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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/18713-8.txt b/18713-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..5b0121b --- /dev/null +++ b/18713-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,3460 @@ +The Project Gutenberg eBook, Violets and Other Tales, by Alice Ruth Moore + + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Violets and Other Tales + + +Author: Alice Ruth Moore + + + +Release Date: June 29, 2006 [eBook #18713] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VIOLETS AND OTHER TALES*** + + +E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell, Janet Blenkinship, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net/) + + + +VIOLETS AND OTHER TALES + +by + +ALICE RUTH MOORE + + + + + + + +Copyright 1895 +by the Monthly Review +All rights reserved + + + + + To my friend of November 5th, 1892 + + + + +INTRODUCTION. + + +In this day when the world is fairly teeming with books,--good books, +books written with a motive, books inculcating morals, books teaching +lessons,--it seems almost a piece of presumption too great for endurance +to foist another upon the market. There is scarcely room in the literary +world for amateurs and maiden efforts; the very worthiest are sometimes +poorly repaid for their best efforts. Yet, another one is offered the +public, a maiden effort,--a little thing with absolutely nothing to +commend it, that seeks to do nothing more than amuse. + +Many of these sketches and verses have appeared in print before, in +newspapers and a magazine or two; many are seeing the light of day for +the first time. If perchance this collection of idle thoughts may serve +to while away an hour or two, or lift for a brief space the load of care +from someone's mind, their purpose has been served--the author is +satisfied. + + A. R. M. + +CONTENTS. + + + VIOLETS, 13 + + THREE THOUGHTS, 18 + + THE WOMAN, 21 + + TEN MINUTES' MUSING, 29 + + A PLAINT, 35 + + IN UNCONSCIOUSNESS, 36 + + TITEE, 44 + + ANARCHY ALLEY, 56 + + IMPRESSIONS, 63 + + SALAMMBO, 65 + + LEGEND OF THE NEWSPAPER, 72 + + A CARNIVAL JANGLE, 76 + + PAUL TO VIRGINIA (Fin de Siecle), 83 + + THE MAIDEN'S DREAM, 85 + + IN MEMORIAM, 93 + + A STORY OF VENGEANCE, 93 + + AT BAY ST. LOUIS, 106 + + NEW YEAR'S DAY, 108 + + UNKNOWN LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST, 110 + + IN OUR NEIGHBORHOOD, 122 + + FAREWELL! 138 + + LITTLE MISS SOPHIE, 140 + + IF I HAD KNOWN! 154 + + CHALMETTE, 155 + + AT EVENTIDE, 159 + + THE IDLER, 166 + + LOVE AND THE BUTTERFLY, 168 + + THE BEE-MAN, 169 + + AMID THE ROSES, 176 + + + + +PREFACE. + + +These fugitive pieces are launched upon the tide of public opinion to +sink or swim upon their merit. They will float for a while, but whether +they will reach the haven of popularity depends upon their enduring +qualities. Some will surely perish, many will reach some port, but time +alone will tell if any shall successfully breast the ocean of thought +and plant its standard upon the summit of fame. + +When one enters the domain of authorship, she places herself at the +mercy of critics. Were she as sure of being commended by the best and +most intelligent of her readers, as she is sure of being condemned by +the worst and most ignorant, there would still be a thrill of pleasure +in all criticism, for the satisfaction of having received the praise of +the first would compensate for the harshness of the latter. Just +criticism is wholesome and never wounds the sensibilities of the true +author, for it saves her from the danger of an excess of pride which is +the greatest foe to individual progress, while it spurs her on to +loftier flights and nobler deeds. A poor writer is bad, but a poor +critic is worse, therefore, unjust criticism should never ruffle the +temper of its victim. The author of these pages belongs to that type of +the "brave new woman who scorns to sigh," but feels that she has +something to say, and says it to the best of her ability, and leaves the +verdict in the hands of the public. She gives to the reader her best +thoughts and leaves him to accept or reject as merit may manifest +itself. No author is under contract to please her readers at all times, +nor can she hope to control the sentiments of all of them at any time, +therefore, the obligation is reciprocal, for the fame she receives is +due to the pleasure she affords. + +The author of these fugitive pieces is young, just on the threshold of +life, and with the daring audacity of youth makes assertions and gives +decisions which she may reverse as time mellows her opinions, and the +realities of life force aside the theories of youth, and prosy facts +obscure the memory of that happy time when the heart overflowing +with---- + + "The joy + Of young ideas painted on the mind, + In the warm glowing colors Fancy spreads + On objects, not yet known, when all is new, + And all is lovely." + +There is much in this book that is good; much that is crude; some that +is poor: but all give that assurance of something great and noble when +the bud of promise, now unfolding its petals in the morning glow of +light, will have matured into that fuller growth of blossoming flower +ere the noonday sun passes its zenith. May the hope thus engendered by +this first attempt reach its fruition, and may the energy displayed by +one so young meet the reward it merits from an approving public. + + SYLVANIE F. WILLIAMS. + + + + +VIOLETS. + +I. + + +"And she tied a bunch of violets with a tress of her pretty brown hair." + +She sat in the yellow glow of the lamplight softly humming these words. +It was Easter evening, and the newly risen spring world was slowly +sinking to a gentle, rosy, opalescent slumber, sweetly tired of the joy +which had pervaded it all day. For in the dawn of the perfect morn, it +had arisen, stretched out its arms in glorious happiness to greet the +Saviour and said its hallelujahs, merrily trilling out carols of bird, +and organ and flower-song. But the evening had come, and rest. + +There was a letter lying on the table, it read: + +"Dear, I send you this little bunch of flowers as my Easter token. +Perhaps you may not be able to read their meaning, so I'll tell you. +Violets, you know, are my favorite flowers. Dear, little, human-faced +things! They seem always as if about to whisper a love-word; and then +they signify that thought which passes always between you and me. The +orange blossoms--you know their meaning; the little pinks are the +flowers you love; the evergreen leaf is the symbol of the endurance of +our affection; the tube-roses I put in, because once when you kissed and +pressed me close in your arms, I had a bunch of tube-roses on my bosom, +and the heavy fragrance of their crushed loveliness has always lived in +my memory. The violets and pinks are from a bunch I wore to-day, and +when kneeling at the altar, during communion, did I sin, dear, when I +thought of you? The tube-roses and orange-blossoms I wore Friday night; +you always wished for a lock of my hair, so I'll tie these flowers with +them--but there, it is not stable enough; let me wrap them with a bit of +ribbon, pale blue, from that little dress I wore last winter to the +dance, when we had such a long, sweet talk in that forgotten nook. You +always loved that dress, it fell in such soft ruffles away from the +throat and bosom,--you called me your little forget-me-not, that night. +I laid the flowers away for awhile in our favorite book,--Byron--just at +the poem we loved best, and now I send them to you. Keep them always in +remembrance of me, and if aught should occur to separate us, press these +flowers to your lips, and I will be with you in spirit, permeating your +heart with unutterable love and happiness." + + +II. + +It is Easter again. As of old, the joyous bells clang out the glad news +of the resurrection. The giddy, dancing sunbeams laugh riotously in +field and street; birds carol their sweet twitterings everywhere, and +the heavy perfume of flowers scents the golden atmosphere with inspiring +fragrance. One long, golden sunbeam steals silently into the +white-curtained window of a quiet room, and lay athwart a sleeping face. +Cold, pale, still, its fair, young face pressed against the satin-lined +casket. Slender, white fingers, idle now, they that had never known +rest; locked softly over a bunch of violets; violets and tube-roses in +her soft, brown hair, violets in the bosom of her long, white gown; +violets and tube-roses and orange-blossoms banked everywhere, until the +air was filled with the ascending souls of the human flowers. Some +whispered that a broken heart had ceased to flutter in that still, young +form, and that it was a mercy for the soul to ascend on the slender +sunbeam. To-day she kneels at the throne of heaven, where one year ago +she had communed at an earthly altar. + + +III. + +Far away in a distant city, a man, carelessly looking among some +papers, turned over a faded bunch of flowers tied with a blue ribbon +and a lock of hair. He paused meditatively awhile, then turning to the +regal-looking woman lounging before the fire, he asked: + +"Wife, did you ever send me these?" + +She raised her great, black eyes to his with a gesture of ineffable +disdain, and replied languidly: + +"You know very well I can't bear flowers. How could I ever send such +sentimental trash to any one? Throw them into the fire." + +And the Easter bells chimed a solemn requiem as the flames slowly licked +up the faded violets. Was it merely fancy on the wife's part, or did the +husband really sigh,--a long, quivering breath of remembrance? + + + + +THREE THOUGHTS. + + + FIRST. + + How few of us + In all the world's great, ceaseless struggling strife, + Go to our work with gladsome, buoyant step, + And love it for its sake, whate'er it be. + Because it is a labor, or, mayhap, + Some sweet, peculiar art of God's own gift; + And not the promise of the world's slow smile + of recognition, or of mammon's gilded grasp. + Alas, how few, in inspiration's dazzling flash, + Or spiritual sense of world's beyond the dome + Of circling blue around this weary earth, + Can bask, and know the God-given grace + Of genius' fire that flows and permeates + The virgin mind alone; the soul in which + The love of earth hath tainted not. + The love of art and art alone. + + SECOND. + + "Who dares stand forth?" the monarch cried, + "Amid the throng, and dare to give + Their aid, and bid this wretch to live? + I pledge my faith and crown beside, + A woeful plight, a sorry sight, + This outcast from all God-given grace. + + What, ho! in all, no friendly face, + No helping hand to stay his plight? + St. Peter's name be pledged for aye, + The man's accursed, that is true; + But ho, he suffers. None of you + Will mercy show, or pity sigh?" + + Strong men drew back, and lordly train + Did slowly file from monarch's look, + Whose lips curled scorn. But from a nook + A voice cried out, "Though he has slain + That which I loved the best on earth, + Yet will I tend him till he dies, + I can be brave." A woman's eyes + Gazed fearlessly into his own. + + THIRD. + + When all the world has grown full cold to thee, + And man--proud pygmy--shrugs all scornfully, + And bitter, blinding tears flow gushing forth, + Because of thine own sorrows and poor plight, + Then turn ye swift to nature's page, + And read there passions, immeasurably far + Greater than thine own in all their littleness. + For nature has her sorrows and her joys, + As all the piled-up mountains and low vales + Will silently attest--and hang thy head + In dire confusion, for having dared + To moan at thine own miseries + When God and nature suffer silently. + + + + +THE WOMAN. + + +The literary manager of the club arose, cleared his throat, adjusted his +cravat, fixed his eyes sternly upon the young man, and in a sonorous +voice, a little marred by his habitual lisp, asked: "Mr. ----, will you +please tell us your opinion upon the question, whether woman's chances +for matrimony are increased or decreased when she becomes man's equal as +a wage earner?" + +The secretary adjusted her eye-glass, and held her pencil alertly poised +above her book, ready to note which side Mr. ---- took. Mr. ---- +fidgeted, pulled himself together with a violent jerk, and finally spoke +his mind. Someone else did likewise, also someone else, then the women +interposed, and jumped on the men, the men retaliated, a wordy war +ensued, and the whole matter ended by nothing being decided, pro or +con--generally the case in wordy discussions. _Moi?_ Well, I sawed wood +and said nothing, but all the while there was forming in my mind, no, I +won't say forming, it was there already. It was this, _Why should +well-salaried women marry?_ Take the average working-woman of to-day. +She works from five to ten hours a day, doing extra night work, +sometimes, of course. Her work over, she goes home or to her +boarding-house, as the case may be. Her meals are prepared for her, she +has no household cares upon her shoulders, no troublesome dinners to +prepare for a fault-finding husband, no fretful children to try her +patience, no petty bread and meat economies to adjust. She has her +cares, her money-troubles, her debts, and her scrimpings, it is true, +but they only make her independent, instead of reducing her to a dead +level of despair. Her day's work ends at the office, school, factory or +store; the rest of the time is hers, undisturbed by the restless going +to and fro of housewifely cares, and she can employ it in mental or +social diversions. She does not incessantly rely upon the whims of a +cross man to take her to such amusements as she desires. In this +nineteenth century she is free to go where she pleases--provided it be +in a moral atmosphere--without comment. Theatres, concerts, lectures, +and the lighter amusements of social affairs among her associates, are +open to her, and there she can go, see, and be seen, admire and be +admired, enjoy and be enjoyed, without a single harrowing thought of the +baby's milk or the husband's coffee. + +Her earnings are her own, indisputably, unreservedly, undividedly. She +knows to a certainty just how much she can spend, how well she can +dress, how far her earnings will go. If there is a dress, a book, a bit +of music, a bunch of flowers, or a bit of furniture that she wants, she +can get it, and there is no need of asking anyone's advice, or gently +hinting to John that Mrs. So and So has a lovely new hat, and there is +one ever so much prettier and cheaper down at Thus & Co.'s. To an +independent spirit there is a certain sense of humiliation and wounded +pride in asking for money, be it five cents or five hundred dollars. The +working woman knows no such pang; she has but to question her account +and all is over. In the summer she takes her savings of the winter, +packs her trunk and takes a trip more or less extensive, and there is +none to say her nay,--nothing to bother her save the accumulation of her +own baggage. There is an independent, happy, free-and-easy swing about +the motion of her life. Her mind is constantly being broadened by +contact with the world in its working clothes; in her leisure moments by +the better thoughts of dead and living men which she meets in her +applications to books and periodicals; in her vacations, by her studies +of nature, or it may be other communities than her own. The freedom +which she enjoys she does not trespass upon, for if she did not learn at +school she has acquired since habits of strong self-reliance, +self-support, earnest thinking, deep discriminations, and firmly +believes that the most perfect liberty is that state in which humanity +conforms itself to and obeys strictly, without deviation, those laws +which are best fitted for their mutual self-advancement. + +And so your independent working woman of to day comes as near being +ideal in her equable self poise as can be imagined. So why should she +hasten to give this liberty up in exchange for a serfdom, sweet +sometimes, it is true, but which too often becomes galling and +unendurable. + +It is not marriage that I decry, for I don't think any really sane +person would do this, but it is this wholesale marrying of girls in +their teens, this rushing into an unknown plane of life to avoid work. +Avoid work! What housewife dares call a moment her own? + +Marriages might be made in Heaven, but too often they are consummated +right here on earth, based on a desire to possess the physical +attractions of the woman by the man, pretty much as a child desires a +toy, and an innate love of man, a wild desire not to be ridiculed by the +foolish as an "old maid," and a certain delicate shrinking from the work +of the world--laziness is a good name for it--by the woman. The +attraction of mind to mind, the ability of one to compliment the lights +and shadows in the other, the capacity of either to fulfil the duties of +wife or husband--these do not enter into the contract. That is why we +have divorce courts. + +And so our independent woman in every year of her full, rich, +well-rounded life, gaining fresh knowledge and experience, learning +humanity, and particularly that portion of it which is the other gender, +so well as to avoid clay-footed idols, and finally when she does consent +to bear the yoke upon her shoulders, does so with perhaps less romance +and glamor than her younger scoffing sisters, but with an assurance of +solid and more lasting happiness. Why should she have hastened this; +was aught lost by the delay? + +"They say" that men don't admire this type of woman, that they prefer +the soft, dainty, winning, mindless creature who cuddles into men's +arms, agrees to everything they say, and looks upon them as a race of +gods turned loose upon this earth for the edification of womankind. +Well, may be so, but there is one thing positive, they certainly respect +the independent one, and admire her, too, even if it is at a distance, +and that in itself is something. As to the other part, no matter how +sensible a woman is on other questions, when she falls in love she is +fool enough to believe her adored one a veritable Solomon. Cuddling? +Well, she may preside over conventions, brandish her umbrella at board +meetings, tramp the streets soliciting subscriptions, wield the blue +pencil in an editorial sanctum, hammer a type-writer, smear her nose +with ink from a galley full of pied type, lead infant ideas through the +tortuous mazes of c-a-t and r-a-t, plead at the bar, or wield the +scalpel in a dissecting room, yet when the right moment comes, she will +sink as gracefully into his manly embrace, throw her arms as lovingly +around his neck, and cuddle as warmly and sweetly to his bosom as her +little sister who has done nothing else but think, dream, and practice +for that hour. It comes natural, you see. + + + + +TEN MINUTES' MUSING. + + +There was a terrible noise in the school-yard at intermission; peeping +out the windows the boys could be seen huddled in an immense bunch, in +the middle of the yard. It looked like a fight, a mob, a +knock-down,--anything, so we rushed out to the door hastily, fearfully, +ready to scold, punish, console, frown, bind up broken heads or drag +wounded forms from the melee as the case might be. Nearly every boy in +the school was in that seething, swarming mass, and those who weren't +were standing around on the edges, screaming and throwing up their hats +in hilarious excitement. It was a mob, a fearful mob, but a mob +apparently with a vigorous and well-defined purpose. It was a mob that +screamed and howled, and kicked, and yelled, and shouted, and perspired, +and squirmed, and wriggled, and pushed, and threatened, and poured +itself all seemingly upon some central object. It was a mob that had an +aim, that was determined to accomplish that aim, even though the whole +azure expanse of sky fell upon them. It was a mob with set muscles, +straining like whip-cords, eyes on that central object and with heads +inward and sturdy legs outward, like prairie horses reversed in a +battle. The cheerers and hat throwers on the outside were mirthful, but +the mob was not; it howled, but howled without any cachinnation; it +struggled for mastery. Some fell and were trampled over, some weaker +ones were even tossed in the air, but the mob never deigned to trouble +itself about such trivialities. It was an interesting, nervous whole, +with divers parts of separate vitality. + +In alarm I looked about for the principal. He was standing at a safe +distance with his hands in his pockets watching the seething mass with a +broad smile. At sight of my perplexed expression some one was about to +venture an explanation, when there was a wild yell, a sudden vehement +disintegration of the mass, a mighty rush and clutch at a dark object +bobbing in the air--and the mist cleared from my intellect--as I +realized it all--football. + +Did you ever stop to see the analogy between a game of football and the +interesting little game called life which we play every day? There is +one, far-fetched as it may seem, though, for that matter, life's game, +being one of desperate chances and strategic moves, is analogous to +anything. + +But, if we could get out of ourselves and soar above the world, far +enough to view the mass beneath in its daily struggles, and near enough +the hearts of the people to feel the throbs beneath their boldly +carried exteriors, the whole would seem naught but such a maddening rush +and senseless-looking crushing. "We are but children of a larger growth" +after all, and our ceaseless pursuing after the baubles of this earth +are but the struggles for precedence in the business play-ground. + +The football is money. See how the mass rushes after it! Everyone so +intent upon his pursuit until all else dwindles into a ridiculous +nonentity. The weaker ones go down in the mad pursuit, and are +unmercifully trampled upon, but no matter, what is the difference if the +foremost win the coveted prize and carry it off. See the big boy in +front, he with iron grip, and determined, compressed lips? That boy is a +type of the big, merciless man, the Gradgrind of the latter century. His +face is set towards the ball, and even though he may crush a dozen small +boys, he'll make his way through the mob and come out triumphant. And +he'll be the victor longer than anyone else, in spite of the envy and +fighting and pushing about him. + +To an observer, alike unintelligent about the rules of a football game, +and the conditions which govern the barter and exchange and fluctuations +of the world's money market, there is as much difference between the +sight of a mass of boys on a play-ground losing their equilibrium over a +spheroid of rubber and a mass of men losing their coolness and temper +and mental and nervous balance on change as there is between a pine +sapling and a mighty forest king--merely a difference of age. The +mighty, seething, intensely concentrated mass in its emphatic tendency +to one point is the same, in the utter disregard of mental and physical +welfare. The momentary triumphs of transitory possessions impress a +casual looker-on with the same fearful idea--that the human race, after +all, is savage to the core, and cultivates its savagery in an inflated +happiness at own nearness to perfection. + +But the bell clangs sharply, the overheated, nervous, tingling boys +fall into line, and the sudden transition from massing disorder to +military precision cuts short the ten minutes' musing. + + + + +A PLAINT. + + + Dear God, 'tis hard, so awful hard to lose + The one we love, and see him go afar, + With scarce one thought of aching hearts behind, + Nor wistful eyes, nor outstretched yearning hands. + Chide not, dear God, if surging thoughts arise. + And bitter questionings of love and fate, + But rather give my weary heart thy rest, + And turn the sad, dark memories into sweet. + Dear God, I fain my loved one were anear, + But since thou will'st that happy thence he'll be, + I send him forth, and back I'll choke the grief + Rebellious rises in my lonely heart. + I pray thee, God, my loved one joy to bring; + I dare not hope that joy will be with me, + But ah, dear God, one boon I crave of thee, + That he shall ne'er forget his hours with me. + + + + +IN UNCONSCIOUSNESS. + + +There was a big booming in my ears, great heavy iron bells that swung +to-and-fro on either side, and sent out deafening reverberations that +steeped the senses in a musical melody of sonorous sound; to-and-fro, +backward and forward, yet ever receding in a gradually widening circle, +monotonous, mournful, weird, suffusing the soul with an unutterable +sadness, as images of wailing processions, of weeping, empty-armed +women, and widowed maidens flashed through the mind, and settled on the +soul with a crushing, o'er-pressing weight of sorrow. + + * * * * * + +Now I lay floating, arms outstretched, on an illimitable waste of calm +tranquil waters. Far away as eye could reach, there was naught but the +pale, white-flecked, green waters of this ocean of eternity, and above +the tender blue sky arched down in perfect love of its mistress, +the ocean. Sky and sea, sea and sky, blue, calm, infinite, perfect sea, +heaving its womanly bosom to the passionate kisses of its ardent +sun-lover. Away into infinity stretched this perfectibility of love; +into eternity, I was drifting, alone, silent, yet burdened still with +the remembrance of the sadness of the bells. + +Far away, they tolled out the incessant dirge, grown resignedly sweet +now; so intense in its infinite peace, that a calm of love, beyond all +human understanding and above all earthly passions, sank deep into my +soul, and so permeated my whole being with rest and peace, that my lips +smiled and my eyes drooped in access of fulsome joy. Into the +illimitable space of infinity we drifted, my soul and I, borne along +only by the network of auburn hair that floated about me in the green +waters. + + * * * * * + +But now, a rude grasp from somewhere is laid upon me, pressing upon my +face. Instantly the air grows gloomy, gray, and the ocean rocks +menacingly, while the great bells grow harsh and strident, as they hint +of a dark fate. I clasp my hands appealingly to the heavens; I moan and +struggle with the unknown grasp; then there is peace and the sweet +content of the infinite Nirvana. + +Then slowly, softly, the net of auburn hair begins to drag me down below +the surface of the sea. Oh! the skies are so sweet, and now that the +tender stars are looking upon us, how fair to stay and sway upon the +breast of eternity! But the net is inexorable, and gently, slowly pulls +me down. Now we sink straight, now we whirl in slow, eddying circles, +spiral-like; while at each turn those bells ring out clanging now in +wild crescendo, then whispering dread secrets of the ocean's depths. Oh, +ye mighty bells, tell me from your learned lore of the hopes of mankind! +Tell me what fruit he beareth from his strivings and yearnings; know not +ye? Why ring ye now so joyful, so hopeful; then toll your dismal +prophecies of o'er-cast skies? + +Years have passed, and now centuries, too, are swallowed in the gulf of +eternity, yet the auburn net still whirls me in eddying circles, down, +down to the very womb of time; to the innermost recesses of the mighty +ocean. + + * * * * * + +And now, peace, perfect, unconditioned, sublime peace, and rest, and +silence. For to the great depths of the mighty ocean the solemn bells +cannot penetrate, and no sound, not even the beatings of one's own +heart, is heard. In the heart of eternity there can be nothing to break +the calm of frozen æons. In the great white hall I lay, silent, +unexpectant, calm, and smiled in perfect content at the web of auburn +hair which trailed across my couch. No passionate longing for life or +love, no doubting question of heaven or hell, no strife for carnal +needs,--only rest, content, peace--happiness, perfect, whole, complete, +sublime. + +And thus passed ages and ages, æons and æons. The great earth there in +the dim distance above the ocean has toiled wearily about the sun, until +its mechanism was failing, and the warm ardor of the lover's eye was +becoming pale and cold from age, while the air all about the fast +dwindling sphere was heavy and thick with the sorrows and heartaches and +woes of the humans upon its face. Heavy with the screams and roar of +war; with the curses of the deceived of traitors; with the passionate +sighs of unlawful love; with the crushing unrest of blighted hopes. +Knowledge and contempt of all these things permeated even to the inmost +depths of time, as I lay in the halls of rest and smiled at the web +floating through my white fingers. + + * * * * * + +But hark! discord begins. There is a vague fear which springs from an +unknown source and drifts into the depths of rest; fear, indefinable, +unaccountable, unknowable, shuddering. Pain begins, for the heart +springs into life, and fills the silence with the terror of its +beatings, thick, knifing, frightful in its intense longing. Power of +mind over soul, power of calm over fear avail nothing; suspense and +misery, locked arm in arm, pervade æonic stillness, till all things else +become subordinate, unnoticed. + +Centuries drift away, and the giddy, old reprobate--earth, dying a +hideous, ghastly death, with but one solitary human to shudder in unison +with its last throes, to bask in the last pale rays of a cold sun, to +inhale the last breath of a metallic atmosphere; totters, reels, falls +into space, and is no more. Peal out, ye brazen bells, peal out the +requiem of the sinner! Roll your mournful tones into the ears of the +saddened angels, weeping with wing-covered eyes! Toll the requiem of the +sinner, sinking swiftly, sobbingly into the depths of time's ocean. +Down, down, until the great groans which arose from the domes and Ionic +roofs about me told that the sad old earth sought rest in eternity, +while the universe shrugged its shoulders over the loss of another star. + +And now, the great invisible fear became apparent, tangible, for all the +sins, the woes, the miseries, the dreads, the dismal achings and +throbbings, the dreariness and gloom of the lost star came together and +like a huge geni took form and hideous shape--octopus-like--which slowly +approached me, erstwhile happy--and hovered about my couch in fearful +menace. + + * * * * * + +Oh, shining web of hair, burst loose your bonds and bid me move! Oh, +time, cease not your calculations, but speed me on to deliverance! Oh, +silence, vast, immense, infuse into your soul some sound other than the +heavy throbbing of this fast disintegrating heart! Oh, pitiless stone +arches, let fall your crushing weight upon this Stygian monster! + +I pray to time, to eternity, to the frozen æons of the past. Useless. I +am seized, forced to open my cold lips; there is agony,--supreme, mortal +agony of nerve tension, and wrenching of vitality. I struggle, scream, +and clutching the monster with superhuman strength, fling him aside, and +rise, bleeding, screaming--but triumphant, and keenly mortal in every +vein, alive and throbbing with consciousness and pain. + + * * * * * + +No, it was not opium, nor night-mare, but chloroform, a dentist, three +obstinate molars, a pair of forceps, and a lively set of nerves. + + + + +TITEE. + + +It was cold that day; the great sharp north wind swept out Elysian +Fields Street in blasts that made men shiver, and bent everything in its +track. The skies hung lowering and gloomy; the usually quiet street was +more than deserted, it was dismal. + +Titee leaned against one of the brown freight cars for protection +against the shrill norther, and warmed his little chapped hands at a +blaze of chips and dry grass. "May be it'll snow," he muttered, casting +a glance at the sky that would have done credit to a practised seaman. +"Then _won't_ I have fun! Ugh, but the wind blows!" + +It was Saturday, or Titee would have been in school--the big yellow +school on Marigny Street, where he went every day when its bell boomed +nine o'clock. Went with a run and a joyous whoop,--presumably to +imbibe knowledge, ostensibly to make his teacher's life a burden. + +Idle, lazy, dirty, troublesome boy, she called him, to herself, as day +by day wore on, and Titee improved not, but let his whole class pass him +on its way to a higher grade. A practical joke he relished infinitely +more than a practical problem, and a good game at pinsticking was far +more entertaining than a language lesson. Moreover, he was always +hungry, and _would_ eat in school before the half-past ten intermission, +thereby losing much good play-time for his voracious appetite. + +But there was nothing in natural history that Titee didn't know. He +could dissect a butterfly or a mosquito-hawk and describe their parts as +accurately as a spectacled student with a scalpel and microscope could +talk about a cadaver. The entire Third District, with its swamps and +canals and commons and railroad sections, and its wondrous, crooked, +tortuous streets was as an open book to Titee. There was not a nook or +corner that he did not know or could tell of. There was not a bit of +gossip among the gamins, little Creole and Spanish fellows, with dark +skins and lovely eyes like Spaniels, that Titee could not tell of. He +knew just exactly when it was time for crawfish to be plentiful down in +the Claiborne and Marigny canals; just when a poor, breadless fellow +might get a job in the big bone-yard and fertilizing factory out on the +railroad track; and as for the levee, with its ships and schooners and +sailors--Oh, how he could revel among them! The wondrous ships, the +pretty little schooners, where the foreign-looking sailors lay on long +moon-lit nights, singing gay bar carols to the tinkle of a guitar and +mandolin. All these things, and more, could Titee tell of. He had been +down to the Gulf, and out on its treacherous waters through Eads Jetties +on a fishing smack, with some jolly, brown sailors, and could interest +the whole school-room in the "talk lessons," if he chose. + +Titee shivered as the wind swept round the freight cars. There isn't +much warmth in a bit of a jersey coat. + +"Wish 'twas summer," he murmured, casting another sailor's glance at the +sky. "Don't believe I like snow, it's too wet and cold." And, with a +last parting caress at the little fire he had builded for a minute's +warmth, he plunged his hands in his pockets, shut his teeth, and started +manfully on his mission out the railroad track towards the swamps. + +It was late when Titee came home, to such a home as it was, and he had +but illy performed his errand, so his mother beat him, and sent him to +bed supperless. A sharp strap stings in cold weather, and long walks in +the teeth of a biting wind creates a keen appetite. But if Titee cried +himself to sleep that night, he was up bright and early next morning, +and had been to early mass, devoutly kneeling on the cold floor, +blowing his fingers to keep them warm, and was home almost before the +rest of the family was awake. + +There was evidently some great matter of business in this young man's +mind, for he scarcely ate his breakfast, and had left the table, eagerly +cramming the remainder of his meal in his pockets. + +"I wonder what he's up to now?" mused his mother as she watched his +little form sturdily trudging the track in the face of the wind, his +head, with the rimless cap thrust close on the shock of black hair, bent +low, his hands thrust deep in the bulging pockets. + +"A new snake, perhaps," ventured the father; "he's a queer child." + +But the next day Titee was late for school. It was something unusual, +for he was always the first on hand to fix some plan of mechanism to +make the teacher miserable. She looked reprovingly at him this morning, +when he came in during the arithmetic class, his hair all wind-blown, +cheeks rosy from a hard fight with the sharp blasts. But he made up for +his tardiness by his extreme goodness all day; just think, Titee didn't +even eat in school. A something unparalleled in the entire history of +his school-life. + +When the lunch-hour came, and all the yard was a scene of feast and fun, +one of the boys found him standing by one of the posts, disconsolately +watching a ham sandwich as it rapidly disappeared down the throat of a +sturdy, square-headed little fellow. + +"Hello, Edgar," he said, "What yer got fer lunch?" + +"Nothin'," was the mournful reply. + +"Ah, why don't yer stop eatin' in school fer a change? Yer don't ever +have nothin' to eat." + +"I didn't eat to-day," said Titee, blazing up. + +"Yer did!" + +"I tell you I didn't!" and Titee's hard little fist planted a +punctuation mark on his comrade's eye. + +A fight in the school-yard! Poor Titee in disgrace again. But in spite +of his battered appearance, a severe scolding from the principal, lines +to write, and a further punishment from his mother, Titee scarcely +remained for his dinner, but was off, down the railroad track, with his +pockets partly stuffed with the remnants of his scanty meal. + +And the next day Titee was tardy again, and lunchless, too, and the +next, and the next, until the teacher in despair sent a nicely printed +note to his mother about him, which might have done some good, had not +Titee taken great pains to tear it up on his way home. + +But one day it rained, whole bucketfuls of water, that poured in +torrents from a miserable angry sky. Too wet a day for bits of boys to +be trudging to school, so Titee's mother thought, so kept him home to +watch the weather through the window, fretting and fuming, like a +regular storm-cloud in miniature. As the day wore on, and the storm did +not abate, his mother had to keep a strong watch upon him, or he would +have slipped away. + +At last dinner came and went, and the gray soddenness of the skies +deepened into the blackness of coming night. Someone called Titee to go +to bed--and Titee was nowhere to be found. + +Under the beds, in corners and closets, through the yard, and in such +impossible places as the soap-dish and the water-pitcher even; but he +had gone as completely as if he had been spirited away. It was of no use +to call up the neighbors; he had never been near their houses, they +affirmed, so there was nothing to do but to go to the railroad track, +where little Titee had been seen so often trudging in the shrill north +wind. + +So with lantern and sticks, and his little yellow dog, the rescuing +party started out the track. The rain had ceased falling, but the wind +blew a tremendous gale, scurrying great, gray clouds over a fierce sky. +It was not exactly dark, though in this part of the city, there was +neither gas nor electricity, and surely on such a night as this, neither +moon nor stars dared show their faces in such a grayness of sky; but a +sort of all-diffused luminosity was in the air, as though the sea of +atmosphere was charged with an ethereal phosphorescence. + +Search as they would, there were no signs of poor little Titee. The soft +earth between the railroad ties crumbled beneath their feet without +showing any small tracks or foot-prints. + +"Let us return," said the big brother, "he can't be here anyway." + +"No, no," urged the mother, "I feel that he is; let's go on." + +So on they went, slipping on the wet earth, stumbling over the loose +rocks, until a sudden wild yelp from Tiger brought them to a standstill. +He had rushed ahead of them, and his voice could be heard in the +distance, howling piteously. + +With a fresh impetus the little muddy party hurried forward. Tiger's +yelps could be heard plainer and plainer, mingled now with a muffled +wail, as of some one in pain. + +And then, after awhile they found a pitiful little heap of wet and +sodden rags, lying at the foot of a mound of earth and stones thrown +upon the side of the track. It was little Titee with a broken leg, all +wet and miserable, and moaning. + +They picked him up tenderly, and started to carry him home. But he cried +and clung to his mother, and begged not to go. + +"He's got fever," wailed his mother. + +"No, no, it's my old man. He's hungry, sobbed Titee, holding out a +little package. It was the remnants of his dinner, wet and rain washed. + +"What old man?" asked the big brother. + +"My old man, oh, please, please don't go home until I see him, I'm not +hurting much, I can go." + +So yielding to his whim, they carried him further away, down the sides +of the track up to an embankment or levee by the sides of the Marigny +canal. Then Titee's brother, suddenly stopping, exclaimed: + +"Why, here's a cave, a regular Robinson Cruso affair." + +"It's my old man's cave," cried Titee; "oh, please go in, maybe he's +dead." + +There can't be much ceremony in entering a cave, there is but one thing +to do, walk in. This they did, and holding high the lantern, beheld a +strange sight. On a bed of straw and paper in one corner lay a withered, +wizened, white-bearded old man, with wide eyes staring at the +unaccustomed sight. In the corner lay a cow. + +"It's my old man!" cried Titee, joyfully. "Oh, please, grandpa, I +couldn't get here to-day, it rained all morning, and when I ran away +this evening, I slipped down and broke something, and oh, grandpa, I'm +so tired and hurty, and I'm so afraid you're hungry." + +So the secret of Titee's jaunts out the railroad was out. In one of his +trips around the swamp-land, he had discovered the old man dying from +cold and hunger in the fields. Together they had found this cave, and +Titee had gathered the straw and brush that scattered itself over the +ground and made the bed. A poor old cow turned adrift by an ungrateful +master, had crept in and shared the damp dwelling. And thither Titee had +trudged twice a day, carrying his luncheon in the morning, and his +dinner in the evening, the sole support of a half-dead cripple. + +"There's a crown in Heaven for that child," said the officer to whom the +case was referred. + +And so there was, for we scattered winter roses on his little grave down +in old St. Rocque's cemetery. The cold and rain, and the broken leg had +told their tale. + + + + +ANARCHY ALLEY. + + +To the casual observer, the quaint, narrow, little alley that lies in +the heart of the city is no more than any other of the numerous +divisions of streets in which New Orleans delights. But to the idle +wanderer, or he whose mission down its four squares of much trodden +stones, is an aimless one,--whose eyes unforced to bend to the ground in +thought of sordid ways and means, can peer at will into its quaint +corners. Exchange Alley presents all the phases of a Latinized portion +of America, a bit of Europe, perhaps, the restless, chafing, anarchistic +Europe of to-day, in the midst of the quieter democratic institution of +our republic. + +It is Bohemia, pure and simple, Bohemia, in all its stages, from the +beer saloon and the cheap book-store, to the cheaper cook shop and +uncertain lodging house. There the great American institution, the +wondrous monarch whom the country supports--the tramp--basks in superior +comfort and contented, unmolested indolence. Idleness and labor, poverty +and opulence, the honest, law-abiding workingman, and the reckless, +restless anarchist, jostle side by side, and brush each other's elbows +in terms of equality as they do nowhere else. + +On the busiest thoroughfares in the city, just in the busiest part, +between two of the most crowded and conservative of cross-streets, lies +this alley of Latinism. One might almost pass it hurriedly, avoiding the +crowds that cluster at this section of the streets, but upon turning +into a narrow section, stone-paved, the place is entered, appearing to +end one square distant, seeming to bar itself from the larger buildings +by an aimless sort of iron affair, part railing, part posts. There is a +conservative book-store at the entrance on one side, and an even more +harmless clothing store on the other; then comes a saloon with many +blind doors, behind which are vistas of tables, crowded and crowded with +men drinking beer out of "globes," large, round, moony, common affairs. +There is a dingy, pension-claim office, with cripples and +sorrowful-looking women in black, sitting about on rickety chairs. +Somehow, there is always an impression with me that the mourning dress +and mournful looks are put on to impress the dispenser and adjuster. It +is wicked, but what can one do if impressions come? + +There are more little cuddies of places, dye-shops, tailors, and +nondescript corners that seem to have no possible mission on earth and +are sadly conscious of their aimlessness. Then the railing is reached, +and the alley instead of ending has merely given itself an angular twist +to the right, and extends three squares further, to a great, pale green +dome, and stately entrance. + +The calmly-thinking, quietly-laboring, cool and conservative world is +for the nonce left behind. With the first stepping across Customhouse +street, the place widens architecturally, and the atmosphere, too, seems +impregnated with a sort of mental freedom, conducive to dangerous +theorizing and broody reflections on the inequality of the classes. The +sun shines in a strip in the centre, yellow and elusive, like gold; +someone is rattling a gay galop on a piano somewhere; there is a sound +of mens' voices in a heated discussion, a long whiff of pipe-smoke +trails through the sunlight from the bar-room; the clink of glasses, the +chink of silver, and the high treble of a woman's voice scolding a +refractory child, mingle in incongruous melody. + +Two-story houses all along; the first floor divided into cuddies, here a +paper store, displaying ten-cent novels of detective stories with +impossible cuts, illustrating impossible situations of the plot; +dye-shops, jewelers, tailors, tin-smiths, cook-shops, intelligence +offices--many of these, and some newspaper offices. On the second floor, +balconies, dingy, iron-railed, with sickly box-plants, and decrepit +garments airing and being turned and tended by dishevelled, slip-shod +women. Lodging-houses these, some of them, but one is forced to wonder +why do the tenants sun their clothes so often? The lines stretched from +posts to posts seem always filled with airing garments. Is it economy? +And do the owners of the faded vests and patched coats hide in dusky +corners while their only garments are receiving the benefit of Old Sol's +cleansing rays? And are the women with the indiscriminate tresses, near +relatives, or only the landladies? It would be something worth knowing +if one could. + +Plenty of saloons--great, gorgeous, gaudy places, with pianos and +swift-footed waiters, tables and cards, and men, men, men. The famous +Three Brothers' Saloon occupies a position about midway the alley, and +at its doors, the acme, the culminating point, the superlative degree of +unquietude and discontent is reached. It is the headquarters of nearly +all the great labor organizations in the city. Behind its doors, +swinging as easily between the street and the liquor-fumed halls as the +soul swings between right and wrong, the disturbed minds of the +working-men become clouded, heated, and wrothily ready for deeds of +violence. + +Outside on the pavements with hundreds of like-excited men, with angry +discussions and bitter recitals of complaints, the seeds of discord sown +some time since, perhaps, sprout afresh, blossom and bear fruits. Is +there a strike? Then special minions of the law are detailed to this +place, for violence and hatred of employers, insurrection and socialism +find here ready followers. Impromptu mass meetings are common, and +law-breaking schemes find their cradle beneath its glittering lights. It +is always thronged within and without, a veritable nursery of riot and +disorder. + +And oh, Bohemia, pipes, indolence and beer! The atmosphere is +impregnated with it, the dust sifts it into your clothes and hair, the +sunlight filters it through your brain, the stray snatches of music now +and then beat it rhythmically into your mind. There are some who work, +yes, and a few places outside of the saloons that seem to be animated +with a business motive. There are even some who push their way briskly +through the aimless bodies of men,--but then there must be an +occasional anomaly to break the monotony, if nothing more. + +It is so unlike the ordinary world, this bit of Bohemia, that one feels +a personal grievance when the marble entrance and great, green dome +become positive, solid, architectural facts, standing in all the grim +solemnity of the main entrance of the Hotel Royal on St. Louis Street, +ending, with a sudden return to aristocracy, this stamping ground for +anarchy. + + + + +IMPRESSIONS. + + + THOUGHT. + + A swift, successive chain of things, + That flash, kaleidoscope-like, now in, now out, + Now straight, now eddying in wild rings, + No order, neither law, compels their moves, + But endless, constant, always swiftly roves. + + + HOPE. + + Wild seas of tossing, writhing waves, + A wreck half-sinking in the tortuous gloom; + One man clings desperately, while Boreas raves, + And helps to blot the rays of moon and star, + Then comes a sudden flash of light, which gleams on shores afar. + + + LOVE. + + A bed of roses, pleasing to the eye, + Flowers of heaven, passionate and pure, + Upon this bed the youthful often lie, + And pressing hard upon its sweet delight, + The cruel thorns pierce soul and heart, and cause a woeful blight. + + + DEATH. + + A traveller who has always heard + That on this journey he some day must go, + Yet shudders now, when at the fatal word + He starts upon the lonesome, dreary way. + The past, a page of joy and woe,--the future, none can say. + + + FAITH. + + Blind clinging to a stern, stone cross, + Or it may be of frailer make; + Eyes shut, ears closed to earth's drear dross, + Immovable, serene, the world away + From thoughts--the mind uncaring for another day. + + + + +SALAMMBO. + +BY GUSTAVE FLANBERT. + + +Like unto the barbaric splendor, the clashing of arms, the flashing of +jewels, so is this book, full of brightness that dazzles, yet does not +weary, of rich mosaic beauty of sensuous softness. Yet, with it all, +there is a singular lack of elevation of thought and expression; +everything tends to degrade, to drag the mind to a worse than earthly +level. The crudity of the warriors, the minute description of the +battles, the leper, Hann; even the sensual love-scene of Salammbo and +Matho, and the rites of Taint and Moloch. Possibly this is due to the +peculiar shortness and crispness of the sentences, and the painstaking +attention to details. Nothing is left for the imagination to complete. +The slightest turn of the hand, the smallest bit of tapestry and +armor,--all, all is described until one's brain becomes weary with the +scintillating flash of minutia. Such careful attention wearies and +disappoints, and sometimes, instead of photographing the scenes +indelibly upon the mental vision, there ensues only a confused mass of +armor and soldiers, plains and horses. + +But the description of action and movement are incomparable, resembling +somewhat, in the rush and flow of words, the style of Victor Hugo; the +breathless rush and fire, the restrained passion and fury of a +master-hand. + +Throughout the whole book this peculiarity is noticeable--there are no +dissertations, no pauses for the author to express his opinions, no +stoppages to reflect,--we are rushed onward with almost breathless +haste, and many times are fain to pause and re-read a sentence, a +paragraph, sometimes a whole page. Like the unceasing motion of a column +of artillery in battle, like the roar and fury of the Carthaginian's +elephant, so is the torrent of Flanbert's eloquence--majestic, grand, +intense, with nobility, sensuous, but never sublime, never elevating, +never delicate. + +As an historian, Flanbert would have ranked high--at least in +impartiality. Not once in the whole volume does he allow his prejudices, +his opinions, his sentiments to crop out. We lose complete sight of the +author in his work. With marvellous fidelity he explains the movements, +the vices and the virtues of each party, and with Shakespearean tact, he +conceals his identity, so that we are troubled with none of that Byronic +vice of 'dipping one's pen into one's self.' + +Still, for all the historian's impartiality, he is just a trifle +incorrect, here and there--the ancients mention no aqueduct in or near +Carthage. Hann was not crucified outside of Tunis. The incident of the +Carthaginian women cutting off their tresses to furnish strings for bows +and catapults is generally conceded to have occurred during the latter +portion of the third Punic War. And still another difficulty presents +itself--Salammbo was supposed to have been the only daughter of +Hamilcar; according to Flanbert she dies unmarried, or rather on her +wedding day, and yet historians tell us that after the death of the +elder Barca, Hannibal was brought up and watched over by Hamilcar's +son-in-law, Hasdrubal. Can it be possible that the crafty Numidian King, +Nari Havas, is the intrepid, fearless and whole-souled Hasdrubal? Or is +it only another deviation from the beaten track of history? In a +historical novel, however, and one so evidently arranged for dramatic +effects, such lapses from the truth only heighten the interest and +kindle the imagination to a brighter flame. + +The school of realism of which Zola, Tolstoi, De Maupassant, and others +of that ilk are followers, claims its descent from the author of +Salammbo. Perhaps their claim is well-founded, perhaps not; we are +inclined to believe that it is, for every page in this novel is crowded +with details, often disgusting, which are generally left out in ordinary +works. The hideous deformity, the rottenness and repulsiveness of the +leper Hann is brought out in such vivid detail that we sicken and fain +would turn aside in disgust. But go where one will, the ghastly, +quivering, wretched picture is always before us in all its filth and +splendid misery. The reeking horrors of the battle-fields, the +disgusting details of the army imprisoned in the defile of the +battle-axe, the grimness of the sacrifices to the blood-thirsty god, +Moloch, the wretchedness of Hamilcar's slaves are presented with every +ghastly detail, with every degrading trick of expression. Picture after +picture of misery and foulness arises and pursues us as the grim witches +pursued the hapless Tam O'Shanter, clutching us in ghastly arms, +clinging to us with grim and ghoulish tenacity. + +Viewing the character through the genteel crystal of nineteenth century +civilization, they are all barbarous, unnatural, intensified; but +considering the age in which they lived--the tendencies of that age, the +gods they worshipped, the practices in which they indulged,--they are +all true to life, perfect in the depiction of their natures. Spendius is +a true Greek, crafty, lying, deceitful, ungrateful. Hamilcar needs no +novelist to crystallize his character in words, he always remains the +same Hamilcar of history, so it is with Hann; but to Flanbert alone are +we indebted for the hideous realism of his external aspect. Matho is a +dusky son of Libya,--fierce, passionate, resentful, unbridled in his +speech and action, swept by the hot breath of furious love as his native +sands are swept by the burning simoon. Salammbo, cold and strange +delving deep in the mysticism of the Carthaginian gods, living apart +from human passions in her intense love for the goddess, Tanit; +Salammbo, in the earnest excess of her religious fervor, eagerly +accepting the mission given her by the puzzled Saracharabim; Salammbo, +twining the gloomy folds of the python about her perfumed limbs; +Salammbo, resisting, then yielding to the fierce love of Matho; +Salammbo, dying when her erstwhile lover expires; Salammbo, in all her +many phases reminds us of some early Christian martyr or saint, though +the sweet spirit of the Great Teacher is hidden in the punctual devotion +to the mysterious rites of Tanit. She is an inexplicable mixture of the +tropical exotic and the frigid snow-flower,--a rich and rare growth that +attracts and repulses, that interests and absorbs, that we +admire--without loving, detest--without hating. + + + + +LEGEND OF THE NEWSPAPER. + + + Poets sing and fables tell us, + Or old folk lore whispers low, + Of the origin of all things, + Of the spring from whence they came, + Kalevala, old and hoary, + Æneid, Iliad, Æsop, too, + All are filled with strange quaint legends, + All replete with ancient tales,-- + + How love came, and how old earth, + Freed from chaos, grew for us, + To a green and wondrous spheroid, + To a home for things alive; + How fierce fire and iron cold, + How the snow and how the frost,-- + All these things the old rhymes ring, + All these things the old tales tell. + + Yet they ne'er sang of the beginning, + Of that great unbreathing angel, + Of that soul without a haven, + Of that gracious Lady Bountiful, + Yet they ne'er told how it came here; + Ne'er said why we read it daily, + Nor did they even let us guess why + We were left to tell the tale. + + Came one day into the wood-land, + Muckintosh, the great and mighty, + Muckintosh, the famous thinker, + He whose brain was all his weapons, + As against his rival's soarings, + High unto the vaulted heavens, + Low adown the swarded earth, + Rolled he round his gaze all steely, + And his voice like music prayed: + "Oh, Creator, wondrous Spirit, + Thou who hast for us descended + In the guise of knowledge mighty, + And our brains with truth o'er-flooded; + In the greatness of thy wisdom, + Knowest not our limitations? + Wondrous thoughts have we, thy servants, + Wondrous things we see each day, + Yet we cannot tell our brethren, + Yet we cannot let them know, + Of our doings and our happenings, + Should they parted be from us? + Help us, oh, Thou Wise Creator, + From the fulness of thy wisdom, + Show us how to spread our knowledge, + And disseminate our actions, + Such as we find worthy, truly." + + Quick the answer came from heaven; + Muckintosh, the famous thinker, + Muckintosh, the great and mighty, + Felt a trembling, felt a quaking, + Saw the earth about him open, + Saw the iron from the mountains + Form a quaint and queer machine, + Saw the lead from out the lead mines + Roll into small lettered forms, + Saw the fibres from the flax-plant, + Spread into great sheets of paper, + Saw the ink galls from the green trees + Crushed upon the leaden forms; + Muckintosh, the famous thinker, + Muckintosh, the great and mighty, + Felt a trembling, felt a quaking, + Saw the earth about him open, + Saw the flame and sulphur smoking, + Came the printer's little devil, + Far from distant lands the printer, + Man of unions, man of cuss-words, + From the depths of sooty blackness; + Came the towel of the printer; + Many things that Muckintosh saw,-- + Galleys, type, and leads and rules, + Presses, press-men, quoins and spaces, + Quads and caps and lower cases. + + But to Muckintosh bewildered, + All this passed as in a dream, + Till within his nervous hand, + Hand with joy and fear a-quaking, + Muckintosh, the great and mighty, + Muckintosh, the famous thinker, + Held the first of our newspapers. + + + + +A CARNIVAL JANGLE. + + +There is a merry jangle of bells in the air, an all-pervading sense of +jester's noise, and the flaunting vividness of royal colors; the streets +swarm with humanity,--humanity in all shapes, manners, forms,--laughing, +pushing, jostling, crowding, a mass of men and women and children, as +varied and as assorted in their several individual peculiarities as ever +a crowd that gathered in one locality since the days of Babel. + +It is Carnival in New Orleans; a brilliant Tuesday in February, when the +very air effervesces an ozone intensely exhilarating--of a nature half +spring, half winter--to make one long to cut capers. The buildings are a +blazing mass of royal purple and golden yellow, and national flags, +bunting and decorations that laugh in the glint of the Midas sun. The +streets a crush of jesters and maskers, Jim Crows and clowns, ballet +girls and Mephistos, Indians and monkeys; of wild and sudden flashes of +music, of glittering pageants and comic ones, of befeathered and belled +horses. A madding dream of color and melody and fantasy gone wild in an +effervescent bubble of beauty that shifts and changes and passes +kaleidoscope-like before the bewildered eye. + +A bevy of bright-eyed girls and boys of that uncertainty of age that +hovers between childhood and maturity, were moving down Canal Street +when there was a sudden jostle with another crowd meeting them. For a +minute there was a deafening clamor of laughter, cracking of whips, +which all maskers carry, jingle and clatter of carnival bells, and the +masked and unmasked extricated themselves and moved from each other's +paths. But in the confusion a tall Prince of Darkness had whispered to +one of the girls in the unmasked crowd: "You'd better come with us, Flo, +you're wasting time in that tame gang. Slip off, they'll never miss +you; we'll get you a rig, and show you what life is." + +And so it happened that when a half hour passed, and the bright-eyed +bevy missed Flo and couldn't find her, wisely giving up the search at +last, that she, the quietest and most bashful of the lot, was being +initiated into the mysteries of "what life is." + +Down Bourbon Street and on Toulouse and St. Peter Streets there are +quaint little old-world places, where one may be disguised effectually +for a tiny consideration. Thither guided by the shapely Mephisto, and +guarded by the team of jockeys and ballet girls, tripped Flo. Into one +of the lowest-ceiled, dingiest and most ancient-looking of these +disguise shops they stopped. + +"A disguise for this demoiselle," announced Mephisto to the woman who +met them. She was small and wizened and old, with yellow, flabby jaws +and neck like the throat of an alligator, and straight, white hair that +stood from her head uncannily stiff. + +"But the demoiselle wishes to appear a boy, _un petit garcon_?" she +inquired, gazing eagerly at Flo's long, slender frame. Her voice was old +and thin, like the high quavering of an imperfect tuning fork, and her +eyes were sharp as talons in their grasping glance. + +"Mademoiselle does not wish such a costume," gruffly responded Mephisto. + +"_Ma foi_, there is no other," said the ancient, shrugging her +shoulders. "But one is left now, mademoiselle would make a fine +troubadour." + +"Flo," said Mephisto, "it's a dare-devil scheme, try it; no one will +ever know it but us, and we'll die before we tell. Besides, we must; +it's late, and you couldn't find your crowd." + +And that was why you might have seen a Mephisto and a slender troubadour +of lovely form, with mandolin flung across his shoulder, followed by a +bevy of jockeys and ballet girls, laughing and singing as they swept +down Rampart Street. + +When the flash and glare and brilliancy of Canal Street have palled upon +the tired eye, and it is yet too soon to go home, and to such a prosaic +thing as dinner, and one still wishes for novelty, then it is wise to go +in the lower districts. Fantasy and fancy and grotesqueness in the +costuming and behavior of the maskers run wild. Such dances and whoops +and leaps as these hideous Indians and devils do indulge in; such wild +curvetings and great walks. And in the open squares, where whole groups +do congregate, it is wonderfully amusing. Then, too, there is a ball in +every available hall, a delirious ball, where one may dance all day for +ten cents; dance and grow mad for joy, and never know who were your +companions, and be yourself unknown. And in the exhilaration of the day, +one walks miles and miles, and dances and curvets, and the fatigue is +never felt. + +In Washington Square, away down where Royal Street empties its stream +of children and men into the broad channel of Elysian Fields Avenue, +there was a perfect Indian dance. With a little imagination one might +have willed away the vision of the surrounding houses and fancied one's +self again in the forest, where the natives were holding a sacred riot. +The square was filled with spectators, masked and unmasked. It was +amusing to watch these mimic Red-men, they seemed so fierce and earnest. + +Suddenly one chief touched another on the elbow. "See that Mephisto and +troubadour over there?" he whispered huskily. + +"Yes, who are they?" + +"I don't know the devil," responded the other quietly, "but I'd know +that other form anywhere. It's Leon, see? I know those white hands like +a woman's and that restless head. Ha! + +"But there may be a mistake." + +"No. I'd know that one anywhere; I feel it's him. I'll pay him now. Ah, +sweetheart, you've waited long, but you shall feast now!" He was +caressing something long, and lithe, and glittering beneath his blanket. + +In a masked dance it is easy to give a death-blow between the shoulders. +Two crowds meet and laugh and shout and mingle almost inextricably, and +if a shriek of pain should arise, it is not noticed in the din, and when +they part, if one should stagger and fall bleeding to the ground, who +can tell who has given the blow? There is naught but an unknown stiletto +on the ground, the crowd has dispersed, and masks tell no tales anyway. +There is murder, but by whom? for what? _Quien sabe?_ + +And that is how it happened on Carnival night, in the last mad moments +of Rex's reign, a broken-hearted woman sat gazing wide-eyed and mute at +a horrible something that lay across the bed. Outside the long sweet +march music of many bands floated in in mockery, and the flash of +rockets and Bengal lights illumined the dead, white face of the girl +troubadour. + + + + +PAUL TO VIRGINIA. + +FIN DE SIECLE. + + + I really must confess, my dear, + I cannot help but love you, + For of all girls I ever knew, + There's none I place above you; + But then you know it's rather hard, + To dangle aimless at your skirt, + And watch your every movement so, + _For I am jealous, and you're a flirt_. + + There's half a score of fellows round, + You smile at every one, + And as I think to pride myself for basking in the sun + Of your sweet smiles, you laugh at me, + And treat me like a lump of dirt, + Until I wish that I were dead, + _For I am jealous, and you're a flirt_. + + I'm sorry that I've ever known + Your loveliness entrancing, + Or ever saw your laughing eyes, + With girlish mischief dancing; + 'Tis agony supreme and rare + To see your slender waist a-girt + With other fellows' arms, you see, + _For I am jealous, and you're a flirt_. + + Now, girlie, if you'll promise me, + To never, never treat me mean, + I'll show you in a little while, + The best sweetheart you've ever seen; + You do not seem to know or care, + How often you've my feelings hurt, + While flying round with other boys, + _For I am jealous, and you're a flirt_. + + + + +THE MAIDEN'S DREAM. + + +The maid had been reading love-poetry, where the world lay bathed in +moon-light, fragrant with dew-wet roses and jasmine, harmonious with the +clear tinkle of mandolin and guitar. Then a lethargy, like unto that +which steeps the senses, and benumbs the faculties of the lotus-eaters, +enveloped her brain, and she lay as one in a trance,--awake, yet +sleeping; conscious, yet unburdened with care. + +And there stole into her consciousness, words, thoughts, not of her own, +yet she read them not, nor heard them spoken; they fell deep into her +heart and soul, softer and more caressing than the over-shadowing wing +of a mother-dove, sweeter and more thrilling than the last high notes of +a violin, and they were these:-- + +Love, most potent, most tyrannical, and most gentle of the passions +which sway the human mind, thou art the invisible agency which rules +mens' souls, which governs mens' kingdoms, which controls the universe. +By thy mighty will do the silent, eternal hosts of Heaven sweep in +sublime procession across the unmeasured blue. The perfect harmony of +the spheres is attuned for thee, and by thee; the perfect coloring of +the clouds, than which no mortal pigment can dare equal, are thy +handiwork. Most ancient of the heathen deities, Eros; powerful God of +the Christians, Jehovah, all hail! For a brief possession of thy divine +fire have kingdoms waxed and waned; men in all the bitterness of hatred +fought, bled, died by millions, their grosser selves to be swept into +the bosom of their ancient mother, an immense holocaust to thee. For +thee and thee alone does the world prosper, for thee do men strive to +become better than their fellow-men; for thee, and through thee have +they sunk to such depths of degradation as causes a blush to be painted +upon the faces of those that see. All things are subservient to thee. +All the delicate intricate workings of that marvellous machine, the +human brain; all the passions and desires of the human heart,--ambition, +desire, greed, hatred, envy, jealousy, all others. Thou breedst them +all, O love, thou art all-potent, all-wise, infinite, eternal! Thy power +is felt by mortals in all ages, all climes, all conditions. Behold! + +A picture came into the maiden's eye: a broad and fertile plain, tender +verdure, soft blue sky overhead, with white billowy clouds nearing the +horizon like great airy, snow-capped mountains. The soft warm breeze +from the south whispered faintly through the tall, slender palms and +sent a thrill of joy through the frisky lambkins, who capered by the +sides of their graver dams. And there among the riches of the flock +stood Laban, haughty, stern, yet withal a kindly gleam in the glance +which rested upon the group about him. Hoary the beard that rested upon +his breast, but steady the hand that stretched in blessing. Leah, the +tender-eyed, the slighted, is there; and Rachel, young and beautiful and +blushing beneath the ardent gaze of her handsome lover. "And Jacob loved +Rachel, and said, I will serve thee seven years for Rachel, thy younger +daughter." + +How different the next scene! Heaven's wrath burst loose upon a single +community. Fire, the red-winged demon with brazen throat wide opened, +hangs his brooding wings upon an erstwhile happy city. Hades has climbed +through the crater of Vesuvius, and leaps in fiendish waves along the +land. Few the souls escaping, and God have mercy upon those who stumble +through the blinding darkness, made more torturingly hideous by the +intermittent flashes of lurid light. And yet there come three, whom the +darkness seems not to deter, nor obstacles impede. Only a blind person, +accustomed to constant darkness, and familiarized with these streets +could walk that way. Nearer they come, a burst of flames thrown into the +inky firmament by impish hands, reveals Glaucus, supporting the +half-fainting Ione, following Nydia, frail, blind, flower-loving Nydia, +sacrificing life for her unloving beloved. + +And then the burning southern sun shone bright and golden o'er the +silken sails of the Nile serpent's ships; glinted on the armor and +weapons of the famous galley; shone with a warm caressing touch upon her +beauty, as though it loved this queen, as powerful in her sphere as he +in his. It is at Actium, and the fate of nations and generations yet +unborn hang, as the sword of Damocles hung, upon the tiny thread of +destiny. Egypt herself, her splendid barbaric beauty acting like an +inspiration upon the craven followers, leads on, foremost in this fierce +struggle. Then, the tide turns, and overpowered, they fly before +disgrace and defeat. Antony is there, the traitor, dishonored, false to +his country, yet true to his love; Antony, whom ambition could not lure +from her passionate caresses; Antony, murmuring softly,-- + + Egypt, thou knowest too well + My heart was to thy rudder tied by the strings, + And thou should'st tow me after. + Over my spirit + Thy full supremacy thou knewest, + And that thy beck might from the bidding of the gods + Command me. + +Picture after picture flashed through the maiden's mind. Agnes, the +gentle, sacrificing, burrowing like some frantic animal through the +ruins of Lisbon, saving her lover, Franklin, by teeth and bleeding +hands. Dora, the patient, serving a loveless existence, saving her rival +from starvation and destitution. The stern, dark, exiled Florentine +poet, with that one silver ray in his clouded life--Beatrice. + +She heard the piping of an elfish voice, "Mother, why does the minister +keep his hands over his heart?" and the white drawn face of Hester +Prynne, with her scarlet elf-child, passed slowly across her vision. The +wretched misery of deluded Lucius and his mysterious Lamia she saw, and +watched with breathless interest the formation of that "Brotherhood of +the Rose." There was radiant Armorel, from sea-blown, wave-washed +Lyonesse, her perfect head poised in loving caress over the magic +violin. Dark-eyed Corinne, head drooped gently as she improvised those +Rome-famed world symphonies passed, almost ere Edna and St. Elmo had +crossed the threshold of the church happy in the love now consecrated +through her to God. Oh, the pictures, the forms, the love-words which +crowded her mind! They thrilled her heart, crushed out all else save a +crushing, over-powering sense of perfect, complete joy. A joy that +sought to express itself in wondrous melodies and silences, filled with +thoughts too deep and sacred for words. Overpowered with the +magnificence of his reign, overwhelmed with the complete subjugation of +all things unto him, do you wonder that she awoke and placing both hands +into those of the lover at her side, whispered:-- + + Take all of me--I am thine own, heart, soul, + Brain, body, all; all that I am or dream + Is thine forever; yea, though space should teem + With thy conditions, I'd fulfil the whole, + Were to fulfil them to be loved by thee. + + + + +IN MEMORIAM. + + + The light streams through the windows arched high, + And o'er the stern, stone carvings breaks + In warm rich gold and crimson waves, + Then steals away in corners dark to die. + + And all the grand cathedral silence falls + Into the hearts of those that worship low, + Like tender waves of hushed nothingness, + Confined nor kept by human earthly walls. + + Deep music in its thundering organ sounds, + Grows diffuse through the echoing space, + Till hearts grow still in sadness' mighty joy, + Or leap aloft in swift ecstatic bounds. + + Mayhap 'twas but a dream that came to me, + Or but a vision of the soul's desire, + To see the nation in one mighty whole, + Do homage on its bended, worshipping knee. + + Through time's heroic actions, the soul of man, + Alone proves what that soul without earth's dross + Could be, and this, through time's far-searching fire, + Hath proved thine white beneath the deepest scan. + + A woman's tribute, 'tis a tiny dot, + A merest flower from a frail, small hand, + To lay among the many petaled wreaths + About thy form,--a tribute soon forgot. + + But if in all the incense to arise + In fragrance to the blue empyrean + The blended sweetness of the womens' love + Goes pouring too, in all their heartfelt sighs. + + And if one woman's sorrow be among them too, + One woman's joy for labor past + Be reckoned in the mighty teeming whole, + It is enough, there is not more to do. + + Within the hearts of heroes small and great + There 'bides a tenderness for weakling things + Within thy heart, the sorrowing country knows + These passions, bravest and the tenderest mate. + + When man is dust, before the gazing eyes + Of all the gaping throng, his life lies wide + For all to see and whisper low about + Or let their thoughts in discord's clatter rise. + + But thine was pure and undefiled, + A record of long brilliant, teeming days, + Each thought did tend to further things, + But pure as the proverbial child. + + Oh, people, that thy grief might find express + To gather in some vast cathedral's hall, + That then in unity we might kneel and hear + Sublimity in sounds, voice our distress. + + Peace, peace, the men of God cry, ye be bold, + The world hath known, 'tis Heaven who claims him now, + And in our railings we but cast aside + The noble traits he bid us hold. + + So though divided through the land, in dreams + We see a people kneeling low, + Bowed down in heart and soul to see + This fearful sorrow, crushing as it seems. + + And all the grand cathedral silence falls + Into the hearts of these that worship low, + Like tender waves of hushed nothingness, + Confined, nor kept by human earthly walls. + + + + +A STORY OF VENGEANCE. + + +Yes, Eleanor, I have grown grayer. I am younger than you, you know, but +then, what have you to age you? A kind husband, lovely children, while +I--I am nothing but a lonely woman. Time goes slowly, slowly for me now. + +Why did I never marry? Move that screen a little to one side, please; my +eyes can scarcely bear a strong light. Bernard? Oh, that's a long story. +I'll tell you if you wish; it might pass an hour. + +Do you ever think to go over the old school-days? We thought such +foolish things then, didn't we? There wasn't one of us but imagined we +would have only to knock ever so faintly on the portals of fame and they +would fly wide for our entrance into the magic realms. On Commencement +night we whispered merrily among ourselves on the stage to see our +favorite planet, Venus, of course, smiling at us through a high, open +window, "bidding adieu to her astronomy class," we said. + +Then you went away to plunge into the most brilliant whirl of society, +and I stayed in the beautiful old city to work. + +Bernard was very much _en evidence_ those days. He liked you a great +deal, because in school-girl parlance you were my "chum." You +say,--thanks, no tea, it reminds me that I'm an old maid; you say you +know what happiness means--maybe, but I don't think any living soul +could experience the joy I felt in those days; it was absolutely painful +at times. + +Byron and his counterparts are ever dear to the womanly heart, whether +young or old. Such a man was he, gloomy, misanthropical, tired of the +world, with a few dozen broken love-affairs among his varied +experiences. Of course, I worshipped him secretly, what romantic, silly +girl of my age, would not, being thrown in such constant contact with +him. + +One day he folded me tightly in his arms, and said: + +"Little girl, I have nothing to give you in exchange for that priceless +love of yours but a heart that has already been at another's feet, and a +wrecked life, but may I ask for it?" + +"It is already yours," I answered. I'll draw the veil over the scene +which followed; you know, you've "been there." + +Then began some of the happiest hours that ever the jolly old sun beamed +upon, or the love-sick moon clothed in her rays of silver. Deceived me? +No, no. He admitted that the old love for Blanche was still in his +heart, but that he had lost all faith and respect for her, and could +nevermore be other than a friend. Well, I was fool enough to be content +with such crumbs. + +We had five months of happiness. I tamed down beautifully in that +time,--even consented to adopt the peerless Blanche as a model. I gave +up all my most ambitious plans and cherished schemes, because he +disliked women whose names were constantly in the mouth of the public. +In fact, I became quiet, sedate, dignified, renounced too some of my +best and dearest friends. I lived, breathed, thought, acted only for +him; for me there was but one soul in the universe--Bernard's. Still, +for all the suffering I've experienced, I'd be willing to go through it +all again just to go over those five months. Every day together, at +nights on the lake-shore listening to the soft lap of the waters as the +silver sheen of the moon spread over the dainty curled waves; sometimes +in a hammock swinging among the trees talking of love and reading +poetry. Talk about Heaven! I just think there can't he a better time +among the angels. + +But there is an end to all things. A violent illness, and his father +relenting, sent for the wayward son. I will always believe he loved me, +but he was eager to get home to his mother, and anxious to view Blanche +in the light of their new relationship. We had a whole series of parting +scenes,--tears and vows and kisses exchanged. We clung to each other +after the regulation fashion, and swore never to forget, and to write +every day. Then there was a final wrench. I went back to my old +life--he, away home. + +For a while I was content, there were daily letters from him to read; +his constant admonitions to practice; his many little tokens to +adore--until there came a change,--letters less frequent, more mention +of Blanche and her love for him, less of his love for me, until the +truth was forced upon me. Then I grew cold and proud, and with an iron +will crushed and stamped all love for him out of my tortured heart and +cried for vengeance. + +Yes, quite melo-dramatic, wasn't it? It is a dramatic tale, though. + +So I threw off my habits of seclusion and mingled again with men and +women, and took up all my long-forgotten plans. It's no use telling you +how I succeeded. It was really wonderful, wasn't it? It seems as though +that fickle goddess, Fortune, showered every blessing, save one, on my +path. Success followed success, triumph succeeded triumph. I was +lionized, feted, petted, caressed by the social and literary world. You +often used to wonder how I stood it in all those years. God knows; with +the heart-sick weariness and the fierce loathing that possessed me, I +don't know myself. + +But, mind you, Eleanor, I schemed well. I had everything seemingly that +humanity craved for, but I suffered, and by all the gods, I swore that +he should suffer too. Blanche turned against him and married his +brother. An unfortunate chain of circumstances drove him from his +father's home branded as a forger. Strange, wasn't it? But money is a +strong weapon, and its long arm reaches over leagues and leagues of land +and water. + +One day he found me in a distant city, and begged for my love again, and +for mercy and pity. Blanche was only a mistake, he said, and he loved me +alone, and so on. I remembered all his thrilling tones and tender +glances, but they might have moved granite now sooner than me. He knelt +at my feet and pleaded like a criminal suing for life. I laughed at him +and sneered at his misery, and told him what he had done for my +happiness, and what I in turn had done for his. + +Eleanor, to my dying day, I shall never forget his face as he rose from +his knees, and with one awful, indescribable look of hate, anguish and +scorn, walked from the room. As he neared the door, all the old love +rose in me like a flood, drowning the sorrows of past years, and +overwhelming me in a deluge of pity. Strive as I did, I could not +repress it; a woman's love is too mighty to be put down with little +reasonings. I called to him in terror, "Bernard, Bernard!" He did not +turn; gave no sign of having heard. + +"Bernard, come back; I didn't mean it!" + +He passed slowly away with bent head, out of the house and out of my +life. I've never seen him since, never heard of him. Somewhere, perhaps +on God's earth he wanders outcast, forsaken, loveless. I have my +vengeance, but it is like Dead Sea fruit, all bitter ashes to the taste. +I am a miserable, heart-weary wreck,--a woman with fame, without love. + +"Vengeance is an arrow that often falleth and smiteth the hand of him +that sent it." + + + + +AT BAY ST. LOUIS. + + + Soft breezes blow and swiftly show + Through fragrant orange branches parted, + A maiden fair, with sun-flecked hair, + Caressed by arrows, golden darted. + The vine-clad tree holds forth to me + A promise sweet of purple blooms, + And chirping bird, scarce seen but heard + Sings dreamily, and sweetly croons + At Bay St. Louis. + + The hammock swinging, idly singing, + Lissome nut-brown maid + Swings gaily, freely, to-and-fro; + The curling, green-white waters casting cool, clear shade, + Rock small, shell boats that go + In circles wide, or tug at anchor's chain, + As though to skim the sea with cargo vain, + At Bay St. Louis. + + The maid swings slower, slower to-and-fro, + And sunbeams kiss gray, dreamy half-closed eyes; + Fond lover creeping on with foot steps slow, + Gives gentle kiss, and smiles at sweet surprise. + + * * * * * + + The lengthening shadows tell that eve is nigh, + And fragrant zephyrs cool and calmer grow, + Yet still the lover lingers, and scarce breathed sigh, + Bids the swift hours to pause, nor go, + At Bay St. Louis. + + + + +NEW YEAR'S DAY. + + + The poor old year died hard; for all the earth lay cold + And bare beneath the wintry sky; + While grey clouds scurried madly to the west, + And hid the chill young moon from mortal sight. + Deep, dying groans the aged year breathed forth, + In soughing winds that wailed a requiem sad + In dull crescendo through the mournful air. + + The new year now is welcomed noisily + With din and song and shout and clanging bell, + And all the glare and blare of fiery fun. + Sing high the welcome to the New Year's morn! + _Le roi est mort. Vive, vive le roi!_ cry out, + And hail the new-born king of coming days. + + Alas! the day is spent and eve draws nigh; + The king's first subject dies--for naught, + And wasted moments by the hundred score + Of past years rise like spectres grim + To warn, that these days may not idly glide away. + Oh, New Year, youth of promise fair! + What dost thou hold for me? An aching heart? + Or eyes burnt blind by unshed tears? Or stabs, + More keen because unseen? + Nay, nay, dear youth, I've had surfeit + Of sorrow's feast. The monarch dead + Did rule me with an iron hand. Be thou a friend, + A tender, loving king--and let me know + The ripe, full sweetness of a happy year. + + + + +THE UNKNOWN LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST. + + +A new gem has been added to sacred literature, and this is the +accidental discovery by Nicolas Notovich of a Buddhist history of a +phase of Christ's life left blank in the Scriptures. + +Notovich, an adventurer, searching amid the ruins of India, delving deep +in all the ancient Buddhistic lore, accidentally stumbles upon the name +of Saint Issa, a renowned preacher, ante-dating some 2,000 years. The +name becomes a wondrous attraction to Notovich, particularly as he +learns through many Buddhist priests, Issa's name in juxtaposition with +the Christian faith, and later, has reason to believe that the Jesus +Christ of our religion and the Saint Issa of their tradition are +identical. + +Through a seemingly unfortunate accident, Notovich sustains an injury +to his leg, and is cared for most tenderly by the monks of the convent +of Himis. Despite his severe agonies, he retains consciousness and +curiosity enough to plead for a glimpse of the wonderful documents +contained in the archives of the convent, treating of the life of Saint +Issa and the genealogy of the House of David. This he has translated and +gives to the public. + +Just whether to take the history seriously or not is a subject that +requires much thought; but whether it be truth or fiction, whether the +result of patient investigation and careful study of an interested +scholar, or the wild imaginings of a feeble brain, it opens a wild field +of speculation to the thoughtful mind. + +The first three chapters of this history, contain a brief epitome of the +Pentatouch of Moses. Though contrary to the teachings of tradition, +Moses is said not to have written these books himself, but that they +were transcribed generations after his time. According to this theory, +then, the seeming imperfections and inconsistencies and tautological +errors of the Old Testament as compared with the brief, clear, concise, +logical statement of the Buddhists may readily be explained by the +frailty of human memory, and the vividness of Oriental imagination. + +Prince Mossa of the Buddhists, otherwise Moses of the Jews, was not, as +is popularly supposed, a foundling of the Jews, or a protege of the +Egyptian princess, but a full fledged prince, son of Pharaoh the mighty. +This abrupt over-throw of the tradition of ages is like all +disillusions, distasteful, but even the most superficial study of +Egyptian customs and laws of that time will serve to impress us with the +verity of this opinion. The law of caste was most rigidly and cruelly +adhered to, and though all the pleadings and threatenings and weepings +of the starry-eyed favorite of the harem may have been brought to bear +upon this descendant of Rameses, yet is it probable that a descendant of +an outcast race should receive the care and learning and advantages of +a legally born prince? Hardly. + +The condition of the ancient Israelites in the Christian Scriptures and +in the Buddhist parchment are the same, yet there is reason to believe +that the former was transcribed many centuries after the hieroglyphics +of the latter became faded with age, hence, perhaps, the difference in +the parentage of Moses. + +"And Mossa was beloved throughout the land of Egypt for the goodness and +compassion he displayed for them that suffered, pleaded with his father +to soften the lot of these unhappy people, but Pharaoh became angry with +him, and only imposed more hardships upon his slaves." + +At this period in our Scriptures, the Lord communicates with Moses, and +inflicts the plagues upon the nation, while in the manuscript of the +Himis monks, the annual plague brought on by natural causes falls upon +Egypt, and decimates the community. Here is a strange reversal of the +order of things. In India, for ages the home of superstition and idol +worship, that which has always been regarded by the Christians, the +sworn enemies of the supernatural, as an inexplicable mystery, is +accounted for by perfectly natural causes. + +From that time, the fourth chapter of the chronicle of St. Issa +corresponds exactly in its condensed form to the most prominent +chronology of the Old Testament. With the beginning of the next chapter, +the Divine Infant, through whom the salvation of the world was to come, +appears upon the scene, as the first born of a poor but highly connected +family, referring, presumably, to the ancestry of Joseph and Mary. + +The remarkable wisdom of the child in earlier years is chronicled in our +ancient parchment with as much care as in the vellum-bound volume of our +church scriptures. At the age of twelve, the last glimpse we have of +Jesus in the New Testament, is as a precocious boy, seated in the +Temple, expounding the Scriptures to the learned members of the +Sanhedrin. After that, we have no further sight of him, until sixteen +years later, he re-appears at the marriage in Cana, a grown and serious +man, already with well-formulated plans for the furtherance of his +father's kingdom. This broad lapse in the Scriptures is filled by one +simple sentence in the gospel of St. Luke. "And he was in the desert +till the day of his showing into Israel." Where he was, why he had gone, +and what he was doing are left to the imagination of the scholar and +commentator. + +Many theories have been advanced, and the one most accepted, was that he +had followed the trade of his terrestrial father, Joseph, and was near +Jerusalem among the tools of carpentry, helping his parents to feed the +hungry mouths of his brothers and sisters. + +But there appears another plausible theory advanced by the Buddhist +historians, and sustained by the Buddhist traditions, that as Moses had +fled into the wilderness to spend forty years in fasting and preparation +for his life work, so Jesus had fled, not to the wilderness, but to the +ancient culture and learning and the wisdom of centuries to prepare +himself, by a knowledge of all religions for the day of the redemption. + +Among the Jews of that day, and even among the more conservative +descendants of Abraham yet, there existed, and exists a law which +accustoms the marrying of the sons, especially the oldest son, at the +age of thirteen. It is supposed that Issa, resisting the thraldom and +carnal temptation of the marital state, fled from the importunities of +the wise men, who would fain unite their offspring with such a wise and +serious youth. + +"It was then that Issa clandestinely left his father's house, went out +of Jerusalem, and in company with some merchants, travelled toward +Sinai." + +"That he might perfect himself in the divine word and study the laws of +the Great Buddha." + +For six years he kept all India stirred to its utmost depths as he +afterward kept all Palestine stirred by the purity of his doctrines, and +the direct simplicity of his teachings. The white priests of Bramah gave +him all their law, teaching him the language and religion of the +dwellers of the five rivers. In Juggernaut, Rajegrilia, Benares, and +other holy cities he was beloved by all. For true, here, as elsewhere, +to his theory of the universal brotherhood of man, not only did he move +among the upper classes, but also with the wretched Vaisyas and Soudras, +the lowest of low castes who even were forbidden to hear the Vedas read, +save only on feast days. Just as among the Jews, he was tolerant, +merciful and kindly disposed towards the Samaritans, the Magdalens, the +Lazaruses as to the haughty rabbis. + +His impress upon the home of Buddha and Brahma was manifested by the +hitherto unknown theory of monotheism, established by him, but +gradually permitted to fall into desuetude, and become confounded with +the polytheistic hierarchy of the confusing religion. Just as the grand +oneness and simplicity of the Christian religion has been permitted to +deteriorate into many petty sects, each with its absurd limitations, and +its particular little method of worshipping the Great Father. + +The teachings of Issa in India bear close relation in the general trend +of thought to the teachings of Jesus among the multitudes about +Jerusalem. There is the same universal simplicity of man's brotherhood; +the complete self-abnegation of the flesh to the mind; the charitable +impulses of a kind heart, and the utter disregard of caste, whether of +birth, or breeding, or riches. + +Of miracles in India, Issa says, "The miracles of our God began when the +universe was created, they occur each day, each instant; whosoever does +not see them, is deprived of one of the most beautiful gifts of life." + +At last, according to the chronicles of the Buddhists, Issa was recalled +from his labors in India to the land of Israel, where the people +oppressed as of old by the Pharaohs, and now by the mighty men from the +country of the Ramones, otherwise the Romans. + +Here Pilate appears in a new light. Heretofore he has always been a +passive figure in the story of the crucifixion. Indeed he is entirely +exonerated from all blame by some of our religious bibliographers and +made to appear in a philanthropic light, but the priests of Egypt, +undeceived by the treacherous memories and careless chronicling on the +disciples of old, place Pilate before us as a thorough Roman, greedy, +crafty, cruel, unscrupulous. According to them he places a spy upon the +actions of Jesus in the beginning of his three years teachings, who +follows him in all his journeys, and in the end betrays him to the +Romans. This person can be no other than Judas, the betrayer. And here +we are permitted to view his seemingly inexplicable actions in a new +light, and from being Judas, a sorrowing misanthrope, the erstwhile +friend of Christ, he becomes merely a common enemy, the tool of the +Romans. + +Then we have the trial and death of Issa, strongly similar to our +accepted version, and the chronicle briefly ends with the statement of +the subsequent work of the disciples. The story of the Buddhist was +written very shortly after the Passion of the Cross; the New Testament +was transcribed years after the chief actors were dust. + +We are so steeped in tradition, and so conservative on any subject that +touches our religious beliefs that it is somewhat difficult to reconcile +ourselves to another addition to our Scriptures. But if we should look +at the matter earnestly, and give deep thought to the relative +positions, lives, and endings of these two noble men, Issa and Christ, +we could scarcely doubt that they are one. Without trying, as does the +author, to break down with one fell swoop, the entire structure of the +Bible, we cannot but admit the probability of the new theory. + +It may be claimed that the remarkable personality of Christ would have +left more of an impress upon India than it did, and that Christianity +there and in India would have been synchronous, but we must remember, +that there among the idols of Bramah and Vishnu, the way was not +prepared, the people unexpectant of a new prophet, unwarned of him and +unheeded. There he seems to have had no close personal followers to take +up the work just where he left it, and continue. The dwellers of India +were more happy in their entirety and more comfortable than the Jews, +hence there was no Deliverer to impress them forever with the gigantic +sacrifice of human frame and Divine soul. + +St. Issa, one of the most revered prophets of the Buddhists, Jesus +Christ, the Man and God of all other men, the divine incarnation of the +ideal, are they the same? Why not? + + + + +IN OUR NEIGHBORHOOD. + + +The Harts were going to give a party. Neither Mrs. Hart, nor the Misses +Hart, nor the small and busy Harts who amused themselves and the +neighborhood by continually falling in the gutter on special occasions, +had mentioned this fact to anyone, but all the interested denizens of +that particular square could tell by the unusual air of bustle and +activity which pervaded the Hart domicile. Lillian, the æsthetic, who +furnished theme for many spirited discussions, leaned airily out of the +window; her auburn (red) tresses carefully done in curl papers. Martha, +the practical, flourished the broom and duster with unwonted activity, +which the small boys of the neighborhood, peering through the green +shutters of the front door, duly reported to their mammas, busily +engaged in holding down their respective door-steps by patiently sitting +thereon. + +Pretty soon, the junior Harts,--two in number--began to travel to and +fro, soliciting the loan of a "few chairs," "some nice dishes," and such +like things, indispensable to every decent, self-respecting party. But +to all inquiries as to the use to which these articles were to be put, +they only vouchsafed one reply, "Ma told us as we wasn't to tell, just +ask for the things, that's all." + +Mrs. Tuckley the dress-maker, brought her sewing out on the front-steps, +and entered a vigorous protest to her next-door neighbor. + +"Humph," she sniffed, "mighty funny they can't say what's up. Must be +something in it. Couldn't get none o' _my_ things, and not invite +_me_!" + +"Did she ask you for any?" absent-mindedly inquired Mrs. Luke, shielding +her eyes from the sun. + +"No-o--, but she'd better sense, she knows _me_--she ain't--mercy me, +Stella! Just look at that child tumbling in the mud! You, Stella, come +here, I say! Look at you now, there--and there--and there?" + +The luckless Stella having been soundly cuffed, and sent whimpering in +the back-yard, Mrs. Tuckley continued, + +"Yes as I was saying, 'course, taint none o' my business, but I always +did wonder how them Harts do keep up. Why, them girls dress just as fine +as any lady on the Avenue and that there Lillian wears real diamond +ear-rings. 'Pears mighty, mighty funny to me, and Lord the airs they do +put on! Holdin' up their heads like nobody's good enough to speak to. I +don't like to talk about people, you know, yourself, Mrs. Luke I never +speak about anybody, but mark my word, girls that cut up capers like +them Hartses' girls never come to any good." + +Mrs. Luke heaved a deep sigh of appreciation at the wisdom of her +neighbor, but before she could reply a re-inforcement in the person of +little Mrs. Peters, apron over her head, hands shrivelled and soap-sudsy +from washing, appeared. + +"Did you ever see the like?" she asked in her usual, rapid breathless +way. "Why, my Louis says they're putting canvass cloths on the floor, +and taking down the bed in the back-room; and putting greenery and such +like trash about. Some style about them, eh?" + +Mrs. Tuckley tossed her head and sniffed contemptuously, Mrs. Luke began +to rehearse a time worn tale, how once a carriage had driven up to the +Hart house at nine o'clock at night, and a distinguished looking man +alighted, went in, stayed about ten minutes and finally drove off with a +great clatter. Heads that had shaken ominously over this story before +began to shake again, and tongues that had wagged themselves tired with +conjectures started now with some brand new ideas and theories. The +children of the square, tired of fishing for minnows in the ditches, and +making mud-pies in the street, clustered about their mother's skirts +receiving occasional slaps, when their attempts at taking part in the +conversation became too pronounced. + +Meanwhile, in the Hart household, all was bustle and preparation. To and +fro the members of the house flitted, arranging chairs, putting little +touches here and there, washing saucers and glasses, chasing the Hart +Juniors about, losing things and calling frantically for each other's +assistance to find them. Mama Hart, big, plump and perspiring, puffed +here and there like a large, rosy engine, giving impossible orders, and +receiving sharp answers to foolish questions. Lillian, the æsthetic, +practiced her most graceful poses before the large mirror in the +parlor; Martha rushed about, changing the order of the furniture, and +Papa Hart, just come in from work, paced the rooms disconsolately, +asking for dinner. + +"Dinner!" screamed Mama Hart, "Dinner, who's got time to fool with +dinner this evening? Look in the sideboard and you'll see some bread and +ham; eat that and shut up." + +Eight o'clock finally arrived, and with it, the music and some +straggling guests. When the first faint chee-chee of the violin floated +out into the murky atmosphere, the smaller portion of the neighborhood +went straightway into ecstasies. Boys and girls in all stages of +deshabille clustered about the door-steps and gave vent to audible +exclamations of approval or disapprobation concerning the state of +affairs behind the green shutters. It was a warm night and the big round +moon sailed serenely in a cloudless, blue sky. Mrs. Tuckley had put on a +clean calico wrapper, and planted herself with the indomitable Stella +on her steps, "to watch the purceedings." + +The party was a grand success. Even the intensely critical small fry +dancing on the pavement without to the scraping and fiddling of the +string band, had to admit that. So far as they were concerned it was all +right, but what shall we say of the guests within? They who glided +easily over the canvassed floors, bowed, and scraped and simpered, "just +like the big folks on the Avenue," who ate the ice-cream and cake, and +drank the sweet, weak Catawba wine amid boisterous healths to Mr. and +Mrs. Hart and the Misses Hart; who smirked and perspired and cracked +ancient jokes and heart-rending puns during the intervals of the +dances, who shall say that they did not enjoy themselves as thoroughly +and as fully as those who frequented the wealthier entertainments +up-town. + +Lillian and Martha in gossamer gowns of pink and blue flitted to and fro +attending to the wants of their guests. Mrs. Hart, gorgeous in a black +satin affair, all folds and lace and drapery, made desperate efforts to +appear cool and collected--and failed miserably. Papa Hart spent one +half his time standing in front of the mantle, spreading out his +coat-tails, and benignly smiling upon the young people, while the other +half was devoted to initiating the male portion of the guests into the +mysteries of "snake killing." + +Everybody had said that he or she had had a splendid time, and finally, +when the last kisses had been kissed, the last good-byes been said, the +whole Hart family sat down in the now deserted and disordered rooms, and +sighed with relief that the great event was over at last. + +"Nice crowd, eh?" remarked Papa Hart. He was brimful of joy and +second-class whiskey, so no one paid any attention to him. + +"But did you see how shamefully Maude flirted with Willie Howard?" said +Lillian. Martha tossed her head in disdain; Mr. Howard she had always +considered her especial property, so Lillian's observation had a rather +disturbing effect. + +"I'm so warm and tired," cried Mama Hart, plaintively, "children how are +we going to sleep to-night?" + +Thereupon the whole family arose to devise ways and means for wooing the +drowsy god. As for the Hart Juniors they had long since solved the +problem by falling asleep with sticky hands and faces upon a pile of +bed-clothing behind the kitchen door. + + * * * * * + +It was late in the next day before the house had begun to resume +anything like its former appearance. The little Harts were kept busy all +morning returning chairs and dishes, and distributing the remnants of +the feast to the vicinity. The ice-cream had melted into a warm custard, +and the cakes had a rather worse for wear appearance, but they were +appreciated as much as though just from the confectioner. No one was +forgotten, even Mrs. Tuckley, busily stitching on a muslin garment on +the steps, and unctuously rolling the latest morsel of scandal under her +tongue, was obliged to confess that "them Hartses wasn't such bad people +after all, just a bit queer at times." + +About two o'clock, just as Lillian was re-draping the tidies on the +stiff, common plush chairs in the parlor, some one pulled the bell +violently. The visitor, a rather good-looking young fellow, with a +worried expression smiled somewhat sarcastically as he heard a sound of +scuffling and running within the house. + + * * * * * + +Presently Mrs. Hart opened the door wiping her hand, red and smoking +with dish-water, upon her apron. The worried expression deepened on the +visitor's face as he addressed the woman with visible embarrassment. + +"Er--I--I--suppose you are Mrs. Hart?" he inquired awkwardly. + +"That's my name, sir," replied she with pretentious dignity. + +"Er--your-er--may I come in madam? + +"Certainly," and she opened the door to admit him, and offered a chair. + +"Your husband is an employee in the Fisher Oil Mills, is he not?" + +Mrs. Hart straightened herself with pride as she replied in the +affirmative. She had always been proud of Mr. Hart's position as foreman +of the big oil mills, and was never so happy as when he was expounding +to some one in her presence, the difficulties and intricacies of +machine-work. + +"Well you see my dear Mrs. Hart," continued the visitor. "Now pray don't +get excited--there has been an accident, and your husband--has--er--been +hurt, you know." + +But for a painful whitening in her usually rosy face, and a quick +compression of her lips, the wife made no sign. + +"What was the accident?" she queried, leaning her elbows on her knees. + +"Well, you see, I don't understand machinery and the like, but there was +something about a wheel out of gear, and a band bursted, or something, +anyhow a big wheel flew to pieces, and as he was standing near, he was +hit." + +"Where?" + +"Well--well, I may as well tell you the truth, madam; a large piece of +the wheel struck him on the head--and--he was killed instantly." + +She did not faint, nor make any outcry, nor tear her hair as he had +partly expected, but sat still staring at him, with a sort of helpless, +dumb horror shining out her eyes, then with a low moan, bowed her head +on her knees and shuddered, just as Lillian came in, curious to know +what the handsome stranger had to say to her mother. + + * * * * * + +The poor mutilated body came home at last, and was laid in a stiff, +silver-decorated, black coffin in the middle of the sitting-room, which +had been made to look as uncomfortable and unnatural as mirrors and +furniture shrouded in sheets and mantel and tables divested of ornaments +would permit. + +There was a wake that night to the unconfined joy of the neighbors, who +would rather a burial than a wedding. The friends of the family sat +about the coffin, and through the house with long pulled faces. Mrs. +Tuckley officiated in the kitchen, making coffee and dispensing cheese +and crackers to those who were hungry. As the night wore on, and the +first restraint disappeared, jokes were cracked, and quiet laughter +indulged in, while the young folks congregated in the kitchen, were +hilariously happy, until some member of the family would appear, when +every face would sober down. + +The older persons contented themselves with recounting the virtues of +the deceased, and telling anecdotes wherein he figured largely. It was +astonishing how many intimate friends of his had suddenly come to +light. Every other man present had either attended school with him, or +was a close companion until he died. Proverbs and tales and witty +sayings were palmed off as having emanated from his lips. In fact, the +dead man would have been surprised himself, had he suddenly come to life +and discovered what an important, what a modern solomon he had become. + +The long night dragged on, and the people departed in groups of twos and +threes, until when the gray dawn crept slowly over the blackness of +night shrouding the electric lights in mists of cloudy blue, and sending +cold chills of dampness through the house, but a few of the great crowd +remained. + +The day seemed so gray in contrast to the softening influence of the +night, the grief which could be hidden then, must now come forth and +parade itself before all eyes. There was the funeral to prepare for; the +dismal black dresses and bonnets with their long crape veils to don; +there were the condolences of sorrowing friends to receive; the floral +offerings to be looked at. The little Harts strutted about resplendent +in stiff black cravats, and high crape bands about their hats. They were +divided between two conflicting emotions--joy at belonging to a family +so noteworthy and important, and sorrow at the death. As the time for +the funeral approached, and Lillian began to indulge in a series of +fainting fits, the latter feeling predominated. + + * * * * * + +"Well it was all over at last, the family had returned, and as on two +nights previous, sat once more in the deserted and dismantled parlor. +Mrs. Tuckley and Mrs. Luke, having rendered all assistance possible, had +repaired to their respective front steps to keep count of the number of +visitors who returned to condole with the family. + +"A real nice funeral," remarked the dress-maker at last, "a nice +funeral. Everybody took it so hard, and Lillian fainted real beautiful. +She's a good girl that Lillian. Poor things, I wonder what they'll do +now." + +Stella, the irrepressible, was busily engaged balancing herself on one +toe, _a la_ ballet. + +"Mebbe she's goin' to get married," she volunteered eagerly, "'cos I saw +that yeller-haired young man what comes there all the time, wif his arms +around her waist, and a tellin' her not to grieve as he'd take care of +her. I was a peepin' in the dinin'-room." + +"How dare you peep at other folks, and pry into people's affairs? I +can't imagine where you get your meddlesome ways from. There aint none +in _my family_. Next time I catch you at it, I'll spank you good." Then, +after a pause, "Well what else did he say?" + + + + +FAREWELL. + + + Farewell, sweetheart, and again farewell; + To day we part, and who can tell + If we shall e'er again + Meet, and with clasped hands + Renew our vows of love, and forget + The sad, dull pain. + + Dear heart, 'tis bitter thus to lose thee + And think mayhap, you will forget me; + And yet, I thrill + As I remember long and happy days + Fraught with sweet love and pleasant memories + That linger still + + You go to loved ones who will smile + And clasp you in their arms, and all the while + I stay and moan + For you, my love, my heart and strive + To gather up life's dull, gray thread + And walk alone. + + Aye, with you love the red and gold + Goes from my life, and leaves it cold + And dull and bare, + Why should I strive to live and learn + And smile and jest, and daily try + You from my heart to tare? + + Nay, sweetheart, rather would I lie + Me down, and sleep for aye; or fly + To regions far + Where cruel Fate is not and lovers live + Nor feel the grim, cold hand of Destiny + Their way to bar. + + I murmur not, dear love, I only say + Again farewell. God bless the day + On which we met, + And bless you too, my love, and be with you + In sorrow or in happiness, nor let you + E'er me forget. + + + + +LITTLE MISS SOPHIE. + + +When Miss Sophie knew consciousness again, the long, faint, swelling +notes of the organ were dying away in distant echoes through the great +arches of the silent church, and she was alone, crouching in a little, +forsaken, black heap at the altar of the Virgin. The twinkling tapers +seemed to smile pityingly upon her, the beneficent smile of the +white-robed Madonna seemed to whisper comfort. A long gust of chill air +swept up the aisles, and Miss Sophie shivered, not from cold, but from +nervousness. + +But darkness was falling, and soon the lights would be lowered, and the +great, massive doors would be closed, so gathering her thin little cape +about her frail shoulders, Miss Sophie hurried out, and along the +brilliant noisy streets home. + +It was a wretched, lonely little room, where the cracks let the +boisterous wind whistle through, and the smoky, grimy walls looked +cheerless and unhomelike. A miserable little room in a miserable little +cottage in one of the squalid streets of the Third District that nature +and the city fathers seemed to have forgotten. + +As bare and comfortless the room, so was Miss Sophie's lonely life. She +rented these four walls from an unkempt little Creole woman, whose +progeny seemed like the promised offspring of Abraham,--multitudinous. +The flickering life in the pale little body she scarcely kept there by +the unceasing toil of a pair of bony hands, stitching, stitching, +ceaselessly, wearingly on the bands and pockets of pants. It was her +bread, this monotonous, unending work, and though while days and nights +constant labor brought but the most meagre recompense, it was her only +hope of life. + +She sat before the little charcoal brazier and warmed her transparent, +needle-pricked fingers, thinking meanwhile of the strange events of the +day. She had been up town to carry the great, black bundle of pants and +vests to the factory and receive her small pittance, and on the way home +stopped in at the Jesuit Church to say her little prayer at the altar of +the calm, white Virgin. There had been a wondrous burst of music from +the great organ as she knelt there, an over-powering perfume of many +flowers, the glittering dazzle of many lights, and the dainty frou-frou +of silken skirts of wedding guests filing and tripping. So Miss Sophie +stayed to the wedding, for what feminine heart, be it ever so old and +seared, does not delight in one? And why shouldn't a poor little Creole +old maid be interested too? + +When the wedding party had filed in solemnly, to the rolling, swelling, +pealing tones of the organ. Important-looking groomsmen, dainty, fluffy, +white-robed maids, stately, satin-robed, illusion-veiled bride, and +happy groom. She leaned forward to catch a better glimpse of their +faces. Ah!-- + +Those near the Virgin's altar who heard a faint sigh and rustle on the +steps glanced curiously as they saw a slight, black-robed figure clutch +the railing and lean her head against it. Miss Sophie had fainted. + +"I must have been hungry," she mused over the charcoal fire in her +little room, "I must have been hungry," and she smiled a wan smile, and +busied herself getting her evening meal of coffee and bread and ham. + +If one were given to pity, the first thought that would rush to one's +lips at sight of Miss Sophie would have been: Poor little Miss Sophie! +She had come among the bareness and sordidness of this neighborhood five +years ago, robed in crepe, and crying with great sobs that seemed to +fairly shake the vitality out of her. Perfectly silent, too, about her +former life, but for all that, Michel, the quarter grocer at the corner, +and Mme. Laurent, who kept the rabbe shop opposite, had fixed it all up +between them, of her sad history and past glories. Not that they knew, +but then Michel must invent something when the neighbors came to him, +their fountain head of wisdom. + +One morning little Miss Sophie opened wide her dingy windows to catch +the early freshness of the autumn wind as it whistled through the +yellow-leafed trees. It was one of those calm, blue-misted, balmy, +November days that New Orleans can have when all the rest of the country +is fur-wrapped. Miss Sophie pulled her machine to the window, where the +sweet, damp wind could whisk among her black locks. + +Whirr, whirr, went the machine, ticking fast and lightly over the belts +of the rough jean pants. Whirr, whirr, yes, and Miss Sophie was actually +humming a tune! She felt strangely light to-day. + +"_Ma foi_," muttered Michel, strolling across the street to where Mme. +Laurent sat sewing behind the counter on blue and brown-checked aprons, +"but the little ma'amselle sings. Perhaps she recollects." + +"Perhaps," muttered the rabbe woman. + +But little Miss Sophie felt restless. A strange impulse seemed drawing +her up town, and the machine seemed to run slow, slow, before it would +stitch the endless number of jean belts. Her fingers trembled with +nervous haste as she pinned up the unwieldy black bundle of the finished +work, and her feet fairly tripped over each other in their eagerness to +get to Claiborne Street, where she could board the up-town car. There +was a feverish desire to go somewhere, a sense of elation,--foolish +happiness that brought a faint echo of color into her pinched cheeks. +She wondered why. + +No one noticed her in the car. Passengers on the Claiborne line are too +much accustomed to frail, little black-robed women with big, black +bundles; it is one of the city's most pitiful sights. She leaned her +head out of the window to catch a glimpse of the oleanders on Bayou +Road, when her attention was caught by a conversation in the car. + +"Yes, it's too bad for Neale, and lately married too," said the elder +man, "I can't see what he is to do." + +Neale! she pricked up her ears. That was the name of the groom in the +Jesuit church. + +"How did it happen?" languidly inquired the younger. He was a stranger, +evidently; a stranger with a high regard for the faultlessness of male +attire, too. + +"Well, the firm failed first; he didn't mind that much, he was so sure +of his uncle's inheritance repairing his lost fortunes, but suddenly +this difficulty of identification springs up, and he is literally on the +verge of ruin." + +"Won't some of you fellows who've known him all your lives do to +identify him?" + +"Gracious man, we've tried, but the absurd old will expressly stipulates +that he shall be known only by a certain quaint Roman ring, and unless +he has it--no identification, no fortune. He has given the ring away and +that settles it." + +"Well, you're all chumps. Why doesn't he get the ring from the owner?" + +"Easily said--but--It seems that Neale had some little Creole +love-affair some years ago and gave this ring to his dusky-eyed fiancee. +But you know how Neale is with his love-affairs, went off and forgot the +girl in a month. It seems, however, she took it to heart,--so much so +until he's ashamed to try to find her or the ring." + +Miss Sophie heard no more as she gazed out into the dusty grass. There +were tears in her eyes, hot blinding ones that wouldn't drop for pride, +but stayed and scalded. She knew the story with all its embellishments +of heartaches. The ring, too; she remembered the day she had kissed and +wept and fondled it, until it seemed her heart must burst under its load +of grief before she took it to the pawn broker's that another might be +eased before the end came,--that other, her father. The "little Creole +love affair" of Neale's had not always been poor and old and +jaded-looking; but reverses must come, even Neale knew that--so the ring +was at the _Mont de Piete_. + +Still he must have it, it was his; it would save him from disgrace and +suffering, and from trailing the proud head of the white-gowned bride +into sorrow. He must have it,--but how? + +There it was still at the pawn-broker's, no one would have such a jewel, +and the ticket was home in the bureau drawer. Well, he must have it; she +might starve in the attempt. Such a thing as going to him and telling +him that he might redeem it was an impossibility. That good, +straight-backed, stiff-necked Creole blood would have risen in all its +strength and choked her. No; as a present had the quaint Roman circlet +been placed upon her finger,--as a present should it be returned. + +The bumping car rode heavily, and the hot thoughts beat heavily in her +poor little head. He must have the ring--but how--the ring--the Roman +ring--the white-robed bride starving--she was going mad--ah yes,--the +church. + +Right in the busiest, most bustling part of the town, its fresco and +bronze and iron quaintly suggestive of mediæval times. Within, all cool +and dim and restful, with the faintest whiff of lingering incense rising +and pervading the gray arches. Yes, the Virgin would know and have pity; +the sweet, white-robed Virgin at the pretty flower-decked altar, or the +one away up in the niche, far above the golden dome where the Host was. +Holy Mary, Mother of God. Poor little Miss Sophie. + +Titiche, the busy-body of the house, noticed that Miss Sophie's bundle +was larger than usual that afternoon. "Ah, poor woman!" sighed Titiche's +mother, "she would be rich for Christmas." + +The bundle grew larger each day, and Miss Sophie grew smaller. The +damp, cold rain and mist closed the white-curtained window, but always +there behind the sewing machine drooped and bobbed the little +black-robed figure. Whirr, whirr went the wheels, and the coarse jean +pants piled in great heaps at her side. The Claiborne street car saw her +oftener than before, and the sweet, white Virgin in the flowered niche +above the gold-domed altar smiled at the little penitent almost every +day. + +"_Ma foi_," said the slatternly landlady to Madame Laurent and Michel one +day, "I no see how she live! Eat? Nothing, nothing, almost, and las' +night when it was so cold and foggy, eh? I hav' to mek him build fire. +She mos' freeze." + +Whereupon the rumor spread that Miss Sophie was starving herself to +death to get some luckless relative out of jail for Christmas,--a rumor +which enveloped her scraggy little figure with a kind of halo to the +neighbors when she appeared on the streets. + +November had verged into December and the little pile of coins were yet +far from the sum needed. Dear God! how the money did have to go. The +rent, and the groceries and the coal,--though, to be sure, she used a +precious bit of that. All the work and saving and skimping,--maybe, yes, +maybe by Christmas. What a gift! + +Christmas Eve night on Royal Street is no place for a weakling, for the +shouts and carousals of the roisterers will strike fear into the brave. +Yet amid the cries and yells, the deafening blow of horns and tin +whistles and the really dangerous fusillade of fireworks, the little +figure hurried along, one hand clutching tight the battered hat that the +rude merry-makers would have torn off, the other grasping under the +thin, black cape a worn little pocketbook. + +Into the _Mont de Piete_, breathless, eager. The ticket? Here, worn, +crumpled. The ring? It was not gone? No, thank Heaven! It was really a +joy well worth her toil, she thought, to have it again. + +Had Titiche not been shooting crackers on the banquette instead of +peering into the crack, as was his wont, his big, round, black eyes +would have grown saucer-wide to see little Miss Sophie kiss and fondle a +ring, an ugly clumsy band of gold. + +"Ah, dear ring," she murmured, once you were his, and you shall be his +again. You shall be on his finger, and perhaps touch his heart. Dear +ring, _ma chere petite, de ma coeur, cheri, de ma coeur. Je t'aime, je +t'aime, oui, oui._ You are his, you were mine once too. To-night, just +one night, I'll keep you--then--tomorrow, where you can save him. + +"Ah, the Virgin--she smiles at me because I did right, did I not sweet +mother? She smiles--and--I grow--faint--" + +The loud whistles and horns of the little ones rose on the balmy air +next morning. No one would doubt it was Christmas Day, even if doors +and windows are open wide to let in cool air. + +Why, there was Christmas even in the very look of the mules on the poky +cars; there was Christmas noise in the streets, and Christmas toys and +Christmas odors, savory ones that made the nose wrinkle approvingly, +issuing from the kitchen. Michel and Mme. Laurent smiled greetings +across the street at each other, and the salutation from a passer-by +recalled the many progenied landlady to herself. + +"Miss Sophie, well, poor soul, not very much Christmas for her. _Mais_, +I'll just call her in to spend the day with me. It'll cheer her a bit." + +So clean and orderly within the poor little room. Not a speck of dust or +a litter of any kind on the quaint little old-time high bureau, unless +you might except a sheet of paper lying loose with something written on +it. Titiche had evidently inherited his prying propensities for the +landlady turned it over and read: + +"Louis. Here is the ring. I return it to you. I heard you needed it, I +hope it comes not too late. Sophie." + +"The ring, where?" muttered the landlady. There it was, clasped between +her fingers on her bosom. A bosom, white and cold, under a cold, happy +face. Christmas had indeed dawned for Miss Sophie--the eternal +Christmas. + + + + +IF I HAD KNOWN. + + + If I had known + Two years ago how drear this life should be, + And crowd upon itself allstrangely sad, + Mayhap another song would burst from out my lips, + Overflowing with the happiness of future hopes; + Mayhap another throb than that of joy. + Have stirred my soul into its inmost depths, + If I had known. + + If I had known, + Two years ago the impotence of love, + The vainness of a kiss, how barren a caress, + Mayhap my soul to higher things have soarn, + Nor clung to earthly loves and tender dreams, + But ever up aloft into the blue empyrean, + And there to master all the world of mind, + If I had known. + + + + +CHALMETLE. + + + Wreaths of lilies and immortelles, + Scattered upon each silent mound, + Voices in loving remembrance swell, + Chanting to heaven the solemn sound. + Glad skies above, and glad earth beneath; + And grateful hearts who silently + Gather earth's flowers, and tenderly wreath + Woman's sweet token of fragility. + + Ah, the noble forms who fought so well + Lie, some unnamed, 'neath the grassy mound; + Heroes, brave heroes, the stories tell, + Silently too, the unmarked mounds, + Tenderly wreath them about with flowers, + Joyously pour out your praises loud; + For every joy beat in these hearts of ours + Is only a drawing us nearer to God. + + Little enough is the song we sing, + Little enough is the tale we tell, + When we think of the voices who erst did ring + Ere their owners in smoke of battle fell. + Little enough are the flowers we cull + To scatter afar on the grass-grown graves, + When we think of bright eyes, now dimmed and dull + For the cause they loyally strove to save. + + And they fought right well, did these brave men, + For their banner still floats unto the breeze, + And the pæans of ages forever shall tell + Their glorious tale beyond the seas. + Ring out your voices in praises loud, + Sing sweet your notes of music gay, + Tell me in all you loyal crowd + Throbs there a heart unmoved to-day? + + Meeting together again this year, + As met we in fealty and love before; + Men, maids, and matrons to reverently hear + Praises of brave men who fought of yore. + Tell to the little ones with wondering eyes, + The tale of the flag that floats so free; + Till their tiny voices shall merrily rise + In hymns of rejoicing and praises to Thee. + + Many a pure and noble heart + Lies under the sod, all covered with green; + Many a soul that had felt the smart + Of life's sad torture, or mayhap had seen + The faint hope of love pass afar from the sight, + Like swift flight of bird to a rarer clime + Many a youth whose death caused the blight + Of tender hearts in that long, sad time. + + Nay, but this is no hour for sorrow; + They died at their duty, shall we repine? + Let us gaze hopefully on to the morrow + Praying that our lives thus shall shine. + Ring out your bugles, sound out your cheers! + Man has been God-like so may we be. + Give cheering thanks, there dry up those tears, + Widowed and orphaned, the country is free! + + Wreathes of lillies and immortelles, + Scattered upon each silent mound, + Voices in loving remembrance swell, + Chanting to heaven the solemn sound, + Glad skies above, and glad earth beneath, + And grateful hearts who silently + Gather earth's flowers, and tenderly wreath + Woman's sweet token of fragility. + + + + +AT EVENTIDE. + + +All day had she watched and waited for his coming, and still her +strained ears caught no sounds of the footsteps she loved and longed to +hear. All day while the great sun panted on his way around the brazen +skies; all day while the busy world throbbed its mighty engines of +labor, nor witted of the breaking hearts in its midst. And now when the +eve had come, and the sun sank slowly to rest, casting his red rays over +the earth he loved, and bidding tired nature a gentle radiant +good-night, she still watched and waited. Waited while the young moon +shone silvery in the crimson flush of the eastern sky, while the one +bright star trembled as he strove to near his love; waited while the hum +of soul-wearing traffic died in the distant streets, and the merry +voices of happy children floated to her ears. + +And still he came not. What kept him from her side? Had he learned the +cold lesson of self-control, or found one other thing more potent than +love? Had some cruel chain of circumstances forced him to disobey her +bidding--or--did he love another? But no, she smiles triumphantly, he +could not having known and loved her. + +Sitting in the deep imbrasure of the window through which the distant +wave sounds of city life floated to her, the pages of her life seemed to +turn back, and she read the almost forgotten tale of long ago, the story +of their love. In those days his wish had been her law; his smile her +sun; his frown her wretchedness. Within his arms, earth seemed a +far-away dream of empty nothingness, and when his lips touched and clung +to hers, sweet with the perfume of the South they floated away into a +Paradise of enfolding space, where Time and Death and the woes of this +great earth are naught, only these two--and love, the almighty. + +And so their happiness drifted slowly across the sea of Time until it +struck a cruel rock, whose sharp teeth showed not above the dimpled +waves; and where once had been a craft of strength and beauty, now was +only a hideous wreck. For the Tempter had come into this Eden, and soon +his foul whisper found place in her heart. + +And the Tempter's name was Ambition. + +Often had the praises and plaudits of men rang in her ears when her +sweet voice sang to her chosen friends, often had the tears evoked by +her songs of love and hope and trust, thrilled her breast faintly, as +the young bird stirs in its nest under the loving mother's wing, but he +had clasped his arms around her, and that was enough. But one day the +Tempter whispered, "Why waste such talent; bring that beauty of voice +before the world and see men bow in homage, and women envy and praise. +Come forth and follow me." + +But she put him fiercely aside, and cried, "I want no homage but his, I +want no envy from any one." + +Still the whisper stayed in her heart, nor would the honeyed words of +praise be gone, even when he kissed her, and thanked the gods for this +pearl of great price. + +Then as time fled on, the tiny whisper grew into a great roar, and all +the praise of men, and the sweet words of women, filled her brain, and +what had once been her aversion became a great desire, and caused her +brow to grow thoughtful, and her eyes moody. + +But when she spoke to him of this new love, he smiled and said, "My wife +must be mine, and mine alone. I want not a woman whom the world claims, +and shouts her name abroad. My wife and my home must be inviolate." And +again as of yore, his wish controlled her--but only for a while. + +Then the tiny whisper grown into the great roar urging her on, became a +mighty wind which drove her before it, nor could she turn aside from the +path of ambition, but swept on, and conquered. + +Ah, sweet, sweet the exultation of the victor! Dear the plaudits of the +admiring world; wild the joy, when queen of song, admired of men, she +stood upon the pinnacle of fame! And he? True to his old convictions, +turned sadly from the woman who placed the admiration of the world +before his love and the happiness of his home--and went out from her +life broken-hearted, disappointed, miserable. + +All these things, and more, she thought upon in the first flush of +eventide, as the bold, young star climbed toward his lady-love, the +moon, all these things, and what had come to pass after the victory. + +For there came a day when the world wearied of its toy, and turned with +shouts of joy, and wreaths of fresh laurels for the new star. Then came +disappointments and miseries crowding fast upon her; the sorrows which +a loving heart knows when it finds its idols faithless. Then the love +for him which she had once repressed arose in all its strength which had +gained during the long struggle with the world, arose and overwhelmed +her with its might, and filled her soul with an unutterable longing for +peace and rest and him. + +She wrote to him and told him all her heart, and begged of him to come +back to her, for Fame was but an empty bubble while love was supreme and +the only happiness, after all. And now she waited while the crimson and +gold of the west grew dark, and gray and lowering. + +Hark! She hears his loved step. He comes, ah, joy of heaven he comes! +Soon will he clasp her in his arms, and there on his bosom shall she +know peace and rest and love. + +As he enters the door she hastens to meet him, the love-light shining in +her tired eyes, her soft rounded arms outstretched to meet him. But he +folds her not in his embrace, nor yet does he look with love into her +upturned eyes; the voice she loves, ah so well, breaks upon the dusky +silence, pitiless, stern. + +"Most faithless of faithless women, think you that like the toy of a +fickle child I can be thrown aside, then picked up again? Think you that +I can take a soiled lily to my bosom? Think you that I can cherish the +gaudy sun-flower that ever turns to the broad, brazen glare of the +uncaring sun, rather than the modest shrinking violet? Nay, be not +deceived, I loved you once, but that love you killed in its youth and +beauty leaving me to stand and weep alone over its grave. I came +to-night, not to kiss you, and to forgive you as you entreat, but to +tell that you I have wed another." + +The pitiless voice ceased, and she was alone in the dusky silence; alone +in all the shame and agony and grief of unrequited love and worthless +fame. Alone to writhe and groan in despair while the roseate flush of +eventide passed into the coldness of midnight. + +Oh faithless woman, oh, faithless man! How frail the memory of thy +binding vows, thy blissful hours of love! Are they forgotten? Only the +record of broken hearts and loveless lives will show. + + + + +THE IDLER. + + + An idle lingerer on the wayside's road, + He gathers up his work and yawns away; + A little longer, ere the tiresome load + Shall be reduced to ashes or to clay. + + No matter if the world has marched along, + And scorned his slowness as it quickly passed; + No matter, if amid the busy throng, + He greets some face, infantile at the last. + + His mission? Well, there is but one, + And if it is a mission he knows it, nay, + To be a happy idler, to lounge and sun, + And dreaming, pass his long-drawn days away. + + So dreams he on, his happy life to pass + Content, without ambitions painful sighs, + Until the sands run down into the glass; + He smiles--content--unmoved and dies. + + And yet, with all the pity that you feel + For this poor mothling of that flame, the world; + Are you the better for your desperate deal, + When you, like him, into infinitude are hurled? + + + + +LOVE AND THE BUTTERFLY. + + + I heard a merry voice one day + And glancing at my side, + Fair Love, all breathless, flushed with play, + A butterfly did ride. + "Whither away, oh sportive boy?" + I asked, he tossed his head; + Laughing aloud for purest joy, + And past me swiftly sped. + + Next day I heard a plaintive cry + And Love crept in my arms; + Weeping he held the butterfly, + Devoid of all its charms. + Sweet words of comfort, whispered I + Into his dainty ears, + But Love still hugged the butterfly, + And bathed its wounds with tears. + + + + +THE BEE-MAN. + + +We were glancing over the mental photograph album, and commenting on the +great lack of dissimilarity in tastes. Nearly every one preferred spring +to any other season, with a very few exceptions in favor of autumn. The +women loved Mrs. Browning and Longfellow; the men showed decided +preferences after Emerson and Macauley. Conceit stuck out when the +majority wanted to be themselves and none other, and only two did not +want to live in the 19th century. But in one place, in answer to the +question, "Whom would you rather be, if not yourself?" the answer was, + +"A baby!" + +"Why would you rather be a baby than any other personage?" queried +someone glancing at the writer, who blushed as she replied. + +"Because then I might be able to live a better life, I might have better +opportunities and better chances for improving them, and it would bring +me nearer the 20th century." + +"About eight or nine years ago," said the first speaker, "I remember +reading a story in a magazine for young folks. It was merely a fairy +story, and perhaps was not intended to point a moral, but only to amuse +the little ones. It was something on this order:--" + +Once upon a time, there lived in an out of the way spot an ancient +decrepit Bee-man. How old he was no one knew; whence he came, no one +could tell: to the memory of the oldest inhabitant he had always lived +in his dirty hut, surrounded by myriads of hives, attended always by a +swarm of bees. He was good to the bits of children, and always ready +with a sweet morsel of honeycomb for them. All his ambitions, +sympathies and hopes were centered in his hives; until one day a fairy +crept into his hut and whispered: + +"You have not always been a common bee-man. Once you were something +else." + +"Tell me what I was," he asked eagerly. + +"Nay, that I cannot do," replied the fairy, "our queen sent me to tell +you this, and if you wished to search for your former self, I am to +assist you. You must search the entire valley, and the first thing you +meet to which you become violently attached, that is what you formerly +were, and I shall give you back your correct form." + +So the next morning the Bee-man, strapping his usual hive upon his back, +and accompanied by the fairy in the form of a queen bee, set out upon +his search throughout the valley. At first he became violently attached +to the handsome person and fine castle of the Lord of the Realm, but on +being kicked out of the lord's domains, his love turned to dislike. + +The Bee-man and the fairy travelled far and wide and carefully inspected +every thing they met. The very Imp, the Languid young man, the +Hippogriffith, the Thousand Tailed Hippopotamus, and many other types, +until the Bee-man grew weary and was about to give up the search in +disgust. + +But suddenly amid all the vast halls of the enchanted domains through +which they were wandering, there sounded shrieks and wails, and the +inmates were thrown into the greatest confusion by the sight of the +hideous hippogriffith dashing through, a million sparks emanating from +his great eyes, his barbed tail waving high in the air, and holding in +his talons a tiny infant. + +Now, as soon as the Bee-man saw this, a great wave of sorrow and pity +filled his breast, and he hastily followed the monster, arriving at his +cave just in time to see him preparing to devour his prey. Madly dashing +his hive of bees into the hippogriffith's face, and seizing the infant +while the disturbed and angry bees stung and swarmed, the Bee-man rushed +out followed by the Very Imp, the Languid young man and the fairy, and +made his way to the child's mother. Just as soon as the baby was safely +restored, the Bee-man ruminated thoughtfully awhile and finally remarked +to the fairy: + +"Do you know of all the things I have met so far, I liked the baby best +of all, so I think I must have been a baby once!" + +"Right you are," assented the fairy, "I knew it before, but, of course, +I couldn't tell. Now I shall change you into your former shape, but +remember, you must try to be something better than a Bee-man." + +The Bee-man promised and was instantly changed into a baby. The fairy +inoculated him from harm with a bee-sting, and gave him to the rescued +infant's mother. + +Nearly a cycle passed by, and one day the fairy having business in the +valley, thought she would make inquiries concerning her protege. In her +way she happened to pass a little, low, curious hut, with many bee hives +about it, and swarms of bees flying in and out. The fairy, tired as +well as curious, peeped in and discovered an ancient man attending to +the wants of his pets. Upon a closer inspection, she recognized her +infant of years ago. He had become a bee-man again! + + * * * * * + +"It points a pretty little moral," said the Fatalist, "for it certainly +proves that do what we will, we cannot get away from our natures. It was +inherent in that man's nature to tend bees. Bee-ing was the occupation +chosen for him by Fate, and had the beneficent Fairy changed him a dozen +times, he would ultimately have gone to bee-ing in some form or other." + +The Fatalist was doubtless right, for it seems as though the inherent +things in our nature must come out. But if we want to dig deep into the +child's story for metaphysical morals, does it not also uphold the +theory of re-incarnation? the ancient bee-man, perhaps is but a type of +humanity growing old, and settled in its mode of living, while the fairy +is but thought, whispering into our souls things half dread half +pleasant. + +There are moments when the consciousness of a former life comes sharply +upon us, in swift, lightning flashes, too sudden to be tangible, too +dazzling to leave an impress, or mayhap, in troubled dreams that +bewilder and confuse with vague remembrances. If only a burst of memory +would come upon some mortal, that the tale might be fully told, and +these theories established as facts. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Violets and Other Tales</p> +<p>Author: Alice Ruth Moore</p> +<p>Release Date: June 29, 2006 [eBook #18713]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VIOLETS AND OTHER TALES***</p> +<p> </p> +<h3>E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell, Janet Blenkinship,<br /> + and the Project Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team<br /> + (http://www.pgdp.net/)</h3> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p> </p> + +<div class="figcenter"><img src="images/img002.jpg" alt="Ornamental Front Plate" title="Ornamental Front Plate" /></div> + +<h1>VIOLETS AND OTHER TALES</h1> +<p><br /><br /></p> + +<h2>ALICE·RUTH·MOORE</h2> +<p><br /><br /></p> +<p> </p> +<p class='center'> + Copyright 1895<br /> + BY THE MONTHLY REVIEW<br /> + All rights reserved +</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><br /><br /></p> +<h2>To my friend of November 5th, 1892</h2> +<p><br /><br /></p> + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="INTRODUCTION" id="INTRODUCTION"></a>INTRODUCTION.</h2> + + +<p>In this day when the world is fairly teeming with books,—good books, +books written with a motive, books inculcating morals, books teaching +lessons,—it seems almost a piece of presumption too great for endurance +to foist another upon the market. There is scarcely room in the literary +world for amateurs and maiden efforts; the very worthiest are sometimes +poorly repaid for their best efforts. Yet, another one is offered the +public, a maiden effort,—a little thing with absolutely nothing to +commend it, that seeks to do nothing more than amuse.</p> + +<p>Many of these sketches and verses have appeared in print before, in +newspapers and a magazine or two; many are seeing the light of day for +the first time. If perchance this collection of idle thoughts may serve +to while away an hour or two, or lift for a brief space the load of care +from someone's mind, their purpose has been served—the author is +satisfied.</p> + +<p class='author'>A. R. M.</p> + +<h3>CONTENTS.</h3> + + + +<div class='center'> +<table border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" summary="Table of Contents"> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#INTRODUCTION"><span class="smcap">Introduction.</span></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#PREFACE"><span class="smcap">Preface.</span></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#VIOLETS"><span class="smcap">Violets.</span></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#THREE_THOUGHTS"><span class="smcap">Three Thoughts.</span></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#THE_WOMAN"><span class="smcap">The Woman</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#TEN_MINUTES_MUSING"><span class="smcap">Ten Minutes' Musing.</span></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#A_PLAINT"><span class="smcap">A Plaint</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#IN_UNCONSCIOUSNESS"><span class="smcap">In Unconsciousness</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#TITEE"><span class="smcap">Titee</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#ANARCHY_ALLEY"><span class="smcap">Anarchy Alley.</span></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#IMPRESSIONS"><span class="smcap">Impressions</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#SALAMMBO"><span class="smcap">Salammbo</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#LEGEND_OF_THE_NEWSPAPER"><span class="smcap">Legend of the Newspaper</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#A_CARNIVAL_JANGLE"><span class="smcap">A Carnival Jangle</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#PAUL_TO_VIRGINIA"><span class="smcap">Paul to Virginia</span> (Fin de Siecle).</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#THE_MAIDENS_DREAM"><span class="smcap">The Maiden's Dream</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#IN_MEMORIAM"><span class="smcap">In Memoriam</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#A_STORY_OF_VENGEANCE"><span class="smcap">A Story of Vengeance</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#AT_BAY_ST_LOUIS"><span class="smcap">At Bay St. Louis</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#NEW_YEARS_DAY"><span class="smcap">New Year's Day</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#THE_UNKNOWN_LIFE_OF_JESUS_CHRIST"><span class="smcap">Unknown Life of Jesus Christ</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#IN_OUR_NEIGHBORHOOD"><span class="smcap">In Our Neighborhood</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#FAREWELL"><span class="smcap">Little Miss Sophie</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#LITTLE_MISS_SOPHIE"><span class="smcap">Little Miss Sophie</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#IF_I_HAD_KNOWN"><span class="smcap">If I Had Known!</span></a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#CHALMETLE"><span class="smcap">Chalmette</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#AT_EVENTIDE"><span class="smcap">At Eventide</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#THE_IDLER"><span class="smcap">The Idler</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#LOVE_AND_THE_BUTTERFLY"><span class="smcap">Love and the Butterfly</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#THE_BEE-MAN"><span class="smcap">The Bee-Man</span>.</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><a href="#AMID_THE_ROSES"><span class="smcap">Amid the Roses</span>.</a></td></tr> +</table></div> + + + + + + +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="PREFACE" id="PREFACE"></a>PREFACE.</h2> + + +<p>These fugitive pieces are launched upon the tide of public opinion to +sink or swim upon their merit. They will float for a while, but whether +they will reach the haven of popularity depends upon their enduring +qualities. Some will surely perish, many will reach some port, but time +alone will tell if any shall successfully breast the ocean of thought +and plant its standard upon the summit of fame.</p> + +<p>When one enters the domain of authorship, she places herself at the +mercy of critics. Were she as sure of being commended by the best and +most intelligent of her readers, as she is sure of being condemned by +the worst and most ignorant, there would still be a thrill of pleasure +in all criticism, for the satisfaction of having received the praise of +the first would compensate for the harshness of the latter. Just +criticism is wholesome and never wounds the sensibilities of the true +author, for it saves her from the danger of an excess of pride which is +the greatest foe to individual progress, while it spurs her on to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> +loftier flights and nobler deeds. A poor writer is bad, but a poor +critic is worse, therefore, unjust criticism should never ruffle the +temper of its victim. The author of these pages belongs to that type of +the "brave new woman who scorns to sigh," but feels that she has +something to say, and says it to the best of her ability, and leaves the +verdict in the hands of the public. She gives to the reader her best +thoughts and leaves him to accept or reject as merit may manifest +itself. No author is under contract to please her readers at all times, +nor can she hope to control the sentiments of all of them at any time, +therefore, the obligation is reciprocal, for the fame she receives is +due to the pleasure she affords.</p> + +<p>The author of these fugitive pieces is young, just on the threshold of +life, and with the daring audacity of youth makes assertions and gives +decisions which she may reverse as time mellows her opinions, and the +realities of life force aside the theories of youth, and prosy facts +obscure the memory of that happy time when the heart overflowing +with——</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 12em;">"The joy</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of young ideas painted on the mind,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In the warm glowing colors Fancy spreads</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">On objects, not yet known, when all is new,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And all is lovely."</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>There is much in this book that is good; much<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span> that is crude; some that +is poor: but all give that assurance of something great and noble when +the bud of promise, now unfolding its petals in the morning glow of +light, will have matured into that fuller growth of blossoming flower +ere the noonday sun passes its zenith. May the hope thus engendered by +this first attempt reach its fruition, and may the energy displayed by +one so young meet the reward it merits from an approving public.</p> + +<p class='author'><span class="smcap">Sylvanie F. Williams.</span></p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="VIOLETS" id="VIOLETS"></a>VIOLETS.</h2> + +<h3>I.</h3> + + +<p>"And she tied a bunch of violets with a tress of her pretty brown hair."</p> + +<p>She sat in the yellow glow of the lamplight softly humming these words. +It was Easter evening, and the newly risen spring world was slowly +sinking to a gentle, rosy, opalescent slumber, sweetly tired of the joy +which had pervaded it all day. For in the dawn of the perfect morn, it +had arisen, stretched out its arms in glorious happiness to greet the +Saviour and said its hallelujahs, merrily trilling out carols of bird, +and organ and flower-song. But the evening had come, and rest.</p> + +<p>There was a letter lying on the table, it read:</p> + +<p>"Dear, I send you this little bunch of flowers as my Easter token. +Perhaps you may not be able to read their meaning, so I'll tell you. +Violets, you know,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> are my favorite flowers. Dear, little, human-faced +things! They seem always as if about to whisper a love-word; and then +they signify that thought which passes always between you and me. The +orange blossoms—you know their meaning; the little pinks are the +flowers you love; the evergreen leaf is the symbol of the endurance of +our affection; the tube-roses I put in, because once when you kissed and +pressed me close in your arms, I had a bunch of tube-roses on my bosom, +and the heavy fragrance of their crushed loveliness has always lived in +my memory. The violets and pinks are from a bunch I wore to-day, and +when kneeling at the altar, during communion, did I sin, dear, when I +thought of you? The tube-roses and orange-blossoms I wore Friday night; +you always wished for a lock of my hair, so I'll tie these flowers with +them—but there, it is not stable enough; let me wrap them with a bit of +ribbon, pale blue, from that little dress I wore last<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> winter to the +dance, when we had such a long, sweet talk in that forgotten nook. You +always loved that dress, it fell in such soft ruffles away from the +throat and bosom,—you called me your little forget-me-not, that night. +I laid the flowers away for awhile in our favorite book,—Byron—just at +the poem we loved best, and now I send them to you. Keep them always in +remembrance of me, and if aught should occur to separate us, press these +flowers to your lips, and I will be with you in spirit, permeating your +heart with unutterable love and happiness."</p> + + +<h3>II.</h3> + +<p>It is Easter again. As of old, the joyous bells clang out the glad news +of the resurrection. The giddy, dancing sunbeams laugh riotously in +field and street; birds carol their sweet twitterings everywhere, and +the heavy perfume of flowers scents the golden atmosphere with inspiring +fragrance. One long,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> golden sunbeam steals silently into the +white-curtained window of a quiet room, and lay athwart a sleeping face. +Cold, pale, still, its fair, young face pressed against the satin-lined +casket. Slender, white fingers, idle now, they that had never known +rest; locked softly over a bunch of violets; violets and tube-roses in +her soft, brown hair, violets in the bosom of her long, white gown; +violets and tube-roses and orange-blossoms banked everywhere, until the +air was filled with the ascending souls of the human flowers. Some +whispered that a broken heart had ceased to flutter in that still, young +form, and that it was a mercy for the soul to ascend on the slender +sunbeam. To-day she kneels at the throne of heaven, where one year ago +she had communed at an earthly altar.</p> + + +<h3>III.</h3> + +<p>Far away in a distant city, a man, carelessly looking among some +papers,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> turned over a faded bunch of flowers tied with a blue ribbon +and a lock of hair. He paused meditatively awhile, then turning to the +regal-looking woman lounging before the fire, he asked:</p> + +<p>"Wife, did you ever send me these?"</p> + +<p>She raised her great, black eyes to his with a gesture of ineffable +disdain, and replied languidly:</p> + +<p>"You know very well I can't bear flowers. How could I ever send such +sentimental trash to any one? Throw them into the fire."</p> + +<p>And the Easter bells chimed a solemn requiem as the flames slowly licked +up the faded violets. Was it merely fancy on the wife's part, or did the +husband really sigh,—a long, quivering breath of remembrance?<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="THREE_THOUGHTS" id="THREE_THOUGHTS"></a>THREE THOUGHTS.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 4em;"><b>FIRST</b></span><br /><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">How few of us</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In all the world's great, ceaseless struggling strife,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Go to our work with gladsome, buoyant step,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And love it for its sake, whate'er it be.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Because it is a labor, or, mayhap,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Some sweet, peculiar art of God's own gift;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And not the promise of the world's slow smile</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">of recognition, or of mammon's gilded grasp.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Alas, how few, in inspiration's dazzling flash,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Or spiritual sense of world's beyond the dome</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of circling blue around this weary earth,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Can bask, and know the God-given grace</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of genius' fire that flows and permeates</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The virgin mind alone; the soul in which</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The love of earth hath tainted not.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The love of art and art alone.</span><br /><br /><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span></p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 4em;"><b>SECOND</b></span><br /><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"Who dares stand forth?" the monarch cried,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">"Amid the throng, and dare to give</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Their aid, and bid this wretch to live?</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I pledge my faith and crown beside,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A woeful plight, a sorry sight,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">This outcast from all God-given grace.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">What, ho! in all, no friendly face,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">No helping hand to stay his plight?</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">St. Peter's name be pledged for aye,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The man's accursed, that is true;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">But ho, he suffers. None of you</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Will mercy show, or pity sigh?"</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Strong men drew back, and lordly train</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Did slowly file from monarch's look,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Whose lips curled scorn. But from a nook</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A voice cried out, "Though he has slain</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That which I loved the best on earth,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Yet will I tend him till he dies,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">I can be brave." A woman's eyes</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gazed fearlessly into his own.</span><br /><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span></p> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 4em;"><b>THIRD</b></span><br /><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">When all the world has grown full cold to thee,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And man—proud pygmy—shrugs all scornfully,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And bitter, blinding tears flow gushing forth,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Because of thine own sorrows and poor plight,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Then turn ye swift to nature's page,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And read there passions, immeasurably far</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Greater than thine own in all their littleness.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For nature has her sorrows and her joys,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">As all the piled-up mountains and low vales</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Will silently attest—and hang thy head</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In dire confusion, for having dared</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To moan at thine own miseries</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">When God and nature suffer silently.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="THE_WOMAN" id="THE_WOMAN"></a>THE WOMAN.</h2> + + +<p>The literary manager of the club arose, cleared his throat, adjusted his +cravat, fixed his eyes sternly upon the young man, and in a sonorous +voice, a little marred by his habitual lisp, asked: "Mr. ——, will you +please tell us your opinion upon the question, whether woman's chances +for matrimony are increased or decreased when she becomes man's equal as +a wage earner?"</p> + +<p>The secretary adjusted her eye-glass, and held her pencil alertly poised +above her book, ready to note which side Mr. —— took. Mr. —— +fidgeted, pulled himself together with a violent jerk, and finally spoke +his mind. Someone else did likewise, also someone else, then the women +interposed, and jumped on the men, the men retaliated, a wordy war +ensued, and the whole matter ended by nothing being decided, pro or +con—generally the case in wordy discussions. <i>Moi?</i> Well, I sawed wood +and said nothing, but all the while there was form<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span>ing in my mind, no, I +won't say forming, it was there already. It was this, <i>Why should +well-salaried women marry?</i> Take the average working-woman of to-day. +She works from five to ten hours a day, doing extra night work, +sometimes, of course. Her work over, she goes home or to her +boarding-house, as the case may be. Her meals are prepared for her, she +has no household cares upon her shoulders, no troublesome dinners to +prepare for a fault-finding husband, no fretful children to try her +patience, no petty bread and meat economies to adjust. She has her +cares, her money-troubles, her debts, and her scrimpings, it is true, +but they only make her independent, instead of reducing her to a dead +level of despair. Her day's work ends at the office, school, factory or +store; the rest of the time is hers, undisturbed by the restless going +to and fro of housewifely cares, and she can employ it in mental or +social diversions. She does not incessantly rely upon the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> whims of a +cross man to take her to such amusements as she desires. In this +nineteenth century she is free to go where she pleases—provided it be +in a moral atmosphere—without comment. Theatres, concerts, lectures, +and the lighter amusements of social affairs among her associates, are +open to her, and there she can go, see, and be seen, admire and be +admired, enjoy and be enjoyed, without a single harrowing thought of the +baby's milk or the husband's coffee.</p> + +<p>Her earnings are her own, indisputably, unreservedly, undividedly. She +knows to a certainty just how much she can spend, how well she can +dress, how far her earnings will go. If there is a dress, a book, a bit +of music, a bunch of flowers, or a bit of furniture that she wants, she +can get it, and there is no need of asking anyone's advice, or gently +hinting to John that Mrs. So and So has a lovely new hat, and there is +one ever so much prettier and cheaper down at Thus <span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span>& Co.'s. To an +independent spirit there is a certain sense of humiliation and wounded +pride in asking for money, be it five cents or five hundred dollars. The +working woman knows no such pang; she has but to question her account +and all is over. In the summer she takes her savings of the winter, +packs her trunk and takes a trip more or less extensive, and there is +none to say her nay,—nothing to bother her save the accumulation of her +own baggage. There is an independent, happy, free-and-easy swing about +the motion of her life. Her mind is constantly being broadened by +contact with the world in its working clothes; in her leisure moments by +the better thoughts of dead and living men which she meets in her +applications to books and periodicals; in her vacations, by her studies +of nature, or it may be other communities than her own. The freedom +which she enjoys she does not trespass upon, for if she did not learn at +school she has acquired since habits of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> strong self-reliance, +self-support, earnest thinking, deep discriminations, and firmly +believes that the most perfect liberty is that state in which humanity +conforms itself to and obeys strictly, without deviation, those laws +which are best fitted for their mutual self-advancement.</p> + +<p>And so your independent working woman of to day comes as near being +ideal in her equable self poise as can be imagined. So why should she +hasten to give this liberty up in exchange for a serfdom, sweet +sometimes, it is true, but which too often becomes galling and +unendurable.</p> + +<p>It is not marriage that I decry, for I don't think any really sane +person would do this, but it is this wholesale marrying of girls in +their teens, this rushing into an unknown plane of life to avoid work. +Avoid work! What housewife dares call a moment her own?</p> + +<p>Marriages might be made in Heaven, but too often they are consummated +right here on earth, based on a desire to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> possess the physical +attractions of the woman by the man, pretty much as a child desires a +toy, and an innate love of man, a wild desire not to be ridiculed by the +foolish as an "old maid," and a certain delicate shrinking from the work +of the world—laziness is a good name for it—by the woman. The +attraction of mind to mind, the ability of one to compliment the lights +and shadows in the other, the capacity of either to fulfil the duties of +wife or husband—these do not enter into the contract. That is why we +have divorce courts.</p> + +<p>And so our independent woman in every year of her full, rich, +well-rounded life, gaining fresh knowledge and experience, learning +humanity, and particularly that portion of it which is the other gender, +so well as to avoid clay-footed idols, and finally when she does consent +to bear the yoke upon her shoulders, does so with perhaps less romance +and glamor than her younger scoffing sisters, but with an assurance of +solid and more last<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span>ing happiness. Why should she have hastened this; +was aught lost by the delay?</p> + +<p>"They say" that men don't admire this type of woman, that they prefer +the soft, dainty, winning, mindless creature who cuddles into men's +arms, agrees to everything they say, and looks upon them as a race of +gods turned loose upon this earth for the edification of womankind. +Well, may be so, but there is one thing positive, they certainly respect +the independent one, and admire her, too, even if it is at a distance, +and that in itself is something. As to the other part, no matter how +sensible a woman is on other questions, when she falls in love she is +fool enough to believe her adored one a veritable Solomon. Cuddling? +Well, she may preside over conventions, brandish her umbrella at board +meetings, tramp the streets soliciting subscriptions, wield the blue +pencil in an editorial sanctum, hammer a type-writer, smear her nose +with ink from a galley full of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> pied type, lead infant ideas through the +tortuous mazes of c-a-t and r-a-t, plead at the bar, or wield the +scalpel in a dissecting room, yet when the right moment comes, she will +sink as gracefully into his manly embrace, throw her arms as lovingly +around his neck, and cuddle as warmly and sweetly to his bosom as her +little sister who has done nothing else but think, dream, and practice +for that hour. It comes natural, you see.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="TEN_MINUTES_MUSING" id="TEN_MINUTES_MUSING"></a>TEN MINUTES' MUSING.</h2> + + +<p>There was a terrible noise in the school-yard at intermission; peeping +out the windows the boys could be seen huddled in an immense bunch, in +the middle of the yard. It looked like a fight, a mob, a +knock-down,—anything, so we rushed out to the door hastily, fearfully, +ready to scold, punish, console, frown, bind up broken heads or drag +wounded forms from the melee as the case might be. Nearly every boy in +the school was in that seething, swarming mass, and those who weren't +were standing around on the edges, screaming and throwing up their hats +in hilarious excitement. It was a mob, a fearful mob, but a mob +apparently with a vigorous and well-<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span>defined purpose. It was a mob that +screamed and howled, and kicked, and yelled, and shouted, and perspired, +and squirmed, and wriggled, and pushed, and threatened, and poured +itself all seemingly upon some central object. It was a mob that had an +aim, that was determined to accomplish that aim, even though the whole +azure expanse of sky fell upon them. It was a mob with set muscles, +straining like whip-cords, eyes on that central object and with heads +inward and sturdy legs outward, like prairie horses reversed in a +battle. The cheerers and hat throwers on the outside were mirthful, but +the mob was not; it howled, but howled without any cachinnation; it +struggled for mastery. Some fell and were trampled over, some weaker +ones were even tossed in the air, but the mob never deigned to trouble +itself about such trivialities. It was an interesting, nervous whole, +with divers parts of separate vitality.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span></p> + +<p>In alarm I looked about for the principal. He was standing at a safe +distance with his hands in his pockets watching the seething mass with a +broad smile. At sight of my perplexed expression some one was about to +venture an explanation, when there was a wild yell, a sudden vehement +disintegration of the mass, a mighty rush and clutch at a dark object +bobbing in the air—and the mist cleared from my intellect—as I +realized it all—football.</p> + +<p>Did you ever stop to see the analogy between a game of football and the +interesting little game called life which we play every day? There is +one, far-fetched as it may seem, though, for that matter, life's game, +being one of desperate chances and strategic moves, is analogous to +anything.</p> + +<p>But, if we could get out of ourselves and soar above the world, far +enough to view the mass beneath in its daily struggles, and near enough +the hearts of the people to feel the throbs beneath<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span> their boldly +carried exteriors, the whole would seem naught but such a maddening rush +and senseless-looking crushing. "We are but children of a larger growth" +after all, and our ceaseless pursuing after the baubles of this earth +are but the struggles for precedence in the business play-ground.</p> + +<p>The football is money. See how the mass rushes after it! Everyone so +intent upon his pursuit until all else dwindles into a ridiculous +nonentity. The weaker ones go down in the mad pursuit, and are +unmercifully trampled upon, but no matter, what is the difference if the +foremost win the coveted prize and carry it off. See the big boy in +front, he with iron grip, and determined, compressed lips? That boy is a +type of the big, merciless man, the Gradgrind of the latter century. His +face is set towards the ball, and even though he may crush a dozen small +boys, he'll make his way through the mob and come out triumphant. And +he'll be the victor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span> longer than anyone else, in spite of the envy and +fighting and pushing about him.</p> + +<p>To an observer, alike unintelligent about the rules of a football game, +and the conditions which govern the barter and exchange and fluctuations +of the world's money market, there is as much difference between the +sight of a mass of boys on a play-ground losing their equilibrium over a +spheroid of rubber and a mass of men losing their coolness and temper +and mental and nervous balance on change as there is between a pine +sapling and a mighty forest king—merely a difference of age. The +mighty, seething, intensely concentrated mass in its emphatic tendency +to one point is the same, in the utter disregard of mental and physical +welfare. The momentary triumphs of transitory possessions impress a +casual looker-on with the same fearful idea—that the human race, after +all, is savage to the core, and cultivates its savagery in an inflated +happiness at<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> own nearness to perfection.</p> + +<p>But the bell clangs sharply, the overheated, nervous, tingling boys +fall into line, and the sudden transition from massing disorder to +military precision cuts short the ten minutes' musing.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="A_PLAINT" id="A_PLAINT"></a>A PLAINT.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Dear God, 'tis hard, so awful hard to lose</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The one we love, and see him go afar,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">With scarce one thought of aching hearts behind,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nor wistful eyes, nor outstretched yearning hands.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Chide not, dear God, if surging thoughts arise.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And bitter questionings of love and fate,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But rather give my weary heart thy rest,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And turn the sad, dark memories into sweet.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Dear God, I fain my loved one were anear,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But since thou will'st that happy thence he'll be,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I send him forth, and back I'll choke the grief</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rebellious rises in my lonely heart.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I pray thee, God, my loved one joy to bring;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I dare not hope that joy will be with me,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But ah, dear God, one boon I crave of thee,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That he shall ne'er forget his hours with me.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IN_UNCONSCIOUSNESS" id="IN_UNCONSCIOUSNESS"></a>IN UNCONSCIOUSNESS.</h2> + + +<p>There was a big booming in my ears, great heavy iron bells that swung +to-and-fro on either side, and sent out deafening reverberations that +steeped the senses in a musical melody of sonorous sound; to-and-fro, +backward and forward, yet ever receding in a gradually widening circle, +monotonous, mournful, weird, suffusing the soul with an unutterable +sadness, as images of wailing processions, of weeping, empty-armed +women, and widowed maidens flashed through the mind, and settled on the +soul with a crushing, o'er-pressing weight of sorrow.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Now I lay floating, arms outstretched, on an illimitable waste of calm +tranquil waters. Far away as eye could reach, there was naught but the +pale, white-flecked, green waters of this ocean of eternity, and above +the tender blue sky arched down in perfect love of its mis<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span>tress, +the ocean. Sky and sea, sea and sky, blue, calm, infinite, perfect sea, +heaving its womanly bosom to the passionate kisses of its ardent +sun-lover. Away into infinity stretched this perfectibility of love; +into eternity, I was drifting, alone, silent, yet burdened still with +the remembrance of the sadness of the bells.</p> + +<p>Far away, they tolled out the incessant dirge, grown resignedly sweet +now; so intense in its infinite peace, that a calm of love, beyond all +human understanding and above all earthly passions, sank deep into my +soul, and so permeated my whole being with rest and peace, that my lips +smiled and my eyes drooped in access of fulsome joy. Into the +illimitable space of infinity we drifted, my soul and I, borne along +only by the network of auburn hair that floated about me in the green +waters.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>But now, a rude grasp from somewhere is laid upon me, pressing upon<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> my +face. Instantly the air grows gloomy, gray, and the ocean rocks +menacingly, while the great bells grow harsh and strident, as they hint +of a dark fate. I clasp my hands appealingly to the heavens; I moan and +struggle with the unknown grasp; then there is peace and the sweet +content of the infinite Nirvana.</p> + +<p>Then slowly, softly, the net of auburn hair begins to drag me down below +the surface of the sea. Oh! the skies are so sweet, and now that the +tender stars are looking upon us, how fair to stay and sway upon the +breast of eternity! But the net is inexorable, and gently, slowly pulls +me down. Now we sink straight, now we whirl in slow, eddying circles, +spiral-like; while at each turn those bells ring out clanging now in +wild crescendo, then whispering dread secrets of the ocean's depths. Oh, +ye mighty bells, tell me from your learned lore of the hopes of mankind! +Tell me what fruit he beareth from his strivings and yearnings; know not +ye? Why ring ye now<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span> so joyful, so hopeful; then toll your dismal +prophecies of o'er-cast skies?</p> + +<p>Years have passed, and now centuries, too, are swallowed in the gulf of +eternity, yet the auburn net still whirls me in eddying circles, down, +down to the very womb of time; to the innermost recesses of the mighty +ocean.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>And now, peace, perfect, unconditioned, sublime peace, and rest, and +silence. For to the great depths of the mighty ocean the solemn bells +cannot penetrate, and no sound, not even the beatings of one's own +heart, is heard. In the heart of eternity there can be nothing to break +the calm of frozen æons. In the great white hall I lay, silent, +unexpectant, calm, and smiled in perfect content at the web of auburn +hair which trailed across my couch. No passionate longing for life or +love, no doubting question of heaven or hell, no strife for carnal +needs,—only rest, content, peace—happiness, perfect, whole, complete, +sublime.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_40" id="Page_40">[Pg 40]</a></span></p> + +<p>And thus passed ages and ages, æons and æons. The great earth there in +the dim distance above the ocean has toiled wearily about the sun, until +its mechanism was failing, and the warm ardor of the lover's eye was +becoming pale and cold from age, while the air all about the fast +dwindling sphere was heavy and thick with the sorrows and heartaches and +woes of the humans upon its face. Heavy with the screams and roar of +war; with the curses of the deceived of traitors; with the passionate +sighs of unlawful love; with the crushing unrest of blighted hopes. +Knowledge and contempt of all these things permeated even to the inmost +depths of time, as I lay in the halls of rest and smiled at the web +floating through my white fingers.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>But hark! discord begins. There is a vague fear which springs from an +unknown source and drifts into the depths of rest; fear, indefinable, +unaccountable,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span> unknowable, shuddering. Pain begins, for the heart +springs into life, and fills the silence with the terror of its +beatings, thick, knifing, frightful in its intense longing. Power of +mind over soul, power of calm over fear avail nothing; suspense and +misery, locked arm in arm, pervade æonic stillness, till all things else +become subordinate, unnoticed.</p> + +<p>Centuries drift away, and the giddy, old reprobate—earth, dying a +hideous, ghastly death, with but one solitary human to shudder in unison +with its last throes, to bask in the last pale rays of a cold sun, to +inhale the last breath of a metallic atmosphere; totters, reels, falls +into space, and is no more. Peal out, ye brazen bells, peal out the +requiem of the sinner! Roll your mournful tones into the ears of the +saddened angels, weeping with wing-covered eyes! Toll the requiem of the +sinner, sinking swiftly, sobbingly into the depths of time's ocean. +Down, down, until the great groans which arose from the domes and Ionic +roofs<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> about me told that the sad old earth sought rest in eternity, +while the universe shrugged its shoulders over the loss of another star.</p> + +<p>And now, the great invisible fear became apparent, tangible, for all the +sins, the woes, the miseries, the dreads, the dismal achings and +throbbings, the dreariness and gloom of the lost star came together and +like a huge geni took form and hideous shape—octopus-like—which slowly +approached me, erstwhile happy—and hovered about my couch in fearful +menace.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Oh, shining web of hair, burst loose your bonds and bid me move! Oh, +time, cease not your calculations, but speed me on to deliverance! Oh, +silence, vast, immense, infuse into your soul some sound other than the +heavy throbbing of this fast disintegrating heart! Oh, pitiless stone +arches, let fall your crushing weight upon this Stygian monster!<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span></p> + +<p>I pray to time, to eternity, to the frozen æons of the past. Useless. I +am seized, forced to open my cold lips; there is agony,—supreme, mortal +agony of nerve tension, and wrenching of vitality. I struggle, scream, +and clutching the monster with superhuman strength, fling him aside, and +rise, bleeding, screaming—but triumphant, and keenly mortal in every +vein, alive and throbbing with consciousness and pain.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>No, it was not opium, nor night-mare, but chloroform, a dentist, three +obstinate molars, a pair of forceps, and a lively set of nerves.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_44" id="Page_44">[Pg 44]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="TITEE" id="TITEE"></a>TITEE.</h2> + + +<p>It was cold that day; the great sharp north wind swept out Elysian +Fields Street in blasts that made men shiver, and bent everything in its +track. The skies hung lowering and gloomy; the usually quiet street was +more than deserted, it was dismal.</p> + +<p>Titee leaned against one of the brown freight cars for protection +against the shrill norther, and warmed his little chapped hands at a +blaze of chips and dry grass. "May be it'll snow," he muttered, casting +a glance at the sky that would have done credit to a practised seaman. +"Then <i>won't</i> I have fun! Ugh, but the wind blows!"</p> + +<p>It was Saturday, or Titee would have been in school—the big yellow +school on Marigny Street, where he went every day when its bell boomed +nine o'clock. Went with a run and a joyous whoop,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span>—presumably to +imbibe knowledge, ostensibly to make his teacher's life a burden.</p> + +<p>Idle, lazy, dirty, troublesome boy, she called him, to herself, as day +by day wore on, and Titee improved not, but let his whole class pass him +on its way to a higher grade. A practical joke he relished infinitely +more than a practical problem, and a good game at pinsticking was far +more entertaining than a language lesson. Moreover, he was always +hungry, and <i>would</i> eat in school before the half-past ten intermission, +thereby losing much good play-time for his voracious appetite.</p> + +<p>But there was nothing in natural history that Titee didn't know. He +could dissect a butterfly or a mosquito-hawk and describe their parts as +accurately as a spectacled student with a scalpel and microscope could +talk about a cadaver. The entire Third District, with its swamps and +canals and commons and railroad sections, and its wondrous,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> crooked, +tortuous streets was as an open book to Titee. There was not a nook or +corner that he did not know or could tell of. There was not a bit of +gossip among the gamins, little Creole and Spanish fellows, with dark +skins and lovely eyes like Spaniels, that Titee could not tell of. He +knew just exactly when it was time for crawfish to be plentiful down in +the Claiborne and Marigny canals; just when a poor, breadless fellow +might get a job in the big bone-yard and fertilizing factory out on the +railroad track; and as for the levee, with its ships and schooners and +sailors—Oh, how he could revel among them! The wondrous ships, the +pretty little schooners, where the foreign-looking sailors lay on long +moon-lit nights, singing gay bar carols to the tinkle of a guitar and +mandolin. All these things, and more, could Titee tell of. He had been +down to the Gulf, and out on its treacherous waters through Eads Jetties +on a fishing smack, with some jolly,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> brown sailors, and could interest +the whole school-room in the "talk lessons," if he chose.</p> + +<p>Titee shivered as the wind swept round the freight cars. There isn't +much warmth in a bit of a jersey coat.</p> + +<p>"Wish 'twas summer," he murmured, casting another sailor's glance at the +sky. "Don't believe I like snow, it's too wet and cold." And, with a +last parting caress at the little fire he had builded for a minute's +warmth, he plunged his hands in his pockets, shut his teeth, and started +manfully on his mission out the railroad track towards the swamps.</p> + +<p>It was late when Titee came home, to such a home as it was, and he had +but illy performed his errand, so his mother beat him, and sent him to +bed supperless. A sharp strap stings in cold weather, and long walks in +the teeth of a biting wind creates a keen appetite. But if Titee cried +himself to sleep that night, he was up bright and early next morning, +and had been to early mass,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> devoutly kneeling on the cold floor, +blowing his fingers to keep them warm, and was home almost before the +rest of the family was awake.</p> + +<p>There was evidently some great matter of business in this young man's +mind, for he scarcely ate his breakfast, and had left the table, eagerly +cramming the remainder of his meal in his pockets.</p> + +<p>"I wonder what he's up to now?" mused his mother as she watched his +little form sturdily trudging the track in the face of the wind, his +head, with the rimless cap thrust close on the shock of black hair, bent +low, his hands thrust deep in the bulging pockets.</p> + +<p>"A new snake, perhaps," ventured the father; "he's a queer child."</p> + +<p>But the next day Titee was late for school. It was something unusual, +for he was always the first on hand to fix some plan of mechanism to +make the teacher miserable. She looked reprovingly at him this morning, +when he came in during the arithmetic class, his hair<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> all wind-blown, +cheeks rosy from a hard fight with the sharp blasts. But he made up for +his tardiness by his extreme goodness all day; just think, Titee didn't +even eat in school. A something unparalleled in the entire history of +his school-life.</p> + +<p>When the lunch-hour came, and all the yard was a scene of feast and fun, +one of the boys found him standing by one of the posts, disconsolately +watching a ham sandwich as it rapidly disappeared down the throat of a +sturdy, square-headed little fellow.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Edgar," he said, "What yer got fer lunch?"</p> + +<p>"Nothin'," was the mournful reply.</p> + +<p>"Ah, why don't yer stop eatin' in school fer a change? Yer don't ever +have nothin' to eat."</p> + +<p>"I didn't eat to-day," said Titee, blazing up.</p> + +<p>"Yer did!"</p> + +<p>"I tell you I didn't!" and Titee's hard little fist planted a +punctuation mark on his comrade's eye.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span></p> + +<p>A fight in the school-yard! Poor Titee in disgrace again. But in spite +of his battered appearance, a severe scolding from the principal, lines +to write, and a further punishment from his mother, Titee scarcely +remained for his dinner, but was off, down the railroad track, with his +pockets partly stuffed with the remnants of his scanty meal.</p> + +<p>And the next day Titee was tardy again, and lunchless, too, and the +next, and the next, until the teacher in despair sent a nicely printed +note to his mother about him, which might have done some good, had not +Titee taken great pains to tear it up on his way home.</p> + +<p>But one day it rained, whole bucketfuls of water, that poured in +torrents from a miserable angry sky. Too wet a day for bits of boys to +be trudging to school, so Titee's mother thought, so kept him home to +watch the weather through the window, fretting and fuming, like a +regular storm-cloud in miniature. As the day wore on, and the storm did<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> +not abate, his mother had to keep a strong watch upon him, or he would +have slipped away.</p> + +<p>At last dinner came and went, and the gray soddenness of the skies +deepened into the blackness of coming night. Someone called Titee to go +to bed—and Titee was nowhere to be found.</p> + +<p>Under the beds, in corners and closets, through the yard, and in such +impossible places as the soap-dish and the water-pitcher even; but he +had gone as completely as if he had been spirited away. It was of no use +to call up the neighbors; he had never been near their houses, they +affirmed, so there was nothing to do but to go to the railroad track, +where little Titee had been seen so often trudging in the shrill north +wind.</p> + +<p>So with lantern and sticks, and his little yellow dog, the rescuing +party started out the track. The rain had ceased falling, but the wind +blew a tremendous gale, scurrying great, gray clouds over a fierce sky. +It was not ex<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span>actly dark, though in this part of the city, there was +neither gas nor electricity, and surely on such a night as this, neither +moon nor stars dared show their faces in such a grayness of sky; but a +sort of all-diffused luminosity was in the air, as though the sea of +atmosphere was charged with an ethereal phosphorescence.</p> + +<p>Search as they would, there were no signs of poor little Titee. The soft +earth between the railroad ties crumbled beneath their feet without +showing any small tracks or foot-prints.</p> + +<p>"Let us return," said the big brother, "he can't be here anyway."</p> + +<p>"No, no," urged the mother, "I feel that he is; let's go on."</p> + +<p>So on they went, slipping on the wet earth, stumbling over the loose +rocks, until a sudden wild yelp from Tiger brought them to a standstill. +He had rushed ahead of them, and his voice could be heard in the +distance, howling piteously.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span></p> + +<p>With a fresh impetus the little muddy party hurried forward. Tiger's +yelps could be heard plainer and plainer, mingled now with a muffled +wail, as of some one in pain.</p> + +<p>And then, after awhile they found a pitiful little heap of wet and +sodden rags, lying at the foot of a mound of earth and stones thrown +upon the side of the track. It was little Titee with a broken leg, all +wet and miserable, and moaning.</p> + +<p>They picked him up tenderly, and started to carry him home. But he cried +and clung to his mother, and begged not to go.</p> + +<p>"He's got fever," wailed his mother.</p> + +<p>"No, no, it's my old man. He's hungry, sobbed Titee, holding out a +little package. It was the remnants of his dinner, wet and rain washed.</p> + +<p>"What old man?" asked the big brother.</p> + +<p>"My old man, oh, please, please don't go home until I see him, I'm not +hurting much, I can go."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span></p> + +<p>So yielding to his whim, they carried him further away, down the sides +of the track up to an embankment or levee by the sides of the Marigny +canal. Then Titee's brother, suddenly stopping, exclaimed:</p> + +<p>"Why, here's a cave, a regular Robinson Cruso affair."</p> + +<p>"It's my old man's cave," cried Titee; "oh, please go in, maybe he's +dead."</p> + +<p>There can't be much ceremony in entering a cave, there is but one thing +to do, walk in. This they did, and holding high the lantern, beheld a +strange sight. On a bed of straw and paper in one corner lay a withered, +wizened, white-bearded old man, with wide eyes staring at the +unaccustomed sight. In the corner lay a cow.</p> + +<p>"It's my old man!" cried Titee, joyfully. "Oh, please, grandpa, I +couldn't get here to-day, it rained all morning, and when I ran away +this evening, I slipped down and broke something, and oh, grandpa, I'm +so tired and hurty, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> I'm so afraid you're hungry."</p> + +<p>So the secret of Titee's jaunts out the railroad was out. In one of his +trips around the swamp-land, he had discovered the old man dying from +cold and hunger in the fields. Together they had found this cave, and +Titee had gathered the straw and brush that scattered itself over the +ground and made the bed. A poor old cow turned adrift by an ungrateful +master, had crept in and shared the damp dwelling. And thither Titee had +trudged twice a day, carrying his luncheon in the morning, and his +dinner in the evening, the sole support of a half-dead cripple.</p> + +<p>"There's a crown in Heaven for that child," said the officer to whom the +case was referred.</p> + +<p>And so there was, for we scattered winter roses on his little grave down +in old St. Rocque's cemetery. The cold and rain, and the broken leg had +told their tale.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="ANARCHY_ALLEY" id="ANARCHY_ALLEY"></a>ANARCHY ALLEY.</h2> + + +<p>To the casual observer, the quaint, narrow, little alley that lies in +the heart of the city is no more than any other of the numerous +divisions of streets in which New Orleans delights. But to the idle +wanderer, or he whose mission down its four squares of much trodden +stones, is an aimless one,—whose eyes unforced to bend to the ground in +thought of sordid ways and means, can peer at will into its quaint +corners. Exchange Alley presents all the phases of a Latinized portion +of America, a bit of Europe, perhaps, the restless, chafing, anarchistic +Europe of to-day, in the midst of the quieter democratic institution of +our republic.</p> + +<p>It is Bohemia, pure and simple, Bohemia, in all its stages, from the +beer saloon and the cheap book-store, to the cheaper cook shop and +uncertain lodging house. There the great American in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span>stitution, the +wondrous monarch whom the country supports—the tramp—basks in superior +comfort and contented, unmolested indolence. Idleness and labor, poverty +and opulence, the honest, law-abiding workingman, and the reckless, +restless anarchist, jostle side by side, and brush each other's elbows +in terms of equality as they do nowhere else.</p> + +<p>On the busiest thoroughfares in the city, just in the busiest part, +between two of the most crowded and conservative of cross-streets, lies +this alley of Latinism. One might almost pass it hurriedly, avoiding the +crowds that cluster at this section of the streets, but upon turning +into a narrow section, stone-paved, the place is entered, appearing to +end one square distant, seeming to bar itself from the larger buildings +by an aimless sort of iron affair, part railing, part posts. There is a +conservative book-store at the entrance on one side, and an even more +harmless clothing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> store on the other; then comes a saloon with many +blind doors, behind which are vistas of tables, crowded and crowded with +men drinking beer out of "globes," large, round, moony, common affairs. +There is a dingy, pension-claim office, with cripples and +sorrowful-looking women in black, sitting about on rickety chairs. +Somehow, there is always an impression with me that the mourning dress +and mournful looks are put on to impress the dispenser and adjuster. It +is wicked, but what can one do if impressions come?</p> + +<p>There are more little cuddies of places, dye-shops, tailors, and +nondescript corners that seem to have no possible mission on earth and +are sadly conscious of their aimlessness. Then the railing is reached, +and the alley instead of ending has merely given itself an angular twist +to the right, and extends three squares further, to a great, pale green +dome, and stately entrance.</p> + +<p>The calmly-thinking, quietly-laboring, cool and conservative world is +for the nonce left behind. With the first step<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span>ping across Customhouse +street, the place widens architecturally, and the atmosphere, too, seems +impregnated with a sort of mental freedom, conducive to dangerous +theorizing and broody reflections on the inequality of the classes. The +sun shines in a strip in the centre, yellow and elusive, like gold; +someone is rattling a gay galop on a piano somewhere; there is a sound +of mens' voices in a heated discussion, a long whiff of pipe-smoke +trails through the sunlight from the bar-room; the clink of glasses, the +chink of silver, and the high treble of a woman's voice scolding a +refractory child, mingle in incongruous melody.</p> + +<p>Two-story houses all along; the first floor divided into cuddies, here a +paper store, displaying ten-cent novels of detective stories with +impossible cuts, illustrating impossible situations of the plot; +dye-shops, jewelers, tailors, tin-smiths, cook-shops, intelligence +offices—many of these, and some newspaper offices. On the second floor, +balconies, dingy, iron-railed, with sickly box-plants, and decrepit +garments airing and being turned and tended by dishevelled, slip-shod +women. Lodging-houses these,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> some of them, but one is forced to wonder +why do the tenants sun their clothes so often? The lines stretched from +posts to posts seem always filled with airing garments. Is it economy? +And do the owners of the faded vests and patched coats hide in dusky +corners while their only garments are receiving the benefit of Old Sol's +cleansing rays? And are the women with the indiscriminate tresses, near +relatives, or only the landladies? It would be something worth knowing +if one could.</p> + +<p>Plenty of saloons—great, gorgeous, gaudy places, with pianos and +swift-footed waiters, tables and cards, and men, men, men. The famous +Three Brothers' Saloon occupies a position about midway the alley, and +at its doors, the acme, the culminating point, the superlative degree of +unquietude and discontent is reached. It is the headquarters of nearly +all the great labor organizations in the city. Behind its doors, +swinging as easily between the street and the liquor-fumed halls as the +soul swings between right and wrong, the disturbed minds of the +working-men become clouded, heated, and wrothily<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> ready for deeds of +violence.</p> + +<p>Outside on the pavements with hundreds of like-excited men, with angry +discussions and bitter recitals of complaints, the seeds of discord sown +some time since, perhaps, sprout afresh, blossom and bear fruits. Is +there a strike? Then special minions of the law are detailed to this +place, for violence and hatred of employers, insurrection and socialism +find here ready followers. Impromptu mass meetings are common, and +law-breaking schemes find their cradle beneath its glittering lights. It +is always thronged within and without, a veritable nursery of riot and +disorder.</p> + +<p>And oh, Bohemia, pipes, indolence and beer! The atmosphere is +impregnated with it, the dust sifts it into your clothes and hair, the +sunlight filters it through your brain, the stray snatches of music now +and then beat it rhythmically into your mind. There are some who work, +yes, and a few places outside of the saloons that seem to be animated +with a business motive. There are even some who push their way briskly +through the aimless bodies of men,—but then there must be an +occa<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span>sional anomaly to break the monotony, if nothing more.</p> + +<p>It is so unlike the ordinary world, this bit of Bohemia, that one feels +a personal grievance when the marble entrance and great, green dome +become positive, solid, architectural facts, standing in all the grim +solemnity of the main entrance of the Hotel Royal on St. Louis Street, +ending, with a sudden return to aristocracy, this stamping ground for +anarchy.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IMPRESSIONS" id="IMPRESSIONS"></a>IMPRESSIONS.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;"><b>THOUGHT.</b></span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">A swift, successive chain of things,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">That flash, kaleidoscope-like, now in, now out,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Now straight, now eddying in wild rings,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">No order, neither law, compels their moves,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">But endless, constant, always swiftly roves.</span><br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;"><b>HOPE.</b></span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wild seas of tossing, writhing waves,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A wreck half-sinking in the tortuous gloom;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">One man clings desperately, while Boreas raves,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And helps to blot the rays of moon and star,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Then comes a sudden flash of light, which gleams on shores afar.</span><br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;"><b>LOVE.</b></span><br /> +<br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">A bed of roses, pleasing to the eye,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Flowers of heaven, passionate and pure,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Upon this bed the youthful often lie,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And pressing hard upon its sweet delight,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The cruel thorns pierce soul and heart, and cause a woeful blight.</span><br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;"><b>DEATH.</b></span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A traveller who has always heard</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">That on this journey he some day must go,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Yet shudders now, when at the fatal word</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">He starts upon the lonesome, dreary way.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The past, a page of joy and woe,—the future, none can say.</span><br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 3em;"><b>FAITH.</b></span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Blind clinging to a stern, stone cross,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Or it may be of frailer make;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Eyes shut, ears closed to earth's drear dross,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Immovable, serene, the world away</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">From thoughts—the mind uncaring for another day.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="SALAMMBO" id="SALAMMBO"></a>SALAMMBO.</h2> + +<h3>BY GUSTAVE FLANBERT.</h3> + + +<p>Like unto the barbaric splendor, the clashing of arms, the flashing of +jewels, so is this book, full of brightness that dazzles, yet does not +weary, of rich mosaic beauty of sensuous softness. Yet, with it all, +there is a singular lack of elevation of thought and expression; +everything tends to degrade, to drag the mind to a worse than earthly +level. The crudity of the warriors, the minute description of the +battles, the leper, Hann; even the sensual love-scene of Salammbo and +Matho, and the rites of Taint and Moloch. Possibly this is due to the +peculiar shortness and crispness of the sentences, and the painstaking +attention to details. Nothing is left for the imagination to complete. +The slightest turn of the hand, the smallest bit of tapestry and +armor,—all, all is described until<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span> one's brain becomes weary with the +scintillating flash of minutia. Such careful attention wearies and +disappoints, and sometimes, instead of photographing the scenes +indelibly upon the mental vision, there ensues only a confused mass of +armor and soldiers, plains and horses.</p> + +<p>But the description of action and movement are incomparable, resembling +somewhat, in the rush and flow of words, the style of Victor Hugo; the +breathless rush and fire, the restrained passion and fury of a +master-hand.</p> + +<p>Throughout the whole book this peculiarity is noticeable—there are no +dissertations, no pauses for the author to express his opinions, no +stoppages to reflect,—we are rushed onward with almost breathless +haste, and many times are fain to pause and re-read a sentence, a +paragraph, sometimes a whole page. Like the unceasing motion of a column +of artillery in battle, like the roar and fury of the Carthaginian's +elephant, so<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> is the torrent of Flanbert's eloquence—majestic, grand, +intense, with nobility, sensuous, but never sublime, never elevating, +never delicate.</p> + +<p>As an historian, Flanbert would have ranked high—at least in +impartiality. Not once in the whole volume does he allow his prejudices, +his opinions, his sentiments to crop out. We lose complete sight of the +author in his work. With marvellous fidelity he explains the movements, +the vices and the virtues of each party, and with Shakespearean tact, he +conceals his identity, so that we are troubled with none of that Byronic +vice of 'dipping one's pen into one's self.'</p> + +<p>Still, for all the historian's impartiality, he is just a trifle +incorrect, here and there—the ancients mention no aqueduct in or near +Carthage. Hann was not crucified outside of Tunis. The incident of the +Carthaginian women cutting off their tresses to furnish strings for bows +and catapults is generally conceded to have occurred during the latter<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span> +portion of the third Punic War. And still another difficulty presents +itself—Salammbo was supposed to have been the only daughter of +Hamilcar; according to Flanbert she dies unmarried, or rather on her +wedding day, and yet historians tell us that after the death of the +elder Barca, Hannibal was brought up and watched over by Hamilcar's +son-in-law, Hasdrubal. Can it be possible that the crafty Numidian King, +Nari Havas, is the intrepid, fearless and whole-souled Hasdrubal? Or is +it only another deviation from the beaten track of history? In a +historical novel, however, and one so evidently arranged for dramatic +effects, such lapses from the truth only heighten the interest and +kindle the imagination to a brighter flame.</p> + +<p>The school of realism of which Zola, Tolstoi, De Maupassant, and others +of that ilk are followers, claims its descent from the author of +Salammbo. Perhaps their claim is well-founded, perhaps not; we are +inclined to believe that it is, for<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span> every page in this novel is crowded +with details, often disgusting, which are generally left out in ordinary +works. The hideous deformity, the rottenness and repulsiveness of the +leper Hann is brought out in such vivid detail that we sicken and fain +would turn aside in disgust. But go where one will, the ghastly, +quivering, wretched picture is always before us in all its filth and +splendid misery. The reeking horrors of the battle-fields, the +disgusting details of the army imprisoned in the defile of the +battle-axe, the grimness of the sacrifices to the blood-thirsty god, +Moloch, the wretchedness of Hamilcar's slaves are presented with every +ghastly detail, with every degrading trick of expression. Picture after +picture of misery and foulness arises and pursues us as the grim witches +pursued the hapless Tam O'Shanter, clutching us in ghastly arms, +clinging to us with grim and ghoulish tenacity.</p> + +<p>Viewing the character through the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> genteel crystal of nineteenth century +civilization, they are all barbarous, unnatural, intensified; but +considering the age in which they lived—the tendencies of that age, the +gods they worshipped, the practices in which they indulged,—they are +all true to life, perfect in the depiction of their natures. Spendius is +a true Greek, crafty, lying, deceitful, ungrateful. Hamilcar needs no +novelist to crystallize his character in words, he always remains the +same Hamilcar of history, so it is with Hann; but to Flanbert alone are +we indebted for the hideous realism of his external aspect. Matho is a +dusky son of Libya,—fierce, passionate, resentful, unbridled in his +speech and action, swept by the hot breath of furious love as his native +sands are swept by the burning simoon. Salammbo, cold and strange +delving deep in the mysticism of the Carthaginian gods, living apart +from human passions in her intense love for the goddess, Tanit; +Salammbo, in the earnest excess of her<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> religious fervor, eagerly +accepting the mission given her by the puzzled Saracharabim; Salammbo, +twining the gloomy folds of the python about her perfumed limbs; +Salammbo, resisting, then yielding to the fierce love of Matho; +Salammbo, dying when her erstwhile lover expires; Salammbo, in all her +many phases reminds us of some early Christian martyr or saint, though +the sweet spirit of the Great Teacher is hidden in the punctual devotion +to the mysterious rites of Tanit. She is an inexplicable mixture of the +tropical exotic and the frigid snow-flower,—a rich and rare growth that +attracts and repulses, that interests and absorbs, that we +admire—without loving, detest—without hating.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="LEGEND_OF_THE_NEWSPAPER" id="LEGEND_OF_THE_NEWSPAPER"></a>LEGEND OF THE NEWSPAPER.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Poets sing and fables tell us,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Or old folk lore whispers low,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of the origin of all things,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of the spring from whence they came,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Kalevala, old and hoary,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Æneid, Iliad, Æsop, too,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">All are filled with strange quaint legends,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">All replete with ancient tales,—</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">How love came, and how old earth,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Freed from chaos, grew for us,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To a green and wondrous spheroid,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To a home for things alive;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">How fierce fire and iron cold,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">How the snow and how the frost,—</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">All these things the old rhymes ring,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">All these things the old tales tell.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Yet they ne'er sang of the beginning,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of that great unbreathing angel,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of that soul without a haven,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of that gracious Lady Bountiful,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Yet they ne'er told how it came here;</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ne'er said why we read it daily,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nor did they even let us guess why</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">We were left to tell the tale.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Came one day into the wood-land,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Muckintosh, the great and mighty,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Muckintosh, the famous thinker,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">He whose brain was all his weapons,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">As against his rival's soarings,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">High unto the vaulted heavens,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Low adown the swarded earth,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Rolled he round his gaze all steely,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And his voice like music prayed:</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"Oh, Creator, wondrous Spirit,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Thou who hast for us descended</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In the guise of knowledge mighty,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And our brains with truth o'er-flooded;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In the greatness of thy wisdom,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Knowest not our limitations?</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wondrous thoughts have we, thy servants,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wondrous things we see each day,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Yet we cannot tell our brethren,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Yet we cannot let them know,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of our doings and our happenings,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Should they parted be from us?</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Help us, oh, Thou Wise Creator,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">From the fulness of thy wisdom,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Show us how to spread our knowledge,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And disseminate our actions,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Such as we find worthy, truly."</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Quick the answer came from heaven;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Muckintosh, the famous thinker,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Muckintosh, the great and mighty,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Felt a trembling, felt a quaking,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Saw the earth about him open,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Saw the iron from the mountains</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Form a quaint and queer machine,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Saw the lead from out the lead mines</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Roll into small lettered forms,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Saw the fibres from the flax-plant,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Spread into great sheets of paper,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Saw the ink galls from the green trees</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Crushed upon the leaden forms;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Muckintosh, the famous thinker,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Muckintosh, the great and mighty,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Felt a trembling, felt a quaking,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Saw the earth about him open,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Saw the flame and sulphur smoking,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Came the printer's little devil,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Far from distant lands the printer,</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Man of unions, man of cuss-words,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">From the depths of sooty blackness;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Came the towel of the printer;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Many things that Muckintosh saw,—</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Galleys, type, and leads and rules,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Presses, press-men, quoins and spaces,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Quads and caps and lower cases.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But to Muckintosh bewildered,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">All this passed as in a dream,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Till within his nervous hand,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Hand with joy and fear a-quaking,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Muckintosh, the great and mighty,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Muckintosh, the famous thinker,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Held the first of our newspapers.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="A_CARNIVAL_JANGLE" id="A_CARNIVAL_JANGLE"></a>A CARNIVAL JANGLE.</h2> + + +<p>There is a merry jangle of bells in the air, an all-pervading sense of +jester's noise, and the flaunting vividness of royal colors; the streets +swarm with humanity,—humanity in all shapes, manners, forms,—laughing, +pushing, jostling, crowding, a mass of men and women and children, as +varied and as assorted in their several individual peculiarities as ever +a crowd that gathered in one locality since the days of Babel.</p> + +<p>It is Carnival in New Orleans; a brilliant Tuesday in February, when the +very air effervesces an ozone intensely exhilarating—of a nature half +spring, half winter—to make one long to cut capers. The buildings are a +blazing mass of royal purple and golden yellow, and national flags, +bunting and decorations that laugh in the glint of the Midas sun. The +streets a crush of jesters and maskers, Jim Crows and clowns, ballet<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> +girls and Mephistos, Indians and monkeys; of wild and sudden flashes of +music, of glittering pageants and comic ones, of befeathered and belled +horses. A madding dream of color and melody and fantasy gone wild in an +effervescent bubble of beauty that shifts and changes and passes +kaleidoscope-like before the bewildered eye.</p> + +<p>A bevy of bright-eyed girls and boys of that uncertainty of age that +hovers between childhood and maturity, were moving down Canal Street +when there was a sudden jostle with another crowd meeting them. For a +minute there was a deafening clamor of laughter, cracking of whips, +which all maskers carry, jingle and clatter of carnival bells, and the +masked and unmasked extricated themselves and moved from each other's +paths. But in the confusion a tall Prince of Darkness had whispered to +one of the girls in the unmasked crowd: "You'd better come with us, Flo, +you're wasting time in that tame gang. Slip off, they'll<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> never miss +you; we'll get you a rig, and show you what life is."</p> + +<p>And so it happened that when a half hour passed, and the bright-eyed +bevy missed Flo and couldn't find her, wisely giving up the search at +last, that she, the quietest and most bashful of the lot, was being +initiated into the mysteries of "what life is."</p> + +<p>Down Bourbon Street and on Toulouse and St. Peter Streets there are +quaint little old-world places, where one may be disguised effectually +for a tiny consideration. Thither guided by the shapely Mephisto, and +guarded by the team of jockeys and ballet girls, tripped Flo. Into one +of the lowest-ceiled, dingiest and most ancient-looking of these +disguise shops they stopped.</p> + +<p>"A disguise for this demoiselle," announced Mephisto to the woman who +met them. She was small and wizened and old, with yellow, flabby jaws +and neck like the throat of an alligator, and straight, white hair that +stood from her head uncannily stiff.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span></p> + +<p>"But the demoiselle wishes to appear a boy, <i>un petit garcon</i>?" she +inquired, gazing eagerly at Flo's long, slender frame. Her voice was old +and thin, like the high quavering of an imperfect tuning fork, and her +eyes were sharp as talons in their grasping glance.</p> + +<p>"Mademoiselle does not wish such a costume," gruffly responded Mephisto.</p> + +<p>"<i>Ma foi</i>, there is no other," said the ancient, shrugging her +shoulders. "But one is left now, mademoiselle would make a fine +troubadour."</p> + +<p>"Flo," said Mephisto, "it's a dare-devil scheme, try it; no one will +ever know it but us, and we'll die before we tell. Besides, we must; +it's late, and you couldn't find your crowd."</p> + +<p>And that was why you might have seen a Mephisto and a slender troubadour +of lovely form, with mandolin flung across his shoulder, followed by a +bevy of jockeys and ballet girls, laughing and singing as they swept +down Rampart Street.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span></p> + +<p>When the flash and glare and brilliancy of Canal Street have palled upon +the tired eye, and it is yet too soon to go home, and to such a prosaic +thing as dinner, and one still wishes for novelty, then it is wise to go +in the lower districts. Fantasy and fancy and grotesqueness in the +costuming and behavior of the maskers run wild. Such dances and whoops +and leaps as these hideous Indians and devils do indulge in; such wild +curvetings and great walks. And in the open squares, where whole groups +do congregate, it is wonderfully amusing. Then, too, there is a ball in +every available hall, a delirious ball, where one may dance all day for +ten cents; dance and grow mad for joy, and never know who were your +companions, and be yourself unknown. And in the exhilaration of the day, +one walks miles and miles, and dances and curvets, and the fatigue is +never felt.</p> + +<p>In Washington Square, away down where Royal Street empties its stream<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> +of children and men into the broad channel of Elysian Fields Avenue, +there was a perfect Indian dance. With a little imagination one might +have willed away the vision of the surrounding houses and fancied one's +self again in the forest, where the natives were holding a sacred riot. +The square was filled with spectators, masked and unmasked. It was +amusing to watch these mimic Red-men, they seemed so fierce and earnest.</p> + +<p>Suddenly one chief touched another on the elbow. "See that Mephisto and +troubadour over there?" he whispered huskily.</p> + +<p>"Yes, who are they?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know the devil," responded the other quietly, "but I'd know +that other form anywhere. It's Leon, see? I know those white hands like +a woman's and that restless head. Ha!</p> + +<p>"But there may be a mistake."</p> + +<p>"No. I'd know that one anywhere; I feel it's him. I'll pay him now. Ah, +sweetheart, you've waited long, but you<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> shall feast now!" He was +caressing something long, and lithe, and glittering beneath his blanket.</p> + +<p>In a masked dance it is easy to give a death-blow between the shoulders. +Two crowds meet and laugh and shout and mingle almost inextricably, and +if a shriek of pain should arise, it is not noticed in the din, and when +they part, if one should stagger and fall bleeding to the ground, who +can tell who has given the blow? There is naught but an unknown stiletto +on the ground, the crowd has dispersed, and masks tell no tales anyway. +There is murder, but by whom? for what? <i>Quien sabe?</i></p> + +<p>And that is how it happened on Carnival night, in the last mad moments +of Rex's reign, a broken-hearted woman sat gazing wide-eyed and mute at +a horrible something that lay across the bed. Outside the long sweet +march music of many bands floated in in mockery, and the flash of +rockets and Bengal lights illumined the dead, white face of the girl +troubadour.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="PAUL_TO_VIRGINIA" id="PAUL_TO_VIRGINIA"></a>PAUL TO VIRGINIA.</h2> + +<h3>FIN DE SIECLE.</h3> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I really must confess, my dear,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">I cannot help but love you,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For of all girls I ever knew,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">There's none I place above you;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But then you know it's rather hard,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To dangle aimless at your skirt,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And watch your every movement so,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;"><i>For I am jealous, and you're a flirt</i>.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">There's half a score of fellows round,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">You smile at every one,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And as I think to pride myself for basking in the sun</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of your sweet smiles, you laugh at me,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And treat me like a lump of dirt,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Until I wish that I were dead,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;"><i>For I am jealous, and you're a flirt</i>.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I'm sorry that I've ever known</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Your loveliness entrancing,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Or ever saw your laughing eyes,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">With girlish mischief dancing;</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">'Tis agony supreme and rare</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To see your slender waist a-girt</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">With other fellows' arms, you see,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;"><i>For I am jealous, and you're a flirt</i>.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Now, girlie, if you'll promise me,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To never, never treat me mean,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I'll show you in a little while,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The best sweetheart you've ever seen;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">You do not seem to know or care,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">How often you've my feelings hurt,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">While flying round with other boys,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;"><i>For I am jealous, and you're a flirt</i>.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="THE_MAIDENS_DREAM" id="THE_MAIDENS_DREAM"></a>THE MAIDEN'S DREAM.</h2> + + +<p>The maid had been reading love-poetry, where the world lay bathed in +moon-light, fragrant with dew-wet roses and jasmine, harmonious with the +clear tinkle of mandolin and guitar. Then a lethargy, like unto that +which steeps the senses, and benumbs the faculties of the lotus-eaters, +enveloped her brain, and she lay as one in a trance,—awake, yet +sleeping; conscious, yet unburdened with care.</p> + +<p>And there stole into her consciousness, words, thoughts, not of her own, +yet she read them not, nor heard them spoken; they fell deep into her +heart and soul, softer and more caressing than the over-shadowing wing +of a mother-dove, sweeter and more thrilling than the last high notes of +a violin, and they were these:—</p> + +<p>Love, most potent, most tyrannical, and most gentle of the passions +which<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_86" id="Page_86">[Pg 86]</a></span> sway the human mind, thou art the invisible agency which rules +mens' souls, which governs mens' kingdoms, which controls the universe. +By thy mighty will do the silent, eternal hosts of Heaven sweep in +sublime procession across the unmeasured blue. The perfect harmony of +the spheres is attuned for thee, and by thee; the perfect coloring of +the clouds, than which no mortal pigment can dare equal, are thy +handiwork. Most ancient of the heathen deities, Eros; powerful God of +the Christians, Jehovah, all hail! For a brief possession of thy divine +fire have kingdoms waxed and waned; men in all the bitterness of hatred +fought, bled, died by millions, their grosser selves to be swept into +the bosom of their ancient mother, an immense holocaust to thee. For +thee and thee alone does the world prosper, for thee do men strive to +become better than their fellow-men; for thee, and through thee have +they sunk to such depths of degradation as causes a blush<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_87" id="Page_87">[Pg 87]</a></span> to be painted +upon the faces of those that see. All things are subservient to thee. +All the delicate intricate workings of that marvellous machine, the +human brain; all the passions and desires of the human heart,—ambition, +desire, greed, hatred, envy, jealousy, all others. Thou breedst them +all, O love, thou art all-potent, all-wise, infinite, eternal! Thy power +is felt by mortals in all ages, all climes, all conditions. Behold!</p> + +<p>A picture came into the maiden's eye: a broad and fertile plain, tender +verdure, soft blue sky overhead, with white billowy clouds nearing the +horizon like great airy, snow-capped mountains. The soft warm breeze +from the south whispered faintly through the tall, slender palms and +sent a thrill of joy through the frisky lambkins, who capered by the +sides of their graver dams. And there among the riches of the flock +stood Laban, haughty, stern, yet withal a kindly gleam in the glance +which rested upon the group about him. Hoary the beard<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_88" id="Page_88">[Pg 88]</a></span> that rested upon +his breast, but steady the hand that stretched in blessing. Leah, the +tender-eyed, the slighted, is there; and Rachel, young and beautiful and +blushing beneath the ardent gaze of her handsome lover. "And Jacob loved +Rachel, and said, I will serve thee seven years for Rachel, thy younger +daughter."</p> + +<p>How different the next scene! Heaven's wrath burst loose upon a single +community. Fire, the red-winged demon with brazen throat wide opened, +hangs his brooding wings upon an erstwhile happy city. Hades has climbed +through the crater of Vesuvius, and leaps in fiendish waves along the +land. Few the souls escaping, and God have mercy upon those who stumble +through the blinding darkness, made more torturingly hideous by the +intermittent flashes of lurid light. And yet there come three, whom the +darkness seems not to deter, nor obstacles impede. Only a blind person, +accustomed to con<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span>stant darkness, and familiarized with these streets +could walk that way. Nearer they come, a burst of flames thrown into the +inky firmament by impish hands, reveals Glaucus, supporting the +half-fainting Ione, following Nydia, frail, blind, flower-loving Nydia, +sacrificing life for her unloving beloved.</p> + +<p>And then the burning southern sun shone bright and golden o'er the +silken sails of the Nile serpent's ships; glinted on the armor and +weapons of the famous galley; shone with a warm caressing touch upon her +beauty, as though it loved this queen, as powerful in her sphere as he +in his. It is at Actium, and the fate of nations and generations yet +unborn hang, as the sword of Damocles hung, upon the tiny thread of +destiny. Egypt herself, her splendid barbaric beauty acting like an +inspiration upon the craven followers, leads on, foremost in this fierce +struggle. Then, the tide turns, and overpowered, they fly before +disgrace and defeat. Antony is<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> there, the traitor, dishonored, false to +his country, yet true to his love; Antony, whom ambition could not lure +from her passionate caresses; Antony, murmuring softly,—</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Egypt, thou knowest too well</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">My heart was to thy rudder tied by the strings,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And thou should'st tow me after.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Over my spirit</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Thy full supremacy thou knewest,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And that thy beck might from the bidding of the gods</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Command me.</span><br /> +</p> + +<p>Picture after picture flashed through the maiden's mind. Agnes, the +gentle, sacrificing, burrowing like some frantic animal through the +ruins of Lisbon, saving her lover, Franklin, by teeth and bleeding +hands. Dora, the patient, serving a loveless existence, saving her rival +from starvation and destitution. The stern, dark, exiled Florentine +poet, with that one silver ray in his clouded life—Beatrice.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span></p> + +<p>She heard the piping of an elfish voice, "Mother, why does the minister +keep his hands over his heart?" and the white drawn face of Hester +Prynne, with her scarlet elf-child, passed slowly across her vision. The +wretched misery of deluded Lucius and his mysterious Lamia she saw, and +watched with breathless interest the formation of that "Brotherhood of +the Rose." There was radiant Armorel, from sea-blown, wave-washed +Lyonesse, her perfect head poised in loving caress over the magic +violin. Dark-eyed Corinne, head drooped gently as she improvised those +Rome-famed world symphonies passed, almost ere Edna and St. Elmo had +crossed the threshold of the church happy in the love now consecrated +through her to God. Oh, the pictures, the forms, the love-words which +crowded her mind! They thrilled her heart, crushed out all else save a +crushing, over-powering sense of perfect, complete joy. A joy that +sought to express<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> itself in wondrous melodies and silences, filled with +thoughts too deep and sacred for words. Overpowered with the +magnificence of his reign, overwhelmed with the complete subjugation of +all things unto him, do you wonder that she awoke and placing both hands +into those of the lover at her side, whispered:—</p> + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Take all of me—I am thine own, heart, soul,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Brain, body, all; all that I am or dream</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Is thine forever; yea, though space should teem</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">With thy conditions, I'd fulfil the whole,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Were to fulfil them to be loved by thee.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IN_MEMORIAM" id="IN_MEMORIAM"></a>IN MEMORIAM.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The light streams through the windows arched high,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And o'er the stern, stone carvings breaks</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">In warm rich gold and crimson waves,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Then steals away in corners dark to die.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And all the grand cathedral silence falls</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Into the hearts of those that worship low,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Like tender waves of hushed nothingness,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Confined nor kept by human earthly walls.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Deep music in its thundering organ sounds,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Grows diffuse through the echoing space,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Till hearts grow still in sadness' mighty joy,</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Or leap aloft in swift ecstatic bounds.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Mayhap 'twas but a dream that came to me,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Or but a vision of the soul's desire,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To see the nation in one mighty whole,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Do homage on its bended, worshipping knee.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Through time's heroic actions, the soul of man,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Alone proves what that soul without earth's dross</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Could be, and this, through time's far-searching fire,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Hath proved thine white beneath the deepest scan.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A woman's tribute, 'tis a tiny dot,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">A merest flower from a frail, small hand,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To lay among the many petaled wreaths</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">About thy form,—a tribute soon forgot.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But if in all the incense to arise</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 2em;">In fragrance to the blue empyrean</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The blended sweetness of the womens' love</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Goes pouring too, in all their heartfelt sighs.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And if one woman's sorrow be among them too,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">One woman's joy for labor past</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Be reckoned in the mighty teeming whole,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">It is enough, there is not more to do.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Within the hearts of heroes small and great</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">There 'bides a tenderness for weakling things</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Within thy heart, the sorrowing country knows</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">These passions, bravest and the tenderest mate.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">When man is dust, before the gazing eyes</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Of all the gaping throng, his life lies wide</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 2em;">For all to see and whisper low about</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Or let their thoughts in discord's clatter rise.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But thine was pure and undefiled,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">A record of long brilliant, teeming days,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Each thought did tend to further things,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But pure as the proverbial child.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Oh, people, that thy grief might find express</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To gather in some vast cathedral's hall,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">That then in unity we might kneel and hear</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sublimity in sounds, voice our distress.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Peace, peace, the men of God cry, ye be bold,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The world hath known, 'tis Heaven who claims him now,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And in our railings we but cast aside</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The noble traits he bid us hold.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">So though divided through the land, in dreams</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 2em;">We see a people kneeling low,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Bowed down in heart and soul to see</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">This fearful sorrow, crushing as it seems.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And all the grand cathedral silence falls</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Into the hearts of these that worship low,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Like tender waves of hushed nothingness,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Confined, nor kept by human earthly walls.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="A_STORY_OF_VENGEANCE" id="A_STORY_OF_VENGEANCE"></a>A STORY OF VENGEANCE.</h2> + + +<p>Yes, Eleanor, I have grown grayer. I am younger than you, you know, but +then, what have you to age you? A kind husband, lovely children, while +I—I am nothing but a lonely woman. Time goes slowly, slowly for me now.</p> + +<p>Why did I never marry? Move that screen a little to one side, please; my +eyes can scarcely bear a strong light. Bernard? Oh, that's a long story. +I'll tell you if you wish; it might pass an hour.</p> + +<p>Do you ever think to go over the old school-days? We thought such +foolish things then, didn't we? There wasn't one of us but imagined we +would have only to knock ever so faintly on the portals of fame and they +would fly wide for our entrance into the magic realms. On Commencement +night we whispered merrily among ourselves on the stage to see our +favorite planet, Venus, of course,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> smiling at us through a high, open +window, "bidding adieu to her astronomy class," we said.</p> + +<p>Then you went away to plunge into the most brilliant whirl of society, +and I stayed in the beautiful old city to work.</p> + +<p>Bernard was very much <i>en evidence</i> those days. He liked you a great +deal, because in school-girl parlance you were my "chum." You +say,—thanks, no tea, it reminds me that I'm an old maid; you say you +know what happiness means—maybe, but I don't think any living soul +could experience the joy I felt in those days; it was absolutely painful +at times.</p> + +<p>Byron and his counterparts are ever dear to the womanly heart, whether +young or old. Such a man was he, gloomy, misanthropical, tired of the +world, with a few dozen broken love-affairs among his varied +experiences. Of course, I worshipped him secretly, what romantic, silly +girl of my age, would not, being thrown in such con<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span>stant contact with +him.</p> + +<p>One day he folded me tightly in his arms, and said:</p> + +<p>"Little girl, I have nothing to give you in exchange for that priceless +love of yours but a heart that has already been at another's feet, and a +wrecked life, but may I ask for it?"</p> + +<p>"It is already yours," I answered. I'll draw the veil over the scene +which followed; you know, you've "been there."</p> + +<p>Then began some of the happiest hours that ever the jolly old sun beamed +upon, or the love-sick moon clothed in her rays of silver. Deceived me? +No, no. He admitted that the old love for Blanche was still in his +heart, but that he had lost all faith and respect for her, and could +nevermore be other than a friend. Well, I was fool enough to be content +with such crumbs.</p> + +<p>We had five months of happiness. I tamed down beautifully in that +time,—even consented to adopt the peerless<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> Blanche as a model. I gave +up all my most ambitious plans and cherished schemes, because he +disliked women whose names were constantly in the mouth of the public. +In fact, I became quiet, sedate, dignified, renounced too some of my +best and dearest friends. I lived, breathed, thought, acted only for +him; for me there was but one soul in the universe—Bernard's. Still, +for all the suffering I've experienced, I'd be willing to go through it +all again just to go over those five months. Every day together, at +nights on the lake-shore listening to the soft lap of the waters as the +silver sheen of the moon spread over the dainty curled waves; sometimes +in a hammock swinging among the trees talking of love and reading +poetry. Talk about Heaven! I just think there can't he a better time +among the angels.</p> + +<p>But there is an end to all things. A violent illness, and his father +relenting, sent for the wayward son. I will always believe he loved me, +but he was eager to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> get home to his mother, and anxious to view Blanche +in the light of their new relationship. We had a whole series of parting +scenes,—tears and vows and kisses exchanged. We clung to each other +after the regulation fashion, and swore never to forget, and to write +every day. Then there was a final wrench. I went back to my old +life—he, away home.</p> + +<p>For a while I was content, there were daily letters from him to read; +his constant admonitions to practice; his many little tokens to +adore—until there came a change,—letters less frequent, more mention +of Blanche and her love for him, less of his love for me, until the +truth was forced upon me. Then I grew cold and proud, and with an iron +will crushed and stamped all love for him out of my tortured heart and +cried for vengeance.</p> + +<p>Yes, quite melo-dramatic, wasn't it? It is a dramatic tale, though.</p> + +<p>So I threw off my habits of seclusion and mingled again with men and +women,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> and took up all my long-forgotten plans. It's no use telling you +how I succeeded. It was really wonderful, wasn't it? It seems as though +that fickle goddess, Fortune, showered every blessing, save one, on my +path. Success followed success, triumph succeeded triumph. I was +lionized, feted, petted, caressed by the social and literary world. You +often used to wonder how I stood it in all those years. God knows; with +the heart-sick weariness and the fierce loathing that possessed me, I +don't know myself.</p> + +<p>But, mind you, Eleanor, I schemed well. I had everything seemingly that +humanity craved for, but I suffered, and by all the gods, I swore that +he should suffer too. Blanche turned against him and married his +brother. An unfortunate chain of circumstances drove him from his +father's home branded as a forger. Strange, wasn't it? But money is a +strong weapon, and its long arm reaches over leagues and leagues of land +and water.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span></p> + +<p>One day he found me in a distant city, and begged for my love again, and +for mercy and pity. Blanche was only a mistake, he said, and he loved me +alone, and so on. I remembered all his thrilling tones and tender +glances, but they might have moved granite now sooner than me. He knelt +at my feet and pleaded like a criminal suing for life. I laughed at him +and sneered at his misery, and told him what he had done for my +happiness, and what I in turn had done for his.</p> + +<p>Eleanor, to my dying day, I shall never forget his face as he rose from +his knees, and with one awful, indescribable look of hate, anguish and +scorn, walked from the room. As he neared the door, all the old love +rose in me like a flood, drowning the sorrows of past years, and +overwhelming me in a deluge of pity. Strive as I did, I could not +repress it; a woman's love is too mighty to be put down with little +reasonings. I called to him in terror, "Bernard, Bernard!" He<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span> did not +turn; gave no sign of having heard.</p> + +<p>"Bernard, come back; I didn't mean it!"</p> + +<p>He passed slowly away with bent head, out of the house and out of my +life. I've never seen him since, never heard of him. Somewhere, perhaps +on God's earth he wanders outcast, forsaken, loveless. I have my +vengeance, but it is like Dead Sea fruit, all bitter ashes to the taste. +I am a miserable, heart-weary wreck,—a woman with fame, without love.</p> + +<p>"Vengeance is an arrow that often falleth and smiteth the hand of him +that sent it."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_106" id="Page_106">[Pg 106]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="AT_BAY_ST_LOUIS" id="AT_BAY_ST_LOUIS"></a>AT BAY ST. LOUIS.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Soft breezes blow and swiftly show</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Through fragrant orange branches parted,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A maiden fair, with sun-flecked hair,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Caressed by arrows, golden darted.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The vine-clad tree holds forth to me</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">A promise sweet of purple blooms,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And chirping bird, scarce seen but heard</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Sings dreamily, and sweetly croons</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 6em;">At Bay St. Louis.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The hammock swinging, idly singing,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Lissome nut-brown maid</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Swings gaily, freely, to-and-fro;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The curling, green-white waters casting cool, clear shade,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Rock small, shell boats that go</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In circles wide, or tug at anchor's chain,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">As though to skim the sea with cargo vain,</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 6em;">At Bay St. Louis.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The maid swings slower, slower to-and-fro,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And sunbeams kiss gray, dreamy half-closed eyes;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Fond lover creeping on with foot steps slow,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gives gentle kiss, and smiles at sweet surprise.</span><br /> +</p> +<hr style="width: 45%; Margin-top: 1.3em; margin-bottom: 1.3em;" /> +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The lengthening shadows tell that eve is nigh,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And fragrant zephyrs cool and calmer grow,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Yet still the lover lingers, and scarce breathed sigh,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Bids the swift hours to pause, nor go,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 6em;">At Bay St. Louis.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="NEW_YEARS_DAY" id="NEW_YEARS_DAY"></a>NEW YEAR'S DAY.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The poor old year died hard; for all the earth lay cold</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And bare beneath the wintry sky;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">While grey clouds scurried madly to the west,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And hid the chill young moon from mortal sight.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Deep, dying groans the aged year breathed forth,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">In soughing winds that wailed a requiem sad</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In dull crescendo through the mournful air.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The new year now is welcomed noisily</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">With din and song and shout and clanging bell,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And all the glare and blare of fiery fun.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sing high the welcome to the New Year's morn!</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;"><i>Le roi est mort. Vive, vive le roi!</i> cry out,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And hail the new-born king of coming days.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Alas! the day is spent and eve draws nigh;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The king's first subject dies—for naught,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And wasted moments by the hundred score</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Of past years rise like spectres grim</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To warn, that these days may not idly glide away.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Oh, New Year, youth of promise fair!</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">What dost thou hold for me? An aching heart?</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Or eyes burnt blind by unshed tears? Or stabs,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">More keen because unseen?</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nay, nay, dear youth, I've had surfeit</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Of sorrow's feast. The monarch dead</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Did rule me with an iron hand. Be thou a friend,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">A tender, loving king—and let me know</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The ripe, full sweetness of a happy year.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="THE_UNKNOWN_LIFE_OF_JESUS_CHRIST" id="THE_UNKNOWN_LIFE_OF_JESUS_CHRIST"></a>THE UNKNOWN LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST.</h2> + + +<p>A new gem has been added to sacred literature, and this is the +accidental discovery by Nicolas Notovich of a Buddhist history of a +phase of Christ's life left blank in the Scriptures.</p> + +<p>Notovich, an adventurer, searching amid the ruins of India, delving deep +in all the ancient Buddhistic lore, accidentally stumbles upon the name +of Saint Issa, a renowned preacher, ante-dating some 2,000 years. The +name becomes a wondrous attraction to Notovich, particularly as he +learns through many Buddhist priests, Issa's name in juxtaposition with +the Christian faith, and later, has reason to believe that the Jesus +Christ of our religion and the Saint Issa of their tradition are +identical.</p> + +<p>Through a seemingly unfortunate accident, Notovich sustains an injury +to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> his leg, and is cared for most tenderly by the monks of the convent +of Himis. Despite his severe agonies, he retains consciousness and +curiosity enough to plead for a glimpse of the wonderful documents +contained in the archives of the convent, treating of the life of Saint +Issa and the genealogy of the House of David. This he has translated and +gives to the public.</p> + +<p>Just whether to take the history seriously or not is a subject that +requires much thought; but whether it be truth or fiction, whether the +result of patient investigation and careful study of an interested +scholar, or the wild imaginings of a feeble brain, it opens a wild field +of speculation to the thoughtful mind.</p> + +<p>The first three chapters of this history, contain a brief epitome of the +Pentatouch of Moses. Though contrary to the teachings of tradition, +Moses is said not to have written these books himself, but that they +were transcribed generations after his time. According to this theory,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> +then, the seeming imperfections and inconsistencies and tautological +errors of the Old Testament as compared with the brief, clear, concise, +logical statement of the Buddhists may readily be explained by the +frailty of human memory, and the vividness of Oriental imagination.</p> + +<p>Prince Mossa of the Buddhists, otherwise Moses of the Jews, was not, as +is popularly supposed, a foundling of the Jews, or a protege of the +Egyptian princess, but a full fledged prince, son of Pharaoh the mighty. +This abrupt over-throw of the tradition of ages is like all +disillusions, distasteful, but even the most superficial study of +Egyptian customs and laws of that time will serve to impress us with the +verity of this opinion. The law of caste was most rigidly and cruelly +adhered to, and though all the pleadings and threatenings and weepings +of the starry-eyed favorite of the harem may have been brought to bear +upon this descendant of Rameses, yet is it probable that a descendant of +an out<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span>cast race should receive the care and learning and advantages of +a legally born prince? Hardly.</p> + +<p>The condition of the ancient Israelites in the Christian Scriptures and +in the Buddhist parchment are the same, yet there is reason to believe +that the former was transcribed many centuries after the hieroglyphics +of the latter became faded with age, hence, perhaps, the difference in +the parentage of Moses.</p> + +<p>"And Mossa was beloved throughout the land of Egypt for the goodness and +compassion he displayed for them that suffered, pleaded with his father +to soften the lot of these unhappy people, but Pharaoh became angry with +him, and only imposed more hardships upon his slaves."</p> + +<p>At this period in our Scriptures, the Lord communicates with Moses, and +inflicts the plagues upon the nation, while in the manuscript of the +Himis monks, the annual plague brought on by natural causes falls upon +Egypt, and decimates<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> the community. Here is a strange reversal of the +order of things. In India, for ages the home of superstition and idol +worship, that which has always been regarded by the Christians, the +sworn enemies of the supernatural, as an inexplicable mystery, is +accounted for by perfectly natural causes.</p> + +<p>From that time, the fourth chapter of the chronicle of St. Issa +corresponds exactly in its condensed form to the most prominent +chronology of the Old Testament. With the beginning of the next chapter, +the Divine Infant, through whom the salvation of the world was to come, +appears upon the scene, as the first born of a poor but highly connected +family, referring, presumably, to the ancestry of Joseph and Mary.</p> + +<p>The remarkable wisdom of the child in earlier years is chronicled in our +ancient parchment with as much care as in the vellum-bound volume of our +church scriptures. At the age of twelve, the last glimpse we have of +Jesus in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> New Testament, is as a precocious boy, seated in the +Temple, expounding the Scriptures to the learned members of the +Sanhedrin. After that, we have no further sight of him, until sixteen +years later, he re-appears at the marriage in Cana, a grown and serious +man, already with well-formulated plans for the furtherance of his +father's kingdom. This broad lapse in the Scriptures is filled by one +simple sentence in the gospel of St. Luke. "And he was in the desert +till the day of his showing into Israel." Where he was, why he had gone, +and what he was doing are left to the imagination of the scholar and +commentator.</p> + +<p>Many theories have been advanced, and the one most accepted, was that he +had followed the trade of his terrestrial father, Joseph, and was near +Jerusalem among the tools of carpentry, helping his parents to feed the +hungry mouths of his brothers and sisters.</p> + +<p>But there appears another plausible theory advanced by the Buddhist +histo<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span>rians, and sustained by the Buddhist traditions, that as Moses had +fled into the wilderness to spend forty years in fasting and preparation +for his life work, so Jesus had fled, not to the wilderness, but to the +ancient culture and learning and the wisdom of centuries to prepare +himself, by a knowledge of all religions for the day of the redemption.</p> + +<p>Among the Jews of that day, and even among the more conservative +descendants of Abraham yet, there existed, and exists a law which +accustoms the marrying of the sons, especially the oldest son, at the +age of thirteen. It is supposed that Issa, resisting the thraldom and +carnal temptation of the marital state, fled from the importunities of +the wise men, who would fain unite their offspring with such a wise and +serious youth.</p> + +<p>"It was then that Issa clandestinely left his father's house, went out +of Jerusalem, and in company with some merchants, travelled toward +Sinai."</p> + +<p>"That he might perfect himself in the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> divine word and study the laws of +the Great Buddha."</p> + +<p>For six years he kept all India stirred to its utmost depths as he +afterward kept all Palestine stirred by the purity of his doctrines, and +the direct simplicity of his teachings. The white priests of Bramah gave +him all their law, teaching him the language and religion of the +dwellers of the five rivers. In Juggernaut, Rajegrilia, Benares, and +other holy cities he was beloved by all. For true, here, as elsewhere, +to his theory of the universal brotherhood of man, not only did he move +among the upper classes, but also with the wretched Vaisyas and Soudras, +the lowest of low castes who even were forbidden to hear the Vedas read, +save only on feast days. Just as among the Jews, he was tolerant, +merciful and kindly disposed towards the Samaritans, the Magdalens, the +Lazaruses as to the haughty rabbis.</p> + +<p>His impress upon the home of Buddha and Brahma was manifested by the +hith<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span>erto unknown theory of monotheism, established by him, but +gradually permitted to fall into desuetude, and become confounded with +the polytheistic hierarchy of the confusing religion. Just as the grand +oneness and simplicity of the Christian religion has been permitted to +deteriorate into many petty sects, each with its absurd limitations, and +its particular little method of worshipping the Great Father.</p> + +<p>The teachings of Issa in India bear close relation in the general trend +of thought to the teachings of Jesus among the multitudes about +Jerusalem. There is the same universal simplicity of man's brotherhood; +the complete self-abnegation of the flesh to the mind; the charitable +impulses of a kind heart, and the utter disregard of caste, whether of +birth, or breeding, or riches.</p> + +<p>Of miracles in India, Issa says, "The miracles of our God began when the +universe was created, they occur each day, each instant; whosoever does +not see<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> them, is deprived of one of the most beautiful gifts of life."</p> + +<p>At last, according to the chronicles of the Buddhists, Issa was recalled +from his labors in India to the land of Israel, where the people +oppressed as of old by the Pharaohs, and now by the mighty men from the +country of the Ramones, otherwise the Romans.</p> + +<p>Here Pilate appears in a new light. Heretofore he has always been a +passive figure in the story of the crucifixion. Indeed he is entirely +exonerated from all blame by some of our religious bibliographers and +made to appear in a philanthropic light, but the priests of Egypt, +undeceived by the treacherous memories and careless chronicling on the +disciples of old, place Pilate before us as a thorough Roman, greedy, +crafty, cruel, unscrupulous. According to them he places a spy upon the +actions of Jesus in the beginning of his three years teachings, who +follows him in all his journeys, and in the end betrays him to the +Romans. This<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> person can be no other than Judas, the betrayer. And here +we are permitted to view his seemingly inexplicable actions in a new +light, and from being Judas, a sorrowing misanthrope, the erstwhile +friend of Christ, he becomes merely a common enemy, the tool of the +Romans.</p> + +<p>Then we have the trial and death of Issa, strongly similar to our +accepted version, and the chronicle briefly ends with the statement of +the subsequent work of the disciples. The story of the Buddhist was +written very shortly after the Passion of the Cross; the New Testament +was transcribed years after the chief actors were dust.</p> + +<p>We are so steeped in tradition, and so conservative on any subject that +touches our religious beliefs that it is somewhat difficult to reconcile +ourselves to another addition to our Scriptures. But if we should look +at the matter earnestly, and give deep thought to the relative +positions, lives, and endings of these two noble men, Issa and Christ, +we could<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> scarcely doubt that they are one. Without trying, as does the +author, to break down with one fell swoop, the entire structure of the +Bible, we cannot but admit the probability of the new theory.</p> + +<p>It may be claimed that the remarkable personality of Christ would have +left more of an impress upon India than it did, and that Christianity +there and in India would have been synchronous, but we must remember, +that there among the idols of Bramah and Vishnu, the way was not +prepared, the people unexpectant of a new prophet, unwarned of him and +unheeded. There he seems to have had no close personal followers to take +up the work just where he left it, and continue. The dwellers of India +were more happy in their entirety and more comfortable than the Jews, +hence there was no Deliverer to impress them forever with the gigantic +sacrifice of human frame and Divine soul.</p> + +<p>St. Issa, one of the most revered prophets of the Buddhists, Jesus +Christ,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> the Man and God of all other men, the divine incarnation of the +ideal, are they the same? Why not?</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IN_OUR_NEIGHBORHOOD" id="IN_OUR_NEIGHBORHOOD"></a>IN OUR NEIGHBORHOOD.</h2> + + +<p>The Harts were going to give a party. Neither Mrs. Hart, nor the Misses +Hart, nor the small and busy Harts who amused themselves and the +neighborhood by continually falling in the gutter on special occasions, +had mentioned this fact to anyone, but all the interested denizens of +that particular square could tell by the unusual air of bustle and +activity which pervaded the Hart domicile. Lillian, the æsthetic, who +furnished theme for many spirited discussions, leaned airily out of the +window; her auburn (red)<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> tresses carefully done in curl papers. Martha, +the practical, flourished the broom and duster with unwonted activity, +which the small boys of the neighborhood, peering through the green +shutters of the front door, duly reported to their mammas, busily +engaged in holding down their respective door-steps by patiently sitting +thereon.</p> + +<p>Pretty soon, the junior Harts,—two in number—began to travel to and +fro, soliciting the loan of a "few chairs," "some nice dishes," and such +like things, indispensable to every decent, self-respecting party. But +to all inquiries as to the use to which these articles were to be put, +they only vouchsafed one reply, "Ma told us as we wasn't to tell, just +ask for the things, that's all."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuckley the dress-maker, brought her sewing out on the front-steps, +and entered a vigorous protest to her next-door neighbor.</p> + +<p>"Humph," she sniffed, "mighty funny they can't say what's up. Must be +some<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span>thing in it. Couldn't get none o' <i>my</i> things, and not invite +<i>me</i>!"</p> + +<p>"Did she ask you for any?" absent-mindedly inquired Mrs. Luke, shielding +her eyes from the sun.</p> + +<p>"No-o—, but she'd better sense, she knows <i>me</i>—she ain't—mercy me, +Stella! Just look at that child tumbling in the mud! You, Stella, come +here, I say! Look at you now, there—and there—and there?"</p> + +<p>The luckless Stella having been soundly cuffed, and sent whimpering in +the back-yard, Mrs. Tuckley continued,</p> + +<p>"Yes as I was saying, 'course, taint none o' my business, but I always +did wonder how them Harts do keep up. Why, them girls dress just as fine +as any lady on the Avenue and that there Lillian wears real diamond +ear-rings. 'Pears mighty, mighty funny to me, and Lord the airs they do +put on! Holdin' up their heads like nobody's good enough to speak to. I +don't like to talk about people, you know, yourself, Mrs. Luke I never<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span> +speak about anybody, but mark my word, girls that cut up capers like +them Hartses' girls never come to any good."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Luke heaved a deep sigh of appreciation at the wisdom of her +neighbor, but before she could reply a re-inforcement in the person of +little Mrs. Peters, apron over her head, hands shrivelled and soap-sudsy +from washing, appeared.</p> + +<p>"Did you ever see the like?" she asked in her usual, rapid breathless +way. "Why, my Louis says they're putting canvass cloths on the floor, +and taking down the bed in the back-room; and putting greenery and such +like trash about. Some style about them, eh?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tuckley tossed her head and sniffed contemptuously, Mrs. Luke began +to rehearse a time worn tale, how once a carriage had driven up to the +Hart house at nine o'clock at night, and a distinguished looking man +alighted, went in, stayed about ten minutes and finally drove off with a +great clatter. Heads<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> that had shaken ominously over this story before +began to shake again, and tongues that had wagged themselves tired with +conjectures started now with some brand new ideas and theories. The +children of the square, tired of fishing for minnows in the ditches, and +making mud-pies in the street, clustered about their mother's skirts +receiving occasional slaps, when their attempts at taking part in the +conversation became too pronounced.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, in the Hart household, all was bustle and preparation. To and +fro the members of the house flitted, arranging chairs, putting little +touches here and there, washing saucers and glasses, chasing the Hart +Juniors about, losing things and calling frantically for each other's +assistance to find them. Mama Hart, big, plump and perspiring, puffed +here and there like a large, rosy engine, giving impossible orders, and +receiving sharp answers to foolish questions. Lillian, the æsthetic, +practiced her most graceful poses before the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span> large mirror in the +parlor; Martha rushed about, changing the order of the furniture, and +Papa Hart, just come in from work, paced the rooms disconsolately, +asking for dinner.</p> + +<p>"Dinner!" screamed Mama Hart, "Dinner, who's got time to fool with +dinner this evening? Look in the sideboard and you'll see some bread and +ham; eat that and shut up."</p> + +<p>Eight o'clock finally arrived, and with it, the music and some +straggling guests. When the first faint chee-chee of the violin floated +out into the murky atmosphere, the smaller portion of the neighborhood +went straightway into ecstasies. Boys and girls in all stages of +deshabille clustered about the door-steps and gave vent to audible +exclamations of approval or disapprobation concerning the state of +affairs behind the green shutters. It was a warm night and the big round +moon sailed serenely in a cloudless, blue sky. Mrs. Tuckley had put on a +clean calico wrapper, and planted herself with the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_128" id="Page_128">[Pg 128]</a></span> indomitable Stella +on her steps, "to watch the purceedings."</p> + +<p>The party was a grand success. Even the intensely critical small fry +dancing on the pavement without to the scraping and fiddling of the +string band, had to admit that. So far as they were concerned it was all +right, but what shall we say of the guests within? They who glided +easily over the canvassed floors, bowed, and scraped and simpered, "just +like the big folks on the Avenue," who ate the ice-cream and cake, and +drank the sweet, weak Catawba wine amid boisterous healths to Mr. and +Mrs. Hart and the Misses Hart; who smirked and perspired and cracked +ancient jokes and heart-rending puns during the intervals of the +dances, who shall say that they did not enjoy themselves as thoroughly +and as fully as those who frequented the wealthier entertainments +up-town.</p> + +<p>Lillian and Martha in gossamer gowns of pink and blue flitted to and fro +attending to the wants of their guests. Mrs.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> Hart, gorgeous in a black +satin affair, all folds and lace and drapery, made desperate efforts to +appear cool and collected—and failed miserably. Papa Hart spent one +half his time standing in front of the mantle, spreading out his +coat-tails, and benignly smiling upon the young people, while the other +half was devoted to initiating the male portion of the guests into the +mysteries of "snake killing."</p> + +<p>Everybody had said that he or she had had a splendid time, and finally, +when the last kisses had been kissed, the last good-byes been said, the +whole Hart family sat down in the now deserted and disordered rooms, and +sighed with relief that the great event was over at last.</p> + +<p>"Nice crowd, eh?" remarked Papa Hart. He was brimful of joy and +second-class whiskey, so no one paid any attention to him.</p> + +<p>"But did you see how shamefully Maude flirted with Willie Howard?" said +Lillian. Martha tossed her head in dis<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span>dain; Mr. Howard she had always +considered her especial property, so Lillian's observation had a rather +disturbing effect.</p> + +<p>"I'm so warm and tired," cried Mama Hart, plaintively, "children how are +we going to sleep to-night?"</p> + +<p>Thereupon the whole family arose to devise ways and means for wooing the +drowsy god. As for the Hart Juniors they had long since solved the +problem by falling asleep with sticky hands and faces upon a pile of +bed-clothing behind the kitchen door.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>It was late in the next day before the house had begun to resume +anything like its former appearance. The little Harts were kept busy all +morning returning chairs and dishes, and distributing the remnants of +the feast to the vicinity. The ice-cream had melted into a warm custard, +and the cakes had a rather worse for wear appearance, but they were +ap<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span>preciated as much as though just from the confectioner. No one was +forgotten, even Mrs. Tuckley, busily stitching on a muslin garment on +the steps, and unctuously rolling the latest morsel of scandal under her +tongue, was obliged to confess that "them Hartses wasn't such bad people +after all, just a bit queer at times."</p> + +<p>About two o'clock, just as Lillian was re-draping the tidies on the +stiff, common plush chairs in the parlor, some one pulled the bell +violently. The visitor, a rather good-looking young fellow, with a +worried expression smiled somewhat sarcastically as he heard a sound of +scuffling and running within the house.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>Presently Mrs. Hart opened the door wiping her hand, red and smoking +with dish-water, upon her apron. The worried expression deepened on the +visitor's face as he addressed the woman with visible embarrassment.</p> + +<p>"Er—I—I—suppose you are Mrs. Hart?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span> he inquired awkwardly.</p> + +<p>"That's my name, sir," replied she with pretentious dignity.</p> + +<p>"Er—your-er—may I come in madam?</p> + +<p>"Certainly," and she opened the door to admit him, and offered a chair.</p> + +<p>"Your husband is an employee in the Fisher Oil Mills, is he not?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hart straightened herself with pride as she replied in the +affirmative. She had always been proud of Mr. Hart's position as foreman +of the big oil mills, and was never so happy as when he was expounding +to some one in her presence, the difficulties and intricacies of +machine-work.</p> + +<p>"Well you see my dear Mrs. Hart," continued the visitor. "Now pray don't +get excited—there has been an accident, and your husband—has—er—been +hurt, you know."</p> + +<p>But for a painful whitening in her usually rosy face, and a quick +compression of her lips, the wife made no sign.</p> + +<p>"What was the accident?" she queried,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> leaning her elbows on her knees.</p> + +<p>"Well, you see, I don't understand machinery and the like, but there was +something about a wheel out of gear, and a band bursted, or something, +anyhow a big wheel flew to pieces, and as he was standing near, he was +hit."</p> + +<p>"Where?"</p> + +<p>"Well—well, I may as well tell you the truth, madam; a large piece of +the wheel struck him on the head—and—he was killed instantly."</p> + +<p>She did not faint, nor make any outcry, nor tear her hair as he had +partly expected, but sat still staring at him, with a sort of helpless, +dumb horror shining out her eyes, then with a low moan, bowed her head +on her knees and shuddered, just as Lillian came in, curious to know +what the handsome stranger had to say to her mother.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>The poor mutilated body came home at last, and was laid in a stiff, +silver-decorated, black coffin in the middle of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> sitting-room, which +had been made to look as uncomfortable and unnatural as mirrors and +furniture shrouded in sheets and mantel and tables divested of ornaments +would permit.</p> + +<p>There was a wake that night to the unconfined joy of the neighbors, who +would rather a burial than a wedding. The friends of the family sat +about the coffin, and through the house with long pulled faces. Mrs. +Tuckley officiated in the kitchen, making coffee and dispensing cheese +and crackers to those who were hungry. As the night wore on, and the +first restraint disappeared, jokes were cracked, and quiet laughter +indulged in, while the young folks congregated in the kitchen, were +hilariously happy, until some member of the family would appear, when +every face would sober down.</p> + +<p>The older persons contented themselves with recounting the virtues of +the deceased, and telling anecdotes wherein he figured largely. It was +astonishing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> how many intimate friends of his had suddenly come to +light. Every other man present had either attended school with him, or +was a close companion until he died. Proverbs and tales and witty +sayings were palmed off as having emanated from his lips. In fact, the +dead man would have been surprised himself, had he suddenly come to life +and discovered what an important, what a modern solomon he had become.</p> + +<p>The long night dragged on, and the people departed in groups of twos and +threes, until when the gray dawn crept slowly over the blackness of +night shrouding the electric lights in mists of cloudy blue, and sending +cold chills of dampness through the house, but a few of the great crowd +remained.</p> + +<p>The day seemed so gray in contrast to the softening influence of the +night, the grief which could be hidden then, must now come forth and +parade itself before all eyes. There was the funeral to prepare for; the +dismal black dresses<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> and bonnets with their long crape veils to don; +there were the condolences of sorrowing friends to receive; the floral +offerings to be looked at. The little Harts strutted about resplendent +in stiff black cravats, and high crape bands about their hats. They were +divided between two conflicting emotions—joy at belonging to a family +so noteworthy and important, and sorrow at the death. As the time for +the funeral approached, and Lillian began to indulge in a series of +fainting fits, the latter feeling predominated.</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>"Well it was all over at last, the family had returned, and as on two +nights previous, sat once more in the deserted and dismantled parlor. +Mrs. Tuckley and Mrs. Luke, having rendered all assistance possible, had +repaired to their respective front steps to keep count of the number of +visitors who returned to condole with the family.</p> + +<p>"A real nice funeral," remarked the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span> dress-maker at last, "a nice +funeral. Everybody took it so hard, and Lillian fainted real beautiful. +She's a good girl that Lillian. Poor things, I wonder what they'll do +now."</p> + +<p>Stella, the irrepressible, was busily engaged balancing herself on one +toe, <i>a la</i> ballet.</p> + +<p>"Mebbe she's goin' to get married," she volunteered eagerly, "'cos I saw +that yeller-haired young man what comes there all the time, wif his arms +around her waist, and a tellin' her not to grieve as he'd take care of +her. I was a peepin' in the dinin'-room."</p> + +<p>"How dare you peep at other folks, and pry into people's affairs? I +can't imagine where you get your meddlesome ways from. There aint none +in <i>my family</i>. Next time I catch you at it, I'll spank you good." Then, +after a pause, "Well what else did he say?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="FAREWELL" id="FAREWELL"></a>FAREWELL.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Farewell, sweetheart, and again farewell;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To day we part, and who can tell</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">If we shall e'er again</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Meet, and with clasped hands</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Renew our vows of love, and forget</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">The sad, dull pain.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Dear heart, 'tis bitter thus to lose thee</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And think mayhap, you will forget me;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And yet, I thrill</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">As I remember long and happy days</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Fraught with sweet love and pleasant memories</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">That linger still</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">You go to loved ones who will smile</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And clasp you in their arms, and all the while</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">I stay and moan</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For you, my love, my heart and strive</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To gather up life's dull, gray thread</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And walk alone.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Aye, with you love the red and gold</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Goes from my life, and leaves it cold</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And dull and bare,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Why should I strive to live and learn</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And smile and jest, and daily try</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">You from my heart to tare?</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nay, sweetheart, rather would I lie</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Me down, and sleep for aye; or fly</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">To regions far</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Where cruel Fate is not and lovers live</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nor feel the grim, cold hand of Destiny</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Their way to bar.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I murmur not, dear love, I only say</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Again farewell. God bless the day</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">On which we met,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And bless you too, my love, and be with you</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In sorrow or in happiness, nor let you</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">E'er me forget.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="LITTLE_MISS_SOPHIE" id="LITTLE_MISS_SOPHIE"></a>LITTLE MISS SOPHIE.</h2> + + +<p>When Miss Sophie knew consciousness again, the long, faint, swelling +notes of the organ were dying away in distant echoes through the great +arches of the silent church, and she was alone, crouching in a little, +forsaken, black heap at the altar of the Virgin. The twinkling tapers +seemed to smile pityingly upon her, the beneficent smile of the +white-robed Madonna seemed to whisper comfort. A long gust of chill air +swept up the aisles, and Miss Sophie shivered, not from cold, but from +nervousness.</p> + +<p>But darkness was falling, and soon the lights would be lowered, and the +great, massive doors would be closed, so gathering her thin little cape +about her frail shoulders, Miss Sophie hurried out, and along the +brilliant noisy streets home.</p> + +<p>It was a wretched, lonely little room, where the cracks let the +boisterous wind<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span> whistle through, and the smoky, grimy walls looked +cheerless and unhomelike. A miserable little room in a miserable little +cottage in one of the squalid streets of the Third District that nature +and the city fathers seemed to have forgotten.</p> + +<p>As bare and comfortless the room, so was Miss Sophie's lonely life. She +rented these four walls from an unkempt little Creole woman, whose +progeny seemed like the promised offspring of Abraham,—multitudinous. +The flickering life in the pale little body she scarcely kept there by +the unceasing toil of a pair of bony hands, stitching, stitching, +ceaselessly, wearingly on the bands and pockets of pants. It was her +bread, this monotonous, unending work, and though while days and nights +constant labor brought but the most meagre recompense, it was her only +hope of life.</p> + +<p>She sat before the little charcoal brazier and warmed her transparent, +needle-pricked fingers, thinking meanwhile of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_142" id="Page_142">[Pg 142]</a></span> the strange events of the +day. She had been up town to carry the great, black bundle of pants and +vests to the factory and receive her small pittance, and on the way home +stopped in at the Jesuit Church to say her little prayer at the altar of +the calm, white Virgin. There had been a wondrous burst of music from +the great organ as she knelt there, an over-powering perfume of many +flowers, the glittering dazzle of many lights, and the dainty frou-frou +of silken skirts of wedding guests filing and tripping. So Miss Sophie +stayed to the wedding, for what feminine heart, be it ever so old and +seared, does not delight in one? And why shouldn't a poor little Creole +old maid be interested too?</p> + +<p>When the wedding party had filed in solemnly, to the rolling, swelling, +pealing tones of the organ. Important-looking groomsmen, dainty, fluffy, +white-robed maids, stately, satin-robed, illusion-veiled bride, and +happy groom. She leaned forward to catch a better glimpse<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span> of their +faces. Ah!—</p> + +<p>Those near the Virgin's altar who heard a faint sigh and rustle on the +steps glanced curiously as they saw a slight, black-robed figure clutch +the railing and lean her head against it. Miss Sophie had fainted.</p> + +<p>"I must have been hungry," she mused over the charcoal fire in her +little room, "I must have been hungry," and she smiled a wan smile, and +busied herself getting her evening meal of coffee and bread and ham.</p> + +<p>If one were given to pity, the first thought that would rush to one's +lips at sight of Miss Sophie would have been: Poor little Miss Sophie! +She had come among the bareness and sordidness of this neighborhood five +years ago, robed in crepe, and crying with great sobs that seemed to +fairly shake the vitality out of her. Perfectly silent, too, about her +former life, but for all that, Michel, the quarter grocer at the corner, +and Mme. Laurent, who kept the rabbe shop oppo<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span>site, had fixed it all up +between them, of her sad history and past glories. Not that they knew, +but then Michel must invent something when the neighbors came to him, +their fountain head of wisdom.</p> + +<p>One morning little Miss Sophie opened wide her dingy windows to catch +the early freshness of the autumn wind as it whistled through the +yellow-leafed trees. It was one of those calm, blue-misted, balmy, +November days that New Orleans can have when all the rest of the country +is fur-wrapped. Miss Sophie pulled her machine to the window, where the +sweet, damp wind could whisk among her black locks.</p> + +<p>Whirr, whirr, went the machine, ticking fast and lightly over the belts +of the rough jean pants. Whirr, whirr, yes, and Miss Sophie was actually +humming a tune! She felt strangely light to-day.</p> + +<p>"<i>Ma foi</i>," muttered Michel, strolling across the street to where Mme. +Laurent sat sewing behind the counter on blue<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> and brown-checked aprons, +"but the little ma'amselle sings. Perhaps she recollects."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps," muttered the rabbe woman.</p> + +<p>But little Miss Sophie felt restless. A strange impulse seemed drawing +her up town, and the machine seemed to run slow, slow, before it would +stitch the endless number of jean belts. Her fingers trembled with +nervous haste as she pinned up the unwieldy black bundle of the finished +work, and her feet fairly tripped over each other in their eagerness to +get to Claiborne Street, where she could board the up-town car. There +was a feverish desire to go somewhere, a sense of elation,—foolish +happiness that brought a faint echo of color into her pinched cheeks. +She wondered why.</p> + +<p>No one noticed her in the car. Passengers on the Claiborne line are too +much accustomed to frail, little black-robed women with big, black +bundles; it is one of the city's most pitiful sights.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> She leaned her +head out of the window to catch a glimpse of the oleanders on Bayou +Road, when her attention was caught by a conversation in the car.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's too bad for Neale, and lately married too," said the elder +man, "I can't see what he is to do."</p> + +<p>Neale! she pricked up her ears. That was the name of the groom in the +Jesuit church.</p> + +<p>"How did it happen?" languidly inquired the younger. He was a stranger, +evidently; a stranger with a high regard for the faultlessness of male +attire, too.</p> + +<p>"Well, the firm failed first; he didn't mind that much, he was so sure +of his uncle's inheritance repairing his lost fortunes, but suddenly +this difficulty of identification springs up, and he is literally on the +verge of ruin."</p> + +<p>"Won't some of you fellows who've known him all your lives do to +identify him?"</p> + +<p>"Gracious man, we've tried, but the absurd old will expressly stipulates +that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> he shall be known only by a certain quaint Roman ring, and unless +he has it—no identification, no fortune. He has given the ring away and +that settles it."</p> + +<p>"Well, you're all chumps. Why doesn't he get the ring from the owner?"</p> + +<p>"Easily said—but—It seems that Neale had some little Creole +love-affair some years ago and gave this ring to his dusky-eyed fiancee. +But you know how Neale is with his love-affairs, went off and forgot the +girl in a month. It seems, however, she took it to heart,—so much so +until he's ashamed to try to find her or the ring."</p> + +<p>Miss Sophie heard no more as she gazed out into the dusty grass. There +were tears in her eyes, hot blinding ones that wouldn't drop for pride, +but stayed and scalded. She knew the story with all its embellishments +of heartaches. The ring, too; she remembered the day she had kissed and +wept and fondled it, until it seemed her heart must burst under its load +of grief before she took it to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_148" id="Page_148">[Pg 148]</a></span> the pawn broker's that another might be +eased before the end came,—that other, her father. The "little Creole +love affair" of Neale's had not always been poor and old and +jaded-looking; but reverses must come, even Neale knew that—so the ring +was at the <i>Mont de Piete</i>.</p> + +<p>Still he must have it, it was his; it would save him from disgrace and +suffering, and from trailing the proud head of the white-gowned bride +into sorrow. He must have it,—but how?</p> + +<p>There it was still at the pawn-broker's, no one would have such a jewel, +and the ticket was home in the bureau drawer. Well, he must have it; she +might starve in the attempt. Such a thing as going to him and telling +him that he might redeem it was an impossibility. That good, +straight-backed, stiff-necked Creole blood would have risen in all its +strength and choked her. No; as a present had the quaint Roman circlet +been placed upon her finger,—as a present should it be returned.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span></p> + +<p>The bumping car rode heavily, and the hot thoughts beat heavily in her +poor little head. He must have the ring—but how—the ring—the Roman +ring—the white-robed bride starving—she was going mad—ah yes,—the +church.</p> + +<p>Right in the busiest, most bustling part of the town, its fresco and +bronze and iron quaintly suggestive of mediæval times. Within, all cool +and dim and restful, with the faintest whiff of lingering incense rising +and pervading the gray arches. Yes, the Virgin would know and have pity; +the sweet, white-robed Virgin at the pretty flower-decked altar, or the +one away up in the niche, far above the golden dome where the Host was. +Holy Mary, Mother of God. Poor little Miss Sophie.</p> + +<p>Titiche, the busy-body of the house, noticed that Miss Sophie's bundle +was larger than usual that afternoon. "Ah, poor woman!" sighed Titiche's +mother, "she would be rich for Christmas."</p> + +<p>The bundle grew larger each day, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_150" id="Page_150">[Pg 150]</a></span> Miss Sophie grew smaller. The +damp, cold rain and mist closed the white-curtained window, but always +there behind the sewing machine drooped and bobbed the little +black-robed figure. Whirr, whirr went the wheels, and the coarse jean +pants piled in great heaps at her side. The Claiborne street car saw her +oftener than before, and the sweet, white Virgin in the flowered niche +above the gold-domed altar smiled at the little penitent almost every +day.</p> + +<p>"<i>Ma foi</i>," said the slatternly landlady to Madame Laurent and Michel one +day, "I no see how she live! Eat? Nothing, nothing, almost, and las' +night when it was so cold and foggy, eh? I hav' to mek him build fire. +She mos' freeze."</p> + +<p>Whereupon the rumor spread that Miss Sophie was starving herself to +death to get some luckless relative out of jail for Christmas,—a rumor +which enveloped her scraggy little figure with a kind of halo to the +neighbors when she appeared on the streets.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span></p> + +<p>November had verged into December and the little pile of coins were yet +far from the sum needed. Dear God! how the money did have to go. The +rent, and the groceries and the coal,—though, to be sure, she used a +precious bit of that. All the work and saving and skimping,—maybe, yes, +maybe by Christmas. What a gift!</p> + +<p>Christmas Eve night on Royal Street is no place for a weakling, for the +shouts and carousals of the roisterers will strike fear into the brave. +Yet amid the cries and yells, the deafening blow of horns and tin +whistles and the really dangerous fusillade of fireworks, the little +figure hurried along, one hand clutching tight the battered hat that the +rude merry-makers would have torn off, the other grasping under the +thin, black cape a worn little pocketbook.</p> + +<p>Into the <i>Mont de Piete</i>, breathless, eager. The ticket? Here, worn, +crumpled. The ring? It was not gone? No, thank Heaven! It was really a +joy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> well worth her toil, she thought, to have it again.</p> + +<p>Had Titiche not been shooting crackers on the banquette instead of +peering into the crack, as was his wont, his big, round, black eyes +would have grown saucer-wide to see little Miss Sophie kiss and fondle a +ring, an ugly clumsy band of gold.</p> + +<p>"Ah, dear ring," she murmured, once you were his, and you shall be his +again. You shall be on his finger, and perhaps touch his heart. Dear +ring, <i>ma chere petite, de ma coeur, cheri, de ma coeur. Je t'aime, je +t'aime, oui, oui.</i> You are his, you were mine once too. To-night, just +one night, I'll keep you—then—tomorrow, where you can save him.</p> + +<p>"Ah, the Virgin—she smiles at me because I did right, did I not sweet +mother? She smiles—and—I grow—faint—"</p> + +<p>The loud whistles and horns of the little ones rose on the balmy air +next morning. No one would doubt it was Christmas Day, even if doors +and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> windows are open wide to let in cool air.</p> + +<p>Why, there was Christmas even in the very look of the mules on the poky +cars; there was Christmas noise in the streets, and Christmas toys and +Christmas odors, savory ones that made the nose wrinkle approvingly, +issuing from the kitchen. Michel and Mme. Laurent smiled greetings +across the street at each other, and the salutation from a passer-by +recalled the many progenied landlady to herself.</p> + +<p>"Miss Sophie, well, poor soul, not very much Christmas for her. <i>Mais</i>, +I'll just call her in to spend the day with me. It'll cheer her a bit."</p> + +<p>So clean and orderly within the poor little room. Not a speck of dust or +a litter of any kind on the quaint little old-time high bureau, unless +you might except a sheet of paper lying loose with something written on +it. Titiche had evidently inherited his prying propensities for the +landlady turned it over and read:</p> + +<p>"Louis. Here is the ring. I return<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> it to you. I heard you needed it, I +hope it comes not too late. Sophie."</p> + +<p>"The ring, where?" muttered the landlady. There it was, clasped between +her fingers on her bosom. A bosom, white and cold, under a cold, happy +face. Christmas had indeed dawned for Miss Sophie—the eternal +Christmas.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="IF_I_HAD_KNOWN" id="IF_I_HAD_KNOWN"></a>IF I HAD KNOWN.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">If I had known</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Two years ago how drear this life should be,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And crowd upon itself allstrangely sad,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Mayhap another song would burst from out my lips,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Overflowing with the happiness of future hopes;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Mayhap another throb than that of joy.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Have stirred my soul into its inmost depths,</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 10em;">If I had known.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">If I had known,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Two years ago the impotence of love,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The vainness of a kiss, how barren a caress,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Mayhap my soul to higher things have soarn,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nor clung to earthly loves and tender dreams,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But ever up aloft into the blue empyrean,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And there to master all the world of mind,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 10em;">If I had known.</span><br /> +</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="CHALMETLE" id="CHALMETLE"></a>CHALMETLE.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wreaths of lilies and immortelles,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Scattered upon each silent mound,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Voices in loving remembrance swell,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Chanting to heaven the solemn sound.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Glad skies above, and glad earth beneath;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And grateful hearts who silently</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gather earth's flowers, and tenderly wreath</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Woman's sweet token of fragility.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ah, the noble forms who fought so well</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lie, some unnamed, 'neath the grassy mound;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Heroes, brave heroes, the stories tell,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Silently too, the unmarked mounds,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Tenderly wreath them about with flowers,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Joyously pour out your praises loud;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For every joy beat in these hearts of ours</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Is only a drawing us nearer to God.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Little enough is the song we sing,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Little enough is the tale we tell,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">When we think of the voices who erst did ring</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ere their owners in smoke of battle fell.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Little enough are the flowers we cull</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To scatter afar on the grass-grown graves,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">When we think of bright eyes, now dimmed and dull</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For the cause they loyally strove to save.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">And they fought right well, did these brave men,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For their banner still floats unto the breeze,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And the pæans of ages forever shall tell</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Their glorious tale beyond the seas.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ring out your voices in praises loud,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sing sweet your notes of music gay,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Tell me in all you loyal crowd</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Throbs there a heart unmoved to-day?</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Meeting together again this year,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">As met we in fealty and love before;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Men, maids, and matrons to reverently hear</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Praises of brave men who fought of yore.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Tell to the little ones with wondering eyes,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The tale of the flag that floats so free;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Till their tiny voices shall merrily rise</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">In hymns of rejoicing and praises to Thee.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Many a pure and noble heart</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Lies under the sod, all covered with green;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Many a soul that had felt the smart</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of life's sad torture, or mayhap had seen</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">The faint hope of love pass afar from the sight,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Like swift flight of bird to a rarer clime</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Many a youth whose death caused the blight</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of tender hearts in that long, sad time.</span><br /><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Nay, but this is no hour for sorrow;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">They died at their duty, shall we repine?</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Let us gaze hopefully on to the morrow</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Praying that our lives thus shall shine.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Ring out your bugles, sound out your cheers!</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Man has been God-like so may we be.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Give cheering thanks, there dry up those tears,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Widowed and orphaned, the country is free!</span><br /><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Wreathes of lillies and immortelles,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Scattered upon each silent mound,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Voices in loving remembrance swell,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Chanting to heaven the solemn sound,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Glad skies above, and glad earth beneath,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And grateful hearts who silently</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Gather earth's flowers, and tenderly wreath</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Woman's sweet token of fragility.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="AT_EVENTIDE" id="AT_EVENTIDE"></a>AT EVENTIDE.</h2> + + +<p>All day had she watched and waited for his coming, and still her +strained ears caught no sounds of the footsteps she loved and longed to +hear. All day while the great sun panted on his way around the brazen +skies; all day while the busy world throbbed its mighty engines of +labor, nor witted of the breaking hearts in its midst. And now when the +eve had come, and the sun sank slowly to rest, casting his red rays over +the earth he loved, and bidding tired nature a gentle radiant +good-night, she still watched and waited. Waited while the young moon +shone silvery in the crimson flush of the eastern sky, while the one +bright star trembled as he strove to near his love; waited while the hum +of soul-wearing traffic died in the distant streets, and the merry +voices of happy children floated to her ears.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span></p> + +<p>And still he came not. What kept him from her side? Had he learned the +cold lesson of self-control, or found one other thing more potent than +love? Had some cruel chain of circumstances forced him to disobey her +bidding—or—did he love another? But no, she smiles triumphantly, he +could not having known and loved her.</p> + +<p>Sitting in the deep imbrasure of the window through which the distant +wave sounds of city life floated to her, the pages of her life seemed to +turn back, and she read the almost forgotten tale of long ago, the story +of their love. In those days his wish had been her law; his smile her +sun; his frown her wretchedness. Within his arms, earth seemed a +far-away dream of empty nothingness, and when his lips touched and clung +to hers, sweet with the perfume of the South they floated away into a +Paradise of enfolding space, where Time and Death and the woes of this +great earth are naught, only these two—and love, the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> almighty.</p> + +<p>And so their happiness drifted slowly across the sea of Time until it +struck a cruel rock, whose sharp teeth showed not above the dimpled +waves; and where once had been a craft of strength and beauty, now was +only a hideous wreck. For the Tempter had come into this Eden, and soon +his foul whisper found place in her heart.</p> + +<p>And the Tempter's name was Ambition.</p> + +<p>Often had the praises and plaudits of men rang in her ears when her +sweet voice sang to her chosen friends, often had the tears evoked by +her songs of love and hope and trust, thrilled her breast faintly, as +the young bird stirs in its nest under the loving mother's wing, but he +had clasped his arms around her, and that was enough. But one day the +Tempter whispered, "Why waste such talent; bring that beauty of voice +before the world and see men bow in homage, and women envy and praise. +Come<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> forth and follow me."</p> + +<p>But she put him fiercely aside, and cried, "I want no homage but his, I +want no envy from any one."</p> + +<p>Still the whisper stayed in her heart, nor would the honeyed words of +praise be gone, even when he kissed her, and thanked the gods for this +pearl of great price.</p> + +<p>Then as time fled on, the tiny whisper grew into a great roar, and all +the praise of men, and the sweet words of women, filled her brain, and +what had once been her aversion became a great desire, and caused her +brow to grow thoughtful, and her eyes moody.</p> + +<p>But when she spoke to him of this new love, he smiled and said, "My wife +must be mine, and mine alone. I want not a woman whom the world claims, +and shouts her name abroad. My wife and my home must be inviolate." And +again as of yore, his wish controlled her—but only for a while.</p> + +<p>Then the tiny whisper grown into the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> great roar urging her on, became a +mighty wind which drove her before it, nor could she turn aside from the +path of ambition, but swept on, and conquered.</p> + +<p>Ah, sweet, sweet the exultation of the victor! Dear the plaudits of the +admiring world; wild the joy, when queen of song, admired of men, she +stood upon the pinnacle of fame! And he? True to his old convictions, +turned sadly from the woman who placed the admiration of the world +before his love and the happiness of his home—and went out from her +life broken-hearted, disappointed, miserable.</p> + +<p>All these things, and more, she thought upon in the first flush of +eventide, as the bold, young star climbed toward his lady-love, the +moon, all these things, and what had come to pass after the victory.</p> + +<p>For there came a day when the world wearied of its toy, and turned with +shouts of joy, and wreaths of fresh laurels for the new star. Then came +disappoint<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span>ments and miseries crowding fast upon her; the sorrows which +a loving heart knows when it finds its idols faithless. Then the love +for him which she had once repressed arose in all its strength which had +gained during the long struggle with the world, arose and overwhelmed +her with its might, and filled her soul with an unutterable longing for +peace and rest and him.</p> + +<p>She wrote to him and told him all her heart, and begged of him to come +back to her, for Fame was but an empty bubble while love was supreme and +the only happiness, after all. And now she waited while the crimson and +gold of the west grew dark, and gray and lowering.</p> + +<p>Hark! She hears his loved step. He comes, ah, joy of heaven he comes! +Soon will he clasp her in his arms, and there on his bosom shall she +know peace and rest and love.</p> + +<p>As he enters the door she hastens to meet him, the love-light shining in +her tired eyes, her soft rounded arms out<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span>stretched to meet him. But he +folds her not in his embrace, nor yet does he look with love into her +upturned eyes; the voice she loves, ah so well, breaks upon the dusky +silence, pitiless, stern.</p> + +<p>"Most faithless of faithless women, think you that like the toy of a +fickle child I can be thrown aside, then picked up again? Think you that +I can take a soiled lily to my bosom? Think you that I can cherish the +gaudy sun-flower that ever turns to the broad, brazen glare of the +uncaring sun, rather than the modest shrinking violet? Nay, be not +deceived, I loved you once, but that love you killed in its youth and +beauty leaving me to stand and weep alone over its grave. I came +to-night, not to kiss you, and to forgive you as you entreat, but to +tell that you I have wed another."</p> + +<p>The pitiless voice ceased, and she was alone in the dusky silence; alone +in all the shame and agony and grief of unrequited love and worthless +fame. Alone to writhe and groan in despair while the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> roseate flush of +eventide passed into the coldness of midnight.</p> + +<p>Oh faithless woman, oh, faithless man! How frail the memory of thy +binding vows, thy blissful hours of love! Are they forgotten? Only the +record of broken hearts and loveless lives will show.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="THE_IDLER" id="THE_IDLER"></a>THE IDLER.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">An idle lingerer on the wayside's road,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">He gathers up his work and yawns away;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A little longer, ere the tiresome load</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Shall be reduced to ashes or to clay.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">No matter if the world has marched along,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And scorned his slowness as it quickly passed;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">No matter, if amid the busy throng,</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span><span style="margin-left: 1em;">He greets some face, infantile at the last.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">His mission? Well, there is but one,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And if it is a mission he knows it, nay,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">To be a happy idler, to lounge and sun,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And dreaming, pass his long-drawn days away.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">So dreams he on, his happy life to pass</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Content, without ambitions painful sighs,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Until the sands run down into the glass;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">He smiles—content—unmoved and dies.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And yet, with all the pity that you feel</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">For this poor mothling of that flame, the world;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Are you the better for your desperate deal,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">When you, like him, into infinitude are hurled?</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="LOVE_AND_THE_BUTTERFLY" id="LOVE_AND_THE_BUTTERFLY"></a>LOVE AND THE BUTTERFLY.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I heard a merry voice one day</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And glancing at my side,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Fair Love, all breathless, flushed with play,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">A butterfly did ride.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">"Whither away, oh sportive boy?"</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">I asked, he tossed his head;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Laughing aloud for purest joy,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And past me swiftly sped.</span><br /> +<br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Next day I heard a plaintive cry</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And Love crept in my arms;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Weeping he held the butterfly,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Devoid of all its charms.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Sweet words of comfort, whispered I</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Into his dainty ears,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">But Love still hugged the butterfly,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And bathed its wounds with tears.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="THE_BEE-MAN" id="THE_BEE-MAN"></a>THE BEE-MAN.</h2> + + +<p>We were glancing over the mental photograph album, and commenting on the +great lack of dissimilarity in tastes. Nearly every one preferred spring +to any other season, with a very few exceptions in favor of autumn. The +women loved Mrs. Browning and Longfellow; the men showed decided +preferences after Emerson and Macauley. Conceit stuck out when the +majority wanted to be themselves and none other, and only two did not +want to live in the 19th century. But in one place, in answer to the +question, "Whom would you rather be, if not yourself?" the answer was,</p> + +<p>"A baby!"</p> + +<p>"Why would you rather be a baby than any other personage?" queried +someone glancing at the writer, who blushed as she replied.</p> + +<p>"Because then I might be able to live a better life, I might have better +oppor<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span>tunities and better chances for improving them, and it would bring +me nearer the 20th century."</p> + +<p>"About eight or nine years ago," said the first speaker, "I remember +reading a story in a magazine for young folks. It was merely a fairy +story, and perhaps was not intended to point a moral, but only to amuse +the little ones. It was something on this order:—"</p> + +<p>Once upon a time, there lived in an out of the way spot an ancient +decrepit Bee-man. How old he was no one knew; whence he came, no one +could tell: to the memory of the oldest inhabitant he had always lived +in his dirty hut, surrounded by myriads of hives, attended always by a +swarm of bees. He was good to the bits of children, and always ready +with a sweet morsel of honeycomb for them. All his ambitions, +sympathies and hopes were centered in his hives; until one day a fairy +crept into his hut and whispered:</p> + +<p>"You have not always been a common<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> bee-man. Once you were something +else."</p> + +<p>"Tell me what I was," he asked eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Nay, that I cannot do," replied the fairy, "our queen sent me to tell +you this, and if you wished to search for your former self, I am to +assist you. You must search the entire valley, and the first thing you +meet to which you become violently attached, that is what you formerly +were, and I shall give you back your correct form."</p> + +<p>So the next morning the Bee-man, strapping his usual hive upon his back, +and accompanied by the fairy in the form of a queen bee, set out upon +his search throughout the valley. At first he became violently attached +to the handsome person and fine castle of the Lord of the Realm, but on +being kicked out of the lord's domains, his love turned to dislike.</p> + +<p>The Bee-man and the fairy travelled far and wide and carefully inspected +every thing they met. The very Imp, the Languid young man, the +Hippogriffith,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> the Thousand Tailed Hippopotamus, and many other types, +until the Bee-man grew weary and was about to give up the search in +disgust.</p> + +<p>But suddenly amid all the vast halls of the enchanted domains through +which they were wandering, there sounded shrieks and wails, and the +inmates were thrown into the greatest confusion by the sight of the +hideous hippogriffith dashing through, a million sparks emanating from +his great eyes, his barbed tail waving high in the air, and holding in +his talons a tiny infant.</p> + +<p>Now, as soon as the Bee-man saw this, a great wave of sorrow and pity +filled his breast, and he hastily followed the monster, arriving at his +cave just in time to see him preparing to devour his prey. Madly dashing +his hive of bees into the hippogriffith's face, and seizing the infant +while the disturbed and angry bees stung and swarmed, the Bee-man rushed +out followed by the Very Imp, the Languid young man and the fairy, and +made<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> his way to the child's mother. Just as soon as the baby was safely +restored, the Bee-man ruminated thoughtfully awhile and finally remarked +to the fairy:</p> + +<p>"Do you know of all the things I have met so far, I liked the baby best +of all, so I think I must have been a baby once!"</p> + +<p>"Right you are," assented the fairy, "I knew it before, but, of course, +I couldn't tell. Now I shall change you into your former shape, but +remember, you must try to be something better than a Bee-man."</p> + +<p>The Bee-man promised and was instantly changed into a baby. The fairy +inoculated him from harm with a bee-sting, and gave him to the rescued +infant's mother.</p> + +<p>Nearly a cycle passed by, and one day the fairy having business in the +valley, thought she would make inquiries concerning her protege. In her +way she happened to pass a little, low, curious hut, with many bee hives +about it, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> swarms of bees flying in and out. The fairy, tired as +well as curious, peeped in and discovered an ancient man attending to +the wants of his pets. Upon a closer inspection, she recognized her +infant of years ago. He had become a bee-man again!</p> + +<hr style="width: 45%;" /> + +<p>"It points a pretty little moral," said the Fatalist, "for it certainly +proves that do what we will, we cannot get away from our natures. It was +inherent in that man's nature to tend bees. Bee-ing was the occupation +chosen for him by Fate, and had the beneficent Fairy changed him a dozen +times, he would ultimately have gone to bee-ing in some form or other."</p> + +<p>The Fatalist was doubtless right, for it seems as though the inherent +things in our nature must come out. But if we want to dig deep into the +child's story for metaphysical morals, does it not also uphold the +theory of re-incarnation? the ancient bee-man, perhaps is but a type<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> of +humanity growing old, and settled in its mode of living, while the fairy +is but thought, whispering into our souls things half dread half +pleasant.</p> + +<p>There are moments when the consciousness of a former life comes sharply +upon us, in swift, lightning flashes, too sudden to be tangible, too +dazzling to leave an impress, or mayhap, in troubled dreams that +bewilder and confuse with vague remembrances. If only a burst of memory +would come upon some mortal, that the tale might be fully told, and +these theories established as facts. It would unfold great possibilities +of historical lore; of literary life; of religious speculation.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2><a name="AMID_THE_ROSES" id="AMID_THE_ROSES"></a>AMID THE ROSES.</h2> + + +<p> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">There is tropical warmth and languorous life</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Where the roses lie</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">In a tempting drift</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of pink and red and golden light</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Untouched as yet by the pruning knife.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">And the still, warm life of the roses fair</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">That whisper "Come,"</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">With promises</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Of sweet caresses, close and pure</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Has a thorny whiff in the perfumed air.</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">There are thorns and love in the roses' bed,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">And Satan too</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 2em;">Must linger there;</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">So Satan's wiles and the conscience stings,</span><br /> +<span style="margin-left: 1em;">Must now abide—the roses are <i>dead</i>.</span><br /> +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span></p> + +<p> </p> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" /> +<p>***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VIOLETS AND OTHER TALES***</p> +<p>******* This file should be named 18713-h.txt or 18713-h.zip *******</p> +<p>This and all associated files of various formats will be found in:<br /> +<a href="http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/7/1/18713">http://www.gutenberg.org/1/8/7/1/18713</a></p> +<p>Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed.</p> + +<p>Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + + + + +Title: Violets and Other Tales + + +Author: Alice Ruth Moore + + + +Release Date: June 29, 2006 [eBook #18713] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-646-US (US-ASCII) + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VIOLETS AND OTHER TALES*** + + +E-text prepared by Suzanne Shell, Janet Blenkinship, and the Project +Gutenberg Online Distributed Proofreading Team (http://www.pgdp.net/) + + + +VIOLETS AND OTHER TALES + +by + +ALICE RUTH MOORE + + + + + + + +Copyright 1895 +by the Monthly Review +All rights reserved + + + + + To my friend of November 5th, 1892 + + + + +INTRODUCTION. + + +In this day when the world is fairly teeming with books,--good books, +books written with a motive, books inculcating morals, books teaching +lessons,--it seems almost a piece of presumption too great for endurance +to foist another upon the market. There is scarcely room in the literary +world for amateurs and maiden efforts; the very worthiest are sometimes +poorly repaid for their best efforts. Yet, another one is offered the +public, a maiden effort,--a little thing with absolutely nothing to +commend it, that seeks to do nothing more than amuse. + +Many of these sketches and verses have appeared in print before, in +newspapers and a magazine or two; many are seeing the light of day for +the first time. If perchance this collection of idle thoughts may serve +to while away an hour or two, or lift for a brief space the load of care +from someone's mind, their purpose has been served--the author is +satisfied. + + A. R. M. + +CONTENTS. + + + VIOLETS, 13 + + THREE THOUGHTS, 18 + + THE WOMAN, 21 + + TEN MINUTES' MUSING, 29 + + A PLAINT, 35 + + IN UNCONSCIOUSNESS, 36 + + TITEE, 44 + + ANARCHY ALLEY, 56 + + IMPRESSIONS, 63 + + SALAMMBO, 65 + + LEGEND OF THE NEWSPAPER, 72 + + A CARNIVAL JANGLE, 76 + + PAUL TO VIRGINIA (Fin de Siecle), 83 + + THE MAIDEN'S DREAM, 85 + + IN MEMORIAM, 93 + + A STORY OF VENGEANCE, 93 + + AT BAY ST. LOUIS, 106 + + NEW YEAR'S DAY, 108 + + UNKNOWN LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST, 110 + + IN OUR NEIGHBORHOOD, 122 + + FAREWELL! 138 + + LITTLE MISS SOPHIE, 140 + + IF I HAD KNOWN! 154 + + CHALMETTE, 155 + + AT EVENTIDE, 159 + + THE IDLER, 166 + + LOVE AND THE BUTTERFLY, 168 + + THE BEE-MAN, 169 + + AMID THE ROSES, 176 + + + + +PREFACE. + + +These fugitive pieces are launched upon the tide of public opinion to +sink or swim upon their merit. They will float for a while, but whether +they will reach the haven of popularity depends upon their enduring +qualities. Some will surely perish, many will reach some port, but time +alone will tell if any shall successfully breast the ocean of thought +and plant its standard upon the summit of fame. + +When one enters the domain of authorship, she places herself at the +mercy of critics. Were she as sure of being commended by the best and +most intelligent of her readers, as she is sure of being condemned by +the worst and most ignorant, there would still be a thrill of pleasure +in all criticism, for the satisfaction of having received the praise of +the first would compensate for the harshness of the latter. Just +criticism is wholesome and never wounds the sensibilities of the true +author, for it saves her from the danger of an excess of pride which is +the greatest foe to individual progress, while it spurs her on to +loftier flights and nobler deeds. A poor writer is bad, but a poor +critic is worse, therefore, unjust criticism should never ruffle the +temper of its victim. The author of these pages belongs to that type of +the "brave new woman who scorns to sigh," but feels that she has +something to say, and says it to the best of her ability, and leaves the +verdict in the hands of the public. She gives to the reader her best +thoughts and leaves him to accept or reject as merit may manifest +itself. No author is under contract to please her readers at all times, +nor can she hope to control the sentiments of all of them at any time, +therefore, the obligation is reciprocal, for the fame she receives is +due to the pleasure she affords. + +The author of these fugitive pieces is young, just on the threshold of +life, and with the daring audacity of youth makes assertions and gives +decisions which she may reverse as time mellows her opinions, and the +realities of life force aside the theories of youth, and prosy facts +obscure the memory of that happy time when the heart overflowing +with---- + + "The joy + Of young ideas painted on the mind, + In the warm glowing colors Fancy spreads + On objects, not yet known, when all is new, + And all is lovely." + +There is much in this book that is good; much that is crude; some that +is poor: but all give that assurance of something great and noble when +the bud of promise, now unfolding its petals in the morning glow of +light, will have matured into that fuller growth of blossoming flower +ere the noonday sun passes its zenith. May the hope thus engendered by +this first attempt reach its fruition, and may the energy displayed by +one so young meet the reward it merits from an approving public. + + SYLVANIE F. WILLIAMS. + + + + +VIOLETS. + +I. + + +"And she tied a bunch of violets with a tress of her pretty brown hair." + +She sat in the yellow glow of the lamplight softly humming these words. +It was Easter evening, and the newly risen spring world was slowly +sinking to a gentle, rosy, opalescent slumber, sweetly tired of the joy +which had pervaded it all day. For in the dawn of the perfect morn, it +had arisen, stretched out its arms in glorious happiness to greet the +Saviour and said its hallelujahs, merrily trilling out carols of bird, +and organ and flower-song. But the evening had come, and rest. + +There was a letter lying on the table, it read: + +"Dear, I send you this little bunch of flowers as my Easter token. +Perhaps you may not be able to read their meaning, so I'll tell you. +Violets, you know, are my favorite flowers. Dear, little, human-faced +things! They seem always as if about to whisper a love-word; and then +they signify that thought which passes always between you and me. The +orange blossoms--you know their meaning; the little pinks are the +flowers you love; the evergreen leaf is the symbol of the endurance of +our affection; the tube-roses I put in, because once when you kissed and +pressed me close in your arms, I had a bunch of tube-roses on my bosom, +and the heavy fragrance of their crushed loveliness has always lived in +my memory. The violets and pinks are from a bunch I wore to-day, and +when kneeling at the altar, during communion, did I sin, dear, when I +thought of you? The tube-roses and orange-blossoms I wore Friday night; +you always wished for a lock of my hair, so I'll tie these flowers with +them--but there, it is not stable enough; let me wrap them with a bit of +ribbon, pale blue, from that little dress I wore last winter to the +dance, when we had such a long, sweet talk in that forgotten nook. You +always loved that dress, it fell in such soft ruffles away from the +throat and bosom,--you called me your little forget-me-not, that night. +I laid the flowers away for awhile in our favorite book,--Byron--just at +the poem we loved best, and now I send them to you. Keep them always in +remembrance of me, and if aught should occur to separate us, press these +flowers to your lips, and I will be with you in spirit, permeating your +heart with unutterable love and happiness." + + +II. + +It is Easter again. As of old, the joyous bells clang out the glad news +of the resurrection. The giddy, dancing sunbeams laugh riotously in +field and street; birds carol their sweet twitterings everywhere, and +the heavy perfume of flowers scents the golden atmosphere with inspiring +fragrance. One long, golden sunbeam steals silently into the +white-curtained window of a quiet room, and lay athwart a sleeping face. +Cold, pale, still, its fair, young face pressed against the satin-lined +casket. Slender, white fingers, idle now, they that had never known +rest; locked softly over a bunch of violets; violets and tube-roses in +her soft, brown hair, violets in the bosom of her long, white gown; +violets and tube-roses and orange-blossoms banked everywhere, until the +air was filled with the ascending souls of the human flowers. Some +whispered that a broken heart had ceased to flutter in that still, young +form, and that it was a mercy for the soul to ascend on the slender +sunbeam. To-day she kneels at the throne of heaven, where one year ago +she had communed at an earthly altar. + + +III. + +Far away in a distant city, a man, carelessly looking among some +papers, turned over a faded bunch of flowers tied with a blue ribbon +and a lock of hair. He paused meditatively awhile, then turning to the +regal-looking woman lounging before the fire, he asked: + +"Wife, did you ever send me these?" + +She raised her great, black eyes to his with a gesture of ineffable +disdain, and replied languidly: + +"You know very well I can't bear flowers. How could I ever send such +sentimental trash to any one? Throw them into the fire." + +And the Easter bells chimed a solemn requiem as the flames slowly licked +up the faded violets. Was it merely fancy on the wife's part, or did the +husband really sigh,--a long, quivering breath of remembrance? + + + + +THREE THOUGHTS. + + + FIRST. + + How few of us + In all the world's great, ceaseless struggling strife, + Go to our work with gladsome, buoyant step, + And love it for its sake, whate'er it be. + Because it is a labor, or, mayhap, + Some sweet, peculiar art of God's own gift; + And not the promise of the world's slow smile + of recognition, or of mammon's gilded grasp. + Alas, how few, in inspiration's dazzling flash, + Or spiritual sense of world's beyond the dome + Of circling blue around this weary earth, + Can bask, and know the God-given grace + Of genius' fire that flows and permeates + The virgin mind alone; the soul in which + The love of earth hath tainted not. + The love of art and art alone. + + SECOND. + + "Who dares stand forth?" the monarch cried, + "Amid the throng, and dare to give + Their aid, and bid this wretch to live? + I pledge my faith and crown beside, + A woeful plight, a sorry sight, + This outcast from all God-given grace. + + What, ho! in all, no friendly face, + No helping hand to stay his plight? + St. Peter's name be pledged for aye, + The man's accursed, that is true; + But ho, he suffers. None of you + Will mercy show, or pity sigh?" + + Strong men drew back, and lordly train + Did slowly file from monarch's look, + Whose lips curled scorn. But from a nook + A voice cried out, "Though he has slain + That which I loved the best on earth, + Yet will I tend him till he dies, + I can be brave." A woman's eyes + Gazed fearlessly into his own. + + THIRD. + + When all the world has grown full cold to thee, + And man--proud pygmy--shrugs all scornfully, + And bitter, blinding tears flow gushing forth, + Because of thine own sorrows and poor plight, + Then turn ye swift to nature's page, + And read there passions, immeasurably far + Greater than thine own in all their littleness. + For nature has her sorrows and her joys, + As all the piled-up mountains and low vales + Will silently attest--and hang thy head + In dire confusion, for having dared + To moan at thine own miseries + When God and nature suffer silently. + + + + +THE WOMAN. + + +The literary manager of the club arose, cleared his throat, adjusted his +cravat, fixed his eyes sternly upon the young man, and in a sonorous +voice, a little marred by his habitual lisp, asked: "Mr. ----, will you +please tell us your opinion upon the question, whether woman's chances +for matrimony are increased or decreased when she becomes man's equal as +a wage earner?" + +The secretary adjusted her eye-glass, and held her pencil alertly poised +above her book, ready to note which side Mr. ---- took. Mr. ---- +fidgeted, pulled himself together with a violent jerk, and finally spoke +his mind. Someone else did likewise, also someone else, then the women +interposed, and jumped on the men, the men retaliated, a wordy war +ensued, and the whole matter ended by nothing being decided, pro or +con--generally the case in wordy discussions. _Moi?_ Well, I sawed wood +and said nothing, but all the while there was forming in my mind, no, I +won't say forming, it was there already. It was this, _Why should +well-salaried women marry?_ Take the average working-woman of to-day. +She works from five to ten hours a day, doing extra night work, +sometimes, of course. Her work over, she goes home or to her +boarding-house, as the case may be. Her meals are prepared for her, she +has no household cares upon her shoulders, no troublesome dinners to +prepare for a fault-finding husband, no fretful children to try her +patience, no petty bread and meat economies to adjust. She has her +cares, her money-troubles, her debts, and her scrimpings, it is true, +but they only make her independent, instead of reducing her to a dead +level of despair. Her day's work ends at the office, school, factory or +store; the rest of the time is hers, undisturbed by the restless going +to and fro of housewifely cares, and she can employ it in mental or +social diversions. She does not incessantly rely upon the whims of a +cross man to take her to such amusements as she desires. In this +nineteenth century she is free to go where she pleases--provided it be +in a moral atmosphere--without comment. Theatres, concerts, lectures, +and the lighter amusements of social affairs among her associates, are +open to her, and there she can go, see, and be seen, admire and be +admired, enjoy and be enjoyed, without a single harrowing thought of the +baby's milk or the husband's coffee. + +Her earnings are her own, indisputably, unreservedly, undividedly. She +knows to a certainty just how much she can spend, how well she can +dress, how far her earnings will go. If there is a dress, a book, a bit +of music, a bunch of flowers, or a bit of furniture that she wants, she +can get it, and there is no need of asking anyone's advice, or gently +hinting to John that Mrs. So and So has a lovely new hat, and there is +one ever so much prettier and cheaper down at Thus & Co.'s. To an +independent spirit there is a certain sense of humiliation and wounded +pride in asking for money, be it five cents or five hundred dollars. The +working woman knows no such pang; she has but to question her account +and all is over. In the summer she takes her savings of the winter, +packs her trunk and takes a trip more or less extensive, and there is +none to say her nay,--nothing to bother her save the accumulation of her +own baggage. There is an independent, happy, free-and-easy swing about +the motion of her life. Her mind is constantly being broadened by +contact with the world in its working clothes; in her leisure moments by +the better thoughts of dead and living men which she meets in her +applications to books and periodicals; in her vacations, by her studies +of nature, or it may be other communities than her own. The freedom +which she enjoys she does not trespass upon, for if she did not learn at +school she has acquired since habits of strong self-reliance, +self-support, earnest thinking, deep discriminations, and firmly +believes that the most perfect liberty is that state in which humanity +conforms itself to and obeys strictly, without deviation, those laws +which are best fitted for their mutual self-advancement. + +And so your independent working woman of to day comes as near being +ideal in her equable self poise as can be imagined. So why should she +hasten to give this liberty up in exchange for a serfdom, sweet +sometimes, it is true, but which too often becomes galling and +unendurable. + +It is not marriage that I decry, for I don't think any really sane +person would do this, but it is this wholesale marrying of girls in +their teens, this rushing into an unknown plane of life to avoid work. +Avoid work! What housewife dares call a moment her own? + +Marriages might be made in Heaven, but too often they are consummated +right here on earth, based on a desire to possess the physical +attractions of the woman by the man, pretty much as a child desires a +toy, and an innate love of man, a wild desire not to be ridiculed by the +foolish as an "old maid," and a certain delicate shrinking from the work +of the world--laziness is a good name for it--by the woman. The +attraction of mind to mind, the ability of one to compliment the lights +and shadows in the other, the capacity of either to fulfil the duties of +wife or husband--these do not enter into the contract. That is why we +have divorce courts. + +And so our independent woman in every year of her full, rich, +well-rounded life, gaining fresh knowledge and experience, learning +humanity, and particularly that portion of it which is the other gender, +so well as to avoid clay-footed idols, and finally when she does consent +to bear the yoke upon her shoulders, does so with perhaps less romance +and glamor than her younger scoffing sisters, but with an assurance of +solid and more lasting happiness. Why should she have hastened this; +was aught lost by the delay? + +"They say" that men don't admire this type of woman, that they prefer +the soft, dainty, winning, mindless creature who cuddles into men's +arms, agrees to everything they say, and looks upon them as a race of +gods turned loose upon this earth for the edification of womankind. +Well, may be so, but there is one thing positive, they certainly respect +the independent one, and admire her, too, even if it is at a distance, +and that in itself is something. As to the other part, no matter how +sensible a woman is on other questions, when she falls in love she is +fool enough to believe her adored one a veritable Solomon. Cuddling? +Well, she may preside over conventions, brandish her umbrella at board +meetings, tramp the streets soliciting subscriptions, wield the blue +pencil in an editorial sanctum, hammer a type-writer, smear her nose +with ink from a galley full of pied type, lead infant ideas through the +tortuous mazes of c-a-t and r-a-t, plead at the bar, or wield the +scalpel in a dissecting room, yet when the right moment comes, she will +sink as gracefully into his manly embrace, throw her arms as lovingly +around his neck, and cuddle as warmly and sweetly to his bosom as her +little sister who has done nothing else but think, dream, and practice +for that hour. It comes natural, you see. + + + + +TEN MINUTES' MUSING. + + +There was a terrible noise in the school-yard at intermission; peeping +out the windows the boys could be seen huddled in an immense bunch, in +the middle of the yard. It looked like a fight, a mob, a +knock-down,--anything, so we rushed out to the door hastily, fearfully, +ready to scold, punish, console, frown, bind up broken heads or drag +wounded forms from the melee as the case might be. Nearly every boy in +the school was in that seething, swarming mass, and those who weren't +were standing around on the edges, screaming and throwing up their hats +in hilarious excitement. It was a mob, a fearful mob, but a mob +apparently with a vigorous and well-defined purpose. It was a mob that +screamed and howled, and kicked, and yelled, and shouted, and perspired, +and squirmed, and wriggled, and pushed, and threatened, and poured +itself all seemingly upon some central object. It was a mob that had an +aim, that was determined to accomplish that aim, even though the whole +azure expanse of sky fell upon them. It was a mob with set muscles, +straining like whip-cords, eyes on that central object and with heads +inward and sturdy legs outward, like prairie horses reversed in a +battle. The cheerers and hat throwers on the outside were mirthful, but +the mob was not; it howled, but howled without any cachinnation; it +struggled for mastery. Some fell and were trampled over, some weaker +ones were even tossed in the air, but the mob never deigned to trouble +itself about such trivialities. It was an interesting, nervous whole, +with divers parts of separate vitality. + +In alarm I looked about for the principal. He was standing at a safe +distance with his hands in his pockets watching the seething mass with a +broad smile. At sight of my perplexed expression some one was about to +venture an explanation, when there was a wild yell, a sudden vehement +disintegration of the mass, a mighty rush and clutch at a dark object +bobbing in the air--and the mist cleared from my intellect--as I +realized it all--football. + +Did you ever stop to see the analogy between a game of football and the +interesting little game called life which we play every day? There is +one, far-fetched as it may seem, though, for that matter, life's game, +being one of desperate chances and strategic moves, is analogous to +anything. + +But, if we could get out of ourselves and soar above the world, far +enough to view the mass beneath in its daily struggles, and near enough +the hearts of the people to feel the throbs beneath their boldly +carried exteriors, the whole would seem naught but such a maddening rush +and senseless-looking crushing. "We are but children of a larger growth" +after all, and our ceaseless pursuing after the baubles of this earth +are but the struggles for precedence in the business play-ground. + +The football is money. See how the mass rushes after it! Everyone so +intent upon his pursuit until all else dwindles into a ridiculous +nonentity. The weaker ones go down in the mad pursuit, and are +unmercifully trampled upon, but no matter, what is the difference if the +foremost win the coveted prize and carry it off. See the big boy in +front, he with iron grip, and determined, compressed lips? That boy is a +type of the big, merciless man, the Gradgrind of the latter century. His +face is set towards the ball, and even though he may crush a dozen small +boys, he'll make his way through the mob and come out triumphant. And +he'll be the victor longer than anyone else, in spite of the envy and +fighting and pushing about him. + +To an observer, alike unintelligent about the rules of a football game, +and the conditions which govern the barter and exchange and fluctuations +of the world's money market, there is as much difference between the +sight of a mass of boys on a play-ground losing their equilibrium over a +spheroid of rubber and a mass of men losing their coolness and temper +and mental and nervous balance on change as there is between a pine +sapling and a mighty forest king--merely a difference of age. The +mighty, seething, intensely concentrated mass in its emphatic tendency +to one point is the same, in the utter disregard of mental and physical +welfare. The momentary triumphs of transitory possessions impress a +casual looker-on with the same fearful idea--that the human race, after +all, is savage to the core, and cultivates its savagery in an inflated +happiness at own nearness to perfection. + +But the bell clangs sharply, the overheated, nervous, tingling boys +fall into line, and the sudden transition from massing disorder to +military precision cuts short the ten minutes' musing. + + + + +A PLAINT. + + + Dear God, 'tis hard, so awful hard to lose + The one we love, and see him go afar, + With scarce one thought of aching hearts behind, + Nor wistful eyes, nor outstretched yearning hands. + Chide not, dear God, if surging thoughts arise. + And bitter questionings of love and fate, + But rather give my weary heart thy rest, + And turn the sad, dark memories into sweet. + Dear God, I fain my loved one were anear, + But since thou will'st that happy thence he'll be, + I send him forth, and back I'll choke the grief + Rebellious rises in my lonely heart. + I pray thee, God, my loved one joy to bring; + I dare not hope that joy will be with me, + But ah, dear God, one boon I crave of thee, + That he shall ne'er forget his hours with me. + + + + +IN UNCONSCIOUSNESS. + + +There was a big booming in my ears, great heavy iron bells that swung +to-and-fro on either side, and sent out deafening reverberations that +steeped the senses in a musical melody of sonorous sound; to-and-fro, +backward and forward, yet ever receding in a gradually widening circle, +monotonous, mournful, weird, suffusing the soul with an unutterable +sadness, as images of wailing processions, of weeping, empty-armed +women, and widowed maidens flashed through the mind, and settled on the +soul with a crushing, o'er-pressing weight of sorrow. + + * * * * * + +Now I lay floating, arms outstretched, on an illimitable waste of calm +tranquil waters. Far away as eye could reach, there was naught but the +pale, white-flecked, green waters of this ocean of eternity, and above +the tender blue sky arched down in perfect love of its mistress, +the ocean. Sky and sea, sea and sky, blue, calm, infinite, perfect sea, +heaving its womanly bosom to the passionate kisses of its ardent +sun-lover. Away into infinity stretched this perfectibility of love; +into eternity, I was drifting, alone, silent, yet burdened still with +the remembrance of the sadness of the bells. + +Far away, they tolled out the incessant dirge, grown resignedly sweet +now; so intense in its infinite peace, that a calm of love, beyond all +human understanding and above all earthly passions, sank deep into my +soul, and so permeated my whole being with rest and peace, that my lips +smiled and my eyes drooped in access of fulsome joy. Into the +illimitable space of infinity we drifted, my soul and I, borne along +only by the network of auburn hair that floated about me in the green +waters. + + * * * * * + +But now, a rude grasp from somewhere is laid upon me, pressing upon my +face. Instantly the air grows gloomy, gray, and the ocean rocks +menacingly, while the great bells grow harsh and strident, as they hint +of a dark fate. I clasp my hands appealingly to the heavens; I moan and +struggle with the unknown grasp; then there is peace and the sweet +content of the infinite Nirvana. + +Then slowly, softly, the net of auburn hair begins to drag me down below +the surface of the sea. Oh! the skies are so sweet, and now that the +tender stars are looking upon us, how fair to stay and sway upon the +breast of eternity! But the net is inexorable, and gently, slowly pulls +me down. Now we sink straight, now we whirl in slow, eddying circles, +spiral-like; while at each turn those bells ring out clanging now in +wild crescendo, then whispering dread secrets of the ocean's depths. Oh, +ye mighty bells, tell me from your learned lore of the hopes of mankind! +Tell me what fruit he beareth from his strivings and yearnings; know not +ye? Why ring ye now so joyful, so hopeful; then toll your dismal +prophecies of o'er-cast skies? + +Years have passed, and now centuries, too, are swallowed in the gulf of +eternity, yet the auburn net still whirls me in eddying circles, down, +down to the very womb of time; to the innermost recesses of the mighty +ocean. + + * * * * * + +And now, peace, perfect, unconditioned, sublime peace, and rest, and +silence. For to the great depths of the mighty ocean the solemn bells +cannot penetrate, and no sound, not even the beatings of one's own +heart, is heard. In the heart of eternity there can be nothing to break +the calm of frozen aeons. In the great white hall I lay, silent, +unexpectant, calm, and smiled in perfect content at the web of auburn +hair which trailed across my couch. No passionate longing for life or +love, no doubting question of heaven or hell, no strife for carnal +needs,--only rest, content, peace--happiness, perfect, whole, complete, +sublime. + +And thus passed ages and ages, aeons and aeons. The great earth there in +the dim distance above the ocean has toiled wearily about the sun, until +its mechanism was failing, and the warm ardor of the lover's eye was +becoming pale and cold from age, while the air all about the fast +dwindling sphere was heavy and thick with the sorrows and heartaches and +woes of the humans upon its face. Heavy with the screams and roar of +war; with the curses of the deceived of traitors; with the passionate +sighs of unlawful love; with the crushing unrest of blighted hopes. +Knowledge and contempt of all these things permeated even to the inmost +depths of time, as I lay in the halls of rest and smiled at the web +floating through my white fingers. + + * * * * * + +But hark! discord begins. There is a vague fear which springs from an +unknown source and drifts into the depths of rest; fear, indefinable, +unaccountable, unknowable, shuddering. Pain begins, for the heart +springs into life, and fills the silence with the terror of its +beatings, thick, knifing, frightful in its intense longing. Power of +mind over soul, power of calm over fear avail nothing; suspense and +misery, locked arm in arm, pervade aeonic stillness, till all things else +become subordinate, unnoticed. + +Centuries drift away, and the giddy, old reprobate--earth, dying a +hideous, ghastly death, with but one solitary human to shudder in unison +with its last throes, to bask in the last pale rays of a cold sun, to +inhale the last breath of a metallic atmosphere; totters, reels, falls +into space, and is no more. Peal out, ye brazen bells, peal out the +requiem of the sinner! Roll your mournful tones into the ears of the +saddened angels, weeping with wing-covered eyes! Toll the requiem of the +sinner, sinking swiftly, sobbingly into the depths of time's ocean. +Down, down, until the great groans which arose from the domes and Ionic +roofs about me told that the sad old earth sought rest in eternity, +while the universe shrugged its shoulders over the loss of another star. + +And now, the great invisible fear became apparent, tangible, for all the +sins, the woes, the miseries, the dreads, the dismal achings and +throbbings, the dreariness and gloom of the lost star came together and +like a huge geni took form and hideous shape--octopus-like--which slowly +approached me, erstwhile happy--and hovered about my couch in fearful +menace. + + * * * * * + +Oh, shining web of hair, burst loose your bonds and bid me move! Oh, +time, cease not your calculations, but speed me on to deliverance! Oh, +silence, vast, immense, infuse into your soul some sound other than the +heavy throbbing of this fast disintegrating heart! Oh, pitiless stone +arches, let fall your crushing weight upon this Stygian monster! + +I pray to time, to eternity, to the frozen aeons of the past. Useless. I +am seized, forced to open my cold lips; there is agony,--supreme, mortal +agony of nerve tension, and wrenching of vitality. I struggle, scream, +and clutching the monster with superhuman strength, fling him aside, and +rise, bleeding, screaming--but triumphant, and keenly mortal in every +vein, alive and throbbing with consciousness and pain. + + * * * * * + +No, it was not opium, nor night-mare, but chloroform, a dentist, three +obstinate molars, a pair of forceps, and a lively set of nerves. + + + + +TITEE. + + +It was cold that day; the great sharp north wind swept out Elysian +Fields Street in blasts that made men shiver, and bent everything in its +track. The skies hung lowering and gloomy; the usually quiet street was +more than deserted, it was dismal. + +Titee leaned against one of the brown freight cars for protection +against the shrill norther, and warmed his little chapped hands at a +blaze of chips and dry grass. "May be it'll snow," he muttered, casting +a glance at the sky that would have done credit to a practised seaman. +"Then _won't_ I have fun! Ugh, but the wind blows!" + +It was Saturday, or Titee would have been in school--the big yellow +school on Marigny Street, where he went every day when its bell boomed +nine o'clock. Went with a run and a joyous whoop,--presumably to +imbibe knowledge, ostensibly to make his teacher's life a burden. + +Idle, lazy, dirty, troublesome boy, she called him, to herself, as day +by day wore on, and Titee improved not, but let his whole class pass him +on its way to a higher grade. A practical joke he relished infinitely +more than a practical problem, and a good game at pinsticking was far +more entertaining than a language lesson. Moreover, he was always +hungry, and _would_ eat in school before the half-past ten intermission, +thereby losing much good play-time for his voracious appetite. + +But there was nothing in natural history that Titee didn't know. He +could dissect a butterfly or a mosquito-hawk and describe their parts as +accurately as a spectacled student with a scalpel and microscope could +talk about a cadaver. The entire Third District, with its swamps and +canals and commons and railroad sections, and its wondrous, crooked, +tortuous streets was as an open book to Titee. There was not a nook or +corner that he did not know or could tell of. There was not a bit of +gossip among the gamins, little Creole and Spanish fellows, with dark +skins and lovely eyes like Spaniels, that Titee could not tell of. He +knew just exactly when it was time for crawfish to be plentiful down in +the Claiborne and Marigny canals; just when a poor, breadless fellow +might get a job in the big bone-yard and fertilizing factory out on the +railroad track; and as for the levee, with its ships and schooners and +sailors--Oh, how he could revel among them! The wondrous ships, the +pretty little schooners, where the foreign-looking sailors lay on long +moon-lit nights, singing gay bar carols to the tinkle of a guitar and +mandolin. All these things, and more, could Titee tell of. He had been +down to the Gulf, and out on its treacherous waters through Eads Jetties +on a fishing smack, with some jolly, brown sailors, and could interest +the whole school-room in the "talk lessons," if he chose. + +Titee shivered as the wind swept round the freight cars. There isn't +much warmth in a bit of a jersey coat. + +"Wish 'twas summer," he murmured, casting another sailor's glance at the +sky. "Don't believe I like snow, it's too wet and cold." And, with a +last parting caress at the little fire he had builded for a minute's +warmth, he plunged his hands in his pockets, shut his teeth, and started +manfully on his mission out the railroad track towards the swamps. + +It was late when Titee came home, to such a home as it was, and he had +but illy performed his errand, so his mother beat him, and sent him to +bed supperless. A sharp strap stings in cold weather, and long walks in +the teeth of a biting wind creates a keen appetite. But if Titee cried +himself to sleep that night, he was up bright and early next morning, +and had been to early mass, devoutly kneeling on the cold floor, +blowing his fingers to keep them warm, and was home almost before the +rest of the family was awake. + +There was evidently some great matter of business in this young man's +mind, for he scarcely ate his breakfast, and had left the table, eagerly +cramming the remainder of his meal in his pockets. + +"I wonder what he's up to now?" mused his mother as she watched his +little form sturdily trudging the track in the face of the wind, his +head, with the rimless cap thrust close on the shock of black hair, bent +low, his hands thrust deep in the bulging pockets. + +"A new snake, perhaps," ventured the father; "he's a queer child." + +But the next day Titee was late for school. It was something unusual, +for he was always the first on hand to fix some plan of mechanism to +make the teacher miserable. She looked reprovingly at him this morning, +when he came in during the arithmetic class, his hair all wind-blown, +cheeks rosy from a hard fight with the sharp blasts. But he made up for +his tardiness by his extreme goodness all day; just think, Titee didn't +even eat in school. A something unparalleled in the entire history of +his school-life. + +When the lunch-hour came, and all the yard was a scene of feast and fun, +one of the boys found him standing by one of the posts, disconsolately +watching a ham sandwich as it rapidly disappeared down the throat of a +sturdy, square-headed little fellow. + +"Hello, Edgar," he said, "What yer got fer lunch?" + +"Nothin'," was the mournful reply. + +"Ah, why don't yer stop eatin' in school fer a change? Yer don't ever +have nothin' to eat." + +"I didn't eat to-day," said Titee, blazing up. + +"Yer did!" + +"I tell you I didn't!" and Titee's hard little fist planted a +punctuation mark on his comrade's eye. + +A fight in the school-yard! Poor Titee in disgrace again. But in spite +of his battered appearance, a severe scolding from the principal, lines +to write, and a further punishment from his mother, Titee scarcely +remained for his dinner, but was off, down the railroad track, with his +pockets partly stuffed with the remnants of his scanty meal. + +And the next day Titee was tardy again, and lunchless, too, and the +next, and the next, until the teacher in despair sent a nicely printed +note to his mother about him, which might have done some good, had not +Titee taken great pains to tear it up on his way home. + +But one day it rained, whole bucketfuls of water, that poured in +torrents from a miserable angry sky. Too wet a day for bits of boys to +be trudging to school, so Titee's mother thought, so kept him home to +watch the weather through the window, fretting and fuming, like a +regular storm-cloud in miniature. As the day wore on, and the storm did +not abate, his mother had to keep a strong watch upon him, or he would +have slipped away. + +At last dinner came and went, and the gray soddenness of the skies +deepened into the blackness of coming night. Someone called Titee to go +to bed--and Titee was nowhere to be found. + +Under the beds, in corners and closets, through the yard, and in such +impossible places as the soap-dish and the water-pitcher even; but he +had gone as completely as if he had been spirited away. It was of no use +to call up the neighbors; he had never been near their houses, they +affirmed, so there was nothing to do but to go to the railroad track, +where little Titee had been seen so often trudging in the shrill north +wind. + +So with lantern and sticks, and his little yellow dog, the rescuing +party started out the track. The rain had ceased falling, but the wind +blew a tremendous gale, scurrying great, gray clouds over a fierce sky. +It was not exactly dark, though in this part of the city, there was +neither gas nor electricity, and surely on such a night as this, neither +moon nor stars dared show their faces in such a grayness of sky; but a +sort of all-diffused luminosity was in the air, as though the sea of +atmosphere was charged with an ethereal phosphorescence. + +Search as they would, there were no signs of poor little Titee. The soft +earth between the railroad ties crumbled beneath their feet without +showing any small tracks or foot-prints. + +"Let us return," said the big brother, "he can't be here anyway." + +"No, no," urged the mother, "I feel that he is; let's go on." + +So on they went, slipping on the wet earth, stumbling over the loose +rocks, until a sudden wild yelp from Tiger brought them to a standstill. +He had rushed ahead of them, and his voice could be heard in the +distance, howling piteously. + +With a fresh impetus the little muddy party hurried forward. Tiger's +yelps could be heard plainer and plainer, mingled now with a muffled +wail, as of some one in pain. + +And then, after awhile they found a pitiful little heap of wet and +sodden rags, lying at the foot of a mound of earth and stones thrown +upon the side of the track. It was little Titee with a broken leg, all +wet and miserable, and moaning. + +They picked him up tenderly, and started to carry him home. But he cried +and clung to his mother, and begged not to go. + +"He's got fever," wailed his mother. + +"No, no, it's my old man. He's hungry, sobbed Titee, holding out a +little package. It was the remnants of his dinner, wet and rain washed. + +"What old man?" asked the big brother. + +"My old man, oh, please, please don't go home until I see him, I'm not +hurting much, I can go." + +So yielding to his whim, they carried him further away, down the sides +of the track up to an embankment or levee by the sides of the Marigny +canal. Then Titee's brother, suddenly stopping, exclaimed: + +"Why, here's a cave, a regular Robinson Cruso affair." + +"It's my old man's cave," cried Titee; "oh, please go in, maybe he's +dead." + +There can't be much ceremony in entering a cave, there is but one thing +to do, walk in. This they did, and holding high the lantern, beheld a +strange sight. On a bed of straw and paper in one corner lay a withered, +wizened, white-bearded old man, with wide eyes staring at the +unaccustomed sight. In the corner lay a cow. + +"It's my old man!" cried Titee, joyfully. "Oh, please, grandpa, I +couldn't get here to-day, it rained all morning, and when I ran away +this evening, I slipped down and broke something, and oh, grandpa, I'm +so tired and hurty, and I'm so afraid you're hungry." + +So the secret of Titee's jaunts out the railroad was out. In one of his +trips around the swamp-land, he had discovered the old man dying from +cold and hunger in the fields. Together they had found this cave, and +Titee had gathered the straw and brush that scattered itself over the +ground and made the bed. A poor old cow turned adrift by an ungrateful +master, had crept in and shared the damp dwelling. And thither Titee had +trudged twice a day, carrying his luncheon in the morning, and his +dinner in the evening, the sole support of a half-dead cripple. + +"There's a crown in Heaven for that child," said the officer to whom the +case was referred. + +And so there was, for we scattered winter roses on his little grave down +in old St. Rocque's cemetery. The cold and rain, and the broken leg had +told their tale. + + + + +ANARCHY ALLEY. + + +To the casual observer, the quaint, narrow, little alley that lies in +the heart of the city is no more than any other of the numerous +divisions of streets in which New Orleans delights. But to the idle +wanderer, or he whose mission down its four squares of much trodden +stones, is an aimless one,--whose eyes unforced to bend to the ground in +thought of sordid ways and means, can peer at will into its quaint +corners. Exchange Alley presents all the phases of a Latinized portion +of America, a bit of Europe, perhaps, the restless, chafing, anarchistic +Europe of to-day, in the midst of the quieter democratic institution of +our republic. + +It is Bohemia, pure and simple, Bohemia, in all its stages, from the +beer saloon and the cheap book-store, to the cheaper cook shop and +uncertain lodging house. There the great American institution, the +wondrous monarch whom the country supports--the tramp--basks in superior +comfort and contented, unmolested indolence. Idleness and labor, poverty +and opulence, the honest, law-abiding workingman, and the reckless, +restless anarchist, jostle side by side, and brush each other's elbows +in terms of equality as they do nowhere else. + +On the busiest thoroughfares in the city, just in the busiest part, +between two of the most crowded and conservative of cross-streets, lies +this alley of Latinism. One might almost pass it hurriedly, avoiding the +crowds that cluster at this section of the streets, but upon turning +into a narrow section, stone-paved, the place is entered, appearing to +end one square distant, seeming to bar itself from the larger buildings +by an aimless sort of iron affair, part railing, part posts. There is a +conservative book-store at the entrance on one side, and an even more +harmless clothing store on the other; then comes a saloon with many +blind doors, behind which are vistas of tables, crowded and crowded with +men drinking beer out of "globes," large, round, moony, common affairs. +There is a dingy, pension-claim office, with cripples and +sorrowful-looking women in black, sitting about on rickety chairs. +Somehow, there is always an impression with me that the mourning dress +and mournful looks are put on to impress the dispenser and adjuster. It +is wicked, but what can one do if impressions come? + +There are more little cuddies of places, dye-shops, tailors, and +nondescript corners that seem to have no possible mission on earth and +are sadly conscious of their aimlessness. Then the railing is reached, +and the alley instead of ending has merely given itself an angular twist +to the right, and extends three squares further, to a great, pale green +dome, and stately entrance. + +The calmly-thinking, quietly-laboring, cool and conservative world is +for the nonce left behind. With the first stepping across Customhouse +street, the place widens architecturally, and the atmosphere, too, seems +impregnated with a sort of mental freedom, conducive to dangerous +theorizing and broody reflections on the inequality of the classes. The +sun shines in a strip in the centre, yellow and elusive, like gold; +someone is rattling a gay galop on a piano somewhere; there is a sound +of mens' voices in a heated discussion, a long whiff of pipe-smoke +trails through the sunlight from the bar-room; the clink of glasses, the +chink of silver, and the high treble of a woman's voice scolding a +refractory child, mingle in incongruous melody. + +Two-story houses all along; the first floor divided into cuddies, here a +paper store, displaying ten-cent novels of detective stories with +impossible cuts, illustrating impossible situations of the plot; +dye-shops, jewelers, tailors, tin-smiths, cook-shops, intelligence +offices--many of these, and some newspaper offices. On the second floor, +balconies, dingy, iron-railed, with sickly box-plants, and decrepit +garments airing and being turned and tended by dishevelled, slip-shod +women. Lodging-houses these, some of them, but one is forced to wonder +why do the tenants sun their clothes so often? The lines stretched from +posts to posts seem always filled with airing garments. Is it economy? +And do the owners of the faded vests and patched coats hide in dusky +corners while their only garments are receiving the benefit of Old Sol's +cleansing rays? And are the women with the indiscriminate tresses, near +relatives, or only the landladies? It would be something worth knowing +if one could. + +Plenty of saloons--great, gorgeous, gaudy places, with pianos and +swift-footed waiters, tables and cards, and men, men, men. The famous +Three Brothers' Saloon occupies a position about midway the alley, and +at its doors, the acme, the culminating point, the superlative degree of +unquietude and discontent is reached. It is the headquarters of nearly +all the great labor organizations in the city. Behind its doors, +swinging as easily between the street and the liquor-fumed halls as the +soul swings between right and wrong, the disturbed minds of the +working-men become clouded, heated, and wrothily ready for deeds of +violence. + +Outside on the pavements with hundreds of like-excited men, with angry +discussions and bitter recitals of complaints, the seeds of discord sown +some time since, perhaps, sprout afresh, blossom and bear fruits. Is +there a strike? Then special minions of the law are detailed to this +place, for violence and hatred of employers, insurrection and socialism +find here ready followers. Impromptu mass meetings are common, and +law-breaking schemes find their cradle beneath its glittering lights. It +is always thronged within and without, a veritable nursery of riot and +disorder. + +And oh, Bohemia, pipes, indolence and beer! The atmosphere is +impregnated with it, the dust sifts it into your clothes and hair, the +sunlight filters it through your brain, the stray snatches of music now +and then beat it rhythmically into your mind. There are some who work, +yes, and a few places outside of the saloons that seem to be animated +with a business motive. There are even some who push their way briskly +through the aimless bodies of men,--but then there must be an +occasional anomaly to break the monotony, if nothing more. + +It is so unlike the ordinary world, this bit of Bohemia, that one feels +a personal grievance when the marble entrance and great, green dome +become positive, solid, architectural facts, standing in all the grim +solemnity of the main entrance of the Hotel Royal on St. Louis Street, +ending, with a sudden return to aristocracy, this stamping ground for +anarchy. + + + + +IMPRESSIONS. + + + THOUGHT. + + A swift, successive chain of things, + That flash, kaleidoscope-like, now in, now out, + Now straight, now eddying in wild rings, + No order, neither law, compels their moves, + But endless, constant, always swiftly roves. + + + HOPE. + + Wild seas of tossing, writhing waves, + A wreck half-sinking in the tortuous gloom; + One man clings desperately, while Boreas raves, + And helps to blot the rays of moon and star, + Then comes a sudden flash of light, which gleams on shores afar. + + + LOVE. + + A bed of roses, pleasing to the eye, + Flowers of heaven, passionate and pure, + Upon this bed the youthful often lie, + And pressing hard upon its sweet delight, + The cruel thorns pierce soul and heart, and cause a woeful blight. + + + DEATH. + + A traveller who has always heard + That on this journey he some day must go, + Yet shudders now, when at the fatal word + He starts upon the lonesome, dreary way. + The past, a page of joy and woe,--the future, none can say. + + + FAITH. + + Blind clinging to a stern, stone cross, + Or it may be of frailer make; + Eyes shut, ears closed to earth's drear dross, + Immovable, serene, the world away + From thoughts--the mind uncaring for another day. + + + + +SALAMMBO. + +BY GUSTAVE FLANBERT. + + +Like unto the barbaric splendor, the clashing of arms, the flashing of +jewels, so is this book, full of brightness that dazzles, yet does not +weary, of rich mosaic beauty of sensuous softness. Yet, with it all, +there is a singular lack of elevation of thought and expression; +everything tends to degrade, to drag the mind to a worse than earthly +level. The crudity of the warriors, the minute description of the +battles, the leper, Hann; even the sensual love-scene of Salammbo and +Matho, and the rites of Taint and Moloch. Possibly this is due to the +peculiar shortness and crispness of the sentences, and the painstaking +attention to details. Nothing is left for the imagination to complete. +The slightest turn of the hand, the smallest bit of tapestry and +armor,--all, all is described until one's brain becomes weary with the +scintillating flash of minutia. Such careful attention wearies and +disappoints, and sometimes, instead of photographing the scenes +indelibly upon the mental vision, there ensues only a confused mass of +armor and soldiers, plains and horses. + +But the description of action and movement are incomparable, resembling +somewhat, in the rush and flow of words, the style of Victor Hugo; the +breathless rush and fire, the restrained passion and fury of a +master-hand. + +Throughout the whole book this peculiarity is noticeable--there are no +dissertations, no pauses for the author to express his opinions, no +stoppages to reflect,--we are rushed onward with almost breathless +haste, and many times are fain to pause and re-read a sentence, a +paragraph, sometimes a whole page. Like the unceasing motion of a column +of artillery in battle, like the roar and fury of the Carthaginian's +elephant, so is the torrent of Flanbert's eloquence--majestic, grand, +intense, with nobility, sensuous, but never sublime, never elevating, +never delicate. + +As an historian, Flanbert would have ranked high--at least in +impartiality. Not once in the whole volume does he allow his prejudices, +his opinions, his sentiments to crop out. We lose complete sight of the +author in his work. With marvellous fidelity he explains the movements, +the vices and the virtues of each party, and with Shakespearean tact, he +conceals his identity, so that we are troubled with none of that Byronic +vice of 'dipping one's pen into one's self.' + +Still, for all the historian's impartiality, he is just a trifle +incorrect, here and there--the ancients mention no aqueduct in or near +Carthage. Hann was not crucified outside of Tunis. The incident of the +Carthaginian women cutting off their tresses to furnish strings for bows +and catapults is generally conceded to have occurred during the latter +portion of the third Punic War. And still another difficulty presents +itself--Salammbo was supposed to have been the only daughter of +Hamilcar; according to Flanbert she dies unmarried, or rather on her +wedding day, and yet historians tell us that after the death of the +elder Barca, Hannibal was brought up and watched over by Hamilcar's +son-in-law, Hasdrubal. Can it be possible that the crafty Numidian King, +Nari Havas, is the intrepid, fearless and whole-souled Hasdrubal? Or is +it only another deviation from the beaten track of history? In a +historical novel, however, and one so evidently arranged for dramatic +effects, such lapses from the truth only heighten the interest and +kindle the imagination to a brighter flame. + +The school of realism of which Zola, Tolstoi, De Maupassant, and others +of that ilk are followers, claims its descent from the author of +Salammbo. Perhaps their claim is well-founded, perhaps not; we are +inclined to believe that it is, for every page in this novel is crowded +with details, often disgusting, which are generally left out in ordinary +works. The hideous deformity, the rottenness and repulsiveness of the +leper Hann is brought out in such vivid detail that we sicken and fain +would turn aside in disgust. But go where one will, the ghastly, +quivering, wretched picture is always before us in all its filth and +splendid misery. The reeking horrors of the battle-fields, the +disgusting details of the army imprisoned in the defile of the +battle-axe, the grimness of the sacrifices to the blood-thirsty god, +Moloch, the wretchedness of Hamilcar's slaves are presented with every +ghastly detail, with every degrading trick of expression. Picture after +picture of misery and foulness arises and pursues us as the grim witches +pursued the hapless Tam O'Shanter, clutching us in ghastly arms, +clinging to us with grim and ghoulish tenacity. + +Viewing the character through the genteel crystal of nineteenth century +civilization, they are all barbarous, unnatural, intensified; but +considering the age in which they lived--the tendencies of that age, the +gods they worshipped, the practices in which they indulged,--they are +all true to life, perfect in the depiction of their natures. Spendius is +a true Greek, crafty, lying, deceitful, ungrateful. Hamilcar needs no +novelist to crystallize his character in words, he always remains the +same Hamilcar of history, so it is with Hann; but to Flanbert alone are +we indebted for the hideous realism of his external aspect. Matho is a +dusky son of Libya,--fierce, passionate, resentful, unbridled in his +speech and action, swept by the hot breath of furious love as his native +sands are swept by the burning simoon. Salammbo, cold and strange +delving deep in the mysticism of the Carthaginian gods, living apart +from human passions in her intense love for the goddess, Tanit; +Salammbo, in the earnest excess of her religious fervor, eagerly +accepting the mission given her by the puzzled Saracharabim; Salammbo, +twining the gloomy folds of the python about her perfumed limbs; +Salammbo, resisting, then yielding to the fierce love of Matho; +Salammbo, dying when her erstwhile lover expires; Salammbo, in all her +many phases reminds us of some early Christian martyr or saint, though +the sweet spirit of the Great Teacher is hidden in the punctual devotion +to the mysterious rites of Tanit. She is an inexplicable mixture of the +tropical exotic and the frigid snow-flower,--a rich and rare growth that +attracts and repulses, that interests and absorbs, that we +admire--without loving, detest--without hating. + + + + +LEGEND OF THE NEWSPAPER. + + + Poets sing and fables tell us, + Or old folk lore whispers low, + Of the origin of all things, + Of the spring from whence they came, + Kalevala, old and hoary, + AEneid, Iliad, AEsop, too, + All are filled with strange quaint legends, + All replete with ancient tales,-- + + How love came, and how old earth, + Freed from chaos, grew for us, + To a green and wondrous spheroid, + To a home for things alive; + How fierce fire and iron cold, + How the snow and how the frost,-- + All these things the old rhymes ring, + All these things the old tales tell. + + Yet they ne'er sang of the beginning, + Of that great unbreathing angel, + Of that soul without a haven, + Of that gracious Lady Bountiful, + Yet they ne'er told how it came here; + Ne'er said why we read it daily, + Nor did they even let us guess why + We were left to tell the tale. + + Came one day into the wood-land, + Muckintosh, the great and mighty, + Muckintosh, the famous thinker, + He whose brain was all his weapons, + As against his rival's soarings, + High unto the vaulted heavens, + Low adown the swarded earth, + Rolled he round his gaze all steely, + And his voice like music prayed: + "Oh, Creator, wondrous Spirit, + Thou who hast for us descended + In the guise of knowledge mighty, + And our brains with truth o'er-flooded; + In the greatness of thy wisdom, + Knowest not our limitations? + Wondrous thoughts have we, thy servants, + Wondrous things we see each day, + Yet we cannot tell our brethren, + Yet we cannot let them know, + Of our doings and our happenings, + Should they parted be from us? + Help us, oh, Thou Wise Creator, + From the fulness of thy wisdom, + Show us how to spread our knowledge, + And disseminate our actions, + Such as we find worthy, truly." + + Quick the answer came from heaven; + Muckintosh, the famous thinker, + Muckintosh, the great and mighty, + Felt a trembling, felt a quaking, + Saw the earth about him open, + Saw the iron from the mountains + Form a quaint and queer machine, + Saw the lead from out the lead mines + Roll into small lettered forms, + Saw the fibres from the flax-plant, + Spread into great sheets of paper, + Saw the ink galls from the green trees + Crushed upon the leaden forms; + Muckintosh, the famous thinker, + Muckintosh, the great and mighty, + Felt a trembling, felt a quaking, + Saw the earth about him open, + Saw the flame and sulphur smoking, + Came the printer's little devil, + Far from distant lands the printer, + Man of unions, man of cuss-words, + From the depths of sooty blackness; + Came the towel of the printer; + Many things that Muckintosh saw,-- + Galleys, type, and leads and rules, + Presses, press-men, quoins and spaces, + Quads and caps and lower cases. + + But to Muckintosh bewildered, + All this passed as in a dream, + Till within his nervous hand, + Hand with joy and fear a-quaking, + Muckintosh, the great and mighty, + Muckintosh, the famous thinker, + Held the first of our newspapers. + + + + +A CARNIVAL JANGLE. + + +There is a merry jangle of bells in the air, an all-pervading sense of +jester's noise, and the flaunting vividness of royal colors; the streets +swarm with humanity,--humanity in all shapes, manners, forms,--laughing, +pushing, jostling, crowding, a mass of men and women and children, as +varied and as assorted in their several individual peculiarities as ever +a crowd that gathered in one locality since the days of Babel. + +It is Carnival in New Orleans; a brilliant Tuesday in February, when the +very air effervesces an ozone intensely exhilarating--of a nature half +spring, half winter--to make one long to cut capers. The buildings are a +blazing mass of royal purple and golden yellow, and national flags, +bunting and decorations that laugh in the glint of the Midas sun. The +streets a crush of jesters and maskers, Jim Crows and clowns, ballet +girls and Mephistos, Indians and monkeys; of wild and sudden flashes of +music, of glittering pageants and comic ones, of befeathered and belled +horses. A madding dream of color and melody and fantasy gone wild in an +effervescent bubble of beauty that shifts and changes and passes +kaleidoscope-like before the bewildered eye. + +A bevy of bright-eyed girls and boys of that uncertainty of age that +hovers between childhood and maturity, were moving down Canal Street +when there was a sudden jostle with another crowd meeting them. For a +minute there was a deafening clamor of laughter, cracking of whips, +which all maskers carry, jingle and clatter of carnival bells, and the +masked and unmasked extricated themselves and moved from each other's +paths. But in the confusion a tall Prince of Darkness had whispered to +one of the girls in the unmasked crowd: "You'd better come with us, Flo, +you're wasting time in that tame gang. Slip off, they'll never miss +you; we'll get you a rig, and show you what life is." + +And so it happened that when a half hour passed, and the bright-eyed +bevy missed Flo and couldn't find her, wisely giving up the search at +last, that she, the quietest and most bashful of the lot, was being +initiated into the mysteries of "what life is." + +Down Bourbon Street and on Toulouse and St. Peter Streets there are +quaint little old-world places, where one may be disguised effectually +for a tiny consideration. Thither guided by the shapely Mephisto, and +guarded by the team of jockeys and ballet girls, tripped Flo. Into one +of the lowest-ceiled, dingiest and most ancient-looking of these +disguise shops they stopped. + +"A disguise for this demoiselle," announced Mephisto to the woman who +met them. She was small and wizened and old, with yellow, flabby jaws +and neck like the throat of an alligator, and straight, white hair that +stood from her head uncannily stiff. + +"But the demoiselle wishes to appear a boy, _un petit garcon_?" she +inquired, gazing eagerly at Flo's long, slender frame. Her voice was old +and thin, like the high quavering of an imperfect tuning fork, and her +eyes were sharp as talons in their grasping glance. + +"Mademoiselle does not wish such a costume," gruffly responded Mephisto. + +"_Ma foi_, there is no other," said the ancient, shrugging her +shoulders. "But one is left now, mademoiselle would make a fine +troubadour." + +"Flo," said Mephisto, "it's a dare-devil scheme, try it; no one will +ever know it but us, and we'll die before we tell. Besides, we must; +it's late, and you couldn't find your crowd." + +And that was why you might have seen a Mephisto and a slender troubadour +of lovely form, with mandolin flung across his shoulder, followed by a +bevy of jockeys and ballet girls, laughing and singing as they swept +down Rampart Street. + +When the flash and glare and brilliancy of Canal Street have palled upon +the tired eye, and it is yet too soon to go home, and to such a prosaic +thing as dinner, and one still wishes for novelty, then it is wise to go +in the lower districts. Fantasy and fancy and grotesqueness in the +costuming and behavior of the maskers run wild. Such dances and whoops +and leaps as these hideous Indians and devils do indulge in; such wild +curvetings and great walks. And in the open squares, where whole groups +do congregate, it is wonderfully amusing. Then, too, there is a ball in +every available hall, a delirious ball, where one may dance all day for +ten cents; dance and grow mad for joy, and never know who were your +companions, and be yourself unknown. And in the exhilaration of the day, +one walks miles and miles, and dances and curvets, and the fatigue is +never felt. + +In Washington Square, away down where Royal Street empties its stream +of children and men into the broad channel of Elysian Fields Avenue, +there was a perfect Indian dance. With a little imagination one might +have willed away the vision of the surrounding houses and fancied one's +self again in the forest, where the natives were holding a sacred riot. +The square was filled with spectators, masked and unmasked. It was +amusing to watch these mimic Red-men, they seemed so fierce and earnest. + +Suddenly one chief touched another on the elbow. "See that Mephisto and +troubadour over there?" he whispered huskily. + +"Yes, who are they?" + +"I don't know the devil," responded the other quietly, "but I'd know +that other form anywhere. It's Leon, see? I know those white hands like +a woman's and that restless head. Ha! + +"But there may be a mistake." + +"No. I'd know that one anywhere; I feel it's him. I'll pay him now. Ah, +sweetheart, you've waited long, but you shall feast now!" He was +caressing something long, and lithe, and glittering beneath his blanket. + +In a masked dance it is easy to give a death-blow between the shoulders. +Two crowds meet and laugh and shout and mingle almost inextricably, and +if a shriek of pain should arise, it is not noticed in the din, and when +they part, if one should stagger and fall bleeding to the ground, who +can tell who has given the blow? There is naught but an unknown stiletto +on the ground, the crowd has dispersed, and masks tell no tales anyway. +There is murder, but by whom? for what? _Quien sabe?_ + +And that is how it happened on Carnival night, in the last mad moments +of Rex's reign, a broken-hearted woman sat gazing wide-eyed and mute at +a horrible something that lay across the bed. Outside the long sweet +march music of many bands floated in in mockery, and the flash of +rockets and Bengal lights illumined the dead, white face of the girl +troubadour. + + + + +PAUL TO VIRGINIA. + +FIN DE SIECLE. + + + I really must confess, my dear, + I cannot help but love you, + For of all girls I ever knew, + There's none I place above you; + But then you know it's rather hard, + To dangle aimless at your skirt, + And watch your every movement so, + _For I am jealous, and you're a flirt_. + + There's half a score of fellows round, + You smile at every one, + And as I think to pride myself for basking in the sun + Of your sweet smiles, you laugh at me, + And treat me like a lump of dirt, + Until I wish that I were dead, + _For I am jealous, and you're a flirt_. + + I'm sorry that I've ever known + Your loveliness entrancing, + Or ever saw your laughing eyes, + With girlish mischief dancing; + 'Tis agony supreme and rare + To see your slender waist a-girt + With other fellows' arms, you see, + _For I am jealous, and you're a flirt_. + + Now, girlie, if you'll promise me, + To never, never treat me mean, + I'll show you in a little while, + The best sweetheart you've ever seen; + You do not seem to know or care, + How often you've my feelings hurt, + While flying round with other boys, + _For I am jealous, and you're a flirt_. + + + + +THE MAIDEN'S DREAM. + + +The maid had been reading love-poetry, where the world lay bathed in +moon-light, fragrant with dew-wet roses and jasmine, harmonious with the +clear tinkle of mandolin and guitar. Then a lethargy, like unto that +which steeps the senses, and benumbs the faculties of the lotus-eaters, +enveloped her brain, and she lay as one in a trance,--awake, yet +sleeping; conscious, yet unburdened with care. + +And there stole into her consciousness, words, thoughts, not of her own, +yet she read them not, nor heard them spoken; they fell deep into her +heart and soul, softer and more caressing than the over-shadowing wing +of a mother-dove, sweeter and more thrilling than the last high notes of +a violin, and they were these:-- + +Love, most potent, most tyrannical, and most gentle of the passions +which sway the human mind, thou art the invisible agency which rules +mens' souls, which governs mens' kingdoms, which controls the universe. +By thy mighty will do the silent, eternal hosts of Heaven sweep in +sublime procession across the unmeasured blue. The perfect harmony of +the spheres is attuned for thee, and by thee; the perfect coloring of +the clouds, than which no mortal pigment can dare equal, are thy +handiwork. Most ancient of the heathen deities, Eros; powerful God of +the Christians, Jehovah, all hail! For a brief possession of thy divine +fire have kingdoms waxed and waned; men in all the bitterness of hatred +fought, bled, died by millions, their grosser selves to be swept into +the bosom of their ancient mother, an immense holocaust to thee. For +thee and thee alone does the world prosper, for thee do men strive to +become better than their fellow-men; for thee, and through thee have +they sunk to such depths of degradation as causes a blush to be painted +upon the faces of those that see. All things are subservient to thee. +All the delicate intricate workings of that marvellous machine, the +human brain; all the passions and desires of the human heart,--ambition, +desire, greed, hatred, envy, jealousy, all others. Thou breedst them +all, O love, thou art all-potent, all-wise, infinite, eternal! Thy power +is felt by mortals in all ages, all climes, all conditions. Behold! + +A picture came into the maiden's eye: a broad and fertile plain, tender +verdure, soft blue sky overhead, with white billowy clouds nearing the +horizon like great airy, snow-capped mountains. The soft warm breeze +from the south whispered faintly through the tall, slender palms and +sent a thrill of joy through the frisky lambkins, who capered by the +sides of their graver dams. And there among the riches of the flock +stood Laban, haughty, stern, yet withal a kindly gleam in the glance +which rested upon the group about him. Hoary the beard that rested upon +his breast, but steady the hand that stretched in blessing. Leah, the +tender-eyed, the slighted, is there; and Rachel, young and beautiful and +blushing beneath the ardent gaze of her handsome lover. "And Jacob loved +Rachel, and said, I will serve thee seven years for Rachel, thy younger +daughter." + +How different the next scene! Heaven's wrath burst loose upon a single +community. Fire, the red-winged demon with brazen throat wide opened, +hangs his brooding wings upon an erstwhile happy city. Hades has climbed +through the crater of Vesuvius, and leaps in fiendish waves along the +land. Few the souls escaping, and God have mercy upon those who stumble +through the blinding darkness, made more torturingly hideous by the +intermittent flashes of lurid light. And yet there come three, whom the +darkness seems not to deter, nor obstacles impede. Only a blind person, +accustomed to constant darkness, and familiarized with these streets +could walk that way. Nearer they come, a burst of flames thrown into the +inky firmament by impish hands, reveals Glaucus, supporting the +half-fainting Ione, following Nydia, frail, blind, flower-loving Nydia, +sacrificing life for her unloving beloved. + +And then the burning southern sun shone bright and golden o'er the +silken sails of the Nile serpent's ships; glinted on the armor and +weapons of the famous galley; shone with a warm caressing touch upon her +beauty, as though it loved this queen, as powerful in her sphere as he +in his. It is at Actium, and the fate of nations and generations yet +unborn hang, as the sword of Damocles hung, upon the tiny thread of +destiny. Egypt herself, her splendid barbaric beauty acting like an +inspiration upon the craven followers, leads on, foremost in this fierce +struggle. Then, the tide turns, and overpowered, they fly before +disgrace and defeat. Antony is there, the traitor, dishonored, false to +his country, yet true to his love; Antony, whom ambition could not lure +from her passionate caresses; Antony, murmuring softly,-- + + Egypt, thou knowest too well + My heart was to thy rudder tied by the strings, + And thou should'st tow me after. + Over my spirit + Thy full supremacy thou knewest, + And that thy beck might from the bidding of the gods + Command me. + +Picture after picture flashed through the maiden's mind. Agnes, the +gentle, sacrificing, burrowing like some frantic animal through the +ruins of Lisbon, saving her lover, Franklin, by teeth and bleeding +hands. Dora, the patient, serving a loveless existence, saving her rival +from starvation and destitution. The stern, dark, exiled Florentine +poet, with that one silver ray in his clouded life--Beatrice. + +She heard the piping of an elfish voice, "Mother, why does the minister +keep his hands over his heart?" and the white drawn face of Hester +Prynne, with her scarlet elf-child, passed slowly across her vision. The +wretched misery of deluded Lucius and his mysterious Lamia she saw, and +watched with breathless interest the formation of that "Brotherhood of +the Rose." There was radiant Armorel, from sea-blown, wave-washed +Lyonesse, her perfect head poised in loving caress over the magic +violin. Dark-eyed Corinne, head drooped gently as she improvised those +Rome-famed world symphonies passed, almost ere Edna and St. Elmo had +crossed the threshold of the church happy in the love now consecrated +through her to God. Oh, the pictures, the forms, the love-words which +crowded her mind! They thrilled her heart, crushed out all else save a +crushing, over-powering sense of perfect, complete joy. A joy that +sought to express itself in wondrous melodies and silences, filled with +thoughts too deep and sacred for words. Overpowered with the +magnificence of his reign, overwhelmed with the complete subjugation of +all things unto him, do you wonder that she awoke and placing both hands +into those of the lover at her side, whispered:-- + + Take all of me--I am thine own, heart, soul, + Brain, body, all; all that I am or dream + Is thine forever; yea, though space should teem + With thy conditions, I'd fulfil the whole, + Were to fulfil them to be loved by thee. + + + + +IN MEMORIAM. + + + The light streams through the windows arched high, + And o'er the stern, stone carvings breaks + In warm rich gold and crimson waves, + Then steals away in corners dark to die. + + And all the grand cathedral silence falls + Into the hearts of those that worship low, + Like tender waves of hushed nothingness, + Confined nor kept by human earthly walls. + + Deep music in its thundering organ sounds, + Grows diffuse through the echoing space, + Till hearts grow still in sadness' mighty joy, + Or leap aloft in swift ecstatic bounds. + + Mayhap 'twas but a dream that came to me, + Or but a vision of the soul's desire, + To see the nation in one mighty whole, + Do homage on its bended, worshipping knee. + + Through time's heroic actions, the soul of man, + Alone proves what that soul without earth's dross + Could be, and this, through time's far-searching fire, + Hath proved thine white beneath the deepest scan. + + A woman's tribute, 'tis a tiny dot, + A merest flower from a frail, small hand, + To lay among the many petaled wreaths + About thy form,--a tribute soon forgot. + + But if in all the incense to arise + In fragrance to the blue empyrean + The blended sweetness of the womens' love + Goes pouring too, in all their heartfelt sighs. + + And if one woman's sorrow be among them too, + One woman's joy for labor past + Be reckoned in the mighty teeming whole, + It is enough, there is not more to do. + + Within the hearts of heroes small and great + There 'bides a tenderness for weakling things + Within thy heart, the sorrowing country knows + These passions, bravest and the tenderest mate. + + When man is dust, before the gazing eyes + Of all the gaping throng, his life lies wide + For all to see and whisper low about + Or let their thoughts in discord's clatter rise. + + But thine was pure and undefiled, + A record of long brilliant, teeming days, + Each thought did tend to further things, + But pure as the proverbial child. + + Oh, people, that thy grief might find express + To gather in some vast cathedral's hall, + That then in unity we might kneel and hear + Sublimity in sounds, voice our distress. + + Peace, peace, the men of God cry, ye be bold, + The world hath known, 'tis Heaven who claims him now, + And in our railings we but cast aside + The noble traits he bid us hold. + + So though divided through the land, in dreams + We see a people kneeling low, + Bowed down in heart and soul to see + This fearful sorrow, crushing as it seems. + + And all the grand cathedral silence falls + Into the hearts of these that worship low, + Like tender waves of hushed nothingness, + Confined, nor kept by human earthly walls. + + + + +A STORY OF VENGEANCE. + + +Yes, Eleanor, I have grown grayer. I am younger than you, you know, but +then, what have you to age you? A kind husband, lovely children, while +I--I am nothing but a lonely woman. Time goes slowly, slowly for me now. + +Why did I never marry? Move that screen a little to one side, please; my +eyes can scarcely bear a strong light. Bernard? Oh, that's a long story. +I'll tell you if you wish; it might pass an hour. + +Do you ever think to go over the old school-days? We thought such +foolish things then, didn't we? There wasn't one of us but imagined we +would have only to knock ever so faintly on the portals of fame and they +would fly wide for our entrance into the magic realms. On Commencement +night we whispered merrily among ourselves on the stage to see our +favorite planet, Venus, of course, smiling at us through a high, open +window, "bidding adieu to her astronomy class," we said. + +Then you went away to plunge into the most brilliant whirl of society, +and I stayed in the beautiful old city to work. + +Bernard was very much _en evidence_ those days. He liked you a great +deal, because in school-girl parlance you were my "chum." You +say,--thanks, no tea, it reminds me that I'm an old maid; you say you +know what happiness means--maybe, but I don't think any living soul +could experience the joy I felt in those days; it was absolutely painful +at times. + +Byron and his counterparts are ever dear to the womanly heart, whether +young or old. Such a man was he, gloomy, misanthropical, tired of the +world, with a few dozen broken love-affairs among his varied +experiences. Of course, I worshipped him secretly, what romantic, silly +girl of my age, would not, being thrown in such constant contact with +him. + +One day he folded me tightly in his arms, and said: + +"Little girl, I have nothing to give you in exchange for that priceless +love of yours but a heart that has already been at another's feet, and a +wrecked life, but may I ask for it?" + +"It is already yours," I answered. I'll draw the veil over the scene +which followed; you know, you've "been there." + +Then began some of the happiest hours that ever the jolly old sun beamed +upon, or the love-sick moon clothed in her rays of silver. Deceived me? +No, no. He admitted that the old love for Blanche was still in his +heart, but that he had lost all faith and respect for her, and could +nevermore be other than a friend. Well, I was fool enough to be content +with such crumbs. + +We had five months of happiness. I tamed down beautifully in that +time,--even consented to adopt the peerless Blanche as a model. I gave +up all my most ambitious plans and cherished schemes, because he +disliked women whose names were constantly in the mouth of the public. +In fact, I became quiet, sedate, dignified, renounced too some of my +best and dearest friends. I lived, breathed, thought, acted only for +him; for me there was but one soul in the universe--Bernard's. Still, +for all the suffering I've experienced, I'd be willing to go through it +all again just to go over those five months. Every day together, at +nights on the lake-shore listening to the soft lap of the waters as the +silver sheen of the moon spread over the dainty curled waves; sometimes +in a hammock swinging among the trees talking of love and reading +poetry. Talk about Heaven! I just think there can't he a better time +among the angels. + +But there is an end to all things. A violent illness, and his father +relenting, sent for the wayward son. I will always believe he loved me, +but he was eager to get home to his mother, and anxious to view Blanche +in the light of their new relationship. We had a whole series of parting +scenes,--tears and vows and kisses exchanged. We clung to each other +after the regulation fashion, and swore never to forget, and to write +every day. Then there was a final wrench. I went back to my old +life--he, away home. + +For a while I was content, there were daily letters from him to read; +his constant admonitions to practice; his many little tokens to +adore--until there came a change,--letters less frequent, more mention +of Blanche and her love for him, less of his love for me, until the +truth was forced upon me. Then I grew cold and proud, and with an iron +will crushed and stamped all love for him out of my tortured heart and +cried for vengeance. + +Yes, quite melo-dramatic, wasn't it? It is a dramatic tale, though. + +So I threw off my habits of seclusion and mingled again with men and +women, and took up all my long-forgotten plans. It's no use telling you +how I succeeded. It was really wonderful, wasn't it? It seems as though +that fickle goddess, Fortune, showered every blessing, save one, on my +path. Success followed success, triumph succeeded triumph. I was +lionized, feted, petted, caressed by the social and literary world. You +often used to wonder how I stood it in all those years. God knows; with +the heart-sick weariness and the fierce loathing that possessed me, I +don't know myself. + +But, mind you, Eleanor, I schemed well. I had everything seemingly that +humanity craved for, but I suffered, and by all the gods, I swore that +he should suffer too. Blanche turned against him and married his +brother. An unfortunate chain of circumstances drove him from his +father's home branded as a forger. Strange, wasn't it? But money is a +strong weapon, and its long arm reaches over leagues and leagues of land +and water. + +One day he found me in a distant city, and begged for my love again, and +for mercy and pity. Blanche was only a mistake, he said, and he loved me +alone, and so on. I remembered all his thrilling tones and tender +glances, but they might have moved granite now sooner than me. He knelt +at my feet and pleaded like a criminal suing for life. I laughed at him +and sneered at his misery, and told him what he had done for my +happiness, and what I in turn had done for his. + +Eleanor, to my dying day, I shall never forget his face as he rose from +his knees, and with one awful, indescribable look of hate, anguish and +scorn, walked from the room. As he neared the door, all the old love +rose in me like a flood, drowning the sorrows of past years, and +overwhelming me in a deluge of pity. Strive as I did, I could not +repress it; a woman's love is too mighty to be put down with little +reasonings. I called to him in terror, "Bernard, Bernard!" He did not +turn; gave no sign of having heard. + +"Bernard, come back; I didn't mean it!" + +He passed slowly away with bent head, out of the house and out of my +life. I've never seen him since, never heard of him. Somewhere, perhaps +on God's earth he wanders outcast, forsaken, loveless. I have my +vengeance, but it is like Dead Sea fruit, all bitter ashes to the taste. +I am a miserable, heart-weary wreck,--a woman with fame, without love. + +"Vengeance is an arrow that often falleth and smiteth the hand of him +that sent it." + + + + +AT BAY ST. LOUIS. + + + Soft breezes blow and swiftly show + Through fragrant orange branches parted, + A maiden fair, with sun-flecked hair, + Caressed by arrows, golden darted. + The vine-clad tree holds forth to me + A promise sweet of purple blooms, + And chirping bird, scarce seen but heard + Sings dreamily, and sweetly croons + At Bay St. Louis. + + The hammock swinging, idly singing, + Lissome nut-brown maid + Swings gaily, freely, to-and-fro; + The curling, green-white waters casting cool, clear shade, + Rock small, shell boats that go + In circles wide, or tug at anchor's chain, + As though to skim the sea with cargo vain, + At Bay St. Louis. + + The maid swings slower, slower to-and-fro, + And sunbeams kiss gray, dreamy half-closed eyes; + Fond lover creeping on with foot steps slow, + Gives gentle kiss, and smiles at sweet surprise. + + * * * * * + + The lengthening shadows tell that eve is nigh, + And fragrant zephyrs cool and calmer grow, + Yet still the lover lingers, and scarce breathed sigh, + Bids the swift hours to pause, nor go, + At Bay St. Louis. + + + + +NEW YEAR'S DAY. + + + The poor old year died hard; for all the earth lay cold + And bare beneath the wintry sky; + While grey clouds scurried madly to the west, + And hid the chill young moon from mortal sight. + Deep, dying groans the aged year breathed forth, + In soughing winds that wailed a requiem sad + In dull crescendo through the mournful air. + + The new year now is welcomed noisily + With din and song and shout and clanging bell, + And all the glare and blare of fiery fun. + Sing high the welcome to the New Year's morn! + _Le roi est mort. Vive, vive le roi!_ cry out, + And hail the new-born king of coming days. + + Alas! the day is spent and eve draws nigh; + The king's first subject dies--for naught, + And wasted moments by the hundred score + Of past years rise like spectres grim + To warn, that these days may not idly glide away. + Oh, New Year, youth of promise fair! + What dost thou hold for me? An aching heart? + Or eyes burnt blind by unshed tears? Or stabs, + More keen because unseen? + Nay, nay, dear youth, I've had surfeit + Of sorrow's feast. The monarch dead + Did rule me with an iron hand. Be thou a friend, + A tender, loving king--and let me know + The ripe, full sweetness of a happy year. + + + + +THE UNKNOWN LIFE OF JESUS CHRIST. + + +A new gem has been added to sacred literature, and this is the +accidental discovery by Nicolas Notovich of a Buddhist history of a +phase of Christ's life left blank in the Scriptures. + +Notovich, an adventurer, searching amid the ruins of India, delving deep +in all the ancient Buddhistic lore, accidentally stumbles upon the name +of Saint Issa, a renowned preacher, ante-dating some 2,000 years. The +name becomes a wondrous attraction to Notovich, particularly as he +learns through many Buddhist priests, Issa's name in juxtaposition with +the Christian faith, and later, has reason to believe that the Jesus +Christ of our religion and the Saint Issa of their tradition are +identical. + +Through a seemingly unfortunate accident, Notovich sustains an injury +to his leg, and is cared for most tenderly by the monks of the convent +of Himis. Despite his severe agonies, he retains consciousness and +curiosity enough to plead for a glimpse of the wonderful documents +contained in the archives of the convent, treating of the life of Saint +Issa and the genealogy of the House of David. This he has translated and +gives to the public. + +Just whether to take the history seriously or not is a subject that +requires much thought; but whether it be truth or fiction, whether the +result of patient investigation and careful study of an interested +scholar, or the wild imaginings of a feeble brain, it opens a wild field +of speculation to the thoughtful mind. + +The first three chapters of this history, contain a brief epitome of the +Pentatouch of Moses. Though contrary to the teachings of tradition, +Moses is said not to have written these books himself, but that they +were transcribed generations after his time. According to this theory, +then, the seeming imperfections and inconsistencies and tautological +errors of the Old Testament as compared with the brief, clear, concise, +logical statement of the Buddhists may readily be explained by the +frailty of human memory, and the vividness of Oriental imagination. + +Prince Mossa of the Buddhists, otherwise Moses of the Jews, was not, as +is popularly supposed, a foundling of the Jews, or a protege of the +Egyptian princess, but a full fledged prince, son of Pharaoh the mighty. +This abrupt over-throw of the tradition of ages is like all +disillusions, distasteful, but even the most superficial study of +Egyptian customs and laws of that time will serve to impress us with the +verity of this opinion. The law of caste was most rigidly and cruelly +adhered to, and though all the pleadings and threatenings and weepings +of the starry-eyed favorite of the harem may have been brought to bear +upon this descendant of Rameses, yet is it probable that a descendant of +an outcast race should receive the care and learning and advantages of +a legally born prince? Hardly. + +The condition of the ancient Israelites in the Christian Scriptures and +in the Buddhist parchment are the same, yet there is reason to believe +that the former was transcribed many centuries after the hieroglyphics +of the latter became faded with age, hence, perhaps, the difference in +the parentage of Moses. + +"And Mossa was beloved throughout the land of Egypt for the goodness and +compassion he displayed for them that suffered, pleaded with his father +to soften the lot of these unhappy people, but Pharaoh became angry with +him, and only imposed more hardships upon his slaves." + +At this period in our Scriptures, the Lord communicates with Moses, and +inflicts the plagues upon the nation, while in the manuscript of the +Himis monks, the annual plague brought on by natural causes falls upon +Egypt, and decimates the community. Here is a strange reversal of the +order of things. In India, for ages the home of superstition and idol +worship, that which has always been regarded by the Christians, the +sworn enemies of the supernatural, as an inexplicable mystery, is +accounted for by perfectly natural causes. + +From that time, the fourth chapter of the chronicle of St. Issa +corresponds exactly in its condensed form to the most prominent +chronology of the Old Testament. With the beginning of the next chapter, +the Divine Infant, through whom the salvation of the world was to come, +appears upon the scene, as the first born of a poor but highly connected +family, referring, presumably, to the ancestry of Joseph and Mary. + +The remarkable wisdom of the child in earlier years is chronicled in our +ancient parchment with as much care as in the vellum-bound volume of our +church scriptures. At the age of twelve, the last glimpse we have of +Jesus in the New Testament, is as a precocious boy, seated in the +Temple, expounding the Scriptures to the learned members of the +Sanhedrin. After that, we have no further sight of him, until sixteen +years later, he re-appears at the marriage in Cana, a grown and serious +man, already with well-formulated plans for the furtherance of his +father's kingdom. This broad lapse in the Scriptures is filled by one +simple sentence in the gospel of St. Luke. "And he was in the desert +till the day of his showing into Israel." Where he was, why he had gone, +and what he was doing are left to the imagination of the scholar and +commentator. + +Many theories have been advanced, and the one most accepted, was that he +had followed the trade of his terrestrial father, Joseph, and was near +Jerusalem among the tools of carpentry, helping his parents to feed the +hungry mouths of his brothers and sisters. + +But there appears another plausible theory advanced by the Buddhist +historians, and sustained by the Buddhist traditions, that as Moses had +fled into the wilderness to spend forty years in fasting and preparation +for his life work, so Jesus had fled, not to the wilderness, but to the +ancient culture and learning and the wisdom of centuries to prepare +himself, by a knowledge of all religions for the day of the redemption. + +Among the Jews of that day, and even among the more conservative +descendants of Abraham yet, there existed, and exists a law which +accustoms the marrying of the sons, especially the oldest son, at the +age of thirteen. It is supposed that Issa, resisting the thraldom and +carnal temptation of the marital state, fled from the importunities of +the wise men, who would fain unite their offspring with such a wise and +serious youth. + +"It was then that Issa clandestinely left his father's house, went out +of Jerusalem, and in company with some merchants, travelled toward +Sinai." + +"That he might perfect himself in the divine word and study the laws of +the Great Buddha." + +For six years he kept all India stirred to its utmost depths as he +afterward kept all Palestine stirred by the purity of his doctrines, and +the direct simplicity of his teachings. The white priests of Bramah gave +him all their law, teaching him the language and religion of the +dwellers of the five rivers. In Juggernaut, Rajegrilia, Benares, and +other holy cities he was beloved by all. For true, here, as elsewhere, +to his theory of the universal brotherhood of man, not only did he move +among the upper classes, but also with the wretched Vaisyas and Soudras, +the lowest of low castes who even were forbidden to hear the Vedas read, +save only on feast days. Just as among the Jews, he was tolerant, +merciful and kindly disposed towards the Samaritans, the Magdalens, the +Lazaruses as to the haughty rabbis. + +His impress upon the home of Buddha and Brahma was manifested by the +hitherto unknown theory of monotheism, established by him, but +gradually permitted to fall into desuetude, and become confounded with +the polytheistic hierarchy of the confusing religion. Just as the grand +oneness and simplicity of the Christian religion has been permitted to +deteriorate into many petty sects, each with its absurd limitations, and +its particular little method of worshipping the Great Father. + +The teachings of Issa in India bear close relation in the general trend +of thought to the teachings of Jesus among the multitudes about +Jerusalem. There is the same universal simplicity of man's brotherhood; +the complete self-abnegation of the flesh to the mind; the charitable +impulses of a kind heart, and the utter disregard of caste, whether of +birth, or breeding, or riches. + +Of miracles in India, Issa says, "The miracles of our God began when the +universe was created, they occur each day, each instant; whosoever does +not see them, is deprived of one of the most beautiful gifts of life." + +At last, according to the chronicles of the Buddhists, Issa was recalled +from his labors in India to the land of Israel, where the people +oppressed as of old by the Pharaohs, and now by the mighty men from the +country of the Ramones, otherwise the Romans. + +Here Pilate appears in a new light. Heretofore he has always been a +passive figure in the story of the crucifixion. Indeed he is entirely +exonerated from all blame by some of our religious bibliographers and +made to appear in a philanthropic light, but the priests of Egypt, +undeceived by the treacherous memories and careless chronicling on the +disciples of old, place Pilate before us as a thorough Roman, greedy, +crafty, cruel, unscrupulous. According to them he places a spy upon the +actions of Jesus in the beginning of his three years teachings, who +follows him in all his journeys, and in the end betrays him to the +Romans. This person can be no other than Judas, the betrayer. And here +we are permitted to view his seemingly inexplicable actions in a new +light, and from being Judas, a sorrowing misanthrope, the erstwhile +friend of Christ, he becomes merely a common enemy, the tool of the +Romans. + +Then we have the trial and death of Issa, strongly similar to our +accepted version, and the chronicle briefly ends with the statement of +the subsequent work of the disciples. The story of the Buddhist was +written very shortly after the Passion of the Cross; the New Testament +was transcribed years after the chief actors were dust. + +We are so steeped in tradition, and so conservative on any subject that +touches our religious beliefs that it is somewhat difficult to reconcile +ourselves to another addition to our Scriptures. But if we should look +at the matter earnestly, and give deep thought to the relative +positions, lives, and endings of these two noble men, Issa and Christ, +we could scarcely doubt that they are one. Without trying, as does the +author, to break down with one fell swoop, the entire structure of the +Bible, we cannot but admit the probability of the new theory. + +It may be claimed that the remarkable personality of Christ would have +left more of an impress upon India than it did, and that Christianity +there and in India would have been synchronous, but we must remember, +that there among the idols of Bramah and Vishnu, the way was not +prepared, the people unexpectant of a new prophet, unwarned of him and +unheeded. There he seems to have had no close personal followers to take +up the work just where he left it, and continue. The dwellers of India +were more happy in their entirety and more comfortable than the Jews, +hence there was no Deliverer to impress them forever with the gigantic +sacrifice of human frame and Divine soul. + +St. Issa, one of the most revered prophets of the Buddhists, Jesus +Christ, the Man and God of all other men, the divine incarnation of the +ideal, are they the same? Why not? + + + + +IN OUR NEIGHBORHOOD. + + +The Harts were going to give a party. Neither Mrs. Hart, nor the Misses +Hart, nor the small and busy Harts who amused themselves and the +neighborhood by continually falling in the gutter on special occasions, +had mentioned this fact to anyone, but all the interested denizens of +that particular square could tell by the unusual air of bustle and +activity which pervaded the Hart domicile. Lillian, the aesthetic, who +furnished theme for many spirited discussions, leaned airily out of the +window; her auburn (red) tresses carefully done in curl papers. Martha, +the practical, flourished the broom and duster with unwonted activity, +which the small boys of the neighborhood, peering through the green +shutters of the front door, duly reported to their mammas, busily +engaged in holding down their respective door-steps by patiently sitting +thereon. + +Pretty soon, the junior Harts,--two in number--began to travel to and +fro, soliciting the loan of a "few chairs," "some nice dishes," and such +like things, indispensable to every decent, self-respecting party. But +to all inquiries as to the use to which these articles were to be put, +they only vouchsafed one reply, "Ma told us as we wasn't to tell, just +ask for the things, that's all." + +Mrs. Tuckley the dress-maker, brought her sewing out on the front-steps, +and entered a vigorous protest to her next-door neighbor. + +"Humph," she sniffed, "mighty funny they can't say what's up. Must be +something in it. Couldn't get none o' _my_ things, and not invite +_me_!" + +"Did she ask you for any?" absent-mindedly inquired Mrs. Luke, shielding +her eyes from the sun. + +"No-o--, but she'd better sense, she knows _me_--she ain't--mercy me, +Stella! Just look at that child tumbling in the mud! You, Stella, come +here, I say! Look at you now, there--and there--and there?" + +The luckless Stella having been soundly cuffed, and sent whimpering in +the back-yard, Mrs. Tuckley continued, + +"Yes as I was saying, 'course, taint none o' my business, but I always +did wonder how them Harts do keep up. Why, them girls dress just as fine +as any lady on the Avenue and that there Lillian wears real diamond +ear-rings. 'Pears mighty, mighty funny to me, and Lord the airs they do +put on! Holdin' up their heads like nobody's good enough to speak to. I +don't like to talk about people, you know, yourself, Mrs. Luke I never +speak about anybody, but mark my word, girls that cut up capers like +them Hartses' girls never come to any good." + +Mrs. Luke heaved a deep sigh of appreciation at the wisdom of her +neighbor, but before she could reply a re-inforcement in the person of +little Mrs. Peters, apron over her head, hands shrivelled and soap-sudsy +from washing, appeared. + +"Did you ever see the like?" she asked in her usual, rapid breathless +way. "Why, my Louis says they're putting canvass cloths on the floor, +and taking down the bed in the back-room; and putting greenery and such +like trash about. Some style about them, eh?" + +Mrs. Tuckley tossed her head and sniffed contemptuously, Mrs. Luke began +to rehearse a time worn tale, how once a carriage had driven up to the +Hart house at nine o'clock at night, and a distinguished looking man +alighted, went in, stayed about ten minutes and finally drove off with a +great clatter. Heads that had shaken ominously over this story before +began to shake again, and tongues that had wagged themselves tired with +conjectures started now with some brand new ideas and theories. The +children of the square, tired of fishing for minnows in the ditches, and +making mud-pies in the street, clustered about their mother's skirts +receiving occasional slaps, when their attempts at taking part in the +conversation became too pronounced. + +Meanwhile, in the Hart household, all was bustle and preparation. To and +fro the members of the house flitted, arranging chairs, putting little +touches here and there, washing saucers and glasses, chasing the Hart +Juniors about, losing things and calling frantically for each other's +assistance to find them. Mama Hart, big, plump and perspiring, puffed +here and there like a large, rosy engine, giving impossible orders, and +receiving sharp answers to foolish questions. Lillian, the aesthetic, +practiced her most graceful poses before the large mirror in the +parlor; Martha rushed about, changing the order of the furniture, and +Papa Hart, just come in from work, paced the rooms disconsolately, +asking for dinner. + +"Dinner!" screamed Mama Hart, "Dinner, who's got time to fool with +dinner this evening? Look in the sideboard and you'll see some bread and +ham; eat that and shut up." + +Eight o'clock finally arrived, and with it, the music and some +straggling guests. When the first faint chee-chee of the violin floated +out into the murky atmosphere, the smaller portion of the neighborhood +went straightway into ecstasies. Boys and girls in all stages of +deshabille clustered about the door-steps and gave vent to audible +exclamations of approval or disapprobation concerning the state of +affairs behind the green shutters. It was a warm night and the big round +moon sailed serenely in a cloudless, blue sky. Mrs. Tuckley had put on a +clean calico wrapper, and planted herself with the indomitable Stella +on her steps, "to watch the purceedings." + +The party was a grand success. Even the intensely critical small fry +dancing on the pavement without to the scraping and fiddling of the +string band, had to admit that. So far as they were concerned it was all +right, but what shall we say of the guests within? They who glided +easily over the canvassed floors, bowed, and scraped and simpered, "just +like the big folks on the Avenue," who ate the ice-cream and cake, and +drank the sweet, weak Catawba wine amid boisterous healths to Mr. and +Mrs. Hart and the Misses Hart; who smirked and perspired and cracked +ancient jokes and heart-rending puns during the intervals of the +dances, who shall say that they did not enjoy themselves as thoroughly +and as fully as those who frequented the wealthier entertainments +up-town. + +Lillian and Martha in gossamer gowns of pink and blue flitted to and fro +attending to the wants of their guests. Mrs. Hart, gorgeous in a black +satin affair, all folds and lace and drapery, made desperate efforts to +appear cool and collected--and failed miserably. Papa Hart spent one +half his time standing in front of the mantle, spreading out his +coat-tails, and benignly smiling upon the young people, while the other +half was devoted to initiating the male portion of the guests into the +mysteries of "snake killing." + +Everybody had said that he or she had had a splendid time, and finally, +when the last kisses had been kissed, the last good-byes been said, the +whole Hart family sat down in the now deserted and disordered rooms, and +sighed with relief that the great event was over at last. + +"Nice crowd, eh?" remarked Papa Hart. He was brimful of joy and +second-class whiskey, so no one paid any attention to him. + +"But did you see how shamefully Maude flirted with Willie Howard?" said +Lillian. Martha tossed her head in disdain; Mr. Howard she had always +considered her especial property, so Lillian's observation had a rather +disturbing effect. + +"I'm so warm and tired," cried Mama Hart, plaintively, "children how are +we going to sleep to-night?" + +Thereupon the whole family arose to devise ways and means for wooing the +drowsy god. As for the Hart Juniors they had long since solved the +problem by falling asleep with sticky hands and faces upon a pile of +bed-clothing behind the kitchen door. + + * * * * * + +It was late in the next day before the house had begun to resume +anything like its former appearance. The little Harts were kept busy all +morning returning chairs and dishes, and distributing the remnants of +the feast to the vicinity. The ice-cream had melted into a warm custard, +and the cakes had a rather worse for wear appearance, but they were +appreciated as much as though just from the confectioner. No one was +forgotten, even Mrs. Tuckley, busily stitching on a muslin garment on +the steps, and unctuously rolling the latest morsel of scandal under her +tongue, was obliged to confess that "them Hartses wasn't such bad people +after all, just a bit queer at times." + +About two o'clock, just as Lillian was re-draping the tidies on the +stiff, common plush chairs in the parlor, some one pulled the bell +violently. The visitor, a rather good-looking young fellow, with a +worried expression smiled somewhat sarcastically as he heard a sound of +scuffling and running within the house. + + * * * * * + +Presently Mrs. Hart opened the door wiping her hand, red and smoking +with dish-water, upon her apron. The worried expression deepened on the +visitor's face as he addressed the woman with visible embarrassment. + +"Er--I--I--suppose you are Mrs. Hart?" he inquired awkwardly. + +"That's my name, sir," replied she with pretentious dignity. + +"Er--your-er--may I come in madam? + +"Certainly," and she opened the door to admit him, and offered a chair. + +"Your husband is an employee in the Fisher Oil Mills, is he not?" + +Mrs. Hart straightened herself with pride as she replied in the +affirmative. She had always been proud of Mr. Hart's position as foreman +of the big oil mills, and was never so happy as when he was expounding +to some one in her presence, the difficulties and intricacies of +machine-work. + +"Well you see my dear Mrs. Hart," continued the visitor. "Now pray don't +get excited--there has been an accident, and your husband--has--er--been +hurt, you know." + +But for a painful whitening in her usually rosy face, and a quick +compression of her lips, the wife made no sign. + +"What was the accident?" she queried, leaning her elbows on her knees. + +"Well, you see, I don't understand machinery and the like, but there was +something about a wheel out of gear, and a band bursted, or something, +anyhow a big wheel flew to pieces, and as he was standing near, he was +hit." + +"Where?" + +"Well--well, I may as well tell you the truth, madam; a large piece of +the wheel struck him on the head--and--he was killed instantly." + +She did not faint, nor make any outcry, nor tear her hair as he had +partly expected, but sat still staring at him, with a sort of helpless, +dumb horror shining out her eyes, then with a low moan, bowed her head +on her knees and shuddered, just as Lillian came in, curious to know +what the handsome stranger had to say to her mother. + + * * * * * + +The poor mutilated body came home at last, and was laid in a stiff, +silver-decorated, black coffin in the middle of the sitting-room, which +had been made to look as uncomfortable and unnatural as mirrors and +furniture shrouded in sheets and mantel and tables divested of ornaments +would permit. + +There was a wake that night to the unconfined joy of the neighbors, who +would rather a burial than a wedding. The friends of the family sat +about the coffin, and through the house with long pulled faces. Mrs. +Tuckley officiated in the kitchen, making coffee and dispensing cheese +and crackers to those who were hungry. As the night wore on, and the +first restraint disappeared, jokes were cracked, and quiet laughter +indulged in, while the young folks congregated in the kitchen, were +hilariously happy, until some member of the family would appear, when +every face would sober down. + +The older persons contented themselves with recounting the virtues of +the deceased, and telling anecdotes wherein he figured largely. It was +astonishing how many intimate friends of his had suddenly come to +light. Every other man present had either attended school with him, or +was a close companion until he died. Proverbs and tales and witty +sayings were palmed off as having emanated from his lips. In fact, the +dead man would have been surprised himself, had he suddenly come to life +and discovered what an important, what a modern solomon he had become. + +The long night dragged on, and the people departed in groups of twos and +threes, until when the gray dawn crept slowly over the blackness of +night shrouding the electric lights in mists of cloudy blue, and sending +cold chills of dampness through the house, but a few of the great crowd +remained. + +The day seemed so gray in contrast to the softening influence of the +night, the grief which could be hidden then, must now come forth and +parade itself before all eyes. There was the funeral to prepare for; the +dismal black dresses and bonnets with their long crape veils to don; +there were the condolences of sorrowing friends to receive; the floral +offerings to be looked at. The little Harts strutted about resplendent +in stiff black cravats, and high crape bands about their hats. They were +divided between two conflicting emotions--joy at belonging to a family +so noteworthy and important, and sorrow at the death. As the time for +the funeral approached, and Lillian began to indulge in a series of +fainting fits, the latter feeling predominated. + + * * * * * + +"Well it was all over at last, the family had returned, and as on two +nights previous, sat once more in the deserted and dismantled parlor. +Mrs. Tuckley and Mrs. Luke, having rendered all assistance possible, had +repaired to their respective front steps to keep count of the number of +visitors who returned to condole with the family. + +"A real nice funeral," remarked the dress-maker at last, "a nice +funeral. Everybody took it so hard, and Lillian fainted real beautiful. +She's a good girl that Lillian. Poor things, I wonder what they'll do +now." + +Stella, the irrepressible, was busily engaged balancing herself on one +toe, _a la_ ballet. + +"Mebbe she's goin' to get married," she volunteered eagerly, "'cos I saw +that yeller-haired young man what comes there all the time, wif his arms +around her waist, and a tellin' her not to grieve as he'd take care of +her. I was a peepin' in the dinin'-room." + +"How dare you peep at other folks, and pry into people's affairs? I +can't imagine where you get your meddlesome ways from. There aint none +in _my family_. Next time I catch you at it, I'll spank you good." Then, +after a pause, "Well what else did he say?" + + + + +FAREWELL. + + + Farewell, sweetheart, and again farewell; + To day we part, and who can tell + If we shall e'er again + Meet, and with clasped hands + Renew our vows of love, and forget + The sad, dull pain. + + Dear heart, 'tis bitter thus to lose thee + And think mayhap, you will forget me; + And yet, I thrill + As I remember long and happy days + Fraught with sweet love and pleasant memories + That linger still + + You go to loved ones who will smile + And clasp you in their arms, and all the while + I stay and moan + For you, my love, my heart and strive + To gather up life's dull, gray thread + And walk alone. + + Aye, with you love the red and gold + Goes from my life, and leaves it cold + And dull and bare, + Why should I strive to live and learn + And smile and jest, and daily try + You from my heart to tare? + + Nay, sweetheart, rather would I lie + Me down, and sleep for aye; or fly + To regions far + Where cruel Fate is not and lovers live + Nor feel the grim, cold hand of Destiny + Their way to bar. + + I murmur not, dear love, I only say + Again farewell. God bless the day + On which we met, + And bless you too, my love, and be with you + In sorrow or in happiness, nor let you + E'er me forget. + + + + +LITTLE MISS SOPHIE. + + +When Miss Sophie knew consciousness again, the long, faint, swelling +notes of the organ were dying away in distant echoes through the great +arches of the silent church, and she was alone, crouching in a little, +forsaken, black heap at the altar of the Virgin. The twinkling tapers +seemed to smile pityingly upon her, the beneficent smile of the +white-robed Madonna seemed to whisper comfort. A long gust of chill air +swept up the aisles, and Miss Sophie shivered, not from cold, but from +nervousness. + +But darkness was falling, and soon the lights would be lowered, and the +great, massive doors would be closed, so gathering her thin little cape +about her frail shoulders, Miss Sophie hurried out, and along the +brilliant noisy streets home. + +It was a wretched, lonely little room, where the cracks let the +boisterous wind whistle through, and the smoky, grimy walls looked +cheerless and unhomelike. A miserable little room in a miserable little +cottage in one of the squalid streets of the Third District that nature +and the city fathers seemed to have forgotten. + +As bare and comfortless the room, so was Miss Sophie's lonely life. She +rented these four walls from an unkempt little Creole woman, whose +progeny seemed like the promised offspring of Abraham,--multitudinous. +The flickering life in the pale little body she scarcely kept there by +the unceasing toil of a pair of bony hands, stitching, stitching, +ceaselessly, wearingly on the bands and pockets of pants. It was her +bread, this monotonous, unending work, and though while days and nights +constant labor brought but the most meagre recompense, it was her only +hope of life. + +She sat before the little charcoal brazier and warmed her transparent, +needle-pricked fingers, thinking meanwhile of the strange events of the +day. She had been up town to carry the great, black bundle of pants and +vests to the factory and receive her small pittance, and on the way home +stopped in at the Jesuit Church to say her little prayer at the altar of +the calm, white Virgin. There had been a wondrous burst of music from +the great organ as she knelt there, an over-powering perfume of many +flowers, the glittering dazzle of many lights, and the dainty frou-frou +of silken skirts of wedding guests filing and tripping. So Miss Sophie +stayed to the wedding, for what feminine heart, be it ever so old and +seared, does not delight in one? And why shouldn't a poor little Creole +old maid be interested too? + +When the wedding party had filed in solemnly, to the rolling, swelling, +pealing tones of the organ. Important-looking groomsmen, dainty, fluffy, +white-robed maids, stately, satin-robed, illusion-veiled bride, and +happy groom. She leaned forward to catch a better glimpse of their +faces. Ah!-- + +Those near the Virgin's altar who heard a faint sigh and rustle on the +steps glanced curiously as they saw a slight, black-robed figure clutch +the railing and lean her head against it. Miss Sophie had fainted. + +"I must have been hungry," she mused over the charcoal fire in her +little room, "I must have been hungry," and she smiled a wan smile, and +busied herself getting her evening meal of coffee and bread and ham. + +If one were given to pity, the first thought that would rush to one's +lips at sight of Miss Sophie would have been: Poor little Miss Sophie! +She had come among the bareness and sordidness of this neighborhood five +years ago, robed in crepe, and crying with great sobs that seemed to +fairly shake the vitality out of her. Perfectly silent, too, about her +former life, but for all that, Michel, the quarter grocer at the corner, +and Mme. Laurent, who kept the rabbe shop opposite, had fixed it all up +between them, of her sad history and past glories. Not that they knew, +but then Michel must invent something when the neighbors came to him, +their fountain head of wisdom. + +One morning little Miss Sophie opened wide her dingy windows to catch +the early freshness of the autumn wind as it whistled through the +yellow-leafed trees. It was one of those calm, blue-misted, balmy, +November days that New Orleans can have when all the rest of the country +is fur-wrapped. Miss Sophie pulled her machine to the window, where the +sweet, damp wind could whisk among her black locks. + +Whirr, whirr, went the machine, ticking fast and lightly over the belts +of the rough jean pants. Whirr, whirr, yes, and Miss Sophie was actually +humming a tune! She felt strangely light to-day. + +"_Ma foi_," muttered Michel, strolling across the street to where Mme. +Laurent sat sewing behind the counter on blue and brown-checked aprons, +"but the little ma'amselle sings. Perhaps she recollects." + +"Perhaps," muttered the rabbe woman. + +But little Miss Sophie felt restless. A strange impulse seemed drawing +her up town, and the machine seemed to run slow, slow, before it would +stitch the endless number of jean belts. Her fingers trembled with +nervous haste as she pinned up the unwieldy black bundle of the finished +work, and her feet fairly tripped over each other in their eagerness to +get to Claiborne Street, where she could board the up-town car. There +was a feverish desire to go somewhere, a sense of elation,--foolish +happiness that brought a faint echo of color into her pinched cheeks. +She wondered why. + +No one noticed her in the car. Passengers on the Claiborne line are too +much accustomed to frail, little black-robed women with big, black +bundles; it is one of the city's most pitiful sights. She leaned her +head out of the window to catch a glimpse of the oleanders on Bayou +Road, when her attention was caught by a conversation in the car. + +"Yes, it's too bad for Neale, and lately married too," said the elder +man, "I can't see what he is to do." + +Neale! she pricked up her ears. That was the name of the groom in the +Jesuit church. + +"How did it happen?" languidly inquired the younger. He was a stranger, +evidently; a stranger with a high regard for the faultlessness of male +attire, too. + +"Well, the firm failed first; he didn't mind that much, he was so sure +of his uncle's inheritance repairing his lost fortunes, but suddenly +this difficulty of identification springs up, and he is literally on the +verge of ruin." + +"Won't some of you fellows who've known him all your lives do to +identify him?" + +"Gracious man, we've tried, but the absurd old will expressly stipulates +that he shall be known only by a certain quaint Roman ring, and unless +he has it--no identification, no fortune. He has given the ring away and +that settles it." + +"Well, you're all chumps. Why doesn't he get the ring from the owner?" + +"Easily said--but--It seems that Neale had some little Creole +love-affair some years ago and gave this ring to his dusky-eyed fiancee. +But you know how Neale is with his love-affairs, went off and forgot the +girl in a month. It seems, however, she took it to heart,--so much so +until he's ashamed to try to find her or the ring." + +Miss Sophie heard no more as she gazed out into the dusty grass. There +were tears in her eyes, hot blinding ones that wouldn't drop for pride, +but stayed and scalded. She knew the story with all its embellishments +of heartaches. The ring, too; she remembered the day she had kissed and +wept and fondled it, until it seemed her heart must burst under its load +of grief before she took it to the pawn broker's that another might be +eased before the end came,--that other, her father. The "little Creole +love affair" of Neale's had not always been poor and old and +jaded-looking; but reverses must come, even Neale knew that--so the ring +was at the _Mont de Piete_. + +Still he must have it, it was his; it would save him from disgrace and +suffering, and from trailing the proud head of the white-gowned bride +into sorrow. He must have it,--but how? + +There it was still at the pawn-broker's, no one would have such a jewel, +and the ticket was home in the bureau drawer. Well, he must have it; she +might starve in the attempt. Such a thing as going to him and telling +him that he might redeem it was an impossibility. That good, +straight-backed, stiff-necked Creole blood would have risen in all its +strength and choked her. No; as a present had the quaint Roman circlet +been placed upon her finger,--as a present should it be returned. + +The bumping car rode heavily, and the hot thoughts beat heavily in her +poor little head. He must have the ring--but how--the ring--the Roman +ring--the white-robed bride starving--she was going mad--ah yes,--the +church. + +Right in the busiest, most bustling part of the town, its fresco and +bronze and iron quaintly suggestive of mediaeval times. Within, all cool +and dim and restful, with the faintest whiff of lingering incense rising +and pervading the gray arches. Yes, the Virgin would know and have pity; +the sweet, white-robed Virgin at the pretty flower-decked altar, or the +one away up in the niche, far above the golden dome where the Host was. +Holy Mary, Mother of God. Poor little Miss Sophie. + +Titiche, the busy-body of the house, noticed that Miss Sophie's bundle +was larger than usual that afternoon. "Ah, poor woman!" sighed Titiche's +mother, "she would be rich for Christmas." + +The bundle grew larger each day, and Miss Sophie grew smaller. The +damp, cold rain and mist closed the white-curtained window, but always +there behind the sewing machine drooped and bobbed the little +black-robed figure. Whirr, whirr went the wheels, and the coarse jean +pants piled in great heaps at her side. The Claiborne street car saw her +oftener than before, and the sweet, white Virgin in the flowered niche +above the gold-domed altar smiled at the little penitent almost every +day. + +"_Ma foi_," said the slatternly landlady to Madame Laurent and Michel one +day, "I no see how she live! Eat? Nothing, nothing, almost, and las' +night when it was so cold and foggy, eh? I hav' to mek him build fire. +She mos' freeze." + +Whereupon the rumor spread that Miss Sophie was starving herself to +death to get some luckless relative out of jail for Christmas,--a rumor +which enveloped her scraggy little figure with a kind of halo to the +neighbors when she appeared on the streets. + +November had verged into December and the little pile of coins were yet +far from the sum needed. Dear God! how the money did have to go. The +rent, and the groceries and the coal,--though, to be sure, she used a +precious bit of that. All the work and saving and skimping,--maybe, yes, +maybe by Christmas. What a gift! + +Christmas Eve night on Royal Street is no place for a weakling, for the +shouts and carousals of the roisterers will strike fear into the brave. +Yet amid the cries and yells, the deafening blow of horns and tin +whistles and the really dangerous fusillade of fireworks, the little +figure hurried along, one hand clutching tight the battered hat that the +rude merry-makers would have torn off, the other grasping under the +thin, black cape a worn little pocketbook. + +Into the _Mont de Piete_, breathless, eager. The ticket? Here, worn, +crumpled. The ring? It was not gone? No, thank Heaven! It was really a +joy well worth her toil, she thought, to have it again. + +Had Titiche not been shooting crackers on the banquette instead of +peering into the crack, as was his wont, his big, round, black eyes +would have grown saucer-wide to see little Miss Sophie kiss and fondle a +ring, an ugly clumsy band of gold. + +"Ah, dear ring," she murmured, once you were his, and you shall be his +again. You shall be on his finger, and perhaps touch his heart. Dear +ring, _ma chere petite, de ma coeur, cheri, de ma coeur. Je t'aime, je +t'aime, oui, oui._ You are his, you were mine once too. To-night, just +one night, I'll keep you--then--tomorrow, where you can save him. + +"Ah, the Virgin--she smiles at me because I did right, did I not sweet +mother? She smiles--and--I grow--faint--" + +The loud whistles and horns of the little ones rose on the balmy air +next morning. No one would doubt it was Christmas Day, even if doors +and windows are open wide to let in cool air. + +Why, there was Christmas even in the very look of the mules on the poky +cars; there was Christmas noise in the streets, and Christmas toys and +Christmas odors, savory ones that made the nose wrinkle approvingly, +issuing from the kitchen. Michel and Mme. Laurent smiled greetings +across the street at each other, and the salutation from a passer-by +recalled the many progenied landlady to herself. + +"Miss Sophie, well, poor soul, not very much Christmas for her. _Mais_, +I'll just call her in to spend the day with me. It'll cheer her a bit." + +So clean and orderly within the poor little room. Not a speck of dust or +a litter of any kind on the quaint little old-time high bureau, unless +you might except a sheet of paper lying loose with something written on +it. Titiche had evidently inherited his prying propensities for the +landlady turned it over and read: + +"Louis. Here is the ring. I return it to you. I heard you needed it, I +hope it comes not too late. Sophie." + +"The ring, where?" muttered the landlady. There it was, clasped between +her fingers on her bosom. A bosom, white and cold, under a cold, happy +face. Christmas had indeed dawned for Miss Sophie--the eternal +Christmas. + + + + +IF I HAD KNOWN. + + + If I had known + Two years ago how drear this life should be, + And crowd upon itself allstrangely sad, + Mayhap another song would burst from out my lips, + Overflowing with the happiness of future hopes; + Mayhap another throb than that of joy. + Have stirred my soul into its inmost depths, + If I had known. + + If I had known, + Two years ago the impotence of love, + The vainness of a kiss, how barren a caress, + Mayhap my soul to higher things have soarn, + Nor clung to earthly loves and tender dreams, + But ever up aloft into the blue empyrean, + And there to master all the world of mind, + If I had known. + + + + +CHALMETLE. + + + Wreaths of lilies and immortelles, + Scattered upon each silent mound, + Voices in loving remembrance swell, + Chanting to heaven the solemn sound. + Glad skies above, and glad earth beneath; + And grateful hearts who silently + Gather earth's flowers, and tenderly wreath + Woman's sweet token of fragility. + + Ah, the noble forms who fought so well + Lie, some unnamed, 'neath the grassy mound; + Heroes, brave heroes, the stories tell, + Silently too, the unmarked mounds, + Tenderly wreath them about with flowers, + Joyously pour out your praises loud; + For every joy beat in these hearts of ours + Is only a drawing us nearer to God. + + Little enough is the song we sing, + Little enough is the tale we tell, + When we think of the voices who erst did ring + Ere their owners in smoke of battle fell. + Little enough are the flowers we cull + To scatter afar on the grass-grown graves, + When we think of bright eyes, now dimmed and dull + For the cause they loyally strove to save. + + And they fought right well, did these brave men, + For their banner still floats unto the breeze, + And the paeans of ages forever shall tell + Their glorious tale beyond the seas. + Ring out your voices in praises loud, + Sing sweet your notes of music gay, + Tell me in all you loyal crowd + Throbs there a heart unmoved to-day? + + Meeting together again this year, + As met we in fealty and love before; + Men, maids, and matrons to reverently hear + Praises of brave men who fought of yore. + Tell to the little ones with wondering eyes, + The tale of the flag that floats so free; + Till their tiny voices shall merrily rise + In hymns of rejoicing and praises to Thee. + + Many a pure and noble heart + Lies under the sod, all covered with green; + Many a soul that had felt the smart + Of life's sad torture, or mayhap had seen + The faint hope of love pass afar from the sight, + Like swift flight of bird to a rarer clime + Many a youth whose death caused the blight + Of tender hearts in that long, sad time. + + Nay, but this is no hour for sorrow; + They died at their duty, shall we repine? + Let us gaze hopefully on to the morrow + Praying that our lives thus shall shine. + Ring out your bugles, sound out your cheers! + Man has been God-like so may we be. + Give cheering thanks, there dry up those tears, + Widowed and orphaned, the country is free! + + Wreathes of lillies and immortelles, + Scattered upon each silent mound, + Voices in loving remembrance swell, + Chanting to heaven the solemn sound, + Glad skies above, and glad earth beneath, + And grateful hearts who silently + Gather earth's flowers, and tenderly wreath + Woman's sweet token of fragility. + + + + +AT EVENTIDE. + + +All day had she watched and waited for his coming, and still her +strained ears caught no sounds of the footsteps she loved and longed to +hear. All day while the great sun panted on his way around the brazen +skies; all day while the busy world throbbed its mighty engines of +labor, nor witted of the breaking hearts in its midst. And now when the +eve had come, and the sun sank slowly to rest, casting his red rays over +the earth he loved, and bidding tired nature a gentle radiant +good-night, she still watched and waited. Waited while the young moon +shone silvery in the crimson flush of the eastern sky, while the one +bright star trembled as he strove to near his love; waited while the hum +of soul-wearing traffic died in the distant streets, and the merry +voices of happy children floated to her ears. + +And still he came not. What kept him from her side? Had he learned the +cold lesson of self-control, or found one other thing more potent than +love? Had some cruel chain of circumstances forced him to disobey her +bidding--or--did he love another? But no, she smiles triumphantly, he +could not having known and loved her. + +Sitting in the deep imbrasure of the window through which the distant +wave sounds of city life floated to her, the pages of her life seemed to +turn back, and she read the almost forgotten tale of long ago, the story +of their love. In those days his wish had been her law; his smile her +sun; his frown her wretchedness. Within his arms, earth seemed a +far-away dream of empty nothingness, and when his lips touched and clung +to hers, sweet with the perfume of the South they floated away into a +Paradise of enfolding space, where Time and Death and the woes of this +great earth are naught, only these two--and love, the almighty. + +And so their happiness drifted slowly across the sea of Time until it +struck a cruel rock, whose sharp teeth showed not above the dimpled +waves; and where once had been a craft of strength and beauty, now was +only a hideous wreck. For the Tempter had come into this Eden, and soon +his foul whisper found place in her heart. + +And the Tempter's name was Ambition. + +Often had the praises and plaudits of men rang in her ears when her +sweet voice sang to her chosen friends, often had the tears evoked by +her songs of love and hope and trust, thrilled her breast faintly, as +the young bird stirs in its nest under the loving mother's wing, but he +had clasped his arms around her, and that was enough. But one day the +Tempter whispered, "Why waste such talent; bring that beauty of voice +before the world and see men bow in homage, and women envy and praise. +Come forth and follow me." + +But she put him fiercely aside, and cried, "I want no homage but his, I +want no envy from any one." + +Still the whisper stayed in her heart, nor would the honeyed words of +praise be gone, even when he kissed her, and thanked the gods for this +pearl of great price. + +Then as time fled on, the tiny whisper grew into a great roar, and all +the praise of men, and the sweet words of women, filled her brain, and +what had once been her aversion became a great desire, and caused her +brow to grow thoughtful, and her eyes moody. + +But when she spoke to him of this new love, he smiled and said, "My wife +must be mine, and mine alone. I want not a woman whom the world claims, +and shouts her name abroad. My wife and my home must be inviolate." And +again as of yore, his wish controlled her--but only for a while. + +Then the tiny whisper grown into the great roar urging her on, became a +mighty wind which drove her before it, nor could she turn aside from the +path of ambition, but swept on, and conquered. + +Ah, sweet, sweet the exultation of the victor! Dear the plaudits of the +admiring world; wild the joy, when queen of song, admired of men, she +stood upon the pinnacle of fame! And he? True to his old convictions, +turned sadly from the woman who placed the admiration of the world +before his love and the happiness of his home--and went out from her +life broken-hearted, disappointed, miserable. + +All these things, and more, she thought upon in the first flush of +eventide, as the bold, young star climbed toward his lady-love, the +moon, all these things, and what had come to pass after the victory. + +For there came a day when the world wearied of its toy, and turned with +shouts of joy, and wreaths of fresh laurels for the new star. Then came +disappointments and miseries crowding fast upon her; the sorrows which +a loving heart knows when it finds its idols faithless. Then the love +for him which she had once repressed arose in all its strength which had +gained during the long struggle with the world, arose and overwhelmed +her with its might, and filled her soul with an unutterable longing for +peace and rest and him. + +She wrote to him and told him all her heart, and begged of him to come +back to her, for Fame was but an empty bubble while love was supreme and +the only happiness, after all. And now she waited while the crimson and +gold of the west grew dark, and gray and lowering. + +Hark! She hears his loved step. He comes, ah, joy of heaven he comes! +Soon will he clasp her in his arms, and there on his bosom shall she +know peace and rest and love. + +As he enters the door she hastens to meet him, the love-light shining in +her tired eyes, her soft rounded arms outstretched to meet him. But he +folds her not in his embrace, nor yet does he look with love into her +upturned eyes; the voice she loves, ah so well, breaks upon the dusky +silence, pitiless, stern. + +"Most faithless of faithless women, think you that like the toy of a +fickle child I can be thrown aside, then picked up again? Think you that +I can take a soiled lily to my bosom? Think you that I can cherish the +gaudy sun-flower that ever turns to the broad, brazen glare of the +uncaring sun, rather than the modest shrinking violet? Nay, be not +deceived, I loved you once, but that love you killed in its youth and +beauty leaving me to stand and weep alone over its grave. I came +to-night, not to kiss you, and to forgive you as you entreat, but to +tell that you I have wed another." + +The pitiless voice ceased, and she was alone in the dusky silence; alone +in all the shame and agony and grief of unrequited love and worthless +fame. Alone to writhe and groan in despair while the roseate flush of +eventide passed into the coldness of midnight. + +Oh faithless woman, oh, faithless man! How frail the memory of thy +binding vows, thy blissful hours of love! Are they forgotten? Only the +record of broken hearts and loveless lives will show. + + + + +THE IDLER. + + + An idle lingerer on the wayside's road, + He gathers up his work and yawns away; + A little longer, ere the tiresome load + Shall be reduced to ashes or to clay. + + No matter if the world has marched along, + And scorned his slowness as it quickly passed; + No matter, if amid the busy throng, + He greets some face, infantile at the last. + + His mission? Well, there is but one, + And if it is a mission he knows it, nay, + To be a happy idler, to lounge and sun, + And dreaming, pass his long-drawn days away. + + So dreams he on, his happy life to pass + Content, without ambitions painful sighs, + Until the sands run down into the glass; + He smiles--content--unmoved and dies. + + And yet, with all the pity that you feel + For this poor mothling of that flame, the world; + Are you the better for your desperate deal, + When you, like him, into infinitude are hurled? + + + + +LOVE AND THE BUTTERFLY. + + + I heard a merry voice one day + And glancing at my side, + Fair Love, all breathless, flushed with play, + A butterfly did ride. + "Whither away, oh sportive boy?" + I asked, he tossed his head; + Laughing aloud for purest joy, + And past me swiftly sped. + + Next day I heard a plaintive cry + And Love crept in my arms; + Weeping he held the butterfly, + Devoid of all its charms. + Sweet words of comfort, whispered I + Into his dainty ears, + But Love still hugged the butterfly, + And bathed its wounds with tears. + + + + +THE BEE-MAN. + + +We were glancing over the mental photograph album, and commenting on the +great lack of dissimilarity in tastes. Nearly every one preferred spring +to any other season, with a very few exceptions in favor of autumn. The +women loved Mrs. Browning and Longfellow; the men showed decided +preferences after Emerson and Macauley. Conceit stuck out when the +majority wanted to be themselves and none other, and only two did not +want to live in the 19th century. But in one place, in answer to the +question, "Whom would you rather be, if not yourself?" the answer was, + +"A baby!" + +"Why would you rather be a baby than any other personage?" queried +someone glancing at the writer, who blushed as she replied. + +"Because then I might be able to live a better life, I might have better +opportunities and better chances for improving them, and it would bring +me nearer the 20th century." + +"About eight or nine years ago," said the first speaker, "I remember +reading a story in a magazine for young folks. It was merely a fairy +story, and perhaps was not intended to point a moral, but only to amuse +the little ones. It was something on this order:--" + +Once upon a time, there lived in an out of the way spot an ancient +decrepit Bee-man. How old he was no one knew; whence he came, no one +could tell: to the memory of the oldest inhabitant he had always lived +in his dirty hut, surrounded by myriads of hives, attended always by a +swarm of bees. He was good to the bits of children, and always ready +with a sweet morsel of honeycomb for them. All his ambitions, +sympathies and hopes were centered in his hives; until one day a fairy +crept into his hut and whispered: + +"You have not always been a common bee-man. Once you were something +else." + +"Tell me what I was," he asked eagerly. + +"Nay, that I cannot do," replied the fairy, "our queen sent me to tell +you this, and if you wished to search for your former self, I am to +assist you. You must search the entire valley, and the first thing you +meet to which you become violently attached, that is what you formerly +were, and I shall give you back your correct form." + +So the next morning the Bee-man, strapping his usual hive upon his back, +and accompanied by the fairy in the form of a queen bee, set out upon +his search throughout the valley. At first he became violently attached +to the handsome person and fine castle of the Lord of the Realm, but on +being kicked out of the lord's domains, his love turned to dislike. + +The Bee-man and the fairy travelled far and wide and carefully inspected +every thing they met. The very Imp, the Languid young man, the +Hippogriffith, the Thousand Tailed Hippopotamus, and many other types, +until the Bee-man grew weary and was about to give up the search in +disgust. + +But suddenly amid all the vast halls of the enchanted domains through +which they were wandering, there sounded shrieks and wails, and the +inmates were thrown into the greatest confusion by the sight of the +hideous hippogriffith dashing through, a million sparks emanating from +his great eyes, his barbed tail waving high in the air, and holding in +his talons a tiny infant. + +Now, as soon as the Bee-man saw this, a great wave of sorrow and pity +filled his breast, and he hastily followed the monster, arriving at his +cave just in time to see him preparing to devour his prey. Madly dashing +his hive of bees into the hippogriffith's face, and seizing the infant +while the disturbed and angry bees stung and swarmed, the Bee-man rushed +out followed by the Very Imp, the Languid young man and the fairy, and +made his way to the child's mother. Just as soon as the baby was safely +restored, the Bee-man ruminated thoughtfully awhile and finally remarked +to the fairy: + +"Do you know of all the things I have met so far, I liked the baby best +of all, so I think I must have been a baby once!" + +"Right you are," assented the fairy, "I knew it before, but, of course, +I couldn't tell. Now I shall change you into your former shape, but +remember, you must try to be something better than a Bee-man." + +The Bee-man promised and was instantly changed into a baby. The fairy +inoculated him from harm with a bee-sting, and gave him to the rescued +infant's mother. + +Nearly a cycle passed by, and one day the fairy having business in the +valley, thought she would make inquiries concerning her protege. In her +way she happened to pass a little, low, curious hut, with many bee hives +about it, and swarms of bees flying in and out. The fairy, tired as +well as curious, peeped in and discovered an ancient man attending to +the wants of his pets. Upon a closer inspection, she recognized her +infant of years ago. He had become a bee-man again! + + * * * * * + +"It points a pretty little moral," said the Fatalist, "for it certainly +proves that do what we will, we cannot get away from our natures. It was +inherent in that man's nature to tend bees. Bee-ing was the occupation +chosen for him by Fate, and had the beneficent Fairy changed him a dozen +times, he would ultimately have gone to bee-ing in some form or other." + +The Fatalist was doubtless right, for it seems as though the inherent +things in our nature must come out. But if we want to dig deep into the +child's story for metaphysical morals, does it not also uphold the +theory of re-incarnation? the ancient bee-man, perhaps is but a type of +humanity growing old, and settled in its mode of living, while the fairy +is but thought, whispering into our souls things half dread half +pleasant. + +There are moments when the consciousness of a former life comes sharply +upon us, in swift, lightning flashes, too sudden to be tangible, too +dazzling to leave an impress, or mayhap, in troubled dreams that +bewilder and confuse with vague remembrances. If only a burst of memory +would come upon some mortal, that the tale might be fully told, and +these theories established as facts. It would unfold great possibilities +of historical lore; of literary life; of religious speculation. + + + + +AMID THE ROSES. + + + There is tropical warmth and languorous life + Where the roses lie + In a tempting drift + Of pink and red and golden light + Untouched as yet by the pruning knife. + And the still, warm life of the roses fair + That whisper "Come," + With promises + Of sweet caresses, close and pure + Has a thorny whiff in the perfumed air. + There are thorns and love in the roses' bed, + And Satan too + Must linger there; + So Satan's wiles and the conscience stings, + Must now abide--the roses are _dead_. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK VIOLETS AND OTHER TALES*** + + +******* This file should be named 18713.txt or 18713.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/1/8/7/1/18713 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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