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diff --git a/19981.txt b/19981.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..07894f7 --- /dev/null +++ b/19981.txt @@ -0,0 +1,9279 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Doctor Luke of the Labrador, by Norman Duncan + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Doctor Luke of the Labrador + +Author: Norman Duncan + +Release Date: November 30, 2006 [EBook #19981] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK DOCTOR LUKE OF THE LABRADOR *** + + + + +Produced by Roger Frank and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + +[Illustration: "I've a bad son, the day, Skipper Tommy," said my +Mother.--Page 23.] + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +DOCTOR LUKE OF THE LABRADOR + +BY +NORMAN DUNCAN + +GROSSET & DUNLAP + +Publishers--New York + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Copyright, 1904, by FLEMING H. REVELL COMPANY + +New York: 158 Fifth Avenue +Chicago: 63 Washington Street +Toronto: 27 Richmond Street, W +London: 21 Paternoster Square +Edinburgh: 30 St. Mary Street + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +To +My Own Mother +and to +her granddaughter +Elspeth +my niece + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +To the Reader + +However bleak the Labrador--however naked and desolate that +shore--flowers bloom upon it. However bitter the despoiling sea--however +cold and rude and merciless--the gentler virtues flourish in the hearts +of the folk.... And the glory of the coast--and the glory of the whole +world--is mother-love: which began in the beginning and has continued +unchanged to this present time--the conspicuous beauty of the fabric of +life: the great constant of the problem. + + N. D. + +College Campus, +Washington, Pennsylvania, +October 15, 1904. + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +CONTENTS + +I. Our Harbour 13 +II. The World from the Watchman 17 +III. In the Haven of Her Arms 29 +IV. The Shadow 35 +V. Mary 48 +VI. The Man on the Mail Boat 57 +VII. The Woman from Wolf Cove 70 +VIII. The Blind and the Blind 79 +IX. A Wreck on the Thirty Devils 89 +X. The Flight 102 +XI. The Women at the Gate 110 +XII. Doctor and I 115 +XIII. A Smiling Face 125 +XIV. In the Watches of the Night 133 +XV. The Wolf 138 +XVI. A Malady of the Heart 150 +XVII. Hard Practice 167 +XVIII. Skipper Tommy Gets a Letter 182 +XIX. The Fate of the Mail-Boat Doctor 191 +XX. Christmas Eve at Topmast Tickle 202 +XXI. Down North 219 +XXII. The Way from Heart's Delight 222 +XXIII. The Course of True Love 239 +XXIV. The Beginning of the End 258 +XXV. A Capital Crime 265 +XXVI. Decoyed 287 +XXVII. The Day of the Dog 305 +XXVIII. In Harbour 320 + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +[Illustration: SKETCH MAP of OUR HARBOR] + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + + + + +DOCTOR LUKE of THE LABRADOR + +I + +OUR HARBOUR + + +A cluster of islands, lying off the cape, made the shelter of our +harbour. They were but great rocks, gray, ragged, wet with fog and surf, +rising bleak and barren out of a sea that forever fretted a thousand +miles of rocky coast as barren and as sombre and as desolate as they; +but they broke wave and wind unfailingly and with vast unconcern--they +were of old time, mighty, steadfast, remote from the rage of weather and +the changing mood of the sea, surely providing safe shelter for us folk +of the coast--and we loved them, as true men, everywhere, love home. + +"'Tis the cleverest harbour on the Labrador!" said we. + +When the wind was in the northeast--when it broke, swift and vicious, +from the sullen waste of water beyond, whipping up the grey sea, driving +in the vagrant ice, spreading clammy mist over the reefs and rocky +headlands of the long coast--our harbour lay unruffled in the lee of +God's Warning. Skull Island and a shoulder of God's Warning broke the +winds from the north: the froth of the breakers, to be sure, came +creeping through the north tickle, when the sea was high; but no great +wave from the open ever disturbed the quiet water within. We were fended +from the southerly gales by the massive, beetling front of the Isle of +Good Promise, which, grandly unmoved by their fuming rage, turned them +up into the black sky, where they went screaming northward, high over +the heads of the white houses huddled in the calm below; and the seas +they brought--gigantic, breaking seas--went to waste on Raven Rock and +the Reef of the Thirty Black Devils, ere, their strength spent, they +growled over the jagged rocks at the base of the great cliffs of Good +Promise and came softly swelling through the broad south tickle to the +basin. The west wind came out of the wilderness, fragrant of the far-off +forest, lying unknown and dread in the inland, from which the mountains, +bold and blue and forbidding, lifted high their heads; and the mist was +then driven back into the gloomy seas of the east, and the sun was out, +shining warm and yellow, and the sea, lying in the lee of the land, was +all aripple and aflash. + +When the spring gales blew--the sea being yet white with drift-ice--the +schooners of the Newfoundland fleet, bound north to the fishing, often +came scurrying into our harbour for shelter. And when the skippers, +still dripping the spray of the gale from beard and sou'wester, came +ashore for a yarn and an hospitable glass with my father, the trader, +many a tale of wind and wreck and far-away harbours I heard, while we +sat by the roaring stove in my father's little shop: such as those which +began, "Well, 'twas the wonderfullest gale o' wind you ever +seed--snowin' an' blowin', with the sea in mountains, an' it as black as +a wolf's throat--an' we was somewheres off Cape Mugford. She were +drivin' with a nor'east gale, with the shore somewheres handy t' +le'ward. But, look! nar a one of us knowed where she were to, 'less +'twas in the thick o' the Black Heart Reefs...." Stout, hearty fellows +they were who told yarns like these--thick and broad about the chest and +lanky below, long-armed, hammer-fisted, with frowsy beards, bushy brows, +and clear blue eyes, which were fearless and quick to look. + +"'Tis a fine harbour you got here, Skipper David Roth," they would say +to my father, when it came time to go aboard, "an' here, zur," raising +the last glass, "is t' the rocks that make it!" + +"T' the schooners they shelter!" my father would respond. + +When the weather turned civil, I would away to the summit of the +Watchman--a scamper and a mad climb--to watch the doughty little +schooners on their way. And it made my heart swell and flutter to see +them dig their noses into the swelling seas--to watch them heel and leap +and make the white dust fly--to feel the rush of the wet wind that drove +them--to know that the grey path of a thousand miles was every league of +the way beset with peril. Brave craft! Stout hearts to sail them! It +thrilled me to watch them beating up the suddy coast, lying low and +black in the north, and through the leaden, ice-strewn seas, with the +murky night creeping in from the open. I, too, would be the skipper of a +schooner, and sail with the best of them! + +"A schooner an' a wet deck for me!" thought I. + +And I loved our harbour all the more for that. + + * * * * * + +Thus, our harbour lay, a still, deep basin, in the shelter of three +islands and a cape of the mainland: and we loved it, drear as it was, +because we were born there and knew no kinder land; and we boasted it, +in all the harbours of the Labrador, because it was a safe place, +whatever the gale that blew. + + + + +II + +The WORLD From The WATCHMAN + + +The Watchman was the outermost headland of our coast and a landmark from +afar--a great gray hill on the point of Good Promise by the Gate; our +craft, running in from the Hook-an'-Line grounds off Raven Rock, rounded +the Watchman and sped thence through the Gate and past Frothy Point into +harbour. It was bold and bare--scoured by the weather--and dripping wet +on days when the fog hung thick and low. It fell sharply to the sea by +way of a weather-beaten cliff, in whose high fissures the gulls, wary of +the hands of the lads of the place, wisely nested; and within the +harbour it rose from Trader's Cove, where, snug under a broken cliff, +stood our house and the little shop and storehouse and the broad +drying-flakes and the wharf and fish-stages of my father's business. +From the top there was a far, wide outlook--all sea and rock: along the +ragged, treeless coast, north and south, to the haze wherewith, in +distances beyond the ken of lads, it melted; and upon the thirty wee +white houses of our folk, scattered haphazard about the harbour water, +each in its own little cove and each with its own little stage and great +flake; and over the barren, swelling rock beyond, to the blue +wilderness, lying infinitely far away. + +I shuddered when from the Watchman I looked upon the wilderness. + +"'Tis a dreadful place," I had heard my father say. "Men starves in +there." + +This I knew to be true, for, once, I had seen the face of a man who came +crawling out. + +"The sea is kinder," I thought. + +Whether so or not, I was to prove, at least, that the wilderness was +cruel. + + * * * * * + +One blue day, when the furthest places on sea and land lay in a thin, +still haze, my mother and I went to the Watchman to romp. There was +place there for a merry gambol, place, even, led by a wiser hand, for +roaming and childish adventure--and there were silence and sunlit space +and sea and distant mists for the weaving of dreams--ay, and, upon rare +days, the smoke of the great ships, bound down the Straits--and when +dreams had worn the patience there were huge loose rocks handy for +rolling over the brow of the cliff--and there was gray moss in the +hollows, thick and dry and soft, to sprawl on and rest from the delights +of the day. So the Watchman was a playground for my mother and me--my +sister, my elder by seven years, was all the day long tunefully busy +about my father's comfort and the little duties of the house--and, on +that blue day, we climbed the broken cliff behind our house and toiled +up the slope beyond in high spirits, and we were very happy together; +for my mother was a Boston maid, and, though she turned to right +heartily when there was work to do, she was not like the Labrador born, +but thought it no sin to wander and laugh in the sunlight of the heads +when came the blessed opportunity. + +"I'm fair done out," said I, at last, returning, flushed, from a race to +Beacon Rock. + +"Lie here, Davy--ay, but closer yet--and rest," said she. + +I flung myself at full length beside her, spreading abroad my sturdy +little arms and legs; and I caught her glance, glowing warm and proud, +as it ran over me, from toe to crown, and, flashing prouder yet through +a gathering mist of tears, returned again. + +"I knows why you're lookin' at me that way," said I. + +"And why?" said she. + +"'Tis for sheer love o' me!" + +She was strangely moved by this. Her hands, passionately clasped of a +sudden, she laid upon her heart; and she drew a sharp, quivering +breath. + +"You're getting so--so--strong and--and--so _big_!" she cried. + +"Hut!" said I. "'Tis nothin' t' cry about!" + +"Oh," she sobbed, "I'm _proud_ t' be the mother of a son!" + +I started up. + +"I'm that proud," she went on, hovering now between great joy and pain, +"that it--it--fair _hurts_ me!" + +"I'll not have you cry!" I protested. + +She caught me in her arms and we broke into merry laughter. Then to +please her I said that I would gather flowers for her hair--and she +would be the stranded mermaid and I the fisherman whom she besought to +put her back in the sea and rewarded with three wishes--and I sought +flowers everywhere in the hollows and crevices of the bald old Watchman, +where, through years, some soil had gathered, but found only whisps of +wiry grass and one wretched blossom; whereupon I returned to her very +wroth. + +"God made a botch o' the world!" I declared. + +She looked up in dismay. + +"Ay," I repeated, with a stamp of the foot, "a wonderful botch o' the +world He's gone an' made. Why, they's but one flower on the Watchman!" + +She looked over the barren land--the great gray waste of naked rock--and +sighed. + +"But one?" she asked, softly. + +"An I was God," I said, indignantly, "I'd have made _more_ flowers an' +made un _bigger_." + +She smiled in the way of one dreaming. + +"Hut!" I went on, giving daring wing to my imagination. "I'd have made a +hundred kinds an' soil enough t' grow un all--_every one o' the whole +hundred!_ I'd have----" + +She laid a soft hand on my lips. "'Tis a land," she whispered, with +shining eyes, "that grows rosy lads, and I'm well content!" + +"'Tis a poor way," I continued, disregarding her caress, "t' gather soil +in buckets. _I'd_ have made enough t' gather it in _barrows_! I'd have +made lots of it--heaps of it. Why," I boasted, growing yet more +recklessly prodigal, "I'd have made a _hill_ of it somewheres handy t' +every harbour in the world--as big as the Watchman--ay, an' handy t' the +harbours, so the folk could take so much as they wanted--t' make +potato-gardens--an'--an' t' make the grave-yards deep enough. 'Tis a +wonderful poor way," I concluded with contempt, "t' have t' gather it in +buckets from the rocks!" + +My mother was laughing heartily now. + +"'Twould not be a better world, thinks you?" said I. "Ay, but I could +do better than that! Hut!" I cried, at last utterly abandoned to my +imagination, "I'd have more things than potatoes grow in the ground an' +more things than berries grow on bushes. _What_ would I have grow in the +ground, says you? Is you thinkin' I don't _know_? Oh, ay, mum," I +protested, somewhat at a loss, but very knowingly, "_I_ knows!" I was +now getting rapidly beyond my depth; but I plunged bravely on, wondering +like lightning, the while, what else _could_ grow in the ground and on +bushes. "I'd have _flour_ grow in the ground, mum," I cried, +triumphantly, "an' I'd have sea-boots an' sou'westers grow on the +bushes. An', ecod!" I continued, inspired, "I'd have fishes grow on +bushes, already split an' cleaned!" + +What other improvements I would have made on the good Lord's handiwork I +do not know. Skipper Tommy Lovejoy, being on the road to Trader's Cove +from the Rat Hole, where he lived alone with his twin lads, had spied us +from Needle Rock, and now came puffing up the hill to wish my mother +good-day: which, indeed, all true men of the harbour never failed to do, +whenever they came near. He was a short, marvellously broad, bow-legged +old man--but yet straight and full of strength and fine hope--all the +while dressed in tight white moleskin (much soiled by the slime of the +day's work), long skin boots, tied below the knees, and a ragged cloth +cap, which he kept pulled tight over his bushy grey hair. There was a +mild twinkle forever lying in the depths of his blue eyes, and thence, +at times, overflowing upon his broad brown face, which then rippled with +wrinkles, from the roots of his hair to the fringe of white beard under +his chin, in a way at once to make one laugh with him, though one could +not quite tell why. We lads of the harbour loved him very much, for his +good-humour and for his tenderness--never more so, however, than when, +by night, in the glow of the fire, he told us long tales of the fairies +and wicked elves he had dealt with in his time, twinkling with every +word, so that we were sorely puzzled to know whether to take him in jest +or earnest. + +"I've a very bad son, the day, Skipper Tommy," said my mother, laying a +fond hand on my head. + +"Have you, now, mum!" cried the skipper, with a wink. "'Tis hard t' +believe. He've been huntin' gulls' nests in parlous places on the cliff +o' the Watchman, I'm thinkin'." + +"'Tis worse than that." + +"Dear man! Worse than that, says you? Then he've took the punt beyond +the Gate all by hisself." + +"'Tis even worse than that. He's not pleased with the dear Lord's +world." + +Skipper Tommy stopped dead and stared me in the eye--but not coldly, you +must know; just in mild wonder, in which, it may be, was mixed some +admiration, as though he, too, deep in his guileless old heart, had had +some doubt which he dared not entertain. + +"Ay," said I, loftily, "He've not made flowers enough t' suit _my_ +taste." + +Skipper Tommy rubbed his nose in a meditative way. "Well," he drawled, +"He haven't made many, true enough. I'm not sayin' He mightn't have made +more. But He've done very well. They's enough--oh, ay, they's enough t' +get along with. For, look you! lad, they's no real _need_ o' any more. +'Twas wonderful kind of Un," he went on, swept away by a flood of good +feeling, as often happened, "t' make even one little flower. Sure, He +didn't _have_ t' do it. He just went an' done it for love of us. Ay," he +repeated, delighting himself with this new thought of his Lord's +goodness, "'twas wonderful kind o' the Lard t' take so much trouble as +that!" + +My mother was looking deep into Skipper Tommy's eyes as though she saw +some lovely thing therein. + +"Ay," said I, "'twas fair kind; but I'm wishin' He'd been a bit more +free." + +My mother smiled at that. Then, "And my son," she said, in the way of +one poking fun, "would have _flour_ grow out of the ground!" + +"An' did he say that!" cried Skipper Tommy. + +My mother laughed, and Skipper Tommy laughed uproariously, and loudly +slapped his thick thigh; and I felt woefully foolish, and wondered much +what depth of ignorance I had betrayed, but I laughed, too, because +Skipper Tommy laughed so heartily and opened his great mouth so wide; +and we were all very merry for a time. At last, while I wondered, I +thought that, perhaps, flour _did_ grow, after all--though, for the life +of me, I could not tell how--and that my mother and Skipper Tommy knew +it well enough; whereupon I laughed the merrier. + +"Come, look you!" then said Skipper Tommy, gently taking the lobe of my +ear between his thick, hard thumb and forefinger. "Don't you go thinkin' +you could make better worlds than the Lard. Why, lad, 'tis but _play_ +for _Him_! _He've_ no trouble makin' a world! I'm thinkin' He've made +more than one," he added, his voice changing to a knowing whisper. "'Tis +my own idea, but," now sagely, "I'm thinkin' He did. 'Tis like that this +was the first, an' He done better when He got His hand in. Oh, ay, nar a +doubt He done better with the rest! But He done wonderful well with this +one. When you're so old as me, lad, you'll know that though the Lard +made few flowers He put a deal o' time an' labour on the harbours; an' +when you're beatin' up t' the Gate, lad, in a gale o' wind--an' when you +thinks o' the quiet place t'other side o' Frothy Point--you'll know the +Lard done well by all the folk o' this world when He made safe harbours +instead o' wastin' His time on flowers. Ay, lad, 'tis a wonderful well +built world; an' you'll know it--then!" + +We turned homeward--down the long road over the shoulder of the +Watchman; for the evening was drawing near. + +"They's times," said Skipper Tommy, giving his nose a puzzled tweak, +"when I wonders how He done it. 'Tis fair beyond me! I wonders a deal, +now, mum," turning to my mother, his face lighting with interest, "about +they stars. Now, mum," smiling wistfully, "I wonders ... I wonders ... +how He stuck un up there in the sky. Ah," with a long sigh, "I'd sure +like t' know that! An' wouldn't you, mum? Ecod! but I _would_ like t' +know that! 'Twould be worth while, I'm thinkin'. I'm wishin' I could +find out. But, hut!" he cried, with a laugh which yet rang strangely sad +in my ears, "'tis none o' my business. 'Twould be a queer thing, indeed, +if men went pryin' into the Lard's secrets. He'd fix un, I 'low--He'd +snarl un all up--He'd let un think theirselves wise an' guess +theirselves mad! That's what He'd do. But, now," falling again into a +wistful, dreaming whisper, "I wonders ... wonders ... how He _does_ +stick them stars up there. I'm thinkin' I'll try t' think that out--some +day--so people could know, an' wouldn't have t' wonder no more. +I--wonders--if I could!" + +We walked on in silence--down the last slope, and along the rocky path +to Trader's Cove; and never a word was spoken. When we came to the turn +to our house we bade the skipper good-evening. + +"Don't you be forgettin'," he said, tipping up my face with a finger +under my chin, "that you'll soon be thinkin' more o' harbours than o' +flowers." + +I laughed. + +"But, ecod!" he broke out, violently rubbing his nose, until I was +fairly concerned for it, so red did it turn, "that was a wonderful good +idea about the flour!" + +My mother looked at him sharply; then her eyes twinkled, and she hid a +smile behind her hand. + +"_'Twould_ be a good thing t' have it grow," the old man continued. +"'Twould be far better than--than--well, now--makin' it the way they +does. Ecod!" he concluded, letting his glance fall in bewilderment on +the ground, "I wonders how they _does_ make flour. I wonders ... wonders +... where they gets the stuff an'--an'--how they makes it!" + +He went off, wondering still; and my mother and I went slowly home, and +sat in the broad window of our house, which overlooked the harbour and +fronted the flaring western sky; and then first she told me of the kind +green world beyond. + + + + +III + +IN THE HAVEN of HER ARMS + + +There was a day not far distant--my father had told my mother with a +touch of impatience that it _must_ come for all sons--when Skipper Tommy +took me with one of the twin lads in the punt to the Hook-an'-Line +grounds to jig, for the traps were doing poorly with the fish, the +summer was wasting and there was nothing for it but to take to hook and +line: which my father's dealers heartily did, being anxious to add what +fish they could to the catch, though in this slower way. And it was my +first time beyond the Gate--and the sea seemed very vast and strange and +sullen when we put out at dawn--and when the long day was near done the +wind blew gray and angry from the north and spread a thickening mist +over the far-off Watchman--and before night closed, all that Skipper +Tommy had said of harbours and flowers came true in my heart. + +"We'll be havin' t' beat up t' the Gate," said he, as he hauled in the +grapnel. + +"With all the wind she can carry," added little Jacky, bending to lift +the mast into the socket. + +In truth, yes--as it seemed to my unknowing mind: she had all the wind +she could carry. The wind fretted the black sea until it broke all +roundabout; and the punt heeled to the gusts and endlessly flung her +bows up to the big waves; and the spray swept over us like driving rain, +and was bitter cold; and the mist fell thick and swift upon the coast +beyond. Jacky, forward with the jib-sheet in his capable little fist and +the bail bucket handy, scowled darkly at the gale, being alert as a cat, +the while; and the skipper, his mild smile unchanged by all the tumult, +kept a hand on the mainsheet and tiller, and a keen, quiet eye on the +canvas and on the vanishing rocks whither we were bound. And forth and +back she went, back and forth, again and again, without end--beating up +to harbour. + +"Dear man!" said Skipper Tommy, with a glance at the vague black outline +of the Watchman, "but 'tis a fine harbour!" + +"'Tis that," sighed Jacky, wistfully, as a screaming little gust heeled +the punt over; "an'--an'--I wisht we was there!" + +Skipper Tommy laughed at his son. + +"I does!" Jacky declared. + +"I--I--I'm not so sure," I stammered, taking a tighter grip on the +gunwale, "but I wisht we was--there--too." + +"You'll be wishin' that often," said Skipper Tommy, pointedly, "if you +lives t' be so old as me." + +We wished it often, indeed, that day--while the wind blustered yet more +wildly out of the north and the waves tumbled aboard our staggering +little craft and the night came apace over the sea--and we have wished +it often since that old time, have Jacky and I, God knows! I had the +curious sensation of fear, I fancy--though I am loath to call it +that--for the first time in my life; and I was very much relieved when, +at dusk, we rounded the looming Watchman, ran through the white waters +and thunderous confusion of the Gate, with the breakers leaping high on +either hand, sharply turned Frothy Point and came at last into the +ripples of Trader's Cove. Glad I was, you may be sure, to find my mother +waiting on my father's wharf, and to be taken by the hand, and to be led +up the path to the house, where there was spread a grand supper of fish +and bread, which my sister had long kept waiting; and, after all, to be +rocked in the broad window, safe in the haven of my mother's arms, while +the last of the sullen light of day fled into the wilderness and all the +world turned black. + +"You'll be singin' for me, mum, will you not?" I whispered. + +"And what shall I sing, lad?" said she. + +"You knows, mum." + +"I'm not so sure," said she. "Come, tell me!" + +What should she sing? I knew well, at that moment, the assurance my +heart wanted: we are a God-fearing people, and I was a child of that +coast; and I had then first come in from a stormy sea. There is a +song---- + +"'Tis, 'Jesus Saviour Pilot Me,'" I answered. + +"I knew it all the time," said she; and, + + "'Jesus, Saviour, pilot me, + Over life's tempestuous sea,'" + +she sang, very softly--and for me alone--like a sweet whisper in my ear. + + "'Unknown waves before me roll, + Hiding rock and treacherous shoal; + Chart and compass came from Thee: + Jesus, Saviour, pilot me!'" + +"I was thinkin' o' that, mum, when we come through the Gate," said I. +"Sure, I thought Skipper Tommy might miss the Way, an' get t'other side +o' the Tooth, an' get in the Trap, an' go t' wreck on the Murderers, +an'----" + +"Hush, dear!" she whispered. "Sure, you've no cause to fear when the +pilot knows the way." + +The feeling of harbour--of escape and of shelter and brooding peace--was +strong upon me while we sat rocking in the failing light. I have never +since made harbour--never since come of a sudden from the toil and the +frothy rage of the sea by night or day, but my heart has felt again the +peace of that quiet hour--never once but blessed memory has given me +once again the vision of myself, a little child, lying on my mother's +dear breast, gathered close in her arms, while she rocked and softly +sang of the tempestuous sea and a Pilot for the sons of men, still +rocking, rocking, in the broad window of my father's house. I protest +that I love my land, and have from that hour, barren as it is and as +bitter the sea that breaks upon it; for I then learned--and still +know--that it is as though the dear God Himself made harbours with wise, +kind hands for such as have business in the wild waters of that coast. +And I love my life--and go glad to the day's work--for I have learned, +in the course of it and by the life of the man who came to us, that +whatever the stress and fear of the work to be done there is yet for us +all a refuge, which, by way of the heart, they find who seek. + + * * * * * + +And I fell asleep in my mother's arms, and by and by my big father came +in and laughed tenderly to find me lying there; and then, as I have been +told, laughing softly still they carried me up and flung me on my bed, +flushed and wet and limp with sound slumber, where I lay like a small +sack of flour, while together they pulled off my shoes and stockings and +jacket and trousers and little shirt, and bundled me into my +night-dress, and rolled me under the blanket, and tucked me in, and +kissed me good-night. + +When my mother's lips touched my cheek I awoke. "Is it you, mama?" I +asked. + +"Ay," said she; "'tis your mother, lad." + +Her hand went swiftly to my brow, and smoothed back the tousled, wet +hair. + +"Is you kissed me yet?" + +"Oh, ay!" said she. + +"Kiss me again, please, mum," said I, "for I wants--t' make sure--you +done it." + +She kissed me again, very tenderly; and I sighed and fell asleep, +content. + + + + +IV + +THE SHADOW + + +When the mail-boat left our coast to the long isolation of that winter +my mother was even more tender with the scrawny plants in the five red +pots on the window-shelf. On gray days, when our house and all the world +lay in the soggy shadow of the fog, she fretted sadly for their health; +and she kept feverish watch for a rift in the low, sad sky, and sighed +and wished for sunlight. It mystified me to perceive the wistful regard +she bestowed upon the stalks and leaves that thrived the illest--the +soft touches for the yellowing leaves, and, at last, the tear that fell, +when, withered beyond hope, they were plucked and cast away--and I asked +her why she loved the sick leaves so; and she answered that she knew but +would not tell me why. Many a time, too, at twilight, I surprised her +sitting downcast by the window, staring out--and far--not upon the rock +and sea of our harbour, but as though through the thickening shadows +into some other place. + +"What you lookin' at, mum?" I asked her, once. + +"A glory," she answered. + +"Glory!" said I. "They's no glory out there. The night falls. 'Tis all +black an' cold on the hills. Sure, _I_ sees no glory." + +"'Tis not a glory, but a shadow," she whispered, "for you!" + +Nor was I now ever permitted to see her in disarray, but always, as it +seemed to me, fresh from my sister's clever hands, her hair laid smooth +and shining, her simple gown starched crisp and sweetly smelling of the +ironing board; and when I asked her why she was never but thus lovely, +she answered, with a smile, that surely it pleased her son to find her +always so: which, indeed, it did. I felt, hence, in some puzzled way, +that this display was a design upon me, but to what end I could not +tell. And there was an air of sad unquiet in the house: it occurred to +my childish fancy that my mother was like one bound alone upon a long +journey; and once, deep in the night, when I had long lain ill at ease +in the shadow of this fear, I crept to her door to listen, lest she be +already fled, and I heard her sigh and faintly complain; and then I went +back to bed, very sad that my mother should be ailing, but now sure that +she would not leave me. + +Next morning my father leaned over our breakfast table and laid his +broad hand upon my mother's shoulder; whereupon she looked up smiling, +as ever she did when that big man caressed her. + +"I'll be havin' the doctor for you," he said. + +She gave him a swift glance of warning--then turned her wide eyes upon +me. + +"Oh," said my father, "the lad knows you is sick. 'Tis no use tryin' t' +keep it from un any more." + +"Ay," I sobbed, pushing my plate away, for I was of a sudden no longer +hungry, "I heared you cryin' las' night." + +My sister came quickly to my side, and wound a soft arm about my neck, +and drew my head close to her heart, and kissed me many times; and when +she had soothed me I looked up and found my mother gloriously glad that +I had cried. + +"'Tis nothing," then she said, with a rush of tenderness for my grief. +"'Tis not hard to bear. 'Tis----" + +"Ay, but," said my father, "I'll be havin' the doctor t' see you." + +My mother pooh-poohed it all. The doctor? For her? Not she! She was not +sick enough for _that_! + +"I'm bent," said my father, doggedly, "on havin' that man." + +"David," cried my mother, "I'll not have you do it!" + +"I'll have my way of it," said my father. "I'm bent on it, an' I'll be +put off no longer. 'Tis no use, m'am--nar a bit! The doctor's comin' t' +see you." + +"Ah, well!" sighed my mother. + +"Ay," said my father, "I'll have that man ashore when the mail-boat +comes in the spring. 'Tis well on t' December now," he went on, "an' it +may be we'll have an early break-up. Sure, if they's westerly winds in +the spring, an' the ice clears away in good season, we'll be havin' the +mail-boat north in May. Come, now! 'twill not be later than June, I +'low. An' I'll have that doctor ashore in a hurry, mark my words, when +the anchor's down. That I will!" + +"'Tis a long time," said my mother. + +Every morning, thereafter, she said that she was better--always +better--much, much better. 'Twas wonderful, she said, 'twas fair past +making out, indeed, that she should so soon grow into a fine, hearty +woman again; and 'twould be an easy matter, said she, for the mail-boat +doctor to cure _her_--when he came. And she was now more discreet with +her moods; not once did I catch her brooding alone, though more than +once I lay in wait in dark corners or peered through the crack in the +door; and she went smiling about the house, as of old--but yet not as of +old; and I puzzled over the difference, but could not discover it. More +often, now, at twilight, she lured me to her lap, where I was never +loath to go, great lad of nine years though I was; and she sat silent +with me, rocking, rocking, while the deeper night came down--and she +kissed me so often that I wondered she did not tire of it--and she +stroked my brow and cheeks, and touched my eyes, and ran her finger-tips +over my eyebrows and nose and lips, ay, and softly played with my +lips--and at times she strained me so hard to her breast that I near +complained of the embrace--and I was no more driven off to bed when my +eyes grew heavy, but let lie in her arms, while we sat silent, rocking, +rocking, until long, long after I had fallen asleep. And once, at the +end of a sweet, strange hour, making believe to play, she gently pried +my eyes wide open and looked far into their depths--so deep, so long, so +searchingly, so strangely, that I waxed uneasy under the glance. + +"Wh-wh-what--what you----" I began, inarticulately. + +"What am I looking for?" she interrupted, speaking quickly. + +"Ay," I whimpered, for I was deeply agitated; "what you lookin' for?" + +"For your heart," said she. + +I did not know what she meant; and I wondered concerning the fancy she +had, but did not ask, for there was that in her voice and eyes that made +me very solemn. + +"'Tis but a child's heart," she sighed, turning away. "'Tis but like the +hearts," she whispered, "of all children. I cannot tell--I cannot tell," +she sobbed, "and I want--oh, I want so much--to know!" + +"Don't cry!" I pleaded, thrown into an agony by her tears, in the way of +all children. + +She sat me back in her lap. "Look in your mother's eyes, lad," said she, +"and say after me this: 'My mother----'" + +"'My mother----'" I repeated, very soberly. + +"'Looked upon my heart----'" + +"'Looked upon my heart----'" said I. + +"'And found it brave----'" + +"'An' found it brave----'" + +"'And sweet----'" + +"'An' sweet----'" + +"'Willing for the day's work----'" said she. + +"'Willing for the day's work----'" I repeated. + +"'And harbouring no shameful hope.'" + +"'An' harbouring--no shameful--hope.'" + +Again and again she had me say it--until I knew it every word by heart. + +"Ah," said she, at last, "but you'll forget!" + +"No, no!" I cried. "I'll not forget. 'My mother looked upon my heart,'" +I rattled, "'an' found it brave an' sweet, willing for the day's work +an' harbouring no shameful hope.' I've not forgot! I've _not_ forgot!" + +"He'll forget," she whispered, but not to me, "like all children." + +But I have not forgotten--I have not forgotten--I have never +forgotten--that when I was a child my mother looked upon my heart and +found it brave and sweet, willing for the day's work and harbouring no +shameful hope. + + * * * * * + +The winter fell early and with ominous severity. Our bleak coast was +soon too bitter with wind and frost and snow for the folk to continue in +their poor habitations. They were driven in haste to the snugger inland +tilts, which lay in a huddle at the Lodge, far up Twisted Arm, in the +blessed proximity of fire-wood--there to trap and sleep in hardly +mitigated misery until the kindlier spring days should once again invite +them to the coast. My father, the only trader on forty miles of our +coast, as always dealt them salt beef and flour and tea with a free +hand, until, at last, the storehouses were swept clean of food, save +sufficient for our own wants: his great heart hopeful that the catch of +next season, and the honest hearts of the folk, and the mysterious favor +of the Lord, would all conspire to repay him. And so they departed, bag +and baggage, youngsters and dogs; and the waste of our harbour and of +the infinite roundabout was left white and silent, as of death itself. +But we dwelt on in our house under the sheltering Watchman; for my +father, being a small trader, was better off than they--though I would +not have you think him of consequence elsewhere--and had builded a stout +house, double-windowed, lined with felt and wainscotted with canvas, so +that but little frost formed on the walls of the living rooms, and that +only in the coldest weather. + +"'Tis cozy enough," said my father, chucking my mother under the chin, +"even for a maid a man might cotch up Boston way!" + +Presently came Skipper Tommy Lovejoy by rollicking dog-team from the +Lodge to inquire after my mother's health--to cheer us, it may be, I'm +thinking, with his hearty way, his vast hope, his odd fancies, his +ruddy, twinkling face. Most we laughed when he described his plan (how +seriously conceived there was no knowing) for training whales to serve +as tugboats in calms and adverse winds. It appeared, too, that a similar +recital had been trying to the composure of old Tom Tot, of our harbour, +who had searched the Bible for seven years to discover therein a good +man of whom it was said that he laughed, and, failing utterly, had +thereupon vowed never again to commit the sin of levity. + +"Sure, I near fetched un," said Skipper Tommy, gleefully, "with me +whales. I come near makin' Tom Tot break that scandalous vow, zur, +indeed I did! He got wonderful purple in the face, an' choked in a +fearsome way, when I showed un my steerin' gear for the beast's tail, +but, as I'm sad t' say, zur, he managed t' keep it in without bustin'. +But I'll get un yet, zur--oh, ay, zur--just leave un t' me! Ecod! zur, +I'm thinkin' he'll capsize with all hands when I tells un I'm t' have a +wheel-house on the forward deck o' that wha-a-ale!" + +But the old man soon forgot all about his whales, as he had forgotten to +make out the strange way the Lord had discovered to fasten His stars to +the sky; moved by a long contemplation of my mother's frailty, he had a +nobler inspiration. + +"'Tis sad, lass," he said, his face aquiver with sympathy, "t' think +that we've but one doctor t' cure the sick, an' him on the mail-boat. +'Tis _wonderful_ sad t' think o' that! 'Tis a hard case," he went on, +"but if a man only thunk hard enough he'd find a way t' mend it. Sure, +what _ought_ t' be mended _can_ be mended. 'Tis the way o' the world. If +a man only thinks hard an' thinks sensible, he'll find a way, zur, every +time. 'Tis easy t' think hard, but 'tis sometimes hard," he added, "t' +think t' the point." + +We were silent while he continued lost in deep and puzzled thought. + +"Ecod!" he burst out. "I got it!" + +"Have you, now?" cried my father, half amused, half amazed. + +"Just this minute, zur," said the skipper, in a glow of delighted +astonishment. "It come t' me all t' oncet." + +"An' what is it?" + +"'Tis a sort o' book, zur!" + +"A book?" + +"Ay, 'tis just a book. Find out all the cures in the world an' put un in +a book. Get the doctor-women's, an' the healers', an' the real doctor's, +an' put un right in a book. Has you got the dip-theria? Ask the book +what t' do. 'Dip-theria?' says the book t' you. 'Well, that's sad. Tie a +split herring round your neck.' S'pose you got the salt-water sores. +What do you do, then? Why, turn t' the book. 'Oh, 'tis nothin' t' cure +_that_,' says the book. 'Wear a brass chain on your wrist, lad, an' +you'll be troubled no more.' Take it, now, when you got blood-poison in +the hand. What is you t' do, you wants t' know? 'Blood-poison in the +hand?' says the book. 'Good gracious, that's awful! Cut off your hand.' +'Twould be a wonderful good work," the skipper concluded, "t' make a +book like that!" It appeared to me that it would. + +"I wonder," the skipper went on, staring at the fire, a little smile +playing upon his face, "if _I_ couldn't do that! 'Twould surely be a +thing worth doin'. I wonder--I wonder--if I couldn't manage--somehow--t' +do it!" + +We said nothing; for he was not thinking of us, any more, as we +knew--but only dreaming of the new and beneficent work which had of a +sudden appeared to him. + +"But I isn't able t' write," he muttered, at last. "I--I--_wisht I +could_!" + +"'Twould be a wonderful fine work for a man t' do," said my father. + +"'Tis a wonder, now," said Skipper Tommy, looking up with a bright face, +"that no one ever thought o' doin' that afore. T' my mind," he added, +much puzzled, "'tis very queer, indeed, that they's nar a man in all the +world t' think o' that--but _me_!" + +My mother smiled. + +"I'm thinkin' I'll just _have_ t' try," Skipper Tommy went on, frowning +anxiously. "But, ecod!" he cried, "maybe the Lard wouldn't like it. Now, +maybe, He wants us men t' mind our business. Maybe, He'd say, 'You keep +your finger out o' My pie. Don't you go makin' no books about cures.' +But, oh, no!" with the overflow of fine feeling which so often came +upon him. "Why, _He_ wouldn't mind a little thing like that. Sure, I +wouldn't mind it, meself! 'You go right ahead, lad,' He'd say, 'an' try +t' work your cures. Don't you be afeared o' Me. _I'll_ not mind. But, +lad,' He'd say, 'when I wants my way I just got t' _have_ it. Don't you +forget that. Don't you go thinkin' you can have _your_ way afore I has +_Mine_. You just trust Me t' do what's right. I know My business. I'm +_used_ t' running worlds. I'm wonderful sorry,' He'd say, 't' have t' +make you feel bad; but they's times, b'y,' He'd say, 'when I really +_got_ t' have My way.' Oh, no," Skipper Tommy concluded, "the Lard +wouldn't mind a poor man's tryin' t' make a book like that! An' I thinks +I'll just _have_ t' try." + +"Sure, Skipper Tommy," said I, "I'll help you." + +Skipper Tommy stared at me in great amaze. + +"Ay," said my mother, "Davy has learned to write." + +"That I have," I boasted; "an' I'll help you make that book." + +"'Tis the same," cried Skipper Tommy, slapping his thigh "as if 'twas +writ already!" + + * * * * * + +After a long time, my mother spoke. "You're always wanting to do some +good thing, Skipper Tommy, are you not?" said she. + +"Well," he admitted, his face falling, "I thinks and wonders a deal, +'tis true, but somehow I don't seem t'----" + +"Ay?" my father asked. + +"Get--nowhere--much!" + +Very true: but, even then, there was a man on the way to help him. + + + + +V + +MARY + + +In the dead of winter, great storms of wind and snow raged for days +together, so that it was unsafe to venture ten fathoms from the door, +and the glass fell to fifty degrees (and more) below zero, where the +liquid behaved in a fashion so sluggish that 'twould not have surprised +us had it withdrawn into the bulb altogether, never to reappear in a +sphere of agreeable activity. By night and day we kept the fires roaring +(my father and Skipper Tommy standing watch and watch in the night) and +might have gone at ease, cold as it was, had we not been haunted by the +fear that a conflagration, despite our watchfulness, would of a sudden +put us at the mercy of the weather, which would have made an end of us, +every one, in a night. But when the skipper had wrought us into a +cheerful mood, the wild, white days sped swift enough--so fast, indeed, +that it was quite beyond me to keep count of them: for he was marvellous +at devising adventures out-of-doors and pastimes within. At length, +however, he said that he must be off to the Lodge, else Jacky and +Timmie, the twins, who had been left to fend for themselves, would +expire of longing for his return. + +"An' I'll be takin' Davy back with me, mum," said he to my mother, not +daring, however, to meet her eye to eye with the proposal, "for the +twins is wantin' him sore." + +"Davy!" cried my mother. "Surely, Skipper Tommy, you're not thinking to +have Davy back with you!" + +Skipper Tommy ventured to maintain that I would be the better of a run +in the woods, which would (as he ingeniously intimated) restore the +blood to my cheeks: whereupon my mother came at once to his way of +thinking, and would hear of no delay, but said--and that in a fever of +anxiety--that I must be off in the morning, for she would not rest until +I was put in the way of having healthful sport with lads of my age. So, +that night, my sister made up three weeks' rations for me from our store +(with something extra in the way of tinned beef and a pot of jam as a +gift from me to the twins); also, she mended my sleeping-bag, in which +my sprouting legs had kicked a hole, and got out the big black wolfskin, +for bed covering in case of need. And by the first light of the next day +we loaded the komatik, harnessed the joyful dogs and set out with a +rush, the skipper's long whip cracking a jolly farewell as we went +swinging over the frozen harbour to the Arm. + +"Hi, hi, b'y!" the skipper shouted to the dogs. + +Crack! went the whip, high over the heads of the pack. The dogs yelped. +"Hi, hi!" screamed I. And on we sped, raising a dust of crisp snow in +our wake. It was a famous pack. Fox, the new leader, was a mighty, +indomitable fellow, and old Wolf, in the rear, had a sharp eye for +lagging heels, which he snapped, in a flash, whenever a trace was let +slack. What with Fox and Wolf and the skipper's long whip and my cries +of encouragement there was no let up. On we went, coursing over the +level stretches, bumping over rough places, swerving 'round the turns. +It was a glorious ride. The day was clear, the air frosty, the pace +exhilarating. The blood tingled in every part of me. I was sorry when we +rounded Pipestem Point, and the huddled tilts of the Lodge, half buried +in snow, came into view. But, half an hour later, in Skipper Tommy's +tilt, I was glad that the distance had been no greater, for then the +twins were helping me thaw out my cheeks and the tip of my nose, which +had been frozen on the way. + +That night the twins and I slept together in the cock-loft like a litter +of puppies. + +"Beef!" sighed Jacky, the last thing before falling asleep. "Think o' +that, Timmie!" + +"An' jam!" said Timmie. + +They gave me a nudge to waken me. "Thanks, Davy," said they both. + +Then I fell asleep. + + * * * * * + +Our folk slept a great deal at the Lodge. They seemed to want to have +the winter pass without knowing more than they could help of the various +pangs of it--like the bears. But, when the weather permitted them to +stir without, they trapped for fox and lynx, and hunted (to small +purpose) with antiquated guns, and cut wood, if they were in the humour; +and whatever necessity compelled them to do, and whatever they had to +eat (since there was at least enough of it), they managed to have a +rollicking time of it, as you would not suppose, without being told. The +tilts were built of slim logs, caulked with moss; and there was but one +room--and that a bare one--with bunks at one end for the women and a +cock-loft above for the men. The stove was kept at red heat, day and +night, but, notwithstanding, there was half an inch of frost on the +walls and great icicles under the bunks: extremes of temperature were +thus to be found within a very narrow compass. In the evening, when we +were all gathered close about the stove, we passed the jolliest hours; +for it was then that the folk came in, and tales were told, and (what +was even more to our taste) the "spurts at religion" occurred. + +When the argument concerned the pains of hell, Mary, Tom Tot's daughter, +who was already bound out to service to the new manager of the store at +Wayfarer's Tickle (expected by the first mail-boat), would slip softly +in to listen. + +"What you thinkin' about?" I whispered, once. + +She sat remote from the company, biting her finger nails, staring, +meanwhile, from speaker to speaker, with eyes that were pitifully eager. + +"Hell," she answered. + +I was taken aback by that. "Hell, Mary?" I exclaimed. + +"Ay, Davy," she said, with a shudder, "I'm thinkin' about hell." + +"What for?" said I. "Sure, 'twill do you no good to think about hell." + +"I got to," said she. "I'm goin' there!" + +Skipper Tommy explained, when the folk had gone, that Mary, being once +in a south port of our coast, had chanced to hear a travelling parson +preach a sermon. "An'," said he, "'tis too bad that young man preached +about damnation, for 'tis the only sermon she ever heared, an' she isn't +seemin' t' get over it." After that I tried to persuade Mary that she +would not go to hell, but quite dismally failed--and not only failed, +but was soon thinking that I, too, was bound that way. When I expressed +this fear, Mary took a great fancy to me, and set me to getting from +Skipper Tommy a description of the particular tortures, as he conceived +they were to be inflicted; for, said she, he was a holy man, and could +tell what she so much wished to know. Skipper Tommy took me on his knee, +and spoke long and tenderly to me, so that I have never since feared +death or hell; but his words, being repeated, had no effect upon Mary, +who continued still to believe that the unhappy fate awaited her, +because of some sin she was predestined to commit, or, if not that, +because of her weight of original sin. + +"Oh, Davy, I got t' go!" she moaned, tearing one of her nails to the +quick. + +"No, no!" I cried. "The Lard 'll never be so mean t' you." + +"You don't know Him," she said, mysteriously. "You don't know what He's +up to." + +"Bother Him!" I exclaimed, angered that mortals should thus be made +miserable by interference. "I wisht He'd leave us be!" + +"Hush!" she said, horrified. + +"What's He gone an' done, now?" I demanded. + +"He've not elected me," she whispered, solemnly. "He've left _me_ with +the goats." + +And so, happily, I accumulated another grudge against this misconception +of the dear Lord, which Skipper Tommy's sweet philosophy and the jolly +companionship of the twins could not eliminate for many days. But +eventually the fresh air and laughter and tenderness restored my +complacency. I forgot all about hell; 'twas more interesting to don my +racquets and make the round of the fox traps with the twins, or to play +pranks on the neighbours, or to fashion curious masques and go mummering +from tilt to tilt. In the end, I emerged from the unfortunate mood with +one firm conviction, founded largely, I fear, upon a picture which hung +by my bed at home: that portraying a rising from the dead, the grave +below, a golden, cloudy heaven above, wherefrom a winged angel had +descended to take the hand of the free, enraptured soul. And my +conviction was this, that, come what might to the souls of the wicked, +the souls of the good were upon death robed in white and borne aloft to +some great bliss, yet lingered, by the way, to throw back a tender +glance. + +I had never seen death come. + + * * * * * + +In three weeks my rations were exhausted, and, since it would have been +ungenerous in me to consume Skipper Tommy's food, I had the old man +harness the dogs and take me home. My only regret was that my food did +not last until Skipper Tommy had managed to make Tom Tot laugh. Many a +night the old man had tried to no purpose, for Tom Tot would stare him +stolidly in the eye, however preposterous the tale to be told. The twins +and I had waited in vain--ready to explode at the right moment: but +never having the opportunity. The last assault on Tom Tot's composure +had been disastrous to the skipper. When, with highly elaborate detail, +he had once more described his plan for training whales, disclosing, at +last, his intention of having a wheel-house on what he called the +forward deck---- + +"What about the fo'c's'le?" Tom Tot solemnly asked. + +"Eh?" gasped the skipper. "Fo'c's'le?" + +"Ay," said Tom Tot, in a melancholy drawl. "Isn't you give a thought t' +the crew?" + +Skipper Tommy was nonplussed. + +"Well," sighed Tom, "I s'pose you'll be havin' t' fit up Jonah's +quarters for them poor men!" + + * * * * * + +At home, in the evening, while my mother and father and sister and I +were together in the glow of the fire, we delighted to plan the +entertainment of the doctor who was coming to cure my mother. He must +have the armchair from the best room below, my mother said, that he +might sit in comfort, as all doctors should, while he felt her pulse; he +must have a refreshing nip from the famous bottle of Jamaica rum, which +had lain in untroubled seclusion since before I was born, waiting some +occasion of vast importance; and he must surely not take her unaware in +a slatternly moment, but must find her lying on the pillows, wearing her +prettiest nightgown, which was thereupon newly washed and ironed and +stowed away in the bottom drawer of the bureau against his unexpected +coming. But while the snow melted from the hills, and the folk returned +to the coast for the seal fishing, and the west winds carried the ice to +sea, and we waited day by day for the mail-boat, our spirits fell, for +my mother was then fast failing. And I discovered this strange +circumstance: that while her strength withered, her hope grew large, and +she loved to dwell upon the things she would do when the doctor had made +her well; and I wondered why that was, but puzzled to no purpose. + + + + +VI + +The MAN on The MAIL-BOAT + + +It was in the dusk of a wet night of early June, with the sea in a +tumble and the wind blowing fretfully from the west of north, that the +mail-boat made our harbour. For three weeks we had kept watch for her, +but in the end we were caught unready--the lookouts in from the +Watchman, my father's crew gone home, ourselves at evening prayer in the +room where my mother lay abed. My father stopped dead in his petition +when the first hoarse, muffled blast of the whistle came uncertain from +the sea, and my own heart fluttered and stood still, until, rising above +the rush of the wind and the noise of the rain upon the panes, the +second blast broke the silence within. Then with a shaking cry of "Lord +God, 'tis she!" my father leaped from his knees, ran for his sea-boots +and oilskins, and shouted from below for my sister to make ready his +lantern. But, indeed, he had to get his lantern for himself; for my +mother, who was now in a flush of excitement, speaking high and +incoherently, would have my sister stay with her to make ready for the +coming of the doctor--to dress her hair, and tidy the room, and lay out +the best coverlet, and help on with the dainty nightgown. + +"Ay, mother," my sister said, laughing, to quiet her, "I'll not leave +you. Sure, my father's old enough t' get his own lantern ready." + +"The doctor's come!" I shouted, contributing a lad's share to the +excitement. "He've come! Hooray! He've come!" + +"Quick, Bessie!" cried my mother. "He'll be here before we know it. And +my hair is in a fearful tangle. The looking-glass, lassie----" + +I left them in the thick of this housewifely agitation. Donning my small +oilskins, as best as I could without my kind sister's help--and I shed +impatient tears over the stiff button-holes, which my fingers would not +manage--I stumbled down the path to the wharf, my exuberant joy +escaping, the while, in loud halloos. There I learned that the mail-boat +lay at anchor off the Gate, and, as it appeared, would not come in from +the sea, but would presently be off to Wayfarer's Tickle, to the north, +where she would harbour for the night. The lanterns were shining +cheerily in the dark of the wharf; and my father was speeding the men +who were to take the great skiff out for the spring freight--barrels of +flour and pork and the like--and roundly berating them, every one, in a +way which surprised them into unwonted activity. Perceiving that my +father's temper and this mad bustle were to be kept clear of by wise +lads, I slipped into my father's punt, which lay waiting by the +wharf-stairs; and there, when the skiff was at last got underway, I was +found by my father and Skipper Tommy Lovejoy. + +"Ashore with you, Davy, lad!" said my father. "There'll be no room for +the doctor. He'll be wantin' the stern seat for hisself." + +"Leave the boy bide where he is," Skipper Tommy put in. "Sure, he'll do +no harm, an'--an'--why, zur," as if that were sufficient, "he's +_wantin_' t' go!" + +I kept silent--knowing well enough that Skipper Tommy was the man to +help a lad to his desire. + +"Ay," said my father, "but I'm wantin' the doctor t' be comfortable when +he comes ashore." + +"He'll be comfortable enough, zur. The lad'll sit in the bow an' trim +the boat. Pass the lantern t' Davy, zur, an' come aboard." + +My father continued to grumble his concern for the doctor's comfort; but +he leaned over to pat my shoulder while Skipper Tommy pushed off: for he +loved his little son, did my big father--oh, ay, indeed, he did! We were +soon past the lumbering skiff--and beyond Frothy Point--and out of the +Gate--and in the open sea, where the wind was blowing smartly and the +rain was flying in gusts. My father hailed the steamer's small-boat, +inbound with the mail, to know if the doctor was in verity aboard; and +the answer, though but half caught, was such that they bent heartily to +the oars, and the punt gave a great leap and went staggering through the +big waves in a way to delight one's very soul. Thus, in haste, we drew +near the steamer, which lay tossing ponderously in the ground-swell, her +engines panting, her lamps bright, her many lights shining from +port-hole and deck--all so cozy and secure in the dirty night: so +strange to our bleak coast! + +At the head of the ladder the purser stood waiting to know about landing +the freight. + +"Is you goin' on?" my father asked. + +"Ay--t' Wayfarer's Tickle, when we load your skiff." + +"'Twill be alongside in a trice. But my wife's sick. I'm wantin' t' take +the doctor ashore." + +"He's aft in the smokin'-room. You'd best speak t' the captain first. +Hold her? Oh, sure, _he'll_ hold her all night, for sickness!" + +They moved off forward. Then Skipper Tommy took my hand--or, rather, I +took his; for I was made ill at ease by the great, wet sweep of the +deck, glistening with reflections of bright lights, and by the throng +of strange men, and by the hiss of steam and the clank of iron coming +from the mysterious depths below. He would show me the cabin, said he, +where there was unexampled splendour to delight in; but when we came to +a little house on the after deck, where men were lounging in a thick fog +of tobacco smoke, I would go no further (though Skipper Tommy said that +words were spoken not meet for the ears of lads to hear); for my +interest was caught by a giant pup, which was not like the pups of our +harbour but a lean, long-limbed, short-haired dog, with heavy jaws and +sagging, blood-red eyelids. At a round table, whereon there lay a short +dog-whip, his master sat at cards with a stout little man in a +pea-jacket--a loose-lipped, blear-eyed, flabby little fellow, but, +withal, hearty in his own way--and himself cut a curious figure, being +grotesquely ill-featured and ill-fashioned, so that one rebelled against +the sight of him. + +A gust of rain beat viciously upon the windows and the wind ran swishing +past. + +"'Tis a dirty night," said the dog's master, shuffling nervously in his +seat. + +At this the dog lifted his head with a sharp snarl: whereupon, in a +flash, the man struck him on the snout with the butt of the whip. + +"That's for you!" he growled. + +The dog regarded him sullenly--his upper lip still lifted from his +teeth. + +"Eh?" the man taunted. "Will you have another?" + +The dog's head subsided upon his paws; but his eyes never once left his +master's face--and the eyes were alert, steady, hard as steel. + +"You're l'arnin'," the man drawled. + +But the dog had learned no submission, but, if anything, only craft, as +even I, a child, could perceive; and I marvelled that the man could +conceive himself to be winning the mastery of that splendid brute. 'Twas +no way to treat a dog of that disposition. It had been a wanton +blow--taken with not so much as a whimper. Mastery? Hut! The beast was +but biding his time. And I wished him well in the issue. "Ecod!" thought +I, with heat. "I hopes he gets a good grip o' the throat!" Whether or +not, at the last, it was the throat, I do not know; but I do know the +brutal tragedy of that man's end, for, soon, he came rough-shod into our +quiet life, and there came a time when I was hot on his trail, and +rejoiced, deep in the wilderness, to see the snow all trampled and gory. +But the telling of that is for a later page; the man had small part in +the scene immediately approaching: it was another. When the wind and +rain again beat angrily upon the ship, his look of triumph at once gave +place to cowardly concern; and he repeated: + +"'Tis a dirty night." + +"Ay," said the other, and, frowning, spread his cards before him. "What +do you make, Jagger?" + +My father came in--and with him a breath of wet, cool air, which I +caught with delight. + +"Ha!" he cried, heartily, advancing upon the flabby little man, "we been +waitin' a long time for _you_, doctor. Thank God, you've come, at last!" + +"Fifteen, two----" said the doctor. + +My father started. "I'm wantin' you t' take a look at my poor wife," he +went on, renewing his heartiness with an effort. "She've been wonderful +sick all winter, an' we been waitin'----" + +"Fifteen, four," said the doctor; "fifteen, six----" + +"Doctor," my father said, touching the man on the shoulder, while Jagger +smiled some faint amusement, "does you hear?" + +It was suddenly very quiet in the cabin. + +"Fifteen, eight----" said the doctor. + +My father's voice changed ominously. "Is you listenin', zur?" he asked. + +"Sick, is she?" said the doctor. "Fifteen, ten. I've got you, Jagger, +sure ... 'Tis no fit night for a man to go ashore ... Fifteen, ten, did +I say? and one for his nibs ... Go fetch her aboard, man ... And two +for his heels----" + +My father laid his hand over the doctor's cards. "Was you sayin'," he +asked, "t' fetch her aboard?" + +"The doctor struck the hand away. + +"Was you sayin'," my father quietly persisted, "t' fetch her aboard?" + +I knew my father for a man of temper; and, now, I wondered that his +patience lasted. + +"Damme!" the doctor burst out. "Think I'm going ashore in this weather? +If you want me to see her now, go fetch her aboard." + +My father coughed--then fingered the neck-band of his shirt. + +"I wants t' get this here clear in my mind," he said, slowly. "Is you +askin' me t' fetch that sick woman aboard this here ship?" + +The doctor leaned over the table to spit. + +"Has I got it right, zur?" + +In the pause the spectators softly withdrew to the further end of the +cabin. + +"If he won't fetch her aboard, Jagger," said the doctor, turning to the +dog's master, "she'll do very well, I'll be bound, till we get back from +the north. Eh, Jagger? If he cared very much, he'd fetch her aboard, +wouldn't he?" + +Jagger laughed. + +"Ay, she'll do very well," the doctor repeated, now addressing my +father, "till we get back. I'll take a look at her then." + +I saw the color rush into my father's face. Skipper Tommy laid a +restraining hand on his shoulder. + +"Easy, now, Skipper David!" he muttered. + +"Is I right," said my father, bending close to the doctor's face, "in +thinkin' you says you _won't_ come ashore?" + +The doctor shrugged his shoulders. + +"Is I right," pursued my father, his voice rising, "in thinkin' the +gov'ment pays you t' tend the sick o' this coast?" + +"That's my business," flashed the doctor. "That's my business, sir!" + +Jagger looked upon my father's angry face and smiled. + +"Is we right, doctor," said Skipper Tommy, "in thinkin' you knows she +lies desperate sick?" + +"Damme!" cried the doctor. "I've heard that tale before. You're a pretty +set, you are, to try to play on a man's feelings like that. But you +can't take _me_ in. No, you can't," he repeated, his loose under-lip +trembling. "You're a pretty set, you are. But you can't come it over me. +Don't you go blustering, now! You can't come your bluster on me. +Understand? You try any bluster on me, and, by heaven! I'll let every +man of your harbour die in his tracks. I'm the doctor, here, I want you +to know. And I'll not go ashore in weather like this." + +My father deliberately turned to wave Skipper Tommy and me out of the +way: then laid a heavy hand on the doctor's shoulder. + +"You'll not come?" + +"Damned if I will!" + +"By God!" roared my father. "I'll take you!" + +At once, the doctor sought to evade my father's grasp, but could not, +and, being unwise, struck him on the breast. My father felled him. The +man lay in a flabby heap under the table, roaring lustily that he was +being murdered; but so little sympathy did his plight extract, that, on +the contrary, every man within happy reach, save Jagger and Skipper +Tommy, gave him a hearty kick, taking no pains, it appeared, to choose +the spot with mercy. As for Jagger, he had snatched up his whip, and was +now raining blows on the muzzle of the dog, which had taken advantage of +the uproar to fly at his legs. In this confusion, the Captain flung open +the door and strode in. He was in a fuming rage; but, being no man to +take sides in a quarrel, sought no explanation, but took my father by +the arm and hurried him without, promising him redress, the while, at +another time. Thus presently we found ourselves once more in my +father's punt, pushing out from the side of the steamer, which was +already underway, chugging noisily. + +"Hush, zur!" said Skipper Tommy to my father. "Curse him no more, zur. +The good Lard, who made us, made him, also." + +My father cursed the harder. + +"Stop," cried the skipper, "or I'll be cursin' him, too, zur. God made +that man, I tells you. He _must_ have gone an' made that man." + +"I hopes He'll damn him, then," said I. + +"God knowed what He was doin' when he made that man," the skipper +persisted, continuing in faith against his will. "I tells you I'll _not_ +doubt His wisdom. He made that man ... He made that man ... He made that +man...." + +To this refrain we rowed into harbour. + + * * * * * + +We found my mother's room made very neat, and very grand, too, I +thought, with the shaded lamp and the great armchair from the best-room +below; and my mother, now composed, but yet flushed with expectation, +was raised on many snow-white pillows, lovely in the fine gown, with one +thin hand, wherein she held a red geranium, lying placid on the +coverlet. + +"I am ready, David," she said to my father. + +There was the sound of footsteps in the hall below. It was Skipper +Tommy, as I knew. + +"Is that he?" asked my mother. "Bring him up, David. I am quite ready." + +My father still stood silent and awkward by the door of the room. + +"David," said my poor mother, her voice breaking with sudden alarm, +"have you been talking much with him? What has he told you, David? I'm +not so very sick, am I?" + +"Well, lass," said my father, "'tis a great season for all sorts o' +sickness--an' the doctor is sick abed hisself--an' he--couldn't--come." + +"Poor man!" sighed my mother. "But he'll come ashore on the south'ard +trip." + +"No, lass--no; I fear he'll not." + +"Poor man!" + +My mother turned her face from us. She trembled, once, and sighed, and +then lay very quiet. I knew in my childish way that her hope had fled +with ours--that, now, remote from our love and comfort-alone--all +alone--she had been brought face to face with the last dread prospect. +There was the noise of rain on the panes and wind without, and the heavy +tread of Skipper Tommy's feet, coming up the stair, but no other sound. +But Skipper Tommy, entering now, moved a chair to my mother's bedside, +and laid a hand on hers, his old face illumined by his unfailing faith +in the glory and wisdom of his God. + +"Hush!" he said. "Don't you go gettin' scared lass. Don't you go gettin' +scared at--the thing that's comin'--t' you. 'Tis nothin' t' fear," he +went on, gloriously confident. "'Tis not hard, I'm sure--the Lard's too +kind for that. He just lets us think it is, so He can give us a lovely +surprise, when the time comes. Oh, no, 'tis not _hard_! 'Tis but like +wakin' up from a troubled dream. 'Tis like wakin' t' the sunlight of a +new, clear day. Ah, 'tis a pity us all can't wake with you t' the beauty +o' the morning! But the dear Lard is kind. There comes an end t' all the +dreamin'. He takes our hand. 'The day is broke,' says He. 'Dream no +more, but rise, child o' Mine, an' come into the sunshine with Me.' 'Tis +only that that's comin' t' you--only His gentle touch--an' the waking. +Hush! Don't you go gettin' scared. 'Tis a lovely thing--that's comin' t' +you!" + +"I'm not afraid," my mother whispered, turning. "I'm not afraid, Skipper +Tommy. But I'm sad--oh I'm sad--to have to leave----" + +She looked tenderly upon me. + + + + +VII + +The WOMAN from WOLF COVE + + +My mother lay thus abandoned for seven days. It was very still and +solemn in the room--and there was a hush in all the house; and there was +a mystery, which even the break of day could not dissolve, and a shadow, +which the streaming sunlight could not drive away. Beyond the broad +window of her room, the hills of Skull Island and God's Warning stood +yellow in the spring sunshine, rivulets dripping from the ragged patches +of snow which yet lingered in the hollows; and the harbour water rippled +under balmy, fragrant winds from the wilderness; and workaday voices, +strangely unchanged by the solemn change upon our days, came drifting up +the hill from my father's wharves; and, ay, indeed, all the world of sea +and land was warm and wakeful and light of heart, just as it used to be. +But within, where were the shadow and the mystery, we walked on tiptoe +and spoke in whispers, lest we offend the spirit which had entered in. + + * * * * * + +By day my father was occupied with the men of the place, who were then +anxiously fitting out for the fishing season, which had come of a sudden +with the news of a fine sign at Battle Harbour. But my mother did not +mind, but, rather, smiled, and was content to know that he was about his +business--as men must be, whatever may come to pass in the house--and +that he was useful to the folk of our harbour, whom she loved. And my +dear sister--whose heart and hands God fashioned with kind purpose--gave +full measure of tenderness for both; and my mother was grateful for +that, as she ever was for my sister's loving kindness to her and to me +and to us all. + +One night, being overwrought by sorrow, it may be, my father said that +he would have the doctor-woman from Wolf Cove to help my mother. + +"For," said he, "I been thinkin' a deal about she, o' late, an' they's +no tellin' that she wouldn't do you good." + +My mother raised her eyebrows. "The doctor-woman!" cried she. "Why, +David!" + +"Ay," said my father, looking away, "I s'pose 'tis great folly in me t' +think it. But they isn't no one else t' turn to." + +And that was unanswerable. + +"There seems to be no one else," my mother admitted. "But, David--the +doctor-woman?" + +"They _does_ work cures," my father pursued. "I'm not knowin' _how_ +they does; but they does, an' that's all I'm sayin'. Tim Budderly o' the +Arm told me--an' 'twas but an hour ago--that she charmed un free o' +fits." + +"I have heard," my mother mused, "that they work cures. And if----" + +"They's no knowin' what she can do," my father broke in, my mother now +listening eagerly. "An' I just wish you'd leave me go fetch her. Won't +you, lass? Come, now!" + +"'Tis no use, David," said my mother. "She couldn't do anything--for +me." + +"Ay, but," my father persisted, "you're forgettin' that she've worked +cures afore this. I'm fair believin'," he added with conviction, "that +they's virtue in some o' they charms. Not in many, maybe, but in some. +An' she might work a cure on you. I'm not sayin' she will. I'm only +sayin' she might." + +My mother stared long at the white washed rafters overhead. "Oh," she +sighed, plucking at the coverlet, "if only she could!" + +"She might," said my father. "They's no tellin' till you've tried." + +"'Tis true, David," my mother whispered, still fingering the coverlet. +"God works in strange ways--and we've no one else in this land to help +us--and, perhaps, He might----" + +My father was quick to press his advantage. "Ay," he cried, "'tis very +_likely_ she'll cure you." + +"David," said my mother, tearing at the coverlet, "let us have her over +to see me. She might do me good," she ran on, eagerly. "She might at +least tell me what I'm ailing of. She might stop the pain. She might +even----" + +"Hush!" my father interrupted, softly. "Don't build on it, dear," said +he, who had himself, but a moment gone, been so eager and confident. +"But we'll try what she can do." + +"Ay, dear," my mother whispered, in a voice grown very weak, "we'll +try." + + * * * * * + +Skipper Tommy Lovejoy would have my father leave _him_ fetch the woman +from Wolf Cove, nor, to my father's impatient surprise, would hear of +any other; and he tipped me a happy wink--which had also a glint of +mystery in it--when my father said that he might: whereby I knew that +the old fellow was about the business of the book. And three days later, +being on the lookout at the window of my mother's room, I beheld the +punt come back by way of North Tickle, Skipper Tommy labouring heavily +at the oars, and the woman, squatted in the stern, serenely managing the +sail to make the best of a capful of wind. I marvelled that the punt +should make headway so poor in the quiet water--and that she should be +so much by the stern--and that Skipper Tommy should be bent near +double--until, by and by, the doctor-woman came waddling up the path, +the skipper at her heels: whereupon I marvelled no more, for the reason +was quite plain. + +"Ecod! lad," the skipper whispered, taking me aside, the while wiping +the sweat from his red face with his hand; "but she'll weigh five +quintal if a pound! She's e-_nar_-mous! 'Twould break your heart t' pull +_that_ cargo from Wolf Cove. But I managed it, lad," with a solemn wink, +"for the good o' the cause. Hist! now; but I found out a wonderful +lot--about cures!" + +Indeed, she was of a bulk most extraordinary; and she was rolling in +fat, above and below, though it was springtime! 'Twas a wonder to me, +with our folk not yet fattened by the more generous diet of the season, +that she had managed to preserve her great double chin through the +winter. It may be that this unfathomable circumstance first put me in +awe of her; but I am inclined to think, after all, that it was her eyes, +which were not like the eyes of our folk, but were brown--dog's eyes, we +call them on our coast, for we are a blue-eyed race--and upon occasion +flashed like lightning. So much weight did she carry forward, too, that +I fancied (and still believe) she would have toppled over had she not +long ago learned to outwit nature in the matter of maintaining a +balance. And an odd figure she cut, as you may be sure! For she was +dressed somewhat in the fashion of men, with a cloth cap, rusty +pea-jacket and sea-boots (the last, for some mysterious reason, being +slit up the sides, as a brief skirt disclosed); and her grizzled hair +was cut short, in the manner of men, but yet with some of the coquetry +of women. In truth, as we soon found it was her boast that she was the +equal of men, her complaint that the foolish way of the world (which she +said had gone all askew) would not let her skipper a schooner, which, as +she maintained in a deep bass voice, she was more capable of doing than +most men. + +"I make no doubt o' that, mum," said Skipper Tommy Lovejoy, to whom, in +the kitchen, that night, she propounded her strange philosophy; "but you +see, mum, '_tis_ the way o' the world, an' folks just _will_ stick t' +their idees, an', mum," he went on, with a propitiating smile, "as you +is only a woman, why----" + +"_Only_ a woman!" she roared, sitting up with a jerk. "Does you say----" + +"Why, ay, mum!" Skipper Tommy put in, mildly. "You _isn't_ a man, is +you?" + +She sat dumb and transfixed. + +"Well, then," said Skipper Tommy, in a mildly argumentative way, "'tis +as I says. You must do as the women does, an' not as a man might want +to----" + +"Mm-a-an!" she mocked, in a way that withered the poor skipper. "No, I +isn't a man! Was you hearin' me _say_ I was? Oh, you _wasn't_, wasn't +you? An' is you thinkin' I'd _be_ a man an I could? What!" she roared. +"You isn't _sure_ about that, isn't you? Oh, my! Isn't you! Well, well! +He isn't _sure_," appealing to me, with a shaking under lip. "Oh, my! +There's a man--_he's_ a man for you--there's a _man_--puttin' a poor +woman t' scorn! Oh, my!" she wailed, bursting into tears, as all women +will, when put to the need of it. "Oh, dear!" + +Skipper Tommy was vastly concerned for her. "My poor woman," he began, +"don't you be cryin', now. Come, now----" + +"Oh, his _poor_ woman," she interrupted, bitingly. "_His_ poor woman! +Oh, my! An' I s'pose you thinks 'tis the poor woman's place t' work in +the splittin' stage an' not on the deck of a fore-an'-after. You does, +does you? Ay, 'tis what I _s'posed_!" she said, with scorn. "An' if +_you_ married _me_," she continued, transfixing the terrified skipper +with a fat forefinger, "I s'pose you'd be wantin' me t' split the fish +you cotched. Oh, you would, would you? Oh, my! But I'll have you t' +know, Skipper Thomas Lovejoy," with a sudden and alarming change of +voice, "that I've the makin's of a better ship's-master than _you_. An' +by the Lord Harry! I'm a better _man_," saying which, she leaped from +her chair with surprising agility, and began to roll up her sleeves, +"an' I'll prove it on your wisage! Come on with you!" she cried, +striking a belligerent attitude, her fists waving in a fashion most +terrifying. "Come on an you dare!" + +Skipper Tommy dodged behind the table in great haste and horror. + +"Oh, dear!" cried she. "He won't! Oh, my! _There's_ a man for you. An' +I'm but a woman, is I. His poor woman. Oh, _his_ woman! Look you here, +Skipper Thomas Lovejoy, you been stickin' wonderful close alongside o' +me since you come t' Wolf Cove, an' I'm not quite knowin' what tricks +you've in mind. But I'm thinkin' you're like all the men, an' I'll have +you t' know this, that if 'tis marriage with me you're thinkin' on----" + +But Skipper Tommy gasped and wildly fled. + +"Ha!" she snorted, triumphantly. "I was _thinkin_' I was a better man +than he!" + +"'Tis a shame," said I, "t' scare un so!" + +Whereat, without uttering a sound, she laughed until the china clinked +and rattled on the shelves, and I thought the pots and pans would come +clattering from their places. And then she strutted the floor for all +the world like a rooster once I saw in the South. + + + + +VIII + +THE BLIND and The BLIND + + +Ah, well! at once she set about the cure of my mother. And she went +tripping about the house--and tripping she went, believe me, stout as +she was, as lightsome as one of Skipper Tommy's fairies--with a manner +so large and confident, a glance so compelling, that 'twas beyond us to +doubt her power or slight her commands. First of all she told my mother, +repeating it with patience and persuasive insistence, that she would be +well in six days, and must believe the words true, else she would never +be well, at all. And when my mother had brightened with this new hope, +the woman, muttering words without meaning, hung a curious brown object +about her neck, which she said had come from a holy place and possessed +a strange and powerful virtue for healing. My mother fondled it, with +glistening eyes and very tenderly, and, when the doctor-woman had gone +out, whispered to me that it was a horse-chestnut, and put her in mind +of the days when she dwelt in Boston, a little maid. + +"But 'tis not healin' you," I protested, touching a tear which had +settled in the deep hollow of her cheek. "'Tis makin' you sad." + +"Oh, no!" said she. "'Tis making me very happy." + +"But you is cryin'," said I. "An' I'm thinkin' 'tis because you wisht +you was in Boston." + +"No, no!" she cried, her lip trembling. "I'm not wishing that. I've +_never_ wished _that_! I'm glad your father found me and took me where +he wished. Oh, I'm glad of that--glad he found and loved me--glad I gave +myself to his dear care! Why, were I in Boston, to-day, I would not have +my dear, big David, your father, lad, and I would not have your sister, +and I would not have----" + +"Me?" I put in, archly. + +"Ay," she said, with infinite tenderness, "_you,_ Davy, dear!" + +For many days, thereafter, the doctor-woman possessed our house, and +I've no doubt she was happy in her new estate--at table, at any rate, +for there she was garrulent and active, and astoundingly active, with +less of garrulence, on feast days, when my father had pork provided. And +she had a way with the maids in the kitchen that kept the young men from +the door (which my sister never could manage); and I have since been led +to think 'twas because she sought to work her will on Skipper Tommy +Lovejoy, undisturbed by the clatter and quick eyes of young folk. For +Skipper Tommy, to my increasing alarm and to the panic of the twins, who +wished for no second mother, still frequented the kitchen, when the +day's work was done, and was all the while in a mood so downcast, of a +manner so furtive, that it made me sad to talk with him. But by day our +kitchen was intolerable with smells--intolerable to him and to us all +(save to my sister, who is, and ever has been, brave)--while the +doctor-woman hung over the stove, working with things the sight of which +my stomach would not brook, but which my mother took in ignorance, +hoping they would cure her. God knows what medicines were mixed! I would +not name the things I saw. And the doctor-woman would not even have us +ask what use she made of them: nor have I since sought to know; 'tis +best, I think, forgotten. + +But my mother got no better. + +"Skipper David," said the doctor-woman, at last, "I'm wantin' four +lump-fish." + +"Four lump-fish!" my father wondered. "Is you?" + +"Oh, my!" she answered, tartly. "Is I? Yes, I is. An' I'll thank you t' +get un an' ask no questions. For _I'm_ mindin' _my_ business, an' I'll +thank _you_ t' mind _yours_. An' if _you_ thinks _you_ can do the +doctorin'----" + +"I'm not seekin' t' hinder you," said my father, flushing. "You go on +with your work. I'll pay; but----" + +"Oh, will you?" she cried, shrilly. "He'll pay, says he. Oh, my! He'll +_pay_! Oh, dear!" + +"Come, now, woman!" said my father, indignantly. "I've had you come, an' +I'll stand by what you does. I'll get the lump-fish; but 'tis the last +cure you'll try. If it fails, back you go t' Wolf Cove." + +"Oh, my!" said she, taken aback. "Back I goes, does I! An' t' Wolf Cove? +Oh, dear!" + +My father sent word to the masters of the cod-traps, which were then set +off the heads, that such sculpin as got in the nets by chance must be +saved for him. He was overwrought, as I have said, by sorrow, overcome, +it may be, by the way this woman had. And soon he had for her four +green, prickly-skinned, jelly-like, big-bellied lump-fish, which were +not appetizing to look upon, though I've heard tell that starving folk, +being driven to it, have eaten them. My sister would not be driven from +the kitchen, though the woman was vehement in anger, but held to it that +she must know the character of the dose my mother was to take. So they +worked together--the doctor-woman scowling darkly--until the medicine +was ready: which was in the late evening of that day. Then they went to +my mother's room to administer the first of it. + +"'Tis a new medicine," my mother said, with a smile, when she held the +glass in her hand. + +"Ay," crooned the doctor-woman, "drink it, now, my dear." + +My mother raised the glass to her lips. "And what is it?" she asked, +withdrawing the glass with a shudder. + +"Tut, tut!" the doctor-woman exclaimed. "'Tis but a soup. 'Twill do you +good." + +"I'm sure it will," my mother gently said. "But I wonder what it is." + +Again she raised the glass with a wry face. But my sister stayed her +hand. + +"I'll not have you take it," said she, firmly, "without knowin' what it +is." + +The doctor-woman struck her arm away. "Leave the woman drink it!" she +screamed, now in a gust of passion. + +"What's--this you're--giving me?" my mother stammered, looking upon the +glass in alarm and new disgust. + +"'Tis the eyes o' four lump-fish," said my sister. + +My mother dropped the glass, so that the contents were spilled over the +coverlet, and fell back on the pillows, where she lay white and still. + +"Out with you!" said my sister to the doctor-woman. "I'll have no more +o' your cures!" + +"Oh, my!" shrilled the woman, dropping into her most biting manner. +"_She_ won't have no more o' my cures! Oh, dear, she----" + +"Out with you!" cried my sister, as she smartly clapped her hands under +the woman's nose. "Out o' the house with you!" + +"Oh, 'tis _out_ with me, is it? Out o' the _house_ with me! Oh, dear! +Out o' the house with _me_! I'll have you t' know----" + +My sister ignored the ponderous fist raised against her. She stamped her +small foot, her eyes flashing, the blood flushing her cheeks and brow. + +"Out you go!" she cried. "_I'm_ not afeared o' you!" + +I stood aghast while the doctor-woman backed through the door. Never +before had I known my gentle sister to flash and flush with angry +passion. Nor have I since. + + * * * * * + +Next morning, my father paid the woman from Wolf Cove a barrel of flour, +with which she was ill content, and traded her two barrels more for the +horse-chestnut, which my mother wished to keep lying on her breast, +because it comforted her. To Skipper Tommy Lovejoy fell the lot of +taking the woman back in the punt; for, as my father said, 'twas he that +brought her safely, and, surely, the one who could manage that could be +trusted to get her back without accident. + +"An' 'tis parlous work, lad," said the skipper, with an anxious shrug, +while we waited on the wharf for the woman to come. "I'm very much +afeared. Ay," he added, frowning, "I is that!" + +"I'm not knowin' why," said I, "for the wind's blowin' fair from the +sou'west, an' you'll have a fine time t' Wolf Cove." + +"'Tis not that," said he, quietly. "Hist!" jerking his head towards our +house, where the woman yet was. "'Tis _she_!" + +"I'd not be afeared o' _she_," said I. "'Twas but last night," I added, +proudly, "my sister gave her her tea in a mug." + +"Oh, ay," said he, "I heared tell o' that. But 'tis not t' the point. +Davy, lad," in an undertone which betrayed great agitation, "she've her +cap set for a man, an' she's desperate." + +"Ay?" said I. + +He bent close to my ear. "An' she've her eye on _me_!" he whispered. + +"Skipper Tommy," I earnestly pleaded, "don't you go an' do it." + +"Well, lad," he answered, pulling at his nose, "the good Lard made me +what I is. I'm not complainin' o' the taste He showed. No, no! I would +not think o' doin' that. But----" + +"He made you kind," I broke in, hotly, "an' such as good folk love." + +"I'm not knowin' much about that, Davy. The good Lard made me as He +willed. But I'm an obligin' man. I've turned out, Davy, most wonderful +obligin'. I'm always doin' what folks wants me to. Such men as me, lad," +he went on, precisely indicating the weakness of his tender character, +"is made that way. An' if she tells me she's a lone woman, and if she +begins t' cry, what is I to do? An' if I has t' pass me word, Davy, t' +stop her tears! Eh, lad? Will you tell me, David Roth, _what_ is I t' +do?" + +"Turn the punt over," said I, quickly. "They's wind enough for that, +man! An' 'tis your only chance, Skipper Tommy--'tis the only chance +_you_ got--if she begins t' cry." + +He was dispirited. "I wisht," he said, sadly, "that the Lard hadn't made +me _quite_ so obligin'!" + +"'Tis too bad!" + +"Ay," he sighed, "'tis too bad I can't trust meself in the company o' +folk that's givin' t' weepin'." + +"I'll have the twins pray for you," I ventured. + +"Do!" he cried, brightening. "'Tis a grand thought! An' do you tell them +two dear lads that I'll never give in--no, lad, their father'll never +give in t' that woman--till he's just _got_ to." + +"But, Skipper Tommy," said I, now much alarmed, so hopeless was his +tone, stout as his words were, "tell my father you're not wantin' t' go. +Sure, he can send Elisha Turr in your stead." + +"Ay," said he, "but I _is_ wantin' t' go. That's it. I'm thinkin' all +the time o' the book, lad. I'm wantin' t' make that book a good book. +I'm wantin' t' learn more about cures." + +"I'm thinkin' _her_ cures isn't worth much," said I. + +He patted me on the head. "You is but a lad," said he, indulgent with my +youth, "an' your judgment isn't well growed yet. Some o' they cures is +bad, no doubt," he added, "an' some is good. I wants no bad cures in my +book. I'll not _have_ them there. But does you think I can't _try_ un +all on _meself_ afore I has un _put_ in the book?" + + * * * * * + +When the punt was well through North Tickle, on a free, freshening wind, +I sped to the Rat Hole to apprise the twins of their father's unhappy +situation, and to beg of them to be constant and importunate in prayer +that he might be saved from the perils of that voyage. Then, still +running as fast as my legs would go, I returned to our house, where, +again, I found the shadow and the mystery, and the hush in all the +rooms. + +"Davy!" + +"Ay, Bessie," I answered. "'Tis I." + +"Our mother's wantin' you, dear." + +I tiptoed up the stair, and to the bed where my mother lay, and, very +softly, I laid my cheek against her lips. + +"My sister sent me, mum," I whispered. + +"Yes," she sighed. "I'm--just wanting you." + +Her arm, languid and light, stole round my waist. + + + + +IX + +A WRECK on The THIRTY DEVILS + + +Fog--thick, stifling, clammy! A vast bank of it lay stranded on the +rocks of our coast: muffling voices, making men gasp. In a murky cloud +it pressed against my mother's windows. Wharves, cottages, harbour +water, great hills beyond--the whole world--had vanished. There was +nothing left but a patch of smoking rock beneath. It had come--a grey +cloud, drifting low and languidly--with a lazy draught of wind from the +east, which had dragged it upon the coast, spread it broadcast and +expired of the effort to carry it into the wilderness. + +"Wonderful thick, b'y!" was the salutation for the day. + +"'S mud," was the response. + +Down went the barometer--down, down, slowly, uncompromisingly down! +'Twas shocking to the nerves to consult it. + +"An' I'm tellin' you this, lads," said a man on my father's wharf, +tugging uneasily at his sou'wester, "that afore midnight you'll be +needin' t' glue your hair on!" + +This feeling of apprehension was everywhere--on the roads, in the +stages, in the very air. No man of our harbour put to sea. With the big +wind coming, 'twas no place for punt, schooner or steamer. The waters +off shore were set with traps for the unwary and the unknowing--the +bluffs veiled by mist, the drift ice hidden, the reefs covered up. In a +gale of wind from the east there would be no escape. + + * * * * * + +Through the dragging day my mother had been restless and in pain. In the +evening she turned to us. + +"I'm tired," she whispered. + +Tired? Oh, ay! She was tired--very, very tired! It was near time for her +to rest. She was sadly needing that. + +"An' will you try t' sleep, now?" my sister asked. + +"Ay," she answered, wanly, "I'll sleep a bit, now, if I can. Where's +Davy?" + +"Sure, mama," said I, in surprise, "I'm sittin' right by the bed!" + +"Ah, Davy!" she whispered, happily, stretching out a hand to touch me. +"My little son!" + +"An' I been sittin' here all the time!" said I. + +"All the time?" she said. "But I've been so sick, dear, I haven't +noticed much. And 'tis so dark." + +"No, mum; 'tis not so very. 'Tis thick, but 'tis not so very dark. 'Tis +not lamp-lightin' time yet." + +"How strange!" she muttered. "It seems so very dark. Ah, well! Do you go +out for a run in the air, dear, while your mother sleeps. I'm thinking +I'll be better--when I've had a little sleep." + +My sister busied herself with the pillows and coverlet; and she made all +soft and neat, that my mother might rest the better for it. + +"You're so tender with me, dear," said my mother "Every day I bless God +for my dear daughter." + +My sister kissed my mother. "Hush!" she said. "Do you go t' sleep, now, +little mother. Twill do you good." + +"Yes," my mother sighed, "for I'm--so very--tired." + + * * * * * + +When she had fallen asleep, I slung my lantern over my arm and scampered +off to the Rat Hole to yarn with the twins, making what speed I could in +the fog and untimely dusk, and happy, for the moment, to be free of the +brooding shadow in our house. The day was not yet fled; but the light +abroad--a sullen greyness, splashed with angry red in the west, where +the mist was thinning--was fading fast and fearfully. And there was an +ominous stirring of wind in the east: at intervals, storm puffs came +swirling over the hills from the sea; and they ran off inland like mad, +leaving the air of a sudden once more stagnant. Fresh and cool they +were--grateful enough, indeed, blowing through the thick, dead dusk--but +sure warning, too, of great gusts to come. We were to have weather--a +gale from the northeast, by all the lore of the coast--and it would be a +wild night, with the breakers of Raven Rock and the Thirty Black Devils +leaping high and merrily in the morning. As I ran down the last hill, +with an eye on the light glowing in the kitchen window of Skipper Tommy +Lovejoy's cottage, I made shift to hope that the old man had made +harbour from Wolf Cove, but thought it most unlikely. + +He had. + +"You got home, Skipper Tommy," I cried, shouldering the door shut +against a gust of wind, "an' I'm glad o' that! 'Tis goin' t' blow most +awful, I'm thinkin'." + +My welcome was of the gloomiest description. I observed that the twins, +who lay feet to feet on the corner-seat, did not spring to meet me, but +were cast down; and that Skipper Tommy, himself, sitting over the fire +with a cup of tea on the table at his elbow, was glum as a deacon. + +"Oh," said he, looking up with the ghost of a laugh, "I got in. You +wasn't frettin' about _me_, was you, Davy? Oh, don't you ever go +frettin' about me, lad, when--ah, well!--when they's nothin' but fog t' +fear. Sure, 'twasn't no trouble for _me_ t' find North Tickle in the +fog. Ah, me! If 'twas only that! Sure, I bumped her nose agin the point +o' God's Warning, an' rattled her bones a bit, but, lad, me an' the punt +is used t' little things like that. Oh, ay," he repeated, dismally, "I +got _in_." + +Evidently the worst had happened. "Did you?" said I, blankly. "An' was +you--was you--_cotched_?" + +"Is you thinkin' o' _she_, Davy?" he answered. "Well," in a melancholy +drawl, smoothing his stubble of grey beard, his forehead deeply +furrowed, "I'm not admittin' I is. But, Davy," he added, "she cast a +hook, an'--well, I--I nibbled. Yes, I did, lad! I went an' nibbled!" + +One of the twins started up in alarm. "Hark!" he whispered. + +We listened--but heard nothing. A gust of wind rattled the window, and, +crying hoarsely, swept under the house. There was nothing more than +that. + +"Hist!" said the twin. + +We heard only the ominous mutter and sigh of the gust departing. + +"Jacky," said the skipper, anxiously, "what was you thinkin' you heared, +b'y?" + +Jacky fidgetted in his seat. "'Twas like the mail-boat's whistle, zur," +he answered, "but 'twas sort o' hoarser." + +"Why, lad," said the skipper, "the mail-boat's not handy by two hundred +miles! 'Twas but the wind." + +But he scratched his head in a puzzled way. + +"Ay, maybe, zur," Jacky replied, still alert for a sound from the sea, +"but 'twas not _like_ the wind." + +Skipper Tommy held up his hand. "Ay," said he, when we had listened a +long time, "'twas but the wind." + +"Ay," said we all, "'twas but the wind." + +"Ah, well, Davy," the skipper resumed, "she cast a hook, as I was +sayin', an' I nibbled." + +The twins groaned in concert. + +"But the good Lard, Davy," the skipper went on, "had sent a switch o' +wind from the sou'west. So they was a bit o' lop on the sea, an' 'twas +t' that I turned, when the case got desperate. An' desperate it soon +got, lad. Ah, indeed! 'long about Herring Head it got fair desperate. +'Skipper Thomas,' says she, 'we're gettin' old, you an' me,' says she. +'Sure, mum,' says I, 'not _you_, mum! I'll never give in t' that,' says +I." + +Our faces fell. + +"'Twas what I done," the skipper persisted, with an air of guilt and +remorse. "I just, felt like doin' it, an' so I done it. 'I'll never give +in to it, mum,' says I, 'that _you're_ gettin' old.'" + +I groaned with the twins--and Skipper Tommy made a dismal quartette of +it--and the wind, rising sharply at that moment, contributed a chorus of +heartrending noises. + +"Ay," the skipper continued, "'twas a sad mistake. 'Twas floutin' +Providence t' say a word like that to a woman like she. But I just felt +like it. Then, 'Oh, dear,' says she, ''tis barb'rous lonely t' Wolf +Cove,' says she. ''Tis too bad, mum,' says I. An' I throwed the bow o' +the punt plump into a wave, Davy, lad, an' shipped a bucket o' water. +'An',' says she, 'it must be lonely for you, Skipper Thomas,' says she, +'livin' there at the Rat Hole.'" + +Skipper Tommy paused to sigh and tweak his nose; and he tweaked so often +and sighed so long that I lost patience. + +"An' what did you do then?" I demanded. + +"Took in more water, Davy," he groaned, "for they wasn't nothin' else I +could think of. 'An',' says she, 'is it not lonely, Skipper Thomas,' +says she, 'at the Rat Hole?' 'No, mum,' says I, takin' aboard another +bucket or two, 'for I've the twins,' says I. With that she put her +kerchief to her eyes, Davy, an' begun t' sniffle. An' t' relieve me +feelin's, lad, for I was drove desperate, I just _had_ t' let the top of +a wave fall over the bow: which I done, Davy, an' may the Lard forgive +me! An' I'm not denyin' that 'twas a sizable wave she took." + +He stared despondently at the floor. + +"She gathered up her skirts," he went on. "An', 'Ah, Skipper Thomas,' +says she, 'twins,' says she, 'is nothin'. 'Sure,' says she, 'twins is no +good on a cold winter's night.' I'm not denyin', Davy," said the +skipper, solemnly, looking me straight in the eye, "that she scared me +with that. I'm not denyin' that me hand slipped. I'm not denyin' that I +put the tiller over a _wee bit_ too far--maybe a foot--maybe a foot an' +a half, in the excitement o' the moment--I isn't quite sure. No, no! I'm +far, lad, from denyin' that I near swamped the boat. ''Tis gettin' +rough,' says she. 'Ay,' says I, 'an' we'll be gettin' along a deal +better, mum,' says I, 'if you bail.' So I kep' her bailin', Davy," the +skipper concluded, with a long sigh and a sad wag of the head, "from +Herring Head t' Wolf Cove. An', well, lad, she didn't quite cotch me, +for she hadn't no time t' waste, but, as I was sayin', she cast a hook." + +"You're well rid o' she," said I. + +Timmie rose to look out of the window. "Hear the wind!" said he, turning +in awe, while the cottage trembled under the rush of a gust. "My! but +'twill blow, the night!" + +"Ah, Timmie," sighed the skipper, "what's a gale o' wind t' the snares +o' women!" + +"Women!" cried I. "Sure, she'll trouble you no more. You're well rid o' +she." + +"But I _isn't_ rid o' she, Davy," he groaned, "an' that's what's +troublin' the twins an' me. I isn't rid o' she, for I've heared tell +she've some l'arnin' an' can write a letter." + +"Write!" cried I. "She won't write." + +"Ah, Davy," sighed the skipper, his head falling over his breast, +"you've no knowledge o' women. They never gives in, lad, that they're +beat. They never _knows_ they're beat. An' that one, lad, wouldn't know +it if she was told!" + +"Leave her write so much as she wants," said I. "'Twill do you no harm." + +"No harm?" said he, looking up. "No harm in writin'?" + +"No," said I. "Sure, you can't read!" + +The twins leaped from the corner-seat and emitted a shrill and joyful +whoop. Skipper Tommy threw back his head, opened his great mouth in +silent laughter, and slapped his thigh with such violence that the noise +was like a pistol shot. + +"No more I can," he roared, "an' I'm too old t' l'arn!" + +Laughter--a fit of it--seized him. It exploded like a thunder-clap, and +continued, uproariously, interrupted by gasps, when he lost his breath, +and by groans, when a stitch made him wince. There was no resisting it. +The twins doubled up in the corner-seat, miserably screaming, their +heels waving in the air; and Davy Roth collapsed on the floor, gripping +his sides, his eyes staring, his mouth wide open, venting his mirth, the +while, in painful shrieks. Skipper Tommy was himself again--freed o' the +nets o' women--restored to us and to his own good humour--once again +boon comrade of the twins and me! He jumped from his chair; and with a +"Tra-la-la!" and a merry "Hi-tum-ti-iddle-dee-um!" he fell into a +fantastic dance, thumping the boards with his stockinged feet, advancing +and retreating with a flourish, bowing and balancing to an imaginary +partner, all in a fashion so excruciatingly exaggerated that the twins +screamed, "Don't, father!" and Davy Roth moaned, "Oh, stop, zur, please, +zur!" while the crimson, perspiring, light-footed, ridiculously +bow-legged old fellow still went cavorting over the kitchen floor. + + * * * * * + + +But I was a child--only a child--living in the shadow of some great +sorrow, which, though I did not know it, had pressed close upon us. +There flashed before me a vision of my mother lying wan and white on +the pillows. And I turned on my face and began to cry. + +"Davy, lad!" said the skipper, tenderly, seeking to lift my head. "Hush, +lad! Don't cry!" + +But I sobbed the harder. + +"Ah, Davy," the twins pleaded, "stop cryin'! Do, now!" + +Skipper Tommy took me on his knee; and I hid my face on his breast, and +lay sobbing hopelessly, while he sought to sooth me with many a pat and +"Hush!" and "Never mind!" + +"I'm wantin' t' go home," I moaned. + +He gathered me closer in his arms. "Do you stay your grief, Davy," he +whispered, "afore you goes." + +"I'm wantin' t' go home," I sobbed, "t' my mother!" + +Timmie and Jacky came near, and the one patted my hand, and the other +put an arm around me. + +"Sure, the twins 'll take you home, Davy," said the skipper, softly, +"when you stops cryin'. Hush, lad! Hush, now!" + +They were tender with me, and I was comforted; my sobs soon ceased, but +still I kept my head against the skipper's breast. And while there I +lay, there came from the sea--from the southwest in a lull of the +wind--breaking into the tender silence--the blast of a steam whistle, +deep, full-throated, prolonged. + +"Hist!" whispered Jacky. "Does you not hear?" + +Skipper Tommy stood me on my feet, and himself slowly rose, listening +intently. + +"Lads," he asked, his voice shaking, "was it the mail-boat?" + +"No, zur!" the twins gasped. + +"Is you sure?" + +"'Tis not the way she blows, zur!" + +"'Tis surely not she," the skipper mused. "In the sou'west she'd be out +of her course. Hark!" + +Once more the long, hoarse roar broke the silence, but now rising again +and again, agonized, like a cry for help. + +"Dear Lard!" skipper Tommy cried, putting his hands to his face. "'Tis a +big steamer on the Thirty Black Devils!" + +"A wreck!" shouted Jacky, leaping for his jacket. "A wreck! A wreck!" + +Distraction seized the skipper. "'Tis a wreck!" he roared. "My boots, +lads! Wreck! Wreck!" + +We lads went mad. No steamer had been wrecked on the coast in our time. +There were deeds to do! There was salvage to win! + +"Wreck!" we screamed. "Wreck! Wreck! Wreck!" + +Then out we four ran. It was after dark. The vault was black. But the +wind had turned the fog to thin mist. The surrounding hills stood +disclosed--solid shadows in the night. Half a gale was blowing from the +sea: it broke over the hills; it swooped from the inky sky; it swept +past in long, clinging gusts. We breasted it heads down. The twins +raised the alarm. Wreck! Wreck! Folk joined us as we ran. They were in +anxious haste to save life. They were gleeful with the hope of salvage. +What the sea casts up the Lord provides! Wreck! Wreck! Far-off cries +answered us. The cottage windows were aglow. Lanterns danced over the +flakes. Lights moved over the harbour water. Wreck! Wreck! On we +stumbled. Our feet struck the road with thud and scrape. Our lanterns +clattered and buzzed and fluttered. Wreck! Wreck! We plunged down the +last hill and came gasping to my father's wharf. + +Most of our folk were already vigorously underway towards South Tickle. + +"Lives afore salvage, lads!" my father shouted from his punt. + +My sister caught my arm. + +"'Tis a big steamer, Bessie!" I cried, turning. + +"Ay," she said, hurriedly. "But do you go stay with mother, Davy. She've +sent me t' Tom Turr's by the path. They're t' fetch the wrecked folk +there. Make haste, lad! She've been left alone." + +I ran up the path to our house. + + + + +X + +THE FLIGHT + + +It was late in the night. My mother and I sat alone in her dim-lit room. +We were waiting--both waiting. And I was waiting for the lights of the +returning punts. + +"Davy!" my mother called. "You are still there?" + +"Ay, mother," I answered. "I'm still sittin' by the window, lookin' +out." + +"I am glad, dear," she sighed, "that you are here--with me--to-night." + +She craved love, my love; and my heart responded, as the knowing hearts +of children will. + +"Ah, mother," I said, "'tis lovely t' be sittin' here--all alone with +you!" + +"Don't, Davy!" she cried, catching her breath. "I'm not able to bear the +joy of it. My heart----" + +"'Tis so," I persisted, "'cause I loves you so!" + +"But, oh, I'm glad, Davy!" she whispered. "I'm glad you love your +mother. And I'm glad," she added, softly, "that you've told me +so--to-night." + +By and by I grew drowsy. My eyes would not stay open. And I fell asleep +with my head on the window-sill. I do not know how long I slept. + +"Davy!" my mother called. + +"Ay?" I answered, waking. "Sure, I been asleep!" + +"But you're not wanting to go to bed?" she asked, anxiously. "You'll not +leave your mother all alone, will you?" + +"No, no, mama!" + +"No," she said. "Do not leave your mother, now." + +Again I fell asleep. It may be that I wasted a long, long time in sleep. + +"Davy!" she called. + +I answered. And, "I cannot stay awake," I said. "Sure, 'tis quite past +me t' do it, for I'm so wonderful sleepy." + +"Come closer," she said. "Tired lad!" she went on, when she had my hand +in hers. "Sleepy head! Lie down beside me, dear, and go to sleep. I'm +not afraid--not afraid, at all--to be left alone. Oh, you're so tired, +little lad! Lie down and sleep. For your mother is very brave--to-night. +And tell your father, Davy--when he comes and wakes you--and tell your +sister, too--that your mother was happy, oh, very happy and brave, +when...." + +"When you fell asleep?" I asked. + +"Yes," she answered, in a voice so low I could but hear it. "That I was +happy when--I fell asleep." + +I pulled off my jacket. + +"I'm wanting to hear you say your prayers, Davy," she said, "before you +go to sleep. I'm wanting once again--just once again--to hear you say +your prayers." + +I knelt beside the bed. + +"My little son!" my mother said. "My--little--son!" + +"My mother!" I responded, looking up. + +She lifted my right hand. "Dear Jesus, lover of children," she prayed, +"take, oh, take this little hand!" + +And I began to say my prayers, while my mother's fingers wandered +tenderly through my curls, but I was a tired child, and fell asleep as I +prayed. And when I awoke, my mother's hand lay still and strangely heavy +on my head. + + * * * * * + +Then the child that was I knew that his mother was dead. He leaped from +his knees with a broken cry, and stood expectant, but yet in awe, +searching the dim, breathless room for a beatified figure, white-robed, +winged, radiant, like the angel of the picture by his bed, for he +believed that souls thus took their flight; but he saw only shadows. + +"Mama," he whispered, "where is you?" + +There was no answer to the child's question. The risen wind blew wildly +in the black night without. But it was still dim and breathless in the +room. + +"Mama," said the child, "is your soul hidin' from me?" + +Still the child was left unanswered. He waited, listening--but was not +answered. + +"Don't hide," he pleaded. "Oh, don't hide, for I'm not wantin' to play! +Oh, mother, I'm wantin' you sore!" + +And, now, he knew that she would come, for, "I'm wantin' you, mother!" +he had been used to crying in the night, and she had never failed to +answer, but had come swiftly and with comfort. He waited for a voice and +for a vision, surely expecting them in answer to his cry; but he saw +only shadows, heard only the scream of the wind, and a sudden, angry +patter of rain on the roof. Then the child that was I fancied that his +mother's soul had fled while yet he slept, and, being persuaded that its +course was heavenward, ran out, seeking it. And he forgets what then he +did, save that he climbed the broken cliff behind the house, crying, +"Wait, oh, wait!" and that he came, at last, to the summit of the +Watchman, where there was a tumult of wind and rain. + +"Mama!" he screamed, lifting his hands in appeal to the wide, black +sky. "You forgot t' kiss me good-bye! Oh, come back!" + +He flung himself prone on the naked rock, for the soul of his mother did +not come, though patiently he had watched for the glory of its returning +flight. + +"She've forgot me!" he moaned. "Oh, she've forgot me!" + + * * * * * + +When, trembling and bedraggled, I came again to the room where my +mother's body lay, my sister was kneeling by the bed, and my father was +in converse with a stranger, who was not like the men of our coast. "Not +necessarily mortal," this man was saying. "An operation--just a simple +operation--easily performed with what you have at hand--would have saved +the woman." + +"Saved her, Doctor?" said my father passionately. "Is you sayin' +_that_?" + +"I have said so. It would have saved her. Had we been wrecked five days +ago she would have been alive." + +A torrent of rain beat on the house. + +"Alive?" my father muttered, staring at the floor. "She would have been +alive!" + +The stranger looked upon my father in pity. "I'm sorry for you, my man," +he said. + +"'Tis strange," my father muttered, still staring at the floor. "'Tis +strange--how things--comes about. Five days--just five...." + +He muttered on. + +"Yes," the stranger broke in, stirring nervously. "Had I come but five +days ago." + +A sudden rising of the gale--the breaking of its fury--filled the room +with a dreadful confusion. + +"Indeed--I'm--sorry--very sorry," the stranger stammered; his lips were +drawn; in his eyes was the flare of some tragedy of feeling. + +My father did not move--but continued vacantly to stare at the floor. + +"Really--you know--I am!" + +"Is you?" then my father asked, looking up. "Is you sorry for me an' +Davy an' the lass?" The stranger dared not meet my father's eyes. "An' +you could have saved her," my father went on. "_You_ could have saved +her! She didn't have t' go. She died--for want o' you! God Almighty," he +cried, raising his clenched hand, "this man come too late God +Almighty--does you hear me, God Almighty?--the man you sent come too +late! An' you," he flashed, turning on the stranger, "could have saved +her? Oh, my dear lass! An' she would have been here the night? Here like +she used t' be? Here in her dear body? Here?" he cried, striking his +breast. "She would have lain here the night had you come afore? Oh, why +didn't you come?" he moaned. "You hold life an' death in your hands, +zur, t' give or withhold. Why didn't you come--t' give the gift o' life +t' she?" + +The stranger shrank away. "Stop!" he cried, in agony. "How was I to +know?" + +"Hush, father!" my sister pleaded. + +In a flash of passion my father advanced upon the man. "How was you t' +know?" he burst out. "Where you been? What you been doin'? Does you hear +me?" he demanded, his voice rising with the noise of wind and rain. +"What you been doin'?" + +"Stop it, man! You touch me to the quick! You don't know--you don't +know--" + +"What you been doin'? We're dyin' here for want o' such as you. What you +been doin'?" + +There was no answer. The stranger had covered his face with his hands. + +"O God," my father cried, again appealing to Heaven, "judge this man!" + +"Stop!" + +It was a bitter cry--the agony sounding clear and poignant above the +manifold voices of the storm--but it won no heed. + +"O God, judge this man!" + +"Will no one stop him?" the stranger moaned. "For God's sake--stop +him--some one!" + +"O God, judge this man!" + +The stranger fled.... + + * * * * * + +"Oh, my dear wife!" my father sobbed, at last, sinking into the great +armchair, wherein the mail-boat doctor had not sat. "Oh, my dear wife!" + +"Father!" my dear sister whispered, flinging her soft arms about his +neck and pressing her cheek against his brow. "Dear father!" + +And while the great gale raged, she sought to comfort my father and me, +but could not. + + + + +XI + +The WOMEN at The GATE + + +By and by my sister put me in dry clothes, and bidding me be a good lad, +sat me in the best room below, where the maids had laid a fire. And +Skipper Tommy Lovejoy, finding me there disconsolate, took me to the +seaward hills to watch the break of day: for the rain had ceased, the +wind fallen away; and the gray light of dawn was in the eastern sky. + +"I'm wantin' t' tell you, Davy," he said, in a confidential way, as we +trudged along, "about the gate o' heaven." + +I took his hand. + +"An' I _been_ wantin' t' tell you," he added, giving his nose a little +tweak, "for a long, long time." + +"Is you?" + +"Ay, lad; an' about the women at the gate." + +"Women, Skipper Tommy?" said I, puzzled. "An', pray, who is they?" + +"Mothers," he answered. "Just mothers." + +"What they doin' at the gate? No, no! They're not _there_. Sure, they're +playin' harps at the foot o' the throne." + +"No," said he, positively; "they're at the gate." + +"What they doin' there?" + +"Waitin'." + +We were now come to the crest of a hill; and the sea was spread before +us--breaking angrily under the low, black sky. + +"What's they waitin' for?" I asked. + +"Davy, lad," he answered, impressively, "they're waitin' for them they +bore. _That's_ what they're waitin' for." + +"For their sons?" + +"Ay; an' for their daughters, too." + +While I watched the big seas break on the rocks below--and the clouds +drift up from the edge of the world--I pondered upon this strange +teaching. My mother had never told me of the women waiting at the gate. + +"Ah, but," I said, at last, "I'm thinkin' God would never allow it t' go +on. He'd want un all t' sing His praises. Sure, they'd just be wastin' +His time--waitin' there at the gate." + +Skipper Tommy shook his head--and smiled, and softly patted my shoulder. + +"An' He'd gather un there, at the foot o' the throne," I went on, "an' +tell un t' waste no more, but strike up their golden harps." + +"No, no!" + +"Why not?" + +"They wouldn't go." + +"But He'd _make_ un go." + +"He couldn't." + +"Not _make_ un!" I cried, amazed. + +"Look you, lad," he explained, in a sage whisper, "they're all mothers, +an' they'd be _wantin_' t' stay where they was, an', ecod! they'd find a +way." + +"Ah, well," I sighed, "'tis wearisome work--this waitin'." + +"I'm thinkin' not," he answered, soberly, speaking rather to himself +than to me. "'Tis not wearisome for such as know the good Lard's plan." + +"'Tis wonderful hard," said I, "on the mothers o' wicked sons." + +The old man smiled. "Who knows," he asked, "that 'tis wonderful hard on +they?" + +"But then," I mused, "the Lord would find a way t' comfort the mother o' +such." + +"Oh, ay!" + +"I'm thinkin', maybe," I went on, "that He'd send an angel t' tell her +they wasn't worth the waitin' for. 'Mind un not,' He'd say. 'They're +nothin' but bad, wicked boys. Leave un go t' hell an' burn.'" + +"An', now, what, lad," he inquired with deep interest, "is you thinkin' +the mother would do?" + +"She'd take the angel's hand," I sighed. + +"Ay?" + +"An' go up t' the throne--forgettin' them she'd left." + +"An' then?" + +"She'd praise the Lard," I sobbed. + +"Never!" the skipper cried. + +I looked hopefully in his face. + +"Never!" he repeated. "'Lard,' she'd say, 'I loves un all the more for +their sins. Leave me wait--oh, leave me wait--here at the gate. +Maybe--sometime--they'll come!'" + +"But some," said I, in awe, "would wait forever--an' ever--an' ever----" + +"Not one!" + +"Not one?" + +"Not one! 'Twould break the dear Lard's heart t' see un waitin' there." + +I looked away to the furthest clouds, fast changing, now, from gray to +silver; and for a long time I watched them thin and brighten. + +"Skipper Tommy," I asked, at last, "is _my_ mother at the gate?" + +"Ay," said he confidently. + +"Waitin'?" + +"Ay." + +"An' for me?" + +He gave me an odd look--searching my very soul with his mild old eyes. +"Doesn't you think she is?" he asked. + +"I knows it!" I cried. + + * * * * * + +Far off, at the horizon, the sky broke--and the rift broadened--and the +clouds lifted--and the east flamed with colour--and all at once the +rosy, hopeful light of dawn flushed the frowning sea. + +"Look!" the skipper whispered. + +"Ay," said I, "the day is broke." + +"A new day!" said he. + + + + +XII + +DOCTOR AND I + + +How the _St. Lawrence_ came to stray from her course down the Strait I +do not remember. As concerns such trivial things, the days that followed +my mother's death are all misty in my mind; but I do recall (for when +Skipper Tommy had made my mother's coffin he took me to the heads of +Good Promise to see the sight) that the big seas of that day pounded the +vessel to a shapeless wreck on the jagged rocks of the Reef of the +Thirty Black Devils: where she lay desolate for many a day thereafter. +But the sea was not quick enough to balk our folk of their salvage: all +day long--even while the ship was going to pieces--they swarmed upon +her; and they loaded their punts again and again, fearlessly boarding, +and with infinite patience and courage managed to get their heavensent +plunder ashore. 'Twas diverting to watch them; and when the twins, who +had been among the most active at the wreck, came at last to their +father, I laughed to know that, as Timmie said, they had food enough +ashore to keep the wrinkles out of their stomachs all winter. + + * * * * * + +Our harbour was for many days crowded with wrecked folk--strange of +speech, of dress, of manners--who went about in flocks, prying into our +innermost concerns, so that we were soon wearied of their perverse and +insatiable curiosity, though we did not let them know it. They were +sorry for my father and sister and me, I know, for, one and all, when +they came to see my mother lying dead, they _said_ they were. And they +stood soberly by her shallow grave, when we laid her dear body away, and +they wept when old Tom Tot spoke of the dust and ashes, which we are, +and the stony earth rattled hopelessly on the coffin. Doubtless they +were well-intentioned towards us all, and towards me, a motherless lad, +more than any other, and doubtless they should be forgiven much, for +they were but ignorant folk, from strange parts of the world; but I took +it hard that they should laugh on the roads, as though no great thing +had happened, and when, at last, the women folk took to praising my hair +and eyes, as my mother used to do, and, moreover, to kissing me in +public places, which had been my mother's privilege, I was speedily +scandalized and fled their proximity with great cunning and agility. + +My father, however, sought them out, at all times and places, that he +might tell them the tragic circumstances of my mother's death, and +seemed not to remember that he had told them all before. + +"But five days!" he would whisper, excitedly, when he had buttonholed a +stranger in the shop. "Eh, man? Have you heared tell o' my poor wife?" + +"Five days?" + +"Ay; had you folk been wrecked five days afore--just five, mark +you--she would have been alive, the day." + +"How sad!" + +"Five days!" my father would suddenly cry, wringing his hands. "My God! +_Only five days_!" + +A new expression of sympathy--and a glance of the sharpest +suspicion--would escape the stranger. + +"Five days!" my father would repeat, as though communicating some fact +which made him peculiarly important to all the world. "That, now," with +a knowing glance, "is what I calls wonderful queer." + +My father was not the same as he had been. He was like a man become a +child again--interested in little things, dreaming much, wondering more: +conceiving himself, like a child, an object of deepest interest to us +all. No longer, now, did he command us, but, rather, sought to know from +my sister (to whom he constantly turned) what he should do from hour to +hour; and I thought it strange that he should do our bidding as though +he had never been used to bidding us. But so it was; and, moreover +(which I thought a great pity), he forgot that he was to kill the +mail-boat doctor when the steamer put into our harbour on the southward +trip--a purpose from which, a week before, Skipper Tommy Lovejoy could +not dissuade him, though he tried for hours together. Ay, with his bare +hands, my father was to have killed that man--to have wrung his neck and +flung him overboard--but now there was no word of the deed: my father +but puttered about, mildly muttering that the great ship had been +wrecked five days too late. + +I have said that my father loved my mother; it may be that he loved her +overmuch--and, perhaps, that accounts for what came upon him when he +lost her. I have since thought it sad that our hearts may contain a love +so great that all the world seems empty when chance plucks it out; but +the thought, no doubt, is not a wise one. + + * * * * * + +The doctor whom I had found with my father in my mother's room was not +among the folk who babbled on the roads and came prying into the stages +with tiresome exclamations of "Really!" and "How in-tres-ting!" He kept +aloof from them and from us all. All day long he wandered on the heads +and hills of our harbour--a melancholy figure, conspicuous against the +blue sky of those days: far off, solitary, bowed. Sometimes he sat for +hours on the Watchman, staring out to sea, so still that it would have +been small blame to the gulls had they mistaken him for a new boulder, +mysteriously come to the hill; sometimes he lay sprawling on the high +point of Skull Island, staring at the sky, lost to knowledge of the +world around; sometimes he clambered down the cliffs of Good Promise to +the water's edge, and stood staring, forever staring, at the breakers +(which no man should do). Often I was not content with watching him from +afar, but softly followed close, and peered at him from the shelter of a +boulder or peeped over the shoulder of a hill; and so sad did he +seem--so full of sighs and melancholy attitudes--that invariably I went +home pitying: for at that time my heart was tender, and the sight of +sorrow hurt it. + +Once I crept closer and closer, and, at last, taking courage (though his +clean-shaven face and soft gray hat abashed me), ran to him and slipped +my hand in his. + +He started; then, perceiving who it was, he withdrew his hand with a +wrench, and turned away: which hurt me. + +"You are the son," said he, "of the woman who died, are you not?" + +I was more abashed than ever--and wished I had not been so bold. + +"I'm Davy Roth, zur," I whispered, for I was much afraid. "My mother's +dead an' buried, zur." + +"I saw you," said he, "in the room--that night." + +There was a long pause. Then, "What's _your_ name, zur?" I asked him. + +"Mine?" + +"Ay." + +"Mine," said he, "is Luke--" + +He stopped--and thoughtfully frowned. I waited; but he said no more. + +"Doctor Luke?" I ventured. + +"Well," he drawled, "that will serve." + +Then I thought I must tell him what was in my heart to say. Why not? The +wish was good, and his soft, melancholy voice irresistibly appealed to +my raw and childish sympathies. + +"I wisht, zur," I whispered, looking down at my boots, through sheer +embarrassment, "that you----" + +My tongue failed me. I was left in a sad lurch. He was not like our +folk--not like our folk, at all--and I could not freely speak my mind. + +"Yes?" he said, to encourage me. + +"That you wasn't so sad," I blurted, with a rush, looking swift and deep +into his gray eyes. + +"Why not?" said he, taking my hand. + +"I'm not wantin' you t' be." + +He put his arm over my shoulder. "Why not?" he asked. "Tell me why not, +won't you?" + +The corners of my mouth fell. It may have been in sympathetic response +to the tremolo of feeling in his voice. I was in peril of unmanly tears +(as often chanced in those days)--and only women, as I knew, should see +lads weep. I hid my face against him. + +"Because, zur," I said, "it makes me sad, too!" + +He sat down and drew me to his knee. "This is very strange," he said, +"and very kind. You would not have me sad?" I shook my head. "I do not +understand," he muttered. "It is very strange." (But it was not strange +on our coast, where all men are neighbours, and each may without shame +or offense seek to comfort the other.) Then he had me tell him tales of +our folk, to which he listened with interest so eager that I quickly +warmed to the diversion and chattered as fast as my tongue would wag. He +laughed at me for saying "nar" for not (and the like) and I at him for +saying "cawm" for calm; and soon we were very merry, and not only merry, +but as intimate as friends of a lifetime. By and by I took him to see +the Soldier's Ear, which is an odd rock near the Rat Hole, and, after +that, to listen to the sea coughing and gurgling at the bottom of +Satan's Well. And in all this he forgot that he was sad--and I that my +mother was dead. + +"Will you walk with me to-morrow, Davy?" he asked, when I said that I +must be off home. + +"That I will, zur," said I. + +"After breakfast." + +"Ay, zur; a quarter of five." + +"Well, no," he drawled. "Half after nine." + +"'Tis a sheer waste o' time," I protested. "But 'twill suit me, zur, an +it pleases you. My sister will tell _me_ the hour." + +"Your sister?" he asked, quickly. + +"Bessie," said I. + +"Ah," he exclaimed, "she was your sister. I saw her there--that night. +And she is your sister?" + +"You got it right," cried I, proudly. "_That's_ my sister!" + +He slapped me on the back (which shocked me, for our folk are not that +playful); and, laughing heartily as he went, he took the road to Tom +Tot's, where he had found food and housing for a time. I watched him +from the turn in the road, as he went lightly down the slope towards +South Tickle--his trim-clad, straight, graceful figure, +broad-shouldered, clean-cut, lithe in action, as compared with our +lumbering gait; inefficient, 'tis true, but potentially strong. As I +walked home, I straightened my own shoulders, held my head high, lifted +my feet from the ground, flung bold glances to right and left, as I had +seen him do: for, even then, I loved him very much. All the while I was +exultantly conscious that a new duty and a new delight had come to me: +some great thing, given of God--a work to do, a happiness to cherish. +And that night he came and went in my dreams--but glorified: his smile +not mirthless, his grave, gray eyes not overcast, his face not flabby +and flushed, his voice not slow and sad, but vibrant with fine, live +purpose. My waking thought was the wish that the man of the hills might +be the man of my vision; and in my simple morning petition it became a +prayer. + +"Dear mama," I prayed, "there's something wrong along o' the man who +come the night you died. He've managed somehow t' get wonderful sick. +I'm not knowin' what ails un, or where he cotched it; but I sees it +plain in his face: an' 'tis a woeful sickness. Do you make haste t' the +throne o' God, please, mum, an' tell Un I been askin' you t' have un +cured. You'd want un well, too, an you was here; an' the Lard 'll surely +listen t' you, an' take your word for 't. Oh, do you pray the Lard, +with all your might an' main, dear mama, t' heal that man!" + + * * * * * + +In our land the works of the Lord are not obscured by what the hands of +men have made. The twofold vision ranges free and far. Here are no brick +walls, no unnatural need or circumstance, no confusing inventions, no +gasping haste, no specious distractions, no clamour of wheel and +heartless voices, to blind the soul, to pervert its pure desires, to +deaden its fears, to deafen its ears to the sweeter calls--to shut it +in, to shrivel it: to sicken it in every part. Rock and waste of sea and +the high sweep of the sky--winds and rain and sunlight and flying +clouds--great hills, mysterious distances, flaming sunsets, the still, +vast darkness of night! These are the mighty works of the Lord, and of +none other--unspoiled and unobscured. In them He proclaims Himself. They +who have not known before that the heavens and the earth are the +handiwork of God, here discover it: and perceive the Presence and the +Power, and are ashamed and overawed. Thus our land works its marvel in +the sensitive soul. I have sometimes thought that in the waste is +sounded the great keynote of life--with which true hearts ever seek to +vibrate in tune. + + + + +XIII + +A SMILING FACE + + +"Doctor Luke, zur," I said, as we walked that day, "I dreamed o' you, +last night." + +"Pleasantly, I hope?" + +I sighed. + +"What," said he, gravely, "did you dream of me?" + +'Twas hard to frame a reply. "I been thinkin', since," I faltered, +floundering in search of a simile, "that you're like a--like a----" + +"Like what?" he demanded. + +I did not know. My eye sought everywhere, but found no happy suggestion. +Then, through an opening in the hills, I caught sight of the melancholy +wreck on the Reef of the Thirty Black Devils. + +"I fear t' tell," said I. + +He stopped. "But I wish to know," he persisted. "You'll tell me, Davy, +will you not? It means so much." + +"Like a wrecked ship," said I. + +"Good God!" he exclaimed, starting from me. + +At once he sent me home; nor would he have me walk with him that +afternoon, because, as he said, my sister would not allow me to bear him +company, did she know as much as I had in some strange way divined. + + * * * * * + +Next day, armed with my sister's express permission, I overcame his +scruples; and off we went to Red Indian Cave. Everywhere, indeed, we +went together, while the wrecked folk waited the mail-boat to +come--Doctor Luke and I--hand in hand--happy (for the agony of my loss +came most in the night, when I lay wakeful and alone in my little bed) +as the long, blue days. We roamed the hills, climbed the cliffs, +clambered along shore; and once, to my unbounded astonishment and alarm, +he stripped to the skin and went head first into the sea from the base +of the Good Promise cliffs. Then nothing would content him but that I, +too, should strip and plunge in: which I did (though you may think it +extraordinary), lest he think me afraid to trust his power to save me. +Thus the invigourating air, the yellow sunlight, the smiling sea beyond +the rocks, the blue sky overhead, were separate delights in which our +friendship ripened: so that at times I wondered what loneliness would +overtake me when he had gone. I told him I wished he would not go away +on the mail-boat, but would stay and live with us, that, being a +doctor, as he had said, he might heal our folk when they fell sick, and +no one would die, any more. He laughed at that--but not because of +merriment--and gripped my hand tighter, and I began to hope that, +perhaps, he would not go away; but he did not tell me whether he would +or not. + + * * * * * + +When the mail-boat was near due, my sister said that I must have the +doctor to tea; for it would never do, said she, to accept his kindnesses +and show no hospitality in return. In reply to this Doctor Luke said +that I must present his compliments to my sister (which I thought a +curious way of putting it), and say that he accepted the invitation with +great pleasure; and, as though it were a matter of grave moment, he had +me repeat the form until I knew it perfectly. That evening my sister +wore a long skirt, fashioned in haste from one of my mother's gowns, and +this, with my mother's keys, which she kept hanging from her girdle, as +my mother used to do, made her very sweetly staid. The doctor came +speckless, wearing his only shirt, which (as Tom Tot's wife made known +to all the harbour) he had paid one dollar to have washed and ironed in +three hours for the occasion, spending the interval (it was averred) in +his room. While we waited for the maids to lay the table, my sister +moved in and out, directing them; and the doctor gazed at her in a way +so marked that I made sure she had forgotten a hook or a button, and +followed her to the kitchen to discover the omission. + +"Sure, Bessie, dear," I began, very gingerly, "I'm fair dreadin' that +you're--you're----" + +She was humming, in happy unconsciousness of her state; and I was +chagrined by the necessity of disclosing it: but resolutely continued, +for it must be done. + +"Loose," I concluded. + +She gave a little jump--a full inch, it may be--from the floor. + +"Davy!" she cried, in mixed horror and distress. "Oh, dear! +Whereabouts?" + +"Do you turn around," said I, "an' I'll soon find out." + +She whirled like a top. But I could find nothing awry. She was shipshape +from head to toe. + +"'Tis very queer," said I. "Sure, I thought you'd missed a button, for +the doctor is lookin' at you all the time." + +"At _me_!" she cried. + +"Ay, at you." + +She was then convinced with me that there was something amiss, and +called the maids to our help, for, as she said, I was only a boy +(though a dear one), and ill schooled in such matters. But it turned out +that their eyes were no sharper than mine. They pronounced her hooked +and buttoned and pinned to the Queen's taste. + +"'Tis queer, then," I persisted, when the maids had gone, "that he looks +at you so hard." + +"Is you sure he does?" she asked, much puzzled, "for," she added, with a +little frown, "I'm not knowin' why he should." + +"Nor I," said I. + +At table we were very quiet, but none the less happy for that; for it +seemed to me that my mother's gentle spirit hovered near, content with +what we did. And after tea my father sat with the doctor on our +platform, talking of disease and healing, until, in obedience to my +sister's glance, I took our guest away to the harbour, to see (as I +said) the greatest glories of the sunset: for, as I knew, my sister +wished to take my father within, and change the current of his thought. +Then I rowed the doctor to North Tickle, and let the punt lie in the +swell of the open sea, where it was very solemn and quiet. The sky was +heavy with drifting masses of cloud, aflare with red and gold and all +the sunset colours, from the black line of coast, lying in the west, far +into the east, where sea and sky were turning gray. Indeed, it was very +still, very solemn, lying in the long, crimson swell of the great deep, +while the dusk came creeping over the sea. + +"I do not wonder," the doctor muttered, with a shudder, "that the people +who dwell here fear God." + +There was something familiar to me in that feeling; but for the moment I +could not make it out. + +"Zur?" I said. + +His eyes ranged timidly over the sombre waste--the vasty, splendid +heavens, the coast, dark and unfeeling, the infinite, sullen sea, which +ominously darkened as he looked--and he covered his face with his hands. + +"No," he whispered, looking up, "I do not wonder that you believe in +God--and fear Him!" + +Then I knew that roundabout he felt the presence of an offended God. + +"And fear Him!" he repeated. + +I levelled my finger at him. "You been wicked!" I said, knowing that my +accusation was true. + +"Yes," he answered, "I have been wicked." + +"Is you goin' t' be good?" + +"I am going to try to be good--now." + +"You isn't goin' away, is you?" I wailed. + +"I am going to stay here," he said, gravely, "and treat the people, who +need me, and try, in that way, to be good." + +"I'd die t' see it!" cried I. + +He laughed--and the tension vanished--and we went happily back to +harbour. I had no thought that the resolution to which he had come was +in any way extraordinary. + + * * * * * + +I ran to the Rat Hole, that night, to give the great news to Skipper +Tommy Lovejoy and the twins. "Ecod!" the old man cried, vastly +astounded. "Is he t' stay, now? Well, well! Then they's no need goin' on +with the book. Ecod! now think o' that! An' 'tis all because your mother +died, says you, when he might have saved her! Ah, Davy, the ways o' God +is strange. He manages somehow t' work a blessin' with death an' wreck. +'I'm awful sorry for they poor children,' says He, 'an' for the owners +o' that there fine ship; but I got t' have My way,' says He, 'or the +world would never come t' much; so down goes the ship,' says He, 'an' up +comes that dear mother t' my bosom. 'Tis no use tellin' them why,' says +He, 'for they wouldn't understand. An', ecod!' says He, 'while I'm about +it I'll just put it in the mind o' that doctor-man t' stay right there +an' do a day's work or two for Me.' I'm sure He meant it--I'm sure He +meant t' do just that--I'm sure 'twas all done o' purpose. We thinks +He's hard an' a bit free an' careless. Ecod! they's times when we +thinks He fair bungles His job. He kills us, an' He cripples us, an' He +starves us, an' He hurts our hearts; an' then, Davy, we says He's a +dunderhead at runnin' a world, which, says we, we could run a sight +better, if we was able t' make one. But the Lard, Davy, does His day's +work in a seamanlike way, usin' no more crooked backs an' empty stomachs +an' children's tears an' broken hearts than He can help. 'Tis little we +knows about what _He's_ up to. An' 'tis wise, I'm thinkin', not t' +bother about tryin' t' find out. 'Tis better t' let Him steer His own +course an' ask no questions. I just _knowed_ He was up t' something +grand. I said so, Davy! 'Tis just like the hymn, lad, about His hidin' a +smilin' face behind a frownin' providence. Ah, Davy, _He'll_ take care +o' _we_!" + +All of which, as you know, was quite characteristic of Skipper Tommy +Lovejoy. + + + + +XIV + +In The WATCHES of The NIGHT + + +At once we established the doctor in our house, that he might be more +comfortably disposed; and this was by my sister's wish, who hoped to be +his helper in the sweet labour of healing. And soon a strange thing +happened: once in the night--'twas late of a clear, still night--I +awoke, of no reason; nor could I fall asleep again, but lay high on the +pillow, watching the stars, which peeped in at my window, companionably +winking. Then I heard the fall of feet in the house--a restless pacing: +which brought me out of bed, in a twinkling, and took me tiptoeing to +the doctor's room, whence the unusual sound. But first I listened at the +door; and when I had done that, I dared not enter, because of what I +heard, but, crouching in the darkness, must continue to listen ... and +listen.... + + * * * * * + +By and by I crept away to my sister's room, unable longer to bear the +awe and sorrow in my heart. + +"Bessie!" I called, in a low whisper. + +"Ay, Davy?" + +"Is you awake?" + +"Ay, I'm wakeful." + +I closed the door after me--then went swiftly to her bedside, treading +with great caution. + +"Listenin'?" I asked. + +"T' the doctor," she answered, "walkin' the floor." + +"Is you afraid?" I whispered. + +"No." + +"I is." + +She sat up in bed--and drew me closer. "An' why, dear?" she asked, +stroking my cheek. + +"Along o' what I heared in the dark, Bessie--at his door." + +"You've not been eavesdroppin', Davy?" she chided. + +"Oh, I wisht I hadn't!" + +"'Twas not well done." + +The moon was up, broadly shining behind the Watchman: my sister's white +little room--kept sweet and dainty in the way she had--was full of soft +gray light; and I saw that her eyes were wide and moist. + +"He's wonderful restless, the night," she mused. + +"He've a great grief." + +"A grief? Oh, Davy!" + +"Ay, a great, great grief! He've been talkin' to hisself, Bessie. But +'tis not words; 'tis mostly only sounds." + +"Naught else?" + +"Oh, ay! He've said----" + +"Hush!" she interrupted. "'Tis not right for me t' know. I would not +have you tell----" + +I would not be stopped. "He've said, Bessie," I continued, catching +something, it may be, of his agony, "he've said, 'I pay! Oh, God, I +pay!' he've said. 'Merciful Christ, hear me--oh, I pay!'" + +She trembled. + +"'Tis some great grief," said I. + +"Do you haste to his comfort, Davy," she whispered, quickly. "'Twould be +a kind thing t' do." + +"Is you sure he's wantin' me?" + +"Were it me I would." + +When I had got to the doctor's door again, I hesitated, as before, +fearing to go in; and once more I withdrew to my sister's room. + +"I'm not able t' go in," I faltered. "'Tis awful, Bessie, t' hear men +goin' on--like that." + +"Like what?" + +"Cryin'." + +A little while longer I sat silent with my sister--until, indeed, the +restless footfalls ceased, and the blessed quiet of night fell once +again. + +"An', Bessie," said I, "he said a queer thing." + +She glanced a question. + +"He said your name!" + +She was much interested--but hopelessly puzzled. For a moment she gazed +intently at the stars. Then she sighed. + +"He've a great grief," I repeated, sighing, "an' he've been wicked." + +"Oh, no--not wicked!" + +"Ay," I persisted, gently, "wicked; for he've told me so with his own +tongue." + +"Not wicked!" + +"But he've _said_ so," I insisted, nettled, on the instant, by my +sister's perversity. + +"I'm thinkin' he couldn't be," she said. + +"Sure, why not?" I demanded. + +She looked away for a moment--through the window, into the far, starlit +sky, which the light of the moon was fast paling; and I thought my +question forgot. + +"Why not, sister?" + +"I--don't know--why not!" she whispered. + + * * * * * + +I kissed my sister good-night, while yet she puzzled over this, and +slipped off to my own room, lifting my night-dress, as I tiptoed along, +lest I trip and by some clumsy commotion awake my friend to his +bitterness. Once back in my bed--once again lying alone in the tranquil +night--I found the stars still peeping in at my window, still twinkling +companionably, as I had left them. And I thought, as my mother had +taught me, of these little watchmen, serene, constant, wise in their +great remoteness--and of him who lay in unquiet sleep near by--and, +then, understanding nothing of the mystery, nor caring to know, but now +secure in the unquestioning faith of childhood, I closed my eyes to +sleep: for the stars still shone on, flashing each its little message of +serenity to the troubled world. + + + + +XV + +THE WOLF + + +In course of time, the mail-boat cleared our harbour of wrecked folk; +and within three weeks of that day my father was cast away on Ill Wind +Head: being alone on the way to Preaching Cove with the skiff, at the +moment, for fish to fill out the bulk of our first shipment to the +market at St. John's, our own catch having disappointed the expectation +of us every one. My sister and I were then left to manage my father's +business as best we could: which we must determine to do, come weal or +woe, for we knew no other way. My sister said, moreover, that, whether +we grew rich or poor, 'twas wise and kind to do our best, lest our +father's folk, who had ever been loyal to his trade, come upon evil +times at the hands of traders less careful of their welfare. Large +problems of management we did not perceive, but only the simple, +immediate labour, to which we turned with naively willing heads and +hands, sure that, because of the love abroad in all the world, no evil +would befall us. + +"'Twill be fortune," my sister said, in her sweet and hopeful way; "for +the big world is good, Davy," said she, "to such as are bereft." + +"I'm not so sure o' that." + +"Ay," she repeated, unshaken, "the world is kind." + +"You is but a girl, Bessie," said I, "an' not well acquaint with the way +o' the world. Still an' all," I mused, "Skipper Tommy says 'tis kind, +an' he've growed wonderful used t' livin'." + +"We'll not fear the world." + +"No, no! We'll not fear it. I'll be a man, sister, for your sake." + +"An' I a true woman," said she, "for yours." + +To Tom Tot we gave the handling of the fish and stores, resolving, also, +to stand upon his judgment in the matter of dealing supplies to the +thriftless and the unfortunate, whether generously or with a sparing +hand, for the men of our harbour were known to him, every one, in +strength and conscience and will for toil. As for the shop, said we, we +would mind it ourselves, for 'twas but play to do it; and thus, indeed, +it turned out: so hearty was the sport it provided that my sister and I +would hilariously race for the big key (which hung on a high nail in the +dining-room) whenever a customer came. I would not have you think us +unfeeling. God knows, we were not that! 'Twas this way with us: each hid +the pain, and thus thought to deceive the other into a happier mood. We +did well enough in the shop; but we could make neither head nor tail of +the books in my father's safe; and when our bewilderment and heartache +came to ears of the doctor he said that he would himself manage the +letters and keep the books in the intervals of healing the sick: which, +with a medicine chest they had brought ashore from the wreck, he had +already begun to practice. + +It seemed, then, to my sister and me, that the current of our life once +more ran smooth. + + * * * * * + +And Jagger of Wayfarer's Tickle--the same who sat at cards with the +mail-boat doctor and beat his dog with the butt of a whip--having got +news of my father's death, came presently to our harbour, with that in +mind which jumped ill with our plans. We had dispiriting weather: a raw +wind bowled in from the northeast, whipping the fog apace; and the sea, +as though worried out of patience, broke in a short, white-capped lop, +running at cross purposes with the ground swell. 'Twas evil sailing for +small craft: so whence came this man's courage for the passage 'tis past +me even now to fathom; for he had no liking to be at sea, but, rather, +cursed the need of putting out, without fail, and lay prone below at +such unhappy times as the sloop chanced to toss in rough waters, +praying all the time with amazing ferocity. Howbeit, across the bay he +came, his lee rail smothered; and when he had landed, he shook his +gigantic fist at the sea and burst into a triumphant bellow of +blasphemy, most thrilling (as we were told) to hear: whereafter, with a +large air (as of prospective ownership), he inspected the flakes and +storehouses, heartily condemned them, wished our gaping crew to +perdition, and, out of breath at last, moved up the path to our house, +his great dog hanging like a shadow at his heels--having come and gone +on the wharves, as Tom Tot said, like a gale o' wind. + +My sister and I sat dreaming in the evening light--wherein, of soft +shadows and western glory, fine futures may by any one be fashioned. + +"'Tis rich," said I, "that _I'm_ wantin' t' be." + +"Not I," said she. + +"Not you?" + +"Not rich," she answered, "but helpful t' such as do the work o' the +world." + +"T' me, Bessie?" + +"Ay," with a smile and half a sigh, "t' you." + +"An' only me? I'd not be selfish with you. Is you wishin' t' be +helpful--only t' me?" + +"No." + +"T' him?" + +"An it please you," she softly answered. + +"An' we t' you, Bessie!" I cried, in a rapture, kissing her plump little +hand, which lay over my shoulder, convenient to my lips. "Ay, for your +loving-kindness, my sister!" + +"'Tis t' you, first of all, Davy," she protested, quickly, "that I'm +wishin' t' be helpful; an' then t' him, an' then t'----" + +"T' who?" I demanded, frowning. + +"All the world," said she. + +"Very well," said I, much relieved to find that the interloper was no +more to be dreaded. "I'll not mind _that_. 'Tis as you like. You'll help +whomso you please--an' as many. For I'm t' be rich. Rich--look you! I'll +have seven schooners t' sail the northern Labrador, as the doctor says. +I'll never be content with less. Seven I'll have, my dear, t' fish from +the Straits t' Chidley. I'll have the twins t' be masters o' two; but +I'll sail the big one--the swift one--the hundred-tonner--ay, lass, I'll +sail she, with me own hands. An', ecod! Bessie, _I'll_ crack it on!" + +"You'll not be rash, dear?" said she, anxiously. + +"Rash!" laughed I. "I'll cut off the reef points! Rash? There won't be a +skipper can carry sail with me! I'll get the fish--an' I'll see to it +that my masters does. Then I'll push our trade north an' south. Ay, I +will! Oh, I knows what I'll do, Bessie, for I been talkin' with the +doctor, an' we got it split an' dried. Hard work an' fair dealing, mum; +that's what's t' do it. Our father's way, mum: honest scales on the +wharf an' full weight at the counter. 'Twill be that or bust----" + +"Why, Davy," she exclaimed, her eyes flashing, "you're talkin' like a +growed man!" + +"Ay, ecod!" I boasted, flattered by the inference, "'twill not be many +years afore we does more trade in our harbour than they does at the big +stores o' Wayfarer's Tickle." + +A low growl, coming from the shadows in the hall, brought me to a full +stop; and upon the heels of that a fantastic ejaculation: + +"Scuttle me!" + +So sudden and savage the outburst, so raucous the voice, so charged with +angry chagrin--the whole so incongruous with soft dreams and evening +light--that 'twas in a shiver of terror my sister and I turned to +discover whose presence had disturbed us. + + * * * * * + +The intruder stood in the door--a stubby, grossly stout man, +thin-legged, thick-necked, all body and beard: clad below in tight +trousers, falling loose, however, over the boots; swathed above in an +absurdly inadequate pea-jacket, short in the sleeves and buttoned tight +over a monstrous paunch, which laboured (and that right sturdily) to +burst the bonds of its confinement, but succeeded only in creating a +vast confusion of wrinkles. His attitude was that of a man for the +moment amazed beyond utterance: his head was thrown back, so that of his +face nothing was to be seen but a short, ragged growth of iron-gray +beard and a ridge of bushy eyebrow; his hands were plunged deep in his +trousers pockets, which the fists distended; his legs, the left deformed +(being bent inward at the knee), were spread wide. In the shadows beyond +lurked a huge dog--a mighty, sullen beast, which came stepping up, with +lowered head, to peer at us from between his master's legs. + +"I'll be scuttled," said the man, bringing his head forward with a jerk, +"if the little cock wouldn't cut into the trade o' Wayfarer's Tickle!" + +Having thus in a measure mastered his amazement (and not waiting to be +bidden), he emerged from the obscurity of the doorway, advanced, limping +heavily, and sat himself in my father's chair, from which, his bandy +legs comfortably hanging from the table, where he had disposed his feet, +he regarded me in a way so sinister--with a glance so fixed and +ill-intentioned--that his great, hairy face, malformed and mottled, is +clear to me to this day, to its last pimple and wrinkle, its bulbous, +flaming nose and bloodshot eyes, as though 'twere yesterday I saw it. +And there he sat, puffing angrily, blowing his nose like a whale, +scowling, ejaculating, until (as I've no doubt) he conceived us to have +been reduced to a condition of trepidation wherein he might most easily +overmaster us. + +"Scuttled!" he repeated, fetching his paunch a resounding thwack. +"Bored!" + +Thereupon he drew from the depths of his trousers pocket a disreputable +clay pipe, filled it, got it alight, noisily puffed it, darting little +glances at my sister and me the while, in the way of one outraged--now +of reproach, now of righteous indignation, now betraying uttermost +disappointment--for all the world as though he had been pained to +surprise us in the thick of a conspiracy to wrong him, but, being of a +meek and most forgiving disposition, would overlook the offense, though +'twas beyond his power, however willing the spirit, to hide the wound +our guilt had dealt him. Whatever the object of this display, it gave me +a great itching to retreat behind my sister's skirts, for fear and +shame. And, as it appeared, he was quick to conjecture my feeling: for +at once he dropped the fantastic manner and proceeded to a quiet and +appallingly lucid statement of his business. + +"I'm Jagger o' Wayfarer's Tickle," said he, "an' I'm come t' take over +this trade." + +"'Tis not for sale," my sister answered. + +"I wants the trade o' this harbour," said he, ignoring her, "on my +books. An' I got t' have it." + +"We're wantin' my father's business," my sister persisted, but faintly +now, "for Davy, when he's growed." + +"I'm able t' buy you out," Jagger pursued, addressing the ceiling, "or +run you out. 'Tis cheaper an' quicker t' buy you out. Now," dropping his +eyes suddenly to my sister's, "how much are you askin' for this here +trade?" + +"'Tis not for sale." + +"Not for sale?" roared he, jumping up. + +"No, zur," she gasped. + +"If I can't buy it," he cried, in a rage, driving the threat home with +an oath peculiarly unfit for the ears of women, "I'll break it!" + +Which brought tears to my tender sister's eyes; whereupon, with a good +round oath to match his own, I flew at him, in a red passion, and, being +at all times agile and now moved to extraordinary effort, managed to +inflict some damage on his shins before he was well aware of my +intention--and that so painful that he yelped like a hurt cur. But he +caught me by the arms, which he jammed against my ribs, lifted me high, +cruelly shaking me, and sat me on the edge of the table in a fashion so +sudden and violent that my teeth came together with a snap: having done +which, he trapped my legs with his paunch, and thus held me in durance +impotent and humiliating, so that I felt mean, indeed, to come to such +a pass after an attack impetuously undertaken and executed with no +little gallantry and effect. And he brought his face close to mine, his +eyes flaring and winking with rage, his lips lifted from his yellow, +broken teeth; and 'twas in his mind, as I perceived, to beat me as I had +never been beaten before. + +"Ye crab!" he began. "Ye little----" + +"The dog!" my sister screamed. + +'Twas timely warning: for the dog was crouched in the hall, his muscles +taut for the spring, his king-hairs bristling, his fangs exposed. + +"Down!" shrieks Jagger. + +The diversion released me. Jagger sprang away; and I saw, in a flash, +that his concern was not for me, but for himself, upon whom the dog's +baleful glance was fastened. There was now no ring of mastery in his +voice, as there had been on the mail-boat, but the shiver of panic; and +this, it may be, the dog detected, for he settled more alertly, pawing +the floor with his forefeet, as though seeking firmer foothold from +which to leap. As once before, I wished the beast well in the issue; +indeed, I hoped 'twould be the throat and a fair grip! But Jagger caught +a billet of wood from the box, and, with a hoarse, stifled +cry--frightful to hear--drew back to throw. Then the doctor's light +step sounded in the hall, and in he came, brushing past the dog, which +slunk away into the shadows. For a moment he regarded us curiously, and +then, his brows falling in a quick frown, he laid his medicine case on +my sister's sewing-machine, with never a word, and went to the window, +where he stood idle, gazing out over the darkening prospect of sea and +rock and upon great clouds flushed with lurid colour. + +There was silence in the room--which none of us who waited found the +will to break. + +"Jagger"--said the doctor. + +The voice was low--almost a drawl--but mightily authoritative: being +without trace of feeling, but superior to passion, majestic. + +"Ay, sir?" + +"Go!" + +The doctor still stood with his back to us, still gazed, continuing +tranquil, through the broad window to the world without. And Jagger, +overmastered by this confident assumption of authority, went away, as he +was bidden, casting backward glances, ominous of machinations to come. + + * * * * * + +What Jagger uttered on my father's wharf--what on the deck of the sloop +while he moored his dog to the windlass for a beating--what he flung +back while she gathered way--strangely moved Tom Tot, who hearkened, +spellbound, until the last words of it (and the last yelp of the dog) +were lost in the distance of North Tickle: it impelled the old man (as +he has said many a time) to go wash his hands. But 'tis of small moment +beside what the doctor said when informed of the occurrences in our +house: being this, that he must have a partnership in our firm, because, +first, it was in his heart to help my sister and me, who had been kind +to him and were now like sheep fallen in with a wolf-pack, and second, +because by thus establishing himself on the coast he might avert the +suspicion of the folk from such good works as he had in contemplation. + +"More than that," said he, "we will prove fair dealing possible here as +elsewhere. It needs but courage and--money." + +"I'm thinkin'," my sister said, "that Davy has the courage." + +"And I," said he, "have the money." + +I was very glad to hear it. + + + + +XVI + +A MALADY of The HEART + + +In the firelight of that evening--when the maids had cleared the cozy +room and carried away the lamp and we three sat alone together in my +father's house--was planned our simple partnership in good works and the +fish business. 'Tis wonderful what magic is abroad at such times--what +dreams, what sure hopes, lie in the flickering blaze, the warm, red +glow, the dancing shadows; what fine aspirations unfold in hearts that +are brave and hopeful and kind. Presently, we had set a fleet of new +schooners afloat, put a score of new traps in the water, proved +fair-dealing and prosperity the selfsame thing, visited the sick of five +hundred miles, established a hospital--transformed our wretched coast, +indeed, into a place no longer ignorant of jollity and thrift and +healing. The doctor projected all with lively confidence--his eyes +aflash, his lean, white hand eloquent, his tongue amazingly active and +persuasive--and with an insight so sagacious and well-informed, a +purpose so pure and wise, that he revealed himself (though we did not +think of it then) not only as a man of heart but of conspicuous sense. +It did not enter our minds to distrust him: because our folk are not +sophisticated in polite overreaching, not given to the vice of +suspicion, and because--well, he was what he was. + +My sister's face was aglow--most divinely radiant--with responsive faith +and enthusiasm; and as for me---- + +"Leave me get down," I gasped, at last, to the doctor, "or I'll bust +with delight, by heaven!" + +He laughed, but unclasped his hands and let me slip from his knee; and +then I began to strut the floor, my chest puffed out to twice its +natural extent. + +"By heaven!" I began. "If that Jagger----" + +The clock struck ten. "David Roth," my sister exclaimed, lifting her +hands in mock horror, "'tis fair scandalous for a lad o' your years t' +be up 't this hour!" + +"Off to bed with you, you rascal!" roared the doctor. + +"I'll not go," I protested. + +"Off with you!" + +"Not I." + +"Catch un, doctor!" cried my sister. + +"An you can, zur!" I taunted. + +If he could? Ecod! He snatched at me, quick as a cat; but I dodged his +hand, laughed in his face and put the table between us. With an agility +beyond compare--with a flow of spirits like a gale of wind--he vaulted +the broad board. The great, grave fellow appeared of a sudden to my +startled vision in midair--his arms and legs at sixes and sevens--his +coat-tails flapping like a loose sail--his mouth wide open in a +demoniacal whoop--and I dropped to the floor but in the bare nick of +time to elude him. Uproarious pursuit ensued: it made my sister limp and +pain-stricken and powerless with laughter; it brought our two maids from +the kitchen and kept them hysterically screaming in the doorway, the +lamp at a fearsome angle; it tumbled the furniture about with rollicking +disregard, led the doctor a staggering, scrambling, leaping course in +the midst of upturned tables and chairs, and, at last, ran the gasping +quarry to earth under the sofa. I was taken out by the heels, +shouldered, carried aloft and flung sprawling on my bed--while the whole +house rang again with peal upon peal of hearty laughter. + +"Oh, zur," I groaned, "I never knowed you was so jolly!" + +"Not so?" + +"On my word, zur!" + +He sighed. + +"I fancied you was never but sad." + +"Ah, well," said he, "the Labrador, Davy, is evidently working a cure." + +"God be thanked for that!" said I, devoutly. + +He rumpled my hair and went out. And I bade him send my sister with the +candle; and while I lay waiting in the dark a glow of content came upon +me--because of this: that whereas I had before felt woefully inadequate +to my sister's protection, however boastfully I had undertaken it, I was +now sure that in our new partnership her welfare and peace of heart were +to be accomplished. Then she came in and sat with me while I got ready +for bed. She had me say my prayers at her knee, as a matter of course, +but this night hinted that an additional petition for the doctor's +well-doing and happiness might not be out of place. She chided me, after +that, for the temper I had shown against Jagger and for the oath I had +flung at his head, as I knew she would--but did not chide me heartily, +because, as she said, she was for the moment too gratefully happy to +remember my short-comings against me. I thanked her, then, for this +indulgence, and told her that she might go to bed, for I was safely and +comfortably bestowed, as she could see, and ready for sleep; but she +would not go, and there sat, with the candle in her hand, her face +flushed and her great blue eyes soulfully glowing, while she continued +to chatter in an incoherent and strangely irrelevant fashion: so that, +astonished into broad wakefulness by this extraordinary behaviour, I sat +bolt upright in bed, determined to discover the cause. + +"Bessie Roth," said I, severely, "what's come upon you?" + +"I'm not knowin', Davy," she answered, softly, looking away. + +"'Tis somewhat awful, then," said I, in alarm, "for you're not lookin' +me in the eye." + +She looked then in her lap--and did not raise her eyes, though I waited: +which was very strange. + +"You isn't sick, is you?" + +"No-o," she answered, doubtfully. + +"Oh, you _mustn't_ get sick," I protested. "'Twould _never_ do. I'd fair +die--if _you_ got sick!" + +"'Tisn't sickness; 'tis--I'm not knowin' what." + +"Ah, come," I pleaded; "what is it, dear?" + +"Davy, lad," she faltered, "I'm just--dreadful--happy." + +"Happy?" cried I, scornfully. "'Tis not happiness! Why, sure, your lip +is curlin' with grief!" + +"But I _was_ happy." + +"You isn't happy now, my girl." + +"No," she sobbed, "I'm wonderful miserable--now." + +I kicked off the covers. "You've the fever, that's what!" I exclaimed, +jumping out of bed. + +"'Tis not that, Davy." + +"Then--oh, for pity's sake, Bessie, tell your brother what's gone wrong +along o' you!" + +"I'm thinkin', Davy," she whispered, despairingly, "that I'm nothin' but +a sinful woman." + +"A--what! Why, Bessie----" + +"Nothin'," she repeated, positively, "but a sinful, wicked person." + +"Who told you that?" said I, dancing about in a rage. + +"My own heart." + +"Your heart!" cried I, blind angry. "'Tis a liar an it says so." + +"What words!" she exclaimed, changed in a twinkling. "An' to your +sister! Do you get back in bed this instant, David Roth, an' tell her +that you're sorry." + +I was loath to do it, but did, to pacify her; and when she had carried +away the candle I chuckled, for I had cured her of her indisposition for +that night, at any rate: as I knew, for when she kissed me 'twas plain +that she was more concerned for her wayward brother than for herself. + + * * * * * + +Past midnight I was awakened by the clang of the bell on my father's +wharf. 'Twas an unpleasant sound. Half a gale--no less--could do it. I +then knew that the wind had freshened and veered to the southeast; and +I listened to determine how wild the night. Wild enough! The bell +clanged frequently, sharply, jangling in the gusts--like an anxious +warning. My window was black; there was no light in the sky--no star +shining. Rain pattered on the roof. I heard the rush of wind. 'Twas +inevitable that I should contrast the quiet of the room, the security of +my place, the comfort of my couch and blankets, with a rain-swept, +heaving deck and a tumultuous sea. A gusty night, I thought--thick, wet, +with the wind rising. The sea would be in a turmoil on the grounds by +dawn: there would be no fishing; and I was regretting this--between +sleep and waking--when the bell again clanged dolefully. Roused, in a +measure, I got ear of men stumbling up the path. I was into my breeches +before they had trampled half the length of the platform--well on my way +down the dark stair when they knocked on the door--standing scared in +the light of their lantern, the door open, before they found time to +hail. + +I was addressed by a gray old man in ragged oilskins. "We heared tell," +said he, mildly, wiping his dripping beard, "that you got a doctor +here." + +I said that we had. + +"Well," he observed, in a dull, slow voice, "we got a sick man over +there t' Wreck Cove." + +"Ay?" said I. + +"An' we was sort o' wonderin', wasn't we, Skipper Tom," another put in, +"how much this doctor would be askin' t' go over an' cure un?" + +"Well, ay," the skipper admitted, taking off his sou'wester to scratch +his head, "we _did_ kind o' have that idea." + +"'Tis a wild night," said I: in my heart doubting--and that with +shame--that the doctor would venture out upon the open sea in a gale of +wind. + +"'Tis _not_ very civil," said the skipper frankly. "I'm free t' say," in +a drawl, "that 'tis--well--rather--dirty." + +"An' he isn't got used t' sailin' yet. But----" + +"No?" in mild wonder. "Isn't he, now? Well, we got a stout little skiff. +Once she gets past the Thirty Devils, she'll maybe make Wreck Cove, all +right--if she's handled proper. Oh, she'll maybe make it if----" + +"Davy!" my sister called from above. "Do you take the men through t' the +kitchen. I'll rouse the doctor an' send the maids down t' make tea." + +"Well, now, thank you kindly, miss," Skipper Tom called up to the +landing. "That's wonderful kind." + +It was a familiar story--told while the sleepy maids put the kettle on +the fire and the fury of the gale increased. 'Twas the schooner _Lucky +Fisherman_, thirty tons, Tom Lisson master, hailing from Burnt Harbour +of the Newfoundland Green Bay, and fishing the Labrador at Wreck Cove, +with a tidy catch in the hold and four traps in the water. There had +been a fine run o' fish o' late; an' Bill Sparks, the splitter--with a +brood of ten children to grow fat or go hungry on the venture--labouring +without sleep and by the light of a flaring torch, had stabbed his right +hand with a fish bone. The old, old story--now so sadly threadbare to +me--of ignorance and uncleanliness! The hand was swollen to a wonderful +size and grown wonderful angry--the man gone mad of pain--the crew +contemplating forcible amputation with an axe. Wonderful sad the +mail-boat doctor wasn't nowhere near! Wonderful sad if Bill Sparks must +lose his hand! Bill Sparks was a wonderful clever hand with the +splittin'-knife--able t' split a wonderful sight o' fish a minute. +Wonderful sad if Bill Sparks's family was to be throwed on the gov'ment +all along o' Bill losin' his right hand! Wonderful sad if poor Bill +Sparks---- + +The doctor entered at that moment. "Who is asking for me?" he demanded, +sharply. + +"Well," Skipper Tom drawled, rising, "we was thinkin' we'd sort o' like +t' see the doctor." + +"I am he," the doctor snapped. "Yes?" inquiringly. + +"We was wonderin', doctor," Skipper Tom answered, abashed, "what you'd +charge t' go t' Wreck Cove an'--an'--well, use the knife on a man's +hand." + +"Charge? Nonsense!" + +"We'd like wonderful well," said the skipper, earnestly, "t' have +you----" + +"But--_to-night_!" + +"You see, zur," said the skipper, gently, "he've wonderful pain, an' +he've broke everything breakable that we got, an' we've got un locked in +the fo'c's'le, an'----" + +"Where's Wreck Cove?" + +"'Tis t' the s'uth'ard, zur," one of the men put in. "Some twelve miles +beyond the Thirty Devils." + +The doctor opened the kitchen door and stepped out. There was no doubt +about the weather. A dirty gale was blowing. Wind and rain drove in from +the black night; and, under all the near and petty noises, sounded the +great, deep roar of breakers. + +"Hear that?" he asked, excitedly, closing the door against the wind. + +"Ay," the skipper admitted; "as I was tellin' the young feller, it +_isn't_ so _very_ civil." + +"Civil!" cried the doctor. + +"No; not so civil that it mightn't be a bit civiller; but, now----" + +"And twelve miles of open sea!" + +"No, zur--no; not accordin' t' my judgment. Eleven an' a half, zur, +would cover it." + +The doctor laughed. + +"An', as I was sayin', zur," the skipper concluded, pointedly, "we just +come through it." + +My sister and I exchanged anxious glances: then turned again to the +doctor--who continued to stare at the floor. + +"Just," one of the crew repeated, blankly, for the silence was painful, +"come through it." + +The doctor looked up. "Of course, you know," he began, quietly, with a +formal smile, "I am not--accustomed to this sort of--professional call. +It--rather--takes my breath away. When do we start?" + +Skipper Tom took a look at the weather. "Blowin' up wonderful," he +observed, quietly, smoothing his long hair, which the wind had put awry. +"Gets real dirty long about the Thirty Devils in the dark. Don't it, +Will?" + +Will said that it did--indeed, it did--no doubt about that, _what_ever. + +"I s'pose," the skipper drawled, in conclusion, "we'd as lief get +underway at dawn." + +"Very good," said the doctor. "And--you were asking about my fee--were +you not? You'll have to pay, you know--if you can--for I believe +in--that sort of thing. Could you manage three dollars?" + +"We was 'lowin'," the skipper answered, "t' pay about seven when we sold +the v'y'ge in the fall. 'Tis a wonderful bad hand Bill Sparks has got." + +"Let it be seven," said the doctor, quickly. "The balance may go, you +know, to help some poor devil who hasn't a penny. Send it to me in the +fall if----" + +The skipper looked up in mild inquiry. + +"Well," said the doctor, with a nervous smile, "if we're all here, you +know." + +"Oh," said the skipper, with a large wave of the hand, "_that's God's_ +business." + +They put out at dawn--into a sea as wild as ever I knew an open boat to +brave. The doctor bade us a merry good-bye; and he waved his hand, +shouting that which the wind swept away, as the boat darted off towards +South Tickle. My sister and I went to the heads of Good Promise to watch +the little craft on her way. The clouds were low and black--torn by the +wind--driving up from the southwest like mad: threatening still heavier +weather. We followed the skiff with my father's glass--saw her beat +bravely on, reeling through the seas, smothered in spray--until she was +but a black speck on the vast, angry waste, and, at last, vanished +altogether in the spume and thickening fog. Then we went back to my +father's house, prayerfully wishing the doctor safe voyage to Wreck +Cove; and all that day, and all the next, while the gale still blew, my +sister was nervous and downcast, often at the window, often on the +heads, forever sighing as she went about the work of the house. And when +I saw her thus distraught and colourless--no warm light in her eyes--no +bloom on her dimpled cheeks--no merry smile lurking about the corners of +her sweet mouth--I was fretted beyond description; and I determined +this: that when the doctor got back from Wreck Cove I should report her +case to him, whether she liked it or not, with every symptom I had +observed, and entreat him, by the love and admiration in which I held +him, to cure her of her malady, whatever the cost. + + * * * * * + +On the evening of the third day, when the sea was gone down and the wind +was blowing fair and mild from the south, I sat with my sister at the +broad window, where was the outlook upon great hills, and upon sombre +water, and upon high, glowing sky--she in my mother's rocker, placidly +sewing, as my mother used to do, and I pitifully lost in my father's +armchair, covertly gazing at her, in my father's way. + +"Is you better, this even, sister, dear?" I asked. + +"Oh, ay," she answered, vehemently, as my mother used to do. "Much +better." + +"You're wonderful poorly." + +"'Tis true," she said, putting the thread between her white little +teeth. "But," the strand now broken, "though you'd not believe it, Davy, +dear, I'm feeling--almost--nay, quite--well." + +I doubted it. "'Tis a strange sickness," I observed, with a sigh. + +"Yes, Davy," she said, her voice falling, her lips pursed, her brows +drawn down. "I'm not able t' make it out, at all. I'm feelin'--so +wonderful--queer." + +"Is you, dear?" + +"Davy Roth," she averred, with a wag of the head so earnest that strands +of flaxen hair fell over her eyes, and she had to brush them back again, +"I never felt so queer in all my life afore!" + +"I'm dreadful worried about you, Bessie." + +"Hut! as for that," said she, brightly, "I'm not thinkin' I'm goin' t' +_die_, Davy." + +"Sure, you never can tell about sickness," I sagely observed. + +"Oh, no!" said she. "I isn't got that--kind o'--sickness." + +"Well," I insisted, triumphantly, "you're wonderful shy o' eatin' pork." + +She shuddered. + +"I wished I knowed what you had," I exclaimed impatiently. + +"I wished you did," she agreed, frankly, if somewhat faintly. "For, +then, Davy, you'd give me a potion t' cure me." + +She drew back the curtain--for the hundredth time, I vow--and peered +towards South Tickle. + +"What you lookin' for?" I asked. + +"I was thinkin', Davy," she said, still gazing through the window, "that +Skipper Zach Tupper might be comin' in from the Last Chance grounds with +a fish for breakfast." + +The Last Chance grounds? 'Twas ignorance beyond belief! "Bessie," I +said, with heat, "is you gone mad? Doesn't you know that no man in his +seven senses would fish the Last Chance grounds in a light southerly +wind? Why----" + +"Well," she interrupted, with a pretty pout, "you knows so well as me +that Zach Tupper haven't _got_ his seven senses." + +"Bessie!" + +She peeked towards South Tickle again; and then--what a wonder-worker +the divine malady is!--she leaned eagerly forward, her sewing falling +unheeded to the floor; and her soft breast rose and fell to a rush of +sweet emotion, and her lips parted in delicious wonderment, and the +blood came back to her cheeks, and her dimples were no longer pathetic, +but eloquent of sweetness and innocence, and her eyes turned moist and +brilliant, glowing with the glory of womanhood first recognized, tender +and pure. Ah, my sister--lovely in person but lovelier far in heart and +mind--adorably innocent--troubled and destined to infinitely deeper +distress before the end--brave and true and hopeful through all the +chequered course of love! You had not known, dear heart, but then +discovered, all in a heavenly flash, what sickness you suffered of. + +"Davy!" she whispered. + +"Ay, dear?" + +"I'm knowin'--now--what ails me." + +I sat gazing at her in love and great awe. "'Tis not a wickedness, +Bessie," I declared. + +"No, no!" + +"'Tis not that. No, no! I knows 'tis not a sin." + +"'Tis a holy thing," she said, turning, her eyes wide and solemn. + +"A holy thing?" + +"Ay--holy!" + +I chanced to look out of the window. "Ecod!" I cried. "The Wreck Cove +skiff is in with Doctor Luke!" + +Unfeeling, like all lads--in love with things seen--I ran out. + + * * * * * + +The doctor came ashore at the wharf in a state of wild elation. He made +a rush for me, caught me up, called to the crew of the skiff to come to +the house for tea--then shouldered me, against my laughing protest, and +started up the path. + +"I'm back, safe and sound," cried he. "Davy, I have been to Wreck Cove +and back." + +"An' you're wonderful happy," cried I, from the uncertain situation of +his shoulder. + +"Happy? That's the word, Davy. I'm happy! And why?" + +"Tell me." + +"I've done a good deed. I've saved a man's right hand. I've done a good +deed for once," he repeated, between his teeth, "by God!" + +There was something contagious in all this; and (I say it by way of +apology) I was ever the lad to catch at a rousing phrase. + +"A good deed!" I exclaimed. "By God, you'll do----" + +He thrashed me soundly on the spot. + + + + +XVII + +HARD PRACTICE + + +I bore him no grudge--the chastisement had been fairly deserved: for +then, being loosed from parental restraint, I was by half too fond of +aping the ways and words of full-grown men; and I was not unaware of the +failing. However, the prediction on the tip of my tongue--that he would +live to do many another good deed--would have found rich fulfillment had +it been spoken. It was soon noised the length of the coast that a doctor +dwelt in our harbour--one of good heart and skill and courage: to whom +the sick of every station might go for healing. In short space the +inevitable came upon us: punts put in for the doctor at unseasonable +hours, desperately reckless of weather; schooners beat up with men lying +ill or injured in the forecastles; the folk of the neighbouring ports +brought their afflicted to be miraculously restored, and ingenuously +quartered their dying upon us. A wretched multitude emerged from the +hovels--crying, "Heal us!" And to every varied demand the doctor freely +responded, smiling heartily, God bless him! spite of wind and weather: +ready, active, merry, untiring--sad but when the only gift he bore was +that of tender consolation. + + * * * * * + +One night there came a maid from Punch Bowl Harbour. My sister sent her +to the shop, where the doctor was occupied with the accounts of our +business, myself to keep him company. 'Twas a raw, black night; and she +entered with a gust of wind, which fluttered the doctor's papers, set +the lamp flaring, and, at last, escaped by way of the stove to the gale +from which it had strayed. + +"Is you the doctor?" she gasped. + +She stood with her back against the door, one hand still on the knob and +the other shading her eyes--a slender slip of a girl, her head covered +with a shawl, now dripping. Whisps of wet black hair clung to her +forehead, and rain-drops lay in the flushed hollows of her cheeks. + +"I am," the doctor answered, cheerily, rising from his work. + +"Well, zur," said she, "I'm Tim Hodd's maid, zur, an' I'm just come from +the Punch Bowl in the bait-skiff, zur--for healin'." + +"And what, my child," asked the doctor, sympathetically, "may be the +matter with you?" + +Looking back--with the added knowledge that I have--it seems to me that +he had no need to ask the question. The flush and gasp told the story +well enough, quite well enough: the maid was dying of consumption. + +"Me lights is floatin', zur," she answered. + +"Your lights?" + +"Ay, zur," laying a hand on her chest. "They're floatin' wonderful high. +I been tryin' t' kape un down; but, zur, 'tis no use, at all." + +With raised eyebrows the doctor turned to me. "What does she mean, +Davy," he inquired, "by her 'lights'?" + +"I'm not well knowin'," said I; "but if 'tis what _we_ calls 'lights,' +'tis what _you_ calls 'lungs.'" + +The doctor turned sadly to the maid. + +"I been takin' shot, zur, t' weight un down," she went on; "but, zur, +'tis no use, at all. An' Jim Butt's my man," she added, hurriedly, in a +low voice. "I'm t' be married to un when he comes up from the Narth. +Does you think----" + +She paused--in embarrassment, perhaps: for it may be that it was the +great hope of this maid, as it is of all true women of our coast, to +live to be the mother of sons. + +"Go on," the doctor quietly said. + +"Oh, does you think, zur," she said, clasping her hands, a sob in her +voice, "that you can cure me--afore the fleet--gets home?" + +"Davy," said the doctor, hoarsely, "go to your sister. I must have a +word with this maid--alone." I went away. + + * * * * * + +We caught sight of the _Word of the Lord_ beating down from the south in +light winds--and guessed her errand--long before that trim little +schooner dropped anchor in the basin. The skipper came ashore for +healing of an angry abscess in the palm of his hand. Could the doctor +cure it? To be sure--the doctor could do _that_! The man had suffered +sleepless agony for five days; he was glad that the doctor could ease +his pain--glad that he was soon again to be at the fishing. Thank God, +he was to be cured! + +"I have only to lance and dress it," said the doctor. "You will have +relief at once." + +"Not the knife," the skipper groaned. "Praise God, I'll not have the +knife!" + +It was the doctor's first conflict with the strange doctrines of our +coast. I still behold--as I lift my eyes from the page--his astonishment +when he was sternly informed that the way of the Lord was not the way of +a surgeon with a knife. Nor was the austere old fellow to be moved. The +lance, said he, was an invention of the devil himself--its use plainly a +defiance of the purposes of the Creator. Thank God! he had been reared +by a Christian father of the old school. + +"No, no, doctor!" he declared, his face contorted by pain. "I'm thankin' +you kindly; but I'm not carin' t' interfere with the decrees o' +Providence." + +"But, man," cried the doctor, "I _must_----" + +"No!" doggedly. "I'll not stand in the Lard's way. If 'tis His will for +me t' get better, I'll get better, I s'pose. If 'tis His blessed will +for me t' die," he added, reverently, "I'll have t' die." + +"I give you my word," said the doctor, impatiently, "that if that hand +is not lanced you'll be dead in three days." + +The man looked off to his schooner. + +"Three days," the doctor repeated. + +"I'm wonderful sorry," sighed the skipper, "but I got t' stand by the +Lard." + +And he _was_ dead--within three days, as we afterwards learned: even as +the doctor had said. + + * * * * * + +Once, when the doctor was off in haste to Cuddy Cove to save the life of +a mother of seven--the Cuddy Cove men had without a moment's respite +pulled twelve miles against a switch of wind from the north and were +streaming sweat when they landed--once, when the doctor was thus about +his beneficent business, a woman from Bowsprit Head brought her child +to be cured, incredulous of the physician's power, but yet desperately +seeking, as mothers will. She came timidly--her ailing child on her +bosom, where, as it seemed to me, it had lain complaining since she gave +it birth. + +"I'm thinkin' he'll die," she told my sister. + +My sister cried out against this hopelessness. 'Twas not kind to the +dear Lord, said she, thus to despair. + +"They says t' Bowsprit Head," the woman persisted, "that he'll die in a +fit. I'm--I'm--not wantin' him," she faltered, "t' die--like that." + +"No, no! He'll not!" + +She hushed the child in a mechanical way--being none the less tender and +patient the while--as though her arms were long accustomed to the +burden, her heart used to the pain. + +"There haven't ever been no child," said she, looking up, after a +moment, "like this--afore--t' Bowsprit Head." + +My sister was silent. + +"No," the woman sighed; "not like this one." + +"Come, come, ma'm!" I put in, confidently. "Do you leave un t' the +doctor. _He'll_ cure un." + +She looked at me quickly. "What say?" she said, as though she had not +understood. + +"I says," I repeated, "that the doctor will cure that one." + +"Cure un?" she asked, blankly. + +"That he will!" + +She smiled--and looked up to the sky, smiling still, while she pressed +the infant to her breast. "They isn't nobody," she whispered, "not +nobody, ever said that--afore--about my baby!" + +Next morning we sat her on the platform to wait for the doctor, who had +now been gone three days. "He does better in the air," said she. +"He--he-_needs_ air!" It was melancholy weather--thick fog, with a +drizzle of rain: the wind in the east, fretful and cold. All morning +long she rocked the child in her arms: now softly singing to him--now +vainly seeking to win a smile--now staring vacantly into the mist, +dreaming dull dreams, while he lay in her lap. + +"He isn't come through the tickle, have he?" she asked, when I came up +from the shop at noon. + +"He've not been sighted yet." + +"I'm thinkin' he'll be comin' soon." + +"Ay; you'll not have t' wait much longer." + +"I'm not mindin' _that_," said she, "for I'm used t' waitin'." + +The doctor came in from the sea at evening--when the wind had freshened +to a gale, blowing bitter cold. He had been for three days and nights +fighting without sleep for the life of that mother of seven--and had +won! Ay, she had pulled through; she was now resting in the practiced +care of the Cuddy Cove women, whose knowledge of such things had been +generously increased. The ragged, sturdy seven still had a mother to +love and counsel them. The Cuddy Cove men spoke reverently of the deed +and the man who had done it. Tired? The doctor laughed. Not he! Why, he +had been asleep under a tarpaulin all the way from Cuddy Cove! And +Skipper Elisha Timbertight had handled the skiff in the high seas so +cleverly, so tenderly, so watchfully--what a marvellous hand it +was!--that the man under the tarpaulin had not been awakened until the +nose of the boat touched the wharf piles. But the doctor was hollow-eyed +and hoarse, staggering of weariness, but cheerfully smiling, as he went +up the path to talk with the woman from Bowsprit Head. + +"You are waiting for me?" he asked. + +She was frightened--by his accent, his soft voice, his gentle manner, to +which the women of our coast are not used. But she managed to stammer +that her baby was sick. + +"'Tis his throat," she added. + +The child was noisily fighting for breath. He gasped, writhed in her +lap, struggled desperately for air, and, at last, lay panting. She +exposed him to the doctor's gaze--a dull-eyed, scrawny, ugly babe: such +as mothers wish to hide from sight. + +"He've always been like that," she said. "He's wonderful sick. I've +fetched un here t' be cured." + +"A pretty child," said the doctor. + +'Twas a wondrous kind lie--told with such perfect dissimulation that it +carried the conviction of truth. + +"What say?" she asked, leaning forward. + +"A pretty child," the doctor repeated, very distinctly. + +"They don't say that t' Bowsprit Head, zur." + +"Well--_I_ say it!" + +"I'll tell un so!" she exclaimed, joyfully. "I'll tell un you said so, +zur, when I gets back t' Bowsprit Head. For nobody--nobody, zur--ever +said that afore--about my baby!" + +The child stirred and complained. She lifted him from her lap--rocked +him--hushed him--drew him close, rocking him all the time. + +"Have you another?" + +"No, zur; 'tis me first." + +"And does he talk?" the doctor asked. + +She looked up--in a glow of pride. And she flushed gloriously while she +turned her eyes once more upon the gasping, ill-featured babe upon her +breast. + +"He said 'mama'--once!" she answered. + +In the fog--far, far away, in the distances beyond Skull Island, which +were hidden--the doctor found at that moment some strange interest. + +"Once?" he asked, his face still turned away. + +"Ay, zur," she solemnly declared. "I calls my God t' witness! I'm not +makin' believe, zur," she went on, with rising excitement. "They says t' +Bowsprit Head that I dreamed it, zur, but I knows I didn't. 'Twas at the +dawn. He lay here, zur--here, zur--on me breast. I was wide awake, +zur--waitin' for the day. Oh, he said it, zur," she cried, crushing the +child to her bosom. "I heared un say it! 'Mama!' says he." + +"When I have cured him," said the doctor, gently, "he will say more than +that." + +"What say?" she gasped. + +"When I have taken--something--out of his throat--with my knife--he will +be able to say much more than that. When he has grown a little older, he +will say, 'Mama, I loves you!'" + +The woman began to cry. + + * * * * * + +There is virtue for the city-bred, I fancy, in the clean salt air and +simple living of our coast--and, surely, for every one, everywhere, a +tonic in the performance of good deeds. Hard practice in fair and foul +weather worked a vast change in the doctor. Toil and fresh air are +eminent physicians. The wonder of salty wind and the hand-to-hand +conflict with a northern sea! They gave him health, a clear-eyed, brown, +deep-breathed sort of health, and restored a strength, broad-shouldered +and lithe and playful, that was his natural heritage. With this new +power came joyous courage, indomitability of purpose, a restless +activity of body and mind. He no longer carried the suggestion of a +wrecked ship; however afflicted his soul may still have been, he was +now, in manly qualities, the man the good God designed--strong and +bonnie and tender-hearted: betraying no weakness in the duties of the +day. His plans shot far beyond our narrow prospect, shaming our +blindness and timidity, when he disclosed them; and his +interests--searching, insatiable, reflective--comprehended all that +touched our work and way of life: so that, as Tom Tot was moved to +exclaim, by way of an explosion of amazement, 'twas not long before he +had mastered the fish business, gill, fin and liver. And he went about +with hearty words on the tip of his tongue and a laugh in his gray +eyes--merry the day long, whatever the fortune of it. The children ran +out of the cottages to greet him as he passed by, and a multitude of +surly, ill-conditioned dogs, which yielded the road to no one else, +accepted him as a distinguished intimate. But still, and often--late in +the night--my sister and I lay awake listening to the disquieting fall +of his feet as he paced his bedroom floor. And sometimes I crept to his +door--and hearkened--and came away, sad that I had gone. + + * * * * * + +When--autumn being come with raw winds and darkened days--the doctor +said that he must go an errand south to St. John's and the Canadian +cities before winter settled upon our coast, I was beset by melancholy +fears that he would not return, but, enamoured anew of the glories of +those storied harbours, would abandon us, though we had come to love +him, with all our hearts. Skipper Tommy Lovejoy joined with my sister to +persuade me out of these drear fancies: which (said they) were +ill-conceived; for the doctor must depart a little while, else our plans +for the new sloop and little hospital (and our defense against Jagger) +would go all awry. Perceiving, then, that I would not be convinced, the +doctor took me walking on the bald old Watchman, and there shamed me for +mistrusting him: saying, afterwards, that though it might puzzle our +harbour and utterly confound his greater world, which must now be +informed, he had in truth cast his lot with us, for good and all, +counting his fortune a happy one, thus to come at last to a little +corner of the world where good impulses, elsewhere scrawny and +disregarded, now flourished lustily in his heart. Then with delight I +said that I would fly the big flag in welcome when the returning +mail-boat came puffing through the Gate. And scampering down the +Watchman went the doctor and I, hand in hand, mistrust fled, to the very +threshold of my father's house, where my sister waited, smiling to know +that all went well again. + +Past ten o'clock of a dismal night we sat waiting for the +mail-boat--unstrung by anxious expectation: made wretched by the sadness +of the parting. + +"There she blows, zur!" cried Skipper Tommy, jumping up. "We'd best get +aboard smartly, zur, for she'll never come through the Gate this dirty +night." + +The doctor rose, and looked, for a strained, silent moment, upon my dear +sister, but with what emotion, though it sounded the deeps of passion, I +could not then conjecture. He took her hand in both of his, and held it +tight, without speaking. She tried, dear heart! to meet his ardent +eyes--but could not. + +"I'm wishin' you a fine voyage, zur," she said, her voice fallen to a +tremulous whisper. + +He kissed the hand he held. + +"T' the south," she added, with a swift, wondering look into his eyes, +"an' back." + +"Child," he began with feeling, "I----" + +In some strange passion my sister stepped from him. "Call me that no +more!" she cried, her voice broken, her eyes wide and moist, her little +hands clinched. "Why, child!" the doctor exclaimed. "I----" + +"I'm _not_ a child!" + +The doctor turned helplessly to me--and I in bewilderment to my +sister--to whom, again, the doctor extended his hands, but now with a +frank smile, as though understanding that which still puzzled me. + +"Sister----" said he. + +"No, no!" + +'Twas my nature, it may be, then to have intervened; but I was mystified +and afraid--and felt the play of some great force, unknown and dreadful, +which had inevitably cut my sister off from me, her brother, keeping her +alone and helpless in the midst of it--and I quailed and kept silent. + +"Bessie!" + +She took his hand. "Good-bye, zur," she whispered, turning away, +flushed. + +"Good-bye!" + +The doctor went out, with a new mark upon him; and I followed, still +silent, thinking it a poor farewell my sister had given him, but yet +divining, serenely, that all this was beyond the knowledge of lads. I +did not know, when I bade the doctor farewell and Godspeed, that his +heart tasted such bitterness as, God grant! the hearts of men do seldom +feel, and that, nobility asserting itself, he had determined never again +to return: fearing to bring my sister the unhappiness of love, rather +than the joy of it. When I had put him safe aboard, I went back to the +house, where I found my sister sorely weeping--not for herself, she +sobbed, but for him, whom she had wounded. + + + + +XVIII + +SKIPPER TOMMY GETS A LETTER + + +It came from the north, addressed, in pale, sprawling characters, to +Skipper Tommy Lovejoy of our harbour--a crumpled, greasy, ill-odoured +missive: little enough like a letter from a lady, bearing (as we +supposed) a coy appeal to the tender passion. But---- + +"Ay, Davy," my sister insisted. "'Tis from _she_. Smell it for +yourself." + +I sniffed the letter. + +"Eh, Davy?" + +"Well, Bessie," I answered, doubtfully, "I'm not able t' call t' mind +this minute just how she _did_. But I'm free t' say," regarding the +streaks and thumb-marks with quick disfavour, "that it _looks_ a lot +like her." + +My sister smiled upon me with an air of loftiest superiority. "Smell it +again," said she. + +"Well," I admitted, after sniffing long and carefully, "I does seem t' +have got wind o'----" + +"There's no deceivin' a woman's nose," my sister declared, positively. +"'Tis a letter from the woman t' Wolf Cove." + +"Then," said I, with a frown, "we'd best burn it." + +She mused a moment. "He never got a letter afore," she said, looking up. + +"Not many folk has," I objected. + +"He'd be wonderful proud," she continued, "o' just gettin' a letter." + +"But she's a wily woman," I protested, in warning, "an' he's a most +obligin' man. I fair shiver t' think o' leadin' un into temptation." + +"'Twould do no harm, Davy," said she, "just t' _show_ un the letter." + +"'Tis a fearful responsibility t' take." + +"'Twould please un so!" she wheedled. + +"Ah, well!" I sighed. "You're a wonderful hand at gettin' your own way, +Bessie." + + * * * * * + +When the punts of our folk came sweeping through the tickles and the +Gate, in the twilight of that day, I went with the letter to the Rat +Hole: knowing that Skipper Tommy would by that time be in from the +Hook-an'-Line grounds; for the wind was blowing fair from that quarter. +I found the twins pitching the catch into the stage, with great +hilarity--a joyous, frolicsome pair: in happy ignorance of what +impended. They gave me jolly greeting: whereupon, feeling woefully +guilty, I sought the skipper in the house, where he had gone (they +said) to get out of his sea-boots. + +I was not disposed to dodge the issue. "Skipper Tommy," said I, bluntly, +"I got a letter for you." + +He stared. + +"'Tis no joke," said I, with a wag, "as you'll find, when you gets t' +know where 'tis from; but 'tis nothin' t' be scared of." + +"Was you sayin', Davy," he began, at last, trailing off into the silence +of utter amazement, "that you--been--gettin'--a----" + +"I was sayin'," I answered, "that the mail-boat left you a letter." + +He came close. "Was you sayin'," he whispered in my ear, with a jerk of +his head to the north, "that 'tis from----" + +I nodded. + +"_She?_" + +"Ay." + +He put his tongue in his cheek--and gave me a slow, sly wink. "Ecod!" +said he. + +I was then mystified by his strange behaviour: this occurring while he +made ready for the splitting-table. He chuckled, he tweaked his long +nose until it flared, he scratched his head, he sighed, he scowled, he +broke into vociferous laughter; and he muttered "Ecod!" an innumerable +number of times, voicing, thereby, the gamut of human emotions and the +degrees thereof, from lowest melancholy to a crafty sort of cynicism and +thence to the height of smug elation. And, presently, when he had peered +down the path to the stage, where the twins were forking the fish, he +approached, stepping mysteriously, his gigantic forefinger raised in a +caution to hush. + +"Davy," he whispered, "you isn't got that letter _aboard_ o' you, is +you?" + +My heart misgave me; but--I nodded. + +"Well, well!" cried he. "I'm thinkin'," he added, his surprise somewhat +mitigated by curiosity, "that you'll be havin' it in your jacket +pocket." + +"Ay," was my sharp reply; "but I'll not read it." + +"No, no!" said he, severely, lifting a protesting hand, which he had now +encased in a reeking splitting-mit. "I'd not _have_ you read it. Sure, +I'd never 'low _that_! Was you thinkin', David Roth," now so +reproachfully that my doubts seemed treasonable, "that I'd _want_ you +to? Me--that nibbled once? Not I, lad! But as you _does_ happen t' have +that letter in your jacket, you wouldn't mind me just takin' a _look_ at +it, would you?" + +I produced the crumpled missive--with a sigh: for the skipper's drift +was apparent. + +"My letter!" said he, gazing raptly. "Davy, lad, I'd kind o'--like +t'--just t'--_feel_ it. They wouldn't be no hurt in me _holdin'_ it, +would they?" + +I passed it over. + +"Now, Davy," he declared, his head on one side, the letter held gingerly +before him, "I wouldn't read that letter an I could. No, lad--not an I +could! But I've heared tell she had a deal o' l'arnin'; an' I'd kind +o'--like t'--take a peek inside. Just," he added, hurriedly, "t' see +what power she had for writin'." + +This pretense to a purely artistic interest in the production was +wondrously trying to the patience. + +"Skipper Davy," he went on, awkwardly, skippering me with a guile that +was shameless, "it bein' from a woman--bein' from a _woman_, now, says +I--'twould be no more 'n po-lite t' open it. Come, now, Davy!" he +challenged. "You wouldn't _say_ 'twould be more 'n po-lite, would you? +It bein' from a lone woman?" + +I made no answer: for, at that moment, I caught sight of the twins, +listening with open-mouthed interest from the threshold. + +"I wonders, Davy," the skipper confided, taking the leap, at last, "what +she've gone an' writ!" + +"Jacky," I burst out, in disgust, turning to the twins, "I just _knowed_ +he'd get t' wonderin'!" + +Skipper Tommy started: he grew shamefaced, all in a moment; and he +seemed now first conscious of guilty wishes. + +"Timmie," said Jacky, hoarsely, from the doorway, "she've writ." + +"Ay, Jacky," Timmie echoed, "she've certain gone an' done it." + +They entered. + +"I been--sort o'--gettin' a letter, lads," the skipper stammered: a hint +of pride in his manner. "It come ashore," he added, with importance, +"from the mail-boat." + +"Dad," Timmie asked, sorrowfully, "is you been askin' Davy t' read that +letter?" + +"Well, no, Timmie," the skipper drawled, tweaking his nose; "'tisn't +quite so bad. But I been wonderin'----" + +"Oh, is you!" Jacky broke in. "Timmie," said he, grinning, "dad's been +wonderin'!" + +"Is he?" Timmie asked, assuming innocence. "Wonderin'?" + +"Wasn't you sayin' so, dad?" + +"Well," the skipper admitted, "havin' _said_ so, I'll not gainsay it. I +_was_ wonderin'----" + +"An' you _knowin'_," sighed Timmie, "that you're an obligin' man!" + +"Dad," Jacky demanded, "didn't the Lard kindly send a switch o' wind +from the sou'east t' save you oncet?" + +The skipper blushed uneasily. + +"Does you think," Timmie pursued, "that He'll turn His hand _again_ t' +save you?" + +"Well----" + +"Look you, dad," said Jacky, "isn't you got in trouble enough all along +o' wonderin' too much?" + +"Well," the skipper exclaimed, badgered into self-assertion, "I _was_ +wonderin'; but since you two lads come in I been _thinkin'_. Since them +two twins o' mine come in, Davy," he repeated, turning to me, his eyes +sparkling with fatherly affection, "I been thinkin' 'twould be a fine +plan t' tack this letter t' the wall for a warnin' t' the household agin +the wiles o' women!" + +Timmie and Jacky silently embraced--containing their delight as best +they could, though it pained them. + +"Not," the skipper continued, "that I'll have a word said agin' that +woman: which I won't," said he, "nor no other. The Lard knowed what He +was about. He made them with His own hands, an' if _He_ was willin' t' +take the responsibility, us men can do no less than stand by an' weather +it out. 'Tis my own idea that He was more sot on fine lines than sailin' +qualities when He whittled His model. 'I'll make a craft,' says He, 'for +looks, an' I'll pay no heed,' says He, 't' the cranks she may have, +hopin' for the best.' An' He done it! That He did! They're tidy +craft--oh, ay, they're wonderful tidy craft--but 'tis Lard help un in a +gale o' wind! An' the Lard made _she_," he continued, reverting to the +woman from Wolf Cove, "after her kind, a woman, acquaint with the wiles +o' women, actin' accordin' t' nature An'," he declared, irrelevantly, +"_'tis_ gettin' close t' winter, an' _'twould_ be comfortable t' have a +man t' tend the fires. She _do_ be of a designin' turn o' mind," he +proceeded, "which is accordin' t' the nature o' women, puttin' no blame +on her, an' she's not a wonderful lot for looks an' temper; but," +impressively lifting his hand, voice and manner awed, "she've l'arnin', +which is ek'al t' looks, if not t' temper. So," said he, "we'll say +nothin' agin' her, but just tack this letter t' the wall, an' go split +the fish. But," when the letter had thus been disposed of, "I wonder +what----" + +"Come on, dad!" + +He put an arm around each of the grinning twins, and Timmie put an arm +around me; and thus we went pell-mell down to the stage, where we had an +uproarious time splitting the day's catch. + + * * * * * + +You must know, now, that all this time we had been busy with the fish, +dawn to dark; that beyond our little lives, while, intent upon their +small concerns, we lived them, a great and lovely work was wrought upon +our barren coast: as every year, unfailingly, to the glory of God, who +made such hearts as beat under the brown, hairy breasts of our men. +From the Strait to Chidley, our folk and their kin from Newfoundland +with hook and net reaped the harvest from the sea--a vast, sullen sea, +unwilling to yield: sourly striving to withhold the good Lord's bounty +from the stout and merry fellows who had with lively courage put out to +gather it. 'Twas catch and split and stow away! In the dawn of stormy +days and sunny ones--contemptuous of the gray wind and reaching +seas--the skiffs came and went. From headland to headland--dodging the +reefs, escaping the shifting peril of ice, outwitting the drifting +mists--little schooners chased the fish. Wave and rock and wind and +bergs--separate dangers, allied with night and fog and sleety rain--were +blithely encountered. Sometimes, to be sure, they wreaked their purpose; +but, notwithstanding, day by day the schooners sailed and the skiffs put +out to the open, and fish were cheerily taken from the sea. Spite of +all, the splitting-knives flashed, and torches flared on the decks and +in the mud huts ashore. Barren hills--the bleak and uninhabited places +of the northern coast--for a season reflected the lurid glow and echoed +the song and shout. Thanks be to God, the fleet was loading! + +In the drear autumn weather a cloud of sail went to the +s'uth'ard--doughty little schooners, decks awash: beating up to the home +ports. + + + + +XIX + +The FATE of The MAIL-BOAT DOCTOR + + +My flag flapped a welcome in the sunny wind as the mail-boat came +creeping through the Gate and with a great rattle and splatter dropped +anchor in the basin off my father's wharf: for through my father's long +glass I had from the summit of the Watchman long before spied the doctor +aboard. He landed in fine fettle--clear-eyed, smiling, quick to extend +his strong, warm hand: having cheery words for the folk ashore, and +eager, homesick glances for the bleak hills of our harbour. Ecod! but he +was splendidly glad to be home. I had as lief fall into the arms of a +black bear as ever again to be greeted in a way so careless of my breath +and bones! But, at last, with a joyous little laugh, he left me to gasp +myself to life again, and went bounding up the path. I managed to catch +my wind in time to follow; 'twas in my mind to spy upon his meeting with +my sister; nor would I be thwarted: for I had for many days been +troubled by what happened when they parted, and now heartily wished the +unhappy difference forgot. So from a corner of the hillside flake I +watched lynx-eyed; but I could detect nothing amiss--no hint of +ill-feeling or reserve: only frank gladness in smile and glance and +handclasp. And being well content with this, I went back to the wharf to +lend Tom Tot a hand with the landing of the winter supplies, the medical +stores, the outfit for the projected sloop: all of which the doctor had +brought with him from St. John's. + + * * * * * + +"And not only that," said the doctor, that night, concluding his +narrative of busy days in the city, "but I have been appointed," with a +great affectation of pomposity, "the magistrate for this district!" + +We were not impressed. "The magistrate?" I mused. "What's that?" + +"What's a magistrate!" cried he. + +"Ay," said I. "I never seed one." + +"The man who enforces the law, to be sure!" + +"The law?" said I. "What's that?" + +"The law of the land, Davy," he began, near dumbfounded, "is for +the----" + +My sister got suddenly much excited. "I've heard tell about +magistrates," she interrupted, speaking eagerly, the light dancing +merrily in her eyes. "Come, tell me! is they able t'----" + +She stuttered to a full stop, blushing. "Out with it, my dear," said I. + +"Marry folk?" she asked. + +"They may," said the doctor. + +"Oh, Davy!" + +"Whoop!" screamed I, leaping up. "You're never tellin' me that! Quick, +Bessie! Come, doctor! They been waitin' this twenty year." + +I caught his right hand, Bessie his left; and out we dragged him, paying +no heed to his questions, which, by and by, he abandoned, because he +laughed so hard. And down the path we sped--along the road--by the turn +to Cut-Throat Cove--until, at last, we came to the cottage of Aunt +Amanda and Uncle Joe Bow, whom we threw into a fluster with our news. +When the doctor was informed of the exigency of the situation, he +married them on the spot, improvising a ceremony, without a moment's +hesitation, as though he had been used to it all his life: a family of +six meanwhile grinning with delight and embarrassment. + +"You sees, zur," Uncle Joe explained, when 'twas over, "we never had no +chance afore. 'Manda an' me was down narth when the last parson come +this way. An' 'Manda she've been wantin'----" + +"T' have it done," Aunt Amanda put in, patting the curly head of the +smallest Bow, "afore----" + +"Ay," said Uncle Joe, "wantin' t' have it done, shipshape, afore +she----" + +"Died," Aunt Amanda concluded. + +By this time the amazing news had spread. Far and near the guns were +popping a salute--which set the dogs a-howling: so that the noise was +heartrending. Presently the neighbours began to gather: whereupon (for +the cottage was small) we took our leave, giving the pair good wishes +for the continuance of a happy married life. And when we got to our +house we found waiting in the kitchen Mag Trawl, who had that day +brought her fish from Swampy Arm--a dull girl, slatternly, shiftless: +the mother of two young sons. + +"I heared tell," she drawled, addressing the doctor, but looking +elsewhere, "that you're just after marryin' Aunt Amanda." + +The doctor nodded. + +"I 'low," she went on, after an empty pause, "that I wants t' get +married, too." + +"Where's the man?" + +"Jim he 'lowed two year ago," she said, staring at the ceiling, "that +we'd go south an' have it done this season if no parson come." + +"Bring the man," said the doctor, briskily. + +"Well, zur," said she, "Jim ain't here. You couldn't do it 'ithout Jim +bein' here, could you?" + +"Oh, no!" + +"I 'lowed you might be able," she said, with a little sigh, "if you +tried. But you couldn't, says you?" + +"No." + +"Jim he 'lowed two year ago it ought t' be done. You couldn't do it +nohow?" + +The doctor shook his head. + +"Couldn't make a shift at it?" + +"No." + +"Anyhow," she sighed, rising to go, "I 'low Jim won't mind now. He's +dead." + + * * * * * + +Within three weeks the mail-boat touched our harbor for the last time +that season: being then southbound into winter quarters at St. John's. +It chanced in the night--a clear time, starlit, but windy, with a high +sea running beyond the harbour rocks. She came in by way of North +Tickle, lay for a time in the quiet water off our wharf, and made the +open through the Gate. From our platform we watched the shadowy bulk and +warm lights slip behind Frothy Point and the shoulder of the +Watchman--hearkened for the last blast of the whistle, which came back +with the wind when the ship ran into the great swell of the sea. +Then--at once mustering all our cheerfulness--we turned to our own +concerns: wherein we soon forgot that there was any world but ours, and +were content with it. + +Tom Tot came in. + +"'Tis late for you, Tom," said my sister, in surprise. + +"Ay, Miss Bessie," he replied, slowly. "Wonderful late for me. But I +been home talkin' with my woman," he went on, "an' we was thinkin' it +over, an' she s'posed I'd best be havin' a little spell with the +doctor." + +He was very grave--and sat twirling his cap: lost in anxious thought. + +"You're not sick, Tom?" + +"Sick!" he replied, indignantly. "Sure, I'd not trouble the doctor for +that! I'm troubled," he added, quietly, looking at his cap, "along--o' +Mary." + +It seemed hard for him to say. + +"She've been in service, zur," he went on, turning to the doctor, "at +Wayfarer's Tickle. An' I'm fair troubled--along o' she." + +"She've not come?" my sister asked. + +For a moment Tom regarded the floor--his gaze fixed upon a protruding +knot. "She weren't aboard, Miss Bessie," he answered, looking up, "an' +she haven't sent no word. I been thinkin' I'd as lief take the skiff an' +go fetch her home." + +"Go the morrow, Tom," said I. + +"I was thinkin' I would, Davy, by your leave. Not," he added, hastily, +"that I'm afeared she've come t' harm. She's too scared o' hell for +that. But--I'm troubled. An' I'm thinkin' she might--want a +chance--home." + +He rose. + +"Tom," said I, "do you take Timmie Lovejoy an' Will Watt with you. +You'll need un both t' sail the skiff." + +"I'm thankin' you, Davy, lad," said he. "'Tis kind o' you t' spare +them." + +"An' I'm wishin' you well." + +He picked at a thread in his cap. "No," he persisted, doggedly, "she +were so wonderful scared o' hell she fair _couldn't_ come t' harm. I +brung her up too well for that. But," with a frown of anxious doubt, +"the Jagger crew was aboard, bound home t' Newf'un'land. An'--well--I'm +troubled. They was drunk--an' Jagger was drunk--an' I asked un about my +maid--an'...." + +"Would he tell you nothing?" the doctor asked. + +"Well," said Tom, turning away, "he just laughed." + +We were at that moment distracted by the footfall of men coming in haste +up the path from my father's wharf. 'Twas not hard to surmise their +errand. My sister sighed--I ran to the door--the doctor began at once to +get into his boots and greatcoat. But, to our surprise, two deck-hands +from the mail-boat pushed their way into the room. She had returned +(said they) and was now waiting off the Gate. There was need of a doctor +aboard. Need of a doctor! What of the mail-boat doctor? Ah, 'twas he who +was in need. My heart bounded to hear it! And how had he come to that +pass? He had essayed to turn in--but 'twas rough water outside--and he +had caroused with Jagger's crew all the way from Wayfarer's Tickle--and +'twas very rough water--and he had fallen headlong down the +companion--and they had picked him up and put him in his berth, where he +lay unconscious. + +'Twas sweet news to me. "You'll not go?" I whispered to the doctor. + +He gave me a withering glance--and quietly continued to button his +greatcoat. + +"Is you forgot what I told you?" I demanded, my voice rising. + +He would not reply. + +"Oh, don't go!" I pleaded. + +He turned up the collar of his coat--picked up his little black case of +medicines. Then I feared that he meant indeed to go. + +"Leave un die where he lies, zur!" I wailed. + +"Come along, men!" said he to the deck-hands. + +I sprang ahead of them--flung the door shut--put my back against it: +crying out against him all the while. My sister caught my wrist--I +pushed her away. Tom Tot laid his hand on my shoulder--I threw it off +with an oath. My heart was in a flame of rage and resentment. That this +castaway should succour our enemy! I saw, again, a great, wet sweep of +deck, glistening underfoot--heard the rush of wind, the swish of +breaking seas, the throb and clank of engines, the rain on the +panes--once again breathed the thick, gray air of a cabin where two men +sat at cards--heard the curse and blow and outcry--saw my mother lying +on the pillows, a red geranium in her thin, white hand--heard her sigh +and whisper: felt anew her tender longing. + +"You'll _not_ go!" I screamed. "Leave the dog t' die!" + +Very gently, the doctor put his arm around me, and gave me to my sister, +who drew me to her heart, whispering soft words in my ear: for I had no +power to resist, having broken into sobs. Then they went out: and upon +this I broke roughly from my sister, and ran to my own room; and I threw +myself on my bed, and there lay in the dark, crying bitterly--not +because the doctor had gone his errand against my will, but because my +mother was dead, and I should never hear her voice again, nor touch her +hand, nor feel her lips against my cheek. And there I lay alone, in +deepest woe, until the doctor came again; and when I heard him on the +stair--and while he drew a chair to my bed and felt about for my +hand--I still sobbed: but no longer hated him, for I had all the time +been thinking of my mother in a better way. + +"Davy," he said, gravely, "the man is dead." + +"I'm glad!" I cried. + +He ignored this. "I find it hard, Davy," said he, after a pause, "not to +resent your displeasure. Did I not know you so well--were I less fond of +the real Davy Roth--I should have you ask my pardon. However, I have not +come up to tell you that; but this: you can, perhaps, with a good heart +hold enmity against a dying man; but the physician, Davy, may not. Do +you understand, Davy?" + +"I'm sorry I done what I did, zur," I muttered, contritely. "But I'm +wonderful glad the man's dead." + +"For shame!" + +"I'm glad!" + +He left me in a huff. + +"An' I'll _be_ glad," I shouted after him, at the top of my voice, "if I +got t' go 't hell for it!" + +'Twas my nature. + + * * * * * + +Tom Tot returned downcast from Wayfarer's Tickle: having for three days +sought his daughter, whom he could not find; nor was word of her +anywhere to be had. Came, then, the winter--with high winds and snow +and short gray days: sombre and bitter cold. Our folk fled to the tilts +at the Lodge; and we were left alone with the maids and Timmie Lovejoy +in my father's house: but had no idle times, for the doctor would not +hear of it, but kept us at work or play, without regard for our wishes +in the matter. 'Twas the doctor's delight by day to don his new skin +clothes (which my sister had finished in haste after the first fall of +snow) and with help of Timmie Lovejoy to manage the dogs and komatik, +flying here and there at top speed, with many a shout and crack of the +long whip. By night he kept school in the kitchen, which we must all +diligently attend, even to the maids: a profitable occupation, no doubt, +but laborious, to say the least of it, though made tolerable by his good +humour. By and by there came a call from Blister Harbour, which was +forty miles to the north of us, where a man had shot off his +hand--another from Red Cove, eighty miles to the south--others from +Backwater Arm and Molly's Tub. And the doctor responded, afoot or with +the dogs, as seemed best at the moment: myself to bear him company; for +I would have it so, and he was nothing loath. + + + + +XX + +CHRISTMAS EVE at TOPMAST TICKLE + + +Returning afoot from the bedside of Long John Wise at Run-by-Guess--and +from many a bedside and wretched hearth by the way--the doctor and I +strapped our packs aback and heartily set out from the Hudson's Bay +Company's post at Bread-and-Water Bay in the dawn of the day before +Christmas: being then three weeks gone from our harbour, and, thinking +to reach it next day. We were to chance hospitality for the night; and +this must be (they told us) at the cottage of a man of the name of Jonas +Jutt, which is at Topmast Tickle. There was a lusty old wind scampering +down the coast, with many a sportive whirl and whoop, flinging the snow +about in vast delight--a big, rollicking winter's wind, blowing straight +out of the north, at the pitch of half a gale. With this abeam we made +brave progress; but yet 'twas late at night when we floundered down the +gully called Long-an'-Deep, where the drifts were overhead and each must +rescue the other from sudden misfortune: a warm glimmer of light in +Jonas Jutt's kitchen window to guide and hearten us. + +The doctor beat the door with his fist. "Open, open!" cried he, still +furiously knocking. "Good Lord! will you never open?" + +So gruff was the voice, so big and commanding--and so sudden was the +outcry--and so late was the night and wild the wind and far away the +little cottage--that the three little Jutts, who then (as it turned out) +sat expectant at the kitchen fire, must all at once have huddled close; +and I fancy that Sammy blinked no longer at the crack in the stove, but +slipped from his chair and limped to his sister, whose hand he clutched. + +"We'll freeze, I tell you!" shouted the doctor. "Open the---- Ha! Thank +you," in a mollified way, as Skipper Jonas opened the door; and then, +most engagingly: "May we come in?" + +"An' welcome, zur," said the hearty Jonas, "whoever you be! 'Tis gettin' +t' be a wild night." + +"Thank you. Yes--a wild night. Glad to catch sight of your light from +the top of the hill. We'll leave the racquets here. Straight ahead? +Thank you. I see the glow of a fire." + +We entered. + +"Hello!" cried the doctor, stopping short. "What's this? Kids? Good! +Three of them. Ha! How are you?" + +The manner of asking the question was most indignant, not to say +threatening; and a gasp and heavy frown accompanied it. By this I knew +that the doctor was about to make sport for Martha and Jimmie and Sammy +Jutt (as their names turned out to be): which often he did for children +by pretending to be in a great rage; and invariably they found it +delicious entertainment, for however fiercely he blustered, his eyes +twinkled most merrily all the time, so that one was irresistibly moved +to chuckle with delight at the sight of them, no matter how suddenly or +how terribly he drew down his brows. + +"I like kids," said he, with a smack of the lips. "I eat 'em!" + +Gurgles of delight escaped from the little Jutts--and each turned to the +other: the eyes of all dancing. + +"And how are _you_?" the doctor demanded. + +His fierce little glance was indubitably directed at little Sammy, as +though, God save us! the lad had no right to be anything _but_ well, and +ought to be, and should be, birched on the instant if he had the +temerity to admit the smallest ache or pain from the crown of his head +to the soles of his feet. But Sammy looked frankly into the flashing +eyes, grinned, chuckled audibly, and lisped that he was better. + +"Better?" growled the doctor, searching Sammy's white face and skinny +body as though for evidence to the contrary. "I'll attend to _you_!" + +Thereupon Skipper Jonas took us to the shed, where we laid off our packs +and were brushed clean of snow; and by that time Matilda Jutt, the +mother of Martha and Jimmie and Sammy, had spread the table with the +best she had--little enough, God knows! being but bread and tea--and was +smiling beyond. Presently there was nothing left of the bread and tea; +and then we drew up to the fire, where the little Jutts still sat, +regarding us with great interest. And I observed that Martha Jutt held a +letter in her hand: whereupon I divined precisely what our arrival had +interrupted, for I was Labrador born, and knew well enough what went on +in the kitchens of our land of a Christmas Eve. + +"And now, my girl," said the doctor, "what's what?" + +By this extraordinary question--delivered, as it was, in a manner that +called imperatively for an answer--Martha Jutt was quite nonplussed: as +the doctor had intended she should be. + +"What's what?" repeated the doctor. + +Quite startled, Martha lifted the letter from her lap. "He's not comin', +zur," she gasped, for lack of something better. + +"You're disappointed, I see," said the doctor. "So he's not coming?" + +"No, zur--not this year." + +"That's too bad. But you mustn't mind it, you know--not for an instant. +What's the matter with him?" + +"He've broke his leg, zur." + +"What!" cried the doctor, restored of a sudden to his natural manner. +"Poor fellow! How did he come to do that?" + +"Catchin' one o' they wild deer, zur." + +"Catching a deer!" the doctor exclaimed. "A most extraordinary thing. He +was a fool to try it. How long ago?" + +"Sure, it can't be more than half an hour; for he've----" + +The doctor jumped up. "Where is he?" he demanded, with professional +eagerness. "It can't be far. Davy, I must get to him at once. I must +attend to that leg. Where is he?" + +"Narth Pole, zur," whispered Sammy. + +"Oh-h-h!" cried the doctor; and he sat down again, and pursed his lips, +and winked at Sammy in a way most peculiar. "I _see_!" + +"Ay, zur," Jimmie rattled, eagerly. "We're fair disappointed that he's +not----" + +"Ha!" the doctor interrupted. "I see. Hum! Well, now!" And having thus +incoherently exclaimed for a little, the light in his eyes growing +merrier all the time, he most unaccountably worked himself into a great +rage: whereby I knew that the little Jutts were in some way to be +mightily amused. "The lazy rascal!" he shouted, jumping out of his +chair, and beginning to stamp the room, frowning terribly. "The fat, +idle, blundering dunderhead! Did they send you that message? Did they, +now? Tell me, did they? Give me that letter!" He snatched the letter +from Martha's lap. "Sammy," he demanded, "where did this letter come +from?" + +"Narth Pole, zur!" + +Jonas Jutt blushed--and Matilda threw her apron over her head to hide +her confusion. + +"And _how_ did it come?" + +"Out o' the stove, zur." + +The doctor opened the letter, and paused to slap it angrily, from time +to time, as he read it. + + _North poll_ + + DEER MARTHA + + few lines is to let you know on acounts of havin broke me leg cotchin + the deer Im sory im in a stat of helth not bein able so as to be out in + hevy wether. hopin you is all wel as it leves me + yrs respectful + SANDY CLAWS + + Fish was poor and it would not be much this yere anyways. tel little + Sammy + +"Ha!" shouted the doctor, as he crushed the letter to a little ball and +flung it under the table. "Ha! That's the kind of thing that happens +when one's away from home. There you have it! Discipline gone to the +dogs. System gone to the dogs. Everything gone to the dogs. Now, what do +you think of that?" + +He scowled, and gritted his teeth, and puffed, and said "Ha!" in a +fashion so threatening that one must needs have fled the room had there +not been a curiously reassuring twinkle in his eyes. + +"What do you think of that?" he repeated, fiercely, at last. "A +countermanded order! I'll attend to _him_!" he burst out. "I'll fix that +fellow! The lazy dunderhead, I'll soon fix him! Give me pen and ink. +Where's the paper? Never mind. I've some in my pack. One moment, and +I'll----" + +He rushed to the shed, to the great surprise and alarm of the little +Jutts, and loudly called back for a candle, which Skipper Jonas carried +to him; and when he had been gone a long time, he returned with a letter +in his hand, still ejaculating in a great rage. + +"See that?" said he to the three little Jutts. "Well, _that's_ for Santa +Claus's clerk. That'll fix _him_. That'll blister the stupid fellow." + +"Please, zur!" whispered Martha Jutt. + +"Well?" snapped the doctor, stopping short in a rush to the stove. + +"Please, zur," said Martha, taking courage, and laying a timid hand on +his arm. "Sure, I don't know what 'tis all about. I don't know what +blunder he've made. But I'm thinkin', zur, you'll be sorry if you acts +in haste. 'Tis wise t' count a hundred. Don't be too hard on un, zur. +'Tis like the blunder may be mended. 'Tis like he'll do better next +time. Don't be hard----" + +"_Hard_ on him?" the doctor interrupted. "Hard on _him_! Hard on +that----" + +"Ay, zur," she pleaded, looking fearlessly up. "Won't you count a +hundred?" + +"Count it," said he, grimly. + +Martha counted. I observed that the numbers fell slower--and yet more +slowly--from her lips, until (and she was keenly on the watch) a gentler +look overspread the doctor's face; and then she rattled them off, as +though she feared he might change his mind once more. + +"----an' a hundred!" she concluded, breathless. + +"Well," the doctor drawled, rubbing his nose, "I'll modify it," +whereupon Martha smiled, "just to 'blige _you_," whereupon she blushed. + +So he scratched a deal of the letter out; then he sealed it, strode to +the stove, opened the door, flung the letter into the flames, slammed +the door, and turned with a wondrously sweet smile to the amazed little +Jutts. + +"There!" he sighed. "I think that will do the trick. We'll soon know, at +any rate." + +We waited, all very still, all with eyes wide open, all gazing fixedly +at the door of the stove. Then, all at once--and in the very deepest of +the silence--the doctor uttered a startling "Ha!" leaped from his chair +with such violence that he overturned it, awkwardly upset Jimmie Jutt's +stool and sent the lad tumbling head over heels (for which he did not +stop to apologize); and there was great confusion: in the midst of which +the doctor jerked the stove door open, thrust in his arm, and snatched a +blazing letter straight from the flames--all before Jimmie and Martha +and Sammy Jutt had time to recover from the daze into which the sudden +uproar had thrown them. + +"There!" cried the doctor, when he had managed to extinguish the blaze. +"We'll just see what's in this. Better news, I'll warrant." + +You may be sure that the little Jutts were blinking amazement. There +could be no doubt about the authenticity of _that_ communication. And +the doctor seemed to know it: for he calmly tore the envelope open, +glanced the contents over, and turned to Martha, the broadest of grins +wrinkling his face. + +"Martha Jutt," said he, "will you _please_ be good enough to read +_that_." + +And Martha read: + + _North Pole_, Dec. 24, 10:18 P.M. + + _To Captain Blizzard,_ + _Jonas Jutt's Cottage, Topmast Tickle_, + _Labrador Coast._ + + RESPECTED SIR: + + Regret erroneous report. Mistake of a clerk in the Bureau of + Information. Santa Claus got away at 9:36. Wind blowing due south, + strong and fresh. + + SNOW, Chief Clerk. + +Then there was a great outburst of glee. It was the doctor who raised +the first cheer. Three times three and a tiger! And what a tiger it was! +What with the treble of Sammy, which was of the thinnest description, +and the treble of Martha, which was full and sure, and the treble of +Jimmie, which dangerously bordered on a cracked bass, and what with +Matilda's cackle and Skipper Jonas's croak and my own hoorays and the +doctor's gutteral uproar (which might have been mistaken for a very +double bass)--what with all this, as you may be sure, the shout of the +wind was nowhere. Then we joined hands--it was the doctor who began it +by catching Martha and Matilda--and danced the table round, shaking our +feet and tossing our arms, the glee ever more uproarious--danced until +we were breathless, every one, save little Sammy, who was not asked to +join the gambol, but sat still in his chair, and seemed to expect no +invitation. + +"Wind blowing due south, strong and fresh," gasped Jimmie, when, at +last, we sat down. "He'll be down in a hurry, with they swift deer. My! +but he'll just _whizz_ in this gale!" + +"But 'tis sad 'tis too late t' get word to un," said Martha, the smile +gone from her face. + +"Sad, is it?" cried the doctor. "Sad! What's the word you want to send?" + +"'Tis something for Sammy, zur." + +Sammy gave Martha a quick dig in the ribs. "'N' mama," he lisped, +reproachfully. + +"Ay, zur; we're wantin' it bad. An' does you think us could get word to +un? For Sammy, zur?" + +"'N' mama," Sammy insisted. + +"We can try, at any rate," the doctor answered, doubtfully. "Maybe we +can catch him on the way down. Where's that pen? Here we are. Now!" + +He scribbled rapidly, folded the letter in great haste, and dispatched +it to Santa Claus's clerk by the simple process of throwing it in the +fire. As before, he went to his pack in the shed, taking the candle with +him--the errand appeared to be really most trivial--and stayed so long +that the little Jutts, who now loved him very much (as I could see), +wished that the need would not arise again. But, all in good time, he +returned, and sat to watch for the reply, intent as any of them; and, +presently, he snatched the stove door open, creating great confusion in +the act, as before; and before the little Jutts could recover from the +sudden surprise, he held up a smoking letter. Then he read aloud: + + "Try Hamilton Inlet. Touches there 10:48. Time of arrival at Topmast + Tickle uncertain. No use waiting up. SNOW, Clerk." + +"By Jove!" exclaimed the doctor. "That's jolly! Touches Hamilton Inlet +at 10:48." He consulted his watch. "It's now 10:43 and a half. We've +just four and a half minutes. I'll get a message off at once. Where's +that confounded pen? Ha! Here we are. Now--what is it you want for Sammy +and mama?" + +The three little Jutts were suddenly thrown into a fearful state of +excitement. They tried to talk all at once; but not one of them could +frame a coherent sentence. It was most distressful to see. + +"The Exterminator!" Martha managed to jerk out, at last. + +"Oh, ay!" cried Jimmie Jutt. "Quick, zur! Write un down. Pine's Prompt +Pain Exterminator. Warranted to cure. Please, zur, make haste." + +The doctor stared at Jimmie. + +"Oh, zur," groaned Martha, "don't be starin' like that! Write, zur! +'Twas all in the paper the prospector left last summer. Pine's Prompt +Pain Exterminator. Cures boils, rheumatism, pains in the back an' chest, +sore throat, an' all they things, an' warts on the hands by a simple +application with brown paper. We wants it for the rheumatiz, zur. Oh, +zur----" + +"None genuine without the label," Jimmie put in, in an excited rattle. +"Money refunded if no cure. Get a bottle with the label." + +The doctor laughed--laughed aloud, and laughed again. "By Jove!" he +roared, "you'll get it. It's odd, but--ha, ha!--by Jove, he has it in +stock!" + +The laughter and repeated assurance seemed vastly to encourage Jimmie +and Martha--the doctor wrote like mad while he talked--but not little +Sammy. All that he lisped, all that he shouted, all that he screamed, +had gone unheeded. As though unable to put up with the neglect any +longer, he limped over the floor to Martha, and tugged her sleeve, and +pulled at Jimmie's coat-tail, and jogged the doctor's arm, until, at +last, he attracted a measure of attention. Notwithstanding his mother's +protests--notwithstanding her giggles and waving hands--notwithstanding +that she blushed as red as ink (until, as I perceived, her freckles were +all lost to sight)--notwithstanding that she threw her apron over her +head and rushed headlong from the room, to the imminent danger of the +door-posts--little Sammy insisted that his mother's gift should be named +in the letter of request. + +"Quick!" cried the doctor. "What is it? We've but half a minute left." + +Sammy began to stutter. + +"Make haste, b'y!" cried Jimmie. + +"One--bottle--of--the--Magic--Egyptian--Beautifier," said Sammy, quite +distinctly for the first time in his life. + +The doctor looked blank; but he doggedly nodded his head, nevertheless, +and wrote it down; and off went the letter at precisely 10:47.45, as the +doctor said. + + * * * * * + +Later--when the excitement had all subsided and we sat dreaming in the +warmth and glow--the doctor took little Sammy in his lap, and told him +he was a very good boy, and looked deep in his eyes, and stroked his +hair, and, at last, very tenderly bared his knee. Sammy flinched at +that; and he said "Ouch!" once, and screwed up his face, when the +doctor--his gruffness all gone, his eyes gentle and sad, his hand as +light as a mother's--worked the joint, and felt the knee-cap and socket +with the tips of his fingers. + +"And is this the rheumatiz the Prompt Exterminator is to cure, Sammy?" +he asked. + +"Ith, zur." + +"Ah, is _that_ where it hurts you? Right on the point of the bone, +there?" + +"Ith, zur." + +"And was there no fall on the rock, at all? Oh, there _was_ a fall? And +the bruise was just there--where it hurts so much? And it's very hard to +bear, isn't it?" + +Sammy shook his head. + +"No? But it hurts a good deal, sometimes, does it not? That's too bad. +That's very sad, indeed. But, perhaps--perhaps, Sammy--I can cure it for +you, if you are brave. And are you brave? No? Oh, I think you are. And +you'll try to be, at any rate, won't you? Of course! That's a good boy." + +And so, with his sharp little knives, the doctor cured Sammy Jutt's +knee, while the lad lay white and still on the kitchen table. And 'twas +not hard to do; but had not the doctor chanced that way, Sammy Jutt +would have been a cripple all his life. + + * * * * * + +"Doctor, zur," said Matilda Jutt, when the children were put to bed, +with Martha to watch by Sammy, who was still very sick, "is you really +got a bottle o' Pine's Prompt?" + +The doctor laughed. "An empty bottle," said he. "I picked it up at +Poverty Cove. Thought it might come useful. I'll put Sammy's medicine in +that. They'll not know the difference. And you'll treat the knee with it +as I've told you. That's all. We must turn in at once; for we must be +gone before the children wake in the morning." + +"Oh, ay, zur; an'----" she began: but hesitated, much embarrassed. + +"Well?" the doctor asked, with a smile. + +"Would you mind puttin' some queer lookin' stuff in one o' they bottles +o' yours?" + +"Not in the least," in surprise. + +"An' writin' something on a bit o' paper," she went on, pulling at her +apron, and looking down, "an' gluin' it t' the bottle?" + +"Not at all. But what shall I write?" + +She flushed. "'Magic Egyptian Beautifier,' zur," she answered; "for I'm +thinkin' 'twould please little Sammy t' think that Sandy Claws left +something--for me--too." + + * * * * * + +If you think that the three little Jutts found nothing but bottles of +medicine in their stockings, when they got down-stairs on Christmas +morning, you are very much mistaken. Indeed, there was much more than +that--a great deal more than that. I will not tell you what it was; for +you might sniff, and say, "Huh! That's little enough!" But there _was_ +more than medicine. No man--rich man, poor man, beggarman nor thief, +doctor, lawyer nor merchant chief--ever yet left a Hudson's Bay +Company's post, stared in the face by the chance of having to seek +hospitality of a Christmas Eve--no right-feeling man, I say, ever yet +left a Hudson's Bay Company's post, under such circumstances, without +putting something more than medicine in his pack. I chance to know, at +any rate, that upon this occasion Doctor Luke did not. And I know, +too--you may be interested to learn it--that as we floundered through +the deep snow, homeward bound, soon after dawn, the next day, he was +glad enough that he hadn't. No merry shouts came over the white miles +from the cottage of Jonas Jutt, though I am sure that they rang there +most heartily; but the doctor did not care: he shouted merrily enough +for himself, for he was very happy. And that's the way _you'd_ feel, +too, if you spent _your_ days hunting good deeds to do. + + + + +XXI + +DOWN NORTH + + +When, in my father's house, that night, the Christmas revel was +over--when, last of all, in noisy glee, we had cleared the broad kitchen +floor for Sir Roger De Coverly, which we danced with the help of the +maids' two swains and Skipper Tommy Lovejoy and Jacky, who had come out +from the Lodge for the occasion (all being done to the tune of "Money +Musk," mercilessly wrung from an ancient accordion by Timmie +Lovejoy)--when, after that, we had all gathered before the great blaze +in the best room, we told no tales, such as we had planned to tell, but +soon fell to staring at the fire, each dreaming his own dreams. + + * * * * * + +It may be that my thoughts changed with the dying blaze--passing from +merry fancies to gray visions, trooping out of the recent weeks, of cold +and hunger and squalid death in the places from which we had returned. + +"Davy!" said my sister. + +I started. + +"What in the world," she asked, "is you thinkin' so dolefully of?" + +"I been thinkin'," I answered, sighing, "o' the folk down narth." + +"Of the man at Runner's Woe?" the doctor asked. + +"No, zur. He on'y done murder. 'Twas not o' he. 'Twas o' something +sadder than that." + +"Then 'tis too sad to tell," he said. + +"No," I insisted. "'Twould do well-fed folk good t' hear it." + +"What was it?" my sister asked. + +"I was thinkin'----" + +Ah, but '_twas_ too sad! + +"O' what?" + +"O' the child at Comfort Harbour, Bessie, that starved in his mother's +arms." + +Timmie Lovejoy threw more billets on the fire. They flamed and +spluttered and filled the room with cheerful light. + +"Davy," said the doctor, "we can never cure the wretchedness of this +coast." + +"No, zur?" + +"But we can try to mitigate it." + +"We'll try," said I. "You an' me." + +"You and I." + +"And I," my sister said. + +Lying between the sturdy little twins, that night--where by right of +caste I lay, for it was the warmest place in the bed--I abandoned, once +and for all, my old hope of sailing a schooner, with the decks awash. + +"Timmie!" I whispered. + +He was sound asleep. I gave him an impatient nudge in the ribs. + +"Ay, Davy?" he asked. + +"You may have my hundred-tonner," said I. + +"What hundred-tonner?" + +"The big fore-an'-after, Timmie, I'm t' have when I'm growed. You may +skipper she. You'll not wreck her, Timmie, will you?" + +He was asleep. + +"Hut!" I thought, angrily. "I'll have Jacky skipper that craft, if +Timmie don't look out." + +At any rate, she was not to be for me. + + + + +XXII + +The WAY From HEART'S DELIGHT + + +It chanced in the spring of that year that my sister and the doctor and +I came unfortuitously into a situation of grave peril: wherein (as you +shall know) the doctor was precipitate in declaring a sentiment, which, +it may be, he should still have kept close within his heart, withholding +it until a happier day. But for this there is some excuse: for not one +of us hoped ever again to behold the rocks and placid water of our +harbour, to continue the day's work to the timely close of the day, to +sit in quiet places, to dream a fruitful future, to aspire untroubled in +security and ease: and surely a man, whatever his disposition and +strength of mind, being all at once thus confronted, may without blame +do that which, as a reward for noble endeavour, he had hoped in all +honour to do in some far-off time. + + * * * * * + +Being bound across the bay from Heart's Delight of an ominously dull +afternoon--this on a straight-away course over the ice which still clung +to the coast rocks--we were caught in a change of wind and swept to sea +with the floe: a rising wind, blowing with unseasonable snow from the +northwest, which was presently black as night. Far off shore, the pack +was broken in pieces by the sea, scattered broadcast by the gale; so +that by the time of deep night--while the snow still whipped past in +clouds that stung and stifled us--our pan rode breaking water: which +hissed and flashed on every hand, the while ravenously eating at our +narrow raft of ice. Death waited at our feet.... We stood with our backs +to the wind, my sister and I cowering, numb and silent, in the lee of +the doctor.... Through the long night 'twas he that sheltered us.... By +and by he drew my sister close. She sank against his breast, and +trembled, and snuggled closer, and lay very still in his arms.... I +heard his voice: but was careless of the words, which the wind swept +overhead--far into the writhing night beyond. + +"No, zur," my sister answered. "I'm not afraid--with you." + +A long time after that, when the first light of dawn was abroad--sullen +and cheerless--he spoke again. + +"Zur?" my sister asked, trembling. + +He whispered in her ear. + +"Ay, zur," she answered. + +Then he kissed her lips.... + + * * * * * + +Late in the day the snow-clouds passed. Ice and black water mercilessly +encompassed us to the round horizon of gray sky. There was no hope +anywhere to be descried.... In the dead of night a change of wind herded +the scattered fragments of the pack. The ice closed in upon us--great +pans, crashing together: threatening to crush our frailer one.... We +were driven in a new direction.... Far off to leeward--somewhere deep in +the black night ahead--the floe struck the coast. We heard the evil +commotion of raftering ice. It swept towards us. Our pan stopped dead +with a jolt. The pack behind came rushing upon us. We were tilted out of +the water--lifted clear of it all--dropped headlong with the wreck of +the pan.... + +I crawled out of a shallow pool of water. "Bessie!" I screamed. "Oh, +Bessie, where is you?" + +The noise of the pack passed into distance--dwindling to deepest +silence. + +"Davy," my sister called, "is you hurt?" + +"Where is you, Bessie?" + +"Here, dear," she answered, softly. "The doctor has me safe." + +Guided by her sweet voice, I crept to them; and then we sat close +together, silent all in the silent night, waiting for the dawn.... + + * * * * * + +We traversed a mile or more of rugged, blinding ice--the sky blue in +every part, the sun shining warm, the wind blowing light and balmy from +the south. What with the heat, the glare, the uneven, treacherous +path--with many a pitfall to engulf us--'twas a toilsome way we +travelled. The coast lay white and forsaken beyond--desolate, +inhospitable, unfamiliar: an unkindly refuge for such castaways as we. +But we came gratefully to the rocks, at last, and fell exhausted in the +snow, there to die, as we thought, of hunger and sheer weariness. And +presently the doctor rose, and, bidding us lie where we were, set out to +discover our whereabouts, that he might by chance yet succour us: which +seemed to me a hopeless venture, for the man was then near snow-blind, +as I knew.... + + * * * * * + +Meantime, at our harbour, where the world went very well, the eye of +Skipper Tommy Lovejoy chanced in aimless roving to alight upon the +letter from Wolf Cove, still securely fastened to the wall, ever visible +warning to that happy household against the wiles o' women. I fancy that +(the twins being gone to Trader's Cove to enquire for us) the mild blue +eye wickedly twinkled--that it found the tender missive for the moment +irresistible in fascination--that the old man approached, stepping in +awe, and gazed with gnawing curiosity at the pale, sprawling +superscription, his very name--that he touched the envelope with his +thick forefinger, just to make sure that 'twas tight in its place, +beyond all peradventure of catastrophe--that, merely to provide against +its defilement by dust, he removed and fondled it--that then he wondered +concerning its contents, until, despite his crying qualms of conscience +(the twins being gone to Trader's Cove and Davy Roth off to Heart's +Delight to help the doctor heal the young son of Agatha Rundle), this +fateful dreaming altogether got the better of him. At any rate, off he +hied through the wind and snow to Tom Tot's cottage: where, as fortune +had it, Tom Tot was mending a caplin seine. + +"Tom Tot," said he, quite shamelessly, "I'm fair achin' t' know what's +in this letter." + +The harbour was cognizant of Skipper Tommy's state and standing +temptation: much concerned, as well, as to the outcome. + +"Skipper Tommy," Tom Tot asked, and that most properly, "is you got +leave o' the boss's son?" + +"Davy?" + +"Ay, Davy." + +"I is not," the skipper admitted, with becoming candour. + +"Is you spoke t' the twins?" + +"I is not." + +"Then," Tom Tot concluded, "shame on you!" + +Skipper Tommy tweaked his nose. "Tom Tot," said he, "you got a wonderful +power for readin'. Don't you go tellin' _me_ you hasn't! I _knows_ you +has." + +"Well," Tom Tot admitted, "as you're makin' a p'int of it, I'm fair on +print, but poor on writin'." + +"Tom Tot," Skipper Tommy went on, with a wave (I fancy) of uttermost +admiration, "I'll stand by it that you is as good at writin' as print. +That I will," he added, recklessly, "agin the world." + +Tom Tot yielded somewhat to this blandishment. He took the proffered +letter. "I isn't denyin', Skipper Tommy," he said, "that I'm able t' +make out your name on this here letter." + +"Ecod!" cried Skipper Tommy, throwing up his hands. "I knowed it!" + +"I isn't denyin'," Tom Tot repeated, gravely, "that I'm _fair_ on +writin'. Fair, mark you! No more." + +"Ay," said the skipper, "but I'm wantin' you t' know that this here +letter was writ by a woman with a wonderful sight o' l'arnin'. I'll +warrant you can read _it_. O' course," in a large, conclusive way, "an +you _can't_----" + +"Skipper Tommy," Tom interrupted, quickly, "I isn't _sayin'_ I can't." + +"Isn't you?" innocently. "Why, Tom Tot, I was thinkin'----" + +"No, zur!" Tom answered with heat. "I isn't!" + +"Well, you wouldn't----" + +"I will!" + +"So be," said the skipper, with a sigh of infinite satisfaction. "I'm +thinkin', somehow," he added, his sweet faith now beautifully radiant (I +am sure), as was his way, "that the Lard is mixed up in this letter. +He's mixed up in 'most all that goes on, an' I'd not be s'prised if He +had a finger in this. 'Now,' says the Lard, 'Skipper Tommy,' says He, +'the mail-boat went t' the trouble o' leavin' you a letter,' says He, +'an'----'" + +"Leave the Lard out o' this," Tom Tot broke in. + +"Sure, an' why?" Skipper Tom mildly asked. + +"You've no call t' drag Un in here," was the sour reply. "You leave Un +alone. You're gettin' too wonderful free an' easy with the Lard God +A'mighty, Thomas Lovejoy. He'll be strikin' you dead in your tracks an +you don't look out." + +"Tom Tot," the skipper began, "the Lard an' me is wonderful----" + +"Leave the Lard alone," Tom Tot snapped. "Come, now! Is you wantin' this +here letter read?" + +"I is." + +Without more ado, Tom Tot opened the letter from Wolf Cove. I have no +doubt that sensitive blood flushed the bronzed, wrinkled cheeks of +Skipper Tommy Lovejoy, and that, in a burst of grinning modesty, he +tweaked his nose with small regard for that sorely tried and patient +member. And I am informed that, while my old friend thus waited in +ecstasy, Tom Tot puzzled over the letter, for a time, to make sure that +his learning would not be discomfited in the presence of Skipper Tommy +Lovejoy, before whom he had boasted. Then---- + +"Skipper Tommy," he implored, in agony, "how long--oh, how long--is you +had this letter?" + +Skipper Tommy stared. + +"How long, oh, how long?" Tom Tot repeated. + +"What's gone amiss?" Skipper Tommy entreated, touching Tom Tot's shaking +hand. "It come in the fall o' the year, Tom, lad. But what's gone amiss +along o' you?" + +"She've been waitin'--since then? Oh, a wretched father, I!" + +"Tom, lad, tell me what 'tis all about." + +"'Tis from she--Mary! 'Tis from my lass," Tom Tot cried. "'Twas writ +by that doctor-woman--an' sent t' you, Skipper Tommy--t' tell me--t' +break it easy--that she'd run off from Wayfarer's Tickle--because o' +the sin she'd found there. I misdoubt--oh, I misdoubt--that she've +been afeared I'd--that I'd mistook her, poor wee thing--an' turn her +off. I call the Lard God A'mighty t' witness," he cried, passionately, +"that I'd take her home, whatever come t' pass! I calls God t' witness +that I loves my lass! She've done no wrong," he continued. "She've but +run away from the sin t' Wayfarer's Tickle. She've taken shelter t' Wolf +Cove--because--she've been afeared that--I'd mistook--an' cast her off!" + +"An' she's waitin' there for you?" + +"Ay--for me--t' bring her home." + +"For her father t' come?" + +"Her father." + +There was a moment of silence. "Tom Tot," Skipper Tommy declared, +fetching his thigh a resounding slap, "that letter's been tacked t' my +wall the winter long. Is you hearin' me, Tom Tot? It's been lyin' idle +agin my wall. While she've been waitin', Tom! While she've been +waitin'!" + +"Oh, ay!" + +"I'm fair glad you're hearin' me," said the skipper. "For I calls you t' +witness this: that when I cotches them twins o' mine I'll thwack un +till they're red, Tom Tot--till they're red and blistered below decks. +An' when I cotches that young Davy Roth--when I cotches un alone, +'ithout the doctor--I'll give un double watches." + +"We'll get underway for Wolf Cove, Skipper Tommy," said Tom Tot, "when +the weather lightens. An' we'll fetch that lass o' mine," he added, +softly, "home." + +"That we will, Tom Tot," said Skipper Tommy Lovejoy. + +And 'twas thus it came about that we were rescued: for, being old and +wise, they chose to foot it to Wolf Cove--over the 'longshore +hills--fearing to chance the punt at sea, because of the shifting ice. +Midway between our harbour and Wolf Cove, they found the doctor sitting +blind in the snow, but still lustily entreating the surrounding +desolation for help--raising a shout at intervals, in the manner of a +faithful fog-horn. Searching in haste and great distress, they soon came +upon my sister and me, exhausted, to be sure, and that most pitiably, +but not beyond the point of being heartily glad of their arrival. Then +they made a tiny fire with birch rind and billets from Tom Tot's +pack--and the fire crackled and blazed in a fashion the most +heartening--and the smutty tin kettle bubbled as busily as in the most +immaculate of kitchens: and presently the tea and hard-bread were doing +such service as rarely, indeed, save in our land, it is their good +fortune to achieve. And having been refreshed and roundly scolded, we +were led to the cove beyond, where we lay the night at the cottage of +Tiltworthy Cutch: whence, in the morning, being by that time +sufficiently restored, we set out for our harbour, under the guidance of +Skipper Tommy Lovejoy, whose continued separation from the woman at Wolf +Cove I made sure of by commanding his presence with us. + +"You may beat me, Skipper Tommy," said I, "when you gets me home, an' I +wish you joy of it. But home you goes!" + +"But, Davy, lad," he protested, "there's that poor Tom Tot goin' on +alone----" + +"Home you goes!" + +"An' there's that kind-hearted doctor-woman. Sure, now, Davy," he began, +sweetly, "I'd like t' tell she----" + +"That's just," said I, "what I'm afeared of." + +Home the skipper came; and when the twins and I subsequently presented +ourselves for chastisement, with solemn ceremony, gravely removing +whatever was deemed in our harbour superfluous under the circumstances, +he was so affected by the spectacle that (though I wish I might write +it differently) he declared himself of opinion, fixed and unprejudiced, +that of all the works of the Lord, which were many and infinitely +blessed, none so favoured the gracious world as the three contrite +urchins there present: and in this ecstasy of tenderness (to our shame) +quite forgot the object of our appearance. + + * * * * * + +When Tom Tot brought Mary home from Wolf Cove, my sister and the doctor +and I went that night by my sister's wish to distinguish the welcome, so +that, in all our harbour, there might be no quibble or continuing +suspicion; and we found the maid cutting her father's hair in the +kitchen (for she was a clever hand with the scissors and comb), as +though nothing had occurred--Skipper Tommy Lovejoy meanwhile with spirit +engaging the old man in a discussion of the unfailing topic; this being +the attitude of the Lord God Almighty towards the wretched sons of men, +whether feeling or not. + +In the confusion of our entrance Mary whispered in my ear. "Davy lad," +she said, with an air of mystery, "I got home." + +"I'm glad, Mary," I answered, "that you got home." + +"An', hist!" said she, "I got something t' tell you," said she, her eyes +flashing, "along about hell." + +"Is you?" I asked, in fear, wishing she had not. + +She nodded. + +"Is you _got_ t' tell me, Mary?" + +"Davy," she whispered, pursing her lips, in the pause regarding me with +a glance so significant of darkest mystery that against my very will I +itched to share the fearful secret, "I got t'." + +"Oh, why?" I still protested. + +"I been there!" said she. + +'Twas quite enough to entice me beyond my power: after that, I kept +watch, all in a shiver of dread, for some signal; and when she had swept +her father's shorn hair from the floor, and when my sister had gone with +Tom Tot's wife to put the swarm of little Tots to bed, and when Tom Tot +had entered upon a minute description of the sin at Wayfarer's Tickle, +from which his daughter, fearing sudden death and damnation, had fled, +Mary beckoned me to follow: which I did. Without, in the breathless, +moonlit night, I found her waiting in a shadow; and she caught me by the +wrist, clutching it cruelly, and led me to the deeper shadow and +seclusion of a great rock, rising from the path to the flake. 'Twas very +still and awesome, there in the dark of that black rock, with the light +of the moon lying ghostly white on all the barren world, and the long, +low howl of some forsaken dog from time to time disturbing the solemn +silence. + +I was afraid. + +"Davy, lad," she whispered, bending close, so that she could look into +my eyes, which wavered, "is you listenin'?" + +"Ay," I answered, breathless. + +Her voice was then triumphant. "I been t' hell," said she, "an' back!" + +"What's it like, Mary?" + +She shuddered. + +"What's it like," I pleaded, lusting for the unholy knowledge, "in +hell?" + +For a moment she stared at the moonlit hills. Her grasp on my wrist +relaxed. I saw that her lips were working. + +"What's it like," I urged, "in hell?" for I devoutly wished to have the +disclosure over with. + +"'Tis hell," she answered, low, "at Wayfarer's Tickle. The gate t' hell! +Rum an' love, Davy, dear," she added, laying a fond hand upon my head, +"leads t' hell." + +"Not love!" I cried, in sudden fear: for I had thought of the driving +snow, of my dear sister lying in the doctor's arms, of his kiss upon her +lips. "Oh, love leads t' heaven!" + +"T' hell," said she. + +"No, no!" + +"T' hell." + +I suffered much in the silence--while, together, Mary and I stared at +the silent world, lying asleep in the pale light. + +"'Twas rum," she resumed, "that sent the crew o' the _Right an' Tight_ +t' hell. An' 'twas a merry time they had at the gate. Ay, a merry time, +with Jagger fillin' the cups an' chalkin' it down agin the fish! But +they went t' hell. _They went t' hell_! She was lost with all hands in +the gale o' that week--lost on the Devil's Fingers--an' all hands drunk! +An' Jack Ruddy o' Helpful Harbour," she muttered, "went down along o' +she. He was a bonnie lad," she added, tenderly, "an' he kissed me by +stealth in the kitchen." Very sorrowfully she dreamed of that boisterous +kiss. "But," she concluded, "'twas love that put Eliza Hare in th' +etarnal fires." + +"Not love!" I complained. + +"Davy," she said, not deigning to answer me, "Davy," she repeated, her +voice again rising splendidly triumphant, "I isn't goin' t' hell! For +I've looked in an' got away. The Lard'll never send me, now. Never!" + +"I'm glad, Mary." + +"I'm not a goat," she boasted. "'Twas all a mistake. I'm a sheep. That's +what I is!" + +"I'm wonderful glad." + +"But you, Davy," she warned, putting an arm about my waist, in sincere +affection, "you better look out." + +"I isn't afeared." + +"You better look out!" + +"Oh, Mary," I faltered, "I--I--isn't _much_ afeared." + +"You better look out!" + +"Leave us go home!" I begged. + +"The Lard'll ship you there an you don't look out. He've no mercy on +little lads." + +"Oh, leave us go home!" + +"He'll be cotchin' you!" + +I could bear it no longer: nor wished to know any more about hell. I +took her hand, and dragged her from the black shadow of the rock: crying +out that we must now go home. Then we went back to Tom Tot's cheerful +kitchen; and there I no longer feared hell, but could not forget, try as +I would, what Mary Tot had told me about love. + + * * * * * + +Skipper Tommy Lovejoy was preaching what the doctor called in his genial +way "The Gospel According to Tommy." + +"Sure, now, Tom Tot," said he, "the Lard is a Skipper o' wonderful civil +disposition. 'Skipper Tommy,' says He t' me, 'an you only does the +best----'" + +"You're too free with the name o' the Lard." + +Skipper Tommy looked up in unfeigned surprise. "Oh, no, Tom," said he, +mildly, "I isn't. The Lard an' me is----" + +"You're too free," Tom Tot persisted. "Leave Un be or you'll rue it." + +"Oh, no, Tom," said the skipper. "The Lard an' me gets along wonderful +well together. We're _wonderful_ good friends. I isn't scared o' _He_!" + +As we walked home, that night, the doctor told my sister and me that, +whatever the greater world might think of the sin at Wayfarer's Tickle, +whether innocuous or virulent, Jagger was beyond cavil flagrantly +corrupting our poor folk, who were simple-hearted and easy to persuade: +that he was, indeed, a nuisance which must be abated, come what would. + + + + +XXIII + +The COURSE of TRUE LOVE + + +Symptoms of my dear sister's previous disorder now again alarmingly +developed--sighs and downcast glances, quick flushes, infinite +tenderness to us all, flashes of high spirits, wet lashes, tumultuously +beating heart; and there were long dreams in the twilight, wherein, when +she thought herself alone, her sweet face was at times transfigured into +some holy semblance. And perceiving these unhappy evidences, I was once +more disquieted; and I said that I must seek the doctor's aid, that she +might be cured of the perplexing malady: though, to be sure, as then and +there I impatiently observed, the doctor seemed himself in some strange +way to have contracted it, and was doubtless quite incapable of +prescribing. + +My sister would not brook this interference. "I'm not sayin'," she +added, "that the doctor couldn't cure me, an he had a mind to; for, +Davy, dear," with an earnest wag of her little head, "'twould not be the +truth. I'm only sayin' that I'll not have un try it." + +"Sure, why, Bessie?" + +Her glance fell. "I'll not tell you why," said she. + +"But I'm wantin' t' know." + +She pursed her lips. + +"Is you forgettin'," I demanded, "that I'm your brother?" + +"No," she faltered. + +"Then," said I, roughly, "I'll have the doctor cure you whether you will +or not!" + +She took my hand, and for a moment softly stroked it, looking away. +"You're much changed, dear," she said, "since our mother died." + +"Oh, Bessie!" + +"Ay," she sighed. + +I hung my head. 'Twas a familiar bitterness. I was, indeed, not the same +as I had been. And it seems to me, now--even at this distant day--that +this great loss works sad changes in us every one. Whether we be child +or man, we are none of us the same, afterwards. + +"Davy," my sister pleaded, "were your poor sister now t' ask you t' say +no word----" + +"I would not say one word!" I broke in. "Oh, I would not!" + +That was the end of it. + + * * * * * + +Next day the doctor bade me walk with him on the Watchman, so that, as +he said, he might without interruption speak a word with me: which I +was loath to do; for he had pulled a long face of late, and had sighed +and stared more than was good for our spirits, nor smiled at all, save +in a way of the wryest, and was now so grave--nay, sunk deep in +blear-eyed melancholy--that 'twas plain no happiness lay in prospect. +'Twas sad weather, too--cold fog in the air, the light drear, the land +all wet and black, the sea swishing petulantly in the mist. I had no +mind to climb the Watchman, but did, cheerily as I could, because he +wished it, as was my habit. + +When we got to Beacon Rock, there was no flush of red in the doctor's +cheeks, as ever there had been, no life in his voice, which not long +since had been buoyant; and his hand, while for a moment it rested +affectionately on my shoulder, shook in a way that frightened me. + +"Leave us go back!" I begged. "I'm not wantin' t' talk." + +I wished I had not come: for there was in all this some foreboding of +wretchedness. I was very much afraid. + +"I have brought you here, Davy," he began, with grim deliberation, "to +tell you something about myself. I do not find it," with a shrug and a +wry mouth, "a pleasant----" + +"Come, zur," I broke in, this not at all to my liking, "leave us go t' +the Soldier's Ear!" + +"Not an agreeable duty," he pursued, fixing me with dull eyes, "for me +to speak; nor will it be, I fancy, for you to hear. But----" + +This exceeded even my utmost fears. "I dare you, zur," said I, desperate +for a way of escape, "t' dive from Nestin' Ledge this cold day!" + +He smiled--but 'twas half a sad frown; for at once he puckered his +forehead. + +"You're scared!" I taunted. + +He shook his head. + +"Oh, do come, zur!" + +"No, Davy," said he. + +I sighed. + +"For," he added, sighing, too, "I have something to tell you, which must +now be told." + +Whatever it was--however much he wished it said and over with--he was in +no haste to begin. While, for a long time, I kicked at the rock, in +anxious expectation, he sat with his hands clasped over his knee, +staring deep into the drear mist at sea--beyond the breakers, past the +stretch of black and restless water, far, far into the gray spaces, +which held God knows what changing visions for him! I stole glances at +him--not many, for then I dared not, lest I cry; and I fancied that his +disconsolate musings must be of London, a great city, which, as he had +told me many times, lay infinitely far away in that direction. + +"Well, Davy, old man," he said, at last, with a quick little laugh, "hit +or miss, here goes!" + +"You been thinkin' o' London," I ventured, hoping, if might be, for a +moment longer to distract him. + +"But not with longing," he answered, quickly. "I left no one to wish me +back. Not one heart to want me--not one to wait for me! And I do not +wish myself back. I was a dissipated fellow there, and when I turned my +back on that old life, when I set out to find a place where I might +atone for those old sins, 'twas without regret, and 'twas for good and +all. This," he said, rising, "is my land. This," he repeated, glancing +north and south over the dripping coast, the while stretching wide his +arms, "is now my land! I love it for the opportunity it gave me. I love +it for the new man it has made me. I have forgotten the city. I love +_this_ life! And I love you, Davy," he cried, clapping his arm around +me, "and I love----" + +He stopped. + +"I knows, zur," said I, in an awed whisper, "whom you love." + +"Bessie," said he. + +"Ay, Bessie." + +There was now no turning away. My recent fears had been realized. I must +tell him what was in my heart. + +"Mary Tot says, zur," I gasped, "that love leads t' hell." + +He started from me. + +"I would not have my sister," I continued, "go t' hell. For, zur," said +I, "she'd be wonderful lonesome there." + +"To hell?" he asked, hoarsely. + +"Oh, ay!" I groaned. "T' the flames o' hell!" + +"'Tis not true!" he burst out, with a radiant smile. "I know it! +Love--my love for her--has led me nearer heaven than ever I hoped to +be!" + +I troubled no more. Here was a holy passion. Child that I was--ignorant +of love and knowing little enough of evil--I still perceived that this +love was surely of the good God Himself. I feared no more for my dear +sister. She would be safe with him. + +"You may love my sister," said I, "an you want to. You may have her." + +He frowned in a troubled way. + +"Ay," I repeated, convinced, "you may have my dear sister. I'm not +afraid." + +"Davy," he said, now so grave that my heart jumped, "you give her to the +man I am." + +"I'm not carin'," I replied, "what you was." + +"You do not know." + +Apprehension grappled with me. "I'm not wantin' t' know," I protested. +"Come, zur," I pleaded, "leave us go home." + +"Once, Davy," he said, "I told you that I had been wicked." + +"You're not wicked now." + +"I was." + +"I'm not carin' what you was. Oh, zur," I cried, tugging at his hand, +"leave us go home!" + +"And," said he, "a moment ago I told you that I had been a dissipated +fellow. Do you know what that means?" + +"I'm not _wantin_' t' know!" + +"You must know." + +I saw the peril of it all. "Oh, tell me not!" I begged. "Leave us go +home!" + +"But I _must_ tell you, Davy," said he, beginning, now in an agony of +distress, to pace the hilltop. "It is not a matter of to-day. You are +only a lad, now; but you will grow up--and learn--and know. Oh, God," he +whispered, looking up to the frowning sky, laying, the while, his hand +upon my head, "if only we could continue like this child! If only we +_need_ not know! I want you, Davy," he continued, once more addressing +me, "when you grow up, to know, to recall, whatever happens, that I was +fair, fair to you and fair to her, whom you love. You are not like other +lads. It is your _place_, I think, in this little community, that makes +you different. _You_ can understand. I _must_ tell you." + +"I'm scared t' know," I gasped. "Take my sister, zur, an' say no more." + +"Scared to know? And I to tell. But for your sister's sake--for the sake +of her happiness--I'll tell you, Davy--let me put my arm around you--ay, +I'll tell you, lad, God help me! what it means to be a dissipated +fellow. O Christ," he sighed, "I pay for all I did! Merciful God, at +this moment I pay the utmost price! Davy, lad," drawing me closer, "you +will not judge me harshly?" + +"I'll hearken," I answered, hardening. + +Then, frankly, he told me as much, I fancy, as a man may tell a lad of +such things.... + + * * * * * + +In horror--in shame--ay, in shame so deep I flushed and dared not look +at him--I flung off his arms. And I sprang away--desperately fingering +my collar: for it seemed I must choke, so was my throat filled with +indignation. "You wicked man!" I cried. "You kissed my sister. +You--_you_--kissed my sister!" + +"Davy!" + +"You wicked, wicked man!" + +"Don't, Davy!" + +"Go 'way!" I screamed. + +Rather, he came towards me, opening his arms, beseeching me. But I was +hot-headed and willful, being only a lad, without knowledge of sin +gained by sinning, and, therefore, having no compassion; and, still, I +fell away from him, but he followed, continuing to beseech me, until, at +last, I struck him on the breast: whereupon, he winced, and turned away. +Then, in a flash--in the still, illuminating instant that follows a blow +struck in blind rage--I was appalled by what I had done; and I stood +stiff, my hands yet clinched, a storm of sobs on the point of breaking: +hating him and myself and all the world, because of the wrong he had +done us, and the wrong I had done him, and the wrong that life had +worked us all. + +I took to my heels. + +"Davy!" he called. + +The more he cried after me, the more beseechingly his voice rang in my +ears, the more my heart urged me to return--the harder I ran. + + * * * * * + +I wish I had not struck him ... I wish, I say, I had not struck him ... +I wish that when he came towards me, with his arms wide open, his +grave, gray eyes pleading--wretched soul that he was--I wish that then I +had let him enfold me. What poor cleverness, what a poor sacrifice, it +would have been! 'Twas I--strange it may have been--but still 'twas I, +Davy Roth, a child, Labrador born and bred, to whom he stretched out his +hand. I should have blessed God that to this remote place a needful man +had come. 'Twas my great moment of opportunity. I might--I might--have +helped him. How rare the chance! And to a child! I might have taken his +hand. I might have led him immediately into placid waters. But I was +I--unfeeling, like all lads: blind, too, reprehensible, deserving of +blame. In all my life--and, as it happens (of no merit of my own, but of +his), it has thus far been spent seeking to give help and comfort to +such as need it--never, never, in the diligent course of it, has an +opportunity so momentous occurred. I wish--oh, I wish--he might once +again need me! To lads--and to men--and to frivolous maids--and to +beggars and babies and cripples and evil persons--and to all sorts and +conditions of human kind! Who knows to whom the stricken soul--downcast +whether of sin or sorrow--may appeal? Herein is justification--the very +key to heaven, with which one may unlock the door and enter, claiming +bliss by right, defiant of God Himself, if need were: "I have sinned, in +common with all men, O God, but I have sought to help such as were in +sorrow, whether of sin or the misfortunes incident to life in the pit +below, which is the world. You dare not cast me out!" Oh, men and women, +lads and maids, I speak because of the wretchedness of my dear folk, out +of their sorrow, which is common to us all, but here, in this barren +place, is unrelieved, not hidden. Take the hand stretched out! And +watch: lest in the great confusion this hand appear--and disappear. If +there be sin, here it is: that the hand wavered, beseeching, within +reach of such as were on solid ground, and was not grasped. + + * * * * * + +Ah, well! to my sister I ran; and I found her placidly sewing in the +broad window of our house, which now looked out upon a melancholy +prospect of fog and black water and vague gray hills. Perceiving my +distress, she took me in her lap, big boy though I was, and rocked me, +hushing me, the while, until I should command my grief and disclose the +cause of it. + +"He's a sinful man," I sobbed, at last. "Oh, dear Bessie, care no more +for him!" + +She stopped rocking--and pressed me closer to her soft, sweet bosom--so +close that she hurt me, as my loving mother used to do. And when I +looked up--when, taking courage, I looked into her face--I found it +fearsomely white and hopeless; and when, overcome by this, I took her +hand, I found it very cold. + +"Not sinful," she whispered, drawing my cheek close to hers. "Oh, not +that!" + +"A sinful, wicked person," I repeated, "not fit t' speak t' such as +you." + +"What have he done, Davy?" + +"I'd shame t' tell you." + +"Oh, what?" + +"I may not tell. Hug me closer, Bessie, dear. I'm in woeful want o' +love." + +She rocked me, then--smoothing my cheek--kissing me--hoping thus to +still my grief. A long, long time she coddled me, as my mother might +have done. + +"Not sinful," she said. + +"Ay, a wicked fellow. We must turn un out o' here, Bessie. He've no +place here, no more. He've sinned." + +She kissed me on the lips. Her arms tightened about me. And there we +sat--I in my sister's arms--hopeless in the drear light of that day. + +"I love him," she said. + +"Love him no more! Bessie, dear, he've sinned past all forgiving." + +Again--and now abruptly--she stopped rocking. She sat me back in her +lap. I could not evade her glance--sweet-souled, confident, content, +reflecting the bright light of heaven itself. + +"There's no sin, Davy," she solemnly said, "that a woman can't forgive." + + * * * * * + +I passed that afternoon alone on the hills--the fog thickening, the wind +blowing wet and cold, the whole world cast down--myself seeking, all the +while, some reasonable way of return to the doctor's dear friendship. I +did not know--but now I know--that reason, sour and implacable, is sadly +inadequate to our need when the case is sore, and, indeed, a wretched +staff, at best: but that fine impulse, the sure, inner feeling, which is +faith, is ever the more trustworthy, if good is to be achieved, for it +is forever sanguine, nor, in all the course of life, relentless. But, +happily, Skipper Tommy Lovejoy, who, in my childhood, came often +opportunely to guide me with his wiser, strangely accurate philosophy, +now sought me on the hill, being informed, as it appeared, of my +distress--and because, God be thanked! he loved me. + +"Go 'way!" I complained. + +"Go 'way?" cried he, indignantly. "I'll not go 'way. For shame! To send +me from you!" + +"I'm wantin' t' be alone." + +"Ay; but 'tis unhealthy for you." + +"I'm thrivin' well enough." + +"Hut!" said he. "What's this atween the doctor an' you? You'd cast un +off because he've sinned? Ecod! I've seldom heard the like. Who is you? +Even the Lard God A'mighty wouldn't do that. Sure, _He_ loves only such +as have sinned. Lad," he went on, now, with a smile, with a touch of his +rough old hand, compelling my confidence and affection, "what's past is +done with. Isn't you l'arned that yet? Old sins are as if they never had +been. Else what hope is there for us poor sons of men? The weight o' sin +would sink us. 'Tis not the dear Lard's way t' deal so with men. To-day +is not yesterday. What was, has been; it is not. A man is not what he +was--he is what he is. But yet, lad--an' 'tis wonderful queer--to-day +_is_ yesterday. 'Tis _made_ by yesterday. The mistake--the sin--o' +yesterday is the straight course--the righteous deed--o' to-day. 'Tis +only out o' sin that sweetness is born. That's just what sin is for! The +righteous, Davy, dear," he said, in all sincerity, "are not lovable, not +trustworthy. The devil nets un by the hundred quintal, for _'tis_ such +easy fishin'; but sinners--such as sin agin their will--the Lard loves +an' gathers in. They who sin must suffer, Davy, an' only such as suffer +can _know_ the dear Lard's love. God be thanked for sin," he said, +looking up, inspired. "Let the righteous be damned--they deserve it. +Give _me_ the company o' sinners!" + +"Is you sure?" I asked, confounded by this strange doctrine. + +"I thank God," he answered, composedly, "that _I_ have sinned--and +suffered." + +"Sure," said I, "_you_ ought t' know, for you've lived so awful long." + +"They's nothin' like sin," said he, with a sure smack of the lips, "t' +make good men. I knows it." + +"An' Bessie?" + +"Oh, Davy, lad, _she'll_ be safe with him!" + +Then I, too, knew it--knew that sin had been beneficently decreed by +God, whose wisdom seems so all-wise, once our perverse hearts are opened +to perceive--knew that my dear sister would, indeed, be safe with this +sinner, who sorrowed, also. And I was ashamed that I had ever doubted +it. + +"Look!" Skipper Tommy whispered. + +Far off--across the harbour--near lost in the mist--I saw my sister and +the doctor walking together. + + * * * * * + +My sister was waiting for me. "Davy," she asked, anxiously, "where have +you been?" + +"On the hills," I answered. + +For a moment she was silent, fingering her apron; and then, looking +fearlessly into my eyes--"I love him," she said. + +"I'm glad." + +"I cannot help it," she continued, clasping her hands, her breast +heaving. "I love him--so _hard_--I cannot tell it." + +"I'm glad." + +"An' he loves me. He loves me! I'm not doubtin' that. He _loves_ me," +she whispered, that holy light once more breaking about her, in which +she seemed transfigured. "Oh," she sighed, beyond expression, "he loves +me!" + +"I'm glad." + +"An' I'm content t' know it--just t' know that he loves me--just t' know +that I love him. His hands and eyes and arms! I ask no more--but just t' +know it. Just once to have--to have had him--kiss me. Just once to have +lain in his arms, where, forever, I would lie. Oh, I'm glad," she cried, +joyously, "that the good Lord made me! I'm glad--just for that. Just +because he kissed me--just because I love him, who loves me. I'm glad I +was made for him to love. 'Tis quite enough for me. I want--only this I +want--that he may have me--that, body and soul, I may satisfy his +love--so much I love him. Davy," she faltered, putting her hands to her +eyes, "I love--I _love_--I love him!" + +Ecod! 'Twas too much for me. Half scandalized, I ran away, leaving her +weeping in my dear mother's rocking-chair. + + * * * * * + +My sister and I were alone at table that evening. The doctor was gone in +the punt to Jolly Harbour, the maids said; but why, they did not know, +for he had not told them--nor could we guess: for 'twas a vexatious +distance, wind and tide what they were, nor would a wise man undertake +it, save in case of dire need, which did not then exist, the folk of +Jolly Harbour, as everybody knows, being incorruptibly healthy. But I +would not go to sleep that night until my peace was made; and though, to +deceive my sister, I went to bed, I kept my eyes wide open, waiting for +the doctor's step on the walk and on the stair: a slow, hopeless +footfall, when, late in the night, I heard it. + +I followed him to his room--with much contrite pleading on the tip of my +tongue. And I knocked timidly on the door. + +"Come in, Davy," said he. + +My heart was swelling so--my tongue so sadly unmanageable--that I could +do nothing but whimper. But---- + +"I'm wonderful sad, zur," I began, after a time, "t' think that I----" + +"Hush!" said he. + +'Twas all I said--not for lack of will or words, but for lack of breath +and opportunity; because all at once (and 'twas amazingly sudden) I +found myself caught off my feet, and so closely, so carelessly, +embraced, that I thought I should then and there be smothered: a death +which, as I had been led to believe, my dear sister might have envied +me, but was not at all to my liking. And when I got my breath 'twas but +to waste it in bawling. But never had I bawled to such good purpose: for +every muffled howl and gasp brought me nearer to that state of serenity +from which I had that day cast myself by harsh and willful conduct. + +Then--and 'twas not hard to do--I offered my supreme propitiation: which +was now no more a sacrifice, but, rather, a high delight. + +"You may have my sister, zur," I sobbed. + +He laughed a little--laughed an odd little laugh, the like of which I +had never heard. + +"You may have her," I repeated, somewhat impatiently. "Isn't you hearin' +me? I _give_ her to you." + +"This is very kind," he said. "But----" + +"You're _wantin'_ her, isn't you?" I demanded, fearing for the moment +that he had meantime changed his mind. + +"Yes," he drawled; "but----" + +"But what?" + +"She'll not have me." + +"Not have you!" I cried. + +"No," said he. + +At that moment I learned much wisdom concerning the mysterious ways of +women. + + + + +XXIV + +The BEGINNING of The END + + +From this sad tangle we were next morning extricated by news from the +south ports of our coast--news so ill that sentimental tears and wishes +were of a sudden forgot; being this: that the smallpox had come to Poor +Luck Harbour and was there virulently raging. By noon of that day the +doctor's sloop was underway with a fair wind, bound south in desperate +haste: a man's heart beating glad aboard, that there might come a tragic +solution of his life's entanglement. My sister and I, sitting together +on the heads of Good Promise, high in the sunlight, with the sea spread +blue and rippling below--we two, alone, with hands clasped--watched the +little patch of sail flutter on its way--silently watched until it +vanished in the mist. + +"I'm not knowin'," my sister sighed, still staring out to sea, "what's +beyond the mist." + +"Nor I." + +'Twas like a curtain, veiling some dread mystery, as an ancient +tragedy--but new to us, who sat waiting: and far past our guessing. + +"I wonder what we'll see, dear," she whispered, "when the mist lifts." + +"'Tis some woeful thing." + +She leaned forward, staring, breathing deep, seeking with the strange +gift of women to foresee the event; but she sighed, at last, and gave it +up. + +"I'm not knowin'," she said. + +We turned homeward; and thereafter--through the months of that +summer--we were diligent in business: but with small success, for Jagger +of Wayfarer's Tickle, seizing the poor advantage with great glee, now +foully slandered and oppressed us. + + * * * * * + +Near midsummer our coast was mightily outraged by the sailings of the +_Sink or Swim_, Jim Tall, master--Jagger's new schooner, trading our +ports and the harbours of the Newfoundland French Shore, with a case of +smallpox in the forecastle. We were all agog over it, bitterly angered, +every one of us; and by day we kept watch from the heads to warn her +off, and by night we saw to our guns, that we might instantly deal with +her, should she so much as poke her prow into the waters of our harbour. +Once, being on the Watchman with my father's glass, I fancied I sighted +her, far off shore, beating up to Wayfarer's Tickle in the dusk: but +could not make sure, for there was a haze abroad, and her cut was not +yet well known to us. Then we heard no more of her, until, by and by, +the skipper of the _Huskie Dog_, bound north, left news that she was +still at large to the south, and sang us a rousing song, which, he said, +had been made by young Dannie Crew of Ragged Harbour, and was then +vastly popular with the folk of the places below. + + "Oh, _have_ you seed the skipper o' the schooner _Sink or Swim_? + We'll use a rope what's long an' strong, when we cotches him. + He've a case o' smallpox for'ard, + An' we'll hang un, by the Lord! + For he've traded every fishin' port from Conch t' Harbour Rim. + + "T' save the folk that dreads it, + We'll hang the man that spreads it, + They's lakes o' fire in hell t' sail for such as Skipper Jim!" + +My sister, sweet maid! being then in failing health and spirits, I +secretly took ship with the skipper of the _Bonnie Betsy Buttercup_, +bound south with the first load of that season: this that I might surely +fetch the doctor to my sister's help, who sorely needed cheer and +healing, lest she die like a thirsty flower, as my heart told me. And I +found the doctor busy with the plague at Bay Saint Billy, himself +quartered aboard the _Greased Lightning_, a fore-and-after which he had +chartered for the season: to whom I lied diligently and without shame +concerning my sister's condition, and with such happy effect that we put +to sea in the brewing of the great gale of that year, with our topsail +and tommy-dancer spread to a sousing breeze. But so evil a turn did the +weather take--so thick and wild--that we were thrice near driven on a +lee shore, and, in the end, were glad enough to take chance shelter +behind Saul's Island, which lies close to the mainland near the +Harbourless Shore. There we lay three days, with all anchors over the +side, waiting in comfortable security for the gale to blow out; and +'twas at dusk of the third day that we were hailed from the coast rocks +by that ill-starred young castaway of the name of Docks whose tale +precipitated the final catastrophe in the life of Jagger of Wayfarer's +Tickle. + + * * * * * + +He was only a lad, but, doubtless, rated a man; and he was now sadly +woebegone--starved, shivering, bruised by the rocks and breaking water +from which he had escaped. We got him into the cozy forecastle, clapped +him on the back, put him in dry duds; and, then, "Come, now, lads!" +cried Billy Lisson, the hearty skipper of the _Greased Lightning_, +"don't you go sayin' a word 'til I brew you a cup o' tea. On the +Harbourless Shore, says you? An' all hands lost? Don't you say a word. +Not one!" + +The castaway turned a ghastly face towards the skipper. "No," he +whispered, in a gasp, "not one." + +"Not you!" Skipper Billy rattled. "You keep mum. Don't you so much as +_mutter_ 'til I melts that iceberg in your belly." + +"No, sir." + +Perchance to forestall some perverse attempt at loquacity, Skipper Billy +lifted his voice in song--a large, rasping voice, little enough +acquainted with melody, but expressing the worst of the rage of those +days: being thus quite sufficient to the occasion. + + "Oh, _have_ you seed the skipper o' the schooner _Sink or Swim_? + We'll use a rope what's long an' strong, when we cotches him. + He've a case o' smallpox for'ard, + An' we'll hang un, by the Lord! + For he've traded every fishin' port from Conch t' Harbour Rim. + + "T' save the folk that dreads it, + We'll _hang_ the man that spreads it, + They's lakes o' fire in hell t' sail for such as Skipper Jim!" + +"Skipper Billy, sir," said Docks, hoarsely, leaning into the light of +the forecastle lamp, "does you say _hang_? Was they goin' t' hang +Skipper Jim if they cotched him?" + +"_Was_ we?" asked Skipper Billy. "By God," he roared, "we _is_!" + +"My God!" Docks whispered, staring deep into the skipper's eyes, "they +was goin' t' hang the skipper!" + +There was not so much as the drawing of a breath then to be heard in the +forecastle of the _Greased Lightning_. Only the wind, blowing in the +night--and the water lapping at the prow--broke the silence. + +"Skipper Billy, sir," said Docks, his voice breaking to a whimper, "was +they goin' t' hang the crew? They wasn't, was they? Not goin' t' _hang_ +un?" + +"Skipper t' cook, lad," Skipper Billy answered, the words prompt and +sure. "Hang un by the neck 'til they was dead." + +"My God!" Docks whined. "They was goin' t' hang the crew!" + +"But we isn't cotched un yet." + +"No," said the boy, vacantly. "Nor you never will." + +The skipper hitched close to the table. "Lookee, lad," said he, leaning +over until his face was close to the face of Docks, "was _you_ ever +aboard the _Sink or Swim_?" + +"Ay, sir," Docks replied, at last, brushing his hair from his brow. "I +was clerk aboard the _Sink or Swim_ two days ago." + +For a time Skipper Billy quietly regarded the lad--the while scratching +his beard with a shaking hand. + +"Clerk," Docks sighed, "two days ago." + +"Oh, _was_ you?" the skipper asked. "Well, well!" His lower jaw +dropped. "An' would mind tellin' us," he continued, his voice now +touched with passion, "what's _come_ o' that damned craft?" + +"She was lost on the Harbourless Shore, sir, with all hands--but me." + +"Thank God for that!" + +"Ay, thank God!" + +Whereupon the doctor vaccinated Docks. + + + + +XXV + +A CAPITAL CRIME + + +"You never set eyes on old Skipper Jim, did you, Skipper Billy?" Docks +began, later, that night. "No? Well, he was a wonderful hard man. They +says the devil was abroad the night of his bornin'; but I'm thinkin' +that Jagger o' Wayfarer's Tickle had more t' do with the life he lived +than ever the devil could manage. 'Twas Jagger that owned the _Sink or +Swim_; 'twas he that laid the courses--ay, that laid this last one, too. +Believe me, sir," now turning to Doctor Luke, who had uttered a sharp +exclamation, "for I _knowed_ Jagger, an' I _sailed_ along o' Skipper +Jim. 'Skipper Jim,' says I, when the trick we played was scurvy, 'this +here ain't right.' 'Right?' says he. 'Jagger's gone an' laid _that_ word +by an' forgot where he put it.' 'But you, Skipper Jim,' says I, '_you_; +what _you_ doin' this here for?' 'Well, Docks,' says he, 'Jagger,' says +he, 'says 'tis a clever thing t' do, an' I'm thinkin',' says he, 'that +Jagger's near right. Anyhow,' says he, 'Jagger's my owner.'" + +Doctor Luke put his elbows on the forecastle table, his chin on his +hands--and thus gazed, immovable, at young Docks. + +"Skipper Jim," the lad went on, "was a lank old man, with a beard that +used t' put me in mind of a dead shrub on a cliff. Old, an' tall, an' +skinny he was; an' the flesh of his face was sort o' wet an' whitish, as +if it had no feelin'. They wasn't a thing in the way o' wind or sea that +Skipper Jim was afeard of. I like a brave man so well as anybody does, +but I haven't no love for a fool; an' I've seed _him_ beat out o' safe +harbour, with all canvas set, when other schooners was reefed down an' +runnin' for shelter. Many a time I've took my trick at the wheel when +the most I hoped for was three minutes t' say my prayers. + +"'Skipper, sir,' we used t' say, when 'twas lookin' black an' nasty t' +win'ard an' we was wantin' t' run for the handiest harbour, ''tis like +you'll be holdin' on for Rocky Cove. Sure, you've no call t' run for +harbour from _this here_ blow!' + +"'Stand by that mainsheet there!' he'd yell. 'Let her off out o' the +wind. We'll be makin' for Harbour Round for shelter. Holdin' on, did you +say? My dear man, they's a whirlwind brewin'!' + +"But if 'twas blowin' hard--a nor'east snorter, with the gale raisin' a +wind-lop on the swell, an' the night comin' down--if 'twas blowin' +barb'rous hard, sometimes we'd get scared. + +"'Skipper,' we couldn't help sayin', ''tis time t' get out o' this. Leave +us run for shelter, man, for our lives!' + +"'Steady, there, at the wheel!' he'd sing out. 'Keep her on her course. +'Tis no more than a clever sailin' breeze.' + +"Believe _me_, sir," Docks sighed, "they wasn't a port Skipper Jim +wouldn't make, whatever the weather, if he could trade a dress or a +Bible or a what-not for a quintal o' fish. 'Docks,' says he, 'Jagger,' +says he, 'wants fish, an' _I_ got t' get un.' So it wasn't pleasant +sailin' along o' him in the fall o' the year, when the wind was all in +the nor'east, an' the shore was a lee shore every night o' the week. No, +sir! 'twasn't pleasant sailin' along o' Skipper Jim in the _Sink or +Swim_. On no account, 'twasn't pleasant! Believe _me_, sir, when I lets +my heart feel again the fears o' last fall, I haven't no love left for +Jim. No, sir! doin' what he done this summer, I haven't no love left for +Jim. + +"'It's fish me an' Jagger wants, b'y,' says he t' me, 'an' they's no +one'll keep un from us.' + +"'Dear man!' says I, pointin' t' the scales, 'haven't you got no +conscience?' + +"'Conscience!' says he. 'What's that? Sure,' says he, 'Jagger never +_heared_ that word!' + +"Well, sir, as you knows, there's been a wonderful cotch o' fish on the +Labrador side o' the Straits this summer. An' when Skipper Jim hears a +Frenchman has brought the smallpox t' Poor Luck Harbour, we was tradin' +the French shore o' Newfoundland. Then he up an' cusses the smallpox, +an' says he'll make a v'y'ge of it, no matter what. I'm thinkin' 'twas +all the fault o' the cook, the skipper bein' the contrary man he was; +for the cook he says he've signed t' cook the grub, an' he'll cook 'til +he drops in his tracks, but he _haven't_ signed t' take the smallpox, +an' he'll be jiggered for a squid afore he'll sail t' the Labrador. +'Smallpox!' says the skipper. 'Who says 'tis the smallpox? Me an' Jagger +says 'tis the chicken-pox.' So the cook--the skipper havin' the eyes he +had--says he'll sail t' the Labrador all right, but he'll see himself +hanged for a mutineer afore he'll enter Poor Luck Harbour. 'Poor Luck +Harbour, is it?' says the skipper. 'An' is that where they've +the--the--smallpox?' says he. 'We'll lay a course for Poor Luck Harbour +the morrow. I'll prove 'tis the chicken-pox or eat the man that has it.' +So the cook--the skipper havin' the eyes he had--says _he_ ain't afraid +o' no smallpox, but he knows what'll come of it if the crew gets +ashore. + +"'Ho, ho! cook,' says the skipper. '_You'll_ go ashore along o' _me_, me +boy.' + +"The next day we laid a course for Poor Luck Harbour, with a fair wind; +an' we dropped anchor in the cove that night. In the mornin', sure +enough, the skipper took the cook an' the first hand ashore t' show un a +man with the chicken-pox; but I was kep' aboard takin' in fish, for such +was the evil name the place had along o' the smallpox that we was the +only trader in the harbour, an' had all the fish we could handle. + +"'Skipper,' says I, when they come aboard, '_is_ it the smallpox?' + +"'Docks, b'y,' says he, lookin' me square in the eye, 'you never yet +heard me take back my words. I _said_ I'd eat the man that had it. But I +tells you what, b'y, I ain't hankerin' after a bite o' what I seed!' + +"'We'll be liftin' anchor an' gettin' t' sea, then,' says I; for it made +me shiver t' hear the skipper talk that way. + +"'Docks, b'y,' says he, 'we'll be liftin' anchor when we gets all the +fish they is. Jagger,' says he, 'wants fish, an' I'm the boy t' get un. +When the last one's weighed an' stowed, we'll lift anchor an' out; but +not afore.' + +"We was three days out from Poor Luck Harbour, tradin' Kiddle Tickle, +when Tommy Mib, the first hand, took a suddent chill. 'Tommy, b'y,' says +the cook, 'you cotched cold stowin' the jib in the squall day afore +yesterday. I'll be givin' _you_ a dose o' pain-killer an' pepper.' So +the cook give Tommy a wonderful dose o' pain-killer an' pepper an' put +un t' bed. But 'twas not long afore Tommy had a pain in the back an' a +burnin' headache. 'Tommy, b'y,' says the cook, 'you'll be gettin' the +inflammation, I'm thinkin'. I'll have t' put a plaster o' mustard an' +red pepper on _your_ chest.' So the cook put a wonderful large plaster +o' mustard an' red pepper on poor Tommy's chest, an' told un t' lie +quiet. Then Tommy got wonderful sick--believe _me_, sir, wonderful sick! +An' the cook could do no more, good cook though he was. + +"'Tommy,' says he, 'you got something I don't know nothin' about.' + +"'Twas about that time that we up with the anchor an' run t' Hollow +Cove, where we heard they was a grand cotch o' fish, all dry an' waitin' +for the first trader t' pick it up. They'd the smallpox there, sir, +accordin' t' rumour; but we wasn't afeard o' cotchin' it--thinkin' we'd +not cotched it at Poor Luck Harbour--an' sailed right in t' do the +tradin'. We had the last quintal aboard at noon o' the next day; an' we +shook out the canvas an' laid a course t' the nor'ard, with a fair, +light wind. We was well out from shore when the skipper an' me went down +t' the forecastle t' have a cup o' tea with the cook; an' we was hard at +it when Tommy Mib hung his head out of his bunk. + +"'Skipper,' says he, in a sick sort o' whisper, 'I'm took.' + +"'What's took you?' says the skipper. + +"'Skipper,' says he, 'I--I'm--took.' + +"'What's took you, you fool?' says the skipper. + +"Poor Tommy fell back in his bunk. 'Skipper,' he whines, 'I've cotched +it!' + +"''Tis the smallpox, sir,' says I. 'I seed the spots.' + +"'No such nonsense!' says the skipper. ''Tis the measles. That's what +_he've_ got. Jagger an' me says so.' + +"'But Jagger ain't here,' says I. + +"'Never you mind about that,' says he. 'I knows what Jagger thinks.' + +"When we put into Harbour Grand we knowed it wasn't no measles. When we +dropped anchor there, sir, _we knowed what 'twas_. Believe _me_, sir, we +_knowed_ what 'twas. The cook he up an' says he ain't afraid o' no +smallpox, but he'll be sunk for a coward afore he'll go down the +forecastle ladder agin. An' the second hand he says he likes a bunk in +the forecastle when he can have one comfortable, but he've no objection +t' the hold _at times_. 'Then, lads,' says the skipper, 'you'll not be +meanin' t' look that way agin,' says he, with a snaky little glitter in +his eye. 'An' if you do, you'll find a fist about the heft o' _that_,' +says he, shakin' his hand, 't' kiss you at the foot o' the ladder.' +After that the cook an' the second hand slep' in the hold, an' them an' +me had a snack o' grub at odd times in the cabin, where I had a hammock +slung, though the place was wonderful crowded with goods. 'Twas the +skipper that looked after Tommy Mib. 'Twas the skipper that sailed the +ship, too,--drove her like he'd always done: all the time eatin' an' +sleepin' in the forecastle, where poor Tommy Mib lay sick o' the +smallpox. But we o' the crew kep' our distance when the ol' man was on +deck; an' they was no rush for'ard t' tend the jib an' stays'l when it +was 'Hard a-lee!' in a beat t' win'ard--no rush at all. Believe _me_, +sir, they was no rush for'ard--with Tommy Mib below. + +"'Skipper Jim,' says I, one day, 'what _is_ you goin' t' do?' + +"'Well, Docks,' says he, 'I'm thinkin' I'll go see Jagger.' + +"So we beat up t' Wayfarer's Tickle--makin' port in the dusk. Skipper +Jim went ashore, but took nar a one of us with un. He was there a +wonderful long time; an' when he come aboard, he orders the anchor up +an' all sail made. + +"'Where you goin'?' says I. + +"'Tradin',' says he. + +"'Is you?' says I. + +"'Ay,' says he. 'Jagger says 'tis a wonderful season for fish.'" + +Docks paused. "Skipper Billy," he said, breaking off the narrative and +fixing the impassive skipper of the _Greased Lightning_ with an anxious +eye, "did they have the smallpox at Tops'l Cove? Come now; did they?" + +"Ay, sir," Skipper Billy replied; "they had the smallpox at Tops'l +Cove." + +"Dear man!" Docks repeated, "they had the smallpox at Tops'l Cove! We +was three days at Tops'l Cove, with folk aboard every day, tradin' fish. +An' Tommy Mib below! We touched Smith's Arm next, sir. Come now, speak +fair; did they have it there?" + +"They're not rid of it yet," said Doctor Luke. + +"Smith's Arm too!" Docks groaned. + +"An' Harbour Rim," the skipper added. + +"Noon t' noon at Harbour Rim," said Docks. + +"And Highwater Cove," the doctor put in. + +"Twenty quintal come aboard at Highwater Cove. I mind it well." + +"They been dyin' like flies at Seldom Cove." + +"Like flies?" Docks repeated, in a hoarse whisper. "Skipper Billy, sir, +who--who died--like that?" + +Skipper Billy drew his hand over his mouth. "One was a kid," he said, +tugging at his moustache. + +"My God!" Docks muttered. "One was a kid!" + +In the pause--in the silence into which the far-off, wailing chorus of +wind and sea crept unnoticed--Skipper Billy and Docks stared into each +other's eyes. + +"An' a kid died, too," said the skipper. + +Again the low, wailing chorus of wind and sea, creeping into the +silence. I saw the light in Skipper Billy's eyes sink from a flare to a +glow; and I was glad of that. + +"'Twas a cold, wet day, with the wind blowin' in from the sea, when we +dropped anchor at Little Harbour Deep," Docks continued. "We always kep' +the forecastle closed tight an' set a watch when we was in port; an' the +forecastle was tight enough that day, but the second hand, whose watch +it was, had t' help with the fish, for 'tis a poor harbour there, an' we +was in haste t' get out. The folk was loafin' about the deck, fore an' +aft, waitin' turns t' weigh fish or be served in the cabin. An' does you +know what happened?" Docks asked, tensely. "Can't you see how 'twas? +Believe _me_, sir, 'twas a cold, wet day, a bitter day; an' 'tis no +wonder that one o' they folk went below t' warm hisself at the +forecastle stove--went below, where poor Tommy Mib was lyin' sick. +Skipper, sir," said Docks, with wide eyes, leaning over the table and +letting his voice drop, "I seed that man come up--come tumblin' up like +mad, sir, his face so white as paint. He'd seed Tommy Mib! An' he +yelled, sir; an' Skipper Jim whirled about when he heard that word, an' +I seed his lips draw away from his teeth. + +"'Over the side, every man o' you!' sings he. + +"But 'twas not the skipper's order--'twas that man's horrid cry that +sent un over the side. They tumbled into the punts and pushed off. It +made me shiver, sir, t' see the fright they was in. + +"'Stand by t' get out o' this!' says the skipper. + +"'Twas haul on this an' haul on that, an' 'twas heave away with the +anchor, 'til we was well under weigh with all canvas spread. We beat +out, takin' wonderful chances in the tickle, an' stood off t' the +sou'east. That night, when we was well off, the cook says t' me that he +_thinks_ he've nerve enough t' be boiled in his own pot in a good cause, +but he've no mind t' make a Fox's martyr of hisself for the likes o' +Skipper Jim. + +"'Cook,' says I, 'we'll leave this here ship at the next port.' + +"'Docks,' says he, ''tis a clever thought.' + +"'Twas Skipper Jim's trick at the wheel, an' I loafed aft t' have a word +with un--keepin' well t' win'ward all the time; for he'd just come up +from the forecastle. + +"'Skipper Jim,' says I, 'we're found out.' + +"'What's found out?' says he. + +"'The case o' smallpox for'ard,' says I. 'What you goin' t' do about +it?' + +"'Do!' says he. 'What'll I do? Is it you, Docks, that's askin' me that? +Well,' says he, 'Jagger an' me fixed _that_ all up when I seed him there +t' Wayfarer's Tickle. They's three ports above Harbour Deep, an' I'm +goin' t' trade un all. 'Twill be a v'y'ge by that time. Then I'm goin' +t' run the _Sink or Swim_ back o' the islands in Seal Run. Which done, +I'll wait for Tommy Mib t' make up his mind, one way or t' other. If he +casts loose, I'll wait, decent as you like, 'til he's well under weigh, +when I'll ballast un well an' heave un over. If he's goin' t' bide a +spell longer in this world, I'll wait 'til he's steady on his pins. But, +whatever, go or stay, I'll fit the schooner with a foretopmast, bark her +canvas, paint her black, call her the _Prodigal Son_, an' lay a course +for St. Johns. They's not a man on the docks will take the _Prodigal +Son_, black hull, with topmast fore an' aft an' barked sails, inbound +from the West Coast with a cargo o' fish--not a man, sir, will take the +_Prodigal Son_ for the white, single-topmast schooner _Sink or Swim_, up +from the Labrador, reported with a case o' smallpox for'ard. For, look +you, b'y,' says he, 'nobody knows _me_ t' St. Johns.' + +"'Skipper Jim,' says I, 'sure you isn't goin' t' put this fish on the +market!' + +"'Hut!' says he. 'Jagger an' me is worryin' about the price o' fish +already.' + +"We beat about offshore for three days, with the skipper laid up in the +forecastle. Now what do you make o' that? The skipper laid up in the +forecastle along o' Tommy Mib--an' Tommy took the way he was! Come, now, +what do you make o' that?" We shook our heads, one and all; it was plain +that the skipper, too, had been stricken. "Well, sir," Docks went on, +"when Skipper Jim come up t' give the word for Rocky Harbour, he looked +like a man risin' from the dead. 'Take her there,' says he, 'an' sing +out t' me when you're runnin' in.' Then down he went agin; but, +whatever, me an' the cook an' the second hand was willin' enough t' sail +her t' Rocky Harbour without un, for 'twas in our minds t' cut an' run +in the punt when the anchor was down. 'A scurvy trick,' says you, 't' +leave old Skipper Jim an' Tommy Mib in the forecastle, all alone--an' +Tommy took that way?' A scurvy trick!" cried Docks, his voice aquiver. +"Ay, maybe! But you ain't been aboard no smallpox-ship. You ain't never +knowed what 'tis t' lie in your bunk in the dark o' long nights +shiverin' for fear you'll be took afore mornin'. An' maybe you hasn't +seed a man took the way Tommy Mib was took--not took _quite_ that way." + +"Yes, I has, b'y," said Skipper Billy, quietly. "'Twas a kid that I +seed." + +"Was it, now?" Docks whispered, vacantly. + +"A kid o' ten years," Skipper Billy replied. + +"Ah, well," said Docks, "kids dies young. Whatever," he went on, +hurriedly, "the old man come on deck when he was slippin' up the narrows +t' the basin at Rocky Harbour. + +"''Tis the last port I'll trade,' says he, 'for I'm sick, an' wantin' t' +get home.' + +"We was well up, with the canvas half off her, sailin' easy, on the +lookout for a berth, when a punt put out from a stage up alongshore, an' +come down with the water curlin' from her bows. + +"'What's the meanin' o' that, Docks?' sings the skipper, pointin' t' the +punt. 'They're goin' out o' the course t' keep t' win'ard.' + +"'Skipper Jim,' says I, 'they knows us.' + +"'Sink us,' says he, 'they does! They knows what we is an' what we got +for'ard. Bring her to!' he sings out t' the man at the wheel. + +"When we had the schooner up in the wind, the punt was bobbin' in the +lop off the quarter. + +"'What ship's that?' says the man in the bow. + +"'_Sink or Swim_,' says the skipper. + +"'You get out o' here, curse you!' says the man. 'We don't want you +here. They's news o' you in every port o' the coast.' + +"'I'll bide here 'til I'm ready t' go, sink you!' says the skipper. + +"'Oh, no, you won't!' says the man. 'I've a gun or two that says you'll +be t' sea agin in half an hour if the wind holds.' + +"So when we was well out t' sea agin, the cook he says t' me that he've +a wonderful fondness for a run ashore in a friendly port, but he've no +mind t' be shot for a mad dog. 'An' we better bide aboard,' says the +second hand; 'for 'tis like we'll be took for mad dogs wherever we tries +t' land.' Down went the skipper, staggerin' sick; an' they wasn't a man +among us would put a head in the forecastle t' ask for orders. So we +beat about for a day or two in a foolish way; for, look you! havin' in +mind them Rocky Harbour rifles, we didn't well know what t' do. Three +days ago it blew up black an' frothy--a nor'east switcher, with a +rippin' wind an' a sea o' mountains. 'Twas no place for a short-handed +schooner. Believe _me_, sir, 'twas no place at all! 'Twas time t' run +for harbour, come what might; so we asked the cook t' take charge. The +cook says t' me that he'd rather be a cook than a skipper, an' a skipper +than a ship's undertaker, but he've no objection t' turn his hand t' +anything t' 'blige a party o' friends: which he'll do, says he, by +takin' the schooner t' Broad Cove o' the Harbourless Shore, which is a +bad shelter in a nor'east gale, says he, but the best he can manage. + +"So we up an' laid a course for Broad Cove; an' they was three schooners +harboured there when we run in. We anchored well outside o' them; an', +sure, we thought the schooner was safe, for we knowed she'd ride out +what was blowin', if it took so much as a week t' blow out. But it +blowed harder--harder yet: a thick wind, squally, too, blowin' dead on +shore, where the breakers was leapin' half-way up the cliff. By midnight +the seas was smotherin' her, fore an' aft, an' she was tuggin' at her +bow anchor chain like a fish at the line. Lord! many a time I thought +she'd rip her nose off when a hill o' suddy water come atop of her with +a thud an' a hiss. + +"'She'll go ashore on them boilin' rocks,' says the cook. + +"We was sittin' in the cabin--the cook an' the second hand an' me. + +"''Tis wonderful cold,' says the second hand. + +"'I'm chillin', meself,' says the cook. + +"'Chillin'!' thinks I, havin' in mind the way poor Tommy Mib was took. +'Has you a pain in your back?' says I. + +"They was shiverin' a wonderful lot, an' the cook was holdin' his head +in his hands, just like Tommy Mib used t' do. + +"'Ay, b'y,' says he. + +"'Ay, b'y,' says the second hand. + +"'Been drilled too hard o' late,' says the cook. 'We're all wore out +along o' work an' worry.' + +"I didn't wait for no more. 'H-m-m!' says I, 'I thinks I'll take a look +outside.' + +"It was dawn then. Lord! what a sulky dawn it was! All gray, an' drivin' +like mad. The seas was rollin' in, with a frothy wind-lop atop o' them. +They'd lift us, smother us, drop us, toss the schooners ridin' in our +lee, an' go t' smash on the big, black rocks ashore. Lord! how they +pulled at the old _Sink or Swim_! 'Twas like as if they wanted her bad +for what she done. Seems t' me the Lord God A'mighty must 'a' knowed +what He was about. Seems to me the Lord God A'mighty said t' Hisself: +'Skipper Jim,' says He, 'I'm through usin' _you_. I've done all the +damage I want done along o' you. I've sent some o' the wicked t' beds +they chose t' lie on; an' the good folk--all the good folk an' little +kids I couldn't wait no longer for, I loved un so--I've took up here. +Ay, Jim,' says the Lord God A'mighty, 'I'm through usin' you; an' I got +t' get rid o' the old _Sink or Swim_. I'm sorry for the cook an' the +second hand an' poor Tommy Mib,' says He, 'wonderful sorry; but I can't +run My world no other way. An' when you comes t' think it over,' says +He, 'you'll find 'tis the best thing that could happen t' they, for +they're took most wonderful bad.' Oh ay," said Docks, with a gentle +smile, "the Lord God A'mighty knowed what He was about. + +"I went for'ard t' have a look at the chain. Skipper Jim hisself was +there, watchin' it close. + +"'She's draggin',' says he. But I wouldn't 'a' knowed that voice for +Skipper Jim's--'twas so hollow and breathless. 'She's draggin',' says +he. 'Let her drag. They's a better anchorage in there a bit. She'll take +the bottom agin afore she strikes them craft.' + +"We was draggin' fast--bearin' straight down on the craft inside. They +was a trader an' two Labrador fishin'-craft. The handiest was a fishin' +boat, bound home with the summer's cotch, an' crowded with men, women, +an' kids. We took the bottom an' held fast within thirty fathom of her +bow. I could see the folk on deck--see un plain as I sees you--hands an' +lips an' eyes. They was swarmin' fore an' aft like a lot o' scared +seal--wavin' their arms, shakin' their fists, jabberin', leapin' about +in the wash o' the seas that broke over the bows. + +"'Docks,' says the skipper, 'what's the matter with they folk, anyhow? +We isn't draggin', is we?' says he, half cryin'. 'We isn't hurtin' +_they_, is we?' + +"An old man--'tis like he was skipper o' the craft--come runnin' +for'ard, with half a dozen young fellows in his wake. 'Sheer off!' sings +the old one. He jabbered a bit more, all the while wavin' us off, but a +squall o' wind carried it all away. 'We'll shoot you like dogs an you +don't!' says one o' the young ones; an' at that I felt wonderful mean +an' wicked an' sorry. Back aft they went. There they talked an' talked; +an' as they talked they pointed--pointed t' the breakers that was +boilin' over the black rocks; pointed t' the spumey sea an' t' the low, +ragged clouds drivin' across it; pointed t' the _Sink or Swim_. Then the +skipper took the wheel, an' the crew run for'ard t' the windlass an' jib +sheets. + +"'Skipper, sir,' says I, 'they're goin' t' slip anchor an' run!' + +"'Ay,' says Skipper Jim, 'they knows us, b'y! They knows the _Sink or +Swim_. We lies t' win'ard, an' they're feared o' the smallpox. They'll +risk that craft--women an' kids an' all--t' get away. They isn't a craft +afloat can beat t' sea in this here gale. They'll founder, lad, or +they'll drive on the rocks an' loss themselves, all hands. 'Tis an evil +day for this poor old schooner, Docks,' says he, with a sob, 'that +men'll risk the lives o' kids an' women t' get away from her; an' 'tis +an evil day for my crew.' With that he climbed on the rail, cotched the +foremast shrouds with one hand, put the other to his mouth, an' sung +out: 'Ahoy, you! Bide where you is! Bide where you is!' Then he jumped +down; an' he says t' me, 'tween gasps, for the leap an' shout had taken +all the breath out of un, 'Docks,' says he, 'they's only one thing for a +man t' do in a case like this. Get the jib up, b'y. I'm goin' aft t' the +wheel. Let the anchor chain run out when you sees me wave my hand. See, +lad,' says he, pointin' t' leeward, 'they're waitin', aboard that +fishin' craft, t' see what we'll do. We'll show un that we're men! +Jagger be damned,' says he; 'we'll show un that we're men! Call the +hands,' says he; 'but leave Tommy Mib lie quiet in his bunk,' says he, +'for he's dead.' + +"'Skipper Jim,' says I, lookin' in his blood-red eyes, an' then t' the +breakers, 'what you goin' t' do?' + +"'Beach her,' says he. + +"'Is you gone an' forgot,' says I, 'about Jagger?' + +"'Never you mind about Jagger, Docks,' says he. 'I'll see _him_,' says +he, 'later. Call the hands,' says he, 'an' we'll wreck her like men!'" + +Docks covered his face with his hands. Place was once more given to the +noises of the gale. He looked up--broken, listless; possessed again by +the mood of that time. + +"An' what did _you_ say, lad?" Skipper Billy whispered. + +"I hadn't no objection," sighed the lad. + +The answer was sufficient. + + * * * * * + +"So I called the hands," Docks went on. "An' when the second hand +cotched sight o' the rocks we was bound for, he went mad, an' tumbled +over the taffrail; an' the cook was so weak a lurch o' the ship flung +him after the second hand afore we reached the breakers. I never seed +Skipper Jim no more; nor the cook, nor the second hand, nor poor Tommy +Mib. But I'm glad the Lord God A'mighty give Jim the chance t' die +right, though he'd lived wrong. Oh, ay! I'm fair glad the good Lord done +that. The Labradormen give us a cheer when the chain went rattlin' over +an' the _Sink or Swim_ gathered way--a cheer, sir, that beat its way +agin the wind--God bless them!--an' made me feel that in the end I was +a man agin. She went t' pieces when she struck," he added, as if in +afterthought; "but I'm something of a hand at swimmin', an' I got ashore +on a bit o' spar. An' then I come down the coast 'til I found you lyin' +here in the lee o' Saul's Island." After a pause, he said hoarsely, to +Skipper Billy: "They had the smallpox at Tops'l Cove, says you? They got +it yet at Smith's Arm? At Harbour Rim an' Highwater Cove they been +dyin'? How did they die at Seldom Cove? Like flies, says you? An' one +was a kid?" + +"_My_ kid," said Skipper Billy, quietly still. + +"My God!" cried Docks. "_His_ kid! How does that there song go? What +about they lakes o' fire? Wasn't it, + + "'They's lakes o' fire in hell t' sail for such as Skipper Jim!' + +you sung? Lord! sir, I'm thinkin' I'll have t' ship along o' Skipper Jim +once more!" + +"No, no, lad!" cried Skipper Billy, speaking from the heart. "For you +was willin' t' die right. But God help Jagger on the mornin' o' the +Judgment Day! I'll be waitin' at the foot o' the throne o' God t' charge +un with the death o' my wee kid!" + +Doctor Luke sat there frowning. + + + + +XXVI + +DECOYED + + +Despite Skipper Billy's anxious, laughing protest that 'twas not yet fit +weather to be at sea, the doctor next day ordered the sail set: for, as +he said, he was all of a maddening itch to be about certain business, of +a professional and official turn, at our harbour and Wayfarer's Tickle, +and could no longer wait the pleasure of a damned obstinate nor'east +gale--a shocking way to put it, indeed, but vastly amusing when uttered +with a fleeting twinkle of the eye: vastly convincing, too, followed by +a snap of the teeth and the gleam of some high, heroic purpose. So we +managed to get the able little _Greased Lightning_ into the thick of +it--merrily into the howl and gray frown of that ill-minded sea--and, +though wind and sea, taking themselves seriously, conspired to smother +her, we made jolly reaches to the nor'ard, albeit under double reefs, +and came that night to Poor Luck Harbour, where the doctor's sloop was +waiting. There we bade good-bye to the mood-stricken Docks, and a short +farewell to Skipper Billy, who must return into the service of the +Government doctors from St. Johns, now, at last, active in the smallpox +ports. And next morning, the wind having somewhat abated in the night, +the doctor and I set sail for our harbour, where, two days later, with +the gale promising to renew itself, we dropped anchor: my dear sister, +who had kept watch from her window, now waiting on my father's wharf. + + * * * * * + +It seemed to me then--and with utmost conviction I uttered the feeling +abroad, the while perceiving no public amusement--that the powers of +doctors were fair witchlike: for no sooner had my sweet sister swallowed +the first draught our doctor mixed--nay, no sooner had it been offered +her in the silver spoon, and by the doctor, himself--than her soft cheek +turned the red of health, and her dimples, which of late had been +expressionless, invited kisses in a fashion the most compelling, so that +a man of mere human parts would swiftly take them, though he were next +moment hanged for it. I marvel, indeed, that Doctor Luke could resist +them; but resist he did: as I know, for, what with lurking and peeping +(my heart being anxiously enlisted), I took pains to discover the fact, +and was in no slight degree distressed by it. For dimples were made for +kissing--else for what?--and should never go unsatisfied; they are so +frank in pleading that 'twould be sheer outrage for the lips of men to +feel no mad desire: which, thank God! seldom happens. But, then, what +concern have I, in these days, with the identical follies of dimples and +kissing? + +"'Tis a wonderful clever doctor," said I to my sister, my glance fixed +in amazement on her glowing cheeks, "that we got in Doctor Luke." + +"Ah, yes!" she sighed: but so demure that 'twas not painful to hear it. + +"An', ecod!" I declared, "'tis a wonderful clever medicine that he've +been givin' you." + +"Ecod! Davy Roth," she mocked, a sad little laugh in her eyes, "an' +how," said she, "did you manage to find it out?" + +"Bessie!" cried I, in horror. "Do you stop that swearin'! For an you +don't," I threatened, "I'll give you----" + +"Hut!" she flouted. "'Tis your own word." + +"Then," I retorted, "I'll never say it again. Ecod! but I won't." + +She pinched my cheek. + +"An' I'm wonderin'," I sighed, reverting to the original train of +thought, which was ever a bothersome puzzle, "how he can keep from +kissin' you when he puts the spoon in your mouth. Sure," said I, "he've +such a wonderful good chance t' do it!" + +It may have been what I said; it may have been a familiar footfall in +the hall: at any rate, my sister fled in great confusion. And, pursuing +heartily, I caught her in her room before she closed the door, but +retreated in haste, for she was already crying on the bed. Whereupon, I +gave up the puzzle of love, once and for all; and, as I sought the windy +day, I was established in the determination by a glimpse of the doctor, +sitting vacant as an imbecile in the room where my sister and I had +been: whom I left to his own tragedy, myself being wearied out of +patience by it. + +"The maid that turns _me_ mad," was my benighted reflection, as I +climbed the Watchman to take a look at the weather, "will be a wonderful +clever hand." + + * * * * * + +Unhappily, there had been no indictable offense in Jagger's connection +with the horrid crimes of the _Sink or Swim_ (as the doctor said with a +wry face): for Docks would be but a poor witness in a court of law at +St. Johns' knowing nothing of his own knowledge, but only by hearsay; +and the bones of Skipper Jim already lay stripped and white in the +waters of the Harbourless Shore. But, meantime, the doctor kept watch +for opportunity to send frank warning to the man of Wayfarer's Tickle; +and, soon, chance offered by way of the schooner _Bound Down_, Skipper +Immerly Swat, whom the doctor charged, with a grim little grin, to +inform the evil fellow that he was to be put in jail, out of hand, when +first he failed to walk warily: a message to which Jagger returned (by +the skipper of the _Never Say Die_) an answer of the sauciest--so saucy, +indeed, that the doctor did not repeat it, but flushed and kept silent. +And now the coast knew of the open war; and great tales came to us of +Jagger's laughter and loose-mouthed boasting--of his hate and ridicule +and defiant cursing: so that the doctor wisely conceived him to be upon +the verge of some cowardly panic. But the doctor went about his usual +work, healing the sick, quietly keeping the helm of our business, as +though nothing had occurred: and grimly waited for the inevitable hour. + +Jonas Jutt, of Topmast Tickle, with whom we had passed a Christmas +Eve--the father of Martha and Jimmie and Sammy Jutt--came by stealth to +our harbour to speak a word with the doctor. "Doctor Luke," said he, +between his teeth, "I'm this year in service t' Jagger o' Wayfarer's +Tickle; an' I've heared tell o' the quarrel atween you; an'...." + +"Yes?" the doctor inquired. + +"I've took sides." + +"I rather think," the doctor observed, "that you can tell me something +I very much want to know." + +"I've no wish, God knows!" Jonas continued, with deep feeling, "t' +betray my master. But you--_you_, zur--cured my child, an' I'm wantin' +t' do you a service." + +"I think you can." + +"I knows I can! I know--I _knows_--that which will put Jagger t' makin' +brooms in the jail t' St. Johns." + +"Ah!" the doctor drawled. "I wish," said he, "that I knew that." + +"I knows," Jonas pursued, doggedly, though it went against the grain, +"that last week he wrecked the _Jessie Dodd_ on the Ragged Edge at +Wayfarer's Tickle. I knows that she was insured for her value and +fifteen hundred quintal o' Labrador fish. I knows that they wasn't a +fish aboard. I knows that every fish is safe stowed in Jagger's stores. +I knows that the schooner lies near afloat at high tide. I knows that +she'll go t' pieces in the winter gales. I knows----" + +The doctor lifted his hand. He was broadly smiling. "You have told me," +said he, "quite enough. Go back to Wayfarer's Tickle. Leave me," he +added, "to see that Jagger learns the worthy trade of broom-making. You +have done me--great service." + +"Ah, but," cried Jonas, gripping the doctor's hand, "_you_ cured my +little Sammy!" + +The doctor mused. "It may be difficult," he said, by and by, "to fix +this wreck upon Jagger." + +"Hist!" Jonas replied, stepping near. "The skipper o' the _Jessie +Dodd_," he whispered, pointedly, solemnly closing one eye, "is wonderful +weak in the knees." + +Doctor and I went then in the sloop to Wayfarer's Tickle (the wind +favouring us); and there we found the handsome _Jessie Dodd_ lying +bedraggled and disconsolate on the Ragged Edge, within the harbour: +slightly listed, but afloat aft, and swinging with the gentle lift and +fall of the water. We boarded her, sad at heart that a craft so lovely +should come to a pass like this; and 'twas at once plain to us +sailor-men that 'twas a case of ugly abandonment, if not of +barratry--plain, indeed, to such as knew the man, that in conspiracy +with the skipper Jagger had caused the wreck of the schooner, counting +upon the isolation of the place, the lateness of the season, the +simplicity of the folk, the awe in which they held him--upon all this to +conceal the crime: as often happens on our far-off coast. So we took the +skipper into custody (and this with a high hand) unknown to Jagger--got +him, soon, safe into the sloop: so cowed and undone by the doctor's +manner that he miserably whined for chance to turn Queen's evidence in +our behalf. 'Twas very sad--nauseating, too: so that one wished to stop +the white, writhing lips with a hearty buffet; for rascals should be +strong, lest their pitiful complaints distress the hearts of honest men, +who have not deserved the cruel punishment. + +Jagger came waddling down to the landing, his great dog at his heels. +"What you doin'," he demanded, scowling like a thunder-storm, "with that +man?" + +"I next call your attention," the doctor answered, with a smile of the +most engaging sort, like a showman once I saw in the South, "to the most +be-_witch_ing exhibit in this vast concourse of wonders. We have +here--don't crowd, _if_ you please--we have here the skipper of the +schooner _Jessie Dodd_, cast away on the Ragged Edge at Wayfarer's +Tickle. He is--and I direct your particular attention to the astounding +fact--under arrest; being taken by a magistrate duly appointed by the +authorities at St Johns. Observe, if you will, his--ah--rather abject +condition. Mark his penitent air. Conceive, if you can, the--ah--ardour +with which he will betray----" + +Jagger turned on his heel--and went wearily away. And I have never +forgiven the doctor his light manner upon this wretched occasion: for +it seems to me (but I am not sure of it) that rascals, also, are +entitled to the usual courtesy. At any rate, in uttermost despair we +paid for the lack of it. + + * * * * * + +I copy, now, from the deposition of Allworthy Grubb, master of the +schooner _Jessie Dodd_, Falmouth, England, as taken that night at our +harbour: "The 'Jessie Dodd' was chartered by Thomas Jagger, doing +business at Wayfarer's Tickle, to load fish for across.... I do hereby +make a voluntary statement, with my own free will, and without any +inducement whatever.... Thomas Jagger offered me, if I would put the +'Jessie Dodd' ashore, he would give me half the profits realized on ship +and cargo. This he promised me on a Sunday morning in his fish stage +opposite to where the ship was put ashore. After the ship was put ashore +he no longer discussed about the money I was to receive.... Two days +before the 'Jessie Dodd' was put ashore I broke the wheel chain and tied +the links with spunyarn. I showed the broken links to Mr. Jagger. The +day we were starting there was rum served out to the crew. Mr. Jagger +supplied it. When the vessel started, nearly all the crew were drunk. I +had the wheel. About five minutes after she started I cut the spunyarn. +The vessel began to go on the rocks. One of the crew shouted, +'Hard-a-starboard!' I shouted that the port wheel chain was broken. +Then the vessel went ashore.... Mr. Jagger sent a kettle of rum +aboard, which I had served to the crew. No attempt was made to get the +vessel off.... When I saw Mr. Jagger he told me I was a seven kinds of +a fool for putting her ashore where I did. He said it would be all +right, anyhow. He said they were all afraid of him. He said no one would +give it away.... I am guilty of putting the 'Jessie Dodd' ashore, for +which I am extremely sorry of being prompted to do so by Thomas Jagger, +and to be so sadly led away into such depravity. Had it not been for +such an irreproachable character, which I have held previous to this +dreadful act, ten minutes after the occurrence I would have given myself +up. Not one hour since but what I have repented bitterly...." I present +this that the doctor may not appear unfairly to have initiated a +prosecution against his enemy: though that were a blessing to our coast. + +"Davy," said the doctor, briskily, when the writing was done, "I must +leave Captain Grubb to your hospitality for a time. It will be necessary +for me to go south to the cable station at Chateau. The support of +Lloyds--since Jagger has influence at St. Johns--will be invaluable in +this case." + +He set sail in the sloop next day. + +It was now late in the fall of the year. Young slob ice was forming by +night in the quiet places of the harbour. The shiver of winter was +everywhere abroad.... For a week the weather continued ominous--with +never a glint of sunshine to gladden us. Drear weather, +treacherous--promising grief and pain. Off shore, the schooners of the +great fleet crept by day to the s'uth'ard, harbouring by night: taking +quick advantage of the variable winds, as chance offered. 'Twas thus +that the doctor returned to our harbour; and there he was held, from day +to day, by vicious winds, which the little sloop could not carry, by +great, black seas, which she could not ride.... One day, being ill at +ease, we went to the Watchman, that we might descry the first favourable +sign. In the open, the wind was still to the north of east--but wildly +capricious: blowing hither and thither; falling, too, to a sigh, rising, +all at once, to a roaring gust, which tore at the whisps of grass and +fairly sucked the breath from one's body. Overhead, the sky was low and +tumultuous; great banks of black cloud, flecked with gray and +white--ragged masses--went flying inland, as in a panic. There was no +quiet light in the east, no clean air between; 'twas everywhere +thick--everywhere sullen.... We left the Watchman downcast--each, too, +preoccupied. In my heart was the heavy feeling that some sad thing was +about to befall us.... + + * * * * * + +I must tell, now, that, before the smallpox came to Poor Luck Harbour, +the doctor had chartered the thirty-ton _Trap and Seine_ for our +business: with which Skipper Tommy Lovejoy and the twins, with four men +of our harbour, had subsequently gone north to Kidalik, where the +fishing was reported good beyond dreams. 'Twas time for the schooner to +be home. She was long overdue; and in great anxiety we awaited her +return or news of her misfortune: the like of which often happens on our +coast, where news proceeds only by word of mouth. 'Twas in part in hope +of catching sight of her barked topsail that we had gone to the +Watchman. But at that moment the _Trap and Seine_ lay snug at anchor in +Wayfarer's Tickle: there delayed for more civil weather in which to +attempt the passage of the Bay, for she was low in the water with her +weight of fish, and Skipper Tommy had a mind to preserve his good +fortune against misadventure. And, next day, the wind being still +unfavourable, he had Timmie row him ashore, that he might pass an hour +in talk with the men on Jagger's wharf: for there was nothing better to +do, and the wreck of the _Jessie Dodd_ was food of the choicest for +water-side gossip. To him, by and by, came Jagger's clerk: begging that +the _Trap and Seine_ might be got under weigh for our harbour within the +hour, for Jagger lay near death (having been taken in the night) and +sorely needed the doctor, lest he die. + +"Die!" cried Skipper Tommy, much distressed. "That's fair awful. Poor +man! So sick as that?" + +"Ay," the clerk replied, with a sharp little look into Skipper Tommy's +mild eyes, "he'll die." + +"Ecod!" the skipper declared. "'Twill make the doctor sad t' know it!" + +Skipper Tommy remembers that the clerk turned away, as if, for some +strange reason, to get command of himself. + +"That he will," said the clerk. + +"'Tis awful!" the skipper repeated. "I'll get the schooner t' sea this +minute. She's wonderful low in the water," he mused, pulling at his +nose; "but I'm thinkin' the doctor would rather save a life than get a +cargo o' green fish t' harbour." + +"Dying, tell him," the clerk urged, smoothing his mouth with a lean +hand. "Dying--and in terror of hell." + +"Afeared o' hell?" + +"Gone mad with fear of damnation." + +Skipper Tommy raised his hands. "That's awful!" he muttered, with a sad +shake of the head. "Tell that poor man the doctor will come. Tell un, +oh, tell un," he added, wringing his hands, "_not_ t' be afeared o' +hell!" + +"Yes, yes!" the clerk exclaimed, impatiently. "Don't forget the message. +Jagger lies sick, and dying, and begging for help." + +Skipper Tommy made haste to the small boat, the while raising a cry for +Timmie, who had gone about his own pleasure, the Lord knew where! And +Timmie ran down the path, as fast as his sea-boots would go: but was +intercepted by Jonas Jutt, who drew him into the lower fish-stage, as +though in fear of observation, and there whispered the circumstances of +the departure of the _Trap and Seine_. + +"But do you tell your father," he went on, "that Jagger's not sick." + +"Not sick?" cried Timmie, under his breath. + +"Tell your father that I heared Jagger say he'd prove the doctor a +coward or drown him." + +Timmie laughed. + +"Tell un," Jonas whispered, speaking in haste and great excitement, +"that Jagger's as hearty drunk as ever he was--loaded t' the gunwale +with rum an' hate--in dread o' the trade o' broom-makin'--desperate t' +get clear o' the business o' the _Jessie Dodd_. Tell un he wants t' +drown the doctor atween your harbour an' Wayfarer's Tickle. Tell un t' +give no heed t' the message. Tell un t'----" + +"Oh, Lard!" Timmie gurgled, in a spasm of delight. + +"Tell un t' have the doctor stay at home 'til the weather lifts. Tell +un----" + +In response to an urgent call from the skipper, who was waiting at the +small-boat, Timmie ran out. As he stumbled down the path, emitting +guffaws and delicious chuckles, he conceived--most unhappily for us +all--an infinitely humorous plan, which would still give him the delight +of a rough passage to our harbour: for Timmie loved a wet deck and a +reeling beat to windward, under a low, driving sky, with the night +coming down, as few lads do. Inform the skipper? Not Timmie! Nor would +he tell even Jacky. He would disclose the plot at a more dramatic +moment. When the beat was over--when the schooner had made harbour--when +the anchor was down--when the message was delivered--in the thick of the +outcry of protest against the doctor's high determination to venture +upon the errand of mercy--_then_ Timmie Lovejoy, the dramatic +opportunity having come, would, with proper regard for his own +importance, make the astounding revelation. It would be quite thrilling +(he thought); moreover, it would be a masterly joke on his father, who +took vast delight in such things. + +"The wind's veerin' t' the s'uth'ard," said the skipper, anxiously, +while they put a double reef in the mainsail. "'Twill be a rough time +across." + +"Hut! dad," Timmie answered. "Sure, _you_ can make harbour." + +"Ecod!" Jacky added, with a grin. "You're the man t' do it, +dad--_you're_ the man t' drive her!" + +"Well, lads," the flattered skipper admitted, resting from the wrestle +with the obstinate sail, and giving his nose a pleased sort of tweak, "I +isn't sayin' I'm not." + +So, low as she was--sunk with the load in her hold and the gear and +casks and what-not on her deck--they took the _Trap and Seine_ into the +gale. And she made brave weather of it--holding her own stoutly, +cheerily shaking the frothy water from her bows: though 'twas an unfair +task to put her to. Skipper Tommy put the first hand at the mainsail +halliards, the second hand at the foresail, with orders to cut away at +the lift of his hand, lest the vessel get on her beam's ends and +capsize. 'Twas thus that they drove her into the wind--stout hearts and +stout timber: no wavering or weak complaint, whatever the wind and sea. +But night caught them off our harbour--deep night: with the headlands +near lost in the black sky; no more than the looming, changing shadow +of the hills and the intermittent flash of breakers to guide the way. +They were now beating along shore, close to Long Cove of the mainland, +which must then have lain placid in the lee of Naked Point. At the cry +of "Hard-a-lee!"--sung out in terror when the breakers were fair under +the bow--the ship came about and fell off towards the open sea. Then +came three great waves; they broke over the bow--swept the schooner, +stem to stern, the deck litter going off in a rush of white water. The +first wrenched Jacky from his handhold; but Skipper Tommy, standing +astern, caught him by the collar as the lad went over the taffrail. +Came, then, with the second wave, Timmie, whom, also, the skipper +caught. But 'twas beyond the old man's power to lift both to the deck: +nor could he cry for help, nor choose whom to drop, loving them alike; +but desperately clung to both until the rush of the third wave tore one +away. + +It was Timmie. + + * * * * * + +Skipper Tommy Lovejoy, making into our harbour, by way of the Gate, in +the depths of that wild night--poor old Skipper Tommy, blind and broken +by grief--ran his loaded schooner into the Trap and wrecked her on the +Seven Murderers, where she went to pieces on the unfeeling rocks. But +we managed to get the crew ashore, and no man lost his life at that +time. And Skipper Tommy, sitting bowed in my father's house, told us in +a dull, slow way--made tragic, from time to time, by the sweet light in +his eye, by the flitting shadow of a smile--told us, thus, that Jagger +of Wayfarer's Tickle lay at the point of death, in fear of hell, crying +for the help of his enemy: and then put his arm about Jacky, and went +with him to the Rat Hole, there to bury his sorrow, that it might not +distress us the more, who sorrowed, also. + + + + +XXVII + +The DAY of The DOG + + +I was awakened at dawn. 'Twas by a gentle touch of the doctor's hand. +"Is it you, zur?" I asked, starting from sad dreams. + +"Hush!" he whispered. "'Tis I, Davy." + +I listened to the roar of the gale--my sleepy senses immediately aroused +by the noise of wind and sleet. The gathered rage was loosed, at last. + +"'Tis a bitter night," I said. + +"The day is breaking." + +He sat down beside me, gravely silent; and he put his arm around me. + +"You isn't goin'?" I pleaded. + +"Yes." + +I had grown to know his duty. 'Twas all plain to me. I would not have +held him from it, lest I come to love him less. + +"Ay," I moaned, gripping his hand, "you're goin'!" + +"Yes," he said. + +We sat for a moment without speaking. The gale went whipping +past--driving madly through the breaking day: a great rush of black, +angry weather. 'Twas dim in the room. I could not see his face--but felt +his arm warm about me: and wished it might continue there, and that I +might fall asleep, serene in all that clamour, sure that I might find it +there on waking, or seek it once again, when sore need came. And I +thought, even then, that the Lord had been kind to us: in that this man +had come sweetly into our poor lives, if but for a time. + +"You isn't goin' alone, is you?" + +"No. Skipper Tommy is coming to sail the sloop." + +Again--and fearsomely--the gale intruded upon us. There was a swish of +wind, rising to a long, mad shriek--the roar of rain on the roof--the +rattle of windows--the creaking of the timbers of our house. I trembled +to hear it. + +"Oh, doctor!" I moaned. + +"Hush!" he said. + +The squall subsided. Rain fell in a monotonous patter. Light crept into +the room. + +"Davy!" + +"Ay, zur?" + +"I'm going, now." + +"Is you?" + +He drew me very close. "I've come to say good-bye," he said. My head +sank in great misgiving against him. I could not say one word. "And you +know, lad," he continued, "that I love your sister. Tell her, when I am +gone, that I love her. Tell her----" + +He paused. "An' what, zur," I asked, "shall I tell my sister for you?" + +"Tell her--that I love her. No!" he cried. "'Tis not that. Tell her----" + +"Ay?" + +"That I loved her!" + +"Hist!" I whispered, not myself disquieted by this significant change of +form. "She's stirrin' in her room." + +It may be that the doctor loved my sister through me--that I found some +strange place in his great love for her, to which I had no title, but +was most glad to have. For, then, in the sheltering half-light, he +lifted me from my bed--crushed me against his breast--held me there, +whispering messages I could not hear--and gently laid me down again, and +went in haste away. And I dressed in haste: but fumbled at all the +buttons, nor could quickly lay hands on my clothes, which were scattered +everywhere, by my sad habit; so that, at last, when I was clad for the +weather, and had come to my father's wharf, the sloop was cast off. +Skipper Tommy sat in the stern, his face grimly set towards North +Tickle and the hungry sea beyond: nor did he turn to look at me. But the +doctor waved his hand--and laughed a new farewell. + + * * * * * + +I did not go to the hills--because I had no heart for that (and had no +wish to tell my sister what might be seen from there): but sat grieving +on a big box, in the lee of the shop, drumming a melancholy refrain with +my heels. And there I sat while the sad light of day spread over the +rocky world; and, by and by, the men came out of the cottages--and +_they_ went to the hills of God's Warning, as I knew they would--and +came back to the wharf to gossip: but in my presence were silent +concerning what they had seen at sea, so that, when I went up to our +house, I did not know what the sloop was making of the gale. And when I +crossed the threshold, 'twas to a vast surprise: for my breakfast was +set on a narrow corner of the kitchen table (and had turned cold); and +the whole house was in an amazing state of dust and litter and +unseasonable confusion--the rugs lifted, the tables and chairs awry, the +maids wielding brooms with utmost vigour: a comfortless prospect, +indeed, but not foreign to my sister's way at troublous times, as I +knew. So I ate my breakfast, and that heartily (being a boy); and then +sought my sister, whom I found tenderly dusting in my mother's room. + +"'Tis queer weather, Bessie," said I, in gentle reproof, "for cleanin' +house." + +She puckered her brow--a sad little frown: but sweet, as well, for, +downcast or gay, my sister could be naught else, did she try it. + +"Is you thinkin' so, Davy?" she asked, pulling idly at her dust-rag. +"Ah, well!" she sighed. + +"Why," I exclaimed, "'tis the queerest I ever knowed!" + +"I been thinkin'," she mused, "that I'd get the house tidied up--while +the doctor's away." + +"Oh, _was_ you?" + +"Ay," she said, looking up; "for he've such a wonderful distaste for +dust an' confusion. An' I'll have the house all in order," she added, +with a wan smile, "when he gets back." + +'Tis the way of women to hope; but that my clever sister should thus +count sure that which lay in grave doubt--admitting no uncertainty--was +beyond my understanding. + +"Does you think," she asked, looking away, "that he will be back"--she +hesitated--"the morrow?" + +I did not deign to reply. + +"May be," she muttered, "the day after." + +'Twas hard to believe it of her. "Bessie," I began, ignoring her folly, +"afore the doctor went, he left a message for you." + +Her hands went swiftly to her bosom. "For me?" she whispered. "Ah, tell +me, Davy!" + +"I'm just about t' tell," said I, testily. "But, sure, 'tis nothin' t' +put you in a state. When he come t' my room," I proceeded, "at dawn, t' +say good-bye, he left a message. 'Tell her,' said he, 'that I love +her.'" + +It seemed to me, then, that she suffered--that she felt some glorious +agony: of which, as I thought, lads could know nothing. And I wondered +why. + +"That he loves me!" she murmured. + +"No," said I. "'Tell her not that,' said he," I went on. "'Tell her that +I loved her.'" + +"Not that!" she cried. "'Twas that he loves me--_not_ that he loved me!" + +"'Twas that he loved you." + +"Oh, no!" + +"I got it right." + +"Ah, then," she cried, in despair, "he've no hope o' comin' back! Oh," +she moaned, clasping her hands, "if only I had----" + +But she sighed--and turned again to her womanly task; and I left her +tenderly caring for my mother's old room. And when, at midday, I came up +from the wharf, I found the house restored to order and quiet: my +sister sitting composed in my mother's place, smiling a welcome across +the table, as my mother used to do. And I kissed her--for I loved her! + + * * * * * + +It blew up bitter cold--the wind rising: the sea turned white with +froth. 'Twas a solemn day--like a sad Sunday, when a man lies dead in +the harbour. No work was done--no voice was lifted boisterously--no +child was out of doors: but all clung peevishly to their mothers' +skirts. The men on the wharf--speculating in low, anxious voices--with +darkened eyes watched the tattered sky: the rushing, sombre clouds, +still in a panic fleeing to the wilderness. They said the sloop would +not outlive the gale. They said 'twas a glorious death that the doctor +and Skipper Thomas Lovejoy had died; thus to depart in the high +endeavour to succour an enemy--but shed no tears: for 'tis not the way +of our folk to do it.... Rain turned to sleet--sleet to black fog. The +smell of winter was in the air. There was a feeling of snow abroad.... +Then came the snow--warning flakes, driving strangely through the mist, +where no snow should have been. Our folk cowered--not knowing what they +feared: but by instinct perceiving a sudden change of season, for which +they were not ready; and were disquieted.... + +What a rush of feeling and things done--what rage and impulsive +deeds--came then! The days are not remembered--but lie hid in a mist, as +I write.... Timmie Lovejoy crawled into our harbour in the dusk of that +day: having gone ashore at Long Cove with the deck-litter of the _Trap +and Seine_; which surprised us not at all, for we are used to such +things. And when he gave us the message (having now, God knows! a tragic +opportunity, but forgetting that)--when he sobbed that Jagger, being in +sound health, would prove the doctor a coward or drown him--we +determined to go forthwith by the coast rocks to Wayfarer's Tickle to +punish Jagger in some way for the thing he had done. And when I went up +the path to tell my poor sister of the villany practiced upon the +doctor, designed to compass his very death--ah! 'tis dreadful to recall +it--when I went up the path, my mother's last prayer pleading in my +soul, the whitening world was all turned red; and my wish was that, some +day, I might take my enemy by the throat, whereat I would tear with my +naked fingers, until my hands were warm with blood.... But it came on to +snow; and for two days and nights snow fell, the wind blowing mightily: +so that no man could well move from his own house. And when the wind +went down, and the day dawned clear again, we put the dogs to my +father's komatik and set out for Wayfarer's Tickle: whence Jagger had +that morning fled, as Jonas Jutt told us. + +"Gone!" cried Tom Tot. + +"T' the s'uth'ard with the dogs. He's bound t' the Straits Shore t' get +the last coastal boat t' Bay o' Islands." + +"Gone!" we repeated, blankly. + +"Ay--but ten hours gone. In mad haste--alone--ill provisioned--fleein' +in terror.... He sat on the hills--sat there like an old crag--in the +rain an' wind--waitin' for the doctor's sloop. 'There she is, Jutt!' +says he. 'No,' says I. 'Thank God, Jagger, that's a schooner, reefed +down an' runnin' for harbour!' ... 'There she is!' says he. 'No,' says +I. 'Thank God, that's the same schooner, makin' heavy weather o' the +gale!' ... 'There she is, Jutt!' says he. 'Ay,' says I, 'God help her, +that's the doctor's sloop! They've wrecked the _Trap an' Seine_'.... An' +there he sat, watchin', with his chin on his hand, 'til the doctor's +sloop went over, an' the fog drifted over the sea where she had been.... +An' then he went home; an' no man seed un agin 'til he called for the +dogs. An' he went away--in haste--alone--like a man gone mad...." + +The lean-handed clerk broke in. He was blue about the lips--his eyes +sunk in shadowy pits--and he was shivering. + +"'Timmons,' says he to me," he chattered, "'I'm going home. I done +wrong,' says he. 'They'll kill me for this.'" + +"An' when he got the dogs in the traces," Jonas proceeded, "I seed he +wasn't ready for no long journey. 'Good Lord, Jagger,' says I, 'you +isn't got no grub for the dogs!' 'Dogs!' says he. 'I'll feed the dogs +with me whip.' 'Jagger,' says I, 'don't you try it. They won't _eat_ a +whip. They can't _live_ on it.' 'Never you fear,' says he. 'I'll feed +them ugly brutes when they gets me t' Cape Charles Harbour.' 'Jagger,' +says I, 'you better look out they don't feed theirselves afore they gets +you there. You got a ugly leader,' says I, 'in that red-eyed brute.' +'Him?' says he. 'Oh, I got _him_ broke!' But he _didn't_ have----" + +"And with that," said the clerk, "off he put." + +"Men," cried Tom Tot, looking about upon our group, "we'll cotch un +yet!" + +So we set out in pursuit of Jagger of Wayfarer's Tickle, who had fled +over the hills--I laugh to think of it--with an ugly, red-eyed leader, +to be fed with a whip: which dog I knew.... No snow fell. The days were +clear--the nights moonlit. Bitter cold continued. We followed a plain +track--sleeping by night where the quarry had slept.... Day after day +we pushed on: with no mercy on the complaining dogs--plunging through +the drifts, whipping the team up the steeper hills, speeding when the +going lay smooth before us.... By and by we drew near. Here and there +the snow was significantly trampled. There were signs of confusion and +cross purposes. The man was desperately fighting his dogs.... One night, +the dogs were strangely restless--sniffing the air, sleepless, howling; +nor could we beat them to their beds in the snow: they were like wolves. +And next day--being then two hours after dawn--we saw before us a bloody +patch of snow: whereupon Tom Tot cried out in horror. + +"Oh, dear God!" he muttered, turning with a gray face. "They've eat him +up!" + +Then--forgetting the old vow--he laughed. + + * * * * * + +... And this was true. They had eaten him up. The snow was all trampled +and gory. They had eaten him up. Among the tatters of his garments, I +found a hand; and I knew that hand for the hand of Jagger of Wayfarer's +Tickle.... They had turned wolves--they had eaten him up. From far +off--the crest of a desolate hill--there came a long howl. I looked +towards that place. A great dog appeared--and fled. I wondered if the +dog I knew had had his day. I wondered if the first grip had been upon +the throat.... + + * * * * * + +When we came again to our harbour--came close again to the grief we had +in rage and swift action forgot--when, from the inland hills, we caught +sight of the basin of black water, and the cottages, snuggled by the +white water-side--we were amazed to discover a schooner lying at anchor +off my father's wharf: the wreck of a craft, her topmast hanging, her +cabin stove in, her jib-boom broke off short. But this amazement--this +vast astonishment--was poor surprise as compared with the shock I got +when I entered my father's house. For, there--new groomed and +placid--sat the doctor; and my dear sister was close to him--oh, so +joyfully close to him--her hand in his, her sweet face upturned to him +and smiling, glowing with such faith and love as men cannot deserve: a +radiant, holy thing, come straight from the Heart of the dear God, who +is the source of Love. + +"Oh!" I ejaculated, stopping dead on the threshold. + +"Hello, Davy!" the doctor cried. + +I fell into the handiest chair. "You got home," I observed, in a gasp. +"Didn't you?" + +He laughed. + +"Sure," I began, vacantly, "an', ecod!" I exclaimed, with heat, "what +craft picked _you_ up?" + +"The _Happy Sally_." + +"Oh!" said I. 'Twas a queer situation. There seemed so little to say. +"Was you drove far?" I asked, politely seeking to fill an awkward gap. + +"South o' Belle Isle." + +"Ah!" + +The doctor was much amused--my sister hardly less so. They watched me +with laughing eyes. And they heartlessly abandoned me to my own +conversational devices: which turned me desperate. + +"Is you goin' t' get married?" I demanded. + +My sister blushed--and gave me an arch glance from behind her long, dark +lashes. But-- + +"We are not without hope," the doctor answered, calmly, "that the Bishop +will be on our coast next summer." + +"I'm glad," I observed, "that you've both come t' your senses." + +"Oh!" cried my sister. + +"Ecod!" the doctor mocked. + +"Ay," said I, with a wag. "I is _that_!" + +The doctor spoke. "'Twas your sister," said he, "found the way. She +discovered a word," he continued, turning tenderly to her, his voice +charged with new and solemn feeling, "that I'd forgot." + +"A word!" said I, amazed. + +"Just," he answered, "one word." + +'Twas mystifying. "An' what word," I asked, "might that word be?" + +"'Expiation,'" he replied. + +I did not know the meaning of that word--nor did I care. But I was glad +that my dear sister--whose cleverness (and spirit of sacrifice) might +ever be depended upon--had found it: since it had led to a consummation +so happy. + +"Skipper Tommy saved?" I enquired + +"He's with the twins at the Rat Hole." + +"Then," said I, rising, "as you're both busy," said I, in a saucy flash, +"I'll be goin'----" + +"You'll not!" roared the doctor. And he leaped from his seat--bore down +upon me, indeed, like a mad hurricane: my sister laughing and clapping +her little hands. So I knew I must escape or have my bones near crack +under the pressure of his affection; and I was agile--and eluded him. + + * * * * * + +I found Skipper Tommy and the twins at the Rat Hole--the skipper +established in comfort by the stove, a cup of tea at his hand, his +stockinged feet put up to warm: the twins sitting close, both grinning +broadly, each finely alert to anticipate the old man's wants, who now +had acquired a pampered air, which sat curiously upon him. "Seems t' me, +Davy," he said, in a solemn whisper, at the end of the tale, new told +for me, "that the dear Lard took pity. 'You done pretty well, Tommy,' +says He, 't' put out t' the help o' Jagger in that there gale. I'm +thinkin' I'll have t' change my mind about you,' says He. 'The twins, +Tommy,' says He, 'is well growed, an' able lads, both, as I knowed when +I started out t' do this thing; but I'm thinkin',' says He, 'that I'll +please you, Tommy,' says He, 'by lettin' you live a little longer with +them dear lads.' Oh," the skipper concluded, finding goodness in all the +acts of the Lord, the while stretching out his rough old hand to touch +the boys, his face aglow, "'twas wonderful kind o' Him t' let me see my +lads again!" + +The twins heartily grinned. + + + + +XXVIII + +IN HARBOUR + + +When the doctor was told of the tragic end of Jagger of Wayfarer's +Tickle, he shuddered, and sighed, and said that Jagger had planned a +noble death for him: but said no more; nor has he since spoken the name +of that bad man. And we sent the master of the _Jessie Dodd_ to St. +Johns by the last mail-boat of that season--and did not seek to punish +him: because he had lost all that he had, and was most penitent; and +because Jagger was dead, and had died the death that he did.... The last +of the doctor's small patrimony repaired the damage done our business by +the wreck of the _Trap and Seine_: and brought true my old dream of an +established trade, done with honour and profit to ourselves and the folk +of our coast, and of seven schooners, of which, at last, the twins were +made masters of two.... And that winter my sister was very happy--ay, as +happy (though 'tis near sin to say it) as her dear self deserved. Sweet +sister--star of my life!... The doctor, too, was happy; and not once +(and many a cold night I shivered in my meagre nightgown at his door +to discover it)--not once did he suffer the old agony I had known him to +bear. And when, frankly, I asked him why this was---- + +"Love, Davy," he answered. + +"Love?" said I. + +"And labour." + +"An' labour?" + +"And the Gospel according to Tommy." + +"Sure," I asked, puzzled, "what's that?" + +"Faith," he answered. + +"'Tis queer!" I mused. + +"Just faith," he repeated. "Just faith in the loving-kindness of the +dear God. Just faith--with small regard for creeds and forms." + +This he said with a holy twinkle. + + * * * * * + +But that was long ago. Since then I have been to the colleges and +hospitals of the South, and have come back, here, in great joy, to live +my life, serving the brave, kind folk, who are mine own people, heartily +loved by me: glad that I am Labrador born and bred--proud of the brave +blood in my great body, of the stout purpose in my heart: of which +(because of pity for all inlanders and the folk of the South) I may not +with propriety boast. Doctor Davy, they call me, now. But I have not +gone lacking. I am not without realization of my largest hope. The +decks are often wet--wet and white. They heave underfoot--and are wet +and white--while the winds come rushing from the gray horizon. Ah, I +love the sea--the sweet, wild sea: loveliest in her adorable rage, like +a woman!... And my father's house is now enlarged, and is an hospital; +and the doctor's sloop is now grown to a schooner, in which he goes +about, as always, doing good.... And my sister waits for me to come in +from the sea, in pretty fear that I may not come back; and I am glad +that she waits, sitting in my mother's place, as my mother used to do. + +And Skipper Tommy Lovejoy this day lies dying.... + + * * * * * + +I sit, a man grown, in my mother's room, which now is mine. It is +springtime. To-day I found a flower on the Watchman. Beyond the broad +window of her room, the hills of Skull Island and God's Warning stand +yellow in the sunshine, rivulets dripping from the ragged patches of +snow which yet linger in the hollows; and the harbour water ripples +under balmy, fragrant winds from the wilderness; and workaday voices, +strangely unchanged by the years that are passed, come drifting up the +hill from my father's wharves; and, ay, indeed, all the world of sea +and land is warm and wakeful and light of heart, just as it used to be, +when I was a lad, and my mother lay here dying. But there is no shadow +in the house--no mystery. The separate sorrows have long since fled. My +mother's gentle spirit here abides--just as it used to do: touching my +poor life with holy feeling, with fine dreams, with tender joy. There is +no shadow--no mystery. There is a glory--but neither shadow nor mystery. +And my hand is still in her dear hand--and she leads me: just as she +used to do. And all my days are glorified--by her who said good-bye to +me, but has not left me desolate. + + * * * * * + +Skipper Tommy died to-day. 'Twas at the break of dawn. The sea lay +quiet; the sky was flushed with young, rosy colour--all the hues of +hope. We lifted him on the pillows: that from the window he might +watch--far off at sea--the light chase the shadows from the world. + +"A new day!" he whispered. + +'Twas ever a mystery to him. That there should come new days--that the +deeds of yesterday should be forgot in the shadows of yesterday--that as +the dawn new hope should come unfailing, clean, benignant. + +"A new day!" he repeated, turning his mild old face from the placid +sea, a wondering, untroubled question in his eyes. + +"Ay, zur--a new day." + +He watched the light grow--the hopeful tints spread rejoicing towards +the higher heavens. + +"The Lard," he said, "give me work. Blessed be the name o' the Lard!" + +All the world was waking. + +"The Lard give me pain. Blessed be the name o' the Lard!" + +And a breeze came with the dawn--a rising breeze, rippling the purple +sea. + +"The Lard give me love," he continued, turning tenderly to the stalwart +twins. "Blessed be the name o' the Lard!" + +The wind swept calling by--blue winds, fair winds to the north: calling +at the window, all the while. + +"The Lard showed Himself t' me. Oh, ay, that He did," he added, with a +return to his old manner. "'Skipper Tommy,' says the Lard," he +whispered, "'Skipper Tommy,' says He, 'leave you an' Me,' says He, 'be +friends. You'll never regret it, b'y,' says He, 'an you make friends +with Me.' Blessed," he said, his last, low voice tremulous with deep +gratitude, "oh, blessed be the name o' the Lard!" + +The wind called again--blithely called: crying at the window. In all +the harbours of our coast, 'twas time to put to sea. + +"I wisht," the skipper sighed, "that I'd been--a bit--wickeder. The +wicked," he took pains to explain, "knows the dear Lard's love. An', +somehow, I isn't _feelin'_ it as I should. An' I wisht--I'd sinned--a +wee bit--more." + +Still the wind called to him. + +"Ecod!" he cried, impatiently, his hand moving feebly to tweak his nose, +but failing by the way. "There I been an' gone an' made another mistake! +Sure, 'tis awful! Will you tell me, Davy Roth, an you can," he demanded, +now possessed of the last flicker of strength, "how I could be wicked +without hurtin' some poor man? Ecod! I'm woeful blind." + +He dropped my hand--suddenly: forgetting me utterly. His hands sought +the twins--waving helplessly: and were caught. Whereupon the father +sighed and smiled. + +"Dear lads!" he whispered. + +The sun rose--a burst of glory--and struck into the room--and blinded +the old eyes. + +"I wonder----" the old man gasped, looking once more to the glowing sky. +"I wonder...." + +Then he knew. + + * * * * * + +How unmomentous is the death we die! This passing--this gentle change +from place to place! What was it he said? "'Tis but like wakin' from a +troubled dream. 'Tis like wakin' t' the sunlight of a new, clear day. He +takes our hand. 'The day is broke,' says He. 'Dream no more, but rise, +child o' Mine, an' come into the sunshine with Me.' 'Tis only that +that's comin' t' you--only His gentle touch--an' the waking. Hush! Don't +you go gettin' scared. 'Tis a lovely thing--that's comin' t' you!" ... +And I fancy that the dead pity the living--that they look upon us, in +the shadows of the world, and pity us ... And I know that my mother +waits for me at the gate--that her arms will be the first to enfold me, +her lips the first to touch my cheek. "Davy, dear, my little son," she +will whisper in my ear, "aren't you glad that you, too, are dead?" And I +shall be glad. + + * * * * * + +Ha! but here's a cheery little gale of wind blowing up the path. 'Tis my +nephew--coming from my father's wharf. Davy, they call him. The sturdy, +curly-pated, blue-eyed lad--Labradorman, every luscious inch of him: +without a drop of weakling blood in his stout little body! There's jolly +purpose in his stride--in his glance at my window. 'Tis a walk on the +Watchman, I'll be bound! The wind's in the west, the sun unclouded, the +sea in a ripple. The day invites us. Why not? The day does not know +that an old man lies dead.... He's at the door. He calls my name. "Uncle +Davy! Hi, b'y! Where is you?" Ecod! but the Heavenly choir will never +thrill me so.... He's on the stair. I must make haste. In a moment his +arms will be round my neck. And---- + +Here's a large period to my story! The little rascal has upset my bottle +of ink! + +THE END + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +FAMOUS COPYRIGHT BOOKS IN POPULAR PRICED EDITIONS + +Re-issues of the great literary successes of the time. 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"In no other + story has Mrs. Ward approached the brilliancy and vivacity of Lady + Rose's Daughter."--_North American Review_. + +THE BANKER AND THE BEAR. By Henry K. Webster. + + "An exciting and absorbing story."--_New York Times_. "Intensely + thrilling in parts, but an unusually good story all through. There is + a love affair of real charm and most novel surroundings, there is a + run on the bank which is almost worth a year's growth, and there is + all manner of exhilarating men and deeds which should bring the book + into high and permanent favor."--_Chicago Evening Post_. + +GROSSET & DUNLAP,--NEW YORK + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +NATURE BOOKS + +With Colored Plates, and Photographs from Life. + +BIRD NEIGHBORS. An Introductory Acquaintance with 150 Birds Commonly +Found in the Woods, Fields and Gardens About Our Homes. By Neltje +Blanchan. With an Introduction by John Burroughs, and many plates of +birds in natural colors. 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A +very rare picture the author has given of a very rare man: a true story +of adventure which we should like to see in the hands of every boy and +of every man of whatever age who still retains anything of a boyish +heroism in his soul." + +_N. Y. Globe_: "Mr. Duncan has given a very moving picture of the +dreadfully hard life of the northern fishermen. He has included dozens +of the little cameos of stories, true stories, as he vouches, full of +human nature as it is exhibited in primitive conditions." + +_Congregationalist_: "Norman Duncan draws vivid pictures of the Labrador +and the service which Dr. Grenfell has rendered to its people. It is a +fascinating tale and told with real enthusiasm and charm. The unusual +stage of action and the chivalrous quality of the hero, once known, lay +hold upon the imagination and will not let go." + +_Fifth Edition_ + +By DR. WILFRED T. GRENFELL + +THE HARVEST OF THE SEA + +16 Illustrations, Cloth, $1.00 net. + +_New York Sun_: "Relates the life of the North Sea fisherman on the now +famous Dogger Bank: the cruel apprenticeship, the bitter life, the +gallant deeds of courage and of seamanship, the evils of drink, the work +of the deep sea mission. These are real sea tales that will appeal to +every one who cares for salt water, and are told admirably." + +_N. Y. Tribune_: "Dr. Grenfell tells, in fiction form, but with strict +adherence to fact, how the mission to deep sea fishermen came to be +founded among the fishing fleets that frequent the Dogger Bank that has +figured prominently in the recent international complication. It is a +story rich in adventure and eloquent of accomplishments for the +betterment of the men." + +_Chicago Tribune_: "It is a plain unvarnished tale of the real life of +the deep sea fishermen and of the efforts which Grenfell's mission makes +to keep before their minds the words of Him who stilled the waters and +who chose His bosom disciples from men such as they." + +_Brooklyn Eagle_: "A robust, inspiring book, making us better acquainted +with a man of the right sort, doing a man's work." + +_Fifth Edition_ + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +NORMAN DUNCAN + +THE ADVENTURES OF + +BILLY TOPSAIL + +Illustrated. Cloth, $1.50 + +A ripping story of adventure by sea is regarded by every true-hearted +boy as the very best story of all. The yarn--that's the thing! If the +sea is a northern sea, full of ice and swept by big gales, if the +adventures are real, if the hero is _not_ a prig, if the tale concerns +itself with heroic deeds and moves like a full-rigged ship with all sail +spread to a rousing breeze, the boy will say "Bully!" and read the story +again. "The Adventures of Billy Topsail" is a book to be chummy with. It +is crowded with adventure, every page of it, from the time young Billy +is nearly drowned by his dog, until in a big blizzard, lost on an +ice-floe, he rescues Sir Archibald's son, and the old _Dictator_ +weathers the gale. + +There is "something doing" every minute--something exciting and real and +inspiring. The book is big enough and broad enough to make Billy Topsail +a tried friend of every reader--just the sort of friend Archie found him +to be. And Billy is good company. He is _not_ a prig; he is a real boy, +full of spirit and fun and courage and the wish to distinguish himself. +In a word, as the lads say, he's "all right, all right!" He sails, +fishes, travels the ice, goes whaling, is swept to sea with the ice, +captures a devil-fish, hunts a pirates' cave, gets lost on a cliff, is +wrecked, runs away to join a sealer, and makes himself interesting in a +hundred ways. He's a good chum, in calm or gale, on water, ice or +shore--that's what Billy Topsail o' Ruddy Cove is. + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +By NORMAN DUNCAN + +_Doctor Luke of The Labrador_ + +12mo, Cloth, $1.50. + +_N. Y. Evening Post_: "Mr. Duncan is deserving of much praise for this, +his first novel.... In his descriptive passages Mr. Duncan is sincere to +the smallest detail. His characters are painted in with bold, wide +strokes.... Unlike most first novels, 'Dr. Luke' waxes stronger as it +progresses." + +_Henry van Dyke_: "It is a real book, founded on truth and lighted with +imagination, well worth reading and remembering." + +_Review of Reviews_: "Mr. Duncan has added a new province to the realm +of literature. This strong, beautiful love story moves with a +distinctive rhythm that is as fresh as it is new. One of the season's +two or three best books." + +_Hamilton W. Mabie, in the Ladies' Home Journal_: "Full of incidents, +dramatically told, of the heroism and romance of humble life: strong, +tender, pathetic; one of the most wholesome stories of the season." + +_Current Literature_: "Beyond a peradventure, ranks as one of the most +remarkable novels issued in 1904. Stands out so prominently in the +year's fiction that there is little likelihood of its being +overshadowed." + +_London Punch_: "Since Thackeray wrote the last word of 'Colonel +Newcome,' nothing finer has been written than the parting scene where +Skipper Tommy Lovejoy, the rugged old fisherman, answers the last call." + +_Saturday Evening Post_: "There is enough power in this little volume to +magnetize a dozen of the popular novels of the winter." + +_Sir Robert Bond, Premier of Newfoundland_: "I shall prize the book. It +is charmingly written, and faithfully portrays the simple lives of the +noble-hearted fisher folk." + +_Brooklyn Eagle_: "Norman Duncan has fulfilled all that was expected of +him in this story; it establishes him beyond question as one of the +strong masters of present-day fiction." + +_26th 1000_ + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +THE HUBBARD EXPLORING EXPEDITION + +By DILLON WALLACE + +_The Lure of the Labrador Wild_ + +ILLUSTRATED 8vo CLOTH $1.50 NET. + +_New York Sun_: "A remarkable story, and we are much mistaken if it does +not become a classic among tales of exploration." + +_Chicago Evening Post_: "Two continents became interested in the stories +that came out of the wild about the hardships of the Hubbard expedition. +Wallace's story and record--they are inseparable--possesses in its naked +truth more of human interest than scores of volumes of imaginative +adventure and romance of the wild." + +_Review of Reviews_: "The chronicle of high, noble purpose and +achievement and it appeals to the finest, best, and most virile in man." + +_Chicago Record-Herald_: "One of the most fascinating books of travel +and adventure in the annals of recent American exploration. Every man or +boy who has ever heard the 'red gods' of the wilderness calling will +revel in these graphic pages, in which the wild odor of the pines, the +roar of rapids, the thrill of the chase and of thickening dangers come +vividly to the senses." + +_New York Evening Post_: "The story is told simply and well. It may be +added that for tragic adventure it has scarcely a parallel except in +Arctic exploration." + +_New York Evening Mail_: "A chronicle of the expedition from first to +last, and a fine tribute to the memory of Hubbard, whose spirit +struggled with such pitiable courage against the ravages of a purely +physical breakdown. The story itself is well told." + +_Chicago Inter-Ocean_: "In the records of the explorations of recent +years there is no more tragic story than that of Hubbard's attempt to +cross the great unexplored and mysterious region of the northeastern +portion of the North American continent. Wallace himself narrowly +escaped death in the Labrador wild, but, having been rescued, he has +brought out of that unknown land a remarkable story." + +_Brooklyn Eagle_: "One of the very best stories of a canoe trip into the +wilds ever written." + +_FOURTH EDITION_ + +----------------------------------------------------------------------- + +Transcriber's Notes: + +1. Punctuation has been normalized to contemporary standards. +2. Obvious typographical errors have been corrected. +3. 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