at ease on his side.
-If he had been the most modest man that ever lived, he must have
-seen in Francine's face that she loved him.
-
-When they had first been presented to each other, she was still
-under the influence of the meanest instincts in her scheming and
-selfish nature. She had thought to herself, "With my money to
-help him, that man's celebrity would do the rest; the best
-society in England would be glad to receive Mirabel's wife. "As
-the days passed, strong feeling had taken the place of those
-contemptible aspirations: Mirabel had unconsciously inspired the
-one passion which was powerful enough to master Francine--sensual
-passion. Wild hopes rioted in her. Measureless desires which she
-had never felt before, united themselves with capacities for
-wickedness, which had been the horrid growth of a few
-nights--capacities which suggested even viler attempts to rid
-herself of a supposed rivalry than slandering Emily by means of
-an anonymous letter. Without waiting for it to be offered, she
-took Mirabel's arm, and pressed it to her breast as they slowly
-walked on. The fear of discovery which had troubled her after she
-had sent her base letter to the post, vanished at that
-inspiriting moment. She bent her head near enough to him when he
-spoke to feel his breath on her face.
-
-"There is a strange similarity," she said softly, "between your
-position and mine. Is there anything cheering in _my_ prospects?
-I am far away from home--my father and mother wouldn't care if
-they never saw me again. People talk about my money! What is the
-use of money to such a lonely wretch as I am? Suppose I write to
-London, and ask the lawyer if I may give it all away to some
-deserving person? Why not to you?"
-
-"My dear Miss de Sor--!"
-
-"Is there anything wrong, Mr. Mirabel, in wishing that I could
-make you a prosperous man?"
-
-"You must not even talk of such a thing!"
-
-"How proud you are!" she said submissively.
-
-"Oh, I can't bear to think of you in that miserable village--a
-position so unworthy of your talents and your claims! And you
-tell me I must not talk about it. Would you have said that to
-Emily, if she was as anxious as I am to see you in your right
-place in the world?"
-
-"I should have answered her exactly as I have answered you."
-
-"She will never embarrass you, Mr. Mirabel, by being as sincere
-as I am. Emily can keep her own secrets."
-
-"Is she to blame for doing that?"
-
-"It depends on your feeling for her."
-
-"What feeling do you mean?"
-
-"Suppose you heard she was engaged to be married?" Francine
-suggested.
-
-Mirabel's manner--studiously cold and formal thus far--altered on
-a sudden. He looked with unconcealed anxiety at Francine. "Do you
-say that seriously?" he asked.
-
-"I said 'suppose.' I don't exactly know that she is engaged."
-
-"What _do_ you know?"
-
-"Oh, how interested you are in Emily! She is admired by some
-people. Are you one of them?"
-
-Mirabel's experience of women warned him to try silence as a
-means of provoking her into speaking plainly. The experiment
-succeeded: Francine returned to the question that he had put to
-her, and abruptly answered it.
-
-"You may believe me or not, as you like--I know of a man who is
-in love with her. He has had his opportunities; and he has made
-good use of them. Would you like to know who he is?"
-
-"I should like to know anything which you may wish to tell me."
-He did his best to make the reply in a tone of commonplace
-politeness--and he might have succeeded in deceiving a man. The
-woman's quicker ear told her that he was angry. Francine took the
-full advantage of that change in her favor.
-
-"I am afraid your good opinion of Emily will be shaken," she
-quietly resumed, "when I tell you that she has encouraged a man
-who is only drawing-master at a school. At the same time, a
-person in her circumstances--I mean she has no money--ought not
-to be very hard to please. Of course she has never spoken to you
-of Mr. Alban Morris?"
-
-"Not that I remember."
-
-Only four words--but they satisfied Francine.
-
-The one thing wanting to complete the obstacle which she had now
-placed in Emily's way, was that Alban Morris should enter on the
-scene. He might hesitate; but, if he was really fond of Emily,
-the anonymous letter would sooner or later bring him to
-Monksmoor. In the meantime, her object was gained. She dropped
-Mirabel's arm.
-
-"Here is the lodge," she said gayly--"I declare Cecilia has got
-an apron on already! Come, and cook."
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIII.
-
-SOUNDING.
-
-Mirabel left Francine to enter the lodge by herself. His mind was
-disturbed: he felt the importance of gaining time for reflection
-before he and Emily met again.
-
-The keeper's garden was at the back of the lodge. Passing through
-the wicket-gate, he found a little summer-house at a turn in the
-path. Nobody was there: he went in and sat down.
-
-At intervals, he had even yet encouraged himself to underrate the
-true importance of the feeling which Emily had awakened in him.
-There was an end to all self-deception now. After what Francine
-had said to him, this shallow and frivolous man no longer
-resisted the all-absorbing influence of love. He shrank under the
-one terrible question that forced itself on his mind:--Had that
-jealous girl spoken the truth?
-
-In what process of investigation could he trust, to set this
-anxiety at rest? To apply openly to Emily would be to take a
-liberty, which Emily was the last person in the world to permit.
-In his recent intercourse with her he had felt more strongly than
-ever the importance of speaking with reserve. He had been
-scrupulously careful to take no unfair advantage of his
-opportunity, when he had removed her from the meeting, and when
-they had walked together, with hardly a creature to observe them,
-in the lonely outskirts of the town. Emily's gaiety and good
-humor had not led him astray: he knew that these were bad signs,
-viewed in the interests of love. His one hope of touching her
-deeper sympathies was to wait for the help that might yet come
-from time and chance. With a bitter sigh, he resigned himself to
-the necessity of being as agreeable and amusing as ever: it was
-just possible that he might lure her into alluding to Alban
-Morris, if he began innocently by making her laugh.
-
-As he rose to return to the lodge, the keeper's little terrier,
-prowling about the garden, looked into the summer-house. Seeing a
-stranger, the dog showed his teeth and growled.
-
-Mirabel shrank back against the wall behind him, trembling in
-every limb. His eyes stared in terror as the dog came nearer:
-barking in high triumph over the discovery of a frightened man
-whom he could bully. Mirabel called out for help. A laborer at
-work in the garden ran to the place--and stopped with a broad
-grin of amusement at seeing a grown man terrified by a barking
-dog. "Well," he said to himself, after Mirabel had passed out
-under protection, "there goes a coward if ever there was one
-yet!"
-
-Mirabel waited a minute behind the lodge to recover himself. He
-had been so completely unnerved that his hair was wet with
-perspiration. While he used his handkerchief, he shuddered at
-other recollections than the recollection of the dog. "After that
-night at the inn," he thought, "the least thing frightens me!"
-
-He was received by the young ladies with cries of derisive
-welcome. "Oh, for shame! for shame! here are the potatoes already
-cut, and nobody to fry them!"
-
-Mirabel assumed the mask of cheerfulness--with the desperate
-resolution of an actor, amusing his audience at a time of
-domestic distress. He astonished the keeper's wife by showin g
-that he really knew how to use her frying-pan. Cecilia's omelet
-was tough--but the young ladies ate it. Emily's mayonnaise sauce
-was almost as liquid as water--they swallowed it nevertheless by
-the help of spoons. The potatoes followed, crisp and dry and
-delicious--and Mirabel became more popular than ever. "He is the
-only one of us," Cecilia sadly acknowledged, "who knows how to
-cook."
-
-When they all left the lodge for a stroll in the park, Francine
-attached herself to Cecilia and Miss Plym. She resigned Mirabel
-to Emily--in the happy belief that she had paved the way for a
-misunderstanding between them.
-
-The merriment at the luncheon table had revived Emily's good
-spirits. She had a light-hearted remembrance of the failure of
-her sauce. Mirabel saw her smiling to herself. "May I ask what
-amuses you?" he said.
-
-"I was thinking of the debt of gratitude that we owe to Mr.
-Wyvil," she replied. "If he had not persuaded you to return to
-Monksmoor, we should never have seen the famous Mr. Mirabel with
-a frying pan in his hand, and never have tasted the only good
-dish at our luncheon."
-
-Mirabel tried vainly to adopt his companion's easy tone. Now that
-he was alone with her, the doubts that Francine had aroused shook
-the prudent resolution at which he had arrived in the garden. He
-ran the risk, and told Emily plainly why he had returned to Mr.
-Wyvil's house.
-
-"Although I am sensible of our host's kindness," he answered, "I
-should have gone back to my parsonage--but for You."
-
-She declined to understand him seriously. "Then the affairs of
-your parish are neglected--and I am to blame!" she said.
-
-"Am I the first man who has neglected his duties for your sake?"
-he asked. "I wonder whether the masters at school had the heart
-to report you when you neglected your lessons?"
-
-She thought of Alban--and betrayed herself by a heightened color.
-The moment after, she changed the subject. Mirabel could no
-longer resist the conclusion that Francine had told him the
-truth.
-
-"When do you leave us," she inquired.
-
-"To-morrow is Saturday--I must go back as usual."
-
-"And how will your deserted parish receive you?"
-
-He made a desperate effort to be as amusing as usual.
-
-"I am sure of preserving my popularity," he said, "while I have a
-cask in the cellar, and a few spare sixpences in my pocket. The
-public spirit of my parishioners asks for nothing but money and
-beer. Before I went to that wearisome meeting, I told my
-housekeeper that I was going to make a speech about reform. She
-didn't know what I meant. I explained that reform might increase
-the number of British citizens who had the right of voting at
-elections for parliament. She brightened up directly. 'Ah,' she
-said, 'I've heard my husband talk about elections. The more there
-are of them (_he_ says) the more money he'll get for his vote.
-I'm all for reform.' On my way out of the house, I tried the man
-who works in my garden on the same subject. He didn't look at the
-matter from the housekeeper's sanguine point of view. 'I don't
-deny that parliament once gave me a good dinner for nothing at
-the public-house,' he admitted. 'But that was years ago--and
-(you'll excuse me, sir) I hear nothing of another dinner to come.
-It's a matter of opinion, of course. I don't myself believe in
-reform.' There are specimens of the state of public spirit in our
-village!" He paused. Emily was listening--but he had not
-succeeded in choosing a subject that amused her. He tried a topic
-more nearly connected with his own interests; the topic of the
-future. "Our good friend has asked me to prolong my visit, after
-Sunday's duties are over," he said. "I hope I shall find you
-here, next week?"
-
-"Will the affairs of your parish allow you to come back?" Emily
-asked mischievously.
-
-"The affairs of my parish--if you force me to confess it--were
-only an excuse."
-
-"An excuse for what?"
-
-"An excuse for keeping away from Monksmoor--in the interests of
-my own tranquillity. The experiment has failed. While you are
-here, I can't keep away."
-
-She still declined to understand him seriously. "Must I tell you
-in plain words that flattery is thrown away on me?" she said.
-
-"Flattery is not offered to you," he answered gravely. "I beg
-your pardon for having led to the mistake by talking of myself."
-Having appealed to her indulgence by that act of submission, he
-ventured on another distant allusion to the man whom he hated and
-feared. "Shall I meet any friends of yours," he resumed, "when I
-return on Monday?"
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"I only meant to ask if Mr. Wyvil expects any new guests?"
-
-As he put the question, Cecilia's voice was heard behind them,
-calling to Emily. They both turned round. Mr. Wyvil had joined
-his daughter and her two friends. He advanced to meet Emily.
-
-"I have some news for you that you little expect," he said. "A
-telegram has just arrived from Netherwoods. Mr. Alban Morris has
-got leave of absence, and is coming here to-morrow."
-
-
-CHAPTER XLIV.
-
-COMPETING.
-
-Time at Monksmoor had advanced to the half hour before dinner, on
-Saturday evening.
-
-Cecilia and Francine, Mr. Wyvil and Mirabel, were loitering in
-the conservatory. In the drawing-room, Emily had been
-considerately left alone with Alban. He had missed the early
-train from Netherwoods; but he had arrived in time to dress for
-dinner, and to offer the necessary explanations.
-
-If it had been possible for Alban to allude to the anonymous
-letter, he might have owned that his first impulse had led him to
-destroy it, and to assert his confidence in Emily by refusing Mr.
-Wyvil's invitation. But try as he might to forget them, the base
-words that he had read remained in his memory. Irritating him at
-the outset, they had ended in rousing his jealousy. Under that
-delusive influence, he persuaded himself that he had acted, in
-the first instance, without due consideration. It was surely his
-interest--it might even be his duty--to go to Mr. Wyvil's house,
-and judge for himself. After some last wretched moments of
-hesitation, he had decided on effecting a compromise with his own
-better sense, by consulting Miss Ladd. That excellent lady did
-exactly what he had expected her to do. She made arrangements
-which granted him leave of absence, from the Saturday to the
-Tuesday following. The excuse which had served him, in
-telegraphing to Mr. Wyvil, must now be repeated, in accounting
-for his unexpected appearance to Emily. "I found a person to take
-charge of my class," be said; "and I gladly availed myself of the
-opportunity of seeing you again."
-
-After observing him attentively, while he was speaking to her,
-Emily owned, with her customary frankness, that she had noticed
-something in his manner which left her not quite at her ease.
-
-"I wonder," she said, "if there is any foundation for a doubt
-that has troubled me?" To his unutterable relief, she at once
-explained what the doubt was. "I am afraid I offended you, in
-replying to your letter about Miss Jethro."
-
-In this case, Alban could enjoy the luxury of speaking
-unreservedly. He confessed that Emily's letter had disappointed
-him.
-
-"I expected you to answer me with less reserve," he replied; "and
-I began to think I had acted rashly in writing to you at all.
-When there is a better opportunity, I may have a word to say--"
-He was apparently interrupted by something that he saw in the
-conservatory. Looking that way, Emily perceived that Mirabel was
-the object which had attracted Alban's attention. The vile
-anonymous letter was in his mind again. Without a preliminary
-word to prepare Emily, he suddenly changed the subject. "How do
-you like the clergyman?" he asked.
-
-"Very much indeed," she replied, without the slightest
-embarrassment. "Mr. Mirabel is clever and agreeable--and not at
-all spoiled by his success. I am sure," she said innocently, "you
-will like him too."
-
-Alban's face answered her unmistakably in the negative sense--but
-Emily's attention was drawn the other way by Francine. She joined
-them at the moment, on the lookout for any signs of an
-encouraging result which her treachery might already have
-produced. Alban had been inclined to suspect her when he had
-received the letter. He rose and bowed as she approached.
-Something--he was unable to r ealize what it was--told him, in
-the moment when they looked at each other, that his suspicion had
-hit the mark.
-
-In the conservatory the ever-amiable Mirabel had left his friends
-for a while in search of flowers for Cecilia. She turned to her
-father when they were alone, and asked him which of the gentlemen
-was to take her in to dinner--Mr. Mirabel or Mr. Morris?
-
-"Mr. Morris, of course," he answered. "He is the new guest--and
-he turns out to be more than the equal, socially-speaking, of our
-other friend. When I showed him his room, I asked if he was
-related to a man who bore the same name--a fellow student of
-mine, years and years ago, at college. He is my friend's younger
-son; one of a ruined family--but persons of high distinction in
-their day."
-
-Mirabel returned with the flowers, just as dinner was announced.
-
-"You are to take Emily to-day," Cecilia said to him, leading the
-way out of the conservatory. As they entered the drawing-room,
-Alban was just offering his arm to Emily. "Papa gives you to me,
-Mr. Morris," Cecilia explained pleasantly. Alban hesitated,
-apparently not understanding the allusion. Mirabel interfered
-with his best grace: "Mr. Wyvil offers you the honor of taking
-his daughter to the dining-room." Alban's face darkened
-ominously, as the elegant little clergyman gave his arm to Emily,
-and followed Mr. Wyvil and Francine out of the room. Cecilia
-looked at her silent and surly companion, and almost envied her
-lazy sister, dining--under cover of a convenient headache--in her
-own room.
-
-Having already made up his mind that Alban Morris required
-careful handling, Mirabel waited a little before he led the
-conversation as usual. Between the soup and the fish, he made an
-interesting confession, addressed to Emily in the strictest
-confidence.
-
-"I have taken a fancy to your friend Mr. Morris," he said. "First
-impressions, in my case, decide everything; I like people or
-dislike them on impulse. That man appeals to my sympathies. Is he
-a good talker?"
-
-"I should say Yes," Emily answered prettily, "if _you_ were not
-present."
-
-Mirabel was not to be beaten, even by a woman, in the art of
-paying compliments. He looked admiringly at Alban (sitting
-opposite to him), and said: "Let us listen."
-
-This flattering suggestion not only pleased Emily--it artfully
-served Mirabel's purpose. That is to say, it secured him an
-opportunity for observation of what was going on at the other
-side of the table.
-
-Alban's instincts as a gentleman had led him to control his
-irritation and to regret that he had suffered it to appear.
-Anxious to please, he presented himself at his best. Gentle
-Cecilia forgave and forgot the angry look which had startled her.
-Mr. Wyvil was delighted with the son of his old friend. Emily
-felt secretly proud of the good opinions which her admirer was
-gathering; and Francine saw with pleasure that he was asserting
-his claim to Emily's preference, in the way of all others which
-would be most likely to discourage his rival. These various
-impressions--produced while Alban's enemy was ominously
-silent--began to suffer an imperceptible change, from the moment
-when Mirabel decided that his time had come to take the lead. A
-remark made by Alban offered him the chance for which he had been
-on the watch. He agreed with the remark; he enlarged on the
-remark; he was brilliant and familiar, and instructive and
-amusing--and still it was all due to the remark. Alban's temper
-was once more severely tried. Mirabel's mischievous object had
-not escaped his penetration. He did his best to put obstacles in
-the adversary's way--and was baffled, time after time, with the
-readiest ingenuity. If he interrupted--the sweet-tempered
-clergyman submitted, and went on. If he differed--modest Mr.
-Mirabel said, in the most amiable manner, "I daresay I am wrong,"
-and handled the topic from his opponent's point of view. Never
-had such a perfect Christian sat before at Mr. Wyvil's table: not
-a hard word, not an impatient look, escaped him. The longer Alban
-resisted, the more surely he lost ground in the general
-estimation. Cecilia was disappointed; Emily was grieved; Mr.
-Wyvil's favorable opinion began to waver; Francine was disgusted.
-When dinner was over, and the carriage was waiting to take the
-shepherd back to his flock by moonlight, Mirabel's triumph was
-complete. He had made Alban the innocent means of publicly
-exhibiting his perfect temper and perfect politeness, under their
-best and brightest aspect.
-
-So that day ended. Sunday promised to pass quietly, in the
-absence of Mirabel. The morning came--and it seemed doubtful
-whether the promise would be fulfilled.
-
-Francine had passed an uneasy night. No such encouraging result
-as she had anticipated had hitherto followed the appearance of
-Alban Morris at Monksmoor. He had clumsily allowed Mirabel to
-improve his position--while he had himself lost ground--in
-Emily's estimation. If this first disastrous consequence of the
-meeting between the two men was permitted to repeat itself on
-future occasions, Emily and Mirabel would be brought more closely
-together, and Alban himself would be the unhappy cause of it.
-Francine rose, on the Sunday morning, before the table was laid
-for breakfast--resolved to try the effect of a timely word of
-advice.
-
-Her bedroom was situated in the front of the house. The man she
-was looking for presently passed within her range of view from
-the window, on his way to take a morning walk in the park. She
-followed him immediately.
-
-"Good-morning, Mr. Morris."
-
-He raised his hat and bowed--without speaking, and without
-looking at her.
-
-"We resemble each other in one particular," she proceeded,
-graciously; "we both like to breathe the fresh air before
-breakfast."
-
-He said exactly what common politeness obliged him to say, and no
-more--he said, "Yes."
-
-Some girls might have been discouraged. Francine went on.
-
-"It is no fault of mine, Mr. Morris, that we have not been better
-friends. For some reason, into which I don't presume to inquire,
-you seem to distrust me. I really don't know what I have done to
-deserve it."
-
-"Are you sure of that?" he asked--eying her suddenly and
-searchingly as he spoke.
-
-Her hard face settled into a rigid look; her eyes met his eyes
-with a stony defiant stare. Now, for the first time, she knew
-that he suspected her of having written the anonymous letter.
-Every evil quality in her nature steadily defied him. A hardened
-old woman could not have sustained the shock of discovery with a
-more devilish composure than this girl displayed. "Perhaps you
-will explain yourself," she said.
-
-"I _have_ explained myself," he answered.
-
-"Then I must be content," she rejoined, "to remain in the dark. I
-had intended, out of my regard for Emily, to suggest that you
-might--with advantage to yourself, and to interests that are very
-dear to you--be more careful in your behavior to Mr. Mirabel. Are
-you disposed to listen to me?"
-
-"Do you wish me to answer that question plainly, Miss de Sor?"
-
-"I insist on your answering it plainly."
-
-"Then I am _not_ disposed to listen to you."
-
-"May I know why? or am I to be left in the dark again?"
-
-"You are to be left, if you please, to your own ingenuity."
-
-Francine looked at him, with a malignant smile. "One of these
-days, Mr. Morris--I will deserve your confidence in my
-ingenuity." She said it, and went back to the house.
-
-This was the only element of disturbance that troubled the
-perfect tranquillity of the day. What Francine had proposed to
-do, with the one idea of making Alban serve her purpose, was
-accomplished a few hours later by Emily's influence for good over
-the man who loved her.
-
-They passed the afternoon together uninterruptedly in the distant
-solitudes of the park. In the course of conversation Emily found
-an opportunity of discreetly alluding to Mirabel. "You mustn't be
-jealous of our clever little friend," she said; "I like him, and
-admire him; but--"
-
-"But you don't love him?"
-
-She smiled at the eager way in which Alban put the question.
-
-"There is no fear of that," she answered brightly.
-
-"Not even if you discovered that he loves you?"
-
-"Not even then. Are you content at last? Promise me not to be
-rude to Mr. Mirabel again."
-
-"For his sake?"
-
-"No--for my sake. I don't like to see you place yourself at a
-disadvantage toward another man; I don't like you to disappoint
-me."
-
-The happiness of hearing her say those words transfigured
-him--the manly beauty of his earlier and happier years seemed to
-have returned to Alban. He took her hand--he was too agitated to
-speak.
-
-"You are forgetting Mr. Mirabel," she reminded him gently.
-
-"I will be all that is civil and kind to Mr. Mirabel; I will like
-him and admire him as you do. Oh, Emily, are you a little, only a
-very little, fond of me?"
-
-"I don't quite know."
-
-"May I try to find out?"
-
-"How?" she asked.
-
-Her fair cheek was very near to him. The softly-rising color on
-it said, Answer me here--and he answered.
-
-
-CHAPTER XLV.
-
-MISCHIEF--MAKING.
-
-On Monday, Mirabel made his appearance--and the demon of discord
-returned with him.
-
-Alban had employed the earlier part of the day in making a sketch
-in the park--intended as a little present for Emily. Presenting
-himself in the drawing-room, when his work was completed, he
-found Cecilia and Francine alone. He asked where Emily was.
-
-The question had been addressed to Cecilia. Francine answered it.
-
-"Emily mustn't be disturbed," she said.
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"She is with Mr. Mirabel in the rose garden. I saw them talking
-together--evidently feeling the deepest interest in what they
-were saying to each other. Don't interrupt them--you will only be
-in the way."
-
-Cecilia at once protested against this last assertion. "She is
-trying to make mischief, Mr. Morris--don't believe her. I am sure
-they will be glad to see you, if you join them in the garden."
-
-Francine rose, and left the room. She turned, and looked at Alban
-as she opened the door. "Try it," she said--"and you will find I
-am right."
-
-"Francine sometimes talks in a very ill-natured way," Cecilia
-gently remarked. "Do you think she means it, Mr. Morris?'
-
-"I had better not offer an opinion," Alban replied.
-
-"Why?"
-
-"I can't speak impartially; I dislike Miss de Sor."
-
-There was a pause. Alban's sense of self-respect forbade him to
-try the experiment which Francine had maliciously suggested. His
-thoughts--less easy to restrain--wandered in the direction of the
-garden. The attempt to make him jealous had failed; but he was
-conscious, at the same time, that Emily had disappointed him.
-After what they had said to each other in the park, she ought to
-have remembered that women are at the mercy of appearances. If
-Mirabel had something of importance to say to her, she might have
-avoided exposing herself to Francine's spiteful misconstruction:
-it would have been easy to arrange with Cecilia that a third
-person should be present at the interview.
-
-While he was absorbed in these reflections, Cecilia--embarrassed
-by the silence--was trying to find a topic of conversation. Alban
-roughly pushed his sketch-book away from him, on the table. Was
-he displeased with Emily? The same question had occurred to
-Cecilia at the time of the correspondence, on the subject of Miss
-Jethro. To recall those letters led her, by natural sequence, to
-another effort of memory. She was reminded of the person who had
-been the cause of the correspondence: her interest was revived in
-the mystery of Miss Jethro.
-
-"Has Emily told you that I have seen your letter?" she asked.
-
-He roused himself with a start. "I beg your pardon. What letter
-are you thinking of?"
-
-"I was thinking of the letter which mentions Miss Jethro's
-strange visit. Emily was so puzzled and so surprised that she
-showed it to me--and we both consulted my father. Have you spoken
-to Emily about Miss Jethro?"
-
-"I have tried--but she seemed to be unwilling to pursue the
-subject."
-
-"Have you made any discoveries since you wrote to Emily?"
-
-"No. The mystery is as impenetrable as ever."
-
-As he replied in those terms, Mirabel entered the conservatory
-from the garden, evidently on his way to the drawing-room.
-
-To see the man, whose introduction to Emily it had been Miss
-Jethro's mysterious object to prevent--at the very moment when he
-had been speaking of Miss Jethro herself--was, not only a
-temptation of curiosity, but a direct incentive (in Emily's own
-interests) to make an effort at discovery. Alban pursued the
-conversation with Cecilia, in a tone which was loud enough to be
-heard in the conservatory.
-
-"The one chance of getting any information that I can see," he
-proceeded, "is to speak to Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"I shall be only too glad, if I can be of any service to Miss
-Wyvil and Mr. Morris."
-
-With those obliging words, Mirabel made a dramatic entry, and
-looked at Cecilia with his irresistible smile. Startled by his
-sudden appearance, she unconsciously assisted Alban's design. Her
-silence gave him the opportunity of speaking in her place.
-
-"We were talking," he said quietly to Mirabel, "of a lady with
-whom you are acquainted."
-
-"Indeed! May I ask the lady's name?"
-
-"Miss Jethro."
-
-Mirabel sustained the shock with extraordinary
-self-possession--so far as any betrayal by sudden movement was
-concerned. But his color told the truth: it faded to paleness--it
-revealed, even to Cecilia's eyes, a man overpowered by fright.
-
-Alban offered him a chair. He refused to take it by a gesture.
-Alban tried an apology next. "I am afraid I have ignorantly
-revived some painful associations. Pray excuse me."
-
-The apology roused Mirabel: he felt the necessity of offering
-some explanation. In timid animals, the one defensive capacity
-which is always ready for action is cunning. Mirabel was too wily
-to dispute the inference--the inevitable inference--which any one
-must have drawn, after seeing the effect on him that the name of
-Miss Jethro had produced. He admitted that "painful associations"
-had been revived, and deplored the "nervous sensibility" which
-had permitted it to be seen.
-
-"No blame can possibly attach to _you_, my dear sir," he
-continued, in his most amiable manner. "Will it be indiscreet, on
-my part, if I ask how you first became acquainted with Miss
-Jethro?"
-
-"I first became acquainted with her at Miss Ladd's school," Alban
-answered. "She was, for a short time only, one of the teachers;
-and she left her situation rather suddenly." He paused--but
-Mirabel made no remark. "After an interval of a few months," he
-resumed, "I saw Miss Jethro again. She called on me at my
-lodgings, near Netherwoods."
-
-"Merely to renew your former acquaintance?"
-
-Mirabel made that inquiry with an eager anxiety for the reply
-which he was quite unable to conceal. Had he any reason to dread
-what Miss Jethro might have it in her power to say of him to
-another person? Alban was in no way pledged to secrecy, and he
-was determined to leave no means untried of throwing light on
-Miss Jethro's mysterious warning. He repeated the plain narrative
-of the interview, which he had communicated by letter to Emily.
-Mirabel listened without making any remark.
-
-"After what I have told you, can you give me no explanation?"
-Alban asked.
-
-"I am quite unable, Mr. Morris, to help you."
-
-Was he lying? or speaking, the truth? The impression produced on
-Alban was that he had spoken the truth.
-
-Women are never so ready as men to resign themselves to the
-disappointment of their hopes. Cecilia, silently listening up to
-this time, now ventured to speak--animated by her sisterly
-interest in Emily.
-
-"Can you not tell us," she said to Mirabel, "why Miss Jethro
-tried to prevent Emily Brown from meeting you here?"
-
-"I know no more of her motive than you do," Mirabel replied.
-
-Alban interposed. "Miss Jethro left me," he said, "with the
-intention--quite openly expressed--of trying to prevent you from
-accepting Mr. Wyvil's invitation. Did she make the attempt?"
-
-Mirabel admitted that she had made the attempt. "But," he added,
-"without mentioning Miss Emily's name. I was asked to postpone my
-visit, as a favor to herself, because she had her own reasons for
-wishing it. I had _my_ reasons" (he bowed with gallantry to
-Cecilia) "for being eager to have the honor of knowing Mr. Wyvil
-and his daughter; and I refused."
-
-Once more, the doubt arose: was he lying? or speaking the truth?
-And, once more, Alban could not resist the conclusion that he was
-speaking the truth.
-
-"There is one thing I should like
- to know," Mirabel continued, after some hesitation. "Has Miss
-Emily been informed of this strange affair?"
-
-"Certainly!"
-
-Mirabel seemed to be disposed to continue his inquiries--and
-suddenly changed his mind. Was he beginning to doubt if Alban had
-spoken without concealment, in describing Miss Jethro's visit?
-Was he still afraid of what Miss Jethro might have said of him?
-In any case, he changed the subject, and made an excuse for
-leaving the room.
-
-"I am forgetting my errand," he said to Alban. "Miss Emily was
-anxious to know if you had finished your sketch. I must tell her
-that you have returned."
-
-He bowed and withdrew.
-
-Alban rose to follow him--and checked himself.
-
-"No," he thought, "I trust Emily!" He sat down again by Cecilia's
-side.
-
-
-
-Mirabel had indeed returned to the rose garden. He found Emily
-employed as he had left her, in making a crown of roses, to be
-worn by Cecilia in the evening. But, in one other respect, there
-was a change. Francine was present.
-
-"Excuse me for sending you on a needless errand," Emily said to
-Mirabel; "Miss de Sor tells me Mr. Morris has finished his
-sketch. She left him in the drawing-room--why didn't you bring
-him here?"
-
-"He was talking with Miss Wyvil."
-
-Mirabel answered absently--with his eyes on Francine. He gave her
-one of those significant looks, which says to a third person,
-"Why are you here?" Francine's jealousy declined to understand
-him. He tried a broader hint, in words.
-
-"Are you going to walk in the garden?" he said.
-
-Francine was impenetrable. "No," she answered, "I am going to
-stay here with Emily."
-
-Mirabel had no choice but to yield. Imperative anxieties forced
-him to say, in Francine's presence, what he had hoped to say to
-Emily privately.
-
-"When I joined Miss Wyvil and Mr. Morris," he began, "what do you
-think they were doing? They were talking of--Miss Jethro."
-
-Emily dropped the rose-crown on her lap. It was easy to see that
-she had been disagreeably surprised.
-
-"Mr. Morris has told me the curious story of Miss Jethro's
-visit," Mirabel continued; "but I am in some doubt whether he has
-spoken to me without reserve. Perhaps he expressed himself more
-freely when he spoke to _you_. Miss Jethro may have said
-something to him which tended to lower me in your estimation?"
-
-"Certainly not, Mr. Mirabel--so far as I know. If I had heard
-anything of the kind, I should have thought it my duty to tell
-you. Will it relieve your anxiety, if I go at once to Mr. Morris,
-and ask him plainly whether he has concealed anything from you or
-from me?"
-
-Mirabel gratefully kissed her hand. "Your kindness overpowers
-me," he said--speaking, for once, with true emotion.
-
-Emily immediately returned to the house. As soon as she was out
-of sight, Francine approached Mirabel, trembling with suppressed
-rage.
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVI.
-
-PRETENDING.
-
-Miss de Sor began cautiously with an apology. "Excuse me, Mr.
-Mirabel, for reminding you of my presence."
-
-Mr. Mirabel made no reply.
-
-"I beg to say," Francine proceeded, "that I didn't intentionally
-see you kiss Emily's hand."
-
-Mirabel stood, looking at the roses which Emily had left on her
-chair, as completely absorbed in his own thoughts as if he had
-been alone in the garden.
-
-"Am I not even worth notice?" Francine asked. "Ah, I know to whom
-I am indebted for your neglect!" She took him familiarly by the
-arm, and burst into a harsh laugh. "Tell me now, in
-confidence--do you think Emily is fond of you?"
-
-The impression left by Emily's kindness was still fresh in
-Mirabel's memory: he was in no humor to submit to the jealous
-resentment of a woman whom he regarded with perfect indifference.
-Through the varnish of politeness which overlaid his manner,
-there rose to the surface the underlying insolence, hidden, on
-all ordinary occasions, from all human eyes. He answered
-Francine--mercilessly answered her--at last.
-
-"It is the dearest hope of my life that she may be fond of me,"
-he said.
-
-Francine dropped his arm "And fortune favors your hopes," she
-added, with an ironical assumption of interest in Mirabel's
-prospects. "When Mr. Morris leaves us to-morrow, he removes the
-only obstacle you have to fear. Am I right?"
-
-"No; you are wrong."
-
-"In what way, if you please?"
-
-"In this way. I don't regard Mr. Morris as an obstacle. Emily is
-too delicate and too kind to hurt his feelings--she is not in
-love with him. There is no absorbing interest in her mind to
-divert her thoughts from me. She is idle and happy; she
-thoroughly enjoys her visit to this house, and I am associated
-with her enjoyment. There is my chance--!"
-
-He suddenly stopped. Listening to him thus far, unnaturally calm
-and cold, Francine now showed that she felt the lash of his
-contempt. A hideous smile passed slowly over her white face. It
-threatened the vengeance which knows no fear, no pity, no
-remorse--the vengeance of a jealous woman. Hysterical anger,
-furious language, Mirabel was prepared for. The smile frightened
-him.
-
-"Well?" she said scornfully, "why don't you go on?"
-
-A bolder man might still have maintained the audacious position
-which he had assumed. Mirabel's faint heart shrank from it. He
-was eager to shelter himself under the first excuse that he could
-find. His ingenuity, paralyzed by his fears, was unable to invent
-anything new. He feebly availed himself of the commonplace trick
-of evasion which he had read of in novels, and seen in action on
-the stage.
-
-"Is it possible," he asked, with an overacted assumption of
-surprise, "that you think I am in earnest?"
-
-In the case of any other person, Francine would have instantly
-seen through that flimsy pretense. But the love which accepts the
-meanest crumbs of comfort that can be thrown to it--which fawns
-and grovels and deliberately deceives itself, in its own
-intensely selfish interests--was the love that burned in
-Francine's breast. The wretched girl believed Mirabel with such
-an ecstatic sense of belief that she trembled in every limb, and
-dropped into the nearest chair.
-
-"_I_ was in earnest," she said faintly. "Didn't you see it?"
-
-He was perfectly shameless; he denied that he had seen it, in the
-most positive manner. "Upon my honor, I thought you were
-mystifying me, and I humored the joke."
-
-She sighed, and looking at him with an expression of tender
-reproach. "I wonder whether I can believe you," she said softly.
-
-"Indeed you may believe me!" he assured her.
-
-She hesitated--for the pleasure of hesitating. "I don't know.
-Emily is very much admired by some men. Why not by you?"
-
-"For the best of reasons," he answered "She is poor, and I am
-poor. Those are facts which speak for themselves."
-
-"Yes--but Emily is bent on attracting you. She would marry you
-to-morrow, if you asked her. Don't attempt to deny it! Besides,
-you kissed her hand."
-
-"Oh, Miss de Sor!"
-
-"Don't call me 'Miss de Sor'! Call me Francine. I want to know
-why you kissed her hand."
-
-He humored her with inexhaustible servility. "Allow me to kiss
-_your_ hand, Francine!--and let me explain that kissing a lady's
-hand is only a form of thanking her for her kindness. You must
-own that Emily--"
-
-She interrupted him for the third time. "Emily?" she repeated.
-"Are you as familiar as that already? Does she call you 'Miles,'
-when you are by yourselves? Is there any effort at fascination
-which this charming creature has left untried? She told you no
-doubt what a lonely life she leads in her poor little home?"
-
-Even Mirabel felt that he must not permit this to pass.
-
-"She has said nothing to me about herself," he answered. "What I
-know of her, I know from Mr. Wyvil."
-
-"Oh, indeed! You asked Mr. Wyvil about her family, of course?
-What did he say?"
-
-"He said she lost her mother when she was a child--and he told me
-her father had died suddenly, a few years since, of heart
-complaint."
-
-"Well, and what else?--Never mind now! Here is somebody coming."
-
-The person was only one of the servants. Mirabel felt grateful to
-the man for interrupting them. Animated by sentiments of a
-precisely opposite nature, Francine spoke to him sharply.
-
-"What do you want here?"
-
-"A message, miss."
-
-"From whom?"
-
-"From Miss Brown."
-
-"For me?"
-
-"No, miss." He turned to Mirabel. "Miss Brown wishes to speak to
-you, sir, if you are not e ngaged."
-
-Francine controlled herself until the man was out of hearing.
-
-"Upon my word, this is too shameless!" she declared indignantly.
-"Emily can't leave you with me for five minutes, without wanting
-to see you again. If you go to her after all that you have said
-to me," she cried, threatening Mirabel with her outstretched
-hand, "you are the meanest of men!"
-
-He _was_ the meanest of men--he carried out his cowardly
-submission to the last extremity.
-
-"Only say what you wish me to do," he replied.
-
-Even Francine expected some little resistance from a creature
-bearing the outward appearance of a man. "Oh, do you really mean
-it?" she asked "I want you to disappoint Emily. Will you stay
-here, and let me make your excuses?"
-
-"I will do anything to please you."
-
-Francine gave him a farewell look. Her admiration made a
-desperate effort to express itself appropriately in words. "You
-are not a man," she said, "you are an angel!"
-
-Left by himself, Mirabel sat down to rest. He reviewed his own
-conduct with perfect complacency. "Not one man in a hundred could
-have managed that she-devil as I have done," he thought. "How
-shall I explain matters to Emily?"
-
-Considering this question, he looked by chance at the unfinished
-crown of roses. "The very thing to help me!" he said--and took
-out his pocketbook, and wrote these lines on a blank page: "I
-have had a scene of jealousy with Miss de Sor, which is beyond
-all description. To spare _you_ a similar infliction, I have done
-violence to my own feelings. Instead of instantly obeying the
-message which you have so kindly sent to me, I remain here for a
-little while--entirely for your sake."
-
-Having torn out the page, and twisted it up among the roses, so
-that only a corner of the paper appeared in view, Mirabel called
-to a lad who was at work in the garden, and gave him his
-directions, accompanied by a shilling. "Take those flowers to the
-servants' hall, and tell one of the maids to put them in Miss
-Brown's room. Stop! Which is the way to the fruit garden?"
-
-The lad gave the necessary directions. Mirabel walked away
-slowly, with his hands in his pockets. His nerves had been
-shaken; he thought a little fruit might refresh him.
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVII.
-
-DEBATING.
-
-In the meanwhile Emily had been true to her promise to relieve
-Mirabel's anxieties, on the subject of Miss Jethro. Entering the
-drawing-room in search of Alban, she found him talking with
-Cecilia, and heard her own name mentioned as she opened the door.
-
-"Here she is at last!" Cecilia exclaimed. "What in the world has
-kept you all this time in the rose garden?"
-
-"Has Mr. Mirabel been more interesting than usual?" Alban asked
-gayly. Whatever sense of annoyance he might have felt in Emily's
-absence, was forgotten the moment she appeared; all traces of
-trouble in his face vanished when they looked at each other.
-
-"You shall judge for yourself," Emily replied with a smile. "Mr.
-Mirabel has been speaking to me of a relative who is very dear to
-him--his sister."
-
-Cecilia was surprised. "Why has he never spoken to _us_ of his
-sister?" she asked.
-
-"It's a sad subject to speak of, my dear. His sister lives a life
-of suffering--she has been for years a prisoner in her room. He
-writes to her constantly. His letters from Monksmoor have
-interested her, poor soul. It seems he said something about
-me--and she has sent a kind message, inviting me to visit her one
-of these days. Do you understand it now, Cecilia?"
-
-"Of course I do! Tell me--is Mr. Mirabel's sister older or
-younger than he is?"
-
-"Older."
-
-"Is she married?"
-
-"She is a widow."
-
-"Does she live with her brother?" Alban asked.
-
-"Oh, no! She has her own house--far away in Northumberland."
-
-"Is she near Sir Jervis Redwood?"
-
-"I fancy not. Her house is on the coast."
-
-"Any children?" Cecilia inquired.
-
-"No; she is quite alone. Now, Cecilia, I have told you all I
-know--and I have something to say to Mr. Morris. No, you needn't
-leave us; it's a subject in which you are interested. A subject,"
-she repeated, turning to Alban, "which you may have noticed is
-not very agreeable to me."
-
-"Miss Jethro?" Alban guessed.
-
-"Yes; Miss Jethro."
-
-Cecilia's curiosity instantly asserted itself.
-
-"_We_ have tried to get Mr. Mirabel to enlighten us, and tried in
-vain," she said. "You are a favorite. Have you succeeded?"
-
-"I have made no attempt to succeed," Emily replied. "My only
-object is to relieve Mr. Mirabel's anxiety, if I can--with your
-help, Mr. Morris."
-
-"In what way can I help you?"
-
-"You mustn't be angry."
-
-"Do I look angry?"
-
-"You look serious. It is a very simple thing. Mr. Mirabel is
-afraid that Miss Jethro may have said something disagreeable
-about him, which you might hesitate to repeat. Is he making
-himself uneasy without any reason?"
-
-"Without the slightest reason. I have concealed nothing from Mr.
-Mirabel."
-
-"Thank you for the explanation." She turned to Cecilia. "May I
-send one of the servants with a message? I may as well put an end
-to Mr. Mirabel's suspense."
-
-The man was summoned, and was dispatched with the message. Emily
-would have done well, after this, if she had abstained from
-speaking further of Miss Jethro. But Mirabel's doubts had,
-unhappily, inspired a similar feeling of uncertainty in her own
-mind. She was now disposed to attribute the tone of mystery in
-Alban's unlucky letter to some possible concealment suggested by
-regard for herself. "I wonder whether _I_ have any reason to feel
-uneasy?" she said--half in jest, half in earnest.
-
-"Uneasy about what?" Alban inquired.
-
-"About Miss Jethro, of course! Has she said anything of me which
-your kindness has concealed?"
-
-Alban seemed to be a little hurt by the doubt which her question
-implied. "Was that your motive," he asked, "for answering my
-letter as cautiously as if you had been writing to a stranger?"
-
-"Indeed you are quite wrong!" Emily earnestly assured him. "I was
-perplexed and startled--and I took Mr. Wyvil's advice, before I
-wrote to you. Shall we drop the subject?"
-
-Alban would have willingly dropped the subject--but for that
-unfortunate allusion to Mr. Wyvil. Emily had unconsciously
-touched him on a sore place. He had already heard from Cecilia of
-the consultation over his letter, and had disapproved of it. "I
-think you were wrong to trouble Mr. Wyvil," he said.
-
-The altered tone of his voice suggested to Emily that he would
-have spoken more severely, if Cecilia had not been in the room.
-She thought him needlessly ready to complain of a harmless
-proceeding--and she too returned to the subject, after having
-proposed to drop it not a minute since!
-
-"You didn't tell me I was to keep your letter a secret," she
-replied.
-
-Cecilia made matters worse--with the best intentions. "I'm sure,
-Mr. Morris, my father was only too glad to give Emily his
-advice."
-
-Alban remained silent--ungraciously silent as Emily thought,
-after Mr. Wyvil's kindness to him.
-
-"The thing to regret," she remarked, "is that Mr. Morris allowed
-Miss Jethro to leave him without explaining herself. In his
-place, I should have insisted on knowing why she wanted to
-prevent me from meeting Mr. Mirabel in this house."
-
-Cecilia made another unlucky attempt at judicious interference.
-This time, she tried a gentle remonstrance.
-
-"Remember, Emily, how Mr. Morris was situated. He could hardly be
-rude to a lady. And I daresay Miss Jethro had good reasons for
-not wishing to explain herself."
-
-Francine opened the drawing-room door and heard Cecilia's last
-words.
-
-"Miss Jethro again!" she exclaimed.
-
-"Where is Mr. Mirabel?" Emily asked. "I sent him a message."
-
-"He regrets to say he is otherwise engaged for the present,"
-Francine replied with spiteful politeness. "Don't let me
-interrupt the conversation. Who is this Miss Jethro, whose name
-is on everybody's lips?"
-
-Alban could keep silent no longer. "We have done with the
-subject," he said sharply.
-
-"Because I am here?"
-
-"Because we have said more than enough about Miss Jethro
-already."
-
-"Speak for yourself, Mr. Morris," Emily answered, resenting the
-masterful tone which Alban's interference had assumed. "I have
-not done with Miss Jethro yet, I can assure you."
-
-"My dear, you don't know where she lives," Cecilia reminded her.
-
-"Leave me to discover i t!" Emily answered hotly. "Perhaps Mr.
-Mirabel knows. I shall ask Mr. Mirabel."
-
-"I thought you would find a reason for returning to Mr. Mirabel,"
-Francine remarked.
-
-Before Emily could reply, one of the maids entered the room with
-a wreath of roses in her hand.
-
-"Mr. Mirabel sends you these flowers, miss," the woman said,
-addressing Emily. "The boy told me they were to be taken to your
-room. I thought it was a mistake, and I have brought them to you
-here."
-
-Francine, who happened to be nearest to the door, took the roses
-from the girl on pretense of handing them to Emily. Her jealous
-vigilance detected the one visible morsel of Mirabel's letter,
-twisted up with the flowers. Had Emily entrapped him into a
-secret correspondence with her? "A scrap of waste paper among
-your roses," she said, crumpling it up in her hand as if she
-meant to throw it away.
-
-But Emily was too quick for her. She caught Francine by the
-wrist. "Waste paper or not," she said; "it was among my flowers
-and it belongs to me."
-
-Francine gave up the letter, with a look which might have
-startled Emily if she had noticed it. She handed the roses to
-Cecilia. "I was making a wreath for you to wear this evening, my
-dear--and I left it in the garden. It's not quite finished yet."
-
-Cecilia was delighted. "How lovely it is!" she exclaimed. "And
-how very kind of you! I'll finish it myself." She turned away to
-the conservatory.
-
-"I had no idea I was interfering with a letter," said Francine;
-watching Emily with fiercely-attentive eyes, while she smoothed
-out the crumpled paper.
-
-Having read what Mirabel had written to her, Emily looked up, and
-saw that Alban was on the point of following Cecilia into the
-conservatory. He had noticed something in Francine's face which
-he was at a loss to understand, but which made her presence in
-the room absolutely hateful to him. Emily followed and spoke to
-him.
-
-"I am going back to the rose garden," she said.
-
-"For any particular purpose?" Alban inquired
-
-"For a purpose which, I am afraid, you won't approve of. I mean
-to ask Mr. Mirabel if he knows Miss Jethro's address."
-
-"I hope he is as ignorant of it as I am," Alban answered gravely.
-
-"Are we going to quarrel over Miss Jethro, as we once quarreled
-over Mrs. Rook?" Emily asked--with the readiest recovery of her
-good humor. "Come! come! I am sure you are as anxious, in your
-own private mind, to have this matter cleared up as I am."
-
-"With one difference--that I think of consequences, and you
-don't." He said it, in his gentlest and kindest manner, and
-stepped into the conservatory.
-
-"Never mind the consequences," she called after him, "if we can
-only get at the truth. I hate being deceived!"
-
-"There is no person living who has better reason than you have to
-say that."
-
-Emily looked round with a start. Alban was out of hearing. It was
-Francine who had answered her.
-
-"What do you mean?" she said.
-
-Francine hesitated. A ghastly paleness overspread her face.
-
-"Are you ill?" Emily asked.
-
-"No--I am thinking."
-
-After waiting for a moment in silence, Emily moved away toward
-the door of the drawing-room. Francine suddenly held up her hand.
-
-"Stop!" she cried.
-
-Emily stood still.
-
-"My mind is made up," Francine said.
-
-"Made up--to what?"
-
-"You asked what I meant, just now."
-
-"I did."
-
-"Well, my mind is made up to answer you. Miss Emily Brown, you
-are leading a sadly frivolous life in this house. I am going to
-give you something more serious to think about than your
-flirtation with Mr. Mirabel. Oh, don't be impatient! I am coming
-to the point. Without knowing it yourself, you have been the
-victim of deception for years past--cruel deception--wicked
-deception that puts on the mask of mercy."
-
-"Are you alluding to Miss Jethro?" Emily asked, in astonishment.
-"I thought you were strangers to each other. Just now, you wanted
-to know who she was."
-
-"I know nothing about her. I care nothing about her. I am not
-thinking of Miss Jethro."
-
-"Who are you thinking of?"
-
-"I am thinking," Francine answered, "of your dead father."
-
-
-CHAPTER XLVIII.
-
-INVESTIGATING.
-
-Having revived his sinking energies in the fruit garden, Mirabel
-seated himself under the shade of a tree, and reflected on the
-critical position in which he was placed by Francine's jealousy.
-
-If Miss de Sor continued to be Mr. Wyvil's guest, there seemed to
-be no other choice before Mirabel than to leave Monksmoor--and to
-trust to a favorable reply to his sister's invitation for the
-free enjoyment of Emily's society under another roof. Try as he
-might, he could arrive at no more satisfactory conclusion than
-this. In his preoccupied state, time passed quickly. Nearly an
-hour had elapsed before he rose to return to the house.
-
-Entering the hall, he was startled by a cry of terror in a
-woman's voice, coming from the upper regions. At the same time
-Mr. Wyvil, passing along the bedroom corridor after leaving the
-music-room, was confronted by his daughter, hurrying out of
-Emily's bedchamber in such a state of alarm that she could hardly
-speak.
-
-"Gone!" she cried, the moment she saw her father.
-
-Mr. Wyvil took her in his arms and tried to compose her. "Who has
-gone?" he asked.
-
-"Emily! Oh, papa, Emily has left us! She has heard dreadful
-news--she told me so herself."
-
-"What news? How did she hear it?"
-
-"I don't know how she heard it. I went back to the drawing-room
-to show her my roses--"
-
-"Was she alone?"
-
-"Yes! She frightened me--she seemed quite wild. She said, 'Let me
-be by myself; I shall have to go home.' She kissed me--and ran up
-to her room. Oh, I am such a fool! Anybody else would have taken
-care not to lose sight of her."
-
-"How long did you leave her by herself?"
-
-"I can't say. I thought I would go and tell you. And then I got
-anxious about her, and knocked at her door, and looked into the
-room. Gone! Gone!"
-
-Mr. Wyvil rang the bell and confided Cecilia to the care of her
-maid. Mirabel had already joined him in the corridor. They went
-downstairs together and consulted with Alban. He volunteered to
-make immediate inquiries at the railway station. Mr. Wyvil
-followed him, as far as the lodge gate which opened on the
-highroad--while Mirabel went to a second gate, at the opposite
-extremity of the park.
-
-Mr. Wyvil obtained the first news of Emily. The lodge keeper had
-seen her pass him, on her way out of the park, in the greatest
-haste. He had called after her, "Anything wrong, miss?" and had
-received no reply. Asked what time had elapsed since this had
-happened, he was too confused to be able to answer with any
-certainty. He knew that she had taken the road which led to the
-station--and he knew no more.
-
-Mr. Wyvil and Mirabel met again at the house, and instituted an
-examination of the servants. No further discoveries were made.
-
-The question which occurred to everybody was suggested by the
-words which Cecilia had repeated to her father. Emily had said
-she had "heard dreadful news"--how had that news reached her? The
-one postal delivery at Monksmoor was in the morning. Had any
-special messenger arrived, with a letter for Emily? The servants
-were absolutely certain that no such person had entered the
-house. The one remaining conclusion suggested that somebody must
-have communicated the evil tidings by word of mouth. But here
-again no evidence was to be obtained. No visitor had called
-during the day, and no new guests had arrived. Investigation was
-completely baffled.
-
-Alban returned from the railway, with news of the fugitive.
-
-He had reached the station, some time after the departure of the
-London train. The clerk at the office recognized his description
-of Emily, and stated that she had taken her ticket for London.
-The station-master had opened the carriage door for her, and had
-noticed that the young lady appeared to be very much agitated.
-This information obtained, Alban had dispatched a telegram to
-Emily--in Cecilia's name: "Pray send us a few words to relieve
-our anxiety, and let us know if we can be of any service to you."
-
-This was plainly all that could be done--but Cecilia was not
-satisfied. If her father had permitted it, she would have
-followed Emily. Alban comforted her. He apologized to Mr. Wyvil
-for shortening his visit, and announced his inten tion of
-traveling to London by the next train. "We may renew our
-inquiries to some advantage," he added, after hearing what had
-happened in his absence, "if we can find out who was the last
-person who saw her, and spoke to her, before your daughter found
-her alone in the drawing-room. When I went out of the room, I
-left her with Miss de Sor."
-
-The maid who waited on Miss de Sor was sent for. Francine had
-been out, by herself, walking in the park. She was then in her
-room, changing her dress. On hearing of Emily's sudden departure,
-she had been (as the maid reported) "much shocked and quite at a
-loss to understand what it meant."
-
-Joining her friends a few minutes later, Francine presented, so
-far as personal appearance went, a strong contrast to the pale
-and anxious faces round her. She looked wonderfully well, after
-her walk. In other respects, she was in perfect harmony with the
-prevalent feeling. She expressed herself with the utmost
-propriety; her sympathy moved poor Cecilia to tears.
-
-"I am sure, Miss de Sor, you will try to help us?" Mr. Wyvil
-began
-
-"With the greatest pleasure," Francine answered.
-
-"How long were you and Miss Emily Brown together, after Mr.
-Morris left you?"
-
-"Not more than a quarter of an hour, I should think."
-
-"Did anything remarkable occur in the course of conversation?"
-
-"Nothing whatever."
-
-Alban interfered for the first time. "Did you say anything," he
-asked, "which agitated or offended Miss Brown?"
-
-"That's rather an extraordinary question," Francine remarked.
-
-"Have you no other answer to give?" Alban inquired.
-
-"I answer--No!" she said, with a sudden outburst of anger.
-
-There, the matter dropped. While she spoke in reply to Mr. Wyvil,
-Francine had confronted him without embarrassment. When Alban
-interposed, she never looked at him--except when he provoked her
-to anger. Did she remember that the man who was questioning her,
-was also the man who had suspected her of writing the anonymous
-letter? Alban was on his guard against himself, knowing how he
-disliked her. But the conviction in his own mind was not to be
-resisted. In some unimaginable way, Francine was associated with
-Emily's flight from the house.
-
-The answer to the telegram sent from the railway station had not
-arrived, when Alban took his departure for London. Cecilia's
-suspense began to grow unendurable: she looked to Mirabel for
-comfort, and found none. His office was to console, and his
-capacity for performing that office was notorious among his
-admirers; but he failed to present himself to advantage, when Mr.
-Wyvil's lovely daughter had need of his services. He was, in
-truth, too sincerely anxious and distressed to be capable of
-commanding his customary resources of ready-made sentiment and
-fluently-pious philosophy. Emily's influence had awakened the
-only earnest and true feeling which had ever ennobled the popular
-preacher's life.
-
-Toward evening, the long-expected telegram was received at last.
-What could be said, under the circumstances, it said in these
-words:
-
-"Safe at home--don't be uneasy about me--will write soon."
-
-With that promise they were, for the time, forced to be content.
-
-
-BOOK THE FIFTH--THE COTTAGE.
-
-CHAPTER XLIX.
-
-EMILY SUFFERS.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother--left in charge of Emily's place of abode, and
-feeling sensible of her lonely position from time to time--had
-just thought of trying the cheering influence of a cup of tea,
-when she heard a cab draw up at the cottage gate. A violent ring
-at the bell followed. She opened the door--and found Emily on the
-steps. One look at that dear and familiar face was enough for the
-old servant.
-
-"God help us," she cried, "what's wrong now?"
-
-Without a word of reply, Emily led the way into the bedchamber
-which had been the scene of Miss Letitia's death. Mrs. Ellmother
-hesitated on the threshold.
-
-"Why do you bring me in here?" she asked.
-
-"Why did you try to keep me out?" Emily answered.
-
-"When did I try to keep you out, miss?"
-
-"When I came home from school, to nurse my aunt. Ah, you remember
-now! Is it true--I ask you here, where your old mistress died--is
-it true that my aunt deceived me about my father's death? And
-that you knew it?"
-
-There was dead silence. Mrs. Ellmother trembled horribly--her
-lips dropped apart--her eyes wandered round the room with a stare
-of idiotic terror. "Is it her ghost tells you that?" she
-whispered. "Where is her ghost? The room whirls round and round,
-miss--and the air sings in my ears."
-
-Emily sprang forward to support her. She staggered to a chair,
-and lifted her great bony hands in wild entreaty. "Don't frighten
-me," she said. "Stand back."
-
-Emily obeyed her. She dashed the cold sweat off her forehead.
-"You were talking about your father's death just now," she burst
-out, in desperate defiant tones. "Well! we know it and we are
-sorry for it--your father died suddenly."
-
-"My father died murdered in the inn at Zeeland! All the long way
-to London, I have tried to doubt it. Oh, me, I know it now!"
-
-Answering in those words, she looked toward the bed. Harrowing
-remembrances of her aunt's delirious self-betrayal made the room
-unendurable to her. She ran out. The parlor door was open.
-Entering the room, she passed by a portrait of her father, which
-her aunt had hung on the wall over the fireplace. She threw
-herself on the sofa and burst into a passionate fit of crying.
-"Oh, my father--my dear, gentle, loving father; my first, best,
-truest friend--murdered! murdered! Oh, God, where was your
-justice, where was your mercy, when he died that dreadful death?"
-
-A hand was laid on her shoulder; a voice said to her, "Hush, my
-child! God knows best."
-
-Emily looked up, and saw that Mrs. Ellmother had followed her.
-"You poor old soul," she said, suddenly remembering; "I
-frightened you in the other room."
-
-"I have got over it, my dear. I am old; and I have lived a hard
-life. A hard life schools a person. I make no complaints." She
-stopped, and began to shudder again. "Will you believe me if I
-tell you something?" she asked. "I warned my self-willed
-mistress. Standing by your father's coffin, I warned her. Hide
-the truth as you may (I said), a time will come when our child
-will know what you are keeping from her now. One or both of us
-may live to see it. I am the one who has lived; no refuge in the
-grave for me. I want to hear about it--there's no fear of
-frightening or hurting me now. I want to hear how you found it
-out. Was it by accident, my dear? or did a person tell you?"
-
-Emily's mind was far away from Mrs. Ellmother. She rose from the
-sofa, with her hands held fast over her aching heart.
-
-"The one duty of my life," she said--"I am thinking of the one
-duty of my life. Look! I am calm now; I am resigned to my hard
-lot. Never, never again, can the dear memory of my father be what
-it was! From this time, it is the horrid memory of a crime. The
-crime has gone unpunished; the man has escaped others. He shall
-not escape Me." She paused, and looked at Mrs. Ellmother
-absently. "What did you say just now? You want to hear how I know
-what I know? Naturally! naturally! Sit down here--sit down, my
-old friend, on the sofa with me--and take your mind back to
-Netherwoods. Alban Morris--"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother recoiled from Emily in dismay. "Don't tell me _he_
-had anything to do with it! The kindest of men; the best of men!"
-
-"The man of all men living who least deserves your good opinion
-or mine," Emily answered sternly.
-
-"You!" Mrs. Ellmother exclaimed, "_you_ say that!"
-
-"I say it. He--who won on me to like him--he was in the
-conspiracy to deceive me; and you know it! He heard me talk of
-the newspaper story of the murder of my father--I say, he heard
-me talk of it composedly, talk of it carelessly, in the innocent
-belief that it was the murder of a stranger--and he never opened
-his lips to prevent that horrid profanation! He never even said,
-speak of something else; I won't hear you! No more of him! God
-forbid I should ever see him again. No! Do what I told you. Carry
-your mind back to Netherwoods. One night you let Francine de Sor
-frighten you. You ran away from her into the garden. Keep quiet!
-At your age, must I set you an example of self-control?
-
-"I want to know, Miss Emily, where Francine
- de Sor is now?"
-
-"She is at the house in the country, which I have left."
-
-"Where does she go next, if you please? Back to Miss Ladd?"
-
-"I suppose so. What interest have you in knowing where she goes
-next?"
-
-"I won't interrupt you, miss. It's true that I ran away into the
-garden. I can guess who followed me. How did she find her way to
-me and Mr. Morris, in the dark?"
-
-"The smell of tobacco guided her--she knew who smoked--she had
-seen him talking to you, on that very day--she followed the
-scent--she heard what you two said to each other--and she has
-repeated it to me. Oh, my old friend, the malice of a revengeful
-girl has enlightened me, when you, my nurse--and he, my
-lover--left me in the dark: it has told me how my father died!"
-
-"That's said bitterly, miss!"
-
-"Is it said truly?"
-
-"No. It isn't said truly of myself. God knows you would never
-have been kept in the dark, if your aunt had listened to me. I
-begged and prayed--I went down on my knees to her--I warned her,
-as I told you just now. Must I tell _you_ what a headstrong woman
-Miss Letitia was? She insisted. She put the choice before me of
-leaving her at once and forever--or giving in. I wouldn't have
-given in to any other creature on the face of this earth. I am
-obstinate, as you have often told me. Well, your aunt's obstinacy
-beat mine; I was too fond of her to say No. Besides, if you ask
-me who was to blame in the first place, I tell you it wasn't your
-aunt; she was frightened into it."
-
-"Who frightened her?"
-
-"Your godfather--the great London surgeon--he who was visiting in
-our house at the time."
-
-"Sir Richard?"
-
-"Yes--Sir Richard. He said he wouldn't answer for the
-consequences, in the delicate state of your health, if we told
-you the truth. Ah, he had it all his own way after that. He went
-with Miss Letitia to the inquest; he won over the coroner and the
-newspaper men to his will; he kept your aunt's name out of the
-papers; he took charge of the coffin; he hired the undertaker and
-his men, strangers from London; he wrote the certificate--who but
-he! Everybody was cap in hand to the famous man!"
-
-"Surely, the servants and the neighbors asked questions?"
-
-"Hundreds of questions! What did that matter to Sir Richard? They
-were like so many children, in _his_ hands. And, mind you, the
-luck helped him. To begin with, there was the common name. Who
-was to pick out your poor father among the thousands of James
-Browns? Then, again, the house and lands went to the male heir,
-as they called him--the man your father quarreled with in the
-bygone time. He brought his own establishment with him. Long
-before you got back from the friends you were staying with--don't
-you remember it?--we had cleared out of the house; we were miles
-and miles away; and the old servants were scattered abroad,
-finding new situations wherever they could. How could you suspect
-us? We had nothing to fear in that way; but my conscience pricked
-me. I made another attempt to prevail on Miss Letitia, when you
-had recovered your health. I said, 'There's no fear of a relapse
-now; break it to her gently, but tell her the truth.' No! Your
-aunt was too fond of you. She daunted me with dreadful fits of
-crying, when I tried to persuade her. And that wasn't the worst
-of it. She bade me remember what an excitable man your father
-was--she reminded me that the misery of your mother's death laid
-him low with brain fever--she said, 'Emily takes after her
-father; I have heard you say it yourself; she has his
-constitution, and his sensitive nerves. Don't you know how she
-loved him--how she talks of him to this day? Who can tell (if we
-are not careful) what dreadful mischief we may do?' That was how
-my mistress worked on me. I got infected with her fears; it was
-as if I had caught an infection of disease. Oh, my dear, blame me
-if it must be; but don't forget how I have suffered for it since!
-I was driven away from my dying mistress, in terror of what she
-might say, while you were watching at her bedside. I have lived
-in fear of what you might ask me--and have longed to go back to
-you--and have not had the courage to do it. Look at me now!"
-
-The poor woman tried to take out her handkerchief; her quivering
-hand helplessly entangled itself in her dress. "I can't even dry
-my eyes," she said faintly. "Try to forgive me, miss!"
-
-Emily put her arms round the old nurse's neck. "It is _you_," she
-said sadly, "who must forgive me."
-
-For a while they were silent. Through the window that was open to
-the little garden, came the one sound that could be heard--the
-gentle trembling of leaves in the evening wind.
-
-The silence was harshly broken by the bell at the cottage door.
-They both started.
-
-Emily's heart beat fast. "Who can it be?" she said.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother rose. "Shall I say you can't see anybody?" she
-asked, before leaving the room.
-
-"Yes! yes!"
-
-Emily heard the door opened--heard low voices in the passage.
-There was a momentary interval. Then, Mrs. Ellmother returned.
-She said nothing. Emily spoke to her.
-
-"Is it a visitor?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"Have you said I can't see anybody?"
-
-"I couldn't say it."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"Don't be hard on him, my dear. It's Mr. Alban Morris."
-
-
-CHAPTER L.
-
-MISS LADD ADVISES.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother sat by the dying embers of the kitchen fire;
-thinking over the events of the day in perplexity and distress.
-
-She had waited at the cottage door for a friendly word with
-Alban, after he had left Emily. The stern despair in his face
-warned her to let him go in silence. She had looked into the
-parlor next. Pale and cold, Emily lay on the sofa--sunk in
-helpless depression of body and mind. "Don't speak to me," she
-whispered; "I am quite worn out." It was but too plain that the
-view of Alban's conduct which she had already expressed, was the
-view to which she had adhered at the interview between them. They
-had parted in grief---perhaps in anger--perhaps forever. Mrs.
-Ellmother lifted Emily in compassionate silence, and carried her
-upstairs, and waited by her until she slept.
-
-In the still hours of the night, the thoughts of the faithful old
-servant--dwelling for a while on past and present--advanced, by
-slow degrees, to consideration of the doubtful future. Measuring,
-to the best of her ability, the responsibility which had fallen
-on her, she felt that it was more than she could bear, or ought
-to bear, alone. To whom could she look for help?
-
-The gentlefolks at Monksmoor were strangers to her. Doctor Allday
-was near at hand--but Emily had said, "Don't send for him; he
-will torment me with questions--and I want to keep my mind quiet,
-if I can." But one person was left, to whose ever-ready kindness
-Mrs. Ellmother could appeal--and that person was Miss Ladd.
-
-It would have been easy to ask the help of the good
-schoolmistress in comforting and advising the favorite pupil whom
-she loved. But Mrs. Ellmother had another object in view: she was
-determined that the cold-blooded cruelty of Emily's treacherous
-friend should not be allowed to triumph with impunity. If an
-ignorant old woman could do nothing else, she could tell the
-plain truth, and could leave Miss Ladd to decide whether such a
-person as Francine deserved to remain under her care.
-
-To feel justified in taking this step was one thing: to put it
-all clearly in writing was another. After vainly making the
-attempt overnight, Mrs. Ellmother tore up her letter, and
-communicated with Miss Ladd by means of a telegraphic message, in
-the morning. "Miss Emily is in great distress. I must not leave
-her. I have something besides to say to you which cannot be put
-into a letter. Will you please come to us?"
-
-Later in the forenoon, Mrs. Ellmother was called to the door by
-the arrival of a visitor. The personal appearance of the stranger
-impressed her favorably. He was a handsome little gentleman; his
-manners were winning, and his voice was singularly pleasant to
-hear.
-
-"I have come from Mr. Wyvil's house in the country," he said;
-"and I bring a letter from his daughter. May I take the
-opportunity of asking if Miss Emily is well?"
-
-"Far from it, sir, I am sorry to say. She is so poorly that she
-keeps her bed."
-
-At this reply, the visitor's face revealed such sincere sympathy
-and regret, that Mrs. Ellmo ther was interested in him: she added
-a word more. "My mistress has had a hard trial to bear, sir. I
-hope there is no bad news for her in the young lady's letter?"
-
-"On the contrary, there is news that she will be glad to
-hear--Miss Wyvil is coming here this evening. Will you excuse my
-asking if Miss Emily has had medical advice?"
-
-"She won't hear of seeing the doctor, sir. He's a good friend of
-hers--and he lives close by. I am unfortunately alone in the
-house. If I could leave her, I would go at once and ask his
-advice."
-
-"Let _me_ go!" Mirabel eagerly proposed.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother's face brightened. "That's kindly thought of,
-sir--if you don't mind the trouble."
-
-"My good lady, nothing is a trouble in your young mistress's
-service. Give me the doctor's name and address--and tell me what
-to say to him."
-
-"There's one thing you must be careful of," Mrs. Ellmother
-answered. "He mustn't come here, as if he had been sent for--she
-would refuse to see him."
-
-Mirabel understood her. "I will not forget to caution him. Kindly
-tell Miss Emily I called--my name is Mirabel. I will return
-to-morrow."
-
-He hastened away on his errand--only to find that he had arrived
-too late. Doctor Allday had left London; called away to a serious
-case of illness. He was not expected to get back until late in
-the afternoon. Mirabel left a message, saying that he would
-return in the evening.
-
-The next visitor who arrived at the cottage was the trusty
-friend, in whose generous nature Mrs. Ellmother had wisely placed
-confidence. Miss Ladd had resolved to answer the telegram in
-person, the moment she read it.
-
-"If there is bad news," she said, "let me hear it at once. I am
-not well enough to bear suspense; my busy life at the school is
-beginning to tell on me."
-
-"There is nothing that need alarm you, ma'am--but there is a
-great deal to say, before you see Miss Emily. My stupid head
-turns giddy with thinking of it. I hardly know where to begin."
-
-"Begin with Emily," Miss Ladd suggested.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother took the advice. She described Emily's unexpected
-arrival on the previous day; and she repeated what had passed
-between them afterward. Miss Ladd's first impulse, when she had
-recovered her composure, was to go to Emily without waiting to
-hear more. Not presuming to stop her, Mrs. Ellmother ventured to
-put a question "Do you happen to have my telegram about you,
-ma'am?" Miss Ladd produced it. "Will you please look at the last
-part of it again?"
-
-Miss Ladd read the words: "I have something besides to say to you
-which cannot be put into a letter." She at once returned to her
-chair.
-
-"Does what you have still to tell me refer to any person whom I
-know?" she said.
-
-"It refers, ma'am, to Miss de Sor. I am afraid I shall distress
-you."
-
-"What did I say, when I came in?" Miss Ladd asked. "Speak out
-plainly; and try--it's not easy, I know--but try to begin at the
-beginning."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother looked back through her memory of past events, and
-began by alluding to the feeling of curiosity which she had
-excited in Francine, on the day when Emily had made them known to
-one another. From this she advanced to the narrative of what had
-taken place at Netherwoods--to the atrocious attempt to frighten
-her by means of the image of wax--to the discovery made by
-Francine in the garden at night--and to the circumstances under
-which that discovery had been communicated to Emily.
-
-Miss Ladd's face reddened with indignation. "Are you sure of all
-that you have said?" she asked.
-
-"I am quite sure, ma'am. I hope I have not done wrong," Mrs.
-Ellmother added simply, "in telling you all this?"
-
-"Wrong?" Miss Ladd repeated warmly. "If that wretched girl has no
-defense to offer, she is a disgrace to my school--and I owe you a
-debt of gratitude for showing her to me in her true character.
-She shall return at once to Netherwoods; and she shall answer me
-to my entire satisfaction--or leave my house. What cruelty! what
-duplicity! In all my experience of girls, I have never met with
-the like of it. Let me go to my dear little Emily--and try to
-forget what I have heard."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother led the good lady to Emily's room--and, returning
-to the lower part of the house, went out into the garden. The
-mental effort that she had made had left its result in an aching
-head, and in an overpowering sense of depression. "A mouthful of
-fresh air will revive me," she thought.
-
-The front garden and back garden at the cottage communicated with
-each other. Walking slowly round and round, Mrs. Ellmother heard
-footsteps on the road outside, which stopped at the gate. She
-looked through the grating, and discovered Alban Morris.
-
-"Come in, sir!" she said, rejoiced to see him. He obeyed in
-silence. The full view of his face shocked Mrs. Ellmother. Never
-in her experience of the friend who had been so kind to her at
-Netherwoods, had he looked so old and so haggard as he looked
-now. "Oh, Mr. Alban, I see how she has distressed you! Don't take
-her at her word. Keep a good heart, sir--young girls are never
-long together of the same mind."
-
-Alban gave her his hand. "I mustn't speak about it," he said.
-"Silence helps me to bear my misfortune as becomes a man. I have
-had some hard blows in my time: they don't seem to have blunted
-my sense of feeling as I thought they had. Thank God, she doesn't
-know how she has made me suffer! I want to ask her pardon for
-having forgotten myself yesterday. I spoke roughly to her, at one
-time. No: I won't intrude on her; I have said I am sorry, in
-writing. Do you mind giving it to her? Good-by--and thank you. I
-mustn't stay longer; Miss Ladd expects me at Netherwoods."
-
-"Miss Ladd is in the house, sir, at this moment."
-
-"Here, in London!"
-
-"Upstairs, with Miss Emily."
-
-"Upstairs? Is Emily ill?"
-
-"She is getting better, sir. Would you like to see Miss Ladd?"
-
-"I should indeed! I have something to say to her--and time is of
-importance to me. May I wait in the garden?"
-
-"Why not in the parlor, sir?"
-
-"The parlor reminds me of happier days. In time, I may have
-courage enough to look at the room again. Not now."
-
-"If she doesn't make it up with that good man," Mrs. Ellmother
-thought, on her way back to the house, "my nurse-child is what I
-have never believed her to be yet--she's a fool."
-
-In half an hour more, Miss Ladd joined Alban on the little plot
-of grass behind the cottage. "I bring Emily's reply to your
-letter," she said. "Read it, before you speak to me."
-
-Alban read it: "Don't suppose you have offended me--and be
-assured that I feel gratefully the tone in which your note is
-written. I try to write forbearingly on my side; I wish I could
-write acceptably as well. It is not to be done. I am as unable as
-ever to enter into your motives. You are not my relation; you
-were under no obligation of secrecy: you heard me speak
-ignorantly of the murder of my father, as if it had been the
-murder of a stranger; and yet you kept me--deliberately, cruelly
-kept me--deceived! The remembrance of it burns me like fire. I
-cannot--oh, Alban, I cannot restore you to the place in my
-estimation which you have lost! If you wish to help me to bear my
-trouble, I entreat you not to write to me again."
-
-Alban offered the letter silently to Miss Ladd. She signed to him
-to keep it.
-
-"I know what Emily has written," she said; "and I have told her,
-what I now tell you--she is wrong; in every way, wrong. It is the
-misfortune of her impetuous nature that she rushes to
-conclusions--and those conclusions once formed, she holds to them
-with all the strength of her character. In this matter, she has
-looked at her side of the question exclusively; she is blind to
-your side."
-
-"Not willfully!" Alban interposed.
-
-Miss Ladd looked at him with admiration. "You defend Emily?" she
-said.
-
-"I love her," Alban answered.
-
-Miss Ladd felt for him, as Mrs. Ellmother had felt for him.
-"Trust to time, Mr. Morris," she resumed. "The danger to be
-afraid of is--the danger of some headlong action, on her part, in
-the interval. Who can say what the end may be, if she persists in
-her present way of thinking? There is something monstrous, in a
-young girl declaring that it is _her_ duty to pursue a murderer,
-and to bring him to justice! Don't you see it yourself?"
-
-A lban still defended Emily. "It seems to me to be a natural
-impulse," he said--"natural, and noble."
-
-"Noble!" Miss Ladd exclaimed.
-
-"Yes--for it grows out of the love which has not died with her
-father's death."
-
-"Then you encourage her?"
-
-"With my whole heart--if she would give me the opportunity!"
-
-"We won't pursue the subject, Mr. Morris. I am told by Mrs.
-Ellmother that you have something to say to me. What is it?"
-
-"I have to ask you," Alban replied, "to let me resign my
-situation at Netherwoods."
-
-Miss Ladd was not only surprised; she was also--a very rare thing
-with her--inclined to be suspicious. After what he had said to
-Emily, it occurred to her that Alban might be meditating some
-desperate project, with the hope of recovering his lost place in
-her favor.
-
-"Have you heard of some better employment?" she asked.
-
-"I have heard of no employment. My mind is not in a state to give
-the necessary attention to my pupils."
-
-"Is that your only reason for wishing to leave me?"
-
-"It is one of my reasons."
-
-"The only one which you think it necessary to mention?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-"I shall be sorry to lose you, Mr. Morris."
-
-"Believe me, Miss Ladd, I am not ungrateful for your kindness."
-
-"Will you let me, in all kindness, say something more?" Miss Ladd
-answered. "I don't intrude on your secrets--I only hope that you
-have no rash project in view."
-
-"I don't understand you, Miss Ladd."
-
-"Yes, Mr. Morris--you do."
-
-She shook hands with him--and went back to Emily.
-
-
-CHAPTER LI.
-
-THE DOCTOR SEES.
-
-Alban returned to Netherwoods--to continue his services, until
-another master could be found to take his place.
-
-By a later train Miss Ladd followed him. Emily was too well aware
-of the importance of the mistress's presence to the well-being of
-the school, to permit her to remain at the cottage. It was
-understood that they were to correspond, and that Emily's room
-was waiting for her at Netherwoods, whenever she felt inclined to
-occupy it
-
-Mrs. Ellmother made the tea, that evening, earlier than usual.
-Being alone again with Emily, it struck her that she might take
-advantage of her position to say a word in Alban's favor. She had
-chosen her time unfortunately. The moment she pronounced the
-name, Emily checked her by a look, and spoke of another
-person--that person being Miss Jethro.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother at once entered her protest, in her own downright
-way. "Whatever you do," she said, "don't go back to that! What
-does Miss Jethro matter to you?"
-
-"I am more interested in her than you suppose--I happen to know
-why she left the school."
-
-"Begging your pardon, miss, that's quite impossible!"
-
-"She left the school," Emily persisted, "for a serious reason.
-Miss Ladd discovered that she had used false references."
-
-"Good Lord! who told you that?"
-
-"You see I know it. I asked Miss Ladd how she got her
-information. She was bound by a promise never to mention the
-person's name. I didn't say it to her--but I may say it to you. I
-am afraid I have an idea of who the person was."
-
-"No," Mrs. Ellmother obstinately asserted, "you can't possibly
-know who it was! How should you know?"
-
-"Do you wish me to repeat what I heard in that room opposite,
-when my aunt was dying?"
-
-"Drop it, Miss Emily! For God's sake, drop it!"
-
-"I can't drop it. It's dreadful to me to have suspicions of my
-aunt--and no better reason for them than what she said in a state
-of delirium. Tell me, if you love me, was it her wandering fancy?
-or was it the truth?"
-
-"As I hope to be saved, Miss Emily, I can only guess as you do--I
-don't rightly know. My mistress trusted me half way, as it were.
-I'm afraid I have a rough tongue of my own sometimes. I offended
-her--and from that time she kept her own counsel. What she did,
-she did in the dark, so far as I was concerned."
-
-"How did you offend her?"
-
-"I shall be obliged to speak of your father if I tell you how?"
-
-"Speak of him."
-
-"_He_ was not to blame--mind that!" Mrs. Ellmother said
-earnestly. "If I wasn't certain of what I say now you wouldn't
-get a word out of me. Good harmless man--there's no denying
-it--he _was_ in love with Miss Jethro! What's the matter?"
-
-Emily was thinking of her memorable conversation with the
-disgraced teacher on her last night at school. "Nothing" she
-answered. "Go on."
-
-"If he had not tried to keep it secret from us, "Mrs. Ellmother
-resumed, "your aunt might never have taken it into her head that
-he was entangled in a love affair of the shameful sort. I don't
-deny that I helped her in her inquiries; but it was only because
-I felt sure from the first that the more she discovered the more
-certainly my master's innocence would show itself. He used to go
-away and visit Miss Jethro privately. In the time when your aunt
-trusted me, we never could find out where. She made that
-discovery afterward for herself (I can't tell you how long
-afterward); and she spent money in employing mean wretches to pry
-into Miss Jethro's past life. She had (if you will excuse me for
-saying it) an old maid's hatred of the handsome young woman, who
-lured your father away from home, and set up a secret (in a
-manner of speaking) between her brother and herself. I won't tell
-you how we looked at letters and other things which he forgot to
-leave under lock and key. I will only say there was one bit, in a
-journal he kept, which made me ashamed of myself. I read it out
-to Miss Letitia; and I told her in so many words, not to count
-any more on me. No; I haven't got a copy of the words--I can
-remember them without a copy. 'Even if my religion did not forbid
-me to peril my soul by leading a life of sin with this woman whom
-I love'--that was how it began--'the thought of my daughter would
-keep me pure. No conduct of mine shall ever make me unworthy of
-my child's affection and respect.' There! I'm making you cry; I
-won't stay here any longer. All that I had to say has been said.
-Nobody but Miss Ladd knows for certain whether your aunt was
-innocent or guilty in the matter of Miss Jethro's disgrace.
-Please to excuse me; my work's waiting downstairs."
-
-
-From time to time, as she pursued her domestic labors, Mrs.
-Ellmother thought of Mirabel. Hours on hours had passed--and the
-doctor had not appeared. Was he too busy to spare even a few
-minutes of his time? Or had the handsome little gentleman, after
-promising so fairly, failed to perform his errand? This last
-doubt wronged Mirabel. He had engaged to return to the doctor's
-house; and he kept his word.
-
-Doctor Allday was at home again, and was seeing patients.
-Introduced in his turn, Mirabel had no reason to complain of his
-reception. At the same time, after he had stated the object of
-his visit, something odd began to show itself in the doctor's
-manner.
-
-He looked at Mirabel with an appearance of uneasy curiosity; and
-he contrived an excuse for altering the visitor's position in the
-room, so that the light fell full on Mirabel's face.
-
-"I fancy I must have seen you," the doctor said, "at some former
-time."
-
-"I am ashamed to say I don't remember it," Mirabel answered.
-
-"Ah, very likely I'm wrong! I'll call on Miss Emily, sir, you may
-depend on it."
-
-Left in his consulting-room, Doctor Allday failed to ring the
-bell which summoned the next patient who was waiting for him. He
-took his diary from the table drawer, and turned to the daily
-entries for the past month of July.
-
-Arriving at the fifteenth day of the month, he glanced at the
-first lines of writing: "A visit from a mysterious lady, calling
-herself Miss Jethro. Our conference led to some very unexpected
-results."
-
-No: that was not what he was in search of. He looked a little
-lower down: and read on regularly, from that point, as follows:
-
-"Called on Miss Emily, in great anxiety about the discoveries
-which she might make among her aunt's papers. Papers all
-destroyed, thank God--except the Handbill, offering a reward for
-discovery of the murderer, which she found in the scrap-book.
-Gave her back the Handbill. Emily much surprised that the wretch
-should have escaped, with such a careful description of him
-circulated everywhere. She read the description aloud to me, in
-her nice clear voice: 'Supposed age between twenty-five and
-thirty years. A well-made man of small stature. Fai r complexion,
-delicate features, clear blue eyes. Hair light, and cut rather
-short. Clean shaven, with the exception of narrow
-half-whiskers'--and so on. Emily at a loss to understand how the
-fugitive could disguise himself. Reminded her that he could
-effectually disguise his head and face (with time to help him) by
-letting his hair grow long, and cultivating his beard. Emily not
-convinced, even by this self-evident view of the case. Changed
-the subject."
-
-The doctor put away his diary, and rang the bell.
-
-"Curious," he thought. "That dandified little clergyman has
-certainly reminded me of my discussion with Emily, more than two
-months since. Was it his flowing hair, I wonder? or his splendid
-beard? Good God! suppose it should turn out--?"
-
-He was interrupted by the appearance of his patient. Other ailing
-people followed. Doctor Allday's mind was professionally occupied
-for the rest of the evening.
-
-
-CHAPTER LII.
-
-"IF I COULD FIND A FRIEND!"
-
-Shortly after Miss Ladd had taken her departure, a parcel arrived
-for Emily, bearing the name of a bookseller printed on the label.
-It was large, and it was heavy. "Reading enough, I should think,
-to last for a lifetime," Mrs. Ellmother remarked, after carrying
-the parcel upstairs.
-
-Emily called her back as she was leaving the room. "I want to
-caution you," she said, "before Miss Wyvil comes. Don't tell
-her--don't tell anybody--how my father met his death. If other
-persons are taken into our confidence, they will talk of it. We
-don't know how near to us the murderer may be. The slightest hint
-may put him on his guard."
-
-"Oh, miss, are you still thinking of that!"
-
-"I think of nothing else."
-
-"Bad for your mind, Miss Emily--and bad for your body, as your
-looks show. I wish you would take counsel with some discreet
-person, before you move in this matter by yourself."
-
-Emily sighed wearily. "In my situation, where is the person whom
-I can trust?"
-
-"You can trust the good doctor."
-
-"Can I? Perhaps I was wrong when I told you I wouldn't see him.
-He might be of some use to me."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother made the most of this concession, in the fear that
-Emily might change her mind. "Doctor Allday may call on you
-tomorrow," she said.
-
-"Do you mean that you have sent for him?"
-
-"Don't be angry! I did it for the best--and Mr. Mirabel agreed
-with me."
-
-"Mr. Mirabel! What have you told Mr. Mirabel?"
-
-"Nothing, except that you are ill. When he heard that, he
-proposed to go for the doctor. He will be here again to-morrow,
-to ask for news of your health. Will you see him?"
-
-"I don't know yet--I have other things to think of. Bring Miss
-Wyvil up here when she comes."
-
-"Am I to get the spare room ready for her?"
-
-"No. She is staying with her father at the London house."
-
-Emily made that reply almost with an air of relief. When Cecilia
-arrived, it was only by an effort that she could show grateful
-appreciation of the sympathy of her dearest friend. When the
-visit came to an end, she felt an ungrateful sense of freedom:
-the restraint was off her mind; she could think again of the one
-terrible subject that had any interest for her now. Over love,
-over friendship, over the natural enjoyment of her young life,
-predominated the blighting resolution which bound her to avenge
-her father's death. Her dearest remembrances of him--tender
-remembrances once--now burned in her (to use her own words) like
-fire. It was no ordinary love that had bound parent and child
-together in the bygone time. Emily had grown from infancy to
-girlhood, owing all the brightness of her life--a life without a
-mother, without brothers, without sisters--to her father alone.
-To submit to lose this beloved, this only companion, by the cruel
-stroke of disease was of all trials of resignation the hardest to
-bear. But to be severed from him by the murderous hand of a man,
-was more than Emily's fervent nature could passively endure.
-Before the garden gate had closed on her friend she had returned
-to her one thought, she was breathing again her one aspiration.
-The books that she had ordered, with her own purpose in
-view--books that might supply her want of experience, and might
-reveal the perils which beset the course that lay before
-her--were unpacked and spread out on the table. Hour after hour,
-when the old servant believed that her mistress was in bed, she
-was absorbed over biographies in English and French, which
-related the stratagems by means of which famous policemen had
-captured the worst criminals of their time. From these, she
-turned to works of fiction, which found their chief topic of
-interest in dwelling on the discovery of hidden crime. The night
-passed, and dawn glimmered through the window--and still she
-opened book after book with sinking courage--and still she gained
-nothing but the disheartening conviction of her inability to
-carry out her own plans. Almost every page that she turned over
-revealed the immovable obstacles set in her way by her sex and
-her age. Could _she_ mix with the people, or visit the scenes,
-familiar to the experience of men (in fact and in fiction), who
-had traced the homicide to his hiding-place, and had marked him
-among his harmless fellow-creatures with the brand of Cain? No! A
-young girl following, or attempting to follow, that career, must
-reckon with insult and outrage--paying their abominable tribute
-to her youth and her beauty, at every turn. What proportion would
-the men who might respect her bear to the men who might make her
-the object of advances, which it was hardly possible to imagine
-without shuddering. She crept exhausted to her bed, the most
-helpless, hopeless creature on the wide surface of the earth--a
-girl self-devoted to the task of a man.
-
-
-
-Careful to perform his promise to Mirabel, without delay, the
-doctor called on Emily early in the morning--before the hour at
-which he usually entered his consulting-room.
-
-"Well? What's the matter with the pretty young mistress?" he
-asked, in his most abrupt manner, when Mrs. Ellmother opened the
-door. "Is it love? or jealousy? or a new dress with a wrinkle in
-it?"
-
-"You will hear about it, sir, from Miss Emily herself. I am
-forbidden to say anything."
-
-"But you mean to say something--for all that?"
-
-"Don't joke, Doctor Allday! The state of things here is a great
-deal too serious for joking. Make up your mind to be surprised--I
-say no more."
-
-Before the doctor could ask what this meant, Emily opened the
-parlor door. "Come in!" she said, impatiently.
-
-Doctor Allday's first greeting was strictly professional. "My
-dear child, I never expected this," he began. "You are looking
-wretchedly ill." He attempted to feel her pulse. She drew her
-hand away from him.
-
-"It's my mind that's ill," she answered. "Feeling my pulse won't
-cure me of anxiety and distress. I want advice; I want help. Dear
-old doctor, you have always been a good friend to me--be a better
-friend than ever now."
-
-"What can I do?"
-
-"Promise you will keep secret what I am going to say to you--and
-listen, pray listen patiently, till I have done."
-
-Doctor Allday promised, and listened. He had been, in some degree
-at least, prepared for a surprise--but the disclosure which now
-burst on him was more than his equanimity could sustain. He
-looked at Emily in silent dismay. She had surprised and shocked
-him, not only by what she said, but by what she unconsciously
-suggested. Was it possible that Mirabel's personal appearance had
-produced on her the same impression which was present in his own
-mind? His first impulse, when he was composed enough to speak,
-urged him to put the question cautiously.
-
-"If you happened to meet with the suspected man," he said, "have
-you any means of identifying him?"
-
-"None whatever, doctor. If you would only think it over--"
-
-He stopped her there; convinced of the danger of encouraging her,
-and resolved to act on his conviction.
-
-"I have enough to occupy me in my profession," he said. "Ask your
-other friend to think it over."
-
-"What other friend?"
-
-"Mr. Alban Morris."
-
-The moment he pronounced the name, he saw that he had touched on
-some painful association. "Has Mr. Morris refused to help you?"
-he inquired.
-
-"I have not asked him to help me."
-
-"Why?"
-
-There was no choice (with such a man
- as Doctor Allday) between offending him or answering him. Emily
-adopted the last alternative. On this occasion she had no reason
-to complain of his silence.
-
-"Your view of Mr. Morris's conduct surprises me," he
-replied--"surprises me more than I can say," he added;
-remembering that he too was guilty of having kept her in
-ignorance of the truth, out of regard--mistaken regard, as it now
-seemed to be--for her peace of mind.
-
-"Be good to me, and pass it over if I am wrong," Emily said: "I
-can't dispute with you; I can only tell you what I feel. You have
-always been so kind to me--may I count on your kindness still?"
-
-Doctor Allday relapsed into silence.
-
-"May I at least ask," she went on, "if you know anything of
-persons--" She paused, discouraged by the cold expression of
-inquiry in the old man's eyes as he looked at her.
-
-"What persons?" he said.
-
-"Persons whom I suspect."
-
-"Name them."
-
-Emily named the landlady of the inn at Zeeland: she could now
-place the right interpretation on Mrs. Rook's conduct, when the
-locket had been put into her hand at Netherwoods. Doctor Allday
-answered shortly and stiffly: he had never even seen Mrs. Rook.
-Emily mentioned Miss Jethro next--and saw at once that she had
-interested him.
-
-"What do you suspect Miss Jethro of doing?" he asked.
-
-"I suspect her of knowing more of my father's death than she is
-willing to acknowledge," Emily replied.
-
-The doctor's manner altered for the better. "I agree with you,"
-he said frankly. "But I have some knowledge of that lady. I warn
-you not to waste time and trouble in trying to discover the weak
-side of Miss Jethro."
-
-"That was not my experience of her at school," Emily rejoined.
-"At the same time I don't know what may have happened since those
-days. I may perhaps have lost the place I once held in her
-regard."
-
-"How?"
-
-"Through my aunt."
-
-"Through your aunt?"
-
-"I hope and trust I am wrong," Emily continued; "but I fear my
-aunt had something to do with Miss Jethro's dismissal from the
-school--and in that case Miss Jethro may have found it out." Her
-eyes, resting on the doctor, suddenly brightened. "You know
-something about it!" she exclaimed.
-
-He considered a little--whether he should or should not tell her
-of the letter addressed by Miss Ladd to Miss Letitia, which he
-had found at the cottage.
-
-"If I could satisfy you that your fears are well founded," he
-asked, "would the discovery keep you away from Miss Jethro?"
-
-"I should be ashamed to speak to her--even if we met."
-
-"Very well. I can tell you positively, that your aunt was the
-person who turned Miss Jethro out of the school. When I get home,
-I will send you a letter that proves it."
-
-Emily's head sank on her breast. "Why do I only hear of this
-now?" she said.
-
-"Because I had no reason for letting you know of it, before
-to-day. If I have done nothing else, I have at least succeeded in
-keeping you and Miss Jethro apart."
-
-Emily looked at him in alarm. He went on without appearing to
-notice that he had startled her. "I wish to God I could as easily
-put a stop to the mad project which you are contemplating."
-
-"The mad project?" Emily repeated. "Oh, Doctor Allday. Do you
-cruelly leave me to myself, at the time of all others, when I am
-most in need of your sympathy?"
-
-That appeal moved him. He spoke more gently; he pitied, while he
-condemned her.
-
-"My poor dear child, I should be cruel indeed, if I encouraged
-you. You are giving yourself up to an enterprise, so shockingly
-unsuited to a young girl like you, that I declare I contemplate
-it with horror. Think, I entreat you, think; and let me hear that
-you have yielded--not to my poor entreaties--but to your own
-better sense!" His voice faltered; his eyes moistened. "I shall
-make a fool of myself," he burst out furiously, "if I stay here
-any longer. Good-by."
-
-He left her.
-
-She walked to the window, and looked out at the fair morning. No
-one to feel for her--no one to understand her--nothing nearer
-that could speak to poor mortality of hope and encouragement than
-the bright heaven, so far away! She turned from the window. "The
-sun shines on the murderer," she thought, "as it shines on me."
-
-She sat down at the table, and tried to quiet her mind; to think
-steadily to some good purpose. Of the few friends that she
-possessed, every one had declared that she was in the wrong. Had
-_they_ lost the one loved being of all beings on earth, and lost
-him by the hand of a homicide--and that homicide free? All that
-was faithful, all that was devoted in the girl's nature, held her
-to her desperate resolution as with a hand of iron. If she shrank
-at that miserable moment, it was not from her design--it was from
-the sense of her own helplessness. "Oh, if I had been a man!" she
-said to herself. "Oh, if I could find a friend!"
-
-
-CHAPTER LIII.
-
-THE FRIEND IS FOUND.
-
-Mrs. Ellmother looked into the parlor. "I told you Mr. Mirabel
-would call again," she announced. "Here he is."
-
-"Has he asked to see me?"
-
-"He leaves it entirely to you."
-
-For a moment, and a moment only, Emily was undecided. "Show him
-in," she said.
-
-Mirabel's embarrassment was visible the moment he entered the
-room. For the first time in his life--in the presence of a
-woman--the popular preacher was shy. He who had taken hundreds of
-fair hands with sympathetic pressure--he who had offered fluent
-consolation, abroad and at home, to beauty in distress--was
-conscious of a rising color, and was absolutely at a loss for
-words when Emily received him. And yet, though he appeared at
-disadvantage--and, worse still, though he was aware of it
-himself--there was nothing contemptible in his look and manner.
-His silence and confusion revealed a change in him which inspired
-respect. Love had developed this spoiled darling of foolish
-congregations, this effeminate pet of drawing-rooms and boudoirs,
-into the likeness of a Man--and no woman, in Emily's position,
-could have failed to see that it was love which she herself had
-inspired.
-
-Equally ill at ease, they both took refuge in the commonplace
-phrases suggested by the occasion. These exhausted there was a
-pause. Mirabel alluded to Cecilia, as a means of continuing the
-conversation.
-
-"Have you seen Miss Wyvil?" he inquired.
-
-"She was here last night; and I expect to see her again to-day
-before she returns to Monksmoor with her father. Do you go back
-with them?"
-
-"Yes--if _you_ do."
-
-"I remain in London."
-
-"Then I remain in London, too."
-
-The strong feeling that was in him had forced its way to
-expression at last. In happier days--when she had persistently
-refused to let him speak to her seriously--she would have been
-ready with a light-hearted reply. She was silent now. Mirabel
-pleaded with her not to misunderstand him, by an honest
-confession of his motives which presented him under a new aspect.
-The easy plausible man, who had hardly ever seemed to be in
-earnest before--meant, seriously meant, what he said now.
-
-"May I try to explain myself?" he asked.
-
-"Certainly, if you wish it."
-
-"Pray, don't suppose me capable," Mirabel said earnestly, "of
-presuming to pay you an idle compliment. I cannot think of you,
-alone and in trouble, without feeling anxiety which can only be
-relieved in one way--I must be near enough to hear of you, day by
-day. Not by repeating this visit! Unless you wish it, I will not
-again cross the threshold of your door. Mrs. Ellmother will tell
-me if your mind is more at ease; Mrs. Ellmother will tell me if
-there is any new trial of your fortitude. She needn't even
-mention that I have been speaking to her at the door; and she may
-be sure, and you may be sure, that I shall ask no inquisitive
-questions. I can feel for you in your misfortune, without wishing
-to know what that misfortune is. If I can ever be of the smallest
-use, think of me as your other servant. Say to Mrs. Ellmother, 'I
-want him'--and say no more."
-
-Where is the woman who could have resisted such devotion as
-this--inspired, truly inspired, by herself? Emily's eyes softened
-as she answered him.
-
-"You little know how your kindness touches me," she said.
-
-"Don't speak of my kindness until you have put me to the proof,"
-he interposed. "Can a friend (such a friend as I am, I mean) be
-of any use?"
-
-"Of the greatest
- use if I could feel justified in trying you."
-
-"I entreat you to try me!"
-
-"But, Mr. Mirabel, you don't know what I am thinking of."
-
-"I don't want to know."
-
-"I may be wrong. My friends all say I _am_ wrong."
-
-"I don't care what your friends say; I don't care about any
-earthly thing but your tranquillity. Does your dog ask whether
-you are right or wrong? I am your dog. I think of You, and I
-think of nothing else."
-
-She looked back through the experience of the last few days. Miss
-Ladd--Mrs. Ellmother--Doctor Allday: not one of them had felt for
-her, not one of them had spoken to her, as this man had felt and
-had spoken. She remembered the dreadful sense of solitude and
-helplessness which had wrung her heart, in the interval before
-Mirabel came in. Her father himself could hardly have been kinder
-to her than this friend of a few weeks only. She looked at him
-through her tears; she could say nothing that was eloquent,
-nothing even that was adequate. "You are very good to me," was
-her only acknowledgment of all that he had offered. How poor it
-seemed to be! and yet how much it meant!
-
-He rose--saying considerately that he would leave her to recover
-herself, and would wait to hear if he was wanted.
-
-"No," she said; "I must not let you go. In common gratitude I
-ought to decide before you leave me, and I do decide to take you
-into my confidence." She hesitated; her color rose a little. "I
-know how unselfishly you offer me your help," she resumed; "I
-know you speak to me as a brother might speak to a sister--"
-
-He gently interrupted her. "No," he said; "I can't honestly claim
-to do that. And--may I venture to remind you?--you know why."
-
-She started. Her eyes rested on him with a momentary expression
-of reproach.
-
-"Is it quite fair," she asked, "in my situation, to say that?"
-
-"Would it have been quite fair," he rejoined, "to allow you to
-deceive yourself? Should I deserve to be taken into your
-confidence, if I encouraged you to trust me, under false
-pretenses? Not a word more of those hopes on which the happiness
-of my life depends shall pass my lips, unless you permit it. In
-my devotion to your interests, I promise to forget myself. My
-motives may be misinterpreted; my position may be misunderstood.
-Ignorant people may take me for that other happier man, who is an
-object of interest to you--"
-
-"Stop, Mr. Mirabel! The person to whom you refer has no such
-claim on me as you suppose."
-
-"Dare I say how happy I am to hear it? Will you forgive me?"
-
-"I will forgive you if you say no more."
-
-Their eyes met. Completely overcome by the new hope that she had
-inspired, Mirabel was unable to answer her. His sensitive nerves
-trembled under emotion, like the nerves of a woman; his delicate
-complexion faded away slowly into whiteness. Emily was
-alarmed--he seemed to be on the point of fainting. She ran to the
-window to open it more widely.
-
-"Pray don't trouble yourself," he said, "I am easily agitated by
-any sudden sensation--and I am a little overcome at this moment
-by my own happiness."
-
-"Let me give you a glass of wine."
-
-"Thank you--I don't need it indeed."
-
-"You really feel better?"
-
-"I feel quite well again--and eager to hear how I can serve you."
-
-"It's a long story, Mr. Mirabel--and a dreadful story."
-
-"Dreadful?"
-
-"Yes! Let me tell you first how you can serve me. I am in search
-of a man who has done me the cruelest wrong that one human
-creature can inflict on another. But the chances are all against
-me--I am only a woman; and I don't know how to take even the
-first step toward discovery."
-
-"You will know, when I guide you."
-
-He reminded her tenderly of what she might expect from him, and
-was rewarded by a grateful look. Seeing nothing, suspecting
-nothing, they advanced together nearer and nearer to the end.
-
-"Once or twice," Emily continued, "I spoke to you of my poor
-father, when we were at Monksmoor--and I must speak of him again.
-You could have no interest in inquiring about a stranger--and you
-cannot have heard how he died."
-
-"Pardon me, I heard from Mr. Wyvil how he died."
-
-"You heard what I had told Mr. Wyvil," Emily said: "I was wrong."
-
-"Wrong!" Mirabel exclaimed, in a tone of courteous surprise. "Was
-it not a sudden death?"
-
-"It _was_ a sudden death."
-
-"Caused by disease of the heart?"
-
-"Caused by no disease. I have been deceived about my father's
-death--and I have only discovered it a few days since."
-
-At the impending moment of the frightful shock which she was
-innocently about to inflict on him, she stopped--doubtful whether
-it would be best to relate how the discovery had been made, or to
-pass at once to the result. Mirabel supposed that she had paused
-to control her agitation. He was so immeasurably far away from
-the faintest suspicion of what was coming that he exerted his
-ingenuity, in the hope of sparing her.
-
-"I can anticipate the rest," he said. "Your sad loss has been
-caused by some fatal accident. Let us change the subject; tell me
-more of that man whom I must help you to find. It will only
-distress you to dwell on your father's death."
-
-"Distress me?" she repeated. "His death maddens me!"
-
-"Oh, don't say that!"
-
-"Hear me! hear me! My father died murdered, at Zeeland--and the
-man you must help me to find is the wretch who killed him."
-
-She started to her feet with a cry of terror. Mirabel dropped
-from his chair senseless to the floor.
-
-
-CHAPTER LIV.
-
-THE END OF THE FAINTING FIT.
-
-Emily recovered her presence of mind. She opened the door, so as
-to make a draught of air in the room, and called for water.
-Returning to Mirabel, she loosened his cravat. Mrs. Ellmother
-came in, just in time to prevent her from committing a common
-error in the treatment of fainting persons, by raising Mirabel's
-head. The current of air, and the sprinkling of water over his
-face, soon produced their customary effect. "He'll come round,
-directly," Mrs. Ellmother remarked. "Your aunt was sometimes
-taken with these swoons, miss; and I know something about them.
-He looks a poor weak creature, in spite of his big beard. Has
-anything frightened him?"
-
-Emily little knew how correctly that chance guess had hit on the
-truth!
-
-"Nothing can possibly have frightened him," she replied; "I am
-afraid he is in bad health. He turned suddenly pale while we were
-talking; and I thought he was going to be taken ill; he made
-light of it, and seemed to recover. Unfortunately, I was right;
-it was the threatening of a fainting fit--he dropped on the floor
-a minute afterward."
-
-A sigh fluttered over Mirabel's lips. His eyes opened, looked at
-Mrs. Ellmother in vacant terror, and closed again. Emily
-whispered to her to leave the room. The old woman smiled
-satirically as she opened the door--then looked back, with a
-sudden change of humor. To see the kind young mistress bending
-over the feeble little clergyman set her--by some strange
-association of ideas--thinking of Alban Morris. "Ah," she
-muttered to herself, on her way out, "I call _him_ a Man!"
-
-There was wine in the sideboard--the wine which Emily had once
-already offered in vain. Mirabel drank it eagerly, this time. He
-looked round the room, as if he wished to be sure that they were
-alone. "Have I fallen to a low place in your estimation?" he
-asked, smiling faintly. "I am afraid you will think poorly enough
-of your new ally, after this?"
-
-"I only think you should take more care of your health," Emily
-replied, with sincere interest in his recovery. "Let me leave you
-to rest on the sofa."
-
-He refused to remain at the cottage--he asked, with a sudden
-change to fretfulness, if she would let her servant get him a
-cab. She ventured to doubt whether he was quite strong enough yet
-to go away by himself. He reiterated, piteously reiterated, his
-request. A passing cab was stopped directly. Emily accompanied
-him to the gate. "I know what to do," he said, in a hurried
-absent way. "Rest and a little tonic medicine will soon set me
-right." The clammy coldness of his skin made Emily shudder, as
-they shook hands. "You won't think the worse of me for this?" he
-asked.
-
-"How can you imagine such a thing!" she answered warmly.
-
-"Will you see me, if I come to-morrow?"
-
-"I shall be anxious to see you."
-
-So they parted. Emily returned to the house, pitying him with all
-her heart.
-
-
-BOOK THE SIXTH--HERE AND THERE.
-
-CHAPTER LV.
-
-MIRABEL SEES HIS WAY.
-
-Reaching the hotel at which he was accustomed to stay when he was
-in London, Mirabel locked the door of his room. He looked at the
-houses on the opposite side of the street. His mind was in such a
-state of morbid distrust that he lowered the blind over the
-window. In solitude and obscurity, the miserable wretch sat down
-in a corner, and covered his face with his hands, and tried to
-realize what had happened to him.
-
-Nothing had been said at the fatal interview with Emily, which
-could have given him the slightest warning of what was to come.
-Her father's name--absolutely unknown to him when he fled from
-the inn--had only been communicated to the public by the
-newspaper reports of the adjourned inquest. At the time when
-those reports appeared, he was in hiding, under circumstances
-which prevented him from seeing a newspaper. While the murder was
-still a subject of conversation, he was in France--far out of the
-track of English travelers--and he remained on the continent
-until the summer of eighteen hundred and eighty-one. No exercise
-of discretion, on his part, could have extricated him from the
-terrible position in which he was now placed. He stood pledged to
-Emily to discover the man suspected of the murder of her father;
-and that man was--himself!
-
-What refuge was left open to him?
-
-If he took to flight, his sudden disappearance would be a
-suspicious circumstance in itself, and would therefore provoke
-inquiries which might lead to serious results. Supposing that he
-overlooked the risk thus presented, would he be capable of
-enduring a separation from Emily, which might be a separation for
-life? Even in the first horror of discovering his situation, her
-influence remained unshaken--the animating spirit of the one
-manly capacity for resistance which raised him above the reach of
-his own fears. The only prospect before him which he felt himself
-to be incapable of contemplating, was the prospect of leaving
-Emily.
-
-Having arrived at this conclusion, his fears urged him to think
-of providing for his own safety.
-
-The first precaution to adopt was to separate Emily from friends
-whose advice might be hostile to his interests--perhaps even
-subversive of his security. To effect this design, he had need of
-an ally whom he could trust. That ally was at his disposal, far
-away in the north.
-
-At the time when Francine's jealousy began to interfere with all
-freedom of intercourse between Emily and himself at Monksmoor, he
-had contemplated making arrangements which might enable them to
-meet at the house of his invalid sister, Mrs. Delvin. He had
-spoken of her, and of the bodily affliction which confined her to
-her room, in terms which had already interested Emily. In the
-present emergency, he decided on returning to the subject, and on
-hastening the meeting between the two women which he had first
-suggested at Mr. Wyvil's country seat.
-
-No time was to be lost in carrying out this intention. He wrote
-to Mrs. Delvin by that day's post; confiding to her, in the first
-place, the critical position in which he now found himself. This
-done, he proceeded as follows:
-
-"To your sound judgment, dearest Agatha, it may appear that I am
-making myself needlessly uneasy about the future. Two persons
-only know that I am the man who escaped from the inn at Zeeland.
-You are one of them, and Miss Jethro is the other. On you I can
-absolutely rely; and, after my experience of her, I ought to feel
-sure of Miss Jethro. I admit this; but I cannot get over my
-distrust of Emily's friends. I fear the cunning old doctor; I
-doubt Mr. Wyvil; I hate Alban Morris.
-
-"Do me a favor, my dear. Invite Emily to be your guest, and so
-separate her from these friends. The old servant who attends on
-her will be included in the invitation, of course. Mrs. Ellmother
-is, as I believe, devoted to the interests of Mr. Alban Morris:
-she will be well out of the way of doing mischief, while we have
-her safe in your northern solitude.
-
-"There is no fear that Emily will refuse your invitation.
-
-"In the first place, she is already interested in you. In the
-second place, I shall consider the small proprieties of social
-life; and, instead of traveling with her to your house, I shall
-follow by a later train. In the third place, I am now the chosen
-adviser in whom she trusts; and what I tell her to do, she will
-do. It pains me, really and truly pains me, to be compelled to
-deceive her--but the other alternative is to reveal myself as the
-wretch of whom she is in search. Was there ever such a situation?
-And, oh, Agatha, I am so fond of her! If I fail to persuade her
-to be my wife, I don't care what becomes of me. I used to think
-disgrace, and death on the scaffold, the most frightful prospect
-that a man can contemplate. In my present frame of mind, a life
-without Emily may just as well end in that way as in any other.
-When we are together in your old sea-beaten tower, do your best,
-my dear, to incline the heart of this sweet girl toward me. If
-she remains in London, how do I know that Mr. Morris may not
-recover the place he has lost in her good opinion? The bare idea
-of it turns me cold.
-
-"There is one more point on which I must touch, before I can
-finish my letter.
-
-"When you last wrote, you told me that Sir Jervis Redwood was not
-expected to live much longer, and that the establishment would be
-broken up after his death. Can you find out for me what will
-become, under the circumstances, of Mr. and Mrs. Rook? So far as
-I am concerned, I don't doubt that the alteration in my personal
-appearance, which has protected me for years past, may be trusted
-to preserve me from recognition by these two people. But it is of
-the utmost importance, remembering the project to which Emily has
-devoted herself, that she should not meet with Mrs. Rook. They
-have been already in correspondence; and Mrs. Rook has expressed
-an intention (if the opportunity offers itself) of calling at the
-cottage. Another reason, and a pressing reason, for removing
-Emily from London! We can easily keep the Rooks out of _your_
-house; but I own I should feel more at my ease, if I heard that
-they had left Northumberland."
-
-With that confession, Mrs. Delvin's brother closed his letter.
-
-
-CHAPTER LVI.
-
-ALBAN SEES HIS WAY.
-
-During the first days of Mirabel's sojourn at his hotel in
-London, events were in progress at Netherwoods, affecting the
-interests of the man who was the especial object of his distrust.
-Not long after Miss Ladd had returned to her school, she heard of
-an artist who was capable of filling the place to be vacated by
-Alban Morris. It was then the twenty-third of the month. In four
-days more the new master would be ready to enter on his duties;
-and Alban would be at liberty.
-
-On the twenty-fourth, Alban received a telegram which startled
-him. The person sending the message was Mrs. Ellmother; and the
-words were: "Meet me at your railway station to-day, at two
-o'clock."
-
-He found the old woman in the waiting-room; and he met with a
-rough reception.
-
-"Minutes are precious, Mr. Morris," she said; "you are two
-minutes late. The next train to London stops here in half an
-hour--and I must go back by it."
-
-"Good heavens, what brings you here? Is Emily--?"
-
-"Emily is well enough in health--if that's what you mean? As to
-why I come here, the reason is that it's a deal easier for me
-(worse luck!) to take this journey than to write a letter. One
-good turn deserves another. I don't forget how kind you were to
-me, away there at the school--and I can't, and won't, see what's
-going on at the cottage, behind your back, without letting you
-know of it. Oh, you needn't be alarmed about _her!_ I've made an
-excuse to get away for a few hours--but I haven't left her by
-herself. Miss Wyvil has come to London again; and Mr. Mirabel
-spends the best part of his time with her. Excuse me for a
-moment, will you? I'm so thirsty after the journey, I can hardly
-speak."
-
-She presented herself at the counter in the waiting-room. "I'll
-trouble you, young woman, for a glass of ale." She returned to
-Alban in a better humor. "It's not bad stuff, that! When I have
-said
- my say, I'll have a drop more--just to wash the taste of Mr.
-Mirabel out of my mouth. Wait a bit; I have something to ask you.
-How much longer are you obliged to stop here, teaching the girls
-to draw?"
-
-"I leave Netherwoods in three days more," Alban replied.
-
-"That's all right! You may be in time to bring Miss Emily to her
-senses, yet."
-
-"What do you mean?"
-
-"I mean--if you don't stop it--she will marry the parson."
-
-"I can't believe it, Mrs. Ellmother! I won't believe it!"
-
-"Ah, it's a comfort to him, poor fellow, to say that! Look here,
-Mr. Morris; this is how it stands. You're in disgrace with Miss
-Emily--and he profits by it. I was fool enough to take a liking
-to Mr. Mirabel when I first opened the door to him; I know better
-now. He got on the blind side of me; and now he has got on the
-blind side of _her_. Shall I tell you how? By doing what you
-would have done if you had had the chance. He's helping her--or
-pretending to help her, I don't know which--to find the man who
-murdered poor Mr. Brown. After four years! And when all the
-police in England (with a reward to encourage them) did their
-best, and it came to nothing!"
-
-"Never mind that!" Alban said impatiently. "I want to know how
-Mr. Mirabel is helping her?"
-
-"That's more than I can tell you. You don't suppose they take me
-into their confidence? All I can do is to pick up a word, here
-and there, when fine weather tempts them out into the garden. She
-tells him to suspect Mrs. Rook, and to make inquiries after Miss
-Jethro. And he has his plans; and he writes them down, which is
-dead against his doing anything useful, in my opinion. I don't
-hold with your scribblers. At the same time I wouldn't count too
-positively, in your place, on his being likely to fail. That
-little Mirabel--if it wasn't for his beard, I should believe he
-was a woman, and a sickly woman too; he fainted in our house the
-other day--that little Mirabel is in earnest. Rather than leave
-Miss Emily from Saturday to Monday, he has got a parson out of
-employment to do his Sunday work for him. And, what's more, he
-has persuaded her (for some reasons of his own) to leave London
-next week."
-
-"Is she going back to Monksmoor?"
-
-"Not she! Mr. Mirabel has got a sister, a widow lady; she's a
-cripple, or something of the sort. Her name is Mrs. Delvin. She
-lives far away in the north country, by the sea; and Miss Emily
-is going to stay with her."
-
-"Are you sure of that?"
-
-"Sure? I've seen the letter."
-
-"Do you mean the letter of invitation?"
-
-"Yes--I do. Miss Emily herself showed it to me. I'm to go with
-her--'in attendance on my mistress,' as the lady puts it. This I
-will say for Mrs. Delvin: her handwriting is a credit to the
-school that taught her; and the poor bedridden creature words her
-invitation so nicely, that I myself couldn't have resisted
-it--and I'm a hard one, as you know. You don't seem to heed me,
-Mr. Morris."
-
-"I beg your pardon, I was thinking."
-
-"Thinking of what--if I may make so bold?"
-
-"Of going back to London with you, instead of waiting till the
-new master comes to take my place."
-
-"Don't do that, sir! You would do harm instead of good, if you
-showed yourself at the cottage now. Besides, it would not be fair
-to Miss Ladd, to leave her before the other man takes your girls
-off your hands. Trust me to look after your interests; and don't
-go near Miss Emily--don't even write to her--unless you have got
-something to say about the murder, which she will be eager to
-hear. Make some discovery in that direction, Mr. Morris, while
-the parson is only trying to do it or pretending to do it--and
-I'll answer for the result. Look at the clock! In ten minutes
-more the train will be here. My memory isn't as good as it was;
-but I do think I have told you all I had to tell."
-
-"You are the best of good friends!" Alban said warmly.
-
-"Never mind about that, sir. If you want to do a friendly thing
-in return, tell me if you know what has become of Miss de Sor."
-
-"She has returned to Netherwoods."
-
-"Aha! Miss Ladd is as good as her word. Would you mind writing to
-tell me of it, if Miss de Sor leaves the school again? Good Lord!
-there she is on the platform with bag and baggage. Don't let her
-see me, Mr. Morris! If she comes in here, I shall set the marks
-of my ten finger-nails on that false face of hers, as sure as I
-am a Christian woman."
-
-Alban placed himself at the door, so as to hide Mrs. Ellmother.
-There indeed was Francine, accompanied by one of the teachers at
-the school. She took a seat on the bench outside the
-booking-office, in a state of sullen indifference--absorbed in
-herself--noticing nothing. Urged by ungovernable curiosity, Mrs.
-Ellmother stole on tiptoe to Alban's side to look at her. To a
-person acquainted with the circumstances there could be no
-possible doubt of what had happened. Francine had failed to
-excuse herself, and had been dismissed from Miss Ladd's house.
-
-"I would have traveled to the world's end," Mrs. Ellmother said,
-"to see _that!_"
-
-She returned to her place in the waiting-room, perfectly
-satisfied.
-
-The teacher noticed Alban, on leaving the booking-office after
-taking the tickets. "I shall be glad," she said, looking toward
-Francine, "when I have resigned the charge of that young lady to
-the person who is to receive her in London."
-
-"Is she to be sent back to her parents?" Alban asked.
-
-"We don't know yet. Miss Ladd will write to St. Domingo by the
-next mail. In the meantime, her father's agent in London--the
-same person who pays her allowance--takes care of her until he
-hears from the West Indies."
-
-"Does she consent to this?"
-
-"She doesn't seem to care what becomes of her. Miss Ladd has
-given her every opportunity of explaining and excusing herself,
-and has produced no impression. You can see the state she is in.
-Our good mistress--always hopeful even in the worst cases, as you
-know--thinks she is feeling ashamed of herself, and is too proud
-and self-willed to own it. My own idea is, that some secret
-disappointment is weighing on her mind. Perhaps I am wrong."
-
-No. Miss Ladd was wrong; and the teacher was right.
-
-The passion of revenge, being essentially selfish in its nature,
-is of all passions the narrowest in its range of view. In
-gratifying her jealous hatred of Emily, Francine had correctly
-foreseen consequences, as they might affect the other object of
-her enmity--Alban Morris. But she had failed to perceive the
-imminent danger of another result, which in a calmer frame of
-mind might not have escaped discovery. In triumphing over Emily
-and Alban, she had been the indirect means of inflicting on
-herself the bitterest of all disappointments--she had brought
-Emily and Mirabel together. The first forewarning of this
-catastrophe had reached her, on hearing that Mirabel would not
-return to Monksmoor. Her worst fears had been thereafter
-confirmed by a letter from Cecilia, which had followed her to
-Netherwoods. From that moment, she, who had made others wretched,
-paid the penalty in suffering as keen as any that she had
-inflicted. Completely prostrated; powerless, through ignorance of
-his address in London, to make a last appeal to Mirabel; she was
-literally, as had just been said, careless what became of her.
-When the train approached, she sprang to her feet--advanced to
-the edge of the platform--and suddenly drew back, shuddering. The
-teacher looked in terror at Alban. Had the desperate girl
-meditated throwing herself under the wheels of the engine? The
-thought had been in both their minds; but neither of them
-acknowledged it. Francine stepped quietly into the carriage, when
-the train drew up, and laid her head back in a corner, and closed
-her eyes. Mrs. Ellmother took her place in another compartment,
-and beckoned to Alban to speak to her at the window.
-
-"Where can I see you, when you go to London?" she asked.
-
-"At Doctor Allday's house."
-
-"On what day?"
-
-"On Tuesday next."
-
-
-CHAPTER LVII.
-
-APPROACHING THE END.
-
-Alban reached London early enough in the afternoon to find the
-doctor at his luncheon. "Too late to see Mrs. Ellmother," he
-announced. "Sit down and have something to eat."
-
-"Has she left any message for me?"
-
-"A message, my good friend, that you won't like to hear. She is
-off w ith her mistress, this morning, on a visit to Mr. Mirabel's
-sister."
-
-"Does he go with them?"
-
-"No; he follows by a later train."
-
-"Has Mrs. Ellmother mentioned the address?"
-
-"There it is, in her own handwriting."
-
-Alban read the address:--"Mrs. Delvin, The Clink, Belford,
-Northumberland."
-
-"Turn to the back of that bit of paper," the doctor said. "Mrs.
-Ellmother has written something on it."
-
-She had written these words: "No discoveries made by Mr. Mirabel,
-up to this time. Sir Jervis Redwood is dead. The Rooks are
-believed to be in Scotland; and Miss Emily, if need be, is to
-help the parson to find them. No news of Miss Jethro."
-
-"Now you have got your information," Doctor Allday resumed, "let
-me have a look at you. You're not in a rage: that's a good sign
-to begin with."
-
-"I am not the less determined," Alban answered.
-
-"To bring Emily to her senses?" the doctor asked.
-
-"To do what Mirabel has _not_ done--and then to let her choose
-between us."
-
-"Ay? ay? Your good opinion of her hasn't altered, though she has
-treated you so badly?"
-
-"My good opinion makes allowance for the state of my poor
-darling's mind, after the shock that has fallen on her," Alban
-answered quietly. "She is not _my_ Emily now. She will be _my_
-Emily yet. I told her I was convinced of it, in the old days at
-school--and my conviction is as strong as ever. Have you seen
-her, since I have been away at Netherwoods?"
-
-"Yes; and she is as angry with me as she is with you."
-
-"For the same reason?"
-
-"No, no. I heard enough to warn me to hold my tongue. I refused
-to help her--that's all. You are a man, and you may run risks
-which no young girl ought to encounter. Do you remember when I
-asked you to drop all further inquiries into the murder, for
-Emily's sake? The circumstances have altered since that time. Can
-I be of any use?"
-
-"Of the greatest use, if you can give me Miss Jethro's address."
-
-"Oh! You mean to begin in that way, do you?"
-
-"Yes. You know that Miss Jethro visited me at Netherwoods?"
-
-"Go on."
-
-"She showed me your answer to a letter which she had written to
-you. Have you got that letter?"
-
-Doctor Allday produced it. The address was at a post-office, in a
-town on the south coast. Looking up when he had copied it, Alban
-saw the doctor's eyes fixed on him with an oddly-mingled
-expression: partly of sympathy, partly of hesitation.
-
-"Have you anything to suggest?" he asked.
-
-"You will get nothing out of Miss Jethro," the doctor answered,
-"unless--" there he stopped.
-
-"Unless, what?"
-
-"Unless you can frighten her."
-
-"How am I to do that?"
-
-After a little reflection, Doctor Allday returned, without any
-apparent reason, to the subject of his last visit to Emily.
-
-"There was one thing she said, in the course of our talk," he
-continued, "which struck me as being sensible: possibly (for we
-are all more or less conceited), because I agreed with her
-myself. She suspects Miss Jethro of knowing more about that
-damnable murder than Miss Jethro is willing to acknowledge. If
-you want to produce the right effect on her--" he looked hard at
-Alban and checked himself once more.
-
-"Well? what am I to do?"
-
-"Tell her you have an idea of who the murderer is."
-
-"But I have no idea."
-
-"But _I_ have."
-
-"Good God! what do you mean?"
-
-"Don't mistake me! An impression has been produced on my
-mind--that's all. Call it a freak or fancy; worth trying perhaps
-as a bold experiment, and worth nothing more. Come a little
-nearer. My housekeeper is an excellent woman, but I have once or
-twice caught her rather too near to that door. I think I'll
-whisper it."
-
-He did whisper it. In breathless wonder, Alban heard of the doubt
-which had crossed Doctor Allday's mind, on the evening when
-Mirabel had called at his house.
-
-"You look as if you didn't believe it," the doctor remarked.
-
-"I'm thinking of Emily. For her sake I hope and trust you are
-wrong. Ought I to go to her at once? I don't know what to do!"
-
-"Find out first, my good fellow, whether I am right or wrong. You
-can do it, if you will run the risk with Miss Jethro."
-
-Alban recovered himself. His old friend's advice was clearly the
-right advice to follow. He examined his railway guide, and then
-looked at his watch. "If I can find Miss Jethro," he answered,
-"I'll risk it before the day is out."
-
-Tile doctor accompanied him to the door. "You will write to me,
-won't you?"
-
-"Without fail. Thank you--and good-by."
-
-
-BOOK THE SEVENTH--THE CLINK.
-
-CHAPTER LVIII.
-
-A COUNCIL OF TWO.
-
-Early in the last century one of the picturesque race of robbers
-and murderers, practicing the vices of humanity on the
-borderlands watered by the river Tweed, built a tower of stone on
-the coast of Northumberland. He lived joyously in the
-perpetration of atrocities; and he died penitent, under the
-direction of his priest. Since that event, he has figured in
-poems and pictures; and has been greatly admired by modern ladies
-and gentlemen, whom he would have outraged and robbed if he had
-been lucky enough to meet with them in the good old times.
-
-His son succeeded him, and failed to profit by the paternal
-example: that is to say, he made the fatal mistake of fighting
-for other people instead of fighting for himself.
-
-In the rebellion of Forty-Five, this northern squire sided to
-serious purpose with Prince Charles and the Highlanders. He lost
-his head; and his children lost their inheritance. In the lapse
-of years, the confiscated property fell into the hands of
-strangers; the last of whom (having a taste for the turf)
-discovered, in course of time, that he was in want of money. A
-retired merchant, named Delvin (originally of French extraction),
-took a liking to the wild situation, and purchased the tower. His
-wife--already in failing health--had been ordered by the doctors
-to live a quiet life by the sea. Her husband's death left her a
-rich and lonely widow; by day and night alike, a prisoner in her
-room; wasted by disease, and having but two interests which
-reconciled her to life--writing poetry in the intervals of pain,
-and paying the debts of a reverend brother who succeeded in the
-pulpit, and prospered nowhere else.
-
-In the later days of its life, the tower had been greatly
-improved as a place of residence. The contrast was remarkable
-between the dreary gray outer walls, and the luxuriously
-furnished rooms inside, rising by two at a time to the lofty
-eighth story of the building. Among the scattered populace of the
-country round, the tower was still known by the odd name given to
-it in the bygone time--"The Clink." It had been so called (as was
-supposed) in allusion to the noise made by loose stones, washed
-backward and forward at certain times of the tide, in hollows of
-the rock on which the building stood.
-
-On the evening of her arrival at Mrs. Delvin's retreat, Emily
-retired at an early hour, fatigued by her long journey. Mirabel
-had an opportunity of speaking with his sister privately in her
-own room.
-
-"Send me away, Agatha, if I disturb you," he said, "and let me
-know when I can see you in the morning."
-
-"My dear Miles, have you forgotten that I am never able to sleep
-in calm weather? My lullaby, for years past, has been the moaning
-of the great North Sea, under my window. Listen! There is not a
-sound outside on this peaceful night. It is the right time of the
-tide, just now--and yet, 'the clink' is not to be heard. Is the
-moon up?"
-
-Mirabel opened the curtains. "The whole sky is one great abyss of
-black," he answered. "If I was superstitious, I should think that
-horrid darkness a bad omen for the future. Are you suffering,
-Agatha?"
-
-"Not just now. I suppose I look sadly changed for the worse since
-you saw me last?"
-
-But for the feverish brightness of her eyes, she would have
-looked like a corpse. Her wrinkled forehead, her hollow cheeks,
-her white lips told their terrible tale of the suffering of
-years. The ghastly appearance of her face was heightened by the
-furnishing of the room. This doomed woman, dying slowly day by
-day, delighted in bright colors and sumptuous materials. The
-paper on the walls, the curtains, the carpet presented the hues
-of the rainbow. She lay on a couch covered with purple silk,
-under draperies of green velvet to keep her warm. Rich lace hid h
-er scanty hair, turning prematurely gray; brilliant rings
-glittered on her bony fingers. The room was in a blaze of light
-from lamps and candles. Even the wine at her side that kept her
-alive had been decanted into a bottle of lustrous Venetian glass.
-"My grave is open," she used to say; "and I want all these
-beautiful things to keep me from looking at it. I should die at
-once, if I was left in the dark."
-
-Her brother sat by the couch, thinking "Shall I tell you what is
-in your mind?" she asked.
-
-Mirabel humored the caprice of the moment. "Tell me!" he said.
-
-"You want to know what I think of Emily," she answered. "Your
-letter told me you were in love; but I didn't believe your
-letter. I have always doubted whether you were capable of feeling
-true love--until I saw Emily. The moment she entered the room, I
-knew that I had never properly appreciated my brother. You _are_
-in love with her, Miles; and you are a better man than I thought
-you. Does that express my opinion?"
-
-Mirabel took her wasted hand, and kissed it gratefully.
-
-"What a position I am in!" he said. "To love her as I love her;
-and, if she knew the truth, to be the object of her horror--to be
-the man whom she would hunt to the scaffold, as an act of duty to
-the memory of her father!"
-
-"You have left out the worst part of it," Mrs. Delvin reminded
-him. "You have bound yourself to help her to find the man. Your
-one hope of persuading her to become your wife rests on your
-success in finding him. And you are the man. There is your
-situation! You can't submit to it. How can you escape from it?"
-
-"You are trying to frighten me, Agatha."
-
-"I am trying to encourage you to face your position boldly."
-
-"I am doing my best," Mirabel said, with sullen resignation.
-"Fortune has favored me so far. I have, really and truly, been
-unable to satisfy Emily by discovering Miss Jethro. She has left
-the place at which I saw her last--there is no trace to be found
-of her--and Emily knows it."
-
-"Don't forget," Mrs. Delvin replied, "that there is a trace to be
-found of Mrs. Rook, and that Emily expects you to follow it."
-
-Mirabel shuddered. "I am surrounded by dangers, whichever way I
-look," he said. "Do what I may, it turns out to be wrong. I was
-wrong, perhaps, when I brought Emily here."
-
-"No!"
-
-"I could easily make an excuse," Mirabel persisted "and take her
-back to London."
-
-"And for all you know to the contrary," his wiser sister replied,
-"Mrs. Rook may go to London; and you may take Emily back in time
-to receive her at the cottage. In every way you are safer in my
-old tower. And--don't forget--you have got my money to help you,
-if you want it. In my belief, Miles, you _will_ want it."
-
-"You are the dearest and best of sisters! What do you recommend
-me to do?"
-
-"What you would have been obliged to do," Mrs. Delvin answered,
-"if you had remained in London. You must go to Redwood Hall
-tomorrow, as Emily has arranged it. If Mrs. Rook is not there,
-you must ask for her address in Scotland. If nobody knows the
-address, you must still bestir yourself in trying to find it.
-And, when you do fall in with Mrs. Rook--"
-
-"Well?"
-
-"Take care, wherever it may be, that you see her privately."
-
-Mirabel was alarmed. "Don't keep me in suspense," he burst out.
-"Tell me what you propose."
-
-"Never mind what I propose, to-night. Before I can tell you what
-I have in my mind, I must know whether Mrs. Rook is in England or
-Scotland. Bring me that information to-morrow, and I shall have
-something to say to you. Hark! The wind is rising, the rain is
-falling. There is a chance of sleep for me--I shall soon hear the
-sea. Good-night."
-
-"Good-night, dearest--and thank you again, and again!"
-
-
-CHAPTER LIX.
-
-THE ACCIDENT AT BELFORD.
-
-Early in the morning Mirabel set forth for Redwood Hall, in one
-of the vehicles which Mrs. Delvin still kept at "The Clink" for
-the convenience of visitors. He returned soon after noon; having
-obtained information of the whereabout of Mrs. Rook and her
-husband. When they had last been heard of, they were at Lasswade,
-near Edinburgh. Whether they had, or had not, obtained the
-situation of which they were in search, neither Miss Redwood nor
-any one else at the Hall could tell.
-
-In half an hour more, another horse was harnessed, and Mirabel
-was on his way to the railway station at Belford, to follow Mrs.
-Rook at Emily's urgent request. Before his departure, he had an
-interview with his sister.
-
-Mrs. Delvin was rich enough to believe implicitly in the power of
-money. Her method of extricating her brother from the serious
-difficulties that beset him, was to make it worth the while of
-Mr. and Mrs. Rook to leave England. Their passage to America
-would be secretly paid; and they would take with them a letter of
-credit addressed to a banker in New York. If Mirabel failed to
-discover them, after they had sailed, Emily could not blame his
-want of devotion to her interests. He understood this; but he
-remained desponding and irresolute, even with the money in his
-hands. The one person who could rouse his courage and animate his
-hope, was also the one person who must know nothing of what had
-passed between his sister and himself. He had no choice but to
-leave Emily, without being cheered by her bright looks,
-invigorated by her inspiriting words. Mirabel went away on his
-doubtful errand with a heavy heart.
-
-"The Clink" was so far from the nearest post town, that the few
-letters, usually addressed to the tower, were delivered by
-private arrangement with a messenger. The man's punctuality
-depended on the convenience of his superiors employed at the
-office. Sometimes he arrived early, and sometimes he arrived
-late. On this particular morning he presented himself, at half
-past one o'clock, with a letter for Emily; and when Mrs.
-Ellmother smartly reproved him for the delay, he coolly
-attributed it to the hospitality of friends whom he had met on
-the road.
-
-The letter, directed to Emily at the cottage, had been forwarded
-from London by the person left in charge. It addressed her as
-"Honored Miss." She turned at once to the end--and discovered the
-signature of Mrs. Rook!
-
-"And Mr. Mirabel has gone, "Emily exclaimed, "just when his
-presence is of the greatest importance to us!"
-
-Shrewd Mrs. Ellmother suggested that it might be as well to read
-the letter first--and then to form an opinion.
-
-Emily read it.
-
-
- "Lasswade, near
-Edinburgh, Sept. 26th.
-
-"HONORED MISS--I take up my pen to bespeak your kind sympathy for
-my husband and myself; two old people thrown on the world again
-by the death of our excellent master. We are under a month's
-notice to leave Redwood Hall.
-
-"Hearing of a situation at this place (also that our expenses
-would be paid if we applied personally), we got leave of absence,
-and made our application. The lady and her son are either the
-stingiest people that ever lived--or they have taken a dislike to
-me and my husband, and they make money a means of getting rid of
-us easily. Suffice it to say that we have refused to accept
-starvation wages, and that we are still out of place. It is just
-possible that you may have heard of something to suit us. So I
-write at once, knowing that good chances are often lost through
-needless delay.
-
-"We stop at Belford on our way back, to see some friends of my
-husband, and we hope to get to Redwood Hall in good time on the
-28th. Would you please address me to care of Miss Redwood, in
-case you know of any good situation for which we could apply.
-Perhaps we may be driven to try our luck in London. In this case,
-will you permit me to have the honor of presenting my respects,
-as I ventured to propose when I wrote to you a little time since.
-
-"I beg to remain, Honored Miss,
-
- "Your humble
-servant,
-
- "R.
-ROOK."
-
-
-Emily handed the letter to Mrs. Ellmother. "Read it," she said,
-"and tell me what you think."
-
-"I think you had better be careful."
-
-"Careful of Mrs. Rook?"
-
-"Yes--and careful of Mrs. Delvin too."
-
-Emily was astonished. "Are you really speaking seriously?" she
-said. "Mrs. Delvin is a most interesting person; so patient under
-her sufferings; so kind, so clever; so interested in all that
-interests _me_. I shall take the letter to her at once, and ask
-her advice."
-
-"Have your own way, miss. I can't tell you why--but I don't like
-her!"
-
-Mrs. Delvin's devotion to the interests of her guest took even
-Emily by surprise. After reading Mrs. Rook's letter, she rang the
-bell on her table in a frenzy of impatience. "My brother must be
-instantly recalled," she said. "Telegraph to him in your own
-name, telling him what has happened. He will find the message
-waiting for him, at the end of his journey."
-
-The groom, summoned by the bell, was ordered to saddle the third
-and last horse left in the stables; to take the telegram to
-Belford, and to wait there until the answer arrived.
-
-"How far is it to Redwood Hall?" Emily asked, when the man had
-received his orders.
-
-"Ten miles," Mrs. Delvin answered.
-
-"How can I get there to-day?"
-
-"My dear, you can't get there."
-
-"Pardon me, Mrs. Delvin, I must get there."
-
-"Pardon _me_. My brother represents you in this matter. Leave it
-to my brother."
-
-The tone taken by Mirabel's sister was positive, to say the least
-of it. Emily thought of what her faithful old servant had said,
-and began to doubt her own discretion in so readily showing the
-letter. The mistake--if a mistake it was--had however been
-committed; and, wrong or right, she was not disposed to occupy
-the subordinate position which Mrs. Delvin had assigned to her.
-
-"If you will look at Mrs. Rook's letter again," Emily replied,
-"you will see that I ought to answer it. She supposes I am in
-London."
-
-"Do you propose to tell Mrs. Rook that you are in this house?"
-Mrs. Delvin asked.
-
-"Certainly."
-
-"You had better consult my brother, before you take any
-responsibility on yourself."
-
-Emily kept her temper. "Allow me to remind you," she said, "that
-Mr. Mirabel is not acquainted with Mrs. Rook--and that I am. If I
-speak to her personally, I can do much to assist the object of
-our inquiries, before he returns. She is not an easy woman to
-deal with--"
-
-"And therefore," Mrs. Delvin interposed, "the sort of person who
-requires careful handling by a man like my brother--a man of the
-world."
-
-"The sort of person, as I venture to think," Emily persisted,
-"whom I ought to see with as little loss of time as possible."
-
-Mrs. Delvin waited a while before she replied. In her condition
-of health, anxiety was not easy to bear. Mrs. Rook's letter and
-Emily's obstinacy had seriously irritated her. But, like all
-persons of ability, she was capable, when there was serious
-occasion for it, of exerting self-control. She really liked and
-admired Emily; and, as the elder woman and the hostess, she set
-an example of forbearance and good humor.
-
-"It is out of my power to send you to Redwood Hall at once," she
-resumed. "The only one of my three horses now at your disposal is
-the horse which took my brother to the Hall this morning. A
-distance, there and back, of twenty miles. You are not in too
-great a hurry, I am sure, to allow the horse time to rest?"
-
-Emily made her excuses with perfect grace and sincerity. "I had
-no idea the distance was so great," she confessed. "I will wait,
-dear Mrs. Delvin, as long as you like."
-
-They parted as good friends as ever--with a certain reserve,
-nevertheless, on either side. Emily's eager nature was depressed
-and irritated by the prospect of delay. Mrs. Delvin, on the other
-hand (devoted to her brother's interests), thought hopefully of
-obstacles which might present themselves with the lapse of time.
-The horse might prove to be incapable of further exertion for
-that day. Or the threatening aspect of the weather might end in a
-storm.
-
-But the hours passed--and the sky cleared--and the horse was
-reported to be fit for work again. Fortune was against the lady
-of the tower; she had no choice but to submit.
-
-Mrs. Delvin had just sent word to Emily that the carriage would
-be ready for her in ten minutes, when the coachman who had driven
-Mirabel to Belford returned. He brought news which agreeably
-surprised both the ladies. Mirabel had reached the station five
-minutes too late; the coachman had left him waiting the arrival
-of the next train to the North. He would now receive the
-telegraphic message at Belford, and might return immediately by
-taking the groom's horse. Mrs. Delvin left it to Emily to decide
-whether she would proceed by herself to Redwood Hall, or wait for
-Mirabel's return.
-
-Under the changed circumstances, Emily would have acted
-ungraciously if she had persisted in holding to her first
-intention. She consented to wait.
-
-The sea still remained calm. In the stillness of the moorland
-solitude on the western side of "The Clink," the rapid steps of a
-horse were heard at some little distance on the highroad.
-
-Emily ran out, followed by careful Mrs. Ellmother, expecting to
-meet Mirabel.
-
-She was disappointed: it was the groom who had returned. As he
-pulled up at the house, and dismounted, Emily noticed that the
-man looked excited.
-
-"Is there anything wrong?" she asked.
-
-"There has been an accident, miss."
-
-"Not to Mr. Mirabel!''
-
-"No, no, miss. An accident to a poor foolish woman, traveling
-from Lasswade."
-
-Emily looked at Mrs. Ellmother. "It can't be Mrs. Rook!" she
-said.
-
-"That's the name, miss! She got out before the train had quite
-stopped, and fell on the platform."
-
-"Was she hurt?"
-
-"Seriously hurt, as I heard. They carried her into a house hard
-by--and sent for the doctor."
-
-"Was Mr. Mirabel one of the people who helped her?"
-
-"He was on the other side of the platform, miss; waiting for the
-train from London. I got to the station and gave him the
-telegram, just as the accident took place. We crossed over to
-hear more about it. Mr. Mirabel was telling me that he would
-return to 'The Clink' on my horse--when he heard the woman's name
-mentioned. Upon that, he changed his mind and went to the house."
-
-"Was he let in?"
-
-"The doctor wouldn't hear of it. He was making his examination;
-and he said nobody was to be in the room but her husband and the
-woman of the house."
-
-"Is Mr. Mirabel waiting to see her?"
-
-"Yes, miss. He said he would wait all day, if necessary; and he
-gave me this bit of a note to take to the mistress."
-
-Emily turned to Mrs. Ellmother. "It's impossible to stay here,
-not knowing whether Mrs. Rook is going to live or die," she said.
-"I shall go to Belford--and you will go with me."
-
-The groom interfered. "I beg your pardon, miss. It was Mr.
-Mirabel's most particular wish that you were not, on any account,
-to go to Belford."
-
-"Why not?"
-
-"He didn't say."
-
-Emily eyed the note in the man's hand with well-grounded
-distrust. In all probability, Mirabel's object in writing was to
-instruct his sister to prevent her guest from going to Belford.
-The carriage was waiting at the door. With her usual promptness
-of resolution, Emily decided on taking it for granted that she
-was free to use as she pleased a carriage which had been already
-placed at her disposal.
-
-"Tell your mistress," she said to the groom, "that I am going to
-Belford instead of to Redwood Hall."
-
-In a minute more, she and Mrs. Ellmother were on their way to
-join Mirabel at the station.
-
-
-CHAPTER LX.
-
-OUTSIDE THE ROOM.
-
-Emily found Mirabel in the waiting room at Belford. Her sudden
-appearance might well have amazed him; but his face expressed a
-more serious emotion than surprise--he looked at her as if she
-had alarmed him.
-
-"Didn't you get my message?" he asked. "I told the groom I wished
-you to wait for my return. I sent a note to my sister, in case he
-made any mistake."
-
-"The man made no mistake," Emily answered. "I was in too great a
-hurry to be able to speak with Mrs. Delvin. Did you really
-suppose I could endure the suspense of waiting till you came
-back? Do you think I can be of no use--I who know Mrs. Rook?"
-
-"They won't let you see her."
-
-"Why not? _You_ seem to be waiting to see her."
-
-"I am waiting for the return of the rector of Belford. He is at
-Berwick; and he has been sent for at Mrs. Rook's urgent request."
-
-"Is she dying?"
-
-"She is in fear of death--whether rightly or wrongly, I don't
-know. There is some internal injury from the fall. I hope to see
-her when the rector returns. As a brother cler gyman, I may with
-perfect propriety ask him to use his influence in my favor."
-
-"I am glad to find you so eager about it."
-
-"I am always eager in your interests."
-
-"Don't think me ungrateful," Emily replied gently. "I am no
-stranger to Mrs. Rook; and, if I send in my name, I may be able
-to see her before the clergyman returns."
-
-She stopped. Mirabel suddenly moved so as to place himself
-between her and the door. "I must really beg of you to give up
-that idea," he said; "you don't know what horrid sight you may
-see--what dreadful agonies of pain this unhappy woman may be
-suffering."
-
-His manner suggested to Emily that he might be acting under some
-motive which he was unwilling to acknowledge. "If you have a
-reason for wishing that I should keep away from Mrs. Rook," she
-said, "let me hear what it is. Surely we trust each other? I have
-done my best to set the example, at any rate."
-
-Mirabel seemed to be at a loss for a reply.
-
-While he was hesitating, the station-master passed the door.
-Emily asked him to direct her to the house in which Mrs. Rook had
-been received. He led the way to the end of the platform, and
-pointed to the house. Emily and Mrs. Ellmother immediately left
-the station. Mirabel accompanied them, still remonstrating, still
-raising obstacles.
-
-The house door was opened by an old man. He looked reproachfully
-at Mirabel. "You have been told already," he said, "that no
-strangers are to see my wife?"
-
-Encouraged by discovering that the man was Mr. Rook, Emily
-mentioned her name. "Perhaps you may have heard Mrs. Rook speak
-of me," she added.
-
-"I've heard her speak of you oftentimes."
-
-"What does the doctor say?"
-
-"He thinks she may get over it. She doesn't believe him."
-
-"Will you say that I am anxious to see her, if she feels well
-enough to receive me?"
-
-Mr. Rook looked at Mrs. Ellmother. "Are there two of you wanting
-to go upstairs?" he inquired.
-
-"This is my old friend and servant," Emily answered. "She will
-wait for me down here."
-
-"She can wait in the parlor; the good people of this house are
-well known to me." He pointed to the parlor door--and then led
-the way to the first floor. Emily followed him. Mirabel, as
-obstinate as ever, followed Emily.
-
-Mr. Rook opened a door at the end of the landing; and, turning
-round to speak to Emily, noticed Mirabel standing behind her.
-Without making any remarks, the old man pointed significantly
-down the stairs. His resolution was evidently immovable. Mirabel
-appealed to Emily to help him.
-
-"She will see me, if _you_ ask her," he said, "Let me wait here?"
-
-The sound of his voice was instantly followed by a cry from the
-bed-chamber--a cry of terror.
-
-Mr. Rook hurried into the room, and closed the door. In less than
-a minute, he opened it again, with doubt and horror plainly
-visible in his face. He stepped up to Mirabel--eyed him with the
-closest scrutiny--and drew back again with a look of relief.
-
-"She's wrong," he said; "you are not the man."
-
-This strange proceeding startled Emily.
-
-"What man do you mean?" she asked.
-
-Mr. Rook took no notice of the question. Still looking at
-Mirabel, he pointed down the stairs once more. With vacant
-eyes--moving mechanically, like a sleep-walker in his
-dream--Mirabel silently obeyed. Mr. Rook turned to Emily.
-
-"Are you easily frightened?" he said
-
-"I don't understand you," Emily replied. "Who is going to
-frighten me? Why did you speak to Mr. Mirabel in that strange
-way?"
-
-Mr. Rook looked toward the bedroom door. "Maybe you'll hear why,
-inside there. If I could have my way, you shouldn't see her--but
-she's not to be reasoned with. A caution, miss. Don't be too
-ready to believe what my wife may say to you. She's had a
-fright." He opened the door. "In my belief," he whispered, "she's
-off her head."
-
-Emily crossed the threshold. Mr. Rook softly closed the door
-behind her.
-
-
-CHAPTER LXI.
-
-INSIDE THE ROOM.
-
-A decent elderly woman was seated at the bedside. She rose, and
-spoke to Emily with a mingling of sorrow and confusion strikingly
-expressed on her face. "It isn't my fault," she said, "that Mrs.
-Rook receives you in this manner; I am obliged to humor her."
-
-She drew aside, and showed Mrs. Rook with her head supported by
-many pillows, and her face strangely hidden from view under a
-veil. Emily started back in horror. "Is her face injured?" she
-asked.
-
-Mrs. Rook answered the question herself. Her voice was low and
-weak; but she still spoke with the same nervous hurry of
-articulation which had been remarked by Alban Morris, on the day
-when she asked him to direct her to Netherwoods
-
-"Not exactly injured," she explained; "but one's appearance is a
-matter of some anxiety even on one's death-bed. I am disfigured
-by a thoughtless use of water, to bring me to when I had my
-fall--and I can't get at my toilet-things to put myself right
-again. I don't wish to shock you. Please excuse the veil."
-
-Emily remembered the rouge on her cheeks, and the dye on her
-hair, when they had first seen each other at the school.
-Vanity--of all human frailties the longest-lived--still held its
-firmly-rooted place in this woman's nature; superior to torment
-of conscience, unassailable by terror of death!
-
-The good woman of the house waited a moment before she left the
-room. "What shall I say," she asked, "if the clergyman comes?"
-
-Mrs. Rook lifted her hand solemnly "Say," she answered, "that a
-dying sinner is making atonement for sin. Say this young lady is
-present, by the decree of an all-wise Providence. No mortal
-creature must disturb us." Her hand dropped back heavily on the
-bed. "Are we alone?" she asked.
-
-"We are alone," Emily answered. "What made you scream just before
-I came in?"
-
-"No! I can't allow you to remind me of that," Mrs. Rook
-protested. "I must compose myself. Be quiet. Let me think."
-
-Recovering her composure, she also recovered that sense of
-enjoyment in talking of herself, which was one of the marked
-peculiarities in her character.
-
-"You will excuse me if I exhibit religion," she resumed. "My dear
-parents were exemplary people; I was most carefully brought up.
-Are you pious? Let us hope so."
-
-Emily was once more reminded of the past.
-
-The bygone time returned to her memory--the time when she had
-accepted Sir Jervis Redwood's offer of employment, and when Mrs.
-Rook had arrived at the school to be her traveling companion to
-the North. The wretched creature had entirely forgotten her own
-loose talk, after she had drunk Miss Ladd's good wine to the last
-drop in the bottle. As she was boasting now of her piety, so she
-had boasted then of her lost faith and hope, and had mockingly
-declared her free-thinking opinions to be the result of her
-ill-assorted marriage. Forgotten--all forgotten, in this later
-time of pain and fear. Prostrate under the dread of death, her
-innermost nature--stripped of the concealments of her later
-life--was revealed to view. The early religious training, at
-which she had scoffed in the insolence of health and strength,
-revealed its latent influence--intermitted, but a living
-influence always from first to last. Mrs. Rook was tenderly
-mindful of her exemplary parents, and proud of exhibiting
-religion, on the bed from which she was never to rise again.
-
-"Did I tell you that I am a miserable sinner?" she asked, after
-an interval of silence.
-
-Emily could endure it no longer. "Say that to the clergyman," she
-answered--"not to me."
-
-"Oh, but I must say it," Mrs. Rook insisted. "I _am_ a miserable
-sinner. Let me give you an instance of it," she continued, with a
-shameless relish of the memory of her own frailties. "I have been
-a drinker, in my time. Anything was welcome, when the fit was on
-me, as long as it got into my head. Like other persons in liquor,
-I sometimes talked of things that had better have been kept
-secret. We bore that in mind--my old man and I---when we were
-engaged by Sir Jervis. Miss Redwood wanted to put us in the next
-bedroom to hers--a risk not to be run. I might have talked of the
-murder at the inn; and she might have heard me. Please to remark
-a curious thing. Whatever else I might let out, when I was in my
-cups, not a word about the pocketbook ever dropped from me. You
-will ask how I know it. My dear, I should have heard of it from
-my husband, if I had let _that_ out--and he is as much in the
-dark as you are. Wonderful are the workings of the human mind, as
-the poet says; and drink drowns care, as the proverb says. But
-can drink deliver a person from fear by day, and fear by night? I
-believe, if I had dropped a word about the pocketbook, it would
-have sobered me in an instant. Have you any remark to make on
-this curious circumstance?"
-
-Thus far, Emily had allowed the woman to ramble on, in the hope
-of getting information which direct inquiry might fail to
-produce. It was impossible, however, to pass over the allusion to
-the pocketbook. After giving her time to recover from the
-exhaustion which her heavy breathing sufficiently revealed, Emily
-put the question:
-
-"Who did the pocketbook belong to?"
-
-"Wait a little," said Mrs. Rook. "Everything in its right place,
-is my motto. I mustn't begin with the pocketbook. Why did I begin
-with it? Do you think this veil on my face confuses me? Suppose I
-take it off. But you must promise first--solemnly promise you
-won't look at my face. How can I tell you about the murder (the
-murder is part of my confession, you know), with this lace
-tickling my skin? Go away--and stand there with your back to me.
-Thank you. Now I'll take it off. Ha! the air feels refreshing; I
-know what I am about. Good heavens, I have forgotten something! I
-have forgotten _him_. And after such a fright as he gave me! Did
-you see him on the landing?"
-
-"Who are you talking of?" Emily asked.
-
-Mrs. Rook's failing voice sank lower still.
-
-"Come closer," she said, "this must be whispered. Who am I
-talking of?" she repeated. "I am talking of the man who slept in
-the other bed at the inn; the man who did the deed with his own
-razor. He was gone when I looked into the outhouse in the gray of
-the morning. Oh, I have done my duty! I have told Mr. Rook to
-keep an eye on him downstairs. You haven't an idea how obstinate
-and stupid my husband is. He says I couldn't know the man,
-because I didn't see him. Ha! there's such a thing as hearing,
-when you don't see. I heard--and I knew it again."
-
-Emily turned cold from head to foot.
-
-"What did you know again?" she said.
-
-"His voice," Mrs. Rook answered. "I'll swear to his voice before
-all the judges in England."
-
-Emily rushed to the bed. She looked at the woman who had said
-those dreadful words, speechless with horror.
-
-"You're breaking your promise!" cried Mrs. Rook. "You false girl,
-you're breaking your promise!"
-
-She snatched at the veil, and put it on again. The sight of her
-face, momentary as it had been, reassured Emily. Her wild eyes,
-made wilder still by the blurred stains of rouge below them, half
-washed away--her disheveled hair, with streaks of gray showing
-through the dye--presented a spectacle which would have been
-grotesque under other circumstances, but which now reminded Emily
-of Mr. Rook's last words; warning her not to believe what his
-wife said, and even declaring his conviction that her intellect
-was deranged. Emily drew back from the bed, conscious of an
-overpowering sense of self-reproach. Although it was only for a
-moment, she had allowed her faith in Mirabel to be shaken by a
-woman who was out of her mind.
-
-"Try to forgive me," she said. "I didn't willfully break my
-promise; you frightened me."
-
-Mrs. Rook began to cry. "I was a handsome woman in my time," she
-murmured. "You would say I was handsome still, if the clumsy
-fools about me had not spoiled my appearance. Oh, I do feel so
-weak! Where's my medicine?"
-
-The bottle was on the table. Emily gave her the prescribed dose,
-and revived her failing strength.
-
-"I am an extraordinary person," she resumed. "My resolution has
-always been the admiration of every one who knew me. But my mind
-feels--how shall I express it?--a little vacant. Have mercy on my
-poor wicked soul! Help me."
-
-"How can I help you?"
-
-"I want to recollect. Something happened in the summer time, when
-we were talking at Netherwoods. I mean when that impudent master
-at the school showed his suspicions of me. (Lord! how he
-frightened me, when he turned up afterward at Sir Jervis's
-house.) You must have seen yourself he suspected me. How did he
-show it?"
-
-"He showed you my locket," Emily answered.
-
-"Oh, the horrid reminder of the murder!" Mrs. Rook exclaimed.
-"_I_ didn't mention it: don't blame Me. You poor innocent, I have
-something dreadful to tell you."
-
-Emily's horror of the woman forced her to speak. "Don't tell me!"
-she cried. "I know more than you suppose; I know what I was
-ignorant of when you saw the locket."
-
-Mrs. Rook took offense at the interruption.
-
-"Clever as you are, there's one thing you don't know," she said.
-"You asked me, just now, who the pocketbook belonged to. It
-belonged to your father. What's the matter? Are you crying?"
-
-Emily was thinking of her father. The pocketbook was the last
-present she had given to him--a present on his birthday. "Is it
-lost?" she asked sadly.
-
-"No; it's not lost. You will hear more of it directly. Dry your
-eyes, and expect something interesting--I'm going to talk about
-love. Love, my dear, means myself. Why shouldn't it? I'm not the
-only nice-looking woman, married to an old man, who has had a
-lover."
-
-"Wretch! what has that got to do with it?"
-
-"Everything, you rude girl! My lover was like the rest of them;
-he would bet on race-horses, and he lost. He owned it to me, on
-the day when your father came to our inn. He said, 'I must find
-the money--or be off to America, and say good-by forever.' I was
-fool enough to be fond of him. It broke my heart to hear him talk
-in that way. I said, 'If I find the money, and more than the
-money, will you take me with you wherever you go?' Of course, he
-said Yes. I suppose you have heard of the inquest held at our old
-place by the coroner and jury? Oh, what idiots! They believed I
-was asleep on the night of the murder. I never closed my eyes--I
-was so miserable, I was so tempted."
-
-"Tempted? What tempted you?"
-
-"Do you think I had any money to spare? Your father's pocketbook
-tempted me. I had seen him open it, to pay his bill over-night.
-It was full of bank-notes. Oh, what an overpowering thing love
-is! Perhaps you have known it yourself."
-
-Emily's indignation once more got the better of her prudence.
-"Have you no feeling of decency on your death-bed!" she said.
-
-Mrs. Rook forgot her piety; she was ready with an impudent
-rejoinder. "You hot-headed little woman, your time will come,"
-she answered. "But you're right--I am wandering from the point; I
-am not sufficiently sensible of this solemn occasion. By-the-by,
-do you notice my language? I inherit correct English from my
-mother--a cultivated person, who married beneath her. My paternal
-grandfather was a gentleman. Did I tell you that there came a
-time, on that dreadful night, when I could stay in bed no longer?
-The pocketbook--I did nothing but think of that devilish
-pocketbook, full of bank-notes. My husband was fast asleep all
-the time. I got a chair and stood on it. I looked into the place
-where the two men were sleeping, through the glass in the top of
-the door. Your father was awake; he was walking up and down the
-room. What do you say? Was he agitated? I didn't notice. I don't
-know whether the other man was asleep or awake. I saw nothing but
-the pocketbook stuck under the pillow, half in and half out. Your
-father kept on walking up and down. I thought to myself, 'I'll
-wait till he gets tired, and then I'll have another look at the
-pocketbook.' Where's the wine? The doctor said I might have a
-glass of wine when I wanted it."
-
-Emily found the wine and gave it to her. She shuddered as she
-accidentally touched Mrs. Rook's hand.
-
-The wine helped the sinking woman.
-
-"I must have got up more than once," she resumed. "And more than
-once my heart must have failed me. I don't clearly remember what
-I did, till the gray of the morning came. I think that must have
-been the last time I looked through the glass in the door."
-
-She began to tremble. She tore the veil off her face. She cried
-out piteously, "Lord, be merciful to me a sinner! Come here," she
-said to Emily. "Where are you? No! I daren't tell you what I saw;
-I daren't tell you what I did. When you're pos sessed by the
-devil, there's nothing, nothing, nothing you can't do! Where did
-I find the courage to unlock the door? Where did I find the
-courage to go in? Any other woman would have lost her senses,
-when she found blood on her fingers after taking the
-pocketbook--"
-
-Emily's head swam; her heart beat furiously--she staggered to the
-door, and opened it to escape from the room.
-
-"I'm guilty of robbing him; but I'm innocent of his blood!" Mrs.
-Rook called after her wildly. "The deed was done--the yard door
-was wide open, and the man was gone--when I looked in for the
-last time. Come back, come back!"
-
-Emily looked round.
-
-"I can't go near you," she said, faintly.
-
-"Come near enough to see this."
-
-She opened her bed-gown at the throat, and drew up a loop of
-ribbon over her head. 'The pocketbook was attached to the ribbon.
-She held it out.
-
-"Your father's book," she said. "Won't you take your father's
-book?"
-
-For a moment, and only for a moment, Emily was repelled by the
-profanation associated with her birthday gift. Then, the loving
-remembrance of the dear hands that had so often touched that
-relic, drew the faithful daughter back to the woman whom she
-abhorred. Her eyes rested tenderly on the book. Before it had
-lain in that guilty bosom, it had been _his_ book. The beloved
-memory was all that was left to her now; the beloved memory
-consecrated it to her hand. She took the book.
-
-"Open it," said Mrs. Rook.
-
-There were two five-pound bank-notes in it.
-
-"His?" Emily asked.
-
-"No; mine--the little I have been able to save toward restoring
-what I stole."
-
-"Oh!" Emily cried, "is there some good in this woman, after all?"
-
-"There's no good in the woman!" Mrs. Rook answered desperately.
-"There's nothing but fear--fear of hell now; fear of the
-pocketbook in the past time. Twice I tried to destroy it--and
-twice it came back, to remind me of the duty that I owed to my
-miserable soul. I tried to throw it into the fire. It struck the
-bar, and fell back into the fender at my feet. I went out, and
-cast it into the well. It came back again in the first bucket of
-water that was drawn up. From that moment, I began to save what I
-could. Restitution! Atonement! I tell you the book found a
-tongue--and those were the grand words it dinned in my ears,
-morning and night." She stooped to fetch her breath--stopped, and
-struck her bosom. "I hid it here, so that no person should see
-it, and no person take it from me. Superstition? Oh, yes,
-superstition! Shall tell you something? _You_ may find yourself
-superstitious, if you are ever cut to the heart as I was. He left
-me! The man I had disgraced myself for, deserted me on the day
-when I gave him the stolen money. He suspected it was stolen; he
-took care of his own cowardly self--and left me to the hard mercy
-of the law, if the theft was found out. What do you call that, in
-the way of punishment? Haven't I suffered? Haven't I made
-atonement? Be a Christian--say you forgive me."
-
-"I do forgive you."
-
-"Say you will pray for me."
-
-"I will."
-
-"Ah! that comforts me! Now you can go."
-
-Emily looked at her imploringly. "Don't send me away, knowing no
-more of the murder than I knew when I came here! Is there
-nothing, really nothing, you can tell me?"
-
-Mrs. Rook pointed to the door.
-
-"Haven't I told you already? Go downstairs, and see the wretch
-who escaped in the dawn of the morning!"
-
-"Gently, ma'am, gently! You're talking too loud," cried a mocking
-voice from outside.
-
-"It's only the doctor," said Mrs. Rook. She crossed her hands
-over her bosom with a deep-drawn sigh. "I want no doctor, now. My
-peace is made with my Maker. I'm ready for death; I'm fit for
-Heaven. Go away! go away!"
-
-
-CHAPTER LXII.
-
-DOWNSTAIRS.
-
-In a moment more, the doctor came in--a brisk, smiling,
-self-sufficient man--smartly dressed, with a flower in his
-button-hole. A stifling odor of musk filled the room, as he drew
-out his handkerchief with a flourish, and wiped his forehead.
-
-"Plenty of hard work in my line, just now," he said. "Hullo, Mrs.
-Rook! somebody has been allowing you to excite yourself. I heard
-you, before I opened the door. Have you been encouraging her to
-talk?" he asked, turning to Emily, and shaking his finger at her
-with an air of facetious remonstrance.
-
-Incapable of answering him; forgetful of the ordinary restraints
-of social intercourse--with the one doubt that preserved her
-belief in Mirabel, eager for confirmation--Emily signed to this
-stranger to follow her into a corner of the room, out of hearing.
-She made no excuses: she took no notice of his look of surprise.
-One hope was all she could feel, one word was all she could say,
-after that second assertion of Mirabel's guilt. Indicating Mrs.
-Rook by a glance at the bed, she whispered the word:
-
-"Mad?"
-
-Flippant and familiar, the doctor imitated her; he too looked at
-the bed.
-
-"No more mad than you are, miss. As I said just now, my patient
-has been exciting herself; I daresay she has talked a little
-wildly in consequence. _Hers_ isn't a brain to give way, I can
-tell you. But there's somebody else--"
-
-Emily had fled from the room. He had destroyed her last fragment
-of belief in Mirabel's innocence. She was on the landing trying
-to console herself, when the doctor joined her.
-
-"Are you acquainted with the gentleman downstairs?" he asked.
-
-"What gentleman?"
-
-"I haven't heard his name; he looks like a clergyman. If you know
-him--"
-
-"I do know him. I can't answer questions! My mind--"
-
-"Steady your mind, miss! and take your friend home as soon as you
-can. _He_ hasn't got Mrs. Rook's hard brain; he's in a state of
-nervous prostration, which may end badly. Do you know where he
-lives?"
-
-"He is staying with his sister--Mrs. Delvin."
-
-"Mrs. Delvin! she's a friend and patient of mine. Say I'll look
-in to-morrow morning, and see what I can do for her brother. In
-the meantime, get him to bed, and to rest; and don't be afraid of
-giving him brandy."
-
-The doctor returned to the bedroom. Emily heard Mrs. Ellmother's
-voice below.
-
-"Are you up there, miss?"
-
-"Yes."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother ascended the stairs. "It was an evil hour," she
-said, "that you insisted on going to this place. Mr. Mirabel--"
-The sight of Emily's face suspended the next words on her lips.
-She took the poor young mistress in her motherly arms. "Oh, my
-child! what has happened to you?"
-
-"Don't ask me now. Give me your arm--let us go downstairs."
-
-"You won't be startled when you see Mr. Mirabel--will you, my
-dear? I wouldn't let them disturb you; I said nobody should speak
-to you but myself. The truth is, Mr. Mirabel has had a dreadful
-fright. What are you looking for?"
-
-"Is there a garden here? Any place where we can breathe the fresh
-air?"
-
-There was a courtyard at the back of the house. They found their
-way to it. A bench was placed against one of the walls. They sat
-down.
-
-"Shall I wait till you're better before I say any more?" Mrs.
-Ellmother asked. "No? You want to hear about Mr. Mirabel? My
-dear, he came into the parlor where I was; and Mr. Rook came in
-too---and waited, looking at him. Mr. Mirabel sat down in a
-corner, in a dazed state as I thought. It wasn't for long. He
-jumped up, and clapped his hand on his heart as if his heart hurt
-him. 'I must and will know what's going on upstairs,' he says.
-Mr. Rook pulled him back, and told him to wait till the young
-lady came down. Mr. Mirabel wouldn't hear of it. 'Your wife's
-frightening her,' he says; 'your wife's telling her horrible
-things about me.' He was taken on a sudden with a shivering fit;
-his eyes rolled, and his teeth chattered. Mr. Rook made matters
-worse; he lost his temper. 'I'm damned,' he says, 'if I don't
-begin to think you _are_ the man, after all; I've half a mind to
-send for the police.' Mr. Mirabel dropped into his chair. His
-eyes stared, his mouth fell open. I took hold of his hand.
-Cold--cold as ice. What it all meant I can't say. Oh, miss, _you_
-know! Let me tell you the rest of it some other time."
-
-Emily insisted on hearing more. "The end!" she cried. "How did it
-end?"
-
-"I don't know how it might have ended, if the doctor hadn't come
-in--to pay his visit, you know, upstairs. He said some learned
-words. When he came to plain English, he asked if anybody had
-frig htened the gentleman. I said Mr. Rook had frightened him.
-The doctor says to Mr. Rook, 'Mind what you are about. If you
-frighten him again, you may have his death to answer for.' That
-cowed Mr. Rook. He asked what he had better do. 'Give me some
-brandy for him first,' says the doctor; 'and then get him home at
-once.' I found the brandy, and went away to the inn to order the
-carriage. Your ears are quicker than mine, miss--do I hear it
-now?"
-
-They rose, and went to the house door. The carriage was there.
-
-Still cowed by what the doctor had said, Mr. Rook appeared,
-carefully leading Mirabel out. He had revived under the action of
-the stimulant. Passing Emily he raised his eyes to
-her--trembled--and looked down again. When Mr. Rook opened the
-door of the carriage he paused, with one of his feet on the step.
-A momentary impulse inspired him with a false courage, and
-brought a flush into his ghastly face. He turned to Emily.
-
-"May I speak to you?" he asked.
-
-She started back from him. He looked at Mrs. Ellmother. "Tell her
-I am innocent," he said. The trembling seized on him again. Mr.
-Rook was obliged to lift him into the carriage.
-
-Emily caught at Mrs. Ellmother's arm. "You go with him," she
-said. "I can't."
-
-"How are you to get back, miss?"
-
-She turned away and spoke to the coachman. "I am not very well. I
-want the fresh air--I'll sit by you."
-
-Mrs. Ellmother remonstrated and protested, in vain. As Emily had
-determined it should be, so it was.
-
-"Has he said anything?" she asked, when they had arrived at their
-journey's end.
-
-"He has been like a man frozen up; he hasn't said a word; he
-hasn't even moved."
-
-"Take him to his sister; and tell her all that you know. Be
-careful to repeat what the doctor said. I can't face Mrs. Delvin.
-Be patient, my good old friend; I have no secrets from you. Only
-wait till to-morrow; and leave me by myself to-night."
-
-Alone in her room, Emily opened her writing-case. Searching among
-the letters in it, she drew out a printed paper. It was the
-Handbill describing the man who had escaped from the inn, and
-offering a reward for the discovery of him.
-
-At the first line of the personal description of the fugitive,
-the paper dropped from her hand. Burning tears forced their way
-into her eyes. Feeling for her handkerchief, she touched the
-pocketbook which she had received from Mrs. Rook. After a little
-hesitation she took it out. She looked at it. She opened it.
-
-The sight of the bank-notes repelled her; she hid them in one of
-the pockets of the book. There was a second pocket which she had
-not yet examined. She pat her hand into it, and, touching
-something, drew out a letter.
-
-The envelope (already open) was addressed to "James Brown, Esq.,
-Post Office, Zeeland. "Would it be inconsistent with her respect
-for her father's memory to examine the letter? No; a glance would
-decide whether she ought to read it or not.
-
-It was without date or address; a startling letter to look
-at--for it only contained three words:
-
-"I say No."
-
-The words were signed in initials:
-
-"S. J."
-
-In the instant when she read the initials, the name occurred to
-her.
-
-Sara Jethro.
-
-
-CHAPTER LXIII.
-
-THE DEFENSE OF MIRABEL.
-
-The discovery of the letter gave a new direction to Emily's
-thoughts--and so, for the time at least, relieved her mind from
-the burden that weighed on it. To what question, on her father's
-part, had "I say No" been Miss Jethro's brief and stern reply?
-Neither letter nor envelope offered the slightest hint that might
-assist inquiry; even the postmark had been so carelessly
-impressed that it was illegible.
-
-Emily was still pondering over the three mysterious words, when
-she was interrupted by Mrs. Ellmother's voice at the door.
-
-"I must ask you to let me come in, miss; though I know you wished
-to be left by yourself till to-morrow. Mrs. Delvin says she must
-positively see you to-night. It's my belief that she will send
-for the servants, and have herself carried in here, if you refuse
-to do what she asks. You needn't be afraid of seeing Mr.
-Mirabel."
-
-"Where is he?"
-
-"His sister has given up her bedroom to him," Mrs. Ellmother
-answered. "She thought of your feelings before she sent me
-here--and had the curtains closed between the sitting-room and
-the bedroom. I suspect my nasty temper misled me, when I took a
-dislike to Mrs. Delvin. She's a good creature; I'm sorry you
-didn't go to her as soon as we got back."
-
-"Did she seem to be angry, when she sent you here?"
-
-"Angry! She was crying when I left her."
-
-Emily hesitated no longer.
-
-She noticed a remarkable change in the invalid's sitting-room--so
-brilliantly lighted on other occasions--the moment she entered
-it. The lamps were shaded, and the candles were all extinguished.
-"My eyes don't bear the light so well as usual," Mrs. Delvin
-said. "Come and sit near me, Emily; I hope to quiet your mind. I
-should be grieved if you left my house with a wrong impression of
-me."
-
-Knowing what she knew, suffering as she must have suffered, the
-quiet kindness of her tone implied an exercise of self-restraint
-which appealed irresistibly to Emily's sympathies. "Forgive me,"
-she said, "for having done you an injustice. I am ashamed to
-think that I shrank from seeing you when I returned from
-Belford."
-
-"I will endeavor to be worthy of your better opinion of me," Mrs.
-Delvin replied. "In one respect at least, I may claim to have had
-your best interests at heart--while we were still personally
-strangers. I tried to prevail on my poor brother to own the
-truth, when he discovered the terrible position in which he was
-placed toward you. He was too conscious of the absence of any
-proof which might induce you to believe him, if he attempted to
-defend himself--in one word, he was too timid--to take my advice.
-He has paid the penalty, and I have paid the penalty, of
-deceiving you."
-
-Emily started. "In what way have you deceived me?" she asked.
-
-"In the way that was forced on us by our own conduct," Mrs.
-Delvin said. "We have appeared to help you, without really doing
-so; we calculated on inducing you to marry my brother, and then
-(when he could speak with the authority of a husband) on
-prevailing on you to give up all further inquiries. When you
-insisted on seeing Mrs. Rook, Miles had the money in his hand to
-bribe her and her husband to leave England."
-
-"Oh, Mrs. Delvin!"
-
-"I don't attempt to excuse myself. I don't expect you to consider
-how sorely I was tempted to secure the happiness of my brother's
-life, by marriage with such a woman as yourself. I don't remind
-you that I knew--when I put obstacles in your way--that you were
-blindly devoting yourself to the discovery of an innocent man."
-
-Emily heard her with angry surprise. "Innocent?" she repeated.
-"Mrs. Rook recognized his voice the instant she heard him speak."
-
-Impenetrable to interruption, Mrs. Delvin went on. "But what I do
-ask," she persisted, "even after our short acquaintance, is this.
-Do you suspect me of deliberately scheming to make you the wife
-of a murderer?"
-
-Emily had never viewed the serious question between them in this
-light. Warmly, generously, she answered the appeal that had been
-made to her. "Oh, don't think that of me! I know I spoke
-thoughtlessly and cruelly to you, just now--"
-
-"You spoke impulsively," Mrs. Delvin interposed; "that was all.
-My one desire before we part--how can I expect you to remain
-here, after what has happened?--is to tell you the truth. I have
-no interested object in view; for all hope of your marriage with
-my brother is now at an end. May I ask if you have heard that he
-and your father were strangers, when they met at the inn?"
-
-"Yes; I know that."
-
-"If there had been any conversation between them, when they
-retired to rest, they might have mentioned their names. But your
-father was preoccupied; and my brother, after a long day's walk,
-was so tired that he fell asleep as soon as his head was on the
-pillow. He only woke when the morning dawned. What he saw when he
-looked toward the opposite bed might have struck with terror the
-boldest man that ever lived. His first impulse was naturally to
-alarm the house. When he got on his feet, he saw his own razor--a
-blood-stained razor on the bed by the side of the corp se. At
-that discovery, he lost all control over himself. In a panic of
-terror, he snatched up his knapsack, unfastened the yard door,
-and fled from the house. Knowing him, as you and I know him, can
-we wonder at it? Many a man has been hanged for murder, on
-circumstantial evidence less direct than the evidence against
-poor Miles. His horror of his own recollections was so
-overpowering that he forbade me even to mention the inn at
-Zeeland in my letters, while he was abroad. 'Never tell me (he
-wrote) who that wretched murdered stranger was, if I only heard
-of his name, I believe it would haunt me to my dying day. I ought
-not to trouble you with these details--and yet, I am surely not
-without excuse. In the absence of any proof, I cannot expect you
-to believe as I do in my brother's innocence. But I may at least
-hope to show you that there is some reason for doubt. Will you
-give him the benefit of that doubt?"
-
-"Willingly!" Emily replied. "Am I right in supposing that you
-don't despair of proving his innocence, even yet'?"
-
-"I don't quite despair. But my hopes have grown fainter and
-fainter, as the years have gone on. There is a person associated
-with his escape from Zeeland; a person named Jethro--"
-
-"You mean Miss Jethro!"
-
-"Yes. Do you know her?"
-
-"I know her--and my father knew her. I have found a letter,
-addressed to him, which I have no doubt was written by Miss
-Jethro. It is barely possible that you may understand what it
-means. Pray look at it."
-
-"I am quite unable to help you," Mrs. Delvin answered, after
-reading the letter. "All I know of Miss Jethro is that, but for
-her interposition, my brother might have fallen into the hands of
-the police. She saved him."
-
-"Knowing him, of course?"
-
-"That is the remarkable part of it: they were perfect strangers
-to each other."
-
-"But she must have had some motive."
-
-"_There_ is the foundation of my hope for Miles. Miss Jethro
-declared, when I wrote and put the question to her, that the one
-motive by which she was actuated was the motive of mercy. I don't
-believe her. To my mind, it is in the last degree improbable that
-she would consent to protect a stranger from discovery, who owned
-to her (as my brother did) that he was a fugitive suspected of
-murder. She knows something, I am firmly convinced, of that
-dreadful event at Zeeland--and she has some reason for keeping it
-secret. Have you any influence over her?"
-
-"Tell me where I can find her."
-
-"I can't tell you. She has removed from the address at which my
-brother saw her last. He has made every possible inquiry--without
-result."
-
-As she replied in those discouraging terms, the curtains which
-divided Mrs. Delvin's bedroom from her sitting-room were drawn
-aside. An elderly woman-servant approached her mistress's couch.
-
-"Mr. Mirabel is awake, ma'am. He is very low; I can hardly feel
-his pulse. Shall I give him some more brandy?"
-
-Mrs. Delvin held out her hand to Emily. "Come to me to-morrow
-morning," she said--and signed to the servant to wheel her couch
-into the next room. As the curtain closed over them, Emily heard
-Mirabel's voice. "Where am I?" he said faintly. "Is it all a
-dream?"
-
-The prospect of his recovery the next morning was gloomy indeed.
-He had sunk into a state of deplorable weakness, in mind as well
-as in body. The little memory of events that he still preserved
-was regarded by him as the memory of a dream. He alluded to
-Emily, and to his meeting with her unexpectedly. But from that
-point his recollection failed him. They had talked of something
-interesting, he said--but he was unable to remember what it was.
-And they had waited together at a railway station--but for what
-purpose he could not tell. He sighed and wondered when Emily
-would marry him--and so fell asleep again, weaker than ever.
-
-Not having any confidence in the doctor at Belford, Mrs. Delvin
-had sent an urgent message to a physician at Edinburgh, famous
-for his skill in treating diseases of the nervous system. "I
-cannot expect him to reach this remote place, without some
-delay," she said; "I must bear my suspense as well as I can."
-
-"You shall not bear it alone," Emily answered. "I will wait with
-you till the doctor comes."
-
-Mrs. Delvin lifted her frail wasted hands to Emily's face, drew
-it a little nearer--and kissed her.
-
-
-CHAPTER LXIV.
-
-ON THE WAY TO LONDON.
-
-The parting words had been spoken. Emily and her companion were
-on their way to London.
-
-For some little time, they traveled in silence--alone in the
-railway carriage. After submitting as long as she could to lay an
-embargo on the use of her tongue, Mrs. Ellmother started the
-conversation by means of a question: "Do you think Mr. Mirabel
-will get over it, miss?"
-
-"It's useless to ask me," Emily said. "Even the great man from
-Edinburgh is not able to decide yet, whether he will recover or
-not."
-
-"You have taken me into your confidence, Miss Emily, as you
-promised--and I have got something in my mind in consequence. May
-I mention it without giving offense?"
-
-"What is it?"
-
-"I wish you had never taken up with Mr. Mirabel."
-
-Emily was silent. Mrs. Ellmother, having a design of her own to
-accomplish, ventured to speak more plainly. "I often think of Mr.
-Alban Morris," she proceeded. "I always did like him, and I
-always shall."
-
-Emily suddenly pulled down her veil. "Don't speak of him!" she
-said.
-
-"I didn't mean to offend you."
-
-"You don't offend me. You distress me. Oh, how often I have
-wished--!" She threw herself back in a corner of the carriage and
-said no more.
-
-Although not remarkable for the possession of delicate tact, Mrs.
-Ellmother discovered that the best course she could now follow
-was a course of silence.
-
-Even at the time when she had most implicitly trusted Mirabel,
-the fear that she might have acted hastily and harshly toward
-Alban had occasionally troubled Emily's mind. The impression
-produced by later events had not only intensified this feeling,
-but had presented the motives of that true friend under an
-entirely new point of view. If she had been left in ignorance of
-the manner of her father's death--as Alban had designed to leave
-her; as she would have been left, but for the treachery of
-Francine--how happily free she would have been from thoughts
-which it was now a terror to her to recall. She would have parted
-from Mirabel, when the visit to the pleasant country house had
-come to an end, remembering him as an amusing acquaintance and
-nothing more. He would have been spared, and she would have been
-spared, the shock that had so cruelly assailed them both. What
-had she gained by Mrs. Rook's detestable confession? The result
-had been perpetual disturbance of mind provoked by self-torturing
-speculations on the subject of the murder. If Mirabel was
-innocent, who was guilty? The false wife, without pity and
-without shame--or the brutal husband, who looked capable of any
-enormity? What was her future to be? How was it all to end? In
-the despair of that bitter moment--seeing her devoted old servant
-looking at her with kind compassionate eyes--Emily's troubled
-spirit sought refuge in impetuous self-betrayal; the very
-betrayal which she had resolved should not escape her, hardly a
-minute since!
-
-She bent forward out of her corner, and suddenly drew up her
-veil. "Do you expect to see Mr. Alban Morris, when we get back?"
-she asked.
-
-"I should like to see him, miss--if you have no objection."
-
-"Tell him I am ashamed of myself! and say I ask his pardon with
-all my heart!"
-
-"The Lord be praised!" Mrs. Ellmother burst out--and then, when
-it was too late, remembered the conventional restraints
-appropriate to the occasion. "Gracious, what a fool I am!" she
-said to herself. "Beautiful weather, Miss Emily, isn't it?" she
-continued, in a desperate hurry to change the subject.
-
-Emily reclined again in her corner of the carriage. She smiled,
-for the first time since she had become Mrs. Delvin's guest at
-the tower.
-
-
-BOOK THE LAST--AT HOME AGAIN.
-
-CHAPTER LXV.
-
-CECILIA IN A NEW CHARACTER.
-
-Reaching the cottage at night, Emily found the card of a visitor
-who had called during the day. It bore the name of "Miss Wyvil,"
-and had a message written on it which strongly excited Emily's
-curiosity.
-
-"I have seen the telegra m which tells your servant that you
-return to-night. Expect me early to-morrow morning--with news
-that will deeply interest you."
-
-To what news did Cecilia allude? Emily questioned the woman who
-had been left in charge of the cottage, and found that she had
-next to nothing to tell. Miss Wyvil had flushed up, and had
-looked excited, when she read the telegraphic message--that was
-all. Emily's impatience was, as usual, not to be concealed.
-Expert Mrs. Ellmother treated the case in the right way--first
-with supper, and then with an adjournment to bed. The clock
-struck twelve, when she put out the young mistress's candle. "Ten
-hours to pass before Cecilia comes here!" Emily exclaimed. "Not
-ten minutes," Mrs. Ellmother reminded her, "if you will only go
-to sleep."
-
-Cecilia arrived before the breakfast-table was cleared; as
-lovely, as gentle, as affectionate as ever--but looking unusually
-serious and subdued.
-
-"Out with it at once!" Emily cried. "What have you got to tell
-me?'
-
-"Perhaps, I had better tell you first," Cecilia said, "that I
-know what you kept from me when I came here, after you left us at
-Monksmoor. Don't think, my dear, that I say this by way of
-complaint. Mr. Alban Morris says you had good reasons for keeping
-your secret."
-
-"Mr. Alban Morris! Did you get your information from _him?_"
-
-"Yes. Do I surprise you?"
-
-"More than words can tell!"
-
-"Can you bear another surprise? Mr. Morris has seen Miss Jethro,
-and has discovered that Mr. Mirabel has been wrongly suspected of
-a dreadful crime. Our amiable little clergyman is guilty of being
-a coward--and guilty of nothing else. Are you really quiet enough
-to read about it?"
-
-She produced some leaves of paper filled with writing. "There,"
-she explained, "is Mr. Morris's own account of all that passed
-between Miss Jethro and himself."
-
-"But how do _you_ come by it?"
-
-"Mr. Morris gave it to me. He said, 'Show it to Emily as soon as
-possible; and take care to be with her while she reads it.' There
-is a reason for this--" Cecilia's voice faltered. On the brink of
-some explanation, she seemed to recoil from it. "I will tell you
-by-and-by what the reason is," she said.
-
-Emily looked nervously at the manuscript. "Why doesn't he tell me
-himself what he has discovered? Is he--" The leaves began to
-flutter in her trembling fingers--"is he angry with me?"
-
-"Oh, Emily, angry with You! Read what he has written and you
-shall know why he keeps away."
-
-Emily opened the manuscript.
-
-
-CHAPTER LXVI.
-
-ALBAN'S NARRATIVE.
-
-"The information which I have obtained from Miss Jethro has been
-communicated to me, on the condition that I shall not disclose
-the place of her residence. 'Let me pass out of notice (she said)
-as completely as if I had passed out of life; I wish to be
-forgotten by some, and to be unknown by others.' With this one
-stipulation, she left me free to write the present narrative of
-what passed at the interview between us. I feel that the
-discoveries which I have made are too important to the persons
-interested to be trusted to memory.
-
-
-1. _She Receives Me_.
-
-"Finding Miss Jethro's place of abode, with far less difficulty
-than I had anticipated (thanks to favoring circumstances), I
-stated plainly the object of my visit. She declined to enter into
-conversation with me on the subject of the murder at Zeeland.
-
-"I was prepared to meet with this rebuke, and to take the
-necessary measures for obtaining a more satisfactory reception.
-'A person is suspected of having committed the murder,' I said;
-'and there is reason to believe that you are in a position to say
-whether the suspicion is justified or not. Do you refuse to
-answer me, if I put the question?'
-
-"Miss Jethro asked who the person was.
-
-"I mentioned the name--Mr. Miles Mirabel.
-
-"It is not necessary, and it would certainly be not agreeable to
-me, to describe the effect which this reply produced on Miss
-Jethro. After giving her time to compose herself, I entered into
-certain explanations, in order to convince her at the outset of
-my good faith. The result justified my anticipations. I was at
-once admitted to her confidence.
-
-"She said, 'I must not hesitate to do an act of justice to an
-innocent man. But, in such a serious matter as this, you have a
-right to judge for yourself whether the person who is now
-speaking to you is a person whom you can trust. You may believe
-that I tell the truth about others, if I begin--whatever it may
-cost me--by telling the truth about myself.'
-
-
-2. _She Speaks of Herself_.
-
-"I shall not attempt to place on record the confession of a most
-unhappy woman. It was the common story of sin bitterly repented,
-and of vain effort to recover the lost place in social esteem.
-Too well known a story, surely, to be told again.
-
-"But I may with perfect propriety repeat what Miss Jethro said to
-me, in allusion to later events in her life which are connected
-with my own personal experience. She recalled to my memory a
-visit which she had paid to me at Netherwoods, and a letter
-addressed to her by Doctor Allday, which I had read at her
-express request.
-
-"She said, 'You may remember that the letter contained some
-severe reflections on my conduct. Among other things, the doctor
-mentions that he called at the lodging I occupied during my visit
-to London, and found I had taken to flight: also that he had
-reason to believe I had entered Miss Ladd's service, under false
-pretenses.'
-
-"I asked if the doctor had wronged her.
-
-"She answered 'No: in one case, he is ignorant; in the other, he
-is right. On leaving his house, I found myself followed in the
-street by the man to whom I owe the shame and misery of my past
-life. My horror of him is not to be described in words. The one
-way of escaping was offered by an empty cab that passed me. I
-reached the railway station safely, and went back to my home in
-the country. Do you blame me?'
-
-"It was impossible to blame her--and I said so.
-
-"She then confessed the deception which she had practiced on Miss
-Ladd. 'I have a cousin,' she said, 'who was a Miss Jethro like
-me. Before her marriage she had been employed as a governess. She
-pitied me; she sympathized with my longing to recover the
-character that I had lost. With her permission, I made use of the
-testimonials which she had earned as a teacher--I was betrayed
-(to this day I don't know by whom)--and I was dismissed from
-Netherwoods. Now you know that I deceived Miss Ladd, you may
-reasonably conclude that I am likely to deceive You.'
-
-"I assured her, with perfect sincerity, that I had drawn no such
-conclusion. Encouraged by my reply, Miss Jethro proceeded as
-follows.
-
-
-3. _She Speaks of Mirabel_.
-
-"'Four years ago, I was living near Cowes, in the Isle of
-Wight--in a cottage which had been taken for me by a gentleman
-who was the owner of a yacht. We had just returned from a short
-cruise, and the vessel was under orders to sail for Cherbourg
-with the next tide.
-
-"'While I was walking in my garden, I was startled by the sudden
-appearance Of a man (evidently a gentleman) who was a perfect
-stranger to me. He was in a pitiable state of terror, and he
-implored my protection. In reply to my first inquiries, he
-mentioned the inn at Zeeland, and the dreadful death of a person
-unknown to him; whom I recognized (partly by the description
-given, and partly by comparison of dates) as Mr. James Brown. I
-shall say nothing of the shock inflicted on me: you don't want to
-know what I felt. What I did (having literally only a minute left
-for decision) was to hide the fugitive from discovery, and to
-exert my influence in his favor with the owner of the yacht. I
-saw nothing more of him. He was put on board, as soon as the
-police were out of sight, and was safely landed at Cherbourg.'
-
-"I asked what induced her to run the risk of protecting a
-stranger, who was under suspicion of having committed a murder.
-
-"She said, 'You shall hear my explanation directly. Let us have
-done with Mr. Mirabel first. We occasionally corresponded, during
-the long absence on the continent; never alluding, at his express
-request, to the horrible event at the inn. His last letter
-reached me, after he had established himself at Vale Regis.
-Writing of the society in the neighborhood, he infor med me of
-his introduction to Miss Wyvil, and of the invitation that he had
-received to meet her friend and schoolfellow at Monksmoor. I knew
-that Miss Emily possessed a Handbill describing personal
-peculiarities in Mr. Mirabel, not hidden under the changed
-appearance of his head and face. If she remembered or happened to
-refer to that description, while she was living in the same house
-with him, there was a possibility at least of her suspicion being
-excited. The fear of this took me to you. It was a morbid fear,
-and, as events turned out, an unfounded fear: but I was unable to
-control it. Failing to produce any effect on you, I went to Vale
-Regis, and tried (vainly again) to induce Mr. Mirabel to send an
-excuse to Monksmoor. He, like you, wanted to know what my motive
-was. When I tell you that I acted solely in Miss Emily's
-interests, and that I knew how she had been deceived about her
-father's death, need I say why I was afraid to acknowledge my
-motive?'
-
-"I understood that Miss Jethro might well be afraid of the
-consequences, if she risked any allusion to Mr. Brown's horrible
-death, and if it afterward chanced to reach his daughter's ears.
-But this state of feeling implied an extraordinary interest in
-the preservation of Emily's peace of mind. I asked Miss Jethro
-how that interest had been excited?
-
-"She answered, 'I can only satisfy you in one way. I must speak
-of her father now.'"
-
-
-Emily looked up from the manuscript. She felt Cecilia's arm
-tenderly caressing her. She heard Cecilia say, "My poor dear,
-there is one last trial of your courage still to come. I am
-afraid of what you are going to read, when you turn to the next
-page. And yet--"
-
-"And yet," Emily replied gently, "it must be done. I have learned
-my hard lesson of endurance, Cecilia, don't be afraid."
-
-Emily turned to the next page.
-
-
-4. _She Speaks of the Dead_.
-
-"For the first time, Miss Jethro appeared to be at a loss how to
-proceed. I could see that she was suffering. She rose, and
-opening a drawer in her writing table, took a letter from it.
-
-"She said, 'Will you read this? It was written by Miss Emily's
-father. Perhaps it may say more for me than I can say for
-myself?'
-
-"I copy the letter. It was thus expressed:
-
-
-"'You have declared that our farewell to-day is our farewell
-forever. For the second time, you have refused to be my wife; and
-you have done this, to use your own words, in mercy to Me.
-
-"'In mercy to Me, I implore you to reconsider your decision.
-
-"'If you condemn me to live without you--I feel it, I know
-it--you condemn me to despair which I have not fortitude enough
-to endure. Look at the passages which I have marked for you in
-the New Testament. Again and again, I say it; your true
-repentance has made you worthy of the pardon of God. Are you not
-worthy of the love, admiration, and respect of man? Think! oh,
-Sara, think of what our lives might be, and let them be united
-for time and for eternity.
-
-"'I can write no more. A deadly faintness oppresses me. My mind
-is in a state unknown to me in past years. I am in such confusion
-that I sometimes think I hate you. And then I recover from my
-delusion, and know that man never loved woman as I love you.
-
-"'You will have time to write to me by this evening's post. I
-shall stop at Zeeland to-morrow, on my way back, and ask for a
-letter at the post office. I forbid explanations and excuses. I
-forbid heartless allusions to your duty. Let me have an answer
-which does not keep me for a moment in suspense.
-
-"'For the last time, I ask you: Do you consent to be my wife?
-Say, Yes--or say, No.'
-
-
-"I gave her back the letter--with the one comment on it, which
-the circumstances permitted me to make:
-
-"'You said No?'
-
-"She bent her head in silence.
-
-"I went on--not willingly, for I would have spared her if it had
-been possible. I said, 'He died, despairing, by his own hand--and
-you knew it?'
-
-"She looked up. 'No! To say that I knew it is too much. To say
-that I feared it is the truth.'
-
-"'Did you love him?'
-
-"She eyed me in stern surprise. 'Have _I_ any right to love?
-Could I disgrace an honorable man by allowing him to marry me?
-You look as if you held me responsible for his death.'
-
-"'Innocently responsible,' I said.
-
-"She still followed her own train of thought. 'Do you suppose I
-could for a moment anticipate that he would destroy himself, when
-I wrote my reply? He was a truly religious man. If he had been in
-his right mind, he would have shrunk from the idea of suicide as
-from the idea of a crime.'
-
-"On reflection, I was inclined to agree with her. In his terrible
-position, it was at least possible that the sight of the razor
-(placed ready, with the other appliances of the toilet, for his
-fellow-traveler's use) might have fatally tempted a man whose
-last hope was crushed, whose mind was tortured by despair. I
-should have been merciless indeed, if I had held Miss Jethro
-accountable thus far. But I found it hard to sympathize with the
-course which she had pursued, in permitting Mr. Brown's death to
-be attributed to murder without a word of protest. 'Why were you
-silent?' I said.
-
-"She smiled bitterly.
-
-"'A woman would have known why, without asking,' she replied. 'A
-woman would have understood that I shrank from a public
-confession of my shameful past life. A woman would have
-remembered what reasons I had for pitying the man who loved me,
-and for accepting any responsibility rather than associate his
-memory, before the world, with an unworthy passion for a degraded
-creature, ending in an act of suicide. Even if I had made that
-cruel sacrifice, would public opinion have believed such a person
-as I am--against the evidence of a medical man, and the verdict
-of a jury? No, Mr. Morris! I said nothing, and I was resolved to
-say nothing, so long as the choice of alternatives was left to
-me. On the day when Mr. Mirabel implored me to save him, that
-choice was no longer mine--and you know what I did. And now again
-when suspicion (after all the long interval that had passed) has
-followed and found that innocent man, you know what I have done.
-What more do you ask of me?'
-
-"'Your pardon,' I said, 'for not having understood you--and a
-last favor. May I repeat what I have heard to the one person of
-all others who ought to know, and who must know, what you have
-told me?'
-
-"It was needless to hint more plainly that I was speaking of
-Emily. Miss Jethro granted my request.
-
-"'It shall be as you please,' she answered. 'Say for me to _his_
-daughter, that the grateful remembrance of her is my one refuge
-from the thoughts that tortured me, when we spoke together on her
-last night at school. She has made this dead heart of mine feel a
-reviving breath of life, when I think of her. Never, in our
-earthly pilgrimage, shall we meet again--I implore her to pity
-and forget me. Farewell, Mr. Morris; farewell forever.'
-
-"I confess that the tears came into my eyes. When I could see
-clearly again, I was alone in the room."
-
-
-CHAPTER LXVII.
-
-THE TRUE CONSOLATION.
-
-Emily closed the pages which told her that her father had died by
-his own hand.
-
-Cecilia still held her tenderly embraced. By slow degrees, her
-head dropped until it rested on her friend's bosom. Silently she
-suffered. Silently Cecilia bent forward, and kissed her forehead.
-The sounds that penetrated to the room were not out of harmony
-with the time. From a distant house the voices of children were
-just audible, singing the plaintive melody of a hymn; and, now
-and then, the breeze blew the first faded leaves of autumn
-against the window. Neither of the girls knew how long the
-minutes followed each other uneventfully, before there was a
-change. Emily raised her head, and looked at Cecilia.
-
-"I have one friend left," she said.
-
-"Not only me, love--oh, I hope not only me!"
-
-"Yes. Only you."
-
-"I want to say something, Emily; but I am afraid of hurting you."
-
-"My dear, do you remember what we once read in a book of history
-at school? It told of the death of a tortured man, in the old
-time, who was broken on the wheel. He lived through it long
-enough to say that the agony, after the first stroke of the club,
-dulled his capacity for feeling pain when the next blows fell. I
-fancy pain of the mind must f ollow the same rule. Nothing you
-can say will hurt me now."
-
-"I only wanted to ask, Emily, if you were engaged--at one
-time--to marry Mr. Mirabel. Is it true?"
-
-"False! He pressed me to consent to an engagement--and I said he
-must not hurry me."
-
-"What made you say that?"
-
-"I thought of Alban Morris."
-
-Vainly Cecilia tried to restrain herself. A cry of joy escaped
-her.
-
-"Are you glad?" Emily asked. "Why?"
-
-Cecilia made no direct reply. "May I tell you what you wanted to
-know, a little while since?" she said. "You asked why Mr. Morris
-left it all to me, instead of speaking to you himself. When I put
-the same question to him, he told me to read what he had written.
-'Not a shadow of suspicion rests on Mr. Mirabel,' he said. 'Emily
-is free to marry him--and free through Me. Can _I_ tell her that?
-For her sake, and for mine, it must not be. All that I can do is
-to leave old remembrances to plead for me. If they fail, I shall
-know that she will be happier with Mr. Mirabel than with me.'
-'And you will submit?' I asked. 'Because I love her,' he
-answered, 'I must submit.' Oh, how pale you are! Have I
-distressed you?"
-
-"You have done me good."
-
-"Will you see him?"
-
-Emily pointed to the manuscript. "At such a time as this?" she
-said.
-
-Cecilia still held to her resolution. "Such a time as this is the
-right time," she answered. "It is now, when you most want to be
-comforted, that you ought to see him. Who can quiet your poor
-aching heart as _he_ can quiet it?" She impulsively snatched at
-the manuscript and threw it out of sight. "I can't bear to look
-at it," she said. "Emily! if I have done wrong, will you forgive
-me? I saw him this morning before I came here. I was afraid of
-what might happen--I refused to break the dreadful news to you,
-unless he was somewhere near us. Your good old servant knows
-where to go. Let me send her--"
-
-Mrs. Ellmother herself opened the door, and stood doubtful on the
-threshold, hysterically sobbing and laughing at the same time.
-"I'm everything that's bad!" the good old creature burst out.
-"I've been listening--I've been lying--I said you wanted him.
-Turn me out of my situation, if you like. I've got him! Here he
-is!"
-
-In another moment, Emily was in his arms--and they were alone. On
-his faithful breast the blessed relief of tears came to her at
-last: she burst out crying.
-
-"Oh, Alban, can you forgive me?"
-
-He gently raised her head, so that he could see her face.
-
-"My love, let me look at you," he said. "I want to think again of
-the day when we parted in the garden at school. Do you remember
-the one conviction that sustained me? I told you, Emily, there
-was a time of fulfillment to come in our two lives; and I have
-never wholly lost the dear belief. My own darling, the time has
-come!"
-
-
-POSTSCRIPT.
-
-GOSSIP IN THE STUDIO.
-
-
-The winter time had arrived. Alban was clearing his palette,
-after a hard day's work at the cottage. The servant announced
-that tea was ready, and that Miss Ladd was waiting to see him in
-the next room.
-
-Alban ran in, and received the visitor cordially with both hands.
-"Welcome back to England! I needn't ask if the sea-voyage has
-done you good. You are looking ten years younger than when you
-went away."
-
-Miss Ladd smiled. "I shall soon be ten years older again, if I go
-back to Netherwoods," she replied. "I didn't believe it at the
-time; but I know better now. Our friend Doctor Allday was right,
-when he said that my working days were over. I must give up the
-school to a younger and stronger successor, and make the best I
-can in retirement of what is left of my life. You and Emily may
-expect to have me as a near neighbor. Where is Emily?"
-
-"Far away in the North."
-
-"In the North! You don't mean that she has gone back to Mrs.
-Delvin?"
-
-"She has gone back--with Mrs. Ellmother to take care of her--at
-my express request. You know what Emily is, when there is an act
-of mercy to be done. That unhappy man has been sinking (with
-intervals of partial recovery) for months past. Mrs. Delvin sent
-word to us that the end was near, and that the one last wish her
-brother was able to express was the wish to see Emily. He had
-been for some hours unable to speak when my wife arrived. But he
-knew her, and smiled faintly. He was just able to lift his hand.
-She took it, and waited by him, and spoke words of consolation
-and kindness from time to time. As the night advanced, he sank
-into sleep, still holding her hand. They only knew that he had
-passed from sleep to death--passed without a movement or a
-sigh--when his hand turned cold. Emily remained for a day at the
-tower to comfort poor Mrs. Delvin--and she comes home, thank God,
-this evening!"
-
-"I needn't ask if you are happy?" Miss Ladd said.
-
-"Happy? I sing, when I have my bath in the morning. If that isn't
-happiness (in a man of my age) I don't know what is!"
-
-"And how are you getting on?"
-
-"Famously! I have turned portrait painter, since you were sent
-away for your health. A portrait of Mr. Wyvil is to decorate the
-town hall in the place that he represents; and our dear
-kind-hearted Cecilia has induced a fascinated mayor and
-corporation to confide the work to my hands."
-
-"Is there no hope yet of that sweet girl being married?" Miss
-Ladd asked. "We old maids all believe in marriage, Mr.
-Morris--though some of us don't own it."
-
-"There seems to be a chance," Alban answered. "A young lord has
-turned up at Monksmoor; a handsome pleasant fellow, and a rising
-man in politics. He happened to be in the house a few days before
-Cecilia's birthday; and he asked my advice about the right
-present to give her. I said, 'Try something new in Tarts.' When
-he found I was in earnest, what do you think he did? Sent his
-steam yacht to Rouen for some of the famous pastry! You should
-have seen Cecilia, when the young lord offered his delicious
-gift. If I could paint that smile and those eyes, I should be the
-greatest artist living. I believe she will marry him. Need I say
-how rich they will be? We shall not envy them--we are rich too.
-Everything is comparative. The portrait of Mr. Wyvil will put
-three hundred pounds in my pocket. I have earned a hundred and
-twenty more by illustrations, since we have been married. And my
-wife's income (I like to be particular) is only five shillings
-and tenpence short of two hundred a year. Moral! we are rich as
-well as happy."
-
-"Without a thought of the future?" Miss Ladd asked slyly.
-
-"Oh, Doctor Allday has taken the future in hand! He revels in the
-old-fashioned jokes, which used to be addressed to newly-married
-people, in his time. 'My dear fellow,' he said the other day,
-'you may possibly be under a joyful necessity of sending for the
-doctor, before we are all a year older. In that case, let it be
-understood that I am Honorary Physician to the family.' The
-warm-hearted old man talks of getting me another portrait to do.
-'The greatest ass in the medical profession (he informed me) has
-just been made a baronet; and his admiring friends have decided
-that he is to be painted at full length, with his bandy legs
-hidden under a gown, and his great globular eyes staring at the
-spectator--I'll get you the job.' Shall I tell you what he says
-of Mrs. Rook's recovery?"
-
-Miss Ladd held up her hands in amazement. "Recovery!" she
-exclaimed.
-
-"And a most remarkable recovery too," Alban informed her. "It is
-the first case on record of any person getting over such an
-injury as she has received. Doctor Allday looked grave when he
-heard of it. 'I begin to believe in the devil,' he said; 'nobody
-else could have saved Mrs. Rook.' Other people don't take that
-view. She has been celebrated in all the medical newspapers--and
-she has been admitted to come excellent almshouse, to live in
-comfortable idleness to a green old age. The best of it is that
-she shakes her head, when her wonderful recovery is mentioned.
-'It seems such a pity,' she says; 'I was so fit for heaven.' Mr.
-Rook having got rid of his wife, is in excellent spirits. He is
-occupied in looking after an imbecile old gentleman; and, when he
-is asked if he likes the employment, he winks mysteriously and
-slaps his pocket. Now, Miss Ladd, I think it's my turn to hear
-some news. What have you got to tell me?"
-
-"I believe I can match your account of Mrs. Rook," Miss Ladd
-said. "Do you care to hear what has become of Francine?"
-
-Alban, rattling on hitherto in boyish high spirits, suddenly
-became serious. "I have no doubt Miss de Sor is doing well," he
-said sternly. "She is too heartless and wicked not to prosper."
-
-"You are getting like your old cynical self again, Mr.
-Morris--and you are wrong. I called this morning on the agent who
-had the care of Francine, when I left England. When I mentioned
-her name, he showed me a telegram, sent to him by her father.
-'There's my authority,' he said, 'for letting her leave my
-house.' The message was short enough to be easily remembered:
-'Anything my daughter likes as long as she doesn't come back to
-us.' In those cruel terms Mr. de Sor wrote of his own child. The
-agent was just as unfeeling, in his way. He called her the victim
-of slighted love and clever proselytizing. 'In plain words,' he
-said, 'the priest of the Catholic chapel close by has converted
-her; and she is now a novice in a convent of Carmelite nuns in
-the West of England. Who could have expected it? Who knows how it
-may end?"
-
-As Miss Ladd spoke, the bell rang at the cottage gate. "Here she
-is!" Alban cried, leading the way into the hall. "Emily has come
-home."
-
-
-
-
-
-End of The Project Gutenberg Etext of I Say No, by Wilkie Collins
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