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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Queechy, Volume I + + +Author: Elizabeth Wetherell + + + +Release Date: June 26, 2006 [eBook #18690] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK QUEECHY, VOLUME I*** + + +Susan Warner (1819-1885), Queechy (1852), Tauchnitz edition +1854 + + + +Produced by Daniel FROMONT + + + + + +COLLECTION + +OF + +BRITISH AUTHORS + + +TAUCHNITZ EDITION. + + +VOL. 311 + + +QUEECHY. BY ELIZABETH WETHERELL . + + +IN TWO VOLUMES. + + +VOL. I. + + + + +TAUCHNITZ EDITION + +by the same author, + + +THE WIDE WIDE WORLD 1 vol. + +THE HILLS OF THE SHATEMUC 2 vols. + +SAY AND SEAL 2 vols. + +THE OLD HELMET 2 vols. + + + + +QUEECHY. + + +BY + + +ELIZABETH WETHERELL + +AUTHOR OF "THE WIDE, WIDE WORLD." + + +IN TWO VOLUMES. + + +_AUTHOR'S EDITION_. + + +IN TWO VOLUMES + + +VOL. I + + +LEIPZIG + +BERNHARD TAUCHNITZ + +1854 + + +"I hope I may speak of woman without offence to the ladies." + +THE GUARDIAN. + + +CONTENTS + +OF VOLUME I. + + +Chapter I. Curtain rises at Queechy + +II. Things loom out dimly through the smoke + +III. You amuse me and I'll amuse you + +IV. Aunt Miriam + +V. As to whether a flower can grow in the woods + +VI. Queechy at dinner + +VII. The curtain falls upon one scene + +VIII. The fairy leaves the house + +IX. How Mr. Carleton happened to be not at home + +X. The fairy and the Englishman + +XI. A little candle + +XII. Spars below + +XIII. The fairy peeps into an English house, but does not stay there + +XIV. Two Bibles in Paris + +XV. Very literary + +XVI Dissolving view, ending with a saw-mill in the distance + +XVII. Rain and water-cresses for breakfast + +XVIII. Mr. Rossitur's wits sharpened upon a ploughshare + +XIX. Fleda goes after help and finds Dr. Quackenboss + +XX. Society in Queechy + +XXI. "The sweetness of a man's friend by hearty counsel" + +XXII. Wherein a great many people pay their respects, in form and +substance + +XXIII. The Captain out-generalled by the fairy + +XXIV. A breath of the world at Queechy + +XXV. "As good a boy as you need to have" + +XXVI. Pine knots + +XXVII. Sweet in its consequences + + +QUEECHY. + + +VOL. I + + +CHAPTER I. + + +A single cloud on a sunny day, +When all the rest of heaven is clear, +A frown upon the atmosphere, +That hath no business to appear, +When skies are blue and earth is gay. +BYRON. + + +"Come, dear grandpa! the old mare and the wagon are at the +gate all ready." + +"Well, dear! responded a cheerful hearty voice, "they must +wait a bit; I haven't got my hat yet." + +"O, I'll get that." + +And the little speaker, a girl of some ten or eleven years +old, dashed past the old gentleman, and running along the +narrow passage which led to his room soon returned with the +hat in her hand. + +"Yes, dear, but that ain't all. I must put on my great-coat + and I must look and see if I can find any money " + +"O yes for the post-office. It's a beautiful day, grandpa. +Cynthy! wont you come and help grandpa on with his great- +coat? And I'll go out and keep watch of the old mare till +you're ready." + +A needless caution. For the old mare, though spirited enough +for her years, had seen some fourteen or fifteen of them, and +was in no sort of danger of running away. She stood in what +was called the back meadow, just without the little paling +fence that enclosed a small courtyard round the house. Around +this courtyard rich pasture-fields lay on every side, the high +road cutting through them not more than a hundred or two feet +from the house. + +The little girl planted herself on the outside of the paling, +and setting her back to it, eyed the old mare with great +contentment; for besides other grounds for security as to her +quiet behaviour, one of the men employed about the farm, who +had harnessed the equipage, was at the moment busied in +putting some clean straw in the bottom of the vehicle. + +"Watkins," said the child presently to this person, "here is a +strap that is just ready to come unbuckled." + +"What do you know about straps and buckles?" said the man +rather grumly. But he came round, however, to see what she +meant; and while he drew the one and fastened the other, took +special good care not to let Fleda know that her watchful eyes +had probably saved the whole riding party from ruin; as the +loosing of the strap would of necessity have brought on a +trial of the old mare's nerves, which not all her philosophy +could have been expected to meet. Fleda was satisfied to see +the buckle made fast, and that Watkins, roused by her hint, or +by the cause of it, afterwards took a somewhat careful look +over the whole establishment. In high glee then she climbed to +her seat in the little wagon, and her grandfather coming out +coated and hatted, with some difficulty mounted to his place +beside her. + +"I think Watkins might have taken the trouble to wash the +wagon, without hurting himself," said Fleda; "it is all +speckled with mud since last time." + +"Ha'n't he washed it!" said the old gentleman in a tone of +displeasure. "Watkins!"" + +"Well." + +"Why didn't you wash the wagon as I told you?" + +"I did." + +"It's all over slosh." + +"That's Mr. Didenhover's work he had it out day 'fore +yesterday; and if you want it cleaned, Mr. Ringgan, you must +speak to him about it. Mr. Didenhover may file his own doings; +it's more than I'm a going to." + +The old gentleman made no answer, except to acquaint the mare +with the fact of his being in readiness to set out. A shade of +annoyance and displeasure for a moment was upon his face; but +the gate opening from the meadow upon the high road had hardly +swung back upon its hinges after letting them out, when he +recovered the calm sweetness of demeanour that was habitual +with him, and seemed as well as his little granddaughter to +have given care the go-by for the time. Fleda had before this +found out another fault in the harness, or rather in Mr. +Didenhover, which like a wise little child she kept to +herself. A broken place which her grandfather had ordered to +be properly mended, was still tied up with the piece of rope +which had offended her eyes the last time they had driven out. +But she said not a word of it, because "it would only worry +grandpa for nothing;" and forgetting it almost immediately, +she moved on with him in a state of joyous happiness that no +mud-stained wagon nor untidy rope-bound harness could stir for +an instant. Her spirit was like a clear still-running stream, +which quietly and surely deposits every defiling and obscuring +admixture it may receive from its contact with the grosser +elements around; the stream might for a moment be clouded; but +a little while, and it would run as clear as ever. Neither +Fleda nor her grandfather cared a jot for the want of +elegancies which one despised, and the other, if she had ever +known, had well nigh forgotten. What mattered it to her that +the little old green wagon was rusty and worn, or that years +and service had robbed the old mare of all the jauntiness she +had ever possessed, so long as the sun shone and the birds +sang? And Mr. Ringgan, in any imaginary comparison, might be +pardoned for thinking that he was the proud man, and that his +poor little equipage carried such a treasure as many a coach +and four went without. + +"Where are we going first, grandpa? to the post-office?" + +"Just there!" + +"How pleasant it is to go there always, isn't it, grandpa? You +have the paper to get, and I I don't very often get a +letter, but I have always the _hope_ of getting one; and that's +something. May be I'll have one to-day, grandpa?" + +"We'll see. It's time those cousins of yours wrote to you." + +"O _they_ don't write to me it's only Aunt Lucy; I never had a +letter from a single one of them, except once from little +Hugh, don't you remember, grandpa? I should think he must be +a very nice little boy, shouldn't you?" + +"Little boy? why I guess he is about as big as you are, Fleda + he is eleven years old, ain't he?" + +"Yes, but I am past eleven, you know, grandpa, and I am a +little girl." + +This reasoning being unanswerable, Mr. Ringgan only bade the +old mare trot on. + +It was a pleasant day in autumn. Fleda thought it particularly +pleasant for riding, for the sun was veiled with thin, hazy +clouds. The air was mild and still, and the woods, like brave +men, putting the best face upon falling fortunes. Some trees +were already dropping their leaves; the greater part standing +in all the varied splendour which the late frosts had given +them. The road, an excellent one, sloped gently up and down +across a wide arable country, in a state of high cultivation, +and now showing all the rich variety of autumn. The reddish +buckwheat patches, and fine wood-tints of the fields where +other grain had been; the bright green of young rye or winter +wheat, then soberer-coloured pasture or meadow lands, and ever +and anon a tuft of gay woods crowning a rising ground, or a +knot of the everlasting pines looking sedately and steadfastly +upon the fleeting glories of the world around them; these were +mingled and interchanged, and succeeded each other in ever- +varying fresh combinations. With its high picturesque beauty, +the whole scene had a look of thrift, and plenty, and promise, +which made it eminently cheerful. So Mr. Ringgan and his +little granddaughter both felt it to be. For some distance, +the grounds on either hand the road were part of the old +gentleman's farm; and many a remark was exchanged between him +and Fleda, as to the excellence or hopefulness of this or that +crop or piece of soil; Fleda entering into all his enthusiasm, +and reasoning of clover leys and cockle, and the proper +harvesting of Indian corn, and other like matters, with no +lack of interest or intelligence. + +"O grandpa," she exclaimed, suddenly, "wont you stop a minute +and let me get out. I want to get some of that beautiful +bittersweet." + +"What do you want that for?" said he. "You can't get out very +well." + +"O yes, I can please, grandpa! I want some of it very much +just one minute!' + +He stopped, and Fleda got out and went to the roadside, where +a bittersweet vine had climbed into a young pine tree, and +hung it, as it were, with red coral. But her one minute was at +least four before she had succeeded in breaking off as much as +she could carry of the splendid creeper; for not until then +could Fleda persuade herself to leave it. She came back, and +worked her way up into the wagon with one hand full as it +could hold of her brilliant trophies. + +"Now, what good 'll that do you?" inquired Mr. Ringgan, good- +humouredly, as he lent Fleda what help he could to her seat. + +"Why, grandpa, I want it to put with cedar and pine in a jar +at home; it will keep for ever so long, and look beautiful. +Isn't that handsome? only it was a pity to break it." + +"Why, yes, it's handsome enough," said Mr. Ringgan, "but +you've got something just by the front door there, at home, +that would do just as well what do you call it that +flaming thing there?" + +"What, my burning bush? O grandpa! I wouldn't cut that for +anything in the world! It's the only pretty thing about the +house; and, besides," said Fleda, looking up with a softened +mien, "you said that it was planted by my mother. O grandpa! I +wouldn't cut that for anything." + +Mr. Ringgan laughed a pleased laugh. "Well, dear!" said he, +"it shall grow till it's as big as the house, if it will." + +"It wont do that," said Fleda. "But I am very glad I have got +this bittersweet; this is just what I wanted. Now, if I can +only find some holly " + +"We'll come across some, I guess, by and by," said Mr. +Ringgan; and Fleda settled herself again to enjoy the trees, +the fields, the roads, and all the small handiwork of nature, +for which her eyes had a curious intelligence. But this was +not fated to be a ride of unbroken pleasure. + +"Why, what are those bars down for?" she said, as they came up +with a field of winter grain. "Somebody's been in here with a +wagon. O grandpa! Mr. Didenhover has let the Shakers have my +butternuts! the butternuts that you told him they mustn't +have." + +The old gentleman drew up his horse. "So he has!" said he. + +Their eyes were upon the far end of the deep lot, where, at +the edge of one of the pieces of woodland spoken of, a +picturesque group of men and boys, in frocks and broad-brimmed +white hats, were busied in filling their wagon under a clump +of the now thin and yellow-leaved butternut trees. + +"The scoundrel!" said Mr. Ringgan, under his breath. + +"Would it be any use, grandpa, for me to jump down and run and +tell them you don't want them to take the butternuts? I +shall have so few". + +"No, dear no," said her grandfather; "they have got em +about all by this time; the mischief's done. Didenhover meant +to let 'em have 'em unknown to me, and pocket the pay himself +Get up!" + +Fleda drew a long breath, and gave a hard look at the distant +wagon, where her butternuts were going in by handfuls. She +said no more. + +It was but a few fields further on, that the old gentleman +came to a sudden stop again. + +"Ain't there some of my sheep over yonder there, Fleda along +with Squire Thornton's?" + +"I don't know, grandpa," said Fleda; "I can't see yes, I do +see yes, they are, grandpa; I see the mark." + +"I thought so!" said Mr. Ringgan, bitterly; "I told +Didenhover, only three days ago, that if he didn't make up +that fence the sheep would be out, or Squire Thornton's would +be in; only three days ago! Ah, well!" said he, shaking the +reins to make the mare move on again, "it's all of a piece. +Everything goes I can't help it." + +"Why do you keep him, grandpa, if he don't behave right?" +Fleda ventured to ask, gently. + +" 'Cause I can't get rid of him, dear," Mr. Ringgan answered, +rather shortly. + +And till they got to the post-office, he seemed in a +disagreeable kind of muse, which Fleda did not choose to break +in upon. So the mile and a half was driven in sober silence. + +"Shall I get out and go in, grandpa?" said Fleda, when he drew +up before the house. + +"No, deary," said he, in his usual kind tone; "you sit still. +Holloa, there! Good-day, Mr. Sampion have you got anything +for me?" + +The man disappeared and came out again. + +"There's your paper, grandpa," said Fleda. + +"Ay, and something else," said Mr. Ringgan: "I declare! +'Miss Fleda Ringgan care of E. Ringgan, Esq.' There, dear, +there it is." + +"Paris!" exclaimed Fleda, as she clasped the letter and both +her hands together. The butternuts and Mr. Didenhover were +forgotten at last. The letter could not be read in the jolting +of the wagon, but, as Fleda said, it was all the pleasanter, +for she had the expectation of it the whole way home. + +"Where are we going now, grandpa?" + +"To Queechy Run." + +"That will give us a nice long ride. I am very glad. This has +been a good day. With my letter and my bittersweet I have got +enough, haven't I, grandpa?" + +Queechy Run was a little village, a very little village, about +half a mile from Mr. Ringgan's house. It boasted, however, a +decent brick church of some size, a school-house, a lawyer's +office, a grocery store, a dozen or two of dwelling-houses, +and a post-office; though for some reason or other Mr. Ringgan +always chose to have his letters come through the +Sattlersville post-office, a mile and a half further off At +the door of the lawyer's office Mr. Ringgan again stopped, and +again shouted "Holloa!" + +"Good-day, Sir. Is Mr. Jolly within?" + +"He is, Sir." + +"Will you ask him to be so good as to step here a moment? I +cannot very well get out." + +Mr. Jolly was a comfortable-looking little man, smooth and +sleek, pleasant and plausible, reasonable honest, too, as the +world goes; a nice man to have to do with; the world went so +easy with his affairs that you were sure he would make no +unnecessary rubs in your own. He came now fresh and brisk to +the side of the wagon, with that uncommon hilarity which +people sometimes assume when they have a disagreeable matter +on hand that must be spoken of. + +"Good-morning, Sir! Fine day, Mr. Jolly." + +"Beautiful day, Sir! Splendid season! How do you do, Mr. +Ringgan?" + +"Why, Sir, I never was better in my life, barring this +lameness, that disables me very much. I can't go about and see +to things any more as I used to. However we must expect +evils at my time of life. I don't complain. I have a great +deal to be thankful for." + +"Yes, Sir, we have a great deal to be thankful for," said +Mr. Jolly, rather abstractedly, and patting the old mare with +kind attention. + +"Have you seen that fellow, McGowan?" said Mr. Ringgan, +abruptly, and in a lower tone. + +"I have seen him," said Mr. Jolly, coming back from the old +mare to business. + +"He's a hard customer, I guess, aint he?" + +"He's as ugly a cur as ever was whelped!" + +"What does he say?" + +"Says he must have it." + +"Did you tell him what I told you?" + +"I told him, Sir, that you had not got the returns from your +farm that you expected this year, owing to one thing and +'nother; and that you couldn't make up the cash for him all at +once; and that he would have to wait a spell, but that he'd be +sure to get it in the long run. Nobody ever suffered by Mr. +Ringgan yet, as I told him." + +"Well?" + +"Well, Sir, he was altogether refractible; he's as pig- +headed a fellow as I ever see." + +"What did he say?" + +"He gave me names, and swore he wouldn't wait a day longer +said he'd waited already six months." + +"He has so. I couldn't meet the last payment. There's a year's +rent due now. I can't help it. There needn't have been an +hour, if I could go about and attend to things myself. I have +been altogether disappointed in that Didenhover." + +"I expect you have." + +"What do you suppose he'll do, Mr. Jolly? McGowan, I mean." + +"I expect he'll do what the law 'll let him, Mr. Ringgan; I +don't know what 'll hinder him." + +"It's a worse turn than I thought my infirmities would ever +play me," said the old gentleman after a short pause "first +to lose the property altogether, and then not to be permitted +to wear out what is left of life in the old place there wont +be much." + +"So I told him, Mr. Ringgan. I put it to him. Says I, 'Mr. +McGowan, it's a cruel hard business; there ain't a man in town +that wouldn't leave Mr. Ringgan the shelter of his own roof as +long as he wants any, and think it a pleasure, if the rent was +anyhow.' " + +"Well well!" said the old gentleman, with a mixture of +dignity and bitterness, "it doesn't much matter. My head +will find a shelter somehow, above ground or under it. The +Lord will provide. Whey! stand still, can't ye! What ails +the fool? The creature's seen years enough to be steady," he +added, with a miserable attempt at his usual cheerful laugh. + +Fleda had turned away her head and tried not to hear when the +lowered tones of the speakers seemed to say that she was one +too many in the company. But she could not help catching a few +bits of the conversation, and a few bits were generally enough +for Fleda's wit to work upon; she had a singular knack at +putting loose ends of talk together. If more had been wanting, +the tones of her grandfather's voice would have filled up +every gap in the meaning of the scattered words that came to +her ear. Her heart sank fast as the dialogue went on; and she +needed no commentary or explanation to interpret the bitter +little laugh with which it closed. It was a chill upon all the +rosy joys and hopes of a most joyful and hopeful little +nature. + +The old mare was in motion again, but Fleda no longer cared or +had the curiosity to ask where they were going. The +bittersweet lay listlessly in her lap; her letter, clasped to +her breast, was not thought of; and tears were quietly running +one after the other down her cheeks and falling on her sleeve; +she dared not lift her handkerchief nor turn her face towards +her grandfather lest they should catch his eye. Her +grandfather? could it be possible that he must be turned out +of his old home in his old age? could it be possible? Mr. +Jolly seemed to think it might be, and her grandfather seemed +to think it must. Leave the old house! But where would he go? + Son or daughter he had none left; resources he could have +none, or this need not happen. Work he could not; be dependent +upon the charity of any kin or friend she knew he would never; +she remembered hearing him once say he could better bear to go +to the almshouse than do any such thing. And then, if they +went, he would have his pleasant room no more where the sun +shone in so cheerfully, and they must leave the dear old +kitchen where they had been so happy; and the meadows and +hills would belong to somebody else, and she would gather her +stores of butternuts and chestnuts under the loved old trees +never again. But these things were nothing, though the image +of them made the tears come hot and fast, these were nothing +in her mind to the knowledge or the dread of the effect the +change would have upon Mr. Ringgan. Fleda knew him, and knew +it would not be slight. Whiter his head could not be, more +bowed it well might; and her own bowed in anticipation as her +childish fears and imaginings ran on into the possible future. +Of McGowan's tender mercies she had no hope. She had seen him +once, and being unconsciously even more of a physiognomist +than most children are, that one sight of him was enough to +verify all Mr. Jolly had said. The remembrance of his hard, +sinister face sealed her fears. Nothing but evil could come of +having to do with such a man. It was, however, still not so +much any foreboding of the future that moved Fleda's tears as +the sense of her grandfather's present pain, the quick +answer of her gentle nature to every sorrow that touched him. +His griefs were doubly hers. Both from his openness of +character and her penetration, they could rarely be felt un- +shared; and she shared them always in more than due measure. + +In beautiful harmony, while the child had forgotten herself in +keen sympathy with her grandfather's sorrows, he, on the other +hand, had half lost sight of them in caring for her. Again, +and this time not before any house but in a wild piece of +woodland, the little wagon came to a stop. + +"Aint there some holly berries that I see yonder?" said Mr. +Ringgan, "there, through those white birch stems? That's +what you were wanting, Fleda, aint it? Give your bittersweet +to me while you go get some, and here, take this knife, +dear, you can't break it. Don't cut yourself." + +Fleda's eyes were too dim to see white birch or holly, and she +had no longer the least desire to have the latter; but with +that infallible tact which assuredly is the gift of nature and +no other, she answered, in a voice that she forced to be +clear, "O yes! thank you, Grandpapa;" and stealthily dashing +away the tears, clambered down from the rickety little wagon, +and plunged with a _cheerful_ step at least, through trees and +underbrush to the clump of holly. But if anybody had seen +Fleda's face! while she seemed to be busied in cutting as +large a quantity as possible of the rich shining leaves and +bright berries. Her grandfather's kindness, and her effort to +meet it had wrung her heart; she hardly knew what she was +doing, as she cut off sprig after sprig, and threw them down +at her feet; she was crying sadly, with even audible sobs. She +made a long job of her bunch of holly. But when at last it +must come to an end, she choked back her tears, smoothed her +face, and came back to Mr. Ringgan smiling and springing over +the stones and shrubs in her way, and exclaiming at the beauty +of her vegetable stores. If her cheeks were red, he thought it +was the flush of pleasure and exercise, and she did not let +him get a good look at her eyes. + +"Why, you've got enough to dress up the front room chimney," +said he. "That'll be the best thing you can do with 'em, wont +it?" + +"The front room chimney! No, indeed I wont, Grandpa. I don't +want 'em where nobody can see them, and you know we are never +in there now it is cold weather." + +"Well, dear! anyhow you like to have it. But you ha'n't a jar +in the house big enough for them, have you?" + +"O, I'll manage I've got an old broken pitcher without a +handle, Grandpa, that'll do very well." + +"A broken pitcher! that isn't a very elegant vase," said he. + +"O you wouldn't know it is a pitcher when I have fixed it. +I'll cover up all the broken part with green you know. Are we +going home now, Grandpa?" + +"No, I want to stop a minute at uncle Joshua's." + +Uncle Joshua was a brother-in-law of Mr. Ringgan, a +substantial farmer, and very well to do in the world. He was +found not in the house, but abroad in the field with his men, +loading an enormous basket wagon with corn-stalks. At Mr. +Ringgan's shout he got over the fence, and came to the wagon- +side. His face showed sense and shrewdness, but nothing of the +open nobility of mien which nature had stamped upon that of +his brother. + +"Fine morning, eh?" said he. "I'm getting in my corn-stalks." + +"So I see," said Mr. Ringgan. "How do you find the new way of +curing them answer?" + +"Fine as ever you see. Sweet as a nut. The cattle are mad +after them. How are you going to be off for fodder this +winter?" + +"It's more than I can tell you," said Mr. Ringgan. "There +ought to be more than plenty; but Didenhover contrives to +bring everything out at the wrong end. I wish I was rid of +him." + +"He'll never get a berth with me, I can tell you," said uncle +Joshua, laughing. + +"Brother," said Mr. Ringgan, lowering his tone again, "have +you any loose cash you could let me have for six months or +so?" + +Uncle Joshua took a meditative look down the road, turned a +quid of tobacco in his cheek, and finally brought his eyes +again to Mr. Ringgan and answered. + +"Well, I don't see as I can," said he. "You see, Josh is just +a going to set up for himself at Kenton, and he'll want some +help of me; and I expect that'll be about as much as I can +manage to lay my hands on." + +"Do you know who has any that he would be likely to lend?" +said Mr. Ringgan. + +"No, I don't. Money is rather scarce. For your rent, eh?" + +"Yes, for my rent! The farm brings me in nothing but my +living. That Didenhover is ruining me, brother Joshua." + +"He's feathering his own nest, I reckon." + +"You may swear to that. There wa'n't as many bushels of grain, +by one fourth, when they were threshed out last year, as I had +calculated there would be in the field. I don't know what on +earth he could have done with it. I suppose it'll be the same +thing over this year." + +"May be he has served you as Deacon Travis was served by one +of his help last season the rascal bored holes in the +granary floor and let out the corn so, and Travis couldn't +contrive how his grain went till the floor was empty next +spring, and then he see how it was." + +"Ha! did he catch the fellow?" + +"Not he he had made tracks before that. A word in your ear +I wouldn't let Didenhover see much of his salary till you know +how he will come out at the end." + +"He has got it already!" said Mr. Ringgan, with a nervous +twitch at the old mare's head; "he wheedled me out of several +little sums on one pretence and another, he had a brother in +New York that he wanted to send some to, and goods that he +wanted to get out of pawn, and so on, and I let him have it! +and then there was one of those fatting steers that he +proposed to me to let him have on account, and I thought it +was as good a way of paying him as any; and that made up +pretty near the half of what was due to him." + +"I warrant you his'n was the fattest of the whole lot. Well, +keep a tight hold of the other half, brother Elzevir, that's +my advice to you." + +"The other half he was to make upon shares." + +"Whew! well I wish you well rid of him; and don't make +such another bargain again. Good-day to ye!" + +It was with a keen pang that little Fleda saw the down-hearted +look of her grandfather as again he gave the old mare notice +to move on. A few minutes passed in deep thought on both +sides. + +"Grandpa," said Fleda, "wouldn't Mr. Jolly perhaps know of +somebody that might have some money to lend?" + +"I declare!" said the old gentleman, after a moment, "that's +not a bad thought. I wonder I didn't have it myself." + +They turned about, and without any more words measured back +their way to Queechy Run. Mr. Jolly came out again, brisk and +alert as ever; but after seeming to rack his brains in search +of any actual or possible money-lender, was obliged to confess +that it was in vain; he could not think of one. + +"But I'll tell you what, Mr. Ringgan," he concluded, "I'll +turn it over in my mind to-night and see if I can think of +anything that'll do, and if I can I'll let you know. If we +hadn't such a nether millstone to deal with, it would be easy +enough to work it somehow." + +So they set forth homewards again. + +"Cheer up, dear!" said the old gentleman, heartily, laying one +hand on his little granddaughter's lap; "it will be arranged +somehow. Don't you worry your little head with business. God +will take care of us." + +"Yes, grandpa!" said the little girl, looking up with an +instant sense of relief at these words; and then looking down +again immediately to burst into tears. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +Have you seen but a bright lily grow, +Before rude hands have touched it? +Ha' you mark'd but the fall o' the snow, +Before the soil hath smutch'd it? +BEN JONSON. + + +Where a ray of light can enter the future, a child's hope can +find a way a way that nothing less airy and spiritual can +travel. By the time they reached their own door Fleda's +spirits were at par again. + +"I am very glad we have got home, aren't you, grandpa?" she +said, as she jumped down; "I'm so hungry. I guess we are both +of us ready for supper, don't you think so?" + +She hurried up stairs to take off her wrappings, and then came +down to the kitchen, where, standing on the broad hearth and +warming herself at the blaze, with all the old associations of +comfort settling upon her heart, it occurred to her that +foundations so established could not be shaken. The blazing +fire seemed to welcome her home, and bid her dismiss fear; the +kettle singing on its accustomed hook, looked as if quietly +ridiculing the idea that they could be parted company; her +grandfather was in his cushioned chair at the corner of the +hearth, reading the newspaper, as she had seen him a thousand +times; just in the same position, with that collected air of +grave enjoyment, one leg crossed over the other, settled back +in his chair but upright, and scanning the columns with an +intent but most un-careful face. A face it was that always had +a rare union of fineness and placidness. The table stood +spread in the usual place, warmth and comfort filled every +corner of the room, and Fleda began to feel as if she had been +in an uncomfortable dream, which was very absurd, but from +which she was very glad she had awoke. + +"What have you got in this pitcher, Cynthy?" said she. +"Muffins! O let me bake them, will you? I'll bake them." + +"Now, Flidda," said Cynthy, "just you be quiet. There ain't no +place where you call bake 'em. I'm just going to clap 'em in +the reflector that's the shortest way I can take to do 'em. +You keep yourself out o' muss." + +"They wont be muffins if you bake 'em in the reflector, +Cynthy; they aren't half so good. Ah, do let me! I wont make a +bit of muss." + +"Where'll you do 'em? " + +"In grandpa's room if you'll just clean off the top of the +stove for me; now do, Cynthy! I'll do 'em beautifully, and you +wont have a bit of trouble. Come!" + +"It'll make an awful smoke, Flidda; you'll fill your grandpa's +room with the smoke, and he wont like that, I guess. " + +"O, he wont mind it," said Fleda. "Will you, grandpa?" + +"What, dear?" said Mr. Ringgan, looking up at her from his +paper, with a relaxing face which indeed promised to take +nothing amiss that she might do. + +"Will you mind if I fill your room with smoke?" + +"No, dear!" said he, the strong heartiness of his acquiescence +almost reaching a laugh; "no, dear! fill it with anything +you like!" + +There was nothing more to be said; and while Fleda in triumph +put on an apron and made her preparations, Cynthy on her part, +and with a very good grace, went to get ready the stove; +which, being a wood stove, made of sheet iron, with a smooth, +even top, afforded, in Fleda's opinion, the very best possible +field for muffins to come to their perfection. Now Fleda cared +little in comparison for the eating part of the business; her +delight was, by the help of her own skill and the stove-top, +to bring the muffins to this state of perfection; her greatest +pleasure in them was over when they were baked. + +A little while had passed. Mr. Ringgan was still busy with his +newspaper, Miss Cynthia Gall going in and out on various +errands, Fleda shut up in the distant room with the muffins +and the smoke; when there came a knock at the door, and Mr. +Ringgan's "Come in!" was followed by the entrance of two +strangers, young, welldressed, and comely. They wore the usual +badges of seekers after game, but their guns were left +outside. + +The old gentleman's look of grave expectancy told his want of +enlightening. + +"I fear you do not remember me, Mr. Ringgan," said the +foremost of the two, coming up to him, "my name is Rossitur +Charlton Rossitur a cousin of your little granddaughter. I +have only" + +"O, I know you now!" said Mr. Ringgan, rising and grasping his +hand heartily, "you are very welcome, Sir. How do you do? I +recollect you perfectly, but you took me by surprise. How do +you do, Sir? Sit down sit down." + +And the old gentleman had extended his frank welcome to the +second of his visitors, almost before the first had time to +utter, + +"My friend, Mr. Carleton." + +"I couldn't imagine what was coming upon me, "said Mr. +Ringgan, cheerfully, "for you weren't anywhere very near my +thoughts; and I don't often see much of the gay world that is +passing by me. You have grown since I saw you last, Mr. +Rossitur. You are studying at West Point, I believe." + +"No, Sir; I was studying there, but I had the pleasure of +bringing that to an end last June." + +"Ah! Well, what are you now? not a cadet any longer, I +suppose." + +"No, Sir; we hatch out of that shell lieutenants." + +"Hum; and do you intend to remain in the army?" + +"Certainly, Sir, that is my purpose and hope." + +"Your mother would not like that, I should judge. I do not +understand how she ever made up her mind to let you become +that thing which hatches out into a lieutenant. Gentle +creatures she and her sister both were; how was it, Mr. +Rossitur? were you a wild young gentleman that wanted +training?" + +"I have had it, Sir, whether I wanted it or no." + +"Hum! How is he, Mr. Carleton? sober enough to command men?" + +"I have not seen him tried, Sir," said this gentleman, +smiling; "but from the inconsistency of the orders he issues +to his dogs, I doubt it exceedingly." + +"Why, Carleton would have no orders issued to them at all, I +believe," said young Rossitur; "he has been saying 'hush' to +me all day." + +The old gentleman laughed in a way that indicated intelligence +with one of the speakers, which, appeared not. + +"So you've been following the dogs to-day," said he. "Been +successful?" + +"Not a bit of it," said Rossitur. "Whether we got on the wrong +grounds, or didn't get on the right ones, or the dogs didn't +mind their business, or there was nothing to fire at, I don't +know; but we lost our patience, and got nothing in exchange." + +"Speak for yourself," said the other. "I assure you I was +sensible of no ground of impatience while going over such a +superb country as this." + +"It is a fine country," said Mr. Ringgan "all this tract +and I ought to know it, for I have hunted every mile of it for +many a mile around. There used to be more game than partridges +in these hills, when I was a young man; bears and wolves, and +deer, and now and then a panther, to say nothing of +rattlesnakes." + +"That last-mentioned is an irregular sort or game, is it not." +said Mr. Carleton, smiling. + +"Well, game is what you choose to make it," said the old +gentleman. "I have seen worse days' sport than I saw once when +we were out after rattlesnakes, and nothing else. There was a +cave, Sir, down under a mountain, a few miles to the south of +this, right at the foot of a bluff some four or five hundred +feet sheer down; it was known to be a resort of those +creatures, and a party of us went out it's many years ago, +now to see if we couldn't destroy the nest; exterminate the +whole horde. We had one dog with us, a little dog, a kind of +spaniel, a little white and yellow fellow, and he did the +work! Well, Sir, how many of those vermin do you guess that +little creature made a finish of that day? of large and small, +Sir, there were two hundred and twelve." + +"He must have been a gallant little fellow." + +"You never saw a creature, Sir, take to a sport better; he +just dashed in among them, from one to another, he would catch +a snake by the neck and give it a shake, and throw it down and +rush at another; poor fellow, it was his last day's sport, he +died almost as soon as it was over; he must have received a +great many bites. The place is known as the rattlesnakes' den +to this day, though there are none there now, I believe." + +"My little cousin is well, I hope," said Mr. Rossitur. + +"She? yes, bless her! she is always well. Where is she? Fairy, +where are you? Cynthy, just call Elfleda here." + +"She's just in the thick of the muffins, Mr. Ringgan." + +"Let the muffins burn! Call her." + +Miss Cynthia accordingly opened a little way the door of the +passage, from which a blue stifling smoke immediately made its +way into the room, and called out to Fleda, whose little voice +was heard faintly responding from the distance. + +"It's a wonder she can hear through all that smoke," remarked +Cynthia. + +"She," said Mr. Ringgan, laughing; "she's playing cook or +housekeeper in yonder, getting something ready for tea. She's +a busy little spirit, if ever there was one. Ah! there she is. +Come here, Fleda here's your cousin Rossitur from West +Point, and Mr. Carleton." + +Fleda made her appearance flushed with the heat of the stove +and the excitement of turning the muffins, and the little iron +spatula she used for that purpose still in her hand; and a +fresh and larger puff of the unsavoury blue smoke accompanied +her entrance. She came forward, however, gravely, and without +the slightest embarrassment, to receive her cousin's somewhat +unceremonious "How do, Fleda?" and, keeping the spatula still +in one hand, shook hands with him with the other. But at the +very different manner in which Mr. Carleton _rose_ and greeted +her, the flush on Fleda's cheek deepened, and she cast down +her eyes and stepped back to her grandfather's side with the +demureness of a young lady just undergoing the ceremony of +presentation. + +"You come upon us out of a cloud, Fleda," said her cousin. "Is +that the way you have acquired a right to the name of Fairy?" + +"I am sure, no," said Mr. Carleton. + +Fleda did not lift up her eyes, but her mounting colour showed +that she understood both speeches. + +"Because, if you are in general such a misty personage," Mr. +Rossitur went on, half laughing, "I would humbly recommend a +choice of incense." + +"O, I forgot to open the windows!" exclaimed Fleda, +ingenuously. "Cynthy, wont you, please, go and do it! And take +this with you," said she, holding out the spatula. + +" She is as good a fairy as _I_ want to see," said her +grandfather, passing his arm fondly round her. "She carries a +ray of sunshine in her right hand; and that's as magic-working +a wand as any fairy ever wielded hey, Mr. Carleton?" + +Mr. Carleton bowed. But whether the sunshine of affection in +Fleda's glance and smile at her grandfather, made him feel +that she was above a compliment, or whether it put the words +out of his head, certain it is that he uttered none. + +"So you've had bad success to-day," continued Mr. Ringgan, +"Where have you been? and what after? partridges?" + +"No, Sir," said Mr. Carleton, "my friend Rossitur promised me +a rare bag of woodcock, which I understand to be the best of +American feathered game; and, in pursuance of his promise, led +me over a large extent of meadow and swamp land, this morning, +with which, in the course of several hours, I became extremely +familiar, without flushing a single bird." + +"Meadow and swamp land!" said the old gentleman. +"Whereabouts?" + +"A mile or more beyond the little village over here, where we +left our horses," said Rossitur. "We beat the ground well, but +there were no signs of them even." + +"We had not the right kind of dog," said Mr. Carleton. + +"We had the kind that is always used here," said Rossitur; +"nobody knows anything about a Cocker in America." + +"Ah, it was too wet," said Mr. Ringgan. "I could have told you +that. There has been too much rain. You wouldn't find a +woodcock in that swamp, after such a day as we had a few days +ago. But speaking of game, Mr. Rossitur, I don't know anything +in America equal to the grouse. It is far before woodcock. I +remember, many years back, going a grouse shooting, I and a +friend, down in Pennsylvania; we went two or three days +running, and the birds we got were worth a whole season of +woodcock. But, gentlemen, if you are not discouraged with your +day's experience, and want to try again, _I'll_ put you in a way +to get as many woodcock as will satisfy you if you'll come +here to-morrow morning. I'll go out with you far enough to +show you the way to the best ground _I_ know for shooting that +game in all this country; you'll have a good chance for +partridges, too, in the course of the day; and that aint bad +eating, when you can't get better is it, Fairy?" he said, +with a sudden smiling appeal to the little girl at his side. +Her answer again was only an intelligent glance. + +The young sportsmen both thanked him and promised to take +advantage of his kind offer. Fleda seized the opportunity to +steal another look at the strangers; but meeting Mr. +Carleton's eyes fixed on her with a remarkably soft and gentle +expression, she withdrew her own again as fast as possible, +and came to the conclusion that the only safe place for them +was the floor. + +"I wish I was a little younger, and I'd take my gun and go +along with you myself," said the old gentleman, pleasantly; +"but," he added, sighing, "there is a time for everything, and +my time for sporting is past." + +"You have no right to complain, Sir," said Mr. Carleton, with +a meaning glance and smile, which the old gentleman took in +excellent good part. + +"Well," said he, looking half proudly, half tenderly, upon the +little demure figure at his side, "I don't say that I have. I +hope I thank God for his mercies, and am happy. But in this +world, Mr. Carleton, there is hardly a blessing but what draws +a care after it. Well well these things will all be +arranged for us!" + +It was plain, however, even to a stranger, that there was some +subject of care, not vague nor undefined pressing upon Mr. +Ringgan's mind as he said this. + +"Have you heard from my mother lately, Fleda?" said her +cousin. + +"Why, yes," said Mr. Ringgan, "she had a letter from her +only to-day. You ha'n't read it yet, have you, Fleda?" + +"No, grandpa," said the little girl; "you know I've been +busy." + +"Ay," said the old gentleman; "why couldn't you let Cynthia +bake the cakes, and not roast yourself over the stove till +you're as red as a turkey-cock?" + +"This morning I was like a chicken," said Fleda, laughing, +"and now like a turkey-cock." + +"Shall I tell mamma, Fleda," said young Rossitur, "that you +put off reading her letter to bake muffins?" + +Fleda answered without looking up, "Yes, if he pleased." + +"What do you suppose she will think?" + +"I don't know." + +"She will think that you love muffins better than her." + +"No," said Fleda, quietly, but firmly, "she will not think +that, because it isn't true." + +The gentlemen laughed, but Mr. Carleton declared that Fleda's +reasoning was unanswerable. + +"Well, I will see you to-morrow," said Mr. Rossitur, "after +you have read the letter, for I suppose you will read it some +time. You should have had it before, it came enclosed to me, + but I forgot unaccountably to mail it to you till a few days +ago." + +"It will be just as good now, Sir," said Mr. Ringgan. + +"There is a matter in it, though," said Rossitur, "about which +my mother has given me a charge. We will see you to-morrow. It +was for that partly we turned out of our way this evening." + +"I am very glad you did," said Mr. Ringgan. "I hope your way +will bring you here often. Wont you stay and try some of these +same muffins before you go?" + +But this was declined, and the gentlemen departed; Fleda, it +must be confessed, seeing nothing in the whole leave-taking +but Mr. Carleton's look and smile. The muffins were a very +tame affair after it. + +When supper was over, she sat down fairly to her letter, and +read it twice through before she folded it up. By this time +the room was clear both of the tea equipage and of Cynthia's +presence, and Fleda and her grandfather were alone in the +darkening twilight with the blazing wood fire; he in his usual +place at the side, and she on the hearth directly before it; +both silent, both thinking, for some time. At length Mr. +Ringgan spoke, breaking as it were the silence and his +seriousness with the same effort. + +"Well, dear!" said he, cheerfully, "what does she say?" + +"O, she says a great many things, grandpa; shall I read you +the letter?" + +"No, dear, I don't care to hear it; only tell me what she +says." + +"She says they are going to stay in Paris yet a good while +longer." + +"Hum!" said Mr. Ringgan. "Well that aint the wisest thing +I should like to hear of her doing." + +"Oh, but it's because uncle Rossitur likes to stay there, I +suppose, isn't it, grandpa?" + +"I don't know, dear. Maybe your aunt's caught the French +fever. She used to be a good sensible woman; but when people +will go into a whirligig, I think some of their wits get blown +away before they come out. Well what else?" + +"I am sure she is very kind," said Fleda. "She wants to have +me go out there and live with her very much. She says I shall +have everything I like, and do just as I please, and she will +make a pet of me, and give me all sorts of pleasant things. +She says she will take as good care of me as ever I took of +the kittens. And there's a long piece to you about it, that +I'll give you to read as soon as we have a light. It is very +good of her, isn't it, grandpa? I love aunt Lucy very much." + +"Well," said Mr. Ringgan, after a pause, "how does she propose +to get you there?" + +"Why," said Fleda, "isn't it curious? she says there is a +Mrs. Carleton here, who is a friend of hers, and she is going +to Paris in a little while, and aunt Lucy asked her if she +wouldn't bring me, if you would let me go, and she said she +would with great pleasure, and aunt Lucy wants me to come out +with her." + +"Carleton! Hum " said Mr. Ringgan; " that must be this +young man's mother?'" + +"Yes, aunt Lucy says she is here with her son, at least she +says they were coming." + +"A very gentlemanly young man, indeed," said Mr. Ringgan. + +There was a grave silence. The old gentleman sat looking on +the floor; Fleda sat looking into the fire with all her might. + +"Well," said Mr. Ringgan after a little, "how would you like +it, Fleda?" + +"What, grandpa?" + +"To go out to Paris to your aunt, with this Mrs. Carleton?" + +"I shouldn't like it at all," said Fleda, smiling and letting +her eyes go back to the fire. But looking, after the pause of +a minute or two, again to her grandfather's face, she was +struck with its expression of stern anxiety. She rose +instantly, and coming to him, and laying one hand gently on +his knee, said in tones that fell as light on the ear as the +touch of a moonbeam on the water, "_You_ do not want me to go, +do you, grandpa?" + +"No, dear!" said the old gentleman, letting his hand fall upon +hers, "no, dear! that is the last thing I want!" + +But Fleda's keen ear discerned not only the deep affection, +but something of _regret_ in the voice, which troubled her. She +stood, anxious and fearing while her grandfather lifting his +hand again and again, let it fall gently upon hers; and amid +all the fondness of the action, Fleda somehow seemed to feel +in it the same regret. + +"You'll not let aunt Lucy, nor anybody else, take me away from +you, will you, grandpa?" said she after a little, leaning both +arms affectionately on his knee, and looking up into his face. + +"No, indeed, dear!" said he, with an attempt at his usual +heartiness, "not as long as I have a place to keep you. +While I have a roof to put my head under, it shall cover +yours." + +To Fleda's hope that would have said enough; but her +grandfather's face was so moved from its wonted expression of +calm dignity, that it was plain _his_ hope was tasting bitter +things. Fleda watched in silent grief and amazement the +watering eye and unnerved lip; till her grandfather, +indignantly dashing away a tear or two, drew her close to his +breast and kissed her. But she well guessed that the reason +why he did not for a minute or two say anything, was because +he could not. Neither could she. She was fighting with her +woman's nature to keep it down, learning the lesson early! + +"Ah well," said Mr. Ringgan at length, in a kind of tone +that might indicate the giving up a struggle which he had no +means of carrying on, or the endeavour to conceal it from the +too keen-wrought feelings of his little grand-daughter, +"there will be a way opened for us somehow. We must let our +Heavenly Father take care of us." + +"And he will, grandpa," whispered Fleda. + +"Yes, dear! We are selfish creatures. Your father's and your +mother's child will not be forgotten." + +"Nor you either, dear grandpa," said the little girl, laying +her soft cheek alongside of his, and speaking by dint of a +great effort. + +"No," said he, clasping her more tenderly, "no it would be +wicked in me to doubt it. He has blessed me all my life long +with a great many more blessings than I deserved; and if he +chooses to take away the sunshine of my last days, I will bow +my head to his will, and believe that he does all things well, +though I cannot see it." + +"Don't, dear grandpa," said Fleda, stealing her other arm +round his neck and hiding her face there, "please don't!" + +He very much regretted that he had said too much. He did not, +however, know exactly how to mend it. He kissed her, and +stroked her soft hair, but that and the manner of it only made +it more difficult for Fleda to recover herself, which she was +struggling to do; and when he tried to speak in accents of +cheering, his voice trembled. Fleda's heart was breaking, but +she felt that she was making matters worse, and she had +already concluded, on a mature review of circumstances, that +it was her duty to be cheerful. So, after a few very heartfelt +tears which she could not help, she raised her head and +smiled, even while she wiped the traces of them away. + +"After all, grandpa," said she, "perhaps Mr. Jolly will come +here in the morning with some good news, and then we should be +troubling ourselves just for nothing." + +"Perhaps he will," said Mr. Ringgan, in a way that sounded +much more like "Perhaps he wont!" But Fleda was determined now +not to _seem_ discouraged again. She thought the best way was to +change the conversation. + +"It is very kind in aunt Lucy, isn't it, grandpa, what she has +written to me?" + +"Why, no," said Mr. Ringgan, decidedly; "I can't say I think +it is any very extraordinary manifestation of kindness in +anybody to want you." + +Fleda smiled her thanks for this compliment. + +"It might be a kindness in me to give you to her." + +"It wouldn't be a kindness to me, grandpa." + +"I don't know about that," said he, gravely. They were getting +back to the old subject. Fleda made another great effort at a +diversion. + +"Grandpa, was my father like my uncle Rossitur in anything?" + +The diversion was effected. + +"Not he, dear!" said Mr. Ringgan. "Your father had ten times +the man in him that ever your uncle was." + +"Why, what kind of a man is uncle Rossitur, grandpa?" + +"Ho dear! I can't tell. I ha'n't seen much of him. I wouldn't +judge a man without knowing more of him than I do of Mr. +Rossitur. He seemed an amiable kind of man. But no one would +ever have thought of looking at him, no more than at a shadow, +when your father was by." + +The diversion took effect on Fleda herself now. She looked up +pleased. + +"You remember your father, Fleda." + +"Yes, grandpa, but not very well always. I remember a great +many things about him, but I can't remember exactly how he +looked, except once or twice." + +"Ay, and he wa'n't well the last time you remember him. But he +was a noble-looking man in form and face too and his looks +were the worst part of him. He seemed made of different stuff +from all the people around," said Mr. Ringgan, sighing, "and +they felt it too, I used to notice, without knowing it. When +his cousins were 'Sam,' and 'Johnny,' and 'Bill,' he was +always, that is after he grew up, '_Mr. Walter_.' I believe they +were a little afeard of him. And with all his bravery and fire +he could be as gentle as a woman." + +"I know that," said Fleda, whose eyes were dropping soft tears +and glittering at the same time with gratified feeling. "What +made him be a soldier, grandpa? " + +"Oh, I don't know, dear! he was too good to make a farmer of + or his high spirit wanted to rise in the world he couldn't +rest without trying to be something more than other folks. I +don't know whether people are any happier for it." + +"Did _he_ go to West Point, grandpa?" + +"No, dear! he started without having so much of a push as +that; but he was one of those that don't need any pushing; he +would have worked his way up, put him anywhere you would, and +he did, over the heads of West Pointers and all, and would +have gone to the top, I verily believe, if he had lived long +enough. He was as fine a fellow as there was in all the army. +_I_ don't believe there's the like of him left in it." + +"He had been a major a good while, hadn't be, grandpa?" + +"Yes. It was just after he was made captain that he went to +Albany, and there he saw your mother. She and her sister, your +aunt Lucy, were wards of the patroon. I was in Albany, in the +legislature, that winter, and I knew them both very well; but +your aunt Lucy had been married some years before. She was +staying there that winter without her husband he was abroad +somewhere." + +Fleda was no stranger to these details, and had learned long +ago what was meant by "wards" and "the patroon." + +"Your father was made a major some years afterwards," Mr. +Ringgan went on, "for his fine behaviour out here at the West + what's the name of the place? I forget it just now +fighting the Indians. There never was anything finer done." + +"He was brave, wasn't he, grandpa?" + +"Brave! he had a heart of iron sometimes, for as soft as it +was at others. And he had an eye, when he was roused, that I +never saw anything that would stand against. But your father +had a better sort of courage than the common sort he had +enough of _that_ but this is a rarer thing he never was +afraid to do what in his conscience he thought was right. +Moral courage I call it, and it is one of the very noblest +qualities a man can have." + +"That's a kind of courage a woman may have," raid Fleda. + +"Yes you may have that; and I guess it's the only kind of +courage you'll ever be troubled with," said her grandfather, +looking laughingly at her. "However, any man may walk up to +the cannon's mouth, but it is only one here and there that +will walk out against men's opinions because he thinks it is +right. That was one of the things I admired most in your +father." + +"Didn't my mother have it too?" said Fleda. + +"I don't know she had about everything that was good. A +sweet pretty creature she was as ever I saw." + +"Was she like aunt Lucy?" + +"No, not much. She was a deal handsomer than your aunt is or +ever could have been. She was the handsomest woman, I think, +that ever I set eyes upon; and a sweet, gentle, lovely +creature. _You_'ll never match her," said Mr. Ringgan, with a +curious twist of his head and sly laughing twist of his eyes +at Fleda; "you may be as _good_ as she was, but you'll never +be as good-looking." + +Fleda laughed, nowise displeased. + +"You've got her hazel eyes though," remarked Mr. Ringgan, +after a minute or two, viewing his little grand-daughter with +a sufficiently satisfied expression of countenance. + +"Grandpa," said she, "don't you think Mr. Carleton has +handsome eyes?" + +"Mr. Carleton? hum I don't know; I didn't look at his +eyes. A very well-looking young man though very gentlemanly +too." + +Fleda had heard all this and much more about her parents some +dozens of times before; but she and her grandfather were never +tired of going it over. If the conversation that recalled his +lost treasures had of necessity a character of sadness and +tenderness, it yet bespoke not more regret that he had lost +them than exulting pride and delight in what they had been, +perhaps not so much. And Fleda delighted to go back and feed +her imagination with stories of the mother whom she could not +remember, and of the father whose fair bright image stood in +her memory as the embodiment of all that is high and noble and +pure. A kind of guardian angel that image was to little Fleda. +These ideal likenesses of her father and mother, the one drawn +from history and recollection, the other from history only, +had been her preservative from all the untoward influences and +unfortunate examples which had surrounded her since her +father's death, some three or four years before, had left her +almost alone in her grandfather's house. They had created in +her mind a standard of the true and beautiful in character, +which nothing she saw around her, after, of course, her +grandfather and one other exception, seemed at all to meet; +and partly from her own innate fineness of nature, and partly +from this pure ideal always present with her, she had shrunk +almost instinctively from the few varieties of human nature +the country-side presented to her, and was in fact a very +isolated little being, living in a world of her own, and +clinging with all her strong out-goings of affection to her +grandfather only; granting to but one other person any +considerable share in her regard or esteem. Little Fleda was +not in the least misanthropical; she gave her kindly +sympathies to all who came in her way on whom they could +possibly be bestowed; but these people were nothing to her; +her spirit fell off from them, even in their presence; there +was no affinity. She was in truth what her grandfather had +affirmed of her father, made of different stuff from the rest +of the world. There was no tincture of pride in all this; +there was no conscious feeling of superiority; she could +merely have told you that she did not care to hear these +people talk, that she did not love to be with them; though she +_would_ have said so to no earthly creature but her grandfather, +if even to him. + +"It must be pleasant," said Fleda, after looking for some +minutes thoughtfully into the fire, "it must be a pleasant +thing to have a father and mother." + +"Yes, dear!" said her grandfather, sighing, "you have lost a +great deal! But there is your aunt Lucy you are not +dependent altogether on me." + +"Oh, grandpa!" said the little girl, laying one hand again +pleadingly on his knee; "I didn't mean I mean I was +speaking in general I wasn't thinking of myself in +particular." + +"I know, dear!" said he, as before taking the little hand in +his own, and moving it softly up and down on his knee. But the +action was sad, and there was the same look of sorrowful stern +anxiety. Fleda got up and put her arm over his shoulder, +speaking from a heart filled too full. + +"I don't want aunt Lucy I don't care about aunt Lucy, I +don't want anything but you, grandpa. I wish you wouldn't talk +so." + +"Ah well, dear," said he, without looking at her, he +couldn't bear to look at her, "it's well it is so. I sha'n't +last a great while it isn't likely and I am glad to know +there is some one you can fall back upon when I am gone." + +Fleda's next words were scarce audible, but they contained a +reproach to him for speaking so. + +"We may as well look at it, dear," said he, gravely; "it must +come to that - sooner or later but you mustn't distress +yourself about it beforehand. Don't cry don't dear!" said +he, tenderly kissing her. "I didn't mean to trouble you so. +There there look up, dear let's take the good we have +and be thankful for it. God will arrange the rest, in his own +good way. Fleda! I wouldn't have said a word if I had +thought it would have worried you so." + +He would not indeed. But he had spoken as men so often speak, +out of the depths of their own passion or bitterness, +forgetting that they are wringing the chords of a delicate +harp, and not knowing what mischief they have done till they +find the instrument all out of tune, more often not knowing +it ever. It is pity, for how frequently a discord is left +that jars all life long; and how much more frequently still +the harp, though retaining its sweetness and truth of tone to +the end, is gradually unstrung. + +Poor Fleda could hardly hold up her head for a long time, and +recalling bitterly her unlucky innocent remark which had led +to all this trouble, she almost made up her mind, with a +certain heroine of Miss Edgeworth's, that "it is best never to +mention things". Mr. Ringgan, now thoroughly alive to the +wounds he had been inflicting, held his little pet in his +arms, pillowed her head on his breast, and by every tender and +soothing action and word endeavoured to undo what he had done. +And after a while the agony was over, the wet eyelashes were +lifted up, and the meek sorrowful little face lay quietly upon +Mr. Ringgan's breast, gazing out into the fire as gravely as +if the panorama of life were there. She little heeded at first +her grandfather's cheering talk, she knew it was for a +purpose. + +"Aint it most time for you to go to bed?" whispered Mr. +Ringgan, when he thought the purpose was effected. + +"Shall I tell Cynthy to get you your milk, grandpa?" said the +little girl, rousing herself. + +"Yes dear. Stop, what if you and me were to have some +roast apples? wouldn't you like it?" + +"Well yes, I should, grandpa," said Fleda, understanding +perfectly why he wished it, and wishing it herself for that +same reason and no other. + +"Cynthy, let's have some of those roast apples," said Mr. +Ringgan, "and a couple of bowls of milk here." + +"No, I'll get the apples myself, Cynthy," said Fleda. + +"And you needn't take any of the cream off, Cynthy," added Mr. +Ringgan. + +One corner of the kitchen table was hauled up to the fire, to +be comfortable, Fleda said, and she and her grandfather sat +down on the opposite sides of it to do honour to the apples +and milk; each with the simple intent of keeping up +appearances and cheating the other into cheerfulness. There +is, however, deny it who can, an exhilarating effect in good +wholesome food taken when one is in some need of it; and Fleda +at least found the supper relish exceeding well. Every one +furthermore knows the relief of a hearty flow of tears when a +secret weight has been pressing on the mind. She was just +ready for anything reviving. After the third mouthful she +began to talk, and before the bottom of the bowls was reached, +she had smiled more than once. So her grandfather thought no +harm was done, and went to bed quite comforted; and Fleda +climbed the steep stairs that led from his door to her little +chamber just over his head. It was small and mean, immediately +under the roof, with only one window. There were plenty of +better rooms in the house, but Fleda liked this because it +kept her near her grandfather; and indeed she had always had +it ever since her father's death, and never thought of taking +any other. + +She had a fashion, this child, in whom the simplicity of +practical life and the poetry of imaginative life were +curiously blended, she had a fashion of going to her window +every night when the moon or stars were shining, to look out +for a minute or two before she went to bed; and sometimes the +minutes were more than any good grandmother or aunt would have +considered wholesome for little Fleda in the fresh night air. +But there was no one to watch or reprimand; and whatever it +was that Fleda read in earth or sky, the charm which held her +one bright night was sure to bring her to her window the next. +This evening a faint young moon lighted up but dimly the +meadow and what was called the "east-hill," over against which +the window in question looked. The air was calm and mild; +there was no frost to-night; the stillness was entire, and the +stars shone in a cloudless sky. Fleda set open the window, and +looked out with a face that again bore tokens of the +experiences of that day. She wanted the soothing speech of +nature's voice; and child as she was, she could hear it. She +did not know, in her simplicity, what it was that comforted +and soothed her, but she stood at her window enjoying. + +It was so perfectly still, her fancy presently went to all +those people who had hushed their various work and were now +resting, or soon would be, in the unconsciousness and the +helplessness of sleep. The _helplessness_, and then that Eye +that never sleeps; that Hand that keeps them all, that is +never idle, that is the safety and the strength alike of all +the earth, and of them that wake or sleep upon it, + +"And if he takes care of them all, will he not take care of +poor little me?" thought Fleda. "Oh, how glad I am I know +there is a God! How glad I am I know he is such a God! and +that I can trust in him; and he will make everything go right. +How I forget this sometimes! But Jesus does not forget his +children. Oh, I am a happy little girl! Grandpa's saying +what he did don't make it so perhaps I shall die the first +but I hope not, for what would become of him! But this and +everything will all be arranged right, and I have nothing to +do with it but to obey God and please him, and he will take +care of the rest. He has forbidden _us_ to be careful about it +too." + +With grateful tears of relief Fleda shut the window and began +to undress herself, her heart so lightened of its burden, that +her thoughts presently took leave to go out again upon +pleasure excursions in various directions; and one of the last +things in Fleda's mind before sleep surprised her was, what a +nice thing it was for any one to bow and smile so as Mr. +Carleton did! + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +I know each lane, and every alley green, +Dingle or bushy dell of this wild wood, +And every bosky bourne from side to side; +My daily walks and ancient neighbourhood. +MILTON. + + +Fleda and her grandfather had but just risen from a tolerably +early breakfast the next morning, when the two young sportsmen +entered the room. + +"Ha!" said Mr. Ringgan, "I declare! you're stirring betimes. +Come five or six miles this morning a'ready. Well that's the +stuff to make sportsmen of. Off for the woodcock, hey? And I +was to go with you and show you the ground? I declare I don't +know how in the world I can do it this morning, I'm so very +stiff ten times as bad as I was yesterday. I had a window +open in my room last night, I expect that must have been the +cause. I don't see how I could have overlooked it; but I never +gave it a thought, till this morning I found myself so lame I +could hardly get out of bed. I am very sorry, upon my word!" + +"I am very sorry we must lose your company, Sir," said the +young Englishman, "and for such a cause; but as to the rest, I +dare say your directions will guide us sufficiently." + +"I don't know about that," said the old gentleman. " It is +pretty hard to steer by a chart that is only laid down in the +imagination. I set out once to go in New York from one side of +the city over into the other, and the first thing I knew I +found myself travelling along half a mile out of town. I had +to get in a stage and ride back, and take a fresh start. Out +at the West they say, when you are in the woods you can tell +which is north by the moss growing on that side of the trees; +but if you're lost, you'll be pretty apt to find the moss +grows on _all_ sides of the trees. I couldn't make out any +waymarks at all, in such a labyrinth of brick corners. Well, +let us see if I tell you now it is so easy to mistake one +hill for another Fleda, child, you put on your sun-bonnet, +and take these gentlemen back to the twenty-acre lot, and from +there you can tell 'em how to go, so I guess they wont mistake +it." + +"By no means!" said Mr. Carleton; "we cannot give her so much +trouble; it would be buying our pleasure at much too dear a +rate." + +"Tut, tut," said the old gentleman; "she thinks nothing of +trouble, and the walk 'll do her good. She'd like to be out +all day, I believe, if she had any one to go along with; but +I'm rather a stupid companion for such a spry little pair of +feet. Fleda, look here; when they get to the lot, they can +find their own way after that. You know where the place is +where your cousin Seth shot so many woodcock last year, over +in Mr. Hurlbut's land; when you get to the big lot you must +tell these gentlemen to go straight over the hill, not Squire +Thornton's hill, but mine, at the back of the lot. They must +go straight over it, till they come to cleared land on the +other side; then they must keep along by the edge of the wood, +to the right, till they come to the brook; they must _cross the +brook_, and follow up the opposite bank, and they'll know the +ground when they come to it; or they don't deserve to. Do you +understand? Now run and get your hat, for they ought to be +off." + +Fleda went, but neither her step nor her look showed any great +willingness to the business. + +"I am sure, Mr. Ringgan," said Mr. Carleton, "your little +granddaughter has some reason for not wishing to take such a +long walk this morning. Pray allow us to go without her." + +"Pho, pho," said the old gentleman, "she wants to go." + +"I guess she's skeered o' the guns," said Cynthy, happy to get +a chance to edge in a word before such company; "it's that +ails her." + +"Well, well; she must get used to it," said Mr. Ringgan. "Here +she is!" + +Fleda had it in her mind to whisper to him a word of hope +about Mr. Jolly; but she recollected that it was at best an +uncertain hope, and that if her grandfather's thoughts were +off the subject it was better to leave them so. She only +kissed him for good-by, and went out with the two gentlemen. + +As they took up their guns, Mr. Carleton caught the timid +shunning glance her eye gave at them. + +"Do you dislike the company of these noisy friends of ours, +Miss Fleda?" said he. + +Fleda hesitated, and finally said, "she didn't much like to be +very near them when they were fired." + +"Put that fear away then," said he, " for they shall keep a +respectful silence so long as they have the honour to be in +your company. If the woodcock come about us as tame as quails +our guns shall not be provoked to say anything till your +departure gives them leave." + +Fleda smiled her thanks, and set forward, privately much +confirmed in her opinion that Mr. Carleton had handsome eyes. + +At a little distance from the house Fleda left the meadow for +an old apple-orchard at the left, lying on a steep side hill. +Up this hill-side they toiled; and then found themselves on a +ridge of tableland, stretching back for some distance along +the edge of a little valley or bottom of perfectly flat smooth +pasture-ground. The valley was very narrow, only divided into +fields by fences running from side to side. The table-land +might be a hundred feet or more above the level of the bottom, +with a steep face towards it. A little way back from the edge +the woods began; between them and the brow of the hill the +ground was smooth and green, planted as if by art with +flourishing young silver pines, and once in a while a hemlock, +some standing in all their luxuriance alone, and some in +groups. With now and then a smooth grey rock, or large +boulderstone, which had somehow inexplicably stopped on the +brow of the hill instead of rolling down into what at some +former time no doubt was a bed of water, all this open strip +of the table-land might have stood with very little coaxing +for a piece of a gentleman's pleasure-ground. On the opposite +side of the little valley was a low rocky height, covered with +wood, now in the splendour of varied red and green and purple +and brown and gold; between, at their feet, lay the soft quiet +green meadow; and off to the left, beyond the far end of the +valley, was the glory of the autumn woods again, softened in +the distance. A true October sky seemed to pervade all, mildly +blue, transparently pure, with that clearness of atmosphere +that no other month gives us; a sky that would have conferred +a patent of nobility on any landscape. The scene was certainly +contracted and nowise remarkable in any of its features, but +Nature had shaken out all her colours over the land, and drawn +a veil from the sky, and breathed through the woods and over +the hill-side the very breath of health, enjoyment, and +vigour. + +When they were about over-against the middle of the valley, +Mr. Carleton suddenly made a pause and stood for some minutes +silently looking. His two companions came to a halt on either +side of him, one not a little pleased, the other a little +impatient. + +"Beautiful!" Mr. Carleton said, at length. + +"Yes," said Fleda, gravely, "I think it's a pretty place. I +like it up here." + +"We sha'n't catch many woodcock among these pines," said young +Rossitur. + +"I wonder," said Mr. Carleton, presently, "how any one should +have called these 'melancholy days.' " + +"Who has?" said Rossitur. + +"A countryman of yours," said his friend, glancing at him. "If +he had been a countryman of mine there would have been less +marvel. But here is none of the sadness of decay none of the +withering if the tokens of old age are seen at all it is in +the majestic honours that crown a glorious life the graces +of a matured and ripened character. This has nothing in +common, Rossitur, with those dull moralists who are always +dinning decay and death into one's ears; this speaks of Life. +Instead of freezing all one's hopes and energies, it quickens +the pulse with the desire to _do_. 'The saddest of the year' +Bryant was wrong." + +"Bryant? oh!" said young Rossitur; "I didn't know who you +were speaking of." + +"I believe, now I think of it, he was writing of a somewhat +later time of the year, I don't know how all this will look +in November." + +"I think it is very pleasant in November," said little Fleda, +sedately. + +"Don't you know Bryant's 'Death of the Flowers,' Rossitur?" +said his friend, smiling. "What have you been doing all your +life?" + +"Not studying the fine arts at West Point, Mr. Carleton." + +"Then sit down here, and let me mend that place in your +education. Sit down! and I'll give you something better than +woodcock. You keep a game-bag for thoughts, don't you?" + +Mr. Rossitur wished Mr. Carleton didn't. But he sat down, +however, and listened with an unedified face; while his +friend, more to please himself, it must be confessed, than for +any other reason, and perhaps with half a notion to try Fleda, +repeated the beautiful words. He presently saw they were not +lost upon one of his hearers; she listened intently. + +"It is very pretty," said Rossitur, when he had done. "I +believe I have seen it before somewhere." + +"There is no 'smoky light' to-day," said Fleda. + +"No," said Mr. Carleton, smiling to himself. "Nothing but that +could improve the beauty of all this, Miss Fleda." + +"_I_ like it better as it is," said Fleda. + +"I am surprised at that," said young Rossitur. "I thought you +lived on smoke." + +There was nothing in the words, but the tone was not exactly +polite. Fleda granted him neither smile nor look. + +"I am glad you like it up here," she went on, gravely doing +the honours of the place. "I came this way because we +shouldn't have so many fences to climb." + +"You are the best little guide possible, and I have no doubt +would always lead one the right way," said Mr. Carleton. + +Again the same gentle, kind, _appreciating_ look. Fleda +unconsciously drew a step nearer. There was a certain +undefined confidence established between them. + +"There's a little brook down there in spring," said she, +pointing to a small, grass-grown water-course in the meadow, +hardly discernible from the height, "but there's no water in +it now. It runs quite full for a while after the snow breaks +up; but it dries away by June or July." + +"What are those trees so beautifully tinged with red and +orange, down there by the fence in the meadow?" + +"I am not woodsman enough to inform you," replied Rossitur. + +"Those are maples," said Fleda "sugar maples. The one all +orange is a hickory." + +"How do you know?" said Mr. Carleton, turning to her. "By your +wit as a fairy?" + +"I know by the colour," said Fleda, modestly; "and by the +shape too." + +"Fairy," said Mr. Rossitur, "if you have any of the stuff +about you, I wish you would knock this gentleman over the head +with your wand, and put the spirit of moving into him. He is +going to sit dreaming here all day." + +"Not at all," said his friend, springing up; "I am ready for +you; but I want other game than woodcock just now, I confess." + +They walked along in silence, and had near reached the +extremity of the table-land, which, towards the end of the +valley, descended into ground of a lower level covered with +woods; when Mr. Carleton, who was a little ahead, was startled +by Fleda's voice, exclaiming, in a tone of distress, "Oh, not +the robins!" and turning about, perceived Mr. Rossitur +standing still with levelled gun, and just in the act to +shoot. Fleda had stopped her ears. In the same instant, Mr. +Carleton had thrown up the gun, demanding of Rossitur, with a +singular change of expression "what he meant!" + +"Mean?" said the young gentleman, meeting with an astonished +face the indignant fire of his companion's eyes "why, I mean +not to meddle with other people's guns, Mr. Carleton. What do +_you_ mean?" + +"Nothing, but to protect myself." + +"Protect yourself!" said Rossitur, heating as the other cooled + "from what, in the name of wonder?" + +"Only from having my word blown away by your fire," said +Carleton, smiling. "Come, Rossitur, recollect yourself +remember our compact." + +"Compact! one isn't bound to keep compacts with unearthly +personages," said Rossitur, half sulkily and half angrily; +"and besides, I made none." + +Mr. Carleton turned from him very coolly, and walked on. + +They left the table-land and the wood, entered the valley +again, and passed through a large orchard, the last of the +succession of fields which stretched along it. Beyond this +orchard the ground rose suddenly, and on the steep hill-side +there had been a large plantation of Indian corn. The corn was +harvested, but the ground was still covered with numberless +little stacks of the cornstalks. Halfway up the hill stood +three ancient chestnut-trees; veritable patriarchs of the nut +tribe they were, and respected and esteemed as patriarchs +should be. + +"There are no 'dropping nuts' to-day, either," said Fleda, to +whom the sight of her forest friends in the distance probably +suggested the thought, for she had not spoken for some time. +"I suppose there hasn't been frost enough yet." + +"Why, you have a good memory, Fairy," said Mr. Carleton. "Do +you give the nuts leave to fall of themselves?" + +"Oh, sometimes grandpa and I go a nutting," said the little +girl, getting lightly over the fence "but we haven't been +this year." + +"Then it is a pleasure to come yet?" + +"No," said Fleda, quietly; "the trees near the house have been +stripped; and the only other nice place there is for us to go +to, Mr. Didenhover let the Shakers have the nuts. I sha'n't +get any this year." + +"Live in the woods and not get any nuts! that wont do, Fairy. +Here are some fine chestnuts we are coming to what should +hinder our reaping a good harvest from these?" + +"I don't think there will be any on them," said Fleda; "Mr. +Didenhover has been here lately with the men getting in the +corn; I guess they have cleared the trees." + +"Who is Mr. Didenhover?" + +"He is grandpa's man." + +"Why didn't you bid Mr. Didenhover let the nuts alone?" + +"Oh, he wouldn't mind if he was told," said Fleda. "He does +everything just as he has a mind to, and nobody can hinder +him. Yes, they've cleared the trees I thought so." + +"Don't you know of any other trees that are out of this Mr. +Didenhover's way?" + +"Yes," said Fleda; "I know a place where there used to be +beautiful hickory trees, and some chestnuts too, I think; but +it is too far off for grandpa, and I couldn't go there alone. +This is the twenty-acre lot," said she, looking, though she +did not say it, "Here I leave you." + +"I am glad to hear it," said her cousin. "Now give us our +directions, Fleda, and thank you for your services." + +"Stop a minute," said Mr. Carleton. "What if you and I should +try to find those same hickory-trees, Miss Fleda? Will you +take me with you or is it too long a walk?" + +"For me? oh no!" said Fleda, with a face of awakening hope; +"but," she added, timidly, "you were going a shooting, Sir?" + +"What on earth are you thinking of, Carleton?" said young +Rossitur." Let the nuts and Fleda alone, do!" + +"By your leave, Mr. Rossitur," said Carleton. "My murderous +intents have all left me, Miss Fleda; I suppose your wand has +been playing about me, and I should like nothing better than +to go with you over the hills this morning. I have been a +nutting many a time in my own woods at home, and I want to try +it for once in the New World. Will you take me?" + +"Oh, thank you, Sir!" said Fleda; " but we have passed the +turning a long way; we must go back ever so far the same way +we came to get to the place where we turn off to go up the +mountain." + +"I don't wish for a prettier way if it isn't so far as to +tire you, Fairy?" + +"Oh, it wont tire me!" said Fleda, overjoyed. + +"Carleton!" exclaimed young Rossitur. "Can you be so absurd! +Lose this splendid day for the woodcock, when we may not have +another while we are here!" + +"You are not a true sportsman, Mr. Rossitur," said the other, +coolly, "or you would know what it is to have some sympathy +with the sports of others. But _you_ will have the day for the +woodcock, and bring us home a great many, I hope. Miss Fleda, +suppose we give this impatient young gentleman his orders and +despatch him." + +"I thought you were more of a sportsman," said the vexed West +Pointer, "or your sympathy would be with me." + +"I tell you the sporting mania was never stronger on me," said +the other, carelessly. "Something less than a rifle, however, +will do to bring down the game I am after. We will rendezvous +at the little village over yonder, unless I go home before +you, which I think is more probable. Au revoir!" + +With careless gracefulness he saluted his disconcerted +companion, who moved off with ungraceful displeasure. Fleda +and Mr. Carleton then began to follow back the road they had +come, in the highest good humour both. Her sparkling face told +him with even greater emphasis than her words, + +"I am so much obliged to you, Sir." + +"How you go over fences!" said he, "like a sprite, as you +are." + +"Oh, I have climbed a great many," said Fleda, accepting, +however, again with that infallible instinct, the help which +she did not need. "I shall be so glad to get some nuts, for +I thought I wasn't going to have any this year; and it is so +pleasant to have them to crack in the long winter evenings." + +"You must find them long evenings indeed, I should think." + +"Oh no, we don't," said Fleda. "I didn't mean they were long +in _that_ way. Grandpa cracks the nuts, and I pick them out, and +he tells me stories; and then you know he likes to go to bed +early. The evenings never seem long." + +"But you are not always cracking nuts." + +"Oh no, to be sure not; but there are plenty of other pleasant +things to do. I dare say grandpa would have bought some nuts, +but I had a great deal rather have those we get ourselves, and +then the fun of getting them, besides, is the best part." + +Fleda was tramping over the ground at a furious rate. + +"How many do you count upon securing to-day?" said Mr. +Carleton, gravely. + +"I don't know," said Fleda, with a business face, "there are +a good many trees, and fine large ones, and I don't believe +anybody has found them out they are so far out of the way; +there ought to be a good parcel of nuts." + +"But," said Mr. Carleton, with perfect gravity, "if we should +be lucky enough to find a supply for your winter's store, it +would be too much for you and me to bring home, Miss Fleda, +unless you have a broomstick in the service of fairydom." + +"A broomstick!" said Fleda. + +"Yes, did you never hear of the man who had a broomstick +that would fetch pails of water at his bidding?" + +"No," said Fleda, laughing. "What a convenient broomstick! I +wish we had one. But I know what I can do, Mr. Carleton, if +there should be too many nuts for us to bring home, I can take +Cynthy afterwards and get the rest of them. Cynthy and I could +go grandpa couldn't, even if he was as well as usual, for +the trees are in a hollow away over on the other side of the +mountain. It's a beautiful place." + +"Well," said Mr. Carleton, smiling curiously to himself, "in +that case I shall be even of more use than I had hoped. But +shan't we want a basket, Miss Fleda?" + +"Yes, indeed," said Fleda, "a good large one I am going to +run down to the house for it as soon as we get to the turning- +off place, if you'll be so good as to sit down and wait for +me, Sir, I wont be long after it." + +"No," said he; "I will walk with you and leave my gun in safe +quarters. You had better not travel so fast, or I am afraid +you will never reach the hickory-trees." + +Fleda smiled, and said there was no danger, but she slackened +her pace, and they proceeded at a more reasonable rate till +they reached the house. + +Mr. Carleton would not go in, placing his gun in an outer +shelter. Fleda dashed into the kitchen, and after a few +minutes' delay came out again with a huge basket, which Mr. +Carleton took from her without suffering his inward amusement +to reach his face, and a little tin pail which she kept under +her own guardianship. In vain Mr. Carleton offered to take it +with the basket, or even to put it in the basket, where he +showed her it would go very well; it must go nowhere but in +Fleda's own hand. + +Fleda was in restless haste till they had passed over the +already twice-trodden ground and entered upon the mountain +road. It was hardly a road; in some places a beaten track was +visible, in others Mr. Carleton wondered how his little +companion found her way, where nothing but fresh-fallen leaves +and scattered rocks and stones could be seen, covering the +whole surface. But her foot never faltered, her eye read way- +marks where he saw none; she went on, he did not doubt +unerringly, over the leaf-strewn and rock-strewn way, over +ridge and hollow, with a steady light swiftness that he could +not help admiring. Once they came to a little brawling stream +of spring water, hardly three inches deep anywhere, but making +quite a wide bed for itself in its bright way to the lowlands. +Mr. Carleton was considering how he should contrive to get his +little guide over it in safety, when quick, over the little +round stones which lifted their heads above the surface of the +water, on the tips of her toes, Fleda tripped across before he +had done thinking about it. He told her he had no doubt now +that she was a fairy, and had powers of walking that did not +belong to other people. Fleda laughed, and on her little +demure figure went picking out the way, always with that +little tin pail hanging at her side, like Mr. Carleton +busied himself in finding out similes for her. It wasn't very +easy. + +For a long distance their way was through a thick woodland, +clear of underbrush and very pleasant walking, but permitting +no look at the distant country. They wound about, now up hill +and now down, till at last they began to ascend in good +earnest; the road became better marked, and Mr. Carleton came +up with his guide again. Both were obliged to walk more +slowly. He had overcome a good deal of Fleda's reserve, and +she talked to him now quite freely, without however losing the +grace of a most exquisite modesty in everything she said or +did. + +"What do you suppose I have been amusing myself with all this +while, Miss Fleda?" said he, after walking for some time +alongside of her in silence. "I have been trying to fancy what +you looked like as you travelled on before me with that +mysterious tin pail." + +"Well, what _did_ I look like?" said Fleda, laughing. + +"Little Red Riding-Hood, the first thing, carrying her +grandmother the pot of butter." + +"Ah, but I haven't got any butter in this, as it happens," +said Fleda; "and I hope you are not anything like the wolf, +Mr. Carleton?" + +"I hope not," said he, laughing. "Well, then, I thought you +might be one of those young ladies the fairy-stories tell of, +who set out over the world to seek their fortune. That might +hold, you know, a little provision to last for a day or two +till you found it." + +"No," said Fleda, "I should never go to seek my fortune." + +"Why not, pray?" + +"I don't think I should find it any the sooner." + +Mr. Carleton looked at her, and could not make up his mind +whether or not she spoke wittingly. + +Well, but after all, are we not seeking our fortune?" said he. +"We are doing something very like it. Now up here on the +mountain-top perhaps we shall find only empty trees perhaps +trees with a harvest of nuts on them." + +"Yes, but that wouldn't be like finding a fortune," said +Fleda; "if we were to come to a great heap of nuts all +picked out ready for us to carry away, _that_ would be a +fortune; but now if we find the trees full, we have got to +knock them down, and gather them up, and shuck them." + +"Make our own fortunes, eh?" said Mr. Carleton, smiling. + +"Well! people do say those are the sweetest nuts. I don't know +how it may be. Ha! that is fine. What an atmosphere!" + +They had reached a height of the mountain that cleared them a +view, and over the tops of the trees they looked abroad to a +very wide extent of country undulating with hill and vale, +hill and valley alike far below at their feet. Fair and rich, + the gently swelling hills, one beyond another, in the +patchwork dress of their many-coloured fields, the gay hues +of the woodland softened and melted into a rich autumn glow, +and far away, beyond even where this glow was sobered and lost +in the distance, the faint blue line of the Catskill faint, +but clear and distinct, through the transparent air. Such a +sky! of such etherialized purity as if made for spirits to +travel in, and tempting them to rise and free themselves from +the soil; and the stillness, like nature's hand laid upon +the soul, bidding it think. In view of all that vastness and +grandeur, man's littleness does bespeak itself. And yet, for +every one, the voice of the scene is not more humbling to +pride than rousing to all that is really noble and strong in +character. Not only "What thou art," but "What thou mayest +be!" What place thou oughtest to fill what work thou hast to +do, in this magnificent world. A very extended landscape, +however genial, is also sober in its effect on the mind. One +seems to emerge from the narrowness of individual existence, +and take a larger view of Life as well as of Creation. + +Perhaps Mr. Carleton felt it so, for, after his first +expression of pleasure, he stood silently and gravely looking +for a long time. Little Fleda's eye loved it too, but she +looked her fill, and then sat down on a stone to await her +companion's pleasure, glancing now and then up at his face, +which gave her no encouragement to interrupt him. It was +gravely, and even gloomily thoughtful. He stood so long +without stirring, that poor Fleda began to have sad thoughts +of the possibility of gathering all the nuts from the hickory- +trees, and she heaved a very gentle sigh once or twice; but +the dark blue eye which she with reason admired, remained +fixed on the broad scene below, as if it were reading, or +trying to read there a difficult lesson. And when at last he +turned and began to go up the path again, he kept the same +face, and went moodily swinging his arm up and down, as if in +disturbed thought. Fleda was too happy to be moving to care +for her companion's silence; she would have compounded for no +more conversation, so they might but reach the nut-trees. But +before they had got quite so far, Mr. Carleton broke the +silence, speaking in precisely the same tone and manner he had +used the last time. + +"Look here, Fairy," said he, pointing to a small heap of +chestnut burs piled at the foot of a tree "here's a little +fortune for you already." + +"That's a squirrel!" said Fleda, looking at the place very +attentively. "There has been nobody else here. He has put them +together, ready to be carried off to his nest." + +"We'll save him that trouble," said Mr. Carleton. "Little +rascal! he's a Didenhover in miniature." + +"Oh, no!" said Fleda; "he had as good a right to the nuts, I +am sure, as we have, poor fellow. Mr. Carleton " + +Mr. Carleton was throwing the nuts into the basket. At the +anxious and undecided tone in which his name was pronounced, +he stopped, and looked up at a very wistful face. + +"Mightn't we leave these nuts till we come back? If we find +the trees over here full, we shan't want them; and if we +don't, these would be only a handful " + +"And the squirrel would be disappointed?" said Mr. Carleton, +smiling. "You would rather we should leave them to him!" + +Fleda said yes, with a relieved face, and Mr. Carleton, still +smiling, emptied his basket of the few nuts he had put in, and +they walked on. + +In a hollow, rather a deep hollow, behind the crest of the +hill, as Fleda had said, they came at last to a noble group of +large hickory-trees, with one or two chestnuts standing in +attendance on the outskirts. And, also, as Fleda had said, or +hoped, the place was so far from convenient access, that +nobody had visited them; they were thick hung with fruit. If +the spirit of the game had been wanting or failing in Mr. +Carleton, it must have roused again into full life at the +joyous heartiness of Fleda's exclamations. At any rate, no boy +could have taken to the business better. He cut, with her +permission, a stout long pole in the woods; and swinging +himself lightly into one of the trees, showed that he was a +master in the art of whipping them. Fleda was delighted, but +not surprised; for, from the first moment of Mr. Carleton's +proposing to go with her, she had been privately sure that he +would not prove an inactive or inefficient ally. By whatever +slight tokens she might read this, in whatsoever fine +characters of the eye, or speech, or manner, she knew it; and +knew it just as well before they reached the hickory-trees as +she did afterwards. + +When one of the trees was well stripped, the young gentleman +mounted into another, while Fleda set herself to hull and +gather up the nuts under the one first beaten. She could make +but little headway, however, compared with her companion; the +nuts fell a great deal faster than she could put them in her +basket. The trees were heavy laden, and Mr. Carleton seemed +determined to have the whole crop; from the second tree he +went to the third. Fleda was bewildered with her happiness; +this was doing business in style. She tried to calculate what +the whole quantity would be, but it went beyond her; one +basketful would not take it, nor two, nor three, it wouldn't +_begin to_, Fleda said to herself. She went on hulling and +gathering with all possible industry. + +After the third tree was finished, Mr. Carleton threw down his +pole, and resting himself upon the ground at the foot, told +Fleda he would wait a few moments before he began again.. +Fleda thereupon left off her work too, and going for her +little tin pail, presently offered it to him temptingly +stocked with pieces of apple-pie. When he had smilingly taken +one, she next brought him a sheet of white paper, with slices +of young cheese. + +"No, thank you," said he. + +"Cheese is very good with apple-pie," said Fleda, competently. + +"Is it?" said he laughing. "Well upon that I think you +would teach me a good many things, Miss Fleda, if I were to +stay here long enough." + +"I wish you would stay and try, Sir," said Fleda, who did not +know exactly what to make of the shade of seriousness which +crossed his face. It was gone almost instantly. + +"I think anything is better eaten out in the woods than it is +at home," said Fleda. + +"Well, I don't know," said her friend. "I have no doubt that +is the case with cheese and apple-pie, and especially under +hickory trees which one has been contending with pretty +sharply. If a touch of your wand, Fairy, could transform one +of these shells into a goblet of Lafitte, or Amontillado, we +should have nothing to wish for." + +'Amontillado' was Hebrew to Fleda, but 'goblet' was +intelligible. + +"I am sorry!" she said; "I don't know where there is any +spring up here, but we shall come to one going down the +mountain." + +"Do you know where all the springs are?" + +"No, not all, I suppose," said Fleda; "but I know a good many. +I have gone about through the woods so much, and I always look +for the springs." + +"And who roams about through the woods with you?" + +"Oh, nobody but grandpa," said Fleda. "He used to be out with +me a great deal, but he can't go much now this year or two." + +"Don't you go to school?" + +"O no!" said Fleda, smiling. + +"Then your grandfather teaches you at home?" + +"No," said Fleda; father used to teach me; grandpa doesn't +teach me much." + +"What do you do with yourself all day long?" + +"O, plenty of things," said Fleda, smiling again. "I read, and +talk to grandpa, and go riding, and do a great many things." + +"Has your home always been here, Fairy?" said Mr. Carleton, +after a few minutes' pause. + +Fleda said, "No, Sir," and there stopped; and then seeming to +think that politeness called upon her to say more, she added + +"I have lived with grandpa ever since father left me here, +when he was going away among the Indians; I used to be always +with him before." + +"And how long ago is that?" + +"It is four years, Sir; more, I believe. He was sick when he +came back, and we never went away from Queechy again." + +Mr. Carleton looked again silently at the child, who had given +him these pieces of information with a singular, grave +propriety of manner; and even as it were reluctantly. + +"And what do you read, Fairy?" he said, after a minute. +"Stories of fairy-land?" + +"No," said Fleda; "I haven't any. We haven't a great many +books there are only a few up in the cupboard, and the +Encyclopaedia; father had some books, but they are locked up +in a chest. But there is a great deal in the Encyclopaedia." + +"The Encyclopaedia!" said Mr. Carleton; "what do you read in +that? what can you find to like there?" + +"I like all about the insects, and birds, and animals; and +about flowers, and lives of people, and curious things. +There are a great many in it." + +"And what are the other books in the cupboard, which you +read?" + +"There's Quentin Durward," said Fleda, "and Rob Roy, and Guy +Mannering in two little bits of volumes; and the +Knickerbocker, and the Christian's Magazine, and an odd volume +of Redgauntlet, and the Beauties of Scotland." + +"And have you read all these, Miss Fleda?" said her companion, +commanding his countenance with difficulty. + +"I haven't read quite all of the Christian's Magazine, nor all +of the Beauties of Scotland." + +"All the rest." + +"O yes," said Fleda, "and two or three times over. And there +are three great red volumes besides, Robertson's History of +something, I believe. I haven't read that either." + +"And which of them all do you like the best?" + +"I don't know," said Fleda, "I don't know but I like to read +the Encyclopaedia as well as any of them. And then I have the +newspapers to read too." + +"I think, Miss Fleda," said Mr. Carleton, a minute after, "you +had better let me take you with my mother over the sea, when +we go back again, to Paris." + +"Why, Sir?" + +"You know," said he, half smiling, "your aunt wants you, and +has engaged my mother to bring you with her, if she can." + +"I know it," said Fleda. "But I am not going." + +It was spoken not rudely, but in a tone of quiet +determination. + +"Aren't you too tired, Sir?" said she gently, when she saw Mr. +Carleton preparing to launch into the remaining hickory trees. + +"Not I!" said he. "I am not tired till I have done, Fairy. And +besides, cheese is working man's fare, you know, isn't it?" + +"No," said Fleda, gravely, "I don't think it is." + +"What then?" said Mr. Carleton, stopping as he was about to +spring into the tree, and looking at her with a face of +comical amusement. + +"It isn't what our men live on," said Fleda, demurely eyeing +the fallen nuts, with a head full of business. + +They set both to work again with renewed energy, and rested +not till the treasures of the trees had been all brought to +the ground, and as large a portion of them as could be coaxed +and shaken into Fleda's basket, had been cleared from the +hulls and bestowed there. But there remained a vast quantity. +These with a good deal of labour, Mr. Carleton and Fleda +gathered into a large heap in rather a sheltered place by the +side of a rock, and took what measures they might to conceal +them. This was entirely at Fleda's instance + +"You and your maid Cynthia will have to make a good many +journeys, Miss Fleda, to get all these home, unless you can +muster a larger basket." + +"O _that_'s nothing," said Fleda. "It will be all fun. I don't +care how many times we have to come. You are _very_ good, Mr. +Carleton." + +"Do you think so?" said he. "I wish I did. I wish you would +make your wand rest on me, Fairy." + +"My wand?" said Fleda. + +"Yes you know your grandfather says you are a fairy, and +carry a wand. What does he say that for, Miss Fleda?" + +Fleda said she supposed it was because he loved her so much; +but the rosy smile with which she said it would have let her +hearer, if he had needed enlightening, far more into the +secret than she was herself. And if the simplicity in her face +had not been equal to the wit, Mr. Carleton would never have +ventured the look of admiration he bestowed on her. He knew it +was safe. _Approbation_ she saw, and it made her smile the +rosier; but the admiration was a step beyond her; Fleda could +make nothing of it. + +They descended the mountain now with a hasty step, for the day +was wearing well on. At the spot where he had stood so long +when they went up, Mr. Carleton paused again for a minute. In +mountain scenery every hour makes a change. The sun was lower +now, the lights and shadows more strongly contrasted, the sky +of a yet calmer blue, cool and clear towards the horizon. The +scene said still the same that it had said a few hours before, +with a touch more of sadness; it seemed to whisper, "All +things have an end thy time may not be for ever do what +thou wouldest do 'while ye have light, believe in the light, +that ye may be children of the light.' " + +Whether Mr. Carleton read it so or not, he stood for a minute +motionless, and went down the mountain looking so grave, that +Fleda did not venture to speak to him till they reached the +neighbourhood of the spring. + +"What are you searching for, Miss Fleda?" said her friend. + +She was making a busy quest here and there by the side of the +little stream. + +"I was looking to see if I could find a mullein leaf," said +Fleda. + +"A mullein leaf? what do you want it for?" + +"I want it to make a drinking-cup of," said Fleda, her +intent bright eyes peering keenly about in every direction. + +"A mullein leaf! that is too rough; one of these golden leaves + what are they? will do better, wont it?" + +"That is hickory," said Fleda. " No; the mullein leaf is the +best because it holds the water so nicely. Here it is." + +And folding up one of the largest leaves into a most artist- +like cup, she presented it to Mr. Carleton. + +"For me was all that trouble?" said he. "I don't deserve it." + +"You wanted something, Sir," said Fleda. "The water is very +cold and nice." + +He stooped to the bright little stream, and filled his rural +goblet several times. + +"I never knew what it was to have a fairy for my cup-bearer +before," said he. "That was better than anything Bordeaux or +Xeres ever sent forth." + +He seemed to have swallowed his seriousness, or thrown it away +with the mullein leaf. It was quite gone. + +"This is the best spring in all grandpa's ground," said Fleda. +"The water is as good as can be." + +How come you to be such a wood and water spirit? you must live +out of doors. Do the trees ever talk to you? I sometimes think +they do to me." + +"I don't know I think _I_ talk to _them_," said Fleda. + +"It's the same thing," said her companion, smiling. "Such +beautiful woods!" + +"Were you never in the country before in the fall, Sir?" + +"Not here in my own country often enough; but the woods in +England do not put on such a gay face, Miss Fleda, when they +are going to be stripped of their summer dress they look +sober upon it the leaves wither and grow brown, and the +woods have a dull russet colour. Your trees are true Yankees +they 'never say die.' " + +"Why are the Americans more obstinate than the English?" said +Fleda. + +"It is difficult to compare unknown quantities," said Mr. +Carleton laughing, and shaking his head. "I see you have good +ears for the key-note of patriotism." + +Fleda looked a little hard at him, but he did not explain; and +indeed they were hurrying along too much for talking; leaping +from stone to stone, and running down the smooth orchard +slope. When they reached the last fence, but a little way from +the house, Fleda made a resolute pause. + +"Mr. Carleton," said she. + +Mr. Carleton put down his basket, and looked in some surprise +at the hesitating anxious little face that looked up at him. + +"Wont you please not say anything to grandpa about my going +away?" + +"Why not, Fairy?" said he, kindly. + +"Because I don't think I ought to go." + +"But may it not be possible," said he, "that your grandfather +can judge better in the matter than you can do?" + +"No," said Fleda, "I don't think he can. He would do anything +he thought would be most for my happiness; but it wouldn't be +for my happiness," she said, with an unsteady lip, "I don't +know what he would do if I went!" + +"You think he would have no sunshine if your wand didn't touch +him?" said Mr. Carleton, smiling. + +"No, Sir," said Fleda, gravely, "I don't think that, but +wont you please, Mr. Carleton, not to speak about it?" + +"But are you sure," he said, sitting down on a stone hard by, +and taking one of her hands, "are you sure that you would +not like to go with us? I wish you would change your mind +about it. My mother will love you very much, and I will take +the especial charge of you till we give you to your aunt in +Paris; if the wind blows a little too rough I will always +put myself between it and you," he added, smiling. + +Fleda smiled faintly, but immediately begged Mr. Carleton "not +to say anything to put it into her grandfather's head." + +"It must be there already, I think, Miss Fleda; but at any +rate you know my mother must perform her promise to your aunt +Mrs. Rossitur; and she would not do that without letting your +grandfather know how glad she would be to take you." + +Fleda stood silent a moment, and then with a touching look of +waiting patience in her sweet face suffered Mr. Carleton to +help her over the fence; and they went home. + +To Fleda's unspeakable surprise it was found to be past four +o'clock, and Cynthy had supper ready. Mr. Ringgan with great +cordiality invited Mr. Carleton to stay with them, but he +could not; his mother would expect him to dinner. + +"Where is your mother?" + +"At Montepoole, Sir; we have been to Niagara, and came this +way on our return, partly that my mother might fulfil the +promise she made Mrs. Rossitur to let you know, Sir, with +how much pleasure she will take charge of your little +granddaughter, and convey her to her friends in Paris, if you +can think it best to let her go." + +"Hum! she is very kind," said Mr. Ringgan, with a look of +grave and not unmoved consideration which Fleda did not in the +least like; "How long will you stay at Montepoole Sir?" + +"It might be several days," Mr. Carleton said. + +"Hum You have given up this day to Fleda, Mr. Carleton, +suppose you take to-morrow for the game, and come here and try +our country fare when you have got through shooting? you and +young Mr. Rossitur? and I'll think over this question and +let you know about it." + +Fleda was delighted to see that her friend accepted this +invitation with apparent pleasure. + +"You will be kind enough to give my respects to your mother," +Mr. Ringgan went on, "and thanks for her kind offer. I may +perhaps I don't know avail myself of it. If anything +should bring Mrs. Carleton this way we should like to see her. +I am glad to see my friends," he said, shaking the young +gentleman's hand, "as long as I have a house to ask 'em to!" + +"That will be for many years, I trust," said Mr. Carleton, +respectfully, struck with something in the old gentleman's +manner. + +"I don't know, Sir!" said Mr. Ringgan, with again the +dignified look of trouble: " it may not be! I wish you +good day, Sir." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +A mind that in a calm angelic mood +Of happy wisdom, meditating good, +Beholds, of all from her high powers required, +Much done, and much designed, and more desired. +WORDSWORTH. + + +"I've had such a delicious day, dear grandpa," said little +Fleda, as they sat at supper; "you can't think how kind Mr. +Carleton has been." + +"Has he? Well, dear, I'm glad on't; he seems a very nice young +man." + +"He's a smart-looking feller," said Cynthy, who was pouring +out the tea. + +"And we have got the greatest quantity of nuts!" Fleda went +on; "enough for all winter. Cynthy and I will have to make +ever so many journeys to fetch 'em all; and they are splendid +big ones. Don't you say anything to Mr. Didenhover, Cynthy." + +"I don't desire to meddle with Mr. Didenhover unless I've got +to," said Cynthy, with an expression of considerable disgust. +"You needn't give no charges to me." + +"But you'll go with me, Cynthy?" + +"I s'pose I'll have to," said Miss Gall, drily, after a short +interval of sipping tea and helping herself to sweet-meats. + +This lady had a pervading acidity of face and temper, but it +was no more. To take her name as standing for a fair setting +forth of her character would be highly injurious to a really +respectable composition, which the world's neglect (there was +no other imaginable cause) had soured a little. + +Almost Fleda's first thought on coming home had been about Mr. +Jolly. But she knew very well, without asking, that he had not +been there; she would not touch the subject. + +"I haven't had such a fine day of nutting in a great while, +grandpa," she said again; "and you never saw such a good hand +as Mr. Carleton is at whipping the trees." + +"How came he to go with you?" + +"I don't know; I suppose it was to please me, in the first +place; but I am sure he enjoyed it himself; and he liked the +pie and cheese, too, Cynthy." + +"Where did your cousin go?" + +"O, he went off after the woodcock. I hope he didn't find +any." + +"What do you think of those two young men, Fairy?" + +"In what way, grandpa?" + +"I mean, which of them do you like the best?" + +"Mr. Carleton." + +"But t'other one's your cousin," said Mr. Ringgan, bending +forward and examining his little granddaughter's face with a +curious, pleased look, as he often did when expecting an +answer from her. + +"Yes," said Fleda; "but he isn't so much of a gentleman." + +"How do you know that?" + +"I don't think he is," said Fleda, quietly. + +"But why, Fairy?" + +"He doesn't know how to keep his word as well, grandpa." + +"Ay, ay? let's hear about that," said Mr. Ringgan. + +A little reluctantly, for Cynthia was present, Fleda told the +story of the robins, and how Mr. Carleton would not let the +gun be fired. + +"Wa'n't your cousin a little put out by that?" + +"They were both put out," said Fleda; "Mr. Carleton was very +angry for a minute, and then Mr. Rossitur was angry, but I +think he could have been angrier if he had chosen." + +Mr. Ringgan laughed, and then seemed in a sort of amused +triumph about something. + +"Well, dear!" he remarked after a while; "you'll never buy +wooden nutmegs, I expect." + +Fleda laughed, and hoped not, and asked him why he said so. +But he didn't tell her. + +"Mr. Ringgan," said Cynthy, "hadn't I better run up the hill +after supper, and ask Mis' Plumfield to come down and help to- +morrow? I s'pose you'll want considerable of a set-out; and if +both them young men comes, you'll want some more help to +entertain 'em than I can give you, it's likely." + +"Do so do so," said the old gentleman. "Tell her who I +expect, and ask her if she can come and help you, and me too." + +"O, and I'll go with you, Cynthy," said Fleda. "I'll get aunt +Miriam to come, I know." + +"I should think you'd be run off your legs already, Flidda," +said Miss Cynthia; " what ails you to want to be going again?" + +But this remonstrance availed nothing. Supper was hurried +through, and leaving the table standing, Cynthia and Fleda set +off to "run up the hill." + +They were hardly a few steps from the gate when they heard the +clatter of horses' hoofs behind them, and the two young +gentlemen came riding hurriedly past, having joined company +and taken their horses at Queechy Run. Rossitur did not seem +to see his little cousin and her companion; but the doffed cap +and low inclination of the other rider as they flew by called +up a smile and blush of pleasure to Fleda's face; and the +sound of their horses' hoofs had died away in the distance, +before the light had faded from her cheeks, or she was quite +at home to Cynthia's observations. She was possessed with the +feeling, what a delightful thing it was to have people do +things in such a manner. + +"That was your cousin, wa'n't it?" said Cynthy, when the spell +was off. + +"No," said Fleda, "the other one was my cousin." + +"Well I mean one of them fellers that went by. He's a +soldier, ain't he?" + +"An officer," said Fleda. + +"Well, it does give a man an elegant look to be in the +militie, don't it? I should admire to have a cousin like that. +It's dreadful becoming to have that what is it they call it? + to let the beard grow over the mouth. I s'pose they can't do +that without they be in the army, can they?" + +"I don't know," said Fleda. "I hope not. I think it is very +ugly." + +"Do you? Oh! I admire it. It makes a man look so spry!" + +A few hundred yards from Mr. Ringgan's gate the road began to +wind up a very long heavy hill. Just at the hill's foot, it +crossed by a rude bridge the bed of a noisy brook that came +roaring down from the higher grounds turning sundry mill and +factory wheels in its way. About half-way up the hill one of +these was placed, belonging to a mill for sawing boards. The +little building stood alone, no other in sight, with a dark +background of wood rising behind it on the other side of the +brook; the stream itself running smoothly for a small space +above the mill, and leaping down madly below, as if it +disdained its bed, and would clear at a bound every impediment +in its way to the sea. When the mill was not going, the +quantity of water that found its way down the hill was indeed +very small, enough only to keep up a pleasant chattering with +the stones; but as soon as the stream was allowed to gather +all its force and run free, its loquacity was such that it +would prevent a traveller from suspecting his approach to the +mill, until, very near, the monotonous hum of its saw could be +heard. This was a place Fleda dearly loved. The wild sound of +the waters, and the lonely keeping of the scene, with the +delicious smell of the new-sawn boards, and the fascination of +seeing the great logs of wood walk up to the relentless, +tireless, up-and-down-going steel; as the generations of men +in turn present themselves to the course of those sharp events +which are the teeth of Time's saw; until all of a sudden the +master spirit, the man regulator of this machinery, would +perform some conjuration on lever and wheel, and at once, as +at the touch of an enchanter, the log would be still and the +saw stay its work; the business of life came to a stand, and +the romance of the little brook sprang up again. Fleda never +tired of it never. She would watch the saw play and stop, +and go on again; she would have her ears dinned with the +hoarse clang of the machinery, and then listen to the laugh of +the mill-stream; she would see with untiring patience one +board after another cut and cast aside, and log succeed to +log; and never turned weary away from that mysterious image of +Time's doings. Fleda had, besides, without knowing it, the eye +of a painter. In the lonely hill-side, the odd-shaped little +mill, with its accompaniments of wood and water, and the great +logs of timber lying about the ground in all directions and +varieties of position, there was a picturesque charm for her, +where the country people saw nothing but business and a place +fit for it. Their hands grew hard where her mind was refining. +Where they made dollars and cents, she was growing rich in +stores of thought and associations of beauty. How many +purposes the same thing serves! + +"That had ought to be your grandpa's mill this minute," +observed Cynthy. + +"I wish it was!" sighed Fleda. "Who's got it now, Cynthy?" + +"O, it's that chap McGowan, I expect; he's got pretty much the +hull of everything. I told Mr. Ringgan I wouldn't let him have +it if it was me, at the time. Your grandpa 'd be glad to get +it back now, I guess." + +Fleda guessed so too; but also guessed that Miss Gall was +probably very far from being possessed of the whole rationale +of the matter. So she made her no answer. + +After reaching the brow of the hill, the road continued on a +very gentle ascent towards a little settlement half a quarter +of a mile off; passing, now and then, a few scattered +cottages, or an occasional mill or turner's shop. Several +mills and factories, with a store and a very few dwelling- +houses, were all the settlement; not enough to entitle it to +the name of a village. Beyond these and the millponds, of +which in the course of the road there were three or four, and +with a brief intervening space of cultivated fields, a single +farmhouse stood alone; just upon the borders of a large and +very fair sheet of water, from which all the others had their +supply; so large and fair, that nobody cavilled at its taking +the style of a lake, and giving its own pretty name of +Deepwater both to the settlement and the farm that half +embraced it. This farm was Seth Plumfield's. + +At the garden gate Fleda quitted Cynthy, and rushed forward to +meet her aunt, whom she saw coming round the corner of the +house, with her gown pinned up behind her, from attending to +some domestic concern among the pigs, the cows, or the +poultry. + +"O, aunt Miriam," said Fleda, eagerly, "we are going to have +company to tea to-morrow wont you come and help us?" + +Aunt Miriam laid her hands upon Fleda's shoulders, and looked +at Cynthy. + +"I came up to see if you wouldn't come down to-morrow, Mis' +Plumfield," said that personage, with her usual dry, business +tone, always a little on the wrong side of sweet; "your +brother has taken a notion to ask two young fellers from the +Pool to supper, and they're grand folks, I s'pose, and have +got to have a fuss made for 'em. I don't know what Mr. Ringgan +was thinkin' of, or whether he thinks I have got anything to +do or not; but anyhow, they're a comin', I s'pose, and must +have somethin' to eat; and I thought the best thing I could do +would be to come and get you into the works, if I could. I +should feel a little queer to have nobody but me to say +nothin' to them at the table." + +"Ah, do come, aunt Miriam!" said Fleda; "it will be twice as +pleasant if you do; and besides, we want to have everything +very nice, you know." + +Aunt Miriam smiled at Fleda, and inquired of Miss Gall what +she had in the house. + +"Why, I don't know, Mis' Plumfield," said the lady, while +Fleda threw her arms round her aunt, and thanked her; "there +ain't nothin' particler pork and beef, and the old story. +I've got some first-rate pickles. I calculated to make some +sort o' cake in the morning." + +"Any of those small hams left?" + +"Not a bone of 'em, these six weeks. _I_ don't see how they've +gone, for my part. I'd lay any wager there were two in the +smoke-house when I took the last one out. If Mr. Didenhover +was a little more like a weasel I should think he'd been in." + +"Have you cooked that roaster I sent down." + +"No, Mis' Plumfield, I ha'n't; it's such a plaguy sight of +trouble!" said Cynthy, with a little apologetic giggle; "I was +keepin' it for some day when I hadn't much to do." + +"I'll take the trouble of it. l'll be down bright and early in +the morning, and we'll see what's best to do. How's your last +churning, Cynthy?" + +"Well, I guess it's pretty middlin', Mis' Plumfield." + +" 'T isn't anything very remarkable, aunt Miriam," said Fleda, +shaking her head. + +"Well, well," said Mrs. Plumfield, smiling; "run away down +home now, and I'll come to-morrow, and I guess we'll fix it. +But who is it that grandpa has asked?" + +Fleda and Cynthy both opened at once. + +"One of them is my cousin, aunt Miriam, that was at West +Point, and the other is the nicest English gentleman you ever +saw; you will like him very much; he has been with me getting +nuts all to-day." + +"They're a smart enough couple of chaps," said Cynthia; "they +look as if they lived where money was plenty." + +"Well, I'll come to-morrow," repeated Mrs. Plumfield, "and +we'll see about it. Good night, dear!" + +She took Fleda's head in both her hands, and gave her a most +affectionate kiss; and the two petitioners set off homewards +again. + +Aunt Miriam was not at all like her brother, in feature, +though the moral characteristics suited the relationship +sufficiently well. There was the expression of strong sense +and great benevolence; the unbending uprightness of mind and +body at once; and the dignity of an essentially noble +character, not the same as Mr. Ringgan's, but such as well +became his sister. She had been brought up among the Quakers, +and though now, and for many years, a staunch Presbyterian, +she still retained a tincture of the calm efficient gentleness +of mind and manner that belongs so inexplicably to them. More +womanly sweetness than was in Mr. Ringgan's blue eye, a woman +need not wish to have; and perhaps his sister's had not so +much. There was no want of it in her heart, nor in her manner, +but the many and singular excellences of her character were a +little overshadowed by super-excellent housekeeping. Not a +taint of the littleness that sometimes grows therefrom, not +a trace of the narrowness of mind that over-attention to such +pursuits is too apt to bring; on every important occasion +aunt Miriam would come out, free and unshackled, from all the +cobweb entanglements of housewifery; she would have tossed +housewifery to the winds, if need were, (but it never was, for +in a new sense she always contrived to make both ends meet). +It was only in the unbroken everyday course of affairs that +aunt Miriam's face showed any tokens of that incessant train +of _small cares_ which had never left their impertinent +footprints upon the broad high brow of her brother. Mr. +Ringgan had no affinity with small cares; deep serious matters +received his deep and serious consideration; but he had as +dignified a disdain of trifling annoyances or concernments as +any great mastiff or Newfoundlander ever had for the yelping +of a little cur. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +Ynne London citye was I borne, +Of parents of grete note; +My fadre dydd a nobile arms +Emblazon onne hys cote. +CHATTERTON. + + +In the snuggest and best private room of the House at +Montepoole, a party of ladies and gentlemen were gathered, +awaiting the return of the sportsmen. The room had been made +as comfortable as any place could be in a house built for "the +season," after the season was past. A splendid fire of hickory +logs was burning brilliantly and making amends for many +deficiencies; the closed wooden shutters gave the reality if +not the look of warmth, for though the days might be fine and +mild, the mornings and evenings were always very cool up there +among the mountains; and a table stood at the last point of +readiness for having dinner served. They only waited for the +lingering woodcock hunters. + +It was rather an elderly party, with the exception of one +young man whose age might match that of the absent two. He was +walking up and down the room with somewhat the air of having +nothing to do with himself. Another gentleman, much older, +stood warming his back at the fire, feeling about his jaws and +chin with one hand, and looking at the dinner-table in a sort +of expectant reverie. The rest, three ladies, sat quietly +chatting. All these persons were extremely different from one +another in individual characteristics, and all had the +unmistakable mark of the habit of good society; as difficult +to locate, and as easy to recognise, as the sense of _freshness_ +which some ladies have the secret of diffusing around +themselves; no definable sweetness, nothing in particular, +but making a very agreeable impression. + +One of these ladies, the mother of the perambulating young +officer, (he was a class-mate of Rossitur's,) was extremely +plain in feature, even more than _ordinary_. This plainness was +not, however, devoid of sense, and it was relieved by an +uncommon amount of good-nature and kindness of heart. In her +son the sense deepened into acuteness, and the kindness of +heart retreated, it is to be hoped, into some hidden recess of +his nature; for it very rarely showed itself in open +expression; that is, to an eye keen in reading the natural +signs of emotion; for it cannot be said that his manner had +any want of amenity or politeness. + +The second lady, the wife of the gentleman on the hearth-rug, +or rather on the spot where the hearth-rug should have been, +was a strong contrast to this mother and son; remarkably +pretty, delicate, and even lovely; with a black eye, however, +that though in general soft, could show a mischievous sparkle +upon occasion; still young, and one of those women who always +were and always will be pretty and delicate at any age. + +The third had been very handsome, and was still a very elegant +woman, but her face had seen more of the world's wear and +tear. It had never known placidity of expression, beyond what +the habitual command of good-breeding imposed. She looked +exactly what she was, a perfect woman of the world. A very +good specimen, for Mrs. Carleton had sense and cultivation, +and even feeling enough, to play the part very gracefully; yet +her mind was bound in the shackles of "the world's" tyrannical +forging, and had never been free; and her heart bowed +submissively to the same authority. + +"Here they are! Welcome home," exclaimed this lady, as her son +and his friend at length made their appearance; "Welcome +home we are all famishing; and I don't know why in the world +we waited for you, for I am sure you don't deserve it. What +success? What success, Mr. Rossitur?" + +"Faith, Ma'am, there's little enough to boast of, as far as I +am concerned. Mr. Carleton may speak for himself." + +"I am very sorry, Ma'am, you waited for me," said that +gentleman. "I am a delinquent, I acknowledge. The day came to +an end before I was at all aware of it." + +"It would not do to flatter you so far as to tell you why we +waited," said Mrs. Evelyn's soft voice. And then perceiving +that the gentleman at whom she was looking gave her no answer, +she turned to the other. "How many woodcock, Mr. Rossitur?" + +"Nothing to show, Ma'am," he replied. "Didn't see a solitary +one. I heard some partridges, but I didn't mean to have room +in my bag for them." + +"Did you find the right ground, Rossitur?" + +"I had a confounded long tramp after it if I didn't," said the +discomfited sportsman, who did not seem to have yet recovered +his good humour. + +"Were you not together?" said Mrs. Carleton. - "Where were +you, Guy?" + +"Following the sport another way, Ma'am; I had very good +success, too." + +"What's the total?" said Mr. Evelyn. "How much game did you +bag?" + +"Really, Sir, I didn't count. I can only answer for a bagful." + +"Ladies and gentlemen!" cried Rossitur, bursting forth, +"What will you say when I tell you that Mr. Carleton deserted +me and the sport in a most unceremonious manner, and that he, + the cynical philosopher, the reserved English gentleman, the +gay man of the world, you are all of 'em by turns, aren't +you, Carleton? _he!_ has gone and made a very cavaliero +servente of himself to a piece of rusticity, and spent all to- +day in helping a little girl pick up chestnuts." + +"Mr. Carleton would be a better man if he were to spend a good +many more days in the same manner," said that gentleman, drily +enough. But the entrance of dinner put a stop to both laughter +and questioning for a time, all of the party being well +disposed to their meat. + +When the pickerel from the lakes, and the poultry and half- +kept joints had had their share of attention, and a pair of +fine wild ducks were set on the table, the tongues of the +party found something to do besides eating. + +"We have had a very satisfactory day among the Shakers, Guy," +said Mrs. Carleton; "and we have arranged to drive to Kenton +to-morrow I suppose you will go with us?" + +"With pleasure, mother, but that I am engaged to dinner about +five or six miles in the opposite direction." + +"Engaged to dinner! what with this old gentleman where you +went last night? And you too, Mr. Rossitur?" + +"I have made no promise, Ma'am; but I take it I must go." + +"Vexatious! Is the little girl going with us, Guy?" + +"I don't know yet I half apprehend, yes; there seems to be a +doubt in her grandfather's mind, not whether he can let her +go, but whether he can keep her, and that looks like it." + +"Is it your little cousin who proved the successful rival of +the woodcock to-day, Charlton?" said Mrs. Evelyn. "What is +she?" + +"I don't know, Ma'am, upon my word. I presume Carleton will +tell you she is something uncommon and quite remarkable." + +"Is she, Mr. Carleton?" + +"What, Ma'am?" + +"Uncommon?" + +"Very." + +"Come? That _is_ something, from _you_," said Rossitur's brother +officer, Lieut. Thorn. + +"What's the uncommonness?" said Mrs. Thorn, addressing herself +rather to Mr. Rossitur as she saw Mr. Carleton's averted eye; + "Is she handsome, Mr. Rossitur?" + +"I can't tell you, I am sure, Ma'am. I saw nothing but a nice +child enough, in a calico frock, just such as one would see in +any farm-house. She rushed into the room when she was first +called to see us, from somewhere in distant regions, with an +immense iron ladle a foot and a half long in her hand, with +which she had been performing unknown feats of housewifery; +and they had left her head still encircled with a halo of +kitchen smoke. If, as they say, 'coming events cast their +shadows before,' she was the shadow of supper." + +"O, Charlton, Charlton!" said Mrs. Evelyn, but in a tone of +very gentle and laughing reproof, "for shame! What a +picture! and of your cousin!" + +"Is she a pretty child, Guy?" said Mrs. Carleton, who did not +relish her son's grave face. + +"No, Ma'am something more than that." + +"How old?" + +"About ten or eleven." + +"That's an ugly age." + +"She will never be at an ugly age." + +"What style of beauty?" + +"The highest that degree of mould and finish which belongs +only to the finest material." + +"That is hardly the kind of beauty one would expect to see in +such a place," said Mrs. Carleton. "From one side of her +family, to be sure, she has a right to it." + +"I have seen very few examples of it anywhere," said her son. + +"Who were her parents?" said Mrs. Evelyn. + +"Her mother was Mrs. Rossitur's sister her father" + +"Amy Charlton!" exclaimed Mrs. Evelyn, "Oh, I knew her! Was +Amy Charlton her mother? O, I didn't know whom you were +talking of. She was one of my dearest friends. Her daughter +may well be handsome she was one of the most lovely persons +I ever knew; in body and mind both. O, I loved Amy Charlton +very much. I must see this child." + +"I don't know who her father was," Mrs. Carleton went on. + +"Oh, her father was Major Ringgan," said Mrs. Evelyn. "I never +saw him, but I have heard him spoken of in very high terms. I +always heard that Amy married very well." + +"Major Ringgan!" said Mrs. Thorn; "his name is very well +known; he was very distinguished." + +"He was a self-made man, entirely," said Mrs. Evelyn, in a +tone that conveyed a good deal more than the simple fact. + +"Yes, he was a self-made man," said Mrs. Thorn, "but I should +never think of that where a man distinguishes himself so much; +he was very distinguished." + +"Yes, and for more than officer-like qualities," said Mrs. +Evelyn. "I have heard his personal accomplishments as a +gentleman highly praised." + +"So that little Miss Ringgan's right to be a beauty may be +considered clearly made out," said Mr. Thorn. + +"It is one of those singular cases," said Mr. Carleton, "where +purity of blood proves itself, and one has no need to go back +to past generations to make any inquiry concerning it." + +"Hear him!" cried Rossitur; "and for the life of me I could +see nothing of all this wonder. Her face is not at all +striking." + +"The wonder is not so much in what it is, as in what it +indicates," said Mr. Carleton. + +"What does it indicate?" said his mother. + +"Suppose you were to ask me to count the shades of colour in a +rainbow," answered he. + +"Hear him!" cried Thorn, again. + +"Well, I hope she will go with us, and we shall have a chance +of seeing her," said Mrs. Carleton. + +"If she were only a few years older, it is my belief you would +see enough of her, Ma'am," said young Rossitur. + +The haughty coldness of Mr. Carleton's look, at this speech, +could not be surpassed. + +"But she has beauty of feature, too, has she not?" Mrs. +Carleton asked again of her son. + +"Yes, in very high degree. The contour of the eye and brow I +never saw finer." + +"It is a little odd," said Mrs. Evelyn, with the slightest +touch of a piqued air, (she had some daughters at home) +"that is a kind of beauty one is apt to associate with high +breeding, and certainly you very rarely see it anywhere else; +and Major Ringgan, however distinguished and estimable, as I +have no doubt he was, and this child must have been brought +up with no advantages, here in the country." + +"My dear madam," said Mr. Carleton, smiling a little, "this +high breeding is a very fine thing, but it can neither be +given nor bequeathed; and we cannot entail it." + +"But it can be taught, can't it?" + +"If it could be taught, it is to be hoped it would be oftener +learned," said the young man, drily. + +"But what do we mean, then, when we talk of the high breeding +of certain classes and families? and why are we not +disappointed when we look to find it in connection with +certain names and positions in society?" + +"I do not know," said Mr. Carleton. + +"You don't mean to say, I suppose, Mr. Carleton," said Thorn, +bridling a little, "that it is a thing independent of +circumstances, and that there is no value in blood?" + +"Very nearly answering the question as you understand it." + +"May I ask how you understand it?" + +"As you do, Sir." + +"Is there no high breeding then in the world?" asked good- +natured Mrs. Thorn, who could be touched on this point of +family. + +"There is very little of it. What is commonly current under +the name, is merely counterfeit notes which pass from hand to +hand of those who are bankrupt in the article." + +"And to what serve, then," said Mrs. Evelyn, colouring, "the +long lists of good old names which even you, Mr. Carleton, I +know, do not disdain?" + +"To endorse the counterfeit notes," said Mr. Carleton, +smiling. + +"Guy, you are absurd!" said his mother. "I will not sit at the +table and listen to you if you talk such stuff. What do you +mean?" + +"I beg your pardon, mother, you have misunderstood me," said +he, seriously. "Mind, I have been talking, not of ordinary +conformity to what the world requires, but of that fine +perfection of mental and moral constitution, which, in its own +natural necessary acting, leaves nothing to be desired, in +every occasion or circumstance of life. It is the pure gold, +and it knows no tarnish; it is the true coin, and it gives +what it proffers to give; it is the living plant ever +blossoming, and not the cut and art-arranged flowers. It is a +thing of the mind altogether; and where nature has not +curiously prepared the soil, it is in vain to try to make it +grow. _This_ is not very often met with!" + +"No, indeed," said Mrs. Carleton; " but you are so +fastidiously nice in all your notions! at this rate nothing +will ever satisfy you." + +"I don't think it is so very uncommon," said Mrs. Thorn. "It +seems to me one sees as much of it as can be expected, Mr. +Carleton." + +Mr. Carleton pared his apple with an engrossed air. + +"O no, Mrs. Thorn," said Mrs. Evelyn, "I don't agree with you + I don't think you often see such a combination as Mr. +Carleton has been speaking of very rarely! But, Mr. +Carleton, don't you think it is generally found in that class +of society where the habits of life are constantly the most +polished and refined?" + +"Possibly," answered he, diving into the core of his apple. + +"No, but tell me; I want to know what you think." + +"Cultivation and refinement have taught people to recognize +and analyze and imitate it; the counterfeits are most current +in that society; but as to the reality, I don't know; it is +nature's work, and she is a little freaky about it." + +"But, Guy!" said his mother, impatiently, "this is not selling +but giving away one's birthright. Where is the advantage of +birth if breeding is not supposed to go along with it? Where +the parents have had intelligence and refinement, do we not +constantly see them inherited by the children? and in an +increasing degree from generation to generation?" + +"Very extraordinary!" said Mrs. Thorn. + +"I do not undervalue the blessings of inheritance, mother, +believe me, nor deny the general doctrine; though intelligence +does not always descend, and manners die out, and that +invaluable legacy, a name, may be thrown away. But this +delicate thing we are speaking of is not intelligence nor +refinement, but comes rather from a happy combination of +qualities, together with a peculiarly fine nervous +constitution; the _essence_ of it may consist with an omission, +even with an awkwardness, and with a sad ignorance of +conventionalities." + +"But even if that be so, do you think it can ever reach its +full development but in the circumstances that are favourable +to it?" said Mrs. Evelyn. + +"Probably not often; the diamond in some instances wants the +graver; but it is the diamond. Nature seems now and then to +have taken a princess's child and dropped it in some odd +corner of the kingdom, while she has left the clown in the +palace." + +"From all which I understand," said Mr. Thorn, "that this +little chestnut girl is a princess in disguise." + +"Really, Carleton!" Rossitur began. + +Mrs. Evelyn leaned back in her chair, and quietly eating a +piece of apple, eyed Mr. Carleton with a look half amused and +half discontented, and behind all that, keenly attentive. + +"Take for example those two miniatures you were looking at +last night, Mrs. Evelyn," the young man went on; "Louis XVI. +and Marie Antoinette what would you have more unrefined, +more heavy, more _animal_, than the face of that descendant of a +line of kings?" + +Mrs. Evelyn bowed her head acquiescingly, and seemed to enjoy +her apple. + +"_He_ had a pretty bad lot of an inheritance, sure enough, take +it all together," said Rossitur. + +"Well," said Thorn, "is this little stray princess as well- +looking as t'other miniature?" + +"Better, in some respects," said Mr. Carleton, coolly. + +"Better!" cried Mrs. Carleton. + +"Not in the brilliancy of her beauty, but in some of its +characteristics; better in its promise." + +"Make yourself intelligible, for the sake of my nerves, Guy," +said his mother. "Better looking than Marie Antoinette!" + +"My unhappy cousin is said to be a fairy, Ma'am," said Mr. +Rossitur; "and I presume all this may be referred to +enchantment." + +"That face of Marie Antoinette's," said Mr. Carleton, smiling, +"is an undisciplined one uneducated." + +"Uneducated!" exclaimed Mrs. Carleton. + +"Don't mistake me, mother, I do not mean that it shows any +want of reading or writing, but it does indicate an untrained +character a mind unprepared for the exigencies of life." + +"She met those exigencies indifferently well, too," observed +Mr. Thorn. + +"Ay but pride, and the dignity of rank, and undoubtedly some +of the finer qualities of a woman's nature, might suffice for +that, and yet leave her utterly unfitted to play wisely and +gracefully a part in ordinary life." + +"Well, she had no such part to play," said Mrs. Carleton. + +"Certainly, mother but I am comparing faces." + +"Well the other face?" + +"It has the same style of refined beauty of feature, but to +compare them in a word, Marie Antoinette looks to me like a +superb exotic that has come to its brilliant perfection of +bloom in a hothouse it would lose its beauty in the strong +free air it would change and droop if it lacked careful +waiting upon and constant artificial excitement; the other," +said Mr. Carleton, musingly, "is a flower of the woods, +raising its head above frost and snow and the rugged soil +where fortune has placed it, with an air of quiet patient +endurance; a storm wind may bring it to the ground, easily, +but if its gentle nature be not broken, it will look up again, +unchanged, and bide its time in unrequited beauty and +sweetness to the end." + +"The exotic for me!" cried Rossitur, "if I only had a place +for her. I don't like pale elegancies." + +"I'd make a piece of poetry of that if I was you, Carleton," +said Mr. Thorn. + +"Mr. Carleton has done that already," said Mrs. Evelyn, +smoothly. + +"I never heard you talk so before, Guy," said his mother, +looking at him. His eyes had grown dark with intensity of +expression while he was speaking, gazing at visionary flowers +or beauties through the dinner-table mahogany. He looked up +and laughed as she addressed him, and rising, turned off +lightly with his usual air. + +"I congratulate you, Mrs. Carleton," Mrs. Evelyn whispered as +they went from the table, "that this little beauty is not a +few years older." + +"Why?" said Mrs. Carleton, "If she is all that Guy says, I +would give anything in the world to see him married." + +"Time enough," said Mrs. Evelyn, with a knowing smile. + +"I don't know," said Mrs. Carleton, "I think he would be +happier. He is a restless spirit nothing satisfies him. +nothing fixes him. He cannot rest at home he abhors politics + he flits away from country to country and doesn't remain +long anywhere." + +"And you with him." + +"And I with him. I should like to see if a wife could not +persuade him to stay at home." + +"I guess you have petted him too much," said Mrs. Evelyn, +slyly. + +"I cannot have petted him too much, for he has never +disappointed me." + +"No, of course not; but it seems you find it difficult to lead +him." + +"No one ever succeeded in doing that," said Mrs. Carleton, +with a smile, that was anything but an ungratified one. "He +never wanted driving, and to lead him is impossible. You may +try it; and while you think you are going to gain your end, if +he thinks it worth while, you will suddenly find that he is +leading you. It is so with everybody in some inexplicable +way." + +Mrs. Evelyn thought the mystery was very easily explicable, as +far as the mother was concerned; and changed the conversation. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +To them life was a simple art +Of duties to be done, +A game where each man took his part, +A race where all must run; +A battle whose great scheme and scope +They little cared to know, +Content, as men-at-arms, to cope +Each with his fronting foe. +MILNES. + + +On so great and uncommon an occasion as Mr. Ringgan's giving a +dinner-party, the disused front parlour was opened and set in +order; the women-folks, as he called them, wanting the whole +back part of the house for their operations. So when the +visitors arrived, in good time, they were ushered into a large +square, bare-looking room a strong contrast even to their +dining-room at the Pool which gave them nothing of the +welcome of the pleasant farm-house kitchen, and where nothing +of the comfort of the kitchen found its way but a very strong +smell of roast pig. There was the cheerless air of a place +where nobody lives, or thinks of living. The very chairs +looked as if they had made up their minds to be forsaken for a +term of months; it was impossible to imagine that a cheerful +supper had ever been laid upon the stiff, cold-looking table, +that stood with its leaves down so primly against the wall. +All that a blazing fire could do to make amends for +deficiencies, it did; but the wintry wind that swept round the +house shook the paper window-shades in a remorseless way; and +the utmost efforts of said fire could not prevent it from +coming in, and giving disagreeable, impertinent whispers at +the ears of everybody. + +Mr. Ringgan's welcome, however, was, and would have been the +same thing anywhere genial, frank, and dignified; neither he +nor it could be changed by circumstances. Mr. Carleton admired +anew, as he came forward, the fine presence and noble look of +his old host; a look that it was plain had never needed to +seek the ground; a brow that in large or small things had +never been crossed by a shadow of shame. And to a discerning +eye the face was not a surer index of a lofty than of a +peaceful and pure mind; too peace-loving and pure, perhaps, +for the best good of his affairs in the conflict with a +selfish and unscrupulous world. At least, now, in the time of +his old age and infirmity; in former days, his straightforward +wisdom, backed by an indomitable courage and strength, had +made Mr. Ringgan no safe subject for either braving or over- +reaching. + +Fleda's keen-sighted affection was heartily gratified by the +manner in which her grandfather was greeted by at least one of +his guests, and that the one about whose opinion she cared the +most. Mr. Carleton seemed as little sensible of the cold room +as Mr. Ringgan himself. Fleda felt sure that her grandfather +was appreciated; and she would have sat delightedly listening +to what the one and the other were presently saying, if she +had not taken notice that her cousin looked _astray_. He was +eyeing the fire with a profound air, and she fancied he +thought it poor amusement. Little as Fleda in secret really +cared about that, with an instant sacrifice of her own +pleasure, she quietly changed her position for one from which +she could more readily bring to bear upon Mr. Rossitur's +distraction the very light artillery of her conversation; and +attacked him on the subject of the game he had brought home. +Her motive and her manner both must have been lost upon the +young gentleman. He forthwith set about amusing himself in a +way his little entertainer had not counted upon, namely, with +giving a chase to her wits; partly to pass away the time, and +partly to gratify his curiosity, as he said, "to see what +Fleda was made of." By a curious system of involved, +startling, or absurd questions, he endeavoured to puzzle, or +confound, or entrap her. Fleda, however, steadily presented a +grave front to the enemy, and would every now and then +surprise him with an unexpected turn or clever doubling, and +sometimes when he thought he had her in a corner, jump over +the fence and laugh at him from the other side. Mr. Rossitur's +respect for his little adversary gradually increased, and +finding that she had rather the best of the game, he at last +gave it up, just as Mr. Ringgan was asking Mr. Carleton if he +was a judge of stock? Mr. Carleton saying with a smile, "No, +but he hoped Mr. Ringgan would give him his first lesson," +the old gentleman immediately arose with that alacrity of +manner he always wore when he had a visitor that pleased him, +and taking his hat and cane led the way out; choosing, with a +man's true carelessness of housewifery etiquette, the kitchen +route, of all others. Not even admonished by the sight of the +bright Dutch oven before the fire, that he was introducing his +visitors somewhat too early to the pig, he led the whole party +through, Cynthia scuttling away in haste across the kitchen +with something that must not be seen, while aunt Miriam looked +out at the company through the crack of the pantry door, at +which Fleda ventured a sly glance of intelligence. + +It was a fine though a windy and cold afternoon; the lights +and shadows were driving across the broad upland and meadows. + +"This is a fine arable country," remarked Mr. Carleton. + +"Capital, Sir, capital, for many miles round, if we were not +so far from a market. I was one of the first that broke ground +in this township, one of the very first settlers I've seen +the rough and the smooth of it, and I never had but one mind +about it from the first. All this as far as you can see I +cleared myself; most of it with my own hand." + +"That recollection must attach you strongly to the place, I +should think, Sir." + +"Hum, perhaps I cared too much for it," he replied, "for it is +taken away from me. Well, it don't matter now." + +"It is not yours?" + +"No, Sir! it was mine a great many years; but I was obliged to +part with it, two years ago, to a scoundrel of a fellow +McGowan, up here he got an advantage over me. I can't take +care of myself any more as I used to do, and I don't find that +other people deal by me just as I could wish " + +He was silent for a moment and then went on + +"Yes, Sir! when I first set myself down here, or a little +further that way, my first house was, a pretty rough house, +too, there wa'n't two settlers beside within something like +ten miles round. I've seen the whole of it cleared, from the +cutting of the first forest trees till this day." + +"You have seen the nation itself spring up within that time," +remarked his guest. + +"Not exactly that question of our nationality was settled a +little before I came here. I was born rather too late to see +the whole of that play I saw the best of it, though boys +were men in those days. My father was in the thick of it from +beginning to end." + +"In the army, was he?" + +"Ho, yes, Sir! he and every child he had that wasn't a girl +there wasn't a man of the name that wa'n't on the right side. +I was in the army myself when I was fifteen. I was nothing but +a fifer but I tell you, Sir! there wasn't a general officer +in the country that played his part with a prouder heart than +I did mine!" + +"And was that the general spirit of the ranks?" + +"Not altogether," replied the old gentleman, passing his hand +several times abstractedly over his white hair, a favourite +gesture with him, "not exactly that there was a good deal +of mixture of different materials, especially in this state; +and where the feeling wasn't pretty strong, it was no wonder +if it got tired out; but the real stuff, the true Yankee +blood, was pretty firm! Ay, and some of the rest! There was a +good deal to try men in those days. Sir, I have seen many a +time when I had nothing to dine upon but my fife, and it was +more than that could do to keep me from feeling very empty!" + +"But was this a common case? did this happen often?" said Mr. +Carleton. + +"Pretty often pretty often, sometimes," answered the old +gentleman. "Things were very much out of order, you see, and +in some parts of the country it was almost impossible to get +the supplies the men needed. Nothing would have kept them +together, nothing under heaven but the love and confidence +they had in one name. Their love of right and independence +wouldn't have been strong enough, and besides a good many of +them got disheartened. A hungry stomach is a pretty stout +arguer against abstract questions. I have seen my father +crying like a child for the wants and sufferings he was +obliged to see, and couldn't relieve." + +"And then you used to relieve yourselves, grandpa," said +Fleda. + +"How was that, Fairy?" + +Fleda looked at her grandfather, who gave a little preparatory +laugh, and passed his hand over his head again. + +"Why, yes," said he, "we used to think the tories, King +George's men, you know, were fair game; and when we happened +to be in the neighbourhood of some of them that we knew were +giving all the help they could to the enemy, we used to let +them cook our dinners for us once in a while." + +"How did you manage that, Sir?" + +"Why, they used to have little bake-ovens to cook their meats +and so on, standing some way out from the house, did you +never see one of them? raised on four little heaps of stone; +the bottom of the oven is one large flat stone, and the arch +built over it; they look like a great beehive. Well we +used to watch till we saw the good woman of the house get her +oven cleverly heated, and put in her batch of bread, or her +meat-pie, or her pumpkin and apple pies! whichever it was +there didn't any of 'em come much amiss and when we guessed +they were pretty nigh done, three or four of us would creep in +and whip off the whole oven and all! to a safe place. I +tell you," said he, with a knowing nod of his head at the +laughing Fleda, "those were first-rate pies!" + +"And then did you put the oven back again afterwards, +grandpa?" + +"I guess not often, dear!" replied the old gentleman. + +"What do you think of such lawless proceedings, Miss Fleda?" +said Mr. Carleton, laughing at or with her. + +"O, I like it," said Fleda. "You liked those pies all the +better, didn't you, grandpa, because you had got them from the +tories?" + +"That we did! If we hadn't got them, maybe King George's men +would, in some shape. But we weren't always so lucky as to get +hold of an oven full. I remember one time several of us had +been out on a foraging expedition there, Sir, what do you +think of that for a two-and-a-half year old?" + +They had come up with the chief favourite of his barnyard, a +fine deep-coloured Devon bull. + +"I don't know what one might see in Devonshire," he remarked, +presently, "but I know _this_ county can't show the like of +him?" + +A discussion followed of the various beauties and excellencies +of the animal; a discussion in which Mr. Carleton certainly +took little part, while Mr. Ringgan descanted enthusiastically +upon "hide" and "brisket" and "bone," and Rossitur stood in an +abstraction it might be scornful, it might be mazed. Little +Fleda quietly listening and looking at the beautiful creature, +which from being such a treasure to her grandfather was in a +sort one to her, more than half understood them all; but Mr. +Ringgan was too well satisfied with the attention of one of +his guests to miss that of the other. + +"That fellow don't look as if _he_ had ever known short +commons," was Rossitur's single remark as they turned away. + +"You did not give us the result of your foraging expedition, +Sir," said Mr. Carleton, in a different manner. + +"Do, grandpa," said Fleda, softly. + +"Ha! Oh, it is not worth telling," said the old gentleman, +looking gratified; "Fleda has heard my stories till she +knows them by heart she could tell it as well herself. What +was it? about the pig? We had been out, several of us, one +afternoon, to try to get up a supper or a dinner, for we had +had none and we had caught a pig. It happened that I was the +only one of the party that had a cloak, and so the pig was +given to me to carry home, because I could hide it the best. +Well, Sir! we were coming home, and had set our mouths for a +prime supper, when just as we were within a few rods of our +shanty, who should come along but our captain! My heart sank +as it never has done at the thought of a supper before or +since, I believe! I held my cloak together as well as I could, +and kept myself back a little, so that if the pig showed a +cloven foot behind me, the captain might not see it. But I +almost gave up all for lost when I saw the captain going into +the hut with us. There was a kind of a rude bedstead standing +there; and I set myself down upon the side of it, and gently +worked and eased my pig off under my cloak till I got him to +roll down behind the bed. I knew," said Mr. Ringgan, laughing, +"I knew by the captain's eye, as well as I knew anything, that +he smelt a rat; but he kept our counsel, as well as his own; +and when he was gone we took the pig out into the woods behind +the shanty and roasted him finely, and we sent and asked Capt. +Sears to supper; and he came and helped us eat the pig with a +great deal of appetite, and never asked no questions how we +came by him!" + +"I wonder your stout-heartedness did not fail, in the course +of so long a time," said Mr. Carleton + +"Never, Sir!'" said the old gentleman. "I never doubted for a +moment what the end would be. My father never doubted for a +moment. We trusted in God and in Washington!" + +"Did you see actual service yourself?" + +"No, Sir I never did. I wish I had. I should like to have +had the honour of striking one blow at the rascals. However, +they were hit pretty well. I ought to be contented. My father +saw enough of fighting he was colonel of a regiment he was +at the affair of Burgoyne. _That_ gave us a lift in good time. +What rejoicing there was everywhere when that news came! I +could have fifed all day upon an empty stomach and felt +satisfied. People reckoned everywhere that the matter was +settled when that great piece of good fortune was given us. +And so it was! wa'n't it, dear?" said the old gentleman, +with one of those fond, pleased, sympathetic looks to Fleda +with which he often brought up what he was saying. + +"General Gates commanded there?" said Mr. Carleton. + +"Yes, Sir. Gates was a poor stick I never thought much of +him. That fellow Arnold distinguished himself in the actions +before Burgoyne's surrender. He fought like a brave man. It +seems strange that so mean a scamp should have had so much +blood in him!" + + +"Why; are great fighters generally good men, grandpa?" said +Fleda. + +Not exactly, dear!" replied her grandfather; "but such +little-minded rascality is not just the vice one would expect +to find in a gallant soldier." + +"Those were times that made men," said Mr. Carleton, musingly. + +"Yes," answered the old gentleman, gravely, "they were times +that called for men, and God raised them up. But Washington +was the soul of the country, Sir!" + +"Well, the time made him," said Mr. Carleton. + +"I beg your pardon," said the old gentleman, with a very +decided little turn of his head. "I think he made the time. +I don't know what it would have been, Sir, or what it would +have come to, but for him. After all, it is rather that the +things which try people show what is in them; I hope there +are men enough in the country yet, though they haven't as good +a chance to show what they are." + +"Either way," said his guest, smiling, "it is a happiness, Mr. +Ringgan, to have lived at a time when there was something +worth living for." + +"Well I don't know " said the old gentleman; "those times +would make the prettiest figure in a story or a romance, I +suppose; but I've tried both, and on the whole," said he, with +another of his looks at Fleda, "I think I like these times the +best!" + + +Fleda smiled her acquiescence. His guest could not help +thinking to himself that however pacific might be Mr. +Ringgan's temper, no man in those days that tried men could +have brought to the issue more stern inflexibility and gallant +fortitude of bearing. His frame bore evidence of great +personal strength, and his eye, with all its mildness, had an +unflinching dignity that _could_ never have quailed before duty +or danger. And now, while he was recalling with great +animation and pleasure the scenes of his more active life, and +his blue eye was shining with the fire of other days, his +manner had the self-possession and quiet sedateness of triumph +that bespeak a man always more ready to do than to say. +Perhaps the contemplation of the noble Roman-like old figure +before him did not tend to lessen the feeling, even the sigh, +of regret with which the young man said, + +"There was something then for a man to do!" + +"There is always that," said the old gentleman, quietly. "God +has given every man his work to do; and 'tain't difficult for +him to find out what. No man is put here to be idle." + +"But," said his companion, with a look in which not a little +haughty reserve was mingled with a desire to speak out his +thoughts, "half the world are busy about humdrum concerns, and +the other half doing nothing, or worse." + +"I don't know about that," said Mr. Ringgan; "that depends +upon the way you take things. 'Tain't always the men that make +the most noise that are the most good in the world. Humdrum +affairs needn't be humdrum in the doing of 'em. It is my +maxim," said the old gentleman, looking at his companion with +a singularly open, pleasant smile, "that a man may be great +about a'most anything chopping wood, if he happens to be in +that line. I used to go upon that plan, Sir. Whatever I have +set my hand to do, I have done it as well as I knew how to; +and if you follow that rule out you'll not be idle nor humdrum +neither. Many's the time that I have mowed what would be a +day's work for another man, before breakfast." + +Rossitur's smile was not meant to be seen. But Mr. Carleton's, +to the credit of his politeness and his understanding both, +was frank as the old gentleman's own, as he answered, with a +good-humoured shake of his head, + +"I can readily believe it, Sir; and honour both your maxim and +your practice. But I am not exactly in that line." + +"Why don't you try the army?" said Mr. Ringgan, with a look of +interest. + +"There is not a cause worth fighting for," said the young man, +his brow changing again. "It is only to add weight to the +oppressor's hand, or throw away life in the vain endeavour to +avert it. I will do neither." + +"But all the world is open before such a young man as you," +said Mr. Ringgan. + +"A large world," said Mr. Carleton, with his former mixture of +expression, "but there isn't much in it." + +"Politics?" said Mr. Ringgan. + +"It is to lose oneself in a seething-pot, where the scum is +the most apparent thing." + +"But there is society?" said Rossitur. + +"Nothing better or more noble than the succession of motes +that flit through a sunbeam into oblivion." + +"Well, why not, then, sit down quietly on one's estates and +enjoy them, one who has enough?" + +"And be a worm in the heart of an apple." + +"Well, then," said Rossitur, laughing, though not knowing +exactly how far he might venture, "there is nothing left for +you, as I don't suppose you would take to any of the learned +professions, but to strike out some new path for yourself +hit upon some grand invention for benefiting the human race +and distinguishing your own name at once." + +But while he spoke, his companion's face had gone back to its +usual look of imperturbable coolness; the dark eye was even +haughtily unmoved, till it met Fleda's inquiring and somewhat +anxious glance. He smiled. + +"The nearest approach I ever made to that," said he, "was when +I went chestnuting the other day. Can't you find some more +work for me, Fairy?" + +Taking Fleda's hand with his wonted graceful lightness of +manner, he walked on with her, leaving the other two to follow +together. + +"You would like to know, perhaps, "observed Mr. Rossitur, in +rather a low tone, "that Mr. Carleton is an Englishman." + +"Ay, ay?" said Mr. Ringgan. "An Englishman, is he? Well, Sir, +what is it that I would like to know?" + +"_That_," said Rossitur. "I would have told you before if I +could. I supposed you might not choose to speak quite so +freely, perhaps, on American affairs before him." + +"I haven't two ways of speaking, Sir, on anything," said the +old gentleman, a little dryly. "Is your friend very tender on +that chapter?" + +"O, not that I know of at all," said Rossitur; "but you know +there is a great deal of feeling still among the English about +it they have never forgiven us heartily for whipping them; +and I know Carleton is related to the nobility, and all that, +you know; so I thought " + +"Ah, well!" said the old gentleman "we don't know much about +nobility and such gimcracks in this country. I'm not much of a +courtier. I am pretty much accustomed to speak my mind as I +think it. He's wealthy, I suppose?" + +"He's more than that, Sir. Enormous estates! He's the finest +fellow in the world one of the first young men in England." + +"You have been there yourself, and know?" said Mr. Ringgan, +glancing at his companion. + +"If I have not, Sir, others have told me that do." + +"Ah, well," said Mr. Ringgan, placidly; "we sha'n't quarrel, I +guess. What did he come out here for eh?" + +"Only to amuse himself. They are going back again in a few +weeks, and I intend accompanying them to join my mother in +Paris. Will my little cousin be of the party?" + +They were sauntering along towards the house. A loud calling +of her name the minute before, had summoned Fleda thither at +the top of her speed; and Mr. Carleton turned to repeat the +same question. + +The old gentleman stopped, and striking his stick two or three +times against the ground, looked sorrowfully undetermined. + +"Well, I don't know!" he said, at last "It's a pretty hard +matter she'd break her heart about it, I suppose " + +"I dare urge nothing, Sir," said Mr. Carleton. "I will only +assure you that if you entrust your treasure to us, she shall +be cherished as you would wish, till we place her in the hands +of her aunt." + +"I know that, Sir, I do not doubt it," said Mr. Ringgan; +"but, I'll tell you by and by what I conclude upon," he said, +with evident relief of manner, as Fleda came bounding back to +them. "Mr. Rossitur, have you made your peace with Fleda?" + +"I was not aware that I had any to make, Sir," replied the +young gentleman. "I will do it with pleasure, if my little +cousin will tell me how. But she looks as if she needed +enlightening as much as myself." + +"She has something against you, I can tell you," said the old +gentleman, looking amused, and speaking as if Fleda were a +curious little piece of human mechanism which could hear its +performances talked of with all the insensibility of any other +toy. "She gives it as her judgment that Mr. Carleton is the +most of a gentleman, because he keeps his promise." + +"Oh, grandpa!" + +Poor Fleda's cheek was hot with a distressful blush. Rossitur +coloured with anger. Mr. Carleton's smile had a very different +expression. + +"If Fleda will have the goodness to recollect," said Rossitur, +"I cannot be charged with breaking a promise, for I made +none." + +"But Mr. Carleton did," said Fleda. + +"She is right, Mr. Rossitur, she is right," said that +gentleman; "a fallacy might as well elude Ithuriel's spear as +the sense of a pure spirit there is no need of written +codes. Make your apologies, man, and confess yourself in the +wrong." + +"Pho, pho," said the old gentleman, "she don't take it very +much to heart, I guess _I_ ought to be the one to make the +apologies," he added, looking at Fleda's face. + +But Fleda commanded herself, with difficulty, and announced +that dinner was ready. + +"Mr. Rossitur tells me, Mr. Carleton, you are an Englishman," +said his host. "I have some notion of that's passing through +my head before, but somehow I had entirely lost sight of it +when I was speaking so freely to you a little while ago, about +our national quarrel I know some of your countrymen owe us a +grudge yet." + +"Not I, I assure you," said the young Englishman. "I am +ashamed of them for it. I congratulate you on being +Washington's countryman, and a sharer in his grand struggle +for the right against the wrong." + +Mr. Ringgan shook his guest's hand, looking very much pleased; +and having by this time arrived at the house, the young +gentlemen were formally introduced at once to the kitchen, +their dinner, and aunt Miriam. + +It is not too much to say that the entertainment gave perfect +satisfaction to everybody better fate than attends most +entertainments. Even Mr. Rossitur's ruffled spirit felt the +soothing influence of good cheer, to which he happened to be +peculiarly sensible, and came back to its average condition of +amenity. + +Doubtless that was a most informal table, spread according to +no rules that, for many generations at least, have been known +in the refined world; an anomaly in the eyes of certainly one +of the company. Yet the board had a character of its own, very +far removed from vulgarity, and suiting remarkably well with +the condition and demeanour of those who presided over it a +comfortable, well-to-do, substantial look, that could afford +to dispense with minor graces; a self-respect that was not +afraid of criticism. Aunt Miriam's successful efforts deserve +to be celebrated. + +In the middle of the table, the polished amber of the pig's +arched back elevated itself a striking object but worthy +of the place he filled, as the honours paid him by everybody +abundantly testified. Aunt Miriam had sent down a basket of +her own bread, made out of the new flour, brown and white, +both as sweet and fine as it is possible for bread to be; the +piled-up slices were really beautiful. The superb butter had +come from aunt Miriam's dairy, too, for on such an occasion +she would not trust to the very doubtful excellence of Miss +Cynthia's doings. Every spare place on the table was filled +with dishes of potatoes, and pickles, and sweetmeats, that +left nothing to be desired in their respective kinds; the cake +was a delicious presentment of the finest of material; and the +pies, pumpkin pies, such as only aunt Miriam could make, rich +compounds of everything _but_ pumpkin, with enough of that to +give them a name; Fleda smiled to think how pleased aunt +Miriam must secretly be to see the homage paid her through +them. And most happily Mrs. Plumfield had discovered that the +last tea Mr. Ringgan had brought from the little Queechy store +was not very good, and there was no time to send up on "the +hill" for more, so she made coffee. Verily, it was not Mocha, +but the thick yellow cream with which the cups were filled, +really made up the difference. The most curious palate found +no want. + +Everybody was in a high state of satisfaction, even to Miss +Cynthia Gall; who, having some lurking suspicion that Mrs. +Plumfield might design to cut her out of her post of tea- +making, had slipped herself into her usual chair behind the +tea-tray, before anybody else was ready to sit down. No one at +table bestowed a thought upon Miss Cynthia, but as she thought +of nothing else, she may be said to have had her fair share of +attention. The most unqualified satisfaction, however, was no +doubt little Fleda's. Forgetting, with a child's happy +readiness, the fears and doubts which had lately troubled her, +she was full of the present, enjoying, with a most unselfish +enjoyment, everything that pleased anybody else. She was glad +that the supper was a fine one, and so approved, because it +was her grandfather's hospitality, and her aunt Miriam's +housekeeping; little beside was her care for pies or coffee. +She saw with secret glee the expression of both her aunt's and +Mr. Ringgan's face; partly from pure sympathy, and partly +because, as she knew, the cause of it was Mr. Carleton, whom, +privately, Fleda liked very much. And after all, perhaps, he +had directly more to do with her enjoyment than all other +causes together. + +Certainly that was true of him with respect to the rest of the +dinner-table. None at that dinner-table had ever seen the +like. With all the graceful charm of manner with which he +would have delighted a courtly circle, he came out from his +reserve and was brilliant, gay, sensible, entertaining, and +witty, to a degree that assuredly has very rarely been thrown +away upon an old farmer in the country and his unpolite +sister. They appreciated him though, as well as any courtly +circle could have done, and he knew it. In aunt Miriam's +strong sensible face, when not full of some hospitable care, +he could see the reflection of every play of his own; the +grave practical eye twinkled and brightened, giving a ready +answer to every turn of sense or humour in what he was saying. +Mr. Ringgan, as much of a child for the moment as Fleda +herself, had lost everything disagreeable, and was in the full +genial enjoyment of talk, rather listening than talking, with +his cheeks in a perpetual dimple of gratification, and a low +laugh of hearty amusement now and then rewarding the +conversational and kind efforts of his guest with a complete +triumph. Even the subtle charm which they could not quite +recognise wrought fascination. Miss Cynthia declared +afterwards, half admiring and half vexed, that he spoiled her +supper, for she forgot to think how it tasted. Rossitur his +good humour was entirely restored; but whether even Mr. +Carleton's power could have achieved that without the perfect +seasoning of the pig and the smooth persuasion of the richly- +creamed coffee, it may perhaps be doubted. He stared, +mentally, for he had never known his friend condescend to +bring himself out in the same manner before; and he wondered +what he could see in the present occasion to make it worth +while. + +But Mr. Carleton did not think his efforts thrown away. He +understood and admired his fine old host and hostess; and with +all their ignorance of conventionalities and absence of what +is called _polish_ of manner, he could enjoy the sterling sense, +the good feeling, the true, hearty hospitality, and the +dignified courtesy, which both of them showed. No matter of +the outside; this was in the grain. If mind had lacked much +opportunity, it had also made good use of a little; his host, +Mr. Carleton found, had been a great leader, was well +acquainted with history, and a very intelligent reasoner upon +it; and both he and his sister showed a strong and quick +aptitude for intellectual subjects of conversation. No doubt +aunt Miriam's courtesy had not been taught by a dancing- +master, and her brown satin gown had seen many a fashion come +and go since it was made, but a _lady_ was in both; and while +Rossitur covertly smiled, Mr. Carleton paid his sincere +respect where he felt it was due. Little Fleda's quick eye +hardly saw, but more than half felt, the difference. Mr. +Carleton had no more eager listener now than she, and perhaps +none whose unaffected interest and sympathy gave him more +pleasure. + +When they rose from the table Mr. Ringgan would not be +_insinuated_ into the cold front room again. + +"No, no," said he, "what's the matter? the table? Push the +table back, and let it take care of itself, come, gentlemen, +sit down draw up your chairs round the fire, and a fig for +ceremony! Comfort, sister Miriam, against politeness, any day +in the year; don't you say so too, Fairy? Come here by me." + +"Miss Fleda," said Mr. Carleton, "will you take a ride with me +to Montepoole to-morrow? I should like to make you acquainted +with my mother." + +Fleda coloured, and looked at her grandfather. + +"What do you say, deary?" he inquired fondly; "will you go? +I believe, Sir, your proposal will prove a very acceptable +one. You will go, wont you, Fleda?" + +Fleda would very much rather not! But she was always +exceedingly afraid of hurting people's feelings; she could not +bear that Mr. Carleton should think she disliked to go with +him, so she answered yes, in her usual sober manner. + +Just then the door opened, and a man unceremoniously walked +in, his entrance immediately following a little sullen knock +that had made a mockery of asking permission. An ill-looking +man, in the worst sense; his face being a mixture of cunning, +meanness, and insolence. He shut the door, and came with a +slow, leisurely step into the middle of the room, without +speaking a word. Mr. Carleton saw the blank change in Fleda's +face. She knew him. + +"Do you wish to see me, Mr. McGowan?" said Mr. Ringgan, not +without something of the same change. + +"I guess I ha'n't come here for nothing," was the gruff +retort. + +"Wouldn't another time answer as well?" + +"I don't mean to find you here another time," said the man, +chuckling; "I have given you notice to quit, and now I have +come to tell you you'll clear out. I ain't a going to be kept +out of my property for ever. If I can't get my money from you, +Elzevir Ringgan, I'll see you don't get no more of it in your +hands." + +"Very well, Sir," said the old gentleman. "You have said all +that is necessary." + +"You have got to hear a little more, though," returned the +other; "I've an idee that there's a satisfaction in speaking +one's mind. I'll have that much out of you! Mr. Ringgan, a man +hadn't ought to make an agreement to pay what he doesn't _mean_ +to pay; and what he has made an agreement to pay, he ought to +meet and be up to, if he sold his soul for it! You call +yourself a Christian, do you, to stay in another man's house, +month after month, when you know you ha'n't got the means to +give him the rent for it! That's what _I_ call stealing; and +it's what I'd live in the County House before I'd demean +myself to do! and so ought you." + +"Well, well! neighbour," said Mr. Ringgan, with patient +dignity; "it's no use calling names. You know as well as I do +how all this came about. I hoped to be able to pay you, but I +haven't been able to make it out, without having more time." + +"Time!" said the other. "Time to cheat me out of a little more +houseroom. If I was agoing to live on charity, Mr. Ringgan, +I'd come out and say so, and not put my hand in a man's pocket +this way. You'll quit the house by the day after to-morrow, or +if you don't I'll let you hear a little more of me that you +wont like." + +He stalked out, shutting the door after him with a bang. Mr. +Carleton had quitted the room a moment before him. + +Nobody moved or spoke at first, when the man was gone, except +Miss Cynthia, who, as she was taking something from the table +to the pantry, remarked, probably for Mr. Rossitur's benefit, +that "Mr. Ringgan had to have that man punished for something +he did a few years ago, when he was justice of the peace, and +she guessed likely that was the reason he had a grudge agin +him ever since." Beyond this piece of dubious information +nothing was said. Little Fleda stood beside her grandfather, +with a face of quiet distress; the tears silently running over +her flushed cheeks, and her eyes fixed upon Mr. Ringgan with a +tender, touching look of sympathy, most pure from self- +recollection. + +Mr. Carleton presently came in to take leave of the disturbed +family. The old gentleman rose, and returned his shake of the +hand with even a degree more than usual of his manly dignity, +or Mr. Carleton thought so. + +"Good day to you, Sir!" he said, heartily. "We have had a +great deal of pleasure in your society, and I shall always be +very happy to see you wherever I am." And then following him +to the door, and wringing his hand with a force he was not at +all aware of, the old gentleman added in a lower tone, "I +shall let her go with you." + +Mr. Carleton read his whole story in the stern self-command of +brow, and the slight convulsion of feature, which all the +self-command could not prevent. He returned warmly the grasp +of the hand, answering merely, "I will see you again." + +Fleda wound her arms round her grandfather's neck when they +were gone, and did her best to comfort him, assuring him that +"they would be just as happy somewhere else." And aunt Miriam +earnestly proffered her own home. But Fleda knew that her +grandfather was not comforted. He stroked her head, with the +same look of stern gravity and troubled emotion which had +grieved her so much the other day. She could not win him to a +smile, and went to bed at last, feeling desolate. She had no +heart to look out at the night. The wind was sweeping by in +wintry gusts; and Fleda cried herself to sleep, thinking how +it would whistle round the dear old house when their ears +would not be there to hear it. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +He from his old hereditary nook +Must part; the summons came, our final leave we took. +WORDSWORTH. + + +Mr. Carleton came the next day, but not early, to take Fleda +to Montepoole. She had told her grandfather that she did not +think he would come, because after last night he must know +that she would not want to go. About twelve o'clock, however, +he was there, with a little wagon, and Fleda was fain to get +her sunbonnet and let him put her in. Happily it was her maxim +never to trust to uncertainties, so she was quite ready when +he came, and they had not to wait a minute. + +Though Fleda had a little dread of being introduced to a party +of strangers, and was a good deal disappointed at being +obliged to keep her promise, she very soon began to be glad. +She found her fear gradually falling away before Mr. +Carleton's quiet kind reassuring manner; he took such nice +care of her; and she presently made up her mind that he would +manage the matter so that it would not be awkward. They had so +much pleasant talk, too. Fleda had found before that she could +talk to Mr. Carleton, nay, she could not help talking to him; +and she forgot to think about it. And besides, it was a +pleasant day, and they drove fast, and Fleda's particular +delight was driving; and though the horse was a little gay she +had a kind of intuitive perception that Mr. Carleton knew how +to manage him. So she gave up every care and was very happy. + +When Mr. Carleton asked after her grandfather, Fleda answered +with great animation, "O, he's very well! and such a happy +thing. You heard what that man said last night, Mr. Carleton, +didn't you?" + +"Yes." + +"Well, it is all arranged; this morning Mr. Jolly he's a +friend of grandpa's that lives over at Queechy Run and knew +about all this he's a lawyer he came this morning and told +grandpa that he had found some one that could lend him the +money he wanted, and there was no trouble about it; and we are +so happy, for we thought we should have to go away from where +we live now, and I know grandpa would have felt it dreadfully. +If it hadn't been for that, I mean, for Mr. Jolly's coming, + I couldn't have gone to Montepoole to-day." + +"Then I am very glad Mr. Jolly made his appearance," said Mr. +Carleton. + +"So am I," said Fleda; "but I think it was a little strange +that Mr. Jolly wouldn't tell us who it was that he had got the +money from. Grandpa said he never saw Mr. Jolly so curious." + +When they got to the Pool, Fleda's nervousness returned a +little; but she went through the dreaded introduction with +great demureness and perfect propriety. And throughout the day +Mr. Carleton had no reason to fear rebuke for the judgment +which he had pronounced upon his little paragon. All the +flattering attention which was shown her, and it was a good +deal, could not draw Fleda a line beyond the dignified +simplicity which seemed natural to her; any more than the +witty attempts at raillery and endeavours to amuse themselves +at her expense, in which some of the gentlemen showed their +wisdom, could move her from her modest self-possession. _Very_ +quiet, _very_ modest, as she invariably was, awkwardness could +not fasten upon her; her colour might come and her timid eye +fall it often did; but Fleda's wits were always in their +place and within a call. She would shrink from a stranger's +eye, and yet when spoken to her answers were as ready and +acute as they were marked for simplicity and gentleness. She +was kept to dinner; and though the arrangement and manner of +the service must have been strange to little Fleda, it was +impossible to guess from word or look that it was the first +time within her recollection that she had ever seen the like. +Her native instincts took it all as quietly as any old +liberalized traveller looks upon the customs of a new country. +Mr. Carleton smiled as he now and then saw a glance of +intelligence or admiration pass between one and another of the +company; and a little knowing nod from Mrs. Evelyn, and many a +look from his mother, confessed he had been quite right. + +Those two, Mrs. Evelyn and Mrs. Carleton, were by far the most +kind and eager in their attention to Fleda. Mrs. Thorn did +little else but look at her. The gentlemen amused themselves +with her. But Mr. Carleton, true to the hopes Fleda had +founded upon his good-nature, had stood her friend all the +day, coming to her help if she needed any, and placing himself +easily and quietly between her and anything that threatened to +try or annoy her too much. Fleda felt it with grateful +admiration. Yet she noticed, too, that he was a very different +person at this dinner-table from what he had been the other +day at her grandfather's. Easy and graceful always, he filled +his own place, but did not seem to care to do more; there was +even something bordering on haughtiness in his air of grave +reserve. He was not the life of the company here; he contented +himself with being all that the company could possibly require +of him. + +On the whole Fleda was exceedingly well pleased with her day, +and thought all the people in general very kind. It was quite +late before she set out to go home again; and then Mrs. Evelyn +and Mrs. Carleton were extremely afraid lest she should take +cold; and Mr. Carleton, without saying one word about it, +wrapped her up so very nicely after she got into the wagon, in +a warm cloak of his mother's. The drive home, through the +gathering shades of twilight, was to little Fleda thoroughly +charming. It was almost in perfect silence, but she liked +that; and all the way home her mind was full of a shadowy +beautiful world that seemed to lie before and around her. + +It was a happy child that Mr. Carleton lifted from the wagon +when they reached Queechy. He read it in the utter +lightheartedness of brow and voice, and the spring to the +ground which hardly needed the help of his hands. + +"Thank you, Mr. Carleton," she said, when she had reached her +own door; (he would not go in) "I have had a very nice time!" + +He smiled. + +"Good night," said he. "Tell your grandfather I will come to- +morrow to see him about some business." + +Fleda ran gaily into the kitchen. Only Cynthia was there. + +"Where is grandpa, Cynthy?" + +"He went off into his room a half an hour ago. I believe he's +layin' down. He ain't right well, I s'pect. What's made you so +late?" + +"O, they kept me," said Fleda. Her gayety suddenly sobered, +she took off her bonnet and coat, and throwing them down in +the kitchen, stole softly along the passage to her +grandfather's room. She stopped a minute at the door, and held +her breath to see if she could hear any movement which might +tell her he was not asleep. It was all still, and pulling the +iron latch with her gentlest hand, Fleda went on tiptoe into +the room. He was lying on the bed, but awake, for she had made +no noise, and the blue eyes opened and looked upon her as she +came near. + +"Are you not well, dear grandpa?" said the little girl. + +Nothing made of flesh and blood ever spoke words of more +spirit-like sweetness, not the beauty of a fine organ, but +such as the sweetness of angel-speech might be; a whisper of +love and tenderness that was hushed by its own intensity. He +did not answer, or did not notice her first question; she +repeated it. + +"Don't you feel well?" + +"Not exactly, dear!" he replied. + +There was the shadow of somewhat in his tone, that fell upon +his little granddaughter's heart and brow at once. Her voice +next time, though not suffered to be anything but clear and +cheerful still, had in part the clearness of apprehension. + +"What is the matter?" + +"Oh I don't know, dear!" + +She felt the shadow again, and he seemed to say that time +would show her the meaning of it. She put her little hand in +one of his which lay outside the coverlets, and stood looking +at him; and presently said, but in a very different key from +the same speech to Mr. Carleton, + +"I have had a very nice time, dear grandpa." + +Her grandfather made her no answer. He brought the dear little +hand to his lips and kissed it twice, so earnestly that it was +almost passionately; then laid it on the side of the bed +again, with his own upon it, and patted it slowly and fondly, +and with an inexpressible kind of sadness in the manner. +Fleda's lip trembled, and her heart was fluttering, but she +stood so that he could not see her face in the dusk, and kept +still till the rebel features were calm again, and she had +schooled the heart to be silent. + +Mr. Ringgan had closed his eyes, and perhaps was asleep, and +his little granddaughter sat quietly down on a chair by the +bedside to watch by him, in that gentle sorrowful patience +which women often know, but which hardly belongs to childhood. +Her eye and thoughts, as she sat there in the dusky twilight, +fell upon the hand of her grandfather which still fondly held +one of her own; and fancy travelled fast and far, from what it +was to what it had been. Rough, discoloured, stiff, as it lay +there now, she thought how it had once had the hue, and the +freshness, and the grace of youth, when it had been, the +instrument of uncommon strength, and wielded an authority that +none could stand against. Her fancy wandered over the scenes +it had known; when it had felled trees in the wild forest; and +those fingers, then supple and slight, had played the fife to +the struggling men of the Revolution; how its activity had +outdone the activity of all other hands in clearing and +cultivating those very fields where her feet loved to run; +how, in its pride of strength, it had handled the scythe, and +the sickle, and the flail, with a grace and efficiency that no +other could attain; and how, in happy manhood, that strong +hand had fondled, and sheltered, and led, the little children +that now had grown up and were gone! Strength and activity, +ay, and the fruits of them, were passed away; his children +were dead; his race was run; the shock of corn was in full +season, ready to be gathered. Poor little Fleda! her thought +had travelled but a very little way before the sense of these +things entirely overcame her, her head bowed on her knees, and +she wept tears that all the fine springs of her nature were +moving to feed many, many, but poured forth as quietly as +bitterly; she smothered every sound. That beautiful shadowy +world with which she had been so busy a little while ago, +alas! she had left the fair outlines and the dreamy light, and +had been tracking one solitary path through the wilderness, +and she saw how the traveller, foot-sore and weather-beaten, +comes to the end of his way. And, after all, he comes to _the +end_. ''Yes, and I must travel through life, and come to the +end, too," thought little Fleda; "life is but a passing +through the world; my hand must wither and grow old too, if I +live long enough; and whether or no, I must come to _the end_. +Oh, there is only one thing that ought to be very much minded +in this world!" + +That thought, sober though it was, brought sweet consolation. +Fleda's tears, if they fell as fast, grew brighter, as she +remembered, with singular tender joy, that her mother and her +father had been ready to see the end of their journey, and +were not afraid of it; that her grandfather and her aunt +Miriam were happy in the same quiet confidence, and she +believed she herself was a lamb of the Good Shepherd's flock. +"And he will let none of his lambs be lost," she thought. "How +happy I am! How happy we all are!" + +Her grandfather still lay quiet, as if asleep, and gently +drawing her hand from under his, Fleda went and got a candle +and sat down by him again to read, carefully shading the light +so that it might not awake him. + +He presently spoke to her, and more cheerfully. + +"Are you reading, dear?" + +"Yes, grandpa!" said the little girl, looking up brightly. +"Does the candle disturb you?" + +"No, dear! What have you got there'? + +"I just took up this volume of Newton that has the hymns in +it." + +"Read out." + +Fleda read Mr. Newton's long beautiful hymn, "The Lord will +provide;" but with her late thoughts fresh in her mind it was +hard to get through the last verses; + + +'No strength of our own, +Or goodness we claim; +But since we have known +The Saviour's great name, +In this, our strong tower, +For safety we hide; +The Lord is our power, +The Lord will provide. + + +'When life sinks apace, +And death is in view, +This word of his grace +Shall comfort us through. +No fearing nor doubting, +With Christ on our side, +We hope to die shouting, +The Lord will provide !' + + +The little reader's voice changed, almost broke, but she +struggled through, and then was quietly crying behind her +hand. + +"Read it again," said the old gentleman, after a pause. + +There is no "cannot" in the vocabulary of affection. Fleda +waited a minute or two to rally her forces, and then went +through it again, more steadily than the first time. + +"Yes," said Mr. Ringgan, calmly, folding his hands, "that will +do! That trust wont fail, for it is founded upon a rock. 'He +is a rock; and he knoweth them that put their trust in him!' I +have been a fool to doubt ever that he would make all things +work well 'The Lord will provide!" + +"Grandpa," said Fleda, but in an unsteady voice, and shading +her face with her hand still, "I can remember reading this +hymn to my mother once when I was so little that 'suggestions' +was a hard word to me." + +"Ay, ay I dare say," said the old gentleman; "your mother +knew that Rock, and rested her hope upon it, where mine +stands now. If ever there was a creature that might have +trusted to her own doings, I believe she was one, for I never +saw her do anything wrong, as I know. But she knew Christ was +all. Will you follow him, as she did, dear?" + +Fleda tried in vain to give an answer. + +"Do you know what her last prayer for you was, Fleda?" + +"No, grandpa." + +"It was that you might be kept 'unspotted from the world.' I +heard her make that prayer myself." And stretching out his +hand, the old gentleman laid it tenderly upon Fleda's bowed +head, saying with strong earnestness and affection, even his +voice somewhat shaken, "God grant that prayer! whatever else +he do with her, keep my child from the evil! and bring her +to join her father and mother in heaven! and me!" + +He said no more; but Fleda's sobs said a great deal. And when +the sobs were hushed, she still sat shedding quiet tears, +sorrowed and disturbed by her grandfather's manner. She had +never known it so grave, so solemn; but there was that shadow +of something else in it besides, and she would have feared if +she had known what to fear. He told her at last that she had +better go to bed, and to say to Cynthy that he wanted to see +her. She was going, and had near reached the door, when he +said, + +"Elfleda!" + +She hastened back to the bedside. + +"Kiss me." + +He let her do so twice, without moving, and then holding her +to his breast he pressed one long earnest passionate kiss upon +her lips, and released her. + +Fleda told Cynthy that her grandfather wished her to come to +him, and then mounted the stairs, to her little bedroom. She +went to the window, and opening it, looked out at the soft +moonlit sky; the weather was mild again, and a little hazy, +and the landscape was beautiful. But little Fleda was tasting +realities, and she could not go off upon dream-journeys to +seek the light food of fancy through the air. She did not +think to-night about the people the moon was shining on; she +only thought of one little sad anxious heart, and of another +down stairs, more sad and anxious still, she feared; what +could it be about? Now that Mr. Jolly had settled all that +troublesome business with McGowan? + +As she stood there at the window, gazing out aimlessly into +the still night, it was very quiet, she heard Cynthy at +the back of the house, calling out, but as if she were afraid +of making too much noise, "Watkins! Watkins!" + +The sound had business, if not anxiety, in it. Fleda +instinctively held her breath to listen. Presently she heard +Watkins reply; but they were round the corner, she could not +easily make out what they said. It was only by straining her +ears that she caught the words. + +"Watkins, Mr. Ringgan wants you to go right up on the hill to +Mis' Plumfield's, and tell her he wants her to come right down + he thinks" the voice of the speaker fell, and Fleda could +only make out the last words "Dr. James." More was said, but +so thick and low that she could understand nothing. + +She had heard enough. She shut the window, trembling, and +fastened again the parts of her dress she had loosened; and +softly and hastily went down the stairs into the kitchen. + +"Cynthy! what is the matter with grandpa!" + +"Why aint you in bed, Flidda?" said Cynthy, with some +sharpness. "That's what you had ought to be. I am sure your +grandpa wants you to be abed." + +"But tell me," said Fleda, anxiously. + +"I don't know as there's anything the matter with him," said +Cynthy. "Nothing much, I suppose. What makes you think +anything is the matter?" + +"Because I heard you telling Watkins to go for aunt Miriam." +Fleda could not say, - "and the doctor." + +"Well, your grandpa thought he'd like to have her come down, +and he don't feel right well, so I sent Watkins up; but +you'd better go to bed, Flidda; you'll catch cold if you sit +up o' night." + +Fleda was unsatisfied, the more because Cynthy would not meet +the keen searching look with which the little girl tried to +read her face. She was not to be sent to bed, and all Cynthy's +endeavours to make her change her mind were of no avail. Fleda +saw in them but fresh reason for staying, and saw besides, +what Cynthy could not hide, a somewhat of wandering and +uneasiness in her manner which strengthened her resolution. +She sat down in the chimney corner, resolved to wait till her +aunt Miriam came; there would be satisfaction in her, for aunt +Miriam always told the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but +the truth. + +It was a miserable three quarters of an hour. The kitchen +seemed to wear a strange desolate look, though seen in its +wonted bright light of fire and candles, and in itself nice +and cheerful as usual. Fleda looked at it also through that +vague fear which casts its own lurid colour upon everything. +The very flickering of the candle blaze seemed of ill omen, +and her grandfather's empty chair stood a signal of pain to +little Fleda whenever she looked at it. She sat still, in +submissive patience, her cheek pale with the working of a +heart too big for that little body. Cynthia was going in and +out of her grandfather's room, but Fleda would not ask her any +more questions, to be disappointed with word-answers; she +waited, but the minutes seemed very long, and very sad. + +The characteristic outward calm which Fleda had kept, and +which belonged to a nature uncommonly moulded to patience and +fortitude, had yet perhaps heightened the pressure of excited +fear within. When at last she saw the cloak and hood of aunt +Miriam coming through the moonlight to the kitchen door, she +rushed to open it, and quite overcome for the moment, threw +her arms around her and was speechless. Aunt Miriam's tender +and quiet voice comforted her. + +"You up yet, Fleda! Hadn't you better go to bed? 'Tisn't good +for you." + +"That's what I've been a-telling her," said Cynthy, "but she +wa'n't a mind to listen to me." + +But the two little arms embraced aunt Miriam's cloak and +wrappers, and the little face was hid there still, and Fleda's +answer was a half smothered ejaculation. + +"I am _so_ glad you are come, dear aunt Miriam!" + +Aunt Miriam kissed her again, and again repeated her request. + +"O no I can't go to bed," said Fleda, crying; "I can't +till I know I am sure something is the matter, or Cynthy +wouldn't look so. _Do_ tell me, aunt Miriam!" + +"I can't tell you anything, dear, except that grandpa is not +well that is all I know I am going in to see him. I will +tell you in the morning how he is." + +"No," said Fleda, "I will wait here till you come out. I +couldn't sleep." + +Mrs. Plumfield made no more efforts to persuade her, but rid +herself of cloak and hood and went into Mr. Ringgan's room. +Fleda placed herself again in her chimney corner. Burying her +face in her hands, she sat waiting more quietly; and Cynthy, +having finished all her business, took a chair on the hearth +opposite to her. Both were silent and motionless, except when +Cynthy once in a while got up to readjust the sticks of wood +on the fire. They sat there waiting so long that Fleda's +anxiety began to quicken again. + +"Don't you think the doctor is a long time coming, Cynthy?" +said she, raising her head at last. Her question, breaking +that forced silence, sounded fearful. + +"It seems kind o' long," said Cynthy. "I guess Watkins ha'n't +found him to hum." + +Watkins indeed presently came in and reported as much, and +that the wind was changing and it was coming off cold; and +then his heavy boots were heard going up the stairs to his +room overhead; but Fleda listened in vain for the sound of the +latch of her grandfather's door, or aunt Miriam's quiet foot- +fall in the passage; listened and longed, till the minutes +seemed like the links of a heavy chain which she was obliged +to pass over from hand to hand, and the last link could not be +found. The noise of Watkins' feet ceased overhead, and nothing +stirred or moved but the crackling flames and Cynthia's +elbows, which took turns each in resting upon the opposite +arm, and now and then a tell-tale gust of wind in the trees. +If Mr. Ringgan was asleep, why did not aunt Miriam come out +and see them, if he was better, why not come and tell them +so. He had been asleep when she first went into his room, and +she had come back for a minute then to try again to get Fleda +to bed; why could she not come out for a minute once more. Two +hours of watching and trouble had quite changed little Fleda; +the dark ring of anxiety had come under each eye in her little +pale face; she looked herself almost ill. + +Aunt Miriam's grave step was heard coming out of the room at +last, it did not sound cheerfully in Fleda's ears. She came +in, and stopping to give some direction to Cynthy, walked up +to Fleda. Her face encouraged no questions. She took the +child's head tenderly in both her hands, and told her gently, +but it was in vain that she tried to make her voice quite as +usual, that she had better go to bed that she would be sick. + +Fleda looked up anxiously in her face. + +"How is he?" + +But her next word was the wailing cry of sorrow, "Oh +grandpa!" + +The old lady took the little child in her arms, and they both +sat there by the fire until the morning dawned. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Patience and sorrow strove +Who should express her goodliest. +KING LEAR. + + +When Mr. Carleton knocked at the front door the next day, +about two o'clock, it was opened to him by Cynthy. He asked +for his late host. + +"Mr. Ringgan is dead." + +"Dead!" exclaimed the young man, much shocked; "when how?" + +"Wont you come in, Sir?" said Cynthy; "maybe you'll see Mis' +Plumfield." + +"No, certainly," replied the visitor. "Only tell me about Mr. +Ringgan." + +"He died last night." + +"What was the matter with him?" + +"I don't know," said Cynthy in a business-like tone of voice, + "I s'pose the doctor knows, but he didn't say nothing about +it. He died very sudden." + +"Was he alone?" + +"No his sister was with him; he had been complaining all the +evening that he didn't feel right, but I didn't think nothing +of it, and I didn't know as he did; and towards evening he +went and laid down, and Flidda was with him a spell, talking +to him; and at last he sent her to bed, and called me in and +said he felt mighty strange, and he didn't know what it was +going to be, and that he had as lieve I should send up and ask +Mis' Plumfield to come down, and perhaps I might as well send +for the doctor, too. And I sent right off, but the doctor +wa'n't to hum, and didn't get here till long after. Mis' +Plumfield, she come; and Mr. Ringgan was asleep then, and I +didn't know as it was going to be anything more after all than +just a turn, such as anybody might take; and Mis' Plumfield +went in and sot by him; and there wa'n't no one else in the +room; and after a while he come to, and talked to her, she +said, a spell; but he seemed to think it was something more +than common ailed him; and all of a sudden he just riz up half +way in bed, and then fell back and died, with no more +warning than that." + +"And how is the little girl?" + +"Why," said Cynthy, looking off at right angles from her +visitor, "she's middling now, I s'pose, but she wont be before +long, or else she must be harder to make sick than other +folks. We can't get her out of the room," she added, bringing +her eyes to bear, for an instant, upon the young gentleman, +"she stays in there the hull time since morning, I've tried, +and Mis' Plumfield's tried, and everybody has tried, and there +can't none of us manage it; she will stay in there, and it's +an awful cold room when there aint no fire." + +Cynthy and her visitor were both taking the benefit of the +chill blast which rushed in at the open door. + +"_The room?_" said Mr. Carleton. "The room where the body lies?" + +"Yes it's dreadful chill in there when the stove aint +heated, and she sits there the hull time. And she ha'n't got +much to boast of now; she looks as if a feather would blow her +away." + +The door at the further end of the hall opened about two +inches, and a voice called out through the crack, + +"Cynthy! Mis' Plumfield wants to know if that is Mr. +Carleton?" + +"Yes. " + +"Well, she'd like to see him. Ask him to walk into the front +room, she says." + +Cynthy upon this showed the way, and Mr. Carleton walked into +the same room where a very few days before he had been so +kindly welcomed by his fine old host. Cold indeed it was now, +as was the welcome he would have given. There was no fire in +the chimney, and even all the signs of the fire of the other +day had been carefully cleared away; the clean empty fireplace +looked a mournful assurance that its cheerfulness would not +soon come back again. It was a raw disagreeable day; the paper +window-shades fluttered uncomfortably in the wind, which had +its way now; and the very chairs and tables seemed as if they +had taken leave of life and society for ever. Mr. Carleton +walked slowly up and down, his thoughts running perhaps +somewhat in the train where poor little Fleda's had been so +busy last night; and wrapped up in broadcloth as he was to the +chin, he shivered when he heard the chill wind moaning round +the house and rustling the paper hangings, and thought of +little Fleda's delicate frame, exposed as Cynthia had +described it. He made up his mind it must not be. + +Mrs. Plumfield presently came in, and met him with the calm +dignity of that sorrow which needs no parade, and that truth +and meekness of character which can make none. Yet there was +nothing like stoicism, no affected or proud repression of +feeling; her manner was simply the dictate of good sense, +borne out by a firm and quiet spirit. Mr. Carleton was struck +with it; it was a display of character different from any he +had ever before met with; it was something he could not quite +understand. For he wanted the key. But all the high respect he +had felt for this lady from the first was confirmed and +strengthened. + +After quietly receiving Mr. Carleton's silent grasp of the +hand, aunt Miriam said, + +"I troubled you to stop, Sir, that I might ask you how much +longer you expect to stop at Montepoole." + +Not more than two or three days, he said. + +"I understood," said aunt Miriam, after a minute's pause, +"that Mrs. Carleton was so kind as to say she would take care +of Elfleda to France, and put her in the hands of her aunt." + +"She would have great pleasure in doing it," said Mr. +Carleton. "I can promise for your little niece that she shall +have a mother's care so long as my mother can render it." + +Aunt Miriam was silent, and he saw her eyes fill. + +"You should not have had the pain of seeing me to-day," said +he gently, "if I could have known it would give you any; but +since I am here, may I ask, whether it is your determination +that Fleda shall go with us?" + +"It was my brother's," said aunt Miriam, sighing; "he told +me last night that he wished her to go with Mrs. Carleton + if she would still be so good as to take her." + +"I have just heard about her from the housekeeper," said Mr. +Carleton, "what has disturbed me a good deal. Will you forgive +me, if I venture to propose that she should come to us at +once. Of course we will not leave the place for several days +till you are ready to part with her." + +Aunt Miriam hesitated, and again the tears flushed to her +eyes. + +"I believe it would be best, " she said, "since it must be +I cannot get the child away from her grandfather I am afraid +I want firmness to do it and she ought not to be there she +is a tender little creature " + +For once self-command failed her, she was obliged to cover +her face. + +"A stranger's hands cannot be more tender of her than ours +will be," said Mr. Carleton, his warm pressure of aunt +Miriam's hand repeating the promise. "My mother will bring a +carriage for her this afternoon, if you will permit." + +"If you please, Sir, since it must be, it does not matter a +day sooner or later," repeated aunt Miriam "if she can be +got away I don't know whether it will be possible." + +Mr. Carleton had his own private opinion on that point. He +merely promised to be there again in a few hours, and took his +leave. + +He came, with his mother, about five o'clock in the afternoon. +They were shown this time into the kitchen, where they found +two or three neighbours and friends with aunt Miriam and +Cynthy. The former received them with the same calm simplicity +that Mr. Carleton had admired in the morning, but said she was +afraid their coming would be in vain; she had talked with +Fleda about the proposed plan, and could not get her to listen +to it. She doubted whether it would be possible to persuade +her. And yet + +Aunt Miriam's self-possession seemed to be shaken when she +thought of Fleda; she could not speak of her without watering +eyes. + +"She's fixing to be sick as fast as ever she can," remarked +Cynthia, dryly in a kind of aside meant for the audience; +"there wa'n't a grain of colour in her face when I went in to +try to get her out a little while ago; and Mis' Plumfield +ha'n't the heart to do anything with her, nor nobody else." + +"Mother, will you see what you can do?" said Mr. Carleton. + +Mrs. Carleton went, with all expression of face that her son, +nobody else, knew meant that she thought it a particularly +disagreeable piece of business. She came back after the lapse +of a few minutes, in tears. + +"I can do nothing with her," she said hurriedly; "I don't know +what to say to her, and she looks like death. Go yourself, +Guy; you can manage her, if any one can." + +Mr. Carleton went immediately. + +The room into which a short passage admitted him was cheerless +indeed. On a fair afternoon the sun's rays came in there +pleasantly, but this was a true November day; a grey sky and a +chill raw wind that found its way in between the loose window- +sashes and frames. One corner of the room was sadly tenanted +by the bed which held the remains of its late master and +owner. At a little table between the windows, with her back +turned towards the bed, Fleda was sitting, her face bowed in +her hands upon the old quarto bible that lay there open; a +shawl round her shoulders. + +Mr. Carleton went up to the side of the table and softly spoke +her name. Fleda looked up at him for an instant, and then +buried her face in her hands on the book as before. That look +might have staggered him, but that Mr. Carleton rarely was +staggered in any purpose when he had once made up his mind. It +did move him so much that he was obliged to wait a minute or +two before he could muster firmness to speak to her again. +Such a look, so pitiful in its sorrow, so appealing in its +helplessness, so imposing in its purity, he had never seen, +and it absolutely awed him. Many a child's face is lovely to +look upon for its innocent purity, but more commonly it is not +like this; it is the purity of snow, unsullied, but not +unsulliable; there is another kind more ethereal, like that of +light, which you feel is from another sphere and will not know +soil. But there were other signs in the face that would have +nerved Mr. Carleton's resolution if he had needed it. Twenty- +four hours had wrought a sad change. The child looked as if +she had been ill for weeks. Her cheeks were colourless; the +delicate brow would have seemed pencilled on marble but for +the dark lines which weeping and watching, and still more +sorrow, had drawn underneath; and the beautiful moulding of +the features showed under the transparent skin like the work +of the sculptor. She was not crying then, but the open pages +of the great bible had been wet with very many tears since her +head had rested there. + +"Fleda," said Mr. Carleton, after a moment, "you must come +with me." + +The words were gently and tenderly spoken, yet they had that +tone which young and old instinctively know it is vain to +dispute. Fleda glanced up again, a touching imploring look it +was very difficult to bear, and her "Oh no I cannot," went +to his heart. It was not resistance, but entreaty; and all the +arguments she would have urged seemed to lie in the mere tone +of her voice. She had no power of urging them in any other +way, for even as she spoke her head went down again on the +bible with a burst of sorrow. Mr. Carleton was moved, but not +shaken in his purpose. He was silent a moment, drawing back +the hair that fell over Fleda's forehead with a gentle +caressing touch; and then he said, still lower and more +tenderly than before, but without flinching, "You must come +with me, Fleda." + +"Mayn't I stay," said Fleda, sobbing, while he could see in +the tension of the muscles a violent effort at self-control +which he did not like to see, "mayn't I stay till till +the day after to-morrow?" + +"No, dear Fleda," said he, still stroking her head kindly, "I +will bring you back, but you must go with me now. Your aunt +wishes it, and we all think it is best. I will bring you +back." + +She sobbed bitterly for a few minutes. Then she begged, in +smothered words, that he would leave her alone a little while. +He went immediately. + +She checked her sobs when she heard the door close upon him, +or as soon as she could, and rising went and knelt down by the +side of the bed. It was not to cry, though what she did could +not be done without many tears, it was to repeat with equal +earnestness and solemnity her mother's prayer, that she might +be kept pure from the world's contact. There, beside the +remains of her last dear earthly friend, as it were before +going out of his sight for ever, little Fleda knelt down to +set the seal of faith and hope to his wishes, and to lay the +constraining hand of Memory upon her conscience. It was soon +done; and then there was but one thing more to do. But, oh, +the tears that fell as she stood there! before she could go +on; how the little hands were pressed to the bowed face, as if +_they_ would have borne up the load they could not reach; the +convulsive struggle, before the last look could be taken, the +last good-by said! But the sobs were forced back, the hands +wiped off the tears, the quivering features were bidden into +some degree of calmness; and she leaned forward, over the +loved face that in death had kept all its wonted look of +mildness and placid dignity. It was in vain to try to look +through Fleda's blinded eyes; the hot tears dropped fast, +while her trembling lips kissed, and kissed, those cold and +silent that could make no return; and then feeling that it was +the last, that the parting was over, she stood again by the +side of the bed as she had done a few minutes before, in a +convulsion of grief, her face bowed down and her little frame +racked with feeling too strong for it; shaken visibly, as if +too frail to bear the trial to which it was put. + +Mr. Carleton had waited and waited, as he thought, long +enough, and now at last came in again, guessing how it was +with her. He put his arm round the child and gently drew her +away, and sitting down took her on his knee; and endeavoured +rather with actions than with words to soothe and comfort her; +for he did not know what to say. But his gentle delicate way, +the soft touch with which he again stroked back her hair or +took her hand, speaking kindness and sympathy, the loving +pressure of his lips once or twice to her brow, the low tones +in which he told her that she was making herself sick; that +she must not do so; that she must let him take care of her; +were powerful to soothe or quiet a sensitive mind, and Fleda +felt them. It was a very difficult task, and if undertaken by +any one else, would have been more likely to disgust and +distress her. But his spirit had taken the measure of hers, +and he knew precisely how to temper every word and tone so as +just to meet the nice sensibilities of her nature. He had said +hardly any thing, but she had understood all he meant to say, +and when he told her at last, softly, that it was getting +late, and she must let him take her away, she made no more +difficulty, rose up, and let him lead her out of the room +without once turning her head to look back. + +Mrs. Carleton looked relieved that there was a prospect of +getting away, and rose up with a happy adjusting of her shawl +round her shoulders. Aunt Miriam came forward to say good-by, +but it was very quietly said. Fleda clasped her round the neck +convulsively for an instant, kissed her as if a kiss could +speak a whole heartful, and then turned submissively to Mr. +Carleton, and let him lead her to the carriage. + +There was no fault to be found with Mrs. Carleton's kindness +when they were on the way. She held the forlorn little child +tenderly in her arm, and told her how glad she was to have her +with them, how glad she should be if she were going to keep +her always; but her saying so only made Fleda cry, and she +soon thought it best to say nothing. All the rest of the way +Fleda was a picture of resignation; transparently pale, meek +and pure, and fragile seemingly as the delicatest wood-flower +that grows. Mr. Carleton looked grieved, and leaning forward +he took one of her hands in his own and held it +affectionately, till they got to the end of their journey. It +marked Fleda's feeling towards him that she let it lie there +without making a motion to draw it away. She was so still for +the last few miles, that her friends thought she had fallen +asleep; but when the carriage stopped and the light of the +lantern was flung inside, they saw the grave hazel eyes broad +open and gazing intently out of the window. + +"You will order tea for us in your dressing-room, mother?" +said Mr. Carleton. + +"_Us_ who is _us?_" + +"Fleda and me, unless you will please to make one of the +party." + +"Certainly I will, but perhaps Fleda might like it better down +stairs. Wouldn't you, dear?" + +"If you please, Ma'am," said Fleda. "Wherever you please." + +"But which would you rather, Fleda?" said Mr. Carleton. + +"I would _rather_ have it up-stairs," said Fleda, gently, "but +it's no matter." + +"We will have it up-stairs," said Mrs. Carleton. "We will be a +nice little party up there by ourselves. You shall not come +down till you like." + +"You are hardly able to walk up," said Mr. Carleton, tenderly. +"Shall I carry you?" + +The tears rushed to Fleda's eyes, but she said no, and managed +to mount the stairs, though it was evidently an exertion. Mrs. +Carleton's dressing-room, as her son had called it, looked +very pleasant when they got there. It was well lighted and +warmed, and something answering to curtains had been summoned +from its obscurity in storeroom or garret and hung up at the +windows, "them air fussy English folks had made such a pint +of it," the landlord said. Truth was, that Mr. Carleton as +well as his mother wanted this room as a retreat for the quiet +and privacy which travelling in company as they did they could +have nowhere else. Everything the hotel could furnish in the +shape of comfort had been drawn together to give this room as +little the look of a public-house as possible. Easy chairs, as +Mrs. Carleton remarked with a disgusted face, one could not +expect to find in a country inn; there were instead as many as +half-a-dozen of "those miserable substitutes", as she called +rocking-chairs, and sundry fashions of couches and sofas, in +various degrees of elegance and convenience. The best of +these, a great chintz-covered thing, full of pillows, stood +invitingly near the bright fire. There Mr. Carleton placed +little Fleda, took off her bonnet and things, and piled the +cushions about her just in the way that would make her most +easy and comfortable. He said little, and she nothing, but her +eyes watered again at the kind tenderness of his manner. And +then he left her in peace till the tea came. + +The tea was made in that room for those three alone. Fleda +knew that Mr. and Mrs. Carleton stayed up there only for her +sake, and it troubled her, but she could not help it. Neither +could she be very sorry so far as one of them was concerned. +Mr. Carleton was too good to be wished away. All that evening +his care of her never ceased. At tea, which the poor child +would hardly have shared but for him and after tea, when in +the absence of bustle she had leisure to feel more fully her +strange circumstances and position, he hardly permitted her to +feel either, doing everything for her ease and pleasure, and +quietly managing at the same time to keep back his mother's +more forward and less happily adapted tokens of kind feeling. +Though she knew he was constantly occupied with her, Fleda +could not feel oppressed; his kindness was as pervading and as +unobtrusive as the summer air itself; she felt as if she was +in somebody's hands that knew her wants before she did, and +quietly supplied or prevented them, in a way she could not +tell how. It was very rarely that she even got a chance to +utter the quiet and touching "thank you," which invariably +answered every token of kindness or thoughtfulness that +permitted an answer. How greatly that harsh and sad day was +softened to little Fleda's heart by the good feeling and fine +breeding of one person. She thought when she went to bed that +night, thought seriously and gratefully, that since she must +go over the ocean and take that long journey to her aunt, how +glad she was, how thankful she ought to be, that she had so +very kind and pleasant people to go with. Kind and pleasant +she counted them both; but what more she thought of a Mr. +Carleton it would be hard to say. Her admiration of him was +very high, appreciating as she did to the full all that charm +of manner which she could neither analyze nor describe. + +Her last words to him that night, spoken with a most wistful +anxious glance into his face, were, + +"You will take me back again, Mr. Carleton?" + +He knew what she meant. + +"Certainly I will. I promised you, Fleda." + +"Whatever Guy promises you may be very sure he will do," said +his mother, with a smile. + +Fleda believed it. But the next morning it was very plain that +this promise he would not be called upon to perform; Fleda +would not be well enough to go to the funeral. She was able +indeed to get up, but she lay all day upon the sofa in the +dressing-room. Mr. Carleton had bargained for no company last +night; to-day female curiosity could stand it no longer, and +Mrs. Thorn and Mrs. Evelyn came up to look and gossip openly, +and to admire and comment privately, when they had a chance. +Fleda lay perfectly quiet and still, seeming not much to +notice or care for their presence; they thought she was +tolerably easy in body and mind, perhaps tired and sleepy, and +like to do well enough after a few days. How little they knew! +How little they could imagine the assembly of Thought which +was holding in that child's mind; how little they deemed of +the deep, sad, serious look into life which that little spirit +was taking. How far they were from fancying while they were +discussing all manner of trifles before her, sometimes when +they thought her sleeping, that in the intervals between +sadder and weightier things her nice instincts were taking the +gauge of all their characters unconsciously, but surely; how +they might have been ashamed if they had known that while they +were busy with all affairs in the universe but those which +most nearly concerned them, the little child at their side, +whom they had almost forgotten, was secretly looking up to her +Father in heaven, and asking to be kept pure from the world! +"Not unto the wise and prudent;" how strange it may seem in +one view of the subject, in another, how natural, how +beautiful, how reasonable. + +Fleda did not ask again to be taken to Queechy. But as the +afternoon drew on she turned her face away from the company +and shielded it from view among the cushions, and lay in that +utterly motionless state of body which betrays a concentrated +movement of the spirits in some hidden direction. To her +companions it betrayed nothing. They only lowered their tones +a little lest they should disturb her. + +It had grown dark, and she was sitting up again, leaning +against the pillows, and in her usual quietude, when Mr. +Carleton came in. They had not seen him since before dinner. +He came to her side, and taking her hand made some gentle +inquiry how she was. + +"She has had a fine rest," said Mrs. Evelyn. + +"She has been sleeping all the afternoon," said Mrs. Carleton, + "she lay as quiet as a mouse, without stirring; you were +sleeping, weren't you, dear?" + +Fleda's lips hardly formed the word "no," and her features +were quivering sadly. Mr. Carleton's were impenetrable. + +"Dear Fleda," said he, stooping down and speaking with equal +gravity and kindliness of manner, "you were not able to go." + +Fleda's shake of the head gave a meek acquiescence. But her +face was covered, and the gay talkers around her were silenced +and sobered by the heaving of her little frame with sobs that +she could not keep back. Mr. Carleton secured the permanence +of their silence for that evening. He dismissed them the room +again, and would have nobody there but himself and his mother. + +Instead of being better the next day Fleda was not able to get +up; she was somewhat feverish and exceedingly weak. She lay +like a baby, Mrs. Carleton said, and gave as little trouble. +Gentle and patient always, she made no complaint, and even +uttered no wish, and whatever they did made no objection. +Though many a tear that day and the following paid its +faithful tribute to the memory of what she had lost, no one +knew it; she was never seen to weep; and the very grave +composure of her face, and her passive unconcern as to what +was done or doing around her, alone gave her friends reason to +suspect that the mind was not as quiet as the body. Mr. +Carleton was the only one who saw deeper; the only one that +guessed why the little hand often covered the eyes so +carefully, and read the very, very grave lines of the mouth +that it could not hide. + +As soon as she could bear it he had her brought out to the +dressing-room again, and laid on the sofa; and it was several +days before she could be got any further. But there he could +be more with her, and devote himself more to her pleasure; and +it was not long before he had made himself necessary to the +poor child's comfort in a way beyond what he was aware of. + +He was not the only one who showed her kindness. Unwearied +care and most affectionate attention were lavished upon her by +his mother and both her friends; they all thought they could +not do enough to mark their feeling and regard for her. Mrs. +Carleton and Mrs. Evelyn nursed her by night and by day. Mrs. +Evelyn read to her. Mrs. Thorn would come often to look and +smile at her and say a few words of heartfelt pity and +sympathy. Yet Fleda could not feel quite at home with any one +of them. They did not see it. Her manner was affectionate and +grateful, to the utmost of their wish; her simple natural +politeness, her nice sense of propriety, were at every call; +she seemed after a few days to be as cheerful and to enter as +much into what was going on about her as they had any reason +to expect she could; and they were satisfied. But while moving +thus smoothly among her new companions, in secret her spirit +stood aloof; there was not one of them that could touch her, +that could understand her, that could meet the want of her +nature. Mrs. Carleton was incapacitated for it by education; +Mrs. Evelyn by character; Mrs. Thorn by natural constitution. +Of them all, though by far the least winning and agreeable in +personal qualifications, Fleda would soonest have relied on +Mrs. Thorn, could soonest have loved her. Her homely sympathy +and kindness made their way to the child's heart; Fleda felt +them and trusted them. But there were too few points of +contact. Fleda thanked her, and did not wish to see her again. +With Mrs. Carleton Fleda had almost nothing at all in common. +And that notwithstanding all this lady's politeness, +intelligence, cultivation, and real kindness towards herself. +Fleda would readily have given her credit for them all; and +yet, the nautilus may as soon compare notes with the +navigator, the canary might as well study Mδlzel's metronome, +as a child of nature and a woman of the world comprehend and +suit each other. The nature of the one must change or the two +must remain the world wide apart. Fleda felt it, she did not +know why. Mrs. Carleton was very kind, and perfectly polite; +but Fleda had no pleasure in her kindness, no trust in her +politeness; or if that be saying too much, at least she felt +that for some inexplicable reason both were unsatisfactory. +Even the tact which each possessed in an exquisite degree was +not the same in each; in one it was the self-graduating power +of a clever machine, in the other, the delicateness of the +sensitive-plant. Mrs. Carleton herself was not without some +sense of this distinction; she confessed, secretly, that there +was something in Fleda out of the reach of her discernment, +and consequently beyond the walk of her skill; and felt, +rather uneasily, that more delicate hands were needed to guide +so delicate a nature. Mrs. Evelyn came nearer the point. She +was very pleasant, and she knew how to do things in a charming +way; and there were times, frequently, when Fleda thought she +was everything lovely. But yet, now and then a mere word, or +look, would contradict this fair promise, a something of +_hardness_ which Fleda could not reconcile with the soft +gentleness of other times; and on the whole Mrs. Evelyn was +unsure ground to her; she could not adventure her confidence +there. + +With Mr. Carleton alone Fleda felt at home. He only, she knew, +completely understood and appreciated her. Yet she saw also +that with others he was not the same as with her. Whether +grave or gay there was about him an air of cool indifference, +very often reserved, and not seldom haughty; and the eye which +could melt and glow when turned upon her, was sometimes as +bright and cold as a winter sky. Fleda felt sure, however, +that she might trust him entirely, so far as she herself was +concerned; of the rest she stood in doubt. She was quite right +in both cases. Whatever else there might be in that blue eye, +there was truth in it when it met hers; she gave that truth +her full confidence and was willing to honour every draught +made upon her charity for the other parts of his character. + +He never seemed to lose sight of her. He was always doing +something for which Fleda loved him; but so quietly and +happily that she could neither help his taking the trouble, +nor thank him for it. It might have been matter of surprise +that a gay young man of fashion should concern himself like a +brother about the wants of a little child; the young gentlemen +down stairs who were not of the society in the dressing-room, +did make themselves very merry upon the subject, and rallied +Mr. Carleton with the common amount of wit and wisdom about +his little sweetheart; a raillery which met the most flinty +indifference. But none of those who saw Fleda ever thought +strange of anything that was done for her; and Mrs. Carleton +was rejoiced to have her son take up the task she was fain to +lay down. So he really, more than any one else, had the +management of her; and Fleda invariably greeted his entrance +into the room with a faint smile, which even the ladies who +saw agreed was well worth working for. + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +"If large possessions, pompous titles, honourable charges, and +profitable commissions, could have made this proud man happy, +there would have been nothing wanting." +L'ESTRANGE. + + +Several days had passed. Fleda's cheeks had gained no colour, +but she had grown a little stronger, and it was thought the +party might proceed on their way without any more tarrying; +trusting that change and the motion of travelling would do +better things for Fleda than could be hoped from any further +stay at Montepoole. The matter was talked over in an evening +consultation in the dressing-room, and it was decided that +they would set off on the second day thereafter. + +Fleda was lying quietly on her sofa, with her eyes closed, +having had nothing to say during the discussion. They thought +she had perhaps not heard it. Mr. Carleton's sharper eyes, +however, saw that one or two tears were glimmering just under +the eyelash. He bent down over her and whispered, + +"I know what you are thinking of Fleda, do I not?" + +"I was thinking of aunt Miriam," Fleda said in an answering +whisper, without opening her eyes. + +"I will take care of that." + +Fleda looked up and smiled most expressively her thanks, and +in five minutes was asleep. Mr. Carleton stood watching her, +querying how long those clear eyes would have nothing to hide, + how long that bright purity could resist the corrosion of +the world's breath; and half thinking that it would be better +for the spirit to pass away, with its lustre upon it, than +stay till self-interest should sharpen the eye, and the lines +of diplomacy write themselves on that fair brow. "Better so, +better so." + +"What are you thinking of so gloomily, Guy?" said his mother. + +"That is a tender little creature to struggle with a rough +world." + +"She wont have to struggle with it," said Mrs. Carleton. + +"She will do very well," said Mrs. Evelyn. + +"I don't think she'd find it a rough world, where you were, +Mr. Carleton," said Mrs. Thorn. + +"Thank you, Ma'am," he said, smiling. "But unhappily, my power +reaches very little way." + +"Perhaps," said Mrs. Evelyn, with a sly smile, "that might be +arranged differently; Mrs. Rossitur, I have no doubt, would +desire nothing better than a smooth world for her little +niece, and Mr. Carleton's power might be unlimited in its +extent." + +There was no answer, and the absolute repose of all the lines +of the young gentleman's face bordered too nearly on contempt +to encourage the lady to pursue her jest any further. + +The next day Fleda was well enough to bear moving. Mr. +Carleton had her carefully bundled up, and then carried her +down stairs and placed her in the little light wagon which had +once before brought her to the Pool. Luckily it was a mild +day, for no close carriage was to be had for love or money. +The stage-coach in which Fleda had been fetched from her +grandfather's was in use, away somewhere. Mr. Carleton drove +her down to aunt Miriam's, and leaving her there he went off +again; and whatever he did with himself it was a good two +hours before he came back. All too little yet they were for +the tears and the sympathy which went to so many things both +in the past and in the future. Aunt Miriam had not said half +she wished to say, when the wagon was at the gate again, and +Mr. Carleton came to take his little charge away. + +He found her sitting happily in aunt Miriam's lap. Fleda was +very grateful to him for leaving her such a nice long time, +and welcomed him with even a brighter smile than usual. But +her head rested wistfully on her aunt's bosom after that; and +when he asked her if she was almost ready to go, she hid her +face there and put her arms about her neck. The old lady held +her close for a few minutes, in silence. + +"Elfleda," said aunt Miriam gravely, and tenderly, "do you +know what was your mother's prayer for you?" + +"Yes," she whispered. + +"What was it?" + +"That I might be kept " + +"Unspotted from the world!" repeated aunt Miriam, in a tone of +tender and deep feeling. "My sweet blossom! how wilt thou +keep so? Will you remember always your mother's prayer?" + +"I will try." + +"How will you try, Fleda?" + +"I will pray." + +Aunt Miriam kissed her again and again, fondly repeating, "The +Lord hear thee! the Lord bless thee! the Lord keep thee! +as a lily among thorns, my precious little babe; though in +the world, not of it." + +"Do you think that is possible?" said Mr. Carleton, +significantly when a few moments after they had risen and were +about to separate. Aunt Miriam looked at him in surprise, and +asked, + +"What, Sir? " + +"To live in the world and not be like the world?" + +She cast her eyes upon Fleda, fondly smoothing down her soft +hair with both hands for a minute or two before she answered, + + +"By the help of one thing, Sir, yes!" + +"And what is that?" said he, quickly. + +"The blessing of God, with whom all things are possible." + +His eyes fell, and there was a kind of incredulous sadness in +his half smile which aunt Miriam understood better than he +did. She sighed as she folded Fleda again to her breast, and +whisperingly bade her "Remember!" But Fleda knew nothing of +it; and when she had finally parted from aunt Miriam, and was +seated in the little wagon on her way home, to her fancy the +best friend she had in the world was sitting beside her. + +Neither was her judgment wrong, so far as it went. She saw +true where she saw at all. But there was a great deal she +could not see. + +Mr. Carleton was an unbeliever. Not maliciously, not +wilfully, not stupidly; rather the fool of circumstance. +His scepticism might be traced to the joint workings of a very +fine nature and a very bad education that is, education in +the broad sense of the term; of course none of the means and +appliances of mental culture had been wanting to him. + +He was an uncommonly fine example of what nature alone can do +for a man. A character of nature's building is at best a very +ragged affair, without religion's finishing hand; at the +utmost a fine ruin no more. And if that be the _utmost_ of +nature's handiwork, what is at the other end of the scale? +alas! the rubble stones of the ruin; what of good and fair +nature had reared there was not strong enough to stand alone. +But religion cannot work alike on every foundation; and the +varieties are as many as the individuals. Sometimes she must +build the whole, from the very ground; and there are cases +where nature's work stands so strong and fair that religion's +strength may be expended in perfecting and enriching and +carrying it to an uncommon height of grace and beauty, and +dedicating the fair temple to a new use. + +Of religion, Mr. Carleton had nothing at all; and a true +Christian character had never crossed his path near enough for +him to become acquainted with it. His mother was a woman of +the world; his father had been a man of the world; and what is +more, so deepdyed a politician, that to all intents and +purposes, except as to bare natural affection, he was nothing +to his son, and his son was nothing to him. Both mother and +father thought the son a piece of perfection, and mothers and +fathers have very often indeed thought so on less grounds. Mr. +Carleton saw, whenever he took time to look at him, that Guy +had no lack either of quick wit or manly bearing; that he had +pride enough to keep him from low company and make him abhor +low pursuits; if anything more than pride and better than +pride mingled with it, the father's discernment could not +reach so far. He had a love for knowledge too, that from a +child made him eager in seeking it, in ways both regular and +desultory; and tastes which his mother laughingly said would +give him all the elegance of a woman, joined to the strong +manly character which no one ever doubted he possessed. _She_ +looked mostly at the outside, willing, if that pleased her, to +take everything else upon trust; and the grace of manner which +a warm heart and fine sensibilities, and a mind entirely frank +and above-board, had given him, from his earliest years, had +more than met all her wishes. No one suspected the +stubbornness and energy of will which was in fact the back- +bone of his character. Nothing tried it. His father's death +early left little Guy to his mother's guardianship. +Contradicting him was the last thing she thought of, and of +course it was attempted by no one else. + +If she would ever have allowed that he had a fault, which she +never would, it was one that grew out of his greatest virtue, +an unmanageable truth of character; and if she ever +unwillingly recognised its companion virtue, firmness of will, +it was when she endeavoured to combat certain troublesome +demonstrations of the other. In spite of all the grace and +charm of manner in which he was allowed to be a model, and +which was as natural to him as it was universal, if ever the +interests of truth came in conflict with the dictates of +society, he flung minor considerations behind his back, and +came out with some startling piece of bluntness at which his +mother was utterly confounded. These occasions were very rare; +he never sought them. Always where it was possible he chose +either to speak or be silent in an unexceptionable manner. But +sometimes the barrier of conventionalities, or his mother's +unwise policy, pressed too hard upon his integrity or his +indignation; and he would then free the barrier and present +the shut-out truth in its full size and proportions before his +mother's shocked eyes. It was in vain to try to coax or blind +him; a marble statue is not more unruffled by the soft airs of +summer; and Mrs. Carleton was fain to console herself with the +reflection that Guy's very next act after one of these breaks +would be one of such happy fascination that the former would +be forgotten; and that in this world of discordances it was +impossible, on the whole, for any one to come nearer +perfection. And if there was inconvenience, there were also +great comforts about this character of truthfulness. + +So nearly up to the time of his leaving the University, the +young heir lived a life of as free and uncontrolled enjoyment +as the deer on his grounds, happily led by his own fine +instincts to seek that enjoyment in pure and natural sources. +His tutor was proud of his success; his dependants loved his +frank and high bearing; his mother rejoiced in his personal +accomplishments, and was secretly well pleased that his tastes +led him another way from the more common and less safe +indulgences of other young men. He had not escaped the +temptations of opportunity and example. But gambling was not +intellectual enough, jockeying was too undignified, and +drinking too coarse a pleasure for him. Even hunting and +coursing charmed him but for a few times; when he found he +could out-ride and out-leap all his companions, he hunted no +more; telling his mother, when she attacked him on the +subject, that he thought the hare the worthier animal of the +two upon a chase; and that the fox deserved an easier death. +His friends twitted him with his want of spirit and want of +manliness; but such light shafts bounded back from the buff +suit of cool indifference in which their object was cased; and +his companions very soon gave over the attempt either to +persuade or annoy him, with the conclusion that "nothing could +be done with Carleton." + +The same wants that had displeased him in the sports soon led +him to decline the company of those who indulged in them. From +the low-minded, from the uncultivated, from the unrefined in +mind and manner, and such there are in the highest class of +society, as well as in the less favoured, he shrank away in +secret disgust or weariness. There was no affinity. To his +books, to his grounds, which he took endless delight in +overseeing, to the fine arts in general, for which he had a +great love, and for one or two of them a great talent, he +went with restless energy and no want of companionship; and at +one or the other, always pushing eagerly forward after some +point of excellence, or some new attainment not yet reached, +and which sprang up after one another as fast as ever "Alps +on Alps," he was happily and constantly busy. Too solitary, +his mother thought, caring less for society than she wished +to see him.; but that, she trusted, would mend itself. He +would be through the University, and come of age, and go into +the world, as a matter of necessity. + +But years brought a change not the change his mother looked +for. That restless active energy which had made the years of +his youth so happy, became, in connection with one or two +other qualities, a troublesome companion, when he had reached +the age of manhood, and, obeying manhood's law, had "put away +childish things." On what should it spend itself? It had lost +none of its strength; while his fastidious notions of +excellence, and a far-reaching clear-sightedness, which +belonged to his truth of nature, greatly narrowed the sphere +of its possible action. He could not delude himself into the +belief that the oversight of his plantations, and the +perfecting his park scenery, could be a worthy end of +existence; or that painting and music were meant to be the +stamina of life; or even that books were their own final +cause. These things had refined and enriched him; they might +go on doing so to the end of his days; but _for what?_ For +what? + +It is said that everybody has his niche, failing to find which +nobody fills his place or acts his part in society. Mr. +Carleton could not find his niche, and he consequently grew +dissatisfied everywhere. His mother's hopes from the +University and the World were sadly disappointed. + +At the University he had not lost his time. The pride of +character, which, joined with less estimable pride of birth, +was a marked feature in his composition, made him look with +scorn upon the ephemeral pursuits of one set of young men; +while his strong intellectual tastes drew him in the other +direction; and the energetic activity which drove him to do +everything well that he once took in hand, carried him to high +distinction. Being there he would have disdained to be +anywhere but at the top of the tree. But out of the +University, and in possession of his estates, what should he +do with himself and them? + +A question easy to settle by most young men! very easy to +settle by Guy, if he had had the clue of Christian truth to +guide him through the labyrinth. But the clue was wanting, and +the world seemed to him a world of confusion. + +A certain clearness of judgment is apt to be the blessed hand- +maid of uncommon truth of character; the mind that knows not +what it is to play tricks upon its neighbours is rewarded by a +comparative freedom from self-deception. Guy could not sit +down upon his estates and lead an insect-life like that +recommended by Rossitur. His energies wanted room to expend +themselves. But the world offered no sphere that would satisfy +him; even had his circumstances and position laid all equally +open. It was a busy world; but to him people seemed to be busy +upon trifles, or working in a circle, or working mischief; and +his nice notions of what _ought to be_ were shocked by what he +saw was, in every direction around him. He was disgusted with +what he called the drivelling of some unhappy specimens of the +Church which had come in his way; he disbelieved the truth of +what such men professed. If there had been truth in it, he +thought they would deserve to be drummed out of the +profession. He detested the crooked involvements and double- +dealing of the law. He despised the butterfly life of a +soldier; and as to the other side of a soldier's life, again +he thought, what is it for? to humour the arrogance of the +proud, to pamper the appetite of the full, to tighten the +grip of the iron hand of power; and though it be sometimes for +better ends, yet the soldier cannot choose what letters of the +alphabet of obedience he will learn. Politics was the very +shaking of the government sieve, where, if there were any +solid result, it was accompanied with a very great flying +about of chaff indeed. Society was nothing but whip syllabub, + a mere conglomeration of bubbles, as hollow and as +unsatisfying. And in lower departments of human life, as far +as he knew, he saw evils yet more deplorable. The Church +played at shuttlecock with men's credulousness; the law, with +their purses; the medical profession, with their lives; the +military, with their liberties and hopes. He acknowledged that +in all these lines of action there was much talent, much good +intention, much admirable diligence and acuteness brought out + but to what great general end? He saw, in short, that the +machinery of the human mind, both at large and in particular, +was out of order. He did not know what was the broken wheel, +the want of which set all the rest to running wrong. + +This was a strange train of thought for a very young man; but +Guy had lived much alone, and in solitude one is like a person +who has climbed a high mountain; the air is purer about him, +his vision is freer; the eye goes straight and clear to the +distant view which below on the plain a thousand things would +come between to intercept. But there was some morbidness about +it too. Disappointment, in two or three instances, where he +had given his full confidence and been obliged to take it +back, had quickened him to generalize unfavourably upon human +character, both in the mass and in individuals. And a restless +dissatisfaction with himself and the world did not tend to a +healthy view of things. Yet, truth was at the bottom; truth +rarely arrived at without the help of revelation. He discerned +a want he did not know how to supply. His fine perceptions +felt the jar of the machinery which other men are too busy or +too deaf to hear. It seemed to him hopelessly disordered. + +This habit of thinking wrought a change very unlike what his +mother had looked for. He mingled more in society, but Mrs. +Carleton saw that the eye with which he looked upon it was yet +colder than it wont to be. A cloud came over the light, gay +spirited manner he had used to wear. The charm of his address +was as great as ever where he pleased to show it, but much +more generally now he contented himself with a cool reserve, +as impossible to disturb as to find fault with. His temper +suffered the same eclipse. It was naturally excellent. His +passions were not hastily moved. He had never been easy to +offend; his careless good-humour, and an unbounded proud self- +respect, made him look rather with contempt than anger upon +the things that fire most men; though when once moved to +displeasure, it was stern and abiding in proportion to the +depth of his character. The same good-humour and cool self- +respect forbade him even then to be eager in showing +resentment; the offender fell off from his esteem, and +apparently from the sphere of his notice, as easily as a drop +of water from a duck's wing, and could with as much ease +regain his lost lodgment; but unless there were wrong to be +righted, or truth to be vindicated, he was in general safe +from any further tokens of displeasure. In those cases, Mr. +Carleton was an adversary to be dreaded. As cool, as +unwavering, as persevering there as in other things, he there, +as in other things, no more failed of his end. And at bottom +these characteristics remained the same; it was rather his +humour than his temper that suffered a change. That grew more +gloomy and less gentle. He was more easily irritated, and +would show it more freely than in the old happy times had ever +been. + +Mrs. Carleton would have been glad to have those times back +again. It could not be. Guy could not be content any longer in +the Happy Valley of Amhara. Life had something for him to do +beyond his park palings. He had carried manly exercises and +personal accomplishments to an uncommon point of perfection; +he knew his library well, and his grounds thoroughly, and had +made excellent improvement of both; it was in vain to try to +persuade him that seed-time and harvest were the same thing, +and that he had nothing to do but to rest in what he had done; +show his bright colours and flutter like a moth in the +sunshine, or sit down like a degenerate bee in the summer time +and eat his own honey. The power of action which he knew in +himself could not rest without something to act upon. It +longed to be doing. + +But what? + +Conscience is often morbidly far-sighted. Mr. Carleton had a +very large tenantry around him and depending upon him, in +bettering whose condition, if he had but known it, all those +energies might have found full play. It never entered into his +head. He abhorred _business_, the detail of business; and. his +fastidious tastes especially shrank from having anything to do +among those whose business was literally their life. The eye, +sensitively fond of elegance, the extreme of elegance, in +everything, and permitting no other around or about him, could +not bear the tokens of mental and bodily wretchedness among +the ignorant poor; he escaped from them as soon as possible; +thought that poverty was one of the irregularities of this +wrong-working machine of a world, and something utterly beyond +his power to do away or alleviate; and left to his steward all +the responsibility that of right rested on his own shoulders. + +And at last, unable to content himself in the old routine of +things, he quitted home and England, even before he was of +age, and roved from place to place, trying, and trying in +vain, to soothe the vague restlessness that called for a very +different remedy. + + +"On change de ciel, l'on ne change point de sol." + + + + +CHAPTER X + + +Faire Christabelle, that ladye bright, +Was had forth of the towre: +But ever she droopeth in her minde, +As, nipt by an ungentle winde, +Doth some faire lillye flowre. +SYR CAULINE. + + +That evening, the last of their stay at Montepoole, Fleda was +thought well enough to take her tea in company. So Mr. +Carleton carried her down, though she could have walked, and +placed her on the sofa in the parlour. + +Whatever disposition the young officers might have felt to +renew their pleasantry on the occasion, it was shamed into +silence. There was a pure dignity about that little pale face +which protected itself. They were quite struck, and Fleda had +no reason to complain of want of attention from any of the +party. Mr. Evelyn kissed her. Mr. Thorn brought a little table +to the side of the sofa for her cup of tea to stand on, and +handed her the toast most dutifully; and her cousin Rossitur +went back and forth between her and the tea-urn. All of the +ladies seemed to take immense satisfaction in looking at her, +they did it so much; standing about the hearth-rug with their +cups in their hands, sipping their tea. Fleda was quite +touched with everybody's kindness, but somebody at the back of +the sofa, whom she did not see, was the greatest comfort of +all. + +"You must let me carry you upstairs when you go, Fleda," said +her cousin. "I shall grow quite jealous of your friend, Mr. +Carleton." + +"No," said Fleda, smiling a little, "I shall not let any one +but him carry me up, if he will." + +"We shall all grow jealous of Mr. Carleton," said Thorn. "He +means to monopolize you, keeping you shut up there, upstairs." + +"He didn't keep me shut up," said Fleda. + +Mr. Carleton was welcome to monopolize her, if it depended on +her vote. + +"Not fair play, Carleton," continued the young officer, wisely +shaking his head, "all start alike, or there's no fun in the +race. You've fairly distanced us left us nowhere." + +He might have talked Chinese, and been as intelligible to +Fleda, and as interesting to Guy, for all that appeared. + +"How are we going to proceed to-morrow, Mr. Evelyn?" said Mrs. +Carleton. "Has the missing stage-coach returned yet? or will +it be forthcoming in the morning?" + +"Promised, Mrs. Carleton. The landlord's faith stands pledged +for it." + +"Then it wont disappoint us, of course. What a dismal way of +travelling!" + +"This young country hasn't grown up to post-coaches yet," said +Mrs. Evelyn. + +"How many will it hold?" inquired Mrs. Carleton. + +"Hum! nine inside, I suppose." + +"And we number ten, with the servants." + +"Just take us," said Mr. Evelyn. "There's room on the box for +one." + +"It will not take me," said Mr. Carleton. + +"How will you go? ride?" said his mother. "I should think you +would, since you have found a horse you like so well." + +"By George! I wish there was another that _I_ liked," said +Rossitur, "and I'd go on horseback too. Such weather! The +landlord says it's the beginning of Indian summer." + +"It's too early for that," said Thorn. + +"Well, eight inside will do very well for one day," said Mrs. +Carleton. "That will give little Fleda a little more space to +lie at her ease." + +"You may put Fleda out of your calculations, too, mother," +said Mr. Carleton. "I will take care of her." + +"How in the world," exclaimed his mother, "if you are on +horseback?" + +And Fleda twisted herself round so as to give a look of bright +inquiry at his face. She got no answer beyond a smile, which, +however, completely satisfied her. As to the rest, he told his +mother that he had arranged it, and they should see in the +morning. Mrs. Carleton was far from being at ease on the +subject of his arrangements, but she let the matter drop. + +Fleda was secretly very much pleased. She thought she would a +great deal rather go with Mr. Carleton in the little wagon +than in the stage-coach with the rest of the people. Privately +she did not at all admire Mr. Thorn or her cousin Rossitur. +They amused her though; and feeling very much better and +stronger in body, and at least quiet in mind, she sat in +tolerable comfort on her sofa, looking and listening to the +people who were gaily talking around her. + +In the gaps of talk she sometimes thought she heard a +distressed sound in the hall. The buzz of tongues covered it +up, then again she heard it, and she was sure at last that +it was the voice of a dog. Never came an appeal in vain from +any four-footed creature to Fleda's heart. All the rest being +busy with their own affairs she quietly got up and opened the +door and looked out, and finding that she was right, went +softly into the hall. In one corner lay her cousin Rossitur's +beautiful black pointer, which she well remembered, and had +greatly admired several times. The poor creature was every now +and then uttering short cries, in a manner as if he would not +but they were forced from him. + +"What is the matter with him?" asked Fleda, stepping +fearfully towards the dog, and speaking to Mr. Carleton, who +had come out to look after her. As she spoke, the dog rose, +and came crouching and wagging his tail to meet them. + +"Oh, Mr. Carleton!" Fleda almost screamed, "look at him! +Oh, what is the matter with him! he's all over bloody! Poor +creature!" + +"You must ask your cousin, Fleda," said Mr. Carleton, with as +much cold disgust in his countenance as it often expressed; +and that is saying a good deal. + +Fleda could speak in the cause of a dog, where she would have +been silent in her own. She went back to the parlour, and +begged her cousin, with a face of distress, to come out into +the hall, she did not say for what. Both he and Thorn +followed her. Rossitur's face darkened as Fleda repeated her +enquiry, her heart so full by this time, as hardly to allow +her to make any. + +"Why, the dog didn't do his duty, and has been punished," he +said, gloomily. + +"Punished!" said Fleda. + +"Shot," said Mr. Carleton, coolly. + +"Shot!" exclaimed Fleda, bursting into heartwrung tears +"shot! Oh, how _could_ any one do it! Oh, how could you, how +could you, cousin Charlton!" + +It was a picture. The child was crying bitterly, her fingers +stroking the poor dog's head with a touch in which lay, oh +what tender healing, if the will had but had magnetic power! +Carleton's eye glanced significantly from her to the young +officers. Rossitur looked at Thorn. + +"It was not Charlton it was I, Miss Fleda," said the latter. +"Charlton lent him to me to-day, and he disobeyed me, and so I +was angry with him, and punished him a little severely; but +he'll soon get over it." + +But all Fleda's answer was, "I am very sorry! I am very +sorry! poor dog!" and to weep such tears as made the young +gentlemen for once ashamed of themselves. It almost did the +child a mischief. She did not get over it all the evening. And +she never got over it, as far as Mr. Thorn was concerned. + +Mrs. Carleton hoped, faintly, that Guy would come to reason by +the next morning, and let Fleda go in the stage-coach with the +rest of the people. But he was as unreasonable as ever, and +stuck to his purpose. She had supposed, however, with Fleda, +that the difference would be only an open vehicle and his +company instead of a covered one and her own. Both of them +were sadly discomfited when on coming to the hall door to take +their carriages, it was found that Mr. Carleton's meaning was +no less than to take Fleda before him on horseback. He was +busy even then in arranging a cushion on the pommel of the +saddle for her to sit upon. Mrs. Carleton burst into indignant +remonstrances; Fleda silently trembled. + +But Mr. Carleton had his own notions on the subject, and they +were not moved by anything his mother could say. He quietly +went on with his preparations; taking very slight notice of +the raillery of the young officers, answering Mrs. Evelyn with +polite words, and silencing his mother as he came up with one +of those looks out of his dark eyes to which she always +forgave the wilfulness for the sake of the beauty and the +winning power. She was completely conquered, and stepped back +with even a smile. + +"But, Carleton!" cried Rossitur, impatiently; "you can't ride +so! you'll find it deucedly inconvenient." + +"Possibly," said Mr. Carleton. + +"Fleda would be a great deal better off in the stage-coach." + +"Have you studied medicine, Mr. Rossitur?" said the young man. +"Because I am persuaded of the contrary." + +"I don't believe your horse will like it," said Thorn. + +"My horse is always of my mind, Sir; or if he be not, I +generally succeed in convincing him." + +"But there is somebody else that deserves to be consulted," +said Mrs. Thorn. "I wonder how little Fleda will like it." + +"I will ask her when we get to our first stopping-place," said +Mr. Carleton, smiling. "Come, Fleda!" + +Fleda would hardly have said a word if his purpose had been to +put her under the horse's feet instead of on his back. But she +came forward with great unwillingness, and a very tremulous +little heart. He must have understood the want of alacrity in +her face and manner, though he took no notice of it otherwise +than by the gentle kindness with which he led her to the +horse-block, and placed her upon it. Then mounting, and riding +the horse up close to the block, he took Fleda in both hands, +and bidding her spring, in a moment she was safely seated +before him. + +At first it seemed dreadful to Fleda to have that great +horse's head so near her, and she was afraid that her feet +touching him would excite his most serious disapprobation. +However, a minute or so went by, and she could not see that +his tranquillity seemed to be at all ruffled, or even that he +was sensible of her being upon his shoulders. They waited to +see the stage-coach off, and then gently set forward. Fleda +feared very much again when she felt the horse moving under +her, easy as his gait was, and looking after the stage-coach +in the distance, now beyond call, she felt a little as if she +was a great way from help and dry land cast away on a +horse's back. But Mr. Carleton's arm was gently passed round +her, and she knew it held her safely, and would not let her +fall; and he bent down his face to her, and asked her so +kindly and tenderly, and with such a look too, that seemed to +laugh at her fears, whether she felt afraid? and with such a +kind little pressure of his arm that promised to take care of +her, that Fleda's courage mounted twenty degrees at once. And +it rose higher every minute; the horse went very easily, and +Mr. Carleton held her so that she could not be tired, and made +her lean against him; and before they had gone a mile Fleda +began to be delighted. Such a charming way of travelling! Such +a free view of the country! and in this pleasant weather, too, +neither hot nor cold, and when all nature's features were +softened by the light veil of haze that hung over them, and +kept off the sun's glare, Mr. Carleton was right. In the +stage-coach Fleda would have sat quiet in a corner, and moped +the time sadly away; now she was roused, excited, interested, +even cheerful; forgetting herself, which was the very thing of +all others to be desired for her. She lost her fears; she was +willing to have the horse trot or canter as fast as his rider +pleased; but the trotting was too rough for her, so they +cantered or paced along most of the time, when the hills did +not oblige them to walk quietly up and down, which happened +pretty often. For several miles the country was not very +familiar to Fleda. It was, however, extremely picturesque; and +she sat silently and gravely looking at it, her head lying +upon Mr. Carleton's breast, her little mind very full of +thoughts and musings, curious, deep, sometimes sorrowful, but +not unhappy. + +"I am afraid I tire you, Mr. Carleton!" said she, in a sudden +fit of recollection, starting up. + +His look answered her, and his arm drew her back to her place +again. + +"Are _you_ not tired, Elfie?" + +"Oh no! You have got a new name for me, Mr. Carleton," said +she, a moment after, looking up and smiling. + +"Do you like it?" + +"Yes." + +"You are my good genius," said he, "so I must a peculiar title +for you, different from what other people know you by." + +"What is a genius, Sir?" said Fleda. + +"Well, a sprite, then," said he, smiling. + +"A sprite?" said Fleda. + +"I have read a story of a lady, Elfie, who had a great many +little unearthly creatures, a kind of sprites, to attend upon +her. Some sat in the ringlets of her hair, and took charge of +them; some hid in the folds of her dress and made them lie +gracefully; another lodged in a dimple in her cheek, and +another perched on her eyebrows, and so on." + +"To take care of her eyebrows?" said Fleda, laughing. + +"Yes; to smooth out all the ill-humoured wrinkles and frowns, +I suppose." + +"But am I such a sprite?" said Fleda. + +"Something like it." + +"Why, what do I do?" said Fleda, rousing herself in a mixture +of gratification and amusement that was pleasant to behold. + +"What office would you choose, Elfie? what good would you like +to do me?" + +It was a curious wistful look with which Fleda answered this +question, an innocent look, in which Mr. Carleton read +perfectly that she felt something was wanting in him, and did +not know exactly what. His smile almost made her think she had +been mistaken. + +"You are just the sprite you would wish to be, Elfie," he +said. + +Fleda's head took its former position, and she sat for some +time musing over his question and answer, till a familiar +waymark put all such thoughts to flight. They were passing +Deepwater Lake, and would presently be at aunt Miriam's. Fleda +looked now with a beating heart. Every foot of ground was +known to her. She was seeing it, perhaps, for the last time. +It was with even an intensity of eagerness that she watched +every point and turn of the landscape, endeavouring to lose +nothing in her farewell view, to give her farewell look at +every favourite clump of trees and old rock, and at the very +mill-wheels, which for years ,whether working or at rest, had +had such interest for her. If tears came to bid their good-by +too, they were hastily thrown off, or suffered to roll quietly +down; _they_ might bide their time; but eyes must look now or +never. How pleasant, how pleasant, the quiet old country +seemed to Fleda as they went along! in that most quiet light +and colouring; the brightness of the autumn glory gone, and +the sober warm hue which the hills still wore seen under that +hazy veil. All the home-like peace of the place was spread out +to make it hard going away. Would she ever see any other so +pleasant again? Those dear old hills and fields, among which +she had been so happy; they were not to be her home any more; +would she ever have the same sweet happiness anywhere else? +"The Lord will provide!" thought little Fleda with swimming +eyes. + +It was hard to go by aunt Miriam's. Fleda eagerly looked, as +well as she could, but no one was to be seen about the house. +It was just as well. A sad gush of tears must come, then, but +she got rid of them as soon as possible, that she might not +lose the rest of the way, promising them another time. The +little settlement on "the hill" was passed, the factories, and +mills, and mill-ponds, one after the other; they made Fleda +feel very badly, for here she remembered going with her +grandfather to see the work, and there she had stopped with +him at the turner's shop to get a wooden bowl turned, and +there she had been with Cynthy when she went to visit an +acquaintance; and there never was a happier little girl than +Fleda had been in those old times. All gone! It was no use +trying to help it; Fleda put her two hands to her face and +cried, at last, a silent but not the less bitter, leave- +taking, of the shadows of the past. + +She forced herself into quiet again, resolved to look to the +last. As they were going down the hill, past the saw-mill, Mr. +Carleton noticed that her head was stretched out to look back +at it, with an expression of face he could not withstand. He +wheeled about immediately, and went back and stood opposite to +it. The mill was not working today. The saw was standing +still, though there were plenty of huge trunks of trees lying +about in all directions, waiting to be cut up. There was a +desolate look of the place. No one was there; the little +brook, most of its waters cut off, did not go roaring and +laughing down the hill, but trickled softly and plaintively +over the stones. It seemed exceeding sad to Fleda. + +"Thank you, Mr. Carleton," she said, after a little earnest +fond-looking at her old haunt; "you needn't stay any longer." + +But as soon as they had crossed the little rude bridge at the +foot of the hill, they could see the poplar trees which +skirted the courtyard fence before her grandfather's house. +Poor Fleda's eyes could hardly serve her. She managed to keep +them open till the horse had made a few steps more and she had +caught the well-known face of the old house looking at her +through the poplars. Her fortitude failed, and bowing her +little head, she wept so exceedingly, that Mr. Carleton was +fain to draw bridle, and try to comfort her. + +"My dear Elfie! do not weep so," he said, tenderly. "Is there +anything you would like? Can I do anything for you?" + +He had to wait a little. He repeated his first query. + +"Oh, it's no matter," said Fleda, striving to conquer her +tears, which found their way again; "if I only could have gone +into the house once more! but it's no matter you needn't +wait, Mr. Carleton " + +The horse, however, remained motionless. + +"Do you think you would feel better, Elfie, if you had seen it +again?" + +"Oh, yes! But never mind, Mr. Carleton, you may go on." + +Mr. Carleton ordered his servant to open the gate, and rode up +to the back of the house. + +"I am afraid there is nobody here, Elfie," he said; "the house +seems all shut up." + +"I know how I can get in," said Fleda; "there's a window down +stairs I don't believe it is fastened; if you wouldn't mind +waiting, Mr. Carleton; I wont keep you long." + +The child had dried her tears, and there was the eagerness of +something like hope in her face. Mr. Carleton dismounted and +took her off. + +"I must find a way to get in too, Elfie; I cannot let you go +alone." + +"Oh, I can open the door when I get in," said Fleda. + +"But you have not the key." + +"There's no key, it's only bolted on the inside, that door. I +can open it." + +She found the window unfastened as she had expected: Mr. +Carleton held it open while she crawled in, and then she undid +the door for him. He more than half questioned the wisdom of +his proceeding. The house had a dismal look; cold, empty, +deserted; it was a dreary reminder of Fleda's loss, and he +feared the effect of it would be anything but good. He +followed and watched her, as with an eager business step she +went through the hall and up the stairs, putting her head into +every room and giving an earnest wistful look all round it. +Here and there she went in and stood a moment, where +associations were more thick and strong; sometimes taking a +look out of a particular window, and even opening a cupboard +door, to give that same kind and sorrowful glance of +recognition at the old often-resorted-to hiding-place of her +own or her grandfather's treasures and trumpery. Those old +corners seemed to touch Fleda more than all the rest; and she +turned away from one of them with a face of such extreme +sorrow, that Mr. Carleton very much regretted he had brought +her into the house. For her sake, for his own, it was a +curious show of character. Though tears were sometimes +streaming, she made no delay, and gave him no trouble; with +the calm steadiness of a woman she went regularly through the +house, leaving no place unvisited, but never obliging him to +hasten her away. She said not a word during the whole time; +her very crying was still; the light tread of her little feet +was the only sound in the silent empty rooms; and the noise of +their footsteps in the halls, and of the opening and shutting +doors echoed mournfully through the house. + +She had left her grandfather's room for the last. Mr. Carleton +did not follow her in there, guessing that she would rather be +alone. But she did not come back, and he was forced to go to +fetch her. + +The chill desolateness of that room had been too much for poor +little Fleda. The empty bedstead, the cold stove, the table +bare of books, only one or two lay upon the old Bible; the +forlorn order of the place that bespoke the master far away; +the very sunbeams that stole in at the little windows, and met +now no answering look of gladness or gratitude; it had struck +the child's heart too heavily, and she was standing crying by +the window. A second time in that room Mr. Carleton sat down +and drew his little charge to his breast; and spoke words of +soothing and sympathy. + +"I am very sorry I brought you here, dear Elfie," he said +kindly. "It was too hard for you." + +"Oh, no!" even through her tears, Fleda said, "she was very +glad!" + +"Hadn't we better try to overtake our friends?" he whispered, +after another pause. + +She immediately, almost immediately, put away her tears, and +with a quiet obedience that touched him, went with him from +the room, fastened the door, and got out again at the little +window. + +"Oh, Mr. Carleton!" she said, with great earnestness, when +they had almost reached the horses, "wont you wait for me one +minute more? I just want a piece of the burning bush." + +Drawing her hand from him she rushed round to the front of the +house. A little more slowly Mr. Carleton followed, and found +her under the burning bush, tugging furiously at a branch, +beyond her strength to break off. + +"That's too much for you, Elfie," said he, gently taking her +hand from the tree; "let my hand try." + +She stood back and watched, tears running down her face, while +he got a knife from his pocket and cut off the piece she had +been trying for, nicely, and gave it to her. The first +movement of Fleda's head was down, bent over the pretty spray +of red berries; but by the time she stood at the horse's side +she looked up at Mr. Carleton and thanked him with a face of +more than thankfulness. + +She was crying, however, constantly, till they had gone +several miles on their way again, and Mr. Carleton doubted he +had done wrong. It passed away, and she had been sitting quite +peacefully for some time, when he told her they were near the +place where they were to stop and join their friends. She +looked up most gratefully in his face. + +"I am very much obliged to you, Mr. Carleton, for what you +did!" + +"I was afraid I had made a mistake, Elfie." + +"Oh, no, you didn't." + +"Do you think you feel any easier after it, Elfie?" + +"Oh, yes! indeed I do," said she, looking up again, "thank +you, Mr. Carleton." + +A gentle kind pressure of his arm answered her thanks. + +"I ought to be a good sprite to you, Mr. Carleton," Fleda +said, after musing a little while, "you are so very good to +me!" + +Perhaps Mr. Carleton felt too much pleasure at this speech to +make any answer, for he made none. + +"It is only selfishness, Elfie," said he, presently, looking +down to the quiet sweet little face which seemed to him, and +was, more pure than anything of earth's mould he had ever +seen. "You know I must take care of you for my own sake." + +Fleda laughed a little. + +"But what will you do when we get to Paris?" + +"I don't know. I should like to have you always, Elfie." + +"You'll have to get aunt Lucy to give me to you," said Fleda. + +"Mr. Carleton," said she, a few minutes after, "is that +story in a book?" + +"What story ?" + +"About the lady and the little sprites that waited on her." + +"Yes, it is in a book; you shall see it, Elfie. Here we +are!" + +And here it was proposed to stay till the next day, lest Fleda +might not be able to bear so much travelling at first. But the +country inn was not found inviting; the dinner was bad, and +the rooms were worse; uninhabitable, the ladies said; and +about the middle of the afternoon they began to cast about for +the means of reaching Albany that night. None very comfortable +could be had; however, it was thought better to push on at any +rate than wear out the night in such a place. The weather was +very mild; the moon at the full. + +"How is Fleda to go this afternoon," said Mrs. Evelyn. + +"She shall decide herself," said Mrs. Carleton. "How will you +go, my sweet Fleda?" + +Fleda was lying upon a sort of rude couch which had been +spread for her, where she had been sleeping incessantly ever +since she arrived, the hour of dinner alone excepted. Mrs. +Carleton repeated her question. + +"I am afraid Mr. Carleton must be tired," said Fleda, without +opening her eyes. + +"That means that you are, don't it?" said Rossitur. + +"No," said Fleda, gently. + +Mr. Carleton smiled, and went out to press forward the +arrangements. In spite of good words and good money there was +some delay. It was rather late before the cavalcade left the +inn; and a journey of several hours was before them. Mr. +Carleton rode rather slowly, too, for Fleda's sake, so the +evening had fallen while they were yet a mile or two from the +city. + +His little charge had borne the fatigue well, thanks partly to +his admirable care, and partly to her quiet pleasure in being +with him. She had been so perfectly still for some distance, +that he thought she had dropped asleep. Looking down closer, +however, to make sure about it, he saw her thoughtful clear +eyes most unsleepily fixed upon the sky. + +"What are you gazing at, Elfie?" + +The look of thought changed to a look of affection as the eyes +were brought to bear upon him, and she answered with a smile, + +"Nothing, I was looking at the stars." + +"What are you dreaming about?" + +"I wasn't dreaming," said Fleda, "I was thinking." + +"Thinking of what?" + +"Oh, of pleasant things." + +"Mayn't I know them? I like to hear of pleasant things." + +"I was thinking, " said Fleda, looking up again at the stars, +which shone with no purer ray than those grave eyes sent back +to them, "I was thinking of being ready to die." + +The words, and the calm thoughtful manner in which they were +said, thrilled upon Mr. Carleton with a disagreeable shock. + +"How came you to think of such a thing?" said he, lightly. + +"I don't know," said Fleda, still looking at the stars," I +suppose I was thinking " + +"What?" said Mr. Carleton, inexpressibly curious to get at the +workings of the child's mind, which was not easy, for Fleda +was never very forward to talk of herself; "what were you +thinking? I want to know how you could get such a thing into +your head." + + +"It wasn't very strange," said Fleda. "The stars made me think +of heaven, and grandpa's being there, and then I thought how +he was ready to go there, and that made him ready to die " + +"I wouldn't think of such things, Elfie," said Mr. Carleton, +after a few minutes. + +"Why not, Sir?" said Fleda, quickly. + +"I don't think they are good for you." + +"But, Mr. Carleton," said Fleda, gently, "if I don't think +about it, how shall I ever be ready to die?" + +"It is not fit for you," said he, evading the question, "it +is not necessary now, there's time enough. You are a little +body, and should have none but gay thoughts." + +"But, Mr. Carleton," said Fleda, with timid earnestness, +"don't you think one could have gay thoughts better if one +knew one was ready to die?" + +"What makes a person ready to die, Elfie?" said her friend, +disliking to ask the question, but yet more unable to answer +hers, and curious to hear what she would say. + +"Oh, to be a Christian," said Fleda. + +"But I have seen Christians," said Mr. Carleton, "who were no +more ready to die than other people." + +"Then they were make-believe Christians," said Fleda, +decidedly. + +"What makes you think so?" said her friend, carefully guarding +his countenance from anything like a smile. + +"Because," said Fleda, "grandpa was ready, and my father was +ready, and my mother, too; and I know it was because they were +Christians." + +"Perhaps your kind of Christians are different from my kind," +said Mr. Carleton, carrying on the conversation half in spite +of himself. "What do you mean by a Christian, Elfie?" + +"Why, what the Bible means," said Fleda, looking at him with +innocent earnestness. + +Mr. Carleton was ashamed to tell her he did not know what that +was, or he was unwilling to say what he felt would trouble the +happy confidence she had in him. He was silent; but as they +rode on, a bitter wish crossed his mind that he could have the +simple purity of the little child in his arms; and he thought +he would give his broad acres, supposing it possible that +religion could be true, in exchange for that free happy +spirit that looks up to all its possessions in heaven. + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +Starres are poore books, and oftentimes do misse; +This book of starres lights to eternall blisse. +GEORGE HERBERT. + + +The voyage across the Atlantic was not, in itself, at all +notable. The first half of the passage was extremely unquiet, +and most of the passengers uncomfortable to match. Then the +weather cleared; and the rest of the way, though lengthened +out a good deal by the tricks of the wind, was very fair and +pleasant. + +Fifteen days of tossing and sea-sickness had brought little +Fleda to look like the ghost of herself. So soon as the +weather changed, and sky and sea were looking gentle again, +Mr. Carleton had a mattress and cushions laid in a sheltered +corner of the deck for her, and carried her up. She had hardly +any more strength than a baby. + +"What are you looking at me so for, Mr. Carleton?" said she, a +little while after he had carried her up, with a sweet serious +smile that seemed to know the answer to her question. + +He stooped down and clasped her little thin hand, as +reverentially as if she really had not belonged to the earth. + +"You are more like a sprite than I like to see you just now," +said he, unconsciously fastening the child's heart to himself +with the magnetism of those deep eyes. "I must get some of +the sailors' salt beef and sea-biscuit for you they say that +is the best thing to make people well." + +"Oh, I feel better already," said Fleda; and settling her +little face upon the cushion and closing her eyes, she added, +"thank you, Mr. Carleton!" + +The fresh air began to restore her immediately; she was no +more sick; her appetite came back; and from that time, without +the help of beef and sea-biscuit, she mended rapidly. Mr. +Carleton proved himself as good a nurse on the sea as on land. +She seemed to be never far from his thoughts. He was +constantly finding out something that would do her good or +please her; and Fleda could not discover that he took any +trouble about it; she could not feel that she was a burden to +him; the things seemed to come as a matter of course. Mrs. +Carleton was not wanting in any show of kindness or care, and +yet, when Fleda looked back upon the day, it somehow was Guy +that had done everything for her; she thought little of +thanking anybody but him. + +There were other passengers that petted her a great deal, or +would have done so, if Fleda's very timid, retiring nature had +not stood in the way. She was never bashful, nor awkward; but +yet it was only a very peculiar sympathetic style of address +that could get within the wall of reserve which, in general, +hid her from other people. Hid what it could: for through that +reserve a singular modesty, sweetness, and gracefulness of +spirit would show themselves. But there was much more behind. +There were no eyes, however, on board, that did not look +kindly on little Fleda, excepting only two pair. The Captain +showed her a great deal of flattering attention, and said she +was a pattern of a passenger; even the sailors noticed and +spoke of her, and let slip no occasion of showing the respect +and interest she had raised. But there were two pair of eyes, +and one of them Fleda thought most remarkably ugly, that were +an exception to the rest; these belonged to her cousin +Rossitur and Lieutenant Thorn. Rossitur had never forgiven her +remarks upon his character as a gentleman, and declared +preference of Mr. Carleton in that capacity; and Thorn was +mortified at the invincible childish reserve which she opposed +to all his advances; and both, absurd as it seems, were +jealous of the young Englishman's advantage over them. Both +not the less, because their sole reason for making her a +person of consequence was that he had thought fit to do so. +Fleda would permit neither of them to do anything for her that +she could help. + +They took their revenge in raillery, which was not always +good-natured. Mr. Carleton never answered it in any other way +than by his look of cold disdain, not always by that; little +Fleda could not be quite so unmoved. Many a time her nice +sense of delicacy confessed itself hurt, by the deep and +abiding colour her cheeks would wear after one of their ill- +mannered flings at her. She bore them with a grave dignity +peculiar to herself, but the same nice delicacy forbade her to +mention the subject to any one; and the young gentlemen +contrived to give the little child in the course of the voyage +a good deal of pain. She shunned them at last as she would the +plague. As to the rest, Fleda liked her life on board ship +amazingly. In her quiet way she took al the good that offered +and seemed not to recognise the ill. + +Mr. Carleton had bought for her a copy of The Rape of the +Lock, and Bryant's poems. With these, sitting or lying among +her cushions, Fleda amused herself a great deal; and it was an +especial pleasure when he would sit down by her and read and +talk about them. Still a greater was to watch the sea, in its +changes of colour and varieties of agitation, and to get from +Mr. Carleton, bit by bit, all the pieces of knowledge +concerning it that he had ever made his own. Even when Fleda +feared it she was fascinated; and while the fear went off the +fascination grew deeper. Daintily nestling among her cushions, +she watched with charmed eyes the long rollers that came up in +detachments of three to attack the good ship, that like a +slandered character rode patiently over them; or the crested +green billows, or sometimes the little rippling waves that +showed old Ocean's placidest face; while with ears as charmed +as if he had been delivering a fairy tale, she listened to all +Mr. Carleton could tell her of the green water where the +whales feed, or the blue water where Neptune sits in his own +solitude, the furthest from land, and the pavement under his +feet outdoes the very canopy overhead in its deep colouring; +of the transparent seas where the curious mysterious marine +plants and animals may be clearly seen many feet down, and in +the North where hundreds of feet of depth do not hide the +bottom; of the icebergs; and whirling great fields of ice, +between which, if a ship get, she had as good be an almond in +a pair of strong nut-crackers. How the water grows colder and +murkier as it is nearer the shore; how the mountain waves are +piled together; and how old Ocean, like a wise man,. however +roughened and tumbled outwardly by the currents of life, is +always calm at heart. Of the signs of the weather; the out- +riders of the winds, and the use the seaman makes of the +tidings they bring, and before Mr. Carleton knew where he was, +he found himself deep in the science of navigation, and making +a star-gazer of little Fleda. Sometimes kneeling beside him as +he sat on her mattress, with her hand leaning on his shoulder, +Fleda asked, listened, and looked; as engaged, as rapt, as +interested, as another child would be in Robinson Crusoe, +gravely drinking in knowledge with a fresh healthy taste for +it that never had enough. Mr. Carleton was about as amused and +as interested as she. There is a second taste of knowledge +that some minds get in imparting it, almost as sweet as the +first relish. At any rate, Fleda never felt that she had any +reason to fear tiring him; and his mother, complaining of his +want of sociableness, said she believed Guy did not like to +talk to any-body but that little pet of his, and one or two of +the old sailors. If left to her own resources, Fleda was never +at a loss; she amused herself with her books, or watching the +sailors, or watching the sea, or with some fanciful +manufacture she had learned from one of the ladies on board, +or with what the company about her were saying and doing. + +One evening she had been some time alone, looking out upon the +restless little waves that were tossing and tumbling in every +direction. She had been afraid of them at first, and they were +still rather fearful to her imagination. This evening, as heir +musing eye watched them rise and fall, her childish fancy +likened them to the up-springing chances of life, uncertain, +unstable, alike too much for her skill and her strength to +manage. She was not more helpless before the attacks of the +one than of the other. But then that calm blue heaven that +hung over the sea. It was like the heaven of power and love +above her destinies; only this was far higher, and more pure +and abiding. "He knoweth them that trust in him." "There shall +not a hair of your head perish." + +Not these words, perhaps, but something like the sense of +them, was in little Fleda's head. Mr. Carleton coming up, saw +her gazing out upon the water, with an eye that seemed to see +nothing. + +"Elfie! Are you looking into futurity!" + +"No, yes not exactly!" said Fleda, smiling. + +"No, yes, and not exactly!" said he, throwing himself down +beside her. "What does all that mean?" + +"I wasn't exactly looking into futurity," said Fleda. + +"What then? Don't tell me you were 'thinking;' I know that +already. What?" + +Fleda was always rather shy of opening her cabinet of +thoughts. She glanced at him, and hesitated, and then yielded +to a fascination of eye and smile that rarely failed of its +end. Looking off to the sea again as if she had left her +thoughts there, she said, + +"I was only thinking of that beautiful hymn of Mr. Newton's." + +"What hymn?" + +"That long one, 'The Lord will provide.' " + +"Do you know it? Tell it to me, Elfie; let us see whether I +shall think it beautiful." + +Fleda knew the whole, and repeated it. + + +"Though troubles assail, +And dangers affright, +Though friends should all fail, +And foes all unite; +Yet one thing secures us +Whatever betide, +The Scripture assures us +'The Lord will provide.' + + +"The birds without barn +Or storehouse are fed; +From them let us learn +To trust for our bread. +His saints what is fitting +Shall ne'er be denied, +So long as 'tis written, +'The Lord will provide.' + + +"His call we obey, +Like Abraham of old, +Not knowing our way, +But faith makes us bold. +And though we are strangers, +We have a good guide, +And trust in all dangers +'The Lord will provide.' + +"We may like the ships +In tempests be tossed +On perilous deeps, +But cannot be lost. +Though Satan enrages +The wind and the tide, +The promise engages +'The Lord will provide.' + + +"When Satan appears +To stop up our path, +And fills us with fears, +We triumph by faith. +He cannot take from us, +Though oft he has tried, +This heart-cheering promise, +'The Lord will provide.' + + +"He tells us we're weak, +Our hope is in vain, +The good that we seek +We ne'er shall obtain; +But when such suggestions +Our spirits have tried, +This answers all questions, +'The Lord will provide.' + + +"No strength of our own, +Or goodness we claim; +But since we have known +The Saviour's great name, +In this, our strong tower, +For safety we hide; +The Lord is our power! +'The Lord will provide.' + +"When life sinks apace, +And death is in view, +This word of his grace +Shall comfort us through. +No fearing nor doubting, +With Christ on our side, +We hope to die shouting +'The Lord will provide!' " + + +Guy listened very attentively to the whole. He was very far +from understanding the meaning of several of the verses, but +the bounding expression of confidence and hope he did +understand, and did feel. + +"Happy to be so deluded!" he thought. "I almost wish I could +share the delusion!" + +He was gloomily silent when she had done, and little Fleda's +eyes were so full that it was a little while before she could +look towards him, and ask in her gentle way, "Do you like it, +Mr. Carleton?" + +She was gratified by his grave "Yes!" + +"But Elfie," said he, smiling again, "you have not told me +your thoughts yet. What had these verses to do with the sea +you were looking at so hard?" + +"Nothing; I was thinking," said Fleda, slowly, "that the sea +seemed something like the world I don't mean it was like, +but it made me think of it; and I thought how pleasant it is +to know that God takes care of his people." + +"Don't he take care of everybody?" + +"Yes, in one sort of way," said Fleda; "but then it is only +his children that he has promised to keep from everything that +will hurt them." + +"I don't see how that promise is kept, Elfie. I think those +who call themselves so meet with as many troubles as the rest +of the world, and perhaps more." + +"Yes," said Fleda, quickly, "they have troubles, but then God +wont let the troubles do them any harm." + +A subtle evasion, thought Mr. Carleton. "Where did you learn +that, Elfie?" + +"The Bible says so," said Fleda. + +"Well, how do you know it from that?" said Mr. Carleton, +impelled, he hardly knew whether by his bad or his good angel, +to carry on the conversation. + +"Why," said Fleda, looking as if it were a very simple +question, and Mr. Carleton were catechising her, "you know, +Mr. Carleton, the Bible was written by men who were taught by +God exactly what to say, so there could be nothing in it that +is not true." + +"How do you know those men were so taught?" + +"The Bible says so." + +A child's answer! but with a child's wisdom in it, not learnt +of the schools. "He that is of God heareth God's words." To +little Fleda, as to every simple and humble intelligence, the +Bible proved itself; she had no need to go further. + +Mr. Carleton did not smile, for nothing would have tempted him +to hurt her feelings; but he said, though conscience did not +let him do it without a twinge, + +"But don't you know, Elfie, there are some people who do not +believe the Bible?" + +"Ah, but those are bad people," replied Fleda, quickly; "all +good people believe it." + +A child's reason again, but hitting the mark this time. +Unconsciously, little Fleda had brought forward a strong +argument for her cause. Mr. Carleton felt it, and rising up, +that he might not be obliged to say anything more, he began to +pace slowly up and down the deck, turning the matter over. + +Was it so? that there were hardly any good men (he thought +there might be a few), who did not believe in the Bible and +uphold its authority? and that all the worst portion of +society was comprehended in the other class? and if so, how +had he overlooked it? He had reasoned most unphilosophically, +from a few solitary instances that had come under his own eye; +but applying the broad principle of induction, it could not be +doubted that the Bible was on the side of all that is sound, +healthful, and hopeful, in this disordered world. And whatever +might be the character of a few exceptions, it was not +supposable that a wide system of hypocrisy should tell +universally for the best interests of mankind. Summoning +history to produce her witnesses, as he went on with his walk +up and down, he saw with increasing interest, what he had +never seen before, that the Bible had come like the breath of +spring upon the moral waste of mind; that the ice-bound +intellect and cold heart of the world had waked into life +under its kindly influence, and that all the rich growth of +the one and the other had come forth at its bidding. And +except in that sun-lightened tract, the world was and had been +a waste indeed. Doubtless, in that waste, intellect had at +different times put forth sundry barren shoots, such as a +vigorous plant can make in the absence of the sun, but also +like them immature, unsound, and groping vainly after the +light in which alone they could expand and perfect themselves; +ripening no seed for a future and richer growth. And flowers +the wilderness had none. The affections were stunted and +overgrown. + +All this was so how had he overlooked it? His unbelief had +come from a thoughtless, ignorant, one-sided view of life and +human things. The disorder and ruin which he saw, where he did +not also see the adjusting hand at work, had led him to refuse +his credit to the Supreme Fabricator. He thought the waste +would never be reclaimed, and did not know how much it already +owed to the sun of revelation; but what was the waste where +that light had not been! Mr. Carleton was staggered. He did +not know what to think. He began to think he had been a fool. + +Poor little Fleda was meditating less agreeably the while. +With the sure tact of truth, she had discerned that there was +more than jest in the questions that had been put to her. She +almost feared that Mr. Carleton shared himself the doubts he +had so lightly spoken of, and the thought gave her great +distress. However, when he came to take her down to tea, with +all his usual manner, Fleda's earnest look at him ended in the +conviction that there was. nothing very wrong under that face. + +For several days, Mr. Carleton pondered the matter of this +evening's conversation, characteristically restless till he +had made up his mind. He wished very much to draw Fleda to +speak further upon the subject, but it was not easy; she never +led to it. He sought in vain an opportunity to bring it in +easily, and at last resolved to make one.. + +"Elfie," said he, one morning, when all the rest of the +passengers were happily engaged at a distance with the letter- +bags "I wish you would let me hear that favourite hymn of +yours again; l like it very much." + +Fleda was much gratified, and immediately with great +satisfaction repeated the hymn. Its peculiar beauty struck him +yet more the second time than the first. + +"Do you understand those two last verses?" said he, when she +had done. + +Fleda said "Yes!" rather surprised. + +"I do not," he said, gravely. + +Fleda paused a minute or two, and then finding that it +depended on her to enlighten him, said in her modest way, + +"Why, it means that we have no goodness of our own, and only +expect to be forgiven, and taken to heaven, for the Saviour's +sake." + +Mr. Carleton asked, "How _for his sake?_" + +"Why, you know, Mr. Carleton, we don't deserve to go there, +and if we are forgiven at all, it must be for what He has +done." + +"And what is that, Elfie?" + +"He died for us," said Fleda, with a look of some anxiety into +Mr. Carleton's face. + +"Died for us! And what end was that to serve, Elfie?" said +he, partly willing to hear the full statement of the matter, +and partly willing to see how far her intelligence could give +it. + +"Because we are sinners," said Fleda, "and God has said that +sinners shall die." + +"Then how can he keep his word, and forgive at all?" + +"Because Christ has died _for us_," said Fleda, eagerly +"instead of us." + +"Do you understand the justice of letting one take the place +of others?" + +"He was willing, Mr. Carleton," said Fleda, with a singular +wistful expression, that touched him. + +"Still, Elfie," said he, after a minute's silence, "how could +the ends of justice be answered by the death of one man in the +place of millions?" + +"No, Mr. Carleton, but He was God as well as man," Fleda said, +with a sparkle in her eye which perhaps delayed her +companion's rejoinder. + +"What should induce him, Elfie," he said, gently, "to do such +a thing for people who had displeased him?" + +"Because he loved us, Mr. Carleton." + +She answered with so evident a strong and clear appreciation +of what she was saying, that it half made its way into Mr. +Carleton's mind by the force of sheer sympathy. Her words came +almost as something new. + +Certainly Mr. Carleton had heard these things before; though +perhaps never in a way that appealed so directly to his +intelligence and his candour. He was again silent an instant, +pondering, and so was Fleda. + +"Do you know, Elfie," said Mr. Carleton, "there are some +people who do not believe that the Saviour was anything more +than a man?" + +"Yes, I know it," said Fleda; "it is very strange!" + +"Why is it strange?" + +"Because the Bible says it so plainly." + +"But those people hold, I believe, that the Bible does not say +it." + +"I don't see how they could have read the Bible," said Fleda. +"Why, he said so himself." + +"Who said so?" + +"Jesus Christ. Don't you believe it, Mr. Carleton?" + +She saw he did not, and the shade that had come over her face +was reflected in his before he said "No." + +"But perhaps I shall believe it yet, Elfie," he said, kindly. +"Can you show me the place in your Bible where Jesus says this +of himself?" + +Fleda looked in despair. She hastily turned over the leaves of +her Bible to find the passages he had asked for, and Mr. +Carleton was cut to the heart to see that she twice was +obliged to turn her face from him, and brush her hand over her +eyes, before she could find them. She turned to Matt. xxvi. +63-65, and, without speaking, gave him the book, pointing to +the passage. He read it with great care, and several times +over. + +"You are right, Elfie," he said. "I do not see how those who +honour the authority of the Bible, and the character of Jesus +Christ, can deny the truth of His own declaration. If that is +false, so must those be." + +Fleda took the Bible, and hurriedly sought out another +passage. + +"Grandpa showed me these places," she said, "once when we were +talking about Mr. Didenhover _he_ didn't believe that. There +are a great many other places, grandpa said; but one! is +enough." + +She gave him the latter part of the 20th chapter of John. + +"You see, Mr. Carleton, he let Thomas fall down and worship +him, and call him God; and if he had _not_ been, you know God +is more displeased with that than with anything." + +"With what, Elfie?" + +"With men's worshipping any other than himself. He says he +'will not give his glory to another.' " + +"Where is that?" + +"I am afraid I can't find it," said Fleda "it is somewhere +in Isaiah, I know" + +She tried in vain; and failing, then looked up in Mr. +Carleton's face to see what impression had been made. + +"You see Thomas believed when he _saw_," said he, answering her; + "I will believe, too, when I see." + +"Ah! if you wait for that" said Fleda. + +Her voice suddenly checked: she bent her face down again to +her little Bible, and there was a moment's struggle with +herself. + +"Are you looking for something more to show me?" said Mr. +Carleton, kindly, stooping his face down to hers. + +"Not much," said Fleda, hurriedly; and then making a great +effort, she raised her head, and gave him the book again. + +"Look here, Mr. Carleton Jesus said, 'Blessed are they that +have not seen, and yet have believed.' " + +Mr. Carleton was profoundly struck, and the thought recurred +to him afterwards, and was dwelt upon. "Blessed are they that +have _not_ seen, and yet have believed." It was strange at +first, and then he wondered that it should ever have been so. +His was a mind peculiarly open to conviction, peculiarly +accessible to truth; and his attention being called to it, he +saw faintly now what he had never seen before, the beauty of +the principle of _faith_ how natural, how reasonable, how +_necessary_, how honourable to the Supreme Being, how happy even +for man, that the grounds of his trust in God being +established, his acceptance of many other things should rest +on that trust alone. + +Mr. Carleton now became more reserved and unsociable than +ever. He wearied himself with thinking. If he could have got +at the books, he would have spent his days and nights in +studying the evidences of Christianity; but the ship was bare +of any such books, and he never thought of turning to the most +obvious of all, the Bible itself. His unbelief was shaken; it +was within an ace of falling in pieces to the very foundation; +or, rather, he began to suspect how foundationless it had +been. It came at last to one point with him If there were a +God, he would not have left the world without a revelation +no more would he have suffered that revelation to defeat its +own end by becoming corrupted or alloyed; if there was such a +revelation, it could be no other than the Bible; and his +acceptance of the whole scheme of Christianity now hung upon +the turn of a hair. Yet he could not resolve himself. He +balanced the counter doubts and arguments on one side and on +the other, and strained his mind to the task; he could not +weigh them nicely enough. He was in a maze; and seeking to +clear and calm his judgment that he might see the way out, it +was in vain that he tried to shake his dizzied head from the +effect of the turns it had made. By dint of anxiety to find +the right path, reason had lost herself in the wilderness. + +Fleda was not, as Mr. Carleton had feared she would be, at all +alienated from him by the discovery that had given her so much +pain. It wrought in another way, rather to add a touch of +tender and anxious interest to the affection she had for him. +It gave her, however, much more pain than he thought. If he +had seen the secret tears that fell on his account, he would +have been grieved; and if he had known of the many petitions +that little heart made for him, he could hardly have loved her +more than he did. + +One evening Mr. Carleton had been a long while pacing up and +down the deck in front of little Fleda's nest, thinking and +thinking, without coming to any end. It was a most fair +evening, near sunset, the sky without a cloud, except two or +three little dainty strips which set off its blue. The ocean +was very quiet, only broken into cheerful mites of waves that +seemed to have nothing to do but sparkle. The sun's rays were +almost level now, and a long path of glory across the sea led +off towards his sinking disk. Fleda sat watching and enjoying +it all in her happy fashion, which always made the most of +everything good, and was especially quick in catching any form +of natural beauty. + +Mr. Carleton's thoughts were elsewhere too busy to take note +of things around him. Fleda looked now and then as he passed +at his gloomy brow, wondering what he was thinking of, and +wishing that he could have the same reason to be happy that +she had. In one of his turns his eye met her gentle glance; +and, vexed and bewildered as he was with study, there was +something in that calm bright face that impelled him +irresistibly to ask the little child to set the proud scholar +right. Placing himself beside her, he said, + +"Elfie, how do you know there is a God? what reason have you +for thinking so, out of the Bible?" + +It was a strange look little Fleda gave him. He felt it at the +time, and he never forgot it. Such a look of reproach, sorrow, +and _pity_, he afterwards thought, as an angel's face might have +worn. The _question_ did not seem to occupy her a moment. After +this answering look she suddenly pointed to the sinking sun, +and said + +"Who made that, Mr. Carleton?" + +Mr. Carleton's eyes, following the direction of hers, met the +long, bright rays, whose still witness-bearing was almost too +powerful to be borne. The sun was just dipping majestically +into the sea, and its calm self-assertion seemed to him at +that instant hardly stronger than its vindication of its +Author. + +A slight arrow may find the joint in the armour before which +many weightier shafts have fallen powerless. Mr. Carleton was +an unbeliever no more from that time. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +"He borrowed a box of the ear of the Englishman, and swore he +would pay him again when he was able. _Merchant of Venice_. + + +One other incident alone in the course of the voyage deserves +to be mentioned; both because it served to bring out the +characters of several people, and because it was not what +is? without its lingering consequences. + +Thorn and Rossitur had kept up indefatigably the game of +teasing Fleda about her "English admirer," as they sometime +styled him. Poor Fleda grew more and more sore on the subject. +She thought it was very strange that two grown men could not +find enough to do to amuse themselves without making sport of +the comfort of a little child. She wondered they could take +pleasure in what gave her so much pain; but so it was; and +they had it up so often that, at last, others caught it from +them, and, though not in malevolence, yet in thoughtless +folly, many a light remark was made and question asked of her +that set little Fleda's sensitive nerves a-quivering. She was +only too happy that they were never said before Mr. Carleton +that would have been a thousand times worse. As it was, her +gentle nature was constantly suffering from the pain or the +fear of these attacks. + +"Where's Mr. Carleton?" said her cousin, coming up one day. + +"I don't know," said Fleda; "I don't know but he is gone up +into one of the tops." + +"Your humble servant leaves you to yourself a great while this +morning, it seems to me. He is growing very inattentive." + +"I wouldn't permit it. Miss Fleda, if I were you," said Thorn, +maliciously. "You let him have his own way too much." + +"I wish you wouldn't talk so, cousin Charlton!" said Fleda. + +"But seriously," said Charlton, "I think you had better call +him to account. He is very suspicious lately. I have observed +him walking by himself, and looking very glum indeed. I am +afraid he has taken some fancy into his head that would not +suit you. I advise you to inquire into it." + +"I wouldn't give myself any concern about it," said Thorn, +lightly, enjoying the child's confusion and his own fanciful +style of backbiting; "I'd let him go if he has a mind to, Miss +Fleda. He's no such great catch. He's neither lord nor knight + nothing in the world but a private gentleman, with plenty of +money, I dare say, but you don't care for that; and there's as +good fish in the sea as ever came out of it. I don't think +much of him." + +"He is wonderfully better than _you_," thought Fleda, as she +looked in the young gentleman's face for a second, but she +said nothing. + +"Why, Fleda," said Charlton, laughing, "it wouldn't be a +killing affair, would it? How has this English admirer of +yours got so far in your fancy? praising your pretty eyes, eh? + eh?" he repeated, as Fleda kept a dignified silence. + +"No," said Fleda, in displeasure; "he never says such things." + +"No?" said Charlton. "What then! What does he say? I wouldn't +let him make a fool of me, if I were you. Fleda did he ever +ask you for a kiss?" + +"No!" exclaimed Fleda, half beside herself, and bursting into +tears: " I wish you wouldn't talk so! How can you!" + +They had carried the game pretty far that time, and thought +best to leave it. Fleda stopped crying as soon as she could, +lest somebody should see her; and was sitting quietly again, +alone as before, when one of the sailors whom she had never +spoken to, came by, and leaning over towards her with a leer +as he passed, said + +"Is this the young English gentleman's little sweet-heart?" + +Poor Fleda! She had got more than she could bear. She jumped +up, and ran down into the cabin; and in her berth Mrs. +Carleton found her some time afterwards, quietly crying, and +most sorry to be discovered. She was exceeding unwilling to +tell what had troubled her. Mrs. Carleton, really distressed, +tried coaxing, soothing, reasoning, promising, in a way the +most gentle and kind that she could use. + +"Oh, it's nothing it's nothing," Fleda said, at last, +eagerly; "it's because I am foolish it's only something they +said to me." + +"Who, love?" + +Again was Fleda most unwilling to answer, and it was after +repeated urging that she at last said + +"Cousin Charlton and Mr. Thorn." + +"Charlton and Mr. Thorn! What did they say? What did they say, +darling Fleda?" + +"Oh, it's only that they tease me," said Fleda, trying hard to +put an end to the tears which caused all this questioning, and +to speak as if they were about a trifle. But Mrs. Carleton +persisted. + +"What do they say to tease you, love? What is it about? Guy, +come in here, and help me to find out what is the matter with +Fleda." + +Fleda hid her face in Mrs. Carleton's neck, resolved to keep +her lips sealed. Mr. Carleton came in, but to her great relief +his question was directed not to her but his mother. + +"Fleda has been annoyed by something those young men, her +cousin and Mr. Thorn, have said to her; they tease her, she +says, and she will not tell me what it is." + +Mr. Carleton did not ask, and he presently left the state- +room. + +"Oh, I am afraid he will speak to them!" exclaimed Fleda, as +soon as he was gone. "Oh, I oughtn't to have said that!" + +Mrs. Carleton tried to soothe her, and asked what she was +afraid of. But Fleda would not say any more. Her anxious fear +that she had done mischief helped to dry her tears, and she +sorrowfully resolved she would keep her griefs to herself next +time. + +Rossitur and Thorn were in company with a brother officer, and +friend of the latter, when Mr. Carleton approached them. + +"Mr. Rossitur and Mr. Thorn," said he, "you have indulged +yourselves in a style of conversation extremely displeasing to +the little girl under my mother's care. You will oblige me by +abandoning it for the future." + +There was certainly in Mr. Carleton's manner a sufficient +degree of the cold haughtiness with which he usually +expressed. Displeasure, though his words gave no other cause +of offence. Thorn retorted rather insolently. + +"I shall oblige myself in the matter, and do as I think +proper." + +"I have a right to speak as I please to my own cousin," said +Rossitur, sulkily, "without asking anybody's leave. I don't +see what you have to do with it." + +"Simply that she is under my protection, and that I will not +permit her to be annoyed." + +"I don't see how she is under your protection," said Rossitur. + +"And I do not see how the potency of it will avail in this +case," said his companion. + +"Neither position is to be made out in words," said Mr. +Carleton, calmly. "You see that I desire there be no +repetition of the offence, the rest I will endeavour to make +clear, if I am compelled to it." + +"Stop, Sir!" said Thorn, as the young Englishman was turning +away, adding with an oath "I wont bear this! You shall answer +this to me, Sir!" + +"Easily," said the other. + +"And me, too," said Rossitur. "You have an account to settle +with me, Carleton." + +"I will answer what you please," said Carleton, carelessly; +"and as soon as we get to land, provided you do not, in the +meantime, induce me to refuse you the honour." + +However incensed, the young men endeavoured to carry it off +with the same coolness that their adversary showed. No more +words passed; but Mrs. Carleton, possibly quickened by Fleda's +fears, was not satisfied with the carriage of all parties, and +resolved to sound her son, happy in knowing that nothing but +truth was to be had from him. She found an opportunity that +very afternoon, when he was sitting alone on the deck. The +neighbourhood of little Fleda she hardly noticed. Fleda was +curled up among her cushions, luxuriously bending over a +little old black Bible, which was very often in her hand at +times when she was quiet and had no observation to fear. + +"Reading! always reading!" said Mrs. Carleton, as she came up +and took a place by her son. + +"By no means!" he said, closing his book with a smile; "not +enough to tire any one's eyes on this voyage, mother." + +"I wish you liked intercourse with living society," said Mrs. +Carleton, leaning her arm on his shoulder and looking at him +rather wistfully. + +"You need not wish that when it suits me," he answered. + +"But none suits you. Is there any on board?" + +"A small proportion," he said, with the slight play of feature +which always effected a diversion of his mother's thoughts, no +matter in what channel they had been flowing. + +"But those young men," she said, returning to the charge, "you +hold yourself very much aloof from them?" + +He did not answer, even by a look, but to his mother the +perfectly quiet composure of his face was sufficiently +expressive. + +"I know what you think; but, Guy, you always had the same +opinion of them?" + +"I have never shown any other." + +"Guy," she said, speaking low and rather anxiously, "have you +got into trouble with those young men?" + +"I am in no trouble, mother," he answered, somewhat haughtily; +"I cannot speak for them." + +Mrs. Carleton waited a moment. + +"You have done something to displease them, have you not?" + +"They have displeased me, which is somewhat more to the +purpose." + +"But their folly is nothing to you?" + +"No not their folly." + +"Guy," said his mother, again pausing a minute, and pressing +her hand more heavily upon his shoulder, "you will not suffer +this to alter the friendly terms you have been on? whatever +it be, let it pass." + +"Certainly; if they choose to apologize, and behave +themselves." + +"What about Fleda?" + +"Yes." + +"I have no idea they meant to trouble her; I suppose they did +no at all know what they were doing thoughtless nonsense +and they could have had no design to offend you. Promise me +that you will not take any further notice of this." + +He shook off the beseeching hand as he rose up, and answered +haughtily, and not without something like an oath, that he +_would_. + +Mrs. Carleton knew him better than to press the matter any +further; and her fondness easily forgave the offence against +herself, especially as her son almost immediately resumed his +ordinary manner. + +It had well nigh passed from the minds of both parties, when +in the middle of the next day, Mr. Carleton asked what had +become of Fleda? he had not seen her except at the +breakfast-table. Mrs. Carleton said she was not well. + +"What's the matter?" + +"She complained of some headache I think she made herself +sick yesterday she was crying all the afternoon, and I could +not get her to tell me what for. I tried every means I could +think of, but she would not give me the least clue she said +'No' to everything I guessed I can't bear to see her do so +it makes it all the worse she does it so quietly it was only +by a mere chance I found she was crying at all, but I think +she cried herself ill before she stopped. She could not eat a +mouthful of breakfast." + +Mr. Carleton said nothing, and, with a changed countenance, +went directly down to the cabin. The stewardess whom he sent +in to see how she was, brought back word that Fleda was not +asleep, but was too ill to speak to her. Mr. Carleton went +immediately into the little crib of a state-room. There he +found his little charge, sitting bolt upright, her feet on the +rung of a chair, and her hands grasping the top to support +herself. Her eyes were closed, her face without a particle of +colour, except the dark shade round the eyes which bespoke +illness and pain. She made no attempt to answer his shocked +questions and words of tender concern, not even by the raising +of an eyelid, and he saw that the intensity of pain at the +moment was such as to render breathing itself difficult. He +sent off the stewardess with all despatch after iced water and +vinegar and brandy, and himself went on an earnest quest of +restoratives among the lady passengers in the cabin, which +resulted in sundry supplies of salts and cologne, and also +offers of service, in greater plenty still, which he all +refused. Most tenderly and judiciously he himself applied +various remedies to the suffering child, who could not direct +him otherwise than by gently putting away the things which she +felt would not avail her. Several were in vain. But there was +one bottle of strong aromatic vinegar which was destined to +immortalize its owner in Fleda's remembrance. Before she had +taken three whiffs of it, her colour changed. Mr. Carleton +watched the effect of a few whiffs more, and then bade the +stewardess take away all the other things, and bring him a cup +of fresh strong coffee. By the time it came Fleda was ready +for it; and by the time Mr. Carleton had administered the +coffee, he saw it would do to throw his mother's shawl round +her, and carry her up on deck, which he did without asking any +questions. All this while Fleda had not spoken a word, except +once when he asked her if she felt better. But she had given +him, on finishing the coffee, a full look and half smile of +such pure affectionate gratitude, that the young gentleman's +tongue was tied for some time after. + +With happy skill, when he had safely bestowed Fleda among her +cushions on deck, Mr. Carleton managed to keep off the crowd +of busy inquirers after her well-doing, and even presently to +turn his mother's attention another way, leaving Fleda to +enjoy all the comfort of quiet and fresh air at once. He +himself seeming occupied with other things, did no more but +keep watch over her, till he saw that she was able to bear +conversation again. Then he seated himself beside her, and +said softly + +"Elfie, what were you crying about all yesterday afternoon?" + +Fleda changed colour, for, soft and gentle as the tone was, +she heard in it a determination to have the answer; and +looking up beseechingly into his face, she saw in the steady +full blue eye, that it was a determination she could not +escape from. Her answer was an imploring request that he would +not ask her. But taking one of her little hands and carrying +it to his lips, he in the same tone repeated his question. +Fleda snatched away her hand, and burst into very frank tears; +Mr. Carleton was silent, but she knew through his silence that +he was only quietly waiting for her to answer him. + +"I wish you wouldn't ask me, Sir," said poor Fleda, who still +could not turn her face to meet his eye "It was only +something that happened yesterday." + +"What was it, Elfie? You need not be afraid to tell me." + +"It was only what you said to Mrs. Carleton yesterday when +she was talking " + +"About my difficulty with those gentlemen!" + +"Yes," said Fleda, with a new gush of tears, as if her grief +stirred afresh at the thought. + +Mr. Carleton was silent a moment; and when he spoke, there was +no displeasure, and more tenderness than usual, in his voice. + +"What troubled you in that, Elfie? tell me the whole." + +"I was sorry, because it wasn't right," said Fleda, with a +grave truthfulness which yet lacked none of her universal +gentleness and modesty. + +"What wasn't right?" + +"To speak I am afraid you wont like me to say it, Mr. +Carleton." + +"I will, Elfie for I ask you." + +"To speak to Mrs. Carleton, so; and, besides, you know what +you said, Mr. Carleton" + +"It was _not_ right," said he, after a minute, "and I very +seldom use such an expression, but you know one cannot always +be on one's guard, Elfie." + +"But," said Fleda, with gentle persistence, "one can always do +what is right." + +"The deuce one can!" thought Mr. Carleton to himself. + +"Elfie, was this all that troubled you? that I had said what +was not right?" + +"It wasn't quite that only," said Fleda, hesitating. + +"What else?" + +She stooped her face from his sight, and he could but just +understand her words. + +"I was disappointed " + +"What, in me?" + +Her tears gave the answer; she could add to them nothing but +an assenting nod of her head. + +They would have flowed in double measure if she had guessed +the pain she had given. Her questioner heard her with a keen +pang, which did not leave him. for days. There was some hurt +pride in it, though other and more generous feelings had a far +larger share. He, who had been admired, lauded, followed, +cited, and envied, by all ranks of his countrymen and +countrywomen; in whom nobody found a fault that could be dwelt +upon, amid the lustre of his perfections and advantages one +of the first young men in England, thought so by himself, as +well as by others this little pure being had been +_disappointed_ in him. He could not get over it. He reckoned the +one judgment worth all the others. Those whose direct or +indirect flatteries had been poured at his feet, were the +proud, the worldly, the ambitious, the interested, the +corrupted; their praise was given to what they esteemed, and +that, his candour said, was the least estimable part of him. +Beneath all that, this truth-loving, truth-discerning little +spirit had found enough to weep for. She was right, and they +were wrong. The sense of this was so keen upon him, that it +was ten or fifteen minutes before he could recover himself to +speak to his little reprover. He paced up and down the deck, +while Fleda wept more and more from the fear of having +offended or grieved him. But she was soon reassured on the +former point. She was just wiping away her tears, with the +quiet expression of patience her face often wore, when Mr. +Carleton sat down beside her and took one of her hands. + +"Elfie," said he, "I promise you I will never say such a thing +again." + +He might well call her his good angel, for it was an angelic +look the child gave him; so purely humble, grateful, glad; so +rosy with joyful hope; the eyes were absolutely sparkling +through tears. But when she saw that his were not dry, her own +overflowed. She clasped her other hand to his hand, and +bending down her face affectionately upon it, she wept if +ever angels weep such tears as they. + +"Elfie," said Mr. Carleton, as soon as he could, "I want you +to go down stairs with me; so dry those eyes, or my mother +will be asking all sorts of difficult questions." + +Happiness is a quick restorative. Elfie was soon ready to go +where he would. + +They found Mrs. Carleton fortunately wrapped up in a new +novel, some distance apart from the other persons in the +cabin. The novel was immediately laid aside to take Fleda on +her lap, and praise Guy's nursing. + +"But she looks more like a wax figure yet than anything else; +don't she, Guy?" + +"Not like any that ever I saw," said Mr. Carleton, gravely. +"Hardly substantial enough. Mother, I have come to tell you I +am ashamed of myself for having given you such cause of +offence yesterday." + +Mrs. Carleton's quick look, as she laid her hand on her son's +arm, said sufficiently well that she would have excused him +from making any apology, rather than have him humble himself +in the presence of a third person. + +"Fleda heard me yesterday," said he; "it was right she should +hear me to-day." + +"Then, my dear Guy," said his mother, with a secret eagerness +which she did not allow to appear, "if I may make a condition +for my forgiveness, which you had before you asked for it, +will you grant me one favour?" + +"Certainly, mother, if I can." + +"You promise me?" + +"As well in one word as in two." + +"Promise me that you will never, by any circumstances, allow +yourself to be drawn into what is called an _affair of +honour_." + +Mr. Carleton's brow changed, and without making any reply, +perhaps to avoid his mother's questioning gaze, he rose up and +walked two or three times the length of the cabin. His mother +and Fleda watched him doubtfully. + +"Do you see how you have got me into trouble, Elfie?" said he, +stopping before them. + +Fleda looked wonderingly, and Mrs. Carleton exclaimed + +"What trouble!" + +"Elfie," said he, without immediately answering his mother, +"what would your conscience do with two promises, both of +which cannot be kept?" + +"What such promises have you made?" said Mrs. Carleton, +eagerly. + +"Let me hear first what Fleda says to my question." + +"Why," said Fleda, looking a little bewildered, "I would keep +the right one." + +"Not the one first made?" said he, smiling. + +"No," said Fleda; "not unless it was the right one." + +"But don't you think one ought to keep one's word, in any +event?" + +"I don't think anything can make it right to do wrong," Fleda +said, gravely, and not without a secret trembling +consciousness to what point she was speaking. + +He left them, and again took several turns up and down the +cabin before he sat down. + +"You have not given me your promise yet, Guy," said his +mother, whose eye had not once quitted him. "You said you +would." + +"I said, if I could." + +"Well, you can?" + +"I have two honourable meetings of the proscribed kind now on +hand, to which I stand pledged." + +Fleda hid her face in an agony. Mrs. Carleton's agony was in +every line of hers as she grasped her son's wrist, exclaiming, +"Guy, promise me!" She had words for nothing else. He +hesitated still a moment, and then meeting his mother's look, +he said gravely and steadily + +"I promise you, mother, I never will." + +His mother threw herself upon his breast, and hid her face +there, too much excited to have any thought of her customary +regard to appearances, sobbing out thanks and blessings even +audibly. Fleda's gentle head was bowed in almost equal +agitation; and Mr. Carleton at that moment had no doubt that +he had chosen well which promise to keep. + +There remained, however, a less agreeable part of the business +to manage. After seeing his mother and Fleda quite happy +again, though without satisfying in any degree the curiosity +of the former, Guy went in search of the two young West Point +officers. They were together, but without Thorn's friend +Captain Beebee. Him Carleton next sought, and brought to the +forward deck, where the others were enjoying their cigars; or +rather, Charlton Rossitur was enjoying his with the happy +self-satisfaction of a pair of epaulettes, off duty. Thorn had +too busy a brain to be much of a smoker. Now, however, when it +was plain that Mr. Carleton had something to say to them, +Charlton's cigar gave way to his attention; it was displaced +from his mouth, and held in abeyance, while Thorn puffed away +more intently than ever. + +"Gentlemen," Carleton began, "I gave you, yesterday, reason to +expect that so soon as circumstances permitted, you should +have the opportunity which offended honour desires of trying +sounder arguments than those of reason upon the offender. I +have to tell you to-day that I will not give it you. I have +thought further of it." + +"Is it a new insult that you mean by this, Sir?" exclaimed +Rossitur, in astonishment. Thorn's cigar did not stir. + +"Neither new nor old. I mean, simply, that I have changed my +mind." + +"But this is very extraordinary!" said Rossitur. "What reason +do you give?" + +"I give none, Sir." + +"In that case," said Captain Beebee, "perhaps Mr. Carleton +will not object to explain or unsay the things which gave +offence yesterday." + +"I apprehend there is nothing to explain, Sir I think I must +have been understood; and I never take back my words, for I am +in the habit of speaking the truth." + +"Then we are to consider this as a further unprovoked +unmitigated insult, for which you will give neither reason nor +satisfaction!" cried Rossitur. + +"I have already disclaimed that, Mr. Rossitur." + +"Are we, on mature deliberation, considered unworthy of the +honour you so condescendingly awarded to us yesterday?" + +"My reasons have nothing to do with you, Sir, nor with your +friend; they are entirely personal to myself." + +"Mr. Carleton must be aware," said Captain Beebee, "that his +conduct, if unexplained, will bear a very strange +construction." + +Mr. Carleton was coldly silent. + +"It never was heard of," the Captain went on, "that a +gentleman declined both to explain and to give satisfaction +for any part of his conduct which had called for it." + +"It never was heard that a _gentleman_ did," said Thorn, +removing his cigar a moment, for the purpose of supplying the +emphasis, which his friend had carefully omitted to make. + +"Will you say, Mr. Carleton," said Rossitur, "that you did not +mean to offend us yesterday, in what you said?" + +"No, Mr. Rossitur." + +"You will not!" cried the Captain. + +"No Sir; for your friends had given me, as I conceived, just +cause of displeasure; and I was, and am, careless of offending +those who have done so." + +"You consider yourself aggrieved, then, in the first place?" +said Beebee. + +"I have said so, Sir." + +"Then," said the Captain, after a puzzled look out to sea, +"supposing that my friends disclaim all intention to offend +you, in that case " + +"In that case I should be glad, Captain Beebee, that they had +changed their line of tactics there is nothing to change in +my own." + +"Then what are we to understand by this strange refusal of a +meeting, Mr. Carleton? what does it mean?" + +"It means one thing in my own mind, Sir, and probably another +in yours; but the outward expression I choose to give it is, +that I will not reward uncalled-for rudeness with an +opportunity of self-vindication." + +"You are," said Thorn, sneeringly, "probably careless as to +the figure your own name will cut in connection with this +story?" + +"Entirely so," said Mr. Carleton, eyeing him steadily. + +"You are aware that your character is at our mercy." + +A slight bow seemed to leave at their disposal the very small +portion of his character he conceived to lie in that +predicament. + +"You will expect to hear yourself spoken of in terms that +befit a man who has cowed out of an engagement he dared not +fulfil?" + +"Of course," said Carleton, haughtily; "by my present refusal +I give you leave to say all that, and as much more as your +ingenuity can furnish in the same style; but not in my +hearing, Sir." + +"You can't help yourself," said Thorn, with the same sneer. +"You have rid yourself of a gentleman's means of protection, +what others will you use?" + +"I will leave that to the suggestion of the moment I do not +doubt it will be found fruitful." + +Nobody doubted it who looked just then on his steady sparkling +eye. + +"I consider the championship of yesterday given up, of +course," Thorn went on in a kind of aside, not looking at +anybody, and striking his cigar against the guards to clear it +of ashes; "the champion has quitted the field, and the +little princess but lately so walled in with defences must now +listen to whatever knight and squire may please to address to +her. Nothing remains to be seen of her defender but his +spurs." + +"They may serve for the heels of whoever is disposed to annoy +her," said Mr. Carleton. "He will need them." + +He left the group with the same air of imperturbable self- +possession which he had maintained during the conference. But +presently, Rossitur, who had his private reasons for wishing +to keep friends with an acquaintance who might be of service +in more ways than one, followed him, and declared himself to +have been, in all his nonsense to Fleda, most undesirous of +giving displeasure to her temporary guardian, and sorry that +it had fallen out so. He spoke frankly, and Mr. Carleton, with +the same cool gracefulness with which he had carried on the +quarrel, waived his displeasure, and admitted the young +gentleman apparently to stand as before in his favour. Their +reconciliation was not an hour old when Captain Beebee joined +them. + +"I am sorry I must trouble you with a word more on this +disagreeable subject, Mr. Carleton," he began, after a +ceremonious salutation, "My friend, Lieutenant Thorn, +considers himself greatly outraged by your determination not +to meet him. He begs to ask, by me, whether it is your purpose +to abide by it at all hazards?" + +"Yes, Sir." + +"There is some misunderstanding here, which I greatly regret. +I hope you will see and excuse the disagreeable necessity I +am. under of delivering the rest of my friend's message." + +"Say on, Sir." + +"Mr. Thorn declares that if you deny him the common courtesy +which no gentleman refuses to another, he will proclaim your +name with the most opprobrious adjuncts to all the world; and, +in place of his former regard, he will hold you in the most +unlimited contempt, which he will have no scruple about +showing on all occasions." + +Mr. Carleton coloured a little, but replied, coolly + +"I have not lived in Mr. Thorn's favour. As to the rest, I +forgive him! except indeed, he provoke me to measures for +which I never will forgive him." + +"Measures!" said the Captain. + +"I hope not! for my own self-respect would be more grievously +hurt than his. But there is an unruly spring somewhere about +my composition, that when it gets wound up, is once in a while +too much for me." + +"But," said Rossitur, "pardon me, have you no regard to the +effect of his misrepresentations?" + +"You are mistaken, Mr. Rossitur," said Carleton, slightly, +"this is but the blast of a bellows not the simoon." + +"Then what answer shall I have the honour of carrying back to +my friend?" said Captain Beebee, after a sort of astounded +pause of a few minutes. + +"None, of my sending, Sir." + +Captain Beebee touched his cap, and went back to Mr. Thorn, to +whom he reported that the young Englishman was thoroughly +impracticable, and that there was nothing to be gained by +dealing with him; and the vexed conclusion of Thorn's own +mind, in the end, was in favour of the wisdom of letting him +alone. + +In a very different mood, saddened and disgusted, Mr. Carleton +shook himself free of Rossitur, and went and stood alone by +the guards, looking out upon the sea. He did not at all regret +his promise to his mother, nor wish to take other ground than +that he had taken. Both the theory and the practice of +duelling he heartily despised, and he was not weak enough to +fancy that he had brought any discredit upon either his sense +or his honour by refusing to comply with an unwarrantable and +barbarous custom. And he valued mankind too little to be at +all concerned about their judgment in the matter. His own +opinion was at all times enough for him. But the miserable +folly and puerility of such an altercation as that in which he +had just been engaged, the poor display of human character, +the little, low passions which had been called up, even in +himself, alike destitute of worthy cause and aim, and which +had, perhaps, but just missed ending in the death of some, and +the living death of others it all wrought to bring him back +to his old wearying of human nature and despondent eyeing of +the every-where jarrings, confusions, and discordances in the +moral world. The fresh sea-breeze that swept by the ship, +roughening the play of the waves, and brushing his own cheek +with its health-bearing wing, brought with. it a sad feeling +of contrast. Free, and pure, and steadily directed, it sped on +its way, to do its work. And, like it, all the rest of the +natural world, faithful to the law of its Maker was stamped +with the same signet of perfection. Only man, in all the +universe, seemed to be at cross purposes with the end of his +being. Only man, of all animate or inanimate things, lived an +aimless, fruitless, broken life or fruitful only in evil. +How was this? and whence? and when would be the end? and would +this confused mass of warring elements ever be at peace? would +this disordered machinery ever work smoothly, without let or +stop any more, and work out the beautiful. something for which +sure it was designed? And could any hand but its first Maker +mend the broken wheel, or supply the spring that was wanting? + +Has not the Desire of all nations been often sought of eyes +that were never taught where to look for Him? + +Mr. Carleton was standing still by the guards, looking +thoughtfully out to windward to meet the fresh breeze, as if +the spirit of the wilderness were in it, and could teach him +the truth that the spirit of the world knew not and had not to +give, when he became sensible of something close beside him; +and, looking down; met little Fleda's upturned face, with such +a look of purity, freshness, and peace, it said as plainly as +ever the dial-plate of a clock that _that_ little piece of +machinery was working right. There was a sunlight upon it, +too, of happy confidence and affection. Mr. Carleton's mind +experienced a sudden revulsion. Fleda might see the reflection +of her own light in his face as he helped her up to a stand +where she could be more on a level with him, putting his arm +round her to guard against any sudden roll of the ship. + +"What makes you wear such a happy face?" said he, with an +expression half envious, half regretful. + +"I don't know!" said Fleda, innocently. "You I suppose." + +He looked as bright as she did, for a minute. + +"Were you ever angry, Elfie?" + +"I don't know " said Fleda. " I don't know but I have." + +He smiled to see that, although evidently her memory could not +bring the charge, her modesty would not deny it. + +"Were you not angry yesterday with your cousin and that +unmannerly friend of his?" + +"No," said Fleda, a shade crossing her face "I was not _angry_ +" + +And as she spoke, her hand was softly put upon Mr. Carleton's, +as if partly in the fear of what might have grown out of _his_ +anger, and partly in thankfulness to him that he had rendered +it unnecessary. There was a singular delicate timidity and +tenderness in the action. + +"I wish I had your secret, Elfie," said Mr. Carleton, looking +wistfully into the clear eyes that met his. + +"What secret?" said Fleda, smiling. + +"You say one can always do right is that the reason you are +happy? because you follow that out?" + +"No," said Fleda, seriously. "But I think it is a great deal +pleasanter." + +"I have no doubt at all of that neither, I dare say, have +the rest of the world; only, somehow, when it comes to the +point, they find it is easier to do wrong. What's your secret, +Elfie?" + +"I haven't any secret," said Fleda. But presently seeming to +bethink herself, she added gently and gravely + +"Aunt Miriam says + +"What?" + +"She says that when we love Jesus Christ, it is easy to please +him." + +"And do you love him, Elfie?" Mr. Carleton asked, after a +minute. + +Her answer was a very quiet and sober "yes." + +He doubted still whether she were not unconsciously using a +form of speech, the spirit of which she did not quite realize. +That one might "not see and yet believe," he could understand; +but for _affection_ to go forth towards an unseen object was +another matter. His question was grave and acute. + +"By what do you judge that you do, Elfie?" + +"Why, Mr. Carleton," said Fleda, with an instant look of +appeal, "who else _should_ I love?" + +"If not him" her eye and her voice made sufficiently plain. +Mr. Carleton was obliged to confess to himself that she spoke +intelligently, with deeper intelligence than he could follow. +He asked no more questions. Yet truth shines by its own light, +like the sun. He had not perfectly comprehended her answers, +but they struck him as something that deserved to be +understood, and he resolved to make the truth of them his own. + +The rest of the voyage was perfectly quiet. Following the +earnest advice of his friend, Captain Beebee, Thorn had given +up trying to push Mr. Carleton to extremity; who, on his part, +did not seem conscious of Thorn's existence. + + +CHAPTER XIII + + +"There the most daintie paradise on ground +Itselfe doth offer to his sober eye + The painted flowers, the trees upshooting hye, +The dales for shade, the hills for breathing space, +The trembling groves, the christall running by; +And that, which all faire works doth most aggrace, +The art which all that wrought appeared in no place." +FAERY QUEENE. + + +They had taken ship for London, as Mr. and Mrs. Carleton +wished to visit home for a day or two before going on to +Paris. So leaving Charlton to carry news of them to the French +capital, so soon as he could persuade himself to leave the +English one, they with little Fleda in company posted down to +Carleton, in shire. + +It was a time of great delight to Fleda, that is, as soon as +Mr. Carleton had made her feel at home in England; and, +somehow, he had contrived to do that, and to scatter some +clouds of remembrance that seemed to gather about her, before +they had reached the end of their first day's journey. To be +out of the ship was itself a comfort, and to be along with +kind friends was much more. With great joy Fleda put her +cousin Charlton and Mr. Thorn at once out of sight and out of +mind, and gave herself with even more than her usual happy +readiness, to everything the way and the end of the way had +for her. Those days were to be painted days in Fleda's memory. + +She thought Carleton was a very odd place that is, the +house, not the village, which went by the same name. If the +manner of her two companions had not been such as to put her +entirely at her ease, she would have felt strange and shy. As +it was, she felt half afraid of losing herself in the house; +to Fleda's unaccustomed eyes, it was a labyrinth of halls and +staircases, set with the most unaccountable number and variety +of rooms old and new, quaint and comfortable, gloomy and +magnificent; some with stern old-fashioned massiveness of +style and garniture, others absolutely bewitching (to Fleda's +eyes and understanding) in the rich beauty and luxuriousness +of their arrangements. Mr. Carleton's own particular haunts +were of these; his private room (the little library as it was +called), the library, and the music-room, which was, indeed, +rather a gallery of the fine arts, so many treasures of art +were gathered there. To an older and nice-judging person, +these rooms would have given no slight indications of their +owner's mind it had been at work on every corner of them. No +particular fashion had been followed in anything, nor any +model consulted, but that which fancy had built to the mind's +order. The wealth of years had drawn together an enormous +assemblage of matters, great and small, every one of which was +fitted either to excite fancy, or suggest thought, or to +satisfy the eye by its nice adaptation. And if pride had had +the ordering of them, all these might have been but a costly +museum, a literary alphabet that its possessor could not put +together, an ungainly confession of ignorance on the part of +the intellect that could do nothing with this rich heap of +material. But pride was not the genius of the place. A most +refined taste and curious fastidiousness had arranged and +harmonized all the heterogeneous items; the mental +hieroglyphics had been ordered by one to whom the reading of +them was no mystery. Nothing struck a stranger at first +entering, except the very rich effect and faultless air of the +whole, and perhaps the delicious facilities for every kind of +intellectual cultivation which appeared on every hand +facilities which, it must be allowed, do seem in general not +to facilitate the work they are meant to speed. In this case, +however, it was different. The mind that wanted them had +brought them together to satisfy its own craving. + +These rooms were Guy's peculiar domain. In other parts of the +house, where his mother reigned conjointly with him, their +joint tastes had struck out another style of adornment, which +might be called a style of superb elegance. Not superb alone, +for taste had not permitted so heavy a characteristic to be +predominant; not merely elegant, for the fineness of all the +details would warrant an ampler word. A larger part of the +house than both these together had been left as generations +past had left it, in various stages of refinement, comfort, +and comeliness. It was a day or two before Fleda found out +that it was all one; she thought at first that it was a +collection of several houses that had somehow inexplicably sat +down there with their backs to each other; it was so +straggling and irregular a pile of building, covering so much +ground, and looking so very unlike the different parts to each +other. One portion was quite old; the other parts ranged +variously between the present and the far past. After she once +understood this, it was a piece of delicious wonderment, and +musing, and great admiration to Fleda; she never grew weary of +wandering round it, and thinking about it for, from a child, +fanciful meditation was one of her delights. Within doors, she +best liked Mr. Carleton's favourite rooms. Their rich +colouring and moderated light, and endless stores of beauty +and curiosity, made them a place of fascination. + +Out of doors she found still more to delight her. Morning, +noon, and night, she might be seen near the house gazing, +taking in pictures of natural beauty, which were for ever +after to hang in Fleda's memory as standards of excellence in +that sort. Nature's hand had been very kind to the place, +moulding the ground in beautiful style. Art had made happy use +of the advantage thus given her; and now what appeared was +neither art nor nature, but a perfection that can only spring +from the hands of both. Fleda's eyes were bewitched. She stood +watching the rolling slopes of green turf, so soft and lovely, +and the magnificent trees, that had kept their ground for +ages, and seen generations rise and fall before their growing +strength and grandeur. They were scattered here and there on +the lawn; and further back stood on the heights, and stretched +along the ridges of the undulating ground, the outposts of a +wood of the same growth still beyond them. + +"How do you like it, Elfie?" Mr. Carleton asked her, the +evening of the first day, as he saw her for a length of time +looking out gravely and intently from before the hall door. + +"I think it is beautiful!" said Fleda. "The ground is a great +deal smoother here than it was at home." + +"I'll take you to ride to-morrow," said he, smiling, "and show +you rough ground enough." + +"As you did when we came from Montepoole?" said Fleda, rather +eagerly. + +"Would you like that!" + +"Yes, very much if _you_ would like it, Mr. Carleton. + +"Very well," said he. "So it shall be." + +And not a day passed during their short stay that he did not +give her one of those rides. He showed her rough ground, +according to his promise, but Fleda still thought it did not +look much like the mountains "at home." And, indeed, unsightly +roughness had been skilfully covered or removed; and though a +large part of the park, which was a very extensive one, was +wildly broken, and had apparently been left as nature left it, +the hand of taste had been there; and many an unsuspected +touch, instead of hindering, had heightened both the wild and +the beautiful character. Landscape gardening had long been a +great hobby of its owner. + +"How far does your ground come, Mr. Carleton?" inquired Fleda +on one of these rides, when they had travelled a good distance +from home. + +"Further than you can see, Elfie." + +"Further than I can see! It must be a very large farm." + +"This is not a farm where we are now," said he; "did you mean +that? This is the park; we are almost at the edge of it on +this side." + +"What is the difference between a farm and a park?" said +Fleda. + +"The grounds of a farm are tilled for profit; a park is an +uncultivated enclosure, kept merely for men and women and deer +to take pleasure in." + +"_I_ have taken a good deal of pleasure in it," said Fleda. "And +have you a farm besides, Mr. Carleton?" + +"A good many, Elfie." + +Fleda looked surprised; and then remarked, that it must be +very nice to have such a beautiful piece of ground just for +pleasure. + +She enjoyed it to the full during the few days she was there. +And one thing more, the grand piano in the music-room. The +first evening of their arrival she was drawn by the far-off +sounds, and Mrs. Carleton seeing it, went immediately to the +music-room with her. The room had no light, except from the +moonbeams that stole in through two glass doors which opened +upon a particularly private and cherished part of the grounds, +in summer-time full of flowers; for, in the very refinement of +luxury, delights had been crowded about this favourite +apartment. Mr. Carleton was at the instrument, playing. Fleda +sat down quietly in one corner, and listened in a rapture of +pleasure she had hardly ever known from any like source. She +did not think it could be greater; till, after a time, in a +pause of the music, Mrs. Carleton asked her son to sing a +particular ballad; and that one was followed by two or three +more. Fleda left her corner she could not contain herself, +and, favoured by the darkness, came forward; and stood quite +near; and if the performer had had light to see by, he would +have been gratified with the tribute paid to his power by the +unfeigned tears that ran down her cheeks. This pleasure was +also repeated from evening to evening. + +"Do you know we set off for Paris to-morrow?" said Mrs. +Carleton the last evening of their stay, as Fleda came up to +the door after a prolonged ramble in the park, leaving Mr. +Carleton with one or two gardeners at a little distance. + +"Yes!" said Fleda, with a sigh that was more than half +audible. + +"Are you sorry?" said Mrs. Carleton, smiling. + +"I cannot be glad," said Fleda, giving a sober look over the +lawn. + +"Then you like Carleton?" + +"Very much! it is a prettier place than Queechy." + +"But we shall have you here again, dear Fleda," said Mrs. +Carleton, restraining her smile at this, to her, very moderate +compliment. + +"Perhaps not," said Fleda quietly. "Mr. Carleton said," she +added, a minute after, with more animation, "that a park was a +place for men and women and deer to take pleasure in. I am +sure it is for children too!" + +"Did you have a pleasant ride this morning?" + +"Oh, very! I always do. There isn't anything I like so +well." + +"What, as to ride on horseback with Guy?" said Mrs. Carleton, +looking exceedingly benignant. + +"Yes unless " + +"Unless what, my dear Fleda?" + +"Unless, perhaps I don't know, I was going to say, unless +perhaps to hear him sing." + +Mrs. Carleton's delight was unequivocally expressed; and she +promised Fleda that she should have both rides and songs there +in plenty another time a promise upon which Fleda built no +trust at all. + +The short journey to Paris was soon made. The next morning +Mrs. Carleton, making an excuse of her fatigue, left Guy to +end the care he had rather taken upon himself, by delivering +his little charge into the hands of her friends. So they drove +to the Hτtel , Rue , where Mr. Rossitur had apartments in +very handsome style. They found him alone in the saloon. + +"Ha! Carleton come back again. Just in time very glad to +see you. And who is this? Ah, another little daughter for +aunt Lucy." + +Mr. Rossitur, who gave them this greeting very cordially, was +rather a fine-looking man decidedly agreeable both in person +and manner. Fleda was pleasantly disappointed after what her +grandfather had led her to expect. There might be something of +sternness in his expression; people gave him credit for a +peremptory, not to say imperious, temper; but, if truly, it +could not often meet with opposition. The sense and +gentlemanly character which marked his face and bearing had an +air of smooth politeness which seemed habitual. There was no +want of kindness nor even of tenderness in the way he drew +Fleda within his arm and held her there, while he went on +talking to Mr. Carleton now and then stooping his face to +look in at her bonnet and kiss her, which was his only +welcome. He said nothing to her after his first question. + +He was too busy talking to Guy. He seemed to have a great deal +to tell him. There was this for him to see, and that for him +to hear, and charming new things which had been done or doing +since Mr. Carleton left Paris. The impression upon Fleda's +mind after listening awhile was, that the French capital was a +great gallery of the fine arts, with a magnified likeness of +Mr. Carleton's music-room at one end of' it. She thought her +uncle must be most extraordinarily fond of pictures and works +of art in general, and must have a great love for seeing +company, and hearing people sing. This latter taste, Fleda was +disposed to allow, might be a very reasonable one. Mr. +Carleton, she observed, seemed much more cool on the whole +subject. But, meanwhile, where was aunt Lucy? and had Mr. +Rossitur forgotten the little armful that he held so fast and +so perseveringly? No, for here was another kiss, and another +look into her face, so kind, that Fleda gave him a piece of +her heart from that time. + +"Hugh!" said Mr. Rossitur suddenly to somebody she had not +seen before "Hugh! here is your little cousin. Take her off +to your mother." + +A child came forward at this bidding, hardly larger than +herself. He was a slender, graceful little figure, with +nothing of the boy in his face or manner; delicate as a girl, +and with something almost melancholy in the gentle sweetness +of his countenance. Fleda's confidence was given to it on the +instant, which had not been the case with anything in her +uncle, and she yielded without reluctance the hand he took to +obey his father's command. Before two steps had been taken, +however, she suddenly broke away from him, and springing to +Mr. Carleton's side, silently laid her hand in his. She made +no answer whatever to a light word or two of kindness that he +spoke just for her ear. She listened with downcast eyes and a +lip that he saw was too unsteady to be trusted, and then after +a moment more, without looking, pulled away her hand, and +followed her cousin. Hugh did not once get a sight of her face +on the way to his mother's room, but owing to her exceeding +efforts; and quiet generalship, he never guessed the cause. +There was nothing in her face to raise suspicion, when he +reached the door, and opening it, announced her with + +"Mother, here's cousin Fleda come." + +Fleda had seen her aunt before, though several years back, and +not long enough to get acquainted with her. But no matter it +was her mother's sister sitting there, whose face gave her so +lovely a welcome at that speech of Hugh's, whose arms were +stretched out so eagerly towards her: and springing to them as +to a very haven of rest, Fleda wept on her bosom those +delicious tears that are only shed where the heart is at home. +And even before they were dried the ties were knit that bound +her to her new sphere. + +"Who came with you, dear Fleda?" said Mrs. Rossitur then. "Is +Mrs. Carleton here? I must go and thank her for bringing you +to me." + +"_Mr._ Carleton is here." said Hugh. + +"I must go and thank him, then. Jump down, dear Fleda I'll +be back in a minute." + +Fleda got off her lap, and stood looking in a kind of +enchanted maze, while her aunt hastily arranged her hair at +the glass; looking, while fancy and memory were making +strong the net in which her heart was caught. She was trying +to see something of her mother in one who had shared her blood +and her affection so nearly. A miniature of that mother was +left to Fleda, and she had studied it till she could hardly +persuade herself that she had not some recollection of the +original; and now she thought she caught a precious shadow of +something like it in her aunt Lucy. Not in those pretty bright +eyes which had looked through kind tears so lovingly upon her, +but in the graceful ringlets about the temples, the delicate +contour of the face, and a something Fleda could only have +said it was "a something" about the mouth when at rest, the +shadow of her mother's image rejoiced her heart. Rather that +faint shadow of the loved lost one for little Fleda, than any +other form or combination of beauty on earth. As she stood +fascinated, watching the movements of her aunt's light figure, +Fleda drew a long breath with which went off the whole burden +of doubt and anxiety that had lain upon her mind ever since +the journey began. She had not known it was there, but she +felt it go, yet even when that sigh of relief was breathed, +and while fancy and feeling were weaving their rich embroidery +into the very tissue of Fleda's happiness, most persons would +have seen merely that the child looked very sober, and have +thought, probably, that she felt very tired and strange. +Perhaps Mrs. Rossitur thought so, for, again tenderly kissing +her before she left the room, she told Hugh to take off her +things and make her feel at home. + +Hugh upon this made Fleda sit down, and proceeded to untie her +tippet-strings and take off her coat, with an air of delicate +tenderness which showed he had great pleasure in his task, and +which made Fleda take a good deal of pleasure in it too. + +"Are you tired, cousin Fleda?" said he, gently. + +"No," said Fleda "O no!" + +"Charlton said you were tired on board ship." + +"I wasn't tired," said Fleda, in not a little surprise; "I +liked it very much." + +"Then maybe I mistook. I know Charlton said _he_ was tired, and +I thought he said you were too. You know my brother Charlton, +don't you?" + +"Yes." + +" Are you glad to come to Paris?" + +"I am glad, now," said Fleda. "I wasn't glad before." + +"I am very glad," said Hugh. "I think you will like it. We +didn't know you were coming till two or three days ago, when +Charlton got here. Do you like to take walks?" + +"Yes, very much." + +"Father and mother will take us delightful walks in the +Tuileries the gardens, you know and the Champs Elysιes, +and Versailles, and the Boulevards, and ever so many places, +and it will be a great deal pleasanter now you are here. Do +you know French?" + +"No." + +"Then you'll have to learn. I'll help you if you will let me. +It is very easy. Did you get my last letter?" + +"I don't know," said Fleda; "the last one I had came with one +of aunt Lucy's telling me about Mrs. Carleton I got it just +before " + +Alas! before what? Fleda suddenly remembered, and was stopped +short. From all the strange scenes and interests which lately +had whirled her along, her spirit leapt back with strong +yearning recollection to her old home and her old ties; and +such a rain of tears witnessed the dearness of what she had +lost, and the tenderness of the memory that had let them slip +for a moment, that Hugh was as much distressed as startled. +With great tenderness and touching delicacy, he tried to +soothe her, and at the same time, though guessing, to find out +what was the matter, lest he should make a mistake. + +"Just before what?" said he, laying his hand caressingly on +his little cousin's shoulder. "Don't grieve so, dear Fleda!" + +"It was only just before grandpa died," said Fleda. + +Hugh had known of that before, though like her he had +forgotten it for a moment. A little while his feeling was too +strong to permit any further attempt at condolence; but as he +saw Fleda grow quiet, he took courage to speak again. + +"Was he a good man?" he asked softly. + +"O yes!" + +"Then," said Hugh, "you know he is happy now, Fleda. If he +loved Jesus Christ, he is gone to be with him. That ought to +make you glad as well as sorry." + +Fleda looked up, though tears were streaming yet, to give that +full happy answer of the eye that no words could do. This was +consolation, and sympathy. The two children had a perfect +understanding of each other from that time forward, a +fellowship that never knew a break nor a weakening. + +Mrs. Rossitur found on her return that Hugh had obeyed her +charge to the letter. He had made Fleda feel at home. They +were sitting close together, Hugh's hand affectionately +clasping hers, and he was holding forth on some subject with a +gracious politeness that many of his elders might have copied, +while Fleda listened and assented with entire satisfaction. +The rest of the morning she passed in her aunt's arms, +drinking draughts of pleasure from those dear bright eyes, +taking in the balm of gentlest words of love and soft kisses, +every one of which was felt at the bottom of Fleda's heart, +and the pleasure of talking over her young sorrows with one +who could feel them all, and answer with tears as well as +words of sympathy. And Hugh stood by the while, looking at his +little orphan cousin as if she might have dropped from the +clouds into his mother's lap, a rare jewel or delicate flower, +but much more delicate and precious than they or any other +possible gift. + +Hugh and Fleda dined alone: for, as he informed her, his +father never would have children at the dinner-table when he +had company, and Mr. and Mrs. Carleton, and other people were +to be there to-day. Fleda made no remark on the subject, by +word or look, but she thought none the less. She thought it +was a very mean fashion. _She_ not come to the table when +strangers were there! And who would enjoy them more? When Mr. +Rossitur and Mr. Carleton had dined with her grandfather, had +she not taken as much pleasure in their society, and in the +whole thing, as any other one of the party? And at Carleton +had she not several times dined with a tableful, and been +unspeakably amused to watch the different manners and +characteristics of people who were strange to her? However, +Mr. Rossitur had other notions. So she and Hugh had their +dinner in aunt Lucy's dressing-room by themselves; and a very +nice dinner it was, Fleda thought, and Rosaline, Mrs. +Rossitur's French maid, was well affected and took admirable +care of them. Indeed, before the close of the day, Rosaline +privately informed her mistress, "qu'elle serait entκtιe +sϋrement de cet enfant dans trois jours;" and "que son regard +vraiment lui serrait le coeur." And Hugh was excellent +company, failing all other, and did the honours of the table +with the utmost thoughtfulness, and amused Fleda the whole +time with accounts of Paris, and what they would do, and what +she should see; and how his sister Marion was at school at a +convent, and what kind of a place a convent was; and how he +himself always stayed at home and learned of his mother and +his father; "or by himself," he said, "just as it happened," +and he hoped they would keep Fleda at home too. So Fleda hoped +exceedingly, but this stern rule about the dining had made her +feel a little shy of her uncle; she thought perhaps he was not +kind and indulgent to children, like her aunt Lucy, and if he +said she must go to a convent, she would not dare to ask him +to let her stay. The next time she saw him, however, she was +obliged to change her opinion again, in part; for he was very +kind and indulgent, both to her and Hugh, and, more than that, +he was very amusing. He showed her pictures, and told her new +and interesting things, and finding that she listened eagerly, +he seemed pleased to prolong her pleasure, even at the expense +of a good deal of his own time. + +Mr. Rossitur was a man of cultivated mind and very refined and +fastidious taste. He lived for the pleasures of art and +literature, and the society where these are valued. For this, +and not without some secret love of display, he lived in +Paris; not extravagant in his pleasures, nor silly in his +ostentation, but leading, like a gentleman, as worthy and +rational a life as a man can lead who lives only to himself, +with no further thought than to enjoy the passing hours. Mr. +Rossitur enjoyed them elegantly, and, for a man of the world, +moderately; bestowing, however, few of those precious hours +upon his children. It was his maxim, that they should be kept +out of the way whenever their presence might by any chance +interfere with the amusements of their elders; and this maxim, +a good one certainly in some hands, was, in his reading of it, +a very broad one. Still, when he did take time to give his +family, he was a delightful companion to those of them who +could understand him. If they showed no taste for sensible +pleasure, he had no patience with them, nor desire of their +company. Report had done him no wrong in giving him a stern +temper; but this almost never came out in actual exercise; +Fleda knew it only from in occasional hint now and then, and +by her childish intuitive reading of the lines it had drawn +round the mouth and brow. It had no disagreeable bearing on +his everyday life and manner; and the quiet fact probably +served but to heighten the love and reverence in which his +family held him very high. + +Mr. Rossitur did once moot the question, whether Fleda should +not join Marion at her convent. But his wife looked very +grave, and said that she was too tender and delicate a little +thing to be trusted to the hands of strangers. Hugh pleaded, +and argued that she might share all his lessons; and Fleda's +own face pleaded more powerfully. There was something +appealing in its extreme delicacy and purity which seemed to +call for shelter and protection from every rough breath of the +world; and Mr. Rossitur was easily persuaded to let her remain +in the stronghold of home. Hugh had never quitted it. Neither +father nor mother ever thought of such a thing. He was the +cherished idol of the whole family. Always a delicate child, +always blameless in life and behaviour, his loveliness of mind +and person, his affectionateness, the winning sweetness that +was about him like a halo, and the slight tenure by which they +seemed to hold him, had wrought to bind the hearts of father +and mother to this child, as it were, with the very life- +strings of both. Not his mother was more gentle with Hugh than +his much sterner father. And now little Fleda, sharing +somewhat of Hugh's peculiar claims upon their tenderness, and +adding another of her own, was admitted, not to the same place +in their hearts that could not be but, to their honour be +it spoken, to the same place in all outward show of thought +and feeling. Hugh had nothing that Fleda did not have, even to +the time, care, and caresses of his parents. And not Hugh +rendered them a more faithful return of devoted affection. + +Once made easy on the question of school, which was never +seriously stirred again, Fleda's life became very happy. It +was easy to make her happy; affection and sympathy would have +done it almost anywhere; but in Paris she had much more; and +after time had softened the sorrow she brought with her, no +bird ever found existence less of a burden, nor sang more +light-heartedly along its life. In her aunt she had all but +the name of a mother; in her uncle with kindness and +affection, she had amusement, interest, and improvement; in +Hugh, everything love, confidence, sympathy, society, help; +their tastes, opinions, pursuits, went hand in hand. The two +children were always together. Fleda's spirits were brighter +than Hugh's, and her intellectual tastes stronger and more +universal. That might be as much from difference of physical +as of mental constitution. Hugh's temperament led him somewhat +to melancholy, and to those studies and pleasures which best +side with subdued feeling and delicate nerves. Fleda's nervous +system was of the finest too, but, in short, she was as like a +bird as possible. Perfect health, which yet a slight thing was +enough to shake to the foundation; joyous spirits, which a +look could quell; happy energies, which a harsh hand might +easily crush for ever. Well for little Fleda that so tender a +plant was permitted to unfold in so nicely tempered an +atmosphere. A cold wind would soon have killed it. Besides all +this, there were charming studies to be gone through every day +with Hugh some for aunt Lucy to hear, some for masters and +mistresses. There were amusing walks in the Boulevards, and +delicious pleasure-taking in the gardens of Paris, and a new +world of people, and manners, and things, and histories, for +the little American. And despite her early rustic experience, +Fleda had from nature an indefeasible taste for the elegances +of life; it suited her well, to see all about her, in dress, +in furniture, in various appliances, as commodious and +tasteful as wealth and refinement could contrive it; and she +very soon knew what was right in each kind. There were, now +and then, most gleeful excursions in the environs of Paris, +when she and Hugh found in earth and air a world of delights +more than they could tell anybody but each other. And at home, +what peaceful times they two had what endless conversations, +discussions, schemes, air journeys of memory and fancy, +backward and forward! what sociable dinners alone, and +delightful evenings with Mr. and Mrs. Rossitur in the saloon, +when nobody, or only a very few people, were there, how +pleasantly in those evenings the foundations were laid of a +strong and enduring love for the works of art, painted, +sculptured, or engraven; what a multitude of curious and +excellent bits of knowledge Fleda's ears picked up from the +talk of different people. They were capital ears; what they +caught they never let fall. In the course of the year her +gleanings amounted to more than many another person's harvest. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +"Heav'n bless thee; +Thou hast the sweetest face I ever look'd on." +SHAKESPEARE. + + +One of the greatest of Fleda's pleasures was when Mr. Carleton +came to take her out with him. He did that often. Fleda only +wished he would have taken Hugh too, but somehow he never did. +Nothing but that was wanting to make the pleasure of those +times perfect. Knowing that she saw the _common things_ in other +company, Guy was at the pains to vary the amusement when she +went with him. Instead of going to Versailles or St. Cloud, he +would take her long delightful drives into the country, and +show her some old or interesting place that nobody else went +to see. Often there was a history belonging to the spot, which +Fleda listened to with the delight of eye and fancy at once. +In the city, where they more frequently walked, still he +showed her what she would perhaps have seen under no other +guidance. He made it his business to give her pleasure; and +understanding the inquisitive active little spirit he had to +do with, he went where his own tastes would hardly have led +him. The Quai aux Fleurs was often visited, but also the Halle +aux Blιs, the great Halle aux Vins, the Jardin des Plantes, +and the Marchι des Innocens. Guy even took the trouble, more +for her sake than his own, to go to the latter place once very +early in the morning, when the market bell had not two hours +sounded, while the interest and prettiness of the scene were +yet in their full life. Hugh was in company this time, and the +delight of both children was beyond words, as it would have +been beyond anybody's patience, that had not a strong motive +to back it. They never discovered that Mr. Carleton was in a +hurry, as indeed he was not. They bargained for fruit with any +number of people, upon all sorts of inducements, and to an +extent of which they had no competent notion; but Hugh had his +mother's purse, and Fleda was skilfully commissioned to +purchase what she pleased for Mrs. Carleton. Verily the two +children that morning bought pleasure, not peaches. Fancy and +Benevolence held the purse-strings, and Economy did not even +look on. They revelled too, Fleda especially, amidst the +bright pictures of the odd, the new, and the picturesque, and +the varieties of character and incident that were displayed +around them, even till the country people began to go away, +and the scene to lose its charm. It never lost it in memory; +and many a time in after life, Hugh and Fleda recurred to +something that was seen or done "that morning when we bought +fruit at the Innocens." + +Besides these scenes of everyday life, which interested and +amused Fleda to the last degree, Mr. Carleton showed her many +an obscure part of Paris, where deeds of daring and of blood +had been, and thrilled the little listener's ear with +histories of the past. He judged her rightly. She would rather +at any time have gone to walk with him than with anybody else +to see any show that could be devised. His object in all this +was, in the first place, to give her pleasure; and, in the +second place, to draw out her mind into free communion with +his own, which he knew could only be done by talking sense to +her. He succeeded as he wished. Lost in the interest of the +scenes he presented to her eye and mind, she forgot everything +else, and showed him herself precisely what he wanted to +see. + +It was strange that a young man, an admired man of fashion, a +flattered favourite of the gay and great world, and, +furthermore, a reserved and proud repeller of almost all who +sought his intimacy, should seek and delight in the society of +a little child. His mother would have wondered if she had +known it. Mrs. Rossitur did marvel that even Fleda should have +so won upon the cold and haughty young Englishman; and her +husband said he probably chose to have Fleda with him because +he could make up his mind to like nobody else; a remark which +perhaps arose from the utter failure of every attempt to draw +him and Charlton nearer together. But Mr. Rossitur was only +half right. The reason lay deeper. + +Mr. Carleton had admitted the truth of Christianity, upon what +he considered sufficient grounds, and would now have steadily +fought for it, as he would for anything else that he believed +to be truth. But there he stopped. He had not discovered, nor +tried to discover, whether the truth of Christianity imposed +any obligation upon him. He had cast off his unbelief, and +looked upon it now as a singular folly. But his belief was +almost as vague and as fruitless as his infidelity had been. +Perhaps, a little, his bitter dissatisfaction with the world +and human things, or rather his despondent view of them, was +mitigated. If there was, as he now held, a Supreme Orderer of +events, it might be, and it was rational to suppose there +would be, in the issues of time, an entire change wrought in +the disordered and dishonoured state of his handiwork. There +might be a remedial system somewhere nay, it might be in the +Bible, he meant to look some day. But that _he_ had anything +to do with that change; that the working of the remedial +system called for hands; that _his_ had any charge in the +matter, had never entered into his imagination nor stirred his +conscience. He was living his old life at Paris, with his old +dissatisfaction perhaps a trifle less bitter. He was seeking +pleasure in whatever art, learning, literature, refinement, +and luxury can do for a man who has them all at command; but +there was something within him that spurned this ignoble +existence, and called for higher aims and worthier exertion. +He was not vicious, he never had been vicious, or, as somebody +else said, his vices were all refined vices; but a life of +mere self-indulgence, although pursued without self- +satisfaction, is constantly lowering the standard and +weakening the forces of virtue lessening the whole man. He +felt it so; and to leave his ordinary scenes and occupations, +and lose a morning with little Fleda, was a freshening of his +better nature; it was like breathing pure air after the fever- +heat of a sick-room; it was like hearing the birds sing after +the meaningless jabber of Bedlam. Mr. Carleton, indeed, did +not put the matter quite so strongly to himself. He called +Fleda his good angel. He did not exactly know that the office +this good angel performed was simply to hold a candle to his +conscience; for conscience was not by any means dead in him, +it only wanted light to see by. When he turned from the gay +and corrupt world in which he lived, where the changes were +rung incessantly upon self-interest, falsehood, pride, and the +various, more or less refined forms of sensuality; and when he +looked upon that pure bright little face, so free from +selfishness, those clear eyes so innocent of evil, the +peaceful brow under which a thought of double-dealing had +never hid, Mr. Carleton felt himself in a healthier region. +Here, as elsewhere, he honoured and loved the image of truth, +in the broad sense of truth, that which suits the perfect +standard of right. But his pleasure in this case was +invariably mixed with a slight feeling of self-reproach; and +it was this hardly recognised stir of his better nature, this +clearing of his mental eyesight under the light of a bright +example, that made him call the little torch-bearer his good +angel. If this were truth, this purity, uprightness, and +singleness of mind, as conscience said it was, where was he? +how far wandering from his beloved idol? + +One other feeling saddened the pleasure he had in her society, + a belief that the ground of it could not last. "If she could +grow up so!" he said to himself. "But it is impossible. A very +few years, and all that clear sunshine of the mind will be +overcast, there is not a cloud now!" + +Under the working of these thoughts, Mr. Carleton sometimes +forgot to talk to his little charge, and would walk for a +length of way by her side, wrapped up in sombre musings. Fleda +never disturbed him then, but waited contentedly and patiently +for him to come out of them, with her old feeling, wondering +what he could be thinking of, and wishing he were as happy as +she. But he never left her very long. He was sure to wave his +own humour and give her all the graceful kind attention which +nobody else could bestow so well. Nobody understood and +appreciated it better than Fleda. + +One day, some months after they had been in Paris, they were +sitting in the Place de la Concorde. Mr. Carleton was in one +of these thinking fits. He had been giving Fleda a long detail +of the scenes that had taken place in that spot; a history of +it from the time when it had lain an unsightly waste, such a +graphic lively account as he knew well how to give. The +absorbed interest with which she had lost everything else in +what he was saying, had given him at once reward and motive +enough as he went on. Standing by his side, with one little +hand confidingly resting on his knee, she gazed alternately +into his face and towards the broad highly-adorned square by +the side of which they had placed themselves, and where it was +hard to realize that the ground had once been soaked in blood, +while madness and death filled the air; and her changing face, +like a mirror, gave him back the reflection of the times he +held up to her view. And still standing there in the same +attitude after he had done, she had been looking out towards +the square in a fit of deep meditation. Mr. Carleton had +forgotten her for a while in his own thoughts, and then the +sight of the little gloved hand upon his knee brought him back +again. + +"What are you musing about, Elfie, dear?" he said, cheerfully, +taking the hand in one of his. + +Fleda gave a swift glance into his face, as if to see whether +it would be safe for her to answer his question, a kind of +exploring look, in which her eyes often acted as scouts for +her tongue. Those she met pledged their faith for her +security; yet Fleda's look went back to the square and then +again to his face in silence. + +"How do you like living in Paris?" said he. "You should know +by this time." + +"I like it very much indeed," said Fleda. + +"I thought you would." + +"I like Queechy better, though," she went on, gravely, her +eyes turning again to the square. + +"Like Queechy better! Were you thinking of Queechy just now +when I spoke to you?" + +"O no!" with a smile. + +"Were you going over all those horrors I have been distressing +you with?" + +"No," said Fleda; "I was thinking of them, a while ago." + +"What then?" said he pleasantly. "You were looking so sober, I +should like to know how near your thoughts were to mine." + +"I was thinking," said Fleda, gravely, and a little +unwillingly, but Guy's manner was not to be withstood "I was +wishing I could be like the disciple whom Jesus loved." + +Mr. Carleton let her see none of the surprise he felt at this +answer. + +"Was there one more loved than the rest?" + +"Yes the Bible calls him 'the disciple whom Jesus loved.' +That was John." + +"Why was he preferred above the others?" + +"I don't know. I suppose he was more gentle and good than the +others, and loved Jesus more. I think Aunt Miriam said so when +I asked her once." + +Mr. Carleton thought Fleda had not far to seek for the +fulfilment of her wish. + +"But how in the world, Elfie, did you work round to this +gentle and good disciple from those scenes of blood you set +out with?" + +"Why," said Elfie, "I was thinking how unhappy and bad people +are, especially people here, I think; and how much must be +done before they will all be brought right; and then I was +thinking of the work Jesus gave his disciples to do; and so I +wished I could be like that disciple. Hugh and I were talking +about it this morning." + +"What is the work he gave them to do?'" said Mr. Carleton, +more and more interested. + +"Why," said Fleda, lifting her gentle wistful eyes to his, and +then looking away, "to bring everybody to be good and happy." + +"And how in the world are they to do that?" said Mr. Carleton, +astonished to see his own problem quietly handled by this +child. + +"By telling them about Jesus Christ, and getting them to +believe and love him," said Fleda, glancing at him again, "and +living so beautifully that people cannot help believing them." + +"That last is an important clause," said Mr. Carleton, +thoughtfully. "But suppose people will not hear when they are +spoken to, Elfie?" + +"Some will, at any rate," said Fleda, "and by and by everybody +will." + +"How do you know?" + +"Because the Bible says so." + +"Are you sure of that, Elfie?" + +"Why, yes, Mr. Carleton, God has promised that the world +shall be full of good people, and then they will be all happy. +_I_ wish it was now." + +"But if that be so, Elfie, God can make them all good without +our help." + +"Yes, but I suppose he wishes to do it with our help, Mr. +Carleton," said Fleda, with equal naοvetι and gravity. + +"But is not this you speak of," said he, half smiling, "rather +the business of clergymen? you have nothing to do with it?" + +"No," said Fleda, "everybody has something to do with it the +Bible says so; ministers must do it in their way, and other +people in other ways; everybody has his own work. Don't you +remember the parable of the ten talents, Mr. Carleton?" + +Mr. Carleton was silent for a minute. + +"I do not know the Bible quite as well as you do, Elfie," he +said then, "nor as I ought to do." + +Elfie's only answer was by a look somewhat like that he well +remembered on shipboard he had thought was angel-like, a +look of gentle sorrowful wistfulness, which she did not +venture to put into words. It had not for that the less power. +But he did not choose to prolong the conversation. They rose +up and began to walk homeward, Elfie thinking with all the +warmth of her little heart that she wished very much Mr. +Carleton knew the Bible better; divided between him and "that +disciple" whom she and Hugh had been talking about. + +"I suppose you are very busy now, Elfie," observed her +companion, when they had walked the length of several squares +in silence. + +"O yes!" said Fleda. " Hugh and I are as busy as we can be. We +are busy every minute." + +"Except when you are on some chase after pleasure?" + +"Well," said Fleda, laughing, "that is a kind of business; and +all the business is pleasure too. I didn't mean that we were +always busy about work. Oh, Mr. Carleton, we had such a nice +time the day before yesterday!" And she went on to give him +the history of a very successful chase after pleasure which +they had made to St. Cloud. + +"And yet you like Queechy better?" + +"Yes," said Fleda, with a gentle steadiness peculiar to +herself "if I had aunt Lucy, and Hugh, and uncle Rolf there, +and everybody that I care for, I should like it a great deal +better." + +" 'Unspotted' yet," he thought. + +"Mr. Carleton," said Fleda, presently "do you play and sing +every day here in Paris?" + +"Yes," said he, smiling, "about every day. Why?" + +"I was thinking how pleasant it was at your house in England." + +"Has Carleton the honour of rivalling Queechy in your liking?" + +"I haven't lived there so long, you know," said Fleda, "I dare +say it would if I had. I think it is quite as pretty a place." + +Mr. Carleton smiled with a very pleased expression. Truth and +politeness had joined hands in her answer with a child's +grace. + +He brought Fleda to her own door, and there was leaving her. + +"Stop! Oh, Mr. Carleton," cried Fleda, "come in, just for one +minute I want to show you something." + +He made no resistance to that. She led him to the saloon, +where it happened that nobody was, and repeating, "One +minute!" rushed out of the room. In less than that time, she +came running back with a beautiful half-blown bud of a monthly +rose in her hand, and in her face such a bloom of pleasure and +eagerness as more than rivalled it. The rose was fairly +eclipsed. She put the bud quietly, but with a most satisfied +air of affection, into Mr. Carleton's hand. It had come from a +little tree which he had given her on one of' their first +visits to the Quai aux Fleurs. She had had the choice of what +she liked best, and had characteristically taken a flourishing +little rose-bush, that as yet showed nothing but leaves and +green buds, partly, because she would have the pleasure of +seeing its beauties come forward, and partly, because she +thought having no flowers, it would not cost much. The former +reason, however, was all that she had given to Mr. Carleton's +remonstrances. + +"What is all this, Elfie?" said he. "Have you been robbing +your rose-tree?" + +"No," said Elfie, "there are plenty more buds! Isn't it +lovely? This is the first one. They've been a great while +coming out." + +His eye went from the rose to her; he thought the one was a +mere emblem of the other. Fleda was usually very quiet in her +demonstrations; it was as if a little green bud had suddenly +burst into a flush of loveliness; and he saw, it was as plain +as possible, that goodwill to him had been the moving power. +He was so much struck and moved, that his thanks, though as +usual perfect in their kind, were far shorter and graver than +he would have given if he had felt less. He turned away from +the house, his mind full of the bright unsullied purity and +single-hearted goodwill that had looked out of that beaming +little face; he seemed to see them again in the flower he held +in his hand, and he saw nothing else as he went. + +Mr. Carleton preached to himself all the way home, and his +text was a rose. + +Laugh who will. To many it may seem ridiculous; and to most +minds it would have been impossible; but to a nature very +finely wrought and highly trained, many a voice that grosser +senses cannot hear, comes with an utterance as clear as it is +sweet-spoken; many a touch that coarser nerves cannot heed, +reaches the springs of the deeper life; many a truth that +duller eyes have no skill to see, shows its fair features, hid +away among the petals of a rose, or peering out between the +wings of a butterfly, or reflected in a bright drop of dew. +The material is but a veil for the spiritual; but, then, eyes +must be quickened, or the veil becomes an impassable cloud. + +That particular rose was to Mr. Carleton's eye a most perfect +emblem and representative of its little giver. He traced out +the points of resemblance as he went along. The delicacy and +character of refinement for which that kind of rose is +remarkable above many of its more superb kindred; a refinement +essential and unalterable by decay or otherwise, as true a +characteristic of the child as of the flower; a delicacy that +called for gentle handling and tender cherishing; the +sweetness, rare indeed, but asserting itself as it were +timidly, at least with equally rare modesty; the very style of +the beauty that, with all its loveliness, would not startle +nor even catch the eye among its more showy neighbours; and +the breath of purity that seemed to own no kindred with earth, +nor liability to infection. + +As he went on with his musing, and drawing out this fair +character from the type before him, the feeling of contrast +that he had known before pressed upon Mr. Carleton's mind; the +feeling of self-reproach, and the bitter wish that he could be +again what he once had been something like this. How changed +now he seemed to himself not a point of likeness left. How +much less honourable, how much less worth, how much less +dignified, than that fair innocent child! How much better a +part she was acting in life what an influence she was +exerting, as pure, as sweet-breathed, and as unobtrusive, as +the very rose in his hand! And he doing no good to an +earthly creature, and losing himself by inches. + +He reached his room, put the flower in a glass on the table, +and walked up and down before it. It had come to a struggle +between the sense of what was and the passionate wish for what +might have been. + +"It is late, Sir," said his servant, opening the door "and +you were " + +"I am not going out." + +"This evening, Sir?" + +"No not at all to-day. Spenser, I don't wish to see anybody + let no one come near me." + +The servant retired, and Guy went on with his walk and his +meditations looking back over his life, and reviewing, with +a wiser ken now, the steps by which he had come. He compared +the selfish disgust with which he had cast off the world with +the very different spirit of little Fleda's look upon it that +morning; the useless, self-pleasing, vain life he was leading, +with her wish to be like the beloved disciple, and do +something to heal the troubles of those less happy than +herself. He did not very well comprehend the grounds of her +feeling or reasoning, but he began to see, mistily, that his +own had been mistaken and wild. + +His step grew slower, his eye more intent, his brow quiet. + +"She is right, and I am wrong," he thought. "She is by far the +nobler creature worth many such as I. Like her I cannot be +I cannot regain what I have lost I cannot undo what years +have done. But I can be something other than I am! If there be +a system of remedy, as there well may, it may as well take +effect on myself first. She says everybody has his work; I +believe her. It must, in the nature of things, be so. I will +make it my business to find out what mine is; and when I have +made that sure, I will give myself to the doing of it. An All- +wise Governor must look for service of me. He shall have it. +Whatever my life be, it shall be to some end. If not what I +would, what I can. If not the purity of the rose, that of +tempered steel!" + +Mr. Carleton walked his room for three hours; then rung for +his servant, and ordered him to prepare everything for leaving +Paris the second day thereafter. + +The next morning over theirs coffee he told his mother of his +purpose. + +"Leave Paris! To-morrow! My dear Guy, that is rather a sudden +notice." + +"No, mother; for I am going alone." + +His mother immediately bent an anxious and somewhat terrified +look upon him. The frank smile she met put half her suspicions +out of her head at once. + +"What is the matter?" + +"Nothing at all if by 'matter' you mean mischief." + +"You are not in difficulty with those young men again?" + +"No, mother," said he, coolly. "I am in difficulty with no one +but myself." + +"With yourself! But why will you not let me go with you?" + +"My business will go on better if I am quite alone." + +"What business?'' + +"Only to settle this question with myself," said he, smiling. + +"But, Guy! you are enigmatical this morning. Is it the +question that of all others I wish to see settled?" + +"No, mother," said he, laughing, and colouring a little; "I +don't want another half to take care of till I have this one +under management." + +"I don't understand you," said Mrs. Carleton. "There is no +hidden reason under all this that you are keeping from me?" + +"I wont say that. But there is none that need give you the +least uneasiness. There are one or two matters I want to study +out; I cannot do it here, so I am going where I shall be +free." + +"Where?" + +"I think I shall pass the summer between Switzerland and +Germany." + +"And when and where shall I meet you again?" + +"I think, at home; I cannot say when." + +"At home!" said his mother with a brightening face. "Then you +are beginning to be tired of wandering at last?" + +"Not precisely, mother," rather out of humour. + +"I shall be glad of anything," said his mother, gazing at him +admiringly, "that brings you home again, Guy." + +"Brings me home a better man, I hope, mother," said he, +kissing her as he left the room. "I will see you again by and +by." + +" 'A better man!' " thought Mrs. Carleton, as she sat with +full eyes, the image of her son filling the place where his +presence had been; "I would be willing never to see him +better, and be sure of his never being worse." + +Mr. Carleton's farewell visit found Mr. and Mrs. Rossitur not +at home. They had driven out early into the country to fetch +Marion from her convent for some holiday. Fleda came alone +into the saloon to receive him. + +"I have your rose in safe keeping, Elfie," he said. "It has +done me more good than ever a rose did before." + +Fleda smiled an innocently pleased smile. But her look changed +when he added + +"I have come to tell you so, and to bid you good-bye." + +"Are you going away, Mr. Carleton?" + +"Yes." + +"But you will be back soon?" + +"No, Elfie I do not know that I shall ever come back." + +He spoke gravely, more gravely than he was used, and Fleda's +acuteness saw that there was some solid reason for this sudden +determination. Her face changed sadly, but she was silent, her +eyes never wavering from those that read hers with such gentle +intelligence. + +"You will be satisfied to have me go, Elfie, when I tell you +that I am going on business which I believe to be duty. +Nothing else takes me away. I am going to try to do right," +said he, smiling. + +Elfie could not answer the smile. She wanted to ask whether +she should never see him again, and there was another thought +upon her tongue too; but her lip trembled, and she said +nothing. + +"I shall miss my good fairy," Mr. Carleton went on, lightly; +"I don't know how I shall do without her. If your wand was +long enough to reach so far I would ask you to touch me now +and then, Elfie." + +Poor Elfie could not stand it. Heir head sank. She knew she +had a wand that could touch him, and well and gratefully she +resolved that its light blessing should "now and then" rest on +his head; but he did not understand that; he was talking, +whether lightly or seriously and Elfie knew it was a little +of both he was talking of wanting her help, and was ignorant +of the help that alone could avail him. "O that he knew but +that!" What with this feeling and sorrow together, the child's +distress was exceeding great; and the tokens of grief in one +so accustomed to hide them were the more painful to see. Mr. +Carleton drew the sorrowing little creature within his arm, +and endeavoured with a mixture of kindness and lightness in +his tone to cheer her. + +"I shall often remember you, dear Elfie," he said; "I shall +keep your rose always, and take it with me wherever I go. You +must not make it too hard for me to quit Paris you are glad +to have me go on such an errand, are you not?" + +She presently commanded herself, bade her tears wait till +another time as usual, and trying to get rid of those that +covered her face, asked him "What errand?" + +He hesitated. + +"I have been thinking of what we were talking of yesterday, +Elfie," he said at length. "I am going to try to discover my +duty, and then to do it." + +But Fleda at that clasped his hand, and squeezing it in both +hers, bent down her little head over it to hide her face and +the tears that streamed again. He hardly knew how to +understand, or what to say to her. He half suspected that +there were depths in that childish mind beyond his fathoming. +He was not, however, left to wait long. Fleda, though she +might now and then be surprised into showing it, never allowed +her sorrow of any kind to press upon the notice or the time of +others. She again checked herself and dried her face. + +"There is nobody else in Paris that will be so sorry for my +leaving it," said Mr. Carleton, half tenderly and half +pleasantly. + +"There is nobody else that has so much cause," said Elfie, +near bursting out again, but she restrained herself. + +"And you will not come here again;, Mr. Carleton?" she said, +after a few minutes. + +"I do not say that it is possible if I do, it will be to +see you, Elfie." + +A shadow of a smile passed over her face at that. It was gone +instantly. + +"My mother will not leave Paris yet," he went on you will +see her often." + +But he saw that Fleda was thinking of something else; she +scarce seemed to hear him. She was thinking of something that +troubled her. + +"Mr. Carleton," she began, and her colour changed. + +"Speak, Elfie." + +Her colour changed again. "Mr. Carleton, will you be +displeased if I say something?" + +"Don't you know me better than to ask me that, Elfie?" he +said, gently. + +"I want to ask you something if you wont mind my saying it?" + +"What is it?" said he, reading in her face that a request was +behind. "I will do it." + +Her eyes sparkled, but she seemed to have some difficulty in +going on. + +"I will do it whatever it is," he said, watching her. + +"Will you wait for me one moment, Mr. Carleton?" + +"Half an hour." + +She sprang away, her face absolutely flashing pleasure through +her tears. It was much soberer, and again doubtful and +changing colour, when a few minutes afterwards she came back +with a book in her hand. With a striking mixture of timidity, +modesty, and eagerness in her countenance, she came forward, +and putting the little volume, which was her own Bible, into +Mr. Carleton's hands, said, under her breath, "Please read +it." She did not venture to look up. + +He saw what the book was; and then taking the gentle hand +which had given it, he kissed it two or three times if it +had been a princess's he could not with more respect. + +"You have my promise, Elfie," he said; "I need not repeat it." + +She raised her eves and gave him a look so grateful, so +loving, so happy, that it dwelt for ever in his remembrance. A +moment after it had faded, and she stood still where he had +left her listening to his footsteps as they went down the +stairs. She heard the last of them, and then sank upon her +knees by a chair, and burst into a passion of tears. Their +time was now, and she let them come. It was not only the +losing a loved and pleasant friend, it was not only the +stirring of sudden and disagreeable excitement poor Elfie +was crying for her Bible. It had been her father's own it +was filled with his marks it was precious to her above price + and Elfie cried with all her heart for the loss of it. She +had done what she had on the spur of the emergency she was +satisfied she had done right; she would not take it back if +she could; but not the less her Bible was gone, and the pages +that loved eyes had looked upon were for hers to look upon no +more. Her very heart was wrung that she should have parted +with it; and yet, what could she do? It was as bad as the +parting with Mr. Carleton. + +That agony was over, and even that was shortened, for "Hugh +would find out that she had been crying." Hours had passed, +and the tears were dried, and the little face was bending over +the wonted tasks, with a shadow upon its wonted cheerfulness, +when Rosaline came to tell her that Victor said there was +somebody in the passage who wanted to see her and would not +come in. + +It was Mr. Carleton himself. He gave her a parcel, smiled at +her without saying a word, kissed her hand earnestly, and was +gone again. Fleda ran to her own room, and took the wrappers +off such a beauty of a Bible as she had never seen bound in +blue velvet, with clasps of gold, and her initials in letters +of gold upon the cover. Fleda hardly knew whether to be most +pleased or sorry; for to have its place so supplied seemed to +put her lost treasure further away than ever. The result was +another flood of very tender tears; in the very shedding of +which, however, the new little Bible was bound to her heart +with cords of association as bright and as incorruptible as +its gold mountings. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +"Her sports were such as carried riches of knowledge upon the +stream of delight." +SIDNEY. + + +Fleda had not been a year in Paris, when her uncle suddenly +made up his mind to quit it and go home. Some trouble in money +affairs, felt or feared, brought him to this step, which a +month before he had no definite purpose of ever taking. There +was cloudy weather in the financial world of New York, and he +wisely judged it best that his own eyes should be on the spot +to see to his own interests. Nobody was sorry for this +determination. Mrs. Rossitur always liked what her husband +liked, but she had at the same time a decided predilection for +home. Marion was glad to leave her convent for the gay world, +which her parents promised she should immediately enter. And +Hugh and Fleda had too lively a spring of happiness within +themselves to care where its outgoings should be. + +So home they came, in good mood, bringing with them all manner +of Parisian delights that Paris could part with furniture, +that at home at least they might forget where they were; +dresses, that, at home or abroad, nobody might forget where +they had been; pictures, and statuary, and engravings, and +books, to satisfy a taste really strong and well cultivated. +And, indeed, the other items were quite as much for this +purpose as for any other. A French cook for Mr. Rossitur, and +even Rosaline for his wife, who declared she was worth all the +rest of Paris. Hugh cared little for any of these things; he +brought home a treasure of books and a flute, to which he was +devoted. Fleda cared for them all, even Monsieur Emile and +Rosaline, for her uncle's and aunt's sake; but her special joy +was a beautiful little King Charles, which had been sent her +by Mr. Carleton a few weeks before. It came with the kindest +of letters, saying, that some matters had made it inexpedient +for him to pass through Paris on his way home, but that he +hoped, nevertheless, to see her soon. That intimation was the +only thing that made Fleda sorry to leave Paris. The little +dog was a beauty, allowed to be so not only by his mistress +but by every one else, of the true black and tan colours; and +Fleda's dearly loved and constant companion. + +The life she and Hugh led was little changed by the change of +place. They went out and came in as they had done in Paris, +and took the same quiet but intense happiness in the same +quiet occupations and pleasures; only the Tuileries and Champs +Elysιes had a miserable substitute in the Battery, and no +substitute at all anywhere else. And the pleasant drives in +the environs of Paris were missed too, and had nothing in New +York to supply their place. Mrs. Rossitur always said it was +impossible to get out of New York by land, and not worth the +trouble to do it by water. But, then, in the house Fleda +thought there was a great gain. The dirty Parisian hotel was +well exchanged for the bright, clean, well-appointed house in +State street. And if Broadway was disagreeable, and the Park a +weariness to the eyes, after the dressed gardens of the French +capital, Hugh and Fleda made it up in the delights of the +luxuriously furnished library, and the dear at-home feeling of +having the whole house their own. + +They were left, those two children, quite as much to +themselves as ever. Marion was going into company, and she and +her mother were swallowed up in the consequent necessary calls +upon their time. Marion never had been anything to Fleda. She +was a fine, handsome girl, outwardly, but seemed to have more +of her father than her mother in her composition, though +colder-natured, and more wrapped up in self than Mr. Rossitur +would be called by anybody that knew him. She had never done +anything to draw Fleda towards her, and even Hugh had very +little of her attention. They did not miss it. They were +everything to each other. + +Everything for now morning and night there was a sort of +whirlwind in the house which carried the mother and daughter +round and round, and permitted no rest; and Mr. Rossitur +himself was drawn in. It was worse than it had been in Paris. +There, with Marion in her convent, there were often evenings +when they did not go abroad nor receive company, and spent the +time quietly and happily in each other's society. No such +evenings now: if by chance there were an unoccupied one, Mrs. +Rossitur and her daughter were sure to be tired, and Mr. +Rossitur busy. + +Hugh and Fleda in those bustling times retreated to the +library; Mr. Rossitur would rarely have that invaded; and +while the net was so eagerly cast for pleasure among the gay +company below, pleasure had often slipped away, and hid +herself among the things on the library table, and was dancing +on every page of Hugh's book, and minding each stroke of +Fleda's pencil, and cocking the spaniel's ears whenever his +mistress looked at him. King, the spaniel, lay on a silk +cushion on the library table, his nose just touching Fleda's +fingers. Fleda's drawing was mere amusement; she and Hugh were +not so burdened with studies that they had not always their +evenings free, and, to tell truth, much more than their +evenings. Masters, indeed, they had; but the heads of the +house were busy with the interests of their grown-up child, +and, perhaps, with other interests, and took it for granted +that all was going right with the young ones. + +"Haven't we a great deal better time than they have down +stairs, Fleda?" said Hugh, one of these evenings. + +"Hum yes" answered Fleda, abstractedly, stroking into +order some old man in her drawing with great intentness. +"King! you rascal keep back and be quiet, Sir!" + +Nothing could be conceived more gentle and loving than Fleda's +tone of fault-finding, and her repulse only fell short of a +caress. + +"What's he doing?" + +"Wants to get into my lap." + +"Why don't you let him?" + +"Because I don't choose to a silk cushion is good enough for +his majesty. King!" (laying her soft cheek against the little +dog's soft head, and forsaking her drawing for the purpose.) + +"How you do love that dog!" said Hugh. + +"Very well why shouldn't I? provided he steals no love +from anybody else," said Fleda, still caressing him. + +"What a noise somebody is making down stairs!" said Hugh. " I +don't think I should ever want to go to large parties, Fleda; +do you?" + +"I don't know," said Fleda, whose natural taste for society +was strongly developed; "it would depend upon what kind of +parties they were." + +"I shouldn't like them, I know, of whatever kind," said Hugh. +"What are you smiling at?" + +"Only Mr. Pickwick's face, that I am drawing here." + +Hugh came round to look and laugh, and then began again. + +"I can't think of anything pleasanter than this room as we are +now." + +"You should have seen Mr. Carleton's library," said Fleda, in +a musing tone, going on with her drawing. + +"Was it so much better than this?" + +Fleda's eyes gave a slight glance at the room, and then looked +down again with a little shake of her head sufficiently +expressive. + +"Well," said Hugh, "you and I do not want any better than +this; do we, Fleda?" + +Fleda's smile a most satisfactory one was divided between +him and King. + +"I don't believe," said Hugh, "you would have loved that dog +near so well if anybody else had given him to you." + +"I don't believe I should! not a quarter," said Fleda, with +sufficient distinctness. + +"I never liked that Mr. Carleton as well as you did." + +"That is because you did not know him," said Fleda, quietly. + +"Do you think he was a good man, Fleda?" + +"He was very good to me," said Fleda, "always. What rides I +did have on that great black horse of his!" + +"A black horse?" + +"Yes, a great black horse, strong, but so gentle, and he went +so delightfully. His name was Harold. Oh, I should like to see +that horse! When I wasn't with him, Mr. Carleton used to ride +another, the greatest beauty of a horse, Hugh a brown +Arabian so slender and delicate her name was Zephyr, and +she used to go like the wind, to be sure. Mr. Carleton said he +wouldn't trust me on such a fly-away thing." + +"But you didn't use to ride alone?" said Hugh. + +"O no! and I wouldn't have been afraid if he had chosen to +take me on any one." + +"But do you think, Fleda, he was a good man as I mean?" + +"I am sure he was better than a great many others," answered +Fleda, evasively "the worst of him was infinitely better +than the best of half the people down stairs Mr. Sweden +included." + +"Sweden! you don't call his name right." + +"The worse it is called the better, in my opinion," said +Fleda. + +"Well, I don't like him; but what makes you dislike him so +much?" + +"I don't know partly because Uncle Rolf and Marion like him +so much, I believe I don't think there is any moral +expression in his face." + +"I wonder why they like him," said Hugh. + +It was a somewhat irregular and desultory education that the +two children gathered under this system of things. The masters +they had were rather for accomplishments and languages than +for anything solid the rest they worked out for themselves. +Fortunately they both loved books, and rational books; and +hours and hours, when Mrs. Rossitur and her daughter were +paying or receiving visits, they, always together, were stowed +away behind the book-cases or in the library window, poring +patiently over pages of various complexion the soft turning +of the leaves, or Fleda's frequent attentions to King, the +only sound in the room. They walked together, talking of what +they had read, though, indeed, they ranged beyond that into +nameless and numberless fields of speculation, where, if they +sometimes found fruit, they as often lost their way. However, +the habit of ranging was something. Then when they joined the +rest of the family at the dinner-table, especially if others +were present, and most especially if a certain German +gentleman happened to be there, who, the second winter after +their return, Fleda thought came very often, she and Hugh +would be sure to find the strange talk of the world that was +going on unsuited and wearisome to them, and they would make +their escape up-stairs again to handle the pencil, and to play +the flute, and to read, and to draw plans for the future, +while King crept upon the skirts of his mistress's gown, and +laid his little head on her feet. Nobody ever thought of +sending them to school. Hugh was a child of frail health, and +though not often very ill, was often near it; and as for +Fleda, she and Hugh were inseparable, and besides, by this +time her uncle and aunt would almost as soon have thought of +taking the mats off their delicate shrubs in winter, as of +exposing her to any atmosphere less genial than that of home. + +For Fleda, this doubtful course of mental training wrought +singularly well. An uncommonly quick eye, and strong memory, +and clear head, which she had even in childhood, passed over +no field of truth or fancy without making their quiet +gleanings; and the stores thus gathered, though somewhat +miscellaneous and unarranged, were both rich and uncommon, and +more than any one or she herself knew. Perhaps such a mind +thus left to itself knew a more free and luxuriant growth than +could ever have flourished within the confinement of rules +perhaps a plant at once so strong and so delicate was safest +without the hand of the dresser at all events it was +permitted to spring and to put forth all its native +gracefulness alike unhindered and unknown. Cherished as little +Fleda dearly was, her mind kept company with no one but +herself and Hugh. As to externals; music was uncommonly +loved by both the children, and by both cultivated with great +success. So much came under Mrs. Rossitur's knowledge; also +every foreign Signor and Madame that came into the house to +teach them spoke with enthusiasm of the apt minds and flexible +tongues that honoured their instructions. In private and in +public, the gentle, docile, and affectionate children answered +every wish, both of taste and judgment. And perhaps, in a +world where education is not understood, their guardians might +be pardoned for taking it for granted that all was right where +nothing appeared that was wrong certainly they took no pains +to make sure of the fact. In this case, one of a thousand, +their neglect was not punished with disappointment. They never +found out that Hugh's mind wanted the strengthening that early +skilful training might have given it. His intellectual tastes +were not so strong as Fleda's his reading was more +superficial his gleanings not so sound, and in far fewer +fields, and they went rather to nourish sentiment and fancy +than to stimulate thought, or lay up food for it. But his +parents saw nothing of this. + +The third winter had not passed, when Fleda's discernment saw +that Mr. Sweden, as she called him, the German gentleman, +would not cease coming to the house till he had carried off +Marion with him. Her opinion on the subject was delivered to +no one but Hugh. + +That winter introduced them to a better acquaintance. One +evening Dr. Gregory, an uncle of Mrs. Rossitur's, had been +dining with her, and was in the drawing-room. Mr. Schwiden had +been there too, and he and Marion, and one or two other young +people, had gone out to some popular entertainment. The +children knew little of Dr. Gregory, but that he was a very +respectable-looking elderly gentleman, a little rough in his +manners. The doctor had not long been returned from a stay of +some years in Europe, where he had been collecting rare books +for a fine public library, the charge of which was now +entrusted to him. After talking some time with Mr. and Mrs. +Rossitur, the doctor pushed round his chair to take a look at +the children. + +"So that's Amy's child," said he. "Come here, Amy." + +"That is not my name," said the little girl, coming forward. + +"Isn't it? It ought to be. What is, then?" + +"Elfleda." + +"Elfleda! where in the name of all that is auricular did you +get such an outlandish name?" + +"My father gave it to me, Sir," said Fleda, with a dignified +sobriety which amused the old gentleman. + +"Your father! hum I understand. And couldn't your father +find a cap that fitted you without going back to the old- +fashioned days of King Alfred?" + +"Yes, Sir; it was my grandmother's cap." + +"I am afraid your grandmother's cap isn't all of her that's +come down to you," said he, tapping his snuff-box, and looking +at her with a curious twinkle in his eyes. "What do you call +yourself? Haven't you some variations of this tongue-twisting +appellative to serve for every day, and save trouble?" + +"They call me Fleda," said the little girl, who could not help +laughing. + +"Nothing better than that?" + +Fleda remembered two prettier nicknames which had been her's; +but one had been given by dear lips long ago, and she was not +going to have it profaned by common use; and "Elfie" belonged +to Mr. Carleton. She would own to nothing but Fleda. + +"Well, Miss Fleda," said the doctor, "are you going to +school?" + +"No, Sir." + +"You intend to live without such a vulgar thing as learning?" + +"No, Sir. Hugh and I have our lessons at home." + +"Teaching each other, I suppose?" + +"O no, Sir," said Fleda, laughing; "Mme. Lascelles and Mr. +Schweppenhesser, and Signor Barytone come to teach us, besides +our music masters." + +"Do you ever talk German with this Mr. What's-his-name, who +has just gone out with your cousin Marion!" + +"I never talk to him at all, Sir." + +"Don't you? Why not? Don't you like him?" + +Fleda said, "Not particularly," and seemed to wish to let the +subject pass, but the doctor was amused, and pressed it. + +"Why, why don't you like him?" said he; "I am sure he's a +fine-looking dashing gentleman; dresses as well as anybody, +and talks as much as most people why don't you like him? +Isn't he a handsome fellow eh?" + +"I dare say he is, to many people," said Fleda. + +"She said she didn't think there was any moral expression in +his face," said Hugh, by way of settling the matter. + +"Moral expression!" cried the doctor, "moral expression! and +what if there isn't, you Elf! what if there isn't?" + +"I shouldn't care what other kind of expression it had," said +Fleda, colouring a little. + +Mr. Rossitur "pished" rather impatiently. The doctor glanced +at his niece, and changed the subject. + +"Well, who teaches you English, Miss Fleda? you haven't told +me that yet." + +"Oh, that we teach ourselves," said Fleda, smiling, as if it +was a very innocent question. + +"Hum! you do! Pray how do you teach yourselves?" + +"By reading, Sir." + +"Reading! And what do you read? what have you read in the last +twelve months, now?" + +"I don't think I could remember all exactly," said Fleda. + +"But you have got a list of them all," said Hugh, who chanced +to have been looking over said list a day or two before, and +felt quite proud of it. + +"Let's have it, let's have it," said the doctor. And Mrs. +Rossitur, laughing, said, "Let's have it;" and even her +husband commanded Hugh to go and fetch it; so poor Fleda, +though not a little unwilling, was obliged to let the list be +forthcoming. Hugh brought it, in a neat little book covered +with pink blotting paper. + +"Now for it!" said the doctor; "let us see what this English +amounts to. Can you stand fire, Elfleda?" + +" 'Jan. 1. Robinson Crusoe.' * [* A true list made by a child +of that age.] + +"Hum that sounds reasonable, at all events." + +"I had it for a New Year's present," remarked Fleda, who stood +by with downcast eyes, like a person undergoing an +examination. + +" 'Jan. 2. Histoire de France.' + +"What History of France is this?" + +Fleda hesitated, and then said it was by Lacretelle. + +"Lacretelle? what? of the Revolution?" + +"No, Sir; it is before that; it is in five or six large +volumes." + +"What, Louis XV.'s time," said the doctor, muttering to +himself. + +" 'Jan. 27. 2 ditto, ditto.' + +" 'Two' means the second volume, I suppose?" + +"Yes, Sir." + +"Hum if you were a mouse, you would gnaw through the wall in +time, at that rate. This is in the original?" + +"Yes Sir." + +" 'Feb. 3. Paris. L. E. K.' + +"What do these hieroglyphics mean?" + +"That stands for the 'Library of Entertaining Knowledge,' " +said Fleda. + +"But how is this? do you go hop, skip, and jump through these +books, or read a little, and then throw them away'? Here it is +only seven days since you began the second volume of +Lacretelle not time enough to get through it." + +"Oh no, Sir," said Fleda, smiling: "I like to have several +books that I am reading in at once; I mean at the same time, +you know; and then if I am not in the mood of one I take up +another." + +"She reads them all through," said Hugh, "always, though she +reads them very quick." + +"Hum I understand," said the old doctor, with a humorous +expression, going on with the list. + +" 'March 3. 3 Hist. de France.' + +"But you finish one of these volumes, I suppose, before you +begin another; or do you dip into different parts of the same +work at once?" + +"Oh no, Sir; of course not!" + +" 'Mar. 5. Modern Egyptians. L. E. K. Ap. 13.' + +"What are these dates on the right, as well as on the left?" + +"Those on the right show when I finished the volume." + +"Well, I wonder what you were cut out for!" said the doctor. +"A Quaker! you aren't a Quaker, are you?" + +"No, Sir," said Fleda, laughing. + +"You look like it," said he. + +" 'Feb. 24. Five Penny Magazines, finished Mar. 4.' + +"They are in paper numbers, you know, Sir." + +" 'April 4. 4 Hist. de. F.' + +"Let us see the third volume was finished, March 29 I +declare you keep it up pretty well." + +" 'Ap. 19. Incidents of Travel.' + +"Whose is that?" + +"It is by Mr. Stephens." + +"How did you like it?" + +"Oh, very much, indeed." + +"Ay, I see you did; you finished it by the first of May. 'Tour +to the Hebrides' what, Johnson's?" + +"Yes Sir." + +"Read it all fairly through?" + +"Yes, Sir; certainly." + +He smiled, and went on. + +" 'May 12. Peter Simple.'" + +There was quite a shout at the heterogeneous character of +Fleda's reading, which she, not knowing exactly what to make +of it, heard rather abashed. + +" 'Peter Simple!' " said the doctor, settling himself to go on +with his list; "well, let us see. 'World without Souls.' Why, +you Elf! read in two days." + +"It is very short, you know, Sir." + +"What did you think of it?" + +"I liked parts of it very much." + +He went on, still smiling. + +" 'June 15. Goldsmith's Animated Nature.' + +" 'June I8. 1 Life of Washington.' + +"What Life of Washington?" + +"Marshall's." + +"Hum. 'July 9. 2 Goldsmith's An. Na.' As I live, begun the +very day the first volume was finished! Did you read the whole +of that?" + +"Oh yes, Sir. I liked that book very much." + +" 'July 12. 5 Hist. de France.' + +"Two histories on hand at once! Out of all rule, Miss Fleda! +We must look after you." + +"Yes Sir; sometimes I wanted to read one, and sometimes I +wanted to read the other." + +"And you always do what you want to do, I suppose?" + +"I think the reading does me more good in that way." + +" 'July 15. Paley's Natural Theology!' " + +There was another shout. Poor Fleda's eyes filled with tears. + +"What in the world put that book into your head, or before +your eyes?" said the doctor. + +"I don't know, Sir I thought I should like to read it," said +Fleda, drooping her eyelids, that the bright drops under them +might not be seen. + +"And finished in eleven days, as I live!" said the doctor, +wagging his head. " 'July 19. 3 Goldsmith's A. N.' + +" 'Aug. 6. 4 Do. Do.' " + +"That is one of Fleda's favourite books," put in Hugh. + +"So it seems. '6 Hist. de France.' What does this little +cross mean?" + +"That shows when the book is finished," said Fleda, looking on +the page "the last volume, I mean." + +" 'Retrospect of Western Travel' 'Goldsmith's A. N., last +vol.' 'Mιmoires de Sully' in the French ?" + +"Yes, Sir." + +" 'Life of Newton' What's this? 'Sep. 8. 1 Fairy Queen!' +not Spenser's?" + +"Yes, Sir, I believe so the Fairy Queen, in five volumes." + +The doctor looked up comically at his niece and her husband, +who were both sitting or standing close by. + +" 'Sep. 10. Paolo e Virginia' in what language?" + +"Italian, Sir; I was just beginning, and I haven't finished it +yet." + +" 'Sep. 16. Milner's Church History!' What the deuce! 'Vol. +2. Fairy Queen.' Why, this must have been a favourite book, +too." + +"That's one of the books Fleda loves best," said Hugh; "she +went through that very fast." + +"Over it, you mean, I reckon; how much did you skip, Fleda?" + +"I didn't skip at all," said Fleda; "I read every word of it." + +" ' Sep. 20. 2 Mιm. de Sully.' Well, you're an industrious +mouse, I'll say that for you. What's this? 'Don Quixote!' +'Life of Howard.' 'Nov. 17. 3 Fairy Queen.' 'Nov. 29. 4 +Fairy Queen.' 'Dec. 8. 1 Goldsmith's England.' Well, if +this list of books is a fair exhibit of your taste and +capacity, you have a most happily proportioned set of +intellectuals. Let us see history, fun, facts, nature, +theology, poetry and divinity! upon my soul! and poetry +and history the leading features! a little fun as much as +you could lay your hand on, I'll warrant, by that pinch in the +corner of your eye. And here, the eleventh of December, you +finished the Fairy Queen; and ever since, I suppose, you have +been imagining yourself the 'faire Una,' with Hugh standing +for Prince Arthur or the Red-cross Knight haven't you?" + +"No, Sir. I didn't imagine anything about it." + +"Don't tell me. What did you read it for?" + +"Only because I liked it, Sir. I liked it better than any +other book I read last year." + +"You did! Well, the year ends, I see, with another volume of +Sully. I wont enter upon this year's list. Pray, how much of +all these volumes do you suppose you remember? I'll try and +find out next time I come to see you. I can give a guess, if +you study with that little pug in your lap." + +"He is not a pug!" said Fleda, in whose arms King was lying +luxuriously "and he never gets into my lap, besides." + +"Don't he! Why not?" + +"Because I don't like it, Sir. I don't like to see dogs in +laps." + +"But all the ladies in the land do it, you little Saxon! it is +universally considered a mark of distinction." + +"I can't help what all the ladies in the land do," said Fleda. +"That wont alter my liking; and I don't think a lady's lap is +a place for a dog." + +"I wish you were my daughter!' said the old doctor, shaking +his head at her with a comic fierce expression of countenance, +which Fleda perfectly understood and laughed at accordingly. +Then as the two children with the dog went off into the other +room, he said, turning to his niece and Mr. Rossitur + +"If that girl ever takes a wrong turn with the bit in her +teeth, you'll be puzzled to hold her. What stuff will you make +the reins of?" + +"I don't think she ever will take a wrong turn," said Mr. +Rossitur. + +"A look is enough to manage her, if she did," said his wife. " +Hugh is not more gentle." + +"I should be inclined rather to fear her not having stability +of character enough," said Mr. Rossitur. "She is so very meek +and yielding, I almost doubt whether anything would give her +courage to take ground of her own, and keep it." + +"Hum well, well!" said the old doctor, walking off after the +children. "Prince Arthur, will you bring this damsel up to my +den some of these days? the 'faire Una' is safe from the +wild beasts, you know; and I'll show her books enough to +build herself a house with, if she likes." + +The acceptance of this invitation led to some of the +pleasantest hours of Fleda's city life. The visits to the +great library became very frequent. Dr. Gregory and the +children were little while in growing fond of each other; he +loved to see them, and taught them to come at such times as +the library was free of visitors and his hands of engagements. +Then he delighted himself with giving them pleasure, +especially Fleda, whose quick curiosity and intelligence were +a constant amusement to him. He would establish the children +in some corner of the large apartments, out of the way behind +a screen of books and tables; and there, shut out from the +world, they would enjoy a kind of fairyland pleasure over some +volume or set of engravings that they could not see at home. +Hours and hours were spent so. Fleda would stand clasping her +hands before Audubon, or rapt over a finely illustrated book +of travels, or going through and through, with Hugh, the works +of the best masters of the pencil and the graver. The doctor +found he could trust them, and then all the treasures of the +library were at their disposal. Very often he put chosen +pieces of reading into their hands; and it was pleasantest of +all when he was not busy and came and sat down with them; for +with all his odd manner he was extremely kind, and could and +did put them in the way to profit greatly by their +opportunities. The doctor and the children had nice times +there together. + +They lasted for many months, and grew more and more worth. Mr. +Schwiden carried off Marion, as Fleda had foreseen he would, +before the end of spring; and after she was gone, something +like the old pleasant Paris life was taken up again. They had +no more company now than was agreeable, and it was picked not +to suit Marion's taste, but her father's a very different +matter. Fleda and Hugh were not forbidden the dinner-table, +and so had the good of hearing much useful conversation, from +which the former, according to custom, made her steady, +precious gleanings. The pleasant evenings in the family were +still better enjoyed than they used to be. Fleda was older; +and the snug, handsome American house had a home-feeling to +her that the wide Parisian saloons never knew. She had become +bound to her uncle and aunt by all but the ties of blood; +nobody in the house ever remembered that she was not born +their daughter; except, indeed, Fleda herself, who remembered +everything, and with whom the forming of any new affections or +relations somehow never blotted out or even faded the register +of the old. It lived in all its brightness; the writing of +past loves and friendships was as plain as ever in her heart; +and often, often the eye and the kiss of memory fell upon it. +In the secret of her heart's core; for still, as at the first, +no one had a suspicion of the movings of thought that were +beneath that childish brow. No one guessed how clear a +judgment weighed and decided upon many things. No one dreamed, +amid their busy, bustling, thoughtless life, how often, in the +street, in her bed, in company and alone, her mother's last +prayer was in Fleda's heart; well cherished; never forgotten. + +Her education and Hugh's meanwhile went on after the old +fashion. If Mr. Rossitur had more time, he seemed to have no +more thought for the matter; and Mrs. Rossitur, fine-natured +as she was, had never been trained to self-exertion, and, of +course, was entirely out of the way of training others. Her +children were pieces of perfection, and needed no oversight; +her house was a piece of perfection too. If either had not +been, Mrs. Rossitur would have been utterly at a loss how to +mend matters, except in the latter instance, by getting a +new housekeeper; and as Mrs. Renney, the good woman who held +that station, was in everybody's opinion another treasure, +Mrs. Rossitur's mind was uncrossed by the shadow of such a +dilemma. With Mrs. Renney, as with every one else, Fleda was +held in highest regard always welcome to her premises, and +to those mysteries of her trade which were sacred from other +intrusion. Fleda's natural inquisitiveness carried her often +to the housekeeper's room, and made her there the same curious +and careful observer that she had been in the library or at +the Louvre. + +"Come," said Hugh, one day when he had sought and found her in +Mrs. Renney's precincts "come away, Fleda! What do you want +to stand here and see Mrs. Renney roll butter and sugar for?" + +"My dear Mr. Rossitur," said Fleda, "you don't understand +quelquechoses. How do you know but I may have to get my living +by making them, some day?" + +"By making what?" said Hugh. + +"Quelquechoses Anglice, kickshaws alias, sweet trifles, +denominated merrings." + +"Pshaw, Fleda!" + +"Miss. Fleda is more likely to get her living by eating them, +Mr. Hugh, isn't she?" said the housekeeper. + +"I hope to decline both lines of life," said Fleda, +laughingly, as she followed Hugh out of the room. But her +chance remark had grazed the truth sufficiently near. + +Those years in New York were a happy time for little Fleda a +time when mind and body flourished under the sun of +prosperity. Luxury did not spoil her; and any one that saw her +in the soft furs of her winter wrappings, would have said that +delicate cheek and frame were never made to know the +unkindliness of harsher things. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI + + +"Whereunto is money good? +Who has it not wants hardihood. +Who has it has much trouble and care, +Who once has had it has despair." +LONGFELLOW. _From the German_. + + +It was the middle of winter. One day Hugh and Fleda had come +home from their walk. They dashed into the parlour, +complaining that it was bitterly cold, and began unrobing +before the glowing grate, which was a mass of living fire from +end to end. Mrs. Rossitur was there in an easy chair, alone, +and doing nothing. That was not a thing absolutely unheard of, +but Fleda had not pulled off her second glove before she bent +down towards her, and in a changed tone tenderly asked if she +did not feel well. + +Mrs. Rossitur looked up in her face a minute, and then drawing +her down, kissed the blooming cheeks, one and the other, +several times. But as she looked off to the fire again, Fleda +saw that it was through watering eyes. She dropped on her +knees by the side of the easy chair, that she might have a +better sight of that face, and tried to read it as she asked +again what was the matter; and Hugh, coming to the other side, +repeated her question. His mother passed an arm round each, +looking wistfully from one to the other, and kissing them +earnestly, but she said only, with a very heart-felt emphasis, +"Poor children!" + +Fleda was now afraid to speak, but Hugh pressed his inquiry. + +"Why 'poor', Mamma? what makes you say so?" + +"Because you are poor really, dear Hugh. We have lost +everything we have in the world." + +"Mamma! What do you mean?" + +"Your father has failed." + +"Failed! But, Mamma, I thought he wasn't in business?" + +"So I thought," said Mrs. Rossitur; "I didn't know people +could fail that were not in business; but it seems they can. +He was a partner in some concern or other, and it's all broken +to pieces, and your father with it, he says!" + +Mrs. Rossitur's face was distressful. They were all silent for +a little, Hugh kissing his mother's wet cheeks. Fleda had +softly nestled her head in her bosom. But Mrs. Rossitur soon +recovered herself. + +"How bad is it, mother?" said Hugh. + +"As bad as can possibly be." + +"Is everything gone?" + +"Everything!" + +"You don't mean the house, Mamma?" + +"The house, and all that is in it." + +The children's hearts were struck, and they were silent again, +only a trembling touch of Fleda's lips spoke sympathy and +patience, if ever a kiss did. + +"But, Mamma," said Hugh, after he had gathered breath for it, +"do you mean to say that everything, literally everything, is +gone? Is there nothing left?" + +"Nothing in the world not a sou." + +"Then what are we going to do?" + +Mrs. Rossitur shook her head, and had no words. + +Fleda looked across to Hugh to ask no more, and putting her +arms around her aunt's neck, and laying cheek to cheek, she +spoke what comfort she could. + +"Don't, dear aunt Lucy! there will be some way things +always turn out better than at first, I dare say we shall find +out it isn't so bad by and by. Don't you mind it, and then we +wont. We can be happy anywhere together." + +If there was not much in the reasoning, there was something in +the tone of the words, to bid Mrs. Rossitur bear herself well. +Its tremulous sweetness, its anxious love, was without a taint +of self-recollection; its sorrow was for her. Mrs. Rossitur +felt that she must not show herself overcome. She again kissed +and blessed, and pressed closer in her arms, her little +comforter, while her other hand was given to Hugh. + +"I have only heard about it this morning. Your uncle was here +telling me just now a little while before you came in. Don't +say anything about it before him." + +Why not? The words struck Fleda disagreeably. + +"What will be done with the house, Mamma?" said Hugh. + +"Sold sold, and everything in it." + +"Papa's books, Mamma! and all the things in the library!" +exclaimed Hugh, looking terrified. + +Mrs. Rossitur's face gave the answer; do it in words she could +not. + +The children were a long time silent, trying hard to swallow +this bitter pill; and still Hugh's hand was in his mother's, +and Fleda's head lay on her bosom. Thought was busy, going up +and down, and breaking the companionship they had so long held +with the pleasant drawing-room, and the tasteful arrangements +among which Fleda was so much at home; the easy chairs in +whose comfortable arms she had had so many an hour of nice +reading; the soft rug, where, in the very wantonness of +frolic, she had stretched herself to play with King; that very +luxurious bright grateful of fire, which had given her so +often the same warm welcome home an apt introduction to the +other stores of comfort which awaited her above and below +stairs; the rich-coloured curtains and carpet, the beauty of +which had been such a constant gratification to Fleda's eye; +and the exquisite French table and lamps they had brought out +with them, in which her uncle and aunt had so much pride, and +which could nowhere be matched for elegance they must all be +said "good-bye" to; and as yet fancy had nothing to furnish +the future with; it looked very bare. + +King had come in, and wagged himself up close to his mistress, +but even he could obtain nothing but the touch of most +abstracted finger-ends. Yet, though keenly recognised, these +thoughts were only passing compared with the anxious and +sorrowful ones that went to her aunt and uncle; for Hugh and +her, she judged, it was less matter. And Mrs. Rossitur's care +was most for her husband; and Hugh's was for them all. His +associations were less quick, and his tastes less keen, than +Fleda's, and less a part of himself. Hugh lived in his +affections; with a salvo to them he could bear to lose +anything and go anywhere. + +"Mamma," said he, after a long time "will anything be done +with Fleda's books?" + +A question that had been in Fleda's mind before, but which she +had patiently forborne just then to ask. + +"No, indeed!" said Mrs. Rossitur, pressing Fleda more closely, +and kissing in a kind of rapture the sweet, thoughtful face +"not yours, my darling; they can't touch anything that belongs +to you I wish it was more and I don't suppose they will +take anything of mine either." + +"Ah, well!" said Fleda, raising her head, "you have got quite +a parcel of books, aunt Lucy, and I have a good many how +well it is I have had so many given me since I have been here! +That will make quite a nice little library, both together, and +Hugh has some; I thought perhaps we shouldn't have one at all +left, and that would have been rather bad." + +"Rather bad!" Mrs. Rossitur looked at her, and was dumb. + +"Only don't you wear a sad face for anything!" Fleda went on +earnestly; "we shall be perfectly happy if you and uncle Rolf +only will be." + +"My dear children!" said Mrs. Rossitur, wiping her eyes, "it +is for you I am unhappy you and your uncle; I do not think +of myself." + +"And we do not think of ourselves, Mamma," said Hugh. + +"I know it; but having good children don't make one care less +about them," said Mrs. Rossitur, the tears fairly raining over +her fingers. + +Hugh pulled the fingers down and again tried the efficacy of +his lips. + +"And you know Papa thinks most of you, Mamma." + +"Ah, your father!" said Mrs. Rossitur shaking her head; "I am +afraid it will go hard with him! But I will be happy as long +as I have you two, or else I should be a very wicked woman. It +only grieves me to think of your education and prospects" + +"Fleda's piano, Mamma!" said Hugh, with sudden dismay. + +Mrs. Rossitur shook her head again and covered her eyes, while +Fleda stretching across to Hugh, gave him, by look and touch, +an earnest admonition to let that subject alone. And then, +with a sweetness and gentleness like nothing but the breath of +the south wind, she wooed her aunt to hope and resignation. +Hugh held back, feeling or thinking that Fleda could do it +better than he, and watching her progress, as Mrs. Rossitur +took her hand from her face and smiled, at first mournfully, +and then really mirthfully, in Fleda's face, at some sally +that nobody but a nice observer would have seen was got up for +the occasion; and it was hardly that, so completely had the +child forgotten her own sorrow in ministering to that of +another. "Blessed are the peacemakers!" It is always so. + +"You are a witch or a fairy," said Mrs. Rossitur, catching her +again in her arms "nothing else! You must try your powers of +charming upon your uncle." + +Fleda laughed without any effort; but as to trying her slight +wand upon Mr. Rossitur, she had serious doubts. And the doubts +became certainty when they met at dinner; he looked so grave +that she dared not attack him. It was a gloomy meal, for the +face that should have lighted the whole table cast a shadow +there. + +Without at all comprehending the whole of her husband's +character, the sure magnetism of affection had enabled Mrs. +Rossitur to divine his thoughts. Pride was his ruling passion; +not such pride as Mr. Carleton's, which was rather like +exaggerated self-respect, but wider and more indiscriminate in +its choice of objects. It was pride in his family name; pride +in his own talents, which were considerable; pride in his +family, wife, and children, and all of which he thought did +him honour if they had not, his love for them assuredly +would have known some diminishing; pride in his wealth, and in +the attractions with which it surrounded him; and, lastly, +pride in the skill, taste, and connoisseurship which enabled +him to bring those attractions together. Furthermore, his love +for both literature and art was true and strong; and for many +years he had accustomed himself to lead a life of great +luxuriousness, catering for body and mind in every taste that +could be elegantly enjoyed; and again proud of the elegance of +every enjoyment. The change of circumstances which touched his +pride, wounded him at every point where he was vulnerable at +all. + +Fleda had never felt so afraid of him. She was glad to see Dr. +Gregory come in to tea. Mr. Rossitur was not there. The Doctor +did not touch upon affairs, if he had heard of their +misfortune; he went on as usual in a rambling cheerful way all +tea-time, talking mostly to Fleda and Hugh. But after tea he +talked no more, but sat still and waited till the master of +the house came in. + +Fleda thought Mr. Rossitur did not look glad to see him. But +how could he look glad about anything? He did not sit down, +and for a few minutes there was a kind of meaning silence. +Fleda sat in the corner with the heartache, to see her uncle's +gloomy tramp up and down the rich apartment, and her aunt +Lucy's gaze at him. + +"Humph! well! So!" said the Doctor, at last, "You've all +gone overboard with a smash, I understand?" + +The walker gave him no regard. + +"True, is it?" said the doctor. + +Mr. Rossitur made no answer, unless a smothered grunt might be +taken for one. + +"How came it about?" + +"Folly and devilry." + +"Humph! bad capital to work upon. I hope the principal is +gone with the interest. What's the amount of your loss?" + +"Ruin." + +"Humph! French ruin, or American ruin? because there's a +difference. What do you mean?" + +"I am not so happy as to understand you, Sir; but we shall not +pay seventy cents, on the dollar." + +The old gentleman got up, and stood before the fire, with his +back to Mr. Rossitur, saying, "That was rather bad." + +"What are you going to do?" + +Mr. Rossitur hesitated a few moments for an answer, and then +said + +"Pay the seventy cents, and begin the world anew with +nothing." + +"Of course," said the doctor. "I understand that; but where +and how? What end of the world will you take up first?." + +Mr. Rossitur writhed in impatience or disgust, and after again +hesitating, answered drily, that he had not determined. + +"Have you thought of anything in particular?" + +"Zounds! no, Sir, nothing except my misfortune. That's enough +for one day." + +"And too much," said the old doctor, "unless you can mix some +other thought with it. That's what I came for. Will you go +into business?" + +Fleda was startled by the vehemence with which her uncle said, +"No, never!" and he presently added, "I'll do nothing here." + +"Well, well," said the doctor to himself; "will you go into +the country?" + +"Yes! anywhere! the further the better." + +Mrs. Rossitur startled, but her husband's face did not +encourage her to open her lips. + +"Ay; but on a farm, I mean?" + +"On anything, that will give me a standing." + +"I thought that, too," said Dr. Gregory, now whirling about. +"I have a fine piece of land that wants a tenant. You may take +it at an easy rate, and pay me when the crops come in. I +shouldn't expect so young a farmer, you know, to keep any +closer terms." + +"How far is it?" + +"Far enough up in Wyandot County." + +"How large?" + +"A matter of two or three hundred acres of so. It is very +fine, they say. It came into a fellow's hands that owed me +what I thought was a bad debt: so, for fear he would never pay +me, I thought best to take it and pay him; whether the place +will ever fill my pockets again remains to be seen doubtful, +I think." + +"I'll take it, Dr. Gregory, and see if I cannot bring that +about." + +"Pooh, pooh! fill your own. I am not careful about it; the +less money one has the more it jingles, unless it gets too +low, indeed." + +"I will take it, Dr. Gregory, and feel myself under obligation +to you." + +"No, I told you, not till the crops come in. No obligation is +binding till the term is up. Well, I'll see you further about +it." + +"But Rolf!" said Mrs. Rossitur, "stop a minute; uncle, don't +go yet; Rolf don't know anything in the world about the +management of a farm; neither do I." + +"The 'faire Una' can enlighten you," said the doctor, waving +his hand towards his little favourite in the corner. "But I +forgot! Well, if you don't know, the crops wont come in; +that's all the difference." + +But Mrs. Rossitur looked anxiously at her husband. "Do you +know exactly what you are undertaking, Rolf!" she said. + +"If I do not, I presume I shall discover in time." + +"But it may be too late," said Mrs. Rossitur, in the tone of +sad remonstrance that had gone all the length it dared. + +"It can not be too late!" said her husband, impatiently. "If I +do not know what I am taking up, I know very well what I am +laying down; and it does not signify a straw what comes after + if it was a snail-shell, that would cover my head!" + +"Hum " said the old doctor, "the snail is very well in his +way, but I have no idea that he was ever cut out for a +farmer." + +"Do you think you will find it a business you would like, Mr. +Rossitur?" said his wife, timidly. + +"I tell you," said he, facing about, "it is not a question of +liking. I will like anything that will bury me out of the +world." + +Poor Mrs. Rossitur! She had not yet come to wishing herself +buried alive, and she had small faith in the permanence of her +husband's taste for it. She looked desponding. + +"You don't suppose," said Mr. Rossitur, stopping again in the +middle of the floor, after another turn and a half "you do +not suppose that I am going to take the labouring of the farm +upon myself? I shall employ some one, of course, who +understands the matter, to take all that off my hands." + +The doctor thought of the old proverb, and the alternative the +plough presents to those who would thrive by it; Fleda thought +of Mr. Didenhover; Mrs. Rossitur would fain have suggested +that such an important person must be well paid; but neither +of them spoke. + +"Of course," said Mr. Rossitur, haughtily, as he went on with +his walk, "I do not expect, any more than you, to live in the +back woods the life we have been leading here. That is at an +end." + +"Is it a very wild country?" asked Mrs. Rossitur of the +doctor. + +"No wild beasts, my dear, if that is your meaning and I do +not suppose there are even many snakes left by this time." + +"No, but, dear uncle, I mean, is it in all unsettled state?" + +"No, my dear, not at all perfectly quiet." + +"Ah! but do not play with me," exclaimed poor Mrs. Rossitur, +between laughing and crying; "I mean, is it far from any +town, and not among neighbours?" + +"Far enough to be out of the way of morning calls," said the +doctor; "and when your neighbours come to see you, they will +expect tea by four o'clock. There are not a great many near +by, but they don't mind coming from five or six miles off." + +Mrs. Rossitur looked chilled, and horrified. To her he had +described a very wild country indeed. Fleda would have laughed +if it had not been for her aunt's face; but that settled down +into a doubtful anxious look that pained her. It pained the +old doctor too. + +"Come," said he, touching her pretty chin with his fore-finger + "what are you thinking of? folks may be good folks, and yet +have tea at four o'clock, mayn't they?" + +"When do they have dinner!" said Mrs. Rossitur. + +"I really don't know. When you get settled up there, I'll come +and see." + +"Hardly," said Mrs. Rossitur. "I don't believe it would be +possible for Emile to get dinner before the tea-time; and I am +sure I shouldn't like to propose such a thing to Mrs. Renney." + +The doctor fidgeted about a little on the hearth-rug, and +looked comical, perfectly understood by one acute observer in +the corner. + +"Are you wise enough to imagine, Lucy," said Mr. Rossitur, +sternly, "that you can carry your whole establishment with +you? What do you suppose Emile and Mrs. Renney would do in a +farmhouse?" + +"I can do without whatever you can," said Mrs. Rossitur, +meekly. "I did not know that you would be willing to part with +Emile, and I do not think Mrs. Renney would like to leave us." + +"I told you before, it is no more a question of liking," +answered he. + +"And if it were," said the doctor, "I have no idea that +Monsieur Emile and Madame Renney would be satisfied with the +style of a country kitchen, or think the interior of +Yankeeland a hopeful sphere for their energies." + +"What sort of a house is it?" said Mrs. Rossitur. + +"A wooden-frame house, I believe." + +"No, but, dear uncle, do tell me." + +"What sort of a house? Humph large enough, I am told. It +will accommodate you in one way." + +"Comfortable?" + +"I don't know," said the doctor, shaking his head "depends +on who's in it. No house is that per se. But I reckon there +isn't much plate glass. I suppose you'll find the doors all +painted blue, and every fireplace with a crane in it." + +"A crane!" said Mrs. Rossitur, to whose imagination the word +suggested nothing but a large water-bird with a long neck. + +"Ay!" said the doctor. "But it's just as well. You wont want +hanging lamps there and candelabra would hardly be in place +either, to hold tallow candles." + +"Tallow candles!" exclaimed Mrs. Rossitur. Her husband winced, +but said nothing. + +"Ay," said the doctor, again "and make them yourself, if you +are a good housewife. Come, Lucy," said he, taking her hand, +"do you know how the wild fowl do on the Chesapeake? duck +and swim under water till they can show their heads with +safety. 'T wont spoil your eyes to see by a tallow candle." + +Mrs. Rossitur half smiled, but looked anxiously towards her +husband. + +"Pooh, pooh! Rolf wont care what the light burns that lights +him to independence and when you get there, you may +illuminate with a whole whale if you like. By the way, Rolf, +there is a fine water power up yonder, and a saw-mill in good +order, they tell me, but a short way from the house. Hugh +might learn to manage it, and it would be fine employment for +him." + +"Hugh!" said his mother, disconsolately. Mr. Rossitur neither +spoke nor looked an answer. Fleda sprang forward. + +"A saw-mill! Uncle Orrin! where is it?" + +"Just a little way from the house, they say. You can't manage +it, fair Saxon! though you look as if you would undertake +all the mills in creation, for a trifle." + +"No, but the place, uncle Orrin; where is the place?" + +"The place? Hum why it's up in Wyandot County some five or +six miles from the Montepoole Spring what's this they call +it? Queechy! By the way!" said he, reading Fleda's +countenance, "it is the very place where your father was born! + it is! I didn't think of that before." + +Fleda's hands were clasped. + +"Oh, I am very glad!" she said. "It's my old home. It is the +most lovely place, aunt Lucy! most lovely and we shall +have some good neighbours there too. Oh, I am very glad! The +dear old saw-mill! " + +"Dear old saw-mill!" said the doctor, looking at her. "Rolf, +I'll tell you what, you shall give me this girl. I want her. I +can take better care of her, perhaps, now, than you can. Let +her come to me when you leave the city it will be better for +her than to help work the saw-mill; and I have as good a right +to her as anybody, for Amy before her was like my own child." + +The doctor spoke not with his usual light jesting manner, but +very seriously. Hugh's lips parted Mrs. Rossitur looked with +a sad thoughtful look at Fleda Mr. Rossitur walked up and +down looking at nobody. Fleda watched him. + +"What does Fleda herself say?" said he, stopping short +suddenly. His face softened, and his eye changed as it fell +upon her, for the first time that day. Fleda saw her opening; +she came to him, within his arms, and laid her head upon his +breast. + +"What does Fleda say?" said he, softly kissing her. + +Fleda's tears said a good deal, that needed no interpreter. +She felt her uncle's hand passed more and more tenderly over +her head so tenderly that it made it all the more difficult +for her to govern herself and stop her tears. But she did stop +them, and looked up at him then with such a face so glowing +through smiles and tears it was like a very rainbow of hope +upon the cloud of their prospects. Mr. Rossitur felt the power +of the sunbeam wand; it reached his heart; it was even with a +smile that he said, as he looked at her + +"Will you go to your uncle Orrin, Fleda?" + +"Not if uncle Rolf will keep me." + +"Keep you!" said Mr. Rossitur; "I should like to see who +wouldn't keep you! There, Dr. Gregory, you have your answer." + +"Hum! I might have known," said the doctor, "that the 'faire +Una' would abjure cities. Come here, you Elf!" and he +wrapped her in his arms so tight she could not stir "I have +a spite against you for this. What amends will you make me for +such an affront?" + +"Let me take breath," said Fleda, laughing, "and I'll tell +you. You don't want any amends, uncle Orrin." + +"Well," said he, gazing with more feeling than he cared to +show into that sweet face, so innocent of apology-making you +shall promise me that you will not forget uncle Orrin, and the +old house in Bleecker Street." + +Fleda's eyes grew more wistful. + +"And will you promise me that if ever you want anything, you +will come, or send straight there?" + +"If ever I want anything I can't get nor do without," said +Fleda. + +"Pshaw!" said the doctor, letting her go, but laughing at the +same time. " Mind my words, Mr. and Mrs. Rossitur if ever +that girl takes the wrong bit in her mouth Well, well! I'll +go home." + +Home he went. The rest drew together particularly near, round +the fire Hugh at his father's shoulder, and Fleda kneeling +on the rug, between her uncle and aunt, with a hand on each; +and there was not one of them whose gloom was not lightened by +her bright face and cheerful words of hope, that, in the new +scenes they were going to, "they would all be so happy." + +The days that followed were gloomy, but Fleda's ministry was +unceasing. Hugh seconded her well, though more passively. +Feeling less pain himself, he perhaps for that very reason was +less acutely alive to it in others not so quick to foresee +and ward off, not so skilful to allay it. Fleda seemed to have +intuition for the one and a charm for the other. To her there +was pain in every parting; her sympathies clung to whatever +wore the livery of habit. There was hardly any piece of +furniture, there was no book or marble or picture, that she +could take leave of without a pang. But it was kept to +herself; her sorrowful good-byes were said in secret; before +others, in all those weeks, she was a very Euphrosyne light, +bright, cheerful of eye, and foot, and hand a shield between +her aunt and every annoyance that she could take instead a +good little fairy, that sent her sunbeam wand, quick as a +flash, where any eye rested gloomily. People did not always +find out where the light came from, but it was her witchery. + +The creditors would touch none of Mrs. Rossitur's things, her +husband's honourable behaviour had been so thorough. They even +presented him with one or two pictures, which he sold for a +considerable sum; and to Mrs. Rossitur they gave up all the +plate in daily use, a matter of great rejoicing to Fleda, who +knew well how sorely it would have been missed. She and her +aunt had quite a little library, too, of their own private +store; a little one it was indeed, but the worth of every +volume was now trebled in her eyes. Their furniture was all +left behind; and in its stead went some of neat light painted +wood, which looked to Fleda deliciously countrified. A +promising cook and housemaid were engaged to go with them to +the wilds, and about the first of April they turned their +backs upon the city. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +"The thresher's weary flinging-tree +The lee-lang day had tired me: +And whan the day had closed his e'e, +Far i' the west, +Ben i' the spence, right pensivelie, +I gaed to rest." +BURNS. + + +Queechy was reached at night. Fleda had promised herself to be +off almost with the dawn of light the next morning to see aunt +Miriam, but a heavy rain kept her fast at home the whole day. +It was very well; she was wanted there. + +Despite the rain and her disappointment it was impossible for +Fleda to lie abed from the time the first grey light began to +break in at her windows those old windows that had rattled +their welcome to her all night. She was up and dressed, and +had had a long consultation with herself over matters and +prospects before anybody else had thought of leaving the +indubitable comfort of a feather bed for the doubtful +contingency of happiness that awaited them down stairs. Fleda +took in the whole length and breadth of it, half wittingly and +half through some finer sense than that of the understanding. + +The first view of things could not strike them pleasantly; it +was not to be looked for. The doors did not happen to be +painted blue; they were a deep chocolate colour doors and +wainscot. The fire-places were not all furnished with cranes, +but they were all uncouthly wide and deep. Nobody would have +thought them so indeed in the winter, when piled up with +blazing hickory logs; but in summer they yawned uncomfortably +upon the eye. The ceilings were low; the walls rough papered +or rougher whitewashed; the sashes not hung; the rooms, +otherwise well enough proportioned, stuck with little +cupboards, in recesses and corners, and out-of-the-way places, +in a style impertinently suggestive of housekeeping, and +fitted to shock any symmetrical set of nerves. The old house +had undergone a thorough putting in order, it is true; the +chocolate paint was just dry, and the paper-hangings freshly +put up; and the bulk of the new furniture had been sent on +before and unpacked, though not a single article of it was in +its right place. The house was clean and tight that is, as +tight as it ever was. But the colour had been unfortunately +chosen perhaps there was no help for that; the paper was +very coarse and countrified; the big windows were startling, +they looked so bare, without any manner of drapery; and the +long reaches of wall were unbroken by mirror or picture-frame. +And this to eyes trained to eschew ungracefulness and that +abhorred a vacuum as much as nature is said to do! Even Fleda +felt there was something disagreeable in the change, though it +reached her more through the channel of other people's +sensitiveness than her own. To her it was the dear old house +still, though her eyes had seen better things since they loved +it. No corner or recess could have a pleasanter filling, to +her fancy, than the old brown cupboard or shelves which had +always been there. But what would her uncle say to them! and +to that dismal paper! and what would aunt Lucy think of those +rattling window sashes! this cool raw day, too, for the first! + + +Think as she might, Fleda did not stand still to think. She +had gone softly all over the house, taking a strange look at +the old places and the images with which memory filled them, +thinking of the last time, and many a time before that and +she had at last come back to the sitting-room, long before +anybody else was down stairs; the two tired servants were just +rubbing their eyes open in the kitchen, and speculating +themselves awake. Leaving them, at their peril, to get ready a +decent breakfast (by the way she grudged them the old +kitchen), Fleda set about trying what her wand could do +towards brightening the face of affairs in the other part of +the house. It was quite cold enough for a fire, luckily. She +ordered one to be made, and meanwhile busied herself with the +various stray packages and articles of wearing apparel that +lay scattered about, giving the whole place a look of +discomfort. Fleda gathered them up, and bestowed them in one +or two of the impertinent cupboards, and then undertook the +labour of carrying out all the wrong furniture that had got +into the breakfast-room, and bringing in that which really +belonged there from the hall and the parlour beyond, moving +like a mouse that she might not disturb the people up stairs. +A quarter of an hour was spent in arranging to the best +advantage these various pieces of furniture in the room; it +was the very same in which Mr. Carleton and Charlton Rossitur +had been received the memorable day of the roast-pig dinner, +but that was not the uppermost association in Fleda's mind. +Satisfied at last that a happier effect could not be produced +with the given materials, and well pleased too, with her +success, Fleda turned to the fire. It was made, but not by any +means doing its part to encourage the other portions of the +room to look their best. Fleda knew something of wood fires +from old times; she laid hold of the tongs, and touched and +loosened and coaxed a stick here and there, with a delicate +hand, till, seeing the very opening it had wanted without +which neither fire nor hope can keep its activity the blaze +sprang up energetically, crackling through all the piled oak +and hickory, and driving the smoke clean out of sight. Fleda +had done her work. It would have been a misanthropical person +indeed that could have come into the room then, and not felt +his face brighten. One other thing remained setting the +breakfast-table; and Fleda would let no hands but hers do it +this morning; she was curious about the setting of tables. How +she remembered or divined where everything had been stowed; +how quietly and efficiently her little fingers unfastened +hampers and pried into baskets, without making any noise; till +all the breakfast paraphernalia of silver, china, and table- +linen was found, gathered from various receptacles, and laid +in most exquisite order on the table. State Street never saw +better. Fleda stood and looked at it then, in immense +satisfaction, seeing that her uncle's eye would miss nothing +of its accustomed gratification. To her the old room, shining +with firelight and new furniture, was perfectly charming. If +those great windows were staringly bright, health and +cheerfulness seemed to look in at them. And what other images +of association, with "nods and becks and wreathed smiles," +looked at her out of the curling flames in the old wide fire- +place! And one other angel stood there unseen the one whose +errand it is to see fulfilled the promise, "Give, and it shall +be given to you; full measure, and pressed down, and heaped +up, and running over." + +A little while Fleda sat contentedly eyeing her work; then a +new idea struck her and she sprang up. In the next meadow, +only one fence between, a little spring of purest water ran +through from the woodland; water-cresses used to grow there. +Uncle Rolf was very fond of them. It was pouring with rain; +but no matter. Her heart beating between haste and delight, +Fleda slipped her feet into galoches, and put an old cloak of +Hugh's over her head, and ran out through the kitchen, the old +accustomed way. The servants exclaimed and entreated, but +Fleda only flashed a bright look at them from under her cloak +as she opened the door, and ran off, over the wet grass, under +the fence, and over half the meadow, till she came to the +stream. She was getting a delicious taste of old times; and +though the spring water was very cold, and with it and the +rain one-half of each sleeve was soon thoroughly wetted, she +gathered her cresses, and scampered back with a pair of eyes +and cheeks that might have struck any city belle chill with +envy. + +"Then, but that's a sweet girl!" said Mary the cook to Jane +the housemaid. + +"A lovely countenance she has," answered Jane, who was refined +in her speech. + +"Take her away, and you've taken the best of the house, I'm a +thinking." + +"Mrs. Rossitur is a lady," said Jane, in a low voice. + +"Ay, and a very proper behaved one she is, and him the same, +that is, for a gentleman I mean; but Jane; I say, I'm thinking +he'll have eat too much sour bread lately! I wish I knowed how +they'd have their eggs boiled till I'd have them ready." + +"Sure it's on the table itself they'll do 'em," said Jane. +"They've an elegant little fixture in there for the purpose." + +"Is that it!" + +Nobody found out how busy Fleda's wand had been in the old +breakfast-room. But she was not disappointed; she had not +worked for praise. Her cresses were appreciated; that was +enough. She enjoyed her breakfast the only one of the party +that did. Mr. Rossitur looked moody; his wife looked anxious; +and Hugh's face was the reflection of theirs. If Fleda's face +reflected anything, it was the sunlight of heaven. + +"How sweet the air is after New York!" said she. + +They looked at her. There was a fresh sweetness of another +kind about that breakfast-table. They all felt it, and +breathed more freely. + +"Delicious cresses!' said Mrs. Rossitur. + +"Yes; I wonder where they came from," said her husband. "Who +got them?" + +"I guess Fleda knows," said Hugh. + +"They grow in a little stream of spring water over here in the +meadow," said Fleda, demurely. + +"Yes, but you don't answer my question," said her uncle, +putting his hand under her chin, and smiling at the blushing +face he brought round to view. "Who got them?" + +"I did." + +"You have been out in the rain?" + +"Oh, Queechy rain don't hurt me, uncle Rolf." + +"And don't it wet you either?" + +"Yes, Sir a little." + +"How much?" + +"My sleeves oh, I dried them long ago." + +"Don't you repeat that experiment, Fleda," said he, seriously, +but with a look that was a good reward to her, nevertheless. + +"It is a raw day!" said Mrs. Rossitur, drawing her shoulders +together, as an ill-disposed window-sash gave one of its +admonitory shakes. + +"What little panes of glass for such big windows!" said Hugh. + +"But what a pleasant prospect through them," said Fleda +"look, Hugh! worth all the Batteries and Parks in the +world." + +"In the world! in New York, you mean," said her uncle. "Not +better than the Champs Elysιes?" + +"Better to me," said Fleda. + +"For to-day I must attend to the prospect in-doors," said Mrs. +Rossitur. + +"Now, aunt Lucy," said Fleda, "you are just going to put +yourself down in the corner, in the rocking-chair there, with +your book, and make yourself comfortable; and Hugh and I will +see to all these things. Hugh and I and Mary and Jane that +makes quite an army of us, and we can do everything without +you, and you must just keep quiet. I'll build you up a fine +fire, and then, when I don't know what to do, I will come to +you for orders. Uncle Rolf, would you be so good as just to +open that box of books in the hall, because I am afraid Hugh +isn't strong enough. I'll take care of you, aunt Lucy." + +Fleda's plans were not entirely carried out, but she contrived +pretty well to take the brunt of the business on her own +shoulders. She was as busy as a bee the whole day. To her all +the ins and outs of the house, its advantages and +disadvantages, were much better known than to anybody else; +nothing could be done but by her advice; and, more than that, +she contrived by some sweet management to baffle Mrs. +Rossitur's desire to spare her, and to bear the larger half of +every burden that should have come upon her aunt. What she had +done in the breakfast-room, she did or helped to do in the +other parts of the house; she unpacked boxes and put away +clothes and linen, in which Hugh was her excellent helper; she +arranged her uncle's dressing-table with a scrupulosity that +left nothing uncared-for; and the last thing before tea she +and Hugh dived into the book-box to get out some favourite +volumes to lay upon the table in the evening, that the room +might not look to her uncle quite so dismally bare. He had +been abroad, notwithstanding the rain, near the whole day. + +It was a weary party that gathered round the supper-table that +night weary, it seemed, as much in mind as in body; and the +meal exerted its cheering influence over only two of them; Mr. +and Mrs. Rossitur sipped their cups of tea abstractedly. + +"I don't believe that fellow, Donohan, knows much about his +business," remarked the former at length. + +"Why don't you get somebody else, then?" said his wife. + +"I happen to have engaged him, unfortunately." + +A pause. + +"What doesn't he know?" + +Mr. Rossitur laughed, not a pleasant laugh. + +"It would take too long to enumerate. If you had asked me what +part of his business he does understand, I could have told you +shortly that I don't know." + +"But you do not understand it very well yourself. Are you +sure?" + +"Am I sure of what?" + +"That this man does not know his business?" + +"No further sure than I can have confidence in my own common +sense." + +"What will you do?" said Mrs. Rossitur, after a moment. + +A question men are not fond of answering, especially when they +have not made up their minds. Mr. Rossitur was silent, and his +wife too, after that. + +"If I could get some long-headed Yankee to go along with him," +he remarked again, balancing his spoon on the edge of his cup, +in curious illustration of his own mental position at the +moment Donohan being the only fixed point, and all the rest +wavering in uncertainty. There were a few silent minutes +before anybody answered. + +"If you want one, and don't know of one, uncle Rolf," said +Fleda, "I dare say cousin Seth might." + +That gentle modest speech brought his attention round upon +her. His face softened. + +"Cousin Seth? who is cousin Seth?" + +"He is aunt Miriam's son," said Fleda. "Seth Plumfield. He's a +very good farmer, I know; grandpa used to say he was; and he +knows everybody." + +"Mrs. Plumfield," said Mrs. Rossitur, as her husband's eyes +went inquiringly to her "Mrs. Plumfield was Mr. Ringgan's +sister, you remember. This is her son." + +"Cousin Seth, eh?" said Mr. Rossitur, dubiously. " Well Why, +Fleda, your sweet air don't seem to agree with you, as far as +I see; I have not known you look so so triste since we +left Paris. What have you been doing, my child?" + +"She has been doing everything, father," said Hugh. + +"Oh! it's nothing," said Fleda, answering Mr. Rossitur's look +and tone of affection with a bright smile. " I'm a little +tired, that's all!" + +"A little tired!' She went to sleep on the sofa directly after +supper, and slept like a baby all the evening; but her power +did not sleep with her; for that quiet, sweet, tired face, +tired in their service, seemed to bear witness against the +indulgence of anything harsh or unlovely in the same +atmosphere. A gentle witness-bearing, but strong in its +gentleness. They sat close together round the fire, talked +softly, and from time to time cast loving glances at the quiet +little sleeper by their side. They did not know that she was a +fairy, and that though her wand had fallen out of her hand it +was still resting upon them. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +"_Gon_. Here is everything advantageous to life. +_Ant_. True; save means to live." +TEMPEST. + + +Fleda's fatigue did not prevent her being up before sunrise +the next day. Fatigue was forgotten, for the light of a fair +spring morning was shining in at her windows, and she meant to +see aunt Miriam before breakfast. She ran out to find Hugh, +and her merry shout reached him before she did, and brought +him to meet her. + +"Come, Hugh! I'm going off up to aunt Miriam's, and I want +you. Come! Isn't this delicious?" + +"Hush!" said Hugh. " Father's just here in the barn. I can't +go, Fleda." + +Fleda's countenance clouded. + +"Can't go! what's the matter? can't you go, Hugh?" + +He shook his head, and went off into the barn. + +A chill came upon Fleda. She turned away with a very sober +step. What if her uncle was in the barn, why should she hush? +He never had been a check upon her merriment never; what was +coming now? Hugh, too, looked disturbed. It was a spring +morning no longer. Fleda forgot the glittering wet grass that +had set her own eyes a-sparkling but a minute ago; she walked +along, cogitating, swinging her bonnet by the strings in +thoughtful vibration, till, by the help of sunlight and sweet +air, and the loved scenes, her spirits again made head and +swept over the sudden hindrance they had met. There were the +blessed old sugar maples, seven in number, that fringed the +side of the road how well Fleda knew them! Only skeletons +now, but she remembered how beautiful they looked after the +October frosts; and presently they would be putting out their +new green leaves, and be beautiful in another way. How +different in their free-born luxuriance from the dusty and +city-prisoned elms and willows she had left! She came to the +bridge then, and stopped with a thrill of pleasure and pain to +look and listen. Unchanged! all but herself. The mill was +not going; the little brook went by quietly chattering to +itself, just as it had done the last time she saw it, when she +rode past on Mr. Carleton's horse. Four and a half years ago! +And now how strange that she had come to live there again. + +Drawing a long breath, and swinging her bonnet again, Fleda +softly went on up the hill, past the saw-mill, the ponds, the +factories, the houses of the settlement. The same, and not the +same! Bright with the morning sun, and yet, somehow, a little +browner and homelier than of old they used to be. Fleda did +not care for that she would hardly acknowledge it to herself + her affection never made any discount for infirmity. Leaving +the little settlement behind her thoughts as behind her back, +she ran on now towards aunt Miriam's, breathlessly, till field +after field was passed, and her eye caught a bit of the smooth +lake, and the old farm-house in its old place. Very brown it +looked, but Fleda dashed on, through the garden, and in at the +front door. + +Nobody at all was in the entrance-room, the common sitting- +room of the family. With trembling delight, Fleda opened the +well-known door, and stole noiselessly through the little +passage-way to the kitchen. The door of that was only on the +latch, and a gentle movement of it gave to Fleda's eye the +tall figure of aunt Miriam, just before her, stooping down to +look in at the open mouth of the oven, which she was at that +moment engaged in supplying with more work to do. It was a +huge one, and, beyond her aunt's head, Fleda could see in the +far end the great loaves of bread, half baked, and more near a +perfect squad of pies and pans of gingerbread just going in to +take the benefit of the oven's milder mood. Fleda saw all +this, as it were, without seeing it; she stood still as a +mouse and breathless, till her aunt turned, and then a +spring and a half shout of joy, and she had clasped her in her +arms, and was crying with her whole heart. Aunt Miriam was +taken all aback she could do nothing but sit down and cry +too, and forgot her oven-door." + +"Aint breakfast ready yet, mother?" said a manly voice coming +in. "I must be off to see after them ploughs. Hollo why, +mother!" + +The first exclamation was uttered as the speaker put the door +to the oven's mouth; the second as he turned in quest of the +hand that should have done it. He stood wondering, while his +mother and Fleda, between laughing and crying, tried to rouse +themselves and look up. + +"What is all this?" + +"Don't you see, Seth?" + +"I see somebody that had like to have spoiled your whole +baking I don't know who it is yet." + +"Don't you now, cousin Seth?" said Fleda, shaking away her +tears and getting up. + +"I ha'n't quite lost my recollection. Cousin, you must give me +a kiss. How do you do! You ha'n't forgot how to colour, I see, +for all you've been so long among the pale city folks." + +"I hav'n't forgotten anything, cousin Seth," said Fleda, +blushing indeed, but laughing and shaking his hand with as +hearty good-will. + +"I don't believe you have anything that is good," said he. +"Where have you been all this while?" + +"Oh, part of the time in New York, and part of the time in +Paris, and some other places." + +"Well, you ha'n't seen anything better than Queechy, or +Queechy bread and butter, have you?" + +"No, indeed!" + +"Come, you shall give me another kiss for that," said he, +suiting the action to the word; "and now sit down and eat as +much bread and butter as you can. It's just as good as it used +to be. Come, mother, I guess breakfast is ready by the looks +of that coffee-pot." + +"Breakfast ready!" said Fleda. + +"Ay indeed; it's a good half-hour since it ought to ha' been +ready. If it aint, I can't stop for it. Them boys will be +running their furrows like sarpents if I aint there to start +them." + +"Which like sarpents," said Fleda, "the furrows or the men?" + +"Well, I was thinking of the furrows," said he, glancing at +her. "I guess there aint cunning enough in the others to +trouble them. Come, sit down, and let me see whether you have +forgot a Queechy appetite." + +"I don't know," said Fleda, doubtfully; "they will expect me +at home." + +"I don't care who expects you sit down! you aint going to +eat any bread and butter this morning but my mother's you +haven't got any like it at your house. Mother, give her a cup +of coffee, will you, and set her to work." + +Fleda was too willing to comply with the invitation, were it +only for the charm of old times. She had not seen such a table +for years, and little as the conventionalities of delicate +taste were known there, it was not without a comeliness of its +own in its air of wholesome abundance and the extreme purity +of all its arrangements. If but a piece of cold pork were on +aunt Miriam's table, it was served with a nicety that would +not have offended the most fastidious; and amid irregularities +that the fastidious would scorn, there was a sound excellence +of material and preparation that they very often fail to know. +Fleda made up her mind she would be wanted at home; all the +rather, perhaps, for Hugh's mysterious "hush;" and there was +something in the hearty kindness and truth of these friends +that she felt particularly genial. And if there was a lack of +silver at the board, its place was more than filled with the +pure gold of association. They sat down to table, but aunt +Miriam's eyes devoured Fleda. Mr. Plumfield set about his more +material breakfast with all despatch. + +"So Mr. Rossitur has left the city for good?" said aunt +Miriam. "How does he like it?" + +"He hasn't been here but a day, you know, aunt Miriam," said +Fleda evasively. + +"Is he anything of a farmer?" asked her cousin. + +"Not much," said Fleda. + +"Is he going to work the farm himself?" + +"How do you mean?" + +"I mean, is he going to work the farm himself, or hire it out, +or let somebody else work it on shares?" + +"I don't know," said Fleda "I think he is going to have a +farmer, and oversee things himself." + +"He'll get sick o' that," said Seth; "unless he's the luck to +get hold of just the right hand." + +"Has he hired anybody yet?" said aunt Miriam, after a little +interval of supplying Fleda with "bread and butter." + +"Yes, Ma'am, I believe so." + +"What's his name?" + +"Donohan an Irishman, I believe; uncle Rolf hired him in New +York." + +"For his head man?" said Seth, with a sufficiently +intelligible look. + +"Yes," said Fleda. "Why?" + +But he did not immediately answer her. + +"The land's in poor heart now," said he, "a good deal of it; +it has been wasted; it wants first-rate management to bring it +in order, and make much of it for two or three years to come. +I never see an Irishman's head yet that was worth more than a +joke. Their hands are all of 'em that's good for anything." + +"I believe uncle Rolf wants to have an American to go with +this man," said Fleda. + +Seth said nothing; but Fleda understood the shake of his head +as he reached over after a pickle. + +"Are you going to keep a dairy, Fleda?" said her aunt. + +"I don't know, Ma'am I haven't heard anything about it." + +"Does Mrs. Rossitur know anything about country affairs?" + +"No nothing," Fleda said, her heart sinking perceptibly with +every new question. + +"She hasn't any cows yet?" + +She? any cows! But Fleda only said they had not come; she +believed they were coming. + +"What help has she got?" + +"Two women Irishwomen," said Fleda. + +"Mother, you'll have to take hold and learn her," said Mr. +Plumfield. + +"Teach her?" cried Fleda, repelling the idea "aunt Lucy? she +cannot do anything she isn't strong enough; not anything of +that kind." + +"What did she come here for?" said Seth. + +"You know," said his mother, "that Mr. Rossitur's +circumstances obliged him to quit New York." + +"Ay, but that aint my question. A man had better keep his +fingers off anything he can't live by. A farm's one thing or +t'other, just as it's worked. The land wont grow specie it +must be fetched out of it. Is Mr. Rossitur a smart man?" + +"Very," Fleda said, "about everything but farming." + +"Well, if he'll put himself to school, maybe he'll learn," +Seth concluded, as he finished his breakfast and went off. +Fleda rose too, and was standing thoughtfully by the fire, +when aunt Miriam came up and put her arms round her. Fleda's +eyes sparkled again. + +"You're not changed you're the same little Fleda," she said. + +"Not quite so little," said Fleda, smiling. + +"Not quite so little, but my own darling. The world hasn't +spoiled thee yet." + +"I hope not, aunt Miriam." + +"You have remembered your mother's prayer, Fleda?" + +"Always!" + +How tenderly aunt Miriam's hand was passed over the bowed head + how fondly she pressed her! And Fleda's answer was as fond. + +"I wanted to bring Hugh up to see you, aunt Miriam, with me, +but he couldn't come. You will like Hugh. He is so good!" + +"I will come down and see him," said aunt Miriam; and then she +went to look after her oven's doings. Fleda stood by, amused +to see the quantities of nice things that were rummaged out of +it. They did not look like Mrs. Renney's work, but she knew +from old experience that they were good. + +"How early you must have been up to put these things in," said +Fleda. + +"Put them in! yes, and make them. These were all made this +morning, Fleda." + +"This morning! before breakfast! Why, the sun was only just +rising when I set out to come up the hill, and I wasn't long +coming, aunt Miriam." + +"To be sure; that's the way to get things done. Before +breakfast! What time do you breakfast, Fleda?" + +"Not till eight or nine o'clock." + +"Eight or nine! Here?" + +"There hasn't been any change made yet, and I don't suppose +there will be. Uncle Rolf is always up early, but he can't +bear to have breakfast early." + +Aunt Miriam's face showed what she thought; and Fleda went +away with all its gravity and doubt settled like lead upon her +heart. Though she had one of the identical apple pies in her +hands, which aunt Miriam had quietly said was for "her and +Hugh," and though a pleasant savour of old times was about it, +Fleda could not get up again the bright feeling with which she +had come up the hill. There was a miserable misgiving at +heart. It would work off in time. + +It had begun to work off, when, at the foot of the hill, she +met her uncle. He was coming after her to ask Mr. Plumfield +about the desideratum of a Yankee. Fleda put her pie in safety +behind a rock, and turned back with him, and aunt Miriam told +them the way to Seth's ploughing ground. + +A pleasant word or two had set Fleda's spirits a-bounding +again, and the walk was delightful. Truly the leaves were not +on the trees, but it was April, and they soon would be; there +was promise in the light, and hope in the air, and everything +smelt of the country and spring-time. The soft tread of the +sod, that her foot had not felt for so long, the fresh look of +the newly-turned earth; here and there the brilliance of a +field of winter grain, and that nameless beauty of the budding +trees, that the full luxuriance of summer can never equal +Fleda's heart was springing for sympathy. And to her, with +whom association was everywhere so strong, there was in it all +a shadowy presence of her grandfather, with whom she had so +often seen the spring-time bless those same hills and fields +long ago. She walked on in silence, as her manner commonly was +when deeply pleased; there were hardly two persons to whom she +would speak her mind freely then. Mr. Rossitur had his own +thoughts. + +"Can anything equal the spring-time?" she burst forth at +length. + +Her uncle looked at her and smiled. "Perhaps not; but it is +one thing," said he, sighing, "for taste to enjoy, and another +thing for calculation to improve." + +"But one can do both, can't one?" said Fleda, brightly. + +"I don't know," said he, sighing again. "Hardly." + +Fleda knew he was mistaken, and thought the sighs out of +place. But they reached her; and she had hardly condemned them +before they set her off upon a long train of excuses for him, +and she had wrought herself into quite a fit of tenderness by +the time they reached her cousin. + +They found him on a gentle side-hill, with two other men and +teams, both of whom were stepping away in different parts of +the field. Mr. Plumfield was just about setting off to work +his way to the other side of the lot, when they came up with +him. + +Fleda was not ashamed of her aunt Miriam's son, even before +such critical eyes as those of her uncle. Farmer-like as were +his dress and air, they showed him, nevertheless, a well- +built, fine-looking man, with the independent bearing of one +who has never recognised any but mental or moral superiority. +His face might have been called handsome; there was at least +manliness in every line of it; and his excellent dark eye +showed an equal mingling of kindness and acute common sense. +Let Mr. Plumfield wear what clothes he would, one felt obliged +to follow Burns' notable example, and pay respect to the man +that was in them. + +"A fine day, Sir," he remarked to Mr. Rossitur, after they had +shaken hands. + +"Yes, and I will not interrupt you but a minute. Mr. +Plumfield, I am in want of hands hands for this very +business you are about, ploughing and Fleda says you know +everybody; so I have come to ask if you can direct me." + +" Heads or hands, do you want?" said Seth, clearing his boot- +sole from some superfluous soil upon the share of his plough. + +"Why both, to tell you the truth. I want bands and teams, for +that matter, for I have only two, and I suppose there is no +time to be lost. And I want very much to get a person +thoroughly acquainted with the business to go along with my +man. He is an Irishman, and I am afraid not very well +accustomed to the ways of doing things here." + +"Like enough," said Seth; " and the worst of 'em is, you can't +learn 'em." + +"Well! can you help me?" + +"Mr. Douglass!" said Seth, raising his voice to speak to one +of his assistants who was approaching them "Mr. Douglass! +you're holding that 'ere plough a little too obleekly for my +grounds." + +"Very good, Mr. Plumfield!" said the person called upon, with +a quick accent that intimated, "If you don't know what is +best, it is not my affair!" the voice very peculiar, seeming +to come from no lower than the top of his throat, with a +guttural roll of the words. + +"Is that Earl Douglass?" said Fleda. + +"You remember him?" said her cousin, smiling. "He's just where +he was, and his wife too. Well, Mr. Rossitur, 'tain't very +easy to find what you want just at this season, when most +folks have their hands full, and help is all taken up. I'll +see if I can't come down and give you a lift myself with the +ploughing, for a day or two, as I'm pretty beforehand with the +spring, but you'll want more than that. I ain't sure I +haven't more hands than I'll want myself, but I think it is +possible Squire Springer may spare you one of his'n. He aint +taking in any new land this year, and he's got things pretty +snug; I guess he don't care to do any more than common, +anyhow, you might try. You know where uncle Joshua lives, +Fleda? Well, Philetus what now?" + +They had been slowly walking along the fence towards the +furthest of Mr. Plumfield's coadjutors, upon whom his eye had +been curiously fixed as he was speaking a young man who was +an excellent sample of what is called "the raw material." He +had just come to a sudden stop in the midst of the furrow when +his employer called to him; and he answered, somewhat lack-a- +daisically + +"Why, I've broke this here clavis: I ha'n't touched anything +nor nothing, and it broke right in teu!" + +"What do you 'spose 'll be done now?" said Mr. Plumfield, +gravely, going up to examine the fracture. + +"Well, 't wa'n't none of my doings," said the young man. "I +ha'n't touched anything nor nothing, and the mean thing broke +right in teu. 'Tain't so handy as the old kind o' plough, by a +long jump." + +"You go 'long down to the house and ask my mother for a new +clavis; and talk about ploughs when you know how to hold 'em," +said Mr. Plumfield. + +"It don't look so difficult a matter," said Mr. Rossitur, +"but I am a novice myself. What is the principal thing to be +attended to in ploughing, Mr. Plumfield?" + +There was a twinkle in Seth's eye, as he looked down upon a +piece of straw he was breaking to bits, which Fleda, who could +see, interpreted thoroughly. + +"Well," said he, looking up "the breadth of the stitches and +the width and depth of the furrow must be regulated according +to the nature of the soil and the lay of the ground, and what +you're ploughing for. There's stubble-ploughing, and breaking +up old leys, and ploughing for fallow crops, and ribbing, +where the land has been some years in grass, and so on; and +the plough must be geared accordingly, and so as not to take +too much land nor go out of the land; and after that the best +part of the work is to guide the plough right, and run the +furrows straight and even." + +He spoke with the most impenetrable gravity, while Mr. +Rossitur looked blank and puzzled. Fleda could hardly keep her +countenance. + +"That row of poles," said Mr. Rossitur, presently, "are they +to guide you in running the furrow straight?" + +"Yes, Sir, they are to mark out the crown of the stitch. I +keep 'em right between the horses, and plough 'em down one +after another. It's a kind of way country-folks play at nine- +pins," said Seth, with a glance half inquisitive, half sly, at +his questioner. + +Mr. Rossitur asked no more. Fleda felt a little uneasy again. +It was rather a longish walk to uncle Joshua's, and hardly a +word spoken on either side. + +The old gentleman was "to hum;" and while Fleda went back into +some remote part of the house to see "aunt Syra," Mr. Rossitur +set forth his errand. + +"Well, and so you're looking for help eh?" said uncle +Joshua, when he had heard him through. + +"Yes, Sir I want help." + +"And a team too?" + +"So I have said, Sir," Mr. Rossitur answered rather shortly. +"Can you supply me?" + +"Well, I don't know as I can," said the old man, rubbing his +hands slowly over his knees. "You ha'n't got much done yet, I +s'pose?" + +"Nothing. I came the day before yesterday." + +"Land's in rather poor condition in some parts, aint it?" + +"I really am not able to say, Sir, till I have seen it." + +"It ought to be," said the old gentleman, shaking his head, +"the fellow that was there last didn't do right by it. He +worked the land too hard, and didn't put on it anywhere near +what he had ought to; I guess you'll find it pretty poor in +some places. He was trying to get all he could out of it, I +s'pose. There's a good deal of fencing to be done too, aint +there?" + +"All that there was, Sir, I have done none since I came." + +"Seth Plumfield got through ploughing yet?" + +"We found him at it." + +"Ay, he's a smart man. What are you going to do, Mr. Rossitur, +with that piece of marsh land that lies off to the south east +of the barn, beyond the meadow, between the hills? I had just +sich another, and I " + +"Before I do anything with the wet land, Mr. I am so unhappy +as to have forgotten your name " + +"Springer, Sir," said the old gentleman, "Springer Joshua +Springer. That is my name, Sir." + +"Mr. Springer, before I do anything with the wet land, I +should like to have something growing on the dry; and as that +is the present matter in hand, will you be so good as to let +me know whether I can have your assistance." + +"Well, I don't know," said the old gentleman; "there aint +anybody to send but my boy Lucas, and I don't know whether he +would make up his mind to go or not." + +"Well, Sir!" said Mr. Rossitur, rising, "in that case, I will +bid you good morning. I am sorry to have given you the +trouble." + +"Stop," said the old man, "stop a bit. Just sit down. I'll go +in and see about it." + +Mr. Rossitur sat down, and uncle Joshua left him to go into +the kitchen and consult his wife, without whose counsel, of +late years especially, he rarely did anything. They never +varied in opinion, but aunt Syra's wits supplied the steel +edge to his heavy metal. + +"I don't know but Lucas would as lieve go as not," the old +gentleman remarked on coming back from this sharpening +process, "and I can make out to spare him, I guess. You +calculate to keep him, I s'pose?" + +"Until this press is over; and perhaps longer, if I find he +can do what I want." + +"You'll find him pretty handy at a'most anything, but I mean +I s'pose he'll get his victuals with you?" + +"I have made no arrangement of the kind," said Mr. Rossitur, +controlling with some effort his rebelling muscles. "Donohan +is boarded somewhere else, and for the present it will be best +for all in my employ to follow the same plan." + +"Very good," said uncle Joshua; "it makes no difference +only, of course, in that case it is worth more, when a man has +to find himself and his team." + +"Whatever it is worth, I am quite ready to pay, Sir." + +"Very good. You and Lucas can agree about that. He'll be along +in the morning." + +So they parted; and Fleda understood the impatient quick step +with which her uncle got over the ground. + +"Is that man a brother of your grandfather?" + +"No, Sir Oh no! only his brother-in-law. My grandmother was +his sister, but they weren't in the least like each other." + +"I should think they could not," said Mr. Rossitur. + +"Oh, they were not!" Fleda repeated. "I have always heard +that." + +After paying her respects to aunt Syra in the kitchen, she had +come back time enough to hear the end of the discourse in the +parlour, and had felt its full teaching. Doubts returned, and +her spirits were sobered again. Not another word was spoken +till they reached home; when Fleda seized upon Hugh, and went +off to the rock after her forsaken pie. + +"Have you succeeded?" asked Mrs. Rossitur, while they were +gone. + +"Yes that is, a cousin has kindly consented to come and help +me." + +"A cousin!" said Mrs. Rossitur. + +"Ay we're in a nest of cousins." + +"In a what, Mr. Rossitur?" + +"In a nest of cousins; and I had rather be in a nest of rooks. +I wonder if I shall be expected to ask my ploughmen to dinner! +Every second man is a cousin, and the rest are uncles." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +"Whilst skies are blue and bright, +Whilst flowers are gay, +Whilst eyes that change ere night +Make glad the day; +Whilst yet the calm hours creep, +Dream thou and from thy sleep +Then wake to weep." +SHELLEY. + + +The days of summer flew by, for the most part lightly, over +the heads of Hugh and Fleda. The farm was little to them but a +place of pretty and picturesque doings, and the scene of +nameless delights by wood and stream, in all which, all that +summer, Fleda rejoiced; pulling Hugh along with her, even when +sometimes he would rather have been poring over his books at +home. She laughingly said it was good for him, and one half, +at least, of every fine day their feet were abroad. They knew +nothing, practically, of the dairy, but that it was an +inexhaustible source of the sweetest milk and butter, and, +indirectly, of the richest custards and syllabubs. The flock +of sheep that now and then came in sight, running over the +hill-side, were to them only an image of pastoral beauty, and +a soft link with the beauty of the past. The two children took +the very cream of country life. The books they had left were +read with greater eagerness than ever. When the weather was +"too lovely to stay in the house," Shakespeare, or Massillon, +or Sully, or the "Curiosities of Literature," or "Corinne," or +Milner's Church History for Fleda's reading was as +miscellaneous as ever was enjoyed under the flutter of +leaves and along with the rippling of the mountain spring; +whilst King curled himself up on the skirt of his mistress's +gown, and slept for company; hardly more thoughtless and +fearless of harm than his two companions. Now and then Fleda +opened her eyes to see that her uncle was moody and not like +himself, and that her aunt's gentle face was clouded in +consequence; and she could not sometimes help the suspicion +that he was not making a farmer of himself; but the next +summer-wind would blow these thoughts away, or the next look +of her flowers would put them out of her head. The whole +courtyard in front of the house had been given up to her +peculiar use as a flower garden, and there she and Hugh made +themselves very busy. + +But the summer-time came to an end. + +It was a November morning, and Fleda had been doing some of +the last jobs in her flower-beds. She was coming in with +spirits as bright as her cheeks, when her aunt's attitude and +look, more than usually spiritless, suddenly checked them. +Fleda gave her a hopeful kiss, and asked for the explanation. + +"How bright you look, darling!" said her aunt, stroking her +cheek. + +"Yes, but you don't, aunt Lucy. What has happened?" + +"Mary and Jane are going away." + +"Going away! What for?" + +"They are tired of the place don't like it, I suppose." + +"Very foolish of them! Well, aunt Lucy, what matter? we can +get plenty more in their room." + +"Not from the city not possible; they would not come at this +time of year." + +"Sure? Well, then, here we can, at any rate." + +"Here! But what sort of persons shall we get here? And your +uncle just think!" + +"Oh, but I think we can manage," said Fleda. "When do Mary and +Jane want to go?" + +"Immediately! to-morrow; they are not willing to wait till +we can get somebody. Think of it!" + +"Well, let them go," said Fleda; "the sooner the better." + +"Yes: and I am sure I don't want to keep them; but" and Mrs. +Rossitur wrung her hands "I haven't money enough to pay them +quite and they wont go without it." + +Fleda felt shocked; so much that she could not help looking +it. + +"But can't uncle Rolf give it you?" + +Mrs. Rossitur shook her head. "I have asked him." + +"How much is wanting?" + +"Twenty-five. Think of his not being able to give me that!" +Mrs. Rossitur burst into tears. + +"Now don't, aunt Lucy!" said Fleda, guarding well her own +composure; "you know he has had a great deal to spend upon the +farm, and paying men, and all, and it is no wonder that he +should be a little short just now now, cheer up! we can +get along with this, anyhow." + +"I asked him," said Mrs. Rossitur, through her tears, "when he +would be able to give it to me; and he told me he didn't +know!" + +Fleda ventured no reply, but some of the tenderest caresses +that lips and arms could give; and then sprang away, and in +three minutes was at her aunt's side again. + +"Look here, aunt Lucy," said she, gently, "here is twenty +dollars, if you can manage the five." + +"Where did you get this?" Mrs. Rossitur exclaimed. + +"I got it honestly. It is mine, aunt Lucy," said Fleda, +smiling. "Uncle Orrin gave me some money, just before we came +away, to do what I liked with; and I haven't wanted to do +anything with it till now." + +But this seemed to hurt Mrs. Rossitur more than all the rest. +Leaning her head forward upon Fleda's breast, and clasping her +arms about her, she cried worse tears than Fleda had seen her +shed. If it had not been for the emergency, Fleda would have +broken down utterly too. + +"That it should have come to this! I can't take it, dear +Fleda! " + +"Yes, you must, aunt Lucy," said Fleda, soothingly. "I +couldn't do anything else with it that would give me so much +pleasure. I don't want it; it would lie in my drawer till I +don't know when. We'll let these people be off as soon as they +please. Don't take it so; uncle Rolf will have money again +only just now he is out, I suppose and we'll get somebody +else in the kitchen that will do nicely; you see if we don't." + +Mrs. Rossitur's embrace said what words were powerless to say. + +"But I don't know how we're to find any one here in the +country I don't know who'll go to look I am sure your +uncle wont want to; and Hugh wouldn't know " + +"I'll go," said Fleda, cheerfully "Hugh and I. We can do +famously, if you'll trust me. I wont promise to bring home a +French cook." + +"No, indeed; we must take what we can get. But you can get no +one to-day, and they will be off by the morning's coach; what +shall we do to-morrow for dinner? your uncle " + +"I'll get dinner," said Fleda, caressing her; "I'll take all +that on myself. It sha'n't be a bad dinner either. Uncle Rolf +will like what I do for him, I dare say. Now, cheer up, aunt +Lucy; do; that's all I ask of you. Wont you for me?" + +She longed to speak a word of that quiet hope with which in +every trouble she secretly comforted herself she wanted to +whisper the words that were that moment in her own mind, +"Truly, I know that it shall be well with them that fear God;" +but her natural reserve and timidity kept her lips shut to her +grief. + +The women were paid off and dismissed, and departed in the +next day's coach from Montepoole. Fleda stood at the front +door to see them go, with a curious sense that there was an +empty house at her back, and indeed upon her back. And in +spite of all the cheeriness of her tone to her aunt, she was +not without some shadowy feeling that soberer times might be +coming upon them. + +"What is to be done now?" said Hugh, close beside her. + +"Oh, we are going to get somebody else," said Fleda. + +"Where?" + +"I don't know! You and I are going to find out." + +"You and I!" + +"Yes. We are going out after dinner, Hugh, dear," said she, +turning her bright merry face towards him "to pick up +somebody." + +Linking her arm within his, she went back to the deserted +kitchen premises, to see how her promise about talking Mary's +place was to be fulfilled. + +"Do you know where to look?" said Hugh. + +"I've a notion; but the first thing is dinner, that uncle Rolf +mayn't think the world is turning topsy-turvy. There is +nothing at all here, Hugh nothing in the world but bread +it's a blessing there is that. Uncle Rolf will have to be +satisfied with a coffee dinner to-day, and I'll make him the +most superb omelette that my skill is equal to! Hugh, dear, +you shall set the table. You don't know how? then you +shall make the toast, and I will set it the first thing of +all. You perceive it is well to know how to do everything, Mr. +Hugh Rossitur." + +"Where did you learn to make omelettes?" said Hugh, with +laughing admiration, as Fleda bared two pretty arms, and ran +about, the very impersonation of good-humoured activity. The +table was set the coffee was making and she had him +established at the fire with two great plates, a pile of +slices of bread, and the toasting-iron. + +"Where? oh, don't you remember the days of Mrs. Renney? I have +seen Emile make them. And by dint of trying to teach Mary this +summer, I have taught myself. There is no knowing, you see, +what a person may come to." + +"I wonder what father would say, if he knew you had made all +the coffee this summer?" + +"That is an unnecessary speculation, my dear Hugh, as I have +no intention of telling him. But see! that is the way with +speculators! 'while they go on refining,' the toast burns!" + +The coffee, and the omelette, and the toast, and Mr. +Rossitur's favourite French salad, were served with beautiful +accuracy; and he was quite satisfied. But aunt Lucy looked +sadly at Fleda's flushed face, and saw that her appetite +seemed to have gone off in the steam of her preparations. +Fleda had a kind of heart-feast, however, which answered as +well. + +Hugh harnessed the little wagon, for no one was at hand to do +it, and he and Fleda set off as early as possible after +dinner. Fleda's thoughts had turned to her old acquaintance, +Cynthia Gall, who she knew was out of employment, and staying +at home somewhere near Montepoole. They got the exact +direction from aunt Miriam, who approved of her plan. + +It was a pleasant, peaceful drive they had. They never were +alone together, they two, but vexations seemed to lose their +power, or be forgotten; and an atmosphere of quietness gather +about them, the natural element of both hearts. It might +refuse its presence to one, but the attraction of both +together was too strong to be resisted. + +Miss Cynthia's present abode was in an out-of-the-way place, +and a good distance off; they were some time in reaching it. +The barest-looking and dingiest of houses, set plump in a +green field, without one softening or home-like touch from any +home-feeling within; not a flower, not a shrub, not an out- +house, not a tree near. One would have thought it a deserted +house, but that a thin wreath of smoke lazily stole up from +one of the brown chimneys; and graceful as that was, it took +nothing from the hard, stern barrenness below, which told of a +worse poverty than that of paint and glazing. + +"Can this be the place?" said Hugh. + +"It must be. You stay here with the horse, and I'll go in and +seek my fortune. Don't promise much," said Fleda, shaking +her head. + +The house stood back from the road. Fleda picked her way to it +along a little footpath which seemed to be the equal property +of the geese. Her knock brought an invitation to "come in." + +An elderly woman was sitting there, whose appearance did not +mend the general impression. She had the same dull and +unhopeful look that her house had. + +"Does Mrs. Gall live here?" + +"I do," said this person. + +"Is Cynthia at home?" + +The woman, upon this, raised her voice, and directed it at an +inner door. + +"Lucindy!" said she, in a diversity of tones; "Lucindy! tell +Cynthy here's somebody wants to see her." But no one answered; +and throwing the work from her lap, the woman muttered she +would go and see, and left Fleda, with a cold invitation to +sit down. + +Dismal work! Fleda wished herself out of it. The house did not +look poverty-stricken within, but poverty must have struck to +the very heart, Fleda thought, where there was no apparent +cherishing of anything. There was no absolute distress +visible, neither was there a sign of real comfort, or of a +happy home. She could not fancy it was one. + +She waited so long, that she was sure Cynthia did not hold +herself in readiness to see company. And when the lady at last +came in, it was with very evident marks of "smarting up" about +her. + +"Why, it's Flidda Ringgan!" said Miss Gall, after a dubious +look or two at her visitor. "How do you do? I didn't 'spect to +see you. How much you have growed!" + +She looked really pleased, and gave Fleda's hand a very strong +grasp as she shook it. + +"There aint no fire here to-day," pursued Cynthy, paying her +attentions to the fire-place; "we let it go down on account of +our being all busy out at the back of the house. I guess +you're cold, aint you." + +Fleda said, "No;" and remembered that the woman she had first +seen was certainly not busy at the back of the house, nor +anywhere else but in that very room, where she had found her +deep in a pile of patchwork. + +"I heerd you had come to the old place. Were you glad to be +back again?" Cynthy asked, with a smile that might be taken to +express some doubt upon the subject. + +"I was very glad to see it again." + +"I ha'n't seen it in a great while. I've been staying to hum +this year or two. I got tired o' going out," Cynthy remarked, +with again a smile very peculiar, and, Fleda thought, a little +sardonical. She did not know how to answer. + +"Well, how do you come along down yonder?" Cynthy went on, +making a great fuss with the shovel and tongs to very little +purpose. "Ha' you come all the way from Queechy?" + +"Yes. I came on purpose to see you, Cynthy." + +Without staying to ask what for, Miss Gall now went out to +"the back of the house," and came running in again with a live +brand pinched in the tongs, and a long tail of smoke running +after it. Fleda would have compounded for no fire and no +choking. The choking was only useful to give her time to +think. She was uncertain how to bring in her errand. + +"And how is Mis' Plumfield?" said Cynthy, in an interval of +blowing the brand. + +"She is quite well; but, Cynthy, you need not have taken all +that trouble for me. I cannot stay but a few minutes." + +"There is wood enough!" Cynthia remarked, with one of her grim +smiles an assertion Fleda could not help doubting. Indeed, +she thought Miss Gall had grown altogether more disagreeable +than she used to be in old times. Why, she could not divine, +unless the souring effect had gone on with the years. + +"And what's become of Earl Douglass and Mis' Douglass? I +hain't heerd nothin' of 'em this great while. I always told +your grandpa he'd ha' saved himself a great deal o' trouble if +he'd ha' let Earl Douglass take hold of things. You han't got +Mr. Didenhover into the works again, I guess, have you? He was +there a good spell after your grandpa died.'' + +"I haven't seen Mrs. Douglass," said Fleda. "But, Cynthy, what +do you think I have come here for?" + +"I don't know," said Cynthy, with another of her peculiar +looks directed at the fire. "I s'pose you want someh'n nother +of me." + +"I have come to see if you wouldn't come and live with my +aunt, Mrs. Rossitur. We are left alone, and want somebody very +much; and I thought I would find you out and see if we +couldn't have you, first of all, before I looked for anybody +else." + +Cynthy was absolutely silent. She sat before the fire, her +feet stretched out towards it as far as they would go, and her +arms crossed, and not moving her steady gaze at the smoking +wood, or the chimney-back, whichever it might be; but there +was in the corners of her mouth the threatening of a smile +that Fleda did not at all like. + +"What do you say to it, Cynthy?" + +"I reckon you'd best get somebody else," said Miss Gall, with +a kind of condescending dryness, and the smile showing a +little more. + +"Why?" said Fleda. "I would a great deal rather have an old +friend than a stranger." + +"Be you the housekeeper?" said Cynthy, a little abruptly. + +"Oh, I am a little of everything," said Fleda "cook and +housekeeper, and whatever comes first. I want you to come and +be housekeeper, Cynthy." + +"I reckon Mis' Rossitur don't have much to do with her help, +does she?" said Cynthy, after a pause, during which the +corners of her mouth never changed. The tone of piqued +independence let some light into Fleda's mind. + +"She is not strong enough to do much herself, and she wants +some one that will take all the trouble from her. You'd have +the field all to yourself, Cynthy." + +"Your aunt sets two tables, I calculate, don't she?" + +"Yes; my uncle doesn't like to have any but his own family +around him." + +"I guess I shouldn't suit!" said Miss Gall, after another +little pause, and stooping very diligently to pick up some +scattered shreds from the floor. But Fleda could see the +flushed face, and the smile which pride and a touch of +spiteful pleasure in the revenge she was taking made +particularly hateful. She needed no more convincing that Miss +Gall "wouldn't suit;" but she was sorry, at the same time, for +the perverseness that had so needlessly disappointed her; and +went rather pensively back again down the little footpath to +the waiting wagon. + +"This is hardly the romance of life, dear Hugh," she said, as +she seated herself. + +"Haven't you succeeded?" + +Fleda shook her head. + +"What's the matter?" + +"Oh pride injured pride of station! The wrong of not +coming to our table and putting her knife into our butter." + +"And living in such a place!" said Hugh. + +"You don't know what a place. They are rniserably poor, I am +sure; and yet I suppose that the less people have to be +proud of, the more they make of what is left. Poor people!" + +"Poor Fleda!" said Hugh, looking at her. "What will you do +now?" + +"Oh, we'll do somehow," said she, cheerfully. "Perhaps it is +just as well, after all; for Cynthy isn't the smartest woman +in the world. I remember grandpa used to say he didn't believe +she could get a bean into the middle of her bread." + +"A bean into the middle of her bread!" said Hugh. + +But Fleda's sobriety was quite banished by his mystified look, +and her laugh rang along over the fields before she answered +him. + +That laugh had blown away all the vapours, for the present at +least, and they jogged on again very sociably. + +"Do you know," said Fleda, after a while of silent enjoyment +in the changes of scene and the mild autumn weather "I am +not sure that it wasn't very well for me that we came away +from New York." + +"I dare say it was," said Hugh "since we came; but what +makes you say so?" + +"I don't mean that it was for anybody else, but for me. I +think I was a little proud of our nice things there." + +"You, Fleda!" said Hugh, with a look of appreciating +affection. + +"Yes, I was, a little. It didn't make the greatest part of my +love for them, I am sure; but I think I had a little undefined +sort of pleasure in the feeling that they were better and +prettier than other people had." + +"You are sure you are not proud of your little King Charles +now?" said Hugh. + +"I don't know but I am," said Fleda, laughing. "But how much +pleasanter it is here on almost every account! Look at the +beautiful sweep of the ground off among those hills isn't +it? What an exquisite horizon line, Hugh!" + +"And what a sky over it!" + +"Yes I love these fall skies. Oh, I would a great deal +rather be here than in any city that ever was built!" + +"So would I," said Hugh. "But the thing is " + +Fleda knew quite well what the thing was, and did not answer. + +"But, my dear Hugh," she said, presently "I don't remember +that sweep of hills when we were coming?" + +"You were going the other way," said Hugh. + +"Yes, but Hugh I am sure we did not pass these grain fields. +We must have got into the wrong road." + +Hugh drew the reins, and looked and doubted. + +"There is a house yonder," said Fleda we had better drive +on, and ask." + +"There is no house " + +"Yes, there is behind that piece of wood. Look over it; +don't you see a light curl of blue smoke against the sky? We +never passed that house and wood, I am certain. We ought to +make haste, for the afternoons are short now, and you will +please to recollect there is nobody at home to get tea." + +"I hope Lucas will get upon one of his everlasting talks with +father," said Hugh. + +"And that it will hold till we get home," said Fleda. "It will +be the happiest use Lucas has made of his tongue in a good +while." + +Just as they stopped before a substantial-looking farm-house, +a man came from the other way and stopped there too, with his +hand upon the gate. + +"How far are we from Queechy, Sir?" said Hugh. + +"You're not from it at all, Sir," said the man, politely. +"You're in Queechy, Sir, at present." + +"Is this the right road from Montepoole to Queechy village?" + +"It is not, Sir. It is a very tortuous direction, indeed. Have +I not the pleasure of speaking to Mr. Rossitur's young +gentleman?" + +Mr. Rossitur's young gentleman acknowledged his relationship, +and begged the favour of being set in the right way home. + +"With much pleasure! You have been showing Miss Rossitur the +picturesque country about Montepoole?" + +"My cousin and I have been there on business, and lost our way +coming back." + +"Ah, I dare say! Very easy. First time you have been there?" + +"Yes, Sir; and we are in a hurry to get home." + +"Well, Sir you know the road by Deacon Patterson's? comes +out just above the lake." + +Hugh did not remember. + +"Well you keep this road straight on, I'm sorry you are in +a hurry, you keep on till do you know when you strike Mr. +Harris's ground?" + +No, Hugh knew nothing about it, nor Fleda. + +"Well, I'll tell you now how it is," said the stranger, "if +you'll permit me. You and your a cousin come in and do +us the pleasure of taking some refreshment. I know my sister +'ll have her table set out by this time and I'll do myself +the honour of introducing you to a these strange roads, +afterwards." + +"Thank you, Sir, but that trouble is unnecessary cannot you +direct us?" + +"No trouble indeed, Sir, I assure you, I should esteem it a +favour very highly. I I am Dr. Quackenboss, Sir; you may +have heard " + +"Thank you, Dr. Quackenboss, but we have no time this +afternoon we are very anxious to reach home as soon as +possible, if you would be so good as to put us in the way." + +"I really, Sir, I am afraid to a person ignorant of the +various localities you will lose no time I will just hitch +your horse here, and I'll have mine ready by the time this +young lady has rested. Miss a wont you join with me? I +assure you I will not put you to the expense of a minute. +Thank you, Mr. Harden! just clap the saddle on to Lollypop, +and have him up here in three seconds. Thank you! My dear +Miss a wont you take my arm? I am gratified, I assure +you." + +Yielding to the apparent impossibility of getting anything out +of Dr. Quackenboss, except civility, and to the real +difficulty of disappointing such very earnest good will, Fleda +and Hugh did what older persons would not have done alighted +and walked up to the house. + +"This is quite a fortuitous occurrence," the doctor went on. +"I have often had the pleasure of seeing Mr. Rossitur's family +in church in the little church at Queechy Run and that +enabled me to recognise your cousin, as soon as I saw him in +the wagon. Perhaps, Miss a you may have possibly heard of +my name? Quackenboss I don't know that you understood " + +"I have heard it, Sir." + +"My Irishmen, Miss a my Irish labourers, can't get hold of +but one end of it they call me Boss ha, ha, ha!" + +Fleda hoped his patients did not get hold of the other end of +it, and trembled, visibly. + +"Hard to pull a man's name to pieces before his face ha, ha! +but I am a not one thing myself a kind of heterogynous +I am a piece of a physician, and a little in the agricultural +line also; so it's all fair." + +"The Irish treat my name as hardly, Dr. Quackenboss they +call me nothing but Miss Ring-again." + +And then Fleda could laugh and laugh she did so heartily, +that the doctor was delighted. + +"Ring-again! ha, ha! very good! Well, Miss a I shouldn't +think that anybody in your service would ever a ever let +you put your name in practice." + +But Fleda's delight at the excessive gallantry and awkwardness +of this speech was almost too much; or, as the doctor +pleasantly remarked, her nerves were too many for her; and +every one of them was dancing by the time they reached the +hall door. The doctor's flourishes lost not a bit of their +angularity from his tall, ungainly figure, and a lantern-jawed +face, the lower member of which had now and then a somewhat +lateral play when he was speaking, which curiously aided the +quaint effect of his words. He ushered his guests into the +house, seeming in a flow of self-gratulation. + +The supper-table was spread, sure enough, and hovering about +it was the doctor's sister; a lady in whom Fleda only saw a +Dutch face, with eyes that made no impression, disagreeable +fair hair, and a string of gilt beads round her neck. A +painted yellow floor under foot, a room that looked +excessively _wooden_ and smelt of cheese, bare walls, and a +well-filled table, was all that she took in besides. + +"I have the honour of presenting you to my sister," said the +doctor, with suavity. "Flora, the Irish domestics of this +young lady call her name Miss Ring-again if she will let us +know how it ought to be called, we shall be happy to be +informed." + +Dr. Quackenboss was made happy. + +"Miss _Ringgan_ and this young gentleman is young Mr. Rossitur + the gentleman that has taken Squire Ringgan's old place. We +were so fortunate as to have them lose their way this +afternoon, coming from the Pool, and they have just stepped in +to see if you can't find 'em a mouthful of something they can +eat, while Lollypop is a-getting ready to see them home." + +Poor Miss Flora immediately disappeared into the kitchen, to +order a bit of superior cheese, and to have some slices of ham +put on the gridiron, and then, coming back to the common room, +went rummaging about, from cupboard to cupboard, in search of +cake and sweetmeats. Fleda protested and begged in vain. + +"She was so sorry she hadn't knowed," Miss Flora said "she'd +ha' had some cakes made that maybe they could have eaten, but +the bread was dry; and the cheese wa'n't as good somehow as +the last one they cut; maybe Miss Ringgan would prefer a piece +of newer made, if she liked it; and she hadn't had good luck +with her preserves last summer the most of 'em had fomented + she thought it was the damp weather; but there was some +stewed pears that maybe she would be so good as to approve +and there was some ham! whatever else it was, it was hot!" + +It was impossible it was impossible, to do dishonour to all +this hospitality and kindness and pride that was brought out +for them. Early or late, they must eat, in mere gratitude. The +difficulty was to avoid eating everything. Hugh and Fleda +managed to compound the matter with each other, one taking the +cake and pears, and the other the ham and cheese. In the midst +of all this overflow of goodwill, Fleda bethought her to ask +if Miss Flora knew of any girl or woman that would go out to +service. Miss Flora took the matter into grave consideration +as soon as her anxiety on the subject of their cups of tea had +subsided. She did not commit herself, but thought it possible +that one of the Finns might be willing to go out. + +"Where do they live?" + +"It's a not far from Queechy Run," said the doctor, whose +now and then hesitation in the midst of his speech was never +for want of a thought, but simply and merely for the best +words to clothe it in. + +"Is it in our way to-night?" + +He could make it so, the doctor said, with pleasure, for it +would give him permission to gallant them a little further. + +They had several miles yet to go, and the sun went down as +they were passing through Queechy Run. Under that still, cool, +clear, autumn sky, Fleda would have enjoyed the ride very +much, but that her unfulfilled errand was weighing upon her, +and she feared her aunt and uncle might want her services +before she could be at home. Still, late as it was, she +determined to stop for a minute at Mrs. Finn's, and go home +with a clear conscience. At her door, and not till there, the +doctor was prevailed upon to part company, the rest of the way +being perfectly plain. + +Mrs. Finn's house was a great unprepossessing building, washed +and dried by the rain and sun into a dark, dingy colour, the +only one that had ever supplanted the original hue of the +freshsawn boards. This, indeed, was not an uncommon thing in +the country; near all the houses of the Deepwater settlement +were in the same case. Fleda went up a flight of steps to what +seemed the front door, but the girl that answered her knock +led her down them again, and round to a lower entrance on the +other side. This introduced Fleda to a large ground-floor +apartment, probably the common room of the family, with the +large kitchen fireplace, and flagged hearth, and wall +cupboards, and the only furniture, the usual red backed +splinter chairs and wooden table. A woman standing before the +fire with a broom in her hand, answered Fleda's inclination +with a saturnine nod of the head, and, fetching one of the +red-backs from the wall, bade her "sit down." + +Poor Fleda's nerves bade her "go away." The people looked like +their house. The principal woman, who remained standing, broom +in hand, to hear Fleda's business, was, in good truth, a dark +personage her head covered with black hair, her person with +a dingy black calico, and a sullen cloud lowering over her +eye. At the corner of the fireplace was an old woman, laid by +in an easy-chair; disabled, it was plain, not from mental but +bodily infirmity; for her face had a cast of mischief which +could not stand with the innocence of second childhood. At the +other corner sat an elderly woman sewing, with tokens of her +trade for yards on the floor around her. Back at the far side +of the room, a young man was eating his supper at the table, +alone; and under the table, on the floor, the enormous family +bread-trough was unwontedly filled with the sewing-woman's +child, which had with superhuman efforts crawled into it, and +lay kicking and crowing in delight at its new cradle. Fleda +did not know how to enter upon her business. + +"I have been looking," she began, "for a person who is willing +to go out to work. Miss Flora Quackenboss told me perhaps I +might find somebody here." + +"Somebody to help?" said the woman, beginning to use her broom +upon the hearth. "Who wants 'em?" + +"Mrs. Rossitur my aunt." + +"Mrs. Rossitur? what, down to old Squire Ringgan's place?" + +"Yes. We are left alone, and want somebody very much." + +"Do you want her only a few days, or do you calculate to have +her stop longer? because you know it wouldn't be worth the +while to put oneself out for a week." + +"Oh, we want her to stay; if we suit each other." + +"Well, I don't know," said the woman, going on with her +sweeping. "I could let you have Hannah, but I 'spect I'll want +her to hum. What does Mis' Rossitur calculate to give?" + +"I don't know anything that's reasonable." + +"Hannah kin go just as good as not," said the old woman in +the corner, rubbing her hands up and down her lap "Hannah +kin go, just as good as not!" + +"Hannah ain't a-going," said the first speaker, answering +without looking at her. "Hannah 'll be wanted to hum; and she +aint a well girl neither; she's kind o' weak in her muscles; +and I calculate you'll want somebody that call take hold +lively. There's Lucy, if she took a notion, she could go but +she'd please herself about it. She wont do nothing without she +has a notion." + +This was inconclusive, and desiring to bring matters to a +point, Fleda, after a pause, asked if this lady thought Lucy +would have a notion to go. + +"Well, I can't say she ain't to hum, or you could ask her. +She's down to Mis' Douglass's, working for her to-day. Do you +know Mis' Douglass? Earl Douglass's wife?" + +"O yes, I knew her long ago," said Fleda, thinking it might be +as well to throw in a spice of ingratiation. "I am Fleda +Ringgan. I used to live here with my grandfather." + +"Don't say! Well, I thought you had a kind o' look the old +Squire's granddarter, ain't you?" + +"She looks like her father," said the sewing-woman, laying +down her needle, which indeed had been little hindrance to her +admiration since Fleda came in. + +"She's a real pretty gal," said the old woman in the corner. + +"He was as smart a looking man as there was in Queechy +township, or Montepoole either," the sewing-woman went on, "Do +you mind him, Flidda?" + +"Anastasy," said the old woman aside, "let Hannah go!" + +"Hannah's a-going to keep to hum Well, about Lucy," she +said, as Fleda rose to go "I can't just say suppos'n you +come here to-morrow afternoon there's a few coming to quilt + and Lucy 'll be to hum then. I should admire to have you, +and then you and Lucy can agree what you'll fix upon. You can +get somebody to bring you, can't you?" + +Fleda inwardly shrank, but managed to get off with thanks, and +without making a positive promise, which Miss Anastasia would +fain have had. She was glad to be out of the house, and +driving off with Hugh. + +"How delicious the open air feels!" + +"What has this visit produced?" said Hugh. + +"An invitation to a party, and a slight possibility that at +the party I may find what I want." + +"A party," said Hugh. Fleda laughed and explained. + +"And do you intend to go?" + +"Not I at least I think not. But, Hugh, don't say anything +about all this to aunt Lucy. She would be troubled." + +Fleda had certainly, when she came away, no notion of +improving her acquaintance with Miss Anastasia; but the +supper, and the breakfast and the dinner of the next day, with +all the nameless and almost numberless duties of house work +that filled up the time between, wrought her to a very strong +sense of the necessity of having some kind of "help" soon. +Mrs. Rossitur wearied herself excessively with doing very +little, and then looked so sad to see Fleda working on, that +it was more disheartening and harder to bear than the fatigue. +Hugh was a most faithful and invaluable coadjutor, and his +lack of strength was, like her own, made up by energy of will; +but neither of them could bear the strain long; and when the +final clearing away of the dinner-dishes gave her a breathing- +time, she resolved to dress herself, and put her thimble in +her pocket, and go over to Miss Finn's quilting. Miss Lucy +might not be like Miss Anastasia; and if she were, anything +that had hands and feet to move instead of her own, would be +welcome. + +Hugh went with her to the door, and was to come for her at +sunset. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +"With superfluity of breeding +First makes you sick, and then with feeding." +JENYNS. + + +Miss Anastasia was a little surprised and a good deal +gratified, Fleda saw, by her coming, and played the hostess +with great benignity. The quilting-frame was stretched in an +upper room, not in the long kitchen, to Fleda's joy; most of +the company were already seated at it, and she had to go +through a long string of introductions before she was +permitted to take her place. First of all, Earl Douglass's +wife, who rose up, and taking both Fleda's hands, squeezed and +shook them heartily, giving her, with eye and lip, a most +genial welcome. This lady had every look of being a very +clever woman "a manager," she was said to be; and, indeed, +her very nose had a little pinch, which prepared one for +nothing superfluous about her. Even her dress could not have +wanted another breadth from the skirt, and had no fullness to +spare about the body neat as a pin, though; and a well-to-do +look through it all. Miss Quackenboss Fleda recognised as an +old friend, gilt beads and all. Catherine Douglass had grown +up to a pretty girl during the five years since Fleda had left +Queechy, and gave her a greeting, half-smiling, half-shy. +There was a little more affluence about the flow of her +drapery, and the pink ribbon round her neck was confined by a +little dainty Jew's-harp of a brooch; she had her mother's +pinch of the nose too. Then there were two other young ladies + Miss Letitia Ann Thornton, a tall-grown girl in pantalettes, +evidently a would-be aristocrat, from the air of her head and +lip, with a well-looking face, and looking well knowing of the +same, and sporting neat little white cuffs at her wrists the +only one who bore such a distinction. The third of these +damsels, Jessie Healy, impressed Fleda with having been +brought up upon coarse meat, and having grown heavy in +consequence; the other two were extremely fair and delicate, +both in complexion and feature. Her aunt Syra, Fleda +recognised without particular pleasure, and managed to seat +herself at the quilt with the sewing-woman and Miss Hannah +between them. Miss Lucy Finn she found seated at her right +hand, but after all the civilities she had just gone through, +Fleda had not courage just then to dash into business with +her, and Miss Lucy herself stitched away, and was dumb. + +So were the rest of the party rather. The presence of the +new comer seemed to have the effect of a spell. Fleda could +not think they had been as silent before her joining them, as +they were for some time afterwards. The young ladies were +absolutely mute, and conversation seemed to flag even among +the elder ones; and if Fleda ever raised her eyes from the +quilt to look at somebody, she was sure to see somebody's eyes +looking at her, with a curiosity well enough defined, and +mixed with a more or less amount of benevolence and pleasure. +Fleda was growing very industrious and feeling her cheeks grow +warm, when the checked stream of conversation began to take +revenge by turning its tide upon her. + +"Are you glad to be back to Queechy, Fleda?" said Mrs. +Douglass, from the opposite far end of the quilt. + +"Yes Ma'am," said Fleda, smiling back her answer "on some +accounts." + +"Ain't she growed like her father, Mis' Douglass?" said the +sewing-woman. "Do you recollect Walter Ringgan? What a +handsome feller he was!" + +The two opposite girls immediately found something to say to +each other. + +"She aint a bit more like him than she is like her mother," +said Mrs. Douglass, biting off the end of her thread +energetically. "Amy Ringgan was a sweet good woman as ever was +in this town." + +Again her daughter's glance and smile went over to the +speaker. + +"You stay in Queechy, and live like Queechy folks do," Mrs. +Douglass added, nodding encouragingly, "and you'll beat both +on 'em." + +But this speech jarred, and Fleda wished it had not been +spoken. + +"How does your uncle like farming?" said aunt Syra. + +A home thrust, which Fleda parried by saying he had hardly got +accustomed to it yet. + +"What's been his business? what has he been doing all his life +till now?" said the sewing-woman. + +Fleda replied that he had had no business; and after the minds +of the company had had time to entertain this statement, she +was startled by Miss Lucy's voice at her elbow. + +"It seems kind o' curious, don't it, that a man should live to +be forty or fifty years old, and not know anything of the +earth he gets his bread from?" + +"What makes you think he don't?" said Miss Thornton, rather +tartly. + +"She wa'n't speaking o' nobody," said aunt Syra. + +"I was I was speaking of man I was speaking abstractly," +said Fleda's right-hand neighbour. + +"What's abstractly?" said Miss Anastasia, scornfully. + +"Where do you get hold of such hard words, Lucy?" said Mrs. +Douglass. + +"I don't know, Mis' Douglass, they come to me; it's practice, +I suppose. I had no intention of being obscure." + +"One kind o' word 's as easy as another, I suppose, when +you're used to it, aint it?" said the sewing-woman. + +"What's abstractly?" said the mistress of the house, again. + +"Look in the dictionary, if you want to know," said her +sister. + +"I don't want to know I only want you to tell." + +"When do you get time for it, Lucy? ha'n't you nothing else to +practise?" pursued Mrs. Douglass. + +"Yes, Mis' Douglass; but then there are times for exertion, +and other times less disposable; and when I feel thoughtful or +low, I commonly retire to my room, and contemplate the stars, +or write a composition." + +The sewing-woman greeted this speech with an unqualified ha! +ha! and Fleda involuntarily raised her head to look at the +last speaker; but there was nothing to be noticed about her, +except that she was in rather nicer order than the rest of the +Finn family. + +"Did you get home safe last night?" inquired Miss Quackenboss, +bending forward over the quilt to look down to Fleda. + +Fleda thanked her, and replied that they had been overturned, +and had several ribs broken. + +"And where have you been, Fleda, all this while?" said Mrs. +Douglass. + +Fleda told, upon which all the quilting party raised their +heads simultaneously, to take another review of her. + +"Your uncle's wife aint a Frenchwoman, be she?" asked the +sewing-woman. + +Fleda said, "Oh, no!" and Miss Quackenboss remarked, that "she +thought she wa'n't;" whereby Fleda perceived it had been a +subject of discussion. + +"She lives like one, don't she?" said aunt Syra. + +Which imputation Fleda also refuted to the best of her power. + +"Well, don't she have dinner in the middle of the afternoon?" +pursued aunt Syra. + +Fleda was obliged to admit that. + +"And she can't eat without she has a fresh piece of roast meat +on table every day, can she?" + +"It is not always roast," said Fleda, half vexed and half +laughing. + +"I'd rather have a good dish o' bread and 'lasses, than the +hull on't," observed old Mrs. Finn, from the corner where she +sat, manifestly turning up her nose at the far-off joints on +Mrs. Rossitur's dinner-table. + +The girls on the other side of the quilt again held counsel +together, deep and low. + +"Well, didn't she pick up all them notions in that place +yonder? where you say she has been?" aunt Syra went on. + +"No," said Fleda; "everybody does so in New York." + +"I want to know what kind of a place New York is, now," said +old Mrs. Finn, drawlingly. "I s'pose it's pretty big, aint +it?" + +Fleda replied that it was. + +"I shouldn't wonder if it was a'most as far as from here to +Queechy Run, now; aint it?" + +The distance mentioned being somewhere about one-eighth of New +York's longest diameter, Fleda answered that it was quite as +far. + +"I s'pose there's plenty o' mighty rich folks there, aint +there?" + +"Plenty, I believe," said Fleda. + +"I should hate to live in it awfully," was the old woman's +conclusion. + +"I should admire to travel in many countries," said Miss Lucy, +for the first time seeming to intend her words particularly +for Fleda's ear. "I think nothing makes people more genteel. I +have observed it frequently." + +Fleda said it was very pleasant; but though encouraged by this +opening, could not muster enough courage to ask if Miss Lucy +had a "notion" to come and prove their gentility. Her next +question was startling if Fleda had ever studied +mathematics. + +"No," said Fleda. "Have you?" + +"O my, yes! There was a lot of us concluded we would learn it; +and we commenced to study it a long time ago. I think it's a +most elevating " + +The discussion was suddenly broken off, for the sewing-woman +exclaimed, as the other sister came in and took her seat + +"Why, Hannah! you ha'n't been makin' bread with that clock on +your hands!" + +"Well, Mis' Barnes!" said the girl; "I've washed 'em, and I've +made bread with 'em, and even that did not take it off!" + +"Do you look at the stars, too, Hannah?" said Mrs. Douglass. + +Amidst a small hubbub of laugh and talk which now became +general, poor Fleda fell back upon one single thought, one +wish that Hugh would come to fetch her home before tea-time. +But it was a vain hope. Hugh was not to be there till sundown, +and supper was announced long before that. They all filed +down, and Fleda with them, to the great kitchen below stairs; +and she found herself placed in the seat of honour indeed, but +an honour she would gladly have escaped, at Miss Anastasia's +right hand. + +A temporary locked-jaw would have been felt a blessing. Fleda +dared hardly even look about her; but under the eye of her +hostess the instinct of good breeding was found sufficient to +swallow everything, literally and figuratively. There was a +good deal to swallow. The usual variety of cakes, sweetmeats, +beef, cheese, biscuits, and pies, was set out with some +peculiarity of arrangement which Fleda had never seen before, +and which left that of Miss Quackenboss elegant by comparison. +Down each side of the table ran an advanced guard of little +sauces in Indian file, but in companies of three, the file +leader of each being a saucer of custard, its follower a ditto +of preserves, and the third keeping a sharp look-out in the +shape of pickles; and to Fleda's unspeakable horror, she +discovered that the guests were expected to help themselves at +will from these several stores with their own spoons, +transferring what they took either to their own plates, or at +once to its final destination, which last mode several of the +company preferred. The advantage of this plan was the +necessary great display of the new silver tea-spoons, which +Mrs. Douglass slily hinted to aunt Syra were the moving cause +of the tea-party. But aunt Syra swallowed sweetmeats, and +would not give heed. + +There was no relief for poor Fleda. Aunt Syra was her next +neighbour, and opposite to her, at Miss Anastasia's left hand, +was the disagreeable countenance and peering eyes of the old +crone, her mother. Fleda kept her own eyes fixed upon her +plate, and endeavoured to see nothing but that. + +"Why, here's Fleda aint eating anything," said Mrs. Douglass. +"Wont you have some preserves? take some custard, do! +Anastasy, she ha'n't a spoon no wonder!" + +Fleda had secretly conveyed hers under cover. + +"There was one," said Miss Anastasia, looking about where one +should have been. I'll get another as soon as I give Mis' +Springer her tea." + +"Ha'n't you got enough to go round?" said the old woman, +plucking at her daughter's sleeve. "Anastasy! ha'n't you got +enough to go round?" + +This speech, which was spoken with a most spiteful simplicity, +Miss Anastasia answered with superb silence, and presently +produced spoons enough to satisfy herself and the company. But +Fleda! No earthly persuasion could prevail upon her to touch +pickles, sweetmeats, or custard that evening; and even in the +bread and cakes she had a vision of hands before her that took +away her appetite. She endeavoured to make a show with hung +beef and cups of tea, which indeed was not Pouchong; but her +supper came suddenly to an end upon a remark of her hostess, +addressed to the whole table, that they needn't be surprised +if they found any bits of pudding in the gingerbread, for it +was made from the molasses the children left the other day. +Who "the children" were Fleda did not know, neither was it +material. + +It was sundown, but Hugh had not come when they went to the +upper rooms again. Two were open now, for they were small, and +the company promised not to be such. Fathers and brothers, and +husbands began to come, and loud talking, and laughing and +joking took place of the quilting chit-chat. Fleda would fain +have absorbed herself in the work again, but though the frame +still stood there, the minds of the company were plainly +turned aside from their duty, or perhaps they thought that +Miss Anastasia had had admiration enough to dispense with +service. Nobody showed a thimble but one or two old ladies; +and as numbers and spirits gathered strength, a kind of +romping game was set on foot, in which a vast deal of kissing +seemed to be the grand wit of the matter. Fleda shrank away +out of sight behind the open door of communication between the +two rooms, pleading, with great truth, that she was tired, and +would like to keep perfectly quiet; and she had soon the +satisfaction of being apparently forgotten. + +In the other room, some of the older people were enjoying +themselves more soberly. Fleda's ear was too near the crack of +the door, not to have the benefit of more of their +conversation than she cared for. It soon put quiet of mind out +of the question. + +"He'll twist himself up pretty short that's my sense of it; +and he wont take long to do it, nother," said Earl Douglass's +voice. + +Fleda would have known it anywhere, from its extreme +peculiarity. It never either rose or fell much from a certain +pitch; and at that level the words gurgled forth, seemingly +from an everbrimming fountain; he never wanted one; and the +stream had neither let nor stay till his modicum of sense had +fairly run out. People thought he had not a greater stock of +that than some of his neighbours; but he issued an amount of +word-currency sufficient for the use of the county. + +"He'll run himself agin a post pretty quick," said uncle +Joshua, in a confirmatory tone of voice. + +Fleda had a confused idea that somebody was going to hang +himself. + +"He aint a-workin' things right," said Douglass; "he aint a- +workin' things right; he's takin' hold o' everything by the +tail end. He aint studied the business; he doesn't know when +things is right, and he doesn't know when things is wrong; and +if they're wrong, he don't know how to set 'em right. He's got +a feller there that aint no more fit to be there, than I am to +be Vice-President of the United States; and I aint a-going to +say what I think I am fit for, but I ha'n't studied for that +place, and I shouldn't like to stand an examination for't; and +a man hadn't ought to be a farmer no more if he ha'n't +qualified himself. That's my idee. I like to see a thing done +well, if it's to be done at all; and there aint a stitch o' +land been laid right on the hull farm, nor a furrow driv' as +it had ought to be, since he came on to it; and I say, Squire +Springer, a man aint going to get along in that way, and he +hadn't ought to. I work hard myself, and I calculate to work +hard, and I make a livin' by't; and I'm content to work hard. +When I see a man with his hands in his pockets, I think he'll +have nothin' else in 'em soon. I don't believe he's done a +hand's turn himself on the land the hull season!" + +And upon this Mr. Douglass brought up. + +"My son, Lucas, has been workin' with him, off and on, pretty +much the hull time since he come; and he says he ha'n't begun +to know how to spell farmer yet." + +"Ay, ay! My wife she's a little harder on folks than I be +I think it aint worth while to say nothin' of a man without I +can say some good of him that's my idee; and it don't do no +harm, nother; but my wife, she says he's got to let down his +notions a peg or two afore they'll hitch just in the right +place; and I wont say but what I think she aint, maybe, fur +from right. If a man's above his business, he stands a pretty +fair chance to be below it some day. I wont say myself, for I +haven't any acquaintance with him, and a man oughtn't to speak +but of what he's knowing to; but I have heerd say, that he +wa'n't as conversationable as it would ha' been handsome in +him to be, all things considerin.' There seems to be a good +many things said of him, somehow, and l always think men don't +talk of a man if he don't give 'em occasion; but, anyhow, I've +been past the farm pretty often myself this summer, working +with Seth Plumfield; and I've took notice of things myself; +and I know he's been makin' beds o' sparrowgrass when he had +ought to ha' been makin' fences, and he's been helpin' that +little girl o' his'n set her flowers, when he would ha' been +better sot to work lookin' after his Irishman. But I don't +know as it made much matter, nother; for if he went wrong, Mr. +Rossitur wouldn't know how to set him right, and if he was a- +going right, Mr. Rossitur would ha' been just as likely to ha' +set him wrong. Well, I'm sorry for him!" + +"Mr. Rossitur is a most gentlemanlike man," said the voice of +Dr. Quackenboss. + +"Ay I dare say he is," Earl responded, in precisely the same +tone. "I was down to his house one day last summer to see him. +He wa'n't to hum, though." + +"It would be strange if harm come to a man with such a +guardian angel in the house as that man has in his'n." said +Dr. Quackenboss. + +"Well she's a pretty creetur!" said Douglass, looking up with +some animation. "I wouldn't blame any man that sot a good deal +by her. I will say I think she's as handsome as my own darter; +and a man can't go no furder than that, I suppose." + +"She wont help his farming much, I guess," said uncle Joshua, +"nor his wife nother." + +Fleda heard Dr. Quackenboss coming through the doorway, and +started from her corner, for fear he might find her out there, +and know what she had heard. + +He very soon found her out in the new place she had chosen, +and came up to pay his compliments. Fleda was in a mood for +anything but laughing, yet the mixture of the ludicrous which +the doctor administered set her nerves a-twitching. Bringing +his chair down sideways at one angle and his person at +another, so as to meet at the moment of the chair's touching +the floor, and with a look and smile, slanting to match, the +doctor said + +"Well, Miss Ringgan, has a Mrs. Rossitur does she feel +herself reconciled yet?" + +"Reconciled, Sir?' said Fleda. + +"Yes a to Queechy?" + +"She never quarrelled with it, Sir," said Fleda, quite unable +to keep from laughing. + +"Yes I mean a she feels that she can sustain her spirits +in different situations?" + +"She is very well, Sir, thank you." + +"It must have been a great change to her and to you all +coming to this place." + +"Yes, Sir; the country is very different from the city." + +"In what part of New York was Mr. Rossitur's former +residence?" + +" In State-street, Sir." + +"State-street that is somewhere in the direction of the +Park?" + +"No, Sir, not exactly." + +"Was Mrs. Rossitur a native of the city?" + +"Not of New York. Oh, Hugh! my dear Hugh!" exclaimed Fleda, in +another tone "what have you been thinking of?" + +"Father wanted me," said Hugh. "I could not help it, Fleda." + +"You are not going to have the cruelty to take your a +cousin away, Mr. Rossitur?" said the doctor. + +But Fleda was for once happy to be cruel; she would hear no +remonstrances. Though her desire for Miss Lucy's "help" had +considerably lessened, she thought she could not in politeness +avoid speaking on the subject, after being invited there on +purpose. But Miss Lucy said she "calculated to stay at home +this winter," unless she went to live with somebody at Kenton, +for the purpose of attending a course of philosophy lectures +that she heard were to be given there. So that matter was +settled; and, clasping Hugh's arm, Fleda turned away from the +house with a step and heart both lightened by the joy of being +out of it. + +"I coudn't come sooner, Fleda," said Hugh. + +"No matter Oh, I'm so glad to be away! Walk a little faster, +dear Hugh. Have you missed me at home?" + +"Do you want me to say no or yes?" said Hugh, smiling. "We did +very well mother and I and I have left everything ready to +have tea the minute you get home. What sort of a time have you +had?" + +In answer to which Fleda gave him a long history, and then +they walked on a while in silence. The evening was still, and +would have been dark but for the extreme brilliancy of the +stars through the keen, clear atmosphere. Fleda looked up at +them, and drew large draughts of bodily and mental refreshment +with the bracing air. + +"Do you know to-morrow will be Thanksgiving-day?" + +"Yes; what made you think of it?" + +"They were talking about it; they make a great fuss here +Thanksgiving-day." + +"I don't think we shall make much of a fuss," said Hugh. + +"I don't think we shall. I wonder what I shall do I am +afraid uncle Rolf will get tired of coffee and omelettes in +the course of time; and my list of receipts is very limited." + +"It is a pity you didn't beg one of Mrs. Renney's books," said +Hugh, laughing. "If you had only known " + +" 'Tisn't too late!" said Fleda, quickly. "I'll send to New +York for one. I will! I'll ask uncle Orrin to get it for me. +That's the best thought!" + +"But, Fleda, you're not going to turn cook in that fashion?" + +"It would be no harm to have the book," said Fleda. "I can +tell you, we mustn't expect to get anybody here that can make +an omelette, or even coffee, that uncle Rolf will drink. Oh, +Hugh! " + +"What?" + +"I don't know where we are going to get anybody! But don't say +anything to aunt Lucy about it." + +"Well, we can keep Thanksgiving-day, Fleda, without a dinner," +said Hugh, cheerfully. + +"Yes, indeed I am sure I can after being among these +people to-night. How much I have that they want! Look at the +Great Bear over there! Isn't that better than New York?" + +"The Great Bear hangs over New York, too," Hugh said, with a +smile. + +"Ah! but it isn't the same thing. Heaven hasn't the same eyes +for the city and the country." + +As Hugh and Fleda went quick up to the kitchen-door, they +overtook a dark figure, at whom looking narrowly as she +passed, Fleda recognised Seth Plumfield. He was joyfully let +into the kitchen, and there proved to be the bearer of a huge +dish, carefully covered with a napkin. + +"Mother guessed you hadn't any Thanksgiving ready," he said, +"and she wanted to send this down to you; so I thought I would +come and fetch it myself." + +"Oh, thank her! and thank you, cousin Seth; how good you are!" + +"Mother ha'n't lost her old trick at 'em," said he; "so I hope +that's good." + +"Oh, I know it is," said Fleda. "I remember aunt Miriam's +Thanksgiving chicken-pies. Now, cousin Seth, you must come in, +and see aunt Lucy." + +"No," said he, quietly: "I've got my farm boots on. I guess I +wont see anybody but you." + +But Fleda would not suffer that; and finding she could not +move him, she brought her aunt out into the kitchen. Mrs. +Rossitur's manner of speaking, and thanking him, quite charmed +Seth, and he went away with a kindly feeling towards those +gentle, bright eves, which he never forgot. + +"Now, we've something for to-morrow, Hugh !" said Fleda; "and +such a chicken-pie, I can tell you, as you never saw. Hugh, +isn't it odd, how different a thing is in different +circumstances? You don't know how glad I was when I put my +hands upon that warm pie-dish, and knew what it was; and when +did I ever care in New York about Emile's doings?" + +"Except the almond gauffres," said Hugh, smiling. + +"I never thought to be so glad of a chicken-pie," said Fleda, +shaking her head. + +Aunt Miriam's dish bore out Fleda's praise, in the opinion of +all that tasted it; for such fowls, such butter, and such +cream, as went to its composition, could hardly be known but +in an unsophisticated state of society. But one pie could not +last for ever; and as soon as the signs of dinner were got rid +of, Thanksgiving-day though it was, poor Fleda was fain to go +up the hill, to consult aunt Miriam about the possibility of +getting "help." + +"I don't know, dear Fleda," said she; "if you cannot get Lucy +Flinn, I don't know who else there is you can get. Mrs. Toles +wants both her daughters at home, I know, this winter, because +she is sick; and Marietta Winchel is working at aunt Syra's. I +don't know do you remember Barby Elster, that used to live +with me?" + +"O yes!" + +"She might go she has been staying at home these two years, +to take care of her old mother, that's the reason she left me; +but she has another sister come home now Hetty, that +married, and went to Montepoole; she's lost her husband and +come home to live; so perhaps Barby would go out again. But I +don't know how do you think your aunt Lucy would get along +with her?" + +"Dear aunt Miriam, you know we must do as we can. We must have +somebody." + +"Barby is a little quick," said Mrs. Plumfield, "but I think +she is good-hearted, and she is thorough and faithful as the +day is long. If your aunt and uncle can put up with her ways." + +"I am sure we can, aunt Miriam. Aunt Lucy's the easiest person +in the world to please; and I'll try and keep her away from +uncle Rolf. I think we can get along. I know Barby used to +like me." + +"But then Barby knows nothing about French cooking, my child; +she can do nothing but the common, country things. What will +your uncle and aunt say to that?" + +"I don't know," said Fleda, "but anything is better than +nothing. I must try and do what she can't do. I'll come up and +get you to teach me, aunt Miriam." + +Aunt Miriam hugged and kissed her before speaking. + +"I'll teach you what I know, my darling: and now we'll go +right off and see Barby we shall catch her just in a good +time." + +It was a poor little unpainted house, standing back from the +road, and with a double row of' boards laid down to serve as a +path to it. But this board walk was scrubbed perfectly clean. +They went in without knocking. There was nobody there but an +old woman seated before the fire, shaking all over with the +St. Vitus's Dance. She gave them no salutation, calling +instead on "Barby!" who presently made her appearance from +the inner door. + +"Barby! who's this?" + +"That's Mis' Plumfield, mother," said the daughter, speaking +loud as to a deaf person. + +The old lady immediately got up and dropped a very quick and +what was meant to be a very respect-showing courtesy, saying +at the same time, with much deference, and with one of her +involuntary twitches, "I ' 'maun ' to know!" The sense of the +ludicrous and the feeling of pity together, were painfully +oppressive. Fleda turned away to the daughter, who came +forward and shook hands with a frank look of pleasure at the +sight of her elder visitor. + +"Barby," said Mrs. Plumfield, "this is little Fleda Ringgan +do you remember her?" + +"I 'mind to know!" said Barby, transferring her hand to +Fleda's, and giving it a good squeeze. "She's growed a fine +gal, Mis' Plumfield. You ha'n't lost none of your good looks +- ha' you kept all your old goodness along with 'em?" + +Fleda laughed at this abrupt question, and said she didn't +know. + +"If you ha'n't, I wouldn't give much for your eyes," said +Barby, letting go her hand. + +Mrs. Plumfield laughed too at Barby's equivocal mode of +complimenting. + +"Who's that young gal, Barby?" inquired Mrs. Elster. + +"That's Mis' Plumfield's niece, mother." + +"She's a handsome little creetur, aint she?" + +They all laughed at that, and Fleda's cheeks growing crimson, +Mrs. Plumfield stepped forward to ask after the old lady's +health; and while she talked and listened, Fleda's eyes noted +the spotless condition of the room the white table, the nice +rag-carpet, the bright many-coloured patchwork counterpane on +the bed, the brilliant cleanliness of the floor, where the +small carpet left the boards bare, the tidy look of the two +women; and she made up her mind that she could get along with +Miss Barbara very well. Barby was rather tall, and in face +decidedly a fine-looking woman, though her figure had the +usual scantling proportions which nature or fashion assigns to +the hard-working dwellers in the country. A handsome, quick, +gray eye, and the mouth, were sufficiently expressive of +character, and perhaps of temper, but there were no lines of +anything sinister or surly; you could imagine a flash, but not +a cloud. + +"Barby, you are not tied at home any longer, are you?" said. +Mrs. Plumfield, coming back from the old lady and speaking +rather low; "now that Hetty is here, can't your mother spare +you?" + +"Well, I reckon she could, Mis' Plumfield, if I could work it +so that she'd be more comfortable by my being away." + +"Then you'd have no objection to go out again?" + +"Where to?" + +"Fleda's uncle, you know, has taken my brother's old place, +and they have no help. They want somebody to take the whole +management just you, Barby. Mrs. Rossitur isn't strong." + +"Nor don't want to be, does she? I've heerd tell of her, Mis' +Plumfield I should despise to have as many legs and arms as +other folks, and not be able to help myself!" + +"But you wouldn't despise to help other folks, I hope," said +Mrs. Plumfield, smiling. + +"People that want you very much, too," said Fleda; for she +quite longed to have that strong hand and healthy eye to rely +upon at home. Barby looked at her with a relaxed face, and, +after a little consideration, said she guessed "she'd try." + +"Mis' Plumfield," cried the old lady, as they were moving +"Mis' Plumfield, you said you'd send me a piece of pork." + +"I haven't forgotten it, Mrs. Elster you shall have it." + +"Well, you get it out for me yourself," said the old woman, +speaking very energetically "don't you send no one else to +the barrel for't, because I know you'll give me the biggest +piece." + +Mrs. Plumfield laughed and promised. + +"I'll come up and work it out some odd day," said the +daughter, nodding intelligently, as she followed them to the +door. + +"We'll talk about that," said Mrs. Plumfield. + +"She was wonderful pleased with the pie," said Barby, "and so +was Hetty; she ha'n't seen anything so good, she says, since +she quit Queechy." + +"Well, Barby," said Mrs. Plumfield, as she turned and grasped +her hand, "did you remember your thanksgiving over it?" + +"Yes, Mis' Plumfield," and the fine grey eyes fell to the +floor; "but I minded it only because it had come from you. I +seemed to hear you saying just that out of every bone I +picked." + +"You minded my message," said the other, gently. + +"Well, I don't mind the things I had ought to most," said +Barby, in a subdued voice "never! 'cept mother I aint +very apt to forget her." + +Mrs. Plumfield saw a tell-tale glittering beneath the drooping +eyelid. She added no more but a sympathetic strong squeeze of +the hand she held, and turned to follow Fleda who had gone on +ahead. + +"Mis' Plumfield," said Barby, before they had reached the +stile that led into the road, where Fleda was standing, "will +I be sure of having the money regular down yonder? You know, I +hadn't ought to go otherways, on account of mother." + +"Yes, it will be sure," said Mrs. Plumfield, "and regular;" +adding quietly, "I'll make it so." + +There was a bond for the whole amount in aunt Miriam's eyes; +and, quite satisfied, Barby went back to the house. + +"Will she expect to come to our table, aunt Miriam'? said +Fleda, when they had walked a little way. + +"No, she will not expect that; but Barby will want a different +kind of managing from those Irish women of yours. She wont +bear to be spoken to in a way that don't suit her notions of +what she thinks she deserves; and perhaps your aunt and uncle +will think her notions rather high I don't know." + +"There is no difficulty with aunt Lucy," said Fleda; "and I +guess I can manage uncle Rolf I'll try. _I_ like her very +much." + +"Barby is very poor," said Mrs. Plumfield; "she has nothing +but her own earnings to support herself and her old mother, +and now, I suppose, her sister and her child; for Hetty is a +poor thing never did much, and now I suppose does nothing." + +"Are those Finns poor, aunt Miriam?" + +"O no not at all they are very well off." + +"So I thought they seemed to have plenty of everything, and +silver spoons and all. But why then do they go out to work?" + +"They are a little too fond of getting money, I expect," said +aunt Miriam. "And they are a queer sort of people rather the +mother is queer, and the children are queer they aint like +other folks exactly never were." + +"I am very glad we are to have Barby, instead of that Lucy +Finn," said Fleda. "Oh, aunt Miriam! you can't think how much +easier my heart feels." + +"Poor child!" said aunt Miriam, looking at her. "But it isn't +best, Fleda, to have things work too smooth in this world." + +"No, I suppose not," said Fleda, sighing. "Isn't it very +strange, aunt Miriam, that it should make people worse instead +of better to have everything go pleasantly with them?" + +"It is because they are apt then to be so full of the present, +that they forget the care of the future." + +"Yes, and forget there is anything better than the present, I +suppose," said Fleda. + +"So we mustn't fret at the ways our Father takes to keep us +from hurting ourselves," said aunt Miriam, cheerfully. + +"O no!" said Fleda, looking up brightly, in answer to the +tender manner in which these words were spoken; "and I +didn't mean that _this_ is much of a trouble only I am very +glad to think that somebody is coming to-morrow." + +Aunt Miriam thought that gentle unfretful face could not stand +in need of much discipline. + + + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +"Wise men alway +Affyrme and say, +That best is for a man +Diligently, +For to apply, +The business that he can." MORE + + +Fleda waited for Barby's coming the next day with a little +anxiety. The introduction and installation, however, were +happily got over. Mrs. Rossitur, as Fleda knew, was most +easily pleased, and Barby Elster's quick eye was satisfied +with the unaffected and universal gentleness and politeness of +her new employer. She made herself at home in half an hour; +and Mrs. Rossitur and Fleda were comforted to perceive, by +unmistakable signs, that their presence was not needed in the +kitchen, and they might retire to their own premises and +forget there was another part of the house. Fleda had +forgotten it utterly, and deliciously enjoying the rest of +mind and body, she was stretched upon the sofa, luxuriating +over some volume from her remnant of a library, when the inner +door was suddenly pushed open far enough to admit of the +entrance of Miss Elster's head. + +"Where's the soft soap?" + +Fleda's book went down, and her heart jumped to her mouth, for +her uncle was sitting over by the window. Mrs. Rossitur looked +up in amaze, and waited for the question to be repeated. + +"I say, where's the soft soap?" + +"Soft soap!" said Mrs. Rossitur "I don't know whether there +is any Fleda, do you know?" + +"I was trying to think, aunt Lucy I don't believe there is +any." + +"_Where_ is it?" said Barby. + +"There is none, I believe," said Mrs. Rossitur + +"Where _was_ it, then?" + +"Nowhere there has not been any in the house," said Fleda, +raising herself up to see over the back of her sofa. + +"There ha'n't been none!" said Miss Elster, in a tone more +significant than her words, and shutting the door as abruptly +as she had opened it. + +"What upon earth does the woman mean?" exclaimed Mr. Rossitur, +springing up and advancing towards the kitchen door. Fleda +threw herself before him. + +"Nothing at all, uncle Rolf she doesn't mean anything at all + she doesn't know any better." + +"I will improve her knowledge get out of the way, Fleda." + +"But, uncle Rolf, just hear me one moment please don't! +she didn't mean any harm these people don't know any manners + just let me speak to her, please, uncle Rolf!" said Fleda, +laying both hands upon her uncle's arms "I'll manage her." + +Mr. Rossitur's wrath was high, and he would have run over or +knocked down anything less gentle that had stood in his way; +hut even the harshness of strength shuns to set itself in +array against the meekness that does not _oppose;_ if the touch +of those hands had been a whit less light, or the glance of +her eye less submissively appealing, it would have availed +nothing. As it was, he stopped and looked at her, at first +scowling, but then with a smile. + +"_You_ manage her!" said he. + +"Yes," said Fleda, laughing, and now exerting her force, she +gently pushed him back towards the seat he had quitted "yes, +uncle Rolf, you've enough else to manage, don't undertake our +'help.' Deliver over all your displeasure upon me when +anything goes wrong I will be the conductor to carry it off +safely into the kitchen, and discharge it just at that point +where I think it will do most execution. Now, will you, uncle +Rolf? Because we have got a new-fashioned piece of fire-arms +in the other room, that I am afraid will go off unexpectedly +if it is meddled with by an unskilful hand; and that would +leave us without arms, you see, or with only aunt Lucy's and +mine, which are not reliable." + +"You saucy girl!" said her uncle, who was laughing partly at +and partly with her, "I don't know what you deserve exactly. +Well, keep this precious new operative of yours out of my way, +and I'll take care to keep out of hers. But mind, you must +manage not to have your piece snapping in my face in this +fashion, for I wont stand it." + +And so, quieted, Mr. Rossitur sat down to his book again; and +Fleda, leaving hers open, went to attend upon Barby. + +"There ain't much yallow soap neither," said this personage, +"if this is all. There's one thing if we ha'n't got it, we +can make it. I must get Mis' Rossitur to have a leach-tub sot +up right away. I'm a dreadful hand for havin' plenty o' soap." + +"What is a leach-tub?" said Fleda. + +"Why, a leach-tub, for to leach ashes in. That's easy enough. +I'll fix it, afore we're any on us much older. If Mr. Rossitur +'ll keep me in good hard wood, I sha'n't cost him hardly +anything for potash." + +"I'll see about it," said Fleda; "and I will see about having +the leach-tub, or whatever it is, put up for you. And, Barby, +whenever you want anything, will you just speak to me about +it? and if I am in the other room, ask me to come out here; +because my aunt is not strong, and does not know where things +are as well as I do; and when my uncle is in there, he +sometimes does not like to be disturbed with hearing any such +talk. If you'll tell me, I'll see and have everything done for +you." + +"Well you get me a leach sot up that's all I'll ask of you +just now," said Barby, good-humouredly, "and help me to find +the soap-grease, if there is any. As to the rest, I don't want +to see nothin' o' him in the kitchen, so I'll relieve him if +he don't want to see much o' me in the parlour. I shouldn't +wonder if there wa'n't a speck of it in the house." + +Not a speck was there to be found. + +"Your uncle's pockets must ha' had a good hole in 'em by this +time," remarked Barby, as they came back from the cellar. +"However, there never was a crock so empty it couldn't be +filled. You get me a leach-tub sot up, and I'll find work for +it." + +From that time, Fleda had no more trouble with her uncle and +Barby. Each seemed to have a wholesome appreciation of the +other's combative qualities, and to shun them. With Mrs. +Rossitur, Barby was soon all-powerful. It was enough that she +wanted a thing, if Mrs. Rossitur's own resources could compass +it. For Fleda, to say that Barby had presently a perfect +understanding with her, and joined to that, a most +affectionate, careful regard, is not, perhaps, saying much; +for it was true of every one, without exception, with whom +Fleda had much to do. Barby was to all of them a very great +comfort and stand-by. + +It was well for them that they had her within doors to keep +things, as she called it, "right and tight;" for abroad the +only system in vogue was one of fluctuation and uncertainty. +Mr. Rossitur's Irishman, Donohan, staid his year out, doing as +little good, and as much, at least, negative harm, as he well +could; and then went, leaving them a good deal poorer than he +found them. Dr. Gregory's generosity had added to Mr. +Rossitur's own small stock of ready money, giving him the +means to make some needed outlays on the farm. But the outlay, +ill-applied, had been greater than the income; a scarcity of' +money began to be more and more felt; and the comfort of the +family accordingly drew within more and more narrow bounds. +The temper of the head of the family suffered in at least +equal degree. + +From the first of Barby's coming, poor Fleda had done her +utmost to prevent the want of Mons. Emile from being felt. Mr. +Rossitur's table was always set by her careful hand, and all +the delicacies that came upon it were, unknown to him, of her +providing even the bread. One day, at breakfast, Mr. +Rossitur had expressed his impatient displeasure at that of +Miss Elster's manufacture. Fleda saw the distressed shade that +came over her aunt's face, and took her resolution. It was the +last time. She had followed her plan of sending for the +receipts, and she studied them diligently, both at home and +under aunt Miriam. Natural quickness of eye and hand came in +aid of her affectionate zeal, and it was not long before she +could trust herself to undertake any operation in the whole +range of her cookery-book. But, meanwhile, materials were +growing scarce, and hard to come by. The delicate French rolls +which were now always ready for her uncle's plate in the +morning, had sometimes nothing to back them, unless the +unfailing water-cress from the good little spring in the +meadow. Fleda could not spare her eggs, for, perhaps, they +might have nothing else to depend upon for dinner. It was no +burden to her to do these things; she had a sufficient reward +in seeing that her aunt and Hugh ate the better, and that her +uncle's brow was clear; but it was a burden when her hands +were tied by the lack of means, for she knew the failure of +the usual supply was bitterly felt, not for the actual want, +but for that other want which it implied and prefigured. + +On the first dismissal of Donohan, Fleda hoped for a good turn +of affairs. But Mr. Rossitur, disgusted with his first +experiment, resolved this season to be his own head man; and +appointed Lucas Springer the second in command, with a possι +of labourers to execute his decrees. It did not work well. Mr. +Rossitur found he had a very tough prime minister, who would +have every one of his plans to go through a kind of winnowing +process by being tossed about in an argument. The arguments +were interminable, until Mr. Rossitur not unfrequently quit +the field with, "Well, do what you like about it!" not +conquered, but wearied. The labourers, either from want of +ready money, or of what they called "manners" in their +employer, fell off at the wrong times, just when they were +most wanted. Hugh threw himself then into the breach and +wrought beyond his strength; and that tried Fleda worst of +all. She was glad to see haying and harvest pass over; but the +change of seasons seemed to bring only a change of +disagreeableness, and she could not find that hope had any +better breathing-time in the short days of winter than in the +long days of summer. Her gentle face grew more gentle than +ever, for under the shade of sorrowful patience, which was +always there, now its meekness had no eclipse. + +Mrs. Rossitur was struck with it one morning. She was coming +down from her room and saw Fleda standing on the landing-place +gazing out of the window. It was before breakfast one cold +morning in winter. Mrs. Rossitur put her arms round her softly +and kissed her. + +"What are you thinking about, dear Fleda? you ought not to +be standing here." + +"I was looking at Hugh," said Fleda, and her eye went back to +the window. Mrs. Rossitur's followed it. The window gave them +a view of the ground behind the house; and there was Hugh, +just coming in with a large armful of heavy wood which he had +been sawing. + +"He isn't strong enough to do that, aunt Lucy," said Fleda, +softly. + +"I know it," said his mother, in a subdued tone, and not +moving her eye, though Hugh had disappeared. + +"It is too cold for him; he is too thinly clad to bear this +exposure," said Fleda, anxiously. + +"I know it," said his mother, again. + +"Can't you tell uncle Rolf? can't you get him to do it? I am +afraid Hugh will hurt himself, aunt Lucy." + +"I did tell him the other day I did speak to him about it," +said Mrs. Rossitur; "but he said there was no reason why Hugh +should do it there were plenty of other people " + +"But how can he say so when he knows we never can ask Lucas to +do anything of the kind, and that other man always contrives +to be out of the way when he is wanted? Oh, what is he +thinking of?" said Fleda, bitterly, as she saw Hugh again at +his work. + +It was so rarely that Fleda was seen to shed tears, that they +always were a signal of dismay to any of the household. There +was even agony in Mrs. Rossitur's voice as she implored her +not to give way to them. But, notwithstanding that, Fleda's +tears came this time from too deep a spring to be stopped at +once. + +"It makes me feel as if all was lost, Fleda, when I see you do +so." + +Fleda put her arms about her neck, and whispered that "she +would not" that "she should not " + +Yet it was a little while before she could say any more. + +"But, aunt Lucy, he doesn't know what he is doing." + +"No; and I can't make him know. I cannot say anything more, +Fleda it would do no good. I don't know what is the matter +he is entirely changed from what he used to be." + +"I know what is the matter," said Fleda, now turning comforter +in her turn, as her aunt's tears fell more quietly, because +more despairingly, than her own "I know what it is he is +not happy; that is all. He has not succeeded well in these +farm doings, and he wants money, and he is worried it is no +wonder if he don't seem exactly as he used to." + +"And oh, that troubles me most of all!" said Mrs. Rossitur. +"The farm is bringing in nothing, I know he don't know how +to get along with it I was afraid it would be so; and we +are paying nothing to uncle Orrin and it is just a dead +weight on his hands; and I can't bear to think of it! And +what will it come to?" + +Mrs. Rossitur was now in her turn surprised into showing the +strength of her sorrows and apprehensions. Fleda was fain to +put her own out of sight, and bend her utmost powers to soothe +and compose her aunt, till they could both go down to the +breakfast-table. She had got ready a nice little dish that her +uncle was very fond of; but her pleasure in it was all gone; +and indeed it seemed to be thrown away upon the whole table. +Half the meal was over before anybody said a word. + +"I am going to wash my hands of these miserable farm affairs," +said Mr. Rossitur. + +"Are you?" said his wife. + +"Yes of all personal concern in them; that is, I am wearied +to death with the perpetual annoyances and vexations, and +petty calls upon my time life is not worth having at such a +rate! I'll have done with it." + +"You will give up the entire charge to Lucas?" said Mrs. +Rossitur. + +"Lucas! No! I wouldn't undergo that man's tongue for +another year if he would take out his wages in talking. I +could not have more of it in that case than I have had the +last six months. After money, the thing that man loves best is +certainly the sound of his own voice; and a most +insufferable egotist! No I have been talking with a man who +wants to take the whole farm for two years upon shares that +will clear me of all trouble." + +There was sober silence for a few minutes, and then Mrs. +Rossitur asked who it was. + +"His name is Didenhover." + +"Oh, uncle Rolf, don't have anything to do with him!" +exclaimed Fleda. + +"Why not?" + +"Because he lived with grandpa a great while ago, and behaved +very ill. Grandpa had a great deal of trouble with him." + +"How old were you then?" + +"I was young to be sure," said Fleda, hanging her head, "but I +remember very well how it was." + +"You may have occasion to remember it a second time," said Mr. +Rossitur, drily, "for the thing is done. I have engaged him." + +Not another word was spoken. + +Mr. Rossitur went out after breakfast, and Mrs. Rossitur +busied herself with the breakfast cups and a tub of hot water + a work she never would let Fleda share with her, and which +lasted in consequence long enough, Barby said, to cook and eat +three breakfasts. Fleda and Hugh sat looking at the floor and +the fire respectively. + +"I am going up the hill to get a sight of aunt Miriam," said +Fleda, bringing her eyes from the fire upon her aunt. + +"Well, dear, do. You have been shut up long enough by the +snow. Wrap yourself up well, and put on my snow-boots." + +"No, indeed!" said Fleda. "I shall just draw on another pair +of stockings over my shoes, within my India-rubbers I will +take a pair of Hugh's woollen ones." + +"What has become of your own?" said Hugh. + +"My own what? Stockings?" + +"Snow-boots." + +"Worn out, Mr. Rossitur! I have run them to death, poor +things! Is that a slight intimation that you are afraid of the +same fate for your socks?" + +"No," said Hugh, smiling in spite of himself, at her manner +"I will lend you anything I have got, Fleda." + +His tone put Fleda in mind of the very doubtful pretensions of +the socks in question to be comprehended under the term she +was silent a minute. + +"Will you go with me, Hugh?" + +"No, dear, I can't; I must get a little ahead with the wood +while I can; it looks as if it would snow again, and Barby +isn't provided for more than a day or two." + +"And how for this fire?" + +Hugh shook his head, and rose up to go forth into the kitchen. +Fleda went too, linking her arm in his, and bearing +affectionately upon it; a sort of tacit saying, that they +would sink or swim together. Hugh understood it perfectly. + +"I am very sorry you have to do it, dear Hugh; oh, that +woodshed! If it had only been made " + +"Never mind can't help it now we shall get through the +winter by and by." + +"Can't you get uncle Rolf to help you a little?" whispered +Fleda; "It would do him good." + +But Hugh only shook his head. + +"What are we going to do for dinner, Barby?" said Fleda, still +holding Hugh there before the fire. + +"Aint much choice," said Barby. "It would puzzle anybody to +spell much more out of it than pork and ham. There's plenty of +them. _I_ sha'n't starve this some time." + +"But we had ham yesterday, and pork the day before yesterday, +and ham Monday," said Fleda. "There is plenty of vegetables, +thanks to you and me, Hugh," she said, with a little reminding +squeeze of his arm. "I could make soups nicely, if I had +anything to make them of!" + +"There's enough to be had for the catching," said Barby. "If I +hadn't a man-mountain of work upon me, I'd start out and shoot +or steal something." + +"_You_ shoot, Barby!" said Fleda, laughing. + +"I guess I can do most anything I set my hand to. If I +couldn't, I'd shoot myself. It wont do to kill no more o' them +chickens." + +"O no, now they are laying so finely. Well, I am going up +the hill, and when I come home I'll try and make up something, +Barby." + +"Earl Douglass 'll go out in the woods now and then, of a day, +when he ha'n't no work particular to do, and fetch hum as many +pigeons and woodchucks as you could shake a stick at." + +"Hugh, my dear," said Fleda, laughing, "it's a pity you aren't +a hunter I would shake a stick at you with great pleasure. +Well, Barby, we will see when I come home." + +"I was just a-thinkin'," said Barby; "Mis' Douglass sent +round to know if Mis' Rossitur would like a piece of fresh +meat Earl's been killing a sheep there's a nice quarter, +she says, if she'd like to have it." + +"A quarter of mutton!" said Fleda, "I don't know no, I +think not, Barby; I don't know when we should be able to pay +it back again. And yet, Hugh do you think uncle Rolf will +kill another sheep this winter?" + +"I am sure he will not," said Hugh; "there have so many died." + +"If he only knowed it, that is a reason for killing more," +said Barby "and have the good of them while he can." + +"Tell Mrs. Douglass we are obliged to her, but we do not want +the mutton, Barby." + +Hugh went to his chopping, and Fleda set out upon her walk +the lines of her face settling into a most fixed gravity so +soon as she turned away from the house. It was what might be +called a fine winter's day cold and still, and the sky +covered with one uniform grey cloud. The snow lay in +uncompromising whiteness, thick over all the world a kindly +shelter for the young grain and covering for the soil; but +Fleda's spirits, just then in another mood, saw in it only the +cold refusal to hope, and the barren check to exertion. The +wind had cleared the snow from the trees and fences, and they +stood in all their unsoftened blackness and nakedness, bleak +and stern. The high grey sky threatened a fresh fall of snow +in a few hours; it was just now a lull between two storms; and +Fleda's spirits, that sometimes would have laughed in the face +of nature's soberness, to-day sank to its own quiet. Her pace +neither slackened nor quickened till she reached aunt Miriam's +house, and entered the kitchen. + +Aunt Miriam was in high tide of business over a pot of boiling +lard, and the enormous bread-tray by the side of the fire was +half-full of very tempting light-brown cruller, which, +however, were little more than a kind of sweet bread for the +workmen. In the bustle of putting in and taking out, aunt +Miriam could give her visitor but a word and a look. Fleda +pulled off her hood, and sitting down, watched in unusual +silence the old lady's operations. + +"And how are they all at your house to-day?" aunt Miriam +asked, as she was carefully draining her cruller out of the +kettle. + +Fleda answered that they were as well as usual, but a slight +hesitation and the tell-tale tone of her voice made the old +lady look at her more narrowly. She came near and kissed that +gentle brow, and looking in her eyes, asked her what the +matter was? + +"I don't know; " said Fleda, eyes and voice wavering alike +"I am foolish, I believe " + +Aunt Miriam tenderly put aside the hair from her forehead, and +kissed it again, but the cruller was burning, and she went +back to the kettle. + +"I got down-hearted somehow this morning," Fleda went on, +trying to steady her voice and school herself. + +"_You_ down-hearted, dear! About what?" + +There was a world of sympathy in these words, in the warmth of +which Fleda's shut-up heart unfolded itself at once. + +"It's nothing new, aunt Miriam only somehow I felt it +particularly this morning I have been kept in the house so +long by this snow, I have got dumpish, I suppose " + +Aunt Miriam looked anxiously at the tears which seemed to come +involuntarily, but she said nothing. + +"We are not getting along well at home." + +"I supposed that," said Mrs. Plumfield, quietly. "But anything +new?" + +"Yes uncle Rolf has let the farm only think of it! he +has let the farm to that Didenhover." + +"Didenhover!" + +"For two years." + +"Did you tell him what you knew about him?" + +"Yes, but it was too late the mischief was done." + +Aunt Miriam went on skimming out her cruller with a very grave +face. + +"How came your uncle to do so without learning about him +first?" + +"Oh, I don't know! he was in a hurry to do anything that +would take the trouble of the farm off his hands; he don't +like it." + +"On what terms has he let him have it?" + +"On shares and I know, I know under that Didenhover it will +bring us in nothing, and it has brought us in nothing all the +time we have been here; and I don't know what we are going to +live upon " + +"Has your uncle nor your aunt no property at all left?" + +"Not a bit except some waste lands in Michigan? I believe, +that were left to aunt Lucy a year or two ago; but they are as +good as nothing." + +"Has he let Didenhover have the saw-mill too?" + +"I don't know he didn't say if he has, there will be +nothing at all left for us to live upon. I expect nothing from +Didenhover, his face is enough. I should have thought it +might have been for uncle Rolf. Oh, if it wasn't for aunt Lucy +and Hugh, I shouldn't care!" + +"What has your uncle been doing all this year past?" + +"I don't know, aunt Miriam he can't bear the business, and +he has left the most of it to Lucas, and I think Lucas is more +of a talker than a doer. Almost nothing has gone right. The +crops have been ill-managed I do not know a great deal about +it, but I know enough for that; and uncle Rolf did not know +anything about it but what he got from books. And the sheep +are dying off Barby says it is because they were in such +poor condition at the beginning of winter, and I dare say she +is right." + +"He ought to have had a thorough good man at the beginning, to +get along well." + +"O yes! but he hadn't, you see, and so we have just been +growing poorer every month. And now, aunt Miriam, I really +don't know from day to day what to do to get dinner. You know, +for a good while after we came we used to have our marketing +brought every few days from Albany, but we have run up such a +bill there already at the butcher's as I don't know when in +the world will get paid, and aunt Lucy and I will do anything +before we will send for any more; and if it wasn't for her and +Hugh I wouldn't care, but they haven't much appetite, and I +know that all this takes what little they have away this, +and seeing the effect it has upon uncle Rolf " + +"Does he think so much more of eating than of anything else?" +said aunt Miriam. + +"O no, it is not that," said Fleda, earnestly, "it is not that +at all he is not a great eater but he can't bear to have +things different from what they used to be, and from what they +ought to be O no, don't think that! I don't know whether I +ought to have said what I have said, but I couldn't help it " + +Fleda's voice was lost for a little while. + +"He is changed from what he used to be a little thing vexes +him now, and I know it is because he is not happy; he used +to be so kind and pleasant, and he is still sometimes; but +aunt Lucy's face Oh, aunt Miriam!" + +"Why, dear?" said aunt Miriam, tenderly. + +"It is so changed from what it used to be!" + +Poor Fleda covered her own, and aunt Miriam came to her side +to give softer and gentler expression to sympathy than words +could do, till the bowed face was raised again and hid in her +neck. + +"I can't see thee do so, my child my dear child! Hope for +brighter days, dear Fleda." + +"I could bear it," said Fleda, after a little interval, "if it +wasn't for aunt Lucy and Hugh oh, that is the worst!" + +"What about Hugh?" said aunt Miriam, soothingly. + +"Oh, he does what he ought not to do, aunt Miriam, and there +is no help for it and he did last summer, when we wanted +men; and in the hot haying-time he used to work, I know, +beyond his strength, and aunt Lucy and I did not know what to +do with ourselves." + +Fleda's head, which had been raised, sunk again and more +heavily. + +"Where was his father?" said Mrs. Plumfield. + +"Oh, he was in the house he didn't know it he didn't think +about it." + +"Didn't think about it?" + +"No oh, he didn't think Hugh was hurting himself, but he +was; he showed it for weeks afterward. I have said what I +ought not now," said Fleda, looking up, and seeming to check +her tears, and the spring of them at once. + +"So much security any woman has in a man without religion," +said aunt Miriam, going back to her work. Fleda would have +said something if she could; she was silent; she stood looking +into the fire, while the tears seemed to come as it were by +stealth, and ran down her face unregarded. + +"Is Hugh not well?" + +"I don't know," said Fleda, faintly; "he is not ill, but he +never was very strong, and he exposes himself now, I know, in +a way he ought not. I am sorry I have just come and troubled +you with all this now, aunt Miriam," she said, after a little +pause; "I shall feel better by and by I don't very often get +such a fit." + +"My dear little Fleda!" and there was unspeakable tenderness +in the old lady's voice, as she came up, and drew Fleda's head +again to rest upon her "I would not let a rough wind touch +thee if I had the holding of it. But we may be glad the +arranging of things is not in my hand I should be a poor +friend after all, for I do not know what is best. Canst thou +trust Him who does know, my child?" + +"I do, aunt Miriam oh, I do," said Fleda, burying her face +in her bosom "I don't often feel so as I did to-day." + +"There comes not a cloud that its shadow is not wanted," said +aunt Miriam. "I cannot see why, but it is that thou mayest +bloom the brighter, my dear one." + +"I know it" Fleda's words were hardly audible "I will +try." + +"Remember his own message to every one under a cloud 'Cast +all thy care upon him, for he careth for thee;' thou mayest +keep none of it; and then the peace that passeth understanding +shall keep thee. 'So he giveth his beloved sleep.' " + +Fleda wept for a minute on the old lady's neck, and then she +looked up, dried her tears, and sat down with a face greatly +quieted and lightened of its burden, while aunt Miriam once +more went back to her work. The one wrought and the other +looked on in silence. + +The cruller were all done at last the great bread-trough was +filled and set away the remnant of the fat was carefully +disposed of, and aunt Miriam's handmaid was called in to "take +the watch." She herself and her visitor adjourned to the +sitting-room. + +"Well," said Fleda., in a tone again steady and clear, "I must +go home to see about getting up a dinner. I am the greatest +hand at making something out of nothing, aunt Miriam, that +ever you saw. There is nothing like practice. I only wish the +man uncle Orrin talks about would come along once in a while." + +"Who was that?" said aunt Miriam. + +"A man that used to go about from house to house," said Fleda, +laughing, "when the cottagers were making soup, with a ham- +bone to give it a relish, and he used to charge them so much +for a dip, and so much for a wallop." + +"Come, come, I can do as much for you as that," said aunt +Miriam, proceeding to her store pantry "see here wouldn't +this be as good as a ham-bone?" said she, bringing out of it a +fat fowl; "how would a wallop of this do?" + +"Admirably! only the ham-bone used to come out again, and +I am confident this never would." + +"Well, I guess I'll stand that," said aunt Miriam, smiling +"you wouldn't mind carrying this under your cloak, would you?" + +"I have no doubt I shall go home lighter with it than without +it, Ma'am, thank you, dear aunty! dear aunt Miriam!" + +There was a change of tone, and of eye, as Fleda sealed each +thank with a kiss. + +"But how is it? does all the charge of the house come upon +you, dear?" + +"Oh, this kind of thing, because aunt Lucy doesn't understand +it, and can't get along with it so well. She likes better to +sew, and I had quite as lief do this." + +"And don't you sew, too?" + +"Oh, a little. She does as much as she can," said Fleda, +gravely. + +"Where is your other cousin?" said Mrs. Plumfield, abruptly. + +"Marion? she is in England, I believe we don't hear from +her very often." + +"No, no I mean the one who is in the army?" + +"Charlton! Oh, he is just ordered off to Mexico," said +Fleda, sadly, "and that is another great trouble to aunt Lucy. +This miserable war!" + +"Does he never come home?" + +"Only once since we came from Paris while we were in New +York. He has been stationed away off at the West." + +"He has a captain's pay now, hasn't he?" + +"Yes, but he doesn't know at all how things are at home; he +hasn't an idea of it and he will not have. Well, good-bye, +dear aunt Miriam I must run home to take care of my +chicken." + +She ran away; and if her eyes many a time on the way down the +hill filled and overflowed, they were not bitter nor dark +tears; they were the gushings of high and pure and generous +affections, weeping for fullness, not for want. + +That chicken was not wasted in soup; it was converted into the +nicest possible little fricassee, because the toast would make +so much more of it; and to Fleda's own dinner, little went +beside the toast, that a greater portion of the rest might be +for her aunt and Hugh. + +That same evening, Seth Plumfield came into the kitchen, while +Fleda was there. + +"Here is something belongs to you, I believe," said he, with a +covert smile, bringing out from under his cloak the mate to +Fleda's fowl "mother said somethin' had run away with +t'other one, and she didn't know what to do with this one +alone. Your uncle at home?" + +The next news that Fleda heard was, that Seth had taken a +lease of the saw-mill for two years. + +Mr. Didenhover did not disappoint Fleda's expectations. Very +little could be got from him, or the farm under him, beyond +the immediate supply wanted for the use of the family; and +that in kind, not in cash. Mrs. Rossitur was comforted by +knowing, that some portion of rent had also gone to Dr. +Gregory how large or how small a portion, she could not find +out. But this left the family in increasing straits, which +narrowed and narrowed during the whole first summer and winter +of Didenhover's administration. Very straitened they would +have been, but for the means of relief adopted by the two +_children_, as they were always called. Hugh, as soon as the +spring opened, had a quiet hint through Fleda, that if he had +a mind to take the working of the saw-mill he might, for a +consideration merely nominal. This offer was immediately and +gratefully closed with; and Hugh's earnings were thenceforward +very important at home. Fleda had her own ways and means. Mr. +Rossitur, more low-spirited and gloomy than ever, seemed to +have no heart to anything. He would have worked, perhaps, if +he could have done it alone; but to join Didenhover and his +men, or any other gang of workmen, was too much for his +magnanimity. He helped nobody but Fleda. For her he would do +anything, at any time; and in the garden, and among her +flowers in the flowery courtyard, he might often be seen at +work with her. But nowhere else. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + + +"Some bring a capon, some a rurall cake, +Some nuts, some apples; some that thinke they make +The better cheeses, bring 'hem; or else send +By their ripe daughters, whom they would commend +This way to husbands; and whose baskets beare +An embleme of themselves in plum or pears." +BEN JOHNSON. + + +So the time walked away for this family was not now of those +"whom time runneth withal" to the second summer of Mr. +Didenhover's term. + +One morning Mrs. Rossitur was seated in the breakfast-room at +her usual employment, mending and patching no sinecure now. +Fleda opened the kitchen door and came in, folding up a calico +apron she had just taken off. + +"You are tired, dear," said Mrs. Rossitur, sorrowfully; you +look pale." + +"Do I?" said Fleda, sitting down. "I am a little tired!" + +"Why do you do so?" + +"Oh, it's nothing," said Fleda, cheerfully; "I haven't hurt +myself. I shall be rested again in a few minutes." + +"What have you been doing?" + +"Oh, I tired myself a little before breakfast in the garden, I +suppose. Aunt Lucy, don't you think I had almost a bushel of +pease? and there was a little over a half bushel last-time, +so I shall call it a bushel. Isn't that fine?" + +"You didn't pick them all yourself?" + +"Hugh helped me a little while; but he had the horse to get +ready, and I was out before him this morning poor fellow, he +was tired from yesterday, I dare say." + +Mrs. Rossitur looked at her, a look between remonstrance and +reproach, and cast her eves down without saying a word, +swallowing a whole heartful of thoughts and feelings. Fleda +stooped forward till her own forehead softly touched Mrs. +Rossitur's, as gentle a chiding of despondency as a very +sunbeam could have given. + +"Now, aunt Lucy! what do you mean? Don't you know it's good +for me? And do you know, Mr. Sweet will give me four +shillings a bushel? and, aunt Lucy, I sent three dozen heads +of lettuce this morning besides. Isn't that doing well? and I +sent two dozen day before yesterday. It is time they were +gone, for they are running up to seed, this set; I have got +another fine set almost ready." + +Mrs. Rossitur looked at her again, as if she had been a sort +of terrestrial angel. + +"And how much will you get for them?" + +"I don't know exactly threepence, or sixpence, perhaps I +guess not so much they are so easily raised; though I don't +believe there are so fine as mine to be seen in this region. +If I only had somebody to water the strawberries! we should +have a great many. Aunt Lucy, I am going to send as many as I +can without robbing uncle Rolf he sha'n't miss them; but the +rest of us don't mind eating rather fewer than usual? I shall +make a good deal by them. And I think these morning rides do +Hugh good; don't you think so?" + +"And what have you been busy about ever since breakfast, +Fleda?" + +"Oh two or three things," said Fleda, lightly. + +"What?" + +"I had bread to make and then I thought, while my hands were +in, I would make a custard for uncle Rolf." + +"You needn't have done that, dear, it was not necessary." + +"Yes it was, because, you know, we have only fried pork for +dinner to-day; and while we have the milk and eggs, it doesn't +cost much the sugar is almost nothing. He will like it +better, and so will Hugh. As for you," said Fleda, gently +touching her forehead again, "you know it is of no +consequence!" + +"I wish you would think yourself of some consequence," said +Mrs. Rossitur. + +"Don't I think myself of consequence?" said Fleda, +affectionately. "I don't know how you'd all get on without me. +What do you think I have a mind to do now, by way of resting +myself?" + +"Well?" said Mrs. Rossitur, thinking of something else. + +"It is the day for making presents to the minister, you know?" + +"The minister? " + +"Yes, the new minister they expect him to-day; you have +heard of it; the things are all to be carried to his house to- +day. I have a great notion to go and see the fun If I only +had anything in the world I could possibly take with me " + +"Aren't you too tired, dear?" + +"No it would rest me; it is early yet; if I only had +something to take! I couldn't go without taking something " + +"A basket of eggs?" said Mrs. Rossitur. + +"Can't, aunt Lucy I can't spare them; so many of the hens +are setting now. A basket of strawberries! that's the thing! +I've got enough picked for that and to-night too. That will +do!" + +Fleda's preparations were soon made, and with her basket on +her arm she was ready to set forth. + +"If pride had not been a little put down in me," she said, +smiling, "I suppose I should rather stay at home than go with +such a petty offering. And no doubt every one that sees it or +hears of it will lay it to anything but the right reason. So +much the world knows about the people it judges! It is too bad +to leave you all alone, aunt Lucy." + +Mrs. Rossitur pulled her down for a kiss a kiss in which how +much was said on both sides! and Fleda set forth, choosing, +as she very commonly did, the old-time way through the +kitchen. + +"Off again?" said Barby, who was on her knees scrubbing the +great flag-stones of the hearth. + +"Yes, I am going up to see the donation party." + +"Has the minister come?" + +"No, but he is coming to-day, I understand." + +"He ha'n't preached for 'em yet, has he?" + +"Not yet; I suppose he will next Sunday." + +"They are in a mighty hurry to give him a donation party!" +said Barby. "I'd a' waited till he was here first. I don't +believe they'd be quite so spry with their donations if they +had paid the last man up as they ought. I'd rather give a man +what belongs to him, and make him presents afterwards." + +"Why, so I hope they will, Barby," said Fleda, laughing. But +Barby said no more. + +The parsonage-house was about a quarter of a mile, a little +more, from the saw-mill, in a line at right angles with the +main road. Fleda took Hugh from his work, to see her safe +there. The road ran north, keeping near the level of the mid- +hill, where it branched off a little below the saw-mill; and +as the ground continued rising towards the east, and was well +clothed with woods, the way, at this hour, was still +pleasantly shady. To the left, the same slope of ground +carried down to the foot of the hill gave them an +uninterrupted view over a wide plain or bottom, edged in the +distance with a circle of gently swelling hills. Close against +the hills, in the far corner of the plain, lay the little +village of Queechy Run, hid from sight by a slight intervening +rise of ground. Not a chimney showed itself in the whole +spread of country. A sunny landscape just now; but rich in +picturesque associations of hay-cocks and win-rows, spotting +it near and far; and close by below them was a field of mowers +at work; they could distinctly hear the measured rush of the +scythes through the grass, and then the soft clink of the +rifles would seem to play some old delicious tune of childish +days. Fleda made Hugh stand still to listen. It was a warm +day, but "the sweet south that breathes upon a bank of +violets" could hardly be more sweet than the air which, coming +to them over the whole breadth of the valley, had been charged +by the new-made hay. + +"How good it is, Hugh," said Fleda, "that one can get out of +doors, and forget everything that ever happened or ever will +happen within four walls!" + +"Do you?" said Hugh, rather soberly. + +"Yes, I do even in my flower-patch, right before the house- +door; but here" said Fleda, turning away, and swinging her +basket of strawberries as she went, "I have no idea I ever did +such a thing as make bread, and how clothes get mended I do +not comprehend in the least!" + +"And have you forgotten the pease and the asparagus too?" + +"I am afraid you haven't, dear Hugh," said Fleda, linking her +arm within his. "Hugh I must find some way to make money." + +"More money!" said Hugh, smiling. + +"Yes this garden business is all very well, but it doesn't +come to any very great things after all, if you are aware of +it; and Hugh, I want to get aunt Lucy a new dress. I can't +bear to see her in that old merino, and it isn't good for her. +Why, Hugh, she couldn't possibly see anybody, if anybody +should come to the house." + +"Who is there to come?" said Hugh. + +"Why, nobody; but still, she ought not to be so." + +"What more can you do, dear Fleda? You work a great deal too +hard already," said Hugh, sighing. "You should have seen the +way father and mother looked at you last night when you were +asleep on the sofa." + +Fleda stifled her sigh, and went on. + +"I am sure there are things that might be done things for +the booksellers translating, or copying, or something I +don't know exactly I have heard of people's doing such +things. I mean to write to uncle Orrin, and ask him. I am sure +he can manage it for me." + +"What were you writing the other night?" said Hugh, suddenly. + +"When!" + +"The other night when you were writing by the fire-light? I +saw your pencil scribbling away at a furious rate over the +paper, and you kept your hand up carefully between me and your +face, but I could see it was something very interesting. Ha!" + said Hugh, laughingly trying to get another view of Fleda's +face which was again kept from him. "Send that to uncle Orrin, +Fleda; or show it to me first, and then I will tell you." + +Fleda made no answer; and at the parsonage-door Hugh left her. + +Two or three wagons were standing there, but nobody to be +seen. Fleda went up the steps and crossed the broad piazza, +brown and unpainted, but picturesque still, and guided by the +sound of tongues turned to the right, where she found a large +low room, the very centre of the stir. But the stir had not by +any means reached the height yet. Not more than a dozen people +were gathered. Here were aunt Syra and Mrs. Douglass, +appointed a committee to receive and dispose the offerings as +they were brought in. + +"Why, there is not much to be seen yet," said Fleda. "I did +not know I was so early." + +"Time enough," said Mrs. Douglass. "They'll come the thicker +when they do come. Good morning, Dr. Quackenboss! I hope +you're a-going to give us something else besides a bow? and I +wont take none of your physic neither." + +"I humbly submit," said the doctor, graciously, "that nothing +ought to be expected of gentlemen that a are so unhappy as +to be alone; for they really a have nothing to give but +themselves." + +There was a shout of merriment. + +"And suppos'n that's a gift that nobody wants?" said Mrs. +Douglass's sharp eye and voice at once. + +"In that case," said the doctor, "I really Miss Ringgan, may +I a may I relieve your hand of this fair burden?" + +"It is not a very fair burden, Sir," said Fleda, laughing, and +relinquishing her strawberries. + +"Ah, but, fair, you know, I mean we speak in that sense +Mrs. Douglass, here is by far the most elegant offering that +your hands will have the honour of receiving this day." + +"I hope so," said Mrs. Douglass, "or there wont be much to eat +for the minister. Did you never take notice how elegant things +somehow made folks grow poor?" + +"I guess he'd as lieve see something a little substantial," +said aunt Syra. + +"Well, now," said the doctor, "here is Miss Ringgan, who is +unquestionably a elegant! and I am sure nobody will say +that she looks poor." + +In one sense, surely not! There could not be two opinions. But +with all the fairness of health, and the flush which two or +three feelings had brought to her cheeks, there was a look as +if the workings of the mind had refined away a little of the +strength of the physical frame, and as if growing poor in Mrs. +Douglass's sense that is, thin, might easily be the next +step. + +"What's your uncle going to give us, Fleda?" said aunt Syra. + +But Fleda was saved replying; for Mrs. Douglass, who, if she +was sharp, could be good-natured too, and had watched to see +how Fleda took the double fire upon elegance and poverty, +could bear no more trial of that sweet gentle face. Without +giving her time to answer, she carried her off to see the +things already stored in the closet, bidding the doctor, over +her shoulder, "be off after his goods, whether he had got 'em +or no." + +There was certainly a promising beginning made for the future +minister's comfort. One shelf was already completely stocked +with pies, and another showed a quantity of cake, and biscuits +enough to last a good-sized family for several meals. + +"That is always the way," said Mrs. Douglass; "it's the +strangest thing that folks has no sense! Now, one half o' them +pies 'll be dried up afore they can eat the rest; 't aint much +loss, for Mis' Prin sent 'em down, and if they are worth +anything, it's the first time anything ever come out of her +house that was. Now look at them biscuit!" + +"How many are coming to eat them?" said Fleda. + +"How?" + +"How large a family has the minister?" + +"He ha'n't a bit of a family! He ain't married." + +"Not!" + +At the grave way in which Mrs. Douglass faced round upon her +and answered, and at the idea of a single mouth devoted to all +that closetful Fleda's gravity gave place to most +uncontrollable merriment. + +"No," said Mrs. Douglass, with a curious twist of her mouth, +but commanding herself, "he aint, to be sure, not yet. He +ha'n't any family but himself and some sort of a housekeeper, +I suppose; they'll divide the house between 'em." + +"And the biscuits, I hope," said Fleda. "But what will he do +with all the other things, Mrs. Douglass?" + +"Sell 'em if he don't want 'em," said Mrs. Douglass, +quizzically. "Shut up, Fleda, I forget who sent them biscuit +somebody that calculated to make a show for a little, I +reckon. My sakes! I believe it was Mis' Springer herself! she +didn't hear me though," said Mrs. Douglass, peeping out of the +half-open door. "It's a good thing the world aint all alike; +there's Mis' Plumfield stop now, and I'll tell you all she +sent; that big jar of lard, there's as good as eighteen or +twenty pound and that basket of eggs, I don't know how many +there is and that cheese, a real fine one, I'll be bound, +she wouldn't pick out the worst in her dairy; and Seth fetched +down a hundred weight of corn meal, and another of rye flour; +now, that's what I call doing things something like; if +everybody else would keep up their end as well as they keep up +their'n, the world wouldn't be quite so one-sided as it is. I +never see the time yet when I couldn't tell where to find Mis' +Plumfield." + +"No, nor anybody else," said Fleda, looking happy. + +"There's Mis' Silbert couldn't find nothing better to send +than a kag of soap," Mrs. Douglass went on, seeming very much +amused; "I _was_ beat when I saw that walk in! I should think +she'd feel streaked to come here by and by, and see it a- +standing between Mis' Plumfield's lard and Mis' Clavering's +pork that's a handsome kag of pork, aint it? What's that man +done with your strawberries? I'll put 'em up here, afore +somebody takes a notion to 'em. I'll let the minister know who +he's got to thank for 'em," said she, winking at Fleda. +"Where's Dr. Quackenboss?" + +"Coming, Ma'am!" sounded from the hall, and forthwith, at the +open door, entered the doctor's head, simultaneously with a +large cheese, which he was rolling before him, the rest of the +doctor's person being thrown into the background in +consequence a curious natural representation of a +wheelbarrow, the wheel being the only artificial part. + +"Oh! that's you, doctor, is it?" said Mrs. Douglass. + +"This is me, Ma'am," said the doctor, rolling up to the closet +door; "this has the honour to be a myself, bringing my +service to the feet of Miss Ringgan." + +" 'Tain't very elegant," said the sharp lady. + +Fleda thought if his service was at her feet, her feet should +be somewhere else, and accordingly stepped quietly out of the +way, and went to one of the windows, from whence she could +have a view both of the comers and the come; and by this time, +thoroughly in the spirit of the thing, she used her eyes upon +both with great amusement. People were constantly arriving +now, in wagons and on foot; and stores of all kinds were most +literally pouring in. Bags, and even barrels of meal, flour, +pork, and potatoes; strings of dried apples, salt, hams, and +beef; hops, pickles, vinegar, maple-sugar and molasses; rolls +of fresh butter, cheese, and eggs; cake, bread, and pies, +without end. Mr. Penny, the storekeeper, sent a box of tea. +Mr. Winegar, the carpenter, a new ox-sled. Earl Douglass +brought a handsome axe-helve of his own fashioning; his wife, +a quantity of rolls of wool. Zan Finn carted a load of wood +into the wood-shed, and Squire Thornton another. Home-made +candles, custards, preserves, and smoked liver, came in a +batch from two or three miles off, up on the mountain. Half-a- +dozen chairs from the factory-man; half-a-dozen brooms from +the other storekeeper at the Deepwater settlement; a carpet +for the best room from the ladies of the township, who had +clubbed forces to furnish it and a home-made concern it was, +from the shears to the loom. + +The room was full now, for every one, after depositing his +gift, turned aside to see what others had brought and were +bringing; and men and women, the young and old, had their +several circles of gossip in various parts of the crowd. Apart +from them all Fleda sat in her window, probably voted +"elegant" by others than the doctor, for they vouchsafed her +no more than a transitory attention, and sheered off to find +something more congenial. She sat watching the people, smiling +very often as some odd figure, or look, or some peculiar turn +of expression or tone of voice, caught her ear or her eye. + +Both ear and eye were fastened by a young countryman, with a +particularly fresh face, whom she saw approaching the house. +He came up on foot, carrying a single fowl slung at his back +by a stick thrown across his shoulder, and, without stirring +hat or stick, he came into the room, and made his way through +the crowd of people, looking to the one hand and the other, +evidently in a maze of doubt to whom he should deliver himself +and his chicken, till brought up by Mrs. Douglass's sharp +voice. + +"Well, Philetus, what are you looking for?" + +"Do, Mis' Douglass!" it is impossible to express the +abortive attempt at a bow which accompanied this salutation +"I want to know if the minister 'll be in town to-day." + +"What do you want of him?" + +"I don't want nothin' of him. I want to know if he'll be in +town to-day?" + +"Yes; I expect he'll be along directly. Why, what then?" + +" 'Cause I've got teu chickens for him here, and mother said +they hadn't ought to be kept no longer, and if he wan't to +hum, I were to fetch 'em back, straight." + +"Well, he'll be here, so let's have 'em," said Mrs. Douglass, +biting her lips. + +"What's become o' t'other one?" said Earl, as the young man's +stick was brought round to the table: "I guess you've lost it, +ha'n't you?" + +"My gracious!" was all Philetus's powers were equal to. Mrs. +Douglass went off into fits, which rendered her incapable of +speaking, and left the unlucky chicken-bearer to tell his +story his own way, but all he brought forth was, "Du tell! I +_am_ beat!" + +"Where's t'other one?" said Mrs. Douglass, between paroxysms. + +"Why, I ha'n't done nothin' to it," said Philetus, dismally; +"there was teu on 'em afore I started, and I took and tied 'em +together, and hitched 'em onto the stick, and that one must +ha' loosened itself off some way I believe the darned thing +did it o' purpose." + +"I guess your mother knowed that one wouldn't keep till it got +here," said Mrs. Douglass. + +The room was now all one shout, in the midst of which poor +Philetus took himself off as speedily as possible. Before +Fleda had dried her eyes, her attention was taken by a lady +and gentleman who had just got out of a vehicle of more than +the ordinary pretension, and were coming up to the door. The +gentleman was young the lady was not; both had a +particularly amiable and pleasant appearance; but about the +lady there was something that moved Fleda singularly, and, +somehow, touched the spring of old memories, which she felt +stirring at the sight of her. As they neared the house she +lost them; then they entered the room and came through it +slowly, looking about them with an air of good-humoured +amusement. Fleda's eye was fixed, but her mind puzzled itself +in vain to recover what, in her experience, had been connected +with that fair and lady-like physiognomy, and the bland smile +that was overlooked by those acute eyes. The eyes met hers, +and then seemed to reflect her doubt, for they remained as +fixed as her own, while the lady, quickening her steps, came +up to her. + +"I am sure," she said, holding out her hand, and with a gentle +graciousness that was very agreeable, "I am sure you are +somebody I know. What is your name?" + +"Fleda Ringgan." + +"I thought so!" said the lady, now shaking her hand warmly, +and kissing her; "I knew nobody could have been your mother +but Amy Charlton! How like her you look! Don't you know me? +don't you remember Mrs. Evelyn?" + +"Mrs. Evelyn!" said Fleda, the whole coming back to her at +once. + +"You remember me now? How well I recollect you! and all that +old time at Montepoole. Poor little creature that you were! +and dear little creature, as I am sure you have been ever +since! And how is your dear aunt Lucy?" + +Fleda answered that she was well. + +"I used to love her very much that was before I knew you +before she went abroad. We have just got home this spring; +and now we are staying at Montepoole for a few days. I shall +come and see her to-morrow I knew you were somewhere in this +region, but I did not know exactly where to find you; that was +one reason why I came here to-day, I thought I might hear +something of you. And where are your aunt Lucy's children? and +how are they?" + +"Hugh is at home," said Fleda, "and rather delicate Charlton +is in the army." + +"In the army! In Mexico! " + +"In Mexico he has been " + +"Your poor aunt Lucy!" + +" In Mexico he has been, but he is just coming home now he +has been wounded, and he is coming home to spend a long +furlough." + +"Coming home. That will make you all very happy. And Hugh is +delicate; and how are you, love? you hardly look like a +country-girl. Mr. Olmney!" said Mrs. Evelyn, looking round for +her companion, who was standing quietly a few steps off, +surveying the scene. "Mr. Olmney! I am going to do you a +favour, Sir, in introducing you to Miss Ringgan, a very old +friend of mine. Mr. Olmney, these are not exactly the apple- +cheeks and _robustious_ demonstrations we are taught to look for +in country-land." + +This was said with a kind of sly funny enjoyment, which took +away everything disagreeable from the appeal; but Fleda +conceived a favourable opinion of the person to whom it was +made from the fact that he paid her no compliment, and made no +answer beyond a very pleasant smile. + +"What is Mrs. Evelyn's definition of a _very old_ friend?" said +he, with another smile, as that lady moved off to take a more +particular view of what she had come to see. "To judge by the +specimen before me, I should consider it very equivocal." + +"Perhaps Mrs. Evelyn counts friendships by inheritance," said +Fleda. "I think they ought to be counted so." + +" 'Thine own friend, and thy father's friend, forsake not,' " +said the young man. + +Fleda looked up and smiled a pleased answer. + +"There is something very lovely in the faithfulness of tried +friendship, and very uncommon." + +"I know that it is uncommon only by hearsay," said Fleda. "I +have so many good friends." + +He was silent for an instant, possibly thinking there might be +a reason for that, unknown only to Fleda herself. + +"Perhaps one must be in peculiar circumstances to realize it," +he said, sighing; "circumstances that leave one of no +importance to any one in the world. But it is a kind lesson, +one learns to depend more on the one friendship that can never +disappoint." + +Fleda's eyes again gave an answer of sympathy; for she thought +from the shade that had come upon his face, that these +circumstances had probably been known to himself. + +"This is rather an amusing scene," he remarked presently, in a +low tone. + +"Very," said Fleda. "I have never seen such a one before." + +"Nor I," said he. "It is a pleasant scene, too; it is pleasant +to see so many evidences of kindness and good feeling on the +part of all these people." + +"There is all the more show of it, I suppose, to-day," said +Fleda, "because we have a new minister coming; they want to +make a favourable impression." + +"Does the old proverb of the 'new broom' hold good here too?" +said he, smiling. "What's the name of your new minister?" + +"I am not certain," said Fleda; "there were two talked of; the +last I heard was, that it was an old Mr. Carey; but from what +I hear this morning, I suppose it must be the other a Mr. +Ollum, or some such queer name, I believe." + +Fleda thought her hearer looked very much amused, and followed +his eye into the room, where Mrs. Evelyn was going about in +all quarters looking at everything, and finding occasion to +enter into conversation with at least a quarter of the people +who were present. Whatever she was saying, it seemed at that +moment to have something to do with them, for sundry eyes +turned in their direction; and presently Dr. Quackenboss came +up, with even more than common suavity of manner. + +"I trust Miss Ringgan will do me the favour of making me +acquainted with a with our future pastor!" said the +doctor, looking, however, not at all at Miss Ringgan, but +straight at the pastor in question. "I have great pleasure in +giving you the first welcome, Sir or, I should say, rather +the second; since, no doubt, Miss Ringgan has been in advance +of me. It is not un a appropriate, Sir, for I may say we +a divide the town between us. You are, I am sure, a worthy +representative of Peter and Paul; and I am a a pupil of +Esculapius, Sir! You are the intellectual physician, and I am +the external." + +"I hope we shall both prove ourselves good workmen, Sir," said +the young minister, shaking the doctor's hand heartily. + +"This is Dr. Quackenboss; Mr. Olmney," said Fleda, making a +tremendous effort. But though she could see corresponding +indications about her companion's eyes and mouth, she admired +the kindness and self-command with which he listened to the +doctor's civilities and answered them; expressing his grateful +sense of the favours received, not only from him, but from +others. + +"Oh a little to begin with," said the doctor, looking round +upon the room, which would certainly have furnished _that_ for +fifty people; "I hope we aint done yet by considerable But +here is Miss Ringgan, Mr. a Ummin, that has brought you +some of the fruits of her own garden, with her own fair hands + a basket of fine strawberries, which, I am sure a will +make you forget everything else!" + +Mr. Olmney had the good-breeding not to look at Fleda, as he +answered, "I am sure the spirit of kindness was the same in +all, Dr. Quackenboss, and I trust not to forget that readily." + +Others now came up; and Mr. Olmney was walked off to be "made +acquainted" with all, or with all the chief of his +parishioners then and there assembled. Fleda watched him going +about, shaking hands, talking and smiling, in all directions, +with about as much freedom of locomotion as a fly in a +spider's web; till, at Mrs. Evelyn's approach, the others fell +off a little, and taking him by the arm, she rescued him. + +"My dear Mr. Olmney," she whispered, with an intensely amused +face, "I shall have a vision of you every day for a month to +come, sitting down to dinner, with a rueful face, to a +whortleberry pie; for there are so many of them, your +conscience will not let you have anything else cooked, you +cannot manage more than one a day." + +"Pies!" said the young gentleman, as Mrs. Evelyn left talking, +to indulge her feelings in ecstatic quiet laughing "I have a +horror of pies!" + +"Yes, yes," said Mrs. Evelyn, nodding her head delightedly, as +she drew him towards the pantry "I know! Come and see what +is in store for you. You are to do penance for a month to come +with tin pans of blackberry jam, fringed with pie crust no, +they can't be blackberries, they must be raspberries, the +blackberries are not ripe yet. And you may sup upon cake and +custards, unless you give the custards for the little pig out +there, he will want something." + +"A pig!" said Mr. Olmney, in amaze Mrs. Evelyn again giving +out in distress. "A pig!" said Mr. Olmney. + +"Yes, a pig a very little one," said Mrs. Evelyn, +convulsively. "I am sure he is hungry now." + +They had reached the pantry, and Mr. Olmney's face was all +that was wanting to Mrs. Evelyn's delight. How she smothered +it, so that it should go no further than to distress his self- +command, is a mystery known only to the initiated. Mrs. +Douglass was forthwith called into council. + +"Mrs. Douglass," said Mr. Olmney, "I feel very much inclined +to play the host, and beg my friends to share with me some of +these good things they have been so bountifully providing." + +"He would enjoy them much more than he would alone, Mrs. +Douglass," said Mrs. Evelyn, who still had hold of Mr. +Olmney's arm, looking round to the lady with a most benign +face. + +"I reckon some of 'em would be past enjoying by the time he +got to 'em, wouldn't they?" said the lady. "Well, they'll have +to take 'em in their fingers, for our crockery ha'n't come yet + I shall have to jog Mr. Flatt's elbow; but hungry folks aint +curious." + +"In their fingers, or any way, provided you have only a knife +to cut them with," said Mr. Olmney, while Mrs. Evelyn squeezed +his arm in secret mischief; "and pray, if we can muster two +knives, let us cut one of these cheeses, Mrs. Douglass." + +And presently Fleda saw pieces of pie walking about in all +directions, supported by pieces of cheese. And then Mrs. +Evelyn and Mr. Olmney came out from the pantry and came +towards her, the latter bringing her, with his own hands, a +portion in a tin pan. The two ladies sat down in the window +together to eat and be amused. + +"My dear Fleda, I hope you are hungry," said Mrs. Evelyn, +biting her pie, Fleda could not help thinking, with an air of +good-humoured condescension. + +"I am, Ma'am," she said, laughing. + +"You look just as you used to do," Mrs. Evelyn went on, +earnestly. + +"Do I?" said Fleda, privately thinking that the lady must have +good eyes for features of resemblance. + +"Except that you have more colour in your cheeks and more +sparkles in your eyes. Dear little creature that you were; I +want to make you know my children. Do you remember that Mr. +and Mrs. Carleton that took such care of you at Montepoole?" + +"Certainly I do! very well." + +"We saw them last winter; we were down at their country place +in shire. They have a magnificent place there everything +you can think of to make life pleasant. We spent a week with +them. My dear Fleda, I wish I could show you that place! you +never saw anything like it." + +Fleda ate her pie. + +"We have nothing like it in this country; of course, cannot +have. One of those superb English country seats is beyond even +the imagination of an American." + +"Nature has been as kind to us, hasn't she?" said Fleda. + +"O yes; but such fortunes, you know. Mr. Olmney, what do you +think of those overgrown fortunes? I was speaking to Miss +Ringgan just now of a gentleman who has forty thousand pounds +a year income sterling, Sir; forty thousand pounds a year +sterling. Somebody says, you know, that 'he who has more than +enough is a thief of the rights of his brother' what do you +think?" + +But Mr. Olmney's attention was at the moment forcibly called +off by the "income" of a parishioner. + +"I suppose," said Fleda, "his thievish character must depend +entirely on the use he makes of what he has." + +"I don't know," said Mrs. Evelyn, shaking her head; "I think +the possession of great wealth is very hardening." + +"To a fine nature?" said Fleda. + +Mrs. Evelyn shook her head again, but did not seem to think it +worth while to reply; and Fleda was trying the question in her +own mind whether wealth or poverty might be the most hardening +in its effects; when Mr. Olmney, having succeeded in getting +free again, came and took his station beside them, and they +had a particularly pleasant talk, which Fleda, who had seen +nobody in a great while, enjoyed very much. They had several +such talks in the course of the day; for though the +distractions caused by Mr. Olmney's other friends were many +and engrossing, he generally contrived in time to find his way +back to their window. Meanwhile, Mrs. Evelyn had a great deal +to say to Fleda, and to hear from her; and left her at last +under an engagement to spend the next day at the Pool. + +Upon Mr. Olmney's departure with Mrs. Evelyn, the attraction +which had held the company together was broken, and they +scattered fast. Fleda presently finding herself in the +minority, was glad to set out with Miss Anastasia Finn, and +her sister Lucy, who would leave her but very little way from +her own door. But she had more company than she bargained for. +Dr. Quackenboss was pleased to attach himself to their party, +though his own shortest road certainly lay in another +direction; and Fleda wondered what he had done with his wagon, +which, beyond a question, must have brought the cheese in the +morning. She edged herself out of the conversation as much as +possible, and hoped it would prove so agreeable that he would +not think of attending her home. In vain. When they made a +stand at the cross roads the doctor stood on her side. + +"I hope now you've made a commencement, you will come to see +us again, Fleda," said Miss Lucy. + +"What's the use of asking?" said her sister, abruptly. "If she +has a mind to, she will, and if she ha'n't, I am sure we don't +want her." + +They turned off. + +"Those are excellent people," said the doctor, when they were +beyond hearing; "really respectable!" + +"Are they?" said Fleda. + +"But your goodness does not look, I am sure, to find a +Parisian graces in so remote a circle?" + +"Certainly not," said Fleda. + +"We have had a genial day!" said the doctor, quitting the +Finns. + +"I don't know," said Fleda, permitting a little of her inward +merriment to work off; "I think it has been rather too hot." + +"Yes," said the doctor, "the sun has been ardent; but I +referred rather to the a to the warming of affections, and +the pleasant exchange of intercourse on all sides which has +taken place. How do you like our a the stranger?" + +"Who, Sir?" + +"The new-comer this young Mr. Ummin?" + +Fleda answered, but she hardly knew what, for she was musing +whether the doctor would go away or come in. They reached the +door, and Fleda invited him, with terrible effort after her +voice; the doctor having just blandly offered an opinion upon +the decided polish of Mr. Olmney's manners. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +"Labour is light, where love (quoth I) doth pay; +(Saith he) light burthens heavy, if far borne." +DRAYTON. + + +Fleda pushed open the parlour door, and preceded her convoy, +in a kind of tip-toe state of spirits. The first thing that +met her eyes was her aunt, in one of the few handsome silks +which were almost her sole relic of past wardrobe prosperity, +and with a face uncommonly happy and pretty; and the next +instant she saw the explanation of this appearance in her +cousin Charlton, a little palish, but looking better than she +had ever seen him, and another gentleman, of whom her eye took +in only the general outlines of fashion and comfortable +circumstances, now too strange to it to go unnoted. In Fleda's +usual mood her next movement would have been made with a +demureness that would have looked like bashfulness. But the +amusement and pleasure of the day just passed had for the +moment set her spirits free from the burden that generally +bound them down; and they were as elastic as her step, as she +came forward and presented to her aunt "Dr. Quackenboss," and +then turned to shake her cousin's hand. + +"Charlton! Where did you come from? We didn't expect you so +soon." + +"You are not sorry to see me, I hope?" + +"Not at all very glad;" and then as her eye glanced +towards the other new-comer, Charlton presented to her "Mr. +Thorn," and Fleda's fancy made a sudden quick leap on the +instant to the old hall at Montepoole, and the shot dog. And +then Dr. Quackenboss was presented, an introduction which +Captain Rossitur received coldly, and Mr. Thorn with something +more than frigidity. + +The doctor's elasticity, however, defied depression, +especially in the presence of a silk dress and a military +coat. Fleda presently saw that he was agonizing her uncle. +Mrs. Rossitur had drawn close to her son. Fleda was left to +take care of the other visitor. The young men had both seemed +more struck at the vision presented to them than she had been +on her part. She thought neither of them was very ready to +speak to her. + +"I did not know," said Mr. Thorn, softly, "what reason I had +to thank Rossitur for bringing me home with him to-night he +promised me a supper and a welcome but I find he did not +tell me the half of my entertainment." + +"That was wise in him," said Fleda; "the half that is not +expected is always worth a great deal more than the other." + +"In this case, most assuredly," said Thorn, bowing, and, Fleda +was sure, not knowing what to make of her. + +"Have you been in Mexico, too, Mr. Thorn?" + +"Not I! that's an entertainment I beg to decline. I never +felt inclined to barter an arm for a shoulder-knot, or to +abridge my usual means of locomotion for the privilege of +riding on parade or selling one's-self for a name. Peter +Schlemil's selling his shadow I can understand; but this is +really lessening one's-self that one's shadow may grow the +larger." + +"But you were in the army?" said Fleda. + +"Yes, it wasn't my doing. There is a time, you know, when one +must please the old folks I grew old enough and wise enough +to cut loose from the army before I had gained or lost much by +it." + +He did not understand the displeased gravity of Fleda's face, +and went on insinuatingly + +"Unless I have lost what Charlton has gained something I did +not know hung upon the decision Perhaps you think a man is +taller for having iron heels to his boots?" + +"I do not measure a man by his inches," said Fleda. + +"Then you have no particular predilection for shooting-men?" + +"I have no predilection for shooting anything, Sir?" + +"Then I am safe!" said he, with an arrogant little air of +satisfaction. "I was born under an indolent star, but I +confess to you, privately, of the two I would rather gather my +harvests with the sickle than the sword. How does your uncle +find it?" + +"Find what, Sir?" + +"The worship of Ceres? I remember he used to be devoted to +Apollo and the Muses." + +"Are they rival deities?" + +"Why I have been rather of the opinion that they were too +many for one house to hold," said Thorn, glancing at Mr. +Rossitur. "But perhaps the Graces manage to reconcile them." + +"Did you ever hear of the Graces getting supper?" said Fleda. +"Because Ceres sometimes sets them at that work. Uncle Rolf," +she added as she passed him "Mr. Thorn is inquiring after +Apollo will you set him right, while I do the same for the +tablecloth?" + +Her uncle looked from her sparkling eyes to the rather puzzled +expression of his guest's face. + +"I was only asking your lovely niece," said Mr. Thorn, coming +down from his stilts, "how you liked this country life." + +Dr. Quackenboss bowed, probably in approbation of the epithet. + +"Well, Sir, what information did she give you on the subject?" + +"Left me in the dark, Sir, with a vague hope that you would +enlighten me." + +"I trust Mr. Rossitur can give a favourable report?" said the +doctor, benignly. + +But Mr. Rossitur's frowning brow looked very little like it. + +"What do you say to our country life, Sir?" + +"It's a confounded life, Sir," said Mr. Rossitur, taking a +pamphlet from the table to fold and twist as he spoke; "it is +a confounded life; for the head and the hands must either live +separate, or the head must do no other work but wait upon the +hands. It is an alternative of loss and waste, Sir." + +"The alternative seems to be of a limited application," +said the doctor, as Fleda, having found that Hugh and Barby +had been beforehand with her, now came back to the company. "I +am sure this lady would not give such a testimony." + +"About what?" said Fleda, colouring under the fire of so many +eyes. + +"The blighting influence of Ceres' sceptre," said Mr. Thorn. + +"This country life," said her uncle "do you like it, Fleda?" + +"You know, uncle," said she, cheerfully, "I was always of the +old Douglass's mind I like better to hear the lark sing than +the mouse squeak." + +"Is that one of Earl Douglass's sayings," said the doctor. + +"Yes, Sir," said Fleda with quivering lips, "but not the one +you know an older man." + +"Ah!" said the doctor, intelligently, "Mr. Rossitur speaking +of hands I have employed the Irish very much of late years +they are as good as one can have, if you do not want a head." + +"That is to say if you have a head," said Thorn. + +"Exactly!" said the doctor, all abroad "and when there are +not too many of them together. I had enough of that, Sir, some +years ago, when a multitude of them were employed on the +public works. The Irish were in a state of mutilation, Sir, +all through the country." + +"Ah!" said Thorn, "had the military been at work upon them?" + +"No, Sir, but I wish they had, I am sure; it would have been +for the peace of the town. There were hundreds of them. We +were in want of an army." + +"Of surgeons, I should think," said Thorn. + +Fleda saw the doctor's dubious air and her uncle's compressed +lips; and, commanding herself, with even a look of something +like displeasure, she quitted her seat by Mr. Thorn, and +called the doctor to the window to look at a cluster of rose +acacias just then in their glory. He admired, and she +expatiated, till she hoped everybody but herself had forgotten +what they had been talking about. But they had no sooner +returned to their seats than Thorn began again. + +"The Irish in your town are not in the same mutilated state +now, I suppose, Sir?" + +"No, Sir, no," said the doctor: "there are much fewer of them +to break each other's bones. It was all among themselves, +Sir." + +"The country is full of foreigners," said Mr. Rossitur, with +praiseworthy gravity. + +"Yes, Sir," said Dr. Quackenboss, thoughtfully, "we shall have +none of our ancestors left in a short time, if they go on as +they are doing." + +Fleda was beaten from the field, and, rushing into the +breakfast-room, astonished Hugh by seizing hold of him and +indulging in a most prolonged and unbounded laugh. She did not +show herself again till the company came in to supper; but +then she was found as grave as Minerva. She devoted herself +particularly to the care and entertainment of Dr. Quackenboss +till he took leave; nor could Thorn get another chance to talk +to her through all the evening. + +When he and Rossitur were at last in their rooms, Fleda told +her story. + +"You don't know how pleasant it was, aunt Lucy how much I +enjoyed it seeing and talking to somebody again. Mrs. Evelyn +was so very kind." + +"I a very glad, my darling," said Mrs. Rossitur, stroking away +the hair from the forehead that was bent down towards her "I +am glad you had it to-day, and I am glad you will have it +again to-morrow." + +"You will have it too, aunt Lucy. Mrs. Evelyn will be here in +the morning she said so." + +"I shall not see her." + +"Why? Now, aunt Lucy! you will." + +"I have nothing in the world to see her in I cannot." + +"You have this?" + +"For the morning? A rich French silk? It would be absurd. +No, no it would be better to wear my old merino than that." + +"But you will have to dress in the morning for Mr. Thorn? he +will be here to breakfast." + +"I shall not come down to breakfast. Don't look so, love! I +can't help it." + +"Why was that calico got for me and not for you!" said Fleda, +bitterly. + +"A sixpenny calico!" said Mrs. Rossitur, smiling "it would +be hard if you could not have so much as that, love." + +"And you will not see Mrs. Evelyn and her daughters at all! +and I was thinking that it would do you so much good!" + +Mrs. Rossitur drew her face a little nearer and kissed it, +over and over. + +"It will do you good, my darling that is what I care for +much more." + +"It will not do me half as much," said Fleda, sighing. + +Her spirits were in their old place again; no more a tiptoe +to-night. The short light of pleasure was overcast. She went +to bed feeling very quiet indeed; and received Mrs. Evelyn and +excused her aunt the next day, almost wishing the lady had not +been as good as her word. But though in the same mood she set +off with her to drive to Montepoole, it could not stand the +bright influences with which she found herself surrounded. She +came home again at night with dancing spirits. + +It was some days before Captain Rossitur began at all to +comprehend the change which had come upon his family. One +morning Fleda and Hugh, having finished their morning's work, +were in the breakfast-room waiting for the rest of the family, +when Charlton made his appearance, with the cloud on his brow +which had been lately gathering. + +"Where is the paper?" said he. "I haven't seen a paper since I +have been here." + +"You mustn't expect to find Mexican luxuries in Queechy, +Captain Rossitur," said Fleda pleasantly. "Look at these +roses, and don't ask me for papers!" + +He did look a minute at the dish of flowers she was arranging +for the breakfast table, and at the rival freshness and +sweetness of the face that hung over them. + +"You don't mean to say you live without a paper?" + +"Well, it's astonishing how many things people can live +without," said Fleda, rather dreamily, intent upon settling an +uneasy rose that would topple over. + +"I wish you'd answer me really," said Charlton. "Don't you +take a paper here?" + +"We would take one, thankfully, if it would be so good as to +come; but, seriously, Charlton, we haven't any," she said, +changing her tone. + +"And have you done without one all through the war?" + +"No we used to borrow one from a kind neighbour once in a +while, to make sure, as Mr. Thorn says, that you had not +bartered an arm for a shoulder-knot." + +"You never looked to see whether I was killed in the +meanwhile, I suppose?" + +"No never," said Fleda, gravely, as she took her place on a +low seat in the corner "I always knew you were safe before I +touched the paper." + +"What do you mean?" + +"I am not an enemy, Charlton," said Fleda, laughing. "I mean +that I used to make aunt Miriam look over the accounts before +I did." + +Charlton walked up and down the room for a little while in +sullen silence; and then brought up before Fleda. + +"What are you doing?" + +Fleda looked up a glance that, as sweetly and brightly as +possible, half asked, half bade him be silent and ask no +questions. + +"What are you doing?" he repeated. + +"I am putting a patch on my shoe." + +His look expressed more indignation than anything else. + +"What do you mean?" + +"Just what I say," said Fleda, going on with her work. + +"What in the name of all the cobblers in the land do you do it +for?" + +"Because I prefer it to having a hole in my shoe; which would +give me the additional trouble of mending my stockings." + +Charlton muttered an impatient sentence, of which Fleda only +understood that "the devil" was in it, and then desired to +know if whole shoes would not answer the purpose as well as +either holes or patches. + +"Quite if I had them," said Fleda, giving him another +glance, which, with all its gravity and sweetness, carried +also a little gentle reproach. + +"But do you know," said he, after standing still a minute +looking at her, "that any cobbler in the country would do what +you are doing much better for sixpence?" + +"I am quite aware of that," said Fleda, stitching away. + +"Your hands are not strong enough for that work." + +Fleda again smiled at him, in the very dint of giving a hard +push to her needle a smile that would have witched him into +good humour if he had not been determinately in a cloud, and +proof against everything. It only admonished him that he could +not safely remain in the region of sunbeams; and he walked up +and down the room furiously again. The sudden ceasing of his +footsteps presently made her look up. + +"What have you got there? Oh, Charlton, don't! please put +that down! I didn't know I had left them there. They were a +little wet, and I laid them on the chair to dry." + +"What do you call this?" said he, not minding her request. + +"They are only my gardening gloves I thought I had put them +away." + +"Gloves!" said he, pulling at them disdainfully "why, here +are two one within the other what's that for?" + +"It's an old-fashioned way of mending matters two friends +covering each other's deficiencies. The inner pair are too +thin alone, and the outer ones have holes that are past +cobbling." + +"Are we going to have any breakfast to-day?" said he, flinging +the gloves down. "You are very late!" + +"No," said Fleda, quietly "it is not time for aunt Lucy to +be down yet." + +"Don't you have breakfast before nine o'clock?" + +"Yes by half-past eight generally." + +"Strange way of getting along on a farm! Well, I can't wait, +I promised Thorn I would meet him this morning Barby! I wish +you would bring me my boots!" + +Fleda made two springs, one to touch Charlton's mouth, the +other to close the door of communication with the kitchen. + +"Well! what is the matter? can't I have them?" + +"Yes, yes, but ask me for what you want. You mustn't call upon +Barby in that fashion." + +"Why not? Is she too good to be spoken to? What is she in the +kitchen for?" + +"She wouldn't be in the kitchen long if we were to speak to +her in that way," said Fleda. "I suppose she would as soon put +your boots on for you as fetch and carry them. I'll see about +it." + +"It seems to me Fleda rules the house," remarked Captain +Rossitur, when she had left the room. + +"Well, who should rule it?" said Hugh. + +"Not she!" + +"I don't think she does," said Hugh; "but if she did, I am +sure it could not be in better hands." + +"It shouldn't be in her hands at all. But I have noticed since +I have been here that she takes the arrangement of almost +everything. My mother seems to have nothing to do in her own +family." + +"I wonder what the family or anybody in it would do without +Fleda!" said Hugh, his gentle eyes quite firing with +indignation. "You had better know more before you speak, +Charlton." + +"What is there for me to know?" + +"Fleda does everything." + +"So I say and that is what I don't like." + +"How little you know what you are talking about!" said Hugh. +"I can tell you she is the life of the house, almost +literally, we should have had little enough to live upon this +summer if it had not been for her." + +"What do you mean?" impatiently enough. + +"Fleda if it had not been for her gardening and management +she has taken care of the garden these two years, and sold I +can't tell you how much from it. Mr. Sweet, the hotelman at +the Pool, takes all we can give him." + +"How much does her 'taking care of the garden' amount to?" + +"It amounts to all the planting, and nearly all the other +work, after the first digging by far the greater part of +it." + +Charlton walked up and down a few turns in most unsatisfied +silence. + +"How does she get the things to Montepoole?" + +"I take them." + +"You! When?" + +"I ride with them there before breakfast. Fleda is up very +early to gather them." + +"You have not been there this morning?" + +"Yes." + +"With what?" + +"Pease and strawberries." + +"And Fleda picked them?" + +"Yes with some help from Barby and me." + +"That glove of hers was wringing wet." + +"Yes, with the pea-vines, and strawberries too; you know they +get so loaded with dew. Oh, Fleda gets more than her gloves +wet. But she does not mind anything she does for father and +mother." + +"Humph! and does she get enough when all is done to pay for +the trouble?" + +"I don't know," said Hugh, rather sadly. "_She_ thinks so. It is +no trifle." + +"Which, the pay or the trouble?" + +"Both. But I meant the pay. Why, she made ten dollars last +year from the asparagus beds alone, and I don't know how much +more this year." + +"Ten dollars! The devil!" + +"Why?" + +"Have you come to counting your dollars by the tens?" + +"We have counted our sixpences so a good while," said Hugh, +quietly. + +Charlton strode about the room again in much perturbation. +Then came in Fleda, looking as bright as if dollars had been +counted by the thousand, and bearing his boots. + +"What on earth did you do that for?" said he, angrily. "I +could have gone for them myself." + +"No harm done," said Fleda, lightly; "only I have got +something else instead of the thanks I expected." + +"I can't conceive," said he, sitting down and sulkily drawing +on his foot-gear, "why this piece of punctiliousness should +have made any more difficulty about bringing me my boots than +about blacking them." + +A sly glance of intelligence, which Charlton was quick enough +to detect, passed between Fleda and Hugh. His eye carried its +question from one to the other. Fleda's gravity gave way. + +"Don't look at me so, Charlton," said she, laughing; "I can't +help it, you are so excessively comical! I recommend that +you go out upon the grass-plat before the door and turn round +two or three times. + +"Will you have the goodness to explain yourself? Who did black +these boots?" + +"Never pry into the secrets of families," said Fleda. "Hugh +and I have a couple of convenient little fairies in our +service that do things _unknownst_." + +"I blacked them, Charlton," said Hugh. + +Captain Rossitur gave his slippers a fling that carried them +clean into the corner of the room. + +"I will see," he said, rising, "whether some other service +cannot be had more satisfactory than that of fairies!" + +"Now, Charlton," said Fleda, with a sudden change of manner, +corning to him and laying her hand most gently on his arm, +"please don't speak about these things before uncle Rolf or +your mother please do not, Charlton. It would only do a +great deal of harm, and do no good." + +She looked up in his face, but he would not meet her pleading +eye, and shook off her hand. + +"I don't need to be instructed how to speak to my father and +mother; and I am not one of the household that has submitted +itself to your direction." + +Fleda sat down on her bench and was quiet, but with a lip that +trembled a little and eyes that let fall one or two witnesses +against him. Charlton did not see them, and he knew better +than to meet Hugh's look of reproach. But for all that, there +was a certain consciousness that hung about the neck of his +purpose and kept it down in spite of him; and it was not till +breakfast was half over that his ill-humour could make head +against this gentle thwarting and cast it off. For so long the +meal was excessively dull; Hugh and Fleda had their own +thoughts; Charlton was biting his resolution into every slice +of bread-and-butter that occupied him; and Mr. Rossitur's face +looked like anything but encouraging an inquiry into his +affairs. Since his son's arrival he had been most uncommonly +gloomy; and Mrs. Rossitur's face was never in sunshine when +his was in shade. + +"You'll have a warm day of it at the mill, Hugh," said Fleda, +by way of saying something to break the dismal monotony of +knives and forks. + +"Does that mill make much?" suddenly inquired Charlton. + +"It has made a new bridge to the brook, literally," said Fleda +gaily; "for it has sawn out the boards; and you know you +mustn't speak evil of what carries you over the water." + +"Does that mill pay for the working?' said Charlton, turning +with the dryest disregard from her interference, and +addressing himself determinately to his father. + +"What do you mean? It does not work gratuitously," answered +Mr. Rossitur, with at least equal dryness. + +"But, I mean, are the profits of it enough to pay for the loss +of Hugh's time?" + +"If Hugh judges they are not, he is at liberty to let it +alone." + +"My time is not lost," said Hugh; "I' don't know what I should +do with it." + +"I don't know what we should do without the mill," said Mrs. +Rossitur. + +That gave Charlton an unlucky opening. + +"Has the prospect of farming disappointed you, father?" + +"What is the prospect of your company?" said Mr. Rossitur, +swallowing half an egg before he replied. + +"A very limited prospect!" said Charlton, "if you mean the one +that went with me. Not a fifth part of them left." + +"What have you done with them?" + +"Showed them where the balls were flying, Sir, and did my best +to show them the thickest of it." + +"Is it necessary to show it to us too?" said Fleda. + +"I believe there are not twenty living that followed me into +Mexico," he went on, as if he had not heard her. + +"Was all that havoc made in one engagement?" said Mrs. +Rossitur, whose cheek had turned pale. + +"Yes, mother; in the course of a few minutes." + +"I wonder what would pay for _that_ loss," said Fleda, +indignantly. + +"Why, the point was gained! and it did not signify what the +cost was, so we did that. My poor boys were a small part of +it." + +"What point do you mean?" + +"I mean the point we had in view, which was taking the place." + +"And what was the advantage of gaining the place?" + +"Pshaw! the advantage of doing one's duty." + +"But what made it duty?" said Hugh. + +"Orders." + +"I grant you," said Fleda; "I understand that but bear with +me, Charlton what was the advantage to the army or the +country?" + +"The advantage of great honour if we succeeded, and avoiding +the shame of failure." + +"Is that all?" said Hugh. + +"All!" said Charlton. + +"Glory must be a precious thing, when other men's lives are so +cheap to buy it," said Fleda. + +"We did not risk theirs without our own," said Charlton, +colouring. + +"No; but still theirs were risked for you." + +"Not at all; why, this is absurd! you are saying that the +whole war was for nothing." + +"What better than nothing was the end of it? We paid Mexico +for the territory she yielded to us, didn't we, uncle Rolf?" + +"Yes." + +"How much?" + +"Twenty millions, I believe." + +"And what do you suppose the war has cost?" + +"Hum I don't know a hundred." + +"A hundred million! Besides how much besides! And don't you +suppose, uncle Rolf, that for half of that sum Mexico would +have sold us peaceably what she did in the end?" + +"It is possible I think it is very likely." + +"What was the fruit of the war, Captain Rossitur?" + +"Why, a great deal of honour to the army and the nation at +large." + +"Honour again! But granting that the army gained it, which +they certainly did, for one I do not feel very proud of the +nation's share." + +"Why, they are one," said Charlton, impatiently. + +"In an unjust war?" + +"It was _not_ an unjust war." + +"That's what you call a knock-downer," said Fleda, laughing. +"But I confess myself so simple as to have agreed with Seth +Plumfield, when I heard him and Lucas disputing about it last +winter, that it was a shame to a great and strong nation like +ours to display its might in crushing a weak one." + +"But they drew it upon themselves. _They_ began hostilities." + +"There is a diversity of opinion about that." + +"Not in heads that have two grains of information." + +"I beg your pardon. Mrs. Evelyn and Judge Sensible were +talking over that very question the other day at Montepoole; +and he made it quite clear to my mind that we were the +aggressors." + +"Judge Sensible is a fool!" said Mr. Rossitur. + +"Very well!" said Fleda, laughing; "but as I do not wish to +be comprehended in the same class, will you show me how he was +wrong, uncle?" + +This drew on a discussion of some length, to which Fleda +listened with profound attention, long after her aunt had +ceased to listen at all, and Hugh was thoughtful, and Charlton +disgusted. At the end of it, Mr. Rossitur left the table and +the room, and Fleda subsiding, turned to her cold coffee-cup. + +"I didn't know you ever cared anything about politics before," +said Hugh. + +"Didn't you?" said Fleda, smiling. "You do me injustice." + +Their eyes met for a second, with a most appreciating smile on +his part; and then he too went off to his work. There was a +few minutes' silent pause after that. + +"Mother," said Charlton, looking up and bursting forth, "what +is all this about the mill and the farm? is not the farm +doing well?" + +"I am afraid not very well," said Mrs. Rossitur, gently. + +"What is the difficulty?" + +"Why, your father has let it to a man by the name of +Didenhover, and I am afraid he is not faithful; it does not +seem to bring us in what it ought." + +"What did he do that for?" + +"He was wearied with the annoyances he had to endure before, +and thought it would be better and more profitable to have +somebody else take the whole charge and management. He did not +know Didenhover's character at the time." + +"Engaged him without knowing him!" + +Fleda was the only third party present, and Charlton +unwittingly allowing himself to meet her eye, received a look +of keen displeasure that he was not prepared for. + +"That is not like him," he said, in a much moderated tone. +"But you must be changed too, mother, or you would not endure +such anomalous service in your kitchen." + +"There are a great many changes, dear Charlton," said his +mother, looking at him with such a face of sorrowful sweetness +and patience that his mouth was stopped. Fleda left the room. + +"And have you really nothing to depend upon but that child's +strawberries and Hugh's wood-saw?" he said, in the tone he +ought to have used from the beginning. + +"Little else." + +Charlton stifled two or three sentences that rose to his lips, +and began to walk up and down the room again. His mother sat +musing by the tea-board still, softly clinking her spoon +against the edge of her tea-cup. + +"She has grown up very pretty," he remarked, after a pause. + +"Pretty!" said Mrs. Rossitur. + +"Why?" + +"No one that has seen much of Fleda would ever describe her by +that name." + +Charlton had the candour to think he had seen something of her +that morning. + +"Poor child!" said Mrs. Rossitur, sadly, " I can't bear to +think of her spending her life as she is doing wearing +herself out, I know, sometimes and buried alive." + +"Buried!" said Charlton, in his turn. + +"Yes; without any of the advantages and opportunities she +ought to have. I can't bear to think of it. And yet how should +I ever live without her" said Mrs. Rossitur, leaning her lace +upon her hands. "And if she were known she would not be mine +long. But It grieves me to have her go without her music, that +she is so fond of, and the book she wants; she and Hugh have +gone from end to end of every volume there is in the house, I +believe, in every language, except Greek." + +"Well, she looks pretty happy and contented, mother." + +"I don't know!'" said Mrs.. Rossitur, shaking her head. + +"Isn't she happy?" + +"I don't know," said Mrs. Rossitur, again; "she has a spirit +that is happy in doing her duty, or anything for those she +loves; but I see her sometimes wearing a look that pains me +exceedingly. I am afraid the way she lives, and the changes in +our affairs, have worn upon her more than we know of she +feels doubly everything that touches me, or Hugh, or your +father. She is a gentle spirit!" + +"She seems to me not to want character," said Charlton. + +"Character! I don't know who has so much. She has at least +fifty times as much character as I have. And energy. She is +admirable at managing people she knows how to influence them +somehow, so that everybody does what she wants." + +"And who influences her?" said Charlton. + +"Who influences her? Everybody that she loves. Who has the +most influence over her, do you mean? I am sure I don't know +Hugh, if anybody but she is rather the moving spirit of the +household." + +Captain Rossitur resolved that he would be an exception to her +rule. + +He forgot, however, for some reason or other, to sound his +father any more on the subject of mismanagement. His thoughts, +indeed, were more pleasantly taken up. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +"My lord Sebastian, +The truth you speak doth lack some gentleness, +And time to speak it in: you rub the sore, +When you should bring the plaster." +_Tempest_. + + +The Evelyns spent several weeks at the Pool; and both mother +and daughters conceiving a great affection for Fleda, kept her +in their company as much as possible. For those weeks Fleda +had enough of gaiety. She was constantly spending the day with +them at the Pool, or going on some party of pleasure, or +taking quiet sensible walks and rides with them alone, or with +only one or two more of the most rational and agreeable people +that the place could command. And even Mrs. Rossitur was +persuaded, more times than one, to put herself in her plainest +remaining French silk, and entertain the whole party, with the +addition of one or two of Charlton's friends, at her Queechy +farm-house. + +Fleda enjoyed it all with the quick spring of a mind +habitually bent to the patient fulfilment of duty, and +habitually under the pressure of rather sobering thoughts. It +was a needed and very useful refreshment. Charlton's being at +home gave her the full good of the opportunity more than would +else have been possible. He was her constant attendant, +driving her to and from the Pool, and finding as much to call +him there as she had; for, besides the Evelyns, his friend +Thorn abode there all this time. The only drawback to Fleda's +pleasure as she drove off from Queechy would be the leaving +Hugh plodding away at his saw-mill. She used to nod and wave +to him as they went by, and almost feel that she ought not to +go on and enjoy herself while he was tending that wearisome +machinery all day long. Still she went on and enjoyed herself; +but the mere thought of his patient smile as she passed would +have kept her from too much elation of spirits, if there had +been any danger. There never was any. + +"That's a lovely little cousin of yours," said Thorn, one +evening, when he and Rossitur, on horseback, were leisurely +making their way along the up-and-down road between Montepoole +and Queechy. + +"She is not particularly little," said Rossitur, with a +dryness that somehow lacked any savour of gratification. + +"She is of a most fair stature," said Thorn; "I did not mean +anything against that; but there are characters to which one +gives instinctively a softening appellative." + +"Are there?" said Charlton. + +"Yes. She is a lovely little creature." + +"She is not to compare to one of those girls we have left +behind us at Montepoole," said Charlton. + +"Hum well, perhaps you are right; but which girl do you +mean? for I profess I don't know." + +"The second of Mrs. Evelyn's daughters the auburn-haired +one." + +"Miss Constance, eh?" said Thorn. "In what isn't the other one +to be compared to her?" + +"In anything! Nobody would ever think of looking at her in the +same room." + +"Why not?" said Thorn, coolly. + +"I don't know why not," said Charlton, "except that she has +not a tithe of her beauty. That's a superb girl!" + +For a matter of twenty yards, Mr. Thorn went softly humming a +tune to himself, and leisurely switching the flies off his +horse. + +"Well," said he, "there's no accounting for tastes + + +'I ask no red and white +To make up my delight, +No odd becoming graces, +Black eyes, or little know-not-what in faces.' " + + +"What _do_ you want, then?" said Charlton, half laughing at him +though his friend was perfectly grave. + +"A cool eye, and a mind in it." + +"A cool eye!" said Rossitur. + +"Yes. Those we have left behind us are arrant will-o'-the- +wisps dancing fires no more." + +"I can tell you, there is fire sometimes in the other eyes," +said Charlton. + +"Very likely," said his friend, composedly; "I could have +guessed as much; but that is a fire you may warm yourself at; +no eternal phosphorescence it is the leaping up of all +internal fire, that only shows itself upon occasion." + +"I suppose you know what you are talking about," said +Charlton; "but I can't follow you into the region of +volcanoes. Constance Evelyn has superb eyes. It is uncommon to +see a light blue so brilliant." + +"I would rather trust a sick head to the handling of the +lovely lady than the superb one, at a venture." + +"I thought you never had a sick head," said Charlton. + +"That is lucky for me, as the hands do not happen to be at my +service. But no imagination could put Miss Constance in +Desdemona's place, when Othello complained of his headache +you remember, Charlton, + + +"Faith, that's with watching 'twill away again +Let me but bind this handkerchief about it hard.' " + + +Thorn gave the intonation truly and admirably. + +"Fleda never said anything so soft as that," said Charlton. + +"No?" + +"No." + +"You speak well, but _soft!_ do you know what you are +talking about there?" + +"Not very well," said Charlton. "I only remember there was +nothing soft about Othello; what you quoted of his wife just +now seemed to me to smack of that quality." + +"I forgive your memory," said Thorn, "or else I certainly +would not forgive you. If there is a fair creation in all +Shakespeare, it is Desdemona; and if there is a pretty +combination on earth that nearly matches it, I believe it is +that one." + +"What one?" + +"Your pretty cousin." + +Charlton was silent. + +"It is generous in me to undertake her defence," Thorn went +on, "for she bestows as little of her fair countenance upon me +as she can well help. But try as she will, she cannot be so +repellent as she is attractive." + +Charlton pushed his horse into a brisker pace not favourable +to conversation; and they rode forward in silence, till, in +descending the hill below Deepwater, they came within view of +Hugh's work-place, the saw-mill. Charlton suddenly drew +bridle. + +"There she is." + +"And who is with her?" said Thorn. "As I live! our friend +what's his name? who has lost all his ancestors. And who +is the other?" + +"My brother," said Charlton. + +"I don't mean your brother, Captain Rossitur," said Thorn, +throwing himself off his horse. + +He joined the party, who were just leaving the mill to go down +towards the house. Very much at his leisure, Charlton +dismounted, and came after him. + +"I have brought Charlton safe home, Miss Ringgan," said Thorn, +who, leading his horse, had quietly secured a position at her +side. + +"What's the matter?" said Fleda, laughing. "Couldn't he bring +himself home?" + +"I don't know what's the matter, but he's been uncommonly +dumpish; we've been as near as possible to quarrelling for +half a dozen miles back." + +"We have been a more agreeably employed," said Dr. +Quackenboss, looking round at him with a face that was a +concentration of affability. + +"I make no doubt of it, Sir; I trust we shall bring no +unharmonious interruption. If I may change somebody else's +words," he added more low to Fleda " 'disdain itself must +convert to courtesy in your presence.' " + +"I am sorry disdain should live to pay me a compliment," said +Fleda. "Mr. Thorn, may I introduce to you, Mr. Olmney?" + +Mr. Thorn honoured the introduction with perfect civility, but +then fell back to his former position and slightly lowered +tone. + +"Are you then a sworn foe to compliments?" + +"I was never so fiercely attacked by them as to give me any +occasion." + +"I should be very sorry to furnish the occasion; but what's +the harm in them, Miss Ringgan?" + +"Chiefly a want of agreeableness." + +"Of agreeableness! Pardon me; I hope you will be so good as to +give me the rationale of that?" + +"I am of Miss Edgeworth's opinion, Sir," said Fleda, blushing, +" that a lady may always judge of the estimation in which she +is held, by the conversation which is addressed to her." + +"And you judge compliments to be a doubtful indication of +esteem!" + +"I am sure you do not need information on that point, Sir." + +"As to your opinion, or the matter of fact?" said he, somewhat +keenly. + +"As to the matter of fact," said Fleda, with a glance both +simple and acute in its expression. + +"I will not venture to say a word," said Thorn, smiling. +"Protestations would certainly fall flat at the gates where +_les douces paroles_ cannot enter. But do you know this is +picking a man's pocket of all his silver pennies, and obliging +him to produce his gold?" + +"That _would_ be a hard measure upon a good many people," said +Fleda, laughing. "But they're not driven to that. There's +plenty of small change left." + +"You certainly do not deal in the coin you condemn," said +Thorn, bowing. "But you will remember that none call for gold +but those who can exchange it, and the number of them is few. +In a world where cowrie passes current, a man may be excused +for not throwing about his guineas." + +"I wish you'd throw about a few for our entertainment," said +Charlton, who was close behind. "I haven't seen a yellow-boy +in a good while." + +"A proof that your eyes are not jaundiced," said his friend, +without turning his head, "whatever may be the case with you +otherwise. Is he out of humour with the country-life you like +so well, Miss Ringgan? or has he left his domestic tastes in +Mexico? How do you think he likes Queechy?" + +"You might as well ask myself," said Charlton. + +"How do you think he likes Queechy, Miss Ringgan?" + +"I am afraid something after the fashion of Touchstone," said +Fleda, laughing; "he thinks, that 'in respect of itself, it +is a good life; but in respect that it is a shepherd's life, +it is nought. In respect that it is solitary, he likes it very +well; but in respect that it is private, it is a very vile +life. Now, in respect it is in the fields, it pleaseth him +well; but in respect it is not in the court, it is tedious.' " + +"There's a guinea for you, Captain Rossitur," said his friend. +"Do you know out of what mint?" + +"It doesn't bear the head of Socrates," said Charlton. + +" 'Hast no philosophy in thee,' Charlton?" said Fleda, +laughing back at him. + +"Has not Queechy a the honour of your approbation, Captain +Rossitur?" said the doctor. + +"Certainly, Sir; I have no doubt of its being a very fine +country." + +"Only he has imbibed some doubts whether happiness be an +indigenous crop," said Thorn. + +"Undoubtedly," said the doctor, blandly; "to one who has +roamed over the plains of Mexico, Queechy must seem rather a + a rather flat place." + +"If he could lose sight of the hills," said Thorn. + +"Undoubtedly, Sir, undoubtedly," said the doctor; "they are a +marked feature in the landscape, and do much to relieve a +the charge of sameness." + +"Luckily," said Mr. Olmney, smiling, "happiness is not a thing +of circumstance; it depends on a man's self." + +"I used to think so," said Thorn; "that is what I have always +subscribed to; but I am afraid I could not live in this region +and find it so long." + +"What an evening!" said Fleda. "Queechy is doing its best to +deserve our regards under this light. Mr. Olmney, did you ever +notice the beautiful curve of the hills in that hollow where +the sun sets?" + +"I do notice it now," he said. + +"It is exquisite!" said the doctor. "Captain Rossitur, do you +observe, Sir in that hollow where the sun sets?" + +Captain Rossitur's eye made a very speedy transition from the +hills to Fleda, who had fallen back a little to take Hugh's +arm, and placing herself between him and Mr. Olmney, was +giving her attention undividedly to the latter. And to him she +talked perseveringly of the mountains, the country, and the +people, till they reached the courtyard gate. Mr. Olmney then +passed on. So did the doctor, though invited to tarry, +averring that the sun had gone down behind the firmament, and +he had something to attend to at home. + +"You will come in, Thorn," said Charlton. + +"Why, I had intended returning; but the sun has gone down +indeed, and as our friend says there is no chance of our +seeing him again, I may as well go in and take what comfort is +to be had in the circumstances. Gentle Euphrosyne, doth it not +become the Graces to laugh?" + +"They always ask leave, Sir," said Fleda, hesitating. + +"A most Grace-ful answer, though it does not smile upon me," +said Thorn. + +"I am sorry, Sir," said Fleda, smiling now, "that you have so +many silver pennies to dispose of we shall never get at the +gold." + +"I will do my very best," said he. + +So he did, and made himself agreeable that evening to every +one of the circle; though Fleda's sole reason for liking to +see him come in had been, that she was glad of everything that +served to keep Charlton's attention from home subjects. She +saw sometimes the threatening of a cloud that troubled her. + +But the Evelyns and Thorn, and everybody else whom they knew, +left the Pool at last, before Charlton, who was sufficiently +well again, had near run out his furlough; and then the cloud, +which had only showed itself by turns during all those weeks, +gathered and settled determinately upon his brow. + +He had long ago supplied the want of a newspaper. One evening +in September, the family were sitting in the room where they +had had tea, for the benefit of the fire, when Barby pushed +open the kitchen door and came in. + +"Fleda, will you let me have one of the last papers? I've a +notion to look at it." + +Fleda rose and went to rummaging in the cupboards. + +"You can have it again in a little while," said Barby, +considerately. + +The paper was found, and Miss Elster went out with it. + +"What an unendurable piece of ill-manners that woman is!" said +Charlton. + +"She has no idea of being ill-mannered, I assure you," said +Fleda,. + +His voice was like a brewing storm hers was so clear and +soft that it made a lull in spite of him. But he began again. + +"There is no necessity for submitting to impertinence. I never +would do it." + +"I have no doubt you never will," said his father. "Unless you +can't help yourself." + +"Is there any good reason, Sir, why you should not have proper +servants in the house?" + +"A very good reason," said Mr. Rossitur. "Fleda would be in +despair." + +"Is there none beside that?" said Charlton, dryly. + +"None except a trifling one," Mr. Rossitur answered, in the +same tone. + +"We cannot afford it, dear Charlton," said his mother, softly. + +There was a silence, during which Fleda moralized on the ways +people take to make themselves uncomfortable. + +"Does that man to whom you let the farm does he do his +duty?" + +"I am not the keeper of his conscience." + +" I am afraid it would be a small charge to any one," said +Fleda. + +"But are you the keeper of the gains you ought to have from +him? Does he deal fairly by you?" + +"May I ask first what interest it is of yours?" + +"It is my interest, Sir, because I come home and find the +family living upon the exertions of Hugh and Fleda, and find +them growing thin and pale under it." + +"You, at least, are free from all pains of the kind, Captain +Rossitur." + +"Don't listen to him, uncle Rolf!" said Fleda, going round to +her uncle, and making, as she passed, a most warning +impression upon Charlton's arm "don't mind what he says +that young gentleman has been among the Mexican ladies till he +has lost an eye for a really proper complexion. Look at me! +do I look pale and thin? I was paid a most brilliant +compliment the other day upon my roses. Uncle, don't listen to +him! he hasn't been in a decent humour since the Evelyns +went away." + +She knelt down before him and laid her hands upon his, and +looked up in his face to bring all her plea the plea of most +winning sweetness of entreaty in features yet flushed and +trembling. His own did not unbend as he gazed at her, but he +gave her a silent answer in a pressure of the hands that went +straight from his heart to hers. Fleda's eye turned to +Charlton appealingly. + +"Is it necessary," he repeated, "that that child and this boy +should spend their days in labour to keep the family alive?" + +"If it were," replied Mr. Rossitur, "I am very willing that +their exertions should cease. For my own part, I would quite +as lief be out of the world as in it." + +"Charlton! how can you!" said Fleda, half-beside herself +"you should know of what you speak, or be silent! Uncle, +don't mind him! he is talking wildly my work does me good." + +"You do not understand yourself," said Charlton, obstinately; + "it is more than you ought to do, and I know my mother +thinks so, too." + +"Well!" said Mr. Rossitur "it seems there is an agreement in +my own family to bring me to the bar get up, Fleda, let us +hear all the charges to be brought against me, at once, and +then pass sentence. What have you and your mother agreed upon, +Charlton? go on!" + +Mrs. Rossitur, now beyond speech, left the room, weeping even +aloud. Hugh followed her. Fleda wrestled with her agitation +for a minute or two, and than got up and put both arms round +her uncle's neck. + +"Don't talk so, dear uncle Rolf! you make us very unhappy +aunt Lucy did not mean any such thing it is only Charlton's +nonsense. Do go and tell her you don't think so you have +broken her heart by what you said; do go, uncle Rolf! do +go and make her happy again! Forget it all! Charlton did not +know what he was saying wont you go, dear uncle Rolf? " + +The words were spoken between bursts of tears that utterly +overcame her, though they did not hinder the utmost +caressingness of manner. It seemed at first spent upon a rock. +Mr. Rossitur stood like a man that did not care what happened +or what became of him dumb and unrelenting suffering her +sweet words and imploring tears, with no attempt to answer the +one or stay the other. But he could not hold out against her +beseeching. He was no match for it. He returned at last +heartily the pressure of her arms, and, unable to give her any +other answer, kissed her two or three times such kisses as +are charged with the heart's whole message; and, disengaging +himself, left the room. + +For a minute after he was gone, Fleda cried excessively; and +Charlton, now alone with her, felt as if he had not a particle +of self-respect left to stand upon. One such agony would do +her more harm than whole weeks of labour and weariness. He was +too vexed and ashamed of himself to be able to utter a word, +but when she recovered a little, and was leaving the room, he +stood still by the door in an attitude that seemed to ask her +to speak a word to him. + +"I am sure, Charlton," she said, gently, "you'll be sorry to- +morrow for what you have done." + +"I am sorry now," he said. But she passed out without saying +anything more. + +Captain Rossitur passed the night in unmitigated vexation with +himself. But his repentance could not have been very genuine, +since his most painful thought was, what Fleda must think of +him. + +He was somewhat reassured at breakfast to find no traces of +the evening's storm; indeed, the moral atmosphere seemed +rather clearer and purer than common. His own face was the +only one which had an unusual shade upon it. There was no +difference in anybody's manner towards himself; and there was +even a particularly gentle and kind pleasantness about Fleda, +intended, he knew, to soothe and put to rest any movings of +self-reproach he might feel. It somehow missed of its aim, and +made him feel worse; and after, on his part, a very silent +meal, he quitted the house, and took himself and his +discontent to the woods. + +Whatever effect they had upon him, it was the middle of the +morning before he came back again. He found Fleda alone in the +breakfast-room, sewing; and for the first time noticed the +look his mother had spoken of a look not of sadness, but +rather of settled, patient gravity; the more painful to see, +because it could only have been wrought by long-acting causes, +and might be as slow to do away as it must have been to bring. +Charlton's displeasure with the existing state of things had +revived as his remorse died away, and that quiet face did not +have a quieting effect upon him. + +"What on earth is going on?" he began, rather abruptly, as +soon as he entered the room. "What horrible cookery is on +foot?" + +"I venture to recommend that you do not inquire," said Fleda. +"It was set on foot in the kitchen, and it has walked in here. +If you open the window, it will walk out." + +"But you will be cold?" + +"Never mind in that case I will walk out too, into the +kitchen." + +"Into the thick of it! No I will try some other way of +relief. This is unendurable!" + +Fleda looked, but made no other remonstrance, and not heeding +the look, Mr. Charlton walked out into the kitchen, shutting +the door behind him. + +"Barby," said he, "you have got something cooking here that is +very disagreeable in the other room." + +"Is it?" said Barby. "I reckoned it would all fly up chimney. +I guess the draught ain't so strong as I thought it was." + +"But I tell you it fills the house!" + +"Well, it'll have to a spell yet," said Barby, "cause if it +didn't, you see, Captain Rossitur, there'd be nothing to fill +Fleda's chickens with." + +"Chickens! where's all the corn in the land?" + +"It's some place besides in our barn," said Barby. "All last +year's is out, and Mr. Didenhover aint fetched any of this +year's home; so I made a bargain with 'em, they shouldn't +starve as long as they'd eat boiled pursley." + +"What do you give them?" + +"Most everything they aint particular now-a-days chunks o' +cabbages, and scarcity, and pun'kin, and that all the sass +that aint wanted." + +"And do they eat that?" + +"Eat it!" said Barby; "they don't know how to thank me for't." + +"But it ought to be done out of doors," said Charlton, coming +black from a kind of maze in which he had been listening to +her. "It is unendurable." + +"Then I guess you'll have to go some place where you wont know +it," said Barby "that's the most likely plan I can hit upon; +for it'll have to stay on till it's ready." + +Charlton went back into the other room really down-hearted, +and stood watching the play of Fleda's fingers. + +"Is it come to this!" he said at length. "Is it possible that +you are obliged to go without such a trifle as the miserable +supply of food your fowls want?" + +"That's a small matter!" said Fleda, speaking lightly though +she smothered a sigh. "We have been obliged to do without more +than that." + +"What is the reason?" + +"Why, this man Didenhover is a rogue, I suspect, and he +manages to spirit away all the profits that should come to +uncle Rolf's hands I don't know how. We have lived almost +entirely upon the mill for some time." + +"And has my father been doing nothing all this while?" + +"Nothing on the farm." + +"And what of anything else?" + +"I don't know," said Fleda, speaking with evident +unwillingness. "But surely, Charlton, he knows his own +business best. It is not our affair." + +"He is mad!" said Charlton, violently striding up and down the +floor. + +"No," said Fleda, with equal gentleness and sadness, "he is +only unhappy; I understand it all he has had no spirit to +take hold of anything ever since we came here." + +"Spirit!" said Charlton; "he ought to have worked off his +fingers to their joints before he let you do as you have been +doing!" + +"Don't say so!" said Fleda, looking even pale in her eagerness + "don't think so, Charlton! it isn't right. We cannot tell +what he may have had to trouble him; I know he has suffered, +and does suffer a great deal. Do not speak again about +anything as you did last night! Oh," said Fleda, now shedding +bitter tears, "this is the worst of growing poor the +difficulty of keeping up the old kindness, and sympathy, and +care, for each other!" + +"I am sure it does not work so upon you," said Charlton, in an +altered voice. + +"Promise me, dear Charlton," said Fleda, looking up after a +moment, and drying her eyes again, "promise me you will not +say any more about these things! I am sure it pains uncle Rolf +more than you think. Say you will not for your mother's +sake!" + +"I will not Fleda for your sake. I would not give you any more +trouble to bear. Promise me that you will be more careful of +yourself in future." + +"Oh there is no danger about me," said Fleda, with a faint +smile, and taking up her work again! + +"Who are you making shirts for?" said Charlton, after a +pause." + +"Hugh." + +"You do everything for Hugh, don't you?" + +"Little enough. Not half so much as he does for me." + +"Is he up at the mill to-day?" + +"He is always there," said Fleda, sighing. + +There was another silence. + +"Charlton," said Fleda, looking up with a face of the +loveliest insinuation "isn't there something _you_ might do to +help us a little?" + +"I will help you garden, Fleda, with pleasure." + +"I would rather you should help somebody else," said she, +still looking at him. + +"What, Hugh? You would have me go and work at the mill for +him, I suppose?" + +"Don't be angry with me, Charlton, for suggesting it," said +Fleda, looking down again. + +"Angry!" said he. "But is that what you would have me do." + +"Not unless you like; I didn't know but you might take his +place once in a while for a little, to give him a rest " + +"And suppose some of the people from Montepoole, that know me, +should come by? What are you thinking of?" said he, in a +tone that certainly justified Fleda's deprecation. + +"Well!" said Fleda, in a kind of choked voice "there is a +strange rule of honour in vogue in the world." + +"Why should I help Hugh rather than anybody else?" + +"He is killing himself!" said Fleda, letting her work fall, +and hardly speaking the words through thick tears. Her head +was down, and they came fast. Charlton stood abashed for a +minute. + +"You sha'n't do so, Fleda," said he gently, endeavouring to +raise her "you have tired yourself with this miserable work! +Come to the window you have got low-spirited, but, I am +sure, without reason about Hugh but you shall set me about +what you will; you are right, I dare say, and I am wrong; but +don't make me think myself a brute, and I will do anything you +please." + +He had raised her up, and made her lean upon him. Fleda wiped +her eyes and tried to smile. + +"I will do anything that will please you, Fleda." + +"It is not to please _me_," she answered, meekly. + +"I would not have spoken a word last night if I had known it +would have grieved you so." + +"I am sorry you should have none but so poor a reason for +doing right," said Fleda, gently. + +"Upon my word, I think you are about as good reason as anybody +need have," said Charlton. + +She put her hand upon his arm, and looked up such a look of +pure rebuke, as carried to his mind the full force of the +words she did not speak, "Who art thou that carest for a +worm which shall die, and forgettest the Lord thy Maker!" +Charlton's eyes fell. Fleda turned gently away, and began to +mend the fire. He stood watching her for a little. + +"What do you think of me, Fleda?" he said at length. + +"A little wrong-headed," answered Fleda, giving him a glance +and a smile. "I don't think you are very bad." + +"If you will go with me, Fleda, you shall make what you please +of me." + +He spoke half in jest, half in earnest, and did not himself +know at the moment which way he wished Fleda to take it. But +she had no notion of any depth in his words. + +"A hopeless task!" she answered, lightly, shaking her head, as +she got down on her knees to blow the fire; "I am afraid it +is too much for me. I have been trying to mend you ever since +you came, and I cannot see the slightest change for the +better." + +"Where is the bellows?" said Charlton, in another tone. + +"It has expired its last breath," said Fleda. "In other +words, it has lost its nose." + +"Well, look here," said he, laughing and pulling her away +"you will stand a fair chance of losing your face if you put +it in the fire. You sha'n't do it. Come and show me where to +find the scattered parts of that old wind instrument, and I +will see if it cannot be persuaded to play again." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +"I dinna ken what I should want +If I could get but a man." +SCOTCH BALLAD. + + +Captain Rossitur did no work at the saw-mill. But Fleda's +words had not fallen to the ground. He began to show care for +his fellow-creatures in getting the bellows mended; his next +step was to look to his gun; and from that time, so long as he +stayed, the table was plentifully supplied with all kinds of +game the season and the country could furnish. Wild ducks and +partridges banished pork and bacon even from memory; and Fleda +joyfully declared she would not see another omelette again +till she was in distress. + +While Charlton was still at home came a very urgent invitation +from Mrs. Evelyn, that Fleda should pay them a long visit in +New York, bidding her care for no want of preparation, but +come and make it there. Fleda demurred, however, on that very +score. But before her answer was written another missive came +from Dr. Gregory, not asking so much as demanding her +presence, and enclosing a fifty dollar bill, for which he said +he would hold her responsible till she had paid him with, not +her own hands, but her own lips. There was no withstanding the +manner of this entreaty. Fleda packed up some of Mrs. +Rossitur's laid-by silks, to be refreshed with an air of +fashion, and set off with Charlton at the end of his furlough. + +To her simple spirit of enjoyment the weeks ran fast; and all +manner of novelties and kindnesses helped them on. It was a +time of cloudless pleasure. But those she had left thought it +long. She wrote them how delightfully she kept house for the +old doctor, whose wife had long been dead, and how joyously +she and the Evelyns made time fly And every pleasure she felt +awoke almost as strong a throb in the hearts at home. But they +missed her, as Barby said, "dreadfully;" and she was most +dearly welcomed when she came back. It was just before New +Year. + +For half an hour there was most gladsome use of eyes and +tongues. Fleda had a great deal to tell them. + +"How well how well you are looking, dear Fleda!" said her +aunt, for the third or fourth time. + +"That's more than I can say for you and Hugh, aunt Lucy. What +have you been doing to yourselves?" + +"Nothing new," they said, as her eye went from one to the +other. + +"I guess you have wanted me!" said Fleda, shaking her head, as +she kissed them both again. + +"I guess we have," said Hugh, "but don't fancy we have grown +thin upon the want." + +"But where's uncle Rolf? you didn't tell me." + +"He is gone to look after those lands in Michigan." + +"In Michigan! When did he go?" + +"Very soon after you." + +"And you didn't let me know! Oh, why didn't you? How lonely +you must have been!" + +"Let you know, indeed!" said Mrs. Rossitur, wrapping her in +her arms again; "Hugh and I counted every week that you +stayed, with more pleasure each one." + +"I understand!" said Fleda, laughing under her aunt's kisses. +"Well, I am glad I am at home again to take care of you. I see +you can't get along without me." + +"People have been very kind, Fleda," said Hugh. + +"Have they?" + +"Yes thinking we were desolate, I suppose. There has been no +end to aunt Miriam's goodness and pleasantness." + +"Oh, aunt Miriam, always!" said Fleda. "And Seth." + +"Catherine Douglass has been up twice to ask if her mother +could do anything for us; and Mrs. Douglass sent us once a +rabbit, and once a quantity of wild pigeons that Earl had +shot. Mother and I lived upon pigeons for I don't know how +long. Barby wouldn't eat 'em she said she liked pork better; +but I believe she did it on purpose." + +"Like enough," said Fleda, smiling, from her aunt's arms where +she still lay. + +"And Seth has sent you plenty of your favourite hickory nuts, +very fine ones; and I gathered butternuts enough for you near +home." + +"Everything is for me," said Fleda. "Well, the first thing I +do shall be to make some butternut candy for _you_. You wont +despise that Mr. Hugh?" + +Hugh smiled at her, and went on. + +"And your friend Mr. Olmney has sent us a corn-basket fill of +the superbest apples you ever saw. He has one tree of the +finest in Queechy, he says." + +"_My_ friend!" said Fleda, colouring a little. + +"Well, I don't know whose he is, if he isn't yours," said +Hugh. "And even the Finns sent us some fish that their brother +had caught, because, they said, they had more than they +wanted. And Dr. Quackenboss sent us a goose and a turkey. We +didn't like to keep them, but we were afraid, if we sent them +back, it would not be understood." + +"Send them back!" said Fleda. "That would never do! All +Queechy would have rung with it." + +"Well, we didn't," said Hugh. "But so we sent one of them to +Barby's old mother, for Christmas." + +"Poor Dr. Quackenboss!" said Fleda. "That man has as near as +possible killed me two or three times. As for the others, they +are certainly the oddest of all the finny tribes. I must go +out and see Barby for a minute." + +It was a good many minutes, however, before she could get free +to do any such thing. + +"You han't lost no flesh," said Barby, shaking hands with her +anew. "What did they think of Queechy keep, down in York?" + +"I don't know I didn't ask them," said Fleda. "How goes the +world with you, Barby?" + +"I'm mighty glad you are come home, Fleda," said Barby, +lowering her voice. + +"Why?" said Fleda, in a like tone. + +"I guess I aint all that's glad of it," Miss Elster went on, +with a glance of her bright eye. + +"I guess not," said Fleda, reddening a little "but what is +the matter?" + +"There's two of our friends ha'n't made us but one visit +apiece since oh, ever since some time in October!" + +"Well, never mind the people," said Fleda. "Tell me what you +were going to say." + +"And Mr. Olmney," said Barby, not minding her, "he's took and +sent us a great basket chock full of apples. Now, wa'n't that +smart of him, when he knowed there wa'n't no one here that +cared about 'em ?" + +"They are a particularly fine kind," said Fleda. + +"Did you hear about the goose and turkey?" + +"Yes," said Fleda, laughing. + +"The doctor thinks he has done the thing just about right, +this time, I 'spect. He had ought to take out a patent right +for his invention. He'd feel spry if he knowed who ate one on +'em." + +"Never mind the doctor, Barby. Was this what you wanted to see +me for?" + +"No," said Barby, changing her tone. "I'd give something it +was. I've been all but at my wit's end; for you know, Mis' +Rossitur aint no hand about anything I couldn't say a word +to her; and ever since he went away, we have been just winding +ourselves up. I thought I should clear out, when Mis' Rossitur +said, maybe you wa'n't a-coming till next week." + +"But what is it, Barby? what is wrong?" + +"There ha'n't been anything right, to my notions, for a long +spell," said Barby, wringing out her dish-cloth hard, and +flinging it down, to give herself uninterruptedly to talk; +"but now you see, Didenhover, nor none of the men, never comes +near the house to do a chore; and there aint wood to last +three days; and Hugh aint fit to cut it if it was piled up in +the yard; and there aint the first stick of it out of the +woods yet." + +Fleda sat down, and looked very thoughtfully into the fire. + +"He had ought to ha' seen to it afore he went away; but he +ha'n't done it, and there it is." + +"Why, who takes care of the cows?" said Fleda. + +"Oh, never mind the cows," said Barby, "they aint suffering +I wish we was as well off as they be; but I guess, when he +went away, he made a hole in our pockets for to mend his'n. I +don't say he hadn't ought to ha' done it, but we've been +pretty short ever sen, Fleda we're in the last bushel of +flour, and there aint but a handful of corn meal, and mighty +little sugar, white or brown. I did say something to Mis' +Rossitur, but all the good it did was to spoil her appetite, I +s'pose; and if there's grain in the floor, there aint nobody +to carry it to mill nor to thrash it nor a team to draw +it, fur's I know." + +"Hugh cannot cut wood," said Fleda, "nor drive to mill either, +in this weather." + +"I could go to mill," said Barby, "now you're to hum; but +that's only the beginning, and it's no use to try to do +everything flesh and blood must stop somewhere." + +"No, indeed!" said Fleda. "We must have somebody immediately." + +"That's what I had fixed upon," said Barby. "If you could get +hold o' some young feller that wa'n't sot up with an idee that +he was a grown man and too big to be told, I'd just clap to +and fix that little room up-stairs for him, and give him his +victuals here, and we'd have some good of him; instead o' +having him streaking off just at the minute when he'd ought to +be along." + +"Who is there we could get, Barby?" + +"I don't know," said Barby; "but they say there is never a +nick that there aint a jog some place; so I guess it can be +made out. I asked Mis' Plumfield, but she didn't know anybody +that was out of work; nor Seth Plumfield. I'll tell you who +does that is, if there is anybody Mis' Douglass. She keeps +hold. of one end of most everybody's affairs, I tell her. +Anyhow, she's a good hand to go to." + +"I'll go there at once," said Fleda. "Do you know anything +about making maple sugar, Barby?" + +"That's the very thing," exclaimed Barby, ecstatically. +"There's lots o' sugar-maples on the farm, and it's murder to +let them go to loss; and they ha'n't done us a speck o' good +ever since I come here. And in your grandfather's time, they +used to make barrels and barrels. You and me and Hugh, and +somebody else we'll have, we could clap to and make as much +sugar and molasses in a week as would last us till spring come +round again. There's no sense into it All we'd want would be +to borrow a team some place. I had all that in my head long +ago. If we could see the last of that man, Didenhover, oncet, +I'd take hold of the plough myself, and see if I couldn't make +a living out of it. I don't believe the world would go now, +Fleda, if it wa'n't for women. I never see three men, yet, +that didn't try me more than they were worth." + +"Patience, Barby!" said Fleda, smiling. "Let us take things +quietly." + +"Well, I declare, I'm beat, to see how you take 'em," said +Barby, looking at her lovingly. + +"Don't you know why, Barby?" + +"I s'pose I do," said Barby, her face softening still more +"or I can guess." + +"Because I know that all these troublesome things will be +managed in the best way, and by my best Friend, and I know +that He will let none of them hurt me. I am sure of it isn't +that enough to keep me quiet?" + +Fleda's eyes were filling, and Barby looked away from them. + +"Well, it beats me," she said, taking up her dish-cloth again, +"why you should have anything to trouble you. I can understand +wicked folks being plagued, but I can't see the sense of the +good ones." + +"Troubles are to make good people better, Barby." + +"Well," said Barby, with a very odd mixture of real feeling +and seeming want of it, "it's a wonder I never got religion, +for I will say that all the decent people I ever see were of +that kind, Mis' Rossitur aint, though, is she?" + +"No," said Fleda, a pang crossing her at the thought that all +her aunt's loveliness must tell directly and heavily in this +case to lighten religion's testimony. It was that thought, and +no other, which saddened her brow as she went back into the +other room. + +"Troubles already!" said Mrs. Rossitur. "You will be sorry you +have come back to them, dear." + +"No, indeed," said Fleda, brightly; "I am very glad I have +come home. We will try and manage the troubles, aunt Lucy." + +There was no doing anything that day, but the very next +afternoon Fleda and Hugh walked down through the snow to Mrs. +Douglass's. It was a long walk and a cold one, and the snow +was heavy; but the pleasure of being together made up for it +all. It was a bright walk, too, in spite of everything. + +In a most thrifty-looking well-painted farm-house, lived Mrs. +Douglass. + +"Why, 'taint you, is it'?" she said, when she opened the door + "Catharine said it was, and I said I guessed it wa'n't, for +I reckoned you had made up your mind not to come and see me at +all. How do you do?" + +The last sentence in the tone of hearty and earnest +hospitality. Fleda made her excuses. + +"Ay, ay I can understand all that just as well as if you +said it. I know how much it means, too. Take off your hat." + +Fleda said she could not stay, and explained her business. + +"So you ha'n't come to see me, after all? Well, now, take off +your hat 'cause I wont have anything to say to you till you +do. I'll give you supper right away." + +"But I have left my aunt alone, Mrs. Douglass; and the +afternoons are so short now, it would be dark before we could +get home." + +"Serve her right for not coming along! and you sha'n't walk +home in the dark, for Earl will harness the team, and carry +you home like a streak the horses have nothing to do. Come, +you sha'n't go." + +And as Mrs. Douglass laid violent hands on her bonnet, Fleda +thought best to submit. She was presently rewarded with the +promise of the very person she wanted a boy, or young man, +then in Earl Douglass's employ; but his wife said, "she +guessed he'd give him up to her;" and what his wife said, +Fleda knew Earl Douglass was in the habit of making good. + +"There aint enough to do to keep him busy," said Mrs. +Douglass. "I told Earl he made me more work than he saved; but +he's hung on till now." + +"What sort of a boy is he, Mrs. Douglass." + +"He aint a steel-trap, I tell you beforehand," said the lady, +with one of her sharp intelligent glances; "he don't know +which way to go till you show him; but he's a clever enough +kind of a chap he don't mean no harm. I guess he'll do for +what you want." + +"Is he to be trusted?" + +"Trust him with anything but a knife and fork," said she, with +another look and shake of the head. "He has no idee but what +everything on the supper-table is meant to be eaten straight +off. I would keep two such men as my husband as soon as I +would Philetus." + +"Philetus!" said Fleda "the person that brought the chicken, +and thought he had brought two?" + +"You've hit it," said Mrs. Douglass. "Now you know him. How do +you like our new minister?" + +"We are all very much pleased with him." + +"He's very good-looking, don't you think so?" + +"A very pleasant face." + +"I ha'n't seen him much yet except in church; but those that +know, say he is very agreeable in the house." + +"Truly, I dare say," answered Fleda, for Mrs. Douglass's face +looked for her testimony. + +"But I think he looks as if he was beating his brains out +there among his books. I tell him he is getting the blues, +living in that big house by himself." + +"Do you manage to do all your work without help, Mrs. +Douglass?" said Fleda, knowing that the question was in +"order," and that the affirmative answer was not counted a +thing to he ashamed of. + +"Well, I guess I'll know good reason," said Mrs. Douglass, +complacently, "before I'll have any help to spoil _my_ work. +Come along, and I'll let you see whether I want one." + +Fleda went, very willingly, to be shown all Mrs. Douglass's +household arrangements and clever contrivances, of her own or +her husband's devising, for lessening or facilitating labour. +The lady was proud, and had some reason to be, of the very +superb order and neatness of each part and detail. No corner +or closet that might not be laid open fearlessly to a +visitor's inspection. Miss Catharine was then directed to open +her piano, and amuse Fleda with it while her mother performed +her promise of getting an early supper a command grateful to +one or two of the party, for Catharine had been carrying on +all this while a most stately tκte-ΰ-tκte with Hugh, which +neither had any wish to prolong. So Fleda filled up the time +good naturedly with thrumming over the two or three bits of +her childish music that she could recall, till Mr. Douglass +came in, and they were summoned to sit down to supper; which +Mrs. Douglass introduced by telling her guests "they must take +what they could get, for she had made fresh bread and cake and +pies for them two or three times, and she wasn't a-going to do +it again." + +Her table was abundantly spread, however, and with most +exquisite neatness; and everything was of excellent quality, +saving only certain matters which call for a free hand in the +use of material. Fleda thought the pumpkin pies must have been +made from that vaunted stock which is said to want no eggs nor +sugar, and the cakes, she told Mrs. Rossitur afterwards, would +have been good if half the flour had been left out, and the +other ingredients doubled, The deficiency in one kind, +however, was made up by superabundance in another; the table +was stocked with such wealth of crockery that one could not +imagine any poverty in what was to go upon it. Fleda hardly +knew how to marshal the confusion of plates which grouped +themselves around her cup and saucer, and none of them might +be dispensed with. There was one set of little glass dishes +for one kind of sweetmeat, another set of ditto for another +kind; an army of tiny plates to receive and shield the +tablecloth from the dislodged cups of tea, saucers being the +conventional drinking vessels; and there were the standard +bread and butter plates, which, besides their proper charge of +bread and butter, and beef, and cheese, were expected, Fleda +knew, to receive a portion of every kind of cake that might +happen to be on the table. It was a very different thing, +however, from Miss Anastasia's tea-table, or that of Miss +Flora Quackenboss. Fleda enjoyed the whole time without +difficulty. + +Mr. Douglass readily agreed to the transfer of Philetus's +services. + +"He's a good boy!" said Earl he's a good boy; he's as good a +kind of a boy as you need to have. He wants tellin'; most boys +want tellin'; but he'll do when he is told, and he means to do +right." + +"How long do you expect your uncle will be gone?" said Mrs. +Douglass. + +"I do not know," said Fleda. + +"Have you heard from him since he left?" + +"Not since I came home," said Fleda. "Mr. Douglass, what is +the first thing to be done about the maple-trees in the sugar +season?" + +"Why, you calculate to try makin' sugar in the spring?" + +"Perhaps at any rate I should like to know about it." + +"Well, I should think you would," said Earl, "and it's easy +done there aint nothin' easier, when you know the right way +to set to work about it; and there's a fine lot of sugar trees +on the old farm I recollect of them sugar trees as long ago +as when I was a boy I've helped to work them afore now, but +there's a good many years since has made me a leetle older; +but the first thing you want is a man and a team, to go about +and empty the buckets the buckets must be emptied every day + and then carry it down to the house." + +"Yes, I know," said Fleda; "but what is the first thing to be +done to the trees?" + +"Why, la! 'tain't much to do to the trees all you've got to +do is to take an axe and chip a bit out, and stick a chip a +leetle way into the cut for to dreen the sap, and set a trough +under, and then go on to the next one, and so on; you may +make one or two cuts in the south side of the tree, and one or +two cuts in the north side, if the tree's big enough, and if +it aint, only make one or two cuts in the south side of the +tree; and for the sap to run good, it had ought to be that +kind o' weather when it freezes in the day and thaws by night; +I would say! when it friz in the night and thaws in the day; +the sap runs more bountifully in that kind o' weather." + +It needed little from Fleda to keep Mr. Douglass at the maple- +trees till supper was ended; and then, as it was already +sundown, he went to harness the sleigh. + +It was a comfortable one, and the horses, if not very handsome +nor bright-curried, were well fed and had good heart to their +work. A two-mile drive was before them, and with no +troublesome tongues or eyes to claim her attention, Fleda +enjoyed it fully. In the soft clear winter twilight, when +heaven and earth mingle so gently, and the stars look forth +brighter and cheerfuller than ever at another time, they slid +along over the fine roads, too swiftly, towards home; and +Fleda's thoughts as easily and swiftly slipped away from Mr. +Douglass, and maple-sugar, and Philetus, and an unfilled +woodyard, and an empty flour-barrel, and revelled in the pure +ether. A dark rising ground covered with wood sometimes rose +between her and the western horizon; and then a long stretch +of snow, only less pure, would leave free view of its +unearthly white light, dimmed by no exhalation, a gentle, +mute, but not the less eloquent, witness to earth of what +heaven must be. + +But the sleigh stopped at the gate, and Fleda's musings came +home. + +"Good night!" said Earl, in reply to their thanks and adieus; + " 'taint anything to thank a body for let me know when +you're a-goin' into the sugar-making, and I'll come and help +you." + +"How sweet a pleasant message may make an unmusical tongue!" +said Fleda, as she and Hugh made their way up to the house. + +"We had a stupid enough afternoon," said Hugh. + +"But the ride home was worth it all!" + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +" 'Tis merry, 'tis merry, in good green wood, +So blithe Lady Alice is singing; +On the beech's pride, and the oak's brown side, +Lord Richard's axe is ringing." +LADY OF THE LAKE. + + +Philetus came, and was inducted into office and the little +room immediately; and Fleda felt herself eased of a burden. +Barby reported him stout and willing, and he proved it by what +seemed a perverted inclination for bearing the most enormous +logs of wood he could find into the kitchen. + +"He will hurt himself!" said Fleda. + +"I'll protect him! against anything but buckwheat batter," +said Barby, with a grave shake of her head. "Lazy folks takes +the most pains, I tell him. But it would be good to have some +more ground, Fleda, for Philetus says he don't care for no +dinner when he has griddles to breakfast, and there aint +anything much cheaper than that." + +"Aunt Lucy, have you any change in the house?" said Fleda, +that same day. + +"There isn't but three and sixpence," said Mrs. Rossitur, with +a pained, conscious look. "What is wanting, dear?" + +"Only candles Barby has suddenly found we are out, and she +wont have any more made before to-morrow. Never mind." + +"There is only that," repeated Mrs. Rossitur. "Hugh has a +little money due to him from last summer, but he hasn't been +able to get it yet. You may take that, dear." + +"No," said Fleda, "we mustn't. We might want it more." + +"We can sit in the dark for once, said Hugh, "and try to make +an uncommon display of what Dr. Quackenboss calls 'sociality!' +" + +"No," said Fleda, who had stood busily thinking, "I am going +to send Philetus down to the post-office for the paper, and +when it comes, I am not to be balked of reading it; I've made +up my mind. We'll go right off into the woods and get some +pine knots, Hugh come! They make a lovely light. You get us +a couple of baskets and the hatchet; I wish we had two; and +I'll be ready in no time. That'll do!" + +It is to be noticed, that Charlton had provided against any +future deficiency of news in his family. Fleda skipped away, +and in five minutes returned arrayed for the expedition, in +her usual out-of-door working trim, namely, an old dark merino +cloak, almost black, the effect of which was continued by the +edge of an old dark mousseline below, and rendered decidedly +striking by the contrast of a large whitish yarn shawl worn +over it; the whole crowned with a little close-fitting hood +made of some old silver-grey silk, shaped tight to the head, +without any bow or furbelow to break the outline. But such a +face within side of it! She came almost dancing into the room. + +"This is Miss Ringgan! as she appeared when she was going to +see the pine-trees. Hugh, don't you wish you had a picture of +me?" + +"I have got a tolerable picture of you, somewhere," said Hugh. + +"This is somebody very different from the Miss Ringgan that +went to see Mrs. Evelyn, I can tell you," Fleda went on, +gaily. "Do you know, aunt Lucy, I have made up my mind that my +visit to New York was a dream, and the dream is nicely folded +away with my silk dresses. Now, I must go tell that precious +Philetus about the post-office; I am so comforted, aunt Lucy, +whenever I see that fellow staggering into the house under a +great log of wood! I have not heard anything in a long time so +pleasant as the ringing strokes of his axe in the yard. Isn't +life made up of little things?" + +"Why don't you put a better pair of shoes on?" + +"Can't afford it, Mrs. Rossitur. You are extravagant." + +"Go and put on my India-rubbers." + +"No, Ma'am the rocks would cut them to pieces. I have +brought my mind down to my shoes." + +"It isn't safe, Fleda; you might see somebody." + +"Well, Ma'am! But I tell you I am not going to see anybody but +the chick-a-dees and the snow-birds, and there is great +simplicity of manners prevailing among them." + +The shoes were changed, and Hugh and Fleda set forth, +lingering a while, however, to give a new edge to their +hatchet Fleda turning the grindstone. They mounted then the +apple-orchard hill, and went a little distance along the edge +of the table-land, before striking off into the woods. They +had stood still a minute to look over the little white valley +to the snow-dressed woodland beyond. + +"This is better than New York, Hugh," said Fleda. + +"I am very glad to hear you say that," said another voice. +Fleda turned, and started a little to see Mr. Olmney at her +side, and congratulated herself instantly on her shoes. + +"Mrs. Rossitur told me where you had gone, and gave me +permission to follow you, but I hardly hoped to overtake you +so soon." + +"We stopped to sharpen our tools," said Fleda. "We are out on +a foraging expedition." + +"Will you let me help you?" + +"Certainly if you understand the business. Do you know a +pine-knot when you see it?" + +He laughed, and shook his head, but avowed a wish to learn. + +"Well, it would be a charity to teach you anything wholesome," +said Fleda; "for I heard one of Mr. Olmney's friends lately +saying that he looked like a person who was in danger of +committing suicide." + +"Suicide! One of my friends!" he exclaimed, in the utmost +astonishment. + +"Yes," said Fleda, laughing; "and there is nothing like the +open air for clearing away vapours." + +"You cannot have known that by experience," said he, looking +at her. + +Fleda shook her head, and, advising him to take nothing for +granted, set off into the woods. + +They were in a beautiful state. A light snow, but an inch or +two deep, had fallen the night before; the air had been +perfectly still during the day; and though the sun was out, +bright and mild, it had done little but glitter on the earth's +white capping. The light dry flakes of snow had not stirred +from their first resting-place. The long branches of the large +pines were just tipped with snow at the ends; on the smaller +evergreens every leaf and tuft had its separate crest. Stones +and rocks were smoothly rounded over, little shrubs and sprays +that lay along the ground were all doubled in white; and the +hemlock branches, bending with their feathery burden, stooped +to the foreheads of the party, and gave them the freshest of +salutations as they brushed by. The whole wood-scene was +particularly fair and graceful. A light veil of purity, no +more, thrown over the wilderness of stones, and stumps, and +bare ground like the blessing of charity, covering all +roughnesses and unsightlinesses like the innocent, unsullied +nature that places its light shield between the eye and +whatever is unequal, unkindly, and unlovely in the world. + +"What do you think of this for a misanthropical man, Mr. +Olmney? there's a better tonic to be found in the woods than +in any remedies of man's devising." + +"Better than books?" said he. + +"Certainly! No comparison." + +"I have to learn that yet." + +"So I suppose," said Fleda. "The very danger to be +apprehended, as I hear, Sir, is from your running a tilt into +some of those thick folios of yours, head foremost. There's no +pitch there, Hugh you may leave it alone. We must go on +there are more yellow pines higher up." + +"But who could give such a strange character of me to you?" +said Mr. Olmney. + +"I am sure your wisdom would not advise me to tell you that, +Sir. You will find nothing there, Mr. Olmney." + +They went gaily on, careering about in all directions, and +bearing down upon every promising stump or dead pine-tree they +saw in the distance. Hugh and Mr. Olmney took turns in the +labour of hewing out the fat pine knots, and splitting down +the old stumps to get at the pitchy heart of the wood; and the +baskets began to grow heavy. The whole party were in excellent +spirits, and as happy as the birds that filled the woods, and +whose cheery "chick-a-dee-dee-dee" was heard whenever they +paused to rest, and let the hatchet be still. + +"How one sees everything in the colour of one's own +spectacles!" said Fleda. + +"May I ask what colour yours are to-day?" said Mr. Olmney. + +"Rose, I think," said Hugh. + +"No," said Fleda, "they are better than that they are no +worse colour than the snow's own they show me everything +just as it is. It could not be lovelier." + +"Then we may conclude, may we not," said Mr. Olmney, "that you +are not sorry to find yourself in Queechy again?" + +"I am not sorry to find myself in the woods again. That is not +pitch, Mr. Olmney." + +"It has the same colour and weight." + +"No, it is only wet see this, and smell of it do you see +the difference? Isn't it pleasant?" + +"Everything is pleasant to-day," said he, smiling. + +"I shall report you a cure. Come, I want to go a little higher +and show you a view. Leave that, Hugh we have got enough." + +But Hugh chose to finish an obstinate stump, and his +companions went on without him. It was not very far up the +mountain, and they came to a fine look-out point the same +where Fleda and Mr. Carleton had paused long before on their +quest after nuts. The wide spread of country was a white waste +now; the delicate beauties of the snow were lost in the far +view; and the distant Catskill showed wintrily against the +fair blue sky. The air was gentle enough to invite them to +stand still, after the exercise they had taken; and as they +both looked in silence, Mr. Olmney observed that his +companion's face settled into a gravity rather at variance +with the expression it had worn. + +"I should hardly think," said he, softly, "that you were +looking through white spectacles, if you had not told us so." + +"Oh a shade may come over what one is looking at, you know," +said Fleda. But seeing that he still watched her inquiringly, +she added + +"I do not think a very wide landscape is ever gay in its +effect upon the mind do you?" + +"Perhaps I do not know," said he, his eyes turning to it +again, as if to try what the effect was. + +"My thoughts had gone back," said Fleda, "to a time a good +while ago, when I was a child, and stood here in summer +weather and I was thinking that the change in the landscape +is something like that which years make in the mind." + +"But you have not, for a long time at least, known any very +acute sorrow?" + +"No," said Fleda, "but that is not necessary. There is a +gentle kind of discipline which does its work, I think, more +surely." + +"Thank God for _gentle_ discipline!" said Mr. Olmney; "if you do +not know what those griefs are that break down mind and body +together." + +"I am not unthankful, I hope, for anything," said Fleda, +gently; "but I have been apt to think that, after a crushing +sorrow, the mind may rise up again, but that a long-continued +though much lesser pressure in time breaks the spring." + +He looked at her again with a mixture of incredulous and +tender interest, but her face did not belie her words, strange +as they sounded from so young and in general so bright-seeming +a creature. + +"There shall no evil happen to the just," he said, presently, +and with great sympathy. + +Fleda flashed a look of gratitude at him it was no more, for +she felt her eyes watering, and turned them away. + +"You have not, I trust, heard any bad news?" + +"No, Sir not at all." + +"I beg pardon for asking, but Mrs. Rossitur seemed to be in +less good spirits than usual." He had some reason to say so, +having found her in a violent fit of weeping. + +"You do not need to be told," he went on, "of the need there +is that a cloud should now and then come over this lower scene + the danger that, if it did not, our eyes would look nowhere +else?" + +There is something very touching in hearing a kind voice say +what one has often struggled to say to one's-self. + +"I know it, Sir," said Fleda, her words a little choked "and +one may not wish the cloud away but it does not the less +cast a shade upon the face. I guess Hugh has worked his way +into the middle of that stump by this time, Mr. Olmney." + +They rejoined him; and the baskets being now sufficiently +heavy, and arms pretty well tired, they left the further +riches of the pine woods unexplored, and walked sagely +homewards. At the brow of the table-land, Mr. Olmney left them +to take a shorter cut to the high road, having a visit to make +which the shortening day warned him not to defer. + +"Put down your basket, and rest a minute, Hugh," said Fleda. +"I had a world of things to talk to you about, and this +blessed man has driven them all out of my head." + +"But you are not sorry he came along with us?" + +"O no. We had a very good time. How lovely it is, Hugh! Look +at the snow down there without a track; and the woods have +been dressed by the fairies. Oh, look how the sun is glinting +on the west side of that hillock!" + +"It is twice as bright since you have come home," said Hugh. + +"The snow is too beautiful to-day. Oh, I was right! One may +grow morbid over books, but I defy anybody, in the company of +those chick-a-dees. I should think it would be hard to keep +quite sound in the city." + +"You are glad to be here again, aren't you?" said Hugh. + +"Very! O, Hugh! it is better to be poor, and have one's feet +on these hills, than to be rich, and shut up to brick walls!" + +"It is best as it is," said Hugh, quietly. + +"Once," Fleda went on "one fair day, when I was out driving +in New York, it did come over me with a kind of pang, how +pleasant it would be to have plenty of money again, and be at +ease; and then, as I was looking off over that pretty north +river to the other shore, I bethought me 'A little that a +righteous man hath is better than the riches of many wicked.' +" + +Hugh did not answer, for the face she turned to him, in its +half-tearful, half-bright submission, took away his speech. + +"Why, you cannot have enjoyed yourself as much as we thought, +Fleda, if you dislike the city so much." + +"Yes, I did. Oh, I enjoyed a great many things. I enjoyed +being with the Evelyns. You don't know how much they made of +me every one of them father and mother, and all the three +daughters and uncle Orrin. I have been well petted, I can +tell you, since I have been gone." + +"I am glad they showed so much discrimination," said Hugh; +"they would be puzzled to make too much of you." + +"I must have been in a remarkably discriminating society," +said Fleda, "for everybody was very kind." + +"How do you like the Evelyns, on a nearer view?" + +"Very much, indeed; and I believe they really love me. Nothing +could possibly be kinder, in all ways of showing kindness. I +shall never forget it." + +"Who were you driving with that day?" said Hugh. + +"Mr. Thorn." + +"Did you see much of him?" + +"Quite as much as I wished. Hugh, I took your advice." + +"About what?" said Hugh. + +"I carried down some of my scribblings, and sent them to a +magazine." + +"Did you!" said Hugh, looking delighted. "And will they +publish them?" + +"I don't know," said Fleda; "that's another matter. I sent +them, or uncle Orrin did, when I first went down; and I have +heard nothing of them yet." + +"You showed them to uncle Orrin?" + +"Couldn't help it, you know. I had to." + +"And what did he say to them?" + +"Come! I'm not going to be cross-questioned," said Fleda, +laughing. "He did not prevent my sending them." + +"And if they take them, do you expect they will give anything +for them the magazine people?" + +"I am sure, if they don't, they shall have no more; that is my +only possible inducement to let them be printed. For my own +pleasure, I would far rather not." + +"Did you sign with your own name?" + +"My own name! Yes, and desired it to be printed in large +capitals. What are you thinking of? No! I hope you'll +forgive me, but I signed myself what our friend the doctor +calls 'Yugh.' " + +"I'll forgive you, if you'll do one thing for me." + +"What?" + +"Show me all you have in your portfolio Do, Fleda! to- +night, by the light of the pitch-pine knots. Why shouldn't you +give me that pleasure? And, besides, you know Moliθre had an +old woman?" + +"Well," said Fleda, with a face that to Hugh was extremely +satisfactory, "we'll see I suppose you might as well read my +productions in manuscript as in print. But they are in a +terribly scratchy condition they go sometimes for weeks in +my head before I find time to put them down you may guess, +polishing is pretty well out of the question. Suppose we try +to get home with these baskets." + +Which they did. + +"Has Philetus got home?" was Fleda's first question. + +"No," said Mrs. Rossitur, "but Dr. Quackenboss has been here, +and brought the paper; he was at the post-office this morning, +he says. Did you see Mr. Olmney?" + +"Yes, Ma'am, and I feel he has saved me from a lame arm +those pine-knots are so heavy." + +"He is a lovely young man!" said Mrs. Rossitur, with uncommon +emphasis. + +"I should have been blind to the fact, aunt Lucy, if you had +not made me change my shoes. At present, no disparagement to +him, I feel as if a cup of tea would be rather more lovely +than anything else." + +"He sat with me some time," said Mrs. Rossitur; "I was afraid +he would not overtake you." + +Tea was ready, and only waiting for Mrs. Rossitur to come down +stairs, when Fleda, whose eye was carelessly running along the +columns of the paper, uttered a sudden shout, and covered her +face with it. Hugh looked up in astonishment, but Fleda was +beyond anything but exclamations, laughing and flushing to the +very roots of her hair. + +"What is the matter, Fleda?" + +"Why," said Fleda, "how comical! I was just looking over the +list of articles in the January number of the _Excelsior_" + +"The _Excelsior!_" said Hugh. + +"Yes the magazine I sent my things to I was running over +their advertisement here, where they give a special puff of +the publication in general, and of several things in +particular, and I saw here they speak of 'A tale of +thrilling interest, by Mrs. Eliza Lothbury, unsurpassed,' and +so forth, and so forth; 'another valuable communication from +Mr. Charleston, whose first acute and discriminating paper all +our leaders will remember; the beginning of a new tale from +the infallibly graceful pen of Miss Delia Lawriston: we are +sure it will be so and so; '_The Wind's Voices_,' _by our new +correspondent_, '_Hugh_,' _has a delicate sweetness that would do +no discredit to some of our most honoured names!_' What do you +think of that?" + +What Hugh thought he did not say, but he looked delighted, and +came to read the grateful words for himself. + +"I did not know but they had declined it utterly," said Fleda; +"it was so long since I had sent it, and they had taken no +notice of it; but it seems they kept it for the beginning of a +new volume." + +" 'Would do no discredit to some of our most honoured names!' +" said Hugh. "Dear Fleda, I am very glad! But it is no more +than I expected." + +"Expected!" said Fleda. "When you had not seen a line! Hush, +my dear Hugh, aren't you hungry?" + +The tea, with this spice to their appetites, was wonderfully +relished; and Hugh and Fleda kept making despatches of secret +pleasure and sympathy to each other's eyes; though Fleda's +face, after the first flush had faded, was perhaps rather +quieter than usual. Hugh's was illuminated. + +"Mr. Skillcorn is a smart man," said Barby, coming in with a +package; "he has made out to go two miles in two hours, and +get back again safe." + +"More from the post-office!" exclaimed Fleda, pouncing upon +it. "O yes, there has been another mail. A letter for you, +aunt Lucy, from uncle Rolf. We'll forgive him, Barby and +here's a letter for me, from uncle Orrin, and yes the +_Excelsior_. Hugh, uncle Orrin said he would send it. Now for +those blessed pineknots. Aunt Lucy, you shall be honoured with +the one whole candle the house contains." + +The table soon cleared away, the basket of fat fuel was +brought in; and one or two splinters being delicately +insinuated between the sticks on the fire, a very brilliant +illumination sprang out. Fleda sent a congratulatory look over +to Hugh on the other side of the fireplace, as she cosily +established herself on her little bench at one corner with her +letter: he had the magazine. Mrs. Rossitur between them at the +table, with her one candle, was already insensible to all +outward things. + +And soon the other two were as delightfully absorbed. The +bright light of the fire shone upon three motionless and rapt +figures, and getting no greeting from them, went off and +danced on the old cupboard doors and paper-hangings, in a +kindly hearty joviality, that would have put any number of +stately wax candles out of countenance. There was no poverty +in the room that night. But the people were too busy to know +how cosy they were, till Fleda was ready to look up from her +note, and Hugh had gone twice carefully over the new poem +when there was a sudden giving out of the pine splinters. New +ones were supplied in eager haste and silence, and Hugh was +beginning "The Wind's Voices," for the third time, when a +soft-whispered "Hugh!" across the fire, made him look over to +Fleda's corner. She was holding up, with both hands, a five- +dollar bank note, and just showing him her eyes over it. + +"What's that?" said Hugh, in an energetic whisper. + +"I don't know!" said Fleda, shaking her head comically; "I am +told 'The Wind's Voices' have blown it here, but, privately, I +am afraid it is a windfall of another kind." + +"What?" said Hugh, laughing. + +"Uncle Orrin says it is the first-fruits of what I sent to the +_Excelsior_, and that more will come; but I do not feel at all +sure that it is entirely the growth of that soil." + +"I dare say it is," said Hugh; "I am sure it is worth more +than that. Dear Fleda, I like it so much!" + +Fleda gave him such a smile of grateful affection not at all +as if she deserved his praise, but as if it was very pleasant +to have. + +"What put it into your head? anything in particular?" + +"No nothing I was looking out of the window one day, and +seeing the willow-tree blow; and that looked over my shoulder; +as you know Hans Andersen says his stories did." + +"It is just like you! exactly as it can be." + +"Things put themselves in my head," said Fleda, tucking +another splinter into the fire. "Isn't this better than a +chandelier?" + +"Ten times!" + +"And so much pleasanter for having got it ourselves. What a +nice time we had, Hugh!" + +"Very. Now for the portfolio, Fleda come mother is fast; +she wont see or hear anything. What does father say, mother?" + +In answer to this they had the letter read, which, indeed, +contained nothing remarkable beyond its strong expressions of +affection to each one of the little family a cordial which +Mrs. Rossitur drank and grew strong upon in the very act of +reading. It is pity the medicine of kind words is not more +used in the world it has so much power. Then, having folded +up her treasure and talked a little while about it, Mrs. +Rossitur caught up the magazine like a person who had been +famished in that kind; and soon she and it and her tallow +candle formed a trio apart from all the world again. Fleda and +Hugh were safe to pass most mysterious-looking little papers +from hand to hand right before her, though they had the care +to read them behind newspapers, and exchanges of thought and +feeling went on more swiftly still, and softly, across the +fire. Looks, and smiles, and whispers, and tears too, under +cover of a _Tribune_ and an _Express_. And the blaze would die +down just when Hugh had got to the last verse of something, +and then while impatiently waiting for the new pine splinters +to catch, he would tell Fleda how much he liked it, or how +beautiful he thought it, and whisper inquiries and critical +questions; till the fire reached the fat vein, and leaped up +in defiant emulation of gas-lights unknown, and then he would +fall to again with renewed gusto. And Fleda hunted out in her +portfolio what bits to give him first, and bade him, as she +gave them, remember this and understand that, which was +necessary to be borne in mind in the reading. And through all +the brightening and fading blaze, and all the whispering, +congratulating, explaining, and rejoicing going on at her +side, Mrs. Rossitur and her tallow candle were devoted to each +other, happily and engrossingly. At last, however, she flung +the magazine from her, and turning from the table sat looking +into the fire with a rather uncommonly careful and unsatisfied +brow. + +"What did you think of the second piece of poetry there, +mother?" said Hugh "that ballad? 'The Wind's Voices,' it +is called." + +" 'The Wind's Voices?' I don't know I didn't read it, I +believe." + +"Why, mother! I liked it very much. Do read it read it +aloud." + +Mrs. Rossitur took up the magazine again abstractedly, and +read + + +" 'Mamma, what makes your face so sad? +The sound of the wind makes me feel glad; +But whenever it blows, as grave you look +As if you were reading a sorrowful book.' + + +" 'A sorrowful book I am reading, dear +A book of weeping, and pain, and fear +A book deep printed on my heart, +Which I cannot read but the tears will start. + + +" 'That breeze to my ear was soft and mild, +Just so, when I was a little child; +But now I hear in its freshening breath +The voices of those that sleep in death.' + + +" 'Mamma,' said the child, with shaded brow, +What is this book you are reading now? +And why do you read what makes you cry?' +'My child, it comes up before my eye; + + +" ' 'Tis the memory, love, of a far-off day, +When my life's best friend was taken away; +Of the weeks and months that my eyes were dim, +Watching for tidings watching for him. + + +" 'Many a year has come and pass'd +Since a ship sailed over the ocean fast, +Bound for a port on England's shore +She sail'd but was never heard of more.' + + +" 'Mamma' and she closer press'd her side +'Was that the time when my father died? +Is it his ship you think you see? +Dearest mamma wont you speak to me?' + + +"The lady paused, but then calmly said +Yes, Lucy the sea was his dying bed! +And now, whenever I hear the blast, +I think again of that storm long past. + + +" 'The winds' fierce howlings hurt not me, +But I think how they beat on the pathless sea +Of the breaking mast of the parting rope +Of the anxious strife, and the failing hope.' + + +" 'Mamma,' said the child, with streaming eyes, +My father has gone above the skies; +And you tell me this world is mean and base +Compared with heaven that blessed place.' + + +" 'My daughter, I know I believe it all +I would not his spirit to earth recal. +The bless'd one he his storm was brief +Mine, a long tempest of tears and grief. + + +" 'I have you, my darling I should not sigh +I have one star more in my cloudy sky +The hope that we both shall join him there, +In that perfect rest from weeping and care.' " + + +"Well, mother; how do you like it?" said Hugh, whose eyes gave +tender witness to his liking for it. + +"It is pretty" said Mrs. Rossitur. + +Hugh exclaimed, and Fleda, laughing, took it out of her hand. + +"Why, mother," said Hugh "it is Fleda's!" + +"Fleda's!" exclaimed Mrs. Rossitur, snatching the magazine +again. "My dear child, I was not thinking in the least of what +I was reading. Fleda's!" + +She read it over anew, with swimming eyes this time, and then +clasped Fleda in her arms, and gave her, not words, but the +better reward of kisses and tears. They remained so a long +time, even till Hugh left them; and then Fleda, released from +her aunt's embrace, still crouched by her side with one arm in +her lap. + +They both sat thoughtfully looking into the fire till it had +burnt itself out, and nothing but a glowing bed of coals +remained. + +"That is an excellent young man," said Mrs. Rossitur. + +"Who?" + +"Mr. Olmney. He sat with me some time after you had gone." + +"So you said before," said Fleda, wondering at the troubled +expression of her aunt's face. + +"He made me wish," said Mrs. Rossitur, hesitating, "that I +could be something different from what I am I believe I +should be a great deal happier." + +The last word was hardly spoken. Fleda rose to her knees, and +putting both arms about her aunt, pressed face to face, with a +clinging sympathy that told how very near her spirit was, +while tears from the eyes of both fell without measure. + +"Dear aunt Lucy _dear_ aunt Lucy I wish you would I am +sure you would be a great deal happier " + +But the mixture of feelings was too much for Fleda; her head +sank lower on her aunt's bosom, and she wept aloud. + +"But I don't know anything about it," said Mrs. Rossitur, as +well as she could speak "I am as ignorant as a child!" + +"Dear aunty! that is nothing God will teach you, if you ask +him he has promised. Oh, ask him, aunt Lucy! I know you +would be happier. I know it is better a million times to +be a child of God, than to have everything in the world. If +they only brought us that, I would be very glad of all our +troubles indeed I would." + +"But I don't think I ever did anything right in my life," said +poor Mrs. Rossitur. + +"Dear aunt Lucy!" said Fleda, straining her closer, and with +her very heart gushing out at these words "_dear_ aunty, +Christ came for just such sinners for just such as you and +I." + +"_You_," said Mrs. Rossitur, but speech failed utterly, and with +a muttered prayer that Fleda would help her she sunk her head +upon her shoulder, and sobbed herself into quietness, or into +exhaustion. The glow of the fire-light faded away till only a +faint sparkle was left in the chimney. + +There was not another word spoken, but when they rose up, with +such kisses as gave and took unuttered affection, counsel, and +sympathy, they bade each other good-night. + +Fleda went to her window, for the moon rode high, and her +childish habit had never been forgotten. But surely the face +that looked out that night was as the face of an angel. In all +the pouring moonbeams that filled the air, she could see +nothing but the flood of God's goodness on a dark world. And +her heart that night had nothing but an unbounded and +unqualified thanksgiving for all the "gentle discipline" they +had felt for every sorrow, and weariness, and +disappointment; except, besides, the prayer, almost too deep +to be put into words, that its due and hoped-for fruit might +be brought forth unto perfection. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +"If I become not a cart as well as another man, a plague on my +bringing up." +SHAKESPEARE. + + +Every day could not be as bright as the last, even by the help +of pitch pine knots. They blazed, indeed, many a time, but the +blaze shone upon faces that it could not sometimes light up. +Matters drew gradually within a smaller and smaller compass. +Another five dollars came from uncle Orrin, and the hope of +more; but these were carefully laid by to pay Philetus; and +for all other wants of the household excepting those the farm +supplied, the family were dependent on mere driblets of sums. +None came from Mr. Rossitur. Hugh managed to collect a very +little. That kept them from absolute distress that, and +Fleda's delicate instrumentality. Regular dinners were given +up, fresh meat being now unheard of, unless when a kind +neighbour made them a present; and appetite would have lagged +sadly but for Fleda's untiring care. She thought no time nor +pains ill bestowed which could prevent her aunt and Hugh from +feeling the want of old comforts; and her nicest skill was +displayed in varying the combinations of their very few and +simple stores. The diversity and deliciousness of her bread- +stuffs, Barby said, was "beyond everything!" and a cup of rich +coffee was found to cover all deficiencies of removes and +_entremets;_ and this was always served, Barby said further, as +if the President of the United States was expected. Fleda +never permitted the least slackness in the manner of doing +this or anything else that she could control. + +Mr. Plumfield had sent down an opportune present of a fine +porker. One cold day in the beginning of February, Fleda was +busy in the kitchen, making something. for dinner, and Hugh at +another table was vigorously chopping sausage-meat. + +"I should like to have some cake again," said Fleda. + +"Well, why don't you?" said Hugh, chopping away. + +"No eggs, Mr. Rossitur and can't afford 'em at two shillings +a dozen. I believe I am getting discontented I have a great +desire to do something to distinguish myself I would make a +plumpudding if I had raisins, but there is not one in the +house." + +"You can get 'em up to Mr. Hemps's for six pence a pound," +said Barby. + +But Fleda shook her head at the sixpence, and went on moulding +out her biscuits diligently. + +"I wish Philetus would make his appearance with the cows it +is a very odd thing they should be gone since yesterday +morning, and no news of them." + +"I only hope the snow aint so bright it'll blind his eyes," +said Barby. + +"There he is this minute," said Hugh. "It is impossible to +tell from his countenance whether successful or not." + +"Well, where are the cows, Mr. Skillcorn?" said Barby, as he +came in. + +"I have went all over town," said the person addressed, "and +they aint no place." + +"Have you asked news of them, Philetus?" + +"I have asked the hull town, and I have went all over, 'till I +was a'most beat out with the cold and I ha'n't seen the +first sight of 'em yet!" + +Fleda and Hugh exchanged looks, while Barby and Mr. Skillcorn +entered into an animated discussion of probabilities and +impossibilities. + +"If we should be driven from our coffee dinners to tea with no +milk in it!" said Hugh, softly, in mock dismay. + +"Wouldn't!" said Fled. "We'd beat up an egg and put it in the +coffee." + +"We couldn't afford it," said Hugh, smiling. + +"Could! cheaper than to keep the cows. I'll have some sugar +at any rate, I'm determined. Philetus!" + +"Marm!" + +"I wish, when you have got a good pile of wood chopped, you +would make some troughs to put under the maple trees you +know how to make them, don't you?" + +"I do." + +"I wish you would make some you have pine logs out there +large enough, haven't you?" + +"They hadn't ought to want much of it there's some 'gregious +big ones!" + +"I don't know how many we shall want, but a hundred or two, at +any rate; and the sooner the better. Do you know how much +sugar they make from one tree?" + +"Waul, I don't," said Mr. Skillcorn, with the air of a person +who was at fault on no other point; "the big trees gives more +than the little ones " + +Fleda's eyes flashed at Hugh, who took to chopping in sheer +desperation; and the muscles of both gave them full occupation +for five minutes. Philetus stood comfortably warming himself +at the fire, looking first at one and then at the other, as if +they were a show, and he had paid for it. Barby grew +impatient. + +"I guess this cold weather makes lazy people of me!' she said, +bustling about her fire with an amount of energy that was +significant. It seemed to signify nothing to Philetus; he only +moved a little out of the way. + +"Didenhover's cleared out," he burst forth, at length, +abruptly. + +"What!" said Fleda and Barby at once, the broom and the +biscuits standing still. + +"Mr. Didenhover." + +"What of him?" + +"He has tuk himself off out o' town." + +"Where to?" + +"I can't tell where teu he aint coming back, tain't likely." + +"How do you know?" + +" 'Cause he's tuk all his traps and went, and he said farming +didn't pay, and he wa'n't a-going to have nothin' more to deu +with it; he telled Mis' Simpson so he lived to Mis' +Simpson's; and she telled Mr. Ten Eyck." + +"Are you sure, Philetus?" + +"Sure as 'lection! he telled Mis' Simpson so, and she telled +Mr. Ten Eyck; and he's cleared out." + +Fleda and Hugh again looked at each other. Mr. Skillcorn +having now delivered himself of his news, went out to the +woodyard. + +"I hope he ha'n't carried off our cows along with him," said +Barby, as she, too, went out to some other part of her +premises. + +"He was to have made us quite a payment on the first of +March," said Fleda. + +"Yes, and that was to have gone to uncle Orrin," said Hugh. + +"We shall not see a cent of it. And we wanted a little of it +for ourselves. I have that money from the _Excelsior_, but I +can't touch a penny of it, for it must go to Philetus's wages. +What Barby does without hers, I do not know; she has had but +one five dollars in six months. Why she stays I cannot +imagine; unless it is for pure love." + +"As soon as the spring opens, I can go to the mill again," +said Hugh, after a little pause. Fleda looked at him +sorrowfully, and shook her head as she withdrew her eyes. + +"I wish father would give up the farm," Hugh went on, under +his breath. "I cannot bear to live upon uncle Orrin so." + +Fleda's answer was to clasp her hands. Her only words were, +"Don't say anything to aunt Lucy." + +"It is of no use to say anything to anybody," said Hugh. "But +it weighs me to the ground, Fleda." + +"If uncle Rolf doesn't come home by spring I hope, I hope he +will! but if he does not, I will take desperate measures. I +will try farming myself, Hugh. I have thought of it, and I +certainly will. I will get Earl Douglass, or somebody else, to +play second fiddle, but I will have but one head on the farm, +and I will try what mine is worth." + +"You could not do it, Fleda." + +"One can do anything! with a strong enough motive." + +"I'm afraid you'd soon be tired, Fleda." + +"Not if I succeeded not so tired as I am now." + +"Poor Fleda! I dare say you are tired!" + +"It wasn't _that_ I meant," said Fleda, slightly drawing her +breath; "I meant this feeling of everything going wrong, and +uncle Orrin, and all." + +"But you _are_ weary," said Hugh, affectionately. "I see it in +your face." + +"Not so much body as mind, after all. Oh, Hugh! this is the +worst part of being poor the constant occupation of one's +mind on a miserable succession of trifles. I am so weary +sometimes! If I only had a nice book to rest myself for a +while, and forget all these things, I would give so much for +it! " + +"Dear Fleda, I wish you had!" + +"That was one delight of being in New York; I forgot all about +money, from one end of it to the other; I put all that away; +and not having to think of meals till I came to eat them. You +can't think how tired I get of ringing the changes on pork and +flour, and Indian meal, and eggs, and vegetables!" + +Fleda looked tired, and pale; and Hugh looked sadly conscious +of it. + +"Don't tell aunt Lucy I have said all this!" she exclaimed, +after a moment, rousing herself; "I don't always feel so; only +once in a while I get such a fit. And now, I have just +troubled you by speaking of it." + +"You don't trouble any one in that way very often, dear +Fleda," said Hugh, kissing her. + +"I ought not at all you have enough else to think of; but it +is a kind of relief sometimes. I like to do these things in +general only now and then I get tired, as I was just now, I +suppose, and then one sees everything through a different +medium." + +"I am afraid it would tire you more to have the charge of Earl +Douglass and the farm upon your mind; and mother could be no +help to you, nor I, if I am at the mill." + +"But there's Seth Plumfield. Oh, I've thought of it all. You +don't know what I am up to, Mr. Rossitur. You shall see how I +will manage unless uncle Rolf comes home, in which case I +will very gladly forego all my honours and responsibilities +together." + +"I hope he will come!" said Hugh. + +But this hope was to be disappointed. Mr. Rossitur wrote again +about the first of March, saying, that he hoped to make +something of his lands in Michigan, and that he had the +prospect of being engaged in some land agencies, which would +make it worth his while to spend the summer there. He bade his +wife let anybody take the farm that could manage it, and would +pay; and to remit to Dr. Gregory whatever she should receive, +and could spare. He hoped to do something where he was. + +It was just then the beginning of the sugar season, and Mrs. +Douglass having renewed and urged Earl's offer of help, Fleda +sent Philetus down to ask him to come the next day with his +team. Seth Plumfield's, which had drawn the wood in the +winter, was now busy in his own sugar business. On Earl +Douglass's ground there happened to be no maple-trees. His +lands were of moderate extent, and almost entirely cultivated +as a sheep farm; and Mr. Douglass himself, though in very +comfortable circumstances, was in the habit of assisting, on +advantageous terms, all. the farmers in the neighbourhood. + +Philetus came back again in a remarkably short time; and +announced that he had met Dr. Quackenboss in the way, who had +offered to come with his team for the desired service. + +"Then you have not been to Mr. Douglass's?" + +"I have not," said Philetus "I thought likely you wouldn't +calculate to want him teu." + +"How came the doctor to know what you were going for?" + +"I told him." + +"But how came you to tell him?'' + +"Waul, I guess he had a mind to know," said Philetus; "so I +didn't keep it no closer than I had teu." + +"Well," said Fleda, biting her lips, "you will have to go down +to Mr. Douglass's, nevertheless, Philetus, and tell him the +doctor is coming to-morrow, but I should be very much obliged +to him if he will be here next day. Will you?" + +"Yes, marm!" + +"Now, dear Hugh, will you make me those little spouts for the +trees? of some dry wood : you can get plenty out here. You +want to split them, up with a hollow chisel, about a quarter +of an inch thick, and a little more than half an inch broad. +Have you got a hollow chisel?" + +"No, but I can get one up the hill. Why must it be hollow?" + +"To make little spouts, you know, for the sap to run in. And +then, my dear Hugh, they must be sharpened at one end so as to +fit where the chisel goes in. I am afraid I have given you a +day's work of it. How sorry I am you must go to-morrow to the +mill! and yet I am glad too." + +"Why need you go round yourself with these people?" said Hugh. +"I don't see the sense of it." + +"They don't know where the trees are," said Fleda. + +"I am sure I do not. Do you?" + +"Perfectly well. And besides," said Fleda, laughing, "I should +have great doubts of the discreetness of Philetus's auger if +it were left to his simple direction. I have no notion the +trees would yield their sap as kindly to him as to me. But I +didn't bargain for Dr. Quackenboss." + +Dr. Quackenboss arrived punctually the next morning with his +oxen and sled; and, by the time it was loaded with the sap- +troughs, Fleda, in her black cloak, yarn shawl, and grey +little hood, came out of the house to the wood-yard. Earl +Douglass was there, too, not with his team, but merely to see +how matters stood, and give advice. + +"Good day, Mr. Douglass!" said the doctor. "You see I'm so +fortunate as to have got the start of you." + +"Very good," said Earl, contentedly; "you may have it: the +start's one thing, and the pull's another. I'm willin' anybody +should have the start, but it takes a pull to know whether a +man's got stuff in him or no." + +"What do you mean?" said the doctor. + +"I don't mean nothin' at all. You make a start to-day, and +I'll come ahint and take the pull to-morrow. Ha' you got +anythin' to boil down in, Fleda? There's a potash kittle +somewheres, aint there? I guess there is. There is in most +houses." + +"There is a large kettle I suppose large enough," said +Fleda. + +"That'll do, I guess. Well, what do you calculate to put the +syrup in? Ha' you got a good big cask, or plenty o' tubs and +that? or will you sugar off the hull lot every night, and fix +it that way? You must do one thing or t'other, and it's good +to know what you're a-going to do afore you come to do it." + +"I don't know, Mr. Douglass," said Fleda. "Whichever is the +best way: we have no cask large enough, I am afraid." + +"Well, I tell you what I'll do. I know where there's a tub, +and where they aint usin' it, nother, and I reckon I can get +'em to let me have it I reckon I can; and I'll go round +for't and fetch it here to-morrow mornin' when I come with the +team. 'Twont be much out of my way. It's more handier to leave +the sugarin' off till the next day; and it had ought to have a +settlin' besides. Where'll you have your fire built? in +doors or out?" + +"Out, I would rather, if we can. But can we?" + +"La! 'tain't nothin' easier; it's as easy out as in. All +you've got to do is to take and roll a couple of pretty sized +billets for your fireplace, and stick a couple o' crotched +sticks for to hang the kittle over: I'd as lieve have it out +as in, and if anythin', a leetle liever. If you'll lend me +Philetus, me and him 'll fix it all ready agin you come back; +'tain't no trouble at all; and if the sticks aint here, we'll +go into the woods after 'em, and have it all sot up." + +But Fleda represented that the services of Philetus were just +then in requisition, and that there would be no sap brought +home till to-morrow. + +"Very good!" said Earl, amicably "_very_ good! it's just as +easy done one day as another it don't make no difference to +me: and if it makes any difference to you, of course, we'll +leave it to-day, and there'll be time enough to do it to- +morrow. Me and him 'll knock it up in a whistle. What's them +little shingles for?" + +Fleda explained the use and application of Hugh's mimic +spouts. He turned one about, whistling, while he listened to +her. + +"That's some o' Seth Plumfield's new jigs, aint it? I wonder +if he thinks now the sap's a-goin' to run any sweeter out o' +that 'ere than it would off the end of a chip that wa'n't +quite so handsome?" + +"No, Mr. Douglass," said Fleda smiling, "he only thinks that +this will catch a little more." + +"His sugar wont never tell where it come from," remarked Earl, +throwing the spout down. "Well, you shall see more o' me to- +morrow. Good-bye, Dr. Quackenboss." + +"Do you contemplate the refining process?" said the doctor, as +they moved off. + +"I have often contemplated the want of it," said Fleda; "but +it is best not to try to do too much. I should like to make +sure of something worth refining in the first place." + +"Mr. Douglass and I," said the doctor "I hope a he's a +very good-hearted man, Miss Fleda, but, ha! ha! he wouldn't +suffer loss from a little refining himself. Haw! you rascal +where are you going? Haw! I tell ye" + +"I am very sorry, Dr. Quackenboss," said Fleda, when she had +the power and the chance to speak again "I am very sorry you +should have to take this trouble; but, unfortunately, the art +of driving oxen is not among Mr. Skillcorn's accomplishments." + +"My dear Miss Ringgan!" said the doctor, "I I nothing, I +assure you, could give me greater pleasure than to drive my +oxen to any place where you would like to have them go." + +Poor Fleda wished she could have despatched them and him in +one direction while she took another; the art of driving oxen +_quietly_ was certainly not among the doctor's accomplishments. +She was almost deafened. She tried to escape from the +immediate din by running before to show Philetus about tapping +the trees and fixing the little spouts, but it was a longer +operation than she had counted upon, and by the time they were +ready to leave the tree the doctor was gee-hawing alongside of +it; and then if the next maple was not within sight she could +not in decent kindness leave him alone. The oxen went slowly, +and though Fleda managed to have no delay longer than to throw +down a trough as the sled came up with each tree which she and +Philetus had tapped, the business promised to make a long day +of it. It might have been a pleasant day in pleasant company; +but Fleda's spirits were down to set out with, and Doctor +Quackenboss was not the person to give them the needed spring; +his long-winded complimentary speeches had not interest enough +even to divert her. She felt that she was entering upon an +untried and most weighty undertaking; charging her time and +thoughts with a burden they could well spare. Her energies did +not flag, but the spirit that should have sustained them was +not strong enough for the task. + +It was a blustering day of early March, with that +uncompromising brightness of sky and land which has no shadow +of sympathy with a heart overcast. The snow still lay a foot +thick over the ground, thawing a little in sunny spots; the +trees quite bare and brown, the buds even of the early maples +hardly showing colour; the blessed evergreens alone doing +their utmost to redeem the waste, and speaking of patience and +fortitude that can brave the blast and outstand the long +waiting, and cheerfully bide the time when "the winter shall +be over and gone." Poor Fleda thought they were like her in +their circumstances, but she feared she was not like them in +their strong endurance. She looked at the pines and hemlocks +as she passed, as if they were curious preachers to her; and +when she had a chance, she prayed quietly that she might stand +faithfully like them to cheer a desolation far worse, and she +feared far more abiding than snows could make or melt away. +She thought of Hugh, alone in his mill-work that rough chilly +day, when the wind stalked through the woods and over the +country as if it had been the personification of March just +come of age and taking possession of his domains. She thought +of her uncle, doing what? in Michigan leaving them to +fight with difficulties as they might why? why? and her +gentle aunt at home sad and alone, pining for the want of them +all, but most of him, and fading with their fortunes. And +Fleda's thoughts travelled about from one to the other, and +dwelt with them all by turns till she was heart-sick; and +tears, tears fell hot on the snow many a time when her eyes +had a moment's shield from the doctor and his somewhat more +obtuse coadjutor. She felt half superstitiously, as if with +her taking the farm were beginning the last stage of their +falling prospects, which would leave them with none of hope's +colouring. Not that in the least she doubted her own ability +and success; but her uncle did not deserve to have his affairs +prosper under such a system, and she had no faith that they +would. + +"It is most grateful," said the doctor, with that sideway +twist of his jaw and his head at once, in harmony "it is a +most grateful thing to see such a young lady Haw! there now! + what are you about? haw haw? then! It is a most grateful +thing to see " + +But Fleda was not at his side she had bounded away and was +standing under a great maple-tree a little a-head, making sure +that Philetus screwed his auger _up_ into the tree instead of +_down_, which he had several times shown an unreasonable desire +to do. The doctor had steered his oxen by her little grey hood +and black cloak all the day. He made for it now. + +"Have we arrived at the termination of our a adventure?" +said he, as he came up and threw down the last trough. + +"Why, no, Sir," said Fleda, "for we have yet to get home +again." + +" 'Tain't so fur going that way as it were this'n," said +Philetus. "My! aint I glad?" + +"Glad of what?" said the doctor. "Here's Miss Ringgan's walked +the whole way, and she a lady aint you ashamed to speak of +being tired?" + +"I ha'n't said the first word o' being tired!" said Philetus, +in an injured tone of voice "but a man ha'n't no right to +kill hisself, if he aint a gal!" + +"I'll qualify to your being safe enough," said the doctor. +"But, Miss Ringgan, my dear, you are a you have lost +something since you came out " + +"What?" said Fleda, laughing. "Not my patience?" + +"No," said the doctor, "no you're a you're an angel! but +your cheeks, my dear Miss Ringgan, show that you have exceeded +your a " + +"Not my intentions, doctor," said Fleda, lightly. "I am very +well satisfied with our day's work, and with my share of it, +and a cup of coffee will make me quite up again. Don't look at +my cheeks till then." + +"I shall disobey you constantly," said the doctor; "but, my +dear Miss Fleda, we must give you some felicities for reaching +home, or Mrs. Rossitur will be a distressed when she sees +them. Might I propose that you should just bear your weight +on this wood-sled, and let my oxen and me have the honour +The cup of coffee, I am confident, would be at your lips +considerably earlier " + +"The sun wont be a great haighth by the time we get there," +said Philetus, in a cynical manner; "and I ha'n't took the +first thing to-day!" + +"Well, who has?" said the doctor; "you aint the only one. +Follow your nose down hill, Mr. Skillcorn, and it'll smell +supper directly. Now, my dear Miss Ringgan, will you?" + +Fleda hesitated, but her relaxed energies warned her not to +despise a homely mode of relief. The wood-sled was pretty +clean, and the road decently good over the snow. So Fleda +gathered her cloak about her, and sat down flat on the bottom +of her rustic vehicle too grateful for the rest to care if +there had been a dozen people to laugh at her but the doctor +was only delighted, and Philetus regarded every social +phenomenon as coolly, and in the same business light, as he +would the butter to his bread, or any other infallible every- +day matter. + +Fleda was very glad presently that she had taken this plan, +for, besides the rest of body, she was happily relieved from +all necessity of speaking. The doctor, though but a few paces +off, was perfectly given up to the care of his team, in the +intense anxiety to show his skill and gallantry in saving her +harmless from every ugly place in the road that threatened a +jar or a plunge. Why his oxen didn't go distracted was a +question; but the very vehemence and iteration of his cries at +last drowned itself in Fleda's ear, and she could hear it like +the wind's roaring, without thinking of it. She presently +subsided to that. With a weary frame, and with that peculiar +quietness of spirits that comes upon the ending of a day's +work in which mind and body have both been busily engaged, and +the sudden ceasing of any call upon either, fancy asked no +leave, and dreamily roved hither and thither between the +material and the spirit world; the will too subdued to stir. +Days gone by came marshalling their scenes and their actors +before her; again she saw herself a little child under those +same trees that stretched their great black arms over her +head, and, swaying their tops in the wind, seemed to beckon +her back to the past. They talked of their old owner, whose +steps had so often passed beneath them with her own light +tread light now, but how dancing then! by his side; and of +her father, whose hand perhaps had long ago tapped those very +trees where she had noticed the old closed-up scars of the +axe. At any rate, his boyhood had rejoiced there, and she +could look back to one time at least in his manhood when she +had taken a pleasant walk with him in summer weather among +those same woods in that very ox-track she believed. Gone +two generations that she had known there; hopes and fears and +disappointments, akin to her own, at rest, as hers would be; +and how sedately the old trees stood telling her of it, and +waving their arms in grave and gentle commenting on the folly +of anxieties that came and went with the wind. Fleda agreed to +it all; she heard all they said; and her own spirit was as +sober and quiet as their quaint moralizing. She felt as if it +would never dance again. + +The wind had greatly abated of its violence; as if satisfied +with the show of strength it had given in the morning, it +seemed willing to make no more commotion that day. The sun was +far on his way to the horizon, and many a broad hill-side +slope was in shadow; the snow had blown or melted from off the +stones and rocks, leaving all their roughness and bareness +unveiled; and the white crust of snow that lay between them +looked a cheerless waste in the shade of the wood and the +hill. But there were other spots where the sunbeams struck, +and bright streams of light ran between the trees, smiling and +making them smile. And as Fleda's eye rested there, another +voice seemed to say "At evening time it shall be light," and +"Sorrow may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the +morning." She could have cried, but spirits were too +absolutely at an ebb. She knew this was partly physical, +because she was tired and faint, but it could not the better +be overcome. Yet those streaks of sunlight were pleasant +company, and Fleda watched them, thinking how bright they used +to be once; till the oxen and sled came out from the woods, +and she could see the evening colours on the hill-tops beyond +the village, lighting up the whole landscape with promise of +the morrow. She thought her day had seen its brightest; but +she thought too that if she must know sorrows, it was a very +great blessing to know them at Queechy. + +The smoke of the chimney-tops came in sight, and fancy went +home a few minutes before her. + +"I wonder what you'll take and do to yourself next," said +Barby, in extreme vexation, when she saw her come in. "You're +as white as the wall, and as cold, aint you? I'd ha' let +Philetus cut all the trees, and drink all the sap afterwards. +I wonder which you think is the worst, the want o' you, or the +want o' sugar." + +A day's headache was pretty sure to visit Fleda after any +overexertion or exhaustion, and the next day justified Barby's +fears. She was the quiet prisoner of pain. But Earl Douglass +and Mr. Skillcorn could now do without her in the woods; and +her own part of the trouble Fleda always took with speechless +patience. She had the mixed comfort that love could bestow +Hugh's sorrowful kiss and look before setting off for the +mill, Mrs. Rossitur's caressing care, and Barby's softened +voice, and sympathizing hand on her brow, and hearty heart- +speaking kiss; and poor little King lay all day with his head +in her lap, casting grave wistful glances up at his mistress's +face, and licking her hand with intense affection when even in +her distress it stole to his head to reward and comfort him. +He never would budge from her side, or her feet, till she +could move herself, and he knew that she was well. As sure as +King came trotting into the kitchen, Barby used to look into +the other room, and say, "So you're better, aint you, Fleda? I +knowed it." + +After hours of suffering, the fit was at last over; and in the +evening, though looking and feeling racked, Fleda would go out +to see the sap-boilers. Earl Douglass and Philetus had had a +very good day of it, and now were in full blast with the +evening part of the work. The weather was mild, and having the +stay of Hugh's arm, Fleda grew too amused to leave them. + +It was a very pretty scene. The sap-boilers had planted +themselves near the cellar door on the other side of the house +from the kitchen door and the woodyard the casks and tubs +for syrup being under cover there; and there they had made a +most picturesque work-place. Two strong crotched sticks were +stuck in the ground some six or eight feet apart, and a pole +laid upon them, to which by the help of some very rustic hooks +two enormous iron kettles were slung. Under them a fine fire +of smallish split sticks was doing duty, kept in order by a +couple of huge logs which walled it in on the one side and on +the other. It was a dark night, and the fire painted all this +in strong lights and. shadows threw a faint, fading, Aurora- +like light over the snow, beyond the shade of its log +barriers; glimmered by turns upon the paling of the garden +fence, whenever the dark figures that were passing and +repassing between gave it a chance; and invested the cellar- +opening and the outstanding corner of the house with striking +and unwonted dignity, in a light that revealed nothing except +to the imagination. Nothing was more fancifully dignified, or +more quaintly travestied by that light than the figures around +it, busy and flitting about, and showing themselves in every +novel variety of grouping and colouring. There was Earl +Douglass, not a hair different from what he was every day in +reality, but with his dark skin and eyes, and a hat that, like +its master, had concluded to abjure all fashions; and perhaps, +for the same reason, he looked now like any bandit, and now, +in a more pacific view, could pass for nothing less than a +Spanish shepherd at least, with an iron ladle in lieu of +crook. There was Dr. Quackenboss, who had come too, +determined, as Earl said, "to keep his eend up," excessively +bland, and busy, and important; the fire would throw his one- +sidedness of feature into such aspects of gravity or sternness +that Fleda could make nothing of him but a poor clergyman or a +poor schoolmaster alternately. Philetus, who was kept handing +about a bucket of sap, or trudging off for wood, defied all +comparison he was Philetus still; but when Barby came once +or twice and peered into the kettle, her strong features, with +the handkerchief she always wore about her head, were lit up +into a very handsome gipsy. Fleda stood some time unseen in +the shadow of the house to enjoy the sight, and then went +forward on the same principle that a sovereign princess shows +herself to her army, to grace and reward the labours of her +servants. The doctor was profuse in inquiries after her +health, and Earl informed her of the success of the day. + +"We've had first-rate weather," he said; "I don't want to +see no better weather for sugar-makin'; it's as good kind o' +weather as you need to have. It friz everythin' up tight in +the night, and it thew in the sun this morning as soon as the +sun was anywhere; the trees couldn't do no better than they +have done. I guess we ha'n't got much this side o' two hundred +gallon I aint sure about it, but that's what I think; +there's nigh two hundred gallon we've fetched down; I'll +qualify to better than a hundred and fifty, or a hundred and +sixty either. We should ha' had more yet if Mr. Skillcorn +hadn't managed to spill over one cask of it I reckon he +wanted it for sass for his chicken." + +"Now, Mr. Douglass!" said Philetus, in a comical tone of +deprecation. + +"It is an uncommonly fine lot of sugar trees," said the +doctor; "and they stand so on the ground as to give great +felicities to the oxen." + +"Now, Fleda," Earl went on, busy all the while with his iron +ladle in dipping the boiling sap from one kettle into the +other "you know how this is fixed when we've done all we've +got to do with it? it must be strained out o' this biler +into a cask or a tub, or somethin' nother anythin' that'll +hold it and stand a day or so; you may strain it through a +cotton cloth, or through a woollen cloth, or through any kind +of a cloth, and let it stand to settle; and then when it's +biled down Barby knows about bilin' down you can tell when +it's comin' to the sugar when the yellow blobbers rises thick +to the top and puffs off; and then it's time to try it in cold +water it's best to be a leetle the right side o' the sugar +and stop afore it's done too much, for the molasses will dreen +off afterwards" + +"It must be clarified in the commencement," put in the doctor. + +"O' course it must be clarified," said Earl "Barby knows +about clarifyin' that's when you first put it on you had +ought to throw in a teeny drop o' milk fur to clear it +milk's as good as a'most anything or, if you can get it, +calf's blood's better" + +"Eggs would be a more preferable ingredient on the present +occasion, I presume," said the doctor. "Miss Ringgan's +delicacy would be a would shrink from a and the +albumen of eggs will answer all the same purpose." + +"Well, anyhow you like to fix it," said Earl, "eggs or +calf's blood I wont quarrel with you about the eggs, though +I never heerd o' blue ones afore, 'cept the robin's and +bluebird's and I've heerd say the swamp blackbird lays a +handsome blue egg, but I never happened to see the nest +myself; and there's the chippin' sparrow; but you'd want to +rob all the bird's nests in creation to get enough of 'em, and +they aint here in sugar time, nother; but, anyhow, any eggs +'ll do, I s'pose, if you can get 'em or milk 'll do, if you +ha'n't nothin' else and after it is turned out into the +barrel, you just let it stand still a spell, till it begins to +grain and look clean on top" + +"May I suggest an improvement?" said the doctor. "Many persons +are of the opinion that if you take and stir it up well from +the bottom for a length of time, it will help the coagulation +of the particles. I believe that is the practice of Mr. +Plumfield and others." + +" 'Taint the practice of as good men as him, and as good sugar +bilers besides," said Earl; "though I don't mean to say +nothin' agin' Seth Plumfield nor agin' his sugar, for the both +is as good as you'd need to have; he's a good man and he's a +good farmer there aint no better man in town than Seth +Plumfield, nor no better farmer, nor no better sugar nother; +but I hope there's as good; and I've seen as handsome sugar +that wa'n't stirred as I'd want to see or eat either." + +"It would lame a man's arms the worst kind," said Philetus. + +Fleda stood listening to the discussion and smiling, when +Hugh, suddenly wheeling about, brought her face to face with +Mr. Olmney. + +"I have been sitting some time with Mrs. Rossitur," he said, +"and she rewarded me with permission to come and look at you. +I mean not that I wanted a reward, for I certainly did not +" + +"Ah, Mr. Olmney!" said Fleda, laughing, "you are served right. +You see how dangerous it is to meddle with such equivocal +things as compliments. But we are worth looking at, aren't we? +I have been standing here this half hour." + +He did not say this time what he thought. + +"Pretty, isn't it?" said Fleda. "Stand a little further back, +Mr. Olmney; isn't it quite a wild looking scene, in that +peculiar light, and with the snowy background? Look at +Philetus now, with that bundle of sticks. Hugh, isn't he +exactly like some of the figures in the old pictures of the +martyrdoms, bringing billets to feed the fire? that old +martyrdom of St. Lawrence whose was it Spagnoletto! at +Mrs. Decatur's don't you recollect? It is fine, isn't it, +Mr. Olmney?" + +"I am afraid," said he, shaking his head a little, "my eye +wants training. I have not been once in your company, I +believe, without your showing me something I could not see." + +"That young lady, Sir," said Dr. Quackenboss, from the far +side of the fire, where he was busy giving it more wood; "that +young lady, Sir, is a patron to her a to all young +ladies." + +"A patron!" said Mr. Olmney. + +"Passively, not actively, the doctor means," said Fleda, +softly. + +"Well, I wont say but she's a good girl," said Mr. Douglass, +in an abstracted manner, busy with his iron ladle: "she means +to be a good girl, she's as clever a girl as you need to +have." + +Nobody's gravity stood this, excepting Philetus, in whom the +principle of fun seemed not to be developed. + +"Miss Ringgan, Sir," Dr. Quackenboss went on, with a most +benign expression of countenance "Miss Ringgan, Sir, Mr. +Olmney, sets an example to all ladies who a have had +elegant advantages. She gives her patronage to the +agricultural interest in society." + +"Not exclusively, I hope?" said Mr. Olmney, smiling, and +making the question with his eye of Fleda. But she did not +meet it. + +"You know," she said, rather quickly, and drawing back from +the fire, "I am of an agricultural turn, perforce; in uncle +Rolf's absence, I am going to be a farmer myself." + +"So I have heard so Mrs. Rossitur told me; but I fear, pardon +me, you do not look fit to grapple with such a burden of +care." + +Hugh sighed, and Fleda's eyes gave Mr. Olmney a hint to be +silent. + +"I am not going to grapple with any thing, Sir; I intend to +take things easily." + +"I wish I could take an agricultural turn, too," said he, +smiling, "and be of some service to you." + +"Oh, I shall have no lack of service," said Fleda, gaily; "I +am not going unprovided into the business. There is my cousin +Seth Plumfield who has engaged himself to be my counsellor and +instructor in general; I could not have a better; and Mr. +Douglass is to be my right hand, I occupying only the quiet +and unassuming post of the will, to convey the orders of the +head to the hand. And for the rest, Sir, there is Philetus!" + +Mr. Olmney looked, half laughing, at Mr. Skillcorn, who was at +that moment standing with his hands on his sides, eyeing with +concentrated gravity the movements of Earl Douglass and the +doctor. + +"Don't shake your head at him!" said Fleda. "I wish you had +come an hour earlier, Mr. Olmney." + +"Why?" + +"I was just thinking of coming out here," said Fleda, her eyes +flashing with hidden fun; "and Hugh and I were both standing +in the kitchen, when we heard a tremendous shout from the +woodyard. Don't laugh, or I can't go on. We all ran out +towards the lantern which we saw standing there, and so soon +as we got near we heard Philetus singing out, 'Ho, Miss +Elster! I'm dreadfully on't!' Why he called upon Barby I +don't know, unless from some notion of her general efficiency, +though, to be sure, he was nearer her than the sap-boilers, +and perhaps thought her aid would come quickest. And he was in +a hurry, for the cries came thick, 'Miss Elster! here! +I'm dreadfully on't' " + +"I don't understand " + +"No," said Fleda, whose amusement seemed to be increased by +the gentleman's want of understanding, "and neither did we +till we came up to him. The silly fellow had been sent up for +more wood, and, splitting a log, he had put his hand in to +keep the cleft, instead of a wedge, and when he took out the +axe the wood pinched him; and he had the fate of Milo before +his eyes, I suppose, and could do nothing but roar. You should +have seen the supreme indignation with which Barby took the +axe and released him, with, 'You're a smart man, Mr. +Skillcorn!' " + +"What was the fate of Milo?" said Mr. Olmney, presently.. + +"Don't you remember the famous wrestler that, in his old age, +trying to break open a tree, found himself not strong enough? +and the wood closing upon his hands held him fast till the +wild beasts came and made an end of him. The figure of our +unfortunate wood-cutter, though, was hardly so dignified as +that of the old athlete in the statue. Dr. Quackenboss, and +Mr. Douglass, you will come in and see us when this +troublesome business is done?" + +"It'll be a pretty spell yet," said Earl; "but the doctor, he +can go in, he ha'n't nothin' to do. It don't take more'n half +a dozen men to keep one pot a-bilin'." + +"Aint there teu on 'em, Mr. Douglass?" said Philetus. + + + + +END OF VOL. I. + + + + + +Typographical errors: + + +Chapter 1 : =go in, grandpa?'= silently corrected as =go in, +grandpa?"= + + +Chapter 2 : =read it sometime= silently corrected as =read it +some time= + + +Chapter 3 : =Carleton, said at length= silently corrected as +=Carleton said, at length= + + +Chapter 7 : =ain't tright well= silently corrected as =ain't +right well= + + +Chapter 7 : =trust in him!= Silently corrected as =trust in him!'= + + +Chapter 8 : =hand, aunt Miriam said.= silently corrected as +=hand, aunt Miriam said,= + + +Chapter 9 : =If large possessions= silently corrected as ="If +large possessions= + + +Chapter 11 : =these places;= silently corrected as =these places,= + + +Chapter 14 : =were to mine.= silently corrected as =were to +mine."= + + +Chapter 14 : =said he. smiling= silently corrected as =said he, +smiling= + + +Chapter 15 : =Memoires de Sully' in French= silently corrected +as =Mιmoires de Sully' in French= + + +Chapter 15 : =Newton' 'what's= silently corrected as =Newton' +what's= + + +Chapter 15 : =Mem. de Sully= silently corrected as =Mιm. de Sully= + + +Chapter 16 : =that Monsieur Emilie= silently corrected as =that +Monsieur Emile= + + +Chapter 19 : =other people had.= silently corrected as =other +people had."= + + +Chapter 19 : =down to Mis' Douglases= silently corrected as =down +to Mis' Douglass's= + + +Chapter 20 : =hull on't;= silently corrected as =hull on't,= + + +Chapter 21 : =nowork particular= silently corrected as =no work +particular= + + +Chapter 21 : =well, god-bye= silently corrected as =well, good- +bye= + + +Chapter 22 : =came in. folding= silently corrected as =came in, +folding= + + +Cbapter 22 : =This is me, Ma'am,= said silently corrected as +=This is me, Ma'am,"= + + +Chapter 22 : =in the army.= silently corrected as =in the army."= + + +Chapter 23 : =taking the place.= silently corrected as =taking +the place."= + + +Chapter 23 : =house, a believe= silently corrected as =house, I +believe= + + +Chapter 25 : =he's took= silently corrected as ="he's took= + + +Chapter 26 : =as a child!= silently corrected as =as a child!"= + + +Chapter 26 : =entremκts= silently corrected as =entremets= + + +Chapter 27 : =tired, Fleda.= silently corrected as =tired, +Fleda."= + + +Chapter 27 : =on't' = silently corrected as =on't' "= + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK QUEECHY, VOLUME I*** + + +******* This file should be named 18690-8.txt or 18690-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/6/9/18690 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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